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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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the escher cage
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journal - 7.22.97
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i got the newest fuck file in the mail today.
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number 360. the color of my thoughts quickly
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turned grey as i read about the things that
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d1s had to thank his friends for. i had a
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realization.
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no one can live in your reality with you, no
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matter how much you try to describe it to them.
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analyzing someone else's existence is like
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trying to make sense out of an escher drawing,
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it is simply an impossibility. each one of us
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lives in his own escher cage, and no else can
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truely touch you. they can only guess at the
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solution to the puzzle.
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you might wonder how this file caused me to
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come to this conclusion. well, i admit it was a
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convoluted train of thought. i read the file
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and thought about the things i had to thank
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my friends for, and quickly realized how
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incongruent my experience is to his. he thanks
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his friends for being there for him, for
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helping him, for teaching him about life. i
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have no understanding of his reality because
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my existence is so truly mine. my friendships
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have taught me that i need to fend for myself,
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that trust is there to be shattered, that
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your only constant friend is yourself, and
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that love is often a lie. i cannot understand
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him, and he cannot understand me. you probably
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think that i am just cynical, but that is my
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point. this is the escher cage.
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there are some exceptions. shakespeare
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understood the human experience. there is no
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one on earth who cannot find their own thoughts
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and feelings in at least one line in one play.
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joseph campbell spent his life on unified
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experience. truths can be found in his
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writings as well. and once in a lifetime,
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you just might find the Other, the One Who
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Knows, but i think that this must be rare. i
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won't hold my breath.
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demonika
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