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ÖÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄ·
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º Subliminal Takeover Of youR Mind vol. 002 º
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ÓÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄÄĽ
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ESP and related topics
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(sorta babble)
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Well, it is four thirty (exactly) in the morning and i have not
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been able to sleep...i have been bothered by voices...now, i don't know
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if it is just being over tired or because of the headache, i just don't
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know the source of these damn voices! The first one happened when i was
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talking to some guy that said he had lolla tickets for saterday...we
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were on cyber chat (a south NJ chat board), and we went into private
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chat...after a while, we were talking about where we lived and stuff,
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then all of a sudden, he stopped typing...that's when i heard the first
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voice..."heh" was the first thing it said...then "looooo"...that scared
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the shit out of me...it still freaks me out, just typing this, gives me
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the feeling it's gonna happen again...i was coming from the family room,
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where i had the tv on...but it was on very low volume and the voice was
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VERY loud! Now, i easily get freaked out by "spiritual" stuff cuz i was
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born and raised catholic, and in this religion there are lots of spirits
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and demons and shit like that...well, i always get jumpy when it comes
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to things that seem to be "ghostly" or un-natural, so naturally, i
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flipped out...i told Picard of this sound (he was on Cyber Chat at the
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time also) and he was joking about it that it was him or some shit...i
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don't know, maybe that was just a one time thing...but ever since, like
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within the past couple hours, i've been hearing voices behind my head,
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like somone is watching me from behind...i HATE that feeling, i get SO
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scared...everybody is scared about something, well, i am scared of that
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whole "spiritual" thing...everything that goes with it...i can't tell
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what they say, but i can tell they are voices...STRANGE feeling...it's
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so hard to explain, so hard to even type out, it's a scary type feeling,
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but you keep telling yourself that it is an impossibility...blah
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I have had my share of ESP related things so far in my short
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life...i have predicted many things by accident, things i would say at
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random would actually occur, maybe not immediatly, but soon...the only
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example i can think of at the moment has to do with geekfest 1.5
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...Now, this is a kinda lame example but it's something...ok, it started
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when my parents wanted to do out on Monday night, the 10th or
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whenever...i was gonna have to stay home and babysit my little two month
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old baby sister...so i complained and tried to come up with an excuse
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for not doing it...my friends were planning a big poker game for a long
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time now (lame or what?) but i didn't want to say that, so the first
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(very first) thing that popped into my mind was Geekfest...now this was
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on the saterday before, so i had NO WAY of know about the plans for
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geekfest on monday night...you could say it is just coincidence, but i
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don't think so, that sort of thing happens too often...
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I also seem to have an unusual amount of Deza Vu's (however you
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spell it)...now deza vu's are VERY common and happen to EVERYBODY, but i
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seem to be expeiencing several a day, maybe even an hour...it truly
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scares me, it bothers me alot because i often pause when i know one is
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about to occur, and i go over the series of events in order, as they
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happen...it doesn't sem healthy to have as many as i do or to go about
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it the way i do, but i can't help it...i for the most part, don't alert
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people when i am having one, it sounds stupid anyway...they last from a
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split second to several seconds...it is not fun cuz i often get
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headaches shortly after and possibly nausious (sp?!)
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I do not like these things and i cannot control them but i do
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know that they run in my family...for real, it does, on my mother's
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side...my grandmother has explained to me that she has extensive ESP...i
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don't know if she can use it or whatever, i have not asked her about it
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for years...i know that either my grandmother or great-grandmother had
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some sort of bizzarre occurence happen to them...her father was in some
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war or was on vacation or something very far away...he was dying or
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something and he started screaming in one of the walls of her
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bedroom...i don't remember how the story really goes but that is the
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basic idea...this is freaking me out...plus, my great-grandmother has
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come to my mom in several dreams on occasion...my mother once thought i
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was a re-incarnation of her grandfather...strange but probable...i have
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inherited most of his traits...he was a great painter and writer and i
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like to think that i excel in both areas (except spelling)...my great
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grandmother was also a great painter, she left me ALL of her supplies
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when she past away, i just never actually tried them out...
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Blah...well, i think i'm gonna sign off for now...i can't think
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of too much else to say about this stuff...well, i want to know
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something...please, all of you that read this, send me mail or some
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other form of response to my next question...: Are you afraid of death
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and what is after it, if there even is an afterlife? I want to know
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what you people think because i am scared shitless about what is after
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"here"! I hate to think that there is nothingness! If someone kills
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me, i would so incredibly angry! I would be so pissed, i want to do
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everything there is to do "here" before i die, just in case...
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Well, i'm outa here...hope to be typing to you soon!
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(shout outs this time...just not too many)
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Tal Meta - For letting me know that in future tfiles that i should have
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a point to them! Plus for haveing the GREATEST board around here! Plus
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for posting STORM.000 on Godnet...Thanx
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(no asskissing intended!)
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Ffejtable? - For also reminding me to have a point and to not wander in
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circles while typing...Plus for haveing the /<00LEST board around!
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(files galore, gamers dream!)
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And ANYBODY ELSE that has read my other files...this one had more of a
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point and didn't babble (too much anywayz), but i sorta had fun writing
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this one...
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º º
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º (GeekFest 1.5.1 = GEEKY! <g>) º
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º All of the above text was TRUE and SINCERE º
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º All text written by Zodiac (aka BiONiC FLEA) º
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º 08/12/92 (i think) º
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