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978 lines
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1844
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TWICE-TOLD TALES
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THE ARTIST OF THE BEAUTIFUL
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by Nathaniel Hawthorne
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AN ELDERLY MAN, with his pretty daughter on his arm, was passing
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along the street, and emerged from the gloom of the cloudy evening
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into the light that fell across the pavement from the window of a
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small shop. It was a projecting window; and on the inside were
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suspended a variety of watches- pinchbeck, silver, and one or two of
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gold- all with their faces turned from the street, as if churlishly
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disinclined to inform the wayfarers what o'clock it was. Seated within
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the shop, sidelong to the window, with his pale face bent earnestly
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over some delicate piece of mechanism, on which was thrown the
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concentrated lustre of a shade-lamp, appeared a young man.
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"What can Owen Warland be about?" muttered old Peter Hovenden-
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himself a retired watchmaker, and the former master of this same young
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man, whose occupation he was now wondering at. "What can the fellow be
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about? These six months past, I have never come by his shop without
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seeing him just as steadily at work as now. It would be a flight
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beyond his usual foolery to seek for the Perpetual Motion. And yet I
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know enough of my old business to be certain, that what he is now so
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busy with is no part of the machinery of a watch."
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"Perhaps, father," said Annie, without showing much interest in the
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question, "Owen is inventing a new kind of time-keeper. I am sure he
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has ingenuity enough."
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"Pooh, child! he has not the sort of ingenuity to invent anything
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better than a Dutch toy," answered her father, who had formerly been
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put to much vexation by Owen Warland's irregular genius. "A plague
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on such ingenuity! All the effect that ever I knew of it was, to spoil
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the accuracy of some of the best watches in my shop. He would turn the
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sun out of its orbit, and derange the whole course of time, if, as I
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said before, his ingenuity could grasp anything bigger than a
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child's toy!"
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"Hush, father! he hears you," whispered Annie, pressing the old
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man's arm. "His ears are as delicate as his feelings, and you know how
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easily disturbed they are. Do let us move on."
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So Peter Hovenden and his daughter Annie plodded on, without
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further conversation, until, in a by-street of the town, they found
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themselves passing the open door of a blacksmith's shop. Within was
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seen the forge, now blazing up, and illuminating the high and dusky
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roof, and now confining its lustre to a narrow precinct of the
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coal-strewn floor, according as the breath of the bellows was puffed
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forth, or again inhaled into its vast leathern lungs. In the intervals
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of brightness, it was easy to distinguish objects in remote corners of
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the shop, and the horse-shoes that hung upon the wall; in the
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momentary gloom, the fire seemed to be glimmering amidst the vagueness
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of un-enclosed space. Moving about in this red glare and alternate
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dusk, was the figure of the blacksmith, well worthy to be viewed in so
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picturesque an aspect of light and shade, where the bright blaze
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struggled with the black night, as if each would have snatched his
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comely strength from the other. Anon, he drew a white-hot bar of
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iron from the coals, laid it on the anvil, uplifted his arm of
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might, and was seen enveloped in the myriads of sparks which the
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strokes of his hammer scattered into the surrounding gloom.
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"Now, that is a pleasant sight," said the old watchmaker. "I know
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what it is to work in gold, but give me the worker in iron, after
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all is said and done. He spends his labor upon a reality. What say
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you, daughter Annie?"
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"Pray don't speak so loud, father," whispered Annie. "Robert
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Danforth will hear you."
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"And what if he should hear me?" said Peter Hovenden; "I say again,
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it is a good and a wholesome thing to depend upon main strength and
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reality, and to earn one's bread with the bare and brawny arm of a
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blacksmith. A watchmaker gets his brain puzzled by his wheels within a
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wheel, or loses his health or the nicety of his eyesight, as was my
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case; and finds himself, at middle age, or a little after, past
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labor at his own trade, and fit for nothing else, yet too poor to live
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at his ease. So, I say once again, give me main strength for my money.
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And then, how it takes the nonsense out of a man! Did you ever hear of
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a blacksmith being such a fool as Owen Warland, yonder?"
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"Well said, uncle Hovenden!" shouted Robert Danforth, from the
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forge, in a full, deep, merry voice, that made the roof reecho. "And
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what says Miss Annie to that doctrine? She, I suppose, will think it a
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genteeler business to tinker up a lady's watch than to forge a
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horse-shoe or make a gridiron!"
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Annie drew her father onward, without giving him time for reply.
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But we must return to Owen Warland's shop, and spend more
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meditation upon his history and character than either Peter
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Hovenden, or probably his daughter Annie, or Owen's old school-fellow,
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Robert Danforth, would have thought due to so slight a subject. From
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the time that his little fingers could grasp a pen-knife, Owen had
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been remarkable for a delicate ingenuity, which sometimes produced
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pretty shapes in wood, principally figures of flowers and birds, and
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sometimes seemed to aim at the hidden mysteries of mechanism. But it
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was always for purposes of grace, and never with any mockery of the
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useful. He did not, like the crowd of school-boy artizans, construct
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little windmills on the angle of a barn, or watermills across the
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neighboring brook. Those who discovered such peculiarity in the boy,
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as to think it worth their while to observe him closely, sometimes saw
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reason to suppose that he was attempting to imitate the beautiful
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movements of nature, as exemplified in the flight of birds or the
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activity of little animals. It seemed, in fact, a new development of
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the love of the Beautiful, such as might have made him a poet, a
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painter, or a sculptor, and which was as completely refined from all
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utilitarian coarseness, as it could have been in either of the fine
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arts. He looked with singular distaste at the stiff and regular
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processes of ordinary machinery. Being once carried to see a
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steam-engine, in the expectation that his intuitive comprehension of
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mechanical principle would be gratified, he turned pale, and grew
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sick, as if something monstrous and unnatural had been presented to
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him. This horror was partly owing to the size and terrible energy of
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the Iron Laborer; for the character of Owen's mind was microscopic,
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and tended naturally to the minute, in accordance with his
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diminutive frame, and the marvellous smallness and delicate power of
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his fingers. Not that his sense of beauty was thereby diminished
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into a sense of prettiness. The beautiful Idea has no relation to
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size, and may be as perfectly developed in a space too minute for
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any but microscopic investigation, as within the ample verge that is
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measured by the arc of the rainbow. But, at all events, this
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characteristic minuteness in his objects and accomplishments made
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the world even more incapable than it might otherwise have been, of
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appreciating Owen Warland's genius. The boy's relatives saw nothing
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better to be done- as perhaps there was not- than to bind him
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apprentice to a watchmaker, hoping that his strange ingenuity might
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thus be regulated, and put to utili-tarian purposes.
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Peter Hovenden's opinion of his apprentice has already been
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expressed. He could make nothing of the lad. Owen's apprehension of
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the professional mysteries, it is true, was inconceivably quick. But
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he altogether forgot or despised the grand object of a watchmaker's
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business, and cared no more for the measurement of time than if it had
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been merged into eternity. So long, however, as he remained under
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his old master's care, Owen's lack of sturdiness made it possible,
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by strict injunctions and sharp oversight, to restrain his creative
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eccentricity within bounds. But when his apprenticeship was served
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out, and he had taken the little shop which Peter Hovenden's failing
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eyesight compelled him to relinquish, then did people recognize how
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unfit a person was Owen Warland to lead old blind Father Time along
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his daily course. One of his most rational projects was, to connect
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a musical operation with the machinery of his watches, so that all the
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harsh dissonances of life might be rendered tuneful, and each flitting
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moment fall into the abyss of the Past in golden drops of harmony.
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If a family-clock was entrusted to him for repair- one of those
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tall, ancient clocks that have grown nearly allied to human nature, by
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measuring out the lifetime of many generations- he would take upon
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himself to arrange a dance or funeral procession of figures across its
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venerable face, representing twelve mirthful or melancholy hours.
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Several freaks of this kind quite destroyed the young watchmaker's
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credit with that steady and matter-of-fact class of people, who hold
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the opinion that time is not to be trifled with, whether considered as
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the medium of advancement and prosperity in this world, or preparation
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for the next. His custom rapidly diminished- a misfortune, however,
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that was probably reckoned among his better accidents by Owen Warland,
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who was becoming more and more absorbed in a secret occupation,
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which drew all his science and manual dexterity into itself, and
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likewise gave full employment to the characteristic tendencies of
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his genius. This pursuit had already consumed many months.
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After the old watchmaker and his pretty daughter had gazed at
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him, out of the obscurity of the street, Owen Warland was seized
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with a fluttering of the nerves, which made his hand tremble too
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violently to proceed with such delicate labor as he was now engaged
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upon.
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"It was Annie herself!" murmured he. "I should have known by this
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throbbing of my heart, before I heard her father's voice. Ah, how it
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throbs! I shall scarcely be able to work again on this exquisite
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mechanism tonight. Annie- dearest Annie- thou shouldst give firmness
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to my heart and hand, and not shake them thus; for if I strive to
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put the very spirit of Beauty into form, and give it motion, it is for
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thy sake alone. Oh, throbbing heart, be quiet! If my labor be thus
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thwarted, there will come vague and unsatisfied dreams, which will
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leave me spiritless tomorrow."
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As he was endeavoring to settle himself again to his task, the
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shop-door opened, and gave admittance to no other than the stalwart
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figure which Peter Hovenden had paused to admire, as seen amid the
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light and shadow of the blacksmith's shop. Robert Danforth had brought
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a little anvil of his own manufacture, and peculiarly constructed,
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which the young artist had recently bespoken. Owen examined the
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article, and pronounced it fashioned according to his wish.
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"Why, yes," said Robert Danforth, his strong voice filling the shop
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as with the sound of a bass-viol, "I consider myself equal to anything
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in the way of my own trade; though I should have made but a poor
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figure at yours, with such a fist as this"- added he, laughing, as
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he laid his vast hand beside the delicate one of Owen. "But what then?
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I put more main strength into one blow of my sledge-hammer, than all
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that you have expended since you were a 'prentice. Is not that the
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truth?"
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"Very probably," answered the low and slender voice of Owen.
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"Strength is an earthly monster. I make no pretensions to it. My
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force, whatever there may be of it, is altogether spiritual."
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"Well, but, Owen, what are you about?" asked his old school-fellow,
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still in such a hearty volume of tone that it made the artist
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shrink; especially as the question related to a subject so sacred as
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the absorbing dream of his imagination. "Folks do say, that you are
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trying to discover the Perpetual Motion."
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"The Perpetual Motion? nonsense!" replied Owen Warland, with a
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movement of disgust; for he was full of little petulances. "It never
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can be discovered! It is a dream that may delude men whose brains
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are mystified with matter, but not me. Besides, if such a discovery
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were possible, it would not be worth my while to make it, only to have
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the secret turned to such purposes as are now effected by steam and
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water-power. I am not ambitious to be honored with the paternity of
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a new kind of cotton-machine."
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"That would be droll enough!" cried the blacksmith, breaking out
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into such an uproar of laughter, that Owen himself, and the
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bell-glasses on his work-board, quivered in unison. "No, no, Owen!
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No child of yours will have iron joints and sinews. Well, I won't
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hinder you any more. Good night, Owen, and success; and if you need
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any assistance, so far as a downright blow of hammer upon anvil will
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answer the purpose, I'm your man!"
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And with another laugh, the man of main strength left the shop.
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"How strange it is," whispered Owen Warland to himself, leaning his
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head upon his hand, "that all my musings, my purposes, my passion
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for the Beautiful, my consciousness of power to create it- a finer,
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more ethereal power, of which this earthly giant can have no
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conception- all, all, look so vain and idle, whenever my path is
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crossed by Robert Danforth! He would drive me mad, were I to meet
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him often. His hard, brute force darkens and confuses the spiritual
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element within me. But I, too, will be strong in my own way. I will
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not yield to him!"
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He took from beneath a glass, a piece of minute machinery, which he
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set in the condensed light of his lamp, and, looking intently at it
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through a magnifying glass, proceeded to operate with a delicate
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instrument of steel. In an instant, however, he fell back in his
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chair, and clasped his hands, with a look of horror on his face,
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that made its small features as impressive as those of a giant would
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have been.
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"Heaven! What have I done!" exclaimed he. "The vapor! the influence
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of that brute force! it has bewildered me, and obscured my perception.
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I have made the very stroke- the fatal stroke- that I have dreaded
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from the first! It is all over- the toil of months- the object of my
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life! I am ruined!"
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And there he sat, in strange despair, until his lamp flickered in
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the socket, and left the Artist of the Beautiful in darkness.
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Thus it is, that ideas which grow up within the imagination, and
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appear so lovely to it, and of a value beyond whatever men call
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valuable, are exposed to be shattered and annihilated by contact
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with the Practical. It is requisite for the ideal artist to possess
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a force of character that seems hardly compatible with its delicacy;
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he must keep his faith in himself, while the incredulous world assails
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him with its utter disbelief; he must stand up against mankind and
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be his own sole disciple, both as respects his genius, and the objects
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to which it is directed.
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For a time, Owen Warland succumbed to this severe, but inevitable
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test. He spent a few sluggish weeks, with his head so continually
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resting in his hands, that the townspeople had scarcely an opportunity
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to see his countenance. When, at last, it was again uplifted to the
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light of day, a cold, dull, nameless change was perceptible upon it.
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In the opinion of Peter Hovenden, however, and that order of sagacious
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understandings who think that life should be regulated, like
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clock-work, with leaden weights, the alteration was entirely for the
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better. Owen now, indeed, applied himself to business with dogged
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industry. It was marvellous to witness the obtuse gravity with which
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he would inspect the wheels of a great, old silver watch; thereby
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delighting the owner, in whose fob it had been worn till he deemed
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it a portion of his own life, and was accordingly jealous of its
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treatment. In consequence of the good report thus acquired, Owen
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Warland was invited by the proper authorities to regulate the clock in
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the church-steeple. He succeeded so admirably in this matter of public
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interest, that the merchants gruffly acknowledged his merits on
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'Change; the nurse whispered his praises, as she gave the potion in
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the sick-chamber; the lover blessed him at the hour of appointed
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interview; and the town in general thanked Owen for the punctuality of
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dinner-time. In a word, the heavy weight upon his spirits kept
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everything in order, not merely within his own system, but wheresoever
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the iron accents of the church-clock were audible. It was a
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circumstance, though minute, yet characteristic of his present
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state, that, when employed to engrave names or initials on silver
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spoons, he now wrote the requisite letters in the plainest possible
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style; omitting a variety of fanciful flourishes, that had
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heretofore distinguished his work in this kind.
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One day, during the era of this happy transformation, old Peter
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Hovenden came to visit his former apprentice.
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"Well, Owen," said he, I am glad to hear such good accounts of
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you from all quarters; and especially from the town-clock yonder,
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which speaks in your commendation every hour of the twenty-four.
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Only get rid altogether of your nonsensical trash about the Beautiful-
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which I, nor nobody else, nor yourself to boot, could ever understand-
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only free yourself of that, and your success in life is as sure as
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daylight. Why, if you go on in this way, I should even venture to
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let you doctor this precious old watch of mine; though, except my
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daughter Annie, I have nothing else so valuable in the world."
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"I should hardly dare touch it, sir," replied Owen in a depressed
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tone; for he was weighed down by his old master's presence.
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"In time, said the latter, "in time, you will be capable of it."
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The old watchmaker, with the freedom naturally consequent on his
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former authority, went on inspecting the work which Owen had in hand
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at the moment, together with other matters that were in progress.
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The artist, meanwhile, could scarcely lift his head. There was nothing
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so antipodal to his nature as this man's cold, unimaginative sagacity,
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by contact with which everything was converted into a dream, except
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the densest matter of the physical world. Owen groaned in spirit,
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and prayed fervently to be delivered from him.
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"But what is this?" cried Peter Hovenden abruptly, taking up a
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dusty bell-glass, beneath which appeared a mechanical something, as
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delicate and minute as the system of a butterfly's anatomy. "What have
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we here! Owen, Owen! there is witchcraft in these little chains, and
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wheels, and paddles! See! with one pinch of my finger and thumb, I
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am going to deliver you from all future peril."
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"For Heaven's sake," screamed Owen Warland, springing up with
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wonderful energy, "as you would not drive me mad- do not touch it! The
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slightest pressure of your finger would ruin me for ever.
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"Aha, young man! And is it so?" said the old watchmaker, looking at
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him with just enough of penetration to torture Owen's soul with the
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bitterness of worldly criticism. "Well; take your own course. But I
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warn you again, that in this small piece of mechanism lives your
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evil spirit. Shall I exorcise him?"
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"You are my Evil Spirit," answered Owen, much excited- "you, and
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the hard, coarse world! The leaden thoughts and the despondency that
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you fling upon me are my clogs. Else, I should long ago have
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achieved the task that I was created for."
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Peter Hovenden shook his head, with the mixture of contempt and
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indignation which mankind, of whom he was partly a representative,
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deem themselves entitled to feel towards all simpletons who seek other
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prizes than the dusty one along the highway. He then took his leave
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with an uplifted finger, and a sneer upon his face, that haunted the
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artist's dreams for many a night afterwards. At the time of his old
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master's visit, Owen was probably on the point of taking up the
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relinquished task; but, by this sinister event, he was thrown back
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into the state whence he had been slowly emerging.
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But the innate tendency of his soul had only been accumulating
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fresh vigor, during its apparent sluggishness. As the summer advanced,
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he almost totally relinquished his business, and permitted Father
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Time, so far as the old gentleman was represented by the clocks and
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watches under his control, to stray at random through human life,
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making infinite confusion among the train of bewildered hours. He
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wasted the sunshine, as people said, in wandering through the woods
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and fields, and along the banks of streams. There, like a child, he
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found amusement in chasing butterflies, or watching the motions of
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water-insects. There was something truly mysterious in the
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intentness with which he contemplated these living playthings, as they
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sported on the breeze; or examined the structure of an imperial insect
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whom he had imprisoned. The chase of butterflies was an apt emblem
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of the ideal pursuit in which he had spent so many golden hours.
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But, would the Beautiful Idea ever be yielded to his hand, like the
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butterfly that symbolized it? Sweet, doubtless, were these days, and
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congenial to the artist's soul. They were full of bright
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conceptions, which gleamed through his intellectual world, as the
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butterflies gleamed through the outward atmosphere, and were real to
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him for the instant, without the toil and perplexity, and many
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disappointments, of attempting to make them visible to the sensual
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eye. Alas, that the artist, whether in poetry or whatever other
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material, may not content himself with the inward enjoyment of the
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Beautiful, but must chase the flitting mystery beyond the verge of his
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ethereal domain, and crush its frail being in seizing it with a
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material grasp! Owen Warland felt the impulse to give external reality
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to his ideas, as irresistibly as any of the poets or painters, who
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have arrayed the world in a dimmer and fainter beauty, imperfectly
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copied from the richness of their visions.
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The night was now his time for the slow progress of recreating
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the one Idea, to which all his intellectual activity referred
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itself. Always at the approach of dusk, he stole into the town, locked
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himself within his shop, and wrought with patient delicacy of touch,
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for many hours. Sometimes he was startled by the rap of the
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watchman, who, when all the world should be asleep, had caught the
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gleam of lamplight through the crevices of Owen Warland's shutters.
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Daylight, to the morbid sensibility of his mind, seemed to have an
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intrusiveness that interfered with his pursuits. On cloudy and
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inclement days, therefore, he sat with his head upon his hands,
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muffling, as it were, his sensitive brain in a mist of indefinite
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musings; for it was a relief to escape from the sharp distinctness
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with which he was compelled to shape out his thoughts, during his
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nightly toil.
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From one of these fits of torpor, he was aroused by the entrance of
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Annie Hovenden, who came into the shop with the freedom of a customer,
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and also with something of the familiarity of a childish friend. She
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had worn a hole through her silver thimble, and wanted Owen to
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repair it.
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"But I don't know whether you will condescend to such a task," said
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she, laughing, "now that you are so taken up with the notion of
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putting spirit into machinery."
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"Where did you get that idea, Annie?" said Owen, starting in
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surprise.
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"Oh, out of my own head," answered she, "and from something that
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I heard you say, long ago, when you were but a boy, and I a little
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child. But, come! will you mend this poor thimble of mine?"
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"Anything for your sake, Annie," said Owen Warland- "anything! even
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were it to work at Robert Danforth's forge."
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"And that would be a pretty sight!" retorted Annie, glancing with
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imperceptible slightness at the artist's small and slender frame.
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"Well; here is the thimble."
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"But that is a strange idea of yours," said Owen, "about the
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spiritualization of matter!"
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And then the thought stole into his mind, that this young girl
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possessed the gift to comprehend him, better than all the world
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beside. And what a help and strength would it be to him, in his lonely
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toil, if he could gain the sympathy of the only being whom he loved!
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To persons whose pursuits are insulated from the common business of
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life- who are either in advance of mankind, or apart from it- there
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often comes a sensation of moral cold, that makes the spirit shiver,
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as if it had reached the frozen solitudes around the pole. What the
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prophet, the poet, the reformer, the criminal, or any other man,
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with human yearnings, but separated from the multitude by a peculiar
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lot, might feel, poor Owen Warland felt.
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"Annie," cried he, growing pale as death at the thought, "how
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gladly would I tell you the secret of my pursuit! You, methinks, would
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estimate it rightly. You, I know, would hear it with a reverence
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that I must not expect from the harsh, material world."
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"Would I not! to be sure I would!" replied Annie Hovenden,
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lightly laughing. "Come; explain to me quickly what is the meaning
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of this little whirligig, so delicately wrought that it might be a
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plaything for Queen Mab. See; I will put it in motion."
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"Hold," exclaimed Owen, hold!"
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Annie had but given the slightest possible touch, with the point of
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a needle, to the same minute portion of complicated machinery which
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has been more than once mentioned, when the artist seized her by the
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wrist with a force that made her scream aloud. She was affrighted at
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the convulsion of intense rage and anguish that writhed across his
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features. The next instant he let his head sink upon his hands.
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"Go, Annie," murmured he, "I have deceived myself, and must
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suffer for it. I yearned for sympathy- and thought- and fancied- and
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dreamed- that you might give it me. But you lack the talisman,
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Annie, that should admit you into my secrets. That touch has undone
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the toil of months, and the thought of a lifetime! It was not your
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fault, Annie- but you have ruined me!"
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Poor Owen Warland! He had indeed erred, yet pardonably; for if
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any human spirit could have sufficiently reverenced the processes so
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sacred in his eyes, it must have been a woman's. Even Annie
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Hovenden, possibly, might not have disappointed him, had she been
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enlightened by the deep intelligence of love.
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The artist spent the ensuing winter in a way that satisfied any
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persons, who had hitherto retained a hopeful opinion of him, that he
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was, in truth, irrevocably doomed to inutility as regarded the
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world, and to an evil destiny on his own part. The decease of a
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relative had put him in possession of a small inheritance. Thus
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freed from the necessity of toil, and having lost the steadfast
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influence of a great purpose- great, at least, to him- he abandoned
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himself to habits from which, it might have been supposed, the mere
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delicacy of his organization would have availed to secure him. But
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when the ethereal portion of a man of genius is obscured, the
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earthly part assumes an influence the more uncontrollable, because the
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character is now thrown off the balance to which Providence had so
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nicely adjusted it, and which, in coarser natures, is adjusted by some
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other method. Owen Warland made proof of whatever show of bliss may be
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found in riot. He looked at the world through the golden medium of
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wine, and contemplated the visions that bubble up so gaily around
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the brim of the glass, and that people the air with shapes of pleasant
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madness, which so soon grow ghostly and forlorn. Even when this dismal
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and inevitable change had taken place, the young man might still
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have continued to quaff the cup of enchantments, though its vapor
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did but shroud life in gloom, and fill the gloom with spectres that
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mocked at him. There was a certain irksomeness of spirit, which, being
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real, and the deepest sensation of which the artist was now conscious,
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was more intolerable than any fantastic miseries and horrors that
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the abuse of wine could summon up. In the latter case, he could
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remember, even out of the midst of his trouble, that all was but a
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delusion; in the former, the heavy anguish was his actual life.
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From this perilous state, he was redeemed by an incident which more
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than one person witnessed, but of which the shrewdest could not
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explain nor conjecture the operation on Owen Warland's mind. It was
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very simple. On a warm afternoon of Spring, as the artist sat among
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his riotous companions, with a glass of wine before him, a splendid
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butterfly flew in at the open window, and fluttered about his head.
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"Ah!" exclaimed Owen, who had drunk freely, "are you alive again,
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child of the sun, and playmate of the summer breeze, after your dismal
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winter's nap! Then it is time for me to be at work!"
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And leaving his unemptied glass upon the table, he departed, and
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was never known to sip another drop of wine.
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And now, again, he resumed his wanderings in the woods and
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fields. It might be fancied that the bright butterfly, which had
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come so spiritlike into the window, as Owen sat with the rude
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revellers, was indeed a spirit, commissioned to recall him to the
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pure, ideal life that had so etherealised him among men. It might be
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fancied, that he went forth to seek this spirit, in its sunny
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haunts; for still, as in the summer-time gone by, he was seen to steal
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gently up, wherever a butterfly had alighted, and lose himself in
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contemplation of it. When it took flight, his eyes followed the winged
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vision, as if its airy track would show the path to heaven. But what
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could be the purpose of the unseasonable toil, which was again
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resumed, as the watchman knew by the lines of lamp-light through the
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crevices of Owen Warland's shutters? The townspeople had one
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comprehensive explanation of all these singularities. Owen Warland had
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gone mad! How universally efficacious- how satisfactory, too, and
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soothing to the injured sensibility of narrowness and dullness- is
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this easy method of accounting for whatever lies beyond the world's
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most ordinary scope! From Saint Paul's days, down to our poor little
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Artist of the Beautiful, the same talisman had been applied to the
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elucidation of all mysteries in the words or deeds of men, who spoke
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or acted too wisely or too well. In Owen Warland's case, the
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judgment of his townspeople may have been correct. Perhaps he was mad.
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The lack of sympathy- that contrast between himself and his neighbors,
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which took away the restraint of example- was enough to make him so.
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Or, possibly, he had caught just so much of ethereal radiance as
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served to bewilder him, in an earthly sense, by its intermixture
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with the common day light.
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One evening, when the artist had returned from a customary
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ramble, and had just thrown the lustre of his lamp on the delicate
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piece of work, so often interrupted, but still taken up again, as if
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his fate were embodied in its mechanism, he was surprised by the
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entrance of old Peter Hovenden. Owen never met this man without a
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shrinking of the heart. Of all the world, he was most terrible, by
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reason of a keen understanding, which saw so distinctly what it did
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see, and disbelieved so uncompromisingly in what it could not see.
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On this occasion, the old watchmaker had merely a gracious word or two
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to say.
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"Owen, my lad," said he, "we must see you at my house tomorrow
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night."
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The artist began to mutter some excuse.
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"Oh, but it must be so," quoth Peter Hovenden, "for the sake of the
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days when you were one of the household. What, my boy, don't you
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know that my daughter Annie is engaged to Robert Danforth? We are
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making an entertainment, in our humble way, to celebrate the event."
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"Ah!" said Owen.
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That little monosyllable was all he uttered; its tone seemed cold
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and unconcerned, to an ear like Peter Hovenden's; and yet there was in
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it the stifled outcry of the poor artist's heart, which he
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compressed within him like a man holding down an evil spirit. One
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slight out-break, however, imperceptible to the old watchmaker, he
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allowed himself. Raising the instrument with which he was about to
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begin his work, he let it fall upon the little system of machinery
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that had, anew, cost him months of thought and toil. It was
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shattered by the stroke!
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Owen Warland's story would have been no tolerable representation of
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the troubled life of those who strive to create the Beautiful, if,
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amid all other thwarting influences, love had not interposed to
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steal the cunning from his hand. Outwardly he had been no ardent or
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enterprising lover; the career of his passion had confined its tumults
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and vicissitudes so entirely within the artist's imagination, that
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Annie herself had scarcely more than a woman's intuitive perception of
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it. But, in Owen's view, it covered the whole field of his life.
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Forgetful of the time when she had shown herself incapable of any deep
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response, he had persisted in connecting all his dreams of
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artistical success with Annie's image; she was the visible shape in
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which the spiritual power that he worshipped, and on whose altar he
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hoped to lay a not unworthy offering, was made manifest to him. Of
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|
course he had deceived himself; there were no such attributes in Annie
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Hovenden as his imagination had endowed her with. She, in the aspect
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|
which she wore to his inward vision, was as much a creation of his
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|
own, as the mysterious piece of mechanism would be were it ever
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realized. Had he become convinced of his mistake through the medium of
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successful love; had he won Annie to his bosom, and there beheld her
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fade from angel into ordinary woman, the disappointment might have
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driven him back, with concentrated energy, upon his sole remaining
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object. On the other hand, had he found Annie what he fancied, his lot
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would have been so rich in beauty, that out of its mere redundancy
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he might have wrought the Beautiful into many a worthier type than
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he had toiled for. But the guise in which his sorrow came to him,
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the sense that the angel of his life had been snatched away and
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given to a rude man of earth and iron, who could neither need nor
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appreciate her ministrations; this was the very perversity of fate,
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|
that makes human existence appear too absurd and contradictory to be
|
|
the scene of one other hope or one other fear. There was nothing
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left for Owen Warland but to sit down like a man that had been
|
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stunned.
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He went through a fit of illness. After his recovery, his small and
|
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slender frame assumed an obtuser garniture of flesh than it had ever
|
|
before worn. His thin cheeks became round; his delicate little hand,
|
|
so spiritually fashioned to achieve fairy task-work, grew plumper than
|
|
the hand of a thriving infant. His aspect had a childishness, such
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|
as might have induced a stranger to pat him on the head- pausing,
|
|
however, in the act, to wonder what manner of child was here. It was
|
|
as if the spirit had gone out of him, leaving the body to flourish
|
|
in a sort of vegetable existence. Not that Owen Warland was idiotic.
|
|
He could talk, and not irrationally. Somewhat of a babbler, indeed,
|
|
did people begin to think him; for he was apt to discourse at
|
|
wearisome length, of marvels of mechanism that he had read about in
|
|
books, but which he had learned to consider as absolutely fabulous.
|
|
Among them he enumerated the Man of Brass, constructed by Albertus
|
|
Magnus, and the Brazen Head of Friar Bacon; and, coming down to
|
|
later times, the automata of a little coach and horses, which, it
|
|
was pretended, had been manufactured for the Dauphin of France;
|
|
together with an insect that buzzed about the ear like a living fly,
|
|
and yet was but a contrivance of minute steel springs. There was a
|
|
story, too, of a duck that waddled, and quacked, and ate; though,
|
|
had any honest citizen purchased it for dinner, he would have found
|
|
himself cheated with the mere mechanical apparition of a duck.
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|
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"But all these accounts," said Owen Warland, "I am now satisfied,
|
|
are mere impositions."
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|
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Then, in a mysterious way, he would confess that he once thought
|
|
differently. In his idle and dreamy days he had considered it
|
|
possible, in a certain sense, to spiritualize machinery; and to
|
|
combine with the new species of life and motion, thus produced, a
|
|
beauty that should attain to the ideal, which Nature has proposed to
|
|
herself, in all her creatures, but has never taken pains to realize.
|
|
He seemed, however, to retain no very distinct perception either of
|
|
the process of achieving this object, or of the design itself.
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|
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"I have thrown it all aside now," he would say. "It was a dream,
|
|
such as young men are always mystifying themselves with. Now that I
|
|
have acquired a little common sense, it makes me laugh to think of it.
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|
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|
Poor, poor, and fallen Owen Warland! These were the symptoms that
|
|
he had ceased to be an inhabitant of the better sphere that lies
|
|
unseen around us. He had lost his faith in the invisible, and now
|
|
prided himself, as such unfortunates invariably do, in the wisdom
|
|
which rejected much that even his eye could see, and trusted
|
|
confidently in nothing but what his hand could touch. This is the
|
|
calamity of men whose spiritual part dies out of them, and leaves
|
|
the grosser understanding to assimilate them more and more to the
|
|
things of which alone it can take cognizance. But, in Owen Warland,
|
|
the spirit was not dead, nor past away; it only slept.
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|
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|
How it awoke again, is not recorded. Perhaps, the torpid slumber
|
|
was broken by a convulsive pain. Perhaps, as in a former instance, the
|
|
butterfly came and hovered about his head, and reinspired him- as,
|
|
indeed, this creature of the sunshine had always a mysterious
|
|
mission for the artist- reinspired him with the former purpose of
|
|
his life. Whether it were pain or happiness that thrilled through
|
|
his veins, his first impulse was to thank Heaven for rendering him
|
|
again the being of thought, imagination, and keenest sensibility, that
|
|
he had long ceased to be.
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|
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"Now for my task," said he. "Never did I feel such strength for
|
|
it as now."
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|
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|
Yet, strong as he felt himself, he was incited to toil the more
|
|
diligently, by an anxiety lest death should surprise him in the
|
|
midst of his labors. This anxiety, perhaps, is common to all men who
|
|
set their hearts upon anything so high, in their own view of it,
|
|
that life becomes of importance only as conditional to its
|
|
accomplishment. So long as we love life for itself, we seldom dread
|
|
the losing it. When we desire life for the attainment of an object, we
|
|
recognize the frailty of its texture. But, side by side with this
|
|
sense of insecurity, there is a vital faith in our invulnerability
|
|
to the shaft of death, while engaged in any task that seems assigned
|
|
by Providence as our proper thing to do, and which the world would
|
|
have cause to mourn for, should we leave it unaccomplished. Can the
|
|
philosopher, big with the inspiration of an idea that is to reform
|
|
mankind, believe that he is to be beckoned from this sensible
|
|
existence, at the very instant when he is mustering his breath to
|
|
speak the word of light? Should he perish so, the weary ages may
|
|
pass away- the world's whole life- sand may fall, drop by drop- before
|
|
another intellect is prepared to develope the truth that might have
|
|
been uttered then. But history affords many an example, where the most
|
|
precious spirit, at any particular epoch manifested in human shape,
|
|
has gone hence untimely, without space allowed him, so far as mortal
|
|
judgment could discern, to perform his mission on the earth. The
|
|
prophet dies; and the man of torpid heart and sluggish brain lives on.
|
|
The poet leaves his song half sung, or finishes it, beyond the scope
|
|
of mortal ears, in a celestial choir. The painter- as Allston did-
|
|
leaves half his conception on the canvas, to sadden us with its
|
|
imperfect beauty, and goes to picture forth the whole, if it be no
|
|
irreverence to say so, in the hues of Heaven. But, rather, such
|
|
incomplete designs of this life will be perfected nowhere. This so
|
|
frequent abortion of man's dearest projects must be taken as a
|
|
proof, that the deeds of earth, however etherealized by piety or
|
|
genius, are without value, except as exercises and manifestations of
|
|
the spirit. In Heaven, all ordinary thought is higher and more
|
|
melodious than Milton's song. Then, would he add another verse to
|
|
any strain that he had left unfinished here?
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|
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|
But to return to Owen Warland. It was his fortune, good or ill,
|
|
to achieve the purpose of his life. Pass we over a long space of
|
|
intense thought, yearning effort, minute toil, and wasting anxiety,
|
|
succeeded by an instant of solitary triumph; let all this be imagined;
|
|
and then behold the artist, on a winter evening, seeking admittance to
|
|
Robert Danforth's fireside circle. There he found the Man of Iron,
|
|
with his massive substance, thoroughly warmed and attempered by
|
|
domestic influences. And there was Annie, too, now transformed into
|
|
a matron, with much of her husband's plain and sturdy nature, but
|
|
imbued, as Owen Warland still believed, with a finer grace, that might
|
|
enable her to be the interpreter between Strength and Beauty. It
|
|
happened, likewise, that old Peter Hovenden was a guest, this evening,
|
|
at his daughter's fireside; and it was his well-remembered
|
|
expression of keen, cold criticism, that first encountered the
|
|
artist's glance.
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|
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|
"My old friend Owen!" cried Robert Danforth, starting up, and
|
|
compressing the artist's delicate fingers within a hand that was
|
|
accustomed to gripe bars of iron. "This is kind and neighborly, to
|
|
come to us at last! I was afraid your Perpetual Motion had bewitched
|
|
you out of the remembrance of old times."
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|
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|
"We are glad to see you!" said Annie, while a blush reddened her
|
|
matronly cheek. "It was not like a friend to stay from us so long."
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|
"Well, Owen," inquired the old watchmaker, as his first greeting,
|
|
"how comes on the Beautiful? Have you created it at last?"
|
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|
The artist did not immediately reply, being startled by the
|
|
apparition of a young child of strength, that was tumbling about on
|
|
the carpet; a little personage who had come mysteriously out of the
|
|
infinite, but with something so sturdy and real in his composition
|
|
that he seemed moulded out of the densest substance which earth
|
|
could supply. This hopeful infant crawled towards the newcomer, and
|
|
setting himself on end- as Robert Danforth expressed the posture-
|
|
stared at Owen with a look of such sagacious observation, that the
|
|
mother could not help exchanging a proud glance with her husband.
|
|
But the artist was disturbed by the child's look, as imagining a
|
|
resemblance between it and Peter Hovenden's habitual expression. He
|
|
could have fancied that the old watchmaker was compressed into this
|
|
baby-shape, and looking out of those baby-eyes, and repeating- as he
|
|
now did- the malicious question: "The Beautiful, Owen! How comes on
|
|
the Beautiful? Have you succeeded in creating the Beautiful?"
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|
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|
"I have succeeded," replied the artist, with a momentary light of
|
|
triumph in his eyes, and a smile of sunshine, yet steeped in such
|
|
depth of thought, that it was almost sadness. "Yes, my friends, it
|
|
is the truth. I have succeeded!"
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|
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|
"Indeed!" cried Annie, a look of maiden mirthfulness peeping out of
|
|
her face again. "And is it lawful, now, to inquire what the secret
|
|
is?"
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|
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|
"Surely; it is to disclose it, that I have come," answered Owen
|
|
Warland. "You shall know, and see, and touch, and possess the
|
|
secret! For, Annie- if by that name I may still address the friend
|
|
of my boyish years- Annie, it is for your bridal gift that I have
|
|
wrought this spiritualized mechanism, this harmony of motion, this
|
|
Mystery of Beauty! It comes late, indeed; but it is as we go onward in
|
|
life, when objects begin to lose their freshness of hue, and our souls
|
|
their delicacy of perception, that the spirit of Beauty is most
|
|
needed. If- forgive me, Annie- if you know how to value this gift,
|
|
it can never come too late!"
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|
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|
He produced, as he spoke, what seemed a jewel-box. It was carved
|
|
richly out of ebony by his own hand, and inlaid with a fanciful
|
|
tracery of pearl, representing a boy in pursuit of a butterfly, which,
|
|
elsewhere, had become a winged spirit, and was flying heavenward;
|
|
while the boy, or youth, had found such efficacy in his strong desire,
|
|
that he ascended from earth to cloud, and from cloud to celestial
|
|
atmosphere, to win the Beautiful. This case of ebony the artist
|
|
opened, and bade Annie place her finger on its edge. She did so, but
|
|
almost screamed, as a butterfly fluttered forth, and, alighting on her
|
|
finger's tip, sat waving the ample magnificence of its purple and
|
|
gold-speckled wings, as if in prelude to a flight. It is impossible to
|
|
express by words the glory, the splendor, the delicate gorgeousness,
|
|
which were softened into the beauty of this object. Nature's ideal
|
|
butterfly was here realized in all its perfection; not in the
|
|
pattern of such faded insects as flit among earthly flowers, but of
|
|
those which hover across the meads of Paradise, for child-angels and
|
|
the spirits of departed infants to disport themselves with. The rich
|
|
down was visible upon its wings; the lustre of its eyes seemed
|
|
instinct with spirit. The firelight glimmered around this wonder-
|
|
the candles gleamed upon it- but it glistened apparently by its own
|
|
radiance, and illuminated the finger and outstretched hand on which it
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rested, with a white gleam like that of precious stones. In its
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perfect beauty, the consideration of size was entirely lost. Had its
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wings overreached the firmament, the mind could not have been more
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filled or satisfied.
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"Beautiful! Beautiful!" exclaimed Annie. "Is it alive? Is it
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alive?"
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"Alive? To be sure it is," answered her husband. "Do you suppose
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any mortal has skill enough to make a butterfly- or would put
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himself to the trouble of making one, when any child may catch a score
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of them in a summer's afternoon? Alive? certainly! But this pretty box
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is undoubtedly of our friend Owen's manufacture; and really it does
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him credit."
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At this moment, the butterfly waved its wings anew, with a motion
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so absolutely lifelike that Annie was startled, and even awe-stricken;
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for, in spite of her husband's opinion, she could not satisfy
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herself whether it was indeed a living creature, or a piece of
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wondrous mechanism.
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"Is it alive?" she repeated, more earnestly than before.
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"Judge for yourself," said Owen Warland, who stood gazing in her
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face with fixed attention.
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The butterfly now flung itself upon the air, fluttered round
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Annie's head, and soared into a distant region of the parlor, still
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making itself perceptible to sight by the starry gleam in which the
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motion of its wings enveloped it. The infant, on the floor, followed
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its course with his sagacious little eyes. After flying about the
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room, it returned, in a spiral curve, and settled again on Annie's
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finger.
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"But is it alive?" exclaimed she again; and the finger, on which
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the gorgeous mystery had alighted, was so tremulous that the butterfly
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was forced to balance himself with his wings. "Tell me if it be alive,
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or whether you created it?"
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"Wherefore ask who created it, so it be beautiful?" replied Owen
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Warland. "Alive? Yes, Annie; it may well be said to possess life,
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for it has absorbed my own being into itself; and in the secret of
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that butterfly, and in its beauty- which is not merely outward, but
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deep as its whole system- is represented the intellect, the
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imagination, the sensibility, the soul, of an Artist of the Beautiful!
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Yes, I created it. But"- and here his countenance somewhat changed-
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"this butterfly is not now to me what it was when I beheld it afar
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off, in the day-dreams of my youth."
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"Be it what it may, it is a pretty plaything," said the blacksmith,
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grinning with childlike delight. "I wonder whether it would condescend
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to alight on such a great clumsy finger as mine? Hold it hither,
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Annie!"
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By the artist's direction, Annie touched her finger's tip to that
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of her husband; and, after a momentary delay, the butterfly
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fluttered from one to the other. It preluded a second flight by a
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similar, yet not precisely the same waving of wings, as in the first
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experiment. Then ascending from the blacksmith's stalwart finger, it
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rose in a gradually enlarging curve to the ceiling, made one wide
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sweep around the room, and returned with an undulating movement to the
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point whence it had started.
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"Well, that does beat all nature!" cried Robert Danforth, bestowing
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the heartiest praise that he could find expression for; and, indeed,
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had he paused there, a man of finer words and nicer perception could
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not easily have said more. "That goes beyond me, I confess! But what
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then? There is more real use in one downright blow of my
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sledge-hammer, than in the whole five years' labor that our friend
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Owen has wasted on this butterfly!"
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Here the child clapped his hands, and made a great babble of
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indistinct utterance, apparently demanding that the butterfly should
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be given him for a plaything.
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Owen Warland, meanwhile, glanced sidelong at Annie, to discover
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whether she sympathized in her husband's estimate of the comparative
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value of the Beautiful and the Practical. There was, amid all her
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kindness towards himself, amid all the wonder and admiration with
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which she contemplated the marvellous work of his hands, and
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incarnation of his ideal a secret scorn; too secret, perhaps, for
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her own consciousness, and perceptible only to such intuitive
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discernment as that of the artist. But Owen, in the latter stages of
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his pursuit, had risen out of the region in which such a discovery
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might have been torture. He knew that the world, and Annie as the
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representative of the world, whatever praise might be bestowed,
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could never say the fitting word, nor feel the fitting sentiment which
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should be the perfect recompense of an artist who, symbolizing a lofty
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moral by a material trifle- converting what was earthly to spiritual
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gold- had won the Beautiful into his handiwork. Not at this latest
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moment was he to learn that the reward of all high performance must be
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sought within itself, or sought in vain. There was, however, a view of
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the matter, which Annie, and her husband, and even Peter Hovenden,
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might fully have understood, and which would have satisfied them
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that the toil of years had here been worthily bestowed. Owen Warland
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might have told them, that this butterfly, this plaything, this
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bridal-gift of a poor watchmaker to a blacksmith's wife, was, in
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truth, a gem of art that a monarch would have purchased with honors
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and abundant wealth, and have treasured it among the jewels of his
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kingdom, as the most unique and wondrous of them all! But the artist
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smiled and kept the secret to himself.
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"Father," said Annie, thinking that a word of praise from the old
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watchmaker might gratify his former apprentice, "do come and admire
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this pretty butterfly!"
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"Let us see," said Peter Hovenden, rising from his chair, with a
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sneer upon his face that always made people doubt, as he himself
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did, in everything but a material existence. "Here is my finger for it
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to alight upon. I shall understand it better when once I have
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touched it."
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But, to the increased astonishment of Annie, when the tip of her
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father's finger was pressed against that of her husband, on which
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the butterfly still rested, the insect drooped its wings, and seemed
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on the point of falling to the floor. Even the bright spots of gold
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upon its wings and body, unless her eyes deceived her, grew dim, and
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the glowing purple took a dusky hue, and the starry lustre that
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gleamed around the blacksmith's hand became faint, and vanished.
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"It is dying! it is dying!" cried Annie, in alarm.
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"It has been delicately wrought," said the artist, calmly. "As I
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told you, it has imbibed a spiritual essence- call it magnetism, or
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what you will. In an atmosphere of doubt and mockery, its exquisite
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susceptibility suffers torture, as does the soul of him who
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instilled his own life into it. It has already lost its beauty; in a
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few moments more, its mechanism would be irreparably injured."
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"Take away your hand, father!" entreated Annie, turning pale. "Here
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is my child; let it rest on his innocent hand. There, perhaps, its
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life will revive, and its colors grow brighter than ever."
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Her father, with an acrid smile, withdrew his finger. The butterfly
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then appeared to recover the power of voluntary motion; while its hues
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assumed much of their original lustre, and the gleam of starlight,
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which was its most ethereal attribute, again formed a halo round about
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it. At first, when transferred from Robert Danforth's hand to the
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small finger of the child, this radiance grew so powerful that it
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positively threw the little fellow's shadow back against the wall. He,
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meanwhile, extended his plump hand as he had seen his father and
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mother do, and watched the waving of the insect's wings with infantine
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delight. Nevertheless, there was a certain odd expression of sagacity,
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that made Owen Warland feel as if here were old Peter Hovenden,
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partially, and but partially, redeemed from his hard scepticism into
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childish faith.
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"How wise the little monkey looks!" whispered Robert Danforth to
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his wife.
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"I never saw such a look on a child's face," answered Annie,
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admiring her own infant, and with good reason, far more than the
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artistic butterfly. "The darling knows more of the mystery than we
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do."
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As if the butterfly, like the artist, were conscious of something
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not entirely congenial in the child's nature, it alternately
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sparkled and grew dim. At length, it arose from the small hand of
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the infant with an airy motion, that seemed to bear it upward
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|
without an effort; as if the ethereal instincts, with which its
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master's spirit had endowed it, impelled this fair vision
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|
involuntarily to a higher sphere. Had there been no obstruction, it
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might have soared into the sky, and grown immortal. But its lustre
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|
gleamed upon the ceiling; the exquisite texture of its wings brushed
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|
against that earthly medium; and a sparkle or two, as if stardust,
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|
floated downward and lay glimmering on the carpet. Then the
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butterfly came fluttering down, and, instead of returning to the
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infant, was apparently attracted towards the artist's hand.
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"Not so, not so!" murmured Owen Warland, as if his handiwork
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|
could have understood him. "Thou hast gone forth out of thy master's
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|
heart. There is no return for thee!"
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With a wavering movement, and emitting a tremulous radiance, the
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|
butterfly struggled, as it were, towards the infant, and was about
|
|
to alight upon his finger. But, while it still hovered in the air, the
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|
little Child of Strength, with his grandsire's sharp and shrewd
|
|
expression in his face, made a snatch at the marvellous insect, and
|
|
compressed it in his hand. Annie screamed! Old Peter Hovenden burst
|
|
into a cold and scornful laugh. The blacksmith, by main force,
|
|
unclosed the infant's hand, and found within the palm a small heap
|
|
of glittering fragments, whence the Mystery of Beauty had fled for
|
|
ever. And as for Owen Warland, he looked placidly at what seemed the
|
|
ruin of his life's labor, and which yet was no ruin. He had caught a
|
|
far other butterfly than this. When the artist rose high enough to
|
|
achieve the Beautiful, the symbol by which he made it perceptible to
|
|
mortal senses became of little value in his eyes, while his spirit
|
|
possessed itself in the enjoyment of the reality.
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THE END
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