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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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File #187
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I received this in the mail almost a month ago, but can't
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find the original mail.. so, I don't know who sent it to me, or
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who wrote it. Since it was sent to me, I can only assume it was meant
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to be released. If not, I apologize for doing so without permission,
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but hey, who am I supposed to ask? :)
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- Dis
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Feeling good
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I'm feeling strong
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I'm holding out
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I'm holding on
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There's lots to do
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There's lots to say
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Just so you can have today
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A party here
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A party there
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No one ever really cares
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If your old enough
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Feeling strong
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Tell yourself there's nothing wrong
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There's nothing wrong
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Let's look at peace
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Full of lies
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Holding on for no surprise
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Devil pushed you in with me
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Someone else's soul to thieve
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Feeling fine, Feel ok
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Step inside, We'll get away
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If your holding out, Feeling strong
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Tell yourself there's nothing wrong
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Nothing wrong
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You see
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If holding out is dragging you down
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Come on with me
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Now if your feeling sad, full of strain
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You'd better find someone to blame
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Feeling good, Feeling strong
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Baby, I just carry on
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Baby I just step away
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Stuff to do for today
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I'm holding out, feeling strong
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Just tell yourself there's nothing wrong
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Nothing wrong
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- `nothing wrong' Red Lorry Yellow Lorry
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Life in the suburbs is hell. There's nothing particularly wrong with
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it except it sucks. This is the real zone of the droid. The zone of the
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blank expressions with the intent of someone hell bent on the acquisition
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of money and increasing their ignorance. Things get a new sort of perspective.
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I would almost hazard saying they are surreal in sorts. People with no
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particular order, no time for reality. Only time for the 5 minute news
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piece on the tv or read the following day in the newspaper. Here I am at
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work, 7am and thinking once again too much about my past. Let's think.
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7 friends are dead. 3 of which from suicide. The others from car accidents,
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drug overdoses or whatever. That is irrelevant though and likely typed as a
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way to warrant leaving the computer humming away without actually doing
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anything on it. Oh well... The point I guess <if I ever really *have* a
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point> is why? What could have driven people to this? The corruption and
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idiocy of our school system hell bent on conformity and social acceptance?
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The "Fit in or be thrown out" attitude? A rapidly crumbling political
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system that pretty much everyone trusts simply because you should? The
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various aborations of what people should or shouldn't believe? When I
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was in school it was a disastrous experience for me, and I guess in turn
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for the school system. Yea, that must be it- The system that teaches and
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molds us into model citizens. Or does it brainwash and only teach how to
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be `one of the gang'? There must be a reason for there being so many stupid
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people. Well, it's working. The stupid people continue to breed and let
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their children be `educated' in the same manner as them and thus letting
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the ignorance continue. Over and over. Generation after generation. The
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people who actually think for themselves and not simply what social
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standards dictate are outcast as simply being weird. What the fuck
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is that? Weird compared to what? No answer. Their programming didn't
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cover that one. So, laws are invented to constrain those who pose a real
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threat to society and the rest are left simply being a threat mostly to
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themselves. Thus, 7 of my friends are dead. Oh, pity the school guidance
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councilor or psychologist. Sure, some of them may do some good like giving
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away condoms or offering explicitly vague and simplistic answers to
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complex problems but never offering sound advice. More dead. I am lucky.
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I have survived what is apparently the hardest time of the life, yet it
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was supposedly my best years? What a fucking rip off. I want my money
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back. But in the stupidity of the laws one cannot simply chose to make
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an exit. First is the initial `attempt' which almost always fails. Then
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comes a few weeks of so called counseling until you promise not to try
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and escape this hell again. Then they try and teach you stress management
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crap and ways of coping with situations that vary from moderately obscene
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to downright disturbing. From there you are thrown out into a social chain
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bent on breaking you down unless you keep pounding it into yourself that
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there is nothing wrong. Keep that attitude and all will be fine. If their
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retraining was successful <which it hardly is> all will be fine. If it
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failed then you likely go thru it again and again until 1: You are so
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doped out on prozak and other happy pills that truly nothing is wrong
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or 2: Finally successful. Hamm, where's the justice? What happened? Where
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is the true structure for people to figure out? What is it in fact? That
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we should all just conform and be happy? Funk that. I have a problem in
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the fact that I am a wee bit of a realist. I cannot accept that people
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who do things that society finds `offensive' or simply undesirable do
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so simply because they were messed. Gee, I wonder who did the messing to
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begin with? Hehe, people are fucked. Droids. Closed. No desire for anything
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that is not normally accessible. No creativity or drive to think. Who starts
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this change? Wild guess? School! The competition that carries on in the
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cliques and who has the latest new clothes. Computers and more so are
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considered a taboo thing reserved only for geeks and whatnot. Again,
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society placing labels of bad on things they cannot comprehend. I read in an
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article somewhere once that most parents would have their kids read for half
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an hour than funk with the net. Gimme a fucking break! Why? What's the big
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deal? Tell me honestly- I have read of porn on the net, beastiality and
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kiddie and otherwise, but just how easy is it to get? I myself ain't into
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that scene too much so never really bothered to look too hard. But I got
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curious. Just how many 6 year olds may accidentally see a nude photo of
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the human body. So, I went and looked. World Wide Web. As much as I hated
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having to do so I fired up microsloth's XT emulation mode <also called
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winblows> and started netscape. Went to yahoo and did a search. Sure enough
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a shitload of porn sites came into perspective. I went to a few but there
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were no XXX images to be found. A few scantily dressed models, but hardly
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anything worse than the bra and girdle section of your favorite catalog.
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The rest you have to pay for and then telnet to. Hmm, ok, usenet; There
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has to be something there. I fired up tin and yanked in all message subs.
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Hmm, something was missing! alt.binaries.nude or whatever combination
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was seemingly missing. I telneted over to another account I was using
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at the time and did the same there. Ahhh, there they were. All UUE
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encoded. Hmm, I had to wonder 1: why the funk my college was censoring
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what newsfeeds we get in <and don't say to save hard drive space as it's
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a known fact the schools computer is littered with `core' files. hehe, of
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course I do them the favor of deleting them:>> 2: Just how many 6 year olds
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know how to decode UUE messages. Shit, it took me a few minutes to figure
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out myself. and 3: Why cant the parents change news servers to a
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*.*.*.*.edu <they never get the easy addresses> where none of that stuff
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is available. Hmm, ya, the ones I decoded I used a UUE decoder in winblows.
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Hmm, once again the good guys in the computer industry come thru fer me.
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Ya. <It's the blame someone else syndrome> If they put warning labels like
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`Cigarettes cause fatal lung disease' shit on my smoke packs, why can't they
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be in the open and throw stickers on internet winblows apps written like
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`This product may cause your children to ask premature questions, have
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hairy palms and question the authenticity of the stork' That's assuming
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the 6 year old in question 1: even knows what the big deal is, after all
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animals don't wear clothes. 2: Manages to get on the net. and 3: actually
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*shows* his/her parents what they found. As for the adults seeing and
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bitching about it- They should get a fucking life. There was always a
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warning on any of the web pages and the usenet shit- well, they can read
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simply the base rite? Besides, if they thought it was such a big deal they
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should do as the scientologists and delete things they don't agree with.
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Likely they are too stupid to know how so they just bitch until 1) or maybe
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2) isp's bend and nuke the alt.binaries.sex.watermelon or whatever base. Or
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the idiot starts posting to the group saying they should stop. Hehe, we all
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know what happens then. The mailbombing likely will last fer a month or so
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or until the crossposting stops <is it me or do they post to every base at
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once. Hmm, they all seem to be ???@aol.com too> Then they bitch to the media
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about how a nasty hacker <only ever one responsible you see. That blame bit
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again> mailbombed him/her. Then they start spouting off about how the 'net's
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supposed to be a place for saying whatever you want and how that isn't true.
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Stupid funk. In my opinion sure, you basically can say whatever you want.
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Anyone. If you don't like nasty shit don't decode that uue that was
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downloaded from alt.binaries.tasteless or don't say how people in
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alt.suicide.holiday are simply encouraging people to kill themselves. That
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in itself is a load of shit. I have done a great deal of posting there and
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not once have I ever seen anyone encourage it. I don't post in some catholic
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base to say that I feel that organized religions are full of shit. I mean
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what comes around goes around. The net is now more popular than ever, my
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first experiences with it were in 1982 or so slouched over the shoulder of
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a friend and thinking wow- this is neat. I got out of computers for a long
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time shortly afterwards <That geek thing and my desire at the time to try
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and conform> so didn't get a chance to get into it again until 92 or 93.
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Thanks to societies pressures I found myself knowing how to do assembly
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on my old 2e but not even knowing how to do a dir let alone the much more
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advanced unix shit. Anyways, before my brain sizzles and goes off topic
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too far yet again... I quote one of the people I respect in the sense of
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doing something instead of sitting on their ass and accepting Timothy
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Leary- "Think for yourself and question authority" Now more than EVER!
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The net has grown and expanded. It's no longer that huge rush to get on
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it. Well, mainly because it's <barely> legal to do so now. Well, I for
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one won't bend to conform to the netscapeheads. Yea the internet is all
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graphics. heh... Education; Where is it at in reality? People telling
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others what is good or bad, right and wrong.
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I'm feeling fine
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I feel ok
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Step inside we'll get away
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Yea that's about it. I myself have had enough of these unwritten social
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contracts. Yes, I am weird. I am a bit of a social outcast. But instead
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of people pushing me around telling me how to conform to the new society
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of electronic beings.... They are going to have to accept the ways that have
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already been established. The simple fact that you may not agree with
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everything but not persecuting those who do. Funk society. They never did
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me any favors and you can bet your ass I am not going to be helping them
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out by sitting quietly now. There's no way they are going to bring their
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idiocy and competitive bullshit into the only real social structure. I
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had to bend to their stupid draconian laws to keep the mAsses in line,
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now they must do the same and bend to ours. Remember the net is a
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collective- As a whole it's what it is, as a part it's nothing. Or
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commercial. Pity the soul who posts me junk to my box. hehe, ya, the
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old forward message trick on two accounts... So, Keep in mind what has
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happened in the past and if we aren't careful will happen in the future.
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Notice how the `information stupidhighway' isn't in the news anymore?
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Could it be a nasty plan by certain officials? At first I always said
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that what they were describing was already in place. Haha I thought-
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How can they tear the net down I thought. It's sooooooooooooo in place.
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Then the hype of it started to die. The net got busier. I thought that
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was cool because people were thinking the net was this information
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stupidhighway that all were going on about. Then it got busier still
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with netscape and I-phone and tv stuff and realaudio etc. All of which
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were coming from the *.com domains. Then one day wile using ncftp I
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thought it seemed quite a bit slower. Could it be they are trying to get
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the net so fucked with huge bandwidth proggies as to turn people off it?
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In the same while scare the hell out of the regular users by having trials
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for those who dare to actually explore it? To persecute those who do good
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and break the double standard of people having access to encryption? A very
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good plan. Kill the net through crowded channels, kill the spirit buy
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throwing as many lawsuits as possible on the people who dare to use it
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for what it was originally intended. To share information. People, smarten
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up. They are fucking with our only truly free society. Give 'em hell.
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Support the E.F.F. and whatnot. Don't let 'em do it and simply say
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`nothings wrong'
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= Questions, Comments, Bitches, Ideas, Rants, Death Threats, etc etc... =
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= Internet : jericho@netcom.com (Mail is welcome) =
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= gote land +27.31.441115 =
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= Arrested Development +31.77.3547477 =
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= Chemical Persuasion 203.324.0894 Celestial Woodlands 214.252.6455 =
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= that stupid place 215.985.0462 Hacker's Haven 303.343.4053 =
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= E.L.F. (NUP) 314.272.3426 Misery 318.625.4532 =
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= Dungeon Sys. Inc. 410.263.2258 Psykodelik Images 407.834.4576 =
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= Paradise Lost 414.476.3181 Black SunShine 513.891.3465 =
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= underworld_1995.com 514.683.1894 Digital Fallout 516.378.6640 =
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= PSYCHOSiS 613.836.7211 Bad Trip 615.870.8805 =
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= Plan 9 716.881.3663 suicidal chaos 718.592.1083 =
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= Phallic Paradise 801.944.7353 Purple Hell 806.791.0747 =
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= Atrocity Exhibition 905.796.3385 Phoenix Modernz 908.830.8265 =
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= The Keg 914.234.9674 =
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= Files through Anonymous FTP: FTP.NETCOM.COM - /pub/je/jericho/FUCK =
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= FTP.WINTERNET.COM - /users/craigb/fuck =
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= FTP.GIGA.OR.AT - /pub/hackers/zines/FUCK =
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= ETEXT.ARCHIVE.UMICH.EDU - /pub/Zines/FUCK =
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= Files through WWW: ftp://ftp.netcom.com/pub/je/jericho/jericho.html =
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