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This is an article I wrote for PROTEAN SYNTHESIS, a semi-private newsletter
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after it was solicited by the editor:
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DIANISM IN A NUIT-SHELL
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Recently, I got back in touch with my teacher after nearly two years and
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dropped a couple of bombshells on her: I had changed gender identity and had
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come together with two other women to form a Dianic coven. When the initial
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shock wore off, Rita sent me a complete run of Protean Synthesis and a
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solicitation for this article.
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Several years ago I subscribed to several stereotypes regarding "those
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peculiar Dianics". They were thealogically unbalanced, they hated men, they
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denied that men had souls, they were all lesbians, they couldn't spell (in the
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orthographic sense; no one has yet accused Dianics of inability to work
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magick), etc. etc. When I came together with my covensisters, I realized that
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these notions were at most partially true and some cases were patently false.
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I believe there are only three valid generalizations that can be made
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about Dianics: 1) We are all feminists. 2) We all look to the Goddess(es)
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far more than to the God(s). 3) We are all eclectics. Note well that there
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are plenty of non-Dianic feminist Witches, non-Dianic eclectics, and non-
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Dianics who are primarily Goddess-oriented. There are also doubtless a good
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many feminist, Goddess-oriented eclectics who do not choose to call themselves
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Dianic. In my own case I use the "If it quacks like a duck, it probably is a
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duck" argument, as well as the fact that my HPS learned the Craft as a Dianic
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and runs Dianic rituals.
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Some of the stereotypical generalizations I can dismiss out of hand. I
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don't know of a single Dianic who denies that men have souls. Even Z Budapest
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doesn't believe that piece of tripe anymore! It is true that Dianism is
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particularly attractive to separatists, and many separatists actually hate
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men. Many Dianics are lesbians. Some misspell words like "woman", women",
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"egalitarian", and "holistic" on purpose. Not all fit these, however, and I
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think that Z Budapest in her younger, or spiritual bomb-throwing, days
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represents an extreme and a small minority. There are a number of males
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involved in Dianism, and some of those are men [NB: I use the terms "man" and
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"woman" to indicate gender identity, that is, how one's heart, mind, and/or
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soul are configured. I use "male" and "female" to indicate physical sex, that
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is, how one's plumbing is configured. I hope this dispels confusion.].
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Thealogical and magickal imbalance is not so easily dismissed and needs
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to be addressed further, as that is the most valid objection that thoughtful
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Witches have to Dianism. The apparent imbalance comes from the Dianic
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emphasis on Goddess-worship, often to the complete exclusion of God-worship.
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This upsets many Witches' sense of polarity balance. The resolution of this
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apparent imbalance lies in the consideration of other polarities than
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sexual and/or gender as the primary polarity. There are indeed many other
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polarities to consider: true-false, life-death, dark-light, rational-
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mystical, creation-destruction, order-chaos, and good-evil, to name but a few.
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One problem with the masculine-feminine polarity is that there is a strong
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tendency to express all other polarities in terms of it. The Chinese were
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particularly fond of this, and mapped everything they liked into the yang
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side, and everything they disliked or feared into the yin side, the
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patriarchal no-accounts!
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One thing I have discovered is that if you look hard enough, you can find
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goddesses to fit both ends of most polarities. Some even occupy both ends
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simultaneously. Inanna, my matron goddess, is a good case in point. She is
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the Sumerian goddess of love, war, wisdom (which she won in a drinking bout!),
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adventure, the heavens, the earth, and even of death (in the guise of her dark
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aspect, Ereshkigal). A very busy lady indeed is Inanna. At this point it
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becomes largely a matter of personal preference rather than of polarity,
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whether one chooses a god or a goddess to occupy a particular place in a
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ritual.
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No Dianic I know of denies the existence of the God. Indeed, He gets
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mentioned as the consort of the Goddess with some frequency in Z Budapest's
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HOLY BOOK OF WOMEN'S MYSTERIES, which is close a thing as there is to a Dianic
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version of the Gardnerian Book of Shadows. He is there, and sometimes we will
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invoke Him, when it is appropriate. He makes His own path, and we follow our
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own, and when they cross naturally we honor Him and do not avoid Him. We also
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do not force the paths to cross simply to lend an artificial balance to a
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ritual where none is really needed.
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Now that I have spilled a good deal of ink over what Dianism is not, I
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should now say a few words about what it is: a movement of feminist,
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eclectic, Goddess-oriented Witches.
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Feminism: This covers a vast multitude of virtues and sins. I do not
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think the stereotypical radical lesbian separatist is as common as is
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believed. Moderate to liberal feminism is probably far more common, even
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among Dianics. Certainly my own coven contains no separatists! There are too
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many nice men out there, even though surveys have shown that 70% or more of
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all men are potential rapists. The nice ones are found among those who are
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not in that repulsive majority; you just have to look to find them. One of
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the places you might find such nice men is in Dianic covens! Some are mixed
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groups, at least some of those of the branch founded by Morgan McFarland. My
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own is something of a mixed up group, I suppose. While we do not currently
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have any men in the coven, two of the three of us were born male and still
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have original-equipment plumbing. The Goddess and our HPS accept us
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unreservedly as women.
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Eclecticism: If there is one dictum of Z Budapest's that bears repeating
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to everyone in the Craft, and which gets followed by many, it is "When in
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doubt, invent." Dianics tend toward creative ritual, drawing from any and all
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possible sources. I have yet to see a Dianic equivalent of the Gardnerian
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Book of Shadows, nor do I ever hope to see one.
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Goddess Orientation: I've discussed this at some length while talking
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about polarity. There are some wags who have said that Dianics are nothing
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but matriarchal monotheists. I tell you three times: The Dianic Goddess is
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NOT Jehovah in drag! The Dianic Goddess is NOT Jehovah in drag! The Dianic
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Goddess is NOT Jehovah in drag! A much closer analogy would be that Dianics
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have taken the Classical pantheon and reclaimed most of the roles. This,
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too, is oversimplifying, but it is not nearly as wide of the mark as the usual
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criticism. At some point I may write up a long exegesis on the Dianic
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Goddess, but not here. My own personal involvement with Her comes from a
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great feeling of comfort I do not find elsewhere. She feels right. I have a
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great deal of difficulty accepting known rapists (most of the Olympian males
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are this, especially Zeus, Hades, and Pan!) into my personal pantheon. I also
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feel a personal vocation from the Mother; it is rather incongruous to me to
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embrace a male deity wholeheartedly when the Goddess comes to me and calls me
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Her daughter. This goes doubled, redoubled, in pentacles, and vulnerable for
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lovers of women.
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I hope this little discussion of Dianism-in-a-Nuitshell has proved
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enlightening to you. It is not a path for everyone, but it is a valid path
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for some, and in considering it I hope that you can now ignore the garbage
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that has been put forth in the past as "data" regarding it.
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Inanna Seastar
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Birdsnest Coven
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