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,./ The |\/|etallica |\/|afia proudly presents.... ,./'
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,./ "Keeping Insanity in the Closet" ,./'
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,./ (* Keyed in by: Weatherman! *) . |\/| ,./'
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,./ Log date -> April 13th, 1988 . . ,./'
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PREFACE: This file contains bits of my life, and may be considered hazardous
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to you heath. Some of these things might not seem realistic, but believe me,
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they are. This was not meant to be a documentary of my life, but ways in
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dealing with things that drive the normal person insane.
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Ok, many people get the impression that most people are normal, and the only
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strange things you see are in the movies. Well, movies, or no movies, it
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exists in real life. I will just type in some examples of things that I have
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happened to me. This shit doesn't normally happen your to your average Joe
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Shmoe.
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Strange things happen in life that make your mind jump out of its skull, and
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the main way to control this is through thought. Sometimes it is very
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difficult to understand the way others think, if they are off the wall type
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people. You try to put yourself in their body, and relate to them, but just
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can't seen to find a connection. I have had this problem not just with my
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x-girlfriend, but with many other people. I have considered being a part time
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pshycologist, but I can't hack the schooling. I will now give examples of
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brain disorders, and try to reason them out.
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.... I was talking to a Jehovah's witness lady a many months ago when my
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X-girl got involved in them, and she believed that SATAN talked through
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heavy-metal albums, and could enter her house. She also was explaining to me
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the times in which she had certain items in her house move and a "phantom" was
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playing her piano, and throwing glasses around the house.. This is supposedly
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because she is a "witness" and they are the only religion as far as she is
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concered. This lady was fucking 52 years old or so. Totally mature, and adult
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by normal eyes. No one would EVER suspect her to be such a fuck-up, and in
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need of help.
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REASON: This all deals with religious corruption (my #1st phile!). People
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warp their minds in this sort of state, but in order to become like this, they
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are VERY impressionable. Their mind is like play-dough, and can be made into
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vertially anything the person that controls them would like to see out of them.
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They are in search for guidance.
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DEALING WITH IT: You have to realize that they are mentally instable, and it
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is VERY difficult to help this type of person, since they are normally very
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hard to reach mentally. They are in a dream state, and until they wake up,
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there is no talking to them.
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.... My x-girlfriend wanted to go back out with me AFTER having turned into a
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Jehovah's Witness, which caused us to break up because of their anti-sex
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beliefs and etc..etc.. She was once a heavy-metal (almost satanic) type girl,
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that normally would wear next to nothing each and every day, and would be
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hornier than any mortal person on earth. Meanwhile, as I had suspected, she
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had gotten another boyfriend, and was busy getting herself pregnant [3] times
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in [3] months! (She had been pregnant 1 time before all this happened also).
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When I went out with her, she was on the pill which made things perfect, but
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JW's don't believe in that, not that they don't believe in sex either.. This
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is something that couldn't have been overcome from her mental-problem since we
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are talking about a lifestyle and something that she loved from when she was a
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tot, or should I say twot? A normal day would be fucking 3 times at least, and
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this was each day for a year. I must have done something right there! I
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finally realized that I was playing with fire once again, and bitched her out,
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and got rid of her again. She then went back to the ugly bastard, and that was
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that. She said "We are going different ways". I told her she goes different
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ways EACH DAY! She is not the same person that I ever knew nor went out with,
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and I used to be upset about it, and driven insane by the fact that all this
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happened, but now I realize it was just a mear "Touch of Love" from one that
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will always be a nomadic minded wanderer.
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DEALING WITH IT: You have to say to yourself, that there is nothing you can do
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when the person doesn't want to help themselves, and has a history of this sort
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of thing. There are more normal people out in the world, and it is rediculous
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to pull yourself into their problems and shit that they get themselves into.
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I am not going to tell you these are the only things that have happened to me,
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nor am I going to say they are the last thing, but each takes a toll on a
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persons head after awhile. I got into some serious alcohol, and was just plain
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out of it in many ways for along time. No one likes to admit that someone they
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care about is fucked up in the head, but I can finally say that. There are
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many others out there that can treat you the same, or better, and don't have
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the psycological hangups that these people do. Living in a world of dreams if
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FUN, and GREAT, but the main thing is you must realize what is real and
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possible, and what isn't.
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The mind is an interesting thing. It can control your personality, your
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feelings, emotions, ways you act, and habbits. It even creates your dreams at
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night. It is the most powerful organ in your body as far as control of
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yourself goes. Drinking alot effects your brain, and it does some wild things
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to you. The next step from your brain and thoughts is your inner soul, or what
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you might call "yourself". It is sort of like a program that your mind follows
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throughout life. Your abilities to see others in your own little ways,
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judgeing what looks sexy to you, reading peoples minds, detecting hurt
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feelings, and even creating your own likes and dislikes. You would think that
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the soul talks to the mind since each individual is different in their own way.
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Problems arrise when people can't understand each other. They can't get a grip
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on the way another person is, and just can't accept it. That is the wrong way
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of thinking. Can you blame yourself for the way you are? Just think that
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someone else could LOVE something the same way you do, but just not the same
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thing. These are almost like instints given to us at birth from the man
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upstairs. Don't you think it is strange that never having sex, and then
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deciding to have it, you know EXACTLY how to do it, and how everything works?
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Also, what about the feelings that pass through the bodies while having sex.
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It is almost like a brain-chain, and you can feel the love and the feeling the
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other has durring the time. The mind is SO powerful, it can even cause
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destruction of yourself.. Either by suicide, or by substance abuse. Imagine a
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force strong enough to cause involuntary death of ones self. Sometimes you
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have to leave your body, and look from the outside, and take a good look at
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yourself, and say what the FUCK is going on!?! It is good to be able to
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understand others, and at the same time analyze yourself. Unfortunalty the
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mind sometimes creates illusions that cloud up your thoughts, and if you can't
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see through the fog, you will be lost forever. This is a very comment type of
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psychological problem. Sometimes, I can even play head-games with my X when I
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saw her once in awhile. That is how messed up things get.
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Well, I will continue this topic of discussion in my book. I had better put
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the BBS back up before it is missed. By the way, I did this under the
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influence of alcohol, and even WORSE, KING DIAMOND! ahh, hehehe. Well, I hope
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this was as mind opening for you as it was for me, and hope you all have great
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success in fucking girls as I have. Its not quanity, but quality! Don't
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forget about the thing that sits behind their skull either, or you might REALLY
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get HEAD-FUCKED! Not too fun.
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CUMMING ATTRACTIONS: I am working on philes on more bizzare sex
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stories/crimes, destruction files, and a professional modified GUIDE TO GOOD
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HEAD FROM LIQUOR BOTTLES! Beer gets head all the time if you don't know what
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you are doing. I guess I will have my hands full on the next SEX story, and it
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WILL have a plot, and will be fairly long and detailed to the last moan and
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groan out of the vocal chords! BEWARE.. Turn off your copy buffers.. IT WILL
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BE REALEASED SOON!!
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Call some of these great minds turning systems..
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WEATHER STATION (homebase of M.Mafia) : [301] 661-9355 BBS/AE
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TERMINAL OBESSION : [301] 525-9978 BBS/AE
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FINAL FRONTIER : [301] 947-4404 and [301] 947-4488
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NO BULLSHEET : [216] 521-6835 BBS/AE
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S.O.B. : [216] 235-6613 BBS/AE
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"A bloody cunt is a real drag!"
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