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presents
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My Mind
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by
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Bloody Afterbirth
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Toxic File #19
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This file is a little, ah, 'different' from the others we've been doing.
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Basically its an experiment, I wanted to see what I could do with a file of
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this nature.. It's a little a weird, but what the hell...
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!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!
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sweat. i am drenched. cold. so cold. the window is open. wind blows
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in. beads of sweat freeze on my flesh. i shake. shadowy figures move around
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me. i cannot see them. my eyes do not move. i stare straight ahead. the
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wall is my friend. laughter. i hear they cruel laughter. they do not like
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me. or maybe they will like me very much. i try to rise. my body does not
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move. it does not obey my mind. my mind. where is my mind? i have lost my
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mind. colors. for the first time i see a color. red. it spins in front of
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my eyes. black pulsating spots join the spinning globe of red. more
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laughter. smell of rotting flesh. i see my breath. i try to focus. my eyes
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move finally. i watch my breath as it goes away from my body. an omen? i do
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not know. i breath more. i force myself to take a deep slow breath. my body
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begins to listen to my mind. but where is my mind?
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i am floating. i thought i was above my body since i was above my bed.
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i look below and my body is not there. i am my body. but where is my mind?
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i float to the cieling. it is warmer here. the sweat melts and is replaced
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by more sweat. i tremble, i think. how can i think if i don't know where my
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mind has gone? my body is spinning. just like the red in my eyes. i spin.
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around and around i spin. i come close to the walls. i am disoriented.
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suddenly i float towards the window. my feet go out. it is so very cold
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outside. the shadows flit about me. they poke me. they laugh at me.
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laugh at me. why do they laugh at me? i see that i am nude. where are
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my clothes? where is my mind? they speak gibberish. they make rude noises
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and brush against me. they pass through me. i am afraid. i am very afraid.
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i float upwards into the sky. my apartment is behind and below. i go up and
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up and up. i am still spinning. slowly. the wind blows around me. again my
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sweat is frozen. again i shake. i try to control myself. i want me to go
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down. down. i start to go down and back. my mind is in control again. but
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where is my mind? the thought costs me control. i lose control as i lose my
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mind. upwards into a blackness that rushes towards me like a wave. a wave of
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darkness. a wave of fear. a wave of cold. a wave of
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(c) 1989 Toxic Shock
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