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Well, the first time i did Acid was about a year ago (12/26/95) and was
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one of the coolest things i have ever done. I had never thought id do
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drugs really, but id allways talked about doing Acid. So one day a friend
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of mine comes over and tells me he got some, just out of the blue. So
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I diddnt know if id do it, but he said that he was going to so i was gonna
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go and watch him. I go to his house and he takes one. Right now im under
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the impression that his parents are gone and will be gone for the remainder
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of the night(we are still in highschool BTW). So he starts trippin out,
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and it looks totally cool, so i want to try it. We each take about 3/4 or
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one each. So wile im waiting i decide to go to the store. We walk there
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and hes having
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quite a good time walking, and im just enjoying watching him. I get to
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the store and buy some laffy taffys (love the things) which turned out to
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be a great choice. So as we walk back i start getting the wierd writhing
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thing, and we stop to smell flowers. They were just killer. I think i
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smelled one rose for about 15 min. straight. We make it back to his house
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and his parents are there. This kinda bothers me, cause im seeing stuff
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and laughing at everything. So we go to his room and hang out. Pretty soon
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his parents come in and want him to rap a present for a wedding. This was
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totally freaky, but we have to do it cause we dont want them suspicius.
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We start wrapping, and totally get into it. This was the nicest damn
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present ive ever seen.
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Later, we go for a walk around the block. Its just getting dark and the
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street lights are coming on. We walk for a wile and i bump into my ex-
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girlfriends mom. We were pretty close so i had to stop and talk. She
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started talking about he trip she to to las vegas, and suddenly every
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thing that she said was the most hilarious thing i had ever heard. It was
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sooooo hard to talk, cause i was giggleing so much. She must have thought
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I was crazy. Evently we got away and moved on. We came to a street light
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and i started stareing at it. I could swear it was a huge eye. The haze
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around lights(well, i dont know if every one sees this but i do now since
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i did this) was huge and thick, and sorta looked like an eye. My friend
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was yelling about this car that was crawling like a worm. He tried to show
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me but i just diddnt get it.
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Once again we went back to his house, and went to his room. At this point
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i started to eat my laffy taffys and reading the jokes. One joke inpaticular
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which i still rember, almost killed me. I had a peice of taffy in my mouth
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and read "Where does a general keep his armies?" I pondered it a bit and
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read the answer. "In his sleeveies". I started laughing so hard i inhaled
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a bit of taffy and was choking. I really diddnt care, because i had read
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the most funny joke on earth, and if Montie Python is to be believed i
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should have died anyway. Finaly i got better, just as i started peaking.
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The first thing i did was look in the mirror. I thought "Lets see somthing"
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First thing i did was try and look mean. Almost instantly I grew horns,
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a gotee and thin mustashes, and my eyebrows got real long and thin. Of
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course i diddnt think it was myself, i thoutht it was the mirror, and i had
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made it mad. I became very scared of pissing off the mirror, and would not
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look in it the rest of the night.
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Now I was really freaking out. I made my friend leave with me and go to
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a diffrent friends house. I dont know why i wanted to leave, i just knew i
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had to.
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The friends house we were going to was about a mile away, and it was totally
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dark outside. It started out fine. I saw faries flying around, and became
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puzzled that so many people had windows in their houses. As i was walking
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i saw a dog in the road ahead of us, and almost died. It, for some reason
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scared me so bad that i had to cross the street and walk on the other side.
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Later down the road we passed these two guys that kinda looked like us. All
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of a sudden I had the feeling that i had jsut seen my self in about 6 years.
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I got really excited about this and started talking loud. When i finished
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talking all the sound in the world went away. Everything was totally
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silent. It was a kinda errie, calm feeling, like every thing had just taken
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a few minuits off to relax. It made me feel good walking down the street.
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A little later we got to our other friends hous, just as i started coming
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down. We talked and hung out, and had a pretty killer time. She started
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playing some music with a lot of samples in it, and it totally made me
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trip out. I listend to it for a real long time, just listing to the voices
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The cd was KMFDM v. Pig (which is a great cd BTW). After a wile we split
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back to my first friends place, and started talking. We decided that the
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english language has too many unfriendly words like "Though" and that we
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should patition the govermet to re-write it. Think about it. You can say
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"Though" whith just three letters- tho-. I thought that the "ugh" made the
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word unfriendly, which makes people not want to say it. I suppose this
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conversation loses something..... Anyway,
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After a wile i just layed down and enjoyed the light show. I had the most
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amasing open and closed eye visuals. In his textured cieling i saw thousands
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of skulls moving and growing and rotating (dont worry, I like skulls). When
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I closed my eyes i millions of neon lights making pictures and landscapes.
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I also saw some disturbing H.R. Giger type pictures.Scary. Eventually i
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fell into tone of the most peacefull sleeps i have ever had.
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I have done Acid twice since, about 3 monthes between each. I have no
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intention of making it a habit, and in fact i might never do it again. But
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I am glad i did do it, because since that time, I found out what i enjoy.
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Its just having fun, and enjoying myself. I have now applied that to my
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every day life, and I have not been this happy in my life. I do not
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believe that it was the drug that made me feel this way, I believe that it
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let me accually see what i liked to feel, and I myself decided to be
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happy.
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