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SUBJECT: Am I an Abductee? FILE: UFO1078
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PART 2
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On April 3, 1990 I decided to call on an old friend who I hadn't
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heard from in over two years. My friend, Carolina, is a gifted psychic,
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and a well-kept secret. Santa Rosa has its share of palm-readers
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and fortune tellers, but Carolina is in an entirely different league.
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A deeply spiritual person, Carolina has never sought recognition,
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publicity, or a reputation for her abilities, nor has she ever taken
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any money from me for her services. I'm not exactly sure why I felt
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compelled to see her that day; I had nothing in particular on my
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mind. It was a pleasant reunion. We chatted for some time, and then
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Carolina decided to see if there was anything "out there" that she
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could "pick up" for me. She proceeded to give me a reading lasting
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nearly an hour. It must have been an exceptionally good day for her,
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because there was a lot "out there" and it was amazingly accurate.
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Among other things, she told me that I had a blood disorder, and
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that she kept seeing "too much red"; she sensed that I would be quitting
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smoking soon, and informed me that I would be successful; she told
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me that my mother was about to fall ill; she told me my father might
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loose a toe due to gangrene; and most amazingly, with a surprized
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and quizzical look on her face, she asked me "Have you recently had
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contact with extraterrestrials?" Up to that point, everything
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she told me had been phrased as a statement, but this was apparently
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so preposterous that even she doubted it, and phrased it as a question
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instead.
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I was completely taken aback by her query- I hadn't thought about
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aliens or UFOs in years. Carolina had absolutely no idea that it
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had been a former interest of mine. For a moment time seemed to stand
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still- on the inside, I thought that she was entirely off-base, and
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I was ready to tell her so, but my body seemed to have a mind of
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its own as I watched myself mumble, "I don't know." I still wonder
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why I said that, because it truly betrayed what I was feeling at
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the moment. She immediately answered back by saying, "I think you
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do know, because I'm seeing this very clearly now."
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At that statement, I felt the flush of anger course through my
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body. I felt like a man who had just been told he was about to die,
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and given the exact date. I blurted out, "I don't think you're supposed
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to be telling me this! If you saw that I was going to be killed
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next week, would you tell me that too?" Carolina smiled and said,
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"They only show me what I can tell a person. If you're not meant
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to know, my guides don't show me." My stomach tight and my heart
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racing, I replied, "But don't you think this is a little too scary?"
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Again smiling, she said, "Oh, it's only scary in a fun kind of way."
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For a moment I thought she was being sarcastic. "How could she be
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so insensitive to my anxiety?", I thought. I felt the anger well
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up from within me again. "Fun!,
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What the hell is so fun about being poked and prodded and violated
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by hideously ugly creatures in the middle of the night!", I thought
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to myself. And then something snapped. I thought to myself, "What
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in God's name am I thinking about? Why has such an innocent statement
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from Carolina caused such fear and anger within me? What is this
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about being poked, prodded, and violated? Where did I get that from?
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Carolina never said anything about that!" And then I realized that
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my outward appearance was betraying my inner anxiety.
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True to my English blood, I appeared quite calm and collected to
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Carolina, even though my mind and heart were racing. She apparently
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didn't realize the implications and consequences of her revelation
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to me. "This is a first for me," she said, "In all my years, I have
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never picked up anything about extraterrestrials from a person."
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"Surely you have at least read a book or two on the subject", I replied.
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"No, I never have," she said, "It's never interested me in the least.
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There are too many problems down here to be worried about what might
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or might not be going on up there."
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End of Part 2
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