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Satinka's Workshop Experience..... Episode 1*
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Knoxville Basic Workshop- May 5-6, 1990
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I was asked to relate some of the journey experiences
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I had while participating in the Foundation for Shamanic
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Studies Basic Workshop in Knoxville this month (May).
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For those not familiar with journeying in general, I
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suggest reading Michael Harner's "The Way of the Shaman."
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The first day was devoted to Lower World journeys. There
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are actually two different journeys here - taken within
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about 40 minutes of each other during the first morning
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of the workshop.
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After a bit of getting acquainted, singing in a circle,
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drumming, and "calling the beasts" we were given
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instructions for our first journey. We were to enter a
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hole or cave and go down a tunnel into the lower world.
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We were not to do anything in particular, simply go, look
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over the landscape, and return. Although I have done
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this lowerworld journey many times, I had never attempted
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it in a group setting, and my trials were far from
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consistent in results. I was interested to see if I
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could, in fact get anywhere in this environment.
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I went into my usual cave, feeling Bear nearby. I could
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hear the drip of water, and it seemed very dark - moreso
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than usual. I asked him if he wanted to join me, and he
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agreed. Draping my left arm over his neck (he always
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walks on my left for some reason), we rose slightly and
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began to fly although I had no sensation of movement -
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more that the tunnel was moving and there was a wind
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blowing from below. I could still hear the water
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dripping, and felt that we had not moved. But there must
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have been water at both ends of the tunnel, that I could
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hear the entire trip through - I could still hear it as
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I overshot the tunnel end and was flying over a mist-
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covered landscape that was patchwork like a farm seen
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from up high on a mountain. There were no buildings in
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sight.
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The colors of the landscape were varied (yellow, reddish,
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brown, green), but muted and dull looking. The sky was
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very murky looking, and the mist or fog seemed to gather
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into clouds, and then melt away - all between me and the
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landscape below. I flew around a bit, then went back to
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the lip of the tunnel - I found a ledge there that leads
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of to the left as a path. A few feet away is a cut in
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the stone (on my side) opening out into a grassy hilly
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area on the other side, with a stream down the middle.
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Looking out over the landscape, I noticed above me quite
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a ways was a circle of black birds. They were flying
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almost beak to tail, in a perfect circle. They seemed
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to be very large birds.
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I tried several times to count them, but was unsuccessful. I
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walked on down the ledge then, following Bear, to the ridge above
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the stream.
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Three otter people came to me while I stood there above
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the water. They were grey-brown, about 5 feet tall (just
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a tad shorter than I am). They wore woven sashes (of
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reeds or grass) with fringes decorated with small shells.
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The center otter - the tallest - wore a necklace that had
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small shells on the sides, and a big pendant of a large,
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flat shell - similar to an oyster shell - in the center.
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They were carrying freshwater clams or muscles - with
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blue shells, that looked something like oyster shells -
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and they gave them to me with some solemn ceremonial
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gestures. I opened the buckskin pouch I was wearing at
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my waist (See note on dress) and offered them each an
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oyster "from their cousins on the coast," which they
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greatfully accepted. They got friendlier after that,
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and touched me with their little hands, feeling my skin,
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my clothing, and most of all, touching and sniffing my
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hair. They had very expressive faces. Bear sat by
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through all of this, looking rather bored, and the otters
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totally ignored him.
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When the signal came to return, I said goodbye to the
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otter people, regretfully. They said I could come visit
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again, and I promised I would. I put the clams in my
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pouch, draped my arm over Bear again, and we flew back
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up the tunnel. At the mouth of the tunnel, he dropped
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me off and disappeared.
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All the participants talked about experiences for a while
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after this journey, but I declined to share mine. I
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really felt it might be a bit overwhelming for the
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others, since most of them had really NEVER journeyed
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before, and I didn't want to say too much. Several
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people mentioned journeys that appeared to be involving
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them in their own (past?) funeral ceremonies or other
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things that might have been a form of initiation.
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Several others had first journeys that equalled my own
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in depth and visual experience, and Dana seemed pleased
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that everyone was progressing so quickly.
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*****
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Journey to find a power animal - lower world
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The directions for the next journey were more detailed.
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We were to go to the lowerworld with the intention of
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finding a power animal. When we found one, we were to
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ask the question that our partner wanted answered. My
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partner in this exercise was a man from Knoxville, and
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he wanted to know how he could get more joy in his life.
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Bear (See note on power animals) met me in the
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tunnel, and we went the same way as before. The otters
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were waiting for me. "Are you my power animal?" I asked
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them, and the otter with the necklace said he was.
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"On behalf of my partner, I want to ask you a question,"
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I told him. He nodded.
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"What can he do to get more joy in his life?"
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The words formed in my mind, as if the translation of
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either language or concept from Otter to human was rather
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difficult: Creative play shared with others.
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"Can you clarify that for me?" I asked.
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Immediately, the three otters began to wrestle and fall
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into the water, sliding down the rocks. Barking and
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jumping, they tussled goodnaturedly for a few moments.
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Then they came up the bank again, dripping water (I could
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feel it on my feet!), and they, and BEAR, joined hands
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and began to dance in a ring to some absolutely beautiful
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flute music. (I never saw the source of the music.) They
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went on for a short time, until I got the call-back
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signal. They broke the ring then, and I gave them each
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an oyster from my (evidently overflowing) buckskin pouch.
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The otter who is my power animal gave me his shell
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necklace.*
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We flew back up the tunnel again, and Bear disappeared.
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When I came back to OSC, I told my partner what they
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said. He said it did make sense to him, but was
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reluctant to elaborate. (He later missed half of the
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second day to work at his job - I get the impression he
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needs - and knows he needs! - to spend more time in
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social recreation!).
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Shortly after this, we broke for lunch, and were told we
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would do a Spirit Canoe journey after lunch. That will
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be the subject of "Episode 2."
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*An interesting aside from this. Our group was meeting
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in a renovated warehouse (sometimes used as an aerobics
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studio) behind a Mrs. Winner's restaurant. There were
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no major restaurants or groceries nearby to account for
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this happening. Sunday morning I arrived early, and the
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door was still locked. Deciding to take a short walk,
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I walked around the warehouse building (the front 2/3 is
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a gym, the back "room" is our classroom). There was no
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path from the other side, but it wasn't too wet, so I
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walked up the grass under the pine tree there. On the
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ground, imbedded in the mud, was one lonely oyster shell.
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I brought it back and cleaned it up. Dana was not sure
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what to make of it (although he thought it was positive
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and very interesting), but I consider it a "gift" from
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my Otter, and will drill it for a necklace - a physical
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representation of the one I was given, and wear in the
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SSC!
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Note on Power Animals: There is a lot of discussion
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about how many power animals you can have at one time.
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My own theory - based solely on my own experience - is
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that you can have several, if they are complimentary, and
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maybe only one or two if they are at opposite poles.
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I'll get into this in another text, but evidently I have
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at least 2 at any given time (plus add-ons like the two
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"attendant" otters), and sometimes 3. This should not
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be confused with allies that you request aid from for a
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specific reason, and who normally are not a "part" of you
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- some animal spirits do this for me, but they are not
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power animals, they are allies.
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Note on dress: I've heard a number of people report that
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they find themselves dressed or looking differently in
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the SSC than the OSC. Although it's not a particularly
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important detail, it does make for interesting journeys.
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Regardless of what I'm wearing in the OSC world, I've
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found most frequently when I cross over I am dressed in
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a loose cloth skirt and blouse, or leather leggings and
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a leather tunic. Either way, I tend to have things with
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me that I carry only there - the buckskin pouch is a good
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example. I own no such item in the OSC world, but it is
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full of all kinds of interesting and useful items in the
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SSC world!
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After my journeys, some of the gifts I have received have
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cropped up in the OSC as well. The oyster shell is a
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good example of that - I was given the necklace in the
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SSC world (and I always wear it there, no matter what
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else I'm wearing), and because I found the shell, the
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necklace I make from it in the OSC world will be similar
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to the one the otter gave me. This is a frequent
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translation problem: it is easy for an outsider or a
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beginner in this area to confuse the OSC world version
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with the SSC world version, and to think the actual
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object that you can lay your hand on in this world is the
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one with the power in it. The shaman knows the
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difference. It is simply that the physical object
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represents the actual object, which resides in the world
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perceived while in SSC. All forms of magick use physical
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representations of the "other" reality - and the fact
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that it is so prevalent among magickal systems makes it
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more likely to be a universal phenomenon.
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Well, I hope this elaboration on the basic journey
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technique is helpful to you. Even without a lot of other
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reading, you should now understand basically the process
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by which shaman from all cultures and times have entered
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another state of consciousness for the good of their
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people. But as a venerable being once said - every
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journey begins with a single step. Just reading about
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it won't do anything for you. Journeying will - both now
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and for the rest of your life in this world.
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-=Balance and Blessings=- /
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- atinka
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/
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From: "The Shaman's Rattle"
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AION QBBS Roswell,GA
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Modem: 404/640-9670
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Copyright (c) 1990 By Satinka Istari. This document may
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be distributed freely as long as it remains intact and
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unmodified and contains this notice of copyright.
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