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DREAM GIRL
  by Melina Huddy

  She reminded me of someone that I'd known once, but I couldn't 
recall who. She came into the bar that first Saturday wearing red 
slacks and white high heels, looking good and smelling even better.

  "Draft."  Her voice was top shelf bourbon, deep amber, smooth and 
mellow. She sounded like someone used to being listened to.

  I got her a mug of beer and watched her drink while I tended bar. 
Saturday afternoons are pretty busy around here; folks stop in and 
have a couple, then go on about their shopping or whatever. 

  Dad bought this place from Jim Parker about forty years ago and 
let Mom name it and do the decorating. It's still called Kitty Korner 
and there are ceramic cats everywhere. I never have liked it, but who 
am I to change what's become a town institution?

  After Dad died and Mom went to the nursing home, I bought my sister 
out and Kitty Korner's all mine now. There used to be a laundromat next 
door, but I bought that, too; put in a couple pool tables and a dance 
floor. I turn a fair profit.

  "Hey, Jack."  The back door slammed against the afternoon sun, 
letting Bud and Virginia in. It's regulars like these two that keep 
me in business.

  Bud's a little weasel of a man, dark and greasy in a diesel 
mechanic kind of way. Virginia's on the housekeeping staff at the 
hospital, a tiny brown mouse. She wears smocks and walks uphill, even 
on flat land. They keep an apartment above the bank across the street.

  Two long-necked Stroh's, two glasses of ice. "What flavor?"  I'd 
gotten in a sample case of flavored schnapps about a month ago, and 
Virginia liked to sample things. I knew what Bud would say.
  
  "Peppermint."

  "What's that dark brown one?"

  "Root beer."

  "I'll try that."

                               *  *  *  

  She was smoking a cigarette when I noticed that her mug was empty.

  "Another?"

  She nodded. I wanted to ask her if we'd met somewhere before, 
but that line's older than I am. "Fresh mug?"  Some people like them 
frosted and others keep the same one all night.

  "Yes, please."  Her eyes made me think of the storms we get in 
August, dark gray and powerful. Her smile was like the rainbows after, 
always unexpected and awfully pretty. 

  She had two more before she left, and I didn't know any more about 
her that when she'd come in. That, in itself, made her odd. Women 
usually get chatty after a couple beers, and strangers like to talk 
about themselves. A strange woman in the Kitty Korner, alone -- well, 
that was almost unheard of. Shit, she hadn't even said anything about 
the cats and they all do that.

  The night crowd started in. Men driving pick-up trucks and herds of 
too loud laughter. Women wearing make-up like armor over worry. Drinking 
beer and shooting pool, dropping quarters in the juke box, dancing.
 
  I don't have posted hours. Everybody knows. Monday through Friday, 
noon 'til midnight. I'll let them stay until two on Saturday, unless a 
fight breaks out. Sunday's my day off.

  "Last call," I shout at 12:15.

  "Ah, come one."

  "One more, Jack."

  "It's early yet, give us another round over here."

  "Come on, Jack! I can't go home before one on Saturday. The old 
lady'll think I'm sick and feed me chicken soup for Sunday dinner!"

  "Wait just a minute, Jack. I'm trying to talk this little girl into 
going home with me."

  And so it went, like every other Saturday. I locked the doors at 
2:05, with nobody left but Bud, Virginia and me.

                               *  *  * 

  "So, who was she?"

  "Who?"

  "Red slacks, red Cadillac."

  "Red Cadillac?"

  "Yeah."  Bud got us a beer. Another Stroh's for him, Genessee for 
me. Virginia was cleaning up, like she always does.

  Six nights a week she stays after closing, and on Sunday's she comes 
in and really gives the place a going over. She takes her housekeeping 
seriously, and does a damn good job. I think she dusts every one of those 
freaking cats. I know if I look hard enough on Monday I'll probably find 
a new one. If I ask her, she can tell me how much pussy is in the room.

  "Hey, Virginia, how much . . ."

  "5221."  She's heard it for ten years now, and keeps a running count.

  "Cadillac, huh?"

  "Yeah." Bud knows his cars like Virginia knows her clean. "'73. El 
Dorado. Front wheel drive and in good shape, too. Pretty thing. We saw 
her pull up, out of state plates. I didn't look, maybe Virginia . . . 
hey, Virginia, did you notice the plates on that Eldy?"

  "No. Nice car, though. Friend of yours, Jack?"

  "Nope. Reminded me of somebody. Can't think who."

  "Shame."  Virginia's been trying to marry me off ever since I took 
over this place.

  I used to think about getting married, before Viet Nam, before Dad 
died. I told him all about my dream girl once and he said, "You'll 
never find one like that, son." He was right, I never did. I'm too old 
now to think about it any more. I'll be 48 next fall.

  Dad was right about most things. Just before he died, he said to me 
one morning, "You'll have to take care of your mother when I'm gone. She 
won't take my passing very well, I'm afraid."  He was 62 and healthy, and 
I didn't pay much attention.

  Before the month was out he'd been killed in a head on collision. 
Mom burned the house down the day of the funeral. They tried her for 
arson and the judge found her incompetent. The insurance company paid 
off and she went to the home. I bought Marty's half of the bar and the 
laundromat. Marty took the money and her kids and her lawyer husband and 
moved to Connecticut. Marty was always a taker, and a mover.

                               *  *  * 

  I drove home in the hazy darkness and was glad to see the light on 
in the kitchen. It meant that Bell was still there. Bell manages the 
trailer park I bought when I first got back from Nam. I hired her when 
I took over Kitty Korner, give her two hundred a week and free rent on 
a 3-bedroom.

  She was glad to get it then, for her and her two kids. She worked 
the bar before Dad died. In ten years, she's never asked for a raise 
and cooks my supper every night. Folks think that we sleep together, 
which just goes to show how little they know. Bell was Dad's mistress, 
not mine.

  "Evening, Bell."

  "Jack."  Bell's a pretty woman, pink and white, soft voiced and 
hard working. "Scott went fishing this morning. Catfish for your supper."

  Golden brown with just enough cayenne, hush puppies, fries and slaw -- 
a perfect meal, like so many before. "Thanks, Bell. Good eating. How goes 
things?"

  "Fine, Jack, just fine. Coffee?"  She poured two cups and joined 
me. "Third month in a row with no late rents. Got that water line fixed 
on 19 today. Can you smell the grass? Mowers running all afternoon -- 
can't stand the sound, but sure do like that smell."

  "Folks come in to pay their rent just to get a cup of your coffee, 
Bella. It's been a better park since you took over, you're better with 
the people than I ever was."

  "Nonsense. You took in every hard luck case that walked into the 
bar is all. I check references. Free drinks don't hit the pocketbook 
as hard as free rent."

  I laughed at her, but knew that she was right. One of the best moves 
I ever made was setting Bell Watson up as park manager.

                               *  *  *

  It was Wednesday, late and raining when Bud said, "Saw her at the 
Food Mart. Ahead of me in line, got one of those barbecued chickens and 
a bottle of fancy wine. Ever find out who she is?"

  "I didn't ask, just figured she was passing through. Still in town, 
huh?"  That wasn't exactly true. I'd been looking for her car, but 
hadn't seen it anywhere and decided that I'd never see her again. It 
still bothered me. She reminded me so much of someone.

  And then there she was, back at the Kitty Korner that Saturday, 
wearing black, with red heels and a scarf this time. Four draft beers 
and she was gone. Next three Saturdays in a row. Always wearing red, 
and either black or white.

  By the end of the month, I was like one of the damn cats, ready 
to die for the curiosity, and called Ed Johnson. Ed knows everything 
there is to know in this town.

  "Ed!  It's Jack."

  "Long time, Jack. How's your mother?  Marty?"

  "The same, Ed. Just the same."  If there had been any change in 
Mom, someone would have called me from the home. They call every year 
with the new rates. And I still get proper little thank you notes for 
the checks I send to Marty's kids, so nothings changed there, either. 
"Haven't seen you in the Korner, been a couple months, hasn't it?"

  "Yeah. Ma's down sick and I been helping Pops out. Keep telling the 
old man to leave the farming to the kids, but he's as stubborn as the 
day is long. Won't listen to sense, so you know he's not going to listen 
to me! Loves those chickens like a mother loves her children . . . what's 
up, Jack?  Not like you to call just to hear my jaw flap."

  "Well, Ed, to tell you the truth, I'm, well, I'm kind of curious 
about something. Ought to say somebody. There's this woman, been coming 
in on Saturday's. Drives a red Cadillac . . ."

  His dry chuckle stopped me and I waited. He knew something. "Strange 
bird, that one. Pulled in out at the Parker place 5, 6 weeks ago, hauling 
a camper, one of those AirStreams. Set it up by herself, too. Got keys to 
the house and goes in and out, but stays in the camper. It's weird driving 
by and seeing lights out there. After the old man sold the Korner to your 
Daddy, the Parker's . . ."

  I didn't call to hear the Parker family history. "Did the Parker's 
have a daughter?"  I was trying hard to remember.

  "No, Jack, no Parker girls. Just boys. Four sons and not one to 
take over the bar. Course, back then it was called `Jim's Place', 
don't suppose you'd remember that. Can't say as I do, either. Just heard 
Pops talk about how much your mother changed the place, made it fit for 
ladies, Ma says. She still looks for those knick-knacks when she gets out. 
No, she's not a Parker. Don't  know who she is. Been down here 3 or 4 
times, buying eggs. Doesn't say much. Why you asking, Jack?"

  That's why Ed knows so much, he's always asking. If she'd been to 
the Johnson's more than once and Ed hadn't found out anything about her, 
well, "No reason, Ed. Just wondering. Look, I've got to get off of here. 
Carpenter's coming in this morning, shelves for the cats, you know." Lucy 
Johnson and Virginia weren't the only ones buying knick-knacks.

  "Got a regular museum, don't you. That's fine, real fine. How many 
of those things you got now?  Ma was just saying the other day that you 
could probably get in that record book, ever thought about that, Jack?"

  "Can't say as I have, Ed. Something to think about. Over five 
thousand, last count. Well, I got to go. Sorry to hear your Ma's not 
well. Stop in at the Korner when you get a chance, I'll buy you a beer. 
Give your folks my best, hear?"

  "Sure thing, Jack. Sure thing. And if I hear anything . . ."

  "Doesn't matter, Ed, really. Not important at all. Be seeing you."  

  I drove into town through the familiar early morning. She'd be in 
tomorrow, and I'd just mention that the Parker's used to own the bar, 
see what she had to say. Probably shy, is all. Even as I thought it, I 
knew it wasn't so. Reserved and private, strong and proud, maybe stubborn, 
but not bashful, not that woman.

  "You want them shelves built or not?"

  "Yeah, Tom -- sorry I'm late. Got tied up on the phone. In here,"  
unlocking the door, clicking on the lights, "along that wall, just like 
the ones on the other side, ok?"

  "No problem, Jack."

                               *  *  *

  On Saturday I caught myself watching, listening for her footsteps, 
turning when I heard the door. She didn't come in at the usual time, 
and it chilled me even though it was a heavy, sweating day.

  Virginia's sister and her husband were in for the week-end. Bud and 
Virginia were entertaining them at a table. I missed them at the bar 
and hadn't heard a new joke all day. I felt stale beer flat and took two
aspirin.

  The door opened and Ed walked in, carrying an enormous box.

  "What's this?"  I asked as he sat it on the bar. "Have a beer?"

  "No thanks, Ma's bad, got to get back."  He mopped at his face with 
a napkin. "Lady up at Parker's brought this down. Said she was leaving 
tomorrow. Seems she's in real estate. Guess their going to sell the old 
place. Anyway, asked me if I'd bring this in to you after she'd gone. 
Said she thought you needed it. I figured you'd want to thank her, so I 
ran it down now."

  The box was neatly wrapped in brown paper. Inside was a life-size 
china dalmatian, wearing a red collar. The card said:  To Jack from 
Kitty (Kathleen McPherson).

  I was smiling as I grabbed my keys. "Lock up for me tonight, Virginia!  
Thanks, Ed."

  I drove out of town through a trembling dusk and thought about how 
wrong Dad could be sometimes. That twelve year old of Bell's had his eyes; 
it was Bella's brother driving the truck that hit him left of center.

  I should have recognized her, but it had been so long since I had 
allowed myself to dream. Kitty! I had to laugh. I punched the accelerator, 
didn't want to keep her waiting.

  I could feel her stormy eyes flashing in my soul.
  
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Copyright 1994 Melina Huddy
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Melina Huddy lives in Newark, Delaware where she is adored by her (4th) 
husband, accepted by her friends, and tolerated by the bird. She writes
short stories and works in the advanced ceramic composite research
field in her spare time. She can be found in Author's Network.
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