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Sue and Lena, together.
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Sometimes I wonder about the meaning of "Bi." I try to decide what I am. Am
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I bi., gay or straight. When I step out of the shower and look in the mirror,
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the image I see is female. My breast are female, my hips broaden, between
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my legs are the lips and moisture of a female. And when I'm with a man
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named Ned I have reached a sexual intensity that even as I write causes me
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to shiver as though something frightening is sneaking up behind me. I have
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even reached what could be called orgasmic greed when I found myself
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demanding more from a perfect stranger whose only redeeming attributes
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where the size of his cock and tongue. But then while that was going on
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Mandy was massaging my face between her two huge breasts. What am I?
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But it is Sue who causes me to wonder the most. My passion for her is
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consuming. Lately, even as I work, I find myself daydreaming about her. Sue
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tells me she has the same problem. I can't get enough of her body next to me,
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her caresses, her mouth, the touch of her pussy on my lips, her taste in my
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mouth. I dream of steamy summer nights, holding her against me, the
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perspiration covering our bodies, her legs wrapped around me while she
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presses her breast and pubic mound against me. Even as I write I feel my own
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wetness escaping and beginning to moisten the area between my legs and
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down to my asshole. I can't think straight.
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And that is what is most frightening. When I am with her sometimes my
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primal lust takes control of me and I couldn't stop our lovemaking (I find it
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hard to realize I am speaking that way about another woman) if suddenly the
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door burst open and a whole group of people poured in and saw me naked,
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my arms and leg spread, my shaved pussy exposed to all. Even if they were
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my mother, my brother, my father or the ancient aunt Lena I'm named for.
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I couldn't move. It is like I'm standing with them, looking down on these
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two women, shocked but unable to speak or move. I yearn for then to join
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with Sue, to touch and caress me, to explore my body, to see me for the
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carnal person I am. How is it these feeling are so powerful when I'm with
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Sue?
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Sue also seems overwhelmed with our relationship. I've given myself to her.
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My body is hers. She can do anything she desires and I will do any thing she
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request. Nothing will be held back. She responds by devouring me, exploring
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me as though I represent her own soul. She will have me open myself to her
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as she takes each of my pussy lips in her fingers and examines them for what
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seems hours. She pulls the hood of my clit up to look and then with her
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tongue stokes the sides to see what touch causes the rest of my pussy to move
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as my body begins its response. She taste my cream, first with her tongue and
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then with her mouth she sucks it from me until I feel my brain draining from
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my vagina. At times she places my nipple in her mouth and just holds it there
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while her tongue draws circles on it and my areola. At other times she falls
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asleep on my chest gently sucking on me. An aura of ecstasy envelopes us.
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I've found new eroticism with her. She will sometimes turn all the lights out
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and place just one finger slightly in me, just far enough to feel my response,
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and then asked me to think about her. My mind carries me to another world.
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Many guys want us to scream, thrash and moan during sex. With Sue, I lay
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perfectly still. My screams are in my mind. The only movements are primal.
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My nipples rising. My pussy lips swelling and then twitching as the thoughts
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flood into me. My cream leaking from me, first down to moisten my asshole
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them on to the sheets. I'm sopping with my lust. The orgasm seems to last
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forever. I sense only one, but Sue tells me that in reality there are many and
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sometimes the whole experience goes on for as much as thirty or fortyfive
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minutes. I wouldn't know. When the fog lifts I feel drained, unable to move.
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I can remember going in and coming out but I only carry the sensuous
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feelings, not the mental details of what went on between.
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Sue has also been shocked by her sexuality. She has found she can reach oral
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orgasm as well as vaginal. Both of us are amazed by that discovery. We have
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experimented with other sites on our body to bring ourselves to climax. The
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area between her ass and pussy has created such orgasmic intensity in Sue that
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afterwards she begged for my nipple. And as she sucked and kissed I found
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my pussy responding with an orgasm that was both sexual and soothing.
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So as I said, I am still trying to find out the meaning of bisexual and where
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it fits into my life. What am I. What is anyone? Do others wonder sometimes
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who lives within them and what or who it would take to bring that person
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out?
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Good night. Sleep tight.
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Lena.
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