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INDEX file.
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date of the document's last update/modification 03/09/93
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This file is the work of Stan Rosenthal. It has been placed here, with his kind
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permission, by Bill Fear. The author has asked that no hard copies, ie. paper
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copies, are made.
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Stan Rosenthal may be contacted at 44 High street, St. Davids, Pembrokeshire,
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Dyfed, Wales, UK. Bill Fear may be contacted at 29 Blackweir Terrace, Cathays,
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Cardiff, South Glamorgan, Wales, UK. email fear@thor.cf.ac.uk.
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Please use email as first method of contact, if possible. Messages can be sent
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to Stan Rosenthal via the above email address - they will be forwarded on in
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INTRODUCTION
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Early Taoist literature was written in an abstract and somewhat amorphous style,
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as a result of which it is sometimes thought of as being metaphysical. The same
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label may of course be attached to many ancient writings, produced as they were,
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in times when such abstract notions as thoughts, feelings and ethics were
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considered to be the 'heavenly attributes' of man. However, this does not mean
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that Taoist literature was intended for occult purposes. As Cheng Lin states
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"There is nothing in it which may be construed as
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encouraging the occult ... such as ... divination
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and alchemy." (1)
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In common with ancient Greek mythology it is probable that early Taoist writers
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employed alagorical techniques, and that, since psychology did not then exist
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as a subject, wrote of 'the heavens' in much the same way as we might write of
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'the mind' as the 'seat of knowledge and wisdom'. We know from the work of
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Freud (2) that this was so in the case of the Greek writings but whereas the
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psychological models which initially developed in the West from Greek mythology
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represent a psychology of morbid states, the more recently developed psychology
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of individual development and 'wholeness' (humanistic psychology) is much closer
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to the tradition of Taoist teaching.
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Although Taoism has been known of in the West for over two hundred years, it is
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only recently that it has been recognised that much of what was thought to be
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Taoism is in fact Confucianism. Far from being a stoic philosophy (simply
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accepting the status quo) Taoism is in fact a dynamic system, emphasising an
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holistic approach to life, and the necessity of realising the significance of
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the changing interactions which take place between the individual, society, and
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the world of nature.
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The use of techniques developed from Taoist principles is by now well known.
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The dual symbol 'yin-yang' theory was adopted by western mathematicians over
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two hundred years ago as 'binary notation', and this century has seen its major
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aplication in computing. Even in orthodox medicine increasing numbers of
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practitioners recognize the value of acupuncture, even if they do not understand
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its underlying principles. Tai chi, the Taoist exercise system is widely
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practiced, and there are many scientific theories which have developed as a
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result of the application of Taoist principles. Although the 'behaviourists'
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have a strong foothold in psychology, there is evidence that in this area also,
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interest in Taoism is growing, and includes an interest in its associated
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method, 'Ch'an' (better known by its Japanese name 'Zen').
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Although often presented in a somewhat commercial manner, the benefits of
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meditation are now widely acepted in the West, and such books as 'The Tao of
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Physics' (3) and 'The Turning Point' (4) have done much to capture the interest
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of physical and social scientists in Taoism just as Taoism and Ch'an painting
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fired the imagination of the late nineteenth and early twentieth century artists
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and designers of the Post-Impressionist and Art Nouveau schools.
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Whilst Taoism is manifesting itself in the West through a variety of media and
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disciplines, it should not be thought that its acceptance has been sudden, for,
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as will be readily appreciated, we who constitute western society prefer to
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understand before we experience.
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The Taoist sages of old would have acknowledged this hesitancy as a natural
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phenomenon, for Taoism did not sweep through the Far East like a flood, rather
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it was accepted 'a drop at a time'. It is an aspect of Taoist philosophy that
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enforced or sudden change is usually short lived, whilst the changes which
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occur in the fullness of time, or 'without contrived effort' (wu-wei) are likely
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to be both more benefitial and longer lasting.
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As I have (hopefully) indicated, the philosophy of Taoism has many wide ranging
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applications, but it is not my intention to examine this diversity here. As the
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title states, my concern in this work is to illustrate a particular application
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of that philosphy, its application to psychology. It must be emphasized
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however, that in Taoism, psychology is not only concerned with the individual,
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but also with the relationships between the selves who constitute a society,
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and the relationships between individuals, groups, and the world at large.
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Furthermore, its teachings on the significance of the process of change and
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factors which impinge on change, rather than only on the thing (or things)
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which change, is probably not easy for the Western mind (and especially the
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scientifically trained Western mind) to comprehend. This difficulty might be
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caused in part by the fact that Taoist psychology includes both individual and
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interactive (or 'social') psychology, whereas, in the West, these are frequently
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separate disciplines.
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The text is dividied into two parts. The first part contains the primary
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statements of the 'the tao of the self', these statements being psychologically
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orientated, (and most frequently) re- statements of texts selected from two
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classical Taoist works. The sources most frequently used are;
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a) The Book of Changes (BC)
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b) The Way of Reason and Virtue (RV)
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(The initial letters shown in parenthases are used in the text to indicate
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source references.)
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Part two consists of commentaries which explain and provide more detailed
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information on the text shown in part one. The initial statements and the
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commentaries are identically numbered for cross-referral. The sources of the
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original Taoist texts are referenced in part two.
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The 'Book of Changes' (I Ching) is virtually always described in terms of its
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sixty-four hexagrams, and it is therefore these numbers which are cited in the
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references. Since the 'wings' included in larger editions of the I Ching are
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Confucian, rather than Taoist, in origin, they have not been used in this work.
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Most English editions of the I Ching are designed primarily as aids to problem
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solving and forecasting, but the reader should be wary of those translations
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which are written for the purposes of divination. The numbers cited in this
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work refer to the numbers in 'King Wen's (World of Senses)' version of the I
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Ching, rather than the sequence shown in Fu Hsi's (World of Though)' version.
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The majority of English translations of 'The Way of Reason and Virtue' (Tao Te
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Ching) are divided into numbered 'verses' and the reference numbers employed
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refer to the paragraph numbers employed in the majority of translations. Since
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the numbering of the paragraphs is usually in continuous ascending order (verse
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two begins with paragraph five, and verse three with paragraph eight, etc.) the
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reader should have no difficulty in finding the appropriate source. The
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translation used for the compilation of this work is that of Cheng Lin, which
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is based on the text of Wang Bih (c.226 - 249).
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Other references are also shown in parenthesis. These include references to;
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c) The Gateless Gate (GG)
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d) A Time of Blossoming (TB)
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e) The Self as Process (SP)
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The first two of these are my own translations. 'The Gateless Gate' was first
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published in 1972, and 'A Time of Blossoming' in 1975. Both were originally
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published by the British School of Taoist Zen. The page numbers cited refer to
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the page numbers of the first edition in each instance; this is also the case
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with reference to 'The Self as Process', published by the Institute of Holistic
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Development in 1983.
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The sources of all other references are detailed in the reference section at
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the end of the book.
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The illustration shows Lao Tzu riding on an ox or water buffalo, on his way to
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retirement. Legend tells us that during this journey Lao Tzu stopped for two
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days, in which time he wrote the Tao Te Ching. In common with the 'ox-herding'
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pictures (or 'Ten Bulls' of Zen) the 'man riding the ox' symbolizes the
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enlightened man, or sage, having found his own true nature by taming the bull,
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which represents his 'ego self'. In this instance, the figure, Lao Tzu, holds
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bamboo strips, forming a scroll of the type on which the original Tao Te Ching
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was said to have been written.
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SOSAN ONE
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The Finger and the Moon
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A traditional Zen Taoist teaching session (called 'sesshin') consists of periods
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of quietness and the practice of tranquility, a short talk by the teacher
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providing the content of the sesshin, and a period of questions and answers.
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The talk rarely exceeds fifteen minutes in duration, and is considered by some
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to be the 'focal point' of the sesshin. It is at least an important reason for
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the participants gathering together.
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Because of its comprehensive nature, Zen Taoism is a complex subject. For this
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reason, and because its traditions are based only upon practices of proven
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value, the contents of this book are presented in the form of the short talks
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('sosan') traditionally used in sesshin. Most of these sosan introduce
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specialist terminology which may be new to the 'novice' reader. I have used
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such terminology where I believe it to be important to a proper understanding of
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Taoist Zen concepts. Each of these terms is explained or translated when it is
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introduced, some sosan being concerned solely with the 'meaning' of a
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particulat term. In these instances it is not the term which is of importance
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(except for purposes of communication) but the underlying concept.
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It is common for the student of Zen Taoism (or of anything else for that matter)
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to think at a particular time, that he or she fully understands a given concept,
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only to later discover that his or her understanding was perhaps not so complete
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after all. The reader should not therefore consider it a personal failing if
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something which initially seemed to be clear, suddenly looses its clarity. It
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is during the question and answer period ('mondo') that learning is considered
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to take place (the saying is, "sosan is for teaching, mondo for learning") and
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since the writer and reader are 'once removed', the medium of print is but a
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poor substitute for face to face teaching, and no real substitute for learning,
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particularly since it does not provide the opportunity for questions and
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answers.
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Even face to face teaching, relying as it does upon verbal communication and the
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pauses and inflections of speech, can provide only the verbal labels or words
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which describe the concepts it tries to communicate. The concepts themselves
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are entities of a different nature, not the words which are used to describe or
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define them. The reader is therefore warned that the expressive beauty of a Zen
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Taoist aphorism might all too easily hide its message.
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It is worth mentioning that these aphorisms come in many forms, and are usually
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teaching devices, used in order to provide the student with a means of gaining
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insight, regarding himself or herself, about 'the human condition', and about
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the 'meaning' of Zen and Taoism, which in essence, are so merged as to be one
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and the same. There are indeed many thousands of people who have never attended
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a formal sesshin, but who have in some way drawn comfort from or been aided in
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their personal development by reading or hearing one of these aphorisms which
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they found or believed to be pertinent to their particular situation.
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Such an aphorism, which concerns the danger of being 'carried away by words',
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reads,
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"Look not at the finger pointing to the moon,
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But to the moon at which the finger points,
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And remember that the finger would not itself be seen
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But for the light cast by the moon at which it points."
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SOSAN TWO
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"....and the Freedom to Grow."
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Zen Taoism is a combination of Taoist philosophy and Zen (or Ch'an) methods. It
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may be considered as either a philosophical system or a way of life, although
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having no deity or form of worship, it is not a religion. Nevertheless, it does
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have its own ideology, perhaps best expressed by its traditional 'gessho'
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(gesture of greeting and farewell) symbolising the wish that one's companion
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enjoys 'love and peace, and the freedom to grow'. At pragmatic level, Zen
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Taoism accepts that 'the freedom to grow' is often problematic, and much of its
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teaching is concerned with energising and sustaining personal development, to
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the mutual benefit of the individual and society.
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Although the central concepts of Zen Taoism are relatively few in number, the
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fact that they form a system by their interactions and interdependency creates
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a certain kind of complexity. It may therefore be validly described as both
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simple and complex. Whilst this may seem to be paradoxical, a brief description
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of 'Tai Chi', a popular form of Zen Taoist calisthenics, will illustrate that it
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is paradoxical only at verbal level. In Tai Chi the participant performs a set
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sequence of movements, but (unlike Yoga) the positions or postures are not
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'frozen'; rather, the movement continues with fluidity throughout the sequence.
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Among Zen Taoists, Tai Chi is known as 'meditation in movement', implying that
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although the body is in movement, the mind is 'still' (calm or tranquil).
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Zen Taoism does not consider stillness and movement to be in opposition, but
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complimentary to each other. Although it is something of an over-simplification,
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Taoism may be described as a philosophy of change and therefore of movement (or
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process), whilst Zen teaches the importance of stillness. Taoism had already
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taught the significance of change for over two thousand years when, in the sixth
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century of the Christian era (CE), it adopted the Zen method of achieving
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stillness or tranquility of mind, this method being a form of seated meditation,
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known as 'za-zen'. A little while later, Taoism adopted the teaching system of
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Zen, whilst for its own part, Zen was by this time using the dialectic method of
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teaching employed by the Taoist sages and Classical Greek scholars.
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The result of these interactions has been the development of a unique and highly
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effective method of teaching and applying the concepts and themes of Taoism.
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This method has proven to be so adaptable that it has been successfully applied
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to many subjects and activities. The following examples are intended to
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illustrate only the diversity and range of some of these applications.
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In the visual arts we have the 'discovery' of Impressionism and recent
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developments in pottery; in the performing arts the teaching of music and
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movement now use Zen methods; in the martial arts we have Kendo, Judo and
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Karate; and in the 'helping professions' we have non-directive counselling. In
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sport there is a coaching movement called 'the inner game'; in mathematics, the
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binary system; in psychology, process theory; and in clinical medicine, the
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'Balintist' school reflects its Taoist influence.
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Zen Taoism adheres to Chinese Zen (or Ch'an), which should not be confused with
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'Japanese Zen', which is a sect of Buddhism. Zen Buddhism is spoken of as the
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'brother' of Zen Taoism, but it must be appreciated that the Articles of
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Buddhist Faith are not binding upon the Zen Taoist, unless he or she is also a
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Buddhist.
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It is perhaps the fact that a Zen Taoist can follow any humanist or humanistic/
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religious path which has encouraged its following around the world. However,
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another reason is undoubtedly that Zen Taoism is unique in that it does not
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attempt to ignore complex issues, nor over-simplify them by treating them as
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'absolutes'. It teaches that although there are some absolute values, there
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are many more instances where that which was a right course of action can become
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invalid because of changing circumstances, and that what is a 'right path' for
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one individual may not meet the needs of another.
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These prefactory remarks should not be taken to imply that Zen Taoism has an
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answer to every question, nor a solution to every problem. However, it does
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offer advice which has aided countless numbers of people in resolving, if not
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'solving' many of the paradoxes of life. Its major teaching is that life is
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not a problem awaiting a solution, or a problem waiting to be solved, but a
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reality to be experienced.
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When applied therapeutically, Zen Taoism accepts that many of the situations
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with which life confronts us are of our own making, but that many more are not.
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It accepts also that in either of these cases the situation may be painful to
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us. It attempts to help the person in pain to bear that pain, and sometimes to
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grow as a result of it. In its developmental aspects it is applicable to both
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intellectual and 'everyday' situations. As a philosophical system it is often
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regarded as 'a microcosm of the universe', and therefore takes many years to
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'understand'. It does not offer 'short cuts', nor promise 'instant
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enlightenment'. For many it is a lifetime's work, although those who accept it
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as worthy of such deep concentration consider it to be a way of life, rather
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than 'work'.
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Fortunately though, the Zen Taoist does not have to understand the entire
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system in order to gain from the benefits it provides, for Zen Taoism presents
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the opportunity of experiencing that which too many systems have ignored,
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forgotten, or become afraid to teach, namely, love and peace, and the freedom
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to grow.
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AUTHORIZATION: THE RED 'CHOP' PRINTED BELOW IS THE 'INKA SHOMEI' (SEAL OF
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APPROVAL) OF SHIH-TIEN ROSHI, PRINCIPAL OF THE BRITISH SCHOOL OF TAOIST
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PHILOSOPHY (TAO CHIA). THE SEAL INDICATES THAT THIS BOOK IS AUTHORIZED AND
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APPROVED BY THE SCHOOL.
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THE TAO OF THE SELF; 1
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THE SHARING OF LOVE
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The flowers and trees have sun and rain to aid their blossoming. As human
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beings, we should have love to help us grow into self being. (TB 40) If we
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erect barriers to the giving and receiving of love, we may, in our folly,
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inhibit both ourselves and those who love us, from expressing that love. (TB 30)
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When we live in true being, self being, we realize our potential to love, and to
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be loved.(TB 42)
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We sometimes deny ourselves the experience of love because we fear that if we
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receive love we might be or become unworthy of it, and thus lose it. (TB 26)
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This fear can be caused by living in a society which values that which it terms
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'success', and condemns that which it calls 'failure'. Such a society can breed
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success only at the expense of those whom it describes as failures. If we live
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this fear in our minds we fear even to develop our own potential, lest we fail.
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In this way we deny our own self being.(TB28)
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Only when we have true being, self being, and so no longer have a need of self
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centred thoughts and actions, then we are ready to share love with the one who
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is our counterpart, helping them to achieve their self being, and aiding the
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realization of our own self being. (TB 60)
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In the act of sharing love, we each accept that the other has the same rights
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as we have ourselves (TB 62), we are not jealous of the achievements or
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attainments of the other, but welcome and share them as our own, as the fruits
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of love. (TB 64)
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In the act of sharing love we do not look for the imperfections of the other.
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We look for our own imperfections, and welcome the help of our counterpart in
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overcoming those imperfections; in this way we help each other to grow (TB 66),
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for we change our primary function from that of satisfying our own needs to that
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of considering the needs of our counterpart, and giving them a priority equal to
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our own. (TB 68)
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In such an act as sharing love we may use our bodies to create a beauty which
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both may share, and so become a part (TB 70), for in this act there is no
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subject and no object, for both are made one through the union of the two.
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(TB 76)
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HUMAN DEVELOPMENT
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From the seed there grows the shoot, and then the bud appears, a tight but
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secure knot, providing its own protection. But the bud does not remain the bud
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for ever, for as the plant matures, the bud begins to free itself, and bursts
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open to become the flower. (TB 10)
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From the baby there should grow the child, secure in the environment which its
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parents provide. And the child should grow into the adolescent, who, through
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maturation, develops into the self actualized adult, secure in the knowledge of
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his or her own being. (TB 12)
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It is wonderful when society accepts that childhood is the time in which the
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shoot manifests itself and that adolescence is the time when the bud appears,
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and with the tremendous strength with which youth should be endowed, begins to
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blossom into the flower of self being. (TB 14) During the process of maturation,
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we become open to receive experience, just as the blossoming flower receives the
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summer dew, and so become free to accept ourselves for what we are, which is the
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birthright of every being, just as the life giving warmth of the sun is the
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right of everything that grows. (TB 16)
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Unfortunately, it is not common for society to allow us such freeedom. Indeed,
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it is often the case that the very nature of man prohibits such a society from
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ever existing. But this is not to say that we cannot blossom as does the flower,
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for if we live our lives to the full, complete in our self being, we do not deny
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that with which life presents us, but use our experiences to aid our maturation.
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(TB 18)
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PARENTAL LOVE
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As parents, if we can see that our offspring are not mere 'objects', and no less
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'subjects' than are we, then we can cease to manipulate them. Thus, the child
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is allowed to become the adolescent, and the adolescent to become the adult, to
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the mutual benefit of all. (TB 54)
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In parential love, we should place the development of our offspring before our
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own wishes, and before our own self delusion. When, as parents, we do not
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inhibit the development of our offspring, then they may grow into adults,
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secure in their own self being, as a result of our act of love. (TB 56)
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Love between brothers and sisters may develop and grow where wise parents do not
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use one of their offspring as a goad or spur to the other. (TB 52)
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SELF DEVELOPMENT
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If we choose to use it for that purpose, life may become a time of blossoming.
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(TB 20)
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One of the major inhibitors of human blossoming is probably life itself, for in
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living our lives to the full, we are required to accept that much of what we
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will experience is neither beautiful or enjoyable. Because of this, we might
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erect barriers to the reception of experience, not realizing that if it were not
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for ugliness, beauty could not exist, and that if we cannot experience sorrow,
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then neither can we experience joy. (TB 24)
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We must each look into ourselves, and so find the courage to break free from
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those concepts of ourselves, which we have allowed to predetermine what we are,
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what we should be, or what we should remain. (TB 32)
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We should realise that there is no limit to the realization of human potential,
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other than those limits which we ourselves set, or allow others to set in our
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name. (TB 34)
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When we can accept that there are no limits to the realization of our potential,
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then we can begin to find that energy which changes the whole of mankind; for
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just as the parting of the petals which form the bud, allows that bud to blossom
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into the flower, and thus change the face of the earth, so the blossoming of one
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indiviudal into a self actualized being, changes the face of mankind. (TB 38)
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CREATIVITY
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Through the development of self being we may gain the ability to change the
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shape of things with our hands, and thus change the function of those things.
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(TB 42)
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When we have self being, we may gain the ability, by the use of our hands and
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minds, to produce things which have beauty, and whose beauty may be shared by
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those who are open to accept it. (TB 44)
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HUMAN FELLOWSHIP
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When we have true being, self being, we allow others their self being and so
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may become one with our fellow beings. This we may achieve only by ceasing to
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consider ourselves as the primary subject, and our fellow beings merely as
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objects which are there for us to manipulate. (TB 50)
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When we can see our own imperfections as readily as we can see the imperfections
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of others, and when we are as tolerant of the neutral imperfections of others as
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we are of our own, then it may be said that we love our fellow beings. (TB 46)
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When we can accept others for what they are, rather than try to change them into
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something which we would have them be for our own sakes, then we perform an act
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of love. (TB 48)
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