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TEMPORIZING
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Jordan Zinovich
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There will be time, there will be timeTo prepare a face to meet the
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faces that you meet;There will be time to murder and create,And time
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for all the works and days of handsThat lift and drop a question on
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your plate. - T.S. Eliot.
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Axiom: Dominant ideologies design their own cosmic temporal
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matricies, which tend to rely on singularities for origin and linearity
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for direction. But Lived Time is better imagined as a cluster of linked
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domains: in the physical and symbolic domains, Time -- past, present,
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and future -- seems an abstract backdrop against which operations
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and events take place; in the qualitatively distinct biological and
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ecological domains, time past punctuates the biosphere with a genetic
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memory of evolution, and time-to-come is punctuated by
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bioreplication/sex; and in the social and economic domain the time
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past (History) of Social Time and the future time of production
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dominate. However, human Inner Time recognizes that, besides these
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other domains, there is also a lived past of Memory and a future time
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of Hope/Desire.
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Question: How does one judge what time it is? And I don't mean by
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external evidences, such as the position of the sun, eclipses of the
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moon, the hour on the clock, etc.
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It always starts this way: I'm standing in the open with a flat horizon
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stretching in all directions around me; nothing breaks its perfect line.
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The sun is an immutable sphere hanging in the sky, and though it
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shines brightly I'm comfortable -- neither too hot nor too cold. Then
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the hissing starts. Sand. I'm standing on desert sand, which flows in a
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jet stream around my ankles. Now I'm apprehensive, something is
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coming. A dot appears on the horizon in the distance (ahead? to my
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right? to my left?), moving swiftly, growing at an incredible rate -- a
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huge ball of sand swelling like a snowball. I turn and run.
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There is nothing stopping me. I could run in any or many directions but
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flee in a straight line away from the ball, glancing repeatedly back at
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it. It doesn't stop or change direction, and I won't outrun it at this
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speed. I run harder, but the sand slips away beneath my feet and I
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don't make any headway. My footing begins to swirl and sink. The
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surrounding sand climbs on all sides until I'm trapped in a bowl-like
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depression. I'm doomed. Sick with fear, I stop and face the ball, which
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hangs suspended on the lip of the dish. A maelstrom opens and the
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ball rolls down over me. This is a memory: always slightly different.
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Proposition 1: Humans employ Time to coordinate their perceptions.
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They alter their notions of Time to suit their priorities, whether or not
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these are conscious priorities.
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Historic & Epistemological Divergence: Religious thinking organizes
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Time according to singularities -- qualitative points of departure (the
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illud tempus of shamanistic cosmogenesis, the birth of Christ, the
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Buddha's enlightenment, the flight of Mohammed, the big-bang origin
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of the universe, etc.). During the Middle Ages, Lived Time was seen as
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a passage of no return through a singular world. Humans were
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pilgrims moving inexorably forward, drawn by the NOW, and were
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obsessively eschatological. The Renaissance responded intellectually
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by trying to learn everything about the cosmos. After Copernicus,
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previously unimaginable aspects of Time began revealing themselves
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-- e.g. light years and the notion that we see light from long extinct
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celestial bodies. Comprehendible dimensions of Time were rendered
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void, tipping individual life-courses into meaninglessness. By the end
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of the 18th century Descartes' formulation of a universal scientific
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methodology had shifted the focus from a cognitive and knowing
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humanity embedded in its life-courses to the ideal of causal laws. The
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moment the causal ideal was valorized, humankind lost its central
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position in the world of knowledge, and began to sense Time's
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indifference.
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In a causally oriented culture it is easy to consider Time as
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mechanically repetitive. Hegel tried to reassert the value of lived
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human awareness. Toward the end of Phenomenology he wrote:
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"Nature is Space; whereas Time is History." (In other words, to
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paraphrase Anthony Wilden: there is no natural, universal/cosmic
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Time, there is only Time insofar as there is History/Social Time; human
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ideology. During the course of Social Time, humans explore Lived Time
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through their discourse. Their exploration is the "empirically-existing
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concept", and Time is nothing other than this concept. Without human
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awareness, nature would be space, and only space.) Unfortunately,
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after Hegel the solipsistic idealisms of Husserlian and Heideggerian
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phenomenology and Existentialism unwittingly increased the void
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between individual lives and extended cosmic Time.
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Proposition 2: Human temporal awareness articulates in the future,
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and is driven by desire/hope. The flow of Time is a kind of "forward
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recollection" (Kierkegaard), where human awareness struggles to
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correlate the future with a comprehendible past according to a
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specific paradigm. Human memory of the past also depends on
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desire/hope (consider Freud's theory of deferred action -- "the
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memory of past time depends on the present project of the subject").
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The darkness seems overwhelming and permanent, and the jet stream
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that had pulled at my ankles is now a steady, insistent wind blowing
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down on me from above. I must be inside the sand ball, but wind and
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darkness are the only constants in this place. I begin to explore.
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The wind is strongest where I first found myself. A membrane
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encloses the outermost edges of the space, which seems large and
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elliptical, like an egg on its side. The membrane pulses with life,
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changing in response to signals I can't detect. What face does it show
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its world? Which signals permeate it, and which ones merely
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stimulate it? The wind's song is a strange amalgam of all the human
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voices I've ever heard: gurgling infants; laughter; sobbing; old folks
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with dry, soft pencil-scratching whispers. Conversations rise from the
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soughing babble like individual voices in a Tibetan choir soaring on the
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chant harmonics. How long do I listen? A while, I guess, because I
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notice some of the whispers fading, vanishing; while small purly
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voices clearly master words. These voices, these conversations in this
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dark place; they are my present.
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Empirical Intuition: Not all moments in Time are equal; there is always
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a valorized moment. Temporal events are valorized when they are in
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the position of being directly presented to that part of human
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awareness that is being "lived". Along a human life-course -- which
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may stretch out over several decades -- one particular moment is
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real and alive while every other moment exists only in memory or in
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desire/hope. All events simultaneous with the valorized moment are
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valorized events, in that they occur in the NOW.
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There is no sense of the passage of Time in the NOW.
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What is the cause of the slowing down that takes place when one
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endlessly repeats oneself? It's not predicated on physical or mental
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fatigue or exhaustion, for if that were the cause then complete rest
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would be the best restorative. Rather, it's something psychical;
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forcing the perception of time, through unbroken periods of
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uniformity, to fall away -- that perception of time which is so closely
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bound to the consciousness of life that one may not be weakened
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without the other suffering impairment.
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There are many false conceptions regarding the nature of tedium.
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Generally it's felt that novelty "makes the time pass"; that is to say,
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shortens it; whereas monotony and emptiness check and restrain
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time's flow. Vacuity and monotony have, indeed, the property of
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making the moment and the hour seem tiresome. But they are also
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capable of contracting or dissipating larger time-units to the point of
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reducing them to nothing at all. Conversely, interest can put wings to
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the hour and the day; yet it lends a weightiness to the general
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passage of time, a solidity which causes eventful years to flow far
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more slowly than bare, empty ones. What we call tedium is actually
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an abnormal shortening of time consequent upon monotony. Great
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spans of time passed in unbroken uniformity tend to shrink together.
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When one day is like all the others, then they are all alike. Complete
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uniformity makes the longest life seem short, as though it had stolen
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away from us unawares. This is one aspect of Inner Time.
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Proposition 3: For humans, Time consists of the punctuation and
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organization of Lived (inner) Time by activities in Social Time. Cosmic
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Time is the mythic and ideological structure upon which Social Time is
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projected to become History. The function of ideology is to explain the
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past, present, and possible futures of real live systems. The masters
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of ideology give cosmic Time a meaning and direction separate from
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individual human experience (Lived Time).
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In the membrane-surrounded dark, thoughts, memories, and hopes
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take on life. They slip from my mind and float like glowing cobwebby
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disks to my feet, where they stack and stretch into a pulsing tube
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throbbing to the strange rhythmns of the outer membrane. The tube
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expands, filling my awareness, becoming a tunnel. This is my escape, a
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future and a past, the tunnel of a life-course.
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Proposition 4: The difference between human potential and general
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cosmic temporal limits is intolerable. Socially mediated
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temporalization is equivalent to the humanization of Time. The
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humanization of Time is evident everywhere in society, including in
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the most "objective" camps. (Even a scientific determinist as certain
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of his objectivity as Stephen Hawking, ultimately resorts to
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"anthropic principles" -- either weak or strong -- to explain aspects
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of his cosmic Time.)
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A Casual Bit of Causal Jesuitry:
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Most physical scientists and many philosophers claim that "backward
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causation" is impossible. Notions of cause and effect are most often
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bound by a definition of cause, yet in Lived Time we frequently search
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for a cause only after we have noticed an effect. Despite this strange
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irrational inversion in our conventional view of temporal flow,
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philosophers commonly evoke a "sense of strangeness" to deny the
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possibility of backward causation (physical scientists are more likely
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to call on "the second law of thermal dynamics").
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The question of whether or not NATURE permits backward causation
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can not be resolved by observing that we remember only the past,
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and not the future. Backward causation does not imply changing the
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past, only determining what it actually was.
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(Accepting total solipsistic skepticism regarding the existence of the
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past -- both immediate and distant -- enables a backward causation
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that can alter the past. This is the temporal attitude of both
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fundamentalist/reductionist religion and paranoia, which is
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predicated on panic. We weren't here yesterday [or 8000 years ago,
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say the religious], and we may be obliterated tomorrow. All we can
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know is the terrible NOW, whimper the paranoiacs.)
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Causality, as it is traditionally defined, depends on closed physical
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systems, and closed physical systems are not a general state of
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either NATURE or social systems. NATURE as humans experience it may
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never permit a physical effect to precede its cause, but that does not
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prevent events secured by Social Time to function as if they occurred
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before their cause. In fact, such events occur frequently in Lived
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Time. History is retrofit -- e.g. with retroactive contract clauses; by
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conspiracies/congresses that sanction ceremonies today to confer
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legal status as of twelve months ago; by exegeses like this one, which
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elucidate phenomena obscured by domination; etc.
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Proposition 5: Of course, historical Social Time does not form an
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unbroken continuum, free of definitive rupture, conflict, and/or
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contradiction; and it advances the prejudices of its masters.
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Autonomy commands Lived Time by real participation in Social Time as
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lived by extended groups. A general language, a common History
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emerges from groups who experience the qualitative richness of
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events in a shared present.
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Inner Time's systolic and diastolic pulses are not uniform. Though it's a
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game conditioned into us from infancy, clocking life is a futile
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exercise -- the kind used to occupy dominated minds. Inner and Social
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times seldom correlate, and when they do they never correspond to
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the temporal attitudes of other domains. Coordinating them is, at
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best, an illusion.
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The temporal frame we normally recognize involves a singular
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beginning and a temporizing sequence that flows as we play. Its clock
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is there to limit ludic excess. Yet experience shows me that Time is
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least obtrusive when I am most interested/involved (i.e. playing). If
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we must clock life, let's at least recognize a chronometric praxis that
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more closely resembles Lived Time. Why not truly humanize
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chronometry? Why not recognize that our clocks run only when we
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are not playing? That way, as we get more adept at the idiosyncratic
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life-courses we fall into, chronometry should become less and less
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important. Eventually, a playful continuity might force that odious
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controlling science into obsolescence.
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Etymological Note: (Time - Old English t<>ma = Old Norse t<>mi: fit or
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proper time; good time; prosperity.) In English, the lexeme "Time" has
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never functioned exclusively to designate a cosmic backdrop. Quite
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the contrary, it has often been personalized. From the earliest
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recorded usages for the nominal substantive "Time" in Old English
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(circa 893-897 C.E.), one lexical subdomain has advanced the semantic
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notions of suitability, fitness, and propitiousness. Thus, in English it
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has always been possible to say: This is a good time; your time; a time
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for jubilation.
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Proposition 6: At this moment, the ideology of corporation-
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dominated Lived Time manipulates us with notions of leisure and
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holiday (Debord), which are always immanent, always desirable, but
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never quite present. One ideological trick that dominance resorts to is
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to manage shared temporal experience by curbing ludic adventure,
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denying coevalness to whoever or whatever does not toe its line.
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Shake the scruffy panoptic fetish that has bent us to its design. Upend
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the dictates of corporate Reason, and abandon its tyrannical clock.
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Transform your NOW (past and future) into the jubilant NOWEVER.
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Time flies like an arrow.Fruit flies like a banana. - anonymous
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