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The American
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by Henry James
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1877
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CHAPTER I
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On a brilliant day in May, in the year 1868, a gentleman was
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reclining at his ease on the great circular divan which at that
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period occupied the centre of the Salon Carre, in the Museum of
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the Louvre. This commodious ottoman has since been removed, to
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the extreme regret of all weak-kneed lovers of the fine arts,
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but the gentleman in question had taken serene possession of its
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softest spot, and, with his head thrown back and his legs
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outstretched, was staring at Murillo's beautiful moon-borne
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Madonna in profound enjoyment of his posture. He had removed
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his hat, and flung down beside him a little red guide-book and
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an opera-glass. The day was warm; he was heated with walking,
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and he repeatedly passed his handkerchief over his forehead,
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with a somewhat wearied gesture. And yet he was evidently not a
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man to whom fatigue was familiar; long, lean, and muscular, he
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suggested the sort of vigor that is commonly known as
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"toughness." But his exertions on this particular day had been
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of an unwonted sort, and he had performed great physical feats
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which left him less jaded than his tranquil stroll through the
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Louvre. He had looked out all the pictures to which an asterisk
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was affixed in those formidable pages of fine print in his
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Badeker; his attention had been strained and his eyes dazzled,
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and he had sat down with an aesthetic headache. He had looked,
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moreover, not only at all the pictures, but at all the copies
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that were going forward around them, in the hands of those
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innumerable young women in irreproachable toilets who devote
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themselves, in France, to the propagation of masterpieces, and
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if the truth must be told, he had often admired the copy much
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more than the original. His physiognomy would have sufficiently
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indicated that he was a shrewd and capable fellow, and in truth
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he had often sat up all night over a bristling bundle of
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accounts, and heard the cock crow without a yawn. But Raphael
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and Titian and Rubens were a new kind of arithmetic, and they
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inspired our friend, for the first time in his life, with a
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vague self-mistrust.
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An observer with anything of an eye for national types would
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have had no difficulty in determining the local origin of this
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undeveloped connoisseur, and indeed such an observer might have
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felt a certain humorous relish of the almost ideal completeness
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with which he filled out the national mould. The gentleman on
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the divan was a powerful specimen of an American. But he was
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not only a fine American; he was in the first place, physically,
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a fine man. He appeared to possess that kind of health and
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strength which, when found in perfection, are the most
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impressive--the physical capital which the owner does nothing to
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"keep up." If he was a muscular Christian, it was quite without
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knowing it. If it was necessary to walk to a remote spot, he
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walked, but he had never known himself to "exercise." He had no
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theory with regard to cold bathing or the use of Indian clubs;
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he was neither an oarsman, a rifleman, nor a fencer--he had
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never had time for these amusements--and he was quite unaware
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that the saddle is recommended for certain forms of indigestion.
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He was by inclination a temperate man; but he had supped the
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night before his visit to the Louvre at the Cafe Anglais--some
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one had told him it was an experience not to be omitted--and he
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had slept none the less the sleep of the just. His usual
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attitude and carriage were of a rather relaxed and lounging
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kind, but when under a special inspiration, he straightened
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himself, he looked like a grenadier on parade. He never smoked.
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He had been assured--such things are said--that cigars were
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excellent for the health, and he was quite capable of believing
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it; but he knew as little about tobacco as about homeopathy. He
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had a very well-formed head, with a shapely, symmetrical balance
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of the frontal and the occipital development, and a good deal of
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straight, rather dry brown hair. His complexion was brown, and
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his nose had a bold well-marked arch. His eye was of a clear,
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cold gray, and save for a rather abundant mustache he was
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clean-shaved. He had the flat jaw and sinewy neck which are
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frequent in the American type; but the traces of national origin
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are a matter of expression even more than of feature, and it was
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in this respect that our friend's countenance was supremely
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eloquent. The discriminating observer we have been supposing
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might, however, perfectly have measured its expressiveness, and
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yet have been at a loss to describe it. It had that typical
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vagueness which is not vacuity, that blankness which is not
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simplicity, that look of being committed to nothing in
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particular, of standing in an attitude of general hospitality to
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the chances of life, of being very much at one's own disposal so
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characteristic of many American faces. It was our friend's eye
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that chiefly told his story; an eye in which innocence and
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experience were singularly blended. It was full of
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contradictory suggestions, and though it was by no means the
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glowing orb of a hero of romance, you could find in it almost
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anything you looked for. Frigid and yet friendly, frank yet
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cautious, shrewd yet credulous, positive yet skeptical,
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confident yet shy, extremely intelligent and extremely
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good-humored, there was something vaguely defiant in its
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concessions, and something profoundly reassuring in its reserve.
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The cut of this gentleman's mustache, with the two premature
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wrinkles in the cheek above it, and the fashion of his garments,
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in which an exposed shirt-front and a cerulean cravat played
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perhaps an obtrusive part, completed the conditions of his
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identity. We have approached him, perhaps, at a not especially
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favorable moment; he is by no means sitting for his portrait.
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But listless as he lounges there, rather baffled on the
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aesthetic question, and guilty of the damning fault (as we have
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lately discovered it to be) of confounding the merit of the
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artist with that of his work (for he admires the squinting
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Madonna of the young lady with the boyish coiffure, because he
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thinks the young lady herself uncommonly taking), he is a
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sufficiently promising acquaintance. Decision, salubrity,
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jocosity, prosperity, seem to hover within his call; he is
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evidently a practical man, but the idea in his case, has
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undefined and mysterious boundaries, which invite the
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imagination to bestir itself on his behalf.
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As the little copyist proceeded with her work, she sent every
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now and then a responsive glance toward her admirer. The
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cultivation of the fine arts appeared to necessitate, to her
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mind, a great deal of byplay, a great standing off with folded
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arms and head drooping from side to side, stroking of a dimpled
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chin with a dimpled hand, sighing and frowning and patting of
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the foot, fumbling in disordered tresses for wandering
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hair-pins. These performances were accompanied by a restless
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glance, which lingered longer than elsewhere upon the gentleman
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we have described. At last he rose abruptly, put on his hat,
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and approached the young lady. He placed himself before her
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picture and looked at it for some moments, during which she
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pretended to be quite unconscious of his inspection. Then,
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addressing her with the single word which constituted the
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strength of his French vocabulary, and holding up one finger in
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a manner which appeared to him to illuminate his meaning,
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"Combien?" he abruptly demanded.
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The artist stared a moment, gave a little pout, shrugged her
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shoulders, put down her palette and brushes, and stood rubbing
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her hands.
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"How much?" said our friend, in English. "Combien?"
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"Monsieur wishes to buy it?" asked the young lady in French.
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"Very pretty, splendide. Combien?" repeated the American.
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"It pleases monsieur, my little picture? It's a very beautiful
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subject," said the young lady.
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"The Madonna, yes; I am not a Catholic, but I want to buy it.
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Combien? Write it here." And he took a pencil from his pocket
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and showed her the fly-leaf of his guide-book. She stood
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looking at him and scratching her chin with the pencil. "Is it
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not for sale?" he asked. And as she still stood reflecting, and
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looking at him with an eye which, in spite of her desire to
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treat this avidity of patronage as a very old story, betrayed an
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almost touching incredulity, he was afraid he had offended her.
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She simply trying to look indifferent, and wondering how far she
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might go. "I haven't made a mistake--pas insulte, no?" her
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interlocutor continued. "Don't you understand a little English?"
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The young lady's aptitude for playing a part at short notice was
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remarkable. She fixed him with her conscious, perceptive eye
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and asked him if he spoke no French. Then, "Donnez!" she
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said briefly, and took the open guide-book. In the upper corner
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of the fly-leaf she traced a number, in a minute and extremely
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neat hand. Then she handed back the book and took up her
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palette again.
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Our friend read the number: "2,000 francs." He said nothing for
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a time, but stood looking at the picture, while the copyist
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began actively to dabble with her paint. "For a copy, isn't
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that a good deal?" he asked at last. "Pas beaucoup?"
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The young lady raised her eyes from her palette, scanned him
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from head to foot, and alighted with admirable sagacity upon
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exactly the right answer. "Yes, it's a good deal. But my copy
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has remarkable qualities, it is worth nothing less."
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The gentleman in whom we are interested understood no French,
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but I have said he was intelligent, and here is a good chance to
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prove it. He apprehended, by a natural instinct, the meaning of
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the young woman's phrase, and it gratified him to think that she
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was so honest. Beauty, talent, virtue; she combined everything!
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"But you must finish it," he said. "FINISH, you know;" and
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he pointed to the unpainted hand of the figure.
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"Oh, it shall be finished in perfection; in the perfection of
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perfections!" cried mademoiselle; and to confirm her promise,
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she deposited a rosy blotch in the middle of the Madonna's cheek.
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But the American frowned. "Ah, too red, too red!" he rejoined.
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"Her complexion," pointing to the Murillo, "is--more delicate."
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"Delicate? Oh, it shall be delicate, monsieur; delicate as
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Sevres biscuit. I am going to tone that down; I know all
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the secrets of my art. And where will you allow us to send it
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to you? Your address?"
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"My address? Oh yes!" And the gentleman drew a card from his
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pocket-book and wrote something upon it. Then hesitating a
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moment he said, "If I don't like it when it it's finished, you
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know, I shall not be obliged to take it."
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The young lady seemed as good a guesser as himself. "Oh, I am
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very sure that monsieur is not capricious," she said with a
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roguish smile.
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"Capricious?" And at this monsieur began to laugh. "Oh no, I'm
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not capricious. I am very faithful. I am very constant.
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Comprenez?"
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"Monsieur is constant; I understand perfectly. It's a rare
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virtue. To recompense you, you shall have your picture on the
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first possible day; next week--as soon as it is dry. I will
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take the card of monsieur." And she took it and read his name:
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"Christopher Newman." Then she tried to repeat it aloud, and
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laughed at her bad accent. "Your English names are so droll!"
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"Droll?" said Mr. Newman, laughing too. "Did you ever hear of
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Christopher Columbus?"
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"Bien sur! He invented America; a very great man. And is
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he your patron?"
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"My patron?"
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"Your patron-saint, in the calendar."
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"Oh, exactly; my parents named me for him."
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"Monsieur is American?"
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"Don't you see it?" monsieur inquired.
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"And you mean to carry my little picture away over there?" and
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she explained her phrase with a gesture.
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"Oh, I mean to buy a great many pictures--beaucoup,
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beaucoup," said Christopher Newman.
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"The honor is not less for me," the young lady answered, "for I
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am sure monsieur has a great deal of taste."
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"But you must give me your card," Newman said; "your card, you
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know."
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The young lady looked severe for an instant, and then said, "My
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father will wait upon you."
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But this time Mr. Newman's powers of divination were at fault.
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"Your card, your address," he simply repeated.
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"My address?" said mademoiselle. Then with a little shrug,
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"Happily for you, you are an American! It is the first time I
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ever gave my card to a gentleman." And, taking from her pocket
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a rather greasy porte-monnaie, she extracted from it a small
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glazed visiting card, and presented the latter to her patron.
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It was neatly inscribed in pencil, with a great many flourishes,
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"Mlle. Noemie Nioche." But Mr. Newman, unlike his companion,
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read the name with perfect gravity; all French names to him were
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equally droll.
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"And precisely, here is my father, who has come to escort me
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home," said Mademoiselle Noemie. "He speaks English. He will
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arrange with you." And she turned to welcome a little old
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gentleman who came shuffling up, peering over his spectacles at
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Newman.
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M. Nioche wore a glossy wig, of an unnatural color which
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overhung his little meek, white, vacant face, and left it hardly
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more expressive than the unfeatured block upon which these
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articles are displayed in the barber's window. He was an
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exquisite image of shabby gentility. His scant ill-made coat,
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desperately brushed, his darned gloves, his highly polished
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boots, his rusty, shapely hat, told the story of a person who
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had "had losses" and who clung to the spirit of nice habits even
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though the letter had been hopelessly effaced. Among other
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things M. Nioche had lost courage. Adversity had not only ruined
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him, it had frightened him, and he was evidently going through
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his remnant of life on tiptoe, for fear of waking up the hostile
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fates. If this strange gentleman was saying anything improper
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to his daughter, M. Nioche would entreat him huskily, as a
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particular favor, to forbear; but he would admit at the same
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time that he was very presumptuous to ask for particular favors.
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"Monsieur has bought my picture," said Mademoiselle Noemie.
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"When it's finished you'll carry it to him in a cab."
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"In a cab!" cried M. Nioche; and he stared, in a bewildered way,
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as if he had seen the sun rising at midnight.
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"Are you the young lady's father?" said Newman. "I think she
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said you speak English."
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"Speak English--yes," said the old man slowly rubbing his hands.
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"I will bring it in a cab."
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"Say something, then," cried his daughter. "Thank him a
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little--not too much."
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"A little, my daughter, a little?" said M. Nioche perplexed.
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"How much?"
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"Two thousand!" said Mademoiselle Noemie. "Don't make a fuss or
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he'll take back his word."
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"Two thousand!" cried the old man, and he began to fumble for
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his snuff-box. He looked at Newman from head to foot; he looked
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at his daughter and then at the picture. "Take care you don't
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spoil it!" he cried almost sublimely.
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"We must go home," said Mademoiselle Noemie. "This is a good
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day's work. Take care how you carry it!" And she began to put
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up her utensils.
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"How can I thank you?" said M. Nioche. "My English does not
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suffice."
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"I wish I spoke French as well," said Newman, good-naturedly.
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"Your daughter is very clever."
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"Oh, sir!" and M. Nioche looked over his spectacles with tearful
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eyes and nodded several times with a world of sadness. "She has
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had an education--tres-superieure! Nothing was spared.
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Lessons in pastel at ten francs the lesson, lessons in oil at
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twelve francs. I didn't look at the francs then. She's an
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artiste, ah!"
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"Do I understand you to say that you have had reverses?" asked
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Newman.
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"Reverses? Oh, sir, misfortunes--terrible."
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"Unsuccessful in business, eh?"
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"Very unsuccessful, sir."
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"Oh, never fear, you'll get on your legs again," said Newman
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cheerily.
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The old man drooped his head on one side and looked at him with
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an expression of pain, as if this were an unfeeling jest.
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"What does he say?" demanded Mademoiselle Noemie.
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M. Nioche took a pinch of snuff. "He says I will make my
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fortune again."
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"Perhaps he will help you. And what else?"
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"He says thou art very clever."
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"It is very possible. You believe it yourself, my father?"
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"Believe it, my daughter? With this evidence!" And the old man
|
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turned afresh, with a staring, wondering homage, to the
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audacious daub on the easel.
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"Ask him, then. if he would not like to learn French."
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"To learn French?"
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"To take lessons."
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"To take lessons, my daughter? From thee?"
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"From you!"
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"From me, my child? How should I give lessons?"
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"Pas de raisons! Ask him immediately!" said Mademoiselle
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Noemie, with soft brevity.
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M. Nioche stood aghast, but under his daughter's eye he
|
|
collected his wits, and, doing his best to assume an agreeable
|
|
smile, he executed her commands. "Would it please you to
|
|
receive instruction in our beautiful language?" he inquired,
|
|
with an appealing quaver.
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"To study French?" asked Newman, staring.
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M. Nioche pressed his finger-tips together and slowly raised his
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|
shoulders. "A little conversation!"
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"Conversation--that's it!" murmured Mademoiselle Noemie, who had
|
|
caught the word. "The conversation of the best society."
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"Our French conversation is famous, you know," M. Nioche
|
|
ventured to continue. "It's a great talent."
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"But isn't it awfully difficult?" asked Newman, very simply.
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"Not to a man of esprit, like monsieur, an admirer of beauty
|
|
in every form!" and M. Nioche cast a significant glance at his
|
|
daughter's Madonna.
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|
"I can't fancy myself chattering French!" said Newman with a
|
|
laugh. "And yet, I suppose that the more a man knows the
|
|
better."
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"Monsieur expresses that very happily. Helas, oui!"
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"I suppose it would help me a great deal, knocking about Paris,
|
|
to know the language."
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|
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"Ah, there are so many things monsieur must want to say:
|
|
difficult things!"
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|
|
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"Everything I want to say is difficult. But you give lessons?"
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|
Poor M. Nioche was embarrassed; he smiled more appealingly. "I
|
|
am not a regular professor," he admitted. "I can't nevertheless
|
|
tell him that I'm a professor," he said to his daughter.
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|
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|
"Tell him it's a very exceptional chance," answered Mademoiselle
|
|
Noemie; "an homme du monde--one gentleman conversing with
|
|
another! Remember what you are--what you have been!"
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|
|
|
"A teacher of languages in neither case! Much more formerly and
|
|
much less to-day! And if he asks the price of the lessons?"
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"He won't ask it," said Mademoiselle Noemie.
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"What he pleases, I may say?"
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"Never! That's bad style."
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|
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"If he asks, then?"
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|
Mademoiselle Noemie had put on her bonnet and was tying the
|
|
ribbons. She smoothed them out, with her soft little chin
|
|
thrust forward. "Ten francs," she said quickly.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, my daughter! I shall never dare."
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|
|
|
"Don't dare, then! He won't ask till the end of the lessons,
|
|
and then I will make out the bill."
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|
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|
M. Nioche turned to the confiding foreigner again, and stood
|
|
rubbing his hands, with an air of seeming to plead guilty which
|
|
was not intenser only because it was habitually so striking. It
|
|
never occurred to Newman to ask him for a guarantee of his skill
|
|
in imparting instruction; he supposed of course M. Nioche knew
|
|
his own language, and his appealing forlornness was quite the
|
|
perfection of what the American, for vague reasons, had always
|
|
associated with all elderly foreigners of the lesson-giving
|
|
class. Newman had never reflected upon philological processes.
|
|
His chief impression with regard to ascertaining those
|
|
mysterious correlatives of his familiar English vocables which
|
|
were current in this extraordinary city of Paris was, that it
|
|
was simply a matter of a good deal of unwonted and rather
|
|
ridiculous muscular effort on his own part. "How did you learn
|
|
English?" he asked of the old man.
|
|
|
|
"When I was young, before my miseries. Oh, I was wide awake,
|
|
then. My father was a great commercant; he placed me for a
|
|
year in a counting-house in England. Some of it stuck to me;
|
|
but I have forgotten!"
|
|
|
|
"How much French can I learn in a month?"
|
|
|
|
"What does he say?" asked Mademoiselle Noemie.
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche explained.
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|
|
|
"He will speak like an angel!" said his daughter.
|
|
|
|
But the native integrity which had been vainly exerted to secure
|
|
M. Nioche's commercial prosperity flickered up again.
|
|
"Dame, monsieur!" he answered. "All I can teach you !" And
|
|
then, recovering himself at a sign from his daughter, "I will
|
|
wait upon you at your hotel."
|
|
|
|
"Oh yes, I should like to learn French," Newman went on, with
|
|
democratic confidingness. "Hang me if I should ever have
|
|
thought of it! I took for granted it was impossible. But if you
|
|
learned my language, why shouldn't I learn yours?" and his
|
|
frank, friendly laugh drew the sting from the jest. "Only, if
|
|
we are going to converse, you know, you must think of something
|
|
cheerful to converse about."
|
|
|
|
"You are very good, sir; I am overcome!" said M. Nioche,
|
|
throwing out his hands. "But you have cheerfulness and
|
|
happiness for two!"
|
|
|
|
"Oh no," said Newman more seriously. "You must be bright and
|
|
lively; that's part of the bargain."
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche bowed, with his hand on his heart. "Very well, sir;
|
|
you have already made me lively."
|
|
|
|
"Come and bring me my picture then; I will pay you for it, and
|
|
we will talk about that. That will be a cheerful subject!"
|
|
|
|
Mademoiselle Noemie had collected her accessories, and she gave
|
|
the precious Madonna in charge to her father, who retreated
|
|
backwards out of sight, holding it at arm's-length and
|
|
reiterating his obeisance. The young lady gathered her shawl
|
|
about her like a perfect Parisienne, and it was with the smile
|
|
of a Parisienne that she took leave of her patron.
|
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|
CHAPTER II
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|
|
He wandered back to the divan and seated himself on the other
|
|
side, in view of the great canvas on which Paul Veronese had
|
|
depicted the marriage-feast of Cana. Wearied as he was he found
|
|
the picture entertaining; it had an illusion for him; it
|
|
satisfied his conception, which was ambitious, of what a
|
|
splendid banquet should be. In the left-hand corner of the
|
|
picture is a young woman with yellow tresses confined in a
|
|
golden head-dress; she is bending forward and listening, with
|
|
the smile of a charming woman at a dinner-party, to her
|
|
neighbor. Newman detected her in the crowd, admired her, and
|
|
perceived that she too had her votive copyist--a young man with
|
|
his hair standing on end. Suddenly he became conscious of the
|
|
germ of the mania of the "collector;" he had taken the first
|
|
step; why should he not go on? It was only twenty minutes
|
|
before that he had bought the first picture of his life, and now
|
|
he was already thinking of art-patronage as a fascinating
|
|
pursuit. His reflections quickened his good-humor, and he was
|
|
on the point of approaching the young man with another
|
|
"Combien?" Two or three facts in this relation are noticeable,
|
|
although the logical chain which connects them may seem
|
|
imperfect. He knew Mademoiselle Nioche had asked too much; he
|
|
bore her no grudge for doing so, and he was determined to pay
|
|
the young man exactly the proper sum. At this moment, however,
|
|
his attention was attracted by a gentleman who had come from
|
|
another part of the room and whose manner was that of a stranger
|
|
to the gallery, although he was equipped with neither guide-book
|
|
nor opera-glass. He carried a white sun-umbrella, lined with
|
|
blue silk, and he strolled in front of the Paul Veronese,
|
|
vaguely looking at it, but much too near to see anything but the
|
|
grain of the canvas. Opposite to Christopher Newman he paused
|
|
and turned, and then our friend, who had been observing him, had
|
|
a chance to verify a suspicion aroused by an imperfect view of
|
|
his face. The result of this larger scrutiny was that he
|
|
presently sprang to his feet, strode across the room, and, with
|
|
an outstretched hand, arrested the gentleman with the blue-lined
|
|
umbrella. The latter stared, but put out his hand at a venture.
|
|
He was corpulent and rosy, and though his countenance, which
|
|
was ornamented with a beautiful flaxen beard, carefully divided
|
|
in the middle and brushed outward at the sides, was not
|
|
remarkable for intensity of expression, he looked like a person
|
|
who would willingly shake hands with any one. I know not what
|
|
Newman thought of his face, but he found a want of response in
|
|
his grasp.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, come, come," he said, laughing; "don't say, now, you don't
|
|
know me--if I have NOT got a white parasol!"
|
|
|
|
The sound of his voice quickened the other's memory, his face
|
|
expanded to its fullest capacity, and he also broke into a
|
|
laugh. "Why, Newman--I'll be blowed! Where in the world--I
|
|
declare--who would have thought? You know you have changed."
|
|
|
|
"You haven't!" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Not for the better, no doubt. When did you get here?"
|
|
|
|
"Three days ago."
|
|
|
|
"Why didn't you let me know?"
|
|
|
|
"I had no idea YOU were here."
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|
|
|
"I have been here these six years."
|
|
|
|
"It must be eight or nine since we met."
|
|
|
|
"Something of that sort. We were very young."
|
|
|
|
"It was in St. Louis, during the war. You were in the army."
|
|
|
|
"Oh no, not I! But you were."
|
|
|
|
"I believe I was."
|
|
|
|
"You came out all right?"
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|
|
|
"I came out with my legs and arms--and with satisfaction . All
|
|
that seems very far away."
|
|
|
|
"And how long have you been in Europe?"
|
|
|
|
"Seventeen days."
|
|
|
|
"First time?"
|
|
|
|
"Yes, very much so."
|
|
|
|
"Made your everlasting fortune?"
|
|
|
|
Christopher Newman was silent a moment, and then with a tranquil
|
|
smile he answered, "Yes."
|
|
|
|
"And come to Paris to spend it, eh?"
|
|
|
|
"Well, we shall see. So they carry those parasols here--the
|
|
menfolk?"
|
|
|
|
"Of course they do. They're great things. They understand
|
|
comfort out here."
|
|
|
|
"Where do you buy them?"
|
|
|
|
"Anywhere, everywhere."
|
|
|
|
"Well, Tristram, I'm glad to get hold of you. You can show me
|
|
the ropes. I suppose you know Paris inside out."
|
|
|
|
Mr. Tristram gave a mellow smile of self-gratulation. "Well, I
|
|
guess there are not many men that can show me much. I'll take
|
|
care of you."
|
|
|
|
"It's a pity you were not here a few minutes ago. I have just
|
|
bought a picture. You might have put the thing through for me."
|
|
|
|
"Bought a picture?" said Mr. Tristram, looking vaguely round at
|
|
the walls. "Why, do they sell them?"
|
|
|
|
"I mean a copy."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I see. These," said Mr. Tristram, nodding at the Titians
|
|
and Vandykes, "these, I suppose, are originals."
|
|
|
|
"I hope so," cried Newman. "I don't want a copy of a copy."
|
|
|
|
"Ah," said Mr. Tristram, mysteriously, "you can never tell.
|
|
They imitate, you know, so deucedly well. It's like the
|
|
jewelers, with their false stones. Go into the Palais Royal,
|
|
there; you see 'Imitation' on half the windows. The law obliges
|
|
them to stick it on, you know; but you can't tell the things
|
|
apart. To tell the truth," Mr. Tristram continued, with a wry
|
|
face, "I don't do much in pictures. I leave that to my wife."
|
|
|
|
"Ah, you have got a wife?"
|
|
|
|
"Didn't I mention it? She's a very nice woman; you must know
|
|
her. She's up there in the Avenue d'Iena."
|
|
|
|
"So you are regularly fixed--house and children and all."
|
|
|
|
"Yes, a tip-top house and a couple of youngsters."
|
|
|
|
"Well," said Christopher Newman, stretching his arms a little,
|
|
with a sigh, "I envy you."
|
|
|
|
"Oh no! you don't!" answered Mr. Tristram, giving him a little
|
|
poke with his parasol.
|
|
|
|
"I beg your pardon; I do!"
|
|
|
|
"Well, you won't, then, when--when--"
|
|
|
|
"You don't certainly mean when I have seen your establishment?"
|
|
|
|
"When you have seen Paris, my boy. You want to be your own
|
|
master here."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I have been my own master all my life, and I'm tired of it."
|
|
|
|
"Well, try Paris. How old are you?"
|
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|
|
"Thirty-six."
|
|
|
|
"C'est le bel age, as they say here."
|
|
|
|
"What does that mean?"
|
|
|
|
"It means that a man shouldn't send away his plate till he has
|
|
eaten his fill."
|
|
|
|
"All that? I have just made arrangements to take French
|
|
lessons."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, you don't want any lessons. You'll pick it up. I never
|
|
took any."
|
|
|
|
"I suppose you speak French as well as English?"
|
|
|
|
"Better!" said Mr. Tristram, roundly. "It's a splendid
|
|
language. You can say all sorts of bright things in it."
|
|
|
|
"But I suppose," said Christopher Newman, with an earnest desire
|
|
for information, "that you must be bright to begin with."
|
|
|
|
"Not a bit; that's just the beauty of it."
|
|
|
|
The two friends, as they exchanged these remarks, had remained
|
|
standing where they met, and leaning against the rail which
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protected the pictures. Mr. Tristram at last declared that he
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was overcome with fatigue and should be happy to sit down.
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Newman recommended in the highest terms the great divan on which
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he had been lounging, and they prepared to seat themselves.
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"This is a great place; isn't it?" said Newman, with ardor.
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"Great place, great place. Finest thing in the world." And
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then, suddenly, Mr. Tristram hesitated and looked about him. "I
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suppose they won't let you smoke here."
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Newman stared. "Smoke? I'm sure I don't know. You know the
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regulations better than I."
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"I? I never was here before!"
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"Never! in six years?"
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"I believe my wife dragged me here once when we first came to
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Paris, but I never found my way back."
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"But you say you know Paris so well!"
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"I don't call this Paris!" cried Mr. Tristram, with assurance.
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"Come; let's go over to the Palais Royal and have a smoke."
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"I don't smoke," said Newman.
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"A drink, then."
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And Mr. Tristram led his companion away. They passed through
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the glorious halls of the Louvre, down the staircases, along the
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cool, dim galleries of sculpture, and out into the enormous
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court. Newman looked about him as he went, but he made no
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comments, and it was only when they at last emerged into the
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open air that he said to his friend, "It seems to me that in
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your place I should have come here once a week."
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"Oh, no you wouldn't!" said Mr. Tristram. "You think so, but
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you wouldn't. You wouldn't have had time. You would always
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mean to go, but you never would go. There's better fun than
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that, here in Paris. Italy's the place to see pictures; wait
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till you get there. There you have to go; you can't do anything
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else. It's an awful country; you can't get a decent cigar. I
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don't know why I went in there, to-day; I was strolling along,
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rather hard up for amusement. I sort of noticed the Louvre as I
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passed, and I thought I would go in and see what was going on.
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But if I hadn't found you there I should have felt rather sold.
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Hang it, I don't care for pictures; I prefer the reality!" And
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Mr. Tristram tossed off this happy formula with an assurance
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which the numerous class of persons suffering from an overdose
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of "culture" might have envied him.
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The two gentlemen proceeded along the Rue de Rivoli and into the
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Palais Royal, where they seated themselves at one of the little
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tables stationed at the door of the cafe which projects into the
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great open quadrangle. The place was filled with people, the
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fountains were spouting, a band was playing, clusters of chairs
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were gathered beneath all the lime-trees, and buxom,
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white-capped nurses, seated along the benches, were offering to
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their infant charges the amplest facilities for nutrition.
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There was an easy, homely gayety in the whole scene, and
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Christopher Newman felt that it was most characteristically
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Parisian.
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"And now," began Mr. Tristram, when they had tested the
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decoction which he had caused to be served to them, "now just
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give an account of yourself. What are your ideas, what are your
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plans, where have you come from and where are you going? In the
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first place, where are you staying?"
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"At the Grand Hotel," said Newman.
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Mr. Tristram puckered his plump visage. "That won't do! You
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must change."
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"Change?" demanded Newman. "Why, it's the finest hotel I ever
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was in."
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"You don't want a 'fine' hotel; you want something small and
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quiet and elegant, where your bell is answered and you--your
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person is recognized."
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"They keep running to see if I have rung before I have touched
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the bell," said Newman "and as for my person they are always
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bowing and scraping to it."
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"I suppose you are always tipping them. That's very bad style."
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"Always? By no means. A man brought me something yesterday,
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and then stood loafing in a beggarly manner. I offered him a
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chair and asked him if he wouldn't sit down. Was that bad
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style?"
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"Very!"
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"But he bolted, instantly. At any rate, the place amuses me.
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Hang your elegance, if it bores me. I sat in the court of the
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Grand Hotel last night until two o'clock in the morning,
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watching the coming and going, and the people knocking about."
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"You're easily pleased. But you can do as you choose--a man in
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your shoes. You have made a pile of money, eh?"
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"I have made enough"
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"Happy the man who can say that? Enough for what?"
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"Enough to rest awhile, to forget the confounded thing, to look
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about me, to see the world, to have a good time, to improve my
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mind, and, if the fancy takes me, to marry a wife." Newman
|
|
spoke slowly, with a certain dryness of accent and with frequent
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|
pauses. This was his habitual mode of utterance, but it was
|
|
especially marked in the words I have just quoted.
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"Jupiter! There's a programme!" cried Mr. Tristram. "Certainly,
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all that takes money, especially the wife; unless indeed she
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gives it, as mine did. And what's the story? How have you done
|
|
it?"
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Newman had pushed his hat back from his forehead, folded his
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arms, and stretched his legs. He listened to the music, he
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|
looked about him at the bustling crowd, at the plashing
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fountains, at the nurses and the babies. "I have worked!" he
|
|
answered at last.
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Tristram looked at him for some moments, and allowed his placid
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|
eyes to measure his friend's generous longitude and rest upon
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his comfortably contemplative face. "What have you worked at?"
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he asked.
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"Oh, at several things."
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"I suppose you're a smart fellow, eh?"
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Newman continued to look at the nurses and babies; they imparted
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|
to the scene a kind of primordial, pastoral simplicity. "Yes,"
|
|
he said at last, "I suppose I am." And then, in answer to his
|
|
companion's inquiries, he related briefly his history since
|
|
their last meeting. It was an intensely Western story, and it
|
|
dealt with enterprises which it will be needless to introduce to
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|
the reader in detail. Newman had come out of the war with a
|
|
brevet of brigadier-general, an honor which in this
|
|
case--without invidious comparisons--had lighted upon shoulders
|
|
amply competent to bear it. But though he could manage a
|
|
fight, when need was, Newman heartily disliked the business; his
|
|
four years in the army had left him with an angry, bitter sense
|
|
of the waste of precious things--life and time and money and
|
|
"smartness" and the early freshness of purpose; and he had
|
|
addressed himself to the pursuits of peace with passionate zest
|
|
and energy. He was of course as penniless when he plucked off
|
|
his shoulder-straps as when he put them on, and the only capital
|
|
at his disposal was his dogged resolution and his lively
|
|
perception of ends and means. Exertion and action were as
|
|
natural to him as respiration; a more completely healthy mortal
|
|
had never trod the elastic soil of the West. His experience,
|
|
moreover, was as wide as his capacity; when he was fourteen
|
|
years old, necessity had taken him by his slim young shoulders
|
|
and pushed him into the street, to earn that night's supper. He
|
|
had not earned it but he had earned the next night's, and
|
|
afterwards, whenever he had had none, it was because he had gone
|
|
without it to use the money for something else, a keener
|
|
pleasure or a finer profit. He had turned his hand, with his
|
|
brain in it, to many things; he had been enterprising, in an
|
|
eminent sense of the term; he had been adventurous and even
|
|
reckless, and he had known bitter failure as well as brilliant
|
|
success; but he was a born experimentalist, and he had always
|
|
found something to enjoy in the pressure of necessity, even when
|
|
it was as irritating as the haircloth shirt of the mediaeval
|
|
monk. At one time failure seemed inexorably his portion;
|
|
ill-luck became his bed-fellow, and whatever he touched he
|
|
turned, not to gold, but to ashes. His most vivid conception of
|
|
a supernatural element in the world's affairs had come to him
|
|
once when this pertinacity of misfortune was at its climax;
|
|
there seemed to him something stronger in life than his own
|
|
will. But the mysterious something could only be the devil, and
|
|
he was accordingly seized with an intense personal enmity to
|
|
this impertinent force. He had known what it was to have
|
|
utterly exhausted his credit, to be unable to raise a dollar,
|
|
and to find himself at nightfall in a strange city, without a
|
|
penny to mitigate its strangeness. It was under these
|
|
circumstances that he made his entrance into San Francisco, the
|
|
scene, subsequently, of his happiest strokes of fortune. If he
|
|
did not, like Dr. Franklin in Philadelphia, march along the
|
|
street munching a penny-loaf, it was only because he had not the
|
|
penny-loaf necessary to the performance. In his darkest days he
|
|
had had but one simple, practical impulse--the desire, as he
|
|
would have phrased it, to see the thing through. He did so at
|
|
last, buffeted his way into smooth waters, and made money
|
|
largely. It must be admitted, rather nakedly, that Christopher
|
|
Newman's sole aim in life had been to make money; what he had
|
|
been placed in the world for was, to his own perception, simply
|
|
to wrest a fortune, the bigger the better, from defiant
|
|
opportunity. This idea completely filled his horizon and
|
|
satisfied his imagination. Upon the uses of money, upon what
|
|
one might do with a life into which one had succeeded in
|
|
injecting the golden stream, he had up to his thirty-fifth year
|
|
very scantily reflected. Life had been for him an open game,
|
|
and he had played for high stakes. He had won at last and
|
|
carried off his winnings; and now what was he to do with them?
|
|
He was a man to whom, sooner or later, the question was sure to
|
|
present itself, and the answer to it belongs to our story. A
|
|
vague sense that more answers were possible than his philosophy
|
|
had hitherto dreamt of had already taken possession of him, and
|
|
it seemed softly and agreeably to deepen as he lounged in this
|
|
brilliant corner of Paris with his friend.
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|
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|
"I must confess," he presently went on, "that here I don't feel
|
|
at all smart. My remarkable talents seem of no use. I feel as
|
|
simple as a little child, and a little child might take me by
|
|
the hand and lead me about."
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|
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|
"Oh, I'll be your little child," said Tristram, jovially; "I'll
|
|
take you by the hand. Trust yourself to me"
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|
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|
"I am a good worker," Newman continued, "but I rather think I am
|
|
a poor loafer. I have come abroad to amuse myself, but I doubt
|
|
whether I know how."
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|
|
|
"Oh, that's easily learned."
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|
|
|
"Well, I may perhaps learn it, but I am afraid I shall never do
|
|
it by rote. I have the best will in the world about it, but my
|
|
genius doesn't lie in that direction. As a loafer I shall never
|
|
be original, as I take it that you are."
|
|
|
|
"Yes," said Tristram, "I suppose I am original; like all those
|
|
immoral pictures in the Louvre."
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|
|
|
"Besides," Newman continued, "I don't want to work at pleasure,
|
|
any more than I played at work. I want to take it easily. I
|
|
feel deliciously lazy, and I should like to spend six months as
|
|
I am now, sitting under a tree and listening to a band. There's
|
|
only one thing; I want to hear some good music."
|
|
|
|
"Music and pictures! Lord, what refined tastes! You are what
|
|
my wife calls intellectual. I ain't, a bit. But we can find
|
|
something better for you to do than to sit under a tree. To
|
|
begin with, you must come to the club."
|
|
|
|
"What club?"
|
|
|
|
"The Occidental. You will see all the Americans there; all the
|
|
best of them, at least. Of course you play poker?"
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I say," cried Newman, with energy, "you are not going to
|
|
lock me up in a club and stick me down at a card-table! I
|
|
haven't come all this way for that."
|
|
|
|
"What the deuce HAVE you come for! You were glad enough to
|
|
play poker in St. Louis, I recollect, when you cleaned me out."
|
|
|
|
"I have come to see Europe, to get the best out of it I can. I
|
|
want to see all the great things, and do what the clever people
|
|
do."
|
|
|
|
"The clever people? Much obliged. You set me down as a
|
|
blockhead, then?"
|
|
|
|
Newman was sitting sidewise in his chair, with his elbow on the
|
|
back and his head leaning on his hand. Without moving he looked
|
|
a while at his companion with his dry, guarded,
|
|
half-inscrutable, and yet altogether good-natured smile.
|
|
"Introduce me to your wife!" he said at last.
|
|
|
|
Tristram bounced about in his chair. "Upon my word, I won't.
|
|
She doesn't want any help to turn up her nose at me, nor do you,
|
|
either!"
|
|
|
|
"I don't turn up my nose at you, my dear fellow; nor at any one,
|
|
or anything. I'm not proud, I assure you I'm not proud. That's
|
|
why I am willing to take example by the clever people."
|
|
|
|
"Well, if I'm not the rose, as they say here, I have lived near
|
|
it. I can show you some clever people, too. Do you know
|
|
General Packard? Do you know C. P. Hatch? Do you know Miss
|
|
Kitty Upjohn?"
|
|
|
|
"I shall be happy to make their acquaintance; I want to
|
|
cultivate society."
|
|
|
|
Tristram seemed restless and suspicious; he eyed his friend
|
|
askance, and then, "What are you up to, any way?" he demanded.
|
|
"Are you going to write a book?"
|
|
|
|
Christopher Newman twisted one end of his mustache a while, in
|
|
silence, and at last he made answer. "One day, a couple of
|
|
months ago, something very curious happened to me. I had come
|
|
on to New York on some important business; it was rather a long
|
|
story--a question of getting ahead of another party, in a
|
|
certain particular way, in the stock-market. This other party
|
|
had once played me a very mean trick. I owed him a grudge, I
|
|
felt awfully savage at the time, and I vowed that, when I got a
|
|
chance, I would, figuratively speaking, put his nose out of
|
|
joint. There was a matter of some sixty thousand dollars at
|
|
stake. If I put it out of his way, it was a blow the fellow
|
|
would feel, and he really deserved no quarter. I jumped into a
|
|
hack and went about my business, and it was in this hack--this
|
|
immortal, historical hack--that the curious thing I speak of
|
|
occurred. It was a hack like any other, only a trifle dirtier,
|
|
with a greasy line along the top of the drab cushions, as if it
|
|
had been used for a great many Irish funerals. It is possible I
|
|
took a nap; I had been traveling all night, and though I was
|
|
excited with my errand, I felt the want of sleep. At all events
|
|
I woke up suddenly, from a sleep or from a kind of a reverie,
|
|
with the most extraordinary feeling in the world--a mortal
|
|
disgust for the thing I was going to do. It came upon me like
|
|
THAT!" and he snapped his fingers--"as abruptly as an old
|
|
wound that begins to ache. I couldn't tell the meaning of it; I
|
|
only felt that I loathed the whole business and wanted to wash
|
|
my hands of it. The idea of losing that sixty thousand dollars,
|
|
of letting it utterly slide and scuttle and never hearing of it
|
|
again, seemed the sweetest thing in the world. And all this
|
|
took place quite independently of my will, and I sat watching it
|
|
as if it were a play at the theatre. I could feel it going on
|
|
inside of me. You may depend upon it that there are things
|
|
going on inside of us that we understand mighty little about."
|
|
|
|
"Jupiter! you make my flesh creep!" cried Tristram. "And while
|
|
you sat in your hack, watching the play, as you call it, the
|
|
other man marched in and bagged your sixty thousand dollars?"
|
|
|
|
"I have not the least idea. I hope so, poor devil! but I never
|
|
found out. We pulled up in front of the place I was going to in
|
|
Wall Street, but I sat still in the carriage, and at last the
|
|
driver scrambled down off his seat to see whether his carriage
|
|
had not turned into a hearse. I couldn't have got out, any more
|
|
than if I had been a corpse. What was the matter with me?
|
|
Momentary idiocy, you'll say. What I wanted to get out of was
|
|
Wall Street. I told the man to drive down to the Brooklyn ferry
|
|
and to cross over. When we were over, I told him to drive me
|
|
out into the country. As I had told him originally to drive for
|
|
dear life down town, I suppose he thought me insane. Perhaps I
|
|
was, but in that case I am insane still. I spent the morning
|
|
looking at the first green leaves on Long Island. I was sick of
|
|
business; I wanted to throw it all up and break off short; I had
|
|
money enough, or if I hadn't I ought to have. I seemed to feel
|
|
a new man inside my old skin, and I longed for a new world.
|
|
When you want a thing so very badly you had better treat
|
|
yourself to it. I didn't understand the matter, not in the
|
|
least; but I gave the old horse the bridle and let him find his
|
|
way. As soon as I could get out of the game I sailed for
|
|
Europe. That is how I come to be sitting here."
|
|
|
|
"You ought to have bought up that hack," said Tristram; "it
|
|
isn't a safe vehicle to have about. And you have really sold
|
|
out, then; you have retired from business?"
|
|
|
|
"I have made over my hand to a friend; when I feel disposed, I
|
|
can take up the cards again. I dare say that a twelvemonth
|
|
hence the operation will be reversed. The pendulum will swing
|
|
back again. I shall be sitting in a gondola or on a dromedary,
|
|
and all of a sudden I shall want to clear out. But for the
|
|
present I am perfectly free. I have even bargained that I am to
|
|
receive no business letters."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, it's a real caprice de prince," said Tristram. "I back
|
|
out; a poor devil like me can't help you to spend such very
|
|
magnificent leisure as that. You should get introduced to the
|
|
crowned heads."
|
|
|
|
39 Newman looked at him a moment, and then, with his easy smile,
|
|
"How does one do it?" he asked.
|
|
|
|
"Come, I like that!" cried Tristram. "It shows you are in
|
|
earnest."
|
|
|
|
"Of course I am in earnest. Didn't I say I wanted the best? I
|
|
know the best can't be had for mere money, but I rather think
|
|
money will do a good deal. In addition, I am willing to take a
|
|
good deal of trouble."
|
|
|
|
"You are not bashful, eh?"
|
|
|
|
"I haven't the least idea. I want the biggest kind of
|
|
entertainment a man can get. People, places, art, nature,
|
|
everything! I want to see the tallest mountains, and the bluest
|
|
lakes, and the finest pictures and the handsomest churches,.
|
|
and the most celebrated men, and the most beautiful women."
|
|
|
|
"Settle down in Paris, then. There are no mountains that I know
|
|
of, and the only lake is in the Bois du Boulogne, and not
|
|
particularly blue. But there is everything else: plenty of
|
|
pictures and churches, no end of celebrated men, and several
|
|
beautiful women."
|
|
|
|
"But I can't settle down in Paris at this season, just as summer
|
|
is coming on."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, for the summer go up to Trouville."
|
|
|
|
"What is Trouville?"
|
|
|
|
"The French Newport. Half the Americans go."
|
|
|
|
"Is it anywhere near the Alps?"
|
|
|
|
"About as near as Newport is to the Rocky Mountains."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I want to see Mont Blanc," said Newman, "and Amsterdam, and
|
|
the Rhine, and a lot of places. Venice in particular. I have
|
|
great ideas about Venice."
|
|
|
|
"Ah," said Mr. Tristram, rising, "I see I shall have to
|
|
introduce you to my wife!"
|
|
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|
CHAPTER III
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|
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|
|
He performed this ceremony on the following day, when, by
|
|
appointment, Christopher Newman went to dine with him. Mr. and
|
|
Mrs. Tristram lived behind one of those chalk-colored facades
|
|
which decorate with their pompous sameness the broad avenues
|
|
manufactured by Baron Haussmann in the neighborhood of the Arc
|
|
de Triomphe. Their apartment was rich in the modern
|
|
conveniences, and Tristram lost no time in calling his visitor's
|
|
attention to their principal household treasures, the gas-lamps
|
|
and the furnace-holes. "Whenever you feel homesick," he said,
|
|
"you must come up here. We'll stick you down before a register,
|
|
under a good big burner, and--"
|
|
|
|
"And you will soon get over your homesickness," said Mrs.
|
|
Tristram.
|
|
|
|
Her husband stared; his wife often had a tone which he found
|
|
inscrutable he could not tell for his life whether she was in
|
|
jest or in earnest. The truth is that circumstances had done
|
|
much to cultivate in Mrs. Tristram a marked tendency to irony.
|
|
Her taste on many points differed from that of her husband, and
|
|
though she made frequent concessions it must be confessed that
|
|
her concessions were not always graceful. They were founded upon
|
|
a vague project she had of some day doing something very
|
|
positive, something a trifle passionate. What she meant to do
|
|
she could by no means have told you; but meanwhile,
|
|
nevertheless, she was buying a good conscience, by installments.
|
|
|
|
It should be added, without delay, to anticipate misconception,
|
|
that her little scheme of independence did not definitely
|
|
involve the assistance of another person, of the opposite sex;
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|
she was not saving up virtue to cover the expenses of a
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flirtation. For this there were various reasons. To begin
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with, she had a very plain face and she was entirely without
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illusions as to her appearance. She had taken its measure to a
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hair's breadth, she knew the worst and the best, she had
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accepted herself. It had not been, indeed, without a struggle.
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As a young girl she had spent hours with her back to her mirror,
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crying her eyes out; and later she had from desperation and
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bravado adopted the habit of proclaiming herself the most
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ill-favored of women, in order that she might--as in common
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politeness was inevitable--be contradicted and reassured. It
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was since she had come to live in Europe that she had begun to
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take the matter philosophically. Her observation, acutely
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exercised here, had suggested to her that a woman's first duty
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is not to be beautiful, but to be pleasing, and she encountered
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so many women who pleased without beauty that she began to feel
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that she had discovered her mission. She had once heard an
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enthusiastic musician, out of patience with a gifted bungler,
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declare that a fine voice is really an obstacle to singing
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properly; and it occurred to her that it might perhaps be
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equally true that a beautiful face is an obstacle to the
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acquisition of charming manners. Mrs. Tristram, then, undertook
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to be exquisitely agreeable, and she brought to the task a
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really touching devotion. How well she would have succeeded I
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am unable to say; unfortunately she broke off in the middle.
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Her own excuse was the want of encouragement in her immediate
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circle. But I am inclined to think that she had not a real
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genius for the matter, or she would have pursued the charming
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art for itself. The poor lady was very incomplete. She fell
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back upon the harmonies of the toilet, which she thoroughly
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understood, and contented herself with dressing in perfection.
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She lived in Paris, which she pretended to detest, because it
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was only in Paris that one could find things to exactly suit
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one's complexion. Besides out of Paris it was always more or
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|
less of a trouble to get ten-button gloves. When she railed at
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this serviceable city and you asked her where she would prefer
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to reside, she returned some very unexpected answer. She would
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say in Copenhagen, or in Barcelona; having, while making the
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|
tour of Europe, spent a couple of days at each of these places.
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|
On the whole, with her poetic furbelows and her misshapen,
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intelligent little face, she was, when you knew her, a decidedly
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|
interesting woman. She was naturally shy, and if she had been
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born a beauty, she would (having no vanity) probably have
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remained shy. Now, she was both diffident and importunate;
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|
extremely reserved sometimes with her friends, and strangely
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|
expansive with strangers. She despised her husband; despised
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him too much, for she had been perfectly at liberty not to marry
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him. She had been in love with a clever man who had slighted
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her, and she had married a fool in the hope that this thankless
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wit, reflecting on it, would conclude that she had no
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appreciation of merit, and that he had flattered himself in
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supposing that she cared for his own. Restless, discontented,
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|
visionary, without personal ambitions, but with a certain
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|
avidity of imagination, she was, as I have said before,
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eminently incomplete. She was full--both for good and for
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ill--of beginnings that came to nothing; but she had
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nevertheless, morally, a spark of the sacred fire.
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Newman was fond, under all circumstances, of the society of
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women, and now that he was out of his native element and
|
|
deprived of his habitual interests, he turned to it for
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|
compensation. He took a great fancy to Mrs. Tristram; she
|
|
frankly repaid it, and after their first meeting he passed a
|
|
great many hours in her drawing-room. After two or three talks
|
|
they were fast friends. Newman's manner with women was
|
|
peculiar, and it required some ingenuity on a lady's part to
|
|
discover that he admired her. He had no gallantry, in the usual
|
|
sense of the term; no compliments, no graces, no speeches. Very
|
|
fond of what is called chaffing, in his dealings with men, he
|
|
never found himself on a sofa beside a member of the softer sex
|
|
without feeling extremely serious. He was not shy, and so far
|
|
as awkwardness proceeds from a struggle with shyness, he was not
|
|
awkward; grave, attentive, submissive, often silent, he was
|
|
simply swimming in a sort of rapture of respect. This emotion
|
|
was not at all theoretic, it was not even in a high degree
|
|
sentimental; he had thought very little about the "position" of
|
|
women, and he was not familiar either sympathetically or
|
|
otherwise, with the image of a President in petticoats. His
|
|
attitude was simply the flower of his general good-nature, and a
|
|
part of his instinctive and genuinely democratic assumption of
|
|
every one's right to lead an easy life. If a shaggy pauper had
|
|
a right to bed and board and wages and a vote, women, of course,
|
|
who were weaker than paupers, and whose physical tissue was in
|
|
itself an appeal, should be maintained, sentimentally, at the
|
|
public expense. Newman was willing to be taxed for this
|
|
purpose, largely, in proportion to his means. Moreover, many of
|
|
the common traditions with regard to women were with him fresh
|
|
personal impressions; he had never read a novel! He had been
|
|
struck with their acuteness, their subtlety, their tact, their
|
|
felicity of judgment. They seemed to him exquisitely organized.
|
|
If it is true that one must always have in one's work here below
|
|
a religion, or at least an ideal, of some sort, Newman found his
|
|
metaphysical inspiration in a vague acceptance of final
|
|
responsibility to some illumined feminine brow.
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|
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|
He spent a great deal of time in listening to advice from Mrs.
|
|
Tristram; advice, it must be added, for which he had never
|
|
asked. He would have been incapable of asking for it, for he
|
|
had no perception of difficulties, and consequently no curiosity
|
|
about remedies. The complex Parisian world about him seemed a
|
|
very simple affair; it was an immense, amazing spectacle, but it
|
|
neither inflamed his imagination nor irritated his curiosity.
|
|
He kept his hands in his pockets, looked on good-humoredly,
|
|
desired to miss nothing important, observed a great many things
|
|
narrowly, and never reverted to himself. Mrs. Tristram's
|
|
"advice" was a part of the show, and a more entertaining
|
|
element, in her abundant gossip, than the others. He enjoyed
|
|
her talking about himself; it seemed a part of her beautiful
|
|
ingenuity; but he never made an application of anything she
|
|
said, or remembered it when he was away from her. For herself,
|
|
she appropriated him; he was the most interesting thing she had
|
|
had to think about in many a month. She wished to do something
|
|
with him--she hardly knew what. There was so much of him; he
|
|
was so rich and robust, so easy, friendly, well-disposed, that
|
|
he kept her fancy constantly on the alert. For the present, the
|
|
only thing she could do was to like him. She told him that he
|
|
was "horribly Western," but in this compliment the adverb was
|
|
tinged with insincerity. She led him about with her, introduced
|
|
him to fifty people, and took extreme satisfaction in her
|
|
conquest. Newman accepted every proposal, shook hands
|
|
universally and promiscuously, and seemed equally unfamiliar
|
|
with trepidation or with elation. Tom Tristram complained of
|
|
his wife's avidity, and declared that he could never have a
|
|
clear five minutes with his friend. If he had known how things
|
|
were going to turn out, he never would have brought him to the
|
|
Avenue d'Iena. The two men, formerly, had not been intimate,
|
|
but Newman remembered his earlier impression of his host, and
|
|
did Mrs. Tristram, who had by no means taken him into her
|
|
confidence, but whose secret he presently discovered, the
|
|
justice to admit that her husband was a rather degenerate
|
|
mortal. At twenty-five he had been a good fellow, and in this
|
|
respect he was unchanged; but of a man of his age one expected
|
|
something more. People said he was sociable, but this was as
|
|
much a matter of course as for a dipped sponge to expand; and it
|
|
was not a high order of sociability. He was a great gossip and
|
|
tattler, and to produce a laugh would hardly have spared the
|
|
reputation of his aged mother. Newman had a kindness for old
|
|
memories, but he found it impossible not to perceive that
|
|
Tristram was nowadays a very light weight. His only aspirations
|
|
were to hold out at poker, at his club, to know the names of all
|
|
the cocottes, to shake hands all round, to ply his rosy
|
|
gullet with truffles and champagne, and to create uncomfortable
|
|
eddies and obstructions among the constituent atoms of the
|
|
American colony. He was shamefully idle, spiritless, sensual,
|
|
snobbish. He irritated our friend by the tone of his allusions
|
|
to their native country, and Newman was at a loss to understand
|
|
why the United States were not good enough for Mr. Tristram. He
|
|
had never been a very conscious patriot, but it vexed him to see
|
|
them treated as little better than a vulgar smell in his
|
|
friend's nostrils, and he finally broke out and swore that they
|
|
were the greatest country in the world, that they could put all
|
|
Europe into their breeches' pockets, and that an American who
|
|
spoke ill of them ought to be carried home in irons and
|
|
compelled to live in Boston. (This, for Newman was putting it
|
|
very vindictively.) Tristram was a comfortable man to snub, he
|
|
bore no malice, and he continued to insist on Newman's finishing
|
|
his evening at the Occidental Club.
|
|
|
|
Christopher Newman dined several times in the Avenue d'Iena, and
|
|
his host always proposed an early adjournment to this
|
|
institution. Mrs. Tristram protested, and declared that her
|
|
husband exhausted his ingenuity in trying to displease her.
|
|
|
|
"Oh no, I never try, my love," he answered. "I know you loathe
|
|
me quite enough when I take my chance."
|
|
|
|
Newman hated to see a husband and wife on these terms, and he
|
|
was sure one or other of them must be very unhappy. He knew it
|
|
was not Tristram. Mrs. Tristram had a balcony before her
|
|
windows, upon which, during the June evenings, she was fond of
|
|
sitting, and Newman used frankly to say that he preferred the
|
|
balcony to the club. It had a fringe of perfumed plants in
|
|
tubs, and enabled you to look up the broad street and see the
|
|
Arch of Triumph vaguely massing its heroic sculptures in the
|
|
summer starlight. Sometimes Newman kept his promise of
|
|
following Mr. Tristram, in half an hour, to the Occidental, and
|
|
sometimes he forgot it. His hostess asked him a great many
|
|
questions about himself, but on this subject he was an
|
|
indifferent talker. He was not what is called subjective,
|
|
though when he felt that her interest was sincere, he made an
|
|
almost heroic attempt to be. He told her a great many things he
|
|
had done, and regaled her with anecdotes of Western life; she
|
|
was from Philadelphia, and with her eight years in Paris, talked
|
|
of herself as a languid Oriental. But some other person was
|
|
always the hero of the tale, by no means always to his
|
|
advantage; and Newman's own emotions were but scantily
|
|
chronicled. She had an especial wish to know whether he had
|
|
ever been in love--seriously, passionately--and, failing to
|
|
gather any satisfaction from his allusions, she at last directly
|
|
inquired. He hesitated a while, and at last he said, "No!" She
|
|
declared that she was delighted to hear it, as it confirmed her
|
|
private conviction that he was a man of no feeling.
|
|
|
|
"Really?" he asked, very gravely. "Do you think so? How do you
|
|
recognize a man of feeling?"
|
|
|
|
"I can't make out," said Mrs. Tristram, "whether you are very
|
|
simple or very deep."
|
|
|
|
"I'm very deep. That's a fact."
|
|
|
|
"I believe that if I were to tell you with a certain air that
|
|
you have no feeling, you would implicitly believe me."
|
|
|
|
"A certain air?" said Newman. "Try it and see."
|
|
|
|
"You would believe me, but you would not care," said Mrs.
|
|
Tristram.
|
|
|
|
"You have got it all wrong. I should care immensely, but I
|
|
shouldn't believe you. The fact is I have never had time to
|
|
feel things. I have had to DO them, to make myself felt."
|
|
|
|
"I can imagine that you may have done that tremendously,
|
|
sometimes."
|
|
|
|
"Yes, there's no mistake about that."
|
|
|
|
"When you are in a fury it can't be pleasant."
|
|
|
|
"I am never in a fury."
|
|
|
|
"Angry, then, or displeased."
|
|
|
|
"I am never angry, and it is so long since I have been
|
|
displeased that I have quite forgotten it."
|
|
|
|
"I don't believe," said Mrs. Tristram, "that you are never
|
|
angry. A man ought to be angry sometimes, and you are neither
|
|
good enough nor bad enough always to keep your temper."
|
|
|
|
"I lose it perhaps once in five years."
|
|
|
|
"The time is coming round, then," said his hostess. "Before I
|
|
have known you six months I shall see you in a fine fury."
|
|
|
|
"Do you mean to put me into one?"
|
|
|
|
"I should not be sorry. You take things too coolly. It
|
|
exasperates me. And then you are too happy. You have what must
|
|
be the most agreeable thing in the world, the consciousness of
|
|
having bought your pleasure beforehand and paid for it. You
|
|
have not a day of reckoning staring you in the face. Your
|
|
reckonings are over."
|
|
|
|
"Well, I suppose I am happy," said Newman, meditatively.
|
|
|
|
"You have been odiously successful."
|
|
|
|
"Successful in copper," said Newman, "only so-so in railroads,
|
|
and a hopeless fizzle in oil."
|
|
|
|
"It is very disagreeable to know how Americans have made their
|
|
money. Now you have the world before you. You have only to
|
|
enjoy."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I suppose I am very well off," said Newman. "Only I am
|
|
tired of having it thrown up at me. Besides, there are several
|
|
drawbacks. I am not intellectual."
|
|
|
|
"One doesn't expect it of you," Mrs. Tristram answered. Then in
|
|
a moment, "Besides, you are!"
|
|
|
|
"Well, I mean to have a good time, whether or no," said Newman.
|
|
"I am not cultivated, I am not even educated; I know nothing
|
|
about history, or art, or foreign tongues, or any other learned
|
|
matters. But I am not a fool, either, and I shall undertake to
|
|
know something about Europe by the time I have done with it. I
|
|
feel something under my ribs here," he added in a moment, "that
|
|
I can't explain--a sort of a mighty hankering, a desire to
|
|
stretch out and haul in."
|
|
|
|
"Bravo!" said Mrs. Tristram, "that is very fine. You are the
|
|
great Western Barbarian, stepping forth in his innocence and
|
|
might, gazing a while at this poor effete Old World and then
|
|
swooping down on it."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, come," said Newman. "I am not a barbarian, by a good deal.
|
|
I am very much the reverse. I have seen barbarians; I know what
|
|
they are."
|
|
|
|
"I don't mean that you are a Comanche chief, or that you wear a
|
|
blanket and feathers. There are different shades."
|
|
|
|
"I am a highly civilized man," said Newman. "I stick to that.
|
|
If you don't believe it, I should like to prove it to you."
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Tristram was silent a while. "I should like to make you
|
|
prove it," she said, at last. "I should like to put you in a
|
|
difficult place."
|
|
|
|
"Pray do," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"That has a little conceited sound!" his companion rejoined.
|
|
|
|
"Oh," said Newman, "I have a very good opinion of myself."
|
|
|
|
"I wish I could put it to the test. Give me time and I will."
|
|
And Mrs. Tristram remained silent for some time afterwards, as
|
|
if she was trying to keep her pledge. It did not appear that
|
|
evening that she succeeded; but as he was rising to take his
|
|
leave she passed suddenly, as she was very apt to do, from the
|
|
tone of unsparing persiflage to that of almost tremulous
|
|
sympathy. "Speaking seriously," she said, "I believe in you,
|
|
Mr. Newman. You flatter my patriotism."
|
|
|
|
"Your patriotism?" Christopher demanded.
|
|
|
|
"Even so. It would take too long to explain, and you probably
|
|
would not understand. Besides, you might take it--really, you
|
|
might take it for a declaration. But it has nothing to do with
|
|
you personally; it's what you represent. Fortunately you don't
|
|
know all that, or your conceit would increase insufferably."
|
|
|
|
Newman stood staring and wondering what under the sun he
|
|
"represented."
|
|
|
|
"Forgive all my meddlesome chatter and forget my advice. It is
|
|
very silly in me to undertake to tell you what to do. When you
|
|
are embarrassed, do as you think best, and you will do very
|
|
well. When you are in a difficulty, judge for yourself."
|
|
|
|
"I shall remember everything you have told me," said Newman.
|
|
"There are so many forms and ceremonies over here--"
|
|
|
|
"Forms and ceremonies are what I mean, of course."
|
|
|
|
"Ah, but I want to observe them," said Newman. "Haven't I as
|
|
good a right as another? They don't scare me, and you needn't
|
|
give me leave to violate them. I won't take it."
|
|
|
|
"That is not what I mean. I mean, observe them in your own way.
|
|
Settle nice questions for yourself. Cut the knot or untie it,
|
|
as you choose."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I am sure I shall never fumble over it!" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
The next time that he dined in the Avenue d'Iena was a Sunday, a
|
|
day on which Mr. Tristram left the cards unshuffled, so that
|
|
there was a trio in the evening on the balcony. The talk was of
|
|
many things, and at last Mrs. Tristram suddenly observed to
|
|
Christopher Newman that it was high time he should take a wife.
|
|
|
|
"Listen to her; she has the audacity!" said Tristram, who on
|
|
Sunday evenings was always rather acrimonious.
|
|
|
|
"I don't suppose you have made up your mind not to marry?" Mrs.
|
|
Tristram continued.
|
|
|
|
"Heaven forbid!" cried Newman. "I am sternly resolved on it."
|
|
|
|
"It's very easy," said Tristram; "fatally easy!"
|
|
|
|
"Well, then, I suppose you do not mean to wait till you are
|
|
fifty."
|
|
|
|
"On the contrary, I am in a great hurry."
|
|
|
|
"One would never suppose it. Do you expect a lady to come and
|
|
propose to you?"
|
|
|
|
"No; I am willing to propose. I think a great deal about it."
|
|
|
|
"Tell me some of your thoughts."
|
|
|
|
"Well," said Newman, slowly, "I want to marry very well."
|
|
|
|
"Marry a woman of sixty, then," said Tristram.
|
|
|
|
" 'Well' in what sense?"
|
|
|
|
"In every sense. I shall be hard to please."
|
|
|
|
"You must remember that, as the French proverb says, the most
|
|
beautiful girl in the world can give but what she has."
|
|
|
|
"Since you ask me," said Newman, "I will say frankly that I want
|
|
extremely to marry. It is time, to begin with: before I know it
|
|
I shall be forty. And then I'm lonely and helpless and dull.
|
|
But if I marry now, so long as I didn't do it in hot haste when
|
|
I was twenty, I must do it with my eyes open. I want to do the
|
|
thing in handsome style. I do not only want to make no
|
|
mistakes, but I want to make a great hit. I want to take my
|
|
pick. My wife must be a magnificent woman."
|
|
|
|
"Voila ce qui s'appelle parler!" cried Mrs. Tristram.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I have thought an immense deal about it."
|
|
|
|
"Perhaps you think too much. The best thing is simply to fall
|
|
in love."
|
|
|
|
"When I find the woman who pleases me, I shall love her enough.
|
|
My wife shall be very comfortable."
|
|
|
|
"You are superb! There's a chance for the magnificent women."
|
|
|
|
"You are not fair." Newman rejoined. "You draw a fellow out and
|
|
put him off guard, and then you laugh at him."
|
|
|
|
"I assure you," said Mrs. Tristram, "that I am very serious. To
|
|
prove it, I will make you a proposal. Should you like me, as
|
|
they say here, to marry you?"
|
|
|
|
"To hunt up a wife for me?"
|
|
|
|
"She is already found. I will bring you together."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, come," said Tristram, "we don't keep a matrimonial bureau.
|
|
He will think you want your commission."
|
|
|
|
"Present me to a woman who comes up to my notions," said Newman,
|
|
"and I will marry her tomorrow."
|
|
|
|
"You have a strange tone about it, and I don't quite understand
|
|
you. I didn't suppose you would be so coldblooded and
|
|
calculating."
|
|
|
|
Newman was silent a while. "Well," he said, at last, "I want a
|
|
great woman. I stick to that. That's one thing I CAN treat
|
|
myself to, and if it is to be had I mean to have it. What else
|
|
have I toiled and struggled for, all these years? I have
|
|
succeeded, and now what am I to do with my success? To make it
|
|
perfect, as I see it, there must be a beautiful woman perched on
|
|
the pile, like a statue on a monument. She must be as good as
|
|
she is beautiful, and as clever as she is good. I can give my
|
|
wife a good deal, so I am not afraid to ask a good deal myself.
|
|
She shall have everything a woman can desire; I shall not even
|
|
object to her being too good for me; she may be cleverer and
|
|
wiser than I can understand, and I shall only be the better
|
|
pleased. I want to possess, in a word, the best article in the
|
|
market."
|
|
|
|
"Why didn't you tell a fellow all this at the outset?" Tristram
|
|
demanded. "I have been trying so to make you fond of ME!"
|
|
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"This is very interesting," said Mrs. Tristram. "I like to see
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a man know his own mind."
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"I have known mine for a long time," Newman went on. "I made up
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my mind tolerably early in life that a beautiful wife was the
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thing best worth having, here below. It is the greatest victory
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over circumstances. When I say beautiful, I mean beautiful in
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mind and in manners, as well as in person. It is a thing every
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man has an equal right to; he may get it if he can. He doesn't
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have to be born with certain faculties, on purpose; he needs
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only to be a man. Then he needs only to use his will, and such
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wits as he has, and to try."
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"It strikes me that your marriage is to be rather a matter of
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vanity."
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"Well, it is certain," said Newman, "that if people notice my
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wife and admire her, I shall be mightily tickled."
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"After this," cried Mrs. Tristram, "call any man modest!"
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"But none of them will admire her so much as I."
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"I see you have a taste for splendor."
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Newman hesitated a little; and then, "I honestly believe I
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have!" he said.
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"And I suppose you have already looked about you a good deal."
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"A good deal, according to opportunity."
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"And you have seen nothing that satisfied you?"
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"No," said Newman, half reluctantly, "I am bound to say in
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honesty that I have seen nothing that really satisfied me."
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"You remind me of the heroes of the French romantic poets, Rolla
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and Fortunio and all those other insatiable gentlemen for whom
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nothing in this world was handsome enough. But I see you are in
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earnest, and I should like to help you."
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"Who the deuce is it, darling, that you are going to put upon
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him?" Tristram cried. "We know a good many pretty girls, thank
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Heaven, but magnificent women are not so common."
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"Have you any objections to a foreigner?" his wife continued,
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addressing Newman, who had tilted back his chair. and, with his
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feet on a bar of the balcony railing and his hands in his
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pockets, was looking at the stars.
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"No Irish need apply," said Tristram.
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Newman meditated a while. "As a foreigner, no," he said at
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last; "I have no prejudices."
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"My dear fellow, you have no suspicions!" cried Tristram. "You
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don't know what terrible customers these foreign women are;
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especially the 'magnificent' ones. How should you like a fair
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Circassian, with a dagger in her belt?"
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Newman administered a vigorous slap to his knee. "I would marry
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a Japanese, if she pleased me," he affirmed.
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"We had better confine ourselves to Europe," said Mrs. Tristram.
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"The only thing is, then, that the person be in herself to your
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taste?"
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"She is going to offer you an unappreciated governess!" Tristram
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groaned.
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"Assuredly. I won't deny that, other things being equal, I
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should prefer one of my own countrywomen. We should speak the
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same language, and that would be a comfort. But I am not afraid
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of a foreigner. Besides, I rather like the idea of taking in
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Europe, too. It enlarges the field of selection. When you
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choose from a greater number, you can bring your choice to a
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finer point!"
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"You talk like Sardanapalus!" exclaimed Tristram.
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"You say all this to the right person," said Newman's hostess.
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"I happen to number among my friends the loveliest woman in the
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world. Neither more nor less. I don't say a very charming
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person or a very estimable woman or a very great beauty; I say
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simply the loveliest woman in the world."
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"The deuce!" cried Tristram, "you have kept very quiet about
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her. Were you afraid of me?"
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"You have seen her," said his wife, "but you have no perception
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of such merit as Claire's."
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"Ah, her name is Claire? I give it up."
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"Does your friend wish to marry?" asked Newman.
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"Not in the least. It is for you to make her change her mind.
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It will not be easy; she has had one husband, and he gave her a
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low opinion of the species."
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"Oh, she is a widow, then?" said Newman.
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"Are you already afraid? She was married at eighteen, by her
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parents, in the French fashion, to a disagreeable old man. But
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he had the good taste to die a couple of years afterward, and
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she is now twenty-five."
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"So she is French?"
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"French by her father, English by her mother. She is really
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more English than French, and she speaks English as well as you
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or I--or rather much better. She belongs to the very top of the
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basket, as they say here. Her family, on each side, is of
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fabulous antiquity; her mother is the daughter of an English
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Catholic earl. Her father is dead, and since her widowhood she
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has lived with her mother and a married brother. There is
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another brother, younger, who I believe is wild. They have an
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old hotel in the Rue de l'Universite, but their fortune is
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small, and they make a common household, for economy's sake.
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When I was a girl I was put into a convent here for my
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education, while my father made the tour of Europe. It was a
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silly thing to do with me, but it had the advantage that it made
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me acquainted with Claire de Bellegarde. She was younger than I
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but we became fast friends. I took a tremendous fancy to her,
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and she returned my passion as far as she could. They kept such
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a tight rein on her that she could do very little, and when I
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left the convent she had to give me up. I was not of her
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monde; I am not now, either, but we sometimes meet. They are
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terrible people--her monde; all mounted upon stilts a mile high,
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and with pedigrees long in proportion. It is the skim of the
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milk of the old noblesse. Do you know what a Legitimist is, or
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an Ultramontane? Go into Madame de Cintre's drawing-room some
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afternoon, at five o'clock, and you will see the best preserved
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specimens. I say go, but no one is admitted who can't show his
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fifty quarterings."
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"And this is the lady you propose to me to marry?" asked Newman.
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"A lady I can't even approach?"
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"But you said just now that you recognized no obstacles."
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Newman looked at Mrs. Tristram a while, stroking his mustache.
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"Is she a beauty?" he demanded.
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"No."
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"Oh, then it's no use--"
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"She is not a beauty, but she is beautiful, two very different
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things. A beauty has no faults in her face, the face of a
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beautiful woman may have faults that only deepen its charm."
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"I remember Madame de Cintre, now," said Tristram. "She is as
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plain as a pike-staff. A man wouldn't look at her twice."
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"In saying that HE would not look at her twice, my husband
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sufficiently describes her," Mrs. Tristram rejoined.
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"Is she good; is she clever?" Newman asked.
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"She is perfect! I won't say more than that. When you are
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praising a person to another who is to know her, it is bad
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policy to go into details. I won't exaggerate. I simply
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recommend her. Among all women I have known she stands alone;
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she is of a different clay."
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"I should like to see her," said Newman, simply.
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"I will try to manage it. The only way will be to invite her to
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dinner. I have never invited her before, and I don't know that
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she will come. Her old feudal countess of a mother rules the
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family with an iron hand, and allows her to have no friends but
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of her own choosing, and to visit only in a certain sacred
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circle. But I can at least ask her."
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At this moment Mrs. Tristram was interrupted; a servant stepped
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out upon the balcony and announced that there were visitors in
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the drawing-room. When Newman's hostess had gone in to receive
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her friends, Tom Tristram approached his guest.
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"Don't put your foot into THIS, my boy," he said, puffing
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the last whiffs of his cigar. "There's nothing in it!"
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Newman looked askance at him, inquisitive. "You tell another
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story, eh?"
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"I say simply that Madame de Cintre is a great white doll of a
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woman, who cultivates quiet haughtiness."
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"Ah, she's haughty, eh?"
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"She looks at you as if you were so much thin air, and cares for
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you about as much."
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"She is very proud, eh?"
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"Proud? As proud as I'm humble."
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"And not good-looking?"
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Tristram shrugged his shoulders: "It's a kind of beauty you must
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be INTELLECTUAL to understand. But I must go in and amuse
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the company."
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Some time elapsed before Newman followed his friends into the
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|
drawing-room. When he at last made his appearance there he
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|
remained but a short time, and during this period sat perfectly
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|
silent, listening to a lady to whom Mrs. Tristram had
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straightway introduced him and who chattered, without a pause,
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|
with the full force of an extraordinarily high-pitched voice.
|
|
Newman gazed and attended. Presently he came to bid good-night
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to Mrs. Tristram.
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"Who is that lady?" he asked.
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"Miss Dora Finch. How do you like her?"
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"She's too noisy."
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"She is thought so bright! Certainly, you are fastidious," said
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Mrs. Tristram.
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Newman stood a moment, hesitating. Then at last "Don't forget
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|
about your friend," he said, "Madame What's-her-name? the proud
|
|
beauty. Ask her to dinner, and give me a good notice." And with
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|
this he departed.
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Some days later he came back; it was in the afternoon. He found
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Mrs. Tristram in her drawing-room; with her was a visitor, a
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|
woman young and pretty, dressed in white. The two ladies had
|
|
risen and the visitor was apparently taking her leave. As
|
|
Newman approached, he received from Mrs. Tristram a glance of
|
|
the most vivid significance, which he was not immediately able
|
|
to interpret.
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|
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|
"This is a good friend of ours," she said, turning to her
|
|
companion, "Mr. Christopher Newman. I have spoken of you to him
|
|
and he has an extreme desire to make your acquaintance. If you
|
|
had consented to come and dine, I should have offered him an
|
|
opportunity."
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|
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|
The stranger turned her face toward Newman, with a smile. He was
|
|
not embarrassed, for his unconscious sang-froid was
|
|
boundless; but as he became aware that this was the proud and
|
|
beautiful Madame de Cintre, the loveliest woman in the world,
|
|
the promised perfection, the proposed ideal, he made an
|
|
instinctive movement to gather his wits together. Through the
|
|
slight preoccupation that it produced he had a sense of a long,
|
|
fair face, and of two eyes that were both brilliant and mild.
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|
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|
"I should have been most happy," said Madame de Cintre.
|
|
"Unfortunately, as I have been telling Mrs. Tristram, I go on
|
|
Monday to the country."
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|
|
|
Newman had made a solemn bow. "I am very sorry," he said.
|
|
|
|
"Paris is getting too warm," Madame de Cintre added, taking her
|
|
friend's hand again in farewell.
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|
|
|
Mrs. Tristram seemed to have formed a sudden and somewhat
|
|
venturesome resolution, and she smiled more intensely, as women
|
|
do when they take such resolution. "I want Mr. Newman to know
|
|
you," she said, dropping her head on one side and looking at
|
|
Madame de Cintre's bonnet ribbons.
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|
|
|
Christopher Newman stood gravely silent, while his native
|
|
penetration admonished him. Mrs. Tristram was determined to
|
|
force her friend to address him a word of encouragement which
|
|
should be more than one of the common formulas of politeness;
|
|
and if she was prompted by charity, it was by the charity that
|
|
begins at home. Madame de Cintre was her dearest Claire, and
|
|
her especial admiration but Madame de Cintre had found it
|
|
impossible to dine with her and Madame de Cintre should for once
|
|
be forced gently to render tribute to Mrs. Tristram.
|
|
|
|
"It would give me great pleasure," she said, looking at Mrs.
|
|
Tristram.
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|
|
|
"That's a great deal," cried the latter, "for Madame de Cintre
|
|
to say!"
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|
|
|
"I am very much obliged to you," said Newman. "Mrs. Tristram
|
|
can speak better for me than I can speak for myself."
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre looked at him again, with the same soft
|
|
brightness. "Are you to be long in Paris?" she asked.
|
|
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|
"We shall keep him," said Mrs. Tristram.
|
|
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|
"But you are keeping ME!" and Madame de Cintre shook her
|
|
friend's hand.
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|
|
|
"A moment longer," said Mrs. Tristram.
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre looked at Newman again; this time without her
|
|
smile. Her eyes lingered a moment. "Will you come and see me?"
|
|
she asked.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Tristram kissed her. Newman expressed his thanks, and she
|
|
took her leave. Her hostess went with her to the door, and left
|
|
Newman alone a moment. Presently she returned, rubbing her
|
|
hands. "It was a fortunate chance," she said. "She had come to
|
|
decline my invitation. You triumphed on the spot, making her
|
|
ask you, at the end of three minutes, to her house."
|
|
|
|
"It was you who triumphed," said Newman. "You must not be too
|
|
hard upon her."
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|
|
|
Mrs. Tristram stared. "What do you mean?"
|
|
|
|
"She did not strike me as so proud. I should say she was shy."
|
|
|
|
"You are very discriminating. And what do you think of her
|
|
face?"
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|
|
|
"It's handsome!" said Newman.
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|
|
|
"I should think it was! Of course you will go and see her."
|
|
|
|
"To-morrow!" cried Newman.
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|
|
|
"No, not to-morrow; the next day. That will be Sunday; she
|
|
leaves Paris on Monday. If you don't see her; it will at least
|
|
be a beginning." And she gave him Madame de Cintre's address.
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|
|
|
He walked across the Seine, late in the summer afternoon, and
|
|
made his way through those gray and silent streets of the
|
|
Faubourg St. Germain whose houses present to the outer world a
|
|
face as impassive and as suggestive of the concentration of
|
|
privacy within as the blank walls of Eastern seraglios. Newman
|
|
thought it a queer way for rich people to live; his ideal of
|
|
grandeur was a splendid facade diffusing its brilliancy outward
|
|
too, irradiating hospitality. The house to which he had been
|
|
directed had a dark, dusty, painted portal, which swung open in
|
|
answer to his ring. It admitted him into a wide, graveled
|
|
court, surrounded on three sides with closed windows, and with a
|
|
doorway facing the street, approached by three steps and
|
|
surmounted by a tin canopy. The place was all in the shade; it
|
|
answered to Newman's conception of a convent. The portress
|
|
could not tell him whether Madame de Cintre was visible; he
|
|
would please to apply at the farther door. He crossed the court;
|
|
a gentleman was sitting, bareheaded, on the steps of the
|
|
portico, playing with a beautiful pointer. He rose as Newman
|
|
approached, and, as he laid his hand upon the bell, said with a
|
|
smile, in English, that he was afraid Newman would be kept
|
|
waiting; the servants were scattered, he himself had been
|
|
ringing, he didn't know what the deuce was in them. He was a
|
|
young man, his English was excellent, and his smile very frank.
|
|
Newman pronounced the name of Madame de Cintre.
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|
|
|
"I think," said the young man, "that my sister is visible. Come
|
|
in, and if you will give me your card I will carry it to her
|
|
myself."
|
|
|
|
Newman had been accompanied on his present errand by a slight
|
|
sentiment, I will not say of defiance--a readiness for
|
|
aggression or defense, as they might prove needful--but of
|
|
reflection, good-humored suspicion. He took from his pocket,
|
|
while he stood on the portico, a card upon which, under his
|
|
name, he had written the words "San Francisco," and while he
|
|
presented it he looked warily at his interlocutor. His glance
|
|
was singularly reassuring; he liked the young man's face; it
|
|
strongly resembled that of Madame de Cintre. He was evidently
|
|
her brother. The young man, on his side, had made a rapid
|
|
inspection of Newman's person. He had taken the card and was
|
|
about to enter the house with it when another figure appeared on
|
|
the threshold--an older man, of a fine presence, wearing evening
|
|
dress. He looked hard at Newman, and Newman looked at him.
|
|
"Madame de Cintre," the younger man repeated, as an introduction
|
|
of the visitor. The other took the card from his hand, read it
|
|
in a rapid glance, looked again at Newman from head to foot,
|
|
hesitated a moment, and then said, gravely but urbanely, "Madame
|
|
de Cintre is not at home."
|
|
|
|
The younger man made a gesture, and then, turning to Newman, "I
|
|
am very sorry, sir," he said.
|
|
|
|
Newman gave him a friendly nod, to show that he bore him no
|
|
malice, and retraced his steps. At the porter's lodge he
|
|
stopped; the two men were still standing on the portico.
|
|
|
|
"Who is the gentleman with the dog?" he asked of the old woman
|
|
who reappeared. He had begun to learn French.
|
|
|
|
"That is Monsieur le Comte."
|
|
|
|
"And the other?"
|
|
|
|
"That is Monsieur le Marquis."
|
|
|
|
"A marquis?" said Christopher in English, which the old woman
|
|
fortunately did not understand. "Oh, then he's not the butler!"
|
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|
CHAPTER IV
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|
|
Early one morning, before Christopher Newman was dressed, a
|
|
little old man was ushered into his apartment, followed by a
|
|
youth in a blouse, bearing a picture in a brilliant frame.
|
|
Newman, among the distractions of Paris, had forgotten M. Nioche
|
|
and his accomplished daughter; but this was an effective
|
|
reminder.
|
|
|
|
"I am afraid you had given me up, sir," said the old man, after
|
|
many apologies and salutations. "We have made you wait so many
|
|
days. You accused us, perhaps, of inconstancy of bad faith.
|
|
But behold me at last! And behold also the pretty Madonna.
|
|
Place it on a chair, my friend, in a good light, so that
|
|
monsieur may admire it." And M. Nioche, addressing his
|
|
companion, helped him to dispose the work of art.
|
|
|
|
It had been endued with a layer of varnish an inch thick and its
|
|
frame, of an elaborate pattern, was at least a foot wide. It
|
|
glittered and twinkled in the morning light, and looked, to
|
|
Newman's eyes, wonderfully splendid and precious. It seemed to
|
|
him a very happy purchase, and he felt rich in the possession of
|
|
it. He stood looking at it complacently, while he proceeded
|
|
with his toilet, and M. Nioche, who had dismissed his own
|
|
attendant, hovered near, smiling and rubbing his hands.
|
|
|
|
"It has wonderful finesse," he murmured, caressingly. "And
|
|
here and there are marvelous touches, you probably perceive
|
|
them, sir. It attracted great attention on the Boulevard, as we
|
|
came along. And then a gradation of tones! That's what it is
|
|
to know how to paint. I don't say it because I am her father,
|
|
sir; but as one man of taste addressing another I cannot help
|
|
observing that you have there an exquisite work. It is hard to
|
|
produce such things and to have to part with them. If our means
|
|
only allowed us the luxury of keeping it! I really may say,
|
|
sir--" and M. Nioche gave a little feebly insinuating laugh--"I
|
|
really may say that I envy you! You see," he added in a moment,
|
|
"we have taken the liberty of offering you a frame. It
|
|
increases by a trifle the value of the work, and it will save
|
|
you the annoyance--so great for a person of your delicacy--of
|
|
going about to bargain at the shops."
|
|
|
|
The language spoken by M. Nioche was a singular compound, which
|
|
I shrink from the attempt to reproduce in its integrity. He had
|
|
apparently once possessed a certain knowledge of English, and
|
|
his accent was oddly tinged with the cockneyism of the British
|
|
metropolis. But his learning had grown rusty with disuse, and
|
|
his vocabulary was defective and capricious. He had repaired it
|
|
with large patches of French, with words anglicized by a process
|
|
of his own, and with native idioms literally translated. The
|
|
result, in the form in which he in all humility presented it,
|
|
would be scarcely comprehensible to the reader, so that I have
|
|
ventured to trim and sift it. Newman only half understood it,
|
|
but it amused him, and the old man's decent forlornness appealed
|
|
to his democratic instincts. The assumption of a fatality in
|
|
misery always irritated his strong good nature--it was almost
|
|
the only thing that did so; and he felt the impulse to wipe it
|
|
out, as it were, with the sponge of his own prosperity. The
|
|
papa of Mademoiselle Noemie, however, had apparently on this
|
|
occasion been vigorously indoctrinated, and he showed a certain
|
|
tremulous eagerness to cultivate unexpected opportunities.
|
|
|
|
"How much do I owe you, then, with the frame?" asked Newman.
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|
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"It will make in all three thousand francs," said the old man,
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smiling agreeably, but folding his hands in instinctive
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suppliance.
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"Can you give me a receipt?"
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"I have brought one," said M. Nioche. "I took the liberty of
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drawing it up, in case monsieur should happen to desire to
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discharge his debt." And he drew a paper from his pocket-book
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and presented it to his patron. The document was written in a
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minute, fantastic hand, and couched in the choicest language.
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Newman laid down the money, and M. Nioche dropped the napoleons
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one by one, solemnly and lovingly, into an old leathern purse.
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"And how is your young lady?" asked Newman. "She made a great
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impression on me."
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"An impression? Monsieur is very good. Monsieur admires her
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appearance?"
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"She is very pretty, certainly."
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"Alas, yes, she is very pretty!"
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"And what is the harm in her being pretty?"
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M. Nioche fixed his eyes upon a spot on the carpet and shook
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his head. Then looking up at Newman with a gaze that seemed to
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brighten and expand, "Monsieur knows what Paris is. She is
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dangerous to beauty, when beauty hasn't the sou."
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"Ah, but that is not the case with your daughter. She is rich,
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now."
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"Very true; we are rich for six months. But if my daughter were
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a plain girl I should sleep better all the same."
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"You are afraid of the young men?"
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"The young and the old!"
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"She ought to get a husband."
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"Ah, monsieur, one doesn't get a husband for nothing. Her
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husband must take her as she is: I can't give her a sou. But the
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young men don't see with that eye."
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"Oh," said Newman, "her talent is in itself a dowry."
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"Ah, sir, it needs first to be converted into specie!" and M.
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Nioche slapped his purse tenderly before he stowed it away.
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"The operation doesn't take place every day."
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"Well, your young men are very shabby, said Newman; "that's all
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I can say. They ought to pay for your daughter, and not ask
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money themselves."
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"Those are very noble ideas, monsieur; but what will you have?
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They are not the ideas of this country. We want to know what we
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are about when we marry."
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"How big a portion does your daughter want?"
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M. Nioche stared, as if he wondered what was coming next; but he
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promptly recovered himself, at a venture, and replied that he
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knew a very nice young man, employed by an insurance company,
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who would content himself with fifteen thousand francs.
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"Let your daughter paint half a dozen pictures for me, and she
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shall have her dowry."
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"Half a dozen pictures--her dowry! Monsieur is not speaking
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inconsiderately?"
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"If she will make me six or eight copies in the Louvre as pretty
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as that Madonna, I will pay her the same price," said Newman.
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Poor M. Nioche was speechless a moment, with amazement and
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gratitude, and then he seized Newman's hand, pressed it between
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his own ten fingers, and gazed at him with watery eyes. "As
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pretty as that? They shall be a thousand times prettier--they
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shall be magnificent, sublime. Ah, if I only knew how to paint,
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myself, sir, so that I might lend a hand! What can I do to
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thank you? Voyons!" And he pressed his forehead while he
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tried to think of something.
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"Oh, you have thanked me enough," said Newman.
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"Ah, here it is, sir!" cried M. Nioche. "To express my
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gratitude, I will charge you nothing for the lessons in French
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conversation."
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"The lessons? I had quite forgotten them. Listening to your
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English," added Newman, laughing, "is almost a lesson in French."
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"Ah, I don't profess to teach English, certainly," said M.
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Nioche. "But for my own admirable tongue I am still at your
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service."
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"Since you are here, then," said Newman, "we will begin. This
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is a very good hour. I am going to have my coffee; come every
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morning at half-past nine and have yours with me."
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"Monsieur offers me my coffee, also?" cried M. Nioche. "Truly,
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my beaux jours are coming back."
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"Come," said Newman, "let us begin. The coffee is almighty hot.
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How do you say that in French?"
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Every day, then, for the following three weeks, the minutely
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respectable figure of M. Nioche made its appearance, with a
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series of little inquiring and apologetic obeisances, among the
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aromatic fumes of Newman's morning beverage. I don't know how
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much French our friend learned, but, as he himself said, if the
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attempt did him no good, it could at any rate do him no harm.
|
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And it amused him; it gratified that irregularly sociable side
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of his nature which had always expressed itself in a relish for
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ungrammatical conversation, and which often, even in his busy
|
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and preoccupied days, had made him sit on rail fences in young
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Western towns, in the twilight, in gossip hardly less than
|
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fraternal with humorous loafers and obscure fortune-seekers. He
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had notions, wherever he went, about talking with the natives;
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he had been assured, and his judgment approved the advice, that
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in traveling abroad it was an excellent thing to look into the
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|
life of the country. M. Nioche was very much of a native and,
|
|
though his life might not be particularly worth looking into, he
|
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was a palpable and smoothly-rounded unit in that picturesque
|
|
Parisian civilization which offered our hero so much easy
|
|
entertainment and propounded so many curious problems to his
|
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inquiring and practical mind. Newman was fond of statistics; he
|
|
liked to know how things were done; it gratified him to learn
|
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what taxes were paid, what profits were gathered, what
|
|
commercial habits prevailed, how the battle of life was fought.
|
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M. Nioche , as a reduced capitalist, was familiar with these
|
|
considerations, and he formulated his information, which he was
|
|
proud to be able to impart, in the neatest possible terms and
|
|
with a pinch of snuff between finger and thumb. As a
|
|
Frenchman--quite apart from Newman's napoleons--M. Nioche loved
|
|
conversation, and even in his decay his urbanity had not grown
|
|
rusty. As a Frenchman, too, he could give a clear account of
|
|
things, and--still as a Frenchman--when his knowledge was at
|
|
fault he could supply its lapses with the most convenient and
|
|
ingenious hypotheses. The little shrunken financier was
|
|
intensely delighted to have questions asked him, and he scraped
|
|
together information, by frugal processes, and took notes, in
|
|
his little greasy pocket-book, of incidents which might interest
|
|
his munificent friend. He read old almanacs at the book-stalls
|
|
on the quays, and he began to frequent another cafe, where more
|
|
newspapers were taken and his postprandial demitasse cost
|
|
him a penny extra, and where he used to con the tattered sheets
|
|
for curious anecdotes, freaks of nature, and strange
|
|
coincidences. He would relate with solemnity the next morning
|
|
that a child of five years of age had lately died at Bordeaux,
|
|
whose brain had been found to weigh sixty ounces--the brain of a
|
|
Napoleon or a Washington! or that Madame P--, charcutiere in
|
|
the Rue de Clichy, had found in the wadding of an old petticoat
|
|
the sum of three hundred and sixty francs, which she had lost
|
|
five years before. He pronounced his words with great
|
|
distinctness and sonority, and Newman assured him that his way
|
|
of dealing with the French tongue was very superior to the
|
|
bewildering chatter that he heard in other mouths. Upon this M.
|
|
Nioche's accent became more finely trenchant than ever, he
|
|
offered to read extracts from Lamartine, and he protested that,
|
|
although he did endeavor according to his feeble lights to
|
|
cultivate refinement of diction, monsieur, if he wanted the real
|
|
thing, should go to the Theatre Francais.
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|
Newman took an interest in French thriftiness and conceived a
|
|
lively admiration for Parisian economies. His own economic
|
|
genius was so entirely for operations on a larger scale, and, to
|
|
move at his ease, he needed so imperatively the sense of great
|
|
risks and great prizes, that he found an ungrudging
|
|
entertainment in the spectacle of fortunes made by the
|
|
aggregation of copper coins, and in the minute subdivision of
|
|
labor and profit. He questioned M. Nioche about his own manner
|
|
of life, and felt a friendly mixture of compassion and respect
|
|
over the recital of his delicate frugalities. The worthy man
|
|
told him how, at one period, he and his daughter had supported
|
|
existence, comfortably upon the sum of fifteen sous per
|
|
diem; recently, having succeeded in hauling ashore the last
|
|
floating fragments of the wreck of his fortune, his budget had
|
|
been a trifle more ample. But they still had to count their
|
|
sous very narrowly, and M. Nioche intimated with a sigh that
|
|
Mademoiselle Noemie did not bring to this task that zealous
|
|
cooperation which might have been desired.
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"But what will you have?"' he asked, philosophically. "One is
|
|
young, one is pretty, one needs new dresses and fresh gloves;
|
|
one can't wear shabby gowns among the splendors of the Louvre."
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|
"But your daughter earns enough to pay for her own clothes,"
|
|
said Newman.
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|
M. Nioche looked at him with weak, uncertain eyes. He would
|
|
have liked to be able to say that his daughter's talents were
|
|
appreciated, and that her crooked little daubs commanded a
|
|
market; but it seemed a scandal to abuse the credulity of this
|
|
free-handed stranger, who, without a suspicion or a question,
|
|
had admitted him to equal social rights. He compromised, and
|
|
declared that while it was obvious that Mademoiselle Noemie's
|
|
reproductions of the old masters had only to be seen to be
|
|
coveted, the prices which, in consideration of their altogether
|
|
peculiar degree of finish, she felt obliged to ask for them had
|
|
kept purchasers at a respectful distance. "Poor little one!"
|
|
said M. Nioche, with a sigh; "it is almost a pity that her work
|
|
is so perfect! It would be in her interest to paint less well."
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|
"But if Mademoiselle Noemie has this devotion to her art,"
|
|
Newman once observed, "why should you have those fears for her
|
|
that you spoke of the other day?"
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|
M. Nioche meditated: there was an inconsistency in his
|
|
position; it made him chronically uncomfortable. Though he had
|
|
no desire to destroy the goose with the golden eggs--Newman's
|
|
benevolent confidence--he felt a tremulous impulse to speak out
|
|
all his trouble. "Ah, she is an artist, my dear sir, most
|
|
assuredly," he declared. "But, to tell you the truth, she is
|
|
also a franche coquette. I am sorry to say," he added in a
|
|
moment, shaking his head with a world
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|
|
|
of harmless bitterness, "that she comes honestly by it. Her
|
|
mother was one before her!"
|
|
|
|
"You were not happy with your wife?" Newman asked.
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|
M. Nioche gave half a dozen little backward jerks of his head.
|
|
"She was my purgatory, monsieur!"
|
|
|
|
"She deceived you?"
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|
|
|
"Under my nose, year after year. I was too stupid, and the
|
|
temptation was too great. But I found her out at last. I have
|
|
only been once in my life a man to be afraid of; I know it very
|
|
well; it was in that hour! Nevertheless I don't like to think
|
|
of it. I loved her--I can't tell you how much. She was a bad
|
|
woman."
|
|
|
|
"She is not living?"
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|
|
|
"She has gone to her account."
|
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|
|
"Her influence on your daughter, then," said Newman
|
|
encouragingly, "is not to be feared."
|
|
|
|
"She cared no more for her daughter than for the sole of her
|
|
shoe! But Noemie has no need of influence. She is sufficient
|
|
to herself. She is stronger than I."
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|
|
|
"She doesn't obey you, eh?"
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|
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|
"She can't obey, monsieur, since I don't command. What would be
|
|
the use? It would only irritate her and drive her to some
|
|
coup de tete. She is very clever, like her mother; she would
|
|
waste no time about it. As a child--when I was happy, or
|
|
supposed I was--she studied drawing and painting with
|
|
first-class professors, and they assured me she had a talent. I
|
|
was delighted to believe it, and when I went into society I used
|
|
to carry her pictures with me in a portfolio and hand them round
|
|
to the company. I remember, once, a lady thought I was offering
|
|
them for sale, and I took it very ill. We don't know what we
|
|
may come to! Then came my dark days, and my explosion with
|
|
Madame Nioche. Noemie had no more twenty-franc lessons; but in
|
|
the course of time, when she grew older, and it became highly
|
|
expedient that she should do something that would help to keep
|
|
us alive, she bethought herself of her palette and brushes.
|
|
Some of our friends in the quartier pronounced the idea
|
|
fantastic: they recommended her to try bonnet making, to get a
|
|
situation in a shop, or--if she was more ambitious--to advertise
|
|
for a place of dame de compagnie. She did advertise, and an
|
|
old lady wrote her a letter and bade her come and see her. The
|
|
old lady liked her, and offered her her living and six hundred
|
|
francs a year; but Noemie discovered that she passed her life in
|
|
her arm-chair and had only two visitors, her confessor and her
|
|
nephew: the confessor very strict, and the nephew a man of
|
|
fifty, with a broken nose and a government clerkship of two
|
|
thousand francs. She threw her old lady over, bought a
|
|
paint-box, a canvas, and a new dress, and went and set up her
|
|
easel in the Louvre. There in one place and another, she has
|
|
passed the last two years; I can't say it has made us
|
|
millionaires. But Noemie tells me that Rome was not built in a
|
|
day, that she is making great progress, that I must leave her to
|
|
her own devices. The fact is, without prejudice to her genius,
|
|
that she has no idea of burying herself alive. She likes to see
|
|
the world, and to be seen. She says, herself, that she can't
|
|
work in the dark. With her appearance it is very natural.
|
|
Only, I can't help worrying and trembling and wondering what may
|
|
happen to her there all alone, day after day, amid all that
|
|
coming and going of strangers. I can't be always at her side.
|
|
I go with her in the morning, and I come to fetch her away, but
|
|
she won't have me near her in the interval; she says I make her
|
|
nervous. As if it didn't make me nervous to wander about all
|
|
day without her! Ah, if anything were to happen to her!" cried
|
|
M. Nioche, clenching his two fists and jerking back his head
|
|
again, portentously.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I guess nothing will happen," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"I believe I should shoot her!" said the old man, solemnly.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, we'll marry her," said Newman, "since that's how you manage
|
|
it; and I will go and see her tomorrow at the Louvre and pick
|
|
out the pictures she is to copy for me."
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche had brought Newman a message from his daughter, in
|
|
acceptance of his magnificent commission, the young lady
|
|
declaring herself his most devoted servant, promising her most
|
|
zealous endeavor, and regretting that the proprieties forbade
|
|
her coming to thank him in person. The morning after the
|
|
conversation just narrated, Newman reverted to his intention of
|
|
meeting Mademoiselle Noemie at the Louvre. M. Nioche appeared
|
|
preoccupied, and left his budget of anecdotes unopened; he took
|
|
a great deal of snuff, and sent certain oblique, appealing
|
|
glances toward his stalwart pupil. At last, when he was taking
|
|
his leave, he stood a moment, after he had polished his hat with
|
|
his calico pocket-handkerchief, with his small, pale eyes fixed
|
|
strangely upon Newman.
|
|
|
|
"What's the matter?" our hero demanded.
|
|
|
|
"Excuse the solicitude of a father's heart!" said M. Nioche.
|
|
"You inspire me with boundless confidence, but I can't help
|
|
giving you a warning. After all, you are a man, you are young
|
|
and at liberty. Let me beseech you, then, to respect the
|
|
innocence of Mademoiselle Nioche!"
|
|
|
|
Newman had wondered what was coming, and at this he broke into a
|
|
laugh. He was on the point of declaring that his own innocence
|
|
struck him as the more exposed, but he contented himself with
|
|
promising to treat the young girl with nothing less than
|
|
veneration. He found her waiting for him, seated upon the great
|
|
divan in the Salon Carre. She was not in her working-day
|
|
costume, but wore her bonnet and gloves and carried her parasol,
|
|
in honor of the occasion. These articles had been selected with
|
|
unerring taste, and a fresher, prettier image of youthful
|
|
alertness and blooming discretion was not to be conceived. She
|
|
made Newman a most respectful curtsey and expressed her
|
|
gratitude for his liberality in a wonderfully graceful little
|
|
speech. It annoyed him to have a charming young girl stand
|
|
there thanking him, and it made him feel uncomfortable to think
|
|
that this perfect young lady, with her excellent manners and her
|
|
finished intonation, was literally in his pay. He assured her,
|
|
in such French as he could muster, that the thing was not worth
|
|
mentioning, and that he considered her services a great favor.
|
|
|
|
"Whenever you please, then," said Mademoiselle Noemie, "we will
|
|
pass the review."
|
|
|
|
They walked slowly round the room, then passed into the others
|
|
and strolled about for half an hour. Mademoiselle Noemie
|
|
evidently relished her situation, and had no desire to bring her
|
|
public interview with her striking-looking patron to a close.
|
|
Newman perceived that prosperity agreed with her. The little
|
|
thin-lipped, peremptory air with which she had addressed her
|
|
father on the occasion of their former meeting had given place
|
|
to the most lingering and caressing tones.
|
|
|
|
"What sort of pictures do you desire?" she asked. "Sacred, or
|
|
profane?"
|
|
|
|
"Oh, a few of each," said Newman. "But I want something bright
|
|
and gay."
|
|
|
|
"Something gay? There is nothing very gay in this solemn old
|
|
Louvre. But we will see what we can find. You speak French
|
|
to-day like a charm. My father has done wonders."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I am a bad subject," said Newman. "I am too old to learn a
|
|
language."
|
|
|
|
"Too old? Quelle folie!" cried Mademoiselle Noemie, with a
|
|
clear, shrill laugh. "You are a very young man. And how do you
|
|
like my father?"
|
|
|
|
"He is a very nice old gentleman. He never laughs at my
|
|
blunders."
|
|
|
|
"He is very comme il faut, my papa," said Mademoiselle Noemie,
|
|
"and as honest as the day. Oh, an exceptional probity! You
|
|
could trust him with millions."
|
|
|
|
"Do you always obey him?" asked Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Obey him?"
|
|
|
|
"Do you do what he bids you?"
|
|
|
|
The young girl stopped and looked at him; she had a spot of
|
|
color in either cheek, and in her expressive French eye, which
|
|
projected too much for perfect beauty, there was a slight gleam
|
|
of audacity. "Why do you ask me that?" she demanded.
|
|
|
|
"Because I want to know."
|
|
|
|
"You think me a bad girl?" And she gave a strange smile.
|
|
|
|
Newman looked at her a moment; he saw that she was pretty, but
|
|
he was not in the least dazzled. He remembered poor M. Nioche's
|
|
solicitude for her "innocence," and he laughed as his eyes met
|
|
hers. Her face was the oddest mixture of youth and maturity,
|
|
and beneath her candid brow her searching little smile seemed to
|
|
contain a world of ambiguous intentions. She was pretty enough,
|
|
certainly to make her father nervous; but, as regards her
|
|
innocence, Newman felt ready on the spot to affirm that she had
|
|
never parted with it. She had simply never had any; she had
|
|
been looking at the world since she was ten years old, and he
|
|
would have been a wise man who could tell her any secrets. In
|
|
her long mornings at the Louvre she had not only studied
|
|
Madonnas and St. Johns; she had kept an eye upon all the
|
|
variously embodied human nature around her, and she had formed
|
|
her conclusions. In a certain sense, it seemed to Newman, M.
|
|
Nioche might be at rest; his daughter might do something very
|
|
audacious, but she would never do anything foolish. Newman,
|
|
with his long-drawn, leisurely smile, and his even, unhurried
|
|
utterance, was always, mentally, taking his time; and he asked
|
|
himself, now, what she was looking at him in that way for. He
|
|
had an idea that she would like him to confess that he did think
|
|
her a bad girl.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, no," he said at last; "it would be very bad manners in me
|
|
to judge you that way. I don't know you."
|
|
|
|
"But my father has complained to you," said Mademoiselle Noemie.
|
|
|
|
"He says you are a coquette."
|
|
|
|
"He shouldn't go about saying such things to gentlemen! But you
|
|
don't believe it."
|
|
|
|
"No," said Newman gravely, "I don't believe it."
|
|
|
|
She looked at him again, gave a shrug and a smile, and then
|
|
pointed to a small Italian picture, a Marriage of St. Catherine.
|
|
"How should you like that?" she asked.
|
|
|
|
"It doesn't please me," said Newman. "The young lady in the
|
|
yellow dress is not pretty."
|
|
|
|
"Ah, you are a great connoisseur," murmured Mademoiselle Noemie.
|
|
|
|
"In pictures? Oh, no; I know very little about them."
|
|
|
|
"In pretty women, then."
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"In that I am hardly better."
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"What do you say to that, then?" the young girl asked,
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indicating a superb Italian portrait of a lady. "I will do it
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for you on a smaller scale."
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"On a smaller scale? Why not as large as the original?"
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Mademoiselle Noemie glanced at the glowing splendor of the
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Venetian masterpiece and gave a little toss of her head. "I
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don't like that woman. She looks stupid."
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"I do like her," said Newman. "Decidedly, I must have her, as
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large as life. And just as stupid as she is there."
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The young girl fixed her eyes on him again, and with her mocking
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smile, "It certainly ought to be easy for me to make her look
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stupid!" she said.
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"What do you mean?" asked Newman, puzzled.
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She gave another little shrug. "Seriously, then, you want that
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portrait--the golden hair, the purple satin, the pearl necklace,
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the two magnificent arms?"
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"Everything--just as it is."
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"Would nothing else do, instead?"
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"Oh, I want some other things, but I want that too."
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Mademoiselle Noemie turned away a moment, walked to the other
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side of the hall, and stood there, looking vaguely about her.
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At last she came back. "It must be charming to be able to order
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pictures at such a rate. Venetian portraits, as large as life!
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You go at it en prince. And you are going to travel about
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Europe that way?"
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"Yes, I intend to travel," said Newman.
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"Ordering, buying, spending money?"
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"Of course I shall spend some money."
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"You are very happy to have it. And you are perfectly free?"
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"How do you mean, free?"
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"You have nothing to bother you--no family, no wife, no
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fiancee?"
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"Yes, I am tolerably free."
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"You are very happy," said Mademoiselle Noemie, gravely.
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"Je le veux bien!" said Newman, proving that he had learned more
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French than he admitted.
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"And how long shall you stay in Paris?" the young girl went on.
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"Only a few days more."
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"Why do you go away?"
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"It is getting hot, and I must go to Switzerland."
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"To Switzerland? That's a fine country. I would give my new
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parasol to see it! Lakes and mountains, romantic valleys and
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icy peaks! Oh, I congratulate you. Meanwhile, I shall sit here
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through all the hot summer, daubing at your pictures."
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"Oh, take your time about it," said Newman. "Do them at your
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convenience."
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They walked farther and looked at a dozen other things. Newman
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pointed out what pleased him, and Mademoiselle Noemie generally
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criticised it, and proposed something else. Then suddenly she
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diverged and began to talk about some personal matter.
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"What made you speak to me the other day in the Salon Carre?"
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she abruptly asked.
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"I admired your picture."
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"But you hesitated a long time."
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"Oh, I do nothing rashly," said Newman.
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"Yes, I saw you watching me. But I never supposed you were
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going to speak to me. I never dreamed I should be walking about
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here with you to-day. It's very curious."
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"It is very natural," observed Newman.
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"Oh, I beg your pardon; not to me. Coquette as you think me, I
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have never walked about in public with a gentleman before. What
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was my father thinking of, when he consented to our interview?"
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"He was repenting of his unjust accusations," replied Newman.
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Mademoiselle Noemie remained silent; at last she dropped into a
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seat. "Well then, for those five it is fixed," she said. "Five
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copies as brilliant and beautiful as I can make them. We have
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one more to choose. Shouldn't you like one of those great
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Rubenses--the marriage of Marie de Medicis? Just look at it and
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see how handsome it is."
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"Oh, yes; I should like that," said Newman. "Finish off with
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that."
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"Finish off with that--good!" And she laughed. She sat a
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moment, looking at him, and then she suddenly rose and stood
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before him, with her hands hanging and clasped in front of her.
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"I don't understand you," she said with a smile. "I don't
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understand how a man can be so ignorant."
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"Oh, I am ignorant, certainly," said Newman, putting his hands
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into his pockets.
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"It's ridiculous! I don't know how to paint."
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"You don't know how?"
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"I paint like a cat; I can't draw a straight line. I never sold
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a picture until you bought that thing the other day." And as
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she offered this surprising information she continued to smile.
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Newman burst into a laugh. "Why do you tell me this?" he asked.
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"Because it irritates me to see a clever man blunder so. My
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pictures are grotesque."
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"And the one I possess--"
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"That one is rather worse than usual."
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"Well," said Newman, "I like it all the same!"
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She looked at him askance. "That is a very pretty thing to
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say," she answered; "but it is my duty to warn you before you go
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farther. This order of yours is impossible, you know. What do
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you take me for? It is work for ten men. You pick out the six
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most difficult pictures in the Louvre, and you expect me to go
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to work as if I were sitting down to hem a dozen pocket
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handkerchiefs. I wanted to see how far you would go."
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Newman looked at the young girl in some perplexity. In spite of
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the ridiculous blunder of which he stood convicted, he was very
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far from being a simpleton, and he had a lively suspicion that
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Mademoiselle Noemie's sudden frankness was not essentially more
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honest than her leaving him in error would have been. She was
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playing a game; she was not simply taking pity on his aesthetic
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verdancy. What was it she expected to win? The stakes were
|
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high and the risk was great; the prize therefore must have been
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commensurate. But even granting that the prize might be great,
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Newman could not resist a movement of admiration for his
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companion's intrepidity. She was throwing away with one hand,
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whatever she might intend to do with the other, a very handsome
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sum of money.
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"Are you joking," he said, "or are you serious?"
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"Oh, serious!" cried Mademoiselle Noemie, but with her
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extraordinary smile.
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"I know very little about pictures or now they are painted. If
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you can't do all that, of course you can't. Do what you can,
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then."
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"It will be very bad," said Mademoiselle Noemie.
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"Oh," said Newman, laughing, "if you are determined it shall be
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bad, of course it will. But why do you go on painting badly?"
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"I can do nothing else; I have no real talent."
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"You are deceiving your father, then."
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The young girl hesitated a moment. "He knows very well!"
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"No," Newman declared; "I am sure he believes in you."
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"He is afraid of me. I go on painting badly, as you say,
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because I want to learn. I like it, at any rate. And I like
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being here; it is a place to come to, every day; it is better
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|
than sitting in a little dark, damp room, on a court, or selling
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buttons and whalebones over a counter."
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"Of course it is much more amusing," said Newman. "But for a
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poor girl isn't it rather an expensive amusement?"
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"Oh, I am very wrong, there is no doubt about that," said
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Mademoiselle Noemie. "But rather than earn my living as same
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girls do--toiling with a needle, in little black holes, out of
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the world--I would throw myself into the Seine."
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"There is no need of that," Newman answered; "your father told
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you my offer?"
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"Your offer?"
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"He wants you to marry, and I told him I would give you a chance
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to earn your dot."
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"He told me all about it, and you see the account I make of it!
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Why should you take such an interest in my marriage?"
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"My interest was in your father. I hold to my offer; do what
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you can, and I will buy what you paint."
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She stood for some time, meditating, with her eyes on the
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ground. At last, looking up, "What sort of a husband can you
|
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get for twelve thousand francs?" she asked.
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"Your father tells me he knows some very good young men."
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"Grocers and butchers and little maitres de cafes! I will
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|
not marry at all if I can't marry well."
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"I would advise you not to be too fastidious," said Newman.
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"That's all the advice I can give you."
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"I am very much vexed at what I have said!" cried the young
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girl. "It has done me no good. But I couldn't help it."
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"What good did you expect it to do you?"
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"I couldn't help it, simply."
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Newman looked at her a moment. "Well, your pictures may be
|
|
bad," he said, "but you are too clever for me, nevertheless. I
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|
don't understand you. Good-by!" And he put out his hand.
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She made no response, and offered him no farewell. She turned
|
|
away and seated herself sidewise on a bench, leaning her head on
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|
the back of her hand, which clasped the rail in front of the
|
|
pictures. Newman stood a moment and then turned on his heel and
|
|
retreated. He had understood her better than he confessed; this
|
|
singular scene was a practical commentary upon her father's
|
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statement that she was a frank coquette.
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CHAPTER V
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When Newman related to Mrs. Tristram his fruitless visit to
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Madame de Cintre, she urged him not to be discouraged, but to
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|
carry out his plan of "seeing Europe" during the summer, and
|
|
return to Paris in the autumn and settle down comfortably for
|
|
the winter. "Madame de Cintre will keep," she said; "she is not
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|
a woman who will marry from one day to another." Newman made no
|
|
distinct affirmation that he would come back to Paris; he even
|
|
talked about Rome and the Nile, and abstained from professing
|
|
any especial interest in Madame de Cintre's continued widowhood.
|
|
This circumstance was at variance with his habitual frankness,
|
|
and may perhaps be regarded as characteristic of the incipient
|
|
stage of that passion which is more particularly known as the
|
|
mysterious one. The truth is that the expression of a pair of
|
|
eyes that were at once brilliant and mild had become very
|
|
familiar to his memory, and he would not easily have resigned
|
|
himself to the prospect of never looking into them again. He
|
|
communicated to Mrs. Tristram a number of other facts, of
|
|
greater or less importance, as you choose; but on this
|
|
particular point he kept his own counsel. He took a kindly
|
|
leave of M. Nioche, having assured him that, so far as he was
|
|
concerned, the blue-cloaked Madonna herself might have been
|
|
present at his interview with Mademoiselle Noemie; and left the
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|
old man nursing his breast-pocket, in an ecstasy which the
|
|
acutest misfortune might have been defied to dissipate. Newman
|
|
then started on his travels, with all his usual appearance of
|
|
slow-strolling leisure, and all his essential directness and
|
|
intensity of aim. No man seemed less in a hurry, and yet no man
|
|
achieved more in brief periods. He had certain practical
|
|
instincts which served him excellently in his trade of tourist.
|
|
He found his way in foreign cities by divination, his memory was
|
|
excellent when once his attention had been at all cordially
|
|
given, and he emerged from dialogues in foreign tongues, of
|
|
which he had, formally, not understood a word, in full
|
|
possession of the particular fact he had desired to ascertain.
|
|
His appetite for facts was capacious, and although many of those
|
|
which he noted would have seemed woefully dry and colorless to
|
|
the ordinary sentimental traveler, a careful inspection of the
|
|
list would have shown that he had a soft spot in his
|
|
imagination. In the charming city of Brussels--his first
|
|
stopping-place after leaving Paris--he asked a great many
|
|
questions about the street-cars, and took extreme satisfaction
|
|
in the reappearance of this familiar symbol of American
|
|
civilization; but he was also greatly struck with the beautiful
|
|
Gothic tower of the Hotel de Ville, and wondered whether it
|
|
would not be possible to "get up" something like it in San
|
|
Francisco. He stood for half an hour in the crowded square
|
|
before this edifice, in imminent danger from carriage-wheels,
|
|
listening to a toothless old cicerone mumble in broken English
|
|
the touching history of Counts Egmont and Horn; and he wrote the
|
|
names of these gentlemen--for reasons best known to himself--on
|
|
the back of an old letter.
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|
|
|
At the outset, on his leaving Paris, his curiosity had not been
|
|
intense; passive entertainment, in the Champs Elysees and at the
|
|
theatres, seemed about as much as he need expect of himself, and
|
|
although, as he had said to Tristram, he wanted to see the
|
|
mysterious, satisfying BEST, he had not the Grand Tour in
|
|
the least on his conscience, and was not given to
|
|
cross-questioning the amusement of the hour. He believed that
|
|
Europe was made for him, and not he for Europe. He had said
|
|
that he wanted to improve his mind, but he would have felt a
|
|
certain embarrassment, a certain shame, even--a false shame,
|
|
possibly--if he had caught himself looking intellectually into
|
|
the mirror. Neither in this nor in any other respect had Newman
|
|
a high sense of responsibility; it was his prime conviction that
|
|
a man's life should be easy, and that he should be able to
|
|
resolve privilege into a matter of course. The world, to his
|
|
sense, was a great bazaar, where one might stroll about and
|
|
purchase handsome things; but he was no more conscious,
|
|
individually, of social pressure than he admitted the existence
|
|
of such a thing as an obligatory purchase. He had not only a
|
|
dislike, but a sort of moral mistrust, of uncomfortable
|
|
thoughts, and it was both uncomfortable and slightly
|
|
contemptible to feel obliged to square one's self with a
|
|
standard. One's standard was the ideal of one's own
|
|
good-humored prosperity, the prosperity which enabled one to
|
|
give as well as take. To expand, without bothering about
|
|
it--without shiftless timidity on one side, or loquacious
|
|
eagerness on the other--to the full compass of what he would
|
|
have called a "pleasant" experience, was Newman's most definite
|
|
programme of life. He had always hated to hurry to catch
|
|
railroad trains, and yet he had always caught them; and just so
|
|
an undue solicitude for "culture" seemed a sort of silly
|
|
dawdling at the station, a proceeding properly confined to
|
|
women, foreigners, and other unpractical persons. All this
|
|
admitted, Newman enjoyed his journey, when once he had fairly
|
|
entered the current, as profoundly as the most zealous
|
|
dilettante. One's theories, after all, matter little; it is
|
|
one's humor that is the great thing. Our friend was
|
|
intelligent, and he could not help that. He lounged through
|
|
Belgium and Holland and the Rhineland, through Switzerland and
|
|
Northern Italy, planning about nothing, but seeing everything.
|
|
The guides and valets de place found him an excellent
|
|
subject. He was always approachable, for he was much addicted
|
|
to standing about in the vestibules and porticos of inns, and he
|
|
availed himself little of the opportunities for impressive
|
|
seclusion which are so liberally offered in Europe to gentlemen
|
|
who travel with long purses. When an excursion, a church, a
|
|
gallery, a ruin, was proposed to him, the first thing Newman
|
|
usually did, after surveying his postulant in silence, from head
|
|
to foot, was to sit down at a little table and order something
|
|
to drink. The cicerone, during this process, usually retreated
|
|
to a respectful distance; otherwise I am not sure that Newman
|
|
would not have bidden him sit down and have a glass also, and
|
|
tell him as an honest fellow whether his church or his gallery
|
|
was really worth a man's trouble. At last he rose and stretched
|
|
his long legs, beckoned to the man of monuments, looked at his
|
|
watch, and fixed his eye on his adversary. "What is it?" he
|
|
asked. "How far?" And whatever the answer was, although he
|
|
sometimes seemed to hesitate, he never declined. He stepped
|
|
into an open cab, made his conductor sit beside him to answer
|
|
questions, bade the driver go fast (he had a particular aversion
|
|
to slow driving) and rolled, in all probability through a dusty
|
|
suburb, to the goal of his pilgrimage. If the goal was a
|
|
disappointment, if the church was meagre, or the ruin a heap of
|
|
rubbish, Newman never protested or berated his cicerone; he
|
|
looked with an impartial eye upon great monuments and small,
|
|
made the guide recite his lesson, listened to it religiously,
|
|
asked if there was nothing else to be seen in the neighborhood,
|
|
and drove back again at a rattling pace. It is to be feared
|
|
that his perception of the difference between good architecture
|
|
and bad was not acute, and that he might sometimes have been
|
|
seen gazing with culpable serenity at inferior productions.
|
|
Ugly churches were a part of his pastime in Europe, as well as
|
|
beautiful ones, and his tour was altogether a pastime. But
|
|
there is sometimes nothing like the imagination of these people
|
|
who have none, and Newman, now and then, in an unguided stroll
|
|
in a foreign city, before some lonely, sad-towered church, or
|
|
some angular image of one who had rendered civic service in an
|
|
unknown past, had felt a singular inward tremor. It was not an
|
|
excitement or a perplexity; it was a placid, fathomless sense of
|
|
diversion.
|
|
|
|
He encountered by chance in Holland a young American, with whom,
|
|
for a time, he formed a sort of traveler's partnership. They
|
|
were men of a very different cast, but each, in his way, was so
|
|
good a fellow that, for a few weeks at least, it seemed
|
|
something of a pleasure to share the chances of the road.
|
|
Newman's comrade, whose name was Babcock, was a young Unitarian
|
|
minister, a small, spare neatly-attired man, with a strikingly
|
|
candid physiognomy. He was a native of Dorchester,
|
|
Massachusetts, and had spiritual charge of a small congregation
|
|
in another suburb of the New England metropolis. His digestion
|
|
was weak and he lived chiefly on Graham bread and hominy--a
|
|
regimen to which he was so much attached that his tour seemed to
|
|
him destined to be blighted when, on landing on the Continent,
|
|
he found that these delicacies did not flourish under the
|
|
table d'hote system. In Paris he had purchased a bag of hominy
|
|
at an establishment which called itself an American Agency, and
|
|
at which the New York illustrated papers were also to be
|
|
procured, and he had carried it about with him, and shown
|
|
extreme serenity and fortitude in the somewhat delicate position
|
|
of having his hominy prepared for him and served at anomalous
|
|
hours, at the hotels he successively visited. Newman had once
|
|
spent a morning, in the course of business, at Mr. Babcock's
|
|
birthplace, and, for reasons too recondite to unfold, his visit
|
|
there always assumed in his mind a jocular cast. To carry out
|
|
his joke, which certainly seems poor so long as it is not
|
|
explained, he used often to address his companion as
|
|
"Dorchester." Fellow-travelers very soon grow intimate but it
|
|
is highly improbable that at home these extremely dissimilar
|
|
characters would have found any very convenient points of
|
|
contact. They were, indeed, as different as possible. Newman,
|
|
who never reflected on such matters, accepted the situation with
|
|
great equanimity, but Babcock used to meditate over it
|
|
privately; used often, indeed, to retire to his room early in
|
|
the evening for the express purpose of considering it
|
|
conscientiously and impartially. He was not sure that it was a
|
|
good thing for him to associate with our hero, whose way of
|
|
taking life was so little his own. Newman was an excellent,
|
|
generous fellow; Mr. Babcock sometimes said to himself that he
|
|
was a NOBLE fellow, and, certainly, it was impossible not
|
|
to like him. But would it not be desirable to try to exert an
|
|
influence upon him, to try to quicken his moral life and sharpen
|
|
his sense of duty? He liked everything, he accepted everything,
|
|
he found amusement in everything; he was not discriminating, he
|
|
had not a high tone. The young man from Dorchester accused
|
|
Newman of a fault which he considered very grave, and which he
|
|
did his best to avoid: what he would have called a want of
|
|
"moral reaction." Poor Mr. Babcock was extremely fond of
|
|
pictures and churches, and carried Mrs. Jameson's works about in
|
|
his trunk; he delighted in aesthetic analysis, and received
|
|
peculiar impressions from everything he saw. But nevertheless
|
|
in his secret soul he detested Europe, and he felt an irritating
|
|
need to protest against Newman's gross intellectual hospitality.
|
|
Mr. Babcock's moral malaise, I am afraid, lay deeper than where
|
|
any definition of mine can reach it. He mistrusted the European
|
|
temperament, he suffered from the European climate, he hated the
|
|
European dinner-hour; European life seemed to him unscrupulous
|
|
and impure. And yet he had an exquisite sense of beauty; and as
|
|
beauty was often inextricably associated with the above
|
|
displeasing conditions, as he wished, above all, to be just and
|
|
dispassionate, and as he was, furthermore, extremely devoted to
|
|
"culture," he could not bring himself to decide that Europe was
|
|
utterly bad. But he thought it was very bad indeed, and his
|
|
quarrel with Newman was that this unregulated epicure had a
|
|
sadly insufficient perception of the bad. Babcock himself
|
|
really knew as little about the bad, in any quarter of the
|
|
world, as a nursing infant, his most vivid realization of evil
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had been the discovery that one of his college classmates, who
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was studying architecture in Paris had a love affair with a
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young woman who did not expect him to marry her. Babcock had
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related this incident to Newman, and our hero had applied an
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epithet of an unflattering sort to the young girl. The next day
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his companion asked him whether he was very sure he had used
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exactly the right word to characterize the young architect's
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mistress. Newman stared and laughed. "There are a great many
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words to express that idea," he said; "you can take your choice!"
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"Oh, I mean," said Babcock, "was she possibly not to be
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considered in a different light? Don't you think she really
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expected him to marry her?"
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"I am sure I don't know," said Newman. "Very likely she did; I
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have no doubt she is a grand woman." And he began to laugh
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again.
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"I didn't mean that either," said Babcock, "I was only afraid
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that I might have seemed yesterday not to remember--not to
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consider; well, I think I will write to Percival about it."
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And he had written to Percival (who answered him in a really
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impudent fashion), and he had reflected that it was somehow, raw
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and reckless in Newman to assume in that off-hand manner that
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the young woman in Paris might be "grand." The brevity of
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Newman's judgments very often shocked and discomposed him. He
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had a way of damning people without farther appeal, or of
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pronouncing them capital company in the face of uncomfortable
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symptoms, which seemed unworthy of a man whose conscience had
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been properly cultivated. And yet poor Babcock liked him, and
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remembered that even if he was sometimes perplexing and painful,
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this was not a reason for giving him up. Goethe recommended
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seeing human nature in the most various forms, and Mr. Babcock
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thought Goethe perfectly splendid. He often tried, in odd
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half-hours of conversation to infuse into Newman a little of his
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own spiritual starch, but Newman's personal texture was too
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loose to admit of stiffening. His mind could no more hold
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principles than a sieve can hold water. He admired principles
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extremely, and thought Babcock a mighty fine little fellow for
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having so many. He accepted all that his high-strung companion
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offered him, and put them away in what he supposed to be a very
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safe place; but poor Babcock never afterwards recognized his
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gifts among the articles that Newman had in daily use.
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They traveled together through Germany and into Switzerland,
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where for three or four weeks they trudged over passes and
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lounged upon blue lakes. At last they crossed the Simplon and
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made their way to Venice. Mr. Babcock had become gloomy and
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even a trifle irritable; he seemed moody, absent, preoccupied;
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he got his plans into a tangle, and talked one moment of doing
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one thing and the next of doing another. Newman led his usual
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life, made acquaintances, took his ease in the galleries and
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|
churches, spent an unconscionable amount of time in strolling in
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the Piazza San Marco, bought a great many bad pictures, and for
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a fortnight enjoyed Venice grossly. One evening, coming back to
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his inn, he found Babcock waiting for him in the little garden
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beside it. The young man walked up to him, looking very dismal,
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thrust out his hand, and said with solemnity that he was afraid
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they must part. Newman expressed his surprise and regret, and
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asked why a parting had became necessary. "Don't be afraid I'm
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tired of you," he said.
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"You are not tired of me?" demanded Babcock, fixing him with his
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clear gray eye.
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"Why the deuce should I be? You are a very plucky fellow.
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Besides, I don't grow tired of things."
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"We don't understand each other," said the young minister.
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"Don't I understand you?" cried Newman. "Why, I hoped I did.
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But what if I don't; where's the harm?"
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"I don't understand YOU," said Babcock. And he sat down and
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rested his head on his hand, and looked up mournfully at his
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immeasurable friend.
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"Oh Lord, I don't mind that!" cried Newman, with a laugh.
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"But it's very distressing to me. It keeps me in a state of
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unrest. It irritates me; I can't settle anything. I don't
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think it's good for me."
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"You worry too much; that's what's the matter with you," said
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Newman.
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"Of course it must seem so to you. You think I take things too
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hard, and I think you take things too easily. We can never
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agree."
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"But we have agreed very well all along."
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"No, I haven't agreed," said Babcock, shaking his head. "I am
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very uncomfortable. I ought to have separated from you a month
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|
ago."
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"Oh, horrors! I'll agree to anything!" cried Newman.
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Mr. Babcock buried his head in both hands. At last looking up,
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"I don't think you appreciate my position," he said. "I try to
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arrive at the truth about everything. And then you go too fast.
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For me, you are too passionate, too extravagant. I feel as if
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I ought to go over all this ground we have traversed again, by
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myself, alone. I am afraid I have made a great many mistakes."
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"Oh, you needn't give so many reasons," said Newman. "You are
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simply tired of my company. You have a good right to be."
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"No, no, I am not tired!" cried the pestered young divine. "It
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is very wrong to be tired."
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"I give it up!" laughed Newman. "But of course it will never do
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to go on making mistakes. Go your way, by all means. I shall
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miss you; but you have seen I make friends very easily. You
|
|
will be lonely, yourself; but drop me a line, when you feel like
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it, and I will wait for you anywhere."
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"I think I will go back to Milan. I am afraid I didn't do
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justice to Luini."
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"Poor Luini!" said Newman.
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"I mean that I am afraid I overestimated him. I don't think
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that he is a painter of the first rank."
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"Luini?" Newman exclaimed; "why, he's enchanting--he's
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magnificent! There is something in his genius that is like a
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|
beautiful woman. It gives one the same feeling."
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Mr. Babcock frowned and winced. And it must be added that this
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|
was, for Newman, an unusually metaphysical flight; but in
|
|
passing through Milan he had taken a great fancy to the painter.
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|
"There you are again!" said Mr. Babcock. "Yes, we had better
|
|
separate." And on the morrow he retraced his steps and proceeded
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|
to tone down his impressions of the great Lombard artist.
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A few days afterwards Newman received a note from his late
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|
companion which ran as follows:--
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My Dear Mr. Newman,--I am afraid that my conduct at Venice, a
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|
week ago, seemed to you strange and ungrateful, and I wish to
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|
explain my position, which, as I said at the time, I do not
|
|
think you appreciate. I had long had it on my mind to propose
|
|
that we should part company, and this step was not really so
|
|
abrupt as it seemed. In the first place, you know, I am
|
|
traveling in Europe on funds supplied by my congregation, who
|
|
kindly offered me a vacation and an opportunity to enrich my
|
|
mind with the treasures of nature and art in the Old World. I
|
|
feel, therefore, as if I ought to use my time to the very best
|
|
advantage. I have a high sense of responsibility. You appear to
|
|
care only for the pleasure of the hour, and you give yourself up
|
|
to it with a violence which I confess I am not able to emulate.
|
|
I feel as if I must arrive at some conclusion and fix my belief
|
|
on certain points. Art and life seem to me intensely serious
|
|
things, and in our travels in Europe we should especially
|
|
remember the immense seriousness of Art. You seem to hold that
|
|
if a thing amuses you for the moment, that is all you need ask
|
|
for it, and your relish for mere amusement is also much higher
|
|
than mine. You put, however, a kind of reckless confidence into
|
|
your pleasure which at times, I confess, has seemed to me--shall
|
|
I say it?--almost cynical. Your way at any rate is not my way,
|
|
and it is unwise that we should attempt any longer to pull
|
|
together. And yet, let me add that I know there is a great deal
|
|
to be said for your way; I have felt its attraction, in your
|
|
society, very strongly. But for this I should have left you
|
|
long ago. But I was so perplexed. I hope I have not done
|
|
wrong. I feel as if I had a great deal of lost time to make up.
|
|
I beg you take all this as I mean it, which, Heaven knows, is
|
|
not invidiously. I have a great personal esteem for you and
|
|
hope that some day, when I have recovered my balance, we shall
|
|
meet again. I hope you will continue to enjoy your travels,
|
|
only DO remember that Life and Art ARE extremely
|
|
serious. Believe me your sincere friend and well-wisher,
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|
BENJAMIN BABCOCK
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P. S. I am greatly perplexed by Luini.
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This letter produced in Newman's mind a singular mixture of
|
|
exhilaration and awe. At first, Mr. Babcock's tender conscience
|
|
seemed to him a capital farce, and his traveling back to Milan
|
|
only to get into a deeper muddle appeared, as the reward of his
|
|
pedantry, exquisitely and ludicrously just. Then Newman
|
|
reflected that these are mighty mysteries, that possibly he
|
|
himself was indeed that baleful and barely mentionable thing, a
|
|
cynic, and that his manner of considering the treasures of art
|
|
and the privileges of life was probably very base and immoral.
|
|
Newman had a great contempt for immorality, and that evening,
|
|
for a good half hour, as he sat watching the star-sheen on the
|
|
warm Adriatic, he felt rebuked and depressed. He was at a loss
|
|
how to answer Babcock's letter. His good nature checked his
|
|
resenting the young minister's lofty admonitions, and his tough,
|
|
inelastic sense of humor forbade his taking them seriously. He
|
|
wrote no answer at all but a day or two afterward he found in a
|
|
curiosity shop a grotesque little statuette in ivory, of the
|
|
sixteenth century, which he sent off to Babcock without a
|
|
commentary. It represented a gaunt, ascetic-looking monk, in a
|
|
tattered gown and cowl, kneeling with clasped hands and pulling
|
|
a portentously long face. It was a wonderfully delicate piece
|
|
of carving, and in a moment, through one of the rents of his
|
|
gown, you espied a fat capon hung round the monk's waist. In
|
|
Newman's intention what did the figure symbolize? Did it mean
|
|
that he was going to try to be as "high-toned" as the monk
|
|
looked at first, but that he feared he should succeed no better
|
|
than the friar, on a closer inspection, proved to have done? It
|
|
is not supposable that he intended a satire upon Babcock's own
|
|
asceticism, for this would have been a truly cynical stroke. He
|
|
made his late companion, at any rate, a very valuable little
|
|
present.
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|
|
|
Newman, on leaving Venice, went through the Tyrol to Vienna, and
|
|
then returned westward, through Southern Germany. The autumn
|
|
found him at Baden-Baden, where he spent several weeks. The
|
|
place was charming, and he was in no hurry to depart; besides,
|
|
he was looking about him and deciding what to do for the winter.
|
|
His summer had been very full, and he sat under the great trees
|
|
beside the miniature river that trickles past the Baden
|
|
flower-beds, he slowly rummaged it over. He had seen and done a
|
|
great deal, enjoyed and observed a great deal; he felt older,
|
|
and yet he felt younger too. He remembered Mr. Babcock and his
|
|
desire to form conclusions, and he remembered also that he had
|
|
profited very little by his friend's exhortation to cultivate
|
|
the same respectable habit. Could he not scrape together a few
|
|
conclusions? Baden-Baden was the prettiest place he had seen
|
|
yet, and orchestral music in the evening, under the stars, was
|
|
decidedly a great institution. This was one of his conclusions!
|
|
But he went on to reflect that he had done very wisely to pull
|
|
up stakes and come abroad; this seeing of the world was a very
|
|
interesting thing. He had learned a great deal; he couldn't say
|
|
just what, but he had it there under his hat-band. He had done
|
|
what he wanted; he had seen the great things, and he had given
|
|
his mind a chance to "improve," if it would. He cheerfully
|
|
believed that it had improved. Yes, this seeing of the world
|
|
was very pleasant, and he would willingly do a little more of
|
|
it. Thirty-six years old as he was, he had a handsome stretch
|
|
of life before him yet, and he need not begin to count his
|
|
weeks. Where should he take the world next? I have said he
|
|
remembered the eyes of the lady whom he had found standing in
|
|
Mrs. Tristram's drawing-room; four months had elapsed, and he
|
|
had not forgotten them yet. He had looked--he had made a point
|
|
of looking--into a great many other eyes in the interval, but
|
|
the only ones he thought of now were Madame de Cintre's. If he
|
|
wanted to see more of the world, should he find it in Madame de
|
|
Cintre's eyes? He would certainly find something there, call it
|
|
this world or the next. Throughout these rather formless
|
|
meditations he sometimes thought of his past life and the long
|
|
array of years (they had begun so early) during which he had had
|
|
nothing in his head but "enterprise." They seemed far away now,
|
|
for his present attitude was more than a holiday, it was almost
|
|
a rupture. He had told Tristram that the pendulum was swinging
|
|
back and it appeared that the backward swing had not yet ended.
|
|
Still "enterprise," which was over in the other quarter wore to
|
|
his mind a different aspect at different hours. In its train a
|
|
thousand forgotten episodes came trooping back into his memory.
|
|
Some of them he looked complacently enough in the face; from
|
|
some he averted his head. They were old efforts, old exploits,
|
|
antiquated examples of "smartness" and sharpness. Some of them,
|
|
as he looked at them, he felt decidedly proud of; he admired
|
|
himself as if he had been looking at another man. And, in fact,
|
|
many of the qualities that make a great deed were there: the
|
|
decision, the resolution, the courage, the celerity, the clear
|
|
eye, and the strong hand. Of certain other achievements it
|
|
would be going too far to say that he was ashamed of them for
|
|
Newman had never had a stomach for dirty work. He was blessed
|
|
with a natural impulse to disfigure with a direct, unreasoning
|
|
blow the comely visage of temptation. And certainly, in no man
|
|
could a want of integrity have been less excusable. Newman knew
|
|
the crooked from the straight at a glance, and the former had
|
|
cost him, first and last, a great many moments of lively
|
|
disgust. But none the less some of his memories seemed to wear
|
|
at present a rather graceless and sordid mien, and it struck him
|
|
that if he had never done anything very ugly, he had never, on
|
|
the other hand, done anything particularly beautiful. He had
|
|
spent his years in the unremitting effort to add thousands to
|
|
thousands, and, now that he stood well outside of it, the
|
|
business of money-getting appeared tolerably dry and sterile.
|
|
It is very well to sneer at money-getting after you have filled
|
|
your pockets, and Newman, it may be said, should have begun
|
|
somewhat earlier to moralize thus delicately. To this it may be
|
|
answered that he might have made another fortune, if he chose;
|
|
and we ought to add that he was not exactly moralizing. It had
|
|
come back to him simply that what he had been looking at all
|
|
summer was a very rich and beautiful world, and that it had not
|
|
all been made by sharp railroad men and stock-brokers.
|
|
|
|
During his stay at Baden-Baden he received a letter from Mrs.
|
|
Tristram, scolding him for the scanty tidings he had sent to his
|
|
friends of the Avenue d'Iena, and begging to be definitely
|
|
informed that he had not concocted any horrid scheme for
|
|
wintering in outlying regions, but was coming back sanely and
|
|
promptly to the most comfortable city in the world. Newman's
|
|
answer ran as follows:--
|
|
|
|
"I supposed you knew I was a miserable letter-writer, and didn't
|
|
expect anything of me. I don't think I have written twenty
|
|
letters of pure friendship in my whole life; in America I
|
|
conducted my correspondence altogether by telegrams. This is a
|
|
letter of pure friendship; you have got hold of a curiosity, and
|
|
I hope you will value it. You want to know everything that has
|
|
happened to me these three months. The best way to tell you, I
|
|
think, would be to send you my half dozen guide-books, with my
|
|
pencil-marks in the margin. Wherever you find a scratch or a
|
|
cross, or a 'Beautiful!' or a 'So true!' or a 'Too thin!' you
|
|
may know that I have had a sensation of some sort or other. That
|
|
has been about my history, ever since I left you. Belgium,
|
|
Holland, Switzerland, Germany, Italy, I have been through the
|
|
whole list, and I don't think I am any the worse for it. I know
|
|
more about Madonnas and church-steeples than I supposed any man
|
|
could. I have seen some very pretty things, and shall perhaps
|
|
talk them over this winter, by your fireside. You see, my face
|
|
is not altogether set against Paris. I have had all kinds of
|
|
plans and visions, but your letter has blown most of them away.
|
|
'L'appetit vient en mangeant,' says the French proverb, and I
|
|
find that the more I see of the world the more I want to see.
|
|
Now that I am in the shafts, why shouldn't I trot to the end of
|
|
the course? Sometimes I think of the far East, and keep rolling
|
|
the names of Eastern cities under my tongue: Damascus and
|
|
Bagdad, Medina and Mecca. I spent a week last month in the
|
|
company of a returned missionary, who told me I ought to be
|
|
ashamed to be loafing about Europe when there are such big
|
|
things to be seen out there. I do want to explore, but I think
|
|
I would rather explore over in the Rue de l'Universite. Do you
|
|
ever hear from that pretty lady? If you can get her to promise
|
|
she will be at home the next time I call, I will go back to
|
|
Paris straight. I am more than ever in the state of mind I told
|
|
you about that evening; I want a first-class wife. I have kept
|
|
an eye on all the pretty girls I have come across this summer,
|
|
but none of them came up to my notion, or anywhere near it. I
|
|
should have enjoyed all this a thousand times more if I had had
|
|
the lady just mentioned by my side. The nearest approach to her
|
|
was a Unitarian minister from Boston, who very soon demanded a
|
|
separation, for incompatibility of temper. He told me I was
|
|
low-minded, immoral, a devotee of 'art for art'--whatever that
|
|
is: all of which greatly afflicted me, for he was really a sweet
|
|
little fellow. But shortly afterwards I met an Englishman, with
|
|
whom I struck up an acquaintance which at first seemed to
|
|
promise well--a very bright man, who writes in the London papers
|
|
and knows Paris nearly as well as Tristram. We knocked about
|
|
for a week together, but he very soon gave me up in disgust. I
|
|
was too virtuous by half; I was too stern a moralist. He told
|
|
me, in a friendly way, that I was cursed with a conscience; that
|
|
I judged things like a Methodist and talked about them like an
|
|
old lady. This was rather bewildering. Which of my two critics
|
|
was I to believe? I didn't worry about it and very soon made up
|
|
my mind they were both idiots. But there is one thing in which
|
|
no one will ever have the impudence to pretend I am wrong, that
|
|
is, in being your faithful friend,
|
|
|
|
C. N."
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CHAPTER VI
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|
|
Newman gave up Damascus and Bagdad and returned to Paris before
|
|
the autumn was over. He established himself in some rooms
|
|
selected for him by Tom Tristram, in accordance with the
|
|
latter's estimate of what he called his social position. When
|
|
Newman learned that his social position was to be taken into
|
|
account, he professed himself utterly incompetent, and begged
|
|
Tristram to relieve him of the care. "I didn't know I had a
|
|
social position," he said, "and if I have, I haven't the
|
|
smallest idea what it is. Isn't a social position knowing some
|
|
two or three thousand people and inviting them to dinner? I
|
|
know you and your wife and little old Mr. Nioche, who gave me
|
|
French lessons last spring. Can I invite you to dinner to meet
|
|
each other? If I can, you must come to-morrow."
|
|
|
|
"That is not very grateful to me," said Mrs. Tristram, "who
|
|
introduced you last year to every creature I know."
|
|
|
|
"So you did; I had quite forgotten. But I thought you wanted me
|
|
to forget," said Newman, with that tone of simple deliberateness
|
|
which frequently marked his utterance, and which an observer
|
|
would not have known whether to pronounce a somewhat
|
|
mysteriously humorous affection of ignorance or a modest
|
|
aspiration to knowledge; "you told me you disliked them all."
|
|
|
|
"Ah, the way you remember what I say is at least very
|
|
flattering. But in future," added Mrs. Tristram, "pray forget
|
|
all the wicked things and remember only the good ones. It will
|
|
be easily done, and it will not fatigue your memory. But I
|
|
forewarn you that if you trust my husband to pick out your
|
|
rooms, you are in for something hideous."
|
|
|
|
"Hideous, darling?" cried Tristram.
|
|
|
|
"To-day I must say nothing wicked; otherwise I should use
|
|
stronger language."
|
|
|
|
"What do you think she would say, Newman?" asked Tristram. "If
|
|
she really tried, now? She can express displeasure, volubly, in
|
|
two or three languages; that's what it is to be intellectual.
|
|
It gives her the start of me completely, for I can't swear, for
|
|
the life of me, except in English. When I get mad I have to
|
|
fall back on our dear old mother tongue. There's nothing like
|
|
it, after all."
|
|
|
|
Newman declared that he knew nothing about tables and chairs,
|
|
and that he would accept, in the way of a lodging, with his eyes
|
|
shut, anything that Tristram should offer him. This was partly
|
|
veracity on our hero's part, but it was also partly charity. He
|
|
knew that to pry about and look at rooms, and make people open
|
|
windows, and poke into sofas with his cane, and gossip with
|
|
landladies, and ask who lived above and who below--he knew that
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this was of all pastimes the dearest to Tristram's heart, and he
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felt the more disposed to put it in his way as he was conscious
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that, as regards his obliging friend, he had suffered the warmth
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of ancient good-fellowship somewhat to abate. Besides, he had
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no taste for upholstery; he had even no very exquisite sense of
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comfort or convenience. He had a relish for luxury and
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splendor, but it was satisfied by rather gross contrivances. He
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scarcely knew a hard chair from a soft one, and he possessed a
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talent for stretching his legs which quite dispensed with
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adventitious facilities. His idea of comfort was to inhabit
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very large rooms, have a great many of them, and be conscious of
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their possessing a number of patented mechanical devices--half
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of which he should never have occasion to use. The apartments
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should be light and brilliant and lofty; he had once said that
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he liked rooms in which you wanted to keep your hat on. For the
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rest, he was satisfied with the assurance of any respectable
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person that everything was "handsome." Tristram accordingly
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secured for him an apartment to which this epithet might be
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lavishly applied. It was situated on the Boulevard Haussmann,
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on the first floor, and consisted of a series of rooms, gilded
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from floor to ceiling a foot thick, draped in various light
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shades of satin, and chiefly furnished with mirrors and clocks.
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Newman thought them magnificent, thanked Tristram heartily,
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immediately took possession, and had one of his trunks standing
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for three months in his drawing-room.
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One day Mrs. Tristram told him that her beautiful friend, Madame
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de Cintre, had returned from the country; that she had met her
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three days before, coming out of the Church of St. Sulpice; she
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herself having journeyed to that distant quarter in quest of an
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obscure lace-mender, of whose skill she had heard high praise.
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"And how were those eyes?" Newman asked.
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"Those eyes were red with weeping, if you please!" said Mrs.
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Tristram. "She had been to confession."
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"It doesn't tally with your account of her," said Newman, "that
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she should have sins to confess."
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"They were not sins; they were sufferings."
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"How do you know that?"
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"She asked me to come and see her; I went this morning."
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"And what does she suffer from?"
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"I didn't ask her. With her, somehow, one is very discreet.
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But I guessed, easily enough. She suffers from her wicked old
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mother and her Grand Turk of a brother. They persecute her. But
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I can almost forgive them, because, as I told you, she is a
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saint, and a persecution is all that she needs to bring out her
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saintliness and make her perfect."
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"That's a comfortable theory for her. I hope you will never
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impart it to the old folks. Why does she let them bully her?
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Is she not her own mistress?"
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"Legally, yes, I suppose; but morally, no. In France you must
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never say nay to your mother, whatever she requires of you. She
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may be the most abominable old woman in the world, and make your
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life a purgatory; but, after all, she is ma mere, and you
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have no right to judge her. You have simply to obey. The thing
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has a fine side to it. Madame de Cintre bows her head and folds
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her wings."
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"Can't she at least make her brother leave off?"
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"Her brother is the chef de la famille, as they say; he is
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the head of the clan. With those people the family is
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everything; you must act, not for your own pleasure, but for the
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advantage of the family."
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"I wonder what my family would like me to do!" exclaimed
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Tristram.
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"I wish you had one!" said his wife.
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"But what do they want to get out of that poor lady?" Newman
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asked.
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"Another marriage. They are not rich, and they want to bring
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more money into the family."
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"There's your chance, my boy!" said Tristram.
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"And Madame de Cintre objects," Newman continued.
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"She has been sold once; she naturally objects to being sold
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again. It appears that the first time they made rather a poor
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bargain; M. de Cintre left a scanty property."
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"And to whom do they want to marry her now?"
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"I thought it best not to ask; but you may be sure it is to some
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horrid old nabob, or to some dissipated little duke."
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"There's Mrs. Tristram, as large as life!" cried her husband.
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"Observe the richness of her imagination. She has not a single
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question--it's vulgar to ask questions--and yet she knows
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everything. She has the history of Madame de Cintre's marriage
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at her fingers' ends. She has seen the lovely Claire on her
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knees, with loosened tresses and streaming eyes, and the rest of
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them standing over her with spikes and goads and red-hot irons,
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ready to come down on her if she refuses the tipsy duke. The
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simple truth is that they made a fuss about her milliner's bill
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or refused her an opera-box."
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Newman looked from Tristram to his wife with a certain mistrust
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|
in each direction. "Do you really mean," he asked of Mrs.
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Tristram, "that your friend is being forced into an unhappy
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marriage?"
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"I think it extremely probable. Those people are very capable
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of that sort of thing."
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"It is like something in a play," said Newman; "that dark old
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house over there looks as if wicked things had been done in it,
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|
and might be done again."
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"They have a still darker old house in the country Madame de
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|
Cintre tells me, and there, during the summer this scheme must
|
|
have been hatched."
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"MUST have been; mind that! said Tristram.
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"After all," suggested Newman, after a silence, "she may be in
|
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trouble about something else."
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"If it is something else, then it is something worse," said Mrs.
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Tristram, with rich decision.
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Newman was silent a while, and seemed lost in meditation. "Is
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|
it possible," he asked at last, "that they do that sort of thing
|
|
over here? that helpless women are bullied into marrying men
|
|
they hate?"
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|
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"Helpless women, all over the world, have a hard time of it,"
|
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said Mrs. Tristram. "There is plenty of bullying everywhere."
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|
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"A great deal of that kind of thing goes on in New York," said
|
|
Tristram. "Girls are bullied or coaxed or bribed, or all three
|
|
together, into marrying nasty fellows. There is no end of that
|
|
always going on in the Fifth Avenue, and other bad things
|
|
besides. The Mysteries of the Fifth Avenue! Some one ought to
|
|
show them up."
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|
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"I don't believe it!" said Newman, very gravely. "I don't
|
|
believe that, in America, girls are ever subjected to
|
|
compulsion. I don't believe there have been a dozen cases of it
|
|
since the country began."
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"Listen to the voice of the spread eagle!" cried Tristram.
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|
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"The spread eagle ought to use his wings," said Mrs. Tristram.
|
|
"Fly to the rescue of Madame de Cintre!"
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|
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"To her rescue?"
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"Pounce down, seize her in your talons, and carry her off.
|
|
Marry her yourself."
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Newman, for some moments, answered nothing; but presently, "I
|
|
should suppose she had heard enough of marrying," he said. "The
|
|
kindest way to treat her would be to admire her, and yet never
|
|
to speak of it. But that sort of thing is infamous," he added;
|
|
"it makes me feel savage to hear of it."
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|
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He heard of it, however, more than once afterward. Mrs.
|
|
Tristram again saw Madame de Cintre, and again found her looking
|
|
very sad. But on these occasions there had been no tears; her
|
|
beautiful eyes were clear and still. "She is cold, calm, and
|
|
hopeless," Mrs. Tristram declared, and she added that on her
|
|
mentioning that her friend Mr. Newman was again in Paris and was
|
|
faithful in his desire to make Madame de Cintre's acquaintance,
|
|
this lovely woman had found a smile in her despair, and declared
|
|
that she was sorry to have missed his visit in the spring and
|
|
that she hoped he had not lost courage. "I told her something
|
|
about you," said Mrs. Tristram.
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|
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|
"That's a comfort," said Newman, placidly. "I like people to
|
|
know about me."
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|
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|
A few days after this, one dusky autumn afternoon, he went again
|
|
to the Rue de l'Universite. The early evening had closed in as
|
|
he applied for admittance at the stoutly guarded Hotel de
|
|
Bellegarde. He was told that Madame de Cintre was at home; he
|
|
crossed the court, entered the farther door, and was conducted
|
|
through a vestibule, vast, dim, and cold, up a broad stone
|
|
staircase with an ancient iron balustrade, to an apartment on
|
|
the second floor. Announced and ushered in, he found himself in
|
|
a sort of paneled boudoir, at one end of which a lady and
|
|
gentleman were seated before the fire. The gentleman was
|
|
smoking a cigarette; there was no light in the room save that of
|
|
a couple of candles and the glow from the hearth. Both persons
|
|
rose to welcome Newman, who, in the firelight, recognized Madame
|
|
de Cintre. She gave him her hand with a smile which seemed in
|
|
itself an illumination, and, pointing to her companion, said
|
|
softly, "My brother." The gentleman offered Newman a frank,
|
|
friendly greeting, and our hero then perceived him to be the
|
|
young man who had spoken to him in the court of the hotel on his
|
|
former visit and who had struck him as a good fellow.
|
|
|
|
"Mrs. Tristram has spoken to me a great deal of you," said
|
|
Madame de Cintre gently, as she resumed her former place.
|
|
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|
Newman, after he had seated himself, began to consider what, in
|
|
truth, was his errand. He had an unusual, unexpected sense of
|
|
having wandered into a strange corner of the world. He was not
|
|
given, as a general thing, to anticipating danger, or
|
|
forecasting disaster, and he had had no social tremors on this
|
|
particular occasion. He was not timid and he was not impudent.
|
|
He felt too kindly toward himself to be the one, and too
|
|
good-naturedly toward the rest of the world to be the other.
|
|
But his native shrewdness sometimes placed his ease of temper at
|
|
its mercy; with every disposition to take things simply, it was
|
|
obliged to perceive that some things were not so simple as
|
|
others. He felt as one does in missing a step, in an ascent,
|
|
where one expected to find it. This strange, pretty woman,
|
|
sitting in fire-side talk with her brother, in the gray depths
|
|
of her inhospitable-looking house--what had he to say to her?
|
|
She seemed enveloped in a sort of fantastic privacy; on what
|
|
grounds had he pulled away the curtain? For a moment he felt as
|
|
if he had plunged into some medium as deep as the ocean, and as
|
|
if he must exert himself to keep from sinking. Meanwhile he was
|
|
looking at Madame de Cintre, and she was settling herself in her
|
|
chair and drawing in her long dress and turning her face towards
|
|
him. Their eyes met; a moment afterwards she looked away and
|
|
motioned to her brother to put a log on the fire. But the
|
|
moment, and the glance which traversed it, had been sufficient
|
|
to relieve Newman of the first and the last fit of personal
|
|
embarrassment he was ever to know. He performed the movement
|
|
which was so frequent with him, and which was always a sort of
|
|
symbol of his taking mental possession of a scene--he extended
|
|
his legs. The impression Madame de Cintre had made upon him on
|
|
their first meeting came back in an instant; it had been deeper
|
|
than he knew. She was pleasing, she was interesting; he had
|
|
opened a book and the first lines held his attention.
|
|
|
|
She asked him several questions: how lately he had seen Mrs.
|
|
Tristram, how long he had been in Paris, how long he expected to
|
|
remain there, how he liked it. She spoke English without an
|
|
accent, or rather with that distinctively British accent which,
|
|
on his arrival in Europe, had struck Newman as an altogether
|
|
foreign tongue, but which, in women, he had come to like
|
|
extremely. Here and there Madame de Cintre's utterance had a
|
|
faint shade of strangeness but at the end of ten minutes Newman
|
|
found himself waiting for these soft roughnesses. He enjoyed
|
|
them, and he marveled to see that gross thing, error, brought
|
|
down to so fine a point.
|
|
|
|
"You have a beautiful country," said Madame de Cintre, presently.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, magnificent!" said Newman. "You ought to see it."
|
|
|
|
"I shall never see it," said Madame de Cintre with a smile.
|
|
|
|
"Why not?" asked Newman.
|
|
|
|
"I don't travel; especially so far."
|
|
|
|
"But you go away sometimes; you are not always here?"
|
|
|
|
"I go away in summer, a little way, to the country."
|
|
|
|
Newman wanted to ask her something more, something personal, he
|
|
hardly knew what. "Don't you find it rather--rather quiet
|
|
here?" he said; "so far from the street?" Rather "gloomy," he
|
|
was going to say, but he reflected that that would be impolite.
|
|
|
|
"Yes, it is very quiet," said Madame de Cintre; "but we like
|
|
that."
|
|
|
|
"Ah, you like that," repeated Newman, slowly.
|
|
|
|
"Besides, I have lived here all my life."
|
|
|
|
"Lived here all your life," said Newman, in the same way.
|
|
|
|
"I was born here, and my father was born here before me, and my
|
|
grandfather, and my great-grandfathers. Were they not,
|
|
Valentin?" and she appealed to her brother.
|
|
|
|
"Yes, it's a family habit to be born here!" the young man said
|
|
with a laugh, and rose and threw the remnant of his cigarette
|
|
into the fire, and then remained leaning against the
|
|
chimney-piece. An observer would have perceived that he wished
|
|
to take a better look at Newman, whom he covertly examined,
|
|
while he stood stroking his mustache.
|
|
|
|
"Your house is tremendously old, then," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"How old is it, brother?" asked Madame de Cintre.
|
|
|
|
The young man took the two candles from the mantel-shelf, lifted
|
|
one high in each hand, and looked up toward the cornice of the
|
|
room, above the chimney-piece. This latter feature of the
|
|
apartment was of white marble, and in the familiar rococo style
|
|
of the last century; but above it was a paneling of an earlier
|
|
date, quaintly carved, painted white, and gilded here and there.
|
|
The white had turned to yellow, and the gilding was tarnished.
|
|
On the top, the figures ranged themselves into a sort of shield,
|
|
on which an armorial device was cut. Above it, in relief, was a
|
|
date--1627. "There you have it,' said the young man. "That is
|
|
old or new, according to your point of view."
|
|
|
|
"Well, over here," said Newman, "one's point of view gets
|
|
shifted round considerably." And he threw back his head and
|
|
looked about the room. "Your house is of a very curious style
|
|
of architecture," he said.
|
|
|
|
"Are you interested in architecture?" asked the young man at the
|
|
chimney-piece.
|
|
|
|
"Well, I took the trouble, this summer," said Newman, "to
|
|
examine--as well as I can calculate--some four hundred and
|
|
seventy churches. Do you call that interested?"
|
|
|
|
"Perhaps you are interested in theology," said the young man.
|
|
|
|
"Not particularly. Are you a Roman Catholic, madam?" And he
|
|
turned to Madame de Cintre.
|
|
|
|
"Yes, sir," she answered, gravely.
|
|
|
|
Newman was struck with the gravity of her tone; he threw back
|
|
his head and began to look round the room again. "Had you never
|
|
noticed that number up there?" he presently asked.
|
|
|
|
She hesitated a moment, and then, "In former years," she said.
|
|
|
|
Her brother had been watching Newman's movement. "Perhaps you
|
|
would like to examine the house," he said.
|
|
|
|
Newman slowly brought down his eyes and looked at him; he had a
|
|
vague impression that the young man at the chimney-piece was
|
|
inclined to irony. He was a handsome fellow, his face wore a
|
|
smile, his mustaches were curled up at the ends, and there was a
|
|
little dancing gleam in his eye. "Damn his French impudence!"
|
|
Newman was on the point of saying to himself. "What the deuce
|
|
is he grinning at?" He glanced at Madame de Cintre; she was
|
|
sitting with her eyes fixed on the floor. She raised them, they
|
|
met his, and she looked at her brother. Newman turned again to
|
|
this young man and observed that he strikingly resembled his
|
|
sister. This was in his favor, and our hero's first impression
|
|
of the Count Valentin, moreover, had been agreeable. His
|
|
mistrust expired, and he said he would be very glad to see the
|
|
house.
|
|
|
|
The young man gave a frank laugh, and laid his hand on one of
|
|
the candlesticks. "Good, good!" he exclaimed. "Come, then."
|
|
|
|
But Madame de Cintre rose quickly and grasped his arm, "Ah,
|
|
Valentin!" she said. "What do you mean to do?"
|
|
|
|
"To show Mr. Newman the house. It will be very amusing."
|
|
|
|
She kept her hand on his arm, and turned to Newman with a smile.
|
|
"Don't let him take you," she said; "you will not find it
|
|
amusing. It is a musty old house, like any other."
|
|
|
|
"It is full of curious things," said the count, resisting.
|
|
"Besides, I want to do it; it is a rare chance."
|
|
|
|
"You are very wicked, brother," Madame de Cintre answered.
|
|
|
|
"Nothing venture, nothing have!" cried the young man. "Will you
|
|
come?"
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre stepped toward Newman, gently clasping her
|
|
hands and smiling softly. "Would you not prefer my society,
|
|
here, by my fire, to stumbling about dark passages after my
|
|
brother?"
|
|
|
|
"A hundred times!" said Newman. "We will see the house some
|
|
other day."
|
|
|
|
The young man put down his candlestick with mock solemnity, and,
|
|
shaking his head, "Ah, you have defeated a great scheme, sir!"
|
|
he said.
|
|
|
|
"A scheme? I don't understand," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"You would have played your part in it all the better. Perhaps
|
|
some day I shall have a chance to explain it."
|
|
|
|
"Be quiet, and ring for the tea," said Madame de Cintre.
|
|
|
|
The young man obeyed, and presently a servant brought in the
|
|
tea, placed the tray on a small table, and departed. Madame de
|
|
Cintre, from her place, busied herself with making it. She had
|
|
but just begun when the door was thrown open and a lady rushed
|
|
in, making a loud rustling sound. She stared at Newman, gave a
|
|
little nod and a "Monsieur!" and then quickly approached Madame
|
|
de Cintre and presented her forehead to be kissed. Madame de
|
|
Cintre saluted her, and continued to make tea. The new-comer
|
|
was young and pretty, it seemed to Newman; she wore her bonnet
|
|
and cloak, and a train of royal proportions. She began to talk
|
|
rapidly in French. "Oh, give me some tea, my beautiful one, for
|
|
the love of God! I'm exhausted, mangled, massacred." Newman
|
|
found himself quite unable to follow her; she spoke much less
|
|
distinctly than M. Nioche.
|
|
|
|
"That is my sister-in-law," said the Count Valentin, leaning
|
|
towards him.
|
|
|
|
"She is very pretty," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Exquisite," answered the young man, and this time, again,
|
|
Newman suspected him of irony.
|
|
|
|
His sister-in-law came round to the other side of the fire with
|
|
her cup of tea in her hand, holding it out at arm's-length, so
|
|
that she might not spill it on her dress, and uttering little
|
|
cries of alarm. She placed the cup on the mantel-shelf and
|
|
begun to unpin her veil and pull off her gloves, looking
|
|
meanwhile at Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Is there any thing I can do for you, my dear lady?" the Count
|
|
Valentin asked, in a sort of mock-caressing tone.
|
|
|
|
"Present monsieur," said his sister-in-law.
|
|
|
|
The young man answered, "Mr. Newman!"
|
|
|
|
"I can't courtesy to you, monsieur, or I shall spill my tea,"
|
|
said the lady. "So Claire receives strangers, like that?" she
|
|
added, in a low voice, in French, to her brother-in-law.
|
|
|
|
"Apparently!" he answered with a smile. Newman stood a moment,
|
|
and then he approached Madame de Cintre. She looked up at him
|
|
as if she were thinking of something to say. But she seemed to
|
|
think of nothing; so she simply smiled. He sat down near her
|
|
and she handed him a cup of tea. For a few moments they talked
|
|
about that, and meanwhile he looked at her. He remembered what
|
|
Mrs. Tristram had told him of her "perfection" and of her
|
|
having, in combination, all the brilliant things that he dreamed
|
|
of finding. This made him observe her not only without
|
|
mistrust, but without uneasy conjectures; the presumption, from
|
|
the first moment he looked at her, had been in her favor. And
|
|
yet, if she was beautiful, it was not a dazzling beauty. She
|
|
was tall and moulded in long lines; she had thick fair hair, a
|
|
wide forehead, and features with a sort of harmonious
|
|
irregularity. Her clear gray eyes were strikingly expressive;
|
|
they were both gentle and intelligent, and Newman liked them
|
|
immensely; but they had not those depths of splendor--those
|
|
many-colored rays--which illumine the brows of famous beauties.
|
|
Madame de Cintre was rather thin, and she looked younger than
|
|
probably she was. In her whole person there was something both
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youthful and subdued, slender and yet ample, tranquil yet shy; a
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mixture of immaturity and repose, of innocence and dignity.
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What had Tristram meant, Newman wondered, by calling her proud?
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She was certainly not proud now, to him; or if she was, it was
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of no use, it was lost upon him; she must pile it up higher if
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she expected him to mind it. She was a beautiful woman, and it
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was very easy to get on with her. Was she a countess, a
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marquise, a kind of historical formation? Newman, who had
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rarely heard these words used, had never been at pains to attach
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any particular image to them; but they occurred to him now and
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seemed charged with a sort of melodious meaning. They signified
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something fair and softly bright, that had easy motions and
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spoke very agreeably.
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"Have you many friends in Paris; do you go out?" asked Madame de
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Cintre, who had at last thought of something to say.
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"Do you mean do I dance, and all that?"
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"Do you go dans le monde, as we say?"
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"I have seen a good many people. Mrs. Tristram has taken me
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about. I do whatever she tells me."
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"By yourself, you are not fond of amusements?"
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"Oh yes, of some sorts. I am not fond of dancing, and that sort
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of thing; I am too old and sober. But I want to be amused; I
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came to Europe for that."
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"But you can be amused in America, too."
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"I couldn't; I was always at work. But after all, that was my
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amusement."
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At this moment Madame de Bellegarde came back for another cup of
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tea, accompanied by the Count Valentin. Madame de Cintre, when
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she had served her, began to talk again with Newman, and
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recalling what he had last said, "In your own country you were
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very much occupied?" she asked.
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"l was in business. I have been in business since I was fifteen
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years old."
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"And what was your business?" asked Madame de Bellegarde, who
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was decidedly not so pretty as Madame de Cintre.
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"I have been in everything," said Newman. "At one time I sold
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leather; at one time I manufactured wash-tubs."
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Madame de Bellegarde made a little grimace. "Leather? I don't
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like that. Wash-tubs are better. I prefer the smell of soap.
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I hope at least they made your fortune." She rattled this off
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with the air of a woman who had the reputation of saying
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everything that came into her head, and with a strong French
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accent.
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Newman had spoken with cheerful seriousness, but Madame de
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Bellegarde's tone made him go on, after a meditative pause, with
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a certain light grimness of jocularity. "No, I lost money on
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wash-tubs, but I came out pretty square on leather."
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"I have made up my mind, after all," said Madame de Bellegarde,
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"that the great point is--how do you call it?--to come out
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square. I am on my knees to money; I don't deny it. If you
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have it, I ask no questions. For that I am a real
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democrat--like you, monsieur. Madame de Cintre is very proud;
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but I find that one gets much more pleasure in this sad life if
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one doesn't look too close."
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"Just Heaven, dear madam, how you go at it," said the Count
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Valentin, lowering his voice.
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"He's a man one can speak to, I suppose, since my sister
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receives him," the lady answered. "Besides, it's very true;
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those are my ideas."
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"Ah, you call them ideas," murmured the young man.
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"But Mrs. Tristram told me you had been in the army--in your
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war," said Madame de Cintre.
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"Yes, but that is not business!" said Newman.
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"Very true!" said M. de Bellegarde. "Otherwise perhaps I should
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not be penniless."
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"Is it true," asked Newman in a moment, "that you are so proud?
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I had already heard it."
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Madame de Cintre smiled. "Do you find me so?"
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"Oh," said Newman, "I am no judge. If you are proud with me,
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you will have to tell me. Otherwise I shall not know it."
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Madame de Cintre began to laugh. "That would be pride in a sad
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position!" she said.
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"It would be partly," Newman went on, "because I shouldn't want
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to know it. I want you to treat me well."
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Madame de Cintre, whose laugh had ceased, looked at him with her
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head half averted, as if she feared what he was going to say.
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"Mrs. Tristram told you the literal truth," he went on; "I want
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very much to know you. I didn't come here simply to call
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to-day; I came in the hope that you might ask me to come again."
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"Oh, pray come often," said Madame de Cintre.
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"But will you be at home?" Newman insisted. Even to himself he
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seemed a trifle "pushing," but he was, in truth, a trifle
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excited.
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"I hope so!" said Madame de Cintre.
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Newman got up. "Well, we shall see," he said smoothing his hat
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with his coat-cuff.
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"Brother," said Madame de Cintre, "invite Mr. Newman to come
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again."
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The Count Valentin looked at our hero from head to foot with his
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peculiar smile, in which impudence and urbanity seemed
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perplexingly commingled. "Are you a brave man?" he asked, eying
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him askance.
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"Well, I hope so," said Newman.
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"I rather suspect so. In that case, come again."
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"Ah, what an invitation!" murmured Madame de Cintre, with
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something painful in her smile.
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"Oh, I want Mr. Newman to come--particularly," said the young
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|
man. "It will give me great pleasure. I shall be desolate if I
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|
miss one of his visits. But I maintain he must be brave. A
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|
stout heart, sir!" And he offered Newman his hand.
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"I shall not come to see you; I shall come to see Madame de
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Cintre," said Newman.
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"You will need all the more courage."
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"Ah, Valentin!" said Madame de Cintre, appealingly.
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"Decidedly," cried Madame de Bellegarde, "I am the only person
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here capable of saying something polite! Come to see me; you
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will need no courage," she said.
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Newman gave a laugh which was not altogether an assent, and took
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his leave. Madame de Cintre did not take up her sister's
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challenge to be gracious, but she looked with a certain troubled
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air at the retreating guest.
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CHAPTER VII
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One evening very late, about a week after his visit to Madame de
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Cintre, Newman's servant brought him a card. It was that of
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young M. de Bellegarde. When, a few moments later, he went to
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receive his visitor, he found him standing in the middle of his
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great gilded parlor and eying it from cornice to carpet. M. de
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|
Bellegarde's face, it seemed to Newman, expressed a sense of
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|
lively entertainment. "What the devil is he laughing at now?"
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|
our hero asked himself. But he put the question without
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|
acrimony, for he felt that Madame de Cintre's brother was a good
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fellow, and he had a presentiment that on this basis of good
|
|
fellowship they were destined to understand each other. Only,
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|
if there was anything to laugh at, he wished to have a glimpse
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|
of it too.
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"To begin with," said the young man, as he extended his hand,
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"have I come too late?"
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"Too late for what?" asked Newman.
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"To smoke a cigar with you."
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"You would have to come early to do that," said Newman. "I
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don't smoke."
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"Ah, you are a strong man!"
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"But I keep cigars," Newman added. "Sit down."
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"Surely, I may not smoke here," said M. de Bellegarde.
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"What is the matter? Is the room too small?"
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"It is too large. It is like smoking in a ball-room, or a
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church."
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"That is what you were laughing at just now?" Newman asked; "the
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size of my room?"
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"It is not size only," replied M. de Bellegarde, "but splendor,
|
|
and harmony, and beauty of detail. It was the smile of
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|
admiration."
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|
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Newman looked at him a moment, and then, "So it IS very
|
|
ugly?" he inquired.
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"Ugly, my dear sir? It is magnificent."
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|
"That is the same thing, I suppose," said Newman. "Make yourself
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|
comfortable. Your coming to see me, I take it, is an act of
|
|
friendship. You were not obliged to. Therefore, if anything
|
|
around here amuses you, it will be all in a pleasant way. Laugh
|
|
as loud as you please; I like to see my visitors cheerful.
|
|
Only, I must make this request: that you explain the joke to me
|
|
as soon as you can speak. I don't want to lose anything,
|
|
myself."
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|
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|
M. de Bellegarde stared, with a look of unresentful perplexity.
|
|
He laid his hand on Newman's sleeve and seemed on the point of
|
|
saying something, but he suddenly checked himself, leaned back
|
|
in his chair, and puffed at his cigar. At last, however,
|
|
breaking silence,--"Certainly," he said, "my coming to see you
|
|
is an act of friendship. Nevertheless I was in a measure
|
|
obliged to do so. My sister asked me to come, and a request
|
|
from my sister is, for me, a law. I was near you, and I
|
|
observed lights in what I supposed were your rooms. It was not
|
|
a ceremonious hour for making a call, but I was not sorry to do
|
|
something that would show I was not performing a mere ceremony."
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|
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|
"Well, here I am as large as life," said Newman, extending his
|
|
legs.
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|
|
|
"I don't know what you mean," the young man went on "by giving
|
|
me unlimited leave to laugh. Certainly I am a great laugher,
|
|
and it is better to laugh too much than too little. But it is
|
|
not in order that we may laugh together--or separately--that I
|
|
have, I may say, sought your acquaintance. To speak with almost
|
|
impudent frankness, you interest me!" All this was uttered by
|
|
M. de Bellegarde with the modulated smoothness of the man of the
|
|
world, and in spite of his excellent English, of the Frenchman;
|
|
but Newman, at the same time that he sat noting its harmonious
|
|
flow, perceived that it was not mere mechanical urbanity.
|
|
Decidedly, there was something in his visitor that he liked. M.
|
|
de Bellegarde was a foreigner to his finger-tips, and if Newman
|
|
had met him on a Western prairie he would have felt it proper to
|
|
address him with a "How-d'ye-do, Mosseer?" But there was
|
|
something in his physiognomy which seemed to cast a sort of
|
|
aerial bridge over the impassable gulf produced by difference of
|
|
race. He was below the middle height, and robust and agile in
|
|
figure. Valentin de Bellegarde, Newman afterwards learned, had
|
|
a mortal dread of the robustness overtaking the agility; he was
|
|
afraid of growing stout; he was too short, as he said, to afford
|
|
a belly. He rode and fenced and practiced gymnastics with
|
|
unremitting zeal, and if you greeted him with a "How well you
|
|
are looking" he started and turned pale. In your WELL he
|
|
read a grosser monosyllable. He had a round head, high above
|
|
the ears, a crop of hair at once dense and silky, a broad, low
|
|
forehead, a short nose, of the ironical and inquiring rather
|
|
than of the dogmatic or sensitive cast, and a mustache as
|
|
delicate as that of a page in a romance. He resembled his
|
|
sister not in feature, but in the expression of his clear,
|
|
bright eye, completely void of introspection, and in the way he
|
|
smiled. The great point in his face was that it was intensely
|
|
alive--frankly, ardently, gallantly alive. The look of it was
|
|
like a bell, of which the handle might have been in the young
|
|
man's soul: at a touch of the handle it rang with a loud, silver
|
|
sound. There was something in his quick, light brown eye which
|
|
assured you that he was not economizing his consciousness. He
|
|
was not living in a corner of it to spare the furniture of the
|
|
rest. He was squarely encamped in the centre and he was keeping
|
|
open house. When he smiled, it was like the movement of a
|
|
person who in emptying a cup turns it upside down: he gave you
|
|
the last drop of his jollity. He inspired Newman with something
|
|
of the same kindness that our hero used to feel in his earlier
|
|
years for those of his companions who could perform strange and
|
|
clever tricks--make their joints crack in queer places or
|
|
whistle at the back of their mouths.
|
|
|
|
"My sister told me," M. de Bellegarde continued, "that I ought
|
|
to come and remove the impression that I had taken such great
|
|
pains to produce upon you; the impression that I am a lunatic.
|
|
Did it strike you that I behaved very oddly the other day?"
|
|
|
|
"Rather so," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"So my sister tells me." And M. de Bellegarde watched his host
|
|
for a moment through his smoke-wreaths. "If that is the case, I
|
|
think we had better let it stand. I didn't try to make you
|
|
think I was a lunatic, at all; on the contrary, I wanted to
|
|
produce a favorable impression. But if, after all, I made a
|
|
fool of myself, it was the intention of Providence. I should
|
|
injure myself by protesting too much, for I should seem to set
|
|
up a claim for wisdom which, in the sequel of our acquaintance,
|
|
I could by no means justify. Set me down as a lunatic with
|
|
intervals of sanity."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I guess you know what you are about," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"When I am sane, I am very sane; that I admit," M. de Bellegarde
|
|
answered. "But I didn't come here to talk about myself. I
|
|
should like to ask you a few questions. You allow me?"
|
|
|
|
"Give me a specimen," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"You live here all alone?"
|
|
|
|
"Absolutely. With whom should I live?"
|
|
|
|
"For the moment," said M. de Bellegarde with a smile "I am
|
|
asking questions, not answering them. You have come to Paris
|
|
for your pleasure?"
|
|
|
|
Newman was silent a while. Then, at last, "Every one asks me
|
|
that!" he said with his mild slowness. "It sounds so awfully
|
|
foolish."
|
|
|
|
"But at any rate you had a reason."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I came for my pleasure!" said Newman. "Though it is
|
|
foolish, it is true."
|
|
|
|
"And you are enjoying it?"
|
|
|
|
Like any other good American, Newman thought it as well not to
|
|
truckle to the foreigner. "Oh, so-so," he answered.
|
|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde puffed his cigar again in silence. "For
|
|
myself," he said at last, "I am entirely at your service.
|
|
Anything I can do for you I shall be very happy to do. Call
|
|
upon me at your convenience. Is there any one you desire to
|
|
know--anything you wish to see? It is a pity you should not
|
|
enjoy Paris."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I do enjoy it!" said Newman, good-naturedly. "I'm much
|
|
obligated to you."
|
|
|
|
"Honestly speaking," M. de Bellegarde went on, "there is
|
|
something absurd to me in hearing myself make you these offers.
|
|
They represent a great deal of goodwill, but they represent
|
|
little else. You are a successful man and I am a failure, and
|
|
it's a turning of the tables to talk as if I could lend you a
|
|
hand."
|
|
|
|
"In what way are you a failure?" asked Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I'm not a tragical failure!" cried the young man with a
|
|
laugh. "I have fallen from a height, and my fiasco has made no
|
|
noise. You, evidently, are a success. You have made a fortune,
|
|
you have built up an edifice, you are a financial, commercial
|
|
power, you can travel about the world until you have found a
|
|
soft spot, and lie down in it with the consciousness of having
|
|
earned your rest. Is not that true? Well, imagine the exact
|
|
reverse of all that, and you have me. I have done nothing--I
|
|
can do nothing!"
|
|
|
|
"Why not?"
|
|
|
|
"It's a long story. Some day I will tell you. Meanwhile, I'm
|
|
right, eh? You are a success? You have made a fortune? It's
|
|
none of my business, but, in short, you are rich?"
|
|
|
|
"That's another thing that it sounds foolish to say," said
|
|
Newman. "Hang it, no man is rich!"
|
|
|
|
"I have heard philosophers affirm," laughed M. de Bellegarde,
|
|
"that no man was poor; but your formula strikes me as an
|
|
improvement. As a general thing, I confess, I don't like
|
|
successful people, and I find clever men who have made great
|
|
fortunes very offensive. They tread on my toes; they make me
|
|
uncomfortable. But as soon as I saw you, I said to myself.
|
|
'Ah, there is a man with whom I shall get on. He has the
|
|
good-nature of success and none of the morgue; he has not
|
|
our confoundedly irritable French vanity.' In short, I took a
|
|
fancy to you. We are very different, I'm sure; I don't believe
|
|
there is a subject on which we think or feel alike. But I
|
|
rather think we shall get on, for there is such a thing, you
|
|
know, as being too different to quarrel."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I never quarrel," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Never! Sometimes it's a duty--or at least it's a pleasure.
|
|
Oh, I have had two or three delicious quarrels in my day!" and
|
|
M. de Bellegarde's handsome smile assumed, at the memory of
|
|
these incidents, an almost voluptuous intensity.
|
|
|
|
With the preamble embodied in his share of the foregoing
|
|
fragment of dialogue, he paid our hero a long visit; as the two
|
|
men sat with their heels on Newman's glowing hearth, they heard
|
|
the small hours of the morning striking larger from a far-off
|
|
belfry. Valentin de Bellegarde was, by his own confession, at
|
|
all times a great chatterer, and on this occasion he was
|
|
evidently in a particularly loquacious mood. It was a tradition
|
|
of his race that people of its blood always conferred a favor by
|
|
their smiles, and as his enthusiasms were as rare as his
|
|
civility was constant, he had a double reason for not suspecting
|
|
that his friendship could ever be importunate. Moreover, the
|
|
flower of an ancient stem as he was, tradition (since I have
|
|
used the word) had in his temperament nothing of disagreeable
|
|
rigidity. It was muffled in sociability and urbanity, as an old
|
|
dowager in her laces and strings of pearls. Valentin was what
|
|
is called in France a gentilhomme, of the purest source, and
|
|
his rule of life, so far as it was definite, was to play the
|
|
part of a gentilhomme. This, it seemed to him, was enough to
|
|
occupy comfortably a young man of ordinary good parts. But all
|
|
that he was he was by instinct and not by theory, and the
|
|
amiability of his character was so great that certain of the
|
|
aristocratic virtues, which in some aspects seem rather brittle
|
|
and trenchant, acquired in his application of them an extreme
|
|
geniality. In his younger years he had been suspected of low
|
|
tastes, and his mother had greatly feared he would make a slip
|
|
in the mud of the highway and bespatter the family shield. He
|
|
had been treated, therefore, to more than his share of schooling
|
|
and drilling, but his instructors had not succeeded in mounting
|
|
him upon stilts. They could not spoil his safe spontaneity, and
|
|
he remained the least cautious and the most lucky of young
|
|
nobles. He had been tied with so short a rope in his youth that
|
|
he had now a mortal grudge against family discipline. He had
|
|
been known to say, within the limits of the family, that,
|
|
light-headed as he was, the honor of the name was safer in his
|
|
hands than in those of some of it's other members, and that if a
|
|
day ever came to try it, they should see. His talk was an odd
|
|
mixture of almost boyish garrulity and of the reserve and
|
|
discretion of the man of the world, and he seemed to Newman, as
|
|
afterwards young members of the Latin races often seemed to him,
|
|
now amusingly juvenile and now appallingly mature. In America,
|
|
Newman reflected, lads of twenty-five and thirty have old heads
|
|
and young hearts, or at least young morals; here they have young
|
|
heads and very aged hearts, morals the most grizzled and
|
|
wrinkled.
|
|
|
|
"What I envy you is your liberty," observed M. de Bellegarde,
|
|
"your wide range, your freedom to come and go, your not having a
|
|
lot of people, who take themselves awfully seriously, expecting
|
|
something of you. I live," he added with a sigh, "beneath the
|
|
eyes of my admirable mother."
|
|
|
|
"It is your own fault; what is to hinder your ranging?" said
|
|
Newman.
|
|
|
|
"There is a delightful simplicity in that remark! Everything is
|
|
to hinder me. To begin with, I have not a penny."
|
|
|
|
"I had not a penny when I began to range."
|
|
|
|
"Ah, but your poverty was your capital. Being an American, it
|
|
was impossible you should remain what you were born, and being
|
|
born poor--do I understand it?--it was therefore inevitable that
|
|
you should become rich. You were in a position that makes one's
|
|
mouth water; you looked round you and saw a world full of things
|
|
you had only to step up to and take hold of. When I was twenty,
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I looked around me and saw a world with everything ticketed
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'Hands off!' and the deuce of it was that the ticket seemed
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meant only for me. I couldn't go into business, I couldn't make
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money, because I was a Bellegarde. I couldn't go into politics,
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because I was a Bellegarde--the Bellegardes don't recognize the
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Bonapartes. I couldn't go into literature, because I was a
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dunce. I couldn't marry a rich girl, because no Bellegarde had
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ever married a roturiere, and it was not proper that I
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should begin. We shall have to come to it, yet. Marriageable
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heiresses, de notre bord, are not to be had for nothing; it
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must be name for name, and fortune for fortune. The only thing
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I could do was to go and fight for the Pope. That I did,
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punctiliously, and received an apostolic flesh-wound at
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Castlefidardo. It did neither the Holy Father nor me any good,
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that I could see. Rome was doubtless a very amusing place in
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the days of Caligula, but it has sadly fallen off since. I
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passed three years in the Castle of St. Angelo, and then came
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back to secular life."
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"So you have no profession--you do nothing," said Newman.
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"I do nothing! I am supposed to amuse myself, and, to tell the
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truth, I have amused myself. One can, if one knows how. But
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you can't keep it up forever. I am good for another five years,
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perhaps, but I foresee that after that I shall lose my appetite.
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Then what shall I do? I think I shall turn monk. Seriously, I
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think I shall tie a rope round my waist and go into a monastery.
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It was an old custom, and the old customs were very good.
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People understood life quite as well as we do. They kept the
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pot boiling till it cracked, and then they put it on the shelf
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altogether."
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"Are you very religious?" asked Newman, in a tone which gave the
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inquiry a grotesque effect.
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M. de Bellegarde evidently appreciated the comical element in
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the question, but he looked at Newman a moment with extreme
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soberness. "I am a very good Catholic. I respect the Church.
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I adore the blessed Virgin. I fear the Devil."
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"Well, then," said Newman, "you are very well fixed. You have
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got pleasure in the present and religion in the future; what do
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you complain of?"
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"It's a part of one's pleasure to complain. There is something
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in your own circumstances that irritates me. You are the first
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man I have ever envied. It's singular, but so it is. I have
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known many men who, besides any factitious advantages that I may
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possess, had money and brains into the bargain; but somehow they
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have never disturbed my good-humor. But you have got something
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that I should have liked to have. It is not money, it is not
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even brains--though no doubt yours are excellent. It is not
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your six feet of height, though I should have rather liked to be
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a couple of inches taller. It's a sort of air you have of being
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thoroughly at home in the world. When I was a boy, my father
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told me that it was by such an air as that that people
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recognized a Bellegarde. He called my attention to it. He
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didn't advise me to cultivate it; he said that as we grew up it
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always came of itself. I supposed it had come to me, because I
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think I have always had the feeling. My place in life was made
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for me, and it seemed easy to occupy it. But you who, as I
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understand it, have made your own place, you who, as you told us
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the other day, have manufactured wash-tubs--you strike me,
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somehow, as a man who stands at his ease, who looks at things
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from a height. I fancy you going about the world like a man
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traveling on a railroad in which he owns a large amount of
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stock. You make me feel as if I had missed something. What is
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it?"
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"It is the proud consciousness of honest toil--of having
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manufactured a few wash-tubs," said Newman, at once jocose and
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serious.
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"Oh no; I have seen men who had done even more, men who had made
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not only wash-tubs, but soap--strong-smelling yellow soap, in
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great bars; and they never made me the least uncomfortable."
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"Then it's the privilege of being an American citizen," said
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Newman. "That sets a man up."
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"Possibly," rejoined M. de Bellegarde. "But I am forced to say
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that I have seen a great many American citizens who didn't seem
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at all set up or in the least like large stock-holders. I never
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|
envied them. I rather think the thing is an accomplishment of
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your own."
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"Oh, come," said Newman, "you will make me proud!"
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"No, I shall not. You have nothing to do with pride, or with
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humility--that is a part of this easy manner of yours. People
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|
are proud only when they have something to lose, and humble when
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they have something to gain."
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"I don't know what I have to lose," said Newman, "but I
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certainly have something to gain."
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"What is it?" asked his visitor.
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Newman hesitated a while. "I will tell you when I know you
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better."
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"I hope that will be soon! Then, if I can help you to gain it,
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I shall be happy."
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"Perhaps you may," said Newman.
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"Don't forget, then, that I am your servant," M. de Bellegarde
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|
answered; and shortly afterwards he took his departure.
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During the next three weeks Newman saw Bellegarde several times,
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|
and without formally swearing an eternal friendship the two men
|
|
established a sort of comradeship. To Newman, Bellegarde was
|
|
the ideal Frenchman, the Frenchman of tradition and romance, so
|
|
far as our hero was concerned with these mystical influences.
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|
Gallant, expansive, amusing, more pleased himself with the
|
|
effect he produced than those (even when they were well pleased)
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|
for whom he produced it; a master of all the distinctively
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|
social virtues and a votary of all agreeable sensations; a
|
|
devotee of something mysterious and sacred to which he
|
|
occasionally alluded in terms more ecstatic even than those in
|
|
which he spoke of the last pretty woman, and which was simply
|
|
the beautiful though somewhat superannuated image of HONOR;
|
|
he was irresistibly entertaining and enlivening, and he formed a
|
|
character to which Newman was as capable of doing justice when
|
|
he had once been placed in contact with it, as he was unlikely,
|
|
in musing upon the possible mixtures of our human ingredients,
|
|
mentally to have foreshadowed it. Bellegarde did not in the
|
|
least cause him to modify his needful premise that all Frenchmen
|
|
are of a frothy and imponderable substance; he simply reminded
|
|
him that light materials may be beaten up into a most agreeable
|
|
compound. No two companions could be more different, but their
|
|
differences made a capital basis for a friendship of which the
|
|
distinctive characteristic was that it was extremely amusing to
|
|
each.
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|
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|
Valentin de Bellegarde lived in the basement of an old house in
|
|
the Rue d'Anjou St. Honore, and his small apartments lay
|
|
between the court of the house and an old garden which spread
|
|
itself behind it--one of those large, sunless humid gardens into
|
|
which you look unexpectingly in Paris from back windows,
|
|
wondering how among the grudging habitations they find their
|
|
space. When Newman returned Bellegarde's visit, he hinted that
|
|
HIS lodging was at least as much a laughing matter as his
|
|
own. But its oddities were of a different cast from those of
|
|
our hero's gilded saloons on the Boulevard Haussmann: the place
|
|
was low, dusky, contracted, and crowded with curious
|
|
bric-a-brac. Bellegarde, penniless patrician as he was, was an
|
|
insatiable collector, and his walls were covered with rusty arms
|
|
and ancient panels and platters, his doorways draped in faded
|
|
tapestries, his floors muffled in the skins of beasts. Here and
|
|
there was one of those uncomfortable tributes to elegance in
|
|
which the upholsterer's art, in France, is so prolific; a
|
|
curtain recess with a sheet of looking-glass in which, among the
|
|
shadows, you could see nothing; a divan on which, for its
|
|
festoons and furbelows, you could not sit; a fireplace draped,
|
|
flounced, and frilled to the complete exclusion of fire. The
|
|
young man's possessions were in picturesque disorder, and his
|
|
apartment was pervaded by the odor of cigars, mingled with
|
|
perfumes more inscrutable. Newman thought it a damp, gloomy
|
|
place to live in, and was puzzled by the obstructive and
|
|
fragmentary character of the furniture.
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde, according to the custom of his country talked very
|
|
generously about himself, and unveiled the mysteries of his
|
|
private history with an unsparing hand. Inevitably, he had a
|
|
vast deal to say about women, and he used frequently to indulge
|
|
in sentimental and ironical apostrophes to these authors of his
|
|
joys and woes. "Oh, the women, the women, and the things they
|
|
have made me do!" he would exclaim with a lustrous eye.
|
|
"C'est egal, of all the follies and stupidities I have committed
|
|
for them I would not have missed one!" On this subject Newman
|
|
maintained an habitual reserve; to expatiate largely upon it had
|
|
always seemed to him a proceeding vaguely analogous to the
|
|
cooing of pigeons and the chattering of monkeys, and even
|
|
inconsistent with a fully developed human character. But
|
|
Bellegarde's confidences greatly amused him, and rarely
|
|
displeased him, for the generous young Frenchman was not a
|
|
cynic. "I really think," he had once said, "that I am not more
|
|
depraved than most of my contemporaries. They are tolerably
|
|
depraved, my contemporaries!" He said wonderfully pretty things
|
|
about his female friends, and, numerous and various as they had
|
|
been, declared that on the whole there was more good in them
|
|
than harm. "But you are not to take that as advice," he added.
|
|
"As an authority I am very untrustworthy. I'm prejudiced in
|
|
their favor; I'm an IDEALIST!" Newman listened to him with
|
|
his impartial smile, and was glad, for his own sake, that he had
|
|
fine feelings; but he mentally repudiated the idea of a
|
|
Frenchman having discovered any merit in the amiable sex which
|
|
he himself did not suspect. M. de Bellegarde, however, did not
|
|
confine his conversation to the autobiographical channel; he
|
|
questioned our hero largely as to the events of his own life,
|
|
and Newman told him some better stories than any that Bellegarde
|
|
carried in his budget. He narrated his career, in fact, from
|
|
the beginning, through all its variations, and whenever his
|
|
companion's credulity, or his habits of gentility, appeared to
|
|
protest, it amused him to heighten the color of the episode.
|
|
Newman had sat with Western humorists in knots, round cast-iron
|
|
stoves, and seen "tall" stories grow taller without toppling
|
|
over, and his own imagination had learned the trick of piling up
|
|
consistent wonders. Bellegarde's regular attitude at last
|
|
became that of laughing self-defense; to maintain his reputation
|
|
as an all-knowing Frenchman, he doubted of everything,
|
|
wholesale. The result of this was that Newman found it
|
|
impossible to convince him of certain time-honored verities.
|
|
|
|
"But the details don't matter," said M. de Bellegarde. "You
|
|
have evidently had some surprising adventures; you have seen
|
|
some strange sides of life, you have revolved to and fro over a
|
|
whole continent as I walked up and down the Boulevard. You are
|
|
a man of the world with a vengeance! You have spent some deadly
|
|
dull hours, and you have done some extremely disagreeable
|
|
things: you have shoveled sand, as a boy, for supper, and you
|
|
have eaten roast dog in a gold-diggers' camp. You have stood
|
|
casting up figures for ten hours at a time, and you have sat
|
|
through Methodist sermons for the sake of looking at a pretty
|
|
girl in another pew. All that is rather stiff, as we say. But
|
|
at any rate you have done something and you are something; you
|
|
have used your will and you have made your fortune. You have
|
|
not stupified yourself with debauchery and you have not
|
|
mortgaged your fortune to social conveniences. You take things
|
|
easily, and you have fewer prejudices even than I, who pretend
|
|
to have none, but who in reality have three or four. Happy man,
|
|
you are strong and you are free. But what the deuce," demanded
|
|
the young man in conclusion, "do you propose to do with such
|
|
advantages? Really to use them you need a better world than
|
|
this. There is nothing worth your while here."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I think there is something," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"What is it?"
|
|
|
|
"Well," murmured Newman, "I will tell you some other time!"
|
|
|
|
In this way our hero delayed from day to day broaching a subject
|
|
which he had very much at heart. Meanwhile, however, he was
|
|
growing practically familiar with it; in other words, he had
|
|
called again, three times, on Madame de Cintre. On only two of
|
|
these occasions had he found her at home, and on each of them
|
|
she had other visitors. Her visitors were numerous and
|
|
extremely loquacious, and they exacted much of their hostess's
|
|
attention. She found time, however, to bestow a little of it on
|
|
Newman, in an occasional vague smile, the very vagueness of
|
|
which pleased him, allowing him as it did to fill it out
|
|
mentally, both at the time and afterwards, with such meanings as
|
|
most pleased him. He sat by without speaking, looking at the
|
|
entrances and exits, the greetings and chatterings, of Madame de
|
|
Cintre's visitors. He felt as if he were at the play, and as if
|
|
his own speaking would be an interruption; sometimes he wished
|
|
he had a book, to follow the dialogue; he half expected to see a
|
|
woman in a white cap and pink ribbons come and offer him one for
|
|
two francs. Some of the ladies looked at him very hard--or very
|
|
soft, as you please; others seemed profoundly unconscious of his
|
|
presence. The men looked only at Madame de Cintre. This was
|
|
inevitable; for whether one called her beautiful or not she
|
|
entirely occupied and filled one's vision, just as an agreeable
|
|
sound fills one's ear. Newman had but twenty distinct words
|
|
with her, but he carried away an impression to which solemn
|
|
promises could not have given a higher value. She was part of
|
|
the play that he was seeing acted, quite as much as her
|
|
companions; but how she filled the stage and how much better she
|
|
did it! Whether she rose or seated herself; whether she went
|
|
with her departing friends to the door and lifted up the heavy
|
|
curtain as they passed out, and stood an instant looking after
|
|
them and giving them the last nod; or whether she leaned back in
|
|
her chair with her arms crossed and her eyes resting, listening
|
|
and smiling; she gave Newman the feeling that he should like to
|
|
have her always before him, moving slowly to and fro along the
|
|
whole scale of expressive hospitality. If it might be TO
|
|
him, it would be well; if it might be FOR him, it would be
|
|
still better! She was so tall and yet so light, so active and
|
|
yet so still, so elegant and yet so simple, so frank and yet so
|
|
mysterious! It was the mystery--it was what she was off the
|
|
stage, as it were--that interested Newman most of all. He could
|
|
not have told you what warrant he had for talking about
|
|
mysteries; if it had been his habit to express himself in poetic
|
|
figures he might have said that in observing Madame de Cintre he
|
|
seemed to see the vague circle which sometimes accompanies the
|
|
partly-filled disk of the moon. It was not that she was
|
|
reserved; on the contrary, she was as frank as flowing water.
|
|
But he was sure she had qualities which she herself did not
|
|
suspect.
|
|
|
|
He had abstained for several reasons from saying some of these
|
|
things to Bellegarde. One reason was that before proceeding to
|
|
any act he was always circumspect, conjectural, contemplative;
|
|
he had little eagerness, as became a man who felt that whenever
|
|
he really began to move he walked with long steps. And then, it
|
|
simply pleased him not to speak--it occupied him, it excited
|
|
him. But one day Bellegarde had been dining with him, at a
|
|
restaurant, and they had sat long over their dinner. On rising
|
|
from it, Bellegarde proposed that, to help them through the rest
|
|
of the evening, they should go and see Madame Dandelard. Madame
|
|
Dandelard was a little Italian lady who had married a Frenchman
|
|
who proved to be a rake and a brute and the torment of her life.
|
|
Her husband had spent all her money, and then, lacking the means
|
|
of obtaining more expensive pleasures, had taken, in his duller
|
|
hours, to beating her. She had a blue spot somewhere, which she
|
|
showed to several persons, including Bellegarde. She had
|
|
obtained a separation from her husband, collected the scraps of
|
|
her fortune (they were very meagre) and come to live in Paris,
|
|
where she was staying at a hotel garni. She was always
|
|
looking for an apartment, and visiting, inquiringly, those of
|
|
other people. She was very pretty, very childlike, and she made
|
|
very extraordinary remarks. Bellegarde had made her
|
|
acquaintance, and the source of his interest in her was,
|
|
according to his own declaration, a curiosity as to what would
|
|
become of her. "She is poor, she is pretty, and she is silly,"
|
|
he said, "it seems to me she can go only one way. It's a pity,
|
|
but it can't be helped. I will give her six months. She has
|
|
nothing to fear from me, but I am watching the process. I am
|
|
curious to see just how things will go. Yes, I know what you
|
|
are going to say: this horrible Paris hardens one's heart. But
|
|
it quickens one's wits, and it ends by teaching one a refinement
|
|
of observation! To see this little woman's little drama play
|
|
itself out, now, is, for me, an intellectual pleasure."
|
|
|
|
"If she is going to throw herself away," Newman had said, "you
|
|
ought to stop her."
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|
|
|
"Stop her? How stop her?"
|
|
|
|
"Talk to her; give her some good advice."
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde laughed. "Heaven deliver us both! Imagine the
|
|
situation! Go and advise her yourself."
|
|
|
|
It was after this that Newman had gone with Bellegarde to see
|
|
Madame Dandelard. When they came away, Bellegarde reproached
|
|
his companion. "Where was your famous advice?" he asked. "I
|
|
didn't hear a word of it."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I give it up," said Newman, simply.
|
|
|
|
"Then you are as bad as I!" said Bellegarde.
|
|
|
|
"No, because I don't take an 'intellectual pleasure' in her
|
|
prospective adventures. I don't in the least want to see her
|
|
going down hill. I had rather look the other way. But why," he
|
|
asked, in a moment, "don't you get your sister to go and see
|
|
her?"
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde stared. "Go and see Madame Dandelard--my sister?"
|
|
|
|
"She might talk to her to very good purpose."
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde shook his head with sudden gravity. "My sister can't
|
|
see that sort of person. Madame Dandelard is nothing at all;
|
|
they would never meet."
|
|
|
|
"I should think," said Newman, "that your sister might see whom
|
|
she pleased." And he privately resolved that after he knew her
|
|
a little better he would ask Madame de Cintre to go and talk to
|
|
the foolish little Italian lady.
|
|
|
|
After his dinner with Bellegarde, on the occasion I have
|
|
mentioned, he demurred to his companion's proposal that they
|
|
should go again and listen to Madame Dandelard describe her
|
|
sorrows and her bruises.
|
|
|
|
"I have something better in mind," he said; "come home with me
|
|
and finish the evening before my fire."
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde always welcomed the prospect of a long stretch of
|
|
conversation, and before long the two men sat watching the great
|
|
blaze which scattered its scintillations over the high
|
|
adornments of Newman's ball-room.
|
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|
CHAPTER VIII
|
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|
|
Tell me something about your sister," Newman began abruptly.
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde turned and gave him a quick look. "Now that I think
|
|
of it, you have never yet asked me a question about her."
|
|
|
|
"I know that very well."
|
|
|
|
"If it is because you don't trust me, you are very right," said
|
|
Bellegarde. "I can't talk of her rationally. I admire her too
|
|
much."
|
|
|
|
"Talk of her as you can," rejoined Newman. "Let yourself go."
|
|
|
|
"Well, we are very good friends; we are such a brother and
|
|
sister as have not been seen since Orestes and Electra. You
|
|
have seen her; you know what she is: tall, thin, light,
|
|
imposing, and gentle, half a grande dame and half an angel;
|
|
a mixture of pride and humility, of the eagle and the dove. She
|
|
looks like a statue which had failed as stone, resigned itself
|
|
to its grave defects, and come to life as flesh and blood, to
|
|
wear white capes and long trains. All I can say is that she
|
|
really possesses every merit that her face, her glance, her
|
|
smile, the tone of her voice, lead you to expect; it is saying a
|
|
great deal. As a general thing, when a woman seems very
|
|
charming, I should say 'Beware!' But in proportion as Claire
|
|
seems charming you may fold your arms and let yourself float
|
|
with the current; you are safe. She is so good! I have never
|
|
seen a woman half so perfect or so complete. She has
|
|
everything; that is all I can say about her. There!" Bellegarde
|
|
concluded; "I told you I should rhapsodize."
|
|
|
|
Newman was silent a while, as if he were turning over his
|
|
companion's words. "She is very good, eh?" he repeated at last.
|
|
|
|
"Divinely good!"
|
|
|
|
"Kind, charitable, gentle, generous?"
|
|
|
|
"Generosity itself; kindness double-distilled!"
|
|
|
|
"Is she clever?"
|
|
|
|
"She is the most intelligent woman I know. Try her, some day,
|
|
with something difficult, and you will see."
|
|
|
|
"Is she fond of admiration?"
|
|
|
|
"Parbleu!" cried Bellegarde; "what woman is not?"
|
|
|
|
"Ah, when they are too fond of admiration they commit all kinds
|
|
of follies to get it."
|
|
|
|
"I did not say she was too fond!" Bellegarde exclaimed. "Heaven
|
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forbid I should say anything so idiotic. She is not too
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anything! If I were to say she was ugly, I should not mean she
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was too ugly. She is fond of pleasing, and if you are pleased
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she is grateful. If you are not pleased, she lets it pass and
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thinks the worst neither of you nor of herself. I imagine,
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though, she hopes the saints in heaven are, for I am sure she is
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incapable of trying to please by any means of which they would
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disapprove."
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"Is she grave or gay?" asked Newman.
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"She is both; not alternately, for she is always the same.
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There is gravity in her gayety, and gayety in her gravity. But
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there is no reason why she should be particularly gay."
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"Is she unhappy?"
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"I won't say that, for unhappiness is according as one takes
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things, and Claire takes them according to some receipt
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communicated to her by the Blessed Virgin in a vision. To be
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unhappy is to be disagreeable, which, for her, is out of the
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question. So she has arranged her circumstances so as to be
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happy in them."
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"She is a philosopher," said Newman.
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"No, she is simply a very nice woman."
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"Her circumstances, at any rate, have been disagreeable?"
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Bellegarde hesitated a moment--a thing he very rarely did. "Oh,
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my dear fellow, if I go into the history of my family I shall
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give you more than you bargain for."
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"No, on the contrary, I bargain for that," said Newman.
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"We shall have to appoint a special seance, then, beginning
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early. Suffice it for the present that Claire has not slept on
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roses. She made at eighteen a marriage that was expected to be
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brilliant, but that turned out like a lamp that goes out; all
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smoke and bad smell. M. de Cintre was sixty years old, and an
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odious old gentleman. He lived, however, but a short time, and
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after his death his family pounced upon his money, brought a
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lawsuit against his widow, and pushed things very hard. Their
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case was a good one, for M. de Cintre, who had been trustee for
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some of his relatives, appeared to have been guilty of some very
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irregular practices. In the course of the suit some revelations
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were made as to his private history which my sister found so
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displeasing that she ceased to defend herself and washed her
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hands of the property. This required some pluck, for she was
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between two fires, her husband's family opposing her and her own
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family forcing her. My mother and my brother wished her to
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cleave to what they regarded as her rights. But she resisted
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firmly, and at last bought her freedom-obtained my mother's
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assent to dropping the suit at the price of a promise."
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"What was the promise?"
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To do anything else, for the next ten years, that was asked of
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her--anything, that is, but marry."
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"She had disliked her husband very much?"
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"No one knows how much!"
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"The marriage had been made in your horrible French way," Newman
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continued, "made by the two families, without her having any
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voice?"
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"It was a chapter for a novel. She saw M. de Cintre for the
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first time a month before the wedding, after everything, to the
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minutest detail, had been arranged. She turned white when she
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looked at him, and white remained till her wedding-day. The
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evening before the ceremony she swooned away, and she spent the
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whole night in sobs. My mother sat holding her two hands, and
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my brother walked up and down the room. I declared it was
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revolting and told my sister publicly that if she would refuse,
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downright, I would stand by her. I was told to go about my
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business, and she became Comtesse de Cintre."
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"Your brother," said Newman, reflectively, "must be a very nice
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young man."
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"He is very nice, though he is not young. He is upward of
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fifty, fifteen years my senior. He has been a father to my
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sister and me. He is a very remarkable man; he has the best
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manners in France. He is extremely clever; indeed he is very
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learned. He is writing a history of The Princesses of France
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Who Never Married." This was said by Bellegarde with extreme
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gravity, looking straight at Newman, and with an eye that
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betokened no mental reservation; or that, at least, almost
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|
betokened none.
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Newman perhaps discovered there what little there was, for he
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presently said, "You don't love your brother."
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"I beg your pardon," said Bellegarde, ceremoniously; "well-bred
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people always love their brothers."
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"Well, I don't love him, then!" Newman answered.
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"Wait till you know him!" rejoined Bellegarde, and this time he
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smiled.
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"Is your mother also very remarkable?" Newman asked, after a
|
|
pause.
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"For my mother," said Bellegarde, now with intense gravity, "I
|
|
have the highest admiration. She is a very extraordinary woman.
|
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You cannot approach her without perceiving it."
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"She is the daughter, I believe, of an English nobleman."
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"Of the Earl of St. Dunstan's."
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"Is the Earl of St. Dunstan's a very old family?"
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"So-so; the sixteenth century. It is on my father's side that
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we go back--back, back, back. The family antiquaries themselves
|
|
lose breath. At last they stop, panting and fanning themselves,
|
|
somewhere in the ninth century, under Charlemagne. That is
|
|
where we begin."
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"There is no mistake about it?" said Newman.
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"I'm sure I hope not. We have been mistaken at least for
|
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several centuries."
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"And you have always married into old families?"
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"As a rule; though in so long a stretch of time there have been
|
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some exceptions. Three or four Bellegardes, in the seventeenth
|
|
and eighteenth centuries, took wives out of the
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|
bourgoisie--married lawyers' daughters."
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"A lawyer's daughter; that's very bad, is it?" asked Newman.
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"Horrible! one of us, in the middle ages, did better: he married
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a beggar-maid, like King Cophetua. That was really better; it
|
|
was like marrying a bird or a monkey; one didn't have to think
|
|
about her family at all. Our women have always done well; they
|
|
have never even gone into the petite noblesse. There is, I
|
|
believe, not a case on record of a misalliance among the women."
|
|
|
|
Newman turned this over for a while, and, then at last he said,
|
|
"You offered, the first time you came to see me to render me any
|
|
service you could. I told you that some time I would mention
|
|
something you might do. Do you remember?"
|
|
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|
"Remember? I have been counting the hours."
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|
|
|
"Very well; here's your chance. Do what you can to make your
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|
sister think well of me."
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|
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|
Bellegarde stared, with a smile. "Why, I'm sure she thinks as
|
|
well of you as possible, already."
|
|
|
|
"An opinion founded on seeing me three or four times? That is
|
|
putting me off with very little. l want something more. I have
|
|
been thinking of it a good deal, and at last I have decided to
|
|
tell you. I should like very much to marry Madame de Cintre."
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde had been looking at him with quickened expectancy,
|
|
and with the smile with which he had greeted Newman's allusion
|
|
to his promised request. At this last announcement he continued
|
|
to gaze; but his smile went through two or three curious phases.
|
|
It felt, apparently, a momentary impulse to broaden; but this it
|
|
immediately checked. Then it remained for some instants taking
|
|
counsel with itself, at the end of which it decreed a retreat.
|
|
It slowly effaced itself and left a look of seriousness modified
|
|
by the desire not to be rude. Extreme surprise had come into
|
|
the Count Valentin's face; but he had reflected that it would be
|
|
uncivil to leave it there. And yet, what the deuce was he to do
|
|
with it? He got up, in his agitation, and stood before the
|
|
chimney-piece, still looking at Newman. He was a longer time
|
|
thinking what to say than one would have expected.
|
|
|
|
"If you can't render me the service I ask," said Newman, "say it
|
|
out!"
|
|
|
|
"Let me hear it again, distinctly," said Bellegarde. "It's very
|
|
important, you know. I shall plead your cause with my sister,
|
|
because you want--you want to marry her? That's it, eh?"
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I don't say plead my cause, exactly; I shall try and do
|
|
that myself. But say a good word for me, now and then--let her
|
|
know that you think well of me."
|
|
|
|
At this, Bellegarde gave a little light laugh.
|
|
|
|
"What I want chiefly, after all," Newman went on, "is just to
|
|
let you know what I have in mind. I suppose that is what you
|
|
expect, isn't it? I want to do what is customary over here. If
|
|
there is any thing particular to be done, let me know and l will
|
|
do it. I wouldn't for the world approach Madame de Cintre
|
|
without all the proper forms. If I ought to go and tell your
|
|
mother, why I will go and tell her. I will go and tell your
|
|
brother, even. I will go and tell any one you please. As I
|
|
don't know any one else, I begin by telling you. But that, if
|
|
it is a social obligation, is a pleasure as well."
|
|
|
|
"Yes, I see--I see," said Bellegarde, lightly stroking his chin.
|
|
"You have a very right feeling about it, but I'm glad you have
|
|
begun with me." He paused, hesitated, and then turned away and
|
|
walked slowly the length of the room. Newman got up and stood
|
|
leaning against the mantel-shelf, with his hands in his pockets,
|
|
watching Bellegarde's promenade. The young Frenchman came back
|
|
and stopped in front of him. "I give it up," he said; "I will
|
|
not pretend I am not surprised. I am--hugely! Ouf! It's a
|
|
relief."
|
|
|
|
"That sort of news is always a surprise," said Newman. "No
|
|
matter what you have done, people are never prepared. But if
|
|
you are so surprised, I hope at least you are pleased."
|
|
|
|
"Come!" said Bellegarde. "I am going to be tremendously frank.
|
|
I don't know whether I am pleased or horrified."
|
|
|
|
"If you are pleased, I shall be glad," said Newman, "and I shall
|
|
be--encouraged. If you are horrified, I shall be sorry, but I
|
|
shall not be discouraged. You must make the best of it."
|
|
|
|
"That is quite right--that is your only possible attitude. You
|
|
are perfectly serious?"
|
|
|
|
"Am I a Frenchman, that I should not be?" asked Newman. "But
|
|
why is it, by the bye, that you should be horrified?"
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde raised his hand to the back of his head and rubbed
|
|
his hair quickly up and down, thrusting out the tip of his
|
|
tongue as he did so. "Why, you are not noble, for instance," he
|
|
said.
|
|
|
|
"The devil I am not!" exclaimed Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Oh," said Bellegarde a little more seriously, "I did not know
|
|
you had a title."
|
|
|
|
"A title? What do you mean by a title?" asked Newman. "A
|
|
count, a duke, a marquis? I don't know anything about that, I
|
|
don't know who is and who is not. But I say I am noble. I
|
|
don't exactly know what you mean by it, but it's a fine word and
|
|
a fine idea; I put in a claim to it."
|
|
|
|
"But what have you to show, my dear fellow, what proofs?"
|
|
|
|
"Anything you please! But you don't suppose I am going to
|
|
undertake to prove that I am noble. It is for you to prove the
|
|
contrary."
|
|
|
|
"That's easily done. You have manufactured wash-tubs."
|
|
|
|
Newman stared a moment. "Therefore I am not noble? I don't see
|
|
it. Tell me something I have NOT done--something I cannot
|
|
do."
|
|
|
|
"You cannot marry a woman like Madame de Cintre for the asking."
|
|
|
|
"I believe you mean," said Newman slowly, "that I am not good
|
|
enough."
|
|
|
|
"Brutally speaking--yes!"
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde had hesitated a moment, and while he hesitated
|
|
Newman's attentive glance had grown somewhat eager. In answer
|
|
to these last words he for a moment said nothing. He simply
|
|
blushed a little. Then he raised his eyes to the ceiling and
|
|
stood looking at one of the rosy cherubs that was painted upon
|
|
it. "Of course I don't expect to marry any woman for the
|
|
asking," he said at last; "I expect first to make myself
|
|
acceptable to her. She must like me, to begin with. But that I
|
|
am not good enough to make a trial is rather a surprise."
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde wore a look of mingled perplexity, sympathy, and
|
|
amusement. "You should not hesitate, then, to go up to-morrow
|
|
and ask a duchess to marry you?"
|
|
|
|
"Not if I thought she would suit me. But I am very fastidious;
|
|
she might not at all."
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde's amusement began to prevail. "And you should be
|
|
surprised if she refused you?"
|
|
|
|
Newman hesitated a moment. "It sounds conceited to say yes, but
|
|
nevertheless I think I should. For I should make a very
|
|
handsome offer."
|
|
|
|
"What would it be?"
|
|
|
|
"Everything she wishes. If I get hold of a woman that comes up
|
|
to my standard, I shall think nothing too good for her. I have
|
|
been a long time looking, and I find such women are rare. To
|
|
combine the qualities I require seems to be difficult, but when
|
|
the difficulty is vanquished it deserves a reward. My wife
|
|
shall have a good position, and I'm not afraid to say that I
|
|
shall be a good husband."
|
|
|
|
"And these qualities that you require--what are they?"
|
|
|
|
"Goodness, beauty, intelligence, a fine education, personal
|
|
elegance--everything, in a word, that makes a splendid woman."
|
|
|
|
"And noble birth, evidently," said Bellegarde.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, throw that in, by all means, if it's there. The more the
|
|
better!"
|
|
|
|
"And my sister seems to you to have all these things?"
|
|
|
|
"She is exactly what I have been looking for. She is my dream
|
|
realized."
|
|
|
|
"And you would make her a very good husband?"
|
|
|
|
"That is what I wanted you to tell her."
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde laid his hand on his companion's arm a moment, looked
|
|
at him with his head on one side, from head to foot, and then,
|
|
with a loud laugh, and shaking the other hand in the air, turned
|
|
away. He walked again the length of the room, and again he came
|
|
back and stationed himself in front of Newman. "All this is
|
|
very interesting--it is very curious. In what I said just now I
|
|
was speaking, not for myself, but for my tradition, my
|
|
superstitions. For myself, really, your proposal tickles me.
|
|
It startled me at first, but the more I think of it the more I
|
|
see in it. It's no use attempting to explain anything; you
|
|
won't understand me. After all, I don't see why you need; it's
|
|
no great loss."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, if there is anything more to explain, try it! I want to
|
|
proceed with my eyes open. I will do my best to understand."
|
|
|
|
"No," said Bellegarde, "it's disagreeable to me; I give it up.
|
|
I liked you the first time I saw you, and I will abide by that.
|
|
It would be quite odious for me to come talking to you as if I
|
|
could patronize you. I have told you before that I envy you;
|
|
vous m'imposez, as we say. I didn't know you much until within
|
|
five minutes. So we will let things go, and I will say nothing
|
|
to you that, if our positions were reversed, you would not say
|
|
to me."
|
|
|
|
I do not know whether in renouncing the mysterious opportunity
|
|
to which he alluded, Bellegarde felt that he was doing something
|
|
very generous. If so, he was not rewarded; his generosity was
|
|
not appreciated. Newman quite failed to recognize the young
|
|
Frenchman's power to wound his feelings, and he had now no sense
|
|
of escaping or coming off easily. He did not thank his
|
|
companion even with a glance. "My eyes are open, though," he
|
|
said, "so far as that you have practically told me that your
|
|
family and your friends will turn up their noses at me. I have
|
|
never thought much about the reasons that make it proper for
|
|
people to turn up their noses, and so I can only decide the
|
|
question off-hand. Looking at it in that way I can't see
|
|
anything in it. I simply think, if you want to know, that I'm
|
|
as good as the best. Who the best are, I don't pretend to say.
|
|
I have never thought much about that either. To tell the truth,
|
|
I have always had rather a good opinion of myself; a man who is
|
|
successful can't help it. But I will admit that I was
|
|
conceited. What I don't say yes to is that I don't stand
|
|
high--as high as any one else. This is a line of speculation I
|
|
should not have chosen, but you must remember you began it
|
|
yourself. I should never have dreamed that I was on the
|
|
defensive, or that I had to justify myself; but if your people
|
|
will have it so, I will do my best."
|
|
|
|
"But you offered, a while ago, to make your court as we say, to
|
|
my mother and my brother."
|
|
|
|
"Damn it!" cried Newman, "I want to be polite."
|
|
|
|
"Good!" rejoined Bellegarde; "this will go far, it will be very
|
|
entertaining. Excuse my speaking of it in that cold-blooded
|
|
fashion, but the matter must, of necessity, be for me something
|
|
of a spectacle. It's positively exciting. But apart from that
|
|
I sympathize with you, and I shall be actor, so far as I can, as
|
|
well as spectator. You are a capital fellow; I believe in you
|
|
and I back you. The simple fact that you appreciate my sister
|
|
will serve as the proof I was asking for. All men are
|
|
equal--especially men of taste!"
|
|
|
|
"Do you think," asked Newman presently, "that Madame de Cintre
|
|
is determined not to marry?"
|
|
|
|
"That is my impression. But that is not against you; it's for
|
|
you to make her change her mind."
|
|
|
|
"I am afraid it will be hard," said Newman, gravely.
|
|
|
|
"I don't think it will be easy. In a general way I don't see
|
|
why a widow should ever marry again. She has gained the
|
|
benefits of matrimony--freedom and consideration--and she has
|
|
got rid of the drawbacks. Why should she put her head into the
|
|
noose again? Her usual motive is ambition: if a man can offer
|
|
her a great position, make her a princess or an ambassadress she
|
|
may think the compensation sufficient."
|
|
|
|
"And--in that way--is Madame de Cintre ambitious?"
|
|
|
|
"Who knows?" said Bellegarde, with a profound shrug. "I don't
|
|
pretend to say all that she is or all that she is not. I think
|
|
she might be touched by the prospect of becoming the wife of a
|
|
great man. But in a certain way, I believe, whatever she does
|
|
will be the IMPROBABLE. Don't be too confident, but don't
|
|
absolutely doubt. Your best chance for success will be
|
|
precisely in being, to her mind, unusual, unexpected, original.
|
|
Don't try to be any one else; be simply yourself, out and out.
|
|
Something or other can't fail to come of it; I am very curious
|
|
to see what."
|
|
|
|
"I am much obliged to you for your advice," said Newman. "And,"
|
|
he added with a smile, "I am glad, for your sake, I am going to
|
|
be so amusing."
|
|
|
|
"It will be more than amusing," said Bellegarde; "it will be
|
|
inspiring. I look at it from my point of view, and you from
|
|
yours. After all, anything for a change! And only yesterday I
|
|
was yawning so as to dislocate my jaw, and declaring that there
|
|
was nothing new under the sun! If it isn't new to see you come
|
|
into the family as a suitor, I am very much mistaken. Let me
|
|
say that, my dear fellow; I won't call it anything else, bad or
|
|
good; I will simply call it NEW" And overcome with a sense
|
|
of the novelty thus foreshadowed, Valentin de Bellegarde threw
|
|
himself into a deep arm-chair before the fire, and, with a
|
|
fixed, intense smile, seemed to read a vision of it in the flame
|
|
of the logs. After a while he looked up. "Go ahead, my boy;
|
|
you have my good wishes," he said. "But it is really a pity you
|
|
don't understand me, that you don't know just what I am doing."
|
|
|
|
"Oh," said Newman, laughing, "don't do anything wrong. Leave me
|
|
to myself, rather, or defy me, out and out. I wouldn't lay any
|
|
load on your conscience."
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde sprang up again; he was evidently excited; there was
|
|
a warmer spark even than usual in his eye. "You never will
|
|
understand--you never will know," he said; "and if you succeed,
|
|
and I turn out to have helped you, you will never be grateful,
|
|
not as I shall deserve you should be. You will be an excellent
|
|
fellow always, but you will not be grateful. But it doesn't
|
|
matter, for I shall get my own fun out of it." And he broke
|
|
into an extravagant laugh. "You look puzzled," he added; "you
|
|
look almost frightened."
|
|
|
|
"It IS a pity," said Newman, "that I don't understand you.
|
|
I shall lose some very good jokes."
|
|
|
|
"I told you, you remember, that we were very strange people,"
|
|
Bellegarde went on. "I give you warning again. We are! My
|
|
mother is strange, my brother is strange, and I verily believe
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that I am stranger than either. You will even find my sister a
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little strange. Old trees have crooked branches, old houses
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have queer cracks, old races have odd secrets. Remember that we
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are eight hundred years old!"
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"Very good," said Newman; "that's the sort of thing I came to
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Europe for. You come into my programme."
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"Touchez-la, then," said Bellegarde, putting out his hand.
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"It's a bargain: I accept you; I espouse your cause. It's
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because I like you, in a great measure; but that is not the only
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reason!" And he stood holding Newman's hand and looking at him
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askance.
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"What is the other one?"
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"I am in the Opposition. I dislike some one else."
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"Your brother?" asked Newman, in his unmodulated voice.
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Bellegarde laid his fingers upon his lips with a whispered
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HUSH! "Old races have strange secrets!" he said. "Put
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yourself into motion, come and see my sister, and be assured of
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my sympathy!" And on this he took his leave.
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Newman dropped into a chair before his fire, and sat a long time
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staring into the blaze.
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CHAPTER IX
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He went to see Madame de Cintre the next day, and was informed
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by the servant that she was at home. He passed as usual up the
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large, cold staircase and through a spacious vestibule above,
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where the walls seemed all composed of small door panels,
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touched with long-faded gilding; whence he was ushered into the
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sitting-room in which he had already been received. It was
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empty, and the servant told him that Madame la Comtesse would
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presently appear. He had time, while he waited, to wonder
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whether Bellegarde had seen his sister since the evening before,
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and whether in this case he had spoken to her of their talk. In
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this case Madame de Cintre's receiving him was an encouragement.
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He felt a certain trepidation as he reflected that she might
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come in with the knowledge of his supreme admiration and of the
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project he had built upon it in her eyes; but the feeling was
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not disagreeable. Her face could wear no look that would make
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it less beautiful, and he was sure beforehand that however she
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might take the proposal he had in reserve, she would not take it
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in scorn or in irony. He had a feeling that if she could only
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read the bottom of his heart and measure the extent of his good
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will toward her, she would be entirely kind.
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She came in at last, after so long an interval that he wondered
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whether she had been hesitating. She smiled with her usual
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frankness, and held out her hand; she looked at him straight
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with her soft and luminous eyes, and said, without a tremor in
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her voice, that she was glad to see him and that she hoped he
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was well. He found in her what he had found before--that faint
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perfume of a personal shyness worn away by contact with the
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world, but the more perceptible the more closely you approached
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her. This lingering diffidence seemed to give a peculiar value
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to what was definite and assured in her manner; it made it seem
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like an accomplishment, a beautiful talent, something that one
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might compare to an exquisite touch in a pianist. It was, in
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fact, Madame de Cintre's "authority," as they say of artists,
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that especially impressed and fascinated Newman; he always came
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back to the feeling that when he should complete himself by
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taking a wife, that was the way he should like his wife to
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interpret him to the world. The only trouble, indeed, was that
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when the instrument was so perfect it seemed to interpose too
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much between you and the genius that used it. Madame de Cintre
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gave Newman the sense of an elaborate education, of her having
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passed through mysterious ceremonies and processes of culture in
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her youth, of her having been fashioned and made flexible to
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certain exalted social needs. All this, as I have affirmed,
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made her seem rare and precious--a very expensive article, as he
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would have said, and one which a man with an ambition to have
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everything about him of the best would find it highly agreeable
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to possess. But looking at the matter with an eye to private
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felicity, Newman wondered where, in so exquisite a compound,
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nature and art showed their dividing line. Where did the
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special intention separate from the habit of good manners?
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Where did urbanity end and sincerity begin? Newman asked
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himself these questions even while he stood ready to accept the
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admired object in all its complexity; he felt that he could do
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so in profound security, and examine its mechanism afterwards,
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at leisure.
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"I am very glad to find you alone," he said. "You know I have
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never had such good luck before."
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"But you have seemed before very well contented with your luck,"
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said Madame de Cintre. "You have sat and watched my visitors
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with an air of quiet amusement. What have you thought of them?"
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"Oh, I have thought the ladies were very elegant and very
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graceful, and wonderfully quick at repartee. But what I have
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chiefly thought has been that they only helped me to admire
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you." This was not gallantry on Newman's part--an art in which
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he was quite unversed. It was simply the instinct of the
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practical man, who had made up his mind what he wanted, and was
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now beginning to take active steps to obtain it.
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Madame de Cintre started slightly, and raised her eyebrows; she
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had evidently not expected so fervid a compliment. "Oh, in that
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case," she said with a laugh, "your finding me alone is not good
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luck for me. I hope some one will come in quickly."
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"I hope not," said Newman. "I have something particular to say
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to you. Have you seen your brother?"
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"Yes, I saw him an hour ago."
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"Did he tell you that he had seen me last night?"
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"He said so."
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"And did he tell you what we had talked about?"
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Madame de Cintre hesitated a moment. As Newman asked these
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questions she had grown a little pale, as if she regarded what
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was coming as necessary, but not as agreeable. "Did you give
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him a message to me?" she asked.
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"It was not exactly a message--I asked him to render me a
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service."
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"The service was to sing your praises, was it not?" And she
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accompanied this question with a little smile, as if to make it
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easier to herself.
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"Yes, that is what it really amounts to," said Newman. "Did he
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sing my praises?"
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"He spoke very well of you. But when I know that it was by your
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special request, of course I must take his eulogy with a grain
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of salt."
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"Oh, that makes no difference," said Newman. "Your brother
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would not have spoken well of me unless he believed what he was
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saying. He is too honest for that."
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"Are you very deep?" said Madame de Cintre. "Are you trying to
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please me by praising my brother? I confess it is a good way."
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"For me, any way that succeeds will be good. I will praise your
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brother all day, if that will help me. He is a noble little
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fellow. He has made me feel, in promising to do what he can to
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help me, that I can depend upon him."
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"Don't make too much of that," said Madame de Cintre. "He can
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help you very little."
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"Of course I must work my way myself. I know that very well; I
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only want a chance to. In consenting to see me, after what he
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told you, you almost seem to be giving me a chance."
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"I am seeing you," said Madame de Cintre, slowly and gravely,
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"because I promised my brother I would."
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"Blessings on your brother's head!" cried Newman. "What I told
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him last evening was this: that I admired you more than any
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woman I had ever seen, and that I should like immensely to make
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you my wife." He uttered these words with great directness and
|
|
firmness, and without any sense of confusion. He was full of
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his idea, he had completely mastered it, and he seemed to look
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|
down on Madame de Cintre, with all her gathered elegance, from
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|
the height of his bracing good conscience. It is probable that
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this particular tone and manner were the very best he could have
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|
hit upon. Yet the light, just visibly forced smile with which
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his companion had listened to him died away, and she sat looking
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at him with her lips parted and her face as solemn as a tragic
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|
mask. There was evidently something very painful to her in the
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|
scene to which he was subjecting her, and yet her impatience of
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|
it found no angry voice. Newman wondered whether he was hurting
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her; he could not imagine why the liberal devotion he meant to
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|
express should be disagreeable. He got up and stood before her,
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|
leaning one hand on the chimney-piece. "I know I have seen you
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very little to say this," he said, "so little that it may make
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|
what I say seem disrespectful. That is my misfortune! I could
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|
have said it the first time I saw you. Really, I had seen you
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|
before; I had seen you in imagination; you seemed almost an old
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|
friend. So what I say is not mere gallantry and compliments and
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|
nonsense--I can't talk that way, I don't know how, and I
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|
wouldn't, to you, if I could. It's as serious as such words can
|
|
be. I feel as if I knew you and knew what a beautiful,
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|
admirable woman you are. I shall know better, perhaps, some
|
|
day, but I have a general notion now. You are just the woman I
|
|
have been looking for, except that you are far more perfect. I
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|
won't make any protestations and vows, but you can trust me. It
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|
is very soon, I know, to say all this; it is almost offensive.
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|
But why not gain time if one can? And if you want time to
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|
reflect--of course you do--the sooner you begin, the better for
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|
me. I don't know what you think of me; but there is no great
|
|
mystery about me; you see what I am. Your brother told me that
|
|
my antecedents and occupations were against me; that your family
|
|
stands, somehow, on a higher level than I do. That is an idea
|
|
which of course I don't understand and don't accept. But you
|
|
don't care anything about that. I can assure you that I am a
|
|
very solid fellow, and that if I give my mind to it I can
|
|
arrange things so that in a very few years I shall not need to
|
|
waste time in explaining who I am and what I am. You will
|
|
decide for yourself whether you like me or not. What there is
|
|
you see before you. I honestly believe I have no hidden vices
|
|
or nasty tricks. I am kind, kind, kind! Everything that a man
|
|
can give a woman I will give you. I have a large fortune, a
|
|
very large fortune; some day, if you will allow me, I will go
|
|
into details. If you want brilliancy, everything in the way of
|
|
brilliancy that money can give you, you shall have. And as
|
|
regards anything you may give up, don't take for granted too
|
|
much that its place cannot be filled. Leave that to me; I'll
|
|
take care of you; I shall know what you need. Energy and
|
|
ingenuity can arrange everything. I'm a strong man! There, I
|
|
have said what I had on my heart! It was better to get it off.
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|
I am very sorry if it's disagreeable to you; but think how much
|
|
better it is that things should be clear. Don't answer me now,
|
|
if you don't wish it. Think about it, think about it as slowly
|
|
as you please. Of course I haven't said, I can't say, half I
|
|
mean, especially about my admiration for you. But take a
|
|
favorable view of me; it will only be just."
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|
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|
During this speech, the longest that Newman had ever made,
|
|
Madame de Cintre kept her gaze fixed upon him, and it expanded
|
|
at the last into a sort of fascinated stare. When he ceased
|
|
speaking she lowered her eyes and sat for some moments looking
|
|
down and straight before her. Then she slowly rose to her feet,
|
|
and a pair of exceptionally keen eyes would have perceived that
|
|
she was trembling a little in the movement. She still looked
|
|
extremely serious. "I am very much obliged to you for your
|
|
offer," she said. "It seems very strange, but I am glad you
|
|
spoke without waiting any longer. It is better the subject should be
|
|
dismissed. I appreciate all you say; you do me great honor.
|
|
But I have decided not to marry."
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|
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|
"Oh, don't say that!" cried Newman, in a tone absolutely
|
|
naif from its pleading and caressing cadence. She had turned
|
|
away, and it made her stop a moment with her back to him.
|
|
"Think better of that. You are too young, too beautiful, too
|
|
much made to be happy and to make others happy. If you are
|
|
afraid of losing your freedom, I can assure you that this
|
|
freedom here, this life you now lead, is a dreary bondage to
|
|
what I will offer you. You shall do things that I don't think
|
|
you have ever thought of. I will take you anywhere in the wide
|
|
world that you propose. Are you unhappy? You give me a feeling
|
|
that you are unhappy. You have no right to be, or to be made
|
|
so. Let me come in and put an end to it."
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre stood there a moment longer, looking away from
|
|
him. If she was touched by the way he spoke, the thing was
|
|
conceivable. His voice, always very mild and interrogative,
|
|
gradually became as soft and as tenderly argumentative as if he
|
|
had been talking to a much-loved child. He stood watching her,
|
|
and she presently turned round again, but this time she did not
|
|
look at him, and she spoke in a quietness in which there was a
|
|
visible trace of effort.
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|
|
|
"There are a great many reasons why I should not marry," she
|
|
said, "more than I can explain to you. As for my happiness, I
|
|
am very happy. Your offer seems strange to me, for more reasons
|
|
also than I can say. Of course you have a perfect right to make
|
|
it. But I cannot accept it--it is impossible. Please never
|
|
speak of this matter again. If you cannot promise me this, I
|
|
must ask you not to come back."
|
|
|
|
"Why is it impossible?" Newman demanded. "You may think it is,
|
|
at first, without its really being so. I didn't expect you to
|
|
be pleased at first, but I do believe that if you will think of
|
|
it a good while, you may be satisfied."
|
|
|
|
"I don't know you," said Madame de Cintre. "Think how little I
|
|
know you."
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|
|
|
"Very little, of course, and therefore I don't ask for your
|
|
ultimatum on the spot. I only ask you not to say no, and to let
|
|
me hope. I will wait as long as you desire. Meanwhile you can
|
|
see more of me and know me better, look at me as a possible
|
|
husband--as a candidate--and make up your mind."
|
|
|
|
Something was going on, rapidly, in Madame de Cintre's thoughts;
|
|
she was weighing a question there, beneath Newman's eyes,
|
|
weighing it and deciding it. "From the moment I don't very
|
|
respectfully beg you to leave the house and never return," she
|
|
said, "I listen to you, I seem to give you hope. I HAVE
|
|
listened to you--against my judgment. It is because you are
|
|
eloquent. If I had been told this morning that I should consent
|
|
to consider you as a possible husband, I should have thought my
|
|
informant a little crazy. I AM listening to you, you see!"
|
|
And she threw her hands out for a moment and let them drop with
|
|
a gesture in which there was just the slightest expression of
|
|
appealing weakness.
|
|
|
|
"Well, as far as saying goes, I have said everything," said
|
|
Newman. "I believe in you, without restriction, and I think all
|
|
the good of you that it is possible to think of a human
|
|
creature. I firmly believe that in marrying me you will be
|
|
SAFE. As I said just now," he went on with a smile, "I have no
|
|
bad ways. I can DO so much for you. And if you are afraid
|
|
that I am not what you have been accustomed to, not refined and
|
|
delicate and punctilious, you may easily carry that too far. I
|
|
AM delicate! You shall see!"
|
|
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|
Madame de Cintre walked some distance away, and paused before a
|
|
great plant, an azalea, which was flourishing in a porcelain tub
|
|
before her window. She plucked off one of the flowers and,
|
|
twisting it in her fingers, retraced her steps. Then she sat
|
|
down in silence, and her attitude seemed to be a consent that
|
|
Newman should say more.
|
|
|
|
"Why should you say it is impossible you should marry?" he
|
|
continued. "The only thing that could make it really impossible
|
|
would be your being already married. Is it because you have
|
|
been unhappy in marriage? That is all the more reason! Is it
|
|
because your family exert a pressure upon you, interfere with
|
|
you, annoy you? That is still another reason; you ought to be
|
|
perfectly free, and marriage will make you so. I don't say
|
|
anything against your family--understand that! added Newman,
|
|
with an eagerness which might have made a perspicacious observer
|
|
smile. "Whatever way you feel toward them is the right way, and
|
|
anything that you should wish me to do to make myself agreeable
|
|
to them I will do as well as I know how. Depend upon that!"
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre rose again and came toward the fireplace, near
|
|
which Newman was standing. The expression of pain and
|
|
embarrassment had passed out of her face, and it was illuminated
|
|
with something which, this time at least, Newman need not have
|
|
been perplexed whether to attribute to habit or to intention, to
|
|
art or to nature. She had the air of a woman who has stepped
|
|
across the frontier of friendship and, looking around her, finds
|
|
the region vast. A certain checked and controlled exaltation
|
|
seemed mingled with the usual level radiance of her glance. "I
|
|
will not refuse to see you again," she said, "because much of
|
|
what you have said has given me pleasure. But I will see you
|
|
only on this condition: that you say nothing more in the same
|
|
way for a long time."
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|
|
|
"For how long?"
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|
|
"For six months. It must be a solemn promise."
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|
|
"Very well, I promise."
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|
|
"Good-by, then," she said, and extended her hand.
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|
|
He held it a moment, as if he were going to say something more.
|
|
But he only looked at her; then he took his departure.
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|
|
|
That evening, on the Boulevard, he met Valentin de Bellegarde.
|
|
After they had exchanged greetings, Newman told him that he had
|
|
seen Madame de Cintre a few hours before.
|
|
|
|
"I know it," said Bellegarde. "I dined in the Rue de
|
|
l'Universite." And then, for some moments, both men were
|
|
silent. Newman wished to ask Bellegarde what visible impression
|
|
his visit had made and the Count Valentin had a question of his
|
|
own. Bellegarde spoke first.
|
|
|
|
"It's none of my business, but what the deuce did you say to my
|
|
sister?"
|
|
|
|
"I am willing to tell you," said Newman, "that I made her an
|
|
offer of marriage."
|
|
|
|
"Already!" And the young man gave a whistle. " 'Time is
|
|
money!' Is that what you say in America? And Madame de
|
|
Cintre?" he added, with an interrogative inflection.
|
|
|
|
"She did not accept my offer."
|
|
|
|
"She couldn't, you know, in that way."
|
|
|
|
"But I'm to see her again," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, the strangeness of woman!" exclaimed Bellegarde. Then he
|
|
stopped, and held Newman off at arms'-length. "I look at you
|
|
with respect!" he exclaimed. "You have achieved what we call a
|
|
personal success! Immediately, now, I must present you to my
|
|
brother."
|
|
|
|
"Whenever you please!" said Newman.
|
|
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|
|
CHAPTER X
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|
|
|
|
|
Newman continued to see his friends the Tristrams with a good
|
|
deal of frequency, though if you had listened to Mrs. Tristram's
|
|
account of the matter you would have supposed that they had been
|
|
cynically repudiated for the sake of grander acquaintance. "We
|
|
were all very well so long as we had no rivals--we were better
|
|
than nothing. But now that you have become the fashion, and
|
|
have your pick every day of three invitations to dinner, we are
|
|
tossed into the corner. I am sure it is very good of you to
|
|
come and see us once a month; I wonder you don't send us your
|
|
cards in an envelope. When you do, pray have them with black
|
|
edges; it will be for the death of my last illusion." It was in
|
|
this incisive strain that Mrs. Tristram moralized over Newman's
|
|
so-called neglect, which was in reality a most exemplary
|
|
constancy. Of course she was joking, but there was always
|
|
something ironical in her jokes, as there was always something
|
|
jocular in her gravity.
|
|
|
|
"I know no better proof that I have treated you very well,"
|
|
Newman had said, "than the fact that you make so free with my
|
|
character. Familiarity breeds contempt; I have made myself too
|
|
cheap. If I had a little proper pride I would stay away a
|
|
while, and when you asked me to dinner say I was going to the
|
|
Princess Borealska's. But I have not any pride where my
|
|
pleasure is concerned, and to keep you in the humor to see
|
|
me--if you must see me only to call me bad names--I will agree
|
|
to anything you choose; I will admit that I am the biggest snob
|
|
in Paris." Newman, in fact, had declined an invitation
|
|
personally given by the Princess Borealska, an inquiring Polish
|
|
lady to whom he had been presented, on the ground that on that
|
|
particular day he always dined at Mrs. Tristram's; and it was
|
|
only a tenderly perverse theory of his hostess of the Avenue
|
|
d'Iena that he was faithless to his early friendships. She
|
|
needed the theory to explain a certain moral irritation by which
|
|
she was often visited; though, if this explanation was unsound,
|
|
a deeper analyst than I must give the right one. Having
|
|
launched our hero upon the current which was bearing him so
|
|
rapidly along, she appeared but half-pleased at its swiftness.
|
|
She had succeeded too well; she had played her game too cleverly
|
|
and she wished to mix up the cards. Newman had told her, in due
|
|
season, that her friend was "satisfactory." The epithet was not
|
|
romantic, but Mrs. Tristram had no difficulty in perceiving
|
|
that, in essentials, the feeling which lay beneath it was.
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Indeed, the mild, expansive brevity with which it was uttered,
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and a certain look, at once appealing and inscrutable, that
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issued from Newman's half-closed eyes as he leaned his head
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against the back of his chair, seemed to her the most eloquent
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attestation of a mature sentiment that she had ever encountered.
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Newman was, according to the French phrase, only abounding in
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her own sense, but his temperate raptures exerted a singular
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effect upon the ardor which she herself had so freely manifested
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a few months before. She now seemed inclined to take a purely
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critical view of Madame de Cintre, and wished to have it
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understood that she did not in the least answer for her being a
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compendium of all the virtues. "No woman was ever so good as
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that woman seems," she said. "Remember what Shakespeare calls
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Desdemona; 'a supersubtle Venetian.' Madame de Cintre is a
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supersubtle Parisian. She is a charming woman, and she has five
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hundred merits; but you had better keep that in mind." Was Mrs.
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Tristram simply finding out that she was jealous of her dear
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friend on the other side of the Seine, and that in undertaking
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to provide Newman with an ideal wife she had counted too much on
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her own disinterestedness? We may be permitted to doubt it.
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The inconsistent little lady of the Avenue d'Iena had an
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insuperable need of changing her place, intellectually. She had
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a lively imagination, and she was capable, at certain times, of
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imagining the direct reverse of her most cherished beliefs, with
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a vividness more intense than that of conviction. She got tired
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of thinking aright; but there was no serious harm in it, as she
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got equally tired of thinking wrong. In the midst of her
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mysterious perversities she had admirable flashes of justice.
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One of these occurred when Newman related to her that he had
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made a formal proposal to Madame de Cintre. He repeated in a
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|
few words what he had said, and in a great many what she had
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answered. Mrs. Tristram listened with extreme interest.
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"But after all," said Newman, "there is nothing to congratulate
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me upon. It is not a triumph."
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"I beg your pardon," said Mrs. Tristram; "it is a great triumph.
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It is a great triumph that she did not silence you at the first
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word, and request you never to speak to her again."
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"I don't see that," observed Newman.
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"Of course you don't; Heaven forbid you should! When I told you
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to go on your own way and do what came into your head, I had no
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idea you would go over the ground so fast. I never dreamed you
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would offer yourself after five or six morning-calls. As yet,
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what had you done to make her like you? You had simply sat--not
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very straight--and stared at her. But she does like you."
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"That remains to be seen."
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"No, that is proved. What will come of it remains to be seen.
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That you should propose to marry her, without more ado, could
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never have come into her head. You can form very little idea of
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what passed through her mind as you spoke; if she ever really
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marries you, the affair will be characterized by the usual
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|
justice of all human beings towards women. You will think you
|
|
take generous views of her; but you will never begin to know
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through what a strange sea of feeling she passed before she
|
|
accepted you. As she stood there in front of you the other day,
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she plunged into it. She said 'Why not?' to something which, a
|
|
few hours earlier, had been inconceivable. She turned about on
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a thousand gathered prejudices and traditions as on a pivot, and
|
|
looked where she had never looked hitherto. When I think of
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it--when I think of Claire de Cintre and all that she
|
|
represents, there seems to me something very fine in it. When I
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|
recommended you to try your fortune with her I of course thought
|
|
well of you, and in spite of your sins I think so still. But I
|
|
confess I don't see quite what you are and what you have done,
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to make such a woman do this sort of thing for you."
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"Oh, there is something very fine in it!" said Newman with a
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|
laugh, repeating her words. He took an extreme satisfaction in
|
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hearing that there was something fine in it. He had not the
|
|
least doubt of it himself, but he had already begun to value the
|
|
world's admiration of Madame de Cintre, as adding to the
|
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prospective glory of possession.
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|
It was immediately after this conversation that Valentin de
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|
Bellegarde came to conduct his friend to the Rue de l'Universite
|
|
to present him to the other members of his family. "You are
|
|
already introduced," he said, "and you have begun to be talked
|
|
about. My sister has mentioned your successive visits to my
|
|
mother, and it was an accident that my mother was present at
|
|
none of them. I have spoken of you as an American of immense
|
|
wealth, and the best fellow in the world, who is looking for
|
|
something very superior in the way of a wife."
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|
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"Do you suppose," asked Newman, "that Madame de Cintre has
|
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related to your mother the last conversation I had with her?"
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|
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"I am very certain that she has not; she will keep her own
|
|
counsel. Meanwhile you must make your way with the rest of the
|
|
family. Thus much is known about you: you have made a great
|
|
fortune in trade, you are a little eccentric, and you frankly
|
|
admire our dear Claire. My sister-in-law, whom you remember
|
|
seeing in Madame de Cintre's sitting-room, took, it appears, a
|
|
fancy to you; she has described you as having beaucoup de
|
|
cachet. My mother, therefore, is curious to see you."
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"She expects to laugh at me, eh?" said Newman.
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|
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"She never laughs. If she does not like you, don't hope to
|
|
purchase favor by being amusing. Take warning by me!"
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|
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|
This conversation took place in the evening, and half an hour
|
|
later Valentin ushered his companion into an apartment of the
|
|
house of the Rue de l'Universite into which he had not yet
|
|
penetrated, the salon of the dowager Marquise de Bellegarde. It
|
|
was a vast, high room, with elaborate and ponderous mouldings,
|
|
painted a whitish gray, along the upper portion of the walls and
|
|
the ceiling; with a great deal of faded and carefully repaired
|
|
tapestry in the doorways and chair-backs; a Turkey carpet in
|
|
light colors, still soft and deep, in spite of great antiquity,
|
|
on the floor, and portraits of each of Madame de Bellegarde's
|
|
children, at the age of ten, suspended against an old screen of
|
|
red silk. The room was illumined, exactly enough for
|
|
conversation, by half a dozen candles, placed in odd corners, at
|
|
a great distance apart. In a deep armchair, near the fire, sat
|
|
an old lady in black; at the other end of the room another
|
|
person was seated at the piano, playing a very expressive waltz.
|
|
In this latter person Newman recognized the young Marquise de
|
|
Bellegarde.
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|
|
|
Valentin presented his friend, and Newman walked up to the old
|
|
lady by the fire and shook hands with her. He received a rapid
|
|
impression of a white, delicate, aged face, with a high
|
|
forehead, a small mouth, and a pair of cold blue eyes which had
|
|
kept much of the freshness of youth. Madame de Bellegarde
|
|
looked hard at him, and returned his hand-shake with a sort of
|
|
British positiveness which reminded him that she was the
|
|
daughter of the Earl of St. Dunstan's. Her daughter-in-law
|
|
stopped playing and gave him an agreeable smile. Newman sat
|
|
down and looked about him, while Valentin went and kissed the
|
|
hand of the young marquise.
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|
|
|
"I ought to have seen you before," said Madame de Bellegarde.
|
|
"You have paid several visits to my daughter."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, yes," said Newman, smiling; "Madame de Cintre and I are
|
|
old friends by this time."
|
|
|
|
"You have gone fast," said Madame de Bellegarde.
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|
|
|
"Not so fast as I should like," said Newman, bravely.
|
|
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|
"Oh, you are very ambitious," answered the old lady.
|
|
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|
"Yes, I confess I am," said Newman, smiling.
|
|
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde looked at him with her cold fine eyes, and
|
|
he returned her gaze, reflecting that she was a possible
|
|
adversary and trying to take her measure. Their eyes remained
|
|
in contact for some moments. Then Madame de Bellegarde looked
|
|
away, and without smiling, "I am very ambitious, too," she said.
|
|
|
|
Newman felt that taking her measure was not easy; she was a
|
|
formidable, inscrutable little woman. She resembled her
|
|
daughter, and yet she was utterly unlike her. The coloring in
|
|
Madame de Cintre was the same, and the high delicacy of her brow
|
|
and nose was hereditary. But her face was a larger and freer
|
|
copy, and her mouth in especial a happy divergence from that
|
|
conservative orifice, a little pair of lips at once plump and
|
|
pinched, that looked, when closed, as if they could not open
|
|
wider than to swallow a gooseberry or to emit an "Oh, dear, no!"
|
|
which probably had been thought to give the finishing touch to
|
|
the aristocratic prettiness of the Lady Emmeline Atheling as
|
|
represented, forty years before, in several Books of Beauty.
|
|
Madame de Cintre's face had, to Newman's eye, a range of
|
|
expression as delightfully vast as the wind-streaked,
|
|
cloud-flecked distance on a Western prairie. But her mother's
|
|
white, intense, respectable countenance, with its formal gaze,
|
|
and its circumscribed smile, suggested a document signed and
|
|
sealed; a thing of parchment, ink, and ruled lines. "She is a
|
|
woman of conventions and proprieties," he said to himself as he
|
|
looked at her; "her world is the world of things immutably
|
|
decreed. But how she is at home in it, and what a paradise she
|
|
finds it. She walks about in it as if it were a blooming park,
|
|
a Garden of Eden; and when she sees 'This is genteel,' or 'This
|
|
is improper,' written on a mile-stone she stops ecstatically, as
|
|
if she were listening to a nightingale or smelling a rose."
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde wore a little black velvet hood tied under
|
|
her chin, and she was wrapped in an old black cashmere shawl.
|
|
|
|
"You are an American?" she said presently. "I have seen several
|
|
Americans."
|
|
|
|
"There are several in Paris," said Newman jocosely.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, really?" said Madame de Bellegarde. "It was in England I
|
|
saw these, or somewhere else; not in Paris. I think it must
|
|
have been in the Pyrenees, many years ago. I am told your
|
|
ladies are very pretty. One of these ladies was very pretty!
|
|
such a wonderful complexion! She presented me a note of
|
|
introduction from some one--I forgot whom--and she sent with it
|
|
a note of her own. I kept her letter a long time afterwards, it
|
|
was so strangely expressed. I used to know some of the phrases
|
|
by heart. But I have forgotten them now, it is so many years
|
|
ago. Since then I have seen no more Americans. I think my
|
|
daughter-in-law has; she is a great gad-about, she sees every
|
|
one."
|
|
|
|
At this the younger lady came rustling forward, pinching in a
|
|
very slender waist, and casting idly preoccupied glances over
|
|
the front of her dress, which was apparently designed for a
|
|
ball. She was, in a singular way, at once ugly and pretty; she
|
|
had protuberant eyes, and lips strangely red. She reminded
|
|
Newman of his friend, Mademoiselle Nioche; this was what that
|
|
much-obstructed young lady would have liked to be. Valentin de
|
|
Bellegarde walked behind her at a distance, hopping about to
|
|
keep off the far-spreading train of her dress.
|
|
|
|
"You ought to show more of your shoulders behind," he said very
|
|
gravely. "You might as well wear a standing ruff as such a
|
|
dress as that."
|
|
|
|
The young woman turned her back to the mirror over the
|
|
chimney-piece, and glanced behind her, to verify Valentin's
|
|
assertion. The mirror descended low, and yet it reflected
|
|
nothing but a large unclad flesh surface. The young marquise
|
|
put her hands behind her and gave a downward pull to the waist
|
|
of her dress. "Like that, you mean?" she asked.
|
|
|
|
"That is a little better," said Bellegarde in the same tone,
|
|
"but it leaves a good deal to be desired."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I never go to extremes, said his sister-in-law. And then,
|
|
turning to Madame de Bellegarde, "What were you calling me just
|
|
now, madame?"
|
|
|
|
"I called you a gad-about," said the old lady. "But I might
|
|
call you something else, too."
|
|
|
|
"A gad-about? What an ugly word! What does it mean?"
|
|
|
|
"A very beautiful person," Newman ventured to say, seeing that
|
|
it was in French.
|
|
|
|
"That is a pretty compliment but a bad translation," said the
|
|
young marquise. And then, looking at him a moment, "Do you
|
|
dance?"
|
|
|
|
"Not a step."
|
|
|
|
"You are very wrong," she said, simply. And with another look
|
|
at her back in the mirror she turned away.
|
|
|
|
"Do you like Paris?" asked the old lady, who was apparently
|
|
wondering what was the proper way to talk to an American.
|
|
|
|
"Yes, rather," said Newman. And then he added with a friendly
|
|
intonation, "Don't you?"
|
|
|
|
"I can't say I know it. I know my house--I know my friends--I
|
|
don't know Paris."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, you lose a great deal," said Newman, sympathetically.
|
|
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde stared; it was presumably the first time
|
|
she had been condoled with on her losses.
|
|
|
|
"I am content with what I have," she said with dignity.
|
|
|
|
Newman's eyes, at this moment, were wandering round the room,
|
|
which struck him as rather sad and shabby; passing from the high
|
|
casements, with their small, thickly-framed panes, to the sallow
|
|
tints of two or three portraits in pastel, of the last century,
|
|
which hung between them. He ought, obviously, to have answered
|
|
that the contentment of his hostess was quite natural--she had a
|
|
great deal; but the idea did not occur to him during the pause
|
|
of some moments which followed.
|
|
|
|
"Well, my dear mother," said Valentin, coming and leaning
|
|
against the chimney-piece, "what do you think of my dear friend
|
|
Newman? Is he not the excellent fellow I told you?"
|
|
|
|
"My acquaintance with Mr. Newman has not gone very far," said
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde. "I can as yet only appreciate his great
|
|
politeness."
|
|
|
|
"My mother is a great judge of these matters," said Valentin to
|
|
Newman. "If you have satisfied her, it is a triumph."
|
|
|
|
"I hope I shall satisfy you, some day," said Newman, looking at
|
|
the old lady. "I have done nothing yet."
|
|
|
|
"You must not listen to my son; he will bring you into trouble.
|
|
He is a sad scatterbrain."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I like him--I like him," said Newman, genially.
|
|
|
|
"He amuses you, eh?"
|
|
|
|
"Yes, perfectly."
|
|
|
|
"Do you hear that, Valentin?" said Madame de Bellegarde. "You
|
|
amuse Mr. Newman."
|
|
|
|
"Perhaps we shall all come to that!" Valentin exclaimed.
|
|
|
|
"You must see my other son," said Madame de Bellegarde. "He is
|
|
much better than this one. But he will not amuse you."
|
|
|
|
"I don't know--I don't know!" murmured Valentin, reflectively.
|
|
"But we shall very soon see. Here comes Monsieur mon frere."
|
|
|
|
The door had just opened to give ingress to a gentleman who
|
|
stepped forward and whose face Newman remembered. He had been
|
|
the author of our hero's discomfiture the first time he tried to
|
|
present himself to Madame de Cintre. Valentin de Bellegarde
|
|
went to meet his brother, looked at him a moment, and then,
|
|
taking him by the arm, led him up to Newman.
|
|
|
|
"This is my excellent friend Mr. Newman," he said very blandly.
|
|
"You must know him."
|
|
|
|
"I am delighted to know Mr. Newman," said the marquis with a low
|
|
bow, but without offering his hand.
|
|
|
|
"He is the old woman at second-hand," Newman said to himself, as
|
|
he returned M. de Bellegarde's greeting. And this was the
|
|
starting-point of a speculative theory, in his mind, that the
|
|
late marquis had been a very amiable foreigner, with an
|
|
inclination to take life easily and a sense that it was
|
|
difficult for the husband of the stilted little lady by the fire
|
|
to do so. But if he had taken little comfort in his wife he had
|
|
taken much in his two younger children, who were after his own
|
|
heart, while Madame de Bellegarde had paired with her
|
|
eldest-born.
|
|
|
|
"My brother has spoken to me of you," said M. de Bellegarde;
|
|
"and as you are also acquainted with my sister, it was time we
|
|
should meet." He turned to his mother and gallantly bent over
|
|
her hand, touching it with his lips, and then he assumed an
|
|
attitude before the chimney-piece. With his long, lean face,
|
|
his high-bridged nose and his small, opaque eye he looked much
|
|
like an Englishman. His whiskers were fair and glossy, and he
|
|
had a large dimple, of unmistakably British origin, in the
|
|
middle of his handsome chin. He was "distinguished" to the tips
|
|
of his polished nails, and there was not a movement of his fine,
|
|
perpendicular person that was not noble and majestic. Newman
|
|
had never yet been confronted with such an incarnation of the
|
|
art of taking one's self seriously; he felt a sort of impulse to
|
|
step backward, as you do to get a view of a great facade.
|
|
|
|
"Urbain," said young Madame de Bellegarde, who had apparently
|
|
been waiting for her husband to take her to her ball, "I call
|
|
your attention to the fact that I am dressed."
|
|
|
|
"That is a good idea," murmured Valentin.
|
|
|
|
"I am at your orders, my dear friend," said M. de Bellegarde.
|
|
"Only, you must allow me first the pleasure of a little
|
|
conversation with Mr. Newman."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, if you are going to a party, don't let me keep you,"
|
|
objected Newman. "I am very sure we shall meet again. Indeed,
|
|
if you would like to converse with me I will gladly name an
|
|
hour." He was eager to make it known that he would readily
|
|
answer all questions and satisfy all exactions.
|
|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde stood in a well-balanced position before the
|
|
fire, caressing one of his fair whiskers with one of his white
|
|
hands, and looking at Newman, half askance, with eyes from which
|
|
a particular ray of observation made its way through a general
|
|
meaningless smile. "It is very kind of you to make such an
|
|
offer," he said. "If I am not mistaken, your occupations are
|
|
such as to make your time precious. You are in--a--as we say,
|
|
dans les affaires."
|
|
|
|
"In business, you mean? Oh no, I have thrown business overboard
|
|
for the present. I am 'loafing,' as WE say. My time is
|
|
quite my own."
|
|
|
|
"Ah, you are taking a holiday," rejoined M. de Bellegarde. "
|
|
'Loafing.' Yes, I have heard that expression."
|
|
|
|
"Mr. Newman is American," said Madame de Bellegarde.
|
|
|
|
"My brother is a great ethnologist," said Valentin.
|
|
|
|
"An ethnologist?" said Newman. "Ah, you collect negroes'
|
|
skulls, and that sort of thing."
|
|
|
|
The marquis looked hard at his brother, and began to caress his
|
|
other whisker. Then, turning to Newman, with sustained
|
|
urbanity, "You are traveling for your pleasure?" he asked.'
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I am knocking about to pick up one thing and another. Of
|
|
course I get a good deal of pleasure out of it."
|
|
|
|
"What especially interests you?" inquired the marquis.
|
|
|
|
"Well, everything interests me," said Newman. "I am not
|
|
particular. Manufactures are what I care most about."
|
|
|
|
"That has been your specialty?"
|
|
|
|
"I can't say I have any specialty. My specialty has been to
|
|
make the largest possible fortune in the shortest possible
|
|
time." Newman made this last remark very deliberately; he
|
|
wished to open the way, if it were necessary, to an
|
|
authoritative statement of his means.
|
|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde laughed agreeably. "I hope you have
|
|
succeeded," he said.
|
|
|
|
"Yes, I have made a fortune in a reasonable time. I am not so
|
|
old, you see."
|
|
|
|
"Paris is a very good place to spend a fortune. I wish you
|
|
great enjoyment of yours." And M. de Bellegarde drew forth his
|
|
gloves and began to put them on.
|
|
|
|
Newman for a few moments watched him sliding his white hands
|
|
into the white kid, and as he did so his feelings took a
|
|
singular turn. M. de Bellegarde's good wishes seemed to descend
|
|
out of the white expanse of his sublime serenity with the soft,
|
|
scattered movement of a shower of snow-flakes. Yet Newman was
|
|
not irritated; he did not feel that he was being patronized; he
|
|
was conscious of no especial impulse to introduce a discord into
|
|
so noble a harmony. Only he felt himself suddenly in personal
|
|
contact with the forces with which his friend Valentin had told
|
|
him that he would have to contend, and he became sensible of
|
|
their intensity. He wished to make some answering
|
|
manifestation, to stretch himself out at his own length, to
|
|
sound a note at the uttermost end of HIS scale. It must be
|
|
added that if this impulse was not vicious or malicious, it was
|
|
by no means void of humorous expectancy. Newman was quite as
|
|
ready to give play to that loosely-adjusted smile of his, if his
|
|
hosts should happen to be shocked, as he was far from
|
|
deliberately planning to shock them.
|
|
|
|
"Paris is a very good place for idle people," he said, "or it is
|
|
a very good place if your family has been settled here for a
|
|
long time, and you have made acquaintances and got your
|
|
relations round you; or if you have got a good big house like
|
|
this, and a wife and children and mother and sister, and
|
|
everything comfortable. I don't like that way of living all in
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rooms next door to each other. But I am not an idler. I try to
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be, but I can't manage it; it goes against the grain. My
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business habits are too deep-seated. Then, I haven't any house
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to call my own, or anything in the way of a family. My sisters
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are five thousand miles away, my mother died when I was a
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youngster, and I haven't any wife; I wish I had! So, you see, I
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don't exactly know what to do with myself. I am not fond of
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books, as you are, sir, and I get tired of dining out and going
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to the opera. I miss my business activity. You see, I began to
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earn my living when I was almost a baby, and until a few months
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ago I have never had my hand off the plow. Elegant leisure
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comes hard."
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This speech was followed by a profound silence of some moments,
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on the part of Newman's entertainers. Valentin stood looking at
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him fixedly, with his hands in his pockets, and then he slowly,
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with a half-sidling motion, went out of the door. The marquis
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continued to draw on his gloves and to smile benignantly.
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"You began to earn your living when you were a mere baby?" said
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the marquise.
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"Hardly more--a small boy."
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"You say you are not fond of books," said M. de Bellegarde; "but
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you must do yourself the justice to remember that your studies
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were interrupted early."
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"That is very true; on my tenth birthday I stopped going to
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school. I thought it was a grand way to keep it. But I picked
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up some information afterwards," said Newman, reassuringly.
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"You have some sisters?" asked old Madame de Bellegarde.
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"Yes, two sisters. Splendid women!"
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"I hope that for them the hardships of life commenced less
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early."
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"They married very early, if you call that a hardship, as girls
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do in our Western country. One of them is married to the owner
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of the largest india-rubber house in the West."
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"Ah, you make houses also of india-rubber?" inquired the
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marquise.
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"You can stretch them as your family increases," said young
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Madame de Bellegarde, who was muffling herself in a long white
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shawl.
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Newman indulged in a burst of hilarity, and explained that the
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house in which his brother-in-law lived was a large wooden
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structure, but that he manufactured and sold india-rubber on a
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colossal scale.
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"My children have some little india-rubber shoes which they put
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on when they go to play in the Tuileries in damp weather," said
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the young marquise. "I wonder whether your brother-in-law made
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them."
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"Very likely," said Newman; "if he did, you may be very sure
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they are well made."
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"Well, you must not be discouraged," said M. de Bellegarde, with
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vague urbanity.
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"Oh, I don't mean to be. I have a project which gives me plenty
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to think about, and that is an occupation." And then Newman was
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silent a moment, hesitating, yet thinking rapidly; he wished to
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|
make his point, and yet to do so forced him to speak out in a
|
|
way that was disagreeable to him. Nevertheless he continued,
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addressing himself to old Madame de Bellegarde, "I will tell you
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my project; perhaps you can help me. I want to take a wife."
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"It is a very good project, but I am no matchmaker," said the
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old lady.
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Newman looked at her an instant, and then, with perfect
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sincerity, I should have thought you were," he declared.
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Madame de Bellegarde appeared to think him too sincere. She
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murmured something sharply in French, and fixed her eyes on her
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son. At this moment the door of the room was thrown open, and
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with a rapid step Valentin reappeared.
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"I have a message for you," he said to his sister-in-law.
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"Claire bids me to request you not to start for your ball. She
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will go with you."
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"Claire will go with us!" cried the young marquise. "En voila,
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du nouveau!"
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"She has changed her mind; she decided half an hour ago, and she
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is sticking the last diamond into her hair," said Valentin.
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"What has taken possession of my daughter?" demanded Madame de
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Bellegarde, sternly. "She has not been into the world these
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three years. Does she take such a step at half an hour's
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notice, and without consulting me?"
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"She consulted me, dear mother, five minutes since," said
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Valentin, "and I told her that such a beautiful woman--she is
|
|
beautiful, you will see--had no right to bury herself alive."
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"You should have referred Claire to her mother, my brother,"
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said M. de Bellegarde, in French. "This is very strange."
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"I refer her to the whole company!" said Valentin. "Here she
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comes!" And he went to the open door, met Madame de Cintre on
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the threshold, took her by the hand, and led her into the room.
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She was dressed in white; but a long blue cloak, which hung
|
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almost to her feet, was fastened across her shoulders by a
|
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silver clasp. She had tossed it back, however, and her long
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white arms were uncovered. In her dense, fair hair there
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glittered a dozen diamonds. She looked serious and, Newman
|
|
thought, rather pale; but she glanced round her, and, when she
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|
saw him, smiled and put out her hand. He thought her
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tremendously handsome. He had a chance to look at her full in
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|
the face, for she stood a moment in the centre of the room,
|
|
hesitating, apparently, what she should do, without meeting his
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|
eyes. Then she went up to her mother, who sat in her deep chair
|
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by the fire, looking at Madame de Cintre almost fiercely. With
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her back turned to the others, Madame de Cintre held her cloak
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apart to show her dress.
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"What do you think of me?" she asked.
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"I think you are audacious," said the marquise. "It was but
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|
three days ago, when I asked you, as a particular favor to
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|
myself, to go to the Duchess de Lusignan's, that you told me you
|
|
were going nowhere and that one must be consistent. Is this
|
|
your consistency? Why should you distinguish Madame Robineau?
|
|
Who is it you wish to please to-night?"
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"I wish to please myself, dear mother," said Madame de Cintre
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And she bent over and kissed the old lady.
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"I don't like surprises, my sister," said Urbain de Bellegarde;
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"especially when one is on the point of entering a drawing-room."
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"Newman at this juncture felt inspired to speak. "Oh, if you
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|
are going into a room with Madame de Cintre, you needn't be
|
|
afraid of being noticed yourself!"
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M. de Bellegarde turned to his sister with a smile too intense
|
|
to be easy. "I hope you appreciate a compliment that is paid
|
|
you at your brother's expense," he said. "Come, come, madame."
|
|
And offering Madame de Cintre his arm he led her rapidly out of
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the room. Valentin rendered the same service to young Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde, who had apparently been reflecting on the fact that
|
|
the ball dress of her sister-in-law was much less brilliant than
|
|
her own, and yet had failed to derive absolute comfort from the
|
|
reflection. With a farewell smile she sought the complement of
|
|
her consolation in the eyes of the American visitor, and
|
|
perceiving in them a certain mysterious brilliancy, it is not
|
|
improbable that she may have flattered herself she had found it.
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Newman, left alone with old Madame de Bellegarde, stood before
|
|
her a few moments in silence. "Your daughter is very
|
|
beautiful," he said at last.
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|
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"She is very strange," said Madame de Bellegarde.
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|
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"I am glad to hear it," Newman rejoined, smiling. "It makes me
|
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hope."
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"Hope what?"
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"That she will consent, some day, to marry me."
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The old lady slowly rose to her feet. "That really is your
|
|
project, then?"
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"Yes; will you favor it?"
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"Favor it?" Madame de Bellegarde looked at him a moment and
|
|
then shook her head. "No!" she said, softly.
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|
"Will you suffer it, then? Will you let it pass?"
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"You don't know what you ask. I am a very proud and meddlesome
|
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old woman."
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"Well, I am very rich," said Newman.
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Madame de Bellegarde fixed her eyes on the floor, and Newman
|
|
thought it probable she was weighing the reasons in favor of
|
|
resenting the brutality of this remark. But at last, looking
|
|
up, she said simply, "How rich?"
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|
|
Newman expressed his income in a round number which had the
|
|
magnificent sound that large aggregations of dollars put on when
|
|
they are translated into francs. He added a few remarks of a
|
|
financial character, which completed a sufficiently striking
|
|
presentment of his resources.
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|
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|
Madame de Bellegarde listened in silence. "You are very frank,"
|
|
she said finally. "I will be the same. I would rather favor
|
|
you, on the whole, than suffer you. It will be easier."
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|
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|
"I am thankful for any terms," said Newman. "But, for the
|
|
present, you have suffered me long enough. Good night!" And he
|
|
took his leave.
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CHAPTER XI
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Newman, on his return to Paris, had not resumed the study of
|
|
French conversation with M. Nioche; he found that he had too
|
|
many other uses for his time. M. Nioche, however, came to see
|
|
him very promptly, having learned his whereabouts by a
|
|
mysterious process to which his patron never obtained the key.
|
|
The shrunken little capitalist repeated his visit more than
|
|
once. He seemed oppressed by a humiliating sense of having been
|
|
overpaid, and wished apparently to redeem his debt by the offer
|
|
of grammatical and statistical information in small
|
|
installments. He wore the same decently melancholy aspect as a
|
|
few months before; a few months more or less of brushing could
|
|
make little difference in the antique lustre of his coat and
|
|
hat. But the poor old man's spirit was a trifle more
|
|
threadbare; it seemed to have received some hard rubs during the
|
|
summer Newman inquired with interest about Mademoiselle Noemie;
|
|
and M. Nioche, at first, for answer, simply looked at him in
|
|
lachrymose silence.
|
|
|
|
"Don't ask me, sir," he said at last. "I sit and watch her, but
|
|
I can do nothing."
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|
|
|
"Do you mean that she misconducts herself?"
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|
"I don't know, I am sure. I can't follow her. I don't
|
|
understand her. She has something in her head; I don't know
|
|
what she is trying to do. She is too deep for me."
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|
|
|
"Does she continue to go to the Louvre? Has she made any of
|
|
those copies for me?"
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|
|
|
"She goes to the Louvre, but I see nothing of the copies. She
|
|
has something on her easel; I suppose it is one of the pictures
|
|
you ordered. Such a magnificent order ought to give her
|
|
fairy-fingers. But she is not in earnest. I can't say anything
|
|
to her; I am afraid of her. One evening, last summer, when I
|
|
took her to walk in the Champs Elysees, she said some things to
|
|
me that frightened me."
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|
|
|
"What were they?"
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|
|
|
"Excuse an unhappy father from telling you," said M. Nioche,
|
|
unfolding his calico pocket-handkerchief.
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|
|
|
Newman promised himself to pay Mademoiselle Noemie another visit
|
|
at the Louvre. He was curious about the progress of his copies,
|
|
but it must be added that he was still more curious about the
|
|
progress of the young lady herself. He went one afternoon to
|
|
the great museum, and wandered through several of the rooms in
|
|
fruitless quest of her. He was bending his steps to the long
|
|
hall of the Italian masters, when suddenly he found himself face
|
|
to face with Valentin de Bellegarde. The young Frenchman
|
|
greeted him with ardor, and assured him that he was a godsend.
|
|
He himself was in the worst of humors and he wanted some one to
|
|
contradict.
|
|
|
|
"In a bad humor among all these beautiful things?" said Newman.
|
|
"I thought you were so fond of pictures, especially the old
|
|
black ones. There are two or three here that ought to keep you
|
|
in spirits."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, to-day," answered Valentin, "I am not in a mood for
|
|
pictures, and the more beautiful they are the less I like them.
|
|
Their great staring eyes and fixed positions irritate me. I
|
|
feel as if I were at some big, dull party, in a room full of
|
|
people I shouldn't wish to speak to. What should I care for
|
|
their beauty? It's a bore, and, worse still, it's a reproach.
|
|
I have a great many ennuis; I feel vicious."
|
|
|
|
"If the Louvre has so little comfort for you, why in the world
|
|
did you come here?" Newman asked.
|
|
|
|
"That is one of my ennuis. I came to meet my cousin--a dreadful
|
|
English cousin, a member of my mother's family--who is in Paris
|
|
for a week for her husband, and who wishes me to point out the
|
|
'principal beauties.' Imagine a woman who wears a green crape
|
|
bonnet in December and has straps sticking out of the ankles of
|
|
her interminable boots! My mother begged I would do something
|
|
to oblige them. I have undertaken to play valet de place
|
|
this afternoon. They were to have met me here at two o'clock,
|
|
and I have been waiting for them twenty minutes. Why doesn't
|
|
she arrive? She has at least a pair of feet to carry her. I
|
|
don't know whether to be furious at their playing me false, or
|
|
delighted to have escaped them."
|
|
|
|
"I think in your place I would be furious," said Newman,
|
|
"because they may arrive yet, and then your fury will still be
|
|
of use to you. Whereas if you were delighted and they were
|
|
afterwards to turn up, you might not know what to do with your
|
|
delight."
|
|
|
|
"You give me excellent advice, and I already feel better. I
|
|
will be furious; I will let them go to the deuce and I myself
|
|
will go with you--unless by chance you too have a rendezvous."
|
|
|
|
"It is not exactly a rendezvous," said Newman. "But I have in
|
|
fact come to see a person, not a picture."
|
|
|
|
"A woman, presumably?"
|
|
|
|
"A young lady."
|
|
|
|
"Well," said Valentin, "I hope for you with all my heart that
|
|
she is not clothed in green tulle and that her feet are not too
|
|
much out of focus."
|
|
|
|
"I don't know much about her feet, but she has very pretty
|
|
hands."
|
|
|
|
Valentin gave a sigh. "And on that assurance I must part with
|
|
you?"
|
|
|
|
"I am not certain of finding my young lady," said Newman, "and I
|
|
am not quite prepared to lose your company on the chance. It
|
|
does not strike me as particularly desirable to introduce you to
|
|
her, and yet I should rather like to have your opinion of her."
|
|
|
|
"Is she pretty?"
|
|
|
|
"I guess you will think so."
|
|
|
|
Bellegarde passed his arm into that of his companion. "Conduct
|
|
me to her on the instant! I should be ashamed to make a pretty
|
|
woman wait for my verdict."
|
|
|
|
Newman suffered himself to be gently propelled in the direction
|
|
in which he had been walking, but his step was not rapid. He
|
|
was turning something over in his mind. The two men passed into
|
|
the long gallery of the Italian masters, and Newman, after
|
|
having scanned for a moment its brilliant vista, turned aside
|
|
into the smaller apartment devoted to the same school, on the
|
|
left. It contained very few persons, but at the farther end of
|
|
it sat Mademoiselle Nioche, before her easel. She was not at
|
|
work; her palette and brushes had been laid down beside her, her
|
|
hands were folded in her lap, and she was leaning back in her
|
|
chair and looking intently at two ladies on the other side of
|
|
the hall, who, with their backs turned to her, had stopped
|
|
before one of the pictures. These ladies were apparently
|
|
persons of high fashion; they were dressed with great splendor,
|
|
and their long silken trains and furbelows were spread over the
|
|
polished floor. It was at their dresses Mademoiselle Noemie was
|
|
looking, though what she was thinking of I am unable to say. I
|
|
hazard the supposition that she was saying to herself that to be
|
|
able to drag such a train over a polished floor was a felicity
|
|
worth any price. Her reflections, at any rate, were disturbed
|
|
by the advent of Newman and his companion. She glanced at them
|
|
quickly, and then, coloring a little, rose and stood before her
|
|
easel.
|
|
|
|
"I came here on purpose to see you," said Newman in his bad
|
|
French, offering to shake hands. And then, like a good
|
|
American, he introduced Valentin formally: "Allow me to make you
|
|
acquainted with the Comte Valentin de Bellegarde."
|
|
|
|
Valentin made a bow which must have seemed to Mademoiselle
|
|
Noemie quite in harmony with the impressiveness of his title,
|
|
but the graceful brevity of her own response made no concession
|
|
to underbred surprise. She turned to Newman, putting up her
|
|
hands to her hair and smoothing its delicately-felt roughness.
|
|
Then, rapidly, she turned the canvas that was on her easel over
|
|
upon its face. "You have not forgotten me?" she asked.
|
|
|
|
"I shall never forget you," said Newman. "You may be sure of
|
|
that."
|
|
|
|
"Oh," said the young girl, "there are a great many different
|
|
ways of remembering a person." And she looked straight at
|
|
Valentin de Bellegarde, who was looking at her as a gentleman
|
|
may when a "verdict" is expected of him.
|
|
|
|
"Have you painted anything for me?" said Newman. "Have you been
|
|
industrious?"
|
|
|
|
"No, I have done nothing." And taking up her palette, she began
|
|
to mix her colors at hazard.
|
|
|
|
"But your father tells me you have come here constantly."
|
|
|
|
"I have nowhere else to go! Here, all summer, it was cool, at
|
|
least."
|
|
|
|
"Being here, then," said Newman, "you might have tried
|
|
something."
|
|
|
|
"I told you before," she answered, softly, "that I don't know
|
|
how to paint."
|
|
|
|
"But you have something charming on your easel, now," said
|
|
Valentin, "if you would only let me see it."
|
|
|
|
She spread out her two hands, with the fingers expanded, over
|
|
the back of the canvas--those hands which Newman had called
|
|
pretty, and which, in spite of several paint-stains, Valentin
|
|
could now admire. "My painting is not charming," she said.
|
|
|
|
"It is the only thing about you that is not, then,
|
|
mademoiselle," quoth Valentin, gallantly.
|
|
|
|
She took up her little canvas and silently passed it to him. He
|
|
looked at it, and in a moment she said, "I am sure you are a
|
|
judge."
|
|
|
|
"Yes," he answered, "I am."
|
|
|
|
"You know, then, that that is very bad."
|
|
|
|
"Mon Dieu," said Valentin, shrugging his shoulders "let us
|
|
distinguish."
|
|
|
|
"You know that I ought not to attempt to paint," the young girl
|
|
continued.
|
|
|
|
"Frankly, then, mademoiselle, I think you ought not."
|
|
|
|
She began to look at the dresses of the two splendid ladies
|
|
again--a point on which, having risked one conjecture, I think I
|
|
may risk another. While she was looking at the ladies she was
|
|
seeing Valentin de Bellegarde. He, at all events, was seeing
|
|
her. He put down the roughly-besmeared canvas and addressed a
|
|
little click with his tongue, accompanied by an elevation of the
|
|
eyebrows, to Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Where have you been all these months?" asked Mademoiselle
|
|
Noemie of our hero. "You took those great journeys, you amused
|
|
yourself well?"
|
|
|
|
"Oh, yes," said Newman. "I amused myself well enough."
|
|
|
|
"I am very glad," said Mademoiselle Noemie with extreme
|
|
gentleness, and she began to dabble in her colors again. She
|
|
was singularly pretty, with the look of serious sympathy that
|
|
she threw into her face.
|
|
|
|
Valentin took advantage of her downcast eyes to telegraph again
|
|
to his companion. He renewed his mysterious physiognomical
|
|
play, making at the same time a rapid tremulous movement in the
|
|
air with his fingers. He was evidently finding Mademoiselle
|
|
Noemie extremely interesting; the blue devils had departed,
|
|
leaving the field clear.
|
|
|
|
"Tell me something about your travels," murmured the young girl.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I went to Switzerland,--to Geneva and Zermatt and Zurich
|
|
and all those places you know; and down to Venice, and all
|
|
through Germany, and down the Rhine, and into Holland and
|
|
Belgium--the regular round. How do you say that, in French--the
|
|
regular round?" Newman asked of Valentin.
|
|
|
|
Mademoiselle Nioche fixed her eyes an instant on Bellegarde, and
|
|
then with a little smile, "I don't understand monsieur," she
|
|
said, "when he says so much at once. Would you be so good as to
|
|
translate?"
|
|
|
|
"I would rather talk to you out of my own head," Valentin
|
|
declared.
|
|
|
|
"No," said Newman, gravely, still in his bad French, "you must
|
|
not talk to Mademoiselle Nioche, because you say discouraging
|
|
things. You ought to tell her to work, to persevere."
|
|
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"And we French, mademoiselle," said Valentin, "are accused of
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being false flatterers!"
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"I don't want any flattery, I want only the truth. But I know
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the truth."
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"All I say is that I suspect there are some things that you can
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do better than paint," said Valentin.
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"I know the truth--I know the truth," Mademoiselle Noemie
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repeated. And, dipping a brush into a clot of red paint, she
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drew a great horizontal daub across her unfinished picture.
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"What is that?" asked Newman.
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Without answering, she drew another long crimson daub, in a
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vertical direction, down the middle of her canvas, and so, in a
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moment, completed the rough indication of a cross. "It is the
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sign of the truth," she said at last.
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The two men looked at each other, and Valentin indulged in
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another flash of physiognomical eloquence. "You have spoiled
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your picture," said Newman.
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"I know that very well. It was the only thing to do with it. I
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had sat looking at it all day without touching it. I had begun
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to hate it. It seemed to me something was going to happen."
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"I like it better that way than as it was before," said
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Valentin. "Now it is more interesting. It tells a story. Is
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it for sale?"
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"Everything I have is for sale," said Mademoiselle Noemie.
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"How much is this thing?"
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"Ten thousand francs," said the young girl, without a smile.
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"Everything that Mademoiselle Nioche may do at present is mine
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in advance," said Newman. "It makes part of an order I gave her
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some months ago. So you can't have this."
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"Monsieur will lose nothing by it," said the young girl, looking
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at Valentin. And she began to put up her utensils.
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"I shall have gained a charming memory," said Valentin. "You are
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going away? your day is over?"
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"My father is coming to fetch me," said Mademoiselle Noemie.
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She had hardly spoken when, through the door behind her, which
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opens on one of the great white stone staircases of the Louvre,
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M. Nioche made his appearance. He came in with his usual even,
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patient shuffle, and he made a low salute to the two gentlemen
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who were standing before his daughter's easel. Newman shook his
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hands with muscular friendliness, and Valentin returned his
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greeting with extreme deference. While the old man stood
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waiting for Noemie to make a parcel of her implements, he let
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his mild, oblique gaze hover toward Bellegarde, who was watching
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Mademoiselle Noemie put on her bonnet and mantle. Valentin was
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at no pains to disguise his scrutiny. He looked at a pretty
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girl as he would have listened to a piece of music. Attention,
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in each case, was simple good manners. M. Nioche at last took
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his daughter's paint-box in one hand and the bedaubed canvas,
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after giving it a solemn, puzzled stare, in the other, and led
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the way to the door. Mademoiselle Noemie made the young men the
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salute of a duchess, and followed her father.
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"Well," said Newman, "what do you think of her?"
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"She is very remarkable. Diable, diable, diable!" repeated
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M. de Bellegarde, reflectively; "she is very remarkable."
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"I am afraid she is a sad little adventuress," said Newman.
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"Not a little one--a great one. She has the material." And
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Valentin began to walk away slowly, looking vaguely at the
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pictures on the walls, with a thoughtful illumination in his
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eye. Nothing could have appealed to his imagination more than
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the possible adventures of a young lady endowed with the
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"material" of Mademoiselle Nioche. "She is very interesting,"
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he went on. "She is a beautiful type."
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"A beautiful type? What the deuce do you mean?" asked Newman.
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"I mean from the artistic point of view. She is an
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artist,--outside of her painting, which obviously is execrable."
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"But she is not beautiful. I don't even think her very pretty."
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"She is quite pretty enough for her purposes, and it is a face
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and figure on which everything tells. If she were prettier she
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would be less intelligent, and her intelligence is half of her
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|
charm."
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"In what way," asked Newman, who was much amused at his
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companion's immediate philosophization of Mademoiselle Nioche,
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"does her intelligence strike you as so remarkable?"
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"She has taken the measure of life, and she has determined to
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BE something--to succeed at any cost. Her painting, of course,
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is a mere trick to gain time. She is waiting for her chance;
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she wishes to launch herself, and to do it well. She knows her
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Paris. She is one of fifty thousand, so far as the mere
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ambition goes; but I am very sure that in the way of resolution
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and capacity she is a rarity. And in one gift--perfect
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heartlessness--I will warrant she is unsurpassed. She has not
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as much heart as will go on the point of a needle. That is an
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|
immense virtue. Yes, she is one of the celebrities of the
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future."
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"Heaven help us!" said Newman, "how far the artistic point of
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view may take a man! But in this case I must request that you
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don't let it take you too far. You have learned a wonderful
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|
deal about Mademoiselle Noemie in a quarter of an hour. Let
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|
that suffice; don't follow up your researches."
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"My dear fellow," cried Bellegarde with warmth, "I hope I have
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too good manners to intrude."
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"You are not intruding. The girl is nothing to me. In fact, I
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|
rather dislike her. But I like her poor old father, and for his
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sake I beg you to abstain from any attempt to verify your
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|
theories."
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"For the sake of that seedy old gentleman who came to fetch
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her?" demanded Valentin, stopping short. And on Newman's
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|
assenting, "Ah no, ah no," he went on with a smile. "You are
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|
quite wrong, my dear fellow; you needn't mind him."
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"I verily believe that you are accusing the poor gentleman of
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being capable of rejoicing in his daughter's dishonor."
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"Voyons," said Valentin; "who is he? what is he?"
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"He is what he looks like: as poor as a rat, but very
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high-toned."
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"Exactly. I noticed him perfectly; be sure I do him justice.
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He has had losses, des malheurs, as we say. He is very
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low-spirited, and his daughter is too much for him. He is the
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|
pink of respectability, and he has sixty years of honesty on his
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|
back. All this I perfectly appreciate. But I know my
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|
fellow-men and my fellow-Parisians, and I will make a bargain
|
|
with you." Newman gave ear to his bargain and he went on. "He
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|
would rather his daughter were a good girl than a bad one, but
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|
if the worst comes to the worst, the old man will not do what
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Virginius did. Success justifies everything. If Mademoiselle
|
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Noemie makes a figure, her papa will feel--well, we will call it
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|
relieved. And she will make a figure. The old gentleman's
|
|
future is assured."
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"I don't know what Virginius did, but M. Nioche will shoot Miss
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Noemie," said Newman. "After that, I suppose his future will be
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assured in some snug prison."
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"I am not a cynic; I am simply an observer," Valentin rejoined.
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"Mademoiselle Noemie interests me; she is extremely remarkable.
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If there is a good reason, in honor or decency, for dismissing
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her from my thoughts forever, I am perfectly willing to do it.
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Your estimate of the papa's sensibilities is a good reason until
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|
it is invalidated. I promise you not to look at the young girl
|
|
again until you tell me that you have changed your mind about
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the papa. When he has given distinct proof of being a
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|
philosopher, you will raise your interdict. Do you agree to
|
|
that?"
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"Do you mean to bribe him?"
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"Oh, you admit, then, that he is bribable? No, he would ask too
|
|
much, and it would not be exactly fair. I mean simply to wait.
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|
You will continue, I suppose, to see this interesting couple,
|
|
and you will give me the news yourself."
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|
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"Well," said Newman, "if the old man turns out a humbug, you may
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|
do what you please. I wash my hands of the matter. For the
|
|
girl herself, you may be at rest. I don't know what harm she
|
|
may do to me, but I certainly can't hurt her. It seems to me,"
|
|
said Newman, "that you are very well matched. You are both hard
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|
cases, and M. Nioche and I, I believe, are the only virtuous men
|
|
to be found in Paris."
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|
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|
Soon after this M. de Bellegarde, in punishment for his levity,
|
|
received a stern poke in the back from a pointed instrument.
|
|
Turning quickly round he found the weapon to be a parasol
|
|
wielded by a lady in green gauze bonnet. Valentin's English
|
|
cousins had been drifting about unpiloted, and evidently deemed
|
|
that they had a grievance. Newman left him to their mercies,
|
|
but with a boundless faith in his power to plead his cause.
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CHAPTER XII
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Three days after his introduction to the family of Madame de
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|
Cintre, Newman, coming in toward evening, found upon his table
|
|
the card of the Marquis de Bellegarde. On the following day he
|
|
received a note informing him that the Marquise de Bellegarde
|
|
would be grateful for the honor of his company at dinner.
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|
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|
He went, of course, though he had to break another engagement to
|
|
do it. He was ushered into the room in which Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde had received him before, and here he found his
|
|
venerable hostess, surrounded by her entire family. The room
|
|
was lighted only by the crackling fire, which illuminated the
|
|
very small pink slippers of a lady who, seated in a low chair,
|
|
was stretching out her toes before it. This lady was the
|
|
younger Madame de Bellegarde. Madame de Cintre was seated at
|
|
the other end of the room, holding a little girl against her
|
|
knee, the child of her brother Urbain, to whom she was
|
|
apparently relating a wonderful story. Valentin was sitting on
|
|
a puff, close to his sister-in-law, into whose ear he was
|
|
certainly distilling the finest nonsense. The marquis was
|
|
stationed before the fire, with his head erect and his hands
|
|
behind him, in an attitude of formal expectancy.
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|
|
|
Old Madame de Bellegarde stood up to give Newman her greeting,
|
|
and there was that in the way she did so which seemed to measure
|
|
narrowly the extent of her condescension. "We are all alone,
|
|
you see, we have asked no one else," she said, austerely.
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|
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|
"I am very glad you didn't; this is much more sociable," said
|
|
Newman. "Good evening, sir," and he offered his hand to the
|
|
marquis.
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|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde was affable, but in spite of his dignity he was
|
|
restless. He began to pace up and down the room, he looked out
|
|
of the long windows, he took up books and laid them down again.
|
|
Young Madame de Bellegarde gave Newman her hand without moving
|
|
and without looking at him.
|
|
|
|
"You may think that is coldness," exclaimed Valentin; "but it is
|
|
not, it is warmth. It shows she is treating you as an intimate.
|
|
Now she detests me, and yet she is always looking at me."
|
|
|
|
"No wonder I detest you if I am always looking at you!" cried
|
|
the lady. "If Mr. Newman does not like my way of shaking hands,
|
|
I will do it again."
|
|
|
|
But this charming privilege was lost upon our hero, who was
|
|
already making his way across the room to Madame de Cintre. She
|
|
looked at him as she shook hands, but she went on with the story
|
|
she was telling her little niece. She had only two or three
|
|
phrases to add, but they were apparently of great moment. She
|
|
deepened her voice, smiling as she did so, and the little girl
|
|
gazed at her with round eyes.
|
|
|
|
"But in the end the young prince married the beautiful
|
|
Florabella," said Madame de Cintre, "and carried her off to live
|
|
with him in the Land of the Pink Sky. There she was so happy
|
|
that she forgot all her troubles, and went out to drive every
|
|
day of her life in an ivory coach drawn by five hundred white
|
|
mice. Poor Florabella," she exclaimed to Newman, "had suffered
|
|
terribly."
|
|
|
|
"She had had nothing to eat for six months," said little Blanche.
|
|
|
|
"Yes, but when the six months were over, she had a plum-cake as
|
|
big as that ottoman," said Madame de Cintre. "That quite set
|
|
her up again."
|
|
|
|
"What a checkered career!" said Newman. "Are you very fond of
|
|
children?" He was certain that she was, but he wished to make
|
|
her say it.
|
|
|
|
"I like to talk with them," she answered; "we can talk with them
|
|
so much more seriously than with grown persons. That is great
|
|
nonsense that I have been telling Blanche, but it is a great
|
|
deal more serious than most of what we say in society."
|
|
|
|
"I wish you would talk to me, then, as if I were Blanche's age,"
|
|
said Newman, laughing. "Were you happy at your ball, the other
|
|
night?"
|
|
|
|
"Ecstatically!"
|
|
|
|
"Now you are talking the nonsense that we talk in society," said
|
|
Newman. "I don't believe that."
|
|
|
|
"It was my own fault if I was not happy. The ball was very
|
|
pretty, and every one very amiable."
|
|
|
|
"It was on your conscience," said Newman, "that you had annoyed
|
|
your mother and your brother."
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre looked at him a moment without answering.
|
|
"That is true," she replied at last. "I had undertaken more
|
|
than I could carry out. I have very little courage; I am not a
|
|
heroine." She said this with a certain soft emphasis; but then,
|
|
changing her tone, "I could never have gone through the
|
|
sufferings of the beautiful Florabella," she added, not even for
|
|
her prospective rewards.
|
|
|
|
Dinner was announced, and Newman betook himself to the side of
|
|
the old Madame de Bellegarde. The dining-room, at the end of a
|
|
cold corridor, was vast and sombre; the dinner was simple and
|
|
delicately excellent. Newman wondered whether Madame de Cintre
|
|
had had something to do with ordering the repast and greatly
|
|
hoped she had. Once seated at table, with the various members
|
|
of the ancient house of Bellegarde around him, he asked himself
|
|
the meaning of his position. Was the old lady responding to his
|
|
advances? Did the fact that he was a solitary guest augment his
|
|
credit or diminish it? Were they ashamed to show him to other
|
|
people, or did they wish to give him a sign of sudden adoption
|
|
into their last reserve of favor? Newman was on his guard; he
|
|
was watchful and conjectural; and yet at the same time he was
|
|
vaguely indifferent. Whether they gave him a long rope or a
|
|
short one he was there now, and Madame de Cintre was opposite to
|
|
him. She had a tall candlestick on each side of her; she would
|
|
sit there for the next hour, and that was enough. The dinner
|
|
was extremely solemn and measured; he wondered whether this was
|
|
always the state of things in "old families." Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde held her head very high, and fixed her eyes, which
|
|
looked peculiarly sharp in her little, finely-wrinkled white
|
|
face, very intently upon the table-service. The marquis
|
|
appeared to have decided that the fine arts offered a safe
|
|
subject of conversation, as not leading to startling personal
|
|
revelations. Every now and then, having learned from Newman
|
|
that he had been through the museums of Europe, he uttered some
|
|
polished aphorism upon the flesh-tints of Rubens and the good
|
|
taste of Sansovino. His manners seemed to indicate a fine,
|
|
nervous dread that something disagreeable might happen if the
|
|
atmosphere were not purified by allusions of a thoroughly
|
|
superior cast. "What under the sun is the man afraid of?"
|
|
Newman asked himself. "Does he think I am going to offer to
|
|
swap jack-knives with him?" It was useless to shut his eyes to
|
|
the fact that the marquis was profoundly disagreeable to him.
|
|
He had never been a man of strong personal aversions; his nerves
|
|
had not been at the mercy of the mystical qualities of his
|
|
neighbors. But here was a man towards whom he was irresistibly
|
|
in opposition; a man of forms and phrases and postures; a man
|
|
full of possible impertinences and treacheries. M. de
|
|
Bellegarde made him feel as if he were standing bare-footed on a
|
|
marble floor; and yet, to gain his desire, Newman felt perfectly
|
|
able to stand. He wondered what Madame de Cintre thought of his
|
|
being accepted, if accepted it was. There was no judging from
|
|
her face, which expressed simply the desire to be gracious in a
|
|
manner which should require as little explicit recognition as
|
|
possible. Young Madame de Bellegarde had always the same
|
|
manners; she was always preoccupied, distracted, listening to
|
|
everything and hearing nothing, looking at her dress, her rings,
|
|
her finger-nails, seeming rather bored, and yet puzzling you to
|
|
decide what was her ideal of social diversion. Newman was
|
|
enlightened on this point later. Even Valentin did not quite
|
|
seem master of his wits; his vivacity was fitful and forced, yet
|
|
Newman observed that in the lapses of his talk he appeared
|
|
excited. His eyes had an intenser spark than usual. The effect
|
|
of all this was that Newman, for the first time in his life, was
|
|
not himself; that he measured his movements, and counted his
|
|
words, and resolved that if the occasion demanded that he should
|
|
appear to have swallowed a ramrod, he would meet the emergency.
|
|
|
|
After dinner M. de Bellegarde proposed to his guest that they
|
|
should go into the smoking-room, and he led the way toward a
|
|
small, somewhat musty apartment, the walls of which were
|
|
ornamented with old hangings of stamped leather and trophies of
|
|
rusty arms. Newman refused a cigar, but he established himself
|
|
upon one of the divans, while the marquis puffed his own weed
|
|
before the fire-place, and Valentin sat looking through the
|
|
light fumes of a cigarette from one to the other.
|
|
|
|
"I can't keep quiet any longer," said Valentin, at last. "I
|
|
must tell you the news and congratulate you. My brother seems
|
|
unable to come to the point; he revolves around his announcement
|
|
like the priest around the altar. You are accepted as a
|
|
candidate for the hand of our sister."
|
|
|
|
"Valentin, be a little proper!" murmured the marquis, with a
|
|
look of the most delicate irritation contracting the bridge of
|
|
his high nose.
|
|
|
|
"There has been a family council," the young man continued; "my
|
|
mother and Urbain have put their heads together, and even my
|
|
testimony has not been altogether excluded. My mother and the
|
|
marquis sat at a table covered with green cloth; my
|
|
sister-in-law and I were on a bench against the wall. It was
|
|
like a committee at the Corps Legislatif. We were called up,
|
|
one after the other, to testify. We spoke of you very
|
|
handsomely. Madame de Bellegarde said that if she had not been
|
|
told who you were, she would have taken you for a duke--an
|
|
American duke, the Duke of California. I said that I could
|
|
warrant you grateful for the smallest favors--modest, humble,
|
|
unassuming. I was sure that you would know your own place,
|
|
always, and never give us occasion to remind you of certain
|
|
differences. After all, you couldn't help it if you were not a
|
|
duke. There were none in your country; but if there had been,
|
|
it was certain that, smart and active as you are, you would have
|
|
got the pick of the titles. At this point I was ordered to sit
|
|
down, but I think I made an impression in your favor."
|
|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde looked at his brother with dangerous coldness,
|
|
and gave a smile as thin as the edge of a knife. Then he
|
|
removed a spark of cigar-ash from the sleeve of his coat; he
|
|
fixed his eyes for a while on the cornice of the room, and at
|
|
last he inserted one of his white hands into the breast of his
|
|
waistcoat. "I must apologize to you for the deplorable levity
|
|
of my brother," he said, "and I must notify you that this is
|
|
probably not the last time that his want of tact will cause you
|
|
serious embarrassment."
|
|
|
|
"No, I confess I have no tact," said Valentin. "Is your
|
|
embarrassment really painful, Newman? The marquis will put you
|
|
right again; his own touch is deliciously delicate."
|
|
|
|
"Valentin, I am sorry to say," the marquis continued, "has never
|
|
possessed the tone, the manner, that belongs to a young man in
|
|
his position. It has been a great affliction to his mother, who
|
|
is very fond of the old traditions. But you must remember that
|
|
he speaks for no one but himself."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I don't mind him, sir," said Newman, good-humoredly. "I
|
|
know what he amounts to."
|
|
|
|
"In the good old times," said Valentin, marquises and counts
|
|
used to have their appointed fools and jesters, to crack jokes
|
|
for them. Nowadays we see a great strapping democrat keeping a
|
|
count about him to play the fool. It's a good situation, but I
|
|
certainly am very degenerate."
|
|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde fixed his eyes for some time on the floor. "My
|
|
mother informed me," he said presently, "of the announcement
|
|
that you made to her the other evening."
|
|
|
|
"That I desired to marry your sister?" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"That you wished to arrange a marriage," said the marquis,
|
|
slowly, "with my sister, the Comtesse de Cintre. The proposal
|
|
was serious, and required, on my mother's part, a great deal of
|
|
reflection. She naturally took me into her counsels, and I gave
|
|
my most zealous attention to the subject. There was a great
|
|
deal to be considered; more than you appear to imagine. We have
|
|
viewed the question on all its faces, we have weighed one thing
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against another. Our conclusion has been that we favor your
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suit. My mother has desired me to inform you of our decision.
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She will have the honor of saying a few words to you on the
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subject, herself. Meanwhile, by us, the heads of the family,
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you are accepted."
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Newman got up and came nearer to the marquis. "You will do
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nothing to hinder me, and all you can to help me, eh?"
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"I will recommend my sister to accept you."
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Newman passed his hand over his face, and pressed it for a
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moment upon his eyes. This promise had a great sound, and yet
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the pleasure he took in it was embittered by his having to stand
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there so and receive his passport from M. de Bellegarde. The
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idea of having this gentleman mixed up with his wooing and
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wedding was more and more disagreeable to him. But Newman had
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resolved to go through the mill, as he imagined it, and he would
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not cry out at the first turn of the wheel. He was silent a
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while, and then he said, with a certain dryness which Valentin
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told him afterwards had a very grand air, "I am much obliged to
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you."
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"I take note of the promise," said Valentin, "I register the
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vow."
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M. de Bellegarde began to gaze at the cornice again; he
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apparently had something more to say. "I must do my mother the
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justice," he resumed, "I must do myself the justice, to say that
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our decision was not easy. Such an arrangement was not what we
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had expected. The idea that my sister should marry a
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gentleman--ah--in business was something of a novelty."
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"So I told you, you know," said Valentin raising his finger at
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Newman.
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"The novelty has not quite worn away, I confess," the marquis
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went on; "perhaps it never will, entirely. But possibly that is
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not altogether to be regretted," and he gave his thin smile
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again. "It may be that the time has come when we should make
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some concession to novelty. There had been no novelties in our
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house for a great many years. I made the observation to my
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mother, and she did me the honor to admit that it was worthy of
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attention."
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"My dear brother," interrupted Valentin, "is not your memory
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just here leading you the least bit astray? Our mother is, I
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may say, distinguished for her small respect of abstract
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reasoning. Are you very sure that she replied to your striking
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proposition in the gracious manner you describe? You know how
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terribly incisive she is sometimes. Didn't she, rather, do you
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the honor to say, 'A fiddlestick for your phrases! There are
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better reasons than that'?"
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"Other reasons were discussed," said the marquis, without
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looking at Valentin, but with an audible tremor in his voice;
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"some of them possibly were better. We are conservative, Mr.
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Newman, but we are not also bigots. We judged the matter
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liberally. We have no doubt that everything will be
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comfortable."
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Newman had stood listening to these remarks with his arms folded
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and his eyes fastened upon M. de Bellegarde, "Comfortable?" he
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said, with a sort of grim flatness of intonation. "Why
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shouldn't we be comfortable? If you are not, it will be your
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own fault; I have everything to make ME so."
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"My brother means that with the lapse of time you may get used
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to the change"--and Valentin paused, to light another cigarette.
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"What change?" asked Newman in the same tone.
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"Urbain," said Valentin, very gravely, I am afraid that Mr.
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Newman does not quite realize the change. We ought to insist
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upon that."
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"My brother goes too far," said M. de Bellegarde. "It is his
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fatal want of tact again. It is my mother's wish, and mine,
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that no such allusions should be made. Pray never make them
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yourself. We prefer to assume that the person accepted as the
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possible husband of my sister is one of ourselves, and that he
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should have no explanations to make. With a little discretion
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on both sides, everything, I think, will be easy. That is
|
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exactly what I wished to say--that we quite understand what we
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have undertaken, and that you may depend upon our adhering to
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our resolution."
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Valentin shook his hands in the air and then buried his face in
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them. "I have less tact than I might have, no doubt; but oh, my
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brother, if you knew what you yourself were saying!" And he
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went off into a long laugh.
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M. de Bellegarde's face flushed a little, but he held his head
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|
higher, as if to repudiate this concession to vulgar
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|
perturbability. "I am sure you understand me," he said to
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Newman.
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"Oh no, I don't understand you at all," said Newman. "But you
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|
needn't mind that. I don't care. In fact, I think I had better
|
|
not understand you. I might not like it. That wouldn't suit me
|
|
at all, you know. I want to marry your sister, that's all; to
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do it as quickly as possible, and to find fault with nothing. I
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|
don't care how I do it. I am not marrying you, you know, sir.
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I have got my leave, and that is all I want."
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"You had better receive the last word from my mother," said the
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marquis.
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"Very good; I will go and get it," said Newman; and he prepared
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to return to the drawing-room.
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M. de Bellegarde made a motion for him to pass first, and when
|
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Newman had gone out he shut himself into the room with Valentin.
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Newman had been a trifle bewildered by the audacious irony of
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the younger brother, and he had not needed its aid to point the
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moral of M. de Bellegarde's transcendent patronage. He had wit
|
|
enough to appreciate the force of that civility which consists
|
|
in calling your attention to the impertinences it spares you.
|
|
But he had felt warmly the delicate sympathy with himself that
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|
underlay Valentin's fraternal irreverence, and he was most
|
|
unwilling that his friend should pay a tax upon it. He paused a
|
|
moment in the corridor, after he had gone a few steps, expecting
|
|
to hear the resonance of M. de Bellegarde's displeasure; but he
|
|
detected only a perfect stillness. The stillness itself seemed
|
|
a trifle portentous; he reflected however that he had no right
|
|
to stand listening, and he made his way back to the salon. In
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|
his absence several persons had come in. They were scattered
|
|
about the room in groups, two or three of them having passed
|
|
into a small boudoir, next to the drawing-room, which had now
|
|
been lighted and opened. Old Madame de Bellegarde was in her
|
|
place by the fire, talking to a very old gentleman in a wig and
|
|
a profuse white neck cloth of the fashion of 1820. Madame de
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|
Cintre was bending a listening head to the historic confidences
|
|
of an old lady who was presumably the wife of the old gentleman
|
|
in the neckcloth, an old lady in a red satin dress and an ermine
|
|
cape, who wore across her forehead a band with a topaz set in
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|
it. Young Madame de Bellegarde, when Newman came in, left some
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|
people among whom she was sitting, and took the place that she
|
|
had occupied before dinner. Then she gave a little push to the
|
|
puff that stood near her, and by a glance at Newman seemed to
|
|
indicate that she had placed it in position for him. He went
|
|
and took possession of it; the marquis's wife amused and puzzled
|
|
him.
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"I know your secret," she said, in her bad but charming English;
|
|
"you need make no mystery of it. You wish to marry my
|
|
sister-in-law. C'est un beau choix. A man like you ought
|
|
to marry a tall, thin woman. You must know that I have spoken
|
|
in your favor; you owe me a famous taper!"
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|
"You have spoken to Madame de Cintre?" said Newman.
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|
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|
"Oh no, not that. You may think it strange, but my
|
|
sister-in-law and I are not so intimate as that. No; I spoke to
|
|
my husband and my mother-in-law; I said I was sure we could do
|
|
what we chose with you."
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|
|
|
"I am much, obliged to you," said Newman, laughing; "but you
|
|
can't."
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|
|
|
"I know that very well; I didn't believe a word of it. But I
|
|
wanted you to come into the house; I thought we should be
|
|
friends."
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|
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|
"I am very sure of it," said Newman.
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|
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|
"Don't be too sure. If you like Madame de Cintre so much,
|
|
perhaps you will not like me. We are as different as blue and
|
|
pink. But you and I have something in common. I have come into
|
|
this family by marriage; you want to come into it in the same
|
|
way."
|
|
|
|
"Oh no, I don't!" interrupted Newman. "I only want to take
|
|
Madame de Cintre out of it."
|
|
|
|
"Well, to cast your nets you have to go into the water. Our
|
|
positions are alike; we shall be able to compare notes. What do
|
|
you think of my husband? It's a strange question, isn't it?
|
|
But I shall ask you some stranger ones yet."
|
|
|
|
"Perhaps a stranger one will be easier to answer," said Newman.
|
|
"You might try me."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, you get off very well; the old Comte de la Rochefidele,
|
|
yonder, couldn't do it better. I told them that if we only gave
|
|
you a chance you would be a perfect talon rouge. I know
|
|
something about men. Besides, you and I belong to the same
|
|
camp. I am a ferocious democrat. By birth I am vieille roche; a
|
|
good little bit of the history of France is the history of my
|
|
family. Oh, you never heard of us, of course! Ce que c'est
|
|
que la gloire! We are much better than the Bellegardes, at any
|
|
rate. But I don't care a pin for my pedigree; I want to belong
|
|
to my time. I'm a revolutionist, a radical, a child of the age!
|
|
I am sure I go beyond you. I like clever people, wherever they
|
|
come from, and I take my amusement wherever I find it. I don't
|
|
pout at the Empire; here all the world pouts at the Empire. Of
|
|
course I have to mind what I say; but I expect to take my
|
|
revenge with you." Madame de Bellegarde discoursed for some
|
|
time longer in this sympathetic strain, with an eager abundance
|
|
which seemed to indicate that her opportunities for revealing
|
|
her esoteric philosophy were indeed rare. She hoped that Newman
|
|
would never be afraid of her, however he might be with the
|
|
others, for, really, she went very far indeed. "Strong
|
|
people"--le gens forts--were in her opinion equal, all the
|
|
world over. Newman listened to her with an attention at once
|
|
beguiled and irritated. He wondered what the deuce she, too,
|
|
was driving at, with her hope that he would not be afraid of her
|
|
and her protestations of equality. In so far as he could
|
|
understand her, she was wrong; a silly, rattling woman was
|
|
certainly not the equal of a sensible man, preoccupied with an
|
|
ambitious passion. Madame de Bellegarde stopped suddenly, and
|
|
looked at him sharply, shaking her fan. "I see you don't
|
|
believe me," she said, "you are too much on your guard. You
|
|
will not form an alliance, offensive or defensive? You are very
|
|
wrong; I could help you."
|
|
|
|
Newman answered that he was very grateful and that he would
|
|
certainly ask for help; she should see. "But first of all," he
|
|
said, "I must help myself." And he went to join Madame de
|
|
Cintre.
|
|
|
|
"I have been telling Madame de la Rochefidele that you are an
|
|
American," she said, as he came up. "It interests her greatly.
|
|
Her father went over with the French troops to help you in your
|
|
battles in the last century, and she has always, in consequence,
|
|
wanted greatly to see an American. But she has never succeeded
|
|
till to-night. You are the first--to her knowledge--that she
|
|
has ever looked at."
|
|
|
|
Madame de la Rochefidele had an aged, cadaverous face, with a
|
|
falling of the lower jaw which prevented her from bringing her
|
|
lips together, and reduced her conversations to a series of
|
|
impressive but inarticulate gutturals. She raised an antique
|
|
eyeglass, elaborately mounted in chased silver, and looked at
|
|
Newman from head to foot. Then she said something to which he
|
|
listened deferentially, but which he completely failed to
|
|
understand.
|
|
|
|
"Madame de la Rochefidele says that she is convinced that she
|
|
must have seen Americans without knowing it," Madame de Cintre
|
|
explained. Newman thought it probable she had seen a great many
|
|
things without knowing it; and the old lady, again addressing
|
|
herself to utterance, declared--as interpreted by Madame de
|
|
Cintre--that she wished she had known it.
|
|
|
|
At this moment the old gentleman who had been talking to the
|
|
elder Madame de Bellegarde drew near, leading the marquise on
|
|
his arm. His wife pointed out Newman to him, apparently
|
|
explaining his remarkable origin. M. de la Rochefidele, whose
|
|
old age was rosy and rotund, spoke very neatly and clearly,
|
|
almost as prettily, Newman thought, as M. Nioche. When he had
|
|
been enlightened, he turned to Newman with an inimitable elderly
|
|
grace.
|
|
|
|
"Monsieur is by no means the first American that I have seen,"
|
|
he said. "Almost the first person I ever saw--to notice
|
|
him--was an American."
|
|
|
|
"Ah?" said Newman, sympathetically.
|
|
|
|
"The great Dr. Franklin," said M. de la Rochefidele. "Of
|
|
course I was very young. He was received very well in our
|
|
monde."
|
|
|
|
"Not better than Mr. Newman," said Madame de Bellegarde. "I beg
|
|
he will offer his arm into the other room. I could have offered
|
|
no higher privilege to Dr. Franklin."
|
|
|
|
Newman, complying with Madame de Bellegarde's request, perceived
|
|
that her two sons had returned to the drawing-room. He scanned
|
|
their faces an instant for traces of the scene that had followed
|
|
his separation from them, but the marquise seemed neither more
|
|
nor less frigidly grand than usual, and Valentin was kissing
|
|
ladies' hands with at least his habitual air of self-abandonment
|
|
to the act. Madame de Bellegarde gave a glance at her eldest
|
|
son, and by the time she had crossed the threshold of her
|
|
boudoir he was at her side. The room was now empty and offered
|
|
a sufficient degree of privacy. The old lady disengaged herself
|
|
from Newman's arm and rested her hand on the arm of the marquis;
|
|
and in this position she stood a moment, holding her head high
|
|
and biting her small under-lip. I am afraid the picture was
|
|
lost upon Newman, but Madame de Bellegarde was, in fact, at this
|
|
moment a striking image of the dignity which--even in the case
|
|
of a little time-shrunken old lady--may reside in the habit of
|
|
unquestioned authority and the absoluteness of a social theory
|
|
favorable to yourself.
|
|
|
|
"My son has spoken to you as I desired," she said, "and you
|
|
understand that we shall not interfere. The rest will lie with
|
|
yourself."
|
|
|
|
"M. de Bellegarde told me several things I didn't understand,"
|
|
said Newman, "but I made out that. You will leave me open
|
|
field. I am much obliged."
|
|
|
|
"I wish to add a word that my son probably did not feel at
|
|
liberty to say," the marquise rejoined. "I must say it for my
|
|
own peace of mind. We are stretching a point; we are doing you
|
|
a great favor."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, your son said it very well; didn't you?" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Not so well as my mother," declared the marquis.
|
|
|
|
"I can only repeat--I am much obliged."
|
|
|
|
"It is proper I should tell you," Madame de Bellegarde went on,
|
|
"that I am very proud, and that I hold my head very high. I may
|
|
be wrong, but I am too old to change. At least I know it, and I
|
|
don't pretend to anything else. Don't flatter yourself that my
|
|
daughter is not proud. She is proud in her own way--a somewhat
|
|
different way from mine. You will have to make your terms with
|
|
that. Even Valentin is proud, if you touch the right spot--or
|
|
the wrong one. Urbain is proud; that you see for yourself.
|
|
Sometimes I think he is a little too proud; but I wouldn't
|
|
change him. He is the best of my children; he cleaves to his
|
|
old mother. But I have said enough to show you that we are all
|
|
proud together. It is well that you should know the sort of
|
|
people you have come among."
|
|
|
|
"Well," said Newman, "I can only say, in return, that I am
|
|
NOT proud; I shan't mind you! But you speak as if you intended
|
|
to be very disagreeable."
|
|
|
|
"I shall not enjoy having my daughter marry you, and I shall not
|
|
pretend to enjoy it. If you don't mind that, so much the
|
|
better."
|
|
|
|
"If you stick to your own side of the contract we shall not
|
|
quarrel; that is all I ask of you," said Newman. "Keep your
|
|
hands off, and give me an open field. I am very much in
|
|
earnest, and there is not the slightest danger of my getting
|
|
discouraged or backing out. You will have me constantly before
|
|
your eyes; if you don't like it, I am sorry for you. I will do
|
|
for your daughter, if she will accept me everything that a man
|
|
can do for a woman. I am happy to tell you that, as a
|
|
promise--a pledge. I consider that on your side you make me an
|
|
equal pledge. You will not back out, eh?"
|
|
|
|
"I don't know what you mean by 'backing out,' " said the
|
|
marquise. "It suggests a movement of which I think no
|
|
Bellegarde has ever been guilty."
|
|
|
|
"Our word is our word," said Urbain. "We have given it."
|
|
|
|
"Well, now," said Newman, "I am very glad you are so proud. It
|
|
makes me believe that you will keep it."
|
|
|
|
The marquise was silent a moment, and then, suddenly, "I shall
|
|
always be polite to you, Mr. Newman," she declared, "but,
|
|
decidedly, I shall never like you."
|
|
|
|
"Don't be too sure," said Newman, laughing.
|
|
|
|
"I am so sure that I will ask you to take me back to my
|
|
arm-chair without the least fear of having my sentiments
|
|
modified by the service you render me." And Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde took his arm, and returned to the salon and to her
|
|
customary place.
|
|
|
|
M. de la Rochefidele and his wife were preparing to take their
|
|
leave, and Madame de Cintre's interview with the mumbling old
|
|
lady was at an end. She stood looking about her, asking
|
|
herself, apparently to whom she should next speak, when Newman
|
|
came up to her.
|
|
|
|
"Your mother has given me leave--very solemnly--to come here
|
|
often," he said. "I mean to come often."
|
|
|
|
"I shall be glad to see you," she answered, simply. And then,
|
|
in a moment. "You probably think it very strange that there
|
|
should be such a solemnity--as you say--about your coming."
|
|
|
|
"Well, yes; I do, rather."
|
|
|
|
"Do you remember what my brother Valentin said, the first time
|
|
you came to see me--that we were a strange, strange family?"
|
|
|
|
"It was not the first time I came, but the second, said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Very true. Valentin annoyed me at the time, but now I know you
|
|
better, I may tell you he was right. If you come often, you
|
|
will see!" and Madame de Cintre turned away.
|
|
|
|
Newman watched her a while, talking with other people, and then
|
|
he took his leave. He shook hands last with Valentin de
|
|
Bellegarde, who came out with him to the top of the staircase.
|
|
"Well, you have got your permit," said Valentin. "I hope you
|
|
liked the process."
|
|
|
|
"I like your sister, more than ever. But don't worry your
|
|
brother any more for my sake," Newman added. "I don't mind him.
|
|
I am afraid he came down on you in the smoking-room, after I
|
|
went out."
|
|
|
|
"When my brother comes down on me," said Valentin, "he falls
|
|
hard. I have a peculiar way of receiving him. I must say," he
|
|
continued, "that they came up to the mark much sooner than I
|
|
expected. I don't understand it, they must have had to turn the
|
|
screw pretty tight. It's a tribute to your millions."
|
|
|
|
"Well, it's the most precious one they have ever received," said
|
|
Newman.
|
|
|
|
He was turning away when Valentin stopped him, looking at him
|
|
with a brilliant, softly-cynical glance. "I should like to know
|
|
whether, within a few days, you have seen your venerable friend
|
|
M. Nioche."
|
|
|
|
"He was yesterday at my rooms," Newman answered.
|
|
|
|
"What did he tell you?"
|
|
|
|
"Nothing particular."
|
|
|
|
"You didn't see the muzzle of a pistol sticking out of his
|
|
pocket?"
|
|
|
|
"What are you driving at?" Newman demanded. "I thought he
|
|
seemed rather cheerful for him."
|
|
|
|
Valentin broke into a laugh. "I am delighted to hear it! I win
|
|
my bet. Mademoiselle Noemie has thrown her cap over the mill,
|
|
as we say. She has left the paternal domicile. She is
|
|
launched! And M. Nioche is rather cheerful-FOR HIM! Don't
|
|
brandish your tomahawk at that rate; I have not seen her nor
|
|
communicated with her since that day at the Louvre. Andromeda
|
|
has found another Perseus than I. My information is exact; on
|
|
such matters it always is. I suppose that now you will raise
|
|
your protest."
|
|
|
|
"My protest be hanged!" murmured Newman, disgustedly.
|
|
|
|
But his tone found no echo in that in which Valentin, with his
|
|
hand on the door, to return to his mother's apartment,
|
|
exclaimed, "But I shall see her now! She is very
|
|
remarkable--she is very remarkable!"
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CHAPTER XIII
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Newman kept his promise, or his menace, of going often to the
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Rue de l'Universite, and during the next six weeks he saw Madame
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de Cintre more times than he could have numbered. He flattered
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himself that he was not in love, but his biographer may be
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supposed to know better. He claimed, at least, none of the
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exemptions and emoluments of the romantic passion. Love, he
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believed, made a fool of a man, and his present emotion was not
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folly but wisdom; wisdom sound, serene, well-directed. What he
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felt was an intense, all-consuming tenderness, which had for its
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object an extraordinarily graceful and delicate, and at the same
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time impressive, woman who lived in a large gray house on the
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left bank of the Seine. This tenderness turned very often into
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a positive heart-ache; a sign in which, certainly, Newman ought
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to have read the appellation which science has conferred upon
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his sentiment. When the heart has a heavy weight upon it, it
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hardly matters whether the weight be of gold or of lead; when,
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at any rate, happiness passes into that place in which it
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becomes identical with pain, a man may admit that the reign of
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wisdom is temporarily suspended. Newman wished Madame de Cintre
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so well that nothing he could think of doing for her in the
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future rose to the high standard which his present mood had set
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itself. She seemed to him so felicitous a product of nature and
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circumstance that his invention, musing on future combinations,
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was constantly catching its breath with the fear of stumbling
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into some brutal compression or mutilation of her beautiful
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personal harmony. This is what I mean by Newman's tenderness:
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Madame de Cintre pleased him so, exactly as she was, that his
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desire to interpose between her and the troubles of life had the
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quality of a young mother's eagerness to protect the sleep of
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her first-born child. Newman was simply charmed, and he handled
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his charm as if it were a music-box which would stop if one
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shook it. There can be no better proof of the hankering epicure
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that is hidden in every man's temperament, waiting for a signal
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from some divine confederate that he may safely peep out.
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Newman at last was enjoying, purely, freely, deeply. Certain of
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Madame de Cintre's personal qualities--the luminous sweetness of
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her eyes, the delicate mobility of her face, the deep liquidity
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of her voice--filled all his consciousness. A rose-crowned
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Greek of old, gazing at a marble goddess with his whole bright
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intellect resting satisfied in the act, could not have been a
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more complete embodiment of the wisdom that loses itself in the
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enjoyment of quiet harmonies.
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He made no violent love to her--no sentimental speeches. He
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never trespassed on what she had made him understand was for the
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present forbidden ground. But he had, nevertheless, a
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comfortable sense that she knew better from day to day how much
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he admired her. Though in general he was no great talker, he
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talked much, and he succeeded perfectly in making her say many
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things. He was not afraid of boring her, either by his
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discourse or by his silence; and whether or no he did
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occasionally bore her, it is probable that on the whole she
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liked him only the better for his absense of embarrassed
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scruples. Her visitors, coming in often while Newman sat there,
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found a tall, lean, silent man in a half-lounging attitude, who
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laughed out sometimes when no one had meant to be droll, and
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remained grave in the presence of calculated witticisms, for
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appreciation of which he had apparently not the proper culture.
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It must be confessed that the number of subjects upon which
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Newman had no ideas was extremely large, and it must be added
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that as regards those subjects upon which he was without ideas
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he was also perfectly without words. He had little of the small
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change of conversation, and his stock of ready-made formulas and
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phrases was the scantiest. On the other hand he had plenty of
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attention to bestow, and his estimate of the importance of a
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topic did not depend upon the number of clever things he could
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say about it. He himself was almost never bored, and there was
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no man with whom it would have been a greater mistake to suppose
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that silence meant displeasure. What it was that entertained
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him during some of his speechless sessions I must, however,
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confess myself unable to determine. We know in a general way
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that a great many things which were old stories to a great many
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people had the charm of novelty to him, but a complete list of
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his new impressions would probably contain a number of surprises
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for us. He told Madame de Cintre a hundred long stories; he
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explained to her, in talking of the United States, the working
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of various local institutions and mercantile customs. Judging
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by the sequel she was interested, but one would not have been
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sure of it beforehand. As regards her own talk, Newman was very
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sure himself that she herself enjoyed it: this was as a sort of
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amendment to the portrait that Mrs. Tristram had drawn of her.
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He discovered that she had naturally an abundance of gayety. He
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had been right at first in saying she was shy; her shyness, in a
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woman whose circumstances and tranquil beauty afforded every
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facility for well-mannered hardihood, was only a charm the more.
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For Newman it had lasted some time, and even when it went it
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left something behind it which for a while performed the same
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office. Was this the tearful secret of which Mrs. Tristram had
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had a glimpse, and of which, as of her friend's reserve, her
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high-breeding, and her profundity, she had given a sketch of
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which the outlines were, perhaps, rather too heavy? Newman
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supposed so, but he found himself wondering less every day what
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Madame de Cintre's secrets might be, and more convinced that
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secrets were, in themselves, hateful things to her. She was a
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woman for the light, not for the shade; and her natural line was
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not picturesque reserve and mysterious melancholy, but frank,
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joyous, brilliant action, with just so much meditation as was
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necessary, and not a grain more. To this, apparently, he had
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succeeded in bringing her back. He felt, himself, that he was
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an antidote to oppressive secrets; what he offered her was, in
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fact, above all things a vast, sunny immunity from the need of
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having any.
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He often passed his evenings, when Madame de Cintre had so
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appointed it, at the chilly fireside of Madame de Bellegarde,
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contenting himself with looking across the room, through
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narrowed eyelids, at his mistress, who always made a point,
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|
before her family, of talking to some one else. Madame de
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Bellegarde sat by the fire conversing neatly and coldly with
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whomsoever approached her, and glancing round the room with her
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slowly-restless eye, the effect of which, when it lighted upon
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him, was to Newman's sense identical with that of a sudden spurt
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of damp air. When he shook hands with her he always asked her
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with a laugh whether she could "stand him" another evening, and
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she replied, without a laugh, that thank God she had always been
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able to do her duty. Newman, talking once of the marquise to
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Mrs. Tristram, said that after all it was very easy to get on
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with her; it always was easy to get on with out-and-out rascals.
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"And is it by that elegant term," said Mrs. Tristram, "that you
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designate the Marquise de Bellegarde?"
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"Well," said Newman, "she is wicked, she is an old sinner."
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"What is her crime?" asked Mrs. Tristram.
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"I shouldn't wonder if she had murdered some one--all from a
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sense of duty, of course."
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"How can you be so dreadful?" sighed Mrs. Tristram.
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"I am not dreadful. I am speaking of her favorably."
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"Pray what will you say when you want to be severe?"
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"I shall keep my severity for some one else--for the marquis.
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There's a man I can't swallow, mix the drink as I will."
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"And what has HE done?"
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"I can't quite make out; it is something dreadfully bad,
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something mean and underhand, and not redeemed by audacity, as
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his mother's misdemeanors may have been. If he has never
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committed murder, he has at least turned his back and looked the
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|
other way while some one else was committing it."
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In spite of this invidious hypothesis, which must be taken for
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nothing more than an example of the capricious play of "American
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|
humor," Newman did his best to maintain an easy and friendly
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style of communication with M. de Bellegarde. So long as he was
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in personal contact with people he disliked extremely to have
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anything to forgive them, and he was capable of a good deal of
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|
unsuspected imaginative effort (for the sake of his own personal
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|
comfort) to assume for the time that they were good fellows. He
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|
did his best to treat the marquis as one; he believed honestly,
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|
moreover, that he could not, in reason, be such a confounded
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|
fool as he seemed. Newman's familiarity was never importunate;
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his sense of human equality was not an aggressive taste or an
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|
aesthetic theory, but something as natural and organic as a
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|
physical appetite which had never been put on a scanty allowance
|
|
and consequently was innocent of ungraceful eagerness. His
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|
tranquil unsuspectingness of the relativity of his own place in
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|
the social scale was probably irritating to M. de Bellegarde,
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|
who saw himself reflected in the mind of his potential
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|
brother-in-law in a crude and colorless form, unpleasantly
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|
dissimilar to the impressive image projected upon his own
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|
intellectual mirror. He never forgot himself for an instant,
|
|
and replied to what he must have considered Newman's "advances"
|
|
with mechanical politeness. Newman, who was constantly
|
|
forgetting himself, and indulging in an unlimited amount of
|
|
irresponsible inquiry and conjecture, now and then found himself
|
|
confronted by the conscious, ironical smile of his host. What
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|
the deuce M. de Bellegarde was smiling at he was at a loss to
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|
divine. M. de Bellegarde's smile may be supposed to have been,
|
|
for himself, a compromise between a great many emotions. So
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|
long as he smiled he was polite, and it was proper he should be
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|
polite. A smile, moreover, committed him to nothing more than
|
|
politeness, and left the degree of politeness agreeably vague.
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A smile, too, was neither dissent--which was too serious--nor
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agreement, which might have brought on terrible complications.
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And then a smile covered his own personal dignity, which in this
|
|
critical situation he was resolved to keep immaculate; it was
|
|
quite enough that the glory of his house should pass into
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|
eclipse. Between him and Newman, his whole manner seemed to
|
|
declare there could be no interchange of opinion; he was holding
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|
his breath so as not to inhale the odor of democracy. Newman
|
|
was far from being versed in European politics, but he liked to
|
|
have a general idea of what was going on about him, and he
|
|
accordingly asked M. de Bellegarde several times what he thought
|
|
of public affairs. M. de Bellegarde answered with suave
|
|
concision that he thought as ill of them as possible, that they
|
|
were going from bad to worse, and that the age was rotten to its
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|
core. This gave Newman, for the moment, an almost kindly
|
|
feeling for the marquis; he pitied a man for whom the world was
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|
so cheerless a place, and the next time he saw M. de Bellegarde
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|
he attempted to call his attention to some of the brilliant
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|
features of the time. The marquis presently replied that he had
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|
but a single political conviction, which was enough for him: he
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|
believed in the divine right of Henry of Bourbon, Fifth of his
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|
name, to the throne of France. Newman stared, and after this he
|
|
ceased to talk politics with M. de Bellegarde. He was not
|
|
horrified nor scandalized, he was not even amused; he felt as he
|
|
should have felt if he had discovered in M. de Bellegarde a
|
|
taste for certain oddities of diet; an appetite, for instance,
|
|
for fishbones or nutshells. Under these circumstances, of
|
|
course, he would never have broached dietary questions with him.
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One afternoon, on his calling on Madame de Cintre, Newman was
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|
requested by the servant to wait a few moments, as his hostess
|
|
was not at liberty. He walked about the room a while, taking up
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|
her books, smelling her flowers, and looking at her prints and
|
|
photographs (which he thought prodigiously pretty), and at last
|
|
he heard the opening of a door to which his back was turned. On
|
|
the threshold stood an old woman whom he remembered to have met
|
|
several times in entering and leaving the house. She was tall
|
|
and straight and dressed in black, and she wore a cap which, if
|
|
Newman had been initiated into such mysteries, would have been a
|
|
sufficient assurance that she was not a Frenchwoman; a cap of
|
|
pure British composition. She had a pale, decent,
|
|
depressed-looking face, and a clear, dull, English eye. She
|
|
looked at Newman a moment, both intently and timidly, and then
|
|
she dropped a short, straight English curtsey.
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|
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|
"Madame de Cintre begs you will kindly wait," she said. "She
|
|
has just come in; she will soon have finished dressing."
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"Oh, I will wait as long as she wants," said Newman. "Pray tell
|
|
her not to hurry."
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|
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|
"Thank you, sir," said the woman, softly; and then, instead of
|
|
retiring with her message, she advanced into the room. She
|
|
looked about her for a moment, and presently went to a table and
|
|
began to arrange certain books and knick-knacks. Newman was
|
|
struck with the high respectability of her appearance; he was
|
|
afraid to address her as a servant. She busied herself for some
|
|
moments with putting the table in order and pulling the curtains
|
|
straight, while Newman walked slowly to and fro. He perceived
|
|
at last from her reflection in the mirror, as he was passing
|
|
that her hands were idle and that she was looking at him
|
|
intently. She evidently wished to say something, and Newman,
|
|
perceiving it, helped her to begin.
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|
|
|
"You are English?" he asked.
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|
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|
"Yes, sir, please," she answered, quickly and softly; "I was
|
|
born in Wiltshire."
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|
|
|
"And what do you think of Paris?"
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|
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|
"Oh, I don't think of Paris, sir," she said in the same tone.
|
|
"It is so long since I have been here."
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|
|
|
"Ah, you have been here very long?"
|
|
|
|
"It is more than forty years, sir. I came over with Lady
|
|
Emmeline."
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|
|
|
"You mean with old Madame de Bellegarde?"
|
|
|
|
"Yes, sir. I came with her when she was married. I was my
|
|
lady's own woman."
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|
|
|
"And you have been with her ever since?"
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|
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|
"I have been in the house ever since. My lady has taken a
|
|
younger person. You see I am very old. I do nothing regular
|
|
now. But I keep about."
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|
|
|
"You look very strong and well," said Newman, observing the
|
|
erectness of her figure, and a certain venerable rosiness in her
|
|
cheek.
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|
|
|
"Thank God I am not ill, sir; I hope I know my duty too well to
|
|
go panting and coughing about the house. But I am an old woman,
|
|
sir, and it is as an old woman that I venture to speak to you."
|
|
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|
"Oh, speak out," said Newman, curiously. "You needn't be afraid
|
|
of me."
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|
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|
"Yes, sir. I think you are kind. I have seen you before."
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|
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|
"On the stairs, you mean?"
|
|
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|
"Yes, sir. When you have been coming to see the countess. I
|
|
have taken the liberty of noticing that you come often."
|
|
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|
"Oh yes; I come very often," said Newman, laughing. "You need
|
|
not have been wide-awake to notice that."
|
|
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|
"I have noticed it with pleasure, sir," said the ancient
|
|
tire-woman, gravely. And she stood looking at Newman with a
|
|
strange expression of face. The old instinct of deference and
|
|
humility was there; the habit of decent self-effacement and
|
|
knowledge of her "own place." But there mingled with it a
|
|
certain mild audacity, born of the occasion and of a sense,
|
|
probably, of Newman's unprecedented approachableness, and,
|
|
beyond this, a vague indifference to the old proprieties; as if
|
|
my lady's own woman had at last begun to reflect that, since my
|
|
lady had taken another person, she had a slight reversionary
|
|
property in herself.
|
|
|
|
"You take a great interest in the family?" said Newman.
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|
|
|
"A deep interest, sir. Especially in the countess."
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|
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|
"I am glad of that," said Newman. And in a moment he added,
|
|
smiling, "So do I!"
|
|
|
|
"So I suppose, sir. We can't help noticing these things and
|
|
having our ideas; can we, sir?"
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|
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|
"You mean as a servant?" said Newman.
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|
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|
"Ah, there it is, sir. I am afraid that when I let my thoughts
|
|
meddle with such matters I am no longer a servant. But I am so
|
|
devoted to the countess; if she were my own child I couldn't
|
|
love her more. That is how I come to be so bold, sir. They say
|
|
you want to marry her."
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|
|
|
Newman eyed his interlocutress and satisfied himself that she
|
|
was not a gossip, but a zealot; she looked anxious, appealing,
|
|
discreet. "It is quite true," he said. "I want to marry Madame
|
|
de Cintre."
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|
|
|
"And to take her away to America?"
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|
|
|
"I will take her wherever she wants to go."
|
|
|
|
"The farther away the better, sir!" exclaimed the old woman,
|
|
with sudden intensity. But she checked herself, and, taking up
|
|
a paper-weight in mosaic, began to polish it with her black
|
|
apron. "I don't mean anything against the house or the family,
|
|
sir. But I think a great change would do the poor countess
|
|
good. It is very sad here."
|
|
|
|
"Yes, it's not very lively," said Newman. "But Madame de Cintre
|
|
is gay herself."
|
|
|
|
"She is everything that is good. You will not be vexed to hear
|
|
that she has been gayer for a couple of months past than she had
|
|
been in many a day before."
|
|
|
|
Newman was delighted to gather this testimony to the prosperity
|
|
of his suit, but he repressed all violent marks of elation.
|
|
"Has Madame de Cintre been in bad spirits before this?" he asked.
|
|
|
|
"Poor lady, she had good reason. M. de Cintre was no husband
|
|
for a sweet young lady like that. And then, as I say, it has
|
|
been a sad house. It is better, in my humble opinion, that she
|
|
were out of it. So, if you will excuse me for saying so, I hope
|
|
she will marry you."
|
|
|
|
"I hope she will!" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"But you must not lose courage, sir, if she doesn't make up her
|
|
mind at once. That is what I wanted to beg of you, sir. Don't
|
|
give it up, sir. You will not take it ill if I say it's a great
|
|
risk for any lady at any time; all the more when she has got rid
|
|
of one bad bargain. But if she can marry a good, kind,
|
|
respectable gentleman, I think she had better make up her mind
|
|
to it. They speak very well of you, sir, in the house, and, if
|
|
you will allow me to say so, I like your face. You have a very
|
|
different appearance from the late count, he wasn't five feet
|
|
high. And they say your fortune is beyond everything. There's
|
|
no harm in that. So I beseech you to be patient, sir,, and bide
|
|
your time. If I don't say this to you, sir, perhaps no one
|
|
will. Of course it is not for me to make any promises. I can
|
|
answer for nothing. But I think your chance is not so bad, sir.
|
|
I am nothing but a weary old woman in my quiet corner, but one
|
|
woman understands another, and I think I make out the countess.
|
|
I received her in my arms when she came into the world and her
|
|
first wedding day was the saddest of my life. She owes it to me
|
|
to show me another and a brighter one. If you will hold firm,
|
|
sir--and you look as if you would--I think we may see it."
|
|
|
|
"I am much obliged to you for your encouragement," said Newman,
|
|
heartily. "One can't have too much. I mean to hold firm. And
|
|
if Madame de Cintre marries me you must come and live with her."
|
|
|
|
The old woman looked at him strangely, with her soft, lifeless
|
|
eyes. "It may seem a heartless thing to say, sir, when one has
|
|
been forty years in a house, but I may tell you that I should
|
|
like to leave this place."
|
|
|
|
"Why, it's just the time to say it," said Newman, fervently.
|
|
"After forty years one wants a change."
|
|
|
|
"You are very kind, sir;" and this faithful servant dropped
|
|
another curtsey and seemed disposed to retire. But she lingered
|
|
a moment and gave a timid, joyless smile. Newman was
|
|
disappointed, and his fingers stole half shyly half irritably
|
|
into his waistcoat-pocket. His informant noticed the movement.
|
|
"Thank God I am not a Frenchwoman," she said. "If I were, I
|
|
would tell you with a brazen simper, old as I am, that if you
|
|
please, monsieur, my information is worth something. Let me
|
|
tell you so in my own decent English way. It IS worth
|
|
something."
|
|
|
|
"How much, please?" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Simply this: a promise not to hint to the countess that I have
|
|
said these things."
|
|
|
|
"If that is all, you have it," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"That is all, sir. Thank you, sir. Good day, sir." And having
|
|
once more slid down telescope-wise into her scanty petticoats,
|
|
the old woman departed. At the same moment Madame de Cintre
|
|
came in by an opposite door. She noticed the movement of the
|
|
other portiere and asked Newman who had been entertaining
|
|
him.
|
|
|
|
"The British female!" said Newman. "An old lady in a black
|
|
dress and a cap, who curtsies up and down, and expresses herself
|
|
ever so well."
|
|
|
|
"An old lady who curtsies and expresses herself?.... Ah, you
|
|
mean poor Mrs. Bread. I happen to know that you have made a
|
|
conquest of her."
|
|
|
|
"Mrs. Cake, she ought to be called," said Newman. "She is very
|
|
sweet. She is a delicious old woman."
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre looked at him a moment. "What can she have
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said to you? She is an excellent creature, but we think her
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rather dismal."
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"I suppose," Newman answered presently, "that I like her because
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she has lived near you so long. Since your birth, she told me."
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"Yes," said Madame de Cintre, simply; "she is very faithful; I
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can trust her."
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Newman had never made any reflections to this lady upon her
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mother and her brother Urbain; had given no hint of the
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impression they made upon him. But, as if she had guessed his
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thoughts, she seemed careful to avoid all occasion for making
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him speak of them. She never alluded to her mother's domestic
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decrees; she never quoted the opinions of the marquis. They had
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talked, however, of Valentin, and she had made no secret of her
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extreme affection for her younger brother. Newman listened
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sometimes with a certain harmless jealousy; he would have liked
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to divert some of her tender allusions to his own credit. Once
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Madame de Cintre told him with a little air of triumph about
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something that Valentin had done which she thought very much to
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his honor. It was a service he had rendered to an old friend of
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the family; something more "serious" than Valentin was usually
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supposed capable of being. Newman said he was glad to hear of
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it, and then began to talk about something which lay upon his
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own heart. Madame de Cintre listened, but after a while she
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said, "I don't like the way you speak of my brother Valentin."
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Hereupon Newman, surprised, said that he had never spoken of him
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but kindly.
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"It is too kindly," said Madame de Cintre. "It is a kindness
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that costs nothing; it is the kindness you show to a child. It
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is as if you didn't respect him."
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"Respect him? Why I think I do."
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"You think? If you are not sure, it is no respect."
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"Do you respect him?" said Newman. "If you do, I do."
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"If one loves a person, that is a question one is not bound to
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answer," said Madame de Cintre.
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"You should not have asked it of me, then. I am very fond of
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your brother."
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"He amuses you. But you would not like to resemble him."
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"I shouldn't like to resemble any one. It is hard enough work
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resembling one's self."
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"What do you mean," asked Madame de Cintre, "by resembling one's
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self?"
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"Why, doing what is expected of one. Doing one's duty."
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"But that is only when one is very good."
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"Well, a great many people are good," said Newman. "Valentin is
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quite good enough for me."
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Madame de Cintre was silent for a short time. "He is not good
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enough for me," she said at last. "I wish he would do
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something."
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"What can he do?" asked Newman.
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"Nothing. Yet he is very clever."
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"It is a proof of cleverness," said Newman, "to be happy without
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doing anything."
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"I don't think Valentin is happy, in reality. He is clever,
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generous, brave; but what is there to show for it? To me there
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is something sad in his life, and sometimes I have a sort of
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foreboding about him. I don't know why, but l fancy he will
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have some great trouble--perhaps an unhappy end."
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"Oh, leave him to me," said Newman, jovially. "I will watch
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over him and keep harm away."
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One evening, in Madame de Bellegarde's salon, the conversation
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had flagged most sensibly. The marquis walked up and down in
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silence, like a sentinel at the door of some smooth-fronted
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citadel of the proprieties; his mother sat staring at the fire;
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young Madame de Bellegarde worked at an enormous band of
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tapestry. Usually there were three or four visitors, but on
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this occasion a violent storm sufficiently accounted for the
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absence of even the most devoted habitues. In the long silences
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the howling of the wind and the beating of the rain were
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distinctly audible. Newman sat perfectly still, watching the
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clock, determined to stay till the stroke of eleven, but not a
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|
moment longer. Madame de Cintre had turned her back to the
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circle, and had been standing for some time within the uplifted
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curtain of a window, with her forehead against the pane, gazing
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out into the deluged darkness. Suddenly she turned round toward
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her sister-in-law.
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"For Heaven's sake," she said, with peculiar eagerness, "go to
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the piano and play something."
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Madame de Bellegarde held up her tapestry and pointed to a
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little white flower. "Don't ask me to leave this. I am in the
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midst of a masterpiece. My flower is going to smell very sweet;
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I am putting in the smell with this gold-colored silk. I am
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holding my breath; I can't leave off. Play something yourself."
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"It is absurd for me to play when you are present," said Madame
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de Cintre. But the next moment she went to the piano and began
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to strike the keys with vehemence. She played for some time,
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rapidly and brilliantly; when she stopped, Newman went to the
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piano and asked her to begin again. She shook her head, and, on
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his insisting, she said, "I have not been playing for you; I
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have been playing for myself." She went back to the window
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again and looked out, and shortly afterwards left the room.
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When Newman took leave, Urbain de Bellegarde accompanied him, as
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he always did, just three steps down the staircase. At the
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bottom stood a servant with his overcoat. He had just put it on
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when he saw Madame de Cintre coming towards him across the
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vestibule.
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"Shall you be at home on Friday?" Newman asked.
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She looked at him a moment before answering his question. "You
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don't like my mother and my brother," she said.
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He hesitated a moment, and then he said softly, "No."
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She laid her hand on the balustrade and prepared to ascend the
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stairs, fixing her eyes on the first step.
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"Yes, I shall be at home on Friday," and she passed up the wide
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dusky staircase.
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On the Friday, as soon as he came in, she asked him to please to
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tell her why he disliked her family.
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"Dislike your family?" he exclaimed. "That has a horrid sound.
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I didn't say so, did I? I didn't mean it, if I did."
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"I wish you would tell me what you think of them," said Madame
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de Cintre.
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"I don't think of any of them but you."
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"That is because you dislike them. Speak the truth; you can't
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offend me."
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"Well, I don't exactly love your brother," said Newman. "I
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|
remember now. But what is the use of my saying so? I had
|
|
forgotten it."
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"You are too good-natured," said Madame de Cintre gravely.
|
|
Then, as if to avoid the appearance of inviting him to speak ill
|
|
of the marquis, she turned away, motioning him to sit down.
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But he remained standing before her and said presently, "What is
|
|
of much more importance is that they don't like me."
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"No--they don't," she said.
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"And don't you think they are wrong?" Newman asked. "I don't
|
|
believe I am a man to dislike."
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"I suppose that a man who may be liked may also be disliked.
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And my brother--my mother," she added, "have not made you angry?"
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"Yes, sometimes."
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"You have never shown it."
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"So much the better."
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"Yes, so much the better. They think they have treated you very
|
|
well."
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|
"I have no doubt they might have handled me much more roughly,"
|
|
said Newman. "I am much obliged to them. Honestly."
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|
"You are generous," said Madame de Cintre. "It's a disagreeable
|
|
position."
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|
|
|
"For them, you mean. Not for me."
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"For me," said Madame de Cintre.
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|
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|
"Not when their sins are forgiven!" said Newman. "They don't
|
|
think I am as good as they are. I do. But we shan't quarrel
|
|
about it."
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|
|
|
"I can't even agree with you without saying something that has a
|
|
disagreeable sound. The presumption was against you. That you
|
|
probably don't understand."
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|
|
|
Newman sat down and looked at her for some time. "I don't think
|
|
I really understand it. But when you say it, I believe it."
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|
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|
"That's a poor reason," said Madame de Cintre, smiling.
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|
|
|
"No, it's a very good one. You have a high spirit, a high
|
|
standard; but with you it's all natural and unaffected; you
|
|
don't seem to have stuck your head into a vise, as if you were
|
|
sitting for the photograph of propriety. You think of me as a
|
|
fellow who has had no idea in life but to make money and drive
|
|
sharp bargains. That's a fair description of me, but it is not
|
|
the whole story. A man ought to care for something else, though
|
|
I don't know exactly what. I cared for money-making, but I
|
|
never cared particularly for the money. There was nothing else
|
|
to do, and it was impossible to be idle. I have been very easy
|
|
to others, and to myself. I have done most of the things that
|
|
people asked me--I don't mean rascals. As regards your mother
|
|
and your brother," Newman added, "there is only one point upon
|
|
which I feel that I might quarrel with them. I don't ask them
|
|
to sing my praises to you, but I ask them to let you alone. If
|
|
I thought they talked ill of me to you, I should come down upon
|
|
them."
|
|
|
|
"They have let me alone, as you say. They have not talked ill
|
|
of you."
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|
|
|
"In that case," cried Newman, "I declare they are only too good
|
|
for this world!"
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre appeared to find something startling in his
|
|
exclamation. She would, perhaps, have replied, but at this
|
|
moment the door was thrown open and Urbain de Bellegarde stepped
|
|
across the threshold. He appeared surprised at finding Newman,
|
|
but his surprise was but a momentary shadow across the surface
|
|
of an unwonted joviality. Newman had never seen the marquis so
|
|
exhilarated; his pale, unlighted countenance had a sort of thin
|
|
transfiguration. He held open the door for some one else to
|
|
enter, and presently appeared old Madame de Bellegarde, leaning
|
|
on the arm of a gentleman whom Newman had not seen before. He
|
|
had already risen, and Madame de Cintre rose, as she always did
|
|
before her mother. The marquis, who had greeted Newman almost
|
|
genially, stood apart, slowly rubbing his hands. His mother
|
|
came forward with her companion. She gave a majestic little nod
|
|
at Newman, and then she released the strange gentleman, that he
|
|
might make his bow to her daughter.
|
|
|
|
"My daughter," she said, "I have brought you an unknown
|
|
relative, Lord Deepmere. Lord Deepmere is our cousin, but he
|
|
has done only to-day what he ought to have done long ago--come
|
|
to make our acquaintance."
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre smiled, and offered Lord Deepmere her hand.
|
|
"It is very extraordinary," said this noble laggard, "but this
|
|
is the first time that I have ever been in Paris for more than
|
|
three or four weeks."
|
|
|
|
"And how long have you been here now?" asked Madame de Cintre.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, for the last two months," said Lord Deepmere.
|
|
|
|
These two remarks might have constituted an impertinence; but a
|
|
glance at Lord Deepmere's face would have satisfied you, as it
|
|
apparently satisfied Madame de Cintre, that they constituted
|
|
only a naivete. When his companions were seated, Newman, who
|
|
was out of the conversation, occupied himself with observing the
|
|
newcomer. Observation, however, as regards Lord Deepmere's
|
|
person; had no great range. He was a small, meagre man, of some
|
|
three and thirty years of age, with a bald head, a short nose
|
|
and no front teeth in the upper jaw; he had round, candid blue
|
|
eyes, and several pimples on his chin. He was evidently very
|
|
shy, and he laughed a great deal, catching his breath with an
|
|
odd, startling sound, as the most convenient imitation of
|
|
repose. His physiognomy denoted great simplicity, a certain
|
|
amount of brutality, and probable failure in the past to profit
|
|
by rare educational advantages. He remarked that Paris was
|
|
awfully jolly, but that for real, thorough-paced entertainment
|
|
it was nothing to Dublin. He even preferred Dublin to London.
|
|
Had Madame de Cintre ever been to Dublin? They must all come
|
|
over there some day, and he would show them some Irish sport.
|
|
He always went to Ireland for the fishing, and he came to Paris
|
|
for the new Offenbach things. They always brought them out in
|
|
Dublin, but he couldn't wait. He had been nine times to hear La
|
|
Pomme de Paris. Madame de Cintre, leaning back, with her arms
|
|
folded, looked at Lord Deepmere with a more visibly puzzled face
|
|
than she usually showed to society. Madame de Bellegarde, on
|
|
the other hand, wore a fixed smile. The marquis said that among
|
|
light operas his favorite was the Gazza Ladra. The marquise
|
|
then began a series of inquiries about the duke and the
|
|
cardinal, the old countess and Lady Barbara, after listening to
|
|
which, and to Lord Deepmere's somewhat irreverent responses, for
|
|
a quarter of an hour, Newman rose to take his leave. The
|
|
marquis went with him three steps into the hall.
|
|
|
|
"Is he Irish?" asked Newman, nodding in the direction of the
|
|
visitor.
|
|
|
|
"His mother was the daughter of Lord Finucane," said the
|
|
marquis; "he has great Irish estates. Lady Bridget, in the
|
|
complete absence of male heirs, either direct or collateral--a
|
|
most extraordinary circumstance--came in for everything. But
|
|
Lord Deepmere's title is English and his English property is
|
|
immense. He is a charming young man."
|
|
|
|
Newman answered nothing, but he detained the marquis as the
|
|
latter was beginning gracefully to recede. "It is a good time
|
|
for me to thank you," he said, "for sticking so punctiliously to
|
|
our bargain, for doing so much to help me on with your sister."
|
|
|
|
The marquis stared. "Really, I have done nothing that I can
|
|
boast of," he said.
|
|
|
|
"Oh don't be modest," Newman answered, laughing. "I can't
|
|
flatter myself that I am doing so well simply by my own merit.
|
|
And thank your mother for me, too!" And he turned away, leaving
|
|
M. de Bellegarde looking after him.
|
|
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|
|
CHAPTER XIV
|
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|
|
The next time Newman came to the Rue de l'Universite he had the
|
|
good fortune to find Madame de Cintre alone. He had come with a
|
|
definite intention, and he lost no time in executing it. She
|
|
wore, moreover, a look which he eagerly interpreted as
|
|
expectancy.
|
|
|
|
"I have been coming to see you for six months, now," he said,
|
|
"and I have never spoken to you a second time of marriage. That
|
|
was what you asked me; I obeyed. Could any man have done
|
|
better?"
|
|
|
|
"You have acted with great delicacy," said Madame de Cintre.
|
|
|
|
"Well, I'm going to change, now," said Newman. "I don't mean
|
|
that I am going to be indelicate; but I'm going to go back to
|
|
where I began. I AM back there. I have been all round the
|
|
circle. Or rather, I have never been away from here. I have
|
|
never ceased to want what I wanted then. Only now I am more
|
|
sure of it, if possible; I am more sure of myself, and more sure
|
|
of you. I know you better, though I don't know anything I
|
|
didn't believe three months ago. You are everything--you are
|
|
beyond everything--I can imagine or desire. You know me now;
|
|
you MUST know me. I won't say that you have seen the
|
|
best--but you have seen the worst. I hope you have been
|
|
thinking all this while. You must have seen that I was only
|
|
waiting; you can't suppose that I was changing. What will you
|
|
say to me, now? Say that everything is clear and reasonable,
|
|
and that I have been very patient and considerate, and deserve
|
|
my reward. And then give me your hand. Madame de Cintre do
|
|
that. Do it."
|
|
|
|
"I knew you were only waiting," she said; "and I was very sure
|
|
this day would come. I have thought about it a great deal. At
|
|
first I was half afraid of it. But I am not afraid of it now."
|
|
She paused a moment, and then she added, "It's a relief."
|
|
|
|
She was sitting on a low chair, and Newman was on an ottoman,
|
|
near her. He leaned a little and took her hand, which for an
|
|
instant she let him keep. "That means that I have not waited
|
|
for nothing," he said. She looked at him for a moment, and he
|
|
saw her eyes fill with tears. "With me," he went on, "you will
|
|
be as safe--as safe"--and even in his ardor he hesitated a
|
|
moment for a comparison--"as safe," he said, with a kind of
|
|
simple solemnity, "as in your father's arms."
|
|
|
|
Still she looked at him and her tears increased. Then,
|
|
abruptly, she buried her face on the cushioned arm of the sofa
|
|
beside her chair, and broke into noiseless sobs. "I am weak--I
|
|
am weak," he heard her say.
|
|
|
|
"All the more reason why you should give yourself up to me," he
|
|
answered. "Why are you troubled? There is nothing but
|
|
happiness. Is that so hard to believe?"
|
|
|
|
"To you everything seems so simple," she said, raising her head.
|
|
"But things are not so. I like you extremely. I liked you six
|
|
months ago, and now I am sure of it, as you say you are sure.
|
|
But it is not easy, simply for that, to decide to marry you.
|
|
There are a great many things to think about."
|
|
|
|
"There ought to be only one thing to think about--that we love
|
|
each other," said Newman. And as she remained silent he quickly
|
|
added, "Very good, if you can't accept that, don't tell me so."
|
|
|
|
"I should be very glad to think of nothing," she said at last;
|
|
"not to think at all; only to shut both my eyes and give myself
|
|
up. But I can't. I'm cold, I'm old, I'm a coward; I never
|
|
supposed I should marry again, and it seems to me very strange l
|
|
should ever have listened to you. When I used to think, as a
|
|
girl, of what I should do if I were to marry freely, by my own
|
|
choice, I thought of a very different man from you."
|
|
|
|
"That's nothing against me," said Newman with an immense smile;
|
|
"your taste was not formed."
|
|
|
|
His smile made Madame de Cintre smile. "Have you formed it?"
|
|
she asked. And then she said, in a different tone, "Where do
|
|
you wish to live?"
|
|
|
|
"Anywhere in the wide world you like. We can easily settle
|
|
that."
|
|
|
|
"I don't know why I ask you," she presently continued. "I care
|
|
very little. I think if I were to marry you I could live almost
|
|
anywhere. You have some false ideas about me; you think that I
|
|
need a great many things--that I must have a brilliant, worldly
|
|
life. I am sure you are prepared to take a great deal of
|
|
trouble to give me such things. But that is very arbitrary; I
|
|
have done nothing to prove that." She paused again, looking at
|
|
him, and her mingled sound and silence were so sweet to him that
|
|
he had no wish to hurry her, any more than he would have had a
|
|
wish to hurry a golden sunrise. "Your being so different, which
|
|
at first seemed a difficulty, a trouble, began one day to seem
|
|
to me a pleasure, a great pleasure. I was glad you were
|
|
different. And yet if I had said so, no one would have
|
|
understood me; I don't mean simply to my family."
|
|
|
|
"They would have said I was a queer monster, eh?" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"They would have said I could never be happy with you--you were
|
|
too different; and I would have said it was just BECAUSE you
|
|
were so different that I might be happy. But they would have
|
|
given better reasons than I. My only reason"--and she paused
|
|
again.
|
|
|
|
But this time, in the midst of his golden sunrise, Newman felt
|
|
the impulse to grasp at a rosy cloud. "Your only reason is that
|
|
you love me!" he murmured with an eloquent gesture, and for want
|
|
of a better reason Madame de Cintre reconciled herself to this
|
|
one.
|
|
|
|
Newman came back the next day, and in the vestibule, as he
|
|
entered the house, he encountered his friend Mrs. Bread. She
|
|
was wandering about in honorable idleness, and when his eyes
|
|
fell upon her she delivered him one of her curtsies. Then
|
|
turning to the servant who had admitted him, she said, with the
|
|
combined majesty of her native superiority and of a rugged
|
|
English accent, "You may retire; I will have the honor of
|
|
conducting monsieur. In spite of this combination, however, it
|
|
appeared to Newman that her voice had a slight quaver, as if the
|
|
tone of command were not habitual to it. The man gave her an
|
|
impertinent stare, but he walked slowly away, and she led Newman
|
|
up-stairs. At half its course the staircase gave a bend,
|
|
forming a little platform. In the angle of the wall stood an
|
|
indifferent statue of an eighteenth-century nymph, simpering,
|
|
sallow, and cracked. Here Mrs. Bread stopped and looked with
|
|
shy kindness at her companion.
|
|
|
|
"I know the good news, sir," she murmured.
|
|
|
|
"You have a good right to be first to know it," said Newman.
|
|
"You have taken such a friendly interest."
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bread turned away and began to blow the dust off the
|
|
statue, as if this might be mockery.
|
|
|
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"I suppose you want to congratulate me," said Newman. "I am
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greatly obliged." And then he added, "You gave me much pleasure
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the other day."
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She turned around, apparently reassured. "You are not to think
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that I have been told anything," she said; "I have only guessed.
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But when I looked at you, as you came in, I was sure I had
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guessed aright."
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"You are very sharp," said Newman. "I am sure that in your
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quiet way you see everything."
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"I am not a fool, sir, thank God. I have guessed something else
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beside," said Mrs. Bread.
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"What's that?"
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"I needn't tell you that, sir; I don't think you would believe
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it. At any rate it wouldn't please you."
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"Oh, tell me nothing but what will please me," laughed Newman.
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"That is the way you began."
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"Well, sir, I suppose you won't be vexed to hear that the sooner
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everything is over the better."
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"The sooner we are married, you mean? The better for me,
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certainly."
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"The better for every one."
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"The better for you, perhaps. You know you are coming to live
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with us," said Newman.
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"I'm extremely obliged to you, sir, but it is not of myself I
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was thinking. I only wanted, if I might take the liberty, to
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recommend you to lose no time."
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"Whom are you afraid of?"
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Mrs. Bread looked up the staircase and then down and then she
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looked at the undusted nymph, as if she possibly had sentient
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ears. "I am afraid of every one," she said.
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"What an uncomfortable state of mind!" said Newman. "Does
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'every one' wish to prevent my marriage?"
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"I am afraid of already having said too much," Mrs. Bread
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replied. "I won't take it back, but I won't say any more." And
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she took her way up the staircase again and led him into Madame
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de Cintre's salon.
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Newman indulged in a brief and silent imprecation when he found
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that Madame de Cintre was not alone. With her sat her mother,
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and in the middle of the room stood young Madame de Bellegarde,
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in her bonnet and mantle. The old marquise, who was leaning
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back in her chair with a hand clasping the knob of each arm,
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looked at him fixedly without moving. She seemed barely
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conscious of his greeting; she appeared to be musing intently.
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Newman said to himself that her daughter had been announcing her
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engagement and that the old lady found the morsel hard to
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swallow. But Madame de Cintre, as she gave him her hand gave
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him also a look by which she appeared to mean that he should
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understand something. Was it a warning or a request? Did she
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wish to enjoin speech or silence? He was puzzled, and young
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Madame de Bellegarde's pretty grin gave him no information.
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"I have not told my mother," said Madame de Cintre abruptly,
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looking at him.
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"Told me what?" demanded the marquise. "You tell me too little;
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you should tell me everything."
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"That is what I do," said Madame Urbain, with a little laugh.
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"Let ME tell your mother," said Newman.
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The old lady stared at him again, and then turned to her
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daughter. "You are going to marry him?" she cried, softly.
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"Oui ma mere," said Madame de Cintre.
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"Your daughter has consented, to my great happiness," said
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Newman.
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"And when was this arrangement made?" asked Madame de
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Bellegarde. "I seem to be picking up the news by chance!"
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"My suspense came to an end yesterday," said Newman.
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"And how long was mine to have lasted?" said the marquise to her
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daughter. She spoke without irritation; with a sort of cold,
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noble displeasure.
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Madame de Cintre stood silent, with her eyes on the ground. "It
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is over now," she said.
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"Where is my son--where is Urbain?" asked the marquise. "Send
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for your brother and inform him."
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Young Madame de Bellegarde laid her hand on the bell-rope. "He
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was to make some visits with me, and I was to go and knock--very
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softly, very softly--at the door of his study. But he can come
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to me!" She pulled the bell, and in a few moments Mrs. Bread
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appeared, with a face of calm inquiry.
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"Send for your brother," said the old lady.
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But Newman felt an irresistible impulse to speak, and to speak
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in a certain way. "Tell the marquis we want him," he said to
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Mrs. Bread, who quietly retired.
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Young Madame de Bellegarde went to her sister-in-law and
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embraced her. Then she turned to Newman, with an intense smile.
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"She is charming. I congratulate you."
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"I congratulate you, sir," said Madame de Bellegarde, with
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extreme solemnity. "My daughter is an extraordinarily good
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woman. She may have faults, but I don't know them."
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"My mother does not often make jokes," said Madame de Cintre;
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"but when she does they are terrible."
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"She is ravishing," the Marquise Urbain resumed, looking at her
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sister-in-law, with her head on one side. "Yes, I congratulate
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you."
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Madame de Cintre turned away, and, taking up a piece of
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tapestry, began to ply the needle. Some minutes of silence
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|
elapsed, which were interrupted by the arrival of M. de
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Bellegarde. He came in with his hat in his hand, gloved, and
|
|
was followed by his brother Valentin, who appeared to have just
|
|
entered the house. M. de Bellegarde looked around the circle
|
|
and greeted Newman with his usual finely-measured courtesy.
|
|
Valentin saluted his mother and his sisters, and, as he shook
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|
hands with Newman, gave him a glance of acute interrogation.
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"Arrivez donc, messieurs!" cried young Madame de Bellegarde.
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"We have great news for you."
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"Speak to your brother, my daughter," said the old lady.
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Madame de Cintre had been looking at her tapestry. She raised
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her eyes to her brother. "I have accepted Mr. Newman."
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"Your sister has consented," said Newman. "You see after all, I
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|
knew what I was about."
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"I am charmed!" said M. de Bellegarde, with superior benignity.
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"So am I," said Valentin to Newman. "The marquis and I are
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|
charmed. I can't marry, myself, but I can understand it. I
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|
can't stand on my head, but I can applaud a clever acrobat. My
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dear sister, I bless your union."
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The marquis stood looking for a while into the crown of his hat.
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|
"We have been prepared," he said at last "but it is inevitable
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that in face of the event one should experience a certain
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|
emotion." And he gave a most unhilarious smile.
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"I feel no emotion that I was not perfectly prepared for," said
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his mother.
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"I can't say that for myself," said Newman, smiling but
|
|
differently from the marquis. "I am happier than I expected to
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|
be. I suppose it's the sight of your happiness!"
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"Don't exaggerate that," said Madame de Bellegarde, getting up
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and laying her hand upon her daughter's arm. "You can't expect
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an honest old woman to thank you for taking away her beautiful,
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|
only daughter."
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"You forgot me, dear madame," said the young marquise demurely.
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"Yes, she is very beautiful," said Newman.
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"And when is the wedding, pray?" asked young Madame de
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Bellegarde; "I must have a month to think over a dress."
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"That must be discussed," said the marquise.
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"Oh, we will discuss it, and let you know!" Newman exclaimed.
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"I have no doubt we shall agree," said Urbain.
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"If you don't agree with Madame de Cintre, you will be very
|
|
unreasonable."
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"Come, come, Urbain," said young Madame de Bellegarde, "I must
|
|
go straight to my tailor's."
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The old lady had been standing with her hand on her daughter's
|
|
arm, looking at her fixedly. She gave a little sigh, and
|
|
murmured, "No, I did NOT expect it! You are a fortunate
|
|
man," she added, turning to Newman, with an expressive nod.
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|
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"Oh, I know that!" he answered. "I feel tremendously proud. I
|
|
feel like crying it on the housetops,--like stopping people in
|
|
the street to tell them."
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Madame de Bellegarde narrowed her lips. "Pray don't," she said.
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|
"The more people that know it, the better," Newman declared. "I
|
|
haven't yet announced it here, but I telegraphed it this morning
|
|
to America."
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"Telegraphed it to America?" the old lady murmured.
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"To New York, to St. Louis, and to San Francisco; those are the
|
|
principal cities, you know. To-morrow I shall tell my friends
|
|
here."
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|
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|
"Have you many?" asked Madame de Bellegarde, in a tone of which
|
|
I am afraid that Newman but partly measured the impertinence.
|
|
|
|
"Enough to bring me a great many hand-shakes and
|
|
congratulations. To say nothing," he added, in a moment, "of
|
|
those I shall receive from your friends."
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|
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|
"They will not use the telegraph," said the marquise, taking her
|
|
departure.
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|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde, whose wife, her imagination having apparently
|
|
taken flight to the tailor's, was fluttering her silken wings in
|
|
emulation, shook hands with Newman, and said with a more
|
|
persuasive accent than the latter had ever heard him use, "You
|
|
may count upon me." Then his wife led him away.
|
|
|
|
Valentin stood looking from his sister to our hero. "I hope you
|
|
both reflected seriously," he said.
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre smiled. "We have neither your powers of
|
|
reflection nor your depth of seriousness; but we have done our
|
|
best."
|
|
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|
"Well, I have a great regard for each of you," Valentin
|
|
continued. "You are charming young people. But I am not
|
|
satisfied, on the whole, that you belong to that small and
|
|
superior class--that exquisite group composed of persons who are
|
|
worthy to remain unmarried. These are rare souls; they are the
|
|
salt of the earth. But I don't mean to be invidious; the
|
|
marrying people are often very nice."
|
|
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|
"Valentin holds that women should marry, and that men should
|
|
not," said Madame de Cintre. "I don't know how he arranges it."
|
|
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|
"I arrange it by adoring you, my sister," said Valentin
|
|
ardently. "Good-by."
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|
|
|
"Adore some one whom you can marry," said Newman. "I will
|
|
arrange that for you some day. I foresee that I am going to
|
|
turn apostle."
|
|
|
|
Valentin was on the threshold; he looked back a moment with a
|
|
face that had turned grave. "I adore some one I can't marry!"
|
|
he said. And he dropped the portiere and departed.
|
|
|
|
"They don't like it," said Newman, standing alone before Madame
|
|
de Cintre.
|
|
|
|
"No," she said, after a moment; "they don't like it."
|
|
|
|
"Well, now, do you mind that?" asked Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Yes!" she said, after another interval.
|
|
|
|
"That's a mistake."
|
|
|
|
"I can't help it. I should prefer that my mother were pleased."
|
|
|
|
"Why the deuce," demanded Newman, "is she not pleased? She gave
|
|
you leave to marry me."
|
|
|
|
"Very true; I don't understand it. And yet I do 'mind it,' as
|
|
you say. You will call it superstitious."
|
|
|
|
"That will depend upon how much you let it bother you. Then I
|
|
shall call it an awful bore."
|
|
|
|
"I will keep it to myself," said Madame de Cintre, "It shall not
|
|
bother you." And then they talked of their marriage-day, and
|
|
Madame de Cintre assented unreservedly to Newman's desire to
|
|
have it fixed for an early date.
|
|
|
|
Newman's telegrams were answered with interest. Having
|
|
dispatched but three electric missives, he received no less than
|
|
eight gratulatory bulletins in return. He put them into his
|
|
pocket-book, and the next time he encountered old Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde drew them forth and displayed them to her. This, it
|
|
must be confessed, was a slightly malicious stroke; the reader
|
|
must judge in what degree the offense was venial. Newman knew
|
|
that the marquise disliked his telegrams, though he could see no
|
|
sufficient reason for it. Madame de Cintre, on the other hand,
|
|
liked them, and, most of them being of a humorous cast, laughed
|
|
at them immoderately, and inquired into the character of their
|
|
authors. Newman, now that his prize was gained, felt a peculiar
|
|
desire that his triumph should be manifest. He more than
|
|
suspected that the Bellegardes were keeping quiet about it, and
|
|
allowing it, in their select circle, but a limited resonance;
|
|
and it pleased him to think that if he were to take the trouble
|
|
he might, as he phrased it, break all the windows. No man likes
|
|
being repudiated, and yet Newman, if he was not flattered, was
|
|
not exactly offended. He had not this good excuse for his
|
|
somewhat aggressive impulse to promulgate his felicity; his
|
|
sentiment was of another quality. He wanted for once to make
|
|
the heads of the house of Bellegarde FEEL him; he knew not
|
|
when he should have another chance. He had had for the past six
|
|
months a sense of the old lady and her son looking straight over
|
|
his head, and he was now resolved that they should toe a mark
|
|
which he would give himself the satisfaction of drawing.
|
|
|
|
"It is like seeing a bottle emptied when the wine is poured too
|
|
slowly," he said to Mrs. Tristram. "They make me want to joggle
|
|
their elbows and force them to spill their wine."
|
|
|
|
To this Mrs. Tristram answered that he had better leave them
|
|
alone and let them do things in their own way. "You must make
|
|
allowances for them," she said. "It is natural enough that they
|
|
should hang fire a little. They thought they accepted you when
|
|
you made your application; but they are not people of
|
|
imagination, they could not project themselves into the future,
|
|
and now they will have to begin again. But they are people of
|
|
honor, and they will do whatever is necessary."
|
|
|
|
Newman spent a few moments in narrow-eyed meditation. "I am not
|
|
hard on them," he presently said, "and to prove it I will invite
|
|
them all to a festival."
|
|
|
|
"To a festival?"
|
|
|
|
"You have been laughing at my great gilded rooms all winter; I
|
|
will show you that they are good for something. I will give a
|
|
party. What is the grandest thing one can do here? I will hire
|
|
all the great singers from the opera, and all the first people
|
|
from the Theatre Francais, and I will give an entertainment."
|
|
|
|
"And whom will you invite?"
|
|
|
|
"You, first of all. And then the old lady and her son. And
|
|
then every one among her friends whom I have met at her house or
|
|
elsewhere, every one who has shown me the minimum of politeness,
|
|
every duke of them and his wife. And then all my friends,
|
|
without exception: Miss Kitty Upjohn, Miss Dora Finch, General
|
|
Packard, C. P Hatch, and all the rest. And every one shall know
|
|
what it is about, that is, to celebrate my engagement to the
|
|
Countess de Cintre. What do you think of the idea?"
|
|
|
|
"I think it is odious!" said Mrs. Tristram. And then in a
|
|
moment: "I think it is delicious!"
|
|
|
|
The very next evening Newman repaired to Madame de Bellegarde's
|
|
salon. where he found her surrounded by her children, and
|
|
invited her to honor his poor dwelling by her presence on a
|
|
certain evening a fortnight distant.
|
|
|
|
The marquise stared a moment. "My dear sir," she cried, "what
|
|
do you want to do to me?"
|
|
|
|
"To make you acquainted with a few people, and then to place you
|
|
in a very easy chair and ask you to listen to Madame
|
|
Frezzolini's singing."
|
|
|
|
"You mean to give a concert?"
|
|
|
|
"Something of that sort."
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|
|
|
"And to have a crowd of people?"
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|
|
|
"All my friends, and I hope some of yours and your daughter's.
|
|
I want to celebrate my engagement."
|
|
|
|
It seemed to Newman that Madame de Bellegarde turned pale. She
|
|
opened her fan, a fine old painted fan of the last century, and
|
|
looked at the picture, which represented a fete champetre--a
|
|
lady with a guitar, singing, and a group of dancers round a
|
|
garlanded Hermes.
|
|
|
|
"We go out so little, murmured the marquis, "since my poor
|
|
father's death."
|
|
|
|
"But MY dear father is still alive, my friend," said his
|
|
wife. "I am only waiting for my invitation to accept it," and
|
|
she glanced with amiable confidence at Newman. "It will be
|
|
magnificent; I am very sure of that."
|
|
|
|
I am sorry to say, to the discredit of Newman's gallantry, that
|
|
this lady's invitation was not then and there bestowed; he was
|
|
giving all his attention to the old marquise. She looked up at
|
|
last, smiling. "I can't think of letting you offer me a fete,"
|
|
she said, "until I have offered you one. We want to present you
|
|
to our friends; we will invite them all. We have it very much
|
|
at heart. We must do things in order. Come to me about the
|
|
25th; I will let you know the exact day immediately. We shall
|
|
not have any one so fine as Madame Frezzolini, but we shall have
|
|
some very good people. After that you may talk of your own
|
|
fete." The old lady spoke with a certain quick eagerness,
|
|
smiling more agreeably as she went on.
|
|
|
|
It seemed to Newman a handsome proposal, and such proposals
|
|
always touched the sources of his good-nature. He said to
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde that he should be glad to come on the 25th
|
|
or any other day, and that it mattered very little whether he
|
|
met his friends at her house or at his own. I have said that
|
|
Newman was observant, but it must be admitted that on this
|
|
occasion he failed to notice a certain delicate glance which
|
|
passed between Madame de Bellegarde and the marquis, and which
|
|
we may presume to have been a commentary upon the innocence
|
|
displayed in that latter clause of his speech.
|
|
|
|
Valentin de Bellegarde walked away with Newman that evening, and
|
|
when they had left the Rue de l'Universite some distance behind
|
|
them he said reflectively, "My mother is very strong--very
|
|
strong." Then in answer to an interrogative movement of
|
|
Newman's he continued, "She was driven to the wall, but you
|
|
would never have thought it. Her fete of the 25th was an
|
|
invention of the moment. She had no idea whatever of giving a
|
|
fete, but finding it the only issue from your proposal, she
|
|
looked straight at the dose--excuse the expression--and bolted
|
|
it, as you saw, without winking. She is very strong."
|
|
|
|
"Dear me!" said Newman, divided between relish and compassion.
|
|
"I don't care a straw for her fete, I am willing to take the
|
|
will for the deed."
|
|
|
|
"No, no," said Valentin, with a little inconsequent touch of
|
|
family pride. "The thing will be done now, and done handsomely."
|
|
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|
CHAPTER XV
|
|
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|
|
Valentin de Bellegarde's announcement of the secession of
|
|
Mademoiselle Nioche from her father's domicile and his
|
|
irreverent reflections upon the attitude of this anxious parent
|
|
in so grave a catastrophe, received a practical commentary in
|
|
the fact that M. Nioche was slow to seek another interview with
|
|
his late pupil. It had cost Newman some disgust to be forced to
|
|
assent to Valentin's somewhat cynical interpretation of the old
|
|
man's philosophy, and, though circumstances seemed to indicate
|
|
that he had not given himself up to a noble despair, Newman
|
|
thought it very possible he might be suffering more keenly than
|
|
was apparent. M. Nioche had been in the habit of paying him a
|
|
respectful little visit every two or three weeks and his absence
|
|
might be a proof quite as much of extreme depression as of a
|
|
desire to conceal the success with which he had patched up his
|
|
sorrow. Newman presently learned from Valentin several details
|
|
touching this new phase of Mademoiselle Noemie's career.
|
|
|
|
"I told you she was remarkable," this unshrinking observer
|
|
declared, "and the way she has managed this performance proves
|
|
it. She has had other chances, but she was resolved to take
|
|
none but the best. She did you the honor to think for a while
|
|
that you might be such a chance. You were not; so she gathered
|
|
up her patience and waited a while longer. At last her occasion
|
|
came along, and she made her move with her eyes wide open. I am
|
|
very sure she had no innocence to lose, but she had all her
|
|
respectability. Dubious little damsel as you thought her, she
|
|
had kept a firm hold of that; nothing could be proved against
|
|
her, and she was determined not to let her reputation go till
|
|
she had got her equivalent. About her equivalent she had high
|
|
ideas. Apparently her ideal has been satisfied. It is fifty
|
|
years old, bald-headed, and deaf, but it is very easy about
|
|
money."
|
|
|
|
"And where in the world," asked Newman, "did you pick up this
|
|
valuable information?"
|
|
|
|
"In conversation. Remember my frivolous habits. In
|
|
conversation with a young woman engaged in the humble trade of
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glove-cleaner, who keeps a small shop in the Rue St. Roch. M.
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Nioche lives in the same house, up six pair of stairs, across
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the court, in and out of whose ill-swept doorway Miss Noemie has
|
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been flitting for the last five years. The little glove-cleaner
|
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was an old acquaintance; she used to be the friend of a friend
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of mine, who has married and dropped such friends. I often saw
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her in his society. As soon as I espied her behind her clear
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little window-pane, I recollected her. I had on a spotlessly
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fresh pair of gloves, but I went in and held up my hands, and
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said to her, 'Dear mademoiselle, what will you ask me for
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cleaning these?' 'Dear count,' she answered immediately, 'I
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will clean them for you for nothing.' She had instantly
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recognized me, and I had to hear her history for the last six
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years. But after that, I put her upon that of her neighbors.
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She knows and admires Noemie, and she told me what I have just
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repeated."
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A month elapsed without M. Nioche reappearing, and Newman, who
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every morning read two or three suicides in the "Figaro," began
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to suspect that, mortification proving stubborn, he had sought a
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balm for his wounded pride in the waters of the Seine. He had a
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|
note of M. Nioche's address in his pocket-book, and finding
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himself one day in the quartier, he determined in so far as
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he might to clear up his doubts. He repaired to the house in
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the Rue St. Roch which bore the recorded number, and observed in
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a neighboring basement, behind a dangling row of neatly inflated
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gloves, the attentive physiognomy of Bellegarde's informant--a
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sallow person in a dressing-gown--peering into the street as if
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she were expecting that amiable nobleman to pass again. But it
|
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was not to her that Newman applied; he simply asked of the
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portress if M. Nioche were at home. The portress replied, as
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the portress invariably replies, that her lodger had gone out
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barely three minutes before; but then, through the little square
|
|
hole of her lodge-window taking the measure of Newman's
|
|
fortunes, and seeing them, by an unspecified process, refresh
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|
the dry places of servitude to occupants of fifth floors on
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courts, she added that M. Nioche would have had just time to
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reach the Cafe de la Patrie, round the second corner to the
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|
left, at which establishment he regularly spent his afternoons.
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Newman thanked her for the information, took the second turning
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|
to the left, and arrived at the Cafe de la Patrie. He felt a
|
|
momentary hesitation to go in; was it not rather mean to "follow
|
|
up" poor old Nioche at that rate? But there passed across his
|
|
vision an image of a haggard little septuagenarian taking
|
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measured sips of a glass of sugar and water and finding them
|
|
quite impotent to sweeten his desolation. He opened the door
|
|
and entered, perceiving nothing at first but a dense cloud of
|
|
tobacco smoke. Across this, however, in a corner, he presently
|
|
descried the figure of M. Nioche, stirring the contents of a
|
|
deep glass, with a lady seated in front of him. The lady's back
|
|
was turned to Newman, but M. Nioche very soon perceived and
|
|
recognized his visitor. Newman had gone toward him, and the old
|
|
man rose slowly, gazing at him with a more blighted expression
|
|
even than usual.
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|
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|
"If you are drinking hot punch," said Newman, "I suppose you are
|
|
not dead. That's all right. Don't move."
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|
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M. Nioche stood staring, with a fallen jaw, not daring to put
|
|
out his hand. The lady, who sat facing him, turned round in her
|
|
place and glanced upward with a spirited toss of her head,
|
|
displaying the agreeable features of his daughter. She looked
|
|
at Newman sharply, to see how he was looking at her, then--I
|
|
don't know what she discovered--she said graciously, "How d' ye
|
|
do, monsieur? won't you come into our little corner?"
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|
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|
"Did you come--did you come after ME? asked M. Nioche very
|
|
softly.
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|
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"I went to your house to see what had become of you. I thought
|
|
you might be sick," said Newman.
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|
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|
"It is very good of you, as always," said the old man. "No, I am
|
|
not well. Yes, I am SEEK."
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|
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"Ask monsieur to sit down," said Mademoiselle Nioche. "Garcon,
|
|
bring a chair."
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|
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|
"Will you do us the honor to SEAT?" said M. Nioche,
|
|
timorously, and with a double foreignness of accent.
|
|
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|
Newman said to himself that he had better see the thing out and
|
|
he took a chair at the end of the table, with Mademoiselle
|
|
Nioche on his left and her father on the other side. "You will
|
|
take something, of course," said Miss Noemie, who was sipping a
|
|
glass of madeira. Newman said that he believed not, and then
|
|
she turned to her papa with a smile. "What an honor, eh? he has
|
|
come only for us." M. Nioche drained his pungent glass at a
|
|
long draught, and looked out from eyes more lachrymose in
|
|
consequence. "But you didn't come for me, eh?" Mademoiselle
|
|
Noemie went on. "You didn't expect to find me here?"
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|
|
|
Newman observed the change in her appearance. She was very
|
|
elegant and prettier than before; she looked a year or two
|
|
older, and it was noticeable that, to the eye, she had only
|
|
gained in respectability. She looked "lady-like." She was
|
|
dressed in quiet colors, and wore her expensively unobtrusive
|
|
toilet with a grace that might have come from years of practice.
|
|
Her present self-possession and aplomb struck Newman as
|
|
really infernal, and he inclined to agree with Valentin de
|
|
Bellegarde that the young lady was very remarkable. "No, to
|
|
tell the truth, I didn't come for you," he said, "and I didn't
|
|
expect to find you. I was told," he added in a moment "that you
|
|
had left your father."
|
|
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|
"Quelle horreur!" cried Mademoiselle Nioche with a smile.
|
|
"Does one leave one's father? You have the proof of the
|
|
contrary."
|
|
|
|
"Yes, convincing proof," said Newman glancing at M. Nioche. The
|
|
old man caught his glance obliquely, with his faded, deprecating
|
|
eye, and then, lifting his empty glass, pretended to drink again.
|
|
|
|
"Who told you that?" Noemie demanded. "I know very well. It
|
|
was M. de Bellegarde. Why don't you say yes? You are not
|
|
polite."
|
|
|
|
"I am embarrassed," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"I set you a better example. I know M. de Bellegarde told you.
|
|
He knows a great deal about me--or he thinks he does. He has
|
|
taken a great deal of trouble to find out, but half of it isn't
|
|
true. In the first place, I haven't left my father; I am much
|
|
too fond of him. Isn't it so, little father? M. de Bellegarde
|
|
is a charming young man; it is impossible to be cleverer. I
|
|
know a good deal about him too; you can tell him that when you
|
|
next see him."
|
|
|
|
"No," said Newman, with a sturdy grin; "I won't carry any
|
|
messages for you."
|
|
|
|
"Just as you please," said Mademoiselle Nioche, "I don't depend
|
|
upon you, nor does M. de Bellegarde either. He is very much
|
|
interested in me; he can be left to his own devices. He is a
|
|
contrast to you."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, he is a great contrast to me, I have no doubt" said Newman.
|
|
"But I don't exactly know how you mean it."
|
|
|
|
"I mean it in this way. First of all, he never offered to help
|
|
me to a dot and a husband." And Mademoiselle Nioche paused,
|
|
smiling. "I won't say that is in his favor, for I do you
|
|
justice. What led you, by the way, to make me such a queer
|
|
offer? You didn't care for me."
|
|
|
|
"Oh yes, I did," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"How so?"
|
|
|
|
It would have given me real pleasure to see you married to a
|
|
respectable young fellow."
|
|
|
|
"With six thousand francs of income!" cried Mademoiselle Nioche.
|
|
"Do you call that caring for me? I'm afraid you know little
|
|
about women. You were not galant; you were not what you
|
|
might have been."
|
|
|
|
Newman flushed a trifle fiercely. "Come!" he exclaimed "that's
|
|
rather strong. I had no idea I had been so shabby."
|
|
|
|
Mademoiselle Nioche smiled as she took up her muff. "It is
|
|
something, at any rate, to have made you angry."
|
|
|
|
Her father had leaned both his elbows on the table, and his
|
|
head, bent forward, was supported in his hands, the thin white
|
|
fingers of which were pressed over his ears. In his position he
|
|
was staring fixedly at the bottom of his empty glass, and Newman
|
|
supposed he was not hearing. Mademoiselle Noemie buttoned her
|
|
furred jacket and pushed back her chair, casting a glance
|
|
charged with the consciousness of an expensive appearance first
|
|
down over her flounces and then up at Newman.
|
|
|
|
"You had better have remained an honest girl," Newman said,
|
|
quietly.
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche continued to stare at the bottom of his glass, and his
|
|
daughter got up, still bravely smiling. "You mean that I look so
|
|
much like one? That's more than most women do nowadays. Don't
|
|
judge me yet a while," she added. "I mean to succeed; that's
|
|
what I mean to do. I leave you; I don't mean to be seen in
|
|
cafes, for one thing. I can't think what you want of my poor
|
|
father; he's very comfortable now. It isn't his fault, either.
|
|
Au revoir, little father." And she tapped the old man on the
|
|
head with her muff. Then she stopped a minute, looking at
|
|
Newman. "Tell M. de Bellegarde, when he wants news of me, to
|
|
come and get it from ME!" And she turned and departed, the
|
|
white-aproned waiter, with a bow, holding the door wide open for
|
|
her.
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche sat motionless, and Newman hardly knew what to say to
|
|
him. The old man looked dismally foolish. "So you determined
|
|
not to shoot her, after all," Newman said, presently.
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche, without moving, raised his eyes and gave him a long,
|
|
peculiar look. It seemed to confess everything, and yet not to
|
|
ask for pity, nor to pretend, on the other hand, to a rugged
|
|
ability to do without it. It might have expressed the state of
|
|
mind of an innocuous insect, flat in shape and conscious of the
|
|
impending pressure of a boot-sole, and reflecting that he was
|
|
perhaps too flat to be crushed. M. Nioche's gaze was a
|
|
profession of moral flatness. "You despise me terribly," he
|
|
said, in the weakest possible voice.
|
|
|
|
"Oh no," said Newman, "it is none of my business. It's a good
|
|
plan to take things easily."
|
|
|
|
"I made you too many fine speeches," M. Nioche added. "I meant
|
|
them at the time."
|
|
|
|
"I am sure I am very glad you didn't shoot her," said Newman.
|
|
"I was afraid you might have shot yourself. That is why I came
|
|
to look you up." And he began to button his coat.
|
|
|
|
"Neither," said M. Nioche. "You despise me, and I can't
|
|
explain to you. I hoped I shouldn't see you again."
|
|
|
|
"Why, that's rather shabby," said Newman. "You shouldn't drop
|
|
your friends that way. Besides, the last time you came to see
|
|
me I thought you particularly jolly."
|
|
|
|
"Yes, I remember," said M. Nioche, musingly; "I was in a fever.
|
|
I didn't know what I said, what I did. It was delirium."
|
|
|
|
"Ah, well, you are quieter now."
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche was silent a moment. "As quiet as the grave," he
|
|
whispered softly.
|
|
|
|
"Are you very unhappy?"
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche rubbed his forehead slowly, and even pushed back his
|
|
wig a little, looking askance at his empty glass. "Yes--yes.
|
|
But that's an old story. I have always been unhappy. My
|
|
daughter does what she will with me. I take what she gives me,
|
|
good or bad. I have no spirit, and when you have no spirit you
|
|
must keep quiet. I shan't trouble you any more."
|
|
|
|
"Well," said Newman, rather disgusted at the smooth operation of
|
|
the old man's philosophy, "that's as you please."
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche seemed to have been prepared to be despised but
|
|
nevertheless he made a feeble movement of appeal from Newman's
|
|
faint praise. "After all," he said, "she is my daughter, and I
|
|
can still look after her. If she will do wrong, why she will.
|
|
But there are many different paths, there are degrees. I can
|
|
give her the benefit--give her the benefit"--and M. Nioche
|
|
paused, staring vaguely at Newman, who began to suspect that his
|
|
brain had softened--"the benefit of my experience," M. Nioche
|
|
added.
|
|
|
|
"Your experience?" inquired Newman, both amused and amazed.
|
|
|
|
"My experience of business," said M. Nioche, gravely.
|
|
|
|
"Ah, yes," said Newman, laughing, "that will be a great
|
|
advantage to her!" And then he said good-by, and offered the
|
|
poor, foolish old man his hand.
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche took it and leaned back against the wall, holding it a
|
|
moment and looking up at him. "I suppose you think my wits are
|
|
going," he said. "Very likely; I have always a pain in my head.
|
|
That's why I can't explain, I can't tell you. And she's so
|
|
strong, she makes me walk as she will, anywhere! But there's
|
|
this--there's this." And he stopped, still staring up at
|
|
Newman. His little white eyes expanded and glittered for a
|
|
moment like those of a cat in the dark. "It's not as it seems.
|
|
I haven't forgiven her. Oh, no!"
|
|
|
|
"That's right; don't," said Newman. "She's a bad case."
|
|
|
|
"It's horrible, it's horrible," said M. Nioche; "but do you want
|
|
to know the truth? I hate her! I take what she gives me, and I
|
|
hate her more. To-day she brought me three hundred francs; they
|
|
are here in my waistcoat pocket. Now I hate her almost cruelly.
|
|
No, I haven't forgiven her."
|
|
|
|
"Why did you accept the money?" Newman asked.
|
|
|
|
"If I hadn't," said M. Nioche, "I should have hated her still
|
|
more. That's what misery is. No, I haven't forgiven her."
|
|
|
|
"Take care you don't hurt her!" said Newman, laughing again.
|
|
And with this he took his leave. As he passed along the glazed
|
|
side of the cafe, on reaching the street, he saw the old man
|
|
motioning the waiter, with a melancholy gesture, to replenish
|
|
his glass.
|
|
|
|
One day, a week after his visit to the Cafe de la Patrie, he
|
|
called upon Valentin de Bellegarde, and by good fortune found
|
|
him at home. Newman spoke of his interview with M. Nioche and
|
|
his daughter, and said he was afraid Valentin had judged the old
|
|
man correctly. He had found the couple hobnobbing together in
|
|
all amity; the old gentleman's rigor was purely theoretic.
|
|
Newman confessed that he was disappointed; he should have
|
|
expected to see M. Nioche take high ground.
|
|
|
|
"High ground, my dear fellow," said Valentin, laughing; "there
|
|
is no high ground for him to take. The only perceptible
|
|
eminence in M. Nioche's horizon is Montmartre, which is not an
|
|
edifying quarter. You can't go mountaineering in a flat
|
|
country."
|
|
|
|
"He remarked, indeed," said Newman, "that he has not forgiven
|
|
her. But she'll never find it out."
|
|
|
|
"We must do him the justice to suppose he doesn't like the
|
|
thing," Valentin rejoined. "Mademoiselle Nioche is like the
|
|
great artists whose biographies we read, who at the beginning of
|
|
their career have suffered opposition in the domestic circle.
|
|
Their vocation has not been recognized by their families, but
|
|
the world has done it justice. Mademoiselle Nioche has a
|
|
vocation."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, come," said Newman, impatiently, "you take the little
|
|
baggage too seriously."
|
|
|
|
"I know I do; but when one has nothing to think about, one must
|
|
think of little baggages. I suppose it is better to be serious
|
|
about light things than not to be serious at all. This little
|
|
baggage entertains me."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, she has discovered that. She knows you have been hunting
|
|
her up and asking questions about her. She is very much tickled
|
|
by it. That's rather annoying."
|
|
|
|
"Annoying, my dear fellow," laughed Valentin; "not the least!"
|
|
|
|
"Hanged if I should want to have a greedy little adventuress
|
|
like that know I was giving myself such pains about her!" said
|
|
Newman.
|
|
|
|
"A pretty woman is always worth one's pains," objected Valentin.
|
|
"Mademoiselle Nioche is welcome to be tickled by my curiosity,
|
|
and to know that I am tickled that she is tickled. She is not
|
|
so much tickled, by the way."
|
|
|
|
"You had better go and tell her," Newman rejoined. "She gave me
|
|
a message for you of some such drift."
|
|
|
|
"Bless your quiet imagination," said Valentin, "I have been to
|
|
see her--three times in five days. She is a charming hostess;
|
|
we talk of Shakespeare and the musical glasses. She is
|
|
extremely clever and a very curious type; not at all coarse or
|
|
wanting to be coarse; determined not to be. She means to take
|
|
very good care of herself. She is extremely perfect; she is as
|
|
hard and clear-cut as some little figure of a sea-nymph in an
|
|
antique intaglio, and I will warrant that she has not a grain
|
|
more of sentiment or heart than if she was scooped out of a big
|
|
amethyst. You can't scratch her even with a diamond. Extremely
|
|
pretty,--really, when you know her, she is wonderfully
|
|
pretty,--intelligent, determined, ambitious, unscrupulous,
|
|
capable of looking at a man strangled without changing color,
|
|
she is upon my honor, extremely entertaining."
|
|
|
|
"It's a fine list of attractions," said Newman; "they would
|
|
serve as a police-detective's description of a favorite
|
|
criminal. I should sum them up by another word than
|
|
'entertaining.' "
|
|
|
|
"Why, that is just the word to use. I don't say she is laudable
|
|
or lovable. I don't want her as my wife or my sister. But she
|
|
is a very curious and ingenious piece of machinery; I like to
|
|
see it in operation."
|
|
|
|
"Well, I have seen some very curious machines too," said Newman;
|
|
"and once, in a needle factory, I saw a gentleman from the city,
|
|
who had stopped too near one of them, picked up as neatly as if
|
|
he had been prodded by a fork, swallowed down straight, and
|
|
ground into small pieces."
|
|
|
|
Reentering his domicile, late in the evening, three days after
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde had made her bargain with him--the
|
|
expression is sufficiently correct--touching the entertainment
|
|
at which she was to present him to the world, he found on his
|
|
table a card of goodly dimensions bearing an announcement that
|
|
this lady would be at home on the 27th of the month, at ten
|
|
o'clock in the evening. He stuck it into the frame of his
|
|
mirror and eyed it with some complacency; it seemed an agreeable
|
|
emblem of triumph, documentary evidence that his prize was
|
|
gained. Stretched out in a chair, he was looking at it
|
|
lovingly, when Valentin de Bellegarde was shown into the room.
|
|
Valentin's glance presently followed the direction of Newman's,
|
|
and he perceived his mother's invitation.
|
|
|
|
"And what have they put into the corner?" he asked. Not the
|
|
customary 'music,' 'dancing,' or 'tableaux vivants'? They ought
|
|
at least to put 'An American.' "
|
|
|
|
"Oh, there are to be several of us," said Newman. "Mrs.
|
|
Tristram told me to-day that she had received a card and sent an
|
|
acceptance."
|
|
|
|
"Ah, then, with Mrs. Tristram and her husband you will have
|
|
support. My mother might have put on her card 'Three
|
|
Americans.' But I suspect you will not lack amusement. You
|
|
will see a great many of the best people in France. I mean the
|
|
long pedigrees and the high noses, and all that. Some of them
|
|
are awful idiots; I advise you to take them up cautiously."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I guess I shall like them," said Newman. "I am prepared to
|
|
like every one and everything in these days; I am in high
|
|
good-humor."
|
|
|
|
Valentin looked at him a moment in silence and then dropped
|
|
himself into a chair with an unwonted air of weariness.
|
|
|
|
"Happy man!" he said with a sigh. "Take care you don't become
|
|
offensive."
|
|
|
|
"If any one chooses to take offense, he may. I have a good
|
|
conscience," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"So you are really in love with my sister."
|
|
|
|
"Yes, sir!" said Newman, after a pause.
|
|
|
|
"And she also?"
|
|
|
|
"I guess she likes me," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"What is the witchcraft you have used?" Valentin asked. "How do
|
|
YOU make love?"
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I haven't any general rules," said Newman. "In any way
|
|
that seems acceptable."
|
|
|
|
"I suspect that, if one knew it," said Valentin, laughing, "you
|
|
are a terrible customer. You walk in seven-league boots."
|
|
|
|
"There is something the matter with you to-night," Newman said
|
|
in response to this. "You are vicious. Spare me all discordant
|
|
sounds until after my marriage. Then, when I have settled down
|
|
for life, I shall be better able to take things as they come."
|
|
|
|
"And when does your marriage take place?"
|
|
|
|
"About six weeks hence."
|
|
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Valentin was silent a while, and then he said, "And you feel
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very confident about the future?"
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"Confident. I knew what I wanted, exactly, and I know what I
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have got."
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"You are sure you are going to be happy?"
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"Sure?" said Newman. "So foolish a question deserves a foolish
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answer. Yes!"
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"You are not afraid of anything?"
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"What should I be afraid of? You can't hurt me unless you kill
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me by some violent means. That I should indeed consider a
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tremendous sell. I want to live and I mean to live. I can't
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die of illness, I am too ridiculously tough; and the time for
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dying of old age won't come round yet a while. I can't lose my
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wife, I shall take too good care of her. I may lose my money,
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or a large part of it; but that won't matter, for I shall make
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twice as much again. So what have I to be afraid of?"
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"You are not afraid it may be rather a mistake for an American
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man of business to marry a French countess?"
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"For the countess, possibly; but not for the man of business, if
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you mean me! But my countess shall not be disappointed; I
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answer for her happiness!" And as if he felt the impulse to
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celebrate his happy certitude by a bonfire, he got up to throw a
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couple of logs upon the already blazing hearth. Valentin
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watched for a few moments the quickened flame, and then, with
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his head leaning on his hand, gave a melancholy sigh. "Got a
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headache?" Newman asked.
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"Je suis triste," said Valentin, with Gallic simplicity.
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"You are sad, eh? It is about the lady you said the other night
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that you adored and that you couldn't marry?"
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"Did I really say that? It seemed to me afterwards that the
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words had escaped me. Before Claire it was bad taste. But I
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felt gloomy as I spoke, and I feel gloomy still. Why did you
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ever introduce me to that girl?"
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"Oh, it's Noemie, is it? Lord deliver us! You don't mean to
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say you are lovesick about her?"
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"Lovesick, no; it's not a grand passion. But the cold-blooded
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little demon sticks in my thoughts; she has bitten me with those
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even little teeth of hers; I feel as if I might turn rabid and
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do something crazy in consequence. It's very low, it's
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disgustingly low. She's the most mercenary little jade in
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Europe. Yet she really affects my peace of mind; she is always
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running in my head. It's a striking contrast to your noble and
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virtuous attachment--a vile contrast! It is rather pitiful that
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it should be the best I am able to do for myself at my present
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respectable age. I am a nice young man, eh, en somme? You
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can't warrant my future, as you do your own."
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"Drop that girl, short," said Newman; "don't go near her again,
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and your future will do. Come over to America and I will get
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you a place in a bank."
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"It is easy to say drop her," said Valentin, with a light laugh.
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"You can't drop a pretty woman like that. One must be polite,
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even with Noemie. Besides, I'll not have her suppose I am
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afraid of her."
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"So, between politeness and vanity, you will get deeper into the
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mud? Keep them both for something better. Remember, too, that
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I didn't want to introduce you to her: you insisted. I had a
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sort of uneasy feeling about it."
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"Oh, I don't reproach you," said Valentin. "Heaven forbid! I
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wouldn't for the world have missed knowing her. She is really
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extraordinary. The way she has already spread her wings is
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amazing. I don't know when a woman has amused me more. But
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excuse me," he added in an instant; "she doesn't amuse you, at
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second hand, and the subject is an impure one. Let us talk of
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something else." Valentin introduced another topic, but within
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five minutes Newman observed that, by a bold transition, he had
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reverted to Mademoiselle Nioche, and was giving pictures of her
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manners and quoting specimens of her mots. These were very
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witty, and, for a young woman who six months before had been
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painting the most artless madonnas, startlingly cynical. But at
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last, abruptly, he stopped, became thoughtful, and for some time
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afterwards said nothing. When he rose to go it was evident that
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his thoughts were still running upon Mademoiselle Nioche. "Yes,
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she's a frightful little monster!" he said.
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CHAPTER XVI
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The next ten days were the happiest that Newman had ever known.
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He saw Madame de Cintre every day, and never saw either old
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Madame de Bellegarde or the elder of his prospective
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brothers-in-law. Madame de Cintre at last seemed to think it
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becoming to apologize for their never being present. "They are
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much taken up," she said, "with doing the honors of Paris to
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Lord Deepmere." There was a smile in her gravity as she made
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this declaration, and it deepened as she added, "He is our
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seventh cousin, you know, and blood is thicker than water. And
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then, he is so interesting!" And with this she laughed.
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Newman met young Madame de Bellegarde two or three times, always
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roaming about with graceful vagueness, as if in search of an
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unattainable ideal of amusement. She always reminded him of a
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painted perfume-bottle with a crack in it; but he had grown to
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have a kindly feeling for her, based on the fact of her owing
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conjugal allegiance to Urbain de Bellegarde. He pitied M. de
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Bellegarde's wife, especially since she was a silly,
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thirstily-smiling little brunette, with a suggestion of an
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unregulated heart. The small marquise sometimes looked at him
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with an intensity too marked not to be innocent, for coquetry is
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more finely shaded. She apparently wanted to ask him something
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or tell him something; he wondered what it was. But he was shy
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of giving her an opportunity, because, if her communication bore
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upon the aridity of her matrimonial lot, he was at a loss to see
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how he could help her. He had a fancy, however, of her coming
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up to him some day and saying (after looking around behind her)
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with a little passionate hiss, "I know you detest my husband;
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let me have the pleasure of assuring you for once that you are
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right. Pity a poor woman who is married to a clock-image in
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papier-mache!" Possessing, however, in default of a competent
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|
knowledge of the principles of etiquette, a very downright sense
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of the "meanness" of certain actions, it seemed to him to belong
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to his position to keep on his guard; he was not going to put it
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|
into the power of these people to say that in their house he had
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done anything unpleasant. As it was, Madame de Bellegarde used
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to give him news of the dress she meant to wear at his wedding,
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and which had not yet, in her creative imagination, in spite of
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many interviews with the tailor, resolved itself into its
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composite totality. "I told you pale blue bows on the sleeves,
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at the elbows," she said. "But to-day I don't see my blue bows
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at all. I don't know what has become of them. To-day I see
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pink--a tender pink. And then I pass through strange, dull
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phases in which neither blue nor pink says anything to me. And
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yet I must have the bows."
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"Have them green or yellow," said Newman.
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"Malheureux!" the little marquise would cry. "Green bows
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would break your marriage--your children would be illegitimate!"
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Madame de Cintre was calmly happy before the world, and Newman
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|
had the felicity of fancying that before him, when the world was
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|
absent, she was almost agitatedly happy. She said very tender
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|
things. "I take no pleasure in you. You never give me a chance
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|
to scold you, to correct you. I bargained for that, I expected
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|
to enjoy it. But you won't do anything dreadful; you are
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dismally inoffensive. It is very stupid; there is no excitement
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|
for me; I might as well be marrying some one else."
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"I am afraid it's the worst I can do," Newman would say in
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|
answer to this. "Kindly overlook the deficiency." He assured
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|
her that he, at least, would never scold her; she was perfectly
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|
satisfactory. "If you only knew," he said, "how exactly you are
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|
what I coveted! And I am beginning to understand why I coveted
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it; the having it makes all the difference that I expected.
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Never was a man so pleased with his good fortune. You have been
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holding your head for a week past just as I wanted my wife to
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|
hold hers. You say just the things I want her to say. You walk
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about the room just as I want her to walk. You have just the
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taste in dress that I want her to have. In short, you come up
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|
to the mark, and, I can tell you, my mark was high."
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These observations seemed to make Madame de Cintre rather grave.
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At last she said, "Depend upon it, I don't come up to the mark;
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your mark is too high. I am not all that you suppose; I am a
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much smaller affair. She is a magnificent woman, your ideal.
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Pray, how did she come to such perfection?"
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"She was never anything else," Newman said.
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"I really believe," Madame de Cintre went on, "that she is
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better than my own ideal. Do you know that is a very handsome
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|
compliment? Well, sir, I will make her my own!"
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Mrs. Tristram came to see her dear Claire after Newman had
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|
announced his engagement, and she told our hero the next day
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|
that his good fortune was simply absurd. "For the ridiculous
|
|
part of it is," she said, "that you are evidently going to be as
|
|
happy as if you were marrying Miss Smith or Miss Thompson. I
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|
call it a brilliant match for you, but you get brilliancy
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|
without paying any tax upon it. Those things are usually a
|
|
compromise, but here you have everything, and nothing crowds
|
|
anything else out. You will be brilliantly happy as well."
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|
Newman thanked her for her pleasant, encouraging way of saying
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|
things; no woman could encourage or discourage better.
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Tristram's way of saying things was different; he had been taken
|
|
by his wife to call upon Madame de Cintre, and he gave an
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|
account of the expedition.
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"You don't catch me giving an opinion on your countess this
|
|
time," he said; "I put my foot in it once. That's a d--d
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|
underhand thing to do, by the way--coming round to sound a
|
|
fellow upon the woman you are going to marry. You deserve
|
|
anything you get. Then of course you rush and tell her, and she
|
|
takes care to make it pleasant for the poor spiteful wretch the
|
|
first time he calls. I will do you the justice to say, however,
|
|
that you don't seem to have told Madame de Cintre; or if you
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|
have she's uncommonly magnanimous. She was very nice; she was
|
|
tremendously polite. She and Lizzie sat on the sofa, pressing
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|
each other's hands and calling each other chere belle, and
|
|
Madame de Cintre sent me with every third word a magnificent
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|
smile, as if to give me to understand that I too was a handsome
|
|
dear. She quite made up for past neglect, I assure you; she was
|
|
very pleasant and sociable. Only in an evil hour it came into
|
|
her head to say that she must present us to her mother--her
|
|
mother wished to know your friends. I didn't want to know her
|
|
mother, and I was on the point of telling Lizzie to go in alone
|
|
and let me wait for her outside. But Lizzie, with her usual
|
|
infernal ingenuity, guessed my purpose and reduced me by a
|
|
glance of her eye. So they marched off arm in arm, and I
|
|
followed as I could. We found the old lady in her arm-chair,
|
|
twiddling her aristocratic thumbs. She looked at Lizzie from
|
|
head to foot; but at that game Lizzie, to do her justice, was a
|
|
match for her. My wife told her we were great friends of Mr.
|
|
Newman. The marquise started a moment, and then said, 'Oh, Mr.
|
|
Newman! My daughter has made up her mind to marry a Mr.
|
|
Newman.' Then Madame de Cintre began to fondle Lizzie again,
|
|
and said it was this dear lady that had planned the match and
|
|
brought them together. 'Oh, 'tis you I have to thank for my
|
|
American son-in-law,' the old lady said to Mrs. Tristram. 'It
|
|
was a very clever thought of yours. Be sure of my gratitude.'
|
|
And then she began to look at me and presently said, 'Pray, are
|
|
you engaged in some species of manufacture?' I wanted to say
|
|
that I manufactured broom-sticks for old witches to ride on, but
|
|
Lizzie got in ahead of me. 'My husband, Madame la Marquise,'
|
|
she said, 'belongs to that unfortunate class of persons who have
|
|
no profession and no business, and do very little good in the
|
|
world.' To get her poke at the old woman she didn't care where
|
|
she shoved me. 'Dear me,' said the marquise, 'we all have our
|
|
duties.' 'I am sorry mine compel me to take leave of you,' said
|
|
Lizzie. And we bundled out again. But you have a
|
|
mother-in-law, in all the force of the term."
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|
|
|
"Oh," said Newman, "my mother-in-law desires nothing better than
|
|
to let me alone."
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|
|
Betimes, on the evening of the 27th, he went to Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde's ball. The old house in the Rue de l'Universite
|
|
looked strangely brilliant. In the circle of light projected
|
|
from the outer gate a detachment of the populace stood watching
|
|
the carriages roll in; the court was illumined with flaring
|
|
torches and the portico carpeted with crimson. When Newman
|
|
arrived there were but a few people present. The marquise and
|
|
her two daughters were at the top of the staircase, where the
|
|
sallow old nymph in the angle peeped out from a bower of plants.
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde, in purple and fine laces, looked like an
|
|
old lady painted by Vandyke; Madame de Cintre was dressed in
|
|
white. The old lady greeted Newman with majestic formality, and
|
|
looking round her, called several of the persons who were
|
|
standing near. They were elderly gentlemen, of what Valentin de
|
|
Bellegarde had designated as the high-nosed category; two or
|
|
three of them wore cordons and stars. They approached with
|
|
measured alertness, and the marquise said that she wished to
|
|
present them to Mr. Newman, who was going to marry her daughter.
|
|
Then she introduced successively three dukes, three counts, and
|
|
a baron. These gentlemen bowed and smiled most agreeably, and
|
|
Newman indulged in a series of impartial hand-shakes,
|
|
accompanied by a "Happy to make your acquaintance, sir." He
|
|
looked at Madame de Cintre, but she was not looking at him. If
|
|
his personal self-consciousness had been of a nature to make him
|
|
constantly refer to her, as the critic before whom, in company,
|
|
he played his part, he might have found it a flattering proof of
|
|
her confidence that he never caught her eyes resting upon him.
|
|
It is a reflection Newman did not make, but we nevertheless risk
|
|
it, that in spite of this circumstance she probably saw every
|
|
movement of his little finger. Young Madame de Bellegarde was
|
|
dressed in an audacious toilet of crimson crape, bestrewn with
|
|
huge silver moons--thin crescent and full disks.
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|
|
"You don't say anything about my dress," she said to Newman.
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|
"I feel," he answered, "as if I were looking at you through a
|
|
telescope. It is very strange."
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|
|
|
"If it is strange it matches the occasion. But I am not a
|
|
heavenly body."
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|
|
"I never saw the sky at midnight that particular shade of
|
|
crimson," said Newman.
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|
|
|
"That is my originality; any one could have chosen blue. My
|
|
sister-in-law would have chosen a lovely shade of blue, with a
|
|
dozen little delicate moons. But I think crimson is much more
|
|
amusing. And I give my idea, which is moonshine."
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|
|
"Moonshine and bloodshed," said Newman.
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|
"A murder by moonlight," laughed Madame de Bellegarde. "What a
|
|
delicious idea for a toilet! To make it complete, there is the
|
|
silver dagger, you see, stuck into my hair. But here comes Lord
|
|
Deepmere," she added in a moment. "I must find out what he
|
|
thinks of it." Lord Deepmere came up, looking very red in the
|
|
face, and laughing. "Lord Deepmere can't decide which he
|
|
prefers, my sister-in-law or me," said Madame de Bellegarde.
|
|
"He likes Claire because she is his cousin, and me because I am
|
|
not. But he has no right to make love to Claire, whereas I am
|
|
perfectly disponible. It is very wrong to make love to a
|
|
woman who is engaged, but it is very wrong not to make love to a
|
|
woman who is married."
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|
|
|
"Oh, it's very jolly making love to married women," said Lord
|
|
Deepmere, "because they can't ask you to marry them."
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|
|
"Is that what the others do, the spinsters?" Newman inquired.
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|
|
"Oh dear, yes," said Lord Deepmere; "in England all the girls
|
|
ask a fellow to marry them."
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|
|
|
"And a fellow brutally refuses," said Madame de Bellegarde.
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|
|
|
"Why, really, you know, a fellow can't marry any girl that asks
|
|
him," said his lordship.
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|
|
"Your cousin won't ask you. She is going to marry Mr. Newman."
|
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|
|
"Oh, that's a very different thing!" laughed Lord Deepmere.
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|
|
"You would have accepted HER, I suppose. That makes me hope
|
|
that after all you prefer me."
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|
|
|
"Oh, when things are nice I never prefer one to the other," said
|
|
the young Englishman. "I take them all."
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|
|
|
"Ah, what a horror! I won't be taken in that way; I must be
|
|
kept apart," cried Madame de Bellegarde. "Mr. Newman is much
|
|
better; he knows how to choose. Oh, he chooses as if he were
|
|
threading a needle. He prefers Madame de Cintre to any
|
|
conceivable creature or thing."
|
|
|
|
"Well, you can't help my being her cousin," said Lord Deepmere
|
|
to Newman, with candid hilarity.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, no, I can't help that," said Newman, laughing back;
|
|
"neither can she!"
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|
|
"And you can't help my dancing with her," said Lord Deepmere,
|
|
with sturdy simplicity.
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|
|
|
"I could prevent that only by dancing with her myself," said
|
|
Newman. "But unfortunately I don't know how to dance."
|
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|
|
"Oh, you may dance without knowing how; may you not, milord?"
|
|
said Madame de Bellegarde. But to this Lord Deepmere replied
|
|
that a fellow ought to know how to dance if he didn't want to
|
|
make an ass of himself; and at this moment Urbain de Bellegarde
|
|
joined the group, slow-stepping and with his hands behind him.
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|
|
"This is a very splendid entertainment," said Newman,
|
|
cheerfully. "The old house looks very bright."
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|
|
"If YOU are pleased, we are content," said the marquis,
|
|
lifting his shoulders and bending them forward.
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|
|
|
"Oh, I suspect every one is pleased," said Newman. "How can
|
|
they help being pleased when the first thing they see as they
|
|
come in is your sister, standing there as beautiful as an angel?"
|
|
|
|
"Yes, she is very beautiful," rejoined the marquis, solemnly.
|
|
"But that is not so great a source of satisfaction to other
|
|
people, naturally, as to you."
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|
|
|
"Yes, I am satisfied, marquis, I am satisfied," said Newman,
|
|
with his protracted enunciation. "And now tell me," he added,
|
|
looking round, "who some of your friends are."
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|
|
M. de Bellegarde looked about him in silence, with his head bent
|
|
and his hand raised to his lower lip, which he slowly rubbed. A
|
|
stream of people had been pouring into the salon in which Newman
|
|
stood with his host, the rooms were filling up and the spectacle
|
|
had become brilliant. It borrowed its splendor chiefly from the
|
|
shining shoulders and profuse jewels of the women, and from the
|
|
voluminous elegance of their dresses. There were no uniforms,
|
|
as Madame de Bellegarde's door was inexorably closed against the
|
|
myrmidons of the upstart power which then ruled the fortunes of
|
|
France, and the great company of smiling and chattering faces
|
|
was not graced by any very frequent suggestions of harmonious
|
|
beauty. It is a pity, nevertheless, that Newman had not been a
|
|
physiognomist, for a great many of the faces were irregularly
|
|
agreeable, expressive, and suggestive. If the occasion had been
|
|
different they would hardly have pleased him; he would have
|
|
thought the women not pretty enough and the men too smirking;
|
|
but he was now in a humor to receive none but agreeable
|
|
impressions, and he looked no more narrowly than to perceive
|
|
that every one was brilliant, and to feel that the sun of their
|
|
brilliancy was a part of his credit. "I will present you to
|
|
some people," said M. de Bellegarde after a while. "I will make
|
|
a point of it, in fact. You will allow me?"
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I will shake hands with any one you want," said Newman.
|
|
"Your mother just introduced me to half a dozen old gentlemen.
|
|
Take care you don't pick up the same parties again."
|
|
|
|
"Who are the gentlemen to whom my mother presented you?"
|
|
|
|
"Upon my word, I forgot them," said Newman, laughing. "The
|
|
people here look very much alike."
|
|
|
|
"I suspect they have not forgotten you," said the marquis. And
|
|
he began to walk through the rooms. Newman, to keep near him in
|
|
the crowd, took his arm; after which for some time, the marquis
|
|
walked straight along, in silence. At last, reaching the
|
|
farther end of the suite of reception-rooms, Newman found
|
|
himself in the presence of a lady of monstrous proportions,
|
|
seated in a very capacious arm-chair, with several persons
|
|
standing in a semicircle round her. This little group had
|
|
divided as the marquis came up, and M. de Bellegarde stepped
|
|
forward and stood for an instant silent and obsequious, with his
|
|
hat raised to his lips, as Newman had seen some gentlemen stand
|
|
in churches as soon as they entered their pews. The lady,
|
|
indeed, bore a very fair likeness to a reverend effigy in some
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idolatrous shrine. She was monumentally stout and imperturbably
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serene. Her aspect was to Newman almost formidable; he had a
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troubled consciousness of a triple chin, a small piercing eye, a
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vast expanse of uncovered bosom, a nodding and twinkling tiara
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of plumes and gems, and an immense circumference of satin
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petticoat. With her little circle of beholders this remarkable
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woman reminded him of the Fat Lady at a fair. She fixed her
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small, unwinking eyes at the new-comers.
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"Dear duchess," said the marquis, "let me present you our good
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friend Mr. Newman, of whom you have heard us speak. Wishing to
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make Mr. Newman known to those who are dear to us, I could not
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possibly fail to begin with you."
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"Charmed, dear friend; charmed, monsieur," said the duchess in a
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voice which, though small and shrill, was not disagreeable,
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while Newman executed his obeisance. "I came on purpose to see
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monsieur. I hope he appreciates the compliment. You have only
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to look at me to do so, sir," she continued, sweeping her person
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with a much-encompassing glance. Newman hardly knew what to
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say, though it seemed that to a duchess who joked about her
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corpulence one might say almost anything. On hearing that the
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duchess had come on purpose to see Newman, the gentlemen who
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surrounded her turned a little and looked at him with
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sympathetic curiosity. The marquis with supernatural gravity
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mentioned to him the name of each, while the gentleman who bore
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it bowed; they were all what are called in France beaux
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noms. "I wanted extremely to see you," the duchess went on.
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"C'est positif. In the first place, I am very fond of the
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person you are going to marry; she is the most charming creature
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in France. Mind you treat her well, or you shall hear some news
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of me. But you look as if you were good. I am told you are
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very remarkable. I have heard all sorts of extraordinary things
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about you. Voyons, are they true?"
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"I don't know what you can have heard," said Newman.
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"Oh, you have your legende. We have heard that you have had
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a career the most checkered, the most bizarre. What is that
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about your having founded a city some ten years ago in the great
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West, a city which contains to-day half a million of
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inhabitants? Isn't it half a million, messieurs? You are
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exclusive proprietor of this flourishing settlement, and are
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consequently fabulously rich, and you would be richer still if
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you didn't grant lands and houses free of rent to all newcomers
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who will pledge themselves never to smoke cigars. At this game,
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in three years, we are told, you are going to be made president
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of America."
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The duchess recited this amazing "legend" with a smooth
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self-possession which gave the speech to Newman's mind, the air
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of being a bit of amusing dialogue in a play, delivered by a
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veteran comic actress. Before she had ceased speaking he had
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burst into loud, irrepressible laughter. "Dear duchess, dear
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duchess," the marquis began to murmur, soothingly. Two or three
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persons came to the door of the room to see who was laughing at
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the duchess. But the lady continued with the soft, serene
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assurance of a person who, as a duchess, was certain of being
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listened to, and, as a garrulous woman, was independent of the
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pulse of her auditors. "But I know you are very remarkable.
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You must be, to have endeared yourself to this good marquis and
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to his admirable world. They are very exacting. I myself am
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not very sure at this hour of really possessing it. Eh,
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Bellegarde? To please you, I see, one must be an American
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millionaire. But your real triumph, my dear sir, is pleasing
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the countess; she is as difficult as a princess in a fairy tale.
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Your success is a miracle. What is your secret? I don't ask you
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to reveal it before all these gentlemen, but come and see me
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some day and give me a specimen of your talents."
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"The secret is with Madame de Cintre," said Newman. "You must
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ask her for it. It consists in her having a great deal of
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charity."
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"Very pretty!" said the duchess. "That's a very nice specimen,
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to begin with. What, Bellegarde, are you already taking
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monsieur away?"
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"I have a duty to perform, dear friend," said the marquis,
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pointing to the other groups.
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"Ah, for you I know what that means. Well, I have seen
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monsieur; that is what I wanted. He can't persuade me that he
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isn't very clever. Farewell."
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As Newman passed on with his host, he asked who the duchess was.
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"The greatest lady in France," said the marquis. M. de
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Bellegarde then presented his prospective brother-in-law to some
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twenty other persons of both sexes, selected apparently for
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their typically august character. In some cases this character
|
|
was written in good round hand upon the countenance of the
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wearer; in others Newman was thankful for such help as his
|
|
companion's impressively brief intimation contributed to the
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discovery of it. There were large, majestic men, and small
|
|
demonstrative men; there were ugly ladies in yellow lace and
|
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quaint jewels, and pretty ladies with white shoulders from which
|
|
jewels and every thing else were absent. Every one gave Newman
|
|
extreme attention, every one smiled, every one was charmed to
|
|
make his acquaintance, every one looked at him with that soft
|
|
hardness of good society which puts out its hand but keeps its
|
|
fingers closed over the coin. If the marquis was going about as
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a bear-leader, if the fiction of Beauty and the Beast was
|
|
supposed to have found its companion-piece, the general
|
|
impression appeared to be that the bear was a very fair
|
|
imitation of humanity. Newman found his reception among the
|
|
marquis's friends very "pleasant;" he could not have said more
|
|
for it. It was pleasant to be treated with so much explicit
|
|
politeness; it was pleasant to hear neatly turned civilities,
|
|
with a flavor of wit, uttered from beneath carefully-shaped
|
|
mustaches; it was pleasant to see clever Frenchwomen--they all
|
|
seemed clever--turn their backs to their partners to get a good
|
|
look at the strange American whom Claire de Cintre was to marry,
|
|
and reward the object of the exhibition with a charming smile.
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|
At last, as he turned away from a battery of smiles and other
|
|
amenities, Newman caught the eye of the marquis looking at him
|
|
heavily; and thereupon, for a single instant, he checked
|
|
himself. "Am I behaving like a d--d fool?" he asked himself.
|
|
"Am I stepping about like a terrier on his hind legs?" At this
|
|
moment he perceived Mrs. Tristram at the other side of the room,
|
|
and he waved his hand in farewell to M. de Bellegarde and made
|
|
his way toward her.
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"Am I holding my head too high?" he asked. "Do I look as if I
|
|
had the lower end of a pulley fastened to my chin?"
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"You look like all happy men, very ridiculous," said Mrs.
|
|
Tristram. "It's the usual thing, neither better nor worse. I
|
|
have been watching you for the last ten minutes, and I have been
|
|
watching M. de Bellegarde. He doesn't like it."
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"The more credit to him for putting it through," replied Newman.
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"But I shall be generous. I shan't trouble him any more. But I
|
|
am very happy. I can't stand still here. Please to take my arm
|
|
and we will go for a walk."
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He led Mrs. Tristram through all the rooms. There were a great
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|
many of them, and, decorated for the occasion and filled with a
|
|
stately crowd, their somewhat tarnished nobleness recovered its
|
|
lustre. Mrs. Tristram, looking about her, dropped a series of
|
|
softly-incisive comments upon her fellow-guests. But Newman
|
|
made vague answers; he hardly heard her, his thoughts were
|
|
elsewhere. They were lost in a cheerful sense of success, of
|
|
attainment and victory. His momentary care as to whether he
|
|
looked like a fool passed away, leaving him simply with a rich
|
|
contentment. He had got what he wanted. The savor of success
|
|
had always been highly agreeable to him, and it had been his
|
|
fortune to know it often. But it had never before been so
|
|
sweet, been associated with so much that was brilliant and
|
|
suggestive and entertaining. The lights, the flowers, the
|
|
music, the crowd, the splendid women, the jewels, the
|
|
strangeness even of the universal murmur of a clever foreign
|
|
tongue were all a vivid symbol and assurance of his having
|
|
grasped his purpose and forced along his groove. If Newman's
|
|
smile was larger than usual, it was not tickled vanity that
|
|
pulled the strings; he had no wish to be shown with the finger
|
|
or to achieve a personal success. If he could have looked down
|
|
at the scene, invisible, from a hole in the roof, he would have
|
|
enjoyed it quite as much. It would have spoken to him about his
|
|
own prosperity and deepened that easy feeling about life to
|
|
which, sooner or later, he made all experience contribute. Just
|
|
now the cup seemed full.
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|
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|
"It is a very pretty party," said Mrs. Tristram, after they had
|
|
walked a while. "I have seen nothing objectionable except my
|
|
husband leaning against the wall and talking to an individual
|
|
whom I suppose he takes for a duke, but whom I more than suspect
|
|
to be the functionary who attends to the lamps. Do you think
|
|
you could separate them? Knock over a lamp!"
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|
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|
I doubt whether Newman, who saw no harm in Tristram's conversing
|
|
with an ingenious mechanic, would have complied with this
|
|
request; but at this moment Valentin de Bellegarde drew near.
|
|
Newman, some weeks previously, had presented Madame de Cintre's
|
|
youngest brother to Mrs. Tristram, for whose merits Valentin
|
|
professed a discriminating relish and to whom he had paid
|
|
several visits.
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|
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|
"Did you ever read Keats's Belle Dame sans Merci?" asked Mrs.
|
|
Tristram. "You remind me of the hero of the ballad:--
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|
|
|
'Oh, what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,
|
|
Alone and palely loitering?'"
|
|
|
|
"If I am alone, it is because I have been deprived of your
|
|
society," said Valentin. "Besides it is good manners for no man
|
|
except Newman to look happy. This is all to his address. It is
|
|
not for you and me to go before the curtain."
|
|
|
|
"You promised me last spring," said Newman to Mrs. Tristram,
|
|
"that six months from that time I should get into a monstrous
|
|
rage. It seems to me the time's up, and yet the nearest I can
|
|
come to doing anything rough now is to offer you a cafe glace."
|
|
|
|
"I told you we should do things grandly," said Valentin. "I
|
|
don't allude to the cafes glaces. But every one is here, and my
|
|
sister told me just now that Urbain had been adorable."
|
|
|
|
"He's a good fellow, he's a good fellow," said Newman. "I love
|
|
him as a brother. That reminds me that I ought to go and say
|
|
something polite to your mother."
|
|
|
|
"Let it be something very polite indeed," said Valentin. "It
|
|
may be the last time you will feel so much like it!"
|
|
|
|
Newman walked away, almost disposed to clasp old Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde round the waist. He passed through several rooms and
|
|
at last found the old marquise in the first saloon, seated on a
|
|
sofa, with her young kinsman, Lord Deepmere, beside her. The
|
|
young man looked somewhat bored; his hands were thrust into his
|
|
pockets and his eyes were fixed upon the toes of his shoes, his
|
|
feet being thrust out in front of him. Madame de Bellegarde
|
|
appeared to have been talking to him with some intensity and to
|
|
be waiting for an answer to what she had said, or for some sign
|
|
of the effect of her words. Her hands were folded in her lap,
|
|
and she was looking at his lordship's simple physiognomy with an
|
|
air of politely suppressed irritation.
|
|
|
|
Lord Deepmere looked up as Newman approached, met his eyes, and
|
|
changed color.
|
|
|
|
"I am afraid I disturb an interesting interview," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde rose, and her companion rising at the same
|
|
time, she put her hand into his arm. She answered nothing for
|
|
an instant, and then, as he remained silent, she said with a
|
|
smile, "It would be polite for Lord Deepmere to say it was very
|
|
interesting."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I'm not polite!" cried his lordship. "But it was
|
|
interesting."
|
|
|
|
"Madame de Bellegarde was giving you some good advice, eh?" said
|
|
Newman; "toning you down a little?"
|
|
|
|
"I was giving him some excellent advice," said the marquise,
|
|
fixing her fresh, cold eyes upon our hero. "It's for him to
|
|
take it."
|
|
|
|
"Take it, sir--take it," Newman exclaimed. "Any advice the
|
|
marquise gives you to-night must be good. For to-night,
|
|
marquise, you must speak from a cheerful, comfortable spirit,
|
|
and that makes good advice. You see everything going on so
|
|
brightly and successfully round you. Your party is magnificent;
|
|
it was a very happy thought. It is much better than that thing
|
|
of mine would have been."
|
|
|
|
"If you are pleased I am satisfied," said Madame de Bellegarde.
|
|
"My desire was to please you."
|
|
|
|
"Do you want to please me a little more?" said Newman. "Just
|
|
drop our lordly friend; I am sure he wants to be off and shake
|
|
his heels a little. Then take my arm and walk through the
|
|
rooms."
|
|
|
|
"My desire was to please you," the old lady repeated. And she
|
|
liberated Lord Deepmere, Newman rather wondering at her
|
|
docility. "If this young man is wise," she added, "he will go
|
|
and find my daughter and ask her to dance."
|
|
|
|
"I have been indorsing your advice," said Newman, bending over
|
|
her and laughing, "I suppose I must swallow that!"
|
|
|
|
Lord Deepmere wiped his forehead and departed, and Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde took Newman's arm. "Yes, it's a very pleasant,
|
|
sociable entertainment," the latter declared, as they proceeded
|
|
on their circuit. "Every one seems to know every one and to be
|
|
glad to see every one. The marquis has made me acquainted with
|
|
ever so many people, and I feel quite like one of the family.
|
|
It's an occasion," Newman continued, wanting to say something
|
|
thoroughly kind and comfortable, "that I shall always remember,
|
|
and remember very pleasantly."
|
|
|
|
"I think it is an occasion that we shall none of us forget,"
|
|
said the marquise, with her pure, neat enunciation.
|
|
|
|
People made way for her as she passed, others turned round and
|
|
looked at her, and she received a great many greetings and
|
|
pressings of the hand, all of which she accepted with the most
|
|
delicate dignity. But though she smiled upon every one, she
|
|
said nothing until she reached the last of the rooms, where she
|
|
found her elder son. Then, "This is enough, sir," she declared
|
|
with measured softness to Newman, and turned to the marquis. He
|
|
put out both his hands and took both hers, drawing her to a seat
|
|
with an air of the tenderest veneration. It was a most
|
|
harmonious family group, and Newman discreetly retired. He
|
|
moved through the rooms for some time longer, circulating
|
|
freely, overtopping most people by his great height, renewing
|
|
acquaintance with some of the groups to which Urbain de
|
|
Bellegarde had presented him, and expending generally the
|
|
surplus of his equanimity. He continued to find it all
|
|
extremely agreeable; but the most agreeable things have an end,
|
|
and the revelry on this occasion began to deepen to a close.
|
|
The music was sounding its ultimate strains and people were
|
|
looking for the marquise, to make their farewells. There seemed
|
|
to be some difficulty in finding her, and Newman heard a report
|
|
that she had left the ball, feeling faint. ''She has succumbed
|
|
to the emotions of the evening," he heard a lady say. "Poor,
|
|
dear marquise; I can imagine all that they may have been for
|
|
her!" But he learned immediately afterwards that she had
|
|
recovered herself and was seated in an armchair near the
|
|
doorway, receiving parting compliments from great ladies who
|
|
insisted upon her not rising. He himself set out in quest of
|
|
Madame de Cintre. He had seen her move past him many times in
|
|
the rapid circles of a waltz, but in accordance with her
|
|
explicit instructions he had exchanged no words with her since
|
|
the beginning of the evening. The whole house having been
|
|
thrown open, the apartments of the rez-de-chaussee were also
|
|
accessible, though a smaller number of persons had gathered
|
|
there. Newman wandered through them, observing a few scattered
|
|
couples to whom this comparative seclusion appeared grateful and
|
|
reached a small conservatory which opened into the garden. The
|
|
end of the conservatory was formed by a clear sheet of glass,
|
|
unmasked by plants, and admitting the winter starlight so
|
|
directly that a person standing there would seem to have passed
|
|
into the open air. Two persons stood there now, a lady and a
|
|
gentleman; the lady Newman, from within the room and although
|
|
she had turned her back to it, immediately recognized as Madame
|
|
de Cintre. He hesitated as to whether he would advance, but as
|
|
he did so she looked round, feeling apparently that he was
|
|
there. She rested her eyes on him a moment and then turned
|
|
again to her companion.
|
|
|
|
"It is almost a pity not to tell Mr. Newman," she said softly,
|
|
but in a tone that Newman could hear.
|
|
|
|
"Tell him if you like!" the gentleman answered, in the voice of
|
|
Lord Deepmere.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, tell me by all means!" said Newman advancing.
|
|
|
|
Lord Deepmere, he observed, was very red in the face, and he had
|
|
twisted his gloves into a tight cord as if he had been squeezing
|
|
them dry. These, presumably, were tokens of violent emotion,
|
|
and it seemed to Newman that the traces of corresponding
|
|
agitation were visible in Madame de Cintre's face. The two had
|
|
been talking with much vivacity. "What I should tell you is
|
|
only to my lord's credit," said Madame de Cintre, smiling
|
|
frankly enough.
|
|
|
|
"He wouldn't like it any better for that!" said my lord, with
|
|
his awkward laugh.
|
|
|
|
"Come; what's the mystery?" Newman demanded. "Clear it up. I
|
|
don't like mysteries."
|
|
|
|
"We must have some things we don't like, and go without some we
|
|
do," said the ruddy young nobleman, laughing still.
|
|
|
|
"It's to Lord Deepmere's credit, but it is not to every one's,"
|
|
said Madam de Cintre. "So I shall say nothing about it. You
|
|
may be sure," she added; and she put out her hand to the
|
|
Englishman, who took it half shyly, half impetuously. "And now
|
|
go and dance!" she said.
|
|
|
|
"Oh yes, I feel awfully like dancing!" he answered. "I shall go
|
|
and get tipsy." And he walked away with a gloomy guffaw.
|
|
|
|
"What has happened between you?" Newman asked.
|
|
|
|
"I can't tell you--now," said Madame de Cintre. "Nothing that
|
|
need make you unhappy."
|
|
|
|
"Has the little Englishman been trying to make love to you?"
|
|
|
|
She hesitated, and then she uttered a grave "No! he's a very
|
|
honest little fellow."
|
|
|
|
"But you are agitated. Something is the matter."
|
|
|
|
"Nothing, I repeat, that need make you unhappy. My agitation is
|
|
over. Some day I will tell you what it was; not now. I can't
|
|
now!"
|
|
|
|
"Well, I confess," remarked Newman, "I don't want to hear
|
|
anything unpleasant. I am satisfied with everything--most of
|
|
all with you. I have seen all the ladies and talked with a
|
|
great many of them; but I am satisfied with you." Madame de
|
|
Cintre covered him for a moment with her large, soft glance, and
|
|
then turned her eyes away into the starry night. So they stood
|
|
silent a moment, side by side. "Say you are satisfied with me,"
|
|
said Newman.
|
|
|
|
He had to wait a moment for the answer; but it came at last, low
|
|
yet distinct: "I am very happy."
|
|
|
|
It was presently followed by a few words from another source,
|
|
which made them both turn round. "I am sadly afraid Madame de
|
|
Cintre will take a chill. I have ventured to bring a shawl."
|
|
Mrs. Bread stood there softly solicitous, holding a white
|
|
drapery in her hand.
|
|
|
|
"Thank you," said Madame de Cintre, "the sight of those cold
|
|
stars gives one a sense of frost. I won't take your shawl, but
|
|
we will go back into the house."
|
|
|
|
She passed back and Newman followed her, Mrs. Bread standing
|
|
respectfully aside to make way for them. Newman paused an
|
|
instant before the old woman, and she glanced up at him with a
|
|
silent greeting. "Oh, yes," he said, "you must come and live
|
|
with us."
|
|
|
|
"Well then, sir, if you will," she answered, "you have not seen
|
|
the last of me!"
|
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CHAPTER XVII
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|
|
Newman was fond of music and went often to the opera. A couple
|
|
of evenings after Madame de Bellegarde's ball he sat listening
|
|
to "Don Giovanni," having in honor of this work, which he had
|
|
never yet seen represented, come to occupy his orchestra-chair
|
|
before the rising of the curtain. Frequently he took a large box
|
|
and invited a party of his compatriots; this was a mode of
|
|
recreation to which he was much addicted. He liked making up
|
|
parties of his friends and conducting them to the theatre, and
|
|
taking them to drive on high drags or to dine at remote
|
|
restaurants. He liked doing things which involved his paying
|
|
for people; the vulgar truth is that he enjoyed "treating" them.
|
|
This was not because he was what is called purse-proud;
|
|
handling money in public was on the contrary positively
|
|
disagreeable to him; he had a sort of personal modesty about it,
|
|
akin to what he would have felt about making a toilet before
|
|
spectators. But just as it was a gratification to him to be
|
|
handsomely dressed, just so it was a private satisfaction to him
|
|
(he enjoyed it very clandestinely) to have interposed,
|
|
pecuniarily, in a scheme of pleasure. To set a large group of
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|
people in motion and transport them to a distance, to have
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special conveyances, to charter railway-carriages and
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steamboats, harmonized with his relish for bold processes, and
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made hospitality seem more active and more to the purpose. A
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few evenings before the occasion of which I speak he had invited
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several ladies and gentlemen to the opera to listen to Madame
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Alboni--a party which included Miss Dora Finch. It befell,
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however, that Miss Dora Finch, sitting near Newman in the box,
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discoursed brilliantly, not only during the entr'actes, but
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during many of the finest portions of the performance, so that
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Newman had really come away with an irritated sense that Madame
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Alboni had a thin, shrill voice, and that her musical phrase was
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much garnished with a laugh of the giggling order. After this
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he promised himself to go for a while to the opera alone.
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When the curtain had fallen upon the first act of "Don Giovanni"
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he turned round in his place to observe the house. Presently,
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in one of the boxes, he perceived Urbain de Bellegarde and his
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wife. The little marquise was sweeping the house very busily
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with a glass, and Newman, supposing that she saw him, determined
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to go and bid her good evening. M. de Bellegarde was leaning
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against a column, motionless, looking straight in front of him,
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with one hand in the breast of his white waistcoat and the other
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resting his hat on his thigh. Newman was about to leave his
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|
place when he noticed in that obscure region devoted to the
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small boxes which in France are called, not inaptly,
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"bathing-tubs," a face which even the dim light and the distance
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could not make wholly indistinct. It was the face of a young
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and pretty woman, and it was surmounted with a coiffure of pink
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roses and diamonds. This person was looking round the house,
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and her fan was moving to and fro with the most practiced grace;
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when she lowered it, Newman perceived a pair of plump white
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shoulders and the edge of a rose-colored dress. Beside her,
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very close to the shoulders and talking, apparently with an
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earnestness which it pleased her scantily to heed, sat a young
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man with a red face and a very low shirt-collar. A moment's
|
|
gazing left Newman with no doubts; the pretty young woman was
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Noemie Nioche. He looked hard into the depths of the box,
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thinking her father might perhaps be in attendance, but from
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|
what he could see the young man's eloquence had no other
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auditor. Newman at last made his way out, and in doing so he
|
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passed beneath the baignoire of Mademoiselle Noemie. She
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saw him as he approached and gave him a nod and smile which
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seemed meant as an assurance that she was still a good-natured
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girl, in spite of her enviable rise in the world. Newman passed
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|
into the foyer and walked through it. Suddenly he paused in
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|
front of a gentleman seated on one of the divans. The
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gentleman's elbows were on his knees; he was leaning forward and
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staring at the pavement, lost apparently in meditations of a
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|
somewhat gloomy cast. But in spite of his bent head Newman
|
|
recognized him, and in a moment sat down beside him. Then the
|
|
gentleman looked up and displayed the expressive countenance of
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Valentin de Bellegarde.
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"What in the world are you thinking of so hard?" asked Newman.
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"A subject that requires hard thinking to do it justice," said
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Valentin. "My immeasurable idiocy."
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"What is the matter now?"
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"The matter now is that I am a man again, and no more a fool
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|
than usual. But I came within an inch of taking that girl au
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|
serieux."
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"You mean the young lady below stairs, in a baignoire in a pink
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|
dress?" said Newman.
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"Did you notice what a brilliant kind of pink it was?" Valentin
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|
inquired, by way of answer. "It makes her look as white as new
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|
milk."
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"White or black, as you please. But you have stopped going to
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see her?"
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"Oh, bless you, no. Why should I stop? I have changed, but she
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|
hasn't," said Valentin. "I see she is a vulgar little wretch,
|
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after all. But she is as amusing as ever, and one MUST be
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|
amused."
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"Well, I am glad she strikes you so unpleasantly," Newman
|
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rejoiced. "I suppose you have swallowed all those fine words
|
|
you used about her the other night. You compared her to a
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|
sapphire, or a topaz, or an amethyst--some precious stone; what
|
|
was it?"
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"I don't remember," said Valentin, "it may have been to a
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|
carbuncle! But she won't make a fool of me now. She has no
|
|
real charm. It's an awfully low thing to make a mistake about a
|
|
person of that sort."
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|
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"I congratulate you," Newman declared, "upon the scales having
|
|
fallen from your eyes. It's a great triumph; it ought to make
|
|
you feel better."
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"Yes, it makes me feel better!" said Valentin, gayly. Then,
|
|
checking himself, he looked askance at Newman. "I rather think
|
|
you are laughing at me. If you were not one of the family I
|
|
would take it up."
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|
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"Oh, no, I'm not laughing, any more than I am one of the family.
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|
You make me feel badly. You are too clever a fellow, you are
|
|
made of too good stuff, to spend your time in ups and downs over
|
|
that class of goods. The idea of splitting hairs about Miss
|
|
Nioche! It seems to me awfully foolish. You say you have given
|
|
up taking her seriously; but you take her seriously so long as
|
|
you take her at all."
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|
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Valentin turned round in his place and looked a while at Newman,
|
|
wrinkling his forehead and rubbing his knees. "Vous parlez
|
|
d'or. But she has wonderfully pretty arms. Would you believe I
|
|
didn't know it till this evening?"
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|
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|
"But she is a vulgar little wretch, remember, all the same,"
|
|
said Newman.
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|
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|
"Yes; the other day she had the bad taste to begin to abuse her
|
|
father, to his face, in my presence. I shouldn't have expected
|
|
it of her; it was a disappointment; heigho!"
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|
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|
"Why, she cares no more for her father than for her door-mat,"
|
|
said Newman. "I discovered that the first time I saw her."
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|
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|
"Oh, that's another affair; she may think of the poor old beggar
|
|
what she pleases. But it was low in her to call him bad names;
|
|
it quite threw me off. It was about a frilled petticoat that he
|
|
was to have fetched from the washer-woman's; he appeared to have
|
|
neglected this graceful duty. She almost boxed his ears. He
|
|
stood there staring at her with his little blank eyes and
|
|
smoothing his old hat with his coat-tail. At last he turned
|
|
round and went out without a word. Then I told her it was in
|
|
very bad taste to speak so to one's papa. She said she should
|
|
be so thankful to me if I would mention it to her whenever her
|
|
taste was at fault; she had immense confidence in mine. I told
|
|
her I couldn't have the bother of forming her manners; I had had
|
|
an idea they were already formed, after the best models. She
|
|
had disappointed me. But I shall get over it," said Valentin,
|
|
gayly.
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|
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|
"Oh, time's a great consoler!" Newman answered with humorous
|
|
sobriety. He was silent a moment, and then he added, in another
|
|
tone, "I wish you would think of what I said to you the other
|
|
day. Come over to America with us, and I will put you in the
|
|
way of doing some business. You have a very good head, if you
|
|
will only use it."
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|
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|
Valentin made a genial grimace. "My head is much obliged to
|
|
you. Do you mean the place in a bank?"
|
|
|
|
"There are several places, but I suppose you would consider the
|
|
bank the most aristocratic."
|
|
|
|
Valentin burst into a laugh. "My dear fellow, at night all cats
|
|
are gray! When one derogates there are no degrees."
|
|
|
|
Newman answered nothing for a minute. Then, "I think you will
|
|
find there are degrees in success," he said with a certain
|
|
dryness.
|
|
|
|
Valentin had leaned forward again, with his elbows on his knees,
|
|
and he was scratching the pavement with his stick. At last he
|
|
said, looking up, "Do you really think I ought to do something?"
|
|
|
|
Newman laid his hand on his companion's arm and looked at him a
|
|
moment through sagaciously-narrowed eyelids. "Try it and see.
|
|
You are not good enough for it, but we will stretch a point."
|
|
|
|
"Do you really think I can make some money? I should like to
|
|
see how it feels to have a little."
|
|
|
|
"Do what I tell you, and you shall be rich," said Newman.
|
|
"Think of it." And he looked at his watch and prepared to
|
|
resume his way to Madame de Bellegarde's box.
|
|
|
|
"Upon my word I will think of it," said Valentin. "I will go
|
|
and listen to Mozart another half hour--I can always think
|
|
better to music--and profoundly meditate upon it."
|
|
|
|
The marquis was with his wife when Newman entered their box; he
|
|
was bland, remote, and correct as usual; or, as it seemed to
|
|
Newman, even more than usual.
|
|
|
|
"What do you think of the opera?" asked our hero. "What do you
|
|
think of the Don?"
|
|
|
|
"We all know what Mozart is," said the marquis; "our impressions
|
|
don't date from this evening. Mozart is youth, freshness,
|
|
brilliancy, facility--a little too great facility, perhaps. But
|
|
the execution is here and there deplorably rough."
|
|
|
|
"I am very curious to see how it ends," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"You speak as if it were a feuilleton in the 'Figaro,' "
|
|
observed the marquis. "You have surely seen the opera before?"
|
|
|
|
"Never," said Newman. "I am sure I should have remembered it.
|
|
Donna Elvira reminds me of Madame de Cintre; I don't mean in her
|
|
circumstances, but in the music she sings."
|
|
|
|
"It is a very nice distinction," laughed the marquis lightly.
|
|
"There is no great possibility, I imagine, of Madame de Cintre
|
|
being forsaken."
|
|
|
|
"Not much!" said Newman. "But what becomes of the Don?"
|
|
|
|
"The devil comes down--or comes up, said Madame de Bellegarde,
|
|
"and carries him off. I suppose Zerlina reminds you of me."
|
|
|
|
"I will go to the foyer for a few moments," said the marquis,
|
|
"and give you a chance to say that the commander--the man of
|
|
stone--resembles me." And he passed out of the box.
|
|
|
|
The little marquise stared an instant at the velvet ledge of the
|
|
balcony, and then murmured, "Not a man of stone, a man of wood."
|
|
Newman had taken her husband's empty chair. She made no
|
|
protest, and then she turned suddenly and laid her closed fan
|
|
upon his arm. "I am very glad you came in," she said. "I want
|
|
to ask you a favor. I wanted to do so on Thursday, at my
|
|
mother-in-law's ball, but you would give me no chance. You were
|
|
in such very good spirits that I thought you might grant my
|
|
little favor then; not that you look particularly doleful now.
|
|
It is something you must promise me; now is the time to take
|
|
you; after you are married you will be good for nothing. Come,
|
|
promise!"
|
|
|
|
"I never sign a paper without reading it first," said Newt man.
|
|
"Show me your document."
|
|
|
|
"No, you must sign with your eyes shut; I will hold your hand.
|
|
Come, before you put your head into the noose. You ought to be
|
|
thankful to me for giving you a chance to do something amusing."
|
|
|
|
"If it is so amusing," said Newman, "it will be in even better
|
|
season after I am married."
|
|
|
|
"In other words," cried Madame de Bellegarde, "you will not do
|
|
it at all. You will be afraid of your wife."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, if the thing is intrinsically improper," said Newman, "I
|
|
won't go into it. If it is not, I will do it after my marriage."
|
|
|
|
"You talk like a treatise on logic, and English logic into the
|
|
bargain!" exclaimed Madame de Bellegarde. "Promise, then, after
|
|
you are married. After all, I shall enjoy keeping you to it."
|
|
|
|
"Well, then, after I am married," said Newman serenely.
|
|
|
|
The little marquise hesitated a moment, looking at him, and he
|
|
wondered what was coming. "I suppose you know what my life is,"
|
|
she presently said. "I have no pleasure, I see nothing, I do
|
|
nothing. I live in Paris as I might live at Poitiers. My
|
|
mother-in-law calls me--what is the pretty word?--a gad-about?
|
|
accuses me of going to unheard-of places, and thinks it ought to
|
|
be joy enough for me to sit at home and count over my ancestors
|
|
on my fingers. But why should I bother about my ancestors? I
|
|
am sure they never bothered about me. I don't propose to live
|
|
with a green shade on my eyes; I hold that things were made to
|
|
look at. My husband, you know, has principles, and the first on
|
|
the list is that the Tuileries are dreadfully vulgar. If the
|
|
Tuileries are vulgar, his principles are tiresome. If I chose I
|
|
might have principles quite as well as he. If they grew on
|
|
one's family tree I should only have to give mine a shake to
|
|
bring down a shower of the finest. At any rate, I prefer clever
|
|
Bonapartes to stupid Bourbons."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I see; you want to go to court," said Newman, vaguely
|
|
conjecturing that she might wish him to appeal to the United
|
|
States legation to smooth her way to the imperial halls.
|
|
|
|
The marquise gave a little sharp laugh. "You are a thousand
|
|
miles away. I will take care of the Tuileries myself; the day I
|
|
decide to go they will be very glad to have me. Sooner or later
|
|
I shall dance in an imperial quadrille. I know what you are
|
|
going to say: 'How will you dare?' But I SHALL dare. I am
|
|
afraid of my husband; he is soft, smooth, irreproachable;
|
|
everything that you know; but I am afraid of him--horribly
|
|
afraid of him. And yet I shall arrive at the Tuileries. But
|
|
that will not be this winter, nor perhaps next, and meantime I
|
|
must live. For the moment, I want to go somewhere else; it's my
|
|
dream. I want to go to the Bal Bullier."
|
|
|
|
"To the Bal Bullier?" repeated Newman, for whom the words at
|
|
first meant nothing.
|
|
|
|
"The ball in the Latin Quarter, where the students dance with
|
|
their mistresses. Don't tell me you have not heard of it."
|
|
|
|
"Oh yes," said Newman; "I have heard of it; I remember now. I
|
|
have even been there. And you want to go there?"
|
|
|
|
"It is silly, it is low, it is anything you please. But I want
|
|
to go. Some of my friends have been, and they say it is awfully
|
|
drole. My friends go everywhere; it is only I who sit
|
|
moping at home."
|
|
|
|
"It seems to me you are not at home now," said Newman, "and I
|
|
shouldn't exactly say you were moping."
|
|
|
|
"I am bored to death. I have been to the opera twice a week for
|
|
the last eight years. Whenever I ask for anything my mouth is
|
|
stopped with that: Pray, madam, haven't you an opera box? Could
|
|
a woman of taste want more? In the first place, my opera box
|
|
was down in my contrat; they have to give it to me.
|
|
To-night, for instance, I should have preferred a thousand times
|
|
to go to the Palais Royal. But my husband won't go to the
|
|
Palais Royal because the ladies of the court go there so much.
|
|
You may imagine, then, whether he would take me to Bullier's; he
|
|
says it is a mere imitation--and a bad one--of what they do at
|
|
the Princess Kleinfuss's. But as I don't go to the Princess
|
|
Kleinfuss's, the next best thing is to go to Bullier's. It is
|
|
my dream, at any rate, it's a fixed idea. All I ask of you is
|
|
to give me your arm; you are less compromising than any one
|
|
else. I don't know why, but you are. I can arrange it. I
|
|
shall risk something, but that is my own affair. Besides,
|
|
fortune favors the bold. Don't refuse me; it is my dream!"
|
|
|
|
Newman gave a loud laugh. It seemed to him hardly worth while
|
|
to be the wife of the Marquis de Bellegarde, a daughter of the
|
|
crusaders, heiress of six centuries of glories and traditions,
|
|
to have centred one's aspirations upon the sight of a couple of
|
|
hundred young ladies kicking off young men's hats. It struck
|
|
him as a theme for the moralist; but he had no time to moralize
|
|
upon it. The curtain rose again; M. de Bellegarde returned, and
|
|
Newman went back to his seat.
|
|
|
|
He observed that Valentin de Bellegarde had taken his place in
|
|
the baignoire of Mademoiselle Nioche, behind this young lady and
|
|
her companion, where he was visible only if one carefully looked
|
|
for him. In the next act Newman met him in the lobby and asked
|
|
him if he had reflected upon possible emigration. "If you
|
|
really meant to meditate," he said, "you might have chosen a
|
|
better place for it."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, the place was not bad," said Valentin. "I was not thinking
|
|
of that girl. I listened to the music, and, without thinking of
|
|
the play or looking at the stage, I turned over your proposal.
|
|
At first it seemed quite fantastic. And then a certain fiddle
|
|
in the orchestra--I could distinguish it--began to say as it
|
|
scraped away, 'Why not, why not?' And then, in that rapid
|
|
movement, all the fiddles took it up and the conductor's stick
|
|
seemed to beat it in the air: 'Why not, why not?' I'm sure I
|
|
can't say! I don't see why not. I don't see why I shouldn't do
|
|
something. It appears to me really a very bright idea. This
|
|
sort of thing is certainly very stale. And then I could come
|
|
back with a trunk full of dollars. Besides, I might possibly
|
|
find it amusing. They call me a raffine; who knows but
|
|
that I might discover an unsuspected charm in shop-keeping? It
|
|
would really have a certain romantic, picturesque side; it would
|
|
look well in my biography. It would look as if I were a strong
|
|
man, a first-rate man, a man who dominated circumstances."
|
|
|
|
"Never mind how it would look," said Newman. "It always looks
|
|
well to have half a million of dollars. There is no reason why
|
|
you shouldn't have them if you will mind what I tell you--I
|
|
alone--and not talk to other parties." He passed his arm into
|
|
that of his companion, and the two walked for some time up and
|
|
down one of the less frequented corridors. Newman's imagination
|
|
began to glow with the idea of converting his bright,
|
|
impracticable friend into a first-class man of business. He
|
|
felt for the moment a sort of spiritual zeal, the zeal of the
|
|
propagandist. Its ardor was in part the result of that general
|
|
discomfort which the sight of all uninvested capital produced in
|
|
him; so fine an intelligence as Bellegarde's ought to be
|
|
dedicated to high uses. The highest uses known to Newman's
|
|
experience were certain transcendent sagacities in the handling
|
|
of railway stock. And then his zeal was quickened by his
|
|
personal kindness for Valentin; he had a sort of pity for him
|
|
which he was well aware he never could have made the Comte de
|
|
Bellegarde understand. He never lost a sense of its being
|
|
pitiable that Valentin should think it a large life to revolve
|
|
in varnished boots between the Rue d'Anjou and the Rue de
|
|
l'Universite, taking the Boulevard des Italiens on the way, when
|
|
over there in America one's promenade was a continent, and one's
|
|
Boulevard stretched from New York to San Francisco. It
|
|
mortified him, moreover, to think that Valentin lacked money;
|
|
there was a painful grotesqueness in it. It affected him as the
|
|
ignorance of a companion, otherwise without reproach, touching
|
|
some rudimentary branch of learning would have done. There were
|
|
things that one knew about as a matter of course, he would have
|
|
said in such a case. Just so, if one pretended to be easy in
|
|
the world, one had money as a matter of course, one had made it!
|
|
There was something almost ridiculously anomalous to Newman in
|
|
the sight of lively pretensions unaccompanied by large
|
|
investments in railroads; though I may add that he would not
|
|
have maintained that such investments were in themselves a
|
|
proper ground for pretensions. "I will make you do something,"
|
|
he said to Valentin; "I will put you through. I know half a
|
|
dozen things in which we can make a place for you. You will see
|
|
some lively work. It will take you a little while to get used
|
|
to the life, but you will work in before long, and at the end of
|
|
six months--after you have done a thing or two on your own
|
|
account--you will like it. And then it will be very pleasant
|
|
for you, having your sister over there. It will be pleasant for
|
|
her to have you, too. Yes, Valentin," continued Newman, pressing
|
|
his friend's arm genially, "I think I see just the opening for
|
|
you. Keep quiet and I'll push you right in."
|
|
|
|
Newman pursued this favoring strain for some time longer. The
|
|
two men strolled about for a quarter of an hour. Valentin
|
|
listened and questioned, many of his questions making Newman
|
|
laugh loud at the naivete of his ignorance of the vulgar
|
|
processes of money-getting; smiling himself, too, half ironical
|
|
and half curious. And yet he was serious; he was fascinated by
|
|
Newman's plain prose version of the legend of El Dorado. It is
|
|
true, however, that though to accept an "opening" in an American
|
|
mercantile house might be a bold, original, and in its
|
|
consequences extremely agreeable thing to do, he did not quite
|
|
see himself objectively doing it. So that when the bell rang to
|
|
indicate the close of the entr'acte, there was a certain
|
|
mock-heroism in his saying, with his brilliant smile, "Well,
|
|
then, put me through; push me in! I make myself over to you.
|
|
Dip me into the pot and turn me into gold."
|
|
|
|
They had passed into the corridor which encircled the row of
|
|
baignoires, and Valentin stopped in front of the dusky little
|
|
box in which Mademoiselle Nioche had bestowed herself, laying
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his hand on the doorknob. "Oh, come, are you going back there?"
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asked Newman.
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"Mon Dieu, oui," said Valentin.
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"Haven't you another place?"
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"Yes, I have my usual place, in the stalls."
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"You had better go and occupy it, then."
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"I see her very well from there, too, added Valentin, serenely,
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"and to-night she is worth seeing. But," he added in a moment,
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"I have a particular reason for going back just now."
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"Oh, I give you up," said Newman. "You are infatuated!"
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"No, it is only this. There is a young man in the box whom I
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shall annoy by going in, and I want to annoy him."
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"I am sorry to hear it," said Newman. "Can't you leave the poor
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fellow alone?"
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"No, he has given me cause. The box is not his. Noemie came in
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alone and installed herself. I went and spoke to her, and in a
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few moments she asked me to go and get her fan from the pocket
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of her cloak, which the ouvreuse had carried off. In my
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absence this gentleman came in and took the chair beside Noemie
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in which I had been sitting. My reappearance disgusted him, and
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he had the grossness to show it. He came within an ace of being
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impertinent. I don't know who he is; he is some vulgar wretch.
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I can't think where she picks up such acquaintances. He has
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been drinking, too, but he knows what he is about. Just now, in
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the second act, he was unmannerly again. I shall put in another
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appearance for ten minutes--time enough to give him an
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opportunity to commit himself, if he feels inclined. I really
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can't let the brute suppose that he is keeping me out of the
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box."
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"My dear fellow," said Newman, remonstrantly, "what child's
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play! You are not going to pick a quarrel about that girl, I
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hope."
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"That girl has nothing to do with it, and I have no intention of
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picking a quarrel. I am not a bully nor a fire-eater. I simply
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wish to make a point that a gentleman must."
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"Oh, damn your point!" said Newman. "That is the trouble with
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you Frenchmen; you must be always making points. Well," he
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added, "be short. But if you are going in for this kind of
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thing, we must ship you off to America in advance."
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"Very good," Valentin answered, "whenever you please. But if I
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go to America, I must not let this gentleman suppose that it is
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to run away from him."
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And they separated. At the end of the act Newman observed that
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Valentin was still in the baignoire. He strolled into the
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corridor again, expecting to meet him, and when he was within a
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few yards of Mademoiselle Nioche's box saw his friend pass out,
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accompanied by the young man who had been seated beside its fair
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occupant. The two gentlemen walked with some quickness of step
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to a distant part of the lobby, where Newman perceived them stop
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and stand talking. The manner of each was perfectly quiet, but
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the stranger, who looked flushed, had begun to wipe his face
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very emphatically with his pocket-handkerchief. By this time
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Newman was abreast of the baignoire; the door had been left
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ajar, and he could see a pink dress inside. He immediately went
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in. Mademoiselle Nioche turned and greeted him with a brilliant
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smile.
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"Ah, you have at last decided to come and see me?" she
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exclaimed. "You just save your politeness. You find me in a
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fine moment. Sit down." There was a very becoming little flush
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in her cheek, and her eye had a noticeable spark. You would
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have said that she had received some very good news.
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"Something has happened here!" said Newman, without sitting down.
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"You find me in a very fine moment," she repeated. "Two
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gentlemen--one of them is M. de Bellegarde, the pleasure of
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whose acquaintance I owe to you--have just had words about your
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humble servant. Very big words too. They can't come off
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without crossing swords. A duel--that will give me a push!"
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cried Mademoiselle Noemie clapping her little hands. "C'est ca
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qui pose une femme!"
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"You don't mean to say that Bellegarde is going to fight about
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YOU!" exclaimed Newman, disgustedly.
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"Nothing else!" and she looked at him with a hard little smile.
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"No, no, you are not galant! And if you prevent this affair
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I shall owe you a grudge--and pay my debt!"
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Newman uttered an imprecation which, though brief--it consisted
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simply of the interjection "Oh!" followed by a geographical, or
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more correctly, perhaps a theological noun in four letters--had
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better not be transferred to these pages. He turned his back
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without more ceremony upon the pink dress and went out of the
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box. In the corridor he found Valentin and his companion
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walking towards him. The latter was thrusting a card into his
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waistcoat pocket. Mademoiselle Noemie's jealous votary was a
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tall, robust young man with a thick nose, a prominent blue eye,
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a Germanic physiognomy, and a massive watch-chain. When they
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reached the box, Valentin with an emphasized bow made way for
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him to pass in first. Newman touched Valentin's arm as a sign
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that he wished to speak with him, and Bellegarde answered that
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he would be with him in an instant. Valentin entered the box
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after the robust young man, but a couple of minutes afterwards
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he reappeared, largely smiling.
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"She is immensely tickled," he said. "She says we will make her
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fortune. I don't want to be fatuous, but I think it is very
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possible."
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"So you are going to fight?" said Newman.
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"My dear fellow, don't look so mortally disgusted. It was not
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my choice. The thing is all arranged."
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"I told you so!" groaned Newman.
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"I told HIM so," said Valentin, smiling.
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"What did he do to you?"
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"My good friend, it doesn't matter what. He used an
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expression--I took it up."
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"But I insist upon knowing; I can't, as your elder brother, have
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you rushing into this sort of nonsense."
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"I am very much obliged to you," said Valentin. "I have nothing
|
|
to conceal, but I can't go into particulars now and here."
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|
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"We will leave this place, then. You can tell me outside."
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"Oh no, I can't leave this place, why should I hurry away? I
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|
will go to my orchestra-stall and sit out the opera."
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"You will not enjoy it; you will be preoccupied."
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Valentin looked at him a moment, colored a little, smiled, and
|
|
patted him on the arm. "You are delightfully simple! Before an
|
|
affair a man is quiet. The quietest thing I can do is to go
|
|
straight to my place."
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"Ah," said Newman, "you want her to see you there--you and your
|
|
quietness. I am not so simple! It is a poor business."
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Valentin remained, and the two men, in their respective places,
|
|
sat out the rest of the performance, which was also enjoyed by
|
|
Mademoiselle Nioche and her truculent admirer. At the end
|
|
Newman joined Valentin again, and they went into the street
|
|
together. Valentin shook his head at his friend's proposal that
|
|
he should get into Newman's own vehicle, and stopped on the edge
|
|
of the pavement. "I must go off alone," he said; "I must look
|
|
up a couple of friends who will take charge of this matter."
|
|
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|
"I will take charge of it," Newman declared. "Put it into my
|
|
hands."
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|
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|
"You are very kind, but that is hardly possible. In the first
|
|
place, you are, as you said just now, almost my brother; you are
|
|
about to marry my sister. That alone disqualifies you; it casts
|
|
doubts on your impartiality. And if it didn't, it would be
|
|
enough for me that I strongly suspect you of disapproving of the
|
|
affair. You would try to prevent a meeting."
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|
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|
"Of course I should," said Newman. "Whoever your friends are, I
|
|
hope they will do that."
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|
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|
"Unquestionably they will. They will urge that excuses be made,
|
|
proper excuses. But you would be too good-natured. You won't
|
|
do."
|
|
|
|
Newman was silent a moment. He was keenly annoyed, but he saw
|
|
it was useless to attempt interference. "When is this precious
|
|
performance to come off?" he asked.
|
|
|
|
"The sooner the better," said Valentin. "The day after
|
|
to-morrow, I hope."
|
|
|
|
"Well," said Newman, "I have certainly a claim to know the
|
|
facts. I can't consent to shut my eyes to the matter."
|
|
|
|
"I shall be most happy to tell you the facts," said Valentin.
|
|
"They are very simple, and it will be quickly done. But now
|
|
everything depends on my putting my hands on my friends without
|
|
delay. I will jump into a cab; you had better drive to my room
|
|
and wait for me there. I will turn up at the end of an hour."
|
|
|
|
Newman assented protestingly, let his friend go, and then betook
|
|
himself to the picturesque little apartment in the Rue d'Anjou.
|
|
It was more than an hour before Valentin returned, but when he
|
|
did so he was able to announce that he had found one of his
|
|
desired friends, and that this gentleman had taken upon himself
|
|
the care of securing an associate. Newman had been sitting
|
|
without lights by Valentin's faded fire, upon which he had
|
|
thrown a log; the blaze played over the richly-encumbered little
|
|
sitting-room and produced fantastic gleams and shadows. He
|
|
listened in silence to Valentin's account of what had passed
|
|
between him and the gentleman whose card he had in his
|
|
pocket--M. Stanislas Kapp, of Strasbourg--after his return to
|
|
Mademoiselle Nioche's box. This hospitable young lady had
|
|
espied an acquaintance on the other side of the house, and had
|
|
expressed her displeasure at his not having the civility to come
|
|
and pay her a visit. "Oh, let him alone !" M. Stanislas Kapp
|
|
had hereupon exclaimed. "There are too many people in the box
|
|
already." And he had fixed his eyes with a demonstrative stare
|
|
upon M. de Bellegarde. Valentin had promptly retorted that if
|
|
there were too many people in the box it was easy for M. Kapp to
|
|
diminish the number. "I shall be most happy to open the door
|
|
for YOU!" M. Kapp exclaimed. "I shall be delighted to
|
|
fling you into the pit!" Valentin had answered. "Oh, do make a
|
|
rumpus and get into the papers!" Miss Noemie had gleefully
|
|
ejaculated. "M. Kapp, turn him out; or, M. de Bellegarde, pitch
|
|
him into the pit, into the orchestra--anywhere! I don't care
|
|
who does which, so long as you make a scene." Valentin answered
|
|
that they would make no scene, but that the gentleman would be
|
|
so good as to step into the corridor with him. In the corridor,
|
|
after a brief further exchange of words, there had been an
|
|
exchange of cards. M. Stanislas Kapp was very stiff. He
|
|
evidently meant to force his offence home.
|
|
|
|
"The man, no doubt, was insolent," Newman said; "but if you
|
|
hadn't gone back into the box the thing wouldn't have happened."
|
|
|
|
"Why, don't you see," Valentin replied, "that the event proves
|
|
the extreme propriety of my going back into the box? M. Kapp
|
|
wished to provoke me; he was awaiting his chance. In such a
|
|
case--that is, when he has been, so to speak, notified--a man
|
|
must be on hand to receive the provocation. My not returning
|
|
would simply have been tantamount to my saying to M. Stanislas
|
|
Kapp, 'Oh, if you are going to be disagreeable'"--
|
|
|
|
" 'You must manage it by yourself; damned if I'll help you!'
|
|
That would have been a thoroughly sensible thing to say. The
|
|
only attraction for you seems to have been the prospect of M.
|
|
Kapp's impertinence," Newman went on. "You told me you were not
|
|
going back for that girl."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, don't mention that girl any more," murmured Valentin.
|
|
"She's a bore."
|
|
|
|
"With all my heart. But if that is the way you feel about her,
|
|
why couldn't you let her alone?"
|
|
|
|
Valentin shook his head with a fine smile. "I don't think you
|
|
quite understand, and I don't believe I can make you. She
|
|
understood the situation; she knew what was in the air; she was
|
|
watching us."
|
|
|
|
"A cat may look at a king! What difference does that make?"
|
|
|
|
"Why, a man can't back down before a woman."
|
|
|
|
"I don't call her a woman. You said yourself she was a stone,"
|
|
cried Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Well," Valentin rejoined, "there is no disputing about tastes.
|
|
It's a matter of feeling; it's measured by one's sense of honor."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, confound your sense of honor!" cried Newman.
|
|
|
|
"It is vain talking," said Valentin; "words have passed, and the
|
|
thing is settled."
|
|
|
|
Newman turned away, taking his hat. Then pausing with his hand
|
|
on the door, "What are you going to use?" he asked.
|
|
|
|
"That is for M. Stanislas Kapp, as the challenged party, to
|
|
decide. My own choice would be a short, light sword. I handle
|
|
it well. I'm an indifferent shot."
|
|
|
|
Newman had put on his hat; he pushed it back, gently scratching
|
|
his forehead, high up. "I wish it were pistols," he said. "I
|
|
could show you how to lodge a bullet!"
|
|
|
|
Valentin broke into a laugh. "What is it some English poet says
|
|
about consistency? It's a flower or a star, or a jewel. Yours
|
|
has the beauty of all three!" But he agreed to see Newman again
|
|
on the morrow, after the details of his meeting with M.
|
|
Stanislas Kapp should have been arranged.
|
|
|
|
In the course of the day Newman received three lines from him,
|
|
saying that it had been decided that he should cross the
|
|
frontier, with his adversary, and that he was to take the night
|
|
express to Geneva. He should have time, however, to dine with
|
|
Newman. In the afternoon Newman called upon Madame de Cintre,
|
|
but his visit was brief. She was as gracious and sympathetic as
|
|
he had ever found her, but she was sad, and she confessed, on
|
|
Newman's charging her with her red eyes, that she had been
|
|
crying. Valentin had been with her a couple of hours before,
|
|
and his visit had left her with a painful impression. He had
|
|
laughed and gossiped, he had brought her no bad news, he had
|
|
only been, in his manner, rather more affectionate than usual.
|
|
His fraternal tenderness had touched her, and on his departure
|
|
she had burst into tears. She had felt as if something strange
|
|
and sad were going to happen; she had tried to reason away the
|
|
fancy, and the effort had only given her a headache. Newman, of
|
|
course, was perforce tongue-tied about Valentin's projected
|
|
duel, and his dramatic talent was not equal to satirizing Madame
|
|
de Cintre's presentiment as pointedly as perfect security
|
|
demanded. Before he went away he asked Madame de Cintre whether
|
|
Valentin had seen his mother.
|
|
|
|
"Yes," she said, "but he didn't make her cry."
|
|
|
|
It was in Newman's own apartment that Valentin dined, having
|
|
brought his portmanteau, so that he might adjourn directly to
|
|
the railway. M. Stanislas Kapp had positively declined to make
|
|
excuses, and he, on his side, obviously, had none to offer.
|
|
Valentin had found out with whom he was dealing. M. Stanislas
|
|
Kapp was the son of and heir of a rich brewer of Strasbourg, a
|
|
youth of a sanguineous--and sanguinary--temperament. He was
|
|
making ducks and drakes of the paternal brewery, and although he
|
|
passed in a general way for a good fellow, he had already been
|
|
observed to be quarrelsome after dinner. "Que voulez-vous?"
|
|
said Valentin. "Brought up on beer, he can't stand champagne."
|
|
He had chosen pistols. Valentin, at dinner, had an excellent
|
|
appetite; he made a point, in view of his long journey, of
|
|
eating more than usual. He took the liberty of suggesting to
|
|
Newman a slight modification in the composition of a certain
|
|
fish-sauce; he thought it would be worth mentioning to the cook.
|
|
But Newman had no thoughts for fish-sauce; he felt thoroughly
|
|
discontented. As he sat and watched his amiable and clever
|
|
companion going through his excellent repast with the delicate
|
|
deliberation of hereditary epicurism, the folly of so charming a
|
|
fellow traveling off to expose his agreeable young life for the
|
|
sake of M. Stanislas and Mademoiselle Noemie struck him with
|
|
intolerable force. He had grown fond of Valentin, he felt now
|
|
how fond; and his sense of helplessness only increased his
|
|
irritation.
|
|
|
|
"Well, this sort of thing may be all very well," he cried at
|
|
last, "but I declare I don't see it. I can't stop you, perhaps,
|
|
but at least I can protest. I do protest, violently."
|
|
|
|
"My dear fellow, don't make a scene," said Valentin. "Scenes in
|
|
these cases are in very bad taste."
|
|
|
|
"Your duel itself is a scene," said Newman; "that's all it is!
|
|
It's a wretched theatrical affair. Why don't you take a band of
|
|
music with you outright? It's d--d barbarous and it's d--d
|
|
corrupt, both."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I can't begin, at this time of day, to defend the theory of
|
|
dueling," said Valentin. "It is our custom, and I think it is a
|
|
good thing. Quite apart from the goodness of the cause in which
|
|
a duel may be fought, it has a kind of picturesque charm which
|
|
in this age of vile prose seems to me greatly to recommend it.
|
|
It's a remnant of a higher-tempered time; one ought to cling to
|
|
it. Depend upon it, a duel is never amiss."
|
|
|
|
"I don't know what you mean by a higher-tempered time," said
|
|
Newman. "Because your great-grandfather was an ass, is that any
|
|
reason why you should be? For my part I think we had better let
|
|
our temper take care of itself; it generally seems to me quite
|
|
high enough; I am not afraid of being too meek. If your
|
|
great-grandfather were to make himself unpleasant to me, I think
|
|
I could manage him yet."
|
|
|
|
"My dear friend," said Valentin, smiling, "you can't invent
|
|
anything that will take the place of satisfaction for an insult.
|
|
To demand it and to give it are equally excellent arrangements."
|
|
|
|
"Do you call this sort of thing satisfaction?" Newman asked.
|
|
"Does it satisfy you to receive a present of the carcass of that
|
|
coarse fop? does it gratify you to make him a present of yours?
|
|
If a man hits you, hit him back; if a man libels you, haul him
|
|
up."
|
|
|
|
"Haul him up, into court? Oh, that is very nasty!" said
|
|
Valentin.
|
|
|
|
"The nastiness is his--not yours. And for that matter, what you
|
|
are doing is not particularly nice. You are too good for it. I
|
|
don't say you are the most useful man in the world, or the
|
|
cleverest, or the most amiable. But you are too good to go and
|
|
get your throat cut for a prostitute."
|
|
|
|
Valentin flushed a little, but he laughed. "I shan't get my
|
|
throat cut if I can help it. Moreover, one's honor hasn't two
|
|
different measures. It only knows that it is hurt; it doesn't
|
|
ask when, or how, or where."
|
|
|
|
"The more fool it is!" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
Valentin ceased to laugh; he looked grave. "I beg you not to
|
|
say any more," he said. "If you do I shall almost fancy you
|
|
don't care about--about"--and he paused.
|
|
|
|
"About what?"
|
|
|
|
"About that matter--about one's honor."
|
|
|
|
"Fancy what you please," said Newman. "Fancy while you are at
|
|
it that I care about YOU--though you are not worth it. But
|
|
come back without damage," he added in a moment, "and I will
|
|
forgive you. And then," he continued, as Valentin was going, "I
|
|
will ship you straight off to America."
|
|
|
|
"Well," answered Valentin, "if I am to turn over a new page,
|
|
this may figure as a tail-piece to the old." And then he lit
|
|
another cigar and departed.
|
|
|
|
"Blast that girl!" said Newman as the door closed upon Valentin.
|
|
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|
CHAPTER XVIII
|
|
|
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|
|
Newman went the next morning to see Madame de Cintre, timing his
|
|
visit so as to arrive after the noonday breakfast. In the court
|
|
of the hotel, before the portico, stood Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde's old square carriage. The servant who opened the
|
|
door answered Newman's inquiry with a slightly embarrassed and
|
|
hesitating murmur, and at the same moment Mrs. Bread appeared in
|
|
the background, dim-visaged as usual, and wearing a large black
|
|
bonnet and shawl.
|
|
|
|
"What is the matter?" asked Newman. "Is Madame la Comtesse at
|
|
home, or not?"
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bread advanced, fixing her eyes upon him: he observed that
|
|
she held a sealed letter, very delicately, in her fingers. "The
|
|
countess has left a message for you, sir; she has left this,"
|
|
said Mrs. Bread, holding out the letter, which Newman took.
|
|
|
|
"Left it? Is she out? Is she gone away?"
|
|
|
|
"She is going away, sir; she is leaving town," said Mrs. Bread.
|
|
|
|
"Leaving town!" exclaimed Newman. "What has happened?"
|
|
|
|
"It is not for me to say, sir," said Mrs. Bread, with her eyes
|
|
on the ground. "But I thought it would come."
|
|
|
|
"What would come, pray?" Newman demanded. He had broken the
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seal of the letter, but he still questioned. "She is in the
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house? She is visible?"
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"I don't think she expected you this morning," the old
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waiting-woman replied. "She was to leave immediately."
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"Where is she going?"
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"To Fleurieres."
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"To Fleurieres? But surely I can see her?"
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Mrs. Bread hesitated a moment, and then clasping together her
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two hands, "I will take you!" she said. And she led the way
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upstairs. At the top of the staircase she paused and fixed her
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dry, sad eyes upon Newman. "Be very easy with her," she said;
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"she is most unhappy!" Then she went on to Madame de Cintre's
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apartment; Newman, perplexed and alarmed, followed her rapidly.
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Mrs. Bread threw open the door, and Newman pushed back the
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curtain at the farther side of its deep embrasure. In the
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middle of the room stood Madame de Cintre; her face was pale and
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she was dressed for traveling. Behind her, before the
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fire-place, stood Urbain de Bellegarde, looking at his
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finger-nails; near the marquis sat his mother, buried in an
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arm-chair, and with her eyes immediately fixing themselves upon
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Newman. He felt, as soon as he entered the room, that he was in
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the presence of something evil; he was startled and pained, as
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he would have been by a threatening cry in the stillness of the
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night. He walked straight to Madame de Cintre and seized her by
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the hand.
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"What is the matter?" he asked, commandingly; "what is
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happening?"
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Urbain de Bellegarde stared, then left his place and came and
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leaned upon his mother's chair, behind. Newman's sudden
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irruption had evidently discomposed both mother and son. Madame
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de Cintre stood silent, with her eyes resting upon Newman's.
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She had often looked at him with all her soul, as it seemed to
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him; but in this present gaze there was a sort of bottomless
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depth. She was in distress; it was the most touching thing he
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had ever seen. His heart rose into his throat, and he was on
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the point of turning to her companions, with an angry challenge;
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but she checked him, pressing the hand that held her own.
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"Something very grave has happened," she said. "I cannot marry
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you."
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Newman dropped her hand and stood staring, first at her and then
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at the others. "Why not?" he asked, as quietly as possible.
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Madame de Cintre almost smiled, but the attempt was strange.
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"You must ask my mother, you must ask my brother."
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"Why can't she marry me?" said Newman, looking at them.
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Madame de Bellegarde did not move in her place, but she was as
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pale as her daughter. The marquis looked down at her. She said
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nothing for some moments, but she kept her keen, clear eyes upon
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Newman, bravely. The marquis drew himself up and looked at the
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ceiling. "It's impossible!" he said softly.
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"It's improper," said Madame de Bellegarde.
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Newman began to laugh. "Oh, you are fooling!" he exclaimed.
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"My sister, you have no time; you are losing your train," said
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the marquis.
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"Come, is he mad?" asked Newman.
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"No; don't think that," said Madame de Cintre. "But I am going
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away."
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"Where are you going?"
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"To the country, to Fleurieres; to be alone."
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"To leave me?" said Newman, slowly.
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"I can't see you, now," said Madame de Cintre.
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"NOW--why not?"
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"I am ashamed," said Madame de Cintre, simply.
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Newman turned toward the marquis. "What have you done to
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her--what does it mean?" he asked with the same effort at
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calmness, the fruit of his constant practice in taking things
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easily. He was excited, but excitement with him was only an
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intenser deliberateness; it was the swimmer stripped.
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"It means that I have given you up," said Madame de Cintre. "It
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means that."
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Her face was too charged with tragic expression not fully to
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confirm her words. Newman was profoundly shocked, but he felt
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as yet no resentment against her. He was amazed, bewildered,
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and the presence of the old marquise and her son seemed to smite
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his eyes like the glare of a watchman's lantern. "Can't I see
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you alone?" he asked.
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"It would be only more painful. I hoped I should not see you--I
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should escape. I wrote to you. Good-by." And she put out her
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hand again.
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Newman put both his own into his pockets. "I will go with you,"
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he said.
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She laid her two hands on his arm. "Will you grant me a last
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request?" and as she looked at him, urging this, her eyes filled
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with tears. "Let me go alone--let me go in peace. I can't call
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it peace--it's death. But let me bury myself. So--good-by."
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Newman passed his hand into his hair and stood slowly rubbing
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his head and looking through his keenly-narrowed eyes from one
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to the other of the three persons before him. His lips were
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compressed, and the two lines which had formed themselves beside
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his mouth might have made it appear at a first glance that he
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was smiling. I have said that his excitement was an intenser
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deliberateness, and now he looked grimly deliberate. "It seems
|
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very much as if you had interfered, marquis," he said slowly.
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"I thought you said you wouldn't interfere. I know you don't
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like me; but that doesn't make any difference. I thought you
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promised me you wouldn't interfere. I thought you swore on your
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honor that you wouldn't interfere. Don't you remember, marquis?"
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The marquis lifted his eyebrows; but he was apparently
|
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determined to be even more urbane than usual. He rested his two
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hands upon the back of his mother's chair and bent forward, as
|
|
if he were leaning over the edge of a pulpit or a lecture-desk.
|
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He did not smile, but he looked softly grave. "Excuse me, sir,"
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he said, "I assured you that I would not influence my sister's
|
|
decision. I adhered, to the letter, to my engagement. Did I
|
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not, sister?"
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"Don't appeal, my son," said the marquise, "your word is
|
|
sufficient."
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"Yes--she accepted me," said Newman. "That is very true, I
|
|
can't deny that. At least," he added, in a different tone,
|
|
turning to Madame de Cintre, "you DID accept me?"
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Something in the tone seemed to move her strongly. She turned
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|
away, burying her face in her hands.
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"But you have interfered now, haven't you?" inquired Newman of
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the marquis.
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"Neither then nor now have I attempted to influence my sister.
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I used no persuasion then, I have used no persuasion to-day."
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"And what have you used?"
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"We have used authority,"' said Madame de Bellegarde in a rich,
|
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bell-like voice.
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"Ah, you have used authority," Newman exclaimed. "They have
|
|
used authority," he went on, turning to Madame de Cintre. "What
|
|
is it? how did they use it?"
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"My mother commanded," said Madame de Cintre.
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"Commanded you to give me up--I see. And you obey--I see. But
|
|
why do you obey?" asked Newman.
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|
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|
Madame de Cintre looked across at the old marquise; her eyes
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|
slowly measured her from head to foot. "I am afraid of my
|
|
mother," she said.
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Madame de Bellegarde rose with a certain quickness, crying,
|
|
"This is a most indecent scene!"
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"I have no wish to prolong it," said Madame de Cintre; and
|
|
turning to the door she put out her hand again. "If you can
|
|
pity me a little, let me go alone."
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Newman shook her hand quietly and firmly. "I'll come down
|
|
there," he said. The portiere dropped behind her, and Newman
|
|
sank with a long breath into the nearest chair. He leaned back
|
|
in it, resting his hands on the knobs of the arms and looking at
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde and Urbain. There was a long silence.
|
|
They stood side by side, with their heads high and their
|
|
handsome eyebrows arched.
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|
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|
"So you make a distinction?" Newman said at last. "You make a
|
|
distinction between persuading and commanding? It's very neat.
|
|
But the distinction is in favor of commanding. That rather
|
|
spoils it."
|
|
|
|
"We have not the least objection to defining our position," said
|
|
M. de Bellegarde. "We understand that it should not at first
|
|
appear to you quite clear. We rather expected, indeed, that you
|
|
should not do us justice."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I'll do you justice," said Newman. "Don't be afraid.
|
|
Please proceed."
|
|
|
|
The marquise laid her hand on her son's arm, as if to deprecate
|
|
the attempt to define their position. "It is quite useless,"
|
|
she said, "to try and arrange this matter so as to make it
|
|
agreeable to you. It can never be agreeable to you. It is a
|
|
disappointment, and disappointments are unpleasant. I thought
|
|
it over carefully and tried to arrange it better; but I only
|
|
gave myself a headache and lost my sleep. Say what we will, you
|
|
will think yourself ill-treated, and you will publish your
|
|
wrongs among your friends. But we are not afraid of that.
|
|
Besides, your friends are not our friends, and it will not
|
|
matter. Think of us as you please. I only beg you not to be
|
|
violent. I have never in my life been present at a violent
|
|
scene of any kind, and at my age I can't be expected to begin."
|
|
|
|
"Is THAT all you have got to say?" asked Newman, slowly
|
|
rising out of his chair. "That's a poor show for a clever lady
|
|
like you, marquise. Come, try again."
|
|
|
|
"My mother goes to the point, with her usual honesty and
|
|
intrepidity," said the marquis, toying with his watch-guard.
|
|
"But it is perhaps well to say a little more. We of course
|
|
quite repudiate the charge of having broken faith with you. We
|
|
left you entirely at liberty to make yourself agreeable to my
|
|
sister. We left her quite at liberty to entertain your
|
|
proposal. When she accepted you we said nothing. We therefore
|
|
quite observed our promise. It was only at a later stage of the
|
|
affair, and on quite a different basis, as it were, that we
|
|
determined to speak. It would have been better, perhaps, if we
|
|
had spoken before. But really, you see, nothing has yet been
|
|
done."
|
|
|
|
"Nothing has yet been done?" Newman repeated the words,
|
|
unconscious of their comical effect. He had lost the sense of
|
|
what the marquis was saying; M. de Bellegarde's superior style
|
|
was a mere humming in his ears. All that he understood, in his
|
|
deep and simple indignation, was that the matter was not a
|
|
violent joke, and that the people before him were perfectly
|
|
serious. "Do you suppose I can take this?" he asked. "Do you
|
|
suppose it can matter to me what you say? Do you suppose I can
|
|
seriously listen to you? You are simply crazy!"
|
|
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde gave a rap with her fan in the palm of her
|
|
hand. "If you don't take it you can leave it, sir. It matters
|
|
very little what you do. My daughter has given you up."
|
|
|
|
"She doesn't mean it," Newman declared after a moment.
|
|
|
|
"I think I can assure you that she does," said the marquis.
|
|
|
|
"Poor woman, what damnable thing have you done to her?" cried
|
|
Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Gently, gently!" murmured M. de Bellegarde.
|
|
|
|
"She told you," said the old lady. "I commanded her."
|
|
|
|
Newman shook his head, heavily. "This sort of thing can't be,
|
|
you know," he said. "A man can't be used in this fashion. You
|
|
have got no right; you have got no power."
|
|
|
|
"My power," said Madame de Bellegarde, "is in my children's
|
|
obedience."
|
|
|
|
"In their fear, your daughter said. There is something very
|
|
strange in it. Why should your daughter be afraid of you?"
|
|
added Newman, after looking a moment at the old lady. "There is
|
|
some foul play."
|
|
|
|
The marquise met his gaze without flinching, and as if she did
|
|
not hear or heed what he said. "I did my best," she said,
|
|
quietly. "I could endure it no longer."
|
|
|
|
"It was a bold experiment!" said the marquis.
|
|
|
|
Newman felt disposed to walk to him, clutch his neck with his
|
|
fingers and press his windpipe with his thumb. "I needn't tell
|
|
you how you strike me," he said; "of course you know that. But
|
|
I should think you would be afraid of your friends--all those
|
|
people you introduced me to the other night. There were some
|
|
very nice people among them; you may depend upon it there were
|
|
some honest men and women."
|
|
|
|
"Our friends approve us," said M. de Bellegarde, "there is not a
|
|
family among them that would have acted otherwise. And however
|
|
that may be, we take the cue from no one. The Bellegardes have
|
|
been used to set the example not to wait for it."
|
|
|
|
"You would have waited long before any one would have set you
|
|
such an example as this," exclaimed Newman. "Have I done
|
|
anything wrong?" he demanded. "Have I given you reason to
|
|
change your opinion? Have you found out anything against me? I
|
|
can't imagine."
|
|
|
|
"Our opinion," said Madame de Bellegarde, "is quite the same as
|
|
at first--exactly. We have no ill-will towards yourself; we are
|
|
very far from accusing you of misconduct. Since your relations
|
|
with us began you have been, I frankly confess, less--less
|
|
peculiar than I expected. It is not your disposition that we
|
|
object to, it is your antecedents. We really cannot reconcile
|
|
ourselves to a commercial person. We fancied in an evil hour
|
|
that we could; it was a great misfortune. We determined to
|
|
persevere to the end, and to give you every advantage. I was
|
|
resolved that you should have no reason to accuse me of want of
|
|
loyalty. We let the thing certainly go very far; we introduced
|
|
you to our friends. To tell the truth, it was that, I think,
|
|
that broke me down. I succumbed to the scene that took place on
|
|
Thursday night in these rooms. You must excuse me if what I say
|
|
is disagreeable to you, but we cannot release ourselves without
|
|
an explanation."
|
|
|
|
"There can be no better proof of our good faith," said the
|
|
marquis, "than our committing ourselves to you in the eyes of
|
|
the world the other evening. We endeavored to bind
|
|
ourselves--to tie our hands, as it were."
|
|
|
|
"But it was that," added his mother, "that opened our eyes and
|
|
broke our bonds. We should have been most uncomfortable! You
|
|
know," she added in a moment, "that you were forewarned. I told
|
|
you we were very proud."
|
|
|
|
Newman took up his hat and began mechanically to smooth it; the
|
|
very fierceness of his scorn kept him from speaking. "You are
|
|
not proud enough," he observed at last.
|
|
|
|
"In all this matter," said the marquis, smiling, "I really see
|
|
nothing but our humility."
|
|
|
|
"Let us have no more discussion than is necessary," resumed
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde. "My daughter told you everything when she
|
|
said she gave you up."
|
|
|
|
"I am not satisfied about your daughter," said Newman; "I want
|
|
to know what you did to her. It is all very easy talking about
|
|
authority and saying you commanded her. She didn't accept me
|
|
blindly, and she wouldn't have given me up blindly. Not that I
|
|
believe yet she has really given me up; she will talk it over
|
|
with me. But you have frightened her, you have bullied her, you
|
|
have HURT her. What was it you did to her?"
|
|
|
|
"I did very little! said Madame de Bellegarde, in a tone which
|
|
gave Newman a chill when he afterwards remembered it.
|
|
|
|
"Let me remind you that we offered you these explanations," the
|
|
marquis observed, "with the express understanding that you
|
|
should abstain from violence of language."
|
|
|
|
"I am not violent," Newman answered, "it is you who are violent!
|
|
But I don't know that I have much more to say to you. What you
|
|
expect of me, apparently, is to go my way, thanking you for
|
|
favors received, and promising never to trouble you again."
|
|
|
|
"We expect of you to act like a clever man," said Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde. "You have shown yourself that already, and what we
|
|
have done is altogether based upon your being so. When one must
|
|
submit, one must. Since my daughter absolutely withdraws, what
|
|
will be the use of your making a noise?"
|
|
|
|
"It remains to be seen whether your daughter absolutely
|
|
withdraws. Your daughter and I are still very good friends;
|
|
nothing is changed in that. As I say, I will talk it over with
|
|
her."
|
|
|
|
"That will be of no use," said the old lady. "I know my
|
|
daughter well enough to know that words spoken as she just now
|
|
spoke to you are final. Besides, she has promised me."
|
|
|
|
"I have no doubt her promise is worth a great deal more than
|
|
your own," said Newman; "nevertheless I don't give her up."
|
|
|
|
"Just as you please! But if she won't even see you,--and she
|
|
won't,--your constancy must remain purely Platonic."
|
|
|
|
Poor Newman was feigning a greater confidence than he felt.
|
|
Madame de Cintre's strange intensity had in fact struck a chill
|
|
to his heart; her face, still impressed upon his vision, had
|
|
been a terribly vivid image of renunciation. He felt sick, and
|
|
suddenly helpless. He turned away and stood for a moment with
|
|
his hand on the door; then he faced about and after the briefest
|
|
hesitation broke out with a different accent. "Come, think of
|
|
what this must be to me, and let her alone! Why should you
|
|
object to me so--what's the matter with me? I can't hurt you.
|
|
I wouldn't if I could. I'm the most unobjectionable fellow in
|
|
the world. What if I am a commercial person? What under the
|
|
sun do you mean? A commercial person? I will be any sort of a
|
|
person you want. I never talked to you about business. Let her
|
|
go, and I will ask no questions. I will take her away, and you
|
|
shall never see me or hear of me again. I will stay in America
|
|
if you like. I'll sign a paper promising never to come back to
|
|
Europe! All I want is not to lose her!"
|
|
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde and her son exchanged a glance of lucid
|
|
irony, and Urbain said, "My dear sir, what you propose is hardly
|
|
an improvement. We have not the slightest objection to seeing
|
|
you, as an amiable foreigner, and we have every reason for not
|
|
wishing to be eternally separated from my sister. We object to
|
|
the marriage; and in that way," and M. de Bellegarde gave a
|
|
small, thin laugh, she would be more married than ever."
|
|
|
|
"Well, then," said Newman, "where is this place of
|
|
yours--Fleurieres? I know it is near some old city on a hill."
|
|
|
|
"Precisely. Poitiers is on a hill," said Madame de Bellegarde.
|
|
"I don't know how old it is. We are not afraid to tell you."
|
|
|
|
"It is Poitiers, is it? Very good," said Newman. "I shall
|
|
immediately follow Madame de Cintre."
|
|
|
|
"The trains after this hour won't serve you," said Urbain.
|
|
|
|
"I shall hire a special train!"
|
|
|
|
"That will be a very silly waste of money," said Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde.
|
|
|
|
"It will be time enough to talk about waste three days hence,"
|
|
Newman answered; and clapping his hat on his head, he departed.
|
|
|
|
He did not immediately start for Fleurieres; he was too stunned
|
|
and wounded for consecutive action. He simply walked; he walked
|
|
straight before him, following the river, till he got out of the
|
|
enceinte of Paris. He had a burning, tingling sense of
|
|
personal outrage. He had never in his life received so absolute
|
|
a check; he had never been pulled up, or, as he would have said,
|
|
"let down," so short; and he found the sensation intolerable; he
|
|
strode along, tapping the trees and lamp-posts fiercely with his
|
|
stick and inwardly raging. To lose Madame de Cintre after he
|
|
had taken such jubilant and triumphant possession of her was as
|
|
great an affront to his pride as it was an injury to his
|
|
happiness. And to lose her by the interference and the
|
|
dictation of others, by an impudent old woman and a pretentious
|
|
fop stepping in with their "authority"! It was too
|
|
preposterous, it was too pitiful. Upon what he deemed the
|
|
unblushing treachery of the Bellegardes Newman wasted little
|
|
thought; he consigned it, once for all, to eternal perdition.
|
|
But the treachery of Madame de Cintre herself amazed and
|
|
confounded him; there was a key to the mystery, of course, but
|
|
he groped for it in vain. Only three days had elapsed since she
|
|
stood beside him in the starlight, beautiful and tranquil as the
|
|
trust with which he had inspired her, and told him that she was
|
|
happy in the prospect of their marriage. What was the meaning
|
|
of the change? of what infernal potion had she tasted? Poor
|
|
Newman had a terrible apprehension that she had really changed.
|
|
His very admiration for her attached the idea of force and
|
|
weight to her rupture. But he did not rail at her as false, for
|
|
he was sure she was unhappy. In his walk he had crossed one of
|
|
the bridges of the Seine, and he still followed, unheedingly,
|
|
the long, unbroken quay. He had left Paris behind him, and he
|
|
was almost in the country; he was in the pleasant suburb of
|
|
Auteuil. He stopped at last, looked around him without seeing
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or caring for its pleasantness, and then slowly turned and at a
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slower pace retraced his steps. When he came abreast of the
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fantastic embankment known as the Trocadero, he reflected,
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through his throbbing pain, that he was near Mrs. Tristram's
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dwelling, and that Mrs. Tristram, on particular occasions, had
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much of a woman's kindness in her utterance. He felt that he
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needed to pour out his ire and he took the road to her house.
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Mrs. Tristram was at home and alone, and as soon as she had
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looked at him, on his entering the room, she told him that she
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knew what he had come for. Newman sat down heavily, in silence,
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looking at her.
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"They have backed out!" she said. "Well, you may think it
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strange, but I felt something the other night in the air."
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Presently he told her his story; she listened, with her eyes
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fixed on him. When he had finished she said quietly, "They want
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her to marry Lord Deepmere." Newman stared. He did not know
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that she knew anything about Lord Deepmere. "But I don't think
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she will," Mrs. Tristram added.
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"SHE marry that poor little cub!" cried Newman. "Oh, Lord!
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And yet, why did she refuse me?"
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"But that isn't the only thing," said Mrs. Tristram. "They
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really couldn't endure you any longer. They had overrated their
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courage. I must say, to give the devil his due, that there is
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something rather fine in that. It was your commercial quality
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in the abstract they couldn't swallow. That is really
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aristocratic. They wanted your money, but they have given you
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up for an idea."
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Newman frowned most ruefully, and took up his hat again. "I
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thought you would encourage me!" he said, with almost childlike
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sadness.
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"Excuse me," she answered very gently. "I feel none the less
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sorry for you, especially as I am at the bottom of your
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troubles. I have not forgotten that I suggested the marriage to
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you. I don't believe that Madame de Cintre has any intention of
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marrying Lord Deepmere. It is true he is not younger than she,
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as he looks. He is thirty-three years old; I looked in the
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Peerage. But no--I can't believe her so horribly, cruelly
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false."
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"Please say nothing against her," said Newman.
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"Poor woman, she IS cruel. But of course you will go after
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her and you will plead powerfully. Do you know that as you are
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now," Mrs. Tristram pursued, with characteristic audacity of
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comment, "you are extremely eloquent, even without speaking? To
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resist you a woman must have a very fixed idea in her head. I
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wish I had done you a wrong, that you might come to me in that
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fine fashion! But go to Madame de Cintre at any rate, and tell
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her that she is a puzzle even to me. I am very curious to see
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how far family discipline will go."
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Newman sat a while longer, leaning his elbows on his knees and
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his head in his hands, and Mrs. Tristram continued to temper
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charity with philosophy and compassion with criticism. At last
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she inquired, "And what does the Count Valentin say to it?"
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Newman started; he had not thought of Valentin and his errand on
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the Swiss frontier since the morning. The reflection made him
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restless again, and he took his leave. He went straight to his
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apartment, where, upon the table of the vestibule, he found a
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telegram. It ran (with the date and place) as follows: "I am
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seriously ill; please to come to me as soon as possible. V. B."
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Newman groaned at this miserable news, and at the necessity of
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deferring his journey to the Chateau de Fleurieres. But he
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wrote to Madame de Cintre these few lines; they were all he had
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time for:--
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"I don't give you up, and I don't really believe you give me up.
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I don't understand it, but we shall clear it up together. I
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can't follow you to-day, as I am called to see a friend at a
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distance who is very ill, perhaps dying. But I shall come to
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you as soon as I can leave my friend. Why shouldn't I say that
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he is your brother? C. N."
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After this he had only time to catch the night express to Geneva.
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CHAPTER XIX
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Newman possessed a remarkable talent for sitting still when it
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was necessary, and he had an opportunity to use it on his
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journey to Switzerland. The successive hours of the night
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brought him no sleep, but he sat motionless in his corner of the
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railway-carriage, with his eyes closed, and the most observant
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of his fellow-travelers might have envied him his apparent
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slumber. Toward morning slumber really came, as an effect of
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mental rather than of physical fatigue. He slept for a couple
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of hours, and at last, waking, found his eyes resting upon one
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of the snow-powdered peaks of the Jura, behind which the sky was
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just reddening with the dawn. But he saw neither the cold
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mountain nor the warm sky; his consciousness began to throb
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again, on the very instant, with a sense of his wrong. He got
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out of the train half an hour before it reached Geneva, in the
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cold morning twilight, at the station indicated in Valentin's
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telegram. A drowsy station-master was on the platform with a
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lantern, and the hood of his overcoat over his head, and near
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him stood a gentleman who advanced to meet Newman. This
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personage was a man of forty, with a tall lean figure, a sallow
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face, a dark eye, a neat mustache, and a pair of fresh gloves.
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He took off his hat, looking very grave, and pronounced Newman's
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name. Our hero assented and said, "You are M. de Bellegarde's
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friend?"
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"I unite with you in claiming that sad honor," said the
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gentleman. "I had placed myself at M. de Bellegarde's service
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in this melancholy affair, together with M. de Grosjoyaux, who
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is now at his bedside. M. de Grosjoyaux, I believe, has had the
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honor of meeting you in Paris, but as he is a better nurse than
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I he remained with our poor friend. Bellegarde has been eagerly
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expecting you."
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"And how is Bellegarde?" said Newman. "He was badly hit?"
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"The doctor has condemned him; we brought a surgeon with us.
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But he will die in the best sentiments. I sent last evening for
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the cure of the nearest French village, who spent an hour with
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him. The cure was quite satisfied."
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"Heaven forgive us!" groaned Newman. "I would rather the doctor
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were satisfied! And can he see me--shall he know me?"
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"When I left him, half an hour ago, he had fallen asleep after a
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feverish, wakeful night. But we shall see." And Newman's
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companion proceeded to lead the way out of the station to the
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village, explaining as he went that the little party was lodged
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in the humblest of Swiss inns, where, however, they had
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succeeded in making M. de Bellegarde much more comfortable than
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could at first have been expected. "We are old companions in
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arms," said Valentin's second; "it is not the first time that
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one of us has helped the other to lie easily. It is a very
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nasty wound, and the nastiest thing about it is that
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Bellegarde's adversary was not shot. He put his bullet where he
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could. It took it into its head to walk straight into
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Bellegarde's left side, just below the heart."
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As they picked their way in the gray, deceptive dawn, between
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the manure-heaps of the village street, Newman's new
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acquaintance narrated the particulars of the duel. The
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conditions of the meeting had been that if the first exchange of
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shots should fail to satisfy one of the two gentlemen, a second
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should take place. Valentin's first bullet had done exactly
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what Newman's companion was convinced he had intended it to do;
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it had grazed the arm of M. Stanislas Kapp, just scratching the
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flesh. M. Kapp's own projectile, meanwhile, had passed at ten
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good inches from the person of Valentin. The representatives of
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M. Stanislas had demanded another shot, which was granted.
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Valentin had then fired aside and the young Alsatian had done
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effective execution. "I saw, when we met him on the ground,"
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said Newman's informant, "that he was not going to be
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commode. It is a kind of bovine temperament." Valentin had
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immediately been installed at the inn, and M. Stanislas and his
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friends had withdrawn to regions unknown. The police
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|
authorities of the canton had waited upon the party at the inn,
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had been extremely majestic, and had drawn up a long
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proces-verbal; but it was probable that they would wink at so
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very gentlemanly a bit of bloodshed. Newman asked whether a
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message had not been sent to Valentin's family, and learned that
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up to a late hour on the preceding evening Valentin had opposed
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it. He had refused to believe his wound was dangerous. But
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after his interview with the cure he had consented, and a
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telegram had been dispatched to his mother. "But the marquise
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had better hurry!" said Newman's conductor.
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"Well, it's an abominable affair!" said Newman. "That's all I
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|
have to say!" To say this, at least, in a tone of infinite
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disgust was an irresistible need.
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"Ah, you don't approve?" questioned his conductor, with curious
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urbanity.
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"Approve?" cried Newman. "I wish that when I had him there,
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night before last, I had locked him up in my cabinet de
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toilette!"
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Valentin's late second opened his eyes, and shook his head up
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and down two or three times, gravely, with a little flute-like
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whistle. But they had reached the inn, and a stout maid-servant
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in a night-cap was at the door with a lantern, to take Newman's
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traveling-bag from the porter who trudged behind him. Valentin
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was lodged on the ground-floor at the back of the house, and
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Newman's companion went along a stone-faced passage and softly
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opened a door. Then he beckoned to Newman, who advanced and
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looked into the room, which was lighted by a single shaded
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candle. Beside the fire sat M. de Grosjoyaux asleep in his
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dressing-gown--a little plump, fair man whom Newman had seen
|
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several times in Valentin's company. On the bed lay Valentin,
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pale and still, with his eyes closed--a figure very shocking to
|
|
Newman, who had seen it hitherto awake to its finger tips. M.
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de Grosjoyaux's colleague pointed to an open door beyond, and
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whispered that the doctor was within, keeping guard. So long as
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Valentin slept, or seemed to sleep, of course Newman could not
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approach him; so our hero withdrew for the present, committing
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himself to the care of the half-waked bonne. She took him
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|
to a room above-stairs, and introduced him to a bed on which a
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magnified bolster, in yellow calico, figured as a counterpane.
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Newman lay down, and, in spite of his counterpane, slept for
|
|
three or four hours. When he awoke, the morning was advanced
|
|
and the sun was filling his window, and he heard, outside of it,
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the clucking of hens. While he was dressing there came to his
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|
door a messenger from M. de Grosjoyaux and his companion
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proposing that he should breakfast with them. Presently he went
|
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down-stairs to the little stone-paved dining-room, where the
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maid-servant, who had taken off her night-cap, was serving the
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|
repast. M. de Grosjoyaux was there, surprisingly fresh for a
|
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gentleman who had been playing sick-nurse half the night,
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|
rubbing his hands and watching the breakfast table attentively.
|
|
Newman renewed acquaintance with him, and learned that Valentin
|
|
was still sleeping; the surgeon, who had had a fairly tranquil
|
|
night, was at present sitting with him. Before M. de
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|
Grosjoyaux's associate reappeared, Newman learned that his name
|
|
was M. Ledoux, and that Bellegarde's acquaintance with him dated
|
|
from the days when they served together in the Pontifical
|
|
Zouaves. M. Ledoux was the nephew of a distinguished
|
|
Ultramontane bishop. At last the bishop's nephew came in with a
|
|
toilet in which an ingenious attempt at harmony with the
|
|
peculiar situation was visible, and with a gravity tempered by a
|
|
decent deference to the best breakfast that the Croix Helvetique
|
|
had ever set forth. Valentin's servant, who was allowed only in
|
|
scanty measure the honor of watching with his master, had been
|
|
lending a light Parisian hand in the kitchen. The two Frenchmen
|
|
did their best to prove that if circumstances might overshadow,
|
|
they could not really obscure, the national talent for
|
|
conversation, and M. Ledoux delivered a neat little eulogy on
|
|
poor Bellegarde, whom he pronounced the most charming Englishman
|
|
he had ever known.
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|
"Do you call him an Englishman?" Newman asked.
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|
M. Ledoux smiled a moment and then made an epigram. "C'est plus
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|
qu'un Anglais--c'est un Anglomane!" Newman said soberly that he
|
|
had never noticed it; and M. de Grosjoyaux remarked that it was
|
|
really too soon to deliver a funeral oration upon poor
|
|
Bellegarde. "Evidently," said M. Ledoux. "But I couldn't help
|
|
observing this morning to Mr. Newman that when a man has taken
|
|
such excellent measures for his salvation as our dear friend did
|
|
last evening, it seems almost a pity he should put it in peril
|
|
again by returning to the world." M. Ledoux was a great
|
|
Catholic, and Newman thought him a queer mixture. His
|
|
countenance, by daylight, had a sort of amiably saturnine cast;
|
|
he had a very large thin nose, and looked like a Spanish
|
|
picture. He appeared to think dueling a very perfect
|
|
arrangement, provided, if one should get hit, one could promptly
|
|
see the priest. He seemed to take a great satisfaction in
|
|
Valentin's interview with the cure, and yet his conversation did
|
|
not at all indicate a sanctimonious habit of mind. M. Ledoux
|
|
had evidently a high sense of the becoming, and was prepared to
|
|
be urbane and tasteful on all points. He was always furnished
|
|
with a smile (which pushed his mustache up under his nose) and
|
|
an explanation. Savoir-vivre--knowing how to live--was his
|
|
specialty, in which he included knowing how to die; but, as
|
|
Newman reflected, with a good deal of dumb irritation, he seemed
|
|
disposed to delegate to others the application of his learning
|
|
on this latter point. M. de Grosjoyaux was of quite another
|
|
complexion, and appeared to regard his friend's theological
|
|
unction as the sign of an inaccessibly superior mind. He was
|
|
evidently doing his utmost, with a kind of jovial tenderness, to
|
|
make life agreeable to Valentin to the last, and help him as
|
|
little as possible to miss the Boulevard des Italiens; but what
|
|
chiefly occupied his mind was the mystery of a bungling brewer's
|
|
son making so neat a shot. He himself could snuff a candle,
|
|
etc., and yet he confessed that he could not have done better
|
|
than this. He hastened to add that on the present occasion he
|
|
would have made a point of not doing so well. It was not an
|
|
occasion for that sort of murderous work, que diable! He
|
|
would have picked out some quiet fleshy spot and just tapped it
|
|
with a harmless ball. M. Stanislas Kapp had been deplorably
|
|
heavy-handed; but really, when the world had come to that pass
|
|
that one granted a meeting to a brewer's son! . . . This was
|
|
M. de Grosjoyaux's nearest approach to a generalization. He
|
|
kept looking through the window, over the shoulder of M. Ledoux,
|
|
at a slender tree which stood at the end of a lane, opposite to
|
|
the inn, and seemed to be measuring its distance from his
|
|
extended arm and secretly wishing that, since the subject had
|
|
been introduced, propriety did not forbid a little speculative
|
|
pistol-practice.
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|
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|
Newman was in no humor to enjoy good company. He could neither
|
|
eat nor talk; his soul was sore with grief and anger, and the
|
|
weight of his double sorrow was intolerable. He sat with his
|
|
eyes fixed upon his plate, counting the minutes, wishing at one
|
|
moment that Valentin would see him and leave him free to go in
|
|
quest of Madame de Cintre and his lost happiness, and mentally
|
|
calling himself a vile brute the next, for the impatient egotism
|
|
of the wish. He was very poor company, himself, and even his
|
|
acute preoccupation and his general lack of the habit of
|
|
pondering the impression he produced did not prevent him from
|
|
reflecting that his companions must be puzzled to see how poor
|
|
Bellegarde came to take such a fancy to this taciturn Yankee
|
|
that he must needs have him at his death-bed. After breakfast
|
|
he strolled forth alone into the village and looked at the
|
|
fountain, the geese, the open barn doors, the brown, bent old
|
|
women, showing their hugely darned stocking-heels at the ends of
|
|
their slowly-clicking sabots, and the beautiful view of snowy
|
|
Alps and purple Jura at either end of the little street. The
|
|
day was brilliant; early spring was in the air and in the
|
|
sunshine, and the winter's damp was trickling out of the cottage
|
|
eaves. It was birth and brightness for all nature, even for
|
|
chirping chickens and waddling goslings, and it was to be death
|
|
and burial for poor, foolish, generous, delightful Bellegarde.
|
|
Newman walked as far as the village church, and went into the
|
|
small grave-yard beside it, where he sat down and looked at the
|
|
awkward tablets which were planted around. They were all sordid
|
|
and hideous, and Newman could feel nothing but the hardness and
|
|
coldness of death. He got up and came back to the inn, where he
|
|
found M. Ledoux having coffee and a cigarette at a little green
|
|
table which he had caused to be carried into the small garden.
|
|
Newman, learning that the doctor was still sitting with
|
|
Valentin, asked M. Ledoux if he might not be allowed to relieve
|
|
him; he had a great desire to be useful to his poor friend.
|
|
This was easily arranged; the doctor was very glad to go to bed.
|
|
He was a youthful and rather jaunty practitioner, but he had a
|
|
clever face, and the ribbon of the Legion of Honor in his
|
|
buttonhole; Newman listened attentively to the instructions he
|
|
gave him before retiring, and took mechanically from his hand a
|
|
small volume which the surgeon recommended as a help to
|
|
wakefulness, and which turned out to be an old copy of
|
|
"Faublas." Valentin was still lying with his eyes closed, and
|
|
there was no visible change in his condition. Newman sat down
|
|
near him, and for a long time narrowly watched him. Then his
|
|
eyes wandered away with his thoughts upon his own situation, and
|
|
rested upon the chain of the Alps, disclosed by the drawing of
|
|
the scant white cotton curtain of the window, through which the
|
|
sunshine passed and lay in squares upon the red-tiled floor. He
|
|
tried to interweave his reflections with hope, but he only half
|
|
succeeded. What had happened to him seemed to have, in its
|
|
violence and audacity, the force of a real calamity--the
|
|
strength and insolence of Destiny herself. It was unnatural and
|
|
monstrous, and he had no arms against it. At last a sound
|
|
struck upon the stillness, and he heard Valentin's voice.
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|
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|
"It can't be about me you are pulling that long face!" He
|
|
found, when he turned, that Valentin was lying in the same
|
|
position; but his eyes were open, and he was even trying to
|
|
smile. It was with a very slender strength that he returned the
|
|
pressure of Newman's hand. "I have been watching you for a
|
|
quarter of an hour," Valentin went on; "you have been looking as
|
|
black as thunder. You are greatly disgusted with me, I see.
|
|
Well, of course! So am I!"
|
|
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|
"Oh, I shall not scold you," said Newman. "I feel too badly.
|
|
And how are you getting on?"
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|
"Oh, I'm getting off! They have quite settled that; haven't
|
|
they?"
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|
"That's for you to settle; you can get well if you try," said
|
|
Newman, with resolute cheerfulness.
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|
"My dear fellow, how can I try? Trying is violent exercise, and
|
|
that sort of thing isn't in order for a man with a hole in his
|
|
side as big as your hat, that begins to bleed if he moves a
|
|
hair's-breadth. I knew you would come," he continued; "I knew I
|
|
should wake up and find you here; so I'm not surprised. But
|
|
last night I was very impatient. I didn't see how I could keep
|
|
still until you came. It was a matter of keeping still, just
|
|
like this; as still as a mummy in his case. You talk about
|
|
trying; I tried that! Well, here I am yet--these twenty hours.
|
|
It seems like twenty days." Bellegarde talked slowly and feebly,
|
|
but distinctly enough. It was visible, however, that he was in
|
|
extreme pain, and at last he closed his eyes. Newman begged him
|
|
to remain silent and spare himself; the doctor had left urgent
|
|
orders. "Oh," said Valentin, "let us eat and drink, for
|
|
to-morrow--to-morrow"--and he paused again. "No, not to-morrow,
|
|
perhaps, but today. I can't eat and drink, but I can talk.
|
|
What's to be gained, at this pass, by renun--renunciation? I
|
|
mustn't use such big words. I was always a chatterer; Lord, how
|
|
I have talked in my day!"
|
|
|
|
"That's a reason for keeping quiet now," said Newman. "We know
|
|
how well you talk, you know."
|
|
|
|
But Valentin, without heeding him, went on in the same weak,
|
|
dying drawl. "I wanted to see you because you have seen my
|
|
sister. Does she know--will she come?"
|
|
|
|
Newman was embarrassed. "Yes, by this time she must know."
|
|
|
|
"Didn't you tell her?" Valentin asked. And then, in a moment,
|
|
"Didn't you bring me any message from her?" His eyes rested
|
|
upon Newman's with a certain soft keenness.
|
|
|
|
"I didn't see her after I got your telegram," said Newman. "I
|
|
wrote to her."
|
|
|
|
"And she sent you no answer?"
|
|
|
|
Newman was obliged to reply that Madame de Cintre had left
|
|
Paris. "She went yesterday to Fleurieres."
|
|
|
|
"Yesterday--to Fleurieres? Why did she go to Fleurieres? What
|
|
day is this? What day was yesterday? Ah, then I shan't see
|
|
her," said Valentin, sadly. "Fleurieres is too far!" And then
|
|
he closed his eyes again. Newman sat silent, summoning pious
|
|
invention to his aid, but he was relieved at finding that
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Valentin was apparently too weak to reason or to be curious.
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Bellegarde, however, presently went on. "And my mother--and my
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brother--will they come? Are they at Fleurieres?"
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"They were in Paris, but I didn't see them, either," Newman
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answered. "If they received your telegram in time, they will
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have started this morning. Otherwise they will be obliged to
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wait for the night-express, and they will arrive at the same
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hour as I did."
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"They won't thank me--they won't thank me," Valentin murmured.
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"They will pass an atrocious night, and Urbain doesn't like the
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early morning air. I don't remember ever in my life to have
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seen him before noon--before breakfast. No one ever saw him.
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We don't know how he is then. Perhaps he's different. Who
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knows? Posterity, perhaps, will know. That's the time he
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works, in his cabinet, at the history of the Princesses.
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But I had to send for them--hadn't I? And then I want to see my
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mother sit there where you sit, and say good-by to her.
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Perhaps, after all, I don't know her, and she will have some
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surprise for me. Don't think you know her yet, yourself;
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perhaps she may surprise YOU. But if I can't see Claire, I
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don't care for anything. I have been thinking of it--and in my
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dreams, too. Why did she go to Fleurieres to-day? She never
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told me. What has happened? Ah, she ought to have guessed I
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was here--this way. It is the first time in her life she ever
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disappointed me. Poor Claire!"
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"You know we are not man and wife quite yet,--your sister and
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I," said Newman. "She doesn't yet account to me for all her
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actions." And, after a fashion, he smiled.
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Valentin looked at him a moment. "Have you quarreled?"
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"Never, never, never!" Newman exclaimed.
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"How happily you say that!" said Valentin. "You are going to be
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happy--VA!" In answer to this stroke of irony, none the
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less powerful for being so unconscious, all poor Newman could do
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was to give a helpless and transparent stare. Valentin
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continued to fix him with his own rather over-bright gaze, and
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presently he said, "But something is the matter with you. I
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watched you just now; you haven't a bridegroom's face."
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"My dear fellow," said Newman, "how can I show YOU a
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bridegroom's face? If you think I enjoy seeing you lie there
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and not being able to help you"--
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"Why, you are just the man to be cheerful; don't forfeit your
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rights! I'm a proof of your wisdom. When was a man ever gloomy
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when he could say, 'I told you so?' You told me so, you know.
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You did what you could about it. You said some very good
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things; I have thought them over. But, my dear friend, I was
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right, all the same. This is the regular way."
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"I didn't do what I ought," said Newman. "I ought to have done
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something else."
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"For instance?"
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"Oh, something or other. I ought to have treated you as a small
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boy."
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"Well, I'm a very small boy, now," said Valentin. "I'm rather
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less than an infant. An infant is helpless, but it's generally
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voted promising. I'm not promising, eh? Society can't lose a
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less valuable member."
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Newman was strongly moved. He got up and turned his back upon
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his friend and walked away to the window, where he stood looking
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out, but only vaguely seeing. "No, I don't like the look of
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your back," Valentin continued. "I have always been an observer
|
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of backs; yours is quite out of sorts."
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Newman returned to his bedside and begged him to be quiet. "Be
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quiet and get well," he said. "That's what you must do. Get
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well and help me."
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"I told you you were in trouble! How can I help you?" Valentin
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asked.
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"I'll let you know when you are better. You were always
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curious; there is something to get well for!" Newman answered,
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with resolute animation.
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Valentin closed his eyes and lay a long time without speaking.
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He seemed even to have fallen asleep. But at the end of half an
|
|
hour he began to talk again. "I am rather sorry about that
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|
place in the bank. Who knows but what I might have become
|
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another Rothschild? But I wasn't meant for a banker; bankers
|
|
are not so easy to kill. Don't you think I have been very easy
|
|
to kill? It's not like a serious man. It's really very
|
|
mortifying. It's like telling your hostess you must go, when you
|
|
count upon her begging you to stay, and then finding she does no
|
|
such thing. 'Really--so soon? You've only just come!' Life
|
|
doesn't make me any such polite little speech."
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|
|
|
Newman for some time said nothing, but at last he broke out.
|
|
"It's a bad case--it's a bad case--it's the worst case I ever
|
|
met. I don't want to say anything unpleasant, but I can't help
|
|
it. I've seen men dying before--and I've seen men shot. But it
|
|
always seemed more natural; they were not so clever as you.
|
|
Damnation--damnation! You might have done something better than
|
|
this. It's about the meanest winding-up of a man's affairs that
|
|
I can imagine!"
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Valentin feebly waved his hand to and fro. "Don't insist--don't
|
|
insist! It is mean--decidedly mean. For you see at the
|
|
bottom--down at the bottom, in a little place as small as the
|
|
end of a wine-funnel--I agree with you!"
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|
A few moments after this the doctor put his head through the
|
|
half-opened door and, perceiving that Valentin was awake, came
|
|
in and felt his pulse. He shook his head and declared that he
|
|
had talked too much--ten times too much. "Nonsense!" said
|
|
Valentin; "a man sentenced to death can never talk too much.
|
|
Have you never read an account of an execution in a newspaper?
|
|
Don't they always set a lot of people at the prisoner--lawyers,
|
|
reporters, priests--to make him talk? But it's not Mr. Newman's
|
|
fault; he sits there as mum as a death's-head."
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|
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|
The doctor observed that it was time his patient's wound should
|
|
be dressed again; MM. de Grosjoyaux and Ledoux, who had already
|
|
witnessed this delicate operation, taking Newman's place as
|
|
assistants. Newman withdrew and learned from his
|
|
fellow-watchers that they had received a telegram from Urbain de
|
|
Bellegarde to the effect that their message had been delivered
|
|
in the Rue de l'Universite too late to allow him to take the
|
|
morning train, but that he would start with his mother in the
|
|
evening. Newman wandered away into the village again, and
|
|
walked about restlessly for two or three hours. The day seemed
|
|
terribly long. At dusk he came back and dined with the doctor
|
|
and M. Ledoux. The dressing of Valentin's wound had been a very
|
|
critical operation; the doctor didn't really see how he was to
|
|
endure a repetition of it. He then declared that he must beg of
|
|
Mr. Newman to deny himself for the present the satisfaction of
|
|
sitting with M. de Bellegarde; more than any one else,
|
|
apparently, he had the flattering but inconvenient privilege of
|
|
exciting him. M. Ledoux, at this, swallowed a glass of wine in
|
|
silence; he must have been wondering what the deuce Bellegarde
|
|
found so exciting in the American.
|
|
|
|
Newman, after dinner, went up to his room, where he sat for a
|
|
long time staring at his lighted candle, and thinking that
|
|
Valentin was dying down-stairs. Late, when the candle had burnt
|
|
low, there came a soft rap at his door. The doctor stood there
|
|
with a candlestick and a shrug.
|
|
|
|
"He must amuse himself, still!" said Valentin's medical adviser.
|
|
"He insists upon seeing you, and I am afraid you must come. I
|
|
think at this rate, that he will hardly outlast the night."
|
|
|
|
Newman went back to Valentin's room, which he found lighted by a
|
|
taper on the hearth. Valentin begged him to light a candle. "I
|
|
want to see your face," he said. "They say you excite me," he
|
|
went on, as Newman complied with this request, "and I confess I
|
|
do feel excited. But it isn't you--it's my own thoughts. I
|
|
have been thinking--thinking. Sit down there, and let me look
|
|
at you again." Newman seated himself, folded his arms, and bent
|
|
a heavy gaze upon his friend. He seemed to be playing a part,
|
|
mechanically, in a lugubrious comedy. Valentin looked at him
|
|
for some time. "Yes, this morning I was right; you have
|
|
something on your mind heavier than Valentin de Bellegarde.
|
|
Come, I'm a dying man and it's indecent to deceive me.
|
|
Something happened after I left Paris. It was not for nothing
|
|
that my sister started off at this season of the year for
|
|
Fleurieres. Why was it? It sticks in my crop. I have been
|
|
thinking it over, and if you don't tell me I shall guess."
|
|
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|
"I had better not tell you," said Newman. "It won't do you any
|
|
good."
|
|
|
|
"If you think it will do me any good not to tell me, you are
|
|
very much mistaken. There is trouble about your marriage."
|
|
|
|
"Yes," said Newman. "There is trouble about my marriage."
|
|
|
|
"Good!" And Valentin was silent again. "They have stopped it."
|
|
|
|
"They have stopped it," said Newman. Now that he had spoken
|
|
out, he found a satisfaction in it which deepened as he went on.
|
|
"Your mother and brother have broken faith. They have decided
|
|
that it can't take place. They have decided that I am not good
|
|
enough, after all. They have taken back their word. Since you
|
|
insist, there it is!"
|
|
|
|
Valentin gave a sort of groan, lifted his hands a moment, and
|
|
then let them drop.
|
|
|
|
"I am sorry not to have anything better to tell you about them,"
|
|
Newman pursued. "But it's not my fault. I was, indeed, very
|
|
unhappy when your telegram reached me; I was quite upside down.
|
|
You may imagine whether I feel any better now."
|
|
|
|
Valentin moaned gaspingly, as if his wound were throbbing.
|
|
"Broken faith, broken faith!" he murmured. "And my sister--my
|
|
sister?"
|
|
|
|
"Your sister is very unhappy; she has consented to give me up.
|
|
I don't know why. I don't know what they have done to her; it
|
|
must be something pretty bad. In justice to her you ought to
|
|
know it. They have made her suffer. I haven't seen her alone,
|
|
but only before them! We had an interview yesterday morning.
|
|
They came out, flat, in so many words. They told me to go about
|
|
my business. It seems to me a very bad case. I'm angry, I'm
|
|
sore, I'm sick."
|
|
|
|
Valentin lay there staring, with his eyes more brilliantly
|
|
lighted, his lips soundlessly parted, and a flush of color in
|
|
his pale face. Newman had never before uttered so many words in
|
|
the plaintive key, but now, in speaking to Valentin in the poor
|
|
fellow's extremity, he had a feeling that he was making his
|
|
complaint somewhere within the presence of the power that men
|
|
pray to in trouble; he felt his outgush of resentment as a sort
|
|
of spiritual privilege.
|
|
|
|
"And Claire,"--said Bellegarde,--"Claire? She has given you up?"
|
|
|
|
"I don't really believe it," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"No. Don't believe it, don't believe it. She is gaining time;
|
|
excuse her."
|
|
|
|
"I pity her!" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Poor Claire!" murmured Valentin. "But they--but they"--and he
|
|
paused again. "You saw them; they dismissed you, face to face?"
|
|
|
|
"Face to face. They were very explicit."
|
|
|
|
"What did they say?"
|
|
|
|
"They said they couldn't stand a commercial person."
|
|
|
|
Valentin put out his hand and laid it upon Newman's arm. "And
|
|
about their promise--their engagement with you?"
|
|
|
|
"They made a distinction. They said it was to hold good only
|
|
until Madame de Cintre accepted me."
|
|
|
|
Valentin lay staring a while, and his flush died away. "Don't
|
|
tell me any more," he said at last. "I'm ashamed."
|
|
|
|
"You? You are the soul of honor," said Newman simply.
|
|
|
|
Valentin groaned and turned away his head. For some time
|
|
nothing more was said. Then Valentin turned back again and
|
|
found a certain force to press Newman's arm. "It's very
|
|
bad--very bad. When my people--when my race--come to that, it
|
|
is time for me to withdraw. I believe in my sister; she will
|
|
explain. Excuse her. If she can't--if she can't, forgive her.
|
|
She has suffered. But for the others it is very bad--very bad.
|
|
You take it very hard? No, it's a shame to make you say so."
|
|
He closed his eyes and again there was a silence. Newman felt
|
|
almost awed; he had evoked a more solemn spirit than he
|
|
expected. Presently Valentin looked at him again, removing his
|
|
hand from his arm. "I apologize," he said. "Do you understand?
|
|
Here on my death-bed. I apologize for my family. For my
|
|
mother. For my brother. For the ancient house of Bellegarde.
|
|
Voila!" he added, softly.
|
|
|
|
Newman for an answer took his hand and pressed it with a world
|
|
of kindness. Valentin remained quiet, and at the end of half an
|
|
hour the doctor softly came in. Behind him, through the
|
|
half-open door, Newman saw the two questioning faces of MM. de
|
|
Grosjoyaux and Ledoux. The doctor laid his hand on Valentin's
|
|
wrist and sat looking at him. He gave no sign and the two
|
|
gentlemen came in, M. Ledoux having first beckoned to some one
|
|
outside. This was M. le cure, who carried in his hand an object
|
|
unknown to Newman, and covered with a white napkin. M. le cure
|
|
was short, round, and red: he advanced, pulling off his little
|
|
black cap to Newman, and deposited his burden on the table; and
|
|
then he sat down in the best arm-chair, with his hands folded
|
|
across his person. The other gentlemen had exchanged glances
|
|
which expressed unanimity as to the timeliness of their
|
|
presence. But for a long time Valentin neither spoke nor moved.
|
|
It was Newman's belief, afterwards, that M. le cure went to
|
|
sleep. At last abruptly, Valentin pronounced Newman's name.
|
|
His friend went to him, and he said in French, "You are not
|
|
alone. I want to speak to you alone." Newman looked at the
|
|
doctor, and the doctor looked at the cure, who looked back at
|
|
him; and then the doctor and the cure, together, gave a shrug.
|
|
"Alone--for five minutes," Valentin repeated. "Please leave us."
|
|
|
|
The cure took up his burden again and led the way out, followed
|
|
by his companions. Newman closed the door behind them and came
|
|
back to Valentin's bedside. Bellegarde had watched all this
|
|
intently.
|
|
|
|
"It's very bad, it's very bad," he said, after Newman had seated
|
|
himself close to him. "The more I think of it the worse it is."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, don't think of it," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
But Valentin went on, without heeding him. "Even if they should
|
|
come round again, the shame--the baseness--is there."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, they won't come round!" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"Well, you can make them."
|
|
|
|
"Make them?"
|
|
|
|
"I can tell you something--a great secret--an immense secret.
|
|
You can use it against them--frighten them, force them."
|
|
|
|
"A secret!" Newman repeated. The idea of letting Valentin, on
|
|
his death-bed, confide him an "immense secret" shocked him, for
|
|
the moment, and made him draw back. It seemed an illicit way of
|
|
arriving at information, and even had a vague analogy with
|
|
listening at a key-hole. Then, suddenly, the thought of
|
|
"forcing" Madame de Bellegarde and her son became attractive,
|
|
and Newman bent his head closer to Valentin's lips. For some
|
|
time, however, the dying man said nothing more. He only lay and
|
|
looked at his friend with his kindled, expanded, troubled eye,
|
|
and Newman began to believe that he had spoken in delirium. But
|
|
at last he said,--
|
|
|
|
"There was something done--something done at Fleurieres. It was
|
|
foul play. My father--something happened to him. I don't know;
|
|
I have been ashamed--afraid to know. But I know there is
|
|
something. My mother knows--Urbain knows."
|
|
|
|
"Something happened to your father?" said Newman, urgently.
|
|
|
|
Valentin looked at him, still more wide-eyed. "He didn't get
|
|
well."
|
|
|
|
"Get well of what?"
|
|
|
|
But the immense effort which Valentin had made, first to decide
|
|
to utter these words and then to bring them out, appeared to
|
|
have taken his last strength. He lapsed again into silence, and
|
|
Newman sat watching him. "Do you understand?" he began again,
|
|
presently. "At Fleurieres. You can find out. Mrs. Bread
|
|
knows. Tell her I begged you to ask her. Then tell them that,
|
|
and see. It may help you. If not, tell, every one. It
|
|
will--it will"--here Valentin's voice sank to the feeblest
|
|
murmur--"it will avenge you!"
|
|
|
|
The words died away in a long, soft groan. Newman stood up,
|
|
deeply impressed, not knowing what to say; his heart was beating
|
|
violently. "Thank you," he said at last. "I am much obliged."
|
|
But Valentin seemed not to hear him, he remained silent, and his
|
|
silence continued. At last Newman went and opened the door. M.
|
|
le cure reentered, bearing his sacred vessel and followed by the
|
|
three gentlemen and by Valentin's servant. It was almost
|
|
processional.
|
|
|
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|
CHAPTER XX
|
|
|
|
|
|
Valentin de Bellegarde died, tranquilly, just as the cold, faint
|
|
March dawn began to illumine the faces of the little knot of
|
|
friends gathered about his bedside. An hour afterwards Newman
|
|
left the inn and drove to Geneva; he was naturally unwilling to
|
|
be present at the arrival of Madame de Bellegarde and her
|
|
first-born. At Geneva, for the moment, he remained. He was
|
|
like a man who has had a fall and wants to sit still and count
|
|
his bruises. He instantly wrote to Madame de Cintre, relating
|
|
to her the circumstances of her brother's death--with certain
|
|
exceptions--and asking her what was the earliest moment at which
|
|
he might hope that she would consent to see him. M. Ledoux had
|
|
told him that he had reason to know that Valentin's
|
|
will--Bellegarde had a great deal of elegant personal property
|
|
to dispose of--contained a request that he should be buried near
|
|
his father in the church-yard of Fleurieres, and Newman intended
|
|
that the state of his own relations with the family should not
|
|
deprive him of the satisfaction of helping to pay the last
|
|
earthly honors to the best fellow in the world. He reflected
|
|
that Valentin's friendship was older than Urbain's enmity, and
|
|
that at a funeral it was easy to escape notice. Madame de
|
|
Cintre's answer to his letter enabled him to time his arrival at
|
|
Fleurieres. This answer was very brief; it ran as follows:--
|
|
|
|
"I thank you for your letter, and for your being with Valentin.
|
|
It is a most inexpressible sorrow to me that I was not. To see
|
|
you will be nothing but a distress to me; there is no need,
|
|
therefore, to wait for what you call brighter days. It is all
|
|
one now, and I shall have no brighter days. Come when you
|
|
please; only notify me first. My brother is to be buried here
|
|
on Friday, and my family is to remain here. C. de C."
|
|
|
|
As soon as he received this letter Newman went straight to Paris
|
|
and to Poitiers. The journey took him far southward, through
|
|
green Touraine and across the far-shining Loire, into a country
|
|
where the early spring deepened about him as he went. But he
|
|
had never made a journey during which he heeded less what he
|
|
would have called the lay of the land. He obtained lodging at
|
|
the inn at Poitiers, and the next morning drove in a couple of
|
|
hours to the village of Fleurieres. But here, preoccupied
|
|
though he was, he could not fail to notice the picturesqueness
|
|
of the place. It was what the French call a petit bourg; it
|
|
lay at the base of a sort of huge mound on the summit of which
|
|
stood the crumbling ruins of a feudal castle, much of whose
|
|
sturdy material, as well as that of the wall which dropped along
|
|
the hill to inclose the clustered houses defensively, had been
|
|
absorbed into the very substance of the village. The church was
|
|
simply the former chapel of the castle, fronting upon its
|
|
grass-grown court, which, however, was of generous enough width
|
|
to have given up its quaintest corner to a little graveyard.
|
|
Here the very headstones themselves seemed to sleep, as they
|
|
slanted into the grass; the patient elbow of the rampart held
|
|
them together on one side, and in front, far beneath their mossy
|
|
lids, the green plains and blue distances stretched away. The
|
|
way to church, up the hill, was impracticable to vehicles. It
|
|
was lined with peasants, two or three rows deep, who stood
|
|
watching old Madame de Bellegarde slowly ascend it, on the arm
|
|
of her elder son, behind the pall-bearers of the other. Newman
|
|
chose to lurk among the common mourners who murmured "Madame la
|
|
Comtesse" as a tall figure veiled in black passed before them.
|
|
He stood in the dusky little church while the service was going
|
|
forward, but at the dismal tomb-side he turned away and walked
|
|
down the hill. He went back to Poitiers, and spent two days in
|
|
which patience and impatience were singularly commingled. On
|
|
the third day he sent Madame de Cintre a note, saying that he
|
|
would call upon her in the afternoon, and in accordance with
|
|
this he again took his way to Fleurieres. He left his vehicle
|
|
at the tavern in the village street, and obeyed the simple
|
|
instructions which were given him for finding the chateau.
|
|
|
|
"It is just beyond there," said the landlord, and pointed to the
|
|
tree-tops of the park, above the opposite houses. Newman
|
|
followed the first cross-road to the right--it was bordered with
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mouldy cottages--and in a few moments saw before him the peaked
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roofs of the towers. Advancing farther, he found himself before
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a vast iron gate, rusty and closed; here he paused a moment,
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looking through the bars. The chateau was near the road; this
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was at once its merit and its defect; but its aspect was
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extremely impressive. Newman learned afterwards, from a
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guide-book of the province, that it dated from the time of Henry
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IV. It presented to the wide, paved area which preceded it and
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which was edged with shabby farm-buildings an immense facade of
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dark time-stained brick, flanked by two low wings, each of which
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terminated in a little Dutch-looking pavilion capped with a
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fantastic roof. Two towers rose behind, and behind the towers
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was a mass of elms and beeches, now just faintly green. But the
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great feature was a wide, green river which washed the
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foundations of the chateau. The building rose from an island in
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the circling stream, so that this formed a perfect moat spanned
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by a two-arched bridge without a parapet. The dull brick walls,
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which here and there made a grand, straight sweep; the ugly
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little cupolas of the wings, the deep-set windows, the long,
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steep pinnacles of mossy slate, all mirrored themselves in the
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tranquil river. Newman rang at the gate, and was almost
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frightened at the tone with which a big rusty bell above his
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head replied to him. An old woman came out from the gate-house
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and opened the creaking portal just wide enough for him to pass,
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and he went in, across the dry, bare court and the little
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cracked white slabs of the causeway on the moat. At the door of
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the chateau he waited for some moments, and this gave him a
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chance to observe that Fleurieres was not "kept up," and to
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reflect that it was a melancholy place of residence. "It
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|
looks," said Newman to himself--and I give the comparison for
|
|
what it is worth--"like a Chinese penitentiary." At last the
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door was opened by a servant whom he remembered to have seen in
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the Rue de l'Universite. The man's dull face brightened as he
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perceived our hero, for Newman, for indefinable reasons, enjoyed
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the confidence of the liveried gentry. The footman led the way
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across a great central vestibule, with a pyramid of plants in
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tubs in the middle of glass doors all around, to what appeared
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|
to be the principal drawing-room of the chateau. Newman crossed
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the threshold of a room of superb proportions, which made him
|
|
feel at first like a tourist with a guide-book and a cicerone
|
|
awaiting a fee. But when his guide had left him alone, with the
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|
observation that he would call Madame la Comtesse, Newman
|
|
perceived that the salon contained little that was remarkable
|
|
save a dark ceiling with curiously carved rafters, some curtains
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of elaborate, antiquated tapestry, and a dark oaken floor,
|
|
polished like a mirror. He waited some minutes, walking up and
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|
down; but at length, as he turned at the end of the room, he saw
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that Madame de Cintre had come in by a distant door. She wore a
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black dress, and she stood looking at him. As the length of the
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|
immense room lay between them he had time to look at her before
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they met in the middle of it.
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He was dismayed at the change in her appearance. Pale,
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|
heavy-browed, almost haggard with a sort of monastic rigidity in
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|
her dress, she had little but her pure features in common with
|
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the woman whose radiant good grace he had hitherto admired. She
|
|
let her eyes rest on his own, and she let him take her hand; but
|
|
her eyes looked like two rainy autumn moons, and her touch was
|
|
portentously lifeless.
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"I was at your brother's funeral," Newman said. "Then I waited
|
|
three days. But I could wait no longer."
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"Nothing can be lost or gained by waiting," said Madame de
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|
Cintre. "But it was very considerate of you to wait, wronged as
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you have been."
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"I'm glad you think I have been wronged," said Newman, with that
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|
oddly humorous accent with which he often uttered words of the
|
|
gravest meaning.
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"Do I need to say so?" she asked. "I don't think I have
|
|
wronged, seriously, many persons; certainly not consciously. To
|
|
you, to whom I have done this hard and cruel thing, the only
|
|
reparation I can make is to say, 'I know it, I feel it!' The
|
|
reparation is pitifully small!"
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|
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"Oh, it's a great step forward!" said Newman, with a gracious
|
|
smile of encouragement. He pushed a chair towards her and held
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|
it, looking at her urgently. She sat down, mechanically, and he
|
|
seated himself near her; but in a moment he got up, restlessly,
|
|
and stood before her. She remained seated, like a troubled
|
|
creature who had passed through the stage of restlessness.
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|
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|
"I say nothing is to be gained by my seeing you," she went on,
|
|
"and yet I am very glad you came. Now I can tell you what I
|
|
feel. It is a selfish pleasure, but it is one of the last I
|
|
shall have." And she paused, with her great misty eyes fixed
|
|
upon him. "I know how I have deceived and injured you; I know
|
|
how cruel and cowardly I have been. I see it as vividly as you
|
|
do--I feel it to the ends of my fingers." And she unclasped her
|
|
hands, which were locked together in her lap, lifted them, and
|
|
dropped them at her side. "Anything that you may have said of
|
|
me in your angriest passion is nothing to what I have said to
|
|
myself."
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|
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"In my angriest passion," said Newman, "I have said nothing hard
|
|
of you. The very worst thing I have said of you yet is that you
|
|
are the loveliest of women." And he seated himself before her
|
|
again, abruptly.
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She flushed a little, but even her flush was pale. "That is
|
|
because you think I will come back. But I will not come back.
|
|
It is in that hope you have come here, I know; I am very sorry
|
|
for you. I would do almost anything for you. To say that,
|
|
after what I have done, seems simply impudent; but what can I
|
|
say that will not seem impudent? To wrong you and
|
|
apologize--that is easy enough. I should not have wronged you."
|
|
She stopped a moment, looking at him, and motioned him to let
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|
her go on. "I ought never to have listened to you at first;
|
|
that was the wrong. No good could come of it. I felt it, and
|
|
yet I listened; that was your fault. I liked you too much; I
|
|
believed in you."
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|
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|
"And don't you believe in me now?"
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|
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|
"More than ever. But now it doesn't matter. I have given you
|
|
up."
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|
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|
Newman gave a powerful thump with his clenched fist upon his
|
|
knee. "Why, why, why?" he cried. "Give me a reason--a decent
|
|
reason. You are not a child--you are not a minor, nor an idiot.
|
|
You are not obliged to drop me because your mother told you to.
|
|
Such a reason isn't worthy of you."
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|
|
|
"I know that; it's not worthy of me. But it's the only one I
|
|
have to give. After all," said Madame de Cintre, throwing out
|
|
her hands, "think me an idiot and forget me! That will be the
|
|
simplest way."
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|
|
|
Newman got up and walked away with a crushing sense that his
|
|
cause was lost, and yet with an equal inability to give up
|
|
fighting. He went to one of the great windows, and looked out
|
|
at the stiffly embanked river and the formal gardens which lay
|
|
beyond it. When he turned round, Madame de Cintre had risen; she
|
|
stood there silent and passive. "You are not frank," said
|
|
Newman; "you are not honest. Instead of saying that you are
|
|
imbecile, you should say that other people are wicked. Your
|
|
mother and your brother have been false and cruel; they have
|
|
been so to me, and I am sure they have been so to you. Why do
|
|
you try to shield them? Why do you sacrifice me to them? I'm
|
|
not false; I'm not cruel. You don't know what you give up; I
|
|
can tell you that--you don't. They bully you and plot about
|
|
you; and I--I"--And he paused, holding out his hands. She
|
|
turned away and began to leave him. "You told me the other day
|
|
that you were afraid of your mother," he said, following her.
|
|
"What did you mean?"
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|
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|
Madame de Cintre shook her head. "I remember; I was sorry
|
|
afterwards."
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|
|
|
"You were sorry when she came down and put on the thumb-screws.
|
|
In God's name what IS it she does to you?"
|
|
|
|
"Nothing. Nothing that you can understand. And now that I have
|
|
given you up, I must not complain of her to you."
|
|
|
|
"That's no reasoning!" cried Newman. "Complain of her, on the
|
|
contrary. Tell me all about it, frankly and trustfully, as you
|
|
ought, and we will talk it over so satisfactorily that you won't
|
|
give me up."
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre looked down some moments, fixedly; and then,
|
|
raising her eyes, she said, "One good at least has come of this:
|
|
I have made you judge me more fairly. You thought of me in a
|
|
way that did me great honor; I don't know why you had taken it
|
|
into your head. But it left me no loophole for escape--no
|
|
chance to be the common, weak creature I am. It was not my
|
|
fault; I warned you from the first. But I ought to have warned
|
|
you more. I ought to have convinced you that I was doomed to
|
|
disappoint you. But I WAS, in a way, too proud. You see
|
|
what my superiority amounts to, I hope!" she went on, raising
|
|
her voice with a tremor which even then and there Newman thought
|
|
beautiful. "I am too proud to be honest, I am not too proud to
|
|
be faithless. I am timid and cold and selfish. I am afraid of
|
|
being uncomfortable."
|
|
|
|
"And you call marrying me uncomfortable!" said Newman staring.
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre blushed a little and seemed to say that if
|
|
begging his pardon in words was impudent, she might at least
|
|
thus mutely express her perfect comprehension of his finding her
|
|
conduct odious. "It is not marrying you; it is doing all that
|
|
would go with it. It's the rupture, the defiance, the insisting
|
|
upon being happy in my own way. What right have I to be happy
|
|
when--when"--And she paused.
|
|
|
|
"When what?" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"When others have been most unhappy!"
|
|
|
|
"What others?" Newman asked. "What have you to do with any
|
|
others but me? Besides you said just now that you wanted
|
|
happiness, and that you should find it by obeying your mother.
|
|
You contradict yourself."
|
|
|
|
"Yes, I contradict myself; that shows you that I am not even
|
|
intelligent."
|
|
|
|
"You are laughing at me!" cried Newman. "You are mocking me!"
|
|
|
|
She looked at him intently, and an observer might have said that
|
|
she was asking herself whether she might not most quickly end
|
|
their common pain by confessing that she was mocking him. "No;
|
|
I am not," she presently said.
|
|
|
|
"Granting that you are not intelligent," he went on, "that you
|
|
are weak, that you are common, that you are nothing that I have
|
|
believed you were--what I ask of you is not heroic effort, it is
|
|
a very common effort. There is a great deal on my side to make
|
|
it easy. The simple truth is that you don't care enough about
|
|
me to make it."
|
|
|
|
"I am cold," said Madame de Cintre, "I am as cold as that
|
|
flowing river."
|
|
|
|
Newman gave a great rap on the floor with his stick, and a long,
|
|
grim laugh. "Good, good!" he cried. "You go altogether too
|
|
far--you overshoot the mark. There isn't a woman in the world
|
|
as bad as you would make yourself out. I see your game; it's
|
|
what I said. You are blackening yourself to whiten others. You
|
|
don't want to give me up, at all; you like me--you like me. I
|
|
know you do; you have shown it, and I have felt it. After that,
|
|
you may be as cold as you please! They have bullied you, I say;
|
|
they have tortured you. It's an outrage, and I insist upon
|
|
saving you from the extravagance of your own generosity. Would
|
|
you chop off your hand if your mother requested it?"
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre looked a little frightened. "I spoke of my
|
|
mother too blindly, the other day. I am my own mistress, by law
|
|
and by her approval. She can do nothing to me; she has done
|
|
nothing. She has never alluded to those hard words I used about
|
|
her."
|
|
|
|
"She has made you feel them, I'll promise you!" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"It's my conscience that makes me feel them."
|
|
|
|
"Your conscience seems to me to be rather mixed!" exclaimed
|
|
Newman, passionately.
|
|
|
|
"It has been in great trouble, but now it is very clear," said
|
|
Madame de Cintre. "I don't give you up for any worldly
|
|
advantage or for any worldly happiness."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, you don't give me up for Lord Deepmere, I know," said
|
|
Newman. "I won't pretend, even to provoke you, that I think
|
|
that. But that's what your mother and your brother wanted, and
|
|
your mother, at that villainous ball of hers--I liked it at the
|
|
time, but the very thought of it now makes me rabid--tried to
|
|
push him on to make up to you."
|
|
|
|
"Who told you this?" said Madame de Cintre softly.
|
|
|
|
"Not Valentin. I observed it. I guessed it. I didn't know at
|
|
the time that I was observing it, but it stuck in my memory.
|
|
And afterwards, you recollect, I saw Lord Deepmere with you in
|
|
the conservatory. You said then that you would tell me at
|
|
another time what he had said to you."
|
|
|
|
"That was before--before THIS," said Madame de Cintre.
|
|
|
|
"It doesn't matter," said Newman; "and, besides, I think I know.
|
|
He's an honest little Englishman. He came and told you what
|
|
your mother was up to--that she wanted him to supplant me; not
|
|
being a commercial person. If he would make you an offer she
|
|
would undertake to bring you over and give me the slip. Lord
|
|
Deepmere isn't very intellectual, so she had to spell it out to
|
|
him. He said he admired you 'no end,' and that he wanted you to
|
|
know it; but he didn't like being mixed up with that sort of
|
|
underhand work, and he came to you and told tales. That was
|
|
about the amount of it, wasn't it? And then you said you were
|
|
perfectly happy."
|
|
|
|
"I don't see why we should talk of Lord Deepmere," said Madame
|
|
de Cintre. "It was not for that you came here. And about my
|
|
mother, it doesn't matter what you suspect and what you know.
|
|
When once my mind has been made up, as it is now, I should not
|
|
discuss these things. Discussing anything, now, is very idle.
|
|
We must try and live each as we can. I believe you will be
|
|
happy again; even, sometimes, when you think of me. When you do
|
|
so, think this--that it was not easy, and that I did the best I
|
|
could. I have things to reckon with that you don't know. I
|
|
mean I have feelings. I must do as they force me--I must, I
|
|
must. They would haunt me otherwise," she cried, with
|
|
vehemence; "they would kill me!"
|
|
|
|
"I know what your feelings are: they are superstitions! They
|
|
are the feeling that, after all, though I AM a good fellow,
|
|
I have been in business; the feeling that your mother's looks
|
|
are law and your brother's words are gospel; that you all hang
|
|
together, and that it's a part of the everlasting proprieties
|
|
that they should have a hand in everything you do. It makes my
|
|
blood boil. That is cold; you are right. And what I feel
|
|
here," and Newman struck his heart and became more poetical than
|
|
he knew, "is a glowing fire!"
|
|
|
|
A spectator less preoccupied than Madame de Cintre's distracted
|
|
wooer would have felt sure from the first that her appealing
|
|
calm of manner was the result of violent effort, in spite of
|
|
which the tide of agitation was rapidly rising. On these last
|
|
words of Newman's it overflowed, though at first she spoke low,
|
|
for fear of her voice betraying her. "No. I was not right--I am
|
|
not cold! I believe that if I am doing what seems so bad, it is
|
|
not mere weakness and falseness. Mr. Newman, it's like a
|
|
religion. I can't tell you--I can't! It's cruel of you to
|
|
insist. I don't see why I shouldn't ask you to believe me--and
|
|
pity me. It's like a religion. There's a curse upon the house;
|
|
I don't know what--I don't know why--don't ask me. We must all
|
|
bear it. I have been too selfish; I wanted to escape from it.
|
|
You offered me a great chance--besides my liking you. It seemed
|
|
good to change completely, to break, to go away. And then I
|
|
admired you. But I can't--it has overtaken and come back to
|
|
me." Her self-control had now completely abandoned her, and her
|
|
words were broken with long sobs. "Why do such dreadful things
|
|
happen to us--why is my brother Valentin killed, like a beast in
|
|
the midst of his youth and his gayety and his brightness and all
|
|
that we loved him for? Why are there things I can't ask
|
|
about--that I am afraid to know? Why are there places I can't
|
|
look at, sounds I can't hear? Why is it given to me to choose,
|
|
to decide, in a case so hard and so terrible as this? I am not
|
|
meant for that--I am not made for boldness and defiance. I was
|
|
made to be happy in a quiet, natural way." At this Newman gave
|
|
a most expressive groan, but Madame de Cintre went on. "I was
|
|
made to do gladly and gratefully what is expected of me. My
|
|
mother has always been very good to me; that's all I can say. I
|
|
must not judge her; I must not criticize her. If I did, it
|
|
would come back to me. I can't change!"
|
|
|
|
"No," said Newman, bitterly; "I must change--if I break in
|
|
two in the effort!"
|
|
|
|
"You are different. You are a man; you will get over it. You
|
|
have all kinds of consolation. You were born--you were trained,
|
|
to changes. Besides--besides, I shall always think of you."
|
|
|
|
"I don't care for that!" cried Newman. "You are cruel--you are
|
|
terribly cruel. God forgive you! You may have the best reasons
|
|
and the finest feelings in the world; that makes no difference.
|
|
You are a mystery to me; I don't see how such hardness can go
|
|
with such loveliness."
|
|
|
|
Madame de Cintre fixed him a moment with her swimming eyes.
|
|
"You believe I am hard, then?"
|
|
|
|
Newman answered her look, and then broke out, "You are a
|
|
perfect, faultless creature! Stay by me!"
|
|
|
|
"Of course I am hard," she went on. "Whenever we give pain we
|
|
are hard. And we MUST give pain; that's the world,--the
|
|
hateful, miserable world! Ah!" and she gave a long, deep sigh,
|
|
"I can't even say I am glad to have known you--though I am.
|
|
That too is to wrong you. I can say nothing that is not cruel.
|
|
Therefore let us part, without more of this. Good-by!" And she
|
|
put out her hand.
|
|
|
|
Newman stood and looked at it without taking it, and raised his
|
|
eyes to her face. He felt, himself, like shedding tears of
|
|
rage. "What are you going to do?" he asked. "Where are you
|
|
going?"
|
|
|
|
"Where I shall give no more pain and suspect no more evil. I am
|
|
going out of the world."
|
|
|
|
"Out of the world?"
|
|
|
|
"I am going into a convent."
|
|
|
|
"Into a convent!" Newman repeated the words with the deepest
|
|
dismay; it was as if she had said she was going into an
|
|
hospital. "Into a convent--YOU!"
|
|
|
|
"I told you that it was not for my worldly advantage or pleasure
|
|
I was leaving you."
|
|
|
|
But still Newman hardly understood. "You are going to be a
|
|
nun," he went on, "in a cell--for life--with a gown and white
|
|
veil?"
|
|
|
|
"A nun--a Carmelite nun," said Madame de Cintre. "For life,
|
|
with God's leave."
|
|
|
|
The idea struck Newman as too dark and horrible for belief, and
|
|
made him feel as he would have done if she had told him that she
|
|
was going to mutilate her beautiful face, or drink some potion
|
|
that would make her mad. He clasped his hands and began to
|
|
tremble, visibly.
|
|
|
|
"Madame de Cintre, don't, don't!" he said. "I beseech you! On
|
|
my knees, if you like, I'll beseech you."
|
|
|
|
She laid her hand upon his arm, with a tender, pitying, almost
|
|
reassuring gesture. "You don't understand," she said. "You
|
|
have wrong ideas. It's nothing horrible. It is only peace and
|
|
safety. It is to be out of the world, where such troubles as
|
|
this come to the innocent, to the best. And for life--that's
|
|
the blessing of it! They can't begin again."
|
|
|
|
Newman dropped into a chair and sat looking at her with a long,
|
|
inarticulate murmur. That this superb woman, in whom he had
|
|
seen all human grace and household force, should turn from him
|
|
and all the brightness that he offered her--him and his future
|
|
and his fortune and his fidelity--to muffle herself in ascetic
|
|
rags and entomb herself in a cell was a confounding combination
|
|
of the inexorable and the grotesque. As the image deepened
|
|
before him the grotesque seemed to expand and overspread it; it
|
|
was a reduction to the absurd of the trial to which he was
|
|
subjected. "You--you a nun!" he exclaimed; "you with your
|
|
beauty defaced--you behind locks and bars! Never, never, if I
|
|
can prevent it!" And he sprang to his feet with a violent laugh.
|
|
|
|
"You can't prevent it," said Madame de Cintre, "and it ought--a
|
|
little--to satisfy you. Do you suppose I will go on living in
|
|
the world, still beside you, and yet not with you? It is all
|
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arranged. Good-by, good-by."
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This time he took her hand, took it in both his own. "Forever?"
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he said. Her lips made an inaudible movement and his own
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uttered a deep imprecation. She closed her eyes, as if with the
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pain of hearing it; then he drew her towards him and clasped her
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to his breast. He kissed her white face; for an instant she
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resisted and for a moment she submitted; then, with force, she
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disengaged herself and hurried away over the long shining floor.
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The next moment the door closed behind her.
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Newman made his way out as he could.
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CHAPTER XXI
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There is a pretty public walk at Poitiers, laid out upon the
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crest of the high hill around which the little city clusters,
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planted with thick trees and looking down upon the fertile
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fields in which the old English princes fought for their right
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and held it. Newman paced up and down this quiet promenade for
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the greater part of the next day and let his eyes wander over
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the historic prospect; but he would have been sadly at a loss to
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tell you afterwards whether the latter was made up of
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coal-fields or of vineyards. He was wholly given up to his
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grievance, or which reflection by no means diminished the
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weight. He feared that Madame de Cintre was irretrievably lost;
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and yet, as he would have said himself, he didn't see his way
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clear to giving her up. He found it impossible to turn his back
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upon Fleurieres and its inhabitants; it seemed to him that some
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germ of hope or reparation must lurk there somewhere, if he
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could only stretch his arm out far enough to pluck it. It was
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as if he had his hand on a door-knob and were closing his
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clenched fist upon it: he had thumped, he had called, he had
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pressed the door with his powerful knee and shaken it with all
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his strength, and dead, damning silence had answered him. And
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yet something held him there--something hardened the grasp of
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his fingers. Newman's satisfaction had been too intense, his
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whole plan too deliberate and mature, his prospect of happiness
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too rich and comprehensive for this fine moral fabric to crumble
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at a stroke. The very foundation seemed fatally injured, and
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yet he felt a stubborn desire still to try to save the edifice.
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He was filled with a sorer sense of wrong than he had ever
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known, or than he had supposed it possible he should know. To
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accept his injury and walk away without looking behind him was a
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stretch of good-nature of which he found himself incapable. He
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looked behind him intently and continually, and what he saw
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there did not assuage his resentment. He saw himself trustful,
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generous, liberal, patient, easy, pocketing frequent irritation
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and furnishing unlimited modesty. To have eaten humble pie, to
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have been snubbed and patronized and satirized and have
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consented to take it as one of the conditions of the bargain--to
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have done this, and done it all for nothing, surely gave one a
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right to protest. And to be turned off because one was a
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commercial person! As if he had ever talked or dreamt of the
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commercial since his connection with the Bellegardes began--as
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if he had made the least circumstance of the commercial--as if
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he would not have consented to confound the commercial fifty
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times a day, if it might have increased by a hair's breadth the
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chance of the Bellegardes' not playing him a trick! Granted
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that being commercial was fair ground for having a trick played
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upon one, how little they knew about the class so designed and
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its enterprising way of not standing upon trifles! It was in
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the light of his injury that the weight of Newman's past
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endurance seemed so heavy; his actual irritation had not been so
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great, merged as it was in his vision of the cloudless blue that
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overarched his immediate wooing. But now his sense of outrage
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was deep, rancorous, and ever present; he felt that he was a
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good fellow wronged. As for Madame de Cintre's conduct, it
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struck him with a kind of awe, and the fact that he was
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powerless to understand it or feel the reality of its motives
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only deepened the force with which he had attached himself to
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her. He had never let the fact of her Catholicism trouble him;
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Catholicism to him was nothing but a name, and to express a
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mistrust of the form in which her religious feelings had moulded
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themselves would have seemed to him on his own part a rather
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pretentious affectation of Protestant zeal. If such superb
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white flowers as that could bloom in Catholic soil, the soil was
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not insalubrious. But it was one thing to be a Catholic, and
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another to turn nun--on your hand! There was something
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lugubriously comical in the way Newman's thoroughly
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contemporaneous optimism was confronted with this dusky
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old-world expedient. To see a woman made for him and for
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motherhood to his children juggled away in this tragic
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travesty--it was a thing to rub one's eyes over, a nightmare, an
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illusion, a hoax. But the hours passed away without disproving
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the thing, and leaving him only the after-sense of the vehemence
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with which he had embraced Madame de Cintre. He remembered her
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words and her looks; he turned them over and tried to shake the
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mystery out of them and to infuse them with an endurable
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meaning. What had she meant by her feeling being a kind of
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religion? It was the religion simply of the family laws, the
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religion of which her implacable little mother was the high
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priestess. Twist the thing about as her generosity would, the
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one certain fact was that they had used force against her. Her
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generosity had tried to screen them, but Newman's heart rose
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into his throat at the thought that they should go scot-free.
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The twenty-four hours wore themselves away, and the next morning
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Newman sprang to his feet with the resolution to return to
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Fleurieres and demand another interview with Madame de
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Bellegarde and her son. He lost no time in putting it into
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practice. As he rolled swiftly over the excellent road in the
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little caleche furnished him at the inn at Poitiers, he drew
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forth, as it were, from the very safe place in his mind to which
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he had consigned it, the last information given him by poor
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Valentin. Valentin had told him he could do something with it,
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and Newman thought it would be well to have it at hand. This
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was of course not the first time, lately, that Newman had given
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it his attention. It was information in the rough,--it was dark
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and puzzling; but Newman was neither helpless nor afraid.
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Valentin had evidently meant to put him in possession of a
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powerful instrument, though he could not be said to have placed
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the handle very securely within his grasp. But if he had not
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really told him the secret, he had at least given him the clew
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to it--a clew of which that queer old Mrs. Bread held the other
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end. Mrs. Bread had always looked to Newman as if she knew
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secrets; and as he apparently enjoyed her esteem, he suspected
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she might be induced to share her knowledge with him. So long
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as there was only Mrs. Bread to deal with, he felt easy. As to
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what there was to find out, he had only one fear--that it might
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not be bad enough. Then, when the image of the marquise and her
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son rose before him again, standing side by side, the old
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woman's hand in Urbain's arm, and the same cold, unsociable
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fixedness in the eyes of each, he cried out to himself that the
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fear was groundless. There was blood in the secret at the very
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last! He arrived at Fleurieres almost in a state of elation; he
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had satisfied himself, logically, that in the presence of his
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threat of exposure they would, as he mentally phrased it, rattle
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down like unwound buckets. He remembered indeed that he must
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first catch his hare--first ascertain what there was to expose;
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but after that, why shouldn't his happiness be as good as new
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again? Mother and son would drop their lovely victim in terror
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and take to hiding, and Madame de Cintre, left to herself, would
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surely come back to him. Give her a chance and she would rise
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to the surface, return to the light. How could she fail to
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perceive that his house would be much the most comfortable sort
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of convent?
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Newman, as he had done before, left his conveyance at the inn
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and walked the short remaining distance to the chateau. When he
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reached the gate, however, a singular feeling took possession of
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him--a feeling which, strange as it may seem, had its source in
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its unfathomable good nature. He stood there a while, looking
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through the bars at the large, time-stained face of the edifice,
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and wondering to what crime it was that the dark old house, with
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its flowery name, had given convenient occasion. It had given
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occasion, first and last, to tyrannies and sufferings enough,
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Newman said to himself; it was an evil-looking place to live in.
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Then, suddenly, came the reflection--What a horrible
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rubbish-heap of iniquity to fumble in! The attitude of
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inquisitor turned its ignobler face, and with the same movement
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Newman declared that the Bellegardes should have another chance.
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He would appeal once more directly to their sense of fairness,
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and not to their fear, and if they should be accessible to
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reason, he need know nothing worse about them than what he
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already knew. That was bad enough.
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The gate-keeper let him in through the same stiff crevice as
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before, and he passed through the court and over the little
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rustic bridge on the moat. The door was opened before he had
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reached it, and, as if to put his clemency to rout with the
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suggestion of a richer opportunity, Mrs. Bread stood there
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awaiting him. Her face, as usual, looked as hopelessly blank as
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the tide-smoothed sea-sand, and her black garments seemed of an
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intenser sable. Newman had already learned that her strange
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inexpressiveness could be a vehicle for emotion, and he was not
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surprised at the muffled vivacity with which she whispered, "I
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thought you would try again, sir. I was looking out for you."
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"I am glad to see you," said Newman; "I think you are my friend."
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Mrs. Bread looked at him opaquely. "I wish you well sir; but
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it's vain wishing now."
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"You know, then, how they have treated me?"
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"Oh, sir," said Mrs. Bread, dryly, I know everything."
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Newman hesitated a moment. "Everything?"
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Mrs. Bread gave him a glance somewhat more lucent. "I know at
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least too much, sir."
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"One can never know too much. I congratulate you. I have come
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to see Madame de Bellegarde and her son," Newman added. "Are
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they at home? If they are not, I will wait."
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"My lady is always at home," Mrs. Bread replied, "and the
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marquis is mostly with her."
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"Please then tell them--one or the other, or both--that I am
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here and that I desire to see them."
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Mrs. Bread hesitated. "May I take a great liberty, sir?"
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"You have never taken a liberty but you have justified it," said
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Newman, with diplomatic urbanity.
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Mrs. Bread dropped her wrinkled eyelids as if she were
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curtseying; but the curtsey stopped there; the occasion was too
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grave. "You have come to plead with them again, sir? Perhaps
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you don't know this--that Madame de Cintre returned this morning
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to Paris."
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"Ah, she's gone!" And Newman, groaning, smote the pavement with
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his stick.
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"She has gone straight to the convent--the Carmelites they call
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it. I see you know, sir. My lady and the marquis take it very
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ill. It was only last night she told them."
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"Ah, she had kept it back, then?" cried Newman. "Good, good!
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And they are very fierce?"
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"They are not pleased," said Mrs. Bread. "But they may well
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dislike it. They tell me it's most dreadful, sir; of all the
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nuns in Christendom the Carmelites are the worst. You may say
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they are really not human, sir; they make you give up
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everything--forever. And to think of HER there! If I was
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one that cried, sir, I could cry."
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Newman looked at her an instant. "We mustn't cry, Mrs. Bread;
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we must act. Go and call them!" And he made a movement to enter
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farther.
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But Mrs. Bread gently checked him. "May I take another liberty?
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I am told you were with my dearest Mr. Valentin, in his last
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hours. If you would tell me a word about him! The poor count
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was my own boy, sir; for the first year of his life he was
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hardly out of my arms; I taught him to speak. And the count
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spoke so well, sir! He always spoke well to his poor old Bread.
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When he grew up and took his pleasure he always had a kind word
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for me. And to die in that wild way! They have a story that he
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fought with a wine-merchant. I can't believe that, sir! And
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was he in great pain?"
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"You are a wise, kind old woman, Mrs. Bread," said Newman. "I
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hoped I might see you with my own children in your arms.
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Perhaps I shall, yet." And he put out his hand. Mrs. Bread
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looked for a moment at his open palm, and then, as if fascinated
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by the novelty of the gesture, extended her own ladylike
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fingers. Newman held her hand firmly and deliberately, fixing
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his eyes upon her. "You want to know all about Mr. Valentin?"
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he said.
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"It would be a sad pleasure, sir."
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"I can tell you everything. Can you sometimes leave this place?"
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"The chateau, sir? I really don't know. I never tried."
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"Try, then; try hard. Try this evening, at dusk. Come to me in
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the old ruin there on the hill, in the court before the church.
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I will wait for you there; I have something very important to
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tell you. An old woman like you can do as she pleases."
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Mrs. Bread stared, wondering, with parted lips. "Is it from the
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count, sir?" she asked.
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"From the count--from his death-bed," said Newman.
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"I will come, then. I will be bold, for once, for HIM."
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She led Newman into the great drawing-room with which he had
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already made acquaintance, and retired to execute his commands.
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Newman waited a long time; at last he was on the point of
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ringing and repeating his request. He was looking round him for
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a bell when the marquis came in with his mother on his arm. It
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will be seen that Newman had a logical mind when I say that he
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declared to himself, in perfect good faith, as a result of
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Valentin's dark hints, that his adversaries looked grossly
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wicked. "There is no mistake about it now," he said to himself
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as they advanced. "They're a bad lot; they have pulled off the
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mask." Madame de Bellegarde and her son certainly bore in their
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faces the signs of extreme perturbation; they looked like people
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who had passed a sleepless night. Confronted, moreover, with an
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annoyance which they hoped they had disposed of, it was not
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natural that they should have any very tender glances to bestow
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upon Newman. He stood before them, and such eye-beams as they
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found available they leveled at him; Newman feeling as if the
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door of a sepulchre had suddenly been opened, and the damp
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darkness were being exhaled.
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"You see I have come back," he said. "I have come to try again."
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"It would be ridiculous," said M. de Bellegarde, "to pretend
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that we are glad to see you or that we don't question the taste
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of your visit."
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"Oh, don't talk about taste," said Newman, with a laugh, "or
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that will bring us round to yours! If I consulted my taste I
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certainly shouldn't come to see you. Besides, I will make as
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short work as you please. Promise me to raise the blockade--to
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set Madame de Cintre at liberty--and I will retire instantly."
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"We hesitated as to whether we would see you," said Madame de
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Bellegarde; "and we were on the point of declining the honor.
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But it seemed to me that we should act with civility, as we have
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always done, and I wished to have the satisfaction of informing
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you that there are certain weaknesses that people of our way of
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feeling can be guilty of but once."
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"You may be weak but once, but you will be audacious many times,
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madam,'' Newman answered. "I didn't come however, for
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conversational purposes. I came to say this, simply: that if
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you will write immediately to your daughter that you withdraw
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your opposition to her marriage, I will take care of the rest.
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You don't want her to turn nun--you know more about the horrors
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of it than I do. Marrying a commercial person is better than
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that. Give me a letter to her, signed and sealed, saying you
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retract and that she may marry me with your blessing, and I will
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take it to her at the convent and bring her out. There's your
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chance--I call those easy terms."
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"We look at the matter otherwise, you know. We call them very
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hard terms," said Urbain de Bellegarde. They had all remained
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standing rigidly in the middle of the room. "I think my mother
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will tell you that she would rather her daughter should become
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Soeur Catherine than Mrs. Newman."
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But the old lady, with the serenity of supreme power, let her
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son make her epigrams for her. She only smiled, almost sweetly,
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shaking her head and repeating, "But once, Mr. Newman; but once!"
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Nothing that Newman had ever seen or heard gave him such a sense
|
|
of marble hardness as this movement and the tone that
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accompanied it. "Could anything compel you?" he asked. "Do you
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know of anything that would force you?"
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"This language, sir," said the marquis, "addressed to people in
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bereavement and grief is beyond all qualification."
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"In most cases," Newman answered, "your objection would have
|
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some weight, even admitting that Madame de Cintre's present
|
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intentions make time precious. But I have thought of what you
|
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speak of, and I have come here to-day without scruple simply
|
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because I consider your brother and you two very different
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parties. I see no connection between you. Your brother was
|
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ashamed of you. Lying there wounded and dying, the poor fellow
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apologized to me for your conduct. He apologized to me for that
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of his mother."
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For a moment the effect of these words was as if Newman had
|
|
struck a physical blow. A quick flush leaped into the faces of
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Madame de Bellegarde and her son, and they exchanged a glance
|
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like a twinkle of steel. Urbain uttered two words which Newman
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but half heard, but of which the sense came to him as it were in
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the reverberation of the sound, "Le miserable!"
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"You show little respect for the living," said Madame de
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Bellegarde, "but at least respect the dead. Don't
|
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profane--don't insult--the memory of my innocent son."
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"I speak the simple truth," Newman declared, "and I speak it for
|
|
a purpose. I repeat it--distinctly. Your son was utterly
|
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disgusted--your son apologized."
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Urbain de Bellegarde was frowning portentously, and Newman
|
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supposed he was frowning at poor Valentin's invidious image.
|
|
Taken by surprise, his scant affection for his brother had made
|
|
a momentary concession to dishonor. But not for an appreciable
|
|
instant did his mother lower her flag. "You are immensely
|
|
mistaken, sir," she said. "My son was sometimes light, but he
|
|
was never indecent. He died faithful to his name."
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"You simply misunderstood him," said the marquis, beginning to
|
|
rally. "You affirm the impossible!"
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"Oh, I don't care for poor Valentin's apology," said Newman.
|
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"It was far more painful than pleasant to me. This atrocious
|
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thing was not his fault; he never hurt me, or any one else; he
|
|
was the soul of honor. But it shows how he took it."
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"If you wish to prove that my poor brother, in his last moments,
|
|
was out of his head, we can only say that under the melancholy
|
|
circumstances nothing was more possible. But confine yourself
|
|
to that."
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"He was quite in his right mind," said Newman, with gentle but
|
|
dangerous doggedness; "I have never seen him so bright and
|
|
clever. It was terrible to see that witty, capable fellow dying
|
|
such a death. You know I was very fond of your brother. And I
|
|
have further proof of his sanity," Newman concluded.
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The marquise gathered herself together majestically. "This is
|
|
too gross!" she cried. "We decline to accept your story,
|
|
sir--we repudiate it. Urbain, open the door." She turned away,
|
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with an imperious motion to her son, and passed rapidly down the
|
|
length of the room. The marquis went with her and held the door
|
|
open. Newman was left standing.
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He lifted his finger, as a sign to M. de Bellegarde, who closed
|
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the door behind his mother and stood waiting. Newman slowly
|
|
advanced, more silent, for the moment, than life. The two men
|
|
stood face to face. Then Newman had a singular sensation; he
|
|
felt his sense of injury almost brimming over into jocularity.
|
|
"Come," he said, "you don't treat me well; at least admit that."
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M. de Bellegarde looked at him from head to foot, and then, in
|
|
the most delicate, best-bred voice, "I detest you, personally,"
|
|
he said.
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"That's the way I feel to you, but for politeness sake I don't
|
|
say it," said Newman. "It's singular I should want so much to
|
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be your brother-in-law, but I can't give it up. Let me try once
|
|
more." And he paused a moment. "You have a secret--you have a
|
|
skeleton in the closet." M. de Bellegarde continued to look at
|
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him hard, but Newman could not see whether his eyes betrayed
|
|
anything; the look of his eyes was always so strange. Newman
|
|
paused again, and then went on. "You and your mother have
|
|
committed a crime." At this M. de Bellegarde's eyes certainly
|
|
did change; they seemed to flicker, like blown candles. Newman
|
|
could see that he was profoundly startled; but there was
|
|
something admirable in his self-control.
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"Continue," said M. de Bellegarde.
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Newman lifted a finger and made it waver a little in the air.
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"Need I continue? You are trembling."
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"Pray where did you obtain this interesting information?" M. de
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Bellegarde asked, very softly.
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"I shall be strictly accurate," said Newman. "I won't pretend
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to know more than I do. At present that is all I know. You
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have done something that you must hide, something that would
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damn you if it were known, something that would disgrace the
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name you are so proud of. I don't know what it is, but I can
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find out. Persist in your present course and I WILL find
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out. Change it, let your sister go in peace, and I will leave
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you alone. It's a bargain?"
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The marquis almost succeeded in looking untroubled; the breaking
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up of the ice in his handsome countenance was an operation that
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was necessarily gradual. But Newman's mildly-syllabled
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argumentation seemed to press, and press, and presently he
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averted his eyes. He stood some moments, reflecting.
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"My brother told you this," he said, looking up.
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Newman hesitated a moment. "Yes, your brother told me."
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The marquis smiled, handsomely. "Didn't I say that he was out
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of his mind?"
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"He was out of his mind if I don't find out. He was very much
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in it if I do."
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M. de Bellegarde gave a shrug. "Eh, sir, find out or not, as
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you please."
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"I don't frighten you?" demanded Newman.
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"That's for you to judge."
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"No, it's for you to judge, at your leisure. Think it over,
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feel yourself all round. I will give you an hour or two. I
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can't give you more, for how do we know how fast they may be
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making Madame de Cintre a nun? Talk it over with your mother;
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let her judge whether she is frightened. I don't believe she is
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as easily frightened, in general, as you; but you will see. I
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will go and wait in the village, at the inn, and I beg you to
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let me know as soon as possible. Say by three o'clock. A
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simple YES or NO on paper will do. Only, you know, in
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case of a yes I shall expect you, this time, to stick to your
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bargain." And with this Newman opened the door and let himself
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out. The marquis did not move, and Newman, retiring, gave him
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another look. "At the inn, in the village," he repeated. Then
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he turned away altogether and passed out of the house.
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He was extremely excited by what he had been doing, for it was
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inevitable that there should be a certain emotion in calling up
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the spectre of dishonor before a family a thousand years old.
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But he went back to the inn and contrived to wait there,
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deliberately, for the next two hours. He thought it more than
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probable that Urbain de Bellegarde would give no sign; for an
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answer to his challenge, in either sense, would be a confession
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of guilt. What he most expected was silence--in other words
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defiance. But he prayed that, as he imagined it, his shot might
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bring them down. It did bring, by three o'clock, a note,
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delivered by a footman; a note addressed in Urbain de
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Bellegarde's handsome English hand. It ran as follows:--
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"I cannot deny myself the satisfaction of letting you know that
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I return to Paris, to-morrow, with my mother, in order that we
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may see my sister and confirm her in the resolution which is the
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most effectual reply to your audacious pertinacity.
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HENRI-URBAIN DE BELLEGARDE."
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Newman put the letter into his pocket, and continued his walk up
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and down the inn-parlor. He had spent most of his time, for the
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past week, in walking up and down. He continued to measure the
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length of the little salle of the Armes de Prance until the
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day began to wane, when he went out to keep his rendezvous with
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Mrs. Bread. The path which led up the hill to the ruin was easy
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to find, and Newman in a short time had followed it to the top.
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He passed beneath the rugged arch of the castle wall, and looked
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about him in the early dusk for an old woman in black. The
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castle yard was empty, but the door of the church was open.
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Newman went into the little nave and of course found a deeper
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dusk than without. A couple of tapers, however, twinkled on the
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altar and just enabled him to perceive a figure seated by one of
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the pillars. Closer inspection helped him to recognize Mrs.
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Bread, in spite of the fact that she was dressed with unwonted
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splendor. She wore a large black silk bonnet, with imposing
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bows of crape, and an old black satin dress disposed itself in
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vaguely lustrous folds about her person. She had judged it
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proper to the occasion to appear in her stateliest apparel. She
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had been sitting with her eyes fixed upon the ground, but when
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Newman passed before her she looked up at him, and then she rose.
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"Are you a Catholic, Mrs. Bread?" he asked.
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"No, sir; I'm a good Church-of-England woman, very Low," she
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answered. "But I thought I should be safer in here than
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outside. I was never out in the evening before, sir."
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"We shall be safer," said Newman, "where no one can hear us."
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And he led the way back into the castle court and then followed
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a path beside the church, which he was sure must lead into
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another part of the ruin. He was not deceived. It wandered
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along the crest of the hill and terminated before a fragment of
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wall pierced by a rough aperture which had once been a door.
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Through this aperture Newman passed and found himself in a nook
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peculiarly favorable to quiet conversation, as probably many an
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earnest couple, otherwise assorted than our friends, had assured
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themselves. The hill sloped abruptly away, and on the remnant
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of its crest were scattered two or three fragments of stone.
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Beneath, over the plain, lay the gathered twilight, through
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which, in the near distance, gleamed two or three lights from
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the chateau. Mrs. Bread rustled slowly after her guide, and
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Newman, satisfying himself that one of the fallen stones was
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steady, proposed to her to sit upon it. She cautiously
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complied, and he placed himself upon another, near her.
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CHAPTER XXII
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I am very much obliged to you for coming," Newman said. "I hope
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it won't get you into trouble."
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"I don't think I shall be missed. My lady, in, these days, is
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not fond of having me about her." This was said with a certain
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fluttered eagerness which increased Newman's sense of having
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inspired the old woman with confidence.
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"From the first, you know," he answered, "you took an interest
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in my prospects. You were on my side. That gratified me, I
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assure you. And now that you know what they have done to me, I
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am sure you are with me all the more."
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"They have not done well--I must say it," said Mrs. Bread. "But
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you mustn't blame the poor countess; they pressed her hard."
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"I would give a million of dollars to know what they did to
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her!" cried Newman.
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Mrs. Bread sat with a dull, oblique gaze fixed upon the lights
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of the chateau. "They worked on her feelings; they knew that
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was the way. She is a delicate creature. They made her feel
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wicked. She is only too good."
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"Ah, they made her feel wicked," said Newman, slowly; and then
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he repeated it. "They made her feel wicked,--they made her feel
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wicked." The words seemed to him for the moment a vivid
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description of infernal ingenuity.
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"It was because she was so good that she gave up--poor sweet
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lady!" added Mrs. Bread.
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"But she was better to them than to me," said Newman.
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"She was afraid," said Mrs. Bread, very confidently; "she has
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always been afraid, or at least for a long time. That was the
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real trouble, sir. She was like a fair peach, I may say, with
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just one little speck. She had one little sad spot. You pushed
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her into the sunshine, sir, and it almost disappeared. Then
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they pulled her back into the shade and in a moment it began to
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spread. Before we knew it she was gone. She was a delicate
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creature."
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This singular attestation of Madame de Cintre's delicacy, for
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all its singularity, set Newman's wound aching afresh. "I see,"
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he presently said; "she knew something bad about her mother."
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"No, sir, she knew nothing," said Mrs. Bread, holding her head
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very stiff and keeping her eyes fixed upon the glimmering
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windows of the chateau.
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"She guessed something, then, or suspected it."
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"She was afraid to know," said Mrs. Bread.
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"But YOU know, at any rate," said Newman.
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She slowly turned her vague eyes upon Newman, squeezing her
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hands together in her lap. "You are not quite faithful, sir. I
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thought it was to tell me about Mr. Valentin you asked me to
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come here."
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"Oh, the more we talk of Mr. Valentin the better," said Newman.
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"That's exactly what I want. I was with him, as I told you, in
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his last hour. He was in a great deal of pain, but he was quite
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himself. You know what that means; he was bright and lively and
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clever."
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"Oh, he would always be clever, sir," said Mrs. Bread. "And did
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|
he know of your trouble?"
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"Yes, he guessed it of himself."
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"And what did he say to it?"
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"He said it was a disgrace to his name--but it was not the
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first."
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"Lord, Lord!" murmured Mrs. Bread.
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"He said that his mother and his brother had once put their
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|
heads together and invented something even worse."
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"You shouldn't have listened to that, sir."
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"Perhaps not. But I DID listen, and I don't forget it. Now
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|
I want to know what it is they did."
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Mrs. Bread gave a soft moan. "And you have enticed me up into
|
|
this strange place to tell you?"
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"Don't be alarmed," said Newman. "I won't say a word that shall
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|
be disagreeable to you. Tell me as it suits you, and when it
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|
suits you. Only remember that it was Mr. Valentin's last wish
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that you should."
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"Did he say that?"
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"He said it with his last breath--'Tell Mrs. Bread I told you to
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|
ask her.' "
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"Why didn't he tell you himself?"
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"It was too long a story for a dying man; he had no breath left
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|
in his body. He could only say that he wanted me to know--that,
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|
wronged as I was, it was my right to know."
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"But how will it help you, sir?" said Mrs. Bread.
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"That's for me to decide. Mr. Valentin believed it would, and
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|
that's why he told me. Your name was almost the last word he
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spoke."
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Mrs. Bread was evidently awe-struck by this statement; she shook
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her clasped hands slowly up and down. "Excuse me, sir," she
|
|
said, "if I take a great liberty. Is it the solemn truth you
|
|
are speaking? I MUST ask you that; must I not, sir?"
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"There's no offense. It is the solemn truth; I solemnly swear
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|
it. Mr. Valentin himself would certainly have told me more if
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|
he had been able."
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"Oh, sir, if he knew more!"
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"Don't you suppose he did?"
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"There's no saying what he knew about anything," said Mrs.
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Bread, with a mild head-shake. "He was so mightily clever. He
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could make you believe he knew things that he didn't, and that
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|
he didn't know others that he had better not have known."
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"I suspect he knew something about his brother that kept the
|
|
marquis civil to him," Newman propounded; "he made the marquis
|
|
feel him. What he wanted now was to put me in his place; he
|
|
wanted to give me a chance to make the marquis feel ME."
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"Mercy on us!" cried the old waiting-woman, "how wicked we all
|
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are!"
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"I don't know," said Newman; "some of us are wicked, certainly.
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I am very angry, I am very sore, and I am very bitter, but I
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|
don't know that I am wicked. I have been cruelly injured. They
|
|
have hurt me, and I want to hurt them. I don't deny that; on
|
|
the contrary, I tell you plainly that it is the use I want to
|
|
make of your secret."
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Mrs. Bread seemed to hold her breath. "You want to publish
|
|
them--you want to shame them?"
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"I want to bring them down,--down, down, down! I want to turn
|
|
the tables upon them--I want to mortify them as they mortified
|
|
me. They took me up into a high place and made me stand there
|
|
for all the world to see me, and then they stole behind me and
|
|
pushed me into this bottomless pit, where I lie howling and
|
|
gnashing my teeth! I made a fool of myself before all their
|
|
friends; but I shall make something worse of them."
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|
This passionate sally, which Newman uttered with the greater
|
|
fervor that it was the first time he had had a chance to say all
|
|
this aloud, kindled two small sparks in Mrs. Bread's fixed eyes.
|
|
"I suppose you have a right to your anger, sir; but think of
|
|
the dishonor you will draw down on Madame de Cintre."
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|
"Madame de Cintre is buried alive," cried Newman. "What are
|
|
honor or dishonor to her? The door of the tomb is at this
|
|
moment closing behind her."
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|
"Yes, it's most awful," moaned Mrs. Bread.
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|
"She has moved off, like her brother Valentin, to give me room
|
|
to work. It's as if it were done on purpose."
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|
"Surely," said Mrs. Bread, apparently impressed by the ingenuity
|
|
of this reflection. She was silent for some moments; then she
|
|
added, "And would you bring my lady before the courts?"
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|
"The courts care nothing for my lady," Newman replied. "If she
|
|
has committed a crime, she will be nothing for the courts but a
|
|
wicked old woman."
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|
"And will they hang her, Sir?"
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|
|
"That depends upon what she has done." And Newman eyed Mrs.
|
|
Bread intently.
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|
|
"It would break up the family most terribly, sir!"
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|
"It's time such a family should be broken up!" said Newman, with
|
|
a laugh.
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|
"And me at my age out of place, sir!" sighed Mrs. Bread.
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|
"Oh, I will take care of you! You shall come and live with me.
|
|
You shall be my housekeeper, or anything you like. I will
|
|
pension you for life."
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|
|
"Dear, dear, sir, you think of everything." And she seemed to
|
|
fall a-brooding.
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|
|
Newman watched her a while, and then he said suddenly. "Ah,
|
|
Mrs. Bread, you are too fond of my lady!"
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|
She looked at him as quickly. "I wouldn't have you say that,
|
|
sir. I don't think it any part of my duty to be fond of my
|
|
lady. I have served her faithfully this many a year; but if she
|
|
were to die to-morrow, I believe, before Heaven I shouldn't shed
|
|
a tear for her." Then, after a pause, "I have no reason to love
|
|
her!" Mrs. Bread added. "The most she has done for me has been
|
|
not to turn me out of the house." Newman felt that decidedly
|
|
his companion was more and more confidential--that if luxury is
|
|
corrupting, Mrs. Bread's conservative habits were already
|
|
relaxed by the spiritual comfort of this preconcerted interview,
|
|
in a remarkable locality, with a free-spoken millionaire. All
|
|
his native shrewdness admonished him that his part was simply to
|
|
let her take her time--let the charm of the occasion work. So
|
|
he said nothing; he only looked at her kindly. Mrs. Bread sat
|
|
nursing her lean elbows. "My lady once did me a great wrong,"
|
|
she went on at last. "She has a terrible tongue when she is
|
|
vexed. It was many a year ago, but I have never forgotten it.
|
|
I have never mentioned it to a human creature; I have kept my
|
|
grudge to myself. I dare say I have been wicked, but my grudge
|
|
has grown old with me. It has grown good for nothing, too, I
|
|
dare say; but it has lived along, as I have lived. It will die
|
|
when I die,-not before!"
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|
|
"And what IS your grudge?" Newman asked.
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|
Mrs. Bread dropped her eyes and hesitated. "If I were a
|
|
foreigner, sir, I should make less of telling you; it comes
|
|
harder to a decent Englishwoman. But I sometimes think I have
|
|
picked up too many foreign ways. What I was telling you belongs
|
|
to a time when I was much younger and very different looking to
|
|
what I am now. I had a very high color, sir, if you can believe
|
|
it, indeed I was a very smart lass. My lady was younger, too,
|
|
and the late marquis was youngest of all--I mean in the way he
|
|
went on, sir; he had a very high spirit; he was a magnificent
|
|
man. He was fond of his pleasure, like most foreigners, and it
|
|
must be owned that he sometimes went rather below him to take
|
|
it. My lady was often jealous, and, if you'll believe it, sir,
|
|
she did me the honor to be jealous of me. One day I had a red
|
|
ribbon in my cap, and my lady flew out at me and ordered me to
|
|
take it off. She accused me of putting it on to make the
|
|
marquis look at me. I don't know that I was impertinent, but I
|
|
spoke up like an honest girl and didn't count my words. A red
|
|
ribbon indeed! As if it was my ribbons the marquis looked at!
|
|
My lady knew afterwards that I was perfectly respectable, but
|
|
she never said a word to show that she believed it. But the
|
|
marquis did!" Mrs. Bread presently added, "I took off my red
|
|
ribbon and put it away in a drawer, where I have kept it to this
|
|
day. It's faded now, it's a very pale pink; but there it lies.
|
|
My grudge has faded, too; the red has all gone out of it; but it
|
|
lies here yet." And Mrs. Bread stroked her black satin bodice.
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|
|
Newman listened with interest to this decent narrative, which
|
|
seemed to have opened up the deeps of memory to his companion.
|
|
Then, as she remained silent, and seemed to be losing herself in
|
|
retrospective meditation upon her perfect respectability, he
|
|
ventured upon a short cut to his goal. "So Madame de Bellegarde
|
|
was jealous; I see. And M. de Bellegarde admired pretty women,
|
|
without distinction of class. I suppose one mustn't be hard
|
|
upon him, for they probably didn't all behave so properly as
|
|
you. But years afterwards it could hardly have been jealousy
|
|
that turned Madame de Bellegarde into a criminal."
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|
|
|
Mrs. Bread gave a weary sigh. "We are using dreadful words,
|
|
sir, but I don't care now. I see you have your idea, and I have
|
|
no will of my own. My will was the will of my children, as I
|
|
called them; but I have lost my children now. They are dead--I
|
|
may say it of both of them; and what should I care for the
|
|
living? What is any one in the house to me now--what am I to
|
|
them? My lady objects to me--she has objected to me these
|
|
thirty years. I should have been glad to be something to young
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde, though I never was nurse to the present
|
|
marquis. When he was a baby I was too young; they wouldn't
|
|
trust me with him. But his wife told her own maid, Mamselle
|
|
Clarisse, the opinion she had of me. Perhaps you would like to
|
|
hear it, sir."
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|
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|
"Oh, immensely," said Newman.
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|
|
"She said that if I would sit in her children's schoolroom I
|
|
should do very well for a penwiper! When things have come to
|
|
that I don't think I need stand upon ceremony."
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|
|
|
"Decidedly not," said Newman. "Go on, Mrs. Bread."
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bread, however, relapsed again into troubled dumbness, and
|
|
all Newman could do was to fold his arms and wait. But at last
|
|
she appeared to have set her memories in order. "It was when
|
|
the late marquis was an old man and his eldest son had been two
|
|
years married. It was when the time came on for marrying
|
|
Mademoiselle Claire; that's the way they talk of it here, you
|
|
know, sir. The marquis's health was bad; he was very much
|
|
broken down. My lady had picked out M. de Cintre, for no good
|
|
reason that I could see. But there are reasons, I very well
|
|
know, that are beyond me, and you must be high in the world to
|
|
understand them. Old M. de Cintre was very high, and my lady
|
|
thought him almost as good as herself; that's saying a good
|
|
deal. Mr. Urbain took sides with his mother, as he always did.
|
|
The trouble, I believe, was that my lady would give very little
|
|
money, and all the other gentlemen asked more. It was only M.
|
|
de Cintre that was satisfied. The Lord willed it he should have
|
|
that one soft spot; it was the only one he had. He may have
|
|
been very grand in his birth, and he certainly was very grand in
|
|
his bows and speeches; but that was all the grandeur he had. I
|
|
think he was like what I have heard of comedians; not that I
|
|
have ever seen one. But I know he painted his face. He might
|
|
paint it all he would; he could never make me like it! The
|
|
marquis couldn't abide him, and declared that sooner than take
|
|
such a husband as that Mademoiselle Claire should take none at
|
|
all. He and my lady had a great scene; it came even to our ears
|
|
in the servants' hall. It was not their first quarrel, if the
|
|
truth must be told. They were not a loving couple, but they
|
|
didn't often come to words, because, I think, neither of them
|
|
thought the other's doings worth the trouble. My lady had long
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ago got over her jealousy, and she had taken to indifference.
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In this, I must say, they were well matched. The marquis was
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very easy-going; he had a most gentlemanly temper. He got angry
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only once a year, but then it was very bad. He always took to
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bed directly afterwards. This time I speak of he took to bed as
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usual, but he never got up again. I'm afraid the poor gentleman
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was paying for his dissipation; isn't it true they mostly do,
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sir, when they get old? My lady and Mr. Urbain kept quiet, but
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I know my lady wrote letters to M. de Cintre. The marquis got
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worse and the doctors gave him up. My lady, she gave him up
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too, and if the truth must be told, she gave up gladly. When
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once he was out of the way she could do what she pleased with
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her daughter, and it was all arranged that my poor innocent
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child should be handed over to M. de Cintre. You don't know
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what Mademoiselle was in those days, sir; she was the sweetest
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young creature in France, and knew as little of what was going
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on around her as the lamb does of the butcher. I used to nurse
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the marquis, and I was always in his room. It was here at
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Fleurieres, in the autumn. We had a doctor from Paris, who came
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and stayed two or three weeks in the house. Then there came two
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|
others, and there was a consultation, and these two others, as I
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|
said, declared that the marquis couldn't be saved. After this
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they went off, pocketing their fees, but the other one stayed
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and did what he could. The marquis himself kept crying out that
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he wouldn't die, that he didn't want to die, that he would live
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and look after his daughter. Mademoiselle Claire and the
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viscount--that was Mr. Valentin, you know--were both in the
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house. The doctor was a clever man,--that I could see
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myself,--and I think he believed that the marquis might get
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well. We took good care of him, he and I, between us, and one
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day, when my lady had almost ordered her mourning, my patient
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suddenly began to mend. He got better and better, till the
|
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doctor said he was out of danger. What was killing him was the
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|
dreadful fits of pain in his stomach. But little by little they
|
|
stopped, and the poor marquis began to make his jokes again.
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|
The doctor found something that gave him great comfort--some
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white stuff that we kept in a great bottle on the chimney-piece.
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I used to give it to the marquis through a glass tube; it
|
|
always made him easier. Then the doctor went away, after
|
|
telling me to keep on giving him the mixture whenever he was
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bad. After that there was a little doctor from Poitiers, who
|
|
came every day. So we were alone in the house--my lady and her
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poor husband and their three children. Young Madame de
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Bellegarde had gone away, with her little girl, to her mothers.
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You know she is very lively, and her maid told me that she
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didn't like to be where people were dying." Mrs. Bread paused a
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|
moment, and then she went on with the same quiet consistency.
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|
"I think you have guessed, sir, that when the marquis began to
|
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turn my lady was disappointed." And she paused again, bending
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upon Newman a face which seemed to grow whiter as the darkness
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settled down upon them.
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|
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Newman had listened eagerly--with an eagerness greater even than
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|
that with which he had bent his ear to Valentin de Bellegarde's
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|
last words. Every now and then, as his companion looked up at
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him, she reminded him of an ancient tabby cat, protracting the
|
|
enjoyment of a dish of milk. Even her triumph was measured and
|
|
decorous; the faculty of exultation had been chilled by disuse.
|
|
She presently continued. "Late one night I was sitting by the
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marquis in his room, the great red room in the west tower. He
|
|
had been complaining a little, and I gave him a spoonful of the
|
|
doctor's dose. My lady had been there in the early part of the
|
|
evening; she sat far more than an hour by his bed. Then she
|
|
went away and left me alone. After midnight she came back, and
|
|
her eldest son was with her. They went to the bed and looked at
|
|
the marquis, and my lady took hold of his hand. Then she turned
|
|
to me and said he was not so well; I remember how the marquis,
|
|
without saying anything, lay staring at her. I can see his
|
|
white face, at this moment, in the great black square between
|
|
the bed-curtains. I said I didn't think he was very bad; and
|
|
she told me to go to bed--she would sit a while with him. When
|
|
the marquis saw me going he gave a sort of groan, and called out
|
|
to me not to leave him; but Mr. Urbain opened the door for me
|
|
and pointed the way out. The present marquis--perhaps you have
|
|
noticed, sir--has a very proud way of giving orders, and I was
|
|
there to take orders. I went to my room, but I wasn't easy; I
|
|
couldn't tell you why. I didn't undress; I sat there waiting
|
|
and listening. For what, would you have said, sir? I couldn't
|
|
have told you; for surely a poor gentleman might be comfortable
|
|
with his wife and his son. It was as if I expected to hear the
|
|
marquis moaning after me again. I listened, but I heard
|
|
nothing. It was a very still night; I never knew a night so
|
|
still. At last the very stillness itself seemed to frighten me,
|
|
and I came out of my room and went very softly down-stairs. In
|
|
the anteroom, outside of the marquis's chamber, I found Mr.
|
|
Urbain walking up and down. He asked me what I wanted, and I
|
|
said I came back to relieve my lady. He said HE would
|
|
relieve my lady, and ordered me back to bed; but as I stood
|
|
there, unwilling to turn away, the door of the room opened and
|
|
my lady came out. I noticed she was very pale; she was very
|
|
strange. She looked a moment at the count and at me, and then
|
|
she held out her arms to the count. He went to her, and she
|
|
fell upon him and hid her face. I went quickly past her into
|
|
the room and to the marquis's bed. He was lying there, very
|
|
white, with his eyes shut, like a corpse. I took hold of his
|
|
hand and spoke to him, and he felt to me like a dead man. Then
|
|
I turned round; my lady and Mr. Urbain were there. 'My poor
|
|
Bread,' said my lady, 'M. le Marquis is gone.' Mr. Urbain knelt
|
|
down by the bed and said softly, 'Mon pere, mon pere.' I
|
|
thought it wonderful strange, and asked my lady what in the
|
|
world had happened, and why she hadn't called me. She said
|
|
nothing had happened; that she had only been sitting there with
|
|
the marquis, very quiet. She had closed her eyes, thinking she
|
|
might sleep, and she had slept, she didn't know how long. When
|
|
she woke up he was dead. 'It's death, my son, It's death,' she
|
|
said to the count. Mr. Urbain said they must have the doctor,
|
|
immediately, from Poitiers, and that he would ride off and fetch
|
|
him. He kissed his father's face, and then he kissed his mother
|
|
and went away. My lady and I stood there at the bedside. As I
|
|
looked at the poor marquis it came into my head that he was not
|
|
dead, that he was in a kind of swoon. And then my lady
|
|
repeated, 'My poor Bread, it's death, it's death;' and I said,
|
|
'Yes, my lady, it's certainly death.' I said just the opposite
|
|
to what I believed; it was my notion. Then my lady said we must
|
|
wait for the doctor, and we sat there and waited. It was a long
|
|
time; the poor marquis neither stirred nor changed. 'I have
|
|
seen death before,' said my lady, 'and it's terribly like this.'
|
|
'Yes please, my lady,' said I; and I kept thinking. The night
|
|
wore away without the count's coming back, and my lady began to
|
|
be frightened. She was afraid he had had an accident in the
|
|
dark, or met with some wild people. At last she got so restless
|
|
that she went below to watch in the court for her son's return.
|
|
I sat there alone and the marquis never stirred."
|
|
|
|
Here Mrs. Bread paused again, and the most artistic of romancers
|
|
could not have been more effective. Newman made a movement as
|
|
if he were turning over the page of a novel. "So he WAS
|
|
dead!" he exclaimed.
|
|
|
|
"Three days afterwards he was in his grave," said Mrs. Bread,
|
|
sententiously. "In a little while I went away to the front of
|
|
the house and looked out into the court, and there, before long,
|
|
I saw Mr. Urbain ride in alone. I waited a bit, to hear him
|
|
come upstairs with his mother, but they stayed below, and I went
|
|
back to the marquis's room. I went to the bed and held up the
|
|
light to him, but I don't know why I didn't let the candlestick
|
|
fall. The marquis's eyes were open--open wide! they were
|
|
staring at me. I knelt down beside him and took his hands, and
|
|
begged him to tell me, in the name of wonder, whether he was
|
|
alive or dead. Still he looked at me a long time, and then he
|
|
made me a sign to put my ear close to him: 'I am dead,' he said,
|
|
'I am dead. The marquise has killed me.' I was all in a
|
|
tremble; I didn't understand him. He seemed both a man and a
|
|
corpse, if you can fancy, sir. 'But you'll get well now, sir,'
|
|
I said. And then he whispered again, ever so weak; 'I wouldn't
|
|
get well for a kingdom. I wouldn't be that woman's husband
|
|
again.' And then he said more; he said she had murdered him. I
|
|
asked him what she had done to him, but he only replied,
|
|
'Murder, murder. And she'll kill my daughter,' he said; 'my
|
|
poor unhappy child.' And he begged me to prevent that, and then
|
|
he said that he was dying, that he was dead. I was afraid to
|
|
move or to leave him; I was almost dead myself. All of a sudden
|
|
he asked me to get a pencil and write for him; and then I had to
|
|
tell him that I couldn't manage a pencil. He asked me to hold
|
|
him up in bed while he wrote himself, and I said he could never,
|
|
never do such a thing. But he seemed to have a kind of terror
|
|
that gave him strength. I found a pencil in the room and a
|
|
piece of paper and a book, and I put the paper on the book and
|
|
the pencil into his hand, and moved the candle near him. You
|
|
will think all this very strange, sir; and very strange it was.
|
|
The strangest part of it was that I believed he was dying, and
|
|
that I was eager to help him to write. I sat on the bed and put
|
|
my arm round him, and held him up. I felt very strong; I
|
|
believe I could have lifted him and carried him. It was a
|
|
wonder how he wrote, but he did write, in a big scratching hand;
|
|
he almost covered one side of the paper. It seemed a long time;
|
|
I suppose it was three or four minutes. He was groaning,
|
|
terribly, all the while. Then he said it was ended, and I let
|
|
him down upon his pillows and he gave me the paper and told me
|
|
to fold it, and hide it, and give it to those who would act upon
|
|
it. 'Whom do you mean?' I said. 'Who are those who will act
|
|
upon it?' But he only groaned, for an answer; he couldn't
|
|
speak, for weakness. In a few minutes he told me to go and look
|
|
at the bottle on the chimney-piece. I knew the bottle he meant;
|
|
the white stuff that was good for his stomach. I went and
|
|
looked at it, but it was empty. When I came back his eyes were
|
|
open and he was staring at me; but soon he closed them and he
|
|
said no more. I hid the paper in my dress; I didn't look at
|
|
what was written upon it, though I can read very well, sir, if I
|
|
haven't any handwriting. I sat down near the bed, but it was
|
|
nearly half an hour before my lady and the count came in. The
|
|
marquis looked as he did when they left him, and I never said a
|
|
word about his having been otherwise. Mr. Urbain said that the
|
|
doctor had been called to a person in child-birth, but that he
|
|
promised to set out for Fleurieres immediately. In another half
|
|
hour he arrived, and as soon as he had examined the marquis he
|
|
said that we had had a false alarm. The poor gentleman was very
|
|
low, but he was still living. I watched my lady and her son
|
|
when he said this, to see if they looked at each other, and I am
|
|
obliged to admit that they didn't. The doctor said there was no
|
|
reason he should die; he had been going on so well. And then he
|
|
wanted to know how he had suddenly fallen off; he had left him
|
|
so very hearty. My lady told her little story again--what she
|
|
had told Mr. Urbain and me--and the doctor looked at her and
|
|
said nothing. He stayed all the next day at the chateau, and
|
|
hardly left the marquis. I was always there. Mademoiselle and
|
|
Mr. Valentin came and looked at their father, but he never
|
|
stirred. It was a strange, deathly stupor. My lady was always
|
|
about; her face was as white as her husband's, and she looked
|
|
very proud, as I had seen her look when her orders or her wishes
|
|
had been disobeyed. It was as if the poor marquis had defied
|
|
her; and the way she took it made me afraid of her. The
|
|
apothecary from Poitiers kept the marquis along through the day,
|
|
and we waited for the other doctor from Paris, who, as I told
|
|
you, had been staying at Fleurieres. They had telegraphed for
|
|
him early in the morning, and in the evening he arrived. He
|
|
talked a bit outside with the doctor from Poitiers, and then
|
|
they came in to see the marquis together. I was with him, and
|
|
so was Mr. Urbain. My lady had been to receive the doctor from
|
|
Paris, and she didn't come back with him into the room. He sat
|
|
down by the marquis; I can see him there now, with his hand on
|
|
the marquis's wrist, and Mr. Urbain watching him with a little
|
|
looking-glass in his hand. 'I'm sure he's better,' said the
|
|
little doctor from Poitiers; 'I'm sure he'll come back.' A few
|
|
moments after he had said this the marquis opened his eyes, as
|
|
if he were waking up, and looked at us, from one to the other.
|
|
I saw him look at me, very softly, as you'd say. At the same
|
|
moment my lady came in on tiptoe; she came up to the bed and put
|
|
in her head between me and the count. The marquis saw her and
|
|
gave a long, most wonderful moan. He said something we couldn't
|
|
understand, and he seemed to have a kind of spasm. He shook all
|
|
over and then closed his eyes, and the doctor jumped up and took
|
|
hold of my lady. He held her for a moment a bit roughly. The
|
|
marquis was stone dead! This time there were those there that
|
|
knew."
|
|
|
|
Newman felt as if he had been reading by starlight the report of
|
|
highly important evidence in a great murder case. "And the
|
|
paper--the paper!" he said, excitedly. "What was written upon
|
|
it?"
|
|
|
|
"I can't tell you, sir," answered Mrs. Bread. "I couldn't read
|
|
it; it was in French."
|
|
|
|
"But could no one else read it?"
|
|
|
|
"I never asked a human creature."
|
|
|
|
"No one has ever seen it?"
|
|
|
|
"If you see it you'll be the first."
|
|
|
|
Newman seized the old woman's hand in both his own and pressed
|
|
it vigorously. "I thank you ever so much for that," he cried.
|
|
"I want to be the first, I want it to be my property and no one
|
|
else's! You're the wisest old woman in Europe. And what did
|
|
you do with the paper?" This information had made him feel
|
|
extraordinarily strong. "Give it to me quick!"
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Bread got up with a certain majesty. "It is not so easy as
|
|
that, sir. If you want the paper, you must wait."
|
|
|
|
"But waiting is horrible, you know," urged Newman.
|
|
|
|
"I am sure I have waited; I have waited these many years,"
|
|
said Mrs. Bread.
|
|
|
|
"That is very true. You have waited for me. I won't forget it.
|
|
And yet, how comes it you didn't do as M. de Bellegarde said,
|
|
show the paper to some one?"
|
|
|
|
"To whom should I show it?" answered Mrs. Bread, mournfully.
|
|
"It was not easy to know, and many's the night I have lain awake
|
|
thinking of it. Six months afterwards, when they married
|
|
Mademoiselle to her vicious old husband, I was very near
|
|
bringing it out. I thought it was my duty to do something with
|
|
it, and yet I was mightily afraid. I didn't know what was
|
|
written on the paper or how bad it might be, and there was no
|
|
one I could trust enough to ask. And it seemed to me a cruel
|
|
kindness to do that sweet young creature, letting her know that
|
|
her father had written her mother down so shamefully; for that's
|
|
what he did, I suppose. I thought she would rather be unhappy
|
|
with her husband than be unhappy that way. It was for her and
|
|
for my dear Mr. Valentin I kept quiet. Quiet I call it, but for
|
|
me it was a weary quietness. It worried me terribly, and it
|
|
changed me altogether. But for others I held my tongue, and no
|
|
one, to this hour, knows what passed between the poor marquis
|
|
and me."
|
|
|
|
"But evidently there were suspicions," said Newman. "Where did
|
|
Mr. Valentin get his ideas?"
|
|
|
|
"It was the little doctor from Poitiers. He was very
|
|
ill-satisfied, and he made a great talk. He was a sharp
|
|
Frenchman, and coming to the house, as he did day after day, I
|
|
suppose he saw more than he seemed to see. And indeed the way
|
|
the poor marquis went off as soon as his eyes fell on my lady
|
|
was a most shocking sight for anyone. The medical gentleman
|
|
from Paris was much more accommodating, and he hushed up the
|
|
other. But for all he could do Mr. Valentin and Mademoiselle
|
|
heard something; they knew their father's death was somehow
|
|
against nature. Of course they couldn't accuse their mother,
|
|
and, as I tell you, I was as dumb as that stone. Mr. Valentin
|
|
used to look at me sometimes, and his eyes seemed to shine, as
|
|
if he were thinking of asking me something. I was dreadfully
|
|
afraid he would speak, and I always looked away and went about
|
|
my business. If I were to tell him, I was sure he would hate me
|
|
afterwards, and that I could never have borne. Once I went up
|
|
to him and took a great liberty; I kissed him, as I had kissed
|
|
him when he was a child. 'You oughtn't to look so sad, sir,' I
|
|
said; 'believe your poor old Bread. Such a gallant, handsome
|
|
young man can have nothing to be sad about.' And I think he
|
|
understood me; he understood that I was begging off, and he made
|
|
up his mind in his own way. He went about with his unasked
|
|
question in his mind, as I did with my untold tale; we were both
|
|
afraid of bringing dishonor on a great house. And it was the
|
|
same with Mademoiselle. She didn't know what happened; she
|
|
wouldn't know. My lady and Mr. Urbain asked me no questions
|
|
because they had no reason. I was as still as a mouse. When I
|
|
was younger my lady thought me a hussy, and now she thought me a
|
|
fool. How should I have any ideas?"
|
|
|
|
"But you say the little doctor from Poitiers made a talk," said
|
|
Newman. "Did no one take it up?"
|
|
|
|
"I heard nothing of it, sir. They are always talking scandal in
|
|
these foreign countries you may have noticed--and I suppose they
|
|
shook their heads over Madame de Bellegarde. But after all,
|
|
what could they say? The marquis had been ill, and the marquis
|
|
had died; he had as good a right to die as any one. The doctor
|
|
couldn't say he had not come honestly by his cramps. The next
|
|
year the little doctor left the place and bought a practice in
|
|
Bordeaux, and if there has been any gossip it died out. And I
|
|
don't think there could have been much gossip about my lady that
|
|
any one would listen to. My lady is so very respectable."
|
|
|
|
Newman, at this last affirmation, broke into an immense,
|
|
resounding laugh. Mrs. Bread had begun to move away from the
|
|
spot where they were sitting, and he helped her through the
|
|
aperture in the wall and along the homeward path. "Yes," he
|
|
said, "my lady's respectability is delicious; it will be a great
|
|
crash!" They reached the empty space in front of the church,
|
|
where they stopped a moment, looking at each other with
|
|
something of an air of closer fellowship--like two sociable
|
|
conspirators. "But what was it," said Newman, "what was it she
|
|
did to her husband? She didn't stab him or poison him."
|
|
|
|
"I don't know, sir; no one saw it."
|
|
|
|
"Unless it was Mr. Urbain. You say he was walking up and down,
|
|
outside the room. Perhaps he looked through the keyhole. But
|
|
no; I think that with his mother he would take it on trust."
|
|
|
|
"You may be sure I have often thought of it," said Mrs. Bread.
|
|
"I am sure she didn't touch him with her hands. I saw nothing on
|
|
him, anywhere. I believe it was in this way. He had a fit of
|
|
his great pain, and he asked her for his medicine. Instead of
|
|
giving it to him she went and poured it away, before his eyes.
|
|
Then he saw what she meant, and, weak and helpless as he was, he
|
|
was frightened, he was terrified. 'You want to kill me,' he
|
|
said. 'Yes, M. le Marquis, I want to kill you,' says my lady,
|
|
and sits down and fixes her eyes upon him. You know my lady's
|
|
eyes, I think, sir; it was with them she killed him; it was with
|
|
the terrible strong will she put into them. It was like a frost
|
|
on flowers."
|
|
|
|
"Well, you are a very intelligent woman; you have shown great
|
|
discretion," said Newman. "I shall value your services as
|
|
housekeeper extremely."
|
|
|
|
They had begun to descend the hill, and Mrs. Bread said nothing
|
|
until they reached the foot. Newman strolled lightly beside
|
|
her; his head was thrown back and he was gazing at all the
|
|
stars; he seemed to himself to be riding his vengeance along the
|
|
Milky Way. "So you are serious, sir, about that?" said Mrs.
|
|
Bread, softly.
|
|
|
|
"About your living with me? Why of course I will take care of
|
|
you to the end of your days. You can't live with those people
|
|
any longer. And you oughtn't to, you know, after this. You
|
|
give me the paper, and you move away."
|
|
|
|
"It seems very flighty in me to be taking a new place at this
|
|
time of life," observed Mrs. Bread, lugubriously. "But if you
|
|
are going to turn the house upside down, I would rather be out
|
|
of it."
|
|
|
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"Oh," said Newman, in the cheerful tone of a man who feels rich
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in alternatives. "I don't think I shall bring in the
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constables, if that's what you mean. Whatever Madame de
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Bellegarde did, I am afraid the law can't take hold of it. But
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I am glad of that; it leaves it altogether to me!"
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"You are a mighty bold gentleman, sir," murmured Mrs. Bread,
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looking at him round the edge of her great bonnet.
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He walked with her back to the chateau; the curfew had tolled
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for the laborious villagers of Fleurieres, and the street was
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unlighted and empty. She promised him that he should have the
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marquis's manuscript in half an hour. Mrs. Bread choosing not
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to go in by the great gate, they passed round by a winding lane
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to a door in the wall of the park, of which she had the key, and
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which would enable her to enter the chateau from behind. Newman
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arranged with her that he should await outside the wall her
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return with the coveted document.
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She went in, and his half hour in the dusky lane seemed very
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long. But he had plenty to think about. At last the door in
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the wall opened and Mrs. Bread stood there, with one hand on the
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latch and the other holding out a scrap of white paper, folded
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small. In a moment he was master of it, and it had passed into
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his waistcoat pocket. "Come and see me in Paris," he said; "we
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are to settle your future, you know; and I will translate poor
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M. de Bellegarde's French to you." Never had he felt so grateful
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as at this moment for M. Nioche's instructions.
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Mrs. Bread's dull eyes had followed the disappearance of the
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paper, and she gave a heavy sigh. "Well, you have done what you
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would with me, sir, and I suppose you will do it again. You
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MUST take care of me now. You are a terribly positive
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gentleman."
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"Just now," said Newman, "I'm a terribly impatient gentleman!"
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And he bade her good-night and walked rapidly back to the inn.
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He ordered his vehicle to be prepared for his return to
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Poitiers, and then he shut the door of the common salle and
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strode toward the solitary lamp on the chimney-piece. He pulled
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out the paper and quickly unfolded it. It was covered with
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pencil-marks, which at first, in the feeble light, seemed
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indistinct. But Newman's fierce curiosity forced a meaning from
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the tremulous signs. The English of them was as follows:--
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"My wife has tried to kill me, and she has done it; I am dying,
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dying horribly. It is to marry my dear daughter to M. de
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Cintre. With all my soul I protest,--I forbid it. I am not
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insane,--ask the doctors, ask Mrs. B----. It was alone with me
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here, to-night; she attacked me and put me to death. It is
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murder, if murder ever was. Ask the doctors.
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"HENRI-URBAIN DE BELLEGARDE"
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CHAPTER XXIII
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Newman returned to Paris the second day after his interview with
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Mrs. Bread. The morrow he had spent at Poitiers, reading over
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and over again the little document which he had lodged in his
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pocket-book, and thinking what he would do in the circumstances
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and how he would do it. He would not have said that Poitiers
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was an amusing place; yet the day seemed very short. Domiciled
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once more in the Boulevard Haussmann, he walked over to the Rue
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de l'Universite and inquired of Madame de Bellegarde's portress
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whether the marquise had come back. The portress told him that
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she had arrived, with M. le Marquis, on the preceding day, and
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further informed him that if he desired to enter, Madame de
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Bellegarde and her son were both at home. As she said these
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words the little white-faced old woman who peered out of the
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dusky gate-house of the Hotel de Bellegarde gave a small wicked
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smile--a smile which seemed to Newman to mean, "Go in if you
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dare!" She was evidently versed in the current domestic
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history; she was placed where she could feel the pulse of the
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house. Newman stood a moment, twisting his mustache and looking
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at her; then he abruptly turned away. But this was not because
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he was afraid to go in--though he doubted whether, if he did so,
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he should be able to make his way, unchallenged, into the
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presence of Madame de Cintre's relatives. Confidence--excessive
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confidence, perhaps--quite as much as timidity prompted his
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retreat. He was nursing his thunder-bolt; he loved it; he was
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unwilling to part with it. He seemed to be holding it aloft in
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the rumbling, vaguely-flashing air, directly over the heads of
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his victims, and he fancied he could see their pale, upturned
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faces. Few specimens of the human countenance had ever given
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him such pleasure as these, lighted in the lurid fashion I have
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hinted at, and he was disposed to sip the cup of contemplative
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revenge in a leisurely fashion. It must be added, too, that he
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was at a loss to see exactly how he could arrange to witness the
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operation of his thunder. To send in his card to Madame de
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Bellegarde would be a waste of ceremony; she would certainly
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decline to receive him. On the other hand he could not force
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his way into her presence. It annoyed him keenly to think that
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he might be reduced to the blind satisfaction of writing her a
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letter; but he consoled himself in a measure with the reflection
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that a letter might lead to an interview. He went home, and
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feeling rather tired--nursing a vengeance was, it must be
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confessed, a rather fatiguing process; it took a good deal out
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of one--flung himself into one of his brocaded fauteuils,
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stretched his legs, thrust his hands into his pockets, and,
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while he watched the reflected sunset fading from the ornate
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house-tops on the opposite side of the Boulevard, began mentally
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to compose a cool epistle to Madame de Bellegarde. While he was
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so occupied his servant threw open the door and announced
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ceremoniously, "Madame Brett!"
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Newman roused himself, expectantly, and in a few moments
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perceived upon his threshold the worthy woman with whom he had
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conversed to such good purpose on the starlit hill-top of
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Fleurieres. Mrs. Bread had made for this visit the same toilet
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as for her former expedition. Newman was struck with her
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distinguished appearance. His lamp was not lit, and as her
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large, grave face gazed at him through the light dusk from under
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the shadow of her ample bonnet, he felt the incongruity of such
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a person presenting herself as a servant. He greeted her with
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high geniality and bade her come in and sit down and make
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herself comfortable. There was something which might have
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|
touched the springs both of mirth and of melancholy in the
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ancient maidenliness with which Mrs. Bread endeavored to comply
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|
with these directions. She was not playing at being fluttered,
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|
which would have been simply ridiculous; she was doing her best
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|
to carry herself as a person so humble that, for her, even
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|
embarrassment would have been pretentious; but evidently she had
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|
never dreamed of its being in her horoscope to pay a visit, at
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night-fall, to a friendly single gentleman who lived in
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theatrical-looking rooms on one of the new Boulevards.
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"I truly hope I am not forgetting my place, sir," she murmured.
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"Forgetting your place?" cried Newman. "Why, you are
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remembering it. This is your place, you know. You are already
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in my service; your wages, as housekeeper, began a fortnight
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|
ago. I can tell you my house wants keeping! Why don't you take
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|
off your bonnet and stay?"
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"Take off my bonnet?" said Mrs. Bread, with timid literalness.
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"Oh, sir, I haven't my cap. And with your leave, sir, I
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couldn't keep house in my best gown."
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"Never mind your gown," said Newman, cheerfully. "You shall
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have a better gown than that."
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Mrs. Bread stared solemnly and then stretched her hands over her
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lustreless satin skirt, as if the perilous side of her situation
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|
were defining itself. "Oh, sir, I am fond of my own clothes,"
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she murmured.
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"I hope you have left those wicked people, at any rate," said
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Newman.
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"Well, sir, here I am!" said Mrs. Bread. "That's all I can tell
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you. Here I sit, poor Catherine Bread. It's a strange place
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|
for me to be. I don't know myself; I never supposed I was so
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|
bold. But indeed, sir, I have gone as far as my own strength
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will bear me."
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"Oh, come, Mrs. Bread," said Newman, almost caressingly, "don't
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make yourself uncomfortable. Now's the time to feel lively, you
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|
know."
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She began to speak again with a trembling voice. "I think it
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|
would be more respectable if I could--if I could"--and her voice
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|
trembled to a pause.
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"If you could give up this sort of thing altogether?" said
|
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Newman kindly, trying to anticipate her meaning, which he
|
|
supposed might be a wish to retire from service.
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"If I could give up everything, sir! All I should ask is a
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decent Protestant burial."
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"Burial!" cried Newman, with a burst of laughter. "Why, to bury
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you now would be a sad piece of extravagance. It's only rascals
|
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who have to be buried to get respectable. Honest folks like you
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and me can live our time out--and live together. Come! Did you
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bring your baggage?"
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"My box is locked and corded; but I haven't yet spoken to my
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lady."
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"Speak to her, then, and have done with it. I should like to
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have your chance!" cried Newman.
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"I would gladly give it you, sir. I have passed some weary
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|
hours in my lady's dressing-room; but this will be one of the
|
|
longest. She will tax me with ingratitude."
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"Well," said Newman, "so long as you can tax her with murder--"
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"Oh, sir, I can't; not I," sighed Mrs. Bread.
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"You don't mean to say anything about it? So much the better.
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Leave that to me."
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"If she calls me a thankless old woman," said Mrs. Bread, "I
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|
shall have nothing to say. But it is better so," she softly
|
|
added. "She shall be my lady to the last. That will be more
|
|
respectable."
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"And then you will come to me and I shall be your gentleman,"
|
|
said Newman; "that will be more respectable still!"
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Mrs. Bread rose, with lowered eyes, and stood a moment; then,
|
|
looking up, she rested her eyes upon Newman's face. The
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|
disordered proprieties were somehow settling to rest. She
|
|
looked at Newman so long and so fixedly, with such a dull,
|
|
intense devotedness, that he himself might have had a pretext
|
|
for embarrassment. At last she said gently, "You are not
|
|
looking well, sir."
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|
"That's natural enough," said Newman. "I have nothing to feel
|
|
well about. To be very indifferent and very fierce, very dull
|
|
and very jovial, very sick and very lively, all at once,--why,
|
|
it rather mixes one up."
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Mrs. Bread gave a noiseless sigh. "I can tell you something
|
|
that will make you feel duller still, if you want to feel all
|
|
one way. About Madame de Cintre."
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"What can you tell me?" Newman demanded. "Not that you have
|
|
seen her?"
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She shook her head. "No, indeed, sir, nor ever shall. That's
|
|
the dullness of it. Nor my lady. Nor M. de Bellegarde."
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|
"You mean that she is kept so close."
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"Close, close," said Mrs. Bread, very softly.
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|
These words, for an instant, seemed to check the beating of
|
|
Newman's heart. He leaned back in his chair, staring up at the
|
|
old woman. "They have tried to see her, and she wouldn't--she
|
|
couldn't?"
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|
"She refused--forever! I had it from my lady's own maid," said
|
|
Mrs. Bread, "who had it from my lady. To speak of it to such a
|
|
person my lady must have felt the shock. Madame de Cintre won't
|
|
see them now, and now is her only chance. A while hence she
|
|
will have no chance."
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|
"You mean the other women--the mothers, the daughters, the
|
|
sisters; what is it they call them?--won't let her?"
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|
"It is what they call the rule of the house,--or of the order, I
|
|
believe," said Mrs. Bread. "There is no rule so strict as that
|
|
of the Carmelites. The bad women in the reformatories are fine
|
|
ladies to them. They wear old brown cloaks--so the femme de
|
|
chambre told me--that you wouldn't use for a horse blanket.
|
|
And the poor countess was so fond of soft-feeling dresses; she
|
|
would never have anything stiff! They sleep on the ground,"
|
|
Mrs. Bread went on; "they are no better, no better,"-and she
|
|
hesitated for a comparison,--"they are no better than tinkers'
|
|
wives. They give up everything, down to the very name their
|
|
poor old nurses called them by. They give up father and mother,
|
|
brother and sister,--to say nothing of other persons," Mrs.
|
|
Bread delicately added. "They wear a shroud under their brown
|
|
cloaks and a rope round their waists, and they get up on winter
|
|
nights and go off into cold places to pray to the Virgin Mary.
|
|
The Virgin Mary is a hard mistress!"
|
|
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|
Mrs. Bread, dwelling on these terrible facts, sat dry-eyed and
|
|
pale, with her hands clasped in her satin lap. Newman gave a
|
|
melancholy groan and fell forward, leaning his head on his
|
|
hands. There was a long silence, broken only by the ticking of
|
|
the great gilded clock on the chimney-piece.
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|
|
|
"Where is this place--where is the convent?" Newman asked at
|
|
last, looking up.
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|
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|
"There are two houses," said Mrs. Bread. "I found out; I
|
|
thought you would like to know--though it's poor comfort, I
|
|
think. One is in the Avenue de Messine; they have learned that
|
|
Madame de Cintre is there. The other is in the Rue d'Enfer.
|
|
That's a terrible name; I suppose you know what it means."
|
|
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|
Newman got up and walked away to the end of his long room. When
|
|
he came back Mrs. Bread had got up, and stood by the fire with
|
|
folded hands. "Tell me this," he said. "Can I get near
|
|
her--even if I don't see her? Can I look through a grating, or
|
|
some such thing, at the place where she is?"
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|
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|
It is said that all women love a lover, and Mrs. Bread's sense
|
|
of the pre-established harmony which kept servants in their
|
|
"place," even as planets in their orbits (not that Mrs. Bread
|
|
had ever consciously likened herself to a planet), barely
|
|
availed to temper the maternal melancholy with which she leaned
|
|
her head on one side and gazed at her new employer. She
|
|
probably felt for the moment as if, forty years before, she had
|
|
held him also in her arms. "That wouldn't help you, sir. It
|
|
would only make her seem farther away."
|
|
|
|
"I want to go there, at all events," said Newman. "Avenue de
|
|
Messine, you say? And what is it they call themselves?"
|
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|
"Carmelites," said Mrs. Bread.
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|
|
"I shall remember that."
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|
Mrs. Bread hesitated a moment, and then, "It's my duty to tell
|
|
you this, sir," she went on. "The convent has a chapel, and
|
|
some people are admitted on Sunday to the Mass. You don't see
|
|
the poor creatures that are shut up there, but I am told you can
|
|
hear them sing. It's a wonder they have any heart for singing!
|
|
Some Sunday I shall make bold to go. It seems to me I should
|
|
know her voice in fifty."
|
|
|
|
Newman looked at his visitor very gratefully; then he held out
|
|
his hand and shook hers. "Thank you," he said. "If any one can
|
|
get in, I will." A moment later Mrs. Bread proposed,
|
|
deferentially, to retire, but he checked her and put a lighted
|
|
candle into her hand. "There are half a dozen rooms there I
|
|
don't use," he said, pointing through an open door. "Go and
|
|
look at them and take your choice. You can live in the one you
|
|
like best." From this bewildering opportunity Mrs. Bread at
|
|
first recoiled; but finally, yielding to Newman's gentle,
|
|
reassuring push, she wandered off into the dusk with her
|
|
tremulous taper. She remained absent a quarter of an hour,
|
|
during which Newman paced up and down, stopped occasionally to
|
|
look out of the window at the lights on the Boulevard, and then
|
|
resumed his walk. Mrs. Bread's relish for her investigation
|
|
apparently increased as she proceeded; but at last she
|
|
reappeared and deposited her candlestick on the chimney-piece.
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|
"Well, have you picked one out?" asked Newman.
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|
|
|
"A room, sir? They are all too fine for a dingy old body like
|
|
me. There isn't one that hasn't a bit of gilding."
|
|
|
|
"It's only tinsel, Mrs. Bread," said Newman. "If you stay there
|
|
a while it will all peel off of itself." And he gave a dismal
|
|
smile.
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|
|
|
"Oh, sir, there are things enough peeling off already!" rejoined
|
|
Mrs. Bread, with a head-shake. "Since I was there I thought I
|
|
would look about me. I don't believe you know, sir. The
|
|
corners are most dreadful. You do want a housekeeper, that you
|
|
do; you want a tidy Englishwoman that isn't above taking hold of
|
|
a broom."
|
|
|
|
Newman assured her that he suspected, if he had not measured,
|
|
his domestic abuses, and that to reform them was a mission
|
|
worthy of her powers. She held her candlestick aloft again and
|
|
looked around the salon with compassionate glances; then she
|
|
intimated that she accepted the mission, and that its sacred
|
|
character would sustain her in her rupture with Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde. With this she curtsied herself away.
|
|
|
|
She came back the next day with her worldly goods, and Newman,
|
|
going into his drawing-room, found her upon her aged knees
|
|
before a divan, sewing up some detached fringe. He questioned
|
|
her as to her leave-taking with her late mistress, and she said
|
|
it had proved easier than she feared. "I was perfectly civil,
|
|
sir, but the Lord helped me to remember that a good woman has no
|
|
call to tremble before a bad one."
|
|
|
|
"I should think so!" cried Newman. "And does she know you have
|
|
come to me?"
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|
|
|
"She asked me where I was going, and I mentioned your name,"
|
|
said Mrs. Bread.
|
|
|
|
"What did she say to that?"
|
|
|
|
"She looked at me very hard, and she turned very red. Then she
|
|
bade me leave her. I was all ready to go, and I had got the
|
|
coachman, who is an Englishman, to bring down my poor box and to
|
|
fetch me a cab. But when I went down myself to the gate I found
|
|
it closed. My lady had sent orders to the porter not to let me
|
|
pass, and by the same orders the porter's wife--she is a
|
|
dreadful sly old body--had gone out in a cab to fetch home M. de
|
|
Bellegarde from his club."
|
|
|
|
Newman slapped his knee. "She IS scared! she IS
|
|
scared!" he cried, exultantly.
|
|
|
|
"I was frightened too, sir," said Mrs. Bread, "but I was also
|
|
mightily vexed. I took it very high with the porter and asked
|
|
him by what right he used violence to an honorable Englishwoman
|
|
who had lived in the house for thirty years before he was heard
|
|
of. Oh, sir, I was very grand, and I brought the man down. He
|
|
drew his bolts and let me out, and I promised the cabman
|
|
something handsome if he would drive fast. But he was terribly
|
|
slow; it seemed as if we should never reach your blessed door.
|
|
I am all of a tremble still; it took me five minutes, just now,
|
|
to thread my needle."
|
|
|
|
Newman told her, with a gleeful laugh, that if she chose she
|
|
might have a little maid on purpose to thread her needles; and
|
|
he went away murmuring to himself again that the old woman
|
|
WAS scared--she WAS scared!
|
|
|
|
He had not shown Mrs. Tristram the little paper that he carried
|
|
in his pocket-book, but since his return to Paris he had seen
|
|
her several times, and she had told him that he seemed to her to
|
|
be in a strange way--an even stranger way than his sad situation
|
|
made natural. Had his disappointment gone to his head? He
|
|
looked like a man who was going to be ill, and yet she had never
|
|
seen him more restless and active. One day he would sit hanging
|
|
his head and looking as if he were firmly resolved never to
|
|
smile again; another he would indulge in laughter that was
|
|
almost unseemly and make jokes that were bad even for him. If
|
|
he was trying to carry off his sorrow, he at such times really
|
|
went too far. She begged him of all things not to be "strange."
|
|
Feeling in a measure responsible as she did for the affair
|
|
which had turned out so ill for him, she could endure anything
|
|
but his strangeness. He might be melancholy if he would, or he
|
|
might be stoical; he might be cross and cantankerous with her
|
|
and ask her why she had ever dared to meddle with his destiny:
|
|
to this she would submit; for this she would make allowances.
|
|
Only, for Heaven's sake, let him not be incoherent. That would
|
|
be extremely unpleasant. It was like people talking in their
|
|
sleep; they always frightened her. And Mrs. Tristram intimated
|
|
that, taking very high ground as regards the moral obligation
|
|
which events had laid upon her, she proposed not to rest quiet
|
|
until she should have confronted him with the least inadequate
|
|
substitute for Madame de Cintre that the two hemispheres
|
|
contained.
|
|
|
|
"Oh," said Newman, "we are even now, and we had better not open
|
|
a new account! You may bury me some day, but you shall never
|
|
marry me. It's too rough. I hope, at any rate," he added,
|
|
"that there is nothing incoherent in this--that I want to go
|
|
next Sunday to the Carmelite chapel in the Avenue de Messine.
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You know one of the Catholic ministers--an abbe, is that it?--I
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have seen him here, you know; that motherly old gentleman with
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the big waist-band. Please ask him if I need a special leave to
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go in, and if I do, beg him to obtain it for me."
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Mrs. Tristram gave expression to the liveliest joy. "I am so
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glad you have asked me to do something!" she cried. "You shall
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get into the chapel if the abbe is disfrocked for his share in
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it." And two days afterwards she told him that it was all
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arranged; the abbe was enchanted to serve him, and if he would
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present himself civilly at the convent gate there would be no
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difficulty.
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CHAPTER XXIV
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Sunday was as yet two days off; but meanwhile, to beguile his
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impatience, Newman took his way to the Avenue de Messine and got
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what comfort he could in staring at the blank outer wall of
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Madame de Cintre's present residence. The street in question,
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as some travelers will remember, adjoins the Parc Monceau, which
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is one of the prettiest corners of Paris. The quarter has an
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air of modern opulence and convenience which seems at variance
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with the ascetic institution, and the impression made upon
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Newman's gloomily-irritated gaze by the fresh-looking,
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windowless expanse behind which the woman he loved was perhaps
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even then pledging herself to pass the rest of her days was less
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exasperating than he had feared. The place suggested a convent
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with the modern improvements--an asylum in which privacy, though
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unbroken, might be not quite identical with privation, and
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meditation, though monotonous, might be of a cheerful cast. And
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yet he knew the case was otherwise; only at present it was not a
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reality to him. It was too strange and too mocking to be real;
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it was like a page torn out of a romance, with no context in his
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own experience.
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On Sunday morning, at the hour which Mrs. Tristram had
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indicated, he rang at the gate in the blank wall. It instantly
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opened and admitted him into a clean, cold-looking court, from
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beyond which a dull, plain edifice looked down upon him. A
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robust lay sister with a cheerful complexion emerged from a
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porter's lodge, and, on his stating his errand, pointed to the
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open door of the chapel, an edifice which occupied the right
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side of the court and was preceded by the high flight of steps.
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Newman ascended the steps and immediately entered the open door.
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Service had not yet begun; the place was dimly lighted, and it
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was some moments before he could distinguish its features. Then
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he saw it was divided by a large close iron screen into two
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unequal portions. The altar was on the hither side of the
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screen, and between it and the entrance were disposed several
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benches and chairs. Three or four of these were occupied by
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vague, motionless figures--figures that he presently perceived
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to be women, deeply absorbed in their devotion. The place
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seemed to Newman very cold; the smell of the incense itself was
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cold. Besides this there was a twinkle of tapers and here and
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there a glow of colored glass. Newman seated himself; the
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praying women kept still, with their backs turned. He saw they
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were visitors like himself and he would have liked to see their
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faces; for he believed that they were the mourning mothers and
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sisters of other women who had had the same pitiless courage as
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Madame de Cintre. But they were better off than he, for they at
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least shared the faith to which the others had sacrificed
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themselves. Three or four persons came in; two of them were
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elderly gentlemen. Every one was very quiet. Newman fastened
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his eyes upon the screen behind the altar. That was the
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convent, the real convent, the place where she was. But he
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could see nothing; no light came through the crevices. He got
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up and approached the partition very gently, trying to look
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through. But behind it there was darkness, with nothing
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stirring. He went back to his place, and after that a priest
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and two altar boys came in and began to say mass. Newman
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watched their genuflections and gyrations with a grim, still
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enmity; they seemed aids and abettors of Madame de Cintre's
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desertion; they were mouthing and droning out their triumph.
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The priest's long, dismal intonings acted upon his nerves and
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deepened his wrath; there was something defiant in his
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unintelligible drawl; it seemed meant for Newman himself.
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Suddenly there arose from the depths of the chapel, from behind
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the inexorable grating, a sound which drew his attention from
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the altar--the sound of a strange, lugubrious chant, uttered by
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women's voices. It began softly, but it presently grew louder,
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and as it increased it became more of a wail and a dirge. It
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was the chant of the Carmelite nuns, their only human utterance.
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It was their dirge over their buried affections and over the
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vanity of earthly desires. At first Newman was
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bewildered--almost stunned--by the strangeness of the sound;
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then, as he comprehended its meaning, he listened intently and
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his heart began to throb. He listened for Madame de Cintre's
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voice, and in the very heart of the tuneless harmony he imagined
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he made it out. (We are obliged to believe that he was wrong,
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inasmuch as she had obviously not yet had time to become a
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member of the invisible sisterhood.) The chant kept on,
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mechanical and monotonous, with dismal repetitions and
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despairing cadences. It was hideous, it was horrible; as it
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continued, Newman felt that he needed all his self-control. He
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was growing more agitated; he felt tears in his eyes. At last,
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as in its full force the thought came over him that this
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confused, impersonal wail was all that either he or the world
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she had deserted should ever hear of the voice he had found so
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sweet, he felt that he could bear it no longer. He rose
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abruptly and made his way out. On the threshold he paused,
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listened again to the dreary strain, and then hastily descended
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into the court. As he did so he saw the good sister with the
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high-colored cheeks and the fanlike frill to her coiffure, who
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had admitted him, was in conference at the gate with two persons
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who had just come in. A second glance informed him that these
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persons were Madame de Bellegarde and her son, and that they
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were about to avail themselves of that method of approach to
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Madame de Cintre which Newman had found but a mockery of
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consolation. As he crossed the court M. de Bellegarde
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recognized him; the marquis was coming to the steps, leading his
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mother. The old lady also gave Newman a look, and it resembled
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that of her son. Both faces expressed a franker perturbation,
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something more akin to the humbleness of dismay, than Newman had
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yet seen in them. Evidently he startled the Bellegardes, and
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they had not their grand behavior immediately in hand. Newman
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hurried past them, guided only by the desire to get out of the
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convent walls and into the street. The gate opened itself at
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his approach; he strode over the threshold and it closed behind
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him. A carriage which appeared to have been standing there, was
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just turning away from the sidewalk. Newman looked at it for a
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moment, blankly; then he became conscious, through the dusky
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mist that swam before his eyes, that a lady seated in it was
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bowing to him. The vehicle had turned away before he recognized
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her; it was an ancient landau with one half the cover lowered.
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The lady's bow was very positive and accompanied with a smile; a
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little girl was seated beside her. He raised his hat, and then
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the lady bade the coachman stop. The carriage halted again
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beside the pavement, and she sat there and beckoned to
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Newman--beckoned with the demonstrative grace of Madame Urbain
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de Bellegarde. Newman hesitated a moment before he obeyed her
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summons, during this moment he had time to curse his stupidity
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for letting the others escape him. He had been wondering how he
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could get at them; fool that he was for not stopping them then
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and there! What better place than beneath the very prison walls
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to which they had consigned the promise of his joy? He had been
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too bewildered to stop them, but now he felt ready to wait for
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them at the gate. Madame Urbain, with a certain attractive
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petulance, beckoned to him again, and this time he went over to
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the carriage. She leaned out and gave him her hand, looking at
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him kindly, and smiling.
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"Ah, monsieur," she said, "you don't include me in your wrath?
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I had nothing to do with it."
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"Oh, I don't suppose YOU could have prevented it!" Newman
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answered in a tone which was not that of studied gallantry.
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"What you say is too true for me to resent the small account it
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makes of my influence. I forgive you, at any rate, because you
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look as if you had seen a ghost."
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"I have!" said Newman.
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"I am glad, then, I didn't go in with Madame de Bellegarde and
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my husband. You must have seen them, eh? Was the meeting
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affectionate? Did you hear the chanting? They say it's like the
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lamentations of the damned. I wouldn't go in: one is certain to
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hear that soon enough. Poor Claire--in a white shroud and a big
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brown cloak! That's the toilette of the Carmelites, you
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know. Well, she was always fond of long, loose things. But I
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must not speak of her to you; only I must say that I am very
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sorry for you, that if I could have helped you I would, and that
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I think every one has been very shabby. I was afraid of it, you
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know; I felt it in the air for a fortnight before it came. When
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I saw you at my mother-in-law's ball, taking it all so easily, I
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felt as if you were dancing on your grave. But what could I do?
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I wish you all the good I can think of. You will say that
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isn't much! Yes; they have been very shabby; I am not a bit
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afraid to say it; I assure you every one thinks so. We are not
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all like that. I am sorry I am not going to see you again; you
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know I think you very good company. I would prove it by asking
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you to get into the carriage and drive with me for a quarter of
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|
an hour, while I wait for my mother-in-law. Only if we were
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seen--considering what has passed, and every one knows you have
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been turned away--it might be thought I was going a little too
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far, even for me. But I shall see you sometimes--somewhere, eh?
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You know"--this was said in English--"we have a plan for a
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little amusement."
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Newman stood there with his hand on the carriage-door listening
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to this consolatory murmur with an unlighted eye. He hardly
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|
knew what Madame de Bellegarde was saying; he was only conscious
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that she was chattering ineffectively. But suddenly it occurred
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to him that, with her pretty professions, there was a way of
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making her effective; she might help him to get at the old woman
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and the marquis. "They are coming back soon--your companions?"
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he said. "You are waiting for them?"
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"They will hear the mass out; there is nothing to keep them
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longer. Claire has refused to see them."
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"I want to speak to them," said Newman; "and you can help me,
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you can do me a favor. Delay your return for five minutes and
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give me a chance at them. I will wait for them here."
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Madame de Bellegarde clasped her hands with a tender grimace.
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"My poor friend, what do you want to do to them? To beg them to
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come back to you? It will be wasted words. They will never
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come back!"
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"I want to speak to them, all the same. Pray do what I ask you.
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Stay away and leave them to me for five minutes; you needn't be
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afraid; I shall not be violent; I am very quiet."
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"Yes, you look very quiet! If they had le coeur tendre you
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|
would move them. But they haven't! However, I will do better
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|
for you than what you propose. The understanding is not that I
|
|
shall come back for them. I am going into the Parc Monceau with
|
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my little girl to give her a walk, and my mother-in-law, who
|
|
comes so rarely into this quarter, is to profit by the same
|
|
opportunity to take the air. We are to wait for her in the
|
|
park, where my husband is to bring her to us. Follow me now;
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just within the gates I shall get out of my carriage. Sit down
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on a chair in some quiet corner and I will bring them near you.
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There's devotion for you! Le reste vous regarde."
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This proposal seemed to Newman extremely felicitous; it revived
|
|
his drooping spirit, and he reflected that Madame Urbain was not
|
|
such a goose as she seemed. He promised immediately to overtake
|
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her, and the carriage drove away.
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The Parc Monceau is a very pretty piece of landscape-gardening,
|
|
but Newman, passing into it, bestowed little attention upon its
|
|
elegant vegetation, which was full of the freshness of spring.
|
|
He found Madame de Bellegarde promptly, seated in one of the
|
|
quiet corners of which she had spoken, while before her, in the
|
|
alley, her little girl, attended by the footman and the lap-dog,
|
|
walked up and down as if she were taking a lesson in deportment.
|
|
Newman sat down beside the mamma, and she talked a great deal,
|
|
apparently with the design of convincing him that--if he would
|
|
only see it--poor dear Claire did not belong to the most
|
|
fascinating type of woman. She was too tall and thin, too stiff
|
|
and cold; her mouth was too wide and her nose too narrow. She
|
|
had no dimples anywhere. And then she was eccentric, eccentric
|
|
in cold blood; she was an Anglaise, after all. Newman was very
|
|
impatient; he was counting the minutes until his victims should
|
|
reappear. He sat silent, leaning upon his cane, looking
|
|
absently and insensibly at the little marquise. At length
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde said she would walk toward the gate of the
|
|
park and meet her companions; but before she went she dropped
|
|
her eyes, and, after playing a moment with the lace of her
|
|
sleeve, looked up again at Newman.
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|
|
"Do you remember," she asked, "the promise you made me three
|
|
weeks ago?" And then, as Newman, vainly consulting his memory,
|
|
was obliged to confess that the promise had escaped it, she
|
|
declared that he had made her, at the time, a very queer
|
|
answer--an answer at which, viewing it in the light of the
|
|
sequel, she had fair ground for taking offense. "You promised
|
|
to take me to Bullier's after your marriage. After your
|
|
marriage--you made a great point of that. Three days after that
|
|
your marriage was broken off. Do you know, when I heard the
|
|
news, the first thing I said to myself? 'Oh heaven, now he
|
|
won't go with me to Bullier's!' And I really began to wonder if
|
|
you had not been expecting the rupture."
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|
"Oh, my dear lady," murmured Newman, looking down the path to
|
|
see if the others were not coming.
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"I shall be good-natured," said Madame de Bellegarde. "One must
|
|
not ask too much of a gentleman who is in love with a cloistered
|
|
nun. Besides, I can't go to Bullier's while we are in mourning.
|
|
But I haven't given it up for that. The partie is
|
|
arranged; I have my cavalier. Lord Deepmere, if you please! He
|
|
has gone back to his dear Dublin; but a few months hence I am to
|
|
name any evening and he will come over from Ireland, on purpose.
|
|
That's what I call gallantry!"
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|
Shortly after this Madame de Bellegarde walked away with her
|
|
little girl. Newman sat in his place; the time seemed terribly
|
|
long. He felt how fiercely his quarter of an hour in the
|
|
convent chapel had raked over the glowing coals of his
|
|
resentment. Madame de Bellegarde kept him waiting, but she
|
|
proved as good as her word. At last she reappeared at the end
|
|
of the path, with her little girl and her footman; beside her
|
|
slowly walked her husband, with his mother on his arm. They were
|
|
a long time advancing, during which Newman sat unmoved.
|
|
Tingling as he was with passion, it was extremely characteristic
|
|
of him that he was able to moderate his expression of it, as he
|
|
would have turned down a flaring gas-burner. His native
|
|
coolness, shrewdness, and deliberateness, his life-long
|
|
submissiveness to the sentiment that words were acts and acts
|
|
were steps in life, and that in this matter of taking steps
|
|
curveting and prancing were exclusively reserved for quadrupeds
|
|
and foreigners--all this admonished him that rightful wrath had
|
|
no connection with being a fool and indulging in spectacular
|
|
violence. So as he rose, when old Madame de Bellegarde and her
|
|
son were close to him, he only felt very tall and light. He had
|
|
been sitting beside some shrubbery, in such a way as not to be
|
|
noticeable at a distance; but M. de Bellegarde had evidently
|
|
already perceived him. His mother and he were holding their
|
|
course, but Newman stepped in front of them, and they were
|
|
obliged to pause. He lifted his hat slightly, and looked at
|
|
them for a moment; they were pale with amazement and disgust.
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"Excuse me for stopping you," he said in a low tone, "but I must
|
|
profit by the occasion. I have ten words to say to you. Will
|
|
you listen to them?"
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The marquis glared at him and then turned to his mother. "Can
|
|
Mr. Newman possibly have anything to say that is worth our
|
|
listening to?"
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"I assure you I have something," said Newman, "besides, it is my
|
|
duty to say it. It's a notification--a warning."
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"Your duty?" said old Madame de Bellegarde, her thin lips
|
|
curving like scorched paper. "That is your affair, not ours."
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Madame Urbain meanwhile had seized her little girl by the hand,
|
|
with a gesture of surprise and impatience which struck Newman,
|
|
intent as he was upon his own words, with its dramatic
|
|
effectiveness. "If Mr. Newman is going to make a scene in
|
|
public," she exclaimed, "I will take my poor child out of the
|
|
melee. She is too young to see such naughtiness!" and she
|
|
instantly resumed her walk.
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|
|
"You had much better listen to me," Newman went on. "Whether
|
|
you do or not, things will be disagreeable for you; but at any
|
|
rate you will be prepared."
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|
|
"We have already heard something of your threats," said the
|
|
marquis, "and you know what we think of them."
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|
|
|
"You think a good deal more than you admit. A moment," Newman
|
|
added in reply to an exclamation of the old lady. "I remember
|
|
perfectly that we are in a public place, and you see I am very
|
|
quiet. I am not going to tell your secret to the passers-by; I
|
|
shall keep it, to begin with, for certain picked listeners. Any
|
|
one who observes us will think that we are having a friendly
|
|
chat, and that I am complimenting you, madam, on your venerable
|
|
virtues."
|
|
|
|
The marquis gave three short sharp raps on the ground with his
|
|
stick. "I demand of you to step out of our path!" he hissed.
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|
|
Newman instantly complied, and M. de Bellegarde stepped forward
|
|
with his mother. Then Newman said, "Half an hour hence Madame
|
|
de Bellegarde will regret that she didn't learn exactly what I
|
|
mean."
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|
|
|
The marquise had taken a few steps, but at these words she
|
|
paused, looking at Newman with eyes like two scintillating
|
|
globules of ice. "You are like a peddler with something to
|
|
sell," she said, with a little cold laugh which only partially
|
|
concealed the tremor in her voice.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, no, not to sell," Newman rejoined; "I give it to you for
|
|
nothing." And he approached nearer to her, looking her straight
|
|
in the eyes. "You killed your husband," he said, almost in a
|
|
whisper. "That is, you tried once and failed, and then, without
|
|
trying, you succeeded."
|
|
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde closed her eyes and gave a little cough,
|
|
which, as a piece of dissimulation, struck Newman as really
|
|
heroic. "Dear mother," said the marquis, "does this stuff amuse
|
|
you so much?"
|
|
|
|
"The rest is more amusing," said Newman. "You had better not
|
|
lose it."
|
|
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde opened her eyes; the scintillations had
|
|
gone out of them; they were fixed and dead. But she smiled
|
|
superbly with her narrow little lips, and repeated Newman's
|
|
word. "Amusing? Have I killed some one else?"
|
|
|
|
"I don't count your daughter," said Newman, "though I might!
|
|
Your husband knew what you were doing. I have a proof of it
|
|
whose existence you have never suspected." And he turned to the
|
|
marquis, who was terribly white--whiter than Newman had ever
|
|
seen any one out of a picture. "A paper written by the hand,
|
|
and signed with the name, of Henri-Urbain de Bellegarde.
|
|
Written after you, madame, had left him for dead, and while you,
|
|
sir, had gone--not very fast--for the doctor."
|
|
|
|
The marquis looked at his mother; she turned away, looking
|
|
vaguely round her. "I must sit down," she said in a low tone,
|
|
going toward the bench on which Newman had been sitting.
|
|
|
|
"Couldn't you have spoken to me alone?" said the marquis to
|
|
Newman, with a strange look.
|
|
|
|
"Well, yes, if I could have been sure of speaking to your mother
|
|
alone, too," Newman answered. "But I have had to take you as I
|
|
could get you."
|
|
|
|
Madame de Bellegarde, with a movement very eloquent of what he
|
|
would have called her "grit," her steel-cold pluck and her
|
|
instinctive appeal to her own personal resources, drew her hand
|
|
out of her son's arm and went and seated herself upon the bench.
|
|
There she remained, with her hands folded in her lap, looking
|
|
straight at Newman. The expression of her face was such that he
|
|
fancied at first that she was smiling; but he went and stood in
|
|
front of her and saw that her elegant features were distorted by
|
|
agitation. He saw, however, equally, that she was resisting her
|
|
agitation with all the rigor of her inflexible will, and there
|
|
was nothing like either fear or submission in her stony stare.
|
|
She had been startled, but she was not terrified. Newman had an
|
|
exasperating feeling that she would get the better of him still;
|
|
he would not have believed it possible that he could so utterly
|
|
fail to be touched by the sight of a woman (criminal or other)
|
|
in so tight a place. Madame de Bellegarde gave a glance at her
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son which seemed tantamount to an injunction to be silent and
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leave her to her own devices. The marquis stood beside her,
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with his hands behind him, looking at Newman.
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"What paper is this you speak of?" asked the old lady, with an
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imitation of tranquillity which would have been applauded in a
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veteran actress.
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"Exactly what I have told you," said Newman. "A paper written
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by your husband after you had left him for dead, and during the
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couple of hours before you returned. You see he had the time;
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you shouldn't have stayed away so long. It declares distinctly
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his wife's murderous intent."
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"I should like to see it," Madame de Bellegarde observed.
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"I thought you might," said Newman, "and I have taken a copy."
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And he drew from his waistcoat pocket a small, folded sheet.
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"Give it to my son," said Madame de Bellegarde. Newman handed
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it to the marquis, whose mother, glancing at him, said simply,
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"Look at it." M. de Bellegarde's eyes had a pale eagerness
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which it was useless for him to try to dissimulate; he took the
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paper in his light-gloved fingers and opened it. There was a
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silence, during which he read it. He had more than time to read
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it, but still he said nothing; he stood staring at it. "Where
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is the original?" asked Madame de Bellegarde, in a voice which
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was really a consummate negation of impatience.
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"In a very safe place. Of course I can't show you that," said
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Newman. "You might want to take hold of it," he added with
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conscious quaintness. "But that's a very correct copy--except,
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of course, the handwriting. I am keeping the original to show
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some one else."
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M. de Bellegarde at last looked up, and his eyes were still very
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eager. "To whom do you mean to show it?"
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"Well, I'm thinking of beginning with the duchess," said Newman;
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"that stout lady I saw at your ball. She asked me to come and
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see her, you know. I thought at the moment I shouldn't have
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much to say to her; but my little document will give us
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something to talk about."
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"You had better keep it, my son," said Madame de Bellegarde.
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"By all means," said Newman; "keep it and show it to your mother
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when you get home."
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"And after showing it to the duchess?"--asked the marquis,
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folding the paper and putting it away.
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"Well, I'll take up the dukes," said Newman. "Then the counts
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and the barons--all the people you had the cruelty to introduce
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me to in a character of which you meant immediately to deprive
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me. I have made out a list."
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For a moment neither Madame de Bellegarde nor her son said a
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word; the old lady sat with her eyes upon the ground; M. de
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Bellegarde's blanched pupils were fixed upon her face. Then,
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looking at Newman, "Is that all you have to say?" she asked.
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"No, I want to say a few words more. I want to say that I hope
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you quite understand what I'm about. This is my revenge, you
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know. You have treated me before the world--convened for the
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express purpose--as if I were not good enough for you. I mean
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to show the world that, however bad I may be, you are not quite
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the people to say it."
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Madame de Bellegarde was silent again, and then she broke her
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silence. Her self-possession continued to be extraordinary. "I
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needn't ask you who has been your accomplice. Mrs. Bread told
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me that you had purchased her services."
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"Don't accuse Mrs. Bread of venality," said Newman. "She has
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kept your secret all these years. She has given you a long
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respite. It was beneath her eyes your husband wrote that paper;
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he put it into her hands with a solemn injunction that she was
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to make it public. She was too good-hearted to make use of it."
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The old lady appeared for an instant to hesitate, and then, "She
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was my husband's mistress," she said, softly. This was the only
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concession to self-defense that she condescended to make.
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"I doubt that," said Newman.
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Madame de Bellegarde got up from her bench. "It was not to your
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opinions I undertook to listen, and if you have nothing left but
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them to tell me I think this remarkable interview may
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terminate." And turning to the marquis she took his arm again.
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"My son," she said, "say something!"
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M. de Bellegarde looked down at his mother, passing his hand
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over his forehead, and then, tenderly, caressingly, "What shall
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I say?" he asked.
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"There is only one thing to say," said the Marquise. "That it
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was really not worth while to have interrupted our walk."
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But the marquis thought he could improve this. "Your paper's a
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forgery," he said to Newman.
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Newman shook his head a little, with a tranquil smile. "M. de
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Bellegarde," he said, "your mother does better. She has done
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better all along, from the first of my knowing you. You're a
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mighty plucky woman, madam," he continued. "It's a great pity
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you have made me your enemy. I should have been one of your
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greatest admirers."
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"Mon pauvre ami," said Madame de Bellegarde to her son in
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French, and as if she had not heard these words, "you must take
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me immediately to my carriage."
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Newman stepped back and let them leave him; he watched them a
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moment and saw Madame Urbain, with her little girl, come out of
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a by-path to meet them. The old lady stooped and kissed her
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grandchild. "Damn it, she is plucky!" said Newman, and he
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walked home with a slight sense of being balked. She was so
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inexpressively defiant! But on reflection he decided that what
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he had witnessed was no real sense of security, still less a
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real innocence. It was only a very superior style of brazen
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assurance. "Wait till she reads the paper!" he said to himself;
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and he concluded that he should hear from her soon.
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He heard sooner than he expected. The next morning, before
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midday, when he was about to give orders for his breakfast to be
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served, M. de Bellegarde's card was brought to him. "She has
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read the paper and she has passed a bad night," said Newman. He
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|
instantly admitted his visitor, who came in with the air of the
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ambassador of a great power meeting the delegate of a barbarous
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tribe whom an absurd accident had enabled for the moment to be
|
|
abominably annoying. The ambassador, at all events, had passed
|
|
a bad night, and his faultlessly careful toilet only threw into
|
|
relief the frigid rancor in his eyes and the mottled tones of
|
|
his refined complexion. He stood before Newman a moment,
|
|
breathing quickly and softly, and shaking his forefinger curtly
|
|
as his host pointed to a chair.
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"What I have come to say is soon said," he declared "and can
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only be said without ceremony."
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"I am good for as much or for as little as you desire," said
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Newman.
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The marquis looked round the room a moment, and then, "On what
|
|
terms will you part with your scrap of paper?"
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"On none!" And while Newman, with his head on one side and his
|
|
hands behind him sounded the marquis's turbid gaze with his own,
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|
he added, "Certainly, that is not worth sitting down about."
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M. de Bellegarde meditated a moment, as if he had not heard
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|
Newman's refusal. "My mother and I, last evening," he said,
|
|
"talked over your story. You will be surprised to learn that we
|
|
think your little document is--a"--and he held back his word a
|
|
moment--"is genuine."
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"You forget that with you I am used to surprises!" exclaimed
|
|
Newman, with a laugh.
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"The very smallest amount of respect that we owe to my father's
|
|
memory," the marquis continued, "makes us desire that he should
|
|
not be held up to the world as the author of so--so infernal an
|
|
attack upon the reputation of a wife whose only fault was that
|
|
she had been submissive to accumulated injury."
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|
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|
"Oh, I see," said Newman. "It's for your father's sake." And
|
|
he laughed the laugh in which he indulged when he was most
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|
amused--a noiseless laugh, with his lips closed.
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|
But M. de Bellegarde's gravity held good. "There are a few of
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|
my father's particular friends for whom the knowledge of so--so
|
|
unfortunate an--inspiration--would be a real grief. Even say we
|
|
firmly established by medical evidence the presumption of a mind
|
|
disordered by fever, il en resterait quelque chose. At the
|
|
best it would look ill in him. Very ill!"
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|
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|
"Don't try medical evidence," said Newman. "Don't touch the
|
|
doctors and they won't touch you. I don't mind your knowing
|
|
that I have not written to them."
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|
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|
Newman fancied that he saw signs in M. de Bellegarde's
|
|
discolored mask that this information was extremely pertinent.
|
|
But it may have been merely fancy; for the marquis remained
|
|
majestically argumentative. "For instance, Madame
|
|
d'Outreville," he said, "of whom you spoke yesterday. I can
|
|
imagine nothing that would shock her more."
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|
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|
"Oh, I am quite prepared to shock Madame d'Outreville, you know.
|
|
That's on the cards. I expect to shock a great many people."
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|
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|
M. de Bellegarde examined for a moment the stitching on the back
|
|
of one of his gloves. Then, without looking up, "We don't offer
|
|
you money," he said. "That we supposed to be useless."
|
|
|
|
Newman, turning away, took a few turns about the room and then
|
|
came back. "What DO you offer me? By what I can make out,
|
|
the generosity is all to be on my side."
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|
|
|
The marquis dropped his arms at his side and held his head a
|
|
little higher. "What we offer you is a chance--a chance that a
|
|
gentleman should appreciate. A chance to abstain from
|
|
inflicting a terrible blot upon the memory of a man who
|
|
certainly had his faults, but who, personally, had done you no
|
|
wrong."
|
|
|
|
"There are two things to say to that," said Newman. "The first
|
|
is, as regards appreciating your 'chance,' that you don't
|
|
consider me a gentleman. That's your great point you know.
|
|
It's a poor rule that won't work both ways. The second is
|
|
that--well, in a word, you are talking great nonsense!"
|
|
|
|
Newman, who in the midst of his bitterness had, as I have said,
|
|
kept well before his eyes a certain ideal of saying nothing
|
|
rude, was immediately somewhat regretfully conscious of the
|
|
sharpness of these words. But he speedily observed that the
|
|
marquis took them more quietly than might have been expected.
|
|
M. de Bellegarde, like the stately ambassador that he was,
|
|
continued the policy of ignoring what was disagreeable in his
|
|
adversary's replies. He gazed at the gilded arabesques on the
|
|
opposite wall, and then presently transferred his glance to
|
|
Newman, as if he too were a large grotesque in a rather vulgar
|
|
system of chamber-decoration. "I suppose you know that as
|
|
regards yourself it won't do at all."
|
|
|
|
"How do you mean it won't do?"
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|
|
|
"Why, of course you damn yourself. But I suppose that's in your
|
|
programme. You propose to throw mud at us; you believe, you
|
|
hope, that some of it may stick. We know, of course, it can't,"
|
|
explained the marquis in a tone of conscious lucidity; "but you
|
|
take the chance, and are willing at any rate to show that you
|
|
yourself have dirty hands."
|
|
|
|
"That's a good comparison; at least half of it is," said Newman.
|
|
"I take the chance of something sticking. But as regards my
|
|
hands, they are clean. I have taken the matter up with my
|
|
finger-tips."
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|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde looked a moment into his hat. "All our friends
|
|
are quite with us," he said. "They would have done exactly as
|
|
we have done."
|
|
|
|
"I shall believe that when I hear them say it. Meanwhile I
|
|
shall think better of human nature."
|
|
|
|
The marquis looked into his hat again. "Madame de Cintre was
|
|
extremely fond of her father. If she knew of the existence of
|
|
the few written words of which you propose to make this
|
|
scandalous use, she would demand of you proudly for his sake to
|
|
give it up to her, and she would destroy it without reading it."
|
|
|
|
"Very possibly," Newman rejoined. "But she will not know. I
|
|
was in that convent yesterday and I know what SHE is doing.
|
|
Lord deliver us! You can guess whether it made me feel
|
|
forgiving!"
|
|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde appeared to have nothing more to suggest; but
|
|
he continued to stand there, rigid and elegant, as a man who
|
|
believed that his mere personal presence had an argumentative
|
|
value. Newman watched him, and, without yielding an inch on the
|
|
main issue, felt an incongruously good-natured impulse to help
|
|
him to retreat in good order.
|
|
|
|
"Your visit's a failure, you see," he said. "You offer too
|
|
little."
|
|
|
|
"Propose something yourself," said the marquis.
|
|
|
|
"Give me back Madame de Cintre in the same state in which you
|
|
took her from me."
|
|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde threw back his head and his pale face flushed.
|
|
"Never!" he said.
|
|
|
|
"You can't!"
|
|
|
|
"We wouldn't if we could! In the sentiment which led us to
|
|
deprecate her marriage nothing is changed."
|
|
|
|
" 'Deprecate' is good!" cried Newman. "It was hardly worth
|
|
while to come here only to tell me that you are not ashamed of
|
|
yourselves. I could have guessed that!"
|
|
|
|
The marquis slowly walked toward the door, and Newman,
|
|
following, opened it for him. "What you propose to do will be
|
|
very disagreeable," M. de Bellegarde said. "That is very
|
|
evident. But it will be nothing more."
|
|
|
|
"As I understand it, Newman answered, "that will be quite
|
|
enough!"
|
|
|
|
M. de Bellegarde stood for a moment looking on the ground, as if
|
|
he were ransacking his ingenuity to see what else he could do to
|
|
save his father's reputation. Then, with a little cold sigh, he
|
|
seemed to signify that he regretfully surrendered the late
|
|
marquis to the penalty of his turpitude. He gave a hardly
|
|
perceptible shrug, took his neat umbrella from the servant in
|
|
the vestibule, and, with his gentlemanly walk, passed out.
|
|
Newman stood listening till he heard the door close; then he
|
|
slowly exclaimed, "Well, I ought to begin to be satisfied now!"
|
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|
CHAPTER XXV
|
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|
|
Newman called upon the comical duchess and found her at home.
|
|
An old gentleman with a high nose and a gold-headed cane was
|
|
just taking leave of her; he made Newman a protracted obeisance
|
|
as he retired, and our hero supposed that he was one of the
|
|
mysterious grandees with whom he had shaken hands at Madame de
|
|
Bellegarde's ball. The duchess, in her arm-chair, from which
|
|
she did not move, with a great flower-pot on one side of her, a
|
|
pile of pink-covered novels on the other, and a large piece of
|
|
tapestry depending from her lap, presented an expansive and
|
|
imposing front; but her aspect was in the highest degree
|
|
gracious, and there was nothing in her manner to check the
|
|
effusion of his confidence. She talked to him about flowers and
|
|
books, getting launched with marvelous promptitude; about the
|
|
theatres, about the peculiar institutions of his native country,
|
|
about the humidity of Paris about the pretty complexions of the
|
|
American ladies, about his impressions of France and his opinion
|
|
of its female inhabitants. All this was a brilliant monologue
|
|
on the part of the duchess, who, like many of her country-women,
|
|
was a person of an affirmative rather than an interrogative cast
|
|
of mind, who made mots and put them herself into
|
|
circulation, and who was apt to offer you a present of a
|
|
convenient little opinion, neatly enveloped in the gilt paper of
|
|
a happy Gallicism. Newman had come to her with a grievance, but
|
|
he found himself in an atmosphere in which apparently no
|
|
cognizance was taken of grievance; an atmosphere into which the
|
|
chill of discomfort had never penetrated, and which seemed
|
|
exclusively made up of mild, sweet, stale intellectual perfumes.
|
|
The feeling with which he had watched Madame d'Outreville at
|
|
the treacherous festival of the Bellegardes came back to him;
|
|
she struck him as a wonderful old lady in a comedy, particularly
|
|
well up in her part. He observed before long that she asked him
|
|
no questions about their common friends; she made no allusion to
|
|
the circumstances under which he had been presented to her. She
|
|
neither feigned ignorance of a change in these circumstances nor
|
|
pretended to condole with him upon it; but she smiled and
|
|
discoursed and compared the tender-tinted wools of her tapestry,
|
|
as if the Bellegardes and their wickedness were not of this
|
|
world. "She is fighting shy!" said Newman to himself; and,
|
|
having made the observation, he was prompted to observe,
|
|
farther, how the duchess would carry off her indifference. She
|
|
did so in a masterly manner. There was not a gleam of disguised
|
|
consciousness in those small, clear, demonstrative eyes which
|
|
constituted her nearest claim to personal loveliness, there was
|
|
not a symptom of apprehension that Newman would trench upon the
|
|
ground she proposed to avoid. "Upon my word, she does it very
|
|
well," he tacitly commented. "They all hold together bravely,
|
|
and, whether any one else can trust them or not, they can
|
|
certainly trust each other."
|
|
|
|
Newman, at this juncture, fell to admiring the duchess for her
|
|
fine manners. He felt, most accurately, that she was not a
|
|
grain less urbane than she would have been if his marriage were
|
|
still in prospect; but he felt also that she was not a particle
|
|
more urbane. He had come, so reasoned the duchess--Heaven knew
|
|
why he had come, after what had happened; and for the half hour,
|
|
therefore, she would be charmante. But she would never see
|
|
him again. Finding no ready-made opportunity to tell his story,
|
|
Newman pondered these things more dispassionately than might
|
|
have been expected; he stretched his legs, as usual, and even
|
|
chuckled a little, appreciatively and noiselessly. And then as
|
|
the duchess went on relating a mot with which her mother had
|
|
snubbed the great Napoleon, it occurred to Newman that her
|
|
evasion of a chapter of French history more interesting to
|
|
himself might possibly be the result of an extreme consideration
|
|
for his feelings. Perhaps it was delicacy on the duchess's
|
|
part--not policy. He was on the point of saying something
|
|
himself, to make the chance which he had determined to give her
|
|
still better, when the servant announced another visitor. The
|
|
duchess, on hearing the name--it was that of an Italian
|
|
prince--gave a little imperceptible pout, and said to Newman,
|
|
rapidly: "I beg you to remain; I desire this visit to be short."
|
|
Newman said to himself, at this, that Madame d'Outreville
|
|
intended, after all, that they should discuss the Bellegardes
|
|
together.
|
|
|
|
The prince was a short, stout man, with a head
|
|
disproportionately large. He had a dusky complexion and a bushy
|
|
eyebrow, beneath which his eye wore a fixed and somewhat defiant
|
|
expression; he seemed to be challenging you to insinuate that he
|
|
was top-heavy. The duchess, judging from her charge to Newman,
|
|
regarded him as a bore; but this was not apparent from the
|
|
unchecked flow of her conversation. She made a fresh series of
|
|
mots, characterized with great felicity the Italian
|
|
intellect and the taste of the figs at Sorrento, predicted the
|
|
ultimate future of the Italian kingdom (disgust with the brutal
|
|
Sardinian rule and complete reversion, throughout the peninsula,
|
|
to the sacred sway of the Holy Father), and, finally, gave a
|
|
history of the love affairs of the Princess X----. This
|
|
narrative provoked some rectifications on the part of the
|
|
prince, who, as he said, pretended to know something about that
|
|
matter; and having satisfied himself that Newman was in no
|
|
laughing mood, either with regard to the size of his head or
|
|
anything else, he entered into the controversy with an animation
|
|
for which the duchess, when she set him down as a bore, could
|
|
not have been prepared. The sentimental vicissitudes of the
|
|
Princess X----led to a discussion of the heart history of
|
|
Florentine nobility in general; the duchess had spent five weeks
|
|
in Florence and had gathered much information on the subject.
|
|
This was merged, in turn, in an examination of the Italian heart
|
|
per se. The duchess took a brilliantly heterodox
|
|
view--thought it the least susceptible organ of its kind that
|
|
she had ever encountered, related examples of its want of
|
|
susceptibility, and at last declared that for her the Italians
|
|
were a people of ice. The prince became flame to refute her,
|
|
and his visit really proved charming. Newman was naturally out
|
|
of the conversation; he sat with his head a little on one side,
|
|
watching the interlocutors. The duchess, as she talked,
|
|
frequently looked at him with a smile, as if to intimate, in the
|
|
charming manner of her nation, that it lay only with him to say
|
|
something very much to the point. But he said nothing at all,
|
|
and at last his thoughts began to wander. A singular feeling
|
|
came over him--a sudden sense of the folly of his errand. What
|
|
under the sun had he to say to the duchess, after all? Wherein
|
|
would it profit him to tell her that the Bellegardes were
|
|
traitors and that the old lady, into the bargain was a
|
|
murderess? He seemed morally to have turned a sort of
|
|
somersault, and to find things looking differently in
|
|
consequence. He felt a sudden stiffening of his will and
|
|
quickening of his reserve. What in the world had he been
|
|
thinking of when he fancied the duchess could help him, and that
|
|
it would conduce to his comfort to make her think ill of the
|
|
Bellegardes? What did her opinion of the Bellegardes matter to
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him? It was only a shade more important than the opinion the
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Bellegardes entertained of her. The duchess help him--that
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cold, stout, soft, artificial woman help him?--she who in the
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last twenty minutes had built up between them a wall of polite
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conversation in which she evidently flattered herself that he
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would never find a gate. Had it come to that--that he was
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asking favors of conceited people, and appealing for sympathy
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where he had no sympathy to give? He rested his arms on his
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knees, and sat for some minutes staring into his hat. As he did
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so his ears tingled--he had come very near being an ass.
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Whether or no the duchess would hear his story, he wouldn't tell
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it. Was he to sit there another half hour for the sake of
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exposing the Bellegardes? The Bellegardes be hanged! He got up
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abruptly, and advanced to shake hands with his hostess.
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"You can't stay longer?" she asked, very graciously.
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"I am afraid not," he said.
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She hesitated a moment, and then, "I had an idea you had
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something particular to say to me," she declared.
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Newman looked at her; he felt a little dizzy; for the moment he
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seemed to be turning his somersault again. The little Italian
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prince came to his help: "Ah, madam, who has not that?" he
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softly sighed.
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"Don't teach Mr. Newman to say fadaises," said the duchess.
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"It is his merit that he doesn't know how."
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"Yes, I don't know how to say fadaises," said Newman, "and I
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don't want to say anything unpleasant."
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"I am sure you are very considerate," said the duchess with a
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smile; and she gave him a little nod for good-by with which he
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took his departure.
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Once in the street, he stood for some time on the pavement,
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wondering whether, after all, he was not an ass not to have
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discharged his pistol. And then again he decided that to talk
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to any one whomsoever about the Bellegardes would be extremely
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disagreeable to him. The least disagreeable thing, under the
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|
circumstances, was to banish them from his mind, and never think
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of them again. Indecision had not hitherto been one of Newman's
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weaknesses, and in this case it was not of long duration. For
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three days after this he did not, or at least he tried not to,
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think of the Bellegardes. He dined with Mrs. Tristram, and on
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her mentioning their name, he begged her almost severely to
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desist. This gave Tom Tristram a much-coveted opportunity to
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offer his condolences.
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He leaned forward, laying his hand on Newman's arm compressing
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his lips and shaking his head. "The fact is my dear fellow, you
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see, that you ought never to have gone into it. It was not your
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doing, I know--it was all my wife. If you want to come down on
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her, I'll stand off; I give you leave to hit her as hard as you
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like. You know she has never had a word of reproach from me in
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her life, and I think she is in need of something of the kind.
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Why didn't you listen to ME? You know I didn't believe in
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the thing. I thought it at the best an amiable delusion. I
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don't profess to be a Don Juan or a gay Lothario,--that class of
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|
man, you know; but I do pretend to know something about the
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|
harder sex. I have never disliked a woman in my life that she
|
|
has not turned out badly. I was not at all deceived in Lizzie,
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for instance; I always had my doubts about her. Whatever you
|
|
may think of my present situation, I must at least admit that I
|
|
got into it with my eyes open. Now suppose you had got into
|
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something like this box with Madame de Cintre. You may depend
|
|
upon it she would have turned out a stiff one. And upon my word
|
|
I don't see where you could have found your comfort. Not from
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|
the marquis, my dear Newman; he wasn't a man you could go and
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|
talk things over with in a sociable, common-sense way. Did he
|
|
ever seem to want to have you on the premises--did he ever try
|
|
to see you alone? Did he ever ask you to come and smoke a cigar
|
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with him of an evening, or step in, when you had been calling on
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the ladies, and take something? I don't think you would have
|
|
got much encouragement out of HIM. And as for the old lady,
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she struck one as an uncommonly strong dose. They have a great
|
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expression here, you know; they call it 'sympathetic.'
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Everything is sympathetic--or ought to be. Now Madame de
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Bellegarde is about as sympathetic as that mustard-pot. They're
|
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a d--d cold-blooded lot, any way; I felt it awfully at that ball
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|
of theirs. I felt as if I were walking up and down in the
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|
Armory, in the Tower of London! My dear boy, don't think me a
|
|
vulgar brute for hinting at it, but you may depend upon it, all
|
|
they wanted was your money. I know something about that; I can
|
|
tell when people want one's money! Why they stopped wanting
|
|
yours I don't know; I suppose because they could get some one
|
|
else's without working so hard for it. It isn't worth finding
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|
out. It may be that it was not Madame de Cintre that backed out
|
|
first, very likely the old woman put her up to it. I suspect
|
|
she and her mother are really as thick as thieves, eh? You are
|
|
well out of it, my boy; make up your mind to that. If I express
|
|
myself strongly it is all because I love you so much; and from
|
|
that point of view I may say I should as soon have thought of
|
|
making up to that piece of pale high-mightiness as I should have
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|
thought of making up to the Obelisk in the Place des la
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Concorde."
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Newman sat gazing at Tristram during this harangue with a
|
|
lack-lustre eye; never yet had he seemed to himself to have
|
|
outgrown so completely the phase of equal comradeship with Tom
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|
Tristram. Mrs. Tristram's glance at her husband had more of a
|
|
spark; she turned to Newman with a slightly lurid smile. "You
|
|
must at least do justice," she said, "to the felicity with which
|
|
Mr. Tristram repairs the indiscretions of a too zealous wife."
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|
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But even without the aid of Tom Tristram's conversational
|
|
felicities, Newman would have begun to think of the Bellegardes
|
|
again. He could cease to think of them only when he ceased to
|
|
think of his loss and privation, and the days had as yet but
|
|
scantily lightened the weight of this incommodity. In vain Mrs.
|
|
Tristram begged him to cheer up; she assured him that the sight
|
|
of his countenance made her miserable.
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|
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|
"How can I help it?" he demanded with a trembling voice. "I
|
|
feel like a widower--and a widower who has not even the
|
|
consolation of going to stand beside the grave of his wife--who
|
|
has not the right to wear so much mourning as a weed on his hat.
|
|
I feel," he added in a moment "as if my wife had been murdered
|
|
and her assassins were still at large."
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|
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|
Mrs. Tristram made no immediate rejoinder, but at last she said,
|
|
with a smile which, in so far as it was a forced one, was less
|
|
successfully simulated than such smiles, on her lips, usually
|
|
were; "Are you very sure that you would have been happy?"
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|
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|
Newman stared a moment, and then shook his head. "That's weak,"
|
|
he said; "that won't do."
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|
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|
"Well," said Mrs. Tristram with a more triumphant bravery, "I
|
|
don't believe you would have been happy."
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|
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|
Newman gave a little laugh. "Say I should have been miserable,
|
|
then; it's a misery I should have preferred to any happiness."
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|
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|
Mrs. Tristram began to muse. "I should have been curious to
|
|
see; it would have been very strange."
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|
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|
"Was it from curiosity that you urged me to try and marry her?"
|
|
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|
"A little," said Mrs. Tristram, growing still more audacious.
|
|
Newman gave her the one angry look he had been destined ever to
|
|
give her, turned away and took up his hat. She watched him a
|
|
moment, and then she said, "That sounds very cruel, but it is
|
|
less so than it sounds. Curiosity has a share in almost
|
|
everything I do. I wanted very much to see, first, whether such
|
|
a marriage could actually take place; second, what would happen
|
|
if it should take place."
|
|
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|
"So you didn't believe," said Newman, resentfully.
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|
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|
"Yes, I believed--I believed that it would take place, and that
|
|
you would be happy. Otherwise I should have been, among my
|
|
speculations, a very heartless creature. BUT," she
|
|
continued, laying her hand upon Newman's arm and hazarding a
|
|
grave smile, "it was the highest flight ever taken by a
|
|
tolerably bold imagination!"
|
|
|
|
Shortly after this she recommended him to leave Paris and travel
|
|
for three months. Change of scene would do him good, and he
|
|
would forget his misfortune sooner in absence from the objects
|
|
which had witnessed it. "I really feel," Newman rejoined, "as
|
|
if to leave YOU, at least, would do me good--and cost me
|
|
very little effort. You are growing cynical, you shock me and
|
|
pain me."
|
|
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|
"Very good," said Mrs. Tristram, good-naturedly or cynically, as
|
|
may be thought most probable. "I shall certainly see you again."
|
|
|
|
Newman was very willing to get away from Paris; the brilliant
|
|
streets he had walked through in his happier hours, and which
|
|
then seemed to wear a higher brilliancy in honor of his
|
|
happiness, appeared now to be in the secret of his defeat and to
|
|
look down upon it in shining mockery. He would go somewhere; he
|
|
cared little where; and he made his preparations. Then, one
|
|
morning, at haphazard, he drove to the train that would
|
|
transport him to Boulogne and dispatch him thence to the shores
|
|
of Britain. As he rolled along in the train he asked himself
|
|
what had become of his revenge, and he was able to say that it
|
|
was provisionally pigeon-holed in a very safe place; it would
|
|
keep till called for.
|
|
|
|
He arrived in London in the midst of what is called "the
|
|
season," and it seemed to him at first that he might here put
|
|
himself in the way of being diverted from his heavy-heartedness.
|
|
He knew no one in all England, but the spectacle of the mighty
|
|
metropolis roused him somewhat from his apathy. Anything that
|
|
was enormous usually found favor with Newman, and the
|
|
multitudinous energies and industries of England stirred within
|
|
him a dull vivacity of contemplation. It is on record that the
|
|
weather, at that moment, was of the finest English quality; he
|
|
took long walks and explored London in every direction; he sat
|
|
by the hour in Kensington Gardens and beside the adjoining
|
|
Drive, watching the people and the horses and the carriages; the
|
|
rosy English beauties, the wonderful English dandies, and the
|
|
splendid flunkies. He went to the opera and found it better
|
|
than in Paris; he went to the theatre and found a surprising
|
|
charm in listening to dialogue the finest points of which came
|
|
within the range of his comprehension. He made several
|
|
excursions into the country, recommended by the waiter at his
|
|
hotel, with whom, on this and similar points, he had established
|
|
confidential relations. He watched the deer in Windsor Forest
|
|
and admired the Thames from Richmond Hill; he ate white-bait and
|
|
brown-bread and butter at Greenwich, and strolled in the grassy
|
|
shadow of the cathedral of Canterbury. He also visited the
|
|
Tower of London and Madame Tussaud's exhibition. One day he
|
|
thought he would go to Sheffield, and then, thinking again, he
|
|
gave it up. Why should he go to Sheffield? He had a feeling
|
|
that the link which bound him to a possible interest in the
|
|
manufacture of cutlery was broken. He had no desire for an
|
|
"inside view" of any successful enterprise whatever, and he
|
|
would not have given the smallest sum for the privilege of
|
|
talking over the details of the most "splendid" business with
|
|
the shrewdest of overseers.
|
|
|
|
One afternoon he had walked into Hyde Park, and was slowly
|
|
threading his way through the human maze which edges the Drive.
|
|
The stream of carriages was no less dense, and Newman, as usual,
|
|
marveled at the strange, dingy figures which he saw taking the
|
|
air in some of the stateliest vehicles. They reminded him of
|
|
what he had read of eastern and southern countries, in which
|
|
grotesque idols and fetiches were sometimes taken out of their
|
|
temples and carried abroad in golden chariots to be displayed to
|
|
the multitude. He saw a great many pretty cheeks beneath
|
|
high-plumed hats as he squeezed his way through serried waves of
|
|
crumpled muslin; and sitting on little chairs at the base of the
|
|
great serious English trees, he observed a number of quiet-eyed
|
|
maidens who seemed only to remind him afresh that the magic of
|
|
beauty had gone out of the world with Madame de Cintre: to say
|
|
nothing of other damsels, whose eyes were not quiet, and who
|
|
struck him still more as a satire on possible consolation. He
|
|
had been walking for some time, when, directly in front of him,
|
|
borne back by the summer breeze, he heard a few words uttered in
|
|
that bright Parisian idiom from which his ears had begun to
|
|
alienate themselves. The voice in which the words were spoken
|
|
made them seem even more like a thing with which he had once
|
|
been familiar, and as he bent his eyes it lent an identity to
|
|
the commonplace elegance of the back hair and shoulders of a
|
|
young lady walking in the same direction as himself.
|
|
Mademoiselle Nioche, apparently, had come to seek a more rapid
|
|
advancement in London, and another glance led Newman to suppose
|
|
that she had found it. A gentleman was strolling beside her,
|
|
lending a most attentive ear to her conversation and too
|
|
entranced to open his lips. Newman did not hear his voice, but
|
|
perceived that he presented the dorsal expression of a
|
|
well-dressed Englishman. Mademoiselle Nioche was attracting
|
|
attention: the ladies who passed her turned round to survey the
|
|
Parisian perfection of her toilet. A great cataract of flounces
|
|
rolled down from the young lady's waist to Newman's feet; he had
|
|
to step aside to avoid treading upon them. He stepped aside,
|
|
indeed, with a decision of movement which the occasion scarcely
|
|
demanded; for even this imperfect glimpse of Miss Noemie had
|
|
excited his displeasure. She seemed an odious blot upon the
|
|
face of nature; he wanted to put her out of his sight. He
|
|
thought of Valentin de Bellegarde, still green in the earth of
|
|
his burial--his young life clipped by this flourishing
|
|
impudence. The perfume of the young lady's finery sickened him;
|
|
he turned his head and tried to deflect his course; but the
|
|
pressure of the crowd kept him near her a few minutes longer, so
|
|
that he heard what she was saying.
|
|
|
|
"Ah, I am sure he will miss me," she murmured. "It was very
|
|
cruel in me to leave him; I am afraid you will think me a very
|
|
heartless creature. He might perfectly well have come with us.
|
|
I don't think he is very well," she added; "it seemed to me
|
|
to-day that he was not very gay."
|
|
|
|
Newman wondered whom she was talking about, but just then an
|
|
opening among his neighbors enabled him to turn away, and he
|
|
said to himself that she was probably paying a tribute to
|
|
British propriety and playing at tender solicitude about her
|
|
papa. Was that miserable old man still treading the path of
|
|
vice in her train? Was he still giving her the benefit of his
|
|
experience of affairs, and had he crossed the sea to serve as
|
|
her interpreter? Newman walked some distance farther, and then
|
|
began to retrace his steps taking care not to traverse again the
|
|
orbit of Mademoiselle Nioche. At last he looked for a chair
|
|
under the trees, but he had some difficulty in finding an empty
|
|
one. He was about to give up the search when he saw a gentleman
|
|
rise from the seat he had been occupying, leaving Newman to take
|
|
it without looking at his neighbors. He sat there for some time
|
|
without heeding them; his attention was lost in the irritation
|
|
and bitterness produced by his recent glimpse of Miss Noemie's
|
|
iniquitous vitality. But at the end of a quarter of an hour,
|
|
dropping his eyes, he perceived a small pug-dog squatted upon
|
|
the path near his feet--a diminutive but very perfect specimen
|
|
of its interesting species. The pug was sniffing at the
|
|
fashionable world, as it passed him, with his little black
|
|
muzzle, and was kept from extending his investigation by a large
|
|
blue ribbon attached to his collar with an enormous rosette and
|
|
held in the hand of a person seated next to Newman. To this
|
|
person Newman transferred his attention, and immediately
|
|
perceived that he was the object of all that of his neighbor,
|
|
who was staring up at him from a pair of little fixed white
|
|
eyes. These eyes Newman instantly recognized; he had been
|
|
sitting for the last quarter of an hour beside M. Nioche. He
|
|
had vaguely felt that some one was staring at him. M. Nioche
|
|
continued to stare; he appeared afraid to move, even to the
|
|
extent of evading Newman's glance.
|
|
|
|
"Dear me," said Newman; "are you here, too?" And he looked at
|
|
his neighbor's helplessness more grimly than he knew. M. Nioche
|
|
had a new hat and a pair of kid gloves; his clothes, too, seemed
|
|
to belong to a more recent antiquity than of yore. Over his arm
|
|
was suspended a lady's mantilla--a light and brilliant tissue,
|
|
fringed with white lace--which had apparently been committed to
|
|
his keeping; and the little dog's blue ribbon was wound tightly
|
|
round his hand. There was no expression of recognition in his
|
|
face--or of anything indeed save a sort of feeble, fascinated
|
|
dread; Newman looked at the pug and the lace mantilla, and then
|
|
he met the old man's eyes again. "You know me, I see," he
|
|
pursued. "You might have spoken to me before." M. Nioche still
|
|
said nothing, but it seemed to Newman that his eyes began
|
|
faintly to water. "I didn't expect," our hero went on, "to meet
|
|
you so far from--from the Cafe de la Patrie." The old man
|
|
remained silent, but decidedly Newman had touched the source of
|
|
tears. His neighbor sat staring and Newman added, "What's the
|
|
matter, M. Nioche? You used to talk--to talk very prettily.
|
|
Don't you remember you even gave lessons in conversation?"
|
|
|
|
At this M. Nioche decided to change his attitude. He stooped
|
|
and picked up the pug, lifted it to his face and wiped his eyes
|
|
on its little soft back. "I'm afraid to speak to you," he
|
|
presently said, looking over the puppy's shoulder. "I hoped you
|
|
wouldn't notice me. I should have moved away, but I was afraid
|
|
that if I moved you would notice me. So I sat very still."
|
|
|
|
"I suspect you have a bad conscience, sir," said Newman.
|
|
|
|
The old man put down the little dog and held it carefully in his
|
|
lap. Then he shook his head, with his eyes still fixed upon his
|
|
interlocutor. "No, Mr. Newman, I have a good conscience," he
|
|
murmured.
|
|
|
|
"Then why should you want to slink away from me?"
|
|
|
|
"Because--because you don't understand my position."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, I think you once explained it to me," said Newman. "But it
|
|
seems improved."
|
|
|
|
"Improved!" exclaimed M. Nioche, under his breath. "Do you call
|
|
this improvement?" And he glanced at the treasures in his arms.
|
|
|
|
"Why, you are on your travels," Newman rejoined. "A visit to
|
|
London in the season is certainly a sign of prosperity."
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche, in answer to this cruel piece of irony, lifted the
|
|
puppy up to his face again, peering at Newman with his small
|
|
blank eye-holes. There was something almost imbecile in the
|
|
movement, and Newman hardly knew whether he was taking refuge in
|
|
a convenient affectation of unreason, or whether he had in fact
|
|
paid for his dishonor by the loss of his wits. In the latter
|
|
case, just now, he felt little more tenderly to the foolish old
|
|
man than in the former. Responsible or not, he was equally an
|
|
accomplice of his detestably mischievous daughter. Newman was
|
|
going to leave him abruptly, when a ray of entreaty appeared to
|
|
disengage itself from the old man's misty gaze. "Are you going
|
|
away?" he asked.
|
|
|
|
"Do you want me to stay?" said Newman.
|
|
|
|
"I should have left you--from consideration. But my dignity
|
|
suffers at your leaving me--that way."
|
|
|
|
"Have you got anything particular to say to me?"
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche looked around him to see that no one was listening,
|
|
and then he said, very softly but distinctly, "I have NOT
|
|
forgiven her!"
|
|
|
|
Newman gave a short laugh, but the old man seemed for the moment
|
|
not to perceive it; he was gazing away, absently, at some
|
|
metaphysical image of his implacability. "It doesn't much
|
|
matter whether you forgive her or not," said Newman. "There are
|
|
other people who won't, I assure you."
|
|
|
|
"What has she done?" M. Nioche softly questioned, turning round
|
|
again. "I don't know what she does, you know."
|
|
|
|
"She has done a devilish mischief; it doesn't matter what," said
|
|
Newman. "She's a nuisance; she ought to be stopped."
|
|
|
|
M. Nioche stealthily put out his hand and laid it very gently
|
|
upon Newman's arm. "Stopped, yes," he whispered. "That's it.
|
|
Stopped short. She is running away--she must be stopped." Then
|
|
he paused a moment and looked round him. "I mean to stop her,"
|
|
he went on. "I am only waiting for my chance."
|
|
|
|
"I see," said Newman, laughing briefly again. "She is running
|
|
away and you are running after her. You have run a long
|
|
distance!"
|
|
|
|
But M. Nioche stared insistently: "I shall stop her!" he softly
|
|
repeated.
|
|
|
|
He had hardly spoken when the crowd in front of them separated,
|
|
as if by the impulse to make way for an important personage.
|
|
Presently, through the opening, advanced Mademoiselle Nioche,
|
|
attended by the gentleman whom Newman had lately observed. His
|
|
face being now presented to our hero, the latter recognized the
|
|
irregular features, the hardly more regular complexion, and the
|
|
amiable expression of Lord Deepmere. Noemie, on finding herself
|
|
suddenly confronted with Newman, who, like M. Nioche, had risen
|
|
from his seat, faltered for a barely perceptible instant. She
|
|
gave him a little nod, as if she had seen him yesterday, and
|
|
then, with a good-natured smile, "Tiens, how we keep
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meeting!" she said. She looked consummately pretty, and the
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front of her dress was a wonderful work of art. She went up to
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her father, stretching out her hands for the little dog, which
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he submissively placed in them, and she began to kiss it and
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murmur over it: "To think of leaving him all alone,--what a
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wicked, abominable creature he must believe me! He has been
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very unwell," she added, turning and affecting to explain to
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Newman, with a spark of infernal impudence, fine as a
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needlepoint, in her eye. "I don't think the English climate
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agrees with him."
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"It seems to agree wonderfully well with his mistress," said
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Newman.
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"Do you mean me? I have never been better, thank you," Miss
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Noemie declared. "But with MILORD"--and she gave a
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brilliant glance at her late companion--"how can one help being
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well?" She seated herself in the chair from which her father had
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risen, and began to arrange the little dog's rosette.
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Lord Deepmere carried off such embarrassment as might be
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incidental to this unexpected encounter with the inferior grace
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of a male and a Briton. He blushed a good deal, and greeted the
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object of his late momentary aspiration to rivalry in the favor
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of a person other than the mistress of the invalid pug with an
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awkward nod and a rapid ejaculation--an ejaculation to which
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Newman, who often found it hard to understand the speech of
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English people, was able to attach no meaning. Then the young
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man stood there, with his hand on his hip, and with a conscious
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grin, staring askance at Miss Noemie. Suddenly an idea seemed
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to strike him, and he said, turning to Newman, "Oh, you know
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her?"
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"Yes," said Newman, "I know her. I don't believe you do."
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"Oh dear, yes, I do!" said Lord Deepmere, with another grin. "I
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knew her in Paris--by my poor cousin Bellegarde you know. He
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knew her, poor fellow, didn't he? It was she you know, who was
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at the bottom of his affair. Awfully sad, wasn't it?" continued
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the young man, talking off his embarrassment as his simple
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nature permitted. "They got up some story about its being for
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the Pope; about the other man having said something against the
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Pope's morals. They always do that, you know. They put it on
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the Pope because Bellegarde was once in the Zouaves. But it was
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about HER morals--SHE was the Pope!" Lord Deepmere
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pursued, directing an eye illumined by this pleasantry toward
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Mademoiselle Nioche, who was bending gracefully over her
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lap-dog, apparently absorbed in conversation with it. "I dare
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say you think it rather odd that I should--a--keep up the
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acquaintance," the young man resumed. "But she couldn't help it,
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you know, and Bellegarde was only my twentieth cousin. I dare
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say you think it's rather cheeky, my showing with her in Hyde
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Park. But you see she isn't known yet, and she's in such very
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good form"--And Lord Deepmere's conclusion was lost in the
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attesting glance which he again directed toward the young lady.
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Newman turned away; he was having more of her than he relished.
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M. Nioche had stepped aside on his daughter's approach, and he
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stood there, within a very small compass, looking down hard at
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the ground. It had never yet, as between him and Newman, been
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so apposite to place on record the fact that he had not forgiven
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his daughter. As Newman was moving away he looked up and drew
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near to him, and Newman, seeing the old man had something
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particular to say, bent his head for an instant.
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"You will see it some day in the papers,"' murmured M. Nioche.
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Our hero departed to hide his smile, and to this day, though the
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newspapers form his principal reading, his eyes have not been
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arrested by any paragraph forming a sequel to this announcement.
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CHAPTER XXVI
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In that uninitiated observation of the great spectacle of
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English life upon which I have touched, it might be supposed
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that Newman passed a great many dull days. But the dullness of
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his days pleased him; his melancholy, which was settling into a
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secondary stage, like a healing wound, had in it a certain
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acrid, palatable sweetness. He had company in his thoughts, and
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for the present he wanted no other. He had no desire to make
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acquaintances, and he left untouched a couple of notes of
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introduction which had been sent him by Tom Tristram. He
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thought a great deal of Madame de Cintre--sometimes with a
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dogged tranquillity which might have seemed, for a quarter of an
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|
hour at a time, a near neighbor to forgetfulness. He lived over
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again the happiest hours he had known--that silver chain of
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numbered days in which his afternoon visits, tending sensibly to
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the ideal result, had subtilized his good humor to a sort of
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spiritual intoxication. He came back to reality, after such
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|
reveries, with a somewhat muffled shock; he had begun to feel
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the need of accepting the unchangeable. At other times the
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reality became an infamy again and the unchangeable an
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imposture, and he gave himself up to his angry restlessness till
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he was weary. But on the whole he fell into a rather reflective
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mood. Without in the least intending it or knowing it, he
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attempted to read the moral of his strange misadventure. He
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asked himself, in his quieter hours, whether perhaps, after all,
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he WAS more commercial than was pleasant. We know that it
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was in obedience to a strong reaction against questions
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exclusively commercial that he had come out to pick up aesthetic
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entertainment in Europe; it may therefore be understood that he
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was able to conceive that a man might be too commercial. He was
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very willing to grant it, but the concession, as to his own
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case, was not made with any very oppressive sense of shame. If
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he had been too commercial, he was ready to forget it, for in
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|
being so he had done no man any wrong that might not be as
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|
easily forgotten. He reflected with sober placidity that at
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|
least there were no monuments of his "meanness" scattered about
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the world. If there was any reason in the nature of things why
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his connection with business should have cast a shadow upon a
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connection--even a connection broken--with a woman justly proud,
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he was willing to sponge it out of his life forever. The thing
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seemed a possibility; he could not feel it, doubtless, as keenly
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|
as some people, and it hardly seemed worth while to flap his
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|
wings very hard to rise to the idea; but he could feel it enough
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|
to make any sacrifice that still remained to be made. As to what
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|
such sacrifice was now to be made to, here Newman stopped short
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|
before a blank wall over which there sometimes played a shadowy
|
|
imagery. He had a fancy of carrying out his life as he would
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have directed it if Madame de Cintre had been left to him--of
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|
making it a religion to do nothing that she would have disliked.
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In this, certainly, there was no sacrifice; but there was a
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pale, oblique ray of inspiration. It would be lonely
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|
entertainment--a good deal like a man talking to himself in the
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mirror for want of better company. Yet the idea yielded Newman
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|
several half hours' dumb exaltation as he sat, with his hands in
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his pockets and his legs stretched, over the relics of an
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|
expensively poor dinner, in the undying English twilight. If,
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|
however, his commercial imagination was dead, he felt no
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|
contempt for the surviving actualities begotten by it. He was
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glad he had been prosperous and had been a great man of business
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|
rather than a small one; he was extremely glad he was rich. He
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|
felt no impulse to sell all he had and give to the poor, or to
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|
retire into meditative economy and asceticism. He was glad he
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|
was rich and tolerably young; it was possible to think too much
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|
about buying and selling, it was a gain to have a good slice of
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life left in which not to think about them. Come, what should
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he think about now? Again and again Newman could think only of
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one thing; his thoughts always came back to it, and as they did
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|
so, with an emotional rush which seemed physically to express
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|
itself in a sudden upward choking, he leaned forward--the waiter
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having left the room--and, resting his arms on the table, buried
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his troubled face.
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He remained in England till midsummer, and spent a month in the
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country, wandering about cathedrals, castles, and ruins.
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Several times, taking a walk from his inn into meadows and
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parks, he stopped by a well-worn stile, looked across through
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the early evening at a gray church tower, with its dusky nimbus
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|
of thick-circling swallows, and remembered that this might have
|
|
been part of the entertainment of his honeymoon. He had never
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|
been so much alone or indulged so little in accidental dialogue.
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|
The period of recreation appointed by Mrs. Tristram had at last expired,
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|
and he asked himself what he should do now. Mrs. Tristram had written to
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him, proposing to him that he should join her in the Pyrenees; but he was
|
|
not in the humor to return to France. The simplest thing was to repair to
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Liverpool and embark on the first American steamer. Newman made his way
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|
to the great seaport and secured his berth; and the night before sailing
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|
he sat in his room at the hotel, staring down, vacantly and wearily, at an
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|
open portmanteau. A number of papers were lying upon it, which he had
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|
been meaning to look over; some of them might conveniently be destroyed.
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|
But at last he shuffled them roughly together, and pushed them into a
|
|
corner of the valise; they were business papers, and he was in no humor
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|
for sifting them. Then he drew forth his pocket-book and took out a paper
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|
of smaller size than those he had dismissed. He did not unfold it; he
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|
simply sat looking at the back of it. If he had momentarily entertained
|
|
the idea of destroying it, the idea quickly expired. What the paper
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|
suggested was the feeling that lay in his innermost heart and that no
|
|
reviving cheerfulness could long quench--the feeling that after all and
|
|
above all he was a good fellow wronged. With it came a hearty hope that
|
|
the Bellegardes were enjoying their suspense as to what he would do yet.
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|
The more it was prolonged the more they would enjoy it! He had hung fire
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|
once, yes; perhaps, in his present queer state of mind, he might hang fire
|
|
again. But he restored the little paper to his pocket-book very tenderly,
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|
and felt better for thinking of the suspense of the Bellegardes. He felt
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|
better every time he thought of it after that, as he sailed the summer
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|
seas. He landed in New York and journeyed across the continent to San
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|
Francisco, and nothing that he observed by the way contributed to mitigate
|
|
his sense of being a good fellow wronged.
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He saw a great many other good fellows--his old friends--but he
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|
told none of them of the trick that had been played him. He
|
|
said simply that the lady he was to have married had changed her
|
|
mind, and when he was asked if he had changed his own, he said,
|
|
"Suppose we change the subject." He told his friends that he
|
|
had brought home no "new ideas" from Europe, and his conduct
|
|
probably struck them as an eloquent proof of failing invention.
|
|
He took no interest in chatting about his affairs and manifested
|
|
no desire to look over his accounts. He asked half a dozen
|
|
questions which, like those of an eminent physician inquiring
|
|
for particular symptoms, showed that he still knew what he was
|
|
talking about; but he made no comments and gave no directions.
|
|
He not only puzzled the gentlemen on the stock exchange, but he
|
|
was himself surprised at the extent of his indifference. As it
|
|
seemed only to increase, he made an effort to combat it; he
|
|
tried to interest himself and to take up his old occupations.
|
|
But they appeared unreal to him; do what he would he somehow
|
|
could not believe in them. Sometimes he began to fear that
|
|
there was something the matter with his head; that his brain,
|
|
perhaps, had softened, and that the end of his strong activities
|
|
had come. This idea came back to him with an exasperating
|
|
force. A hopeless, helpless loafer, useful to no one and
|
|
detestable to himself--this was what the treachery of the
|
|
Bellegardes had made of him. In his restless idleness he came
|
|
back from San Francisco to New York, and sat for three days in
|
|
the lobby of his hotel, looking out through a huge wall of
|
|
plate-glass at the unceasing stream of pretty girls in
|
|
Parisian-looking dresses, undulating past with little parcels
|
|
nursed against their neat figures. At the end of three days he
|
|
returned to San Francisco, and having arrived there he wished he
|
|
had stayed away. He had nothing to do, his occupation was gone,
|
|
and it seemed to him that he should never find it again. He had
|
|
nothing to do here, he sometimes said to himself; but there was
|
|
something beyond the ocean that he was still to do; something
|
|
that he had left undone experimentally and speculatively, to see
|
|
if it could content itself to remain undone. But it was not
|
|
content: it kept pulling at his heartstrings and thumping at his
|
|
reason; it murmured in his ears and hovered perpetually before
|
|
his eyes. It interposed between all new resolutions and their
|
|
fulfillment; it seemed like a stubborn ghost, dumbly entreating
|
|
to be laid. Till that was done he should never be able to do
|
|
anything else.
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|
|
|
One day, toward the end of the winter, after a long interval, he
|
|
received a letter from Mrs. Tristram, who apparently was
|
|
animated by a charitable desire to amuse and distract her
|
|
correspondent. She gave him much Paris gossip, talked of
|
|
General Packard and Miss Kitty Upjohn, enumerated the new plays
|
|
at the theatre, and inclosed a note from her husband, who had
|
|
gone down to spend a month at Nice. Then came her signature,
|
|
and after this her postscript. The latter consisted of these
|
|
few lines: "I heard three days since from my friend, the Abbe
|
|
Aubert, that Madame de Cintre last week took the veil at the
|
|
Carmelites. It was on her twenty-seventh birthday, and she took
|
|
the name of her, patroness, St. Veronica. Sister Veronica has a
|
|
life-time before her!"
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|
|
|
This letter came to Newman in the morning; in the evening he
|
|
started for Paris. His wound began to ache with its first
|
|
fierceness, and during his long bleak journey the thought of
|
|
Madame de Cintre's "life-time," passed within prison walls on
|
|
whose outer side he might stand, kept him perpetual company.
|
|
Now he would fix himself in Paris forever; he would extort a
|
|
sort of happiness from the knowledge that if she was not there,
|
|
at least the stony sepulchre that held her was. He descended,
|
|
unannounced, upon Mrs. Bread, whom he found keeping lonely watch
|
|
in his great empty saloons on the Boulevard Haussmann. They
|
|
were as neat as a Dutch village, Mrs. Bread's only occupation
|
|
had been removing individual dust-particles. She made no
|
|
complaint, however, of her loneliness, for in her philosophy a
|
|
servant was but a mysteriously projected machine, and it would
|
|
be as fantastic for a housekeeper to comment upon a gentleman's
|
|
absences as for a clock to remark upon not being wound up. No
|
|
particular clock, Mrs. Bread supposed, went all the time, and no
|
|
particular servant could enjoy all the sunshine diffused by the
|
|
career of an exacting master. She ventured, nevertheless, to
|
|
express a modest hope that Newman meant to remain a while in
|
|
Paris. Newman laid his hand on hers and shook it gently. "I
|
|
mean to remain forever," he said.
|
|
|
|
He went after this to see Mrs. Tristram, to whom he had
|
|
telegraphed, and who expected him. She looked at him a moment
|
|
and shook her head. "This won't do," she said; you have come
|
|
back too soon." He sat down and asked about her husband and her
|
|
children, tried even to inquire about Miss Dora Finch. In the
|
|
midst of this--"Do you know where she is?" he asked, abruptly.
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Tristram hesitated a moment; of course he couldn't mean
|
|
Miss Dora Finch. Then she answered, properly: "She has gone to
|
|
the other house--in the Rue d'Enfer." After Newman had sat a
|
|
while longer looking very sombre, she went on: "You are not so
|
|
good a man as I thought. You are more--you are more--"
|
|
|
|
"More what?" Newman asked.
|
|
|
|
"More unforgiving."
|
|
|
|
"Good God!" cried Newman; "do you expect me to forgive?"
|
|
|
|
"No, not that. I have forgiven, so of course you can't. But
|
|
you might forget! You have a worse temper about it than I
|
|
should have expected. You look wicked--you look dangerous."
|
|
|
|
"I may be dangerous," he said; "but I am not wicked. No, I am
|
|
not wicked." And he got up to go. Mrs. Tristram asked him to
|
|
come back to dinner; but he answered that he did not feel like
|
|
pledging himself to be present at an entertainment, even as a
|
|
solitary guest. Later in the evening, if he should be able, he
|
|
would come.
|
|
|
|
He walked away through the city, beside the Seine and over it,
|
|
and took the direction of the Rue d'Enfer. The day had the
|
|
softness of early spring; but the weather was gray and humid.
|
|
Newman found himself in a part of Paris which he little knew--a
|
|
region of convents and prisons, of streets bordered by long dead
|
|
walls and traversed by a few wayfarers. At the intersection of
|
|
two of these streets stood the house of the Carmelites--a dull,
|
|
plain edifice, with a high-shouldered blank wall all round it.
|
|
From without Newman could see its upper windows, its steep roof
|
|
and its chimneys. But these things revealed no symptoms of
|
|
human life; the place looked dumb, deaf, inanimate. The pale,
|
|
dead, discolored wall stretched beneath it, far down the empty
|
|
side street--a vista without a human figure. Newman stood there
|
|
a long time; there were no passers; he was free to gaze his
|
|
fill. This seemed the goal of his journey; it was what he had
|
|
come for. It was a strange satisfaction, and yet it was a
|
|
satisfaction; the barren stillness of the place seemed to be his
|
|
own release from ineffectual longing. It told him that the
|
|
woman within was lost beyond recall, and that the days and years
|
|
of the future would pile themselves above her like the huge
|
|
immovable slab of a tomb. These days and years, in this place,
|
|
would always be just so gray and silent. Suddenly, from the
|
|
thought of their seeing him stand there, again the charm utterly
|
|
departed. He would never stand there again; it was gratuitous
|
|
dreariness. He turned away with a heavy heart, but with a heart
|
|
lighter than the one he had brought. Everything was over, and
|
|
he too at last could rest. He walked down through narrow,
|
|
winding streets to the edge of the Seine again, and there he
|
|
saw, close above him, the soft, vast towers of Notre Dame. He
|
|
crossed one of the bridges and stood a moment in the empty place
|
|
before the great cathedral; then he went in beneath the
|
|
grossly-imaged portals. He wandered some distance up the nave
|
|
and sat down in the splendid dimness. He sat a long time; he
|
|
heard far-away bells chiming off, at long intervals, to the rest
|
|
of the world. He was very tired; this was the best place he
|
|
could be in. He said no prayers; he had no prayers to say. He
|
|
had nothing to be thankful for, and he had nothing to ask;
|
|
nothing to ask, because now he must take care of himself. But a
|
|
great cathedral offers a very various hospitality, and Newman
|
|
sat in his place, because while he was there he was out of the
|
|
world. The most unpleasant thing that had ever happened to him
|
|
had reached its formal conclusion, as it were; he could close
|
|
the book and put it away. He leaned his head for a long time on
|
|
the chair in front of him; when he took it up he felt that he
|
|
was himself again. Somewhere in his mind, a tight knot seemed
|
|
to have loosened. He thought of the Bellegardes; he had almost
|
|
forgotten them. He remembered them as people he had meant to do
|
|
something to. He gave a groan as he remembered what he had
|
|
meant to do; he was annoyed at having meant to do it; the
|
|
bottom, suddenly, had fallen out of his revenge. Whether it was
|
|
Christian charity or unregenerate good nature--what it was, in
|
|
the background of his soul--I don't pretend to say; but Newman's
|
|
last thought was that of course he would let the Bellegardes go.
|
|
If he had spoken it aloud he would have said that he didn't
|
|
want to hurt them. He was ashamed of having wanted to hurt
|
|
them. They had hurt him, but such things were really not his
|
|
game. At last he got up and came out of the darkening church;
|
|
not with the elastic step of a man who had won a victory or
|
|
taken a resolve, but strolling soberly, like a good-natured man
|
|
who is still a little ashamed.
|
|
|
|
Going home, he said to Mrs. Bread that he must trouble her to
|
|
put back his things into the portmanteau she had unpacked the
|
|
evening before. His gentle stewardess looked at him through
|
|
eyes a trifle bedimmed. "Dear me, sir " she exclaimed, "I
|
|
thought you said that you were going to stay forever."
|
|
|
|
"I meant that I was going to stay away forever," said Newman
|
|
kindly. And since his departure from Paris on the following day
|
|
he has certainly not returned. The gilded apartments I have so
|
|
often spoken of stand ready to receive him; but they serve only
|
|
as a spacious residence for Mrs. Bread, who wanders eternally
|
|
from room to room, adjusting the tassels of the curtains, and
|
|
keeps her wages, which are regularly brought her by a banker's
|
|
clerk, in a great pink Sevres vase on the drawing-room
|
|
mantel-shelf.
|
|
|
|
Late in the evening Newman went to Mrs. Tristram's and found Tom
|
|
Tristram by the domestic fireside. "I'm glad to see you back in
|
|
Paris," this gentleman declared. "You know it's really the only
|
|
place for a white man to live." Mr. Tristram made his friend
|
|
welcome, according to his own rosy light, and offered him a
|
|
convenient resume of the Franco-American gossip of the last six
|
|
months. Then at last he got up and said he would go for half an
|
|
hour to the club. "I suppose a man who has been for six months
|
|
in California wants a little intellectual conversation. I'll
|
|
let my wife have a go at you."
|
|
|
|
Newman shook hands heartily with his host, but did not ask him
|
|
to remain; and then he relapsed into his place on the sofa,
|
|
opposite to Mrs. Tristram. She presently asked him what he had
|
|
done after leaving her. "Nothing particular," said Newman
|
|
|
|
"You struck me," she rejoined, "as a man with a plot in his
|
|
head. You looked as if you were bent on some sinister errand,
|
|
and after you had left me I wondered whether I ought to have let
|
|
you go."
|
|
|
|
"I only went over to the other side of the river--to the
|
|
Carmelites," said Newman.
|
|
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Mrs. Tristram looked at him a moment and smiled. "What did you
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do there? Try to scale the wall?"
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"I did nothing. I looked at the place for a few minutes and
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then came away."
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Mrs. Tristram gave him a sympathetic glance. "You didn't happen
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to meet M. de Bellegarde," she asked, "staring hopelessly at the
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convent wall as well? I am told he takes his sister's conduct
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very hard."
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"No, I didn't meet him, I am happy to say," Newman answered,
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after a pause.
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"They are in the country," Mrs. Tristram went on; "at--what is
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the name of the place?--Fleurieres. They returned there at the
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time you left Paris and have been spending the year in extreme
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seclusion. The little marquise must enjoy it; I expect to hear
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that she has eloped with her daughter's music-master!"
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Newman was looking at the light wood-fire; but he listened to
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this with extreme interest. At last he spoke: "I mean never to
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mention the name of those people again, and I don't want to hear
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anything more about them." And then he took out his pocket-book
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and drew forth a scrap of paper. He looked at it an instant,
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then got up and stood by the fire. "I am going to burn them
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up," he said. "I am glad to have you as a witness. There they
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go!" And he tossed the paper into the flame.
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Mrs. Tristram sat with her embroidery needle suspended. "What is
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that paper?" she asked.
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Newman leaning against the fire-place, stretched his arms and
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drew a longer breath than usual. Then after a moment, "I can
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tell you now," he said. "It was a paper containing a secret of
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the Bellegardes--something which would damn them if it were
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known."
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Mrs. Tristram dropped her embroidery with a reproachful moan.
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"Ah, why didn't you show it to me?"
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"I thought of showing it to you--I thought of showing it to
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every one. I thought of paying my debt to the Bellegardes that
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way. So I told them, and I frightened them. They have been
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staying in the country as you tell me, to keep out of the
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explosion. But I have given it up."
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Mrs. Tristram began to take slow stitches again. "Have you
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quite given it up?"
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"Oh yes."
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"Is it very bad, this secret?"
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"Yes, very bad."
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"For myself," said Mrs. Tristram, "I am sorry you have given it
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up. I should have liked immensely to see your paper. They have
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wronged me too, you know, as your sponsor and guarantee, and it
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would have served for my revenge as well. How did you come into
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possession of your secret?"
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"It's a long story. But honestly, at any rate."
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"And they knew you were master of it?"
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"Oh, I told them."
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"Dear me, how interesting!" cried Mrs. Tristram. "And you
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humbled them at your feet?"
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Newman was silent a moment. "No, not at all. They pretended
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not to care--not to be afraid. But I know they did care--they
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were afraid."
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"Are you very sure?"
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Newman stared a moment. "Yes, I'm sure."
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Mrs. Tristram resumed her slow stitches. "They defied you, eh?"
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"Yes," said Newman, "it was about that."
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"You tried by the threat of exposure to make them retract?" Mrs.
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Tristram pursued.
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"Yes, but they wouldn't. I gave them their choice, and they
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chose to take their chance of bluffing off the charge and
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convicting me of fraud. But they were frightened," Newman
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added, "and I have had all the vengeance I want."
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"It is most provoking," said Mrs. Tristram, to hear you talk of
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the 'charge' when the charge is burnt up. Is it quite
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consumed?" she asked, glancing at the fire.
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Newman assured her that there was nothing left of it. "Well
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then," she said, "I suppose there is no harm in saying that you
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probably did not make them so very uncomfortable. My impression
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would be that since, as you say, they defied you, it was because
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they believed that, after all, you would never really come to
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the point. Their confidence, after counsel taken of each other,
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was not in their innocence, nor in their talent for bluffing
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things off; it was in your remarkable good nature! You see they
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were right."
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Newman instinctively turned to see if the little paper was in
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fact consumed; but there was nothing left of it.
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End of Project Gutenberg edition of The American by Henry James
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