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403 lines
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1833
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MS. FOUND IN A BOTTLE
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by Edgar Allan Poe
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Qui n'a plus qu'un moment a vivre
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N'a plus rien a dissimuler. --Quinault --Atys.
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OF my country and of my family I have little to say. Ill usage and
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length of years have driven me from the one, and estranged me from the
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other. Hereditary wealth afforded me an education of no common
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order, and a contemplative turn of mind enabled me to methodize the
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stores which early study very diligently garnered up. --Beyond all
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things, the study of the German moralists gave me great delight; not
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from any ill-advised admiration of their eloquent madness, but from
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the ease with which my habits of rigid thought enabled me to detect
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their falsities. I have often been reproached with the aridity of my
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genius; a deficiency of imagination has been imputed to me as a crime;
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and the Pyrrhonism of my opinions has at all times rendered me
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notorious. Indeed, a strong relish for physical philosophy has, I
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fear, tinctured my mind with a very common error of this age --I
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mean the habit of referring occurrences, even the least susceptible of
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such reference, to the principles of that science. Upon the whole,
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no person could be less liable than myself to be led away from the
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severe precincts of truth by the ignes fatui of superstition. I have
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thought proper to premise thus much, lest the incredible tale I have
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to tell should be considered rather the raving of a crude imagination,
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than the positive experience of a mind to which the reveries of
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fancy have been a dead letter and a nullity.
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After many years spent in foreign travel, I sailed in the year 18--,
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from the port of Batavia, in the rich and populous island of Java,
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on a voyage to the Archipelago of the Sunda islands. I went as
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passenger --having no other inducement than a kind of nervous
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restlessness which haunted me as a fiend.
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Our vessel was a beautiful ship of about four hundred tons,
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copper-fastened, and built at Bombay of Malabar teak. She was
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freighted with cotton-wool and oil, from the Lachadive islands. We had
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also on board coir, jaggeree, ghee, cocoa-nuts, and a few cases of
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opium. The stowage was clumsily done, and the vessel consequently
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crank.
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We got under way with a mere breath of wind, and for many days stood
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along the eastern coast of Java, without any other incident to beguile
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the monotony of our course than the occasional meeting with some of
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the small grabs of the Archipelago to which we were bound.
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One evening, leaning over the taffrail, I observed a very
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singular, isolated cloud, to the N.W. It was remarkable, as well for
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its color, as from its being the first we had seen since our departure
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from Batavia. I watched it attentively until sunset, when it spread
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all at once to the eastward and westward, girting in the horizon
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with a narrow strip of vapor, and looking like a long line of low
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beach. My notice was soon afterwards attracted by the dusky-red
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appearance of the moon, and the peculiar character of the sea. The
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latter was undergoing a rapid change, and the water seemed more than
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usually transparent. Although I could distinctly see the bottom,
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yet, heaving the lead, I found the ship in fifteen fathoms. The air
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now became intolerably hot, and was loaded with spiral exhalations
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similar to those arising from heat iron. As night came on, every
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breath of wind died away, an more entire calm it is impossible to
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conceive. The flame of a candle burned upon the poop without the least
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perceptible motion, and a long hair, held between the finger and
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thumb, hung without the possibility of detecting a vibration. However,
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as the captain said he could perceive no indication of danger, and
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as we were drifting in bodily to shore, he ordered the sails to be
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furled, and the anchor let go. No watch was set, and the crew,
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consisting principally of Malays, stretched themselves deliberately
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upon deck. I went below --not without a full presentiment of evil.
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Indeed, every appearance warranted me in apprehending a Simoom. I told
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the captain my fears; but he paid no attention to what I said, and
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left me without deigning to give a reply. My uneasiness, however,
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prevented me from sleeping, and about midnight I went upon deck.
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--As I placed my foot upon the upper step of the companion-ladder, I
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was startled by a loud, humming noise, like that occasioned by the
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rapid revolution of a mill-wheel, and before I could ascertain its
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meaning, I found the ship quivering to its centre. In the next
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instant, a wilderness of foam hurled us upon our beam-ends, and,
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rushing over us fore and aft, swept the entire decks from stem to
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stern.
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The extreme fury of the blast proved, in a great measure, the
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salvation of the ship. Although completely water-logged, yet, as her
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masts had gone by the board, she rose, after a minute, heavily from
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the sea, and, staggering awhile beneath the immense pressure of the
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tempest, finally righted.
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By what miracle I escaped destruction, it is impossible to say.
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Stunned by the shock of the water, I found myself, upon recovery,
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jammed in between the stern-post and rudder. With great difficulty I
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gained my feet, and looking dizzily around, was, at first, struck with
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the idea of our being among breakers; so terrific, beyond the
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wildest imagination, was the whirlpool of mountainous and foaming
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ocean within which we were engulfed. After a while, I heard the
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voice of an old Swede, who had shipped with us at the moment of our
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leaving port. I hallooed to him with all my strength, and presently he
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came reeling aft. We soon discovered that we were the sole survivors
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of the accident. All on deck, with the exception of ourselves, had
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been swept overboard; --the captain and mates must have perished as
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they slept, for the cabins were deluged with water. Without
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assistance, we could expect to do little for the security of the ship,
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and our exertions were at first paralyzed by the momentary expectation
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of going down. Our cable had, of course, parted like pack-thread, at
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the first breath of the hurricane, or we should have been
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instantaneously overwhelmed. We scudded with frightful velocity before
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the sea, and the water made clear breaches over us. The frame-work
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of our stern was shattered excessively, and, in almost every
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respect, we had received considerable injury; but to our extreme Joy
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we found the pumps unchoked, and that we had made no great shifting of
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our ballast. The main fury of the blast had already blown over, and we
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apprehended little danger from the violence of the wind; but we looked
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forward to its total cessation with dismay; well believing, that, in
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our shattered condition, we should inevitably perish in the tremendous
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swell which would ensue. But this very just apprehension seemed by
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no means likely to be soon verified. For five entire days and nights
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--during which our only subsistence was a small quantity of
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jaggeree, procured with great difficulty from the forecastle --the
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hulk flew at a rate defying computation, before rapidly succeeding
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flaws of wind, which, without equalling the first violence of the
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Simoom, were still more terrific than any tempest I had before
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encountered. Our course for the first four days was, with trifling
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variations, S.E. and by S.; and we must have run down the coast of New
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Holland. --On the fifth day the cold became extreme, although the wind
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had hauled round a point more to the northward. --The sun arose with a
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sickly yellow lustre, and clambered a very few degrees above the
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horizon --emitting no decisive light. --There were no clouds apparent,
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yet the wind was upon the increase, and blew with a fitful and
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unsteady fury. About noon, as nearly as we could guess, our
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attention was again arrested by the appearance of the sun. It gave out
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no light, properly so called, but a dull and sullen glow without
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reflection, as if all its rays were polarized. Just before sinking
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within the turgid sea, its central fires suddenly went out, as if
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hurriedly extinguished by some unaccountable power. It was a dim,
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sliver-like rim, alone, as it rushed down the unfathomable ocean.
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We waited in vain for the arrival of the sixth day --that day to
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me has not arrived --to the Swede, never did arrive. Thenceforward
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we were enshrouded in patchy darkness, so that we could not have
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seen an object at twenty paces from the ship. Eternal night
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continued to envelop us, all unrelieved by the phosphoric
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sea-brilliancy to which we had been accustomed in the tropics. We
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observed too, that, although the tempest continued to rage with
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unabated violence, there was no longer to be discovered the usual
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appearance of surf, or foam, which had hitherto attended us. All
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around were horror, and thick gloom, and a black sweltering desert
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of ebony. --Superstitious terror crept by degrees into the spirit of
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the old Swede, and my own soul was wrapped up in silent wonder. We
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neglected all care of the ship, as worse than useless, and securing
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ourselves, as well as possible, to the stump of the mizen-mast, looked
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out bitterly into the world of ocean. We had no means of calculating
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time, nor could we form any guess of our situation. We were,
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however, well aware of having made farther to the southward than any
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previous navigators, and felt great amazement at not meeting with
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the usual impediments of ice. In the meantime every moment
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threatened to be our last --every mountainous billow hurried to
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overwhelm us. The swell surpassed anything I had imagined possible,
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and that we were not instantly buried is a miracle. My companion spoke
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of the lightness of our cargo, and reminded me of the excellent
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qualities of our ship; but I could not help feeling the utter
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hopelessness of hope itself, and prepared myself gloomily for that
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death which I thought nothing could defer beyond an hour, as, with
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every knot of way the ship made, the swelling of the black
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stupendous seas became more dismally appalling. At times we gasped for
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breath at an elevation beyond the albatross --at times became dizzy
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with the velocity of our descent into some watery hell, where the
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air grew stagnant, and no sound disturbed the slumbers of the kraken.
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We were at the bottom of one of these abysses, when a quick scream
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from my companion broke fearfully upon the night. "See! see!" cried
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he, shrieking in my ears, "Almighty God! see! see!" As he spoke, I
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became aware of a dull, sullen glare of red light which streamed
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down the sides of the vast chasm where we lay, and threw a fitful
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brilliancy upon our deck. Casting my eyes upwards, I beheld a
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spectacle which froze the current of my blood. At a terrific height
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directly above us, and upon the very verge of the precipitous descent,
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hovered a gigantic ship of, perhaps, four thousand tons. Although
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upreared upon the summit of a wave more than a hundred times her own
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altitude, her apparent size exceeded that of any ship of the line or
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East Indiaman in existence. Her huge hull was of a deep dingy black,
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unrelieved by any of the customary carvings of a ship. A single row of
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brass cannon protruded from her open ports, and dashed from their
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polished surfaces the fires of innumerable battle-lanterns, which
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swung to and fro about her rigging. But what mainly inspired us with
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horror and astonishment, was that she bore up under a press of sail in
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the very teeth of that supernatural sea, and of that ungovernable
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hurricane. When we first discovered her, her bows were alone to be
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seen, as she rose slowly from the dim and horrible gulf beyond her.
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For a moment of intense terror she paused upon the giddy pinnacle,
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as if in contemplation of her own sublimity, then trembled and
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tottered, and --came down.
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At this instant, I know not what sudden self-possession came over my
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spirit. Staggering as far aft as I could, I awaited fearlessly the
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ruin that was to overwhelm. Our own vessel was at length ceasing
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from her struggles, and sinking with her head to the sea. The shock of
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the descending mass struck her, consequently, in that portion of her
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frame which was already under water, and the inevitable result was
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to hurl me, with irresistible violence, upon the rigging of the
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stranger.
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As I fell, the ship hove in stays, and went about; and to the
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confusion ensuing I attributed my escape from the notice of the
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crew. With little difficulty I made my way unperceived to the main
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hatchway, which was partially open, and soon found an opportunity of
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secreting myself in the hold. Why I did so I can hardly tell. An
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indefinite sense of awe, which at first sight of the navigators of the
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ship had taken hold of my mind, was perhaps the principle of my
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concealment. I was unwilling to trust myself with a race of people who
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had offered, to the cursory glance I had taken, so many points of
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vague novelty, doubt, and apprehension. I therefore thought proper
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to contrive a hiding-place in the hold. This I did by removing a small
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portion of the shifting-boards, in such a manner as to afford me a
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convenient retreat between the huge timbers of the ship.
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I had scarcely completed my work, when a footstep in the hold forced
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me to make use of it. A man passed by my place of concealment with a
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feeble and unsteady gait. I could not see his face, but had an
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opportunity of observing his general appearance. There was about it an
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evidence of great age and infirmity. His knees tottered beneath a load
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of years, and his entire frame quivered under the burthen. He muttered
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to himself, in a low broken tone, some words of a language which I
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could not understand, and groped in a corner among a pile of
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singular-looking instruments, and decayed charts of navigation. His
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manner was a wild mixture of the peevishness of second childhood,
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and the solemn dignity of a God. He at length went on deck, and I
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saw him no more.
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A feeling, for which I have no name, has taken possession of my soul
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--a sensation which will admit of no analysis, to which the lessons of
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bygone times are inadequate, and for which I fear futurity itself will
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offer me no key. To a mind constituted like my own, the latter
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consideration is an evil. I shall never --I know that I shall never
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--be satisfied with regard to the nature of my conceptions. Yet it
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is not wonderful that these conceptions are indefinite, since they
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have their origin in sources so utterly novel. A new sense --a new
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entity is added to my soul.
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It is long since I first trod the deck of this terrible ship, and
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the rays of my destiny are, I think, gathering to a focus.
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Incomprehensible men! Wrapped up in meditations of a kind which I
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cannot divine, they pass me by unnoticed. Concealment is utter folly
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on my part, for the people will not see. It was but just now that I
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passed directly before the eyes of the mate --it was no long while ago
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that I ventured into the captain's own private cabin, and took
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thence the materials with which I write, and have written. I shall
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from time to time continue this Journal. It is true that I may not
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find an opportunity of transmitting it to the world, but I will not
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fall to make the endeavour. At the last moment I will enclose the
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MS. in a bottle, and cast it within the sea.
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An incident has occurred which has given me new room for meditation.
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Are such things the operation of ungoverned Chance? I had ventured
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upon deck and thrown myself down, without attracting any notice, among
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a pile of ratlin-stuff and old sails in the bottom of the yawl.
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While musing upon the singularity of my fate, I unwittingly daubed
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with a tar-brush the edges of a neatly-folded studding-sail which
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lay near me on a barrel. The studding-sail is now bent upon the
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ship, and the thoughtless touches of the brush are spread out into the
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word DISCOVERY.
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I have made many observations lately upon the structure of the
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vessel. Although well armed, she is not, I think, a ship of war. Her
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rigging, build, and general equipment, all negative a supposition of
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this kind. What she is not, I can easily perceive --what she is I fear
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it is impossible to say. I know not how it is, but in scrutinizing her
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strange model and singular cast of spars, her huge size and
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overgrown suits of canvas, her severely simple bow and antiquated
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stern, there will occasionally flash across my mind a sensation of
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familiar things, and there is always mixed up with such indistinct
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shadows of recollection, an unaccountable memory of old foreign
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chronicles and ages long ago. I have been looking at the timbers of
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the ship. She is built of a material to which I am a stranger. There
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is a peculiar character about the wood which strikes me as rendering
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it unfit for the purpose to which it has been applied. I mean its
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extreme porousness, considered independently by the worm-eaten
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condition which is a consequence of navigation in these seas, and
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apart from the rottenness attendant upon age. It will appear perhaps
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an observation somewhat over-curious, but this wood would have
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every, characteristic of Spanish oak, if Spanish oak were distended by
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any unnatural means.
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In reading the above sentence a curious apothegm of an old
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weather-beaten Dutch navigator comes full upon my recollection. "It is
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as sure," he was wont to say, when any doubt was entertained of his
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veracity, "as sure as there is a sea where the ship itself will grow
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in bulk like the living body of the seaman."
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About an hour ago, I made bold to thrust myself among a group of the
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crew. They paid me no manner of attention, and, although I stood in
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the very midst of them all, seemed utterly unconscious of my presence.
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Like the one I had at first seen in the hold, they all bore about them
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the marks of a hoary old age. Their knees trembled with infirmity;
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their shoulders were bent double with decrepitude; their shrivelled
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skins rattled in the wind; their voices were low, tremulous and
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broken; their eyes glistened with the rheum of years; and their gray
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hairs streamed terribly in the tempest. Around them, on every part
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of the deck, lay scattered mathematical instruments of the most quaint
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and obsolete construction.
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I mentioned some time ago the bending of a studding-sail. From
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that period the ship, being thrown dead off the wind, has continued
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her terrific course due south, with every rag of canvas packed upon
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her, from her trucks to her lower studding-sail booms, and rolling
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every moment her top-gallant yard-arms into the most appalling hell of
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water which it can enter into the mind of a man to imagine. I have
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just left the deck, where I find it impossible to maintain a
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footing, although the crew seem to experience little inconvenience. It
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appears to me a miracle of miracles that our enormous bulk is not
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swallowed up at once and forever. We are surely doomed to hover
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continually upon the brink of Eternity, without taking a final
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plunge into the abyss. From billows a thousand times more stupendous
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than any I have ever seen, we glide away with the facility of the
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arrowy sea-gull; and the colossal waters rear their heads above us
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like demons of the deep, but like demons confined to simple threats
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and forbidden to destroy. I am led to attribute these frequent escapes
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to the only natural cause which can account for such effect. --I
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must suppose the ship to be within the influence of some strong
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current, or impetuous under-tow.
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I have seen the captain face to face, and in his own cabin --but, as
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I expected, he paid me no attention. Although in his appearance
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there is, to a casual observer, nothing which might bespeak him more
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or less than man-still a feeling of irrepressible reverence and awe
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mingled with the sensation of wonder with which I regarded him. In
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stature he is nearly my own height; that is, about five feet eight
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inches. He is of a well-knit and compact frame of body, neither robust
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nor remarkably otherwise. But it is the singularity of the
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expression which reigns upon the face --it is the intense, the
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wonderful, the thrilling evidence of old age, so utter, so extreme,
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which excites within my spirit a sense --a sentiment ineffable. His
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forehead, although little wrinkled, seems to bear upon it the stamp of
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a myriad of years. --His gray hairs are records of the past, and his
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grayer eyes are Sybils of the future. The cabin floor was thickly
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strewn with strange, iron-clasped folios, and mouldering instruments
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of science, and obsolete long-forgotten charts. His head was bowed
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down upon his hands, and he pored, with a fiery unquiet eye, over a
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paper which I took to be a commission, and which, at all events,
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bore the signature of a monarch. He muttered to himself, as did the
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first seaman whom I saw in the hold, some low peevish syllables of a
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foreign tongue, and although the speaker was close at my elbow, his
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voice seemed to reach my ears from the distance of a mile.
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The ship and all in it are imbued with the spirit of Eld. The crew
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glide to and fro like the ghosts of buried centuries; their eyes
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have an eager and uneasy meaning; and when their fingers fall
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athwart my path in the wild glare of the battle-lanterns, I feel as
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I have never felt before, although I have been all my life a dealer in
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antiquities, and have imbibed the shadows of fallen columns at Balbec,
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and Tadmor, and Persepolis, until my very soul has become a ruin.
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When I look around me I feel ashamed of my former apprehensions.
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If I trembled at the blast which has hitherto attended us, shall I not
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stand aghast at a warring of wind and ocean, to convey any idea of
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which the words tornado and simoom are trivial and ineffective? All in
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the immediate vicinity of the ship is the blackness of eternal
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night, and a chaos of foamless water; but, about a league on either
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side of us, may be seen, indistinctly and at intervals, stupendous
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ramparts of ice, towering away into the desolate sky, and looking like
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the walls of the universe.
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As I imagined, the ship proves to be in a current; if that
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appellation can properly be given to a tide which, howling and
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shrieking by the white ice, thunders on to the southward with a
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velocity like the headlong dashing of a cataract.
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To conceive the horror of my sensations is, I presume, utterly
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impossible; yet a curiosity to penetrate the mysteries of these
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awful regions, predominates even over my despair, and will reconcile
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me to the most hideous aspect of death. It is evident that we are
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hurrying onwards to some exciting knowledge --some
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never-to-be-imparted secret, whose attainment is destruction.
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Perhaps this current leads us to the southern pole itself. It must
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be confessed that a supposition apparently so wild has every
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probability in its favor.
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The crew pace the deck with unquiet and tremulous step; but there is
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upon their countenances an expression more of the eagerness of hope
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than of the apathy of despair.
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In the meantime the wind is still in our poop, and, as we carry a
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crowd of canvas, the ship is at times lifted bodily from out the sea
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--Oh, horror upon horror! the ice opens suddenly to the right, and
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to the left, and we are whirling dizzily, in immense concentric
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circles, round and round the borders of a gigantic amphitheatre, the
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summit of whose walls is lost in the darkness and the distance. But
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little time will be left me to ponder upon my destiny --the circles
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rapidly grow small --we are plunging madly within the grasp of the
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whirlpool --and amid a roaring, and bellowing, and thundering of ocean
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and of tempest, the ship is quivering, oh God! and --going down.
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NOTE.--The "MS. Found in a Bottle," was originally published in 1831
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[1833], and it was not until many years afterwards that I became
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acquainted with the maps of Mercator, in which the ocean is
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represented as rushing, by four mouths, into the (northern) Polar
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Gulf, to be absorbed into the bowels of the earth; the Pole itself
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being represented by a black rock, towering to a prodigious height.
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-THE END-
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