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MASTER QUALIFICATION
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I wanted to qualify as a master, I kept telling myself as the car approached
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the base brig. Their theory was that in order to give it you first had to
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take it. They had made me request it in writing, and then had sat on it for
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a week so I could change my mind. But, I had been thinking about it for
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eight years, ever since I entered the program. I knew what was involved, but
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part of me wanted to be tested, even while another part of me was scared
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shitless. After all, I wasn't a kid any more. Not that 30 was old, but they
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were going to put me through a lot of shit, I knew that. Now I was
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approaching the moment of truth and I wasn't sure which part of me was in
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control. It was a strange base to me, but my driver had been here before and
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pulled right up to the visitors parking. "Time to get you ready" he said.
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"Lean forward and put your hands behind your back" He snapped the handcuffs
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in place. Now it was too late to back out.
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I was wearing undress blues, but my crow had been rather obviously removed
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from my left arm. My papers said that I had been convicted of assault on an
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officer at a General Court Martial, and given the mandatory sentence at the
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naval prison. My escort knew that I was really being sent there for my
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qualification, but no one else could tell that. I was more used to putting
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handcuffs on people than wearing them, and the sensation of wearing them was
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already having a strange effect on me. Wonder if real prisoners feel this
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way. From my papers, I was a repeat offender, but my nervousness was not
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unusual for a prisoner looking forward to Portsmouth, where the naval prison
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was located. It was a name that struck fear into even the most hardened brig
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rat.
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Of course I knew the routine at the brig-- I had done it enough times. The
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clerk reviewed my paperwork, giving me a rather hard look when he finished.
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I guess I had passed the first test--he really believed I was a dirtbag
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about to get what was coming to me. He coldly took the contents of my
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pockets which I laid out on the counter. They even took my ID tags, saying I
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wouldn't need them until I got out. He motioned to my escort and I was
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moved into the vestibule between the inner and outer barred doors. "OK,
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uncuff him, we'll take him from here" said the guard. With a squeeze on my
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arm and a quiet "good luck" my escort removed my cuffs. The brig guard
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immediately placed a plastic band around my left wrist and fastened it with a
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special tool. It was red, the color reserved for Portsmouth. "Take this off
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and you're dead meat" said the guard. "Don't worry, I won't" I said. I was
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supposed to call the guard "sir" but I figured on doing only what they told
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me. Amazingly he let it go, probably figuring that he didn't need to square
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me away, considering where I was going. "He won't need his bag, and if you
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wait a minute, we'll give you back his uniform". I had forgotten. Unlike a
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regular brig, the naval prison didn't require even the health and comfort
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items I was carrying, and furnished their own uniforms. This also improved
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my credibility--after all, I wasn't supposed to know these things. My escort
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nodded and left. I was on my own now.
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The guard moved me through the second barred door into the brig receiving
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area, where I knew I would undergo the standard strip search. I had given
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this many times, but I had been the subject only twice, the last time 4 years
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ago. It made me realize that to the staff I was just an object to be
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handled--all very clinical even down to the rectal probe with rubber gloves
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that I always felt squemish about. I was given a brig uniform, dungaree
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trousers and a white tee shirt with a big BRIG stenciled on it. I was put in
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a holding cell. I knew I wouldn't stay there long, since my arrival had been
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set for the day of the week when the draft of prisoners left for Portsmouth.
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There was one other occupant in the cell, also wearing a red band. He was
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younger than me, but he had the hard look I had often seen in the brig among
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the hard core delinquents. We exchanged sentences--I was a bit shocked to
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find he had the same sentence for the same offense--of course it was
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mandatory for striking an officer. He was also a repeater, so we both could
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expect identical treatment. After an hour or so, two more prisoners were
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brought to our cell. One looked like a teenager, and the other, a black, was
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older than me. They had been in the regular brig for a few days and were
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also wearing red bands. I gathered we four were the weekly intake for
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Portsmouth. I knew that in a little while, we would begin the program that I
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had not experienced before.
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Unlike regular brigs where the sending commands delivered the prisoners, the
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prison had its own transfer staff, who I knew also liked to do their own
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prisoner processing. The brig guard came into the cell. "Strip down to your
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boondocks and socks and throw your clothes into the laundry basket" motioning
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to a canvas hamper he placed on the floor. My heart was pounding a little.
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I felt mildly uncomfortable being naked in front of these real prisoners,
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but I knew this was the least of my concerns. We heard voices in the
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receiving area, and saw three new guards standing there. All big enough to
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play football. One by one we were were taken out of the cell. I was the
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third, after the prisoner with the identical sentence. "Remove your shoes and
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socks, and bring them with you".
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The new guards supervised the process, the regular brig staff having
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retreated to the sidelines. They examined my red wrist band and checked it
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against the paperwork one of them had. "Stand on the line with your arms
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out and feet spread". Two rubber gloved guards looked me over very closely,
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feeling my hair, looking in my mouth, examining my groin hair. "Lift your
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left foot" then "Lift you right foot" Finally what I had been dreading,
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"bend over and spread your cheeks" I braced for the finger, but instead felt
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a cold metal object. "Stand still, its a rectal scope" "You better get used
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to it" he added. These guys were more like it. "Stand up, put your shoes and
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socks on" . I was given a set of navy undress whites. At least they had
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been white, now they were dingy gray and frayed from repeated washing. The
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one thing new about them was the NAVY PRISON stenciled in big white letters
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on the front and back. We were given no underwear. I was moved to where the
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other prisoners in the draft were being assembled. I was placed in the
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maximum security transit restraints: leg irons, waist chain to which wrist
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shackles were attached, and a connecting chain between them. They were heavy
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too, the heaviest I had ever seen.
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One by one we were taken out through double doors into the brig yard, where
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the Portsmouth bus was waiting. I had seen it before but never been in it.
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Now I was going to have my chance. A shotgun guard stood watching as we
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were moved through the yard. The bus had no regular windows, only heavily
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screened louvers near the roof. Inside, I found that it also had no seats.
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I was taken through the heavy grill that secured the driving end from the
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prisoners. A long metal bench ran along both sides. I was moved to a
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position about half way back on the right. "Sit" was all he said. As I did
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so, he knelt and padlocked my connecting chain to a heavy ring bolt in the
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floor. My restraints were all left in place, so that I could not stand but
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could move about slightly. The other prisoners were spaced far enough apart
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so we could not reach each other from our locked position. All rather neat.
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When we were all in place, the shotgun took a position in a grilled enclosure
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at the rear of the bus. The front grill was locked, and the bus moved out.
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We were on our way.
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The routine was arbitrary. We were allowed to talk. But when one of the
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prisoners asked to be allowed to take a piss. "Go ahead and piss if you have
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to" was all the shotgun guard said. So we were to piss in our pants, and
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after awhile, the bus took on the odor of a urinal. We also got no food or
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water. Even though we stopped several more times to pick up other prisoners,
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the guards paid no attention to us whatsoever. I did get a few more words
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out of my brig companion. He had not been at "the Port" either, but he had
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done plenty or ordinary brig time. But under the two time looser rule he
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would be kicked out after this sentence. "Getting their last pound of flesh"
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he said matter of factly. I asked if he had had the felons. "I got 6 with
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it, not much fun" was all he said. I figured he was a tough dude. Unlike
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him, the kid, who was seated on the other side of me talked incessantly. To
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hear him tell it, he hadn't taken shit off of anybody, including the brig.
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He obviously had an attitude problem and they had decided to adjust it. I
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wondered if he was really ready for Portsmouth. But then I realized I was
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only posing as a repeater and it would be at least as tough on me--and he was
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younger and in better shape. Finally, after a trip of about six hours, we
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arrived. Now the fun would begin in earnest.
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Just four of us remained after the other prisoners had been taken off. We
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had not been removed in the order we were seated, and I knew we were in some
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special category. I began to wonder if I was getting ordinary prisoner
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treatment, but than I realized that we were grouped for another reason. We
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were the ones to be flogged. When it was my turn, the bus guard unlocked my
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chain and said "Stand up and remain silent" "Say nothing unless you are
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asked a direct question". I was let out into the prison yard, surrounded
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not by wire but by a high concrete wall with concertina wire and guard
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towers. My heart jumped as I saw this was just like the movies of the big
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house. No need for a shotgun guard here, they were in the towers.
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I was the third off the bus and saw the other two prisoners already naked,
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and standing facing the wall, a guard behind each one. The guards were all
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big men, bigger than I was. They wore the OD uniform and boots of the
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security forces, and they all carried 4 foot batons. They left no doubt they
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meant business. My irons were removed and I was told to remove my top.
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Immediately, a new set of wrist shackles were put on, a kind I had never
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seen. They were of heavy leather with built in locks, and the chain between
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them was about a foot long, so my hands had some play. Then he moved me
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towards the wall and told me to strip, put my whites and sox in a discard
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bin, and to put my shoes in a section of open lockers. I picked the first
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empty spot. The locker had a metal tag attached to an ID chain, with the
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number '61'. "Wear that chain and remember that number--that is your number
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as long as you're here". I was then taken at last to the toilets, which
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were completely out in the open, and the guard stood right there while I did
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my thing. Next to the toilets were some outdoor showers, and he told me to
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"wash some of that shit off" . I shivered under the cold water but of course
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said nothing.
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Now he led me to a section of wall with painted handprints, about chest high.
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"Put your hands on the prints and step back" I took what I thought was the
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standard search position, but I immediately felt his baton on my thigh.
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"Step back" he said and forced me to move so my back was almost flat.
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"Spread em wide" he said as he tapped my calves, forcing my legs far apart.
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"Remember this position, you'll execute it each time you re-enter the
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compound". It was really uncomfortable, much more so than the one we used in
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the brig. They let me 'hold up the wall' for several minutes. I knew he was
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going to hand search me, but I was not prepared for the slow, thorough
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inspection made by two rubber gloved guards. Finally, "Stand and about
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face". The gloved guard pointed to a wooden sawhorse affair next to the
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handprints. "Assume the position". With his baton, he had me straddle the
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legs with my bare feet, and then bend over. There were handles on the
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opposite feet which I was told to grab. It wasn't until they rammed the
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probe into my upraised butt that I realized this was where they did the
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rectal search. Now I knew what they meant by 'get used to it'.
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After several minutes in that degrading position, I was told to stand and
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led through a steel door into a receiving room and taken immediately into
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a shower room at one side. Stools were in the center of the shower room, and
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in a few seconds I had been made a skinhead by trustee barbers wearing prison
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white pants and tee shirts--and my hair had been quite short to begin with.
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When the four of us were assembled, they left and water flowed from nozzles
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set high up controlled by the guards. At least the water was warm. Then the
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water was stopped and soap was thrown at us and we were instructed to soap
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down throroughly, navy shower fashion. The guards came right up and
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inspected us to see we had soaped down in all the right places. Then the
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water was turned on again and we rinsed off. We then passed by a device that
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blasted warm air which partially dried us off. As we moved out of the
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showers we were given pants and socks by a trustee. The white prison pants
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were 'one size fits all' and secured with drawstrings like pajamas. Thus
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dressed we moved to the center of the room. "Line up in sequence--prisoner
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61 here" This time I had managed to lead the group.
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There were spots painted on the floor and we were each led to one. The kid
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wound up next to me with 62, then my cell mate and the 4th man. "Stand at
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attention, no talking". The wrist chains were just long enough to put your
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arms at your sides. A trustee came up with a stencil and spray paint and
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proceeded to paint '61' on my bare chest. He moved on and did the other
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three. "Now, you will be taken in turn for inprocessing" They escorted me
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through a door. They had my records and checked my red ID bracelet. I was
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fingerprinted and photographed from all sides--with my pants down. Then I
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was led to a small medical room. "Punishment or hell week?" the corpsman
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asked the lead guard. "Its called initiation" the guard said testily. The
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corpsman smirked. While they closely watched, I filled out a medical form,
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gave blood and urine samples, and had my blood pressure checked. I was taken
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into an examining room and a man in a white coat asked me how I felt. I said
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"fine sir", although I was sure my pulse was above normal. He gave me a
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cursory check and then grunted to the guards and I was taken away.
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Up to this point the guards spoke only at me, not to me. The process was
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impersonal, but not as hard as I had expected. But when I was taken back to
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the receiving room, things changed completely. As we entered, I saw that
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the guards had rolled up the sleeves of their OD shirts. From their collar
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insignia, I could tell that they were all CPmen, mostly 2nd class and higher.
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Usually, brigs had a mix of MAA and CPs. There were also a number of trusty
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prisoners, standing against the wall at parade rest. The guards had gotten
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rid of their batons and now carried lengths of hemp rope. I recognized them
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from my training manuals as 'starters' a throwback to the old navy--I had
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never seen real ones. I was placed at attention on my spot. "Chest out,
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belly in, eyes front" my escort said harshly and stuck me lightly for
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emphasis. "I don't want to see you move a muscle". A rope was lowered from
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the ceiling and my wrist chain fastened to it. Then the rope was raised
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until my arms were over my head. The position grew quite uncomfortable as I
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waited for the other three to return from their processing. Finally we were
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all lined up. My heart was really pumping. I knew Hell week was about to
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start.
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The guard supervisor stood in front of us. "You prisoners are now beginning
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what we call the initiation period". As he spoke, the overhead ropes were
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jerked tighter, forcing us up on our toes. I could feel that a guard stood
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right behind me, and my heart began to pound. The supervisor continued.
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"You are sentenced to be flogged, the most severe punishment the Navy can
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give" "Some of you may think that, 'what the hell, if they've flogged me,
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what the more can they do to me' and be tempted to fuck up" "What we will
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show you is that there is plenty more we can do, and that you want to put
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fucking up out of your minds" "The basic rules here are simple" "You will
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remain silent unless a guard asks you a question." "The first and last words
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you speak will always be 'sir'" "You will do exactly what you are told" "Is
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that understood" "Sir Yes Sir" we shouted, rather raggedly I thought. "That
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was unsatisfactory" A paddle smacked my ass, taking me completely by
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surprise. " Do you understand the rules 61?" "Sir yes sir". Again the
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paddle. "Louder 61" "Sir YES SIR" The paddle smacked again, harder this
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time. Sweat poured from my arm pits. "SIR YES SIR". "Better" "62 do you
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understand the rules" "Yes sir" said the kid. Was he testing them or just
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dumb? He got several smacks before he yelled it to their satisfaction.
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"When you screw up here you will be corrected without warning". "When you
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are corrected the response will be "Thank you sir". Smack. The paddle
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struck me again. I wasn't expecting it, thinking they would work down the
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line. "61 were you listening" "SIR YES SIR" I stammered, not sure what they
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wanted. The paddle smacked down the line and 63 came to my rescue. "Sir
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thank you sir". The guard continued. "When you require multiple correction,
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you will count each correction". "64 demonstrate" The paddle smacked his
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butt. "Sir one sir thank you sir" . "Correct" Instantly the paddle smacked
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my butt again. "Sir one sir thank you sir". "We're getting there". "I think
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we need individual instruction". As he spoke, my rope was slacked, and I
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brought my arms down. A trustee raced up and unclipped my chain. Another
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trustee raced to set up a horizontal bar directly in front of us. "Move
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forward 61" and a hand roughly shoved my back. I stumbled towards the bar.
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"Drop you pants and step out of them" My hands fumbled with the drawstring
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and my pants fell to my ankles and I awkwardly pulled them loose and stood
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naked in front of the guard. "Assume the position 61". I stepped forward
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so that the bar rested against my belly. As I started to bend over, the
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guard gave me a strong shove on the back and my arms reached the floor. The
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trustee grabbed my wrist chain and secured it to a recessed bolt. Meanwhile
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the guard kicked my legs apart so that only my toes touched the floor. "61
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are you ready for correction" "Sir 61 is ready for correction sir" Nothing
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happened so it must have been the right response. CRACK. The paddle really
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smacked me that time. "Sir one sir, thank you sir" "Louder 61" CRACK "SIR
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TWO SIR THANK YOU SIR". "No 61, your first response was not up to standard"
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CRACK "SIR ONE SIR THANK YOU SIR" "Correct, continue" Ten, really 12, hard
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strokes later, they stopped. I laid their, my bare ass facing the other
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prisoners, panting. "Stand up and about face 61". As I stood there facing
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him, the guard touched my groin with his baton. To my horror, I saw that I
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was semi- erect. "Are you a masochist 61?" "SIR NO SIR" my face red with
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shame. "If you are, you've come to the right place 61, get you pants on". I
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raced back to my spot my face still burning. It was truly going to be hell.
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My suspicion that I had been singled out faded quickly as they called out
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'62'. They were doing it strictly by the numbers. The kid had a really
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strapping body, I saw as he dropped his pants. No fat on him and good
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definition all over. He had to have been one of those high school athletes
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who got heavily into iron when he joined the navy. I could tell he was still
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fighting the program, but as they laid the paddle on the edge left his voice.
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He also had a hard on when they stood him up. He lost his cool a little
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when they asked him whether he was a masochist. "Sir I don't know what a
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masochist is Sir" he stammered. "You'll find out" was all they told him.
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As he returned to his spot next to me, I turned my head slightly to see the
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next man. The paddle cracked my ass. The guard was still there. "Sir thank
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you sir" I blurted. It was already almost an automatic response. The last
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two prisoners went through the drill giving their answers automatically. The
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psychologists had a word at the brig--passive agressives. They manipulated
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us by outwardly being model prisoners. Were they inside as scared as I was?
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One thing was sure--they got hards on like I did. Maybe this was something
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we all wanted? When the fourth man was finished, they gave another tug on the
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ceiling ropes, pulling us up to our toes, and made us yell in unison at the
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top of our lungs "SIR THANK YOU SIR" until it sounded like a chant. They
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were getting us where they wanted us.
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I awoke with a start to the sound of the guards police whistle. I didn't
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really think I had fallen asleep. When they had finished with us, they had
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marched us to a dorm cell with six bunks. Two were already occupied. They
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made us lie down on our backs and raise our arms to the top of the bunk, then
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locked the wrist chain to the bunk rail. And that was how we were to sleep.
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"Get up, stand by your bunk" yelled the guard as he reached over me to
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unlock my chain. We had attempted to pump the two old hands about what lie
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in store for us, but they had not wanted to talk much. We were able to find
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out that this was the discipline block of the prison, where fuck ups from the
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general population got sent. All prisoners to be flogged got processed
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through here also. Apparently, our squad consisted of the flogees. I
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wondered if we would get rougher treatment. At least we had someone to
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follow--except that I was put at the head of the line because of my dammed
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shoe number!
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We were marched out into the yard. About two dozen other prisoners, all
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wearing white pants like we were, were already there. "Shoes on" the guard
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said, pointing with his starter at the lockers. I wondered if I could change
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my number when we came back, but then remembered the number stenciled on my
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chest. We were given time to use the toilets--the first since last night. It
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was hard getting used to doing your thing in front of 3 dozen strangers.
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But, of course I had no choice. We were motioned to spots on the concrete
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apron and proceeded to be put through warm-up calisthentics following the
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motions of a husky trustee. The exercises were designed with our chains in
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mind, but it still took getting used to. The chants from the prisoners would
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have done a high school football team proud--wonderful what a little fear
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driven discipline will do to what must be a bunch of misfits. Then we were
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broken into our squads and led in a cadence run around the yard that must
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have lasted 30 minutes. As we went around, I noticed a fenced off area
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against one wall, with what looked like stocks inside. A guard, who was
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easily keeping pace with us, saw me looking and yelled "that's where we keep
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special discipline cases and shirkers during the day". I could see that it
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would get good and hot out there. Finally, the run ended and we were brought
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up in ranks again.
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The prisoners filed back into the block by the numbers--and our numbers, I
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saw, all began with '6'. I could study the routine so when it was my turn, I
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moved smoothly through it. Shoes off and into locker 61. Drop trousers, put
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hands against the wall, step far back and spread as far as you could. When
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they finished, they slapped you on the butt and you moved to the stand, bent
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over, and held on. The rectal probe still got to me, but I had the sense to
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not jump this time. "Stand up and move inside 61". I drew my pants as I
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ran--as the others had--for the door. I almost ran into a guard before I saw
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the white line. As in the brig, you were to request permission to cross. I
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had missed it on the way out because we were under orders. The guard struck
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me with his starter across my bare chest. "Sir permission to cross sir" I
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blurted. He struck again, harder. I noticed the prisoners in front of me
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had frozen in their tracks. "You forgot something 61". "Sir thank you sir".
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"Move" he said, giving me permission to cross. That was a close call--it
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could have been worse.
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We stood at attention until all of our squad was inside, then marched to the
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dining area off the main hall. We filed past a serving line and ate our
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breakfast of hot cereal and milk in silence. I saw a few men in other squads
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sneak furtive conversations, but most looked a combination of sullen and
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scared, the way I felt. This time the old timers helped. We were to finish
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together--in 10 minutes--and then move to the hall, and stand at attention in
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our designated position. As soon as we arrived, a whistle blew. The senior
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guard called out a number 'for shirking' and a prisoner moved forward and
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stood facing the wall. A second whistle blew and the prisoners began moving
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out towards the yard again. When it was our turn, our guard, the one who
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had run with us, a wiry second class CP, pointed with his starter and I led
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off.
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After we put our boondocks back on, we were led to the middle of the yard
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where a truck was parked. We moved up a ramp to the truck interior, which
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was was covered over with heavy wire mesh. A metal bar ran the length of
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both sides. The left side was already filled with other prisoners. A guard
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in the truck motioned me to loop my chain over the bar on the right and walk
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to the front of the truck. The other 6 followed, and the bar was locked
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shut, securing our chains. Then the guard locked the rear mesh door and the
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truck pulled out of the yard. The kid yelled to the other prisoners where
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were we going, and one of them said "to the rocks". "What's that?" "You
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work your ass off--you'll see" "Keep quiet, we don't want to be where you
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are" he added. Good advice, which I knew the kid would ignore. I hope I
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didn't have to stay near him, I just knew he would make trouble for me, or
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did I want trouble?
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The truck stopped and the other prisoners filed out. After a pause, our bar
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was unlocked. We were in a large quarry, surrounded by two lines of high
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fence with towers at intervals. Two guards stood watching us. They had shed
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their OD shirts and wore only tee shirts, and work helmets, with their crows
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stenciled on them in case we missed the point. They also carried coiled
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whips, and from their look I knew they were used to using them. We were only
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supposed to use whips as punishment at the brigs. This was to be forced hard
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labor for sure. We were issued heavy work gloves by an equipment trustee who
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then pointed to a large wooden platform. "Get around it and pick it up" said
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one of our guards, pointing with his whip handle. The platform had handles
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for 6 men, and we took them by the numbers, meaning I was at the left front
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and the kid on the right. At least he was strong, I thought. Then two
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guards led us to the bottom of the quarry and told us to set it down. "65
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explain the exercise" the guard said to one of the old timers. "Sir we fill
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the sled with rocks, carry it to the incline, hoist it to the top, and build
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the wall, Sir". "OK, get started" "You are to work until the whistle blows".
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It sounded simple. Bend over and pick up rocks. It was simple, and hard.
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And it probably was only 0700! We filled the cart in about 20 minutes. Then
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I realized the hard part was ahead. We had to carry it to the top! "Take
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your positions" said the guard. "Squat" "Lift" We grunted as we struggled
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to our feet and moved in the direction the guard pointed. About 30 yards
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away was an old steel inclined hoist. We placed the cart on the hoist bed,
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and moved to the top of the quarry. "Get on that rope" "Lay back on it" I
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realized I hadn't heard that since I had been an 18 year old deck ape--which
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was why I became a CP. We finally got it to the top and carried it the
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remaining distance to the unfinished wall, where we unloaded it, stone by
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stone. It was incredibly hard work, and my muscles were already aching.
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But I had to admit it was clever-- hard labor that also forced us to work
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together making shirking difficult. Shirking was, of course, the biggest
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problem in a brig hard labor program--it was one thing to transport prisoners
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to a site where there was hard labor to be done. But it was another to make
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them actually work hard. This program solved that.
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The guards dogged us every step. Whenever someone paused, they were on him.
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Sometimes they just shouted and sometimes they used the whip without
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warning. If you didn't respond properly, you invariably got a second hit.
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It was more of a sting than a heavy blow, but it was irritating, and you
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didn't want another. "Sir thank you sir" We quickened our pace, as if we
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could somehow get away from this. Finally the whistle. We had moved three
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loads already. "10 minute break" said the guard and shouted for the water
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boy. Just like the old chain gang movies. A trustee appeared on the run and
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passed a plastic jug around. The guards got a separate one, which I noticed
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they shared too. Even then, we wern't allowed to sit, and when the whistle
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sounded, they were on us even harder than before. The lash fell more often. I
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got my share, but it was clear that they were working over the kid. From his
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responses, he was still fighting the program. I guess he had to learn the
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hard way, but since I was forced to work next to him, I hoped it wouldn't rub
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off. I was wrong.
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The whistle sounded, and the guards escorted us to the top of the quarry.
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"Lunch break, 30 minutes". The sandwiches were stale, but we were at last
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allowed to sit, and we dropped on the ground and tried to rest our sore
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bodies. The whistle blasted again--had it been a half hour? "61 and 62 on
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your feet" "You've been dogging it all morning, lets see if a horseride will
|
|
improve your attitude". Two trustees had dragged a heavy wooden platform to
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|
where the squad was sitting. On it was mounted two sheets of plywood that
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|
were joined at the top to form a triangle. The edge had been smoothed and
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|
varnished, and the sides had wooden 'stirrups' fastened into them. "Drop
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your pants and step out of them" Naked, I was led up on the platform and
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told to straddle the triangle with my feet resting on the 'stirrups' on
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either side. Now the kid was made to do the same from the opposite side,
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facing me. "Now lean towards each other" We hesitated, and the lash bit my
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back. As our chests touched, guard now placed a belt around our necks
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binding us together. Then without warning, the stirrups were loosened, and
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we were sitting directly on the edge of the triangle, pressing hard against
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our asses and balls. "Lets whip up that horse" said the guard, and the lash
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fell. Our struggling only worsened the pressure on our bottoms. I could
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feel my cock swelling under the pressure, and wondered if the kids was also.
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"You like it now, but we'll see how you like it later" said the guard as he
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stepped off the platform. "Keep watching them" he addressed the rest of the
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squad. "If you goof off, you'll be up there next". I didn't know what was
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|
worse, the pain, the humiliation, or the surge I felt over the sheer
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sexuality of it. I decided the sheer pain was worse. Would I be castrated?
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|
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|
Finally the whistle sounded, and they took us off the horse. My balls were
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|
numb, but I popped a real boner as they lifted me off. And,I saw that the
|
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kid was harder than I was, and beet red too. I thought he might be a faggot
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|
but his reaction seemed otherwise. We had to parade in front of the squad to
|
|
put our pants back on, and I'm sure nobody missed our condition. But we were
|
|
soon back at work, and the pain in my groin was replaced by the sheer fatigue
|
|
of the work. The guard really kept after me and I took a good many stings
|
|
from the lash. I was dragging when the final whistle sounded. Not sure I
|
|
could have hauled another load. Dammed if the kid wasn't still going strong,
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|
and 63 seemed in good shape also. I thought the two old timers were dragging
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|
more than I was. Back in the truck, I could feel the sunburn, but that was
|
|
the least of my worries. Back in the yard, we were processed through the
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searches, and I hardly flinched at the probe this time. We got to take
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showers, which pretty much restored me. Dinner was lukewarm beans and rice,
|
|
but it's amazing how much hard work and deprivation improves the appetite.
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|
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|
We were formed for assembly again in the main hall. The whistle blew and the
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|
head guard called out three prisoners for demerits. I figured I had earned
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|
some, but we were not called. The unlucky ones had to drop their pants in
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|
front of everyone and took one dozen licks of the paddle, which I decided was
|
|
a length of old firehose--very effective. One of them got his thank yous
|
|
confused and had two strokes repeated--a lesson to us all. Then the two old
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|
timers from our squad were called out--they were told they were to be flogged
|
|
tomorrow morning, and were placed against the wall. After that we were
|
|
marched to our dorm and locked into our beds. Sleep came instantly in spite
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|
of my chains. Even the kid was quiet.
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|
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|
The whistle blasted and we moved through the now familiar routine out into
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|
the yard for exercises. During assembly we saw that the two old timers were
|
|
back against the wall, only this time their arms were triced up behind them.
|
|
It looked very painful. Wonder if they had done something? No mention was
|
|
made of them, and we were marched out to our daily hard labor. I was not
|
|
looking forward to another day at the rocks, but when we got out of the truck
|
|
we were in a different place. We were at the boathouse. I did recognize the
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|
guards, though. And their whips. We were marched directly onto a rowing
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|
barge, another throwback to the old movies of galley slaves. The barge had a
|
|
wide aisle dividing two banks of huge oars on either side. The other squad
|
|
in our truck already manned the port side, and we were assigned in pairs to
|
|
two oars on the starboard. The kid and I were told to sit side by side at
|
|
the forward oar, and a trusty locked our chains to a padeye on the oar. At
|
|
least we were sitting on a flat board. We were given instruction in
|
|
technique and then the barge got underway. The pace at first was slow, but
|
|
it was steady. Yet another set of muscles I didn't know I had began to feel
|
|
the strain. The pace was set by the boatswain who had one of the prisoners
|
|
sing out the cadence. He rotated this honor in sequence. As he picked up
|
|
the pace, we began to lag and the lash began to sing as our guards forced us
|
|
to keep up. What seemed like an easier deal after the rocks began to seem
|
|
even harder, since we were literally locked into the rythm and could not
|
|
escape each pull. We got rest breaks every hour, and after the second break,
|
|
someone from the other side was singled out for shirking. He was taken up
|
|
to the front of the barge, bent over a capstan and his chain locked.
|
|
Thereafter, when we resumed the stroke, the boatswain counted cadence by
|
|
striking him with his starter, and the unfortunate miscreant had to yell out
|
|
the stroke. After a half hour his butt must have been really sore, and we
|
|
were highly motivated to pull. They kept us on the benches during the lunch
|
|
break, and we were not allowed to stand. Thus the kid was tempted to lift
|
|
his sore butt off the wood for a few seconds, and got caught. I thought he
|
|
would be the next duty whipping boy, but we--they punished us both-- were
|
|
merely given a few lashes and told to watch our steps. I said my thank yous
|
|
correctly, and I thought that even the kid was beginning to sound contrite.
|
|
The program was making me tough, I thought.
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|
|
|
Next morning, though, it got tougher. At assembly, the kid and I were called
|
|
out as shirkers. I was trembling as I walked to the front. We were put
|
|
against the wall and held at attention until the other prisoners had left.
|
|
Then we were about faced. The trusty had set up the whipping rig and we were
|
|
both told to drop our pants and assume the position. I stepped into the foot
|
|
rests and bent over. My cuffs were locked and I waited. "What are you 61"
|
|
"Sir 61 is ready sir" I guessed. "One dozen" said the head guard and I got
|
|
12 of the hardest strokes I had ever had. "What are you 61" "Sir the
|
|
prisoner does not know the proper response Sir" "Correct" "61 you are a
|
|
shirker and need correction don't you" "Sir yes sir" The paddle smacked my
|
|
ass. "Say it 61". "Sir the prisoner is a shirker and needs correction SIR"
|
|
"One dozen" Another 12 hard strokes. I was released and ordered to
|
|
attention. The kid got by with only 12, damm him, since he had my example to
|
|
follow. I thought we would now go back to the rock pile, but this was only
|
|
the beginning.
|
|
|
|
We were moved out to the yard, and marched to the fenced enclosure. My heart
|
|
began to pound again. "Drop your pants 61" I was moved, naked to one of the
|
|
stocks. My wrist chains were unlocked and instantly I was thrust forward and
|
|
the stocks came down securing my head and arms. My legs were kicked far
|
|
apart and a rigid ankle restraint locked in place. I could hear 62 get the
|
|
same treatment. "What are you 61" "Sir the prisoner is a shirker Sir". The
|
|
paddle smacked my ass. "Louder 61, say it so the whole yard can hear" "SIR
|
|
THE PRISONER IS A SHIRKER SIR" "One dozen" The paddle smacked HARD, so that
|
|
my pinioned feet jerked involuntarily. "Sir one sir thank you sir" The
|
|
paddle fell again. "Say it LOUD 61" "SIR ONE SIR THANK YOU SIR" I screamed.
|
|
I got another dozen and was panting when they were over. Then 62 got his.
|
|
He was definitely sounding contrite. Then silence. Had they left? Time
|
|
passed, 30 minutes? They returned and repeated the process. Meanwhile the
|
|
sun rose, and added to the misery of our incredibly uncomfortable posture.
|
|
Another 30 minutes, another dozen. This time they doused us with a bucket
|
|
of cold water afterwards. It felt good. After the fourth cycle, they added
|
|
a new line. "Are you ready to work hard 61?" "SIR THE PRISONER IS READY TO
|
|
WORK HARD SIR". I got another dozen for "attitude adjustment". After the
|
|
sixth cycle, they stopped. I braced for my strokes, but instead got a
|
|
bucket of water. Then they released the stocks. I staggered as I
|
|
straightened up. "If you don't work, you'll be back 61" "SIR THE PRISONER
|
|
WILL NOT BE BACK" The kid was really contrite, and tears ran down his cheeks
|
|
as he spoke. They put back our wrist shackles, and after we put on our pants,
|
|
leg irons. We were marched to a jeep, and stood in the back, our wrist
|
|
chains locked to the roll bar. The jeep roared back to the rock pile, where
|
|
we were greated by our familiar guards with shit eating smiles. "You two
|
|
better not fuck up our detail any more" SIR NO SIR".
|
|
|
|
I managed to get through the rest of the day without further incident, thanks
|
|
mainly to the kids now improved attitude. I had to hand it to this program.
|
|
Theory X works. There were no reaction from the others in our squad--they
|
|
had their own problems. The fourth day was routine, in that we worked our
|
|
asses off on the rowing barge. I had to admit that after four days of this
|
|
hell I was probably in the best shape I had ever been. They had given me
|
|
their worst, I thought, and I had survived. Now I knew I could take it.
|
|
That night, they changed my mind. All four of us were called forward at
|
|
assembly.
|
|
|
|
We were put at attention against the wall with a guard to watch us as the
|
|
head guard matter of factly announced that we were to be flogged the
|
|
following morning, and would be placed in special disciplinary status. My
|
|
adrenalin started to pump again. After the other prisoners were dismissed,
|
|
we were about faced and marched out into the yard. We were led to the fenced
|
|
area and taken inside. "Drop your pants and step out". As usual I was point
|
|
man. I was pushed to a spot and told to get face down and spread eagle on
|
|
the ground. As soon as I did so, my ankles were grabbed and leather bindings
|
|
wrapped around them. My wrist chains were unlocked and my arms jerked out to
|
|
my sides and bound. I was drawn so tightly that I couldn't move. I could
|
|
hear the other three getting the same treatment. Than a lash smacked my
|
|
butt. It was the whip, not the paddle. "61 what is your sentence" "Sir 12
|
|
strokes sir" The lash hit again, hard this time. "61 what is your full
|
|
sentence" "Sir the prisoners sentence is 12 strokes of the felon's cat of
|
|
nine tails sir" Again a lash stroke. "Louder 61, so that the whole prison
|
|
can hear" "SIR THE PRISONERS SENTENCE IS 12 STROKES OF THE FELON'S CAT O NINE
|
|
TAILS SIR" "Give him 12 for discipline" I braced and got 12 hard strokes of
|
|
the whip. Then they moved on and gave the other three the same treatment.
|
|
The kid was to get 12 of the standard cat since this was his first whipping.
|
|
63 the same as me. I was surprised to hear that 64, who was about my age and
|
|
seemed quiet, was getting 18 of the felons. You can never tell. "You will
|
|
not eat or drink until after your punishment" At that they doused us with
|
|
cold water, and left us.
|
|
|
|
I had dozed off when cold water sluiced over me. Then the whip, really hard.
|
|
"61 what is your sentence" I went through the routine again, and
|
|
got two dozen this time. They went through the group. Their intent was to
|
|
terrorize us into complete submission, and they were succeeding. When they
|
|
left, the kid was sobbing. He would be a different person after this. Maybe
|
|
I would too. My cock was rock hard under me. I finally dozed off again.
|
|
|
|
Two buckets of cold water woke me and I tensed. I could see the faint glow
|
|
of morning. Today was the day. But first we had to get there. Again the
|
|
lash on my butt. This time different. "61 are you ready to be flogged?"
|
|
"SIR THE PRISONER IS READY TO BE FLOGGED SIR" "61 what is your sentence?"
|
|
'SIR THE PRISONER'S SENTENCE IS 12 STROKES OF THE FELONS CAT O NINE TAILS
|
|
SIR'. Again. "Give him two dozen for discipline" and got 24 HARD strokes with
|
|
24 'THANK YOU SIRS'. My ass was burning up. After they made the rounds, we
|
|
were released from our bonds, locked in wrist chains again and told to stand.
|
|
They made us do exercises for 10 minutes and that restored the circulation.
|
|
The whippings had had the desired effect of making us EXTREMELY contrite.
|
|
We were moved to the rectal stands and assumed the position. This time, a
|
|
hose nozzle was shoved up my now tender ass and I got a power enema. "Get
|
|
over to the toilet and flush it out 61" Then he made me do it again. I was
|
|
both enervated and charged up by the degredation. They made us stand under
|
|
the cold showers, and that helped my ass some more. Then they told us to put
|
|
on pants and our shoes and we were moved into the main hall. The other
|
|
prisoners were not yet even up.
|
|
|
|
We were made to face the wall. Our wrist chains were relocked behind our
|
|
backs. "On your knees". A hand reached around my neck and a heavy leather
|
|
collar was pulled in place and buckled tightly. It reached from my collar
|
|
bone to my chin and forced my head up high. I could feel a tug on my wrist
|
|
chain, and without warning, my arms were jerked up sharply towards the
|
|
ceiling. My whole body was forced to bend forward. I could feel something
|
|
laid on my back. The sound of a spray can. A number being painted? Then we
|
|
were left alone. This was the position I had seen the two prisoners in the
|
|
second day. We were in a special disciplinary restraint.
|
|
|
|
I wished for my arms to go numb. After what seemed like hours, the other
|
|
prisoners assembled. Several were called out for various infractions. We
|
|
were ignored. Then they filed out, and there was silence again. Now it
|
|
would be our turn. "Get them to their feet" I thought my arms would be
|
|
wrenched from my shoulders as the ceiling rope jerked them even higher. I
|
|
almost screamed as I struggled to rise. "Good morning sir" "These are the 4
|
|
prisoners to be flogged this morning" "Are they ready" "Yes sir" "Very
|
|
well, ask the first one" The ceiling rope jerked my arms higher so that I
|
|
gasped from pain. A starter touched my butt. "61 are you ready to be
|
|
flogged" I spoke my well rehearsed lines. "61 what is you sentence" I had
|
|
been well trained and performed as expected. They went down the line. Then
|
|
"carry on" "I'll see them out there". We faced the wall throughout. They
|
|
never looked at our faces. Tears ran down my face. I shook from fear.
|
|
My cock had become hard again.
|
|
|
|
The ceiling ropes slacked. It felt incredibly good. The rope was unclipped
|
|
and our wrist chains unlocked and move wo that our arms were in front.
|
|
"About face" . Four guards faced us, clad in tee shirts, starters in hand.
|
|
A trusty, one of the exercise leaders, stepped over and clipped something to
|
|
my collar. His face showed no emotion. It was a long rope. He stepped away
|
|
from me. "Turn them over to the disciplinarians" the head guard said. A
|
|
familiar guard came up. "Move forward 61, on the double". "Follow the
|
|
trusty". He started towards the yard door at a trot. The slack came out of
|
|
the line. I was on a leash! I stumbled and followed. The guard brought his
|
|
starter down as I passed him. "Faster 61--move it". The trusty picked up
|
|
the pace. I ran after him through the door without pausing. The yard was
|
|
lined with guards. They all had their starters and I realized I was to run a
|
|
kind of gaunlet. As I passed they brought their starters down hard. "MOVE
|
|
IT 61". The blows struck everywhere, urging me even faster. The trusty was
|
|
out ahead, moving at a good pace. I was now running flat out. Still the
|
|
blows. "KEEP MOVING 61". Things seemed in a whirr. Then I was there. I
|
|
stopped abrubtly, breathing hard. "Stand at attention 61".
|
|
|
|
I was standing behind a jeep just inside the outer gate. We would apparently
|
|
be taken outside the yard for our punishment--my mind hesitated at the word.
|
|
The pacer trusty was in front of me, breathing hard too, I noticed. He
|
|
clipped my leash to a a ring attached to a line he led from an eyebolt on the
|
|
back of the jeep. The line made me lean forward slightly. Then he came
|
|
back with another piece of line and attached one end up to my wrist chain,
|
|
and the other to the ring, pulling my arms a little out in front of me. He
|
|
reached around my arms and undid my pants and pulled them down. He knelt down
|
|
and helped me step out. I was naked and secured to the jeep. The trusty
|
|
stepped behind me with something in his hand. He reached around and squeezed
|
|
my mouth with one hand. "Open wide" He jammed a rubber mouthpiece in and
|
|
then pulled on leather straps that came around the back of my head. I could
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feel him buckling it tight. I was gagged, a new and frightening experience.
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A big guard, with big muscles, came up and touched me with his starter.
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"Eyes front, don't make a move unless I tell you" . I was in the custody of
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the disciplinarians. But I was trained now. I knew what to do. I heard a
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second prisoner being brought up next to me. I knew it was the kid. He was
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panting, they had run him hard. He was secured to another line from the
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jeep and stripped. It began to dawn on me what happened next. Then the jeep
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started to move and the lines tensioned, bringing my arms up parallel to the
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ground and pulling my neck erect. "Start them out" . My cock jumped.
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The gate opened and the line to the jeep slowly tensioned. I had started
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forward after it before I felt the lash. It was a heavy whip, not the light
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ones I had felt before. Two guards and two trustys were keeping pace besides
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us, while a third guard faced us from the back of the jeep, shotgun in hand.
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We were outside the wall. At first we walked, but soon we were trotting
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rather fast. I knew that if we fell we would be dragged. The jeep
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approached the outer wall of the main prison then slowed as we passed through
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the outer gate. It stopped and waited for the inner gate to open. The
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shotgun guard stayed behind. As the jeep started up again the whip fell
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harshly. The yard was full of prisoners in ranks lined up for their morning
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assembly. The jeep sped up and we were trotting again. The whip fell
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regularly. We were whipped around the yard. It was degrading and exciting
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at the same time. I knew my body was tanned and healthy looking from the
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hard labor. I had been trained to take this. Yet I still felt shame. I
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also felt hard. Was it obvious? A particularly hard blow from the whip
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returned my head to the scene. In the center of the yard stood a raised
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platform, containing the flogging triangle. It was my place of work. I knew
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it well. The jeep continued and made a second circuit around the inner
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perimeter of the prisoners. The whip fell brutally and regularly now. We
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were a show, a reminder of what might happen. Then we stopped. We had
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arrived. My flogging would seem like and anticlimax now, or would it.
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The jeep stopped. We stood motionless awaiting orders. The guard tugged me
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forward to get slack, then released the jeep line. He led me by the ropes
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attached to my collar and wrist chain to a nearby post, backed me up against
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it, wrapped the line around me and locked it to the post. "Chest out, belly
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in 61" "Remember, you're on display" he said with a slightly mocking tone.
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Of course my condition was obvious. The kid was now released and brought to
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attention directly in front of me, flanked by two guards. I could see he
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was hard too, his cock jutting up. He was beet red with shame. The other
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jeep pulled up now and the two remaining prisoners were moved to posts next
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to mine. Now the prison OOD came up, stood to one side, and said "Carry on".
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The two big trustys sprang to action and pulled the kid up the steps of the
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platform. I could see his back now. They had stenciled the number 12--his
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sentence. He was positioned in front of the triangle and strapped in place.
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I was familiar with this routine, I had done it many times. One of the big
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muscle guards now displayed the cat for inspection by the OOD. It was
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supposed to be the standard one, 9 three foot tails of whipcord. But these
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tails were of braided leather. They had their own 'standard' cat. I
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shuddered at what the felons cat looked like. The guard who was to be the
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whipper ascended the platform and showed the cat to the kid. He was strapped
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down too tightly to show a reaction, and he was facing away from me. The
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senior guard stood on the platform, stood in front of the kid and read the
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sentence, then stood to one side. "Ready, stroke" he said. The guard had
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stepped well back and took two steps forward and swung with full force. He
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held nothing back. This was a much more vigorous stroke than I had been
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taught before. The kid shook with the force of the blow. I could tell he
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was shocked at the strength of it. Eleven to go. I almost wanted to avert
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my eyes, but I was also fascinated and he after all he had asked for it, but
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then so had I!
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The kid's sentence was completed. They released him and led him down the
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stairs. He had obviously been sobbing. His cock was straight up in the air.
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A trusty took his lead and started trotting down the yard, pulling the kid
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after him. The look on his face told me he had learned a real lesson. He
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was growing up, the hard way. They would make him display himself again, as
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a deterrent to the others of course. Then it was my turn.
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My rope was unlocked and I was jerked by a trusty away from the post. A
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guard gave me a healthy smack on the butt with his starter and I moved
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towards the platform. "Move it 61" and he smacked me again, hard. I had to
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run to keep from being dragged. I moved rapidly towards the triangle, and as
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I got close, the guard shoved me hard on the shoulders slaming me up against
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it and pinning me there. My wrist chain line was attached to a pulley at
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the top of the triangle, while simultaneously my ankles were jerked outward
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by trustys and strapped to the outside of the triangle legs. A heavy trustee
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now took hold of the pully rope and pulled my arms up high, causing me to
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rise on my toes. He held me there as a heavy leather belt was drawn over my
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lower back, holding me tightly against the cross piece. Additional straps
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were put around my lower arms and thighs, pinning me tightly to the triangle.
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The guards and trustys stepped back except for the one pulling my arms. I
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stared straight ahead into his unsmiling eyes until he stepped aside for the
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senior guard. Even though I knew it I still shuddered when he read it. "12
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strokes of the felons cat o nine tails well laid on the bare back" "This
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will be a disciplinary flogging" he added. I thought I knew the procedure
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but that was a new one.
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He stepped aside and two guards stood before me displaying their felons cats.
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It was a really heavy instrument, four foot tails of braided leather, each
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tail knotted every 2 inches. Each tail was as heavy as the whips used at the
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rocks. I knew that the knots would leave deep bruises, while the heavy
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braided leather welted the skin and could draw blood. I had no doubt they
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would draw some of mine. The two guards stepped behind me, out of sight. I
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figured they would alternate. I wanted to see their positions but my collar
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kept my head high and looking straight ahead. I could imagine them stepping
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way back for a running start. Then the senior guard called "Both whippers
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ready". He said whippers plural. What was going on. "This is a
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disciplinary flogging, at the command 'stroke', lay on both instruments
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simultaneously" . This was no ordinary flogging. I was sure I was getting
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special treatment. As if to remind me I couldn't do anything about it, the
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trusty tugged my wrists even tighter. This was going to be incredibly hard.
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I waited, sweat already pouring off me. "First stroke, ready STROKE" and I
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heard the whistling sounds. It sounded different when you were on the
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receiving end. Really frightening. Then the cat tails CRACKED across my
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back. White lightening streaked across my back and I screamed into my gag.
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STOP. I CAN'T TAKE THIS. But I had to.
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They counted 20 seconds between strokes. The theory was to let the pain
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build up. The theory war RIGHT. After the fire died down a much deeper pain
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racked my upper body. I screamed again into the gag. Eleven more to go. I
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had to get control of myself. I counted out 15 seconds and took a deep
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breath to expand my chest. "Second stroke, ready STROKE". The blow drove
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the air out of me. The white lightening was there again, but the after shock
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seemed a little less. I was going to get through this. There was a double
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length pause after the 6th stroke, and my wrists were slacked slightly. They
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used the time to put on two fresh whippers. I couldn't see them , but I knew
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they were clones of the first. A fresh hand with a fresh cat I had read
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somewhere. Still it was a break. But when I was pulled up again, it
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actually cramped my muscles even more. And the new whippers seemed harder
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than the first pair. I was sobbing now, just hanging on until the end.
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Finally it was over. Or so I thought.
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My arms were slacked and the extra straps removed. A gloved hand touched my
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back and then wiped a cool solution across my cuts. After a few seconds the
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cool turned into a teriffic burning sensation, but I knew that was the price
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of healing. I sagged on the triangle as the belt came off. Hands pulled my
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hips back and I felt a chain going around my waist. Even after this they
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were going to put me in a maximum security harness! "Step back 61 and stop
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your whimpering". My wrist chain was released from the overhead rope and
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locked to the waist chain. Hands grabbed my shoulders and roughly twisted me
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around. The trusty took control of my leash line and started down. I didn't
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need a starter now. The flogging had completely subdued me. I was ready to
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do anything they told me. I followed the trusty, my legs wobbly at first on
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the stairs. Once on the pavement, he moved to the right and picked up the
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pace. I was going to be run around the yard, showing off my stripes to the
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regular prisoners. Some looked wide eyed and scared. Others made lewd
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gestures. I realized I was also showing off a raging hard-on. It seemed to
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come down as we ran. A normal reaction?
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The run around the yard was completed and I was back at the post at the foot
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of the platform. They were going to make me watch the other two get theirs.
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I saw 63 up on the platform being strapped down. When the head guard called
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his a disciplinary flogging I decided I had not been singled out. Watching
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the two guards run and swing was incredible. The lash marks trickled blood
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after every stroke, although not the raw meat stuff of the movies. It was a
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really hard and brutal punishment he was taking, but he deserved it and he
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knew it. Without this discipline, the bums would get a free ride and the
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kids would never grow up. I had earned my qualification. Now I had to
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decide whether I wanted to give as well as take.
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