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|| T.Y.M.E. - Twisted Young Minds Expand || # 31, by Krowe || 11/14/94 ||
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I wrote this about a month ago, if you like it, cool.
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If you don't, I could care less.
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hate
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Do you know what its like to hate?
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When its deep in your heart.
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Oh, god.
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Do you know what its like to have innocence,
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the complete and total innicence of a child,
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that time when it seems like you can do anything you want,
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anything, there are no boundaries to where you can go,
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that comfort, that complete and utter trust.
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Do you know what its like, to have that ripped away?
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Oh, god. If I had one set of ovens in this world,
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I know what kind of person I'd eradicate from the face of the planet.
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I know hate, I've known hate for a long time, it festers inside,
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it grows, it feeds.
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My soul is no longer healthy, my soul is now blackened by it.
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Tell me if you have had anything taken away from you,
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with such force, that no one can be trusted any longer.
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I know what its like, I know how it happens, I know what kind of
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FUCKING SCUM do that to people.
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Remember what I said about the ovens?
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I have a very big set of ovens.
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And each one of them, has the name of a part of my soul,
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my innocence, that has been, ripped, away.
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motherfucker
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I know what kind of person feeds on you and I.
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The mosquitos of the heart are very close.
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Can you hear them?
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I know I can. I have heard the sound too many times to mistake the taste.
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I hope you can tell what it is, for your sake, and for the
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sake of your children. I hope you won't be fooled by its treachery.
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You may think the coccoon holds a butterfly,
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wait until you find out it holds a moth.
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I sometimes wish that I could go back and recapture my childhood.
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Sometimes, and then I remember, that I did'nt have a childhood.
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I don't even have a clue what one is.
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"Mother is the name for GOD on the lips and hearts of all children."
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I got that from a book I recently bought.
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The more I read and understood that book, the more it came
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to my attention that everything written in it was true.
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Sometimes, you don't know if you are in pain until somebody comes along and
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hurts you.
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That has happened to me many times. And each time I've wanted to hurt
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myself for being so ignorant.
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Don't be ignorant to this, learn about it.
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I know what its like to lose everything, I've been there before.
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Ever tried to commit suicide?
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I've been there also. The best advice people could come up with
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was 'don't do it'. Thats the best advice you can probablly get
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for that. Don't do it.
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If I had sex for every day I was truly happy, you would find a virgin.
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But still, people keep trying. Children get murdered every day
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all over the world. Children get raped and molested every day
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in every part of this world. I can't believe how this place
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festers and rots in its own unforgivable hate. I see it so often
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I think I could drown. I am going to end this now. Please don't be blind to what I have
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been so many times before.
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Krowe
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|| 'Life is an Illusion, Death is Reality' ||
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