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$$$$$$$$$$$ hogz of entropy #203
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>> "No Sleep" <<
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by -> Neko
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Date: Mon, 9 Feb 1998 01:54:49 -0600 (CST)
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From: john heisel <neko@wwa.com>
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To: ?@?.?
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Subject: no sleep sleep no sleep sleep no ndsgfksghewu7ir7gegguiggf
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yes i want to sleep sleep sleep chirp like a bird this makes so much sense
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right now and last night was not just a dream it really happened in
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perfection it was good and like we just went and flowed naturally and
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everything everything was there and nothing was not and so so good and
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you're thinking something that isn't true because of my vague wording and i
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am misleading you almost purposefully because i am too tired to write
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evrything out and now i guess it was two nights ago because it's now monday
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and advancing quickly quickly and saturday is the past a mere emory that i
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will remember indefinitely i hope sitting in the park after dark way way
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after dark when it's cold and we're not ready for the cold and just sitting
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sitting sitting in the park after dark and the light is buzzing and annoying
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and then poof it goes out and all is well and my arm is around her and she
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cuddles to me and not a word is spoken because it is not needed we both know
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and it's almost sad when you're young precisely because you don't know what
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you think you do know and what the hell i am 17 years old and i will be 18
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in april but what will that change not a damn thing i bet i will be older
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and wiser they say and i can buy cigarettes lottery tickets and porn but oh
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well what the fuck like i couldn't buy them now 21 is the age to be because
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then oh then i will be where i want to be is now forever will it last more
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than just a fleeting moment and why the fuck didn't i take off my work
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clothes when i came home because now i'm wondering and oh well i stopped
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wearing a tie to work and i just wear the sweatshirt and no one is the wiser
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elite elite what a treat life is good we talked for two hours tonight and
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that was after random work encounters there is something really there i know
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i know i should've said what i really wanted to tonight that i wanted to
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reach through the phone and hug her we've been through so much it seems but
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you know what this is nothing this is shit we don't know hardship from the
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back of our hand we're rich white people who've had advantage rain down upon
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us all our life but our problems seem so big don't they don't they we know
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that we'll be alive tomorrow and some people don't they fucking don't and
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should we even care shit i am tired and i haven't done this for awhile and i
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don't know why why why but it makes so much sense
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--john heisel
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http://www.dto.net/~neko/
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rockford sucks zine |-| p.o. box 7172 |-| rockford, il 61126-7172 |-| usa
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issue 2 out now with hum interview -- send $2 for a copy!
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* (c) HoE publications. HoE #203 -- written by Neko -- 3/06/98 *
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