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583 lines
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1842
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THE PIT AND THE PENDULUM
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by Edgar Allen Poe
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Impia tortorum longos hic turba furores
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Sanguinis innocui, non satiata, aluit.
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Sospite nunc patria, fracto nunc funeris antro,
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Mors ubi dira fuit vita salusque patent.
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(Quatrain composed for the gates of a market to he erected upon
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the site of the Jacobin Club House at Paris.)
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I WAS sick --sick unto death with that long agony; and when they
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at length unbound me, and I was permitted to sit, I felt that my
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senses were leaving me. The sentence --the dread sentence of death
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--was the last of distinct accentuation which reached my ears. After
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that, the sound of the inquisitorial voices seemed merged in one
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dreamy indeterminate hum. It conveyed to my soul the idea of
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revolution --perhaps from its association in fancy with the burr of
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a mill wheel. This only for a brief period; for presently I heard no
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more. Yet, for a while, I saw; but with how terrible an
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exaggeration! I saw the lips of the black-robed judges. They
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appeared to me white --whiter than the sheet upon which I trace
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these words --and thin even to grotesqueness; thin with the
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intensity of their expression of firmness --of immoveable resolution
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--of stern contempt of human torture. I saw that the decrees of what
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to me was Fate, were still issuing from those lips. I saw them
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writhe with a deadly locution. I saw them fashion the syllables of
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my name; and I shuddered because no sound succeeded. I saw, too, for a
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few moments of delirious horror, the soft and nearly imperceptible
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waving of the sable draperies which enwrapped the walls of the
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apartment. And then my vision fell upon the seven tall candles upon
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the table. At first they wore the aspect of charity, and seemed
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white and slender angels who would save me; but then, all at once,
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there came a most deadly nausea over my spirit, and I felt every fibre
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in my frame thrill as if I had touched the wire of a galvanic battery,
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while the angel forms became meaningless spectres, with heads of
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flame, and I saw that from them there would be no help. And then there
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stole into my fancy, like a rich musical note, the thought of what
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sweet rest there must be in the grave. The thought came gently and
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stealthily, and it seemed long before it attained full appreciation;
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but just as my spirit came at length properly to feel and entertain
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it, the figures of the judges vanished, as if magically, from before
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me; the tall candles sank into nothingness; their flames went out
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utterly; the blackness of darkness supervened; all sensations appeared
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swallowed up in a mad rushing descent as of the soul into Hades.
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Then silence, and stillness, night were the universe.
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I had swooned; but still will not say that all of consciousness
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was lost. What of it there remained I will not attempt to define, or
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even to describe; yet all was not lost. In the deepest slumber --no!
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In delirium --no! In a swoon --no! In death --no! even in the grave
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all is not lost. Else there is no immortality for man. Arousing from
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the most profound of slumbers, we break the gossamer web of some
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dream. Yet in a second afterward, (so frail may that web have been) we
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remember not that we have dreamed. In the return to life from the
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swoon there are two stages; first, that of the sense of mental or
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spiritual; secondly, that of the sense of physical, existence. It
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seems probable that if, upon reaching the second stage, we could
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recall the impressions of the first, we should find these
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impressions eloquent in memories of the gulf beyond. And that gulf
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is --what? How at least shall we distinguish its shadows from those of
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the tomb? But if the impressions of what I have termed the first
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stage, are not, at will, recalled, yet, after long interval, do they
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not come unbidden, while we marvel whence they come? He who has
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never swooned, is not he who finds strange palaces and wildly familiar
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faces in coals that glow; is not he who beholds floating in mid-air
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the sad visions that the many may not view; is not he who ponders over
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the perfume of some novel flower --is not he whose brain grows
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bewildered with the meaning of some musical cadence which has never
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before arrested his attention.
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Amid frequent and thoughtful endeavors to remember; amid earnest
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struggles to regather some token of the state of seeming nothingness
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into which my soul had lapsed, there have been moments when I have
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dreamed of success; there have been brief, very brief periods when I
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have conjured up remembrances which the lucid reason of a later
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epoch assures me could have had reference only to that condition of
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seeming unconsciousness. These shadows of memory tell, indistinctly,
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of tall figures that lifted and bore me in silence down --down --still
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down --till a hideous dizziness oppressed me at the mere idea of the
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interminableness of the descent. They tell also of a vague horror at
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my heart, on account of that heart's unnatural stillness. Then comes a
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sense of sudden motionlessness throughout all things; as if those
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who bore me (a ghastly train!) had outrun, in their descent, the
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limits of the limitless, and paused from the wearisomeness of their
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toil. After this I call to mind flatness and dampness; and then all is
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madness --the madness of a memory which busies itself among
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forbidden things.
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Very suddenly there came back to my soul motion and sound --the
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tumultuous motion of the heart, and, in my ears, the sound of its
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beating. Then a pause in which all is blank. Then again sound, and
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motion, and touch --a tingling sensation pervading my frame. Then
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the mere consciousness of existence, without thought --a condition
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which lasted long. Then, very suddenly, thought, and shuddering
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terror, and earnest endeavor to comprehend my true state. Then a
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strong desire to lapse into insensibility. Then a rushing revival of
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soul and a successful effort to move. And now a full memory of the
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trial, of the judges, of the sable draperies, of the sentence, of
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the sickness, of the swoon. Then entire forgetfulness of all that
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followed; of all that a later day and much earnestness of endeavor
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have enabled me vaguely to recall.
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So far, I had not opened my eyes. I felt that I lay upon my back,
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unbound. I reached out my hand, and it fell heavily upon something
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damp and hard. There I suffered it to remain for many minutes, while I
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strove to imagine where and what I could be. I longed, yet dared not
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to employ my vision. I dreaded the first glance at objects around
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me. It was not that I feared to look upon things horrible, but that
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I grew aghast lest there should be nothing to see. At length, with a
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wild desperation at heart, I quickly unclosed my eyes. My worst
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thoughts, then, were confirmed. The blackness of eternal night
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encompassed me. I struggled for breath. The intensity of the
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darkness seemed to oppress and stifle me. The atmosphere was
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intolerably close. I still lay quietly, and made effort to exercise my
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reason. I brought to mind the inquisitorial proceedings, and attempted
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from that point to deduce my real condition. The sentence had
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passed; and it appeared to me that a very long interval of time had
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since elapsed. Yet not for a moment did I suppose myself actually
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dead. Such a supposition, notwithstanding what we read in fiction,
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is altogether inconsistent with real existence; --but where and in
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what state was I? The condemned to death, I knew, perished usually
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at the autos-da-fe, and one of these had been held on the very night
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of the day of my trial. Had I been remanded to my dungeon, to await
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the next sacrifice, which would not take place for many months? This I
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at once saw could not be. Victims had been in immediate demand.
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Moreover, my dungeon, as well as all the condemned cells at Toledo,
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had stone floors, and light was not altogether excluded.
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A fearful idea now suddenly drove the blood in torrents upon my
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heart, and for a brief period, I once more relapsed into
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insensibility. Upon recovering, I at once started to my feet,
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trembling convulsively in every fibre. I thrust my arms wildly above
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and around me in all directions. I felt nothing; yet dreaded to move a
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step, lest I should be impeded by the walls of a tomb. Perspiration
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burst from every pore, and stood in cold big beads upon my forehead.
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The agony of suspense grew at length intolerable, and I cautiously
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moved forward, with my arms extended, and my eyes straining from their
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sockets, in the hope of catching some faint ray of light. I
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proceeded for many paces; but still all was blackness and vacancy. I
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breathed more freely. It seemed evident that mine was not, at least,
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the most hideous of fates.
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And now, as I still continued to step cautiously onward, there
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came thronging upon my recollection a thousand vague rumors of the
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horrors of Toledo. Of the dungeons there had been strange things
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narrated --fables I had always deemed them --but yet strange, and
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too ghastly to repeat, save in a whisper. Was I left to perish of
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starvation in this subterranean world of darkness; or what fate,
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perhaps even more fearful, awaited me? That the result would be death,
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and a death of more than customary bitterness, I knew too well the
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character of my judges to doubt. The mode and the hour were all that
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occupied or distracted me.
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My outstretched hands at length encountered some solid
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obstruction. It was a wall, seemingly of stone masonry --very
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smooth, slimy, and cold. I followed it up; stepping with all the
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careful distrust with which certain antique narratives had inspired
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me. This process, however, afforded me no means of ascertaining the
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dimensions of my dungeon; as I might make its circuit, and return to
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the point whence I set out, without being aware of the fact; so
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perfectly uniform seemed the wall. I therefore sought the knife
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which had been in my pocket, when led into the inquisitorial
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chamber; but it was gone; my clothes had been exchanged for a
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wrapper of coarse serge. I had thought of forcing the blade in some
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minute crevice of the masonry, so as to identify my point of
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departure. The difficulty, nevertheless, was but trivial; although, in
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the disorder of my fancy, it seemed at first insuperable. I tore a
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part of the hem from the robe and placed the fragment at full
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length, and at right angles to the wall. In groping my way around
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the prison, I could not fail to encounter this rag upon completing the
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circuit. So, at least I thought: but I had not counted upon the extent
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of the dungeon, or upon my own weakness. The ground was moist and
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slippery. I staggered onward for some time, when I stumbled and
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fell. My excessive fatigue induced me to remain prostrate; and sleep
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soon overtook me as I lay.
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Upon awaking, and stretching forth an arm, I found beside me a
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loaf and a pitcher with water. I was too much exhausted to reflect
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upon this circumstance, but ate and drank with avidity. Shortly
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afterward, I resumed my tour around the prison, and with much toil
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came at last upon the fragment of the serge. Up to the period when I
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fell I had counted fifty-two paces, and upon resuming my walk, I had
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counted forty-eight more; --when I arrived at the rag. There were in
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all, then, a hundred paces; and, admitting two paces to the yard, I
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presumed the dungeon to be fifty yards in circuit. I had met, however,
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with many angles in the wall, and thus I could form no guess at the
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shape of the vault; for vault I could not help supposing it to be.
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I had little object --certainly no hope these researches; but a
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vague curiosity prompted me to continue them. Quitting the wall, I
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resolved to cross the area of the enclosure. At first I proceeded with
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extreme caution, for the floor, although seemingly of solid
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material, was treacherous with slime. At length, however, I took
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courage, and did not hesitate to step firmly; endeavoring to cross
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in as direct a line as possible. I had advanced some ten or twelve
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paces in this manner, when the remnant of the torn hem of my robe
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became entangled between my legs. I stepped on it, and fell
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violently on my face.
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In the confusion attending my fall, I did not immediately
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apprehend a somewhat startling circumstance, which yet, in a few
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seconds afterward, and while I still lay prostrate, arrested my
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attention. It was this --my chin rested upon the floor of the
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prison, but my lips and the upper portion of my head, although
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seemingly at a less elevation than the chin, touched nothing. At the
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same time my forehead seemed bathed in a clammy vapor, and the
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peculiar smell of decayed fungus arose to my nostrils. I put forward
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my arm, and shuddered to find that I had fallen at the very brink of a
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circular pit, whose extent, of course, I had no means of
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ascertaining at the moment. Groping about the masonry just below the
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margin, I succeeded in dislodging a small fragment, and let it fall
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into the abyss. For many seconds I hearkened to its reverberations
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as it dashed against the sides of the chasm in its descent; at
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length there was a sullen plunge into water, succeeded by loud echoes.
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At the same moment there came a sound resembling the quick opening,
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and as rapid closing of a door overhead, while a faint gleam of
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light flashed suddenly through the gloom, and as suddenly faded away.
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I saw clearly the doom which had been prepared for me, and
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congratulated myself upon the timely accident by which I had
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escaped. Another step before my fall, and the world had seen me no
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more. And the death just avoided, was of that very character which I
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had regarded as fabulous and frivolous in the tales respecting the
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Inquisition. To the victims of its tyranny, there was the choice of
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death with its direst physical agonies, or death with its most hideous
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moral horrors. I had been reserved for the latter. By long suffering
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my nerves had been unstrung, until I trembled at the sound of my own
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voice, and had become in every respect a fitting subject for the
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species of torture which awaited me.
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Shaking in every limb, I groped my way back to the wall; resolving
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there to perish rather than risk the terrors of the wells, of which my
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imagination now pictured many in various positions about the
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dungeon. In other conditions of mind I might have had courage to end
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my misery at once by a plunge into one of these abysses; but now I was
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the veriest of cowards. Neither could I forget what I had read of
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these pits --that the sudden extinction of life formed no part of
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their most horrible plan.
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Agitation of spirit kept me awake for many long hours; but at length
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I again slumbered. Upon arousing, I found by my side, as before, a
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loaf and a pitcher of water. A burning thirst consumed me, and I
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emptied the vessel at a draught. It must have been drugged; for
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scarcely had I drunk, before I became irresistibly drowsy. A deep
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sleep fell upon me --a sleep like that of death. How long it lasted of
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course, I know not; but when, once again, I unclosed my eyes, the
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objects around me were visible. By a wild sulphurous lustre, the
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origin of which I could not at first determine, I was enabled to see
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the extent and aspect of the prison.
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In its size I had been greatly mistaken. The whole circuit of its
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walls did not exceed twenty-five yards. For some minutes this fact
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occasioned me a world of vain trouble; vain indeed! for what could
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be of less importance, under the terrible circumstances which
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environed me, then the mere dimensions of my dungeon? But my soul took
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a wild interest in trifles, and I busied myself in endeavors to
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account for the error I had committed in my measurement. The truth
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at length flashed upon me. In my first attempt at exploration I had
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counted fifty-two paces, up to the period when I fell; I must then
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have been within a pace or two of the fragment of serge; in fact, I
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had nearly performed the circuit of the vault. I then slept, and
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upon awaking, I must have returned upon my steps --thus supposing
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the circuit nearly double what it actually was. My confusion of mind
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prevented me from observing that I began my tour with the wall to
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the left, and ended it with the wall to the right.
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I had been deceived, too, in respect to the shape of the
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enclosure. In feeling my way I had found many angles, and thus deduced
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an idea of great irregularity; so potent is the effect of total
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darkness upon one arousing from lethargy or sleep! The angles were
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simply those of a few slight depressions, or niches, at odd intervals.
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The general shape of the prison was square. What I had taken for
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masonry seemed now to be iron, or some other metal, in huge plates,
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whose sutures or joints occasioned the depression. The entire
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surface of this metallic enclosure was rudely daubed in all the
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hideous and repulsive devices to which the charnel superstition of the
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monks has given rise. The figures of fiends in aspects of menace, with
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skeleton forms, and other more really fearful images, overspread and
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disfigured the walls. I observed that the outlines of these
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monstrosities were sufficiently distinct, but that the colors seemed
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faded and blurred, as if from the effects of a damp atmosphere. I
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now noticed the floor, too, which was of stone. In the centre yawned
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the circular pit from whose jaws I had escaped; but it was the only
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one in the dungeon.
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All this I saw indistinctly and by much effort: for my personal
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condition had been greatly changed during slumber. I now lay upon my
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back, and at full length, on a species of low framework of wood. To
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this I was securely bound by a long strap resembling a surcingle. It
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passed in many convolutions about my limbs and body, leaving at
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liberty only my head, and my left arm to such extent that I could,
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by dint of much exertion, supply myself with food from an earthen dish
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which lay by my side on the floor. I saw, to my horror, that the
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pitcher had been removed. I say to my horror; for I was consumed
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with intolerable thirst. This thirst it appeared to be the design of
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my persecutors to stimulate: for the food in the dish was meat
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pungently seasoned.
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Looking upward, I surveyed the ceiling of my prison. It was some
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thirty or forty feet overhead, and constructed much as the side walls.
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In one of its panels a very singular figure riveted my whole
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attention. It was the painted figure of Time as he is commonly
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represented, save that, in lieu of a scythe, he held what, at a casual
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glance, I supposed to be the pictured image of a huge pendulum such as
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we see on antique clocks. There was something, however, in the
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appearance of this machine which caused me to regard it more
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attentively. While I gazed directly upward at it (for its position was
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immediately over my own) I fancied that I saw it in motion. In an
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instant afterward the fancy was confirmed. Its sweep was brief, and of
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course slow. I watched it for some minutes, somewhat in fear, but more
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in wonder. Wearied at length with observing its dull movement, I
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turned my eyes upon the other objects in the cell.
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A slight noise attracted my notice, and, looking to the floor, I saw
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several enormous rats traversing it. They had issued from the well,
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which lay just within view to my right. Even then, while I gazed, they
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came up in troops, hurriedly, with ravenous eyes, allured by the scent
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of the meat. From this it required much effort and attention to
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scare them away.
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It might have been half an hour, perhaps even an hour, (for in
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cast my I could take but imperfect note of time) before I again cast
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my eyes upward. What I then saw confounded and amazed me. The sweep of
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the pendulum had increased in extent by nearly a yard. As a natural
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consequence, its velocity was also much greater. But what mainly
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disturbed me was the idea that had perceptibly descended. I now
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observed --with what horror it is needless to say --that its nether
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extremity was formed of a crescent of glittering steel, about a foot
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in length from horn to horn; the horns upward, and the under edge
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evidently as keen as that of a razor. Like a razor also, it seemed
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massy and heavy, tapering from the edge into a solid and broad
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structure above. It was appended to a weighty rod of brass, and the
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whole hissed as it swung through the air.
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I could no longer doubt the doom prepared for me by monkish
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ingenuity in torture. My cognizance of the pit had become known to the
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inquisitorial agents --the pit whose horrors had been destined for
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so bold a recusant as myself --the pit, typical of hell, and
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regarded by rumor as the Ultima Thule of all their punishments. The
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plunge into this pit I had avoided by the merest of accidents, I
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knew that surprise, or entrapment into torment, formed an important
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portion of all the grotesquerie of these dungeon deaths. Having failed
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to fall, it was no part of the demon plan to hurl me into the abyss;
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and thus (there being no alternative) a different and a milder
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destruction awaited me. Milder! I half smiled in my agony as I thought
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of such application of such a term.
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What boots it to tell of the long, long hours of horror more than
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mortal, during which I counted the rushing vibrations of the steel!
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Inch by inch --line by line --with a descent only appreciable at
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intervals that seemed ages --down and still down it came! Days
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passed --it might have been that many days passed --ere it swept so
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closely over me as to fan me with its acrid breath. The odor of the
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sharp steel forced itself into my nostrils. I prayed --I wearied
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heaven with my prayer for its more speedy descent. I grew
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frantically mad, and struggled to force myself upward against the
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sweep of the fearful scimitar. And then I fell suddenly calm, and
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lay smiling at the glittering death, as a child at some rare bauble.
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There was another interval of utter insensibility; it was brief;
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for, upon again lapsing into life there had been no perceptible
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descent in the pendulum. But it might have been long; for I knew there
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were demons who took note of my swoon, and who could have arrested the
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vibration at pleasure. Upon my recovery, too, I felt very --oh,
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inexpressibly sick and weak, as if through long inanition. Even amid
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the agonies of that period, the human nature craved food. With painful
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effort I outstretched my left arm as far as my bonds permitted, and
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took possession of the small remnant which had been spared me by the
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rats. As I put a portion of it within my lips, there rushed to my mind
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a half formed thought of joy --of hope. Yet what business had I with
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hope? It was, as I say, a half formed thought --man has many such
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which are never completed. I felt that it was of joy --of hope; but
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felt also that it had perished in its formation. In vain I struggled
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to perfect --to regain it. Long suffering had nearly annihilated all
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my ordinary powers of mind. I was an imbecile --an idiot.
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The vibration of the pendulum was at right angles to my length. I
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saw that the crescent was designed to cross the region of the heart.
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It would fray the serge of my robe --it would return and repeat its
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operations --again --and again. Notwithstanding terrifically wide
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sweep (some thirty feet or more) and the its hissing vigor of its
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descent, sufficient to sunder these very walls of iron, still the
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fraying of my robe would be all that, for several minutes, it would
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accomplish. And at this thought I paused. I dared not go farther
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than this reflection. I dwelt upon it with a pertinacity of
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attention --as if, in so dwelling, I could arrest here the descent
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of the steel. I forced myself to ponder upon the sound of the crescent
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as it should pass across the garment --upon the peculiar thrilling
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sensation which the friction of cloth produces on the nerves. I
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pondered upon all this frivolity until my teeth were on edge.
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Down --steadily down it crept. I took a frenzied pleasure in
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contrasting its downward with its lateral velocity. To the right
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--to the left --far and wide --with the shriek of a damned spirit;
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to my heart with the stealthy pace of the tiger! I alternately laughed
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and howled as the one or the other idea grew predominant.
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Down --certainly, relentlessly down! It vibrated within three inches
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of my bosom! I struggled violently, furiously, to free my left arm.
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This was free only from the elbow to the hand. I could reach the
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latter, from the platter beside me, to my mouth, with great effort,
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but no farther. Could I have broken the fastenings above the elbow,
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I would have seized and attempted to arrest the pendulum. I might as
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well have attempted to arrest an avalanche!
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Down --still unceasingly --still inevitably down! I gasped and
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struggled at each vibration. I shrunk convulsively at its every sweep.
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My eyes followed its outward or upward whirls with the eagerness of
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the most unmeaning despair; they closed themselves spasmodically at
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the descent, although death would have been a relief, oh! how
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unspeakable! Still I quivered in every nerve to think how slight a
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sinking of the machinery would precipitate that keen, glistening axe
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upon my bosom. It was hope that prompted the nerve to quiver --the
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frame to shrink. It was hope --the hope that triumphs on the rack
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--that whispers to the death-condemned even in the dungeons of the
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Inquisition.
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I saw that some ten or twelve vibrations would bring the steel in
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actual contact with my robe, and with this observation there
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suddenly came over my spirit all the keen, collected calmness of
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despair. For the first time during many hours --or perhaps days --I
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thought. It now occurred to me that the bandage, or surcingle, which
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enveloped me, was unique. I was tied by no separate cord. The first
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stroke of the razorlike crescent athwart any portion of the band,
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would so detach it that it might be unwound from my person by means of
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my left hand. But how fearful, in that case, the proximity of the
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steel! The result of the slightest struggle how deadly! Was it likely,
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moreover, that the minions of the torturer had not foreseen and
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provided for this possibility! Was it probable that the bandage
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crossed my bosom in the track of the pendulum? Dreading to find my
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faint, and, as it seemed, in last hope frustrated, I so far elevated
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my head as to obtain a distinct view of my breast. The surcingle
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enveloped my limbs and body close in all directions--save in the
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path of the destroying crescent.
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Scarcely had I dropped my head back into its original position, when
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there flashed upon my mind what I cannot better describe than as the
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unformed half of that idea of deliverance to which I have previously
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alluded, and of which a moiety only floated indeterminately through my
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brain when I raised food to my burning lips. The whole thought was now
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present --feeble, scarcely sane, scarcely definite, --but still
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entire. I proceeded at once, with the nervous energy of despair, to
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attempt its execution.
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For many hours the immediate vicinity of the low framework upon
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which I lay, had been literally swarming with rats. They were wild,
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bold, ravenous; their red eyes glaring upon me as if they waited but
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for motionlessness on my part to make me their prey. "To what food," I
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thought, "have they been accustomed in the well?"
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They had devoured, in spite of all my efforts to prevent them, all
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but a small remnant of the contents of the dish. I had fallen into
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an habitual see-saw, or wave of the hand about the platter: and, at
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length, the unconscious uniformity of the movement deprived it of
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effect. In their voracity the vermin frequently fastened their sharp
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fangs in my fingers. With the particles of the oily and spicy viand
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which now remained, I thoroughly rubbed the bandage wherever I could
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reach it; then, raising my hand from the floor, I lay breathlessly
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still.
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At first the ravenous animals were startled and terrified at the
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change --at the cessation of movement. They shrank alarmedly back;
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many sought the well. But this was only for a moment. I had not
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counted in vain upon their voracity. Observing that I remained without
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motion, one or two of the boldest leaped upon the frame-work, and
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smelt at the surcingle. This seemed the signal for a general rush.
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Forth from the well they hurried in fresh troops. They clung to the
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wood --they overran it, and leaped in hundreds upon my person. The
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measured movement of the pendulum disturbed them not at all.
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Avoiding its strokes they busied themselves with the anointed bandage.
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They pressed --they swarmed upon me in ever accumulating heaps. They
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writhed upon my throat; their cold lips sought my own; I was half
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stifled by their thronging pressure; disgust, for which the world
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has no name, swelled my bosom, and chilled, with a heavy clamminess,
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my heart. Yet one minute, and I felt that the struggle would be
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over. Plainly I perceived the loosening of the bandage. I knew that in
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more than one place it must be already severed. With a more than human
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resolution I lay still.
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Nor had I erred in my calculations --nor had I endured in vain. I at
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length felt that I was free. The surcingle hung in ribands from my
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body. But the stroke of the pendulum already pressed upon my bosom. It
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had divided the serge of the robe. It had cut through the linen
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beneath. Twice again it swung, and a sharp sense of pain shot
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through every nerve. But the moment of escape had arrived. At a wave
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of my hand my deliverers hurried tumultuously away. With a steady
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movement --cautious, sidelong, shrinking, and slow --I slid from the
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embrace of the bandage and beyond the reach of the scimitar. For the
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moment, at least, I was free.
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Free! --and in the grasp of the Inquisition! I had scarcely
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stepped from my wooden bed of horror upon the stone floor of the
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prison, when the motion of the hellish machine ceased and I beheld
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it drawn up, by some invisible force, through the ceiling. This was
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a lesson which I took desperately to heart. My every motion was
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undoubtedly watched. Free! --I had but escaped death in one form of
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agony, to be delivered unto worse than death in some other. With
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that thought I rolled my eves nervously around on the barriers of iron
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that hemmed me in. Something unusual --some change which, at first,
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I could not appreciate distinctly --it was obvious, had taken place in
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the apartment. For many minutes of a dreamy and trembling abstraction,
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I busied myself in vain, unconnected conjecture. During this period, I
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became aware, for the first time, of the origin of the sulphurous
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light which illumined the cell. It proceeded from a fissure, about
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half an inch in width, extending entirely around the prison at the
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base of the walls, which thus appeared, and were, completely separated
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from the floor. I endeavored, but of course in vain, to look through
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the aperture.
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As I arose from the attempt, the mystery of the alteration in the
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chamber broke at once upon my understanding. I have observed that,
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although the outlines of the figures upon the walls were
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sufficiently distinct, yet the colors seemed blurred and indefinite.
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These colors had now assumed, and were momentarily assuming, a
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startling and most intense brilliancy, that gave to the spectral and
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fiendish portraitures an aspect that might have thrilled even firmer
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nerves than my own. Demon eyes, of a wild and ghastly vivacity, glared
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upon me in a thousand directions, where none had been visible
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before, and gleamed with the lurid lustre of a fire that I could not
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force my imagination to regard as unreal.
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Unreal! --Even while I breathed there came to my nostrils the breath
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of the vapour of heated iron! A suffocating odour pervaded the prison!
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A deeper glow settled each moment in the eyes that glared at my
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agonies! A richer tint of crimson diffused itself over the pictured
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horrors of blood. I panted! I gasped for breath! There could be no
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doubt of the design of my tormentors --oh! most unrelenting! oh!
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|
most demoniac of men! I shrank from the glowing metal to the centre of
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the cell. Amid the thought of the fiery destruction that impended, the
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idea of the coolness of the well came over my soul like balm. I rushed
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to its deadly brink. I threw my straining vision below. The glare from
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the enkindled roof illumined its inmost recesses. Yet, for a wild
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|
moment, did my spirit refuse to comprehend the meaning of what I
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saw. At length it forced --it wrestled its way into my soul --it
|
|
burned itself in upon my shuddering reason. --Oh! for a voice to
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speak! --oh! horror! --oh! any horror but this! With a shriek, I
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rushed from the margin, and buried my face in my hands --weeping
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bitterly.
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The heat rapidly increased, and once again I looked up, shuddering
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as with a fit of the ague. There had been a second change in the
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|
cell --and now the change was obviously in the form. As before, it was
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in vain that I, at first, endeavoured to appreciate or understand what
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|
was taking place. But not long was I left in doubt. The
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Inquisitorial vengeance had been hurried by my two-fold escape, and
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there was to be no more dallying with the King of Terrors. The room
|
|
had been square. I saw that two of its iron angles were now acute
|
|
--two, consequently, obtuse. The fearful difference quickly
|
|
increased with a low rumbling or moaning sound. In an instant the
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|
apartment had shifted its form into that of a lozenge. But the
|
|
alteration stopped not here-I neither hoped nor desired it to stop.
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|
I could have clasped the red walls to my bosom as a garment of eternal
|
|
peace. "Death," I said, "any death but that of the pit!" Fool! might I
|
|
have not known that into the pit it was the object of the burning iron
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|
to urge me? Could I resist its glow? or, if even that, could I
|
|
withstand its pressure And now, flatter and flatter grew the
|
|
lozenge, with a rapidity that left me no time for contemplation. Its
|
|
centre, and of course, its greatest width, came just over the
|
|
yawning gulf. I shrank back --but the closing walls pressed me
|
|
resistlessly onward. At length for my seared and writhing body there
|
|
was no longer an inch of foothold on the firm floor of the prison. I
|
|
struggled no more, but the agony of my soul found vent in one loud,
|
|
long, and final scream of despair. I felt that I tottered upon the
|
|
brink --I averted my eyes --
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There was a discordant hum of human voices! There was a loud blast
|
|
as of many trumpets! There was a harsh grating as of a thousand
|
|
thunders! The fiery walls rushed back! An outstretched arm caught my
|
|
own as I fell, fainting, into the abyss. It was that of General
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|
Lasalle. The French army had entered Toledo. The Inquisition was in
|
|
the hands of its enemies.
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-THE END-
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