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556 lines
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1843
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TWICE-TOLD TALES
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EGOTISM, OR, THE BOSOM SERPENT
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FROM THE UNPUBLISHED "ALLEGORIES OF THE HEART"
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by Nathaniel Hawthorne
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HERE HE COMES!" shouted the boys along the street. "Here comes
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the man with a snake in his bosom!"
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This outcry, saluting Herkimer's ears, as he was about to enter the
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iron gate of the Elliston mansion, made him pause. It was not
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without a shudder that he found himself on the point of meeting his
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former acquaintance, whom he had known in the glory of youth, and whom
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now, after an interval of five years, he was to find the victim either
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of a diseased fancy, or a horrible physical misfortune.
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"A snake in his bosom!" repeated the young sculptor to himself. "It
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must be he. No second man on earth has such a bosom-friend! And now,
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my poor Rosina, Heaven grant me wisdom to discharge my errand
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aright! Woman's faith must be strong indeed, since thine has not yet
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failed."
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Thus musing, he took his stand at the entrance of the gate, and
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waited until the personage, so singularly announced, should make his
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appearance. After an instant or two, he beheld the figure of a lean
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man, of unwholesome look, with glittering eyes and long black hair,
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who seemed to imitate the motion of a snake; for, instead of walking
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straight forward with open front, he undulated along the pavement in a
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curved line. It may be too fanciful to say, that something, either
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in his moral or material aspect, suggested the idea that a miracle had
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been wrought, by transforming a serpent into a man; but so
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imperfectly, that the snaky nature was yet hidden, and scarcely
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hidden, under the mere outward guise of humanity. Herkimer remarked
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that his complexion had a greenish tinge over its sickly white,
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reminding him of a species of marble out of which he had once
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wrought a head of Envy, with her snaky locks.
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The wretched being approached the gate, but, instead of entering,
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stopt short, and fixed the glitter of his eye full upon the
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compassionate, yet steady countenance of the sculptor.
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"It gnaws me! It gnaws me!" he exclaimed.
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And then there was an audible hiss, but whether it came from the
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apparent lunatic's own lips, or was the real hiss of a serpent,
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might admit of discussion. At all events, it made Herkimer shudder
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to his heart's core.
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"Do you know me, George Herkimer?" asked the snake-possessed.
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Herkimer did know him. But it demanded all the intimate and
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practical acquaintance with the human face, acquired by modelling
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actual likenesses in clay, to recognize the features of Roderick
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Elliston in the visage that now met the sculptor's gaze. Yet it was
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he. It added nothing to the wonder, to reflect that the once brilliant
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young man had undergone this odious and fearful change, during the
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no more than five brief years of Herkimer's abode at Florence. The
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possibility of such a transformation being granted, it was as easy
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to conceive it effected in a moment as in an age. Inexpressibly
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shocked and startled, it was still the keenest pang, when Herkimer
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remembered that the fate of his cousin Rosina, the ideal of gentle
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womanhood, was indissolubly interwoven with that of a being whom
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Providence seemed to have unhumanized.
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"Elliston! Roderick!" cried he, "I had heard of this; but my
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conception came far short of the truth. What has befallen you? Why
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do I find you thus?"
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"Oh, 'tis a mere nothing! A snake! A snake! The commonest thing
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in the world. A snake in the bosom- that's all," answered Roderick
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Elliston. "But how is your own breast?" continued he, looking the
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sculptor in the eye, with the most acute and penetrating glance that
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it had ever been his fortune to encounter. "All pure and wholesome? No
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reptile there? By my faith and conscience, and by the devil within me,
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here is a wonder! A man without a serpent in his bosom!"
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"Be calm, Elliston," whispered George Herkimer, laying his hand
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upon the shoulder of the snake-possessed. "I have crossed the ocean to
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meet you. Listen- let us be private- I bring a message from Rosina!
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from your wife!"
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"It gnaws me! It gnaws me!" muttered Roderick.
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With this exclamation, the most frequent in his mouth, the
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unfortunate man clutched both hands upon his breast, as if an
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intolerable sting or torture impelled him to rend it open, and let out
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the living mischief, even where it intertwined with his own life. He
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then freed himself from Herkimer's grasp, by a subtle motion, and
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gliding through the gate, took refuge in his antiquated family
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residence. The sculptor did not pursue him. He saw that no available
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intercourse could be expected at such a moment, and was desirous,
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before another meeting, to inquire closely into the nature of
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Roderick's disease, and the circumstances that had reduced him to so
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lamentable a condition. He succeeded in obtaining the necessary
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information from an eminent medical gentleman.
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Shortly after Elliston's separation from his wife- now nearly
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four years ago- his associates had observed a singular gloom spreading
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over his daily life, like those chill, gray mists that sometimes steal
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away the sunshine from a summer's morning. The symptoms caused them
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endless perplexity. They knew not whether ill health were robbing
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his spirits of elasticity; or whether a canker of the mind was
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gradually eating, as such cankers do, from his moral system into the
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physical frame, which is but the shadow of the former. They looked for
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the root of this trouble in his shattered schemes of domestic bliss-
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wilfully shattered by himself-but could not be satisfied of its
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existence there. Some thought that their once brilliant friend was
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in an incipient stage of insanity, of which his passionate impulses
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had perhaps been the forerunners; others prognosticated a general
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blight and gradual decline. From Roderick's own lips, they could learn
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nothing. More than once, it is true, he had been heard to say,
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clutching his hands convulsively upon his breast- "It gnaws me! It
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gnaws me!"- but, by different auditors, a great diversity of
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explanation was assigned to this ominous expression. What could it be,
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that gnawed the breast of Roderick Elliston? Was it sorrow? Was it
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merely the tooth of physical disease? Or, in his reckless course,
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often verging upon profligacy, if not plunging into its depths, had he
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been guilty of some deed, which made his bosom a prey to the
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deadlier fangs of remorse? There was plausible ground for each of
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these conjectures; but it must not be concealed that more than one
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elderly gentleman, the victim of good cheer and slothful habits,
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magisterially pronounced the secret of the whole matter to be
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Dyspepsia!
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Meanwhile, Roderick seemed aware how generally he had become the
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subject of curiosity and conjecture, and, with a morbid repugnance
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to such notice, or to any notice whatsoever, estranged himself from
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all companionship. Not merely the eye of man was a horror to him;
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not merely the light of a friend's countenance; but even the blessed
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sunshine, likewise, which, in its universal beneficence, typifies
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the radiance of the Creator's face, expressing his love for all the
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creatures of his hand. The dusky twilight was now too transparent
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for Roderick Elliston; the blackest midnight was his chosen hour to
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steal abroad; and if ever he were seen, it was when the watchman's
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lantern gleamed upon his figure, gliding along the street with his
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hands clutched upon his bosom, still muttering: "It gnaws me! It gnaws
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me!" What could it be that gnawed him?
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After a time, it became known that Elliston was in the habit of
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resorting to all the noted quacks that infested the city, or whom
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money would tempt to journey thither from a distance. By one of
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these persons, in the exultation of a supposed cure, it was proclaimed
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far and wide, by dint of hand-bills and little pamphlets on dingy
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paper, that a distinguished gentleman, Roderick Elliston, Esq., had
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been relieved of a SNAKE in his stomach! So here was the monstrous
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secret, ejected from its lurking-place into public view, in all its
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horrible deformity. The mystery was out; but not so the bosom serpent.
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He, if it were anything but a delusion, still lay coiled in his living
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den. The empiric's cure had been a sham, the effect it was supposed,
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of some stupefying drug, which more nearly caused the death of the
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patient than of the odious reptile that possessed him. When Roderick
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Elliston regained entire sensibility, it was to find his misfortune
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the town talk- the more than nine days' wonder and horror- while, at
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his bosom, he felt the sickening motion of a thing alive, and the
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gnawing of that restless fang, which seemed to gratify at once a
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physical appetite and a fiendish spite.
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He summoned the old black servant, who had been bred up in his
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father's house, and was a middle-aged man while Roderick lay in his
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cradle.
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"Scipio!" he began; and then paused, with his arms folded over
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his heart. "What do people say of me, Scipio?"
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"Sir! my poor master! that you had a serpent in your bosom,"
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answered the servant, with hesitation.
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"And what else?" asked Roderick, with a ghastly look at the man.
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"Nothing else, dear master," replied Scipio; "only that the
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Doctor gave you a powder, and that the snake leapt out upon the
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floor."
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"No, no!" muttered Roderick to himself, as he shook his head, and
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pressed his hands with a more convulsive force upon his breast- "I
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feel him still. It gnaws me! It gnaws me!"
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From this time, the miserable sufferer ceased to shun the world,
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but rather solicited and forced himself upon the notice of
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acquaintances and strangers. It was partly the result of
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desperation, on finding that the cavern of his own bosom had not
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proved deep and dark enough to hide the secret, even while it was so
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secure a fortress for the loathsome fiend that had crept into it.
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But still more, this craving for notoriety was a symptom of the
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intense morbidness which now pervaded his nature. All persons,
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chronically diseased, are egotists, whether the disease be of the mind
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or body; whether sin, sorrow, or merely the more tolerable calamity of
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some endless pain, or mischief among the cords of mortal life. Such
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individuals are made acutely conscious of a self, by the torture in
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which it dwells. Self, therefore, grows to be so prominent an object
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with them, that they cannot but present it to the face of every casual
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passer-by. There is a pleasure- perhaps the greatest of which the
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sufferer is susceptible- in displaying the wasted or ulcerated limb,
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or the cancer in the breast; and the fouler the crime, with so much
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the more difficulty does the perpetrator prevent it from thrusting
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up its snake-like head to frighten the world; for it is that cancer,
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or that crime, which constitutes their respective individuality.
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Roderick Elliston, who, a little while before had held himself so
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scornfully above the common lot of men, now paid full allegiance to
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this humiliating law. The snake in his bosom seemed the symbol of a
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monstrous egotism, to which everything was referred, and which he
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pampered, night and day, with a continual and exclusive sacrifice of
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devil-worship.
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He soon exhibited what most people considered indubitable tokens of
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insanity. In some of his moods, strange to say, he prided and
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gloried himself on being marked out from the ordinary experience of
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mankind, by the possession of a double nature, and a life within a
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life. He appeared to imagine that the snake was a divinity- not
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celestial, it is true, but darkly infernal- and that he thence derived
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an eminence and a sanctity, horrid, indeed, yet more desirable than
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whatever ambition aims at. Thus he drew his misery around him like a
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regal mantle, and looked down triumphantly upon those whose vitals
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nourished no deadly monster. Oftener, however, his human nature
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asserted its empire over him, in the shape of a yearning for
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fellowship. It grew to be his custom to spend the whole day in
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wandering about the streets, aimlessly, unless it might be called an
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aim to establish a species of brotherhood between himself and the
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world. With cankered ingenuity, he sought out his own disease in every
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breast. Whether insane or not, he showed so keen a perception of
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frailty, error, and vice, that many persons gave him credit for
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being possessed not merely with a serpent, but with an actual fiend,
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who imparted this evil faculty of recognizing whatever was ugliest
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in man's heart.
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For instance, he met an individual, who, for thirty years, had
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cherished a hatred against his own brother. Roderick, amidst the
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throng of the street, laid his hand on this man's chest, and looking
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full into his forbidding face,
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"How is the snake today?"- he inquired, with a mock expression of
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sympathy.
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"The snake!" exclaimed the brother-hater- "What do you mean?"
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"The snake! The snake! Does he gnaw you?" persisted Roderick.
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"Did you take counsel with him this morning, when you should have been
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saying your prayers? Did he sting, when you thought of your
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brother's health, wealth, and good repute? Did he caper for joy,
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when you remembered the profligacy of his only son? And whether he
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stung, or whether he frolicked, did you feel his poison throughout
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your body and soul, converting everything to sourness and
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bitterness? That is the way of such serpents. I have learned the whole
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nature of them from my own!"
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"Where is the police?" roared the object of Roderick's persecution,
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at the same time giving an instinctive clutch to his breast. "Why is
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this lunatic allowed to go at large?"
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"Ha, ha!" chuckled Roderick, releasing his grasp of the man. "His
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bosom serpent has stung him then!"
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Often, it pleased the unfortunate young man to vex people with a
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lighter satire, yet still characterized by somewhat of snake-like
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virulence. One day he encountered an ambitious statesman, and
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gravely inquired after the welfare of his boa-constrictor; for of that
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species, Roderick affirmed, this gentleman's serpent must needs be,
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since its appetite was enormous enough to devour the whole country and
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constitution. At another time, he stopped a close-fisted old fellow,
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of great wealth, but who skulked about the city in the guise of a
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scare-crow, with a patched blue surtout, brown hat, and mouldy
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boots, scraping pence together, and picking up rusty nails. Pretending
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to look earnestly at this respectable person's stomach, Roderick
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assured him that his snake was a copper-head, and had been generated
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by the immense quantities of that base metal, with which he daily
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defiled his fingers. Again, he assaulted a man of rubicund visage, and
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told him that few bosom serpents had more of the devil in them, than
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those that breed in the vats of a distillery. The next whom Roderick
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honored with his attention was a distinguished clergyman, who happened
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just then to be engaged in a theological controversy, where human
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wrath was more perceptible than divine inspiration.
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"You have swallowed a snake, in a cup of sacramental wine," quoth
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he.
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"Profane wretch!" exclaimed the divine; but, nevertheless, his hand
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stole to his breast.
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He met a person of sickly sensibility, who, on some early
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disappointment, had retired from the world, and thereafter held no
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intercourse with his fellow-men, but brooded sullenly or
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passionately over the irrevocable past. This man's very heart, if
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Roderick might be believed, had been changed into a serpent, which
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would finally torment both him and itself to death. Observing a
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married couple, whose domestic troubles were matter of notoriety, he
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condoled with both on having mutually taken a house-adder to their
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bosoms. To an envious author, who deprecated works which he could
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never equal, he said that his snake was the slimiest and filthiest
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of all the reptile tribe, but was fortunately without a sting. A man
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of impure life, and a brazen face, asking Roderick if there were any
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serpent in his breast, he told him that there was, and of the same
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species that once tortured Don Rodrigo, the Goth. He took a fair young
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girl by the hand, and gazing sadly into her eyes, warned her that
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she cherished a serpent of the deadliest kind within her gentle
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breast; and the world found the truth of those ominous words, when,
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a few months afterwards, the poor girl died of love and shame. Two
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ladies, rivals in fashionable life, who tormented one another with a
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thousand little stings of womanish spite, were given to understand,
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that each of their hearts was a nest of diminutive snakes, which did
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quite as much mischief as one great one.
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But nothing seemed to please Roderick better than to lay hold of
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a person infected with jealousy, which he represented as an enormous
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green reptile, with an ice-cold length of body, and the sharpest sting
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of any snake save one.
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"And what one is that?" asked a bystander, overhearing him.
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It was a dark-browed man, who put the question; he had an evasive
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eye, which, in the course of a dozen years, had looked no mortal
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directly in the face. There was an ambiguity about this person's
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character- a stain upon his reputation- yet none could tell
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precisely of what nature; although the city-gossips, male and
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female, whispered the most atrocious surmises. Until a recent period
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he had followed the sea, and was, in fact, the very ship-master whom
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George Herkimer had encountered, under such singular circumstances, in
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the Grecian Archipelago.
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"What bosom-serpent has the sharpest sting?" repeated this man: but
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he put the question as if by a reluctant necessity, and grew pale
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while he was uttering it.
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"Why need you ask?" replied Roderick, with a look of dark
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intelligence. "Look into your own breast! Hark, my serpent bestirs
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himself! He acknowledges the presence of a master-fiend!"
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And then, as the bystanders afterwards affirmed, a hissing sound
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was heard, apparently in Roderick Elliston's breast. It was said, too,
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that an answering hiss came from the vitals of the shipmaster, as if a
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snake were actually lurking there, and had been aroused by the call of
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its brother-reptile. If there were in fact any such sound, it might
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have been caused by a malicious exercise of ventriloquism, on the part
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of Roderick.
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Thus, making his own actual serpent- if a serpent there actually
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was in his bosom- the type of each man's fatal error, or hoarded
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sin, or unquiet conscience, and striking his sting so unremorsefully
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into the sorest spot, we may well imagine that Roderick became the
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pest of the city. Nobody could elude him; none could withstand him. He
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grappled with the ugliest truth that he could lay his hand on, and
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compelled his adversary to do the same. Strange spectacle in human
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life, where it is the instinctive effort of one and all to hide
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those sad realities, and leave them undisturbed beneath a heap of
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superficial topics, which constitute the materials of intercourse
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between man and man! It was not to be tolerated that Roderick Elliston
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should break through the tacit compact, by which the world has done
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its best to secure repose, without relinquishing evil. The victims
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of his malicious remarks, it is true, had brothers enough to keep them
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in countenance; for, by Roderick's theory, every mortal bosom harbored
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either a brood of small serpents, or one overgrown monster, that had
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devoured all the rest. Still, the city could not bear this new
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apostle. It was demanded by nearly all, and particularly by the most
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respectable inhabitants, that Roderick should no longer be permitted
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to violate the received rules of decorum, by obtruding his own
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bosom-serpent to the public gaze, and dragging those of decent
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people from their lurking-places.
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Accordingly, his relatives interfered, and placed him in a
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private asylum for the insane. When the news was noised abroad, it was
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observed that many persons walked the streets with freer countenances,
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and covered their breasts less carefully with their hands.
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His confinement, however, although it contributed not a little to
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the peace of the town, operated unfavorably upon Roderick himself.
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In solitude, his melancholy grew more black and sullen. He spent whole
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days- indeed, it was his sole occupation- in communing with the
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serpent. A conversation was sustained, in which, as it seemed, the
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hidden monster bore a part, though unintelligibly to the listeners,
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and inaudible, except in a hiss. Singular as it may appear, the
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sufferer had now contracted a sort of affection for his tormentor;
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mingled, however, with the intensest loathing and horror. Nor were
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such discordant emotions incompatible; each, on the contrary, imparted
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strength and poignancy to its opposite. Horrible love- horrible
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antipathy- embracing one another in his bosom, and both
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concentrating themselves upon a being that had crept into his
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vitals, or been engendered there, and which was nourished with his
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food, and lived upon his life, and was as intimate with him as his own
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heart, and yet was the foulest of all created things! But not the less
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was it the true type of a morbid nature.
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Sometimes, in his moments of rage and bitter hatred against the
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snake and himself, Roderick determined to be the death of him, even at
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the expense of his own life. Once he attempted it by starvation.
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But, while the wretched man was on the point of famishing, the monster
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seemed to feed upon his heart, and to thrive and wax gamesome, as if
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it were his sweetest and most congenial diet. Then he privily took a
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dose of active poison, imagining that it would not fail to kill either
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himself, or the devil that possessed him, or both together. Another
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mistake; for if Roderick had not yet been destroyed by his own
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poisoned heart, nor the snake by gnawing it, they had little to fear
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from arsenic or corrosive sublimate. Indeed, the venomous pest
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appeared to operate as an antidote against all other poisons. The
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physicians tried to suffocate the fiend with tobacco-smoke. He
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breathed it as freely as if it were his native atmosphere. Again, they
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drugged their patient with opium, and drenched him with intoxicating
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liquors, hoping that the snake might thus be reduced to stupor, and
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perhaps be ejected from the stomach. They succeeded in rendering
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Roderick insensible; but, placing their hands upon his breast, they
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were inexpressibly horror-stricken to feel the monster wriggling,
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twining, and darting to and fro, within his narrow limits, evidently
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enlivened by the opium or alcohol, and incited to unusual feats of
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activity. Thenceforth, they gave up all attempts at cure or
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palliation. The doomed sufferer submitted to his fate, resumed his
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former loathsome affection for the bosom-fiend, and spent whole
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miserable days before a looking-glass, with his mouth wide open,
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watching, in hope and horror, to catch a glimpse of the snake's
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head, far down within his throat. It is supposed that he succeeded;
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for the attendants once heard a frenzied shout, and rushing into the
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room, found Roderick lifeless upon the floor.
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He was kept but little longer under restraint. After minute
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investigation, the medical directors of the asylum decided that his
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mental disease did not amount to insanity, nor would warrant his
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confinement; especially as its influence upon his spirits was
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unfavorable, and might produce the evil which it was meant to
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remedy. His eccentricities were doubtless great- he had habitually
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violated many of the customs and prejudices of society; but the
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world was not, without surer ground, entitled to treat him as a
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madman. On this decision of such competent authority, Roderick was
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released, and had returned to his native city, the very day before his
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encounter with George Herkimer.
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As soon as possible after learning these particulars, the sculptor,
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together with a sad and tremulous companion, sought Elliston at his
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own house. It was a large, sombre edifice of wood, with pilasters
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and a balcony, and was divided from one of the principal streets by
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a terrace of three elevations, which was ascended by successive
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flights of stone steps. Some immense old elms almost concealed the
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front of the mansion. This spacious and once magnificent
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family-residence was built by a grandee of the race, early in the past
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century; at which epoch, land being of small comparative value, the
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garden and other grounds had formed quite an extensive domain.
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Although a portion of the ancestral heritage had been alienated, there
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was still a shadowy enclosure in the rear of the mansion, where a
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student, or a dreamer, or a man of stricken heart, might lie all day
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upon the grass, amid the solitude of murmuring boughs, and forget that
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a city had grown up around him.
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Into this retirement, the sculptor and his companion were ushered
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by Scipio, the old black servant, whose wrinkled visage grew almost
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sunny with intelligence and joy, as he paid his humble greetings to
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one of the two visitors.
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"Remain in the arbor, whispered the sculptor to the figure that
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leaned upon his arm, "you will know whether, and when, to make your
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appearance."
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"God will teach me," was the reply. "May he support me too!"
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Roderick was reclining on the margin of a fountain, which gushed
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into the fleckered sunshine with the same clear sparkle, and the
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same voice of airy quietude, as when trees of primeval growth flung
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their shadows across its bosom. How strange is the life of a fountain,
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born at every moment, yet of an age coeval with the rocks, and far
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surpassing the venerable antiquity of a forest!
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"You are come! I have expected you," said Elliston, when he
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became aware of the sculptor's presence.
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His manner was very different from that of the preceding day-
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quiet, courteous, and, as Herkimer thought, watchful both over his
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guest and himself. This unnatural restraint was almost the only
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trait that betokened anything amiss. He had just thrown a book upon
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the grass, where it lay half opened, thus disclosing itself to be a
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natural history of the serpent-tribe, illustrated by life-like plates.
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Near it lay that bulky volume, the Ductor Dubitantium of Jeremy
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Taylor, full of cases of conscience, and in which most men,
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possessed of a conscience, may find something applicable to their
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purpose.
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"You see," observed Elliston, pointing to the book of serpents,
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while a smile gleamed upon his lips, "I am making an effort to
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become better acquainted with my bosom-friend. But I find nothing
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satisfactory in this volume. If I mistake not, he will prove to be sui
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generis, and akin to no other reptile in creation."
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"Whence came this strange calamity?" inquired the sculptor.
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"My sable friend, Scipio, has a story," replied Roderick, "of a
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snake that had lurked in this fountain- pure and innocent as it
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looks - ever since it was known to the first settlers. This
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insinuating personage once crept into the vitals of my
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great-grandfather, and dwelt there many years, tormenting the old
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gentleman beyond mortal endurance. In short, it is a family
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peculiarity. But, to tell you the truth, I have no faith in this
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idea of the snake's being an heir-loom. He is my own snake, and no
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man's else."
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"But what was his origin?" demanded Herkimer.
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"Oh! there is poisonous stuff in any man's heart, sufficient to
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generate a brood of serpents," said Elliston, with a hollow laugh.
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"You should have heard my homilies to the good townspeople.
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Positively, I deem myself fortunate in having bred but a single
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serpent. You, however, have none in your bosom, and therefore cannot
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sympathize with the rest of the world. It gnaws me! It gnaws me!"
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With this exclamation, Roderick lost his self-control and threw
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himself upon the grass, testifying his agony by intricate writhings,
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in which Herkimer could not but fancy a resemblance to the motions
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of a snake. Then, likewise, was heard that frightful hiss, which often
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ran through the sufferer's speech, and crept between the words and
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syllables, without interrupting their succession.
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"This is awful indeed!" exclaimed the sculptor- "an awful
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infliction, whether it be actual or imaginary! Tell me, Roderick
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Elliston, is there any remedy for this loathsome evil?"
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"Yes, but an impossible one," muttered Roderick, as he lay
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wallowing with his face in the grass. "Could I, for one instant,
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forget myself, the serpent might not abide within me. It is my
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diseased self-contemplation that has engendered and nourished him!"
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"Then forget yourself, my husband," said a gentle voice above
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him- "forget yourself in the idea of another!"
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Rosina had emerged from the arbor, and was bending over him, with
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the shadow of his anguish reflected in her countenance, yet so mingled
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with hope and unselfish love, that all anguish seemed but an earthly
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shadow and a dream. She touched Roderick with her hand. A tremor
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shivered through his frame. At that moment, if report be
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trustworthy, the sculptor beheld a waving motion through the grass,
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and heard a tinkling sound, as if something had plunged into the
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fountain. Be the truth as it might, it is certain that Roderick
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Elliston sat up, like a man renewed, restored to his right mind, and
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rescued from the fiend, which had so miserably overcome him in the
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battlefield of his own breast.
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"Rosina!" cried he, in broken and passionate tones, but with
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nothing of the wild wail that had haunted his voice so long. "Forgive!
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Forgive!"
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Her happy tears bedewed his face.
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"The punishment has been severe," observed the sculptor. "Even
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justice might now forgive- how much more a woman's tenderness!
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Roderick Elliston, whether the serpent was a physical reptile, or
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whether the morbidness of your nature suggested that symbol to your
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fancy, the moral of the story is not the less true and strong. A
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tremendous Egotism- manifesting itself, in your case, in the form of
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jealousy- is as fearful a fiend as ever stole into the human heart.
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Can a breast, where it has dwelt so long, be purified?"
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"Oh, yes!" said Rosina, with a heavenly smile. "The serpent was but
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a dark fantasy, and what it typified was as shadowy as itself. The
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past, dismal as it seems, shall fling no gloom upon the future. To
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give it its due importance, we must think of it but as an anecdote
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in our Eternity!"
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THE END
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