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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Good vs. Evil
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BEFORE you erase this after reading the title sit back for a sec.
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This isn't another file about good vs. evil in general. This is more
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specific and much more enlightening(cough). We all know the difference
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between the two so no stupid definitions or anything like that.
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Also. This is really hard to write about I think, course I haven't
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written about it so I don't really know. Anyway, lots of chaotic thoughts
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swirling around in my head and that is one of the reasons I am putting this
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down on "paper". Just bear with me like usual, think about ramblings, and
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THEN delete the file. Or mail it to a few senators and representatives.
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And when I say good and evil it means lifestyle OR attitude. Think about it
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and you can probably figure what I am getting at. These files are always
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pretty simple I think.
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Ok. Right now I lead a "good" life. I repay debts, I obey a lot of
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stupid laws, I am willing to give to a lot of people, am willing to take
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a lot of shit from a lot of people, somewhat caring about some things, etc.
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Overall I am good natured. My best friend and I always borrow money from each
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other but he is a stubborn ass about it sometime and won't let me repay him
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which usually gets me feeling sorta bad knowing I still owe him something.
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That shows he is a good person as well really. Anyway, we both are giving to
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each other and basically to other people. Him much more than I. When you
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look at it from a larger point of view you start to see how much you are
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actually gaining and losing.
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Gains: I keep a really good friend. This friend could/would help me
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out if I was in a bad spot. He is always there if I really need a few bucks,
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or other favor. Whether the favor is big or small he is there for me and I
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always have that "safety blanket" to fall back on. And no matter how cheesy
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it sounds you do sort of get a good feeling from doing good things that
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benefit others without personal gain. Or if you are good natured toward a
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stranger you can often times end up meeting a cool person, nice girl, etc and
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gain a new friend out of it. I get tired of the what if scenarios but a
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little one for you. -What if you help some old guy help change a flat on
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the side of the road. Turns out he is wealthy and repays you quite well for
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you willing to help him.- I know that is far fetched these days because of
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a lack of good people. Everyone is out for themselves it seems and no one
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gives a shit about the other person.
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Losses: In the long run you lose a good deal of money if you are
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generous in that way. I know I don't lose a lot with my friend because he
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will usually/always pay me back in one way or another. So money isn't a thing
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for us but if you are willing to give a guy a quarter here, a dime here, and
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so forth it adds up. No matter how small you think it is. Heard the song
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by Arrested Development? Called _Mr. Wendal_ and it is a good song. The first
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part of the song gets me to thinking. The song goes like this: "Here have
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a dollar, in fact naw brotherman here have two. Two dollars is a snack for
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me, but it means a big deal to you....Now that I know 'em to give him money
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isn't charity, he gives me some knowledge I buy him some food..."
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I think it would be pretty cool if you could give a bum a few bucks
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in exchange for some wisdom. You know that living years on the street will
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teach a person a lot of things and passing them on is a good thing. I say
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it all the time but Knowledge is Power. That is all there is to it. Anyway,
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just a few bucks of monitary loss seems like little but you never know. Other
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losses, time. If you help out people with small stuff and help them do this
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or help them do that it eventually adds up and takes a good chunk of time
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out of your days(depending how good and helpful you are).
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So those are a few gains and losses. I am not saying run out and
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be good this second because that is not in everyones nature. I know that
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pretty damn well these days. But look at the possible advantages and wiegh
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it against the losses. Seems quite the good deal to me.
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Next, if you lead an "evil" life or have an "evil" attitude.
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Ok. Not so much evil but more like you don't give a shit about yourself.
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I mean evil or looking out for yourself or whatever you want to call it.
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So you don't lend money to people, no matter how much, you don't waste
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your valuable time helping other lowly peons with anything, especially if
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it is something obviously caused by their own stupidity. You don't care who
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you offend, what you say to them, what they think of you, or what might
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happen because of your actions.
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When you do share it is only with those few individuals you "trust",
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for lack of a better word. What you do share is minimul and usually only if
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you know you might get repayed in the near future. You don't tell them much
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about yourself, only enough to satisfy curiosity. You see a quick way to
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profit then you take it, whether it hurts another, is illegal, or immoral.
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"Trust" in your book isn't really trust. It is more of a "I know I won't get
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backstabbed by you" rather than "I have faith in you". You don't take shit
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from anyone no matter who it is. You have to have the last word.
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Gains: You don't answer to anyone. You don't lose time or money.
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You have very few friends and even fewer people that you can really trust.
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That can be good or bad of course. Hmm. Not much more than that.
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Losses: Possible friendship that can save your ass in many occasions.
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That "security blanket" to have under you in case you need something small
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or important. A social life. While you hang out wiht the few people you know
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and/or like you miss out on a lot of other social aspects.
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Remember that all the above gains and losses, these are not always
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the truth and not all may happen at the same time. I guess I lean toward a
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slightly evil side(muhahaha) or at least my friends tell me that.
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I don't know what all this means to you and no doubt you realized a
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lot of that but probably didn't think about it much. Whether a person acts
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good or evil really does make a difference in your daily life. Whether it
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is some guy willing to help you with something or some other guy that doesn't
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care that your car got a flat because of the nail under your tire that he saw
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and could have told you about.
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Cheesy or not. Think about being good a LITTLE more. I am getting
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tired of all the evils that you run across out there that just don't give a
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shit. Think about it and peace.
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-Scourge of Society-
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-Dam
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