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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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mindfuck me, baby
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good lord i need a woman. i haven't really *cared* for someone in more than
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a year. i feel like a rock with no emotions and it sucks to be hard. it's
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hard to be hard.
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i have a few friends; mostly the same gender as me: male. mostly stupid guys.
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a few smart ones, and one real smart one, but he's a christian and he annoys
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me sometimes with his holiness. i like to talk to him, but not for long.
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this isn't angst so don't stop reading.
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i'm not angry or disturbed. i accept my situation because i created it. i
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don't make an effort to meet people. my hair is ragged and i wear the same
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jeans two days in a row. i like to sit in front of my computer with a joint
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and stay there. i guess i'm not noticeably unattractive - i just don't care.
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at the same time i have this overnight event in like a month where i'm
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supposed to bring a date. yeah, right. i'll probably sit in the back of the
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chartered bus with a case of lone star and have a miserable, albeit twisted,
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time. but maybe not. maybe i'll run into an attractive, impulsive, healthy,
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atheist/agnostic, stoner, freedom-of-thought type libertarian woman on the
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bus tomorrow. hopefully she won't be a computer chick and then maybe i
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perform some massive escapism on my lust for technology.
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"run away!!!!!!!!!!!"
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i wanna cabin. in montana. with no electricity, but with running water. i
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want to live comfortably, but un-connected. de-net myself for a few decades.
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just raise homing pigeons and hunt and fish for my own food. if the girl i
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meet tomorrow wants to come, she can. ill visit home every few months, to
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check up on the folks, friends and fast food. refill prescriptions and what
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not. lots of prescriptions.
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wouldn't it be nice to not check your email for seven days? just set up a
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vacation so you can give autoresponses to everyone like:
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Hi! I'm taking an email vacation - if it's important, call me voice, if not,
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you'll hear from me next week. thanks!
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..*sigh*
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i should do that, and you should too. take a break. use your computer for
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papers and homework, but detach yourself from any online communities you
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affiliate with. don't answer email. don't read news (DON'T READ NEWS?!!?!
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Noooooooooooooooooooo!!) for a week. go to class and come home and do your
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homework or read or explore the area where you live. try it: just one week.
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i will, i swear to god. i will. just one week - then i'll be back. and then
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i'll take another break every three months or so. maybe that's when i could
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do my wash.
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anyways my point is this: i need some good conversation. i would rather have
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someone to talk to than to have sex with at this point. if conversations
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were fruits and veggies, i'd have scurvy by now. i'm a lonely sailor, sailing
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the ship of my fate off the edge of the earth. i have no idea what i'll see
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when i get there. either i discover a new world on this globe or sail off the
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flat sea into space.
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"we breath deep in a steam dream
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and plunge below the waterline
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down, down, down, down, down,
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between beams to the blue moon
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among the seaweed and the slime
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down, down, down, down, down, down."
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it's amazing how music can affect mood.
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changing sucks.
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**porno*funk**
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