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1816
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ENDYMION: A POETIC ROMANCE
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by John Keats
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PREFACE
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"The stretched metre of an antique song"
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INSCRIBED TO THE MEMORY OF THOMAS CHATTERTON
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PREFACE
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KNOWING within myself the manner in which this Poem has been
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produced, it is not without a feeling of regret that I make it public.
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What manner I mean, will be quite clear to the reader, who must soon
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perceive great inexperience, immaturity, and every error denoting a
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feverish attempt, rather than a deed accomplished. The two first
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books, and indeed the two last, I feel sensible are not of such
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completion as to warrant their passing the press; nor should they if I
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thought a year's castigation would do them any good;- it will not: the
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foundations are too sandy. It is just that this youngster should die
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away: a sad thought for me, if I had not some hope that while it is
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dwindling I may be plotting, and fitting myself for verses fit to
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live.
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This may be speaking too presumptuously, and may deserve a
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punishment: but no feeling man will be forward to inflict it: he will
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leave me alone, with the conviction that there is not fiercer hell
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than the failure in a great object. This is not written with the
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least atom of purpose to forestall criticisms of course, but from the
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desire I have to conciliate men who are competent to look, and who do
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look witha zealous eye, to the honour of English literature.
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The imagination of a boy is healthy, and the mature imagination of a
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man is healthy; but there is a space of life between, in which the
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soul is in a ferment, the character undecided, the way of life
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uncertain, the ambition thick-sighted: thence proceeds mawkishness,
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and all the thousand bitters which those men I speak of must
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necessarily taste in going over the following pages.
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I hope I have not in too late a day touched the beautiful
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mythology of Greece and dulled its brightness: for I wish to try
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once more, before I bid it farewell.
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TEIGNMOUTH,
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April 10, 1818
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BOOK I.
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A thing of beauty is a joy for ever:
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Its loveliness increases; it will never
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Pass into nothingness; but still will keep
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A bower quiet for us, and a sleep
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Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing.
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Therefore, on every morrow, are we wreathing
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A flowery band to bind us to the earth,
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Spite of despondence, of the inhuman dearth
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Of noble natures, of the gloomy days,
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Of all the unhealthy and o'er-darkened ways
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Made for our searching: yes, in spite of all,
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Some shape of beauty moves away the pall
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From our dark spirits. Such the sun, the moon,
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Trees old, and young, sprouting a shady boon
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For simple sheep; and such are daffodils
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With the green world they live in; and clear rills
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That for themselves a cooling covert make
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'Gainst the hot season; the mid forest brake,
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Rich with a sprinkling of fair musk-rose blooms:
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And such too is the grandeur of the dooms
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We have imagined for the mighty dead;
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All lovely tales that we have heard or read:
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An endless fountain of immortal drink,
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Pouring unto us from the heaven's brink.
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Nor do we merely feel these essences
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For one short hour; no, even as the trees
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That whisper round a temple become soon
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Dear as the temple's self, so does the moon,
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The passion poesy, glories infinite,
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Haunt us till they become a cheering light
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Unto our souls, and bound to us so fast,
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That, whether there be shine, or gloom o'ercast,
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They alway must be with us, or we die.
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Therefore, 'tis with full happiness that I
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Will trace the story of Endymion.
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The very music of the name has gone
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Into my being, and each pleasant scene
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Is growing fresh before me as the green
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Of our own vallies: so I will begin
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Now while I cannot hear the city's din;
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Now while the early budders are just new,
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And run in mazes of the youngest hue
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About old forests; while the willow trails
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Its delicate amber; and the dairy pails
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Bring home increase of milk. And, as the year
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Grows lush in juicy stalks, I'll smoothly steer
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My little boat, for many quiet hours,
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With streams that deepen freshly into bowers.
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Many and many a verse I hope to write,
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Before the daisies, vermeil rimm'd and white,
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Hide in deep herbage; and ere yet the bees
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Hum about globes of clover and sweet peas,
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I must be near the middle of my story.
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O may no wintry season, bare and hoary,
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See it half finish'd: but let Autumn bold,
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With universal tinge of sober gold,
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Be all about me when I make an end.
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And now at once, adventuresome, I send
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My herald thought into a wilderness:
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There let its trumpet blow, and quickly dress
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My uncertain path with green, that I may speed
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Easily onward, thorough flowers and weed.
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Upon the sides of Latmos was outspread
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A mighty forest; for the moist earth fed
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So plenteously all weed-hidden roots
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Into o'er-hanging boughs, and precious fruits.
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And it had gloomy shades, sequestered deep,
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Where no man went; and if from shepherd's keep
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A lamb stray'd far a-down those inmost glens,
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Never again saw he the happy pens
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Whither his brethren, bleating with content,
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Over the hills at every nightfall went.
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Among the shepherds, 'twas believed ever,
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That not one fleecy lamb which thus did sever
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From the white flock, but pass'd unworried
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By angry wolf, or pard with prying head,
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Until it came to some unfooted plains
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Where fed the herds of Pan: aye great his gains
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Who thus one lamb did lose. Paths there were many,
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Winding through palmy fern, and rushes fenny,
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And ivy banks; all leading pleasantly
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To a wide lawn, whence one could only see
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Stems thronging all around between the swell
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Of turf and slanting branches: who could tell
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The freshness of the space of heaven above,
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Edg'd round with dark tree tops? through which a dove
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Would often beat its wings, and often too
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A little cloud would move across the blue.
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Full in the middle of this pleasantness
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There stood a marble altar, with a tress
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Of flowers budded newly; and the dew
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Had taken fairy phantasies to strew
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Daisies upon the sacred sward last eve,
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And so the dawned light in pomp receive.
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For 'twas the morn: Apollo's upward fire
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Made every eastern cloud a silvery pyre
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Of brightness so unsullied, that therein
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A melancholy spirit well might win
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Oblivion, and melt out his essence fine
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Into the winds: rain-scented eglantine
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Gave temperate sweets to that well-wooing sun;
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The lark was lost in him; cold springs had run
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To warm their chilliest bubbles in the grass;
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Man's voice was on the mountains; and the mass
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Of nature's lives and wonders puls'd tenfold,
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To feel this sun-rise and its glories old.
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Now while the silent workings of the dawn
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Were busiest, into that self-same lawn
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All suddenly, with joyful cries, there sped
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A troop of little children garlanded;
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Who gathering round the altar, seem'd to pry
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Earnestly round as wishing to espy
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Some folk of holiday: nor had they waited
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For many moments, ere their ears were sated
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With a faint breath of music, which ev'n then
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Fill'd out its voice, and died away again.
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Within a little space again it gave
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Its airy swellings, with a gentle wave,
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To light-hung leaves, in smoothest echoes breaking
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Through copse-clad vallies,- ere their death, o'ertaking
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The surgy murmurs of the lonely sea.
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And now, as deep into the wood as we
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Might mark a lynx's eye, there glimmered light
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Fair faces and a rush of garments white,
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Plainer and plainer showing, till at last
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Into the widest alley they all past,
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Making directly for the woodland altar.
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O kindly muse! let not my weak tongue faulter
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In telling of this goodly company,
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Of their old piety, and of their glee:
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But let a portion of ethereal dew
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Fall on my head, and presently unmew
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My soul; that I may dare, in wayfaring,
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To stammer where old Chaucer us'd to sing.
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Leading the way, young damsels danced along,
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Bearing the burden of a shepherd song;
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Each having a white wicker over brimm'd
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With April's tender younglings: next, well trimm'd,
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A crowd of shepherds with as sunburnt looks
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As may be read of in Arcadian books;
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Such as sat listening round Apollo's pipe,
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When the great deity, for earth too ripe,
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Let his divinity o'erflowing die
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In music, through the vales of Thessaly:
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Some idly trail'd their sheep-hooks on the ground,
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And some kept up a shrilly mellow sound
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With ebon-tipped flutes: close after these,
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Now coming from beneath the forest trees,
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A venerable priest full soberly,
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Begirt with ministring looks: alway his eye
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Stedfast upon the matted turf he kept,
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And after him his sacred vestments swept.
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From his right hand there swung a vase, milk-white,
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Of mingled wine, out-sparkling generous light;
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And in his left he held a basket full
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Of all sweet herbs that searching eye could cull:
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Wild thyme, and valley-lillies whiter still
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Than Leda's love, and cresses from the rill.
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His aged head, crowned with beechen wreath,
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Seem'd like a poll of ivy in the teeth
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Of winter hoar. Then came another crowd
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Of shepherds, lifting in due time aloud
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Their share of the ditty. After them appear'd,
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Up-followed by a multitude that rear'd
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Their voices to the clouds, a fair wrought car,
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Easily rolling so as scarce to mar
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The freedom of three steeds of dapple brown:
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Who stood therein did seem of great renown
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Among the throng. His youth was fully blown,
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Showing like Ganymede to manhood grown;
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And, for those simple times, his garments were
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A chieftain king's: beneath his breast, half bare,
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Was hung a silver bugle, and between
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His nervy knees there lay a boar-spear keen.
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A smile was on his countenance; he seem'd,
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To common lookers on, like one who dream'd
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Of idleness in groves Elysian:
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But there were some who feelingly could scan
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A lurking trouble in his nether lip,
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And see that oftentimes the reins would slip
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Through his forgotten hands: then would they sigh,
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And think of yellow leaves, of owlets' cry,
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Of logs piled solemnly.- Ah, well-a-day,
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Why should our young Endymion pine away!
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Soon the assembly, in a circle rang'd,
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Stood silent round the shrine: each look was chang'd
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To sudden veneration: women meek
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Beckon'd their sons to silence; while each cheek
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Of virgin bloom paled gently for slight fear.
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Endymion too, without a forest peer,
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Stood, wan, and pale, and with an awed face,
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Among his brothers of the mountain chace.
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In midst of all, the venerable priest
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Eyed them with joy from greatest to the least,
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And, after lifting up his aged hands,
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Thus spake he: "Men of Latmos! shepherd bands!
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Whose care it is to guard a thousand flocks:
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Whether descended from beneath the rocks
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That overtop your mountains; whether come
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From vallies where the pipe is never dumb;
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Or from your swelling downs, where sweet air stirs
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Blue hare-bells lightly, and where prickly furze
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Buds lavish gold; or ye, whose precious charge
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Nibble their fill at ocean's very marge,
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Whose mellow reeds are touch'd with sounds forlorn
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By the dim echoes of old Triton's horn:
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Mothers and wives! who day by day prepare
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The scrip, with needments, for the mountain air;
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And all ye gentle girls who foster up
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Udderless lambs, and in a little cup
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Will put choice honey for a favoured youth:
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Yea, every one attend! for in good truth
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Our vows are wanting to our great god Pan.
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Are not our lowing heifers sleeker than
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Night-swollen mushrooms? Are not our wide plains
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Speckled with countless fleeces? Have not rains
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Green'd over April's lap? No howling sad
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Sickens our fearful ewes; and we have had
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Great bounty from Endymion our lord.
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The earth is glad: the merry lark has pour'd
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His early song against yon breezy sky,
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That spreads so clear o'er our solemnity."
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Thus ending, on the shrine he heap'd a spire
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Of teeming sweets, enkindling sacred fire;
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Anon he stain'd the thick and spongy sod
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With wine, in honour of the shepherd-god.
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Now while the earth was drinking it, and while
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Bay leaves were crackling in the fragrant pile,
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And gummy frankincense was sparkling bright
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'Neath smothering parsley, and a hazy light
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Spread greyly eastward, thus a chorus sang:
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"O thou, whose mighty palace roof doth hang
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From jagged trunks, and overshadoweth
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Eternal whispers, glooms, the birth, life, death
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Of unseen flowers in heavy peacefulness;
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Who lov'st to see the hamadryads dress
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Their ruffled locks where meeting hazels darken;
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And through whole solemn hours dost sit, and hearken
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The dreary melody of bedded reeds-
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In desolate places, where dank moisture breeds
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The pipy hemlock to strange overgrowth;
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Bethinking thee, how melancholy loth
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Thou wast to lose fair Syrinx- do thou now,
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By thy love's milky brow!
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By all the trembling mazes that she ran,
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Hear us, great Pan!
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"O thou, for whose soul-soothing quiet, turtles
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Passion their voices cooingly 'mong myrtles,
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What time thou wanderest at eventide
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Through sunny meadows, that outskirt the side
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Of thine enmossed realms: O thou, to whom
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Broad leaved fig trees even now foredoom
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Their ripen'd fruitage; yellow girted bees
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Their golden honeycombs; our village leas
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Their fairest blossom'd beans and poppied corn;
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The chuckling linnet its five young unborn,
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To sing for thee; low creeping strawberries
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Their summer coolness; pent up butterflies
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Their freckled wings; yea, the fresh budding year
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All its completions- be quickly near,
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By every wind that nods the mountain pine,
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O forester divine!
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"Thou, to whom every faun and satyr flies
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For willing service; whether to surprise
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The squatted hare while in half sleeping fit;
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Or upward ragged precipices flit
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To save poor lambkins from the eagle's maw;
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Or by mysterious enticement draw
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Bewildered shepherds to their path again;
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Or to tread breathless round the frothy main,
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And gather up all fancifullest shells
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For thee to tumble into Naiads' cells,
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And, being hidden, laugh at their out-peeping;
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Or to delight thee with fantastic leaping,
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The while they pelt each other on the crown
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With silvery oak apples, and fir cones brown-
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By all the echoes that about thee ring,
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Hear us, O satyr king!
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"O Hearkener to the loud clapping shears
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While ever and anon to his shorn peers
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A ram goes bleating: Winder of the horn,
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When snouted wild-boars routing tender corn
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Anger our huntsmen: Breather round our farms,
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To keep off mildews, and all weather harms:
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Strange ministrant of undescribed sounds,
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That come a swooning over hollow grounds,
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And wither drearily on barren moors:
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Dread opener of the mysterious doors
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Leading to universal knowledge- see,
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Great son of Dryope,
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The many that are come to pay their vows
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With leaves about their brows!
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"Be still the unimaginable lodge
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For solitary thinkings; such as dodge
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Conception to the very bourne of heaven,
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Then leave the naked brain: be still the leaven,
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That spreading in this dull and clodded earth
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Gives it a touch ethereal- a new birth:
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Be still a symbol of immensity;
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A firmament reflected in a sea;
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An element filling the space between;
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An unknown- but no more: we humbly screen
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With uplift hands our foreheads, lowly bending,
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And giving out a shout most heaven rending,
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Conjure thee to receive our humble Paean,
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Upon thy Mount Lycean!"
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Even while they brought the burden to a close,
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A shout from the whole multitude arose,
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That lingered in the air like dying rolls
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Of abrupt thunder, when Ionian shoals
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Of dolphins bob their noses through the brine.
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Meantime, on shady levels, mossy fine,
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Young companies nimbly began dancing
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To the swift treble pipe, and humming string.
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Aye, those fair living forms swam heavenly
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To tunes forgotten- out of memory:
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Fair creatures! whose young children's children bred
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Thermopylae its heroes- not yet dead,
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But in old marbles ever beautiful.
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High genitors, unconscious did they cull
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Time's sweet first-fruits- they danc'd to weariness,
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And then in quiet circles did they press
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The hillock turf, and caught the latter end
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Of some strange history, potent to send
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A young mind from its bodily tenement.
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Or they might watch the quoit-pitchers, intent
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On either side; pitying the sad death
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Of Hyacinthus, when the cruel breath
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Of Zephyr slew him,- Zephyr penitent,
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Who now, ere Phoebus mounts the firmament,
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Fondles the flower amid the sobbing rain.
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The archers too, upon a wider plain,
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Beside the feathery whizzing of the shaft,
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And the dull twanging bowstring, and the raft
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Branch down sweeping from a tall ash top,
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Call'd up a thousand thoughts to envelope
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Those who would watch. Perhaps, the trembling knee
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And frantic gape of lonely Niobe,
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Poor, lonely Niobe! when her lovely young
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Were dead and gone, and her caressing tongue
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Lay a lost thing upon her paly lip,
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And very, very deadliness did nip
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Her motherly cheeks. Arous'd from this sad mood
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By one, who at a distance loud halloo'd,
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Uplifting his strong bow into the air,
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Many might after brighter visions stare:
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After the Argonauts, in blind amaze
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Tossing about on Neptune's restless ways,
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Until, from the horizon's vaulted side,
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There shot a golden splendour far and wide,
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Spangling those million poutings of the brine
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With quivering ore: 'twas even an awful shine
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From the exaltation of Apollo's bow;
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A heavenly beacon in their dreary woe.
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Who thus were ripe for high contemplating,
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Might turn their steps towards the sober ring
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Where sat Endymion and the aged priest
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'Mong shepherds gone in eld, whose looks increas'd
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The silvery setting of their mortal star.
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There they discours'd upon the fragile bar
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That keeps us from our homes ethereal;
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And what our duties there: to nightly call
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Vesper, the beauty-crest of summer weather;
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To summon all the downiest clouds together
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For the sun's purple couch; to emulate
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In ministring the potent rule of fate
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With speed of fire-tail'd exhalations;
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To tint her pallid cheek with bloom, who cons
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Sweet poesy by moonlight: besides these,
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A world of other unguess'd offices.
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Anon they wander'd, by divine converse,
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Into Elysium; vieing to rehearse
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Each one his own anticipated bliss.
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One felt heart-certain that he could not miss
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His quick gone love, among fair blossom'd boughs,
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Where every zephyr-sigh pouts, and endows
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Her lips with music for the welcoming.
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Another wish'd, mid that eternal spring,
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To meet his rosy child, with feathery sails,
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Sweeping, eye-earnestly, through almond vales:
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Who, suddenly, should stoop through the smooth wind,
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And with the balmiest leaves his temples bind;
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And, ever after, through those regions be
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His messenger, his little Mercury.
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Some were athirst in soul to see again
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Their fellow huntsmen o'er the wide champaign
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In times long past; to sit with them, and talk
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Of all the chances in their earthly walk;
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Comparing, joyfully, their plenteous stores
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Of happiness, to when upon the moors,
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Benighted, close they huddled from the cold,
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And shar'd their famish'd scrips. Thus all out-told
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Their fond imaginations,- saving him
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Whose eyelids curtain'd up their jewels dim,
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Endymion: yet hourly had he striven
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To hide the cankering venom, that had riven
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His fainting recollections. Now indeed
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His senses had swoon'd off: he did not heed
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The sudden silence, or the whispers low,
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Or the old eyes dissolving at his woe,
|
|
Or anxious calls, or close of trembling palms,
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Or maiden's sigh, that grief itself embalms:
|
|
But in the self-same fixed trance he kept,
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Like one who on the earth had never stept.
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Aye, even as dead still as a marble man,
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Frozen in that old tale Arabian.
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|
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Who whispers him so pantingly and close?
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Peona, his sweet sister: of all those,
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His friends, the dearest. Hushing signs she made,
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And breath'd a sister's sorrow to persuade
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A yielding up, a cradling on her care.
|
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Her eloquence did breathe away the curse:
|
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She led him, like some midnight spirit nurse
|
|
Of happy changes in emphatic dreams,
|
|
Along a path between two little streams,-
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|
Guarding his forehead, with her round elbow,
|
|
From low-grown branches, and his footsteps slow
|
|
From stumbling over stumps and hillocks small;
|
|
Until they came to where these streamlets fall,
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With mingled bubblings and a gentle rush,
|
|
Into a river, clear, brimful, and flush
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|
With crystal mocking of the trees and sky.
|
|
A little shallop, floating there hard by,
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Pointed its beak over the fringed bank;
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And soon it lightly dipt, and rose, and sank,
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And dipt again, with the young couple's weight,-
|
|
Peona guiding, through the water straight,
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Towards a bowery island opposite;
|
|
Which gaining presently, she steered light
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|
Into a shady, fresh, and ripply cove,
|
|
Where nested was an arbour, overwove
|
|
By many a summer's silent fingering;
|
|
To whose cool bosom she was used to bring
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|
Her playmates, with their needle broidery,
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And minstrel memories of times gone by.
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|
|
|
So she was gently glad to see him laid
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Under her favourite bower's quiet shade,
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On her own couch, new made of flower leaves,
|
|
Dried carefully on the cooler side of sheaves
|
|
When last the sun his autumn tresses shook,
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And the tann'd harvesters rich armfuls took.
|
|
Soon was he quieted to slumbrous rest:
|
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But, ere it crept upon him, he had prest
|
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Peona's busy hand against his lips,
|
|
And still, a sleeping, held her finger-tips
|
|
In tender pressure. And as a willow keeps
|
|
A patient watch over the stream that creeps
|
|
Windingly by it, so the quiet maid
|
|
Held her in peace: so that a whispering blade
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|
Of grass, a wailful gnat, a bee bustling
|
|
Down in the blue-bells, or a wren light rustling
|
|
Among sere leaves and twigs, might all be heard.
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|
|
|
O magic sleep! O comfortable bird,
|
|
That broodest o'er the troubled sea of the mind
|
|
Till it is hush'd and smooth! O unconfin'd
|
|
Restraint! imprisoned liberty! great key
|
|
To golden palaces, strange minstrelsy,
|
|
Fountains grotesque, new trees, bespangled caves,
|
|
Echoing grottos, full of tumbling waves
|
|
And moonlight; aye, to all the mazy world
|
|
Of silvery enchantment!- who, upfurl'd
|
|
Beneath thy drowsy wing a triple hour,
|
|
But renovates and lives?- Thus, in the bower,
|
|
Endymion was calm'd to life again.
|
|
Opening his eyelids with a healthier brain,
|
|
He said: "I feel this thine endearing love
|
|
All through my bosom: thou art as a dove
|
|
Trembling its closed eyes and sleeked wings
|
|
About me; and the pearliest dew not brings
|
|
Such morning incense from the fields of May,
|
|
As do those brighter drops that twinkling stray
|
|
From those kind eyes,- the very home and haunt
|
|
Of sisterly affection. Can I want
|
|
Aught else, aught nearer heaven, than such tears?
|
|
Yet dry them up, in bidding hence all fears
|
|
That, any longer, I will pass my days
|
|
Alone and sad. No, I will once more raise
|
|
My voice upon the mountain-heights; once more
|
|
Make my horn parley from their foreheads hoar:
|
|
Again my trooping hounds their tongues shall loll
|
|
Around the breathed boar: again I'll poll
|
|
The fair-grown yew tree, for a chosen bow:
|
|
And, when the pleasant sun is setting low,
|
|
Again I'll linger in a sloping mead
|
|
To hear the speckled thrushes, and see feed
|
|
Our idle sheep. So be thou cheered, sweet,
|
|
And, if thy lute is here, softly intreat
|
|
My soul to keep in its resolved course."
|
|
|
|
Hereat Peona, in their silver source,
|
|
Shut her pure sorrow drops with glad exclaim,
|
|
And took a lute, from which there pulsing came
|
|
A lively prelude, fashioning the way
|
|
In which her voice should wander. 'Twas a lay
|
|
More subtle cadenced, more forest wild
|
|
Than Dryope's lone lulling of her child;
|
|
And nothing since has floated in the air
|
|
So mournful strange. Surely some influence rare
|
|
Went, spiritual, through the damsel's hand;
|
|
For still, with Delphic emphasis, she spann'd
|
|
The quick invisible strings, even though she saw
|
|
Endymion's spirit melt away and thaw
|
|
Before the deep intoxication.
|
|
But soon she came, with sudden burst, upon
|
|
Her self-possession- swung the lute aside,
|
|
And earnestly said: "Brother, 'tis vain to hide
|
|
That thou dost know of things mysterious,
|
|
Immortal, starry; such alone could thus
|
|
Weigh down thy nature. Hast thou sinn'd in aught
|
|
Offensive to the heavenly power? Caught
|
|
A Paphian dove upon a message sent?
|
|
Thy deathful bow against some deer-herd bent
|
|
Sacred to Dian? Haply, thou hast seen
|
|
Her naked limbs among the alders green;
|
|
And that, alas! is death. No, I can trace
|
|
Something more high perplexing in thy face!"
|
|
|
|
Endymion look'd at her, and press'd her hand,
|
|
And said, "Art thou so pale, who wast so bland
|
|
And merry in our meadows? How is this?
|
|
Tell me thine ailment: tell me all amiss!-
|
|
Ah! thou hast been unhappy at the change
|
|
Wrought suddenly in me. What indeed more strange?
|
|
Or more complete to overwhelm surmise?
|
|
Ambition is so sluggard; 'tis no prize,
|
|
That toiling years would put within my grasp,
|
|
That I have sighed for: with so deadly gasp
|
|
No man e'er panted for a mortal love.
|
|
So all have set my heavier grief above
|
|
These things which happen. Rightly have they done:
|
|
I, who still saw the horizontal sun
|
|
Heave his broad shoulder o'er the edge of the world,
|
|
Out-facing Lucifer, and then had hurl'd
|
|
My spear aloft, as signal for the chace-
|
|
I, who, for very sport of heart, would race
|
|
With my own steed from Araby; pluck down
|
|
A vulture from his towery perching; frown
|
|
A lion into growling, loth retire-
|
|
To lose, at once, all my toil-breeding fire,
|
|
And sink thus low! but I will ease my breast
|
|
Of secret grief, here in this bowery nest.
|
|
|
|
"This river does not see the naked sky,
|
|
Till it begins to progress silverly
|
|
Around the western border of the wood,
|
|
Whence, from a certain spot, its winding flood
|
|
Seems at the distance like a crescent moon:
|
|
And in that nook, the very pride of June,
|
|
Had I been used to pass my weary eves;
|
|
The rather for the sun unwilling leaves
|
|
So dear a picture of his sovereign power,
|
|
And I could witness his most kingly hour,
|
|
When he doth tighten up the golden reins,
|
|
And paces leisurely down amber plains
|
|
His snorting four. Now when his chariot last
|
|
Its beams against the zodiac-lion cast,
|
|
There blossom'd suddenly a magic bed
|
|
Of sacred ditamy, and poppies red:
|
|
At which I wondered greatly, knowing well
|
|
That but one night had wrought this flowery spell;
|
|
And, sitting down close by, began to muse
|
|
What it might mean. Perhaps, thought I, Morpheus,
|
|
In passing here, his owlet pinions shook;
|
|
Or, it may be, ere matron Night uptook
|
|
Her ebon urn, young Mercury, by stealth,
|
|
Had dipt his rod in it: such garland wealth
|
|
Came not by common growth. Thus on I thought,
|
|
Until my head was dizzy and distraught.
|
|
Moreover, through the dancing poppies stole
|
|
A breeze, most softly lulling to my soul;
|
|
And shaping visions all about my sight
|
|
Of colours, wings, and bursts of spangly light;
|
|
The which became more strange, and strange, and dim,
|
|
And then were gulph'd in a tumultuous swim:
|
|
And then I fell asleep. Ah, can I tell
|
|
The enchantment that afterwards befel?
|
|
Yet it was but a dream: yet such a dream
|
|
That never tongue, although it overteem
|
|
With mellow utterance, like a cavern spring,
|
|
Could figure out and to conception bring
|
|
All I beheld and felt. Methought I lay
|
|
Watching the zenith, where the milky way
|
|
Among the stars in virgin splendour pours;
|
|
And travelling my eye, until the doors
|
|
Of heaven appear'd to open for my flight,
|
|
I became loth and fearful to alight
|
|
From such high soaring by a downward glance:
|
|
So kept me stedfast in that airy trance,
|
|
Spreading imaginary pinions wide.
|
|
When, presently, the stars began to glide,
|
|
And faint away, before my eager view:
|
|
At which I sigh'd that I could not pursue,
|
|
And dropt my vision to the horizon's verge;
|
|
And lo! from opening clouds, I saw emerge
|
|
The loveliest moon, that ever silver'd o'er
|
|
A shell for Neptune's goblet: she did soar
|
|
So passionately bright, my dazzled soul
|
|
Commingling with her argent spheres did roll
|
|
Through clear and cloudy, even when she went
|
|
At last into a dark and vapoury tent-
|
|
Whereat, methought, the lidless-eyed train
|
|
Of planets all were in the blue again.
|
|
To commune with those orbs, once more I rais'd
|
|
My sight right upward: but it was quite dazed
|
|
By a bright something, sailing down apace,
|
|
Making me quickly veil my eyes and face:
|
|
Again I look'd, and, O ye deities,
|
|
Who from Olympus watch our destinies!
|
|
Whence that completed form of all completeness?
|
|
Whence came that high perfection of all sweetness?
|
|
Speak, stubborn earth, and tell me where, O where
|
|
Hast thou a symbol of her golden hair?
|
|
Not oat-sheaves drooping in the western sun;
|
|
Not- thy soft hand, fair sister! let me shun
|
|
Such follying before thee- yet she had,
|
|
Indeed, locks bright enough to make me mad;
|
|
And they were simply gordian'd up and braided,
|
|
Leaving, in naked comeliness, unshaded,
|
|
Her pearl round ears, white neck, and orbed brow;
|
|
The which were blended in, I know not how,
|
|
With such a paradise of lips and eyes,
|
|
Blush-tinted cheeks, half smiles, and faintest sighs,
|
|
That, when I think thereon, my spirit clings
|
|
And plays about its fancy, till the stings
|
|
Of human neighbourhood envenom all.
|
|
Unto what awful power shall I call?
|
|
To what high fane?- Ah! see her hovering feet,
|
|
More bluely vein'd, more soft, more whitely sweet
|
|
Than those of sea-born Venus, when she rose
|
|
From out her cradle shell. The wind out-blows
|
|
Her scarf into a fluttering pavillion;
|
|
'Tis blue, and over-spangled with a million
|
|
Of little eyes, as though thou wert to shed,
|
|
Over the darkest, lushest blue-bell bed,
|
|
Handfuls of daisies."- "Endymion, how strange!
|
|
Dream within dream!"- "She took an airy range,
|
|
And then, towards me, like a very maid,
|
|
Came blushing, waning, willing, and afraid,
|
|
And press'd me by the hand: Ah! 'twas too much;
|
|
Methought I fainted at the charmed touch,
|
|
Yet held my recollections, even as one
|
|
Who dives three fathoms where the waters run
|
|
Gurgling in beds of coral: for anon,
|
|
I felt upmounted in that region
|
|
Where falling stars dart their artillery forth,
|
|
And eagles struggle with the buffeting north
|
|
That balances the heavy meteor-stone;-
|
|
Felt too, I was not fearful, nor alone,
|
|
But lapp'd and lull'd along the dangerous sky.
|
|
Soon, as it seem'd, we left our journeying high,
|
|
And straightway into frightful eddies swoop'd;
|
|
Such as aye muster where grey time has scoop'd
|
|
Huge dens and caverns in a mountain's side;
|
|
There hollow sounds arous'd me, and I sigh'd
|
|
To faint once more by looking on my bliss-
|
|
I was distracted; madly did I kiss
|
|
The wooing arms which held me, and did give
|
|
My eyes at once to death: but 'twas to live,
|
|
To take in draughts of life from the gold fount
|
|
Of kind and passionate looks; to count, and count
|
|
The moments, by some greedy help that seem'd
|
|
A second self, that each might be redeem'd
|
|
And plunder'd of its load of blessedness.
|
|
Ah, desperate mortal! I e'en dar'd to press
|
|
Her very cheek against my crowned lip,
|
|
And, at that moment, felt my body dip
|
|
Into a warmer air: a moment more,
|
|
Our feet were soft in flowers. There was store
|
|
Of newest joys upon that alp. Sometimes
|
|
A scent of violets, and blossoming limes,
|
|
Loiter'd around us; then of honey cells,
|
|
Made delicate from all white-flower bells;
|
|
And once, above the edges of our nest,
|
|
An arch face peep'd,- an Oread as I guess'd.
|
|
|
|
"Why did I dream that sleep o'er-power'd me
|
|
In midst of all this heaven? Why not see,
|
|
Far off, the shadows of his pinions dark,
|
|
And stare them from me? But no, like a spark
|
|
That needs must die, although its little beam
|
|
Reflects upon a diamond, my sweet dream
|
|
Fell into nothing- into stupid sleep.
|
|
And so it was, until a gentle creep,
|
|
A careful moving caught my waking ears,
|
|
And up I started: Ah! my sighs, my tears,
|
|
My clenched hands:- for lo! the poppies hung
|
|
Dew-dabbled on their stalks, the ouzel sung
|
|
A heavy ditty, and the sullen day
|
|
Had chidden herald Hesperus away,
|
|
With leaden looks: the solitary breeze
|
|
Bluster'd, and slept, and its wild self did teaze
|
|
With wayward melancholy; and I thought,
|
|
Mark me, Peona! that sometimes it brought
|
|
Faint fare-thee-wells, and sigh-shrilled adieus!-
|
|
Away I wander'd- all the pleasant hues
|
|
Of heaven and earth had faded: deepest shades
|
|
Were deepest dungeons; heaths and sunny glades
|
|
Were full of pestilent light; our taintless rills
|
|
Seem'd sooty, and o'er-spread with upturn'd gills
|
|
Of dying fish; the vermeil rose had blown
|
|
In frightful scarlet, and its thorns out-grown
|
|
Like spiked aloe. If an innocent bird
|
|
Before my heedless footsteps stirr'd, and stirr'd
|
|
In little journeys, I beheld in it
|
|
A disguis'd demon, missioned to knit
|
|
My soul with under darkness; to entice
|
|
My stumblings down some monstrous precipice:
|
|
Therefore I eager followed, and did curse
|
|
The disappointment. Time, that aged nurse,
|
|
Rock'd me to patience. Now, thank gentle heaven!
|
|
These things, with all their comfortings, are given
|
|
To my down-sunken hours, and with thee,
|
|
Sweet sister, help to stem the ebbing sea
|
|
Of weary life."
|
|
|
|
Thus ended he, and both
|
|
Sat silent: for the maid was very loth
|
|
To answer; feeling well that breathed words
|
|
Would all be lost, unheard, and vain as swords
|
|
Against the enchased crocodile, or leaps
|
|
Of grasshoppers against the sun. She weeps
|
|
And wonders; struggles to devise some blame;
|
|
To put on such a look as would say, Shame
|
|
On this poor weakness! but, for all her strife,
|
|
She could as soon have crush'd away the life
|
|
From a sick dove. At length, to break the pause,
|
|
She said with trembling chance: "Is this the cause?
|
|
This all? Yet it is strange, and sad, alas!
|
|
That one who through this middle earth should pass
|
|
Most like a sojourning demi-god, and leave
|
|
His name upon the harp-string, should achieve
|
|
No higher bard than simple maidenhood,
|
|
Singing alone, and fearfully,- how the blood
|
|
Left his young cheek; and how he used to stray
|
|
He knew not where; and how he would say, nay,
|
|
If any said 'twas love: and yet 'twas love;
|
|
What could it be but love? How a ring-dove
|
|
Let fall a sprig of yew tree in his path;
|
|
And how he died: and then, that love doth scathe
|
|
The gentle heart, as northern blasts do roses;
|
|
And then the ballad of his sad life closes
|
|
With sighs, and an alas!- Endymion!
|
|
Be rather in the trumpet's mouth,- anon
|
|
Among the winds at large- that all may hearken!
|
|
Although, before the crystal heavens darken,
|
|
I watch and dote upon the silver lakes
|
|
Pictur'd in western cloudiness, that takes
|
|
The semblance of gold rocks and bright gold sands,
|
|
Islands, and creeks, and amber-fretted strands
|
|
With horses prancing o'er them, palaces
|
|
And towers of amethyst,- would I so teaze
|
|
My pleasant days, because I could not mount
|
|
Into those regions? The Morphean fount
|
|
Of that fine element that visions, dreams,
|
|
And fitful whims of sleep are made of, streams
|
|
Into its airy channels with so subtle,
|
|
So thin a breathing, not the spider's shuttle,
|
|
Circled a million times within the space
|
|
Of a swallow's nest-door, could delay a trace,
|
|
A tinting of its quality: how light
|
|
Must dreams themselves be; seeing they're more slight
|
|
Than the mere nothing that engenders them!
|
|
Then wherefore sully the entrusted gem
|
|
Of high and noble life with thoughts so sick?
|
|
Why pierce high-fronted honour to the quick
|
|
For nothing but a dream?" Hereat the youth
|
|
Look'd up: a conflicting of shame and ruth
|
|
Was in his plaited brow: yet, his eyelids
|
|
Widened a little, as when Zephyr bids
|
|
A little breeze to creep between the fans
|
|
Of careless butterflies: amid his pains
|
|
He seem'd to taste a drop of manna-dew,
|
|
Full palatable; and a colour grew
|
|
Upon his cheek, while thus he lifeful spake.
|
|
|
|
"Peona! ever have I long'd to slake
|
|
My thirst for the world's praises: nothing base,
|
|
No merely slumberous phantasm, could unlace
|
|
The stubborn canvas for my voyage prepar'd-
|
|
Though now 'tis tatter'd; leaving my bark bar'd
|
|
And sullenly drifting: yet my higher hope
|
|
Is of too wide, too rainbow-large a scope,
|
|
To fret at myriads of earthly wrecks.
|
|
Wherein lies happiness? In that which becks
|
|
Our ready minds to fellowship divine,
|
|
A fellowship with essence; till we shine,
|
|
Full alchemiz'd, and free of space. Behold
|
|
The clear religion of heaven! Fold
|
|
A rose leaf round thy finger's taperness,
|
|
And soothe thy lips: hist, when the airy stress
|
|
Of music's kiss impregnates the free winds,
|
|
And with a sympathetic touch unbinds
|
|
AEolian magic from their lucid wombs:
|
|
Then old songs waken from enclouded tombs;
|
|
Old ditties sigh above their father's grave;
|
|
Ghosts of melodious prophecyings rave
|
|
Round every spot where trod Apollo's foot;
|
|
Bronze clarions awake, and faintly bruit,
|
|
Where long ago a giant battle was;
|
|
And, from the turf, a lullaby doth pass
|
|
In every place where infant Orpheus slept.
|
|
Feel we these things?- that moment have we stept
|
|
Into a sort of oneness, and our state
|
|
Is like a floating spirit's. But there are
|
|
Richer entanglements, enthralments far
|
|
More self-destroying, leading, by degrees,
|
|
To the chief intensity: the crown of these
|
|
Is made of love and friendship, and sits high
|
|
Upon the forehead of humanity.
|
|
All its more ponderous and bulky worth
|
|
Is friendship, whence there ever issues forth
|
|
A steady splendour; but at the tip-top,
|
|
There hangs by unseen film, an orbed drop
|
|
Of light, and that is love: its influence,
|
|
Thrown in our eyes, genders a novel sense,
|
|
At which we start and fret; till in the end,
|
|
Melting into its radiance, we blend,
|
|
Mingle, and so become a part of it,-
|
|
Nor with aught else can our souls interknit
|
|
So wingedly: when we combine therewith,
|
|
Life's self is nourish'd by its proper pith,
|
|
And we are nurtured like a pelican brood.
|
|
Aye, so delicious is the unsating food,
|
|
That men, who might have tower'd in the van
|
|
Of all the congregated world, to fan
|
|
And winnow from the coming step of time
|
|
All chaff of custom, wipe away all slime
|
|
Left by men-slugs and human serpentry,
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Have been content to let occasion die,
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Whilst they did sleep in love's elysium.
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And, truly, I would rather be struck dumb,
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Than speak against this ardent listlessness:
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For I have ever thought that it might bless
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The world with benefits unknowingly;
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As does the nightingale, upperched high,
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And cloister'd among cool and bunched leaves-
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She sings but to her love, nor e'er conceives
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How tiptoe Night holds back her dark-grey hood.
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Just so may love, although 'tis understood
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The mere commingling of passionate breath,
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Produce more than our searching witnesseth:
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What I know not: but who, of men, can tell
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That flowers would bloom, or that green fruit would swell
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To melting pulp, that fish would have bright mail,
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The earth its dower of river, wood, and vale,
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The meadows runnels, runnels pebble-stones,
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The seed its harvest, or the lute its tones,
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|
Tones ravishment, or ravishment its sweet,
|
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If human souls did never kiss and greet?
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"Now, if this earthly love has power to make
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Men's being mortal, immortal; to shake
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Ambition from their memories, and brim
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Their measure of content: what merest whim,
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|
Seems all this poor endeavour after fame,
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To one, who keeps within his stedfast aim
|
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A love immortal, an immortal too.
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Look not so wilder'd; for these things are true,
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And never can be born of atomies
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|
That buzz about our slumbers, like brain-flies,
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Leaving us fancy-sick. No, no, I'm sure,
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My restless spirit never could endure
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To brood so long upon one luxury,
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Unless it did, though fearfully, espy
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A hope beyond the shadow of a dream.
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My sayings will the less obscured seem,
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When I have told thee how my waking sight
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Has made me scruple whether that same night
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Was pass'd in dreaming. Hearken, sweet Peona!
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|
Beyond the matron-temple of Latona,
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Which we should see but for these darkening boughs,
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|
Lies a deep hollow, from whose ragged brows
|
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Bushes and trees do lean all round athwart
|
|
And meet so nearly, that with wings outraught,
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And spreaded tail, a vulture could not glide
|
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Past them, but he must brush on every side.
|
|
Some moulder'd steps lead into this cool cell,
|
|
Far as the slabbed margin of a well,
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|
Whose patient level peeps its crystal eye
|
|
Right upward, through the bushes, to the sky.
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Oft have I brought thee flowers, on their stalks set
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Like vestal primroses, but dark velvet
|
|
Edges them round, and they have golden pits:
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'Twas there I got them, from the gaps and slits
|
|
In a mossy stone, that sometimes was my seat,
|
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When all above was faint with mid-day heat.
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And there in strife no burning thoughts to heed,
|
|
I'd bubble up the water through a reed;
|
|
So reaching back to boy-hood: make me ships
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|
Of moulted feathers, touchwood, alder chips,
|
|
With leaves stuck in them; and the Neptune be
|
|
Of their petty ocean. Oftener, heavily,
|
|
When love-lorn hours had left me less a child,
|
|
I sat contemplating the figures wild
|
|
Of o'er-head clouds melting the mirror through.
|
|
Upon a day, while thus I watch'd, by flew
|
|
A cloudy Cupid, with his bow and quiver;
|
|
So plainly character'd, no breeze would shiver
|
|
The happy chance: so happy, I was fain
|
|
To follow it upon the open plain,
|
|
And, therefore, was just going; when, behold!
|
|
A wonder, fair as any I have told-
|
|
The same bright face I tasted in my sleep,
|
|
Smiling in the clear well. My heart did leap
|
|
Through the cool depth.- It moved as if to flee-
|
|
I started up, when lo! refreshfully
|
|
There came upon my face in plenteous showers
|
|
Dew-drops, and dewy buds, and leaves, and flowers,
|
|
Wrapping all objects from my smothered sight,
|
|
Bathing my spirit in a new delight.
|
|
Aye, such a breathless honey-feel of bliss
|
|
Alone preserved me from the drear abyss
|
|
Of death, for the fair form had gone again.
|
|
Pleasure is oft a visitant; but pain
|
|
Clings cruelly to us, like the gnawing sloth
|
|
On the deer's tender haunches: late, and loth,
|
|
'Tis scar'd away by slow returning pleasure.
|
|
How sickening, how dark the dreadful leisure
|
|
Of weary days, made deeper exquisite,
|
|
By a fore-knowledge of unslumbrous night!
|
|
Like sorrow came upon me, heavier still,
|
|
Than when I wander'd from the poppy hill:
|
|
And a whole age of lingering moments crept
|
|
Sluggishly by, ere more contentment swept
|
|
Away at once the deadly yellow spleen.
|
|
Yes, thrice have I this fair enchantment seen;
|
|
Once more been tortured with renewed life.
|
|
When last the wintry gusts gave over strife
|
|
With the conquering sun of spring, and left the skies
|
|
Warm and serene, but yet with moistened eyes
|
|
In pity of the shatter'd infant buds,-
|
|
That time thou didst adorn, with amber studs,
|
|
My hunting cap, because I laugh'd and smil'd,
|
|
Chatted with thee, and many days exil'd
|
|
All torment from my breast;- 'twas even then,
|
|
Straying about, yet, coop'd up in the den
|
|
Of helpless discontent,- hurling my lance
|
|
From place to place, and following at chance,
|
|
At last, by hap, through some young trees it struck,
|
|
And, plashing among bedded pebbles, stuck
|
|
In the middle of a brook,- whose silver ramble
|
|
Down twenty little falls, through reeds and bramble,
|
|
Tracing along, it brought me to a cave,
|
|
Whence it ran brightly forth, and white did lave
|
|
The nether sides of mossy stones and rock,-
|
|
'Mong which it gurgled blythe adieus, to mock
|
|
Its own sweet grief at parting. Overhead,
|
|
Hung a lush screen of drooping weeds, and spread
|
|
Thick, as to curtain up some wood-nymph's home.
|
|
'Ah! impious mortal, whither do I roam?'
|
|
Said I, low voic'd: 'Ah, whither! 'Tis the grot
|
|
'Of Proserpine, when Hell, obscure and hot,
|
|
'Doth her resign; and where her tender hands
|
|
'She dabbles, on the cool and sluicy sands:
|
|
'Or 'tis the cell of Echo, where she sits,
|
|
'And babbles thorough silence, till her wits
|
|
'Are gone in tender madness, and anon,
|
|
'Faints into sleep, with many a dying tone
|
|
'Of sadness. O that she would take my vows,
|
|
'And breathe them sighingly among the boughs,
|
|
'To sue her gentle ears for whose fair head,
|
|
'Daily, I pluck sweet flowerets from their bed,
|
|
'And weave them dyingly- send honey-whispers
|
|
'Round every leaf, that all those gentle lispers
|
|
'May sigh my love unto her pitying!
|
|
'O charitable Echo! hear, and sing
|
|
'This ditty to her!- tell her'- so I stay'd
|
|
My foolish tongue, and listening, half afraid,
|
|
Stood stupefied with my own empty folly,
|
|
And blushing for the freaks of melancholy.
|
|
Salt tears were coming, when I heard my name
|
|
Most fondly lipp'd, and then these accents came:
|
|
'Endymion! the cave is secreter
|
|
'Than the Isle of Delos. Echo hence shall stir
|
|
'No sighs but sigh-warm kisses, or light noise
|
|
'Of thy combing hand, the while it travelling cloys
|
|
'And trembles through my labyrinthine hair.'
|
|
At that oppress'd I hurried in.- Ah! where
|
|
Are those swift moments? Whither are they fled?
|
|
I'll smile no more, Peona; nor will wed
|
|
Sorrow the way to death; but patiently
|
|
Bear up against it: so farewell, sad sigh;
|
|
And come instead demurest meditation,
|
|
To occupy me wholly, and to fashion
|
|
My pilgrimage for the world's dusky brink.
|
|
No more will I count over, link by link,
|
|
My chain of grief: no longer strive to find
|
|
A half-forgetfulness in mountain wind
|
|
Blustering about my ears: aye, thou shalt see,
|
|
Dearest of sisters, what my life shall be;
|
|
What a calm round of hours shall make my days.
|
|
There is a paly flame of hope that plays
|
|
Where'er I look: but yet, I'll say 'tis naught-
|
|
And here I bid it die. Have not I caught,
|
|
Already, a more healthy countenance?
|
|
By this the sun is setting; we may chance
|
|
Meet some of our near-dwellers with my car."
|
|
|
|
This said, he rose, faint-smiling like a star
|
|
Through autumn mists, and took Peona's hand:
|
|
They stept into the boat, and launch'd from land.
|
|
BOOK II.
|
|
|
|
O sovereign power of love! O grief! O balm!
|
|
All records, saving thine, come cool, and calm,
|
|
And shadowy, through the mist of passed years:
|
|
For others, good or bad, hatred and tears
|
|
Have become indolent; but touching thine,
|
|
One sigh doth echo, one poor sob doth pine,
|
|
One kiss brings honey-dew from buried days.
|
|
The woes of Troy, towers smothering o'er their blaze,
|
|
Stiff-holden shields, far-piercing spears, keen blades,
|
|
Struggling, and blood, and shrieks- all dimly fades
|
|
Into some backward corner of the brain:
|
|
Yet, in our very souls, we feel amain
|
|
The close of Troilus and Cressid sweet.
|
|
Hence, pageant history! hence, gilded cheat!
|
|
Swart planet in the universe of deeds!
|
|
Wide sea, that one continuous murmur breeds
|
|
Along the pebbled shore of memory!
|
|
Many old rotten-timber'd boats there be
|
|
Upon thy vaporous bosom, magnified
|
|
To goodly vessels; many a sail of pride,
|
|
And golden keel'd, is left unlaunch'd and dry.
|
|
But wherefore this? What care, though owl did fly
|
|
About the great Athenian admiral's mast?
|
|
What care, though striding Alexander past
|
|
The Indus with his Macedonian numbers?
|
|
Though old Ulysses tortured from his slumbers
|
|
The glutted Cyclops, what care?- Juliet leaning
|
|
Amid her window-flowers,- sighing,- weaning
|
|
Tenderly her fancy from its maiden snow,
|
|
Doth more avail than these: the silver flow
|
|
Of Hero's tears, the swoon of Imogen,
|
|
Fair Pastorella in the bandit's den,
|
|
Are things to brood on with more ardency
|
|
Than the death-day of empires. Fearfully
|
|
Must such conviction come upon his head,
|
|
Who, thus far, discontent, has dared to tread,
|
|
Without one muse's smile, or kind behest,
|
|
The path of love and poesy. But rest,
|
|
In chaffing restlessness, is yet more drear
|
|
Than to be crush'd, in striving to uprear
|
|
Love's standard on the battlements of song.
|
|
So once more days and nights aid me along,
|
|
Like legion'd soldiers.
|
|
|
|
Brain-sick shepherd prince,
|
|
What promise hast thou faithful guarded since
|
|
The day of sacrifice? Or, have new sorrows
|
|
Come with the constant dawn upon thy morrows?
|
|
Alas! 'tis his old grief. For many days,
|
|
Has he been wandering in uncertain ways:
|
|
Through wilderness, and woods of mossed oaks;
|
|
Counting his woe-worn minutes, by the strokes
|
|
Of the lone woodcutter; and listening still,
|
|
Hour after hour, to each lush-leav'd rill.
|
|
Now he is sitting by a shady spring,
|
|
And elbow-deep with feverous fingering
|
|
Stems the upbursting cold: a wild rose tree
|
|
Pavillions him in bloom, and he doth see
|
|
A bud which snares his fancy: lo! but now
|
|
He plucks it, dips its stalk in the water: how!
|
|
It swells, it buds, it flowers beneath his sight;
|
|
And, in the middle, there is softly pight
|
|
A golden butterfly; upon whose wings
|
|
There must be surely character'd strange things,
|
|
For with wide eye he wonders, and smiles oft.
|
|
|
|
Lightly this little herald flew aloft,
|
|
Follow'd by glad Endymion's clasped hands:
|
|
Onward it flies. From languor's sullen bands
|
|
His limbs are loos'd, and eager, on he hies
|
|
Dazzled to trace it in the sunny skies.
|
|
It seem'd he flew, the way so easy was;
|
|
And like a new-born spirit did he pass
|
|
Through the green evening quiet in the sun,
|
|
O'er many a heath, through many a woodland dun,
|
|
Through buried paths, where sleepy twilight dreams
|
|
The summer time away. One track unseams
|
|
A wooded cleft, and, far away, the blue
|
|
Of ocean fades upon him; then, anew,
|
|
He sinks adown a solitary glen,
|
|
Where there was never sound of mortal men,
|
|
Saving, perhaps, some snow-light cadences
|
|
Melting to silence, when upon the breeze
|
|
Some holy bark let forth an anthem sweet,
|
|
To cheer itself to Delphi. Still his feet
|
|
Went swift beneath the merry-winged guide,
|
|
Until it reach'd a splashing fountain's side
|
|
That, near a cavern's mouth, for ever pour'd
|
|
Unto the temperate air: then high it soar'd,
|
|
And, downward, suddenly began to dip,
|
|
As if, athirst with so much toil, 'twould sip
|
|
The crystal spout-head: so it did, with touch
|
|
Most delicate, as though afraid to smutch
|
|
Even with mealy gold the waters clear.
|
|
But, at that very touch, to disappear
|
|
So fairy-quick, was strange! Bewildered,
|
|
Endymion sought around, and shook each bed
|
|
Of covert flowers in vain; and then he flung
|
|
Himself along the grass. What gentle tongue,
|
|
What whisperer disturb'd his gloomy rest?
|
|
It was a nymph uprisen to the breast
|
|
In the fountain's pebbly margin, and she stood
|
|
'Mong lillies, like the youngest of the brood.
|
|
To him her dripping hand she softly kist,
|
|
And anxiously began to plait and twist
|
|
Her ringlets round her fingers, saying: "Youth!
|
|
Too long, alas, hast thou starv'd on the ruth,
|
|
The bitterness of love: too long indeed,
|
|
Seeing thou art so gentle. Could I weed
|
|
Thy soul of care, by heavens, I would offer
|
|
All the bright riches of my crystal coffer
|
|
To Amphitrite; all my clear-eyed fish,
|
|
Golden, or rainbow-sided, or purplish,
|
|
Vermilion-tail'd, or finn'd with silvery gauze;
|
|
Yea, or my veined pebble-floor, that draws
|
|
A virgin light to the deep; my grotto-sands
|
|
Tawny and gold, ooz'd slowly from far lands
|
|
By my diligent springs; my level lillies, shells,
|
|
My charming rod, my potent river spells;
|
|
Yes, every thing, even to the pearly cup
|
|
Meander gave me,- for I bubbled up
|
|
To fainting creatures in a desert wild.
|
|
But woe is me, I am but as a child
|
|
To gladden thee; and all I dare to say,
|
|
Is, that I pity thee; that on this day
|
|
I've been thy guide; that thou must wander far
|
|
In other regions, past the scanty bar
|
|
To mortal steps, before thou canst be ta'en
|
|
From every wasting sigh, from every pain,
|
|
Into the gentle bosom of thy love.
|
|
Why it is thus, one knows in heaven above:
|
|
But, a poor Naiad, I guess not. Farewell!
|
|
I have a ditty for my hollow cell."
|
|
|
|
Hereat, she vanished from Endymion's gaze,
|
|
Who brooded o'er the water in amaze:
|
|
The dashing fount pour'd on, and where its pool
|
|
Lay, half asleep, in grass and rushes cool,
|
|
Quick waterflies and gnats were sporting still,
|
|
And fish were dimpling, as if good nor ill
|
|
Had fallen out that hour. The wanderer,
|
|
Holding his forehead, to keep off the bur
|
|
Of smothering fancies, patiently sat down;
|
|
And, while beneath the evening's sleepy frown
|
|
Glow-worms began to trim their starry lamps,
|
|
Thus breath'd he to himself: "Whoso encamps
|
|
To take a fancied city of delight,
|
|
O what a wretch is he! and when 'tis his,
|
|
After long toil and travelling, to miss
|
|
The kernel of his hopes, how more than vile:
|
|
Yet, for him there's refreshment even in toil;
|
|
Another city doth he set about,
|
|
Free from the smallest pebble-head of doubt
|
|
That he will seize on trickling honey-combs;
|
|
Alas, he finds them dry; and then he foams,
|
|
And onward to another city speeds.
|
|
But this is human life: the war, the deeds,
|
|
The disappointment, the anxiety,
|
|
Imagination's struggles, far and nigh,
|
|
All human; bearing in themselves this good,
|
|
That they are still the air, the subtle food,
|
|
To make us feel existence, and to show
|
|
How quiet death is. Where soil is men grow,
|
|
Whether to weeds or flowers; but for me,
|
|
There is no depth to strike in: I can see
|
|
Naught earthly worth my compassing; so stand
|
|
Upon a misty, jutting head of land-
|
|
Alone? No, no; and by the Orphean lute,
|
|
When mad Eurydice is listening to't;
|
|
I'd rather stand upon this misty peak,
|
|
With not a thing to sigh for, or to seek,
|
|
But the soft shadow of my thrice-seen love,
|
|
Than be- I care not what. O meekest dove
|
|
Of heaven! O Cynthia, ten-times bright and fair!
|
|
From thy blue throne, now filling all the air,
|
|
Glance but one little beam of temper'd light
|
|
Into my bosom, that the dreadful might
|
|
And tyranny of love be somewhat scar'd!
|
|
Yet do not so, sweet queen; one torment spar'd,
|
|
Would give a pang to jealous misery,
|
|
Worse than the torment's self: but rather tie
|
|
Large wings upon my shoulders, and point out
|
|
My love's far dwelling. Though the playful rout
|
|
Of Cupids shun thee, too divine art thou,
|
|
Too keen in beauty, for thy silver prow
|
|
Not to have dipp'd in love's most gentle stream.
|
|
O be propitious, nor severely deem
|
|
My madness impious; for, by all the stars
|
|
That tend thy bidding, I do think the bars
|
|
That kept my spirit in are burst- that I
|
|
Am sailing with thee through the dizzy sky!
|
|
How beautiful thou art! The world how deep!
|
|
How tremulous-dazzlingly the wheels sweep
|
|
Around their axle! Then these gleaming reins,
|
|
How lithe! When this thy chariot attains
|
|
Its airy goal, haply some bower veils
|
|
Those twilight eyes? Those eyes!- my spirit fails-
|
|
Dear goddess, help! or the wide-gaping air
|
|
Will gulph me- help!"- At this with madden'd stare,
|
|
And lifted hands, and trembling lips he stood;
|
|
Like old Deucalion mountain'd o'er the flood,
|
|
Or blind Orion hungry for the morn.
|
|
And, but from the deep cavern there was borne
|
|
A voice, he had been froze to senseless stone;
|
|
Nor sigh of his, nor plaint, nor passion'd moan
|
|
Had more been heard. Thus swell'd it forth: "Descend,
|
|
Young mountaineer! descend where alleys bend
|
|
Into the sparry hollows of the world!
|
|
Oft hast thou seen bolts of the thunder hurl'd
|
|
As from thy threshold; day by day hast been
|
|
A little lower than the chilly sheen
|
|
Of icy pinnacles, and dipp'dst thine arms
|
|
Into the deadening ether that still charms
|
|
Their marble being: now, as deep profound
|
|
As those are high, descend! He ne'er is crown'd
|
|
With immortality, who fears to follow
|
|
Where airy voices lead: so through the hollow,
|
|
The silent mysteries of earth, descend!"
|
|
|
|
He heard but the last words, nor could contend
|
|
One moment in reflection: for he fled
|
|
Into the fearful deep, to hide his head
|
|
From the clear moon, the trees, and coming madness.
|
|
|
|
'Twas far too strange, and wonderful for sadness;
|
|
Sharpening, by degrees, his appetite
|
|
To dive into the deepest. Dark, nor light,
|
|
The region; nor bright, nor sombre wholly,
|
|
But mingled up; a gleaming melancholy;
|
|
A dusky empire and its diadems;
|
|
One faint eternal eventide of gems.
|
|
Aye, millions sparkled on a vein of gold,
|
|
Along whose track the prince quick footsteps told,
|
|
With all its lines abrupt and angular:
|
|
Out-shooting sometimes, like a meteor-star,
|
|
Through a vast antre; then the metal woof,
|
|
Like Vulcan's rainbow, with some monstrous roof
|
|
Curves hugely: now, far in the deep abyss,
|
|
It seems an angry lightning, and doth hiss
|
|
Fancy into belief: anon it leads
|
|
Through winding passages, where sameness breeds
|
|
Vexing conceptions of some sudden change;
|
|
Whether to silver grots, or giant range
|
|
Of sapphire columns, or fantastic bridge
|
|
Athwart a flood of crystal. On a ridge
|
|
Now fareth he, that o'er the vast beneath
|
|
Towers like an ocean-cliff, and whence he seeth
|
|
A hundred waterfalls, whose voices come
|
|
But as the murmuring surge. Chilly and numb
|
|
His bosom grew, when first he, far away
|
|
Descried an orbed diamond, set to fray
|
|
Old darkness from his throne: 'twas like the sun
|
|
Uprisen o'er chaos: and with such a stun
|
|
Came the amazement, that, absorb'd in it,
|
|
He saw not fiercer wonders- past the wit
|
|
Of any spirit to tell, but one of those
|
|
Who, when this planet's sphering time doth close,
|
|
Will be its high remembrancers: who they?
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The mighty ones who have made eternal day
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For Greece and England. While astonishment
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With deep-drawn sighs was quieting, he went
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Into a marble gallery, passing through
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A mimic temple, so complete and true
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In sacred custom, that he well nigh fear'd
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To search it inwards; whence far off appear'd,
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Through a long pillar'd vista, a fair shrine,
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And just beyond, on light tiptoe divine,
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A quiver'd Dian. Stepping awfully,
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The youth approach'd; oft turning his veil'd eye
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Down sidelong aisles, and into niches old.
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And when, more near against the marble cold
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He had touch'd his forehead, he began to thread
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All courts and passages, where silence dead
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Rous'd by his whispering footsteps murmured faint:
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And long he travers'd to and fro, to acquaint
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Himself with every mystery, and awe;
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Till, weary, he sat down before the maw
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Of a wide outlet, fathomless and dim,
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To wild uncertainty and shadows grim.
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There, when new wonders ceas'd to float before,
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And thoughts of self came on, how crude and sore
|
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The journey homeward to habitual self
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A mad-pursuing of the fog-born elf,
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Whose flitting lantern, through rude nettle-briar,
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Cheats us into a swamp, into a fire,
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Into the bosom of a hated thing.
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|
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What misery most drowningly doth sing
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In lone Endymion's ear, now he has raught
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The goal of consciousness? Ah, 'tis the thought,
|
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The deadly feel of solitude: for lo!
|
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He cannot see the heavens, nor the flow
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Of rivers, nor hill-flowers running wild
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In pink and purple chequer, nor, up-pil'd,
|
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The cloudy rack slow journeying in the west,
|
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Like herded elephants; nor felt, nor prest
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Cool grass, nor tasted the fresh slumberous air;
|
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But far from such companionship to wear
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An unknown time, surcharg'd with grief, away,
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Was now his lot. And must he patient stay,
|
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Tracing fantastic figures with his spear?
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"No!" exclaim'd he, "why should I tarry here?"
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No! loudly echoed times innumerable.
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At which he straightway started, and 'gan tell
|
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His paces back into the temple's chief;
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Warming and glowing strong in the belief
|
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Of help from Dian: so that when again
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He caught her airy form, thus did he plain,
|
|
Moving more near the while: "O Haunter chaste
|
|
Of river sides, and woods, and heathy waste,
|
|
Where with thy silver bow and arrows keen
|
|
Art thou now forested? O woodland Queen,
|
|
What smoothest air thy smoother forehead woos?
|
|
Where dost thou listen to the wide halloos
|
|
Of thy disparted nymphs? Through what dark tree
|
|
Glimmers thy crescent? Wheresoe'er it be,
|
|
'Tis in the breath of heaven: thou dost taste
|
|
Freedom as none can taste it, nor dost waste
|
|
Thy loveliness in dismal elements;
|
|
But, finding in our green earth sweet contents,
|
|
There livest blissfully. Ah, if to thee
|
|
It feels Elysian, how rich to me,
|
|
An exil'd mortal, sounds its pleasant name!
|
|
Within my breast there lives a choking flame-
|
|
O let me cool't the zephyr-boughs among!
|
|
A homeward fever parches up my tongue-
|
|
O let me slake it at the running springs!
|
|
Upon my ear a noisy nothing rings-
|
|
O let me once more hear the linnet's note!
|
|
Before mine eyes thick films and shadows float-
|
|
O let me 'noint them with the heaven's light!
|
|
Dost thou now lave thy feet and ankles white?
|
|
O think how sweet to me the freshening sluice!
|
|
Dost thou now please thy thirst with berry-juice?
|
|
O think how this dry palate would rejoice!
|
|
If in soft slumber thou dost hear my voice,
|
|
O think how I should love a bed of flowers!-
|
|
Young goddess! let me see my native bowers!
|
|
Deliver me from this rapacious deep!"
|
|
|
|
Thus ending loudly, as he would o'erleap
|
|
His destiny, alert he stood: but when
|
|
Obstinate silence came heavily again,
|
|
Feeling about for its old couch of space
|
|
And airy cradle, lowly bow'd his face
|
|
Desponding, o'er the marble floor's cold thrill.
|
|
But 'twas not long; for, sweeter than the rill
|
|
To its old channel, or a swollen tide
|
|
To margin sallows, were the leaves he spied,
|
|
And flowers, and wreaths, and ready myrtle crowns
|
|
Up heaping through the slab: refreshment drowns
|
|
Itself, and strives its own delights to hide-
|
|
Nor in one spot alone; the floral pride
|
|
In a long whispering birth enchanted grew
|
|
Before his footsteps; as when heav'd anew
|
|
Old ocean rolls a lengthened wave to the shore,
|
|
Down whose green back the short-liv'd foam, all hoar,
|
|
Bursts gradual, with a wayward indolence.
|
|
|
|
Increasing still in heart, and pleasant sense,
|
|
Upon his fairy journey on he hastes;
|
|
So anxious for the end, he scarcely wastes
|
|
One moment with his hand among the sweets:
|
|
Onward he goes- he stops- his bosom beats
|
|
As plainly in his ear, as the faint charm
|
|
Of which the throbs were born. This still alarm,
|
|
This sleepy music, forc'd him walk tiptoe:
|
|
For it came more softly than the east could blow
|
|
Arion's magic to the Atlantic isles;
|
|
Or than the west, made jealous by the smiles
|
|
Of thron'd Apollo, could breathe back the lyre
|
|
To seas Ionian and Tyrian.
|
|
|
|
O did he ever live, that lonely man,
|
|
Who lov'd- and music slew not? 'Tis the pest
|
|
Of love, that fairest joys give most unrest;
|
|
That things of delicate and tenderest worth
|
|
Are swallow'd all, and made a seared dearth,
|
|
By one consuming flame: it doth immerse
|
|
And suffocate true blessings in a curse.
|
|
Half-happy, by comparison of bliss,
|
|
Is miserable. 'Twas even so with this
|
|
Dew-dropping melody, in the Carian's ear;
|
|
First heaven, then hell, and then forgotten clear,
|
|
Vanish'd in elemental passion.
|
|
|
|
And down some swart abysm he had gone,
|
|
Had not a heavenly guide benignant led
|
|
To where thick myrtle branches, 'gainst his head
|
|
Brushing, awakened: then the sounds again
|
|
Went noiseless as a passing noontide rain
|
|
Over a bower, where little space he stood;
|
|
For as the sunset peeps into a wood
|
|
So saw he panting light, and towards it went
|
|
Through winding alleys; and lo, wonderment!
|
|
Upon soft verdure saw, one here, one there,
|
|
Cupids a slumbering on their pinions fair.
|
|
|
|
After a thousand mazes overgone,
|
|
At last, with sudden step, he came upon
|
|
A chamber, myrtle wall'd, embowered high,
|
|
Full of light, incense, tender minstrelsy,
|
|
And more of beautiful and strange beside:
|
|
For on a silken couch of rosy pride,
|
|
In midst of all, there lay a sleeping youth
|
|
Of fondest beauty; fonder, in fair sooth,
|
|
Than sighs could fathom, or contentment reach:
|
|
And coverlids gold-tinted like the peach,
|
|
Or ripe October's faded marigolds,
|
|
Fell sleek about him in a thousand folds-
|
|
Not hiding up an Apollonian curve
|
|
Of neck and shoulder, nor the tenting swerve
|
|
Of knee from knee, nor ankles pointing light;
|
|
But rather, giving them to the filled sight
|
|
Officiously. Sideway his face repos'd
|
|
On one white arm, and tenderly unclos'd,
|
|
By tenderest pressure, a faint damask mouth
|
|
To slumbery pout; just as the morning south
|
|
Disparts a dew-lipp'd rose. Above his head,
|
|
Four lilly stalks did their white honours wed
|
|
To make a coronal; and round him grew
|
|
All tendrils green, of every bloom and hue,
|
|
Together intertwin'd and trammel'd fresh:
|
|
The vine of glossy sprout; the ivy mesh,
|
|
Shading its Ethiop berries; and woodbine,
|
|
Of velvet leaves and bugle-blooms divine;
|
|
Convolvulus in streaked vases flush;
|
|
The creeper, mellowing for an autumn blush;
|
|
And virgin's bower, trailing airily;
|
|
With others of the sisterhood. Hard by,
|
|
Stood serene Cupids watching silently.
|
|
One, kneeling to a lyre, touch'd the strings,
|
|
Muffling to death the pathos with his wings;
|
|
And, ever and anon, uprose to look
|
|
At the youth's slumber; while another took
|
|
A willow-bough, distilling odorous dew,
|
|
And shook it on his hair; another flew
|
|
In through the woven roof, and fluttering-wise
|
|
Rain'd violets upon his sleeping eyes.
|
|
|
|
At these enchantments, and yet many more,
|
|
The breathless Latmian wonder'd o'er and o'er;
|
|
Until, impatient in embarrassment,
|
|
He forthright pass'd, and lightly treading went
|
|
To that same feather'd lyrist, who straightway,
|
|
Smiling, thus whisper'd: "Though from upper day
|
|
Thou art a wanderer, and thy presence here
|
|
Might seem unholy, be of happy cheer!
|
|
For 'tis the nicest touch of human honour,
|
|
When some ethereal and high-favouring donor
|
|
Presents immortal bowers to mortal sense;
|
|
As now 'tis done to thee, Endymion. Hence
|
|
Was I in no wise startled. So recline
|
|
Upon these living flowers. Here is wine,
|
|
Alive with sparkles- never, I aver,
|
|
Since Ariadne was a vintager,
|
|
So cool a purple: taste these juicy pears,
|
|
Sent me by sad Vertumnus, when his fears
|
|
Were high about Pomona: here is cream,
|
|
Deepening to richness from a snowy gleam;
|
|
Sweeter than that nurse Amalthea skimm'd
|
|
For the boy Jupiter: and here, undimm'd
|
|
By any touch, a bunch of blooming plums
|
|
Ready to melt between an infant's gums:
|
|
And here is manna pick'd from Syrian trees,
|
|
In starlight, by the three Hesperides.
|
|
Feast on, and meanwhile I will let thee know
|
|
Of all these things around us." He did so,
|
|
Still brooding o'er the cadence of his lyre;
|
|
And thus: "I need not any hearing tire
|
|
By telling how the sea-born goddess pin'd
|
|
For a mortal youth, and how she strove to bind
|
|
Him all in all unto her doting self.
|
|
Who would not be so prison'd? but, fond elf,
|
|
He was content to let her amorous plea
|
|
Faint through his careless arms; content to see
|
|
An unseiz'd heaven dying at his feet;
|
|
Content, O fool! to make a cold retreat,
|
|
When on the pleasant grass such love, lovelorn,
|
|
Lay sorrowing; when every tear was born
|
|
Of diverse passion; when her lips and eyes
|
|
Were clos'd in sullen moisture, and quick sighs
|
|
Came vex'd and pettish through her nostrils small.
|
|
Hush! no exclaim- yet, justly mightst thou call
|
|
Curses upon his head.- I was half glad,
|
|
But my poor mistress went distract and mad,
|
|
When the boar tusk'd him: so away she flew
|
|
To Jove's high throne, and by her plainings drew
|
|
Immortal tear-drops down the thunderer's beard;
|
|
Whereon, it was decreed he should be rear'd
|
|
Each summer time to life. Lo! this is he,
|
|
That same Adonis, safe in the privacy
|
|
Of this still region all his winter-sleep.
|
|
Aye, sleep; for when our love-sick queen did weep
|
|
Over his waned corse, the tremulous shower
|
|
Heal'd up the wound, and, with a balmy power,
|
|
Medicined death to a lengthened drowsiness:
|
|
The which she fills with visions, and doth dress
|
|
In all this quiet luxury; and hath set
|
|
Us young immortals, without any let,
|
|
To watch his slumber through. 'Tis well nigh pass'd,
|
|
Even to a moment's filling up, and fast
|
|
She scuds with summer breezes, to pant through
|
|
The first long kiss, warm firstling, to renew
|
|
Embower'd sports in Cytherea's isle.
|
|
Look! how those winged listeners all this while
|
|
Stand anxious: see! behold!"- This clamant word
|
|
Broke through the careful silence; for they heard
|
|
A rustling noise of leaves, and out there flutter'd
|
|
Pigeons and doves: Adonis something mutter'd
|
|
The while one hand, that erst upon his thigh
|
|
Lay dormant, mov'd convuls'd and gradually
|
|
Up to his forehead. Then there was a hum
|
|
Of sudden voices, echoing, "Come! come!
|
|
Arise! awake! Clear summer has forth walk'd
|
|
Unto the clover-sward, and she has talk'd
|
|
Full soothingly to every nested finch:
|
|
Rise, Cupids! or we'll give the blue-bell pinch
|
|
To your dimpled arms. Once more sweet life begin!"
|
|
At this, from every side they hurried in,
|
|
Rubbing their sleepy eyes with lazy wrists,
|
|
And doubling over head their little fists
|
|
In backward yawns. But all were soon alive:
|
|
For as delicious wine doth, sparkling, dive
|
|
In nectar'd clouds and curls through water fair,
|
|
So from the arbour roof down swell'd an air
|
|
Odorous and enlivening; making all
|
|
To laugh, and play, and sing, and loudly call
|
|
For their sweet queen: when lo! the wreathed green
|
|
Disparted, and far upward could be seen
|
|
Blue heaven, and a silver car, air-borne,
|
|
Whose silent wheels, fresh wet from clouds of morn,
|
|
Spun off a drizzling dew,- which falling chill
|
|
On soft Adonis' shoulders, made him still
|
|
Nestle and turn uneasily about.
|
|
Soon were the white doves plain, with neck stretch'd out,
|
|
And silken traces lighten'd in descent;
|
|
And soon, returning from love's banishment,
|
|
Queen Venus leaning downward open arm'd:
|
|
Her shadow fell upon his breast, and charm'd
|
|
A tumult to his heart, and a new life
|
|
Into his eyes. Ah, miserable strife,
|
|
But for her comforting! unhappy sight,
|
|
But meeting her blue orbs! Who, who can write
|
|
Of these first minutes? The unchariest muse
|
|
To embracements warm as theirs makes coy excuse.
|
|
|
|
O it has ruffled every spirit there,
|
|
Saving Love's self, who stands superb to share
|
|
The general gladness: awfully he stands;
|
|
A sovereign quell is in his waving hands;
|
|
No sight can bear the lightning of his bow;
|
|
His quiver is mysterious, none can know
|
|
What themselves think of it; from forth his eyes
|
|
There darts strange light of varied hues and dyes:
|
|
A scowl is sometimes on his brow, but who
|
|
Look full upon it feel anon the blue
|
|
Of his fair eyes run liquid through their souls.
|
|
Endymion feels it, and no more controls
|
|
The burning prayer within him; so, bent low,
|
|
He had begun a plaining of his woe.
|
|
But Venus, bending forward, said: "My child,
|
|
Favour this gentle youth; his days are wild
|
|
With love- he- but alas! too well I see
|
|
Thou know'st the deepness of his misery.
|
|
Ah, smile not so, my son: I tell thee true,
|
|
That when through heavy hours I used to rue
|
|
The endless sleep of this new-born Adon',
|
|
This stranger aye I pitied. For upon
|
|
A dreary morning once I fled away
|
|
Into the breezy clouds, to weep and pray
|
|
For this my love: for vexing Mars had teaz'd
|
|
Me even to tears: thence, when a little eas'd,
|
|
Down-looking, vacant, through a hazy wood,
|
|
I saw this youth as he despairing stood:
|
|
Those same dark curls blown vagrant in the wind;
|
|
Those same full fringed lids a constant blind
|
|
Over his sullen eyes: I saw him throw
|
|
Himself on wither'd leaves, even as though
|
|
Death had come sudden; for no jot he mov'd,
|
|
Yet mutter'd wildly. I could hear he lov'd
|
|
Some fair immortal, and that his embrace
|
|
Had zoned her through the night. There is no trace
|
|
Of this in heaven: I have mark'd each cheek,
|
|
And find it is the vainest thing to seek;
|
|
And that of all things 'tis kept secretest.
|
|
Endymion! one day thou wilt be blest:
|
|
So still obey the guiding hand that fends
|
|
Thee safely through these wonders for sweet ends.
|
|
'Tis a concealment needful in extreme;
|
|
And if I guess'd not so, the sunny beam
|
|
Thou shouldst mount up to with me. Now adieu!
|
|
Here must we leave thee."- At these words upflew
|
|
The impatient doves, uprose the floating car,
|
|
Up went the hum celestial. High afar
|
|
The Latmian saw them minish into naught;
|
|
And, when all were clear vanish'd, still he caught
|
|
A vivid lightning from that dreadful bow.
|
|
When all was darkened, with AEtnean throe
|
|
The earth clos'd- gave a solitary moan-
|
|
And left him once again in twilight lone.
|
|
|
|
He did not rave, he did not stare aghast,
|
|
For all those visions were o'ergone, and past,
|
|
And he in loneliness: he felt assur'd
|
|
Of happy times, when all he had endur'd
|
|
Would seem a feather to the mighty prize.
|
|
So, with unusual gladness, on he hies
|
|
Through caves, and palaces of mottled ore,
|
|
Gold dome, and crystal wall, and turquois floor,
|
|
Black polish'd porticos of awful shade,
|
|
And, at the last, a diamond balustrade,
|
|
Leading afar past wild magnificence,
|
|
Spiral through ruggedest loopholes, and thence
|
|
Stretching across a void, then guiding o'er
|
|
Enormous chasms, where, all foam and roar,
|
|
Streams subterranean teaze their granite beds;
|
|
Then heighten'd just above the silvery heads
|
|
Of a thousand fountains, so that he could dash
|
|
The waters with his spear; but at the splash,
|
|
Done heedlessly, those spouting columns rose
|
|
Sudden a poplar's height, and 'gan to enclose
|
|
His diamond path with fretwork, streaming round
|
|
Alive, and dazzling cool, and with a sound,
|
|
Haply, like dolphin tumults, when sweet shells
|
|
Welcome the float of Thetis. Long he dwells
|
|
On this delight; for, every minute's space,
|
|
The streams with changed magic interlace:
|
|
Sometimes like delicatest lattices,
|
|
Cover'd with crystal vines; then weeping trees.
|
|
Moving about as in a gentle wind,
|
|
Which, in a wink, to watery gauze refin'd,
|
|
Pour'd into shapes of curtain'd canopies,
|
|
Spangled, and rich with liquid broideries
|
|
Of flowers, peacocks, swans, and naiads fair.
|
|
Swifter than lightning went these wonders rare;
|
|
And then the water, into stubborn streams
|
|
Collecting, mimick'd the wrought oaken beams,
|
|
Pillars, and frieze, and high fantastic roof,
|
|
Of those dusk places in times far aloof
|
|
Cathedrals call'd. He bade a loth farewell
|
|
To these founts Protean, passing gulph, and dell,
|
|
And torrent, and ten thousand jutting shapes,
|
|
Half seen through deepest gloom, and griesly gapes,
|
|
Blackening on every side, and overhead
|
|
A vaulted dome like Heaven's, far bespread
|
|
With starlight gems: aye, all so huge and strange,
|
|
The solitary felt a hurried change
|
|
Working within him into something dreary,-
|
|
Vex'd like a morning eagle, lost, and weary,
|
|
And purblind amid foggy, midnight wolds.
|
|
But he revives at once: for who beholds
|
|
New sudden things, nor casts his mental slough?
|
|
Forth from a rugged arch, in the dusk below,
|
|
Came mother Cybele! alone- alone-
|
|
In sombre chariot; dark foldings thrown
|
|
About her majesty, and front death-pale,
|
|
With turrets crown'd. Four maned lions hale
|
|
The sluggish wheels; solemn their toothed maws,
|
|
Their surly eyes brow-hidden, heavy paws
|
|
Uplifted drowsily, and nervy tails
|
|
Cowering their tawny brushes. Silent sails
|
|
This shadowy queen athwart, and faints away
|
|
In another gloomy arch.
|
|
|
|
Wherefore delay,
|
|
Young traveller, in such a mournful place?
|
|
Art thou wayworn, or canst not further trace
|
|
The diamond path? And does it indeed end
|
|
Abrupt in middle air? Yet earthward bend
|
|
Thy forehead, and to Jupiter cloud-borne
|
|
Call ardently! He was indeed wayworn;
|
|
Abrupt, in middle air, his way was lost;
|
|
To cloud-borne Jove he bowed, and there crost
|
|
Towards him a large eagle, 'twixt whose wings,
|
|
Without one impious word, himself he flings,
|
|
Committed to the darkness and the gloom:
|
|
Down, down, uncertain to what pleasant doom,
|
|
Swift as a fathoming plummet down he fell
|
|
Through unknown things; till exhaled asphodel,
|
|
And rose, with spicy fannings interbreath'd,
|
|
Came swelling forth where little caves were wreath'd
|
|
So thick with leaves and mosses, that they seem'd
|
|
Large honey-combs of green, and freshly teem'd
|
|
With airs delicious. In the greenest nook
|
|
The eagle landed him, and farewell took.
|
|
|
|
It was a jasmine bower, all bestrown
|
|
With golden moss. His every sense had grown
|
|
Ethereal for pleasure; 'bove his head
|
|
Flew a delight half-graspable; his tread
|
|
Was Hesperean; to his capable ears
|
|
Silence was music from the holy spheres;
|
|
A dewy luxury was in his eyes;
|
|
The little flowers felt his pleasant sighs
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And stirr'd them faintly. Verdant cave and cell
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He wander'd through, oft wondering at such swell
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Of sudden exaltation: but, "Alas!"
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Said he, "will all this gush of feeling pass
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Away in solitude? And must they wane,
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Like melodies upon a sandy plain,
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Without an echo? Then shall I be left
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So sad, so melancholy, so bereft!
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Yet still I feel immortal! O my love,
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My breath of life, where art thou? High above,
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Dancing before the morning gates of heaven?
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Or keeping watch among those starry seven,
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Old Atlas' children? Art a maid of the waters,
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One of shell-winding Triton's bright-hair'd daughters?
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Or art, impossible! a nymph of Dian's,
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Weaving a coronal of tender scions
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For very idleness? Where'er thou art,
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Methinks it now is at my will to start
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Into thine arms; to scare Aurora's train,
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And snatch thee from the morning; o'er the main
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To scud like a wild bird, and take thee off
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From thy sea-foamy cradle; or to doff
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Thy shepherd vest, and woo thee mid fresh leaves.
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No, no, too eagerly my soul deceives
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Its powerless self: I know this cannot be.
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O let me then by some sweet dreaming flee
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To her entrancements: hither, Sleep, awhile!
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Hither, most gentle Sleep! and soothing foil
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For some few hours the coming solitude."
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Thus spake he, and that moment felt endued
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With power to dream deliciously; so wound
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Through a dim passage, searching till he found
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The smoothest mossy bed and deepest, where
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He threw himself, and just into the air
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Stretching his indolent arms, he took, O bliss!
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A naked waist: "Fair Cupid, whence is this?"
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A well-known voice sigh'd, "Sweetest, here am I!"
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At which soft ravishment, with doting cry
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|
They trembled to each other.- Helicon!
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O fountain'd hill! Old Homer's Helicon!
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That thou wouldst spout a little streamlet o'er
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These sorry pages; then the verse would soar
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And sing above this gentle pair, like lark
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Over his nested young: but all is dark
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|
Around thine aged top, and thy clear fount
|
|
Exhales in mists to heaven. Aye, the count
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|
Of mighty Poets is made up; the scroll
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|
Is folded by the Muses; the bright roll
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|
Is in Apollo's hand: our dazed eyes
|
|
Have seen a new tinge in the western skies:
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The world has done its duty. Yet, oh yet,
|
|
Although the sun of poesy is set,
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These lovers did embrace, and we must weep
|
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That there is no old power left to steep
|
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A quill immortal in their joyous tears.
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Long time in silence did their anxious fears
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|
Question that thus it was; long time they lay
|
|
Fondling and kissing every doubt away;
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Long time ere soft caressing sobs began
|
|
To mellow into words, and then there ran
|
|
Two bubbling springs of talk from their sweet lips.
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"O known Unknown! from whom my being sips
|
|
Such darling essence, wherefore may I not
|
|
Be ever in these arms? in this sweet spot
|
|
Pillow my chin for ever? ever press
|
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These toying hands and kiss their smooth excess?
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Why not for ever and for ever feel
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That breath about my eyes? Ah, thou wilt steal
|
|
Away from me again, indeed, indeed-
|
|
Thou wilt be gone away, and wilt not heed
|
|
My lonely madness. Speak, delicious fair!
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|
Is- is it to be so? No! Who will dare
|
|
To pluck thee from me? And, of thine own will,
|
|
Full well I feel thou wouldst not leave me. Still
|
|
Let me entwine thee surer, surer- now
|
|
How can we part? Elysium! who art thou?
|
|
Who, that thou canst not be for ever here,
|
|
Or lift me with thee to some starry sphere?
|
|
Enchantress! tell me by this soft embrace,
|
|
By the most soft completion of thy face,
|
|
Those lips, O slippery blisses, twinkling eyes
|
|
And by these tenderest, milky sovereignties-
|
|
These tenderest, and by the nectar-wine,
|
|
The passion"- "O dov'd Ida the divine!
|
|
Endymion! dearest! Ah, unhappy me!
|
|
His soul will 'scape us- O felicity!
|
|
How he does love me! His poor temples beat
|
|
To the very tune of love- how sweet, sweet, sweet.
|
|
Revive, dear youth, or I shall faint and die;
|
|
Revive, or these soft hours will hurry by
|
|
In tranced dulness; speak, and let that spell
|
|
Affright this lethargy! I cannot quell
|
|
Its heavy pressure, and will press at least
|
|
My lips to thine, that they may richly feast
|
|
Until we taste the life of love again.
|
|
What! dost thou move? dost kiss? O bliss! O pain!
|
|
I love thee, youth, more than I can conceive;
|
|
And so long absence from thee doth bereave
|
|
My soul of any rest: yet must I hence:
|
|
Yet, can I not to starry eminence
|
|
Uplift thee; nor for very shame can own
|
|
Myself to thee: Ah, dearest, do not groan
|
|
Or thou wilt force me from this secrecy,
|
|
And I must blush in heaven. O that I
|
|
Had done't already; that the dreadful smiles
|
|
At my lost brightness, my impassion'd wiles,
|
|
Had waned from Olympus' solemn height,
|
|
And from all serious Gods; that our delight
|
|
Was quite forgotten, save of us alone!
|
|
And wherefore so ashamed? 'Tis but to atone
|
|
For endless pleasure, by some coward blushes:
|
|
Yet must I be a coward!- Horror rushes
|
|
Too palpable before me- the sad look
|
|
Of Jove- Minerva's start- no bosom shook
|
|
With awe of purity- no Cupid pinion
|
|
In reverence vailed- my crystalline dominion
|
|
Half lost, and all old hymns made nullity!
|
|
But what is this to love? O I could fly
|
|
With thee into the ken of heavenly powers,
|
|
So thou wouldst thus, for many sequent hours,
|
|
Press me so sweetly. Now I swear at once
|
|
That I am wise, that Pallas is a dunce-
|
|
Perhaps her love like mine is but unknown-
|
|
O I do think that I have been alone
|
|
In chastity: yes, Pallas has been sighing,
|
|
While every eve saw me my hair uptying
|
|
With fingers cool as aspen leaves. Sweet love,
|
|
I was as vague as solitary dove,
|
|
Nor knew that nests were built. Now a soft kiss-
|
|
Aye, by that kiss, I vow an endless bliss,
|
|
An immortality of passion's thine:
|
|
Ere long I will exalt thee to the shine
|
|
Of heaven ambrosial; and we will shade
|
|
Ourselves whole summers by a river glade;
|
|
And I will tell thee stories of the sky,
|
|
And breathe thee whispers of its minstrelsy.
|
|
My happy love will overwing all bounds!
|
|
O let me melt into thee; let the sounds
|
|
Of our close voices marry at their birth;
|
|
Let us entwine hoveringly- O dearth
|
|
Of human words! roughness of mortal speech!
|
|
Lispings empyrean will I sometime teach
|
|
Thine honied tongue- lute-breathings, which I gasp
|
|
To have thee understand, now while I clasp
|
|
Thee thus, and weep for fondness- I am pain'd,
|
|
Endymion: woe! woe! is grief contain'd
|
|
In the very deeps of pleasure, my sole life?"-
|
|
Hereat, with many sobs, her gentle strife
|
|
Melted into a languor. He return'd
|
|
Entranced vows and tears.
|
|
|
|
Ye who have yearn'd
|
|
With too much passion, will here stay and pity,
|
|
For the mere sake of truth; as 'tis a ditty
|
|
Not of these days, but long ago 'twas told
|
|
By a cavern wind unto a forest old;
|
|
And then the forest told it in a dream
|
|
To a sleeping lake, whose cool and level gleam
|
|
A poet caught as he was journeying
|
|
To Phoebus' shrine; and in it he did fling
|
|
His weary limbs, bathing an hour's space,
|
|
And after, straight in that inspired place
|
|
He sang the story up into the air,
|
|
Giving it universal freedom. There
|
|
Has it been ever sounding for those ears
|
|
Whose tips are glowing hot. The legend cheers
|
|
Yon centinel stars; and he who listens to it
|
|
Must surely be self-doom'd or he will rue it:
|
|
For quenchless burnings come upon the heart,
|
|
Made fiercer by a fear lest any part
|
|
Should be engulphed in the eddying wind.
|
|
As much as here is penn'd doth always find
|
|
A resting place, thus much comes clear and plain;
|
|
Anon the strange voice is upon the wane-
|
|
And 'tis but echo'd from departing sound,
|
|
That the fair visitant at last unwound
|
|
Her gentle limbs, and left the youth asleep.-
|
|
Thus the tradition of the gusty deep.
|
|
|
|
Now turn we to our former chroniclers.-
|
|
Endymion awoke, that grief of hers
|
|
Sweet paining on his ear: he sickly guess'd
|
|
How lone he was once more, and sadly press'd
|
|
His empty arms together, hung his head,
|
|
And most forlorn upon that widow'd bed
|
|
Sat silently. Love's madness he had known:
|
|
Often with more than tortured lion's groan
|
|
Moanings had burst from him; but now that rage
|
|
Had pass'd away: no longer did he wage
|
|
A rough-voic'd war against the dooming stars.
|
|
No, he had felt too much for such harsh jars:
|
|
The lyre of his soul AEolian tun'd
|
|
Forgot all violence, and but commun'd
|
|
With melancholy thought: O he had swoon'd
|
|
Drunken from pleasure's nipple; and his love
|
|
Henceforth was dove-like.- Loth was he to move
|
|
From the imprinted couch, and when he did,
|
|
'Twas with slow, languid paces, and face hid
|
|
In muffling hands. So temper'd, out he stray'd
|
|
Half seeing visions that might have dismay'd
|
|
Alecto's serpents; ravishments more keen
|
|
Than Hermes' pipe, when anxious he did lean
|
|
Over eclipsing eyes: and at the last
|
|
It was a sounding grotto, vaulted, vast,
|
|
O'er studded with a thousand, thousand pearls,
|
|
And crimson mouthed shells with stubborn curls,
|
|
Of every shape and size, even to the bulk
|
|
In which whales arbour close, to brood and sulk
|
|
Against an endless storm. Moreover too,
|
|
Fish-semblances, of green and azure hue,
|
|
Ready to snort their streams. In this cool wonder
|
|
Endymion sat down, and 'gan to ponder
|
|
On all his life: his youth, up to the day
|
|
When 'mid acclaim, and feasts, and garlands gay,
|
|
He stept upon his shepherd throne: the look
|
|
Of his white palace in wild forest nook,
|
|
And all the revels he had lorded there:
|
|
Each tender maiden whom he once thought fair,
|
|
With every friend and fellow-woodlander-
|
|
Pass'd like a dream before him. Then the spur
|
|
Of the old bards to mighty deeds: his plans
|
|
To nurse the golden age 'mong shepherd clans:
|
|
That wondrous night: the great Pan-festival:
|
|
His sister's sorrow; and his wanderings all,
|
|
Until into the earth's deep maw he rush'd:
|
|
Then all its buried magic, till it flush'd
|
|
High with excessive love. "And now," thought he,
|
|
"How long must I remain in jeopardy
|
|
Of blank amazements that amaze no more?
|
|
Now I have tasted her sweet soul to the core
|
|
All other depths are shallow: essences,
|
|
Once spiritual, are like muddy lees,
|
|
Meant but to fertilize my earthly root,
|
|
And make my branches lift a golden fruit
|
|
Into the bloom of heaven: other light,
|
|
Though it be quick and sharp enough to blight
|
|
The Olympian eagle's vision, is dark,
|
|
Dark as the parentage of chaos. Hark!
|
|
My silent thoughts are echoing from these shells;
|
|
Or they are but the ghosts, the dying swells
|
|
Of noises far away?- list!"- Hereupon
|
|
He kept an anxious ear. The humming tone
|
|
Came louder, and behold, there as he lay,
|
|
On either side outgush'd, with misty spray,
|
|
A copious spring; and both together dash'd
|
|
Swift, mad, fantastic round the rocks and lash'd
|
|
Among the conchs and shells of the lofty grot,
|
|
Leaving a trickling dew. At last they shot
|
|
Down from the ceiling's height, pouring a noise
|
|
As of some breathless racers whose hopes poize
|
|
Upon the last few steps, and with spent force
|
|
Along the ground they took a winding course.
|
|
Endymion follow'd- for it seem'd that one
|
|
Ever pursued, the other strove to shun-
|
|
Follow'd their languid mazes, till well nigh
|
|
He had left thinking of the mystery,-
|
|
And was now rapt in tender hoverings
|
|
Over the vanish'd bliss. Ah! what is it sings
|
|
His dream away? What melodies are these?
|
|
They sound as through the whispering of trees,
|
|
Not native in such barren vaults. Give ear!
|
|
|
|
"O Arethusa, peerless nymph! why fear
|
|
Such tenderness as mine? Great Dian, why,
|
|
Why didst thou hear her prayer? O that I
|
|
Were rippling round her dainty fairness now,
|
|
Circling about her waist, and striving how
|
|
To entice her to a dive! then stealing in
|
|
Between her luscious lips and eyelids thin.
|
|
O that her shining hair was in the sun,
|
|
And I distilling from it thence to run
|
|
In amorous rillets down her shrinking form!
|
|
To linger on her lilly shoulders, warm
|
|
Between her kissing breasts, and every charm
|
|
Touch raptur'd!- See how painfully I flow:
|
|
Fair maid, be pitiful to my great woe.
|
|
Stay, stay thy weary course, and let me lead,
|
|
A happy wooer, to the flowery mead
|
|
Where all that beauty snar'd me."- "Cruel god,
|
|
Desist! or my offended mistress' nod
|
|
Will stagnate all thy fountains:- teaze me not
|
|
With syren words- Ah, have I really got
|
|
Such power to madden thee? And is it true-
|
|
Away, away, or I shall dearly rue
|
|
My very thoughts: in mercy then away,
|
|
Kindest Alpheus, for should I obey
|
|
My own dear will, 'twould be a deadly bane.
|
|
O, Oread-Queen! would that thou hadst a pain
|
|
Like this of mine, then would I fearless turn
|
|
And be a criminal. Alas, I burn,
|
|
I shudder- gentle river, get thee hence.
|
|
Alpheus! thou enchanter! every sense
|
|
Of mine was once made perfect in these woods.
|
|
Fresh breezes, bowery lawns, and innocent floods,
|
|
Ripe fruits, and lonely couch, contentment gave;
|
|
But ever since I heedlessly did lave
|
|
In thy deceitful stream, a panting glow
|
|
Grew strong within me: wherefore serve me so,
|
|
And call it love? Alas, 'twas cruelty.
|
|
Not once more did I close my happy eye
|
|
Amid the thrushes' song. Away! Avaunt!
|
|
O 'twas a cruel thing."- "Now thou dost taunt
|
|
So softly, Arethusa, that I think
|
|
If thou wast playing on my shady brink,
|
|
Thou wouldst bathe once again. Innocent maid!
|
|
Stifle thine heart no more; nor be afraid
|
|
Of angry powers: there are deities
|
|
Will shade us with their wings. Those fitful sighs
|
|
'Tis almost death to hear: O let me pour
|
|
A dewy balm upon them!- fear no more,
|
|
Sweet Arethusa! Dian's self must feel
|
|
Sometime these very pangs. Dear maiden, steal
|
|
Blushing into my soul, and let us fly
|
|
These dreary caverns for the open sky.
|
|
I will delight thee all my winding course,
|
|
From the green sea up to my hidden source
|
|
About Arcadian forests; and will show
|
|
The channels where my coolest waters flow
|
|
Through mossy rocks; where, 'mid exuberant green,
|
|
I roam in pleasant darkness, more unseen
|
|
Than Saturn in his exile; where I brim
|
|
Round flowery islands, and take thence a skim
|
|
Of mealy sweets, which myriads of bees
|
|
Buzz from their honey'd wings: and thou shouldst please
|
|
Thyself to choose the richest, where we might
|
|
Be incense-pillow'd every summer night.
|
|
Doff all sad fears, thou white deliciousness,
|
|
And let us be thus comforted; unless
|
|
Thou couldst rejoice to see my hopeless stream
|
|
Hurry distracted from Sol's temperate beam,
|
|
And pour to death along some hungry sands."-
|
|
"What can I do, Alpheus? Dian stands
|
|
Severe before me: persecuting fate!
|
|
Unhappy Arethusa! thou wast late
|
|
A huntress free in"- At this, sudden fell
|
|
Those two sad streams adown a fearful dell.
|
|
The Latmian listen'd, but he heard no more,
|
|
Save echo, faint repeating o'er and o'er
|
|
The name of Arethusa. On the verge
|
|
Of that dark gulph he wept, and said: "I urge
|
|
Thee, gentle Goddess of my pilgrimage,
|
|
By our eternal hopes, to soothe, to assuage,
|
|
If thou art powerful, these lovers' pains;
|
|
And make them happy in some happy plains."
|
|
|
|
He turn'd- there was a whelming sound- he stept,
|
|
There was a cooler light; and so he kept
|
|
Towards it by a sandy path, and lo!
|
|
More suddenly than doth a moment go,
|
|
The visions of the earth were gone and fled-
|
|
He saw the giant sea above his head.
|
|
BOOK III.
|
|
|
|
There are who lord it o'er their fellow-men
|
|
With most prevailing tinsel: who unpen
|
|
Their baaing vanities, to browse away
|
|
The comfortable green and juicy hay
|
|
From human pastures; or, O torturing fact!
|
|
Who, through an idiot blink, will see unpack'd
|
|
Fire-branded foxes to sear up and singe
|
|
Our gold and ripe-ear'd hopes. With not one tinge
|
|
Of sanctuary splendour, not a sight
|
|
Able to face an owl's, they still are dight
|
|
By the blear-eyed nations in empurpled vests,
|
|
And crowns, and turbans. With unladen breasts,
|
|
Save of blown self-applause, they proudly mount
|
|
To their spirit's perch, their being's high account,
|
|
Their tiptop nothings, their dull skies, their thrones-
|
|
Amid the fierce intoxicating tones
|
|
Of trumpets, shoutings, and belabour'd drums,
|
|
And sudden cannon. Ah! how all this hums,
|
|
In wakeful ears, like uproar past and gone-
|
|
Like thunder clouds that spake to Babylon,
|
|
And set those old Chaldeans to their tasks.-
|
|
Are then regalities all gilded masks?
|
|
No, there are throned seats unscalable
|
|
But by a patient wing, a constant spell,
|
|
Or by ethereal things that, unconfin'd,
|
|
Can make a ladder of the eternal wind,
|
|
And poize about in cloudy thunder-tents
|
|
To watch the abysm-birth of elements.
|
|
Aye, 'bove the withering of old-lipp'd Fate
|
|
A thousand Powers keep religious state,
|
|
In water, fiery realm, and airy bourne;
|
|
And, silent as a consecrated urn,
|
|
Hold sphery sessions for a season due.
|
|
Yet few of these far majesties, ah, few!
|
|
Have bared their operations to this globe-
|
|
Few, who with gorgeous pageantry enrobe
|
|
Our piece of heaven- whose benevolence
|
|
Shakes hand with our own Ceres; every sense
|
|
Filling with spiritual sweets to plenitude,
|
|
As bees gorge full their cells. And, by the feud
|
|
'Twixt Nothing and Creation, I here swear,
|
|
Eterne Apollo! that thy Sister fair
|
|
Is of all these the gentlier- mightiest.
|
|
When thy gold breath is misting in the west,
|
|
She unobserved steals unto her throne,
|
|
And there she sits most meek and most alone;
|
|
As if she had not pomp subservient;
|
|
As if thine eye, high Poet! was not bent
|
|
Towards her with the Muses in thine heart;
|
|
As if the ministring stars kept not apart,
|
|
Waiting for silver-footed messages.
|
|
O Moon! the oldest shades 'mong oldest trees
|
|
Feel palpitations when thou lookest in:
|
|
O Moon! old boughs lisp forth a holier din
|
|
The while they feel thine airy fellowship.
|
|
Thou dost bless every where, with silver lip
|
|
Kissing dead things to life. The sleeping kine,
|
|
Couch'd in thy brightness, dream of fields divine:
|
|
Innumerable mountains rise, and rise,
|
|
Ambitious for the hallowing of thine eyes;
|
|
And yet thy benediction passeth not
|
|
One obscure hiding-place, one little spot
|
|
Where pleasure may be sent: the nested wren
|
|
Has thy fair face within its tranquil ken,
|
|
And from beneath a sheltering ivy leaf
|
|
Takes glimpses of thee; thou art a relief
|
|
To the poor patient oyster, where it sleeps
|
|
Within its pearly house.- The mighty deeps,
|
|
The monstrous sea is thine- the myriad sea!
|
|
O Moon! far-spooming Ocean bows to thee,
|
|
And Tellus feels his forehead's cumbrous load.
|
|
|
|
Cynthia! where art thou now? What far abode
|
|
Of green or silvery bower doth enshrine
|
|
Such utmost beauty? Alas, thou dost pine
|
|
For one as sorrowful: thy cheek is pale
|
|
For one whose cheek is pale: thou dost bewail
|
|
His tears, who weeps for thee. Where dost thou sigh?
|
|
Ah! surely that light peeps from Vesper's eye,
|
|
Or what a thing is love! 'Tis She, but lo!
|
|
How chang'd, how full of ache, how gone in woe!
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She dies at the thinnest cloud; her loveliness
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Is wan on Neptune's blue: yet there's a stress
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Of love-spangles, just off yon cape of trees,
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Dancing upon the waves, as if to please
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The curly foam with amorous influence.
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O, not so idle: for down-glancing thence
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She fathoms eddies, and runs wild about
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O'erwhelming water-courses; scaring out
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The thorny sharks from hiding-holes, and fright'ning
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Their savage eyes with unaccustom'd lightning.
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Where will the splendour be content to reach?
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O love! how potent hast thou been to teach
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Strange journeyings! Wherever beauty dwells,
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In gulph or aerie, mountains or deep dells,
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In light, in gloom, in star or blazing sun,
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Thou pointest out the way, and straight 'tis won.
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Amid his toil thou gav'st Leander breath;
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Thou leddest Orpheus through the gleams of death;
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Thou madest Pluto bear thin element;
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And now, O winged Chieftain! thou hast sent
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A moon-beam to the deep, deep water-world,
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To find Endymion.
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On gold sand impearl'd
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With lilly shells, and pebbles milky white,
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Poor Cynthia greeted him, and sooth'd her light
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Against his pallid face: he felt the charm
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To breathlessness, and suddenly a warm
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Of his heart's blood: 'twas very sweet; he stay'd
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His wandering steps, and half-entranced laid
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His head upon a tuft of straggling weeds,
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To taste the gentle moon, and freshening beads,
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Lash'd from the crystal roof by fishes' tails.
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And so he kept, until the rosy veils
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Mantling the east, by Aurora's peering hand
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|
Were lifted from the water's breast, and fann'd
|
|
Into sweet air; and sober'd morning came
|
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Meekly through billows:- when like taper-flame
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Left sudden by a dallying breath of air,
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He rose in silence, and once more 'gan fare
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Along his fated way.
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Far had he roam'd,
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With nothing save the hollow vast, that foam'd,
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Above, around, and at his feet; save things
|
|
More dead than Morpheus' imaginings:
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Old rusted anchors, helmets, breast-plates large
|
|
Of gone sea-warriors; brazen beaks and targe;
|
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Rudders that for a hundred years had lost
|
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The sway of human hand; gold vase emboss'd
|
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With long-forgotten story, and wherein
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No reveller had ever dipp'd a chin
|
|
But those of Saturn's vintage; mouldering scrolls,
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Writ in the tongue of heaven, by those souls
|
|
Who first were on the earth; and sculptures rude
|
|
In ponderous stone, developing the mood
|
|
Of ancient Nox;- then skeletons of man,
|
|
Of beast, behemoth, and leviathan,
|
|
And elephant, and eagle, and huge jaw
|
|
Of nameless monster. A cold leaden awe
|
|
These secrets struck into him; and unless
|
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Dian had chaced away that heaviness,
|
|
He might have died: but now, with cheered feel,
|
|
He onward kept; wooing these thoughts to steal
|
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About the labyrinth in his soul of love.
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|
|
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"What is there in thee, Moon! that thou shouldst move
|
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My heart so potently? When yet a child
|
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I oft have dried my tears when thou hast smil'd.
|
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Thou seem'dst my sister: hand in hand we went
|
|
From eve to morn across the firmament.
|
|
No apples would I gather from the tree,
|
|
Till thou hadst cool'd their cheeks deliciously:
|
|
No tumbling water ever spake romance,
|
|
But when my eyes with thine thereon could dance:
|
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No woods were green enough, no bower divine,
|
|
Until thou liftedst up thine eyelids fine:
|
|
In sowing time ne'er would I dibble take,
|
|
Or drop a seed, till thou wast wide awake;
|
|
And, in the summer tide of blossoming,
|
|
No one but thee hath heard me blithly sing
|
|
And mesh my dewy flowers all the night.
|
|
No melody was like a passing spright
|
|
If it went not to solemnize thy reign.
|
|
Yes, in my boyhood, every joy and pain
|
|
By thee were fashion'd to the self-same end;
|
|
And as I grew in years, still didst thou blend
|
|
With all my ardours: thou wast the deep glen;
|
|
Thou wast the mountain-top- the sage's pen-
|
|
The poet's harp- the voice of friends- the sun;
|
|
Thou wast the river- thou wast glory won;
|
|
Thou wast my clarion's blast- thou wast my steed-
|
|
My goblet full of wine- my topmost deed:-
|
|
Thou wast the charm of women, lovely Moon!
|
|
O what a wild and harmonized tune
|
|
My spirit struck from all the beautiful!
|
|
On some bright essence could I lean, and lull
|
|
Myself to immortality: I prest
|
|
Nature's soft pillow in a wakeful rest.
|
|
But, gentle Orb! there came a nearer bliss-
|
|
My strange love came- Felicity's abyss!
|
|
She came, and thou didst fade, and fade away-
|
|
Yet not entirely; no, thy starry sway
|
|
Has been an under-passion to this hour.
|
|
Now I begin to feel thine orby power
|
|
Is coming fresh upon me: O be kind,
|
|
Keep back thine influence, and do not blind
|
|
My sovereign vision.- Dearest love, forgive
|
|
That I can think away from thee and live!-
|
|
Pardon me, airy planet, that I prize
|
|
One thought beyond thine argent luxuries!
|
|
How far beyond!" At this a surpris'd start
|
|
Frosted the springing verdure of his heart;
|
|
For as he lifted up his eyes to swear
|
|
How his own goddess was past all things fair,
|
|
He saw far in the concave green of the sea
|
|
An old man sitting calm and peacefully.
|
|
Upon a weeded rock this old man sat,
|
|
And his white hair was awful, and a mat
|
|
Of weeds were cold beneath his cold thin feet;
|
|
And, ample as the largest winding-sheet,
|
|
A cloak of blue wrapp'd up his aged bones,
|
|
O'erwrought with symbols by the deepest groans
|
|
Of ambitious magic: every ocean-form
|
|
Was woven in with black distinctness; storm,
|
|
And calm, and whispering, and hideous roar,
|
|
Quicksand, and whirlpool, and deserted shore,
|
|
Were emblem'd in the woof; with every shape
|
|
That skims, or dives, or sleeps, 'twixt cape and cape.
|
|
The gulphing whale was like a dot in the spell,
|
|
Yet look upon it, and 'twould size and swell
|
|
To its huge self; and the minutest fish
|
|
Would pass the very hardest gazer's wish,
|
|
And show his little eye's anatomy.
|
|
Then there was pictur'd the regality
|
|
Of Neptune; and the sea nymphs round his state,
|
|
In beauteous vassalage, look up and wait.
|
|
Beside this old man lay a pearly wand,
|
|
And in his lap a book, the which he conn'd
|
|
So stedfastly, that the new denizen
|
|
Had time to keep him in amazed ken,
|
|
To mark these shadowings, and stand in awe.
|
|
|
|
The old man rais'd his hoary head and saw
|
|
The wilder'd stranger- seeming not to see,
|
|
His features were so lifeless. Suddenly
|
|
He woke as from a trance; his snow-white brows
|
|
Went arching up, and like two magic ploughs
|
|
Furrow'd deep wrinkles in his forehead large,
|
|
Which kept as fixedly as rocky marge,
|
|
Till round his wither'd lips had gone a smile.
|
|
Then up he rose, like one whose tedious toil
|
|
Had watch'd for years in forlorn hermitage,
|
|
Who had not from mid-life to utmost age
|
|
Eas'd in one accent his o'er-burden'd soul,
|
|
Even to the trees. He rose: he grasp'd his stole,
|
|
With convuls'd clenches waving it abroad,
|
|
And in a voice of solemn joy, that aw'd
|
|
Echo into oblivion, he said:-
|
|
|
|
"Thou art the man! Now shall I lay my head
|
|
In peace upon my watery pillow: now
|
|
Sleep will come smoothly to my weary brow.
|
|
O Jove! I shall be young again, be young!
|
|
O shell-borne Neptune, I am pierc'd and stung
|
|
With new-born life! What shall I do? Where go,
|
|
When I have cast this serpent-skin of woe?-
|
|
I'll swim to the syrens, and one moment listen
|
|
Their melodies, and see their long hair glisten;
|
|
Anon upon that giant's arm I'll be,
|
|
That writhes about the roots of Sicily:
|
|
To northern seas I'll in a twinkling sail,
|
|
And mount upon the snortings of a whale
|
|
To some black cloud; thence down I'll madly sweep
|
|
On forked lightning, to the deepest deep,
|
|
Where through some sucking pool I will be hurl'd
|
|
With rapture to the other side of the world!
|
|
O, I am full of gladness! Sisters three,
|
|
I bow full hearted to your old decree!
|
|
Yes, every god be thank'd, and power benign,
|
|
For I no more shall wither, droop, and pine.
|
|
Thou art the man!" Endymion started back
|
|
Dismay'd; and, like a wretch from whom the rack
|
|
Tortures hot breath, and speech of agony,
|
|
Mutter'd: "What lonely death am I to die
|
|
In this cold region? Will he let me freeze,
|
|
And float my brittle limbs o'er polar seas?
|
|
Or will he touch me with his searing hand,
|
|
And leave a black memorial on the sand?
|
|
Or tear me piece-meal with a bony saw,
|
|
And keep me as a chosen food to draw
|
|
His magian fish through hated fire and flame?
|
|
O misery of hell! resistless, tame,
|
|
Am I to be burnt up? No, I will shout,
|
|
Until the gods through heaven's blue look out!-
|
|
O Tartarus! but some few days agone
|
|
Her soft arms were entwining me, and on
|
|
Her voice I hung like fruit among green leaves:
|
|
Her lips were all my own, and- ah, ripe sheaves
|
|
Of happiness! ye on the stubble droop,
|
|
But never may be garner'd. I must stoop
|
|
My head, and kiss death's foot. Love! love, farewell!
|
|
Is there no hope from thee? This horrid spell
|
|
Would melt at thy sweet breath.- By Dian's hind
|
|
Feeding from her white fingers, on the wind
|
|
I see thy streaming hair! and now, by Pan,
|
|
I care not for this old mysterious man!"
|
|
|
|
He spake, and walking to that aged form,
|
|
Look'd high defiance. Lo! his heart 'gan warm
|
|
With pity, for the grey-hair'd creature wept.
|
|
Had he then wrong'd a heart where sorrow kept?
|
|
Had he, though blindly contumelious, brought
|
|
Rheum to kind eyes, a sting to humane thought,
|
|
Convulsion to a mouth of many years?
|
|
He had in truth; and he was ripe for tears.
|
|
The penitent shower fell, as down he knelt
|
|
Before that care-worn sage, who trembling felt
|
|
About his large dark locks, and faultering spake:
|
|
|
|
"Arise, good youth, for sacred Phoebus' sake!
|
|
I know thine inmost bosom, and I feel
|
|
A very brother's yearning for thee steal
|
|
Into mine own: for why? thou openest
|
|
The prison gates that have so long opprest
|
|
My weary watching. Though thou know'st it not,
|
|
Thou art commission'd to this fated spot
|
|
For great enfranchisement. O weep no more;
|
|
I am a friend to love, to loves of yore:
|
|
Aye, hadst thou never lov'd an unknown power,
|
|
I had been grieving at this joyous hour.
|
|
But even now most miserable old,
|
|
I saw thee, and my blood no longer cold
|
|
Gave mighty pulses: in this tottering case
|
|
Grew a new heart, which at this moment plays
|
|
As dancingly as thine. Be not afraid,
|
|
For thou shalt hear this secret all display'd,
|
|
Now as we speed towards our joyous task."
|
|
|
|
So saying, this young soul in age's mask
|
|
Went forward with the Carian side by side:
|
|
Resuming quickly thus: while ocean's tide
|
|
Hung swollen at their backs, and jewel'd sands
|
|
Took silently their foot-prints.
|
|
|
|
"My soul stands
|
|
Now past the midway from mortality,
|
|
And so I can prepare without a sigh
|
|
To tell thee briefly all my joy and pain.
|
|
I was a fisher once, upon this main,
|
|
And my boat danc'd in every creek and bay;
|
|
Rough billows were my home by night and day,-
|
|
The sea-gulls not more constant; for I had
|
|
No housing from the storm and tempests mad,
|
|
But hollow rocks,- and they were palaces
|
|
Of silent happiness, of slumberous ease:
|
|
Long years of misery have told me so.
|
|
Aye, thus it was one thousand years ago.
|
|
One thousand years!- Is it then possible
|
|
To look so plainly through them? to dispel
|
|
A thousand years with backward glance sublime?
|
|
To breathe away as 'twere all scummy slime
|
|
From off a crystal pool, to see its deep,
|
|
And one's own image from the bottom peep?
|
|
Yes: now I am no longer wretched thrall,
|
|
My long captivity and moanings all
|
|
Are but a slime, a thin-pervading scum,
|
|
The which I breathe away, and thronging come
|
|
Like things of yesterday my youthful pleasures.
|
|
|
|
"I touch'd no lute, I sang not, trod no measures:
|
|
I was a lonely youth on desert shores.
|
|
My sports were lonely, 'mid continuous roars,
|
|
And craggy isles, and sea-mew's plaintive cry
|
|
Plaining discrepant between sea and sky.
|
|
Dolphins were still my playmates; shapes unseen
|
|
Would let me feel their scales of gold and green,
|
|
Nor be my desolation; and, full oft,
|
|
When a dread waterspout had rear'd aloft
|
|
Its hungry hugeness, seeming ready ripe
|
|
To burst with hoarsest thunderings, and wipe
|
|
My life away like a vast sponge of fate,
|
|
Some friendly monster, pitying my sad state,
|
|
Has dived to its foundations, gulph'd it down,
|
|
And left me tossing safely. But the crown
|
|
Of all my life was utmost quietude:
|
|
More did I love to lie in cavern rude,
|
|
Keeping in wait whole days for Neptune's voice,
|
|
And if it came at last, hark, and rejoice!
|
|
There blush'd no summer eve but I would steer
|
|
My skiff along green shelving coasts, to hear
|
|
The shepherd's pipe come clear from aery steep,
|
|
Mingled with ceaseless bleatings of his sheep:
|
|
And never was a day of summer shine,
|
|
But I beheld its birth upon the brine:
|
|
For I would watch all night to see unfold
|
|
Heaven's gates, and AEthon snort his morning gold
|
|
Wide o'er the swelling streams: and constantly
|
|
At brim of day-tide, on some grassy lea,
|
|
My nets would be spread out, and I at rest.
|
|
The poor folk of the sea-country I blest
|
|
With daily boon of fish most delicate:
|
|
They knew not whence this bounty, and elate
|
|
Would strew sweet flowers on a sterile beach.
|
|
|
|
"Why was I not contented? Wherefore reach
|
|
At things which, but for thee, O Latmian!
|
|
Had been my dreary death? Fool! I began
|
|
To feel distemper'd longings: to desire
|
|
The utmost privilege that ocean's sire
|
|
Could grant in benediction: to be free
|
|
Of all his kingdom. Long in misery
|
|
I wasted, ere in one extremest fit
|
|
I plung'd for life or death. To interknit
|
|
One's senses with so dense a breathing stuff
|
|
Might seem a work of pain; so not enough
|
|
Can I admire how crystal-smooth it felt,
|
|
And buoyant round my limbs. At first I dwelt
|
|
Whole days and days in sheer astonishment;
|
|
Forgetful utterly of self-intent;
|
|
Moving but with the mighty ebb and flow.
|
|
Then, like a new fledg'd bird that first doth show
|
|
His spreaded feathers to the morrow chill,
|
|
I tried in fear the pinions of my will.
|
|
'Twas freedom! and at once I visited
|
|
The ceaseless wonders of this ocean-bed.
|
|
No need to tell thee of them, for I see
|
|
That thou hast been a witness- it must be-
|
|
For these I know thou canst not feel a drouth,
|
|
By the melancholy corners of that mouth.
|
|
So I will in my story straightway pass
|
|
To more immediate matter. Woe, alas!
|
|
That love should be my bane! Ah, Scylla fair!
|
|
Why did poor Glaucus ever- ever dare
|
|
To sue thee to his heart? Kind stranger- youth!
|
|
I lov'd her to the very white of truth,
|
|
And she would not conceive it. Timid thing!
|
|
She fled me swift as sea-bird on the wing,
|
|
Round every isle, and point, and promontory,
|
|
From where large Hercules wound up his story
|
|
Far as Egyptian Nile. My passion grew
|
|
The more, the more I saw her dainty hue
|
|
Gleam delicately through the azure clear:
|
|
Until 'twas too fierce agony to bear;
|
|
And in that agony, across my grief
|
|
It flash'd, that Circe might find some relief-
|
|
Cruel enchantress! So above the water
|
|
I rear'd my head, and look'd for Phoebus' daughter,
|
|
AEaea's isle was wondering at the moon:-
|
|
It seem'd to whirl around me, and a swoon
|
|
Left me dead-drifting to that fatal power.
|
|
|
|
"When I awoke, 'twas in a twilight bower;
|
|
Just when the light of morn, with hum of bees,
|
|
Stole through its verdurous matting of fresh trees.
|
|
How sweet, and sweeter! for I heard a lyre,
|
|
And over it a sighing voice expire.
|
|
It ceased- I caught light footsteps; and anon
|
|
The fairest face that morn e'er look'd upon
|
|
Push'd through a screen of roses. Starry Jove!
|
|
With tears, and smiles, and honey-words she wove
|
|
A net whose thraldom was more bliss than all
|
|
The range of flower'd Elysium. Thus did fall
|
|
The dew of her rich speech: 'Ah! Art awake?
|
|
'O let me hear thee speak, for Cupid's sake!
|
|
'I am so oppress'd with joy! Why, I have shed
|
|
'An urn of tears, as though thou wert cold dead;
|
|
'And now I find thee living, I will pour
|
|
'From these devoted eyes their silver store,
|
|
'Until exhausted of the latest drop,
|
|
'So it will pleasure thee, and force thee stop
|
|
'Here, that I too may live: but if beyond
|
|
'Such cool and sorrowful offerings, thou art fond
|
|
'Of soothing warmth, of dalliance supreme;
|
|
'If thou art ripe to taste a long love dream;
|
|
'If smiles, if dimples, tongues for ardour mute,
|
|
'Hang in thy vision like a tempting fruit,
|
|
'O let me pluck it for thee.' Thus she link'd
|
|
Her charming syllables, till indistinct
|
|
Their music came to my o'er-sweeten'd soul;
|
|
And then she hover'd over me, and stole
|
|
So near, that if no nearer it had been
|
|
This furrow'd visage thou hadst never seen.
|
|
|
|
"Young man of Latmos! thus particular
|
|
Am I, that thou may'st plainly see how far
|
|
This fierce temptation went: and thou may'st not
|
|
Exclaim, How then, was Scylla quite forgot?
|
|
|
|
"Who could resist? Who in this universe?
|
|
She did so breathe ambrosia; so immerse
|
|
My fine existence in a golden clime.
|
|
She took me like a child of suckling time,
|
|
And cradled me in roses. Thus condemn'd,
|
|
The current of my former life was stemm'd,
|
|
And to this arbitrary queen of sense
|
|
I bow'd a tranced vassal: nor would thence
|
|
Have mov'd, even though Amphion's harp had woo'd
|
|
Me back to Scylla o'er the billows rude.
|
|
For as Apollo each eve doth devise
|
|
A new appareling for western skies;
|
|
So every eve, nay every spendthrift hour
|
|
Shed balmy consciousness within that bower.
|
|
And I was free of haunts umbrageous;
|
|
Could wander in the mazy forest-house
|
|
Of squirrels, foxes shy, and antler'd deer,
|
|
And birds from coverts innermost and drear
|
|
Warbling for very joy mellifluous sorrow-
|
|
To me new born delights!
|
|
|
|
"Now let me borrow,
|
|
For moments few, a temperament as stern
|
|
As Pluto's sceptre, that my words not burn
|
|
These uttering lips, while I in calm speech tell
|
|
How specious heaven was changed to real hell.
|
|
|
|
"One morn she left me sleeping: half awake
|
|
I sought for her smooth arms and lips, to slake
|
|
My greedy thirst with nectarous camel-draughts;
|
|
But she was gone. Whereat the barbed shafts
|
|
Of disappointment stuck in me so sore,
|
|
That out I ran and search'd the forest o'er.
|
|
Wandering about in pine and cedar gloom
|
|
Damp awe assail'd me; for there 'gan to boom
|
|
A sound of moan, an agony of sound,
|
|
Sepulchral from the distance all around.
|
|
Then came a conquering earth-thunder, and rumbled
|
|
That fierce complain to silence: while I stumbled
|
|
Down a precipitous path, as if impell'd.
|
|
I came to a dark valley.- Groanings swell'd
|
|
Poisonous about my ears, and louder grew,
|
|
The nearer I approach'd a flame's gaunt blue,
|
|
That glar'd before me through a thorny brake.
|
|
This fire, like the eye of gordian snake,
|
|
Bewitch'd me towards; and I soon was near
|
|
A sight too fearful for the feel of fear:
|
|
In thicket hid I curs'd the haggard scene-
|
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The banquet of my arms, my arbour queen,
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Seated upon an uptorn forest root;
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And all around her shapes, wizard and brute,
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Laughing, and wailing, groveling, serpenting,
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Showing tooth, tusk, and venom-bag, and sting!
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O such deformities! Old Charon's self,
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Should he give up awhile his penny pelf,
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And take a dream 'mong rushes Stygian,
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It could not be so phantasied. Fierce, wan,
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And tyrannizing was the lady's look,
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As over them a gnarled staff she shook.
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Oft-times upon the sudden she laugh'd out,
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And from a basket emptied to the rout
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Clusters of grapes, the which they raven'd quick
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And roar'd for more; with many a hungry lick
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About their shaggy jaws. Avenging, slow,
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Anon she took a branch of mistletoe,
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And emptied on't a black dull-gurgling phial:
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Groan'd one and all, as if some piercing trial
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Was sharpening for their pitiable bones.
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She lifted up the charm: appealing groans
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From their poor breasts went sueing to her ear
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In vain; remorseless as an infant's bier
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She whisk'd against their eyes the sooty oil.
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Whereat was heard a noise of painful toil,
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Increasing gradual to a tempest rage,
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Shrieks, yells, and groans of torture-pilgrimage;
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Until their grieved bodies 'gan to bloat
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And puff from the tail's end to stifled throat:
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Then was appalling silence: then a sight
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More wildering than all that hoarse affright;
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For the whole herd, as by a whirlwind writhen,
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Went through the dismal air like one huge Python
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Antagonizing Boreas,- and so vanish'd.
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Yet there was not a breath of wind: she banish'd
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These phantoms with a nod. Lo! from the dark
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Came waggish fauns, and nymphs, and satyrs stark,
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With dancing and loud revelry,- and went
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Swifter than centaurs after rapine bent.-
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Sighing an elephant appear'd and bow'd
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Before the fierce witch, speaking thus aloud
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In human accent: 'Potent goddess! chief
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'Of pains resistless! make my being brief,
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'Or let me from this heavy prison fly:
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'Or give me to the air, or let me die!
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'I sue not for my happy crown again;
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'I sue not for my phalanx on the plain;
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'I sue not for my lone, my widow'd wife;
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'I sue not for my ruddy drops of life,
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'My children fair, my lovely girls and boys!
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'I will forget them; I will pass these joys;
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'Ask nought so heavenward, so too- too high:
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'Only I pray, as fairest boon, to die,
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'Or be deliver'd from this cumbrous flesh,
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'From this gross, detestable, filthy mesh,
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'And merely given to the cold bleak air.
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'Have mercy, Goddess! Circe, feel my prayer!'
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"That curst magician's name fell icy numb
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Upon my wild conjecturing: truth had come
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Naked and sabre-like against my heart.
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I saw a fury whetting a death-dart;
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And my slain spirit, overwrought with fright,
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Fainted away in that dark lair of night.
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Think, my deliverer, how desolate
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My waking must have been! disgust, and hate,
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And terrors manifold divided me
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A spoil amongst them. I prepar'd to flee
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Into the dungeon core of that wild wood:
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I fled three days- when lo! before me stood
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Glaring the angry witch. O Dis, even now,
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A clammy dew is beading on my brow,
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At mere remembering her pale laugh, and curse.
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'Ha! ha! Sir Dainty! there must be a nurse
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'Made of rose leaves and thistledown, express,
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'To cradle thee my sweet, and lull thee: yes,
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'I am too flinty-hard for thy nice touch:
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'My tenderest squeeze is but a giant's clutch.
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'So, fairy-thing, it shall have lullabies
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'Unheard of yet: and it shall still its cries
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'Upon some breast more lilly-feminine.
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'Oh, no- it shall not pine, and pine, and pine
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'More than one pretty, trifling thousand years;
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'And then 'twere pity, but fate's gentle shears
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|
'Cut short its immortality. Sea-flirt!
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'Young dove of the waters! truly I'll not hurt
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'One hair of thine: see how I weep and sigh,
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'That our heart-broken parting is so nigh.
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'And must we part? Ah, yes, it must be so.
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'Yet ere thou leavest me in utter woe,
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'Let me sob over thee my last adieus,
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'And speak a blessing: Mark me! Thou hast thews
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'Immortal, for thou art of heavenly race:
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'But such a love is mine, that here I chace
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'Eternally away from thee all bloom
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'Of youth, and destine thee towards a tomb.
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'Hence shalt thou quickly to the watery vast;
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'And there, ere many days be overpast,
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'Disabled age shall seize thee; and even then
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'Thou shalt not go the way of aged men;
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'But live and wither, cripple and still breathe
|
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'Ten hundred years: which gone, I then bequeath
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'Thy fragile bones to unknown burial.
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'Adieu, sweet love, adieu!'- As shot stars fall,
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She fled ere I could groan for mercy. Stung
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|
And poison'd was my spirit: despair sung
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A war-song of defiance 'gainst all hell.
|
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A hand was at my shoulder to compel
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My sullen steps; another 'fore my eyes
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Moved on with pointed finger. In this guise
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|
Enforced, at the last by ocean's foam
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I found me; by my fresh, my native home.
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Its tempering coolness, to my life akin,
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|
Came salutary as I waded in;
|
|
And, with a blind voluptuous rage, I gave
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Battle to the swollen billow-ridge, and drave
|
|
Large froth before me, while there yet remain'd
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Hale strength, nor from my bones all marrow drain'd.
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|
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"Young lover, I must weep- such hellish spite
|
|
With dry cheek who can tell? While thus my might
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|
Proving upon this element, dismay'd,
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Upon a dead thing's face my hand I laid;
|
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I look'd- 'twas Scylla! Cursed, cursed Circe!
|
|
O vulture-witch, hast never heard of mercy?
|
|
Could not thy harshest vengeance be content,
|
|
But thou must nip this tender innocent
|
|
Because I lov'd her?- Cold, O cold indeed
|
|
Were her fair limbs, and like a common weed
|
|
The sea-swell took her hair. Dead as she was
|
|
I clung about her waist, nor ceas'd to pass
|
|
Fleet as an arrow through unfathom'd brine,
|
|
Until there shone a fabric crystalline,
|
|
Ribb'd and inlaid with coral, pebble, and pearl.
|
|
Headlong I darted; at one eager swirl
|
|
Gain'd its bright portal, enter'd, and behold!
|
|
'Twas vast, and desolate, and icy-cold;
|
|
And all around- But wherefore this to thee
|
|
Who in few minutes more thyself shalt see?-
|
|
I left poor Scylla in a niche and fled.
|
|
My fever'd parchings up, my scathing dread
|
|
Met palsy half way: soon these limbs became
|
|
Gaunt, wither'd, sapless, feeble, cramp'd, and lame.
|
|
|
|
"Now let me pass a cruel, cruel space,
|
|
Without one hope, without one faintest trace
|
|
Of mitigation, or redeeming bubble
|
|
Of colour'd phantasy; for I fear 'twould trouble
|
|
Thy brain to loss of reason: and next tell
|
|
How a restoring chance came down to quell
|
|
One half of the witch in me.
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|
|
|
"On a day,
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|
Sitting upon a rock above the spray,
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|
I saw grow up from the horizon's brink
|
|
A gallant vessel: soon she seem'd to sink
|
|
Away from me again, as though her course
|
|
Had been resum'd in spite of hindering force-
|
|
So vanish'd: and not long, before arose
|
|
Dark clouds, and muttering of winds morose.
|
|
Old AEolus would stifle his mad spleen,
|
|
But could not: therefore all the billows green
|
|
Toss'd up the silver spume against the clouds.
|
|
The tempest came: I saw that vessel's shrouds
|
|
In perilous bustle; while upon the deck
|
|
Stood trembling creatures. I beheld the wreck;
|
|
The final gulphing; the poor struggling souls:
|
|
I heard their cries amid loud thunder-rolls.
|
|
O they had all been sav'd but crazed eld
|
|
Annull'd my vigorous cravings: and thus quell'd
|
|
And curb'd, think on't, O Latmian! did I sit
|
|
Writhing with pity, and a cursing fit
|
|
Against that hell-born Circe. The crew had gone,
|
|
By one and one, to pale oblivion;
|
|
And I was gazing on the surges prone,
|
|
With many a scalding tear and many a groan,
|
|
When at my feet emerg'd an old man's hand,
|
|
Grasping this scroll, and this same slender wand.
|
|
I knelt with pain- reach'd out my hand- had grasp'd
|
|
These treasures- touch'd the knuckles- they unclasp'd-
|
|
I caught a finger: but the downward weight
|
|
O'erpowered me- it sank. Then 'gan abate
|
|
The storm, and through chill aguish gloom outburst
|
|
The comfortable sun. I was athirst
|
|
To search the book, and in the warming air
|
|
Parted its dripping leaves with eager care.
|
|
Strange matters did it treat of, and drew on
|
|
My soul page after page, till well-nigh won
|
|
Into forgetfulness; when, stupefied,
|
|
I read these words, and read again, and tried
|
|
My eyes against the heavens, and read again.
|
|
O what a load of misery and pain
|
|
Each Atlas-line bore off!- a shine of hope
|
|
Came gold around me, cheering me to cope
|
|
Strenuous with hellish tyranny. Attend!
|
|
For thou hast brought their promise to an end.
|
|
|
|
"In the wide sea there lives a forlorn wretch,
|
|
Doom'd with enfeebled carcase to outstretch
|
|
His loath'd existence through ten centuries,
|
|
And then to die alone. Who can devise
|
|
A total opposition? No one. So
|
|
One million times ocean must ebb and flow,
|
|
And he oppressed. Yet he shall not die,
|
|
These things accomplish'd:- If he utterly
|
|
Scans all the depths of magic, and expounds
|
|
The meanings of all motions, shapes and sounds;
|
|
If he explores all forms and substances
|
|
Straight homeward to their symbol-essences;
|
|
He shall not die. Moreover, and in chief,
|
|
He must pursue this task of joy and grief
|
|
Most piously;- all lovers tempest-tost,
|
|
And in the savage overwhelming lost,
|
|
He shall deposit side by side, until
|
|
Time's creeping shall the dreary space fulfil:
|
|
Which done, and all these labours ripened,
|
|
A youth, by heavenly power lov'd and led,
|
|
Shall stand before him; whom he shall direct
|
|
How to consummate all. The youth elect
|
|
Must do the thing, or both will be destroy'd."-
|
|
|
|
"Then," cried the young Endymion, overjoy'd,
|
|
"We are twin brothers in this destiny!
|
|
Say, I intreat thee, what achievement high
|
|
Is, in this restless world, for me reserv'd.
|
|
What! if from thee my wandering feet had swerv'd,
|
|
Had we both perish'd?"- "Look!" the sage replied,
|
|
"Dost thou not mark a gleaming through the tide,
|
|
Of diverse brilliances? 'tis the edifice
|
|
I told thee of, where lovely Scylla lies;
|
|
And where I have enshrined piously
|
|
All lovers, whom fell storms have doom'd to die
|
|
Throughout my bondage." Thus discoursing, on
|
|
They went till unobscur'd the porches shone;
|
|
Which hurryingly they gain'd, and enter'd straight.
|
|
Sure never since king Neptune held his state
|
|
Was seen such wonder underneath the stars.
|
|
Turn to some level plain where haughty Mars
|
|
Has legion'd all his battle; and behold
|
|
How every soldier, with firm foot, doth hold
|
|
His even breast: see, many steeled squares,
|
|
And rigid ranks of iron-whence who dares
|
|
One step? Imagine further, line by line,
|
|
These warrior thousands on the field supine:-
|
|
So in that crystal place, in silent rows,
|
|
Poor lovers lay at rest from joys and woes.-
|
|
The stranger from the mountains, breathless, trac'd
|
|
Such thousands of shut eyes in order plac'd;
|
|
Such ranges of white feet, and patient lips
|
|
All ruddy,- for here death no blossom nips.
|
|
He mark'd their brows and foreheads; saw their hair
|
|
Put sleekly on one side with nicest care;
|
|
And each one's gentle wrists, with reverence,
|
|
Put cross-wise to its heart.
|
|
|
|
"Let us commence,"
|
|
Whisper'd the guide, stuttering with joy, "even now."
|
|
He spake, and, trembling like an aspen-bough,
|
|
Began to tear his scroll in pieces small,
|
|
Uttering the while some mumblings funeral.
|
|
He tore it into pieces small as snow
|
|
That drifts unfeather'd when bleak northerns blow;
|
|
And having done it, took his dark blue cloak
|
|
And bound it round Endymion: then struck
|
|
His wand against the empty air times nine.-
|
|
"What more there is to do, young man, is thine:
|
|
But first a little patience; first undo
|
|
This tangled thread, and wind it to a clue.
|
|
Ah, gentle! 'tis as weak as spider's skein;
|
|
And shouldst thou break it- What, is it done so clean?
|
|
A power overshadows thee! O, brave!
|
|
The spite of hell is tumbling to its grave.
|
|
Here is a shell; 'tis pearly blank to me,
|
|
Nor mark'd with any sign or charactery-
|
|
Canst thou read aught? O read for pity's sake!
|
|
Olympus! we are safe! Now, Carian, break
|
|
This wand against yon lyre on the pedestal."
|
|
|
|
'Twas done: and straight with sudden swell and fall
|
|
Sweet music breath'd her soul away, and sigh'd
|
|
A lullaby to silence.- "Youth! now strew
|
|
These minced leaves on me, and passing through
|
|
Those files of dead, scatter the same around,
|
|
And thou wilt see the issue."- 'Mid the sound
|
|
Of flutes and viols, ravishing his heart,
|
|
Endymion from Glaucus stood apart,
|
|
And scatter'd in his face some fragments light.
|
|
How lightning-swift the change! a youthful wight
|
|
Smiling beneath a coral diadem,
|
|
Out-sparkling sudden like an upturn'd gem,
|
|
Appear'd, and, stepping to a beauteous corse,
|
|
Kneel'd down beside it, and with tenderest force
|
|
Press'd its cold hand, and wept,- and Scylla sigh'd!
|
|
Endymion, with quick hand, the charm applied-
|
|
The nymph arose: he left them to their joy,
|
|
And onward went upon his high employ,
|
|
Showering those powerful fragments on the dead.
|
|
And, as he pass'd, each lifted up its head,
|
|
As doth a flower at Apollo's touch.
|
|
Death felt it to his inwards: 'twas too much:
|
|
Death fell a weeping in his charnel-house.
|
|
The Latmian persever'd along, and thus
|
|
All were re-animated. There arose
|
|
A noise of harmony, pulses and throes
|
|
Of gladness in the air- while many, who
|
|
Had died in mutual arms devout and true,
|
|
Sprang to each other madly; and the rest
|
|
Felt a high certainty of being blest.
|
|
They gaz'd upon Endymion. Enchantment
|
|
Grew drunken, and would have its head and bent.
|
|
Delicious symphonies, like airy flowers,
|
|
Budded, and swell'd, and, full-blown, shed full showers
|
|
Of light, soft, unseen leaves of sounds divine.
|
|
The two deliverers tasted a pure wine
|
|
Of happiness, from fairy-press ooz'd out.
|
|
Speechless they eyed each other, and about
|
|
The fair assembly wander'd to and fro,
|
|
Distracted with the richest overflow
|
|
Of joy that ever pour'd from heaven.
|
|
|
|
-"Away!"
|
|
Shouted the new born god; "Follow, and pay
|
|
Our piety to Neptunus supreme!"-
|
|
Then Scylla, blushing sweetly from her dream,
|
|
They led on first, bent to her meek surprise,
|
|
Through portal columns of a giant size,
|
|
Into the vaulted, boundless emerald.
|
|
Joyous all follow'd as the leader call'd,
|
|
Down marble steps; pouring as easily
|
|
As hour-glass sand,- and fast, as you might see
|
|
Swallows obeying the south summer's call,
|
|
Or swans upon a gentle waterfall.
|
|
|
|
Thus went that beautiful multitude, nor far,
|
|
Ere from among some rocks of glittering spar,
|
|
Just within ken, they saw descending thick
|
|
Another multitude. Whereat more quick
|
|
Moved either host. On a wide sand they met,
|
|
And of those numbers every eye was wet;
|
|
For each their old love found. A murmuring rose,
|
|
Like what was never heard in all the throes
|
|
Of wind and waters: 'tis past human wit
|
|
To tell; 'tis dizziness to think of it.
|
|
|
|
This mighty consummation made, the host
|
|
Mov'd on for many a league; and gain'd, and lost
|
|
Huge sea-marks; vanward swelling in array,
|
|
And from the rear diminishing away,-
|
|
Till a faint dawn surpris'd them. Glaucus cried,
|
|
"Behold! behold, the palace of his pride!
|
|
God Neptune's palaces!" With noise increas'd,
|
|
They shoulder'd on towards that brightening east.
|
|
At every onward step proud domes arose
|
|
In prospect,- diamond gleams, and golden glows
|
|
Of amber 'gainst their faces levelling.
|
|
Joyous, and many as the leaves in spring,
|
|
Still onward; still the splendour gradual swell'd.
|
|
Rich opal domes were seen, on high upheld
|
|
By jasper pillars, letting through their shafts
|
|
A blush of coral. Copious wonder-draughts
|
|
Each gazer drank; and deeper drank more near.
|
|
For what poor mortals fragment up, as mere
|
|
As marble was there lavish, to the vast
|
|
Of one fair palace, that far far surpass'd,
|
|
Even for common bulk, those olden three,
|
|
Memphis, and Babylon, and Nineveh.
|
|
|
|
As large, as bright, as colour'd as the bow
|
|
Of Iris, when unfading it doth show
|
|
Beyond a silvery shower, was the arch
|
|
Through which this Paphian army took its march,
|
|
Into the outer courts of Neptune's state:
|
|
Whence could be seen, direct, a golden gate,
|
|
To which the leaders sped; but not half raught
|
|
Ere it burst open swift as fairy thought,
|
|
And made those dazzled thousands veil their eyes
|
|
Like callow eagles at the first sunrise.
|
|
Soon with an eagle nativeness their gaze
|
|
Ripe from hue-golden swoons took all the blaze,
|
|
And then, behold! large Neptune on his throne
|
|
Of emerald deep: yet not exalt alone;
|
|
At his right hand stood winged Love, and on
|
|
His left sat smiling Beauty's paragon.
|
|
|
|
Far as the mariner on highest mast
|
|
Can see all round upon the calmed vast,
|
|
So wide was Neptune's hall: and as the blue
|
|
Doth vault the waters, so the waters drew
|
|
Their doming curtains, high, magnificent,
|
|
Aw'd from the throne aloof;- and when storm-rent
|
|
Disclos'd the thunder-gloomings in Jove's air;
|
|
But sooth'd as now, flash'd sudden everywhere,
|
|
Noiseless, sub-marine cloudlets, glittering
|
|
Death to a human eye: for there did spring
|
|
From natural west, and east, and south, and north,
|
|
A light as of four sunsets, blazing forth
|
|
A gold-green zenith 'bove the Sea-God's head.
|
|
Of lucid depth the floor, and far outspread
|
|
As breezeless lake, on which the slim canoe
|
|
Of feather'd Indian darts about, as through
|
|
The delicatest air: air verily,
|
|
But for the portraiture of clouds and sky:
|
|
This palace floor breath-air,- but for the amaze
|
|
Of deep-seen wonders motionless,- and blaze
|
|
Of the dome pomp, reflected in extremes,
|
|
Globing a golden sphere.
|
|
|
|
They stood in dreams
|
|
Till Triton blew his horn. The palace rang;
|
|
The Nereids danc'd; the Syrens faintly sang;
|
|
And the great Sea-King bow'd his dripping head.
|
|
Then Love took wing, and from his pinions shed
|
|
On all the multitude a nectarous dew.
|
|
The ooze-born Goddess beckoned and drew
|
|
Fair Scylla and her guides to conference;
|
|
And when they reach'd the throned eminence
|
|
She kist the sea-nymph's cheek,- who sat her down
|
|
A toying with the doves. Then,- "Mighty crown
|
|
And sceptre of this kingdom!" Venus said,
|
|
"Thy vows were on a time to Nais paid:
|
|
Behold!"- Two copious tear-drops instant fell
|
|
From the God's large eyes; he smil'd delectable,
|
|
And over Glaucus held his blessing hands.-
|
|
"Endymion! Ah! still wandering in the bands
|
|
Of love? Now this is cruel. Since the hour
|
|
I met thee in earth's bosom, all my power
|
|
Have I put forth to serve thee. What, not yet
|
|
Escap'd from dull mortality's harsh net?
|
|
A little patience, youth! 'twill not be long,
|
|
Or I am skilless quite: an idle tongue,
|
|
A humid eye, and steps luxurious,
|
|
Where these are new and strange, are ominous.
|
|
Aye, I have seen these signs in one of heaven,
|
|
When others were all blind: and were I given
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To utter secrets, haply I might say
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Some pleasant words:- but Love will have his day.
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So wait awhile expectant. Pr'ythee soon,
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Even in the passing of thine honey-moon,
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Visit thou my Cythera: thou wilt find
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Cupid well-natured, my Adonis kind;
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And pray persuade with thee- Ah, I have done,
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All blisses be upon thee, my sweet son!"-
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Thus the fair goddess: While Endymion
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Knelt to receive those accents halcyon.
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Meantime a glorious revelry began
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Before the Water-Monarch. Nectar ran
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In courteous fountains to all cups outreach'd;
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And plunder'd vines, teeming exhaustless, pleach'd
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New growth about each shell and pendent lyre;
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The which, in disentangling for their fire,
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Pull'd down fresh foliage and coverture
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For dainty toying. Cupid, empire-sure,
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Flutter'd and laugh'd, and oft-times through the throng
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Made a delightful way. Then dance, and song,
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And garlanding grew wild; and pleasure reign'd.
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In harmless tendril they each other chain'd,
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And strove who should be smother'd deepest in
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Fresh crush of leaves.
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O 'tis a very sin
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For one so weak to venture his poor verse
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In such a place as this. O do not curse,
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High Muses! let him hurry to the ending.
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All suddenly were silent. A soft blending
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Of dulcet instruments came charmingly;
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And then a hymn.
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"King of the stormy sea!
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Brother of Jove, and co-inheritor
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Of elements! Eternally before
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Thee the waves awful bow. Fast, stubborn rock,
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At thy fear'd trident shrinking, doth unlock
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Its deep foundations, hissing into foam.
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All mountain-rivers, lost in the wide home
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Of thy capacious bosom, ever flow.
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Thou frownest, and old AEeolus thy foe
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Skulks to his cavern, 'mid the gruff complaint
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Of all his rebel tempests. Dark clouds faint
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When, from thy diadem, a silver gleam
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Slants over blue dominion. Thy bright team
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Gulphs in the morning light, and scuds along
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To bring thee nearer to that golden song
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Apollo singeth, while his chariot
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Waits at the doors of heaven. Thou art not
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For scenes like this: an empire stern hast thou;
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And it hath furrow'd that large front: yet now,
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As newly come of heaven, dost thou sit
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To blend and interknit
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Subdued majesty with this glad time.
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O shell-borne King sublime!
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We lay our hearts before thee evermore-
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We sing, and we adore!
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"Breathe softly, flutes;
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Be tender of your strings, ye soothing lutes;
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Nor be the trumpet heard! O vain, O vain;
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Not flowers budding in an April rain,
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Nor breath of sleeping dove, nor river's flow,-
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No, nor the AEolian twang of Love's own bow,
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|
Can mingle music fit for the soft ear
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|
Of goddess Cytherea!
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Yet deign, white Queen of Beauty, thy fair eyes
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On our souls' sacrifice.
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"Bright-winged Child!
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Who has another care when thou hast smil'd?
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|
Unfortunates on earth, we see at last
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|
All death-shadows, and glooms that overcast
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Our spirits, fann'd away by thy light pinions.
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|
O sweetest essence! sweetest of all minions!
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|
God of warm pulses, and dishevell'd hair,
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|
And panting bosoms bare!
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|
Dear unseen light in darkness! eclipser
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|
Of light in light! delicious poisoner!
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|
Thy venom'd goblet will we quaff until
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|
We fill- we fill!
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And by thy Mother's lips-"
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Was heard no more
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|
For clamour, when the golden palace door
|
|
Opened again, and from without, in shone
|
|
A new magnificence. On oozy throne
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|
Smooth-moving came Oceanus the old,
|
|
To take a latest glimpse at his sheep-fold,
|
|
Before he went into his quiet cave
|
|
To muse for ever- Then a lucid wave,
|
|
Scoop'd from its trembling sisters of mid-sea,
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|
Afloat, and pillowing up the majesty
|
|
Of Doris, and the AEgean seer, her spouse-
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|
Next, on a dolphin, clad in laurel boughs,
|
|
Theban Amphion leaning on his lute:
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|
His fingers went across it- All were mute
|
|
To gaze on Amphitrite, queen of pearls,
|
|
And Thetis pearly too.-
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The palace whirls
|
|
Around giddy Endymion; seeing he
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|
Was there far strayed from mortality.
|
|
He could not bear it- shut his eyes in vain;
|
|
Imagination gave a dizzier pain.
|
|
"O I shall die! sweet Venus, be my stay!
|
|
Where is my lovely mistress? Well-away!
|
|
I die- I hear her voice- I feel my wing-"
|
|
At Neptune's feet he sank. A sudden ring
|
|
Of Nereids were about him, in kind strife
|
|
To usher back his spirit into life:
|
|
But still he slept. At last they interwove
|
|
Their cradling arms, and purpos'd to convey
|
|
Towards a crystal bower far away.
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|
|
|
Lo! while slow carried through the pitying crowd,
|
|
To his inward senses these words spake aloud;
|
|
Written in star-light on the dark above:
|
|
Dearest Endymion! my entire love!
|
|
How have I dwelt in fear of fate: 'tis done-
|
|
Immortal bliss for me too hast thou won.
|
|
Arise then! for the hen-dove shall not hatch
|
|
Her ready eggs, before I'll kissing snatch
|
|
Thee into endless heaven. Awake! awake!
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|
|
|
The youth at once arose: a placid lake
|
|
Came quiet to his eyes; and forest green,
|
|
Cooler than all the wonders he had seen,
|
|
Lull'd with its simple song his fluttering breast.
|
|
How happy once again in grassy nest!
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BOOK IV.
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Muse of my native land! loftiest Muse!
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|
O first-born on the mountains! by the hues
|
|
Of heaven on the spiritual air begot:
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|
Long didst thou sit alone in northern grot,
|
|
While yet our England was a wolfish den;
|
|
Before our forests heard the talk of men;
|
|
Before the first of Druids was a child;-
|
|
Long didst thou sit amid our regions wild
|
|
Rapt in a deep prophetic solitude.
|
|
There came an eastern voice of solemn mood
|
|
Yet wast thou patient. Then sang forth the Nine,
|
|
Apollo's garland:- yet didst thou divine
|
|
Such home-bred glory, that they cry'd in vain,
|
|
"Come hither, Sister of the Island!" Plain
|
|
Spake fair Ausonia; and once more she spake
|
|
A higher summons:- still didst thou betake
|
|
Thee to thy native hopes. O thou hast won
|
|
A full accomplishment! The thing is done,
|
|
Which undone, these our latter days had risen
|
|
On barren souls. Great Muse, thou know'st what prison,
|
|
Of flesh and bone, curbs, and confines, and frets
|
|
Our spirit's wings: despondency besets
|
|
Our pillows; and the fresh to-morrow morn
|
|
Seems to give forth its light in very scorn
|
|
Of our dull, uninspired, snail-paced lives.
|
|
Long have I said, how happy he who shrives
|
|
To thee! But then I thought on poets gone,
|
|
And could not pray:- nor could I now- so on
|
|
I move to the end in lowliness of heart.-
|
|
|
|
"Ah, woe is me! that I should fondly part
|
|
From my dear native land! Ah, foolish maid!
|
|
Glad was the hour, when, with thee, myriads bade
|
|
Adieu to Ganges and their pleasant fields!
|
|
To one so friendless the clear freshet yields
|
|
A bitter coolness; the ripe grape is sour:
|
|
Yet I would have, great gods! but one short hour
|
|
Of native air- let me but die at home."
|
|
|
|
Endymion to heaven's airy dome
|
|
Was offering up a hecatomb of vows,
|
|
When these words reach'd him. Whereupon he bows
|
|
His head through thorny-green entanglement
|
|
Of underwood, and to the sound is bent,
|
|
Anxious as hind towards her hidden fawn.
|
|
|
|
"Is no one near to help me? No fair dawn
|
|
Of life from charitable voice? No sweet saying
|
|
To set my dull and sadden'd spirit playing?
|
|
No hand to toy with mine? No lips so sweet
|
|
That I may worship them? No eyelids meet
|
|
To twinkle on my bosom? No one dies
|
|
Before me, till from these enslaving eyes
|
|
Redemption sparkles!- I am sad and lost."
|
|
|
|
Thou, Carian lord, hadst better have been tost
|
|
Into a whirlpool. Vanish into air,
|
|
Warm mountaineer! for canst thou only bear
|
|
A woman's sigh alone and in distress?
|
|
See not her charms! Is Phoebe passionless?
|
|
Phoebe is fairer far- O gaze no more:-
|
|
Yet if thou wilt behold all beauty's store,
|
|
Behold her panting in the forest grass!
|
|
Do not those curls of glossy jet surpass
|
|
For tenderness the arms so idly lain
|
|
Amongst them? Feelest not a kindred pain,
|
|
To see such lovely eyes in swimming search
|
|
After some warm delight, that seems to perch
|
|
Dovelike in the dim cell lying beyond
|
|
Their upper lids?- Hist!
|
|
|
|
"O for Hermes' wand,
|
|
To touch this flower into human shape!
|
|
That woodland Hyacinthus could escape
|
|
From his green prison, and here kneeling down
|
|
Call me his queen, his second life's fair crown!
|
|
Ah me, how I could love!- My soul doth melt
|
|
For the unhappy youth- Love! I have felt
|
|
So faint a kindness, such a meek surrender
|
|
To what my own full thoughts had made too tender,
|
|
That but for tears my life had fled away!-
|
|
Ye deaf and senseless minutes of the day,
|
|
And thou, old forest, hold ye this for true,
|
|
There is no lightning, no authentic dew
|
|
But in the eye of love: there's not a sound,
|
|
Melodious howsoever, can confound
|
|
The heavens and earth in one to such a death
|
|
As doth the voice of love: there's not a breath
|
|
Will mingle kindly with the meadow air,
|
|
Till it has panted round, and stolen a share
|
|
Of passion from the heart!"-
|
|
|
|
Upon a bough
|
|
He leant, wretched. He surely cannot now
|
|
Thirst for another love: O impious,
|
|
That he can ever dream upon it thus!-
|
|
Thought he, "Why am I not as are the dead,
|
|
Since to a woe like this I have been led
|
|
Through the dark earth, and through the wondrous sea?
|
|
Goddess! I love thee not the less: from thee
|
|
By Juno's smile I turn not- no, no, no-
|
|
While the great waters are at ebb and flow.-
|
|
I have a triple soul! O fond pretence-
|
|
For both, for both my love is so immense,
|
|
I feel my heart is cut for them in twain."
|
|
|
|
And so he groan'd, as one by beauty slain.
|
|
The lady's heart beat quick, and he could see
|
|
Her gentle bosom heave tumultuously.
|
|
He sprang from his green covert: there she lay,
|
|
Sweet as a muskrose upon new-made hay;
|
|
With all her limbs on tremble, and her eyes
|
|
Shut softly up alive. To speak he tries.
|
|
"Fair damsel, pity me! forgive that I
|
|
Thus violate thy bower's sanctity!
|
|
O pardon me, for I am full of grief-
|
|
Grief born of thee, young angel! fairest thief!
|
|
Who stolen hast away the wings wherewith
|
|
I was to top the heavens. Dear maid, sith
|
|
Thou art my executioner, and I feel
|
|
Loving and hatred, misery and weal,
|
|
Will in a few short hours be nothing to me,
|
|
And all my story that much passion slew me;
|
|
Do smile upon the evening of my days:
|
|
And, for my tortur'd brain begins to craze,
|
|
Be thou my nurse; and let me understand
|
|
How dying I shall kiss that lilly hand.-
|
|
Dost weep for me? Then should I be content.
|
|
Scowl on, ye fates! until the firmament
|
|
Outblackens Erebus, and the full-cavern'd earth
|
|
Crumbles into itself. By the cloud girth
|
|
Of Jove, those tears have given me a thirst
|
|
To meet oblivion."- As her heart would burst
|
|
The maiden sobb'd awhile, and then replied:
|
|
"Why must such desolation betide
|
|
As that thou speak'st of? Are not these green nooks
|
|
Empty of all misfortune? Do the brooks
|
|
Utter a gorgon voice? Does yonder thrush,
|
|
Schooling its half-fledg'd little ones to brush
|
|
About the dewy forest, whisper tales?-
|
|
Speak not of grief, young stranger, or cold snails
|
|
Will slime the rose to night. Though if thou wilt,
|
|
Methinks 'twould be a guilt- a very guilt-
|
|
Not to companion thee, and sigh away
|
|
The light- the dusk- the dark- till break of day!"
|
|
"Dear lady," said Endymion, "'tis past:
|
|
I love thee! and my days can never last.
|
|
That I may pass in patience still speak:
|
|
Let me have music dying, and I seek
|
|
No more delight- I bid adieu to all.
|
|
Didst thou not after other climates call,
|
|
And murmur about Indian streams?"- Then she,
|
|
Sitting beneath the midmost forest tree,
|
|
For pity sang this roundelay-
|
|
|
|
"O Sorrow,
|
|
Why dost borrow
|
|
The natural hue of health, from vermeil lips?-
|
|
To give maiden blushes
|
|
To the white rose bushes?
|
|
Or is't thy dewy hand the daisy tips?
|
|
|
|
"O Sorrow,
|
|
Why dost borrow
|
|
The lustrous passion from a falcon-eye?-
|
|
To give the glow-worm light?
|
|
Or, on a moonless night,
|
|
To tinge, on syren shores, the salt sea-spry
|
|
|
|
"O Sorrow,
|
|
Why dost borrow
|
|
The mellow ditties from a mourning tongue?-
|
|
To give at evening pale
|
|
Unto the nightingale,
|
|
That thou mayst listen the cold dews among?
|
|
|
|
"O Sorrow,
|
|
Why dost borrow
|
|
Heart's lightness from the merriment of May?-
|
|
A lover would not tread
|
|
A cowslip on the head,
|
|
Though he should dance from eve till peep of day-
|
|
Nor any drooping flower
|
|
Held sacred for thy bower,
|
|
Wherever he may sport himself and play.
|
|
|
|
"To Sorrow,
|
|
I bade good-morrow,
|
|
And thought to leave her far away behind;
|
|
But cheerly, cheerly,
|
|
She loves me dearly;
|
|
She is so constant to me, and so kind:
|
|
I would deceive her
|
|
And so leave her,
|
|
But ah! she is so constant and so kind.
|
|
|
|
"Beneath my palm trees, by the river side,
|
|
I sat a weeping: in the whole world wide
|
|
There was no one to ask me why I wept,-
|
|
And so I kept
|
|
Brimming the water-lilly cups with tears
|
|
Cold as my fears.
|
|
|
|
"Beneath my palm trees, by the river side,
|
|
I sat a weeping: what enamour'd bride,
|
|
Cheated by shadowy wooer from the clouds,
|
|
But hides and shrouds
|
|
Beneath dark palm trees by a river side?
|
|
|
|
"And as I sat, over the light blue hills
|
|
There came a noise of revellers: the rills
|
|
Into the wide stream came of purple hue-
|
|
'Twas Bacchus and his crew!
|
|
The earnest trumpet spake, and silver thrills
|
|
From kissing cymbals made a merry din-
|
|
'Twas Bacchus and his kin!
|
|
Like to a moving vintage down they came,
|
|
Crown'd with green leaves, and faces all on flame;
|
|
All madly dancing through the pleasant valley,
|
|
To scare thee, Melancholy!
|
|
O then, O then, thou wast a simple name!
|
|
And I forgot thee, as the berried holly
|
|
By shepherds is forgotten, when, in June,
|
|
Tall chesnuts keep away the sun and moon:-
|
|
I rush'd into the folly!
|
|
|
|
"Within his car, aloft, young Bacchus stood,
|
|
Trifling his ivy-dart, in dancing mood,
|
|
With sidelong laughing;
|
|
And little rills of crimson wine imbrued
|
|
His plump white arms, and shoulders, enough white
|
|
For Venus' pearly bite:
|
|
And near him rode Silenus on his ass,
|
|
Pelted with flowers as he on did pass
|
|
Tipsily quaffing.
|
|
|
|
"Whence came ye, merry Damsels! whence came ye!
|
|
So many, and so many, and such glee?
|
|
Why have ye left your bowers desolate,
|
|
Your lutes and gentler fate?-
|
|
'We follow Bacchus! Bacchus on the wing,
|
|
A conquering!
|
|
Bacchus, young Bacchus! good or ill betide,
|
|
We dance before him thorough kingdoms wide
|
|
Come hither, lady fair, and joined be
|
|
To our wild minstrelsy!'
|
|
|
|
"Whence came ye, jolly Satyrs! whence came ye!
|
|
So many, and so many, and such glee?
|
|
Why have ye left your forest haunts, why left
|
|
Your nuts in oak-tree cleft?-
|
|
'For wine, for wine we left our kernel tree;
|
|
For wine we left our heath, and yellow brooms,
|
|
And cold mushrooms;
|
|
For wine we follow Bacchus through the earth;
|
|
Great God of breathless cups and chirping mirth!-
|
|
Come hither, lady fair, and joined be
|
|
To our mad minstrelsy!'
|
|
|
|
"Over wide streams and mountains great we went,
|
|
And, save when Bacchus kept his ivy tent,
|
|
Onward the tiger and the leopard pants,
|
|
With Asian elephants:
|
|
Onward these myriads- with song and dance,
|
|
With zebras striped, and sleek Arabians' prance,
|
|
Web-footed alligators, crocodiles,
|
|
Bearing upon their scaly backs, in files,
|
|
Plump infant laughers mimicking the coil
|
|
Of seamen, and stout galley-rowers' toil:
|
|
With toying oars and silken sails they glide,
|
|
Nor care for wind and tide.
|
|
|
|
"Mounted on panthers' furs and lions' manes,
|
|
From rear to van they scour about the plains;
|
|
A three days' journey in a moment done:
|
|
And always, at the rising of the sun,
|
|
About the wilds they hunt with spear and horn,
|
|
On spleenful unicorn.
|
|
|
|
"I saw Osirian Egypt kneel adown
|
|
Before the vine-wreath crown!
|
|
I saw parch'd Abyssinia rouse and sing
|
|
To the silver cymbals' ring!
|
|
I saw the whelming vintage hotly pierce
|
|
Old Tartary the fierce!
|
|
The kings of Inde their jewel-sceptres vail,
|
|
And from their treasures scatter pearled hail;
|
|
Great Brahma from his mystic heaven groans,
|
|
And all his priesthood moans;
|
|
Before young Bacchus' eye-wink turning pale.-
|
|
Into these regions came I following him,
|
|
Sick hearted, weary- so I took a whim
|
|
To stray away into these forests drear
|
|
Alone, without a peer:
|
|
And I have told thee all thou mayest hear.
|
|
|
|
"Young stranger!
|
|
I've been a ranger
|
|
In search of pleasure throughout every clime:
|
|
Alas, 'tis not for me!
|
|
Bewitch'd I sure must be,
|
|
To lose in grieving all my maiden prime.
|
|
|
|
"Come then, Sorrow!
|
|
Sweetest Sorrow!
|
|
Like an own babe I nurse thee on my breast:
|
|
I thought to leave thee
|
|
And deceive thee,
|
|
But now of all the world I love thee best.
|
|
|
|
"There is not one,
|
|
No, no, not one
|
|
But thee to comfort a poor lonely maid;
|
|
Thou art her mother,
|
|
And her brother,
|
|
Her playmate, and her wooer in the shade."
|
|
|
|
O what a sigh she gave in finishing,
|
|
And look, quite dead to every worldly thing!
|
|
Endymion could not speak, but gazed on her;
|
|
And listened to the wind that now did stir
|
|
About the crisped oaks full drearily,
|
|
Yet with as sweet a softness as might be
|
|
Remember'd from its velvet summer song.
|
|
At last he said: "Poor lady, how thus long
|
|
Have I been able to endure that voice?
|
|
Fair Melody! kind Syren! I've no choice;
|
|
I must be thy sad servant evermore:
|
|
I cannot choose but kneel here and adore.
|
|
Alas, I must not think- by Phoebe, no!
|
|
Let me not think, soft Angel! shall it be so?
|
|
Say, beautifullest, shall I never think?
|
|
O thou could'st foster me beyond the brink
|
|
Of recollection! make my watchful care
|
|
Close up its bloodshot eyes, nor see despair!
|
|
Do gently murder half my soul, and
|
|
Shall feel the other half so utterly!-
|
|
I'm giddy at that cheek so fair and smooth;
|
|
O let it blush so ever! let it soothe
|
|
My madness! let it mantle rosy-warm
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With the tinge of love, panting in safe alarm.-
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This cannot be thy hand, and yet it is;
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And this is sure thine other softling- this
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Thine own fair bosom, and I am so near!
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Wilt fall asleep? O let me sip that tear!
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And whisper one sweet word that I may know
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This is this world- sweet dewy blossom!"- Woe!
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Woe! Woe to that Endymion! Where is he?-
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Even these words went echoing dismally
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Through the wide forest- a most fearful tone,
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Like one repenting in his latest moan;
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And while it died away a shade pass'd by,
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As of a thunder cloud. When arrows fly
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Through the thick branches, poor ring-doves sleek forth
|
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Their timid necks and tremble; so these both
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Leant to each other trembling, and sat so
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Waiting for some destruction- when lo,
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Foot-feather'd Mercury appear'd sublime
|
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Beyond the tall tree tops; and in less time
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Than shoots the slanted hail-storm, down he dropt
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Towards the ground; but rested not, nor stopt
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One moment from his home: only the sward
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|
He with his wand light touch'd, and heavenward
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Swifter than sight was gone- even before
|
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The teeming earth a sudden witness bore
|
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Of his swift magic. Diving swans appear
|
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Above the crystal circlings white and clear;
|
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And catch the cheated eye in wide surprise,
|
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How they can dive in sight and unseen rise-
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So from the turf outsprang two steeds jet-black,
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Each with large dark blue wings upon his back.
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The youth of Caria plac'd the lovely dame
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On one, and felt himself in spleen to tame
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The other's fierceness. Through the air they flew,
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High as the eagles. Like two drops of dew
|
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Exhal'd to Phoebus' lips, away they are gone,
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Far from the earth away- unseen, alone,
|
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Among cool clouds and winds, but that the free,
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The buoyant life of song can floating be
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Above their heads, and follow them untir'd.-
|
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Muse of my native land, am I inspir'd?
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This is the giddy air, and I must spread
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Wide pinions to keep here; nor do I dread
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Or height, or depth, or width, or any chance
|
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Precipitous: I have beneath my glance
|
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Those towering horses and their mournful freight.
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Could I thus sail, and see, and thus await
|
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Fearless for power of thought, without thine aid?-
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|
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There is a sleepy dusk, an odorous shade
|
|
From some approaching wonder, and behold
|
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Those winged steeds, with snorting nostrils bold
|
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Snuff at its faint extreme, and seem to tire,
|
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Dying to embers from their native fire!
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|
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There curl'd a purple mist around them; soon,
|
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It seem'd as when around the pale new moon
|
|
Sad Zephyr droops the clouds like weeping willow:
|
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'Twas Sleep slow journeying with head on pillow.
|
|
For the first time, since he came nigh dead born
|
|
From the old womb of night, his cave forlorn
|
|
Had he left more forlorn; for the first time,
|
|
He felt aloof the day and morning's prime-
|
|
Because into his depth Cimmerian
|
|
There came a dream, showing how a young man,
|
|
Ere a lean bat could plump its wintery skin,
|
|
Would at high Jove's empyreal footstool win
|
|
An immortality, and how espouse
|
|
Jove's daughter, and be reckon'd of his house.
|
|
Now was he slumbering towards heaven's gate,
|
|
That he might at the threshold one hour wait
|
|
To hear the marriage melodies, and then
|
|
Sink downward to his dusky cave again.
|
|
His litter of smooth semilucent mist,
|
|
Diversely ting'd with rose and amethyst,
|
|
Puzzled those eyes that for the centre sought;
|
|
And scarcely for one moment could be caught
|
|
His sluggish form reposing motionless.
|
|
Those two on winged steeds, with all the stress
|
|
Of vision search'd for him, as one would look
|
|
Athwart the sallows of a river nook
|
|
To catch a glance at silver-throated eels,-
|
|
Or from old Skiddaw's top, when fog conceals
|
|
His rugged forehead in a mantle pale,
|
|
With an eye-guess towards some pleasant vale
|
|
Descry a favourite hamlet faint and far.
|
|
|
|
These raven horses, though they foster'd are
|
|
Of earth's splenetic fire, dully drop
|
|
Their full-vein'd ears, nostrils blood wide, and stop;
|
|
Upon the spiritless mist have they outspread
|
|
Their ample feathers, are in slumber dead,-
|
|
And on those pinions, level in mid air,
|
|
Endymion sleepeth and the lady fair.
|
|
Slowly they sail, slowly as icy isle
|
|
Upon a calm sea drifting: and meanwhile
|
|
The mournful wanderer dreams. Behold! he walks
|
|
On heaven's pavement; brotherly he talks
|
|
To divine powers: from his hand full fain
|
|
Juno's proud birds are pecking pearly grain:
|
|
He tries the nerve of Phoebus' golden bow,
|
|
And asketh where the golden apples grow:
|
|
Upon his arm he braces Pallas' shield,
|
|
And strives in vain to unsettle and wield
|
|
A Jovian thunderbolt: arch Hebe brings
|
|
A full-brimm'd goblet, dances lightly, sings
|
|
And tantalizes long; at last he drinks,
|
|
And lost in pleasure at her feet he sinks,
|
|
Touching with dazzled lips her starlight hand.
|
|
He blows a bugle,- an ethereal band
|
|
Are visible above: the Seasons four,-
|
|
Green-kyrtled Spring, flush Summer, golden store
|
|
In Autumn's sickle, Winter frosty hoar,
|
|
Join dance with shadowy Hours; while still the blast
|
|
In swells unmitigated, still doth last
|
|
To sway their floating morris. "Whose is this?
|
|
Whose bugle?" he inquires; they smile- "O Dis!
|
|
Why is this mortal here? Dost thou not know
|
|
Its mistress' lips? Not thou?- 'Tis Dian's: lo!
|
|
She rises crescented!" He looks, 'tis she,
|
|
His very goddess; good-bye earth, and sea,
|
|
And air, and pains, and care, and suffering;
|
|
Good-bye to all but love! Then doth he spring
|
|
Towards her, and awakes- and, strange, o'erhead,
|
|
Of those same fragrant exhalations bred,
|
|
Beheld awake his very dream: the gods
|
|
Stood smiling; merry Hebe laughs and nods;
|
|
And Phoebe bends towards him crescented.
|
|
O state perplexing! On the pinion bed,
|
|
Too well awake, he feels the panting side
|
|
Of his delicious lady. He who died
|
|
For soaring too audacious in the sun,
|
|
When that same treacherous wax began to run,
|
|
Felt not more tongue-tied than Endymion.
|
|
His heart leapt up as to its rightful throne,
|
|
To that fair shadow'd passion puls'd its way-
|
|
Ah, what perplexity! Ah, well a day!
|
|
So fond, so beauteous was his bed-fellow,
|
|
He could not help but kiss her: then he grew
|
|
Awhile forgetful of all beauty save
|
|
Young Phoebe's, golden hair'd; and so 'gan crave
|
|
Forgiveness: yet he turn'd once more to look
|
|
At the sweet sleeper,- all his soul was shook,-
|
|
She press'd his hand in slumber; so once more
|
|
He could not help but kiss her and adore.
|
|
At this the shadow wept, melting away.
|
|
The Latmian started up: "Bright goddess, stay!
|
|
Search my most hidden breast! By truth's own tongue,
|
|
I have no daedale heart: why is it wrung
|
|
To desperation? Is there nought for me,
|
|
Upon the bourne of bliss, but misery?"
|
|
|
|
These words awoke the stranger of dark tresses:
|
|
Her dawning love-look rapt Endymion blesses
|
|
With 'haviour soft. Sleep yawn'd from underneath.
|
|
"Thou swan of Ganges, let us no more breathe
|
|
This murky phantasm! thou contented seem'st
|
|
Pillow'd in lovely idleness, nor dream'st
|
|
What horrors may discomfort thee and me.
|
|
Ah, shouldst thou die from my heart-treachery!-
|
|
Yet did she merely weep- her gentle soul
|
|
Hath no revenge in it: as it is whole
|
|
In tenderness, would I were whole in love!
|
|
Can I prize thee, fair maid, all price above,
|
|
Even when I feel as true as innocence?
|
|
I do, I do.- What is this soul then? Whence
|
|
Came it? It does not seem my own, and I
|
|
Have no self-passion or identity.
|
|
Some fearful end must be: where, where is it?
|
|
By Nemesis, I see my spirit flit
|
|
Alone about the dark- Forgive me, sweet:
|
|
Shall we away?" He rous'd the steeds: they beat
|
|
Their wings chivalrous into the clear air,
|
|
Leaving old Sleep within his vapoury lair.
|
|
|
|
The good-night blush of eve was waning slow,
|
|
And Vesper, risen star, began to throe
|
|
In the dusk heavens silverly, when they
|
|
Thus sprang direct towards the Galaxy.
|
|
Nor did speed hinder converse soft and strange-
|
|
Eternal oaths and vows they interchange,
|
|
In such wise, in such temper, so aloof
|
|
Up in the winds, beneath a starry roof,
|
|
So witless of their doom, that verily
|
|
'Tis well nigh past man's search their hearts to see;
|
|
Whether they wept, or laugh'd, or griev'd, or toy'd-
|
|
Most like with joy gone mad, with sorrow cloy'd.
|
|
|
|
Full facing their swift flight, from ebon streak,
|
|
The moon put forth a little diamond peak,
|
|
No bigger than an unobserved star,
|
|
Or tiny point of fairy scymetar;
|
|
Bright signal that she only stoop'd to tie
|
|
Her silver sandals, ere deliciously
|
|
She bow'd into the heavens her timid head.
|
|
Slowly she rose, as though she would have fled,
|
|
While to his lady meek the Carian turn'd,
|
|
To mark if her dark eyes had yet discern'd
|
|
This beauty in its birth- Despair! despair!
|
|
He saw her body fading gaunt and spare
|
|
In the cold moonshine. Straight he seiz'd her wrist;
|
|
It melted from his grasp: her hand he kiss'd,
|
|
And, horror! kiss'd his own- he was alone.
|
|
Her steed a little higher soar'd, and then
|
|
Dropt hawkwise to the earth.
|
|
|
|
There lies a den,
|
|
Beyond the seeming confines of the space
|
|
Made for the soul to wander in and trace
|
|
Its own existence, of remotest glooms.
|
|
Dark regions are around it, where the tombs
|
|
Of buried griefs the spirit sees, but scarce
|
|
One hour doth linger weeping, for the pierce
|
|
Of new-born woe it feels more inly smart:
|
|
And in these regions many a venom'd dart
|
|
At random flies; they are the proper home
|
|
Of every ill: the man is yet to come
|
|
Who hath not journeyed in this native hell.
|
|
But few have ever felt how calm and well
|
|
Sleep may be had in that deep den of all.
|
|
There anguish does not sting; nor pleasure pall:
|
|
Woe-hurricanes beat ever at the gate,
|
|
Yet all is still within and desolate.
|
|
Beset with plainful gusts, within ye hear
|
|
No sound so loud as when on curtain'd bier
|
|
The death-watch tick is stifled. Enter none
|
|
Who strive therefore: on the sudden it is won.
|
|
Just when the sufferer begins to burn,
|
|
Then it is free to him; and from an urn,
|
|
Still fed by melting ice, he takes a draught-
|
|
Young Semele such richness never quaft
|
|
In her maternal longing! Happy gloom!
|
|
Dark Paradise! where pale becomes the bloom
|
|
Of health by due; where silence dreariest
|
|
Is most articulate; where hopes infest;
|
|
Where those eyes are the brightest far that keep
|
|
Their lids shut longest in a dreamless sleep.
|
|
O happy spirit- home! O wondrous soul!
|
|
Pregnant with such a den to save the whole
|
|
In thine own depth. Hail, gentle Carian!
|
|
For, never since thy griefs and woes began,
|
|
Hast thou felt so content: a grievous feud
|
|
Hath led thee to this Cave of Quietude.
|
|
Aye, his lull'd soul was there, although upborne
|
|
With dangerous speed: and so he did not mourn
|
|
Because he knew not whither he was going.
|
|
So happy was he, not the aerial blowing
|
|
Of trumpets at clear parley from the east
|
|
Could rouse from that fine relish, that high feast.
|
|
They stung the feather'd horse: with fierce alarm
|
|
He flapp'd towards the sound. Alas, no charm
|
|
Could lift Endymion's head, or he had view'd
|
|
A skyey mask, a pinion'd multitude,-
|
|
And silvery was its passing: voices sweet
|
|
Warbling the while as if to lull and greet
|
|
The wanderer in his path. Thus warbled they,
|
|
While past the vision went in bright array.
|
|
|
|
"Who, who from Dian's feast would be away?
|
|
For all the golden bowers of the day
|
|
Are empty left? Who, who away would be
|
|
From Cynthia's wedding and festivity?
|
|
Not Hesperus: lo! upon his silver wings
|
|
He leans away for highest heaven and sings,
|
|
Snapping his lucid fingers merrily!-
|
|
Ah, Zephyrus! art here, and Flora too!
|
|
Ye tender bibbers of the rain and dew,
|
|
Young playmates of the rose and daffodil,
|
|
Be careful, ere ye enter in, to fill
|
|
Your baskets high
|
|
With fennel green, and balm, and golden pines,
|
|
Savory, latter-mint, and columbines,
|
|
Cool parsley, basil sweet, and sunny thyme;
|
|
Yea, every flower and leaf of every clime,
|
|
All gather'd in the dewy morning: hie
|
|
Away! fly, fly!-
|
|
Crystalline brother of the belt of heaven,
|
|
Aquarius! to whom king Jove has given
|
|
Two liquid pulse streams 'stead of feather'd wings,
|
|
Two fan-like fountains,- thine illuminings
|
|
For Dian play:
|
|
Dissolve the frozen purity of air;
|
|
Let thy white shoulders silvery and bare
|
|
Show cold through water pinions; make more bright
|
|
The Star-Queen's crescent on her marriage night:
|
|
Haste, haste away!-
|
|
Castor has tamed the planet Lion, see!
|
|
And of the Bear has Pollux mastery:
|
|
A third is in the race! who is the third
|
|
Speeding away swift as the eagle bird?
|
|
The ramping Centaur!
|
|
The Lion's mane's on end: the Bear how fierce!
|
|
The Centaur's arrow ready seems to pierce
|
|
Some enemy: far forth his bow is bent
|
|
Into the blue of heaven. He'll be shent,
|
|
Pale unrelentor,
|
|
When he shall hear the wedding lutes a playing.-
|
|
Andromeda! sweet woman! why delaying
|
|
So timidly among the stars: come hither!
|
|
Join this bright throng, and nimbly follow whither
|
|
They all are going.
|
|
Danae's Son, before Jove newly bow'd,
|
|
Has wept for thee, calling to Jove aloud.
|
|
Thee, gentle lady, did he disenthral:
|
|
Ye shall for ever live and love, for all
|
|
Thy tears are flowing.-
|
|
By Daphne's fright, behold Apollo!-"
|
|
|
|
More
|
|
Endymion heard not: down his steed him bore,
|
|
Prone to the green head of a misty hill.
|
|
|
|
His first touch of the earth went nigh to kill.
|
|
"Alas!" said he, "were I but always borne
|
|
Through dangerous winds, had but my footsteps worn
|
|
A path in hell, for ever would I bless
|
|
Horrors which nourish an uneasiness
|
|
For my own sullen conquering: to him
|
|
Who lives beyond earth's boundary, grief is dim,
|
|
Sorrow is but a shadow: now I see
|
|
The grass; I feel the solid ground- Ah, me!
|
|
It is thy voice- divinest! Where?- who? who
|
|
Left thee so quiet on this bed of dew?
|
|
Behold upon this happy earth we are;
|
|
Let us aye love each other; let us fare
|
|
On forest-fruits, and never, never go
|
|
Among the abodes of mortals here below,
|
|
Or be by phantoms duped. O destiny!
|
|
Into a labyrinth now my soul would fly,
|
|
But with thy beauty will I deaden it.
|
|
Where didst thou melt to? By thee will I sit
|
|
For ever: let our fate stop here- a kid
|
|
I on this spot will offer: Pan will bid
|
|
Us live in peace, in love and peace among
|
|
His forest wildernesses. I have clung
|
|
To nothing, lov'd a nothing, nothing seen
|
|
Or felt but a great dream! O I have been
|
|
Presumptuous against love, against the sky,
|
|
Against all elements, against the tie
|
|
Of mortals each to each, against the blooms
|
|
Of flowers, rush of rivers, and the tombs
|
|
Of heroes gone! Against his proper glory
|
|
Has my own soul conspired: so my story
|
|
Will I to children utter, and repent.
|
|
There never liv'd a mortal man, who bent
|
|
His appetite beyond his natural sphere,
|
|
But starv'd and died. My sweetest Indian, here,
|
|
Here will I kneel, for thou redeemed hast
|
|
My life from too thin breathing: gone and past
|
|
Are cloudy phantasms. Caverns lone, farewell!
|
|
And air of visions, and the monstrous swell
|
|
Of visionary seas! No, never more
|
|
Shall airy voices cheat me to the shore
|
|
Of tangled wonder, breathless and aghast.
|
|
Adieu, my daintiest Dream! although so vast
|
|
My love is still for thee. The hour may come
|
|
When we shall meet in pure elysium.
|
|
On earth I may not love thee; and therefore
|
|
Doves will I offer up, and sweetest store
|
|
All through the teeming year: so thou wilt shine
|
|
On me, and on this damsel fair of mine,
|
|
And bless our silver lives. My Indian bliss!
|
|
My river-lilly bud! one human kiss!
|
|
One sigh of real breath- one gentle squeeze,
|
|
Warm as a dove's nest among summer trees,
|
|
And warm with dew at ooze from living blood!
|
|
Whither didst melt? Ah, what of that!- all good
|
|
We'll talk about- no more of dreaming.- Now,
|
|
Where shall our dwelling be? Under the brow
|
|
Of some steep mossy hill, where ivy dun
|
|
Would hide us up, although spring leaves were none;
|
|
And where dark yew trees, as we rustle through,
|
|
Will drop their scarlet berry cups of dew?
|
|
O thou wouldst joy to live in such a place;
|
|
Dusk for our loves, yet light enough to grace
|
|
Those gentle limbs on mossy bed reclin'd:
|
|
For by one step the blue sky shouldst thou find,
|
|
And by another, in deep dell below,
|
|
See, through the trees, a little river go
|
|
All in its mid-day gold and glimmering.
|
|
Honey from out the gnarled hive I'll bring,
|
|
And apples, wan with sweetness, gather thee,-
|
|
Cresses that grow where no man may them see,
|
|
And sorrel untorn by the dew-claw'd stag:
|
|
Pipes will I fashion of the syrinx flag,
|
|
That thou mayst always know whither I roam,
|
|
When it shall please thee in our quiet home
|
|
To listen and think of love. Still let me speak;
|
|
Still let me dive into the joy I seek,-
|
|
For yet the past doth prison me. The rill,
|
|
Thou haply mayst delight in, will I fill
|
|
With fairy fishes from the mountain tarn,
|
|
And thou shalt feed them from the squirrel's barn.
|
|
Its bottom will I strew with amber shells,
|
|
And pebbles blue from deep enchanted wells.
|
|
Its sides I'll plant with dew-sweet eglantine,
|
|
And honeysuckles full of clear bee-wine.
|
|
I will entice this crystal rill to trace
|
|
Love's silver name upon the meadow's face.
|
|
I'll kneel to Vesta, for a flame of fire;
|
|
And to god Phoebus, for a golden lyre;
|
|
To Empress Dian, for a hunting spear;
|
|
To Vesper, for a taper silver-clear,
|
|
That I may see thy beauty through the night;
|
|
To Flora, and a nightingale shall light
|
|
Tame on thy finger; to the River-gods,
|
|
And they shall bring thee taper fishing-rods
|
|
Of gold, and lines of Naiads' long bright tress.
|
|
Heaven shield thee for thine utter loveliness!
|
|
Thy mossy footstool shall the altar be
|
|
'Fore which I'll bend, bending, dear love, to thee:
|
|
Those lips shall be my Delphos, and shall speak
|
|
Laws to my footsteps, colour to my cheek,
|
|
Trembling or stedfastness to this same voice,
|
|
And of three sweetest pleasurings the choice:
|
|
And that affectionate light, those diamond things,
|
|
Those eyes, those passions, those supreme pearl springs,
|
|
Shall be my grief, or twinkle me to pleasure.
|
|
Say, is not bliss within our perfect seisure?
|
|
O that I could not doubt!"
|
|
|
|
The mountaineer
|
|
Thus strove by fancies vain and crude to clear
|
|
His briar'd path to some tranquillity.
|
|
It gave bright gladness to his lady's eye,
|
|
And yet the tears she wept were tears of sorrow;
|
|
Answering thus, just as the golden morrow
|
|
Beam'd upward from the vallies of the east:
|
|
"O that the flutter of this heart had ceas'd,
|
|
Or the sweet name of love had pass'd away.
|
|
Young feather'd tyrant! by a swift decay
|
|
Wilt thou devote this body to the earth:
|
|
And I do think that at my very birth
|
|
I lisp'd thy blooming titles inwardly;
|
|
For at the first, first dawn and thought of thee,
|
|
With uplift hands I blest the stars of heaven.
|
|
Art thou not cruel? Ever have I striven
|
|
To think thee kind, but ah, it will not do!
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When yet a child, I heard that kisses drew
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Favour from thee, and so I kisses gave
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To the void air, bidding them find out love:
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But when I came to feel how far above
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All fancy, pride, and fickle maidenhood,
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All earthly pleasure, all imagin'd good,
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Was the warm tremble of a devout kiss,-
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Even then, that moment, at the thought of this,
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Fainting I fell into a bed of flowers,
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And languish'd there three days. Ye milder powers,
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Am I not cruelly wrong'd? Believe, believe
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Me, dear Endymion, were I to weave
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With my own fancies garlands of sweet life,
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Thou shouldst be one of all. Ah, bitter strife!
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I may not be thy love: I am forbidden-
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Indeed I am- thwarted, affrighted, chidden,
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By things I trembled at, and gorgon wrath.
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Twice hast thou ask'd whither I went: henceforth
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Ask me no more! I may not utter it,
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Nor may I be thy love. We might commit
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Ourselves at once to vengeance; we might die;
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We might embrace and die: voluptuous thought!
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Enlarge not to my hunger, or I'm caught
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In trammels of perverse deliciousness.
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No, no, that shall not be: thee will I bless,
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And bid a long adieu."
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The Carian
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No word return'd: both lovelorn, silent, wan,
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Into the vallies green together went.
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Far wandering, they were perforce content
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To sit beneath a fair lone beechen tree;
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Nor at each other gaz'd, but heavily
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Por'd on its hazle cirque of shedded leaves.
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Endymion! unhappy! it nigh grieves
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Me to behold thee thus in last extreme:
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Ensky'd ere this, but truly that I deem
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Truth the best music in a first-born song.
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Thy lute-voic'd brother will I sing ere long,
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And thou shalt aid- hast thou not aided me?
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Yes, moonlight Emperor! felicity
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Has been thy meed for many thousand years;
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Yet often have I, on the brink of tears,
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Mourn'd as if yet thou wert a forester;-
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Forgetting the old tale.
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He did not stir
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His eyes from the dead leaves, or one small pulse
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Of joy he might have felt. The spirit culls
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Unfaded amaranth, when wild it strays
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Through the old garden-ground of boyish days.
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A little onward ran the very stream
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By which he took his first soft poppy dream;
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And on the very bark 'gainst which he leant
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A crescent he had carv'd, and round it spent
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His skill in little stars. The teeming tree
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Had swollen and green'd the pious charactery,
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But not ta'en out. Why, there was not a slope
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Up which he had not fear'd the antelope;
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And not a tree, beneath whose rooty shade
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He had not with his tamed leopards play'd:
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Nor could an arrow light, or javelin,
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Fly in the air where his had never been-
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And yet he knew it not.
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O treachery!
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Why does his lady smile, pleasing her eye
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With all his sorrowing? He sees her not.
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But who so stares on him? His sister sure!
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Peona of the woods!- Can she endure-
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Impossible- how dearly they embrace!
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His lady smiles; delight is in her face;
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It is no treachery.
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"Dear brother mine!
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Endymion, weep not so! Why shouldst thou pine
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When all great Latmos so exalt will be?
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Thank the great gods, and look not bitterly;
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And speak not one pale word, and sigh no more.
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Sure I will not believe thou hast such store
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Of grief, to last thee to my kiss again.
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Thou surely canst not bear a mind in pain,
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Come hand in hand with one so beautiful.
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Be happy both of you! for I will pull
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The flowers of autumn for your coronals.
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Pan's holy priest for young Endymion calls;
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And when he is restor'd, thou, fairest dame,
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Shalt be our queen. Now, is it not a shame
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To see ye thus,- not very, very sad?
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Perhaps ye are too happy to be glad:
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O feel as if it were a common day;
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Free-voic'd as one who never was away.
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No tongue shall ask, whence come ye? but ye shall
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Be gods of your own rest imperial.
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Not even I, for one whole month, will pry
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Into the hours that have pass'd us by,
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Since in my arbour I did sing to thee.
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O Hermes! on this very night will be
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A hymning up to Cynthia, queen of light;
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For the soothsayers old saw yesternight
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Good visions in the air,- whence will befal,
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As say these sages, health perpetual
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To shepherds and their flocks; and furthermore,
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In Dian's face they read the gentle lore:
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Therefore for her these vesper-carols are.
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Our friends will all be there from nigh and far.
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Many upon thy death have ditties made;
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And many, even now, their foreheads shade
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With cypress, on a day of sacrifice.
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New singing for our maids shalt thou devise,
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And pluck the sorrow from our huntsmen's brows.
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Tell me, my lady-queen, how to espouse
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This wayward brother to his rightful joys!
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His eyes are on thee bent, as thou didst poize
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His fate most goddess-like. Help me, I pray,
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To lure- Endymion, dear brother, say
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What ails thee?" He could bear no more, and so
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Bent his soul fiercely like a spiritual bow,
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And twang'd it inwardly, and calmly said:
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"I would have thee my only friend, sweet maid!
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My only visitor! not ignorant though,
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That those deceptions which for pleasure go
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'Mong men, are pleasures real as real may be:
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But there are higher ones I may not see,
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If impiously an earthly realm I take.
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Since I saw thee, I have been wide awake
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Night after night, and day by day, until
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Of the empyrean I have drunk my fill.
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Let it content thee, Sister, seeing me
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More happy than betides mortality.
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A hermit young, I'll live in mossy cave,
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Where thou alone shalt come to me, and lave
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Thy spirit in the wonders I shall tell.
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Through me the shepherd realm shall prosper well;
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For to thy tongue will I all health confide.
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And, for my sake, let this young maid abide
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With thee as a dear sister. Thou alone,
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Peona, mayst return to me. I own
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This may sound strangely: but when, dearest girl,
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Thou seest it for my happiness, no pearl
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Will trespass down those cheeks. Companion fair!
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Wilt be content to dwell with her, to share
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This sister's love with me?" Like one resign'd
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And bent by circumstance, and thereby blind
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In self-commitment, thus that meek unknown:
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"Aye, but a buzzing by my ears has flown,
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Of jubilee to Dian:- truth I heard?
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Well then, I see there is no little bird,
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Tender soever, but is Jove's own care,
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Long have I sought for rest, and, unaware,
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Behold I find it! so exalted too!
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So after my own heart! I knew, I knew
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There was a place untenanted in it:
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In that same void white Chastity shall sit,
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And monitor me nightly to lone slumber.
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With sanest lips I vow me to the number
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Of Dian's sisterhood; and, kind lady,
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With thy good help, this very night shall see
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My future days to her fane consecrate."
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As feels a dreamer what doth most create
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His own particular fright, so these three felt:
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Or like one who, in after ages, knelt
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To Lucifer or Baal, when he'd pine
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After a little sleep: or when in mine
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Far under-ground, a sleeper meets his friends
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Who know him not. Each diligently bends
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Towards common thoughts and things for very fear;
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Striving their ghastly malady to cheer,
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By thinking it a thing of yes and no,
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|
That housewives talk of. But the spirit-blow
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|
Was struck, and all were dreamers. At the last
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Endymion said: "Are not our fates all cast?
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Why stand we here? Adieu, ye tender pair!
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Adieu!" Whereat those maidens, with wild stare,
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Walk'd dizzily away. Pained and hot
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|
His eyes went after them, until they got
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Near to a cypress grove, whose deadly maw,
|
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In one swift moment, would what then he saw
|
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Engulph for ever. "Stay!" he cried, "ah, stay!
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Turn, damsels! hist! one word I have to say.
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Sweet Indian, I would see thee once again.
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It is a thing I dote on: so I'd fain,
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Peona, ye should hand in hand repair
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Into those holy groves, that silent are
|
|
Behind great Dian's temple. I'll be yon,
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At Vesper's earliest twinkle- they are gone-
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But once, once, once again-" At this he press'd
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His hands against his face, and then did rest
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|
His head upon a mossy hillock green,
|
|
And so remain'd as he a corpse had been
|
|
All the long day; save when he scantly lifted
|
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His eyes abroad, to see how shadows shifted
|
|
With the slow move of time,- sluggish and weary
|
|
Until the poplar tops, in journey dreary,
|
|
Had reach'd the river's brim. Then up he rose,
|
|
And, slowly as that very river flows,
|
|
Walk'd towards the temple grove with this lament:
|
|
"Why such a golden eve? The breeze is sent
|
|
Careful and soft, that not a leaf may fall
|
|
Before the serene father of them all
|
|
Bows down his summer head below the west.
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|
Now am I of breath, speech, and speed possest,
|
|
But at the setting I must bid adieu
|
|
To her for the last time. Night will strew
|
|
On the damp grass myriads of lingering leaves,
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|
And with them shall I die; nor much it grieves
|
|
To die, when summer dies on the cold sward.
|
|
Why, I have been a butterfly, a lord
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|
Of flowers, garlands, love-knots, silly posies,
|
|
Groves, meadows, melodies, and arbour roses;
|
|
My kingdom's at its death, and just it is
|
|
That I should die with it: so in all this
|
|
We miscall grief, bale, sorrow, heartbreak, woe,
|
|
What is there to plain of? By Titan's foe
|
|
I am but rightly serv'd." So saying, he
|
|
Tripp'd lightly on, in sort of deathful glee;
|
|
Laughing at the clear stream and setting sun,
|
|
As though they jests had been: nor had he done
|
|
His laugh at nature's holy countenance,
|
|
Until that grove appear'd, as if perchance,
|
|
And then his tongue with sober seemlihed
|
|
Gave utterance as he enter'd: "Ha! I said,
|
|
King of the butterflies; but by this gloom,
|
|
And by old Rhadamanthus' tongue of doom,
|
|
This dusk religion, pomp of solitude,
|
|
And the Promethean clay by thief endued,
|
|
By old Saturnus' forelock, by his head
|
|
Shook with eternal palsy, I did wed
|
|
Myself to things of light from infancy;
|
|
And thus to be cast out, thus lorn to die,
|
|
Is sure enough to make a mortal man
|
|
Grow impious." So he inwardly began
|
|
On things for which no wording can be found;
|
|
Deeper and deeper sinking, until drown'd
|
|
Beyond the reach of music: for the choir
|
|
Of Cynthia he heard not, though rough briar
|
|
Nor muffling thicket interpos'd to dull
|
|
The vesper hymn, far swollen, soft and full,
|
|
Through the dark pillars of those sylvan aisles.
|
|
He saw not the two maidens, nor their smiles,
|
|
Wan as primroses gather'd at midnight
|
|
By chilly finger'd spring. "Unhappy wight!
|
|
Endymion!" said Peona, "we are here!
|
|
What wouldst thou ere we all are laid on bier?"
|
|
Then he embrac'd her, and his lady's hand
|
|
Press'd, saying: "Sister, I would have command,
|
|
If it were heaven's will, on our sad fate."
|
|
At which that dark-eyed stranger stood elate
|
|
And said, in a new voice, but sweet as love,
|
|
To Endymion's amaze: "By Cupid's dove,
|
|
And so thou shalt! and by the lilly truth
|
|
Of my own breast thou shalt, beloved youth!"
|
|
And as she spake, into her face there came
|
|
Light, as reflected from a silver flame:
|
|
Her long black hair swell'd ampler, in display
|
|
Full golden; in her eyes a brighter day
|
|
Dawn'd blue and full of love. Aye, he beheld
|
|
Phoebe, his passion! joyous she upheld
|
|
Her lucid bow, continuing thus: "Drear, drear
|
|
Has our delaying been; but foolish fear
|
|
Withheld me first; and then decrees of fate;
|
|
And then 'twas fit that from this mortal state
|
|
Thou shouldst, my love, by some unlook'd for change
|
|
Be spiritualiz'd. Peona, we shall range
|
|
These forests, and to thee they safe shall be
|
|
As was thy cradle; hither shalt thou flee
|
|
To meet us many a time." Next Cynthia bright
|
|
Peona kiss'd, and bless'd with fair good night:
|
|
Her brother kiss'd her too, and knelt adown
|
|
Before his goddess, in a blissful swoon.
|
|
She gave her fair hands to him, and behold,
|
|
Before three swiftest kisses he had told,
|
|
They vanish'd far away!- Peona went
|
|
Home through the gloomy wood in wonderment.
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THE END
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