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Archive-name: Family/sibed05.txt
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Archive-author: Michael Kalen Smith
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Archive-title: Siblings - The Early Days - 5
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From SIBLINGS -- a novel in progress
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("The Early Days")
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[...from chapter 5...]
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My sister and I always followed our own rules in our increasing
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sexual involvement -- which mostly meant my being patient and sticking
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to an unwritten, probably unknown schedule that she could deal with.
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Unfortunately, because she had become used to my gentle patience and my
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willingness to work around her occasional nervousness, Alex seemed to
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expect the same from all the boys she went out with.
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It was her fifth or sixth date, I think, when her optimistic
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assumptions got her into trouble. It was one of those rare Friday
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nights when Alex had a date but I didn't. I'd had a bad head cold for
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several days, missing school and staying home in bed to enjoy my misery.
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The cold was about gone by Friday, but I was still recovering and not
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feeling great, and my makeup homework was stacked up on my desk, so I
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stayed home.
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Alex was out at a movie with Allen Somebody from one of her classes,
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a guy I didn't know except that he played basketball on the junior
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varsity squad. About 10:30 that night the phone rang and since I knew
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Mother was already asleep I put down "Oliver Twist" and answered it. On
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the other end was Alex, sounding very tense and upset.
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"Michael? I'm so glad it's you! I'm in trouble. I mean, I'm not
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hurt or anything -- but I'm stranded and could you *please* come and get
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me? I'm by myself and it's pretty dark here and it's making me
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nervous."
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She told me the intersection where her pay phone was located; I
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recognized it and remembered that there was a convenience store nearby.
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I told her to go into the store and stay there, and I'd come as soon as
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possible.
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I was still in my jeans, so I hauled on a tee shirt, grabbed my
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loafers and my wallet, and trotted quietly downstairs. I hopped on my
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moped, coasted down the driveway, popped the starter, and took off.
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What in the world could have happened? Alex sounded like she was on
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the verge of tears, not so much from fright as from anger, and she had
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her control clamped down tightly. She had said she wasn't hurt. Had
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she been in a wreck? If so, where was her date? I would have been
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embarrassed for myself had I slipped into a state of panic -- but I
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admitted that my anxiety level was increasing.
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Alex saw me pull up to the curb in front of the store and came out
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to meet me. She looked all right, composed and smiling. But as she got
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closer and saw the concern on my face, the smile crumpled and she threw
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her arms around my neck and pressed her face against my shoulder, nearly
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knocking me off the motorbike. She wasn't very coherent; all I could
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make out was "That son of a bitch!"
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I stroked her hair and held her for a few moments. "Alex, are you
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sure you're okay? You're not hurt?"
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"No, I'm NOT okay," she sniffed, "but I'm not hurt. Please, let's
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just go home!" She climbed on the back of the bike, gathering her full
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skirt between her knees so it wouldn't get caught in the chain and kill
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us both. We buzzed off and she held me tightly around the waist and
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pressed her cheek to my shoulder blade, which felt nice. She had calmed
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down on the surface but she was still upset, and I wanted badly to know
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why.
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I waited until we were back upstairs and Alex had kicked her shoes
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off -- clear across the room -- and had sat down on her bed. Her head
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was down and her hands were in her lap, fidgeting. I leaned against her
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dresser, tried to assume a sympathetic expression, and said, "So...?"
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My sister looked younger than usual; I thought it might be because
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she was still a little scared. But why wasn't Allen Whoever in the
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picture somewhere? She took a deep breath and looked up at me
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unhappily.
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"I'm sorry I had to holler for help, Michael, but I'm glad you came
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and got me. I thought about it on the way home, and I guess it was
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partly my fault--"
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I interrupted. "Alex, what are we talking about? Why don't you
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just start at the beginning?"
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"Yeah, okay. Allen Stone asked me out -- he's in my history class
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-- and he's nice-looking, and the girls I asked said he was okay, so I
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said yes. We went to a show, and then for ice cream, and he *did* seem
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nice. A little too full of himself, maybe, but a lot of the guys I know
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are like that." She gave me a quick 'exception' smile.
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"Then he asked if I'd like to go up and see the view from Pilot's
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Point -- you know, where the kids with the expensive cars go to park.
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He was driving his father's T-Bird. I thought 'why not?' I can take
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care of myself. So we went up there and parked -- and then he kind of
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changed. I just wanted to make out a little, you know? But he wanted a
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lot more than that! Oh, God. He's too strong and I had to fight him
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off, and he scared the hell out of me. I mean, we kissed, and I let him
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play with my tits a little -- but I kept my clothes on. But then he
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pushed me down on the seat and pulled my skirt up, and he got my panties
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part-way off, and I couldn't struggle because he was on top of me, and I
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couldn't even yell or anything because he kept kissing me so hard,
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and...." She ran out of breath and the tears were coming and her voice
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was shaking.
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I moved quickly to the bed and sat and held her, and stroked her
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back, and she clung to me. Her tears were on my neck and her fingers
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were squeezing my shoulder. I was angry, and getting angrier by the
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second. When she calmed down again she continued her story, but she
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didn't let go of me.
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"I finally got one hand loose and held the horn button down, and he
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quit because people were looking at us from the other cars. Then he
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called me some terrible names and drove me back, and I was scared all
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the way! He took me as far as that corner, which was the first pay
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phone he saw, and told me to get out of the car."
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I hugged her, meaning to comfort her, but she flinched and gasped
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slightly. I sat back abruptly and looked more closely at her. "Alex,
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are you *sure* you're all right? Did he hurt you?"
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She snuffled a few times and stood up, silently unbuttoning her
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dress and dropping it (and her half-slip) to the floor around her
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ankles. There was a purple and green bruise across the upper part of
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one breast, half-covered by her bra. Another bruise spread across the
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inside of her thigh. And her panties were torn completely open across
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the front, held up only by the elastic.
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My fists clenched and I felt myself begin to shake. My sister was a
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very sexy girl and she was correct in that she had had plenty of
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practice looking out for herself. But no frustrated date had ever
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assaulted her before. She was very adept at sending out the right
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signals, and most guys will accept that whether they like it or not.
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But this Allen Stone wouldn't accept "No." And he was going to pay for
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it.
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I took Alex in my arms again, carefully this time, and we stood and
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held each other for a few minutes. It was almost midnight, but what I
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had to do wouldn't wait until tomorrow. I led Alex into the bathroom
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and urged her to run a hot tub and soak for awhile. I'd be back. She
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looked at me with some apprehension as she undressed.
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"Michael, don't do anything stupid -- please? He's a lot bigger
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than you are."
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I smiled reassuringly and went back to my room and looked up Allen
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Stone in the school directory. Then I dug out my leather jacket. It
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was meant to keep out the cold when I was out on my moped at night, but
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it was also enough like the classic black motorcycle jacket to afford
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some physical protection as well. I added the heavy, hard-toed shoes I
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used for hiking and climbing.
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Then I dug through my odds-and-ends drawer and located the
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thirty-inch length of coaxial cable I had found on the side of the road
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a year or two before, probably scrap dropped by some line crew. It was
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an inch of spiral copper strands wrapped around a solid core, with a
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thick, hard, black rubber covering, and it had a satisfying heft.
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I slipped quietly out the back door and coasted my bike a short way
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down the block before revving the motor. I hoped Alex hadn't heard me
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leave.
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The Villain lived about half a mile away and all the way over there
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my mind kept replaying images of Alex's bruises and torn underwear. I
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wasn't shaking anymore; my anger had escalated to a cold, hard rage that
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planted a dull throb behind my eyes. I was not yet sixteen and I was
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prepared to commit murder, if necessary.
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As I buzzed up the short street Stone lived on, I saw immediately
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which house I wanted: There was a jazzed up Mustang parked in the drive
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next to a white T-Bird. A bulky-looking character was leaning against
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the fender of the Mustang, drinking out of a can. I stuck the
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cable/club into the back of my jeans and coasted to a stop ten yards
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away from the guy, who was watching me curiously. I could smell the
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beer and I noticed three empties lined up on the trunk lid behind him.
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My sister seemed to be losing her taste in dates.
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I walked a few feet closer and stopped with my hands in my jacket
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pockets. "You Allen Stone?" That coldness in the front of my brain was
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making me foolhardy.
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His eyes flicked up and down, measuring my height, which was a bit
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less than his, and my weight, which was considerably less. He was about
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seventeen -- two years older than me.
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"Alex is my sister. You beat up on her, you son of a bitch!" I
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wished, at that moment, that I owned a revolver.
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The guy stared at me uncomprehendingly for a moment before my
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identity clicked. Then he sneered.
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"She's a fuckin' tease. I should have slugged her. And what are
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*you* gonna do about it, kid?" He didn't know it, but he was at a
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psychological disadvantage. This was just a game to him, but not to me.
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"What's the matter, asshole? You can't beat up on anyone but little
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girls?" I put one hand in my back pocket and took a grip on the club
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with the other. Stone's eyebrows lowered and his face got red, and he
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took several quick steps toward me, still holding the beer can.
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"You little punk!"
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Make him come to me, I thought -- especially when he isn't expecting
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a fight. He reached for the front of my jacket but his hand was still a
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foot away when I yanked out the length of cable and swung it overhand.
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I brought it down as hard as I could on his wrist. He yelped in shock
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and startlement and dropped his beer.
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While he was still standing there clutching his numbed wrist, I
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brought the cable around in a backhand and, by sheer luck, caught him
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high on the side of the cheekbone. He stumbled back and held up both
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arms to protect himself. From the way he favored his injured wrist, I
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thought I might have broken it -- with any luck. That would keep him
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out of basketball for awhile.
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As he moved back, I stepped in. He hadn't expected this attack at
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all and he certainly wasn't prepared for it; if he had been, he'd be
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pounding me to a pulp right now. The beer was on my side, fortunately,
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because he wasn't reacting intelligently.
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I pretended I was kicking off in a football game and caught him
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solid and hard in the crotch with my steel-capped toe. His mouth opened
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but no sound came out, and the blood disappeared from his face. He fell
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heavily to his knees, clutching his balls -- crushed, I hoped -- then
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hunched over and vomited stale-smelling beer all over his driveway.
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Since his head was already down, I switched from football to golf.
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Getting a firm two-handed grip on my club, I swung it up into the
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creep's face, hitting him squarely under the jaw just as he started to
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raise his head. His teeth clacked together loudly and his head snapped
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back. All my hours of swimming practice had made me stronger in the
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shoulders than I looked. I stepped back as his eyes rolled up and he
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slumped sideways into his own puddle of vomit. Very appropriate, I
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thought.
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I prodded him a couple times in the Adam's apple with the rough end
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of the cable and he gagged as he returned to partial consciousness. I
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poked him again to get his attention.
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"That was for Alex, creep. If you ever come within five feet of my
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sister again, I'll kill you." I didn't scream or threaten; I spoke
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almost conversationally. Perhaps it was the cold, calm tone of voice
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that made him look at me as though he believed me.
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"And if you decide to come after me to get even, or if you send your
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friends to beat me up, you'd better make sure you kill ME. Because if
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you don't, you're dead.
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"Listen carefully: My sister is the most important thing in the
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world to me. Where she's concerned, I really don't *care* what happens
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to me. You might say I'm a little insane on the subject. I'm prepared
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to commit murder, if necessary. Are you?" From his expression, I was
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sure he believed me now, which was the first smart thing he'd done this
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evening.
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"Just so you won't forget," I added, and suddenly raised the club
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and smashed it down across the center of his face, flattening the
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cartilage in his nose.
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He'd have a splint on it for weeks; let him try to explain that to
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his buddies. Beaten up by a kid two years younger and probably thirty
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pounds lighter. But he was clutching his nose with both hands, retching
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from the pain, and staring at me like I really was crazy. And I
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probably was, for a while there.
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The entire encounter had taken less than three minutes and made very
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little noise, and the street was still quiet. And I had learned some
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valuable lessons. Let them underestimate you and then take them by
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surprise. Then, hit 'em first, hit 'em hard, and kick 'em while they're
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down. When you're outnumbered or outsized, that's the only way you have
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a chance of winning.
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I quickly wiped the bloody end of the club on the grass and stuck it
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behind my back again. Then I climbed on my moped, started it up, and
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headed for home without looking back. Halfway there, though, I had to
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pull over to the curb for a few minutes, to stop shaking. I had gone
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through the entire incident on automatic, and now the adrenaline rush
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was catching up with me.
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I coasted silently into our driveway, parked by the back door, and
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slipped inside as quietly as possible. Alex was dozing on her bed,
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sprawled on top of the comforter. She was wearing one of my old sport
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shirts, unbuttoned, and I gently opened one side. Her bruises had
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deepened in color but they didn't seem to have swollen much; probably no
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cracked ribs or anything. The blue on her breast had gone purple and it
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made me angry all over again, that her body had been abused so. Alex
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stirred and her eyes flickered open.
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"I tried to stay awake," she yawned. "You went over to see Allen,
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didn't you? What happened?" She struggled to sit up, grimaced, and
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pulled me down beside her instead.
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"Are you okay?" She searched my face anxiously for evidence of a
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fight. But I didn't intend to tell her, in any detail, what had
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happened.
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"We had a little talk. I think you and that creep are even, now.
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He's not going to bother you anymore." Her expression was full of
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questions, but she sensed that I wasn't going to talk about it, not yet.
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"Why don't you pass the word around among your girlfriends about
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that guy? Show them your bruises. His potential dates ought to be
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warned."
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She looked solemnly into my eyes a little longer and when it became
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obvious I wasn't going to say anything more, she took my head between
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her hands and kissed me long and seriously.
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Then she flashed that loving smile and murmured, "I usually *can*
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look after myself, Michael. But when I can't, I'm glad you're there to
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take care of me. I love you..." Then I settled her in bed and pulled
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the covers over her, and by the time I switched off the light she was
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asleep again.
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And as I climbed into my own bed a little while later, I thought
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over the incident and wondered if I really *would* have killed Allen
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Stone, given a weapon and the opportunity. And I finally decided 'Yes'
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-- I would have. It was a useful thing to know about myself, both good
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and bad.
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We almost always walked home from school together, so on Monday
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afternoon I met Alex out in front of the main building, as usual. She
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was wide-eyed and gave me a strange look.
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"I saw Allen in the hall after Third Period -- and he saw me and
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turned around and went the other way. He had a cast on his wrist, and a
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plastic splint on his nose, and a very black eye! What *happened* the
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other night?"
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I didn't think she sounded displeased, but I felt uncomfortable
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under her questioning stare. "Was he walking kind of funny?" I asked.
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"I kicked him in the nuts, too."
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She blinked at me and said slowly, "Are you telling me you beat up
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on Allen Stone? Michael, he's a LOT bigger than you are -- you could've
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gotten hurt bad!" This was becoming embarrassing.
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"Well, he wasn't expecting it. Neither was I. And I don't have to
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fight fair. Alex, it was partly luck, and yes, I could have gotten hurt
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-- but I didn't."
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I slung my book back over my shoulder and started across the street.
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Alex found herself hurrying to catch up. I was trying to avoid further
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discussion, but she wouldn't let go of it.
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"Michael, wait a minute! Why would you DO something like that?" I
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stopped and looked her in the eye.
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"Did you look at yourself in the mirror the other night?" She
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nodded slowly.
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"Alex, when I saw the bruises he put on you, and the way he ripped
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your clothes,... well, I got angry. I mean *really* angry. I couldn't
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stand the thought that someone would do that to you." I lowered my
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voice. "I went over there with a weapon. I was going to kill that geek
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if I had to."
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She couldn't decide if I was serious. "You would've *killed*
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somebody because of ME?" Her voice had risen almost to a squeak.
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"Michael, I can't believe that!"
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I set down my book bag, took hold of her biceps, and gave her the
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most serious expression I could muster. "Believe it! Alex, you have to
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understand how I feel about you. Yes: I WOULD kill to protect you.
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Don't ever doubt it. And if it were a choice between you and me, I'd
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die for you, too. That's just the way it is, okay? I know it sounds
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melodramatic, but it's the simple truth."
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I picked up my books again and set off at a slower pace. Alex
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matched my stride and glanced over at my face several times. Finally,
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she took my arm and squeezed it possessively.
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"I'm sorry, Michael. I didn't know. It scares me a little, that
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you feel so intensely, but it feels good, too. It makes me feel
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secure."
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I smiled back at her. Now she understood.
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Copyright 1993 by Michael K. Smith. Copies may be made and posted
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elsewhere for personal enjoyment, but all commercial rights are reserved.
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