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| There Ain't No Justice |
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| #123 |
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- Night Blindness -
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by Laura Lemay
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"I hear Nick's having really weird dreams again," Sarah said, leaning into
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Matt's bathroom mirror and drawing an even thicker line of makeup under her
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right eye. "When I called him today, he mentioned something about it. He was
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pissed at me that I woke him up."
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"Oh?" said Matt, wandering into the doorway in a white shirt, tight black
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jeans, and a black vest. His hair was tied back off his face. "Do you think
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this would better with or without the vest?" Sarah lowered her pencil, looking
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critically at his reflection him in the mirror.
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"Without. And take your hair down."
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"But it doesn't tangle this way," Matt mumbled, reaching behind him and
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tugging at the elastic.
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"But it looks much prettier that way. And besides, you're a hair-fuck,
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darling, you have to learn to take advantage of your assets."
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"Not in the mood to take advantage of anything," Matt said, out of earshot of
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the bathroom, where Sarah was now putting on lipstick. He had had a bad day at
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work; he didn't even know why he had let Sarah talk him into going out to the
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clubs tonight. But it was a Friday, and they always went to the clubs on
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Friday.
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"I thought when Nick stopped taking so much speed he stopped having freaky
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dreams," Matt said, louder, picking up on her previous comments.
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"I'm not sure. I remember him having fucked up dreams before, though, when I
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was with him, and that was before he got into speed. Maybe Nick is just fucked
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up. Are you ready?"
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"Yeah, I'm ready. I guess." Matt presented himself for her approval --
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vestless, with his hair down over his shoulders. Sarah crossed the room to him
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and fluffed it. "Much better," she commented. "Do you want eyeliner?"
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"Nah," Matt replied. "Stuff hurts my eyes."
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There was a buzz from the intercom on the wall and Sarah turned to answer it.
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"Mzzr fmmmn nurvnm," spat the tiny speaker on the wall, and Sarah put her
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thumb down on the buzzer. "His lordship is here," she commented to Matt.
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Some moments later there was a pounding on the door. Sarah had vanished once
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more into the bathroom, so Matt answered it. It was Nick, in a long grey
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trench coat, his short black hair flattened down on his head. He had a
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motorcycle helmet dangling from one hand. Nick was the consummate goth: an
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almost constant supply of drugs had made him scrawny; sleeping during the day
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had kept him pale. "Nick," Matt said in greeting, "you look like shit, man."
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"Haven't been sleeping well," Nick mumbled, pushing past him, tossing his
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helmet down on a chair. He crossed to the couch and flopped down on it pushing
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one hand absently through his hair in an attempt to make it stand up in
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whatever style he had it in before he put on his helmet. Matt noticed his eyes
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had a strange tint to them. Nick had apparently started the night early, which
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would explain why he was late. He was waiting for the drugs to kick in.
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"What've you been up to?"
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"Not much," Matt replied, rummaging through the closet for his favorite boots.
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"Working, mostly. Man's gotta make a living."
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"Yeah, I suppose," Nick said, with a rueful smile. He wouldn't know, of
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course. Nick's lifestyle was supported by the computer software patents his
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father had willed him. Nick got royalty checks once a month, forwarded through
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his father's legal firm. The firm didn't care that Nick spent most of his
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money on drugs and motorcycles; they had their commissions, and Nick didn't
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bother them. Nick didn't understand what it was like to work six days a week,
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ten hours a day in order to make rent every month; Nick had never had to work.
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Sarah came out of the bathroom with a rush, a grin on her face, and gave Nick
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a long hug and a kiss on the lips. Matt blinked, uncomfortably, looking down
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at the laces on his boots so he wouldn't have to watch. The intimacy shouldn't
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bother him that much -- after all, Sarah had been lovers with Nick before she
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had been lovers with Matt. But now both of them were her past history. Yet she
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gave Nick hugs and kisses, but stayed distant from Matt. The disparity in her
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behavior towards the two of them only served to remind him that even though
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they had called it quits eight months ago, he still wanted her. Yet another
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thing to brood on his mind. It was going to be a lousy night.
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"How are you, Nick?" she asked, smiling, but looking concerned.
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"I'm okay," Nick shrugged.
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"You look horrible."
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"I've looked worse."
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"Very true," Sarah agreed, smiling. Nick smiled back. They were so comfortable
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together, Matt realized. More comfortable than he would ever be with her,
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although she spent most of her time at his apartment, and gave him advice on
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clothes and hair and anything else that sprung into her mind. Sarah and Nick
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had a bond. All Sarah and Matt had was a past relationship.
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"Sorry I'm late," Nick apologized to Sarah as Matt retrieved his jacket from
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the closet. "I overslept."
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"Oh yeah," Matt said, "I hear you've been having weird dreams again?"
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Nick was silent for several seconds, as Matt emptied the pockets of his jacket
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onto the table -- spare change, flyers for upcoming shows, napkins with
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hastily scribbled phone numbers on them from women he had already forgotten.
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"Oh yeah, the dreams," Nick finally replied. "Yeah, I've been having a lot of
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them lately."
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"I thought when you gave up speed you stopped having weird dreams, Nick," Matt
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commented, putting the cash and his driver's license back into the jacket.
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"No man, you got it backwards," Nick looked up at him, and his black eyes
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bored into Matt's face. He wore a faint smile as he said, "I didn't quit speed
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to get rid of the dreams. I quit speed because it was _preventing_ the dreams.
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But now we're really going to be late. Shall we go?" He stood up, stuffing his
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hands once more into his pockets.
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"No, wait," Matt said, holding out a hand. "Now I'm really curious. What the
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hell are these dreams all about?"
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Nick shrugged, and looked absently at Sarah, who was adjusting her skirt under
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her jacket. "I've had them pretty much all my life. It's always pretty much
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the same thing: I'm in this room with no windows, or door, painted white. I'm
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sitting cross-legged on this futon thing. A woman is there. She's completely
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naked. She sits down across from me, cross-legged, so our knees are touching.
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She tells me to close my eyes and she'll give me the most incredible
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experience of my life."
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"Oh, I've had these dreams," Matt laughed, putting his own jacket on.
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"I'm not finished." Nick said, in a voice that made Matt stop moving and
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listen. "She tells me to close my eyes, and I do. But I can still see
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everything. I can see her, and I can see my own body, sitting there, across
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from her. Her hands touch my face. She kisses my eyelids. I can feel her hair
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on my skin. And then she reaches with her fingernails and pulls one of my
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eyeballs out of the socket."
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"Jesus," Matt said.
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"It doesn't hurt. In fact, it feels great. and I mean _great_, man. I'm
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practically coming right there. And I can still see everything. There's no
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blood. My eye looks kind of strange, resting in her palm like that.
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"Then she holds one of them up to my face, and tells me to open my mouth, and
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when I do, she places one of my eyeballs into it."
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"Yecchh, I don't want to hear this," Sarah held up her hands in defeat and
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moves to the kitchen, out of earshot. Matt turned expectantly back to Nick.
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He'd heard this much -- he might as well follow through. "Go on," he urged.
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"Its an odd feeling, holding your own eye in your mouth. Its kind of slippery,
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and squishes in your teeth, like a grape. The woman tells me to bite down, and
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when I do, there's a squirt of liquid. But it doesn't taste too bad, and its
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chewey.
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"And then the rush hits. And if it was good before, its incredible now. Its
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like no drug I've ever had. Its all your best lays, all your best trips on all
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the best and purest drugs, all at once, multiplied by about about ten. And it
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goes on and on and on, just washing over you over and over again, for what
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seems like hours. I usually wake up on the tail end of it. Leaves you a
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fucking wreck for an hour."
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Matt was silent for a while, digesting Nick's story. Finally, he took a deep
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breath. "If its all the same to you," he finally said, "I'd rather stick with
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your basic dime-a-dozen wet dreams. You're a sick man, Nick."
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Nick laughed. "Yeah, but at least I'm sick in a major way. None of this
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fucking around."
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* * *
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They arrived at Shades of Midnight just before eleven, and parked their
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motorcycles along the curb; Matt's ratty old Honda CB750 in stark contrast to
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Nick's brand-new tricked out CBR900. There were times Matt could be very
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jealous of Nick's money and the carelessness with which he handled it. Sarah
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had ridden with Nick on the way over. Matt knew that although she complained
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about how uncomfortable the sportbike's passenger seat was, Nicks bike would
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always been much more preferable to Matt's. Although Matt was not altogether
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jealous about that; it distracted him to have Sarah's arms around his hips
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when he rode.
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There were surprisingly little people at the nightclub, for a Friday night.
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They only had to wait a short time in line before getting in. They went
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straight to the bar to order a drink before the prices went up; Matt and Nick
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had beers, Sarah a fruity mixed drink.
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They had only been there a few minutes before a short woman with long curly
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black hair wandered up to them. "Nicholas, darling," she said, snaking an arm
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with many silver bangles on it around his thin waist. "I bear gifts for you."
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Her smile was flirty, the look in her eyes brutally sensual.
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"Brenda, my love," Nick replied, bending down to her level and sweeping her
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into his arms. "Tell me, what kind of gifts?"
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"Red gifts, blue gifts, purple gifts," Brenda replied, shamelessly feeding him
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pills she had already in her hand, her face less than an inch from his. Nick
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look them from her, sucking at her fingertips, grinning insanely, and leaning
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forward for a messy kiss, even more intimate than his friendly kisses with
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Sarah. Brenda squealed as he picked her up, but Matt noted she was unsurprised
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enough to curl one leg around his hips as he swung her around. He also noted
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Sarah's scowl even before he had turned to look at her.
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"You are my goddess," Nick breathed out loud, and Brenda giggled stupidly.
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Matt felt like an idiot, being a part of this stupid seduction game. Brenda
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tried this every week, with varying intensity; this time it was especially
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bad. Matt didn't trust her. Especially since she had tried to seduce him not
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more than three weeks before then, and with the same tactics -- drugs, lots of
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them of dubious quality and dosage, given for free with a complete lack of
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interest in their actual effects as long as they helped her get her own way.
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And Nick was certainly the most appropriate victim for her tactics. "Come
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downstairs and dance with me." Without even checking to make sure she was
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following him, Nick took off for the stairs. Brenda stood and laughed as he
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departed, then turned back to look at Matt and Sarah.
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"It was nice seeing you two," she said, in fake politeness, tilting her head
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in greeting.
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"You know, there are better ways to get Nick into bed, Brenda," Sarah said,
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icily.
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"Well, this one seems to be working pretty well," Brenda replied, smiling
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without amusement, her eyes locked with Sarah's, her body drawn up to its full
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height. "You aren't jealous, are you?"
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"Of course not," Sarah replied. "But surely even you would prefer it if Nick
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were sober enough to be able to get it up."
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"Trust me, Sarah," Brenda replied, cattily, "Around me, that is not a
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problem." And with a small grin, Brenda made her exit down the stairs after
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Nick.
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"Bitch," Sarah swore under her breath. "I hate her."
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"So you are jealous?" Matt asked, teasingly.
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"Of course not," Sarah said, frowning at him. "I don't care who Nick fucks.
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But I wish she didn't feed him so many drugs. Its bad enough he can afford
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them all on his own without having them pushed down his throat at every turn."
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"She didn't force them on him. He took them willingly."
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"Yeah, I know. But that's Nick. He doesn't give a shit about his health. But
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someone's gotta look out for him, if he won't do it himself."
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* * *
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They saw Nick a few more times in their passes between the upstairs and
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downstairs levels of the nightclub. Brenda was always close to him, with a
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smug look on her face. He was laughing, almost hysterically at times, with a
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strange crazed look on his face. Matt wondered if perhaps Sarah was right,
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that Brenda was feeding him too many drugs. At it appeared as if Brenda didn't
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really care what she fed him. He noted that she rarely took any of the drugs
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she fed him herself.
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* * *
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"Boy, did you fuck that one up," Sarah commented as Matt came off the dance
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floor to where Sarah was standing by the bar, guarding his drink.
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"Huh?" said Matt, looking at her quizzically.
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"That girl over there, by the wall," Sarah tilted her head to the left. Matt
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looked to where she was gesturing; there was a young blonde woman in a very
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short miniskirt and black fishnet hose leaning against the wall, watching him
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idly. "She was dancing right at you. And you ignored her. Hell, you not only
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ignored her, you practically snubbed her."
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"I didn't even know she was there."
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"How could you not know she was there? She was all over you."
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"I swear it, I wasn't paying attention." Matt shrugged, taking a long drink
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from his beer."
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"Well then, go over there and introduce yourself."
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Matt paused, then shook his head. "I'm really not interested."
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"Not interested?" Sarah said, aghast. "She just your type! She's even blonde,
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come on? How could you not be interested in her?"
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"I'm just not interested, at all. Not tonight."
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"Come on, Matt --"
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"Not now, Sarah, just let it drop," Matt retorted, angrily. Sarah could be far
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too pushy at times.
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Sarah held up her hands in concession, and leaned back against the bar.
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Several moments passed. "I know the real reason you're not interested." She
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finally stated, a small smile on her face.
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"Why's that?" Matt took the bait.
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"Because you're holding a torch for me," she replied, laughing, and reaching
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out to caress the back of his neck. Matt smiled back, but remained silent.
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The joke was interrupted, suddenly, when the upstairs bartender crossed the
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floor to where they were standing. "You're the people with the tall gothic
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friend, aren't you?" he asked them. "The one who looks like Peter Murphy,
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aren't you?" he asked, and they nodded, amused at the comparison. "You'd
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better come up. He's fucked up pretty badly."
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Matt sighed. This was usual for Nick; barely a month went by that he didn't
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get too drunk or too stoned to be able to stand. And his tantrums were
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legendary; he had trashed many a club in his time. Some clubs wouldn't even
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let him in anymore, he had caused so much damage.
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But something in the way the bartender had explained it this time was
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different. Sarah had noticed it, too. As they crossed to the stairs she groped
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for Matt's hand, and he squeezed it reassuringly.
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Brenda was standing at the top of the stairs. A man Matt didn't know stood
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next to her, with his arm around her shoulders. She was sobbing, wiping her
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hands over and over in her skirt. Matt noted the smears of blood on her
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wrists. Just down the hall there a group of people clustered around the door
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to the bathroom. Sarah broke away from Matt and pushed anxiously through the
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crowd.
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"Brenda," Matt asked the distraught young woman. "Brenda," he said again,
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catching her hand in his. It felt sticky and hot. "Brenda, what happened?"
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"Ambulance on its way," the bartender who had led them upstairs noted, and
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Matt felt a sick feeling start in his stomach. This was wrong, very very
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wrong. He looked back to Brenda, and to the unknown man who was standing even
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closer and more protectively beside her. "What --" Nick started again.
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"Nick," Brenda blurted out, and then began to cry again. The man standing next
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to her shot Matt an angry look as if it were all Matt's fault.
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"What about Nick, what has he done?" Matt repeated, gripping her wrist in his
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hand until she cried out with the pain.
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"Your friend is sick, man." The unknown man spat at him. "She doesn't need to
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tell you what happened, go down and look for yourself." He gestured with his
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shoulder and wrapped his arms even more protectively around Brenda. Matt
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wondered if Brenda actually knew him.
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Letting go of her hand, he nodded and pushed past the crowd that had gathered
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around the door. "Let me through," he said, shouldering past men and women who
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were pressing in towards the door.
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Finally, he fought his way through. and then stopped stock still in the
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doorway. Nick was there, kneeling on the floor of the bathroom in the corner
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by the sink. He was bent over, his head and arm in Sarah's lap. His right arm
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lay on the floor, opening and closing slowly. Both of them were sitting in a
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thick smear of blood, and Sarah's hands were coated with it. She was shaking
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on the floor, shaking as she held Nick in her arms, soothing his hair back
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from his face, and murmuring quiet words to him.
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"Fuck," Matt said, falling sideways in shock against the doorjamb. "What the
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hell happened?"
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But Sarah was past talking; all she could do was shake and hold Nick's head in
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her arms. At the sound of Matt's voice, Nick's hand closed into a fist. With a
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jerk, he pushed himself upright, his right eye covered with his other hand.
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Blood oozed between his fingers. "I wanted to see," explained Nick, his left
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eye still bright with whatever combination of drugs he had taken that night.
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"The dreams. I wanted to find out, if it was that good. But I botched it, and
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Brenda wouldn't help me."
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Sadly, Nick let his hand fall to his lap, and Matt reeled back at the sight.
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The left side of Nick's face was streaming with blood, all of it from his
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tortured right eye. His eyelid hung in tatters, and his eyeball had been
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neatly cut through the iris. The liquid within it oozed down his face, leaving
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a slightly translucent smear through the blood. The deflated balloon of his
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eyeball still hung within his eye cavity. Matt knew that the anguished,
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bloodied expression would be a vision he would see in his nightmares for years
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to come.
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