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From: cpelley@news.delphi.com (CPELLEY@DELPHI.COM)
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Newsgroups: alt.drugs
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Subject: Attention all Terence McKenna fans
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Date: 5 Mar 1994 05:23:55 -0500
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Message-ID: <2l9mjr$3ll@news.delphi.com>
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SPACE TIME CONTINUUM
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WITH TERENCE MCKENNA
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ALIEN DREAMTIME
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WARNING!
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The following pages contain the words to the Space Time Continuum / Alien
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Dreamtime album and are to be used as reference material after the album
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has been smealed, grokked, or otherwise brainally infused. Do yourself a
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favor and discontinue further reading of these pages if you have not first
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listened to the album.
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You have been warned.
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Alien Dreamtime was a multi media event recorded live on February
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26th/27th 1993 at the Transmission theater, San Francisco, Ca. A video of
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this event produced by Rose-X media house is available through City of
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Tribes Communications 63 Fountain st, SF, Ca 94114. The didgeridoo is
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played with the greatest respect for all the aboriginal people of
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Australia and the spirit of all first world people. All tracks published
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by Space Monkey.
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Archaic Revival
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Allright... tonight, for your edification and amusement... three
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raves, two interregnums. Visions by Rose X. Didgeredoo, Stephen Kent.
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And sound by Space Time. Words and ideas by Terence McKenna. Rap one:
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The Archaic Revival.
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History is ending, because the dominator culture has led the human
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species into a blind alley. And as the inevitable chaostrophe approaches,
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people look for metaphors and answers. Every time a culture gets into
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trouble, it casts itself back into the past looking for the last sane
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moment it ever knew. And the last sane moment we ever knew was on the
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plains of Africa, 15,000 years ago, rocked in cradle of the great horned
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mushroom goddess before history. Before standing armies, before slavery
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and property, before warfare and phonetic alphabets and monotheism.
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Before, before, before. And this is where the future is taking us.
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Because the secret faith of the 20th century is not modernism. The secret
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faith of the 20th century is nostalgia for the archaic, nostalgia for the
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Paleolithic, and that gives us body piercing, abstract expressionism,
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surrealism, jazz, rock and roll, and Catastrophe Theory. The 20th century
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mind is nostalgic for the paradise that once existed on the
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mushroom-dotted plains of Africa, where the plant-human symbiosis occurred
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that pulled us out of the animal body and into the tool-using,
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culture-making, imagination-exploring creature that we are.
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And why does this matter? It matters because it chose that the
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way out is back, and that the future is a forward escape into the past.
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This is what the psychedelic experience means. Its a doorway out of
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history and into the wiring under the board in eternity. And I tell you
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this because if the community understands what it is that holds it
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together, the community will be better able to streamline itself for
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flight into hyperspace. Because what we need is a new myth. What we need
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is a new true story that tells us where were going in the universe. And
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that true story is that the ego is a product of pathology and that when
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psilocybin is regularly part of the human experience, the ego is
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suppressed. And the suppression of the ego means the defeat of the
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dominators, the materialists, the product peddlers. Psychedelics return
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us to the inner worth of the self, to the importance of feeling immediate
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experience. And nobody can sell that to you and nobody can buy it from
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you, so the dominator culture is not interested in the felt presence of
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immediate experience. But thats what holds the community together. And
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as we break out of the silly myths of science and the infantile obsessions
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of the marketplace, what we discover through the psychedelic experience is
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that in the body-- in the body-- there are Niagara of beauty, alien
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beauty, alien dimensions that are part of the self, the richest part of life.
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I think of going to the grave without having a psychedelic
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experience, like going to the grave without having sex. It means that you
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never figured out what it was all about. The mystery is in the body, and
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the way the body works itself into nature. What the archaic revival means
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is shamanism, ecstasy, orgiastic sexuality, and the defeat of the three
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enemies of the people, and the three enemies of the people are pechemony,
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monogamy, and monotony. And if you get them on the run, you have the
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dominators sweating, folks. Because that means that youre getting it all
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reconnected, and get it all reconnected means putting aside the idea of
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separateness and self-definition through thing fetish. Getting it all
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connected means tapping into the Gaian mind. And the Gaian mind is what
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were calling the psychedelic experience. Its an experience of the living
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fact of the entelechy of the planet, and without that experience we wander
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in a desert of bogus ideologies, but with that experience, the compass of
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the self can be set. And thats the idea, that were figuring out how to
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reset the compass of the self, through community, through ecstatic dance,
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through psychedelics, intelligence-- intelligence... this is what we have
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to have to make the forward escape into hyperspace.
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Im gonna take five here, and uh, well be back and chat some more.
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Alien Love
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Hello... so, that was like an introduction, ha ha! Now for some
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preaching to the choir on the subject of: How come it is that the further
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in you go, the bigger it gets? I remember the very, very first time I
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smoked DMT. It was sort of a benchmark, you might say. And I remember
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that this friend of mine that always got there first, visited me with this
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little glass pipe, and this stuff which looked like orange mothballs. And
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since I was a graduate of Dr. Hoffmans, I figured there were no surprises.
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So the only question I asked was how long does it last? And he said,
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About five minutes. So, I did it. And...
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There was uh, something like a flower. Like a chrysanthemum in
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orange and yellow that sort of spinning. Spinning. And then, it was like
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I was pushed from behind and I fell through the chrysanthemum into another
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place that didnt seem like a state of mind. It seemed like another place.
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And what was going on in this place (aside from the tastefully soffited
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indirect lighting and the crawling hallucinations along the domed wall),
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what was happening was that there were a lot of beings in there, a lot of
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what I call self-transforming machine elves. Sort of like jeweled
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basketballs all dribbling their way toward me. And if they had faces they
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wouldve been grinning at me, but they didnt have faces. And they assured
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me that they loved me, and they told me not to be amazed, not to give way
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to astonishment. And so I watched them, even though I wondered if maybe I
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hadnt really done it this time! And what they were doing, was they were
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making objects come into existence by singing them into existence.
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Objects which looked like Faberge eggs from Mars, morphing themselves with
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Mandaean alphabetical structures. They looked like the concrescence of
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linguistic intentionality put through a kind of hyperdimensional transform
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into three-dimensional space. And these little machines offered
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themselves to me. And I realized when I looked at them, that if I could
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bring just one of these little trinkets back, nothing would ever be quite
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the same again.
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And I wondered where am I? And what is going on? And it occurred
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to me that these must be holographic viral projections from an autonomous
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continuum that was somehow intersecting my own. And then I thought, a more
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elegant explanation would be to take it at face value, and realize that I
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had broken into an ecology of souls, and that somehow I was getting a peek
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over the other side. Somehow, I was finding out that thing, that you
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cheerfully assume you cant find out... but it felt like I was finding out.
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And it felt... and then I cant remember what it felt like because the
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little self-transforming tikes interrupted me and said, Dont think about
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it. Dont think about who we are-- think about doing what were doing. Do
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it! Do it now. Do it!
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Speaking in Tongues
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And what they meant was: use your voice to make an object. And as I
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understood I felt a bubble kind of grow inside of me. And I watched these
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little elf tikes jumping in and out of my chest (they liked to do that to
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reassure you), and they said, Do it! And I felt language rise up in me
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that was unhooked from English and I began to speak like this:
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Eeeoo ded hwauopsy mectoph, mectagin dupwoxin, moi phoi wops eppepepekin
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gitto phepsy demego doi aga din a doich demoi aga donc heedey obectdee
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doohueana.
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(Or words to that effect). And I wondered then what it all meant, and why
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it felt so good (if it didnt mean anything). And I thought about it a few
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years, actually, and I decided, you know, that meaning and language are
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two different things. And that what the alien voice in the psychedelic
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experience wants to reveal is the syntactical nature of reality. That the
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real secret of magic, is that the world is made of words, and that if you
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know the words that the world is made of, you make of it, whatever you wish!
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Eh moi dea doi phegenheggo...
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And one of the things that I learned about DMT, was that, if you ever had
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it, even just once, then you can have a dream. And in this dream somebody
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will pull out a little glass pipe, and then it will happen. It will
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happen just like the real thing. Because theres a button somewhere inside
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each and every one of us that gives you a look into the other side. And
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thats the button that resets the compass that tells you where you want to
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sail. Good luck!
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Timewave Zero
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Hello, all right. Have you ever noticed how, um, theres this
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quality to reality, which comes and goes and kind of, ebbs and flows. And
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nobody ever mentions it, or has a name for it. Except that some people
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call it a bad hair day or they say, Things are really weird recently. And
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I think we never notice it and we never talk about it because were
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embedded in a culture that expects us to believe that all times are the
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same, and that your bank account doesnt fluctuate, except according to the
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vicissitudes of your own existence. In other words, every moment is
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expected to be the same, and yet this isnt what we experience. And so
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what I noticed was that, running through reality is the ebb and flow of
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novelty. And some days, and some years, and some centuries are very novel
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indeed. And some aint. And they come and go on all scales, differently,
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interweaving, resonantly. And this is what time seems to be.
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And science has overlooked this, this most salient of facts about
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nature, that nature is a novelty-conserving engine. And that from the
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very first moments of that most improbable Big Bang, novelty has been
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conserved, because in the very beginning there was only an ocean of energy
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pouring into the universe. There were no planets, no stars, no molecules,
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no atoms, no magnetic fields. There was only an ocean of free electrons.
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And then, time passed. And the universe cooled. And novel structures
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crystallized out of disorder. First, atoms. Atoms of hydrogen and
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helium. Aggregating into stars. And at the center of those stars, the
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temperature and the pressure created something which had never been seen
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before, which was: fusion. And fusion, cooking in the hearts of stars,
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brought forth more novelty. Heavy elements, iron, carbon, forvalent
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carbon. And as time passed, there not only then, elemental systems, but
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because of the presence of carbon and the lower temperatures in the
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universe, molecular structures and out of molecules come simple subsets of
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organisms, the genetic machinery for transcripting information,
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aggregating into membranes, always binding novelty, always condensing
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time, always building and conserving upon complexity and always faster and
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faster and faster... and then, we come to ourselves. And where do we fit
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into all of this?
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Five million years ago, we were an animal of some sort. Where
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will we be five million years from tonight? What we represent is not a
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sideshow, or an epiphenomenon, or an ancillary something-or-other on the
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edge of nowhere. What we represent is the nexus of concressent novelty
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that has been moving itself together, complexifying itself, folding itself
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in upon itself, for billions and billions of years. There is, so far as
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we know, nothing more advanced than what is sitting behind your eyes. The
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human neocortex is the most densely ramified and complexified structure in
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the known universe. We are the cutting edge of organismic transformation
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of matter in this cosmos. And this has been going on for awhile. Since
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the discovery of fire, since the discovery of language, but now, and by
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now, I mean for the last 10,000 years, weve been into something new: not
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genetic information, not genetic mutation, not natural selection, but
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epigenetic activity. Writing, theatre, poetry, dance, art, tattooing,
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body-piercing, and philosophy. And these things have accelerated the
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ingression into novelty so that we have become an idea-excreting force in
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nature that builds temples, builds cities, builds machines, social
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engines, plans, and spreads over the earth, into space; into the
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microphysical domain; into the macrophysical domain. We, who five million
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years were animals, can kindle in our deserts and if necessary upon the
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cities of our enemies, the very energy which lights the stars at night.
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Now, something peculiar is going on here. Something is calling us
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out of nature and sculpting us in its own image. And the confrontation
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with this something is now not so far away. This is what the impending
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apparent end of everything actually means. It means that the denouement
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of human history is about to occur and is about to be revealed as a
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universal process of concressing and expressing novelty that is now going
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to become so intensified that it is going to flow over into another dimension.
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You can feel it. You can feel it in your own dreams. You can
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feel it in your own trips. You can feel that were approaching the cusp of
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a catastrophe, and that beyond that cusp, we are unrecognizable to
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ourselves. The wave of novelty that has rolled unbroken since the birth
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of the universe has now focused and coalesced itself in our species. And
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if it seems unlikely to you that the world is about to transform itself,
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then think of it this way: Think of a pond and think of how, if the
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surface of the pond begins to boil, thats the signal that some enormous
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protean form is about to break the surface of the pond and reveal itself.
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Human history is the boiling of the pond surface of ordinary biology. We
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are flesh, which has been caught in the grip of some kind of an attractor
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that lies ahead of us in time, and that is sculpting to its ends.
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Speaking to us, through psychedelics, through visions, through culture and
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technology. Consciousness, the language-forming capacity in our species
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is propelling itself forward, as though it were going to shed the monkey
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body and leap into some extra-surreal space that surrounds, but that we
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cannot currently see.
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Even the people who run the planet, the World Bank, the IMF, you
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name it, they know that history is ending. They know by the reports which
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cross their desks, that the disappearance of the ozone hole, the
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toxification of the ocean, the clearing of the rainforests, what this
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means is that the womb of the planet has reached its finite limits, and
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that the human species has now, without choice, begun the descent down the
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birth canal of collective transformation toward something right around the
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corner, and nearly completely unimaginable.
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And this is where the psychedelic shaman comes in. Because I
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believe that what we really contact through psychedelics is a kind of
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hyperspace, and from that hyperspace, we look down on both the past and
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the future and we anticipate the end. And a shaman is someone who has
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seen the end. And therefore is a trickster, because you dont worry if
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youve seen the end. If you know how it comes out, you go back and you
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take your place in the play and you let it all roll on without anxiety.
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This is what boundary dissolution means; it means nothing less than the
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anticipation of the end-state of human history. A return to the archaic
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mode, a rediscovery of the orgiastic freedom of the African grasslands of
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20,000 years ago. A techno-escape into a future that looks more like the
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past than the future, because materialism, consumerism, product fetishism,
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all of these things will be eliminated and technology will become
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nanotechnology and disappear from our physical presence. If-- if-- we
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have the dream. If we allow the wave of novelty to propel us toward the
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creativity that is inimicable to the human condition.
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This is what were talking about here-- psychedelics as a catalyst
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to the human imagination, psychedelics as a catalyst for language, because
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what cannot be said, cannot be created by the community. So that we need
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then, is the forced evolution of language, and the way to do that is to go
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back to agents that created language in the very first place. And that
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means, the psychedelic plants, the Gaian Logos, and the mysterious
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beckoning extraterrestrial minds beyond. Hooking ourselves back up, into
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the chakras of the hierarchy of nature, turning ourselves over to the mind
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of the Totally Other that created us and brought us forth out of animal
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organization. We are somehow part of the planetary destiny. How well we
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do determines how well the experiment of life on earth does. Because we
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have become the cutting edge of that experiment. We define it, and we
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hold in our hands the power to make or to break it.
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This is not a dress rehearsal for the apocalypse. This is not a
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pseudo-millennium. This is the real thing, folks. This is not a test.
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This is the last chance before things become so dissipated that there is
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no chance for cohesiveness. We can use the calendar as a club. We can
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make the millennium an occasion for establishing an authentic human
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civilization, overcoming the dominator paradigm, dissolving boundaries
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through psychedelics, recreating a sexuality not based on monotheism,
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monogamy, and monotony. All these things are possible. If we can
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understand the overarching metaphor which holds it all together, which is
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the celebration of mind as play, the celebration of love as a genuine
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social value in the community. This is what they have suppressed so long,
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this is why they are so afraid of the psychedelics, because they
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understand that once you touch the inner core of your own and someone
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elses being, you cant be led into thing fetishism and consumerism. The
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message of psychedelics is that culture can be reengineered as a set of
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emotional values, rather than products. This is terrifying news. And if
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we are able to make this point, we can pull back, we can pull back and we
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can transcend. Nine times in the last million years, the ice has ground
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south from the poles, pushing human populations ahead of it, and those
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people didnt fuck up. Why should we, then? We are all survivors. We are
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the inheritors of a million years of striving for the Unspeakable. And
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now, with the engines of technology in our hands, we ought to be able to
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reach out and actually exteriorize the human soul at the end of time,
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invoke it into existence like a UFO, and open the violent doorway into
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hyperspace and walk through it, out of profane history and into the world
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beyond the grave, beyond shamanism, beyond the end of history, into the
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galactic millennium that has beckoned to us for millions of years across
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space and time. This is the moment. A planet brings forth an opportunity
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like this only once in its lifetime. And we are ready, and we are poised,
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and as a community we are ready to move into it, to claim it, to make it
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our own. Its there-- go for it! And thank you!
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