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Which Is the Fly and Which Is the Human?
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Lynn Snowden
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~Esquire~, Feb 1992, pg. 112-116
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Interview with William S. Burroughs and David Cronenberg
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Photos and drawings are not reproduced in this copy.
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O.C.R. by Dr. Rat, I.C.R. Laboratories Inc. 1992
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Which Is the Fly and Which Is the Human?
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by Lynn Snowden
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Deep in Kansas, darkly dressed, William S. Burroughs, a man who shot his
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wife in the head and waged war against a lifetime of guilt, who has sucked
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up every drug imaginable and survived, and who has made a fine career out
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of depravity, can't on this particular afternoon take another moment of a
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simple midwestern housefly buzzing around his head. ``I can't stand
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flies,'' grumbles the seventy-seven-year-old author in that distinctively
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sepulchral voice, which retains a vestige of his St. Louis roots despite
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his many years on another planet. The fly swoops down onto Burroughs's
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plate of cookies. ``Terrible,'' Burroughs exclaims, exasperated, attempting
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to backhand the fly into oblivion.
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``William, that's my pet fly!'' cries David Cronenberg, a man who may love
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insects but not necessarily people, the director who is perhaps best known
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for turning Jeff Goldblum from scientist into bug in the 1986 remake of
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~The Fly~.
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``Now, Julius, I told you not to bother people,'' Cronenberg commands the
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fly. ``Not everyone likes flies.''
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Not everyone likes giant meat-eating Brazilian aquatic centipedes either,
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but they're featured prominently in Cronenberg's current film of
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Burroughs's chilling masterpiece of a novel, ~Naked Lunch~. Now that the
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movie is in the can and Burroughs is out of the hospital after having
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undergone triple-bypass heart surgery, Cronenberg has showed up in
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Lawrence, Kansas, Burroughs's hometown of the last ten years, to pay his
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respects to the laconic sage. With two examples of evil incarnate wandering
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around town at the same time, Lawrence suddenly seems like a haven for
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drug-crazed refugees escaping the Interzone, the fictional horrorscape of
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Burroughs's ~Naked Lunch~.
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In the Interzone, we are told, ``nothing is true, and everything is
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permitted.'' In Lawrence, however, not nearly so much is permitted, but if
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everything I've heard about William Burroughs and David Cronenberg is true,
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then the next couple of days will severely test my capacity for revulsion.
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Burroughs's books, for example, are phantasmagorias of buggered boys,
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bloody syringes, talking assholes, and vaginal teeth. The old gun-toting
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geezer himself has been referred to as ``a green-skinned reptilian'' by no
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less an authority on manhood than Robert Bly.
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``Well, I don't think you'll find him to be that bad,'' said Cronenberg,
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the forty-eight-year-old Canadian director who has known Burroughs for
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seven years. Of course, this is David Cronenberg talking, the creator of
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such lyrical films as ~Scanners~ (exploding heads), ~Dead Ringers~
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(gynecological horror), and ~Videodrome~ (sadomasochistic public-access
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TV), who last night giggled while telling me, ``I would like it if you
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could say that I was the embodiment of absolute evil.''
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But with both Cronenberg and Burroughs in the same town, let alone the same
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room, and with so many disgusting, revolting visions between them, how's a
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woman to choose? No, perhaps it is better to simply enumerate their
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revulsions, because if William Burroughs and David Cronenberg are aghast at
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something, then the odds are the rest of us will be a little queasy, too.
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Revulsion No. 1: Shooting Joan
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In 1951 Burroughs was living in Mexico City with his wife, Joan, and young
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son, Billy Jr., after a heroin and marijuana possession charge against him
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back in the States had been dropped. One September afternoon, Burroughs and
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his wife dropped by to see an acquaintance and a few other friends who had
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gathered to enjoy some drinks. Burroughs was packing a Star .380 automatic.
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At one point in the festivities, he said to his wife, who was sitting in a
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chair across the room, ``I guess it's about time for our William Tell
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act.'' They'd never performed a William Tell act in their lives, but Joan,
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who was drinking heavily and undergoing withdrawal from a heavy amphetamine
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habit, and who had lived with Burroughs for five years, was game. She
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placed a highball glass on top of her head. Burroughs, known to be a good
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shot, was sitting about six feet away. His explanation for missing was not
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that his aim was off, but that this gun shot low. The bullet struck Joan in
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the head. She died almost immediately.
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The judge in Mexico believed the shooting to be accidental, as the other
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people present in the room asserted that this was the case. And so after
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paying a lawyer $2,000 and serving thirteen days in jail, Burroughs was
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allowed to post $2,312 and was freed.
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Eight years later; Burroughs's first novel, ~Naked Lunch~, was published.
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One of the last books in America to be the cause of an obscenity trial, it
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is a biting, hallucinatory work that Norman Mailer described as having been
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composed by a genius. But Burroughs might never have written a word of it
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had he not shot his wife in the head. ``I am forced to the appalling
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conclusion that I would never have become a writer but for Joan's death,''
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Burroughs has said, ``and to the realization of the extent to which this
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event has motivated and formulated my writing. I live with the constant
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threat of possession, and a constant need to escape from possession, from
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control. So the death of Joan brought me in contact with the invader, the
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ugly spirit, and maneuvered me into a lifelong struggle in which I have had
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no choice except to write my way out.''
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This is exactly what the film ~Naked Lunch~ is about. It's not so much a
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re-creation of the book itself, but a story of how William Lee, played by
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Peter Weller, came to kill his wife (Judy Davis) and write a novel called
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~Naked Lunch~. ``It's Joan's death,'' explains Cronenberg, ``that first
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drives him to create his own environment, his own Interzone. And that keeps
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driving him. So in a sense, that death is occurring over and over again.''
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We both look at Burroughs, relaxing in his modest Kansas house, years away
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from the charged tropical dream of Mexico City. Although the home seems at
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first glance fit for a preacher, a quick look around reveals a human skull
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sitting stolidly in a bookcase and a drawing hanging on the wall of
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Burroughs throwing a knife. Burroughs considers Cronenberg's theory. How
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many times has he gone over this same, excruciating terrain? He says only,
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``That seems quite valid.''
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``What caliber of gun was it exactly?'' I find myself asking. An abrupt
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transition, maybe even horrifying, but it's practically a relief to bring
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up the grotesque particulars, and indeed, with these two such a query
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actually seems to lighten the mood.
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``A three eighty,'' Burroughs shouts out, speaking of the actual event. At
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the same time, Cronenberg blurts out ``a thirty-two!'' referring to the
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movie. It's a confusion of real life and fiction, not unlike the film
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itself.
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Revulsion No. 2: Cobras, Puffers, and Blue-Spotted Octopuses
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Burroughs leads the way into his backyard, using his cane to rustle weeds,
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flip over likely rocks or boards while I stand poised to grab whatever
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might slither out. Earlier he'd displayed the cane as proudly as a
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schoolboy at show-and-tell. Inside it is hidden a sword. ``I just had it
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sharpened,'' he said. ``Feel that edge!'' He reinserted the blade into the
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cane. ``Don't want it to come apart in the supermarket,'' he said.
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Now he is stirring at something in the grass with the cane. I ask him what
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we are likely to turn up.
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``Garter snakes,'' he says.
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At one point in the snake hunt, Cronenberg sees some sort of insect
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hovering over nearby tall grasses and cups his hands to try and gently
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catch it. Burroughs waves it away with his cane.
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``William, are you interested in insects?'' says Cronenberg, mostly for my
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benefit, a question that causes Burroughs to regard the two of us warily.
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``Not entirely,'' he finally says. After a few minutes of completely addled
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discussion, Burroughs exclaims, ``Oh, insects! I thought you said ~incest~.
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``The most awful creature to me is the centipede,'' he says. A number of
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them crawl slimily through the movie version of ~Naked Lunch~. ``I don't go
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into hysterics or anything, but I look around for something to smash it
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with. I used to live out in the country when I first moved here, and there
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were a lot of centipedes in the house, and I set out to kill them all. A
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program of genocide. I'd wake up in the middle of the night, and I'd know
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there's a centipede in this room. And there always was. And I couldn't go
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to sleep until I killed it.'' Although he never hunts mammals and is even
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somewhat of an animal activist, Burroughs is quite an expert on killing
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bugs, having once held a job as an exterminator.
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``William's use of insects as metaphors is generally negative,'' Cronenberg
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points out. ``When he says someone has insect eyes or an insect voice, it's
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not a compliment. Now, in my movie, you can tell I'm a little more
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well-disposed toward insects, because the typewriters, which are insects,
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are almost like cats, really. They came about because when I write at night
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with the light on, insects come and land on the page.'' This is clearly a
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fond memory. ``They're relating to you somehow. People are obsessed in a
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public way with life on other planets,'' he says, a subtle reference to
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Burroughs, who is so interested in the idea of alien visitation that he has
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struck up a friendship with ~Communion~ author Whitley Strieber. ``I'm
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saying that right here on earth we have the most alien life-forms we'll
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find anywhere, and most of them are insects! How they survive and what
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their life cycles are like is incredible.''
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Burroughs is unmoved by this aria for bugs. ``Your insect typewriters are
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kind of fun,'' he concedes. But touching bugs in general is not his thing
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at all. ``I hate the touch of spiders,'' Burroughs says. ``A biology
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teacher at school had a tarantula, and I couldn't touch the thing, even
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though tarantula bites are not dangerous. The most deadly spider is the
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funnel web spider of Australia.'' This leads to the two trying to one-up
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each other on ghoulish facts of nature.
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``There's a spider in Virginia called a brown recluse,'' says Cronenberg.
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``And when you're bitten, the tissue just starts to deteriorate and spread.
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It's very dangerous.''
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``Brown recluse!'' says Burroughs as we continue our stroll through the
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yard. ``There are cases of people who have these huge lesions down to the
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bone. I'd much rather be bitten by a black widow. They make you desperately
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sick, but at least it's not deadly for a healthy adult.'' As long as we're
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on the subject, I ask them to choose the best method of death in the animal
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kingdom.
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``Well, you'd want it to be quick,'' says Cronenberg, ``and as painless as
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possible. So, what, a Gaboon viper?''
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``I wouldn't choose a viper at all. Any of the vipers are apt to be
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painful, they have both hemo- and neurotoxins. Cobras have neurotoxins.''
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Burroughs indicates that this is preferable. Cronenberg shakes his head.
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``Cobras are not very good at getting it into your bloodstream,'' he says.
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``They don't have injector fangs.'' His hand mimics a snake repeatedly
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biting his other arm. ``They actually chew, and dribble it into the cut.''
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``They have plenty to dribble, believe me,'' says Burroughs. At this point,
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I've stopped looking for snakes. ``With the blue-spotted octopus, people
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are usually unconscious.''
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``That sounds good,'' says Cronenberg, beaming.
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``It's a tiny little thing only about that big. No one's ever survived it.
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DOA in one hour. Puffer fish have the same venom, and it's also used to
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make zombies. The flesh of a puffer fish is supposed to be an aphrodisiac
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and a gourmet sensation, but one tiny part of the liver, one milligram..
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there are several accidents a year.''
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``Well, that's the obvious choice then,'' says Cronenberg. ``Strangely
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enough, we have puffer fish in our movie. Hanging there in one shot.''
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As long as we have death by nature settled, I ask them by which weapon they
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would choose to die. ``I don't think about dying by a weapon,'' Burroughs
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says as we walk back to the house. ``I think about killing someone else
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with a weapon!''
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``I guess that's the difference between an optimist and a pessimist,'' says
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Cronenberg with a giggle.
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Revulsion No. 3: Sucking on Mugwumps
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The film that would showcase addicts hooked on insecticide, lizardlike
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aliens known as mugwumps who suckle humans on mugwump jism, and Roy
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Scheider, had its genesis when the director and the writer met in 1984 at
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Burroughs's seventieth birthday party in New York City. Cronenberg visited
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Burroughs a few times in Kansas, discussing how to approach their project.
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``I wanted William's blessing, because basically, there was nothing he
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could do for me, I had to do it myself'' Cronenberg finally wrote the
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script in 1989. ``I sent it [to Burroughs] to see what his reaction would
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be. He hated it and threatened to sue.'' Burroughs smiles indulgently. He
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actually liked the script, but a Japanese backer pulled out after reading a
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translation of the screenplay. ``It could have been something as simple as
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talking assholes,'' says Cronenberg with a shrug.
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For years there have been other attempts to get Burroughs's books,
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including the notorious Junky, to the screen. Among the people rumored to
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star in earlier incarnations of ~Naked Lunch~ were Mick Jagger, Dennis
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Hopper (who also wanted to direct), Jack Nicholson, and David Bowie. Chuck
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``The Gong Show'' Barris wanted to produce; Terry Southern was supposed to
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write the screenplay. While these projects fell through, ~Naked Lunch~ had
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nevertheless penetrated the public consciousness in one way or another long
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before now.
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``One of the problems I had when I said, `Okay, how am I going to do this
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movie,' '' says Cronenberg, ``was that a lot of the book, and Burroughs's
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writing in general, has been absorbed into the culture.''
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Indeed, he has revealed that when he wrote his first commercial horror
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film, ~They Came from Within~, his favorite book was ~Naked Lunch~.
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Originally released in 1975 in Canada as ~Shivers~, the film concerns a
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venereal parasite that infests an apartment complex, causing some rather
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grisly deaths. Burroughs has lately been credited for graphically
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predicting in ~Naked Lunch~ what is now known as AIDS, when he wrote of a
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venereal disease that would originate in Africa and afflict homosexuals.
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``Males,'' he wrote, ``who resign themselves up for passive intercourse to
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infected partners like weak and soon-to-be purple-assed baboons, may also
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nourish a little stranger.'' Cronenberg in his own right earned the title
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of ~King of Venereal Horror~.
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``It's a limited kingdom,'' Cronenberg says with a proud smile, ``but it's
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mine. One of the reasons Burroughs excited me when I read him was that I
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recognized my own imagery in his work," he says. ``It sounds only defensive
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to say, `I was already thinking of a virus when I read that!' But there is
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a recognition factor. That's why I think you start to feel like you're
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vibrating in harmony with someone else. It's the recognition, not that
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they introduced you to something that was completely unthought of by you.
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``Here's my conceit,'' says Cronenberg. ``Burroughs and I have been fused
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in the same telepod together,'' he says, referring to ~The Fly~, where Jeff
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Goldblum and a housefly are fused at the molecular genetic level. ``And
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what you've got now is the Brundlething, which is my and his version of
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~Naked Lunch~. It's a fusion of the two of us, and it really is something
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that neither one of us would have done alone. Now I don't know which of us
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is the fly and which is human.''
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Revulsion No. 4: Jerry Lewis
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There's not much in this world left to horrify William Burroughs, but being
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told at the same meal that he, Cronenberg, and Jerry Lewis have each been
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elected members of the French order of Arts and Letter is nearly enough to
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send him on another heroin jag. ``We need to vote him out, then!'' shouts
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Burroughs.
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``Yeah, we can all get together and expel him from the order,'' says
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Cronenberg, ``because everyone always says, `Yeah, but so is Jerry Lewis.'
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It's an embarrassment to the order. And what about this: Jerry Lewis's
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movies are dubbed in France, and no one ever heard his real voice. When the
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guy who always dubbed his movies died, the next three movies of Jerry Lewis
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bombed in France because it was the wrong voice! So it isn't even the real
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voice they're responding to!'' They both shake their heads.
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``And,'' Burroughs adds disdainfully, ``they loooove Damon Runyon over
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there. Now, good God!''
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Revulsion No. 5: Yage Till You Puke
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It's been half a day and no one has taken a hit of anything stronger than
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the vodka and Coke Burroughs is nursing. These days, at seventy-seven and
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post-triple bypass, Burroughs is taking a break from the opiates. The
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conversation, however, is free to range where Burroughs no longer does. It
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takes a brave man to try and trade drug stories toe-to-toe with William
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Burroughs, and Cronenberg makes only a perfunctory attempt. ``I tried opium
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once, in Turkey, and there I felt like I had a hideous flu, you know? It
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was like I was sick.''
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``You probably were! It can be very nauseating. You had just taken more
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than you could assimilate.''
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``I did take LSD once,'' Cronenberg responds. ``It was a great trip. It was
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a very revealing experience to me, because I had intuited that what we
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consider to be reality, is just a construct of our senses. It shows you, in
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no uncertain terms, that there are any number of realities that you could
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live, and you could change them and control them. It's very real, the
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effects it left.''
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Burroughs nods patronizingly, although he was more of an opiate man. ``Yes.
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I've taken LSD, psilocybin, mescaline. My experiences with yage were'' --
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he thinks of the South American medicine-man drug mixture that caused him
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to puke violently, suffer seizures, and almost die -- ``mixed, but on the
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whole, good.''
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Talk then shifts to over-the-counter drugs one could abuse, which included
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the availability of codeine in Canada, opium cold-and-flu tablets in
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France, and ``in England,'' says Burroughs, ``they used to sell Dr. Brown's
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Chlorodine. It was morphine, opium, and chloroform. I used to boil out the
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chloroform.''
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``I was chloroformed once,'' says Cronenberg, ``as a kid, when they took
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out my tonsils. I still remember what happened when they put this mask over
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my face. I saw rockets shooting. Streamers of flame, rockets.... I can
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still see it. And that sickly smell.'' He makes a face. After discussing
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insects, gunshot wounds, and snake bites all day, we're finally onto
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something that can gross out Cronenberg.
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``I hate general anesthesia,'' says Burroughs. ``Scares the hell out me. I
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had to have it when they did the bypass, but I knew where was. I knew I was
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in the hospital having an operation, and there was this gas coming into my
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face like a gray fog. When I cracked my hip, they put a pin in with a
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local. A spinal. Of course, it ran out and I started screaming.''
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``I was in a motorcycle accident where I separated my shoulder,'' says
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Cronenberg. ``They took me into the operating room and gave me a shot of
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Demerol.''
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``Demerol,'' says Burroughs, brightening a bit. ``Did it help?''
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``I loved it. It was wonderful.''
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``It helps. I had a shot of morphine up here somewhere,'' he says, pointing
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to the top of his shoulder near his neck, ``from my bypass operation. She
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said, `This is morphine.' And I said, `Fine!' '' Burroughs drags out the
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word in a sigh of bliss. He closes his eyes in an expression of rapt
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anticipation. ``Shoot it in, my dear, shoot it in.'' I ask Burroughs if the
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doctors and nurses at the hospital knew who he was. ``Certainly,'' he
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drawls. ``The doctor wrote on my chart `Give Mr. Burroughs as much morphine
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as he wants.' ''
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Revulsion No. 6: Possession by Demons
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There's no question that in one way or another both men are absolutely
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possessed, but only one of them believes in evil as an actual presence, in
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fact, in demons themselves. ``I would have to say yes, evil exists,
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definitely,'' says Burroughs. ``I'm very interested in the whole matter of
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possession and exorcism.'' He's said in the past that he felt that the dark
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presence that possessed him on the day he shot his wife has never left him.
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``I asked myself,'' he goes on, ``why do these demons have such necessity
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to possess, and why are they so reluctant to leave? The answer is, that's
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the only way they can get out of hell -- it's sort of like junk. They
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possess somebody and they want to hang onto it because that's their ticket
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out of hell.''
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``Do you believe in a literal hell'' asks Cronenberg somewhat
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incredulously. He is, as he puts it, ``not just an atheist, but a total
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nonbeliever.''
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``Certainly,'' says Burroughs, as if it's the most obvious thing in the
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world. As to the existence of a literal heaven, Burroughs says ``Heaven is
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the absence of hell.'' Earlier in the day he had remarked that pleasure was
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the absence of pain and that pleasure in morphine lies in the absence of
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the pain of withdrawal.
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Revulsion No.7: The Horror of Female Genitalia
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Mary McCarthy once wrote a review comparing Burroughs to Jonathan Swift
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because of, among other things, their shared. ``horror of female
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genitalia.'' It was a phrase that naturally came to mind as I watched some
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of Cronenberg's films. ``I'm interested in the aesthetics of revulsion,''
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Cronenberg explains. ``I'm showing not only female genitalia but the
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equivalence of male genitalia also, insects and diseases, gooey icky stuff,
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and I'm saying -- or as I had Elliot Mantle [in ~Dead Ringers~] say -- We
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are so unintegrated, we have not yet developed an aesthetic for the insides
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of our bodies. It's my attempt to say, What is ugly and what is
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repulsive?''
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Burroughs is looking tired this evening. In this, his era of clean-living,
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it's his habit to turn in early. He sees Cronenberg and me out and as we
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drive back to Cronenberg's hotel, we see Burroughs, frail and courtly,
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waving from the front porch. In his suite, Cronenberg continues his
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defense. ``I find the whole idea of revulsion quite strange, actually,'' he
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says. ``I could easily imagine a human species where revulsion was not a
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response to anything. It's a specifically human thing. Does your dog have
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that response?'' he asks.
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And in which scene, Cronenberg wants to know, does he actually show a
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horror of female genitalia I point to ~Videodrome~ when James Woods looks
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on in fear as he grows an enormous vaginalike slit in his abdomen. ``He
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seems to like it!'' Cronenberg laughs. ``It's almost like he's proud of it
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and happy to have it!'' Yeah, and then he loses a gun in it? Isn't that
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highly symbolic of a well-known male fear? ``Well, I've known some women
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who thought they lost their Tampax and were just as freaked out as anybody
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else.''
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He tells a story from the making of ~Videodrome~, when Woods is forced to
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spend days with rubber appliances glued to his chest to attain the
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previously mentioned orifice. ``And he turns to Debbie Harry and says,
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`When I first got on this picture, I was an actor. Now I feel like I'm just
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the bearer of the slit.' And she said, `Now you know what it feels like.'
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So I'm forcing him to be the bearer of the slit! Reality is what he
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perceives it to be.''
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Cronenberg is becoming increasingly unnerved by the topic. His rebuttals
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grow more animated. His chief concern is that his art might be seen to
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reflect his life. ``If you buy into an autobiographical thing between the
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filmmaker and a character that he portrays, you then make it impossible for
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an artist to create characters that are literally not him,'' pleads
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Cronenberg. ``Martin Scorsese was terrified to meet me! He expected to meet
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a guy who was like Renfield from ~Dracula~, a drooling maniac.'' Scorsese,
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he points out, would be dismayed if anyone thought he was Travis Bickle.
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``I found it hard to believe that the guy who made ~Taxi Driver~ would be
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afraid to meet me. And that someone in the business himself could still
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fall prey to the same things that I'm ranting and raving about right now.
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``What can I say! It's not true that I have a fear of female genitalia! But
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how can I prove it without getting into very personal stuff? What level are
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we talking about, I mean... in the dark, with women...'' He's referring now
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not to his movies, it seems, but to himself. Here Cronenberg adopts the
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skeptical tone of a documentary film voice-over. ``Does Cronenberg have
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this horror of female genitalia or doesn't he?''
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If my take on Cronenberg's films is accurate, perhaps we've arrived at the
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last outrage: female genitalia. Oh, the horror!
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But narrowing this particular revulsion to include only women may be too
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limiting. Given the progression of revulsions we've discussed, I realize
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that there's something worse, something in Burroughs's estimation that is
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even more horrible, the final atrocity: humanity. Just a few hours before,
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Cronenberg, trying to prompt Burroughs for my benefit, had said, ``I once
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asked William about women. He said something that is in the script, about
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how it's conceivable that men and women are different species, and they
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have different wills and purposes on earth. I think it's a very interesting
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proposition.''
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Burroughs sat silently on the couch as his theories were recounted, then
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nervously cleared his throat. ``Valerie Solanis'' -- the woman who shot
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Andy Warhol -- ``in her manifesto, gets around to the position that females
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are almost as bad as males. And that's much closer to my position, where it
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all a bad idea. Male and female. You know, let's just call the whole thing
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off.'' I looked at Cronenberg, whose intrigued expression seemed to
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indicate that he suspected Burroughs might be onto something.
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And perhaps, in some perverse, exhilarating way, he may well be. It's a
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character-building march, that icy trek from misogyny to misanthropy. After
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all, there's something a little too parochial, too narrow-minded, about
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hating only one gender. How much better, really, to be disgusted by us all!
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