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How Much My Life Sux
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Anonymous Loozer
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This document outlines how much my life sux, hence the title. I chose to be
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anon cause if I wuzn't, then My life would suck even more!
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- There's this total slut in skool. She hits on everybody. She hit on
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everybody I know, she fucked my friends (or at least tried(she's been around
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a bit so she's probably got a few STDs)), and she has never hit on me.
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- Every chick I've asked out or told I liked as either resulted in a
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terrible burn (ie. Eeewww (which I've receive 2x) or a quick, simple no.
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- I go to skool.
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- I have no job and therefore have very little money.
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- I have been ripped off a few times when I wuz a newbie 2 drugs. I wuz sold
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broccoli, got money 2 a traffiker first and then the 'guy' was 'caught five
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seconds b4 i got there' and 'i dropped ur cash and ran'
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- I am a pushover. Ppl have spit in my face, slapped me, pushed me around,
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punched me repeatedly, kicked, poked, and given a full body beating and done
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nothing about it. I want to, but I don't know why I don't.
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- I have hick-ass parents who will not allow me to change, and so I'm stuck
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in this geek/nerd look.
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- I am fat, about 40lbs overweight. It really sux being fat. I got stretch
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marks. Which really sux. I hate them, there fucking gross. I have no clue on
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how 2 get rid of them either.
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- I have nothing better to do than to sit on my ass and rot.
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- 16, going on 17 and wishing he wuzn't a virgin
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- I can't beleive in god, or any other greater beings b/c of my mentally
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developed reality.
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- Ppl tell me that reality is gonna slap me in the face someday, but they
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have absolutely no idea what reality is when ur me.
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- I can't commit suicide cause that would hurt (breaking ur neck in a noose
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would fucking hurt, and I live in a rural area, so there r no buildings that
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r tall enough for me to kill myself), and I'm afraid of dying(not death,
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those r 2 very different things).
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- There's these fucking ppl who will push me around and shit, call me there
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bitch, and yet they will say that they care about me, and don't want me to
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kill myself.
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- Homicide would b fun, but... hmmm. can't think of any buts there! ;)
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- I think my brain is deteriorating already, cause my short-term memory has
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pretty much died in the last 3 yrs.
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- The last chick that came on to me wuz butt-ugly, but I really regret
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turning her down.
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- I'm thinking of becoming a-sexual b/c I'm not havin very much luck. I
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can't b gay cause guys r the most ugly fucking thing I've ever seen. I'm
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fucking disgusted by myself! (but thats not gonna stop me from playing with
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myself! ;))
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- I think I may grow up to be a rapist.
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- I have never been 2 a party, and there r lots around here. But nobody
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tells me about them (wonder y...)
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- I have diagnosed myself with average to above average sociophobia, which
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is the fear of social instances. I am afraid to walk in the halls of my
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skool alone or without a distraction from all the ppl. I hate when somebody
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laughs near me, or whispers, or looks at me, because in my mind I am sure
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they talking/making fun of me, although I know they probably aren't.
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- I'm writing about my problems on the internet.
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- I want WWIII, I know it's going to happen and I'm going to die in it.
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- I think I have the inablitiy to hate. This one church chick said that it's
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a blessing, and she wishes she couldn't hate either. But it sux. Not being
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able to hate really really sux.
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Well, those are most of the reasons of y I suk. There's more, but I'm afraid
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to write about them, even with the anonmity of the web.
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