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The Letters of Robert Louis Stevenson - Volume 1
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CHAPTER I - STUDENT DAYS AT EDINBURGH, TRAVELS AND EXCURSIONS,
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1868-1873
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Letter: SPRING GROVE SCHOOL, 12TH NOVEMBER 1863.
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MA CHERE MAMAN, - Jai recu votre lettre Aujourdhui et comme le jour
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prochaine est mon jour de naisance je vous ecrit ce lettre. Ma
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grande gatteaux est arrive il leve 12 livres et demi le prix etait
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17 shillings. Sur la soiree de Monseigneur Faux il y etait
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quelques belles feux d'artifice. Mais les polissons entrent dans
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notre champ et nos feux d'artifice et handkerchiefs disappeared
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quickly, but we charged them out of the field. Je suis presque
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driven mad par une bruit terrible tous les garcons kik up comme
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grand un bruit qu'll est possible. I hope you will find your house
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at Mentone nice. I have been obliged to stop from writing by the
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want of a pen, but now I have one, so I will continue.
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My dear papa, you told me to tell you whenever I was miserable. I
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do not feel well, and I wish to get home.
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Do take me with you.
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R. STEVENSON.
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Letter: 2 SULYARDE TERRACE, TORQUAY, THURSDAY (APRIL 1866).
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RESPECTED PATERNAL RELATIVE, - I write to make a request of the
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most moderate nature. Every year I have cost you an enormous -
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nay, elephantine - sum of money for drugs and physician's fees, and
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the most expensive time of the twelve months was March.
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But this year the biting Oriental blasts, the howling tempests, and
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the general ailments of the human race have been successfully
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braved by yours truly.
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Does not this deserve remuneration?
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I appeal to your charity, I appeal to your generosity, I appeal to
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your justice, I appeal to your accounts, I appeal, in fine, to your
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purse.
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My sense of generosity forbids the receipt of more - my sense of
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justice forbids the receipt of less - than half-a-crown. - Greeting
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from, Sir, your most affectionate and needy son,
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R. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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WICK, FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 11, 1868.
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - . . . Wick lies at the end or elbow of an open
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triangular bay, hemmed on either side by shores, either cliff or
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steep earth-bank, of no great height. The grey houses of Pulteney
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extend along the southerly shore almost to the cape; and it is
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about half-way down this shore - no, six-sevenths way down - that
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the new breakwater extends athwart the bay.
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Certainly Wick in itself possesses no beauty: bare, grey shores,
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grim grey houses, grim grey sea; not even the gleam of red tiles;
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not even the greenness of a tree. The southerly heights, when I
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came here, were black with people, fishers waiting on wind and
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night. Now all the S.Y.S. (Stornoway boats) have beaten out of the
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bay, and the Wick men stay indoors or wrangle on the quays with
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dissatisfied fish-curers, knee-high in brine, mud, and herring
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refuse. The day when the boats put out to go home to the Hebrides,
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the girl here told me there was 'a black wind'; and on going out, I
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found the epithet as justifiable as it was picturesque. A cold,
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BLACK southerly wind, with occasional rising showers of rain; it
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was a fine sight to see the boats beat out a-teeth of it.
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In Wick I have never heard any one greet his neighbour with the
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usual 'Fine day' or 'Good morning.' Both come shaking their heads,
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and both say, 'Breezy, breezy!' And such is the atrocious quality
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of the climate, that the remark is almost invariably justified by
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the fact.
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The streets are full of the Highland fishers, lubberly, stupid,
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inconceivably lazy and heavy to move. You bruise against them,
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tumble over them, elbow them against the wall - all to no purpose;
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they will not budge; and you are forced to leave the pavement every
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step.
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To the south, however, is as fine a piece of coast scenery as I
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ever saw. Great black chasms, huge black cliffs, rugged and over-
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hung gullies, natural arches, and deep green pools below them,
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almost too deep to let you see the gleam of sand among the darker
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weed: there are deep caves too. In one of these lives a tribe of
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gipsies. The men are ALWAYS drunk, simply and truthfully always.
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From morning to evening the great villainous-looking fellows are
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either sleeping off the last debauch, or hulking about the cove 'in
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the horrors.' The cave is deep, high, and airy, and might be made
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comfortable enough. But they just live among heaped boulders, damp
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with continual droppings from above, with no more furniture than
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two or three tin pans, a truss of rotten straw, and a few ragged
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cloaks. In winter the surf bursts into the mouth and often forces
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them to abandon it.
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An EMEUTE of disappointed fishers was feared, and two ships of war
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are in the bay to render assistance to the municipal authorities.
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This is the ides; and, to all intents and purposes, said ides are
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passed. Still there is a good deal of disturbance, many drunk men,
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and a double supply of police. I saw them sent for by some people
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and enter an inn, in a pretty good hurry: what it was for I do not
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know.
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You would see by papa's letter about the carpenter who fell off the
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staging: I don't think I was ever so much excited in my life. The
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man was back at his work, and I asked him how he was; but he was a
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Highlander, and - need I add it? - dickens a word could I
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understand of his answer. What is still worse, I find the people
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here-about - that is to say, the Highlanders, not the northmen -
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don't understand ME.
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I have lost a shilling's worth of postage stamps, which has damped
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my ardour for buying big lots of 'em: I'll buy them one at a time
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as I want 'em for the future.
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The Free Church minister and I got quite thick. He left last night
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about two in the morning, when I went to turn in. He gave me the
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enclosed. - I remain your affectionate son,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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WICK, September 5, 1868. MONDAY.
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MY DEAR MAMMA, - This morning I got a delightful haul: your letter
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of the fourth (surely mis-dated); Papa's of same day; Virgil's
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BUCOLICS, very thankfully received; and Aikman's ANNALS, a precious
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and most acceptable donation, for which I tender my most ebullient
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thanksgivings. I almost forgot to drink my tea and eat mine egg.
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It contains more detailed accounts than anything I ever saw, except
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Wodrow, without being so portentously tiresome and so desperately
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overborne with footnotes, proclamations, acts of Parliament, and
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citations as that last history.
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I have been reading a good deal of Herbert. He's a clever and a
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devout cove; but in places awfully twaddley (if I may use the
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word). Oughtn't this to rejoice Papa's heart -
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'Carve or discourse; do not a famine fear.
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Who carves is kind to two, who talks to all.'
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You understand? The 'fearing a famine' is applied to people
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gulping down solid vivers without a word, as if the ten lean kine
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began to-morrow.
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Do you remember condemning something of mine for being too
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obtrusively didactic. Listen to Herbert -
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'Is it not verse except enchanted groves
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And sudden arbours shadow coarse-spun lines?
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Must purling streams refresh a lover's loves?
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MUST ALL BE VEILED, WHILE HE THAT READS DIVINES
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CATCHING THE SENSE AT TWO REMOVES?'
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You see, 'except' was used for 'unless' before 1630.
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TUESDAY. - The riots were a hum. No more has been heard; and one
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of the war-steamers has deserted in disgust.
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The MOONSTONE is frightfully interesting: isn't the detective
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prime? Don't say anything about the plot; for I have only read on
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to the end of Betteredge's narrative, so don't know anything about
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it yet.
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I thought to have gone on to Thurso to-night, but the coach was
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full; so I go to-morrow instead.
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To-day I had a grouse: great glorification.
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There is a drunken brute in the house who disturbed my rest last
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night. He's a very respectable man in general, but when on the
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'spree' a most consummate fool. When he came in he stood on the
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top of the stairs and preached in the dark with great solemnity and
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no audience from 12 P.M. to half-past one. At last I opened my
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door. 'Are we to have no sleep at all for that DRUNKEN BRUTE?' I
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said. As I hoped, it had the desired effect. 'Drunken brute!' he
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howled, in much indignation; then after a pause, in a voice of some
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contrition, 'Well, if I am a drunken brute, it's only once in the
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twelvemonth!' And that was the end of him; the insult rankled in
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his mind; and he retired to rest. He is a fish-curer, a man over
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fifty, and pretty rich too. He's as bad again to-day; but I'll be
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shot if he keeps me awake, I'll douse him with water if he makes a
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row. - Ever your affectionate son,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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WICK, SEPTEMBER 1868. SATURDAY, 10 A.M.
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - The last two days have been dreadfully hard, and
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I was so tired in the evenings that I could not write. In fact,
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last night I went to sleep immediately after dinner, or very nearly
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so. My hours have been 10-2 and 3-7 out in the lighter or the
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small boat, in a long, heavy roll from the nor'-east. When the dog
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was taken out, he got awfully ill; one of the men, Geordie Grant by
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name and surname, followed SHOOT with considerable ECLAT; but,
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wonderful to relate! I kept well. My hands are all skinned,
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blistered, discoloured, and engrained with tar, some of which
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latter has established itself under my nails in a position of such
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natural strength that it defies all my efforts to dislodge it. The
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worst work I had was when David (MacDonald's eldest) and I took the
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charge ourselves. He remained in the lighter to tighten or slacken
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the guys as we raised the pole towards the perpendicular, with two
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men. I was with four men in the boat. We dropped an anchor out a
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good bit, then tied a cord to the pole, took a turn round the
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sternmost thwart with it, and pulled on the anchor line. As the
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great, big, wet hawser came in it soaked you to the skin: I was
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the sternest (used, by way of variety, for sternmost) of the lot,
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and had to coil it - a work which involved, from ITS being so stiff
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and YOUR being busy pulling with all your might, no little trouble
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and an extra ducking. We got it up; and, just as we were going to
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sing 'Victory!' one of the guys slipped in, the pole tottered -
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went over on its side again like a shot, and behold the end of our
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labour.
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You see, I have been roughing it; and though some parts of the
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letter may be neither very comprehensible nor very interesting to
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YOU, I think that perhaps it might amuse Willie Traquair, who
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delights in all such dirty jobs.
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The first day, I forgot to mention, was like mid-winter for cold,
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and rained incessantly so hard that the livid white of our cold-
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pinched faces wore a sort of inflamed rash on the windward side.
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I am not a bit the worse of it, except fore-mentioned state of
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hands, a slight crick in my neck from the rain running down, and
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general stiffness from pulling, hauling, and tugging for dear life.
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We have got double weights at the guys, and hope to get it up like
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a shot.
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What fun you three must be having! I hope the cold don't disagree
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with you. - I remain, my dear mother, your affectionate son,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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PULTENEY, WICK, SUNDAY, SEPTEMBER 1868.
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - Another storm: wind higher, rain thicker: the
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wind still rising as the night closes in and the sea slowly rising
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along with it; it looks like a three days' gale.
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Last week has been a blank one: always too much sea.
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I enjoyed myself very much last night at the R.'s. There was a
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little dancing, much singing and supper.
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Are you not well that you do not write? I haven't heard from you
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for more than a fortnight.
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The wind fell yesterday and rose again to-day; it is a dreadful
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evening; but the wind is keeping the sea down as yet. Of course,
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nothing more has been done to the poles; and I can't tell when I
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shall be able to leave, not for a fortnight yet, I fear, at the
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earliest, for the winds are persistent. Where's Murra? Is Cummie
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struck dumb about the boots? I wish you would get somebody to
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write an interesting letter and say how you are, for you're on the
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broad of your back I see. There hath arrived an inroad of farmers
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to-night; and I go to avoid them to M- if he's disengaged, to the
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R.'s if not.
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SUNDAY (LATER). - Storm without: wind and rain: a confused mass
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of wind-driven rain-squalls, wind-ragged mist, foam, spray, and
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great, grey waves. Of this hereafter; in the meantime let us
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follow the due course of historic narrative.
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Seven P.M. found me at Breadalbane Terrace, clad in spotless
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blacks, white tie, shirt, et caetera, and finished off below with a
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pair of navvies' boots. How true that the devil is betrayed by his
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feet! A message to Cummy at last. Why, O treacherous woman! were
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my dress boots withheld?
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Dramatis personae: pere R., amusing, long-winded, in many points
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like papa; mere R., nice, delicate, likes hymns, knew Aunt Margaret
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('t'ould man knew Uncle Alan); fille R., nommee Sara (no h), rather
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nice, lights up well, good voice, INTERESTED face; Miss L., nice
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also, washed out a little, and, I think, a trifle sentimental; fils
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R., in a Leith office, smart, full of happy epithet, amusing. They
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are very nice and very kind, asked me to come back - 'any night you
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feel dull; and any night doesn't mean no night: we'll be so glad
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to see you.' CEST LA MERE QUI PARLE.
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I was back there again to-night. There was hymn-singing, and
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general religious controversy till eight, after which talk was
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secular. Mrs. S. was deeply distressed about the boot business.
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She consoled me by saying that many would be glad to have such feet
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whatever shoes they had on. Unfortunately, fishers and seafaring
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men are too facile to be compared with! This looks like enjoyment:
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better speck than Anster.
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I have done with frivolity. This morning I was awakened by Mrs. S.
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at the door. 'There's a ship ashore at Shaltigoe!' As my senses
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slowly flooded, I heard the whistling and the roaring of wind, and
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the lashing of gust-blown and uncertain flaws of rain. I got up,
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dressed, and went out. The mizzled sky and rain blinded you.
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C D
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+-------------------
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+-------------------
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\
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A\
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\
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B\
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C D is the new pier.
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A the schooner ashore. B the salmon house.
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She was a Norwegian: coming in she saw our first gauge-pole,
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standing at point E. Norse skipper thought it was a sunk smack, and
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dropped his anchor in full drift of sea: chain broke: schooner
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came ashore. Insured laden with wood: skipper owner of vessel and
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cargo bottom out.
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I was in a great fright at first lest we should be liable; but it
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seems that's all right.
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Some of the waves were twenty feet high. The spray rose eighty
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feet at the new pier. Some wood has come ashore, and the roadway
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seems carried away. There is something fishy at the far end where
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the cross wall is building; but till we are able to get along, all
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speculation is vain.
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I am so sleepy I am writing nonsense.
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I stood a long while on the cope watching the sea below me; I hear
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its dull, monotonous roar at this moment below the shrieking of the
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wind; and there came ever recurring to my mind the verse I am so
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fond of:-
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'But yet the Lord that is on high
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Is more of might by far
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Than noise of many waters is
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Or great sea-billows are.'
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The thunder at the wall when it first struck - the rush along ever
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growing higher - the great jet of snow-white spray some forty feet
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above you - and the 'noise of many waters,' the roar, the hiss, the
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'shrieking' among the shingle as it fell head over heels at your
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feet. I watched if it threw the big stones at the wall; but it
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never moved them.
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MONDAY. - The end of the work displays gaps, cairns of ten ton
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blocks, stones torn from their places and turned right round. The
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damage above water is comparatively little: what there may be
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below, ON NE SAIT PAS ENCORE. The roadway is torn away, cross
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|
heads, broken planks tossed here and there, planks gnawn and
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mumbled as if a starved bear had been trying to eat them, planks
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with spales lifted from them as if they had been dressed with a
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|
rugged plane, one pile swaying to and fro clear of the bottom, the
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|
rails in one place sunk a foot at least. This was not a great
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|
storm, the waves were light and short. Yet when we are standing at
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the office, I felt the ground beneath me QUAIL as a huge roller
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thundered on the work at the last year's cross wall.
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How could NOSTER AMICUS Q. MAXIMUS appreciate a storm at Wick? It
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requires a little of the artistic temperament, of which Mr. T. S.,
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C.E., possesses some, whatever he may say. I can't look at it
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practically however: that will come, I suppose, like grey hair or
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coffin nails.
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Our pole is snapped: a fortnight's work and the loss of the Norse
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schooner all for nothing! - except experience and dirty clothes. -
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Your affectionate son,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. CHURCHILL BABINGTON
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[SWANSTON COTTAGE, LOTHIANBURN, SUMMER 1871.]
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MY DEAR MAUD, - If you have forgotten the hand-writing - as is like
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|
enough - you will find the name of a former correspondent (don't
|
|
know how to spell that word) at the end. I have begun to write to
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you before now, but always stuck somehow, and left it to drown in a
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|
drawerful of like fiascos. This time I am determined to carry
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through, though I have nothing specially to say.
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We look fairly like summer this morning; the trees are blackening
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|
out of their spring greens; the warmer suns have melted the
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hoarfrost of daisies of the paddock; and the blackbird, I fear,
|
|
already beginning to 'stint his pipe of mellower days' - which is
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|
very apposite (I can't spell anything to-day - ONE p or TWO?) and
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pretty. All the same, we have been having shocking weather - cold
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|
winds and grey skies.
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I have been reading heaps of nice books; but I can't go back so
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|
far. I am reading Clarendon's HIST. REBELL. at present, with which
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|
I am more pleased than I expected, which is saying a good deal. It
|
|
is a pet idea of mine that one gets more real truth out of one
|
|
avowed partisan than out of a dozen of your sham impartialists -
|
|
wolves in sheep's clothing - simpering honesty as they suppress
|
|
documents. After all, what one wants to know is not what people
|
|
did, but why they did it - or rather, why they THOUGHT they did it;
|
|
and to learn that, you should go to the men themselves. Their very
|
|
falsehood is often more than another man's truth.
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|
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|
I have possessed myself of Mrs. Hutchinson, which, of course, I
|
|
admire, etc. But is there not an irritating deliberation and
|
|
correctness about her and everybody connected with her? If she
|
|
would only write bad grammar, or forget to finish a sentence, or do
|
|
something or other that looks fallible, it would be a relief. I
|
|
sometimes wish the old Colonel had got drunk and beaten her, in the
|
|
bitterness of my spirit. I know I felt a weight taken off my heart
|
|
when I heard he was extravagant. It is quite possible to be too
|
|
good for this evil world; and unquestionably, Mrs. Hutchinson was.
|
|
The way in which she talks of herself makes one's blood run cold.
|
|
There - I am glad to have got that out - but don't say it to
|
|
anybody - seal of secrecy.
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|
Please tell Mr. Babington that I have never forgotten one of his
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|
drawings - a Rubens, I think - a woman holding up a model ship.
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|
That woman had more life in her than ninety per cent. of the lame
|
|
humans that you see crippling about this earth.
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|
By the way, that is a feature in art which seems to have come in
|
|
with the Italians. Your old Greek statues have scarce enough
|
|
vitality in them to keep their monstrous bodies fresh withal. A
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|
shrewd country attorney, in a turned white neckcloth and rusty
|
|
blacks, would just take one of these Agamemnons and Ajaxes quietly
|
|
by his beautiful, strong arm, trot the unresisting statue down a
|
|
little gallery of legal shams, and turn the poor fellow out at the
|
|
other end, 'naked, as from the earth he came.' There is more
|
|
latent life, more of the coiled spring in the sleeping dog, about a
|
|
recumbent figure of Michael Angelo's than about the most excited of
|
|
Greek statues. The very marble seems to wrinkle with a wild energy
|
|
that we never feel except in dreams.
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|
|
|
I think this letter has turned into a sermon, but I had nothing
|
|
interesting to talk about.
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|
I do wish you and Mr. Babington would think better of it and come
|
|
north this summer. We should be so glad to see you both. DO
|
|
reconsider it. - Believe me, my dear Maud, ever your most
|
|
affectionate cousin,
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|
LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO ALISON CUNNINGHAM
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|
1871?
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|
MY DEAR CUMMY, - I was greatly pleased by your letter in many ways.
|
|
Of course, I was glad to hear from you; you know, you and I have so
|
|
many old stories between us, that even if there was nothing else,
|
|
even if there was not a very sincere respect and affection, we
|
|
should always be glad to pass a nod. I say 'even if there was
|
|
not.' But you know right well there is. Do not suppose that I
|
|
shall ever forget those long, bitter nights, when I coughed and
|
|
coughed and was so unhappy, and you were so patient and loving with
|
|
a poor, sick child. Indeed, Cummy, I wish I might become a man
|
|
worth talking of, if it were only that you should not have thrown
|
|
away your pains.
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|
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|
Happily, it is not the result of our acts that makes them brave and
|
|
noble, but the acts themselves and the unselfish love that moved us
|
|
to do them. 'Inasmuch as you have done it unto one of the least of
|
|
these.' My dear old nurse, and you know there is nothing a man can
|
|
say nearer his heart except his mother or his wife - my dear old
|
|
nurse, God will make good to you all the good that you have done,
|
|
and mercifully forgive you all the evil. And next time when the
|
|
spring comes round, and everything is beginning once again, if you
|
|
should happen to think that you might have had a child of your own,
|
|
and that it was hard you should have spent so many years taking
|
|
care of some one else's prodigal, just you think this - you have
|
|
been for a great deal in my life; you have made much that there is
|
|
in me, just as surely as if you had conceived me; and there are
|
|
sons who are more ungrateful to their own mothers than I am to you.
|
|
For I am not ungrateful, my dear Cummy, and it is with a very
|
|
sincere emotion that I write myself your little boy,
|
|
|
|
Louis.
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|
|
Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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|
|
DUNBLANE, FRIDAY, 5TH MARCH 1872.
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|
MY DEAR BAXTER, - By the date you may perhaps understand the
|
|
purport of my letter without any words wasted about the matter. I
|
|
cannot walk with you to-morrow, and you must not expect me. I came
|
|
yesterday afternoon to Bridge of Allan, and have been very happy
|
|
ever since, as every place is sanctified by the eighth sense,
|
|
Memory. I walked up here this morning (three miles, TU-DIEU! a
|
|
good stretch for me), and passed one of my favourite places in the
|
|
world, and one that I very much affect in spirit when the body is
|
|
tied down and brought immovably to anchor on a sickbed. It is a
|
|
meadow and bank on a corner on the river, and is connected in my
|
|
mind inseparably with Virgil's ECLOGUES. HIC CORULIS MISTOS INTER
|
|
CONSEDIMUS ULMOS, or something very like that, the passage begins
|
|
(only I know my short-winded Latinity must have come to grief over
|
|
even this much of quotation); and here, to a wish, is just such a
|
|
cavern as Menalcas might shelter himself withal from the bright
|
|
noon, and, with his lips curled backward, pipe himself blue in the
|
|
face, while MESSIEURS LES ARCADIENS would roll out those cloying
|
|
hexameters that sing themselves in one's mouth to such a curious
|
|
lifting chant.
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|
|
|
In such weather one has the bird's need to whistle; and I, who am
|
|
specially incompetent in this art, must content myself by
|
|
chattering away to you on this bit of paper. All the way along I
|
|
was thanking God that he had made me and the birds and everything
|
|
just as they are and not otherwise; for although there was no sun,
|
|
the air was so thrilled with robins and blackbirds that it made the
|
|
heart tremble with joy, and the leaves are far enough forward on
|
|
the underwood to give a fine promise for the future. Even myself,
|
|
as I say, I would not have had changed in one IOTA this forenoon,
|
|
in spite of all my idleness and Guthrie's lost paper, which is ever
|
|
present with me - a horrible phantom.
|
|
|
|
No one can be alone at home or in a quite new place. Memory and
|
|
you must go hand in hand with (at least) decent weather if you wish
|
|
to cook up a proper dish of solitude. It is in these little
|
|
flights of mine that I get more pleasure than in anything else.
|
|
Now, at present, I am supremely uneasy and restless - almost to the
|
|
extent of pain; but O! how I enjoy it, and how I SHALL enjoy it
|
|
afterwards (please God), if I get years enough allotted to me for
|
|
the thing to ripen in. When I am a very old and very respectable
|
|
citizen with white hair and bland manners and a gold watch, I shall
|
|
hear three crows cawing in my heart, as I heard them this morning:
|
|
I vote for old age and eighty years of retrospect. Yet, after all,
|
|
I dare say, a short shrift and a nice green grave are about as
|
|
desirable.
|
|
|
|
Poor devil! how I am wearying you! Cheer up. Two pages more, and
|
|
my letter reaches its term, for I have no more paper. What
|
|
delightful things inns and waiters and bagmen are! If we didn't
|
|
travel now and then, we should forget what the feeling of life is.
|
|
The very cushion of a railway carriage - 'the things restorative to
|
|
the touch.' I can't write, confound it! That's because I am so
|
|
tired with my walk. Believe me, ever your affectionate friend,
|
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|
|
R. L. STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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|
DUNBLANE, TUESDAY, 9TH APRIL 1872.
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|
|
MY DEAR BAXTER, - I don't know what you mean. I know nothing about
|
|
the Standing Committee of the Spec., did not know that such a body
|
|
existed, and even if it doth exist, must sadly repudiate all
|
|
association with such 'goodly fellowship.' I am a 'Rural
|
|
Voluptuary' at present. THAT is what is the matter with me. The
|
|
Spec. may go whistle. As for 'C. Baxter, Esq.,' who is he? 'One
|
|
Baxter, or Bagster, a secretary,' I say to mine acquaintance, 'is
|
|
at present disquieting my leisure with certain illegal,
|
|
uncharitable, unchristian, and unconstitutional documents called
|
|
BUSINESS LETTERS: THE AFFAIR IS IN THE HANDS OF THE POLICE.' Do
|
|
you hear THAT, you evildoer? Sending business letters is surely a
|
|
far more hateful and slimy degree of wickedness than sending
|
|
threatening letters; the man who throws grenades and torpedoes is
|
|
less malicious; the Devil in red-hot hell rubs his hands with glee
|
|
as he reckons up the number that go forth spreading pain and
|
|
anxiety with each delivery of the post.
|
|
|
|
I have been walking to-day by a colonnade of beeches along the
|
|
brawling Allan. My character for sanity is quite gone, seeing that
|
|
I cheered my lonely way with the following, in a triumphant chaunt:
|
|
'Thank God for the grass, and the fir-trees, and the crows, and the
|
|
sheep, and the sunshine, and the shadows of the fir-trees.' I hold
|
|
that he is a poor mean devil who can walk alone, in such a place
|
|
and in such weather, and doesn't set up his lungs and cry back to
|
|
the birds and the river. Follow, follow, follow me. Come hither,
|
|
come hither, come hither - here shall you see - no enemy - except a
|
|
very slight remnant of winter and its rough weather. My bedroom,
|
|
when I awoke this morning, was full of bird-songs, which is the
|
|
greatest pleasure in life. Come hither, come hither, come hither,
|
|
and when you come bring the third part of the EARTHLY PARADISE; you
|
|
can get it for me in Elliot's for two and tenpence (2s. 10d.)
|
|
(BUSINESS HABITS). Also bring an ounce of honeydew from Wilson's.
|
|
|
|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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|
BRUSSELS, THURSDAY, 25TH JULY 1872.
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|
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|
MY DEAR MOTHER, - I am here at last, sitting in my room, without
|
|
coat or waistcoat, and with both window and door open, and yet
|
|
perspiring like a terra-cotta jug or a Gruyere cheese.
|
|
|
|
We had a very good passage, which we certainly deserved, in
|
|
compensation for having to sleep on cabin floor, and finding
|
|
absolutely nothing fit for human food in the whole filthy
|
|
embarkation. We made up for lost time by sleeping on deck a good
|
|
part of the forenoon. When I woke, Simpson was still sleeping the
|
|
sleep of the just, on a coil of ropes and (as appeared afterwards)
|
|
his own hat; so I got a bottle of Bass and a pipe and laid hold of
|
|
an old Frenchman of somewhat filthy aspect (FIAT EXPERIMENTUM IN
|
|
CORPORE VILI) to try my French upon. I made very heavy weather of
|
|
it. The Frenchman had a very pretty young wife; but my French
|
|
always deserted me entirely when I had to answer her, and so she
|
|
soon drew away and left me to her lord, who talked of French
|
|
politics, Africa, and domestic economy with great vivacity. From
|
|
Ostend a smoking-hot journey to Brussels. At Brussels we went off
|
|
after dinner to the Parc. If any person wants to be happy, I
|
|
should advise the Parc. You sit drinking iced drinks and smoking
|
|
penny cigars under great old trees. The band place, covered walks,
|
|
etc., are all lit up. And you can't fancy how beautiful was the
|
|
contrast of the great masses of lamplit foliage and the dark
|
|
sapphire night sky with just one blue star set overhead in the
|
|
middle of the largest patch. In the dark walks, too, there are
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crowds of people whose faces you cannot see, and here and there a
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colossal white statue at the corner of an alley that gives the
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place a nice, ARTIFICIAL, eighteenth century sentiment. There was
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a good deal of summer lightning blinking overhead, and the black
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avenues and white statues leapt out every minute into short-lived
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distinctness.
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I get up to add one thing more. There is in the hotel a boy in
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whom I take the deepest interest. I cannot tell you his age, but
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the very first time I saw him (when I was at dinner yesterday) I
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was very much struck with his appearance. There is something very
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leonine in his face, with a dash of the negro especially, if I
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remember aright, in the mouth. He has a great quantity of dark
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hair, curling in great rolls, not in little corkscrews, and a pair
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of large, dark, and very steady, bold, bright eyes. His manners
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are those of a prince. I felt like an overgrown ploughboy beside
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him. He speaks English perfectly, but with, I think, sufficient
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foreign accent to stamp him as a Russian, especially when his
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manners are taken into account. I don't think I ever saw any one
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who looked like a hero before. After breakfast this morning I was
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talking to him in the court, when he mentioned casually that he had
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caught a snake in the Riesengebirge. 'I have it here,' he said;
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'would you like to see it?' I said yes; and putting his hand into
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his breast-pocket, he drew forth not a dried serpent skin, but the
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head and neck of the reptile writhing and shooting out its horrible
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tongue in my face. You may conceive what a fright I got. I send
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off this single sheet just now in order to let you know I am safe
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across; but you must not expect letters often.
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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P.S. - The snake was about a yard long, but harmless, and now, he
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says, quite tame.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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HOTEL LANDSBERG, FRANKFURT, MONDAY, 29TH JULY 1872.
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... LAST night I met with rather an amusing adventurette. Seeing a
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church door open, I went in, and was led by most importunate
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finger-bills up a long stair to the top of the tower. The father
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smoking at the door, the mother and the three daughters received me
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as if I was a friend of the family and had come in for an evening
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visit. The youngest daughter (about thirteen, I suppose, and a
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pretty little girl) had been learning English at the school, and
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was anxious to play it off upon a real, veritable Englander; so we
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had a long talk, and I was shown photographs, etc., Marie and I
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talking, and the others looking on with evident delight at having
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such a linguist in the family. As all my remarks were duly
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translated and communicated to the rest, it was quite a good German
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lesson. There was only one contretemps during the whole interview
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- the arrival of another visitor, in the shape (surely) the last of
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God's creatures, a wood-worm of the most unnatural and hideous
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appearance, with one great striped horn sticking out of his nose
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like a boltsprit. If there are many wood-worms in Germany, I shall
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come home. The most courageous men in the world must be
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entomologists. I had rather be a lion-tamer.
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To-day I got rather a curiosity - LIEDER UND BALLADEN VON ROBERT
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BURNS, translated by one Silbergleit, and not so ill done either.
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Armed with which, I had a swim in the Main, and then bread and
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cheese and Bavarian beer in a sort of cafe, or at least the German
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|
substitute for a cafe; but what a falling off after the heavenly
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|
forenoons in Brussels!
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I have bought a meerschaum out of local sentiment, and am now very
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low and nervous about the bargain, having paid dearer than I should
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in England, and got a worse article, if I can form a judgment.
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Do write some more, somebody. To-morrow I expect I shall go into
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lodgings, as this hotel work makes the money disappear like butter
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in a furnace. - Meanwhile believe me, ever your affectionate son,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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HOTEL LANDSBERG, THURSDAY, 1ST AUGUST 1872.
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... YESTERDAY I walked to Eckenheim, a village a little way out of
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Frankfurt, and turned into the alehouse. In the room, which was
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just such as it would have been in Scotland, were the landlady, two
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|
neighbours, and an old peasant eating raw sausage at the far end.
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I soon got into conversation; and was astonished when the landlady,
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having asked whether I were an Englishman, and received an answer
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in the affirmative, proceeded to inquire further whether I were not
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also a Scotchman. It turned out that a Scotch doctor - a professor
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- a poet - who wrote books - GROSS WIE DAS - had come nearly every
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|
day out of Frankfurt to the ECKENHEIMER WIRTHSCHAFT, and had left
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behind him a most savoury memory in the hearts of all its
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|
customers. One man ran out to find his name for me, and returned
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with the news that it was COBIE (Scobie, I suspect); and during his
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|
absence the rest were pouring into my ears the fame and
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|
acquirements of my countryman. He was, in some undecipherable
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manner, connected with the Queen of England and one of the
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|
Princesses. He had been in Turkey, and had there married a wife of
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immense wealth. They could find apparently no measure adequate to
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|
express the size of his books. In one way or another, he had
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amassed a princely fortune, and had apparently only one sorrow, his
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daughter to wit, who had absconded into a KLOSTER, with a
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considerable slice of the mother's GELD. I told them we had no
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klosters in Scotland, with a certain feeling of superiority. No
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|
more had they, I was told - 'HIER IST UNSER KLOSTER!' and the
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speaker motioned with both arms round the taproom. Although the
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|
first torrent was exhausted, yet the Doctor came up again in all
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|
sorts of ways, and with or without occasion, throughout the whole
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|
interview; as, for example, when one man, taking his pipe out of
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his mouth and shaking his head, remarked APROPOS of nothing and
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with almost defiant conviction, 'ER WAR EIN FEINER MANN, DER HERR
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DOCTOR,' and was answered by another with 'YAW, YAW, UND TRANK
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IMMER ROTHEN WEIN.'
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Setting aside the Doctor, who had evidently turned the brains of
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the entire village, they were intelligent people. One thing in
|
|
particular struck me, their honesty in admitting that here they
|
|
spoke bad German, and advising me to go to Coburg or Leipsic for
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German. - 'SIE SPRECHEN DA REIN' (clean), said one; and they all
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|
nodded their heads together like as many mandarins, and repeated
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REIN, SO REIN in chorus.
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Of course we got upon Scotland. The hostess said, 'DIE
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SCHOTTLANDER TRINKEN GERN SCHNAPPS,' which may be freely
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|
translated, 'Scotchmen are horrid fond of whisky.' It was
|
|
impossible, of course, to combat such a truism; and so I proceeded
|
|
to explain the construction of toddy, interrupted by a cry of
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|
horror when I mentioned the HOT water; and thence, as I find is
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|
always the case, to the most ghastly romancing about Scottish
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scenery and manners, the Highland dress, and everything national or
|
|
local that I could lay my hands upon. Now that I have got my
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|
German Burns, I lean a good deal upon him for opening a
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|
conversation, and read a few translations to every yawning audience
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|
that I can gather. I am grown most insufferably national, you see.
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|
I fancy it is a punishment for my want of it at ordinary times.
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|
Now, what do you think, there was a waiter in this very hotel, but,
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|
alas! he is now gone, who sang (from morning to night, as my
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|
informant said with a shrug at the recollection) what but 'S IST
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|
LANGE HER, the German version of Auld Lang Syne; so you see,
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|
madame, the finest lyric ever written will make its way out of
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|
whatsoever corner of patois it found its birth in.
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'MEITZ HERZ IST IM HOCHLAND, MEAN HERZ IST NICHT HIER,
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MEIN HERZ IST IM HOCHLAND IM GRUNEN REVIER.
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IM GRUNEN REVIERE ZU JAGEN DAS REH;
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MEIN HERZ IST IM HOCHLAND, WO IMMER ICH GEH.'
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I don't think I need translate that for you.
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There is one thing that burthens me a good deal in my patriotic
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garrulage, and that is the black ignorance in which I grope about
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|
everything, as, for example, when I gave yesterday a full and, I
|
|
fancy, a startlingly incorrect account of Scotch education to a
|
|
very stolid German on a garden bench: he sat and perspired under
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|
it, however with much composure. I am generally glad enough to
|
|
fall back again, after these political interludes, upon Burns,
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|
toddy, and the Highlands.
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I go every night to the theatre, except when there is no opera. I
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|
cannot stand a play yet; but I am already very much improved, and
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|
can understand a good deal of what goes on.
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FRIDAY, AUGUST 2, 1872. - In the evening, at the theatre, I had a
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|
great laugh. Lord Allcash in FRA DIAVOLO, with his white hat, red
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|
guide-books, and bad German, was the PIECE-DE-RESISTANCE from a
|
|
humorous point of view; and I had the satisfaction of knowing that
|
|
in my own small way I could minister the same amusement whenever I
|
|
chose to open my mouth.
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I am just going off to do some German with Simpson. - Your
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|
affectionate son,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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FRANKFURT, ROSENGASSE 13, AUGUST 4, 1872.
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MY DEAR FATHER, - You will perceive by the head of this page that
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|
we have at last got into lodgings, and powerfully mean ones too.
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|
If I were to call the street anything but SHADY, I should be
|
|
boasting. The people sit at their doors in shirt-sleeves, smoking
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|
as they do in Seven Dials of a Sunday.
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|
Last night we went to bed about ten, for the first time
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|
HOUSEHOLDERS in Germany - real Teutons, with no deception, spring,
|
|
or false bottom. About half-past one there began such a
|
|
trumpeting, shouting, pealing of bells, and scurrying hither and
|
|
thither of feet as woke every person in Frankfurt out of their
|
|
first sleep with a vague sort of apprehension that the last day was
|
|
at hand. The whole street was alive, and we could hear people
|
|
talking in their rooms, or crying to passers-by from their windows,
|
|
all around us. At last I made out what a man was saying in the
|
|
next room. It was a fire in Sachsenhausen, he said (Sachsenhausen
|
|
is the suburb on the other side of the Main), and he wound up with
|
|
one of the most tremendous falsehoods on record, 'HIER ALLES RUHT -
|
|
here all is still.' If it can be said to be still in an engine
|
|
factory, or in the stomach of a volcano when it is meditating an
|
|
eruption, he might have been justified in what he said, but not
|
|
otherwise. The tumult continued unabated for near an hour; but as
|
|
one grew used to it, it gradually resolved itself into three bells,
|
|
answering each other at short intervals across the town, a man
|
|
shouting, at ever shorter intervals and with superhuman energy,
|
|
'FEUER, - IM SACHSENHAUSEN, and the almost continuous winding of
|
|
all manner of bugles and trumpets, sometimes in stirring
|
|
flourishes, and sometimes in mere tuneless wails. Occasionally
|
|
there was another rush of feet past the window, and once there was
|
|
a mighty drumming, down between us and the river, as though the
|
|
soldiery were turning out to keep the peace. This was all we had
|
|
of the fire, except a great cloud, all flushed red with the glare,
|
|
above the roofs on the other side of the Gasse; but it was quite
|
|
enough to put me entirely off my sleep and make me keenly alive to
|
|
three or four gentlemen who were strolling leisurely about my
|
|
person, and every here and there leaving me somewhat as a keepsake.
|
|
. . . However, everything has its compensation, and when day came
|
|
at last, and the sparrows awoke with trills and CAROL-ETS, the dawn
|
|
seemed to fall on me like a sleeping draught. I went to the window
|
|
and saw the sparrows about the eaves, and a great troop of doves go
|
|
strolling up the paven Gasse, seeking what they may devour. And so
|
|
to sleep, despite fleas and fire-alarms and clocks chiming the
|
|
hours out of neighbouring houses at all sorts of odd times and with
|
|
the most charming want of unanimity.
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|
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|
We have got settled down in Frankfurt, and like the place very
|
|
much. Simpson and I seem to get on very well together. We suit
|
|
each other capitally; and it is an awful joke to be living (two
|
|
would-be advocates, and one a baronet) in this supremely mean
|
|
abode.
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|
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|
The abode is, however, a great improvement on the hotel, and I
|
|
think we shall grow quite fond of it. - Ever your affectionate son,
|
|
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|
R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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|
13 ROSENGASSE, FRANKFURT, TUESDAY MORNING, AUGUST 1872.
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|
. . . Last night I was at the theatre and heard DIE JUDIN (LA
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|
JUIVE), and was thereby terribly excited. At last, in the middle
|
|
of the fifth act, which was perfectly beastly, I had to slope. I
|
|
could stand even seeing the cauldron with the sham fire beneath,
|
|
and the two hateful executioners in red; but when at last the
|
|
girl's courage breaks down, and, grasping her father's arm, she
|
|
cries out - O so shudderfully! - I thought it high time to be out
|
|
of that GALERE, and so I do not know yet whether it ends well or
|
|
ill; but if I ever afterwards find that they do carry things to the
|
|
extremity, I shall think more meanly of my species. It was raining
|
|
and cold outside, so I went into a BIERHALLE, and sat and brooded
|
|
over a SCHNITT (half-glass) for nearly an hour. An opera is far
|
|
more REAL than real life to me. It seems as if stage illusion, and
|
|
particularly this hardest to swallow and most conventional illusion
|
|
of them all - an opera - would never stale upon me. I wish that
|
|
life was an opera. I should like to LIVE in one; but I don't know
|
|
in what quarter of the globe I shall find a society so constituted.
|
|
Besides, it would soon pall: imagine asking for three-kreuzer
|
|
cigars in recitative, or giving the washerwoman the inventory of
|
|
your dirty clothes in a sustained and FLOURISHOUS aria.
|
|
|
|
I am in a right good mood this morning to sit here and write to
|
|
you; but not to give you news. There is a great stir of life, in a
|
|
quiet, almost country fashion, all about us here. Some one is
|
|
hammering a beef-steak in the REZ-DE-CHAUSSEE: there is a great
|
|
clink of pitchers and noise of the pump-handle at the public well
|
|
in the little square-kin round the corner. The children, all
|
|
seemingly within a month, and certainly none above five, that
|
|
always go halting and stumbling up and down the roadway, are
|
|
ordinarily very quiet, and sit sedately puddling in the gutter,
|
|
trying, I suppose, poor little devils! to understand their
|
|
MUTTERSPRACHE; but they, too, make themselves heard from time to
|
|
time in little incomprehensible antiphonies, about the drift that
|
|
comes down to them by their rivers from the strange lands higher up
|
|
the Gasse. Above all, there is here such a twittering of canaries
|
|
(I can see twelve out of our window), and such continual visitation
|
|
of grey doves and big-nosed sparrows, as make our little bye-street
|
|
into a perfect aviary.
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|
|
|
I look across the Gasse at our opposite neighbour, as he dandles
|
|
his baby about, and occasionally takes a spoonful or two of some
|
|
pale slimy nastiness that looks like DEAD PORRIDGE, if you can take
|
|
the conception. These two are his only occupations. All day long
|
|
you can hear him singing over the brat when he is not eating; or
|
|
see him eating when he is not keeping baby. Besides which, there
|
|
comes into his house a continual round of visitors that puts me in
|
|
mind of the luncheon hour at home. As he has thus no ostensible
|
|
avocation, we have named him 'the W.S.' to give a flavour of
|
|
respectability to the street.
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|
|
|
Enough of the Gasse. The weather is here much colder. It rained a
|
|
good deal yesterday; and though it is fair and sunshiny again to-
|
|
day, and we can still sit, of course, with our windows open, yet
|
|
there is no more excuse for the siesta; and the bathe in the river,
|
|
except for cleanliness, is no longer a necessity of life. The Main
|
|
is very swift. In one part of the baths it is next door to
|
|
impossible to swim against it, and I suspect that, out in the open,
|
|
it would be quite impossible. - Adieu, my dear mother, and believe
|
|
me, ever your affectionate son,
|
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|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON
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(RENTIER).
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|
Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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|
|
17 HERIOT ROW, EDINBURGH, SUNDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 1873.
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|
|
MY DEAR BAXTER, - The thunderbolt has fallen with a vengeance now.
|
|
On Friday night after leaving you, in the course of conversation,
|
|
my father put me one or two questions as to beliefs, which I
|
|
candidly answered. I really hate all lying so much now - a new
|
|
found honesty that has somehow come out of my late illness - that I
|
|
could not so much as hesitate at the time; but if I had foreseen
|
|
the real hell of everything since, I think I should have lied, as I
|
|
have done so often before. I so far thought of my father, but I
|
|
had forgotten my mother. And now! they are both ill, both silent,
|
|
both as down in the mouth as if - I can find no simile. You may
|
|
fancy how happy it is for me. If it were not too late, I think I
|
|
could almost find it in my heart to retract, but it is too late;
|
|
and again, am I to live my whole life as one falsehood? Of course,
|
|
it is rougher than hell upon my father, but can I help it? They
|
|
don't see either that my game is not the light-hearted scoffer;
|
|
that I am not (as they call me) a careless infidel. I believe as
|
|
much as they do, only generally in the inverse ratio: I am, I
|
|
think, as honest as they can be in what I hold. I have not come
|
|
hastily to my views. I reserve (as I told them) many points until
|
|
I acquire fuller information, and do not think I am thus justly to
|
|
be called 'horrible atheist.'
|
|
|
|
Now, what is to take place? What a curse I am to my parents! O
|
|
Lord, what a pleasant thing it is to have just DAMNED the happiness
|
|
of (probably) the only two people who care a damn about you in the
|
|
world.
|
|
|
|
What is my life to be at this rate? What, you rascal? Answer - I
|
|
have a pistol at your throat. If all that I hold true and most
|
|
desire to spread is to be such death, and a worse than death, in
|
|
the eyes of my father and mother, what the DEVIL am I to do?
|
|
|
|
Here is a good heavy cross with a vengeance, and all rough with
|
|
rusty nails that tear your fingers, only it is not I that have to
|
|
carry it alone; I hold the light end, but the heavy burden falls on
|
|
these two.
|
|
|
|
Don't - I don't know what I was going to say. I am an abject
|
|
idiot, which, all things considered, is not remarkable. - Ever your
|
|
affectionate and horrible atheist,
|
|
|
|
R. L. STEVENSON.
|
|
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|
CHAPTER II - STUDENT DAYS - ORDERED SOUTH, SEPTEMBER 1873-JULY 1875
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|
Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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|
|
|
COCKFIELD RECTORY, SUDBURY, SUFFOLK, TUESDAY, JULY 28, 1873.
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|
|
MY DEAR MOTHER, - I am too happy to be much of a correspondent.
|
|
Yesterday we were away to Melford and Lavenham, both exceptionally
|
|
placid, beautiful old English towns. Melford scattered all round a
|
|
big green, with an Elizabethan Hall and Park, great screens of
|
|
trees that seem twice as high as trees should seem, and everything
|
|
else like what ought to be in a novel, and what one never expects
|
|
to see in reality, made me cry out how good we were to live in
|
|
Scotland, for the many hundredth time. I cannot get over my
|
|
astonishment - indeed, it increases every day - at the hopeless
|
|
gulf that there is between England and Scotland, and English and
|
|
Scotch. Nothing is the same; and I feel as strange and outlandish
|
|
here as I do in France or Germany. Everything by the wayside, in
|
|
the houses, or about the people, strikes me with an unexpected
|
|
unfamiliarity: I walk among surprises, for just where you think
|
|
you have them, something wrong turns up.
|
|
|
|
I got a little Law read yesterday, and some German this morning,
|
|
but on the whole there are too many amusements going for much work;
|
|
as for correspondence, I have neither heart nor time for it to-day.
|
|
|
|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
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|
17 HERIOT ROW, EDINBURGH, SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 6, 1873.
|
|
|
|
I HAVE been to-day a very long walk with my father through some of
|
|
the most beautiful ways hereabouts; the day was cold with an iron,
|
|
windy sky, and only glorified now and then with autumn sunlight.
|
|
For it is fully autumn with us, with a blight already over the
|
|
greens, and a keen wind in the morning that makes one rather timid
|
|
of one's tub when it finds its way indoors.
|
|
|
|
I was out this evening to call on a friend, and, coming back
|
|
through the wet, crowded, lamp-lit streets, was singing after my
|
|
own fashion, DU HAST DIAMANTEN UND PERLEN, when I heard a poor
|
|
cripple man in the gutter wailing over a pitiful Scotch air, his
|
|
club-foot supported on the other knee, and his whole woebegone body
|
|
propped sideways against a crutch. The nearest lamp threw a strong
|
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light on his worn, sordid face and the three boxes of lucifer
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matches that he held for sale. My own false notes stuck in my
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chest. How well off I am! is the burthen of my songs all day long
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- DRUM IST SO WOHL MIR IN DER WELT! and the ugly reality of the
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cripple man was an intrusion on the beautiful world in which I was
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walking. He could no more sing than I could; and his voice was
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cracked and rusty, and altogether perished. To think that that
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wreck may have walked the streets some night years ago, as glad at
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heart as I was, and promising himself a future as golden and
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honourable!
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SUNDAY, 11.20 A.M. - I wonder what you are doing now? - in church
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likely, at the TE DEUM. Everything here is utterly silent. I can
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hear men's footfalls streets away; the whole life of Edinburgh has
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been sucked into sundry pious edifices; the gardens below my
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windows are steeped in a diffused sunlight, and every tree seems
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standing on tiptoes, strained and silent, as though to get its head
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above its neighbour's and LISTEN. You know what I mean, don't you?
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How trees do seem silently to assert themselves on an occasion! I
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have been trying to write ROADS until I feel as if I were standing
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on my head; but I mean ROADS, and shall do something to them.
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I wish I could make you feel the hush that is over everything, only
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made the more perfect by rare interruptions; and the rich, placid
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light, and the still, autumnal foliage. Houses, you know, stand
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all about our gardens: solid, steady blocks of houses; all look
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empty and asleep.
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MONDAY NIGHT. - The drums and fifes up in the Castle are sounding
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the guard-call through the dark, and there is a great rattle of
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carriages without. I have had (I must tell you) my bed taken out
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of this room, so that I am alone in it with my books and two
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tables, and two chairs, and a coal-skuttle (or SCUTTLE) (?) and a
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DEBRIS of broken pipes in a corner, and my old school play-box, so
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full of papers and books that the lid will not shut down, standing
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reproachfully in the midst. There is something in it that is still
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a little gaunt and vacant; it needs a little populous disorder over
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it to give it the feel of homeliness, and perhaps a bit more
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furniture, just to take the edge off the sense of illimitable
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space, eternity, and a future state, and the like, that is brought
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home to one, even in this small attic, by the wide, empty floor.
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You would require to know, what only I can ever know, many grim and
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many maudlin passages out of my past life to feel how great a
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change has been made for me by this past summer. Let me be ever so
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poor and thread-paper a soul, I am going to try for the best.
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These good booksellers of mine have at last got a WERTHER without
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illustrations. I want you to like Charlotte. Werther himself has
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every feebleness and vice that could tend to make his suicide a
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most virtuous and commendable action; and yet I like Werther too -
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I don't know why, except that he has written the most delightful
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letters in the world. Note, by the way, the passage under date
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June 21st not far from the beginning; it finds a voice for a great
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|
deal of dumb, uneasy, pleasurable longing that we have all had,
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|
times without number. I looked that up the other day for ROADS, so
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I know the reference; but you will find it a garden of flowers from
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beginning to end. All through the passion keeps steadily rising,
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from the thunderstorm at the country-house - there was thunder in
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that story too - up to the last wild delirious interview; either
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Lotte was no good at all, or else Werther should have remained
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alive after that; either he knew his woman too well, or else he was
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precipitate. But an idiot like that is hopeless; and yet, he
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wasn't an idiot - I make reparation, and will offer eighteen pounds
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of best wax at his tomb. Poor devil! he was only the weakest - or,
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at least, a very weak strong man.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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17 HERIOT ROW, EDINBURGH, FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 12, 1873.
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. . . I WAS over last night, contrary to my own wish, in Leven,
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Fife; and this morning I had a conversation of which, I think, some
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account might interest you. I was up with a cousin who was fishing
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in a mill-lade, and a shower of rain drove me for shelter into a
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tumbledown steading attached to the mill. There I found a labourer
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cleaning a byre, with whom I fell into talk. The man was to all
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|
appearance as heavy, as HEBETE, as any English clodhopper; but I
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knew I was in Scotland, and launched out forthright into Education
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and Politics and the aims of one's life. I told him how I had
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found the peasantry in Suffolk, and added that their state had made
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me feel quite pained and down-hearted. 'It but to do that,' he
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said, 'to onybody that thinks at a'!' Then, again, he said that he
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|
could not conceive how anything could daunt or cast down a man who
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|
had an aim in life. 'They that have had a guid schoolin' and do
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nae mair, whatever they do, they have done; but him that has aye
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|
something ayont need never be weary.' I have had to mutilate the
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dialect much, so that it might be comprehensible to you; but I
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think the sentiment will keep, even through a change of words,
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something of the heartsome ring of encouragement that it had for
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me: and that from a man cleaning a byre! You see what John Knox
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and his schools have done.
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SATURDAY. - This has been a charming day for me from morning to now
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(5 P.M.). First, I found your letter, and went down and read it on
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a seat in those Public Gardens of which you have heard already.
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After lunch, my father and I went down to the coast and walked a
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|
little way along the shore between Granton and Cramond. This has
|
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always been with me a very favourite walk. The Firth closes
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|
gradually together before you, the coast runs in a series of the
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|
most beautifully moulded bays, hill after hill, wooded and softly
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|
outlined, trends away in front till the two shores join together.
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When the tide is out there are great, gleaming flats of wet sand,
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over which the gulls go flying and crying; and every cape runs down
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into them with its little spit of wall and trees. We lay together
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|
a long time on the beach; the sea just babbled among the stones;
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and at one time we heard the hollow, sturdy beat of the paddles of
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an unseen steamer somewhere round the cape. I am glad to say that
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|
the peace of the day and scenery was not marred by any
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|
unpleasantness between us two.
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I am, unhappily, off my style, and can do nothing well; indeed, I
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|
fear I have marred ROADS finally by patching at it when I was out
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|
of the humour. Only, I am beginning to see something great about
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John Knox and Queen Mary: I like them both so much, that I feel as
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|
if I could write the history fairly.
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I have finished ROADS to-day, and send it off to you to see. The
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Lord knows whether it is worth anything! - some of it pleases me a
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|
good deal, but I fear it is quite unfit for any possible magazine.
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However, I wish you to see it, as you know the humour in which it
|
|
was conceived, walking alone and very happily about the Suffolk
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|
highways and byeways on several splendid sunny afternoons. -
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Believe me, ever your faithful friend,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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MONDAY. - I have looked over ROADS again, and I am aghast at its
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|
feebleness. It is the trial of a very ''prentice hand' indeed.
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Shall I ever learn to do anything well? However, it shall go to
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|
you, for the reasons given above.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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EDINBURGH, TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 16, 1873.
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. . . I MUST be very strong to have all this vexation and still to
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|
be well. I was weighed the other day, and the gross weight of my
|
|
large person was eight stone six! Does it not seem surprising that
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|
I can keep the lamp alight, through all this gusty weather, in so
|
|
frail a lantern? And yet it burns cheerily.
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|
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My mother is leaving for the country this morning, and my father
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|
and I will be alone for the best part of the week in this house.
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|
Then on Friday I go south to Dumfries till Monday. I must write
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small, or I shall have a tremendous budget by then.
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7.20 P.M. - I must tell you a thing I saw to-day. I was going down
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|
to Portobello in the train, when there came into the next
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|
compartment (third class) an artisan, strongly marked with
|
|
smallpox, and with sunken, heavy eyes - a face hard and unkind, and
|
|
without anything lovely. There was a woman on the platform seeing
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|
him off. At first sight, with her one eye blind and the whole cast
|
|
of her features strongly plebeian, and even vicious, she seemed as
|
|
unpleasant as the man; but there was something beautifully soft, a
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|
sort of light of tenderness, as on some Dutch Madonna, that came
|
|
over her face when she looked at the man. They talked for a while
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|
together through the window; the man seemed to have been asking
|
|
money. 'Ye ken the last time,' she said, 'I gave ye two shillin's
|
|
for your ludgin', and ye said - ' it died off into whisper.
|
|
Plainly Falstaff and Dame Quickly over again. The man laughed
|
|
unpleasantly, even cruelly, and said something; and the woman
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|
turned her back on the carriage and stood a long while so, and, do
|
|
what I might, I could catch no glimpse of her expression, although
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|
I thought I saw the heave of a sob in her shoulders. At last,
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|
after the train was already in motion, she turned round and put two
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|
shillings into his hand. I saw her stand and look after us with a
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|
perfect heaven of love on her face - this poor one-eyed Madonna -
|
|
until the train was out of sight; but the man, sordidly happy with
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|
his gains, did not put himself to the inconvenience of one glance
|
|
to thank her for her ill-deserved kindness.
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I have been up at the Spec. and looked out a reference I wanted.
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|
The whole town is drowned in white, wet vapour off the sea.
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|
Everything drips and soaks. The very statues seem wet to the skin.
|
|
I cannot pretend to be very cheerful; I did not see one contented
|
|
face in the streets; and the poor did look so helplessly chill and
|
|
dripping, without a stitch to change, or so much as a fire to dry
|
|
themselves at, or perhaps money to buy a meal, or perhaps even a
|
|
bed. My heart shivers for them.
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|
DUMFRIES, FRIDAY. - All my thirst for a little warmth, a little
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|
sun, a little corner of blue sky avails nothing. Without, the rain
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|
falls with a long drawn SWISH, and the night is as dark as a vault.
|
|
There is no wind indeed, and that is a blessed change after the
|
|
unruly, bedlamite gusts that have been charging against one round
|
|
street corners and utterly abolishing and destroying all that is
|
|
peaceful in life. Nothing sours my temper like these coarse
|
|
termagant winds. I hate practical joking; and your vulgarest
|
|
practical joker is your flaw of wind.
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|
|
|
I have tried to write some verses; but I find I have nothing to say
|
|
that has not been already perfectly said and perfectly sung in
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|
ADELAIDE. I have so perfect an idea out of that song! The great
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|
Alps, a wonder in the starlight - the river, strong from the hills,
|
|
and turbulent, and loudly audible at night - the country, a scented
|
|
FRUHLINGSGARTEN of orchards and deep wood where the nightingales
|
|
harbour - a sort of German flavour over all - and this love-drunken
|
|
man, wandering on by sleeping village and silent town, pours out of
|
|
his full heart, EINST, O WUNDER, EINST, etc. I wonder if I am
|
|
wrong about this being the most beautiful and perfect thing in the
|
|
world - the only marriage of really accordant words and music -
|
|
both drunk with the same poignant, unutterable sentiment.
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|
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|
To-day in Glasgow my father went off on some business, and my
|
|
mother and I wandered about for two hours. We had lunch together,
|
|
and were very merry over what the people at the restaurant would
|
|
think of us - mother and son they could not suppose us to be.
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|
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|
SATURDAY. - And to-day it came - warmth, sunlight, and a strong,
|
|
hearty living wind among the trees. I found myself a new being.
|
|
My father and I went off a long walk, through a country most
|
|
beautifully wooded and various, under a range of hills. You should
|
|
have seen one place where the wood suddenly fell away in front of
|
|
us down a long, steep hill between a double row of trees, with one
|
|
small fair-haired child framed in shadow in the foreground; and
|
|
when we got to the foot there was the little kirk and kirkyard of
|
|
Irongray, among broken fields and woods by the side of the bright,
|
|
rapid river. In the kirkyard there was a wonderful congregation of
|
|
tombstones, upright and recumbent on four legs (after our Scotch
|
|
fashion), and of flat-armed fir-trees. One gravestone was erected
|
|
by Scott (at a cost, I learn, of 70 pounds) to the poor woman who
|
|
served him as heroine in the HEART OF MIDLOTHIAN, and the
|
|
inscription in its stiff, Jedediah Cleishbotham fashion is not
|
|
without something touching. We went up the stream a little further
|
|
to where two Covenanters lie buried in an oakwood; the tombstone
|
|
(as the custom is) containing the details of their grim little
|
|
tragedy in funnily bad rhyme, one verse of which sticks in my
|
|
memory:-
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|
|
'We died, their furious rage to stay,
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|
Near to the kirk of Iron-gray.'
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|
|
We then fetched a long compass round about through Holywood Kirk
|
|
and Lincluden ruins to Dumfries. But the walk came sadly to grief
|
|
as a pleasure excursion before our return . . .
|
|
|
|
SUNDAY. - Another beautiful day. My father and I walked into
|
|
Dumfries to church. When the service was done I noted the two
|
|
halberts laid against the pillar of the churchyard gate; and as I
|
|
had not seen the little weekly pomp of civic dignitaries in our
|
|
Scotch country towns for some years, I made my father wait. You
|
|
should have seen the provost and three bailies going stately away
|
|
down the sunlit street, and the two town servants strutting in
|
|
front of them, in red coats and cocked hats, and with the halberts
|
|
most conspicuously shouldered. We saw Burns's house - a place that
|
|
made me deeply sad - and spent the afternoon down the banks of the
|
|
Nith. I had not spent a day by a river since we lunched in the
|
|
meadows near Sudbury. The air was as pure and clear and sparkling
|
|
as spring water; beautiful, graceful outlines of hill and wood shut
|
|
us in on every side; and the swift, brown river fled smoothly away
|
|
from before our eyes, rippled over with oily eddies and dimples.
|
|
White gulls had come up from the sea to fish, and hovered and flew
|
|
hither and thither among the loops of the stream. By good fortune,
|
|
too, it was a dead calm between my father and me.
|
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|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
[EDINBURGH], SATURDAY, OCTOBER 4, 1873.
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|
IT is a little sharp to-day; but bright and sunny with a sparkle in
|
|
the air, which is delightful after four days of unintermitting
|
|
rain. In the streets I saw two men meet after a long separation,
|
|
it was plain. They came forward with a little run and LEAPED at
|
|
each other's hands. You never saw such bright eyes as they both
|
|
had. It put one in a good humour to see it.
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|
|
|
8 P.M. - I made a little more out of my work than I have made for a
|
|
long while back; though even now I cannot make things fall into
|
|
sentences - they only sprawl over the paper in bald orphan clauses.
|
|
Then I was about in the afternoon with Baxter; and we had a good
|
|
deal of fun, first rhyming on the names of all the shops we passed,
|
|
and afterwards buying needles and quack drugs from open-air
|
|
vendors, and taking much pleasure in their inexhaustible eloquence.
|
|
Every now and then as we went, Arthur's Seat showed its head at the
|
|
end of a street. Now, to-day the blue sky and the sunshine were
|
|
both entirely wintry; and there was about the hill, in these
|
|
glimpses, a sort of thin, unreal, crystalline distinctness that I
|
|
have not often seen excelled. As the sun began to go down over the
|
|
valley between the new town and the old, the evening grew
|
|
resplendent; all the gardens and low-lying buildings sank back and
|
|
became almost invisible in a mist of wonderful sun, and the Castle
|
|
stood up against the sky, as thin and sharp in outline as a castle
|
|
cut out of paper. Baxter made a good remark about Princes Street,
|
|
that it was the most elastic street for length that he knew;
|
|
sometimes it looks, as it looked to-night, interminable, a way
|
|
leading right into the heart of the red sundown; sometimes, again,
|
|
it shrinks together, as if for warmth, on one of the withering,
|
|
clear east-windy days, until it seems to lie underneath your feet.
|
|
|
|
I want to let you see these verses from an ODE TO THE CUCKOO,
|
|
written by one of the ministers of Leith in the middle of last
|
|
century - the palmy days of Edinburgh - who was a friend of Hume
|
|
and Adam Smith and the whole constellation. The authorship of
|
|
these beautiful verses has been most truculently fought about; but
|
|
whoever wrote them (and it seems as if this Logan had) they are
|
|
lovely -
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|
|
|
'What time the pea puts on the bloom,
|
|
Thou fliest the vocal vale,
|
|
An annual guest, in other lands
|
|
Another spring to hail.
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|
|
|
Sweet bird! thy bower is ever green,
|
|
Thy sky is ever clear;
|
|
Thou hast no sorrow in thy song,
|
|
No winter in thy year.
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|
|
|
O could I fly, I'd fly with thee!
|
|
We'd make on joyful wing
|
|
Our annual visit o'er the globe,
|
|
Companions of the spring.'
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|
|
|
SUNDAY. - I have been at church with my mother, where we heard
|
|
'Arise, shine,' sung excellently well, and my mother was so much
|
|
upset with it that she nearly had to leave church. This was the
|
|
antidote, however, to fifty minutes of solid sermon, varra heavy.
|
|
I have been sticking in to Walt Whitman; nor do I think I have ever
|
|
laboured so hard to attain so small a success. Still, the thing is
|
|
taking shape, I think; I know a little better what I want to say
|
|
all through; and in process of time, possibly I shall manage to say
|
|
it. I must say I am a very bad workman, MAIS J'AI DU COURAGE; I am
|
|
indefatigable at rewriting and bettering, and surely that humble
|
|
quality should get me on a little.
|
|
|
|
MONDAY, OCTOBER 6. - It is a magnificent glimmering moonlight
|
|
night, with a wild, great west wind abroad, flapping above one like
|
|
an immense banner, and every now and again swooping furiously
|
|
against my windows. The wind is too strong perhaps, and the trees
|
|
are certainly too leafless for much of that wide rustle that we
|
|
both remember; there is only a sharp, angry, sibilant hiss, like
|
|
breath drawn with the strength of the elements through shut teeth,
|
|
that one hears between the gusts only. I am in excellent humour
|
|
with myself, for I have worked hard and not altogether fruitlessly;
|
|
and I wished before I turned in just to tell you that things were
|
|
so. My dear friend, I feel so happy when I think that you remember
|
|
me kindly. I have been up to-night lecturing to a friend on life
|
|
and duties and what a man could do; a coal off the altar had been
|
|
laid on my lips, and I talked quite above my average, and hope I
|
|
spread, what you would wish to see spread, into one person's heart;
|
|
and with a new light upon it.
|
|
|
|
I shall tell you a story. Last Friday I went down to Portobello,
|
|
in the heavy rain, with an uneasy wind blowing PAR RAFALES off the
|
|
sea (or 'EN RAFALES' should it be? or what?). As I got down near
|
|
the beach a poor woman, oldish, and seemingly, lately at least,
|
|
respectable, followed me and made signs. She was drenched to the
|
|
skin, and looked wretched below wretchedness. You know, I did not
|
|
like to look back at her; it seemed as if she might misunderstand
|
|
and be terribly hurt and slighted; so I stood at the end of the
|
|
street - there was no one else within sight in the wet - and lifted
|
|
up my hand very high with some money in it. I heard her steps draw
|
|
heavily near behind me, and, when she was near enough to see, I let
|
|
the money fall in the mud and went off at my best walk without ever
|
|
turning round. There is nothing in the story; and yet you will
|
|
understand how much there is, if one chose to set it forth. You
|
|
see, she was so ugly; and you know there is something terribly,
|
|
miserably pathetic in a certain smile, a certain sodden aspect of
|
|
invitation on such faces. It is so terrible, that it is in a way
|
|
sacred; it means the outside of degradation and (what is worst of
|
|
all in life) false position. I hope you understand me rightly. -
|
|
Ever your faithful friend,
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|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
[EDINBURGH], TUESDAY, OCTOBER 14, 1873.
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|
|
|
MY father has returned in better health, and I am more delighted
|
|
than I can well tell you. The one trouble that I can see no way
|
|
through is that his health, or my mother's, should give way. To-
|
|
night, as I was walking along Princes Street, I heard the bugles
|
|
sound the recall. I do not think I had ever remarked it before;
|
|
there is something of unspeakable appeal in the cadence. I felt as
|
|
if something yearningly cried to me out of the darkness overhead to
|
|
come thither and find rest; one felt as if there must be warm
|
|
hearts and bright fires waiting for one up there, where the buglers
|
|
stood on the damp pavement and sounded their friendly invitation
|
|
forth into the night.
|
|
|
|
WEDNESDAY. - I may as well tell you exactly about my health. I am
|
|
not at all ill; have quite recovered; only I am what MM. LES
|
|
MEDECINS call below par; which, in plain English, is that I am
|
|
weak. With tonics, decent weather, and a little cheerfulness, that
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will go away in its turn, and I shall be all right again.
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I am glad to hear what you say about the Exam.; until quite lately
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I have treated that pretty cavalierly, for I say honestly that I do
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not mind being plucked; I shall just have to go up again. We
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travelled with the Lord Advocate the other day, and he strongly
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advised me in my father's hearing to go to the English Bar; and the
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Lord Advocate's advice goes a long way in Scotland. It is a sort
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of special legal revelation. Don't misunderstand me. I don't, of
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course, want to be plucked; but so far as my style of knowledge
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suits them, I cannot make much betterment on it in a month. If
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they wish scholarship more exact, I must take a new lease
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altogether.
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THURSDAY. - My head and eyes both gave in this morning, and I had
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to take a day of complete idleness. I was in the open air all day,
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and did no thought that I could avoid, and I think I have got my
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head between my shoulders again; however, I am not going to do
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much. I don't want you to run away with any fancy about my being
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ill. Given a person weak and in some trouble, and working longer
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hours than he is used to, and you have the matter in a nutshell.
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You should have seen the sunshine on the hill to-day; it has lost
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now that crystalline clearness, as if the medium were spring-water
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(you see, I am stupid!); but it retains that wonderful thinness of
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outline that makes the delicate shape and hue savour better in
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one's mouth, like fine wine out of a finely-blown glass. The birds
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are all silent now but the crows. I sat a long time on the stairs
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that lead down to Duddingston Loch - a place as busy as a great
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|
town during frost, but now solitary and silent; and when I shut my
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eyes I heard nothing but the wind in the trees; and you know all
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that went through me, I dare say, without my saying it.
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II. - I am now all right. I do not expect any tic to-night, and
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shall be at work again to-morrow. I have had a day of open air,
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only a little modified by LE CAPITAINE FRACASSE before the dining-
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room fire. I must write no more, for I am sleepy after two nights,
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and to quote my book, 'SINON BLANCHES, DU MOINS GRISES'; and so I
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must go to bed and faithfully, hoggishly slumber. - Your faithful
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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MENTONE, NOVEMBER 13, 1873.
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - The PLACE is not where I thought; it is about
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where the old Post Office was. The Hotel de Londres is no more an
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hotel. I have found a charming room in the Hotel du Pavillon, just
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across the road from the Prince's Villa; it has one window to the
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south and one to the east, with a superb view of Mentone and the
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hills, to which I move this afternoon. In the old great PLACE
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there is a kiosque for the sale of newspapers; a string of
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omnibuses (perhaps thirty) go up and down under the plane-trees of
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the Turin Road on the occasion of each train; the Promenade has
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crossed both streams, and bids fair to reach the Cap St. Martin.
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The old chapel near Freeman's house at the entrance to the Gorbio
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valley is now entirely submerged under a shining new villa, with
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Pavilion annexed; over which, in all the pride of oak and chestnut
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and divers coloured marbles, I was shown this morning by the
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obliging proprietor. The Prince's Palace itself is rehabilitated,
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and shines afar with white window-curtains from the midst of a
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garden, all trim borders and greenhouses and carefully kept walks.
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On the other side, the villas are more thronged together, and they
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have arranged themselves, shelf after shelf, behind each other. I
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see the glimmer of new buildings, too, as far eastward as Grimaldi;
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and a viaduct carries (I suppose) the railway past the mouth of the
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bone caves. F. Bacon (Lord Chancellor) made the remark that 'Time
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was the greatest innovator'; it is perhaps as meaningless a remark
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as was ever made; but as Bacon made it, I suppose it is better than
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any that I could make. Does it not seem as if things were fluid?
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|
They are displaced and altered in ten years so that one has
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|
difficulty, even with a memory so very vivid and retentive for that
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sort of thing as mine, in identifying places where one lived a long
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|
while in the past, and which one has kept piously in mind during
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|
all the interval. Nevertheless, the hills, I am glad to say, are
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|
unaltered; though I dare say the torrents have given them many a
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|
shrewd scar, and the rains and thaws dislodged many a boulder from
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their heights, if one were only keen enough to perceive it. The
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|
sea makes the same noise in the shingle; and the lemon and orange
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|
gardens still discharge in the still air their fresh perfume; and
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the people have still brown comely faces; and the Pharmacie Gros
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|
still dispenses English medicines; and the invalids (eheu!) still
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|
sit on the promenade and trifle with their fingers in the fringes
|
|
of shawls and wrappers; and the shop of Pascal Amarante still, in
|
|
its present bright consummate flower of aggrandisement and new
|
|
paint, offers everything that it has entered into people's hearts
|
|
to wish for in the idleness of a sanatorium; and the 'Chateau des
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|
Morts' is still at the top of the town; and the fort and the jetty
|
|
are still at the foot, only there are now two jetties; and - I am
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|
out of breath. (To be continued in our next.)
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For myself, I have come famously through the journey; and as I have
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written this letter (for the first time for ever so long) with ease
|
|
and even pleasure, I think my head must be better. I am still no
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|
good at coming down hills or stairs; and my feet are more
|
|
consistently cold than is quite comfortable. But, these apart, I
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|
feel well; and in good spirits all round.
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I have written to Nice for letters, and hope to get them to-night.
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Continue to address Poste Restante. Take care of yourselves.
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This is my birthday, by the way - O, I said that before. Adieu. -
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Ever your affectionate son,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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MENTONE, SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 1873.
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MY DEAR FRIEND, - I sat a long while up among the olive yards to-
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|
day at a favourite corner, where one has a fair view down the
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|
valley and on to the blue floor of the sea. I had a Horace with
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|
me, and read a little; but Horace, when you try to read him fairly
|
|
under the open heaven, sounds urban, and you find something of the
|
|
escaped townsman in his descriptions of the country, just as
|
|
somebody said that Morris's sea-pieces were all taken from the
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|
coast. I tried for long to hit upon some language that might catch
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|
ever so faintly the indefinable shifting colour of olive leaves;
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|
and, above all, the changes and little silverings that pass over
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|
them, like blushes over a face, when the wind tosses great branches
|
|
to and fro; but the Muse was not favourable. A few birds scattered
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|
here and there at wide intervals on either side of the valley sang
|
|
the little broken songs of late autumn and there was a great stir
|
|
of insect life in the grass at my feet. The path up to this coign
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|
of vantage, where I think I shall make it a habit to ensconce
|
|
myself a while of a morning, is for a little while common to the
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|
peasant and a little clear brooklet. It is pleasant, in the
|
|
tempered grey daylight of the olive shadows, to see the people
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|
picking their way among the stones and the water and the brambles;
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|
the women especially, with the weights poised on their heads and
|
|
walking all from the hips with a certain graceful deliberation.
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TUESDAY. - I have been to Nice to-day to see Dr. Bennet; he agrees
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|
with Clark that there is no disease; but I finished up my day with
|
|
a lamentable exhibition of weakness. I could not remember French,
|
|
or at least I was afraid to go into any place lest I should not be
|
|
able to remember it, and so could not tell when the train went. At
|
|
last I crawled up to the station and sat down on the steps, and
|
|
just steeped myself there in the sunshine until the evening began
|
|
to fall and the air to grow chilly. This long rest put me all
|
|
right; and I came home here triumphantly and ate dinner well.
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|
There is the full, true, and particular account of the worst day I
|
|
have had since I left London. I shall not go to Nice again for
|
|
some time to come.
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|
THURSDAY. - I am to-day quite recovered, and got into Mentone to-
|
|
day for a book, which is quite a creditable walk. As an
|
|
intellectual being I have not yet begun to re-exist; my immortal
|
|
soul is still very nearly extinct; but we must hope the best. Now,
|
|
do take warning by me. I am set up by a beneficent providence at
|
|
the corner of the road, to warn you to flee from the hebetude that
|
|
is to follow. Being sent to the South is not much good unless you
|
|
take your soul with you, you see; and my soul is rarely with me
|
|
here. I don't see much beauty. I have lost the key; I can only be
|
|
placid and inert, and see the bright days go past uselessly one
|
|
after another; therefore don't talk foolishly with your mouth any
|
|
more about getting liberty by being ill and going south VIA the
|
|
sickbed. It is not the old free-born bird that gets thus to
|
|
freedom; but I know not what manacled and hide-bound spirit,
|
|
incapable of pleasure, the clay of a man. Go south! Why, I saw
|
|
more beauty with my eyes healthfully alert to see in two wet windy
|
|
February afternoons in Scotland than I can see in my beautiful
|
|
olive gardens and grey hills in a whole week in my low and lost
|
|
estate, as the Shorter Catechism puts it somewhere. It is a
|
|
pitiable blindness, this blindness of the soul; I hope it may not
|
|
be long with me. So remember to keep well; and remember rather
|
|
anything than not to keep well; and again I say, ANYTHING rather
|
|
than not to keep well.
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|
Not that I am unhappy, mind you. I have found the words already -
|
|
placid and inert, that is what I am. I sit in the sun and enjoy
|
|
the tingle all over me, and I am cheerfully ready to concur with
|
|
any one who says that this is a beautiful place, and I have a
|
|
sneaking partiality for the newspapers, which would be all very
|
|
well, if one had not fallen from heaven and were not troubled with
|
|
some reminiscence of the INEFFABLE AURORE.
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|
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|
To sit by the sea and to be conscious of nothing but the sound of
|
|
the waves, and the sunshine over all your body, is not unpleasant;
|
|
but I was an Archangel once.
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|
FRIDAY. - If you knew how old I felt! I am sure this is what age
|
|
brings with it - this carelessness, this disenchantment, this
|
|
continual bodily weariness. I am a man of seventy: O Medea, kill
|
|
me, or make me young again!
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|
|
|
To-day has been cloudy and mild; and I have lain a great while on a
|
|
bench outside the garden wall (my usual place now) and looked at
|
|
the dove-coloured sea and the broken roof of cloud, but there was
|
|
no seeing in my eye. Let us hope to-morrow will be more
|
|
profitable.
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|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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HOTEL MIRABEAU, MENTONE, SUNDAY, JANUARY 4, 1874.
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|
MY DEAR MOTHER, - We have here fallen on the very pink of hotels.
|
|
I do not say that it is more pleasantly conducted than the
|
|
Pavillon, for that were impossible; but the rooms are so cheery and
|
|
bright and new, and then the food! I never, I think, so fully
|
|
appreciated the phrase 'the fat of the land' as I have done since I
|
|
have been here installed. There was a dish of eggs at DEJEUNER the
|
|
other day, over the memory of which I lick my lips in the silent
|
|
watches.
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|
|
|
Now that the cold has gone again, I continue to keep well in body,
|
|
and already I begin to walk a little more. My head is still a very
|
|
feeble implement, and easily set a-spinning; and I can do nothing
|
|
in the way of work beyond reading books that may, I hope, be of
|
|
some use to me afterwards.
|
|
|
|
I was very glad to see that M'Laren was sat upon, and principally
|
|
for the reason why. Deploring as I do much of the action of the
|
|
Trades Unions, these conspiracy clauses and the whole partiality of
|
|
the Master and Servant Act are a disgrace to our equal laws. Equal
|
|
laws become a byeword when what is legal for one class becomes a
|
|
criminal offence for another. It did my heart good to hear that
|
|
man tell M'Laren how, as he had talked much of getting the
|
|
franchise for working men, he must now be content to see them use
|
|
it now they had got it. This is a smooth stone well planted in the
|
|
foreheads of certain dilettanti radicals, after M'Laren's fashion,
|
|
who are willing to give the working men words and wind, and votes
|
|
and the like, and yet think to keep all the advantages, just or
|
|
unjust, of the wealthier classes without abatement. I do hope wise
|
|
men will not attempt to fight the working men on the head of this
|
|
notorious injustice. Any such step will only precipitate the
|
|
action of the newly enfranchised classes, and irritate them into
|
|
acting hastily; when what we ought to desire should be that they
|
|
should act warily and little for many years to come, until
|
|
education and habit may make them the more fit.
|
|
|
|
All this (intended for my father) is much after the fashion of his
|
|
own correspondence. I confess it has left my own head exhausted; I
|
|
hope it may not produce the same effect on yours. But I want him
|
|
to look really into this question (both sides of it, and not the
|
|
representations of rabid middle-class newspapers, sworn to support
|
|
all the little tyrannies of wealth), and I know he will be
|
|
convinced that this is a case of unjust law; and that, however
|
|
desirable the end may seem to him, he will not be Jesuit enough to
|
|
think that any end will justify an unjust law.
|
|
|
|
Here ends the political sermon of your affectionate (and somewhat
|
|
dogmatical) son,
|
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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|
MENTONE, JANUARY 7, 1874.
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|
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|
MY DEAR MOTHER, - I received yesterday two most charming letters -
|
|
the nicest I have had since I left - December 26th and January 1st:
|
|
this morning I got January 3rd.
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|
|
|
Into the bargain with Marie, the American girl, who is grace
|
|
itself, and comes leaping and dancing simply like a wave - like
|
|
nothing else, and who yesterday was Queen out of the Epiphany cake
|
|
and chose Robinet (the French Painter) as her FAVORI with the most
|
|
pretty confusion possible - into the bargain with Marie, we have
|
|
two little Russian girls, with the youngest of whom, a little
|
|
polyglot button of a three-year old, I had the most laughable
|
|
little scene at lunch to-day. I was watching her being fed with
|
|
great amusement, her face being as broad as it is long, and her
|
|
mouth capable of unlimited extension; when suddenly, her eye
|
|
catching mine, the fashion of her countenance was changed, and
|
|
regarding me with a really admirable appearance of offended
|
|
dignity, she said something in Italian which made everybody laugh
|
|
much. It was explained to me that she had said I was very POLISSON
|
|
to stare at her. After this she was somewhat taken up with me, and
|
|
after some examination she announced emphatically to the whole
|
|
table, in German, that I was a MADCHEN; which word she repeated
|
|
with shrill emphasis, as though fearing that her proposition would
|
|
be called in question - MADCHEN, MADCHEN, MADCHEN, MADCHEN. This
|
|
hasty conclusion as to my sex she was led afterwards to revise, I
|
|
am informed; but her new opinion (which seems to have been
|
|
something nearer the truth) was announced in a third language quite
|
|
unknown to me, and probably Russian. To complete the scroll of her
|
|
accomplishments, she was brought round the table after the meal was
|
|
over, and said good-bye to me in very commendable English.
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|
|
|
The weather I shall say nothing about, as I am incapable of
|
|
explaining my sentiments upon that subject before a lady. But my
|
|
health is really greatly improved: I begin to recognise myself
|
|
occasionally now and again, not without satisfaction.
|
|
|
|
Please remember me very kindly to Professor Swan; I wish I had a
|
|
story to send him; but story, Lord bless you, I have none to tell,
|
|
sir, unless it is the foregoing adventure with the little polyglot.
|
|
The best of that depends on the significance of POLISSON, which is
|
|
beautifully out of place.
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|
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|
SATURDAY, 10TH JANUARY. - The little Russian kid is only two and a
|
|
half: she speaks six languages. She and her sister (aet. 8) and
|
|
May Johnstone (aet. 8) are the delight of my life. Last night I
|
|
saw them all dancing - O it was jolly; kids are what is the matter
|
|
with me. After the dancing, we all - that is the two Russian
|
|
ladies, Robinet the French painter, Mr. and Mrs. Johnstone, two
|
|
governesses, and fitful kids joining us at intervals - played a
|
|
game of the stool of repentance in the Gallic idiom.
|
|
|
|
O - I have not told you that Colvin is gone; however, he is coming
|
|
back again; he has left clothes in pawn to me. - Ever your
|
|
affectionate son,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
MENTONE, TUESDAY, 13TH JANUARY 1874.
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|
|
. . . I LOST a Philipine to little Mary Johnstone last night; so
|
|
to-day I sent her a rubbishing doll's toilet, and a little note
|
|
with it, with some verses telling how happy children made every one
|
|
near them happy also, and advising her to keep the lines, and some
|
|
day, when she was 'grown a stately demoiselle,' it would make her
|
|
'glad to know she gave pleasure long ago,' all in a very lame
|
|
fashion, with just a note of prose at the end, telling her to mind
|
|
her doll and the dog, and not trouble her little head just now to
|
|
understand the bad verses; for some time when she was ill, as I am
|
|
now, they would be plain to her and make her happy. She has just
|
|
been here to thank me, and has left me very happy. Children are
|
|
certainly too good to be true.
|
|
|
|
Yesterday I walked too far, and spent all the afternoon on the
|
|
outside of my bed; went finally to rest at nine, and slept nearly
|
|
twelve hours on the stretch. Bennet (the doctor), when told of it
|
|
this morning, augured well for my recovery; he said youth must be
|
|
putting in strong; of course I ought not to have slept at all. As
|
|
it was, I dreamed HORRIDLY; but not my usual dreams of social
|
|
miseries and misunderstandings and all sorts of crucifixions of the
|
|
spirit; but of good, cheery, physical things - of long successions
|
|
of vaulted, dimly lit cellars full of black water, in which I went
|
|
swimming among toads and unutterable, cold, blind fishes. Now and
|
|
then these cellars opened up into sort of domed music-hall places,
|
|
where one could land for a little on the slope of the orchestra,
|
|
but a sort of horror prevented one from staying long, and made one
|
|
plunge back again into the dead waters. Then my dream changed, and
|
|
I was a sort of Siamese pirate, on a very high deck with several
|
|
others. The ship was almost captured, and we were fighting
|
|
desperately. The hideous engines we used and the perfectly
|
|
incredible carnage that we effected by means of them kept me
|
|
cheery, as you may imagine; especially as I felt all the time my
|
|
sympathy with the boarders, and knew that I was only a prisoner
|
|
with these horrid Malays. Then I saw a signal being given, and
|
|
knew they were going to blow up the ship. I leaped right off, and
|
|
heard my captors splash in the water after me as thick as pebbles
|
|
when a bit of river bank has given way beneath the foot. I never
|
|
heard the ship blow up; but I spent the rest of the night swimming
|
|
about some piles with the whole sea full of Malays, searching for
|
|
me with knives in their mouths. They could swim any distance under
|
|
water, and every now and again, just as I was beginning to reckon
|
|
myself safe, a cold hand would be laid on my ankle - ugh!
|
|
|
|
However, my long sleep, troubled as it was, put me all right again,
|
|
and I was able to work acceptably this morning and be very jolly
|
|
all day. This evening I have had a great deal of talk with both
|
|
the Russian ladies; they talked very nicely, and are bright,
|
|
likable women both. They come from Georgia.
|
|
|
|
WEDNESDAY, 10.30. - We have all been to tea to-night at the
|
|
Russians' villa. Tea was made out of a samovar, which is something
|
|
like a small steam engine, and whose principal advantage is that it
|
|
burns the fingers of all who lay their profane touch upon it.
|
|
After tea Madame Z. played Russian airs, very plaintive and pretty;
|
|
so the evening was Muscovite from beginning to end. Madame G.'s
|
|
daughter danced a tarantella, which was very pretty.
|
|
|
|
Whenever Nelitchka cries - and she never cries except from pain -
|
|
all that one has to do is to start 'Malbrook s'en va-t-en guerre.'
|
|
She cannot resist the attraction; she is drawn through her sobs
|
|
into the air; and in a moment there is Nelly singing, with the glad
|
|
look that comes into her face always when she sings, and all the
|
|
tears and pain forgotten.
|
|
|
|
It is wonderful, before I shut this up, how that child remains ever
|
|
interesting to me. Nothing can stale her infinite variety; and yet
|
|
it is not very various. You see her thinking what she is to do or
|
|
to say next, with a funny grave air of reserve, and then the face
|
|
breaks up into a smile, and it is probably 'Berecchino!' said with
|
|
that sudden little jump of the voice that one knows in children, as
|
|
the escape of a jack-in-the-box, and, somehow, I am quite happy
|
|
after that!
|
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|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
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|
[MENTONE, JANUARY 1874.]
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|
. . . LAST night I had a quarrel with the American on politics. It
|
|
is odd how it irritates you to hear certain political statements
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made. He was excited, and he began suddenly to abuse our conduct
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to America. I, of course, admitted right and left that we had
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behaved disgracefully (as we had); until somehow I got tired of
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turning alternate cheeks and getting duly buffeted; and when he
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said that the Alabama money had not wiped out the injury, I
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suggested, in language (I remember) of admirable directness and
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force, that it was a pity they had taken the money in that case.
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He lost his temper at once, and cried out that his dearest wish was
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a war with England; whereupon I also lost my temper, and,
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thundering at the pitch of my voice, I left him and went away by
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myself to another part of the garden. A very tender reconciliation
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took place, and I think there will come no more harm out of it. We
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are both of us nervous people, and he had had a very long walk and
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a good deal of beer at dinner: that explains the scene a little.
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But I regret having employed so much of the voice with which I have
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been endowed, as I fear every person in the hotel was taken into
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confidence as to my sentiments, just at the very juncture when
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neither the sentiments nor (perhaps) the language had been
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sufficiently considered.
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FRIDAY. - You have not yet heard of my book? - FOUR GREAT SCOTSMEN
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- John Knox, David Hume, Robert Burns, Walter Scott. These, their
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lives, their work, the social media in which they lived and worked,
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with, if I can so make it, the strong current of the race making
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itself felt underneath and throughout - this is my idea. You must
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tell me what you think of it. The Knox will really be new matter,
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as his life hitherto has been disgracefully written, and the events
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are romantic and rapid; the character very strong, salient, and
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worthy; much interest as to the future of Scotland, and as to that
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part of him which was truly modern under his Hebrew disguise.
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Hume, of course, the urbane, cheerful, gentlemanly, letter-writing
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eighteenth century, full of attraction, and much that I don't yet
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know as to his work. Burns, the sentimental side that there is in
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most Scotsmen, his poor troubled existence, how far his poems were
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his personally, and how far national, the question of the framework
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of society in Scotland, and its fatal effect upon the finest
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natures. Scott again, the ever delightful man, sane, courageous,
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admirable; the birth of Romance, in a dawn that was a sunset;
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snobbery, conservatism, the wrong thread in History, and notably in
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that of his own land. VOILA, MADAME, LE MENU. COMMENT LE TROUVEZ-
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VOUS? IL Y A DE LA BONNE VIANDO, SI ON PARVIENT A LA CUIRE
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CONVENABLEMENT.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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[MENTONE, MARCH 28, 1874.]
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - Beautiful weather, perfect weather; sun, pleasant
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cooling winds; health very good; only incapacity to write.
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The only new cloud on my horizon (I mean this in no menacing sense)
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is the Prince. I have philosophical and artistic discussions with
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the Prince. He is capable of talking for two hours upon end,
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developing his theory of everything under Heaven from his first
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position, which is that there is no straight line. Doesn't that
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sound like a game of my father's - I beg your pardon, you haven't
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read it - I don't mean MY father, I mean Tristram Shandy's. He is
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very clever, and it is an immense joke to hear him unrolling all
|
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the problems of life - philosophy, science, what you will - in this
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charmingly cut-and-dry, here-we-are-again kind of manner. He is
|
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better to listen to than to argue withal. When you differ from
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him, he lifts up his voice and thunders; and you know that the
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thunder of an excited foreigner often miscarries. One stands
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aghast, marvelling how such a colossus of a man, in such a great
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commotion of spirit, can open his mouth so much and emit such a
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still small voice at the hinder end of it all. All this while he
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walks about the room, smokes cigarettes, occupies divers chairs for
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divers brief spaces, and casts his huge arms to the four winds like
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the sails of a mill. He is a most sportive Prince.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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[SWANSTON], MAY 1874, MONDAY.
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WE are now at Swanston Cottage, Lothianburn, Edinburgh. The garden
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is but little clothed yet, for, you know, here we are six hundred
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|
feet above the sea. It is very cold, and has sleeted this morning.
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Everything wintry. I am very jolly, however, having finished
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Victor Hugo, and just looking round to see what I should next take
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up. I have been reading Roman Law and Calvin this morning.
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EVENING. - I went up the hill a little this afternoon. The air was
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invigorating, but it was so cold that my scalp was sore. With this
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high wintry wind, and the grey sky, and faint northern daylight, it
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|
was quite wonderful to hear such a clamour of blackbirds coming up
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|
to me out of the woods, and the bleating of sheep being shorn in a
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|
field near the garden, and to see golden patches of blossom already
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|
on the furze, and delicate green shoots upright and beginning to
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frond out, among last year's russet bracken. Flights of crows were
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|
passing continually between the wintry leaden sky and the wintry
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cold-looking hills. It was the oddest conflict of seasons. A wee
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rabbit - this year's making, beyond question - ran out from under
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my feet, and was in a pretty perturbation, until he hit upon a
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lucky juniper and blotted himself there promptly. Evidently this
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gentleman had not had much experience of life.
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I have made an arrangement with my people: I am to have 84 pounds
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a year - I only asked for 80 pounds on mature reflection - and as I
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should soon make a good bit by my pen, I shall be very comfortable.
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We are all as jolly as can be together, so that is a great thing
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|
gained.
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WEDNESDAY. - Yesterday I received a letter that gave me much
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|
pleasure from a poor fellow-student of mine, who has been all
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|
winter very ill, and seems to be but little better even now. He
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|
seems very much pleased with ORDERED SOUTH. 'A month ago,' he
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|
says, 'I could scarcely have ventured to read it; to-day I felt on
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|
reading it as I did on the first day that I was able to sun myself
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|
a little in the open air.' And much more to the like effect. It
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|
is very gratifying. - Ever your faithful friend,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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SWANSTON, WEDNESDAY, MAY 1874.
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STRUGGLING away at FABLES IN SONG. I am much afraid I am going to
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make a real failure; the time is so short, and I am so out of the
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|
humour. Otherwise very calm and jolly: cold still IMPOSSIBLE.
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THURSDAY. - I feel happier about the FABLES, and it is warmer a
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|
bit; but my body is most decrepit, and I can just manage to be
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|
cheery and tread down hypochondria under foot by work. I lead such
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|
a funny life, utterly without interest or pleasure outside of my
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|
work: nothing, indeed, but work all day long, except a short walk
|
|
alone on the cold hills, and meals, and a couple of pipes with my
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|
father in the evening. It is surprising how it suits me, and how
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|
happy I keep.
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SATURDAY. - I have received such a nice long letter (four sides)
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|
from Leslie Stephen to-day about my Victor Hugo. It is accepted.
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|
This ought to have made me gay, but it hasn't. I am not likely to
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|
be much of a tonic to-night. I have been very cynical over myself
|
|
to-day, partly, perhaps, because I have just finished some of the
|
|
deedest rubbish about Lord Lytton's fables that an intelligent
|
|
editor ever shot into his wastepaper basket. If Morley prints it I
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|
shall be glad, but my respect for him will be shaken.
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TUESDAY. - Another cold day; yet I have been along the hillside,
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|
wondering much at idiotic sheep, and raising partridges at every
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|
second step. One little plover is the object of my firm adherence.
|
|
I pass his nest every day, and if you saw how he files by me, and
|
|
almost into my face, crying and flapping his wings, to direct my
|
|
attention from his little treasure, you would have as kind a heart
|
|
to him as I. To-day I saw him not, although I took my usual way;
|
|
and I am afraid that some person has abused his simple wiliness and
|
|
harried (as we say in Scotland) the nest. I feel much righteous
|
|
indignation against such imaginary aggressor. However, one must
|
|
not be too chary of the lower forms. To-day I sat down on a tree-
|
|
stump at the skirt of a little strip of planting, and thoughtlessly
|
|
began to dig out the touchwood with an end of twig. I found I had
|
|
carried ruin, death, and universal consternation into a little
|
|
community of ants; and this set me a-thinking of how close we are
|
|
environed with frail lives, so that we can do nothing without
|
|
spreading havoc over all manner of perishable homes and interests
|
|
and affections; and so on to my favourite mood of an holy terror
|
|
for all action and all inaction equally - a sort of shuddering
|
|
revulsion from the necessary responsibilities of life. We must not
|
|
be too scrupulous of others, or we shall die. Conscientiousness is
|
|
a sort of moral opium; an excitant in small doses, perhaps, but at
|
|
bottom a strong narcotic.
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|
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|
SATURDAY. - I have been two days in Edinburgh, and so had not the
|
|
occasion to write to you. Morley has accepted the FABLES, and I
|
|
have seen it in proof, and think less of it than ever. However, of
|
|
course, I shall send you a copy of the MAGAZINE without fail, and
|
|
you can be as disappointed as you like, or the reverse if you can.
|
|
I would willingly recall it if I could.
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|
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|
Try, by way of change, Byron's MAZEPPA; you will be astonished. It
|
|
is grand and no mistake, and one sees through it a fire, and a
|
|
passion, and a rapid intuition of genius, that makes one rather
|
|
sorry for one's own generation of better writers, and - I don't
|
|
know what to say; I was going to say 'smaller men'; but that's not
|
|
right; read it, and you will feel what I cannot express. Don't be
|
|
put out by the beginning; persevere, and you will find yourself
|
|
thrilled before you are at an end with it. - Ever your faithful
|
|
friend,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
TRAIN BETWEEN EDINBURGH AND CHESTER, AUGUST 8, 1874.
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|
MY father and mother reading. I think I shall talk to you for a
|
|
moment or two. This morning at Swanston, the birds, poor
|
|
creatures, had the most troubled hour or two; evidently there was a
|
|
hawk in the neighbourhood; not one sang; and the whole garden
|
|
thrilled with little notes of warning and terror. I did not know
|
|
before that the voice of birds could be so tragically expressive.
|
|
I had always heard them before express their trivial satisfaction
|
|
with the blue sky and the return of daylight. Really, they almost
|
|
frightened me; I could hear mothers and wives in terror for those
|
|
who were dear to them; it was easy to translate, I wish it were as
|
|
easy to write; but it is very hard in this flying train, or I would
|
|
write you more.
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|
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|
CHESTER. - I like this place much; but somehow I feel glad when I
|
|
get among the quiet eighteenth century buildings, in cosy places
|
|
with some elbow room about them, after the older architecture.
|
|
This other is bedevilled and furtive; it seems to stoop; I am
|
|
afraid of trap-doors, and could not go pleasantly into such houses.
|
|
I don't know how much of this is legitimately the effect of the
|
|
architecture; little enough possibly; possibly far the most part of
|
|
it comes from bad historical novels and the disquieting statuary
|
|
that garnishes some facades.
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|
|
|
On the way, to-day, I passed through my dear Cumberland country.
|
|
Nowhere to as great a degree can one find the combination of
|
|
lowland and highland beauties; the outline of the blue hills is
|
|
broken by the outline of many tumultuous tree-clumps; and the broad
|
|
spaces of moorland are balanced by a network of deep hedgerows that
|
|
might rival Suffolk, in the foreground. - How a railway journey
|
|
shakes and discomposes one, mind and body! I grow blacker and
|
|
blacker in humour as the day goes on; and when at last I am let
|
|
out, and have the fresh air about me, it is as though I were born
|
|
again, and the sick fancies flee away from my mind like swans in
|
|
spring.
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|
|
|
I want to come back on what I have said about eighteenth century
|
|
and middle-age houses: I do not know if I have yet explained to
|
|
you the sort of loyalty, of urbanity, that there is about the one
|
|
to my mind; the spirit of a country orderly and prosperous, a
|
|
flavour of the presence of magistrates and well-to-do merchants in
|
|
bag-wigs, the clink of glasses at night in fire-lit parlours,
|
|
something certain and civic and domestic, is all about these quiet,
|
|
staid, shapely houses, with no character but their exceeding
|
|
shapeliness, and the comely external utterance that they make of
|
|
their internal comfort. Now the others are, as I have said, both
|
|
furtive and bedevilled; they are sly and grotesque; they combine
|
|
their sort of feverish grandeur with their sort of secretive
|
|
baseness, after the manner of a Charles the Ninth. They are
|
|
peopled for me with persons of the same fashion. Dwarfs and
|
|
sinister people in cloaks are about them; and I seem to divine
|
|
crypts, and, as I said, trap-doors. O God be praised that we live
|
|
in this good daylight and this good peace.
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|
|
|
BARMOUTH, AUGUST 9TH. - To-day we saw the cathedral at Chester;
|
|
and, far more delightful, saw and heard a certain inimitable verger
|
|
who took us round. He was full of a certain recondite, far-away
|
|
humour that did not quite make you laugh at the time, but was
|
|
somehow laughable to recollect. Moreover, he had so far a just
|
|
imagination, and could put one in the right humour for seeing an
|
|
old place, very much as, according to my favourite text, Scott's
|
|
novels and poems do for one. His account of the monks in the
|
|
Scriptorium, with their cowls over their heads, in a certain
|
|
sheltered angle of the cloister where the big Cathedral building
|
|
kept the sun off the parchments, was all that could be wished; and
|
|
so too was what he added of the others pacing solemnly behind them
|
|
and dropping, ever and again, on their knees before a little shrine
|
|
there is in the wall, 'to keep 'em in the frame of mind.' You will
|
|
begin to think me unduly biassed in this verger's favour if I go on
|
|
to tell you his opinion of me. We got into a little side chapel,
|
|
whence we could hear the choir children at practice, and I stopped
|
|
a moment listening to them, with, I dare say, a very bright face,
|
|
for the sound was delightful to me. 'Ah,' says he, 'you're VERY
|
|
fond of music.' I said I was. 'Yes, I could tell that by your
|
|
head,' he answered. 'There's a deal in that head.' And he shook
|
|
his own solemnly. I said it might be so, but I found it hard, at
|
|
least, to get it out. Then my father cut in brutally, said anyway
|
|
I had no ear, and left the verger so distressed and shaken in the
|
|
foundations of his creed that, I hear, he got my father aside
|
|
afterwards and said he was sure there was something in my face, and
|
|
wanted to know what it was, if not music. He was relieved when he
|
|
heard that I occupied myself with litterature (which word, note
|
|
here, I do not spell correctly). Good-night, and here's the
|
|
verger's health!
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|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
SWANSTON, WEDNESDAY, [AUTUMN] 1874.
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|
I HAVE been hard at work all yesterday, and besides had to write a
|
|
long letter to Bob, so I found no time until quite late, and then
|
|
was sleepy. Last night it blew a fearful gale; I was kept awake
|
|
about a couple of hours, and could not get to sleep for the horror
|
|
of the wind's noise; the whole house shook; and, mind you, our
|
|
house IS a house, a great castle of jointed stone that would weigh
|
|
up a street of English houses; so that when it quakes, as it did
|
|
last night, it means something. But the quaking was not what put
|
|
me about; it was the horrible howl of the wind round the corner;
|
|
the audible haunting of an incarnate anger about the house; the
|
|
evil spirit that was abroad; and, above all, the shuddering silent
|
|
pauses when the storm's heart stands dreadfully still for a moment.
|
|
O how I hate a storm at night! They have been a great influence in
|
|
my life, I am sure; for I can remember them so far back - long
|
|
before I was six at least, for we left the house in which I
|
|
remember listening to them times without number when I was six.
|
|
And in those days the storm had for me a perfect impersonation, as
|
|
durable and unvarying as any heathen deity. I always heard it, as
|
|
a horseman riding past with his cloak about his head, and somehow
|
|
always carried away, and riding past again, and being baffled yet
|
|
once more, AD INFINITUM, all night long. I think I wanted him to
|
|
get past, but I am not sure; I know only that I had some interest
|
|
either for or against in the matter; and I used to lie and hold my
|
|
breath, not quite frightened, but in a state of miserable
|
|
exaltation.
|
|
|
|
My first John Knox is in proof, and my second is on the anvil. It
|
|
is very good of me so to do; for I want so much to get to my real
|
|
tour and my sham tour, the real tour first: it is always working
|
|
in my head, and if I can only turn on the right sort of style at
|
|
the right moment, I am not much afraid of it. One thing bothers
|
|
me; what with hammering at this J. K., and writing necessary
|
|
letters, and taking necessary exercise (that even not enough, the
|
|
weather is so repulsive to me, cold and windy), I find I have no
|
|
time for reading except times of fatigue, when I wish merely to
|
|
relax myself. O - and I read over again for this purpose
|
|
Flaubert's TENTATION DE ST. ANTOINE; it struck me a good deal at
|
|
first, but this second time it has fetched me immensely. I am but
|
|
just done with it, so you will know the large proportion of salt to
|
|
take with my present statement, that it's the finest thing I ever
|
|
read! Of course, it isn't that, it's full of LONGUEURS, and is not
|
|
quite 'redd up,' as we say in Scotland, not quite articulated; but
|
|
there are splendid things in it.
|
|
|
|
I say, DO take your maccaroni with oil: DO, PLEASE. It's BEASTLY
|
|
with butter. - Ever your faithful friend,
|
|
|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
[EDINBURGH], DECEMBER 23, 1874.
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|
MONDAY. - I have come from a concert, and the concert was rather a
|
|
disappointment. Not so my afternoon skating - Duddingston, our big
|
|
loch, is bearing; and I wish you could have seen it this afternoon,
|
|
covered with people, in thin driving snow flurries, the big hill
|
|
grim and white and alpine overhead in the thick air, and the road
|
|
up the gorge, as it were into the heart of it, dotted black with
|
|
traffic. Moreover, I CAN skate a little bit; and what one can do
|
|
is always pleasant to do.
|
|
|
|
TUESDAY. - I got your letter to-day, and was so glad thereof. It
|
|
was of good omen to me also. I worked from ten to one (my classes
|
|
are suspended now for Xmas holidays), and wrote four or five
|
|
Portfolio pages of my Buckinghamshire affair. Then I went to
|
|
Duddingston and skated all afternoon. If you had seen the moon
|
|
rising, a perfect sphere of smoky gold, in the dark air above the
|
|
trees, and the white loch thick with skaters, and the great hill,
|
|
snow-sprinkled, overhead! It was a sight for a king.
|
|
|
|
WEDNESDAY. - I stayed on Duddingston to-day till after nightfall.
|
|
The little booths that hucksters set up round the edge were marked
|
|
each one by its little lamp. There were some fires too; and the
|
|
light, and the shadows of the people who stood round them to warm
|
|
themselves, made a strange pattern all round on the snow-covered
|
|
ice. A few people with torches began to travel up and down the
|
|
ice, a lit circle travelling along with them over the snow. A
|
|
gigantic moon rose, meanwhile, over the trees and the kirk on the
|
|
promontory, among perturbed and vacillating clouds.
|
|
|
|
The walk home was very solemn and strange. Once, through a broken
|
|
gorge, we had a glimpse of a little space of mackerel sky, moon-
|
|
litten, on the other side of the hill; the broken ridges standing
|
|
grey and spectral between; and the hilltop over all, snow-white,
|
|
and strangely magnified in size.
|
|
|
|
This must go to you to-morrow, so that you may read it on Christmas
|
|
Day for company. I hope it may be good company to you.
|
|
|
|
THURSDAY. - Outside, it snows thick and steadily. The gardens
|
|
before our house are now a wonderful fairy forest. And O, this
|
|
whiteness of things, how I love it, how it sends the blood about my
|
|
body! Maurice de Guerin hated snow; what a fool he must have been!
|
|
Somebody tried to put me out of conceit with it by saying that
|
|
people were lost in it. As if people don't get lost in love, too,
|
|
and die of devotion to art; as if everything worth were not an
|
|
occasion to some people's end.
|
|
|
|
What a wintry letter this is! Only I think it is winter seen from
|
|
the inside of a warm greatcoat. And there is, at least, a warm
|
|
heart about it somewhere. Do you know, what they say in Xmas
|
|
stories is true? I think one loves their friends more dearly at
|
|
this season. - Ever your faithful friend,
|
|
|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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|
17 HERIOT ROAD, EDINBURGH [JANUARY 1875].
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|
MY DEAR COLVIN, - I have worked too hard; I have given myself one
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day of rest, and that was not enough; I am giving myself another.
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I shall go to bed again likewise so soon as this is done, and
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slumber most potently.
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9 P.M., slept all afternoon like a lamb.
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About my coming south, I think the still small unanswerable voice
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of coins will make it impossible until the session is over (end of
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March); but for all that, I think I shall hold out jolly. I do not
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want you to come and bother yourself; indeed, it is still not quite
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certain whether my father will be quite fit for you, although I
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have now no fear of that really. Now don't take up this wrongly; I
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wish you could come; and I do not know anything that would make me
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happier, but I see that it is wrong to expect it, and so I resign
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myself: some time after. I offered Appleton a series of papers on
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the modern French school - the Parnassiens, I think they call them
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- de Banville, Coppee, Soulary, and Sully Prudhomme. But he has
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not deigned to answer my letter.
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I shall have another Portfolio paper so soon as I am done with this
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story, that has played me out; the story is to be called WHEN THE
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DEVIL WAS WELL: scene, Italy, Renaissance; colour, purely
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imaginary of course, my own unregenerate idea of what Italy then
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was. O, when shall I find the story of my dreams, that shall never
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halt nor wander nor step aside, but go ever before its face, and
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ever swifter and louder, until the pit receives it, roaring? The
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Portfolio paper will be about Scotland and England. - Ever yours,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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EDINBURGH, TUESDAY [FEBRUARY 1875].
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I GOT your nice long gossiping letter to-day - I mean by that that
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there was more news in it than usual - and so, of course, I am
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pretty jolly. I am in the house, however, with such a beastly cold
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in the head. Our east winds begin already to be very cold.
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O, I have such a longing for children of my own; and yet I do not
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think I could bear it if I had one. I fancy I must feel more like
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a woman than like a man about that. I sometimes hate the children
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I see on the street - you know what I mean by hate - wish they were
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somewhere else, and not there to mock me; and sometimes, again, I
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don't know how to go by them for the love of them, especially the
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very wee ones.
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THURSDAY. - I have been still in the house since I wrote, and I
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HAVE worked. I finished the Italian story; not well, but as well
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as I can just now; I must go all over it again, some time soon,
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when I feel in the humour to better and perfect it. And now I have
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taken up an old story, begun years ago; and I have now re-written
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all I had written of it then, and mean to finish it. What I have
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lost and gained is odd. As far as regards simple writing, of
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course, I am in another world now; but in some things, though more
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clumsy, I seem to have been freer and more plucky: this is a
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lesson I have taken to heart. I have got a jolly new name for my
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old story. I am going to call it A COUNTRY DANCE; the two heroes
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keep changing places, you know; and the chapter where the most of
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|
this changing goes on is to be called 'Up the middle, down the
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|
middle.' It will be in six, or (perhaps) seven chapters. I have
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never worked harder in my life than these last four days. If I can
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only keep it up.
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SATURDAY. - Yesterday, Leslie Stephen, who was down here to
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lecture, called on me and took me up to see a poor fellow, a poet
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who writes for him, and who has been eighteen months in our
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infirmary, and may be, for all I know, eighteen months more. It
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was very sad to see him there, in a little room with two beds, and
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a couple of sick children in the other bed; a girl came in to visit
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the children, and played dominoes on the counterpane with them; the
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gas flared and crackled, the fire burned in a dull economical way;
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Stephen and I sat on a couple of chairs, and the poor fellow sat up
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in his bed with his hair and beard all tangled, and talked as
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cheerfully as if he had been in a King's palace, or the great
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King's palace of the blue air. He has taught himself two languages
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since he has been lying there. I shall try to be of use to him.
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We have had two beautiful spring days, mild as milk, windy withal,
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and the sun hot. I dreamed last night I was walking by moonlight
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round the place where the scene of my story is laid; it was all so
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|
quiet and sweet, and the blackbirds were singing as if it was day;
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it made my heart very cool and happy. - Ever yours,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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FEBRUARY 8, 1875.
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - Forgive my bothering you. Here is the proof of
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my second KNOX. Glance it over, like a good fellow, and if there's
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anything very flagrant send it to me marked. I have no confidence
|
|
in myself; I feel such an ass. What have I been doing? As near as
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|
I can calculate, nothing. And yet I have worked all this month
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from three to five hours a day, that is to say, from one to three
|
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hours more than my doctor allows me; positively no result.
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No, I can write no article just now; I am PIOCHING, like a madman,
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at my stories, and can make nothing of them; my simplicity is tame
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|
and dull - my passion tinsel, boyish, hysterical. Never mind - ten
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|
years hence, if I live, I shall have learned, so help me God. I
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know one must work, in the meantime (so says Balzac) COMME LE
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MINEUR ENFOUI SOUS UN EBOULEMENT.
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J'Y PARVIENDRAI, NOM DE NOM DE NOM! But it's a long look forward.
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- Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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[BARBIZON, APRIL 1875.]
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MY DEAR FRIEND, - This is just a line to say I am well and happy.
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|
I am here in my dear forest all day in the open air. It is very be
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|
- no, not beautiful exactly, just now, but very bright and living.
|
|
There are one or two song birds and a cuckoo; all the fruit-trees
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|
are in flower, and the beeches make sunshine in a shady place, I
|
|
begin to go all right; you need not be vexed about my health; I
|
|
really was ill at first, as bad as I have been for nearly a year;
|
|
but the forest begins to work, and the air, and the sun, and the
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|
smell of the pines. If I could stay a month here, I should be as
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|
right as possible. Thanks for your letter. - Your faithful
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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17 HERIOT ROW, EDINBURGH, SUNDAY [APRIL 1875].
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HERE is my long story: yesterday night, after having supped, I
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|
grew so restless that I was obliged to go out in search of some
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|
excitement. There was a half-moon lying over on its back, and
|
|
incredibly bright in the midst of a faint grey sky set with faint
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|
stars: a very inartistic moon, that would have damned a picture.
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|
At the most populous place of the city I found a little boy, three
|
|
years old perhaps, half frantic with terror, and crying to every
|
|
one for his 'Mammy.' This was about eleven, mark you. People
|
|
stopped and spoke to him, and then went on, leaving him more
|
|
frightened than before. But I and a good-humoured mechanic came up
|
|
together; and I instantly developed a latent faculty for setting
|
|
the hearts of children at rest. Master Tommy Murphy (such was his
|
|
name) soon stopped crying, and allowed me to take him up and carry
|
|
him; and the mechanic and I trudged away along Princes Street to
|
|
find his parents. I was soon so tired that I had to ask the
|
|
mechanic to carry the bairn; and you should have seen the puzzled
|
|
contempt with which he looked at me, for knocking in so soon. He
|
|
was a good fellow, however, although very impracticable and
|
|
sentimental; and he soon bethought him that Master Murphy might
|
|
catch cold after his excitement, so we wrapped him up in my
|
|
greatcoat. 'Tobauga (Tobago) Street' was the address he gave us;
|
|
and we deposited him in a little grocer's shop and went through all
|
|
the houses in the street without being able to find any one of the
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|
name of Murphy. Then I set off to the head police office, leaving
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|
my greatcoat in pawn about Master Murphy's person. As I went down
|
|
one of the lowest streets in the town, I saw a little bit of life
|
|
that struck me. It was now half-past twelve, a little shop stood
|
|
still half-open, and a boy of four or five years old was walking up
|
|
and down before it imitating cockcrow. He was the only living
|
|
creature within sight.
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At the police offices no word of Master Murphy's parents; so I went
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|
back empty-handed. The good groceress, who had kept her shop open
|
|
all this time, could keep the child no longer; her father, bad with
|
|
bronchitis, said he must forth. So I got a large scone with
|
|
currants in it, wrapped my coat about Tommy, got him up on my arm,
|
|
and away to the police office with him: not very easy in my mind,
|
|
for the poor child, young as he was - he could scarce speak - was
|
|
full of terror for the 'office,' as he called it. He was now very
|
|
grave and quiet and communicative with me; told me how his father
|
|
thrashed him, and divers household matters. Whenever he saw a
|
|
woman on our way he looked after her over my shoulder and then gave
|
|
his judgment: 'That's no HER,' adding sometimes, 'She has a wean
|
|
wi' her.' Meantime I was telling him how I was going to take him
|
|
to a gentleman who would find out his mother for him quicker than
|
|
ever I could, and how he must not be afraid of him, but be brave,
|
|
as he had been with me. We had just arrived at our destination -
|
|
we were just under the lamp - when he looked me in the face and
|
|
said appealingly, 'He'll no put - me in the office?' And I had to
|
|
assure him that he would not, even as I pushed open the door and
|
|
took him in.
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|
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|
The serjeant was very nice, and I got Tommy comfortably seated on a
|
|
bench, and spirited him up with good words and the scone with the
|
|
currants in it; and then, telling him I was just going out to look
|
|
for Mammy, I got my greatcoat and slipped away.
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|
Poor little boy! he was not called for, I learn, until ten this
|
|
morning. This is very ill written, and I've missed half that was
|
|
picturesque in it; but to say truth, I am very tired and sleepy:
|
|
it was two before I got to bed. However, you see, I had my
|
|
excitement.
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|
MONDAY. - I have written nothing all morning; I cannot settle to
|
|
it. Yes - I WILL though.
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|
10.45. - And I did. I want to say something more to you about the
|
|
three women. I wonder so much why they should have been WOMEN, and
|
|
halt between two opinions in the matter. Sometimes I think it is
|
|
because they were made by a man for men; sometimes, again, I think
|
|
there is an abstract reason for it, and there is something more
|
|
substantive about a woman than ever there can be about a man. I
|
|
can conceive a great mythical woman, living alone among
|
|
inaccessible mountain-tops or in some lost island in the pagan
|
|
seas, and ask no more. Whereas if I hear of a Hercules, I ask
|
|
after Iole or Dejanira. I cannot think him a man without women.
|
|
But I can think of these three deep-breasted women, living out all
|
|
their days on remote hilltops, seeing the white dawn and the purple
|
|
even, and the world outspread before them for ever, and no more to
|
|
them for ever than a sight of the eyes, a hearing of the ears, a
|
|
far-away interest of the inflexible heart, not pausing, not
|
|
pitying, but austere with a holy austerity, rigid with a calm and
|
|
passionless rigidity; and I find them none the less women to the
|
|
end.
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|
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|
And think, if one could love a woman like that once, see her once
|
|
grow pale with passion, and once wring your lips out upon hers,
|
|
would it not be a small thing to die? Not that there is not a
|
|
passion of a quite other sort, much less epic, far more dramatic
|
|
and intimate, that comes out of the very frailty of perishable
|
|
women; out of the lines of suffering that we see written about
|
|
their eyes, and that we may wipe out if it were but for a moment;
|
|
out of the thin hands, wrought and tempered in agony to a fineness
|
|
of perception, that the indifferent or the merely happy cannot
|
|
know; out of the tragedy that lies about such a love, and the
|
|
pathetic incompleteness. This is another thing, and perhaps it is
|
|
a higher. I look over my shoulder at the three great headless
|
|
Madonnas, and they look back at me and do not move; see me, and
|
|
through and over me, the foul life of the city dying to its embers
|
|
already as the night draws on; and over miles and miles of silent
|
|
country, set here and there with lit towns, thundered through here
|
|
and there with night expresses scattering fire and smoke; and away
|
|
to the ends of the earth, and the furthest star, and the blank
|
|
regions of nothing; and they are not moved. My quiet, great-kneed,
|
|
deep-breasted, well-draped ladies of Necessity, I give my heart to
|
|
you!
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|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
[SWANSTON, TUESDAY, APRIL 1875.]
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|
MY DEAR FRIEND, - I have been so busy, away to Bridge Of Allan with
|
|
my father first, and then with Simpson and Baxter out here from
|
|
Saturday till Monday. I had no time to write, and, as it is, am
|
|
strangely incapable. Thanks for your letter. I have been reading
|
|
such lots of law, and it seems to take away the power of writing
|
|
from me. From morning to night, so often as I have a spare moment,
|
|
I am in the embrace of a law book - barren embraces. I am in good
|
|
spirits; and my heart smites me as usual, when I am in good
|
|
spirits, about my parents. If I get a bit dull, I am away to
|
|
London without a scruple; but so long as my heart keeps up, I am
|
|
all for my parents.
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|
|
|
What do you think of Henley's hospital verses? They were to have
|
|
been dedicated to me, but Stephen wouldn't allow it - said it would
|
|
be pretentious.
|
|
|
|
WEDNESDAY. - I meant to have made this quite a decent letter this
|
|
morning, but listen. I had pain all last night, and did not sleep
|
|
well, and now am cold and sickish, and strung up ever and again
|
|
with another flash of pain. Will you remember me to everybody? My
|
|
principal characteristics are cold, poverty, and Scots Law - three
|
|
very bad things. Oo, how the rain falls! The mist is quite low on
|
|
the hill. The birds are twittering to each other about the
|
|
indifferent season. O, here's a gem for you. An old godly woman
|
|
predicted the end of the world, because the seasons were becoming
|
|
indistinguishable; my cousin Dora objected that last winter had
|
|
been pretty well marked. 'Yes, my dear,' replied the
|
|
soothsayeress; 'but I think you'll find the summer will be rather
|
|
coamplicated.' - Ever your faithful
|
|
|
|
R. L. S.
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|
|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
|
|
[EDINBURGH, SATURDAY, APRIL 1875.]
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|
|
I AM getting on with my rehearsals, but I find the part very hard.
|
|
I rehearsed yesterday from a quarter to seven, and to-day from four
|
|
(with interval for dinner) to eleven. You see the sad strait I am
|
|
in for ink. - A DEMAIN.
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|
|
|
SUNDAY. - This is the third ink-bottle I have tried, and still it's
|
|
nothing to boast of. My journey went off all right, and I have
|
|
kept ever in good spirits. Last night, indeed, I did think my
|
|
little bit of gaiety was going away down the wind like a whiff of
|
|
tobacco smoke, but to-day it has come back to me a little. The
|
|
influence of this place is assuredly all that can be worst against
|
|
one; MAIL IL FAUT LUTTER. I was haunted last night when I was in
|
|
bed by the most cold, desolate recollections of my past life here;
|
|
I was glad to try and think of the forest, and warm my hands at the
|
|
thought of it. O the quiet, grey thickets, and the yellow
|
|
butterflies, and the woodpeckers, and the outlook over the plain as
|
|
it were over a sea! O for the good, fleshly stupidity of the
|
|
woods, the body conscious of itself all over and the mind
|
|
forgotten, the clean air nestling next your skin as though your
|
|
clothes were gossamer, the eye filled and content, the whole MAN
|
|
HAPPY! Whereas here it takes a pull to hold yourself together; it
|
|
needs both hands, and a book of stoical maxims, and a sort of
|
|
bitterness at the heart by way of armour. - Ever your faithful
|
|
|
|
R. L. S.
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|
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|
WEDNESDAY. - I am so played out with a cold in my eye that I cannot
|
|
see to write or read without difficulty. It is swollen HORRIBLE;
|
|
so how I shall look as Orsino, God knows! I have my fine clothes
|
|
tho'. Henley's sonnets have been taken for the CORNHILL. He is
|
|
out of hospital now, and dressed, but still not too much to brag of
|
|
in health, poor fellow, I am afraid.
|
|
|
|
SUNDAY. - So. I have still rather bad eyes, and a nasty sore
|
|
throat. I play Orsino every day, in all the pomp of Solomon,
|
|
splendid Francis the First clothes, heavy with gold and stage
|
|
jewellery. I play it ill enough, I believe; but me and the
|
|
clothes, and the wedding wherewith the clothes and me are
|
|
reconciled, produce every night a thrill of admiration. Our cook
|
|
told my mother (there is a servants' night, you know) that she and
|
|
the housemaid were 'just prood to be able to say it was oor young
|
|
gentleman.' To sup afterwards with these clothes on, and a
|
|
wonderful lot of gaiety and Shakespearean jokes about the table, is
|
|
something to live for. It is so nice to feel you have been dead
|
|
three hundred years, and the sound of your laughter is faint and
|
|
far off in the centuries. - Ever your faithful
|
|
|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
|
|
WEDNESDAY. - A moment at last. These last few days have been as
|
|
jolly as days could be, and by good fortune I leave to-morrow for
|
|
Swanston, so that I shall not feel the whole fall back to habitual
|
|
self. The pride of life could scarce go further. To live in
|
|
splendid clothes, velvet and gold and fur, upon principally
|
|
champagne and lobster salad, with a company of people nearly all of
|
|
whom are exceptionally good talkers; when your days began about
|
|
eleven and ended about four - I have lost that sentence; I give it
|
|
up; it is very admirable sport, any way. Then both my afternoons
|
|
have been so pleasantly occupied - taking Henley drives. I had a
|
|
business to carry him down the long stair, and more of a business
|
|
to get him up again, but while he was in the carriage it was
|
|
splendid. It is now just the top of spring with us. The whole
|
|
country is mad with green. To see the cherry-blossom bitten out
|
|
upon the black firs, and the black firs bitten out of the blue sky,
|
|
was a sight to set before a king. You may imagine what it was to a
|
|
man who has been eighteen months in an hospital ward. The look of
|
|
his face was a wine to me.
|
|
|
|
I shall send this off to-day to let you know of my new address -
|
|
Swanston Cottage, Lothianburn, Edinburgh. Salute the faithful in
|
|
my name. Salute Priscilla, salute Barnabas, salute Ebenezer - O
|
|
no, he's too much, I withdraw Ebenezer; enough of early Christians.
|
|
- Ever your faithful
|
|
|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
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|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
|
|
[EDINBURGH, JUNE 1875.]
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|
SIMPLY a scratch. All right, jolly, well, and through with the
|
|
difficulty. My father pleased about the Burns. Never travel in
|
|
the same carriage with three able-bodied seamen and a fruiterer
|
|
from Kent; the A.-B.'s speak all night as though they were hailing
|
|
vessels at sea; and the fruiterer as if he were crying fruit in a
|
|
noisy market-place - such, at least, is my FUNESTE experience. I
|
|
wonder if a fruiterer from some place else - say Worcestershire -
|
|
would offer the same phenomena? insoluble doubt.
|
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|
|
R. L. S.
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|
|
Later. - Forgive me, couldn't get it off. Awfully nice man here
|
|
to-night. Public servant - New Zealand. Telling us all about the
|
|
South Sea Islands till I was sick with desire to go there:
|
|
beautiful places, green for ever; perfect climate; perfect shapes
|
|
of men and women, with red flowers in their hair; and nothing to do
|
|
but to study oratory and etiquette, sit in the sun, and pick up the
|
|
fruits as they fall. Navigator's Island is the place; absolute
|
|
balm for the weary. - Ever your faithful friend,
|
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|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
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|
SWANSTON. END OF JUNE, 1875.
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|
THURSDAY. - This day fortnight I shall fall or conquer. Outside
|
|
the rain still soaks; but now and again the hilltop looks through
|
|
the mist vaguely. I am very comfortable, very sleepy, and very
|
|
much satisfied with the arrangements of Providence.
|
|
|
|
SATURDAY - NO, SUNDAY, 12.45. - Just been - not grinding, alas! - I
|
|
couldn't - but doing a bit of Fontainebleau. I don't think I'll be
|
|
plucked. I am not sure though - I am so busy, what with this d-d
|
|
law, and this Fontainebleau always at my elbow, and three plays
|
|
(three, think of that!) and a story, all crying out to me, 'Finish,
|
|
finish, make an entire end, make us strong, shapely, viable
|
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creatures!' It's enough to put a man crazy. Moreover, I have my
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thesis given out now, which is a fifth (is it fifth? I can't count)
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incumbrance.
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SUNDAY. - I've been to church, and am not depressed - a great step.
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I was at that beautiful church my PETIT POEME EN PROSE was about.
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It is a little cruciform place, with heavy cornices and string
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course to match, and a steep slate roof. The small kirkyard is
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full of old grave-stones. One of a Frenchman from Dunkerque - I
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suppose he died prisoner in the military prison hard by - and one,
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the most pathetic memorial I ever saw, a poor school-slate, in a
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wooden frame, with the inscription cut into it evidently by the
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father's own hand. In church, old Mr. Torrence preached - over
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eighty, and a relic of times forgotten, with his black thread
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gloves and mild old foolish face. One of the nicest parts of it
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was to see John Inglis, the greatest man in Scotland, our Justice-
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General, and the only born lawyer I ever heard, listening to the
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piping old body, as though it had all been a revelation, grave and
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respectful. - Ever your faithful
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R. L. S.
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CHAPTER III - ADVOCATE AND AUTHOR, EDINBURGH - PARIS -
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FONTAINEBLEAU, JULY 1875-JULY 1879
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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[CHEZ SIRON, BARBIZON, SEINE ET MARNE, AUGUST 1875.]
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - I have been three days at a place called Grez, a
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pretty and very melancholy village on the plain. A low bridge of
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many arches choked with sedge; great fields of white and yellow
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water-lilies; poplars and willows innumerable; and about it all
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such an atmosphere of sadness and slackness, one could do nothing
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but get into the boat and out of it again, and yawn for bedtime.
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Yesterday Bob and I walked home; it came on a very creditable
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thunderstorm; we were soon wet through; sometimes the rain was so
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heavy that one could only see by holding the hand over the eyes;
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and to crown all, we lost our way and wandered all over the place,
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and into the artillery range, among broken trees, with big shot
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lying about among the rocks. It was near dinner-time when we got
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to Barbizon; and it is supposed that we walked from twenty-three to
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twenty-five miles, which is not bad for the Advocate, who is not
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tired this morning. I was very glad to be back again in this dear
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place, and smell the wet forest in the morning.
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Simpson and the rest drove back in a carriage, and got about as wet
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as we did.
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Why don't you write? I have no more to say. - Ever your
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affectionate son,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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CHATEAU RENARD, LOIRET, AUGUST 1875.
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. . . I HAVE been walking these last days from place to place; and
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it does make it hot for walking with a sack in this weather. I am
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burned in horrid patches of red; my nose, I fear, is going to take
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the lead in colour; Simpson is all flushed, as if he were seen by a
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sunset. I send you here two rondeaux; I don't suppose they will
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amuse anybody but me; but this measure, short and yet intricate, is
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just what I desire; and I have had some good times walking along
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the glaring roads, or down the poplar alley of the great canal,
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pitting my own humour to this old verse.
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Far have you come, my lady, from the town,
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And far from all your sorrows, if you please,
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To smell the good sea-winds and hear the seas,
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And in green meadows lay your body down.
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To find your pale face grow from pale to brown,
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Your sad eyes growing brighter by degrees;
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Far have you come, my lady, from the town,
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And far from all your sorrows, if you please.
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Here in this seaboard land of old renown,
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In meadow grass go wading to the knees;
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Bathe your whole soul a while in simple ease;
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There is no sorrow but the sea can drown;
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Far have you come, my lady, from the town.
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NOUS N'IRONS PLUS AU BOIS.
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We'll walk the woods no more,
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But stay beside the fire,
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To weep for old desire
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And things that are no more.
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The woods are spoiled and hoar,
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The ways are full of mire;
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We'll walk the woods no more,
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But stay beside the fire.
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We loved, in days of yore,
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Love, laughter, and the lyre.
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Ah God, but death is dire,
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And death is at the door -
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We'll walk the woods no more.
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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EDINBURGH, [AUTUMN] 1875.
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - Thanks for your letter and news. No - my BURNS
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is not done yet, it has led me so far afield that I cannot finish
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it; every time I think I see my way to an end, some new game (or
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perhaps wild goose) starts up, and away I go. And then, again, to
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be plain, I shirk the work of the critical part, shirk it as a man
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shirks a long jump. It is awful to have to express and
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differentiate BURNS in a column or two. O golly, I say, you know,
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it CAN'T be done at the money. All the more as I'm going write a
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book about it. RAMSAY, FERGUSSON, AND BURNS: AN ESSAY (or A
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CRITICAL ESSAY? but then I'm going to give lives of the three
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gentlemen, only the gist of the book is the criticism) BY ROBERT
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LOUIS STEVENSON, ADVOCATE. How's that for cut and dry? And I
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COULD write this book. Unless I deceive myself, I could even write
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it pretty adequately. I feel as if I was really in it, and knew
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the game thoroughly. You see what comes of trying to write an
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essay on BURNS in ten columns.
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Meantime, when I have done Burns, I shall finish Charles of Orleans
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(who is in a good way, about the fifth month, I should think, and
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promises to be a fine healthy child, better than any of his elder
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brothers for a while); and then perhaps a Villon, for Villon is a
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very essential part of my RAMSAY-FERGUSSON-BURNS; I mean, is a note
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in it, and will recur again and again for comparison and
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illustration; then, perhaps, I may try Fontainebleau, by the way.
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But so soon as Charles of Orleans is polished off, and immortalised
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for ever, he and his pipings, in a solid imperishable shrine of R.
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L. S., my true aim and end will be this little book. Suppose I
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could jerk you out 100 Cornhill pages; that would easy make 200
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pages of decent form; and then thickish paper - eh? would that do?
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I dare say it could be made bigger; but I know what 100 pages of
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copy, bright consummate copy, imply behind the scenes of weary
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manuscribing; I think if I put another nothing to it, I should not
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be outside the mark; and 100 Cornhill pages of 500 words means, I
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fancy (but I never was good at figures), means 500,00 words.
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There's a prospect for an idle young gentleman who lives at home at
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ease! The future is thick with inky fingers. And then perhaps
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nobody would publish. AH NOM DE DIEU! What do you think of all
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this? will it paddle, think you?
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I hope this pen will write; it is the third I have tried.
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About coming up, no, that's impossible; for I am worse than a
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bankrupt. I have at the present six shillings and a penny; I have
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a sounding lot of bills for Christmas; new dress suit, for
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|
instance, the old one having gone for Parliament House; and new
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|
white shirts to live up to my new profession; I'm as gay and swell
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|
and gummy as can be; only all my boots leak; one pair water, and
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the other two simple black mud; so that my rig is more for the eye,
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|
than a very solid comfort to myself. That is my budget. Dismal
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enough, and no prospect of any coin coming in; at least for months.
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So that here I am, I almost fear, for the winter; certainly till
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after Christmas, and then it depends on how my bills 'turn out'
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whether it shall not be till spring. So, meantime, I must whistle
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in my cage. My cage is better by one thing; I am an Advocate now.
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If you ask me why that makes it better, I would remind you that in
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the most distressing circumstances a little consequence goes a long
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way, and even bereaved relatives stand on precedence round the
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coffin. I idle finely. I read Boswell's LIFE OF JOHNSON, Martin's
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HISTORY OF FRANCE, ALLAN RAMSAY, OLIVIER BOSSELIN, all sorts of
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rubbish, APROPOS of BURNS, COMMINES, JUVENAL DES URSINS, etc. I
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walk about the Parliament House five forenoons a week, in wig and
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gown; I have either a five or six mile walk, or an hour or two hard
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skating on the rink, every afternoon, without fail.
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I have not written much; but, like the seaman's parrot in the tale,
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I have thought a deal. You have never, by the way, returned me
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either SPRING or BERANGER, which is certainly a d-d shame. I
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always comforted myself with that when my conscience pricked me
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about a letter to you. 'Thus conscience' - O no, that's not
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appropriate in this connection. - Ever yours,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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I say, is there any chance of your coming north this year? Mind
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you that promise is now more respectable for age than is becoming.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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[EDINBURGH, OCTOBER 1875.]
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NOO lyart leaves blaw ower the green,
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Red are the bonny woods o' Dean,
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An' here we're back in Embro, freen',
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To pass the winter.
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Whilk noo, wi' frosts afore, draws in,
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An' snaws ahint her.
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I've seen's hae days to fricht us a',
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The Pentlands poothered weel wi' snaw,
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The ways half-smoored wi' liquid thaw,
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An' half-congealin',
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The snell an' scowtherin' norther blaw
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Frae blae Brunteelan'.
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I've seen's been unco sweir to sally,
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And at the door-cheeks daff an' dally,
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Seen's daidle thus an' shilly-shally
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For near a minute -
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Sae cauld the wind blew up the valley,
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The deil was in it! -
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Syne spread the silk an' tak the gate,
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In blast an' blaudin' rain, deil hae't!
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The hale toon glintin', stane an' slate,
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Wi' cauld an' weet,
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An' to the Court, gin we'se be late,
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Bicker oor feet.
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And at the Court, tae, aft I saw
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Whaur Advocates by twa an' twa
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Gang gesterin' end to end the ha'
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In weeg an' goon,
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To crack o' what ye wull but Law
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|
The hale forenoon.
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That muckle ha,' maist like a kirk,
|
|
I've kent at braid mid-day sae mirk
|
|
Ye'd seen white weegs an' faces lurk
|
|
Like ghaists frae Hell,
|
|
But whether Christian ghaist or Turk
|
|
Deil ane could tell.
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|
|
The three fires lunted in the gloom,
|
|
The wind blew like the blast o' doom,
|
|
The rain upo' the roof abune
|
|
Played Peter Dick -
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|
Ye wad nae'd licht enough i' the room
|
|
Your teeth to pick!
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But, freend, ye ken how me an' you,
|
|
The ling-lang lanely winter through,
|
|
Keep'd a guid speerit up, an' true
|
|
To lore Horatian,
|
|
We aye the ither bottle drew
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|
To inclination.
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Sae let us in the comin' days
|
|
Stand sicker on our auncient ways -
|
|
The strauchtest road in a' the maze
|
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Since Eve ate apples;
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An' let the winter weet our cla'es -
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We'll weet oor thrapples.
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|
Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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|
[EDINBURGH, AUTUMN 1875.]
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - FOUS NE ME GOMBRENNEZ PAS. Angry with you? No.
|
|
Is the thing lost? Well, so be it. There is one masterpiece fewer
|
|
in the world. The world can ill spare it, but I, sir, I (and here
|
|
I strike my hollow boson, so that it resounds) I am full of this
|
|
sort of bauble; I am made of it; it comes to me, sir, as the desire
|
|
to sneeze comes upon poor ordinary devils on cold days, when they
|
|
should be getting out of bed and into their horrid cold tubs by the
|
|
light of a seven o'clock candle, with the dismal seven o'clock
|
|
frost-flowers all over the window.
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|
|
|
Show Stephen what you please; if you could show him how to give me
|
|
money, you would oblige, sincerely yours,
|
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|
|
R. L. S.
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|
I have a scroll of SPRINGTIME somewhere, but I know that it is not
|
|
in very good order, and do not feel myself up to very much grind
|
|
over it. I am damped about SPRINGTIME, that's the truth of it. It
|
|
might have been four or five quid!
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|
Sir, I shall shave my head, if this goes on. All men take a
|
|
pleasure to gird at me. The laws of nature are in open war with
|
|
me. The wheel of a dog-cart took the toes off my new boots. Gout
|
|
has set in with extreme rigour, and cut me out of the cheap
|
|
refreshment of beer. I leant my back against an oak, I thought it
|
|
was a trusty tree, but first it bent, and syne - it lost the Spirit
|
|
of Springtime, and so did Professor Sidney Colvin, Trinity College,
|
|
to me. - Ever yours,
|
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|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
|
|
Along with this, I send you some P.P.P's; if you lose them, you
|
|
need not seek to look upon my face again. Do, for God's sake,
|
|
answer me about them also; it is a horrid thing for a fond
|
|
architect to find his monuments received in silence. - Yours,
|
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|
|
R. L. S.
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|
|
Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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|
|
[EDINBURGH, NOVEMBER 12, 1875.]
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|
|
MY DEAR FRIEND, - Since I got your letter I have been able to do a
|
|
little more work, and I have been much better contented with
|
|
myself; but I can't get away, that is absolutely prevented by the
|
|
state of my purse and my debts, which, I may say, are red like
|
|
crimson. I don't know how I am to clear my hands of them, nor
|
|
when, not before Christmas anyway. Yesterday I was twenty-five; so
|
|
please wish me many happy returns - directly. This one was not
|
|
UNhappy anyway. I have got back a good deal into my old random,
|
|
little-thought way of life, and do not care whether I read, write,
|
|
speak, or walk, so long as I do something. I have a great delight
|
|
in this wheel-skating; I have made great advance in it of late, can
|
|
do a good many amusing things (I mean amusing in MY sense - amusing
|
|
to do). You know, I lose all my forenoons at Court! So it is, but
|
|
the time passes; it is a great pleasure to sit and hear cases
|
|
argued or advised. This is quite autobiographical, but I feel as
|
|
if it was some time since we met, and I can tell you, I am glad to
|
|
meet you again. In every way, you see, but that of work the world
|
|
goes well with me. My health is better than ever it was before; I
|
|
get on without any jar, nay, as if there never had been a jar, with
|
|
my parents. If it weren't about that work, I'd be happy. But the
|
|
fact is, I don't think - the fact is, I'm going to trust in
|
|
Providence about work. If I could get one or two pieces I hate out
|
|
of my way all would be well, I think; but these obstacles disgust
|
|
me, and as I know I ought to do them first, I don't do anything. I
|
|
must finish this off, or I'll just lose another day. I'll try to
|
|
write again soon. - Ever your faithful friend,
|
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|
|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. DE MATTOS
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|
EDINBURGH, JANUARY 1876.
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|
|
MY DEAR KATHARINE, - The prisoner reserved his defence. He has
|
|
been seedy, however; principally sick of the family evil,
|
|
despondency; the sun is gone out utterly; and the breath of the
|
|
people of this city lies about as a sort of damp, unwholesome fog,
|
|
in which we go walking with bowed hearts. If I understand what is
|
|
a contrite spirit, I have one; it is to feel that you are a small
|
|
jar, or rather, as I feel myself, a very large jar, of pottery work
|
|
rather MAL REUSSI, and to make every allowance for the potter (I
|
|
beg pardon; Potter with a capital P.) on his ill-success, and
|
|
rather wish he would reduce you as soon as possible to potsherds.
|
|
However, there are many things to do yet before we go
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|
GROSSIR LA PATE UNIVERSELLE
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|
FAITE DES FORMES QUE DIEU FOND.
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|
|
For instance, I have never been in a revolution yet. I pray God I
|
|
may be in one at the end, if I am to make a mucker. The best way
|
|
to make a mucker is to have your back set against a wall and a few
|
|
lead pellets whiffed into you in a moment, while yet you are all in
|
|
a heat and a fury of combat, with drums sounding on all sides, and
|
|
people crying, and a general smash like the infernal orchestration
|
|
at the end of the HUGUENOTS. . . .
|
|
|
|
Please pardon me for having been so long of writing, and show your
|
|
pardon by writing soon to me; it will be a kindness, for I am
|
|
sometimes very dull. Edinburgh is much changed for the worse by
|
|
the absence of Bob; and this damned weather weighs on me like a
|
|
curse. Yesterday, or the day before, there came so black a rain
|
|
squall that I was frightened - what a child would call frightened,
|
|
you know, for want of a better word - although in reality it has
|
|
nothing to do with fright. I lit the gas and sat cowering in my
|
|
chair until it went away again. - Ever yours,
|
|
|
|
R. L. S.
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|
|
|
O I am trying my hand at a novel just now; it may interest you to
|
|
know, I am bound to say I do not think it will be a success.
|
|
However, it's an amusement for the moment, and work, work is your
|
|
only ally against the 'bearded people' that squat upon their hams
|
|
in the dark places of life and embrace people horribly as they go
|
|
by. God save us from the bearded people! to think that the sun is
|
|
still shining in some happy places!
|
|
|
|
R. L S.
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|
|
Letter: TO MRS SITWELL
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|
|
|
[EDINBURGH, JANUARY 1876.]
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|
|
. . . OUR weather continues as it was, bitterly cold, and raining
|
|
often. There is not much pleasure in life certainly as it stands
|
|
at present. NOUS N'IRONS PLUS AU BOSS, HELAS!
|
|
|
|
I meant to write some more last night, but my father was ill and it
|
|
put it out of my way. He is better this morning.
|
|
|
|
If I had written last night, I should have written a lot. But this
|
|
morning I am so dreadfully tired and stupid that I can say nothing.
|
|
I was down at Leith in the afternoon. God bless me, what horrid
|
|
women I saw; I never knew what a plain-looking race it was before.
|
|
I was sick at heart with the looks of them. And the children,
|
|
filthy and ragged! And the smells! And the fat black mud!
|
|
|
|
My soul was full of disgust ere I got back. And yet the ships were
|
|
beautiful to see, as they are always; and on the pier there was a
|
|
clean cold wind that smelt a little of the sea, though it came down
|
|
the Firth, and the sunset had a certain ECLAT and warmth. Perhaps
|
|
if I could get more work done, I should be in a better trim to
|
|
enjoy filthy streets and people and cold grim weather; but I don't
|
|
much feel as if it was what I would have chosen. I am tempted
|
|
every day of my life to go off on another walking tour. I like
|
|
that better than anything else that I know. - Ever your faithful
|
|
friend,
|
|
|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
|
|
|
|
Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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|
|
|
[EDINBURGH, FEBRUARY 1876.]
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|
|
MY DEAR COLVIN, - 1ST. I have sent 'Fontainebleau' long ago, long
|
|
ago. And Leslie Stephen is worse than tepid about it - liked 'some
|
|
parts' of it 'very well,' the son of Belial. Moreover, he proposes
|
|
to shorten it; and I, who want MONEY, and money soon, and not glory
|
|
and the illustration of the English language, I feel as if my
|
|
poverty were going to consent.
|
|
|
|
2ND. I'm as fit as a fiddle after my walk. I am four inches
|
|
bigger about the waist than last July! There, that's your prophecy
|
|
did that. I am on 'Charles of Orleans' now, but I don't know where
|
|
to send him. Stephen obviously spews me out of his mouth, and I
|
|
spew him out of mine, so help me! A man who doesn't like my
|
|
'Fontainebleau'! His head must be turned.
|
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3RD. If ever you do come across my 'Spring' (I beg your pardon for
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referring to it again, but I don't want you to forget) send it off
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at once.
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4TH. I went to Ayr, Maybole, Girvan, Ballantrae, Stranraer,
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Glenluce, and Wigton. I shall make an article of it some day soon,
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'A Winter's Walk in Carrick and Galloway.' I had a good time. -
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Yours,
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R. L S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[SWANSTON COTTAGE, LOTHIANBURN, JULY 1876.]
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HERE I am, here, and very well too. I am glad you liked 'Walking
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Tours'; I like it, too; I think it's prose; and I own with
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contrition that I have not always written prose. However, I am
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'endeavouring after new obedience' (Scot. Shorter Catechism). You
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don't say aught of 'Forest Notes,' which is kind. There is one, if
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you will, that was too sweet to be wholesome.
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I am at 'Charles d'Orleans.' About fifteen CORNHILL pages have
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already coule'd from under my facile plume - no, I mean eleven,
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fifteen of MS. - and we are not much more than half-way through,
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'Charles' and I; but he's a pleasant companion. My health is very
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well; I am in a fine exercisy state. Baynes is gone to London; if
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you see him, inquire about my 'Burns.' They have sent me 5 pounds,
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5s, for it, which has mollified me horrid. 5 pounds, 5s. is a good
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deal to pay for a read of it in MS.; I can't complain. - Yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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[SWANSTON COTTAGE, LOTHIANBURN, JULY 1876.]
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. . . I HAVE the strangest repugnance for writing; indeed, I have
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nearly got myself persuaded into the notion that letters don't
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arrive, in order to salve my conscience for never sending them off.
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I'm reading a great deal of fifteenth century: TRIAL OF JOAN OF
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ARC, PASTON LETTERS, BASIN, etc., also BOSWELL daily by way of a
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Bible; I mean to read BOSWELL now until the day I die. And now and
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again a bit of PILGRIM'S PROGRESS. Is that all? Yes, I think
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that's all. I have a thing in proof for the CORNHILL called
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VIRGINIBUS PUERISQUE. 'Charles of Orleans' is again laid aside,
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but in a good state of furtherance this time. A paper called 'A
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Defence of Idlers' (which is really a defence of R. L. S.) is in a
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good way. So, you see, I am busy in a tumultuous, knotless sort of
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fashion; and as I say, I take lots of exercise, and I'm as brown a
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berry.
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This is the first letter I've written for - O I don't know how
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long.
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JULY 30TH. - This is, I suppose, three weeks after I began. Do,
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please, forgive me.
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To the Highlands, first, to the Jenkins', then to Antwerp; thence,
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by canoe with Simpson, to Paris and Grez (on the Loing, and an old
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acquaintance of mine on the skirts of Fontainebleau) to complete
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our cruise next spring (if we're all alive and jolly) by Loing and
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Loire, Saone and Rhone to the Mediterranean. It should make a
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jolly book of gossip, I imagine.
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God bless you.
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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P.S. - VIRGINIBUS PUERISQUE is in August CORNHILL. 'Charles of
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Orleans' is finished, and sent to Stephen; 'Idlers' ditto, and sent
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to Grove; but I've no word of either. So I've not been idle.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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CHAUNY, AISNE [SEPTEMBER 1876].
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - Here I am, you see; and if you will take to a
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map, you will observe I am already more than two doors from
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Antwerp, whence I started. I have fought it through under the
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worst weather I ever saw in France; I have been wet through nearly
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every day of travel since the second (inclusive); besides this, I
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have had to fight against pretty mouldy health; so that, on the
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whole, the essayist and reviewer has shown, I think, some pluck.
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Four days ago I was not a hundred miles from being miserably
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drowned, to the immense regret of a large circle of friends and the
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permanent impoverishment of British Essayism and Reviewery. My
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boat culbutted me under a fallen tree in a very rapid current; and
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I was a good while before I got on to the outside of that fallen
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tree; rather a better while than I cared about. When I got up, I
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lay some time on my belly, panting, and exuded fluid. All my
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symptoms JUSQU' ICI are trifling. But I've a damned sore throat. -
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Yours ever,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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17 HERIOT ROW, EDINBURGH, MAY 1877.
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. . . A PERFECT chorus of repudiation is sounding in my ears; and
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although you say nothing, I know you must be repudiating me, all
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the same. Write I cannot - there's no good mincing matters, a
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letter frightens me worse than the devil; and I am just as unfit
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for correspondence as if I had never learned the three R.'s.
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Let me give my news quickly before I relapse into my usual
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idleness. I have a terror lest I should relapse before I get this
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finished. Courage, R. L. S.! On Leslie Stephen's advice, I gave
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up the idea of a book of essays. He said he didn't imagine I was
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rich enough for such an amusement; and moreover, whatever was worth
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publication was worth republication. So the best of those I had
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ready: 'An Apology for Idlers' is in proof for the CORNHILL. I
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have 'Villon' to do for the same magazine, but God knows when I'll
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get it done, for drums, trumpets - I'm engaged upon - trumpets,
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drums - a novel! 'THE HAIR TRUNK; OR, THE IDEAL COMMONWEALTH.' It
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is a most absurd story of a lot of young Cambridge fellows who are
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going to found a new society, with no ideas on the subject, and
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nothing but Bohemian tastes in the place of ideas; and who are -
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well, I can't explain about the trunk - it would take too long -
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but the trunk is the fun of it - everybody steals it; burglary,
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marine fight, life on desert island on west coast of Scotland,
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sloops, etc. The first scene where they make their grand schemes
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and get drunk is supposed to be very funny, by Henley. I really
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saw him laugh over it until he cried.
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Please write to me, although I deserve it so little, and show a
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Christian spirit. - Ever your faithful friend,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[EDINBURGH, AUGUST 1877.]
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - I'm to be whipped away to-morrow to Penzance,
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where at the post-office a letter will find me glad and grateful.
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I am well, but somewhat tired out with overwork. I have only been
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home a fortnight this morning, and I have already written to the
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tune of forty-five CORNHILL pages and upwards. The most of it was
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only very laborious re-casting and re-modelling, it is true; but it
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took it out of me famously, all the same.
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TEMPLE BAR appears to like my 'Villon,' so I may count on another
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market there in the future, I hope. At least, I am going to put it
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to the proof at once, and send another story, 'The Sire de
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Maletroit's Mousetrap': a true novel, in the old sense; all
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|
unities preserved moreover, if that's anything, and I believe with
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some little merits; not so CLEVER perhaps as the last, but sounder
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and more natural.
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My 'Villon' is out this month; I should so much like to know what
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you think of it. Stephen has written to me apropos of 'Idlers,'
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that something more in that vein would be agreeable to his views.
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From Stephen I count that a devil of a lot.
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I am honestly so tired this morning that I hope you will take this
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for what it's worth and give me an answer in peace. - Ever yours,
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LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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[PENZANCE, AUGUST 1877.]
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. . . YOU will do well to stick to your burn, that is a delightful
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life you sketch, and a very fountain of health. I wish I could
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live like that but, alas! it is just as well I got my 'Idlers'
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written and done with, for I have quite lost all power of resting.
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I have a goad in my flesh continually, pushing me to work, work,
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work. I have an essay pretty well through for Stephen; a story,
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'The Sire de Maletroit's Mousetrap,' with which I shall try TEMPLE
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BAR; another story, in the clouds, 'The Stepfather's Story,' most
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|
pathetic work of a high morality or immorality, according to point
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of view; and lastly, also in the clouds, or perhaps a little
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|
farther away, an essay on the 'Two St. Michael's Mounts,'
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historical and picturesque; perhaps if it didn't come too long, I
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might throw in the 'Bass Rock,' and call it 'Three Sea Fortalices,'
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or something of that kind. You see how work keeps bubbling in my
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mind. Then I shall do another fifteenth century paper this autumn
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- La Sale and PETIT JEHAN DE SAINTRE, which is a kind of fifteenth
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century SANDFORD AND MERTON, ending in horrid immoral cynicism, as
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if the author had got tired of being didactic, and just had a good
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wallow in the mire to wind up with and indemnify himself for so
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much restraint.
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Cornwall is not much to my taste, being as bleak as the bleakest
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parts of Scotland, and nothing like so pointed and characteristic.
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It has a flavour of its own, though, which I may try and catch, if
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I find the space, in the proposed article. 'Will o' the Mill' I
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sent, red hot, to Stephen in a fit of haste, and have not yet had
|
|
an answer. I am quite prepared for a refusal. But I begin to have
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|
more hope in the story line, and that should improve my income
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|
anyway. I am glad you liked 'Villon'; some of it was not as good
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|
as it ought to be, but on the whole it seems pretty vivid, and the
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|
features strongly marked. Vividness and not style is now my line;
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style is all very well, but vividness is the real line of country;
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if a thing is meant to be read, it seems just as well to try and
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make it readable. I am such a dull person I cannot keep off my own
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immortal works. Indeed, they are scarcely ever out of my head.
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|
And yet I value them less and less every day. But occupation is
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|
the great thing; so that a man should have his life in his own
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pocket, and never be thrown out of work by anything. I am glad to
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hear you are better. I must stop - going to Land's End. - Always
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your faithful friend,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO A. PATCHETT MARTIN
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[1877.]
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DEAR SIR, - It would not be very easy for me to give you any idea
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of the pleasure I found in your present. People who write for the
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|
magazines (probably from a guilty conscience) are apt to suppose
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|
their works practically unpublished. It seems unlikely that any
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|
one would take the trouble to read a little paper buried among so
|
|
many others; and reading it, read it with any attention or
|
|
pleasure. And so, I can assure you, your little book, coming from
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|
so far, gave me all the pleasure and encouragement in the world.
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I suppose you know and remember Charles Lamb's essay on distant
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|
correspondents? Well, I was somewhat of his way of thinking about
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|
my mild productions. I did not indeed imagine they were read, and
|
|
(I suppose I may say) enjoyed right round upon the other side of
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|
the big Football we have the honour to inhabit. And as your
|
|
present was the first sign to the contrary, I feel I have been very
|
|
ungrateful in not writing earlier to acknowledge the receipt. I
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|
dare say, however, you hate writing letters as much as I can do
|
|
myself (for if you like my article, I may presume other points of
|
|
sympathy between us); and on this hypothesis you will be ready to
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|
forgive me the delay.
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I may mention with regard to the piece of verses called 'Such is
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|
Life,' that I am not the only one on this side of the Football
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|
aforesaid to think it a good and bright piece of work, and
|
|
recognised a link of sympathy with the poets who 'play in
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|
hostelries at euchre.' - Believe me, dear sir, yours truly,
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R. L S.
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Letter: TO A. PATCHETT MARTIN
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17 HERIOT ROW, EDINBURGH [DECEMBER 1877].
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MY DEAR SIR, - I am afraid you must already have condemned me for a
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|
very idle fellow truly. Here it is more than two months since I
|
|
received your letter; I had no fewer than three journals to
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|
acknowledge; and never a sign upon my part. If you have seen a
|
|
CORNHILL paper of mine upon idling, you will be inclined to set it
|
|
all down to that. But you will not be doing me justice. Indeed, I
|
|
have had a summer so troubled that I have had little leisure and
|
|
still less inclination to write letters. I was keeping the devil
|
|
at bay with all my disposable activities; and more than once I
|
|
thought he had me by the throat. The odd conditions of our
|
|
acquaintance enable me to say more to you than I would to a person
|
|
who lived at my elbow. And besides, I am too much pleased and
|
|
flattered at our correspondence not to go as far as I can to set
|
|
myself right in your eyes.
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In this damnable confusion (I beg pardon) I have lost all my
|
|
possessions, or near about, and quite lost all my wits. I wish I
|
|
could lay my hands on the numbers of the REVIEW, for I know I
|
|
wished to say something on that head more particularly than I can
|
|
from memory; but where they have escaped to, only time or chance
|
|
can show. However, I can tell you so far, that I was very much
|
|
pleased with the article on Bret Harte; it seemed to me just,
|
|
clear, and to the point. I agreed pretty well with all you said
|
|
about George Eliot: a high, but, may we not add? - a rather dry
|
|
lady. Did you - I forget - did you have a kick at the stern works
|
|
of that melancholy puppy and humbug Daniel Deronda himself? - the
|
|
Prince of prigs; the literary abomination of desolation in the way
|
|
of manhood; a type which is enough to make a man forswear the love
|
|
of women, if that is how it must be gained. . . . Hats off all the
|
|
same, you understand: a woman of genius.
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Of your poems I have myself a kindness for 'Noll and Nell,'
|
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although I don't think you have made it as good as you ought:
|
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verse five is surely not QUITE MELODIOUS. I confess I like the
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Sonnet in the last number of the REVIEW - the Sonnet to England.
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Please, if you have not, and I don't suppose you have, already read
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|
it, institute a search in all Melbourne for one of the rarest and
|
|
certainly one of the best of books - CLARISSA HARLOWE. For any man
|
|
who takes an interest in the problems of the two sexes, that book
|
|
is a perfect mine of documents. And it is written, sir, with the
|
|
pen of an angel. Miss Howe and Lovelace, words cannot tell how
|
|
good they are! And the scene where Clarissa beards her family,
|
|
with her fan going all the while; and some of the quarrel scenes
|
|
between her and Lovelace; and the scene where Colonel Marden goes
|
|
to Mr. Hall, with Lord M. trying to compose matters, and the
|
|
Colonel with his eternal 'finest woman in the world,' and the
|
|
inimitable affirmation of Mowbray - nothing, nothing could be
|
|
better! You will bless me when you read it for this
|
|
recommendation; but, indeed, I can do nothing but recommend
|
|
Clarissa. I am like that Frenchman of the eighteenth century who
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|
discovered Habakkuk, and would give no one peace about that
|
|
respectable Hebrew. For my part, I never was able to get over his
|
|
eminently respectable name; Isaiah is the boy, if you must have a
|
|
prophet, no less. About Clarissa, I meditate a choice work: A
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DIALOGUE ON MAN, WOMAN, AND 'CLARISSA HARLOWE.' It is to be so
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|
clever that no array of terms can give you any idea; and very
|
|
likely that particular array in which I shall finally embody it,
|
|
less than any other.
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Do you know, my dear sir, what I like best in your letter? The
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egotism for which you thought necessary to apologise. I am a rogue
|
|
at egotism myself; and to be plain, I have rarely or never liked
|
|
any man who was not. The first step to discovering the beauties of
|
|
God's universe is usually a (perhaps partial) apprehension of such
|
|
of them as adorn our own characters. When I see a man who does not
|
|
think pretty well of himself, I always suspect him of being in the
|
|
right. And besides, if he does not like himself, whom he has seen,
|
|
how is he ever to like one whom he never can see but in dim and
|
|
artificial presentments?
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I cordially reciprocate your offer of a welcome; it shall be at
|
|
least a warm one. Are you not my first, my only, admirer - a dear
|
|
tie? Besides, you are a man of sense, and you treat me as one by
|
|
writing to me as you do, and that gives me pleasure also. Please
|
|
continue to let me see your work. I have one or two things coming
|
|
out in the CORNHILL: a story called 'The Sire de Maletroit's Door'
|
|
in TEMPLE BAR; and a series of articles on Edinburgh in the
|
|
PORTFOLIO; but I don't know if these last fly all the way to
|
|
Melbourne. - Yours very truly,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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HOTEL DES ETRANGERS, DIEPPE, JANUARY 1, 1878.
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - I am at the INLAND VOYAGE again: have finished
|
|
another section, and have only two more to execute. But one at
|
|
least of these will be very long - the longest in the book - being
|
|
a great digression on French artistic tramps. I only hope Paul may
|
|
take the thing; I want coin so badly, and besides it would be
|
|
something done - something put outside of me and off my conscience;
|
|
and I should not feel such a muff as I do, if once I saw the thing
|
|
in boards with a ticket on its back. I think I shall frequent
|
|
circulating libraries a good deal. The Preface shall stand over,
|
|
as you suggest, until the last, and then, sir, we shall see. This
|
|
to be read with a big voice.
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This is New Year's Day: let me, my dear Colvin, wish you a very
|
|
good year, free of all misunderstanding and bereavement, and full
|
|
of good weather and good work. You know best what you have done
|
|
for me, and so you will know best how heartily I mean this. - Ever
|
|
yours,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[PARIS, JANUARY OR FEBRUARY 1878.]
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - Many thanks for your letter. I was much
|
|
interested by all the Edinburgh gossip. Most likely I shall arrive
|
|
in London next week. I think you know all about the Crane sketch;
|
|
but it should be a river, not a canal, you know, and the look
|
|
should be 'cruel, lewd, and kindly,' all at once. There is more
|
|
sense in that Greek myth of Pan than in any other that I recollect
|
|
except the luminous Hebrew one of the Fall: one of the biggest
|
|
things done. If people would remember that all religions are no
|
|
more than representations of life, they would find them, as they
|
|
are, the best representations, licking Shakespeare.
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What an inconceivable cheese is Alfred de Musset! His comedies
|
|
are, to my view, the best work of France this century: a large
|
|
order. Did you ever read them? They are real, clear, living work.
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|
- Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MR. AND MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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PARIS, 44 BD. HAUSSMANN, FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 21, 1878.
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MY DEAR PEOPLE, - Do you know who is my favourite author just now?
|
|
How are the mighty fallen! Anthony Trollope. I batten on him; he
|
|
is so nearly wearying you, and yet he never does; or rather, he
|
|
never does, until he gets near the end, when he begins to wean you
|
|
from him, so that you're as pleased to be done with him as you
|
|
thought you would be sorry. I wonder if it's old age? It is a
|
|
little, I am sure. A young person would get sickened by the dead
|
|
level of meanness and cowardliness; you require to be a little
|
|
spoiled and cynical before you can enjoy it. I have just finished
|
|
the WAY OF THE WORLD; there is only one person in it - no, there
|
|
are three - who are nice: the wild American woman, and two of the
|
|
dissipated young men, Dolly and Lord Nidderdale. All the heroes
|
|
and heroines are just ghastly. But what a triumph is Lady Carbury!
|
|
That is real, sound, strong, genuine work: the man who could do
|
|
that, if he had had courage, might have written a fine book; he has
|
|
preferred to write many readable ones. I meant to write such a
|
|
long, nice letter, but I cannot hold the pen.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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HOTEL DU VAL DE GRACE, RUE ST. JACQUES, PARIS, SUNDAY [JUNE 1878].
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - About criticisms, I was more surprised at the
|
|
tone of the critics than I suppose any one else. And the effect it
|
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has produced in me is one of shame. If they liked that so much, I
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ought to have given them something better, that's all. And I shall
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try to do so. Still, it strikes me as odd; and I don't understand
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the vogue. It should sell the thing. - Ever your affectionate son,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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MONASTIER, SEPTEMBER 1878.
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - You must not expect to hear much from me for the
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next two weeks; for I am near starting. Donkey purchased - a love
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- price, 65 francs and a glass of brandy. My route is all pretty
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well laid out; I shall go near no town till I get to Alais.
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Remember, Poste Restante, Alais, Gard. Greyfriars will be in
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October. You did not say whether you liked September; you might
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tell me that at Alais. The other No.'s of Edinburgh are:
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Parliament Close, Villa Quarters (which perhaps may not appear),
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Calton Hill, Winter and New Year, and to the Pentland Hills. 'Tis
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a kind of book nobody would ever care to read; but none of the
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young men could have done it better than I have, which is always a
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consolation. I read INLAND VOYAGE the other day: what rubbish
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these reviewers did talk! It is not badly written, thin, mildly
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cheery, and strained. SELON MOI. I mean to visit Hamerton on my
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return journey; otherwise, I should come by sea from Marseilles. I
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am very well known here now; indeed, quite a feature of the place.
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- Your affectionate son,
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R. L. S.
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The Engineer is the Conductor of Roads and Bridges; then I have the
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Receiver of Registrations, the First Clerk of Excise, and the
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Perceiver of the Impost. That is our dinner party. I am a sort of
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hovering government official, as you see. But away - away from
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these great companions!
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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[MONASTIER, SEPTEMBER 1878.]
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DEAR HENLEY, - I hope to leave Monastier this day (Saturday) week;
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thenceforward Poste Restante, Alais, Gard, is my address. 'Travels
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with a Donkey in the French Highlands.' I am no good to-day. I
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cannot work, nor even write letters. A colossal breakfast
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yesterday at Puy has, I think, done for me for ever; I certainly
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ate more than ever I ate before in my life - a big slice of melon,
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some ham and jelly, A FILET, a helping of gudgeons, the breast and
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leg of a partridge, some green peas, eight crayfish, some Mont d'Or
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cheese, a peach, and a handful of biscuits, macaroons, and things.
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It sounds Gargantuan; it cost three francs a head. So that it was
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inexpensive to the pocket, although I fear it may prove extravagant
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to the fleshly tabernacle. I can't think how I did it or why. It
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is a new form of excess for me; but I think it pays less than any
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of them.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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MONASTIER, AT MOREL'S [SEPTEMBER 1878].
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Lud knows about date, VIDE postmark.
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MY DEAR CHARLES, - Yours (with enclosures) of the 16th to hand.
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All work done. I go to Le Puy to-morrow to dispatch baggage, get
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cash, stand lunch to engineer, who has been very jolly and useful
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to me, and hope by five o'clock on Saturday morning to be driving
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Modestine towards the Gevaudan. Modestine is my anesse; a darling,
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mouse-colour, about the size of a Newfoundland dog (bigger, between
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you and me), the colour of a mouse, costing 65 francs and a glass
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of brandy. Glad you sent on all the coin; was half afraid I might
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come to a stick in the mountains, donkey and all, which would have
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been the devil. Have finished ARABIAN NIGHTS and Edinburgh book,
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and am a free man. Next address, Poste Restante, Alais, Gard.
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Give my servilities to the family. Health bad; spirits, I think,
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looking up. - Ever yours,
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R. L S.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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OCTOBER 1878.
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - I have seen Hamerton; he was very kind, all his
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family seemed pleased to see an INLAND VOYAGE, and the book seemed
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to be quite a household word with them. P. G. himself promised to
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help me in my bargains with publishers, which, said he, and I doubt
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not very truthfully, he could manage to much greater advantage than
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I. He is also to read an INLAND VOYAGE over again, and send me his
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cuts and cuffs in private, after having liberally administered his
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kisses CORAM PUBLICO. I liked him very much. Of all the pleasant
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parts of my profession, I think the spirit of other men of letters
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makes the pleasantest.
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Do you know, your sunset was very good? The 'attack' (to speak
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learnedly) was so plucky and odd. I have thought of it repeatedly
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since. I have just made a delightful dinner by myself in the Cafe
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Felix, where I am an old established beggar, and am just smoking a
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cigar over my coffee. I came last night from Autun, and I am
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muddled about my plans. The world is such a dance! - Ever your
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affectionate son,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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[TRINITY COLLEGE, CAMBRIDGE, AUTUMN 1878.]
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - Here I am living like a fighting-cock, and have
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not spoken to a real person for about sixty hours. Those who wait
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on me are not real. The man I know to be a myth, because I have
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seen him acting so often in the Palais Royal. He plays the Duke in
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TRICOCHE ET CACOLET; I knew his nose at once. The part he plays
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here is very dull for him, but conscientious. As for the bedmaker,
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she's a dream, a kind of cheerful, innocent nightmare; I never saw
|
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so poor an imitation of humanity. I cannot work - CANNOT. Even
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the GUITAR is still undone; I can only write ditch-water. 'Tis
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|
ghastly; but I am quite cheerful, and that is more important. Do
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you think you could prepare the printers for a possible breakdown
|
|
this week? I shall try all I know on Monday; but if I can get
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nothing better than I got this morning, I prefer to drop a week.
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Telegraph to me if you think it necessary. I shall not leave till
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Wednesday at soonest. Shall write again.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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[17 HERIOT ROW, EDINBURGH, APRIL 16, 1879]. POOL OF SILOAM, By EL
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DORADO, DELECTABLE MOUNTAINS, ARCADIA
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - Herewith of the dibbs - a homely fiver. How, and
|
|
why, do you continue to exist? I do so ill, but for a variety of
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|
reasons. First, I wait an angel to come down and trouble the
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|
waters; second, more angels; third - well, more angels. The waters
|
|
are sluggish; the angels - well, the angels won't come, that's
|
|
about all. But I sit waiting and waiting, and people bring me
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|
meals, which help to pass time (I'm sure it's very kind of them),
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|
and sometimes I whistle to myself; and as there's a very pretty
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|
echo at my pool of Siloam, the thing's agreeable to hear. The sun
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|
continues to rise every day, to my growing wonder. 'The moon by
|
|
night thee shall not smite.' And the stars are all doing as well
|
|
as can be expected. The air of Arcady is very brisk and pure, and
|
|
we command many enchanting prospects in space and time. I do not
|
|
yet know much about my situation; for, to tell the truth, I only
|
|
came here by the run since I began to write this letter; I had to
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|
go back to date it; and I am grateful to you for having been the
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|
occasion of this little outing. What good travellers we are, if we
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|
had only faith; no man need stay in Edinburgh but by unbelief; my
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|
religious organ has been ailing for a while past, and I have lain a
|
|
great deal in Edinburgh, a sheer hulk in consequence. But I got
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out my wings, and have taken a change of air.
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I read your book with great interest, and ought long ago to have
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|
told you so. An ordinary man would say that he had been waiting
|
|
till he could pay his debts. . . . The book is good reading. Your
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|
personal notes of those you saw struck me as perhaps most sharp and
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|
'best held.' See as many people as you can, and make a book of
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|
them before you die. That will be a living book, upon my word.
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|
You have the touch required. I ask you to put hands to it in
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private already. Think of what Carlyle's caricature of old
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Coleridge is to us who never saw S. T. C. With that and Kubla
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|
Khan, we have the man in the fact. Carlyle's picture, of course,
|
|
is not of the author of KUBLA, but of the author of that surprising
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FRIEND which has knocked the breath out of two generations of
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|
hopeful youth. Your portraits would be milder, sweeter, more true
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perhaps, and perhaps not so truth-TELLING - if you will take my
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|
meaning.
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I have to thank you for an introduction to that beautiful - no,
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|
that's not the word - that jolly, with an Arcadian jollity - thing
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|
of Vogelweide's. Also for your preface. Some day I want to read a
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|
whole book in the same picked dialect as that preface. I think it
|
|
must be one E. W. Gosse who must write it. He has got himself into
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|
a fix with me by writing the preface; I look for a great deal, and
|
|
will not be easily pleased.
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I never thought of it, but my new book, which should soon be out,
|
|
contains a visit to a murder scene, but not done as we should like
|
|
to see them, for, of course, I was running another hare.
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If you do not answer this in four pages, I shall stop the enclosed
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fiver at the bank, a step which will lead to your incarceration for
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|
life. As my visits to Arcady are somewhat uncertain, you had
|
|
better address 17 Heriot Row, Edinburgh, as usual. I shall walk
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over for the note if I am not yet home. - Believe me, very really
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|
yours,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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I charge extra for a flourish when it is successful; this isn't, so
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|
you have it gratis. Is there any news in Babylon the Great? My
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|
fellow-creatures are electing school boards here in the midst of
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|
the ages. It is very composed of them. I can't think why they do
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|
it. Nor why I have written a real letter. If you write a real
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|
letter back, damme, I'll try to CORRESPOND with you. A thing
|
|
unknown in this age. It is a consequence of the decay of faith; we
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|
cannot believe that the fellow will be at the pains to read us.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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17 HERIOT ROW, EDINBURGH [APRIL 1879].
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - Heavens! have I done the like? 'Clarify and
|
|
strain,' indeed? 'Make it like Marvell,' no less. I'll tell you
|
|
what - you may go to the devil; that's what I think. 'Be eloquent'
|
|
is another of your pregnant suggestions. I cannot sufficiently
|
|
thank you for that one. Portrait of a person about to be eloquent
|
|
at the request of a literary friend. You seem to forget sir, that
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|
rhyme is rhyme, sir, and - go to the devil.
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|
I'll try to improve it, but I shan't be able to - O go to the
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|
devil.
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Seriously, you're a cool hand. And then you have the brass to ask
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|
me WHY 'my steps went one by one'? Why? Powers of man! to rhyme
|
|
with sun, to be sure. Why else could it be? And you yourself have
|
|
been a poet! G-r-r-r-r-r! I'll never be a poet any more. Men are
|
|
so d-d ungrateful and captious, I declare I could weep.
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O Henley, in my hours of ease
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|
You may say anything you please,
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|
But when I join the Muse's revel,
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|
Begad, I wish you at the devil!
|
|
In vain my verse I plane and bevel,
|
|
Like Banville's rhyming devotees;
|
|
In vain by many an artful swivel
|
|
Lug in my meaning by degrees;
|
|
I'm sure to hear my Henley cavil;
|
|
And grovelling prostrate on my knees,
|
|
Devote his body to the seas,
|
|
His correspondence to the devil!
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Impromptu poem.
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|
I'm going to Shandon Hydropathic CUM PARENTIBUS. Write here. I
|
|
heard from Lang. Ferrier prayeth to be remembered; he means to
|
|
write, likes his Tourgenieff greatly. Also likes my 'What was on
|
|
the Slate,' which, under a new title, yet unfound, and with a new
|
|
and, on the whole, kindly DENOUEMENT, is going to shoot up and
|
|
become a star. . . .
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|
I see I must write some more to you about my Monastery. I am a
|
|
weak brother in verse. You ask me to re-write things that I have
|
|
already managed just to write with the skin of my teeth. If I
|
|
don't re-write them, it's because I don't see how to write them
|
|
better, not because I don't think they should be. But, curiously
|
|
enough, you condemn two of my favourite passages, one of which is
|
|
J. W. Ferrier's favourite of the whole. Here I shall think it's
|
|
you who are wrong. You see, I did not try to make good verse, but
|
|
to say what I wanted as well as verse would let me. I don't like
|
|
the rhyme 'ear' and 'hear.' But the couplet, 'My undissuaded heart
|
|
I hear Whisper courage in my ear,' is exactly what I want for the
|
|
thought, and to me seems very energetic as speech, if not as verse.
|
|
Would 'daring' be better than 'courage'? JE ME LE DEMANDE. No, it
|
|
would be ambiguous, as though I had used it licentiously for
|
|
'daringly,' and that would cloak the sense.
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|
In short, your suggestions have broken the heart of the scald. He
|
|
doesn't agree with them all; and those he does agree with, the
|
|
spirit indeed is willing, but the d-d flesh cannot, cannot, cannot,
|
|
see its way to profit by. I think I'll lay it by for nine years,
|
|
like Horace. I think the well of Castaly's run out. No more the
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|
Muses round my pillow haunt. I am fallen once more to the mere
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|
proser. God bless you.
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R. L S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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SWANSTON, LOTHIANBURN, EDINBURGH, JULY 24, 1879.
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - I have greatly enjoyed your articles which seems
|
|
to me handsome in tone, and written like a fine old English
|
|
gentleman. But is there not a hitch in the sentence at foot of
|
|
page 153? I get lost in it.
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|
Chapters VIII. and IX. of Meredith's story are very good, I think.
|
|
But who wrote the review of my book? whoever he was, he cannot
|
|
write; he is humane, but a duffer; I could weep when I think of
|
|
him; for surely to be virtuous and incompetent is a hard lot. I
|
|
should prefer to be a bold pirate, the gay sailor-boy of
|
|
immorality, and a publisher at once. My mind is extinct; my
|
|
appetite is expiring; I have fallen altogether into a hollow-eyed,
|
|
yawning way of life, like the parties in Burne Jones's pictures. .
|
|
. . Talking of Burns. (Is this not sad, Weg? I use the term of
|
|
reproach not because I am angry with you this time, but because I
|
|
am angry with myself and desire to give pain.) Talking, I say, of
|
|
Robert Burns, the inspired poet is a very gay subject for study. I
|
|
made a kind of chronological table of his various loves and lusts,
|
|
and have been comparatively speechless ever since. I am sorry to
|
|
say it, but there was something in him of the vulgar, bagmanlike,
|
|
professional seducer. - Oblige me by taking down and reading, for
|
|
the hundredth time I hope, his 'Twa Dogs' and his 'Address to the
|
|
Unco Guid.' I am only a Scotchman, after all, you see; and when I
|
|
have beaten Burns, I am driven at once, by my parental feelings, to
|
|
console him with a sugar-plum. But hang me if I know anything I
|
|
like so well as the 'Twa Dogs.' Even a common Englishman may have
|
|
a glimpse, as it were from Pisgah, of its extraordinary merits.
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'ENGLISH, THE: - a dull people, incapable of comprehending the
|
|
Scottish tongue. Their history is so intimately connected with
|
|
that of Scotland, that we must refer our readers to that heading.
|
|
Their literature is principally the work of venal Scots.' -
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Stevenson's HANDY CYCLOPAEDIA. Glescow: Blaikie & Bannock.
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Remember me in suitable fashion to Mrs. Gosse, the offspring, and
|
|
the cat. - And believe me ever yours,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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17 HERIOT ROW, EDINBURGH [JULY 28, 1879].
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - I am just in the middle of your Rembrandt. The
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taste for Bummkopf and his works is agreeably dissembled so far as
|
|
I have gone; and the reins have never for an instant been thrown
|
|
upon the neck of that wooden Pegasus; he only perks up a learned
|
|
snout from a footnote in the cellarage of a paragraph; just, in
|
|
short, where he ought to be, to inspire confidence in a wicked and
|
|
adulterous generation. But, mind you, Bummkopf is not human; he is
|
|
Dagon the fish god, and down he will come, sprawling on his belly
|
|
or his behind, with his hands broken from his helpless carcase, and
|
|
his head rolling off into a corner. Up will rise on the other
|
|
side, sane, pleasurable, human knowledge: a thing of beauty and a
|
|
joy, etc.
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|
I'm three parts through Burns; long, dry, unsympathetic, but sound
|
|
and, I think, in its dry way, interesting. Next I shall finish the
|
|
story, and then perhaps Thoreau. Meredith has been staying with
|
|
Morley, who is about, it is believed, to write to me on a literary
|
|
scheme. Is it Keats, hope you? My heart leaps at the thought. -
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Yours ever,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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17 HERIOT ROW, EDINBURGH [JULY 29, 1879].
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - Yours was delicious; you are a young person of
|
|
wit; one of the last of them; wit being quite out of date, and
|
|
humour confined to the Scotch Church and the SPECTATOR in
|
|
unconscious survival. You will probably be glad to hear that I am
|
|
up again in the world; I have breathed again, and had a frolic on
|
|
the strength of it. The frolic was yesterday, Sawbath; the scene,
|
|
the Royal Hotel, Bathgate; I went there with a humorous friend to
|
|
lunch. The maid soon showed herself a lass of character. She was
|
|
looking out of window. On being asked what she was after, 'I'm
|
|
lookin' for my lad,' says she. 'Is that him?' 'Weel, I've been
|
|
lookin' for him a' my life, and I've never seen him yet,' was the
|
|
response. I wrote her some verses in the vernacular; she read
|
|
them. 'They're no bad for a beginner,' said she. The landlord's
|
|
daughter, Miss Stewart, was present in oil colour; so I wrote her a
|
|
declaration in verse, and sent it by the handmaid. She (Miss S.)
|
|
was present on the stair to witness our departure, in a warm,
|
|
suffused condition. Damn it, Gosse, you needn't suppose that
|
|
you're the only poet in the world.
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|
Your statement about your initials, it will be seen, I pass over in
|
|
contempt and silence. When once I have made up my mind, let me
|
|
tell you, sir, there lives no pock-pudding who can change it. Your
|
|
anger I defy. Your unmanly reference to a well-known statesman I
|
|
puff from me, sir, like so much vapour. Weg is your name; Weg. W
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|
E G.
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|
My enthusiasm has kind of dropped from me. I envy you your wife,
|
|
your home, your child - I was going to say your cat. There would
|
|
be cats in my home too if I could but get it. I may seem to you
|
|
'the impersonation of life,' but my life is the impersonation of
|
|
waiting, and that's a poor creature. God help us all, and the deil
|
|
be kind to the hindmost! Upon my word, we are a brave, cheery
|
|
crew, we human beings, and my admiration increases daily -
|
|
primarily for myself, but by a roundabout process for the whole
|
|
crowd; for I dare say they have all their poor little secrets and
|
|
anxieties. And here am I, for instance, writing to you as if you
|
|
were in the seventh heaven, and yet I know you are in a sad anxiety
|
|
yourself. I hope earnestly it will soon be over, and a fine pink
|
|
Gosse sprawling in a tub, and a mother in the best of health and
|
|
spirits, glad and tired, and with another interest in life. Man,
|
|
you are out of the trouble when this is through. A first child is
|
|
a rival, but a second is only a rival to the first; and the husband
|
|
stands his ground and may keep married all his life - a
|
|
consummation heartily to be desired. Good-bye, Gosse. Write me a
|
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witty letter with good news of the mistress.
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R. L. S.
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CHAPTER IV - THE AMATEUR EMIGRANT, MONTEREY AND SAN FRANCISCO, JULY
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1879-JULY 1880
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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ON BOARD SS. 'DEVONIA,' AN HOUR OR TWO OUT OF NEW YORK [AUGUST
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|
1879].
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|
MY DEAR COLVIN, - I have finished my story. The handwriting is not
|
|
good because of the ship's misconduct: thirty-one pages in ten
|
|
days at sea is not bad.
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I shall write a general procuration about this story on another bit
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of paper. I am not very well; bad food, bad air, and hard work
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have brought me down. But the spirits keep good. The voyage has
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been most interesting, and will make, if not a series of PALL MALL
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articles, at least the first part of a new book. The last weight
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on me has been trying to keep notes for this purpose. Indeed, I
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have worked like a horse, and am now as tired as a donkey. If I
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should have to push on far by rail, I shall bring nothing but my
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fine bones to port.
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Good-bye to you all. I suppose it is now late afternoon with you
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and all across the seas. What shall I find over there? I dare not
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wonder. - Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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P.S. - I go on my way to-night, if I can; if not, tomorrow:
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emigrant train ten to fourteen days' journey; warranted extreme
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discomfort. The only American institution which has yet won my
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respect is the rain. One sees it is a new country, they are so
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free with their water. I have been steadily drenched for twenty-
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four hours; water-proof wet through; immortal spirit fitfully
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blinking up in spite. Bought a copy of my own work, and the man
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said 'by Stevenson.' - 'Indeed,' says I. - 'Yes, sir,' says he. -
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Scene closes.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[IN THE EMIGRANT TRAIN FROM NEW YORK TO SAN FRANCISCO, AUGUST
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1879.]
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DEAR COLVIN, - I am in the cars between Pittsburgh and Chicago,
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just now bowling through Ohio. I am taking charge of a kid, whose
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mother is asleep, with one eye, while I write you this with the
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other. I reached N.Y. Sunday night; and by five o'clock Monday was
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under way for the West. It is now about ten on Wednesday morning,
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so I have already been about forty hours in the cars. It is
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impossible to lie down in them, which must end by being very
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wearying.
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I had no idea how easy it was to commit suicide. There seems
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nothing left of me; I died a while ago; I do not know who it is
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that is travelling.
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Of where or how, I nothing know;
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And why, I do not care;
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Enough if, even so,
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My travelling eyes, my travelling mind can go
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By flood and field and hill, by wood and meadow fair,
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Beside the Susquehannah and along the Delaware.
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I think, I hope, I dream no more
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The dreams of otherwhere,
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The cherished thoughts of yore;
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I have been changed from what I was before;
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And drunk too deep perchance the lotus of the air
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Beside the Susquehannah and along the Delaware.
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Unweary God me yet shall bring
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To lands of brighter air,
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Where I, now half a king,
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Shall with enfranchised spirit loudlier sing,
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And wear a bolder front than that which now I wear
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Beside the Susquehannah and along the Delaware.
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Exit Muse, hurried by child's games. . . .
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Have at you again, being now well through Indiana. In America you
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eat better than anywhere else: fact. The food is heavenly.
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No man is any use until he has dared everything; I feel just now as
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if I had, and so might become a man. 'If ye have faith like a
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grain of mustard seed.' That is so true! just now I have faith as
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big as a cigar-case; I will not say die, and do not fear man nor
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fortune.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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CROSSING NEBRASKA [SATURDAY, AUGUST 23, 1879].
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - I am sitting on the top of the cars with a mill
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party from Missouri going west for his health. Desolate flat
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prairie upon all hands. Here and there a herd of cattle, a yellow
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butterfly or two; a patch of wild sunflowers; a wooden house or
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two; then a wooden church alone in miles of waste; then a windmill
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to pump water. When we stop, which we do often, for emigrants and
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freight travel together, the kine first, the men after, the whole
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plain is heard singing with cicadae. This is a pause, as you may
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see from the writing. What happened to the old pedestrian
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emigrants, what was the tedium suffered by the Indians and trappers
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of our youth, the imagination trembles to conceive. This is now
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Saturday, 23rd, and I have been steadily travelling since I parted
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from you at St. Pancras. It is a strange vicissitude from the
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Savile Club to this; I sleep with a man from Pennsylvania who has
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been in the States Navy, and mess with him and the Missouri bird
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already alluded to. We have a tin wash-bowl among four. I wear
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nothing but a shirt and a pair of trousers, and never button my
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shirt. When I land for a meal, I pass my coat and feel dressed.
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This life is to last till Friday, Saturday, or Sunday next. It is
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a strange affair to be an emigrant, as I hope you shall see in a
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future work. I wonder if this will be legible; my present station
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on the waggon roof, though airy compared to the cars, is both dirty
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and insecure. I can see the track straight before and straight
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behind me to either horizon. Peace of mind I enjoy with extreme
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serenity; I am doing right; I know no one will think so; and don't
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care. My body, however, is all to whistles; I don't eat; but, man,
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I can sleep. The car in front of mine is chock full of Chinese.
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MONDAY. - What it is to be ill in an emigrant train let those
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declare who know. I slept none till late in the morning, overcome
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with laudanum, of which I had luckily a little bottle. All to-day
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I have eaten nothing, and only drunk two cups of tea, for each of
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which, on the pretext that the one was breakfast, and the other
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dinner, I was charged fifty cents. Our journey is through ghostly
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deserts, sage brush and alkali, and rocks, without form or colour,
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a sad corner of the world. I confess I am not jolly, but mighty
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calm, in my distresses. My illness is a subject of great mirth to
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some of my fellow-travellers, and I smile rather sickly at their
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jests.
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We are going along Bitter Creek just now, a place infamous in the
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history of emigration, a place I shall remember myself among the
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blackest. I hope I may get this posted at Ogden, Utah.
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R. L S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[COAST LINE MOUNTAINS, CALIFORNIA, SEPTEMBER 1879.]
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HERE is another curious start in my life. I am living at an Angora
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goat-ranche, in the Coast Line Mountains, eighteen miles from
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Monterey. I was camping out, but got so sick that the two
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rancheros took me in and tended me. One is an old bear-hunter,
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seventy-two years old, and a captain from the Mexican war; the
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other a pilgrim, and one who was out with the bear flag and under
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Fremont when California was taken by the States. They are both
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true frontiersmen, and most kind and pleasant. Captain Smith, the
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bear-hunter, is my physician, and I obey him like an oracle.
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The business of my life stands pretty nigh still. I work at my
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notes of the voyage. It will not be very like a book of mine; but
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perhaps none the less successful for that. I will not deny that I
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feel lonely to-day; but I do not fear to go on, for I am doing
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right. I have not yet had a word from England, partly, I suppose,
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|
because I have not yet written for my letters to New York; do not
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blame me for this neglect; if you knew all I have been through, you
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would wonder I had done so much as I have. I teach the ranche
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children reading in the morning, for the mother is from home sick.
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- Ever your affectionate friend,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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MONTEREY, DITTO CO., CALIFORNIA, 21ST OCTOBER [1879].
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - Although you have absolutely disregarded my
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plaintive appeals for correspondence, and written only once as
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|
against God knows how many notes and notikins of mine - here goes
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|
again. I am now all alone in Monterey, a real inhabitant, with a
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|
box of my own at the P.O. I have splendid rooms at the doctor's,
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where I get coffee in the morning (the doctor is French), and I
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mess with another jolly old Frenchman, the stranded fifty-eight-
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year-old wreck of a good-hearted, dissipated, and once wealthy
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Nantais tradesman. My health goes on better; as for work, the
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|
draft of my book was laid aside at p. 68 or so; and I have now, by
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|
way of change, more than seventy pages of a novel, a one-volume
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|
novel, alas! to be called either A CHAPTER IN EXPERIENCE OF ARIZONA
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BRECKONRIDGE or A VENDETTA IN THE WEST, or a combination of the
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|
two. The scene from Chapter IV. to the end lies in Monterey and
|
|
the adjacent country; of course, with my usual luck, the plot of
|
|
the story is somewhat scandalous, containing an illegitimate father
|
|
for piece of resistance. . . . Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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MONTEREY, CALIFORNIA, SEPTEMBER 1879.
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - I received your letter with delight; it was the
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|
first word that reached me from the old country. I am in good
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|
health now; I have been pretty seedy, for I was exhausted by the
|
|
journey and anxiety below even my point of keeping up; I am still a
|
|
little weak, but that is all; I begin to ingrease, it seems
|
|
already. My book is about half drafted: the AMATEUR EMIGRANT,
|
|
that is. Can you find a better name? I believe it will be more
|
|
popular than any of my others; the canvas is so much more popular
|
|
and larger too. Fancy, it is my fourth. That voluminous writer.
|
|
I was vexed to hear about the last chapter of 'The Lie,' and
|
|
pleased to hear about the rest; it would have been odd if it had no
|
|
birthmark, born where and how it was. It should by rights have
|
|
been called the DEVONIA, for that is the habit with all children
|
|
born in a steerage.
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|
I write to you, hoping for more. Give me news of all who concern
|
|
me, near or far, or big or little. Here, sir, in California you
|
|
have a willing hearer.
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Monterey is a place where there is no summer or winter, and pines
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|
and sand and distant hills and a bay all filled with real water
|
|
from the Pacific. You will perceive that no expense has been
|
|
spared. I now live with a little French doctor; I take one of my
|
|
meals in a little French restaurant; for the other two, I sponge.
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|
The population of Monterey is about that of a dissenting chapel on
|
|
a wet Sunday in a strong church neighbourhood. They are mostly
|
|
Mexican and Indian-mixed. - Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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MONTEREY, MONTEREY CO., CALIFORNIA, 8TH OCTOBER 1879.
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MY DEAR WEG, - I know I am a rogue and the son of a dog. Yet let
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|
me tell you, when I came here I had a week's misery and a
|
|
fortnight's illness, and since then I have been more or less busy
|
|
in being content. This is a kind of excuse for my laziness. I
|
|
hope you will not excuse yourself. My plans are still very
|
|
uncertain, and it is not likely that anything will happen before
|
|
Christmas. In the meanwhile, I believe I shall live on here
|
|
'between the sandhills and the sea,' as I think Mr. Swinburne hath
|
|
it. I was pretty nearly slain; my spirit lay down and kicked for
|
|
three days; I was up at an Angora goat-ranche in the Santa Lucia
|
|
Mountains, nursed by an old frontiers-man, a mighty hunter of
|
|
bears, and I scarcely slept, or ate, or thought for four days. Two
|
|
nights I lay out under a tree in a sort of stupor, doing nothing
|
|
but fetch water for myself and horse, light a fire and make coffee,
|
|
and all night awake hearing the goat-bells ringing and the tree-
|
|
frogs singing when each new noise was enough to set me mad. Then
|
|
the bear-hunter came round, pronounced me 'real sick,' and ordered
|
|
me up to the ranche.
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It was an odd, miserable piece of my life; and according to all
|
|
rule, it should have been my death; but after a while my spirit got
|
|
up again in a divine frenzy, and has since kicked and spurred my
|
|
vile body forward with great emphasis and success.
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|
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|
My new book, THE AMATEUR EMIGRANT, is about half drafted. I don't
|
|
know if it will be good, but I think it ought to sell in spite of
|
|
the deil and the publishers; for it tells an odd enough experience,
|
|
and one, I think, never yet told before. Look for my 'Burns' in
|
|
the CORNHILL, and for my 'Story of a Lie' in Paul's withered babe,
|
|
the NEW QUARTERLY. You may have seen the latter ere this reaches
|
|
you: tell me if it has any interest, like a good boy, and remember
|
|
that it was written at sea in great anxiety of mind. What is your
|
|
news? Send me your works, like an angel, AU FUR ET A MESURE of
|
|
their apparition, for I am naturally short of literature, and I do
|
|
not wish to rust.
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|
|
I fear this can hardly be called a letter. To say truth, I feel
|
|
already a difficulty of approach; I do not know if I am the same
|
|
man I was in Europe, perhaps I can hardly claim acquaintance with
|
|
you. My head went round and looks another way now; for when I
|
|
found myself over here in a new land, and all the past uprooted in
|
|
the one tug, and I neither feeling glad nor sorry, I got my last
|
|
lesson about mankind; I mean my latest lesson, for of course I do
|
|
not know what surprises there are yet in store for me. But that I
|
|
could have so felt astonished me beyond description. There is a
|
|
wonderful callousness in human nature which enables us to live. I
|
|
had no feeling one way or another, from New York to California,
|
|
until, at Dutch Flat, a mining camp in the Sierra, I heard a cock
|
|
crowing with a home voice; and then I fell to hope and regret both
|
|
in the same moment.
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|
|
|
Is there a boy or a girl? and how is your wife? I thought of you
|
|
more than once, to put it mildly.
|
|
|
|
I live here comfortably enough; but I shall soon be left all alone,
|
|
perhaps till Christmas. Then you may hope for correspondence - and
|
|
may not I? - Your friend,
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|
R L S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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[MONTEREY, CALIFORNIA, OCTOBER 1879.]
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - Herewith the PAVILION ON THE LINKS, grand
|
|
carpentry story in nine chapters, and I should hesitate to say how
|
|
many tableaux. Where is it to go? God knows. It is the dibbs
|
|
that are wanted. It is not bad, though I say it; carpentry, of
|
|
course, but not bad at that; and who else can carpenter in England,
|
|
now that Wilkie Collins is played out? It might be broken for
|
|
magazine purposes at the end of Chapter IV. I send it to you, as I
|
|
dare say Payn may help, if all else fails. Dibbs and speed are my
|
|
mottoes.
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|
|
Do acknowledge the PAVILION by return. I shall be so nervous till
|
|
I hear, as of course I have no copy except of one or two places
|
|
where the vein would not run. God prosper it, poor PAVILION! May
|
|
it bring me money for myself and my sick one, who may read it, I do
|
|
not know how soon.
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|
|
Love to your wife, Anthony and all. I shall write to Colvin to-day
|
|
or to-morrow. - Yours ever,
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|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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|
|
[MONTEREY, CALIFORNIA, OCTOBER 1879.]
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - Many thanks for your good letter, which is the
|
|
best way to forgive you for your previous silence. I hope Colvin
|
|
or somebody has sent me the CORNHILL and the NEW QUARTERLY, though
|
|
I am trying to get them in San Francisco. I think you might have
|
|
sent me (1) some of your articles in the P. M. G.; (2) a paper with
|
|
the announcement of second edition; and (3) the announcement of the
|
|
essays in ATHENAEUM. This to prick you in the future. Again,
|
|
choose, in your head, the best volume of Labiche there is, and post
|
|
it to Jules Simoneau, Monterey, Monterey Co., California: do this
|
|
at once, as he is my restaurant man, a most pleasant old boy with
|
|
whom I discuss the universe and play chess daily. He has been out
|
|
of France for thirty-five years, and never heard of Labiche. I
|
|
have eighty-three pages written of a story called a VENDETTA IN THE
|
|
WEST, and about sixty pages of the first draft of the AMATEUR
|
|
EMIGRANT. They should each cover from 130 to 150 pages when done.
|
|
That is all my literary news. Do keep me posted, won't you? Your
|
|
letter and Bob's made the fifth and sixth I have had from Europe in
|
|
three months.
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|
|
|
At times I get terribly frightened about my work, which seems to
|
|
advance too slowly. I hope soon to have a greater burthen to
|
|
support, and must make money a great deal quicker than I used. I
|
|
may get nothing for the VENDETTA; I may only get some forty quid
|
|
for the EMIGRANT; I cannot hope to have them both done much before
|
|
the end of November.
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|
O, and look here, why did you not send me the SPECTATOR which
|
|
slanged me? Rogues and rascals, is that all you are worth?
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|
|
|
Yesterday I set fire to the forest, for which, had I been caught, I
|
|
should have been hung out of hand to the nearest tree, Judge Lynch
|
|
being an active person hereaway. You should have seen my retreat
|
|
(which was entirely for strategical purposes). I ran like hell.
|
|
It was a fine sight. At night I went out again to see it; it was a
|
|
good fire, though I say it that should not. I had a near escape
|
|
for my life with a revolver: I fired six charges, and the six
|
|
bullets all remained in the barrel, which was choked from end to
|
|
end, from muzzle to breach, with solid lead; it took a man three
|
|
hours to drill them out. Another shot, and I'd have gone to
|
|
kingdom come.
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|
This is a lovely place, which I am growing to love. The Pacific
|
|
licks all other oceans out of hand; there is no place but the
|
|
Pacific Coast to hear eternal roaring surf. When I get to the top
|
|
of the woods behind Monterey, I can hear the seas breaking all
|
|
round over ten or twelve miles of coast from near Carmel on my
|
|
left, out to Point Pinas in front, and away to the right along the
|
|
sands of Monterey to Castroville and the mouth of the Salinas. I
|
|
was wishing yesterday that the world could get - no, what I mean
|
|
was that you should be kept in suspense like Mahomet's coffin until
|
|
the world had made half a revolution, then dropped here at the
|
|
station as though you had stepped from the cars; you would then
|
|
comfortably enter Walter's waggon (the sun has just gone down, the
|
|
moon beginning to throw shadows, you hear the surf rolling, and
|
|
smell the sea and the pines). That shall deposit you at Sanchez's
|
|
saloon, where we take a drink; you are introduced to Bronson, the
|
|
local editor ('I have no brain music,' he says; 'I'm a mechanic,
|
|
you see,' but he's a nice fellow); to Adolpho Sanchez, who is
|
|
delightful. Meantime I go to the P. O. for my mail; thence we walk
|
|
up Alvarado Street together, you now floundering in the sand, now
|
|
merrily stumping on the wooden side-walks; I call at Hadsell's for
|
|
my paper; at length behold us installed in Simoneau's little white-
|
|
washed back-room, round a dirty tablecloth, with Francois the
|
|
baker, perhaps an Italian fisherman, perhaps Augustin Dutra, and
|
|
Simoneau himself. Simoneau, Francois, and I are the three sure
|
|
cards; the others mere waifs. Then home to my great airy rooms
|
|
with five windows opening on a balcony; I sleep on the floor in my
|
|
camp blankets; you instal yourself abed; in the morning coffee with
|
|
the little doctor and his little wife; we hire a waggon and make a
|
|
day of it; and by night, I should let you up again into the air, to
|
|
be returned to Mrs. Henley in the forenoon following. By God, you
|
|
would enjoy yourself. So should I. I have tales enough to keep
|
|
you going till five in the morning, and then they would not be at
|
|
an end. I forget if you asked me any questions, and I sent your
|
|
letter up to the city to one who will like to read it. I expect
|
|
other letters now steadily. If I have to wait another two months,
|
|
I shall begin to be happy. Will you remember me most
|
|
affectionately to your wife? Shake hands with Anthony from me; and
|
|
God bless your mother.
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|
|
God bless Stephen! Does he not know that I am a man, and cannot
|
|
live by bread alone, but must have guineas into the bargain.
|
|
Burns, I believe, in my own mind, is one of my high-water marks;
|
|
Meiklejohn flames me a letter about it, which is so complimentary
|
|
that I must keep it or get it published in the MONTEREY
|
|
CALIFORNIAN. Some of these days I shall send an exemplaire of that
|
|
paper; it is huge. - Ever your affectionate friend,
|
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|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO P. G. HAMERTON
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|
MONTEREY, CALIFORNIA [NOVEMBER 1879].
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|
|
MY DEAR MR. HAMERTON, - Your letter to my father was forwarded to
|
|
me by mistake, and by mistake I opened it. The letter to myself
|
|
has not yet reached me. This must explain my own and my father's
|
|
silence. I shall write by this or next post to the only friends I
|
|
have who, I think, would have an influence, as they are both
|
|
professors. I regret exceedingly that I am not in Edinburgh, as I
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could perhaps have done more, and I need not tell you that what I
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might do for you in the matter of the election is neither from
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friendship nor gratitude, but because you are the only man (I beg
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your pardon) worth a damn. I shall write to a third friend, now I
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think of it, whose father will have great influence.
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I find here (of all places in the world) your ESSAYS ON ART, which
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I have read with signal interest. I believe I shall dig an essay
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of my own out of one of them, for it set me thinking; if mine could
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only produce yet another in reply, we could have the marrow out
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between us.
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I hope, my dear sir, you will not think badly of me for my long
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silence. My head has scarce been on my shoulders. I had scarce
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recovered from a long fit of useless ill-health than I was whirled
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over here double-quick time and by cheapest conveyance.
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I have been since pretty ill, but pick up, though still somewhat of
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a mossy ruin. If you would view my countenance aright, come - view
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it by the pale moonlight. But that is on the mend. I believe I
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have now a distant claim to tan.
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A letter will be more than welcome in this distant clime where I
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have a box at the post-office - generally, I regret to say, empty.
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Could your recommendation introduce me to an American publisher?
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My next book I should really try to get hold of here, as its
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interest is international, and the more I am in this country the
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more I understand the weight of your influence. It is pleasant to
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be thus most at home abroad, above all, when the prophet is still
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not without honour in his own land. . . .
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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MONTEREY, CALIFORNIA, 15TH NOVEMBER 1879.
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - Your letter was to me such a bright spot that I
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answer it right away to the prejudice of other correspondents or -
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dants (don't know how to spell it) who have prior claims. . . . It
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is the history of our kindnesses that alone makes this world
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tolerable. If it were not for that, for the effect of kind words,
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kind looks, kind letters, multiplying, spreading, making one happy
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through another and bringing forth benefits, some thirty, some
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fifty, some a thousandfold, I should be tempted to think our life a
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practical jest in the worst possible spirit. So your four pages
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have confirmed my philosophy as well as consoled my heart in these
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ill hours.
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Yes, you are right; Monterey is a pleasant place; but I see I can
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write no more to-night. I am tired and sad, and being already in
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bed, have no more to do but turn out the light. - Your affectionate
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friend,
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R. L S.
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I try it again by daylight. Once more in bed however; for to-day
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it is MUCHO FRIO, as we Spaniards say; and I had no other means of
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keeping warm for my work. I have done a good spell, 9 and a half
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foolscap pages; at least 8 of CORNHILL; ah, if I thought that I
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could get eight guineas for it. My trouble is that I am all too
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ambitious just now. A book whereof 70 out of 120 are scrolled. A
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novel whereof 85 out of, say, 140 are pretty well nigh done. A
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short story of 50 pp., which shall be finished to-morrow, or I'll
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know the reason why. This may bring in a lot of money: but I
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dread to think that it is all on three chances. If the three were
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to fail, I am in a bog. The novel is called A VENDETTA IN THE
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WEST. I see I am in a grasping, dismal humour, and should, as we
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Americans put it, quit writing. In truth, I am so haunted by
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anxieties that one or other is sure to come up in all that I write.
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I will send you herewith a Monterey paper where the works of R. L.
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S. appear, nor only that, but all my life on studying the
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advertisements will become clear. I lodge with Dr. Heintz; take my
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meals with Simoneau; have been only two days ago shaved by the
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tonsorial artist Michaels; drink daily at the Bohemia saloon; get
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my daily paper from Hadsel's; was stood a drink to-day by Albano
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Rodriguez; in short, there is scarce a person advertised in that
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paper but I know him, and I may add scarce a person in Monterey but
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is there advertised. The paper is the marrow of the place. Its
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bones - pooh, I am tired of writing so sillily.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[MONTEREY, DECEMBER 1879.]
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TO-DAY, my dear Colvin, I send you the first part of the AMATEUR
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EMIGRANT, 71 pp., by far the longest and the best of the whole. It
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is not a monument of eloquence; indeed, I have sought to be prosaic
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in view of the nature of the subject; but I almost think it is
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interesting.
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Whatever is done about any book publication, two things remember:
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I must keep a royalty; and, second, I must have all my books
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advertised, in the French manner, on the leaf opposite the title.
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I know from my own experience how much good this does an author
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with book BUYERS.
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The entire A. E. will be a little longer than the two others, but
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not very much. Here and there, I fancy, you will laugh as you read
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it; but it seems to me rather a CLEVER book than anything else:
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the book of a man, that is, who has paid a great deal of attention
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to contemporary life, and not through the newspapers.
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I have never seen my Burns! the darling of my heart! I await your
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promised letter. Papers, magazines, articles by friends; reviews
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of myself, all would be very welcome, I am reporter for the
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MONTEREY CALIFORNIAN, at a salary of two dollars a week! COMMENT
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TROUVEZ-VOUS CA? I am also in a conspiracy with the American
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editor, a French restaurant-man, and an Italian fisherman against
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the Padre. The enclosed poster is my last literary appearance. It
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was put up to the number of 200 exemplaires at the witching hour;
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and they were almost all destroyed by eight in the morning. But I
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think the nickname will stick. Dos Reales; deux reaux; two bits;
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twenty-five cents; about a shilling; but in practice it is worth
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from ninepence to threepence: thus two glasses of beer would cost
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two bits. The Italian fisherman, an old Garibaldian, is a splendid
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fellow.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: To EDMUND GOSSE
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MONTEREY, MONTEREY CO., CALIFORNIA, DEC. 8, 1879.
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MY DEAR WEG, - I received your book last night as I lay abed with a
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pleurisy, the result, I fear, of overwork, gradual decline of
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appetite, etc. You know what a wooden-hearted curmudgeon I am
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about contemporary verse. I like none of it, except some of my
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own. (I look back on that sentence with pleasure; it comes from an
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honest heart.) Hence you will be kind enough to take this from me
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in a kindly spirit; the piece 'To my daughter' is delicious. And
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yet even here I am going to pick holes. I am a BEASTLY curmudgeon.
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It is the last verse. 'Newly budded' is off the venue; and haven't
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you gone ahead to make a poetry daybreak instead of sticking to
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your muttons, and comparing with the mysterious light of stars the
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plain, friendly, perspicuous, human day? But this is to be a
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beast. The little poem is eminently pleasant, human, and original.
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I have read nearly the whole volume, and shall read it nearly all
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over again; you have no rivals!
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Bancroft's HISTORY OF THE UNITED STATES, even in a centenary
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edition, is essentially heavy fare; a little goes a long way; I
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respect Bancroft, but I do not love him; he has moments when he
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feels himself inspired to open up his improvisations upon universal
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history and the designs of God; but I flatter myself I am more
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nearly acquainted with the latter than Mr. Bancroft. A man, in the
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words of my Plymouth Brother, 'who knows the Lord,' must needs,
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from time to time, write less emphatically. It is a fetter dance
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to the music of minute guns - not at sea, but in a region not a
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thousand miles from the Sahara. Still, I am half-way through
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volume three, and shall count myself unworthy of the name of an
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Englishman if I do not see the back of volume six. The countryman
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of Livingstone, Burton, Speke, Drake, Cook, etc.!
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I have been sweated not only out of my pleuritic fever, but out of
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all my eating cares, and the better part of my brains (strange
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|
coincidence!), by aconite. I have that peculiar and delicious
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sense of being born again in an expurgated edition which belongs to
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convalescence. It will not be for long; I hear the breakers roar;
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I shall be steering head first for another rapid before many days;
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NITOR AQUIS, said a certain Eton boy, translating for his sins a
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part of the INLAND VOYAGE into Latin elegiacs; and from the hour I
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saw it, or rather a friend of mine, the admirable Jenkin, saw and
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recognised its absurd appropriateness, I took it for my device in
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|
life. I am going for thirty now; and unless I can snatch a little
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rest before long, I have, I may tell you in confidence, no hope of
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seeing thirty-one. My health began to break last winter, and has
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|
given me but fitful times since then. This pleurisy, though but a
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slight affair in itself was a huge disappointment to me, and marked
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an epoch. To start a pleurisy about nothing, while leading a dull,
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regular life in a mild climate, was not my habit in past days; and
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it is six years, all but a few months, since I was obliged to spend
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twenty-four hours in bed. I may be wrong, but if the niting is to
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continue, I believe I must go. It is a pity in one sense, for I
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believe the class of work I MIGHT yet give out is better and more
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|
real and solid than people fancy. But death is no bad friend; a
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few aches and gasps, and we are done; like the truant child, I am
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|
beginning to grow weary and timid in this big jostling city, and
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could run to my nurse, even although she should have to whip me
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before putting me to bed.
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Will you kiss your little daughter from me, and tell her that her
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|
father has written a delightful poem about her? Remember me,
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|
please, to Mrs. Gosse, to Middlemore, to whom some of these days I
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|
will write, to -, to -, yes, to -, and to -. I know you will gnash
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your teeth at some of these; wicked, grim, catlike old poet. If I
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were God, I would sort you - as we say in Scotland. - Your sincere
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friend,
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R. L. S.
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'Too young to be our child': blooming good.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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608 BUSH STREET, SAN FRANCISCO [DECEMBER 26, 1879].
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - I am now writing to you in a cafe waiting for
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|
some music to begin. For four days I have spoken to no one but to
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|
my landlady or landlord or to restaurant waiters. This is not a
|
|
gay way to pass Christmas, is it? and I must own the guts are a
|
|
little knocked out of me. If I could work, I could worry through
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|
better. But I have no style at command for the moment, with the
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|
second part of the EMIGRANT, the last of the novel, the essay on
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|
Thoreau, and God knows all, waiting for me. But I trust something
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|
can be done with the first part, or, by God, I'll starve here . . .
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.
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O Colvin, you don't know how much good I have done myself. I
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|
feared to think this out by myself. I have made a base use of you,
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|
and it comes out so much better than I had dreamed. But I have to
|
|
stick to work now; and here's December gone pretty near useless.
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|
But, Lord love you, October and November saw a great harvest. It
|
|
might have affected the price of paper on the Pacific coast. As
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|
for ink, they haven't any, not what I call ink; only stuff to write
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|
cookery-books with, or the works of Hayley, or the pallid
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|
perambulations of the - I can find nobody to beat Hayley. I like
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|
good, knock-me-down black-strap to write with; that makes a mark
|
|
and done with it. - By the way, I have tried to read the SPECTATOR,
|
|
which they all say I imitate, and - it's very wrong of me, I know -
|
|
but I can't. It's all very fine, you know, and all that, but it's
|
|
vapid. They have just played the overture to NORMA, and I know
|
|
it's a good one, for I bitterly wanted the opera to go on; I had
|
|
just got thoroughly interested - and then no curtain to rise.
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I have written myself into a kind of spirits, bless your dear
|
|
heart, by your leave. But this is wild work for me, nearly nine
|
|
and me not back! What will Mrs. Carson think of me! Quite a
|
|
night-hawk, I do declare. You are the worst correspondent in the
|
|
world - no, not that, Henley is that - well, I don't know, I leave
|
|
the pair of you to Him that made you - surely with small attention.
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|
But here's my service, and I'll away home to my den O! much the
|
|
better for this crack, Professor Colvin.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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608 BUSH STREET, SAN FRANCISCO [JANUARY 10, 1880].
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - This is a circular letter to tell my estate
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|
fully. You have no right to it, being the worst of correspondents;
|
|
but I wish to efface the impression of my last, so to you it goes.
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|
Any time between eight and half-past nine in the morning, a slender
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|
gentleman in an ulster, with a volume buttoned into the breast of
|
|
it, may be observed leaving No. 608 Bush and descending Powell with
|
|
an active step. The gentleman is R. L. S.; the volume relates to
|
|
Benjamin Franklin, on whom he meditates one of his charming essays.
|
|
He descends Powell, crosses Market, and descends in Sixth on a
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|
branch of the original Pine Street Coffee House, no less; I believe
|
|
he would be capable of going to the original itself, if he could
|
|
only find it. In the branch he seats himself at a table covered
|
|
with waxcloth, and a pampered menial, of High-Dutch extraction and,
|
|
indeed, as yet only partially extracted, lays before him a cup of
|
|
coffee, a roll and a pat of butter, all, to quote the deity, very
|
|
good. A while ago, and R. L. S. used to find the supply of butter
|
|
insufficient; but he has now learned the art to exactitude, and
|
|
butter and roll expire at the same moment. For this refection he
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|
pays ten cents., or five pence sterling (0 pounds, 0s. 5d.).
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|
Half an hour later, the inhabitants of Bush Street observe the same
|
|
slender gentleman armed, like George Washington, with his little
|
|
hatchet, splitting, kindling and breaking coal for his fire. He
|
|
does this quasi-publicly upon the window-sill; but this is not to
|
|
be attributed to any love of notoriety, though he is indeed vain of
|
|
his prowess with the hatchet (which he persists in calling an axe),
|
|
and daily surprised at the perpetuation of his fingers. The reason
|
|
is this: that the sill is a strong, supporting beam, and that
|
|
blows of the same emphasis in other parts of his room might knock
|
|
the entire shanty into hell. Thenceforth, for from three to four
|
|
hours, he is engaged darkly with an inkbottle. Yet he is not
|
|
blacking his boots, for the only pair that he possesses are
|
|
innocent of lustre and wear the natural hue of the material turned
|
|
up with caked and venerable slush. The youngest child of his
|
|
landlady remarks several times a day, as this strange occupant
|
|
enters or quits the house, 'Dere's de author.' Can it be that this
|
|
bright-haired innocent has found the true clue to the mystery? The
|
|
being in question is, at least, poor enough to belong to that
|
|
honourable craft.
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|
His next appearance is at the restaurant of one Donadieu, in Bush
|
|
Street, between Dupont and Kearney, where a copious meal, half a
|
|
bottle of wine, coffee and brandy may be procured for the sum of
|
|
four bits, ALIAS fifty cents., 0 pounds, 2s. 2d. sterling. The
|
|
wine is put down in a whole bottleful, and it is strange and
|
|
painful to observe the greed with which the gentleman in question
|
|
seeks to secure the last drop of his allotted half, and the
|
|
scrupulousness with which he seeks to avoid taking the first drop
|
|
of the other. This is partly explained by the fact that if he were
|
|
to go over the mark - bang would go a tenpence. He is again armed
|
|
with a book, but his best friends will learn with pain that he
|
|
seems at this hour to have deserted the more serious studies of the
|
|
morning. When last observed, he was studying with apparent zest
|
|
the exploits of one Rocambole by the late Viscomte Ponson du
|
|
Terrail. This work, originally of prodigious dimensions, he had
|
|
cut into liths or thicknesses apparently for convenience of
|
|
carriage.
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Then the being walks, where is not certain. But by about half-past
|
|
four, a light beams from the windows of 608 Bush, and he may be
|
|
observed sometimes engaged in correspondence, sometimes once again
|
|
plunged in the mysterious rites of the forenoon. About six he
|
|
returns to the Branch Original, where he once more imbrues himself
|
|
to the worth of fivepence in coffee and roll. The evening is
|
|
devoted to writing and reading, and by eleven or half-past darkness
|
|
closes over this weird and truculent existence.
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As for coin, you see I don't spend much, only you and Henley both
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|
seem to think my work rather bosh nowadays, and I do want to make
|
|
as much as I was making, that is 200 pounds; if I can do that, I
|
|
can swim: last year, with my ill health I touched only 109 pounds,
|
|
that would not do, I could not fight it through on that; but on 200
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pounds, as I say, I am good for the world, and can even in this
|
|
quiet way save a little, and that I must do. The worst is my
|
|
health; it is suspected I had an ague chill yesterday; I shall know
|
|
by to-morrow, and you know if I am to be laid down with ague the
|
|
game is pretty well lost. But I don't know; I managed to write a
|
|
good deal down in Monterey, when I was pretty sickly most of the
|
|
time, and, by God, I'll try, ague and all. I have to ask you
|
|
frankly, when you write, to give me any good news you can, and chat
|
|
a little, but JUST IN THE MEANTIME, give me no bad. If I could get
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THOREAU, EMIGRANT and VENDETTA all finished and out of my hand, I
|
|
should feel like a man who had made half a year's income in a half
|
|
year; but until the two last are FINISHED, you see, they don't
|
|
fairly count.
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I am afraid I bore you sadly with this perpetual talk about my
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|
affairs; I will try and stow it; but you see, it touches me nearly.
|
|
I'm the miser in earnest now: last night, when I felt so ill, the
|
|
supposed ague chill, it seemed strange not to be able to afford a
|
|
drink. I would have walked half a mile, tired as I felt, for a
|
|
brandy and soda. - Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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608 BUSH STREET, SAN FRANCISCO, JAN. 26, '80
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MY DEAR CHARLES, - I have to drop from a 50 cent. to a 25 cent.
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dinner; to-day begins my fall. That brings down my outlay in food
|
|
and drink to 45 cents., or 1s. 10 and a half d. per day. How are
|
|
the mighty fallen! Luckily, this is such a cheap place for food; I
|
|
used to pay as much as that for my first breakfast in the Savile in
|
|
the grand old palmy days of yore. I regret nothing, and do not
|
|
even dislike these straits, though the flesh will rebel on
|
|
occasion. It is to-day bitter cold, after weeks of lovely warm
|
|
weather, and I am all in a chitter. I am about to issue for my
|
|
little shilling and halfpenny meal, taken in the middle of the day,
|
|
the poor man's hour; and I shall eat and drink to your prosperity.
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- Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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608 BUSH STREET, SAN FRANCISCO, CALIFORNIA [JANUARY 1880].
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - I received this morning your long letter from
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Paris. Well, God's will be done; if it's dull, it's dull; it was a
|
|
fair fight, and it's lost, and there's an end. But, fortunately,
|
|
dulness is not a fault the public hates; perhaps they may like this
|
|
vein of dulness. If they don't, damn them, we'll try them with
|
|
another. I sat down on the back of your letter, and wrote twelve
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|
Cornhill pages this day as ever was of that same despised EMIGRANT;
|
|
so you see my moral courage has not gone down with my intellect.
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|
Only, frankly, Colvin, do you think it a good plan to be so
|
|
eminently descriptive, and even eloquent in dispraise? You rolled
|
|
such a lot of polysyllables over me that a better man than I might
|
|
have been disheartened. - However, I was not, as you see, and am
|
|
not. The EMIGRANT shall be finished and leave in the course of
|
|
next week. And then, I'll stick to stories. I am not frightened.
|
|
I know my mind is changing; I have been telling you so for long;
|
|
and I suppose I am fumbling for the new vein. Well, I'll find it.
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|
The VENDETTA you will not much like, I dare say: and that must be
|
|
finished next; but I'll knock you with THE FOREST STATE: A
|
|
ROMANCE.
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|
I'm vexed about my letters; I know it is painful to get these
|
|
unsatisfactory things; but at least I have written often enough.
|
|
And not one soul ever gives me any NEWS, about people or things;
|
|
everybody writes me sermons; it's good for me, but hardly the food
|
|
necessary for a man who lives all alone on forty-five cents. a day,
|
|
and sometimes less, with quantities of hard work and many heavy
|
|
thoughts. If one of you could write me a letter with a jest in it,
|
|
a letter like what is written to real people in this world - I am
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still flesh and blood - I should enjoy it. Simpson did, the other
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day, and it did me as much good as a bottle of wine. A lonely man
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gets to feel like a pariah after awhile - or no, not that, but like
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a saint and martyr, or a kind of macerated clergyman with pebbles
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in his boots, a pillared Simeon, I'm damned if I know what, but,
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man alive, I want gossip.
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My health is better, my spirits steadier, I am not the least cast
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down. If THE EMIGRANT was a failure, the PAVILION, by your leave,
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was not: it was a story quite adequately and rightly done, I
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contend; and when I find Stephen, for whom certainly I did not mean
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it, taking it in, I am better pleased with it than before. I know
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I shall do better work than ever I have done before; but, mind you,
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it will not be like it. My sympathies and interests are changed.
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There shall be no more books of travel for me. I care for nothing
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but the moral and the dramatic, not a jot for the picturesque or
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the beautiful other than about people. It bored me hellishly to
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write the EMIGRANT; well, it's going to bore others to read it;
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that's only fair.
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I should also write to others; but indeed I am jack-tired, and must
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go to bed to a French novel to compose myself for slumber. - Ever
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your affectionate friend,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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608 BUSH STREET, SAN FRANCISCO, CAL., FEBRUARY 1880.
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - Before my work or anything I sit down to answer
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your long and kind letter.
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I am well, cheerful, busy, hopeful; I cannot be knocked down; I do
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not mind about the EMIGRANT. I never thought it a masterpiece. It
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was written to sell, and I believe it will sell; and if it does
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not, the next will. You need not be uneasy about my work; I am
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only beginning to see my true method.
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(1) As to STUDIES. There are two more already gone to Stephen.
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YOSHIDA TORAJIRO, which I think temperate and adequate; and
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THOREAU, which will want a really Balzacian effort over the proofs.
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But I want BENJAMIN FRANKLIN AND THE ART OF VIRTUE to follow; and
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perhaps also WILLIAM PENN, but this last may be perhaps delayed for
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another volume - I think not, though. The STUDIES will be an
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intelligent volume, and in their latter numbers more like what I
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mean to be my style, or I mean what my style means to be, for I am
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passive. (2) The ESSAYS. Good news indeed. I think ORDERED SOUTH
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must be thrown in. It always swells the volume, and it will never
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find a more appropriate place. It was May 1874, Macmillan, I
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believe. (3) PLAYS. I did not understand you meant to try the
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draft. I shall make you a full scenario as soon as the EMIGRANT is
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done. (4) EMIGRANT. He shall be sent off next week. (5) Stories.
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You need not be alarmed that I am going to imitate Meredith. You
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know I was a Story-teller ingrain; did not that reassure you? The
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VENDETTA, which falls next to be finished, is not entirely
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pleasant. But it has points. THE FOREST STATE or THE GREENWOOD
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STATE: A ROMANCE, is another pair of shoes. It is my old
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Semiramis, our half-seen Duke and Duchess, which suddenly sprang
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into sunshine clearness as a story the other day. The kind, happy
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DENOUEMENT is unfortunately absolutely undramatic, which will be
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our only trouble in quarrying out the play. I mean we shall quarry
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from it. CHARACTERS - Otto Frederick John, hereditary Prince of
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Grunwald; Amelia Seraphina, Princess; Conrad, Baron Gondremarck,
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Prime Minister; Cancellarius Greisengesang; Killian Gottesacker,
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Steward of the River Farm; Ottilie, his daughter; the Countess von
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Rosen. Seven in all. A brave story, I swear; and a brave play
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too, if we can find the trick to make the end. The play, I fear,
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will have to end darkly, and that spoils the quality as I now see
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it of a kind of crockery, eighteenth century, high-life-below-
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stairs life, breaking up like ice in spring before the nature and
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the certain modicum of manhood of my poor, clever, feather-headed
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Prince, whom I love already. I see Seraphina too. Gondremarck is
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not quite so clear. The Countess von Rosen, I have; I'll never
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tell you who she is; it's a secret; but I have known the countess;
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well, I will tell you; it's my old Russian friend, Madame Z.
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Certain scenes are, in conception, the best I have ever made,
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except for HESTER NOBLE. Those at the end, Von Rosen and the
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Princess, the Prince and Princess, and the Princess and
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Gondremarck, as I now see them from here, should be nuts, Henley,
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nuts. It irks me not to go to them straight. But the EMIGRANT
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stops the way; then a reassured scenario for HESTER; then the
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VENDETTA; then two (or three) Essays - Benjamin Franklin, Thoughts
|
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on Literature as an Art, Dialogue on Character and Destiny between
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two Puppets, The Human Compromise; and then, at length - come to
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me, my Prince. O Lord, it's going to be courtly! And there is not
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an ugly person nor an ugly scene in it. The SLATE both Fanny and I
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have damned utterly; it is too morbid, ugly, and unkind; better
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starvation.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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608 BUSH STREET, SAN FRANCISCO, [MARCH 1880].
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - My landlord and landlady's little four-year-old
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child is dying in the house; and O, what he has suffered. It has
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really affected my health. O never, never any family for me! I am
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cured of that.
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I have taken a long holiday - have not worked for three days, and
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will not for a week; for I was really weary. Excuse this scratch;
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for the child weighs on me, dear Colvin. I did all I could to
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help; but all seems little, to the point of crime, when one of
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these poor innocents lies in such misery. - Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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SAN FRANCISCO, CAL., APRIL 16 [1880].
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - You have not answered my last; and I know you will
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repent when you hear how near I have been to another world. For
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about six weeks I have been in utter doubt; it was a toss-up for
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|
life or death all that time; but I won the toss, sir, and Hades
|
|
went off once more discomfited. This is not the first time, nor
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will it be the last, that I have a friendly game with that
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gentleman. I know he will end by cleaning me out; but the rogue is
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insidious, and the habit of that sort of gambling seems to be a
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part of my nature; it was, I suspect, too much indulged in youth;
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break your children of this tendency, my dear Gosse, from the
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first. It is, when once formed, a habit more fatal than opium - I
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speak, as St. Paul says, like a fool. I have been very very sick;
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on the verge of a galloping consumption, cold sweats, prostrating
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|
attacks of cough, sinking fits in which I lost the power of speech,
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|
fever, and all the ugliest circumstances of the disease; and I have
|
|
cause to bless God, my wife that is to be, and one Dr. Bamford (a
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|
name the Muse repels), that I have come out of all this, and got my
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|
feet once more upon a little hilltop, with a fair prospect of life
|
|
and some new desire of living. Yet I did not wish to die, neither;
|
|
only I felt unable to go on farther with that rough horseplay of
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|
human life: a man must be pretty well to take the business in good
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part. Yet I felt all the time that I had done nothing to entitle
|
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me to an honourable discharge; that I had taken up many obligations
|
|
and begun many friendships which I had no right to put away from
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me; and that for me to die was to play the cur and slinking
|
|
sybarite, and desert the colours on the eve of the decisive fight.
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Of course I have done no work for I do not know how long; and here
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you can triumph. I have been reduced to writing verses for
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amusement. A fact. The whirligig of time brings in its revenges,
|
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after all. But I'll have them buried with me, I think, for I have
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|
not the heart to burn them while I live. Do write. I shall go to
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the mountains as soon as the weather clears; on the way thither, I
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marry myself; then I set up my family altar among the pinewoods,
|
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3000 feet, sir, from the disputatious sea. - I am, dear Weg, most
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|
truly yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO DR. W. BAMFORD
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[SAN FRANCISCO, APRIL 1880.]
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MY DEAR SIR, - Will you let me offer you this little book? If I
|
|
had anything better, it should be yours. May you not dislike it,
|
|
for it will be your own handiwork if there are other fruits from
|
|
the same tree! But for your kindness and skill, this would have
|
|
been my last book, and now I am in hopes that it will be neither my
|
|
last nor my best.
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You doctors have a serious responsibility. You recall a man from
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the gates of death, you give him health and strength once more to
|
|
use or to abuse. I hope I shall feel your responsibility added to
|
|
my own, and seek in the future to make a better profit of the life
|
|
you have renewed me. - I am, my dear sir, gratefully yours,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[SAN FRANCISCO, APRIL 1880.]
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - You must be sick indeed of my demand for books,
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|
for you have seemingly not yet sent me one. Still, I live on
|
|
promises: waiting for Penn, for H. James's HAWTHORNE, for my
|
|
BURNS, etc.; and now, to make matters worse, pending your
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|
CENTURIES, etc., I do earnestly desire the best book about
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|
mythology (if it be German, so much the worse; send a bunctionary
|
|
along with it, and pray for me). This is why. If I recover, I
|
|
feel called on to write a volume of gods and demi-gods in exile:
|
|
Pan, Jove, Cybele, Venus, Charon, etc.; and though I should like to
|
|
take them very free, I should like to know a little about 'em to
|
|
begin with. For two days, till last night, I had no night sweats,
|
|
and my cough is almost gone, and I digest well; so all looks
|
|
hopeful. However, I was near the other side of Jordan. I send the
|
|
proof of THOREAU to you, so that you may correct and fill up the
|
|
quotation from Goethe. It is a pity I was ill, as, for matter, I
|
|
think I prefer that to any of my essays except Burns; but the
|
|
style, though quite manly, never attains any melody or lenity. So
|
|
much for consumption: I begin to appreciate what the EMIGRANT must
|
|
be. As soon as I have done the last few pages of the EMIGRANT they
|
|
shall go to you. But when will that be? I know not quite yet - I
|
|
have to be so careful. - Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[SAN FRANCISCO, APRIL 1880.]
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - My dear people telegraphed me in these words:
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'Count on 250 pounds annually.' You may imagine what a blessed
|
|
business this was. And so now recover the sheets of the EMIGRANT,
|
|
and post them registered to me. And now please give me all your
|
|
venom against it; say your worst, and most incisively, for now it
|
|
will be a help, and I'll make it right or perish in the attempt.
|
|
Now, do you understand why I protested against your depressing
|
|
eloquence on the subject? When I HAD to go on any way, for dear
|
|
life, I thought it a kind of pity and not much good to discourage
|
|
me. Now all's changed. God only knows how much courage and
|
|
suffering is buried in that MS. The second part was written in a
|
|
circle of hell unknown to Dante - that of the penniless and dying
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|
author. For dying I was, although now saved. Another week, the
|
|
doctor said, and I should have been past salvation. I think I
|
|
shall always think of it as my best work. There is one page in
|
|
Part II., about having got to shore, and sich, which must have cost
|
|
me altogether six hours of work as miserable as ever I went
|
|
through. I feel sick even to think of it. - Ever your friend,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[SAN FRANCISCO, MAY 1880.]
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - I received your letter and proof to-day, and was
|
|
greatly delighted with the last.
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|
I am now out of danger; in but a short while (I.E. as soon as the
|
|
weather is settled), F. and I marry and go up to the hills to look
|
|
for a place; 'I to the hills will lift mine eyes, from whence doth
|
|
come mine aid': once the place found, the furniture will follow.
|
|
There, sir, in, I hope, a ranche among the pine-trees and hard by a
|
|
running brook, we are to fish, hunt, sketch, study Spanish, French,
|
|
Latin, Euclid, and History; and, if possible, not quarrel. Far
|
|
from man, sir, in the virgin forest. Thence, as my strength
|
|
returns, you may expect works of genius. I always feel as if I
|
|
must write a work of genius some time or other; and when is it more
|
|
likely to come off, than just after I have paid a visit to Styx and
|
|
go thence to the eternal mountains? Such a revolution in a man's
|
|
affairs, as I have somewhere written, would set anybody singing.
|
|
When we get installed, Lloyd and I are going to print my poetical
|
|
works; so all those who have been poetically addressed shall
|
|
receive copies of their addresses. They are, I believe, pretty
|
|
correct literary exercises, or will be, with a few filings; but
|
|
they are not remarkable for white-hot vehemence of inspiration;
|
|
tepid works! respectable versifications of very proper and even
|
|
original sentiments: kind of Hayleyistic, I fear - but no, this is
|
|
morbid self-depreciation. The family is all very shaky in health,
|
|
but our motto is now 'Al Monte!' in the words of Don Lope, in the
|
|
play the sister and I are just beating through with two bad
|
|
dictionaries and an insane grammar.
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I to the hills. - Yours ever,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO C. W. STODDARD
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|
EAST OAKLAND, CAL., MAY 1880.
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MY DEAR STODDARD, - I am guilty in thy sight and the sight of God.
|
|
However, I swore a great oath that you should see some of my
|
|
manuscript at last; and though I have long delayed to keep it, yet
|
|
it was to be. You re-read your story and were disgusted; that is
|
|
the cold fit following the hot. I don't say you did wrong to be
|
|
disgusted, yet I am sure you did wrong to be disgusted altogether.
|
|
There was, you may depend upon it, some reason for your previous
|
|
vanity, as well as your present mortification. I shall hear you,
|
|
years from now, timidly begin to retrim your feathers for a little
|
|
self-laudation, and trot out this misdespised novelette as not the
|
|
worst of your performances. I read the album extracts with sincere
|
|
interest; but I regret that you spared to give the paper more
|
|
development; and I conceive that you might do a great deal worse
|
|
than expand each of its paragraphs into an essay or sketch, the
|
|
excuse being in each case your personal intercourse; the bulk, when
|
|
that would not be sufficient, to be made up from their own works
|
|
and stories. Three at least - Menken, Yelverton, and Keeler -
|
|
could not fail of a vivid human interest. Let me press upon you
|
|
this plan; should any document be wanted from Europe, let me offer
|
|
my services to procure it. I am persuaded that there is stuff in
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|
the idea.
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|
|
Are you coming over again to see me some day soon? I keep
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|
returning, and now hand over fist, from the realms of Hades: I saw
|
|
that gentleman between the eyes, and fear him less after each
|
|
visit. Only Charon, and his rough boatmanship, I somewhat fear.
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|
I have a desire to write some verses for your album; so, if you
|
|
will give me the entry among your gods, goddesses, and godlets,
|
|
there will be nothing wanting but the Muse. I think of the verses
|
|
like Mark Twain; sometimes I wish fulsomely to belaud you;
|
|
sometimes to insult your city and fellow-citizens; sometimes to sit
|
|
down quietly, with the slender reed, and troll a few staves of
|
|
Panic ecstasy - but fy! fy! as my ancestors observed, the last is
|
|
too easy for a man of my feet and inches.
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|
At least, Stoddard, you now see that, although so costive, when I
|
|
once begin I am a copious letter-writer. I thank you, and AU
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REVOIR.
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[SAN FRANCISCO, MAY 1880.]
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - It is a long while since I have heard from you;
|
|
nearly a month, I believe; and I begin to grow very uneasy. At
|
|
first I was tempted to suppose that I had been myself to blame in
|
|
some way; but now I have grown to fear lest some sickness or
|
|
trouble among those whom you love may not be the impediment. I
|
|
believe I shall soon hear; so I wait as best I can. I am, beyond a
|
|
doubt, greatly stronger, and yet still useless for any work, and, I
|
|
may say, for any pleasure. My affairs and the bad weather still
|
|
keep me here unmarried; but not, I earnestly hope, for long.
|
|
Whenever I get into the mountain, I trust I shall rapidly pick up.
|
|
Until I get away from these sea fogs and my imprisonment in the
|
|
house, I do not hope to do much more than keep from active harm.
|
|
My doctor took a desponding fit about me, and scared Fanny into
|
|
blue fits; but I have talked her over again. It is the change I
|
|
want, and the blessed sun, and a gentle air in which I can sit out
|
|
and see the trees and running water: these mere defensive
|
|
hygienics cannot advance one, though they may prevent evil. I do
|
|
nothing now, but try to possess my soul in peace, and continue to
|
|
possess my body on any terms.
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|
CALISTOGA, NAPA COUNTY, CALIFORNIA.
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|
All which is a fortnight old and not much to the point nowadays.
|
|
Here we are, Fanny and I, and a certain hound, in a lovely valley
|
|
under Mount Saint Helena, looking around, or rather wondering when
|
|
we shall begin to look around, for a house of our own. I have
|
|
received the first sheets of the AMATEUR EMIGRANT; not yet the
|
|
second bunch, as announced. It is a pretty heavy, emphatic piece
|
|
of pedantry; but I don't care; the public, I verily believe, will
|
|
like it. I have excised all you proposed and more on my own
|
|
movement. But I have not yet been able to rewrite the two special
|
|
pieces which, as you said, so badly wanted it; it is hard work to
|
|
rewrite passages in proof; and the easiest work is still hard to
|
|
me. But I am certainly recovering fast; a married and convalescent
|
|
being.
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|
|
|
Received James's HAWTHORNE, on which I meditate a blast, Miss Bird,
|
|
Dixon's PENN, a WRONG CORNHILL (like my luck) and COQUELIN: for
|
|
all which, and especially the last, I tender my best thanks. I
|
|
have opened only James; it is very clever, very well written, and
|
|
out of sight the most inside-out thing in the world; I have dug up
|
|
the hatchet; a scalp shall flutter at my belt ere long. I think my
|
|
new book should be good; it will contain our adventures for the
|
|
summer, so far as these are worth narrating; and I have already a
|
|
few pages of diary which should make up bright. I am going to
|
|
repeat my old experiment, after buckling-to a while to write more
|
|
correctly, lie down and have a wallow. Whether I shall get any of
|
|
my novels done this summer I do not know; I wish to finish the
|
|
VENDETTA first, for it really could not come after PRINCE OTTO.
|
|
Lewis Campbell has made some noble work in that Agamemnon; it
|
|
surprised me. We hope to get a house at Silverado, a deserted
|
|
mining-camp eight miles up the mountain, now solely inhabited by a
|
|
mighty hunter answering to the name of Rufe Hansome, who slew last
|
|
year a hundred and fifty deer. This is the motto I propose for the
|
|
new volume: 'VIXERUNT NONNULLI IN AGRIS, DELECTATI RE SUA
|
|
FAMILIARI. HIS IDEM PROPOSITUM FUIT QUOD REGIBUS, UT NE QUA RE
|
|
EGERENT, NE CUI PARERENT, LIBERTATE UTERENTUR; CUJUS PROPRIUM EST
|
|
SIC VIVERE UT VELIS.' I always have a terror lest the wish should
|
|
have been father to the translation, when I come to quote; but that
|
|
seems too plain sailing. I should put REGIBUS in capitals for the
|
|
pleasantry's sake. We are in the Coast Range, that being so much
|
|
cheaper to reach; the family, I hope, will soon follow. - Love to
|
|
all, ever yours,
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|
R. L. S.
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CHAPTER V - ALPINE WINTERS AND HIGHLAND SUMMERS, AUGUST 1880-
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OCTOBER 1882
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Letter: TO A. G. DEW-SMITH
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|
|
[HOTEL BELVEDERE, DAVOS, NOVEMBER 1880.]
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Figure me to yourself, I pray -
|
|
A man of my peculiar cut -
|
|
Apart from dancing and deray,
|
|
Into an Alpine valley shut;
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|
Shut in a kind of damned Hotel,
|
|
Discountenanced by God and man;
|
|
The food? - Sir, you would do as well
|
|
To cram your belly full of bran.
|
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|
|
The company? Alas, the day
|
|
That I should dwell with such a crew,
|
|
With devil anything to say,
|
|
Nor any one to say it to!
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|
|
The place? Although they call it Platz,
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I will be bold and state my view;
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It's not a place at all - and that's
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The bottom verity, my Dew.
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There are, as I will not deny,
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Innumerable inns; a road;
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Several Alps indifferent high;
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The snow's inviolable abode;
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Eleven English parsons, all
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Entirely inoffensive; four
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True human beings - what I call
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Human - the deuce a cipher more;
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A climate of surprising worth;
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Innumerable dogs that bark;
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Some air, some weather, and some earth;
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A native race - God save the mark! -
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A race that works, yet cannot work,
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Yodels, but cannot yodel right,
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Such as, unhelp'd, with rusty dirk,
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I vow that I could wholly smite.
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A river that from morn to night
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Down all the valley plays the fool;
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Not once she pauses in her flight,
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Nor knows the comfort of a pool;
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But still keeps up, by straight or bend,
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The selfsame pace she hath begun -
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Still hurry, hurry, to the end -
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Good God, is that the way to run?
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If I a river were, I hope
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That I should better realise
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The opportunities and scope
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Of that romantic enterprise.
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I should not ape the merely strange,
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But aim besides at the divine;
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And continuity and change
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I still should labour to combine.
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Here should I gallop down the race,
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Here charge the sterling like a bull;
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There, as a man might wipe his face,
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Lie, pleased and panting, in a pool.
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But what, my Dew, in idle mood,
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What prate I, minding not my debt?
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What do I talk of bad or good?
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The best is still a cigarette.
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Me whether evil fate assault,
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Or smiling providences crown -
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Whether on high the eternal vault
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Be blue, or crash with thunder down -
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I judge the best, whate'er befall,
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Is still to sit on one's behind,
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And, having duly moistened all,
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Smoke with an unperturbed mind.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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[HOTEL BELVEDERE], DAVOS, DECEMBER 12 [1880].
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MY DEAR FATHER, - Here is the scheme as well as I can foresee. I
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begin the book immediately after the '15, as then began the attempt
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to suppress the Highlands.
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I. THIRTY YEARS' INTERVAL
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(1) Rob Roy.
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(2) The Independent Companies: the Watches.
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(3) Story of Lady Grange.
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(4) The Military Roads, and Disarmament: Wade and
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(5) Burt.
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II. THE HEROIC AGE
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(1) Duncan Forbes of Culloden.
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(2) Flora Macdonald.
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(3) The Forfeited Estates; including Hereditary Jurisdictions; and
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the admirable conduct of the tenants.
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III. LITERATURE HERE INTERVENES
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(1) The Ossianic Controversy.
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(2) Boswell and Johnson.
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(3) Mrs. Grant of Laggan.
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IV. ECONOMY
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(1) Highland Economics.
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(2) The Reinstatement of the Proprietors.
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(3) The Evictions.
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(4) Emigration.
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(5) Present State.
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V. RELIGION
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(1) The Catholics, Episcopals, and Kirk, and Soc. Prop. Christ.
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Knowledge.
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(2) The Men.
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(3) The Disruption.
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All this, of course, will greatly change in form, scope, and order;
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this is just a bird's-eye glance. Thank you for BURT, which came,
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and for your Union notes. I have read one-half (about 900 pages)
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of Wodrow's CORRESPONDENCE, with some improvement, but great
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fatigue. The doctor thinks well of my recovery, which puts me in
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good hope for the future. I should certainly be able to make a
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fine history of this.
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My Essays are going through the press, and should be out in January
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or February. - Ever affectionate son,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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HOTEL BELVEDERE, DAVOS PLATZ [DEC. 6, 1880].
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MY DEAR WEG, - I have many letters that I ought to write in
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preference to this; but a duty to letters and to you prevails over
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any private consideration. You are going to collect odes; I could
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not wish a better man to do so; but I tremble lest you should
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commit two sins of omission. You will not, I am sure, be so far
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left to yourself as to give us no more of Dryden than the hackneyed
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St. Cecilia; I know you will give us some others of those
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surprising masterpieces where there is more sustained eloquence and
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harmony of English numbers than in all that has been written since;
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there is a machine about a poetical young lady, and another about
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either Charles or James, I know not which; and they are both
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indescribably fine. (Is Marvell's Horatian Ode good enough? I
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half think so.) But my great point is a fear that you are one of
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those who are unjust to our old Tennyson's Duke of Wellington. I
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have just been talking it over with Symonds; and we agreed that
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whether for its metrical effects, for its brief, plain, stirring
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words of portraiture, as - he 'that never lost an English gun,' or
|
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- the soldier salute; or for the heroic apostrophe to Nelson; that
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ode has never been surpassed in any tongue or time. Grant me the
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Duke, O Weg! I suppose you must not put in yours about the
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warship; you will have to admit worse ones, however. - Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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[HOTEL BELVEDERE], DAVOS, DEC. 19, 1880.
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This letter is a report of a long sederunt, also steterunt in small
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committee at Davos Platz, Dec. 15, 1880.
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Its results are unhesitatingly shot at your head.
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MY DEAR WEG, - We both insist on the Duke of Wellington. Really it
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cannot be left out. Symonds said you would cover yourself with
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shame, and I add, your friends with confusion, if you leave it out.
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Really, you know it is the only thing you have, since Dryden, where
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that irregular odic, odal, odous (?) verse is used with mastery and
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sense. And it's one of our few English blood-boilers.
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(2) Byron: if anything: PROMETHEUS.
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(3) Shelley (1) THE WORLD'S GREAT AGE from Hellas; we are both dead
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on. After that you have, of course, THE WEST WIND thing. But we
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think (1) would maybe be enough; no more than two any way.
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(4) Herrick. MEDDOWES and COME, MY CORINNA. After that MR.
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WICKES: two any way.
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(5) Leave out stanza 3rd of Congreve's thing, like a dear; we can't
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stand the 'sigh' nor the 'peruke.'
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(6) Milton. TIME and the SOLEMN MUSIC. We both agree we would
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rather go without L'Allegro and Il Penseroso than these; for the
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reason that these are not so well known to the brutish herd.
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(7) Is the ROYAL GEORGE an ode, or only an elegy? It's so good.
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(8) We leave Campbell to you.
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(9) If you take anything from Clough, but we don't either of us
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fancy you will, let it be COME BACK.
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(10) Quite right about Dryden. I had a hankering after THRENODIA
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AUGUSTALIS; but I find it long and with very prosaic holes:
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though, O! what fine stuff between whiles.
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(11) Right with Collins.
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(12) Right about Pope's Ode. But what can you give? THE DYING
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CHRISTIAN? or one of his inimitable courtesies? These last are
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fairly odes, by the Horatian model, just as my dear MEDDOWES is an
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ode in the name and for the sake of Bandusia.
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(13) Whatever you do, you'll give us the Greek Vase.
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(14) Do you like Jonson's 'loathed stage'? Verses 2, 3, and 4 are
|
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so bad, also the last line. But there is a fine movement and
|
|
feeling in the rest.
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We will have the Duke of Wellington by God. Pro Symonds and
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Stevenson.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO CHARLES WARREN STODDARD
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HOTEL BELVEDERE, DAVOS PLATZ, SWITZERLAND [DECEMBER 1880].
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DEAR CHARLES WARREN STODDARD, - Many thanks to you for the letter
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|
and the photograph. Will you think it mean if I ask you to wait
|
|
till there appears a promised cheap edition? Possibly the canny
|
|
Scot does feel pleasure in the superior cheapness; but the true
|
|
reason is this, that I think to put a few words, by way of notes,
|
|
to each book in its new form, because that will be the Standard
|
|
Edition, without which no g.'s l. will be complete. The edition,
|
|
briefly, SINE QUA NON. Before that, I shall hope to send you my
|
|
essays, which are in the printer's hands. I look to get yours
|
|
soon. I am sorry to hear that the Custom House has proved
|
|
fallible, like all other human houses and customs. Life consists
|
|
of that sort of business, and I fear that there is a class of man,
|
|
of which you offer no inapt type, doomed to a kind of mild, general
|
|
disappointment through life. I do not believe that a man is the
|
|
more unhappy for that. Disappointment, except with one's self, is
|
|
not a very capital affair; and the sham beatitude, 'Blessed is he
|
|
that expecteth little,' one of the truest, and in a sense, the most
|
|
Christlike things in literature.
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|
|
|
Alongside of you, I have been all my days a red cannon ball of
|
|
dissipated effort; here I am by the heels in this Alpine valley,
|
|
with just so much of a prospect of future restoration as shall make
|
|
my present caged estate easily tolerable to me - shall or should, I
|
|
would not swear to the word before the trial's done. I miss all my
|
|
objects in the meantime; and, thank God, I have enough of my old,
|
|
and maybe somewhat base philosophy, to keep me on a good
|
|
understanding with myself and Providence.
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|
|
|
The mere extent of a man's travels has in it something consolatory.
|
|
That he should have left friends and enemies in many different and
|
|
distant quarters gives a sort of earthly dignity to his existence.
|
|
And I think the better of myself for the belief that I have left
|
|
some in California interested in me and my successes. Let me
|
|
assure you, you who have made friends already among such various
|
|
and distant races, that there is a certain phthisical Scot who will
|
|
always be pleased to hear good news of you, and would be better
|
|
pleased by nothing than to learn that you had thrown off your
|
|
present incubus, largely consisting of letters I believe, and had
|
|
sailed into some square work by way of change.
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|
|
|
And by way of change in itself, let me copy on the other pages some
|
|
broad Scotch I wrote for you when I was ill last spring in Oakland.
|
|
It is no muckle worth: but ye should na look a gien horse in the
|
|
moo'. - Yours ever,
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|
|
R. L. STEVENSON.
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|
|
Letter: TO MR. AND MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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|
DECEMBER 21, 1880. DAVOS.
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|
MY DEAR PEOPLE, - I do not understand these reproaches. The
|
|
letters come between seven and nine in the evening; and every one
|
|
about the books was answered that same night, and the answer left
|
|
Davos by seven o'clock next morning. Perhaps the snow delayed
|
|
then; if so, 'tis a good hint to you not to be uneasy at apparent
|
|
silences. There is no hurry about my father's notes; I shall not
|
|
be writing anything till I get home again, I believe. Only I want
|
|
to be able to keep reading AD HOC all winter, as it seems about all
|
|
I shall be fit for. About John Brown, I have been breaking my
|
|
heart to finish a Scotch poem to him. Some of it is not really
|
|
bad, but the rest will not come, and I mean to get it right before
|
|
I do anything else.
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|
|
|
The bazaar is over, 160 pounds gained, and everybody's health lost:
|
|
altogether, I never had a more uncomfortable time; apply to Fanny
|
|
for further details of the discomfort.
|
|
|
|
We have our Wogg in somewhat better trim now, and vastly better
|
|
spirits. The weather has been bad - for Davos, but indeed it is a
|
|
wonderful climate. It never feels cold; yesterday, with a little,
|
|
chill, small, northerly draught, for the first time, it was
|
|
pinching. Usually, it may freeze, or snow, or do what it pleases,
|
|
you feel it not, or hardly any.
|
|
|
|
Thanks for your notes; that fishery question will come in, as you
|
|
notice, in the Highland Book, as well as under the Union; it is
|
|
very important. I hear no word of Hugh Miller's EVICTIONS; I count
|
|
on that. What you say about the old and new Statistical is odd.
|
|
It seems to me very much as if I were gingerly embarking on a
|
|
HISTORY OF MODERN SCOTLAND. Probably Tulloch will never carry it
|
|
out. And, you see, once I have studied and written these two
|
|
vols., THE TRANSFORMATION OF THE SCOTTISH HIGHLANDS and SCOTLAND
|
|
AND THE UNION, I shall have a good ground to go upon. The effect
|
|
on my mind of what I have read has been to awaken a livelier
|
|
sympathy for the Irish; although they never had the remarkable
|
|
virtues, I fear they have suffered many of the injustices, of the
|
|
Scottish Highlanders. Ruedi has seen me this morning; he says the
|
|
disease is at a standstill, and I am to profit by it to take more
|
|
exercise. Altogether, he seemed quite hopeful and pleased. - I am
|
|
your ever affectionate son,
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|
R. L S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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|
|
[HOTEL BELVEDERE, DAVOS, Christmas 1880.]
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|
MY DEAR COLVIN, - Thanks for yours; I waited, as said I would. I
|
|
now expect no answer from you, regarding you as a mere dumb cock-
|
|
shy, or a target, at which we fire our arrows diligently all day
|
|
long, with no anticipation it will bring them back to us. We are
|
|
both sadly mortified you are not coming, but health comes first;
|
|
alas, that man should be so crazy. What fun we could have, if we
|
|
were all well, what work we could do, what a happy place we could
|
|
make it for each other! If I were able to do what I want; but then
|
|
I am not, and may leave that vein.
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|
|
|
No. I do not think I shall require to know the Gaelic; few things
|
|
are written in that language, or ever were; if you come to that,
|
|
the number of those who could write, or even read it, through
|
|
almost all my period, must, by all accounts, have been incredibly
|
|
small. Of course, until the book is done, I must live as much as
|
|
possible in the Highlands, and that suits my book as to health. It
|
|
is a most interesting and sad story, and from the '45 it is all to
|
|
be written for the first time. This, of course, will cause me a
|
|
far greater difficulty about authorities; but I have already
|
|
learned much, and where to look for more. One pleasant feature is
|
|
the vast number of delightful writers I shall have to deal with:
|
|
Burt, Johnson, Boswell, Mrs. Grant of Laggan, Scott. There will be
|
|
interesting sections on the Ossianic controversy and the growth of
|
|
the taste for Highland scenery. I have to touch upon Rob Roy,
|
|
Flora Macdonald, the strange story of Lady Grange, the beautiful
|
|
story of the tenants on the Forfeited Estates, and the odd, inhuman
|
|
problem of the great evictions. The religious conditions are wild,
|
|
unknown, very surprising. And three out of my five parts remain
|
|
hitherto entirely unwritten. Smack! - Yours ever,
|
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|
|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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|
|
CHRISTMAS SERMON.
|
|
[HOTEL BELVEDERE, DAVOS, DECEMBER 26, 1880.]
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|
|
MY DEAR MOTHER, - I was very tired yesterday and could not write;
|
|
tobogganed so furiously all morning; we had a delightful day,
|
|
crowned by an incredible dinner - more courses than I have fingers
|
|
on my hands. Your letter arrived duly at night, and I thank you
|
|
for it as I should. You need not suppose I am at all insensible to
|
|
my father's extraordinary kindness about this book; he is a brick;
|
|
I vote for him freely.
|
|
|
|
. . . The assurance you speak of is what we all ought to have, and
|
|
might have, and should not consent to live without. That people do
|
|
not have it more than they do is, I believe, because persons speak
|
|
so much in large-drawn, theological similitudes, and won't say out
|
|
what they mean about life, and man, and God, in fair and square
|
|
human language. I wonder if you or my father ever thought of the
|
|
obscurities that lie upon human duty from the negative form in
|
|
which the Ten Commandments are stated, or of how Christ was so
|
|
continually substituting affirmations. 'Thou shalt not' is but an
|
|
example; 'Thou shalt' is the law of God. It was this that seems
|
|
meant in the phrase that 'not one jot nor tittle of the law should
|
|
pass.' But what led me to the remark is this: A kind of black,
|
|
angry look goes with that statement of the law of negatives. 'To
|
|
love one's neighbour as oneself' is certainly much harder, but
|
|
states life so much more actively, gladly, and kindly, that you
|
|
begin to see some pleasure in it; and till you can see pleasure in
|
|
these hard choices and bitter necessities, where is there any Good
|
|
News to men? It is much more important to do right than not to do
|
|
wrong; further, the one is possible, the other has always been and
|
|
will ever be impossible; and the faithful DESIGN TO DO RIGHT is
|
|
accepted by God; that seems to me to be the Gospel, and that was
|
|
how Christ delivered us from the Law. After people are told that,
|
|
surely they might hear more encouraging sermons. To blow the
|
|
trumpet for good would seem the Parson's business; and since it is
|
|
not in our own strength, but by faith and perseverance (no account
|
|
made of slips), that we are to run the race, I do not see where
|
|
they get the material for their gloomy discourses. Faith is not to
|
|
believe the Bible, but to believe in God; if you believe in God
|
|
(or, for it's the same thing, have that assurance you speak about),
|
|
where is there any more room for terror? There are only three
|
|
possible attitudes - Optimism, which has gone to smash; Pessimism,
|
|
which is on the rising hand, and very popular with many clergymen
|
|
who seem to think they are Christians. And this Faith, which is
|
|
the Gospel. Once you hold the last, it is your business (1) to
|
|
find out what is right in any given case, and (2) to try to do it;
|
|
if you fail in the last, that is by commission, Christ tells you to
|
|
hope; if you fail in the first, that is by omission, his picture of
|
|
the last day gives you but a black lookout. The whole necessary
|
|
morality is kindness; and it should spring, of itself, from the one
|
|
fundamental doctrine, Faith. If you are sure that God, in the long
|
|
run, means kindness by you, you should be happy; and if happy,
|
|
surely you should be kind.
|
|
|
|
I beg your pardon for this long discourse; it is not all right, of
|
|
course, but I am sure there is something in it. One thing I have
|
|
not got clearly; that about the omission and the commission; but
|
|
there is truth somewhere about it, and I have no time to clear it
|
|
just now. Do you know, you have had about a Cornhill page of
|
|
sermon? It is, however, true.
|
|
|
|
Lloyd heard with dismay Fanny was not going to give me a present;
|
|
so F. and I had to go and buy things for ourselves, and go through
|
|
a representation of surprise when they were presented next morning.
|
|
It gave us both quite a Santa Claus feeling on Xmas Eve to see him
|
|
so excited and hopeful; I enjoyed it hugely. - Your affectionate
|
|
son,
|
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|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
|
|
|
|
[HOTEL BELVEDERE, DAVOS, SPRING 1881.]
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|
|
|
MY DEAR COLVIN. - My health is not just what it should be; I have
|
|
lost weight, pulse, respiration, etc., and gained nothing in the
|
|
way of my old bellows. But these last few days, with tonic, cod-
|
|
liver oil, better wine (there is some better now), and perpetual
|
|
beef-tea, I think I have progressed. To say truth, I have been
|
|
here a little over long. I was reckoning up, and since I have
|
|
known you, already quite a while, I have not, I believe, remained
|
|
so long in any one place as here in Davos. That tells on my old
|
|
gipsy nature; like a violin hung up, I begin to lose what music
|
|
there was in me; and with the music, I do not know what besides, or
|
|
do not know what to call it, but something radically part of life,
|
|
a rhythm, perhaps, in one's old and so brutally over-ridden nerves,
|
|
or perhaps a kind of variety of blood that the heart has come to
|
|
look for.
|
|
|
|
I purposely knocked myself off first. As to F. A. S., I believe I
|
|
am no sound authority; I alternate between a stiff disregard and a
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kind of horror. In neither mood can a man judge at all. I know
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the thing to be terribly perilous, I fear it to be now altogether
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hopeless. Luck has failed; the weather has not been favourable;
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and in her true heart, the mother hopes no more. But - well, I
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feel a great deal, that I either cannot or will not say, as you
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well know. It has helped to make me more conscious of the
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wolverine on my own shoulders, and that also makes me a poor judge
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and poor adviser. Perhaps, if we were all marched out in a row,
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and a piece of platoon firing to the drums performed, it would be
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well for us; although, I suppose - and yet I wonder! - so ill for
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the poor mother and for the dear wife. But you can see this makes
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me morbid. SUFFICIT; EXPLICIT.
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You are right about the Carlyle book; F. and I are in a world not
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ours; but pardon me, as far as sending on goes, we take another
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view: the first volume, A LA BONNE HEURE! but not - never - the
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second. Two hours of hysterics can be no good matter for a sick
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nurse, and the strange, hard, old being in so lamentable and yet
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human a desolation - crying out like a burnt child, and yet always
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wisely and beautifully - how can that end, as a piece of reading,
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even to the strong - but on the brink of the most cruel kind of
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weeping? I observe the old man's style is stronger on me than ever
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it was, and by rights, too, since I have just laid down his most
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attaching book. God rest the baith o' them! But even if they do
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not meet again, how we should all be strengthened to be kind, and
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not only in act, in speech also, that so much more important part.
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See what this apostle of silence most regrets, not speaking out his
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heart.
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I was struck as you were by the admirable, sudden, clear sunshine
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upon Southey - even on his works. Symonds, to whom I repeated it,
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remarked at once, a man who was thus respected by both Carlyle and
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Landor must have had more in him than we can trace. So I feel with
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true humility.
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It was to save my brain that Symonds proposed reviewing. He and,
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it appears, Leslie Stephen fear a little some eclipse; I am not
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quite without sharing the fear. I know my own languor as no one
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else does; it is a dead down-draught, a heavy fardel. Yet if I
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could shake off the wolverine aforesaid, and his fangs are lighter,
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though perhaps I feel them more, I believe I could be myself again
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a while. I have not written any letter for a great time; none
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saying what I feel, since you were here, I fancy. Be duly obliged
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for it, and take my most earnest thanks not only for the books but
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for your letter. Your affectionate,
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R. L. S.
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The effect of reading this on Fanny shows me I must tell you I am
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very happy, peaceful, and jolly, except for questions of work and
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the states of other people.
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Woggin sends his love.
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Letter: TO HORATIO F. BROWN
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DAVOS, 1881.
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MY DEAR BROWN. - Here it is, with the mark of a San Francisco
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BOUQUINISTE. And if ever in all my 'human conduct' I have done a
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better thing to any fellow-creature than handing on to you this
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sweet, dignified, and wholesome book, I know I shall hear of it on
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the last day. To write a book like this were impossible; at least
|
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one can hand it on - with a wrench - one to another. My wife cries
|
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out and my own heart misgives me, but still here it is. I could
|
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scarcely better prove myself - Yours affectionately,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO HORATIO F. BROWN
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DAVOS, 1881.
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MY DEAR BROWN. - I hope, if you get thus far, you will know what an
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invaluable present I have made you. Even the copy was dear to me,
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printed in the colony that Penn established, and carried in my
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|
pocket all about the San Francisco streets, read in street cars and
|
|
ferry-boats, when I was sick unto death, and found in all times and
|
|
places a peaceful and sweet companion. But I hope, when you shall
|
|
have reached this note, my gift will not have been in vain; for
|
|
while just now we are so busy and intelligent, there is not the man
|
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living, no, nor recently dead, that could put, with so lovely a
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spirit, so much honest, kind wisdom into words.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO HORATIO F. BROWN
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HOTEL BELVEDERE, DAVOS, SPRING 1881.
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MY DEAR BROWN, - Nine years I have conded them.
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Brave lads in olden musical centuries
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Sang, night by night, adorable choruses,
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Sat late by alehouse doors in April
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Chaunting in joy as the moon was rising:
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Moon-seen and merry, under the trellises,
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Flush-faced they played with old polysyllables;
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Spring scents inspired, old wine diluted;
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Love and Apollo were there to chorus.
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Now these, the songs, remain to eternity,
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Those, only those, the bountiful choristers
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Gone - those are gone, those unremembered
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Sleep and are silent in earth for ever.
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So man himself appears and evanishes,
|
|
So smiles and goes; as wanderers halting at
|
|
Some green-embowered house, play their music,
|
|
Play and are gone on the windy highway;
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Yet dwells the strain enshrined in the memory
|
|
Long after they departed eternally,
|
|
Forth-faring tow'rd far mountain summits,
|
|
Cities of men on the sounding Ocean.
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Youth sang the song in years immemorial;
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Brave chanticleer, he sang and was beautiful;
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|
Bird-haunted, green tree-tops in springtime
|
|
Heard and were pleased by the voice of singing;
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Youth goes, and leaves behind him a prodigy -
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Songs sent by thee afar from Venetian
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|
Sea-grey lagunes, sea-paven highways,
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|
Dear to me here in my Alpine exile.
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Please, my dear Brown, forgive my horrid delay. Symonds overworked
|
|
and knocked up. I off my sleep; my wife gone to Paris. Weather
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|
lovely. - Yours ever,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Monte Generoso in May; here, I think, till the end of April; write
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|
again, to prove you are forgiving.
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Letter: TO MR. AND MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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HOTEL DU PAVILLON HENRY IV., ST. GERMAIN-EN-LAYE, SUNDAY, MAY 1ST,
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1881.
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MY DEAR PEOPLE, - A week in Paris reduced me to the limpness and
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|
lack of appetite peculiar to a kid glove, and gave Fanny a jumping
|
|
sore throat. It's my belief there is death in the kettle there; a
|
|
pestilence or the like. We came out here, pitched on the STAR and
|
|
GARTER (they call it Somebody's pavilion), found the place a bed of
|
|
lilacs and nightingales (first time I ever heard one), and also of
|
|
a bird called the PIASSEUR, cheerfulest of sylvan creatures, an
|
|
ideal comic opera in itself. 'Come along, what fun, here's Pan in
|
|
the next glade at picnic, and this-yer's Arcadia, and it's awful
|
|
fun, and I've had a glass, I will not deny, but not to see it on
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|
me,' that is his meaning as near as I can gather. Well, the place
|
|
(forest of beeches all new-fledged, grass like velvet, fleets of
|
|
hyacinth) pleased us and did us good. We tried all ways to find a
|
|
cheaper place, but could find nothing safe; cold, damp, brick-
|
|
floored rooms and sich; we could not leave Paris till your seven
|
|
days' sight on draft expired; we dared not go back to be
|
|
miasmatised in these homes of putridity; so here we are till
|
|
Tuesday in the STAR AND GARTER. My throat is quite cured, appetite
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|
and strength on the mend. Fanny seems also picking up.
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If we are to come to Scotland, I WILL have fir-trees, and I want a
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|
burn, the firs for my physical, the water for my moral health. -
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Ever affectionate son,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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PITLOCHRY, PERTHSHIRE, JUNE 6, 1881.
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MY DEAR WEG, - Here I am in my native land, being gently blown and
|
|
hailed upon, and sitting nearer and nearer to the fire. A cottage
|
|
near a moor is soon to receive our human forms; it is also near a
|
|
burn to which Professor Blackie (no less!) has written some verses
|
|
in his hot old age, and near a farm from whence we shall draw cream
|
|
and fatness. Should I be moved to join Blackie, I shall go upon my
|
|
knees and pray hard against temptation; although, since the new
|
|
Version, I do not know the proper form of words. The swollen,
|
|
childish, and pedantic vanity that moved the said revisers to put
|
|
'bring' for 'lead,' is a sort of literary fault that calls for an
|
|
eternal hell; it may be quite a small place, a star of the least
|
|
magnitude, and shabbily furnished; there shall -, -, the revisers
|
|
of the Bible and other absolutely loathsome literary lepers, dwell
|
|
among broken pens, bad, GROUNDY ink and ruled blotting-paper made
|
|
in France - all eagerly burning to write, and all inflicted with
|
|
incurable aphasia. I should not have thought upon that torture had
|
|
I not suffered it in moderation myself, but it is too horrid even
|
|
for a hell; let's let 'em off with an eternal toothache.
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|
|
|
All this talk is partly to persuade you that I write to you out of
|
|
good feeling only, which is not the case. I am a beggar: ask
|
|
Dobson, Saintsbury, yourself, and any other of these cheeses who
|
|
know something of the eighteenth century, what became of Jean
|
|
Cavalier between his coming to England and his death in 1740. Is
|
|
anything interesting known about him? Whom did he marry? The
|
|
happy French, smilingly following one another in a long procession
|
|
headed by the loud and empty Napoleon Peyrat, say, Olympe Dunoyer,
|
|
Voltaire's old flame. Vacquerie even thinks that they were rivals,
|
|
and is very French and very literary and very silly in his
|
|
comments. Now I may almost say it consists with my knowledge that
|
|
all this has not a shadow to rest upon. It is very odd and very
|
|
annoying; I have splendid materials for Cavalier till he comes to
|
|
my own country; and there, though he continues to advance in the
|
|
service, he becomes entirely invisible to me. Any information
|
|
about him will be greatly welcome: I may mention that I know as
|
|
much as I desire about the other prophets, Marion, Fage, Cavalier
|
|
(de Sonne), my Cavalier's cousin, the unhappy Lions, and the
|
|
idiotic Mr. Lacy; so if any erudite starts upon that track, you may
|
|
choke him off. If you can find aught for me, or if you will but
|
|
try, count on my undying gratitude. Lang's 'Library' is very
|
|
pleasant reading.
|
|
|
|
My book will reach you soon, for I write about it to-day - Yours
|
|
ever,
|
|
|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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|
|
KINNAIRD COTTAGE, PITLOCHRY, PERTHSHIRE, JUNE 1881.
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|
|
MY DEAR COLVIN, - THE BLACK MAN AND OTHER TALES.
|
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|
|
The Black Man:
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|
|
I. Thrawn Janet.
|
|
II. The Devil on Cramond Sands.
|
|
The Shadow on the Bed.
|
|
The Body Snatchers.
|
|
The Case Bottle.
|
|
The King's Horn.
|
|
The Actor's Wife.
|
|
The Wreck of the SUSANNA.
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|
|
|
This is the new work on which I am engaged with Fanny; they are all
|
|
supernatural. 'Thrawn Janet' is off to Stephen, but as it is all
|
|
in Scotch he cannot take it, I know. It was SO GOOD, I could not
|
|
help sending it. My health improves. We have a lovely spot here:
|
|
a little green glen with a burn, a wonderful burn, gold and green
|
|
and snow-white, singing loud and low in different steps of its
|
|
career, now pouring over miniature crags, now fretting itself to
|
|
death in a maze of rocky stairs and pots; never was so sweet a
|
|
little river. Behind, great purple moorlands reaching to Ben
|
|
Vrackie. Hunger lives here, alone with larks and sheep. Sweet
|
|
spot, sweet spot.
|
|
|
|
Write me a word about Bob's professoriate and Landor, and what you
|
|
think of THE BLACK MAN. The tales are all ghastly. 'Thrawn Janet'
|
|
frightened me to death. There will maybe be another - 'The Dead
|
|
Man's A Letter.' I believe I shall recover; and I am, in this
|
|
blessed hope, yours exuberantly,
|
|
|
|
R. L. S.
|
|
|
|
Letter: TO PROFESSOR AENEAS MACKAY
|
|
|
|
KINNAIRD COTTAGE, PITLOCHRY, WEDNESDAY, JUNE 21, 1881.
|
|
|
|
MY DEAR MACKAY, - What is this I hear? - that you are retiring from
|
|
your chair. It is not, I hope, from ill-health?
|
|
|
|
But if you are retiring, may I ask if you have promised your
|
|
support to any successor? I have a great mind to try. The summer
|
|
session would suit me; the chair would suit me - if only I would
|
|
suit it; I certainly should work it hard: that I can promise. I
|
|
only wish it were a few years from now, when I hope to have
|
|
something more substantial to show for myself. Up to the present
|
|
time, all that I have published, even bordering on history, has
|
|
been in an occasional form, and I fear this is much against me.
|
|
|
|
Please let me hear a word in answer, and believe me, yours very
|
|
sincerely,
|
|
|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
|
|
|
|
Letter: TO PROFESSOR AENEAS MACKAY
|
|
|
|
KINNAIRD COTTAGE, PITLOCHRY, PERTHSHIRE [JUNE 1881].
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|
|
|
MY DEAR MACKAY, - Thank you very much for your kind letter, and
|
|
still more for your good opinion. You are not the only one who has
|
|
regretted my absence from your lectures; but you were to me, then,
|
|
only a part of a mangle through which I was being slowly and
|
|
unwillingly dragged - part of a course which I had not chosen -
|
|
part, in a word, of an organised boredom.
|
|
|
|
I am glad to have your reasons for giving up the chair; they are
|
|
partly pleasant, and partly honourable to you. And I think one may
|
|
say that every man who publicly declines a plurality of offices,
|
|
makes it perceptibly more difficult for the next man to accept
|
|
them.
|
|
|
|
Every one tells me that I come too late upon the field, every one
|
|
being pledged, which, seeing it is yet too early for any one to
|
|
come upon the field, I must regard as a polite evasion. Yet all
|
|
advise me to stand, as it might serve me against the next vacancy.
|
|
So stand I shall, unless things are changed. As it is, with my
|
|
health this summer class is a great attraction; it is perhaps the
|
|
only hope I may have of a permanent income. I had supposed the
|
|
needs of the chair might be met by choosing every year some period
|
|
of history in which questions of Constitutional Law were involved;
|
|
but this is to look too far forward.
|
|
|
|
I understand (1ST) that no overt steps can be taken till your
|
|
resignation is accepted; and (2ND) that in the meantime I may,
|
|
without offence, mention my design to stand.
|
|
|
|
If I am mistaken about these, please correct me, as I do not wish
|
|
to appear where I should not.
|
|
|
|
Again thanking you very heartily for your coals of fire I remain
|
|
yours very sincerely,
|
|
|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
|
|
|
|
Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
|
|
|
|
KINNAIRD COTTAGE, PITLOCHRY, JUNE 24, 1881.
|
|
|
|
MY DEAR GOSSE, - I wonder if I misdirected my last to you. I begin
|
|
to fear it. I hope, however, this will go right. I am in act to
|
|
do a mad thing - to stand for the Edinburgh Chair of History; it is
|
|
elected for by the advocates, QUORUM PARS; I am told that I am too
|
|
late this year; but advised on all hands to go on, as it is likely
|
|
soon to be once more vacant; and I shall have done myself good for
|
|
the next time. Now, if I got the thing (which I cannot, it
|
|
appears), I believe, in spite of all my imperfections, I could be
|
|
decently effectual. If you can think so also, do put it in a
|
|
testimonial.
|
|
|
|
Heavens! JE ME SAUVE, I have something else to say to you, but
|
|
after that (which is not a joke) I shall keep it for another shoot.
|
|
- Yours testimonially,
|
|
|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
|
|
|
|
I surely need not add, dear lad, that if you don't feel like it,
|
|
you will only have to pacify me by a long letter on general
|
|
subjects, when I shall hasten to respond in recompense for my
|
|
assault upon the postal highway.
|
|
|
|
Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
|
|
|
|
KINNAIRD COTTAGE, PITLOCHRY [JULY 1881].
|
|
|
|
MY DEAR WEG, - Many thanks for the testimonial; many thanks for
|
|
your blind, wondering letter; many wishes, lastly, for your swift
|
|
recovery. Insomnia is the opposite pole from my complaint; which
|
|
brings with it a nervous lethargy, an unkind, unwholesome, and
|
|
ungentle somnolence, fruitful in heavy heads and heavy eyes at
|
|
morning. You cannot sleep; well, I can best explain my state thus:
|
|
I cannot wake. Sleep, like the lees of a posset, lingers all day,
|
|
lead-heavy, in my knees and ankles. Weight on the shoulders,
|
|
torpor on the brain. And there is more than too much of that from
|
|
an ungrateful hound who is now enjoying his first decently
|
|
competent and peaceful weeks for close upon two years; happy in a
|
|
big brown moor behind him, and an incomparable burn by his side;
|
|
happy, above all, in some work - for at last I am at work with that
|
|
appetite and confidence that alone makes work supportable.
|
|
|
|
I told you I had something else to say. I am very tedious - it is
|
|
another request. In August and a good part of September we shall
|
|
be in Braemar, in a house with some accommodation. Now Braemar is
|
|
a place patronised by the royalty of the Sister Kingdoms - Victoria
|
|
and the Cairngorms, sir, honouring that countryside by their
|
|
conjunct presence. This seems to me the spot for A Bard. Now can
|
|
you come to see us for a little while? I can promise you, you must
|
|
like my father, because you are a human being; you ought to like
|
|
Braemar, because of your avocation; and you ought to like me,
|
|
because I like you; and again, you must like my wife, because she
|
|
likes cats; and as for my mother - well, come and see, what do you
|
|
think? that is best. Mrs. Gosse, my wife tells me, will have other
|
|
fish to fry; and to be plain, I should not like to ask her till I
|
|
had seen the house. But a lone man I know we shall be equal to.
|
|
QU'EN DIS TU? VIENS. - Yours,
|
|
|
|
R. L. S.
|
|
|
|
Letter: TO P. G. HAMERTON
|
|
|
|
KINNAIRD COTTAGE, PITLOCHRY [JULY 1881].
|
|
|
|
MY DEAR MR. HAMMERTON, - (There goes the second M.; it is a
|
|
certainty.) Thank you for your prompt and kind answer, little as I
|
|
deserved it, though I hope to show you I was less undeserving than
|
|
I seemed. But just might I delete two words in your testimonial?
|
|
The two words 'and legal' were unfortunately winged by chance
|
|
against my weakest spot, and would go far to damn me.
|
|
|
|
It was not my bliss that I was interested in when I was married; it
|
|
was a sort of marriage IN EXTREMIS; and if I am where I am, it is
|
|
thanks to the care of that lady who married me when I was a mere
|
|
complication of cough and bones, much fitter for an emblem of
|
|
mortality than a bridegroom.
|
|
|
|
I had a fair experience of that kind of illness when all the women
|
|
(God bless them!) turn round upon the streets and look after you
|
|
with a look that is only too kind not to be cruel. I have had
|
|
nearly two years of more or less prostration. I have done no work
|
|
whatever since the February before last until quite of late. To be
|
|
precise, until the beginning of last month, exactly two essays.
|
|
All last winter I was at Davos; and indeed I am home here just now
|
|
against the doctor's orders, and must soon be back again to that
|
|
unkindly haunt 'upon the mountains visitant' - there goes no angel
|
|
there but the angel of death. The deaths of last winter are still
|
|
sore spots to me. . . . So, you see, I am not very likely to go on
|
|
a 'wild expedition,' cis-Stygian at least. The truth is, I am
|
|
scarce justified in standing for the chair, though I hope you will
|
|
not mention this; and yet my health is one of my reasons, for the
|
|
class is in summer.
|
|
|
|
I hope this statement of my case will make my long neglect appear
|
|
less unkind. It was certainly not because I ever forgot you, or
|
|
your unwonted kindness; and it was not because I was in any sense
|
|
rioting in pleasures.
|
|
|
|
I am glad to hear the catamaran is on her legs again; you have my
|
|
warmest wishes for a good cruise down the Saone; and yet there
|
|
comes some envy to that wish, for when shall I go cruising? Here a
|
|
sheer hulk, alas! lies R. L. S. But I will continue to hope for a
|
|
better time, canoes that will sail better to the wind, and a river
|
|
grander than the Saone.
|
|
|
|
I heard, by the way, in a letter of counsel from a well-wisher, one
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reason of my town's absurdity about the chair of Art: I fear it is
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characteristic of her manners. It was because you did not call
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upon the electors!
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Will you remember me to Mrs. Hamerton and your son? - And believe
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me, etc., etc.,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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KINNAIRD COTTAGE, PITLOCHRY, [JULY 1881].
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - I do believe I am better, mind and body; I am
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tired just now, for I have just been up the burn with Wogg, daily
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growing better and boo'f'ler; so do not judge my state by my style
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in this. I am working steady, four Cornhill pages scrolled every
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day, besides the correspondence about this chair, which is heavy in
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itself. My first story, 'Thrawn Janet,' all in Scotch, is accepted
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by Stephen; my second, 'The Body Snatchers,' is laid aside in a
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justifiable disgust, the tale being horrid; my third, 'The Merry
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Men,' I am more than half through, and think real well of. It is a
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fantastic sonata about the sea and wrecks; and I like it much above
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all my other attempts at story-telling; I think it is strange; if
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ever I shall make a hit, I have the line now, as I believe.
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Fanny has finished one of hers, 'The Shadow on the Bed,' and is now
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hammering at a second, for which we have 'no name' as yet - not by
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Wilkie Collins.
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TALES FOR WINTER NIGHTS. Yes, that, I think, we will call the lot
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of them when republished.
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Why have you not sent me a testimonial? Everybody else but you has
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responded, and Symonds, but I'm afraid he's ill. Do think, too, if
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anybody else would write me a testimonial. I am told quantity goes
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far. I have good ones from Rev. Professor Campbell, Professor
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Meiklejohn, Leslie Stephen, Lang, Gosse, and a very shaky one from
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Hamerton.
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Grant is an elector, so can't, but has written me kindly. From
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Tulloch I have not yet heard. Do help me with suggestions. This
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old chair, with its 250 pounds and its light work, would make me.
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It looks as if we should take Cater's chalet after all; but O! to
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go back to that place, it seems cruel. I have not yet received the
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Landor; but it may be at home, detained by my mother, who returns
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to-morrow.
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Believe me, dear Colvin, ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Yours came; the class is in summer; many thanks for the
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testimonial, it is bully; arrived along with it another from
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Symonds, also bully; he is ill, but not lungs, thank God - fever
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got in Italy. We HAVE taken Cater's chalet; so we are now the
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aristo.'s of the valley. There is no hope for me, but if there
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were, you would hear sweetness and light streaming from my lips.
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'The Merry Men'
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Chap. I. Eilean Aros. }
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II. What the Wreck had brought to Aros. } Tip
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III. Past and Present in Sandag Bay. } Top
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IV. The Gale. } Tale.
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V. A Man out of the Sea. }
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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KINNAIRD COTTAGE, PITLOCHRY, JULY 1881.
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - I hope, then, to have a visit from you. If
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before August, here; if later, at Braemar. Tupe!
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And now, MON BON, I must babble about 'The Merry Men,' my favourite
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work. It is a fantastic sonata about the sea and wrecks. Chapter
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I. 'Eilean Aros' - the island, the roost, the 'merry men,' the
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three people there living - sea superstitions. Chapter II. 'What
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the Wreck had brought to Aros.' Eh, boy? what had it? Silver and
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clocks and brocades, and what a conscience, what a mad brain!
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Chapter III. 'Past and Present in Sandag Bay' - the new wreck and
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the old - so old - the Armada treasure-ship, Santma Trinid - the
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grave in the heather - strangers there. Chapter IV. 'The Gale' -
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the doomed ship - the storm - the drunken madman on the head -
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cries in the night. Chapter V. 'A Man out of the Sea.' But I must
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not breathe to you my plot. It is, I fancy, my first real shoot at
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a story; an odd thing, sir, but, I believe, my own, though there is
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a little of Scott's PIRATE in it, as how should there not? He had
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the root of romance in such places. Aros is Earraid, where I lived
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lang syne; the Ross of Grisapol is the Ross of Mull; Ben Ryan, Ben
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More. I have written to the middle of Chapter IV. Like enough,
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when it is finished I shall discard all chapterings; for the thing
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is written straight through. It must, unhappily, be re-written -
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too well written not to be.
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The chair is only three months in summer; that is why I try for it.
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If I get it, which I shall not, I should be independent at once.
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Sweet thought. I liked your Byron well; your Berlioz better. No
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one would remark these cuts; even I, who was looking for it, knew
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it not at all to be a TORSO. The paper strengthens me in my
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recommendation to you to follow Colvin's hint. Give us an 1830;
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you will do it well, and the subject smiles widely on the world:-
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1830: A CHAPTER OF ARTISTIC HISTORY, by William Ernest Henley (or
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OF SOCIAL AND ARTISTIC HISTORY, as the thing might grow to you).
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Sir, you might be in the Athenaeum yet with that; and, believe me,
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you might and would be far better, the author of a readable book. -
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Yours ever,
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R. L. S.
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The following names have been invented for Wogg by his dear papa:-
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Grunty-pig (when he is scratched),
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Rose-mouth (when he comes flying up with his rose-leaf tongue
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depending), and
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Hoofen-boots (when he has had his foots wet).
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How would TALES FOR WINTER NIGHTS do?
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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PITLOCHRY, IF YOU PLEASE, [AUGUST] 1881.
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DEAR HENLEY, - To answer a point or two. First, the Spanish ship
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was sloop-rigged and clumsy, because she was fitted out by some
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private adventurers, not over wealthy, and glad to take what they
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could get. Is that not right? Tell me if you think not. That, at
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least, was how I meant it. As for the boat-cloaks, I am afraid
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they are, as you say, false imagination; but I love the name,
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nature, and being of them so dearly, that I feel as if I would
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almost rather ruin a story than omit the reference. The proudest
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moments of my life have been passed in the stern-sheets of a boat
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with that romantic garment over my shoulders. This, without
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|
prejudice to one glorious day when standing upon some water stairs
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at Lerwick I signalled with my pocket-handkerchief for a boat to
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come ashore for me. I was then aged fifteen or sixteen; conceive
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my glory.
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Several of the phrases you object to are proper nautical, or long-
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|
shore phrases, and therefore, I think, not out of place in this
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long-shore story. As for the two members which you thought at
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first so ill-united; I confess they seem perfectly so to me. I
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have chosen to sacrifice a long-projected story of adventure
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|
because the sentiment of that is identical with the sentiment of
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'My uncle.' My uncle himself is not the story as I see it, only
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|
the leading episode of that story. It's really a story of wrecks,
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|
as they appear to the dweller on the coast. It's a view of the
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|
sea. Goodness knows when I shall be able to re-write; I must first
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get over this copper-headed cold.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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PITLOCHRY, AUGUST 1881.
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - This is the first letter I have written this good
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while. I have had a brutal cold, not perhaps very wisely treated;
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lots of blood - for me, I mean. I was so well, however, before,
|
|
that I seem to be sailing through with it splendidly. My appetite
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|
never failed; indeed, as I got worse, it sharpened - a sort of
|
|
reparatory instinct. Now I feel in a fair way to get round soon.
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MONDAY, AUGUST (2ND, is it?). - We set out for the Spital of
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Glenshee, and reach Braemar on Tuesday. The Braemar address we
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|
cannot learn; it looks as if 'Braemar' were all that was necessary;
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if particular, you can address 17 Heriot Row. We shall be
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|
delighted to see you whenever, and as soon as ever, you can make it
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possible.
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. . . I hope heartily you will survive me, and do not doubt it.
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There are seven or eight people it is no part of my scheme in life
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|
to survive - yet if I could but heal me of my bellowses, I could
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|
have a jolly life - have it, even now, when I can work and stroll a
|
|
little, as I have been doing till this cold. I have so many things
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|
to make life sweet to me, it seems a pity I cannot have that other
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|
one thing - health. But though you will be angry to hear it, I
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|
believe, for myself at least, what is is best. I believed it all
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|
through my worst days, and I am not ashamed to profess it now.
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Landor has just turned up; but I had read him already. I like him
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extremely; I wonder if the 'cuts' were perhaps not advantageous.
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It seems quite full enough; but then you know I am a
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compressionist.
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If I am to criticise, it is a little staid; but the classical is
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apt to look so. It is in curious contrast to that inexpressive,
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|
unplanned wilderness of Forster's; clear, readable, precise, and
|
|
sufficiently human. I see nothing lost in it, though I could have
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|
wished, in my Scotch capacity, a trifle clearer and fuller
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|
exposition of his moral attitude, which is not quite clear 'from
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|
here.'
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He and his tyrannicide! I am in a mad fury about these explosions.
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If that is the new world! Damn O'Donovan Rossa; damn him behind
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|
and before, above, below, and roundabout; damn, deracinate, and
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|
destroy him, root and branch, self and company, world without end.
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Amen. I write that for sport if you like, but I will pray in
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earnest, O Lord, if you cannot convert, kindly delete him!
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Stories naturally at - halt. Henley has seen one and approves. I
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|
believe it to be good myself, even real good. He has also seen and
|
|
approved one of Fanny's. It will snake a good volume. We have now
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Thrawn Janet (with Stephen), proof to-day.
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The Shadow on the Bed (Fanny's copying).
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The Merry Men (scrolled).
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The Body Snatchers (scrolled).
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IN GERMIS
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The Travelling Companion.
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The Torn Surplice (NOT FINAL TITLE).
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Yours ever,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO DR. ALEXANDER JAPP
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THE COTTAGE, CASTLETON OF BRAEMAR, SUNDAY, AUGUST 1881.
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MY DEAR SIR, - I should long ago have written to thank you for your
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|
kind and frank letter; but in my state of health papers are apt to
|
|
get mislaid, and your letter has been vainly hunted for until this
|
|
(Sunday) morning.
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|
I regret I shall not be able to see you in Edinburgh; one visit to
|
|
Edinburgh has already cost me too dear in that invaluable
|
|
particular health; but if it should be at all possible for you to
|
|
push on as far as Braemar, I believe you would find an attentive
|
|
listener, and I can offer you a bed, a drive, and necessary food,
|
|
etc.
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|
If, however, you should not be able to come thus far, I can promise
|
|
you two things: First, I shall religiously revise what I have
|
|
written, and bring out more clearly the point of view from which I
|
|
regarded Thoreau; second, I shall in the Preface record your
|
|
objection.
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|
The point of view (and I must ask you not to forget that any such
|
|
short paper is essentially only a SECTION THROUGH a man) was this:
|
|
I desired to look at the man through his books. Thus, for
|
|
instance, when I mentioned his return to the pencil-making, I did
|
|
it only in passing (perhaps I was wrong), because it seemed to me
|
|
not an illustration of his principles, but a brave departure from
|
|
them. Thousands of such there were I do not doubt; still, they
|
|
might be hardly to my purpose, though, as you say so, some of them
|
|
would be.
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|
Our difference as to pity I suspect was a logomachy of my making.
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|
No pitiful acts on his part would surprise me; I know he would be
|
|
more pitiful in practice than most of the whiners; but the spirit
|
|
of that practice would still seem to be unjustly described by the
|
|
word pity.
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|
When I try to be measured, I find myself usually suspected of a
|
|
sneaking unkindness for my subject; but you may be sure, sir, I
|
|
would give up most other things to be so good a man as Thoreau.
|
|
Even my knowledge of him leads me thus far.
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|
Should you find yourself able to push on to Braemar - it may even
|
|
be on your way - believe me, your visit will be most welcome. The
|
|
weather is cruel, but the place is, as I dare say you know, the
|
|
very 'wale' of Scotland - bar Tummelside. - Yours very sincerely,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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THE COTTAGE, CASTLETON OF BRAEMAR, AUGUST 1881.
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... WELL, I have been pretty mean, but I have not yet got over my
|
|
cold so completely as to have recovered much energy. It is really
|
|
extraordinary that I should have recovered as well as I have in
|
|
this blighting weather; the wind pipes, the rain comes in squalls,
|
|
great black clouds are continually overhead, and it is as cold as
|
|
March. The country is delightful, more cannot be said; it is very
|
|
beautiful, a perfect joy when we get a blink of sun to see it in.
|
|
The Queen knows a thing or two, I perceive; she has picked out the
|
|
finest habitable spot in Britain.
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|
|
I have done no work, and scarce written a letter for three weeks,
|
|
but I think I should soon begin again; my cough is now very
|
|
trifling. I eat well, and seem to have lost but I little flesh in
|
|
the meanwhile. I was WONDERFULLY well before I caught this horrid
|
|
cold. I never thought I should have been as well again; I really
|
|
enjoyed life and work; and, of course, I now have a good hope that
|
|
this may return.
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|
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|
I suppose you heard of our ghost stories. They are somewhat
|
|
delayed by my cold and a bad attack of laziness, embroidery, etc.,
|
|
under which Fanny had been some time prostrate. It is horrid that
|
|
we can get no better weather. I did not get such good accounts of
|
|
you as might have been. You must imitate me. I am now one of the
|
|
most conscientious people at trying to get better you ever saw. I
|
|
have a white hat, it is much admired; also a plaid, and a heavy
|
|
stoop; so I take my walks abroad, witching the world.
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|
Last night I was beaten at chess, and am still grinding under the
|
|
blow. - Ever your faithful friend,
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|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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THE COTTAGE (LATE THE LATE MISS M'GREGOR'S), CASTLETON OF BRAEMAR,
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|
AUGUST 10, 1881.
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - Come on the 24th, there is a dear fellow.
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|
Everybody else wants to come later, and it will be a godsend for,
|
|
sir - Yours sincerely.
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|
You can stay as long as you behave decently, and are not sick of,
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|
sir - Your obedient, humble servant.
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We have family worship in the home of, sir - Yours respectfully.
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Braemar is a fine country, but nothing to (what you will also see)
|
|
the maps of, sir - Yours in the Lord.
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A carriage and two spanking hacks draw up daily at the hour of two
|
|
before the house of, sir - Yours truly.
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The rain rains and the winds do beat upon the cottage of the late
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|
Miss Macgregor and of, sir - Yours affectionately.
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It is to be trusted that the weather may improve ere you know the
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|
halls of, sir - Yours emphatically.
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All will be glad to welcome you, not excepting, sir - Yours ever.
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|
You will now have gathered the lamentable intellectual collapse of,
|
|
sir - Yours indeed.
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And nothing remains for me but to sign myself, sir - Yours,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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N.B. - Each of these clauses has to be read with extreme glibness,
|
|
coming down whack upon the 'Sir.' This is very important. The
|
|
fine stylistic inspiration will else be lost.
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|
I commit the man who made, the man who sold, and the woman who
|
|
supplied me with my present excruciating gilt nib to that place
|
|
where the worm never dies.
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|
The reference to a deceased Highland lady (tending as it does to
|
|
foster unavailing sorrow) may be with advantage omitted from the
|
|
address, which would therefore run - The Cottage, Castleton of
|
|
Braemar.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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|
THE COTTAGE, CASTLETON OF BRAEMAR, AUGUST 19, 1881.
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IF you had an uncle who was a sea captain and went to the North
|
|
Pole, you had better bring his outfit. VERBUM SAPIENTIBUS. I look
|
|
towards you.
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|
R. L. STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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|
[BRAEMAR], AUGUST 19, 1881.
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|
MY DEAR WEG, - I have by an extraordinary drollery of Fortune sent
|
|
off to you by this day's post a P. C. inviting you to appear in
|
|
sealskin. But this had reference to the weather, and not at all,
|
|
as you may have been led to fancy, to our rustic raiment of an
|
|
evening.
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|
As to that question, I would deal, in so far as in me lies, fairly
|
|
with all men. We are not dressy people by nature; but it sometimes
|
|
occurs to us to entertain angels. In the country, I believe, even
|
|
angels may be decently welcomed in tweed; I have faced many great
|
|
personages, for my own part, in a tasteful suit of sea-cloth with
|
|
an end of carpet pending from my gullet. Still, we do maybe twice
|
|
a summer burst out in the direction of blacks . . . and yet we do
|
|
it seldom. . . . In short, let your own heart decide, and the
|
|
capacity of your portmanteau. If you came in camel's hair, you
|
|
would still, although conspicuous, be welcome.
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|
The sooner the better after Tuesday. - Yours ever,
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|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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|
BRAEMAR [AUGUST 25, 1881].
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|
MY DEAR HENLEY, - Of course I am a rogue. Why, Lord, it's known,
|
|
man; but you should remember I have had a horrid cold. Now, I'm
|
|
better, I think; and see here - nobody, not you, nor Lang, nor the
|
|
devil, will hurry me with our crawlers. They are coming. Four of
|
|
them are as good as done, and the rest will come when ripe; but I
|
|
am now on another lay for the moment, purely owing to Lloyd, this
|
|
one; but I believe there's more coin in it than in any amount of
|
|
crawlers: now, see here, 'The Sea Cook, or Treasure Island: A
|
|
Story for Boys.'
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|
|
If this don't fetch the kids, why, they have gone rotten since my
|
|
day. Will you be surprised to learn that it is about Buccaneers,
|
|
that it begins in the ADMIRAL BENBOW public-house on Devon coast,
|
|
that it's all about a map, and a treasure, and a mutiny, and a
|
|
derelict ship, and a current, and a fine old Squire Trelawney (the
|
|
real Tre, purged of literature and sin, to suit the infant mind),
|
|
and a doctor, and another doctor, and a sea-cook with one leg, and
|
|
a sea-song with the chorus 'Yo-ho-ho-and a bottle of rum' (at the
|
|
third Ho you heave at the capstan bars), which is a real
|
|
buccaneer's song, only known to the crew of the late Captain Flint
|
|
(died of rum at Key West, much regretted, friends will please
|
|
accept this intimation); and lastly, would you be surprised to
|
|
hear, in this connection, the name of ROUTLEDGE? That's the kind
|
|
of man I am, blast your eyes. Two chapters are written, and have
|
|
been tried on Lloyd with great success; the trouble is to work it
|
|
off without oaths. Buccaneers without oaths - bricks without
|
|
straw. But youth and the fond parient have to be consulted.
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|
|
|
And now look here - this is next day - and three chapters are
|
|
written and read. (Chapter I. The Old Sea-dog at the ADMIRAL
|
|
BENBOW. Chapter II. Black Dog appears and disappears. Chapter
|
|
III. The Black Spot) All now heard by Lloyd, F., and my father and
|
|
mother, with high approval. It's quite silly and horrid fun, and
|
|
what I want is the BEST book about the Buccaneers that can be had -
|
|
the latter B's above all, Blackbeard and sich, and get Nutt or Bain
|
|
to send it skimming by the fastest post. And now I know you'll
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write to me, for 'The Sea Cook's' sake.
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Your 'Admiral Guinea' is curiously near my line, but of course I'm
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fooling; and your Admiral sounds like a shublime gent. Stick to
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him like wax - he'll do. My Trelawney is, as I indicate, several
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thousand sea-miles off the lie of the original or your Admiral
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Guinea; and besides, I have no more about him yet but one mention
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of his name, and I think it likely he may turn yet farther from the
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model in the course of handling. A chapter a day I mean to do;
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they are short; and perhaps in a month the 'Sea Cook' may to
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Routledge go, yo-ho-ho and a bottle of rum! My Trelawney has a
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strong dash of Landor, as I see him from here. No women in the
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story, Lloyd's orders; and who so blithe to obey? It's awful fun
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boys' stories; you just indulge the pleasure of your heart, that's
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all; no trouble, no strain. The only stiff thing is to get it
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ended - that I don't see, but I look to a volcano. O sweet, O
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generous, O human toils. You would like my blind beggar in Chapter
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III. I believe; no writing, just drive along as the words come and
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the pen will scratch!
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R. L. S.
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Author of BOYS' STORIES.
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Letter: TO DR. ALEXANDER JAPP
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BRAEMAR, 1881.
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MY DEAR DR. JAPP, - My father has gone, but I think may take it
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upon me to ask you to keep the book. Of all things you could do to
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endear yourself to me, you have done the best, for my father and
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you have taken a fancy to each other.
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I do not know how to thank you for all your kind trouble in the
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matter of 'The Sea-Cook,' but I am not unmindful. My health is
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still poorly, and I have added intercostal rheumatism - a new
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attraction - which sewed me up nearly double for two days, and
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still gives me a list to starboard - let us be ever nautical!
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I do not think with the start I have there will be any difficulty
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in letting Mr. Henderson go ahead whenever he likes. I will write
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my story up to its legitimate conclusion; and then we shall be in a
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position to judge whether a sequel would be desirable, and I would
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then myself know better about its practicability from the story-
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teller's point of view. - Yours ever very sincerely,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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BRAEMAR, SEPTEMBER 1881.
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - Thanks for your last. The 100 pounds fell
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through, or dwindled at least into somewhere about 30 pounds.
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However, that I've taken as a mouthful, so you may look out for
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'The Sea Cook, or Treasure Island: A Tale of the Buccaneers,' in
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YOUNG FOLKS. (The terms are 2 pounds, 10s. a page of 4500 words;
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that's not noble, is it? But I have my copyright safe. I don't
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get illustrated - a blessing; that's the price I have to pay for my
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copyright.)
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I'll make this boys' book business pay; but I have to make a
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beginning. When I'm done with YOUNG FOLKS, I'll try Routledge or
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some one. I feel pretty sure the 'Sea Cook' will do to reprint,
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and bring something decent at that.
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Japp is a good soul. The poet was very gay and pleasant. He told
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me much: he is simply the most active young man in England, and
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one of the most intelligent. 'He shall o'er Europe, shall o'er
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earth extend.' (13) He is now extending over adjacent parts of
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Scotland.
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I propose to follow up the 'Sea Cook' at proper intervals by 'Jerry
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Abershaw: A Tale of Putney Heath' (which or its site I must
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visit), 'The Leading Light: A Tale of the Coast,' 'The Squaw Men:
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or the Wild West,' and other instructive and entertaining work.
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'Jerry Abershaw' should be good, eh? I love writing boys' books.
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This first is only an experiment; wait till you see what I can make
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'em with my hand in. I'll be the Harrison Ainsworth of the future;
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and a chalk better by St. Christopher; or at least as good. You'll
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see that even by the 'Sea Cook.'
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Jerry Abershaw - O what a title! Jerry Abershaw: d-n it, sir,
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it's a poem. The two most lovely words in English; and what a
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sentiment! Hark you, how the hoofs ring! Is this a blacksmith's?
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No, it's a wayside inn. Jerry Abershaw. 'It was a clear, frosty
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evening, not 100 miles from Putney,' etc. Jerry Abershaw. Jerry
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Abershaw. Jerry Abershaw. The 'Sea Cook' is now in its sixteenth
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chapter, and bids for well up in the thirties. Each three chapters
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is worth 2 pounds, 10s. So we've 12 pounds, 10s. already.
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Don't read Marryat's' PIRATE anyhow; it is written in sand with a
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salt-spoon: arid, feeble, vain, tottering production. But then
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we're not always all there. He was all somewhere else that trip.
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It's DAMNABLE, Henley. I don't go much on the 'Sea Cook'; but,
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Lord, it's a little fruitier than the PIRATE by Cap'n. Marryat.
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Since this was written 'The Cook' is in his nineteenth chapter.
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Yo-heave ho!
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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[CHALET AM STEIN, DAVOS, AUTUMN 1881.]
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MY DEAR FATHER, - It occurred to me last night in bed that I could
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write
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The Murder of Red Colin,
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A Story of the Forfeited Estates.
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This I have all that is necessary for, with the following
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exceptions:-
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TRIALS OF THE SONS OF ROY ROB WITH ANECDOTES: Edinburgh, 1818, and
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The second volume of BLACKWOOD'S MAGAZINE.
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You might also look in Arnot's CRIMINAL TRIALS up in my room, and
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see what observations he has on the case (Trial of James Stewart in
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Appin for murder of Campbell of Glenure, 1752); if he has none,
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perhaps you could see - O yes, see if Burton has it in his two
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vols. of trial stories. I hope he hasn't; but care not; do it over
|
|
again anyway.
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The two named authorities I must see. With these, I could soon
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pull off this article; and it shall be my first for the electors. -
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Ever affectionate son,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO P. G. HAMERTON
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CHALET AM STEIN, DAVOS, AUTUMN [1881].
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MY DEAR MR. HAMERTON, - My conscience has long been smiting me,
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|
till it became nearly chronic. My excuses, however, are many and
|
|
not pleasant. Almost immediately after I last wrote to you, I had
|
|
a hemorreage (I can't spell it), was badly treated by a doctor in
|
|
the country, and have been a long while picking up - still, in
|
|
fact, have much to desire on that side. Next, as soon as I got
|
|
here, my wife took ill; she is, I fear, seriously so; and this
|
|
combination of two invalids very much depresses both.
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|
I have a volume of republished essays coming out with Chatto and
|
|
Windus; I wish they would come, that my wife might have the reviews
|
|
to divert her. Otherwise my news is NIL. I am up here in a little
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|
chalet, on the borders of a pinewood, overlooking a great part of
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|
the Davos Thal, a beautiful scene at night, with the moon upon the
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|
snowy mountains, and the lights warmly shining in the village. J.
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|
A. Symonds is next door to me, just at the foot of my Hill
|
|
Difficulty (this you will please regard as the House Beautiful),
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and his society is my great stand-by.
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Did you see I had joined the band of the rejected? 'Hardly one of
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us,' said my CONFRERES at the bar.
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I was blamed by a common friend for asking you to give me a
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testimonial; in the circumstances he thought it was indelicate.
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|
Lest, by some calamity, you should ever have felt the same way, I
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|
must say in two words how the matter appeared to me. That silly
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|
story of the election altered in no tittle the value of your
|
|
testimony: so much for that. On the other hand, it led me to take
|
|
quite a particular pleasure in asking you to give it; and so much
|
|
for the other. I trust, even if you cannot share it, you will
|
|
understand my view.
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I am in treaty with Bentley for a life of Hazlitt; I hope it will
|
|
not fall through, as I love the subject, and appear to have found a
|
|
publisher who loves it also. That, I think, makes things more
|
|
pleasant. You know I am a fervent Hazlittite; I mean regarding him
|
|
as THE English writer who has had the scantiest justice. Besides
|
|
which, I am anxious to write biography; really, if I understand
|
|
myself in quest of profit, I think it must be good to live with
|
|
another man from birth to death. You have tried it, and know.
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|
|
How has the cruising gone? Pray remember me to Mrs. Hamerton and
|
|
your son, and believe me, yours very sincerely,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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[CHALET AM STEIN], DAVOS, DECEMBER 5, 1881.
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MY DEAR CHARLES, - We have been in miserable case here; my wife
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|
worse and worse; and now sent away with Lloyd for sick nurse, I not
|
|
being allowed to go down. I do not know what is to become of us;
|
|
and you may imagine how rotten I have been feeling, and feel now,
|
|
alone with my weasel-dog and my German maid, on the top of a hill
|
|
here, heavy mist and thin snow all about me, and the devil to pay
|
|
in general. I don't care so much for solitude as I used to;
|
|
results, I suppose, of marriage.
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|
Pray write me something cheery. A little Edinburgh gossip, in
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|
Heaven's name. Ah! what would I not give to steal this evening
|
|
with you through the big, echoing, college archway, and away south
|
|
under the street lamps, and away to dear Brash's, now defunct! But
|
|
the old time is dead also, never, never to revive. It was a sad
|
|
time too, but so gay and so hopeful, and we had such sport with all
|
|
our low spirits and all our distresses, that it looks like a kind
|
|
of lamplit fairyland behind me. O for ten Edinburgh minutes -
|
|
sixpence between us, and the ever-glorious Lothian Road, or dear
|
|
mysterious Leith Walk! But here, a sheer hulk, lies poor Tom
|
|
Bowling; here in this strange place, whose very strangeness would
|
|
have been heaven to him then; and aspires, yes, C. B., with tears,
|
|
after the past. See what comes of being left alone. Do you
|
|
remember Brash? the sheet of glass that we followed along George
|
|
Street? Granton? the blight at Bonny mainhead? the compass near
|
|
the sign of the TWINKLING EYE? the night I lay on the pavement in
|
|
misery?
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|
I swear it by the eternal sky
|
|
Johnson - nor Thomson - ne'er shall die!
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|
Yet I fancy they are dead too; dead like Brash.
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|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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CHALET BUOL, DAVOS-PLATZ, DECEMBER 26, 1881.
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - Yesterday, Sunday and Christmas, we finished this
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|
eventful journey by a drive in an OPEN sleigh - none others were to
|
|
be had - seven hours on end through whole forests of Christmas
|
|
trees. The cold was beyond belief. I have often suffered less at
|
|
a dentist's. It was a clear, sunny day, but the sun even at noon
|
|
falls, at this season, only here and there into the Prattigau. I
|
|
kept up as long as I could in an imitation of a street singer:-
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Away, ye gay landscapes, ye gardens of roses, etc.
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|
At last Lloyd remarked, a blue mouth speaking from a corpse-
|
|
coloured face, 'You seem to be the only one with any courage left?'
|
|
And, do you know, with that word my courage disappeared, and I made
|
|
the rest of the stage in the same dumb wretchedness as the others.
|
|
My only terror was lest Fanny should ask for brandy, or laudanum,
|
|
or something. So awful was the idea of putting my hands out, that
|
|
I half thought I would refuse.
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|
Well, none of us are a penny the worse, Lloyd's cold better; I,
|
|
with a twinge of the rheumatic; and Fanny better than her ordinary.
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|
General conclusion between Lloyd and me as to the journey: A
|
|
prolonged visit to the dentist's, complicated with the fear of
|
|
death.
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Never, O never, do you get me there again. - Ever affectionate son,
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|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO ALISON CUNNINGHAM
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|
[CHALET AM STEIN, DAVOS-PLATZ, FEBRUARY 1882.]
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MY DEAR CUMMY, - My wife and I are very much vexed to hear you are
|
|
still unwell. We are both keeping far better; she especially seems
|
|
quite to have taken a turn - THE turn, we shall hope. Please let
|
|
us know how you get on, and what has been the matter with you;
|
|
Braemar I believe - the vile hole. You know what a lazy rascal I
|
|
am, so you won't be surprised at a short letter, I know; indeed,
|
|
you will be much more surprised at my having had the decency to
|
|
write at all. We have got rid of our young, pretty, and
|
|
incompetent maid; and now we have a fine, canny, twinkling, shrewd,
|
|
auld-farrant peasant body, who gives us good food and keeps us in
|
|
good spirits. If we could only understand what she says! But she
|
|
speaks Davos language, which is to German what Aberdeen-awa' is to
|
|
English, so it comes heavy. God bless you, my dear Cummy; and so
|
|
says Fanny forbye. - Ever your affectionate,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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|
[CHALET AM STEIN, DAVOS], 22ND FEBRUARY '82.
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|
MY DEAR CHARLES, - Your most welcome letter has raised clouds of
|
|
sulphur from my horizon. . . .
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|
|
I am glad you have gone back to your music. Life is a poor thing,
|
|
I am more and more convinced, without an art, that always waits for
|
|
us and is always new. Art and marriage are two very good stand-
|
|
by's.
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|
|
|
In an article which will appear sometime in the CORNHILL, 'Talk and
|
|
Talkers,' and where I have full-lengthened the conversation of Bob,
|
|
Henley, Jenkin, Simpson, Symonds, and Gosse, I have at the end one
|
|
single word about yourself. It may amuse you to see it.
|
|
|
|
We are coming to Scotland after all, so we shall meet, which
|
|
pleases me, and I do believe I am strong enough to stand it this
|
|
time. My knee is still quite lame.
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|
|
|
My wife is better again. . . . But we take it by turns; it is the
|
|
dog that is ill now. - Ever yours,
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|
|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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|
|
|
[CHALET AM STEIN, DAVOS-PLATZ, FEBRUARY 1882.]
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|
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - Here comes the letter as promised last night.
|
|
And first two requests: Pray send the enclosed to c/o Blackmore's
|
|
publisher, 'tis from Fanny; second, pray send us Routledge's
|
|
shilling book, Edward Mayhew's DOGS, by return if it can be
|
|
managed.
|
|
|
|
Our dog is very ill again, poor fellow, looks very ill too, only
|
|
sleeps at night because of morphine; and we do not know what ails
|
|
him, only fear it to be canker of the ear. He makes a bad, black
|
|
spot in our life, poor, selfish, silly, little tangle; and my wife
|
|
is wretched. Otherwise she is better, steadily and slowly moving
|
|
up through all her relapses. My knee never gets the least better;
|
|
it hurts to-night, which it has not done for long. I do not
|
|
suppose my doctor knows any least thing about it. He says it is a
|
|
nerve that I struck, but I assure you he does not know.
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|
|
|
I have just finished a paper, 'A Gossip on Romance,' in which I
|
|
have tried to do, very popularly, about one-half of the matter you
|
|
wanted me to try. In a way, I have found an answer to the
|
|
question. But the subject was hardly fit for so chatty a paper,
|
|
and it is all loose ends. If ever I do my book on the Art of
|
|
Literature, I shall gather them together and be clear.
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|
|
|
To-morrow, having once finished off the touches still due on this,
|
|
I shall tackle SAN FRANCISCO for you. Then the tide of work will
|
|
fairly bury me, lost to view and hope. You have no idea what it
|
|
costs me to wring out my work now. I have certainly been a
|
|
fortnight over this Romance, sometimes five hours a day; and yet it
|
|
is about my usual length - eight pages or so, and would be a d-d
|
|
sight the better for another curry. But I do not think I can
|
|
honestly re-write it all; so I call it done, and shall only
|
|
straighten words in a revision currently.
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|
|
|
I had meant to go on for a great while, and say all manner of
|
|
entertaining things. But all's gone. I am now an idiot. - Yours
|
|
ever,
|
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|
|
R. L. S.
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|
|
Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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|
|
|
[CHALET AM STEIN, DAVOS, MARCH 1882.]
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|
|
MY DEAR HENLEY, - . . . Last night we had a dinner-party,
|
|
consisting of the John Addington, curry, onions (lovely onions),
|
|
and beefsteak. So unusual is any excitement, that F. and I feel
|
|
this morning as if we had been to a coronation. However I must, I
|
|
suppose, write.
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|
|
|
I was sorry about your female contributor squabble. 'Tis very
|
|
comic, but really unpleasant. But what care I? Now that I
|
|
illustrate my own books, I can always offer you a situation in our
|
|
house - S. L. Osbourne and Co. As an author gets a halfpenny a
|
|
copy of verses, and an artist a penny a cut, perhaps a proof-reader
|
|
might get several pounds a year.
|
|
|
|
O that Coronation! What a shouting crowd there was! I obviously
|
|
got a firework in each eye. The king looked very magnificent, to
|
|
be sure; and that great hall where we feasted on seven hundred
|
|
delicate foods, and drank fifty royal wines - QUEL COUP D'OEIL! but
|
|
was it not over-done, even for a coronation - almost a vulgar
|
|
luxury? And eleven is certainly too late to begin dinner. (It was
|
|
really 6.30 instead of 5.30.)
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|
|
|
Your list of books that Cassells have refused in these weeks is not
|
|
quite complete; they also refused:-
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|
|
|
1. Six undiscovered Tragedies, one romantic Comedy, a fragment of
|
|
Journal extending over six years, and an unfinished Autobiography
|
|
reaching up to the first performance of King John. By William
|
|
Shakespeare.
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|
|
|
2. The journals and Private Correspondence of David, King of
|
|
Israel.
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|
|
|
3. Poetical Works of Arthur, Iron Dook of Wellington, including a
|
|
Monody on Napoleon.
|
|
|
|
4. Eight books of an unfinished novel, SOLOMON CRABB. By Henry
|
|
Fielding.
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|
|
5. Stevenson's Moral Emblems.
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|
|
|
You also neglected to mention, as PER CONTRA, that they had during
|
|
the same time accepted and triumphantly published Brown's HANDBOOK
|
|
TO CRICKET, Jones's FIRST FRENCH READER, and Robinson's PICTURESQUE
|
|
CHESHIRE, uniform with the same author's STATELY HOMES OF SALOP.
|
|
|
|
O if that list could come true! How we would tear at Solomon
|
|
Crabb! O what a bully, bully, bully business. Which would you
|
|
read first - Shakespeare's autobiography, or his journals? What
|
|
sport the monody on Napoleon would be - what wooden verse, what
|
|
stucco ornament! I should read both the autobiography and the
|
|
journals before I looked at one of the plays, beyond the names of
|
|
them, which shows that Saintsbury was right, and I do care more for
|
|
life than for poetry. No - I take it back. Do you know one of the
|
|
tragedies - a Bible tragedy too - DAVID - was written in his third
|
|
period - much about the same time as Lear? The comedy, APRIL RAIN,
|
|
is also a late work. BECKETT is a fine ranting piece, like RICHARD
|
|
II., but very fine for the stage. Irving is to play it this autumn
|
|
when I'm in town; the part rather suits him - but who is to play
|
|
Henry - a tremendous creation, sir. Betterton in his private
|
|
journal seems to have seen this piece; and he says distinctly that
|
|
Henry is the best part in any play. 'Though,' he adds, 'how it be
|
|
with the ancient plays I know not. But in this I have ever feared
|
|
to do ill, and indeed will not be persuaded to that undertaking.'
|
|
So says Betterton. RUFUS is not so good; I am not pleased with
|
|
RUFUS; plainly a RIFACCIMENTO of some inferior work; but there are
|
|
some damned fine lines. As for the purely satiric ill-minded
|
|
ABELARD AND HELOISE, another TROILUS, QUOI! it is not pleasant,
|
|
truly, but what strength, what verve, what knowledge of life, and
|
|
the Canon! What a finished, humorous, rich picture is the Canon!
|
|
Ah, there was nobody like Shakespeare. But what I like is the
|
|
David and Absalom business. Absalom is so well felt - you love him
|
|
as David did; David's speech is one roll of royal music from the
|
|
first act to the fifth.
|
|
|
|
I am enjoying SOLOMON CRABB extremely; Solomon's capital adventure
|
|
with the two highwaymen and Squire Trecothick and Parson Vance; it
|
|
is as good, I think, as anything in Joseph Andrews. I have just
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come to the part where the highwayman with the black patch over his
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eye has tricked poor Solomon into his place, and the squire and the
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parson are hearing the evidence. Parson Vance is splendid. How
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good, too, is old Mrs. Crabb and the coastguardsman in the third
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chapter, or her delightful quarrel with the sexton of Seaham; Lord
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Conybeare is surely a little overdone; but I don't know either;
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he's such damned fine sport. Do you like Sally Barnes? I'm in
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love with her. Constable Muddon is as good as Dogberry and Verges
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put together; when he takes Solomon to the cage, and the highwayman
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gives him Solomon's own guinea for his pains, and kisses Mrs.
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Muddon, and just then up drives Lord Conybeare, and instead of
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helping Solomon, calls him all the rascals in Christendom - O Henry
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Fielding, Henry Fielding! Yet perhaps the scenes at Seaham are the
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best. But I'm bewildered among all these excellences.
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Stay, cried a voice that made the welkin crack -
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This here's a dream, return and study BLACK!
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- Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO ALEXANDER IRELAND
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[CHALET AM STEIN, DAVOS, MARCH 1882.]
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MY DEAR SIR, - This formidable paper need not alarm you; it argues
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nothing beyond penury of other sorts, and is not at all likely to
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lead me into a long letter. If I were at all grateful it would,
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for yours has just passed for me a considerable part of a stormy
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evening. And speaking of gratitude, let me at once and with
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becoming eagerness accept your kind invitation to Bowdon. I shall
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hope, if we can agree as to dates when I am nearer hand, to come to
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you sometime in the month of May. I was pleased to hear you were a
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Scot; I feel more at home with my compatriots always; perhaps the
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more we are away, the stronger we feel that bond.
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You ask about Davos; I have discoursed about it already, rather
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sillily I think, in the PALL MALL, and I mean to say no more, but
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the ways of the Muse are dubious and obscure, and who knows? I may
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be wiled again. As a place of residence, beyond a splendid
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climate, it has to my eyes but one advantage - the neighbourhood of
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J. A. Symonds - I dare say you know his work, but the man is far
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more interesting. It has done me, in my two winters' Alpine exile,
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much good; so much, that I hope to leave it now for ever, but would
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not be understood to boast. In my present unpardonably crazy
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state, any cold might send me skipping, either back to Davos, or
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further off. Let us hope not. It is dear; a little dreary; very
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far from many things that both my taste and my needs prompt me to
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seek; and altogether not the place that I should choose of my free
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will.
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I am chilled by your description of the man in question, though I
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had almost argued so much from his cold and undigested volume. If
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the republication does not interfere with my publisher, it will not
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interfere with me; but there, of course, comes the hitch. I do not
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know Mr. Bentley, and I fear all publishers like the devil from
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legend and experience both. However, when I come to town, we
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shall, I hope, meet and understand each other as well as author and
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publisher ever do. I liked his letters; they seemed hearty, kind,
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and personal. Still - I am notedly suspicious of the trade - your
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news of this republication alarms me.
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The best of the present French novelists seems to me, incomparably,
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Daudet. LES ROIS EN EXIL comes very near being a masterpiece. For
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Zola I have no toleration, though the curious, eminently bourgeois,
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and eminently French creature has power of a kind. But I would he
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were deleted. I would not give a chapter of old Dumas (meaning
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himself, not his collaborators) for the whole boiling of the Zolas.
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Romance with the smallpox - as the great one: diseased anyway and
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blackhearted and fundamentally at enmity with joy.
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I trust that Mrs. Ireland does not object to smoking; and if you
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are a teetotaller, I beg you to mention it before I come - I have
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all the vices; some of the virtues also, let us hope - that, at
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|
least, of being a Scotchman, and yours very sincerely,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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P.S. - My father was in the old High School the last year, and
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walked in the procession to the new. I blush to own I am an
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Academy boy; it seems modern, and smacks not of the soil.
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P.P.S. - I enclose a good joke - at least, I think so - my first
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efforts at wood engraving printed by my stepson, a boy of thirteen.
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I will put in also one of my later attempts. I have been nine days
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at the art - observe my progress.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE.
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DAVOS, MARCH 23, 1882.
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MY DEAR WEG, - And I had just written the best note to Mrs. Gosse
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that was in my power. Most blameable.
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I now send (for Mrs. Gosse).
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BLACK CANYON.
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Also an advertisement of my new appearance as poet (bard, rather)
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and hartis on wood. The cut represents the Hero and the Eagle, and
|
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is emblematic of Cortez first viewing the Pacific Ocean, which
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|
(according to the bard Keats) it took place in Darien. The cut is
|
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much admired for the sentiment of discovery, the manly proportions
|
|
of the voyager, and the fine impression of tropical scenes and the
|
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untrodden WASTE, so aptly rendered by the hartis.
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I would send you the book; but I declare I'm ruined. I got a penny
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a cut and a halfpenny a set of verses from the flint-hearted
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publisher, and only one specimen copy, as I'm a sinner. - was
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apostolic alongside of Osbourne.
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I hope you will be able to decipher this, written at steam speed
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with a breaking pen, the hotfast postman at my heels. No excuse,
|
|
says you. None, sir, says I, and touches my 'at most civil
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|
(extraordinary evolution of pen, now quite doomed - to resume - )
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|
I have not put pen to the Bloody Murder yet. But it is early on my
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|
list; and when once I get to it, three weeks should see the last
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|
bloodstain - maybe a fortnight. For I am beginning to combine an
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extraordinary laborious slowness while at work, with the most
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|
surprisingly quick results in the way of finished manuscripts. How
|
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goes Gray? Colvin is to do Keats. My wife is still not well. -
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Yours ever,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO DR. ALEXANDER JAPP
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[CHALET AM STEIN, DAVOS, MARCH 1882.]
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MY DEAR DR. JAPP, - You must think me a forgetful rogue, as indeed
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I am; for I have but now told my publisher to send you a copy of
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|
the FAMILIAR STUDIES. However, I own I have delayed this letter
|
|
till I could send you the enclosed. Remembering the nights at
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|
Braemar when we visited the Picture Gallery, I hoped they might
|
|
amuse you. You see, we do some publishing hereaway. I shall hope
|
|
to see you in town in May. - Always yours faithfully,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO DR. ALEXANDER JAPP
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CHALET BUOL, DAVOS, APRIL 1, 1882.
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MY DEAR DR. JAPP, - A good day to date this letter, which is in
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|
fact a confession of incapacity. During my wife's illness I
|
|
somewhat lost my head, and entirely lost a great quire of corrected
|
|
proofs. This is one of the results; I hope there are none more
|
|
serious. I was never so sick of any volume as I was of that; was
|
|
continually receiving fresh proofs with fresh infinitesimal
|
|
difficulties. I was ill - I did really fear my wife was worse than
|
|
ill. Well, it's out now; and though I have observed several
|
|
carelessnesses myself, and now here's another of your finding - of
|
|
which, indeed, I ought to be ashamed - it will only justify the
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sweeping humility of the Preface.
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Symonds was actually dining with us when your letter came, and I
|
|
communicated your remarks. . . . He is a far better and more
|
|
interesting thing than any of his books.
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The Elephant was my wife's; so she is proportionately elate you
|
|
should have picked it out for praise - from a collection, let me
|
|
add, so replete with the highest qualities of art.
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My wicked carcase, as John Knox calls it, holds together
|
|
wonderfully. In addition to many other things, and a volume of
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|
travel, I find I have written, since December, 90 CORNHILL pages of
|
|
magazine work - essays and stories: 40,000 words, and I am none
|
|
the worse - I am the better. I begin to hope I may, if not outlive
|
|
this wolverine upon my shoulders, at least carry him bravely like
|
|
Symonds and Alexander Pope. I begin to take a pride in that hope.
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I shall be much interested to see your criticisms; you might
|
|
perhaps send them to me. I believe you know that is not dangerous;
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|
one folly I have not - I am not touchy under criticism.
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|
Lloyd and my wife both beg to be remembered; and Lloyd sends as a
|
|
present a work of his own. I hope you feel flattered; for this is
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|
SIMPLY THE FIRST TIME HE HAS EVER GIVEN ONE AWAY. I have to buy my
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|
own works, I can tell you. - Yours very sincerely,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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[CHALET AM STEIN, DAVOS, APRIL 1882.]
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MY DEAR HENLEY, - I hope and hope for a long letter - soon I hope
|
|
to be superseded by long talks - and it comes not. I remember I
|
|
have never formally thanked you for that hundred quid, nor in
|
|
general for the introduction to Chatto and Windus, and continue to
|
|
bury you in copy as if you were my private secretary. Well, I am
|
|
not unconscious of it all; but I think least said is often best,
|
|
generally best; gratitude is a tedious sentiment, it's not ductile,
|
|
not dramatic.
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|
If Chatto should take both, CUI DEDICARE? I am running out of
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|
dedikees; if I do, the whole fun of writing is stranded. TREASURE
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|
ISLAND, if it comes out, and I mean it shall, of course goes to
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|
Lloyd. Lemme see, I have now dedicated to
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W. E. H. [William Ernest Henley].
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S. C. [Sidney Colvin].
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T. S. [Thomas Stevenson].
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Simp. [Sir Walter Simpson].
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|
There remain: C. B., the Williamses - you know they were the
|
|
parties who stuck up for us about our marriage, and Mrs. W. was my
|
|
guardian angel, and our Best Man and Bridesmaid rolled in one, and
|
|
the only third of the wedding party - my sister-in-law, who is
|
|
booked for PRINCE OTTO - Jenkin I suppose sometime - George
|
|
Meredith, the only man of genius of my acquaintance, and then I
|
|
believe I'll have to take to the dead, the immortal memory
|
|
business.
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|
|
|
Talking of Meredith, I have just re-read for the third and fourth
|
|
time THE EGOIST. When I shall have read it the sixth or seventh, I
|
|
begin to see I shall know about it. You will be astonished when
|
|
you come to re-read it; I had no idea of the matter - human, red
|
|
matter he has contrived to plug and pack into that strange and
|
|
admirable book. Willoughby is, of course, a pure discovery; a
|
|
complete set of nerves, not heretofore examined, and yet running
|
|
all over the human body - a suit of nerves. Clara is the best girl
|
|
ever I saw anywhere. Vernon is almost as good. The manner and the
|
|
faults of the book greatly justify themselves on further study.
|
|
Only Dr. Middleton does not hang together; and Ladies Busshe and
|
|
Culmer SONT DES MONSTRUOSITES. Vernon's conduct makes a wonderful
|
|
odd contrast with Daniel Deronda's. I see more and more that
|
|
Meredith is built for immortality.
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|
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|
Talking of which, Heywood, as a small immortal, an immortalet,
|
|
claims some attention. THE WOMAN KILLED WITH KINDNESS is one of
|
|
the most striking novels - not plays, though it's more of a play
|
|
than anything else of his - I ever read. He had such a sweet,
|
|
sound soul, the old boy. The death of the two pirates in FORTUNE
|
|
BY SEA AND LAND is a document. He had obviously been present, and
|
|
heard Purser and Clinton take death by the beard with similar
|
|
braggadocios. Purser and Clinton, names of pirates; Scarlet and
|
|
Bobbington, names of highwaymen. He had the touch of names, I
|
|
think. No man I ever knew had such a sense, such a tact, for
|
|
English nomenclature: Rainsforth, Lacy, Audley, Forrest, Acton,
|
|
Spencer, Frankford - so his names run.
|
|
|
|
Byron not only wrote DON JUAN; he called Joan of Arc 'a fanatical
|
|
strumpet.' These are his words. I think the double shame, first
|
|
to a great poet, second to an English noble, passes words.
|
|
|
|
Here is a strange gossip. - I am yours loquaciously,
|
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|
|
R. L. S.
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|
|
My lungs are said to be in a splendid state. A cruel examination,
|
|
an exaNIMation I may call it, had this brave result. TAIAUT!
|
|
Hillo! Hey! Stand by! Avast! Hurrah!
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|
|
|
Letter: TO MRS. T. STEVENSON
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|
[CHALET AM STEIN, DAVOS, APRIL 9, 1882.]
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|
MY DEAR MOTHER, - Herewith please find belated birthday present.
|
|
Fanny has another.
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|
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|
Cockshot=Jenkin. But
|
|
Jack=Bob. pray
|
|
Burly=Henley. regard
|
|
Athelred=Simpson. these
|
|
Opalstein=Symonds. as
|
|
Purcel=Gosse. secrets.
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|
|
My dear mother, how can I keep up with your breathless changes?
|
|
Innerleithen, Cramond, Bridge of Allan, Dunblane, Selkirk. I lean
|
|
to Cramond, but I shall be pleased anywhere, any respite from
|
|
Davos; never mind, it has been a good, though a dear lesson. Now,
|
|
with my improved health, if I can pass the summer, I believe I
|
|
shall be able no more to exceed, no more to draw on you. It is
|
|
time I sufficed for myself indeed. And I believe I can.
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|
|
|
I am still far from satisfied about Fanny; she is certainly better,
|
|
but it is by fits a good deal, and the symptoms continue, which
|
|
should not be. I had her persuaded to leave without me this very
|
|
day (Saturday 8th), but the disclosure of my mismanagement broke up
|
|
that plan; she would not leave me lest I should mismanage more. I
|
|
think this an unfair revenge; but I have been so bothered that I
|
|
cannot struggle. All Davos has been drinking our wine. During the
|
|
month of March, three litres a day were drunk - O it is too
|
|
sickening - and that is only a specimen. It is enough to make any
|
|
one a misanthrope, but the right thing is to hate the donkey that
|
|
was duped - which I devoutly do.
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|
|
|
I have this winter finished TREASURE ISLAND, written the preface to
|
|
the STUDIES, a small book about the INLAND VOYAGE size, THE
|
|
SILVERADO SQUATTERS, and over and above that upwards of ninety (90)
|
|
CORNHILL pages of magazine work. No man can say I have been idle.
|
|
- Your affectionate son,
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|
R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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|
|
[EDINBURGH] SUNDAY [JUNE 1882].
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|
|
. . . NOTE turned up, but no gray opuscule, which, however, will
|
|
probably turn up to-morrow in time to go out with me to Stobo
|
|
Manse, Peeblesshire, where, if you can make it out, you will be a
|
|
good soul to pay a visit. I shall write again about the opuscule;
|
|
and about Stobo, which I have not seen since I was thirteen, though
|
|
my memory speaks delightfully of it.
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|
|
|
I have been very tired and seedy, or I should have written before,
|
|
INTER ALIA, to tell you that I had visited my murder place and
|
|
found LIVING TRADITIONS not yet in any printed book; most
|
|
startling. I also got photographs taken, but the negatives have
|
|
not yet turned up. I lie on the sofa to write this, whence the
|
|
pencil; having slept yesterdays - 1+4+7.5 = 12.5 hours and being (9
|
|
A.M.) very anxious to sleep again. The arms of Porpus, quoi! A
|
|
poppy gules, etc.
|
|
|
|
From Stobo you can conquer Peebles and Selkirk, or to give them
|
|
their old decent names, Tweeddale and Ettrick. Think of having
|
|
been called Tweeddale, and being called PEEBLES! Did I ever tell
|
|
you my skit on my own travel books? We understand that Mr.
|
|
Stevenson has in the press another volume of unconventional
|
|
travels: PERSONAL ADVENTURES IN PEEBLESSHIRE. JE LA TROUVE
|
|
MECHANTE. - Yours affectionately,
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|
R. L. S.
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|
- Did I say I had seen a verse on two of the Buccaneers? I did,
|
|
and CA-Y-EST.
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|
Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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|
STOBO MANSE, PEEBLESSHIRE [JULY 1882].
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I would shoot you, but I have no bow:
|
|
The place is not called Stobs, but Stobo.
|
|
As Gallic Kids complain of 'Bobo,'
|
|
I mourn for your mistake of Stobo.
|
|
|
|
First, we shall be gone in September. But if you think of coming
|
|
in August, my mother will hunt for you with pleasure. We should
|
|
all be overjoyed - though Stobo it could not be, as it is but a
|
|
kirk and manse, but possibly somewhere within reach. Let us know.
|
|
|
|
Second, I have read your Gray with care. A more difficult subject
|
|
I can scarce fancy; it is crushing; yet I think you have managed to
|
|
shadow forth a man, and a good man too; and honestly, I doubt if I
|
|
could have done the same. This may seem egoistic; but you are not
|
|
such a fool as to think so. It is the natural expression of real
|
|
praise. The book as a whole is readable; your subject peeps every
|
|
here and there out of the crannies like a shy violet - he could do
|
|
no more - and his aroma hangs there.
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|
|
|
I write to catch a minion of the post. Hence brevity. Answer
|
|
about the house. - Yours affectionately,
|
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|
|
R. L S.
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|
Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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|
|
[STOBO MANSE, JULY 1882.]
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|
DEAR HENLEY, . . . I am not worth an old damn. I am also crushed
|
|
by bad news of Symonds; his good lung going; I cannot help reading
|
|
it as a personal hint; God help us all! Really I am not very fit
|
|
for work; but I try, try, and nothing comes of it.
|
|
|
|
I believe we shall have to leave this place; it is low, damp, and
|
|
MAUCHY; the rain it raineth every day; and the glass goes tol-de-
|
|
rol-de riddle.
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|
|
|
Yet it's a bonny bit; I wish I could live in it, but doubt. I wish
|
|
I was well away somewhere else. I feel like flight some days;
|
|
honour bright.
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|
|
Pirbright Smith is well. Old Mr. Pegfurth Bannatyne is here
|
|
staying at a country inn. His whole baggage is a pair of socks and
|
|
a book in a fishing-basket; and he borrows even a rod from the
|
|
landlord. He walked here over the hills from Sanquhar, 'singin',
|
|
he says, 'like a mavis.' I naturally asked him about Hazlitt. 'He
|
|
wouldnae take his drink,' he said, 'a queer, queer fellow.' But
|
|
did not seem further communicative. He says he has become
|
|
'releegious,' but still swears like a trooper. I asked him if he
|
|
had no headquarters. 'No likely,' said he. He says he is writing
|
|
his memoirs, which will be interesting. He once met Borrow; they
|
|
boxed; 'and Geordie,' says the old man chuckling, 'gave me the
|
|
damnedest hiding.' Of Wordsworth he remarked, 'He wasnae sound in
|
|
the faith, sir, and a milk-blooded, blue-spectacled bitch forbye.
|
|
But his po'mes are grand - there's no denying that.' I asked him
|
|
what his book was. 'I havenae mind,' said he - that was his only
|
|
book! On turning it out, I found it was one of my own, and on
|
|
showing it to him, he remembered it at once. 'O aye,' he said, 'I
|
|
mind now. It's pretty bad; ye'll have to do better than that,
|
|
chieldy,' and chuckled, chuckled. He is a strange old figure, to
|
|
be sure. He cannot endure Pirbright Smith - 'a mere aesthAtic,' he
|
|
said. 'Pooh!' 'Fishin' and releegion - these are my aysthatics,'
|
|
he wound up.
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|
|
I thought this would interest you, so scribbled it down. I still
|
|
hope to get more out of him about Hazlitt, though he utterly pooh-
|
|
poohed the idea of writing H.'s life. 'Ma life now,' he said,
|
|
'there's been queer things in IT.' He is seventy-nine! but may
|
|
well last to a hundred! - Yours ever,
|
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|
|
R. L S.
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CHAPTER VI - MARSEILLES AND HYERES, OCTOBER 1882-AUGUST 1884
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Letter: TO THE EDITOR OF THE 'NEW YORK TRIBUNE'
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|
TERMINUS HOTEL, MARSEILLES, OCTOBER 16, 1882.
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|
SIR, - It has come to my ears that you have lent the authority of
|
|
your columns to an error.
|
|
|
|
More than half in pleasantry - and I now think the pleasantry ill-
|
|
judged - I complained in a note to my NEW ARABIAN NIGHTS that some
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one, who shall remain nameless for me, had borrowed the idea of a
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story from one of mine. As if I had not borrowed the ideas of the
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half of my own! As if any one who had written a story ill had a
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right to complain of any other who should have written it better!
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I am indeed thoroughly ashamed of the note, and of the principle
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which it implies.
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But it is no mere abstract penitence which leads me to beg a corner
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of your paper - it is the desire to defend the honour of a man of
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letters equally known in America and England, of a man who could
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afford to lend to me and yet be none the poorer; and who, if he
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would so far condescend, has my free permission to borrow from me
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all that he can find worth borrowing.
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Indeed, sir, I am doubly surprised at your correspondent's error.
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That James Payn should have borrowed from me is already a strange
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conception. The author of LOST SIR MASSINGBERD and BY PROXY may be
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trusted to invent his own stories. The author of A GRAPE FROM A
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THORN knows enough, in his own right, of the humorous and pathetic
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sides of human nature.
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But what is far more monstrous - what argues total ignorance of the
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man in question - is the idea that James Payn could ever have
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transgressed the limits of professional propriety. I may tell his
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thousands of readers on your side of the Atlantic that there
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breathes no man of letters more inspired by kindness and generosity
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to his brethren of the profession, and, to put an end to any
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possibility of error, I may be allowed to add that I often have
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recourse, and that I had recourse once more but a few weeks ago, to
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the valuable practical help which he makes it his pleasure to
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extend to younger men.
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I send a duplicate of this letter to a London weekly; for the
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mistake, first set forth in your columns, has already reached
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England, and my wanderings have made me perhaps last of the persons
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interested to hear a word of it. - I am, etc.,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO R. A. M. STEVENSON
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TERMINUS HOTEL, MARSEILLE, SATURDAY (OCTOBER 1882).
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MY DEAR BOB, - We have found a house! - at Saint Marcel, Banlieue
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de Marseille. In a lovely valley between hills part wooded, part
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white cliffs; a house of a dining-room, of a fine salon - one side
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lined with a long divan - three good bedrooms (two of them with
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dressing-rooms), three small rooms (chambers of BONNE and sich), a
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large kitchen, a lumber room, many cupboards, a back court, a
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large, large olive yard, cultivated by a resident PAYSAN, a well, a
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berceau, a good deal of rockery, a little pine shrubbery, a railway
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station in front, two lines of omnibus to Marseille.
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48 pounds per annum.
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It is called Campagne Defli! query Campagne Debug? The Campagne
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Demosquito goes on here nightly, and is very deadly. Ere we can
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get installed, we shall be beggared to the door, I see.
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I vote for separations; F.'s arrival here, after our separation,
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was better fun to me than being married was by far. A separation
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completed is a most valuable property; worth piles. - Ever your
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affectionate cousin,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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TERMINUS HOTEL, MARSEILLE, LE 17TH OCTOBER 1882.
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MY DEAR FATHER, - . . We grow, every time we see it, more
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delighted with our house. It is five miles out of Marseilles, in a
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lovely spot, among lovely wooded and cliffy hills - most
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mountainous in line - far lovelier, to my eyes, than any Alps. To-
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day we have been out inventorying; and though a mistral blew, it
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was delightful in an open cab, and our house with the windows open
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was heavenly, soft, dry, sunny, southern. I fear there are fleas -
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it is called Campagne Defli - and I look forward to tons of
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insecticide being employed.
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I have had to write a letter to the NEW YORK TRIBUNE and the
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ATHENAEUM. Payn was accused of stealing my stories! I think I
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have put things handsomely for him.
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Just got a servant! ! ! - Ever affectionate son,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Our servant is a Muckle Hash of a Weedy!
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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CAMPAGNE DEFLI, ST. MARCEL, BANLIEUE DE MARSEILLE, NOVEMBER 13,
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1882.
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - Your delightful letters duly arrived this
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morning. They were the only good feature of the day, which was not
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a success. Fanny was in bed - she begged I would not split upon
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her, she felt so guilty; but as I believe she is better this
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evening, and has a good chance to be right again in a day or two, I
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will disregard her orders. I do not go back, but do not go forward
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- or not much. It is, in one way, miserable - for I can do no
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work; a very little wood-cutting, the newspapers, and a note about
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every two days to write, completely exhausts my surplus energy;
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even Patience I have to cultivate with parsimony. I see, if I
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could only get to work, that we could live here with comfort,
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almost with luxury. Even as it is, we should be able to get
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through a considerable time of idleness. I like the place
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immensely, though I have seen so little of it - I have only been
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once outside the gate since I was here! It puts me in mind of a
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summer at Prestonpans and a sickly child you once told me of.
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Thirty-two years now finished! My twenty-ninth was in San
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Francisco, I remember - rather a bleak birthday. The twenty-eighth
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was not much better; but the rest have been usually pleasant days
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in pleasant circumstances.
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Love to you and to my father and to Cummy.
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From me and Fanny and Wogg.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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GRAND HOTEL, NICE, 12TH JANUARY '83.
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DEAR CHARLES, - Thanks for your good letter. It is true, man,
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God's truth, what ye say about the body Stevison. The deil himsel,
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it's my belief, couldnae get the soul harled oot o' the creature's
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wame, or he had seen the hinder end o' they proofs. Ye crack o'
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Maecenas, he's naebody by you! He gied the lad Horace a rax forrit
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by all accounts; but he never gied him proofs like yon. Horace may
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hae been a better hand at the clink than Stevison - mind, I'm no
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sayin' 't - but onyway he was never sae weel prentit. Damned, but
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it's bonny! Hoo mony pages will there be, think ye? Stevison maun
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hae sent ye the feck o' twenty sangs - fifteen I'se warrant. Weel,
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that'll can make thretty pages, gin ye were to prent on ae side
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only, whilk wad be perhaps what a man o' your GREAT idees would be
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ettlin' at, man Johnson. Then there wad be the Pre-face, an' prose
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ye ken prents oot langer than po'try at the hinder end, for ye hae
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to say things in't. An' then there'll be a title-page and a
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dedication and an index wi' the first lines like, and the deil an'
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a'. Man, it'll be grand. Nae copies to be given to the Liberys.
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I am alane myself, in Nice, they ca't, but damned, I think they
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micht as well ca't Nesty. The Pile-on, 's they ca't, 's aboot as
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big as the river Tay at Perth; and it's rainin' maist like
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Greenock. Dod, I've seen 's had mair o' what they ca' the I-talian
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at Muttonhole. I-talian! I haenae seen the sun for eicht and
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forty hours. Thomson's better, I believe. But the body's fair
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attenyated. He's doon to seeven stane eleeven, an' he sooks awa'
|
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at cod liver ile, till it's a fair disgrace. Ye see he tak's it on
|
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a drap brandy; and it's my belief, it's just an excuse for a dram.
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He an' Stevison gang aboot their lane, maistly; they're company to
|
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either, like, an' whiles they'll speak o'Johnson. But HE'S far
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awa', losh me! Stevison's last book's in a third edeetion; an'
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it's bein' translated (like the psaulms o' David, nae less) into
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French; and an eediot they ca' Asher - a kind o' rival of Tauchnitz
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- is bringin' him oot in a paper book for the Frenchies and the
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German folk in twa volumes. Sae he's in luck, ye see. - Yours,
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THOMSON.
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Letter: TO ALISON CUNNINGHAM
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[NICE FEBRUARY 1883.]
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MY DEAR CUMMY, - You must think, and quite justly, that I am one of
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the meanest rogues in creation. But though I do not write (which
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|
is a thing I hate), it by no means follows that people are out of
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|
my mind. It is natural that I should always think more or less
|
|
about you, and still more natural that I should think of you when I
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went back to Nice. But the real reason why you have been more in
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|
my mind than usual is because of some little verses that I have
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|
been writing, and that I mean to make a book of; and the real
|
|
reason of this letter (although I ought to have written to you
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|
anyway) is that I have just seen that the book in question must be
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dedicated to
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ALISON CUNNINGHAM,
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the only person who will really understand it. I don't know when
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it may be ready, for it has to be illustrated, but I hope in the
|
|
meantime you may like the idea of what is to be; and when the time
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|
comes, I shall try to make the dedication as pretty as I can make
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it. Of course, this is only a flourish, like taking off one's hat;
|
|
but still, a person who has taken the trouble to write things does
|
|
not dedicate them to any one without meaning it; and you must just
|
|
try to take this dedication in place of a great many things that I
|
|
might have said, and that I ought to have done, to prove that I am
|
|
not altogether unconscious of the great debt of gratitude I owe
|
|
you. This little book, which is all about my childhood, should
|
|
indeed go to no other person but you, who did so much to make that
|
|
childhood happy.
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Do you know, we came very near sending for you this winter. If we
|
|
had not had news that you were ill too, I almost believe we should
|
|
have done so, we were so much in trouble.
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I am now very well; but my wife has had a very, very bad spell,
|
|
through overwork and anxiety, when I was LOST! I suppose you heard
|
|
of that. She sends you her love, and hopes you will write to her,
|
|
though she no more than I deserves it. She would add a word
|
|
herself, but she is too played out. - I am, ever your old boy,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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[NICE, MARCH 1883.]
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MY DEAR LAD, - This is to announce to you the MS. of Nursery
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|
Verses, now numbering XLVIII. pieces or 599 verses, which, of
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|
course, one might augment AD INFINITUM.
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But here is my notion to make all clear.
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I do not want a big ugly quarto; my soul sickens at the look of a
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quarto. I want a refined octavo, not large - not LARGER than the
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|
DONKEY BOOK, at any price.
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|
I think the full page might hold four verses of four lines, that is
|
|
to say, counting their blanks at two, of twenty-two lines in
|
|
height. The first page of each number would only hold two verses
|
|
or ten lines, the title being low down. At this rate, we should
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|
have seventy-eight or eighty pages of letterpress.
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The designs should not be in the text, but facing the poem; so that
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if the artist liked, he might give two pages of design to every
|
|
poem that turned the leaf, I.E. longer than eight lines, I.E. to
|
|
twenty-eight out of the forty-six. I should say he would not use
|
|
this privilege (?) above five times, and some he might scorn to
|
|
illustrate at all, so we may say fifty drawings. I shall come to
|
|
the drawings next.
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But now you see my book of the thickness, since the drawings count
|
|
two pages, of 180 pages; and since the paper will perhaps be
|
|
thicker, of near two hundred by bulk. It is bound in a quiet green
|
|
with the words in thin gilt. Its shape is a slender, tall octavo.
|
|
And it sells for the publisher's fancy, and it will be a darling to
|
|
look at; in short, it would be like one of the original Heine books
|
|
in type and spacing.
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Now for the pictures. I take another sheet and begin to jot notes
|
|
for them when my imagination serves: I will run through the book,
|
|
writing when I have an idea. There, I have jotted enough to give
|
|
the artist a notion. Of course, I don't do more than contribute
|
|
ideas, but I will be happy to help in any and every way. I may as
|
|
well add another idea; when the artist finds nothing much to
|
|
illustrate, a good drawing of any OBJECT mentioned in the text,
|
|
were it only a loaf of bread or a candlestick, is a most delightful
|
|
thing to a young child. I remember this keenly.
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Of course, if the artist insists on a larger form, I must I
|
|
suppose, bow my head. But my idea I am convinced is the best, and
|
|
would make the book truly, not fashionably pretty.
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I forgot to mention that I shall have a dedication; I am going to
|
|
dedicate 'em to Cummy; it will please her, and lighten a little my
|
|
burthen of ingratitude. A low affair is the Muse business.
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I will add no more to this lest you should want to communicate with
|
|
the artist; try another sheet. I wonder how many I'll keep
|
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wandering to.
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O I forgot. As for the title, I think 'Nursery Verses' the best.
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Poetry is not the strong point of the text, and I shrink from any
|
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title that might seem to claim that quality; otherwise we might
|
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have 'Nursery Muses' or 'New Songs of Innocence' (but that were a
|
|
blasphemy), or 'Rimes of Innocence': the last not bad, or - an
|
|
idea - 'The Jews' Harp,' or - now I have it - 'The Penny Whistle.'
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THE PENNY WHISTLE:
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NURSERY VERSES
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BY
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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ILLUSTRATED BY - - -
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And here we have an excellent frontispiece, of a party playing on a
|
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P. W. to a little ring of dancing children.
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THE PENNY WHISTLE
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is the name for me.
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Fool! this is all wrong, here is the true name:-
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PENNY WHISTLES
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FOR SMALL WHISTLERS.
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The second title is queried, it is perhaps better, as simply PENNY
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WHISTLES.
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Nor you, O Penny Whistler, grudge
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|
That I your instrument debase:
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By worse performers still we judge,
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And give that fife a second place!
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Crossed penny whistles on the cover, or else a sheaf of 'em.
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SUGGESTIONS.
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IV. The procession - the child running behind it. The procession
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tailing off through the gates of a cloudy city.
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IX. FOREIGN LANDS. - This will, I think, want two plates - the
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child climbing, his first glimpse over the garden wall, with what
|
|
he sees - the tree shooting higher and higher like the beanstalk,
|
|
and the view widening. The river slipping in. The road arriving
|
|
in Fairyland.
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X. WINDY NIGHTS. - The child in bed listening - the horseman
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galloping.
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XII. The child helplessly watching his ship - then he gets smaller,
|
|
and the doll joyfully comes alive - the pair landing on the island
|
|
- the ship's deck with the doll steering and the child firing the
|
|
penny canon. Query two plates? The doll should never come
|
|
properly alive.
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XV. Building of the ship - storing her - Navigation - Tom's
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|
accident, the other child paying no attention.
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XXXI. THE WIND. - I sent you my notion of already.
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XXXVII. FOREIGN CHILDREN. - The foreign types dancing in a jing-a-
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|
ring, with the English child pushing in the middle. The foreign
|
|
children looking at and showing each other marvels. The English
|
|
child at the leeside of a roast of beef. The English child sitting
|
|
thinking with his picture-books all round him, and the jing-a-ring
|
|
of the foreign children in miniature dancing over the picture-
|
|
books.
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XXXIX. Dear artist, can you do me that?
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XLII. The child being started off - the bed sailing, curtains and
|
|
all, upon the sea - the child waking and finding himself at home;
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the corner of toilette might be worked in to look like the pier.
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XLVII. The lighted part of the room, to be carefully distinguished
|
|
from my child's dark hunting grounds. A shaded lamp.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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HOTEL DES ILES D'OR, HYERES, VAR, MARCH 2, [1883].
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - It must be at least a fortnight since we have had
|
|
a scratch of a pen from you; and if it had not been for Cummy's
|
|
letter, I should have feared you were worse again: as it is, I
|
|
hope we shall hear from you to-day or to-morrow at latest.
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HEALTH.
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|
|
Our news is good: Fanny never got so bad as we feared, and we hope
|
|
now that this attack may pass off in threatenings. I am greatly
|
|
better, have gained flesh, strength, spirits; eat well, walk a good
|
|
deal, and do some work without fatigue. I am off the sick list.
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LODGING.
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|
We have found a house up the hill, close to the town, an excellent
|
|
place though very, very little. If I can get the landlord to agree
|
|
to let us take it by the month just now, and let our month's rent
|
|
count for the year in case we take it on, you may expect to hear we
|
|
are again installed, and to receive a letter dated thus:-
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La Solitude,
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Hyeres-les-Palmiers,
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Var.
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If the man won't agree to that, of course I must just give it up,
|
|
as the house would be dear enough anyway at 2000 f. However, I
|
|
hope we may get it, as it is healthy, cheerful, and close to shops,
|
|
and society, and civilisation. The garden, which is above, is
|
|
lovely, and will be cool in summer. There are two rooms below with
|
|
a kitchen, and four rooms above, all told. - Ever your affectionate
|
|
son,
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|
R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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HOTEL DES ILES D'OR, BUT MY ADDRESS WILL BE CHALET LA SOLITUDE,
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HYERES-LE-PALMIERS, VAR, FRANCE, MARCH 17, 1883.
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DEAR SIR, - Your undated favour from Eastbourne came to hand in
|
|
course of post, and I now hasten to acknowledge its receipt. We
|
|
must ask you in future, for the convenience of our business
|
|
arrangements, to struggle with and tread below your feet this most
|
|
unsatisfactory and uncommercial habit. Our Mr. Cassandra is
|
|
better; our Mr. Wogg expresses himself dissatisfied with our new
|
|
place of business; when left alone in the front shop, he bawled
|
|
like a parrot; it is supposed the offices are haunted.
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|
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|
To turn to the matter of your letter, your remarks on GREAT
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|
EXPECTATIONS are very good. We have both re-read it this winter,
|
|
and I, in a manner, twice. The object being a play; the play, in
|
|
its rough outline, I now see: and it is extraordinary how much of
|
|
Dickens had to be discarded as unhuman, impossible, and
|
|
ineffective: all that really remains is the loan of a file (but
|
|
from a grown-up young man who knows what he was doing, and to a
|
|
convict who, although he does not know it is his father - the
|
|
father knows it is his son), and the fact of the convict-father's
|
|
return and disclosure of himself to the son whom he has made rich.
|
|
Everything else has been thrown aside; and the position has had to
|
|
be explained by a prologue which is pretty strong. I have great
|
|
hopes of this piece, which is very amiable and, in places, very
|
|
strong indeed: but it was curious how Dickens had to be rolled
|
|
away; he had made his story turn on such improbabilities, such
|
|
fantastic trifles, not on a good human basis, such as I recognised.
|
|
You are right about the casts, they were a capital idea; a good
|
|
description of them at first, and then afterwards, say second, for
|
|
the lawyer to have illustrated points out of the history of the
|
|
originals, dusting the particular bust - that was all the
|
|
development the thing would bear. Dickens killed them. The only
|
|
really well EXECUTED scenes are the riverside ones; the escape in
|
|
particular is excellent; and I may add, the capture of the two
|
|
convicts at the beginning. Miss Havisham is, probably, the worst
|
|
thing in human fiction. But Wemmick I like; and I like Trabb's
|
|
boy; and Mr. Wopsle as Hamlet is splendid.
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|
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|
The weather here is greatly improved, and I hope in three days to
|
|
be in the chalet. That is, if I get some money to float me there.
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|
I hope you are all right again, and will keep better. The month of
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March is past its mid career; it must soon begin to turn toward the
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lamb; here it has already begun to do so; and I hope milder weather
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will pick you up. Wogg has eaten a forpet of rice and milk, his
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beard is streaming, his eyes wild. I am besieged by demands of
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work from America.
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The 50 pounds has just arrived; many thanks; I am now at ease. -
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Ever your affectionate son, PRO Cassandra, Wogg and Co.,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. SITWELL
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CHALET LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, [APRIL 1883].
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MY DEAR FRIEND, - I am one of the lowest of the - but that's
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understood. I received the copy, excellently written, with I think
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only one slip from first to last. I have struck out two, and added
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five or six; so they now number forty-five; when they are fifty,
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they shall out on the world. I have not written a letter for a
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cruel time; I have been, and am, so busy, drafting a long story
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(for me, I mean), about a hundred CORNHILL pages, or say about as
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long as the Donkey book: PRINCE OTTO it is called, and is, at the
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present hour, a sore burthen but a hopeful. If I had him all
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drafted, I should whistle and sing. But no: then I'll have to
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rewrite him; and then there will be the publishers, alas! But some
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time or other, I shall whistle and sing, I make no doubt.
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I am going to make a fortune, it has not yet begun, for I am not
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yet clear of debt; but as soon as I can, I begin upon the fortune.
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I shall begin it with a halfpenny, and it shall end with horses and
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yachts and all the fun of the fair. This is the first real grey
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hair in my character: rapacity has begun to show, the greed of the
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protuberant guttler. Well, doubtless, when the hour strikes, we
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must all guttle and protube. But it comes hard on one who was
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always so willow-slender and as careless as the daisies.
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Truly I am in excellent spirits. I have crushed through a
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financial crisis; Fanny is much better; I am in excellent health,
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and work from four to five hours a day - from one to two above my
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average, that is; and we all dwell together and make fortunes in
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the loveliest house you ever saw, with a garden like a fairy story,
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and a view like a classical landscape.
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Little? Well, it is not large. And when you come to see us, you
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will probably have to bed at the hotel, which is hard by. But it
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is Eden, madam, Eden and Beulah and the Delectable Mountains and
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Eldorado and the Hesperidean Isles and Bimini.
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We both look forward, my dear friend, with the greatest eagerness
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to have you here. It seems it is not to be this season; but I
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appoint you with an appointment for next season. You cannot see us
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else: remember that. Till my health has grown solid like an oak-
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tree, till my fortune begins really to spread its boughs like the
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same monarch of the woods (and the acorn, ay de mi! is not yet
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planted), I expect to be a prisoner among the palms.
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Yes, it is like old times to be writing you from the Riviera, and
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after all that has come and gone who can predict anything? How
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fortune tumbles men about! Yet I have not found that they change
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their friends, thank God.
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Both of our loves to your sister and yourself. As for me, if I am
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here and happy, I know to whom I owe it; I know who made my way for
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me in life, if that were all, and I remain, with love, your
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faithful friend,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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CHALET LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, [APRIL 1883].
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - I am very guilty; I should have written to you
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long ago; and now, though it must be done, I am so stupid that I
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can only boldly recapitulate. A phrase of three members is the
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outside of my syntax.
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First, I liked the ROVER better than any of your other verse. I
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believe you are right, and can make stories in verse. The last two
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stanzas and one or two in the beginning - but the two last above
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all - I thought excellent. I suggest a pursuit of the vein. If
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you want a good story to treat, get the MEMOIRS OF THE CHEVALIER
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JOHNSTONE, and do his passage of the Tay; it would be excellent:
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the dinner in the field, the woman he has to follow, the dragoons,
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the timid boatmen, the brave lasses. It would go like a charm;
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look at it, and you will say you owe me one.
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Second, Gilder asking me for fiction, I suddenly took a great
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resolve, and have packed off to him my new work, THE SILVERADO
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SQUATTERS. I do not for a moment suppose he will take it; but pray
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say all the good words you can for it. I should be awfully glad to
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get it taken. But if it does not mean dibbs at once, I shall be
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ruined for life. Pray write soon and beg Gilder your prettiest for
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a poor gentleman in pecuniary sloughs.
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Fourth, next time I am supposed to be at death's door, write to me
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like a Christian, and let not your correspondence attend on
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business. - Yours ever,
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R. L. S.
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P.S. - I see I have led you to conceive the SQUATTERS are fiction.
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They are not, alas!
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Letter: TO MR. AND MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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CHALET SOLITUDE, MAY 5, [1883].
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MY DEAREST PEOPLE, - I have had a great piece of news. There has
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been offered for TREASURE ISLAND - how much do you suppose? I
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believe it would be an excellent jest to keep the answer till my
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next letter. For two cents I would do so. Shall I? Anyway, I'll
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turn the page first. No - well - A hundred pounds, all alive, O!
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A hundred jingling, tingling, golden, minted quid. Is not this
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wonderful? Add that I have now finished, in draft, the fifteenth
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chapter of my novel, and have only five before me, and you will see
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what cause of gratitude I have.
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The weather, to look at the per contra sheet, continues vomitable;
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and Fanny is quite out of sorts. But, really, with such cause of
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gladness, I have not the heart to be dispirited by anything. My
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child's verse book is finished, dedication and all, and out of my
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hands - you may tell Cummy; SILVERADO is done, too, and cast upon
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the waters; and this novel so near completion, it does look as if I
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should support myself without trouble in the future. If I have
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only health, I can, I thank God. It is dreadful to be a great, big
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man, and not be able to buy bread.
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O that this may last!
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I have to-day paid my rent for the half year, till the middle of
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September, and got my lease: why they have been so long, I know
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not.
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I wish you all sorts of good things.
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When is our marriage day? - Your loving and ecstatic son,
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TREESURE EILAAN,
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It has been for me a Treasure Island verily.
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Letter: TO MR. AND MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, MAY 8, 1883.
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MY DEAR PEOPLE, - I was disgusted to hear my father was not so
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well. I have a most troubled existence of work and business. But
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the work goes well, which is the great affair. I meant to have
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written a most delightful letter; too tired, however, and must
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stop. Perhaps I'll find time to add to it ere post.
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I have returned refreshed from eating, but have little time, as
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Lloyd will go soon with the letters on his way to his tutor, Louis
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Robert (!!!!), with whom he learns Latin in French, and French, I
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suppose, in Latin, which seems to me a capital education. He,
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Lloyd, is a great bicycler already, and has been long distances; he
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is most new-fangled over his instrument, and does not willingly
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converse on other subjects.
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Our lovely garden is a prey to snails; I have gathered about a
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bushel, which, not having the heart to slay, I steal forth withal
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and deposit near my neighbour's garden wall. As a case of
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casuistry, this presents many points of interest. I loathe the
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snails, but from loathing to actual butchery, trucidation of
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|
multitudes, there is still a step that I hesitate to take. What,
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then, to do with them? My neighbour's vineyard, pardy! It is a
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rich, villa, pleasure-garden of course; if it were a peasant's
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patch, the snails, I suppose, would have to perish.
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The weather these last three days has been much better, though it
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is still windy and unkind. I keep splendidly well, and am cruelly
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busy, with mighty little time even for a walk. And to write at
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all, under such pressure, must be held to lean to virtue's side.
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My financial prospects are shining. O if the health will hold, I
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should easily support myself. - Your ever affectionate son,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, [MAY 20, 1883].
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - I enclose the receipt and the corrections. As for
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your letter and Gilder's, I must take an hour or so to think; the
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matter much importing - to me. The 40 pounds was a heavenly thing.
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I send the MS. by Henley, because he acts for me in all matters,
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and had the thing, like all my other books, in his detention. He
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is my unpaid agent - an admirable arrangement for me, and one that
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has rather more than doubled my income on the spot.
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If I have been long silent, think how long you were so and blush,
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sir, blush.
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I was rendered unwell by the arrival of your cheque, and, like
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Pepys, 'my hand still shakes to write of it.' To this grateful
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emotion, and not to D.T., please attribute the raggedness of my
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hand.
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This year I should be able to live and keep my family on my own
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earnings, and that in spite of eight months and more of perfect
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idleness at the end of last and beginning of this. It is a sweet
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|
thought.
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This spot, our garden and our view, are sub-celestial. I sing
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daily with my Bunyan, that great bard,
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'I dwell already the next door to Heaven!'
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If you could see my roses, and my aloes, and my fig-marigolds, and
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my olives, and my view over a plain, and my view of certain
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mountains as graceful as Apollo, as severe as Zeus, you would not
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think the phrase exaggerated.
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It is blowing to-day a HOT mistral, which is the devil or a near
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connection of his.
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This to catch the post. - Yours affectionately,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, FRANCE, MAY 21, 1883.
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - The night giveth advice, generally bad advice; but
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I have taken it. And I have written direct to Gilder to tell him
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|
to keep the book back and go on with it in November at his leisure.
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|
I do not know if this will come in time; if it doesn't, of course
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|
things will go on in the way proposed. The 40 pounds, or, as I
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prefer to put it, the 1000 francs, has been such a piercing sun-ray
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|
as my whole grey life is gilt withal. On the back of it I can
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endure. If these good days of LONGMAN and the CENTURY only last,
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|
it will be a very green world, this that we dwell in and that
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|
philosophers miscall. I have no taste for that philosophy; give me
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|
large sums paid on the receipt of the MS. and copyright reserved,
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|
and what do I care about the non-beent? Only I know it can't last.
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|
The devil always has an imp or two in every house, and my imps are
|
|
getting lively. The good lady, the dear, kind lady, the sweet,
|
|
excellent lady, Nemesis, whom alone I adore, has fixed her wooden
|
|
eye upon me. I fall prone; spare me, Mother Nemesis! But catch
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her!
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I must now go to bed; for I have had a whoreson influenza cold, and
|
|
have to lie down all day, and get up only to meals and the
|
|
delights, June delights, of business correspondence.
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You said nothing about my subject for a poem. Don't you like it?
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|
My own fishy eye has been fixed on it for prose, but I believe it
|
|
could be thrown out finely in verse, and hence I resign and pass
|
|
the hand. Twig the compliment? - Yours affectionately
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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[HYERES, MAY 1883.]
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. . . THE influenza has busted me a good deal; I have no spring,
|
|
and am headachy. So, as my good Red Lion Counter begged me for
|
|
another Butcher's Boy - I turned me to - what thinkest 'ou? - to
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|
Tushery, by the mass! Ay, friend, a whole tale of tushery. And
|
|
every tusher tushes me so free, that may I be tushed if the whole
|
|
thing is worth a tush. THE BLACK ARROW: A TALE OF TUNSTALL FOREST
|
|
is his name: tush! a poor thing!
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Will TREASURE ISLAND proofs be coming soon, think you?
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I will now make a confession. It was the sight of your maimed
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|
strength and masterfulness that begot John Silver in TREASURE
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|
ISLAND. Of course, he is not in any other quality or feature the
|
|
least like you; but the idea of the maimed man, ruling and dreaded
|
|
by the sound, was entirely taken from you.
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Otto is, as you say, not a thing to extend my public on. It is
|
|
queer and a little, little bit free; and some of the parties are
|
|
immoral; and the whole thing is not a romance, nor yet a comedy;
|
|
nor yet a romantic comedy; but a kind of preparation of some of the
|
|
elements of all three in a glass jar. I think it is not without
|
|
merit, but I am not always on the level of my argument, and some
|
|
parts are false, and much of the rest is thin; it is more a triumph
|
|
for myself than anything else; for I see, beyond it, better stuff.
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|
I have nine chapters ready, or almost ready, for press. My feeling
|
|
would be to get it placed anywhere for as much as could be got for
|
|
it, and rather in the shadow, till one saw the look of it in print.
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- Ever yours,
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PRETTY SICK.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, MAY 1883.
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MY DEAR LAD, - The books came some time since, but I have not had
|
|
the pluck to answer: a shower of small troubles having fallen in,
|
|
or troubles that may be very large.
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|
I have had to incur a huge vague debt for cleaning sewers; our
|
|
house was (of course) riddled with hidden cesspools, but that was
|
|
infallible. I have the fever, and feel the duty to work very heavy
|
|
on me at times; yet go it must. I have had to leave FONTAINEBLEAU,
|
|
when three hours would finish it, and go full-tilt at tushery for a
|
|
while. But it will come soon.
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|
|
I think I can give you a good article on Hokusai; but that is for
|
|
afterwards; FONTAINEBLEAU is first in hand
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By the way, my view is to give the PENNY WHISTLES to Crane or
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|
Greenaway. But Crane, I think, is likeliest; he is a fellow who,
|
|
at least, always does his best.
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Shall I ever have money enough to write a play? O dire necessity!
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|
|
A word in your ear: I don't like trying to support myself. I hate
|
|
the strain and the anxiety; and when unexpected expenses are
|
|
foisted on me, I feel the world is playing with false dice. - Now I
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must Tush, adieu,
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AN ACHING, FEVERED, PENNY-JOURNALIST.
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A lytle Jape of TUSHERIE.
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By A. Tusher.
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The pleasant river gushes
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Among the meadows green;
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At home the author tushes;
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For him it flows unseen.
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The Birds among the Bushes
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May wanton on the spray;
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But vain for him who tushes
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The brightness of the day!
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The frog among the rushes
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Sits singing in the blue.
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By'r la'kin! but these tushes
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Are wearisome to do!
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The task entirely crushes
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The spirit of the bard:
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God pity him who tushes -
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His task is very hard.
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The filthy gutter slushes,
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The clouds are full of rain,
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But doomed is he who tushes
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To tush and tush again.
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At morn with his hair-brUshes,
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Still, 'tush' he says, and weeps;
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At night again he tushes,
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And tushes till he sleeps.
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And when at length he pushes
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Beyond the river dark -
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'Las, to the man who tushes,
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'Tush' shall be God's remark!
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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[CHALET LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, MAY 1883.]
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DEAR HENLEY, - You may be surprised to hear that I am now a great
|
|
writer of verses; that is, however, so. I have the mania now like
|
|
my betters, and faith, if I live till I am forty, I shall have a
|
|
book of rhymes like Pollock, Gosse, or whom you please. Really, I
|
|
have begun to learn some of the rudiments of that trade, and have
|
|
written three or four pretty enough pieces of octosyllabic
|
|
nonsense, semi-serious, semi-smiling. A kind of prose Herrick,
|
|
divested of the gift of verse, and you behold the Bard. But I like
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it.
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|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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HYERES [JUNE 1883].
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DEAR LAD, - I was delighted to hear the good news about -. Bravo,
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|
he goes uphill fast. Let him beware of vanity, and he will go
|
|
higher; let him be still discontented, and let him (if it might be)
|
|
see the merits and not the faults of his rivals, and he may swarm
|
|
at last to the top-gallant. There is no other way. Admiration is
|
|
the only road to excellence; and the critical spirit kills, but
|
|
envy and injustice are putrefaction on its feet.
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|
Thus far the moralist. The eager author now begs to know whether
|
|
you may have got the other Whistles, and whether a fresh proof is
|
|
to be taken; also whether in that case the dedication should not be
|
|
printed therewith; Bulk Delights Publishers (original aphorism; to
|
|
be said sixteen times in succession as a test of sobriety).
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|
Your wild and ravening commands were received; but cannot be
|
|
obeyed. And anyway, I do assure you I am getting better every day;
|
|
and if the weather would but turn, I should soon be observed to
|
|
walk in hornpipes. Truly I am on the mend. I am still very
|
|
careful. I have the new dictionary; a joy, a thing of beauty, and
|
|
- bulk. I shall be raked i' the mools before it's finished; that
|
|
is the only pity; but meanwhile I sing.
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I beg to inform you that I, Robert Louis Stevenson, author of
|
|
BRASHIANA and other works, am merely beginning to commence to
|
|
prepare to make a first start at trying to understand my
|
|
profession. O the height and depth of novelty and worth in any
|
|
art! and O that I am privileged to swim and shoulder through such
|
|
oceans! Could one get out of sight of land - all in the blue?
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|
Alas not, being anchored here in flesh, and the bonds of logic
|
|
being still about us.
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But what a great space and a great air there is in these small
|
|
shallows where alone we venture! and how new each sight, squall,
|
|
calm, or sunrise! An art is a fine fortune, a palace in a park, a
|
|
band of music, health, and physical beauty; all but love - to any
|
|
worthy practiser. I sleep upon my art for a pillow; I waken in my
|
|
art; I am unready for death, because I hate to leave it. I love my
|
|
wife, I do not know how much, nor can, nor shall, unless I lost
|
|
her; but while I can conceive my being widowed, I refuse the
|
|
offering of life without my art. I AM not but in my art; it is me;
|
|
I am the body of it merely.
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And yet I produce nothing, am the author of BRASHIANA and other
|
|
works: tiddy-iddity - as if the works one wrote were anything but
|
|
'prentice's experiments. Dear reader, I deceive you with husks,
|
|
the real works and all the pleasure are still mine and
|
|
incommunicable. After this break in my work, beginning to return
|
|
to it, as from light sleep, I wax exclamatory, as you see.
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Sursum Corda:
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Heave ahead:
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Here's luck.
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Art and Blue Heaven,
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April and God's Larks.
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Green reeds and the sky-scattering river.
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A stately music.
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Enter God!
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R. L. S.
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Ay, but you know, until a man can write that 'Enter God,' he has
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made no art! None! Come, let us take counsel together and make
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some!
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES [SUMMER 1883].
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DEAR LAD, - Glad you like FONTAINEBLEAU. I am going to be the
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means, under heaven, of aerating or liberating your pages. The
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idea that because a thing is a picture-book all the writing should
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be on the wrong tack is TRISTE but widespread. Thus Hokusai will
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be really a gossip on convention, or in great part. And the Skelt
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will be as like a Charles Lamb as I can get it. The writer should
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write, and not illustrate pictures: else it's bosh. . . .
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Your remarks about the ugly are my eye. Ugliness is only the prose
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of horror. It is when you are not able to write MACBETH that you
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write THERESE RAQUIN. Fashions are external: the essence of art
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only varies in so far as fashion widens the field of its
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application; art is a mill whose thirlage, in different ages,
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widens and contracts; but, in any case and under any fashion, the
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great man produces beauty, terror, and mirth, and the little man
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produces cleverness (personalities, psychology) instead of beauty,
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ugliness instead of terror, and jokes instead of mirth. As it was
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in the beginning, is now, and shall be ever, world without end.
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Amen!
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And even as you read, you say, 'Of course, QUELLE RENGAINE!'
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO ALISON CUNNINGHAM
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES [SUMMER 1883].
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MY DEAR CUMMY, - Yes, I own I am a real bad correspondent, and am
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as bad as can be in most directions.
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I have been adding some more poems to your book. I wish they would
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look sharp about it; but, you see, they are trying to find a good
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artist to make the illustrations, without which no child would give
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a kick for it. It will be quite a fine work, I hope. The
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dedication is a poem too, and has been quite a long while written,
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but I do not mean you to see it till you get the book; keep the
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jelly for the last, you know, as you would often recommend in
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former days, so now you can take your own medicine.
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I am very sorry to hear you have been so poorly; I have been very
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well; it used to be quite the other way, used it not? Do you
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remember making the whistle at Mount Chessie? I do not think it
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WAS my knife; I believe it was yours; but rhyme is a very great
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monarch, and goes before honesty, in these affairs at least. Do
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you remember, at Warriston, one autumn Sunday, when the beech nuts
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were on the ground, seeing heaven open? I would like to make a
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rhyme of that, but cannot.
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Is it not strange to think of all the changes: Bob, Cramond,
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Delhi, Minnie, and Henrietta, all married, and fathers and mothers,
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and your humble servant just the one point better off? And such a
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little while ago all children together! The time goes swift and
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wonderfully even; and if we are no worse than we are, we should be
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grateful to the power that guides us. For more than a generation I
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have now been to the fore in this rough world, and been most
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tenderly helped, and done cruelly wrong, and yet escaped; and here
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I am still, the worse for wear, but with some fight in me still,
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and not unthankful - no, surely not unthankful, or I were then the
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worst of human beings!
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My little dog is a very much better child in every way, both more
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loving and more amiable; but he is not fond of strangers, and is,
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like most of his kind, a great, specious humbug.
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Fanny has been ill, but is much better again; she now goes donkey
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rides with an old woman, who compliments her on her French. That
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old woman - seventy odd - is in a parlous spiritual state.
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Pretty soon, in the new sixpenny illustrated magazine, Wogg's
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picture is to appear: this is a great honour! And the poor soul
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whose vanity would just explode if he could understand it, will
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never be a bit the wiser! - With much love, in which Fanny joins,
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believe me, your affectionate boy,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, SUMMER 1883.
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DEAR LAD, - Snatches in return for yours; for this little once, I'm
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well to windward of you.
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Seventeen chapters of OTTO are now drafted, and finding I was
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working through my voice and getting screechy, I have turned back
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again to rewrite the earlier part. It has, I do believe, some
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merit: of what order, of course, I am the last to know; and,
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triumph of triumphs, my wife - my wife who hates and loathes and
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slates my women - admits a great part of my Countess to be on the
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spot.
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Yes, I could borrow, but it is the joy of being before the public,
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for once. Really, 100 pounds is a sight more than TREASURE ISLAND
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is worth.
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The reason of my DECHE? Well, if you begin one house, have to
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desert it, begin another, and are eight months without doing any
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work, you will be in a DECHE too. I am not in a DECHE, however;
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DISTINGUO - I would fain distinguish; I am rather a swell, but NOT
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SOLVENT. At a touch the edifice, AEDIFICIUM, might collapse. If
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my creditors began to babble around me, I would sink with a slow
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|
strain of music into the crimson west. The difficulty in my
|
|
elegant villa is to find oil, OLEUM, for the dam axles. But I've
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|
paid my rent until September; and beyond the chemist, the grocer,
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the baker, the doctor, the gardener, Lloyd's teacher, and the great
|
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thief creditor Death, I can snap my fingers at all men. Why will
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people spring bills on you? I try to make 'em charge me at the
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moment; they won't, the money goes, the debt remains. - The
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Required Play is in the MERRY MEN.
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Q. E. F.
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I thus render honour to your FLAIR; it came on me of a clap; I do
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not see it yet beyond a kind of sunset glory. But it's there:
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passion, romance, the picturesque, involved: startling, simple,
|
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horrid: a sea-pink in sea-froth! S'AGIT DE LA DESENTERRER.
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'Help!' cries a buried masterpiece.
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Once I see my way to the year's end, clear, I turn to plays; till
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then I grind at letters; finish OTTO; write, say, a couple of my
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TRAVELLER'S TALES; and then, if all my ships come home, I will
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attack the drama in earnest. I cannot mix the skeins. Thus,
|
|
though I'm morally sure there is a play in OTTO, I dare not look
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for it: I shoot straight at the story.
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As a story, a comedy, I think OTTO very well constructed; the
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echoes are very good, all the sentiments change round, and the
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|
points of view are continually, and, I think (if you please),
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|
happily contrasted. None of it is exactly funny, but some of it is
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smiling.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES [SUMMER 1883].
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - I have now leisurely read your volume; pretty
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soon, by the way, you will receive one of mine.
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It is a pleasant, instructive, and scholarly volume. The three
|
|
best being, quite out of sight - Crashaw, Otway, and Etherege.
|
|
They are excellent; I hesitate between them; but perhaps Crashaw is
|
|
the most brilliant
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Your Webster is not my Webster; nor your Herrick my Herrick. On
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|
these matters we must fire a gun to leeward, show our colours, and
|
|
go by. Argument is impossible. They are two of my favourite
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|
authors: Herrick above all: I suppose they are two of yours.
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|
Well, Janus-like, they do behold us two with diverse countenances,
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few features are common to these different avatars; and we can but
|
|
agree to differ, but still with gratitude to our entertainers, like
|
|
two guests at the same dinner, one of whom takes clear and one
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|
white soup. By my way of thinking, neither of us need be wrong.
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The other papers are all interesting, adequate, clear, and with a
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|
pleasant spice of the romantic. It is a book you may be well
|
|
pleased to have so finished, and will do you much good. The
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|
Crashaw is capital: capital; I like the taste of it. Preface
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|
clean and dignified. The handling throughout workmanlike, with
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|
some four or five touches of preciosity, which I regret.
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With my thanks for information, entertainment, and a pleasurable
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|
envy here and there. - Yours affectionately,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, SEPTEMBER 19, 1883.
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DEAR BOY, - Our letters vigorously cross: you will ere this have
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|
received a note to Coggie: God knows what was in it.
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It is strange, a little before the first word you sent me - so late
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|
- kindly late, I know and feel - I was thinking in my bed, when I
|
|
knew you I had six friends - Bob I had by nature; then came the
|
|
good James Walter - with all his failings - the GENTLEMAN of the
|
|
lot, alas to sink so low, alas to do so little, but now, thank God,
|
|
in his quiet rest; next I found Baxter - well do I remember telling
|
|
Walter I had unearthed 'a W.S. that I thought would do' - it was in
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|
the Academy Lane, and he questioned me as to the Signet's
|
|
qualifications; fourth came Simpson; somewhere about the same time,
|
|
I began to get intimate with Jenkin; last came Colvin. Then, one
|
|
black winter afternoon, long Leslie Stephen, in his velvet jacket,
|
|
met me in the SPEC. by appointment, took me over to the infirmary,
|
|
and in the crackling, blighting gaslight showed me that old head
|
|
whose excellent representation I see before me in the photograph.
|
|
Now when a man has six friends, to introduce a seventh is usually
|
|
hopeless. Yet when you were presented, you took to them and they
|
|
to you upon the nail. You must have been a fine fellow; but what a
|
|
singular fortune I must have had in my six friends that you should
|
|
take to all. I don't know if it is good Latin, most probably not:
|
|
but this is enscrolled before my eye for Walter: TANDEM E NUBIBUS
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|
IN APRICUM PROPERAT. Rest, I suppose, I know, was all that
|
|
remained; but O to look back, to remember all the mirth, all the
|
|
kindness, all the humorous limitations and loved defects of that
|
|
character; to think that he was young with me, sharing that
|
|
weather-beaten, Fergussonian youth, looking forward through the
|
|
clouds to the sunburst; and now clean gone from my path, silent -
|
|
well, well. This has been a strange awakening. Last night, when I
|
|
was alone in the house, with the window open on the lovely still
|
|
night, I could have sworn he was in the room with me; I could show
|
|
you the spot; and, what was very curious, I heard his rich
|
|
laughter, a thing I had not called to mind for I know not how long.
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|
I see his coral waistcoat studs that he wore the first time he
|
|
dined in my house; I see his attitude, leaning back a little,
|
|
already with something of a portly air, and laughing internally.
|
|
How I admired him! And now in the West Kirk.
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|
|
I am trying to write out this haunting bodily sense of absence;
|
|
besides, what else should I write of?
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|
Yes, looking back, I think of him as one who was good, though
|
|
sometimes clouded. He was the only gentle one of all my friends,
|
|
save perhaps the other Walter. And he was certainly the only
|
|
modest man among the lot. He never gave himself away; he kept back
|
|
his secret; there was always a gentle problem behind all. Dear,
|
|
dear, what a wreck; and yet how pleasant is the retrospect! God
|
|
doeth all things well, though by what strange, solemn, and
|
|
murderous contrivances!
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|
|
|
It is strange: he was the only man I ever loved who did not
|
|
habitually interrupt. The fact draws my own portrait. And it is
|
|
one of the many reasons why I count myself honoured by his
|
|
friendship. A man like you HAD to like me; you could not help
|
|
yourself; but Ferrier was above me, we were not equals; his true
|
|
self humoured and smiled paternally upon my failings, even as I
|
|
humoured and sorrowed over his.
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|
|
|
Well, first his mother, then himself, they are gone: 'in their
|
|
resting graves.'
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|
|
|
When I come to think of it, I do not know what I said to his
|
|
sister, and I fear to try again. Could you send her this? There
|
|
is too much both about yourself and me in it; but that, if you do
|
|
not mind, is but a mark of sincerity. It would let her know how
|
|
entirely, in the mind of (I suppose) his oldest friend, the good,
|
|
true Ferrier obliterates the memory of the other, who was only his
|
|
'lunatic brother.'
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|
|
|
Judge of this for me, and do as you please; anyway, I will try to
|
|
write to her again; my last was some kind of scrawl that I could
|
|
not see for crying. This came upon me, remember, with terrible
|
|
suddenness; I was surprised by this death; and it is fifteen or
|
|
sixteen years since first I saw the handsome face in the SPEC. I
|
|
made sure, besides, to have died first. Love to you, your wife,
|
|
and her sisters.
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|
- Ever yours, dear boy,
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|
R. L. S.
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|
I never knew any man so superior to himself as poor James Walter.
|
|
The best of him only came as a vision, like Corsica from the
|
|
Corniche. He never gave his measure either morally or
|
|
intellectually. The curse was on him. Even his friends did not
|
|
know him but by fits. I have passed hours with him when he was so
|
|
wise, good, and sweet, that I never knew the like of it in any
|
|
other. And for a beautiful good humour he had no match. I
|
|
remember breaking in upon him once with a whole red-hot story (in
|
|
my worst manner), pouring words upon him by the hour about some
|
|
truck not worth an egg that had befallen me; and suddenly, some
|
|
half hour after, finding that the sweet fellow had some concern of
|
|
his own of infinitely greater import, that he was patiently and
|
|
smilingly waiting to consult me on. It sounds nothing; but the
|
|
courtesy and the unselfishness were perfect. It makes me rage to
|
|
think how few knew him, and how many had the chance to sneer at
|
|
their better.
|
|
|
|
Well, he was not wasted, that we know; though if anything looked
|
|
liker irony than this fitting of a man out with these rich
|
|
qualities and faculties to be wrecked and aborted from the very
|
|
stocks, I do not know the name of it. Yet we see that he has left
|
|
an influence; the memory of his patient courtesy has often checked
|
|
me in rudeness; has it not you?
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|
|
|
You can form no idea of how handsome Walter was. At twenty he was
|
|
splendid to see; then, too, he had the sense of power in him, and
|
|
great hopes; he looked forward, ever jesting of course, but he
|
|
looked to see himself where he had the right to expect. He
|
|
believed in himself profoundly; but HE NEVER DISBELIEVED IN OTHERS.
|
|
To the roughest Highland student he always had his fine, kind, open
|
|
dignity of manner; and a good word behind his back.
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|
|
The last time that I saw him before leaving for America - it was a
|
|
sad blow to both of us. When he heard I was leaving, and that
|
|
might be the last time we might meet - it almost was so - he was
|
|
terribly upset, and came round at once. We sat late, in Baxter's
|
|
empty house, where I was sleeping. My dear friend Walter Ferrier:
|
|
O if I had only written to him more! if only one of us in these
|
|
last days had been well! But I ever cherished the honour of his
|
|
friendship, and now when he is gone, I know what I have lost still
|
|
better. We live on, meaning to meet; but when the hope is gone,
|
|
the, pang comes.
|
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|
|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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|
|
|
LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, 26TH SEPTEMBER 1883.
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|
MY DEAR GOSSE, - It appears a bolt from Transatlantica is necessary
|
|
to produce four lines from you. It is not flattering; but as I was
|
|
always a bad correspondent, 'tis a vice to which I am lenient. I
|
|
give you to know, however, that I have already twice (this makes
|
|
three times) sent you what I please to call a letter, and received
|
|
from you in return a subterfuge - or nothing. . . .
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|
|
|
My present purpose, however, which must not be postponed, is to ask
|
|
you to telegraph to the Americans.
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|
|
|
After a summer of good health of a very radiant order, toothache
|
|
and the death of a very old friend, which came upon me like a
|
|
thunderclap, have rather shelved my powers. I stare upon the
|
|
paper, not write. I wish I could write like your Sculptors; yet I
|
|
am well aware that I should not try in that direction. A certain
|
|
warmth (tepid enough) and a certain dash of the picturesque are my
|
|
poor essential qualities; and if I went fooling after the too
|
|
classical, I might lose even these. But I envied you that page.
|
|
|
|
I am, of course, deep in schemes; I was so ever. Execution alone
|
|
somewhat halts. How much do you make per annum, I wonder? This
|
|
year, for the first time, I shall pass 300 pounds; I may even get
|
|
halfway to the next milestone. This seems but a faint
|
|
remuneration; and the devil of it is, that I manage, with sickness,
|
|
and moves, and education, and the like, to keep steadily in front
|
|
of my income. However, I console myself with this, that if I were
|
|
anything else under God's Heaven, and had the same crank health, I
|
|
should make an even zero. If I had, with my present knowledge,
|
|
twelve months of my old health, I would, could, and should do
|
|
something neat. As it is, I have to tinker at my things in little
|
|
sittings; and the rent, or the butcher, or something, is always
|
|
calling me off to rattle up a pot-boiler. And then comes a back-
|
|
set of my health, and I have to twiddle my fingers and play
|
|
patience.
|
|
|
|
Well, I do not complain, but I do envy strong health where it is
|
|
squandered. Treasure your strength, and may you never learn by
|
|
experience the profound ENNUI and irritation of the shelved artist.
|
|
For then, what is life? All that one has done to make one's life
|
|
effective then doubles the itch of inefficiency.
|
|
|
|
I trust also you may be long without finding out the devil that
|
|
there is in a bereavement. After love it is the one great surprise
|
|
that life preserves for us. Now I don't think I can be astonished
|
|
any more. - Yours affectionately,
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|
|
|
R. L. S.
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|
|
|
Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
|
|
|
|
LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR [OCTOBER 1883].
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|
|
COLVIN, COLVIN, COLVIN, - Yours received; also interesting copy of
|
|
P. WHISTLES. 'In the multitude of councillors the Bible declares
|
|
there is wisdom,' said my great-uncle, 'but I have always found in
|
|
them distraction.' It is extraordinary how tastes vary: these
|
|
proofs have been handed about, it appears, and I have had several
|
|
letters; and - distraction. 'AEsop: the Miller and the Ass.'
|
|
Notes on details:-
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|
|
1. I love the occasional trochaic line; and so did many excellent
|
|
writers before me.
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|
|
|
2. If you don't like 'A Good Boy,' I do.
|
|
|
|
3. In 'Escape at Bedtime,' I found two suggestions. 'Shove' for
|
|
'above' is a correction of the press; it was so written.
|
|
'Twinkled' is just the error; to the child the stars appear to be
|
|
there; any word that suggests illusion is a horror.
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|
|
4. I don't care; I take a different view of the vocative.
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|
|
5. Bewildering and childering are good enough for me. These are
|
|
rhymes, jingles; I don't go for eternity and the three unities.
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|
|
I will delete some of those condemned, but not all. I don't care
|
|
for the name Penny Whistles; I sent a sheaf to Henley when I sent
|
|
'em. But I've forgot the others. I would just as soon call 'em
|
|
'Rimes for Children' as anything else. I am not proud nor
|
|
particular.
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|
|
|
Your remarks on the BLACK ARROW are to the point. I am pleased you
|
|
liked Crookback; he is a fellow whose hellish energy has always
|
|
fired my attention. I wish Shakespeare had written the play after
|
|
he had learned some of the rudiments of literature and art rather
|
|
than before. Some day, I will re-tickle the Sable Missile, and
|
|
shoot it, MOYENNANT FINANCES, once more into the air; I can lighten
|
|
it of much, and devote some more attention to Dick o' Gloucester.
|
|
It's great sport to write tushery.
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|
|
|
By this I reckon you will have heard of my proposed excursiolorum
|
|
to the Isles of Greece, the Isles of Greece, and kindred sites. If
|
|
the excursiolorum goes on, that is, if MOYENNANT FINANCES comes
|
|
off, I shall write to beg you to collect introductiolorums for me.
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|
|
|
Distinguo: 1. SILVERADO was not written in America, but in
|
|
Switzerland's icy mountains. 2. What you read is the bleeding and
|
|
disembowelled remains of what I wrote. 3. The good stuff is all to
|
|
come - so I think. 'The Sea Fogs,' 'The Hunter's Family,' 'Toils
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and Pleasures' - BELLES PAGES. - Yours ever,
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RAMNUGGER.
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O! - Seeley is too clever to live, and the book a gem. But why has
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he read too much Arnold? Why will he avoid - obviously avoid -
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fine writing up to which he has led? This is a winking, curled-
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and-oiled, ultra-cultured, Oxford-don sort of an affectation that
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infuriates my honest soul. 'You see' - they say - 'how unbombastic
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WE are; we come right up to eloquence, and, when it's hanging on
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the pen, dammy, we scorn it!' It is literary Deronda-ism. If you
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don't want the woman, the image, or the phrase, mortify your vanity
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and avoid the appearance of wanting them.
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Letter: TO W. H. LOW
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, OCTOBER [1883].
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MY DEAR LOW, - . . . Some day or other, in Cassell's MAGAZINE OF
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ART, you will see a paper which will interest you, and where your
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name appears. It is called 'Fontainebleau: Village Communities of
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Artists,' and the signature of R. L. Stevenson will be found
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annexed
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Please tell the editor of MANHATTAN the following secrets for me:
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1ST, That I am a beast; 2ND, that I owe him a letter; 3RD, that I
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have lost his, and cannot recall either his name or address; 4TH,
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that I am very deep in engagements, which my absurd health makes it
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hard for me to overtake; but 5TH, that I will bear him in mind; 6TH
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and last, that I am a brute.
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My address is still the same, and I live in a most sweet corner of
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the universe, sea and fine hills before me, and a rich variegated
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plain; and at my back a craggy hill, loaded with vast feudal ruins.
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I am very quiet; a person passing by my door half startles me; but
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I enjoy the most aromatic airs, and at night the most wonderful
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view into a moonlit garden. By day this garden fades into nothing,
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overpowered by its surroundings and the luminous distance; but at
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night and when the moon is out, that garden, the arbour, the flight
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of stairs that mount the artificial hillock, the plumed blue gum-
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trees that hang trembling, become the very skirts of Paradise.
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Angels I know frequent it; and it thrills all night with the flutes
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of silence. Damn that garden;- and by day it is gone.
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Continue to testify boldly against realism. Down with Dagon, the
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fish god! All art swings down towards imitation, in these days,
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fatally. But the man who loves art with wisdom sees the joke; it
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is the lustful that tremble and respect her ladyship; but the
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honest and romantic lovers of the Muse can see a joke and sit down
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to laugh with Apollo.
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The prospect of your return to Europe is very agreeable; and I was
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pleased by what you said about your parents. One of my oldest
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friends died recently, and this has given me new thoughts of death.
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Up to now I had rather thought of him as a mere personal enemy of
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my own; but now that I see him hunting after my friends, he looks
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altogether darker. My own father is not well; and Henley, of whom
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you must have heard me speak, is in a questionable state of health.
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These things are very solemn, and take some of the colour out of
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life. It is a great thing, after all, to be a man of reasonable
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honour and kindness. Do you remember once consulting me in Paris
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whether you had not better sacrifice honesty to art; and how, after
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much confabulation, we agreed that your art would suffer if you
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did? We decided better than we knew. In this strange welter where
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we live, all hangs together by a million filaments; and to do
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reasonably well by others, is the first prerequisite of art. Art
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is a virtue; and if I were the man I should be, my art would rise
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in the proportion of my life.
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If you were privileged to give some happiness to your parents, I
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know your art will gain by it. BY GOD, IT WILL! SIC SUBSCRIBITUR,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO R. A. M. STEVENSON
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS [OCTOBER 1883].
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MY DEAR BOB, - Yes, I got both your letters at Lyons, but have been
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since then decading in several steps Toothache; fever; Ferrier's
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death; lung. Now it is decided I am to leave to-morrow, penniless,
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for Nice to see Dr. Williams.
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I was much struck by your last. I have written a breathless note
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on Realism for Henley; a fifth part of the subject, hurriedly
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touched, which will show you how my thoughts are driving. You are
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now at last beginning to think upon the problems of executive,
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plastic art, for you are now for the first time attacking them.
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Hitherto you have spoken and thought of two things - technique and
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the ARS ARTIUM, or common background of all arts. Studio work is
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the real touch. That is the genial error of the present French
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teaching. Realism I regard as a mere question of method. The
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'brown foreground,' 'old mastery,' and the like, ranking with
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villanelles, as technical sports and pastimes. Real art, whether
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ideal or realistic, addresses precisely the same feeling, and seeks
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the same qualities - significance or charm. And the same - very
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same - inspiration is only methodically differentiated according as
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the artist is an arrant realist or an arrant idealist. Each, by
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his own method, seeks to save and perpetuate the same significance
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or charm; the one by suppressing, the other by forcing, detail.
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All other idealism is the brown foreground over again, and hence
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only art in the sense of a game, like cup and ball. All other
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realism is not art at all - but not at all. It is, then, an
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insincere and showy handicraft.
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Were you to re-read some Balzac, as I have been doing, it would
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greatly help to clear your eyes. He was a man who never found his
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method. An inarticulate Shakespeare, smothered under forcible-
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feeble detail. It is astounding to the riper mind how bad he is,
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how feeble, how untrue, how tedious; and, of course, when he
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surrendered to his temperament, how good and powerful. And yet
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never plain nor clear. He could not consent to be dull, and thus
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became so. He would leave nothing undeveloped, and thus drowned
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out of sight of land amid the multitude of crying and incongruous
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details. There is but one art - to omit! O if I knew how to omit,
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I would ask no other knowledge. A man who knew how to omit would
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make an ILIAD of a daily paper.
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Your definition of seeing is quite right. It is the first part of
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omission to be partly blind. Artistic sight is judicious
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blindness. Sam Bough must have been a jolly blind old boy. He
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would turn a corner, look for one-half or quarter minute, and then
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say, 'This'll do, lad.' Down he sat, there and then, with whole
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artistic plan, scheme of colour, and the like, and begin by laying
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a foundation of powerful and seemingly incongruous colour on the
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block. He saw, not the scene, but the water-colour sketch. Every
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artist by sixty should so behold nature. Where does he learn that?
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In the studio, I swear. He goes to nature for facts, relations,
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values - material; as a man, before writing a historical novel,
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reads up memoirs. But it is not by reading memoirs that he has
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learned the selective criterion. He has learned that in the
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practice of his art; and he will never learn it well, but when
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disengaged from the ardent struggle of immediate representation, of
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realistic and EX FACTO art. He learns it in the crystallisation of
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day-dreams; in changing, not in copying, fact; in the pursuit of
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the ideal, not in the study of nature. These temples of art are,
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as you say, inaccessible to the realistic climber. It is not by
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looking at the sea that you get
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'The multitudinous seas incarnadine,'
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nor by looking at Mont Blanc that you find
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'And visited all night by troops of stars.'
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A kind of ardour of the blood is the mother of all this; and
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according as this ardour is swayed by knowledge and seconded by
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craft, the art expression flows clear, and significance and charm,
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like a moon rising, are born above the barren juggle of mere
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symbols.
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The painter must study more from nature than the man of words. But
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why? Because literature deals with men's business and passions
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which, in the game of life, we are irresistibly obliged to study;
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but painting with relations of light, and colour, and
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significances, and form, which, from the immemorial habit of the
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race, we pass over with an unregardful eye. Hence this crouching
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upon camp-stools, and these crusts. But neither one nor other is a
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part of art, only preliminary studies.
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I want you to help me to get people to understand that realism is a
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method, and only methodic in its consequences; when the realist is
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an artist, that is, and supposing the idealist with whom you
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compare him to be anything but a FARCEUR and a DILETTANTE. The two
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schools of working do, and should, lead to the choice of different
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subjects. But that is a consequence, not a cause. See my chaotic
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note, which will appear, I fancy, in November in Henley's sheet.
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Poor Ferrier, it bust me horrid. He was, after you, the oldest of
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my friends.
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I am now very tired, and will go to bed having prelected freely.
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Fanny will finish.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, 12TH OCTOBER 1883.
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MY DEAR FATHER, - I have just lunched; the day is exquisite, the
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air comes though the open window rich with odour, and I am by no
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means spiritually minded. Your letter, however, was very much
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valued, and has been read oftener than once. What you say about
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yourself I was glad to hear; a little decent resignation is not
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only becoming a Christian, but is likely to be excellent for the
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health of a Stevenson. To fret and fume is undignified, suicidally
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foolish, and theologically unpardonable; we are here not to make,
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but to tread predestined, pathways; we are the foam of a wave, and
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to preserve a proper equanimity is not merely the first part of
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submission to God, but the chief of possible kindnesses to those
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about us. I am lecturing myself, but you also. To do our best is
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one part, but to wash our hands smilingly of the consequence is the
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next part, of any sensible virtue.
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I have come, for the moment, to a pause in my moral works; for I
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have many irons in the fire, and I wish to finish something to
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bring coin before I can afford to go on with what I think
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doubtfully to be a duty. It is a most difficult work; a touch of
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the parson will drive off those I hope to influence; a touch of
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overstrained laxity, besides disgusting, like a grimace, may do
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harm. Nothing that I have ever seen yet speaks directly and
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efficaciously to young men; and I do hope I may find the art and
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wisdom to fill up a gap. The great point, as I see it, is to ask
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as little as possible, and meet, if it may be, every view or
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absence of view; and it should be, must be, easy. Honesty is the
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one desideratum; but think how hard a one to meet. I think all the
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time of Ferrier and myself; these are the pair that I address.
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Poor Ferrier, so much a better man than I, and such a temporal
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wreck. But the thing of which we must divest our minds is to look
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partially upon others; all is to be viewed; and the creature
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judged, as he must be by his Creator, not dissected through a prism
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of morals, but in the unrefracted ray. So seen, and in relation to
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the almost omnipotent surroundings, who is to distinguish between
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F. and such a man as Dr. Candlish, or between such a man as David
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Hume and such an one as Robert Burns? To compare my poor and good
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Walter with myself is to make me startle; he, upon all grounds
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above the merely expedient, was the nobler being. Yet wrecked
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utterly ere the full age of manhood; and the last skirmishes so
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well fought, so humanly useless, so pathetically brave, only the
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leaps of an expiring lamp. All this is a very pointed instance.
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It shuts the mouth. I have learned more, in some ways, from him
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than from any other soul I ever met; and he, strange to think, was
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the best gentleman, in all kinder senses, that I ever knew. - Ever
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your affectionate son,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO W H LOW
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[CHALET LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, OCT. 23, 1883.]
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MY DEAR LOW, - C'EST D'UN BON CAMARADE; and I am much obliged to
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you for your two letters and the inclosure. Times are a lityle
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changed with all of us since the ever memorable days of Lavenue:
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hallowed be his name! hallowed his old Fleury! - of which you did
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not see - I think - as I did - the glorious apotheosis: advanced
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on a Tuesday to three francs, on the Thursday to six, and on Friday
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swept off, holus bolus, for the proprietor's private consumption.
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Well, we had the start of that proprietor. Many a good bottle came
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our way, and was, I think, worthily made welcome.
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I am pleased that Mr. Gilder should like my literature; and I ask
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you particularly to thank Mr. Bunner (have I the name right?) for
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his notice, which was of that friendly, headlong sort that really
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|
pleases an author like what the French call a 'shake-hands.' It
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pleased me the more coming from the States, where I have met not
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much recognition, save from the buccaneers, and above all from
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pirates who misspell my name. I saw my book advertised in a number
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of the CRITIC as the work of one R. L. Stephenson; and, I own, I
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boiled. It is so easy to know the name of the man whose book you
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have stolen; for there it is, at full length, on the title-page of
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your booty. But no, damn him, not he! He calls me Stephenson.
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These woes I only refer to by the way, as they set a higher value
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on the CENTURY notice.
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I am now a person with an established ill-health - a wife - a dog
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possessed with an evil, a Gadarene spirit - a chalet on a hill,
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|
looking out over the Mediterranean - a certain reputation - and
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very obscure finances. Otherwise, very much the same, I guess; and
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were a bottle of Fleury a thing to be obtained, capable of
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developing theories along with a fit spirit even as of yore. Yet I
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now draw near to the Middle Ages; nearly three years ago, that
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fatal Thirty struck; and yet the great work is not yet done - not
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yet even conceived. But so, as one goes on, the wood seems to
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thicken, the footpath to narrow, and the House Beautiful on the
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hill's summit to draw further and further away. We learn, indeed,
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to use our means; but only to learn, along with it, the paralysing
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knowledge that these means are only applicable to two or three poor
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commonplace motives. Eight years ago, if I could have slung ink as
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I can now, I should have thought myself well on the road after
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Shakespeare; and now - I find I have only got a pair of walking-
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shoes and not yet begun to travel. And art is still away there on
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the mountain summit. But I need not continue; for, of course, this
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is your story just as much as it is mine; and, strange to think, it
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was Shakespeare's too, and Beethoven's, and Phidias's. It is a
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blessed thing that, in this forest of art, we can pursue our wood-
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lice and sparrows, AND NOT CATCH THEM, with almost the same fervour
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of exhilaration as that with which Sophocles hunted and brought
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down the Mastodon.
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Tell me something of your work, and your wife. - My dear fellow, I
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am yours ever,
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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My wife begs to be remembered to both of you; I cannot say as much
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for my dog, who has never seen you, but he would like, on general
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principles, to bite you.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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[HYERES, NOVEMBER 1883.]
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MY DEAR LAD, - . . . Of course, my seamanship is jimmy: did I not
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beseech you I know not how often to find me an ancient mariner -
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and you, whose own wife's own brother is one of the ancientest, did
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nothing for me? As for my seamen, did Runciman ever know
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eighteenth century buccaneers? No? Well, no more did I. But I
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have known and sailed with seamen too, and lived and eaten with
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them; and I made my put-up shot in no great ignorance, but as a
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put-up thing has to be made, I.E. to be coherent and picturesque,
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and damn the expense. Are they fairly lively on the wires? Then,
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favour me with your tongues. Are they wooden, and dim, and no
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sport? Then it is I that am silent, otherwise not. The work,
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strange as it may sound in the ear, is not a work of realism. The
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next thing I shall hear is that the etiquette is wrong in Otto's
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Court! With a warrant, and I mean it to be so, and the whole
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matter never cost me half a thought. I make these paper people to
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please myself, and Skelt, and God Almighty, and with no ulterior
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purpose. Yet am I mortal myself; for, as I remind you, I begged
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for a supervising mariner. However, my heart is in the right
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place. I have been to sea, but I never crossed the threshold of a
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court; and the courts shall be the way I want 'em.
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I'm glad to think I owe you the review that pleased me best of all
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the reviews I ever had; the one I liked best before that was -'s on
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the ARABIANS. These two are the flowers of the collection,
|
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according to me. To live reading such reviews and die eating
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ortolans - sich is my aspiration.
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Whenever you come you will be equally welcome. I am trying to
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|
finish OTTO ere you shall arrive, so as to take and be able to
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enjoy a well-earned - O yes, a well-earned - holiday. Longman
|
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fetched by Otto: is it a spoon or a spoilt horn? Momentous, if
|
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the latter; if the former, a spoon to dip much praise and pudding,
|
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and to give, I do think, much pleasure. The last part, now in
|
|
hand, much smiles upon me. - Ever yours,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, [NOVEMBER 1883].
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MY DEAR MOTHER, - You must not blame me too much for my silence; I
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am over head and ears in work, and do not know what to do first. I
|
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have been hard at OTTO, hard at SILVERADO proofs, which I have
|
|
worked over again to a tremendous extent; cutting, adding,
|
|
rewriting, until some of the worst chapters of the original are
|
|
now, to my mind, as good as any. I was the more bound to make it
|
|
good, as I had such liberal terms; it's not for want of trying if I
|
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have failed.
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I got your letter on my birthday; indeed, that was how I found it
|
|
out about three in the afternoon, when postie comes. Thank you for
|
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all you said. As for my wife, that was the best investment ever
|
|
made by man; but 'in our branch of the family' we seem to marry
|
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well. I, considering my piles of work, am wonderfully well; I have
|
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not been so busy for I know not how long. I hope you will send me
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the money I asked however, as I am not only penniless, but shall
|
|
remain so in all human probability for some considerable time. I
|
|
have got in the mass of my expectations; and the 100 pounds which
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is to float us on the new year can not come due till SILVERADO is
|
|
all ready; I am delaying it myself for the moment; then will follow
|
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the binders and the travellers and an infinity of other nuisances;
|
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and only at the last, the jingling-tingling.
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Do you know that TREASURE ISLAND has appeared? In the November
|
|
number of Henley's Magazine, a capital number anyway, there is a
|
|
funny publisher's puff of it for your book; also a bad article by
|
|
me. Lang dotes on TREASURE ISLAND: 'Except TOM SAWYER and the
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ODYSSEY,' he writes, 'I never liked any romance so much.' I will
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inclose the letter though. The Bogue is angelic, although very
|
|
dirty. It has rained - at last! It was jolly cold when the rain
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came.
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I was overjoyed to hear such good news of my father. Let him go on
|
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at that! Ever your affectionate,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, [NOVEMBER 1883].
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - I have been bad, but as you were worse, I feel no
|
|
shame. I raise a blooming countenance, not the evidence of a self-
|
|
righteous spirit.
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I continue my uphill fight with the twin spirits of bankruptcy and
|
|
indigestion. Duns rage about my portal, at least to fancy's ear.
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I suppose you heard of Ferrier's death: my oldest friend, except
|
|
Bob. It has much upset me. I did not fancy how much. I am
|
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strangely concerned about it.
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My house is the loveliest spot in the universe; the moonlight
|
|
nights we have are incredible; love, poetry and music, and the
|
|
Arabian Nights, inhabit just my corner of the world - nest there
|
|
like mavises.
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Here lies
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The carcase
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of
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Robert Louis Stevenson,
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An active, austere, and not inelegant
|
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writer,
|
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who,
|
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at the termination of a long career,
|
|
wealthy, wise, benevolent, and honoured by
|
|
the attention of two hemispheres,
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yet owned it to have been his crowning favour
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TO INHABIT
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LA SOLITUDE.
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(With the consent of the intelligent edility of Hyeres, he has been
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interred, below this frugal stone, in the garden which he honoured
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for so long with his poetic presence.)
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I must write more solemn letters. Adieu. Write.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. MILNE
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, [NOVEMBER 1883].
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MY DEAR HENRIETTA, - Certainly; who else would they be? More by
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token, on that particular occasion, you were sailing under the
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title of Princess Royal; I, after a furious contest, under that of
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Prince Alfred; and Willie, still a little sulky, as the Prince of
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Wales. We were all in a buck basket about half-way between the
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swing and the gate; and I can still see the Pirate Squadron heave
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in sight upon the weather bow.
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I wrote a piece besides on Giant Bunker; but I was not happily
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inspired, and it is condemned. Perhaps I'll try again; he was a
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horrid fellow, Giant Bunker! and some of my happiest hours were
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passed in pursuit of him. You were a capital fellow to play: how
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few there were who could! None better than yourself. I shall
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never forget some of the days at Bridge of Allan; they were one
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golden dream. See 'A Good Boy' in the PENNY WHISTLES, much of the
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sentiment of which is taken direct from one evening at B. of A.
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when we had had a great play with the little Glasgow girl.
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Hallowed be that fat book of fairy tales! Do you remember acting
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the Fair One with Golden Locks? What a romantic drama! Generally
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speaking, whenever I think of play, it is pretty certain that you
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will come into my head. I wrote a paper called 'Child's Play'
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once, where, I believe, you or Willie would recognise things. . . .
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Surely Willie is just the man to marry; and if his wife wasn't a
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happy woman, I think I could tell her who was to blame. Is there
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no word of it? Well, these things are beyond arrangement; and the
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wind bloweth where it listeth - which, I observe, is generally
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towards the west in Scotland. Here it prefers a south-easterly
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course, and is called the Mistral - usually with an adjective in
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front. But if you will remember my yesterday's toothache and this
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morning's crick, you will be in a position to choose an adjective
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for yourself. Not that the wind is unhealthy; only when it comes
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strong, it is both very high and very cold, which makes it the d-v-
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l. But as I am writing to a lady, I had better avoid this topic;
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winds requiring a great scope of language.
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Please remember me to all at home; give Ramsay a pennyworth of
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acidulated drops for his good taste. - And believe me, your
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affectionate cousin,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO MISS FERRIER
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, VAR, NOVEMBER 22, 1883.
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DEAR MISS FERRIER, - Many thanks for the photograph. It is - well,
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it is like most photographs. The sun is an artist of too much
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renown; and, at any rate, we who knew Walter 'in the brave days of
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old' will be difficult to please.
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I was inexpressibly touched to get a letter from some lawyers as to
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some money. I have never had any account with my friends; some
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have gained and some lost; and I should feel there was something
|
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dishonest in a partial liquidation even if I could recollect the
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|
facts, WHICH I CANNOT. But the fact of his having put aside this
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memorandum touched me greatly.
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The mystery of his life is great. Our chemist in this place, who
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had been at Malvern, recognised the picture. You may remember
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Walter had a romantic affection for all pharmacies? and the bottles
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in the window were for him a poem? He said once that he knew no
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pleasure like driving through a lamplit city, waiting for the
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chemists to go by.
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All these things return now.
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He had a pretty full translation of Schiller's AESTHETIC LETTERS,
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which we read together, as well as the second part of FAUST, in
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Gladstone Terrace, he helping me with the German. There is no
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keepsake I should more value than the MS. of that translation.
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They were the best days I ever had with him, little dreaming all
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|
would so soon be over. It needs a blow like this to convict a man
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of mortality and its burthen. I always thought I should go by
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myself; not to survive. But now I feel as if the earth were
|
|
undermined, and all my friends have lost one thickness of reality
|
|
since that one passed. Those are happy who can take it otherwise;
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with that I found things all beginning to dislimn. Here we have no
|
|
abiding city, and one felt as though he had - and O too much acted.
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But if you tell me, he did not feel my silence. However, he must
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|
have done so; and my guilt is irreparable now. I thank God at
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least heartily that he did not resent it.
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Please remember me to Sir Alexander and Lady Grant, to whose care I
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|
will address this. When next I am in Edinburgh I will take
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|
flowers, alas! to the West Kirk. Many a long hour we passed in
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|
graveyards, the man who has gone and I - or rather not that man -
|
|
but the beautiful, genial, witty youth who so betrayed him. - Dear
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Miss Ferrier, I am yours most sincerely,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO W. H. LOW
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, VAR, 13TH DECEMBER 1883.
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MY DEAR LOW, - . . . I was much pleased with what you send about my
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work. Ill-health is a great handicapper in the race. I have never
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|
at command that press of spirits that are necessary to strike out a
|
|
thing red-hot. SILVERADO is an example of stuff worried and pawed
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|
about, God knows how often, in poor health, and you can see for
|
|
yourself the result: good pages, an imperfect fusion, a certain
|
|
languor of the whole. Not, in short, art. I have told Roberts to
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|
send you a copy of the book when it appears, where there are some
|
|
fair passages that will be new to you. My brief romance, PRINCE
|
|
OTTO - far my most difficult adventure up to now - is near an end.
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|
I have still one chapter to write DE FOND EN COMBLE, and three or
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|
four to strengthen or recast. The rest is done. I do not know if
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|
I have made a spoon, or only spoiled a horn; but I am tempted to
|
|
hope the first. If the present bargain hold, it will not see the
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|
light of day for some thirteen months. Then I shall be glad to
|
|
know how it strikes you. There is a good deal of stuff in it, both
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|
dramatic and, I think, poetic; and the story is not like these
|
|
purposeless fables of to-day, but is, at least, intended to stand
|
|
FIRM upon a base of philosophy - or morals - as you please. It has
|
|
been long gestated, and is wrought with care. ENFIN, NOUS VERRONS.
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|
My labours have this year for the first time been rewarded with
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|
upwards of 350 pounds; that of itself, so base we are! encourages
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|
me; and the better tenor of my health yet more. - Remember me to
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|
Mrs. Low, and believe me, yours most sincerely,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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LA SOLITUDE, DECEMBER 20, 1883.
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MY DEAR FATHER, - I do not know which of us is to blame; I suspect
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|
it is you this time. The last accounts of you were pretty good, I
|
|
was pleased to see; I am, on the whole, very well - suffering a
|
|
little still from my fever and liver complications, but better.
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|
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|
I have just finished re-reading a book, which I counsel you above
|
|
all things NOT to read, as it has made me very ill, and would make
|
|
you worse - Lockhart's SCOTT. It is worth reading, as all things
|
|
are from time to time that keep us nose to nose with fact; though I
|
|
think such reading may be abused, and that a great deal of life is
|
|
better spent in reading of a light and yet chivalrous strain.
|
|
Thus, no Waverley novel approaches in power, blackness, bitterness,
|
|
and moral elevation to the diary and Lockhart's narrative of the
|
|
end; and yet the Waverley novels are better reading for every day
|
|
than the Life. You may take a tonic daily, but not phlebotomy.
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|
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|
The great double danger of taking life too easily, and taking it
|
|
too hard, how difficult it is to balance that! But we are all too
|
|
little inclined to faith; we are all, in our serious moments, too
|
|
much inclined to forget that all are sinners, and fall justly by
|
|
their faults, and therefore that we have no more to do with that
|
|
than with the thunder-cloud; only to trust, and do our best, and
|
|
wear as smiling a face as may be for others and ourselves. But
|
|
there is no royal road among this complicated business. Hegel the
|
|
German got the best word of all philosophy with his antinomies:
|
|
the contrary of everything is its postulate. That is, of course,
|
|
grossly expressed, but gives a hint of the idea, which contains a
|
|
great deal of the mysteries of religion, and a vast amount of the
|
|
practical wisdom of life. For your part, there is no doubt as to
|
|
your duty - to take things easy and be as happy as you can, for
|
|
your sake, and my mother's, and that of many besides. Excuse this
|
|
sermon. - Ever your loving son,
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|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MR. AND MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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LA SOLITUDE, DECEMBER 25, 1883.
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MY DEAR FATHER AND MOTHER, - This it is supposed will reach you
|
|
about Christmas, and I believe I should include Lloyd in the
|
|
greeting. But I want to lecture my father; he is not grateful
|
|
enough; he is like Fanny; his resignation is not the 'true blue.'
|
|
A man who has gained a stone; whose son is better, and, after so
|
|
many fears to the contrary, I dare to say, a credit to him; whose
|
|
business is arranged; whose marriage is a picture - what I should
|
|
call resignation in such a case as his would be to 'take down his
|
|
fiddle and play as lood as ever he could.' That and nought else.
|
|
And now, you dear old pious ingrate, on this Christmas morning,
|
|
think what your mercies have been; and do not walk too far before
|
|
your breakfast - as far as to the top of India Street, then to the
|
|
top of Dundas Street, and then to your ain stair heid; and do not
|
|
forget that even as LABORARE, so JOCULARI, EST ORARE; and to be
|
|
happy the first step to being pious.
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|
|
|
I have as good as finished my novel, and a hard job it has been -
|
|
but now practically over, LAUS DEO! My financial prospects better
|
|
than ever before; my excellent wife a touch dolorous, like Mr.
|
|
Tommy; my Bogue quite converted, and myself in good spirits. O,
|
|
send Curry Powder per Baxter.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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[LA SOLITUDE, HYERES], LAST SUNDAY OF '83.
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|
MY DEAR MOTHER, - I give my father up. I give him a parable: that
|
|
the Waverley novels are better reading for every day than the
|
|
tragic Life. And he takes it backside foremost, and shakes his
|
|
head, and is gloomier than ever. Tell him that I give him up. I
|
|
don't want no such a parent. This is not the man for my money. I
|
|
do not call that by the name of religion which fills a man with
|
|
bile. I write him a whole letter, bidding him beware of extremes,
|
|
and telling him that his gloom is gallows-worthy; and I get back an
|
|
answer - Perish the thought of it.
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|
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|
Here am I on the threshold of another year, when, according to all
|
|
human foresight, I should long ago have been resolved into my
|
|
elements; here am I, who you were persuaded was born to disgrace
|
|
you - and, I will do you the justice to add, on no such
|
|
insufficient grounds - no very burning discredit when all is done;
|
|
here am I married, and the marriage recognised to be a blessing of
|
|
the first order, A1 at Lloyd's. There is he, at his not first
|
|
youth, able to take more exercise than I at thirty-three, and
|
|
gaining a stone's weight, a thing of which I am incapable. There
|
|
are you; has the man no gratitude? There is Smeoroch: is he
|
|
blind? Tell him from me that all this is
|
|
|
|
NOT THE TRUE BLUE!
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|
|
|
I will think more of his prayers when I see in him a spirit of
|
|
PRAISE. Piety is a more childlike and happy attitude than he
|
|
admits. Martha, Martha, do you hear the knocking at the door? But
|
|
Mary was happy. Even the Shorter Catechism, not the merriest
|
|
epitome of religion, and a work exactly as pious although not quite
|
|
so true as the multiplication table - even that dry-as-dust epitome
|
|
begins with a heroic note. What is man's chief end? Let him study
|
|
that; and ask himself if to refuse to enjoy God's kindest gifts is
|
|
in the spirit indicated. Up, Dullard! It is better service to
|
|
enjoy a novel than to mump.
|
|
|
|
I have been most unjust to the Shorter Catechism, I perceive. I
|
|
wish to say that I keenly admire its merits as a performance; and
|
|
that all that was in my mind was its peculiarly unreligious and
|
|
unmoral texture; from which defect it can never, of course,
|
|
exercise the least influence on the minds of children. But they
|
|
learn fine style and some austere thinking unconsciously. - Ever
|
|
your loving son,
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|
|
|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO MR. AND MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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|
|
|
LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, JANUARY 1 (1884).
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|
MY DEAR PEOPLE, - A Good New Year to you. The year closes, leaving
|
|
me with 50 pounds in the bank, owing no man nothing, 100 pounds
|
|
more due to me in a week or so, and 150 pounds more in the course
|
|
of the month; and I can look back on a total receipt of 465 pounds,
|
|
0s. 6d. for the last twelve months!
|
|
|
|
And yet I am not happy!
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|
|
|
Yet I beg! Here is my beggary:-
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|
|
1. Sellar's Trial.
|
|
2. George Borrow's Book about Wales.
|
|
3. My Grandfather's Trip to Holland.
|
|
4. And (but this is, I fear, impossible) the Bell Rock Book.
|
|
|
|
When I think of how last year began, after four months of sickness
|
|
and idleness, all my plans gone to water, myself starting alone, a
|
|
kind of spectre, for Nice - should I not be grateful? Come, let us
|
|
sing unto the Lord!
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|
|
|
Nor should I forget the expected visit, but I will not believe in
|
|
that till it befall; I am no cultivator of disappointments, 'tis a
|
|
herb that does not grow in my garden; but I get some good crops
|
|
both of remorse and gratitude. The last I can recommend to all
|
|
gardeners; it grows best in shiny weather, but once well grown, is
|
|
very hardy; it does not require much labour; only that the
|
|
husbandman should smoke his pipe about the flower-plots and admire
|
|
God's pleasant wonders. Winter green (otherwise known as
|
|
Resignation, or the 'false gratitude plant') springs in much the
|
|
same soil; is little hardier, if at all; and requires to be so dug
|
|
about and dunged, that there is little margin left for profit. The
|
|
variety known as the Black Winter green (H. V. Stevensoniana) is
|
|
rather for ornament than profit.
|
|
|
|
'John, do you see that bed of resignation?' - 'It's doin' bravely,
|
|
sir.' - 'John, I will not have it in my garden; it flatters not the
|
|
eye and comforts not the stomach; root it out.' - 'Sir, I ha'e seen
|
|
o' them that rase as high as nettles; gran' plants!' - 'What then?
|
|
Were they as tall as alps, if still unsavoury and bleak, what
|
|
matters it? Out with it, then; and in its place put Laughter and a
|
|
Good Conceit (that capital home evergreen), and a bush of Flowering
|
|
Piety - but see it be the flowering sort - the other species is no
|
|
ornament to any gentleman's Back Garden.'
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|
|
JNO. BUNYAN.
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|
Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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|
|
|
LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, 9TH MARCH 1884.
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|
|
MY DEAR S. C., - You will already have received a not very sane
|
|
note from me; so your patience was rewarded - may I say, your
|
|
patient silence? However, now comes a letter, which on receipt, I
|
|
thus acknowledge.
|
|
|
|
I have already expressed myself as to the political aspect. About
|
|
Grahame, I feel happier; it does seem to have been really a good,
|
|
neat, honest piece of work. We do not seem to be so badly off for
|
|
commanders: Wolseley and Roberts, and this pile of Woods,
|
|
Stewarts, Alisons, Grahames, and the like. Had we but ONE
|
|
statesman on any side of the house!
|
|
|
|
Two chapters of OTTO do remain: one to rewrite, one to create; and
|
|
I am not yet able to tackle them. For me it is my chief o' works;
|
|
hence probably not so for others, since it only means that I have
|
|
here attacked the greatest difficulties. But some chapters towards
|
|
the end: three in particular - I do think come off. I find them
|
|
stirring, dramatic, and not unpoetical. We shall see, however; as
|
|
like as not, the effort will be more obvious than the success.
|
|
For, of course, I strung myself hard to carry it out. The next
|
|
will come easier, and possibly be more popular. I believe in the
|
|
covering of much paper, each time with a definite and not too
|
|
difficult artistic purpose; and then, from time to time, drawing
|
|
oneself up and trying, in a superior effort, to combine the
|
|
facilities thus acquired or improved. Thus one progresses. But,
|
|
mind, it is very likely that the big effort, instead of being the
|
|
masterpiece, may be the blotted copy, the gymnastic exercise. This
|
|
no man can tell; only the brutal and licentious public, snouting in
|
|
Mudie's wash-trough, can return a dubious answer.
|
|
|
|
I am to-day, thanks to a pure heaven and a beneficent, loud-
|
|
talking, antiseptic mistral, on the high places as to health and
|
|
spirits. Money holds out wonderfully. Fanny has gone for a drive
|
|
to certain meadows which are now one sheet of jonquils: sea-bound
|
|
meadows, the thought of which may freshen you in Bloomsbury. 'Ye
|
|
have been fresh and fair, Ye have been filled with flowers' - I
|
|
fear I misquote. Why do people babble? Surely Herrick, in his
|
|
true vein, is superior to Martial himself, though Martial is a very
|
|
pretty poet.
|
|
|
|
Did you ever read St. Augustine? The first chapters of the
|
|
CONFESSIONS are marked by a commanding genius. Shakespearian in
|
|
depth. I was struck dumb, but, alas! when you begin to wander into
|
|
controversy, the poet drops out. His description of infancy is
|
|
most seizing. And how is this: 'Sed majorum nugae negotia
|
|
vocantur; puerorum autem talia cum sint puniuntur a majoribus.'
|
|
Which is quite after the heart of R. L. S. See also his splendid
|
|
passage about the 'luminosus limes amicitiae' and the 'nebulae de
|
|
limosa concupiscentia carnis'; going on 'UTRUMQUE in confuso
|
|
aestuabat et rapiebat imbecillam aetatem per abrupta cupiditatum.'
|
|
That 'Utrumque' is a real contribution to life's science. Lust
|
|
ALONE is but a pigmy; but it never, or rarely, attacks us single-
|
|
handed.
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|
|
|
Do you ever read (to go miles off, indeed) the incredible Barbey
|
|
d'Aurevilly? A psychological Poe - to be for a moment Henley. I
|
|
own with pleasure I prefer him with all his folly, rot, sentiment,
|
|
and mixed metaphors, to the whole modern school in France. It
|
|
makes me laugh when it's nonsense; and when he gets an effect
|
|
(though it's still nonsense and mere Poery, not poesy) it wakens
|
|
me. CE QUI NE MEURT PAS nearly killed me with laughing, and left
|
|
me - well, it left me very nearly admiring the old ass. At least,
|
|
it's the kind of thing one feels one couldn't do. The dreadful
|
|
moonlight, when they all three sit silent in the room - by George,
|
|
sir, it's imagined - and the brief scene between the husband and
|
|
wife is all there. QUANT AU FOND, the whole thing, of course, is a
|
|
fever dream, and worthy of eternal laughter. Had the young man
|
|
broken stones, and the two women been hard-working honest
|
|
prostitutes, there had been an end of the whole immoral and
|
|
baseless business: you could at least have respected them in that
|
|
case.
|
|
|
|
I also read PETRONIUS ARBITER, which is a rum work, not so immoral
|
|
as most modern works, but singularly silly. I tackled some Tacitus
|
|
too. I got them with a dreadful French crib on the same page with
|
|
the text, which helps me along and drives me mad. The French do
|
|
not even try to translate. They try to be much more classical than
|
|
the classics, with astounding results of barrenness and tedium.
|
|
Tacitus, I fear, was too solid for me. I liked the war part; but
|
|
the dreary intriguing at Rome was too much.
|
|
|
|
R. L. S.
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|
|
|
Letter: TO MR. DICK
|
|
|
|
LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, VAR, 12TH MARCH 1884.
|
|
|
|
MY DEAR MR. DICK, - I have been a great while owing you a letter;
|
|
but I am not without excuses, as you have heard. I overworked to
|
|
get a piece of work finished before I had my holiday, thinking to
|
|
enjoy it more; and instead of that, the machinery near hand came
|
|
sundry in my hands! like Murdie's uniform. However, I am now, I
|
|
think, in a fair way of recovery; I think I was made, what there is
|
|
of me, of whipcord and thorn-switches; surely I am tough! But I
|
|
fancy I shall not overdrive again, or not so long. It is my theory
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that work is highly beneficial, but that it should, if possible,
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and certainly for such partially broken-down instruments as the
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thing I call my body, be taken in batches, with a clear break and
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breathing space between. I always do vary my work, laying one
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thing aside to take up another, not merely because I believe it
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rests the brain, but because I have found it most beneficial to the
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result. Reading, Bacon says, makes a full man, but what makes me
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full on any subject is to banish it for a time from all my
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thoughts. However, what I now propose is, out of every quarter, to
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work two months' and rest the third. I believe I shall get more
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done, as I generally manage, on my present scheme, to have four
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months' impotent illness and two of imperfect health - one before,
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one after, I break down. This, at least, is not an economical
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division of the year.
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I re-read the other day that heartbreaking book, the LIFE OF SCOTT.
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One should read such works now and then, but O, not often. As I
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live, I feel more and more that literature should be cheerful and
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brave-spirited, even if it cannot be made beautiful and pious and
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heroic. We wish it to be a green place; the WAVERLEY NOVELS are
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better to re-read than the over-true life, fine as dear Sir Walter
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was. The Bible, in most parts, is a cheerful book; it is our
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little piping theologies, tracts, and sermons that are dull and
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dowie; and even the Shorter Catechism, which is scarcely a work of
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consolation, opens with the best and shortest and completest sermon
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ever written - upon Man's chief end. - Believe me, my dear Mr.
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Dick, very sincerely yours,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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P.S. - You see I have changed my hand. I was threatened apparently
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with scrivener's cramp, and at any rate had got to write so small,
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that the revisal of my MS. tried my eyes, hence my signature alone
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remains upon the old model; for it appears that if I changed that,
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I should be cut off from my 'vivers.'
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO COSMO MONKHOUSE
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, MARCH 16, 1884.
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MY DEAR MONKHOUSE, - You see with what promptitude I plunge into
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correspondence; but the truth is, I am condemned to a complete
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inaction, stagnate dismally, and love a letter. Yours, which would
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have been welcome at any time, was thus doubly precious.
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Dover sounds somewhat shiveringly in my ears. You should see the
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weather I have - cloudless, clear as crystal, with just a punkah-
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draft of the most aromatic air, all pine and gum tree. You would
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be ashamed of Dover; you would scruple to refer, sir, to a spot so
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paltry. To be idle at Dover is a strange pretension; pray, how do
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you warm yourself? If I were there I should grind knives or write
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blank verse, or - But at least you do not bathe? It is idle to
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deny it: I have - I may say I nourish - a growing jealousy of the
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robust, large-legged, healthy Britain-dwellers, patient of grog,
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scorners of the timid umbrella, innocuously breathing fog: all
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which I once was, and I am ashamed to say liked it. How ignorant
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is youth! grossly rolling among unselected pleasures; and how
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nobler, purer, sweeter, and lighter, to sip the choice tonic, to
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recline in the luxurious invalid chair, and to tread, well-shawled,
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the little round of the constitutional. Seriously, do you like to
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repose? Ye gods, I hate it. I never rest with any acceptation; I
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do not know what people mean who say they like sleep and that
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damned bedtime which, since long ere I was breeched, has rung a
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knell to all my day's doings and beings. And when a man, seemingly
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sane, tells me he has 'fallen in love with stagnation,' I can only
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say to him, 'You will never be a Pirate!' This may not cause any
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regret to Mrs. Monkhouse; but in your own soul it will clang hollow
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- think of it! Never! After all boyhood's aspirations and youth's
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immoral day-dreams, you are condemned to sit down, grossly draw in
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your chair to the fat board, and be a beastly Burgess till you die.
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Can it be? Is there not some escape, some furlough from the Moral
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Law, some holiday jaunt contrivable into a Better Land? Shall we
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never shed blood? This prospect is too grey.
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'Here lies a man who never did
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Anything but what he was bid;
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Who lived his life in paltry ease,
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And died of commonplace disease.'
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To confess plainly, I had intended to spend my life (or any leisure
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I might have from Piracy upon the high seas) as the leader of a
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great horde of irregular cavalry, devastating whole valleys. I can
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still, looking back, see myself in many favourite attitudes;
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signalling for a boat from my pirate ship with a pocket-
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handkerchief, I at the jetty end, and one or two of my bold blades
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|
keeping the crowd at bay; or else turning in the saddle to look
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back at my whole command (some five thousand strong) following me
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at the hand-gallop up the road out of the burning valley: this
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last by moonlight.
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ET POINT DU TOUT. I am a poor scribe, and have scarce broken a
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commandment to mention, and have recently dined upon cold veal! As
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for you (who probably had some ambitions), I hear of you living at
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Dover, in lodgings, like the beasts of the field. But in heaven,
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when we get there, we shall have a good time, and see some real
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carnage. For heaven is - must be - that great Kingdom of
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Antinomia, which Lamb saw dimly adumbrated in the COUNTRY WIFE,
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where the worm which never dies (the conscience) peacefully
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|
expires, and the sinner lies down beside the Ten Commandments.
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Till then, here a sheer hulk lies poor Tom Bowling, with neither
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health nor vice for anything more spirited than procrastination,
|
|
which I may well call the Consolation Stakes of Wickedness; and by
|
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whose diligent practice, without the least amusement to ourselves,
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|
we can rob the orphan and bring down grey hairs with sorrow to the
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dust.
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This astonishing gush of nonsense I now hasten to close, envelope,
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and expedite to Shakespeare's Cliff. Remember me to Shakespeare,
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and believe me, yours very sincerely,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, MARCH 17, 1884.
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - Your office - office is profanely said - your
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bower upon the leads is divine. Have you, like Pepys, 'the right
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|
to fiddle' there? I see you mount the companion, barbiton in hand,
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|
and, fluttered about by city sparrows, pour forth your spirit in a
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|
voluntary. Now when the spring begins, you must lay in your
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|
flowers: how do you say about a potted hawthorn? Would it bloom?
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|
Wallflower is a choice pot-herb; lily-of-the-valley, too, and
|
|
carnation, and Indian cress trailed about the window, is not only
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beautiful by colour, but the leaves are good to eat. I recommend
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thyme and rosemary for the aroma, which should not be left upon one
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side; they are good quiet growths.
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On one of your tables keep a great map spread out; a chart is still
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|
better - it takes one further - the havens with their little
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|
anchors, the rocks, banks, and soundings, are adorably marine; and
|
|
such furniture will suit your ship-shape habitation. I wish I
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|
could see those cabins; they smile upon me with the most intimate
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|
charm. From your leads, do you behold St. Paul's? I always like
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|
to see the Foolscap; it is London PER SE and no spot from which it
|
|
is visible is without romance. Then it is good company for the man
|
|
of letters, whose veritable nursing Pater-Noster is so near at
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|
hand.
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I am all at a standstill; as idle as a painted ship, but not so
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|
pretty. My romance, which has so nearly butchered me in the
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|
writing, not even finished; though so near, thank God, that a few
|
|
days of tolerable strength will see the roof upon that structure.
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|
I have worked very hard at it, and so do not expect any great
|
|
public favour. IN MOMENTS OF EFFORT, ONE LEARNS TO DO THE EASY
|
|
THINGS THAT PEOPLE LIKE. There is the golden maxim; thus one
|
|
should strain and then play, strain again and play again. The
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|
strain is for us, it educates; the play is for the reader, and
|
|
pleases. Do you not feel so? We are ever threatened by two
|
|
contrary faults: both deadly. To sink into what my forefathers
|
|
would have called 'rank conformity,' and to pour forth cheap
|
|
replicas, upon the one hand; upon the other, and still more
|
|
insidiously present, to forget that art is a diversion and a
|
|
decoration, that no triumph or effort is of value, nor anything
|
|
worth reaching except charm. - Yours affectionately,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MISS FERRIER
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LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, [MARCH 22, 1884].
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MY DEAR MISS FERRIER, - Are you really going to fall us? This
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|
seems a dreadful thing. My poor wife, who is not well off for
|
|
friends on this bare coast, has been promising herself, and I have
|
|
been promising her, a rare acquisition. And now Miss Burn has
|
|
failed, and you utter a very doubtful note. You do not know how
|
|
delightful this place is, nor how anxious we are for a visit. Look
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|
at the names: 'The Solitude' - is that romantic? The palm-trees?
|
|
- how is that for the gorgeous East? 'Var'? the name of a river -
|
|
'the quiet waters by'! 'Tis true, they are in another department,
|
|
and consist of stones and a biennial spate; but what a music, what
|
|
a plash of brooks, for the imagination! We have hills; we have
|
|
skies; the roses are putting forth, as yet sparsely; the meadows by
|
|
the sea are one sheet of jonquils; the birds sing as in an English
|
|
May - for, considering we are in France and serve up our song-
|
|
birds, I am ashamed to say, on a little field of toast and with a
|
|
sprig of thyme (my own receipt) in their most innocent and now
|
|
unvocal bellies - considering all this, we have a wonderfully fair
|
|
wood-music round this Solitude of ours. What can I say more? - All
|
|
this awaits you. KENNST DU DAS LAND, in short. - Your sincere
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|
friend,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO W. H. LOW
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|
LA SOLITUDE, HYERES-LES-PALMIERS, VAR, [APRIL 1884].
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MY DEAR LOW, - The blind man in these sprawled lines sends
|
|
greeting. I have been ill, as perhaps the papers told you. The
|
|
news - 'great news - glorious news - sec-ond ed-ition!' - went the
|
|
round in England.
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|
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|
Anyway, I now thank you for your pictures, which, particularly the
|
|
Arcadian one, we all (Bob included, he was here sick-nursing me)
|
|
much liked.
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|
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|
Herewith are a set of verses which I thought pretty enough to send
|
|
to press. Then I thought of the MANHATTAN, towards whom I have
|
|
guilty and compunctious feelings. Last, I had the best thought of
|
|
all - to send them to you in case you might think them suitable for
|
|
illustration. It seemed to me quite in your vein. If so, good; if
|
|
not, hand them on to MANHATTAN, CENTURY, or LIPPINCOTT, at your
|
|
pleasure, as all three desire my work or pretend to. But I trust
|
|
the lines will not go unattended. Some riverside will haunt you;
|
|
and O! be tender to my bathing girls. The lines are copied in my
|
|
wife's hand, as I cannot see to write otherwise than with the pen
|
|
of Cormoran, Gargantua, or Nimrod. Love to your wife. - Yours
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|
ever,
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|
R. L. S.
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Copied it myself.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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LA SOLITUDE, APRIL 19, 1884.
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MY DEAR FATHER, - Yesterday I very powerfully stated the HERESIS
|
|
STEVENSONIANA, or the complete body of divinity of the family
|
|
theologian, to Miss Ferrier. She was much impressed; so was I.
|
|
You are a great heresiarch; and I know no better. Whaur the devil
|
|
did ye get thon about the soap? Is it altogether your own? I
|
|
never heard it elsewhere; and yet I suspect it must have been held
|
|
at some time or other, and if you were to look up you would
|
|
probably find yourself condemned by some Council.
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|
|
|
I am glad to hear you are so well. The hear is excellent. The
|
|
CORNHILLS came; I made Miss Ferrier read us 'Thrawn Janet,' and was
|
|
quite bowled over by my own works. The 'Merry Men' I mean to make
|
|
much longer, with a whole new denouement, not yet quite clear to
|
|
me. 'The Story of a Lie,' I must rewrite entirely also, as it is
|
|
too weak and ragged, yet is worth saving for the Admiral. Did I
|
|
ever tell you that the Admiral was recognised in America?
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|
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|
When they are all on their legs this will make an excellent
|
|
collection.
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|
|
|
Has Davie never read GUY MANNERING, ROB ROY, or THE ANTIQUARY? All
|
|
of which are worth three WAVERLEYS. I think KENILWORTH better than
|
|
WAVERLEY; NIGEL, too; and QUENTIN DURWARD about as good. But it
|
|
shows a true piece of insight to prefer WAVERLEY, for it IS
|
|
different; and though not quite coherent, better worked in parts
|
|
than almost any other: surely more carefully. It is undeniable
|
|
that the love of the slap-dash and the shoddy grew upon Scott with
|
|
success. Perhaps it does on many of us, which may be the granite
|
|
on which D.'s opinion stands. However, I hold it, in Patrick
|
|
Walker's phrase, for an 'old, condemned, damnable error.' Dr.
|
|
Simson was condemned by P. W. as being 'a bagful of' such. One of
|
|
Patrick's amenities!
|
|
|
|
Another ground there may be to D.'s opinion; those who avoid (or
|
|
seek to avoid) Scott's facility are apt to be continually straining
|
|
and torturing their style to get in more of life. And to many the
|
|
extra significance does not redeem the strain.
|
|
|
|
DOCTOR STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO COSMO MONKHOUSE
|
|
|
|
LA SOLITUDE, HYERES, [APRIL 24, 1884].
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|
DEAR MONKHOUSE, - If you are in love with repose, here is your
|
|
occasion: change with me. I am too blind to read, hence no
|
|
reading; I am too weak to walk, hence no walking; I am not allowed
|
|
to speak, hence no talking; but the great simplification has yet to
|
|
be named; for, if this goes on, I shall soon have nothing to eat -
|
|
and hence, O Hallelujah! hence no eating. The offer is a fair one:
|
|
I have not sold myself to the devil, for I could never find him. I
|
|
am married, but so are you. I sometimes write verses, but so do
|
|
you. Come! HIC QUIES! As for the commandments, I have broken
|
|
them so small that they are the dust of my chambers; you walk upon
|
|
them, triturate and toothless; and with the Golosh of Philosophy,
|
|
they shall not bite your heel. True, the tenement is falling. Ay,
|
|
friend, but yours also. Take a larger view; what is a year or two?
|
|
dust in the balance! 'Tis done, behold you Cosmo Stevenson, and me
|
|
R. L. Monkhouse; you at Hyeres, I in London; you rejoicing in the
|
|
clammiest repose, me proceeding to tear your tabernacle into rags,
|
|
as I have already so admirably torn my own.
|
|
|
|
My place to which I now introduce you - it is yours - is like a
|
|
London house, high and very narrow; upon the lungs I will not
|
|
linger; the heart is large enough for a ballroom; the belly greedy
|
|
and inefficient; the brain stocked with the most damnable
|
|
explosives, like a dynamiter's den. The whole place is well
|
|
furnished, though not in a very pure taste; Corinthian much of it;
|
|
showy and not strong.
|
|
|
|
About your place I shall try to find my way alone, an interesting
|
|
exploration. Imagine me, as I go to bed, falling over a blood-
|
|
stained remorse; opening that cupboard in the cerebellum and being
|
|
welcomed by the spirit of your murdered uncle. I should probably
|
|
not like your remorses; I wonder if you will like mine; I have a
|
|
spirited assortment; they whistle in my ear o' nights like a north-
|
|
easter. I trust yours don't dine with the family; mine are better
|
|
mannered; you will hear nought of them till, 2 A.M., except one, to
|
|
be sure, that I have made a pet of, but he is small; I keep him in
|
|
buttons, so as to avoid commentaries; you will like him much - if
|
|
you like what is genuine.
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|
|
|
Must we likewise change religions? Mine is a good article, with a
|
|
trick of stopping; cathedral bell note; ornamental dial; supported
|
|
by Venus and the Graces; quite a summer-parlour piety. Of yours,
|
|
since your last, I fear there is little to be said.
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|
|
|
There is one article I wish to take away with me: my spirits.
|
|
They suit me. I don't want yours; I like my own; I have had them a
|
|
long while in bottle. It is my only reservation. - Yours (as you
|
|
decide),
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|
|
R. L. MONKHOUSE.
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|
Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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|
HYERES, MAY 1884.
|
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|
|
DEAR BOY, - OLD MORTALITY is out, and I am glad to say Coggie likes
|
|
it. We like her immensely.
|
|
|
|
I keep better, but no great shakes yet; cannot work - cannot: that
|
|
is flat, not even verses: as for prose, that more active place is
|
|
shut on me long since.
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|
|
|
My view of life is essentially the comic; and the romantically
|
|
comic. AS YOU LIKE IT is to me the most bird-haunted spot in
|
|
letters; TEMPEST and TWELFTH NIGHT follow. These are what I mean
|
|
by poetry and nature. I make an effort of my mind to be quite one
|
|
with Moliere, except upon the stage, where his inimitable JEUX DE
|
|
SCENE beggar belief; but you will observe they are stage-plays -
|
|
things AD HOC; not great Olympian debauches of the heart and fancy;
|
|
hence more perfect, and not so great. Then I come, after great
|
|
wanderings, to Carmosine and to Fantasio; to one part of La
|
|
Derniere Aldini (which, by the by, we might dramatise in a week),
|
|
to the notes that Meredith has found, Evan and the postillion, Evan
|
|
and Rose, Harry in Germany. And to me these things are the good;
|
|
beauty, touched with sex and laughter; beauty with God's earth for
|
|
the background. Tragedy does not seem to me to come off; and when
|
|
it does, it does so by the heroic illusion; the anti-masque has
|
|
been omitted; laughter, which attends on all our steps in life, and
|
|
sits by the deathbed, and certainly redacts the epitaph, laughter
|
|
has been lost from these great-hearted lies. But the comedy which
|
|
keeps the beauty and touches the terrors of our life (laughter and
|
|
tragedy-in-a-good-humour having kissed), that is the last word of
|
|
moved representation; embracing the greatest number of elements of
|
|
fate and character; and telling its story, not with the one eye of
|
|
pity, but with the two of pity and mirth.
|
|
|
|
R. L. S.
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|
Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
|
|
|
|
FROM MY BED, MAY 29, 1884.
|
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|
|
DEAR GOSSE, - The news of the Professorate found me in the article
|
|
of - well, of heads or tails; I am still in bed, and a very poor
|
|
person. You must thus excuse my damned delay; but, I assure you, I
|
|
was delighted. You will believe me the more, if I confess to you
|
|
that my first sentiment was envy; yes, sir, on my blood-boltered
|
|
couch I envied the professor. However, it was not of long
|
|
duration; the double thought that you deserved and that you would
|
|
thoroughly enjoy your success fell like balsam on my wounds. How
|
|
came it that you never communicated my rejection of Gilder's offer
|
|
for the Rhone? But it matters not. Such earthly vanities are over
|
|
for the present. This has been a fine well-conducted illness. A
|
|
month in bed; a month of silence; a fortnight of not stirring my
|
|
right hand; a month of not moving without being lifted. Come! CA
|
|
Y EST: devilish like being dead. - Yours, dear Professor,
|
|
academically,
|
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|
|
R. L. S.
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|
|
|
I am soon to be moved to Royat; an invalid valet goes with me! I
|
|
got him cheap - second-hand.
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|
|
|
In turning over my late friend Ferrier's commonplace book, I find
|
|
three poems from VIOL AND FLUTE copied out in his hand: 'When
|
|
Flower-time,' 'Love in Winter,' and 'Mistrust.' They are capital
|
|
too. But I thought the fact would interest you. He was no poetist
|
|
either; so it means the more. 'Love in W.!' I like the best.
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|
Letter: TO MR. AND MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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|
|
HOTEL CHABASSIERE, ROYAT, [JULY 1884].
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|
MY DEAR PEOPLE, - The weather has been demoniac; I have had a skiff
|
|
of cold, and was finally obliged to take to bed entirely; to-day,
|
|
however, it has cleared, the sun shines, and I begin to
|
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|
|
(SEVERAL DAYS AFTER.)
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|
|
I have been out once, but now am back in bed. I am better, and
|
|
keep better, but the weather is a mere injustice. The imitation of
|
|
Edinburgh is, at times, deceptive; there is a note among the
|
|
chimney pots that suggests Howe Street; though I think the
|
|
shrillest spot in Christendom was not upon the Howe Street side,
|
|
but in front, just under the Miss Graemes' big chimney stack. It
|
|
had a fine alto character - a sort of bleat that used to divide the
|
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marrow in my joints - say in the wee, slack hours. That music is
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now lost to us by rebuilding; another air that I remember, not
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regret, was the solo of the gas-burner in the little front room; a
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knickering, flighty, fleering, and yet spectral cackle. I mind it
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above all on winter afternoons, late, when the window was blue and
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spotted with rare rain-drops, and, looking out, the cold evening
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was seen blue all over, with the lamps of Queen's and Frederick's
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Street dotting it with yellow, and flaring east-ward in the
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squalls. Heavens, how unhappy I have been in such circumstances -
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I, who have now positively forgotten the colour of unhappiness; who
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am full like a fed ox, and dull like a fresh turf, and have no more
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spiritual life, for good or evil, than a French bagman.
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We are at Chabassiere's, for of course it was nonsense to go up the
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hill when we could not walk.
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The child's poems in a far extended form are likely soon to be
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heard of - which Cummy I dare say will be glad to know. They will
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make a book of about one hundred pages. - Ever your affectionate,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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[ROYAT, JULY 1884.]
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. . . HERE is a quaint thing, I have read ROBINSON, COLONEL JACK,
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MOLL FLANDERS, MEMOIRS OF A CAVALIER, HISTORY OF THE PLAGUE,
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HISTORY OF THE GREAT STORM, SCOTCH CHURCH AND UNION. And there my
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knowledge of Defoe ends - except a book, the name of which I
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forget, about Peterborough in Spain, which Defoe obviously did not
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write, and could not have written if he wanted. To which of these
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does B. J. refer? I guess it must be the history of the Scottish
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Church. I jest; for, of course, I KNOW it must be a book I have
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never read, and which this makes me keen to read - I mean CAPTAIN
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SINGLETON. Can it be got and sent to me? If TREASURE ISLAND is at
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all like it, it will be delightful. I was just the other day
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wondering at my folly in not remembering it, when I was writing T.
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I., as a mine for pirate tips. T. I. came out of Kingsley's AT
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LAST, where I got the Dead Man's Chest - and that was the seed -
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and out of the great Captain Johnson's HISTORY OF NOTORIOUS
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PIRATES. The scenery is Californian in part, and in part CHIC.
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I was downstairs to-day! So now I am a made man - till the next
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time.
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R. L. STEVENSON.
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If it was CAPTAIN SINGLETON, send it to me, won't you?
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LATER. - My life dwindles into a kind of valley of the shadow
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picnic. I cannot read; so much of the time (as to-day) I must not
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speak above my breath, that to play patience, or to see my wife
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play it, is become the be-all and the end-all of my dim career. To
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add to my gaiety, I may write letters, but there are few to answer.
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Patience and Poesy are thus my rod and staff; with these I not
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unpleasantly support my days.
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I am very dim, dumb, dowie, and damnable. I hate to be silenced;
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and if to talk by signs is my forte (as I contend), to understand
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them cannot be my wife's. Do not think me unhappy; I have not been
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so for years; but I am blurred, inhabit the debatable frontier of
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sleep, and have but dim designs upon activity. All is at a
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standstill; books closed, paper put aside, the voice, the eternal
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voice of R. L. S., well silenced. Hence this plaint reaches you
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with no very great meaning, no very great purpose, and written part
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in slumber by a heavy, dull, somnolent, superannuated son of a
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bedpost.
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CHAPTER VII - LIFE AT BOURNEMOUTH, SEPTEMBER 1884-DECEMBER 1885
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Letter: TO MR. AND MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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WENSLEYDALE, BOURNEMOUTH, SUNDAY, 28TH SEPTEMBER 1884.
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MY DEAR PEOPLE, - I keep better, and am to-day downstairs for the
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first time. I find the lockers entirely empty; not a cent to the
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front. Will you pray send us some? It blows an equinoctial gale,
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and has blown for nearly a week. Nimbus Britannicus; piping wind,
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lashing rain; the sea is a fine colour, and wind-bound ships lie at
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anchor under the Old Harry rocks, to make one glad to be ashore.
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The Henleys are gone, and two plays practically done. I hope they
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may produce some of the ready. - I am, ever affectionate son,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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[WENSLEYDALE, BOURNEMOUTH, OCTOBER 1884?]
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DEAR BOY, - I trust this finds you well; it leaves me so-so. The
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weather is so cold that I must stick to bed, which is rotten and
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tedious, but can't be helped.
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I find in the blotting book the enclosed, which I wrote to you the
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eve of my blood. Is it not strange? That night, when I naturally
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thought I was coopered, the thought of it was much in my mind; I
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thought it had gone; and I thought what a strange prophecy I had
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made in jest, and how it was indeed like to be the end of many
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letters. But I have written a good few since, and the spell is
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broken. I am just as pleased, for I earnestly desire to live.
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This pleasant middle age into whose port we are steering is quite
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to my fancy. I would cast anchor here, and go ashore for twenty
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years, and see the manners of the place. Youth was a great time,
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but somewhat fussy. Now in middle age (bar lucre) all seems mighty
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placid. It likes me; I spy a little bright cafe in one corner of
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the port, in front of which I now propose we should sit down.
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There is just enough of the bustle of the harbour and no more; and
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the ships are close in, regarding us with stern-windows - the ships
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that bring deals from Norway and parrots from the Indies. Let us
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sit down here for twenty years, with a packet of tobacco and a
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drink, and talk of art and women. By-and-by, the whole city will
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sink, and the ships too, and the table, and we also; but we shall
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have sat for twenty years and had a fine talk; and by that time,
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who knows? exhausted the subject.
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I send you a book which (or I am mistook) will please you; it
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pleased me. But I do desire a book of adventure - a romance - and
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no man will get or write me one. Dumas I have read and re-read too
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often; Scott, too, and I am short. I want to hear swords clash. I
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want a book to begin in a good way; a book, I guess, like TREASURE
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ISLAND, alas! which I have never read, and cannot though I live to
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ninety. I would God that some one else had written it! By all
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that I can learn, it is the very book for my complaint. I like the
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way I hear it opens; and they tell me John Silver is good fun. And
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to me it is, and must ever be, a dream unrealised, a book
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unwritten. O my sighings after romance, or even Skeltery, and O!
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the weary age which will produce me neither!
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CHAPTER I
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The night was damp and cloudy, the ways foul. The single horseman,
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cloaked and booted, who pursued his way across Willesden Common,
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had not met a traveller, when the sound of wheels -
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CHAPTER I
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'Yes, sir,' said the old pilot, 'she must have dropped into the bay
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a little afore dawn. A queer craft she looks.'
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'She shows no colours,' returned the young gentleman musingly.
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'They're a-lowering of a quarter-boat, Mr. Mark,' resumed the old
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salt. 'We shall soon know more of her.'
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'Ay,' replied the young gentleman called Mark, 'and here, Mr.
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Seadrift, comes your sweet daughter Nancy tripping down the cliff.'
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'God bless her kind heart, sir,' ejaculated old Seadrift.
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CHAPTER I
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The notary, Jean Rossignol, had been summoned to the top of a great
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house in the Isle St. Louis to make a will; and now, his duties
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finished, wrapped in a warm roquelaure and with a lantern swinging
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from one hand, he issued from the mansion on his homeward way.
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Little did he think what strange adventures were to befall him! -
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That is how stories should begin. And I am offered HUSKS instead.
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What should be: What is:
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The Filibuster's Cache. Aunt Anne's Tea Cosy.
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Jerry Abershaw. Mrs. Brierly's Niece.
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Blood Money: A Tale. Society: A Novel
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO THE REV. PROFESSOR LEWIS CAMPBELL
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[WENSLEYDALE, BOURNEMOUTH, NOVEMBER 1884.]
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MY DEAR CAMPBELL, - The books came duly to hand. My wife has
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occupied the translation ever since, nor have I yet been able to
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dislodge her. As for the primer, I have read it with a very
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|
strange result: that I find no fault. If you knew how, dogmatic
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and pugnacious, I stand warden on the literary art, you would the
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|
more appreciate your success and my - well, I will own it -
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|
disappointment. For I love to put people right (or wrong) about
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the arts. But what you say of Tragedy and of Sophocles very amply
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|
satisfies me; it is well felt and well said; a little less
|
|
technically than it is my weakness to desire to see it put, but
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|
clear and adequate. You are very right to express your admiration
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|
for the resource displayed in OEdipus King; it is a miracle. Would
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it not have been well to mention Voltaire's interesting onslaught,
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|
a thing which gives the best lesson of the difference of neighbour
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|
arts? - since all his criticisms, which had been fatal to a
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|
narrative, do not amount among them to exhibit one flaw in this
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|
masterpiece of drama. For the drama, it is perfect; though such a
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fable in a romance might make the reader crack his sides, so
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|
imperfect, so ethereally slight is the verisimilitude required of
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these conventional, rigid, and egg-dancing arts.
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I was sorry to see no more of you; but shall conclude by hoping for
|
|
better luck next time. My wife begs to be remembered to both of
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you. - Yours sincerely,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO ANDREW CHATTO
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WENSLEYDALE, BOURNEMOUTH, OCTOBER 3, 1884.
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DEAR MR. CHATTO, - I have an offer of 25 pounds for OTTO from
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|
America. I do not know if you mean to have the American rights;
|
|
from the nature of the contract, I think not; but if you understood
|
|
that you were to sell the sheets, I will either hand over the
|
|
bargain to you, or finish it myself and hand you over the money if
|
|
you are pleased with the amount. You see, I leave this quite in
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|
your hands. To parody an old Scotch story of servant and master:
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|
if you don't know that you have a good author, I know that I have a
|
|
good publisher. Your fair, open, and handsome dealings are a good
|
|
point in my life, and do more for my crazy health than has yet been
|
|
done by any doctor. - Very truly yours,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO W. H. LOW
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BRANKSOME PARK, BOURNEMOUTH, HANTS, ENGLAND, FIRST
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WEEK IN NOVEMBER, I GUESS, 1884.
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MY DEAR LOW, - NOW, look here, the above is my address for three
|
|
months, I hope; continue, on your part, if you please, to write to
|
|
Edinburgh, which is safe; but if Mrs. Low thinks of coming to
|
|
England, she might take a run down from London (four hours from
|
|
Waterloo, main line) and stay a day or two with us among the pines.
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|
If not, I hope it will be only a pleasure deferred till you can
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join her.
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My Children's Verses will be published here in a volume called A
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|
CHILD'S GARDEN. The sheets are in hand; I will see if I cannot
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|
send you the lot, so that you might have a bit of a start. In that
|
|
case I would do nothing to publish in the States, and you might try
|
|
an illustrated edition there; which, if the book went fairly over
|
|
here, might, when ready, be imported. But of this more fully ere
|
|
long. You will see some verses of mine in the last MAGAZINE OF
|
|
ART, with pictures by a young lady; rather pretty, I think. If we
|
|
find a market for PHASELLULUS LOQUITUR, we can try another. I hope
|
|
it isn't necessary to put the verse into that rustic printing. I
|
|
am Philistine enough to prefer clean printer's type; indeed, I can
|
|
form no idea of the verses thus transcribed by the incult and
|
|
tottering hand of the draughtsman, nor gather any impression beyond
|
|
one of weariness to the eyes. Yet the other day, in the CENTURY, I
|
|
saw it imputed as a crime to Vedder that he had not thus travestied
|
|
Omar Khayyam. We live in a rum age of music without airs, stories
|
|
without incident, pictures without beauty, American wood engravings
|
|
that should have been etchings, and dry-point etchings that ought
|
|
to have been mezzo-tints. I think of giving 'em literature without
|
|
words; and I believe if you were to try invisible illustration, it
|
|
would enjoy a considerable vogue. So long as an artist is on his
|
|
head, is painting with a flute, or writes with an etcher's needle,
|
|
or conducts the orchestra with a meat-axe, all is well; and
|
|
plaudits shower along with roses. But any plain man who tries to
|
|
follow the obtrusive canons of his art, is but a commonplace
|
|
figure. To hell with him is the motto, or at least not that; for
|
|
he will have his reward, but he will never be thought a person of
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|
parts.
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JANUARY 3, 1885.
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|
And here has this been lying near two months. I have failed to get
|
|
together a preliminary copy of the Child's Verses for you, in spite
|
|
of doughty efforts; but yesterday I sent you the first sheet of the
|
|
definitive edition, and shall continue to send the others as they
|
|
come. If you can, and care to, work them - why so, well. If not,
|
|
I send you fodder. But the time presses; for though I will delay a
|
|
little over the proofs, and though - it is even possible they may
|
|
delay the English issue until Easter, it will certainly not be
|
|
later. Therefore perpend, and do not get caught out. Of course,
|
|
if you can do pictures, it will be a great pleasure to me to see
|
|
our names joined; and more than that, a great advantage, as I
|
|
daresay you may be able to make a bargain for some share a little
|
|
less spectral than the common for the poor author. But this is all
|
|
as you shall choose; I give you CARTE BLANCHE to do or not to do. -
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|
Yours most sincerely,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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O, Sargent has been and painted my portrait; a very nice fellow he
|
|
is, and is supposed to have done well; it is a poetical but very
|
|
chicken-boned figure-head, as thus represented. R. L. S. Go on.
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P.P.S. - Your picture came; and let me thank you for it very much.
|
|
I am so hunted I had near forgotten. I find it very graceful; and
|
|
I mean to have it framed.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH, NOVEMBER 1884.
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MY DEAR FATHER, - I have no hesitation in recommending you to let
|
|
your name go up; please yourself about an address; though I think,
|
|
if we could meet, we could arrange something suitable. What you
|
|
propose would be well enough in a way, but so modest as to suggest
|
|
a whine. From that point of view it would be better to change a
|
|
little; but this, whether we meet or not, we must discuss. Tait,
|
|
Chrystal, the Royal Society, and I, all think you amply deserve
|
|
this honour and far more; it is not the True Blue to call this
|
|
serious compliment a 'trial'; you should be glad of this
|
|
recognition. As for resigning, that is easy enough if found
|
|
necessary; but to refuse would be husky and unsatisfactory. SIC
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|
SUBS.
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|
R. L. S.
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My cold is still very heavy; but I carry it well. Fanny is very
|
|
very much out of sorts, principally through perpetual misery with
|
|
me. I fear I have been a little in the dumps, which, AS YOU KNOW,
|
|
SIR, is a very great sin. I must try to be more cheerful; but my
|
|
cough is so severe that I have sometimes most exhausting nights and
|
|
very peevish wakenings. However, this shall be remedied, and last
|
|
night I was distinctly better than the night before. There is, my
|
|
dear Mr. Stevenson (so I moralise blandly as we sit together on the
|
|
devil's garden-wall), no more abominable sin than this gloom, this
|
|
plaguey peevishness; why (say I) what matters it if we be a little
|
|
uncomfortable - that is no reason for mangling our unhappy wives.
|
|
And then I turn and GIRN on the unfortunate Cassandra. - Your
|
|
fellow culprit,
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|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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WENSLEYDALE, BOURNEMOUTH, NOVEMBER 1884.
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|
DEAR HENLEY, - We are all to pieces in health, and heavily
|
|
handicapped with Arabs. I have a dreadful cough, whose attacks
|
|
leave me AETAT. 90. I never let up on the Arabs, all the same, and
|
|
rarely get less than eight pages out of hand, though hardly able to
|
|
come downstairs for twittering knees.
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|
|
I shall put in -'s letter. He says so little of his circumstances
|
|
that I am in an impossibility to give him advice more specific than
|
|
a copybook. Give him my love, however, and tell him it is the mark
|
|
of the parochial gentleman who has never travelled to find all
|
|
wrong in a foreign land. Let him hold on, and he will find one
|
|
country as good as another; and in the meanwhile let him resist the
|
|
fatal British tendency to communicate his dissatisfaction with a
|
|
country to its inhabitants. 'Tis a good idea, but it somehow fails
|
|
to please. In a fortnight, if I can keep my spirit in the box at
|
|
all, I should be nearly through this Arabian desert; so can tackle
|
|
something fresh. - Yours ever,
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|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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|
BONALLIE TOWERS, BRANKSOME PARK, BOURNEMOUTH (THE THREE B'S)
|
|
[NOVEMBER 5, 1884].
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MY DEAR FATHER, - Allow me to say, in a strictly Pickwickian sense,
|
|
that you are a silly fellow. I am pained indeed, but how should I
|
|
be offended? I think you exaggerate; I cannot forget that you had
|
|
the same impression of the DEACON; and yet, when you saw it played,
|
|
were less revolted than you looked for; and I will still hope that
|
|
the ADMIRAL also is not so bad as you suppose. There is one point,
|
|
however, where I differ from you very frankly. Religion is in the
|
|
world; I do not think you are the man to deny the importance of its
|
|
role; and I have long decided not to leave it on one side in art.
|
|
The opposition of the Admiral and Mr. Pew is not, to my eyes,
|
|
either horrible or irreverent; but it may be, and it probably is,
|
|
very ill done: what then? This is a failure; better luck next
|
|
time; more power to the elbow, more discretion, more wisdom in the
|
|
design, and the old defeat becomes the scene of the new victory.
|
|
Concern yourself about no failure; they do not cost lives, as in
|
|
engineering; they are the PIERRES PERDUES of successes. Fame is
|
|
(truly) a vapour; do not think of it; if the writer means well and
|
|
tries hard, no failure will injure him, whether with God or man.
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|
I wish I could hear a brighter account of yourself; but I am
|
|
inclined to acquit the ADMIRAL of having a share in the
|
|
responsibility. My very heavy cold is, I hope, drawing off; and
|
|
the change to this charming house in the forest will, I hope,
|
|
complete my re-establishment. - With love to all, believe me, your
|
|
ever affectionate,
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|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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|
BONALLIE TOWERS, BRANKSOME PARK, BOURNEMOUTH, NOVEMBER 11, [1884].
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|
MY DEAR CHARLES, - I am in my new house, thus proudly styled, as
|
|
you perceive; but the deevil a tower ava' can be perceived (except
|
|
out of window); this is not as it should be; one might have hoped,
|
|
at least, a turret. We are all vilely unwell. I put in the dark
|
|
watches imitating a donkey with some success, but little pleasure;
|
|
and in the afternoon I indulge in a smart fever, accompanied by
|
|
aches and shivers. There is thus little monotony to be deplored.
|
|
I at least am a REGULAR invalid; I would scorn to bray in the
|
|
afternoon; I would indignantly refuse the proposal to fever in the
|
|
night. What is bred in the bone will come out, sir, in the flesh;
|
|
and the same spirit that prompted me to date my letter regulates
|
|
the hour and character of my attacks. - I am, sir, yours,
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|
THOMSON.
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|
Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
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|
POSTMARK, BOURNEMOUTH, 13TH NOVEMBER 1884.
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|
MY DEAR THOMSON, - It's a maist remarkable fac', but nae shuner had
|
|
I written yon braggin', blawin' letter aboot ma business habits,
|
|
when bang! that very day, ma hoast begude in the aifternune. It is
|
|
really remaurkable; it's providenshle, I believe. The ink wasnae
|
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fair dry, the words werenae weel ooten ma mouth, when bang, I got
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the lee. The mair ye think o't, Thomson, the less ye'll like the
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looks o't. Proavidence (I'm no' sayin') is all verra weel IN ITS
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PLACE; but if Proavidence has nae mainners, wha's to learn't?
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Proavidence is a fine thing, but hoo would you like Proavidence to
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keep your till for ye? The richt place for Proavidence is in the
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kirk; it has naething to do wi' private correspondence between twa
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gentlemen, nor freendly cracks, nor a wee bit word of sculduddery
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ahint the door, nor, in shoart, wi' ony HOLE-AND-CORNER WARK, what
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I would call. I'm pairfec'ly willin' to meet in wi' Proavidence,
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I'll be prood to meet in wi' him, when my time's come and I cannae
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dae nae better; but if he's to come skinking aboot my stair-fit,
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damned, I micht as weel be deid for a' the comfort I'll can get in
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life. Cannae he no be made to understand that it's beneath him?
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Gosh, if I was in his business, I wouldnae steir my heid for a
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plain, auld ex-elder that, tak him the way he taks himsel,' 's just
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aboot as honest as he can weel afford, an' but for a wheen auld
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scandals, near forgotten noo, is a pairfec'ly respectable and
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thoroughly decent man. Or if I fashed wi' him ava', it wad be kind
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o' handsome like; a pun'-note under his stair door, or a bottle o'
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auld, blended malt to his bit marnin', as a teshtymonial like yon
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ye ken sae weel aboot, but mair successfu'.
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Dear Thomson, have I ony money? If I have, SEND IT, for the
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loard's sake.
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JOHNSON.
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Letter: TO MISS FERRIER
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH, NOVEMBER 12, 1884.
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MY DEAR COGGIE, - Many thanks for the two photos which now decorate
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my room. I was particularly glad to have the Bell Rock. I wonder
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if you saw me plunge, lance in rest, into a controversy thereanent?
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It was a very one-sided affair. I slept upon the field of battle,
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paraded, sang Te Deum, and came home after a review rather than a
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campaign.
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Please tell Campbell I got his letter. The Wild Woman of the West
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has been much amiss and complaining sorely. I hope nothing more
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serious is wrong with her than just my ill-health, and consequent
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anxiety and labour; but the deuce of it is, that the cause
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continues. I am about knocked out of time now: a miserable,
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snuffling, shivering, fever-stricken, nightmare-ridden, knee-
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jottering, hoast-hoast-hoasting shadow and remains of man. But
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we'll no gie ower jist yet a bittie. We've seen waur; and dod,
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mem, it's my belief that we'll see better. I dinna ken 'at I've
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muckle mair to say to ye, or, indeed, onything; but jist here's
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guid-fallowship, guid health, and the wale o' guid fortune to your
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bonny sel'; and my respecs to the Perfessor and his wife, and the
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Prinshiple, an' the Bell Rock, an' ony ither public chara'ters that
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I'm acquaunt wi'.
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BRANKSOME PARK, BOURNEMOUTH, NOV. 15, 1884.
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - This Mr. Morley of yours is a most desperate
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fellow. He has sent me (for my opinion) the most truculent
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advertisement I ever saw, in which the white hairs of Gladstone are
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dragged round Troy behind my chariot wheels. What can I say? I
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say nothing to him; and to you, I content myself with remarking
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that he seems a desperate fellow.
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All luck to you on your American adventure; may you find health,
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wealth, and entertainment! If you see, as you likely will, Frank
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R. Stockton, pray greet him from me in words to this effect:-
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My Stockton if I failed to like,
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It were a sheer depravity,
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For I went down with the THOMAS HYKE
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And up with the NEGATIVE GRAVITY!
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I adore these tales.
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I hear flourishing accounts of your success at Cambridge, so you
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leave with a good omen. Remember me to GREEN CORN if it is in
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season; if not, you had better hang yourself on a sour apple tree,
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for your voyage has been lost. - Yours affectionately,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO AUSTIN DOBSON
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH [DECEMBER 1884?].
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DEAR DOBSON, - Set down my delay to your own fault; I wished to
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acknowledge such a gift from you in some of my inapt and slovenly
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rhymes; but you should have sent me your pen and not your desk.
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The verses stand up to the axles in a miry cross-road, whence the
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coursers of the sun shall never draw them; hence I am constrained
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to this uncourtliness, that I must appear before one of the kings
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of that country of rhyme without my singing robes. For less than
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this, if we may trust the book of Esther, favourites have tasted
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death; but I conceive the kingdom of the Muses mildlier mannered;
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and in particular that county which you administer and which I seem
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to see as a half-suburban land; a land of holly-hocks and country
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houses; a land where at night, in thorny and sequestered bypaths,
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you will meet masqueraders going to a ball in their sedans, and the
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rector steering homeward by the light of his lantern; a land of the
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windmill, and the west wind, and the flowering hawthorn with a
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little scented letter in the hollow of its trunk, and the kites
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flying over all in the season of kites, and the far away blue
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spires of a cathedral city.
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Will you forgive me, then, for my delay and accept my thanks not
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only for your present, but for the letter which followed it, and
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which perhaps I more particularly value, and believe me to be, with
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|
much admiration, yours very truly,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO HENRY JAMES
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BRANKSOME PARK, BOURNEMOUTH, DECEMBER 8, 1884.
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MY DEAR HENRY JAMES, - This is a very brave hearing from more
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points than one. The first point is that there is a hope of a
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sequel. For this I laboured. Seriously, from the dearth of
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information and thoughtful interest in the art of literature, those
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|
who try to practise it with any deliberate purpose run the risk of
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|
finding no fit audience. People suppose it is 'the stuff' that
|
|
interests them; they think, for instance, that the prodigious fine
|
|
thoughts and sentiments in Shakespeare impress by their own weight,
|
|
not understanding that the unpolished diamond is but a stone. They
|
|
think that striking situations, or good dialogue, are got by
|
|
studying life; they will not rise to understand that they are
|
|
prepared by deliberate artifice and set off by painful
|
|
suppressions. Now, I want the whole thing well ventilated, for my
|
|
own education and the public's; and I beg you to look as quick as
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|
you can, to follow me up with every circumstance of defeat where we
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|
differ, and (to prevent the flouting of the laity) to emphasise the
|
|
points where we agree. I trust your paper will show me the way to
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|
a rejoinder; and that rejoinder I shall hope to make with so much
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|
art as to woo or drive you from your threatened silence. I would
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|
not ask better than to pass my life in beating out this quarter of
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|
corn with such a seconder as yourself.
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Point the second - I am rejoiced indeed to hear you speak so kindly
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of my work; rejoiced and surprised. I seem to myself a very rude,
|
|
left-handed countryman; not fit to be read, far less complimented,
|
|
by a man so accomplished, so adroit, so craftsmanlike as you. You
|
|
will happily never have cause to understand the despair with which
|
|
a writer like myself considers (say) the park scene in Lady
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|
Barberina. Every touch surprises me by its intangible precision;
|
|
and the effect when done, as light as syllabub, as distinct as a
|
|
picture, fills me with envy. Each man among us prefers his own
|
|
aim, and I prefer mine; but when we come to speak of performance, I
|
|
recognise myself, compared with you, to be a lout and slouch of the
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|
first water.
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Where we differ, both as to the design of stories and the
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|
delineation of character, I begin to lament. Of course, I am not
|
|
so dull as to ask you to desert your walk; but could you not, in
|
|
one novel, to oblige a sincere admirer, and to enrich his shelves
|
|
with a beloved volume, could you not, and might you not, cast your
|
|
characters in a mould a little more abstract and academic (dear
|
|
Mrs. Pennyman had already, among your other work, a taste of what I
|
|
mean), and pitch the incidents, I do not say in any stronger, but
|
|
in a slightly more emphatic key - as it were an episode from one of
|
|
the old (so-called) novels of adventure? I fear you will not; and
|
|
I suppose I must sighingly admit you to be right. And yet, when I
|
|
see, as it were, a book of Tom Jones handled with your exquisite
|
|
precision and shot through with those side-lights of reflection in
|
|
which you excel, I relinquish the dear vision with regret. Think
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|
upon it.
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As you know, I belong to that besotted class of man, the invalid:
|
|
this puts me to a stand in the way of visits. But it is possible
|
|
that some day you may feel that a day near the sea and among
|
|
pinewoods would be a pleasant change from town. If so, please let
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|
us know; and my wife and I will be delighted to put you up, and
|
|
give you what we can to eat and drink (I have a fair bottle of
|
|
claret). - On the back of which, believe me, yours sincerely,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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P.S. - I reopen this to say that I have re-read my paper, and
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|
cannot think I have at all succeeded in being either veracious or
|
|
polite. I knew, of course, that I took your paper merely as a pin
|
|
to hang my own remarks upon; but, alas! what a thing is any paper!
|
|
What fine remarks can you not hang on mine! How I have sinned
|
|
against proportion, and with every effort to the contrary, against
|
|
the merest rudiments of courtesy to you! You are indeed a very
|
|
acute reader to have divined the real attitude of my mind; and I
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|
can only conclude, not without closed eyes and shrinking shoulders,
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|
in the well-worn words
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Lay on, Macduff!
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|
Letter: TO MR. AND MRS. THOMAS STEVENSON
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH, DECEMBER 9, 1884.
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MY DEAR PEOPLE, - The dreadful tragedy of the PALL MALL has come to
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|
a happy but ludicrous ending: I am to keep the money, the tale
|
|
writ for them is to be buried certain fathoms deep, and they are to
|
|
flash out before the world with our old friend of Kinnaird, 'The
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|
Body Snatcher.' When you come, please to bring -
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(1) My MONTAIGNE, or, at least, the two last volumes.
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|
(2) My MILTON in the three vols. in green.
|
|
(3) The SHAKESPEARE that Babington sent me for a wedding-gift.
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|
(4) Hazlitt's TABLE TALK AND PLAIN SPEAKER.
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|
If you care to get a box of books from Douglas and Foulis, let them
|
|
be SOLID. CROKER PAPERS, CORRESPONDENCE OF NAPOLEON, HISTORY OF
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|
HENRY IV., Lang's FOLK LORE, would be my desires.
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|
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|
I had a charming letter from Henry James about my LONGMAN paper. I
|
|
did not understand queries about the verses; the pictures to the
|
|
Seagull I thought charming; those to the second have left me with a
|
|
pain in my poor belly and a swimming in the head.
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About money, I am afloat and no more, and I warn you, unless I have
|
|
great luck, I shall have to fall upon you at the New Year like a
|
|
hundredweight of bricks. Doctor, rent, chemist, are all
|
|
threatening; sickness has bitterly delayed my work; and unless, as
|
|
I say, I have the mischief's luck, I shall completely break down.
|
|
VERBUM SAPIENTIBUS. I do not live cheaply, and I question if I
|
|
ever shall; but if only I had a halfpenny worth of health, I could
|
|
now easily suffice. The last breakdown of my head is what makes
|
|
this bankruptcy probable.
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|
Fanny is still out of sorts; Bogue better; self fair, but a
|
|
stranger to the blessings of sleep. - Ever affectionate son,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH, [DECEMBER 1884].
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DEAR LAD, - I have made up my mind about the P. M. G., and send you
|
|
a copy, which please keep or return. As for not giving a
|
|
reduction, what are we? Are we artists or city men? Why do we
|
|
sneer at stock-brokers? O nary; I will not take the 40 pounds. I
|
|
took that as a fair price for my best work; I was not able to
|
|
produce my best; and I will be damned if I steal with my eyes open.
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|
SUFFICIT. This is my lookout. As for the paper being rich,
|
|
certainly it is; but I am honourable. It is no more above me in
|
|
money than the poor slaveys and cads from whom I look for honesty
|
|
are below me. Am I Pepys, that because I can find the countenance
|
|
of 'some of our ablest merchants,' that because - and - pour forth
|
|
languid twaddle and get paid for it, I, too, should 'cheerfully
|
|
continue to steal'? I am not Pepys. I do not live much to God and
|
|
honour; but I will not wilfully turn my back on both. I am, like
|
|
all the rest of us, falling ever lower from the bright ideas I
|
|
began with, falling into greed, into idleness, into middle-aged and
|
|
slippered fireside cowardice; but is it you, my bold blade, that I
|
|
hear crying this sordid and rank twaddle in my ear? Preaching the
|
|
dankest Grundyism and upholding the rank customs of our trade -
|
|
you, who are so cruel hard upon the customs of the publishers? O
|
|
man, look at the Beam in our own Eyes; and whatever else you do, do
|
|
not plead Satan's cause, or plead it for all; either embrace the
|
|
bad, or respect the good when you see a poor devil trying for it.
|
|
If this is the honesty of authors - to take what you can get and
|
|
console yourself because publishers are rich - take my name from
|
|
the rolls of that association. 'Tis a caucus of weaker thieves,
|
|
jealous of the stronger. - Ever yours,
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THE ROARING R. L. S.
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You will see from the enclosed that I have stuck to what I think my
|
|
dues pretty tightly in spite of this flourish: these are my words
|
|
for a poor ten-pound note!
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH, [WINTER, 1884].
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MY DEAR LAD, - Here was I in bed; not writing, not hearing, and
|
|
finding myself gently and agreeably ill used; and behold I learn
|
|
you are bad yourself. Get your wife to send us a word how you are.
|
|
I am better decidedly. Bogue got his Christmas card, and behaved
|
|
well for three days after. It may interest the cynical to learn
|
|
that I started my last haemorrhage by too sedulous attentions to my
|
|
dear Bogue. The stick was broken; and that night Bogue, who was
|
|
attracted by the extraordinary aching of his bones, and is always
|
|
inclined to a serious view of his own ailments, announced with his
|
|
customary pomp that he was dying. In this case, however, it was
|
|
not the dog that died. (He had tried to bite his mother's ankles.)
|
|
I have written a long and peculiarly solemn paper on the technical
|
|
elements of style. It is path-breaking and epoch-making; but I do
|
|
not think the public will be readily convoked to its perusal. Did
|
|
I tell you that S. C. had risen to the paper on James? At last! O
|
|
but I was pleased; he's (like Johnnie) been lang, lang o' comin',
|
|
but here he is. He will not object to my future manoeuvres in the
|
|
same field, as he has to my former. All the family are here; my
|
|
father better than I have seen him these two years; my mother the
|
|
same as ever. I do trust you are better, and I am yours ever,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO H. A. JONES
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BRANKSOME PARK, BOURNEMOUTH, DEC. 30, 1884.
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DEAR SIR, - I am so accustomed to hear nonsense spoken about all
|
|
the arts, and the drama in particular, that I cannot refrain from
|
|
saying 'Thank you,' for your paper. In my answer to Mr. James, in
|
|
the December LONGMAN, you may see that I have merely touched, I
|
|
think in a parenthesis, on the drama; but I believe enough was said
|
|
to indicate our agreement in essentials.
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Wishing you power and health to further enunciate and to act upon
|
|
these principles, believe me, dear sir, yours truly,
|
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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|
BONALLIE TOWERS, BRANKSOME PARK, BOURNEMOUTH, JAN. 4, 1885.
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DEAR S. C., - I am on my feet again, and getting on my boots to do
|
|
the IRON DUKE. Conceive my glee: I have refused the 100 pounds,
|
|
and am to get some sort of royalty, not yet decided, instead. 'Tis
|
|
for Longman's ENGLISH WORTHIES, edited by A. Lang. Aw haw, haw!
|
|
|
|
Now, look here, could you get me a loan of the Despatches, or is
|
|
that a dream? I should have to mark passages I fear, and certainly
|
|
note pages on the fly. If you think it a dream, will Bain get me a
|
|
second-hand copy, or who would? The sooner, and cheaper, I can get
|
|
it the better. If there is anything in your weird library that
|
|
bears on either the man or the period, put it in a mortar and fire
|
|
it here instanter; I shall catch. I shall want, of course, an
|
|
infinity of books: among which, any lives there may be; a life of
|
|
the Marquis Marmont (the Marechal), MARMONT'S MEMOIRS, GREVILLE'S
|
|
MEMOIRS, PEEL'S MEMOIRS, NAPIER, that blind man's history of
|
|
England you once lent me, Hamley's WATERLOO; can you get me any of
|
|
these? Thiers, idle Thiers also. Can you help a man getting into
|
|
his boots for such a huge campaign? How are you? A Good New Year
|
|
to you. I mean to have a good one, but on whose funds I cannot
|
|
fancy: not mine leastways, as I am a mere derelict and drift beam-
|
|
on to bankruptcy.
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|
For God's sake, remember the man who set out for to conquer Arthur
|
|
Wellesley, with a broken bellows and an empty pocket. - Yours ever,
|
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|
|
R. L. STEVENSON.
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|
Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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|
[BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH,] 14TH JANUARY 1885.
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MY DEAR FATHER, - I am glad you like the changes. I own I was
|
|
pleased with my hand's darg; you may observe, I have corrected
|
|
several errors which (you may tell Mr. Dick) he had allowed to pass
|
|
his eagle eye; I wish there may be none in mine; at least, the
|
|
order is better. The second title, 'Some new Engineering Questions
|
|
involved in the M. S. C. Scheme of last Session of P.', likes me
|
|
the best. I think it a very good paper; and I am vain enough to
|
|
think I have materially helped to polish the diamond. I ended by
|
|
feeling quite proud of the paper, as if it had been mine; the next
|
|
time you have as good a one, I will overhaul it for the wages of
|
|
feeling as clever as I did when I had managed to understand and
|
|
helped to set it clear. I wonder if I anywhere misapprehended you?
|
|
I rather think not at the last; at the first shot I know I missed a
|
|
point or two. Some of what may appear to you to be wanton changes,
|
|
a little study will show to be necessary.
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|
|
|
Yes, Carlyle was ashamed of himself as few men have been; and let
|
|
all carpers look at what he did. He prepared all these papers for
|
|
publication with his own hand; all his wife's complaints, all the
|
|
evidence of his own misconduct: who else would have done so much?
|
|
Is repentance, which God accepts, to have no avail with men? nor
|
|
even with the dead? I have heard too much against the thrawn,
|
|
discomfortable dog: dead he is, and we may be glad of it; but he
|
|
was a better man than most of us, no less patently than he was a
|
|
worse. To fill the world with whining is against all my views: I
|
|
do not like impiety. But - but - there are two sides to all
|
|
things, and the old scalded baby had his noble side. - Ever
|
|
affectionate son,
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|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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|
BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH, JANUARY 1885.
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|
DEAR S. C., - I have addressed a letter to the G. O. M., A PROPOS
|
|
of Wellington; and I became aware, you will be interested to hear,
|
|
of an overwhelming respect for the old gentleman. I can BLAGUER
|
|
his failures; but when you actually address him, and bring the two
|
|
statures and records to confrontation, dismay is the result. By
|
|
mere continuance of years, he must impose; the man who helped to
|
|
rule England before I was conceived, strikes me with a new sense of
|
|
greatness and antiquity, when I must actually beard him with the
|
|
cold forms of correspondence. I shied at the necessity of calling
|
|
him plain 'Sir'! Had he been 'My lord,' I had been happier; no, I
|
|
am no equalitarian. Honour to whom honour is due; and if to none,
|
|
why, then, honour to the old!
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These, O Slade Professor, are my unvarnished sentiments: I was a
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little surprised to find them so extreme, and therefore I
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communicate the fact.
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Belabour thy brains, as to whom it would be well to question. I
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have a small space; I wish to make a popular book, nowhere obscure,
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nowhere, if it can be helped, unhuman. It seems to me the most
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hopeful plan to tell the tale, so far as may be, by anecdote. He
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did not die till so recently, there must be hundreds who remember
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him, and thousands who have still ungarnered stories. Dear man, to
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the breach! Up, soldier of the iron dook, up, Slades, and at 'em!
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(which, conclusively, he did not say: the at 'em-ic theory is to
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be dismissed). You know piles of fellows who must reek with
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matter; help! help! - Yours ever,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH, FEBRUARY 1885.
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MY DEAR COLVIN, - You are indeed a backward correspondent, and much
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may be said against you. But in this weather, and O dear! in this
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political scene of degradation, much must be forgiven. I fear
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England is dead of Burgessry, and only walks about galvanised. I
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do not love to think of my countrymen these days; nor to remember
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myself. Why was I silent? I feel I have no right to blame any
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one; but I won't write to the G. O. M. I do really not see my way
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to any form of signature, unless 'your fellow criminal in the eyes
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of God,' which might disquiet the proprieties.
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About your book, I have always said: go on. The drawing of
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character is a different thing from publishing the details of a
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private career. No one objects to the first, or should object, if
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his name be not put upon it; at the other, I draw the line. In a
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preface, if you chose, you might distinguish; it is, besides, a
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thing for which you are eminently well equipped, and which you
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would do with taste and incision. I long to see the book. People
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like themselves (to explain a little more); no one likes his life,
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which is a misbegotten issue, and a tale of failure. To see these
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failures either touched upon, or COASTED, to get the idea of a
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spying eye and blabbing tongue about the house, is to lose all
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privacy in life. To see that thing, which we do love, our
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character, set forth, is ever gratifying. See how my TALK AND
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TALKERS went; every one liked his own portrait, and shrieked about
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other people's; so it will be with yours. If you are the least
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true to the essential, the sitter will be pleased; very likely not
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his friends, and that from VARIOUS MOTIVES.
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R. L. S.
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When will your holiday be? I sent your letter to my wife, and
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forget. Keep us in mind, and I hope we shall he able to receive
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you.
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Letter: TO J. A. SYMONDS
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BOURNEMOUTH, FEBRUARY 1885.
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MY DEAR SYMONDS, - Yes, we have both been very neglectful. I had
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horrid luck, catching two thundering influenzas in August and
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November. I recovered from the last with difficulty, but have come
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through this blustering winter with some general success; in the
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|
house, up and down. My wife, however, has been painfully upset by
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|
my health. Last year, of course, was cruelly trying to her nerves;
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Nice and Hyeres are bad experiences; and though she is not ill, the
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doctor tells me that prolonged anxiety may do her a real mischief.
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I feel a little old and fagged, and chary of speech, and not very
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|
sure of spirit in my work; but considering what a year I have
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passed, and how I have twice sat on Charon's pierhead, I am
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surprising.
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My father has presented us with a very pretty home in this place,
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into which we hope to move by May. My CHILD'S VERSES come out next
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week. OTTO begins to appear in April; MORE NEW ARABIAN NIGHTS as
|
|
soon as possible. Moreover, I am neck deep in Wellington; also a
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story on the stocks, GREAT NORTH ROAD. O, I am busy! Lloyd is at
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|
college in Edinburgh. That is, I think, all that can be said by
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|
way of news.
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Have you read HUCKLEBERRY FINN? It contains many excellent things;
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above all, the whole story of a healthy boy's dealings with his
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conscience, incredibly well done.
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My own conscience is badly seared; a want of piety; yet I pray for
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it, tacitly, every day; believing it, after courage, the only gift
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worth having; and its want, in a man of any claims to honour, quite
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|
unpardonable. The tone of your letter seemed to me very sound. In
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these dark days of public dishonour, I do not know that one can do
|
|
better than carry our private trials piously. What a picture is
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|
this of a nation! No man that I can see, on any side or party,
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|
seems to have the least sense of our ineffable shame: the
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desertion of the garrisons. I tell my little parable that Germany
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|
took England, and then there was an Indian Mutiny, and Bismarck
|
|
said: 'Quite right: let Delhi and Calcutta and Bombay fall; and
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|
let the women and children be treated Sepoy fashion,' and people
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|
say, 'O, but that is very different!' And then I wish I were dead.
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Millais (I hear) was painting Gladstone when the news came of
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Gordon's death; Millais was much affected, and Gladstone said,
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'Why? IT IS THE MAN'S OWN TEMERITY!' Voila le Bourgeois! le voila
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nu! But why should I blame Gladstone, when I too am a Bourgeois?
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|
when I have held my peace? Why did I hold my peace? Because I am
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a sceptic: I.E. a Bourgeois. We believe in nothing, Symonds; you
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|
don't, and I don't; and these are two reasons, out of a handful of
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|
millions, why England stands before the world dripping with blood
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|
and daubed with dishonour. I will first try to take the beam out
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|
of my own eye, trusting that even private effort somehow betters
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|
and braces the general atmosphere. See, for example, if England
|
|
has shown (I put it hypothetically) one spark of manly sensibility,
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|
they have been shamed into it by the spectacle of Gordon. Police-
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|
Officer Cole is the only man that I see to admire. I dedicate my
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NEW ARABS to him and Cox, in default of other great public
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|
characters. - Yours ever most affectionately,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO EDMUND GOSSE
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BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH, MARCH 12, 1885.
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MY DEAR GOSSE, - I was indeed much exercised how I could be worked
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into Gray; and lo! when I saw it, the passage seemed to have been
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|
written with a single eye to elucidate the - worst? - well, not a
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|
very good poem of Gray's. Your little life is excellent, clean,
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|
neat, efficient. I have read many of your notes, too, with
|
|
pleasure. Your connection with Gray was a happy circumstance; it
|
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was a suitable conjunction.
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I did not answer your letter from the States, for what was I to
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|
say? I liked getting it and reading it; I was rather flattered
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|
that you wrote it to me; and then I'll tell you what I did - I put
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|
it in the fire. Why? Well, just because it was very natural and
|
|
expansive; and thinks I to myself, if I die one of these fine
|
|
nights, this is just the letter that Gosse would not wish to go
|
|
into the hands of third parties. Was I well inspired? And I did
|
|
not answer it because you were in your high places, sailing with
|
|
supreme dominion, and seeing life in a particular glory; and I was
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|
peddling in a corner, confined to the house, overwhelmed with
|
|
necessary work, which I was not always doing well, and, in the very
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|
mild form in which the disease approaches me, touched with a sort
|
|
of bustling cynicism. Why throw cold water? How ape your
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|
agreeable frame of mind? In short, I held my tongue.
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I have now published on 101 small pages THE COMPLETE PROOF OF MR.
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R. L. STEVENSON'S INCAPACITY TO WRITE VERSE, in a series of
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|
graduated examples with table of contents. I think I shall issue a
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|
companion volume of exercises: 'Analyse this poem. Collect and
|
|
comminate the ugly words. Distinguish and condemn the CHEVILLES.
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|
State Mr. Stevenson's faults of taste in regard to the measure.
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|
What reasons can you gather from this example for your belief that
|
|
Mr. S. is unable to write any other measure?'
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They look ghastly in the cold light of print; but there is
|
|
something nice in the little ragged regiment for all; the
|
|
blackguards seem to me to smile, to have a kind of childish treble
|
|
note that sounds in my ears freshly; not song, if you will, but a
|
|
child's voice.
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I was glad you enjoyed your visit to the States. Most Englishmen
|
|
go there with a confirmed design of patronage, as they go to France
|
|
for that matter; and patronage will not pay. Besides, in this year
|
|
of - grace, said I? - of disgrace, who should creep so low as an
|
|
Englishman? 'It is not to be thought of that the flood' - ah,
|
|
Wordsworth, you would change your note were you alive to-day!
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|
I am now a beastly householder, but have not yet entered on my
|
|
domain. When I do, the social revolution will probably cast me
|
|
back upon my dung heap. There is a person called Hyndman whose eye
|
|
is on me; his step is beHynd me as I go. I shall call my house
|
|
Skerryvore when I get it: SKERRYVORE: C'EST BON POUR LA POESHIE.
|
|
I will conclude with my favourite sentiment: 'The world is too
|
|
much with me.'
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON,
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THE HERMIT OF SKERRYVORE.
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Author of 'John Vane Tempest: a Romance,' 'Herbert and Henrietta:
|
|
or the Nemesis of Sentiment,' 'The Life and Adventures of Colonel
|
|
Bludyer Fortescue,' 'Happy Homes and Hairy Faces,' 'A Pound of
|
|
Feathers and a Pound of Lead,' part author of 'Minn's Complete
|
|
Capricious Correspondent: a Manual of Natty, Natural, and Knowing
|
|
Letters,' and editor of the 'Poetical Remains of Samuel Burt
|
|
Crabbe, known as the melodious Bottle-Holder.'
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|
|
Uniform with the above:
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|
'The Life and Remains of the Reverend Jacob Degray Squah,' author
|
|
of 'Heave-yo for the New Jerusalem.' 'A Box of Candles; or the
|
|
Patent Spiritual Safety Match,' and 'A Day with the Heavenly
|
|
Harriers.'
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Letter: TO W. H. LOW
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|
BONALLIE TOWERS, BOURNEMOUTH, MARCH 13, 1885.
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MY DEAR LOW, - Your success has been immense. I wish your letter
|
|
had come two days ago: OTTO, alas! has been disposed of a good
|
|
while ago; but it was only day before yesterday that I settled the
|
|
new volume of Arabs. However, for the future, you and the sons of
|
|
the deified Scribner are the men for me. Really they have behaved
|
|
most handsomely. I cannot lay my hand on the papers, or I would
|
|
tell you exactly how it compares with my English bargain; but it
|
|
compares well. Ah, if we had that copyright, I do believe it would
|
|
go far to make me solvent, ill-health and all.
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|
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|
I wrote you a letter to the Rembrandt, in which I stated my views
|
|
about the dedication in a very brief form. It will give me sincere
|
|
pleasure, and will make the second dedication I have received, the
|
|
other being from John Addington Symonds. It is a compliment I
|
|
value much; I don't know any that I should prefer.
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|
|
|
I am glad to hear you have windows to do; that is a fine business,
|
|
I think; but, alas! the glass is so bad nowadays; realism invading
|
|
even that, as well as the huge inferiority of our technical
|
|
resource corrupting every tint. Still, anything that keeps a man
|
|
to decoration is, in this age, good for the artist's spirit.
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|
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|
By the way, have you seen James and me on the novel? James, I
|
|
think in the August or September - R. L. S. in the December
|
|
LONGMAN. I own I think the ECOLE BETE, of which I am the champion,
|
|
has the whip hand of the argument; but as James is to make a
|
|
rejoinder, I must not boast. Anyway the controversy is amusing to
|
|
see. I was terribly tied down to space, which has made the end
|
|
congested and dull. I shall see if I can afford to send you the
|
|
April CONTEMPORARY - but I dare say you see it anyway - as it will
|
|
contain a paper of mine on style, a sort of continuation of old
|
|
arguments on art in which you have wagged a most effective tongue.
|
|
It is a sort of start upon my Treatise on the Art of Literature: a
|
|
small, arid book that shall some day appear.
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|
|
|
With every good wish from me and mine (should I not say 'she and
|
|
hers'?) to you and yours, believe me yours ever,
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|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO P. G. HAMERTON
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|
BOURNEMOUTH, MARCH 16, 1885.
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|
MY DEAR HAMERTON, - Various things have been reminding me of my
|
|
misconduct: First, Swan's application for your address; second, a
|
|
sight of the sheets of your LANDSCAPE book; and last, your note to
|
|
Swan, which he was so kind as to forward. I trust you will never
|
|
suppose me to be guilty of anything more serious than an idleness,
|
|
partially excusable. My ill-health makes my rate of life heavier
|
|
than I can well meet, and yet stops me from earning more. My
|
|
conscience, sometimes perhaps too easily stifled, but still (for my
|
|
time of life and the public manners of the age) fairly well alive,
|
|
forces me to perpetual and almost endless transcriptions. On the
|
|
back of all this, my correspondence hangs like a thundercloud; and
|
|
just when I think I am getting through my troubles, crack, down
|
|
goes my health, I have a long, costly sickness, and begin the world
|
|
again. It is fortunate for me I have a father, or I should long
|
|
ago have died; but the opportunity of the aid makes the necessity
|
|
none the more welcome. My father has presented me with a beautiful
|
|
house here - or so I believe, for I have not yet seen it, being a
|
|
cage bird but for nocturnal sorties in the garden. I hope we shall
|
|
soon move into it, and I tell myself that some day perhaps we may
|
|
have the pleasure of seeing you as our guest. I trust at least
|
|
that you will take me as I am, a thoroughly bad correspondent, and
|
|
a man, a hater, indeed, of rudeness in others, but too often rude
|
|
in all unconsciousness himself; and that you will never cease to
|
|
believe the sincere sympathy and admiration that I feel for you and
|
|
for your work.
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|
|
|
About the LANDSCAPE, which I had a glimpse of while a friend of
|
|
mine was preparing a review, I was greatly interested, and could
|
|
write and wrangle for a year on every page; one passage
|
|
particularly delighted me, the part about Ulysses - jolly. Then,
|
|
you know, that is just what I fear I have come to think landscape
|
|
ought to be in literature; so there we should be at odds. Or
|
|
perhaps not so much as I suppose, as Montaigne says it is a pot
|
|
with two handles, and I own I am wedded to the technical handle,
|
|
which (I likewise own and freely) you do well to keep for a
|
|
mistress. I should much like to talk with you about some other
|
|
points; it is only in talk that one gets to understand. Your
|
|
delightful Wordsworth trap I have tried on two hardened
|
|
Wordsworthians, not that I am not one myself. By covering up the
|
|
context, and asking them to guess what the passage was, both (and
|
|
both are very clever people, one a writer, one a painter)
|
|
pronounced it a guide-book. 'Do you think it an unusually good
|
|
guide-book?' I asked, and both said, 'No, not at all!' Their
|
|
grimace was a picture when I showed the original.
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|
|
|
I trust your health and that of Mrs. Hamerton keep better; your
|
|
last account was a poor one. I was unable to make out the visit I
|
|
had hoped, as (I do not know if you heard of it) I had a very
|
|
violent and dangerous haemorrhage last spring. I am almost glad to
|
|
have seen death so close with all my wits about me, and not in the
|
|
customary lassitude and disenchantment of disease. Even thus
|
|
clearly beheld I find him not so terrible as we suppose. But,
|
|
indeed, with the passing of years, the decay of strength, the loss
|
|
of all my old active and pleasant habits, there grows more and more
|
|
upon me that belief in the kindness of this scheme of things, and
|
|
the goodness of our veiled God, which is an excellent and pacifying
|
|
compensation. I trust, if your health continues to trouble you,
|
|
you may find some of the same belief. But perhaps my fine
|
|
discovery is a piece of art, and belongs to a character cowardly,
|
|
intolerant of certain feelings, and apt to self-deception. I don't
|
|
think so, however; and when I feel what a weak and fallible vessel
|
|
I was thrust into this hurly-burly, and with what marvellous
|
|
kindness the wind has been tempered to my frailties, I think I
|
|
should be a strange kind of ass to feel anything but gratitude.
|
|
|
|
I do not know why I should inflict this talk upon you; but when I
|
|
summon the rebellous pen, he must go his own way; I am no Michael
|
|
Scott, to rule the fiend of correspondence. Most days he will none
|
|
of me; and when he comes, it is to rape me where he will. - Yours
|
|
very sincerely,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
|
Letter: TO WILLIAM ARCHER
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|
BOURNEMOUTH, MARCH 29, 1885.
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|
DEAR MR. ARCHER, - Yes, I have heard of you and read some of your
|
|
work; but I am bound in particular to thank you for the notice of
|
|
my verses. 'There,' I said, throwing it over to the friend who was
|
|
staying with me, 'it's worth writing a book to draw an article like
|
|
that.' Had you been as hard upon me as you were amiable, I try to
|
|
tell myself I should have been no blinder to the merits of your
|
|
notice. For I saw there, to admire and to be very grateful for, a
|
|
most sober, agile pen; an enviable touch; the marks of a reader,
|
|
such as one imagines for one's self in dreams, thoughtful,
|
|
critical, and kind; and to put the top on this memorial column, a
|
|
greater readiness to describe the author criticised than to display
|
|
the talents of his censor.
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|
|
|
I am a man BLASE to injudicious praise (though I hope some of it
|
|
may be judicious too), but I have to thank you for THE BEST
|
|
CRITICISM I EVER HAD; and am therefore, dear Mr. Archer, the most
|
|
grateful critickee now extant.
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
|
P.S. - I congratulate you on living in the corner of all London
|
|
that I like best. A PROPOS, you are very right about my voluntary
|
|
aversion from the painful sides of life. My childhood was in
|
|
reality a very mixed experience, full of fever, nightmare,
|
|
insomnia, painful days and interminable nights; and I can speak
|
|
with less authority of gardens than of that other 'land of
|
|
counterpane.' But to what end should we renew these sorrows? The
|
|
sufferings of life may be handled by the very greatest in their
|
|
hours of insight; it is of its pleasures that our common poems
|
|
should be formed; these are the experiences that we should seek to
|
|
recall or to provoke; and I say with Thoreau, 'What right have I to
|
|
complain, who have not ceased to wonder?' and, to add a rider of my
|
|
own, who have no remedy to offer.
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|
R. L. S.
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Letter: TO MRS. FLEEMING JENKIN
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|
[SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH, JUNE 1885.]
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|
MY DEAR MRS. JENKIN, - You know how much and for how long I have
|
|
loved, respected, and admired him; I am only able to feel a little
|
|
with you. But I know how he would have wished us to feel. I never
|
|
knew a better man, nor one to me more lovable; we shall all feel
|
|
the loss more greatly as time goes on. It scarce seems life to me;
|
|
what must it be to you? Yet one of the last things that he said to
|
|
me was, that from all these sad bereavements of yours he had
|
|
learned only more than ever to feel the goodness and what we, in
|
|
our feebleness, call the support of God; he had been ripening so
|
|
much - to other eyes than ours, we must suppose he was ripe, and
|
|
try to feel it. I feel it is better not to say much more. It will
|
|
be to me a great pride to write a notice of him: the last I can
|
|
now do. What more in any way I can do for you, please to think and
|
|
let me know. For his sake and for your own, I would not be a
|
|
useless friend: I know, you know me a most warm one; please
|
|
command me or my wife, in any way. Do not trouble to write to me;
|
|
Austin, I have no doubt, will do so, if you are, as I fear you will
|
|
be, unfit.
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|
|
|
My heart is sore for you. At least you know what you have been to
|
|
him; how he cherished and admired you; how he was never so pleased
|
|
as when he spoke of you; with what a boy's love, up to the last, he
|
|
loved you. This surely is a consolation. Yours is the cruel part
|
|
- to survive; you must try and not grudge to him his better
|
|
fortune, to go first. It is the sad part of such relations that
|
|
one must remain and suffer; I cannot see my poor Jenkin without
|
|
you. Nor you indeed without him; but you may try to rejoice that
|
|
he is spared that extremity. Perhaps I (as I was so much his
|
|
confidant) know even better than you can do what your loss would
|
|
have been to him; he never spoke of you but his face changed; it
|
|
was - you were - his religion.
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|
|
|
I write by this post to Austin and to the ACADEMY. - Yours most
|
|
sincerely,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON,
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Letter: TO MRS. FLEEMING JENKIN
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[SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH, JUNE 1885.]
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MY DEAR MRS. JENKIN, - I should have written sooner, but we are in
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a bustle, and I have been very tired, though still well. Your very
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kind note was most welcome to me. I shall be very much pleased to
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have you call me Louis, as he has now done for so many years.
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Sixteen, you say? is it so long? It seems too short now; but of
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that we cannot judge, and must not complain.
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I wish that either I or my wife could do anything for you; when we
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can, you will, I am sure, command us.
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I trust that my notice gave you as little pain as was possible. I
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found I had so much to say, that I preferred to keep it for another
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place and make but a note in the ACADEMY. To try to draw my friend
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at greater length, and say what he was to me and his intimates,
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what a good influence in life and what an example, is a desire that
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grows upon me. It was strange, as I wrote the note, how his old
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tests and criticisms haunted me; and it reminded me afresh with
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every few words how much I owe to him.
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I had a note from Henley, very brief and very sad. We none of us
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yet feel the loss; but we know what he would have said and wished.
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Do you know that Dew Smith has two photographs of him, neither very
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bad? and one giving a lively, though not flattering air of him in
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conversation? If you have not got them, would you like me to write
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to Dew and ask him to give you proofs?
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I was so pleased that he and my wife made friends; that is a great
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pleasure. We found and have preserved one fragment (the head) of
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the drawing he made and tore up when he was last here. He had
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promised to come and stay with us this summer. May we not hope, at
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least, some time soon to have one from you? - Believe me, my dear
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Mrs. Jenkin, with the most real sympathy, your sincere friend,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Dear me, what happiness I owe to both of you!
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Letter: TO W. H. LOW
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SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH, OCTOBER 22, 1885.
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MY DEAR LOW, - I trust you are not annoyed with me beyond
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forgiveness; for indeed my silence has been devilish prolonged. I
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can only tell you that I have been nearly six months (more than
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six) in a strange condition of collapse, when it was impossible to
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do any work, and difficult (more difficult than you would suppose)
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to write the merest note. I am now better, but not yet my own man
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in the way of brains, and in health only so-so. I suppose I shall
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learn (I begin to think I am learning) to fight this vast, vague
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feather-bed of an obsession that now overlies and smothers me; but
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in the beginnings of these conflicts, the inexperienced wrestler is
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always worsted, and I own I have been quite extinct. I wish you to
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know, though it can be no excuse, that you are not the only one of
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my friends by many whom I have thus neglected; and even now, having
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come so very late into the possession of myself, with a substantial
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capital of debts, and my work still moving with a desperate
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slowness - as a child might fill a sandbag with its little handfuls
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- and my future deeply pledged, there is almost a touch of virtue
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in my borrowing these hours to write to you. Why I said 'hours' I
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know not; it would look blue for both of us if I made good the
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word.
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I was writing your address the other day, ordering a copy of my
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next, PRINCE OTTO, to go your way. I hope you have not seen it in
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parts; it was not meant to be so read; and only my poverty
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(dishonourably) consented to the serial evolution.
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I will send you with this a copy of the English edition of the
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CHILD'S GARDEN. I have heard there is some vile rule of the post-
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office in the States against inscriptions; so I send herewith a
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piece of doggerel which Mr. Bunner may, if he thinks fit, copy off
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the fly leaf.
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Sargent was down again and painted a portrait of me walking about
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in my own dining-room, in my own velveteen jacket, and twisting as
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I go my own moustache; at one corner a glimpse of my wife, in an
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Indian dress, and seated in a chair that was once my grandfather's;
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but since some months goes by the name of Henry James's, for it was
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there the novelist loved to sit - adds a touch of poesy and
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comicality. It is, I think, excellent, but is too eccentric to be
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exhibited. I am at one extreme corner; my wife, in this wild
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dress, and looking like a ghost, is at the extreme other end;
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between us an open door exhibits my palatial entrance hall and a
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part of my respected staircase. All this is touched in lovely,
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with that witty touch of Sargent's; but, of course, it looks dam
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queer as a whole.
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Pray let me hear from you, and give me good news of yourself and
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your wife, to whom please remember me. -
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Yours most sincerely, my dear Low,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO W. E. HENLEY
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[SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH, AUTUMN 1885.]
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DEAR LAD, - If there was any more praise in what you wrote, I think
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[the editor] has done us both a service; some of it stops my
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throat. What, it would not have been the same if Dumas or Musset
|
|
had done it, would it not? Well, no, I do not think it would, do
|
|
you know, now; I am really of opinion it would not; and a dam good
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job too. Why, think what Musset would have made of Otto! Think
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how gallantly Dumas would have carried his crowd through! And
|
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whatever you do, don't quarrel with -. It gives me much pleasure
|
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to see your work there; I think you do yourself great justice in
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that field; and I would let no annoyance, petty or justifiable,
|
|
debar me from such a market. I think you do good there. Whether
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(considering our intimate relations) you would not do better to
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|
refrain from reviewing me, I will leave to yourself: were it all
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on my side, you could foresee my answer; but there is your side
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also, where you must be the judge.
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As for the SATURDAY. Otto is no 'fool,' the reader is left in no
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doubt as to whether or not Seraphina was a Messalina (though much
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it would matter, if you come to that); and therefore on both these
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points the reviewer has been unjust. Secondly, the romance lies
|
|
precisely in the freeing of two spirits from these court intrigues;
|
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and here I think the reviewer showed himself dull. Lastly, if
|
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Otto's speech is offensive to him, he is one of the large class of
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unmanly and ungenerous dogs who arrogate and defile the name of
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manly. As for the passages quoted, I do confess that some of them
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reek Gongorically; they are excessive, but they are not inelegant
|
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after all. However, had he attacked me only there, he would have
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scored.
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Your criticism on Gondremark is, I fancy, right. I thought all
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your criticisms were indeed; only your praise - chokes me. - Yours
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ever,
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R. L. S.
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Letter: TO WILLIAM ARCHER
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SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH, OCTOBER 28, 1885.
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DEAR MR. ARCHER, - I have read your paper with my customary
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admiration; it is very witty, very adroit; it contains a great deal
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|
that is excellently true (particularly the parts about my stories
|
|
and the description of me as an artist in life); but you will not
|
|
be surprised if I do not think it altogether just. It seems to me,
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|
in particular, that you have wilfully read all my works in terms of
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|
my earliest; my aim, even in style, has quite changed in the last
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|
six or seven years; and this I should have thought you would have
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|
noticed. Again, your first remark upon the affectation of the
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|
italic names; a practice only followed in my two affected little
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|
books of travel, where a typographical MINAUDERIE of the sort
|
|
appeared to me in character; and what you say of it, then, is quite
|
|
just. But why should you forget yourself and use these same
|
|
italics as an index to my theology some pages further on? This is
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|
lightness of touch indeed; may I say, it is almost sharpness of
|
|
practice?
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Excuse these remarks. I have been on the whole much interested,
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|
and sometimes amused. Are you aware that the praiser of this
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|
'brave gymnasium' has not seen a canoe nor taken a long walk since
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|
'79? that he is rarely out of the house nowadays, and carries his
|
|
arm in a sling? Can you imagine that he is a backslidden
|
|
communist, and is sure he will go to hell (if there be such an
|
|
excellent institution) for the luxury in which he lives? And can
|
|
you believe that, though it is gaily expressed, the thought is hag
|
|
and skeleton in every moment of vacuity or depression? Can you
|
|
conceive how profoundly I am irritated by the opposite affectation
|
|
to my own, when I see strong men and rich men bleating about their
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|
sorrows and the burthen of life, in a world full of 'cancerous
|
|
paupers,' and poor sick children, and the fatally bereaved, ay, and
|
|
down even to such happy creatures as myself, who has yet been
|
|
obliged to strip himself, one after another, of all the pleasures
|
|
that he had chosen except smoking (and the days of that I know in
|
|
my heart ought to be over), I forgot eating, which I still enjoy,
|
|
and who sees the circle of impotence closing very slowly but quite
|
|
steadily around him? In my view, one dank, dispirited word is
|
|
harmful, a crime of LESE- HUMANITE, a piece of acquired evil; every
|
|
gay, every bright word or picture, like every pleasant air of
|
|
music, is a piece of pleasure set afloat; the reader catches it,
|
|
and, if he be healthy, goes on his way rejoicing; and it is the
|
|
business of art so to send him, as often as possible.
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For what you say, so kindly, so prettily, so precisely, of my
|
|
style, I must in particular thank you; though even here, I am vexed
|
|
you should not have remarked on my attempted change of manner:
|
|
seemingly this attempt is still quite unsuccessful! Well, we shall
|
|
fight it out on this line if it takes all summer.
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|
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And now for my last word: Mrs. Stevenson is very anxious that you
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|
should see me, and that she should see you, in the flesh. If you
|
|
at all share in these views, I am a fixture. Write or telegraph
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|
(giving us time, however, to telegraph in reply, lest the day be
|
|
impossible), and come down here to a bed and a dinner. What do you
|
|
say, my dear critic? I shall be truly pleased to see you; and to
|
|
explain at greater length what I meant by saying narrative was the
|
|
most characteristic mood of literature, on which point I have great
|
|
hopes I shall persuade you. - Yours truly,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
P.S. - My opinion about Thoreau, and the passage in THE WEEK, is
|
|
perhaps a fad, but it is sincere and stable. I am still of the
|
|
same mind five years later; did you observe that I had said
|
|
'modern' authors? and will you observe again that this passage
|
|
touches the very joint of our division? It is one that appeals to
|
|
me, deals with that part of life that I think the most important,
|
|
and you, if I gather rightly, so much less so? You believe in the
|
|
extreme moment of the facts that humanity has acquired and is
|
|
acquiring; I think them of moment, but still or much less than
|
|
those inherent or inherited brute principles and laws that sit upon
|
|
us (in the character of conscience) as heavy as a shirt of mail,
|
|
and that (in the character of the affections and the airy spirit of
|
|
pleasure) make all the light of our lives. The house is, indeed, a
|
|
great thing, and should be rearranged on sanitary principles; but
|
|
my heart and all my interest are with the dweller, that ancient of
|
|
days and day-old infant man.
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R. L. S.
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An excellent touch is p. 584. 'By instinct or design he eschews
|
|
what demands constructive patience.' I believe it is both; my
|
|
theory is that literature must always be most at home in treating
|
|
movement and change; hence I look for them.
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Letter: TO THOMAS STEVENSON
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[SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH,] OCTOBER 28, 1885.
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MY DEAREST FATHER, - Get the November number of TIME, and you will
|
|
see a review of me by a very clever fellow, who is quite furious at
|
|
bottom because I am too orthodox, just as Purcell was savage
|
|
because I am not orthodox enough. I fall between two stools. It
|
|
is odd, too, to see how this man thinks me a full-blooded fox-
|
|
hunter, and tells me my philosophy would fail if I lost my health
|
|
or had to give up exercise!
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|
|
|
An illustrated TREASURE ISLAND will be out next month. I have had
|
|
an early copy, and the French pictures are admirable. The artist
|
|
has got his types up in Hogarth; he is full of fire and spirit, can
|
|
draw and can compose, and has understood the book as I meant it,
|
|
all but one or two little accidents, such as making the HISPANIOLA
|
|
a brig. I would send you my copy, BUT I CANNOT; it is my new toy,
|
|
and I cannot divorce myself from this enjoyment.
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|
|
|
I am keeping really better, and have been out about every second
|
|
day, though the weather is cold and very wild.
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|
|
|
I was delighted to hear you were keeping better; you and Archer
|
|
would agree, more shame to you! (Archer is my pessimist critic.)
|
|
Good-bye to all of you, with my best love. We had a dreadful
|
|
overhauling of my conduct as a son the other night; and my wife
|
|
stripped me of my illusions and made me admit I had been a
|
|
detestable bad one. Of one thing in particular she convicted me in
|
|
my own eyes: I mean, a most unkind reticence, which hung on me
|
|
then, and I confess still hangs on me now, when I try to assure you
|
|
that I do love you. - Ever your bad son,
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO HENRY JAMES
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|
SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH, OCTOBER 28, 1885.
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MY DEAR HENRY JAMES, - At last, my wife being at a concert, and a
|
|
story being done, I am at some liberty to write and give you of my
|
|
views. And first, many thanks for the works that came to my
|
|
sickbed. And second, and more important, as to the PRINCESS.
|
|
Well, I think you are going to do it this time; I cannot, of
|
|
course, foresee, but these two first numbers seem to me picturesque
|
|
and sound and full of lineament, and very much a new departure. As
|
|
for your young lady, she is all there; yes, sir, you can do low
|
|
life, I believe. The prison was excellent; it was of that nature
|
|
of touch that I sometimes achingly miss from your former work; with
|
|
some of the grime, that is, and some of the emphasis of skeleton
|
|
there is in nature. I pray you to take grime in a good sense; it
|
|
need not be ignoble: dirt may have dignity; in nature it usually
|
|
has; and your prison was imposing.
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|
|
|
And now to the main point: why do we not see you? Do not fail us.
|
|
Make an alarming sacrifice, and let us see 'Henry James's chair'
|
|
properly occupied. I never sit in it myself (though it was my
|
|
grandfather's); it has been consecrated to guests by your approval,
|
|
and now stands at my elbow gaping. We have a new room, too, to
|
|
introduce to you - our last baby, the drawing-room; it never cries,
|
|
and has cut its teeth. Likewise, there is a cat now. It promises
|
|
to be a monster of laziness and self-sufficiency.
|
|
|
|
Pray see, in the November TIME (a dread name for a magazine of
|
|
light reading), a very clever fellow, W. Archer, stating his views
|
|
of me; the rosy-gilled 'athletico-aesthete'; and warning me, in a
|
|
fatherly manner, that a rheumatic fever would try my philosophy (as
|
|
indeed it would), and that my gospel would not do for 'those who
|
|
are shut out from the exercise of any manly virtue save
|
|
renunciation.' To those who know that rickety and cloistered
|
|
spectre, the real R. L. S., the paper, besides being clever in
|
|
itself, presents rare elements of sport. The critical parts are in
|
|
particular very bright and neat, and often excellently true. Get
|
|
it by all manner of means.
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|
|
|
I hear on all sides I am to be attacked as an immoral writer; this
|
|
is painful. Have I at last got, like you, to the pitch of being
|
|
attacked? 'Tis the consecration I lack - and could do without.
|
|
Not that Archer's paper is an attack, or what either he or I, I
|
|
believe, would call one; 'tis the attacks on my morality (which I
|
|
had thought a gem of the first water) I referred to.
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|
|
|
Now, my dear James, come - come - come. The spirit (that is me)
|
|
says, Come; and the bride (and that is my wife) says, Come; and the
|
|
best thing you can do for us and yourself and your work is to get
|
|
up and do so right away, - Yours affectionately,
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|
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|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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Letter: TO WILLIAM ARCHER
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|
[SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH,] OCTOBER 30, 1885.
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DEAR MR. ARCHER. - It is possible my father may be soon down with
|
|
me; he is an old man and in bad health and spirits; and I could
|
|
neither leave him alone, nor could we talk freely before him. If
|
|
he should be here when you offer your visit, you will understand if
|
|
I have to say no, and put you off.
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|
|
|
I quite understand your not caring to refer to things of private
|
|
knowledge. What still puzzles me is how you ('in the witness box'
|
|
- ha! I like the phrase) should have made your argument actually
|
|
hinge on a contention which the facts answered.
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|
|
|
I am pleased to hear of the correctness of my guess. It is then as
|
|
I supposed; you are of the school of the generous and not the
|
|
sullen pessimists; and I can feel with you. I used myself to rage
|
|
when I saw sick folk going by in their Bath-chairs; since I have
|
|
been sick myself (and always when I was sick myself), I found life,
|
|
even in its rough places, to have a property of easiness. That
|
|
which we suffer ourselves has no longer the same air of monstrous
|
|
injustice and wanton cruelty that suffering wears when we see it in
|
|
the case of others. So we begin gradually to see that things are
|
|
not black, but have their strange compensations; and when they draw
|
|
towards their worst, the idea of death is like a bed to lie on. I
|
|
should bear false witness if I did not declare life happy. And
|
|
your wonderful statement that happiness tends to die out and misery
|
|
to continue, which was what put me on the track of your frame of
|
|
mind, is diagnostic of the happy man raging over the misery of
|
|
others; it could never be written by the man who had tried what
|
|
unhappiness was like. And at any rate, it was a slip of the pen:
|
|
the ugliest word that science has to declare is a reserved
|
|
indifference to happiness and misery in the individual; it declares
|
|
no leaning toward the black, no iniquity on the large scale in
|
|
fate's doings, rather a marble equality, dread not cruel, giving
|
|
and taking away and reconciling.
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|
|
|
Why have I not written my TIMON? Well, here is my worst quarrel
|
|
with you. You take my young books as my last word. The tendency
|
|
to try to say more has passed unperceived (my fault, that). And
|
|
you make no allowance for the slowness with which a man finds and
|
|
tries to learn his tools. I began with a neat brisk little style,
|
|
and a sharp little knack of partial observation; I have tried to
|
|
expand my means, but still I can only utter a part of what I wish
|
|
to say, and am bound to feel; and much of it will die unspoken.
|
|
But if I had the pen of Shakespeare, I have no TIMON to give forth.
|
|
I feel kindly to the powers that be; I marvel they should use me so
|
|
well; and when I think of the case of others, I wonder too, but in
|
|
another vein, whether they may not, whether they must not, be like
|
|
me, still with some compensation, some delight. To have suffered,
|
|
nay, to suffer, sets a keen edge on what remains of the agreeable.
|
|
This is a great truth, and has to be learned in the fire. - Yours
|
|
very truly,
|
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|
|
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON.
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|
We expect you, remember that.
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|
Letter: TO WILLIAM ARCHER
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SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH, NOVEMBER 1, 1885.
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|
DEAR MR. ARCHER, - You will see that I had already had a sight of
|
|
your article and what were my thoughts.
|
|
|
|
One thing in your letter puzzles me. Are you, too, not in the
|
|
witness-box? And if you are, why take a wilfully false hypothesis?
|
|
If you knew I was a chronic invalid, why say that my philosophy was
|
|
unsuitable to such a case? My call for facts is not so general as
|
|
yours, but an essential fact should not be put the other way about.
|
|
|
|
The fact is, consciously or not, you doubt my honesty; you think I
|
|
am making faces, and at heart disbelieve my utterances. And this I
|
|
am disposed to think must spring from your not having had enough of
|
|
pain, sorrow, and trouble in your existence. It is easy to have
|
|
too much; easy also or possible to have too little; enough is
|
|
required that a man may appreciate what elements of consolation and
|
|
joy there are in everything but absolutely over-powering physical
|
|
pain or disgrace, and how in almost all circumstances the human
|
|
soul can play a fair part. You fear life, I fancy, on the
|
|
principle of the hand of little employment. But perhaps my
|
|
hypothesis is as unlike the truth as the one you chose. Well, if
|
|
it be so, if you have had trials, sickness, the approach of death,
|
|
the alienation of friends, poverty at the heels, and have not felt
|
|
your soul turn round upon these things and spurn them under - you
|
|
must be very differently made from me, and I earnestly believe from
|
|
the majority of men. But at least you are in the right to wonder
|
|
and complain.
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|
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|
To 'say all'? Stay here. All at once? That would require a word
|
|
from the pen of Gargantua. We say each particular thing as it
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comes up, and 'with that sort of emphasis that for the time there
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seems to be no other.' Words will not otherwise serve us; no, nor
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even Shakespeare, who could not have put AS YOU LIKE IT and TIMON
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into one without ruinous loss both of emphasis and substance. Is
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it quite fair then to keep your face so steadily on my most light-
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hearted works, and then say I recognise no evil? Yet in the paper
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on Burns, for instance, I show myself alive to some sorts of evil.
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But then, perhaps, they are not your sorts.
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And again: 'to say all'? All: yes. Everything: no. The task
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were endless, the effect nil. But my all, in such a vast field as
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this of life, is what interests me, what stands out, what takes on
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itself a presence for my imagination or makes a figure in that
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little tricky abbreviation which is the best that my reason can
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conceive. That I must treat, or I shall be fooling with my
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readers. That, and not the all of some one else.
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And here we come to the division: not only do I believe that
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literature should give joy, but I see a universe, I suppose,
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eternally different from yours; a solemn, a terrible, but a very
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joyous and noble universe, where suffering is not at least wantonly
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inflicted, though it falls with dispassionate partiality, but where
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it may be and generally is nobly borne; where, above all (this I
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believe; probably you don't: I think he may, with cancer), ANY
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BRAVE MAN MAY MAKE out a life which shall be happy for himself,
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and, by so being, beneficent to those about him. And if he fails,
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why should I hear him weeping? I mean if I fail, why should I
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weep? Why should YOU hear ME? Then to me morals, the conscience,
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the affections, and the passions are, I will own frankly and
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sweepingly, so infinitely more important than the other parts of
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life, that I conceive men rather triflers who become immersed in
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the latter; and I will always think the man who keeps his lip
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stiff, and makes 'a happy fireside clime,' and carries a pleasant
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face about to friends and neighbours, infinitely greater (in the
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abstract) than an atrabilious Shakespeare or a backbiting Kant or
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Darwin. No offence to any of these gentlemen, two of whom probably
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(one for certain) came up to my standard.
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And now enough said; it were hard if a poor man could not criticise
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another without having so much ink shed against him. But I shall
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still regret you should have written on an hypothesis you knew to
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be untenable, and that you should thus have made your paper, for
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those who do not know me, essentially unfair. The rich, fox-
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hunting squire speaks with one voice; the sick man of letters with
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another. - Yours very truly,
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ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON
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(PROMETHEUS-HEINE IN MINIMIS).
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P.S. - Here I go again. To me, the medicine bottles on my chimney
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and the blood on my handkerchief are accidents; they do not colour
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my view of life, as you would know, I think, if you had experience
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of sickness; they do not exist in my prospect; I would as soon drag
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them under the eyes of my readers as I would mention a pimple I
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might chance to have (saving your presence) on my posteriors. What
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does it prove? what does it change? it has not hurt, it has not
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changed me in any essential part; and I should think myself a
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trifler and in bad taste if I introduced the world to these
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unimportant privacies.
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But, again, there is this mountain-range between us - THAT YOU DO
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NOT BELIEVE ME. It is not flattering, but the fault is probably in
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my literary art.
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Letter: TO W. H. LOW
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SKERRYVORE, BOURNEMOUTH, DECEMBER 26, 1885.
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MY DEAR LOW, - LAMIA has not yet turned up, but your letter came to
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me this evening with a scent of the Boulevard Montparnasse that was
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irresistible. The sand of Lavenue's crumbled under my heel; and
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the bouquet of the old Fleury came back to me, and I remembered the
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day when I found a twenty franc piece under my fetish. Have you
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that fetish still? and has it brought you luck? I remembered, too,
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my first sight of you in a frock coat and a smoking-cap, when we
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passed the evening at the Cafe de Medicis; and my last when we sat
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and talked in the Parc Monceau; and all these things made me feel a
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little young again, which, to one who has been mostly in bed for a
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month, was a vivifying change.
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Yes, you are lucky to have a bag that holds you comfortably. Mine
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is a strange contrivance; I don't die, damme, and I can't get along
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on both feet to save my soul; I am a chronic sickist; and my work
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cripples along between bed and the parlour, between the medicine
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bottle and the cupping glass. Well, I like my life all the same;
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and should like it none the worse if I could have another talk with
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you, though even my talks now are measured out to me by the minute
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hand like poisons in a minim glass.
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A photograph will be taken of my ugly mug and sent to you for
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ulterior purposes: I have another thing coming out, which I did
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not put in the way of the Scribners, I can scarce tell how; but I
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was sick and penniless and rather back on the world, and mismanaged
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it. I trust they will forgive me.
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I am sorry to hear of Mrs. Low's illness, and glad to hear of her
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recovery. I will announce the coming LAMIA to Bob: he steams away
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at literature like smoke. I have a beautiful Bob on my walls, and
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a good Sargent, and a delightful Lemon; and your etching now hangs
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framed in the dining-room. So the arts surround me. - Yours,
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R. L. S.
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End of the Project Gutenberg eText The Letters of Robert Louis
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Stevenson, Volume 1.
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