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======================== "The name speaks for itself!" ========================
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Poetic Rantings
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http://surf.to/damage_inc
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damage_inc@disinfo.net
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===============================================================================
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If Only...
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If only I knew. If only I'd done that. If only things were different. If only
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I could've done more. If only I'd said that. If only I'd been better. If only
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I'd been kinder. If only I'd been gentler. If only I were calmer. If only I
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weren't as mean. If only I were different. If only he loved me. If only I
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loved him. If only I cared more. If only I weren't indifferent. If only I
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weren't lazy. If only I weren't complacent. If only I'd stopped them. If only
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I'd spoken out. If only I'd fought back. If only I didn't allow it to happen.
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If only I were stronger. If only I had more confidence. If only I had more
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money. If only I were greedier. If only I weren't so jaded. If only I weren't
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so bitter. If only I had fewer regrets. If only I hadn't made so many
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mistakes. If only I didn't worry so much. If only I had charm. If only I had
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charisma. If only I had a cool car. If only I had less rage. If only I'd
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learned more. If only I listened more. If only I weren't in a hurry. If only
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I weren't so fucked up. If only I were more coherent. If only I weren't hated.
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If only everyone loved me. If only I weren't so chaotic. If only I knew more.
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If only my family was different. If only I were better. If only I were
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something. If only things had meaning. If only I were smarter. If only I were
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thinner. If only I were taller. If only my eyes were blue. If only I were
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beautiful. If only I were more than I am. If only I had a life...
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How many more "if only" statements can you think of? How many consume you?
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Do you obsess over it? How many do you live by? Do you live your lives
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questioning every move you make and everything that you do and everything that
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you are? Do you want to live in conformity? Do you want to constantly question
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whether you measure up to expectations of others, or not? Do you want to worry
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and fear everything? Do you want to live in the past and regret everything?
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Do you want to dream and wish everything were different? Can you not accept
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certain things as they are, get over it, move on, and live with it? Do you see
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yourself as not being good enough? Stay away from me then...
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Written by Helena3 / Damage, INC. (C)opyright 2000.
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