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120 lines
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ooooo ooooo .oooooo. oooooooooooo HOE E'ZINE RELEASE #764
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`888' `888' d8P' `Y8b `888' `8
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888 888 888 888 888 "Something Stupid"
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888ooooo888 888 888 888oooo8
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888 888 888 888 888 " by iNSaNe_GuRL
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888 888 `88b d88' 888 o 7/28/99
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o888o o888o `Y8bood8P' o888ooooood8
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I'm not smart
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and i'm not witty
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i'm not even funny
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sometimes i can be twisted
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but that hurts so i try to avoid it.
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I'm 18
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which is an in between age
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i don't know how to be an adult
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cause i'm not smart.
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i was the youngest child in a family of 6
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til my parents had more children.
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But lets not think about that
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parents can't have children unless they're sprayed with some kind of spores
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that induce childrenism or something like that
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parents don't have sex. We all know that.
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So anyway back to me.
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No one really cares do they?
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...if i'm not funny
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i know i'm not
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and i already specified so
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it's not really misleading.
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So i'm 18
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i can be repetitive sometimes.
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i chat on IRC
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so that explains why i can't syntax sentences properly sometimes.
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I'm not clever like people who write for this thingy.
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I'm boring
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yeah... i figure if i tell everyone whats wrong with me
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they'll say hey.. okai at least she's honest.
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i feel dead today
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but i know i'm not coz my fingers are moving.
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I could be a robot. A cyborge i something really big and long and
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complicated.
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But i'm not.
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I do read here's a quote to prove that i read:
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"....Now I'd like you to step forward over here. They're not that different
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from you, are they? Same haircuts. Full of hormones, just like
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you. Invincible, just like you feel. The world is their oyster.
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They believe they're destined for great things, just like many of
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you, their eyes are full of hope, just like you. Did they wait
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until it was too late to make from their lives even one iota of what
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they were capable? Because, you see gentlemen, these boys are now
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fertilizing daffodils. But if you listen real close, you can hear
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them whisper their legacy to you. Go on, lean in. Listen, you hear
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it? --- Carpe --- hear it? --- Carpe, carpe diem, seize the day
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boys, make your lives extraordinary...."
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That's from Dead Poets Society. Robin williams said it. It was movie.
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But i read it on the net
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so i copied and pasted it.
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i thought a carpe was a fish.
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Something's wrong with me today.
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I think i woke up stupid
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either that or i was born that way.
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I can't remember.. being born that is.
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So anyway... this guy told me to write for this.
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i was attracted to him.
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But now i'm not
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cause u know... yeah that.
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He doesn't talk to me.
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I think superiority is attractive.
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he's clever i'm not...
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i like him.
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i'm attracted to a lot of people. Specially smart ones.
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Sometimes i don't understand them
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But that's okay because i'm often misunderstood too
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so we have things in common.
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But yeah.. i stopped being attracted because i don't like being inferior. It
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makes me feel stupid.
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Which isn't nice because i'm not that smart to begin with.
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I put myself down a lot.
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I think it's just my mood.
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I didn't want to write for this.. because i'm not funny
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and i need people to like me
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but a lot of the times the just give me donuts.
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There's this girl at my Uni who just looks at me.
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I think it's because she doesn't understand me. Or she's gay.
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But once i offered her a chip
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and she took one.
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I was happy
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she liked me.
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Maybe she just liked the chip. Or she was hungry
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so then... i forgot what i was saying
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i think i'll start over now
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[ (c) !LA HOE REVOLUCION PRESS! HOE #764-WRITTEN BY: INSANE_GURL - 7/28/99 ]
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