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001=Usr:0 Null User 06/30/87 20:34 Msg:0 Call:0 Lines:19
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1$If you are in need of help, you need but ask...
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2$************************* 26 DEC 91 **************************************
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3$Welcome to BWMS II (BackWater Message System II) Mike Day System operator
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4$**************************************************************************
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5$GENERAL DISCLAIMER: BWMS II IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY INFORMATION
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6$ PLACED ON THIS SYSTEM.
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7$BWMS II was created as an electronic bill board. BWMS II is a privately
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8$owned and operated system which is currently open for use by the general
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9$public. No restrictions are placed on the use of the system. As the
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10$system is privately owned, I retain the right to remove any and all
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11$messages which I may find offensive. Because of the limited size of the
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12$system, it will be periodically purged of messages (only 999 lines of data
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13$can be saved). To leave a message, type 'ENTER'. Use ctrl/C to get out
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14$the ENTER mode. The message is automatically stored. If after entering
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15$the message you find you made a mistake, use the replace command to
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16$replace the line. To exit from the system, type 'BYE' then hang up.
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17$Type 'HELP' to see other commands that are available on the system.
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18$**************************************************************************
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19$
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002=Usr:1 CISTOP MIKEY 12/26/91 21:45 Msg:6991 Call:39185 Lines:3
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20 They defend their errors as if they were defending their inheritance.
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21 - Edmund Burke
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22 *****************************************************************
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003=Usr:658 Justin Klein 12/27/91 03:20 Msg:6992 Call:39188 Lines:38
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23 --------------------------=Justin the Blue=------------------------------
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24 At last, at the top! HAHAHAHAH! I dood it.
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25
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26 It's way too late to be up, but I have the chance and am enjoying it.
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27 It gave me the opportunity to listen to KGO's Ray Taliaferro. KGO is
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28 a San Francisco AM radio station, so the only way one can listen is
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29 at night, very late and toward the early morning, on the old E-layer
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30 skip signal. It's very interesting.
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31
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32 I don't think "Liberals" are any more connected to the truth than the
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33 "Conservatives". Ray is considered by many to be a "Liberal", but somehow
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34 I trust what he says more than I trust some idiot rod like Rush Limbaugh
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35 or (remember) Peter Weissbach.
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36
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37 Maybe it's because the radio talk conservatives seems to put themselves
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38 up on a White Horse (tm) and Go To Bat For You (tm) while making money
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39 off you. Ray seems to exhort me to think for myself.
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40
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41 I am much more likely to give an ear to someone who says "This is the
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42 truth as I can find it...but if you want to think what you think already,
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43 go ahead. It's your life" than someone who says "I'm gonna save you from
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44 the <_____fill in blank______>".
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45
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46 To the Limbaughs and the Weissbachs of the world: Sure, I appreciate
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47 you a-gettin up on your White Arab Charger (tm) and Fighting For Me (tm
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48 applied for).
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49
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50 But who asked you?
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51
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52 Weissbach always began his show with his oft-repeated slogan, how he'd
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53 "prick the pretensions". I got the overwhelming impression that he'd
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54 been listening to so much of his own press, he had some pretensions that
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55 needed pricking himself.
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56
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57 -----------------------------=Justin the Blue=---------------------------
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58 I can think for myself. When I need the Self-appointed White Knight Brigade
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59 to come to the rescue, I'll call on ya, thanx, though.
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60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------
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004=Usr:131 THE VISION 12/28/91 01:03 Msg:6993 Call:39201 Lines:3
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61
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62 get a life!!!
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63
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005=Usr:322 Stray Cat 12/28/91 09:24 Msg:6994 Call:39207 Lines:17
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64 <<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><<>><< OOooooOOo, a NEW dind new lines for the
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65 StrayUnfortunately the holidays di't do me in. I HAVE been stor-
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66 ing some amount of venom though, which I'd just LOVE to share ....
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67
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68 Took a drive through Johns Landing area. Whamess. The row houses
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69 are proliferating like mad and changing the whole character of that once-
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70 nice neighborhood. I thinEarl and Mike and Gretched are out to eliminate
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71 ALL lower-income housing ... the type of housing USED to be inhabited by
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72 at least 5 people who formed collective households. It's funny because
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73 Macadawas almost inadequate 25 years ago and now they wa strictly
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74 auto-oriented isolationist overpopulation in there.It would be interest-
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75 ing to know how developers obtain the property in the first place and how
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76 they got their permits for that type of housing. Too bad they're not
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77 following the prototypes of Portland Center or Mt. Park. At least THEY
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78 were required to provide some AMENITIES. I for one will be very angry
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79 when it comes time to pay for another FREE way thru there.
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80
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006=Usr:322 Stray Cat 12/28/91 09:50 Msg:6995 Call:39208 Lines:6
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81
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82 And NOW they wanna invade the Corbett area and evidently, there aint
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83 nothing nobody can do because all seem to be snoozing and don't
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84 give a damn. Meanwhile, these guys are making Billions developing
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85 the slums of tomorrow.
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86
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007=Usr:322 Stray Cat 12/28/91 14:19 Msg:6996 Call:39213 Lines:5
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87
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88 Of course, Gretchen, Mike & Earl all live in Irvington/Little Berekeley
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89 (don't they???) and they CERTAINLY don't want any such travesty in THEIR
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90 neighborhood.
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91
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008=Usr:11 L'homme sans Par 12/28/91 15:24 Msg:6997 Call:39215 Lines:13
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92 *%_)*#@%)_(_)@($_)(%_)$#*_)%$*&_)*^#$_)(_)#@%(+_@#$)#_@(%_)#^(*_)#$%*^_)*^_^_)(
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93
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94@Mikey: Got your message re
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95 Mikey: got your message re: the disks. Perhaps I can drive over there
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96 tomorrow and pick them up (tomorrow being Sunday)?
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97 Mohammad: So, WRT your Beach hotel message: Yowza! Just when you
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98 think life is going downhill, something like that happens! AT least
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99 you don't have ethernet cards failing right and left... Hmmm...
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100 AD: Your connection is down again, just in case you don't know. Also,
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101 get me the $%^& phone number for the eval link. It is down too and
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102 the email is piling up!
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103 *%)_#$*@%)_#$*%_)#$*%)_#*% L'homme sans Parity *%)_#@*%#)%*)_@#%*)_@#%*_@&_)$*^
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104
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009=Usr:658 Justin Klein 12/28/91 23:26 Msg:6998 Call:39222 Lines:29
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105 -------------------------=Justin the Blue=------------------------------
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106
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107 I'm very curious how anyone without a chip on thier shoulder can even
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108 come close to imagining Irvington as a Little Berkeley (with all that the
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109 tag of Berkeley implies). Anyone who spends any time in Irvington would
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110 know better than to say something silly like that.
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111 I lived in the Irvington area for a while. Little Berkeley it is not.
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112
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113 BTW, would the person who left the message surrounding the "Little Berkeley"
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114 comment please figure out some way to upload the message so that clumps
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115 of characters AREN'T dropped off. The rest of it was utter gibberish
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116 ...I got the upshot, but it gets tiresome trying to decode the thing to get
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117 the nuances to discuss it intelligibly.
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118
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119 I saw the rowhouses in Corbett Ave. area too. I don't think the named
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120 city councilors are making as much as one would believe...as a matter of
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121 fact, I'd be surprised if they were in on the deal at all.
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122
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123 One should be careful when laying blame at people's doorstep. If done
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124 incautiously or in rage, it makes one's comments look like blathering
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125 and renders it invalid. If they really offended or hurt people, there
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126 would have been some sort of objection. And since there weren't...what
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127 the hell are we supposed to do about it? There are every number of people
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128 saying we should get upset about something, but the thinking person needs
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129 to know why, and how...and why haven't YOU done something about it yourself?
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130 Otherwise, it's just rally the natives and give 'em torches, and march on
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131 the castle.
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132
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133 -----------------------------=Justin the Blue=-------------------------------
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010=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 12/29/91 17:07 Msg:7000 Call:39234 Lines:16
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134 &*&*&*&*'s
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135 Been gone since last tuesday. Just got back. Home was fun. Got to hang
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136 out with some people I havn't seen much of in the last several years. Its
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137 sort of strange how the people you knew in your youth seem differant from
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138 the people you meet later on/
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139
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140 Not better, just differant. Theys something about coming on age with
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141 smebody that just seems to give them a special place.
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142
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143 Le Homme, My link is back up. The problem with getting the eval number
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144 is that only Gage seems to know it, and he's on vacation... I'll
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145 put it back up as soon as I get in tommorow.
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146
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147 An Astral Dreamer
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148 &*&*&*&*`s (We must grow, or die.)
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149
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011=Usr:674 KEEPER OF SOULS 12/29/91 18:20 Msg:7001 Call:39237 Lines:6
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150 The Keeper of Souls has returned
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151 let those who remember me be warned
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152 I am still a poisoned thorn
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153
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154 KEEPER OF SOULS.........
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155
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012=Usr:658 Justin Klein 12/29/91 21:43 Msg:7003 Call:39239 Lines:33
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156 ------------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]-------
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157 Just experimenting with new looks. Name off-center, still embedded
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158 in the line-o-hyphens, brackets instead of the ='s. I like it. Rather
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159 _tres_jolie_, if I do say so myself.
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160
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161 Yah, I know. Who cares. Pleases me, anyway.
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162
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163 I got a little radio for Xmas. It's just a little AM/FM stereo unit,
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164 pocket size, earphones, good reception. Here's a spiffy thing: it`s
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165 case is clear plastic. You can see all the coils, the tuning stages,
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166 the IC chip (Toshiba...go Japan! Yeek.) that replace the howevermany
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167 transistors that it used, and the little tiny squirrel that power it.
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168 It's fun to look at.
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169
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170 Short shameful confession: I am a talk radio addict. I like to listen
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171 to just about anything; I am a talk radio gourmand, more accurately.
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172 I miss the KGW talk format. Getting KINK on AM is really just of benefit
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173 to those downstate and who don't own FM recievers (remember such a time)?
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174 Even though Wessbach got on my nerves, I enjoyed him; I liked Uris even
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175 though he got a little tweedy at times; my favorite was Rick Miller.
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176 Remember him? As my mom would say: so dumb, he's funny.
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177
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178 The subtraction of KGW talk radio from the scene leaves a big void
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179 locally. KXL has a lot, but it's a national network at night. KGW
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180 let a lot of local loonies and clear=thinking folx talk at length about
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181 what they thought affected them and it was always entertaining.
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182
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183 Even Norman, from a phone booth in Southeast.
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184
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185 Besides, I won a prize in Rick Miller's cheezy game show once. A KGW
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186 imprinted pen and pencil (flair-type pen and wood pencil). Just think.
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187 Instant collectors items.
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188 ------------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]--------
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013=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 12/31/91 14:48 Msg:7007 Call:39278 Lines:3
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189
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190 On each disk, there must be a calm.
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191
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014=Usr:131 THE VISION 12/31/91 23:33 Msg:7008 Call:39285 Lines:2
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192
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193 And inside every calm is a storm.....
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015=Usr:576 Robert Doherty 01/01/92 01:32 Msg:7009 Call:39287 Lines:4
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194 Just stopped by to say Hi and Happy New Year to all the BW gang!!!
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195 Hey Hommey still thinking about fun on the high seas?
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196 ^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^BD^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^$^
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197
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016=Usr:675 RANDALL ALAIMO 01/01/92 10:53 Msg:7010 Call:39293 Lines:7
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198 ATTENTION CECIL B DEMILE FANS:
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199 Does'nt the bible have exciting stories? So why does'nt anybody make a
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200 biblical ega\vga adventure game ?? I just finished one. The game is called
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201 KING JAMES QUEST ! Yes, you can be Moses, Joshua, and Jesus, and more!
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202 Be there at the most important event in all history. The resurrection!
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203 As of 1-1-92 available at the genius lab bbs, in a file called kjq.zip.
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204 Is it good, or is it blasphemy !! Find out ! your friend, Randall Alaimo
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017=Usr:677 Jumpin' Josh 01/01/92 19:35 Msg:7011 Call:39298 Lines:7
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205 Hello all you crazy people.
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206 I've just entered you realm of things to find only a few out there with what I
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207 search for. I am in need of some help. I am looking for someone who has
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208 "BITNET"
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209 I would like to connect and use such a net system. If anyone has knowledge of
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210 a person with such talents, I would appreciate it if they would direct the
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211 information my way. Thanks Jumpin' Josh.
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018=Usr:660 Rick Young 01/01/92 20:45 Msg:7012 Call:39299 Lines:22
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212 /+-{]`#O=+ RORSCHACH +=O#'[}-+\
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213
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214 1-1-92
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215
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216 Hospitals make me ill. Doctors and nurses have no sense of humor. "You cant
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217 leave" they would say. That's what the men said in the alley the night before
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218 I was admitted there.
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219
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220 Police want to know how many were there when I first noticed them. I dont tell
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221 them. I dont think I can really recall. There were the two who I stopped, and
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222 then the three who put me in the hospital. The rest were just part of the
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223 crowd, like the rest of the world.
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224
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225 I'd like to thank the man who called the police after the boys took my wallet
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226 and boots, but it was an anonymous call. Perhaps he's hoping I'll go by there
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227 again for his entertainment. Or perhaps he's next on the admissions list.
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228
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229 This city is dying. Perhaps I should put it out of it's misery? But then I'd
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230 only be stopped by the "law". Still it would be a great ride.
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231
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232 /+-{]`#O=+ RORSCHACH +=O#'[}-+\
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233
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019=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/03/92 08:38 Msg:7014 Call:39321 Lines:8
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234 &*&*&*&*'s
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235 Constipation remover.
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236
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237 (A new sort of lurk.)
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238
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239 An Astral Dreamer
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240 &*&*&*&*'s (Pictures in the mind, help me pass the time.)
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241
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020=Usr:658 Justin Klein 01/04/92 00:48 Msg:7016 Call:39332 Lines:64
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242 ------------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]---------
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243 Rohrshach, dear boy, if you were to "put the city out of its misery",
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244 the "Law" wouldn't be the only folx who would be just a little unhappy
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245 with you.
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246 You write well. Your style shows mastery and potential. Your
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247 perceptions show depth. Your attitude is lousy, and your point of view
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248 is just wrong.
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249
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250 (Now into a general mode), I've often wondered what goes on in the
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251 minds of folx who seem to be so anxious to see the dark side of everything
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252 that they see the bright side of nothing.
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253
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254 Am I saying that we should all delude ourselves into believeing that
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255 Life[tm] is Wonderful[tm]? Hell, no. There is pity and degradation
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256 and rot all round us, but there's no need to wallow in it. It must
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257 be paid heed, however. The attitude the the negative must be
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258 hyperemphasized and hyperexhibited is just as bad as the attitude that
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259 anyone who shows concern in hints of bad fortune is unAmerican.
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260
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261 Take a look at a coin. Ever notice it has two sides? Ever notice
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262 how nothing seems to have less than two sides, and frequently more?
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263 Not only are there folx on thier last legs and dying of poverty in pdx,
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264 but there are also those who are doing obscenely well. More importantly,
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265 there are those who are working to make the bad in this town not so bad,
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266 or at least to give those who are on the negative side the chance to change
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267 thier lot if they wish to, those who are trying to rescue those unfortunate
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268 to be thrown to the winds of chance against thier will.
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269
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270 Remember those unfortunate good people at Colvera Villa, who were going
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271 to get tossed out on thier ear at Christmastime? Most of them made it out.
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272 Three units are still occupied by good people unfortunate enough to have
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273 no way out, and they are going to wait out the eviction process. Meanwhile,
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274 the trust fund set up by Conant and Conant Booksellers, which got wide press
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275 and many promises, is all the way up to $200 or so! After only a month!
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276 Wow! What's next? $205 by the 15th? [heavy sarcasm here, everyone] RSVP
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277 Management, the people who bought out the Colvera Villa, have pretty much
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278 forgotten thier promise to donate money to this fund. These people need
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279 help.
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280
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281 Does anybody out there really feel there's rot in our town. Here's a good
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282 place to start. The folx I mentioned above are in as much trouble as anyone
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283 can be, bereft even of the security that they will have a roof over thier heads
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284 in less than a month. How about donating some cash to this fund? Instead of
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285 contemplating one's navel over how bad it is, we can eliminate it...or at least
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286 do our part.
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287
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288 Otherwise speculating on Whats Wrong With Everything is just a narcissistic
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289 waste of time.
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290
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291 And, Rohrshach, no, you can't put this city out of its misery. I live
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292 here too, and I happen to be fond of pdx...despite its warts and open wounds.
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293 I lived on the North side a block from a drug house, and I saw what a block
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294 full of neighbors who really give a damn can do to improve life...a group
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295 of mild mannered neighbors went up against drug pushers and criminals, and
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296 the criminals actually lost. The drug house went away.
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297
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298 Problems will continue. And we all will die. But using these as an
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299 exuse for perfecting angst is really pretty poor.
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300
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301 And that's my offensive, opinionated opinion. If you don't care for
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302 it, tough. I, for one, choose not to wallow in the misery. Not only is
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303 there not as much around as people would say, but I will never surrender
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304 without a fight.
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305 ------------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]-------------
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021=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/04/92 11:01 Msg:7017 Call:39337 Lines:15
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306 &*&*&*&*'s
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307@Justin, some of us have a... inability to see the up side from ie
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308@t time. Doesn't mean that it doesn't exist of course. Call it
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309@color blindnss of the sou.
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310 Justin, some of us have an inabiity to see the up side from time
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311 to time. Den't mean that it doesn't exist of orse. Call it
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312 colour blindness of the soul.
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313
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314 Just another filter on the lens thru which w observe the world.
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315 Reality and perception. Nobody can tell them apart. Maybe
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316 Thats why moral relativism is so popular.
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317
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318 An Astral Dreamer
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319 &*&*&*&*'s ( posting I will go, a psig I will go. )
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320
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022=Usr:658 Justin Klein 01/05/92 14:04 Msg:7018 Call:39350 Lines:50
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321 ---------------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]-----
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322 Hi, AD. I suppose the reason I had trouble with R's musings is that
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323 they are (from my own POV only) amounting to less and less over time.
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324 At first I found them interesting for what they had to offer, but as
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325 time went on there was nothing more. Johnny one-Note. And then as
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326 (I mean when) it was topped off with the line about "putting the city
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327 out of its misery", there was this narcissistic self-centeredness about
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328 it that just set me off.
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329 I'm not trying to be anyone's moralistic guardian of correctness. AS
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330 a matter of fact, if anyone wants to have such a viewpoint, welcome to
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331 it. More power to them. But if something like that goes to lengths
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332 to offend, then I don't have to like that, and I'm bound to say so.
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333 At this point, the question would be "Why am I so offended by it?"
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334 I guess it's because the idea of arrogance and snobbery repulse me,
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335 and statements such as that are loaded with it. I heartily resent
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336 the attitude that puts any certain individual at the center AND BECAUSE
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337 OF IT convinces them that thier pronouncments are Right, to the point
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338 that they are qualified to throw out the baby with the bathwater, then
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339 trash the tub. We are, each one, the center off all we know, but it's
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340 important to realize that we are not only the center of something, but
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341 the center of nothing. We share this real life world. An attitude other-
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342 wise could be fatal to ones self, at least...and to others, if acted out.
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343 But am I saying that just because we are, each one, the center of nothing
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344 am I also saying that we are insignifcant? Not in the least! We are all
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345 in the focus of our own lives, which we can decorate and beautify much
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346 as we can. I think that a life spent developing one's gifts is the best
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347 one to spend, and the only real way to return a favor to (choose one
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348 congruent with your deitific philosphy, 1=the Universe which contributed to
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349 your making, 2=the Creator who so endowed you). I would spend mine no
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350 other way, and perhaps it is my own arrogance, but I think if folx spend
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351 time developing themselves to a fullness, then the enlightenment shed by
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352 all will go a long way toward cancelling out the darkness so many of us
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353 seem to want to dwell on.
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354 And above all that, realize that there are dark places in the world and
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355 down the street, and realize them for what they are, not more than they are.
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356 I wouldn't want to be a person for whom angst is a raison d'etre. Think
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357 of the lesions upon society with the head AS WELL AS the heart. I thin
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358 few people do this.
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359
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360 Disclaimer: should people follow what I say or do what I do? Prob'ly not.
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361 What I can say wholeheartedly is that this philosopy of balance and
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362 positiveness works for me and enables me to face my problems for what they
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363 are and at the same time enables me to survive them or even best them.
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364 And, all in all, if someone throws thier philosophy in my face and it offends
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365 me then I'm bound to tell 'em so. And why. And throw my philsophy right
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366 back at 'em.
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367
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368 So there. B-)
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369
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370 ----------------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]-------
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023=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/05/92 15:39 Msg:7019 Call:39351 Lines:28
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371 &*&*&*&*'s
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372 Justin, thats fine with me. (Not that you need my permission of course.)
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373
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374 Constant angst does get old in short order. I have NO love for depression.
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375 Its just something that is a part of me a good part of the time. It got old
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376 a long time ago, but still it seems to stay.
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377
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378 It did have its upside at one time. It made me take a very thorough and
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379 critical look at the world around me. Something a lot of people never do.
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380 I feel that some aspects of my personality were greatly enhanced by
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381 that experiance. Alas, others were severly stunted. Today, in my middle
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382 20's, I'm just starting to learn some fairly fundamental things about
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383 personal interaction.
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384
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385 Comeing to grips with the fact that I don't live in a perfect world, and
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386 never will has helped me to deal with the depression, even if it hasn't
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387 made it go away.
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388
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389 I really envy people who seldom feel the down side. Being blissfully ignorent
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390 would be a gamble, but the price just might be worth it. I suspect that these
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391 people are the rarest of all. Perhaps thats for the best.
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392
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393 We can not hope top be liked by others, when we don't even like ourselves.
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394 Its a cliche', but that doesn't make it any less true.
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395
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396 An Astral Dreamer
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397 &*&*&*&*'s (Which way to the in door?)
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398
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024=Usr:322 Stray Cat 01/05/92 15:59 Msg:7020 Call:39352 Lines:3
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399
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400
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401
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025=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/06/92 20:16 Msg:7021 Call:39363 Lines:24
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402 &*&*&*&*'s
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403 A while back a couple of friends and I started getting together to jam on
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404 weekends. Didn't really get much done, but it was fun, and I was really
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405 learning a lot of neat stuff about the guitar, as well as getting to
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406 bounce ideas off of other people.
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407
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408 Now, its starting to grow. People want to 'join'. I'm somewhat ambivalent
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409 about the whole process. I've got this thing for not repeating the mistakes
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410 that others have made in the past, and I suspect I'm about to do so. Has
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411 anyone on here gone thru the 'forming a band' game?
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412
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413 Some things feel right, and others don't in the process. I had this goal,
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414 and its been fairly well obliterated. That may be a good thing, since it
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415 was my goal, and really had nothing to do with the evolving group. But
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416 still, I feel as though I've lost something.
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417
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418 Its not like I can go out and find other people to play with. I don't really
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419 know any. I guess this is the point where I start to meet them. I've
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420 always hated having to go thru the whole process though. Maybe thats
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421 part of my problem.
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422
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423 An Astral Dreamer
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424 &*&*&*&*'s (Dreams sneak up on you.)
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425
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026=Usr:165 Bart Simpson 01/08/92 02:42 Msg:7024 Call:39383 Lines:2
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426 yeah
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427
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027=Usr:11 L'homme sans Par 01/09/92 08:33 Msg:7026 Call:39395 Lines:5
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428 *)_%*#@_)%*)@_)_!@$(_)%*)@_#^%*_%(_+)@#$_@#*%_)#%*_)(_))!@_$@#_)*$%#@_)*%#_)@*%
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429 Mikey, I am going to call you today and hopefully come to pick up the
|
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430 BW archive disks. TTYS...
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431 *(%_)%*_)#$*_)#$*^)_$#*^)_#@(_)@% L'homm sans Parit *)$%_#@*$_@*%_)@#*%_)@%*_)%
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432
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028=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/11/92 21:34 Msg:7027 Call:39422 Lines:65
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433 &*&*&*&*'s
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434 Just cheaking in. We need some briteness and light around here. All the
|
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435 negative karma is getting oppresive. I could write a story... I never do
|
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436 seem to finish them alas. (Whoops, sliping into negative karma again.)
|
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437
|
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438 Oh well, I guess I'll give it a try anyway.
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439
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440 (This is based on a story I wrote here a couple of years ago called the
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441 wizard in the window.)
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442
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443 I'd come to think of him as the statue mage. 8 inches tall, and full of far
|
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444 more life and mischief then any being that size has a right to be.
|
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445
|
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446 Looking back, I realize that my finding him was more than luck. Call it
|
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447 humourise predestination. An amusing little lark for an amusing
|
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448 little being. And I had the good fortune of being the straight man.
|
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449
|
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450@It wasn't such a bad job really. Somebody has to be the balance of any
|
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451@well thought out
|
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452 It wasn't a bad job really. He had his fun, and I got to run. And you
|
||
453 know what they say about the benifits of excercise.
|
||
454
|
||
455 I remember the day he first opened the portal vividly. I'd just spent the
|
||
456 better part of an hour trying to catch my girbles. The Mini mage had set
|
||
457 them loose, and every time I came close to catching one or the other
|
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458 he'd point his wand, mutter, and the girble would vanish, only to reapear
|
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459 across the room and out of reach.
|
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460
|
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461 Now, I'm a man with a long temper, but I gotta say that I was about at the
|
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462 end of mine at that point. A jokes a joke, but the whole situation had
|
||
463 degenerated into something a bit to close to sadism for my tastes. So
|
||
464 I bowed to the Mini Mage, gave him the finger and procedded to flop
|
||
465 down on the couch. After a moment I picked up the paper and began to
|
||
466 read it.
|
||
467
|
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468 Now, if theres one thing that makes MM mad, its tireing of his jokes before
|
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469 he does. I'd known him long enough to know how to do a fairly effective
|
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470 snub. Thi one hd really hit the mark, as I could hear him mumbling under
|
||
471 his breath as I read the paper. Finally he settled down. The calm before
|
||
472 the storm I was soon to realize.
|
||
473
|
||
474 "Mark."
|
||
475
|
||
476 "Yes?" I said, not bothering to put down my paper.
|
||
477
|
||
478 "There's a hole in your floor."
|
||
479
|
||
480 "Don't be redic..." I'd put the paper down. There was a hole in my floor.
|
||
481 It was about three feet wide, and getting wider as I watched. In fact,
|
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482 it was in danger of swollowing my coffee table.
|
||
483
|
||
484 "I think its hungry..." MM said, smileing mischeviously.
|
||
485
|
||
486 I looked him straight in the eyes. "And what does it want to eat?"
|
||
487
|
||
488 "Whats tall, vertical and stupid?" He asked. The hole looked like a very
|
||
489 thick fog, and it was about to eat my coffee table.
|
||
490
|
||
491 I grabbed onto the table just as it started to teeter. Paper in one hand,
|
||
492 coffee table in the other. The leg touched the hole, and there was a
|
||
493 blinding flash of light. "Sh*t" I mumbled just before passing out.
|
||
494
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495 An Astral Dreamer
|
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496 &*&*&*&*'s (Boldly going where many people have gone before.)
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497
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029=Usr:658 Justin Klein 01/12/92 14:29 Msg:7028 Call:39427 Lines:32
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498 ---------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]----------
|
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499 I liked that story, 'Dreamer. It's coolly absurd.
|
||
500
|
||
501 Hope there's more.
|
||
502
|
||
503 I once was depressed enough to be put in hospital. Well, the Navy
|
||
504 thought so, anyway. Also, they exused me from service. Said it was
|
||
505 existant prior to enlistment, even though I'd never though of committing
|
||
506 suicide ever before in my life.
|
||
507
|
||
508 I work overtime to see the good in things, and due to the laws of
|
||
509 diminishing returns, it overall results in a more realistic view of the
|
||
510 universe that I would otherwise assume. I have been told that I have
|
||
511 a very fair mind. I do know that there is a lot of sloppy thinking going
|
||
512 on in the world, and I am arrogant enough to believe that I am not doing any
|
||
513 of it, or at the very least, doing my best not to.
|
||
514
|
||
515 I think there is a clear difference between being depressed and morose about
|
||
516 life's difficulties and societal ills and realizing them for what they are
|
||
517 and perhaps doing something about it. I'd like to change the universe, but
|
||
518 all I can do is keep my own corner of it in order. I think if everyone
|
||
519 did this, living thier lives by doing what's right personally as well as
|
||
520 working to change or mitigate what's wrong out there, we'd have less of the
|
||
521 plights that we do.
|
||
522
|
||
523 Right now, I'm just working on the personal sphere and my own philosophy.
|
||
524 Not ready to compete agains Sartre or DesCartes just yet, but maybe in a
|
||
525 decade or so, who knows.
|
||
526
|
||
527 Post more of the MM story, 'Dreamer. I'd like to see where it's going.
|
||
528
|
||
529 ------------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]---------
|
||
030=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/12/92 16:12 Msg:7029 Call:39429 Lines:82
|
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530 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
531 Justin, thanks. Heres another installment. Wish I still had a copy of the
|
||
532 origional, but I seem to have lost all track of it. I'm sure its
|
||
533 preserved in the archives though.
|
||
534
|
||
535 Now, at this point you might be thinkin old MM was a bit of a sadist. I won't
|
||
536 say he didn't have a cruel streak in him. I'm a realist, and I'd been the
|
||
537 butt end of a enough of his pranks to know that he didn't in the least mind
|
||
538 putting other beings at the downside of his wit. But in his defense, I must
|
||
539 say that he could take it as well as he could put it out.
|
||
540
|
||
541 It wasn't ofteen that I had an oppurtunity to get the upper hand with him. He
|
||
542 was after not even a foot tall, and endowed with the ability to do all sorts
|
||
543 of things that we normal humans go google eyed at. Especially when they
|
||
544 aren't happening on TV. But there were times when I got the best of him.
|
||
545 One in particular comes to mind.
|
||
546
|
||
547 Early on, I'd realized that there were certain limitations to his powers.
|
||
548 For instance, he refused to be seen moveing my anybody but me. This led
|
||
549 to all sorts of fascinating possibilities. On this particualer occasion,
|
||
550 I'd decided on an especially elaborate joke. It was my birthday. I won't
|
||
551 mention which one, though I will note that I stopped paying close attention
|
||
552 after I hit 25. The drop in my car insurance was impressive, and all I'd
|
||
553 had to do was live into my middle 20's. Of course, a lot of ground would
|
||
554 have been lost if I'd had the audacity to actually make a claim, but
|
||
555 I digress.
|
||
556
|
||
557 I'd long had an interest in tropical fish. Didn't know anything about them
|
||
558 really, just liked to watch them swim around. Something about the semi
|
||
559 contained ecology of the fish bowl just fascinates the heck out of me.
|
||
560 So, the day before my big day, I'd went down to the local pet shop and
|
||
561 purchased a 75 gallon fish tank, and all the stuff that went with it.
|
||
562 Including something that looked a lot like a catfish. Heck, it probably
|
||
563 was. Anyway, I'd payed the people at the pet store to bring it all out
|
||
564 to my place, and set everything up.
|
||
565
|
||
566 I smiled to myself when I heard the knock on the door. MM had been flying
|
||
567 around the liveingroom batting at a fly. As I got up to answer the door,
|
||
568 He flew back to the mantle, and took up his ussual stance and possition.
|
||
569
|
||
570 I greeted the people from the pet store, and pointed them to the place
|
||
571 I'd decided to have the tank placed. They handed me a 200 page book
|
||
572 with a title along the lines of 'The 100 most important things to know
|
||
573 about tropical fish.' I sat down and began to read. The pages blurred
|
||
574 and my mind wandered. I contemplated inquiring as to how much it would
|
||
575 cost to have somebody come in and take care of the fish for me.
|
||
576
|
||
577 It took quite awhile to get everything setup, but when it was all done, it
|
||
578 looked quite impressive. "Looks great, but you know, there seems to be
|
||
579 something missing..." I said staring at the tank. Slowly I turned about
|
||
580 and looked at the mantle. I think I saw the MM twitch. The people from the
|
||
581 pet store mumbled to each other as I wandered over and picked up the
|
||
582 MM.
|
||
583
|
||
584 "You know, I think I'd get just the affect I'm looking for if we placed
|
||
585 this statuete in the middle of the tank. The petstore people looked
|
||
586 doubtfull, but couldn't think of any serious objections. They did
|
||
587 urge me to rinse the MM off before placeing him in the bowl. I declined
|
||
588 I took a length of yarn out of my pocket and tied it around the statuetes
|
||
589 upstretched arm. The pet store people mumbled some more. Gently
|
||
590 I lowered him into the tank. He came to rest by a piece of artificial
|
||
591 coral. Carefully I worked the yarn free and removed it from the tank.
|
||
592 I barely supressed a chuckle at the sight of the MM at the bottom of the
|
||
593 tank. I thanked the pet shop people and led them ou.
|
||
594
|
||
595 As the door closed, I heard a loud splash from the tank. A high pitched giggle
|
||
596 greeted me when I turned around.
|
||
597
|
||
598 "You got me a good one there Mark." He said.
|
||
599
|
||
600 I smiled. "I've been planing it for days."
|
||
601
|
||
602 "And a fine gag it was. But did it ever occur to you that I might need to
|
||
603 breath?"
|
||
604
|
||
605 "You breath?" I asked incredulosly.
|
||
606
|
||
607 "Now you ask me." He replied. He winked and dissapeared.
|
||
608
|
||
609 An Astral Dreamer
|
||
610 &*&*&*&*'s (This space intentionally used.)
|
||
611
|
||
031=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/13/92 10:53 Msg:7030 Call:39440 Lines:62
|
||
612 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
613 (More of the story. Somebody has to fill the disk.)
|
||
614
|
||
615 My reasons for telling that story are two fold. The first I mentioned
|
||
616 at the outset. The second I will now explain.
|
||
617
|
||
618 Bright sunlight shineing thru my eyelids awakened me. I didn't open my eyes
|
||
619 immediatly, prefering instead to take stock of what my other senses were
|
||
620 telling me. First, smell. Strange, there was something missing. Ah,
|
||
621 that was it! The air smelled to clean. Next, hearing. I could hear
|
||
622 the twetering of birds. I was coming close to a conclusion. Touch,
|
||
623 I felt carefully around with my hands. Hmm, felt like grass. About 8
|
||
624 inches high. Taste... I was hungry. Time to open the eyes I decided.
|
||
625
|
||
626 Now, I had expected to find myself in somesort of forest glade or something.
|
||
627 Just goes to show you how easily the senses can be fooled. The first thing
|
||
628 I saw upong opening my eyes was a skylight. The second was the ceiling
|
||
629 that surrounded it. Further examination showed me that I was in the middle
|
||
630 of what af first appeared to be a shopping mall. People were milling
|
||
631 about, going into various shops. I was lying in the middle of an island
|
||
632 of wildlife in the middle of a sea of consumerism.
|
||
633
|
||
634 Now, you will note that I said it appeared to be a shopping mall at first
|
||
635 glance. At second glance, a few discrepencies caught my eye. First of all,
|
||
636 The people were dressed strangly. Clotheing styles varied from the
|
||
637 medieval, to the futuristic, to the I couldn't figure it out. Next,
|
||
638 were the stores. The featured names like "Artllo's splitzer emporium."
|
||
639 and "Onieas Fibtok grill". But the thing that really clued me in was
|
||
640 the Dalmation that came walking up to me as I stared wide eyed at this
|
||
641 strange place. "Lost are you." He said, looking me up and down."
|
||
642
|
||
643 Now, most people would have lot it at this point. But after months of dealing
|
||
644 with MM, I'd developed something of a tolerance for the bizare.
|
||
645
|
||
646
|
||
647 "Yes, as a matter of fact I am. You havn't seen a coffee table around here
|
||
648 by any chance have you?" Don't know why I focused on the cofee table. I
|
||
649 said I'd developed a tolerance, that doesn't mean I wasn't a little wacked
|
||
650 out by the whole exerience.
|
||
651
|
||
652 "Was that yours? D*mn, looks like I've been remise in my duty. A gnome
|
||
653 picked it up and carried it off just before you awoke."
|
||
654
|
||
655 "Oh well, it wasn't important."
|
||
656
|
||
657 "You're not from around here, are you?"
|
||
658
|
||
659
|
||
660 "I don't believe so. This wouldn't be earth would it? USA, Portland OR
|
||
661 would it?"
|
||
662
|
||
663 "Nope."
|
||
664
|
||
665 "New York?" I asked grasping at straws.
|
||
666
|
||
667 "Nope, welcome to the land of colective unconciousness."
|
||
668
|
||
669 Must be anohter name for washington DC I thought to myself.
|
||
670
|
||
671 An Astral Dreamer
|
||
672 &*&*&*&*'s (Out on a liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmbbbbbbbbbbb)
|
||
673
|
||
032=Usr:658 Justin Klein 01/13/92 21:48 Msg:7031 Call:39446 Lines:20
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674 ------------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]----------
|
||
675 'Dreamer, you are quite the pook. You give juuuuuuuust enough to
|
||
676 tantalize.
|
||
677 In case you think I'm going for mere idolatry, here's why I like what
|
||
678 you`ve done so far:
|
||
679 1> It's an absurd premise, which your familiarity-with makes believeable.
|
||
680 2> Since it's plausible, I can imagine myself in the situation. This
|
||
681 causes me to identify with the protagonist, and involves me. Your hole
|
||
682 in the floor swallowed me, too.
|
||
683 3> It's not just a tired variation on a fantasy story. I think that
|
||
684 genre's been about written out. I picture MM as a porcelain doll with the
|
||
685 motive force.
|
||
686
|
||
687 Weaknesses thus far: spelling (you problably knew that, and I'm npot
|
||
688 [not, I mean] trying to needle you on it, but as a speller, I'm duty
|
||
689 bound to redflag you).
|
||
690
|
||
691 Don't let that keep you from posting more. The What you've shown; I'm
|
||
692 anxious to find out the How, and certianly the Why.
|
||
693 ------------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]---------
|
||
033=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/14/92 08:25 Msg:7032 Call:39449 Lines:12
|
||
694 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
695 Justin, thank you for the feedback. I've always been blessed with a large
|
||
696 vocabulary. Alas, I've also been cursed with very poor spelling. I think
|
||
697@I'll try coposing]]]]
|
||
698@
|
||
699@
|
||
700 I'll try composing offline, as that will give me a chance to check the
|
||
701 spelling as well edit the story to a second draft.
|
||
702
|
||
703 An Astral Dreamer
|
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704 &*&*&*&*'s
|
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705
|
||
034=Usr:11 L'homme sans Par 01/15/92 08:38 Msg:7033 Call:39464 Lines:6
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||
706 *)_$*@_%*)_@*)_(_#*)_*^)_(@#%)_**@)_()_(@)*%)_*_#(*)*%)_*%@#)(%)_#(%)_@#*%)@#*%
|
||
707 AD: Good story! keep it up.
|
||
708 Mikey: Thanks for the quick turnaround on the DEV files. Now everything is
|
||
709 complete and in one place that several have access to.
|
||
710 &*_#@*%@*%_@#*_)*)_%*)%*&@#)*%@_ L'homme sans Parity *$_@#*%@#*%_)#*%@#*)%@#*)%
|
||
711
|
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035=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/15/92 18:03 Msg:7034 Call:39474 Lines:9
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712 &*&*&*&*'s
|
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713 Found th origional wizard in the window story. Its only about 90 lines
|
||
714 long. My spelling has really iproved since march of 89, which was when
|
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715 I wrote it. I'll post it tommorow morning. Hopefully, there will be
|
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716 a post or two before then...
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717
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718 An Astral Dreamer
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719 &*&*&*&*'s (Little specks of light in the sky.)
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720
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036=Usr:685 Magic Young 01/15/92 20:28 Msg:7035 Call:39477 Lines:11
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721 Hey Astral Dreamer, were you the one who was into the band thing? I went
|
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722 through that some years ago and I can empathize with your predicament. How do
|
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723 you meet other musicians of the same genre as yourself? Just hang out at the
|
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724 music stores, do some networking with other people you meet there. Check the
|
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725 bulletin boards at schools and music stores. Usually I would feel intimidated
|
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726 because the other guys were faster or better than me. Don't let that get you
|
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727 down. There are plenty of folks out there of questionable ability who do well.
|
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728 Attitude is a lot of it. Good luck and keep jamming.
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729 Mahalo.
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730
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731
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037=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/16/92 08:31 Msg:7036 Call:39484 Lines:60
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732 &*&*&*&*'s
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733 Thats me. Thanks for the advice.
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734
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735 Heres the origional short short that I'm basing the story I'm writing on.
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736 Hope this upload works, I don't want to have to type this in...
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737
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738 The izard in the window.
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739 The wizard inthe window stared at me as ifwith its eyes it could know
|
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740 all that transpired withinmy mind. Its clay hand held above it head an orb,
|
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741 in which I cold see many tiny round replica of my face reflected. I fixated
|
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742 on that for a moment, imaining myself as actually being tha size. I'd
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743 probablysee eye to eye with the tiny statue.
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744 I looked downat the price tag, 55$. It wasa heck of a lot of money for
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745 a lump of clay and a tiny bitof crystal... Why not? And so walked in and
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746 boughtit. The sales lady was a bit uptight, as I insisted tha I had to have
|
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747 the one in the widow. I offered an extra 5 for her trouble nd she decided
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748 that prhaps it was worth her time. t was wrapped and bagged and I was ut of
|
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749 the store. Tota transaction time, 5 minutes.
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750
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751 I loked around at the other shops in the small mall, but saw nohing
|
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752 interesting. Time o find the car and drive home. I knewjust the spot for
|
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753 my new puchase... I nearly hit the neigbors cat coming into the drivway,
|
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754 Boris i its name, but the way it always semed to be nearly underwheel ade
|
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755 me think that roadill would be more appropriate. Stop the car, pull out the
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756 stereo and lock the door. h, the joys of modern living.
|
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757 I noticed tha the grass was dying, I'd have t look at the sprinkler
|
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758 cotrols again. They don't even ake the things they didn't used to make te
|
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759 way they used to mak them. Up the stairs and to the door.Insert key, yea the
|
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760 same old outine. Flipping the light switch by the door brought my livin room
|
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761 to illumination,and also served to remind me hat it was time to vacume again,
|
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762 bt put it off, as my new purcase was heavy under my arm. Id always thought
|
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763 the mantle loked a little bare, so after unraping the little mage I filled
|
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764 th hole.
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765
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766 Ater dinner I sat down toread the paper. Death, violence and
|
||
767 advertisments all lept out t me. Sometimes it just seems better to avoid
|
||
768 finding out what the ret of the world is doing. Afte flipping thru the
|
||
769 22 chanes I have the dubious honour of recieving I dcided it was time to do
|
||
770 som reading. Somthing light and entertaining I thought. I lookd at my to
|
||
771 be read shlf and spoted a book by Piers Anthony that I had been wnting to
|
||
772 read. Anothr of his Xanth series. Alway good fodder for an evenings
|
||
773 enterainment.
|
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774
|
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775 Sme two hours later I had made y way through most of the book. It was
|
||
776 a familer story, but asusual the execution was super. I caught a movement out
|
||
777 of te corner of my eye. I lookedover at the fireplace, looked away and then
|
||
778 looked back again. The clay mage was dancing, twirling about and osing his
|
||
779 crystal ball in te air. This went on for several minues while I sat there
|
||
780 slack jwed. Then with a final florih he turned to me, smiled and disapered.
|
||
781
|
||
782 The next dy I went back to the little shop i the mall. And there in the
|
||
783 window was the clay mage I wasn't sure if it was the same one unti he
|
||
784 winked at me.
|
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785
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786
|
||
787 Well, that didn't work perfectly, but enough of i made it that it should
|
||
788 be easy to figure out. Gee, BW can't even keep up with 300 bps. Sigh.
|
||
789
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||
790 An Astral Dreamer
|
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791 &*&*&*&*'s
|
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038=Usr:287 Ralph Steadman 01/16/92 19:33 Msg:7037 Call:39495 Lines:22
|
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792
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793 SnteortcLader GeoreMtchell, responding
|
||
794 hrdy to a barbed comment by President Bush, adthe
|
||
795 rsdnt sounded like a "panicky candidate" during a
|
||
796 apignsing in New Hampshire.
|
||
797
|
||
In a speech Wednesday in Rochester, H Bush recalled
|
||
798 rtrprtons for the Gulf War and declared:
|
||
799 I ' listene ote leader of the US Senate, George
|
||
800 icel, Saddam Hussein woudbe in Saudi Arabia, and you'd
|
||
801 epyng 20 bucks a gallon for gasoln.Now, try that one
|
||
802 nfrsize."
|
||
803
|
||
Asked about the remark following asec at the Natl
|
||
804 lb ichell replied: "The statement is, of cours,
|
||
alse. But even more, MR BUSH
|
||
805 CANDIDATE IN A LOSING CAPIGN FOR PRESIDENT, RATHER THAN A
|
||
806 RSDENT CONFIDENTLY SEEKING REEETION."
|
||
807
|
||
Bush has frequently aimed barbs at Mitchell. Last
|
||
808 aur, Mitchell led an unsuccessful fight in the Senate
|
||
809 o resoluinseeking further US reliance on sanctions to
|
||
810 utIraqi forces fro uatrather than authorizing
|
||
811 ltr cion.
|
||
812 kActurall transciprt of a speec h by President Goege Bush
|
||
813
|
||
039=Usr:549 alan kennedy 01/16/92 22:40 Msg:7038 Call:39501 Lines:8
|
||
814 |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
||
815 Justin- I think I know of the house you speak of. Until about a week ago,
|
||
816 I lived in the N, NE area. I was glad to see the citizens standing up for
|
||
817 their community but I worry about a Early Colonization Salem Mass. coming up if
|
||
818 a precident has been set.
|
||
819
|
||
820 The Grizzly
|
||
821 |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
|
||
040=Usr:658 Justin Klein 01/18/92 13:27 Msg:7039 Call:39523 Lines:22
|
||
822 -------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]-------------
|
||
823 Grizzly: I can only speak about the people I knew of; but based on them
|
||
824 and some of the sentiments I seem to be aware of in the city, I wouldn't
|
||
825 say your fears are groundless...but I would say them unlikely.
|
||
826 Those of the Salem Village, Massachusetts band of witch-burners were
|
||
827 driven by what I see to be totally different motivations. The rabble
|
||
828 who wanted witches burned were generally driven my information spoon fed
|
||
829 to them by charismatic individuals who lusted for thier own sorts of power.
|
||
830 The neighborhood watches that I've encountered are usually good, decent folx
|
||
831 who mind thier own knitting and would be glad that others do too, except when
|
||
832 others who practice what you and I and soceity at large deem destructive and
|
||
833 wrong, not only threatenting thier own safety, but those of the neighbors
|
||
834 of whom they are fond. They're not trying to burn anyone...they're just
|
||
835 watching out for each other and promoting a life lived by the rules and
|
||
836 laws of our town, which are acknowledged by most people I know to be good
|
||
837 things.
|
||
838 The Witch-burners of Salem and thier ilk, no matter what time they
|
||
839 lived in, were a totally different breed. They wanted to take over the
|
||
840 world. The Neighborhood Watchers I knew of just wanted to live in peace
|
||
841 and safety on thier own block, which under normal circumstances, they shouldn't
|
||
842 have to fight for.
|
||
843 -------------------------------------------[Justin the Blue]--------------
|
||
041=Usr:11 L'homme sans Par 01/19/92 12:21 Msg:7040 Call:39537 Lines:5
|
||
844 *%*)_#%)_($*)#*(^)#(^$(^)_()#$*^)_()_$(^(_(^)^)_*)_@#$*%_)*_)@*$#*_*)^@__
|
||
845 AD: Either your spelling is really bad, or you lost a bunch of characters
|
||
846 in your upload! Haha... Glad you found the BW archive useful.
|
||
847 *$)@#*%)@*%)_@#*%*_)*%@#*)%@&^_@ L'homme sans Parity *$_)(*_(_)%*@_&_*)%@_#%
|
||
848
|
||
042=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/20/92 08:56 Msg:7042 Call:39549 Lines:12
|
||
849 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
850 Le'homme, indeed, BW eat a few chars on upload. I'm going to have to figure
|
||
851 out how to do uploads again. Last time I had a need, I had an Amiga, now
|
||
852 I have an IBM. hole new ballgame needless to say.
|
||
853
|
||
854 I have another part of the story done, and will probably write a couple more
|
||
855 today. As soon as I figure out how to upload, they'll start appearing at a
|
||
856 rate of one every other day or so.
|
||
857
|
||
858 An Astral Dreamer
|
||
859 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
860
|
||
043=Usr:685 Magic Young 01/20/92 21:33 Msg:7043 Call:39565 Lines:15
|
||
861 Regarding this neighborhood watch topic: A neighborhood watch is a good idea.
|
||
862 The Key word is "watch." To look out for your neighbors is fine.
|
||
863 To step in and help is good too. Where some people go overboard is they confuse
|
||
864 the concept of a "watch" and turn it into a militia with armed civilians
|
||
865 patrolling the streets ready to blow away ne'er do wells and miscreants at
|
||
866 will. Maybe someday it will come to that, but not now please. Let's give the
|
||
867 cops a chance. Now pro-active neighborhood groups that patrol the area unarmed
|
||
868 are to be applauded. By their presence they are sending a message that they
|
||
869 will not tolerate unlawful behavior in their neighborhood. Their message will
|
||
870 heeded, as all criminal elements operate where they are least likely to be
|
||
871 seen.
|
||
872 Then they go somewhere else. Maybe your neighborhood?
|
||
873 ..........
|
||
874 Magic
|
||
875 ..........
|
||
044=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/22/92 08:22 Msg:7044 Call:39584 Lines:6
|
||
876 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
877 Still working on the story. Still working on an upload method.
|
||
878
|
||
879 An Astral Dreamer
|
||
880 &*&*&*&*'s (Money is the root of all root. humankind is the dirt.)
|
||
881
|
||
045=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/24/92 09:08 Msg:7045 Call:39610 Lines:14
|
||
882 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
883 Yow, where did everybody go? Heres the next part of the story. Hope this
|
||
884 works
|
||
885
|
||
886@"Blew himselfup did he?"
|
||
887@ "Actualy no, but he had this misfortue to be standing next to a rater
|
||
888@large elephant at the time. The explosion panicked the packiderm, and
|
||
889@th gnome, being a wee bit stunned from te blast wasn't able to get
|
||
890@ot of the way in tie."
|
||
891 Oh well, that didn't work. Maybe I'll jut give up on this project.
|
||
892
|
||
893 An Astral Dreamer
|
||
894 &*&*&*&*'s (Talking to himsef, because nobody else will.)
|
||
895
|
||
046=Usr:11 L'homme sans Par 01/26/92 10:27 Msg:7046 Call:39640 Lines:6
|
||
896 *%_@#*%)_@(@#)(%_#*%)_*%^)_%*(@#_%(_)#_@!%(_@#*^_@*^_$(^_)%()(@(%@#_(%_@)%*$_)*
|
||
897 AD: Don't take it personally!
|
||
898 voyeur: Are you still out there, in deep lurk mode? Don't you return your
|
||
899 telephone calls???
|
||
900 *%_@#*)%_)*%#$)#$_^(_)$(@(%@#$_*^%)$@ L'homme sans Parity &%@#*_!@*$_%&**)%@*)%
|
||
901
|
||
047=Usr:610 Peace 01/27/92 13:33 Msg:7048 Call:39661 Lines:14
|
||
902 $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ peace $$$$$$$$$$$
|
||
903
|
||
904 Hey, wow! Like, I'm back. (At least for a minute.)
|
||
905
|
||
906 Great stuff going on in here... Keep it up AD! Love that mage.
|
||
907 Rorsh, good things coming out of you too. Don't worry 'bout being
|
||
908 too heavy on the dark side. Justin "Poly-Anna" the Blue will bring
|
||
909 in baskets full of the brighter, lighter beauty to keep us going.
|
||
910
|
||
911 Personally, I've had a rather adventurous week and am too tired now
|
||
912 to relate it in the detail and clarity it deserves. I'll be back soon
|
||
913 with my own phoneline, again. You've been warned! (-;
|
||
914
|
||
915 $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ peace $$$$$$$$$
|
||
048=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/29/92 21:19 Msg:7053 Call:39694 Lines:8
|
||
916 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
917 Everybody too busy to post? The wizard stories are at and end for now. I've
|
||
918 written more, but I don't have the time or interest level to figure out how
|
||
919 to upload 'em.
|
||
920
|
||
921 An Astral Dreamer
|
||
922 &*&*&*&*'s (Sometimes we plan. Plans don't always stay the same.)
|
||
923
|
||
049=Usr:685 Magic Young 01/30/92 18:56 Msg:7054 Call:39699 Lines:3
|
||
924 Well, I have the time to post but don't always have the inclination. So many
|
||
925 boards, and so little time. So hasta la vista and mahalo.....
|
||
926 Will Magic.......
|
||
050=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/31/92 00:11 Msg:7055 Call:39706 Lines:22
|
||
927 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
928 Maybe I'm just whining. I do that from time to time. But it does get
|
||
929 frustrating. I've been trying to put a little life in to BWMS for
|
||
930 FOUR years now. I got tired of it a long time ago.
|
||
931
|
||
932 Why do I do it? BW was the first board I ever logged into. Also, I'm
|
||
933 a sucker for an underdog, and BW qualifies for me in that catagory.
|
||
934
|
||
935 The inability to upload is a major pain in the behind. I understand the
|
||
936 philosopy behind it, but that don't mean I agree with it. I could
|
||
937 i I wanted to figure out how to upload stuff. But, I'm not really all
|
||
938 that excited about doing it. I get payed decent money at work to be
|
||
939 stressed out by programing projects that hold zero interest for me.
|
||
940 Messing around with one in my spare time holds no interest for me.
|
||
941
|
||
942 I'm being a bit of a wimp I know, but thats the way it is. Besides, I've
|
||
943 donated more then my share of blood to BW. If any one else gives a damn,
|
||
944 its time for them to start contributing. I'm VERY VERY tired.
|
||
945
|
||
946 An Astral Dreamer
|
||
947 &*&*&*&*'s (Can never be just what I want to be.)
|
||
948
|
||
051=Usr:186 Wesley Smith 01/31/92 13:39 Msg:7056 Call:39713 Lines:3
|
||
949 I am not interested in uploding, but I would like to learn how to download.
|
||
950 I am interested in ham radio programs and programs that teach Morse code, as
|
||
951 well as ones that help get your C. W. speed up. I am interested in old time
|
||
052=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 01/31/92 19:23 Msg:7058 Call:39718 Lines:6
|
||
952 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
953 Just do a text capture while reading the disk. Thats how you download.
|
||
954
|
||
955 An Astral Dreamer
|
||
956 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
957
|
||
053=Usr:685 Magic Young 02/01/92 14:26 Msg:7059 Call:39729 Lines:24
|
||
958 Well there is a HAM radio BBS I got on called MICROBITS at 285-0378. Maybe that
|
||
959 will work for you if you haven't tried it. As far as this wimp stuff goes, if
|
||
960 you can't gripe on a board then why call them or run them?
|
||
961 And if you don't like it, why do it? Not that I am saying you should quit
|
||
962 I call this board from time to time and you are doing a service which is
|
||
963 appreciated by me anyway. Maybe you should get someone else to handle it for
|
||
964 you for a while? Take a break.
|
||
965 And job stress...Man have I got that, but i always say, Oh well, in a hundred
|
||
966 years this won't mean diddly so let's enjoy it for whatever positive reason we
|
||
967 can imagine. Call me Pollyanna,
|
||
968 but hey, you reap what you sow.
|
||
969 Laugh a little, and don't take life too seriously. Hope things go better for
|
||
970 you.
|
||
971 Hasta la vista and Mahalo.......
|
||
972@c
|
||
973@c
|
||
974@cc
|
||
975@
|
||
976@
|
||
977@cc
|
||
978@
|
||
979@C
|
||
980@
|
||
981@
|
||
054=Usr:84 Michael Miller j 02/01/92 19:51 Msg:7060 Call:39731 Lines:6
|
||
982 &*&*&*&*'s
|
||
983 I don't run BW, I just post here.
|
||
984
|
||
985 An Astral Dreamer
|
||
986 &*&*&*&*'s (Life and how to live it)
|
||
987
|
||
055=Usr:333 Bartender Slug 02/03/92 17:27 Msg:7062 Call:39756 Lines:7
|
||
988 ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^
|
||
989 / \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \
|
||
990
|
||
991 All Purpose Marker #1
|
||
992
|
||
993 ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ ^
|
||
994 / \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \
|
||
056=Usr:219 Friar Mossback 02/04/92 07:53 Msg:7063 Call:39764 Lines:3
|
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995 [][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]
|
||
996 Hi y'all! Finishing off the last disk of the old year. Hi JTB, at the top!
|
||
997 [][][][][][][][][][][][][][][] Friar [][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][]
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