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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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A rambling discourse on the Night
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Mine is a rich world
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Textured with the satin shades of night
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I like to go outside at night and fuck around. Connect to other people's
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phone lines. Or just listen to the leaves rustle. Just sit and listen
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during the fall. Or go out and watch snow fall and cover everything.
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Sometimes my girlfriend comes, and we mess around, but I never really get
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into it. I usually like to just go somewhere, like the park, or the
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telephone company office. Sometimes I just go and sit outside someone's
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house and think about what everyone inside is missing
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I love the night. It transforms places where you normally go into a dark
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murky mist. It's like walking around with your eyes closed. The mind has a
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tendency to fill in for what it cannot discern. You know where everything
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is; you've been in this damned park a billion times in the daylight. But at
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night, everything is different. It's like trying to read your name in a
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mirror. You know it's your name, but it's just different enough to throw
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off your perception.
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Sometimes when I go, I do some field phreaking. It's fun to do, and it
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gives me something to do if I'm feeling active, or if I'm restless about
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something, it keeps my mind off it.
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Halloween is my favorite night of the year. It's the one night when
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everyone gets to find out just how different night really is from day.
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Everything is there, just the same, but there's something in the air that
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makes you more alert. It makes your eyes open wider, you steps move slower,
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your ears listen harder. You focus on every scrap of information you can
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get about your surroundings. I find it easy to find a corner and sit and
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meditate about the day at night.
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On Halloween, everyone feels excited. There's this electricity in the air
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that makes the leaves crackle a little louder, and the wind blow a little
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colder. The air moves, but doesn't. Many people mistake this feeling for a
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feeling of death, hence Halloween's association with such things. This is
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not the case at all. These people feel how the night exhilarates the body
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and the mind, and it scares them so much they associate it with the worst
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thing imaginable.
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I am not afraid of the dark. I was once, but I just don't think of bad
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things anymore. They aren't there, and anything that would make me think
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they are is just my adrenaline. It comes from a primal fear of the unknown,
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and used properly this can be a better buzz then any stupid drug.
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I go out every night I can and explore. I do this because I love the night,
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I love the way it changes everything, makes everything special, exciting.
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Just doing the stupidest things at night seems like a huge risk. It's like
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flame to a pyro. It may just be a stupid camp fire, but to the right
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person, it's so much more.
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If this all sounds absurd, it's probably the instant iced tea I had before
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retiring to bed. That was about four hours ago... it's now 2:30am and I
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should be outside. Well... I'm off..
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- Ambrose -
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- mailto:ambrose@connact.com
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