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Adventure on the Metro
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(Believed to be poorly translated from French)
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It was the end of the month of May, a Wednesday, about 6:30, in the
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Metro. It's extremely uncomfortable to take the Metro then, because of
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the enormous crowds in all the cars--pressed against each other,
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sometimes in direct contact with people less clean...I had no courses
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that afternoon, and I had gone to Paris to shop in the big stores.
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Coming back, I had an adventure which, even in my imagination,
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which is sometimes quite lively and a little crazy, I could never have
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invented.
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I got on at Chaussee d'Antin, direction Levallois; I was thinking
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of changing at Saint-Lazare. Terrible crowd, packed cars, and you push
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as hard as possible in order to get into the car. Outside it was very
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hot, and it was hotter in the Metro, so I was wearing a mini-mini-skirt
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and a blouse; no underwear, as always, but a bra, very light, which
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didn't hide much of my chest.
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I was carrying a paper bag in my hand with a sweater I had bought,
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and I had my handbag over my shoulder.
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I climbed into a car and was pushed towards the back by all the
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people who wanted to get on behind me; when the door closed, we were all
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packed in like herrings in a can. I though of a song that I had heard
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one time: "If We Could Unpack the Sardines."
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My arms were trapped against the length of my body. I could not
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make the slightest movement, held fast in front, behind, to the right
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and the left by other passengers. I was almost against the back door of
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the car; there was only one other person, behind my back, between this
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door and me.
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In my unhappiness, half-asphyxiated, I found that I was in luck,
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because the people surrounding me seemed nice, as far as I could tell by
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appearances. By chance, after everyone pushed on, I was left facing, as
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squashed as I was, a woman about my age with a face sort of like mine.
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We exchanged smiles which seemed to say, "We can only suffer in
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patience."
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The Metro moved about a thousand feet or so, when I sensed very
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clearly a hand behind me, placed on my buttocks. This sort of thing had
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never happened to me on the Metro, although my friends have told me of
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having such "attacks," from which they vehemently recoiled, but I
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thought they were lying, because I had never been the subject of such
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"adventures," as they say.
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But there it was. A hand, firmly pushing against my buttocks. You
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should know that it isn't my nature to protest against a thing like this
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--au contraire. By contracting the muscles of my behind, I tried to
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make understood to this hand, that I appreciated it's audacity.
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But whose had was this? I knew there where three men behind me:
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one immediately behind and another at each side. Which of the three? I
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didn't dare turn around in fear that the man would take my movement for
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a rebuff.
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After all, it wasn't important whose hand it was. I was delighted
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that this was happening; I forgot the extreme inconveniences of the
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Metro at 6:30 in seeing, or feeling, the enormous advantages that came
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with it.
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The hand caressed by behind, constantly. A well put together hand,
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moving with gentleness and firmness. I closed my eyes in order to
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better taste this caress, and I don't have to tell you that I began to
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get rather wet. The Metro would be on time to the next station, so not
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too many people would get off. For me, in this mood, there was no
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further thought of changing at Saint Lazare, if the hand continued it's
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work.
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I was hoping the hand would dare to go under my skirt. I was
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pressing myself more and more backwards, in order to better make
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understood my accord. The hand moved more quickly and firmly on my
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behind.
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The Metro entered the next station. When it stopped, the hand
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grasped my buttocks, and rested on my behind, without caressing me.
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Happily, at this hour, when 10 people get off, ten more get on.
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The shuffle literally plastered the woman in front of me against me.
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"Excuse me," she said.
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"That's OK," I said. "There's nothing you can do."
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I tried to tell her with my eyes that I did not find this overly
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disagreeable. Her pelvis seemed overly pushed against mine, with
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respect to the rest of her body. I did not object to that. That day,
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the Metro seemed to bring me everything at the same time.
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As soon as the Metro started up again, the hand went directly under
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my skirt; I imagined the man's joy in finding I had nothing on
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underneath; the hand didn't have to go down very far in order to pass
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under my skirt, of course.
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Between my thighs, the man lost no time, burying his finger in my
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vagina, which was all wet; he moved it quickly, right away. I closed my
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eyes again, and opening them for a few seconds, I saw the face of the
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woman in front of me. She was observing me curiously, becoming aware
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that something was happening.
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This finger in me and the excitement it gave me made me lose all
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prudence; I moved my pelvis forward and backward, almost instinctively,
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imperceptibly, but enough that the woman felt it. She pressed more
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strongly against me, and began a light, oscillating movement. A
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wonderful pleasure was born--enhanced by this special situation--I
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managed to slip my free hand up against the lower pelvis of the woman
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and, outside of her skirt, I felt for her clitoris to rub it; her eyes
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were smiling at me.
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Fabulous. A finger in my sex from behind, and my finger caressing
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a woman in front of me, right in the middle of a crowd, who might
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discover everything, and cry out in scandal!
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I was going to climax, I knew this, surrounded by dozens of blind
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people. If they could only have guessed...
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At the next stop, the three of us continued as if nothing were
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happening.
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I imagined the man and woman were as excited as I was, and had also
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abandoned all prudence. But how could we fear being noticed in this
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crowd, if we kept a certain minimum of apparent calmness and
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impassiveness?
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The woman's dress was a maxi with buttons in front; I easily
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unbuttoned the one above her sex--because I wanted to touch her skin--
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and passed my hand through the opening and placed it on her panties.
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They didn't cling. I moved my finger between the cloth and her
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skin, and my finger reached her sex; a lot of hair, but I quickly found
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her clitoris and her very wet vagina. I wet my finger there and started
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to caress her seriously. Now, she closed her eyes.
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I looked nonchalantly around me, and saw people who seemed to be
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ignorant of everything that was happening, each with eyes fixed in
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front, lost in thought, no doubt.
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Solitude in the crowd. Liberty to do anything without being seen;
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more easily perhaps than an open countryside where one never knows if,
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some distance away, behind a tree or a window, a man or an old woman is
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busy watching. (I am not against exhibitionism, but I like to choose my
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voyeurs.)
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Three stations already. I decided to go to the last stop.
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In me, this finger is moving, always; pleasure builds little by
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little within me; a new pleasure, unknown 'till this moment, coming as
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much from the finger of the man and the sex of the woman as from the
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place where we are.
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The finger excites me terribly fast. My climax comes in three
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seconds, brusquely. I hold back a scream with great difficulty and bite
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my lips hard. I have rarely come so quickly. Normally, this pleasure
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grows in me gradually, gently, arriving at the paroxysm more slowly; but
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here, everything came in three or four seconds. Incredible!
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I began to caress the woman in front of me furiously, and I sensed
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her about to come too, under my finger. A sexy one, for sure. But no
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more than me! Her eyes flutter, then totally close; I begin to take
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back my hand when she reopens her eyes, extremely gently, and stares at
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me:
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"Again."
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Incredible. This word she has just pronounced galvanizes me, and I
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begin to caress her more beautifully. I regret she cannot return this.
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I took the risk of making us noticed, because I never knew whose hand
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was in me, but I hoped it would continue to caress me.
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But the man took back his hand when he felt, by the pressure of my
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buttocks, that I had climaxed. It was finished, I sensed.
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Once more the Metro stopped, at Malesherbes, nearly the last stop.
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The car would stay full. So much the better.
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Why did the man stop caressing me? Was he satisfied? Did he only
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want to make me climax? I knew that sometimes men could come this way
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too, by simple intellectual excitation, and that after this, men lost,
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for a certain time, all their erotic ideas...
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But I was wrong to make this of it. The man hadn't climaxed. Not
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yet. Then he did something that was difficult for me to believe, at
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first. I sensed between my thighs; no longer then man's hand, but his
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penis. I was sure that it was that, but for two seconds, I told myself
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that this was impossible. He would not possible dare to do this! He
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could not have done this in such a crowd! Or else, he was completely
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crazy. But what a marvelous fool!
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I continued to caress the woman, having decided to make her come at
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least as strongly as before.
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I knew now it could only be the man directly behind me who could
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take his penis out of his pant and lift up my skirt and put it between
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my thighs. I tried to spread myself more to make the task easier.
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The man clung strongly to the lower part of my skirt, and he
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pressed himself as straight as possible against me. He only let me move
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very lightly forward and backward, which gave me a chance to caress his
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penis, rubbing between my legs.
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In front of me, the woman swooned, her eyes happily closed. Except
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for that, our neighbors would certainly have noticed her condition.
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The Metro entered Wagram station. Few people on the platform. Few
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people would get off here. Three people got off, two got on. Perfect,
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we were still deliciously crowded. The Metro left.
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Immediately, the man put his penis in my vagina. Marvelous! It
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was of normal length, but with a rather imposing diameter, it seemed to
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me, from what I could feel inside me. It seemed impossible to me, now,
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that the men on either side of me sensed nothing. I glanced to the
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right and the left behind me, and I saw the eyes of one man fixed on my
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buttocks. They were seeing everything. And they said nothing. Metro,
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Liberty is thy name!
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Secure in all these complicities, the man moved in me, scarcely
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discreetly; in front of me I caressed the woman, who in turn, passed a
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hand under my skirt and caressed my clitoris, while introducing her
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finger in my vagina, with the man's penis. No one could come more
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strongly that I did. I came continuously between the Wagram and Pereire
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stations. I came like a crazy person. At this hour, the Metro moves in
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slow pauses, because ahead, the track is not totally free. It sometimes
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even stops between stations. I came for about 3 minutes, continuously,
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and fantastically. I no longer knew where I was, and I didn't know how
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--a sort of instinctive desire kept me from screaming--but in part
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because of this, I moved my hips as much as possible.
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Behind, the man makes love to me savagely. At one moment, a finger
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in my anus. Is it his or one of the other men? I do not know. And
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that isn't important. I want all of the people in the car to touch me,
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to fuck me, to kiss me, to lick me, to crush me, to caress me, to rape
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me.
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And I caress the woman: still masturbating her clitoris, I bury two
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fingers in her sex and she comes intensely, too. She bites her lips,
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and under my skirt, her frenetic finger translates these sensations.
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The finger in my anus enters me deeply and marvelously, but this
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big penis in me gives me an inexpressible pleasure.
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A little before the Pereire station, while the Metro was slowing
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down, the man held me plastered against him, strongly, and pulled
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violently on my skirt. I couldn't budge, not even a half-inch, and he
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came in me in long hot spurting jets, leading me to inaccessible
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summits. I had believed in this before that--in the great climax.
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I was exhausted, and surely would have fallen over if the crowd
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around me had not held me up. The woman under my fingers came again,
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wetting herself insensibly. My fingers, my hand were entirely engulfed
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in her liquid of love, which flowed down the length of my arm. I
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withdrew my hand and dried it a bit against her skirt. Her eyes said,
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"Merci," with excessive sincerity, and I wanted well to believe this.
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(I believe I caress in a more than excellent manner, and I take pains to
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caress other people particularly well.)
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The finger withdrew from my behind and the penis left my sex, my
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warm sex, almost as soon as the man came.
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It was over, and I have just known an unforgettable sensation.
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"You get off here?" a voice behind me asked.
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"No."
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I spread my legs out. In front of me, the woman gave me a small
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glance of complicity and turned around to get off, while the man who was
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behind me passed in front of me, giving me the very slightest attention.
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Incredible! (I repeat this adjective often but remember the
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circumstances!) Truly incredible! He could have looked at me. Looked
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for my face. To see who he fucked. No. He went by quickly.
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Incredible.
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"Are you getting off here?" he asked another person in front of
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him.
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I hadn't even seen his face. I only saw the back of his neck. The
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long hair on his neck. He had blue jeans and a brown leather shirt,
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under which I saw the collar of a colored shirt. He wasn't very tall,
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about my size, no more. That had made it easy for him to fuck me
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standing up, from behind, without gathering too much attention around
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us. I had nothing more of him, than his hands and his penis and the
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sound of his voice when he asked, "Are you getting off here?"
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No, I'm not getting off here, and what good would it do to follow
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him? His attitude invited nothing, and what would we say to each other?
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The train stopped. The door opened: Pereire. Five or six people
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got off in less than a minute, among them the woman I caressed and the
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man that fucked me.
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And incredible! I tell you that is the only word that fits. I see
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the two of them join hands and walk off the platform talking and
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smiling. The man kissing the woman on the neck.
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The Metro leaves. I see the face of the man. Blond, gentle
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features. I find him beautiful. He is no more than 23 years old, I
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guess.
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She and he, two little gentle lovers, one would say. The people
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who have met them, the people whom they are meeting and the people whom
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they will meet, would take them for two little young adorable people who
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simply love each other. And in fact, that seems to be the case. She
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and he, conniving together, made love with me in the middle of the
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Metro. The two of them seem like little angels.
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What is behind the face of each one? And the people hiding behind
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the wise faces of this man and this woman, are they exceptional? Isn't
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it the same thing for the rest of the world? And for the next man who
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passes? What of the dream of the next woman to cross your path, a
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little farther on? What will you think of and what have you done, you
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who seem shameful? What do all couples hope for? What do their faces
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hide?
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Open yourselves, faces. Speak to me. Tell the truth, impassive
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eyes. With whom do you like to make love, all of you? And how? And
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where?
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We have only illusions about people, and if we do not read, we
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guess past the faces.
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I think again of the two men who are still behind me and who
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"witnessed" this. I dare not turn around. But I do not wish to
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dissimulate. I want to be youth who dares, who has no shame of her
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body, who considers that making love is marvelous at any moment, who
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wants to live all lives in one only, and who wants to do all that she
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wants without blocking and repressing her, later having thoughts which
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she would not dare explain.
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I turn around and look at the two men to the right and left. They
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were each about 40, suit and tie over a white shirt. They could be
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brothers. I see other men, suit and tie and white shirt, the uniform of
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city life.
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The two men avoid my look. One reads a paperback book. The other
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pretends to be interested in the headlines of a paper being read by a
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woman six feet away. Look at me. Have the courage to look at me. I
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know that you saw. This evening, if they are married, they will make
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love to their wives and think of me, I am sure. But here, they pretend
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they saw nothing. Poor men. When I get off the train, they will make
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out my silhouette on the platform, undressing me through the windows of
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the train.
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So, get off. There is nothing to do with them. None have the
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courage to do what the man just did, even if they often imagine that.
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And if they reprove, then they should have protested. Capable of
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nothing, I tell you.
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What a marvel, this little Metro trip. I feel a little sperm
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sliding gently between my legs. Incomparable memories of the
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extraordinary climax that I had. I go near the door. The Metro stops.
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I am going to get off. Between my thighs, wet with sperm and my own
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juices, I still feel the man's penis and the woman's hand. I put the
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hand that caressed this woman to my lips, and the wild odor of her sex
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assures me that I was not dreaming. A certain aphrodisiac.
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No I am on the platform. This is not a transfer station, Porte
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Champerret, it only remains for me to leave again by the opposite
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platform. This I do in an other worldly state, lost in the memory of
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what just happened, my body annihilated by happy fatigue. Going the
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other way, the Metro is almost empty. Going back, I think over my
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voyage or eroticism and climax. I go over these unforgettable moments
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in my mind.
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--The End--
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