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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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joy
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a slick sly motherfucker looks me up and down, says
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'hey baby, lookin good' and i feel like a ham on a
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hook in Joe Schmoe's butcher shop. his leer yawns
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like a chasm, and disgust twists in the pit of my
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gut. whip me, hurt me, make me bleed. that's all i
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am good for. i look down at my scuffed black boots,
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the hole in the knee of my leggings, the worn flannel,
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(hey baby, looking homeless) and wonder how far i have
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to go to look unlovable and totally leavable.
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i type inanely (make install) and crawl around on the
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floor (which patch panel does this fucking thing
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plug into?) and growl at the insane howl of my pager
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(BOGUS! Build failed!). do this, do that, can i
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lick your boots mister, and would you like that in
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perl or /bin/sh? i picture pools of blood forming
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in the cracks between the keys of my keyboard.
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i think i am having a nervous breakdown.
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(where is your entourage?) she asked me while she
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poured my grande' non-fat latte. yeah, my fucking
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entourage, only she doesn't know that i have
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two of them. i glance over my shoulder and there
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is no one there, but i can feel them piled up
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on my back like a demon orgy out of a Stephen
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King novel. (they are on vacation) and i smile
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and sip my latte, but a tear gathers in the
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corner of my eye.
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dark grey days are my style. a day like today
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makes me feel like my soul is in tune with the
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weather, and i want to thank god for noticing
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me. (please sir, can i have some more?)
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i am having a nervous breakdown.
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having a nervous breakdown #!/bin/sh patch panel
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annexes coffee bills too much too soon too young
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glowing angel want to go to him please sir can
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i have some more and while you are at it can you
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make more feel more worthless cause i think i
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slipped and had self esteem for a second there
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and i want to sleep for days in a cool room
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break shit while people who do not love me
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point and laugh the world is spinning and dear
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god how i love this shit
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yeah. a nervous breakdown.
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demonika
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