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1897
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DRACULA
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by Bram Stoker
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CHAPTER I.
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JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL.
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(Kept in shorthand.)
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3 May. Bistriz.- Left Munich at 8:35 P.M., on 1st May, arriving at
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Vienna early next morning; should have arrived at 6:46, but train
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was an hour late. Buda-Pesth seems a wonderful place, from the glimpse
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which I got of it from the train and the little I could walk through
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the streets. I feared to go very far from the station, as we had
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arrived late and would start as near the correct time as possible. The
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impression I had was that we were leaving the West and entering the
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East; the most western of splendid bridges over the Danube, which is
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here of noble width and depth, took us among the traditions of Turkish
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rule.
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We left in pretty good time, and came after nightfall to
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Klausenburgh. Here I stopped for the night at the Hotel Royale. I
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had for dinner, or rather supper, a chicken done up some way with
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red pepper, which was very good but thirsty. (Mem., get recipe for
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Mina.) I asked the waiter, and he said it was called "paprika
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hendl," and that, as it was a national dish, I should be able to get
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it anywhere along the Carpathians. I found my smattering of German
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very useful here; indeed, I don't know how I should be able to get
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on without it.
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Having had some time at my disposal when in London, I had visited
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the British Museum, and made search among the books and maps in the
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library regarding Transylvania; it had struck me that some
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importance in dealing with a nobleman of that country. I find that the
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district he named is in the extreme east of the country just on the
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borders of three states, Transylvania, Moldavia and Bukovina, in the
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midst of the Carpathian mountains; one of the wildest and least
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known portions of Europe. I was not able to light on any map or work
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giving the exact locality of the Castle Dracula, as there are no
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maps of this country as yet to compare with our own Ordnance Survey
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maps; but I found that Bistritz, the post town named by Count Dracula,
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is a fairly well-known place. I shall enter here some of my notes,
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as they may refresh my memory when I talk over my travels with Mina.
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In the population of Transylvania there are four distinct
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nationalities: Saxons in the South, and mixed with them the
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Wallachs, who are the descendants of the Dacians; Magyars in the West,
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and Szekelys in the East and North. I am going among the latter, who
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claim to be descended from Attila and the Huns. This may be so, for
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when the Magyars conquered the country in the eleventh century they
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found the Huns settled in it. I read that every known superstition
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in the world is gathered into the horseshoe of the Carpathians, as
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if it were the centre of some sort of imaginative whirlpool; if so
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my stay may be very interesting. (Mem., I must ask the Count all about
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them.)
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I did not sleep well, though my bed was comfortable enough, for I
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had all sorts of queer dreams. There was a dog howling all night under
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my window, which may have had something to do with it; or it may
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have been the paprika, for I had to drink up all the water in my
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carafe, and was still thirsty. Towards morning I slept and was wakened
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by the continuous knocking at my door, so I guess I must have been
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sleeping soundly then. I had for breakfast more paprika, and a sort of
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porridge of maize flour which they said was "mamaliga," and
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egg-plant stuffed with forcemeat, a very excellent dish, which they
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call "impletata." (Mem., get recipe for this also.) I had to hurry
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breakfast, for the train started a little before eight, or rather it
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ought to have done so, for after rushing to the station at 7:30 I
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had to sit in the carriage for more than an hour before we began to
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move. It seems to me that the further east you go the more
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unpunctual are the trains. What ought they to be in China?
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All day long we seemed to dawdle through a country which was full of
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beauty of every kind. Sometimes we saw little towns or castles on
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the top of steep hills such as we see in old missals; sometimes we ran
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by rivers and streams which seemed from the wide stony margin on
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each side of them to be subject to great floods. It takes a lot of
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water, and running strong, to sweep the outside edge of a river clear.
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At every station there were groups of people, sometimes crowds, and in
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all sorts of attire. Some of them were just like the peasants at
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home or those I saw coming through France and Germany, with short
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jackets and round hats and home-made trousers; but others were very
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picturesque. The women looked pretty, except when you got near them,
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but they were very clumsy about the waist. They had all full white
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sleeves of some kind or other, and most of them had big belts with a
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lot of strips of something fluttering from them like the dresses in
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a ballet, but of course there were petticoats under them. The
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strangest figures we saw were the Slovaks, who were more barbarian
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than the rest, with their big cow-boy hats, great baggy dirty-white
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trousers, white linen shirts, and enormous heavy leather belts, nearly
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a foot wide, all studded over with brass nails. They wore high
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boots, with their trousers tucked into them, and had long black hair
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and heavy black moustaches. They are very picturesque, but do not look
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prepossessing. On the stage they would be set down at once as some old
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Oriental band of brigands. They are, however, I am told, very harmless
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and rather wanting in natural self-assertion.
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It was on the dark side of twilight when we got to Bistritz, which
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is a very interesting old place. Being practically on the frontier-
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for the Borgo Pass leads from it into Bukovina- it has had a very
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stormy existence, and it certainly shows marks of it. Fifty years
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ago a series of great fires took place, which made terrible havoc on
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five separate occasions. At the very beginning of the seventeenth
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century it underwent a siege of three weeks and lost 13,000 people,
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the casualties of war proper being assisted by famine and disease.
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Count Dracula had directed me to go to the Golden Krone Hotel, which
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I found, to my great delight, to be thoroughly old-fashioned, for of
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course I wanted to see all I could of the ways of the country. I was
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evidently expected, for when I got near the door I faced a
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cheery-looking elderly woman in the usual peasant dress-white
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undergarment with long double apron, front, and back, of coloured
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stuff fitting almost too tight for modesty. When I came close she
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bowed, and said, "The Herr Englishman?" "Yes," I said, "Jonathan
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Harker." She smiled, and gave some message to an elderly man in
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white shirt-sleeves, who had followed her to the door. He went, but
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immediately returned with a letter:-
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"My Friend.- Welcome to the Carpathians. I am anxiously expecting
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you. Sleep well to-night. At three tomorrow the diligence will start
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for Bukovina; a place on it is kept for you. At the Borgo Pass my
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carriage will await you and will bring you to me. I trust that your
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journey from London has been a happy one, and that you will enjoy your
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stay in my beautiful land."
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"Your friend,
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"DRACULA."
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4 May.- I found that my landlord had got a letter from the Count,
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directing him to secure the best place on the coach for me; but on
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making inquiries as to details he seemed somewhat reticent, and
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pretended that he could not understand my German. This could not be
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true, because up to then he had understood it perfectly; at least,
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he answered my questions exactly as if he did. He and his wife, the
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old lady who had received me, looked at each other in a frightened
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sort of way. He mumbled out that the money had been sent in a
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letter, and that was all he knew. When I asked him if he knew Count
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Dracula, and could tell me anything of his castle, both he and his
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wife crossed themselves, and, saying that they knew nothing at all,
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simply refused to speak further. It was so near the time of starting
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that I had no time to ask any one else, for it was all very mysterious
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and not by any means comforting.
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Just before I was leaving, the old lady came up to my room and
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said in a very hysterical way:
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"Must you go? Oh young Herr, must you go?" She was in such an
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excited state that she seemed to have lost her grip of what German she
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knew, and mixed it all up with some other language which I did not
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know at all. I was just able to follow her by asking many questions.
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When I told her that I must go at once, and that I was engaged on
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important business, she asked again:
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"Do you know what day it is?" I answered that it was the fourth of
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May. She shook her head as she said again:
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"Oh, yes! I know that! I know that but do you know what day it
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is?" On my saying that I did not understand, she went on:
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"It is the eve of St. George's Day. Do you not know that to-night,
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when the clock strikes midnight, all the evil things in the world will
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have full sway? Do you know where you are going, and what you are
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going to?" She was in such evident distress that I tried to comfort
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her, but without effect. Finally she went down on her knees and
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implored me not to go; at least to wait a day or two before
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starting. It was all very ridiculous but I did not feel comfortable.
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How ever, there was business to be done, and I could allow nothing
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to interfere with it. I therefore tried to raise her up, and said,
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as gravely as I could, that I thanked her, but my duty was imperative,
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and that I must go. She then rose and dried her eyes, and taking a
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crucifix from her neck offered it to me. I did not know what to do,
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for, as an English Churchman, I have been taught to regard such things
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as in some measure idolatrous, and yet it seemed so ungracious to
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refuse an old lady meaning so well and in such a state of mind. She
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saw, I suppose, the doubt in my face, for she put the rosary round
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my neck, and said, "For your mother's sake," and went out of the room.
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I am writing up this part of the diary whilst I am waiting for the
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coach, which, is, of course, late; and the crucifix is still round
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my neck. Whether it is the old lady's fear, or the many ghostly
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traditions of this place, or the crucifix itself, I do not know, but I
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am not feeling nearly as easy in my mind as usual. If this book should
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ever reach Mina before I do, let it bring my good-bye. Here comes
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the coach!
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5 May. The Castle.- The grey of the morning has passed, and the
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sun is high over the distant horizon, which seems jagged, whether with
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trees or hills I know not, for it is so far off that big things and
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little are mixed. I am not sleepy, and, as I am not to be called
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till I awake, naturally I write till sleep comes. There are many odd
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things to put down, and, lest who reads them may fancy that I dined
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too well before I left Bistritz, let me put down my dinner exactly.
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I dined on what they call "robber steak"- bits of bacon, onion, and
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beef, seasoned with red pepper, and strung on sticks and roasted
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over the fire, in the simple style of the London cat's meat! The
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wine was Golden Mediasch, which produces a queer sting on the
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tongue, which is, however, not disagreeable. I had only a couple of
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glasses of this, and nothing else.
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When I got on the coach the driver had not taken his seat, and I saw
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him talking with the landlady. They were evidently talking of me,
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for every now and then they looked at me, and some of the people who
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were sitting on the bench outside the door- which they call by a
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name meaning "word-bearer"- came and listened, and then looked at
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me, most of them pityingly. I could hear a lot of words often
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repeated, queer words, for there were many nationalities in the crowd;
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so I quietly got my polyglot dictionary from my bag and looked them
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out. I must say they were not cheering to me, for amongst them were
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"Ordog"- Satan, "pokol"- hell, "stregoica"- witch, "vrolok" and
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"vlkoslak"- both of which mean the same thing, one being Slovak and
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the other Servian for something that is either were-wolf or vampire.
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(Mem., I must ask the Count about these superstitions.)
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When we started, the crowd round the inn door, which had by this
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time swelled to a considerable size, all made the sign of the cross
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and pointed two fingers towards me. With some difficulty I got a
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fellow-passenger to tell me what they meant; he would not answer at
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first, but on learning that I was English he explained that it was a
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charm or guard against the evil eye. This was not very pleasant for
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me, just starting for an unknown place to meet an unknown man; but
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every one seemed so kind-hearted, and so sorrowful, and so sympathetic
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that I could not but be touched. I shall never forget the last glimpse
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which I had of the innyard and its crowd of picturesque figures, all
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crossing themselves, as they stood round the wide archway, with its
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background of rich foliage of oleander and orange trees in green
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tubs clustered in the centre of the yard. Then our driver, whose
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wide linen drawers covered the whole front of the box-seat- "gotza"
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they call them- cracked his big whip over his four small horses, which
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ran abreast, and we set off on our journey.
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I soon lost sight and recollection of ghostly fears in the beauty of
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the scene as we drove along, although had I known the language, or
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rather languages, which my fellow-passengers were speaking, I might
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not have been able to throw them off so easily. Before us lay a
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green sloping land full of forests and woods, with here and there
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steep hills, crowned with clumps of trees or with farmhouses. the
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blank gable and to the road. There was everywhere a bewildering mass
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of fruit blossom- apple, plum, pear, cherry; and as we drove by I
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could see the green grass under the trees spangled with the fallen
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petals. In and out amongst these green hills of what they call here
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the "Mittel Land" ran the road, losing itself as it swept round the
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grassy curve, or was shut out by the straggling ends of pine woods,
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which here and there ran down the hillsides like tongues of flame. The
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road was rugged, but still we seemed to fly over it with a feverish
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haste. I could not understand then what the haste meant, but the
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driver was evidently bent on losing no time in reaching Borgo Prund. I
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was told that this road is in summertime excellent, but that it had
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not yet been put in order after the winter snows. In this respect it
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is different from the general run of roads in the Carpathians, for
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it is an old tradition that they are not to be kept in too good order.
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Of old the Hospadars would not repair them, lest the Turk should think
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that they were preparing to bring in foreign troops, and so hasten the
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war which was always really at loading point.
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Beyond the green swelling hills of the Mittel Land rose mighty
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slopes of forest up to the lofty steeps of the Carpathians themselves.
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Right and left of us they towered, with the afternoon sun falling full
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upon them and bringing out all the glorious colours of this
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beautiful range, deep blue and purple in the shadows of the peaks,
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green and brown where grass and rock mingled, and an endless
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perspective of jagged rock and pointed crags, till these were
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themselves lost in the distance, where the snowy peaks rose grandly.
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Here and there seemed mighty rifts in the mountains, through which, as
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the sun began to sink, we saw now and again the white gleam of falling
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water. One of my companions touched my arm as we swept round the
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base of a hill and opened up the lofty, snow-covered peak of a
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mountain, which seemed, as we wound on our serpentine way, to be right
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before us:-
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"Look! Isten szek!"- "God's seat!"- and he crossed himself
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reverently.
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As we wound on our endless way, and the sun sank lower and lower
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behind us, the shadows of the evening began to creep round us. This
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was emphasised by the fact that the snowy mountain-top still held
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the sunset, and seemed to glow out with a delicate cool pink. Here and
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there we passed Cszeks and Slovaks, all in picturesque attire, but I
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noticed that goitre was painfully prevalent. By the roadside were many
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crosses, and as we swept by, my companions all crossed themselves.
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Here and there was a peasant man or woman kneeling before a shrine,
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who did not even turn round as we approached, but seemed in the
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self-surrender of devotion to have neither eyes nor ears for the outer
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world. There were many things new to me: for instance, hay-ricks in
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the trees, and here and there very beautiful masses of weeping
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birch, their white stems shining like silver through the delicate
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green of the leaves. Now and again we passed a leiter-wagon- the
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ordinary peasant's cart- with its long, snake-like vertebra,
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calculated to suit the inequalities of the road. On this were sure
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to be seated quite a group of home-coming peasants, the Cszeks with
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their white, and the Slovaks with their coloured, sheepskins, the
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latter carrying lance-fashion their long staves, with axe at end. As
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the evening fell it began to get very cold, and the growing twilight
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seemed to merge into one dark mistiness the gloom of the trees, oak,
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beech, and pine, though in the valleys which ran deep between the
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spurs of the hills, as we ascended through the Pass, the dark firs
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stood out here and there against the background of late-lying snow.
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Sometimes, as the road was cut through the pine woods that seemed in
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the darkness to be closing down upon us, great masses of greyness,
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which here and there bestrewed the trees, produced a peculiarly
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weird and solemn effect, which carried on the thoughts and grim
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fancies engendered earlier in the evening, when the failing sunset
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threw into strange relief the ghost-like clouds which amongst the
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Carpathians seem to wind ceaselessly through the valleys. Sometimes
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the hills were so steep that, despite our driver's haste, the horses
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could only go slowly. I wished to get down and walk up them, as we
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do at home, but the driver would not hear it. "No, no," he said;
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"you must not walk here; the dogs are too fierce;" and then he
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added, with what he evidently meant for grim pleasantry- for he looked
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round to catch the approving smile of the rest- "and you may have
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enough of such matters before you go to sleep." The only stop he would
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make was a moment's pause to light his lamps.
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When it grew dark there seemed to be some excitement amongst the
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passengers, and they kept speaking to him, one after the other, as
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though urging him to further speed. He lashed the horses
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unmercifully with his long whip, and with wild cries of
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encouragement urged them on to further exertions. Then through the
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darkness I could see a sort of patch of grey light ahead of us, as
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though there were a cleft in the hills. The excitement of the
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passengers grew greater; the crazy coach rocked on its great leather
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springs, and swayed like a boat tossed on a stormy sea. I had to
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hold on. The road grew more level, and we appeared to fly along.
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Then the mountains seemed to come nearer to us on each side and to
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frown down upon us; we were entering on the Borgo Pass. One by one
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several of the passengers offered me gifts, which they pressed upon me
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with an earnestness which would take no denial; these were certainly
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of an odd and varied kind, but each was given in simple good faith,
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with a kindly word, and a blessing, and that strange mixture of
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fear-meaning movements which I had seen outside the hotel at Bistritz-
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the sign of the cross and the guard against the evil eye. Then, as
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we flew along, the driver leaned forward, and on each side the
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passengers, craning over the edge of the coach, peered eagerly into
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the darkness. It was evident that something very exciting was either
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happening or expected, but though I asked each passenger, no one would
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give me the slightest explanation. This state of excitement kept on
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for some little time; and at last we saw before us the Pass opening
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out on the eastern side. There were dark, rolling clouds overhead, and
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in the air the heavy, oppressive sense of thunder. It seemed as though
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the mountain range had separated two atmospheres, and that now we
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had got into the thunderous one. I was now myself looking out for
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the conveyance which was to take me to the Count. Each moment I
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expected to see the glare of lamps through the blackness; but all
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was dark. The only light was the flickering rays of our own lamps,
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in which the steam from our hard-driven horses rose in a white
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cloud. We could now see the sandy road lying white before us, but
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there was on it no sign of a vehicle. The passengers drew back with
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a sigh of gladness, which seemed to mock my own disappointment. I
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was already thinking what I had best do, when the driver, looking at
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his watch, said to the others something which I could hardly hear,
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it was spoken so quietly and in so low a tone; I thought it was "An
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hour less than the time." Then turning to me, he said in German
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worse than my own:-
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"There is no carriage here. The Herr is not expected after all. He
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will now come on to Bukovina. and return tomorrow of the next day;
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better the next day." Whilst he was speaking the horses began to neigh
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and snort and plunge wildly, so that the driver had to hold them up.
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Then, amongst a chorus of screams from the peasants and a universal
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crossing of themselves, a caleche, with four horses, drove up behind
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us, overtook us, and drew up beside the coach. I could see from the
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flash of our lamps, as the rays fell on them, that the horses were
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coal-black and splendid animals. They were driven by a tall man,
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with a long brown beard and a great black hat, which seemed to hide
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his face from us. I could only see the gleam of a pair of very
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bright eyes, which seemed red in the lamplight, as he turned to us. He
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said to the driver:-
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"You are early to-night my friend." The man stammered in reply:-
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"The English Herr was in a hurry," to which the stranger replied:-
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"That is why, I suppose, you wished him to go on to Bukovina. You
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cannot deceive me, my friend; I know too much, and my horses are
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swift." As he spoke he smiled, and the lamplight fell on a
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hard-looking mouth, with very red lips and sharp-looking teeth, as
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white as ivory. One of my companions whispered to another the line
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from Burger's "Lenore:"-
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"Denn die Todten reiten schnell"-
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("For the dead travel fast.")
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The strange driver evidently heard the words, for he looked up with
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a gleaming smile. The passenger turned his face away, at the same time
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putting out his two fingers and crossing himself. "Give me the
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Herr's luggage," said the driver; and with exceeding alacrity my
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bags were handed out and put in the caleche. Then I descended from the
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side of the coach, as the caleche was close alongside, the driver
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helping me with a hand which caught my arm in a grip of steel; his
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strength must have been prodigious. Without a word he shook his reins,
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the horses turned, and we swept into the darkness of the Pass. As I
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looked back I saw the steam from the horses of the coach by the
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light of the lamps, and projected against it the figures of my late
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companions crossing themselves. Then the driver cracked his whip and
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called to his horses, and off they swept on their way to Bukovina.
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As they sank into the darkness I felt a strange chill, and a lonely
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feeling came over me; but a cloak was thrown over my shoulders, and
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a rug across my knees, and the driver said in excellent German:-
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"The night is chill, mein Herr, and my master the Count bade me take
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all care of you. There is a flask of slivovitz (the plum brandy of the
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country) underneath the seat, if you should require it." I did not
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take any, but it was a comfort to know it was there all the same. I
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felt a little strangely, and not a little frightened. I think had
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there been any alternative I should have taken it, instead of
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prosecuting that unknown night journey. The carriage went at a hard
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pace straight along, then we made a complete turn and went along
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another straight road. It seemed to me that we were simply going
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over and over the same ground again; and so I took note of some
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salient point, and found that this was so. I would have liked to
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have asked the driver what this all meant, but I really feared to do
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so, for I thought that, placed as I was, any protest would have had no
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effect in case there had been an intention to delay. By-and-by,
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however, as I was curious to know how time was passing, I struck a
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match, and by its flame looked at my watch; it was within a few
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minutes of midnight. This gave me a sort of shock, for I suppose the
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general superstition about midnight was increased by my recent
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experiences. I waited with a sick feeling of suspense.
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Then a dog began to howl somewhere in a farmhouse far down the road-
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a long, agonised wailing, as if from fear. The sound was taken up by
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another dog, and then another and another, till, borne on the wind
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which now sighed softly through the Pass, a wild howling began,
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which seemed to come from all over the country, as far as the
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imagination could grasp it through the gloom of the night. At the
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first howl the horses began to strain and rear, but the driver spoke
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to them soothingly, and they quieted down, but shivered and sweated as
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though after a run-away from sudden fright. Then, far off in the
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distance, from the mountains on each side of us began a louder and a
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sharper howling- that of wolves- which affected both the horses and
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myself in the same way- for I was minded to jump from the caleche
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and run, whilst they reared again and plunged madly, so that the
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driver had to use all his great strength to keep them from bolting. In
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a few minutes, however, my own ears got accustomed to the sound, and
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the horses so far became quiet that the driver was able to descend and
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to stand before them. He petted and soothed them, and whispered
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something in their ears, as I have heard of horse-tamers doing, and
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with extraordinary effect, for under his caresses they became quite
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manageable again, though they still trembled. The driver again took
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his seat, and shaking his reins, started off at a great pace. This
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time, after going to the far side of the Pass, he suddenly turned down
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a narrow roadway which ran sharply to the right.
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Soon we were hemmed in with trees, which in places arched right over
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the roadway till we passed as through a tunnel; and again great
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frowning rocks guarded us boldly on either side. Though we were in
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shelter, we could hear the rising wind, for it moaned and whistled
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through the rocks, and the branches of the trees crashed together as
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we swept along. It grew colder and colder still, and fine, powdery
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snow began to fall, so that soon we and all around us were covered
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with a white blanket. The keen wind still carried the howling of the
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dogs, though this grew fainter as we went on our way. The baying of
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the wolves sounded nearer and nearer, as though they were closing
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round on us from every side. I grew dreadfully afraid, and the
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horses shared my fear. The driver, however, was not in the least
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disturbed; he kept turning his head to left and right, but I could not
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see anything through the darkness.
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Suddenly, away on our left, I saw a faint flickering blue flame. The
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driver saw it at the same moment; he at once checked the horses and,
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jumping to the ground, disappeared into the darkness. I did not know
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what to do, the less as the howling of the wolves grew closer, but
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while I wondered the driver suddenly appeared again, and without a
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word took his seat, and we resumed our journey. I think I must have
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fallen asleep and kept dreaming of the incident, for it seemed to be
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repeated endlessly, and now looking back, it is like a sort of awful
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nightmare. Once the flame appeared so near the road, that even in
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the darkness around us I could watch the driver's motions. He went
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rapidly to where the blue flame arose- it must have been very faint,
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for it did not seem to illumine the place around it at all- and
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gathering a few stones, formed them into some device. Once there
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appeared a strange optical effect: when he stood between me and the
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flame he did not obstruct it, for I could see its ghostly flicker
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all the same. This startled me, but as the effect was only
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momentary, I took it that my eyes deceived me straining through the
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darkness. Then for a time there were no blue flames, and we sped
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onwards through the gloom, with the howling of the wolves around us,
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as though they were following in a moving circle.
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At last there came a time when the driver went further afield than
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he had yet gone, and during his absence the horses began to tremble
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worse than ever and to snort and scream with fright. I could not see
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any cause for it, for the howling of the wolves had ceased altogether;
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but just then the moon, sailing through the black clouds, appeared
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behind the jagged crest of a beetling, pine-clad rock, and by its
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light I saw around us a ring of wolves, with white teeth and lolling
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red tongues, with long, sinewy limbs and shaggy hair. They were a
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hundred times more terrible in the grim silence which held them than
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even when they howled. For myself, I felt a sort of paralysis of fear.
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It is only when a man feels himself face to face with such horrors
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that he can under stand their true import.
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All at once the wolves began to howl as though the moonlight had had
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some peculiar effect on them. The horses jumped about and reared,
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and looked helplessly round with eyes that rolled in a way painful
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to see; but the living ring of terror encompassed them on every
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side, and they had perforce to remain within it. I called to the
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coachman to come, for it seemed to me that our only chance was to
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try to break out through the ring and to aid his approach. I shouted
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and beat the side of the caleche, hoping by the noise to scare the
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wolves from that side, so as to give him a chance of reaching the
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trap. How he came there, I know not, but I heard his voice raised in a
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tone of imperious command, and looking towards the sound, saw him
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stand in the roadway. As he swept his long arms, as though brushing
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aside some impalpable obstacle, the wolves fell back and back
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further still. Just then a heavy cloud passed across the face of the
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moon, so that we were again in darkness.
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When I could see again the driver was climbing into the caleche, and
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the wolves had disappeared. This was all so strange and uncanny that a
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dreadful fear came upon me, and I was afraid to speak or move. The
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time seemed interminable as we swept on our way, now in almost
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complete darkness, for the rolling clouds obscured the moon. We kept
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on ascending, with occasional periods of quick descent, but in the
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main always ascending. Suddenly I became conscious of the fact that
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the driver was in the act of pulling up the horses in the courtyard of
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a vast ruined castle, from whose tall black windows came no ray of
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light, and whose broken battlements showed a jagged line against the
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moonlit sky.
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CHAPTER II.
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JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL.
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5 May.- I must have been asleep, for certainly if I had been fully
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awake I must have noticed the approach of such a remarkable place.
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In the gloom the courtyard looked of considerable size, and as several
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dark ways led from it under great round arches it perhaps seemed
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bigger than it really is. I have not yet been able to see it by
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daylight.
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When the caleche stopped the driver jumped down, and held out his
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hand to assist me to alight. Again I could not but notice his
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prodigious strength. His hand actually seemed like a steel vice that
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could have crushed mine if he had chosen. Then he took out my traps,
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and placed them on the ground beside me as I stood close to a great
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door, old and studded with large iron nails, and set in a projecting
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doorway of massive stone. I could see even in the dim light that the
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stone was massively carved, but that the carving had been much worn by
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time and weather. As I stood, the driver jumped again into his seat
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and shook the reins; the horses started forward, and trap and all
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disappeared down one of the dark openings.
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I stood in silence where I was, for I did not know what to do. Of
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bell or knocker there was no sign; through these frowning walls and
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dark window openings it was not likely that my voice could
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penetrate. The time I waited seemed endless, and I felt doubts and
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fears crowding upon me. What sort of place had I come to, and among
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what kind of people? What sort of grim adventure was it on which I had
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embarked? Was this a customary incident in the life of a solicitor's
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clerk sent out to explain the purchase of a London estate to a
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foreigner? Solicitor's clerk! Mina would not like that. Solicitor,-
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for just before leaving London I got word that my examination was
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|
successful; and I am now a full-blown solicitor! I began to rub my
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eyes and pinch myself to see if I were awake. It all seemed like a
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horrible nightmare to me, and I expected that I should suddenly awake,
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and find myself at home, with the dawn struggling in through the
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windows, as I had now and again felt in the morning after a day of
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overwork. But my flesh answered the pinching test, and my eyes were
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not to be deceived. I was indeed awake and among the Carpathians.
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All I could do now was to be patient, and to wait the coming of the
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morning.
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Just as I had come to this conclusion I heard a heavy step
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approaching behind the great door, and saw through the chinks the
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gleam of a coming light. Then there was the sound of rattling chains
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and the clanking of massive bolts drawn back. A key was turned with
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the loud grating noise of long disuse, and the great door swung back.
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Within, stood a tall old man, clean shaven save for a long white
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moustache, and clad in black from head to foot, without a single speck
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of colour about him anywhere. He held in his hand an antique silver
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lamp, in which the name burned without chimney or globe of any kind,
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throwing long quivering shadows as it flickered in the draught of
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the open door. The old man motioned me in with his right hand with a
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courtly gesture, saying in excellent English, but with a strange
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|
intonation:-
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"Welcome to my house! Enter freely and of your own will!" He made no
|
|
motion of stepping to meet me, but stood like a statue, as though
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|
his gesture of welcome had fixed him into stone. The instant, however,
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|
that I had stepped over the threshold, he moved impulsively forward,
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|
and holding out his hand grasped mine with a strength which made me
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|
wince, an effect which was not lessened by the fact that it seemed
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|
as cold as ice- more like the hand of a dead than a living man.
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|
Again he said:-
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"Welcome to my house. Come freely. Go safely; and leave something of
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|
the happiness you bring!" The strength of the handshake was so much
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|
akin to that which I had noticed in the driver, whose face I had not
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|
seen, that for a moment I doubted if it were not the same person to
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|
whom I was speaking; so to make sure, I said interrogatively:-
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"Count Dracula?" He bowed in a courtly way as he replied:-
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"I am Dracula; and I bid you welcome, Mr. Harker, to my house.
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Come in; the night air is chill, and you must need to eat and rest."
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As he was speaking he put the lamp on a bracket on the wall, and
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|
stepping out, took my luggage; he had carried it in before I could
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|
forestall him. I protested but he insisted:-
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"Nay, sir, you are my guest. It is late, and my people are not
|
|
available. Let me see to your comfort myself." He insisted on carrying
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my traps along the passage, and then up a great winding stair, and
|
|
along another great passage, on whose stone floor our steps rang
|
|
heavily. At the end of this he threw open a heavy door, and I rejoiced
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|
to see within a well-lit room in which a table was spread for
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|
supper, and on whose mighty hearth a great fire of logs, freshly
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replenished, flamed and flared.
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The Count halted, putting down my bags, closed the door, and
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|
crossing the room, opened another door, which led into a small
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|
octagonal room lit by a single lamp, and seemingly without a window of
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|
any sort. Passing through this, he opened another door, and motioned
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me to enter. It was a welcome sight; for here was a great bedroom well
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|
lighted and warmed with another log fire,- also added to but lately
|
|
for the top logs were fresh- which sent a hollow roar up the wide
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|
chimney. The Count himself left my luggage inside and withdrew,
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saying, before he closed the door:-
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"You will need, after your journey, to refresh yourself by making
|
|
your toilet. I trust you will find all you wish. When you are ready
|
|
come into the other room, where you will find your supper prepared."
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The light and warmth and the Count's courteous welcome seemed to
|
|
have dissipated all my doubts and fears. Having then reached my normal
|
|
state, I discovered that I was half famished with hunger; so making
|
|
a hasty toilet, I went into the other room.
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I found supper already laid out. My host, who stood on one side of
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|
the great fireplace, leaning against the stonework, made a graceful
|
|
wave of his hand to the table, and said:-
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"I pray you, be seated and sup how you please. You will, I trust,
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|
excuse me that I do not join you; but I have dined already, and I do
|
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not sup."
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I handed to him the sealed letter which Mr. Hawkins had entrusted to
|
|
me. He opened it and read it gravely; then, with a charming smile,
|
|
he handed it to me to read. One passage of it, at least, gave me a
|
|
thrill of pleasure:
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"I much regret that an attack of gout, from which malady I am a
|
|
constant sufferer, forbids absolutely any travelling on my part for
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|
some time to come; but I am happy to say I can send a sufficient
|
|
substitute, one in whom I have every possible confidence. He is a
|
|
young man, full of energy and talent in his own way, and of a very
|
|
faithful disposition. He is discreet and silent, and has grown into
|
|
manhood in my service. He shall be ready to attend on you when you
|
|
will during his stay, and shall take your instructions in all
|
|
matters."
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The Count himself came forward and took off the cover of a dish, and
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|
I fell to at once on an excellent roast chicken. This, with some
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cheese and a salad and a bottle of old Tokay, of which I had two
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|
glasses, was my supper. During the time I was eating it the Count
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|
asked me many questions as to my journey, and I told him by degrees
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|
all I had experienced.
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By this time I had finished my supper, and by my host's desire had
|
|
drawn up a chair by the fire and begun to smoke a cigar which he
|
|
offered me, at the same time excusing himself that he did not smoke. I
|
|
had now an opportunity of observing him, and found him of a very
|
|
marked physiognomy.
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His face was a strong- a very strong- aquiline, with high bridge
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|
of the thin nose and peculiarly arched nostrils; with lofty domed
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forehead, and hair growing scantily round the temples but profusely
|
|
elsewhere. His eyebrows were very massive, almost meeting over the
|
|
nose, and with bushy hair that seemed to curl in its own profusion.
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The mouth, so far as I could see it under the heavy moustache, was
|
|
fixed and rather cruel-looking, with peculiarly sharp white teeth;
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these protruded over the lips, whose remarkable ruddiness showed
|
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astonishing vitality in a man of his years. For the rest, his ears
|
|
were pale and at the tops extremely pointed; the chin was broad and
|
|
strong, and the cheeks firm though thin. The general effect was one of
|
|
extraordinary pallor.
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Hitherto I had noticed the backs of his hands as they lay on his
|
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knees in the firelight, and they had seemed rather white and fine; but
|
|
seeing them now close to me, I could not but notice that they were
|
|
rather coarse- broad, with squat fingers. Strange to say, there were
|
|
hairs in the centre of the palm. The nails were long and fine, and cut
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|
to a sharp point. As the Count learned over me and his hands touched
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me, I could not repress a shudder. It may have been that his breath
|
|
was rank, but a horrible feeling of nausea came over me, which, do
|
|
what I would, I could not conceal. The Count, evidently noticing it,
|
|
drew back; and with a grim sort of smile. which showed more than he
|
|
had yet done his protuberant teeth, sat himself down again on his
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|
own side of the fireplace. We were both silent for a while; and as I
|
|
looked towards the window I saw the first dim streak of the coming
|
|
dawn. There seemed a strange stillness over everything; but as I
|
|
listened I heard as if from down below in the valley the howling of
|
|
many wolves. The Count's eyes gleamed, and he said:-
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|
|
"Listen to them- the children of the night. What music they make!"
|
|
Seeing, I suppose, some expression in my face strange to him, he
|
|
added:-
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|
|
"Ah, sir, you dwellers in the city cannot enter into the feelings of
|
|
the hunter." Then he rose and said:-
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|
|
"But you must be tired. Your bedroom is all ready, and to-morrow you
|
|
shall sleep as late as you will. I have to be away till the afternoon;
|
|
so sleep well and dream well!" With a courteous bow, he opened for
|
|
me himself the door to the octagonal room, and I entered my bedroom...
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|
I am all in a sea of wonders. I doubt; I fear, I think strange
|
|
things which I dare not confess to my own soul. God keep me, if only
|
|
for the sake of those dear to me!
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|
7 May.- it is again early morning, but I have rested and enjoyed the
|
|
last twenty-four hours. I slept till late in the day, and awoke of
|
|
my own accord. When I had dressed myself I went into the room where we
|
|
had supped, and found a cold breakfast laid out, with coffee kept
|
|
hot by the pot being placed on the hearth. There was a card on the
|
|
table, on which was written:-
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|
|
"I have to be absent for a while. Do not wait for me.- D." I set
|
|
to and enjoyed a hearty meal. When I had done, I looked for a bell, so
|
|
that I might let the servants know I had finished; but I could not
|
|
find one. There are certainly odd deficiencies in the house,
|
|
considering the extraordinary evidences of wealth which are round
|
|
me. The table service is of gold, and so beautifully wrought that it
|
|
must be of immense value. The curtains and upholstery of the chairs
|
|
and sofas and the hangings of my bed are of the costliest and most
|
|
beautiful fabrics, and must have been of fabulous value when they were
|
|
made, for they are centuries old, though in excellent order. I saw
|
|
something like them in Hampton Court, but there they were worn and
|
|
frayed and moth-eaten. But still in none of the rooms in there a
|
|
mirror. There is not even a toilet glass on my table and I had to
|
|
get the little shaving glass from my bag before I could either shave
|
|
or brush my hair. I have not yet seen a servant anywhere, or heard a
|
|
sound near the castle except the howling of wolves. Some time after
|
|
I had finished my meal- I do not know whether to call it breakfast
|
|
or dinner, for it was between five and six o'clock when I had it- I
|
|
looked about for something to read, for I did not like to go about the
|
|
castle until I had asked the Count's permission. There was
|
|
absolutely nothing in the room, book, newspaper, or even writing
|
|
materials; so I opened another door in the room and found a sort of
|
|
library. The door opposite mine I tried, but found it locked.
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|
In the library I found, to my great delight, a vast number of
|
|
English books, whole shelves full of them, and bound volumes of
|
|
magazines and newspapers. A table in the centre was littered with
|
|
English magazines and newspapers, though none of them were of very
|
|
recent date. The books were of the most varied kind- history,
|
|
geography, politics, political economy, botany, geology, law- all
|
|
relating to England and English life and customs and manners. There
|
|
were even such books of reference as the London Directory, the "Red"
|
|
and "Blue" books, Whitaker's Almanac, the Army and Navy Lists, and- it
|
|
somehow gladdened my heart to see it- the Law List.
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|
Whilst I was looking at the books, the door opened, and the Count
|
|
entered. He saluted me in a hearty way, and hoped that I had had a
|
|
good night's rest. Then he went on:-
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|
|
"I am glad you found your way in here, for I am sure there is much
|
|
that will interest you. These companions"- and he laid his hand on
|
|
some of the books- "have been good friends to me, and for some years
|
|
past, ever since I had the idea of going to London, have given me
|
|
many, many hours of pleasure. Through them I have come to know your
|
|
great England; and to know her is to love her. I long to go through
|
|
the crowded streets of your mighty London, to be in the midst of the
|
|
whirl and rush of humanity, to share its life, its change, its
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death, and all that makes it what it is. But alas! as yet I only
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know your tongue through books. To you, my friend, I look that I
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know it to speak."
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"But, Count," I said, "you know and speak English thoroughly!" He
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bowed gravely.
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"I thank you, my friend, for your all too flattering estimate, but
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yet I fear that I am but a little way on the road I would travel.
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True, I know the grammar and the words, but yet I know not how to
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speak them."
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"Indeed," I said, "you speak excellently."
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"Not so," he answered. "Well I know that, did I move and speak in
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your London, none there are who would not know me for a stranger. That
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is not enough for me. Here I am noble; I am boyar; the common people
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know me, and I am master. But a stranger in a strange land, he is no
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one; men know him not- and to know not is to care not for. I am
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content if I am like the rest, so that no man stops if he see me, or
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pause in his speaking if he hear my words, 'Ha, ha! a stranger!' I
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have been so long master that I would be master still- or at least
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that none other should be master of me. You come to me not alone as
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agent of my friend Peter Hawkins, of Exeter, to tell me all about my
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new estate in London. You shall, I trust, rest here with me a while,
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so that by our talking I may learn the English intonation; and I would
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that you tell me when I make error, even of the smallest, in my
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speaking. I am sorry that I had to be away so long to-day; but you
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will, I know, forgive one who has so many important affairs in hand."
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Of course I said all I could about being willing, and asked if I
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might come into that room when I chose. He answered: "Yes, certainly,"
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and added:-
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"You may go anywhere you wish in the castle, except where the
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doors are locked, where of course you will not wish to go. There is
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reason that all things are as they are, and did you see with my eyes
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and know with my knowledge, you would perhaps better understand." I
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said I was sure of this, and then he went on:-
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"We are in Transylvania; and Transylvania is not England. Our ways
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are not your ways, and there shall be to you many strange things. Nay,
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from what you have told me of your experiences already, you know
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something of what strange things there may be."
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This led to much conversation; and as it was evident that he
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wanted to talk, if only for talking's sake, I asked him many questions
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regarding things that had already happened to me or come within my
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notice. Sometimes he sheered off the subject, or turned the
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conversation by pretending not to understand; but generally he
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answered all I asked most frankly. Then as time went on, and I had got
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somewhat bolder, I asked him of some of the strange things of the
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preceding night, as, for instance, why the coachman went to the places
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where he had seen the blue flames. He then explained to me that it was
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commonly believed that on a certain night of the year- last night,
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in fact, when all evil spirits are supposed to have unchecked sway-
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a blue flame is seen over any place where treasure has been concealed.
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"That treasure has been hidden," he went on, "in the region through
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which you came last night, there can be but little doubt; for it was
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the ground fought over for centuries by the Wallachian, the Saxon, and
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the Turk. Why, there is hardly a foot of soil in all this region
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that has not been enriched by the blood of men, patriots or
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invaders. In old days there were stirring times, when the Austrian and
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the Hungarian came up in hordes, and the patriots went out to meet
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them- men and women, the aged and the children too- and waited their
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coming on the rocks above the passes, that they might sweep
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destruction on them with their artificial avalanches. When the invader
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was triumphant he found but little, for whatever there was had been
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sheltered in the friendly soil."
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"But how," said I, "can it have remained so long undiscovered,
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when there is a sure index to it if men will but take the trouble to
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look?" The Count smiled, and as his lips ran back over his gums, the
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long, sharp, canine teeth showed out strangely; he answered:-
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"Because your peasant is at heart a coward and a fool! Those names
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only appear on one night; and on that night no man of this land
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will, if he can help it, stir without his doors. And, dear sir, even
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|
if he did he would not know what to do. Why, even the peasant that you
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tell me of who marked the place of the flame would not know where to
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look in daylight even for his own work. Even you would not, I dare
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be sworn, be able to find these places again?"
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"There you are right," I said. "I know no more than the dead where
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even to look for them." Then we drifted into other matters.
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"Come," he said at last, "tell me of London and of the house which
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you have procured for me." With an apology for my remissness, I went
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into my own room to get the papers from my bag. Whilst I was placing
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them in order I heard a rattling of china and silver in the next room,
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and as I passed through, noticed that the table had been cleared and
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the lamp lit, for it was by this time deep into the dark. The lamps
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were also lit in the study or library, and I found the Count lying
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on the sofa, reading, of all things in the world, an English
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Bradshaw's Guide. When I came in he cleared the books and papers
|
|
from the table; and with him I went into plans and deeds and figures
|
|
of all sorts. He was interested in everything, and asked me a myriad
|
|
questions about the place and its surroundings. He clearly had studied
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|
beforehand all he could get on the subject of the neighborhood, for he
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|
evidently at the end knew very much more than I did. When I remarked
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this, he answered:-
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"Well, but, my friend, is it not needful that I should? When I go
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there I shall be all alone, and my friend Harker Jonathan- nay, pardon
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|
me, I fall into my country's habit of putting your patronymic first-
|
|
my friend Jonathan Harker will not be by my side to correct and aid
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me. He will be in Exeter, miles away, probably working at papers of
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the law with my other friend, Peter Hawkins. So!"
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We went thoroughly into the business of the purchase of the estate
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|
at Purfleet. When I had told him the facts and got his signature to
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|
the necessary papers, and had written a letter with them ready to post
|
|
to Mr. Hawkins, he began to ask me how I had come across so suitable a
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|
place. I read to him the notes which I had made at the time, and which
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I inscribe here:-
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"At Purfleet, on a by-road, I came across just such a place as
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|
seemed to be required, and where was displayed a dilapidated notice
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|
that the place was for sale. It is surrounded by a high wall, of
|
|
ancient structure, built of heavy stones, and has not been repaired
|
|
for a large number of years. The closed gates are of heavy old oak and
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|
iron, all eaten with rust.
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|
"The estate is called Carfax, no doubt a corruption of the old
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|
Quatre Face, as the house is four-sided, agreeing with the cardinal
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|
points of the compass. It contains in all some twenty acres, quite
|
|
surrounded by the solid stone wall above mentioned. There are many
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|
trees on it, which make it in places gloomy, and there is a deep,
|
|
dark-looking pond or small lake, evidently fed by some springs, as the
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|
water is clear and flows away in a fair-sized stream. The house is
|
|
very large and of all periods back, I should say, to mediaeval
|
|
times, for one part is of stone immensely thick, with only a few
|
|
windows high up and heavily barred with iron. It looks like part of
|
|
a keep, and is close to an old chapel or church. I could not enter it,
|
|
as I had not the key of the door leading to it from the house, but I
|
|
have taken with my kodak views of it from various points. The house
|
|
has been added to, but in a very straggling way, and I can only
|
|
guess at the amount of ground it covers, which must be very great.
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|
There are but few houses close at hand, one being a very large house
|
|
only recently added to and formed into a private lunatic asylum. It is
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|
not, however, visible from the grounds."
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|
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When I had finished, he said:-
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|
"I am glad that it is old and big. I myself am of an old family, and
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|
to live in a new house would kill me. A house cannot be made habitable
|
|
in a day; and, after all, how few days go to make up a century. I
|
|
rejoice also that there is a chapel of old times. We Transylvanian
|
|
nobles love not to think that our bones may lie amongst the common
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|
dead. I seek not gaiety nor mirth, not the bright voluptuousness of
|
|
much sunshine and sparkling waters which please the young and gay. I
|
|
am no longer young; and my heart, through weary years of mourning over
|
|
the dead, is not attuned to mirth. Moreover, the walls of my castle
|
|
are broken; the shadows are many, and the wind breathes cold through
|
|
the broken battlements and casements. I love the shade and the shadow,
|
|
and would be alone with my thoughts when I may." Somehow his words and
|
|
his look did not seem to accord, or else it was that his cast of
|
|
face made his smile look malignant and saturnine.
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|
|
|
Presently, with an excuse, he left me, asking me to put all my
|
|
papers together. He was some little time away, and I began to look
|
|
at some of the books around me. One was an atlas, which I found opened
|
|
naturally at England, as if that map had been much used. On looking at
|
|
it I found in certain places little rings marked, and on examining
|
|
these I noticed that one was near London on the east side,
|
|
manifestly where his new estate was situated; the other two were
|
|
Exeter, and Whitby on the Yorkshire coast.
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|
|
|
It was the better part of an hour when the Count returned. "Aha!" he
|
|
said; "still at your books? Good! But you must not work always.
|
|
Come; I am informed that your supper is ready." He took my arm, and we
|
|
went into the next room, where I found an excellent supper ready on
|
|
the table. The Count again excused himself, as he had dined out on his
|
|
being away from home. But he sat as on the previous night, and chatted
|
|
whilst I ate. After supper I smoked, as on the last evening, and the
|
|
Count stayed with me, chatting and asking questions on every
|
|
conceivable subject, hour after hour. I felt that it was getting
|
|
very late indeed, but I did not say anything, for I felt under
|
|
obligation to meet my host's wishes in every way. I was not sleepy
|
|
as the long sleep yesterday had fortified me; but I could not help
|
|
experiencing that chill which comes over one at the coming of the
|
|
dawn, which is like, in its way, the turn of the tide. They say that
|
|
people who are near death die generally at the change to the dawn or
|
|
at the turn of the tide; any one who has when tired, and tied as it
|
|
were to his post, experienced this change in the atmosphere can well
|
|
believe it. All at once we heard the crow of a cock coming up with
|
|
preternatural shrillness through the clear morning air, Count Dracula,
|
|
jumping to his feet, said:-
|
|
|
|
"Why, there is the morning again! How remiss I am to let you stay up
|
|
so long. You must make your conversation regarding my dear new country
|
|
of England, less interesting, so that I may not forget how time
|
|
flies by us," and, with courtly bow, he quickly left me.
|
|
|
|
I went into my own room and drew the curtains, but there was
|
|
little to notice; my window opened into the courtyard, all I could see
|
|
was the warm grey of quickening sky. So I pulled the curtains again,
|
|
and have written of this day.
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|
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|
8 May.- I began to fear as I wrote in this book that I was getting
|
|
too diffuse; but now I am glad that I went into detail from the first,
|
|
for there is something so strange about this place and all in it
|
|
that I cannot but feel uneasy. I wish I were safe out of it, or that I
|
|
had never come. It may be that this strange night-existence is telling
|
|
on me; but would that that were all! If there were any one to talk
|
|
to I could bear it, but there is no one. I have only the Count to
|
|
speak with, and he!- I fear I am myself the only living soul within
|
|
the place. Let me be prosaic so far as facts can be; it will help me
|
|
to bear up, and imagination must not run riot with me. If it does I am
|
|
lost. Let me say at once how I stand- or seem to.
|
|
|
|
I only slept a few hours when I went to bed, and feeling that I
|
|
could not sleep any more, got up. I had hung my shaving glass by the
|
|
window, and was just beginning to shave. Suddenly I felt a hand on
|
|
my shoulder, and heard the Count's voice saying to me, "Good-morning."
|
|
I started, for it amazed me that I had not seen him, since the
|
|
reflection of the glass covered the whole room behind me. In
|
|
starting I had cut myself slightly, but did not notice it at the
|
|
moment. Having answered the Count's salutation, I turned to the
|
|
glass again to see how I had been mistaken. This time there could be
|
|
no error, for the man was close to me, and I could see him over my
|
|
shoulder. But there was no reflection of him in the mirror! The
|
|
whole room behind me was displayed; but there was no sign of a man
|
|
in it, except myself. This was startling, and, coming on the top of so
|
|
many strange things, was beginning to increase that vague feeling of
|
|
uneasiness which I always have when the Count is near; but at the
|
|
instant I saw that the cut had bled a little, and the blood was
|
|
trickling over my chin. I laid down the razor, turning as I did so
|
|
half round to look for some sticking plaster. When the Count saw my
|
|
face, his eyes blazed with a sort of demoniac fury, and he suddenly
|
|
made a grab at my throat. I drew away, and his hand touched the string
|
|
of beads which held the crucifix. It made an instant change in him,
|
|
for the fury passed so quickly that I could hardly believe that it was
|
|
ever there.
|
|
|
|
"Take care," he said, "take care how you cut yourself. It is more
|
|
dangerous than you think in this country." Then seizing the shaving
|
|
glass, he went on: "And this is the wretched thing that has done the
|
|
mischief. It is a foul bauble of man's vanity. Away with it!" and
|
|
opening the heavy window with one wrench of his terrible hand, he
|
|
flung out the glass, which was shattered into a thousand pieces on the
|
|
stones of the courtyard far below. Then he withdrew without a word. It
|
|
is very annoying, for I do not see how I am to shave, unless in my
|
|
watch-case or the bottom of the shaving-pot, which is fortunately of
|
|
metal.
|
|
|
|
When I went into the dining-room, breakfast was prepared; but I
|
|
could not find the Count anywhere. So I breakfasted alone. It is
|
|
strange that as yet I have not seen the Count eat or drink. He must be
|
|
a very peculiar man! After breakfast I did a little exploring in the
|
|
castle. I went out on the stairs and found a room looking towards
|
|
the South. The view was magnificent, and from where I stood there
|
|
was every opportunity of seeing it. The castle is on the very edge
|
|
of a terrible precipice. A stone falling from the window would fall
|
|
a thousand feet without touching anything! As far as the eye can reach
|
|
is a sea of green tree tops, with occasionally a deep rift where there
|
|
is a chasm. Here and there are silver threads where the rivers wind in
|
|
deep gorges through the forests.
|
|
|
|
But I am not in heart to describe beauty, for when I had seen the
|
|
view I explored further, doors, doors, doors everywhere, and all
|
|
locked and bolted. In no place save from the windows in the castle
|
|
walls is there an available exit.
|
|
|
|
The castle is a veritable prison, and I am a prisoner!
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|
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|
CHAPTER III.
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|
JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL.
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|
|
When I found that I was a prisoner a sort of wild feeling came
|
|
over me. I rushed up and down the stairs, trying every door and
|
|
peering out of every window I could find; but after a little the
|
|
conviction of my helplessness overpowered all other feelings. When I
|
|
look back after a few hours I think I must have been mad for the time,
|
|
for I behaved much as a rat does in a trap. When, however, the
|
|
conviction had come to me that I was helpless I sat down quietly- as
|
|
quietly as I have ever done anything in my life- and began to think
|
|
over what was best to be done. I am thinking still, and as yet have
|
|
come to no definite conclusion. Of one thing only am I certain; that
|
|
it is no use making my ideas known to the Count. He knows well that
|
|
I am imprisoned; and as he has done it himself, and has doubtless
|
|
his own motives for it, he would only deceive me if I trusted him
|
|
fully with the facts. So far as I can see, my only plan will be to
|
|
keep my knowledge and my fears to myself, and my eyes open. I am, I
|
|
know, either being deceived, like a baby, by my own fears, or else I
|
|
am in desperate straits; and if the latter be so, I need, and shall
|
|
need, all my brains to get through.
|
|
|
|
I had hardly come to this conclusion when I heard the great door
|
|
below shut, and knew that the Count had returned. He did not come at
|
|
once into the library, so I went cautiously to my own room and found
|
|
him making the bed. This was odd, but only confirmed what I had all
|
|
along though that there were no servants in the house. When later I
|
|
saw him through the chink of the hinges of the door laying the table
|
|
in the dining-room, I was assured of it; for if he does himself all
|
|
these menial offices, surely it is proof that there is no one else
|
|
to do them. This gave me a fright, for if there is no one else in
|
|
the castle, it must have been the Count himself who was the driver
|
|
of the coach that brought me here. This is a terrible thought; for
|
|
if so, what does it mean that he could control the wolves, as he
|
|
did, by only holding up his hand in silence. How was it that all the
|
|
people at Bistritz and on the coach had some terrible fear for me?
|
|
What meant the giving of the crucifix, of the garlic, of the wild
|
|
rose, of the mountain ash? Bless that good, good woman who hung the
|
|
crucifix round my neck! for it is a comfort and a strength to me
|
|
whenever I touch it. It is odd that a thing which I have been taught
|
|
to regard with disfavour and as idolatrous should in a time of
|
|
loneliness and trouble be of help. Is it that there is something in
|
|
the essence of the thing itself, or that it is a medium, a tangible
|
|
help, in conveying memories of sympathy and comfort? Some time, if
|
|
it may be, I must examine this matter and try to make up my mind about
|
|
it. In the meantime I must find out all I can about Count Dracula,
|
|
as it may help me to understand. To-night he may talk of himself, if I
|
|
turn the conversation that way. I must be very careful, however, not
|
|
to awake his suspicion.
|
|
|
|
Midnight.- I have had a long talk with the Count. I asked him a
|
|
few questions on Transylvania history, and he warmed up to the subject
|
|
wonderfully. In his speaking of things and people, and especially of
|
|
battles, he spoke as if he had been present at them all. This he
|
|
afterwards explained by saying that to a boyar the pride of his
|
|
house and name is his own pride, that their glory is his glory, that
|
|
their fate is his fate. Whenever he spoke of his house he always
|
|
said "we," and spoke almost in the plural, like a king speaking. I
|
|
wish I could put down all he said exactly as he said it, for to me
|
|
it was most fascinating. It seemed to have in it a whole history of
|
|
the country. He grew excited as he spoke, and walked about the room
|
|
pulling his great white moustache and grasping anything on which he
|
|
laid his hands as though he would crush it by main strength. One thing
|
|
he said which I shall put down as nearly as I can; for it tells in its
|
|
way the story of his race:-
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|
|
|
"We Szekelys have a right to be proud, for in our veins flows the
|
|
blood of many brave races who fought as the lion fights, for lordship.
|
|
Here, in the whirlpool of European races, the Ugric tribe bore down
|
|
from Iceland the fighting spirit which Thor and Wodin gave them, which
|
|
their Berserkers displayed to such fell intent on the seaboards of
|
|
Europe, ay, and of Asia and Africa too, till the peoples thought
|
|
that the were wolves themselves had come. Here too when they came,
|
|
they found the Huns, whose warlike fury had swept the earth like a
|
|
living flame, till the dying peoples held that in their veins ran
|
|
the blood of those old witches, who, expelled from Scythia had mated
|
|
with the devils in the desert. Fools, fools! What devil or what
|
|
witch was ever so great as Attila, whose blood is in these veins?"
|
|
He held up his arms. "Is it a wonder that we were a conquering race;
|
|
that we were proud; that when the Magyar, the Lombard, the Avar, the
|
|
Bulgar, or the Turk poured his thousands on our frontiers, we drove
|
|
them back? Is it strange that when Arpad and his legions swept through
|
|
the Hungarian fatherland he found us here when he reached the
|
|
frontier; that the Honfoglalas was completed there? And when the
|
|
Hungarian flood swept eastward, the Szekelys were claimed as kindred
|
|
by the victorious Magyars, and to us for centuries was trusted the
|
|
guarding of the frontier of Turkey-land; ay and more than that,
|
|
endless duty of the frontier guard, for, as the Turks say, 'water
|
|
sleeps, and enemy is sleepless.' Who more gladly than we throughout
|
|
the Four Nations received the bloody sword, or at its warlike call
|
|
flocked quicker to the standard of the King? When was redeemed that
|
|
great shame of my nation, the shame of Cassova, when the flags of
|
|
the Wallach and the Magyar went down beneath the Crescent, who was
|
|
it but one of my own race who as Voivode crossed the Danube and beat
|
|
the Turk on his own ground? This was a Dracula indeed! Woe was it that
|
|
his own unworthy brother, when he had fallen, sold his people to the
|
|
Turk and brought the shame of slavery on them! Was it not this
|
|
Dracula, indeed, who inspired that other of his race who in a later
|
|
age again and again brought his forces over the great river into
|
|
Turkey-land; who, when he was beaten back, came again, and again,
|
|
and again, though he had to come alone from the bloody field where his
|
|
troops were being slaughtered, since he knew that he alone could
|
|
ultimately triumph? They said that he thought only of himself. Bah!
|
|
what good are peasants without a leader? Where ends the war without
|
|
a brain and heart to conduct it? Again, when, after the battle of
|
|
Mohacs, we threw off the Hungarian yoke, we of the Dracula blood
|
|
were amongst their leaders, for our spirit would not brook that we
|
|
were not free. Ah, young sir, the Szekelys- and the Dracula as their
|
|
heart's blood, their brains, and their swords- can boast a record that
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mushroom growths like the Hapsburgs and the Romanoffs can never reach.
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The warlike days are over. Blood is too precious a thing in these days
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of dishonourable peace; and the glories of the great races are as a
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tale that is told."
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It was by this time close on morning, and we went to bed. (Mem. this
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diary seems horribly like the beginning of the "Arabian Nights," for
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everything has to break off at cockcrow- or like the ghost of Hamlet's
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father.)
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12 May.- Let me begin with facts- bare, meagre facts, verified by
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books and figures, and of which there can be no doubt. I must not
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confuse them with experiences which will have to rest on my own
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observation, or my memory of them. Last evening when the Count came
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from his room he began by asking me questions on legal matters and
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on the doing of certain kinds of business. I had spent the day wearily
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over books, and, simply to keep my mind occupied, went over some of
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the matters I had been examined in at Lincoln's Inn. There was a
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certain method in the Count's inquiries, so I shall try to put them
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down in sequence; the knowledge may somehow or some time be useful
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to me.
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First, he asked if a man in England might have two solicitors or
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more. I told him he might have a dozen if he wished, but that it would
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not be wise to have more than one solicitor engaged in one
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transaction, as only one could act at a time, and that to change would
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be certain to militate against his interest. He seemed thoroughly to
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understand, and went on to ask if there would be any practical
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difficulty in having one man to attend, say, to banking, and another
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to look after shipping, in case local help were needed in a place
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far from the home of the banking solicitor. I asked him to explain
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more fully, so that I might not by any chance mislead him, so he
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said:-
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"I shall illustrate. Your friend and mine, Mr. Peter Hawkins, from
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under the shadow of your beautiful cathedral at Exeter, which is far
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from London, buys for me through your good self my place at London.
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Good! Now here let me say frankly, lest you should think it strange
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that I have sought the services of one so far off from London
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instead of some one resident there, that my motive was that no local
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interest might be served save my wish only; and as one of London
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resident might, perhaps, have some purpose of himself or friend to
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serve, I went thus afield to seek my agent, whose labours should be
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only to my interest. Now, suppose I, who have much of affairs, wish to
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ship goods, say, to Newcastle, or Durham, or Harwich, or Dover,
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might it not be that it could with more ease be done by consigning
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to one in these ports?" I answered that certainly it would be most
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easy, but that we solicitors had a system of agency one for the other,
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so that local work could be done locally on instruction from any
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solicitor, so that the client, simply placing himself in the hands
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of one man, could have his wishes carried out by him without further
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trouble.
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"But," said he, "I could be at liberty to direct myself. Is it not
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so?"
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"Of course," I replied; "and such is often done by men of
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business, who do not like the whole of their affairs to be known by
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any one person."
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"Good!" he said, and then went on to ask about the means of making
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consignments and the forms to be gone through, and of all sorts of
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difficulties which might arise, but by fore thought could be guarded
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against. I explained all these things to him to the best of my
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ability, and he certainly left me under the impression that he would
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have made a wonderful solicitor, for there was nothing that he did not
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think of or foresee. For a man who was never in the country, and who
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did not evidently do much in the way of business, his knowledge and
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acumen were wonderful. When he had satisfied himself on these points
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of which he had spoken, and I had verified all as well as I could by
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the books available, he suddenly stood up and said:-
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"Have you written since your first letter to our friend Mr. Peter
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Hawkins, or to any other?" It was with some bitterness in my heart
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that I answered that I had not, that as yet I had not seen any
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opportunity of sending letters to anybody.
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"Then write now, my young friend," he said, laying a heavy hand on
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my shoulder, "write to our friend and to any other, and say, if it
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will please you, that you shall stay with me until a month from now."
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"Do you wish me to stay so long?" I asked, for my heart grew cold at
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the thought.
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"I desire it much; nay, I will take no refusal. When your master,
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employer, what you will, engaged that some one should come on his
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behalf, it was understood that my needs only were to be consulted. I
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have not stinted. Is it not so?"
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What could I do but bow acceptance? it was Mr. Hawkins's interest,
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|
not mine, and I had to think of him, not myself, and besides, which
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Count Dracula was speaking, there was that in his eyes and in his
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bearing which made me remember that I was a prisoner, and that if I
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wished it I could have no choice. The Count saw his victory in my bow,
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and his mastery in the trouble of my face, for he began at once to use
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them, but in his own smooth, resistless way:-
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"I pray you, my good young friend, that you will not discourse of
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things other than business in your letters. It will doubtless please
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your friends to know that you are well, and that you look forward to
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getting home to them. Is it not so?" As he spoke he handed me three
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sheets of note-paper and three envelopes. They were all of the
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thinnest foreign post, and looking at them, then at him, and
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noticing his quiet smile, with the sharp, canine teeth lying over
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the red underlip, I understood as well as if he had spoken that I
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should be careful what I wrote, for he would be able to read it. So
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I determined to write only formal notes now, but to write fully to Mr.
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Hawkins in secret, and also to Mina, for to her I could write in
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shorthand, which would puzzle the Count, if he did see it. When I
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had written my two letters I sat quiet, reading a book whilst the
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Count wrote several notes, referring as he wrote them to some books on
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his table. Then he took up my two and placed them with his own, and
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put by his writing materials, after which, the instant the door had
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|
closed behind him, I leaned over and looked at the letters, which were
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face down on the table. I felt no compunction in doing so, for under
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the circumstances I felt that I should protect myself in every way I
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could.
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One of the letters was directed to Samuel F. Billington, No. 7,
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The Crescent, Whitby, another to Herr Leutner, Varna; the third was to
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Coutts & Co., London, and the fourth to Herren Klopstock &
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Billreuth, bankers, Buda-Pesth. The second and fourth were unsealed. I
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was just about to look at them when I saw the door-handle move. I sank
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back in my seat, having just had time to replace the letters as they
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had been and to resume my book before the Count, holding still another
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letter in his hand, entered the room. He took up the letters on the
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table and stamped them carefully, and then turning to me, said:-
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"I trust you will forgive me, but I have much work to do in
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private this evening. You will, I hope, find all things as you
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|
wish." At the door he turned, and after a moment's pause said:-
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"Let me advise you, my dear young friend- nay, let me warn you
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with all seriousness, that should you leave these rooms you will not
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|
by any chance go to sleep in any other part of the castle. It is
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|
old, and has many memories, and there are bad dreams for those who
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|
sleep unwisely. Be warned! Should sleep now or ever overcome you, or
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|
be like to do, then haste to your own chamber or to these rooms, for
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|
your rest will then be safe. But if you be not careful in this
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|
respect, then"- He finished his speech in a gruesome way, for he
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motioned with his hands as if he were washing them. I quite
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|
understood; my only doubt was as to whether any dream could be more
|
|
terrible than the unnatural, horrible net of gloom and mystery which
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|
seemed closing round me.
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Later.- I endorse the last words written, but this time there is
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no doubt in question. I shall not fear to sleep in any place where
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he is not. I have placed the crucifix over the head of my bed- I
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|
imagine that my rest is thus freer from dreams; and there it shall
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|
remain.
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When he left me I went to my room. After a little while, not hearing
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|
any sound, I came out and went up the stone stair to where I could
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|
look out towards the South. There was some sense of freedom in the
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|
vast expanse, inaccessible though it was to me, as compared with the
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|
narrow darkness of the courtyard. Looking out on this, I felt that I
|
|
was indeed in prison, and I seemed to want a breath of fresh air,
|
|
though it were of the night. I am beginning to feel this nocturnal
|
|
existence tell on me. It is destroying my nerve. I start at my own
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|
shadow, and am full of all sorts of horrible imaginings. God knows
|
|
that there is ground for my terrible fear in this accursed place! I
|
|
looked out over the beautiful expanse, bathed in soft yellow moonlight
|
|
till it was almost as light as day. In the soft light the distant
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|
hills became melted, and the shadows in the valleys and gorges of
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|
velvety blackness. The mere beauty seemed to cheer me; there was peace
|
|
and comfort in every breath I drew. As I leaned from the window my eye
|
|
was caught by something moving a storey below me, and somewhat to my
|
|
left, where I imagined, from the order of the rooms, that the
|
|
windows of the Count's own room would look out. The window at which
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|
I stood was tall and deep, stone-mullioned, and though weatherworn,
|
|
was still complete; but it was evidently many a day since the case had
|
|
been there. I drew back behind the stonework, and looked carefully
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|
out.
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|
|
|
What I saw was the Count's head coming out from the window. I did
|
|
not see the face, but I knew the man by the neck and the movement of
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|
his back and arms. In any case I could not mistake the hands which I
|
|
had had so many opportunities of studying. I was at first interested
|
|
and somewhat amused, for it is wonderful how small a matter will
|
|
interest and amuse a man when he is a prisoner. But my very feelings
|
|
changed to repulsion and terror when I saw the whole man slowly emerge
|
|
from the window and begin to crawl down the castle wall over that
|
|
dreadful abyss, face down with his cloak spreading out around him like
|
|
great wings. At first I could not believe my eyes. I thought it was
|
|
some trick of the moonlight, some weird effect of shadow; but I kept
|
|
looking, and it could be no delusion. I saw the fingers and toes grasp
|
|
the corners of the stones, worn clear of the mortar by the stress of
|
|
years, and by thus using every projection and inequality move
|
|
downwards with considerable speed, just as a lizard moves along a
|
|
wall.
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|
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|
What manner of man is this, or what manner of creature is it in
|
|
the semblance of man? I feel the dread of this horrible place
|
|
overpowering me; I am in fear- in awful fear- and there is no escape
|
|
for me; I am encompassed about with terrors that I dare not think
|
|
of...
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|
15 May.- Once more have I seen the Count go out in his lizard
|
|
fashion. He moved downwards in a sidelong way, some hundred feet down,
|
|
and a good deal to the left. He vanished into some hole or window.
|
|
When his head had disappeared I leaned out to try and see more, but
|
|
without avail- the distance was too great to allow a proper angle of
|
|
sight. I knew he had left the castle now, and thought to use the
|
|
opportunity to explore more than I had dared to do as yet. I went back
|
|
to the room, and taking a lamp, tried all the doors. They were all
|
|
locked, as I had expected, and the locks were comparatively new, but I
|
|
went down the stone stairs to the hall where I had entered originally.
|
|
I found I could pull back the bolts easily enough and unhook the great
|
|
chains; but the door was locked, and the key was gone That key must be
|
|
in the Count's room; I must watch should his door be unlocked, so that
|
|
I may get it and escape. I went on to make a thorough examination of
|
|
the various stairs and passages, and to try the doors that opened from
|
|
them. One or two small rooms near the hall were open, but there was
|
|
nothing to see in them except old furniture, dusty with age and
|
|
moth-eaten. At last, however, I found one door at the top of the
|
|
stairway which, though it seemed to be locked, gave a little under
|
|
pressure. I tried it harder, and found that it was not really
|
|
locked, but that the resistance came from the fact that the hinges had
|
|
fallen somewhat, and the heavy door rested on the floor. Here was an
|
|
opportunity which I might not have again, so I exerted myself, and
|
|
with many efforts forced it back so that I could enter. I was now in a
|
|
wing of the castle further to the right than the rooms I knew and a
|
|
storey lower down. From the windows I could see that the suite of
|
|
rooms lay along to the south of the castle, the windows of the end
|
|
room looking out both west and south. On the latter side, as well as
|
|
to the former, there was a great precipice. The castle was built on
|
|
the corner of a great rock, so that on three sides it was quite
|
|
impregnable, and great windows were placed here where sling, or bow,
|
|
or culverin could not reach, and consequently light and comfort,
|
|
impossible to a position which had to be guarded, were secured. To the
|
|
West was a great valley, and then, rising far away, great jagged
|
|
mountain fastnesses, rising peak on peak, the sheer rock studded
|
|
with mountain ash and thorn, whose roots clung in cracks and
|
|
crevices and crannies of the stone. This was evidently the portion
|
|
of the castle occupied by the ladies in bygone days, for the furniture
|
|
had more air of comfort than any I had seen. The windows were
|
|
curtainless, and the yellow moonlight, flooding in through the diamond
|
|
panes, enabled one to see even colours, whilst it softened the
|
|
wealth of dust which lay over all and disguised in some measure the
|
|
ravages of time and the moth. My lamp seemed to be of little effect in
|
|
the brilliant moonlight, but I was glad to have it with me, for
|
|
there was a dread loneliness in the place which chilled my heart and
|
|
made my nerves tremble. Still, it was better than living alone in
|
|
the rooms which I had come to hate from the presence of the Count, and
|
|
after trying a little to school my nerves, I found a soft quietude
|
|
come over me. Here I am, sitting at a little oak table where in old
|
|
times possibly some fair lady sat to pen, with much thought and many
|
|
blushes, her ill-spelt love-letter, and writing in my diary in
|
|
shorthand all that has happened since I closed it last. It is
|
|
nineteenth century up-to-date with a vengeance. And yet, unless my
|
|
senses deceive me, the old centuries had, and have, powers of their
|
|
own which mere "modernity" cannot kill.
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|
|
|
Later: the Morning of 16 May.- God preserve my sanity, for to this I
|
|
am reduced. Safety and the assurance of safety are things of the past.
|
|
Whilst I live on here there is but one thing to hope for; that I may
|
|
not go mad, if, indeed, I be not mad already. If I be sane, then
|
|
surely it is maddening to think that of all the foul things that
|
|
lurk in this hateful place the Count is the least dreadful to me; that
|
|
to him alone I can look for safety, even though this be only whilst
|
|
I can serve his purpose. Great God! merciful God! Let me be calm,
|
|
for out of that way lies madness indeed. I begin to get new lights
|
|
on certain things which have puzzled me. Up to now I never quite
|
|
knew what Shakespeare meant when he made Hamlet say:-
|
|
|
|
"My tablets! quick, my tablets!
|
|
|
|
'Tis meet that I put it down," etc.,
|
|
|
|
for now, feeling as though my own brain were unhinged or as if the
|
|
shock had come which must end in its undoing, I turn to my diary for
|
|
repose. The habit of entering accurately must help to soothe me.
|
|
|
|
The Count's mysterious warning frightened me at the time; it
|
|
frightens me more now, when I think of it, for in future he has a
|
|
fearful hold upon me. I shall fear to doubt what he may say!
|
|
|
|
When I had written in my diary and had fortunately replaced the book
|
|
and pen in my pocket I felt sleepy. The Count's warning came into my
|
|
mind, but I took a pleasure in disobeying it. The sense of sleep was
|
|
upon me, and with it the obstinacy which sleep brings as outrider. The
|
|
soft moonlight soothed, and the wide expanse without gave a sense of
|
|
freedom which refreshed me. I determined not to return to-night to the
|
|
gloom-haunted rooms, but to sleep here, where of old ladies had sat
|
|
and sung and lived sweet lives whilst their gentle breasts were sad
|
|
for their menfolk away in the midst of remorseless wars. I drew a
|
|
great couch out of its place near the corner, so that, as I lay, I
|
|
could look at the lovely view to east and south, and unthinking of and
|
|
uncaring for the dust, composed myself for sleep. I suppose I must
|
|
have fallen asleep; I hope so, but I fear, for all that followed was
|
|
startlingly real- so real that now sitting here in the broad, full
|
|
sunlight of the morning, I cannot in the least believe that it was all
|
|
sleep.
|
|
|
|
I was not alone. The room was the same, unchanged in any way since I
|
|
came into it; I could see along the floor, in the brilliant moonlight,
|
|
my own footsteps marked where I had disturbed the long accumulation of
|
|
dust. In the moonlight opposite me were three young women, ladies by
|
|
their dress and manner. I thought at the time that I must be
|
|
dreaming when I saw them, for, though the moonlight was behind them,
|
|
they threw no shadow on the floor. They came close to me and looked at
|
|
me for some time, and then whispered together. Two were dark, and
|
|
had high aquiline noses, like the Count, and great dark, piercing
|
|
eyes, that seemed to be almost red when contrasted with the pale
|
|
yellow moon. The other was fair, as fair as can be, with great wavy
|
|
masses of golden hair and eyes like pale sapphires. I seemed somehow
|
|
to know her face, and to know it in connection with some dreamy
|
|
fear, but I could not recollect at the moment how or where. All
|
|
three had brilliant white teeth, that shone like pearls against the
|
|
ruby of their voluptuous lips. There was something about them that
|
|
made me uneasy, some longing and at the same time some deadly fear.
|
|
I felt in my heart a wicked, burning desire that they would kiss me
|
|
with those red lips. It is not good to note this down, lest some day
|
|
it should meet Mina's eyes and cause her pain; but it is the truth.
|
|
They whispered together, and then they all three laughed- such a
|
|
silvery, musical laugh, but as hard as though the sound never could
|
|
have come through the softness of human lips. It was like the
|
|
intolerable, tingling sweetness of water-glasses when played on by a
|
|
cunning hand. The fair girl shook her head coquettishly, and the other
|
|
two urged her on. One said:-
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|
|
|
"Go on! You are first, and we shall follow; yours is the right to
|
|
begin." The other added:-
|
|
|
|
"He is young and strong; there are kisses for us all." I lay
|
|
quiet, looking out under my eyelashes in an agony of delightful
|
|
anticipation. The fair girl advanced and bent over me till I could
|
|
feel the movement of her breath upon me. Sweet it was in one sense,
|
|
honey-sweet, and sent the same tingling through the nerves as her
|
|
voice, but with a bitter underlying the sweet, a bitter offensiveness,
|
|
as one smells in blood.
|
|
|
|
I was afraid to raise my eyelids, but looked out and saw perfectly
|
|
under the lashes. The girl went on her knees, and bent over me, simply
|
|
gloating. There was a deliberate voluptuousness which was both
|
|
thrilling and repulsive, and as she arched her neck she actually
|
|
licked her lips like an animal, till I could see in the moonlight
|
|
the moisture shining on the scarlet lips and on the red tongue as it
|
|
lapped the white sharp teeth. Lower and lower went her head as the
|
|
lips went below the range of my mouth and chin and seemed about to
|
|
fasten on my throat. Then she paused, and I could hear the churning
|
|
sound of her tongue as it licked her teeth and lips, and could feel
|
|
the hot breath on my neck. Then the skin of my throat began to
|
|
tingle as one's flesh does when the hand that is to tickle it
|
|
approaches nearer- nearer. I could feel the soft, shivering touch of
|
|
the lips on the super-sensitive skin of my throat, and the hard
|
|
dents of two sharp teeth, just touching and pausing there. I closed my
|
|
eyes in a languorous ecstasy and waited- waited with beating heart.
|
|
|
|
But at that instant another sensation swept through me as quick as
|
|
lightning. I was conscious of the presence of the Count, and of his
|
|
being as if lapped in a storm of fury. As my eyes opened involuntarily
|
|
I saw his strong hand grasp the slender neck of the fair woman and
|
|
with giant's power draw it back, the blue eyes transformed with
|
|
fury, the white teeth champing with rage, and the fair cheeks
|
|
blazing red with passion. But the Count! Never did I imagine such
|
|
wrath and fury, even to the demons of the pit. His eyes were
|
|
positively blazing. The red light in them was lurid, as if the
|
|
flames of hell-fire blazed behind them. His face was deathly pale, and
|
|
the lines of it were hard like drawn wires; the thick eyebrows that
|
|
met over the nose now seemed like a heaving bar of white-hot metal.
|
|
With a fierce sweep of his arm, he hurled the woman from him, and then
|
|
motioned to the others, as though he were beating them back; it was
|
|
the same imperious gesture that I had seen used to the wolves. In a
|
|
voice which, though low and almost in a whisper seemed to cut
|
|
through the air and then ring round the room as he said:-
|
|
|
|
"How dare you touch him, any of you? How dare you cast eyes on him
|
|
when I had forbidden it? Back, I tell you all! This man belongs to me!
|
|
Beware how you meddle with him, or you'll have to deal with me." The
|
|
fair girl, with a laugh of ribald coquetry, turned to answer him:-
|
|
|
|
"You yourself never loved; you never love!" On this the other
|
|
women joined, and such a mirthless, hard, soulless laughter rang
|
|
through the room that it almost made me faint to hear; it seemed
|
|
like the pleasure of fiends. Then the Count turned, after looking at
|
|
my face attentively, and said in a soft whisper:
|
|
|
|
"Yes, I too can love; you yourselves can tell it from the past. Is
|
|
it not so? Well, now I promise you that when I am done with him you
|
|
shall kiss him at your will. Now go! go! I must awaken him, for
|
|
there is work to be done."
|
|
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"Are we to have nothing to-night?" said one of them, with a low
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laugh, as she pointed to the bag which he had thrown upon the floor,
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and which moved as though there were some living thing within it.
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For answer he nodded his head. One of the women jumped forward and
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opened it. If my ears did not deceive me there was a gasp and a low
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wall, as of a half-smothered child. The women closed round, whilst I
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was aghast with horror; but as I looked they disappeared, and with
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them the dreadful bag. There was no door near them, and they could not
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have passed me without my noticing. They simply seemed to fade into
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the rays of the moonlight and pass out through the window, for I could
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see outside the dim, shadowy forms for a moment before they entirely
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faded away.
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"Then the horror overcame me, and I sank down unconscious."
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CHAPTER IV.
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JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL.
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I awoke in my own bed. If it be that I had not dreamt, the Count
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must have carried me here. I tried to satisfy myself on the subject,
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but could not arrive at any unquestionable result. To be sure, there
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were certain small evidences, such as that my clothes were folded
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and laid by in a manner which was not my habit. My watch was still
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unwound, and I am rigourously accustomed to wind it the last thing
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before going to bed, and many such details. But these things are no
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proof, for they may have been evidences that my mind was not as usual,
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and, from some cause or another, I had certainly been much upset. I
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must watch for proof. Of one thing I am glad: if it was that the Count
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carried me here and undressed me, he must have been hurried in his
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task, for my pockets are intact. I am sure this diary would have
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been a mystery to him which he would not have brooked. He would have
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taken or destroyed it. As I look round this room, although it has been
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to me so full of fear, it is now a sort of sanctuary, for nothing
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can be more dreadful than those awful women, who were- who are-
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waiting to suck my blood.
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18 May.- I have been down to look at that room again in daylight,
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for I must know the truth. When I got to the doorway at the top of the
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stairs I found it closed. It had been so forcibly driven against the
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jamb that part of the woodwork was splintered. I could see that the
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bolt of the lock had not been shot, but the door is fastened from
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the inside. I fear it was no dream, and must act on this surmise.
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19 May.- I am surely in the toils. Last night the Count asked me
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in the suavest tones to write three letters, one saying that my work
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here was nearly done, and that I should start for home within a few
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days, another that I was starting on the next morning from the time of
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the letter, and the third that I had left the castle and arrived at
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Bistritz. I would fain have rebelled, but felt that in the present
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state of things it would be madness to quarrel openly with the Count
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whilst I am so absolutely in his power; and to refuse would be to
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excite his suspicion and to arouse his anger. He knows that I know too
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much, and that I must not live, lest I be dangerous to him; my only
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chance is to prolong my opportunities. Something may occur which
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will give me a chance to escape. I saw in his eyes something of that
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gathering wrath which was manifest when he hurled that fair woman from
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him. He explained to me that posts were few and uncertain, and that my
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writing now would ensure ease of mind to my friends; and he assured me
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with so much impressiveness that he would countermand the later
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letters, which would be held over at Bistritz until due time in case
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chance would admit of my prolonging my stay, that to oppose him
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would have been to create new suspicion. I therefore pretended to fall
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in with his views, and asked him what dates I should put on the
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letters. He calculated a minute, and then said:-
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"The first should be June 12, the second June 19, and the third June
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29."
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I know now the span of my life. God help me!
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28 May.- There is a chance of escape, or at any rate of being able
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to send word home. A band of Szgany have come to the castle, and are
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encamped in the courtyard. These Szgany are gipsies; I have notes of
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them in my book. They are peculiar to this part of the world, though
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allied to the ordinary gipsies all the world over. There are thousands
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of them in Hungary and Transylvania, who are almost outside all law.
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They attach themselves as a rule to some great noble or boyar, and
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call themselves by his name. They are fearless and without religion,
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save superstition, and they talk only their own varieties of the
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Romany tongue.
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I shall write some letters home, and shall try to get them to have
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them posted. I have already spoken them through my window to begin
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acquaintanceship. They took their hats off and made obeisance and many
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signs, which, however, I could not understand any more than I could
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their spoken language...
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I have written the letters. Mina's is in shorthand, and I simply ask
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Mr. Hawkins to communicate with her. To her I have explained my
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situation, but without the horrors which I may only surmise. It
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would shock and frighten her to death were I to expose my heart to
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her. Should the letters not carry, then the Count shall not yet know
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my secret or the extent of my knowledge...
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I have given the letters; I threw them through the bars of my window
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with a gold piece, and made what signs I could to have them posted.
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The man who took them pressed them to his heart and bowed, and then
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put them in his cap. I could do no more. I stole back to the study,
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and began to read. As the Count did not come in, I have written
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here...
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The Count has come. He sat down beside me, and said in his smoothest
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voice as he opened two letters:-
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"The Szgany has given me these, of which, though I know not whence
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they come, I shall, of course, take care. See!"- he must have looked
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at it- "one is from you, and to my friend Peter Hawkins; the other"-
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here he caught sight of the strange symbols as he opened the envelope,
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and the dark look came into his face, and his eyes blazed wickedly-
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"the other is a vile thing, an outrage upon friendship and
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hospitality! It is not signed. Well! so it cannot matter to us." And
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he calmly held letter and envelope in the flame of the lamp till
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they were consumed. Then he went on:-
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"The letter to Hawkins- that I shall, of course, send on, since it
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is yours. Your letters are sacred to me. Your pardon, my friend,
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that unknowingly I did break the seal. Will you not cover it again?"
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He held out the letter to me, and with a courteous bow handed me a
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clean envelope. I could only redirect it and hand it to him in
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silence. When he went out of the room I could hear the key turn
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softly. A minute later I went over and tried it, and the door was
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locked.
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When, an hour or two after, the Count came quietly into the room;
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his coming wakened me, for I had gone to sleep on the sofa. He was
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very courteous and very cheery in his manner, and seeing that I had
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been sleeping, he said:-
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"So, my friend, you are tired? Get to bed. There is the surest rest.
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I may not have the pleasure to talk to-night, since there are many
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labours to me; but you will sleep, I pray." I passed to my room and
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went to bed, and, strange to say, slept without dreaming. Despair
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has its own calms.
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31 May.- This morning when I woke I thought I would provide myself
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with some paper and envelopes from my bag and keep them in my
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pocket, so that I might write in case I should get an opportunity; but
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again a surprise, again a shock!
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Every scrap of paper was gone, and with it all my notes, my
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memoranda, relating to railways and travel, my letter of credit, in
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fact all that might be useful to me were I once outside the castle.
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I sat and pondered a while, and then some thought occurred to me,
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and I made search of my portmanteau and in the wardrobe where I had
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placed my clothes.
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The suit in which I had travelled was gone, and also my overcoat and
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rug; I could find no trace of them anywhere. This looked like some new
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scheme of villainy...
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17 June.- This morning, as I was sitting on the edge of my bed
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cudgelling my brains, I heard without a cracking of whips and pounding
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and scraping of horses' feet up the rocky path beyond the courtyard.
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With joy I hurried to the window, and saw drive into the yard two
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great leiter-wagons, each drawn by eight sturdy horses, and at the
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head of each pair of Slovak, with his hat, great, nail-studded belt,
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dirty sheepskin, and high boots. They had also their long staves in
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hand. I ran to the door, intending to descend and try and join them
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through the main hall, as I thought that way might be opened for them.
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Again a shock: My door was fastened on the outside.
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Then I ran to the window and cried to them. They looked up at me
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stupidly and pointed, but just then the "hetman" of the Szgany came
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out, and seeing them pointing to my window, said something, at which
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they laughed. Henceforth no effort of mine, no piteous cry or agonised
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entreaty, would make them even look at me. They resolutely turned
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away. The leiter-wagons contained great, square boxes, with handles of
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thick rope; these were evidently empty by the ease with which the
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Slovaks handled them, and by their resonance as they were roughly
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moved. When they were all unloaded and packed in a great heap in one
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corner of the yard, the Slovaks were given some money by the Szgany,
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and spitting on it for luck, lazily went each to his horse's head.
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Shortly afterwards I heard the cracking of their whips die away in the
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distance.
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24 June, before morning.- Last night the Count left me early, and
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locked himself into his own room. As soon as I dared I ran up the
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winding stair, and looked out of the window, which opened south. I
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thought I would watch for the Count, for there is something going
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on. The Szgany are quartered somewhere in the castle, and are doing
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work of some kind. I know it, for now and then I hear a far-away,
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muffled sound as of mattock and spade, and, whatever it is, it must be
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the end of some ruthless villainy.
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I had been at the window somewhat less than half an hour, when I saw
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something coming out of the Count's window. I drew back and watched
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carefully, and saw the whole man emerge. It was a new shock to me to
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find that he had on the suit of clothes which I had worn whilst
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|
travelling here, and slung over his shoulder the terrible bag which
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I had seen the women take away. There could be no doubt as to his
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quest, and in my garb, too! This, then, is his new scheme of evil:
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that he will allow others to see me, as they think, so that he may
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both leave evidence that I have been seen in the towns or villages
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posting my own letters, and that any wickedness which he may do
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shall by the local people be attributed to me.
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It makes me rage to think that this can go on, and whilst I am
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shut up here, a veritable prisoner, but without that protection of the
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law which is even a criminal's right and consolation.
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I thought I would watch for the Count's return, and for a long
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time sat doggedly at the window. Then I began to notice that there
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were some quaint little specks floating in the rays of the
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moonlight. They were like the tiniest grains of dust, and they whirled
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round and gathered in clusters in a nebulous sort of way. I watched
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them with a sense of soothing, and a sort of calm stole over me. I
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|
leaned back in the embrasure in a more comfortable position, so that I
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could enjoy more fully the aerial gambolling.
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Something made me start up, a low, piteous howling of dogs somewhere
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far below in the valley, which was hidden from my sight. Louder it
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|
seemed to ring in my ears, and the floating motes of dust to take
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new shapes to the sound as they danced in the moonlight. I felt myself
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|
struggling to awake to some call of my instincts; may, my very soul
|
|
was struggling, and my half-remembered sensibilities were striving
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to answer the call. I was becoming hypnotised! Quicker and quicker
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danced the dust; the moonbeams seemed to quiver as they went by me
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|
into the mass of gloom beyond. More and more they gathered till they
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seemed to take dim phantom shapes. And then I started, broad awake and
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|
in full possession of my senses, and ran screaming from the place. The
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phantom shapes, which were becoming gradually materialised from the
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moonbeams, were those of the three ghostly women to whom I was doomed.
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I fled, and felt somewhat safer in my own room, where there was no
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moonlight and where the lamp was burning brightly.
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When a couple of hours had passed I heard something stirring in
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the Count's room, something like a sharp wail quickly suppressed;
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|
and then there was silence, deep, awful silence, which chilled me.
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With a beating heart, I tried the door; but I was locked in my prison,
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and could do nothing. I sat down and simply cried.
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As I sat I heard a sound in the courtyard without- the agonised
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|
cry of a woman. I rushed to the window, and throwing it up, peered out
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|
between the bars. There, indeed, was a woman with dishevelled hair,
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|
holding her hands over her heart as one distressed with running. She
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was leaning against a corner of the gateway. When she saw my face at
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the window she threw herself forward, and shouted in a voice laden
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|
with menace:-
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"Monster, give me my child!"
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She threw herself on her knees, and raising up her hands, cried
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|
the same words in tones which wrung my heart. Then she tore her hair
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|
and beat her breast, and abandoned herself to all the violences of
|
|
extravagant emotion. Finally, she threw herself forward, and, though I
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|
could not see her, I could hear the beating of her naked hands against
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the door.
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Somewhere high overhead, probably on the tower, I heard the voice of
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the Count calling in his harsh, metallic whisper. His call seemed to
|
|
be answered from far and wide by the howling of wolves. Before many
|
|
minutes had passed a pack of them poured, like a pent-up dam when
|
|
liberated, through the wide entrance into the courtyard.
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There was no cry from the woman, and the howling of the wolves was
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|
but short. Before long they streamed away singly, licking their lips.
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I could not pity her, for I knew now what had become of her child,
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|
and she was better dead.
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What shall I do? what can I do? How can I escape from this
|
|
dreadful thrall of night and gloom and fear?
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25 June, morning.- No man knows till he has suffered from the
|
|
night how sweet and how dear to his heart and eye the morning can
|
|
be. When the sun grew so high this morning that it struck the top of
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the great gateway opposite my window, the high spot which it touched
|
|
seemed to me as if the dove from the ark had lighted there. My fear
|
|
fell from me as if it had been a vapourous garment which dissolved
|
|
in the warmth. I must take action of some sort whilst the courage of
|
|
the day is upon me. Last night one of my post-dated letters went to
|
|
post, the first of that fatal series which is to blot out the very
|
|
traces of my existence from the earth.
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|
Let me not think of it. Action!
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|
It has always been at night-time that I have been molested or
|
|
threatened, or in some way in danger or in fear. I have not yet seen
|
|
the Count in the daylight. Can it be that he sleeps when others
|
|
wake, that he may be awake whilst they sleep? if I could only get into
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|
his room! But there is no possible way. The door is always locked,
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no way for me.
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Yes, there is a way, if one dares to take it. Where his body has
|
|
gone why may not another body go? I have seen him myself crawl from
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|
his window? Why should not I imitate him, and go in by his window? The
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|
chances are desperate, but my need is more desperate still. I shall
|
|
risk it. At the worst it can only be death; and a man's death is not a
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|
calf's, and the dreaded Hereafter may still be open to me. God help me
|
|
in my task! Good-bye. Mina, if I fail; good-bye, my faithful friend
|
|
and second father; good-bye, all, and last of all Mina!
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Same day, later.- I have made the effort, and, God helping me,
|
|
have come safely back to this room. I must put down every detail in
|
|
order. I went whilst my courage was fresh straight to the window on
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|
the south side, and at once got outside on the narrow ledge of stone
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|
which runs round the building on this side. The stones are big and
|
|
roughly cut, and the mortar has by process of time been washed away
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|
between them. I took off my boots, and ventured out on the desperate
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|
way. I looked down once, so as to make sure that a sudden glimpse of
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|
the awful depth would not overcome me, but after that kept my eyes
|
|
away from it. I knew pretty well the direction and distance of the
|
|
Count's window, and made for it as well as I could, having regard to
|
|
the opportunities available. I did not feel dizzy- I suppose I was too
|
|
excited- and the time seemed ridiculously short till I found myself
|
|
standing on the window-sill and trying to raise up the sash. I was
|
|
filled with agitation, however, when I bent down and slid feet
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|
foremost in through the window. Then I looked around for the Count,
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|
but, with surprise and gladness, made a discovery. The room was empty!
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|
It was barely furnished with odd things, which seemed to have never
|
|
been used; the furniture was something the same style as that in the
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|
south rooms, and was covered with dust. I looked for the key, but it
|
|
was not in the lock, and I could not find it anywhere. The only
|
|
thing I found was a great heap of gold in one corner- gold of all
|
|
kinds, Roman, and British, and Austrian, and Hungarian, and Greek
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|
and Turkish money, covered with a film of dust, as though it had
|
|
lain long in the ground. None of it that I noticed was less than three
|
|
hundred years old. There were also chains and ornaments, some
|
|
jewelled, but all of them old and stained.
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|
At one corner of the room was a heavy door. I tried it, for, since I
|
|
could not find the key of the room or the key of the outer door, which
|
|
was the main object of my search, I must make further examination,
|
|
or all my efforts would be in vain. It was open, and led through a
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|
stone passage to a circular stairway, which went steeply down. I
|
|
descended, minding carefully where I went, for the stairs were dark,
|
|
being only lit by loopholes in the heavy masonry. At the bottom
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|
there was a dark, tunnel-like passage, through which came a deathly,
|
|
sickly odour, the odour of old earth newly turned. As I went through
|
|
the passage the smell grew closer and heavier. At last I pulled open a
|
|
heavy door which stood a jar, and found myself in an old, ruined
|
|
chapel, which had evidently been used as a graveyard. The roof was
|
|
broken, and in two places were steps leading to vaults, but the ground
|
|
had recently been dug over, and the earth placed in great wooden
|
|
boxes, manifestly those which had been brought by the Slovaks. There
|
|
was nobody about, and I made search for any further outlet, but
|
|
there was none. Then I went over every inch of the ground, so as not
|
|
to lose a chance. I went down even into the vaults, where the dim
|
|
light struggled, although to do so was a dread to my very soul. Into
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|
two of these I went, but saw nothing except fragments of old coffins
|
|
and piles of dust; in the third, however, I made a discovery.
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|
There, in one of the great boxes, of which there were fifty in
|
|
all, on a pile of newly dug earth, lay the Count! He was either dead
|
|
or asleep, I could not say which- for the eyes were open and stony,
|
|
but without the glassiness of death- and the cheeks had the warmth
|
|
of life through all their pallor, the lips were as red as ever. But
|
|
there was no sign of movement, no pulse, no breath, no beating of
|
|
the heart. I bent over him, and tried to find any sign of life, but in
|
|
vain. He could not have lain there long, for the earthy smell would
|
|
have passed away in a few hours. By the side of the box was its cover,
|
|
pierced with holes here and there. I thought he might have the keys on
|
|
him, but when I went to search I saw the dead eyes, and in them,
|
|
dead though they were, such a look of hate, though unconscious of me
|
|
or my presence, that I fled from the place, and leaving the Count's
|
|
room by the window, crawled again up the castle wall. Regaining my
|
|
room chamber, I threw myself panting upon the bed and tried to
|
|
think...
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|
29 June.- To-day is the date of my last letter, and the Count has
|
|
taken steps to prove that it was genuine, for again I saw him leave
|
|
the castle by the same window, and in my clothes. As he went down
|
|
the wall, lizard fashion, I wished I had a gun or some lethal
|
|
weapon, that I might destroy him; but I fear that no weapon wrought
|
|
alone by man's hand would have any effect on him. I dared not wait
|
|
to see him return, for I feared to see those weird sisters. I came
|
|
back to the library, and read there till I fell asleep.
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|
|
|
I was awakened by the Count, who looked at me as grimly as a man can
|
|
look as he said:-
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|
"To-morrow, my friend, we must part. You return to your beautiful
|
|
England, I to some work which may have such an end that we may never
|
|
meet. Your letter home has been despatched; to-morrow I shall not be
|
|
here, but all shall be ready for your journey. In the morning come the
|
|
Szgany, who have some labours of their own here, and also come some
|
|
Slovaks. When they have gone, my carriage shall come for you, and
|
|
shall bear you to the Borgo Pass to meet the diligence from Bukovina
|
|
to Bistritz. But I am in hopes that I shall see more of you at
|
|
Castle Dracula." I suspected him, and determined to test his
|
|
sincerity. Sincerity! it seems like a profanation of the word to write
|
|
it in connection with such a monster, so asked him point-blank:-
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|
|
|
"Why may I not go to-night?"
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|
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|
"Because, dear sir, my coachman and horses are away on a mission."
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|
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|
"But I would walk with pleasure. I want to get away at once." He
|
|
smiled, such a soft, smooth, diabolical smile that I knew there was
|
|
some trick behind his smoothness. He said:-
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"And your baggage?"
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"I do not care about it. I can send for it some other time."
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The Count stood up, and said, with a sweet courtesy which made me
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rub my eyes, it seemed so real:-
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"You English have a saying which is close to my heart, for its
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spirit is that which rules our boyars: 'Welcome the coming; speed
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the parting guest.' Come with me, my dear young friend. Not an hour
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shall you wait in my house against your will, though sad am I at
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your going, and that you so suddenly desire it. Come!" With a
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stately gravity, he, with the lamp, preceded me down the stairs and
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along the hall. Suddenly he stopped.
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"Hark!"
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Close at hand came the howling of many wolves. It was almost as if
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the sound sprang up at the rising of his hand, just as the music of
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a great orchestra seems to leap under the baton of the conductor.
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After a pause of a moment, he proceeded, in his stately way, to the
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door, drew back the ponderous bolts, unhooked the heavy chains, and
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began to draw it open.
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To my intense astonishment I saw that it was unlocked.
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Suspiciously I looked all round, but could see no key of any kind.
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As the door began to open, the howling of the wolves without grew
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louder and angrier, their red jaws, with champing teeth, and their
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blunt-clawed feet as they leaped, came in through the opening door.
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I knew then that to struggle at the moment against the Count was
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useless. With such allies as these at his command, I could do nothing.
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But still the door continued slowly to open, and only the Count's body
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stood in the gap. Suddenly it struck me that this might be the
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moment and means of my doom; I was to be given to the wolves, and at
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my own instigation. There was a diabolical wickedness in the idea
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great enough for the Count, and as a last chance I cried out:-
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"Shut the door; I shall wait till morning!" and covered my face with
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my hands to hide my tears of bitter disappointment. With one sweep
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of his powerful arm, the Count threw the door shut, and the great
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bolts clanged and echoed through the hall as they shot back into their
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places.
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In silence we returned to the library, and after a minute or two I
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went to my own room. The last I saw of Count Dracula was his kissing
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his hand to me; with a red light of triumph in his eyes, and with a
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smile that Judas in hell might be proud of.
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When I was in my room and about to lie down, I thought I heard a
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whispering at my door. I went to it softly and listened. Unless my
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ears deceived me, I heard the voice of the Count:-
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"Back, back, to your own place! Your time is not yet come. Wait!
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Have patience! To-night is mine. To-morrow night is yours!" There
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was a low, sweet ripple of laughter, and in a rage I threw open the
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door, and saw without the three terrible women licking their lips.
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As I appeared they all joined in a horrible laugh, and ran away.
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I came back to my room and threw myself on my knees. It is then so
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near the end? To-morrow! to-morrow! Lord, help me, and those to whom I
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am dear!
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30 June, morning.- These may be the last words I ever write in
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this diary. I slept till just before the dawn, and when I woke threw
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myself on my knees, for I determined that if Death came he should find
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me ready.
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At last I felt that subtle change in the air, and knew that the
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morning had come. Then came the welcome cock-crow, and I felt that I
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was safe. With a glad heart, I opened my door and ran down to the
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hall. I had seen that the door was unlocked, and now escape was before
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me. With hands that trembled with eagerness, I unhooked the chains and
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drew back the massive bolts.
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But the door would not move. Despair seized me. I pulled, and
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pulled, at the door, and shook it till, massive as it was, it
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rattled in its casement. I could see the bolt shot. it had been locked
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after I left the Count.
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Then a wild desire took me to obtain that key at any risk, and I
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determined then and there to scale the wall again and gain the Count's
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room. He might kill me, but death now seemed the happier choice of
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evils. Without a pause I rushed up to the east window, and scrambled
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down the wall, as before, into the Count's room. It was empty, but
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that was as I expected. I could not see a key anywhere, but the heap
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of gold remained. I went through the door in the corner and down the
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winding stair and along the dark passage to the old chapel. I knew now
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well enough where to find the monster I sought.
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The great box was in the same place, close against the wall, but the
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lid was laid on it, not fastened down, but with the nails ready in
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their places to be hammered home. I knew I must reach the body for the
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key, so I raised the lid, and laid it back against the wall; and
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then I saw something which filled my very soul with horror. There
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lay the Count, but looking as if his youth had been half renewed,
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for the white hair and moustache were changed to dark iron-grey; the
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cheeks were fuller, and the white skin seemed ruby-red underneath; the
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mouth was redder than ever, for on the lips were gouts of fresh blood,
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which trickled from the corners of the mouth and ran over the chin and
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neck. Even the deep, burning eyes seemed set amongst swollen flesh,
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for the lids and pouches underneath were bloated. It seemed as if
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the whole awful creature were simply gorged with blood. He lay like
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a filthy leech, exhausted with his repletion. I shuddered as I bent
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over to touch him, and every sense in me revolted at the contact;
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but I had to search, or I was lost. The coming night might see my
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own body a banquet in a similar way to those horrid three. I felt
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all over the body, but no sign could I find of the key. Then I stopped
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|
and looked at the Count. There was a mocking smile on the bloated face
|
|
which seemed to drive me mad. This was the being I was helping to
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transfer to London, where, perhaps, for centuries to come he might,
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amongst its teeming millions, satiate his lust for blood, and create a
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new and ever-widening circle of semi-demons to batten on the helpless.
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The very thought drove me mad. A terrible desire came upon me to rid
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the world of such a monster. There was no lethal weapon at hand, but I
|
|
seized a shovel which the workmen had been using to fill the cases,
|
|
and lifting it high struck, with the edge downward, at the hateful
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|
face. But as I did so the head turned, and the eyes fell full upon me,
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|
with all their blaze of basilisk horror. The sight seemed to
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|
paralyse me, and the shovel turned in my hand and glanced from the
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|
face, merely making a deep gash above the forehead. The shovel fell
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|
from my hand across the box, and as I pulled it away the flange of the
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blade caught the edge of the lid, which fell over again, and hid the
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horrid thing from my sight. The last glimpse I had was of the
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bloated face, bloodstained and fixed with a grin of malice which would
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have held its own in the nethermost hell.
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I thought and thought what should be my next move, but my brain
|
|
seemed on fire, and I waited with a despairing feeling growing over
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|
me. As I waited I heard in the distance a gipsy song sung by merry
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|
voices coming closer, and through their song the rolling of heavy
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|
wheels and the cracking of whips; the Szgany and the Slovaks of whom
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|
the Count had spoken were coming. With a last look around and at the
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box which contained the vile body, I ran from the place and gained the
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Count's room, determined to rush out at the moment the door should
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|
be opened. With strained ears, I listened, and heard downstairs the
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grinding of the key in the great lock and the falling back of the
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|
heavy door. There must have been some other means of entry, or some
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|
one had a key for one of the locked doors. Then there came the sound
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|
of many feet tramping and dying away in some passage which sent up a
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|
clanging echo. I turned to run down again towards the vault, where I
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|
might find the new entrance; but at the moment there seemed to come
|
|
a violent puff of wind, and the door to the winding stair blew to with
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|
a shock that set the dust from the lintels flying. When I ran to
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|
push it open, I found that it was hopelessly fast. I was again a
|
|
prisoner, and the net of doom was closing round me more closely.
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|
As I write there is in the passage below a sound of many tramping
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|
feet and the crash of weights being set down heavily, doubtless the
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|
boxes, with their freight of earth. There is a sound of hammering;
|
|
it is the box being nailed down. Now I can hear the heavy feet
|
|
tramping again along the hall, with many other idle feet coming behind
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|
them.
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The door is shut, and the chains rattle; there is a grinding of
|
|
the key in the lock; I can hear the key withdraw: then another door
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|
opens and shuts; I hear the creaking of lock and bolt.
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|
Hark! in the courtyard and down the rocky way the roll of heavy
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|
wheels, the crack of whips, and the chorus of the Szgany as they
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|
pass into the distance.
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|
|
|
I am alone in the castle with those awful women. Faugh! Mina is a
|
|
woman, and there is nought in common. They are devils of the Pit!
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|
I shall not remain alone with them; I shall try to scale the
|
|
castle wall farther than I have yet attempted. I shall take some of
|
|
the gold with me, lest I want it later. I may find a way from this
|
|
dreadful place.
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|
|
|
And then away for home! away to the quickest and nearest train! away
|
|
from this cursed spot, from this cursed land, where the devil and
|
|
his children still walk with earthly feet!
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|
|
|
At least God's mercy is better than that of these monsters, and
|
|
the precipice is steep and high. At its foot a man may sleep- as a
|
|
man. Good-bye, all! Mina!
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|
CHAPTER V.
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LETTERS, ETC.
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|
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Letter from Miss Mina Murray to Miss Lucy Westenra.
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|
"9 May.
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"My dearest Lucy,-
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|
"Forgive my long delay in writing, but I have been simply
|
|
overwhelmed with work. The life of an assistant schoolmistress is
|
|
sometimes trying. I am longing to be with you, and by the sea, where
|
|
we can talk together freely and build our castles in the air. I have
|
|
been working very hard lately, because I want to keep up with
|
|
Jonathan's studies, and I have been practising shorthand very
|
|
assiduously. When we are married I shall be able to be useful to
|
|
Jonathan, and if I can stenograph well enough I can take down what
|
|
he wants to say in this way and write it out for him on the
|
|
typewriter, at which also I am practising very hard. He and I
|
|
sometimes write letters in shorthand, and he is keeping a stenographic
|
|
journal of his travels abroad. When I am with you I shall keep a diary
|
|
in the same way. I don't mean one of those
|
|
two-pages-to-the-week-with-Sunday-squeezed-in-a-corner diaries, but
|
|
a sort of journal which I can write in whenever I feel inclined. I
|
|
do not suppose there will be much of interest to other people; but
|
|
it is not intended for them. I may show it to Jonathan some day if
|
|
there is in it anything worth sharing, but it is really an exercise
|
|
book. I shall try to do what I see lady journalists do: interviewing
|
|
and writing descriptions and trying to remember conversations. I am
|
|
told that, with a little practise, one can remember all that goes on
|
|
or that one hears said during a day. However we shall see. I will tell
|
|
you of my little plans when we meet I have just had a few hurried
|
|
lines from Jonathan from Transylvania. He is well, and will be
|
|
returning in about a week. I am longing to hear all his news. it
|
|
must be so nice to see strange countries. I wonder if we- I mean
|
|
Jonathan and I- shall ever see them together. There is the ten o'clock
|
|
bell ringing. Good-bye.
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|
|
|
"Your loving
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|
|
"Mina.
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|
|
|
"Tell me all the news when you write. You have not told me
|
|
anything for a long time. I hear rumours, and especially of a tall,
|
|
handsome, curly-haired man???"
|
|
|
|
Letter, Lucy Westenra to Mina Murray.
|
|
|
|
"17, Chatham Street
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|
|
"Wednesday.
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|
|
|
"My dearest Mina,-
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|
|
"I must say you tax me very unfairly with being a bad correspondent.
|
|
I wrote to you twice since we parted, and your last letter was only
|
|
your second. Besides, I have nothing to tell you. There is really
|
|
nothing to interest you. Town is very pleasant just now, and we go a
|
|
good deal to picture-galleries and for walks and rides in the park. As
|
|
to the tall, curly-haired man, I suppose it was the one who was with
|
|
me at the last Pop. Some one has evidently been telling tales. That
|
|
was Mr. Holmwood. He often comes to see us, and he and mamma get on
|
|
very well together; they have so many things to talk about in
|
|
common. We met some time ago a man that would just do for you, if
|
|
you were not already engaged to Jonathan. He is an excellent parti,
|
|
being handsome, well off, and of good birth. He is a doctor and really
|
|
clever. Just fancy! He is only nine-and-twenty, and he has an
|
|
immense lunatic asylum all under his own care. Mr. Holmwood introduced
|
|
him to me, and he called here to see us, and often comes now. I
|
|
think he is one of the most resolute men I ever saw, and yet the
|
|
most calm. He seems absolutely imperturbable. I can fancy what a
|
|
wonderful power he must have over his patients. He has a curious habit
|
|
of looking one straight in the face, as if trying to read one's
|
|
thoughts. He tries this on very much with me, but I flatter myself
|
|
he has got a tough nut to crack. I know that from my glass. Do you
|
|
ever try to read your own face? I do, and I can tell you it is not a
|
|
bad study, and gives you more trouble than you can well fancy if you
|
|
have never tried it. He says that I afford him a curious psychological
|
|
study, and I humbly think I do. I do not, as you know, take sufficient
|
|
interest in dress to be able to describe the new fashions. Dress is
|
|
a bore. That is slang again, but never mind; Arthur says that every
|
|
day. There, it is all out. Mina, we have told all our secrets to
|
|
each other since we were children; we have slept together and eaten
|
|
together, and laughed and cried together, and now, though I have
|
|
spoken, I would like to speak more. Oh, Mina, couldn't you guess? I
|
|
love him. I am blushing as I write, for although I think he loves
|
|
me, he has not told me so in words. But oh, Mina, I love him; I love
|
|
him; I love him! There, that does me good. I wish I were with you,
|
|
dear, sitting by the fire undressing, as we used to sit; and I would
|
|
try to tell you what I feel. I do not know how I am writing this
|
|
even to you. I am afraid to stop, or I should tear up the letter,
|
|
and I don't want to stop, for I do so want to tell you all. Let me
|
|
hear from you at once, and tell me all that you think about it.
|
|
Mina, I must stop. Good-night. Bless me in your prayers; and, Mina,
|
|
pray for my happiness.
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|
|
"Lucy.
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|
|
|
"P.S.- I need not tell you this is a secret. Good-night again.
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|
"L."
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|
|
Letter, Lucy Westenra to Mina Murray.
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|
|
"24 May.
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|
|
"My dearest Mina,-
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|
|
|
"Thanks, and thanks, and thanks again for your sweet letter. It
|
|
was so nice to be able to tell you and to have your sympathy.
|
|
|
|
"My dear, it never rains but it pours. How true the old proverbs
|
|
are. Here am I, who shall be twenty in September, and yet I never
|
|
had a proposal till to-day, not a real proposal, and to-day I have had
|
|
three. Just fancy! Three proposals in one day! Isn't it awful I feel
|
|
sorry, really and truly sorry, for two of the poor fellows. Oh,
|
|
Mina, I am so happy that I don't know what to do with myself. And
|
|
three proposals! But, for goodness' sake, don't tell any of the girls,
|
|
or they would be getting all sorts of extravagant ideas and
|
|
imagining themselves injured and slighted if in their very first day
|
|
at home they did not get six at least. Some girls are so vain! You and
|
|
I, Mina dear, who are engaged and are going to settle down soon
|
|
soberly into old married women, can despise vanity. Well, I must
|
|
tell you about the three, but you must keep it a secret, dear, from
|
|
every one, except, of course, Jonathan. You will tell him, because I
|
|
would, if I were in your place, certainly tell Arthur. A woman ought
|
|
to tell her husband everything- don't you think so dear?- and I must
|
|
be fair. Men like women, certainly their wives, to be quite as fair as
|
|
they are; and women, I am afraid, are not always quite as fair as they
|
|
should be. Well, my dear, number One came just before lunch. I told
|
|
you of him, Dr. John Seward, the lunatic-asylum man, with the strong
|
|
jaw and the good forehead. He was very cool outwardly, but was nervous
|
|
all the same. He had evidently been schooling himself as to all
|
|
sorts of little things, and remembered them; but he almost managed
|
|
to sit down on his silk hat, which men don't generally do when they
|
|
are cool, and then when he wanted to appear at ease he kept playing
|
|
with a lancet in a way that made me nearly scream. He spoke to me,
|
|
Mina, very straightforwardly. He told me how dear I was to him, though
|
|
he had known me so little, and what his life would be with me to
|
|
help and cheer him. He was going to tell me how unhappy he would be if
|
|
I did not care for him, but when he saw me cry he said that he was a
|
|
brute and would not add to my present trouble. Then he broke off and
|
|
asked if I could love him in time; and when I shook my head his
|
|
hands trembled, and then with some hesitation he asked me if I cared
|
|
already for any one else. He put it very nicely, saying that he did
|
|
not want to wring my confidence from me, but only to know, because
|
|
if a woman's heart was free a man might have hope. And then, Mina, I
|
|
felt a sort of duty to tell him that there was some one. I only told
|
|
him that much, and then he stood up, and he looked very strong and
|
|
very grave as he took both my hands in his and said he hoped I would
|
|
be happy, and that if I ever wanted a friend I must count him one of
|
|
my best. Oh, Mina dear, I can't help crying; and you must excuse
|
|
this letter being all blotted. Being proposed to is all very nice
|
|
and all that sort of thing, but it isn't at all a happy thing when you
|
|
have to see a poor fellow, whom you know loves you honestly, going
|
|
away and looking all broken-hearted, and to know that, no matter
|
|
what he may say at the moment, you are passing quite out of his
|
|
life. My dear, I must stop here at present, I feel so miserable,
|
|
though I am so happy.
|
|
|
|
"Evening.
|
|
|
|
"Arthur has just gone, and I feel in better spirits than when I left
|
|
off, so I can go on telling you about the day. Well, my dear, number
|
|
two came after lunch. He is such a nice fellow, an American from
|
|
Texas, and he looks so young and so fresh that it seems almost
|
|
impossible that he has been to so many places and has had such
|
|
adventures. I sympathize with poor Desdemona when she had such a
|
|
dangerous stream poured in her ear, even by a black man. I suppose
|
|
that we women are such cowards that we think a man will save us from
|
|
fears, and we marry him. I know now what I would do if I were a man
|
|
and wanted to make a girl love me. No, I don't, for there was Mr.
|
|
Morris telling us his stories, and Arthur never told any, and yet-
|
|
My dear, I am somewhat previous. Mr. Quincey P. Morris found me alone.
|
|
it seems that a man always does find a girl alone. No, he doesn't, for
|
|
Arthur tried twice to make a chance, and I helping him all I could;
|
|
I am not ashamed to say it now. I must tell you beforehand that Mr.
|
|
Morris doesn't always speak slang- that is to say, he never does so to
|
|
strangers or before them, for he is really well educated and has
|
|
exquisite manners- but he found out that it amused me to hear him talk
|
|
American slang, and whenever I was present, and there was no one to be
|
|
shocked, he said such funny things. I am afraid, my dear, he has to
|
|
invent it all, for it fits exactly into whatever else he has to say.
|
|
But this is a way slang has. I do not know myself if I shall ever
|
|
speak slang; I do not know if Arthur likes it, as I have never heard
|
|
him use any as yet. Well, Mr. Morris sat down beside me and looked
|
|
as happy and jolly as he could, but I could see all the same that he
|
|
was very nervous. He took my hand in his, and said ever so sweetly:-
|
|
|
|
"'Miss Lucy, I know I ain't good enough to regulate the fixin's of
|
|
your little shoes, but I guess if you wait till you find a man that is
|
|
you will go join them seven young women with the lamps when you
|
|
quit. Won't you just hitch up alongside of me and let us go down the
|
|
long road together, driving in double harness?'
|
|
|
|
"Well, he did look so good-humoured and so jolly that it didn't seem
|
|
half so hard to refuse him as it did poor Dr. Seward; so I said, as
|
|
lightly as I could, that I did not know anything of hitching, and that
|
|
I wasn't broken to harness at all yet. Then he said that he had spoken
|
|
in a light manner, and he hoped that if he had made a mistake in doing
|
|
so on so grave, so momentous, an occasion for him, I would forgive
|
|
him. He really did look serious when he was saying it, and I
|
|
couldn't help feeling a bit serious too- I know, Mina, you will
|
|
think me a horrid flirt- though I couldn't help feeling a sort of
|
|
exultation that he was number two in one day. And then, my dear,
|
|
before I could say a word he began pouring out a perfect torrent of
|
|
love-making, laying his very heart and soul at my feet. He looked so
|
|
earnest over it that I shall never again think that a man must be
|
|
playful always, and never earnest, because he is merry at times. I
|
|
suppose he saw something in my face which checked him, for he suddenly
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stopped, and said with a sort of manly fervour that I could have loved
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him for if I had been free:-
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"'Lucy, you are an honest-hearted girl, I know. I should not be here
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speaking to you as I am now if I did not believe you clean grit, right
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through to the very depths of your soul. Tell me, like one good fellow
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to another, is there any one else that you care for? And if there is
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I'll never trouble you a hair's breadth again, but will be, if you
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will let me, a very faithful friend.'
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"My dear Mina, why are men so noble when we women are so little
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worthy of them? Here was I almost making fun of this great-hearted,
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true gentleman. I burst into tears- I am afraid, my dear, you will
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think this a very sloppy letter in more ways than one- and I really
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felt very badly. Why can't they let a girl marry three men, or as many
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as want her, and save all this trouble? But this is heresy, and I must
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not say it. I am glad to say that, though I was crying, I was able
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to look into Mr. Morris's brave eyes, and I told him out straight:-
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"'Yes, there is some one I love, though he has not told me yet
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that he even loves me.' I was right to speak to him so frankly, for
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quite a light came into his face, and he put out both his hands and
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took mine- I think I put them into his- and said in a hearty way:-
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"'That's my brave girl. It's better worth being late for a chance of
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winning you than being in time for any other girl in the world.
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Don't cry, my dear. if it's for me, I'm a hard nut to crack; and I
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take it standing up. If that other fellow doesn't know his
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happiness, well, he'd better look for it soon, or he'll have to deal
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with me. Little girl, your honesty and pluck have made me a friend,
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and that's rarer than a lover; it's more unselfish anyhow. My dear,
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I'm going to have a pretty lonely walk between this and Kingdom
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Come. Won't you give me one kiss? It'll be something to keep off the
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darkness now and then. You can, you know, if you like, for that
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other good fellow- he must be a good fellow, my dear, and a fine
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fellow, or you could not love him- hasn't spoken yet.' That quite
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won me, Mina, for it was brave and sweet of him, and noble, too, to
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a rival- wasn't it?- and he so sad; so I leant over and kissed him. He
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stood up with my two hands in his, and as he looked down into my face-
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I am afraid I was blushing very much- he said:-
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"'Little girl, I hold your hand, and you've kissed me, and if
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these things don't make us friends nothing ever will. Thank you for
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your sweet honesty to me, and good-bye.' He wrung my hand, and
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taking up his hat, went straight out of the room without looking back,
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without a tear or a quiver or a pause; and I am crying like a baby.
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Oh, why must a man like that be made unhappy when there are lots of
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girls about who would worship the very ground he trod on? I know I
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would if I were free- only I don't want to be free. My dear, this
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quite upset me, and I feel I cannot write of happiness just at once,
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after telling you of it; and I don't wish to tell of the number
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three until it can be all happy.
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"Ever your loving
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"Lucy.
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"P.S.- Oh, about number three- I needn't tell you of number three,
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need I? Besides, it was all so confused; it seemed only a moment
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from his coming into the room till both his arms were round me, and he
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was kissing me. I am very, very happy, and I don't know what I have
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done to deserve it. I must only try in the future to show that I am
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not ungrateful to God for all His goodness to me in sending to me such
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a lover, such a husband, and such a friend.
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"Good-bye."
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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(Kept in phonograph)
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25 May.- Ebb tide in appetite to-day. Cannot eat, cannot rest, so
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diary instead. Since my rebuff of yesterday I have a sort of empty
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feeling; nothing in the world seems of sufficient importance to be
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worth the doing... As I knew that the only cure for this sort of thing
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was work, I went down amongst the patients. I picked out one who has
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afforded me a study of much interest. He is so quaint in his mined
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to understand him as well as I can. To-day I seemed to get nearer than
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ever before to the heart of his mystery.
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I questioned him more fully than I had ever done, with a view to
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making myself master of the facts of his hallucination. in my manner
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of doing it there was, I now see, something of cruelty. I seemed to
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wish to keep him to the point of his madness- a thing which I avoid
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with the patients as I would the mouth of hell.
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(Mem., under what circumstances would I not avoid the pit of
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hell?) Omnia Romae venalia sunt. Hell has its price! verb. sap. If
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there be anything behind this instinct it will be valuable to trace it
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afterwards accurately, so I had better commence to do so, therefore-
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R. M. Renfield, aetat 59.- Sanguine temperament; great physical
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strength; morbidly excitable; periods of gloom, ending in some fixed
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idea which I cannot make out. I presume that the sanguine
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temperament itself and the disturbing influence end in a
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mentally-accomplished finish; a possibly dangerous man, probably
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dangerous if unselfish. In selfish men caution is as secure an
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armour for their foes as for themselves. What I think of on this point
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is, when self is the fixed point the centripetal force is balanced
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with the centrifugal; when duty, a cause, etc., is the fixed point,
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the latter force is paramount, and only accident or a series of
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accidents can balance it.
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Letter, Quincey P. Morris to Hon. Arthur Holmwood.
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"25 May.
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"My dear Art,-
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"We've told yarns by the camp-fire in the prairies; and dressed
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one another's wounds after trying a landing at the Marquesas; and
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drunk healths on the shore of Titicaca. There are more yarns to be
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told, and other wounds to be healed, and another health to be drunk.
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Won't you let this be at my camp-fire to-morrow night? I have no
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hesitation in asking you, as I know a certain lady is engaged to a
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certain dinner-party, and that you are free. There will only be one
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other, our old pal at the Korea, Jack Seward. He's coming, too, and we
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both want to mingle our weeps over the wine-cup, and to drink a health
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with all our hearts to the happiest man in all the wide world, who has
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won the noblest hear that God has made and the best worth winning.
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We promise you a hearty welcome, and a loving greeting, and a health
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as true as your own right hand. We shall both swear to leave you at
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home if you drink too deep to a certain pair of eyes. Come!
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"Yours, as ever and always,
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"Quincey P. Morris."
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Telegram from Arthur Holmwood to Quincey P Morris.
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26 May.
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"Count me in every time. I bear messages which will make both your
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ears tingle.
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"Art."
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CHAPTER VI.
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MINA MURRAY'S JOURNAL.
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24 July. Whitby.- Lucy met me at the station, looking sweeter and
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lovelier than ever, and we drove up to the house at the Crescent in
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which they have rooms. This is a lovely place. The little river, the
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Esk, runs through a deep valley, which broadens out as it comes near
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the harbour. A great viaduct runs across, with high piers, through
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|
which the view seems somehow further away than it really is. The
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|
valley is beautifully green, and it is so steep that when you are on
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the high land on either side you look right across it, unless you
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|
are near enough to see down. The houses of the old town- the side away
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from us- are all red-roofed, and seem piled up one over the other
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|
anyhow, like the pictures we see of Nuremberg. Right over the town
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is the ruin of Whitby Abbey, which was sacked by the Danes, and
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|
which is the scene of part of "Marmion," where the girl was built up
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in the wall. It is a most noble ruin, of immense size, and full of
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beautiful and romantic bits; there is a legend that a white lady is
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seen in one of the windows. Between it and the town there is another
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church, the parish one, round which is a big graveyard, all full of
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tombstones. This is to my mind the nicest spot in Whitby, for it
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lies right over the town, and has a full view of the harbour and all
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|
up the bay to where the headland called Kettleness stretches out
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into the sea. it descends so steeply over the harbour that part of the
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|
bank has fallen away, and some of the graves have been destroyed. In
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|
one place part of the stonework of the graves stretches out over the
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sandy pathway far below. There are walks, with seats beside them,
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through the churchyard; and people go and sit there all day long
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looking at the beautiful view and enjoying the breeze. I shall come
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and sit here very often myself and work. Indeed, I am writing now,
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with my book on my knee, and listening to the talk of three old men
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who are sitting beside me. They seem to do nothing all day but sit
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up here and talk.
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The harbour lies below me, with, on the far side, one long granite
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|
wall stretching out into the sea, with a curve outwards at the end
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|
of it, in the middle of which is a lighthouse. A heavy sea-wall runs
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|
along outside of it. On the near side, the sea-wall makes an elbow
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|
crooked inversely, and its end too has a lighthouse. Between the two
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piers there is a narrow opening into the harbour, which then
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|
suddenly widens.
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It is nice at high water; but when the tide is out it shoals away to
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|
nothing, and there is merely the stream of the Esk, running between
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|
banks of sand, with rocks here and there. Outside the harbour on
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|
this side there rises for about half a mile a great reef, the sharp
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|
edge of which runs straight out from behind the south lighthouse. At
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|
the end of it is a buoy with a bell, which swings in bad weather,
|
|
and sends in a mournful sound on the wind. They have a legend here
|
|
that when a ship is lost bells are heard out at sea. I must ask the
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|
old man about this; he is coming this way...
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|
He is a funny old man. He must be awfully old, for his face is all
|
|
gnarled and twisted like the bark of a tree. He tells me that he is
|
|
nearly a hundred, and that he was a sailor in the Greenland fishing
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|
fleet when Waterloo was fought. He is, I am afraid, a very sceptical
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|
person, for when I asked him about the bells at sea and the White Lady
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|
at the abbey he said very brusquely:-
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"I wouldn't fash masel' about them, miss. Them things be all wore
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|
out. Mind, I don't say that they never was, but I do say that they
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|
wasn't in my time. They be all very well for comers and trippers,
|
|
an' the like, but not for a nice young lady like you. Them
|
|
feet-folks from York and Leeds that be always eatin' cured herrin's
|
|
an' drinkin' tea an' lookin' out to buy cheap jet would creed aught. I
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|
wonder masel' who'd be bothered tellin' lies to them- even the
|
|
newspapers, which is full of fool-talk." I thought he would be a
|
|
good person to learn interesting things from, so I asked him if he
|
|
would mind telling me something about the whale-fishing in the old
|
|
days. He was just settling himself to begin when the clock struck six,
|
|
whereupon he laboured to get up, and said:-
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|
"I must gang ageeanwards home now, miss. My grand-daughter doesn't
|
|
like to be kept waitin' when the tea is ready, for it takes me time to
|
|
crammle aboon the grees, for there be a many of 'em; an', miss, I lack
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|
belly-timber sairly by the clock."
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|
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|
He hobbled away, and I could see him hurrying, as well as he
|
|
could, down the steps. The steps are a great feature of the place.
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|
They lead from the town up to the church; there are hundreds of
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|
them- I do not know how many- and they wind up in a delicate curve;
|
|
the slope is so gentle that a horse could easily walk up and down
|
|
them. I think they must originally have had something to do with the
|
|
abbey. I shall go home too. Lucy went out visiting with her mother,
|
|
and as they were only duty calls, I did not go. They will be home by
|
|
this.
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|
1 August.- I came up here an hour ago with Lucy, and we had a most
|
|
interesting talk with my old friend and the two others who always come
|
|
and join him. He is evidently the Sir Oracle of them, and I should
|
|
think must have been in his time a most dictatorial person. He will
|
|
not admit anything, and downfaces everybody. If he can't out-argue
|
|
them he bullies them, and then takes their silence for agreement
|
|
with his views. Lucy was looking sweetly pretty in her white lawn
|
|
frock, she has got a beautiful colour since she has been here. I
|
|
noticed that the old men did not lose any time in coming up and
|
|
sitting near her when we sat down. She is so sweet with old people;
|
|
I think they all fell in love with her on the spot. Even my old man
|
|
succumbed and did not contradict her, but gave me double share
|
|
instead. I got him on the subject of the legends, and he went off at
|
|
once into a sort of sermon. I must try to remember it and put it
|
|
down:-
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|
"It be all fool-talk, lock, stock, and barrel; that's what it be,
|
|
an' nowt else. These bans an' wafts an' boh-ghosts an' barguests an'
|
|
bogles an' all anent them is only fit to set bairns an' dizzy women
|
|
a-belderin'. They be nowt but air-blebs. They, an' all grims an' signs
|
|
an' warnin's, be all invented by parsons an' illsome beuk-bodies an'
|
|
railway touters to skeer an' scunner hafflin's, an' to get folks to do
|
|
somethin' that they don't other incline to. It makes me ireful to
|
|
think o' them. Why, it's them that, not content with printin' lies
|
|
on paper an' preachin' them out of pulpits, does want to be cuttin'
|
|
them on the tombsteans. Look here all around you in what airt ye will;
|
|
all them steans, holdin' up their heads as well as they can out of
|
|
their pride, is acant- simply tumblin' down with the weight o' the
|
|
lies wrote on them, 'Here lies the body' or 'Sacred to the memory'
|
|
wrote on all of them, an' yet in nigh half of them there bean't no
|
|
bodies at all; an' the memories of them bean't cared a pinch of
|
|
snuff about, much less sacred. Lies all of them, nothin' but lies of
|
|
one kind or another! My gog, but it'll be a quare scowderment at the
|
|
Day of Judgment when they come tumblin' up in their death-sarks, all
|
|
jouped together an' tryin' to drag their tombsteans with them to prove
|
|
how good they was; some of them trimmlin' and ditherin', with their
|
|
hands that dozzened an' slippy from lyin' in the sea that they can't
|
|
even keep their grup o' them."
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|
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|
I could see from the old fellow's self-satisfied air and the way
|
|
in which he looked round for the approval of his cronies that he was
|
|
"showing off," so I put in a word to keep him going:-
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|
|
|
"Oh, Mr. Swales, you can't be serious. Surely these tombstones are
|
|
not all wrong?"
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|
|
|
"Yabblins! There may be a poorish few not wrong, savin' where they
|
|
make out the people too good; for there be folk that do think a
|
|
balm-bowl be like the sea, if only it be their own. The whole thing be
|
|
only lies. Now look you here; you come here a stranger, an' you see
|
|
this kirk-garth." I nodded, for I thought it better to assent,
|
|
though I did not quite understand his dialect. I knew it had something
|
|
to do with the church. He went on: "And you consate that all these
|
|
steans be aboon folk that be happed here, snod an' snog?" I assented
|
|
again. "Then that be just where the lie comes in. Why, there be scores
|
|
of these lay-beds that be toom as old Dun's 'bacca-box on Friday
|
|
night." He nudged one of his companions, and they all laughed. "And my
|
|
gog! how could they be otherwise? Look at that one, the aftest abaft
|
|
the bier-bank; read it!" I went over and read:-
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|
|
"Edward Spencelagh, master mariner, murdered by pirates off the
|
|
coast of Andres, April, 1854, aet. 30." When I came back Mr. Swales
|
|
went on:-
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|
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|
"Who brought him home, I wonder, to hap him here? Murdered off the
|
|
coast of Andres! an' you consated his body lay under! Why, I could
|
|
name ye a dozen whose bones lie in the Greenland seas above"- he
|
|
pointed northwards- "or where the currents may have drifted them.
|
|
There be the steans around ye. Ye can, with your young eyes, read
|
|
the small-print of the lies from here. This Braithwaite Lowrey- I knew
|
|
his father, lost in the Lively off Greenland in '20; or Andrew
|
|
Woodhouse, drowned in the same seas in 1777; or John Paxton, drowned
|
|
off Cape Farewell a year later; or old John Rawlings, whose
|
|
grandfather sailed with me, drowned in the Gulf of Finland in '50.
|
|
Do ye think that all these men will have to make a rush to Whitby when
|
|
the trumpet sounds? I have me antherums about it! I tell ye that
|
|
when they got here they'd be jommlin' an' jostlin' one another that
|
|
way that it 'ud be like a fight up on the ice in the old days, when
|
|
we'd be at one another from daylight to dark, an' tryin' to tie up our
|
|
cuts by the light of the aurora borealis." This was evidently local
|
|
pleasantry, for the old man cackled over it, and his cronies joined in
|
|
with gusto.
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|
|
|
"But," I said, "surely you are not quite correct, for you start on
|
|
the assumption that all the poor people, or their spirits, will have
|
|
to take their tombstones with them on the Day of Judgment. Do you
|
|
think that will be really necessary?"
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|
|
|
"Well what else be they tombstones for? Answer me that, miss!"
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|
"To please their relatives, I suppose."
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|
|
|
"To please their relatives, you suppose!" This he said with
|
|
intense scorn. "How will it pleasure their relatives to know that lies
|
|
is wrote over them, and that everybody in the place knows that they be
|
|
lies?" He pointed to a stone at our feet which had been laid down as a
|
|
slab, on which the seat was rested, close to the edge of the cliff.
|
|
"Read the lies on that thruff-stean," he said. The letters were upside
|
|
down to me from where I sat, but Lucy was more opposite to them, so
|
|
she leant over and read:-
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|
|
|
"Sacred to the memory of George Canon, who died, in the hope of a
|
|
glorious resurrection, on July 29, 1873, falling from the rocks at
|
|
Kettleness. This tomb is erected by his sorrowing mother to her dearly
|
|
beloved son. 'He was the only son of his mother, and she was a
|
|
widow.'" "Really, Mr. Swales, I don't see anything very funny in
|
|
that!" She spoke her comment very gravely and somewhat severely.
|
|
|
|
"Ye don't see aught funny! Ha! ha! But that's because ye don't
|
|
gawm the sorrowin' mother was a hell-cat that hated him because he was
|
|
acrewk'd- a regular lamiter he was- an' he hated her so that he
|
|
committed suicide in order that she mightn't get an insurance she
|
|
put on his life. He blew night the top of his head off with an old
|
|
musket that they had for scarin' the crows with. 'Twarn't for crows
|
|
then, for it brought the clegs and the dowps to him. That's the way he
|
|
fell off the rocks. And, as to hopes of a glorious resurrection,
|
|
I've often heard him say masel' that he hoped he'd go to hell, for his
|
|
mother was so pious that she'd be sure to go to heaven, an' he
|
|
didn't wan't to addle where she was. Now isn't that stean at any
|
|
rate"- he hammered it with his stick as he spoke- "a pack of lies? and
|
|
won't it make Gabriel keckle when Geordie comes pantin' up the grees
|
|
with the tombstean balanced on his hump, and asks it to be took as
|
|
evidence!"
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|
|
|
I did not know what to say, but Lucy turned the conversation as
|
|
she said, rising up:-
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|
|
|
"Oh why did you tell us of this? it is my favourite seat, and I
|
|
cannot leave it; and now I find I must go on sitting over the grave of
|
|
a suicide."
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|
|
|
"That won't harm ye, my pretty; an' it may make poor Geordie
|
|
gladsome to have so trim a lass sittin' on his lap. That won't hurt
|
|
ye. Why, I've sat here off an' on for nigh twenty years past, an' it
|
|
hasn't done me no harm. Don't ye fash about them as lies under ye,
|
|
or that doesn' lie there either! it'll be time for ye to be getting
|
|
scart when ye see the tombsteans all run away with, and the place as
|
|
bare as a stubble-field. There's the clock, an' I must gang. My
|
|
service to ye, ladies!" And off he hobbled.
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|
|
|
Lucy and I sat a while, and it was all so beautiful before us that
|
|
we took hands as we sat; and she told me all over again about Arthur
|
|
and their coming marriage. That made me just a little heart-sick,
|
|
for I haven't heard from Jonathan for a whole month.
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|
|
|
The same day.- I came up here alone, for I am very sad. There was no
|
|
letter for me. I hope there cannot be anything the matter with
|
|
Jonathan. The clock has just struck nine. I see the lights scattered
|
|
all over the town, sometimes in rows where the streets are, and
|
|
sometimes singly; they run right up the Esk and die away in the
|
|
curve of the valley. To my left the view is cut off by a black line of
|
|
roof of the old house next the abbey. The sheep and lambs are bleating
|
|
in the fields away behind me, and there is a clatter of donkey's hoofs
|
|
up the paved road below. The band on the pier is playing a harsh waltz
|
|
in good time, and further along the quay there is a Salvation Army
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meeting in a back street. Neither of the bands hears the other, but up
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here I hear and see them both. I wonder where Jonathan is and if he is
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thinking of me! I wish he were here.
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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5 June.- The case of Renfield grows more interesting the more I
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get to understand the man. He has certain qualities very largely
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developed; selfishness, secrecy, and purpose. I wish I could get at
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what is the object of the latter. He seems to have some settled scheme
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of his own, but what it is I do not yet know. His redeeming quality is
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a love of animals, though, indeed, he has such curious turns in it
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that I sometimes imagine he is only abnormally cruel. His pets are
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of odd sorts. Just now his hobby is catching flies. He has at
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present such a quantity that I have had myself to expostulate. To my
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astonishment, he did not break out into a fury, as I expected, but
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took the matter in simple seriousness. He thought for a moment, and
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then said: "May I have three days? I shall clear them away." Of
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course, I said that would do. I must watch him.
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18 June.- He has turned his mind now to spiders, and has got several
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big fellows in a box. He keeps feeding them with his flies, and the
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number of the latter is becoming sensibly diminished, although he
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has used half his food in attracting more flies from outside to his
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room.
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1 July.- His spiders are now becoming as great a nuisance as his
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flies, and to-day I told him that he must get rid of them. He looked
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very sad at this, so I said that he must clear out some of them, at
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all events. He cheerfully acquiesced in this, and I gave him the
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same time as before for reduction. He disgusted me much while with
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him, for when a horrid blow-fly, bloated with some carrion food,
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buzzed into the room, he caught it, held it exultantly for a few
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moments between his finger and thumb, and, before I knew what he was
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going to do, put it in his mouth and ate it. I scolded him for it, but
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he argued quietly that it was very good and very wholesome; that it
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was life, strong life, and gave life to him. This gave me an idea,
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or the rudiment of one. I must watch how he gets rid of his spiders.
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He has evidently some deep problem in his mind for he keeps a little
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note-book in which he is always jotting down something. Whole pages of
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it are filled with masses of figures, generally single numbers added
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up in batches, and then the totals added in batches again, as though
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he were "focussing" some account, as the auditors put it.
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8 July.- There is a method in his madness, and the rudimentary
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idea in my mind is growing. It will be a whole idea soon, and then,
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oh, unconscious cerebration! you will have to give the wall to your
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conscious brother. I kept away from my friend for a few days, so
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that I might notice if there were any change. Things remain as they
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were except that he has parted with some of his pets and got a new
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one. He has managed to get a sparrow, and has already partially
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|
tamed it. His means of taming is simple, for already the spiders
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|
have diminished. Those that do remain, however, are well fed, for he
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still brings in the flies by tempting them with his food.
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19 July.- We are progressing. My friend has now a whole colony of
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sparrows, and his flies and spiders are almost obliterated. When I
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|
came in he ran to me and said he wanted to ask me a great favour- a
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very, very great favour; and as he spoke he fawned on me like a dog. I
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asked him what it was, and he said, with a sort of rapture in his
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voice and bearing:-
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"A kitten, a nice little, sleek, playful kitten, that I can play
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with, and teach, and feed- and feed and feed!" I was not unprepared
|
|
for this request, for I had noticed how his pets went on increasing in
|
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size and vivacity, but I did not care that his pretty family of tame
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sparrows should be wiped out in the same manner as the flies and the
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spiders; so I said I would see about it, and asked him if he would not
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rather have a cat than a kitten. His eagerness betrayed him as he
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|
answered:-
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"Oh, yes, I would like a cat! I only asked for a kitten lest you
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should refuse me a cat. No one would refuse me a kitten, would
|
|
they?" I shook my head, and said that at present I feared it would not
|
|
be possible, but that I would see about it. His face fell, and I could
|
|
see a warning of danger in it, for there was a sudden fierce,
|
|
sidelong, look which meant killing. The man is an undeveloped
|
|
homicidal maniac. I shall test him with his present craving and see
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how it will work out; then I shall know more.
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10 p.m.- I have visited him again and found him sitting in a
|
|
corner brooding. When I came in he threw himself on his knees before
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|
me and implored me to let him have a cat; that his salvation
|
|
depended upon it. I was firm, however, and told him that he could
|
|
not have it, whereupon he went without a word, and sat down, gnawing
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his fingers, in the corner where I had found him. I shall see him in
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the morning early.
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20 July.- Visited Renfield very early, before the attendant went his
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|
rounds. Found him up and humming a tune. He was spreading out his
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sugar, which he had saved, in the window, and was manifestly beginning
|
|
his fly-catching again; and beginning it cheerfully and with a good
|
|
grace. I looked around for his birds, and not seeing them, asked him
|
|
where they were. He replied, without turning round, that they had
|
|
all flown away. There were a few feathers about the room and on his
|
|
pillow a drop of blood. I said nothing, but went and told the keeper
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|
to report to me if there were anything odd about him during the day.
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11 a.m.- The attendant has just been to me to say that Renfield
|
|
has been very sick and has disgorged a whole lot of feathers. "My
|
|
belief is, doctor," he said, "that he has eaten his birds, and that he
|
|
just took and ate them raw!"
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|
11 p.m.- I gave Renfield a strong opiate to-night, enough to make
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|
even him sleep, and took away his pocket-book to look at it. The
|
|
thought that has been buzzing about my brain lately is complete, and
|
|
the theory proved. My homicidal maniac is of a peculiar kind. I
|
|
shall have to invent a new classification for him, and call him a
|
|
zoophagous (life-eating) maniac; what he desires is to absorb as
|
|
many lives as he can, and he has laid himself out to achieve it in a
|
|
cumulative way. He gave many flies to one spider and many spiders to
|
|
one bird, and then wanted a cat to eat the many birds. What would have
|
|
been his later steps? It would almost be worth while to complete the
|
|
experiment. It might be done if there were only a sufficient cause.
|
|
Men sneered at vivisection, and yet look at its results to-day! Why
|
|
not advance science in its most difficult and vital aspect- the
|
|
knowledge of the brain? Had I even the secret of one such mind- did
|
|
I hold the key to the fancy of even one lunatic- I might advance my
|
|
own branch of science to a pitch compared with which
|
|
Burdon-Sanderson's physiology or Ferrier's brain-knowledge would be as
|
|
nothing. If only there were a sufficient cause! I must not think too
|
|
much of this, or I may be tempted; a good cause might turn the scale
|
|
with me, for may not I too be of an exceptional brain, congenitally?
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|
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|
How well the man reasoned; lunatics always do within their own
|
|
scope. I wonder at how many lives he values a man, or if at only
|
|
one. He has closed the account most accurately, and to-day begun a new
|
|
record. How many of us begin a new record with each day of our lives?
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|
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|
To me it seems only yesterday that my whole life ended with my new
|
|
hope, and that truly I began a new record. So it will be until the
|
|
Great Recorder sums me up and closes my ledger account with a
|
|
balance to profit or loss. Oh, Lucy, Lucy, I cannot be angry with you'
|
|
nor can I be angry with my friend whose happiness is yours; but I must
|
|
only wait on hopeless and work. Work! work!
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|
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|
If I only could have as strong a cause as my poor mad friend
|
|
there- a good, unselfish cause to make me work- that would be indeed
|
|
happiness.
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|
Mina Murray's Journal.
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|
|
26 July.- I am anxious, and it soothes me to express myself here; it
|
|
is like whispering to one's self and listening at the same time. And
|
|
there is also something about the shorthand symbols that makes it
|
|
different from writing. I am unhappy about Lucy and about Jonathan.
|
|
I had not heard from Jonathan for some time, and was very concerned;
|
|
but yesterday dear Mr. Hawkins, who is always so kind, sent me a
|
|
letter from him. I had written asking him if he had heard, and he said
|
|
the enclosed had just been received. It is only a line dated from
|
|
Castle Dracula, and says that he is just starting for home. That is
|
|
not like Jonathan; I do not understand it, and it makes me uneasy.
|
|
Then, too, Lucy, although she is so well, has lately taken to her
|
|
old habit of walking in her sleep. Her mother has spoken to me about
|
|
it, and we have decided that I am to lock the door of our room every
|
|
night. Mrs. Westenra has got an idea that sleep-walkers always go
|
|
out on roofs of houses and along the edges of cliffs, and then get
|
|
suddenly wakened and fall over with a despairing cry that echoes all
|
|
over the place. Poor dear, she is naturally anxious about Lucy, and
|
|
she tells me that her husband, Lucy's father, had the same habit; that
|
|
he would get up in the night and dress himself and go out, if he
|
|
were not stopped. Lucy is to be married in the autumn, and she is
|
|
already planning out her dresses and how her house is to be
|
|
arranged. I sympathise with her, for I do the same, only Jonathan
|
|
and I will start in life in a very simple way, and shall have to try
|
|
to make both ends meet. Mr. Holmwood- he is the Hon. Arthur
|
|
Holmwood, only son of Lord Godalming- is coming up here very
|
|
shortly- as soon as he can leave town, for his father is not very
|
|
well, and I think dear Lucy is counting the moments till he comes. She
|
|
wants to take him up to the seat on the churchyard cliff and show
|
|
him the beauty of Whitby. I daresay it is the waiting which disturbs
|
|
her; she will be all right when he arrives.
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|
|
|
27 July.- No news from Jonathan. I am getting quite uneasy about
|
|
him, though why I should I do not know; but I do wish that he would
|
|
write, if it were only a single line. Lucy walks more than ever, and
|
|
each night I am awakened by her moving about the room. Fortunately,
|
|
the weather is so hot that she cannot get cold; but still the
|
|
anxiety and the perpetually being wakened is beginning to tell on
|
|
me, and I am getting nervous and wakeful myself. Thank God, Lucy's
|
|
health keeps up. Mr. Holmwood has been suddenly called to Ring to
|
|
see his father, who has been taken seriously ill. Lucy frets at the
|
|
postponement of seeing him, but it does not touch her looks; she is
|
|
a trifle stouter, and her cheeks are a lovely rose pink. She has
|
|
lost that anaemic look which she had. I pray it will all last.
|
|
|
|
3 August.- Another week gone, and no news from Jonathan, not even to
|
|
Mr. Hawkins, from whom I have heard. Oh, I do hope he is not ill. He
|
|
surely would have written. I look at that last letter of his, but
|
|
somehow it does not satisfy me. It does not read like him, and yet
|
|
it is his writing. There is no mistake of that. Lucy has not walked
|
|
much in her sleep the last week, but there is an odd concentration
|
|
about her which I do not understand; even in her sleep she seems to be
|
|
watching me. She tries the door, and finding it locked, goes about the
|
|
room searching for the key.
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|
|
|
6 August.- Another three days, and no news. This suspense is getting
|
|
dreadful. If I only knew where to write to or where to go to, I should
|
|
feel easier; but no one has heard a word of Jonathan since that last
|
|
letter. I must only pray to God for patience. Lucy is more excitable
|
|
than ever, but is otherwise well. Last night was very threatening, and
|
|
the fishermen say that we are in for a storm. I must try to watch it
|
|
and learn the weather signs. To-day is a grey day, and the sun as I
|
|
write is hidden in thick clouds, high over Kettleness. Everything is
|
|
grey- except the green grass, which seems like emerald amongst it;
|
|
grey earthy rock; grey clouds, tinged with the sunburst at the far
|
|
edge, hang over the grey sea, into which the sand-points stretch
|
|
like grey fingers. The sea is tumbling in over the shallows and the
|
|
sandy flats with a roar, muffled in the sea-mists drifting inland. The
|
|
horizon is lost in a grey mist. All is vastness; the clouds are
|
|
piled up like giant rocks, and there is a "brool" over the sea that
|
|
sounds like some presage of doom. Dark figures are on the beach here
|
|
and there, sometimes half shrouded in the mist, and seem "men like
|
|
trees walking." The fishing-boats are racing for home, and rise and
|
|
dip in the ground swell as they sweep into the harbour, bending to the
|
|
scuppers. Here comes old Mr. Swales. He is making straight for me, and
|
|
I can see, by the way he lifts his hat, that he wants to talk...
|
|
|
|
I have been quite touched by the change in the poor old man. When he
|
|
sat down beside me, he said in a very gentle way:-
|
|
|
|
"I want to say something to you, miss." I could see he was not at
|
|
ease, so I took his poor old wrinkled hand in mine and asked him to
|
|
speak fully; so he said, leaving his hand in mine:-
|
|
|
|
"I'm afraid, my deary, that I must have shocked you by all the
|
|
wicked things I've been sayin' about the dead, and such like, for
|
|
weeks past; but I didn't mean them, and I want ye to remember that
|
|
when I'm gone. We aud folks that be daffled, and with one foot abaft
|
|
the krok-hooal, don't altogether like to think of it, and we don't
|
|
want to feel scart of it; an' that's why I've took to makin' light
|
|
of it, so that I'd cheer up my own heart a bit. But, Lord love ye,
|
|
miss, I ain't afraid of dyin', not a bit; only I don't want to die
|
|
if I can help it. My time must be nigh at hand now, for I be aud,
|
|
and a hundred years is too much for any man to expect; and I'm so nigh
|
|
it that the Aud Man is already whettin' his scythe. Ye see, I can't
|
|
get out o' the habit of affin' about it all at once: the chafts will
|
|
wag as they be used to. Some day soon the Angel of Death will sound
|
|
his trumpet for me. But don't ye dooal an' greet, my deary!"- for he
|
|
saw that I was crying- "if he should come this very night I'd not
|
|
refuse to answer his call. For life be, after all, only a waitin'
|
|
for somethin' else than what we're doin'; and death be all that we can
|
|
rightly depend on. But I'm content, for it's comin' to me, my deary,
|
|
and comin' quick. It may be comin' while we be lookin' and
|
|
wonderin'. Maybe it's in that wind out over the sea that's bringin'
|
|
with it loss and wreck, and sore distress, and sad hearts. Look!
|
|
look!" he cried suddenly. "There's something in that wind and in the
|
|
hoast beyont that sounds, and looks, and tastes, and smells like
|
|
death. It's in the air, I feel it comin. Lord, make me answer cheerful
|
|
when my call comes!" He held up his arms devoutly, and raised his hat.
|
|
His mouth moved as though he were praying. After a few minutes'
|
|
silence, he got up, shook hands with me, and blessed me, and said
|
|
good-bye, and hobbled off. It all touched me, and upset me very much.
|
|
|
|
I was glad when the coastguard came along, with his spyglass under
|
|
his arm. He stopped to talk with me, as he always does, but all the
|
|
time kept looking at a strange ship.
|
|
|
|
"I can't make her out," he said; "she's a Russian, by the look of
|
|
her; but she's knocking about in the queerest way. She doesn't know
|
|
her mind a bit; she seems to see the storm coming, but can't decide
|
|
whether to run up north in the open, or to put in here. Look there
|
|
again! She is steered mighty strangely, for she doesn't mind the
|
|
hand on the wheel; changes about with every puff of wind. We'll hear
|
|
more of her before this time to-morrow."
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER VII.
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|
|
|
CUTTING FROM "THE DAILYGRAPH".
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|
|
(Pasted in Mina Murray's Journal.)
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|
|
From a Correspondent.
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|
|
|
8 August. Whitby
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|
|
|
One of the greatest and suddenest storms on record has just been
|
|
experienced here, with results both strange and unique. The weather
|
|
had been somewhat sultry, but not to any degree uncommon in the
|
|
month of August. Saturday evening was as fine as was ever known, and
|
|
the great body of holiday-makers laid out yesterday for visits to
|
|
Mulgrave Woods, Robin Hood's Bay, Rig Mill, Runswick, Staithes, and
|
|
the various trips in the neighbourhood of Whitby. The steamers Emma
|
|
and Scarborough made trips up and down the coast, and there was an
|
|
unusual amount of "tripping" both to and from Whitby. The day was
|
|
unusually fine till the afternoon, when some of the gossips who
|
|
frequent the East Cliff churchyard, and from that commanding
|
|
eminence watch the wide sweep of sea visible to the north and east,
|
|
called attention to a sudden show of "mares'-tails" high in the sky to
|
|
the north-west. The wind was then blowing from the south-west in the
|
|
mild degree which in barometrical language is ranked "No. 2: light
|
|
breeze." The coastguard on duty at once made report, and one old
|
|
fisherman, who for more than half a century has kept watch on
|
|
weather signs from the East Cliff, foretold in an emphatic manner
|
|
the coming of a sudden storm. The approach of sunset was so very
|
|
beautiful, so grand in its masses of splendidly-coloured clouds,
|
|
that there was quite an assemblage on the walk along the cliff in
|
|
the old churchyard to enjoy the beauty. Before the sun dipped blow the
|
|
black mass of Kettleness, standing boldly athwart the western sky, its
|
|
downward way was marked by myriad clouds of every sunset-colour-
|
|
flame, purple, pink, green, violet, and all the tints of gold; with
|
|
here and there masses not large, but of seemingly absolute
|
|
blackness, in all sorts of shapes, as well outlined as colossal
|
|
silhouettes. The experience was not lost on the painters, and
|
|
doubtless some of the sketches of the "Prelude to the Great Storm"
|
|
will grace the R.A. and R.I. walls in May next. More than one
|
|
captain made up his mind then and there that his "cobble" or his
|
|
"mule," as they term the different classes of boats, would remain in
|
|
the harbour till the storm had passed. The wind fell away entirely
|
|
during the evening, and at midnight there was a dead calm, a sultry
|
|
heat, and that prevailing intensity which, on the approach of thunder,
|
|
affects persons of a sensitive nature. There were but few lights in
|
|
sight at sea, for even the coasting steamers, which usually "hug"
|
|
the shore so closely, kept well to seaward, and but few
|
|
fishing-boats were in sight. The only sail noticeable was a foreign
|
|
schooner with all sails set, which was seemingly going westwards.
|
|
The foolhardiness or ignorance of her officers was a prolific theme
|
|
for comment whilst she remained in sight, and efforts were made to
|
|
signal her to reduce sail in face of her danger. Before the night shut
|
|
down she was seen with sails idly napping as she gently rolled on
|
|
the undulating swell of the sea,
|
|
|
|
"As idle as a painted ship upon a painted ocean."
|
|
|
|
Shortly before ten o'clock the stillness of the air grew quite
|
|
oppressive, and the silence was so marked that the bleating of a sheep
|
|
inland or the barking of a dog in the town was distinctly heard, and
|
|
the band on the pier, with its lively French air, was like a discord
|
|
in the great harmony of nature's silence. A little after midnight came
|
|
a strange sound from over the sea, and high overhead the air began
|
|
to carry a strange, faint, hollow booming.
|
|
|
|
Then without warning the tempest broke. With a rapidity which, at
|
|
the time, seemed incredible, and even afterwards is impossible to
|
|
realise, the whole aspect of nature at once became convulsed. The
|
|
waves rose in growing fury, each overtopping its fellow, till in a
|
|
very few minutes the lately glassy sea was like a roaring and
|
|
devouring monster. White-crested waves beat madly on the level sands
|
|
and rushed up the shelving cliffs; others broke over the piers, and
|
|
with their spume swept the lanthorns of the lighthouses which rise
|
|
from the end of either pier of Whitby Harbour. The wind roared like
|
|
thunder, and blew with such force that it was with difficulty that
|
|
even strong men kept their feet, or clung with grim clasp to the
|
|
iron stanchions. It was found necessary to clear the entire piers from
|
|
the mass of onlookers, or else the fatalities of the night would
|
|
have been increased manifold. To add to the difficulties and dangers
|
|
of the time, masses of sea-fog came drifting inland- white, wet
|
|
clouds, which swept by in ghostly fashion, so dank and damp and cold
|
|
that it needed but little effort of imagination to think that the
|
|
spirits of those lost at sea were touching their living brethren
|
|
with the clammy hands of death, and many a one shuddered as the
|
|
wreaths of sea-mist swept by. At times the mist cleared, and the sea
|
|
for some distance could be seen in the glare of the lightning, which
|
|
now came thick and fast, followed by such sudden peals of thunder that
|
|
the whole sky overhead seemed trembling under the shock of the
|
|
footsteps of the storm.
|
|
|
|
Some of the scenes thus revealed were of immeasurable grandeur and
|
|
of absorbing interest- the sea, running mountains high, threw skywards
|
|
with each wave mighty masses of white foam, which the tempest seemed
|
|
to snatch at and whirl away into space; here and there a fishing-boat,
|
|
with a rag of sail, running madly for shelter before the blast; now
|
|
and again the white wings of a storm-tossed sea-bird. On the summit of
|
|
the East Cliff the new searchlight was ready for experiment, but had
|
|
not yet been tried. The officers in charge of it got it into working
|
|
order, and in the pauses of the inrushing mist swept with it the
|
|
surface of the sea. Once or twice its service was most effective, as
|
|
when a fishing-boat, with gunwale under water, rushed into the
|
|
harbour, able, by the guidance of the sheltering light, to avoid the
|
|
danger of dashing against the piers. As each boat achieved the
|
|
safety of the port there was a shout of joy from the mass of people on
|
|
shore, a shout which for a moment seemed to cleave the gale and was
|
|
then swept away in its rush.
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Before long the searchlight discovered some distance away a schooner
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with all sails set, apparently the same vessel which had been
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noticed earlier in the evening. The wind had by this time backed to
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the east, and there was a shudder amongst the watchers on the cliff as
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they realised the terrible danger in which she now was. Between her
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and the port lay the great flat reef on which so many good ships
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have from time to time suffered, and, with the wind blowing from its
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present quarter, it would be quite impossible that she should fetch
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the entrance of the harbour. It was now nearly the hour of high
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tide, but the waves were so great that in their troughs the shallows
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of the shore were almost visible, and the schooner, with all sails
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set, was rushing with such speed that, in the words of one old salt,
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"she must fetch up somewhere, if it was only in hell." Then came
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another rush of sea-fog, greater than any hitherto- a mass of dank
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mist, which seemed to close on all things like a grey pall, and left
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available to men only the organ of hearing, for the roar of the
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tempest, and the crash of the thunder, and the booming of the mighty
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billows came through the damp oblivion even louder than before. The
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rays of the searchlight were kept fixed on the harbour mouth across
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the East Pier, where the shock was expected, and men waited
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breathless. The wind suddenly shifted to the northeast, and the
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remnant of the sea-fog melted in the blast; and then, mirabile
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dictu, between the piers, leaping from wave to wave as it rushed at
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headlong speed, swept the strange schooner before the blast, with
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all sail set, and gained the safety of the harbour. The search-light
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followed her, and a shudder ran through all who saw her, for lashed to
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the helm was a corpse, with drooping head, which swung horribly to and
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fro at each motion of the ship. No other form could be seen on deck at
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all. A great awe came on all as they realised that the ship, as if
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by a miracle, had found the harbour, unsteered save by the hand of a
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dead man! However, all took place more quickly than it takes to
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write these words. The schooner paused not, but rushing across the
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harbour, pitched herself on that accumulation of sand and gravel
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washed by many tides and many storms into the south-east corner of the
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pier jutting under the East Cliff, known locally as Tate Hill Pier.
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There was of course a considerable concussion as the vessel drove up
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on the sand heap. Every spar, rope, and stay was strained, and some of
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the "top-hammer" came crashing down. But, strangest of all, the very
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instant the shore was touched, an immense dog sprang up on deck from
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below, as if shot up by the concussion, and running forward, jumped
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from the bow on the sand. Making straight for the steep cliff, where
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the churchyard hangs over the laneway to the East Pier so steeply that
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some of the flat tombstones- "thruff-steans" or "through-stones," as
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they call them in the Whitby vernacular- actually project over where
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the sustaining cliff has fallen away, it disappeared in the
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darkness, which seemed intensified just beyond the focus of the
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searchlight.
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It so happened that there was no one at the moment on Tate Hill
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Pier, as all those whose houses are in close proximity were either
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in bed or were out on the heights above. Thus the coastguard on duty
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on the eastern side of the harbour, who at once ran down to the little
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pier, was the first to climb on board. The men working the
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searchlight, after scouring the entrance of the harbour without seeing
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anything, then turned the light on the derelict and kept it there. The
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coastguard ran aft, and when he came beside the wheel, bent over to
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examine it, and recoiled at once as though under some sudden
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emotion. This seemed to pique general curiosity, and quite a number of
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people began to run. It is a good way round from the West Cliff by the
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Drawbridge to Tate Hill Pier, but your correspondent is a fairly
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good runner, and came well ahead of the crowd. When I arrived,
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however, I found already assembled on the pier a crowd, whom the
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coastguard and police refused to allow to come on board. By the
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courtesy of the chief boatman, I was, as your correspondent, permitted
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to climb on deck, and was one of a small group who saw the dead seaman
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whilst actually lashed to the wheel.
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It was no wonder that the coastguard was surprised, or even awed,
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for not often can such a sight have been seen. The man was simply
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fastened by his hands, tied one over the other, to a spoke of the
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wheel. Between the inner hand and the wood was a crucifix, the set
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of beads on which it was fastened being around both wrists and
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wheel, and all kept fast by the binding cords. The poor fellow may
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have been seated at one time, but the flapping and buffeting of the
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sails had worked through the rudder of the wheel and dragged him to
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and fro, so that the cords with which he was tied had cut the flesh to
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the bone. Accurate note was made of the state of things, and a doctor-
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Surgeon J. M. Caffyn, of 33, East Elliot Place- who came immediately
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after me, declared, after making examination, that the man must have
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been dead for quite two days. In his pocket was a bottle, carefully
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corked, empty save for a little roll of paper, which proved to be
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the addendum to the log. The coastguard said the man must have tied up
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his own hands, fastening the knots with his teeth. The fact that a
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coastguard was the first on board may save some complications, later
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on, in the Admiralty Court; for coastguards cannot claim the salvage
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which is the tight of the first civilian entering on a derelict.
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Already however, the legal tongues are wagging, and one young law
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student is loudly asserting that the rights of the owner are already
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completely sacrificed, his property being held in contravention of the
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statutes of mortmain, since the tiller, as emblemship, if not proof,
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of delegated possession, is held in a dead hand. It is needless to say
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that the dead steersman has been reverently removed from the place
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where he held his honourable watch and ward till death- a
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steadfastness as noble as that of the young Casablanca- and placed
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in the mortuary to await inquest.
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Already the sudden storm is passing, and its fierceness is
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abating; crowds are scattering homeward, and the sky is beginning to
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redden over the Yorkshire wolds. I shall send, in time for your next
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issue, further details of the derelict ship which found her way so
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miraculously into harbour in the storm.
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Whitby.
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9 August.- The sequel to the strange arrival of the derelict in
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the storm last night is almost more startling than the thing itself.
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It turns out that the schooner is a Russian from Varna, and is
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|
called the Demeter. She is almost entirely in ballast of silver
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|
sand, with only a small amount of cargo- a number of great wooden
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|
boxes filled with mould. This cargo was consigned to a Whitby
|
|
solicitor, Mr. S. F. Billington, of 7, The Crescent, who this
|
|
morning went aboard and formally took possession of the goods
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|
consigned to him. The Russian consul, too, acting for the
|
|
charter-party, took formal possession of the ship, and paid all
|
|
harbour dues, etc. Nothing is talked about here to-day except the
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|
strange coincidence; the officials of the Board of Trade have been
|
|
most exacting in seeing that every compliance has been made with
|
|
existing regulations. As the matter is to be a "nine days' wonder,"
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they are evidently determined that there shall be no cause of after
|
|
complaint. A good deal of interest was abroad concerning the dog which
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|
landed when the ship struck, and more than a few of the members of the
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|
S.P.C.A., which is very strong in Whitby, have tried to befriend the
|
|
animal. To the general disappointment, however, it was not to be
|
|
found; it seems to have disappeared entirely from the town. It may
|
|
be that it was frightened and made its way on to the moors, where it
|
|
is still hiding in terror. There are some who look with dread on
|
|
such a possibility, lest later on it should in itself become a danger,
|
|
for it is evidently a fierce brute. Early this morning a large dog,
|
|
a half-bred mastiff belonging to a coal merchant close to Tate Hill
|
|
Pier, was found dead in the roadway opposite to master's yard. It
|
|
had been fighting, and manifestly had had a savage opponent, for its
|
|
throat was torn away, and its belly was slit open as if with a
|
|
savage claw.
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Later.- By the kindness of the Board of Trade inspector, I have been
|
|
permitted to look over the log-book of the Demeter, which was in order
|
|
up to within three days, but contained nothing of special interest
|
|
except as to facts of missing men. The greatest interest, however,
|
|
is with regard to the paper found in the bottle, which was to-day
|
|
produced at the inquest; and a more strange narrative than the two
|
|
between them unfold it has not been my lot to come across. As there is
|
|
no motive for concealment, I am permitted to use them, and accordingly
|
|
send you a rescript, simply omitting technical details of seamanship
|
|
and supercargo. It almost seems as though the captain had been
|
|
seized with some kind of mania before he had got well into blue water,
|
|
and that this had developed persistently throughout the voyage. Of
|
|
course my statement must be taken cum grano, since I am writing from
|
|
the dictation of a clerk of the Russian consul, who kindly
|
|
translated for me, time being short.
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LOG OF THE "DEMETER."
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Varna to Whitby.
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Written 18 July, things so strange happening, that I shall keep
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accurate note henceforth till we land.
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On 6 July we finished taking in cargo, silver sand and boxes of
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|
earth. At noon set sail. East wind, fresh. Crew, five hands,... two
|
|
mates, cook, and myself (captain).
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On 11 July at dawn entered Bosphorus. Boarded by Turkish Customs
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|
officers. Backsheesh. All correct. Under way at 4 p.m.
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On 12 July through Dardanelles. More Customs officers and flagboat
|
|
of guarding squadron,. Backsheesh again. Work of officers thorough,
|
|
but quick. Want us off soon. At dark passed into Archipelago.
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On 13 July passed Cape Matapan. Crew dissatisfied about something.
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|
Seemed scared, but would not speak out.
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On 14 July was somewhat anxious about crew. Men all steady
|
|
fellows, who sailed with me before. Mate could not make out what was
|
|
wrong; they only told him there was something, and crossed themselves.
|
|
Mate lost temper with one of them that day and struck him. Expected
|
|
fierce quarrel, but all was quiet.
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On 16 July mate reported in the morning that one of crew, Petrofsky,
|
|
was missing. Could not account for it. Took larboard watch eight bells
|
|
last night; was relieved by Abramoff, but did not go to bunk. Men more
|
|
downcast than ever. All said they expected something of the kind,
|
|
but would not say more than that there was something aboard. Mate
|
|
getting very impatient with them; feared some trouble ahead.
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|
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On 17 July, yesterday, one of the men, Olgaren, came to my cabin,
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|
and in an awestruck way confided to me that he thought there was a
|
|
strange man aboard the ship. He said that in his watch he had been
|
|
sheltering behind the deck-house, as there was a rain-storm, when he
|
|
saw a tall, thin man, who was not like any of the crew, come up the
|
|
companion-way, and go along the deck forward, and disappear. He
|
|
followed cautiously, but when he got to bows found no one, and the
|
|
hatchways were all closed. He was in a panic of superstitious fear,
|
|
and I am afraid the panic may spread. To allay it, I shall to-day
|
|
search entire ship carefully from stem to stern.
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|
|
|
Later in the day I got together the whole crew, and told them, as
|
|
they evidently thought there was some one in the ship, we would search
|
|
from stem to stern. First mate angry; said it was folly, and to
|
|
yield to such foolish ideas would demoralise the men; said he would
|
|
engage to keep them out of trouble with a handspike. I let him take
|
|
the helm, while the rest began thorough search, all keeping abreast,
|
|
with lanterns; we left no corner unsearched. As there were only the
|
|
big wooden boxes, there were no odd corners where a man could hide.
|
|
Men much relieved when search over, and went back to work
|
|
cheerfully. First mate scowled, but said nothing.
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|
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|
22 July.- Rough weather last three days, and all hands busy with
|
|
sails- no time to be frightened. Men seem to have forgotten their
|
|
dread. Mate cheerful again, and all on good terms. Praised men for
|
|
work in bad weather. Passed Gibraltar and out through Straits. All
|
|
well.
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|
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|
24 July.- There seems some doom over this ship. Already a hand
|
|
short, and entering on the Bay of Biscay with wild weather ahead,
|
|
and yet last night another man lost- disappeared. Like the first, he
|
|
came off his watch and was not seen again. Men all in a panic of fear;
|
|
sent a round robin, asking to have double watch, as they fear to be
|
|
alone. Mate angry. Fear there will be some trouble, as either he or
|
|
the men will do some violence.
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|
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|
28 July.- Four days in hell, knocking about in a sort of
|
|
maelstrom, and the wind a tempest. No sleep for any one. Men all
|
|
worn out. Hardly know how to set a watch, since no one fit to go on.
|
|
Second mate volunteered to steer and watch, and let men snatch a few
|
|
hours' sleep. Wind abating; seas still terrific, but feel them less,
|
|
as ship is steadier.
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|
|
|
29 July.- Another tragedy. Had single watch to-night, as crew too
|
|
tired to double. When morning watch came on deck could find no one
|
|
except steersman. Raised outcry, and all came on deck. Thorough
|
|
search, but no one found. Are now without second mate, and crew in a
|
|
panic. Mate and I agreed to go armed henceforth and wait for any
|
|
sign of cause.
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|
|
|
30 July.- Last night. Rejoiced we are nearing England. Weather fine,
|
|
all sails set. Retired worn out; slept soundly; awaked by mate telling
|
|
me that both man of watch and steersman missing. Only self and mate
|
|
and two hands left to work ship.
|
|
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|
1 August.- Two days of fog, and not a sail sighted. Had hoped when
|
|
in the English Channel to be able to signal for help or get in
|
|
somewhere. Not having power to work sails, have to run before wind.
|
|
Dare not lower, as could not raise them again. We seem to be
|
|
drifting to some terrible doom. Mate now more demoralised than
|
|
either of men. His stronger nature seems to have worked inwardly
|
|
against himself. Men are beyond fear, working stolidly and
|
|
patiently, with minds made up to worst. They are Russian, he
|
|
Roumanian.
|
|
|
|
2 August, midnight.- Woke up from few minutes' sleep by hearing a
|
|
cry, seemingly outside my port. Could see nothing in fog. Rushed on
|
|
deck, and ran against mate. Tells me heard cry and ran, but no sign of
|
|
man on watch. One more gone. Lord, help us! Mate says we must be
|
|
past Straits of Dover, as in a moment of fog lifting he saw North
|
|
Foreland, just as he heard the man cry out. If so we are now off in
|
|
the North Sea, and only God can guide us in the fog, which seems to
|
|
move with us; and God seems to have deserted us.
|
|
|
|
3 August.- At midnight I went to relieve the man at the wheel, and
|
|
when I got to it found no one there. The wind was steady, and as we
|
|
ran before it there was no yawing. I dared not leave it, so shouted
|
|
for the mate. After a few seconds he rushed up on deck in his
|
|
flannels. He looked wild-eyed and haggard, and I greatly fear his
|
|
reason has given way. He came close to me and whispered hoarsely, with
|
|
his mouth to my ear, as though fearing the very air might hear: "It is
|
|
here; I know it, now. On the watch last night I saw it, like a man,
|
|
tall and thin, and ghastly pale. It was in the bows, and looking
|
|
out. I crept behind It, and gave It my knife; but the knife went
|
|
through it, empty as the air." And as he spoke he took his knife and
|
|
drove it savagely into space. Then he went on: "But it is here, and
|
|
I'll find It. It is in the hold, perhaps in one of those boxes. I'll
|
|
unscrew them one by one and see. You work the helm." And with a
|
|
warning look and his finger on his lip, he went below. There was
|
|
springing up a choppy wind, and I could not leave the helm. I saw
|
|
him come out on deck again with a tool-chest and a lantern, and go
|
|
down the forward hatchway. He is mad, stark, raving mad, and it's no
|
|
use my trying to stop him. He can't hurt those big boxes: they are
|
|
invoiced as "clay," and to pull them about is as harmless a thing as
|
|
he can do. So here I stay, and mind the helm, and write these notes. I
|
|
can only trust in God and wait till the fog clears. Then, if I can't
|
|
steer to any harbour with the wind that is, I shall cut down sails and
|
|
lie by, and signal for help.
|
|
|
|
It is nearly all over now. Just as I was beginning to hope that
|
|
the mate would come out calmer- for I heard him knocking away at
|
|
something in the hold, and work is good for him- there came up the
|
|
hatchway a sudden, startled scream, which made my blood run cold,
|
|
and up on the deck he came as if shot from a gun- a raging madman,
|
|
with his eyes rolling and his face convulsed with fear. "Save me! save
|
|
me!" he cried, and then looked round on the blanket of fog. His horror
|
|
turned to despair, and in a steady voice he said: "You had better come
|
|
too, captain, before it is too late. He is there. I know the secret
|
|
now. The sea will save me from Him, and it is all that is left!"
|
|
Before I could say a word, or move forward to seize him, he sprang
|
|
on the bulwark and deliberately threw himself into the sea. I
|
|
suppose I know the secret too, now. It was this madman who had got rid
|
|
of the men one by one, and now he has followed them himself. God
|
|
help me! How am I to account for all these horrors when I get to port?
|
|
When I get to port! Will that ever be?
|
|
|
|
4 August.- Still fog, which the sunrise cannot pierce. I know
|
|
there is sunrise because I am a sailor, why else I know not. I dared
|
|
not go below, I dared not leave the helm; so here all night I
|
|
stayed, and in the dimness of the night I saw It- Him! God forgive me,
|
|
but the mate was right to jump overboard. It was better to die like
|
|
a man; to die like a sailor in blue water no man can object. But I
|
|
am captain, and I must not leave my ship. But I shall baffle this
|
|
fiend or monster, for I shall tie my hands to the wheel when my
|
|
strength begins to fail, and along with them I shall tie that which
|
|
He- It!- dare not touch; and then, come good wind or foul, I shall
|
|
save my soul, and my honour as a captain. I am growing weaker, and the
|
|
night is coming on. If He can look me in the face again, I may not
|
|
have time to act... If we are wrecked, mayhap this bottle may be
|
|
found, and those who find it may understand; if not,... well, then all
|
|
men shall know that I have been true to my trust. God and the
|
|
Blessed Virgin and the saints help a poor ignorant soul trying to do
|
|
his duty...
|
|
|
|
Of course the verdict was an open one. There is no evidence to
|
|
adduce; and whether or not the man himself committed the murders there
|
|
is now none to say. The folk here hold almost universally that the
|
|
captain is simply a hero, and he is to be given a public funeral.
|
|
Already it is arranged that his body is to be taken with a train of
|
|
boats up the Esk for a piece and then brought back to Tate Hill Pier
|
|
and up the abbey steps; for he is to be buried in the churchyard on
|
|
the cliff. The owners of more than a hundred boats have already
|
|
given in their names as wishing to follow him to the grave.
|
|
|
|
No trace has ever been found of the great dog; at which there is
|
|
much mourning, for, with public opinion in its present state, he
|
|
would, I believe, be adopted by the town. Tomorrow will see the
|
|
funeral; and so will end this one more "mystery of the sea."
|
|
|
|
Mina Murray's Journal.
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|
|
|
8 August.- Lucy was very restless all night, and I, too, could not
|
|
sleep. The storm was fearful, and as it boomed loudly among the
|
|
chimney-pots, it made me shudder. When a sharp puff came it seemed
|
|
to be like a distant gun. Strangely enough, Lucy did not wake; but she
|
|
got up twice and dressed herself. Fortunately, each time I awoke in
|
|
time, and managed to undress her without waking her, and got her
|
|
back to bed. It is a very strange thing, this sleep-walking, for as
|
|
soon as her will is thwarted in any physical way, her intention, if
|
|
there be any, disappears, and she yields herself almost exactly to the
|
|
routine of her life.
|
|
|
|
Early in the morning we both got up and went down to the harbour
|
|
to see if anything had happened in the night. There were very few
|
|
people about, and though the sun was bright, and the air clear and
|
|
fresh, the big, grim-looking waves, that seemed dark themselves
|
|
because the foam that topped them was like snow, forced themselves
|
|
in through the narrow mouth of the harbour- like a bullying man
|
|
going through a crowd. Somehow I felt glad that Jonathan was not on
|
|
the sea last night, but on land. But, oh, is he on land or sea?
|
|
Where is he, and how? I am getting fearfully anxious about him. If I
|
|
only knew what to do, and could do anything!
|
|
|
|
10 August.- The funeral of the poor sea-captain to-day was most
|
|
touching. Every boat in the harbour seemed to be there, and the coffin
|
|
was carried by captains all the way from Tate Hill Pier up to the
|
|
churchyard. Lucy came with me, and we went early to our old seat,
|
|
whilst the cortege of boats went up the river to the Viaduct and
|
|
came down again. We had a lovely view and saw the procession nearly
|
|
all the way. The poor fellow was laid to rest quite near our seat so
|
|
that we stood on it when the time came and saw everything. Poor Lucy
|
|
seemed much upset. She was restless and uneasy all the time, and I
|
|
cannot but think that her dreaming at night is telling on her. She
|
|
is quite odd in one thing: she will not admit to me that there is
|
|
any cause for restlessness; or if there be, she does not understand it
|
|
herself. There is an additional cause in that poor old Mr. Swales
|
|
was found dead this morning on our seat, his neck being broken. He had
|
|
evidently, as the doctor said, fallen back in the seat in some sort of
|
|
fright, for there was a look of fear and horror on his face that the
|
|
men said made them shudder. Poor dear old man! Perhaps he had seen
|
|
Death with his dying eyes! Lucy is so sweet and sensitive that she
|
|
feels influences more acutely than other people do. Just now she was
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quite upset by a little thing which I did not much heed, though I am
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myself very fond of animals. One of the men who came up here often
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to look for the boats was followed by his dog. The dog is always
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with him. They are both quiet persons, and I never saw the man
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angry, nor heard the dog bark. During the service the dog would not
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come to its master, who was on the seat with us, but kept a few
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yards off, barking and howling. Its master spoke to it gently, and
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then harshly, and then angrily; but it would neither come nor cease to
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make a noise. It was in a sort of fury, with its eyes savage, and
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all its hairs bristling out like a cat's tail when puss, is, on the
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war-path. Finally the man, too, got angry, and jumped down and
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kicked the dog, and then took it by the scruff of the neck and half
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dragged and half threw it on the tombstone on which the seat is fixed.
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The moment it touched the stone the poor thing became quiet and fell
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all into a tremble. It did not try to get away, but crouched down,
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quivering and cowering, and was in such a pitiable state of terror
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that I tried, though without effect, to comfort it. Lucy was full of
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pity, too, but she did not attempt to touch the dog, but looked at
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it in an agonised sort of way. I greatly fear that she is of too
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supersensitive a nature to go through the world without trouble. She
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will be dreaming of this to-night, I am sure. The whole
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agglomeration of things- the ship steered into port by a dead man; his
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attitude, tied to the wheel with a crucifix and beads; the touching
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funeral; the dog, now furious and now in terror- will all afford
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material for her dreams.
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I think it will be best for her to go to bed tired out physically,
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so I shall take her for a long walk by the cliffs to Robin Hood's
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Bay and back. She ought not to have much inclination for sleep-walking
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then.
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CHAPTER VIII.
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MINA MURRAY'S JOURNAL.
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Same day, 11 o'clock p.m.- Oh, but I am tired! if it were not that I
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had made my diary a duty I should not open it tonight. We had a lovely
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walk. Lucy, after a while, was in gay spirits, owing, I think, to some
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dear cows who came nosing towards us in a field close to the
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lighthouse, and frightened the wits out of us. I believe we forgot
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everything, except, of course, personal fear, and it seemed to wipe
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there slate clean and give us a fresh start. We had a capital
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"severe tea" at Robin Hood's Bay in a sweet little old-fashioned
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inn, with a bow-window right over the seaweed-covered rocks of the
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strand. I believe we should have shocked the "New Woman" with our
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appetites. Men are more tolerant, bless them! Then we walked home with
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some, or rather many, stoppages to rest, and with our hearts full of a
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constant dread of wild bulls. Lucy was really tired, and we intended
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to creep off to bed as soon as we could. The young curate came in,
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however, and Mrs. Westenra asked him to stay for supper. Lucy and I
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had both a fight for it with the dusty miller; I know it was a hard
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fight on my part, and I am quite heroic. I think that some day the
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bishops must get together and see about breeding up a new class of
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curates, who don't take supper, no matter how they may be pressed
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to, and who will know when girls are tired. Lucy is asleep and
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breathing softly. She has more colour in her cheeks than usual, and
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looks, oh, so sweet. If Mr. Holmwood fell in love with her seeing
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her only in the drawingroom, I wonder what he would say if he saw
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her now. Some of the "New Women" writers will some day start an idea
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that men and women should be allowed to see each other asleep before
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proposing or accepting. But I suppose the New Woman won't condescend
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in future to accept; she will do the proposing herself And a nice
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job she will make of it, too! There's some consolation in that. I am
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so happy to-night, because dear Lucy seems better. I really believe
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she has turned the corner, and that we are over her troubles with
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dreaming. I should be quite happy if I only knew if Jonathan... God
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bless and keep him.
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11 August, 3 a.m.- Diary again. No sleep now, so I may as well
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write. I am too agitated to sleep. We have had such an adventure, such
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an agonising experience. I fell asleep as soon as I had closed my
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diary... Suddenly I became broad awake, and sat up, with a horrible
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sense of fear upon me, and of some feeling of emptiness around me. The
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room was dark, so I could not see Lucy's bed; I stole across and
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felt for her. The bed was empty. I lit a match, and found that she was
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not in the room. The door was shut, but not locked, as I had left
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it. I feared to wake her mother, who has been more than usually ill
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lately, so threw on some clothes and got ready to look for her. As I
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was leaving the room it struck me that the clothes she wore might give
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me some clue to her dreaming intention. Dressing-gown would mean
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house; dress, outside. Dressing-gown and dress were both in their
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places. "Thank God," I said to myself, "she cannot be far, as she is
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only in her nightdress." I ran downstairs and looked in the
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sitting-room. Not there! Then I looked in all the other open rooms
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of the house, with an ever-growing fear chilling my heart. Finally I
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came to the hall-door and found it open. It was not wide open, but the
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catch of the lock had not caught. The people of the house are
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careful to lock the door every night, so I feared that Lucy must
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have gone out as she was. There was no time to think of what might
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happen; a vague, overmastering fear obscured all details. I took a
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big, heavy shawl and ran out. The clock was striking one as I was in
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the Crescent, and there was not a soul in sight. I ran along the North
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Terrace, but could see no sign of the white figure which I expected.
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At the edge of the West Cliff above the pier I looked across the
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harbour to the East Cliff, in the hope or fear- I don't know which- of
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seeing Lucy in our favourite seat. There was a bright full moon,
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with heavy black, driving clouds, which threw the whole scene into a
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fleeting diorama of light and shade as they sailed across. For a
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moment or two I could see nothing, as the shadow of a cloud obscured
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St. Mary's Church and all around it. Then as the cloud passed I
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could see the ruins of the abbey coming into view; and as the edge
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of a narrow band of light as sharp as a sword-cut moved along, the
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church and the churchyard became gradually visible. Whatever my
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expectation was, it was not disappointed, for there, on our
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favourite seat, the silver light of the moon struck a half-reclining
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figure, snowy white. The coming of the cloud was too quick for me to
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see much, for shadow shut down on light almost immediately; but it
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seemed to me as though something dark stood behind the seat where
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the white figure shone, and bent over it. What it was, whether man
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or beast, I could not tell; I did not wait to catch another glance,
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but flew down the steep steps to the pier and along by the fish-market
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to the bridge, which was the only way to reach the East Cliff. The
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town seemed as dead, for not a soul did I see; I rejoiced that it
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was so, for I wanted no witness of poor Lucy's condition. The time and
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distance seemed endless, and my knees trembled and my breath came
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laboured as I toiled up the endless steps to the abbey. I must have
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gone fast, and yet it seemed to me as if my feet were weighted with
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lead, and as though every joint in my body were rusty. When I got
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almost to the top I could see the seat and the white figure, for I was
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now close enough to distinguish it even through the spells of
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shadow. There was undoubtedly something, long and black, bending
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over the half-reclining white figure. I called in fright, "Lucy!
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Lucy!" and something raised a head, and from where I was I could see a
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white face and red, gleaming eyes. Lucy did not answer, and I ran on
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to the entrance of the churchyard. As I entered, the church was
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between me and the seat, and for a minute or so I lost sight of her.
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When I came in view again the cloud had passed, and the moonlight
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struck so brilliantly that I could see Lucy half reclining with her
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head lying over the back of the seat. She was quite alone, and there
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|
was not a sign of any living thing about.
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When I bent over her I could see that she was still asleep. Her lips
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were parted, and she was breathing- not softly, as usual with her, but
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in long, heavy gasps, as though striving to get her lungs full at
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every breath. As I came close, she put up her hand in her sleep and
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pulled the collar of her nightdress close around her throat. Whilst
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she did so there came a little shudder through her, as though she felt
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the cold. I flung the warm shawl over her, and drew the edges tight
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|
round her neck, for I dreaded lest she should get some deadly chill
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|
from the night air, unclad as she was I feared to wake her all at
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once, so, in order to have my hands free that I might help her. I
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fastened the shawl at her throat with a big safety-pin; but I must
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have been clumsy in my anxiety and pinched or pricked her with it, for
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|
by-and-by, when her breathing became quieter, she put her hand to
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her throat again and moaned. When I had her carefully wrapped up I put
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my shoes on her feet, and then began very gently to wake her. At first
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|
she did not respond; but gradually she became more and more uneasy
|
|
in her sleep, moaning and sighing occasionally. At last, as time was
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|
passing fast, and, for many other reasons, I wished to get her home at
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|
once, I shook her more forcibly, till finally she opened her eyes
|
|
and awoke. She did not seem surprised to see me, as, of course, she
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|
did not realise all at once where she was. Lucy always wakes prettily,
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|
and even at such a time, when her body must have been chilled with
|
|
cold, and her mind somewhat appalled at waking unclad in a
|
|
churchyard at night, she did not lose her grace. She trembled a
|
|
little, and clung to me; when I told her to come at once with me
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|
home she rose without a word, with the obedience of a child. As we
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|
passed along, the gravel hurt my feet, and Lucy noticed me wince.
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|
She stopped and wanted to insist upon my taking my shoes; but I
|
|
would not. However, when we got to the pathway outside the churchyard,
|
|
where there was a puddle of water remaining from the storm, I daubed
|
|
my feet with mud, using each foot in turn on the other, so that as
|
|
we went home no one, in case we should meet any one, should notice
|
|
my bare feet.
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Fortune favoured us, and we got home without meeting a soul. Once we
|
|
saw a man, who seemed not quite sober, passing along a street in front
|
|
of us; but we hid in a door till he had disappeared up an opening such
|
|
as there are here, steep little closes, or "wynds," as they call
|
|
them in Scotland. My heart beat so loud all the time that sometimes
|
|
I thought I should faint. I was filled with anxiety about Lucy, not
|
|
only for her health, lest she should suffer from the exposure, but for
|
|
her reputation in case the story should get wind. When we got in,
|
|
and had washed our feet, and had said a prayer of thankfulness
|
|
together, I tucked her into bed. Before falling asleep she asked- even
|
|
implored- me not to say a word to any one, even her mother, about
|
|
her sleep-walking adventure. I hesitated at first to promise; but on
|
|
thinking of the state of her mother's health, and how the knowledge of
|
|
such a thing would fret her, and thinking, too, of how such a story
|
|
might become distorted- may, infallibly would- in case it should
|
|
leak out, I thought it wiser to do so. I hope I did right. I have
|
|
locked the door, and the key is tied to my wrist, so perhaps I shall
|
|
not be again disturbed. Lucy is sleeping soundly; the reflex of the
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|
dawn is high and far over the sea...
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|
Same day, noon.- All goes well. Lucy slept till I woke her, and
|
|
seemed not to have even changed her side. The adventure of the night
|
|
does not seem to have harmed her; on the contrary, it has benefited
|
|
her, for she looks better this morning than she has done for weeks.
|
|
I was sorry to notice that my clumsiness with the safety-pin hurt her.
|
|
Indeed, it might have been serious, for the skin of her throat was
|
|
pierced. I must have pinched up a piece of loose skin and have
|
|
transfixed it, for there are two little red points like pin-pricks,
|
|
and on the band of her nightdress was a drop of blood. When I
|
|
apologised and was concerned about it, she laughed and petted me,
|
|
and said she did not even feel it. Fortunately it cannot leave a scar,
|
|
as it is so tiny.
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|
Same day, night.- We passed a happy day. The air was clear, and
|
|
the sun bright, and there was a cool breeze. We took our lunch to
|
|
Mulgrave Woods, Mrs. Westenra driving by the road and Lucy and I
|
|
walking by the cliff-path and joining her at the gate. I felt a little
|
|
sad myself, for I could not but feel how absolutely happy it would
|
|
have been had Jonathan been with me. But there! I must only be
|
|
patient. In the evening we strolled in the Casino Terrace, and heard
|
|
some good music by Spohr and Mackenzie, and went to bed early. Lucy
|
|
seems more restful than she has been for some time, and fell asleep at
|
|
once. I shall lock the door and secure the key the same as before,
|
|
though I do not expect any trouble to-night.
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|
12 August.- My expectations were wrong, for twice during the night I
|
|
was wakened by Lucy trying to get out. She seemed, even in her
|
|
sleep, to be a little impatient at finding the door shut, and went
|
|
back to bed under a sort of protest. I woke with the dawn, and heard
|
|
the birds chirping outside of the window. Lucy woke, too, and, I was
|
|
glad to see, was even better than on the previous morning. All her old
|
|
gaiety of manner seemed to have come back, and she came and snuggled
|
|
in beside me, and told me all about Arthur. I told her how anxious I
|
|
was about Jonathan, and then she tried to comfort me. Well, she
|
|
succeeded somewhat, for, though sympathy can't alter facts, it can
|
|
help to make them more bearable.
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|
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|
13 August.- Another quiet day, and to bed with the key on my wrist
|
|
as before. Again I awoke in the night, and found Lucy sitting up in
|
|
bed, still asleep, pointing to the window. I got up quietly, and
|
|
pulling aside the blind, looked out. It was brilliant moonlight, and
|
|
the soft effect of the light over the sea and sky- merged together
|
|
in one great, silent mystery- was beautiful beyond words. Between me
|
|
and the moonlight flitted a great bat, coming and going in great,
|
|
whirling circles. Once or twice it came quite close, but was, I
|
|
suppose, frightened at seeing me, and flitted away across the
|
|
harbour towards the abbey. When I came back from the window Lucy had
|
|
lain down again, and was sleeping peacefully. She did not stir again
|
|
all night.
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|
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|
14 August.- On the East Cliff, reading and writing all day. Lucy
|
|
seems to have become as much in love with the spot as I am, and it
|
|
is hard to get her away from it when it is time to come home for lunch
|
|
or tea or dinner. This afternoon she made a funny remark. We were
|
|
coming home for dinner, and had come to the top of the steps up from
|
|
the West Pier and stopped to look at the view, as we generally do. The
|
|
setting sun, low down in the sky, was just dropping behind Kettleness;
|
|
the red light was thrown over on the East Cliff and the old abbey, and
|
|
seemed to bathe everything in a beautiful rosy glow. We were silent
|
|
for a while, and suddenly Lucy murmured as if to herself:-
|
|
|
|
"His red eyes again! They are just the same." It was such an odd
|
|
expression, coming apropos of nothing, that it quite startled me. I
|
|
slewed round a little, so as to see Lucy well without seeming to stare
|
|
at her, and saw that she was in a half-dreamy state, with an odd
|
|
look on her face that I could not quite make out; so I said nothing,
|
|
but followed her eyes. She appeared to be looking over at our own
|
|
seat, whereon was a dark figure seated alone. I was a little
|
|
startled myself, for it seemed for an instant as if the stranger had
|
|
great eyes like burning flames; but a second look dispelled the
|
|
illusion. The red sunlight was shining on the windows of St. Mary's
|
|
Church behind our seat, and as the sun dipped there was just
|
|
sufficient change in the refraction and reflection to make it appear
|
|
as if the light moved. I called Lucy's attention to the peculiar
|
|
effect, and she became herself with a start, but she looked sad all
|
|
the same; it may have been that she was thinking of that terrible
|
|
night up there. We never refer to it; so I said nothing, and we went
|
|
home to dinner. Lucy had a headache and went early to bed. I saw her
|
|
asleep, and went out for a little stroll myself, I walked along the
|
|
cliffs to the westward, and was full of sweet sadness, for I was
|
|
thinking of Jonathan. When coming home- it was then bright
|
|
moonlight, so bright that, though the front of our part of the
|
|
Crescent was in shadow, everything could be well seen- I threw a
|
|
glance up at our window, and saw Lucy's head leaning out. I thought
|
|
that perhaps she was looking out for me, so I opened my handkerchief
|
|
and waved it. She did not notice or make any movement whatever. Just
|
|
then, the moonlight crept round an angle of the building, and the
|
|
light fell on the window. There distinctly was Lucy with her head
|
|
lying up against the side of the window-sill and her eyes shut. She
|
|
was fast asleep, and by her, seated on the window-sill, was
|
|
something that looked like a good-sized bird. I was afraid she might
|
|
get a chill, so I ran upstairs, but as I came into the room she was
|
|
moving back to her bed, fast asleep, and breathing heavily; she was
|
|
holding her hand to her throat, as though to protect it from cold.
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|
|
|
I did not wake her, but tucked her up warmly; I have taken care that
|
|
the door is locked and the window securely fastened.
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|
|
|
She looks so sweet as she sleeps; but she is paler than is her wont,
|
|
and there is a drawn, haggard look under her eyes which I do not like.
|
|
I fear she is fretting about something. I wish I could find out what
|
|
it is.
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15 August.- Rose later than usual. Lucy was languid and tired, and
|
|
slept on after we had been called. We had a happy surprise at
|
|
breakfast. Arthur's father is better, and wants the marriage to come
|
|
off soon. Lucy is full of quiet joy, and her mother is glad and
|
|
sorry at once. Later on in the day she told me the cause. She is
|
|
grieved to lose Lucy as her very own, but she is rejoiced that she
|
|
is soon to have some one to protect her. Poor dear, sweet lady! She
|
|
confided to me that she has got her death-warrant. She has not told
|
|
Lucy, and made me promise secrecy; her doctor told her that within a
|
|
few months, at most, she must die, for her heart is weakening. At
|
|
any time, even now, a sudden shock would be almost sure to kill her.
|
|
Ah, we were wise to keep from her the affair of the dreadful night
|
|
of Lucy's sleep-walking.
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|
17 August.- No diary for two whole days. I have not had the heart to
|
|
write. Some sort of shadowy pall seems to be coming over our
|
|
happiness. No news from Jonathan, and Lucy seems to be growing weaker,
|
|
whilst her mother's hours are numbering to a close. I do not
|
|
understand Lucy's fading away as she is doing. She eats well and
|
|
sleeps well, and enjoys the fresh air; but all the time the roses in
|
|
her cheeks are fading, and she gets weaker and more languid day by
|
|
day; at night I hear her gasping as if for air. I keep the key of
|
|
our door always fastened to my wrist at night, but she gets up and
|
|
walks about the room, and sits at the open window. Last night I
|
|
found her leaning out when I woke up, and when I tried to wake her I
|
|
could not; she was in a faint. When I managed to restore her she was
|
|
as weak as water, and cried silently between long, painful struggles
|
|
for breath. When I asked her how she came to be at the window she
|
|
shook her head and turned away. I trust her feeling ill may not be
|
|
from that unlucky prick of the safety pin. I looked at her throat just
|
|
now as she lay asleep, and the tiny wounds seem not to have healed.
|
|
They are still open, and, if anything, larger than before, and the
|
|
edges of them are faintly white. They are like little white dots
|
|
with red centres. Unless they heal within a day or two, I shall insist
|
|
on the doctor seeing about them.
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|
|
|
Letter, Samuel F. Billington & Son, Solicitors, Whitby, to
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|
|
Messrs. Carter, Paterson & Co., London.
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|
|
"17 August.
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|
|
"Dear Sirs,-
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|
|
"Herewith please receive invoice of goods sent by Great Northern
|
|
Railway. Same are to be delivered at Carfax, near Purfleet,
|
|
immediately on receipt at goods station King's Cross. The house is
|
|
at present empty, but enclosed please find keys, all of which are
|
|
labelled.
|
|
|
|
"You will please deposit the boxes, fifty in number, which form
|
|
the consignment, in the partially ruined building forming part of
|
|
the house and marked 'A' on rough diagram enclosed. Your agent will
|
|
easily recognise the locality, as it is the ancient chapel of the
|
|
mansion. The goods leave by the train at 9:30 to-night, and will be
|
|
due at King's Cross at 4:30 to-morrow afternoon. As our client
|
|
wishes the delivery made as soon as possible, we shall be obliged by
|
|
your having teams ready at King's Cross at the time named and
|
|
forthwith conveying the goods to destination. In order to obviate
|
|
any delays possible through any routine requirements as to payment
|
|
in your departments, we enclose cheque herewith for ten pounds
|
|
(L10), receipt of which please acknowledge. Should the charge be
|
|
less than this amount, you can return balance; if greater, we shall at
|
|
once send cheque for difference on hearing from you. You are to
|
|
leave the keys on coming away in the main hall of the house, where the
|
|
proprietor may get them on his entering the house by means of his
|
|
duplicate key.
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|
|
|
"Pray do not take us as exceeding the bounds of business courtesy in
|
|
pressing you in all ways to use the utmost expedition.
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|
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|
"We are, dear Sirs,
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|
"Faithfully yours,
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|
|
"Samuel F. Billington & Son."
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|
Letter, Messrs. Carter, Paterson & Co., London, to Messrs.
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|
|
Billington & Son, Whitby.
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|
"21 August.
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|
"Dear Sirs,-
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|
"We beg to acknowledge 10 pounds (L10) received and to return cheque
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L1 17s. 9d., amount of overplus, as shown in receipted account
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herewith. Goods are delivered in exact accordance with instructions,
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and keys left in parcel in main hall, as directed.
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"We are, dear Sirs,
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"Yours respectfully,
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"Pro Carter, Paterson & Co."
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18 August.- I am happy to-day, and write sitting on the seat in
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the churchyard. Lucy is ever so much better. Last night she slept well
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all night, and did not disturb me once. The roses seem coming back
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already to her cheeks, though she is still sadly pale and wan-looking.
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If she were in any way anaemic I could understand it, but she is
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not. She is in gay spirits and full of life and cheerfulness. All
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the morbid reticence seems to have passed from her, and she has just
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reminded me, as if I needed any reminding, of that night, and that
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it was here, on this very seat, I found her asleep. As he told me
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she tapped playfully with the heel of her boot on the stone slab and
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said:-
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"My poor little feet didn't make much noise then! I daresay poor old
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Mr. Swales would have told me that it was because I didn't want to
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wake up Geordie." As she was in such a communicative humour, I asked
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her if she had dreamed at all that night. Before she answered, that
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sweet, puckered look came into her forehead, which Arthur- I call
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him Arthur from her habit- says he loves; and, indeed, I don't
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wonder that he does. Then she went on in a half-dreaming kind of
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way, as if trying to recall it to herself:-
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"I didn't quite dream; but it all seemed to be real. I only wanted
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to be here in this spot- I don't know why, for I was afraid of
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something- I don't know what. I remember though I suppose I was
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asleep, passing through the streets and over the bridge. A fish leaped
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as I went by, and I leaned over to look at it, and I heard a lot of
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dogs howling- the whole town seemed as if it must be full of dogs
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all howling at once- as I went up the steps. Then I had a vague memory
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of something long and dark with red eyes, just as we saw in the
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sunset, and something very sweet and very bitter all around me at
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once; and then I seemed sinking into deep green water, and there was a
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singing in my ears, as I have heard there is to drowning men; and then
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everything seemed passing away from me; my soul seemed to go out
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from my body and float about the air. I seem to remember that once the
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West Lighthouse was right under me, and then there was a sort of
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agonising feeling, as if I were in an earthquake, and I came back
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and found you shaking my body. I saw you do it before I felt you."
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Then she began to laugh. It seemed a little uncanny to me, and I
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listened to her breathlessly. I did not quite like it, and thought
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it better not to keep her mind on the subject, so we drifted on to
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other subjects, and Lucy was like her old self again. When we got home
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the fresh breeze had braced her up, and her pale cheeks were really
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more rosy. Her mother rejoiced when she saw her, and we all spent a
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very happy evening together.
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19 August.- Joy, joy, joy! although not all joy. At last, news of
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Jonathan. The dear fellow has been ill; that is why he did not
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write. I am not afraid to think it or say it, now that I know. Mr.
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Hawkins sent me on the letter, and wrote himself, oh, so kindly. I
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am to leave in the morning and go over to Jonathan, and to help to
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nurse him if necessary, and to bring him home. Mr. Hawkins says it
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would not be a bad thing if we were to be married out there. I have
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cried over the good Sister's letter till I can feel it wet against
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my bosom, where it lies. It is of Jonathan, and must be next my heart,
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for he is in my heart. My journey is all mapped out, and my luggage
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ready. I am only taking one change of dress; Lucy All bring my trunk
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to London and keep it till I send for it, for it may be that... I must
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write no more; I must keep it to say to Jonathan, my husband. The
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letter that he has seen and touched must comfort me till we meet.
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Letter, Sister Agatha, Hospital of SL Joseph and Ste. Mary,
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Buda-Pesth, to Miss Wilhelmina Murray.
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"12 August.
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"Dear Madam,-
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"I write by desire of Mr. Jonathan Harker, who is himself not strong
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enough to write, though progressing well, thanks to God and St. Joseph
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and Ste. Mary. He has been under our care for nearly six weeks,
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suffering from a violent brain fever. He wishes me to convey his love,
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and to say that by this post I write for him to Mr. Peter Hawkins,
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Exeter, to say, with his dutiful respects, that he is sorry for his
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delay, and that all of his work is completed. He will require some few
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weeks' rest in our sanatorium in the hills, but will then return. He
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wishes me to say that he has not sufficient money with him, and that
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he would like to pay for his staying here, so that others who need
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shall not be wanting for help. "Believe me,
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"Yours, with sympathy and all blessings,
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"Sister Agatha.
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"P.S.- My patient being asleep, I open this to let you know
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something more. He has told me all about you, and that you are
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sortly to be his wife. All blessings to you both! He has had some
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fearful shock- so says our doctor- and in his delirium his ravings
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have been dreadful; of wolves and poison and blood; of ghosts and
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demons; and I fear to say of what. Be careful with him always that
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there may be nothing to excite him of this kind for a long time to
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come; the traces of such an illness as his do not lightly die away. We
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should have written long ago, but we knew nothing of his friends,
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and there was on him nothing that any one could understand. He came in
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the train from Klausenburg, and the guard was told by the
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station-master there that he rushed into the station shouting for a
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ticket for home. Seeing from his violent demeanour that he was
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English, they gave him a ticket for the furthest station on the way
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thither that the train reached.
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"Be assured that he is well cared for. He has won all hearts by
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his sweetness and gentleness. He is truly getting on well, and I
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have no doubt will in a few weeks be all himself But be careful of him
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for safety's sake. There are, I pray God and St. Joseph and Ste. Mary,
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many, many, happy years for you both."
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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19 August.- Strange and sudden change in Renfield last night.
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About eight o'clock he began to get excited and to sniff about as a
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dog does when setting. The attendant was struck by his manner, and
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knowing my interest in him, encouraged him to talk. He is usually
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respectful to the attendant, and at times servile; but to-night, the
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man tells me, he was quite haughty. Would not condescend to talk
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|
with him at all. All he would say was:-
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"I don't want to talk to you: you don't count now; the Master is
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at hand."
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The attendant thinks it is some sudden form of religious mania which
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has seized him. If so, we must look out for squalls, for a strong
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man with homicidal and religious mania at once might be dangerous. The
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combination is a dreadful one. At nine o'clock I visited him myself.
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His attitude to me was the same as that to the attendant; in his
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sublime self-feeling the difference between myself and attendant
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seemed to him as nothing. It looks like religious mania, and he will
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|
soon think that he himself is God. These infinitesimal distinctions
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between man and man are too paltry for an Omnipotent Being. How
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|
these madmen give themselves away! The real God taketh heed lest a
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sparrow fall; but the God created from human vanity sees no difference
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between an eagle and a sparrow. Oh, if men only knew!
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For half an hour or more Renfield kept getting excited in greater
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|
and greater degree. I did not pretend to be watching him, but I kept
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|
strict observation all the same. All at once that shifty look came
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|
into his eyes which we always see when a madman has seized an idea,
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|
and with it the shifty movement of the head and back which asylum
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attendants come to know so well. He became quite quiet, and went and
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|
sat on the edge of his bed resignedly, and looked into space with
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lack-lustre eyes. I thought I would find out if his apathy were real
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|
or only assumed, and tried to lead him to talk of his pets, a theme
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|
which had never failed to excite his attention. At first he made no
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|
reply, but at length said testily:-
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"Bother them all! I don't care a pin about them."
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"What?" I said. "You don't mean to tell me you don't care about
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spiders?" (Spiders at present are his hobby, and the note-book is
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|
filling up with columns of small figures.) To this he answered
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|
enigmatically:-
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"The bride-maidens rejoice the eyes that wait the coming of the
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bride; but when the bride draweth nigh, then the maidens shine not
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to the eyes that are filled."
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He would not explain himself, but remained obstinately seated on his
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bed all the time I remained with him.
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I am weary to-night and low in spirits. I cannot but think of
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Lucy, and how different things might have been. If I don't sleep at
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once, chloral, the modern Morpheus- C(2) HCL(3)O: H(2)O! I must be
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|
careful not to let it grow into a habit. No, I shall take none
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|
ton-night! I have thought of Lucy, and I shall not dishonour her by
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|
mixing the two. If need be, to-night shall be sleepless.
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Later.- Glad I made the resolution; gladder that I kept to it. I had
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|
lain tossing about, and had heard the clock strike only twice, when
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the night-watchman came to me, sent up from the ward, to say that
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Renfield had escaped. I threw on my clothes and ran down at once; my
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|
patient is too dangerous a person to be roaming about. Those ideas
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|
of his might work out dangerously with strangers. The attendant was
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|
waiting for me. He said he had seen him not ten minutes before,
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|
seemingly asleep in his bed, when he had looked through the
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|
observation-trap in the door. His attention was called by the sound of
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the window being wrenched out. He ran back and saw his feet
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|
disappear through the window, and had at once sent up for me. He was
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|
only in his night-gear, and cannot be far off. The attendant thought
|
|
it would be more useful to watch where he should go than to follow
|
|
him, as he might lose sight of him whilst getting out of the
|
|
building by the door. He is a bulky man, and couldn't get through
|
|
the window. I am thin, so, with his aid, I got out, but feet foremost,
|
|
and, as we were only a few feet above ground, landed unhurt. The
|
|
attendant told me the patient had gone to the left, and had taken a
|
|
straight line, so I ran as quickly as I could. As I got through the
|
|
belt of trees I saw a white figure scale the high wall which separates
|
|
our grounds from those of the deserted house.
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|
I ran back at once, told the watchman to get three or four men
|
|
immediately and follow me into the grounds of Carfax, in case our
|
|
friend might be dangerous. I got a ladder myself, and crossing the
|
|
wall, dropped down on the other side. I could see Renfield's figure
|
|
just disappearing behind the angle of the house, so I ran after him.
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|
On the far side of the house I found him pressed close against the old
|
|
iron-bound oak door of the chapel. He was talking, apparently to
|
|
some one, but I was afraid to go near enough to hear what he was
|
|
saying, lest I might frighten him, and he should run off. Chasing an
|
|
errant swarm of bees is nothing to following a naked lunatic, when the
|
|
fit of escaping is upon him! After a few minutes, however, I could see
|
|
that he did not take note of anything around him, and so ventured to
|
|
draw nearer to him- the more so as my men had now crossed the wall and
|
|
were closing him in. I heard him say:-
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|
"I am here to do Your bidding, Master. I am Your slave, and You will
|
|
reward me, for I shall be faithful. I have worshipped You long and
|
|
afar off. Now that You are near, I await Your commands, and You will
|
|
not pass me by, will You, dear Master, in Your distribution of good
|
|
things?"
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|
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|
He is a selfish old beggar anyhow. He thinks of the loaves and
|
|
fishes even when he believes he is in a Real Presence. His manias make
|
|
a startling combination. When we closed in on him he fought like a
|
|
tiger. He is immensely strong, and he was more like a wild beast
|
|
than a man. I never saw a lunatic in such a paroxysm of rage before;
|
|
and I hope I shall not again. It is a mercy that we have found out his
|
|
strength and his danger in good time. With strength, and determination
|
|
like his, he might have done wild work before he was caged. He is safe
|
|
now at any rate. Jack Sheppard himself couldn't get free from the
|
|
strait-waistcoat that keeps him restrained, and he's chained to the
|
|
wall in the padded room. His cries are at times awful, but the
|
|
silences that follow are more deadly still, for he means murder in
|
|
every turn and movement.
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|
|
|
Just now he spoke coherent words for the first time:-
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|
|
|
"I shall be patient, Master. It is coming- coming- coming!"
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|
|
|
So I took the hint, and came too. I was too excited to sleep, but
|
|
this diary has quieted me, and I feel I shall get some sleep to-night.
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|
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|
CHAPTER IX.
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|
|
|
LETTERS, ETC.- continued.
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|
Letter, Mina Harker to Lucy Westenra.
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|
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|
"Buda-Pesth, 24 August.
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|
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|
"My dearest Lucy,-
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|
"I know you will be anxious to hear all that has happened since we
|
|
parted at the railway station at Whitby. Well, my dear, I got to
|
|
Hull all right, and caught the boat to Homburg, and then the train
|
|
on here. I feel that I can hardly recall anything of the journey,
|
|
except that I knew I was coming to Jonathan, and, that as I should
|
|
have to do some nursing, I had better get all the sleep I could... I
|
|
found my dear one, oh, so thin and pale and weak-looking. All the
|
|
resolution has gone out of his dear eyes, and that quiet dignity which
|
|
I told you was in his face has vanished. He is only a wreck of
|
|
himself, and he does not remember anything that has happened to him
|
|
for a long time past. At least, he wants me to believe so, and I shall
|
|
never ask. He has had some terrible shock, and I fear it might tax his
|
|
poor brain if he were to try to recall it. Sister Agatha, who is a
|
|
good creature and a born nurse, tells me that he raved of dreadful
|
|
things whilst he was off his head. I wanted her to tell me what they
|
|
were; but she would only cross herself, and say she would never
|
|
tell; that the ravings of the sick were the secrets of God, and that
|
|
if a nurse through her vocation should hear them, she should respect
|
|
her trust. She is a sweet, good soul, and the next day, when she saw I
|
|
was troubled, she opened up the subject again, and after saying that
|
|
she could never mention what my poor dear raved about, added: 'I can
|
|
tell you this much, my dear: that it was not about anything which he
|
|
has done wrong himself, and you, as his wife to be, have no cause to
|
|
be concerned. He has not forgotten you or what he owes to you. His
|
|
fear was of great and terrible things, which no mortal can treat
|
|
of.' I do believe the dear soul thought I might be jealous lest my
|
|
poor dear should have fallen in love with any other girl. The idea
|
|
of my being jealous about Jonathan! And yet, my dear, let me
|
|
whisper, I felt a thrill of joy through me when I knew that no other
|
|
woman was a cause of trouble. I am now sitting by his bedside, where I
|
|
can see his face while he sleeps. He is waking!...
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|
|
|
"When he woke he asked me for his coat, as he wanted to get
|
|
something from the pocket; I asked Sister Agatha, and she brought
|
|
all his things. I saw that amongst them was his note-book, and was
|
|
going to ask him to let me look at it- for I knew then that I might
|
|
find some clue to his trouble- but I suppose he must have seen my wish
|
|
in my eyes, for he sent me over to the window, saying he wanted to
|
|
be quite alone for a moment. Then he called me back, and when I came
|
|
he had his hand over the note-book, and he said to me very solemnly:-
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|
|
"'Wilhelmina'- I knew then that he was in deadly earnest, for he has
|
|
never called me by that name since he asked me to marry him- 'you
|
|
know, dear, my ideas of the trust between husband and wife: there
|
|
should be no secret, no concealment. I have had a great shock, and
|
|
when I try to think of what it is I feel my head spin round, and I
|
|
do not know if it was all real or the dreaming of a madman. You know I
|
|
have had brain fever, and that is to be mad. The secret is here, and I
|
|
do not want to know it. I want to take up my life here, with our
|
|
marriage.' For, my dear, we had decided to be married as soon as the
|
|
formalities are complete. 'Are you willing, Wilhelmina, to share my
|
|
ignorance? Here is the book. Take it and keep it, read it if you will,
|
|
but never let me know; unless, indeed, some solemn duty should come
|
|
upon me to go back to the bitter hours, asleep or awake, sane or
|
|
mad, recorded here.' He fell back exhausted, and I put the book
|
|
under his pillow, and kissed him I have asked Sister Agatha to beg the
|
|
Superior to let our wedding be this afternoon, and am waiting her
|
|
reply...
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|
|
|
"She has come and told me that the chaplain of the English mission
|
|
church has been sent for. We are to be married in an hour, or as
|
|
soon after as Jonathan awakes...
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|
|
|
"Lucy, the time has come and gone. I feel very solemn, but very,
|
|
very happy. Jonathan woke a little after the hour, and all was
|
|
ready, and he sat up in bed, propped up with pillows. He answered
|
|
his 'I will' firmly and strongly. I could hardly speak; my heart was
|
|
so full that even those words seemed to choke me. The dear sisters
|
|
were so kind. Please God, I shall never, never forget them, nor the
|
|
grave and sweet responsibilities I have taken upon me. I must tell you
|
|
of my wedding present. When the chaplain and the sisters had left me
|
|
alone with my husband- oh, Lucy, it is the first time I have written
|
|
the words 'my husband'- left me alone with my husband, I took the book
|
|
from under his pillow, and wrapped it up in white paper, and tied it
|
|
with a little bit of pale blue ribbon which was round my neck, and
|
|
sealed it over the knot with sealing-wax, and for my seal I used my
|
|
wedding ring. Then I kissed it and showed it to my husband, and told
|
|
him that I would keep it so, and then it would be an outward and
|
|
visible sign for us all our lives that we trusted each other; that I
|
|
would never open it unless it were for his own dear sake or for the
|
|
sake of some stern duty. Then he took my hand in his, and oh, Lucy, it
|
|
was the first time he took his wifes hand, and said that it was the
|
|
dearest thing in all the wide world, and that he would go through
|
|
all the past again to win it, if need be. The poor dear meant to
|
|
have said a part of the past; but he cannot think of time yet, and I
|
|
shall not wonder if at first he mixes up not only the month, but the
|
|
year.
|
|
|
|
"Well, my dear, what could I say? I could only tell him that I was
|
|
the happiest woman in all the wide world, and that I had nothing to
|
|
give him except myself, my life, and my trust, and that with these
|
|
went my love and duty for all the days of my life. And, my dear,
|
|
when he kissed me, and drew me to him with his poor weak hands, it was
|
|
like a very solemn pledge between us...
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|
|
|
"Lucy dear, do you know why I tell you all this? It is not only
|
|
because it is all sweet to me, but because you have been, and are,
|
|
very dear to me. It was my privilege to be your friend and guide
|
|
when you came from the schoolroom to prepare for the world of life.
|
|
I want you to see now, and with the eyes of a very happy wife, whither
|
|
duty has led me; so that in your own married life you too may be all
|
|
happy as I am. My dear, please Almighty God, your life may be all it
|
|
promises: a long day of sunshine, with no harsh kind, no forgetting
|
|
duty, no distrust. I must not wish you no pain, for that can never be;
|
|
but I do hope you will be always as happy as I am now Good-bye, my
|
|
dear. I shall post this at once, and, perhaps, write you very soon
|
|
again. I must stop, for Jonathan is waking- I must attend to my
|
|
husband!
|
|
|
|
"Your ever-loving
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|
|
"Mina Harker."
|
|
|
|
Letter, Lucy Westenra to Mina Harker.
|
|
|
|
"Whitby, 30 August.
|
|
|
|
"My dearest Mina,-
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|
|
|
"Oceans of love and millions of kisses, and may you soon be in
|
|
your own home with your husband. I wish you could be coming home
|
|
soon enough to stay with us here. The strong air would soon restore
|
|
Jonathan; it has quite restored me. I have an appetite like a
|
|
cormorant, am full of life, and sleep well. You will be glad to know
|
|
that I have quite given up walking in my sleep. I think I have not
|
|
stirred out of my bed for a week, that is when I once got into it at
|
|
night. Arthur says I am getting fat. By the way, I forgot to tell
|
|
you that Arthur is here. We have such walks and drives, and rides, and
|
|
rowing, and tennis, and fishing together; and I love him more than
|
|
ever. He tells me that he loves me more, but I doubt that, for at
|
|
first he told me that he couldn't love me more than he did then. But
|
|
this is nonsense. There he is, calling to me. So no more just at
|
|
present from your loving "LUCY.
|
|
|
|
"P.S.- Mother sends her love. She seems better, poor dear.
|
|
|
|
"P.P.S.- We are to be married on 28 September."
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|
|
|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
|
|
|
|
20 August.- The case of Renfield grows even more interesting. He has
|
|
now so far quieted that there are spells or cessation from his
|
|
passion. For the first week after his attack he was perpetually
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violent. Then one night, just as the moon rose, he grew quiet, and
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kept murmuring to himself- "Now I can wait; now I can wait." The
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attendant came to tell me, so I ran down at once to have a look at
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him. He was still in the strait-waistcoat and in the padded room,
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but the suffused look had gone from his face, and his eyes had
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something of their old pleading- I might almost say, "cringing"-
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softness, I was satisfied with his present condition, and directed him
|
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to be relieved. The attendants hesitated, but finally carried out my
|
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wishes without protest. It was a strange thing that the patient had
|
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humour enough to see their distrust, for, coming close to me, he
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said in a whisper, all the while looking furtively at them:-
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"They think I could hurt you! Fancy me hurting you! The fools!"
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It was soothing, somehow, to the feelings to find myself dissociated
|
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even in the mind of this poor madman from the others; but all the same
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I do not follow his thought. Am I to take it that I have anything in
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common with him, so that we are, as it were, to stand together; or has
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he to gain from me some good so stupendous that my well-being is
|
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needful to him? I must find out later on. To-night he will not
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speak. Even the offer of a kitten or even a full-grown cat will not
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tempt him. He will only say: "I don't take any stock in cats. I have
|
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more to think of now, and I can wait; I can wait."
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After a while I left him. The attendant tells me that he was quiet
|
|
until just before dawn, and that then he began to get uneasy, and at
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length violent, until at last he fell into a paroxysm which
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exhausted him so that he swooned into a sort of coma.
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|
|
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...Three nights has the same thing happened- violent all day then
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|
quiet from moonrise to sunrise. I wish I could get some clue to the
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|
cause. It would almost seem as if there was some influence which
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came and went. Happy thought! We shall to-night play sane wits against
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mad ones. He escaped before without our help; to-night he shall escape
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with it. We shall give him a chance, and have the men ready to
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follow in case they are required...
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23 August.- "The unexpected always happens." How well Disraeli
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|
knew life. Our bird when he found the cage open would not fly, so
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all our subtle arrangements were for nought. At any rate, we have
|
|
proved one thing; that the spells of quietness last a reasonable time.
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We shall in future be able to ease his bonds for a few hours each day.
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I have given orders to the night attendant merely to shut him in the
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padded room, when once he is quiet, until an hour before sunrise.
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The poor soul's body will enjoy the relief even if his mind cannot
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|
appreciate it. Hark! The unexpected again! I am called; the patient
|
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has once more escaped.
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Later.- Another night adventure. Renfield artfully waited until
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the attendant was entering the room to inspect. Then he dashed out
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past him and new down the passage. I sent word for the attendants to
|
|
follow. Again he went into the grounds of the deserted house, and we
|
|
found him in the same place, pressed against the old chapel door. When
|
|
he saw me he became furious, and had not the attendants seized him
|
|
in time, he would have tried to kill me. As we were holding him a
|
|
strange thing happened. He suddenly redoubled his efforts, and then as
|
|
suddenly grew calm. I looked round instinctively, but could see
|
|
nothing. Then I caught the patient's eye and followed it, but could
|
|
trace nothing as it looked into the moonlit sky except a big bat,
|
|
which was flapping its silent and ghostly way to the West. Bats
|
|
usually wheel and flit about, but this one seemed to go straight on,
|
|
as if it knew where it was bound for or had some intention of its own.
|
|
The patient grew calmer every instant, and presently said:
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|
|
"You needn't tie me; I shall go quietly!" Without trouble we came
|
|
back to the house. I feel there is something ominous in his calm,
|
|
and shall not forget this night...
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Lucy Westenra's Diary.
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Hillingham, 24 August.- I must imitate Mina, and keep writing things
|
|
down. Then we can have long talks when we do meet. I wonder when it
|
|
will be. I wish she were with me again, for I feel so unhappy. Last
|
|
night I seemed to be dreaming again just as I was at Whitby. Perhaps
|
|
it is the change of air, or getting home again. It is all dark and
|
|
horrid to me, for I can remember nothing; but I am full of vague fear,
|
|
and I feel so weak and worn out. When Arthur came to lunch he looked
|
|
quite grieved when he saw me, and I hadn't the spirit to try to be
|
|
cheerful. I wonder if I could sleep in mother's room to-night. I shall
|
|
make an excuse and try.
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|
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25 August.- Another bad night. Mother did not seem to take to my
|
|
proposal. She seems not too well herself, and doubtless she fears to
|
|
worry me. I tried to keep awake, and succeeded for a while; but when
|
|
the clock struck twelve it waked me from a doze, so I must have been
|
|
falling asleep. There was a sort of scratching or flapping at the
|
|
window, but I did not mind it, and as I remember no more, I suppose
|
|
I must then have fallen asleep. More bad dreams. I wish I could
|
|
remember them. This morning I am horribly weak. My face is ghastly
|
|
pale, and my throat pains me. It must be something wrong with my
|
|
lungs, for I don't seem ever to get air enough. I shall try to cheer
|
|
up when Arthur comes, or else I know he will be miserable to see me
|
|
so.
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|
Letter, Arthur Holmwood to Dr. Seward.
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|
|
|
"Albemarle Hotel, 31 August.
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|
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"My dear Jack,-
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|
|
"I want you to do me a favour. Lucy is ill; that is, she has no
|
|
special disease, but she looks awful, and is getting worse every
|
|
day. I have asked her if there is any cause; I do not dare to ask
|
|
her mother, for to disturb the poor lady's mind about her daughter
|
|
in her present state of health would be fatal. Mrs. Westenra has
|
|
confided to me that her doom is spoken- disease of the heart- though
|
|
poor Lucy does not know it yet. I am sure that there is something
|
|
preying on my dear girl's mind: I am almost distracted when I think of
|
|
her; to look at her gives me a pang. I told her I should ask you to
|
|
see her, and though she demurred at first- I know why, old fellow- she
|
|
finally consented. It will be a painful task for you, I know, old
|
|
friend, but it is for her sake, and I must not hesitate to ask, or you
|
|
to act. You are to come to lunch at Hillingham to-morrow, two o'clock,
|
|
so as not to arose any suspicion in Mrs. Westenra, and after lunch
|
|
Lucy will take an opportunity of being alone with you. I shall come in
|
|
for tea, and we can go away together; I am filled with anxiety, and
|
|
want to consult with you alone as soon as I can after you have seen
|
|
her. Do not fail!
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|
|
|
"Arthur."
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|
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|
Telegram, Arthur Holmwood to Seward.
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|
|
|
"1 September.
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|
|
"Am summoned to see my father, who is worse. Am writing. Write me
|
|
fully by to-night's post to Ring. Wire me if necessary."
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|
|
|
Letter from Dr. Seward to Arthur Holmwood.
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|
|
|
"2 September.
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|
|
|
"My dear old fellow,-
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|
|
|
"With regard to Miss Westenra's health I hasten to let you know at
|
|
once that in my opinion there is not any functional disturbance or any
|
|
malady that I know of. At the same time, I am not by any means
|
|
satisfied with her appearance; she is woefully different from what she
|
|
was when I saw her last. Of course you must bear in mind that I did
|
|
not have full opportunity of examination such as I should wish; our
|
|
very friendship makes a little difficulty which not even medical
|
|
science or custom can bridge over. I had better tell you exactly
|
|
what happened, leaving you to draw, in a measure, your own
|
|
conclusions. I shall then say what I have done and propose doing.
|
|
|
|
"I found Miss Westenra in seemingly gay spirits. Her mother was
|
|
present, and in a few seconds I made up my mind that she was trying
|
|
all she knew to mislead her mother and prevent her from being anxious.
|
|
I have no doubt she guesses, if she does not know, what need of
|
|
caution there is. We lunched alone, and as we all exerted ourselves to
|
|
be cheerful, we got, as some kind of reward for our labours, some real
|
|
cheerfulness amongst us. Then Mrs. Westenra went to lie down, and Lucy
|
|
was left with me. We went into her boudoir, and till we got there
|
|
her gaiety remained, for the servants were coming and going. As soon
|
|
as the door was closed, however, the mask fell from her face, and
|
|
she sank down into a chair with a great sigh, and hid her eyes with
|
|
her hand. When I saw that her high spirits had failed, I at once
|
|
took advantage of her reaction to make a diagnosis. She said to me
|
|
very sweetly:
|
|
|
|
"'I cannot tell you how I loathe talking about myself.' I reminded
|
|
her that a doctor's confidence was sacred, but that you were
|
|
grievously anxious about her. She caught on to my meaning at once, and
|
|
settled that matter in a word. 'Tell Arthur everything you choose. I
|
|
do not care for myself, but all for him!' So I am quite free.
|
|
|
|
"I could easily see that she is somewhat bloodless, but I could
|
|
not see the usual anaemic signs, and by a chance I was actually able
|
|
to test the quality of her blood, for in opening a window which was
|
|
stiff a cord gave way, and she cut her hand slightly with broken
|
|
glass. It was a slight matter in itself, but it gave me an evident
|
|
chance, and I secured a few drops of the blood and have analysed them.
|
|
The qualitative analysis gives a quite normal condition, and shows,
|
|
I should infer, in itself a vigorous state of health. In other
|
|
physical matters I was quite satisfied that there is no need for
|
|
anxiety; but as there must be a cause somewhere, I have come to the
|
|
conclusion that it must be something mental. She complains of
|
|
difficulty in breathing satisfactorily at times, and of heavy,
|
|
lethargic sleep, with dreams that frighten her, but regarding which
|
|
she can remember nothing. She says that as a child she used to walk in
|
|
her sleep, and that when in Whitby the habit came back, and that
|
|
once she walked out in the night and went to the East Cliff, where
|
|
Miss Murray found her; but she assures me that of late the habit has
|
|
not returned. I am in doubt, and so have done the best thing I know
|
|
of, I have written to my old friend and master, Professor Van Helsing,
|
|
of Amsterdam, who knows as much about obscure diseases as any one in
|
|
the world. I have asked him to come over, and as you told me that
|
|
all things were to be at your charge, I have mentioned to him who
|
|
you are and your relations to Miss Westenra. This, my dear fellow,
|
|
is in obedience to your wishes, for I am only too proud and happy to
|
|
do anything I can for her. Van Helsing would, I know, do anything
|
|
for me for a personal reason. So, no matter on what ground he comes,
|
|
we must accept his wishes. He is a seemingly arbitrary man, but this
|
|
is because he knows what he is talking about better than any one else.
|
|
He is a philosopher and a metaphysician, and one of the most
|
|
advanced scientists of his day; and he has, I believe, an absolutely
|
|
open mind. This, with an iron nerve, a temper of the ice-brook, an
|
|
indomitable resolution, self-command and toleration exalted from
|
|
virtues to blessings, and the kindliest and truest heart that beats-
|
|
these form his equipment for the noble work that he is doing for
|
|
mankind- work both in theory and practice, for his views are as wide
|
|
as his all-embracing sympathy. I tell you these facts that you may
|
|
know why I have such confidence in him. I have asked him to come at
|
|
once. I shall see Miss Westenra to-morrow again. She is to meet me
|
|
at the Stores, so that I may not alarm her mother by too early a
|
|
repetition of my call.
|
|
|
|
"Yours always,
|
|
|
|
"John Seward."
|
|
|
|
Letter, Abraham Van Helsing, M.D., D. Ph., D. Lit., etc.,
|
|
|
|
etc., to Dr. Seward.
|
|
|
|
"2 September.
|
|
|
|
"My good Friend,-
|
|
|
|
"When I have received your letter I am already coming to you. By
|
|
good fortune I can leave just at once, without wrong to any of those
|
|
who have trusted me. Were fortune other, then it were bad for those
|
|
who have trusted, for I come to my friend when he call me to aid those
|
|
he holds dear. Tell your friend that when that time you suck from my
|
|
wound so swiftly the poison of the gangrene from that knife that our
|
|
other friend, too nervous, let slip, you did more for him when he
|
|
wants my aids and you call for them than all his great fortune could
|
|
do. But it is pleasure added to do for him, your friend; it is to
|
|
you that I come. Have then rooms for me at the Great Eastern Hotel, so
|
|
that I may be near to hand, and please it so arrange that we may see
|
|
the young lady not too late on to-morrow, for it is likely that I
|
|
may have to return here that night. But if need be I shall come
|
|
again in three days, and stay longer if it must. Till then good-bye,
|
|
my friend John.
|
|
|
|
"Van Helsing."
|
|
|
|
Letter, Dr. Seward to Hon. Arthur Holmwood.
|
|
|
|
"3 September.
|
|
|
|
"My dear Art,-
|
|
|
|
"Van Helsing has come and gone. He came on with me to Hillingham,
|
|
and found that, by Lucy's discretion, her mother was lunching out,
|
|
so that we were alone with her. Van Helsing made a very careful
|
|
examination of the patient. He is to report to me, and I shall
|
|
advise you, for of course I was not present all the time. He is, I
|
|
fear, much concerned, but says he must think. When I told him of our
|
|
friendship and how you trust to me in the matter, he said: 'You must
|
|
tell him all you think. Tell him what I think, if you can guess it, if
|
|
you will. Nay, I am not jesting. This is no jest, but life and
|
|
death, perhaps more.' I asked what he meant by that, for he was very
|
|
serious. This was when we had come back to town, and he was having a
|
|
cup of tea before starting on his return to Amsterdam. He would not
|
|
give me any further clue. You must not be angry with me, Art,
|
|
because his very reticence means that all his brains are working for
|
|
her good. He will speak plainly enough when the time comes, be sure.
|
|
So I told him I would simply write an account of our visit, just as if
|
|
I were doing a descriptive special article for The Dally Telegraph. He
|
|
seemed not to notice, but remarked that the smuts in London were not
|
|
quite so bad as they used to be when he was a student here. I am to
|
|
get his report tomorrow if he can possible make it. In any case I am
|
|
to have a letter.
|
|
|
|
"Well, as to the visit. Lucy was more cheerful than on the day I
|
|
first saw her, and certainly looked better. She had lost something
|
|
of the ghastly look that so upset you, and her breathing was normal.
|
|
She was very sweet to the professor (as she always is), and tried to
|
|
make him feel at ease; though I could see that the poor girl was
|
|
making a hard struggle for it. I believe Van Helsing saw it, too,
|
|
for I saw the quick look under his bushy brows that I knew of old.
|
|
Then he began to chat of all things except ourselves and diseases
|
|
and with such an infinite geniality that I could see poor Lucy's
|
|
pretense of animation merge into reality. Then, without any seeming
|
|
change, he brought the conversation gently round to his visit, and
|
|
suavely said:-
|
|
|
|
"'My dear young miss, I have the so great pleasure because you are
|
|
much beloved. That is much, my dear, even were there that which I do
|
|
not see. They told me you were down in the spirit, and that you were
|
|
of a ghastly pale. To them I say: "Pouf!"' And he snapped his
|
|
fingers at me and went on: 'But you and I shall show them how wrong
|
|
they are. How can he'- and he pointed at me with the same look and
|
|
gesture as that with which once he pointed me out to his class, on, or
|
|
rather after, a particular occasion which he never fails to remind
|
|
me of- 'know anything of a young ladies? He has his madams to play
|
|
with, and to bring them back to happiness and to those that love them.
|
|
It is much to do, and, oh, but there are rewards, in that we can
|
|
bestow such happiness. But the young ladies! He has no wife nor
|
|
daughter, and the young do not tell themselves to the young, but to
|
|
the old, like me, who have known so many sorrows and the causes of
|
|
them. So, my dear, we will send him away to smoke the cigarette in the
|
|
garden, whiles you and I have little talk all to ourselves.' I took
|
|
the hint, and strolled about, and presently the professor came to
|
|
the window and called me in. He looked grave, but said: 'I have made
|
|
careful examination, but there is no functional cause. With you I
|
|
agree that there has been much blood lost; it has been, but is not.
|
|
But the conditions of her are in no way anaemic. I have asked her to
|
|
send me her maid, that I may ask just one or two question, that so I
|
|
may not chance to miss nothing. I know well what she will say. And yet
|
|
there is cause; there is always cause for everything. I must go back
|
|
home and think. You must send to me the telegram every day; and if
|
|
there be cause I shall come again. The disease- for not to be all well
|
|
is a disease- interest me, and the sweet young dear, she interest me
|
|
too. She charm me, and for her, if not for you or disease, I come.'
|
|
|
|
"As I tell you, he would not say a word more, even when we were
|
|
alone. And so now, Art, you know all I know. I shall keep stern watch.
|
|
I trust your poor father is rallying. It must be a terrible thing to
|
|
you, my dear old fellow, to be placed in such a position between two
|
|
people who are both so dear to you. I know your idea of duty to your
|
|
father, and you are right to stick to it; but, if need be, I shall
|
|
send you word to come at once to Lucy; so do not be over-anxious
|
|
unless you hear from me."
|
|
|
|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
|
|
|
|
4 September.- Zoophagous patient still keeps up our interest in him.
|
|
He had only one outburst and that was yesterday at an unusual time.
|
|
Just before the stroke of noon he began to grow restless. The
|
|
attendant knew the symptoms, and at once summoned aid. Fortunately the
|
|
men came at a run, and were just in time, for at the stroke of noon he
|
|
became so violent that it took all their strength to hold him. In
|
|
about five minutes, however, he began to get more and more quiet,
|
|
and finally sank into a sort of melancholy, in which state he has
|
|
remained up to now. The attendant tells me that his screams whilst
|
|
in the paroxysm were really appalling; I found my hands full when I
|
|
got in, attending to some of the other patients who were frightened by
|
|
him. Indeed, I can quite understand the effect, for the sounds
|
|
disturbed even me, though I was some distance away. It is now after
|
|
the dinner-hour of the asylum, and as yet my patient sits in a
|
|
corner brooding, with a dull, sullen, woe-be-gone look in his face,
|
|
which seems rather to indicate than to show something directly. I
|
|
cannot quite understand it.
|
|
|
|
Later.- Another change in my patient. At five o'clock I looked in on
|
|
him, and found him seemingly as happy and contented as he used to
|
|
be. He was catching flies and eating them, and was keeping note of his
|
|
capture by making nailmarks on the edge of the door between the ridges
|
|
of padding. When he saw me, he came over and apologised for his bad
|
|
conduct, and asked me in a very humble, cringing way to be led back to
|
|
his own room and to have his note-book again. I thought it well to
|
|
humour him; so he is back in his room, with the window open. He has
|
|
the sugar of his tea spread out on the window-sill, and is reaping
|
|
quite a harvest of flies. He is not now eating them, but putting
|
|
them into a box, as of old, and is already examining the corners of
|
|
his room to find a spider. I tried to get him to talk about the past
|
|
few days, for any clue to his thoughts would be of immense help to me;
|
|
but he would not rise. For a moment or two he looked very sad, and
|
|
said in a sort of far-away voice, as though saying it rather to
|
|
himself than to me:-
|
|
|
|
"All over! all over! He has deserted me. No hope for me now unless I
|
|
do it for myself!" Then suddenly turning to me in a resolute way, he
|
|
said: "Doctor, won't you be very good to me and let me have a little
|
|
more sugar? I think it would be good for me."
|
|
|
|
"And the flies?" I said.
|
|
|
|
"Yes! The flies like it, too, and I like the flies; therefore I like
|
|
it." And there are people who know so little as to think that madmen
|
|
do not argue. I procured him a double supply, and left him as happy
|
|
a man as, I suppose, any in the world. I wish I could fathom his mind.
|
|
|
|
Midnight.- Another change in him. I had been to see Miss Westenra,
|
|
whom I found much better, and had just returned, and was standing at
|
|
our own gate looking at the sunset, when once more I heard him
|
|
yelling. As his room is on this side of the house, I could hear it
|
|
better than in the morning. It was a shock to me to turn from the
|
|
wonderful smoky beauty of a sunset over London, with its lurid
|
|
lights and inky shadows and all the marvellous tints that come on foul
|
|
clouds even as on foul water, and to realise all the grim sternness of
|
|
my own cold stone building, with its wealth of breathing misery, and
|
|
my own desolate heart to endure it all. I reached him just as the
|
|
sun was going down, and from his window saw the red disc sink. As it
|
|
sank he became less and less frenzied; and just as it dipped he slid
|
|
from the hands that held him, an inert mass, on the floor. It is
|
|
wonderful, however, what intellectual recuperative power lunatics
|
|
have, for within a few minutes he stood up quite calmly and looked
|
|
around him. I signalled to the attendants not to hold him, for I was
|
|
anxious to see what he would do. He went straight over to the window
|
|
and brushed out the crumbs of sugar; then he took his fly-box and
|
|
emptied it outside, and threw away the box: then he shut the window
|
|
and crossing over, sat down on his bed. All this surprised me, so I
|
|
asked him: "Are you not going to keep flies any more?"
|
|
|
|
"No," said he; "I am sick of all that rubbish!" He certainly is a
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wonderfully interesting study. I wish I could get some glimpse of
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his mind or of the cause of his sudden passion. Stop; there may be a
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clue after all, if we can find why to-day his paroxysms came on at
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high noon and at sunset. Can it be that there is a malign influence of
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the sun at periods which affects certain natures- as at times the moon
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does others? We shall see.
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Telegram, Seward, London, to Van Helsing, Amsterdam.
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"4 September.- Patient still better to-day."
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Telegram, Seward, London, to Van Helsing, Amsterdam.
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"5 September- Patient greatly improved. Good appetite; sleeps
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naturally; good spirits; colour coming back."
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Telegram, Seward, London, to Van Helsing, Amsterdam.
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"6 September.- Terrible change for the worse. Come at once; do not
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lose an hour. I hold over telegram to Holmwood till have seen you."
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CHAPTER X.
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LETTERS, ETC.- continued.
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Letter, Dr. Seward to Hon. Arthur Holmwood.
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"6 September.
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"My dear Art,-
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"My news to-day is not so good. Lucy this morning has gone back a
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bit. There is, however, one good thing which has arisen from it;
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Mrs. Westenra was naturally anxious concerning Lucy, and has consulted
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me professionally about her. I took advantage of the opportunity,
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and told her that my old master, Van Helsing, the great specialist,
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was coming to stay with me, and that I would put her in his charge
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conjointly with myself, so now we can come and go without alarming her
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unduly, for a shock to her would mean sudden death, and this, in
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Lucy's weak condition, might be disastrous to her. We are hedged in
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with difficulties, all of us, my poor old fellow; but, please God,
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we shall come through them all right. If any need I shall write, so
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that, if you do not hear from me, take it for granted that I am simply
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waiting for news. In haste. Yours ever,
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"John Seward."
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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7 September.- The first thing Van Helsing said to me when we met a
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Liverpool street was:-
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"Have you said anything to our young friend the lover of her?"
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"No," I said. "I waited till I had seen you, as I said in my
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telegram. I wrote him a letter simply telling him that you were
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coming, as Miss Westenra was not so well, and that I should let him
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know if need be."
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"Right, my friend," he said, "quite right! Better he not know as
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yet; perhaps he shall never know. I pray so; but if it be needed, then
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he shall know all. And, my good friend John, let me caution you. You
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deal with the madmen. All men are mad in some way or the other; and
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inasmuch as you deal discreetly with your madmen, so deal with God's
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madmen, too- the rest of the world. You tell not your madmen what
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you do nor why you do it; you tell them not what you think. So you
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shall keep knowledge in its place, where it may rest- where it may
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gather its kind around it and breed. You and I shall keep as yet
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what we know here, and here." He touched me on the heart and on the
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forehead, and then touched himself the same way. "I have for myself
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thoughts at the present. Later I shall unfold to you."
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"Why not now?" I asked. "It may do some good; we may arrive at
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some decision." He stopped and looked at me, and said:-
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"My friend John, when the corn is grown, even before it has ripened-
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while the milk of its mother-earth is in him, and the sunshine has not
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yet begun to paint him with his gold, the husbandman he pull the ear
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and rub him between his rough hands, and blow away the green chaff,
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and say to you: 'Look! he's good corn; he will make good crop when the
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time comes.'" I did not see the application, and told him so. For
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reply he reached over and took my ear in his hand and pulled it
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playfully, as he used long ago to do at lectures, and said: "The
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good husbandman tell you so then because he knows, but not till
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then. But you do not find the good husbandman dig up his planted
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corn to see if he grow; that is for the children who play at
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husbandry, and not for those who take it as of the work of their life.
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See you now, friend John? I have sown my corn, and Nature has her work
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to do in making it sprout; if he sprout at all, there's some
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promise; and I wait till the ear begins to swell." He broke off, for
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he evidently saw that I understood. Then he went on, and very
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gravely:-
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"You were always a careful student, and your case-book was ever more
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full than the rest. You were only student then; now you are master,
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and I trust that good habit have not fail. Remember, my friend, that
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knowledge is stronger than memory, and we should not trust the weaker.
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Even if you have not kept the good practise, let me tell you that this
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case of our dear miss is one that may be- mind, I say may be- of
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such interest to us and others that all the rest may not make him kick
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the beam, as your peoples say. Take then good note of it. Nothing is
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too small. I counsel you, put down in record even your doubts and
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surmises. Hereafter it may be of interest to you to see how true you
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guess. We learn from failure, not from success!"
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When I described Lucy's symptoms- the same as before, but infinitely
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more marked- he looked very grave, but said nothing. He took with
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him a bag in which were many instruments and drugs, "the ghastly
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paraphernalia of our beneficial trade," as he once called, in one of
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his lectures, the equipment of a professor of the healing craft.
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When we were shown in, Mrs. Westenra met us. She was alarmed, but
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not nearly so much as I expected to find her. Nature in one of her
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beneficent moods has ordained that even death has some antidote to its
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own terrors. Here, in a case where any shock may prove fatal,
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matters are so ordered that, from some cause or other, the things
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not personal- even the terrible change in her daughter to whom she
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is so attached- do not seem to reach her. It is something like the way
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Dame Nature gathers round a foreign body an envelope of some
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insensitive tissue which can protect from evil that which it would
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otherwise harm by contact. If this be an ordered selfishness, then
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we should pause before we condemn any one for the vice of egoism,
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for there may be deeper roots for its causes than we have knowledge
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of.
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I used my knowledge of this phase of spiritual pathology, and laid
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down a rule that she should not be present with Lucy or think of her
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illness more than was absolutely required. She assented readily, so
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readily that I saw again the hand of Nature fighting for life. Van
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Helsing and I were shown up to Lucy's room. If I was shocked when I
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saw her yesterday, I was horrified when I saw her to-day. She was
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ghastly, chalkily pale; the red seemed to have gone even from her lips
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and gums, and the bones of her face stood out prominently; her
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breathing was painful to see or hear. Van Helsing's face grew set as
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marble, and his eyebrows converged till they almost touched over his
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nose. Lucy lay motionless and did not seem to have strength to
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speak, so for a while we were all silent. Then Van Helsing beckoned to
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me, and we went gently out of the room. The instant we had closed
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the door he stepped quickly along the passage to the next door,
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which was open. Then he pulled me quickly in with him and closed the
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door. "My God!" he said; "this is dreadful. There is no time to be
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lost. She will die for sheer want of blood to keep the heart's
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action as it should be. There must be transfusion of blood at once. Is
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it you or me?"
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"I am younger and stronger, Professor. It must be me."
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"Then get ready at once. I will bring up my bag. I am prepared."
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I went downstairs with him, and as we were going there was a knock
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at the hall-door. When we reached the hall the maid had just opened
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the door, and Arthur was stepping quickly in. He rushed up to me,
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saying in an eager whisper:-
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"Jack, I was so anxious. I read between the lines of your letter,
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and have been in an agony. The dad was better, so I ran down here to
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see for myself. Is not that gentleman Dr. Van Helsing? I am so
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thankful to you, sir, for coming." When first the Professor's eye
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had lit upon him he had been angry at my interruption at such a
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time; but now, as he took in his stalwart proportions and recognised
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the strong young manhood which seemed to emanate from him, his eyes
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gleamed. Without a pause he said to him gravely as he held out his
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hand:-
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"Sir, you have come in time. You are the lover of our lear miss. She
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is bad, very, very bad. Nay, my child, do not go like that." For he
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suddenly grew pale and sat down in a chair almost fainting. "You are
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to help her. You can do more than any that live, and your courage is
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your best help."
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"What can I do?" asked Arthur hoarsely. "Tell me, and I shall do it.
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My life is hers, and I would give the last drop of blood in my body
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for her." The Professor has a strongly humourous side, and I could
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from old knowledge detect a trace of its origin in his answer:-
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"My young sir, I do not ask so much as that- not the last!"
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"What shall I do?" There was fire in his eyes, and his open
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nostril quivered with intent. Van Helsing slapped him on the shoulder.
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"Come!" he said. "You are a man, and it is a man we want. You are
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better than me, better than my friend John." Arthur looked bewildered,
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and the Professor went on by explaining in a kindly way:-
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"Young miss is bad, very bad. She wants blood, and blood she must
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have or die. My friend John and I have consulted; and we are about
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to perform what we call transfusion of blood- to transfer from full
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veins of one to the empty veins which pine for him. John was to give
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his blood, as he is the more young and strong than me"- here Arthur
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|
took my hand and wrung it hard in silence- "but, now you are here, you
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are more good than us, old or young, who toil much in the world of
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|
thought. Our nerves are not so calm and our blood not so bright than
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yours!" Arthur turned to him and said:-
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"If you only knew how gladly I would die for her you would
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understand-"
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He stopped, with a sort of choke in his voice.
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"Good boy!" said Van Helsing. "In the not-so-far-off you will be
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happy that you have done all for her you love. Come now and be silent.
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You shall kiss her once before it is done, but then you must go; and
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you must leave at my sign. Say no word to Madame; you know how it is
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with her! There must be no shock; any knowledge of this would be
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|
one. Come!"
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We all went up to Lucy's room. Arthur by direction remained outside.
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Lucy turned her head and looked at us, but said nothing. She was not
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asleep, but she was simply too weak to make the effort. Her eyes spoke
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to us; that was all. Van Helsing took some things from his bag and
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laid them on a little table out of sight. Then he mixed a narcotic,
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and coming over to the bed, said cheerily:-
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"Now, little miss, here is your medicine. Drink it off, like a
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|
good child. See, I lift you so that to swallow is easy. Yes." She
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had made the effort with success.
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It astonished me how long the drug took to act. This, in fact,
|
|
marked the extent of her weakness. The time seemed endless until sleep
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|
began to flicker in her eyelids. At last, however, the narcotic
|
|
began to manifest its potency; and she fell into a deep sleep. When
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|
the Professor was satisfied he called Arthur into the room, and bade
|
|
him strip off his coat. Then he added: 'You may take that one little
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|
kiss whiles I bring over the table. Friend John, help to me!- So
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|
neither of us looked whilst he bent over her.
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Van Helsing turning to me, said:
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"He is so young and strong and of blood so pure that we need not
|
|
defibrinate it."
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|
Then with swiftness, but with absolute method, Van Helsing performed
|
|
the operation. As the transfusion went on something like life seemed
|
|
to come back to poor Lucy's cheeks, and through Arthur's growing
|
|
pallor the joy of his face seemed absolutely to shine. After a bit I
|
|
began to grow anxious, for the loss of blood was telling on Arthur,
|
|
strong man as he was. It gave me an idea of what a terrible strain
|
|
Lucy's system must have undergone that what weakened Arthur only
|
|
partially restored her. But the Professor's face was set, and he stood
|
|
watch in hand and with his eyes fixed now on the patient and now on
|
|
Arthur. I could hear my own heart beat. Presently he said in a soft
|
|
voice: "Do not stir an instant. It is enough. You attend him; I will
|
|
look to her." When all was over I could see how much Arthur was
|
|
weakened. I dressed the wound and took his arm to bring him away, when
|
|
Van Helsing spoke without turning round- the man seems to have eyes in
|
|
the back of his head:-
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|
"The brave lover, I think deserve another kiss, which he shall
|
|
have presently." And as he had now finished his operation, he adjusted
|
|
the pillow to the patient's head. As he did so the narrow black velvet
|
|
band which she seems always to wear round her throat, buckled with
|
|
an old diamond buckle which her lover had given her, was dragged a
|
|
little up, and showed a red mark on her throat. Arthur did not
|
|
notice it, but I could hear the deep hiss of indrawn breath which is
|
|
one of Van Helsing's ways of betraying emotion. He said nothing at the
|
|
moment, but turned to me, saying: "Now take down our brave young
|
|
lover, give him of the port wine, and let him lie down a while. He
|
|
must then go home and rest, sleep much and eat much, that he may be
|
|
recruited of what he has so given to his love. He must not stay
|
|
here. Hold! a moment. I may take it, sir, that you are anxious of
|
|
result. Then bring it with you that in all ways the operation is
|
|
successful. You have saved her life this time, and you can go home and
|
|
rest easy in mind that all that can be is. I shall tell her all when
|
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she is well; she shall love you none the less for what you have
|
|
done. Good-bye."
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When Arthur had gone I went back to the room. Lucy was sleeping
|
|
gently, but her breathing was stronger; I could see the counterpane
|
|
move as her breast heaved. By the bedside sat Van Helsing, looking
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|
at her intently. The velvet band again covered the red mark. I asked
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the Professor in a whisper:-
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"What do you make of that mark on her throat?"
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"What do you make of it?"
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"I have not examined it yet," I answered, and then and there
|
|
proceeded to loose the band. Just over the external jugular vein there
|
|
were two punctures, not large, but not wholesome-looking. There was no
|
|
sign of disease, but the edges were white and worn-looking, as if by
|
|
some trituration. It at once occurred to me that this wound, or
|
|
whatever it was, might be the means of that manifest loss of blood;
|
|
but I abandoned the idea as soon as formed, for such a thing could not
|
|
be. The whole bed would have been drenched to a scarlet with the blood
|
|
which the girl must have lost to leave such a pallor as she had before
|
|
the transfusion.
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|
"Well?" said Van Helsing.
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|
|
"Well," said I, "I can make nothing of it." The Professor stood
|
|
up. "I must go back to Amsterdam to-night," he said. "There are
|
|
books and things there which I want. You must remain here all the
|
|
night, and you must not let your sight pass from her."
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|
"Shall I have a nurse?" I asked.
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|
"We are the best nurses, you and I. You keep watch all night; see
|
|
that she is well fed, and that nothing disturbs her. You must not
|
|
sleep all the night. Later on we can sleep, you and I. I shall be back
|
|
as soon as possible. And then we may begin."
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"May begin?" I said. "What on earth do you mean?"
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"We shall see!" he answered as he hurried out. He came back a moment
|
|
later and put his head inside the door and said with warning finger
|
|
held up:-
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|
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"Remember, she is your charge. If you leave her, and harm befall,
|
|
you shall not sleep easy hereafter!"
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Dr. Seward's Diary- continued.
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8 September.- I sat up all night with Lucy. The opiate worked itself
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|
off towards dusk, and she waked naturally; she looked a different
|
|
being from what she had been before the operation. Her spirits even
|
|
were good, and she was full of a happy vivacity, but I could see
|
|
evidences of the absolute prostration which she had undergone. When
|
|
I told Mrs. Westenra that Dr. Van Helsing had directed that I should
|
|
sit up with her she almost pooh-poohed the idea, pointing out her
|
|
daughter's renewed strength and excellent spirits. I was firm,
|
|
however, and made preparations for my long vigil. When her maid had
|
|
prepared her for the night I came in, having in the meantime had
|
|
supper, and took a seat by the bedside. She did not in any way make
|
|
objection, but looked at me gratefully whenever I caught her eye.
|
|
After a long spell she seemed sinking off to sleep, but with an effort
|
|
seemed to pull herself together and shook it off. This was repeated
|
|
several times, with greater effort and with shorter pauses as the time
|
|
moved on. It was apparent that she did not want to sleep, so I tackled
|
|
the subject at once:-
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|
|
|
"You do not want to go to sleep?"
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|
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"No; I am afraid."
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|
|
|
"Afraid to go to sleep! Why so? It is the boon we all crave for."
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|
|
"Ah, not if you were like me- if sleep was to you a presage of
|
|
horror!"
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|
|
|
"A presage of horror! What on earth do you mean?"
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|
|
|
"I don't know; oh, I don't know. And that is what is so terrible.
|
|
All this weakness comes to me in sleep; until I dread the very
|
|
thought."
|
|
|
|
"But, my dear girl, you may sleep to-night. I am here watching
|
|
you, and I can promise that nothing will happen."
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|
|
|
"Ah, I can trust you!" I seized the opportunity, and said: "I
|
|
promise you that if I see any evidence of bad dreams I will wake you
|
|
at once."
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|
|
|
"You will? Oh, will you really? How good you are to me. Then I
|
|
will sleep!" And almost at the word she gave a deep sigh of relief,
|
|
and sank back, asleep.
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|
|
All night long I watched by, her. She never stirred, but slept on
|
|
and on in a deep, tranquil, life-giving, health-giving sleep. Her lips
|
|
were slightly parted, and her breast rose and fell with the regularity
|
|
of a pendulum. There was a smile on her face, and it was evident
|
|
that no bad dreams had come to disturb her peace of mind.
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|
|
|
In the early morning her maid came, and I left her in her care and
|
|
took myself back home, for I was anxious about many things. I sent a
|
|
short wire to Van Helsing and to Arthur, telling them of the excellent
|
|
result of the operation. My own work, with its manifold arrears,
|
|
took me all day to clear off, it was dark when I was able to inquire
|
|
about my zoophagous patient. The report was good; he had been quite
|
|
quiet for the past day and night. A telegram came from Van Helsing
|
|
at Amsterdam whilst I was at dinner, suggesting that I should be at
|
|
Hillingham to-night, as it might be well to be at hand, and stating
|
|
that he was leaving by the night mail and would join me early in the
|
|
morning.
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|
|
9 September.- I was pretty tired and worn out when I got to
|
|
Hillingham. For two nights I had hardly had a wink of sleep, and my
|
|
brain was beginning to feel that numbness which marks cerebral
|
|
exhaustion. Lucy was up and in cheerful spirits. When she shook
|
|
hands with me she looked sharply in my face and said:-
|
|
|
|
"No sitting up to-night for you. You are worn out. I am quite well
|
|
again; indeed, I am; and if there is to be any sitting up, it is I who
|
|
will sit up with you." I would not argue the point, but went and had
|
|
my supper. Lucy came with me, and, enlivened by her charming presence,
|
|
I made an excellent meal, and had a couple of glasses of the more than
|
|
excellent port. Then Lucy took me upstairs, and showed me a room
|
|
next her own, where a cozy fire was burning. "Now," she said, "you
|
|
must stay here. I shall leave this door open and my door too. You
|
|
can lie on the sofa for I know that nothing would induce any of you
|
|
doctors to go to bed whilst there is a patient above the horizon. If I
|
|
want anything I shall call out, and you can come to me at once." I
|
|
could not but acquiesce, for I was "dob-tired," and could not have sat
|
|
up had I tried. So, on her renewing her promise to call me if she
|
|
should want anything, I lay on the sofa, and forgot all about
|
|
everything.
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|
Lucy Westenra's Diary.
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|
|
9 September.- I feel so happy to-night. I have been so miserably
|
|
weak, that to be able to think and move about is like feeling sunshine
|
|
after a long spell of east wind out of a steel sky. Somehow Arthur
|
|
feels very, very close to me. I seem to feel his presence warm about
|
|
me. I suppose it is that sickness and weakness are selfish things
|
|
and turn our inner eyes and sympathy on ourselves, whilst health and
|
|
strength give Love rein, and in thought and feeling he can wander
|
|
where he wills. I know where my thoughts are. If Arthur only knew!
|
|
My dear, my dear, your ears must tingle as you sleep, as mine do
|
|
waking. Oh, the blissful rest of last night! How I slept, with that
|
|
dear, good Dr. Seward watching me. And to-night I shall not fear to
|
|
sleep, since he is close at hand and within call. Thank everybody
|
|
for being so good to me! Thank God! Good-night Arthur.
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|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
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|
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|
10 September.- I was conscious of the Professor's hand on my head,
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and started awake all in a second. That is one of the things that we
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learn in an asylum, at any rate.
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"And how is our patient?"
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"Well, when I left her, or rather when she left me," I answered.
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"Come, let us see," he said. And together we went into the room.
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The blind was down, and I went over to raise it gently, whilst Van
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Helsing stepped, with his soft, cat-like tread, over to the bed.
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As I raised the blind, and the morning sunlight flooded the room,
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I heard the Professor's low hiss of inspiration, and knowing its
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rarity, a deadly fear shot through my heart. As I passed over he moved
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back, and his exclamation of horror, "Gott in Himmel!" needed no
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enforcement from his agonised face. He raised his hand and pointed
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to the bed, and his iron face was drawn and ashen white. I felt my
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knees begin to tremble.
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There on the bed, seemingly in a swoon, lay poor Lucy, more horribly
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white and wan-looking than ever. Even the lips were white, and the
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gums seemed to have shrunken back from the teeth, as we sometimes
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see in a corpse after a prolonged illness. Van Helsing raised his foot
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to stamp in anger, but the instinct of his life and all the long years
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of habit stood to him, and he put it down again softly. "Quick!" he
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said. "Bring the brandy." I flew to the dining-room, and returned with
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the decanter. He wetted the poor white lips with it, and together we
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rubbed palm and wrist and heart. He felt her heart, and after a few
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moments of agonising suspense said:-
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"It is not too late. It beats, though but feebly. All our work is
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undone; we must begin again. There is no young Arthur here now; I have
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to call on you yourself this time, friend John." As he spoke, he was
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dipping into his bag and producing the instruments for transfusion;
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I had taken off my coat and rolled up my shirt-sleeve. There was no
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possibility of an opiate just at present, and no need of one; and
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so, without a moment's delay, we began the operation. After a time- it
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did not seem a short time either, for the draining away of one's
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blood, no matter how willingly it be given, is a terrible feeling- Van
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Helsing held up a warning finger. "Do not stir," he said, "but I
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fear that with growing strength she may wake; and that would make
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danger, oh, so much danger. But I shall precaution take. I shall
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give hypodermic injection of morphia." He proceeded then, swiftly
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and deftly, to carry out his intent. The effect on Lucy was not bad,
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for the faint seemed to merge subtly into the narcotic sleep. It was
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with a feeling of personal pride that I could see a faint tinge of
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colour steal back into the pallid cheeks and lips. No man knows till
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he experiences it, what it is to feel his own life-blood drawn away
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into the veins of the woman he loves.
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The Professor watched me critically. "That will do," he said.
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"Already?" I remonstrated. "You took a great deal more from Art." To
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which he smiled a sad sort of smile as he replied:-
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"He is her lover, her fiance. You have work, much work, to do for
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her and for others; and the present will suffice."
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When we stopped the operation, he attended to Lucy, whilst I applied
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digital pressure to my own incision. I laid down, whilst I waited
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his leisure to attend to me, for I felt faint and a little sick.
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By-and-by he bound up my wound, and sent me downstairs to get a
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glass of wine for myself. As I was leaving the room, he came after me,
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and half whispered:-
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"Mind, nothing must be said of this. If our young lover should
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turn up unexpected, as before, no word to him. It would at once
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frighten him and enjealous him, too. There must be none. So!"
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When I came back he looked at me carefully, and then said:-
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"You are not much the worse. Go into the room, and lie on your sofa,
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and rest awhile; then have much breakfast, and come here to me."
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I followed out his orders, for I knew how right and wise they
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were. I had done my part, and now my next duty was to keep up my
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strength. I felt very weak, and in the weakness lost something of
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the amazement at what had occurred. I fell asleep on the sofa,
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however, wondering over and over again how Lucy had made such a
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retrograde movement, and how she could have been drained of so much
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blood with no sign anywhere to show for it. I think I must have
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continued my wonder in my dreams, for, sleeping and waking, my
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thoughts always came back to the little punctures in her throat and
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the ragged, exhausted appearance of their edges- tiny though they
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were.
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Lucy slept well into the day and when she woke she was fairly well
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and strong, though not nearly so much so as the day before. When Van
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Helsing had seen her, he went out for a walk, leaving me in charge,
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with strict injunctions that I was not to leave her for a moment. I
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could hear his voice in the hall, asking the way to the nearest
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telegraph office.
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Lucy chatted with me freely, and seemed quite unconscious that
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anything had happened. I tried to keep her amused and interested. When
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her mother came up to see her, she did not seem to notice any change
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whatever, but said to me gratefully:-
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"We owe you so much, Dr. Seward, for all you have done, but you
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really must now take care not to overwork yourself. You are looking
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pale yourself. You want a wife to nurse and look after you a bit; that
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you do!" As she spoke, Lucy turned crimson, though it was only
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momentarily, for her poor wasted veins could not stand for long such
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an unwonted drain to the head. The reaction came in excessive pallor
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as she turned imploring eyes on me. I smiled and nodded, and laid my
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finger on my lips; with a sigh, she sank back amid her pillows.
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Van Helsing returned in a couple of hours, and presently said to me:
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"Now you go home, and eat much and drink enough. Make yourself strong.
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I stay here to-night, and I shall sit up with little miss myself.
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You and I must watch the case, and we must have none other to know.
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I have grave reasons. No, do not ask them; think what you will. Do not
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fear to think even the most not-probable. Good-night."
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In the hall two of the maids came to me, and asked if they or either
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of them might not sit up with Miss Lucy. They implored me to let them;
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and when I said it was Dr. Van Helsing's wish that either he or I
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should sit up, they asked me quite piteously to intercede with the
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"foreign gentleman." I was much touched by their kindness. Perhaps it
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is because I am weak at present, and perhaps because it was on
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Lucy's account, that their devotion was manifested; for over and
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|
over again have I seen similar instances of woman's kindness. I got
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back here in time for a late dinner; went my rounds- all well; and set
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this down whilst waiting for sleep. It is coming.
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11 September.- This afternoon I went over to Hillingham. Found Van
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Helsing in excellent spirits, and Lucy much better. Shortly after I
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had arrived, a big parcel from abroad came for the Professor. He
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opened it with much impressment- assumed, of course- and showed a
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great bundle of white flowers.
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"These are for you, Miss Lucy," he said.
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"For me? Oh, Dr. Van Helsing!"
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"Yes, my dear, but not for you to play with. These are medicines."
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Here Lucy made a wry face. "Nay, but they are not to take in a
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decoction or in nauseous form, so you need not snub that so charming
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nose, or I shall point out to my friend Arthur what woes he may have
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|
to endure in seeing so much beauty that he so loves so much distort.
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Aha, my pretty miss, that bring the so nice nose all straight again,
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This is medicinal, but you do not know how. I put him in your
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|
window, I make pretty wreath, and hang him round your neck, so that
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you sleep well. Oh yes! they, like the lotus flower, make your trouble
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|
forgotten. It smell so like the waters of Lethe, and of that
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|
fountain of youth that the Conquistodores sought for in the
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|
Floridas, and find him all too late."
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Whilst he was speaking, Lucy had been examining the flowers and
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smelling them. Now she threw them down. saying, with half-laughter and
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|
half-disgust:
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"Oh, Professor, I believe you are only putting up a joke on me. Why,
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these flowers are only common garlic."
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To my surprise, Van Helsing rose up and said with all his
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|
sterness, his iron jaw set and his bushy eyebrows meeting:-
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"No trifling with me! I never jest! There is grim purpose in all I
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|
do; and I warn you that you do not thwart me. Take care, for the
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|
sake of others if not for your own." Then seeing poor Lucy scared,
|
|
as she might well be, he went on more gently: "Oh, little miss, my
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|
dear, do not fear me. I only do for your good; but there is much
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|
virtue to you in those so common flowers. See, I place them myself
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|
in your room. I make myself the wreath that you are to wear. But hush!
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|
no telling to others that make so inquisitive questions. We must obey,
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|
and silence is a part of obedience; and obedience is to bring you
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|
strong and well into loving arms that wait for you. Now sit still
|
|
awhile. Come with me, friend John, and you shall help me deck the room
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|
with my garlic, which is all the way from Haarlem, where my friend
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|
Vanderpool raise herb in his glass-houses all the year. I had to
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|
telegraph yesterday, or they would not have been here."
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We went into the room, taking the flowers with us. The Professor's
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|
actions were certainly odd and not to be found in any pharmacopoeia
|
|
that I ever heard of. First he fastened up the windows and latched
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|
them securely; next, taking a handful of the flowers, he rubbed them
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|
all over the sashes, as though to ensure that every whiff of air
|
|
that might get in would be laden with the garlic smell. Then with
|
|
the wisp he rubbed all over the jamb of the door, above, below, and at
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|
each side, and round the fireplace in the same way. It all seemed
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|
grotesque to me, and presently I said:-
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"Well, Professor, I know you always have a reason for what you do,
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|
but this certainly puzzles me. It is well we have no sceptic here,
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|
or he would say that you were working some spell to keep out an evil
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|
spirit."
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"Perhaps I am!" he answered quietly as he began to make the wreath
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|
which Lucy was to wear round her neck.
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We then waited whilst Lucy made her toilet for the night, and when
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|
she was in bed he came and himself fixed the wreath of garlic round
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|
her neck. The last words he said to her were:-
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"Take care you do not disturb it; and even if the room feel close,
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|
do not to-night open the window or the door."
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"I promise," said Lucy,- "and thank you both a thousand times for
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|
all your kindness to me! Oh, what have I done to be blessed with such
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|
friends?"
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|
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|
As we left the house in my fly, which was waiting, Van Helsing
|
|
said:-
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|
|
"To-night I can sleep in peace, and sleep I want- two nights of
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|
travel, much reading in the day between, and much anxiety on the day
|
|
to follow, and a night to sit up, without to wink. To-morrow in the
|
|
morning early you call for me, and we come together to see our
|
|
pretty miss, so much more strong for my 'spell' which I have work. Ho!
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|
ho!"
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|
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|
He seemed so confident that I, remembering my own confidence two
|
|
nights before and with the baneful result, felt awe and vague
|
|
terror. It must have been my weakness that made me hesitate to tell it
|
|
to my friend, but I felt it all the more, like unshed tears.
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|
CHAPTER XI.
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|
LETTERS, ETC.- continued.
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Lucy Westenra's Diary.
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|
12 September.- How good they all are to me. I quite love that dear
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|
Dr. Van Helsing. I wonder why he was so anxious about these flowers.
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|
He positively frightened me, he was so fierce. And yet he must have
|
|
been right, for I feel comfort from them already. Somehow, I do not
|
|
dread being alone to-night, and I can go to sleep without fear. I
|
|
shall not mind any flapping outside the window. Oh, the terrible
|
|
struggle that I have had against sleep so often of late; the pain of
|
|
the sleeplessness, or the pain of the fear of sleep, with such unknown
|
|
horrors as it has for me! How blessed are some people, whose lives
|
|
have no fears, no dreads; to whom sleep is a blessing that comes
|
|
nightly, and brings nothing but sweet dreams. Well, here I am
|
|
to-night, hoping for sleep, and lying like Ophelia in the play, with
|
|
"virgin crants and maiden strewments." I never liked garlic before,
|
|
but to-night it is delightful! There is peace in its smell; I feel
|
|
sleep coming already. Good-night, everybody.
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|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
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|
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|
13 September.- Called at the Berkeley and found Van Helsing, as
|
|
usual, up to time. The carriage ordered from the hotel was waiting.
|
|
The Professor took his bag, which he always brings with him now.
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|
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|
Let all be put down exactly. Van Helsing and I arrived at Hillingham
|
|
at eight o'clock. It was a lovely morning; the bright sunshine and all
|
|
the fresh feeling of early autumn seemed liked the completion of
|
|
nature's annual work. The leaves were turning to all kinds of
|
|
beautiful colours, but had not yet begun to drop from the trees.
|
|
When we entered we met Mrs. Westenra coming out of the morning room.
|
|
She is always an early riser. She greeted us warmly and said:-
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|
|
|
"You will be glad to know that Lucy is better. The dear child is
|
|
still asleep. I looked into her room and saw her, but did not go in,
|
|
lest I should disturb her." The Professor smiled, and looked quite
|
|
jubilant. He rubbed his hands together, and said:-
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|
|
|
"Aha! I thought I had diagnosed the case. My treatment is
|
|
working," to which she answered:-
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|
|
|
"You must not take all the credit to yourself, doctor Lucy's state
|
|
this morning is due in part to me."
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|
|
|
"How do you mean, ma'am?" asked the Professor.
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|
|
|
"Well, I was anxious about the dear child in the night, and went
|
|
into her room. She was sleeping soundly- so soundly that even my
|
|
coming did not wake her. But the room was awfully stuffy. There were a
|
|
lot of those horrible, strong-smelling flowers about everywhere, and
|
|
she had actually a bunch of them round her neck. I feared that the
|
|
heavy odour would be too much for the dear child in her weak state, so
|
|
I took them all away and opened a bit of the window to let in a little
|
|
fresh air. You will be pleased with her, I am sure."
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|
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|
She moved off into her boudoir, where she usually breakfasted early.
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|
As she had spoken, I watched the Professor's face, and saw it turn
|
|
ashen grey. He had been able to retain his self-command whilst the
|
|
poor lady was present, for he knew her state and how mischievous a
|
|
shock would be; he actually smiled on her as he held open the door for
|
|
her to pass into her room. But the instant she had disappeared he
|
|
pulled me, suddenly and forcibly, into the dining-room and closed
|
|
the door.
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|
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|
Then, for the first time in my life, I saw Van Helsing break down.
|
|
He raised his hands over his head in a sort of mute despair, and
|
|
then beat his palms together in a helpless way; finally he sat down on
|
|
a chair, and putting his hands before his face, began to sob, with
|
|
loud, dry sobs that seemed to come from the very racking of his heart.
|
|
Then he raised his arms again, as though appealing to the whole
|
|
universe. "God! God! God!" he said. "What have we done, what has this
|
|
poor thing done, that we are so sore beset? is there fate amongst us
|
|
still, sent down form the pagan world of old, that such things must
|
|
be, and in such way? This poor mother, all unknowing, and all for
|
|
the best as she think, does such thing as lose her daughter body and
|
|
soul; and we must not tell her, we must not even warn her, or she die,
|
|
and then both die. Oh, how we are beset! How are all the powers of the
|
|
devils against us!" Suddenly he jumped to his feet. "Come," he said,
|
|
"come, we must see and act. Devils or no devils, or all the devils
|
|
at once, it matters not; we fight him all the same." He went to the
|
|
hall-door for his bag; and together we went up to Lucy's room.
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|
|
|
Once again I drew up the blind, whilst Van Helsing went towards
|
|
the bed. This time he did not start as he looked on the poor face with
|
|
the same awful, waxen pallor as before. He wore a look of stern
|
|
sadness and infinite pity.
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|
|
|
"As I expected," he murmured, with that hissing inspiration of his
|
|
which meant so much. Without a word he went and locked the door, and
|
|
then began to set out on the little table the instruments for yet
|
|
another operation of transfusion of blood. I had long ago recognised
|
|
the necessity, and begun to take off my coat, but he stopped me with a
|
|
warning hand. "No!" he said. "To-day you must operate. I shall
|
|
provide. You are weakened already." As he spoke he took off his coat
|
|
and rolled up his shirt-sleeve.
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|
|
|
Again the operation; again the narcotic; again some return of colour
|
|
to the ashy cheeks, and the regular breathing of healthy sleep. This
|
|
time I watched whilst Van Helsing recruited himself and rested.
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|
|
|
Presently he took an opportunity of telling Mrs. Westenra that she
|
|
must not remove anything from Lucy's room without consulting him; that
|
|
the flowers were of medicinal value, and that the breathing of their
|
|
odour was a part of the system of cure. Then he took over the care
|
|
of the case himself, saying that he would watch this night and the
|
|
next and would send me word when to come.
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|
|
|
After another hour Lucy waked from her sleep, fresh and bright and
|
|
seemingly not much the worse for her terrible ordeal.
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|
|
|
What does it all mean? I am beginning to wonder if my long habit
|
|
of life amongst the insane is beginning to tell upon my own brain.
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|
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|
Lucy Westenra's Diary.
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|
|
|
17 September.- Four days and nights of peace. I am getting so strong
|
|
again that I hardly know myself It is as if I had passed through
|
|
some long nightmare, and had just awakened to see the beautiful
|
|
sunshine and feel the fresh air of the morning around me. I have a dim
|
|
half-remembrance of long, anxious times of waiting and fearing;
|
|
darkness in which there was not even the pain of hope to make
|
|
present distress more poignant; and then long spell of oblivion, and
|
|
the rising back to life as a diver coming up through a great press
|
|
of water. Since, however, Dr. Van Helsing has been with me, all this
|
|
bad dreaming seems to have passed away; the noises that used to
|
|
frighten me out of my wits- the flapping against the windows, the
|
|
distant voices which seemed so close to me, the harsh sounds that came
|
|
form I know not where and commanded me to do I know not what- have all
|
|
ceased. I go to bed now without any fear of sleep. I do not even try
|
|
to keep awake. I have grown quite fond of the garlic, and a boxful
|
|
arrives for me every day from Haarlem. To-night Dr. Van Helsing is
|
|
going away, as he has to be for a day in Amsterdam. But I need not
|
|
be watched; I am well enough to be left alone. Thank God for
|
|
mother's sake, and dear Arthur's, and for all our friends who have
|
|
been so kind! I shall not even feel the change, for last night Dr. Van
|
|
Helsing slept in his chair a lot of the time. I found him asleep twice
|
|
when I awoke; but I did not fear to go to sleep again, although the
|
|
boughs or bats or something flapped almost angrily against the
|
|
window-panes.
|
|
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|
"The Pall Mall Gazette," 18 September.
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|
The Escaped Wolf.
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|
|
|
Perilous Adventure Of Our Interviewer.
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|
|
|
Interview with the Keeper in the Zoological Gardens.
|
|
|
|
After many inquiries and almost as many refusals, and perpetually
|
|
using the words "Pall Mall Gazette" as a sort of talisman, I managed
|
|
to find the keeper of the section of the Zoological Gardens in which
|
|
the wolf department is included. Thomas Bilder lives in one of the
|
|
cottages in the enclosure behind the elephant-house, and was just
|
|
sitting down to his tea when I found him. Thomas and his wife are
|
|
hospitable folk, elderly, and without children, and if the specimen
|
|
I enjoyed of their hospitality be of the average kind, their lives
|
|
must be pretty comfortable. The keeper would not enter on what he
|
|
called "business" until the supper was over, and we were all
|
|
satisfied. Then when the table was cleared, and he had lit his pipe,
|
|
he said:-
|
|
|
|
"Now, sir you can go on and arsk me what you want. You'll excoose me
|
|
refoosin' to talk of perfeshunal subjects afore meals. I gives the
|
|
wolves and the jackals and the hyenas in all our section their tea
|
|
afore I begins to arsk them questions."
|
|
|
|
"How do you mean, ask them questions?" I queried, wishful to get him
|
|
into a talkative humour.
|
|
|
|
"'Ittin' of them over the 'ead with a pole is one way; scratchin' of
|
|
their hears is another, when gents as is flush wants a bit of a
|
|
show-orf to their gals. I don't so much mind the fust- the 'ittin'
|
|
with a pole afore I chucks in their dinner; but I waits till they've
|
|
'ad their sherry and kawfee, so to speak, afore I tries on with the
|
|
ear-scratchin'. Mind you," he added philosophically, "there's a deal
|
|
of the same nature in us as in them theer animiles. Here's you
|
|
a-comin' and arksin' of me questions about my business, and I that
|
|
grumpy-like that only for your bloomin' 'arf-quid I'd 'a' seen you
|
|
blowed fust 'fore I'd answer. Not even when you arsked me
|
|
sarcastic-like if I'd like you to arsk the Superintendent if you might
|
|
arsk me questions. Without offense, did I tell yer to go to 'ell?"
|
|
|
|
"You did."
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|
|
|
"An' when you said you'd report me for usin' of obscene language
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that was 'ittin' me over the ead; but the 'arf-quid made that all
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right. I weren't a-goin' to fight, so I waited for the food, and did
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with my 'owl as the wolves, and lions, and tigers does. But, Lor' love
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yer 'art, now that the old 'ooman has stuck a chunk if her tea-cake in
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me, an' rinsed me out with her bloomin' old teapot, and I've lit
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hup, you may scratch my ears for all you're worth, and won't git
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even a growl out of me. Drive along with your questions. I know what
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yer a-comin' at, that 'ere escaped wolf."
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"Exactly. I want you to give me your view of it. Just tell me how it
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happened; and when I know the facts I'll get you to say what you
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consider was the cause of it, and how you think the whole affair
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will end."
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"All right, guv'nor. This 'ere is about the 'ole story. That 'ere
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wolf what we called Bersicker was one of three grey ones that come
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from Norway to Jamrach's, which we bought off him four year ago. He
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was a nice well-behaved wolf, that never gave no trouble to talk of.
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I'm more surprised at 'im for wantin' to get out nor any other animile
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in the place. But, there, you can't trust wolves no more nor women."
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"Don't you mind him, sir!" broke in Mrs. Tom, with a cherry laugh.
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"'E's got mindin' the animiles so long that blest if he ain't like a
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old wolf 'isself! But there ain't no 'arm in 'im."
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"Well, sir, it was about two hours after feedin' yesterday when I
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first hear my disturbance. I was makin' up a litter in the
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monkey-house for a young puma which is ill; but when I heard the
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yelpin' and 'owlin' I kem away straight. There was Bersicker a-tearin'
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like a mad thing at the bars as if he wanted to get out. There
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wasn't much people about that day, and close at hand was only one man,
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a tall, thin chap, with a 'ook nose and a pointed beard, with a few
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white hairs runnin' through it. He had a 'ard, cold look and red eyes,
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and I took a sort of mislike to him, for it seemed as if it was 'im as
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they was hirritated at. He 'ad white kid gloves on 'is 'ands, and he
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pointed out the animiles to me and says: 'Keeper, these wolves seem
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upset at something.'
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"'Maybe it's you,'says I, for I did not like the airs as he give
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'isself. He didn't git angry, as I 'oped he would, but he smiled a
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kind of insolent smile, with a mouth full of white sharp teeth. 'Oh
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no, they wouldn't like me,' 'e says.
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"'Ow yes, they would,' says I, a-imitatin' of him. 'They always
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likes a bone or two to clean their teeth on about tea-time, which
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you 'as a bagful.'
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"Well, it was a odd thing, but when the animiles see us a-talkin'
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they lay down, and when I went over to Bersicker he let me stroke
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his ears same as ever. That there man kem over, and blessed but if
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he didn't put in his hand and stroke the old wolfs ears too!
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"'Tyke care,' says I. 'Bersicker is quick.'
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"'Never mind,' he says. 'I'm used to 'em!'
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"'Are you in the business yourself?' I says, tyking off my 'at,
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for a man what trades in wolves, anceterer, is a good friend to
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keeper.
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"'No.' says he, 'not exactly in the business, but I 'ave made pets
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of several.' And with that he lifts his 'at as perlite as a lord,
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and walks away. Old Bersicker kep' a-lookin' arter' 'im till 'e was
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out of sight, and then went and lay down in a corner, and wouldn't
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come hout the 'ole hevening. Well, larst night, so soon as the moon
|
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was hup, the wolves here all began a-'owling. There warn't nothing for
|
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them to 'owl at. There warn't no one near, except some one that was
|
|
evidently a-callin' a dog somewheres out back of the gardings in the
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Park road. Once or twice I went out to see that all was right, and
|
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it was, and then the 'owling stopped. Just before twelve o'clock I
|
|
just took a look round afore turnin' in, an, bust me, but when I kem
|
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opposite to old Bersicker's cage I see the rails broken and twisted
|
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about and the cage empty. And that's all I know for certing."
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"Did any one else see anything?"
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"One of our gard'ners was a-comin' 'ome about that time from a
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'armony, when he sees a big grey dog comin' out through the garding
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'edges. At least, so he says; but I don't give much for it myself, for
|
|
if he did 'e never said a word about it to his missis when 'e got
|
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'ome, and it was only after the escape of the wolf was made known, and
|
|
we had been up all night- a-huntin' of the Park for Bersicker, that he
|
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remembered seein' anything. My own belief was that the 'armony 'ad got
|
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into his 'ead."
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"Now, Mr. Bilder, can you account in any way for the escape of the
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wolf?"
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"Well, sir," he said, with a suspicious sort of modesty, "I think
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I can; but I don't know as 'ow you'd be satisfied with the theory."
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"Certainly I shall. If a man like you, who knows the animals from
|
|
experience, can't hazard a good guess at any rate, who is even to
|
|
try?"
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"Well then, sir, I accounts for it this way; it seems to me that
|
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'ere wolf escaped- simply because he wanted to get out."
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From the hearty way that both Thomas and his wife laughed at the
|
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joke I could see that it had done service before, and that the whole
|
|
explanation was simply an elaborate sell. I couldn't cope in
|
|
badinage with the worthy Thomas, but I thought I knew a surer way to
|
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his heart, so I said:-
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"Now, Mr. Bilder, we'll consider that first half-sovereign worked
|
|
off, and this brother of his is waiting to be claimed when you've told
|
|
me what you think will happen."
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"Right y'are, sir," he said briskly. "Ye'll excoose me, I know,
|
|
for a-chaffin' of ye, but the old woman here winked at me, which was
|
|
as much as telling me to go on."
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"Well, I never!" said the old lady.
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"My opinion is this: that 'ere wolf is a-'idin' of, somewheres.
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|
The gard'ner wot didn't remember said he was a-gallopin' northward
|
|
faster than a horse could go; but I don't believe him, for, yer see,
|
|
sir, wolves don't gallop no more nor dogs does, they not bein' built
|
|
that way. Wolves is fine things in a story-book, and I dessay when
|
|
they gets in packs and does be chivyin' somethin' that's more
|
|
afeared than they is they can make a devil of a noise and chop it
|
|
up, whatever it is. But, Lor' bless you, in real life a wolf is only a
|
|
low creature, not half so clever or bold as a good dog; and not half a
|
|
quarter so much fight in 'im. This one ain't been used to fightin'
|
|
or even to providin' for hisself, and more like he's somewhere round
|
|
the Park a-'idin' an' a-shiverin' of, and, if he thinks at all,
|
|
wonderin' where he is to get his breakfast from; or maybe he's got
|
|
down some area and is an a coal-celler. My eye, won't some cook get
|
|
a rum start when she sees his green eyes a-shining at her out of the
|
|
dark! If he can't get food he's bound to look for it, and mayhap he
|
|
may chance to light on a butcher's shop in time. If he doesn't, and
|
|
some nursemaid goes a-walkin' orf with a soldier, leavin' of the
|
|
hinfant in the perambulator- well then I shouldn't be surprised if the
|
|
census is one babby the less. That's all."
|
|
|
|
I was handing him the half-sovereign, when something came bobbing up
|
|
against the window, and Mr. Bilder's face doubled its natural length
|
|
with surprise.
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|
|
|
"God bless me!" he said. "If there ain't old Bersicker come back
|
|
by 'isself!"
|
|
|
|
He went to the door and opened it; a most unnecessary proceeding
|
|
it seemed to me. I have always thought that a wild animal never
|
|
looks so well as when some obstacle of pronounced durability is
|
|
between us; a personal experience has intensified rather than
|
|
diminished that idea.
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|
|
|
After all, however, there is nothing like custom, for neither Bilder
|
|
nor his wife thought any more of the wolf than I should of a dog.
|
|
The animal itself was as peaceful and well-behaved as that father of
|
|
all picture-wolves- Red Riding Hood's quondam friend, whilst moving
|
|
her confidence in masquerade.
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|
|
|
The whole scene was an unutterable mixture of comedy and pathos. The
|
|
wicked wolf that for half a day had paralysed London and set all the
|
|
children in the town shivering in their shoes, was there in a sort
|
|
of penitent mood, and was received and petted like a sort of vulpine
|
|
prodigal son. Old Bilder examined him all over with most tender
|
|
solicitude, and when he had finished with his penitent said:-
|
|
|
|
"There, I knew the poor old chap would get into some kind of
|
|
trouble; didn't I say it all along? Here's his head all cut and full
|
|
of broken glass. 'E's been a-gettin' over some bloomin' wall or other.
|
|
It's a shyme that people are allowed to top their walls with broken
|
|
bottles. This 'ere's what comes of it. Come along, Bersicker."
|
|
|
|
He took the wolf and locked him up in a cage, with a piece of meat
|
|
that satisfied, in quantity at any rate, the elementary conditions
|
|
of the fatted calf, and went off to report.
|
|
|
|
I came off, too, to report the only exclusive information that is
|
|
given to-day regarding the strange escapade at the Zoo.
|
|
|
|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
|
|
|
|
17 September.- I was engaged after dinner in my study posting up
|
|
my books, which, through press of other work and the many visits to
|
|
Lucy, had fallen sadly into arrear. Suddenly the door was burst
|
|
open, and in rushed my patient, with his face distorted with
|
|
passion. I was thunder-struck, for such a thing as a patient getting
|
|
of his own accord into the Superintendent's study is almost unknown.
|
|
Without an instant's pause he made straight at me. He had a
|
|
dinner-knife in his hand, and, as I saw he was dangerous, I tried to
|
|
keep the table between us. He was too quick and too strong for me,
|
|
however; for before I could get my balance he had struck at me and cut
|
|
my left wrist rather severely. Before he could strike again,
|
|
however, I got in my right, and he was sprawling on his back on the
|
|
floor. My wrist bled freely, and quite a little pool trickled on to
|
|
the carpet. I saw that my friend was not intent on further effort, and
|
|
occupied myself binding up my wrist, keeping a wary eye on the
|
|
prostrate figure all the time. When the attendants rushed in, and we
|
|
turned our attention to him, his employment positively sickened me. He
|
|
was lying on his belly on the floor licking up, like a dog, the
|
|
blood which had fallen from my wounded wrist. He was easily secured,
|
|
and, to my surprise, went with the attendants quite placidly, simply
|
|
repeating over and over again: "The blood is the life! the blood is
|
|
the life!"
|
|
|
|
I cannot afford to lose blood just at present: I have lost too
|
|
much of late for my physical good, and then the prolonged strain of
|
|
Lucy's illness and its horrible phases is telling on me. I am
|
|
overexcited and weary, and I need rest, rest, rest. Happily Van
|
|
Helsing has not summoned me, so I need not forego my sleep; to-night I
|
|
could not well do without it.
|
|
|
|
Telegram, Van Helsing, Antwerp, to Seward, Carfax.
|
|
|
|
(Sent to Carfax, Sussex, as no county given; delivered late
|
|
|
|
by twenty-two hours.)
|
|
|
|
"17 September.- Do not fail to be at Hillingham to-night. If not
|
|
watching all the time, frequently visit and see that flowers are as
|
|
placed; very important; do not fail. Shall be with you as soon as
|
|
possible after arrival."
|
|
|
|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
|
|
|
|
18 September.- Just off for train to London. The arrival of Van
|
|
Helsing's telegram filled me with dismay. A whole night lost, and I
|
|
know by bitter experience what may happen in a night. Of course it
|
|
is possible that all may be well, but what may have happened? Surely
|
|
there is some horrible doom hanging over us that every possible
|
|
accident should thwart us in all we try to do. I shall take this
|
|
cylinder with me, and then I can complete my entry on Lucy's
|
|
phonograph.
|
|
|
|
Memorandum left by Lucy Westenra.
|
|
|
|
17 September. Night.- I write this and leave it to be seen, so
|
|
that no one may by any chance get into trouble through me. This is
|
|
an exact record of what took place tonight. I feel I am dying of
|
|
weakness, and have barely strength to write, but it must be done if
|
|
I die in the doing.
|
|
|
|
I went to bed as usual, taking care that the flowers were placed
|
|
as Dr. Van Helsing directed, and soon fell asleep.
|
|
|
|
I was waked by the flapping at the window, which had begun after
|
|
that sleep-walking on the cliff at Whitby when Mina saved me, and
|
|
which now I know so well. I was not afraid, but I did wish that Dr.
|
|
Seward was in the next room- as Dr. Van Helsing said he would be- so
|
|
that I might have called him. I tried to go to sleep, but could not.
|
|
Then there came to me the old fear of sleep, and I determined to
|
|
keep awake. Perversely sleep would try to come then when I did not
|
|
want it; so, as I feared to be alone, I opened my door and called
|
|
out:- Is there anybody there?' There was no answer. I was afraid to
|
|
wake mother, and so closed my door again. Then outside in the
|
|
shrubbery I heard a sort of howl like a dog's, but more fierce and
|
|
deeper. I went to the window and looked out, but could see nothing,
|
|
except a big bat, which had evidently been buffeting its wings against
|
|
the window. So I went back to bed again, but determined not to go to
|
|
sleep. Presently the door opened, and mother looked in; seeing by my
|
|
moving that I was not asleep, came in, and sat by me. She said to me
|
|
even more sweetly and softly than her wont:-
|
|
|
|
"I was uneasy about you, darling, and came in to see that you were
|
|
all right."
|
|
|
|
I feared she might catch cold sitting there, and asked her to come
|
|
in and sleep with me, so she came into bed, and lay down beside me;
|
|
she did not take off her dressing gown, for she said she would only
|
|
stay a while and then go back to her own bed. As she lay there in my
|
|
arms, and I in hers, the flapping and buffeting came to the window
|
|
again. She was startled and a little frightened, and cried out:
|
|
"What is that?" I tried to pacify her, and at last succeeded, and
|
|
she lay quiet; but I could hear her poor dear heart still beating
|
|
terribly. After a while there was the low howl again out in the
|
|
shrubbery, and shortly after there was a crash at the window, and a
|
|
lot of broken glass was hurled on the floor. The window blind blew
|
|
back with the wind that rushed in, and in the aperture of the broken
|
|
panes there was the head of a great, gaunt grey wolf. Mother cried out
|
|
in a fright, and struggled up into a sitting posture, and clutched
|
|
wildly at anything that would help her. Amongst other things, she
|
|
clutched the wreath of flowers that Dr. Van Helsing insisted on my
|
|
wearing round my neck, and tore it away form me. For a second or two
|
|
she sat up, pointing at the wolf, and there was a strange and horrible
|
|
gurgling in her throat; then she fell over, as if struck with
|
|
lightning, and her head hit my forehead and made me dizzy for a moment
|
|
or two. The room and all round seemed to spin round. I kept my eyes
|
|
fixed on the window, but the wolf drew his head back, and a whole
|
|
myriad of little specks seemed to come blowing in through the broken
|
|
window, and wheeling and circling round like the pillar of dust that
|
|
travellers describe when there is a simoom in the desert. I tried to
|
|
stir, but there was some spell upon me, and dear mother's poor body,
|
|
which seemed to grow cold already- for her dear heart had ceased to
|
|
beat- weighed me down; and I remembered no more for a while.
|
|
|
|
The time did not seem long, but very, very awful, till I recovered
|
|
consciousness again. Somewhere near, a passing bell was tolling; the
|
|
dogs all round the neighborhood were howling; and in our shrubbery,
|
|
seemingly just outside, a nightingale was singing. I was dazed and
|
|
stupid with pain and terror and weakness, but the sound of the
|
|
nightingale seemed like the voice of my dead mother come back to
|
|
comfort me. The sounds seemed to have awakened the maids, too, for I
|
|
could hear their bare feet pattering outside my door. I called to
|
|
them, and they came in, and when they saw what had happened, and
|
|
what it was that lay over me on the bed, they screamed out. The wind
|
|
rushed in through the broken window, and the door slammed to. They
|
|
lifted off the body of my dear mother, and laid her, covered up with a
|
|
sheet, on the bed after I had got up. They were all so frightened
|
|
and nervous that I directed them to go to the dining-room and have
|
|
each a glass of wine. The door flew open for an instant and closed
|
|
again. The maids shrieked, and then went in a body to the dining-room;
|
|
and I laid what flowers I had on my dear mother's breast. When they
|
|
were there I remembered what Dr. Van Helsing had told me, but I didn't
|
|
like to remove them, and, besides, I would have some of the servants
|
|
to sit up with me now. I was surprised that the maids did not come
|
|
back. I called them, but got no answer, so I went to the dining-room
|
|
to look for them.
|
|
|
|
My heart sank when I saw what had happened. They all four lay
|
|
helpless on the floor, breathing heavily. The decanter of sherry was
|
|
on the table half full, but there was a queer, acrid smell about. I
|
|
was suspicious, and examined the decanter. It smelt of laudanum, and
|
|
looking on the sideboard, I found that the bottle which mother's
|
|
doctor uses for her- oh! did use- was empty. What am I to do? what
|
|
am I to do? I am back in the room with mother. I cannot leave her, and
|
|
I am alone, save for the sleeping servants, whom some one has drugged.
|
|
Alone with the dead! I dare not go out, for I can hear the low howl of
|
|
the wolf through the broken window.
|
|
|
|
The air seems full of specks, floating and circling in the draught
|
|
from the window, and the lights burn blue and dim. What am I to do?
|
|
God shield me from harm this night! I shall hide this paper in my
|
|
breast, where they shall find it when they come to lay me out. My dear
|
|
mother gone! It is time that I go too. Good-bye, dear Arthur, if I
|
|
should not survive this night. God keep you, dear, and God help me!
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER XII.
|
|
|
|
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.
|
|
|
|
18 September- I drove at once to Hillingham and arrived early.
|
|
Keeping my cab at the gate, I went up the avenue alone. I knocked
|
|
gently and rang as quietly as possible, for I feared to disturb Lucy
|
|
or her mother, and hoped to only bring a servant to the door. After
|
|
a while, finding no response, I knocked and rang again; still no
|
|
answer. I cursed the laziness of the servants that they should lie
|
|
abed at such an hour- for it was now ten o'clock- and so rang and
|
|
knocked again, but more impatiently, but still without response.
|
|
Hitherto I had blamed only the servants, but now a terrible fear began
|
|
to assail me. Was this desolation but another link in the chain of
|
|
doom which seemed drawing tight around us? Was it indeed a house of
|
|
death to which I had come, too late? I knew that minutes, even
|
|
seconds, of delay might mean hours of danger to Lucy, if she had had
|
|
again one of those frightful relapses; and I went round the house to
|
|
try if I could find by chance an entry anywhere.
|
|
|
|
I could find no means of ingress. Every window and door was fastened
|
|
and locked, and I returned baffled to the porch. As I did so, I
|
|
heard the rapid pit-pat of a swiftly driven horse's feet. They stopped
|
|
at the gate, and a few seconds later I met Van Helsing running up
|
|
the avenue. When he saw me, he gasped out:-
|
|
|
|
"Then it was you, and just arrived. How is she? Are we too late? Did
|
|
you not get my telegram?"
|
|
|
|
I answered as quickly and coherently as I could that I had only
|
|
got his telegram early in the morning and had not lost a minute in
|
|
coming here, and that I could not make any one in the house hear me.
|
|
He paused and raised his hat as he said solemnly:-
|
|
|
|
"Then I fear we are too late. God's will be done!" With his usual
|
|
recuperative energy, he went on: "Come. If there be no way open to get
|
|
in, we must make one. Time is all in all to us now."
|
|
|
|
We went round to the back of the house, where there was a kitchen
|
|
window. The Professor took a small surgical saw from his case, and
|
|
handing it to me, pointed to the iron bars which guarded the window. I
|
|
attacked them at once and had very soon cut through three of them.
|
|
Then with a long, thin knife we pushed back the fastening of the
|
|
sashes and opened the window. I helped the Professor in, and
|
|
followed him. There was no one in the kitchen or in the servants'
|
|
rooms, which were close at hand. We tried all the rooms as we went
|
|
along, and in the dining-room, dimly lit by rays of light through
|
|
the shutters, found four servant-women lying on the floor. There was
|
|
no need to think them dead, for their stertorous breathing and the
|
|
acrid smell of laudanum in the room left no doubt as to their
|
|
condition. Van Helsing and I looked at each other, and as we moved
|
|
away he said: "We can attend to them later." Then we ascended to
|
|
Lucy's room. For an instant or two we paused at the door to listen,
|
|
but there was no sound that we could hear. With white faces and
|
|
trembling hands, we opened the door gently, and entered the room.
|
|
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|
How shall I describe what we saw? On the bed lay two women, Lucy and
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her mother. The latter lay farthest in, and she was covered with a
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white sheet, the edge of which had been blown back by the draught
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through the broken window, showing the drawn, white face, with a
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look of terror fixed upon it. By her side lay Lucy, with face white
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and still more drawn. The flowers which had been round her neck we
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found upon her mother's bosom, and her throat was bare, showing the
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two little wounds which we had noticed before, but looking horribly
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white and mangled. Without a word the Professor bent over the bed, his
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head almost touching poor Lucy's breast; then he gave a quick turn
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of his head, as of one who listens, and leaping to his feet, he
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cried out to me:-
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"It is not yet too late! Quick! quick! Bring the brandy!"
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I flew downstairs and returned with it, taking care to smell and
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taste it, lest it, too, were drugged like the decanter of sherry which
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I found on the table. The maids were still breathing, but more
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restlessly, and I fancied that the narcotic was wearing off. I did not
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stay to make sure, but returned to Van Helsing. He rubbed the
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brandy, as on another occasion, on her lips and gums and on her wrists
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and the palms of her hands. He said to me:-
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"I can do this, all that can be at the present. You go wake those
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maids. Flick them in the face with a wet towel, and flick them hard.
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Make them get heat and fire and a warm bath. This poor soul is
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nearly as cold as that beside her. She will need be heated before we
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can do anything more."
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I went at once, and found little difficulty in waking three of the
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women. The fourth was only a young girl, and the drug had evidently
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affected her more strongly, so I lifted her on the sofa and let her
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sleep. The others were dazed at first, but as remembrance came back to
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them they cried and sobbed in a hysterical manner. I was stern with
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them, however, and would not let them talk. I told them that one
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life was bad enough to lose, and that if they delayed they would
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sacrifice Miss Lucy. So, sobbing and crying, they went about their
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way, half clad as they were, and prepared fire and water. Fortunately,
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the kitchen and boiler fires were still alive, and there was no lack
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of hot water. We got a bath, and carried Lucy out as she was and
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placed her in it. Whilst we were busy chafing her limbs there was a
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knock at the halldoor. One of the maids ran off, hurried on some
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more clothes, and opened it. Then she returned and whispered to us
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that there was a gentleman who had come with a message from Mr.
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Holmwood. I bade her simply tell him that he must wait, for we could
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see no one now. She went away with the message, and, engrossed with
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our work, I clean forgot all about him.
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I never saw in all my experience the Professor work in such deadly
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|
earnest. I knew- as he knew- that it was a stand-up fight with
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death, and in a pause told him so. He answered me in a way that I
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did not understand, but with the sternest look that his face could
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|
wear:-
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"If that were all, I would stop here where we are now, and let her
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fade away into peace, for I see no light in life over her horizon." He
|
|
went on with his work with, if possible, renewed and more frenzied
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|
vigour.
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|
Presently we both began to be conscious that the heat was
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|
beginning to be of some effect. Lucy's heart beat a trine more audibly
|
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to the stethoscope, and her lungs had a perceptible movement. Van
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|
Helsing's face almost beamed, and as we lifted her from the bath and
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|
rolled her in a hot sheet to dry her he said to me:-
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|
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"The first gain is ours! Check to the King!"
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We took Lucy into another room, which had by now been prepared,
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|
and laid her in bed and forced a few drops of brandy down her
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|
throat. I noticed that Van Helsing tied a soft silk handkerchief round
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|
her throat. She was still unconscious, and was quite as bad as, if not
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|
worse than, we had ever seen her.
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Van Helsing called in one of the women, and told her to stay with
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her and not to take her eyes off her till we returned, and then
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|
beckoned me out of the room.
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|
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|
"We must consult as to what is to be done," he said as we
|
|
descended the stairs. In the hall he opened the dining-room door,
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|
and we passed in, he closing the door carefully behind him. The
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|
shutters had been opened, but the blinds were already down, with
|
|
that obedience to the etiquette of death which the British woman of
|
|
the lower classes always rigidly observes. The room was, therefore,
|
|
dimly dark. It was, however, light enough for our purposes. Van
|
|
Helsing's sternness was somewhat relieved by a look of perplexity.
|
|
He was evidently torturing his mind about something, so I waited for
|
|
an instant, and he spoke:-
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|
|
|
"What are we to do now? Where are we to turn for help? We must
|
|
have another transfusion of blood, and that soon, or that poor
|
|
girl's life won't be worth an hour's purchase. You are exhausted
|
|
already; I am exhausted too. I fear to trust those women, even if they
|
|
would have courage to submit. What are we to do for some one who
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|
will open his veins for her?"
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|
|
|
"What's the matter with me, anyhow?"
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|
The voice came from the sofa across the room, and its tones
|
|
brought relief and joy to my heart, for they were those of Quincey
|
|
Morris. Van Helsing started angrily at the first sound, but his face
|
|
softened and a glad look came into his eyes as I cried out: "Quincey
|
|
Morris!" and rushed towards him with outstretched hands.
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|
|
|
"What brought you here?" I cried as our hands met.
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|
|
|
"I guess Art is the cause."
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|
|
|
He handed me a telegram:-
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|
|
"Have not heard from Seward for three days, and am terribly anxious.
|
|
Cannot leave. Father still in same condition. Send me word how Lucy
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|
is. Do not delay.- Holmwood."
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|
|
|
"I think I came just in the nick of time. You know you have only
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|
to tell me what to do."
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|
|
|
Van Helsing strode forward and took his hand, looking him straight
|
|
in the eyes as he said:-
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|
|
|
"A brave man's blood is the best thing on this earth when a woman is
|
|
in trouble. You're a man and no mistake. Well, the devil may work
|
|
against us for all he's worth, but God sends us men when we want
|
|
them."
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|
|
|
Once again we went through that ghastly operation. I have not the
|
|
heart to go through with the details. Lucy had got a terrible shock
|
|
and it told on her more than before, for though plenty of blood went
|
|
into her veins, her body did not respond to the treatment as well as
|
|
on the other occasions. Her struggle back into life was something
|
|
frightful to see and hear. However, the action of both heart and lungs
|
|
improved, and Van Helsing made a subcutaneous injection of morphia, as
|
|
before, and with good effect. Her faint became a profound slumber. The
|
|
Professor watched whilst I went downstairs with Quincey Morris, and
|
|
sent one of the maids to pay off one of the cabmen who were waiting. I
|
|
left Quincey lying down after having a glass of wine, and told the
|
|
cook to get ready a good breakfast. Then a thought struck me, and I
|
|
went back to the room where Lucy now was. When I came softly in, I
|
|
found Van Helsing with a sheet or two of note-paper in his hand. He
|
|
had evidently read it, and was thinking it over as he sat with his
|
|
hand to his brow. There was a look of grim satisfaction in his face,
|
|
as of one who has had a doubt solved. He handed me the paper saying
|
|
only: "It dropped from Lucy's breast when we carried her to the bath."
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|
|
|
When I had read it, I stood looking at the Professor, and after a
|
|
pause asked him: "In God's name, what does it all mean?" Was she, or
|
|
is she, mad; or what sort of horrible danger is it? I was so
|
|
bewildered that I did not know what to say more. Van Helsing put out
|
|
his hand and took the paper, saying:-
|
|
|
|
"Do not trouble about it now. Forget it for the present. You shall
|
|
know and understand it all in good time; but it will be later. And now
|
|
what is it that you came to say?" This brought me back to fact, and
|
|
I was all myself again.
|
|
|
|
"I came to speak about the certificate of death. If we do not act
|
|
properly and wisely, there may be an inquest, and that paper would
|
|
have to be produced. I am in hopes that we need have no inquest, for
|
|
if we had it would surely kill poor Lucy, if nothing else did. I know,
|
|
and you know, and the other doctor who attended her knows, that Mrs.
|
|
Westenra had disease of the heart, and we can certify that she died of
|
|
it. Let us fill up the certificate at once, and I shall take it myself
|
|
to the registrar and go on to the undertaker."
|
|
|
|
"Good, oh my friend John! Well thought of! Truly Miss Lucy, if she
|
|
be sad in the foes that beset her, is at least happy in the friends
|
|
that love her. One, two, three, all open their veins for her,
|
|
besides one old man. Ah yes, I know, friend John; I am not blind! I
|
|
love you all the more for it! Now go."
|
|
|
|
In the hall I met Quincey Morris, with a telegram for Arthur telling
|
|
him that Mrs. Westenra was dead; that Lucy also had been ill, but
|
|
was now going on better; and that Van Helsing and I were with her. I
|
|
told him where I was going, and he hurried me out, but as I was
|
|
going said:-
|
|
|
|
"When you come back, Jack, may I have two words with you all to
|
|
ourselves?" I nodded in reply and went out. I found no difficulty
|
|
about the registration, and arranged with the local undertaker to come
|
|
up in the evening to measure for the coffin and to make arrangements.
|
|
|
|
When I got back Quincey was waiting for me. I told him I would see
|
|
him as soon as I knew about Lucy, and went up to her room. She was
|
|
still sleeping, and the Professor seemingly had not moved from his
|
|
seat at her side. From his putting his finger to his lips, I
|
|
gathered that he expected her to wake before long and was afraid of
|
|
forestalling nature. So I went down to Quincey and took him into the
|
|
breakfast-room, where the blinds were not drawn down, and which was
|
|
a little more cheerful, or rather less cheerless, than the other
|
|
rooms. When we were alone, he said to me:-
|
|
|
|
"Jack Seward, I don't want to shove myself in anywhere where I've no
|
|
right to be; but this is no ordinary case. You know I loved that
|
|
girl and wanted to marry her; but, although that's all past and
|
|
gone, I can't help feeling anxious about her all the same. What is
|
|
it that's wrong with her? The Dutchman- and a fine old fellow he is; I
|
|
can see that- said, that time you two came into the room, that you
|
|
must have another transfusion of blood, and that both you and he
|
|
were exhausted. Now I know well that you medical men speak in
|
|
camera, and that a man must not expect to know what they consult about
|
|
in private. But this is no common matter, and, whatever it is, I
|
|
have done my part. Is not that so?"
|
|
|
|
"That's so," I said, and he went on:-
|
|
|
|
"I take it that both you and Van Helsing had done already what I did
|
|
to-day. Is not that so?"
|
|
|
|
"That's so."
|
|
|
|
"And I guess Art was in it too. When I saw him four days ago down at
|
|
his own place he looked queer. I have not seen anything pulled down so
|
|
quick since I was on the Pampas and had a mare that I was fond of go
|
|
to grass all in a night. One of those big bats that they call vampires
|
|
had got at her in the night, and, what with his gorge and the vein
|
|
left open, there wasn't enough blood in her to let her stand up, and I
|
|
had to put a bullet through her as she lay. Jack, if you may tell me
|
|
without betraying confidence, Arthur was the first; is not that so?"
|
|
As he spoke the poor fellow looked terribly anxious. He was in a
|
|
torture of suspense regarding the woman he loved, and his utter
|
|
ignorance of the terrible mystery which seemed to surround her
|
|
intensified his pain. His very heart was bleeding, and it took all the
|
|
manhood of him- and there was a royal lot of it, too- to keep him from
|
|
breaking down. I paused before answering, for I felt that I must not
|
|
betray anything which the Professor wished kept secret; but already he
|
|
knew so much, and guessed so much, that there could be no reason for
|
|
not answering, so I answered in the same phrase: "That's so."
|
|
|
|
"And how long has this been going on?"
|
|
|
|
"About ten days."
|
|
|
|
"Ten days! Then I guess, Jack Seward, that that poor pretty creature
|
|
that we all love has had put into her veins within that time the blood
|
|
of four strong men. Man alive, her whole body wouldn't hold it." Then,
|
|
coming close to me, he spoke in a fierce half-whisper: "What took it
|
|
out?"
|
|
|
|
I shook my head. "That," I said, "is the crux. Van Helsing is simply
|
|
frantic about it, and I am at my wits' end. I can't even hazard a
|
|
guess. There has been a series of little circumstances which have
|
|
thrown out all our calculations as to Lucy being properly watched. But
|
|
these shall not occur again. Here we stay until all be well- or
|
|
ill." Quincey held out his hand. " Count me in," he said. "You and the
|
|
Dutchman will tell me what to do, and I'll do it."
|
|
|
|
When she woke late in the afternoon, Lucy's first movement was to
|
|
feel in her breast, and, to my surprise, produced the paper which
|
|
Van Helsing had given me to read. The careful Professor had replaced
|
|
it where it had come from, lest on waking she should be alarmed. Her
|
|
eye then lit on Van Helsing and on me too, and gladdened. Then she
|
|
looked around the room, and seeing where she was, shuddered; she
|
|
gave a loud cry, and put her poor thin hands before her pale face.
|
|
We both understood what that meant- that she had realised to the
|
|
full her mother's death; so we tried what we could to comfort her.
|
|
Doubtless sympathy eased her somewhat, but she was very low in thought
|
|
and spirit, and wept silently and weakly for a long time. We told
|
|
her that either or both of us would now remain with her all the
|
|
time, and that seemed to comfort her. Towards dusk she fell into a
|
|
doze. Here a very odd thing occurred. Whilst still asleep she took the
|
|
paper from her breast and tore it in two. Van Helsing stepped over and
|
|
took the pieces from her. All the same, however, she went on with
|
|
the action of tearing, as though the material were still in her hands;
|
|
finally she lifted her hands and opened them as though scattering
|
|
the fragments. Van Helsing seemed surprised, and his brows gathered as
|
|
if in thought, but he said nothing.
|
|
|
|
19 September.- All last night she slept fitfully, being always
|
|
afraid to sleep, and something weaker when she woke from it. The
|
|
Professor and I took it in turns to watch, and we never left her for a
|
|
moment unattended. Quincey Morris said nothing about his intention,
|
|
but I knew that all night long he patrolled round and round the house.
|
|
|
|
When the day came, its searching light showed the ravages in poor
|
|
Lucy's strength. She was hardly able to turn her head, and the
|
|
little nourishment which she could take seemed to do her no good. At
|
|
times she slept, and both Van Helsing and I noticed the difference
|
|
in her, between sleeping and waking. Whilst asleep she looked
|
|
stronger, although more haggard, and her breathing was softer; her
|
|
open mouth showed the pale gums drawn back from the teeth, which
|
|
thus looked positively longer and sharper than usual; when she woke
|
|
the softness of her eyes evidently changed the expression, for she
|
|
looked her own self, although a dying one. In the afternoon she
|
|
asked for Arthur, and we telegraphed for him. Quincey went off to meet
|
|
him at the station.
|
|
|
|
When he arrived it was nearly six o'clock, and the sun was setting
|
|
full and warm, and the red light streamed in through the window and
|
|
gave more colour to the pale cheeks. When he saw her, Arthur was
|
|
simply chocking with emotion, and none of us could speak. In the hours
|
|
that had passed, the fits of sleep, or the comatose condition that
|
|
passed for it, had grown more frequent, so that the pauses when
|
|
conversation was possible were shortened. Arthur's presence,
|
|
however, seemed to act as a stimulant; she rallied a little, and spoke
|
|
to him more brightly than she had done since we arrived. He too pulled
|
|
himself together, and spoke as cheerily as he could, so that the
|
|
best was made of everything.
|
|
|
|
It was now nearly one o'clock, and he and Van Helsing are sitting
|
|
with her. I am to relieve them in a quarter of an hour, and I am
|
|
entering this on Lucy's phonograph. Until six o'clock they are to
|
|
try to rest. I fear that to-morrow will end our watching, for the
|
|
shock has been too great; the poor child cannot rally. God help us
|
|
all.
|
|
|
|
Letter, Mina Harker to Lucy Westenra.
|
|
|
|
(Unopened by her.)
|
|
|
|
"17 September.
|
|
|
|
"My dearest Lucy,-
|
|
|
|
"It seems an age since I heard from you, or indeed since I wrote.
|
|
You will pardon me, I know, for all my faults when you have read all
|
|
my budget of news. Well I got my husband back all right; when we
|
|
arrived at Exeter there was a carriage waiting for us, and in it,
|
|
though he had an attack of gout, Mr. Hawkins. He took us to his house,
|
|
where there were rooms for us all nice and comfortable, and we dined
|
|
together. After dinner Mr. Hawkins said:-
|
|
|
|
"'My dears, I want to drink your health and prosperity; and may
|
|
every blessing attend you both. I know you both from children, and
|
|
have, with love and pride, seen you grow up. Now I want you to make
|
|
your home here with me. I have left to me neither chick nor child; all
|
|
are gone, and in my will I have left you everything.' I cried, Lucy
|
|
dear, as Jonathan and the old man clasped hands. Our evening was a
|
|
very, very happy one.
|
|
|
|
"So here we are, installed in this beautiful old house, and from
|
|
both my bedroom and the drawing-room I can see the great elms of the
|
|
cathedral close, with their great black stems standing our against the
|
|
old yellow stone of the cathedral and I can hear the rooks overhead
|
|
cawing and cawing and flattering and gossiping all day, after the
|
|
manner of rooks- and humans. I am busy, I need not tell you, arranging
|
|
things and housekeeping. Jonathan and Mr. Hawkins are busy all day;
|
|
for, now that Jonathan is a partner, Mr. Hawkins wants to tell him all
|
|
about the clients.
|
|
|
|
"How is your dear mother getting on? I wash I could run up to town
|
|
for a day or two to see you, dear, but I dare not go yet, with so much
|
|
on my shoulders; and Jonathan wants looking after still. He is
|
|
beginning to put some flesh on his bones again, but he was terribly
|
|
weakened by the long illness; even now he sometimes starts out of
|
|
his sleep in a sudden way and awakes all trembling until I can coax
|
|
him back to his usual placidity. However, thank God, these occasions
|
|
grow less frequent as the days go on, and they will in time pass
|
|
away altogether, I trust And now I have told you my news, let me ask
|
|
yours. When are you to be married, and where, and who is to perform
|
|
the ceremony, and what are you to wear, and is it to be a public or
|
|
a private wedding? Tell me all about it, dear; tell me all about
|
|
everything, for there is nothing which interests you which will not be
|
|
dear to me. Jonathan asks me to send his 'respectful duty,' but I do
|
|
not think that is good enough from the junior partner of the important
|
|
firm Hawkins & Harker; and so, as you love me, and he loves me, and
|
|
I love you with all the moods and tenses of the verb, I send you
|
|
simply his 'love' instead. Good-bye, my dearest Lucy, and all
|
|
blessings on you.
|
|
|
|
"Yours,
|
|
|
|
"Mina Harker."
|
|
|
|
Report from Patrick Hennessey, M.D., M.R.C.S.L.K.
|
|
|
|
Q.C.P.I., etc., etc., to John Seward, M.D.
|
|
|
|
"20 September.
|
|
|
|
"My dear Sir,-
|
|
|
|
"In accordance with your wishes, I enclose report of the
|
|
conditions of everything left in my charge... With regard to
|
|
patient, Renfield, there is more to say. He has had another outbreak
|
|
which might have had a dreadful ending, but which, as it fortunately
|
|
happened, was unattended with any unhappy results. This afternoon a
|
|
carrier's cart with two men made a call at the empty house whose
|
|
grounds about on ours- the house to which, you will remember, the
|
|
patient twice ran away. The men stopped at our gate to ask the
|
|
porter their way, as they were strangers. I was myself looking out
|
|
of the study window, having a smoke after dinner, and saw one of
|
|
them come up to the house. As he passed the window of Renfield's room,
|
|
the patient began to rate him from within, and called him all the foul
|
|
names he could lay his tongue to. The man, who seemed a decent
|
|
fellow enough, contented himself by telling him to "shut up for a
|
|
foul-mouthed beggar," whereon our man accused him of robbing him and
|
|
wanting to murder him and said that he would hinder him if he were
|
|
to swing for it. I opened the window and signed to the man not to
|
|
notice, so he contented himself after looking the place over and
|
|
making up his mind as to what kind of a place he had got to by saying:
|
|
'Lor' bless yer, sir, I wouldn't mind what was said to me in a
|
|
bloomin' madhouse. I pity ye and the guv'nor for havin' to live in the
|
|
house with a wild beast like that.' Then he asked his way civilly
|
|
enough, and I told him where the gate of the empty house was; he
|
|
went away, followed by threats and curses and revilings from our
|
|
man. I went down to see if I could make out any cause for his anger,
|
|
since he is usually such a well-behaved man, and except his violent
|
|
fits nothing of the kind had ever occurred. I found him, to my
|
|
astonishment, quite composed and most genial in his manner. I tried to
|
|
get him to talk of the incident, but he blandly asked me questions
|
|
as to what I meant, and led me to believe that he was completely
|
|
oblivious of the affair. It was, I am sorry to say, however, only
|
|
another instance of his cunning, for within half an hour I heard of
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him again. This time he had broken out through the window of his room,
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and was running down the avenue. I called to the attendants to
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follow me, and ran after him, for I feared he was intent on some
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mischief. My fear was justified when I saw the same cart which had
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passed before coming down the road, having on it some great wooden
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boxes. The men were wiping their foreheads, and were flushed in the
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face, as if with violent exercise. Before I could get up to him the
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patient rushed at them, and pulling one of them off the cart, began to
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knock his head against the ground. If I had not seized him just at the
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moment I believe he would have killed the man there and then. The
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other fellow jumped down and struck him over the head with the
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butt-end of his heavy whip. It was a terrible blow: but he did not
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seem to mind it, but seized him also, and struggled with the three
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of us, pulling us to and fro as if we were kittens. You know I am no
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light weight, and the others were both burly men. At first he was
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silent in his fighting; but as we began to master him, and the
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attendants were putting a strait-waistcoat on him, he began to
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shout: 'I'll frustrate them! They shan't rob me! they shan't murder me
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|
by inches! I'll fight for my Lord and Master!' and all sorts of
|
|
similar incoherent ravings. It was with very considerable difficulty
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that they got him back to the house and put him in the padded room.
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One of the attendants, Hardy, had a finger broken. However, I set it
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all right; and he is going on well.
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"The two carriers were at first loud in their threats of actions for
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damages, and promised to rain all the penalties of the law on us.
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Their threats were, however, mingled with some sort of indirect
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apology for the defeat of the two of them by a feeble madman. They
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|
said that if it had not been for the way their strength had been spent
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in carrying and raising the heavy boxes to the cart they would have
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made short work of him. They gave as another reason for their defeat
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the extraordinary state of drouth to which they had been reduced by
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the dusty nature of their occupation and the reprehensible distance
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from the scene of their labours of any place of public
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entertainment. I quite understood their drift, and after a stiff glass
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of grog, or rather more of the same, and with each a sovereign in
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hand, they made light of the attack, and swore that they would
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encounter a worse madman any day for the pleasure of meeting so
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'bloomin' good a bloke' as your correspondent. I took their names
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and addresses, in case they might be needed. They are as follows:-
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Jack Smollet, of Dudding's Rents, King George's Road, Great
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Walworth, and Thomas Snelling, Peter Farley's Row, Guide Court,
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Bethnal Green. They are both in the employment of Harris & Sons,
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Moving and Shipment Company, Orange Master's Yard, Soho.
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"I shall report to you any matter of interest occurring here, and
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shall wire you at once if there is anything of importance.
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"Believe me, dear Sir,
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"Yours faithfully,
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"Patrick Hennessey."
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Letter, Mina Harker to Lucy Westenra.
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(Unopened by her.)
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"18 September.
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"My dearest Lucy,-
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"Such a sad blow has befallen us. Mr. Hawkins has died very
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|
suddenly. Some may not think it so sad for us, but we had both come to
|
|
so love him that it really seems as though we had lost a father. I
|
|
never knew either father or mother, so that the dear old man's death
|
|
is a real blow to me. Jonathan is greatly distressed. It is not only
|
|
that he feels sorrow, deep sorrow, for the dear, good man who has
|
|
be-friended him all his life, and now at the end has treated him
|
|
like his own son and left him a fortune which to people of our
|
|
modest bringing up is wealth beyond the dream of avarice, but Jonathan
|
|
feels it on another account. He says the amount of responsibility
|
|
which it puts upon him makes him nervous. He begins to doubt
|
|
himself. I try to cheer him up, and my belief in him helps him to have
|
|
a belief in himself. But it is here that the grave shock that he
|
|
experienced tells upon him the most. Oh, it is too hard that a
|
|
sweet, simple, noble, strong nature such as his- a nature which
|
|
enabled him by our dear, good friend's aid to rise from clerk to
|
|
master in a few years- should be so injured that the very essence of
|
|
its strength is gone. Forgive me, dear, if I worry you with my
|
|
troubles in the midst of your own happiness; but, Lucy dear, I must
|
|
tell some one, for the strain of keeping up a brave and cheerful
|
|
appearance to Jonathan tries me, and I have no one here that I can
|
|
confide in. I dread coming up to London, as we must do the day after
|
|
to-morrow; for poor Mr. Hawkins left in his will that he was to be
|
|
buried in the grave with his father. As there are no relations at all,
|
|
Jonathan will have to be chief mourner. I shall try to run over to see
|
|
you, dearest, if only for a few minutes. Forgive me for troubling you.
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|
With all blessings,
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|
"Your loving
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|
"Mina Harker."
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|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
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20 September.- Only resolution and habit can let me make an entry
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|
to-night. I am too miserable, too low-spirited, too sick of the
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|
world and all in it, including life itself that I would not care if
|
|
I heard this moment the flapping of the wings of the angel of death.
|
|
And he has been flapping those grim wings to some purpose of late-
|
|
Lucy's mother and Arthur's father, and now... Let me get on with my
|
|
work.
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|
|
|
I duly relieved Van Helsing in his watch over Lucy. We wanted Arthur
|
|
to go to rest also, but he refused at first. It was only when I told
|
|
him that we should want him to help us during the day, and that we
|
|
must not all break down for want of rest, lest Lucy should suffer,
|
|
that he agreed to go. Van Helsing was very kind to him. "Come, my
|
|
child," he said; "come with me. You are sick and weak, and have had
|
|
much sorrow and much mental pain, as well as that tax on your strength
|
|
that we know of. You must not be alone; for to be alone is to be
|
|
full of fears and alarms. Come to the drawing-room, where there is a
|
|
big fire, and there are two sofas. You shall lie on one, and I on
|
|
the other, and our sympathy will be comfort to each other, even though
|
|
we do not speak, and even if we sleep." Arthur went off with him,
|
|
casting back a longing look on Lucy's face, which lay on her pillow,
|
|
almost whiter than the lawn. She lay quite still and I looked round
|
|
the room to see that all was as it should be. I could see that the
|
|
Professor had carried out in this room, as in the other, his purpose
|
|
of using the garlic; the whole of the window-sashes reeked with it,
|
|
and round Lucy's neck, over the silk handkerchief which Van Helsing
|
|
made her keep on, was a rough chaplet of the same odorous flowers.
|
|
Lucy was breathing somewhat stertorously, and her face was at its
|
|
worst, for the open mouth showed the pale gums. her teeth, in the dim,
|
|
uncertain light, seemed longer and sharper than they had been in the
|
|
morning. In particular, by some trick of the light, the canine teeth
|
|
looked longer and sharper than the rest. I sat down by her, and
|
|
presently she moved uneasily. At the same moment there came a sort
|
|
of dull flapping or buffeting at the window. I went over to it softly,
|
|
and peeped out by the corner of the blind. There was a full moonlight,
|
|
and I could see that the noise was made by a great bat, which
|
|
wheeled round- doubtless attracted by the light, although so dim-
|
|
and every now and again struck the window with its wings. When I
|
|
came back to my seat I found that Lucy had moved slightly, and had
|
|
torn away the garlic flowers from her throat. I replaced them as
|
|
well as I could, and sat watching her.
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|
|
|
Presently she woke, and I gave her food, as Van Helsing had
|
|
prescribed. She took but a little, and that languidly. There did not
|
|
seem to be with her now the unconscious struggle for life and strength
|
|
that had hitherto so marked her illness. It struck me as curious
|
|
that the moment she became conscious she pressed the garlic flowers
|
|
close to her. It was certainly odd that whenever she got into that
|
|
lethargic state, with the stertorous breathing, she put the flowers
|
|
from her; but that when she waked she clutched them close. There was
|
|
no possibility of making any mistake about this, for in the long hours
|
|
that followed, she had many spells of sleeping and waking and repeated
|
|
both actions many times.
|
|
|
|
At six o'clock Van Helsing came to relieve me. Arthur had then
|
|
fallen into a doze, and he mercifully let him sleep on. When he saw
|
|
Lucy's face I could hear the hissing in-draw of his breath, and he
|
|
said to me in a sharp whisper: "Draw up the blind; I want light!" Then
|
|
he bent down, and, with his face almost touching Lucy's, examined
|
|
her carefully. He removed the flowers and lifted the silk handkerchief
|
|
from her throat. As he did so he started back, and I could hear his
|
|
ejaculation, "Mein Gott!" as it was smothered in his throat. I bent
|
|
over and looked too, and as I noticed some queer chill came over me.
|
|
|
|
The wounds on the throat had absolutely disappeared.
|
|
|
|
For fully five minutes Van Helsing stood looking at her, with his
|
|
face at its sternest. Then he turned to me and said calmly:-
|
|
|
|
"She is dying. It will not be long now. It will be much
|
|
difference, mark me, whether she dies conscious or in her sleep.
|
|
Wake that poor boy, and let him come and see the last; he trusts us,
|
|
and we have promised him."
|
|
|
|
I went to the dining-room and waked him. He was dazed for a
|
|
moment, but when he saw the sunlight streaming in through the edges of
|
|
the shutters he thought he was late, and expressed his fear. I assured
|
|
him that Lucy was still asleep, but told him as gently as I could that
|
|
both Van Helsing and I feared that the end was near. He covered his
|
|
face with his hands, and slid down on his knees by the sofa, where
|
|
he remained, perhaps a minute, with his head buried, praying, whilst
|
|
his shoulders shook with grief. I took him by the hand and raised
|
|
him up. "Come," I said, "my dear old fellow, summon all your
|
|
fortitude; it will be best and easiest for her."
|
|
|
|
When we came into Lucy's room I could see that Van Helsing had, with
|
|
his usual forethought, been putting matters straight and making
|
|
everything look as pleasing as possible. He had even brushed Lucy's
|
|
hair, so that it lay on the pillow in its usual sunny ripples. When we
|
|
came into the room she opened her eyes, and seeing him, whispered
|
|
softly:-
|
|
|
|
"Arthur! Oh, my love, I am so glad you have come!" He was stooping
|
|
to kiss her, when Van Helsing motioned him back. "No," he whispered,
|
|
"not yet! Hold her hand; it will comfort her more."
|
|
|
|
So Arthur took her hand and knelt beside her, and she looked her
|
|
best, with all the soft lines matching the angelic beauty of her eyes.
|
|
Then gradually her eyes closed, and she sank to sleep. For a little
|
|
bit her breast heaved softly, and her breath came and went like a
|
|
tired child's.
|
|
|
|
And then insensibly there came the strange change which I had
|
|
noticed in the night. Her breathing grew stertorous, the mouth opened,
|
|
and the pale gums, drawn back, made the teeth look longer and
|
|
sharper than ever. In a sort of sleep-waking, vague, unconscious way
|
|
she opened her eyes, which were now dull and hard at once, and said in
|
|
a soft, voluptuous voice, such as I had never heard from her lips:-
|
|
|
|
"Arthur! Oh, my love, I am so glad you have come! Kiss me!" Arthur
|
|
bent eagerly over to kiss her; but at that instant Van Helsing, who,
|
|
like me, had been startled by her voice, swooped upon him, and
|
|
catching him by the neck with both hands, dragged him back with a fury
|
|
of strength which I never thought he could have possessed, and
|
|
actually hurled him almost across the room.
|
|
|
|
"Not for your life!" he said; "not for your living soul and hers!"
|
|
And he stood between them like a lion at bay.
|
|
|
|
Arthur was so taken aback that he did not for a moment know what
|
|
to do or say; and before any impulse of violence, could seize him he
|
|
realised the place and the occasion, and stood silent, waiting.
|
|
|
|
I kept my eyes fixed on Lucy, as did Van Helsing, and we saw a spasm
|
|
as of rage flit like a shadow over her face; the sharp teeth champed
|
|
together. Then her eyes closed, and she breathed heavily.
|
|
|
|
Very shortly after she opened her eyes in all their softness, and
|
|
putting out her poor, pale, thin hand, took Van Helsing's great
|
|
brown one; drawing it to her, she kissed it "My true friend," she
|
|
said, in a faint voice, but with untellable pathos, "My true friend,
|
|
and his! Oh, guard him, and give me peace!"
|
|
|
|
"I swear it!" said he solemnly, kneeling beside her and holding up
|
|
his hand, as one who registers an oath. Then he turned to Arthur,
|
|
and said to him: "Come, my child, take her hand in yours, and kiss her
|
|
on the forehead, and only once."
|
|
|
|
Their eyes met instead of their lips; and so they parted.
|
|
|
|
Lucy's eyes closed; and Van Helsing, who had been watching
|
|
closely, took Arthur's arm, and drew him away.
|
|
|
|
And then Lucy's breathing became stertorous again, and all at once
|
|
it ceased.
|
|
|
|
"It is all over," said Van Helsing. "She is dead!"
|
|
|
|
I took Arthur by the arm, and led him away to the drawing-room,
|
|
where he sat down, and covered his face with his hands, sobbing in a
|
|
way that nearly broke me down to see.
|
|
|
|
I went back to the room, and found Van Helsing looking at poor Lucy,
|
|
and his face was sterner than ever. Some change had come over her
|
|
body. Death had given back part of her beauty, for her brow and cheeks
|
|
had recovered some of their flowing lines; even the lips had lost
|
|
their deadly pallor. It was as if the blood, no longer needed for
|
|
the working of the heart, had gone to make the harshness of death as
|
|
little rude as might be.
|
|
|
|
"We thought her dying whilst she slept,
|
|
|
|
And sleeping when she died."
|
|
|
|
I stood beside Van Helsing, and said:-
|
|
|
|
"Ah well, poor girl, there is peace for her at last. It is the end!"
|
|
|
|
He turned to me, and said with grave solemnity:-
|
|
|
|
"Not so; alas! not so. It is only the beginning!"
|
|
|
|
When I asked him what he meant, he only shook his head and
|
|
answered:-
|
|
|
|
"We can do nothing as yet. Wait and see."
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER XIII.
|
|
|
|
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.
|
|
|
|
The funeral was arranged for the next succeeding day, so that Lucy
|
|
and her mother might be buried together. I attended to all the ghastly
|
|
formalities, and the urbane undertaker proved that his staff were
|
|
afflicted- or blessed- with something of his own obsequious suavity.
|
|
Even the woman who performed the last offices for the dead remarked to
|
|
me, in a confidential, brother-professional way, when she had come out
|
|
from the death-chamber:-
|
|
|
|
"She makes a very beautiful corpse, sir. It's quite a privilege to
|
|
attend on her. It's not too much to say that she will do credit to our
|
|
establishment!"
|
|
|
|
I noticed that Van Helsing never kept far away. This was possible
|
|
from the disordered state of things in the household. There were no
|
|
relatives at hand; and as Arthur had to be back the next day to attend
|
|
at his father's funeral, we were unable to notify any one who should
|
|
have been bidden. Under the circumstances, Van Helsing and I took it
|
|
upon ourselves to examine papers, etc. He insisted upon looking over
|
|
Lucy's papers himself. I asked him why, for I feared that he, being
|
|
a foreigner, might not be quite aware of English legal requirements,
|
|
and so might in ignorance make some unnecessary trouble. He answered
|
|
me:-
|
|
|
|
"I know; I know. You forget that I am a lawyer as well as a
|
|
doctor. But this is not altogether for the law. You knew that, when
|
|
you avoided the coroner. I have more than him to avoid. There may be
|
|
papers more- such as this."
|
|
|
|
As he spoke he took from his pocket-book the memorandum which had
|
|
been in Lucy's breast, and which she had torn in her sleep.
|
|
|
|
"When you find anything of the solicitor who is for the late Mrs.
|
|
Westenra, seal all her papers, and write him tonight. For me, I
|
|
watch here in the room and in Miss Lucy's old room all night, and I
|
|
myself search for what may be. It is not well that her very thoughts
|
|
go into the hands of strangers."
|
|
|
|
I went on with my part of the work, and in another half hour had
|
|
found the name and address of Mrs. Westenra's solicitor and had
|
|
written to him. All the poor lady's papers were in order; explicit
|
|
directions regarding the place of burial were given. I had hardly
|
|
sealed the letter, when, to my surprise, Van Helsing walked into the
|
|
room, saying:-
|
|
|
|
"Can I help you, friend John? I am free, and if I may, my service is
|
|
to you."
|
|
|
|
"Have you got what you looked for?" I asked, to which he replied:-
|
|
|
|
"I did not look for any specific thing. I only hoped to find, and
|
|
find I have, all that there was- only some letters and a few
|
|
memoranda, and a diary new begun. But I have them here, and we shall
|
|
for the present say nothing of them. I shall see that poor lad
|
|
to-morrow evening, and, with his sanction, I shall use some."
|
|
|
|
When we had finished the work in hand, he said to me:-
|
|
|
|
"And now, friend John, I think we may to bed. We want sleep, both
|
|
you and I, and rest to recuperate. To-morrow we shall have much to do,
|
|
but for the to-night there is no need of us. Alas!"
|
|
|
|
Before turning in we went to look at poor Lucy. The undertaker had
|
|
certainly done his work well, for the room was turned into a small
|
|
chapelle ardente. There was a wilderness of beautiful white flowers,
|
|
and death was made as little repulsive as might be. The end of the
|
|
winding-sheet was laid over the face; when the Professor bent over and
|
|
turned it gently back, we both started at the beauty before us, the
|
|
tall wax candies showing a sufficient light to note it well. All
|
|
Lucy's loveliness had come back to her in death, and the hours that
|
|
had passed, instead of leaving traces of "decay's effacing fingers,"
|
|
had but restored the beauty of life, till positively I could not
|
|
believe my eyes that I was looking at a corpse.
|
|
|
|
The Professor looked sternly grave. He had not loved her as I had,
|
|
and there was no need for tears in his eyes. He said to me: "Remain
|
|
till I return," and left the room. He came back with a handful of wild
|
|
garlic from the box waiting in the hall, but which had not been
|
|
opened, and placed the flowers amongst the others on and around the
|
|
bed. Then he took from his neck, inside his collar, a little gold
|
|
crucifix, and placed it over the mouth. He restored the sheet to its
|
|
place, and we came away.
|
|
|
|
I was undressing in my own room, when, with a premonitory tap at the
|
|
door, he entered, and at once began to speak:-
|
|
|
|
"To-morrow I want you to bring me, before night, a set of
|
|
post-mortem knives."
|
|
|
|
"Must we make an autopsy?" I asked.
|
|
|
|
"Yes and no. I want to operate, but not as you think. Let me tell
|
|
you now, but not a word to another. I want to cut off her head and
|
|
take out her heart. Ah! you a surgeon, and so shocked! You, whom I
|
|
have seen with no tremble of hand or heart, do operations of life
|
|
and death that make the rest shudder. Oh, but I must not forget, my
|
|
dear friend John, that you loved her; and I have not forgotten it, for
|
|
it is I that shall operate, and you must only help. I would like to do
|
|
it to-night, but for Arthur I must not; he will be free after his
|
|
father's funeral to-morrow, and he will want to see her- to see it.
|
|
Then, when she is coffined ready for the next day, you and I shall
|
|
come when all sleep. We shall unscrew the coffin-lid, and shall do our
|
|
operation; and then replace all, so that none know, save we alone."
|
|
|
|
"But why do it at all? The girl is dead. Why mutilate her poor
|
|
body without need? And if there is no necessity for a post-mortem
|
|
and nothing to gain by it- no good to her, to us, to science, to human
|
|
knowledge- why do it? Without such it is monstrous."
|
|
|
|
For answer he put his hand on my shoulder, and said, with infinite
|
|
tenderness:-
|
|
|
|
"Friend John, I pity your poor bleeding heart; and I love you the
|
|
more because it does so bleed. If I could, I would take on myself
|
|
the burden that you do bear. But there are things that you know not,
|
|
but that you shall know, and bless me for knowing, though they are not
|
|
pleasant things. John, my child, you have been my friend now many
|
|
years, and yet did you ever know me to do any without good cause? I
|
|
may err- I am but man; but I believe in all I do. Was it not for these
|
|
causes that you send for me when the great trouble came? Yes! Were you
|
|
not amazed, nay horrified, when I would not let Arthur kiss his
|
|
love- though she was dying- and snatched him away by all my
|
|
strength? Yes! And yet you saw how she thanked me, with her so
|
|
beautiful dying eyes, her voice, too, so weak, and she kiss my rough
|
|
old hand and bless me? Yes! And did you not hear me swear promise to
|
|
her, that so she closed her eyes grateful? Yes!
|
|
|
|
"Well, I have good reason now for all I want to do. You have for
|
|
many years trust me; you have believe me weeks past, when there be
|
|
things so strange that you might have well doubt. Believe me yet a
|
|
little, friend John. If you trust me not, then I must tell what I
|
|
think; and that is not perhaps well. And if I work- as work I shall,
|
|
no matter trust or no trust- without my friend trust in me, I work
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|
with heavy heart and feel, oh! so lonely when I want all help and
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courage that may be!" He paused a moment and went on solemnly: "Friend
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John, there are strange and terrible days before us. Let us not be
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two, but one, that so we work to a good end. Will you not have faith
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in me?"
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I took his hand, and promised him. I held my door open as he went
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away, and watched him go into his room and close the door. As I
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stood without moving, I saw one of the maids pass silently along the
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passage- she had her back towards me, so did not see me- and go into
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the room where Lucy lay. The sight touched me. Devotion is so rare,
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and we are so grateful to those who show it unasked to those we
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love. Here was a poor girl putting aside the terrors which she
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naturally had of death to go watch alone by the bier of the mistress
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whom she loved, so that the poor clay might not be lonely till laid to
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eternal rest...
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I must have slept long and soundly, for it was broad daylight when
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Van Helsing waked me by coming into my room. He came over to my
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bedside and said:-
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"You need not trouble about the knives; we shall not do it."
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"Why not?" I asked. For his solemnity of the night before had
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greatly impressed me.
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"Because," he said sternly, "it is too late- or too early. See!"
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Here he held up the little golden crucifix. "This was stolen in the
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night."
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"How, stolen," I asked in wonder, "since you have it now?"
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"Because I get it back from the worthless wretch who stole it,
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from the woman who robbed the dead and the living. Her punishment will
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surely come, but not through me; she knew not altogether what she did,
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and thus unknowing she only stole. Now we must wait."
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He went away on the word, leaving me with a new mystery to think of,
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a new puzzle to grapple with.
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|
The forenoon was a dreary time, but at noon the solicitor came:
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Mr. Marquand, of Wholeman, Sons, Marquand & Lidderdale. He was very
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genial and very appreciative of what we had done, and took off our
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|
hands all cares as to details. During lunch he told us that Mrs.
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Westenra had for some time expected sudden death from her heart, and
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had put her affairs in absolute order; he informed us that, with the
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exception of a certain entailed property of Lucy's father's which now,
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in default of direct issue, went back to a distant branch of the
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family, the whole estate, real and personal, was left absolutely to
|
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Arthur Holmwood. When he had told us so much he went on:-
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"Frankly we did our best to prevent such a testamentary disposition,
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and pointed out certain contingencies that might leave her daughter
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either penniless or not so free as she should be to act regarding a
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matrimonial alliance. Indeed, we pressed the matter so far that we
|
|
almost came into collision, for she asked us if we were or were not
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prepared to carry out her wishes. Of course, we had then no
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|
alternative but to accept. We were right in principle, and ninety-nine
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|
times out of a hundred we should have proved, by the logic of
|
|
events, the accuracy of our judgment. Frankly, however, I must admit
|
|
that in this case any other form of disposition would have rendered
|
|
impossible the carrying out of her wishes. For by her predeceasing her
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daughter the latter would have come into possession of the property,
|
|
and, even had she only survived her mother by five minutes, her
|
|
property would, in case there were no will- and a will was a practical
|
|
impossibility in such a case- have been treated at her decease as
|
|
under intestacy. In which case Lord Godalming, though so dear a
|
|
friend, would have had no claim in the world; and the inheritors,
|
|
being remote, would not be likely to abandon their just rights, for
|
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sentimental reasons regarding an entire stranger. I assure you, my
|
|
dear sirs, I am rejoiced at the result, perfectly rejoiced."
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|
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|
He was a good fellow, but his rejoicing at the one little part- in
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|
which he was officially interested- of so great a tragedy, was an
|
|
object-lesson in the limitations of sympathetic understanding.
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|
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|
He did not remain long, but said he would look in later in the day
|
|
and see Lord Godalming. His coming, however, had been a certain
|
|
comfort to us, since it assured us that we should not have to dread
|
|
hostile criticism as to any of our acts. Arthur was expected at five
|
|
o'clock, so a little before that time we visited the death-chamber. It
|
|
was so in very truth, for now both mother and daughter lay in it.
|
|
The undertaker, true to his craft, had made the best display he
|
|
could of his goods, and there was a mortuary air about the place
|
|
that lowered our spirits at once. Van Helsing ordered the former
|
|
arrangement to be adhered to, explaining that, as Lord Godalming was
|
|
coming very soon, it would be less harrowing to his feelings to see
|
|
all that was left of his fiancee quite alone. The undertaker seemed
|
|
shocked at his own stupidity, and exerted himself to restore things to
|
|
the condition in which we left them the night before, so that when
|
|
Arthur came such shocks to his feelings as we could avoid were saved.
|
|
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|
Poor fellow! He looked desperately sad and broken; even his stalwart
|
|
manhood seemed to have shrunk somewhat under the strain of his
|
|
much-tried emotions. He had, I knew, been very genuinely and devotedly
|
|
attached to his father; and to lose him, and at such a time, was a
|
|
bitter blow to him. With me he was warm as ever, and to Van Helsing he
|
|
was sweetly courteous; but I could not help seeing that there was some
|
|
constraint with him. The Professor noticed it, too, and motioned me to
|
|
bring him upstairs. I did so, and left him at the door of the room, as
|
|
I felt he would like to be quite alone with her; but he took my arm
|
|
and led me in, saying huskily:-
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|
|
"You loved her too, old fellow; she told me all about it, and
|
|
there was no friend had a closer place in her heart than you. I
|
|
don't know how to thank you for all you have done for her. I can't
|
|
think yet..."
|
|
|
|
Here he suddenly broke down, and threw his arms round my shoulders
|
|
and laid his head on my breast, crying:-
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|
|
|
"Oh, Jack! Jack! What shall I do? The whole of life seems gone
|
|
from me all at once, and there is nothing in the wide world for me
|
|
to live for."
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|
|
|
I comforted him as well as I could. In such cases men do not need
|
|
much expression. A grip of the hand, the tightening of an arm over the
|
|
shoulder, a sob in unison, are expressions of sympathy dear to a man's
|
|
heart. I stood still and silent till his sobs died away, and then I
|
|
said softly to him:-
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|
|
|
"Come and look at her."
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|
|
|
Together we moved over to the bed, and I lifted the lawn from her
|
|
face. God! how beautiful she was. Every hour seemed to be enhancing
|
|
her loveliness. It frightened and amazed me somewhat; and as for
|
|
Arthur, he fell a-trembling, and finally was shaken with doubt as with
|
|
an ague. At last, after a long pause, he said to me in a faint
|
|
whisper:-
|
|
|
|
"Jack, is she really dead?"
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|
|
|
I assured him sadly that it was so, and went on to suggest- for I
|
|
felt that such a horrible doubt should not have life for a moment
|
|
longer than I could help- that it often happened that after death
|
|
faces became softened and even resolved into their youthful beauty;
|
|
that this was especially so when death had been preceded by any
|
|
acute or prolonged suffering. It seemed to quite do away with any
|
|
doubt, and, after kneeling beside the couch for a while and looking at
|
|
her lovingly and long, he turned aside. I told him that that must be
|
|
good-bye, as the coffin had to be prepared; so he went back and took
|
|
her dead hand in his and kissed it, and bent over and kissed her
|
|
forehead. He came away, fondly looking back over his shoulder at her
|
|
as he came.
|
|
|
|
I left him in the drawing-room, and told Van Helsing that he had
|
|
said good-bye; so the latter went to the kitchen to tell the
|
|
undertaker's men to proceed with the preparations and to screw up
|
|
the coffin. When he came out of the room again I told him of
|
|
Arthur's question, and he replied:-
|
|
|
|
"I am not surprised. Just now I doubted for a moment myself!"
|
|
|
|
We all dined together, and I could see that poor Art was trying to
|
|
make the best of things. Van Helsing had been silent all
|
|
dinner-time; but when we had lit our cigars he said:-
|
|
|
|
"Lord-;" but Arthur interrupted him:-
|
|
|
|
"No, no, not that, for God's sake! not yet at any rate. Forgive
|
|
me, sir: I did not mean to speak offensively; it is only because my
|
|
loss is so recent."
|
|
|
|
The Professor answered very sweetly:-
|
|
|
|
"I only used that name because I was in doubt. I must not call you
|
|
'Mr.,'and I have grown to love you- yes, my dear boy, to love you-
|
|
as Arthur."
|
|
|
|
Arthur held out his hand, and took the old man's warmly.
|
|
|
|
"Call me what you will," he said. "I hope I may always have the
|
|
title of a friend. And let me say that I am at a loss for words to
|
|
thank you for your goodness to my poor dear." He paused a moment, and
|
|
went on: "I know that she understood your goodness even better than
|
|
I do; and if I was rude or in any way wanting at that time you acted
|
|
so- you remember"- the Professor nodded- "you must forgive me."
|
|
|
|
He answered with a grave kindness:-
|
|
|
|
"I know it was hard for you to quite trust me then, for to trust
|
|
such violence needs to understand; and I take it that you do not- that
|
|
you cannot- trust me now, for you do not yet understand. And there may
|
|
be more times when I shall want you to trust when you cannot- and
|
|
may not- and must not yet understand. But the time will come when your
|
|
trust shall be whole and complete in me, and when you shall understand
|
|
as though the sunlight himself shone through. Then you shall bless
|
|
me from first to last for your own sake, and for the sake of others,
|
|
and for her dear sake to whom I swore to protect."
|
|
|
|
"And, indeed, indeed, sir," said Arthur warmly, "I shall in all ways
|
|
trust you. I know and believe you have a very noble heart, and you are
|
|
Jack's friend, and you were hers. You shall do what you like."
|
|
|
|
The Professor cleared his throat a couple of times, as though
|
|
about to speak, and finally said:-
|
|
|
|
"May I ask you something now?"
|
|
|
|
"Certainly."
|
|
|
|
"You know that Mrs. Westenra left you all her property?"
|
|
|
|
"No, poor dear; I never thought of it."
|
|
|
|
"And as it is all yours, you have a right to deal with it as you
|
|
will. I want you to give me permission to read all Miss Lucy's
|
|
papers and letters. Believe me, it is no idle curiosity. I have a
|
|
motive of which, be sure, she would have approved. I have them all
|
|
here. I took them before we knew that all was yours, so that no
|
|
strange hand might touch them- no strange eye look through words
|
|
into her soul. I shall keep them, if I may; even you may not see
|
|
them yet, but I shall keep them safe. No word shall be lost; and in
|
|
the good time I shall give them back to you. It's a hard thing I
|
|
ask, but you will do it, will you not, for Lucy's sake?"
|
|
|
|
Arthur spoke out heartily, like his old self:-
|
|
|
|
"Dr. Van Helsing, you may do what you will. I feel that in saying
|
|
this I am doing what my dear one would have approved. I shall not
|
|
trouble you with questions till the time comes."
|
|
|
|
The old Professor stood up as he said solemnly:-
|
|
|
|
"And you are right. There will be pain for us all; but it will not
|
|
be all pain, nor will this pain be the last. We and you too- you
|
|
most of all, my dear boy- will have to pass through the bitter water
|
|
before we reach the sweet. But we must be brave of heart and
|
|
unselfish, and do our duty, and all will be well!"
|
|
|
|
I slept on a sofa in Arthur's room that night. Van Helsing did not
|
|
go to bed at all. He went to and fro, as if patrolling the house,
|
|
and was never out of sight of the room where Lucy lay in her coffin,
|
|
strewn with the wild garlic flowers, which sent, through the odour
|
|
of lily and rose, a heavy, overpowering smell into the night.
|
|
|
|
Mina Harker's Journal.
|
|
|
|
22 September- In the train to Exeter. Jonathan sleeping.
|
|
|
|
It seems only yesterday that the last entry was made, and yet how
|
|
much between then, in Whitby and all the world before me, Jonathan
|
|
away and no news of him; and now, married to Jonathan, Jonathan a
|
|
solicitor, a partner, rich, master of his business, Mr. Hawkins dead
|
|
and buried, and Jonathan with another attack that may harm him. Some
|
|
day he may ask me about it. Down it all goes. I am rusty in my
|
|
shorthand- see what unexpected prosperity does for us- so it may be as
|
|
well to freshen it up again with an exercise anyhow.
|
|
|
|
The service was very simple and very solemn. There were only
|
|
ourselves and the servants there, one or two old friends of his from
|
|
Exeter, his London agent, and a gentleman representing Sir John
|
|
Paxton, the President of the Incorporated Law Society. Jonathan and
|
|
I stood hand in hand, and we felt that our best and dearest friend was
|
|
gone from us.
|
|
|
|
We came back to town quietly, taking a bus to Hyde Park Corner.
|
|
Jonathan thought it would interest me to go into the Row for a
|
|
while, so we sat down; but there were very few people there, and it
|
|
was sad-looking and desolate to see so many empty chairs. It made us
|
|
think of the empty chair at home; so we got up and walked down
|
|
Piccadilly. Jonathan was holding me by the arm, the way he used to
|
|
in old days before I went to school. I felt it very improper, for
|
|
you can't go on for some years teaching etiquette and decorum to other
|
|
girls without the pedantry of it biting into yourself a bit; but it
|
|
was Jonathan, and he was my husband, and we didn't know anybody who
|
|
saw us- and we didn't care if they did- so on we walked. I was looking
|
|
at a very beautiful girl, in a big cart-wheel flat, sitting in a
|
|
victoria outside Giuliano's, when I felt Jonathan clutch my arm so
|
|
tight that he hurt me, and he said under his breath: "My God!" I am
|
|
always anxious about Jonathan, for I fear that some nervous fit may
|
|
upset him again; so I turned to him quickly, and asked him what it was
|
|
that disturbed him.
|
|
|
|
He was very pale, and his eyes seemed bulging out as, half in terror
|
|
and half in amazement, he gazed at a tall, thin man, with a beaky nose
|
|
and black moustache and pointed beard, who was also observing the
|
|
pretty girl. He was looking at her so hard that he did not see
|
|
either of us, and so I had a good view of him. His face was not a good
|
|
face; it was hard, and cruel, and sensual, and his big white teeth,
|
|
that looked all the whiter because his lips were so red, were
|
|
pointed like an animal's. Jonathan kept staring at him, till I was
|
|
afraid he would notice. I feared he might take it ill, he looked so
|
|
fierce and nasty. I asked Jonathan why he was disturbed, and he
|
|
answered, evidently thinking I knew as much about it as he did: "Do
|
|
you see who it is?"
|
|
|
|
"No, dear," I said; "I don't know him; who is it?" His answer seemed
|
|
to shock and thrill me, for it was said as if he did not know that
|
|
it was to me, Mina, to whom he was speaking:-
|
|
|
|
"It is the man himself!"
|
|
|
|
The poor dear was evidently terrified at something- very greatly
|
|
terrified; I do believe that if he had not had me to lean on and to
|
|
support him he would have sunk down. He kept staring; a man came out
|
|
of the shop with a small parcel, and gave it to the lady, who then
|
|
drove off. The dark man kept his eyes fixed on her, and when the
|
|
carriage moved up Piccadilly he followed in the same direction, and
|
|
hailed a hansom. Jonathan kept looking after him, and said, as if to
|
|
himself.-
|
|
|
|
"I believe it is the Count, but he has grown young. My God, if
|
|
this be so! Oh, my God! my God! if I only knew! if I only knew!" He
|
|
was distressing himself so much that I feared to keep his mind on
|
|
the subject by asking him any questions, so I remained silent. I
|
|
drew him away quietly, and he, holding my arm, came easily. We
|
|
walked a little further, and then went in and sat for a while in the
|
|
Green Park. It was a hot day for autumn, and there was a comfortable
|
|
seat in a shady place. After a few minutes staring at nothing,
|
|
Jonathan's eyes closed, and he went quietly into a sleep, with his
|
|
head on my shoulder. I thought it was the best thing for him, so did
|
|
not disturb him. In about twenty minutes he woke up, and said to me
|
|
quite cheerfully:-
|
|
|
|
"Why, Mina, I have been asleep! Oh, do forgive me for being so rude.
|
|
Come, and we'll have a cup of tea somewhere." He had evidently
|
|
forgotten all about the dark stranger, as in his illness he had
|
|
forgotten all that this episode had reminded him of. I don't like this
|
|
lapsing into forgetfulness; it may make or continue some injury to the
|
|
brain. I must not ask him, for fear I shall do more harm than good;
|
|
but I must somehow learn the facts of his journey abroad. The time
|
|
is come, I fear, when I must open that parcel and know what is
|
|
written. Oh, Jonathan, you will, I know, forgive me if I do wrong, but
|
|
it is for your own dear sake.
|
|
|
|
Later.- A sad home-coming in every way- the house empty of the
|
|
dear soul who was so good to us; Jonathan still pale and dizzy under a
|
|
slight relapse of his malady; and now a telegram from Van Helsing,
|
|
whoever he may be:-
|
|
|
|
"You will be grieved to hear that Mrs. Westenra died five days
|
|
ago, and that Lucy died the day before yesterday. They were both
|
|
buried to-day."
|
|
|
|
Oh, what a wealth of sorrow in a few words! Poor Mrs. Westenra! poor
|
|
Lucy Gone, gone, never to return to us! And poor, poor Arthur, to have
|
|
lost such sweetness out of his life! God help us all to bear our
|
|
troubles.
|
|
|
|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
|
|
|
|
22 September.- it is all over. Arthur has gone back to Ring, and has
|
|
taken Quincey Morris with him. What a fine fellow is Quincey! I
|
|
believe in my heart of hearts that he suffered as much about Lucy's
|
|
death as any of us; but he bore himself through it like a moral
|
|
Viking. If America can go on breeding men like that, she will be a
|
|
power in the world indeed. Van Helsing is lying down, having a rest
|
|
preparatory to his journey. He goes over to Amsterdam to-night, but
|
|
says he returns to-morrow night; that he only wants to make some
|
|
arrangements which can only be made personally. He is to stop with
|
|
me then, if he can; he says he has work to do in London which may take
|
|
him some time. Poor old fellow! I fear that the strain of the past
|
|
week has broken down even his iron strength. All the time of the
|
|
burial he was, I could see, putting some terrible restraint on
|
|
himself. When it was all over, we were standing beside Arthur, who,
|
|
poor fellow, was speaking of his part in the operation where his blood
|
|
had been transfused to his Lucy's veins; I could see Van Helsing's
|
|
face grow white and purple by turns. Arthur was saying that he felt
|
|
since then as if they two had been really married, and that she was
|
|
his wife in the sight of God. None of us said a word of the other
|
|
operations, and none of us ever shall. Arthur and Quincey went away
|
|
together to the station, and Van Helsing and I came on here. The
|
|
moment we were alone in the carriage he gave way to a regular fit of
|
|
hysterics. He has denied to me since that it was hysterics, and
|
|
insisted that it was only his sense of humour asserting itself under
|
|
very terrible conditions. He laughed till he cried, and I had to
|
|
draw down the blinds lest any one should see us and misjudge; and then
|
|
he cried till he laughed again; and laughed and cried together, just
|
|
as a woman does. I tried to be stern with him, as one is to a woman
|
|
under the circumstances; but it had no effect. Men and women are so
|
|
different in manifestations of nervous strength or weakness! Then
|
|
where his face grew grave and stern again I asked him why his mirth,
|
|
and why at such a time. His reply was in a way characteristic of
|
|
him, for it was logical and forceful and mysterious. He said:-
|
|
|
|
"Ah, you don't comprehend, friend John. Do not think that I am not
|
|
sad, though I laugh. See, I have cried even when the laugh did choke
|
|
me. But no more think that I am all sorry when I cry, for the laugh he
|
|
come just the same. Keep it always with you that laughter who knock at
|
|
your door and say, 'May I come in?' is not the true laughter. No! he
|
|
is a king, and he come when and how he like. He ask no person; he
|
|
choose no time of suitability. He say, 'I am here.' Behold, in example
|
|
I grieve my heart out for that so sweet young girl; I give my blood
|
|
for her, though I am old and worn; I give my time, my skill, my sleep;
|
|
I let my other sufferers want that so she may have all. And yet I
|
|
can laugh at her very grave- laugh when the clay from the spade of the
|
|
sexton drop upon her coffin and say. 'Thud! thud!' to my heart, till
|
|
it send back the blood from my cheek. My heart bleed for that poor
|
|
boy- that dear boy, so of the age of mine own boy had I been so
|
|
blessed that he live, and with his hair and eyes the same. There,
|
|
you know now why I love him so. And yet when he say things that
|
|
touch my husband-Heart to the quick, and make my father-heart yearn to
|
|
him as to no other man- not even to you, friend John, for we are
|
|
more level in experiences than father and son- yet even at such moment
|
|
King Laugh he come to me and shout and bellow in my ear, 'Here I am!
|
|
here I am!' till the blood come dance back and bring some of the
|
|
sunshine that he carry with him to my cheek. Oh, friend John, it is
|
|
a strange world, a sad world, a world full of miseries, and woes,
|
|
and troubles; and yet when King Laugh come he make them all dance to
|
|
the tune he play. Bleeding hearts, and dry bones of the churchyard,
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|
and tears that burn as they fall- all dance together to the music that
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he make with that smileless mouth of him. And believe me, friend John,
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that he is good to come, and kind. Ah, we men and women are like ropes
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drawn tight with strain that pull us different ways. Then tears
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come; and, like the rain on the ropes, they brace us up, until perhaps
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the strain become too great, and we break. But King Laugh he come like
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|
the sunshine, and he ease off the strain again; and we bear to go on
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with our labour what it may be."
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I did not like to wound him by pretending not to see his idea;
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but, as I did not yet understand the cause of his laughter, I asked
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him. As he answered the his face grew stern, and he said in quite a
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different tone:-
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"Oh, it was the grim irony of it all- this so lovely lady
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garlanded with flowers, that looked so fair as life, till one by one
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we wondered if she were truly dead; she laid in that so fine marble
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house in that lonely churchyard, where rest so many of her kin, laid
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|
there with the mother who loved her, and whom she loved; and that
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sacred bell going 'Toll! toll! toll!' so sad and slow; and those
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holy men, with the white garments of the angel, pretending to read
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books, and yet all the time their eyes never on the page; and all of
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us with the bowed head. And all for what? She is dead; so! Is it not?"
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"Well, for the life of me, Professor," I said, "I can't see anything
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to laugh at in all that. Why, your explanation makes it a harder
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puzzle than before. But even if the burial service was comic, what
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about poor Art and his trouble? Why, his heart was simply breaking."
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"Just so. Said he not that the transfusion of his blood to her veins
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had made her truly his bride?"
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"Yes, and it was a sweet and comforting idea for him."
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"Quite so. But there was a difficulty, friend John. If so that, then
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what about the others? Ho, ho! There this so sweet maid is a
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polyandrist, and me, with my poor wife dead to me, but alive by
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Church's law, though no wits, all gone- even I, who am faithful
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|
husband to this now-no-wife, am bigamist."
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"I don't see where the joke comes in there either!" I said; and I
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|
did not feel particularly pleased with him for saying such things.
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He laid his hand on my arm, and said:-
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"Friend John, forgive me if I pain. I showed not my feeling to
|
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others when it would wound, but only to you, my old friend, whom I can
|
|
trust. If you could have looked into my very heart then when I want to
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|
laugh; if you could have done so when the laugh arrived; if you
|
|
could do so now, when King Laugh have pack up his crown and all that
|
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is to him- for he go far, far away from me, and for a long, long time-
|
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maybe you would perhaps pity me the most of all."
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I was touched by the tenderness of his tone, and asked why.
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"Because I know!"
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And now we are all scattered; and for many a long day loneliness
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|
will sit over our roofs with brooding wings. Lucy lies in the tomb
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of her kin, a lordly death-house in a lonely churchyard, away from
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teeming London; where the air is fresh, and the sun rises over
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Hampstead Hill, and where wild flowers grow of their own accord.
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So I can finish this diary; and God only knows if I shall ever begin
|
|
another. If I do, or I I even open this again, it will be to deal with
|
|
different people and different themes; for here at the end, where
|
|
the romance of my life is told, ere I go back to take up the thread of
|
|
my life-work, I say sadly and without hope,
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"Finis."
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"The Westminister Gazette," 25 September
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A Hampstead Mystery.
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The neighbourhood of Hampstead is just at present exercised with a
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|
series of events which seem to run on lines parallel to those of
|
|
what was known to the writers of headlines as "The Kensington Horror,"
|
|
or "The Stabbing Woman," or "The Woman in Black." During the past
|
|
two or three days several cases have occurred of young children
|
|
straying from home or neglecting to return from their playing on the
|
|
Heath. In all these cases the children were too young to give any
|
|
properly intelligible account of themselves, but the consensus of
|
|
their excuses is that they had been with a "bloofer lady." It has
|
|
always been late in the evening when they have been missed, and on two
|
|
occasions the children have not been found until early in the
|
|
following morning. It is generally supposed in the neighbourhood that,
|
|
as the first child missed gave as his reason for being away that a
|
|
"bloofer lady" had asked him to come for a walk, the others had picked
|
|
up the phrase and used it as occasion served. This is the more natural
|
|
as the favourite game of the little ones at present is luring each
|
|
other away by wiles. A correspondent writes us that to see some of the
|
|
tiny tots pretending to be the "bloofer lady" is supremely funny. Some
|
|
of our caricaturists might, he says, take a lesson in the irony of
|
|
grotesque by comparing the reality and the picture. It is only in
|
|
accordance with general principles of human nature that the "bloofer
|
|
lady" should be the popular role at these al fresco performances.
|
|
Our correspondent naively says that even Ellen Terry could not be so
|
|
willingly attractive as some of these grubby-faced little children
|
|
pretend- and even imagine themselves- to be.
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|
|
There is, however, possibly a serious side to the question, for some
|
|
of the children, indeed all who have been missed at night, have been
|
|
slightly torn or wounded in the throat. The wounds seem such as
|
|
might be made by a rat or a small dog, and although of not much
|
|
importance individually, would tend to show that whatever animal
|
|
inflicts them has a system or method of its own. The police of the
|
|
division have been instructed to keep a sharp look-out for straying
|
|
children, especially when very young, in and around Hampstead Heath,
|
|
and for any stray dog which may be about.
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|
"The Westminister Gazette," 25 September.
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|
Extra Special.
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|
THE HAMPSTEAD HORROR.
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|
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Another Child injured.
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|
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The "Bloofer Lady."
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|
|
We have just received intelligence that another child, missed last
|
|
night, was only discovered late in the morning under a furze bush at
|
|
the Shooter's Hill side of Hampstead Heath, which is, perhaps, less
|
|
frequented than the other parts. It has the same tiny wound in the
|
|
throat as has been noticed in other cases. It was terribly weak, and
|
|
looked quite emaciated. It too, when partially restored, had the
|
|
common story to tell of being lured away by the "bloofer lady."
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|
CHAPTER XIV.
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|
MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL.
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|
23 September.- Jonathan is better after a bad night. I am so glad
|
|
that he has plenty of work to do, for that keeps his mind off the
|
|
terrible things; and oh, I am rejoiced that he is not now weighed down
|
|
with the responsibility of his new position. I knew he would be true
|
|
to himself, and now how proud I am to see my Jonathan rising to the
|
|
height of his advancement and keeping pace in all ways with the duties
|
|
that come upon him. He will be away all day till late, for he said
|
|
he could not lunch at home. My household work is done, so I shall take
|
|
his foreign journal, and lock myself up in my room and read it...
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|
|
|
24 September.- I hadn't the heart to write last night; that terrible
|
|
record of Jonathan's upset me so. Poor dear! How he must have
|
|
suffered, whether it be true or only imagination. I wonder if there is
|
|
any truth in it at all. Did he get his brain fever, and then write all
|
|
those terrible things, or had he some cause for it all? I suppose I
|
|
shall never know, for I dare not open the subject to him... And yet
|
|
that man we saw yesterday! He seemed quite certain of him... Poor
|
|
fellow! I suppose it was the funeral upset him and sent his mind
|
|
back on some train of thought... He believes it all himself. I
|
|
remember how on our wedding-day he said: "Unless some solemn duty come
|
|
upon me to go back to the bitter hours, asleep or awake, mad or sane."
|
|
There seems to be through it all some thread of continuity... That
|
|
fearful Count was coming to London... If it should be, and he came
|
|
to London, with his teeming millions... There may be a solemn duty;
|
|
and if it come we must not shrink from it... I shall be prepared. I
|
|
shall get my typewriter this very hour and begin transcribing. Then we
|
|
shall be ready for other eyes if required. And if it be wanted;
|
|
then, perhaps, if I am ready, poor Jonathan may not be upset, for I
|
|
can speak for him and never let him be troubled or worried with it
|
|
at all. If ever Jonathan quite gets over the nervousness he may want
|
|
to tell me of it all, and I can ask him questions and find out things,
|
|
and see how I may comfort him.
|
|
|
|
Letter, Van Helsing to Mrs. Harker.
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|
|
|
"24 September.
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|
|
(Confidence)
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|
|
|
"Dear Madam,-
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|
|
|
"I pray you to pardon my writing, in that I am so far friend as that
|
|
I sent to you sad news of Miss Lucy Westenra's death. By the
|
|
kindness of Lord Godalming, I am empowered to read her letters and
|
|
papers, for I am deeply concerned about certain matters vitally
|
|
important. In them I find some letters from you, which show how
|
|
great friends you were and how you love her. Oh, Madam Mina, by that
|
|
love, I implore you, help me. It is for others' good that I ask- to
|
|
redress great wrong, and to lift much and terrible troubles- that
|
|
may be more great than you can know. May it be that I see you? You can
|
|
trust me. I am friend of Dr. John Seward and of Lord Godalming (that
|
|
was Arthur of Miss Lucy). I must keep it private for the present
|
|
from all. I should come to Exeter to see you at once if you tell me
|
|
I am privilege to come, and where and when. I implore your pardon,
|
|
madam. I have read your letters to poor Lucy, and know how good you
|
|
are and how your husband suffer; so I pray you, if it may be,
|
|
enlighten him not, lest it may harm. Again your pardon, and forgive
|
|
me.
|
|
|
|
"Van Helsing."
|
|
|
|
Telegram, Mrs. Harker to Van Helsing.
|
|
|
|
"25 September.- Come to-day by quarter-past ten train if you can
|
|
catch it. Can see you any time you call.
|
|
|
|
"Wilhelmina Harker."
|
|
|
|
Mina Harker's Journal.
|
|
|
|
25 September.- I cannot help feeling terribly excited as the time
|
|
draws near for the visit of Dr. Van Helsing, for somehow I expect that
|
|
it will throw some light upon Jonathan's sad experience: and as he
|
|
attended poor dear Lucy in her last illness, he can tell me all
|
|
about her. That is the reason of his coming, it is concerning Lucy and
|
|
her sleep-walking, and not about Jonathan. Then I shall never know the
|
|
real truth now! How silly I am. That awful journal gets hold of my
|
|
imagination and tinges everything with something of its own colour. Of
|
|
course it is about Lucy. That habit came back to the poor dear, and
|
|
that awful night on the cliff must have made her ill. I had almost
|
|
forgotten in my own affairs how ill she was afterwards. She must
|
|
have told him of her sleep-walking adventure on the cliff, and that
|
|
I knew all about it; and now he wants me to tell him what she knows,
|
|
so that he may understand. I hope I did right in not saying anything
|
|
of it to Mrs. Westenra; I should never forgive myself if any act of
|
|
mine, were it even a negative one, brought harm on poor dear Lucy. I
|
|
hope, too, Dr. Van Helsing will not blame me; I have had so much
|
|
trouble and anxiety of late that I feel I cannot bear more just at
|
|
present.
|
|
|
|
I suppose a cry does us all good at times- clears the air as other
|
|
rain does. Perhaps it was reading the journal yesterday that upset me,
|
|
and then Jonathan went away this morning to stay away from me a
|
|
whole day and night, the first time we have been parted since our
|
|
marriage. I do hope the dear fellow will take care of himself, and
|
|
that nothing will occur to upset him. It is two o'clock, and the
|
|
doctor will be here soon now. I shall say nothing of Jonathan's
|
|
journal unless he asks me. I am so glad I have type-written out my own
|
|
journal, so that, in case he asks about Lucy, I can hand it to him; it
|
|
will save much questioning.
|
|
|
|
Later.- He has come and gone. Oh, what a strange meeting, and how it
|
|
all makes my head whirl round! I feel like one in a dream. Can it be
|
|
all possible, or even a part of it? if I had not read Jonathan's
|
|
journal first, I should never have accepted even a possibility.
|
|
Poor, poor, dear Jonathan! How he must have suffered. Please the
|
|
good God, all this may not upset him again. I shall try to save him
|
|
from it; but it may be even a consolation and a help to him-
|
|
terrible though it be and awful in its consequences- to know for
|
|
certain that his eyes and ears and brain did not deceive him, and that
|
|
it is all true. It may be that it is the doubt which haunts him;
|
|
that when the doubt is removed, no matter which- waking or dreaming-
|
|
may prove the truth, he will be more satisfied and better able to bear
|
|
the shock. Dr. Van Helsing must be a good man as well as a clever
|
|
one if he is Arthur's friend and Dr. Seward's, and if they brought him
|
|
all the way from Holland to look after Lucy. I feel from having seen
|
|
him that he is good and kind and of a noble nature. When he comes
|
|
to-morrow I shall ask him about Jonathan; and then, please God, all
|
|
this sorrow and anxiety may lead to a good end. I used to think I
|
|
would like to practice interviewing; Jonathan's friend on "The
|
|
Exeter News" told him that memory was everything in such work- that
|
|
you must be able to put down exactly almost every word spoken, even if
|
|
you had to refine some of it afterwards. Here was a rare interview;
|
|
I shall try to record it verbatim.
|
|
|
|
It was half-past two o'clock when the knock came. I took my
|
|
courage a deux mains and waited. In a few minutes Mary opened the
|
|
door, and announced "Dr. Van Helsing."
|
|
|
|
I rose and bowed, and he came towards me; a man of medium weight,
|
|
strongly built, with his shoulders set back over a broad, deep chest
|
|
and a neck well balanced on the trunk as the head is on the neck.
|
|
The poise of the head strikes one at once as indicative of thought and
|
|
power, the head is noble, well-sized, broad, and large behind the
|
|
ears. The face shows a hard, square chin, a large, resolute, mobile
|
|
mouth, a good-sized nose, rather straight, but with quick, sensitive
|
|
nostrils, that seem to broaden as the big, bushy brows come down and
|
|
the mouth tightens. The forehead is broad and fine, rising at first
|
|
almost straight and then sloping back above two bumps or ridges wide
|
|
apart; such a forehead that the reddish hair cannot possibly tumble
|
|
over it, but falls naturally back and to the sides. Big, dark blue
|
|
eyes are set widely apart, and are quick and tender or stern with
|
|
the man's moods. He said to me:-
|
|
|
|
"Mrs. Harker, is it not?" I bowed assent.
|
|
|
|
"That was Miss Mina Murray?" Again I assented.
|
|
|
|
"It is Mina Murray that I came to see that was friend of that poor
|
|
dear child Lucy Westenra. Madam Mina, it is on account of the dead I
|
|
come."
|
|
|
|
"Sir," I said, "you could have no better claim on me than that you
|
|
were a friend and helper of Lucy Westenra." And I held out my hand. He
|
|
took it and said tenderly:-
|
|
|
|
"Oh, Madam Mina, I knew that the friend of that poor lily girl
|
|
must be good, but I had yet to learn-" He finished his speech with a
|
|
courtly bow. I asked him what it was that he wanted to see me about,
|
|
so he at once began:-
|
|
|
|
"I have read your letters to Miss Lucy. Forgive me, but I had to
|
|
begin to inquire somewhere, and there was none to ask. I know that you
|
|
were with her at Whitby. She sometimes kept a diary- you need not
|
|
look, surprised Madam Mina; it was begun after you had left, and was
|
|
made in imitation of you- and in that diary she traces by inference
|
|
certain things to a sleep-walking in which she puts down that you
|
|
saved her. In great perplexity then I come to you, and ask you out
|
|
of your so much kindness to tell me all of it that you remember."
|
|
|
|
"I can tell you, I think, Dr. Van Helsing, all about it."
|
|
|
|
"Ah, then you have good memory for facts, for details? It is not
|
|
always so with young ladies."
|
|
|
|
"No, doctor, but I wrote it all down at the time. I can show it to
|
|
you if you like."
|
|
|
|
"Oh, Madam Mina, I will be grateful; you will do me much favour."
|
|
|
|
I could not resist the temptation of mystifying him a bit- I suppose
|
|
it is some of the taste of the original apple that remains still in
|
|
our mouths- so I handed him the shorthand diary. He took it with a
|
|
grateful bow, and said:-
|
|
|
|
"May I read it?"
|
|
|
|
"If you wish," I answered as demurely as I could. He opened it,
|
|
and for an instant his face fell. Then he stood up and bowed.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, you so clever woman!" he said. "I long knew that Mr. Jonathan
|
|
was a man of much thankfulness; but see, his wife have all the good
|
|
things. And will you not so much honour me and so help me as to read
|
|
it for me? Alas! I know not the shorthand." By this time my little
|
|
joke was over, and I was almost ashamed; so I took the type-written
|
|
copy from my workbasket and handed it to him.
|
|
|
|
"Forgive me," I said: "I could not help it; but I had been
|
|
thinking that it was of dear Lucy that you wished to ask, and so
|
|
that you might not have to wait- not on my account, but because I know
|
|
your time must be precious- I have written it out on the typewriter
|
|
for you."
|
|
|
|
He took it and his eyes glistened. "You are so good," he said. "And
|
|
may I read it now? I may want to ask you some things when I have
|
|
read."
|
|
|
|
"By all means," I said, "read it over whilst I order lunch; and then
|
|
you can ask me questions whilst we eat." He bowed and settled
|
|
himself in a chair with his back to the light, and became absorbed
|
|
in the papers, whilst I went to see after lunch, chiefly in order that
|
|
he might not be disturbed. When I came back I found him walking
|
|
hurriedly up and down the room, his face all ablaze with excitement.
|
|
He rushed up to me and took me by both hands.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, Madam Mina," he said, "how can I say what I owe to you? This
|
|
paper is as sunshine. It opens the gate to me. I am daze, I am dazzle,
|
|
with so much light; and yet clouds roll in behind the light every
|
|
time. But that you do not, cannot, comprehend. Oh, but I am grateful
|
|
to you, you so clever woman. Madam"- he said this very solemnly- "if
|
|
ever Abraham Van Helsing can do anything for you or yours, I trust you
|
|
will let me know. It will be pleasure and delight if I may serve you
|
|
as a friend; as a friend, but all I have ever learned, all I can
|
|
ever do, shall be for you and those you love. There are darknesses
|
|
in life, and there are lights; you are one of the lights. You will
|
|
have happy life and good life, and your husband will be blessed in
|
|
you."
|
|
|
|
"But, doctor, you praise me too much, and- and you do not know me."
|
|
|
|
"Not know you- I, who am old, and who have studied all my life men
|
|
and women; I, who have made my specialty the brain and all that
|
|
belongs to him and all that follow from him! And I have read your
|
|
diary that you have so goodly written for me, and which breathes out
|
|
truth in every line. I, who have read your so sweet letter to poor
|
|
Lucy of your marriage and your trust, not know you! Oh, Madam Mina,
|
|
good women tell all their lives, and by day and by hour and by minute,
|
|
such things that angels can read; and we men who wish to know have
|
|
in us something of angels' eyes. Your husband is noble nature, and you
|
|
are noble too, for you trust, and trust cannot be where there is
|
|
mean nature. And your husband- tell me of him. Is he quite well? Is
|
|
all that fever gone, and is he strong and hearty?" I saw here an
|
|
opening to ask him about Jonathan, so I said:-
|
|
|
|
"He was almost recovered, but he has been greatly upset by Mr.
|
|
Hawkins's death." He interrupted:-
|
|
|
|
"Oh yes, I know, I know. I have read your last two letters." I
|
|
went on:-
|
|
|
|
"I suppose this upset him, for when we were in town on Thursday last
|
|
he had a sort of shock."
|
|
|
|
"A shock, and after brain fever so soon! That was not good. What
|
|
kind of shock was it?"
|
|
|
|
"He thought he saw some one who recalled something terrible,
|
|
something which led to his brain fever." And here the whole thing
|
|
seemed to overwhelm me in a rush. The pity for Jonathan, the horror
|
|
which he experienced, the whole fearful mystery of his diary, and
|
|
the fear that has been brooding over me ever since, all came in a
|
|
tumult. I suppose I was hysterical, for I threw myself on my knees and
|
|
held up my hands to him, and implored him to make my husband well
|
|
again. He took my hands and raised me up, and made me sit on the sofa,
|
|
and sat by me; he held my hand in his, and said to me with, oh, such
|
|
infinite sweetness:-
|
|
|
|
"My life is a barren and lonely one, and so full of work that I have
|
|
not had much time for friendships; but since I have been summoned to
|
|
here by my friend John Seward I have known so many good people and
|
|
seen such nobility that I feel more than ever- and it has grown with
|
|
my advancing years- the loneliness of my life. Believe me, then,
|
|
that I come here full of respect for you, and you have given me
|
|
hope- hope, not in what I am seeking of, but that there are good women
|
|
still left to make life happy- good women, whose lives and whose
|
|
truths may make good lesson for the children that are to be. I am
|
|
glad, glad, that I may here be of some use to you; for if your husband
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suffer, he suffer within the range of my study and experience. I
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promise you that I will gladly do all for him that I can- all to
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make his life strong and manly, and your life a happy one. Now you
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must eat. You are overwrought and perhaps over-anxious. Husband
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Jonathan would not like to see you so pale; and what he like not where
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he love, is not to his good. Therefore for his sake you must eat and
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smile. You have told me all about Lucy, and so now we shall not
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speak of it, lest it distress. I shall stay in Exeter to-night, for
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I want to think much over what you have told me, and when I have
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thought I will ask you questions, if I may. And then, too, you will
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tell me of husband Jonathan's trouble so far as you can, but not
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yet. You must eat now; afterwards you shall tell me all."
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After lunch, when we went back to the drawing-room, he said to me:-
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"And now tell me all about him." When it came to speaking to this
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great, learned man, I began to fear that he would think me a weak
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fool, and Jonathan a madman- that journal is all so strange- and I
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hesitated to go on. But he was so sweet and kind, and he had
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promised to help, and I trusted him, so I said:-
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"Dr. Van Helsing, what I have to tell you is so queer that you
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must not laugh at me or at my husband. I have been since yesterday
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in a sort of fever of doubt; you must be kind to me, and not think
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me foolish that I have even half believed some very strange things."
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He reassured me by his manner as well as his words when he said:-
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"Oh, my dear, if you only knew how strange is the matter regarding
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which I am here, it is you who would laugh. I have learned not to
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think little of any one's belief, no matter how strange it be. I
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have tried to keep an open mind; and it is not the ordinary things
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of life that could close it, but the strange things, the extraordinary
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things, the things that make one doubt if they be mad or sane."
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"Thank you, thank you, a thousand times! You have taken a weight off
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my mind. If you will let me, I shall give you a paper to read. It is
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long, but I have typewritten it out. It will tell you my trouble and
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Jonathan's. It is the copy of his journal when abroad, and all that
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happened. I happ dare not say anything of it; you will read for
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yourself and judge. And then when I see you, perhaps, you will be very
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kind and tell me what you think."
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"I promise," he said as I gave him the papers; "I shall in the
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morning, so soon as I can, come to see you and your husband, if I
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may."
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"Jonathan will be here at half-past eleven, and you must come to
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lunch with us and see him then; you could catch the quick 3:34
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train, which will leave you at Paddington before eight." He was
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surprised at my knowledge of the trains off-hand, but he does not know
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that I have made up all the trains to and from Exeter, so that I may
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help Jonathan in case he is in a hurry.
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So he took the papers with him and went away, and I sit here
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thinking- thinking I don't know what.
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Letter (by hand), Van Helsing to Mrs. Harker.
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"25 September, 6 o'clock.
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"Dear Madam Mina,-
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"I have read your husband's so wonderful diary. You may sleep
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without doubt. Strange and terrible as it is, it is true! I will
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pledge my life on it. It may be worse for others; but for him and
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you there is no dread. He is a noble fellow; and let me tell you
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from experience of men, that one who would do as he did in going
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down that wall and to that room- ay, and going a second time- is not
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one to be injured in permanence by a shock. His brain and his heart
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are all right; this I swear, before I have even seen him; so be at
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rest. I shall have much to ask him of other things. I am blessed
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that to-day I come to see you, for I have learn all at once so much
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that again I am dazzle- dazzle more than ever, and I must think.
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"Yours the most faithful,
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"Abraham Van Helsing."
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Letter, Mrs. Harker to Van Helsing.
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"25 September, 6:30 p.m.
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"My dear Dr. Van Helsing,-
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"A thousand thanks for your kind letter, which has taken a great
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weight off my mind. And yet, if it be true, what terrible things there
|
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are in the world, and what an awful thing if that man, that monster,
|
|
be really in London! I fear to think. I have this moment, whilst
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writing, had a wire from Jonathan, saying that he leaves by the 6:25
|
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to-night from Launceston and will be here at 10:18, so that I shall
|
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have no fear to-night. Will you, therefore, instead of lunching with
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us, please come to breakfast at eight o'clock, if this be not too
|
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early for you? You can get away, if you are in a hurry, by the 10:30
|
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train, which will bring you to Paddington by 2:35. Do not answer this,
|
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as I shall take it that if I do not hear, you will come to breakfast.
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"Believe me,
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"Your faithful and grateful friend,
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"Mina Harker."
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Jonathan Harker's Journal.
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26 September.- I thought never to write in this diary again, but the
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time has come. When I got home last night Mina had supper ready, and
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when we had supped she told me of Van Helsing's visit, and of her
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having given him the two diaries copied out, and of how anxious she
|
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has been about me. She showed me in the doctor's letter that all I
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wrote down was true. It seems to have made a new man of me. It was the
|
|
doubt as to the reality of the whole thing that knocked me over. I
|
|
felt impotent, and in the dark, and distrustful. But, now that I know,
|
|
I am not afraid, even of the Count. He has succeeded after all,
|
|
then, in his design in getting to London, and it was he I saw. He
|
|
has got younger, and how? Van Helsing is the man to unmask him and
|
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hunt him out, if he is anything like what Mina says. We sat late,
|
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and talked it all over. Mina is dressing, and I shall call at the
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hotel in a few minutes and bring him over...
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He was, I think, surprised to see me. When I came into the room
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where he was, and introduced myself, he took me by the shoulder, and
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turned my face round to the light, and said, after a sharp scrutiny:-
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"But Madam Mina told me you were ill, that you had had a shock."
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It was so funny to hear my wife called "Madam Mina" by this kindly,
|
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strong-faced old man. I smiled, and said:-
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"I was ill, I have had a shock; but you have cured me already."
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"And how?"
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"By your letter to Mina last night. I was in doubt, and then
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everything took a hue of unreality, and I did not know what to
|
|
trust, even the evidence of my own senses. Not knowing what to
|
|
trust, I did not know what to do; and so had only to keep on working
|
|
in what had hitherto been the groove of my life. The groove ceased
|
|
to avail me, and I mistrusted myself. Doctor, you don't know what it
|
|
is to doubt everything, even yourself. No, you don't; you couldn't
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|
with eyebrows like yours." He seemed pleased, and laughed as he said:-
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"So! You are physiognomist. I learn more here with each hour. I am
|
|
with so much pleasure coming to you to breakfast; and, oh, sir, you
|
|
will pardon praise from an old man, but you are blessed in your wife."
|
|
I would listen to him go on praising Mina for a day, so I simply
|
|
nodded and stood silent.
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"She is one of God's women, fashioned by His own hand to show us men
|
|
and other women that there is a heaven where we can enter, and that
|
|
its light can be here on earth. So true, so sweet, so noble, so little
|
|
an egoist- and that, let me tell you, is much in this age, so
|
|
sceptical and selfish. And you, sir- I have read all the letters to
|
|
poor Miss Lucy, and some of them speak of you, so I know you since
|
|
some days from the knowing of others; but I have seen your true self
|
|
since last night. You will give me your hand, will you not? And let us
|
|
be friends for all our lives."
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|
|
|
We shook hands, and he was so earnest and so kind that it made me
|
|
quite choky.
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|
|
|
"And now." he said, "may I ask you for some more help? I have a
|
|
great task to do, and at the beginning it is to know. You can help
|
|
me here. Can you tell me what went before your going to
|
|
Transylvania? Later on I may ask more help, and of a different kind;
|
|
but at first this will do."
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|
|
|
"Look here, sir," I said, "does what you have to do concern the
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Count?"
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|
|
"It does," he said solemnly.
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|
|
"Then I am with you heart and soul. As you go by the 10:30 train,
|
|
you will not have time to read them; but I shall get the bundle of
|
|
papers. You can take them with you and read them in the train."
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|
|
|
After breakfast I saw him to the station. When we were parting he
|
|
said:-
|
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|
|
"Perhaps you will come to town if I send to you, and take Madam Mina
|
|
too."
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|
|
|
"We shall both come when you will," I said.
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|
|
|
I had got him the morning papers and the London papers of the
|
|
previous night, and while we were talking at the carriage window,
|
|
waiting for the train to start, he was turning them over. His eye
|
|
suddenly seemed to catch something in one of them, "The Westminster
|
|
Gazette"- I knew it by the colour- and he grew quite white. He read
|
|
something intently, groaning to himself. "Mein Gott! Mein Gott! So
|
|
soon! so soon!" I do not think he remembered me at the moment. Just
|
|
then the whistle blew, and the train moved off. This recalled him to
|
|
himself, and he leaned out of the window and waved his hand, calling
|
|
out: "Love to Madam Mina; I shall write so soon as ever I can."
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|
|
|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
|
|
|
|
26 September.- Truly there is no such thing as finality. Not a
|
|
week since I said "Finis," and yet here I am starting fresh again,
|
|
or rather going on with the same record. Until this afternoon I had no
|
|
cause to think of what is done. Renfield had become, to all intents,
|
|
as sane as he ever was. He was already well ahead with his fly
|
|
business; and he had just started in the spider line also; so he had
|
|
not been of any trouble to me. I had a letter from Arthur, written
|
|
on Sunday, and from it I gather that he is bearing up wonderfully
|
|
well. Quincey Morris is with him, and that is much of a help, for he
|
|
himself is a bubbling well of good spirits. Quincey wrote me a line
|
|
too, and from him I hear that Arthur is beginning to recover something
|
|
of his old buoyancy; so as to them all my mind is at rest. As for
|
|
myself, I was settling down to my work with the enthusiasm which I
|
|
used to have for it, so that I might fairly have said that the wound
|
|
which poor Lucy left on me was becoming cicatrised. Everything is,
|
|
however, now reopened; and what is to be the end God only knows. I
|
|
have an idea that Van Helsing thinks he knows too, but he will only
|
|
let out enough at a time to whet curiosity. He went to Exeter
|
|
yesterday, and stayed there all night. To-day he came back, and almost
|
|
bounded into the room at about half-past five o'clock, and thrust last
|
|
night's "Westminister Gazette" into my hand.
|
|
|
|
"What do you think of that?" he asked as he stood back and folded
|
|
his arms.
|
|
|
|
I looked over the paper, for I really did not know what he meant;
|
|
but he took it from me and pointed out a paragraph about children
|
|
being decoyed away at Hampstead. It did not convey much to me, until I
|
|
reached a passage where it described small punctured wounds on their
|
|
throats. An idea struck me, and I looked up. "Well?" he said.
|
|
|
|
"It is like poor Lucy's."
|
|
|
|
"And what do you make of it?"
|
|
|
|
"Simply that there is some cause in common. Whatever it was that
|
|
injured her has injured them." I did not quite understand his answer:-
|
|
|
|
"That is true indirectly, but not directly."
|
|
|
|
"How do you mean, Professor?" I asked. I was a little inclined to
|
|
take his seriousness lightly- for, after all, four days of rest and
|
|
freedom from burning, harrowing anxiety does help to restore one's
|
|
spirits- but when I saw his face, it sobered me. Never, even in the
|
|
midst of our despair about poor Lucy, had he looked more stern.
|
|
|
|
"Tell me!" I said. "I can hazard no opinion. I do not know what to
|
|
think, and I have no data on which to found a conjecture."
|
|
|
|
"Do you mean to tell me, friend John, that you have no suspicion
|
|
as to what poor Lucy died of, not after all the hints given, not
|
|
only by events, but by me?"
|
|
|
|
"Of nervous prostration following on great loss or waste of blood."
|
|
|
|
"And how the blood lost or waste?" I shook my head. He stepped
|
|
over and sat down beside me, and went on:-
|
|
|
|
"You are clever man, friend John; you reason well, and your wit is
|
|
bold; but you are too prejudiced. You do not let your eyes see nor
|
|
your ears hear, and that which is outside your daily life is not of
|
|
account to you. Do you not think that there are things which you
|
|
cannot understand, and yet which are; that some people see things that
|
|
others cannot? But there are things old and new which must not be
|
|
contemplate by men's eyes, because they know- or think they know- some
|
|
things which other men have told them. Ah, it is the fault of our
|
|
science that it wants to explain all; and if it explain not, then it
|
|
says there is nothing to explain. But yet we see around us every day
|
|
the growth of new beliefs, which think themselves new; and which are
|
|
yet but the old, which pretend to be young- like the fine ladies at
|
|
the opera. I suppose now you do not believe in corporeal transference.
|
|
No? Nor in materialisation. No? Nor in astral bodies. No? Nor in the
|
|
reading of thought. No? Nor in hypnotism-"
|
|
|
|
"Yes," I said. "Charcot has proved that pretty well." He smiled as
|
|
he went on: "Then you are satisfied as to it. Yes? And of course
|
|
then you understand how it act, and can follow the mind of the great
|
|
Charcot- alas that he is no more!- into the very soul of the patient
|
|
that he influence. No? Then, friend John, am I to take it that you
|
|
simply accept fact, and are satisfied to let from premise to
|
|
conclusion be a blank? No? Then tell me- for I am student of the
|
|
brain- how you accept the hypnotism and reject the thought reading.
|
|
Let me tell you, my friend, that there are things done to-day in
|
|
electrical science which would have been deemed unholy by the very men
|
|
who discovered electricity- who would themselves not so long before
|
|
have been burned as wizards. There are always mysteries in life. Why
|
|
was it that Methuselah lived nine hundred years, and 'Old Parr' one
|
|
hundred and sixty-nine, and yet that poor Lucy, with four men's
|
|
blood in her poor veins, could not live even one day? For, had she
|
|
live one more day, we could have save her. Do you know all the mystery
|
|
of life and death? Do you know the altogether of comparative
|
|
anatomy, and can say wherefore the qualities of brutes are in some
|
|
men, and not in others? Can you tell me why, when other spiders die
|
|
small and soon, that one great spider lived for centuries in the tower
|
|
of the old Spanish church and grew and grew, till, on descending, he
|
|
could drink the oil of all the church lamps? Can you tell me why in
|
|
the Pampas, ay and elsewhere, there are bats that come at night and
|
|
open the veins of cattle and horses and suck dry their veins; how in
|
|
some islands of the Western seas there are bats which hang on the
|
|
trees all day, that those who have seen describe as like giant nuts or
|
|
pods and that when the sailors sleep on the deck, because that it is
|
|
hot, flit down on them, and then- and then in the morning are found
|
|
dead men, white as even Miss Lucy was?"
|
|
|
|
"Good God, Professor!" I said, starting up. "Do you mean to tell
|
|
me that Lucy was bitten by such a bat; and that such a thing is here
|
|
in London in the nineteenth century?" He waved his hand for silence,
|
|
and went on:-
|
|
|
|
"Can you tell me why the tortoise lives more long than generations
|
|
of men; why the elephant goes on and on till he have seen dynasties;
|
|
and why the parrot never die only of bite of cat or dog or other
|
|
complaint? Can you tell me why men believe in all ages and places that
|
|
there are some few who live on always if they be permit; that there
|
|
are men and women who cannot die? We all know- because science has
|
|
vouched for the fact- that there have been toads shut up in rocks
|
|
for thousands of years, shut in one so small hole that only hold him
|
|
since the youth of the world. Can you tell me how the Indian fakir
|
|
make himself to die and have been buried, and his grave sealed and
|
|
corn sowed on it, and the corn reaped and be cut and sown and reaped
|
|
and cut again, and then men come and take away the unbroken seal,
|
|
and that there lie the Indian fakir, not dead, but that rise up and
|
|
walk amongst them as before?" Here I interrupted him. I was getting
|
|
bewildered; he so crowded on my mind his list of nature's
|
|
eccentricities and possible impossibilities that my imagination was
|
|
getting fired. I had a dim idea that he was teaching me some lesson,
|
|
as long ago he used to do in his study at Amsterdam; but he used
|
|
then to tell me the thing, so that I could have the object of
|
|
thought in mind all the time. But now I was without this help, yet I
|
|
wanted to follow him, so I said:-
|
|
|
|
"Professor, let me be your pet student again. Tell me the thesis
|
|
so that I may apply your knowledge as you go on. At present I am going
|
|
in my mind from point to point as a mad man, and not a sane one,
|
|
follows an idea. I feel like a novice blundering through a bog in a
|
|
mist, jumping from one tussock to another in the mere blind effort
|
|
to move on without knowing where I am going."
|
|
|
|
"That is good image," he said. "Well, I shall tell you My thesis
|
|
is this: I want you to believe."
|
|
|
|
"To believe what?"
|
|
|
|
"To believe in things that you cannot. Let me illustrate. I heard
|
|
once of an American who so defined faith: 'that faculty which
|
|
enables us to believe things which we know to be untrue.' For one, I
|
|
follow that man. He meant that we shall have an open mind, and not let
|
|
a little bit of truth check the rush of a big truth, like a small rock
|
|
does a railway truck. We get the small truth first. Good! We keep him,
|
|
and we value him; but all the same we must not let him think himself
|
|
all the truth in the universe."
|
|
|
|
"Then you want me not to let some previous conviction injure the
|
|
receptivity of my mind with regard to some strange matter. Do I read
|
|
your lesson aright?"
|
|
|
|
"Ah, you are my favourite pupil still. It is worth to teach you. Now
|
|
that you are willing to understand, you have taken the first step to
|
|
understand. You think then that those so small holes in the children's
|
|
throats were made by the same that made the hole in Miss Lucy?"
|
|
|
|
"I suppose so" He stood up and said solemnly:-
|
|
|
|
"Then you are wrong. Oh, would it were so! but alas! no. It is
|
|
worse, far, far worse."
|
|
|
|
"In God's name, Professor Van Helsing, what do you mean?" I cried.
|
|
|
|
He threw himself with a despairing gesture into a chair, and
|
|
placed his elbows on the table, covering his face with his hands as he
|
|
spoke:-
|
|
|
|
"They were made by Miss Lucy!"
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER XV.
|
|
|
|
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.
|
|
|
|
For a while sheer anger mastered me; it was as if he had during
|
|
her life struck Lucy on the face. I smote the table hard and rose up
|
|
as I said to him:-
|
|
|
|
"Dr. Van Helsing, are you mad?" He raised his head and looked at me,
|
|
and somehow the tenderness of his face calmed me at once. "Would I
|
|
were!" he said. "Madness were easy to bear compared with truth like
|
|
this. Oh, my friend, why, think you, did I go so far round, why take
|
|
so long to tell you so simple a thing? Was it because I hate you and
|
|
have hated you all my life? Was it because I wished to give you
|
|
pain? Was it that I wanted, now so late, revenge for that time when
|
|
you saved my life, and from a fearful death? Ah no!"
|
|
|
|
"Forgive me," said I. He went on:-
|
|
|
|
"My friend, it was because I wished to be gentle in the breaking
|
|
to you, for I know you have loved that so sweet lady. But even yet I
|
|
do not expect you to believe. It is so hard to accept at once any
|
|
abstract truth, that we may doubt such to be possible when we have
|
|
always believed the 'no' of it; it is more hard still to accept so sad
|
|
a concrete truth, and of such a one as Miss Lucy. To-night I go to
|
|
prove it. Dare you come with me?"
|
|
|
|
This staggered me. A man does not like to prove such a truth;
|
|
Byron excepted from the category, jealousy.
|
|
|
|
"And prove the very truth he most abhorred."
|
|
|
|
He saw my hesitation, and spoke:-
|
|
|
|
"The logic is simple, no madman's logic this time, jumping from
|
|
tussock to tussock in a misty bog. If it be not true, then proof
|
|
will be relief, at worst it will not harm. If it be true! Ah, there is
|
|
the dread; yet very dread should help my cause, for in it is some need
|
|
of belief. Come, I tell you what I propose: first, that we go off
|
|
now and see that child in the hospital. Dr. Vincent, of the North
|
|
Hospital, where the papers say the child is, is friend of mine, and
|
|
I think of yours since you were in class at Amsterdam. He will let two
|
|
scientists see his case, if he will not let two friends. We shall tell
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him nothing, but only that we wish to learn. And then-"
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"And then?" He took a key from his pocket and held it up. "And
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then we spend the night, you and I, in the church-yard where Lucy
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lies. This is the key that lock the tomb. I had it from the coffin-man
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to give to Arthur." My heart sank within me, for I felt that there was
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some fearful ordeal before us. I could do nothing, however, so I
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plucked up what heart I could and said that we had better hasten, as
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the afternoon was passing.
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We found the child awake. It had had a sleep and taken some food,
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and altogether was going on well. Dr. Vincent took the bandage from
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its throat, and showed us the punctures. There was no mistaking the
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similarity to those which had been on Lucy's throat. They were
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smaller, and the edges looked fresher; that was all. We asked
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Vincent to what he attributed them, and he replied that it must have
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been a bite of some animal, perhaps a rat; but, for his own part, he
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was inclined to think that it was one of the bats which are so
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numerous on the northern heights of London. "Out of so many harmless
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ones," he said, "there may be sonic wild specimen from the South of
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a more malignant species. Some sailor may have brought one home, and
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it managed to escape; or even from the Zoological Gardens a young
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one may have got loose, or one be bred there from a vampire. These
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things do occur, you know. Only ten days ago a wolf got out, and
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was, I believe, traced up in this direction. For a week after, the
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children were playing nothing but Red Riding Hood on the Heath and
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in every alley in the place until this 'bloofer lady' scare came
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along, since when it has been quite a gala-time with them. Even this
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poor little mite, when he woke up to-day, asked the nurse if he
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might go away. When she asked him why he wanted to go, he said he
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wanted to play with the 'bloofer lady.'"
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"I hope," said Van Helsing, "that when you are sending the child
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home you will caution its parents to keep strict watch over it.
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These fancies to stray are most dangerous; and if the child were to
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remain out another night, it would probably be fatal. But in any
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case I suppose you will not let it away for some days?"
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"Certainly not, not for a week at least; longer if the wound is
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not healed."
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Our visit to the hospital took more time than we had reckoned on,
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and the sun had dipped before we came out. When Van Helsing saw how
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dark it was, he said:-
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"There is no hurry. It is more late than I thought. Come, let us
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seek somewhere that we may eat, and then we shall go on our way."
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We dined at "Jack Straw's Castle" along with a little crowd of
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bicyclists and others who were genially noisy. About ten o'clock we
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started from the inn. It was then very dark, and the scattered lamps
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made the darkness greater when we were once outside their individual
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radius. The Professor had evidently noted the road we were to go,
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for he went on unhesitatingly; but, as for me, I was in quite a mix-up
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as to locality. As we went further, we met fewer and fewer people,
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till at last we were somewhat surprised when we met even the patrol of
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horse police going their usual suburban round. At last we reached
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the wall of the church-yard, which we climbed over. With some little
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difficulty- for it was very dark, and the whole place seemed so
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strange to us- we found the Westenra tomb. The Professor took the key,
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opened the creaky door, and standing back, politely, but quite
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|
unconsciously, motioned me to precede him. There was a delicious irony
|
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in the offer, in the courtliness of giving preference on such a
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ghastly occasion. My companion followed me quickly, and cautiously
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drew the door to, after carefully ascertaining that the lock was a
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falling, and not a spring, one. In the latter case we should have been
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in a bad plight. Then he fumbled in his bag, and taking out a
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match-box and a piece of candle, proceeded to make a light. The tomb
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in the day-time, and when wreathed with fresh flowers, had looked grim
|
|
and gruesome enough; but now, some days afterwards, when the flowers
|
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hung lank and dead, their whites turning to rust and their greens to
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browns; when the spider and the beetle had resumed their accustomed
|
|
dominance; when time-discoloured stone, and dust-encrusted mortar, and
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rusty, dank iron, and tarnished brass, and clouded silver-plating gave
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back the feeble glimmer of a candle, the effect was more miserable and
|
|
sordid than could have been imagined It conveyed irresistibly the idea
|
|
that life- animal life- was not the only thing which could pass away.
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Van Helsing went about his work systematically. Holding his candle
|
|
so that he could read the coffin plates, and so holding it that the
|
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sperm dropped in white patches which congealed as they touched the
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metal, he made assurance of Lucy's coffin. Another search in his
|
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bag, and he took out a turnscrew.
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|
"What are you going to do?" I asked.
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"To open the coffin. You shall yet be convinced." Straightway he
|
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began taking out the screws, and finally lifted off the lid, showing
|
|
the casing of lead beneath. The sight was almost too much for me. It
|
|
seemed to be as much an affront to the dead as it would have been to
|
|
have stripped off her clothing in her sleep whilst living; I
|
|
actually took hold of his hand to stop him. He only said: "You shall
|
|
see," and again fumbling in his bag, took out a tiny fret-saw.
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Striking the turnscrew through the lead with a swift downward stab,
|
|
which made me wince, he made a small hole, which was, however, big
|
|
enough to admit the point of the saw. I had expected a rush of gas
|
|
from the week-old corpse. We doctors, who have had to study our
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|
dangers, have to become accustomed to such things, and I drew back
|
|
towards the door. But the Professor never stopped for a moment; he
|
|
sawed down a couple of feet along one side of the lead coffin, and
|
|
then across, and down the other side. Taking the edge of the loose
|
|
flange, he bent it back towards the foot of the coffin, and holding up
|
|
the candle into the aperture, motioned to me to look.
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I drew near and looked. The coffin was empty.
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|
It was certainly a surprise to me, and gave me a considerable
|
|
shock, but Van Helsing was unmoved. He was now more sure than ever
|
|
of his ground, and so emboldened to proceed in his task. "Are you
|
|
satisfied now, friend John?" he asked.
|
|
|
|
I felt all the dogged argumentativeness of my nature awake within me
|
|
as I answered him:-
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|
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|
"I am satisfied that Lucy's body is not in that coffin; but that
|
|
only proves one thing."
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|
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|
"And what is that, friend John?"
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"That it is not there."
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|
|
|
"That is good logic," he said, "so far as it goes. But how do you-
|
|
how can you- account for it not being there?"
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|
|
|
"Perhaps a body-snatcher," I suggested. "Some of the undertaker's
|
|
people may have stolen it." I felt that I was speaking folly, and
|
|
yet it was the only real cause which I could suggest. The Professor
|
|
sighed. "Ah well!" he said, "we must have more proof. Come with me."
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|
|
|
He put on the coffin-lid again, gathered up all his things and
|
|
placed them in the bag, blew out the light, and placed the candle also
|
|
in the bag. We opened the door, and went out. Behind us he closed
|
|
the door and locked it. He handed me the key, saying: "Will you keep
|
|
it? You had better be assured." I laughed- it was not a very
|
|
cheerful laugh, I am bound to say- as I motioned him to keep it. "A
|
|
key is nothing," I said; "there may be duplicates; and anyhow it is
|
|
not difficult to pick a lock of that kind." He said nothing, but put
|
|
the key in his pocket. Then he told me to watch at one side of the
|
|
churchyard whilst he would watch at the other. I took up my place
|
|
behind a yew-tree, and I saw his dark figure move until the
|
|
intervening headstones and trees hid it from my sight.
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|
|
|
It was a lonely vigil. Just after I had taken my place I heard a
|
|
distant clock strike twelve, and in time came one and two. I was
|
|
chilled and unnerved, and angry with the Professor for taking me on
|
|
such an errand and with myself for coming. I was too cold and too
|
|
sleepy to be keenly observant, and not sleepy enough to betray my
|
|
trust; so altogether I had a dreary, miserable time.
|
|
|
|
Suddenly, as I turned round, I thought I saw something like a
|
|
white streak, moving between two dark yew-trees at the side of the
|
|
churchyard farthest from the tomb; at the same time a dark mass
|
|
moved from the Professor's side of the ground, and hurriedly went
|
|
towards it. Then I too moved; but I had to go round headstones and
|
|
railed-off tombs, and I stumbled over graves. The sky was overcast,
|
|
and somewhere far off an early cock crew. A little way off, beyond a
|
|
line of scattered juniper-trees, which marked the pathway to the
|
|
church, a white, dim figure flitted in the direction of the tomb.
|
|
The tomb itself was hidden by trees, and I could not see where the
|
|
figure disappeared. I heard the rustle of actual movement where I
|
|
had first seen the white figure, and coming over, found the
|
|
Professor holding in his arms a tiny child. When he saw me he held
|
|
it out to me, and said:-
|
|
|
|
"Are you satisfied now?"
|
|
|
|
"No," I said, in a way that I felt was aggressive.
|
|
|
|
"Do you not see the child?"
|
|
|
|
"Yes, it is a child, but who brought it here? And is it wounded?"
|
|
I asked.
|
|
|
|
"We shall see," said the Professor, and with one impulse we took our
|
|
way out of the churchyard, he carrying the sleeping child.
|
|
|
|
When we had got some little distance away, we went into a clump of
|
|
trees, and struck a match, and looked at the child's throat. It was
|
|
without a scratch or scar of any kind.
|
|
|
|
"Was I right?" I asked triumphantly.
|
|
|
|
"We were just in time," said the Professor thankfully.
|
|
|
|
We had now to decide what we were to do with the child, and so
|
|
consulted about it. If we were to take it to a police-station we
|
|
should have to give some account of our movements during the night; at
|
|
least, we should have had to make some statement as to how we had come
|
|
to find the child. So finally we decided that we would take it to
|
|
the Heath, and when we heard a policeman coming, would leave it
|
|
where he could not fail to find it; we would then seek our way home as
|
|
quickly as we could. All fell out well. At the edge of Hampstead Heath
|
|
we heard a policeman's heavy tramp, and laying the child on the
|
|
pathway, we waited and watched until he saw it as he flashed his
|
|
lantern to and fro. We heard his exclamation of astonishment, and then
|
|
we went away silently. By good chance we got a cab near the
|
|
"Spaniards," and drove to town.
|
|
|
|
I cannot sleep, so I make this entry. But I must try to get a few
|
|
hours' sleep, as Van Helsing is to call for me at noon. He insists
|
|
that I shall go with him on another expedition.
|
|
|
|
27 September- It was two o'clock before we found a suitable
|
|
opportunity for our attempt. The funeral held at noon was all
|
|
completed, and the last stragglers of the mourners had taken
|
|
themselves lazily away, when, looking carefully from behind a clump of
|
|
alder-trees, we saw the sexton lock the gate after him. We knew then
|
|
that we were safe till morning did we desire it; but the Professor
|
|
told me that we should not want more than an hour at most. Again I
|
|
felt that horrid sense of the reality of things, in which any effort
|
|
of imagination seemed out of place; and I realised distinctly the
|
|
perils of the law which we were incurring in our unhallowed work.
|
|
Besides, I felt it was all so useless. Outrageous as it was to open
|
|
a leaden coffin, to see if a woman dead nearly a week were really
|
|
dead, it now seemed the height of folly to open the tomb again, when
|
|
we knew, from the evidence of our own eyesight, that the coffin was
|
|
empty. I shrugged my shoulders, however, and rested silent, for Van
|
|
Helsing had a way of going on his own road, no matter who
|
|
remonstrated. He took the key, opened the vault, and again courteously
|
|
motioned me to precede. The place was not so gruesome as last night,
|
|
but oh, how unutterably mean-looking when the sunshine streamed in.
|
|
Van Helsing walked over to Lucy's coffin, and I followed. He bent over
|
|
and again forced back the leaden flange; and then a shock of
|
|
surprise and dismay shot through me.
|
|
|
|
There lay Lucy, seemingly just as we had seen her the night before
|
|
her funeral. She was, if possible, more radiantly beautiful than ever;
|
|
and I could not believe that she was dead. The lips were red, nay
|
|
redder than before; and on the cheeks was a delicate bloom.
|
|
|
|
"Is this a juggle?" I said to him.
|
|
|
|
"Are you convinced now?" said the Professor in response, and as he
|
|
spoke he put over his hand, and in a way that made me shudder,
|
|
pulled back the dead lips and showed the white teeth.
|
|
|
|
"See," he went on, "see, they are even sharper than before. With
|
|
this and this"- and he touched one of the canine teeth and that
|
|
below it- "the little children can be bitten. Are you of belief now,
|
|
friend John?" Once more, argumentative hostility woke within me. I
|
|
could not accept such an overwhelming idea as he suggested; so, with
|
|
an attempt to argue of which I was even at the moment ashamed, I
|
|
said:-
|
|
|
|
"She may have been placed here since last night."
|
|
|
|
"Indeed? That is so, and by whom?"
|
|
|
|
"I do not know. Some one has done it."
|
|
|
|
"And yet she has been dead one week. Most peoples in that time would
|
|
not look so." I had no answer for this, so was silent. Van Helsing did
|
|
not seem to notice my silence; at any rate, he showed neither
|
|
chagrin nor triumph. He was looking intently at the face of the dead
|
|
woman, raising the eyelids and looking at the eyes, and once more
|
|
opening the lips and examining the teeth. Then he turned to me and
|
|
said:-
|
|
|
|
"Here, there is one thing which is different from all recorded; here
|
|
is some dual life that is not as the common. She was bitten by the
|
|
vampire when she was in a trance, sleep-walking- oh, you start; you do
|
|
not know that, friend John, but you shall know it all later- and in
|
|
trance could he best come to take more blood. In trance she died,
|
|
and in trance she is Un-Dead, too. So it is that she differ from all
|
|
other. Usually when the Un-Dead sleep at home"- as he spoke he made
|
|
a comprehensive sweep of his arm to designate what to a vampire was
|
|
"home"- "their face show what they are, but this so sweet that was
|
|
when she not Un-Dead she go back to the nothings of the common dead.
|
|
There is no malign there, see, and so it make hard that I must kill
|
|
her in her sleep." This turned my blood cold, and it began to dawn
|
|
upon me that I was accepting Van Helsing's theories; but if she were
|
|
really dead, what was there of terror in the idea of killing her? He
|
|
looked up at me, and evidently saw the change in my face, for he
|
|
said almost joyously:-
|
|
|
|
"Ah, you believe now?"
|
|
|
|
I answered; "Do not press me too hard all at once. I am willing to
|
|
accept. How will you do this bloody work?"
|
|
|
|
"I shall cut off her head and fill her mouth with garlic, and I
|
|
shall drive a stake through her body." It made me shudder to think
|
|
of so mutilating the body of the woman whom I had loved. And yet the
|
|
feeling was not so strong as I had expected. I was, in fact, beginning
|
|
to shudder at the presence of this being, this Un-Dead, as Van Helsing
|
|
called it, and to loathe it. Is it possible that love is all
|
|
subjective, or all objective?
|
|
|
|
I waited a considerable time for Van Helsing to begin, but he
|
|
stood as if wrapped in thought. Presently he closed the catch of his
|
|
bag with a snap, and said:-
|
|
|
|
"I have been thinking, and have made up my mind as to what is
|
|
best. If I did simply follow my inclining I would do now, at this
|
|
moment, what is to be done; but there are other things to follow,
|
|
and things that are thousand times more difficult in that them we do
|
|
not know. This is simple. She have yet no life taken, though that is
|
|
of time; and to act now would be to take danger from her for ever. But
|
|
then we may have to want Arthur, and how shall we tell him of this? If
|
|
you, who saw the wounds on Lucy's throat, and saw the wounds so
|
|
similar on the child's at the hospital; if you, who saw the coffin
|
|
empty last night and full to-day with a woman who have not change only
|
|
to be more rose and more beautiful in a whole week, after she die-
|
|
if you know of this and know of the white figure last night that
|
|
brought the child to the churchyard, and yet of your own senses you
|
|
did not believe, how, then, can I expect Arthur, who know none of
|
|
those things, to believe? He doubted me when I took him from her
|
|
kiss when she was dying. I know he has forgiven me because in some
|
|
mistaken idea I have done things that prevent him say good-bye as he
|
|
ought; and he may think that in some more mistaken idea this woman was
|
|
buried alive; and that in most mistake of all we have killed her. He
|
|
will then argue back that it is we, mistaken ones, that have killed
|
|
her by our ideas; and so he will be much unhappy always. Yet he
|
|
never can be sure; and that is the worst of all. And he will sometimes
|
|
think that she he loved was buried alive, and that will paint his
|
|
dreams with horrors of what she must have suffered; and again, he will
|
|
think that we may be right, and that his so beloved was, after all, an
|
|
Un-Dead. No! I told him once, and since then I learn much. Now,
|
|
since I know it is all true, a hundred thousand times more do I know
|
|
that he must pass through the bitter waters to reach the sweet. He,
|
|
poor fellow, must have one hour that will make the very face of heaven
|
|
grow black to him; then we can act for good all round and send him
|
|
peace. My mind is made up. Let us go. You return home for to-night
|
|
to your asylum, and see that all be well. As for me, I shall spend the
|
|
night here in this churchyard in my own way. To-morrow night you
|
|
will come to me to the Berkeley Hotel at ten of the clock. I shall
|
|
send for Arthur to come too, and also that so fine young man of
|
|
America that gave his blood. Later we shall all have work to do. I
|
|
come with you so far as Piccadilly and there dine, for I must be
|
|
back here before the sun set."
|
|
|
|
So we locked the tomb and came away, and got over the wall of the
|
|
churchyard, which was not much of a task, and drove back to
|
|
Piccadilly.
|
|
|
|
Note left by Van Helsing in his portmanteau, Berkeley
|
|
|
|
Hotel, directed to John Seward, M.D.
|
|
|
|
(Not delivered.)
|
|
|
|
"27 September.
|
|
|
|
"Friend John,-
|
|
|
|
"I write this in case anything should happen. I go alone to watch in
|
|
that churchyard. It pleases me that the Un-Dead, Miss Lucy, shall
|
|
not leave to-night, that so on the morrow night she may be more eager.
|
|
Therefore I shall fix some things she like not- garlic and a crucifix-
|
|
and so seal up the door of the tomb. She is young as Un-Dead, and will
|
|
heed. Moreover, these are only to prevent her coming out; they may not
|
|
prevail on her wanting to get in; for then the Un-Dead is desperate,
|
|
and must find the line of least resistance, whatsoever it may be. I
|
|
shall be at hand all the night from sunset till after the sunrise, and
|
|
if there be aught that may be learned I shall learn it. For Miss Lucy,
|
|
or from her, I have no fear; but that other to whom is there that
|
|
she is Un-Dead, he have now the power to seek her tomb and find
|
|
shelter. He is cunning, as I know from Mr. Jonathan and from the way
|
|
that all along he have fooled us when he played with us for Miss
|
|
Lucy's life, and we lost; and in many ways the Un-Dead are strong.
|
|
He have always the strength in his hand of twenty men; even we four
|
|
who gave our strength to Miss Lucy it also is all to him. Besides,
|
|
he can summon his wolf and I know not what. So if it be that he come
|
|
thither on this night he shall find me; but none other shall- until it
|
|
be too late. But it may be that he will not attempt the place. There
|
|
is no reason why he should; his hunting ground is more full of game
|
|
than the churchyard where the Un-Dead woman sleep, and one old man
|
|
watch.
|
|
|
|
"Therefore I write this in case... Take the papers that are with
|
|
this, the diaries of Harker and the rest, and read them, and then find
|
|
this great Un-Dead, and cut off his head and burn his heart or drive a
|
|
stake through it, so that the world may rest from him.
|
|
|
|
"If it be so, farewell.
|
|
|
|
"Van Helsing."
|
|
|
|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
|
|
|
|
28 September.- It is wonderful what a good night's sleep will do for
|
|
one. Yesterday I was almost willing to accept Van Helsing's
|
|
monstrous ideas; but now they seem to start out lurid before me as
|
|
outrages on common sense. I have no doubt that he believes it all. I
|
|
wonder if his mind can have become in any way unhinged. Surely there
|
|
must be some rational explanation of all these mysterious things. Is
|
|
it possible that the Professor can have done it himself? He is so
|
|
abnormally clever that if he went off his head he would carry out
|
|
his intent with regard to some fixed idea in a wonderful way. I am
|
|
loath to think it, and indeed it would be almost as great a marvel
|
|
as the other to find that Van Helsing was mad; but anyhow I shall
|
|
watch him carefully. I may get some light on the mystery.
|
|
|
|
29 September, morning... Last night, at a little before ten o'clock,
|
|
Arthur and Quincey came into Van Helsing's room; he told us all that
|
|
he wanted us to do, but especially addressing himself to Arthur, as if
|
|
all our wills were centered in his. He began by saying that he hoped
|
|
we would all come with him too, "for," he said, "there is a grave duty
|
|
to be done there. You were doubtless surprised at my letter?" This
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query was directly addressed to Lord Godalming.
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"I was. It rather upset me for a bit. There has been so much trouble
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around my house of late that I could do without any more. I have
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been curious, too, as to what you mean. Quincey and I talked it
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over; but the more we talked, the more puzzled we got, till now I
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can say for myself that I'm about up a tree as to any meaning about
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anything."
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"Me, too," said Quincey Morris laconically.
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"Oh," said the Professor, "then you are nearer the beginning, both
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of you, than friend John here, who has to go a long way back before he
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can even get so far as to begin."
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It was evident that he recognised my return to my old doubting frame
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of mind without my saying a word. Then, turning to the other two, he
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said with intense gravity:-
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"I want your permission to do what I think good this night. It is, I
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know, much to ask; and when you know what it is I propose to do you
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will know, and only then, how much. Therefore may I ask that you
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promise me in the dark, so that afterwards, though you may be angry
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with me for a time- I must not disguise from myself the possibility
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that such may be- you shall not blame yourselves for anything."
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"That's frank anyhow," broke in Quincey. "I'll answer for the
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Professor. I don't quite see his drift, but I swear he's honest; and
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that's good enough for me."
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"I thank you, sir," said Van Helsing proudly. "I have done myself
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the honour of counting you one trusting friend, and such endorsement
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is dear to me." He held out a hand, which Quincey took.
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Then Arthur spoke out:-
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"Dr. Van Helsing, I don't quite like to 'buy a pig in a poke,' as
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they say in Scotland, and if it be anything in which my honour as a
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gentleman or my faith as a Christian is concerned, I cannot make
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such a promise. If you can assure me that what you intend does not
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violate either of these two, then I give my consent at once; though,
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for the life of me, I cannot understand what you are driving at."
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"I accept your limitation," said Van Helsing, "and all I ask of
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you is that if you feel it necessary to condemn any act of mine, you
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will first consider it well and be satisfied that it does not
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violate your reservations."
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"Agreed!" said Arthur; "that is only fair. And now that the
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pourparlers are over, may I ask what it is we are to do?"
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"I want you to come with me, and to come in secret, to the
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churchyard at Kingstead."
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Arthur's face fell as he said in an amazed sort of way:-
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"Where poor Lucy is buried?" The Professor bowed. Arthur went on:
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"And when there?"
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"To enter the tomb!" Arthur stood up.
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"Professor, are you in earnest; or it is some monstrous joke? Pardon
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me, I see that you are in earnest." He sat down again, but I could see
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that he sat firmly and proudly, as one who is on his dignity. There
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was silence until he asked again:-
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"And when in the tomb?"
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"To open the coffin."
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"This is too much!" he said, angrily rising again. "I am willing
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to be patient in all things that are reasonable; but in this- this
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desecration of the grave- of one who-" He fairly choked with
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indignation. The Professor looked pityingly at him.
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"If I could spare you one pang, my poor friend," he said, "God knows
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I would. But this night our feet must tread in thorny paths; or later,
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and for ever, the feet you love must walk in paths of flame!"
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Arthur looked up with set, white face and said:-
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"Take care, sir, take care!"
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"Would it not be well to hear what I have to say?" said Van Helsing.
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"And then you will at least know the limit of my purpose. Shall I go
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on?"
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"That's fair enough," broke in Morris.
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After a pause Van Helsing went on, evidently with an effort:-
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"Miss Lucy is dead; is it not so? Yes! Then there can be no wrong to
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her. But if she be not dead-"
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Arthur jumped to his feet.
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"Good God!" he cried. "What do you mean? Has there been any mistake;
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has she been buried alive?" He groaned in anguish that not even hope
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could soften.
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"I did not say she was alive, my child; I did not think it. I go
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no further than to say that she might be Un-Dead."
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"Un-Dead! Not alive! What do you mean? Is this all a nightmare, or
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what is it?"
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"There are mysteries which men can only guess at, which age by age
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they may solve only in part. Believe me, we are now on the verge of
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one. But I have not done. May I cut off the head of dead Miss Lucy?"
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"Heavens and earth, no!" cried Arthur in a storm of passion. "Not
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for the wide world will I consent to any mutilation of her dead
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body. Dr. Van Helsing, you try me too far. What have I done to you
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that you should torture me so? What did that poor, sweet girl do
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that you should want to cast such dishonour on her grave? Are you
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mad that speak such things, or am I mad that listen to them? Don't
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dare to think more of such a desecration; I shall not give my
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consent to anything you do. I have a duty to do in protecting her
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grave from outrage; and, by God, I shall do it!"
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Van Helsing rose up from where he had all the time been seated,
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and said, gravely and sternly:-
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"My Lord Godalming, I, too, have a duty to do, a duty to others, a
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duty to you, a duty to the dead; and, by God, I shall do it! All I ask
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you now is that you come with me, that you look and listen; and if
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when later I make the same request you do not be more eager for its
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fulfilment even than I am, then- then I shall do my duty, whatever
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it may seem to me. And then, to follow of your Lordship's wishes, I
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shall hold myself at your disposal to render an account to you, when
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and where you will." His voice broke a little, and he went on with a
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voice full of pity:-
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"But, I beseech you, do not go forth in anger with me. In a long
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life of acts which were often not pleasant to do, and which
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sometimes did wring my heart, I have never had so heavy a task as now.
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Believe me that if the time comes for you to change your mind
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towards me, one look from you will wipe away all this so sad hour, for
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I would do what a man can to save you from sorrow. Just think. For why
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should I give myself so much of labour and so much of sorrow? I have
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come here from my own land to do what I can of good; at the first to
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please my friend John, and then to help a sweet young lady, whom, too,
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I came to love. For her- I am ashamed to say so much, but I say it
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in kindness- I gave what you gave; the blood of my veins; I gave it,
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I, who was not, like you, her lover, but only her physician and her
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friend. I gave to her my nights and days- before death, after death;
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and if my death can do her good even now, when she is the dead
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Un-Dead, she shall have it freely." He said this with a very grave,
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sweet pride, and Arthur was much affected by it. He took the old man's
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hand and said in a broken voice:-
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"Oh, it is hard to think of it, and I cannot understand; but at
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least I shall go with you and wait."
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CHAPTER XVI.
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DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.
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It was just a quarter before twelve o'clock when we got into the
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churchyard over the low wall. The night was dark, with occasional
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gleams of moonlight between the rents of the heavy clouds that scudded
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across the sky. We all kept somehow close together, with Van Helsing
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slightly in front as he led the way. When we had come close to the
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tomb I looked well at Arthur, for I feared that the proximity to a
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|
place laden with so sorrowful a memory would upset him; but he bore
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|
himself well. I took it that the very mystery of the proceeding was in
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|
some way a counteractant to his grief. The Professor unlocked the
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door, and seeing a natural hesitation amongst us for various
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|
reasons, solved the difficulty by entering first himself. The rest
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of us followed, and he closed the door. He then lit a dark lantern and
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pointed to the coffin. Arthur stepped forward hesitatingly; Van
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Helsing said to me:-
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"You were with me here yesterday. Was the body of Miss Lucy in
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that coffin?"
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"It was." The Professor turned to the rest saying:-
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"You hear; and yet there is no one who does not believe with me." He
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took his screwdriver and again took off the lid of the coffin.
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Arthur looked on, very pale but silent; when the lid was removed he
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|
stepped forward. He evidently did not know that there was a leaden
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coffin, or, at any rate, had not thought of it. When he saw the rent
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in the lead, the blood rushed to his face for an instant, but as
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|
quickly fell away again, so that he remained of a ghastly whiteness;
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he was still silent. Van Helsing forced back the leaden flange, and we
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all looked in and recoiled.
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The coffin was empty!
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For several minutes no one spoke a word. The silence was broken by
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Quincey Morris:-
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"Professor, I answered for you. Your word is all I want. I
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|
wouldn't ask such a thing ordinarily- I wouldn't so dishonour you as
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|
to imply a doubt; but this is a mystery that goes beyond any honour or
|
|
dishonour. Is this your doing?"
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"I swear to you by all that I hold sacred that I have not removed
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nor touched her. What happened was this: Two nights ago my friend
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Seward and I came here- with good purpose, believe me. I opened that
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|
coffin, which was then sealed up, and we found it, as now empty. We
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|
then waited, and saw something white come through the trees. The
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|
next day we came here in day-time, and she lay there. Did she not,
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friend John?"
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"Yes."
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"That night we were just in time. One more so small child was
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|
missing, and we find it, thank God, unharmed amongst the graves.
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|
Yesterday I came here before sundown, for at sundown the Un-Dead can
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|
move. I waited here all the night till the sun rose, but I saw
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|
nothing. It was most probable that it was because I had laid over
|
|
the clamps of those doors garlic, which the Un-Dead cannot bear, and
|
|
other things which they shun. Last night there was no exodus, so
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|
to-night before the sundown I took away my garlic and other things.
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|
And so it is we find this coffin empty. But bear with me. So far there
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|
is much that is strange. Wait you with me outside, unseen and unheard,
|
|
and things much stranger are yet to be. So"- here he shut the dark
|
|
slide of his lantern- "now to the outside." He opened the door, and we
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|
filed out, he coming last and locking the door behind him.
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|
Oh! but it seemed fresh and pure in the night air after the terror
|
|
of that vault. How sweet it was to see the clouds race by, and the
|
|
passing gleams of the moonlight between the scudding clouds crossing
|
|
and passing- like the gladness and sorrow of a man's life; how sweet
|
|
it was to breathe the fresh air, that had no taint of death and decay;
|
|
how humanising to see the red lighting of the sky beyond the hill, and
|
|
to hear far away the muffled roar that marks the life of a great city.
|
|
Each in his own way was solemn and overcome. Arthur was silent, and
|
|
was, I could see, striving to grasp the purpose and the inner
|
|
meaning of the mystery. I was myself tolerably patient, and half
|
|
inclined again to throw aside doubt and to accept Van Helsing's
|
|
conclusions. Quincey Morris was phlegmatic in the way of a man who
|
|
accepts all things, and accepts them in the spirit of cool bravery,
|
|
with hazard of all he has to stake. Not being able to smoke, he cut
|
|
himself a good-sized plug of tobacco and began to chew. As to Van
|
|
Helsing, he was employed in a definite way. First he took from his bag
|
|
a mass of what looked like thin, wafer-like biscuit, which was
|
|
carefully rolled up in a white napkin; next he took out a
|
|
double-handful of some whitish stuff, like dough or putty. He crumbled
|
|
the wafer up fine and worked it into the mass between his hands.
|
|
This he then took, and rolling it into thin strips, began to lay
|
|
them into the crevices between the door and its setting in the tomb. I
|
|
was somewhat puzzled at this, and being close, asked him what it was
|
|
that he was doing. Arthur and Quincey drew near also, as they too were
|
|
curious. He answered:-
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|
|
"I am closing the tomb, so that the Un-Dead may not enter."
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|
"And is that stuff you have put there going to do it?" asked
|
|
Quincey. "Great Scott! Is this a game?"
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|
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|
"It is."
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|
|
|
"What is that which you are using?" This time the question was by
|
|
Arthur. Van Helsing reverently lifted his hat as he answered:-
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|
|
|
"The Host. I brought it from Amsterdam. I have an Indulgence." It
|
|
was an answer that appalled the most sceptical of us, and we felt
|
|
individually that in the presence of such earnest purpose as the
|
|
Professor's, a purpose which could thus use the to him most sacred
|
|
of things, it was impossible to distrust. In respectful silence we
|
|
took the places assigned to us close round the tomb, but hidden from
|
|
the sight of any one approaching. I pitied the others, especially
|
|
Arthur. I had myself been apprenticed by my former visits to this
|
|
watching horror; and yet I, who had up to an hour ago repudiated the
|
|
proofs, felt my heart sink within me. Never did tombs look so
|
|
ghastly white; never did cypress, or yew, or juniper so seem the
|
|
embodiment of funeral gloom; never did tree or grass wave or rustle so
|
|
ominously; never did bough creak so mysteriously; and never did the
|
|
far-away howling of dogs send such a woeful presage through the night.
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|
|
|
There was a long spell of silence, a big, aching void, and then from
|
|
the Professor a keen "S-s-s-s!" He pointed; and far down the avenue of
|
|
yews we saw a white figure advance- a dim white figure, which held
|
|
something dark at its breast. The figure stopped, and at the moment
|
|
a ray of moonlight fell upon the masses of driving clouds and showed
|
|
in startling prominence a dark-haired woman, dressed in the
|
|
cerements of the grave. We could not see the face, for it was bent
|
|
down over what we saw to be a fair-haired child. There was a pause and
|
|
a sharp little cry, such as a child gives in sleep, or a dog as it
|
|
lies before the fire and dreams. We were starting forward, but the
|
|
Professor's warning hand, seen by us as he stood behind a yew-tree,
|
|
kept us back; and then as we looked the white figure moved forwards
|
|
again. It was now near enough for us to see clearly, and the moonlight
|
|
still held. My own heart grew cold as ice, and I could hear the gasp
|
|
of Arthur, as we recognised the features of Lucy Westenra. Lucy
|
|
Westenra, but yet how changed. The sweetness was turned to adamantine,
|
|
heartless cruelty, and the purity to voluptuous wantonness. Van
|
|
Helsing stepped out, and, obedient to his gesture, we all advanced
|
|
too; the four of us ranged in a line before the door of the tomb.
|
|
Van Helsing raised his lantern and drew the slide; by the concentrated
|
|
light that fell on Lucy's face we could see that the lips were crimson
|
|
with fresh blood, and that the stream had trickled over her chin and
|
|
stained the purity of her lawn death-robe.
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|
|
|
We shuddered with horror. I could see by the tremulous light that
|
|
even Van Helsing's iron nerve had failed. Arthur was next to me, and
|
|
if I had not seized his arm and held him up, he would have fallen.
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|
|
|
When Lucy- I call the thing that was before us Lucy because it
|
|
bore her shape- saw us she drew back with an angry snarl, such as a
|
|
cat gives when taken unawares; then her eyes ranged over us. Lucy's
|
|
eyes in form and colour; but Lucy's eyes unclean and full of
|
|
hell-fire, instead of the pure, gentle orbs we knew. At that moment
|
|
the remnant of my love passed into hate and loathing; had she then
|
|
to be killed, I could have done it with savage delight. As she looked,
|
|
her eyes blazed with unholy light, and the face became wreathed with a
|
|
voluptuous smile. Oh, God, how it made me shudder to see it! With a
|
|
careless motion, she flung to the ground, callous as a devil, the
|
|
child that up to now she had clutched strenuously to her breast,
|
|
growling over it as a dog growls over a bone. The child gave a sharp
|
|
cry, and lay there moaning. There was a cold-bloodedness in the act
|
|
which wrung a groan from Arthur; when she advanced to him with
|
|
outstreched arms and a wanton smile he fell back and hid his face in
|
|
his hands.
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|
|
|
She still advanced, however, and with a languorous, voluptuous
|
|
grace, said:-
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|
|
|
"Come to me Arthur. Leave these others and come to me. My arms are
|
|
hungry for you. Come, and we can rest together. Come, my husband,
|
|
come!"
|
|
|
|
There was something diabolically sweet in her tones- something of
|
|
the tingling of glass when struck- which rang through the brains
|
|
even of us who heard the words addressed to another. As for Arthur, he
|
|
seemed under a spell; moving his hands from his face, he opened wide
|
|
his arms. She was leaping for them, when Van Helsing sprang forward
|
|
and held between them his little golden crucifix. She recoiled from
|
|
it, and, with a suddenly distorted face, full of rage, dashed past him
|
|
as if to enter the tomb.
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|
|
|
When within a foot or two of the door, however, she stopped as if
|
|
arrested by some irresistible force. Then she turned, and her face was
|
|
shown in the clear burst of moonlight and by the lamp, which had now
|
|
no quiver from Van Helsing's iron nerves. Never did I see such baffled
|
|
malice on a face; and never, I trust, shall such ever be seen again by
|
|
mortal eyes. The beautiful colour became livid, the eyes seemed to
|
|
throw out sparks of hell-fire, the brows were wrinkled as though the
|
|
folds of the flesh were the coils of Medusa's snakes, and the
|
|
lovely, blood-stained mouth grew to an open square, as in the
|
|
passion masks of the Greeks and Japanese. If ever a face meant
|
|
death- if looks could kill- we saw it at that moment.
|
|
|
|
And so for full half a minute, which seemed an eternity, she
|
|
remained between the lifted crucifix and the sacred closing of her
|
|
means of entry: Van Helsing broke the silence by asking Arthur:-
|
|
|
|
"Answer me, oh my friend! Am I to proceed in my work?"
|
|
|
|
Arthur threw himself on his knees, and hid his face in his hands, as
|
|
he answered:-
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|
|
|
"Do as you will, friend; do as you will. There can be no horror like
|
|
this ever any more;" and he groaned in spirit. Quincey and I
|
|
simultaneously moved towards him, and took his arms. We could hear the
|
|
click of the closing lantern as Van Helsing held it down; coming close
|
|
to the tomb, he began to remove from the chinks some of the sacred
|
|
emblem which he had placed there. We all looked on in horrified
|
|
amazement as we saw, when he stood back, the woman, with a corporeal
|
|
body as real at that moment as our own, pass in through the interstice
|
|
where scarce a knife-blade could have gone. We all felt a glad sense
|
|
of relief when we saw the Professor calmly restoring the strings of
|
|
putty to the edges of the door.
|
|
|
|
When this was done, he lifted the child and said:
|
|
|
|
"Come now, my friends; we can do no more till to-morrow. There is
|
|
a funeral at noon, so here we shall all come before long after that.
|
|
The friends of the dead will all be gone by two, and when the sexton
|
|
lock the gate we shall remain. Then there is more to do; but not
|
|
like this of to-night. As for this little one, he is not much harm,
|
|
and by to-morrow night he shall be well. We shall leave him where
|
|
the police will find him, as on the other night; and then to home."
|
|
Coming close to Arthur, he said:-
|
|
|
|
"My friend Arthur, you have had sore trial; but after, when you will
|
|
look back, you will see how it was necessary. You are now in the
|
|
bitter waters, my child. By this time tomorrow you will, please God,
|
|
have passed them, and have drunk of the sweet waters; so do not
|
|
mourn overmuch. Till then I shall not ask you to forgive me."
|
|
|
|
Arthur and Quincey came home with me, and we tried to cheer each
|
|
other on the way. We had left the child in safety, and were tired;
|
|
so we all slept with more or less reality of sleep.
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|
|
|
29 September, night.- A little before twelve o'clock we three-
|
|
Arthur, Quincey Morris, and myself- called for the Professor. It was
|
|
odd to notice that by common consent we had all put on black
|
|
clothes. Of course, Arthur wore black, for he was in deep mourning,
|
|
but the rest of us wore it by instinct. We got to the churchyard by
|
|
half-past one, and strolled about, keeping out of official
|
|
observation, so that when the gravediggers had completed their task
|
|
and the sexton, under the belief that every one had gone, had locked
|
|
the gate, we had the place all to ourselves. Van Helsing, instead of
|
|
his little black bag, had with him a long leather one, something
|
|
like a cricketing bag; it was manifestly of fair weight.
|
|
|
|
When we were alone and had heard the last of the footsteps die out
|
|
up the road, we silently, and as if by ordered intention, followed the
|
|
Professor to the tomb. He unlocked the door, and we entered, closing
|
|
it behind us. Then he took from his bag the lantern, which he lit, and
|
|
also two wax candles, which, when lighted, he stuck, by melting
|
|
their own ends, on other coffins, so that they might give light
|
|
sufficient to work by. When he again lifted the lid off Lucy's
|
|
coffin we all looked- Arthur trembling like an aspen- and saw that the
|
|
body lay there in all its death-beauty. But there was no love in my
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own heart, nothing but loathing for the foul Thing which had taken
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Lucy's shape without her soul. I could see even Arthur's face grow
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hard as he looked. Presently he said to Van Helsing:-
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"Is this really Lucy's body, or only a demon in her shape?"
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"It is her body, and yet not it. But wait a while, and you shall see
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her as she was, and is."
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She seemed like a nightmare of Lucy as she lay there; the pointed
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teeth, the bloodstained, voluptuous mouth- which it made one shudder
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to see- the whole carnal and unspiritual appearance, seeming like a
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devilish mockery of Lucy's sweet purity. Van Helsing, with his usual
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methodicalness, began taking the various contents from his bag and
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placing them ready for use. First he took out a soldering iron and
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some plumbing solder, and then a small oil-lamp, which gave out,
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when lit in a corner of the tomb, gas which burned at fierce heat with
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a blue flame; then his operating knives, which he placed to hand;
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and last a round wooden stake, some two and a half or three inches
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thick and about three feet long. One end of it was hardened by
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charring in the fire, and was sharpened to a fine point. With this
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stake came a heavy hammer, such as in households is used in the
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coal-cellar for breaking the lumps. To me, a doctor's preparations for
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work of any kind are stimulating and bracing, but the effect of
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these things on both Arthur and Quincey was to cause them a sort of
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consternation. They both, however, kept their courage, and remained
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silent and quiet.
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When all was ready, Van Helsing said:-
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"Before we do anything, let me tell you this; it is out of the
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lore and experience of the ancients and of all those who have
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studied the powers of the Un-Dead. When they become such, there
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comes with the change the curse of immortality; they cannot die, but
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must go on age after age adding new victims and multiplying the
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evils of the world; for all that die from the preying of the Un-Dead
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become themselves Un-Dead, and prey on their kind. And so the circle
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goes on ever widening, like as the ripples from a stone thrown in
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the water. Friend Arthur, if you had met that kiss which you know of
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before poor Lucy die; or again, last night when you open your arms
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to her, you would in time, when you had died, have become nosferatu,
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as they call it in Eastern Europe, and would all time make more of
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those Un-Deads that so have fill us with horror. The career of this so
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unhappy dear lady is but just begun. Those children whose blood she
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suck are not as yet so much the worse; but if she live on, Un-Dead,
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more and more they lose their blood and by her power over them they
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come to her; and so she draw their blood with that so wicked mouth.
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But if she die in truth, then all cease; the tiny wounds of the
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throats disappear, and they go back to their plays unknowing ever of
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what has been. But of the most blessed of all, when this now Un-Dead
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be made to rest as true dead, then the soul of the poor lady whom we
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love shall again be free. Instead of working wickedness by night and
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growing more debased in the assimilation of it by day, she shall
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take her place with the other Angels. So that, my friend, it will be a
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blessed hand for her that shall strike the blow that sets her free. To
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this I am willing; but is there none amongst us who has a better
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right? Will it be no joy to think of hereafter in the silence of the
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night when sleep is not: 'It was my hand that sent her to the stars;
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it was the hand of him that loved her best; the hand that of all she
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would herself have chosen, had it been to her to choose?' Tell me if
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there be such a one amongst us?"
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We all looked at Arthur. He saw, too, what we all did, the
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infinite kindness which suggested that his should be the hand which
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would restore Lucy to us as a holy, and not an unholy, memory; he
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stepped forward and said bravely, though his hand trembled, and his
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face was as pale as snow:-
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"My true friend, from the bottom of my broken heart I thank you.
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Tell me what I am to do, and I shall not falter!" Van Helsing laid a
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hand on his shoulder, and said:-
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"Brave lad! A moment's courage, and it is done. This stake must be
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driven through her. It will be a fearful ordeal- be not deceived in
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that- but it will be only a short time, and you will then rejoice more
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than your pain was great; from this grim tomb you will emerge as
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though you tread on air. But you must not falter when once you have
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begun. Only think that we, your true friends, are round you, and
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that we pray for you all the time."
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"Go on," said Arthur hoarsely. "Tell me what I am to do."
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"Take this stake in your left hand, ready to place the point over
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the heart, and the hammer in your right. Then when we begin our prayer
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for the dead- I shall read him, I have here the book, and the others
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shall follow- strike in God's name, that so all may be well with the
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dead that we love and that the Un-Dead pass away."
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Arthur took the stake and the hammer, and when once his mind was set
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on action his hands never trembled nor even quivered. Van Helsing
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opened his missal and began to read, and Quincey and I followed as
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well as we could. Arthur placed the point over the heart, and as I
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looked I could see its dint in the white flesh. Then he struck with
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all his might.
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The Thing in the coffin writhed; and a hideous, blood-curdling
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screech came from the opened red lips. The body shook and quivered and
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twisted in wild contortions; the sharp white teeth champed together
|
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till the lips were cut, and the mouth was smeared with a crimson foam.
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But Arthur never faltered. He looked like a figure of Thor as his
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untrembling arm rose and fell, driving deeper and deeper the
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mercy-bearing stake, whilst the blood from the pierced heart welled
|
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and spurted up around it. His face was set, and high duty seemed to
|
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shine through it; the sight of it gave us courage, so that our
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voices seemed to ring through the little vault.
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And then the writhing and quivering of the body became less, and the
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teeth seemed to champ, and the face to quiver. Finally it lay still.
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The terrible task was over.
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The hammer fell from Arthur's hand. He reeled and would have
|
|
fallen had we not caught him. The great drops of sweat sprang from his
|
|
forehead, and his breath came in broken gasps. It had indeed been an
|
|
awful strain on him; and had he not been forced to his task by more
|
|
than human considerations he could never have gone through with it.
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|
For a few minutes we were so taken up with him that we did not look
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|
towards the coffin. When we did, however, a murmur of startled
|
|
surprise ran from one to the other of us, We gazed so eagerly that
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Arthur rose, for he had been seated on the ground, and came and looked
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|
too; and then a glad, strange light broke over his face and
|
|
dispelled altogether the gloom of horror that lay upon it.
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There, in the coffin lay no longer the foul Thing that we had so
|
|
dreaded and grown to hate that the work of her destruction was yielded
|
|
as a privilege to the one best entitled to it, but Lucy as we had seen
|
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her in her life, with her face of unequalled sweetness and purity.
|
|
True that there were there, as we had seen them in life, the traces of
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care and pain and waste; but these were all dear to us, for they
|
|
marked her truth to what we knew. One and all we felt that the holy
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calm that lay like sunshine over the wasted face and form was only
|
|
an earthly token and symbol of the calm that was to reign forever.
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Van Helsing came and laid his hand on Arthur's shoulder, and said to
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him:-
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"And now, Arthur, my friend, dear lad, am I not forgiven?"
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The reaction of the terrible strain came as he took the old man's
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|
hand in his, and raising it to his lips, pressed it, and said:-
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"Forgiven! God bless you that you have given my dear one her soul
|
|
again, and me peace." He put his hands on the Professor's shoulder,
|
|
and laying his head on his breast, cried for a while silently,
|
|
whilst we stood unmoving. When he raised his head Van Helsing said
|
|
to him:-
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"And now, my child, you may kiss her. Kiss her dead lips if you
|
|
will, as she would have you to, if for her to choose. For she is not a
|
|
grinning devil now- not any more a foul Thing for all eternity. No
|
|
longer she is the devil's Un-Dead. She is God's true dead, whose
|
|
soul is with Him!"
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Arthur bent and kissed her, and then we sent him and Quincey out
|
|
of the tomb; the Professor and I sawed the top off the stake,
|
|
leaving the point of it in the body. Then we cut off the head and
|
|
filled the mouth with garlic. We soldered up the leaden coffin,
|
|
screwed on the coffin-lid, and gathering up our belongings, came away.
|
|
When the Professor locked the door he gave the key to Arthur.
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|
Outside the air was sweet, the sun shone, and the birds sang, and it
|
|
seemed as if all nature were tuned to a different pitch. There was
|
|
gladness and mirth and peace everywhere, for we were at rest ourselves
|
|
on one account, and we were glad, though it was with a tempered joy.
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|
|
Before we moved away Van Helsing said:-
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|
|
"Now, my friends, one step of our work is done, one the most
|
|
harrowing to ourselves. But there remains a greater task: to find
|
|
out the author of all this our sorrow and to stamp him out. I have
|
|
clues which we can follow; but it is a long task, and a difficult, and
|
|
there is danger in it, and pain. Shall you not all help me? We have
|
|
learned to believe, all of us- is it not so? And since so, do we not
|
|
see our duty? Yes! And do we not promise to go on to the better end?"
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|
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|
Each in turn, we took his hand, and the promise was made. Then
|
|
said the Professor as we moved off:-
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|
|
|
"Two nights hence you shall meet with me and dine together at
|
|
seven of the clock with friend John. I shall entreat two others, two
|
|
that you know not as yet; and I shall be ready to all our work show
|
|
and our plans unfold. Friend John, you come with me home, for I have
|
|
much to consult about, and you can help me. To-night I leave for
|
|
Amsterdam, but shall return to-morrow night. And then begins our great
|
|
quest. But first I shall have much to say, so that you may know what
|
|
is to do and to dread. Then our promise shall be made to each other
|
|
anew; for there is a terrible task before us, and once our feet are on
|
|
the ploughshare, we must not draw back."
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|
CHAPTER XVII.
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DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.
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|
When we arrived at the Berkeley Hotel, Van Helsing found a
|
|
telegram waiting for him:-
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|
|
"Am coming up by train. Jonathan at Whitby. Important news.- Mina
|
|
Harker."
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|
|
|
The Professor was delighted. "Ah, that wonderful Madam Mina," he
|
|
said, "pearl among women! She arrive, but I cannot stay. She must go
|
|
to your house, friend John. You must meet her at the station.
|
|
Telegraph her enroute, so that she may be prepared."
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|
|
|
When the wire was despatched he had a cup of tea; over it he told me
|
|
of a diary kept by Jonathan Harker when abroad, and gave me a
|
|
typewritten copy of it, as also of Mrs. Harker's diary at Whitby.
|
|
"Take these," he said, "and study them well. When I have returned
|
|
you will be master of all the facts, and we can then better enter on
|
|
our inquisition. Keep them safe, for there is in them much of
|
|
treasure. You will need all your faith, even you who have had such
|
|
an experience as that of to-day. What is here told," he laid his
|
|
hand heavily and gravely on the packet of papers as he spoke, "may
|
|
be the beginning of the end to you and me and many another; or it
|
|
may sound the knell of the Un-Dead who walk the earth. Read all, I
|
|
pray you, with the open mind; and if you can add in any way to the
|
|
story here told do so, for it is all-important. You have kept diary of
|
|
all these so strange things; is it not so? Yes! Then we shall go
|
|
through all these together when that we meet." He then made ready
|
|
for his departure, and shortly after drove off to Liverpool Street.
|
|
I took my way to Paddington, where I arrived about fifteen minutes
|
|
before the train came in.
|
|
|
|
The crowd melted away, after the bustling fashion common to
|
|
arrival platforms; and I was beginning to feel uneasy, last I might
|
|
miss my guest, when a sweet-faced, dainty-looking girl stepped up to
|
|
me, and, after a quick glance, said: "Dr. Seward, is it not?"
|
|
|
|
"And you are Mrs. Harker!" I answered at once; whereupon she held
|
|
out her hand.
|
|
|
|
"I knew you from the description of poor dear Lucy, but-" She
|
|
stopped suddenly, and a quick blush overspread her face.
|
|
|
|
The blush that rose to my own cheeks somehow set us both at ease,
|
|
for it was a tacit answer to her own. I got her luggage, which
|
|
included a typewriter, and we took the Underground to Fenchurch
|
|
Street, after I had sent a wire to my housekeeper to have a
|
|
sitting-room and bedroom prepared at once for Mrs. Harker.
|
|
|
|
In due time we arrived. She knew, of course, that the place was a
|
|
lunatic asylum, but I could see that she was unable to repress a
|
|
shudder when we entered.
|
|
|
|
She told me that, if she might, she would come presently to my
|
|
study, as she had much to say. So here I am finishing my entry in my
|
|
phonograph diary whilst I await her. As yet I have not had the
|
|
chance of looking at the papers which Van Helsing left with me, though
|
|
they lie open before me. I must get her interested in something, so
|
|
that I may have an opportunity of reading them. She does not know
|
|
how precious time is, or what a task we have in hand. I must be
|
|
careful not to frighten her. Here she is!
|
|
|
|
Mina Harker's Journal.
|
|
|
|
29 September.- After I had tidied myself, I went down to Dr.
|
|
Seward's study. At the door I paused a moment, for I thought I heard
|
|
him talking with some one. As, however, he had pressed me to be quick,
|
|
I knocked at the door, and on his calling out, "Come in," I entered.
|
|
|
|
To my intense surprise, there was no one with him. He was quite
|
|
alone, and on the table opposite him was what I knew at once from
|
|
the description to be a phonograph. I had never seen one, and was much
|
|
interested.
|
|
|
|
"I hope I did not keep you waiting," I said; "but I stayed at the
|
|
door as I heard you talking, and thought there was some one with you."
|
|
|
|
"Oh," he replied with a smile, "I was only entering my diary."
|
|
|
|
"Your diary?" I asked him in surprise.
|
|
|
|
"Yes," he answered. "I keep it in this." As he spoke he laid his
|
|
hand on the phonograph. I felt quite excited over it, and blurted
|
|
out:-
|
|
|
|
"Why, this beats even shorthand! May I hear it say something?"
|
|
|
|
"Certainly," he replied with alacrity, and stood up to put it in
|
|
train for speaking. Then he paused, and a troubled look overspread his
|
|
face.
|
|
|
|
"The fact is," he began awkwardly, "I only keep my diary in it;
|
|
and as it is entirely- almost entirely- about my cases, it may be
|
|
awkward- that is, I mean"- He stopped, and I tried to help him out
|
|
of his embarrassment:-
|
|
|
|
"You helped to attend dear Lucy at the end. Let me hear how she
|
|
died; for all that I know of her, I shall be very grateful. She was
|
|
very, very dear to me."
|
|
|
|
To my surprise, he answered, with a horrorstruck look in his face-
|
|
|
|
"Tell you of her death? Not for the wide world!"
|
|
|
|
"Why not?" I asked, for some grave, terrible feeling was coming over
|
|
me. Again he paused, and I could see that he was trying to invent an
|
|
excuse. At length he stammered out:-
|
|
|
|
"You see, I do not know how to pick out any particular part of the
|
|
diary." Even while he was speaking an idea dawned upon him, and he
|
|
said with unconscious simplicity, in a different voice, and with the
|
|
naivete of a child: "That's quite true, upon my honour. Honest
|
|
Indian!" I could not but smile, at which he grimaced. "I gave myself
|
|
away that time!" he said. "But do you know that, although I have
|
|
kept the diary for months past, it never once struck me how I was
|
|
going to find any particular part of it in case I wanted to look it
|
|
up?" By this time my mind was made up that the diary of a doctor who
|
|
attended Lucy might have something to add to the sum of our
|
|
knowledge of that terrible Being, and I said boldly;-
|
|
|
|
"Then, Dr. Seward, you had better let me copy it out for you on my
|
|
typewriter." He grew to a positively deathly pallor as he said:-
|
|
|
|
"No! no! no! For all the world, I wouldn't let you know that
|
|
terrible story!"
|
|
|
|
Then it was terrible; my intuition was right! For a moment I
|
|
thought, and as my eyes ranged the room, unconsciously looking for
|
|
something or some opportunity to aid me, they lit on the great batch
|
|
of typewriting on the table. His eyes caught the look in mine, and,
|
|
without his thinking, followed their direction. As they saw the parcel
|
|
he realised my meaning.
|
|
|
|
"You do not know me." I said. "When you have read those papers- my
|
|
own diary and my husband's also, which I have typed- you will know
|
|
me better. I have not faltered in giving every thought of my own heart
|
|
in this cause; but, of course, you do not know me- yet; and I must not
|
|
expect you to trust me so far."
|
|
|
|
He is certainly a man of noble nature; poor dear Lucy was right
|
|
about him. He stood up and opened a large drawer, in which were
|
|
arranged in order a number of hollow cylinders of metal covered with
|
|
dark wax, and said:-
|
|
|
|
"You are quite right. I did not trust you because I did not know
|
|
you. But I know you now; and let me say that I should have known you
|
|
long ago. I know that Lucy told you of me; she told me of you too. May
|
|
I make the only atonement in my power? Take the cylinders and hear
|
|
them- the first half-dozen of them are personal to me, and they will
|
|
not horrify you; then you will know me better. Dinner will by then
|
|
be ready. In the meantime I shall read over some of these documents,
|
|
and shall be better able to understand certain things." He carried the
|
|
phonograph himself up to my sitting-room and adjusted it for me. Now I
|
|
shall learn something pleasant, I am sure; for it will tell me the
|
|
other side of a true love episode of which I know one side already...
|
|
|
|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
|
|
|
|
29 September.- I was so absorbed in that wonderful diary of Jonathan
|
|
Harker and that other of his wife that I let the time run on without
|
|
thinking. Mrs. Harker was not down when the maid came to announce
|
|
dinner, so I said: "She is possibly tired; let dinner wait an hour;"
|
|
and I went on with my work. I had just finished Mrs. Harker's diary,
|
|
when she came in. She looked sweetly pretty, but very sad, and her
|
|
eyes were flushed with crying. This somehow moved me much. Of late I
|
|
have had cause for tears, God knows! but the relief of them was denied
|
|
me; and now the sight of those sweet eyes, brightened with recent
|
|
tears, went straight to my heart. So I said as gently as I could:-
|
|
|
|
"I greatly fear I have distressed you."
|
|
|
|
"Oh no, not distressed me," she replied, "but I have been more
|
|
touched than I can say by your grief. That is a wonderful machine, but
|
|
it is cruelly true. It told me, in its very tones, the anguish of your
|
|
heart. It was like a soul crying out to almighty God. No one must hear
|
|
them spoken ever again! See. I have tried to be useful. I have
|
|
copied out the words on my typewriter, and none other need now hear
|
|
your heart beat, as I did."
|
|
|
|
"No one need ever know, shall ever know." I said in a low voice. She
|
|
laid her hand on mine and said very gravely:-
|
|
|
|
"Ah, but they must!"
|
|
|
|
"Must! But why?" I asked.
|
|
|
|
"Because it is a part of the terrible story, a part of poor dear
|
|
Lucy's death and all that led to it; because in the struggle which
|
|
we have before us to rid the earth of this terrible monster we must
|
|
have all the knowledge and all the help which we can get. I think that
|
|
the cylinders which you gave me contained more than you intended me to
|
|
know; but I can see that there are in your record many lights to
|
|
this dark mystery. You will let me help, will you not? I know all up
|
|
to a certain point; and I see already, though your diary only took
|
|
me to 7 September, how poor Lucy was beset, and how her terrible
|
|
doom was being wrought out. Jonathan and I have been working day and
|
|
night since Professor Van Helsing saw us. He is gone to Whitby to
|
|
get more information, and he will be here to-morrow to help us. We
|
|
need have no secrets amongst us; working together and with absolute
|
|
trust, we can surely be stronger than if some of us were in the dark."
|
|
She looked at me so appealingly, and at the same time manifested
|
|
such courage and resolution in her bearing, that I gave in at once
|
|
to her wishes. "You shall," I said, "do as you like in the matter. God
|
|
forgive me if I do wrong! There are terrible things yet to learn of,
|
|
but if you so have so far travelled on the road to poor Lucy's
|
|
death, you will not be content, I know, to remain in the dark. Nay,
|
|
the end- the very end- may give you a gleam of peace. Come, there is
|
|
dinner. We must keep one another strong for what is before us; we have
|
|
a cruel and dreadful task. When you have eaten you shall learn the
|
|
rest, and I shall answer any questions you ask- if there be anything
|
|
which you do not understand, though it was apparent to us who were
|
|
present."
|
|
|
|
Mina Harker's Journal.
|
|
|
|
29 September.- After dinner I came with Dr. Seward to his study.
|
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He brought back the phonograph from my room, and I took my typewriter.
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He placed me in a comfortable chair, and arranged the phonograph so
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that I could touch it without getting up, and showed me how to stop it
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in case I should want to pause. Then he very thoughtfully, took a
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chair, with his back to me, so that I might be as free as possible,
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and began to read. I put the forked metal to my ears and listened.
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When the terrible story of Lucy's death, and- and all that followed,
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was done, I lay back in my chair powerless. Fortunately I am not of
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a fainting disposition. When Dr. Seward saw me he jumped up with a
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horrified exclamation, and hurriedly taking a case-bottle from a
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cupboard, gave me some brandy, which in a few minutes somewhat
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restored me. My brain was all in a whirl, and only that there came
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through all the multitude of horrors, the holy ray of light that my
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dear, dear Lucy was at lest at peace, I do not think I could have
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borne it without making a scene. It is all so wild, and mysterious,
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and strange that if I had not known Jonathan's experience in
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Transylvania I could not have believed. As it was, I didn't know
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what to believe, and so got out of my difficulty by attending to
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something else. I took the cover off my typewriter, and said to Dr.
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Seward:-
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"Let me write this all out now. We must be ready for Dr. Van Helsing
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when he comes. I have sent a telegram to Jonathan to come on here when
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he arrives in London from Whitby. In this matter dates are everything,
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and I think that if we get all our material ready, and have every item
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put in chronological order, we shall have done much. You tell me
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that Lord Godalming and Mr. Morris are coming too. Let us be able to
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tell them when they come." He accordingly set the phonograph at a slow
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pace, and I began to typewrite from the beginning of the seventh
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cylinder. I used manifold, and so took three copies of the diary
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just as I had done with all the rest. It was late when I got
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through, but Dr. Seward went about his work of going his round of
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the patients; when he had finished he came back and sat near me,
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reading, so that I did not feel too lonely whilst I worked. How good
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and thoughtful he is; the world seems full of good men- even if
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there are monsters in it. Before I left him I remembered what Jonathan
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put in his diary of the Professor's perturbation at reading
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something in an evening paper at the station at Exeter; so, seeing
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that Dr. Seward keeps his newspapers, I borrowed the files of "The
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Westminister Gazette" and "The Pall Mall Gazette," and took them to my
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room. I remember how much "The Dailygraph" and "The Whitby Gazette."
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of which I had made cuttings, helped us to understand the terrible
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events at Whitby when Count Dracula landed, so I shall look through
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the evening papers since then, and perhaps I shall get some new light.
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I am not sleepy, and the work will help to keep me quiet.
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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30 September.- Mr. Harker arrived at nine o'clock. He had got his
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wife's wire just before starting. He is uncommonly clever, if one
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can judge from his face, and full of energy. If his journal be true-
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and judging by one's own wonderful experiences, it must be- he is also
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a man of great nerve. That going down to the vault a second time was a
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remarkable piece of daring. After reading his account of it I was
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prepared to meet a good specimen of manhood, but hardly the quiet,
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business-like gentleman who came here to-day.
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Later.- After lunch Harker and his wife went back to their own room,
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and as I passed a while ago I heard the click of the typewriter.
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They are hard at it. Mrs. Harker says that they are knitting
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together in chronological order every scrap of evidence they have.
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Harker has got the letters between the consignee of the boxes at
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Whitby and the carriers in London who took charge of them. He is now
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reading his wife's typescript of my diary. I wonder what they make out
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of it. Here it is...
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Strange that it never struck me that the very next house might be
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the Count's hiding-place! Goodness knows that we had enough clues from
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the conduct of the patient Renfield! The bundle of letters relating to
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the purchase of the house were with the typescript. Oh, if we had only
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had them earlier we might have saved poor Lucy! Stop; that way madness
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|
lies! Harker has gone back, and is again collating his material. He
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says that by dinner-time they will be able to show a whole connected
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|
narrative. He thinks that in the meantime I should see Renfield, as
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hitherto he has been a sort of index to the coming and going of the
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Count. I hardly see this yet, but when I get at the dates I suppose
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I shall. What a good thing that Mrs. Harker put my cylinders into
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type! We never could have found the dates otherwise...
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I found Renfield sitting placidly in his room with his hands folded,
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smiling benignly. At the moment he seemed as sane as any one I ever
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saw. I sat down and talked with him on a lot of subjects, all of which
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|
he treated naturally. He then, of his own accord, spoke of going home,
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|
a subject he has never mentioned to my knowledge during his sojourn
|
|
here. In fact, he spoke quite confidently of getting his discharge
|
|
at once. I believe that had I not had the chat with Harker and read
|
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the letters and the dates of his outbursts, I should have been
|
|
prepared to sign for him after a brief time of observation. As it
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|
is, I am darkly suspicious. All those outbreaks were in some way
|
|
linked with the proximity of the Count. What then does his absolute
|
|
content mean? Can it be that his instinct is satisfied as to the
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vampire's ultimate triumph? Stay; he is himself zoophagous, and in his
|
|
wild ravings outside the chapel door of the deserted house he always
|
|
spoke of "master." This all seems confirmation of our idea. However,
|
|
after a while I came away; my friend is just a little too sane at
|
|
present to make it safe to probe him too deep with questions. He might
|
|
begin to think, and then-! So I came away. I mistrust these quiet
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|
moods of his; so I have given the attendant a hint to look closely
|
|
after him, and to have a strait-waistcoat ready in case of need.
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Jonathan Harker's Journal.
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29 September, in train to London.- When I received Mr.
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|
Billington's courteous message that he would give me any information
|
|
in his power I thought it best to go down to Whitby and make, on the
|
|
spot, such inquiries as I wanted. It was now my object to trace that
|
|
horrid cargo of the Count's to its place in London. Later, we may be
|
|
able to deal with it. Billington junior, a nice lad, met me at the
|
|
station, and brought me to his father's house, where they had
|
|
decided that I must stay the night. They are hospitable, with true
|
|
Yorkshire hospitality: give a guest everything, and leave him free
|
|
to do as he likes. They all knew that I was busy, and that my stay was
|
|
short, and Mr. Billington had ready in his office all the papers
|
|
concerning the consignment of boxes. It gave me almost a turn to see
|
|
again one of the letters which I had seen on the Count's table
|
|
before I knew of his diabolical plans. Everything had been carefully
|
|
thought out, and done systematically and with precision. He seemed
|
|
to have been prepared for every obstacle which might be placed by
|
|
accident in the way of his intentions being carried out. To use an
|
|
Americanism, he had "taken no chances," and the absolute accuracy with
|
|
which his instructions were fulfilled, was simply the logical result
|
|
of his care. I saw the invoice, and took note of it: "Fifty cases of
|
|
common earth, to be used for experimental purposes." Also the copy
|
|
of letter to Carter Paterson, and their reply, of both of these I
|
|
got copies. This was all the information Mr. Billington could give me,
|
|
so I went down to the port and saw the coastguards, the Customs
|
|
officers and the harbour-master. They had all something to say of
|
|
the strange entry of the ship, which is already taking its place in
|
|
local tradition; but no one could add to the simple description.
|
|
"Fifty cases of common earth." I then saw the station-master, who
|
|
kindly put me in communication with the men who had actually
|
|
received the boxes. Their tally was exact with the list, and they
|
|
had nothing to add except that the boxes were "main and mortal heavy,"
|
|
and that shifting them was dry work. One of them added that it was
|
|
hard lines that there wasn't any gentleman "such-like as yourself,
|
|
squire," to show some sort of appreciation of their efforts in a
|
|
liquid form; another put in a rider that the thirst then generated was
|
|
such that even the time which had elapsed had not completely allayed
|
|
it. Needless to add, I took care before leaving to lift, for ever
|
|
and adequately, this source of reproach.
|
|
|
|
30 September.- The station-master was good enough to give me a
|
|
line to his old companion the station-master at King's Cross, so
|
|
that when I arrived there in the morning I was able to ask him about
|
|
the arrival of the boxes. He, too, put me at once in communication
|
|
with the proper officials, and I saw that their tally was correct with
|
|
the original invoice. The opportunities of acquiring an abnormal
|
|
thirst had been here limited; a noble use of them, had, however,
|
|
been made, and again I was compelled to deal with the result in an
|
|
ex post facto manner.
|
|
|
|
From thence I went on to Carter Patterson's central office, where
|
|
I met with the utmost courtesy. They looked up the transaction in
|
|
their day-book and letter-book, and at once telephoned to their King's
|
|
Cross office for more details. By good fortune, the men who did the
|
|
teaming were waiting for work, and the official at once sent them
|
|
over, sending also by one of them the way-bill and all the papers
|
|
connected with the delivery of the boxes at Carfax. Here again I found
|
|
the tally agreeing exactly; the carriers' men were able to
|
|
supplement the paucity of the written words with a few details. These,
|
|
were I shortly found, connected almost solely with the dusty nature of
|
|
the job, and of the consequent thirst engendered in the operators.
|
|
On my affording an opportunity, through the medium of the currency
|
|
of the realm, of the allaying, at a later period, this beneficial
|
|
evil, one of the men remarked:-
|
|
|
|
"That 'ere 'ouse, guv'nor, is the rummiest I ever was in. Blyme! but
|
|
it ain't been touched sence a hundred years. There was dust that thick
|
|
in the place that you might have slep' on it without 'urtin' of yer
|
|
bones; an' the place was that neglected that yer might 'ave smelled
|
|
ole Jerusalem in it. But the ole chappel- that took the cike, that
|
|
did! Me and my mate, we thort we wouldn't never git out quick
|
|
enough. Lor, I wouldn't take less nor a quid a moment to stay there
|
|
arter dark."
|
|
|
|
Having been in the house, I could well believe him; but if he knew
|
|
what I know, he would, I think, have raised his terms.
|
|
|
|
Of one thing I am now satisfied: that all the boxes which arrived at
|
|
Whitby from Varna in the Demeter were safely deposited in the old
|
|
chapel of Carfax. There should be fifty of them there, unless any have
|
|
since been removed- as from Dr. Seward's diary I fear.
|
|
|
|
I shall try to see the carter who took away the boxes from Carfax
|
|
when Renfield attacked them. By following up this clue we may learn
|
|
a good deal.
|
|
|
|
Later.- Mina and I have worked all day, and we have put all the
|
|
papers into order.
|
|
|
|
Mina Harker's Journal.
|
|
|
|
30 September,- I am so glad that I hardly know how to contain
|
|
myself. It is, I suppose, the reaction from the haunting fear which
|
|
I have had: that this terrible affair and the reopening of his old
|
|
wound might act detrimentally on Jonathan. I saw him leave for
|
|
Whitby with as brave a face as I could, but I was sick with
|
|
apprehension. The effort has, however, done him good. He was never
|
|
so resolute, never so strong, never so full of volcanic energy, as
|
|
at present. It is just as that dear, this good Professor Van Helsing
|
|
said: he is true grit, and he improves under strain that would kill
|
|
a weaker nature. He came back full of life and hope and determination;
|
|
we have got everything in order for to-night. I feel myself quite wild
|
|
with excitement. I suppose one ought to pity any thing so hunted as is
|
|
the Count. That is just it: this Thing is not human- not even beast.
|
|
To read Dr. Seward's account of poor Lucy's death, and what
|
|
followed, is enough to dry up the springs of pity in one's heart.
|
|
|
|
Later.- Lord Godalming and Mr. Morris arrived earlier than we
|
|
expected. Dr. Seward was out on business, and had taken Jonathan
|
|
with him, so I had to see them. It was to me a painful meeting, for it
|
|
brought back All poor dear Lucy's hopes of only a few months ago. Of
|
|
course they had heard Lucy speak to me, and it seemed that Dr. Van
|
|
Helsing, too, has been quite "blowing my trumpet," as Mr. Morris
|
|
expressed it. Poor fellows, neither of them is aware that I know all
|
|
about the proposals they made to Lucy. They did not quite know what to
|
|
say or do, as they were ignorant of the amount of my knowledge; so
|
|
they had to keep on neutral subjects. However, I thought the matter
|
|
over, and came to the conclusion that the best thing I could do
|
|
would be to post them in affairs right up to date. I knew from Dr.
|
|
Seward's diary that they had been at Lucy's death- her real death- and
|
|
that I need not fear to betray any secret before the time. So I told
|
|
them, as well as I could, that I had read all the papers and
|
|
diaries, and that my husband and I, having typewritten them, had
|
|
just finished putting them in order. I gave them each a copy to read
|
|
in the library. When Lord Godalming got his and turned it over- it
|
|
does make a pretty good pile- he said:-
|
|
|
|
"Did you write all this, Mrs. Harker?"
|
|
|
|
I nodded, and he went on:-
|
|
|
|
"I don't quite see the drift of it; but you people are all so good
|
|
and kind, and have been working so earnestly and so energetically,
|
|
that all I can do is to accept your ideas blindfold and try to help
|
|
you. I have had one lesson already in accepting facts that should make
|
|
a man humble to the last hour of his life. Besides, I know you loved
|
|
my poor Lucy-" Here he turned away and covered his face with his
|
|
hands. I could hear the tears in his voice. Mr. Morris, with
|
|
instinctive delicacy just laid a hand for a moment on his shoulder,
|
|
and then walked quietly out of the room. I suppose there is
|
|
something in woman's nature that makes a man free to break down before
|
|
her and express his feelings on the tender or emotional side without
|
|
feeling it derogatory to his manhood; for when Lord Godalming found
|
|
himself alone with me he sat down on the sofa and gave way utterly and
|
|
openly. I sat down beside him and took his hand. I hope he didn't
|
|
think it forward of me, and that if he ever thinks of it afterwards he
|
|
never will have such a thought. There I wrong him; I know he never
|
|
will- he is too true a gentleman. I said to him, for I could see
|
|
that his heart was breaking:-
|
|
|
|
"I loved dear Lucy, and I know what she was to you, and what you
|
|
were to her. She and I were like sisters; and now she is gone, will
|
|
you not let me be like a sister to you in your trouble? I know what
|
|
sorrows you have had, though I cannot measure the depth of them. If
|
|
sympathy and pity can help in your affliction, won't you let me be
|
|
of some little service- for Lucy's sake?"
|
|
|
|
In an instant the poor dear fellow was overwhelmed with grief. It
|
|
seemed to me that all that he had of late been suffering in silence
|
|
found a vent at once. He grew quite hysterical, and raising his open
|
|
hands, beat his palms together in a perfect agony of grief. He stood
|
|
up and then sat down again, and the tears rained down his cheeks. I
|
|
felt an infinite pity for him, and opened my arms unthinkingly. With a
|
|
sob he laid his head on my shoulder, and cried like a wearied child,
|
|
whilst he shook with emotion.
|
|
|
|
We women have something of the mother in us that makes us rise above
|
|
smaller matters when the mother-spirit is invoked; I felt this big,
|
|
sorrowing man's head resting on me, as though it were that of the baby
|
|
that some day may he on my bosom, and I stroked his hair as though
|
|
he were my own child. I never thought at the time how strange it all
|
|
was.
|
|
|
|
After a little bit his sobs ceased, and he raised himself with an
|
|
apology, though he made no disguise of his emotion. He told me that
|
|
for days and nights past- weary days and sleepless nights- he had been
|
|
unable to speak with any one, as a man must speak in his time of
|
|
sorrow. There was no woman whose sympathy could be given to him, or
|
|
with whom, owing to the terrible circumstance with which his sorrow
|
|
was surrounded, he could speak freely. "I know now how I suffered," he
|
|
said, as he dried his eyes, "but I do not know even yet- and none
|
|
other can ever know- how much your sweet sympathy has been to me
|
|
to-day. I shall know better in time; and believe me that, though I
|
|
am not ungrateful now, my gratitude will grow with my understanding.
|
|
You will let me be like a brother, will you not, for all our lives-
|
|
for dear Lucy's sake?"
|
|
|
|
"For dear Lucy's sake," I said as we clasped hands. "Ay, and for
|
|
your own sake," he added, "for if a man's esteem and gratitude are
|
|
ever worth the winning, you have won mine to-day. If ever the future
|
|
should bring to you a time when you need a man's help, believe me, you
|
|
will not call in vain. God grant that no such time may ever come to
|
|
you to break the sunshine of your life; but if it should ever come,
|
|
promise me that you will let me know." He was so earnest, and his
|
|
sorrow was so fresh, that I felt it would comfort him, so I said:-
|
|
|
|
"I promise."
|
|
|
|
As I came along the corridor I saw Mr. Morris looking out of a
|
|
window. He turned as he heard my footsteps. "How is Art?" he said.
|
|
Then noticing my red eyes, he went on; "Ah, I see you have been
|
|
comforting him. Poor old fellow! he needs it. No one but a woman can
|
|
help a man when he is in trouble of the heart; and he had no one to
|
|
comfort him."
|
|
|
|
He bore his own trouble so bravely that my heart bled for him. I saw
|
|
the manuscript in his hand, and I knew that when he read it he would
|
|
realise how much I knew; so I said to him:-
|
|
|
|
"I wish I could comfort all who suffer from the heart. Will you
|
|
let me be your friend, and will you come to me for comfort if you need
|
|
it? You will know, later on, why I speak." He saw that I was in
|
|
earnest, and stooping, took my hand, and raising it to his lips,
|
|
kissed it. It seemed but poor comfort to so brave and unselfish a
|
|
soul, and impulsively I bent over and kissed him. The tears rose in
|
|
his eyes, and there was a momentary choking in his throat; he said
|
|
quite calmly:-
|
|
|
|
"Little girl, you will never regret that true-hearted kindness, so
|
|
long as ever you live!" Then he went into the study to his friend.
|
|
|
|
"Little girl!"- the very words he had used to Lucy, and oh, but he
|
|
proved himself a friend!
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER XVIII.
|
|
|
|
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.
|
|
|
|
30 September.- I got home at five o'clock, and found that
|
|
Godalming and Morris had not only arrived, but had already studied the
|
|
transcript of the various diaries and letters which Harker and his
|
|
wonderful wife had made and arranged. Harker had not yet returned from
|
|
his visit to the carriers' men, of whom Dr. Hennessey had written to
|
|
me. Mrs. Harker gave us a cup of tea, and I can honestly say that, for
|
|
the first time since I have lived in it, this old house seemed like
|
|
home. When we had finished, Mrs. Harker said:-
|
|
|
|
"Dr. Seward, may I ask a favour? I want to see your patient, Mr.
|
|
Renfield. Do let me see him. What you have said of him in your diary
|
|
interests me so much!" She looked so appealing and so pretty that I
|
|
could not refuse her, and there was no possible reason why I should;
|
|
so I took her with me. When I went into the room, I told the man
|
|
that a lady would like to see him; to which he simply answered: "Why?"
|
|
|
|
"She is going through the house, and wants to see every one in
|
|
it," I answered. "Oh, very well," he said; "let her come in, by all
|
|
means; but just wait a minute till I tidy up the place." His method of
|
|
tidying was peculiar: he simply swallowed all the flies and spiders in
|
|
the boxes before I could stop him. It was quite evident that he
|
|
feared, or was jealous of, some interference. When he had got
|
|
through his disgusting task, he said cheerfully: "Let the lady come
|
|
in," and sat down on the edge of his bed with his head down, but
|
|
with his eyelids raised so that he could see her as she entered. For a
|
|
moment I thought that he might have some homicidal intent; I
|
|
remembered how quiet he had been just before he attacked me in my
|
|
own study, and I took care to stand where I could seize him at once if
|
|
he attempted to make a spring at her. She came into the room with an
|
|
easy gracefulness which would at once command the respect of any
|
|
lunatic- for easiness is one of the qualities mad people most respect.
|
|
She walked over to him, smiling pleasantly, and held out her hand.
|
|
|
|
"Good-evening, Mr. Renfield," said she. "You see, I know you, for
|
|
Dr. Seward has told me of you." He made no immediate reply, but eyed
|
|
her all over intently with a set frown on his face. This look gave way
|
|
to one of wonder, which merged in doubt; then, to my intense
|
|
astonishment, he said:-
|
|
|
|
"You're not the girl the doctor wanted to marry, are you? You
|
|
can't be, you know, for she's dead." Mrs. Harker smiled sweetly as she
|
|
replied:-
|
|
|
|
"Oh no! I have a husband of my own, to whom I was married before I
|
|
ever saw Dr. Seward, or he me. I am Mrs. Harker."
|
|
|
|
"Then what are you doing here?"
|
|
|
|
"My husband and I are staying on a visit with Dr. Seward."
|
|
|
|
"Then don't stay."
|
|
|
|
"But why not?" I thought that this style of conversation might
|
|
not be pleasant to Mrs. Harker, any more than it was to me, so I
|
|
joined in:-
|
|
|
|
"How did you know I wanted to marry any one?" His reply was simply
|
|
contemptuous, given in a pause in which he turned his eyes from Mrs.
|
|
Harker to me, instantly turning them back again:-
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"What an asinine question!"
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"I don't see that at all, Mr. Renfield," said Mrs. Harker, at once
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championing me. He replied to her with as much courtesy and respect as
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he had shown contempt to me:-
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"You will, of course, understand, Mrs. Harker, that when a man is so
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loved and honoured as our host is, everything regarding him is of
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interest in our little community. Dr. Seward is loved not only by
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his household and his friends, but even by his patients, who, being
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some of them hardly in mental equilibrium, are apt to distort causes
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and effects. Since I myself have been an inmate of a lunatic asylum, I
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cannot but notice that the sophistic tendencies of some of its inmates
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lean towards the errors of non causa and ignoratio elenchi." I
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positively opened my eyes at this new development. Here was my own pet
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lunatic- the most pronounced of his type that I had ever met with-
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talking elemental philosophy, and with the manner of a polished
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gentleman. I wonder if it was Mrs. Harker's presence which had touched
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some chord in his memory. If this new phase was spontaneous, or in any
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way due to her unconscious influence, she must have some rare gift
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or power.
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We continued to talk for some time; and, seeing that he was
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seemingly quite reasonable, she ventured, looking at me
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questioningly as she began, to lead him to his favourite topic. I
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was again astonished, for he addressed himself to the question with
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the impartiality of the completest sanity: he even took himself as
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an example when he mentioned certain things.
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"Why, I myself am an instance of a man who had a strange belief.
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Indeed, it was no wonder that my friends were alarmed, and insisted on
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my being put under control. I used to fancy that life was a positive
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and perpetual entity and that by consuming a multitude of live things,
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no matter how low in the scale of creation, one might indefinitely
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prolong life. At times I held the belief so strongly that I actually
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tried to take human life. The doctor here will bear me out that on one
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occasion I tried to kill him for the purpose of strengthening my vital
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powers by the assimilation with my own body of his life through the
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medium of his blood-relying, of course, upon the Scriptual phrase.
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'For the blood is the life.' Though, indeed, the vendor of a certain
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nostrum has vulgarised the truism to the very point of contempt. Isn't
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that true, doctor?" I nodded assent, for I was so amazed that I hardly
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knew what to either think or say; it was hard to imagine that I had
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seen him eat up his spiders and flies not five minutes before. Looking
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at my watch, I saw that I should go to the station to meet Van
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Helsing, so I told Mrs. Harker that it was time to leave. She came
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at once, after saying pleasantly to Mr. Renfield: "Good-bye, and I
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hope I may see you often, under auspices pleasanter to yourself," to
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which, to my astonishment, he replied:-
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"Good-bye, my dear. I pray God I may never see your sweet face
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again. May He bless and keep you!"
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When I went to the station to meet Van Helsing I left the boys
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behind me. Poor Art seemed more cheerful than he has been since Lucy
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first took ill, and Quincey is more like his own bright self than he
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has been for many a long day.
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Van Helsing stepped from the carriage with the eager nimbleness of a
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boy. He saw me at once, and rushed up to me, saying:-
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"Ah, friend John, how goes all? Well? So! I have been busy, for I
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come here to stay if need be. All affairs are settled with me, and I
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have much to tell. Madame Mina is with you? Yes. And her so fine
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husband? And Arthur and my friend Quincey, they are with you, too?
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Good!"
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As I drove to the house I told him of what had passed, and of how my
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own diary had come to be of some use through Mrs. Harker's suggestion;
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at which the Professor interrupted me:-
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"Ah, that wonderful Madam Mina! She has man's brain- a brain that
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a man should have were he much gifted- and woman's heart. The good God
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fashioned her for a purpose, believe me, when He made that so good
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combination. Friend John, up to now fortune has made that woman of
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help to us; after to-night she must not have to do with this
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terrible affair. It is not good that she run a risk so great. We men
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are determined- nay, are we not pledged?- to destroy this monster; but
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it is no part for a woman. Even if she be not harmed, her heart may
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fail her in so much and so many horrors; and hereafter she may suffer-
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both in waking, from her nerves, and in sleep, from her dreams. And,
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besides, she is young woman and not so long married; there may be
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other things to think of some time, if not now. You tell me she has
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wrote all, then she must consult with us; but to-morrow she say
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good-bye to this work, and we go alone." I agreed heartily with him,
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and then I told him what we had found in his absence: that the house
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which Dracula had bought was the very next one to my own. He was
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amazed, and a great concern seemed to come on him. "Oh that we had
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known it before!" he said, "for then we might have reached him in time
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to save poor Lucy. However, 'the milk that is spilt cries not out
|
|
afterwards,' as you say. We shall not think of that, but go on our way
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to the end." Then he fell into a silence that lasted till we entered
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my own gateway. Before we went to prepare for dinner he said to Mrs.
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Harker:-
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"I am told, Madam Mina, by my friend John that you and your
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husband have put up in exact order all things that have been, up to
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this moment."
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"Not up to this moment, Professor," she said impulsively, "but up to
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this morning."
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"But why not up to now? We have seen hitherto how good light all the
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little things have made. We have told our secrets, and yet no one
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who has told is the worse for it."
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Mrs. Harker began to blush, and taking a paper from her pockets, she
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said:-
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"Dr. Van Helsing, will you read this, and tell me if it must go
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in. It is my record of to-day. I too have seen the need of putting
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down at present everything, however trivial; but there is little in
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this except what is personal. Must it go in?" The Professor read it
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over gravely, and handed it back, saying:-
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"It need not go in if you do not wish it; but I pray that it may. It
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can but make your husband love you the more, and all us, your friends,
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more honour you- as well as more esteem and love." She took it back
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with another blush and a bright smile.
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And so now, up to this very hour, all the records we have are
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complete and in order. The Professor took away one copy to study after
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dinner, and before our meeting, which is fixed for nine o'clock. The
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rest of us have already read everything; so when we meet in the
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study we shall all be informed as to facts, and can arrange our plan
|
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of battle with this terrible and mysterious enemy.
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Mina Harker's Journal.
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30 September.- When we met in Dr. Seward's study two hours after
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dinner, which had been at six o'clock, we unconsciously formed a
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sort of board or committee. Professor Van Helsing took the head of the
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table, to which Dr. Seward motioned him as he came into the room. He
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made me sit next to him on his right, and asked me to act as
|
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secretary; Jonathan sat next to me. Opposite us were Lord Godalming,
|
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Dr. Seward, and Mr. Morris- Lord Godalming being next the Professor,
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and Dr. Seward in the centre. The Professor said:-
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"I may, I suppose, take it that we are all acquainted with the facts
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that are in these papers." We all expressed assent, and he went on:-
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"Then it were, I think good that I tell you something of the kind of
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enemy with which we have to deal. I shall then make it known to you
|
|
something of the history of this man, which has been ascertained for
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me. So we then can discuss how we shall act, and can take our
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measure according.
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"There are such beings as vampires; some of us have evidence that
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they exist. Even had we not the proof of our own unhappy experience,
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|
the teachings and the records of the past give proof enough for sane
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|
peoples. I admit that at the first I was sceptic. Were it not that
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|
through long years I have train myself to keep an open mind, I could
|
|
not have believe until such time as that fact thunder on my ear. 'See!
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|
see! I prove; I prove,' Alas! Had I known at the first what now I
|
|
know- nay, had I even guess at him- one so precious life had been
|
|
spared to many of us who did love her. But that is gone; and we must
|
|
so work, that other poor souls perish not, whilst we can save. The
|
|
nosferatu do not die like the bee when he sting once. He is only
|
|
stronger; and being stronger, have yet more power to work evil. This
|
|
vampire which is amongst us is of himself so strong in person as
|
|
twenty men; he is of cunning more than mortal, for his cunning be
|
|
the growth of ages; he have still the aids of necromancy, which is, as
|
|
his etymology imply, the divination by the dead, and all the dead that
|
|
he can come nigh to are for him at command; he is brute, and more than
|
|
brute; he is devil in callous, and the heart of him is not; he can,
|
|
within limitations, appear at will when, and where, and ill any of the
|
|
forms that are to him; he can, within his range, direct the
|
|
elements; the storm, the fog, the thunder; he can command all the
|
|
meaner things: the rat, and the owl, and the bat- the moth, and the
|
|
fox, and the wolf, he can grow and become small; and he can at times
|
|
vanish and come unknown. How then are we to begin our strife to
|
|
destroy him? How shall we find his where, and having found it, how can
|
|
we destroy? My friends, this is much; it is a terrible task that we
|
|
undertake, and there may be consequence to make the brave shudder. For
|
|
if we fail in this our fight he must surely win; and then where end
|
|
we? Life is nothings; I heed him not. But to fail here, is not mere
|
|
life or death. It is that we become as him; that we henceforward
|
|
become foul things of the night like him- without heart or conscience,
|
|
preying on the bodies and the souls of those we love best. To us for
|
|
ever are the gates of heaven shut: for who shall open them to us
|
|
again? We go on for all time abhorred by all; a blot on the face of
|
|
God's sunshine; an arrow in the side of Him who died for man. But we
|
|
are face to face with duty; and in such case must we shrink? For me, I
|
|
say, no; but then I am old, and life, with his sunshine, his fair
|
|
places, his song of birds, his music and his love, lie far behind. You
|
|
others are young. Some have seen sorrow; but there are fair days yet
|
|
in store. What say you?"
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|
|
|
Whilst he was speaking Jonathan had taken my hand. I feared, oh so
|
|
much, that the appalling nature of our danger was overcoming him
|
|
when I saw his hand stretch out; but it was life to me to feel its
|
|
touch- so strong, so self-reliant, so resolute. A brave man's hand can
|
|
speak for itself, it does not even need a woman's love to hear its
|
|
music.
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|
|
|
When the Professor had done speaking my husband looked in my eyes,
|
|
and I in his; there was no need for speaking between us.
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|
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|
"I answer for Mina and myself," he said.
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|
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|
"Count me in, Professor," said Mr. Quincey Morris, laconically as
|
|
usual.
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|
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|
"I am with you," said Lord Godalming, "for Lucy's sake, if for no
|
|
other reason."
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|
|
|
Dr. Dr. Seward simply nodded. The Professor stood up and, after
|
|
laying his golden crucifix on the table, held out his hand on either
|
|
side. I took his right hand, and Lord Godalming his left; Jonathan
|
|
held my right with his left and stretched across to Mr. Morris. So
|
|
as we all took hands our solemn compact was made. I felt my heart
|
|
icy cold, but it did not even occur to me to draw back. We resumed our
|
|
places, and Dr. Van Helsing went on with a sort of cheerfulness
|
|
which showed that the serious work had begun. It was to be taken as
|
|
gravely, and in as businesslike a way, as any other transaction of
|
|
life:-
|
|
|
|
"Well, you know what we have to contend against; but we, too, are
|
|
not without strength. We have on our side power of combination- a
|
|
power denied to the vampire kind; we have sources of science; we are
|
|
free to act and think; and the hours of the day and the night are ours
|
|
equally. In fact, so far as our powers extend, they are unfettered,
|
|
and we are free to use them. We have self-devotion in a cause, and
|
|
an end to achieve which is not a selfish one. These things are much.
|
|
|
|
"Now let us see how far the general powers arrayed against us are
|
|
restrict, and how the individual cannot. In fine, let us consider
|
|
the limitations of the vampire in general, and of this one in
|
|
particular.
|
|
|
|
"All we have to go upon are traditions and superstitions. These do
|
|
not at the first appear much, when the matter is one of life and
|
|
death- nay of more than either life or death. Yet must we be
|
|
satisfied; in the first place because we have to be- no other means is
|
|
at our control- and secondly, because, after all, these things-
|
|
tradition and superstition- are everything. Does not the belief in
|
|
vampires rest for others- though not, alas! for us- on them? A year
|
|
ago which of us would have received such a possibility, in the midst
|
|
of our scientific, sceptical, matter-of-fact nineteenth century? We
|
|
even scouted a belief that we saw justified under our very eyes.
|
|
Take it, then, that the vampire, and the belief in his limitations and
|
|
his cure, rest for the moment on the same base. For, let me tell
|
|
you, he is known everywhere that men have been. In old Greece, in
|
|
old Rome; he nourish in Germany all over, in France, in India, even in
|
|
the Chersonese; and in China, so far from us in all ways, there even
|
|
is he, and the peoples fear him at this day. He have follow the wake
|
|
of the berserker Icelander, the devil-begotten Hun, the Slav, the
|
|
Saxon, the Magyar. So far, then, we have all we may act upon; and
|
|
let me tell you that very much of the beliefs are justified by what we
|
|
have seen in our own so unhappy experience. The vampire live on, and
|
|
cannot die by mere passing of the time; he can flourish when that he
|
|
can fatten on the blood of the living. Even more, we have seen amongst
|
|
us that he can even grow younger; that his vital faculties grow
|
|
strenuous, and seem as though they refresh themselves when his special
|
|
pabulum is plenty. But he cannot flourish without this diet; he eat
|
|
not as others. Even friend Jonathan, who lived with him for weeks, did
|
|
never see him to eat, never! He throws no shadow; he make in the
|
|
mirror no reflect, as again Jonathan observe. He has the strength of
|
|
many of his hand- witness again Jonathan when he shut the door against
|
|
the wolfs, and when he help him from the diligence too. He can
|
|
transform himself to wolf, as we gather from the ship arrival in
|
|
Whitby, when he tear open the dog; he can be as bat, as Madam Mina saw
|
|
him on the window at Whitby, and as friend John saw him fly from
|
|
this so near house, and as my friend Quincey saw him at the window
|
|
of Miss Lucy. He can come in mist which he create- that noble ship's
|
|
captain proved him of this; but, from what we know, the distance he
|
|
can make this mist is limited, and it can only be round himself. He
|
|
come on moonlight rays as elemental dust- as again Jonathan saw
|
|
those sisters in the castle of Dracula. He become so small- we
|
|
ourselves saw Miss Lucy, ere she was at peace, slip through a
|
|
hairbreadth space at the tomb door. He can, when once he find his way,
|
|
come out from anything or into anything, no matter how close it be
|
|
bound or even fused up with fire-solder you call it. He can see in the
|
|
dark- no small power this, in a world which is one half shut from
|
|
the light. Ah, but hear me through. He can do all these things, yet he
|
|
is not free. Nay; he is even more prisoner than the slave of the
|
|
galley, than the madman in his cell. He cannot go where he lists; he
|
|
who is not of nature has yet to obey some of nature's laws- why we
|
|
know not. He may not enter anywhere at the first, unless there be some
|
|
one of the household who bid him to come; though afterwards he can
|
|
come as he please. His power ceases, as does that of all evil
|
|
things, at the coming of the day. Only at certain times can he have
|
|
limited freedom. If Ire be not at the place whither he is bound, he
|
|
can only change himself at noon or at exact sunrise or sunset. These
|
|
things are we told, and in this record of ours we have proof by
|
|
inference. Thus, whereas he can do as he will within his limit, when
|
|
he have his earth-home, his coffin-home, his hell-home, the place
|
|
unhallowed, as we saw when he went to the grave of the suicide at
|
|
Whitby; still at other time he can only change when the time come.
|
|
It is said, too, that he can only pass running water at the slack or
|
|
the flood of the tide. Then there are things which so afflict him that
|
|
he has no power, as the garlic that we know of, and as for things
|
|
scared, as this symbol, my crucifix, that was amongst us even now when
|
|
we resolve, to them he is nothing, but in their presence he take his
|
|
place far off and silent with respect. There are others, too, which
|
|
I shall tell you of, lest in our seeking we may need them. The
|
|
branch of wild rose on his coffin keep him that he move not from it; a
|
|
sacred bullet fired into the coffin kill him so that he be true
|
|
dead; and as for the stake through him, we know already of its
|
|
peace; or the cut-off head that giveth rest. We have seen it with
|
|
our eyes.
|
|
|
|
"Thus when we find the habitation of this man-that-was, we can
|
|
confine him to his coffin and destroy him, if we obey what we know.
|
|
But he is clever. I have asked my friend Arminius, of Buda-Pesth
|
|
University, to make his record; and, from all the means that are, he
|
|
tell me of what he has seen. He must, indeed, have been that Voivode
|
|
Dracula who won his name against the Turk, over the great river on the
|
|
very frontier of Turkey-land. If it be so, then was he no common
|
|
man; for in that time, and for centuries after, he was spoken of as
|
|
the cleverest and the most cunning, as well as the bravest of the sons
|
|
of the 'land beyond the forest.' That mighty brain and that iron
|
|
resolution went with him to his grave, and are even now arrayed
|
|
against us. The Draculas were, says Arminius, a great and noble
|
|
race, though now and again were scions who were held by their
|
|
coevals to have had dealings with the Evil One. They learned his
|
|
secrets in the Scholomance, amongst the mountains over Lake
|
|
Hermanstadt, where the devil claims the tenth scholar as his due. In
|
|
the records are such words as 'stregoica'- witch, 'ordog,' and
|
|
'pokol'- Satan and hell; and in one manuscript this very Dracula is
|
|
spoken of as 'wampyr,' which we all understand too well. There have
|
|
been from the loins of this very one great men and good women, and
|
|
their graves make sacred the earth where alone this foulness can
|
|
dwell. For it is not the least of its terrors that this evil thing
|
|
is rooted deep in all good; in soil barren of holy memories it
|
|
cannot rest."
|
|
|
|
Whilst they were talking Mr. Morris was looking steadily at the
|
|
window, and he now got up quietly, and went out of the room. There was
|
|
a little pause, and then the Professor went on:-
|
|
|
|
"And now we must settle what we do. We have here much data, and we
|
|
must proceed to lay out our campaign. We know from the inquiry of
|
|
Jonathan that from the castle to Whitby came fifty boxes of earth, all
|
|
of which were delivered at Carfax; we also know that at least some
|
|
of these boxes have been removed. It seems to the, that our first step
|
|
should be to ascertain whether all the rest remain in the house beyond
|
|
that wall where we look to-day; or whether any more have been removed.
|
|
If the latter, we must trace-"
|
|
|
|
Here we were interrupted in a very startling way. Outside the
|
|
house came the sound of a pistol shot; the glass of the window was
|
|
shattered with a bullet, which, ricochetting from the top of the
|
|
embrasure, struck the far wall of the room. I am afraid I am at
|
|
heart a coward, for I shrieked out. The men all jumped to their
|
|
feet; Lord Godalming flew over to the window and threw up the sash. As
|
|
he did so we heard Mr. Morris's voice without.-
|
|
|
|
"Sorry! I fear I have alarmed you. I shall come in and tell you
|
|
about it." A minute later he came in and said:-
|
|
|
|
"It was an idiotic thing of me to do, and I ask your pardon, Mrs.
|
|
Harker, most sincerely; I fear I must have frightened you terribly.
|
|
But the fact is that whilst the Professor was talking there came a big
|
|
bat and sat on the window-sill. I have got such a horror of the damned
|
|
brutes from recent events that I cannot stand then, and I went out
|
|
to have a shot, as I have been doing of late of evenings whenever I
|
|
have seen one. You used to laugh at me for it then, Art."
|
|
|
|
"Did you hit it?" asked Dr. Van Helsing.
|
|
|
|
"I don't know; I fancy not, for it flew away into the wood." Without
|
|
saying any more he took his seat, and the Professor began to resume
|
|
his statement:-
|
|
|
|
"We must trace each of these boxes; and when we are ready, we must
|
|
either capture or kill this monster in his lair; or we must, so to
|
|
speak, sterilise the earth, so that no more he can seek safety in
|
|
it. Thus in the end we may find him in his form of man between the
|
|
hours of noon and sunset, and so engage with him when he is at his
|
|
most weak.
|
|
|
|
"And now for you, Madam Mina, this night is the end until all be
|
|
well. You are too precious to us to have such risk. When we part
|
|
to-night, you no more must question. We shall tell you all in good
|
|
time. We are men and are able to bear; but you must be our star and
|
|
our hope, and we shall act all the more free that you are not in the
|
|
danger, such as we are."
|
|
|
|
All the men, even Jonathan, seemed relieved; but it did not seem
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to me good that they should brave danger and, perhaps, lessen their
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safety- strength being the best safety- through care of me; but
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their minds were made up, and, though it was a bitter pill for me to
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swallow, I could say nothing, save to accept their chivalrous care
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of me.
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Mr. Morris resumed the discussion:-
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"As there is no time to lose, I vote we have a look at his house
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right now. Time is everything with him; and swift action on our part
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may save another victim."
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I own that my heart began to fail me when the time for action came
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so close, but I did not say anything, for I had a greater fear that if
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I appeared as a drag or a hindrance to their work, they might even
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leave me out of their counsels altogether. They have now gone off to
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Carfax, with means to get into the house.
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Manlike, they had told me to go to bed and sleep; as if a woman
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can sleep when those she loves are in danger! I shall lie down and
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pretend to sleep, lest Jonathan have added anxiety about me when he
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returns.
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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1 October, 4 a.m.- Just as we were about to leave the house, an
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urgent message was brought to me from Renfield to know if I would
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see him at once, as he had something of the utmost importance to say
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to me. I told the messenger to say that I would attend to his wishes
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in the morning; I was busy just at the moment. The attendant added:-
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"He seems very importunate, sir. I have never seen him so eager. I
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don't know but what, if you don't see him soon, he will have one of
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his violent fits." I knew the man would not have said this without
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some cause, so I said: "All right; I'll go now;" and I asked the
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others to wait a few minutes for me, as I had to go and see my
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"patient."
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"Take me with you, friend John," said the Professor. "His case in
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your diary interest me much, and it had bearing, too, now and again on
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our case. I should much like to see him, and especial when his mind is
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disturbed."
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"May I come also?" asked Lord Godalming.
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"Me too?" said Quincey Morris. "May I come?" said Harker. I
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nodded, and we all went down the passage together.
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We found him in a state of considerable excitement, but far more
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rational in his speech and manner than I had ever seen him. There
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was an unusual understanding of himself, which was unlike anything I
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|
had ever met with in a lunatic; and he took it for granted that his
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reasons would prevail with others entirely sane, We all four went into
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the room, but none of the others at first said anything. His request
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was that I would at once release him from the asylum and send him
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home. This he backed up with arguments regarding his complete
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recovery, and adduced his own existing sanity. "I appeal to your
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friends," he said, "they will, perhaps, not mind sitting in judgment
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on my case. By the way, you have not introduced me." I was so much
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astonished, that the oddness of introducing a madman in an asylum
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did not strike me at the moment; and, besides, there was a certain
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dignity in the man's manner, so much of the habit of equality, that
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I at once made the introduction: "Lord Godalming; Professor Van
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Helsing; Mr. Quincey Morris, of Texas; Mr. Renfield." He shook hands
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with each of them, saying in turn:-
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"Lord Godalming, I had the honour of seconding your father at the
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Windham; I grieve to know, by your holding the title, that he is no
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more. He was a man loved and honoured by all who knew him; and in
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his youth was, I have heard, the inventor of a burnt rum punch, much
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patronised on Derby night. Mr. Morris, you should be proud of your
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great state. Its reception into the Union was a precedent which may
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|
have far-reaching effects hereafter, when the Pole and the Tropics may
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hold alliance to the Stars and Stripes. The power of Treaty may yet
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prove a vast engine of enlargement, when the Monroe doctrine takes its
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true place as a political fable. What shall any man say of his
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pleasure at meeting Van Helsing? Sir, I make no apology for dropping
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all forms of conventional prefix. When an individual has
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|
revolutionised therapeutics by his discovery of the continuous
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evolution of brain-matter, conventional forms are unfitting, since
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they would seem to limit him to one of a class. You, gentlemen, who by
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|
nationality, by heredity, or by the possession of natural gifts, are
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|
fitted to hold your respective places in the moving world, I take to
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|
witness that I am as sane as at least the majority of men who are in
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full possession of their liberties. And I am sure that you, Dr.
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Seward, humanitarian and medico-jurist as well as scientist, will deem
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it a moral duty to deal with me as one to be considered as under
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|
exceptional circumstances." He made this last appeal with a courtly
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|
air of conviction which was not without its own charm.
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|
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I think we were all staggered. For my own part, I was under the
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|
conviction, despite my knowledge of the man's character and history,
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that his reason had been restored; and I felt under a strong impulse
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|
to tell him that I was satisfied as to his sanity, and would see about
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|
the necessary formalities for his release in the morning. I thought it
|
|
better to wait, however, before making so grave a statement, for of
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|
old I knew the sudden changes to which this particular patient was
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|
liable. So I contented myself with making a general statement that
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he appeared to be improving very rapidly; that I would have a longer
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|
chat with him in the morning, and would then see what I could do in
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the direction of meeting his wishes. This did not at all satisfy
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him, for he said quickly:-
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"But I fear, Dr. Seward, that you hardly apprehend my wish. I desire
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to go at once- here- now- this very hour- this very moment, if I
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|
may. Time presses, and in our implied agreement with the old scytheman
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it is of the essence of the contract. I am sure it is only necessary
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|
to put before so admirable a practitioner as Dr. Seward so simple, yet
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|
so momentous a wish, to ensure its fulfilment." He looked at me
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keenly, and seeing the negative in my face, turned to the others,
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and scrutinised them closely. Not meeting any sufficient response,
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he went on:-
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"Is it possible that I have erred in my supposition?"
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"You have," I said frankly, but at the same time, as I felt,
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brutally. There was a considerable pause, and then he said slowly:-
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"Then I Suppose I must only shift my ground of request. Let me ask
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|
for this concession- boon, privilege, what you will. I am content to
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|
implore in such a case, not on personal grounds, but for the sake of
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|
others. I am not at liberty to give you the whole of my reasons; but
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|
you may, I assure you, take it from me that they are good ones,
|
|
sound and unselfish, and springing from the highest sense of duty.
|
|
Could you look, sir, into my heart, you would approve to the full
|
|
the sentiments which animate me. Nay, more, you would count me amongst
|
|
the best and truest of your friends." Again he looked at us all
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|
keenly. I had a growing conviction that this sudden change of his
|
|
entire intellectual method was but yet another form or phase of his
|
|
madness, and so determined to let him go on a little longer, knowing
|
|
from experience that he would, like all lunatics, give himself away in
|
|
the end. Van Helsing was gazing at him with a look of the utmost
|
|
intensity, his bushy eyebrows almost meeting with the fixed
|
|
concentration of his look. He said to Renfield in a tone which did not
|
|
surprise me at the time, but only when I thought of it afterwards- for
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|
it was as of one addressing an equal:-
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"Can you not tell frankly your real reason for wishing to be free
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|
to-night? I will undertake that if you will satisfy even me- a
|
|
stranger, without prejudice, and with the habit of keeping an open
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|
mind- Dr. Seward will give you, at his own risk and on his own
|
|
responsibility, the privilege you seek." He shook his head sadly,
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|
and with a look of poignant regret on his face. The Professor went
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|
on:-
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|
"Come, sir, bethink yourself. You claim the privilege of reason in
|
|
the highest degree, since you seek to impress us with your complete
|
|
reasonableness. You do this, whose sanity we have reason to doubt,
|
|
since you are not yet released from medical treatment for this very
|
|
defect. If you will not help us in our effort to choose the wisest
|
|
course, how can we perform the duty which you yourself put upon us? Be
|
|
wise, and help us; and if we can we shall aid you to achieve your
|
|
wish." He still shook his head as he said:-
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|
"Dr. Van Helsing, I have nothing to say. Your argument is
|
|
complete, and if I were free to speak I should not hesitate a
|
|
moment; but I am not my own master in the matter. I can only ask you
|
|
to trust me. If I am refused, the responsibility does not rest with
|
|
me." I thought it was now time to end the scene, which was becoming
|
|
too comically grave, so I went towards the door, simply saying:-
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|
|
|
"Come, my friends, we have work to do. Good-night."
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|
|
|
As, however, I got near the door, a new change came over the
|
|
patient. He moved towards me so quickly that for the moment I feared
|
|
that he was about to make another homicidal attack. My fears, however,
|
|
were groundless, for he held up his two hands imploringly, and made
|
|
his petition in a moving manner. As he saw that the very excess of his
|
|
emotion was militating against him, by restoring us more to our old
|
|
relations, he became still more demonstrative. I glanced at Van
|
|
Helsing, and saw my conviction reflected in his eyes; so I became a
|
|
little more fixed in my manner, if not more stern, and motioned to him
|
|
that his efforts were unavailing. I had previously seen something of
|
|
the same constantly growing excitement in him when he had to make some
|
|
request of which at the time he had thought much, such, for
|
|
instance, as when he wanted a cat; and I was prepared to see the
|
|
collapse into the same sullen acquiescence on this occasion. My
|
|
expectation was not realised, for, when he found that his appeal would
|
|
not be successful, he got into quite a frantic condition. He threw
|
|
himself on his knees, and held up his hands, wringing them in
|
|
plaintive supplication, and poured forth a torrent of entreaty, with
|
|
the tear's rolling down his cheeks and his whole face and form
|
|
expressive of the deepest emotion:-
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|
|
|
"Let me entreat you. Dr. Seward, oh, let me implore you to let me
|
|
out of this house at once. Send me away how you will and where you
|
|
will; send keepers with me with whips and chains; let them take me
|
|
in a strait-waistcoat, manacled and leg-ironed, even to a goal; but
|
|
let me go out of this. You don't know what you do by keeping me
|
|
here. I am speaking from the depths of my heart- of my very soul.
|
|
You don't know whom you wrong, or how; and I may not tell. Woe is
|
|
me! I may not tell. By all you hold sacred- by all you hold dear- by
|
|
your love that is lost- by your hope that lives- for the sake of the
|
|
Almighty, take me out of this and save my soul from guilt! Can't you
|
|
hear me, man? Can't you understand? Will you never learn? Don't you
|
|
know that I am sane and earnest now; that I am no lunatic in a mad
|
|
fit, but a sane man fighting for his soul? Oh, hear me! hear me! Let
|
|
me go! let me go! let me go!"
|
|
|
|
I thought that the longer this went on the wilder he would get,
|
|
and so would bring on a fit; so I took him by the hand and raised
|
|
him up.
|
|
|
|
"Come," I said sternly, "no more of this; we have had quite enough
|
|
already. Get to your bed and try to behave more discreetly."
|
|
|
|
He suddenly stopped and looked at me intently for several moments.
|
|
Then, without a word, he rose and moving over, sat down on the side of
|
|
the bed. The collapse had come, as on former occasion, just as I had
|
|
expected.
|
|
|
|
When I was leaving the room, last of our party, he said to me in a
|
|
quiet, well-bred voice:-
|
|
|
|
"You will, I trust, Dr. Seward, do me the justice to bear in mind,
|
|
later on, that I did what I could to convince you to-night."
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER XIX.
|
|
|
|
JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL.
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|
|
|
1 October, 5 a.m.- I went with the party to the search with an
|
|
easy mind, for I think I never saw Mina so absolutely strong and well.
|
|
I am so glad that she consented to hold back and let us men do the
|
|
work. Somehow, it was a dread to me that she was in this fearful
|
|
business at all; but now that her work is done, and that it is due
|
|
to her energy and brains and foresight that the whole story is put
|
|
together in such a way that every point tells, she may well feel
|
|
that her part is finished, and that she can henceforth leave the
|
|
rest to us. We were, I think, all a little upset by the scene with Mr.
|
|
Renfield. When we came away from his room we were silent till we got
|
|
back to the study. Then Mr. Morris said to Dr. Seward:-
|
|
|
|
"Say, Jack, if that man wasn't attempting a bluff, he is about the
|
|
sanest lunatic I ever saw. I'm not sure, but I believe that he had
|
|
some serious purpose, and if he had, it was pretty rough on him not to
|
|
get a chance." Lord Godalming and I were silent, but Dr. Van Helsing
|
|
added:-
|
|
|
|
"Friend John, you know more of lunatics than I do, and I'm glad of
|
|
it, for I fear that if it had been to me to decide I would before that
|
|
last hysterical outburst have given him free. But we live and learn,
|
|
and in our present task we must take no chance, as my friend Quincey
|
|
would say. All is best as they are." Dr. Seward seemed to answer
|
|
them both in a dreamy kind of way:-
|
|
|
|
"I don't know but that I agree with you. If that man had been an
|
|
ordinary lunatic I would have taken my chance of trusting him; but
|
|
he seems so mixed up with the Count in an indexy kind of way that I am
|
|
afraid of doing anything wrong by helping his fads. I can't forget how
|
|
he prayed with almost equal fervour for a cat, and then tried to
|
|
tear my throat out with his teeth. Besides, he called the Count
|
|
'lord and master,' and he may want to get out to help him in some
|
|
diabolical way. That horrid thing has the wolves and the rats and
|
|
his own kind to help him, so I suppose he isn't above trying to use
|
|
a respectable lunatic. He certainly did seem earnest, though. I only
|
|
hope we have done what is best. These things, in conjunction with
|
|
the wild work we have in hand, help to unnerve a man." The Professor
|
|
stepped over, and laying his hand on his shoulder, said in his
|
|
grave, kindly way:-
|
|
|
|
"Friend John, have no fear. We are trying to do our duty in a very
|
|
sad and terrible case; we can only do as we deem best. What else
|
|
have we to hope for, except the pity of the good God?" Lord
|
|
Godalming had slipped away for a few minutes, but he now returned.
|
|
He held up a little silver whistle as he remarked:-
|
|
|
|
"That old place may be full of rats, and if so, I've got an antidote
|
|
on call." Having passed the wall, we took our way to the house, taking
|
|
care to keep in the shadows of the trees on the lawn when the
|
|
moonlight shone out. When we got to the porch the Professor opened his
|
|
bag and took out a lot of things, which he laid on the step, sorting
|
|
them into four little groups, evidently one for each. Then he spoke:-
|
|
|
|
"My friends, we are going into a terrible danger, and we need arms
|
|
of many kinds. Our enemy is not merely spiritual. Remember that he has
|
|
the strength of twenty men, and that, though our necks or our
|
|
windpipes are of the common kind- and therefore breakable or
|
|
crushable- his are not amenable to mere strength. A stronger man, or a
|
|
body of men more strong in all than him, can at certain times hold
|
|
him; but yet they cannot hurt him as we can be hurt by him. We must,
|
|
therefore, guard ourselves from his touch. Keep this near your heart"-
|
|
as he spoke he lifted a little silver crucifix and held it out to
|
|
me, I being nearest to him- "put these flowers round your neck"-
|
|
here he handed to me a wreath of withered garlic blossoms- "for
|
|
other enemies more mundane, this revolver and this knife; and for
|
|
aid in all, these small electric lamps, which you can fasten to your
|
|
breast; and for all, and above all at the last, this, which we must
|
|
not desecrate needless." This was a portion of Sacred Wafer, which
|
|
he put in an envelope and handed to me. Each of the others was
|
|
similarly equipped. "Now," he said, "friend John, where are the
|
|
skeleton keys? If so that we can open the door, we need not break
|
|
house by the window, as before at Miss Lucy's."
|
|
|
|
Dr. Seward tried one or two skeleton keys, his mechanical
|
|
dexterity as a surgeon standing him in good stead. Presently he got
|
|
one to suit; after a little play back and forward the bolt yielded,
|
|
and, with a rusty clang, shot back. We pressed on the door, the
|
|
rusty hinges creaked, and it slowly opened. It was startlingly like
|
|
the image conveyed to me in Dr. Seward's diary of the opening of
|
|
Miss Westenra's tomb; I fancy that the same idea seemed to strike
|
|
the others, for with one accord they shrank back. The Professor was
|
|
the first to move forward, and stepped into the open door.
|
|
|
|
"In manus tuas, Domine!" he said, crossing himself as he passed over
|
|
the threshold. We closed the door behind us, lest when we should
|
|
have lit our lamps we should possibly attract attention from the road.
|
|
The Professor carefully tried the lock, lest we might not be able to
|
|
open it from within should we be in a hurry making our exit. Then we
|
|
all lit our lamps and proceeded on our search.
|
|
|
|
The light from the tiny lamps fell in all sorts of odd forms, as the
|
|
rays crossed each other, or the opacity of our bodies threw great
|
|
shadows. I could not for my life get away from the feeling that
|
|
there was some one else amongst us. I suppose it was the recollection,
|
|
so powerfully brought home to me by the grim surroundings, of that
|
|
terrible experience in Transylvania. I think the feeling was common to
|
|
us all, for I noticed that the others kept looking over their
|
|
shoulders at every sound and every new shadow, just as I felt myself
|
|
doing.
|
|
|
|
The whole place was thick with dust. The floor was seemingly
|
|
inches deep, except where there were recent footsteps, in which on
|
|
holding down my lamp I could see marks of hobnails where the dust
|
|
was cracked. The walls were fluffy and heavy with dust, and in the
|
|
corners were masses of spider's webs, whereon the dust had gathered
|
|
till they looked like old tattered rags as the weight had torn them
|
|
partly down. On a table in the hall was a great bunch of keys, with
|
|
a time-yellowed label on each. They had been used several times, for
|
|
on the table were several similar rents in the blanket of dust,
|
|
similar to that exposed when the Professor lifted them. He turned to
|
|
me and said:-
|
|
|
|
"You know this place, Jonathan. You have copied maps of it, and
|
|
you know it at least more than we do. Which is the way to the chapel?"
|
|
I had an idea of its direction, though on my former visit I had not
|
|
been able to get admission to it; so I led the way, and after a few
|
|
wrong turnings found myself opposite a low, arched oaken door,
|
|
ribbed with iron bands. "This is the spot," said the Professor as he
|
|
turned his lamp on a small map of the house, copied from the file of
|
|
my original correspondence regarding the purchase. With a little
|
|
trouble we found the key on the bunch and opened the door. We were
|
|
prepared for some unpleasantness, for as we were opening the door a
|
|
faint, malodorous air seemed to exhale through the gaps, but none of
|
|
us even expected such an odour as we encountered. None of the others
|
|
had met the Count at all at close quarters, and when I had seen him he
|
|
was either in the fasting stage of his existence in his rooms or, when
|
|
he was gloated with fresh blood, in a ruined building open to the air;
|
|
but here the place was small and close, and the long disuse had made
|
|
the air stagnant and foul. There was an earthy smell, as of some dry
|
|
miasma, which came through the fouler air. But as to the odour itself,
|
|
now shall I describe it? It was not alone that it was composed of
|
|
all the ills of mortality and with the pungent, acrid smell of
|
|
blood, but it seemed as though corruption had become itself corrupt.
|
|
Faugh! it sickens me to think of it. Every breath exhaled by that
|
|
monster seemed to have clung to the place and intensified its
|
|
loathsomeness.
|
|
|
|
Under ordinary circumstances such a stench would have brought our
|
|
enterprise to an end; but this was no ordinary case, and the high
|
|
and terrible purpose in which we were involved gave us a strength
|
|
which rose above merely physical considerations. After the involuntary
|
|
shrinking consequent on the first nauseous whiff, we one and all set
|
|
about our work as though that loathsome place were a garden of roses.
|
|
|
|
We made an accurate examination of the place, and Professor saying
|
|
as we began:-
|
|
|
|
"The first thing is to see how many of the boxes are left; we must
|
|
then examine every hole and corner and cranny and see if we cannot get
|
|
some clue as to what has become of the rest." A glance was
|
|
sufficient to show how many remained, for the great earth chests
|
|
were bulky, and there was no mistaking them.
|
|
|
|
There were only twenty-nine left out of the fifty! Once I got a
|
|
fright, for, seeing Lord Godalming suddenly turn and look out of the
|
|
vaulted door into the dark passage beyond, I looked too, and for an
|
|
instant my heart stood still. Somewhere, looking out from the
|
|
shadow, I seemed to see the high lights of the Count's evil face,
|
|
the ridge of the nose, the red eyes, the red lips, the awful pallor.
|
|
It was only for a moment, for, as Lord Godalming said, "I thought I
|
|
saw a face, but it was only the shadows," and resumed his inquiry, I
|
|
turned my lamp in the direction, and stepped into the passage. There
|
|
was no sign of any one; and as there were no corners, no doors, no
|
|
aperture of any kind, but only the solid walls of the passage, there
|
|
could be no hiding-place even for him. I took it that fear had
|
|
helped imagination, and said nothing.
|
|
|
|
A few minutes later I saw Morris step suddenly back from a corner,
|
|
which he was examining. We all followed his movements with our eyes,
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|
for undoubtedly some nervousness was growing on us, and we saw a whole
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mass of phosphorescence, which twinkled like stars. We all
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instinctively drew back. The whole place was becoming alive with rats.
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For a moment or two we stood appalled, all save Lord Godalming,
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who was seemingly prepared for such an emergency. Rushing over to
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the great iron-bound oaken door, which Dr. Seward had described from
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the outside, and which I had seen myself, he turned the key in the
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lock, drew the huge bolts, and swung the door open. Then, taking his
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little silver whistle from his pocket, he blew a low, shrill call.
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It was answered from behind Dr. Seward's house by the yelping of dogs,
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and after about a minute three terriers came dashing round the
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corner of the house. Unconsciously we had all moved towards the
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door, and as we moved I noticed that the dust had been much disturbed:
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the boxes which had been taken out had been brought this way. But even
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in the minute that had elapsed the number of the rats had vastly
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increased. They seemed to swarm over the place all at once, till the
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lamplight, shining on their moving dark bodies and glittering, baleful
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eyes, made the place look like a bank of earth set with fireflies. The
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dogs dashed on, but at the threshold suddenly stopped and snarled, and
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then, simultaneously lifting their noses, began to howl in most
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lugubrious fashion. The rats were multiplying in thousands, and we
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moved out.
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Lord Godalming lifted one of the dogs, and carrying him in, placed
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him on the floor. The instant his feet touched the ground he seemed to
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recover his courage, and rushed at his natural enemies. They fled
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before him so fast that before he had shaken the life out of a
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score, the other dogs, who had by now been lifted in in the same
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manner, had but small prey ere the whole mass had vanished.
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With their going it seemed as if some evil presence had departed,
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for the dogs frisked about and barked merrily as they made sudden
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darts at their prostrate foes, and turned them over and over and
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tossed them in the air with vicious shakes. We all seemed to find
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our spirits rise. Whether it was the purifying of the deadly
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atmosphere by the opening of the chapel door, or the relief which we
|
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experienced by finding ourselves in the open I know not; but most
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|
certainly the shadow of dread seemed to slip from us like a robe,
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and the occasion of our coming lost something of its grim
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significance, though we did not slacken a whit in our resolution. We
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closed the outer door and barred and locked it, and bringing the
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dogs with us, began our search of the house. We found nothing
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throughout except dust in extraordinary proportions, and all untouched
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save for my own footsteps when I had made my first visit. Never once
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did the dogs exhibit any symptom of uneasiness, and even when we
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returned to the chapel they frisked about as though they had been
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rabbit-hunting in a summer wood.
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The morning was quickening in the east when we emerged from the
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front. Dr. Van Helsing had taken the key of the hall-door from the
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bunch, and locked the door in orthodox fashion, putting the key into
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his pocket when he had done.
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"So far," he said, "our night has been eminently successful. No harm
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has come to us such as I feared might be and yet we have ascertained
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how many boxes are missing. More than all do I rejoice that this,
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our first- and perhaps our most difficult and dangerous- step has been
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accomplished without the bringing thereinto our most sweet Madam
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Mina or troubling her walking or sleeping thoughts with sights and
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sounds and smells of horror which she might never forget. One
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lesson, too, we have learned, if it be allowable to argue a
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particulari: that the brute beasts which are to the Count's command
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are yet themselves not amenable to his spiritual power; for look,
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these rats that would come to his call, just as from his castle top he
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summon the wolves to your going and to that poor mother's cry,
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though they come to him, they run pell-mell from the so little dogs of
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my friend Arthur. We have other matters before us, other dangers,
|
|
other fears; and that monster- he has not used his power over the
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brute world for the only or the last time to-night. So be it that he
|
|
has gone elsewhere. Good! It has given us opportunity to cry 'check'
|
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in some ways in this chess game, which we play for the stake of
|
|
human souls. And now let us go home. The dawn is close at hand, and we
|
|
have reason to be content with our first night's work. It may be
|
|
ordained that we have many nights and days to follow, if full of
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peril; but we must go on, and from no danger shall we shrink."
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The house was silent when we got back, save for some poor creature
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who was screaming away in one of the distant wards, and a low, moaning
|
|
sound from Renfield's room. The poor wretch was doubtless torturing
|
|
himself, after the manner of the insane, with needless thoughts of
|
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pain.
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I came tiptoe into our own room, and found Mina asleep, breathing so
|
|
softly that I had to put my ear down to hear it. She looks paler
|
|
than usual. I hope the meeting to-night has not upset her. I am
|
|
truly thankful that she is to be left out of our future work, and even
|
|
of our deliberations. It is too great a strain for a woman to bear.
|
|
I did not think so at first, but I know better now. Therefore I am
|
|
glad that it is settled. There may be things which would frighten
|
|
her to hear; and yet to conceal them from her might be worse than to
|
|
tell her if once she suspected that there was any concealment.
|
|
Henceforth our work is to be a sealed book to her, till at least
|
|
such time as we can tell her that all is finished, and the earth
|
|
free from a monster of the nether world. I daresay it will be
|
|
difficult to begin to keep silence after such confidence as ours;
|
|
but I must be resolute, and to-morrow I shall keep dark over
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|
to-night's doings, and shall refuse to speak of anything that has
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|
happened. I rest on the sofa, so as not to disturb her.
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|
1 October, later.- I suppose it was natural that we should have
|
|
all overslept ourselves, for the day was a busy one, and the night had
|
|
no rest at all. Even Mina must have felt its exhaustion, for though
|
|
I slept till the sun was high, I was awake before her, and had to call
|
|
two or three times before she awoke. Indeed, she was so sound asleep
|
|
that for a few seconds she did not recognize me, but looked at me with
|
|
a sort of blank terror, as one looks who has been waked out of a bad
|
|
dream. She complained a little of being tired, and I let her rest till
|
|
later in the day. We now know of twenty one boxes having been removed,
|
|
and if it be that several were taken in any of these removals we may
|
|
be able to trace them all. Such will, of course, immensely simplify
|
|
our labour, and the sooner the matter is attended to the better. I
|
|
shall look up Thomas Snelling to-day.
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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|
|
1 October.- it was towards noon when I was awakened by the Professor
|
|
walking into my room. He was more jolly and cheerful than usual, and
|
|
it is quite evident that last night's work has helped to take some
|
|
of the brooding weight off his mind. After going over the adventure of
|
|
the night he suddenly said:-
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|
|
|
"Your patient interests me much. May it be that with you I visit him
|
|
this morning? Or if that you are too occupy, I can go alone if it
|
|
may be. It is a new experience to me to find a lunatic who talk
|
|
philosophy, and reason sound." I had some work to do which pressed, so
|
|
I told him that if he would go alone I would be glad, as then I should
|
|
not have to keep him waiting; so I called an attendant and gave him
|
|
the necessary instructions. Before the Professor left the room I
|
|
cautioned him against getting any false impression from my patient.
|
|
"But," he answered, "I want him to talk of himself and of his delusion
|
|
as to consuming live things. He said to Madam Mina, as I see in your
|
|
diary of yesterday, that he had once had such a belief. Why do you
|
|
smile, friend John?"
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|
|
|
"Excuse me," I said, "but the answer is here." I laid my hand on the
|
|
type-written matter. "When our sane and learned lunatic made that very
|
|
statement of how he used to consume life, his mouth was actually
|
|
nauseous with the flies and spiders which he had eaten just before
|
|
Mrs. Harker entered the room." Van Helsing smiled in turn. "Good!"
|
|
he said. "Your memory is true, friend John. I should have
|
|
remembered. And yet it is this very obliquity of thought and memory
|
|
which makes mental disease such a fascinating study. Perhaps I may
|
|
gain more knowledge out of the folly of this madman than I shall
|
|
from the teaching of the most wise. Who knows?" I went on with my
|
|
work, and before long was through that in hand. It seemed that the
|
|
time had been very short indeed, but there was Van Helsing back in the
|
|
study. "Do I interrupt?" he asked politely as he stood at the door.
|
|
|
|
"Not at all," I answered. "Come in. My work is finished, and I am
|
|
free. I can go with you now, if you like"
|
|
|
|
"It is needless; I have seen him!"
|
|
|
|
"Well?"
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|
|
|
"I fear that he does not appraise me at much. Our interview was
|
|
short. When I entered his room he was sitting on a stool in the
|
|
centre, with his elbows on his knees, and his face was the picture
|
|
of sullen discontent. I spoke to him as cheerfully as I could, and
|
|
with such a measure of respect as I could assume. He made no reply
|
|
whatever. "Don't you know me?" I asked. His answer was not reassuring:
|
|
"I know you well enough; you are the old fool Van Helsing. I wish
|
|
you would take yourself and your idiotic brain theories somewhere
|
|
else. Damn all thick-headed Dutchmen!" Not a word more would he say,
|
|
but sat in his implacable sullenness as indifferent to the as though I
|
|
had not been ill the room at all. Thus departed for this time my
|
|
chance of much learning from this so clever lunatic; so I shall go, if
|
|
I may, and cheer myself with a few happy words with that sweet soul
|
|
Madam Mina. Friend John, it does rejoice me unspeakable that she is no
|
|
more to be pained, no more to be worried, with our terrible things.
|
|
Though we shall much miss her help, it is better so."
|
|
|
|
"I agree with you with all my heart," I answered earnestly, for I
|
|
did not want him to weaken in this matter, "Mrs. Harker is better
|
|
out of it. Things are quite bad enough for us, all men of the world,
|
|
and who have been in many tight places in our time; but it is no place
|
|
for a woman, and if she had remained in touch with the affair, it
|
|
would in time infallibly have wrecked her."
|
|
|
|
So Van Helsing has gone to confer with Mrs. Harker and Harker;
|
|
Quincey and Art are all out following up the clues as to the
|
|
earth-boxes. I shall finish my round of work, and we shall meet
|
|
to-night.
|
|
|
|
Mina Harker's Journal.
|
|
|
|
1 October.- it is strange to me to be kept in the dark as I am
|
|
to-day; after Jonathan's full confidence for so many years, to see him
|
|
manifestly avoid certain matters, and those the most vital of all.
|
|
This morning I slept late after the fatigues of yesterday, and
|
|
though Jonathan was late too, he was the earlier. He spoke to me
|
|
before he went out, never more sweetly or tenderly, but he never
|
|
mentioned a word of what had happened in the visit to the Count's
|
|
house. And yet he must have known how terribly anxious I was. Poor
|
|
dear fellow! I suppose it must have distressed him even more than it
|
|
did me. They all agreed that it was best that I should not be drawn
|
|
further into this awful work, and I acquiesced. But to think that he
|
|
keeps anything from me! And now I am crying like a silly fool, when
|
|
I know it comes from my husband's great love and from the good, good
|
|
wishes of those other strong men...
|
|
|
|
That has done me good. Well, some day Jonathan will tell me all, and
|
|
lest it should ever be that he should think for a moment that I kept
|
|
anything from him, I still keep my journal as usual. Then if he has
|
|
feared of my trust I shall show it to him, with every thought of my
|
|
heart put down for his dear eyes to read. I feel strangely sad and
|
|
low-spirited to-day. I suppose it is the reaction from the terrible
|
|
excitement.
|
|
|
|
Last night I went to bed when the men had gone, simply because
|
|
they told me to. I didn't feel sleepy, and I did feel full of
|
|
devouring anxiety. I kept thinking over everything that has been
|
|
ever since Jonathan came to see me in London, and it all seems like
|
|
a horrible tragedy, with fate pressing on relentlessly to some
|
|
destined end. Everything that one does seems, no matter how right it
|
|
may be, to bring on the very thing which is most to be deplored. If
|
|
I hadn't gone to Whitby, perhaps poor dear Lucy would be with us
|
|
now. She hadn't taken to visiting the churchyard till I came, and if
|
|
she hadn't come there in the day-time with me she wouldn't have walked
|
|
there in her sleep; and if she hadn't gone there at night and
|
|
asleep, that monster couldn't have destroyed her as he did. Oh, why
|
|
did I ever go to Whitby? There now, crying again! I wonder what has
|
|
come over me today. I must hide it from Jonathan, for if he knew
|
|
that I had been crying twice in one morning- I, who never cried on
|
|
my own account, and whom he has never caused to shed a tear- the
|
|
dear fellow would fret his heart out. I shall put a bold face on,
|
|
and if I do feel weepy, he shall never see it. I suppose it is one
|
|
of the lessons that we poor women have to learn...
|
|
|
|
I can't quite remember how I fell asleep last night. I remember
|
|
hearing the sudden barking of the dogs and a lot of queer sounds, like
|
|
praying on a very tumultuous scale, from Mr. Renfield's room, which is
|
|
somewhere under this. And then there was silence over everything,
|
|
silence so profound that it startled me, and I got up and looked out
|
|
of the window. All was dark and silent, the black shadows thrown by
|
|
the moonlight seeming full of a silent mystery of their own. Not a
|
|
thing seemed to be stirring, but all to be grim and fixed as death
|
|
or fate; so that a thin streak of white mist, that crept with almost
|
|
imperceptible slowness across the grass towards the house, seemed to
|
|
have a sentience and a vitality of its own. I think that the
|
|
digression of my thoughts must have done me good, for when I got
|
|
back to bed I found a lethargy creeping over me. I lay a while, but
|
|
could not quite sleep, so I got out and looked out of the window
|
|
again. The mist was spreading, and was now close up to the house, so
|
|
that I could see it lying thick against the wall, as though it were
|
|
stealing up to the windows. The poor man was more loud than ever,
|
|
and though I could not distinguish a word he said, I could in some way
|
|
recognise in his tones some passionate entreaty on his part. Then
|
|
there was the sound of a struggle, and I knew that the attendants were
|
|
dealing with him. I was so frightened that I crept into bed, and
|
|
pulled the clothes over my head, putting my fingers in my ears. I
|
|
was not then a bit sleepy, at least so I thought; but I must have
|
|
fallen asleep, for, except dreams, I do not remember anything until
|
|
the morning, when Jonathan woke me. I think that it took me an
|
|
effort and a little time to realise where I was, and that it was
|
|
Jonathan who was bending over me. My dream was very peculiar, and
|
|
was almost typical of the way that waking thoughts become merged in,
|
|
or continued in, dreams.
|
|
|
|
I thought that I was asleep, and waiting for Jonathan to come
|
|
back. I was very anxious about him, and I was powerless to act; my
|
|
feet, and my hands, and my brain were weighted, so that nothing
|
|
could proceed at the usual pace. And so I slept uneasily and
|
|
thought. Then it began to dawn upon me that the air was heavy, and
|
|
dank, and cold. I put back the clothes from my face, and found, to
|
|
my surprise, that all was dim around. The gas-light which I had left
|
|
lit for Jonathan, but turned down, came only like a tiny red spark
|
|
through the fog, which had evidently grown thicker and poured into the
|
|
room. There it occurred to me that I had shut the window before I
|
|
had come to bed. I would have got out to make certain on the point,
|
|
but some leaden lethargy seemed to chain my limbs and even my will.
|
|
I lay still and endured; that was all. I closed my eyes, but could
|
|
still see through my eyelids. (it is wonderful what tricks our
|
|
dreams play us, and how conveniently we can imagine.) The mist grew
|
|
thicker and thicker, and I could see now how it came in, for I could
|
|
see it like smoke- or with the white energy of boiling water-
|
|
pouring in, not through the window, but through the joinings of the
|
|
door. It got thicker and thicker, till it seemed as if it became
|
|
concentrated into a sort of pillar of cloud in the room, through the
|
|
top of which I could see the light of the gas shining like a red
|
|
eye. Things began to whirl through my brain just as the cloudy
|
|
column was now whirling in the room, and through it all came the
|
|
scriptural words "a pillar of cloud by day and of fire by night."
|
|
Was it indeed some such spiritual guidance that was coming to me in my
|
|
sleep? But the pillar was composed of both the day and the
|
|
night-guiding, for the fire was in the red eye, which at the thought
|
|
got a new fascination for me; till, as I looked, the fire divided, and
|
|
seemed to shine on me through the fog like two red eyes, such as
|
|
Lucy told me of in her momentary mental wandering when, on the
|
|
cliff, the dying sunlight struck the windows of St. Mary's Church.
|
|
Suddenly the horror burst upon me that it was thus that Jonathan had
|
|
seen those awful women growing into reality throught the whirling mist
|
|
in the moonlight, and in my dream I must have fainted, for all
|
|
became black darkness. The last conscious effort which imagination
|
|
made was to show me a livid white face bending over me out of the
|
|
mist. I must be careful of such dreams, for they would unseat one's
|
|
reason if there were too much of them. I would get Dr. Van Helsing
|
|
or Dr. Seward to prescribe something for me which would make me sleep,
|
|
only that I fear to alarm them. Such a dream at the present time would
|
|
become woven into their fears for me. To-night I shall strive hard
|
|
to sleep naturally. If I do not, I shall to-morrow night get them to
|
|
give me a dose of chloral; that cannot hurt me for once, and it will
|
|
give me a good night's sleep. Last night tired me more than if I had
|
|
not slept at all.
|
|
|
|
2 October 10 p.m.- Last night I slept, but did not dream, I must
|
|
have slept soundly, for I was not waked by Jonathan coming to bed; but
|
|
the sleep has not refreshed me, for to-day I feel terribly weak and
|
|
spiritless. I spent all yesterday trying to read, or lying down
|
|
dozing. In the afternoon Mr. Renfield asked if he might see me. Poor
|
|
man, he was very gentle, and when I came away he kissed my hand and
|
|
bade God bless me. Some way it affected me much; I am crying when I
|
|
think of him. This is a new weakness, of which I must be careful.
|
|
Jonathan would be miserable if he knew I had been crying. He and the
|
|
others were out until dinner-time, and they all came in tired. I did
|
|
what I could to brighten them up, and I suppose that the effort did me
|
|
good, for I forgot how tired I was. After dinner they sent me to
|
|
bed, and all went off to smoke together, as they said, but I knew that
|
|
they wanted to tell each other of what had occurred to each during the
|
|
day; I could see from Jonathan's manner that he had something
|
|
important to communicate. I was not so sleepy as I should have been;
|
|
so before they went I asked Dr. Seward to give me a little opiate of
|
|
some kind, as I had not slept well the night before. He very kindly
|
|
made me up a sleeping draught, which he gave to me, telling me that it
|
|
would do me no harm, as it was very mild... I have taken it, and am
|
|
waiting for sleep, which still keeps aloof. I hope I have not done
|
|
wrong, for as sleep begins to flirt with me, a new fear comes: that
|
|
I may have been foolish in thus depriving myself of the power of
|
|
waking. I might want it. Here comes sleep. Goodnight.
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER XX.
|
|
|
|
JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL.
|
|
|
|
1 October, evening.- I found Thomas Snelling in his house at Bethnal
|
|
Green, but unhappily he was not in a condition to remember anything.
|
|
The very prospect of beer which my expected coming had opened to him
|
|
had proved too much, and he had begun too early on his expected
|
|
debauch. I learned, however, from his wife, who seemed a decent,
|
|
poor soul, that he was only the assistant to Smollet, who of the two
|
|
mates was the responsible person. So off I drove to Walworth, and
|
|
found Mr. Joseph Smollet at home and in his shirtsleeves, taking a
|
|
late tea out of a saucer. He is a decent, intelligent fellow,
|
|
distinctly a good, reliable type of workman, and with a headpiece of
|
|
his own. He remembered all about the incident of the boxes, and from a
|
|
wonderful dog's-eared notebook, which he produced from some mysterious
|
|
receptable about the seat of his trousers, and which had
|
|
hieroglyphical entries in thick, half-obliterated pencil, he gave me
|
|
the destinations of the boxes. There were, he said, six in the
|
|
cartload which he took from Carfax and left at 197, Chicksand
|
|
Street, Mile End New Town, and another six which he deposited at
|
|
Jamaica Lane, Bermondsey. If then the Count meant to scatter these
|
|
ghastly refuges of his over London, these places were chosen as the
|
|
first of delivery, so that later he might distribute more fully. The
|
|
systematic manner in which this was done made me think that he could
|
|
not mean to confine himself to two sides of London. He was now fixed
|
|
on the far east of the northern shore, on the east of the southern
|
|
shore, and on the south. The north and west were surely never meant to
|
|
be left out of his diabolical scheme- let alone the City itself and
|
|
the very heart of fashionable London in the south-west and west. I
|
|
went back to Smollet, and asked him if he could tell us if any other
|
|
boxes had been taken from Carfax.
|
|
|
|
He replied:-
|
|
|
|
"Well, guv'nor, you've treated me wery' an'some"- I had given him
|
|
half a sovereign- "an' I'll tell yer all I know I heard a man by the
|
|
name of Bloxam say four nights ago in the 'are an 'Ounds, in Pincher's
|
|
Alley, as 'ow he an' his mate 'ad 'ad a rare dusty job in a old
|
|
'ouse at Purfect. There ain't a-many such jobs as this 'ere, an' I'm
|
|
thinkin' that maybe Sam Bloxam could tell ye summut." I asked if he
|
|
could tell me where to find him. I told him that if he could get me
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|
the address it would be worth another half-sovereign to him. So he
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gulped down the rest of his tea and stood up, saying that he was going
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to begin the search then and there. At the door he stopped, and said:-
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"Look 'ere, guv'nor, there ain't no sense in me a-keepin' you
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'ere. I may find Sam soon, or I mayn't; but anyhow he ain't like to be
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in a way to tell ye much to-night. Sam is a rare one when he starts on
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the booze. If you can give me a envelope with a stamp on it, and put
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yer address on it, I'll find out where Sam is to be found and post
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it ye to-night. But ye'd better be up arter 'im soon in the mornin',
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or maybe ye won't ketch 'im; for Sam gets off main early, never mind
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the booze the night afore."
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This was all practical, so one of the children went off with a penny
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to buy an envelope and a sheet of paper, and to keep the change.
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When she came back, I addressed the envelope and stamped it, and
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when Smollet had again faithfully promised to post the address when
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found, I took my way to home. We're on the track anyhow. I am tired
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to-night, and want sleep. Mina is fast asleep, and looks a little
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too pale; her eyes look as though she had been crying. Poor dear, I've
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no doubt it frets her to be kept in the dark, and it may make her
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doubly anxious about me and the others. But it is best as it is. It is
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better to be disappointed and worried in such a way now than to have
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her nerve broken. The doctors were quite right to insist on her
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being kept out of this dreadful business. I must be firm, for on me
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this particular burden of silence must rest. I shall not ever enter on
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the subject with her under any circumstances. Indeed, it may not be
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a hard task, after all, for she herself has become reticent on the
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subject, and has not spoken of the Count or his doings ever since we
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told her of our decision.
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2 October, evening.- A long and trying and exciting day. By the
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first post I got my directed envelope with a dirty scrap of paper
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enclosed, on which was written with a carpenter's pencil in a
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sprawling hand:-
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"Sam Bloxam, Korkrans, 4, Poters Cort, Bartel Street, Walworth. Arsk
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for the depite."
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I got the letter in bed, and rose without waking Mina. She looked
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heavy and sleepy and pale, and far from well. I determined not to wake
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her, but that, when I should return from this new search, I would
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arrange for her going back to Exeter. I think she would be happier
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in our own home, with her daily tasks to interest her, than in being
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here amongst us and in ignorance. I only saw Dr. Seward for a
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moment, and told him where I was off to, promising to come back and
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tell the rest so soon as I should have found out anything. I drove
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to Walworth and found, with some difficulty, Potter's Court. Mr.
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Smollet's spelling misled me, as I asked for Poter's Court instead
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of Potter's Court. However, when I had found the court, I had no
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difficulty in discovering Corcoran's lodging-house. When I asked the
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man who came to the door for the "depite," he shook his head, and
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said: "I dunno 'im. There ain't no such a person 'ere; I never 'eard
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of 'im in all my bloomin days. Don't believe there ain't nobody of
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that kind livin 'ere or anywheres." I took out Smollet's letter, and
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as I read it it seemed to me that the lesson of the spelling of the
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name of the court might guide me. "What are you?" I asked.
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"I'm the depity," he answered. I saw at once that I was on the right
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track, phonetic spelling had again misled me. A half-crown tip put the
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deputy's knowledge at my disposal, and I learned that Mr. Bloxam,
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who had slept off the remains of his beer on the previous night at
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Corcoran's, had left for his work at Poplar at five o'clock that
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morning. He could not tell me where the place of work was situated,
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but he had a vague idea that it was some kind of a "new-fangled
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ware'us;" and with this slender clue I had to start for Poplar. It was
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twelve o'clock before I got any satisfactory hint of such a
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building, and this I got at a coffee-shop, where some workmen were
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|
having their dinner. One of these suggested that there was being
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|
erected at Cross Angel Street a new "cold storage" building; and as
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this suited the condition of a "new-fangled ware'us," I at once
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|
drove to it. An interview with a surly gatekeeper and a surlier
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foreman, both of whom were appeased with the coin of the realm, put me
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on the track of Bloxam; he was sent for on my suggesting that I was
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willing to pay his day's wages to his foreman for the privilege of
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|
asking him a few questions on a private matter. He was a smart
|
|
enough fellow, though rough of speech and bearing. When I had promised
|
|
to pay for his information and given him an earnest, he told me that
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|
he had made two journeys between Carfax and a house in Piccadilly, and
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had taken from this house to the latter nine great boxes- "main
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|
heavy ones"- with a horse and cart hired by him for this purpose. I
|
|
asked him if he could tell me the number of the house in Piccadilly,
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to which he replied:-
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"Well, guv'nor, I forgits the number, but it was only a few doors
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|
from a big white church or somethink of the kind, not long built. It
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was a dusty old 'ouse, too, though nothin' to the dustiness of the
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'ouse we tooked the bloomin' boxes from."
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"How did you get into the houses if they were both empty?"
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"There was the old party what engaged me a-waitin' in the 'ouse at
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Purfleet. He 'elped me to lift the boxes and put them in the dray.
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Curse me, but he was the strongest chap I ever struck, an' him a old
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feller, with a white moustache, one that thin you would think he
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|
couldn't throw a shadder."
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How this phrase thrilled through me!
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"Why, 'e took up 'is end o' the boxes like they was pounds of tea,
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and me a-puffin' an' a-blowin' afore I could up-end mine anyhow- an'
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I'm no chicken, neither."
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"How did you get into the house in Piccadilly?" I asked.
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"He was there too. He must 'a' started off and got there afore me,
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for when I rung of the bell he kem an' opened the door 'isself an'
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|
'elped me to carry the boxes into the 'all."
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"The whole nine?" I asked.
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"Yus; there was five in the first load an' four in the second. It
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|
was main dry work, an' I don't so well remember 'ow I got 'ome." I
|
|
interrupted him:-
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"Were the boxes left in the hall?"
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"Yus; it was a big 'all, an' there was nothin' else in it." I made
|
|
one more attempt to further matters:-
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"You didn't have any key?"
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"Never used no key nor nothink. The old gent, he opened the door
|
|
'isself an' shut it again when I druv off. I don't remember the last
|
|
time- but that was the beer."
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|
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|
"And you can't remember the number of the house?"
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"No, sir. But ye needn't have no difficulty about that. It's a
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'igh 'un with a stone front with a bow on it, an' 'igh steps up to the
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|
door. I know them steps, 'avin 'ad to carry the boxes up with three
|
|
loafers what come round to earn a copper. The old gent give them
|
|
shillin's an' they seein' they got so much, they wanted more; but 'e
|
|
took one of them by the shoulder and was like to throw 'im down the
|
|
steps, till the lot of them went away cussin'." I thought that with
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|
this description I could find the house, so, having paid my friend for
|
|
his information, I started off for Piccadilly. I had gained a new
|
|
painful experience; the Count could, it was evident, handle the
|
|
earth-boxes himself! If so, time was precious; for, now that he had
|
|
achieved a certain amount of distribution, he could, by choosing his
|
|
own time, complete the task unobserved. At Piccadilly Circus I
|
|
discharged my cab, and walked westward; beyond the Junior
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|
Constitutional I came across the house described, and was satisfied
|
|
that this was the next of the lairs arranged by Dracula. The house
|
|
looked as though it had been long untenanted. The windows were
|
|
encrusted with dust, and the shutters were up. All the framework was
|
|
black with time, and from the iron the paint had mostly scaled away.
|
|
It was evident that up to lately there had been a large notice-board
|
|
in front of the balcony; it had, however, been roughly torn away,
|
|
the uprights which had supported it still remaining. Behind the
|
|
rails of the balcony I saw there were some loose boards, whose raw
|
|
edges looked white. I would have given a good deal to have been able
|
|
to see the notice-board intact, as it would, perhaps, have given
|
|
some clue to the owner-ship of the house. I remembered my experience
|
|
of the investigation and purchase of Carfax, and I could not but
|
|
feel that if I could find the former owner there might be some means
|
|
discovered of gaining access to the house.
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|
|
|
There was at present nothing to be learned from the Piccadilly side,
|
|
and nothing could be done; so I went round to the back to see if
|
|
anything could be gathered from this quarter. The mews were active,
|
|
the Piccadilly houses being mostly in occupation. I asked one or two
|
|
of the grooms and helpers whom I saw around if they could tell me
|
|
anything about the empty house. One of them said that he heard it
|
|
had lately been taken, but he couldn't say from whom. He told me,
|
|
however, that up to very lately there had been a notice-board of
|
|
"For Sale" up, and that perhaps Mitchell, Sons, & Candy, the house
|
|
agents, could tell me something, as he thought he remembered seeing
|
|
the name of that firm on the board. I did not wish to seem too
|
|
eager, or to let my informant know or guess too much, so, thanking him
|
|
in the usual manner, I strolled away. It was now growing dusk, and the
|
|
autumn night was closing in, so I did not lose any time. Having
|
|
learned the address of Mitchell, Sons, & Candy from a directory at the
|
|
Berkeley, I was soon at their office in Sackville Street.
|
|
|
|
The gentleman who saw me was particularly suave in manner, but
|
|
uncommunicative in equal proportion. Having once told me that the
|
|
Piccadilly house- which throughout our interview he called a
|
|
"mansion"- was sold, he considered my business as concluded. When I
|
|
asked who had purchased it, he opened his eyes a thought wider, and
|
|
paused a few seconds before replying:-
|
|
|
|
"It is sold, sir."
|
|
|
|
"Pardon me," I said, with equal politeness, "but I have a special
|
|
reason for wishing to know who purchased it."
|
|
|
|
Again he paused longer, and raised his eyebrows still more. "It is
|
|
sold sir," was again his laconic reply.
|
|
|
|
"Surely," I said, "you do not mind letting me know so much."
|
|
|
|
"But I do mind," he answered. "The affairs of their clients are
|
|
absolutely safe in the hands of Mitchell, Sons, & Candy." This was
|
|
manifestly a prig of the first water, and there was no use arguing
|
|
with him. I thought I had best meet him on his own ground, so I said:
|
|
|
|
"Your clients, sir, are happy in having so resolute a guardian of
|
|
their confidence. I am myself a professional man." Here I handed him
|
|
my card. "In this instance I am not prompted by curiosity; I act on
|
|
the part of Lord Godalming, who wishes to know something of the
|
|
property which was, he understood, lately for sale." These words put a
|
|
different complexion on affairs. He said:-
|
|
|
|
"I would like to oblige you if I could, Mr. Harker, and especially
|
|
would I like to oblige his lordship. We once carried out a small
|
|
matter of renting some chambers for him when he was the Honourable
|
|
Arthur Holmwood. If you will let me have his lordship's address I will
|
|
consult the House on the subject, and will in any case, communicate
|
|
with his lordship by to-night's post. It will be a pleasure if we
|
|
can so far deviate from our rules as to give the required
|
|
information to his lordship."
|
|
|
|
I wanted to secure a friend, and not to make an enemy, so I
|
|
thanked him, gave the address at Dr. Seward's, and came away. It was
|
|
now dark, and I was tired and hungry. I got a cup of tea at the
|
|
Aerated Bread Company and came down to Purfleet by the next train.
|
|
|
|
I found all the others at home. Mina was looking tired and pale, but
|
|
she made a gallant effort to be bright and cheerful; it wrung my heart
|
|
to think that I had had to keep anything from her and so caused her
|
|
inquietude. Thank God, this will be the last night of her looking on
|
|
at our conferences, and feeling the sting of our not showing our
|
|
confidence. It took all my courage to hold to the wise resolution of
|
|
keeping her out of our grim task. She seems somehow more reconciled;
|
|
or else the very subject seems to have become repugnant to her, for
|
|
when any accidental allusion is made she actually shudders. I am
|
|
glad we made our resolution in time, as with such a feeling as this,
|
|
our growing knowledge would be torture to her.
|
|
|
|
I could not tell the others of the day's discovery till we were
|
|
alone; so after dinner- followed by a little music to save appearances
|
|
even amongst ourselves- I took Mina to her room and left her to go
|
|
to bed. The dear girl was more affectionate with me than ever, and
|
|
clung to me as though she would detain me; but there was much to be
|
|
talked of and I came away. Thank God, the ceasing of telling things
|
|
has made no difference between us.
|
|
|
|
When I came down again I found the others all gathered round the
|
|
fire in the study. In the train I had written my diary so far, and
|
|
simply read it off to them as the best means of letting them get
|
|
abreast of my own information; when I had finished Van Helsing said:-
|
|
|
|
"This has been a great day's work, friend Jonathan. Doubtless we are
|
|
on the track of the missing boxes. If we find them all in that
|
|
house, then our work is near the end. But if there be some missing, we
|
|
must search until we find them. Then shall we make our final coup, and
|
|
hunt the wretch to his real death." We all sat silent awhile and all
|
|
at once Mr. Morris spoke:-
|
|
|
|
"Say! how are we going to get into that house?"
|
|
|
|
"We got into the other," answered Lord Godalming quickly.
|
|
|
|
"But, Art, this is different. We broke house at Carfax, but we had
|
|
night and a walled park to protect us. It will be a mighty different
|
|
thing to commit burglary in Piccadilly, either by day or night. I
|
|
confess I don't see how we are going to get in unless that agency duck
|
|
can find us a key of some sort; perhaps we shall know when you get his
|
|
letter in the morning." Lord Godalming's brows contracted, and he
|
|
stood up and walked about the room. By-and-by he stopped and said,
|
|
turning from one to another of us:-
|
|
|
|
"Quincey's head is level. This burglary business is getting serious;
|
|
we got off once all right; but we have now a rare job on hand-
|
|
unless we can find the Count's key basket."
|
|
|
|
As nothing could well be done before morning, and as it would be
|
|
at least advisable to wait till Lord Godalming should hear from
|
|
Mitchell's, we decided not to take any active step before breakfast
|
|
time. For a good while we sat and smoked, discussing the matter in its
|
|
various lights and bearings; I took the opportunity of bringing this
|
|
diary right up to the moment. I am very sleepy and shall go to bed...
|
|
|
|
Just a line. Mina sleeps soundly and her breathing is regular. Her
|
|
forehead is puckered up into little wrinkles, as though she thinks
|
|
even in her sleep. She is still too pale, but does not look so haggard
|
|
as she did this morning. Tomorrow will, I hope, mend all this; she
|
|
will be herself at home in Exeter. Oh, but I am sleepy!
|
|
|
|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
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|
|
|
1 October- I am puzzled afresh about Renfield. His moods change so
|
|
rapidly that I find it difficult to keep touch of them, and as they
|
|
always mean something more than his own well-being, they form a more
|
|
than interesting study. This morning, when I went to see him after his
|
|
repulse of Van Helsing, his manner was that of a man commanding
|
|
destiny. He was, in fact, commanding destiny- subjectively. He did not
|
|
really care for any of the things of mere earth; he was in the
|
|
clouds and looked down on all the weaknesses and wants of us poor
|
|
mortals. I thought I would improve the occasion and learn something,
|
|
so I asked him:-
|
|
|
|
"What about the flies these times?" He smiled on me in quite a
|
|
superior sort of way- such a smile as would have become the face of
|
|
Malvolio- as he answered me:-
|
|
|
|
"The fly, my dear sir, has one striking feature; its wings are
|
|
typical of the aerial powers of the psychic faculties. The ancients
|
|
did well when they typified the soul as a butterfly!"
|
|
|
|
I thought I would push his analogy to its utmost logically, so I
|
|
said quickly:-
|
|
|
|
"Oh, it is a soul you are after now, is it?" His madness foiled
|
|
his reason, and a puzzled look spread over his face as, shaking his
|
|
head with a decision which I had but seldom seen in him, he said:-
|
|
|
|
"Oh no, oh no! I want no souls. Life is all I want." Here he
|
|
brightened up; "I am pretty indifferent about it at present. Life is
|
|
all right; I have all I want. You must get a new patient, doctor, if
|
|
you wish to study zoophagy!"
|
|
|
|
This puzzled me a little, so I drew him on:-
|
|
|
|
"Then you command life; you are a god I suppose?" He smiled with
|
|
an ineffably benign superiority.
|
|
|
|
"Oh no! Far be it from me to arrogate to myself the attributes of
|
|
the Deity. I am not even concerned in His especially spiritual doings.
|
|
If I may state my intellectual position I am, so far as concerns
|
|
things purely terrestrial, somewhat in the position which Enoch
|
|
occupied spiritually!" This was a poser to me. I could not at the
|
|
moment recall Enoch's appositeness; so I had to ask a simple question,
|
|
though I felt that by so doing I was lowering myself in the eyes of
|
|
the lunatic:-
|
|
|
|
"And why with Enoch?"
|
|
|
|
"Because he walked with God." I could not see the analogy, but did
|
|
not like to admit it; so I harked back to what he had denied:-
|
|
|
|
"So you don't care about life and you don't want souls. Why not?"
|
|
I put my question quickly and somewhat sternly, on purpose to
|
|
disconcert him. The effort succeeded; for an instant he
|
|
unconsciously relapsed into his old servile manner, bent low before
|
|
me, and actually fawned upon me as he replied:-
|
|
|
|
"I don't want any souls, indeed, indeed! I don't. I couldn't use
|
|
them if I had them; they would be no manner of use to me. I couldn't
|
|
eat them or-" he suddenly stopped and the old cunning look spread over
|
|
his face, like a wind-sweep on the surface of the water. "And
|
|
doctor, as to life, what is it after all? When you've got all you
|
|
require, and you know that you will never want, that is all. I have
|
|
friends- good friends- like you Dr. Seward;" this was said with a leer
|
|
of inexpressible cunning, "I know that I shall never lack the means of
|
|
life!"
|
|
|
|
I think that through the cloudiness of his insanity he saw some
|
|
antagonism in me, for he at once fell back on the last refuge of
|
|
such as he- a dogged silence. After a short time I saw that for the
|
|
present it was useless to speak to him. He was sulky, and so I came
|
|
away.
|
|
|
|
Later in the day he sent for me. Ordinarily I would not have come
|
|
without special reason, but just at present I am so interested in
|
|
him that I would gladly make an effort. Besides, I am glad to have
|
|
anything to help to pass the time. Harker is out, following up
|
|
clues; and so are Lord Godalming and Quincey. Van Helsing sits in my
|
|
study poring over the record prepared by the Harkers; he seems to
|
|
think that by accurate knowledge of all details he will light upon
|
|
some clue. He does not wish to be disturbed in the work, without
|
|
cause. I would have taken him with me to see the patient, only I
|
|
thought that after his last repulse he might not care to go again.
|
|
There was also another reason: Renfield might not speak so freely
|
|
before a third person as when he and I were alone.
|
|
|
|
I found him sitting out in the middle of the floor on his stool, a
|
|
pose which is generally indicative of some mental energy on his
|
|
part. When I came in, he said at once, as though the question had been
|
|
waiting on his lips:-
|
|
|
|
"What about souls?" It was evident then that my surmise had been
|
|
correct. Unconscious cerebration was doing its work, even with the
|
|
lunatic. I determined to have the matter out. "What about them
|
|
yourself?" I asked. He did not reply for a moment but looked all round
|
|
him, and up and down, as though he expected to find some inspiration
|
|
for an answer.
|
|
|
|
"I don't want any souls!" he said in a feeble, apologetic way. The
|
|
matter seemed preying on his mind, and so I determined to use it- to
|
|
"be cruel only to be kind." So I said:-
|
|
|
|
"You like life, and you want life?"
|
|
|
|
"Oh yes! but that is all right; you needn't worry about that!"
|
|
|
|
"But," I asked, "how are we to get the life without getting the soul
|
|
also?" This seemed to puzzle him, so I followed it up:-
|
|
|
|
"A nice time you'll have some time when you're flying out there,
|
|
with the souls of thousands of flies and spiders and birds and cats
|
|
buzzing and twittering and miauing all round you. You've got their
|
|
lives, you know, and you must put up with their souls!" Something
|
|
seemed to affect his imagination, for he put his fingers to his ears
|
|
and shut his eyes, screwing them up tightly just as a small boy does
|
|
when his face is being soaped. There was something pathetic in it that
|
|
touched me; it also gave me a lesson, for it seemed that before me was
|
|
a child- only a child, though the features were worn, and the
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stubble on the jaws was white. It was evident that he was undergoing
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some process of mental disturbance, and, knowing how his past moods
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had interpreted things seemingly foreign to himself, I thought I would
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enter into his mind as well as I could and go with him. The first step
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was to restore confidence, so I asked him, speaking pretty loud so
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that he would hear me through his closed ears:-
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"Would you like some sugar to get your flies round again?" He seemed
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to wake up all at once, and shook his head. With a laugh he replied:-
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"Not much! flies are poor things, after all!" After a pause he
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added, "But I don't want their souls buzzing round me, all the same."
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"Or spiders?" I went on.
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"Blow spiders! What's the use of spiders? There isn't anything in
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them to eat or"- he stopped suddenly, as though reminded of a
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forbidden topic.
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"So, so!" I thought to myself, "this is the second time he has
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suddenly stopped at the word 'drink;' what does it mean?" Renfield
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seemed himself aware of having made a lapse, for he hurried on, as
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though to distract my attention from it:-
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"I don't take any stock at all in such matters. 'Rats and mice and
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such small deer,' as Shakespeare has it, 'chicken-feed of the
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larder' they might be called. I'm past all that sort of nonsense.
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You might as well ask a man to eat molecules with a pair of
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chop-sticks, as to try to interest me about the lesser carnivora, when
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I know of what is before me."
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"I see," I said. "You want big things that you can make your teeth
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meet in? How would you like to breakfast on elephant?"
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"What ridiculous nonsense you are talking!" He was getting too
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wide awake, so I thought I would press him hard. "I wonder," I said
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reflectively, "what an elephant's soul is like!"
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The effect I desired was obtained, for he at once fell from his
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high-horse and became a child again.
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"I don't want an elephant's soul, or, any soul at all!" he said.
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For a few moments he sat despondently. Suddenly he jumped to his feet,
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with his eyes blazing and all the signs of intense cerebral
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excitement. "To hell with you and your souls!" he shouted. "Why do you
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plague me about souls. Haven't I got enough to worry, and pain, and
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distract me already, without thinking of souls!" He looked so
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hostile that I thought he was in for another homicidal fit, so I
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blew my whistle. The instant, however, that I did so he became calm,
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and said apologetically:-
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"Forgive me, Doctor; I forgot myself. You do not need any help. I am
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so worried in my mind that I am apt to be irritable. If you only
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knew the problem I have to face, and that I am working out, you
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would pity, and tolerate, and pardon me. Pray do not put me in a
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strait-waistcoat. I want to think and I cannot think freely when my
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body is confined. I am sure you will understand!" He had evidently
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self-control; so when the attendants came I told them not to mind, and
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they withdrew. Renfield watched them go; when the door was closed he
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said, with considerable dignity and sweetness:-
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"Dr. Seward you have been very considerate towards me. Believe me
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that I am very, very grateful to you!" I thought it well to leave
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him in this mood, and so I came away. There is certainly something
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to ponder over in this man's state. Several points seem to make what
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the American interviewer calls "a story," if one could only get them
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in proper order. Here they are:-
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Will not mention "drinking."
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Fears the thought of being burdened with the "soul" of anything.
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Has no dread of wanting "life" in the future.
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Despises the meaner forms of life altogether, though he dreads being
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haunted by their souls.
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Logically all these things point one way! he has assurance of some
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kind that he will acquire some higher life. He dreads the consequence-
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the burden of a soul. Then it is a human life he looks to!
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And the assurance-?
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Merciful God! the Count has been to him, and there is some new
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scheme of terror afoot!
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Later.- I went after my round to Van Helsing and told him my
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suspicion. He grew very grave; and, after thinking the matter over for
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a while asked me to take him to Renfield. I did so. As we came to
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the door we heard the lunatic within singing gaily, as he used to do
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in the time which now seems so long ago. When we entered we saw with
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amazement that he had spread out his sugar as of old; the flies,
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lethargic with the autumn, were beginning to buzz into the room. We
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tried to make him talk of the subject of our previous conversation,
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but he would not attend. He went on with his singing, just as though
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we had not been present. He had got a scrap of paper and was folding
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it into a note-book. We had to come away as ignorant as we went in.
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His is a curious case indeed; we must watch him to-night.
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Letter, Mitchell, Sons and Candy to Lord Godalming.
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"1 October.
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"My Lord,-
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"We are at all times only too happy to meet your wishes. We beg,
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with regard to the desire of your Lordship, expressed by Mr. Harker on
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your behalf, to supply the following information concerning the sale
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and purchase of No. 347 Piccadilly. The original vendors are the
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executors of the late Mr. Archibald Winter-Suffield. The purchaser
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is a foreign nobleman, Count de Ville, who effected the purchase
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himself paying the purchase money in notes 'over the counter,' if your
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Lordship will pardon us using so vulgar an expression. Beyond this
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we know nothing whatever of him.
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"We are, my Lord,
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"Your Lordship's humble servants.
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"Mitchell, Sons & Candy."
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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2 October.- I placed a man in the corridor last night, and told
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him to make an accurate note of any sound he might hear from
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Renfield's room, and gave him instructions that if there should be
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anything strange he was to call me. After dinner, when we had all
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gathered round the fire in the study- Mrs. Harker having gone to
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bed- we discussed the attempts and discoveries of the day. Harker
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was the only one who had any result, and we are in great hopes that
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his clue may be an important one.
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Before going to bed I went round to the patient's room and looked in
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through the observation trap. He was sleeping soundly, and his heart
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rose and fell with regular respiration.
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This morning the man on duty reported to me that a little after
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midnight he was restless and kept saying his prayers somewhat
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loudly. I asked him if that was all; he replied that it was all he
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heard. There was something about his manner so suspicious that I asked
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him point blank if he had been asleep. He denied sleep, but admitted
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to having "dozed" for a while. It is too bad that men cannot be
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trusted unless they are watched.
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To-day Harker is out following up his clue, and Art and Quincey
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are looking after horses. Godalming thinks that it will be well to
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have horses always in readiness, for when we get the information which
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|
we seek there will be no time to lose. We must sterilise all the
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|
imported earth between sunrise and sunset; we shall thus catch the
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Count at his weakest, and without a refuge to fly to. Van Helsing is
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|
off to the British Museum looking up some authorities on ancient
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|
medicine. The old physicians took account of things which their
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|
followers do not accept, and the Professor is searching for witch
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|
and demon cures which may be useful to us later.
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I sometimes think we must be all mad and that we shall wake to
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sanity in strait-waistcoats.
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Later.- We have met again. We seem at last to be on the track, and
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our work of to-morrow may be the beginning of the end. I wonder if
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Renfield's quiet has anything to do with this. His moods have so
|
|
followed the doings of the Count, that the coming destruction of the
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|
monster may be carried to him in some subtle way. If we could only get
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some hint as to what passed in his mind, between the time of my
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argument with him to-day and his resumption of fly-catching, it
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|
might afford us a valuable clue. He is now seemingly quiet for a
|
|
spell... Is he?- that wild yell seemed to come from his room.
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The attendant came bursting into my room and told me that Renfield
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had somehow met with some accident. He had heard him yell; and when he
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went to him found him lying on his face on the floor, all covered with
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blood. I must go at once...
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CHAPTER XXI.
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DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.
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3 October. Let me put down with exactness all that happened, as well
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as I can remember it, since last I made an entry. Not a detail that
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I can recall must be forgotten; in all calmness I must proceed.
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When I came to Renfield's room I found him lying on the floor on his
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left side in a glittering pool of blood. When I went to move him, it
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|
became at once apparent that he had received some terrible injuries;
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|
there seemed none of that unity of purpose between the parts of the
|
|
body which marks even lethargic sanity. As the face was exposed I
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|
could see that it was horribly bruised, as though it had been beaten
|
|
against the floor- indeed it was from the face wounds that the pool of
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|
blood originated. The attendant who was kneeling beside the body
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|
said to me as we turned him over:-
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"I think, sir, his back is broken. See, both his right arm and leg
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|
and the whole side of his face are paralysed." How such a thing
|
|
could have happened puzzled the attendant beyond measure. He seemed
|
|
quite bewildered, and his brows were gathered in as he said:-
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"I can't understand the two things. He could mark his face like that
|
|
by beating his own head on the floor. I saw a young woman do it once
|
|
at the Eversfield Asylum before anyone could lay hands on her. And I
|
|
suppose he might have broken his neck by falling out of bed, if he got
|
|
in an awkward kink. But for the life of me I can't imagine how the two
|
|
things occurred. If his back was broke, he couldn't beat his head; and
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|
if his face was like that before the fall out of bed, there would be
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|
marks of it." I said to him:-
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|
|
"Go to Dr. Van Helsing, and ask him to kindly come here at once. I
|
|
want him without an instant's delay." The man ran off, and within a
|
|
few minutes the Professor, in his dressing gown and slippers appeared.
|
|
When he saw Renfield on the ground, he looked keenly at him a moment
|
|
and then turned to me. I think he recognised my thought in my eyes,
|
|
for he said very quietly manifestly for the ears of the attendant:-
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|
|
|
"Ah a sad accident! He will need very careful watching, and much
|
|
attention. I shall stay with you myself, but I shall first dress
|
|
myself if you will remain I shall in a few minutes join you."
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|
|
|
The patient was now breathing stertorously and it was easy to see
|
|
that he had suffered some terrible injury. Van Helsing returned with
|
|
extraordinary celerity, bearing with him a surgical case. He had
|
|
evidently been thinking and had his mind made up; for, almost before
|
|
he looked at the patient, he whispered to me:-
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|
|
|
"Send the attendant away. We must be alone with him when he
|
|
becomes conscious, after the operation." So I said:-
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|
|
|
"I think that will do now Simmons. We have done all that we can at
|
|
present. You had better go your round, and Dr. Van Helsing will
|
|
operate. Let me know instantly if there be anything unusual anywhere."
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|
|
|
The man withdrew, and we went into a strict examination of the
|
|
patient. The wounds of the face were superficial; the real injury
|
|
was a depressed fracture of the skull, extending right up through
|
|
the motor area. The Professor thought a moment and said:-
|
|
|
|
"We must reduce the pressure and get back to normal conditions, as
|
|
far as can be; the rapidity of the suffusion shows the terrible nature
|
|
of his injury. The whole motor area seems affected. The suffusion of
|
|
the brain will increase quickly, so we must trephine at once or it may
|
|
be too late." As he was speaking there was a soft tapping at the door.
|
|
I went over and opened it and found in the corridor without, Arthur
|
|
and Quincey in pajamas and slippers: the former spoke:-
|
|
|
|
"I heard your man call up Dr. Van Helsing and tell him of an
|
|
accident. So I woke Quincey or rather called for him as he was not
|
|
asleep. Things are moving too quickly and too strangely for sound
|
|
sleep for any of us these times. I've been thinking that to-morrow
|
|
night will not see things as they have been. We'll have to look
|
|
back- and forward a little more than we have done. May we come in?"
|
|
I nodded, and held the door open till they had entered; then I
|
|
closed it again. When Quincey saw the attitude and state of the
|
|
patient, and noted the horrible pool on the floor, he said softly:-
|
|
|
|
"My God! what has happened to him? Poor, poor devil!" I told him
|
|
briefly, and added that we expected he would recover consciousness
|
|
after the operation- for a short time at all events. He went at once
|
|
and sat down on the edge of the bed, with Godalming beside him; we all
|
|
watched in patience.
|
|
|
|
"We shall wait," said Van Helsing, "just long enough to fix the
|
|
best spot for trephining, so that we may most quickly and perfectly
|
|
remove the blood clot; for it is evident that the haemorrhage is
|
|
increasing."
|
|
|
|
The minutes during which we waited passed with fearful slowness. I
|
|
had a horrible sinking in my heart, and from Van Helsing's face I
|
|
gathered that he felt some fear or apprehension as to what was to
|
|
come. I dreaded the words that Renfield might speak. I was
|
|
positively afraid to think; but the conviction of what was coming
|
|
was on me, as I have read of men who have heard the death-watch. The
|
|
poor man's breathing came in uncertain gasps. Each instant he seemed
|
|
as though he would open his eyes and speak, but then would follow a
|
|
prolonged stertorous breath, and he would relapse into a more fixed
|
|
insensibility. Inured as I was to sick beds and death, this suspense
|
|
grew, and grew upon me. I could almost hear the beating of my own
|
|
heart; and the blood surging through my temples sounded like blows
|
|
from a hammer. The silence finally became agonising. I looked at my
|
|
companions, one after another, and saw from their flushed faces and
|
|
damp brows that they were enduring equal torture. There was a
|
|
nervous suspense over us all, as though overhead some dread bell would
|
|
peal out powerfully when we should least expect it.
|
|
|
|
At last there came a time when it was evident that the patient was
|
|
sinking fast; he might die at any moment. I looked up at the Professor
|
|
and caught his eyes fixed on mine. His face was sternly set as he
|
|
spoke:-
|
|
|
|
"There is no time to lose. His words may be worth many lives; I have
|
|
been thinking so, as I stood here. It may be there is a soul at stake!
|
|
We shall operate just above the ear."
|
|
|
|
Without another word he made the operation. For a few moments the
|
|
breathing continued to be stertorous. Then there came a breath so
|
|
prolonged that it seemed as though it would tear open his chest.
|
|
Suddenly his eyes opened, and became fixed in a wild, helpless
|
|
stare. This was continued for a few moments; then it softened into a
|
|
glad surprise, and from the lips came a sigh of relief. He moved
|
|
convulsively and as he did so, said:-
|
|
|
|
"I'll be quiet, Doctor. Tell them to take off the
|
|
strait-waistcoat. I have had a terrible dream, and it has left me so
|
|
weak that I cannot move. What's wrong with my face? it feels all
|
|
swollen, and it smarts dreadfully." He tried to turn his head; but
|
|
even with the effort his eyes seemed to grow glassy again, so I gently
|
|
put it back. Then Van Helsing said in a quiet grave tone:-
|
|
|
|
"Tell us your dream, Mr. Renfield." As he heard the voice his face
|
|
brightened through its mutilation, and he said:-
|
|
|
|
"That is Dr. Van Helsing. How good it is of you to be here. Give
|
|
me some water, my lips are dry; and I shall try to tell you. I
|
|
dreamed"- he stopped and seemed fainting, I called quietly to Quincey-
|
|
"The brandy- it is in my study- quick!" He flew and returned with a
|
|
glass, the decanter of brandy and a carafe of water. We moistened
|
|
the parched lips, and the patient quickly revived. It seemed, however,
|
|
that his poor injured brain had been working in the interval, for,
|
|
when he was quite conscious, he looked at me piercingly with an
|
|
agonised confusion which I shall never forget, and said:-
|
|
|
|
"I must not deceive myself, it was no dream, but all a grim
|
|
reality." Then his eyes roved round the room; as they caught sight
|
|
of the two figures sitting patiently on the edge of the bed he went
|
|
on:-
|
|
|
|
"If I were not sure already, I would know from them." For an instant
|
|
his eyes closed- not with pain or sleep but voluntarily, as though
|
|
he were bringing all his faculties to bear, when he opened them he
|
|
said, hurriedly, and with more energy than he had yet displayed:-
|
|
|
|
"Quick, Doctor, quick. I am dying! I feel that I have but a few
|
|
minutes; and then I must go back to death- or worse! Wet my lips
|
|
with brandy again. I have something that I must say before I die; or
|
|
before my poor crushed brain dies anyhow. Thank you! It was that night
|
|
after you left me, when I implored you to let me go away. I couldn't
|
|
speak then, for I felt my tongue was tied; but I was as sane then,
|
|
except in that way, as I am now. I was in an agony of despair for a
|
|
long time after you left me; it seemed hours. Then there came a sudden
|
|
peace to me. My brain seemed to become cool again, and I realised
|
|
where I was. I heard the dogs bark behind our house, but not where
|
|
He was!" As he spoke Van Helsing's eyes never blinked, but his hand
|
|
came out and met mine and gripped it hard. He did not, however, betray
|
|
himself, he nodded slightly and said: "Go on," in a low voice.
|
|
Renfield proceeded:-
|
|
|
|
"He came up to the window in the mist, as I had seen him often
|
|
before; but he was solid then- not a ghost, and his eyes were fierce
|
|
like a man's when angry. He was laughing with his red mouth; the sharp
|
|
white teeth glinted in the moonlight when he turned to look back
|
|
over the belt of trees, to where the dogs were barking. I wouldn't ask
|
|
him to come in at first, though I knew he wanted to just as he had
|
|
wanted all along. Then he began promising me things- not in words
|
|
but by doing them." He was interrupted by a word from the Professor:-
|
|
|
|
"How?"
|
|
|
|
"By making them happen; just as he used to send in the flies when
|
|
the sun was shining. Great big fat ones with steel and sapphire on
|
|
their wings; and big moths, in the night, with skull and crossbones on
|
|
their backs." Van Helsing nodded to him as he whispered to me
|
|
unconsciously:-
|
|
|
|
"The Acherontia Aiettropos of the Sphinges- what you call the
|
|
'Death's-head Moth?'" The patient went on without stopping.
|
|
|
|
"Then he began to whisper: 'Rats, rats, rats! Hundreds, thousands,
|
|
millions of them, and every one a life; and dogs to eat them, and cats
|
|
too. All lives! all red blood, with years of life in it; and not
|
|
merely buzzing flies!' I laughed at him, for I wanted to see what he
|
|
could do. Then the dogs howled, away beyond the dark trees in His
|
|
house. He beckoned me to the window. I got up and looked out, and He
|
|
raised his hands, and seemed to call out without using any words. A
|
|
dark mass spread over the grass, coming on like the shape of a flame
|
|
of fire; and then He moved the mist to the right and left, and I could
|
|
see that there were thousands of rats with their eyes blazing red-
|
|
like His, only smaller. He held up his hand, and they all stopped; and
|
|
I thought He seemed to be saying: 'All these lives will I give you,
|
|
ay, and many more and greater, through countless ages, if you will
|
|
fall down and worship me!' And then a red cloud, like the colour of
|
|
blood, seemed to close over my eyes; and before I knew what I was
|
|
doing, I found myself opening the sash and saying to Him: 'Come in,
|
|
Lord and Master!' The rats were all gone, but He slid into the room
|
|
through the sash, though it was only open an inch wide- just as the
|
|
Moon herself has often come in through the tiniest crack and has stood
|
|
before me in all her size and splendour."
|
|
|
|
His voice was weaker, so I moistened his lips with the brandy again,
|
|
and he continued; but it seemed as though his memory had gone on
|
|
working in the interval for his story was further advanced. I was
|
|
about to call him back to the point, but Van Helsing whispered to
|
|
me: "Let him go on. Do not interrupt him; he cannot go back, and
|
|
may-be could not proceed at all if once he lost the thread of his
|
|
thought." He proceeded:-
|
|
|
|
"All day I waited to hear from him, but he did not send me anything,
|
|
not even a blow-fly, and when the moon got up I was pretty angry
|
|
with him. When he slid in through the window, though it was shut,
|
|
and did not even knock, I got mad with him. He sneered at me, and
|
|
his white face looked out of the mist with his red eyes gleaming,
|
|
and he went on as though he owned the whole place, and I was no one.
|
|
He didn't even smell the same as he went by me. I couldn't hold him. I
|
|
thought that, somehow, Mrs. Harker had come into the room."
|
|
|
|
The two men sitting on the bed stood up and came over standing
|
|
behind him so that he could not see them, but where they could hear
|
|
better. They were both silent, but the Professor started and quivered;
|
|
his face, however, grew grimmer and sterner still. Renfield went on
|
|
without noticing:-
|
|
|
|
"When Mrs. Harker came in to see me this afternoon she wasn't the
|
|
same; it was like tea after the teapot had been watered." Here we
|
|
all moved, but no one said a word; he went on:-
|
|
|
|
"I didn't know that she was here till she spoke; and she didn't look
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the same. I don't care for the pale people; I like them with lots of
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blood in them, and hers had all seemed to have run out. I didn't think
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of it at the time; but when she went away I began to think, and it
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made me mad to know that He had been taking the life out of her." I
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could feel that the rest quivered, as I did; but we remained otherwise
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still. "So when He came to-night I was ready for Him. I saw the mist
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stealing in, and I grabbed it tight. I had heard that madmen have
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unnatural strength; and as I knew I was a madman- at times anyhow- I
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resolved to use my power. Ay, and He felt it too, for He had to come
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out of the mist to struggle with me. I held tight; and I thought I was
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going to win, for I didn't mean Him to take any more of her life, till
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I saw His eyes. They burned into me, and my strength became like
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water. He slipped through it, and when I tried to cling to Him, He
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raised me up and flung me down. There was a red cloud before me, and a
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noise like thunder, and the mist seemed to steal away under the door."
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His voice was becoming fainter and his breath more stertorous. Van
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Helsing stood up instinctively.
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"We know the worst now," he said. "He is here, and we know his
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purpose. It may not be too late. Let us be armed- the same as we
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were the other night, but lose no time; there is not an instant to
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spare." There was no need to put our fear, nay our conviction, into
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words- we shared them in common. We all hurried and took from our
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rooms the same things that we had when we entered the Court's house.
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The Professor had his ready, and as we met in the corridor he
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pointed to them significantly as he said:-
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"They never leave me; and they shall not till this unhappy
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business is over. Be wise also, my friends. It is no common enemy that
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we deal with. Alas! alas! that that dear Madam Mina should suffer!" He
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stopped; his voice was breaking, and I do not know if rage or terror
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predominated in my own heart.
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Outside the Harker's door we paused. Art and Quincey held back,
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and the latter said:-
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"Should we disturb her?"
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"We must," said Van Helsing grimly. "If the door be locked, I
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shall break it in."
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"May it not frighten her terribly? it is unusual to break into a
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lady's room!" Van Helsing said solemnly.
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"You are always right; but this is life and death. All chambers
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are alike to the doctor, and even were they not they are all as one to
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me to-night. Friend John, when I turn the handle, if the door does not
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open, do you put your shoulder down and shove; and you too, my
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friends, Now!"
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He turned the handle as he spoke, but the door did not yield. We
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threw ourselves against it; with a crash it burst open, and we
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almost fell headlong into the room. The Professor did actually fall,
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and I saw across him as he gathered himself up from hands and knees.
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What I saw appalled me. I felt my hair rise like bristles on the
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back of my neck, and my heart seemed to stand still.
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The moonlight was so bright that through the thick yellow blind
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the room was light enough to see. On the bed beside the window lay
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Jonathan Harker, his face flushed and breathing heavily as though in a
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stupor. Kneeling on the near edge of the bed facing outwards was the
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white-clad figure of his wife. By her side stood a tall, thin man,
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clad in black. His face was turned from us, but the instant we saw
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we all recognised the Count- in every way, even to the scar on his
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forehead. With his left hand he held both Mrs. Harker's hands, keeping
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them away with her arms at full tension; his right hand gripped her by
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the back of the neck, forcing her face down on his bosom. Her white
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night-dress was smeared with blood, and a thin stream trickled down
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the man's bare breast which was shown by his torn-open dress. The
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attitude of the two had a terrible resemblance to a child forcing a
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kitten's nose into a saucer of milk to compel it to drink. As we burst
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into the room, the Count turned his face, and the hellish look that
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I had heard described seemed to leap into it. His eyes flamed red with
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devilish passion; the great nostrils of the white aquiline nose opened
|
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wide and quivered at the edge; and the white sharp teeth, behind the
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full lips of the blood-dripping mouth, champed together like those
|
|
of a wild beast. With a wrench, which threw his victim back upon the
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bed as though hurled from a height, he turned and sprang at us. But by
|
|
this time the Professor had gained his feet, and was holding towards
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him the envelope which contained the Sacred Wafer. The Count
|
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suddenly stopped, just as poor Lucy had done outside the tomb, and
|
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cowered back. Further and further back he cowered, as we, lifting
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our crucifixes, advanced. The moonlight suddenly failed, as a great
|
|
black cloud sailed across the sky; and when the gaslight sprang up
|
|
under Quincey's match, we saw nothing but a faint vapour. This, as
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we looked, trailed under the door, which with the recoil from its
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|
bursting open, had swung back to its old position. Van Helsing, Art,
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|
and I moved forward to Mrs. Harker, who by this time had drawn her
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breath and with it had given a scream so wild, so ear-piercing, so
|
|
despairing that it seems to me now that it will ring in my ears till
|
|
my dying day. For a few seconds she lay in her helpless attitude and
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|
disarray. Her face was ghastly, with a pallor which was accentuated by
|
|
the blood which smeared her lips and cheeks and chin; from her
|
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throat trickled a thin stream of blood her eyes were mad with
|
|
terror. Then she put before her face her poor crushed hands, which
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|
bore on their whiteness the red mark of the Count's terrible grip, and
|
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from behind them came a low desolate wail which made the terrible
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|
scream seem only the quick expression of an endless grief. Van Helsing
|
|
stepped forward and drew the coverlet gently over her body, whilst
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Art, after looking at her face for an instant despairingly, ran out of
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the room. Van Helsing whispered to me:-
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|
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"Jonathan is in a stupor such as we know the Vampire can produce. We
|
|
can do nothing with poor Madam Mina for a few moments till she
|
|
recovers herself, I must wake him!" He dipped the end of a towel in
|
|
cold water and with it began to flick him on the face, his wife all
|
|
the while holding her face between her hands and sobbing in a way that
|
|
was heart-breaking to hear. I raised the blind, and looked out of
|
|
the window. There was much moonshine; and as I looked I could see
|
|
Quincey Morris run across the lawn and hide himself in the shadow of a
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|
great yew tree. It puzzled me to think why he was doing this; but at
|
|
the instant I heard Harker's quick exclamation as he woke to partial
|
|
consciousness, and turned to the bed. On his face, as there might well
|
|
be, was a look of wild amazement. He seemed dazed for a few seconds,
|
|
and then full consciousness seemed to burst upon him all at once,
|
|
and he started up. His wife was aroused by the quick movement, and
|
|
turned to him with her arms stretched out, as though to embrace him;
|
|
instantly, however, she drew them in again, and putting her elbows
|
|
together, held her hands before her face, and shuddered till the bed
|
|
beneath her shook.
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|
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|
"In God's name what does this mean?" Harker cried out, "Dr.
|
|
Seward, Dr. Van Helsing, what is it? What has happened? What is wrong?
|
|
Mina, dear, what is it? What does that blood mean? My God, my God! has
|
|
it come to this!" and, raising himself to his knees, he beat his hands
|
|
wildly together. "Good God help us! help her! oh, help her!" With a
|
|
quick movement he jumped from bed, and began to pull on his
|
|
clothes,- all the man in him awake at the need for instant exertion.
|
|
"What has happened? Tell me all about it?" he cried without pausing.
|
|
"Dr. Van Helsing, you love Mina, I know. Oh, do something to save her.
|
|
It cannot have gone too far yet. Guard her while I look for him!"
|
|
His wife, through her terror and horror and distress saw some sure
|
|
danger to him: instantly forgetting her own grief, she seized hold
|
|
of him and cried out:-
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|
|
|
"No! no! Jonathan, you must not leave me. I have suffered enough
|
|
to-night, God knows, without the dread of his harming you. You must
|
|
stay with me. Stay with these friends who will watch over you!" Her
|
|
expression became frantic as she spoke; and, he yielding to her, she
|
|
pulled him down sitting on the bed side, and clung to him fiercely.
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|
|
|
Van Helsing and I tried to calm them both. The Professor held up his
|
|
little golden crucifix, and said with wonderful calmness:-
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|
|
"Do not fear, my dear. We are here; and whilst this is close to
|
|
you no foul thing can approach. You are safe for to-night; and we must
|
|
be calm and take counsel together." She shuddered and was silent,
|
|
holding down her head on her husband's breast. When she raised it, his
|
|
white night-robe was stained with blood where her lips had touched,
|
|
and where the thin open wound in her neck had sent forth drops. The
|
|
instant she saw it she drew back, with a low wall, and whispered,
|
|
amidst choking sobs:-
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|
|
|
"Unclean, unclean! I must touch him or kiss him no more. Oh, that it
|
|
should be that it is I who am now his worst enemy, and whom he may
|
|
have most cause to fear." To this he spoke out resolutely:-
|
|
|
|
"Nonsense, Mina. It is a shame to me to hear such a word. I would
|
|
not hear it of you; and I shall not hear it from you. May God judge me
|
|
by my deserts, and punish me with more bitter suffering than even this
|
|
hour, if by any act or will of mine anything ever come between us!" He
|
|
put out his arms and folded her to his breast; and for a while she lay
|
|
there sobbing. He looked at us over her bowed head, with eyes that
|
|
blinked damply above his quivering nostrils; his mouth was set as
|
|
steel. After a while her sobs became less frequent and more faint, and
|
|
then he said to me, speaking with a studied calmness which I felt
|
|
tried his nervous power to the utmost:-
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|
|
|
"And now, Dr. Seward, tell me all about it. Too well I know the
|
|
broad fact; tell me all that has been." I told him exactly what had
|
|
happened, and he listened with seeming impassiveness; but his nostrils
|
|
twitched and his eyes blazed as I told how the ruthless hands of the
|
|
Count had held his wife in that terrible and horrid position, with her
|
|
mouth to the open wound in his breast. It interested me, even at
|
|
that moment, to see, that, whilst the face of white set passion worked
|
|
convulsively over the bowed head, the hands tenderly and lovingly
|
|
stroked the ruffled hair. Just as I had finished, Quincey and
|
|
Godalming knocked at the door. They entered in obedience to our
|
|
summons. Van Helsing looked at me questioningly. I understood him to
|
|
mean if we were to take advantage of their coming to divert if
|
|
possible the thoughts of the unhappy husband and wife from each
|
|
other and from themselves; so on nodding acquiescence to him he
|
|
asked them what they had seen or done. To which Lord Godalming
|
|
answered:-
|
|
|
|
"I could not see him anywhere in the passage, or in any of our
|
|
rooms. I looked in the study but, though he had been there, he had
|
|
gone. He had, however-" He stopped suddenly looking at the poor
|
|
drooping figure on the bed. Van Helsing said gravely:-
|
|
|
|
"Go on friend Arthur. We want here no more concealments. Our hope
|
|
now is in knowing all. Tell freely!" So Art went on:-
|
|
|
|
"He had been there, and though it could only have been for a few
|
|
seconds, he made rare hay of the place. All the manuscript had been
|
|
burned, and the blue flames were flickering amongst the white ashes;
|
|
the cylinders of your phonograph too were thrown on the fire, and
|
|
the wax had helped the flames." Here I interrupted. "Thank God there
|
|
is the other copy in the safe!" His face lit for a moment, but fell
|
|
again as he went on; "I ran down stairs then, but could see no sign of
|
|
him. I looked into Renfield's room; but there was no trace there
|
|
except-!" Again he paused. "Go on," said Harker hoarsely; so he
|
|
bowed his head and moistening his lips with his tongue, added: "except
|
|
that the poor fellow is dead." Mrs. Harker raised her head, looking
|
|
from one to the other of us she said solemnly:-
|
|
|
|
"God's will be done!" I could not but feel that Art was keeping back
|
|
something; but, as I took it that it was with a purpose, I said
|
|
nothing. Van Helsing turned to Morris and asked:-
|
|
|
|
"And you, friend Quincey, have you any to tell?"
|
|
|
|
"A little," he answered. "It may be much eventually, but at
|
|
present I can't say. I thought it well to know if possible where the
|
|
Count would go when he left the house. I did not see him; but I saw
|
|
a bat rise from Renfield's window, and flap westward. I expected to
|
|
see him in some shape go back to Carfax; but he evidently sought
|
|
some other lair. He will not be back to-night; for the sky is
|
|
reddening in the east, and the dawn is close. We must work to-morrow!"
|
|
|
|
He said the latter words through his shut teeth. For a space of
|
|
perhaps a couple of minutes there was silence, and I could fancy
|
|
that I could hear the sound of our hearts beating; then Van Helsing
|
|
said, placing his hand very tenderly on Mrs. Harker's head:-
|
|
|
|
"And now, Madam Mina- poor, dear, dear Madam Mina- tell us exactly
|
|
what happened. God knows that I do not want that you be pained; but it
|
|
is need that we know all. For now more than ever has all work to be
|
|
done quick and sharp, and in deadly earnest. The day is close to us
|
|
that must end all, if it may be so; and now is the chance that we
|
|
may live and learn."
|
|
|
|
The poor, dear lady shivered, and I could see the tension of her
|
|
nerves as she clasped her husband closer to her and bent her head
|
|
lower and lower still on his breast. Then she raised her head proudly,
|
|
and held out one hand to Van Helsing who took it in his, and, after
|
|
stooping and kissing it reverently, held it fast. The other hand was
|
|
locked in that of her husband, who held his other arm thrown round her
|
|
protectingly. After a pause in which she was evidently ordering her
|
|
thoughts, she began:-
|
|
|
|
"I took the sleeping draught which you had so kindly given me, but
|
|
for a long time it did not act. I seemed to become more wakeful, and
|
|
myriads of horrible fancies began to crowd in upon my mind- all of
|
|
them connected with death, and vampires; with blood, and pain, and
|
|
trouble." Her husband involuntarily groaned as she turned to him and
|
|
said lovingly: "Do not fret dear. You must be brave and strong, and
|
|
help me through the horrible task. If you only knew what an effort
|
|
it is to me to tell of this fearful thing at all, you would understand
|
|
how much I need your help. Well, I saw I must try to help the medicine
|
|
to its work with my will, if it was to do me any good, so I resolutely
|
|
set myself to sleep. Sure enough sleep must soon have come to me,
|
|
for I remember no more. Jonathan coming in had not waked me, for he
|
|
lay by my side when next I remember. There was in the room the same
|
|
thin white mist that I had before noticed. But I forget now if you
|
|
know of this; you will find it in my diary which I shall show you
|
|
later. I felt the same vague terror which had come to me before and
|
|
the same sense of some presence. I turned to wake Jonathan, but
|
|
found that he slept so soundly that it seemed as if it was he who
|
|
had taken the sleeping draught, and not I. I tried, but I could not
|
|
wake him. This caused me a great fear, and I looked around
|
|
terrified. Then indeed, my heart sank within me: beside the bed, as if
|
|
he had stepped out of the mist- or rather as if the mist had turned
|
|
into his figure, for it had entirely disappeared- stood a tall, thin
|
|
man, all in black. I knew him at once from the description of the
|
|
others. The waxen face; the high aquiline nose, on which the light
|
|
fell in a thin white line; the parted red lips, with the sharp white
|
|
teeth showing between; and the red eyes that I had seemed to see in
|
|
the sunset on the windows of St. Mary's Church at Whitby. I knew, too,
|
|
the red scar on his forehead where Jonathan had struck him. For an
|
|
instant my heart stood still, and I would have screamed out, only that
|
|
I was paralysed. In the pause he spoke in a sort of keen, cutting,
|
|
whisper, pointing as he spoke to Jonathan:-
|
|
|
|
"'Silence! If you make a sound I shall take him and dash his
|
|
brains out before your very eyes.' I was appalled and was too
|
|
bewildered to do or say anything. With a mocking smile, he placed
|
|
one hand upon my shoulder and, holding me tight, bared my throat
|
|
with the other, saying as he did so; 'First, a little refreshment to
|
|
reward my exertions. You may as well be quiet, it is not the first
|
|
time, or the second, that your veins have appeased my thirst!' I was
|
|
bewildered, and, strangely enough, I did not want to hinder him. I
|
|
suppose it is a part of the horrible curse that such is, when his
|
|
touch is on his victim. And oh, my God, my God, pity me! He placed his
|
|
reeking lips upon my throat!" Her husband groaned again. She clasped
|
|
his hand harder, and looked at him pityingly, as if he were the
|
|
injured one, and went on:-
|
|
|
|
"I felt my strength fading away, and I was in a half swoon. How long
|
|
this horrible thing lasted I know not; but it seemed that a long
|
|
time must have passed before he took his foul, awful, sneering mouth
|
|
away. I saw it drip with the fresh blood!" The remembrance seemed
|
|
for a while to overpower her, and she drooped and would have sunk down
|
|
but for her husband's sustaining arm. With a great effort she
|
|
recovered herself and went on:-
|
|
|
|
"Then he spoke to me mockingly, 'And so you, like the others,
|
|
would play your brains against mine. You would help these men to
|
|
hunt me and frustrate me in my designs! You know now, and they know in
|
|
part already, and will know in full before long, what it is to cross
|
|
my path. They should have kept their energies for use closer to
|
|
home. Whilst they played wits against me- against me who commanded
|
|
nations, and intrigued for them, and fought for them, hundreds of
|
|
years before they were born- I was countermining them. And you,
|
|
their best beloved one, are now to me, flesh of my flesh; blood of
|
|
my blood; kin of my kin; my bountiful wine-press for a while; and
|
|
shall be later on my companion and my helper. You shall be avenged
|
|
in turn; for not one of them but shall minister to your needs. But
|
|
as yet you are to be punished for what you have done. You have aided
|
|
in thwarting me; now you shall come to my call. When my brain says
|
|
"Come!" to you, you shall cross land or sea to do my bidding; and to
|
|
that end this!' With that he pulled open his shirt, and with his
|
|
long sharp nails opened a vein in his breast. When the blood began
|
|
to spurt out, he took my hands in one of his, holding them tight,
|
|
and with the other seized my neck and pressed my mouth to the wound,
|
|
so that I must either suffocate or swallow some of the- Oh my God!
|
|
my God! what have I done? What have I done to deserve such a fate, I
|
|
who have tried to walk in meekness and righteousness all my days.
|
|
God pity me! Look down on a poor soul in worse than mortal peril;
|
|
and in mercy pity those to whom she is dear!" Then she began to rub
|
|
her lips as though to cleanse them from pollution.
|
|
|
|
As she was telling her terrible story, the eastern sky began to
|
|
quicken, and everything became more and more clear. Harker was still
|
|
and quiet; but over his face, as the awful narrative went on, came a
|
|
grey look which deepened and deepened in the morning light, till
|
|
when the first red streak of the coming dawn shot up, the flesh
|
|
stood darkly out against the whitening hair.
|
|
|
|
We have arranged that one of us is to stay within call of the
|
|
unhappy pair till we can meet together and arrange about taking
|
|
action.
|
|
|
|
Of this I am sure: the sun rises to-day on no more miserable house
|
|
in all the great round of its daily course.
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER XXII.
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|
|
|
JONATHAN HARKER'S JOURNAL.
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|
|
|
3 October.- As I must do something or go mad, I write this diary. It
|
|
is now six o'clock, and we are to meet in the study in half an hour
|
|
and take something to eat, for Dr. Van Helsing and Dr. Seward are
|
|
agreed that if we do not eat we cannot work our best. Our best will
|
|
be, God knows, required today. I must keep writing at every chance,
|
|
for I dare not stop to think. All, big and little, must go down;
|
|
perhaps at the end the little things may teach us most. The
|
|
teaching, big or little, could not have landed Mina or me anywhere
|
|
worse than we are to-day. However, we must trust and hope. Poor Mina
|
|
told me just now, with the tears running down her dear cheeks, that it
|
|
is in trouble and trial that our faith is tested- that we must keep on
|
|
trusting; and that God will aid us up to the end. The end! oh my
|
|
God! what end?... To work! To work!
|
|
|
|
When Dr. Van Helsing and Dr. Seward had come back from seeing poor
|
|
Renfield, we went gravely into what was to be done. First, Dr.
|
|
Seward told us that when he and Dr. Van Helsing had gone down to the
|
|
room below they had found Renfield lying on the floor, all in a
|
|
heap. His face was all bruised and crushed in, and the bones of the
|
|
neck were broken.
|
|
|
|
Dr. Seward asked the attendant who was on duty in the passage if
|
|
he had heard anything. He said that he had been sitting down- he
|
|
confessed to half dozing- when he heard loud voices in the room, and
|
|
then Renfield had called out loudly several times, "God! God! God!"
|
|
After that there was a sound of falling, and when he entered the
|
|
room he found him lying on the floor, face down, just as the doctors
|
|
had seen him. Van Helsing asked if he had heard "voices" or "a voice,"
|
|
and he said he could not say; that at first it had seemed to him as if
|
|
there were two, but as there was no one in the room it could have been
|
|
only one. He could swear to it, if required, that the word "God" was
|
|
spoken by the patient. Dr. Seward said to us, when we were alone, that
|
|
he did not wish to go into the matter; the question of an inquest
|
|
had to be considered, and it would never do to put forward the
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truth, as no one would believe it. As it was, he thought that on the
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attendant's evidence he could give a certificate of death by
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misadventure in falling from bed. In case the coroner should demand
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it, there would be a formal inquest, necessarily to the same result.
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When the question began to be discussed as to what should be our
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next step, the very first thing we decided was that Mina should be
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in full confidence; that nothing of any sort- no matter how painful-
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should be kept from her. She herself agreed as to its wisdom, and it
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was pitiful to see her so brave and yet so sorrowful, and in such a
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depth of despair. "There must be no concealment," she said, "Alas!
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we have had too much already. And besides there is nothing in all
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the world that can give me more pain than I have already endured- than
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I suffer now! Whatever may happen, it must be of new hope or of new
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courage to me!" Van Helsing was, looking at her fixedly as she
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spoke, and said, suddenly but quietly:-
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"But dear Madam Mina are you not afraid; not for yourself, but for
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others from yourself, after what has happened?" Her face grew set in
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its lines, but her eyes shone with the devotion of a martyr as she
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answered:-
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"Ah no! for my mind is made up!"
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"To what?" he asked gently, whilst we were all very still; for
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each in our own way we had a sort of vague idea of what she meant. Her
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answer came with direct simplicity, as though she were simply
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stating a fact:-
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"Because if I find in myself- and I shall watch keenly for it- a
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sign of harm to any that I love, I shall die!"
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"You would not kill yourself?" he asked, hoarsely.
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"I would; if there were no friend who loved me, who would save me
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such a pain, and so desperate an effort!" She looked at him
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meaningly as she spoke. He was sitting down; but now he rose and
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came close to her and put his hand on her head as he said solemnly:
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"My child, there is such an one if it were for your good. For myself
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I could hold it in my account with God to find such an euthanasia
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for you, even at this moment if it were best. Nay, were it safe! But
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my child-" for a moment he seemed choked, and a great sob rose in
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his throat; he gulped it down and went on:-
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"There are here some who would stand between you and death. You must
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not die. You must not die by any hand; but least of all by your own.
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Until the other, who has fouled your sweet life, is true dead you must
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not die; for if he is still with the quick Un-Dead, your death would
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make you even as he is. No, you must live! You must struggle and
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strive to live, though death would seem a boon unspeakable. You must
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fight Death himself, though he come to you in pain or in joy; by the
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day, or the night; in safety or in peril! On your living soul I charge
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you that you do not die- nay nor think of death- till this great
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evil be past." The poor dear grew white as death, and shook and
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shivered, as I have seen a quicksand shake and shiver at the
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incoming of the tide. We were all silent; we could do nothing. At
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length she grew more calm and turning to him said, sweetly, but oh! so
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sorrowfully, as she held out her hand.-
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"I promise you, my dear friend, that if God will let me live, I
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shall strive to do so; till, if it may be in His good time, this
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horror may have passed away from me." She was so good and brave that
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we all felt that our hearts were strengthened to work and endure for
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her, and we began to discuss what we were to do. I told her that she
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was to have all the papers in the safe, and all the papers or
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diaries and phonographs we might hereafter use; and was to keep the
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record as she had done before. She was pleased with the prospect of
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anything to do- if "pleased" could be used in connection with so
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grim an interest.
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As usual Van Helsing had thought ahead of everyone else, and was
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prepared with an exact ordering of our work.
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"It is perhaps well" he said "that at our meeting after our visit to
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Carfax we decided not to do anything with the earthboxes that lay
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there. Had we done so, the Count must have guessed our purpose, and
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would doubtless have taken measures in advance to frustrate such an
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effort with regard to the others; but now he does not know our
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intentions. Nay more, in all probability, he does not know that such a
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power exists to us as can sterilise his lairs, so that he cannot use
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them as of old. We are now so much further advanced in our knowledge
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as to their disposition, that, when we have examined the house in
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Piccadilly, we may track the very last of them. To-day, then, is ours;
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and in it rests our hope. The sun that rose on our sorrow this morning
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guards us in its course. Until it sets tonight, that monster must
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retain whatever form he now has. He is confined within the limitations
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of his earthly envelope. He cannot melt into thin air nor disappear
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through cracks or chinks or crannies. If he go through a door-way,
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he must open the door like a mortal. And so we have this day to hunt
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out all his lairs and sterilise them. So we shall, if we have not
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yet catch him and destroy him, drive him to bay in some place where
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the catching and the destroying shall be, in time, sure." Here I
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started up for I could not contain myself at the thought that the
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minutes and seconds so preciously laden with Mina's life and happiness
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were flying from us, since whilst we talked action was impossible. But
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Van Helsing held up his hand warningly. "Nay, friend Jonathan," he
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said, "In this, the quickest way home is the longest way, so your
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proverb say. We shall all act and act with desperate quick, when the
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time has come. But think, in all probable the key of the situation
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is in that house in Piccadilly. The Count may have many houses which
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he has bought. Of them he will have deeds of purchase, keys and
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other things. He will have paper that he write on; he will have his
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book of cheques. There are many belongings that he must have
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somewhere; why not in this place so central, so quiet, where he come
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and go by the front or the back at all hour, when in the very vast
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of the traffic there is none to notice. We shall go there and search
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that house; and when we learn what it holds, then we do what our
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friend Arthur call, in his phrases of hunt 'stop the earths' and so we
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run down our old fox- so? is it not?"
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"Then let us come at once," I cried, "we are wasting the precious,
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precious time!" The Professor did not move, but simply said:-
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"And how are we to get into that house in Piccadilly?"
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"Any way!" I cried. "We shall break in if need be."
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"And your police; where will they be, and what will they say?"
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I was staggered; but I knew that if he wished to delay he had a good
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reason for it. So I said, as quietly as I could:-
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"Don't wait more than need be; you know, I am sure, what torture I
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am in."
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"Ah, my child, that I do; and indeed there is no wish of me to add
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to your anguish. But just think, what can we do, until all the world
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be at movement. Then will come our time. I have thought and thought,
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and it seems to me that the simplest way is the best of all. Now we
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wish to get into the house, but we have no key; is it not so?" I
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nodded.
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"Now suppose that you were, in truth, the owner of that house, and
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could not still get it, and think there was to you no conscience of
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the housebreaker, what would you do?"
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"I should get a respectable locksmith, and set him to work to pick
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the lock for me."
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"And your police, they would interfere, would they not?"
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"Oh, no! not if they knew the man was properly employed."
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"Then," he looked at me keenly as he spoke, "all that is in doubt is
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the conscience of the employer, and the belief of your policemen as to
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whether or no that employer has a good conscience or a bad one. Your
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police must indeed be zealous men and clever- oh so clever!- in
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reading the heart, that they trouble themselves in such matter. No,
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no, my friend Jonathan, you go take the lock off a hundred empty house
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in this your London, or of any city in the world; and if you do it
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as such things are rightly done, and at the time such things are
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rightly done, no one will interfere. I have read of a gentleman who
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owned a so fine house in your London, and when he went for months of
|
|
summer to Switzerland and lock up his house, some burglar came and
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broke window at back and got in. Then he went and made open the
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shutters in front and walk out and in through the door, before the
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|
very eyes of the police. Then he have an auction in that house, and
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advertise it, and put up big notice; and when the day come he sell off
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by a great auctioneer all the goods of that other man who own them.
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Then he go to a builder, and he sell him that house, making an
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agreement that he pull it down and take all away within a certain
|
|
time. And your police and other authority help him all they can. And
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when that owner come back from his holiday in Switzerland he find only
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an empty hole where his house had been. This was all done en regle,
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and in our work we shall be en regle too. We shall not go so early
|
|
that the policemen who have then little to think of, shall deem it
|
|
strange; but we shall go after ten o'clock, when there are many about,
|
|
and when such things would be done were we indeed owners of the
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|
house."
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I could not but see how right he was and the terrible despair of
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Mina's face became relaxed a thought; there was hope in such good
|
|
counsel. Van Helsing went on:-
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"When once within that house we may find more clues; at any rate
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some of us can remain there whilst the rest find the other places
|
|
where there be more earth-boxes- at Bermondsey and Mile End."
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Lord Godalming stood up. "I can be of some use here," he said. "I
|
|
shall wire to my people to have horses and carriages where they will
|
|
be most convenient."
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"Look here, old fellow," said Morris, "it is a capital idea to
|
|
have all ready in case we want to go horse-backing; but don't you
|
|
think that one of your snappy carriages with its heraldic adornments
|
|
in a byway of Walworth or Mile End would attract too much attention
|
|
for our purposes? it seems to me that we ought to take cabs when we go
|
|
south or east; and even leave them somewhere near the neighborhood
|
|
we are going to."
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|
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|
"Friend Quincey is right!" said the Professor. "His head is what you
|
|
call in plane with the horizon. It is a difficult thing that we go
|
|
to do, and we do not want no peoples to watch us if so it may."
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|
|
|
Mina took a growing interest in everything and I was rejoiced to see
|
|
that the exigency of affairs was helping her to forget for a time
|
|
the terrible experience of the night. She was very, very pale-
|
|
almost ghastly, and so thin that her lips were drawn away, showing her
|
|
teeth in somewhat of prominence. I did not mention this last, lest
|
|
it should give her needless pain; but it made my blood run cold in
|
|
my veins to think of what had occurred with poor Lucy when the Count
|
|
had sucked her blood. As yet there was no sign of the teeth growing
|
|
sharper, but the time as yet was short, and there was time for fear.
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|
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|
When we came to the discussion of the sequence of our efforts and of
|
|
the disposition of our forces, there were new sources of doubt. It was
|
|
finally agreed that before starting for Piccadilly we should destroy
|
|
the Count's lair close at hand. In case he should find it out too
|
|
soon, we should thus be still ahead of him in our work of destruction;
|
|
and his presence in his purely material shape, and at his weakest,
|
|
might give us some new clue.
|
|
|
|
As to the disposal of forces, it was suggested by the Professor
|
|
that, after our visit to Carfax, we should all enter the house in
|
|
Piccadilly; that the two doctors and I should remain there, whilst
|
|
Lord Godalming and Quincey found the lairs at Walworth and Mile End
|
|
and destroyed them. It was possible, if not likely, the Professor
|
|
urged, that the Count might appear in Piccadilly during the day, and
|
|
that if so we might be able to cope with him then and there. At any
|
|
rate, we might be able to follow him in force. To this plan I
|
|
strenuously objected, and so far as my going was concerned, for I said
|
|
that I intended to stay and protect Mina. I thought that my mind was
|
|
made up on the subject; but Mina would not listen to my objection. She
|
|
said that there might be some law matter in which I could be useful;
|
|
that amongst the Count's papers might be some clue which I could
|
|
understand out of my experience in Transylvania; and that, as it
|
|
was, all the strength we could muster was required to cope with the
|
|
Count's extraordinary power. I had to give in, for Mina's resolution
|
|
was fixed; she said that it was the last hope for her that we should
|
|
all work together. "As for me," she said, "I have no fear. Things have
|
|
been as bad as they can be; and whatever may happen must have in it
|
|
some element of hope or comfort. Go, my husband! God can, if He wishes
|
|
it, guard me as well alone as with any one present." So I started up
|
|
crying out: "Then in God's name let us come at once, for we are losing
|
|
time. The Count may come to Piccadilly earlier than we think."
|
|
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|
"Not so!" said Van Helsing, holding up his hand.
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|
|
|
"But why?" I asked.
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|
|
|
"Do you forget," he said, with actually a smile, "that last night he
|
|
banqueted heavily, and will sleep late?"
|
|
|
|
Did I forget! shall I ever- can I ever! Can any of us ever forget
|
|
that terrible scene! Mina struggled hard to keep her brave
|
|
countenance; but the pain overmastered her and she put her hands
|
|
before her face, and shuddered whilst she moaned. Van Helsing had
|
|
not intended to recall her frightful experience. He had simply lost
|
|
sight of her and her part in the affair in his intellectual effort.
|
|
When it struck him what he said, he was horrified at his
|
|
thoughtlessness and tried to comfort her. "Oh, Madam Mina," he said,
|
|
"dear, dear Madam Mina, alas! that I of all who so reverence you
|
|
should have said anything so forgetful. These stupid old lips of
|
|
mine and this stupid old head do not deserve so; but you will forget
|
|
it, will you not?" He bent low beside her as he spoke; she took his
|
|
hand, and looking at him through her tears, said hoarsely:-
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|
|
|
"No, I shall not forget, for it is well that I remember; and with it
|
|
I have so much in memory of you that is sweet, that I take it all
|
|
together. Now, you must all be going soon. Breakfast is ready, and
|
|
we must all eat that we may be strong."
|
|
|
|
Breakfast was a strange meal to us all. We tried to be cheerful
|
|
and encourage each other, and Mina was the brightest and most cheerful
|
|
of us. When it was over, Van Helsing stood up and said:-
|
|
|
|
"Now, my dear friends, we go forth to our terrible enterprise. Are
|
|
we all armed, as we were on that night when first we visited our
|
|
enemy's lair; armed against ghostly as well as carnal attack?" We
|
|
all assured him. "Then it is well. Now Madam Mina, you are in any case
|
|
quite safe here until the sunset; and before then we shall return- if-
|
|
We shall return! But before we go let me see you armed against
|
|
personal attack. I have myself, since you came down, prepared your
|
|
chamber by the placing of things of which we know, so that He may
|
|
not enter. Now let me guard yourself. On your forehead I touch this
|
|
piece of Sacred Wafer in the name of the Father, the Son, and-"
|
|
|
|
There was a fearful scream which almost froze our hearts to hear. As
|
|
he had placed the Wafer on Mina's forehead, it had seared it- had
|
|
burned into the flesh as though it had been a piece of white-hot
|
|
metal. My poor darling's brain had told her the significance of the
|
|
fact as quickly as her nerves received the pain of it; and the two
|
|
so overwhelmed her that her overwrought nature had its voice in that
|
|
dreadful scream. But the words to her thought came quickly; the echo
|
|
of the scream had not ceased to ring on the air when there came the
|
|
reaction, and she sand on her knees on the floor in an agony of
|
|
abasement. Pulling her beautiful hair over her face, as the leper of
|
|
old his mantle, she wailed out:-
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|
|
|
"Unclean! Unclean! Even the Almighty shuns my polluted flesh! I must
|
|
bear this mark of shame upon my forehead until the Judgement Day."
|
|
They all paused. I had thrown myself beside her in an agony of
|
|
helpless grief, and putting my arms around held her tight. For a few
|
|
minutes our sorrowful hearts beat together, whilst the friends
|
|
around us turned away their eyes that ran tears silently. Then Van
|
|
Helsing turned and said gravely; so gravely that I could not help
|
|
feeling that he was in some way inspired, and was stating things
|
|
outside himself:-
|
|
|
|
"It may be that you may have to bear that mark till God himself
|
|
see fit, as He most surely shall, on the Judgment Day, to redress
|
|
all wrongs of the earth and of His children that He has placed
|
|
thereon. And oh, Madam Mina, my dear, my dear, may we who love you
|
|
be there to see, when that red scar, the sign of God's knowledge of
|
|
what has been, shall pass away and leave your forehead as pure as
|
|
the heart we know. For so surely as we live, that scar shall pass away
|
|
when God sees right to lift the burden that is hard upon us. Till then
|
|
we bear our Cross, as His Son did in obedience to His Will. It may
|
|
be that we are chosen instruments of His good pleasure, and that we
|
|
ascend to His bidding as that other through stripes and shame; through
|
|
tears and blood; through doubts and fears, and all that makes the
|
|
difference between God and man."
|
|
|
|
There was hope in his words, and comfort, and they made for
|
|
resignation. Mina and I both felt so, and simultaneously we each
|
|
took one of the old man's hands and bent over and kissed it. Then
|
|
without a word we all knelt down together, and, all holding hands,
|
|
swore to be true to each other. We men pledged ourselves to raise
|
|
the veil of sorrow from the head of her whom, each in his own way,
|
|
we loved; and we prayed for help and guidance in the terrible task
|
|
which lay before us.
|
|
|
|
It was then time to start. So I said farewell to Mina, a parting
|
|
which neither of us shall forget to our dying day; and we set out.
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|
|
|
To one thing I have made up my mind: if we find out that Mina must
|
|
be a vampire in the end, then she shall not go into that unknown and
|
|
terrible land alone. I suppose it is thus that in old times one
|
|
vampire meant many; just as their hideous bodies could only rest in
|
|
sacred earth, so the holiest love was the recruiting sergeant for
|
|
their ghastly ranks.
|
|
|
|
We entered Carfax without trouble and found all things the same as
|
|
on the first occasion. It was hard to believe that amongst so
|
|
prosaic surroundings of neglect and dust and decay there was any
|
|
ground for such fear as already we knew. Had not our minds been made
|
|
up, and had there not been terrible memories to spur us on, we could
|
|
hardly have proceeded with our task. We found no papers, or any sign
|
|
of use in the house; and in the old chapel the great boxes looked just
|
|
as we had seen them last. Dr. Van Helsing said to us solemnly as we
|
|
stood before them:-
|
|
|
|
"And now, my friends, we have a duty here to do. We must sterilise
|
|
this earth, so sacred of holy memories, that he has brought from a far
|
|
distant land for such fell use. He has chosen this earth because it
|
|
has been holy. Thus we defeat him with his own weapon, for we make
|
|
it more holy still. It was sanctified to such use of man, now we
|
|
sanctify it to God." As he spoke he took from his bag a screw-driver
|
|
and a wrench, and very soon the top of one of the cases was thrown
|
|
open. The earth smelled musty and close; but we did not somehow seem
|
|
to mind, for our attention was concentrated on the Professor. Taking
|
|
from his box a piece of the Sacred Wafer he laid it reverently on
|
|
the earth, and then shutting down the lid began to screw it home, we
|
|
aiding him as he worked.
|
|
|
|
One by one we treated in the same way each of the great boxes, and
|
|
left them as we had found them to all appearance; but in each was a
|
|
portion of the Host.
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|
|
|
When we closed the door behind us, the Professor said solemnly:-
|
|
|
|
"So much is already done. If it may be that with all the others we
|
|
can be so successful, then the sunset of this evening may shine on
|
|
Madam Mina's forehead all white as ivory and with no stain!"
|
|
|
|
As we passed across the lawn on our way to the station to catch
|
|
our train we could see the front of the asylum. I looked eagerly,
|
|
and in the window of my own room saw Mina. I waved my hand to her, and
|
|
nodded to tell that our work there was successfully accomplished.
|
|
She nodded in reply to show that she understood. The last I saw, she
|
|
was waving her hand in farewell. It was with a heavy heart that we
|
|
sought the station and just caught the train, which was steaming in as
|
|
we reached the platform.
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|
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|
I have written this in the train.
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Piccadilly, 12:30 o'clock.- Just before we reached Fenchurch
|
|
Street Lord Godalming said to me:-
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|
|
"Quincey and I will find a locksmith. You had better not come with
|
|
us in case there should be any difficulty; for under the circumstances
|
|
it wouldn't seem so bad for us to break into an empty house. But you
|
|
are a solicitor and the Incorporated Law Society might tell you that
|
|
you should have known better." I demurred as to my not sharing any
|
|
danger even of odium, but he went on: "Besides, it will attract less
|
|
attention if there are not too many of us. My title will make it all
|
|
right with the locksmith, and with any policeman that may come
|
|
along. You had better go with Jack and the Professor and stay in the
|
|
Green Park, somewhere in sight of the house; and when you see the door
|
|
opened and the smith has gone away, do you all come across. We shall
|
|
be on the look out for you, and shall let you in."
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|
|
|
"The advice is good!" said Van Helsing, so we said no more.
|
|
Godalming and Morris hurried off in a cab, we following in another. At
|
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the corner of Arlington Street our contingent got our and strolled
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into the Green Park. My heart beat as I saw the house on which so much
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of our hope was centered, looming up grim and silent in its deserted
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condition amongst its more lively and spruce-looking neighbours. We
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sat down on a bench within good view, and began to smoke cigars so
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as to attract as little attention as possible. The minutes seemed to
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pass with leaden feet as we waited for the coming of the others.
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At length we saw a four-wheeler drive up. Out of it, in leisurely
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fashion, got Lord Godalming and Morris; and down from the box
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descended a thick-set working man with his rush-woven basket of tools.
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Morris paid the cabman, who touched his hat and drove away. Together
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the two ascended the steps, and Lord Godalming pointed out what he
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wanted done. The workman took off his coat leisurely and hung it on
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one of the spikes of the rail, saying something to a policeman who
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just then sauntered along. The policeman nodded acquiescence, and
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the man kneeling down placed his bag beside him. After searching
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through it, he took out a selection of tools which he produced to
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lay beside him in orderly fashion. Then he stood up, looked into the
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keyhole, blew into it, and, turning to his employers, made some
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remark. Lord Godalming smiled, and the man lifted a good sized bunch
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of keys; selecting one of them, he began to probe the lock, as if
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feeling his way with it. After fumbling about for a bit he tried a
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second, and then a third. All at once the door opened under a slight
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push from him, and he and the two others entered the hall. We sat
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still; my own cigar burnt furiously, but Van Helsing's went cold
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altogether. We waited patiently as we saw the workman come out and
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bring in his bag. Then he held the door partly open, steadying it with
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his knees, whilst he fitted a key to the lock. This he finally
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handed to Lord Godalming, who took out his purse and gave him
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something. The man touched his hat, took his bag, put on his coat
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and departed; not a soul took the slightest notice of the whole
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transaction.
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When the man had fairly gone, we three crossed the street and
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knocked at the door. It was immediately opened by Quincey Morris,
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beside whom stood Lord Godalming lighting a cigar.
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"The place smells so vilely," said the latter as we came in. It
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did indeed smell vilely- like the old chapel at Carfax- and with our
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previous experience it was plain to us that the Count had been using
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the place pretty freely. We moved to explore the house, all keeping
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together in case of attack; for we knew we had a strong and wily enemy
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to deal with, and as yet we did not know whether the Count might not
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be in the house. In the dining-room, which lay at the back of the
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hall, we found eight boxes of earth. Eight boxes only out of the
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nine which we sought! Our work was not over, and would never be
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until we should have found the missing box. First we opened the
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shutters of the window which looked out across a narrow
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stone-flagged yard at the blank face of a stable, pointed to look like
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the front of a miniature house. There were no windows in it, so we
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were not afraid of being overlooked. We did not lose any time in
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examining the chests. With the tools which we had brought with us we
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opened them, one by one, and treated them as we had treated those
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others in the old chapel. It was evident to us that the Count was
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not at present in the house, and we proceeded to search for any of his
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effects.
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After a cursory glance at the rest of the rooms, from basement to
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attic, we came to the conclusion that the dining room contained any
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effects which might belong to the Count; and so we proceeded to
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minutely examine them. They lay in a sort of orderly disorder on the
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great dining-room table. There were title deeds of the Piccadilly
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house in a great bundle; deeds of the purchase of the houses at Mile
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End and Bermondsey; notepaper, envelopes, and pens and ink. All were
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covered up in thin wrapping paper to keep them from the dust. There
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were also a clothes brush, a brush and comb, and a jug and basin-
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the latter containing dirty water which was reddened as if with blood.
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Last of all was a little heap of keys of all sorts and sizes, probably
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those belonging to the other houses. When we had examined this last
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find, Lord Godalming and Quincey Morris taking accurate notes of the
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various addresses of the houses in the East and the South, took with
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them the keys in a great bunch, and set out to destroy the boxes in
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these places. The rest of us are, with what patience we can, waiting
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their return- or the coming of the Count.
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CHAPTER XXIII.
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DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.
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3 October- The time seemed terribly long whilst we were waiting
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for the coming of Godalming and Quincey Morris. The Professor tried to
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keep our minds active by using them all the time. I could see his
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beneficent purpose, by the side glances which he threw from time to
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time at Harker. The poor fellow is overwhelmed in a misery that is
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appalling to see. Last night he was a frank, happy-looking man, with
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strong, youthful face, full of energy, and with dark brown hair.
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To-day he is a drawn, haggard old man, whose white hair matches well
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with the hollow burning eyes and grief-written lines of his face.
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His energy is still intact; in fact, he is like a living flame. This
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may yet be his salvation, for, if all go well, it will tide him over
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the despairing period; he will then, in a kind of way, wake again to
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the realities of life. Poor fellow, I thought my own trouble was bad
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enough, but his-! The Professor knows this well enough, and is doing
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his best to keep his mind active. What he has been saying was, under
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the circumstances, of absorbing interest. So well as I can remember,
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here it is:-
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"I have studied, over and over again since they came into my
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hands, all the papers relating to this monster; and the more I have
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studied, the greater seems the necessity to utterly stamp him out. All
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through there are signs of his advance; not only of his power, but
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of his knowledge of it. As I learned from the researches of my
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friend Arminius of Buda-Pesth, he was in life a most wonderful man.
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Soldier, statesman, and alchemist- which latter was the highest
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development of the science knowledge of his time. He had a mighty
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brain, a learning beyond compare, and a heart that knew no fear and no
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remorse. He dared even to attend the Scholomance, and there was no
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branch of knowledge of his time that he did not essay. Well, in him
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the brain powers survived the physical death; though it would seem
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that memory was not all complete. In some faculties of mind he has
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been, and is, only a child; but he is growing, and some things that
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were childish at the first are now of man's stature. He is
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experimenting, and doing it well; and if it had not been that we
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have crossed his path he would be yet- he may be yet if we fail- the
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father or furtherer of a new order of beings, whose road must lead
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through Death, not Life."
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Harker groaned and said, "And this is all arrayed against my
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darling! But how is he experimenting? The knowledge may help us to
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defeat him!"
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"He has all along, since his coming, been trying his power, slowly
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but surely; that big child-brain of his working. Well for us, it is,
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as yet, a child-brain; for had he dared, at the first, to attempt
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certain things he would long ago have been beyond our power.
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However, he means to succeed, and a man who has centuries before him
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can afford to wait and to go slow. Festina lente may well be his
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motto."
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"I fail to understand," said Harker wearily. "Oh, do be more plain
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to me! Perhaps grief and trouble are dulling my brain." The
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Professor laid his hand tenderly on his shoulder as he spoke:-
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"Ah, my child, I will be plain. Do you not see how, of late, this
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monster has been creeping into knowledge experimentally. How he has
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been making use of the zoophagous patient to effect his entry into
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friend John's home; for your Vampire, though in all afterwards he
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can come when and how he will, must at the first make entry only
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when asked thereto by an inmate. But these are not his most
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|
important experiments. Do we not see how at the first all these so
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great boxes were moved by others. He knew not then but that must be
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so. But all the time that so great child-brain of his was growing, and
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he began to consider whether might not himself move the box. So he
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began to help; and then, when he found that this be all-right, he
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try to move them all alone. And so he progress, and he scatter these
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graves of him; and none but he know where they are hidden. He may have
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intend to bury them deep in the ground. So that he only use them in
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the night, or at such time as he can change his form, they do him
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equal well; and none may know these are his hiding place But, my
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child, do not despair, this knowledge come to him just too late!
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Already all of his lairs but one be sterilise as for him; and before
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the sunset this shall be so. Then he have no place where he can move
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and hide. I delayed this morning that so we might be sure. Is there
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not more at stake for us than for him? Then why we not be even more
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careful than him? By my clock it is one hour, and already, if all be
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well, friend Arthur and Quincey are on their way to us. To-day is
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our day, and we must go sure, if slow, and lose no chance. See!
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there are five of us when those absent ones return."
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Whilst he was speaking we were startled by a knock at the hall door,
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the double postman's knock of the telegraph boy. We all moved out to
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the hall with one impulse, and Van Helsing, holding up his hand to
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us to keep silence, stepped to the door and opened it. The boy
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handed in a despatch. The Professor closed the door again and, after
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looking at the direction, opened it and read aloud.
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"Look out for D. He has just now, 12.45, come from Carfax
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hurriedly and hastened towards the South. He seems to be going the
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round and may want to see you: Mina."
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There was a pause, broken by Jonathan Harker's voice:-
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"Now, God be thanked, we shall soon meet!" Van Helsing turned to him
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quickly and said:-
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"God will act in His own way and time. Do not fear, and do not
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rejoice as yet; for what we wish for at the moment may be our
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|
undoings."
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"I care for nothing now," he answered hotly, "except to wipe out
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this brute from the face of creation. I would sell my soul to do it!"
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"Oh hush, hush, my child!" said Van Helsing, "God does not
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purchase souls in this wise; and the Devil, though he may purchase,
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does not keep faith. But God is merciful and just, and knows your pain
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and your devotion to that dear Madam Mina. Think you, how her pain
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|
would be doubled, did she but hear your wild words. Do not fear any of
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us, we are all devoted to this cause, and to-day shall see the end.
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The time is coming for action; to-day this Vampire is limit to the
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|
powers of man, and fill sunset he may not change. It will take him
|
|
time to arrive here- see, it is twenty minutes past one- and there are
|
|
yet some times before he can hither come, be he never so quick. What
|
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we must hope for is that my Lord Arthur and Quincey arrive first."
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About half an hour after we had received Mrs. Harker's telegram,
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there came a quiet, resolute knock at the hall door. It was just an
|
|
ordinary knock, such as is given hourly by thousands of gentlemen, but
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it made the Professor's heart and mine beat loudly. We looked at
|
|
each other, and together moved out into the hall; we each held ready
|
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to use our various armaments- the spiritual in the left hand, the
|
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mortal in the right. Van Helsing pulled back the latch, and, holding
|
|
the door half open, stood back, having both hands ready for action.
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The gladness of our hearts must have shown upon our faces when on
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the step, close to the door, we saw Lord Godalming and Quincey Morris.
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They came quickly in and closed the door behind them, the former
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|
saying, as they moved along the hall:-
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"It is all right. We found both places; six boxes in each, and we
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|
destroyed them all!"
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"Destroyed?" asked the Professor.
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"For him!" We were silent for a minute, and then Quincey said:-
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|
"There's nothing to do but to wait here. If, however, he doesn't
|
|
turn up by five o'clock, we must start off, for it won't do to leave
|
|
Mrs. Harker alone after sunset."
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"He will be here before long now," said Van Helsing, who had been
|
|
consulting his pocket-book. "Nota bene, in Madam's telegram he went
|
|
south from Carfax, that means he went to cross the river, and he could
|
|
only do so at slack of tide, which should be something before one
|
|
o'clock. That he went south has a meaning for us. He is as yet only
|
|
suspicious; and he went from Carfax first to the place where he
|
|
would suspect interference least. You must have been at Bermondsey
|
|
only a short time before him. That he is not here already shows that
|
|
he went to Mile End next. This took him some time; for he would then
|
|
have to be carried over the river in some way. Believe me, my friends,
|
|
we shall not have long to wait now. We should have ready some plan
|
|
of attack, so that we may throw away no chance. Hush, there is no time
|
|
now. Have all your arms! Be ready!" He held up a warning hand as he
|
|
spoke, for we all could hear a key softly inserted in the lock of
|
|
the hall door.
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I could not but admire, even at such a moment, the way in which a
|
|
dominant spirit asserted itself. In all our hunting parties and
|
|
adventures in different parts of the world, Quincey Morris had
|
|
always been the one to arrange the plan of action, and Arthur and I
|
|
had been accustomed to obey him implicitly. Now, the old habit
|
|
seemed to be renewed instinctively. With a swift glance around the
|
|
room, he at once laid out our plan of attack, and, without speaking
|
|
a word, with a gesture, placed us each in position. Van Helsing,
|
|
Harker and I were just behind the door, so that when it was opened the
|
|
Professor could guard it whilst we two stepped between the incomer and
|
|
the door. Godalming behind and Quincey in front stood just out of
|
|
sight ready to move in front of the window. We waited in a suspense
|
|
that made the seconds pass with nightmare slowness. The slow,
|
|
careful steps came along the hall; the Count was evidently prepared
|
|
for some surprise- at least he feared it.
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Suddenly with a single bound he leaped into the room, winning a
|
|
way past us before any of us could raise a hand to stay him. There was
|
|
something so panther-like in the movement- something so unhuman,
|
|
that it seemed to sober us all from the shock of his coming. The first
|
|
to act was Harker, who, with a quick movement, threw himself before
|
|
the door leading into the room in the front of the house. As the Count
|
|
saw us, a horrible sort of snarl passed over his face, showing the
|
|
eye-teeth long and pointed; but the evil smile as quickly passed
|
|
into a cold stare of lion-like disdain. His expression again
|
|
changed, as, with a single impulse, we all advanced upon him. It was a
|
|
pity that we had not some better organised plan of attack, for even at
|
|
the moment I wondered what we were to do. I did not myself know
|
|
whether our lethal weapons would avail us anything. Harker evidently
|
|
meant to try the matter, for he had ready his great Kukri knife, and
|
|
made a fierce and sudden cut at him. The blow was a powerful one; only
|
|
the diabolical quickness of the Count's leap back saved him. A
|
|
second less and the trenchant blade had shorne through his heart. As
|
|
it was, the point just cut the cloth of his coat, making a wide gap
|
|
whence a bundle of bank-notes and a stream of gold fell out. The
|
|
expression of the Count's face was so hellish, that for a moment I
|
|
feared for Harker, though I saw him throw the terrible knife aloft
|
|
again for another stroke. Instinctively I moved forward with a
|
|
protective impulse, holding the Crucifix and Wafer in my left-hand.
|
|
I felt a mighty power fly along my arm; and it was without surprise
|
|
I saw that the monster cower back before a similar movement made
|
|
spontaneously by each one of us. It would be impossible to describe
|
|
the expression of hate and baffled malignity- of anger and hellish
|
|
rage- which came over the Count's face. His waxen hue became
|
|
greenish-yellow by the contrast of his burning eyes, and the red
|
|
scar on the forehead showed on the pallid skin like a palpitating
|
|
wound. The next instant, with a sinuous dive he swept under Harker's
|
|
arm, ere his blow could fall, and, grasping a handful of the money
|
|
from the floor, dashed across the room, threw himself at the window.
|
|
Amid the crash and glitter of the falling glass, he tumbled into the
|
|
flagged area below. Through the sound of the shivering glass I could
|
|
hear the "ting" of the gold, as some of the sovereigns fell on the
|
|
flagging.
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|
We ran over and saw him spring unhurt from the ground. He, rushing
|
|
up the steps, crossed the flagged yard, and pushed open the stable
|
|
door. There he turned and spoke to us:-
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|
"You think to baffle me, you- with your pale faces all in a row,
|
|
like sheep in a butcher's. You shall be sorry yet, each one of you You
|
|
think you have left me without a place to rest; but I have more. My
|
|
revenge is just begun! I spread it over centuries, and time is on my
|
|
side. Your girls that you all love are mine already; and through
|
|
them you and others shall yet be mine- my creatures, to do my
|
|
bidding and to be my jackals when I want to feed. Bah!" With a
|
|
contemptuous sneer, he passed quickly through the door, and we heard
|
|
the rusty bolt creak as he fastened it behind him. A door beyond
|
|
opened and shut. The first of us to speak was the Professor, as,
|
|
realising the difficulty of following him through the stable, we moved
|
|
toward the hall.
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|
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|
We have learnt something- much! Notwithstanding his brave words,
|
|
he fears us; he fear time, he fear want! For if not, why he hurry
|
|
so? His very tone betray him, or my ears deceive. Why take that money?
|
|
You follow quick. You are hunters of wild beast, and understand it so.
|
|
For me, I make sure that nothing here may be of use to him, if so that
|
|
he return.- As he spoke he put the money remaining into his pocket;
|
|
took the title-deeds in the bundle as Harker had left them; and
|
|
swept the remaining things into the open fireplace, where he set
|
|
fire to them with a match.
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|
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|
Godalming and Morris had rushed out into the yard, and Harker had
|
|
lowered himself from the window to follow the Count. He had,
|
|
however, bolted the stable door, and by the time they had forced it
|
|
open there was no sign of him. Van Helsing and I tried to make inquiry
|
|
at the back of the house; but the mews was deserted and no one had
|
|
seen him depart.
|
|
|
|
It was now late in the afternoon, and sunset was not far off. We had
|
|
to recognise that our game was up; with heavy hearts we agreed with
|
|
the Professor when he said:-
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|
|
"Let us go back to Madam Mina- poor, poor dear Madam Mina. All we
|
|
can do just now is done; and we can there, at least, protect her.
|
|
But we need not despair. There is but one more earth-box, and we
|
|
must try to find it; when that is done all may yet be well." I could
|
|
see that he spoke as bravely as he could to comfort Harker. The poor
|
|
fellow was quite broken down; now and again he gave a low groan
|
|
which he could not suppress- he was thinking of his wife.
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|
With sad hearts we came back to my house, where we found Mrs. Harker
|
|
waiting us, with an appearance of cheerfulness which did honour to her
|
|
bravery and unselfishness. When she saw our faces, her own became as
|
|
pale as death; for a second or two her eyes were closed as if she were
|
|
in secret prayer, and then she said cheerfully:-
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|
"I can never thank you all enough. Oh, my poor darling!" as she
|
|
spoke, she took her husband's grey head in her hands and kissed it-
|
|
"Lay your poor head here and rest it. All will yet be well, dear!
|
|
God will protect us if he so will it in His good intent." The poor
|
|
fellow only groaned. There was no place for words in his sublime
|
|
misery.
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|
|
|
We had a sort of perfunctory supper together, and I think it cheered
|
|
us all up somewhat. It was, perhaps, the mere animal heat of food to
|
|
hungry people- for none of us had eaten anything since breakfast- or
|
|
the sense of companionship may have helped us; but anyhow we were
|
|
all less miserable, and saw the morrow as not altogether without hope.
|
|
True to our promise, we told Mrs. Harker everything which had
|
|
passed; and although she grew snowy white at times when danger had
|
|
seemed to threaten her husband, and red at others when his devotion to
|
|
her was manifested, she listened bravely and with calmness. When we
|
|
came to the part where Harker had rushed at the Count so recklessly,
|
|
she clung to her husband's arm, and held it tight as though her
|
|
clinging could protect him from any harm that might come. She said
|
|
nothing, however, till the narration was all done, and matters had
|
|
been brought right up to the present time. Then without letting go her
|
|
husband's hand she stood up amongst us and spoke. Oh that I could give
|
|
any idea of the scene; of that sweet, sweet, good, good woman in all
|
|
the radiant beauty of her youth and animation, with the red scar on
|
|
her forehead, of which she was conscious, and which we saw with
|
|
grinding of our teeth- remembering whence and how it came; her
|
|
loving kindness against our grim hate; her tender faith against all
|
|
our fears and doubting; and we, knowing that so far as symbols went,
|
|
she with all her goodness and purity and faith, was outcast from God.
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|
"Jonathan," she said, and the word sounded like music on her lips it
|
|
was so full of love and tenderness, "Jonathan dear, and you all my
|
|
true, true friends, I want you to bear something in mind through all
|
|
this dreadful time. I know that you must fight- that you must
|
|
destroy even as you destroyed the false Lucy so that the true Lucy
|
|
might live hereafter, but it is not a work of hate. That poor soul who
|
|
has wrought all this misery is the saddest case of all. Just think
|
|
what will be his joy when he, too, is destroyed in his worser part
|
|
that his better part may have spiritual immortality. You must be
|
|
pitiful to him, too, though it may not hold your hands from his
|
|
destruction."
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As she spoke I could see her husband's face darken and draw
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together, as though the passion in him were shriveling his being to
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its core. Instinctively the clasp on his wife's hand grew closer, till
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his knuckles looked white. She did not flinch from the pain which I
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knew she must have suffered, but looked at him with eyes that were
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more appealing than ever. As she stopped speaking he leaped to his
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feet, almost tearing his hand from hers as he spoke:-
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"May God give him into my hand just for long enough to destroy
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that earthly life of him which we are aiming at. If beyond it I
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could send his soul for ever and ever to burning hell I would do it!"
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"Oh, hush! oh, hush! In the name of the good God. Don't say such
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things, Jonathan, my husband; or you will crush me with fear and
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horror. Just think, my dear- I have been thinking all this long,
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long day of it- that... perhaps... some day... I, too, may need such
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pity; and that some other like you- and with equal cause for anger-
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may deny it to me! Oh, my husband! my husband, indeed I would have
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spared you such a thought had there been another way; but I pray
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that God may not have treasured your wild words, except as the
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heart-broken wall of a very loving and sorely stricken man. Oh God,
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let these poor white hairs go in evidence of what he has suffered, who
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all his life has done no wrong, and on whom so many sorrows have
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come."
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We men were all in tears now. There was no resisting them, and we
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wept openly. She wept, too, to see that her sweeter counsels had
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prevailed. Her husband flung himself on his knees beside her, and
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putting his arms round her, hid his face in the folds of her dress.
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Van Helsing beckoned to us and we stole out of the room, leaving the
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two loving hearts alone with their God.
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Before they retired the Professor fixed up the room against any
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coming of the Vampire, and assured Mrs. Harker that she might rest
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in peace. She tried to school herself to the belief, and, manifestly
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for her husband's sake, tried to seem content. It was a brave
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struggle; and was, I think and believe, not without its reward. Van
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Helsing had placed at hand a bell which either of them was to sound in
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case of any emergency. When they had retired, Quincey, Godalming,
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and I arranged that we should sit up, dividing the night between us,
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and watch over the safety of the poor stricken lady. The first watch
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falls to Quincey, so the rest of us shall be off to bed as soon as
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we can. Godalming has already turned in, for his is the second
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watch. Now that my work is done I, too, shall go to bed.
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Jonathan Harker's Journal.
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3-4 October, close to midnight.- I thought yesterday would never
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end. There was over me a yearning for sleep, in some sort of blind
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belief that to wake would be to find things changed, and that any
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change must now be for the better. Before we parted, we discussed what
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our next step was to be, but we could arrive at no result. All we knew
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was that one earth-box remained, and that the Count alone knew where
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it was. If he chooses to lie hidden, he may baffle us for years; and
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in the meantime!- the thought is too horrible, I dare not think of
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it even now. This I know: that if ever there was a woman who was all
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perfection, that one is my poor wronged darling. I love her a thousand
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|
times more for her sweet pity of last night, a pity that made my own
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hate of the monster seem despicable. Surely God will not permit the
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world to be the poorer by the loss of such a creature. This is hope to
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me. We are all drifting reefwards now, and faith is our only anchor.
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Thank God! Mina is sleeping, and sleeping without dreams. I fear
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what her dreams might be like, with such terrible memories to ground
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them in. She has not been so calm, within my seeing, since the sunset.
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Then, for a while, there came over her face a repose which was like
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spring after the blasts of March. I thought at the time that it was
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the softness of the red sunset on her face, but somehow now I think it
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has a deeper meaning. I am not sleepy myself, though I am weary- weary
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to death. However, I must try to sleep; for there is to-morrow to
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think of, and there is no rest for me until...
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Later.- I must have fallen asleep, for I was awaked by Mina, who was
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sitting up in bed, with a startled look on her face. I could see
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easily, for we did not leave the room in darkness; she had placed a
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warning hand over my mouth, and now she whispered in my ear:-
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"Hush! there is someone in the corridor!" I got up softly, and,
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crossing the room, gently opened the door.
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Just outside, stretched on a mattress, lay Mr. Morris, wide awake.
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He raised a warning hand for silence as he whispered to me:-
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"Hush! go back to bed; it is all right. One of us will be here all
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|
night. We don't mean to take any chances!"
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His look and gesture forbade discussion, so I came back and told
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Mina. She sighed and positively a shadow of a smile stole over her
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poor, pale face as she put her arms round me and said softly:-
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"Oh, thank God for good brave men!" With a sigh she sank back
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again to sleep. I write this now as I am not sleepy, though I must try
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again.
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4 October, morning.- once again during the night I was wakened by
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Mina. This time we had all had a good sleep, for the grey of the
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|
coming dawn was making the windows into sharp oblongs, and the gas
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flame was like a speck rather than a disc of light. She said to me
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hurriedly:-
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"Go, call the Professor. I want to see him at once."
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"Why?" I asked.
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"I have an idea. I suppose it must have come in the night, and
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matured without my knowing it. He must hypnotise me before the dawn,
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and then I shall be able to speak. Go quick, dearest, the time is
|
|
getting close." I went to the door. Dr. Seward was resting on the
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mattress, and, seeing me, he sprang to his feet.
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"Is anything wrong?" he asked, in alarm.
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"No," I replied; "but Mina wants to see Dr. Van Helsing at once."
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"I will go," he said, and hurried into the Professor's room. In
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two or three minutes later Van Helsing was in the room in his
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dressing-gown, and Mr. Morris and Lord Godalming were with Dr.
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Seward at the door asking questions. When the Professor saw Mina a
|
|
smile- a positive smile ousted the anxiety of his face; he rubbed
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his hands as he said:-
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"Oh, my dear Madam Mina, this is indeed a change. See! friend
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|
Jonathan, we have got our dear Madam Mina, as of old, back to us
|
|
to-day!" Then turning to her, he said, cheerfully: "And what am I do
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|
for you? For at this hour you do not want me for nothings."
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"I want you to hypnotise me!" she said. "Do it before the dawn,
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for I feel that then I can speak, and speak freely. Be quick, for
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the time is short!" Without a word he motioned her to sit up in bed.
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Looking fixedly at her, he commenced to make passes in front of her,
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from over the top of her head downward, with each hand in turn. Mina
|
|
gazed at him fixedly for a few minutes, during which my own heart beat
|
|
like a trip hammer, for I felt that some crisis was at hand. Gradually
|
|
her eyes closed, and she sat, stock still; only by the gentle
|
|
heaving of her bosom could one know that she was alive. The
|
|
Professor made a few more passes and then stopped, and I could see
|
|
that his forehead was covered with great beads of perspiration. Mina
|
|
opened her eyes; but she did not seem the same woman. There was a
|
|
far-away look in her eyes, and her voice had a sad dreaminess which
|
|
was new to me. Raising his hand to impose silence, the Professor
|
|
motioned to me to bring the others in. They came on tip-toe, closing
|
|
the door behind them, and stood at the foot of the bed, looking on.
|
|
Mina appeared not to see them. The stillness was broken by Van
|
|
Helsing's voice speaking in a low level tone which would not break the
|
|
current of her thoughts:-
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"Where are you?" The answer came in a neutral way:-
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"I do not know. Sleep has no place it can call its own." For several
|
|
minutes there was silence. Mina sat rigid, and the Professor stood
|
|
staring at her fixedly; the rest of us hardly dared to breathe. The
|
|
room was growing lighter, without taking his eyes from Mina's face,
|
|
Dr. Van Helsing motioned me to pull up the blind. I did so, and the
|
|
day seemed just upon us. A red streak shot up, and a rosy light seemed
|
|
to diffuse itself through the room. On the instant the Professor spoke
|
|
again:-
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|
|
"Where are you now?" The answer came dreamily, but with intention;
|
|
it were as though she were interpreting something. I have heard her
|
|
use the same tone when reading her shorthand notes.
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"I do not know. It is all strange to me!"
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"What do you see?"
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"I can see nothing; it is all dark."
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"What do you hear?" I could detect the strain in the Professor's
|
|
patient voice.
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"The lapping of water. It is gurgling by, and little waves leap. I
|
|
can hear them on the outside."
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|
"Then you are on a ship?" We all looked at each other, trying to
|
|
glean something each from the other. We were afraid to think. The
|
|
answer came quick:-
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"Oh, yes!"
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|
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"What else do you hear?"
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|
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"The sound of men stamping overhead as they run about. There is
|
|
the creaking of a chain, and the loud tinkle as the check of the
|
|
capstan falls into the rachet."
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|
|
|
"What are you doing?"
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|
|
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"I am still- oh, so still. It is like death!" The voice faded away
|
|
into a deep breath as of one sleeping, and the open eyes closed again.
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|
|
|
By this time the sun had risen, and we were all in the full light of
|
|
day. Dr. Van Helsing placed his hands on Mina's shoulders, and laid
|
|
her head down softly on her pillow. She lay like a sleeping child
|
|
for a few moments, and then, with a long sigh, awoke and stared in
|
|
wonder to see us all around her. "Have I been talking in my sleep?"
|
|
was all she said. She seemed, however, to know the situation without
|
|
telling; though she was eager to know what she had told. The Professor
|
|
repeated the conversation, and she said:-
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|
|
|
"Then there is not a moment to lose: it may not be yet too late!"
|
|
Mr. Morris and Lord Godalming started for the door but the Professor's
|
|
calm voice called them back:-
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|
|
|
"Stay, my friends. That ship wherever it was, was weighing anchor
|
|
whilst she spoke. There are many ships weighing anchor at the moment
|
|
in your so great Port of London. Which of them is it that you seek?
|
|
God be thanked that we have once again a clue, though whither it may
|
|
lead us we know not. We have been blind somewhat: blind after the
|
|
manner of men, since when we can look back we see what we might have
|
|
seen looking forward if we had been able to see what we might have
|
|
seen Alas! but that sentence is a puddle; is it not? We can know now
|
|
what was in the Count's mind when he seize that money, though
|
|
Jonathan's so fierce knife put him in the danger that even he dread.
|
|
He meant escape. Hear me, ESCAPE! He saw that with but one earth-box
|
|
left, and a pack of men following like dogs after a fox, this London
|
|
was no place for him. He have take his last earth-box on board a ship,
|
|
and he leave the land. He think to escape, but no! we follow him.
|
|
Tally Ho! as friend Arthur would say when he put on his red frock! Our
|
|
old fox is wily; oh! so wily and we must follow with wile. I too am
|
|
wily and I think his mind in a little while. In meantime we may rest
|
|
and in peace, for there are waters between us which he do not want
|
|
to pass, and which he could not if he would- unless the ship were to
|
|
touch the land, and then only at full or slack tide. See, and the
|
|
sun is just rose, and all day to sunset is to us. Let us take bath,
|
|
and dress, and have breakfast which we all need, and which we can
|
|
eat comfortably since he be not in the same land with us." Mina looked
|
|
at him appealingly as she asked:-
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|
|
|
"But why need we seek him further, when he is gone away from us?" He
|
|
took her hand and patted it as he replied:-
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|
|
|
"Ask me nothings as yet. When we have breakfast, then I answer all
|
|
questions." He would say no more, and we separated to dress.
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|
|
|
After breakfast Mina repeated her question. He looked at her gravely
|
|
for a minute and then said sorrowfully:-
|
|
|
|
"Because my dear, dear Madam Mina, now more than ever must we find
|
|
him even if we have to follow him to the jaws of Hell!" She grew paler
|
|
as she asked faintly:-
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|
|
|
"Why?"
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|
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|
"Because," he answered solemnly, "he can live for centuries, and you
|
|
are but mortal woman. Time is now to be dreaded- since once he put
|
|
that mark upon your throat."
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|
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|
I was just in time to catch her as she fell forward in a faint.
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|
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|
CHAPTER XXIV.
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|
DR. SEWARD'S PHONOGRAPH DIARY.
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|
(Spoken By Van Helsing).
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|
This to Jonathan Harker.
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|
|
You are to stay with your dear Madam Mina. We shall go to make our
|
|
search- if I can call it so, for it is not search but knowing, and
|
|
we seek confirmation only. But do you stay and take care of her
|
|
to-day. This is your best and most holiest office. This day nothing
|
|
can find him here. Let me tell you that so you will know what we
|
|
four know already, for I have tell them. He, our enemy, have gone
|
|
away; he have gone back to his Castle in Transylvania. I know it so
|
|
well, as if a great hand of fire wrote it on the wall. He have prepare
|
|
for this in some way, and that last earth-box was ready to ship
|
|
somewheres. For this he took the money; for this he hurry at the last,
|
|
lest we catch him before the sun go down. It was his last hope, save
|
|
that the might hide in the tomb that he think poor Miss Lucy, being as
|
|
he thought like him, keep open to him. But there was not of time. When
|
|
that fail he make straight for his last resource- his last earthwork I
|
|
might say did I wish double entente. He is clever, oh so clever! he
|
|
know that his game here was finish; and so he decide he go back
|
|
home. He find ship going by the route he came, and he go in it. We
|
|
go off now to find what ship, and whither bound; when we have discover
|
|
that, we come back and tell you all. Then we will comfort you and poor
|
|
dear Madam Mina with new hope. For it will be hope when you think it
|
|
over: that all is not lost. This very creature that we pursue, he take
|
|
hundreds of years to get so far as London; and yet in one day, when we
|
|
know of the disposal of him we drive him out. He is finite, though
|
|
he is powerful to do much harm and suffers not as we do. But we are
|
|
strong, each in our purpose; and we are all more strong together. Take
|
|
heart afresh dear husband of Madam Mina. This battle is but begun, and
|
|
in the end we shall win- so sure as that God sits on high to watch
|
|
over His children. Therefore be of much comfort till we return.
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|
|
Van Helsing
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|
|
Jonathan Harker's Journal.
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|
|
|
4 October.- When I read to Mina, Van Helsing's message in the
|
|
phonograph, the poor girl brightened up considerably. Already the
|
|
certainty that the Count is out of the country has given her
|
|
comfort; and comfort is strength to her. For my own part, now that his
|
|
horrible danger is not face to face with us, it seems almost
|
|
impossible to believe in it. Even my own terrible experiences in
|
|
Castle Dracula seem like a long-forgotten dream. Here in the crisp
|
|
autumn air in the bright sunlight-
|
|
|
|
Alas! how can I disbelieve! In the midst of my thought my eye fell
|
|
on the red scar on my poor darling's white forehead. Whilst that
|
|
lasts, there can be no disbelief. And afterwards the very memory of it
|
|
will keep faith crystal clear. Mina and I fear to be idle, so we
|
|
have been over all the diaries agains and again. Somehow, although the
|
|
reality seems greater each time, the pain and the fear seem less.
|
|
There is something of a guiding purpose manifest throughout, which
|
|
is comforting. Mina says that perhaps we are the instruments of
|
|
ultimate good. It may be I shall try to think as she does. We have
|
|
never spoken to each other yet of the future. It is better to wait
|
|
till we see the Professor and the others after their investigations.
|
|
|
|
The day is running by more quickly than I ever thought a day could
|
|
run for me again. It is now three o'clock.
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|
|
Mina Harker's Journal.
|
|
|
|
5 October, 5 p.m.- Our meeting for report. Present: Professor Van
|
|
Helsing, Lord Godalming, Dr. Seward, Mr. Quincey Morris, Jonathan
|
|
Harker, Mina Harker.
|
|
|
|
Dr. Van Helsing described what steps were taken during the day to
|
|
discover on what boat and whither bound Count Dracula made his
|
|
escape:-
|
|
|
|
"As I knew that he wanted to get back to Transylvania, I felt sure
|
|
that he must go by the Danube mouth; or by somewhere in the Black Sea,
|
|
since by that way he come. It was a dreary blank that was before us.
|
|
Omne ignotum pro magnifico, and so with heavy hearts we start to
|
|
find what ships leave for the Black Sea last night. He was in
|
|
sailing ship, since Madam Mina tell of sails being set. These not so
|
|
important as to go in your list of the shipping in the Times. and so
|
|
we go, by suggestion of Lord Godalming, to your Lloyd's, where are
|
|
note of all ships that sail, however so small. There we find that only
|
|
one Black-Sea-bound ship go out with the tide. She is the Czarina
|
|
Catherine, and she sail from Doolittle's Wharf for Varna, and thence
|
|
on to other parts and up the Danube. 'Soh!' said I, 'this is the
|
|
ship whereon is the Count.' So off we go to Doolittle's Wharf, and
|
|
there we find a man in an office of wood so small that the man look
|
|
bigger than the office. From him we inquire of the goings of the
|
|
Czarina Catherine. He swear much, and he red face and loud of voice,
|
|
but he good fellow all the same; and when Quincey give him something
|
|
from his pocket which crackle as he roll it up, and put it in a so
|
|
small bag which he have hid deep in his clothing, he still better
|
|
fellow and humble servant to us. He come with us, and ask many men who
|
|
are rough and hot; these be better fellows too when they have been
|
|
no more thirsty. They say much of blood and bloom and of others
|
|
which I comprehend not, though I guess what they mean; but
|
|
nevertheless they tell us all things which we want to know.
|
|
|
|
"They make known to us among them, how last afternoon at about
|
|
five o'clock comes a man so hurry. A tall man, thin and pale, with
|
|
high nose and teeth so white, and eyes that seem to be burning. That
|
|
he be all in black, except that he have a hat of straw which suit
|
|
not him or the time. That he scatter his money in making quick inquiry
|
|
as to what ship sails for the Black Sea and for where. Some took him
|
|
to the office and then to the ship, where he will not go aboard but
|
|
halt at shore end of gang-plank, and ask that the captain come to him.
|
|
The captain come, when told that he will be pay well; and though he
|
|
swear much at the first he agree to term. Then the thin man go and
|
|
some one tell him where horse and cart can be hired. He go there and
|
|
soon he come again, himself driving cart on which a great box; this he
|
|
himself lift down, though it take several to put it on truck for the
|
|
ship. He give much talk to captain as to how and where his box is to
|
|
be place; but the captain like it not and swear at him in many
|
|
tongues, and tell him that if he like he can come and see where it
|
|
shall be. But he say 'no;' that he come not yet, for that he have much
|
|
to do. Whereupon the captain tell him that he had better be quick-
|
|
with blood- for that his ship will leave the place- of blood- before
|
|
the turn of the tide- with blood. Then the thin man smile and say that
|
|
of course he must go when he think fit; but he will be surprise if
|
|
he go quite so soon. The captain swear again, polyglot, and the thin
|
|
man make him bow, and thank him, and say that he will so far intrude
|
|
on his kindness as to come aboard before the sailing. Final the
|
|
captain, more red than ever, and in more tongues, tell him that he
|
|
doesn't want no Frenchmen- with bloom upon them and also with blood-
|
|
in his ship- with blood on her also. And so, after asking where
|
|
there might be close at hand a shop where he might purchase ship
|
|
forms, he departed.
|
|
|
|
"No one knew where he went 'or bloomin' well cared,' as they said,
|
|
for they had something else to think of- well with blood again; for it
|
|
soon became apparent to all that the Czarina Catherine would not
|
|
sail as was expected. A thin mist began to creep up from the river,
|
|
and it grew, and grew, till soon a dense fog enveloped the ship and
|
|
all around her. The captain swore polyglot- very polyglot- polyglot
|
|
with bloom and blood; but he could do nothing. The water rose and
|
|
rose; and he began to fear that he would lose the tide altogether.
|
|
He was in no friendly mood, when just at full tide, the thin man
|
|
came up the gang-plank again and asked to see where his box had been
|
|
stowed. Then the captain replied that he wished that he and his box-
|
|
old and with much bloom and blood- were in hell. But the thin man
|
|
did not be offend, and went down with the mate and saw where it was
|
|
place, and came up and stood awhile on deck in fog. He must have
|
|
come off by himself, for none notice him. Indeed they thought not of
|
|
him; for soon the fog begin to melt away, and all was clear again.
|
|
My friends of the thirst and the language that was of bloom and
|
|
blood laughed, as they told how the captain's swears exceeded even his
|
|
usual polyglot, and was more than ever full of picturesque, when on
|
|
questioning other mariners who were on movement up and down on the
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river that hour, he found that few of them had seen any of fog at all,
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except where it lay round the wharf! However, the ship went out on the
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ebb tide; and was doubtless by morning far down the river mouth. She
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was by then, when they told us, well out to sea.
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"And so my dear Madam Mina, it is that we have to rest for a time,
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for our enemy is on the sea, with the fog at his command, on his way
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to the Danube mouth. To sail a ship takes time, go she never so quick;
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and when we start we go on land more quick, and we meet him there. Our
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best hope is to come on him when in the box between sunrise and
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sunset; for then he can make no struggle, and we may deal with him
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as we should. There are days for us, in which we can make ready our
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plan. We know all about where he go; for we have seen the owner of the
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ship, who have shown us invoices and all papers that can be. The box
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we seek is to be landed in Varna, and to be given to an agent, one
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Ristics who will there present his credentials; and so our merchant
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friend will have done his part. When he ask if there be any wrong, for
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that so, he can telegraph and have inquiry made at Varna, we say 'no;'
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for what is to be done is not for police or of the customs. It must be
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done by us alone and in our own way."
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When Dr. Van Helsing had done speaking, I asked him if he were
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certain that the Count had remained on board the ship. He replied: "We
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have the best proof of that: your own evidence, when in the hypnotic
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trance this morning." I asked him again if it were really necessary
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that they should pursue the Count, for oh! I dread Jonathan leaving
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me, and I know that he would surely go if the others went. He answered
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in growing passion, at first quietly. As he went on, however, he
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grew more angry and more forceful, till in the end we could not but
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see wherein was at least some of that personal dominance which made
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him so long a master amongst men:-
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"Yes it is necessary- necessary- necessary! For your sake in the
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first, and then for the sake of humanity. This monster has done much
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harm already, in the narrow scope where he find himself, and in the
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short time when as yet he was only as a body groping his so small
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measure in darkness and not knowing. All this have I told these
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others; you, my dear Madam Mina, will learn it in the phonograph of my
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friend John, or in that of your husband. I have told them how the
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measure of leaving his own barren land- barren of peoples- and
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coming to a new land where life of man teems till they are like the
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multitude of standing corn, was the work of centuries. Were another of
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the Un-Dead, like him, to try to do what he has done, perhaps not
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all the centuries of the world that have been, or that will be,
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could aid him. With this one, all the forces of nature that are occult
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and deep and strong must have worked together in some wondrous way.
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The very place, where he have been alive, Un-Dead for all these
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centuries, is full of strangeness of the geologic and chemical
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world. There are deep caverns and fissures that reach none know
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whither. There have been volcanoes, some of whose openings still
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|
send out waters of strange properties, and gases that kill or make
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to vivify. Doubtless, there is something magnetic or electric in
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some of these combinations of occult forces which work for physical
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life in strange way; and in himself were from the first some great
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qualities. In a hard and warlike time he was celebrate that he have
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more iron nerve, more subtle brain, more braver heart, than any man.
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In him some vital principle have in strange way found their utmost;
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and as his body keep strong and grow and thrive, so his brain grow
|
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too. All this without that diabolic aid which is surely to him; for it
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have to yield to the powers that come from, and are, symbolic of good.
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And now this is what he is to us. He have infect you- oh forgive me,
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my dear, that I must say such; but it is for good of you that I speak.
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He infect you in such wise, that even if he do no more, you have
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only to live- to live in your own old, sweet way; and so in time,
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death, which is of man's common lot and with God's sanction, shall
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make you like to him. This must not be! We have sworn together that it
|
|
must not. Thus are we ministers of God's own wish: that the world, and
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men for whom His Son die, will not be given over to monsters, whose
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very existence would defame Him. He have allowed us to redeem one soul
|
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already, and we go out as the old knights of the Cross to redeem more.
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Like them we shall travel towards the sunrise; and like them, if we
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fall, we fall in good cause." He paused and I said:-
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"But will not the Count take his rebuff wisely? Since he has been
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driven from England, will he not avoid it, as a tiger does the village
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from which he has been hunted?"
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"Aha!" he said, "your simile of the tiger good, for me, and I
|
|
shall adopt him. Your man-eater, as they of India call the tiger who
|
|
has once taste blood of the human, care no more for other prey, but
|
|
prowl unceasing till he get him. This that we hunt from our village is
|
|
a tiger, too, a man-eater, and he never cease to prowl. Nay in himself
|
|
he is not one to retire and stay afar. In his life, his living life,
|
|
he go over the Turkey frontier and attack his enemy on his own ground;
|
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he be beaten back, but did he stay? No! He come again, and again,
|
|
and again. Look at his persistence and endurance. With the child-brain
|
|
that was to him he have long since conceive the idea of coming to a
|
|
great city. What does he do? He find out the place of all the world
|
|
most of promise for him. Then he deliberately set himself down to
|
|
prepare for the task. He find in patience just how is his strength,
|
|
and what are his powers. He study new tongues. He learn new social
|
|
life; new environment of old ways, the politic, the law, the
|
|
finance, the science, the habit of a new land and a new people who
|
|
have come to be since he was. His glimpse that he have had, whet his
|
|
appetite only and enkeen his desire. Nay, it help him to grow as to
|
|
his brain; for it all prove to him how right he was at the first in
|
|
his surmises. He have done this alone; all alone! from a ruin tomb
|
|
in a forgotten land. What more may he not do when the greater world of
|
|
thought is open to him. He that can smile at death, as we know him;
|
|
who can flourish in the midst of diseases that kill off whole peoples.
|
|
Oh! if such an one was to come from God, and not the Devil, what a
|
|
force for good might he not be in this old world of ours. But we are
|
|
pledged to set the world free. Our toil must be in silence, and our
|
|
efforts all in secret; for in this enlightened age, when men believe
|
|
not even what they see, the doubting of wise men would be his greatest
|
|
strength. It would be at once his sheath and his armour, and his
|
|
weapons to destroy us, his enemies, who are willing to peril even
|
|
our own souls for the safety of one we love- for the good of
|
|
mankind, and for the honour and glory of God."
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|
After a general discussion it was determined that for tonight
|
|
nothing be definitely settled; that we should all sleep on the
|
|
facts, and try to think out the proper conclusions. To-morrow at
|
|
breakfast we are to meet again, and, after making our conclusions
|
|
known to one another, we shall decide on some definite cause of
|
|
action.
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|
|
|
I feel a wonderful peace and rest to-night. It is as if some
|
|
haunting presence were removed from me. Perhaps...
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|
|
|
My surmise was not finished, could not be; for I caught sight in the
|
|
mirror of the red mark upon my forehead; and I knew that I was still
|
|
unclean.
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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|
5 October.- We all rose early, and I think that sleep did much for
|
|
each and all of us. When we met at early breakfast there was more
|
|
general cheerfulness than any of us had ever expected to experience
|
|
again.
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|
|
|
It is really wonderful how much resilience there is in human nature.
|
|
Let any obstructing cause, no matter what, be removed in any way- even
|
|
by death- and we fly back to first principles of hope and enjoyment.
|
|
More than once as we sat around the table, my eyes opened in wonder
|
|
whether the whole of the past days had not been a dream. It was only
|
|
when I caught sight of the red blotch on Mrs. Harker's forehead that I
|
|
was brought back to reality. Even now, when I am gravely revolving the
|
|
matter, it is almost impossible to realise that the cause of all our
|
|
trouble is still existent. Even Mrs. Harker seems to lose sight of her
|
|
trouble for whole spells; it is only now and again, when something
|
|
recalls it to her mind, that she thinks of her terrible scar. We are
|
|
to meet here in my study in half an hour and decide on our course of
|
|
action. I see only one immediate difficulty, I know it by instinct
|
|
rather than reason: we shall all have to speak frankly; and yet I fear
|
|
that in some mysterious way poor Mrs. Harker's tongue is tied. I
|
|
know that she forms conclusions of her own, and from all that has been
|
|
I can guess how brilliant and how true they must be; but she will not,
|
|
or cannot, give them utterance. I have mentioned this to Van
|
|
Helsing, and he and I are to talk it over when we are alone. I suppose
|
|
it is some of that horrid poison which has got into her veins
|
|
beginning to work. The Count had his own purposes when he gave her
|
|
what Van Helsing called "the Vampire's baptism of blood." Well,
|
|
there may be a poison that distils itself out of good things; in an
|
|
age when the existence of ptomaines is a mystery we should not
|
|
wonder at anything! One thing I know: that if my instinct be true
|
|
regarding poor Mrs. Harker's silences, then there is a terrible
|
|
difficulty- an unknown danger- in the work before us. The same power
|
|
that compels her silence may compel her speech. I dare not think
|
|
further; for so I should in my thoughts dishonour a noble woman!
|
|
|
|
Van Helsing is coming to my study a little before the others. I
|
|
shall try to open the subject with him.
|
|
|
|
Later.- When the Professor came in, we talked over the state of
|
|
things. I could see that he had something on his mind which he
|
|
wanted to say, but felt some hesitancy about broaching the subject.
|
|
After beating about the bush a little, he said suddenly:-
|
|
|
|
"Friend John, there is something that you and I must talk of
|
|
alone, just at the first at any rate. Later, we may have to take the
|
|
others into our confidence;" then he stopped, so I waited; he went
|
|
on:-
|
|
|
|
"Madam Mina, our poor, dear Madam Mina is changing." A cold shiver
|
|
ran through me to find my worst fears thus endorsed. Van Helsing
|
|
continued:-
|
|
|
|
"With the sad experience of Miss Lucy, we must this time be warned
|
|
before things go too far. Our task is now in reality more difficult
|
|
than ever, and this new trouble makes every hour of the direst
|
|
importance. I can see the characteristics of the vampire coming in her
|
|
face. It is now but very, very slight; but it is to be seen if we have
|
|
eyes to notice without to prejudge. Her teeth are some sharper, and at
|
|
times her eyes are more hard. But these are not all, there is to her
|
|
the silence now often; as so it was with Miss Lucy. She did not speak,
|
|
even when she wrote that which she wished to be known later. Now my
|
|
fear is this. If it be that she can, by our hypnotic trance, tell what
|
|
the Count see and hear, is it not more true that he who have hypnotise
|
|
her first, and who have drink of her very blood and make her drink
|
|
of his, should, if he will, compel her mind to disclose to him that
|
|
which she know?" I nodded acquiescence; he went on:-
|
|
|
|
"Then, what we must do is to prevent this; we must keep her ignorant
|
|
of our intent, and so she cannot tell what she know not. This is a
|
|
painful task! Oh! so painful that it heart-break me to think of, but
|
|
it must be. When to-day we meet, I must tell her that for reason which
|
|
we will not to speak she must not more be of our council, but be
|
|
simply guarded by us." He wiped his forehead, which had broken out
|
|
in profuse perspiration at the thought of the pain which he might have
|
|
to inflict upon the poor soul already so tortured. I knew that it
|
|
would be some sort of comfort to him if I told him that I also had
|
|
come to the same conclusion; for at any rate it would take away the
|
|
pain of doubt. I told him, and the effect was as I expected.
|
|
|
|
It is now close to the time of our general gathering. Van Helsing
|
|
has gone away to prepare for the meeting, and his painful part of
|
|
it. I really believe his purpose is to be able to pray alone.
|
|
|
|
Later.- At the very outset of our meeting a great personal relief
|
|
was experienced by both Van Helsing and myself. Mrs. Harker had sent a
|
|
message by her husband to say that she would not join us at present,
|
|
as she thought it better that we should be free to discuss our
|
|
movements without her presence to embarrass us. The Professor and I
|
|
looked at each other for an instant, and somehow we both seemed
|
|
relieved. For my own part, I thought that if Mrs. Harker realised
|
|
the danger herself, it was much pain as well as much danger averted.
|
|
Under the circumstances we agreed, by a questioning look and answer,
|
|
with finger on lip, to preserve silence in our suspicions, until we
|
|
should have been able to confer alone again. We went at once into
|
|
our Plan of Campaign. Van Helsing roughly put the facts before us
|
|
first:-
|
|
|
|
"The Czarina Catherine left the Thames yesterday morning. It will
|
|
take her at the quickest speed she has ever made at least three
|
|
weeks to reach Varna; but we can travel overland to the same place
|
|
in three days. Now, if we allow for two days less for the ship's
|
|
voyage, owing to such weather influences as we know that the Count can
|
|
bring to bear, and if we allow a whole day and night for any delays
|
|
which may occur to us, then we have a margin of nearly two weeks.
|
|
Thus, in order to be quite safe, we must leave here on 17th at latest.
|
|
Then we shall at any rate be in Varna a day before the ship arrives,
|
|
and able to make such preparations as may be necessary. Of course we
|
|
shall all go armed- armed against evil things, spiritual as well as
|
|
physical." Here Quincey Morris added:-
|
|
|
|
"I understand that the Count comes from a wolf country, and it may
|
|
be that he shall get there before us. I propose that we add
|
|
Winchesters to our armament. I have a kind of belief in a Winchester
|
|
when there is any trouble of that sort around. Do you remember Art,
|
|
when we had the pack after us at Tobolsk? What wouldn't we have
|
|
given then for a repeater apiece!"
|
|
|
|
"Good!" said Van Helsing, "Winchester's it shall be. Quincey's
|
|
head is level at all times, but most so when there is to hunt,
|
|
though my metaphor be more dishonour to science than wolves be of
|
|
danger to man. In the meantime we can do nothing here; and as I
|
|
think that Varna is not familiar to any of us, why not go there more
|
|
soon? It is as long to wait here as there. To-night and to-morrow we
|
|
can get ready, and then, if all be well, we four can set out on our
|
|
journey."
|
|
|
|
"We four?" said Harker interrogatively, looking from one to
|
|
another of us.
|
|
|
|
"Of course!" answered the Professor quickly, "you must remain to
|
|
take care of your so sweet wife!" Harker was silent for awhile and
|
|
then said in a hollow voice:-
|
|
|
|
"Let us talk of that part of it in the morning. I want to consult
|
|
with Mina." I thought that now was the time for Van Helsing to warn
|
|
him not to disclose our plans to her, but he took no notice. I
|
|
looked at him significantly and coughed. For answer he put his
|
|
finger on his lips and turned away.
|
|
|
|
Jonathan Harker's Journal.
|
|
|
|
5 October, afternoon.- For some time after our meeting this
|
|
morning I could not think. The new phases of things leave my mind in a
|
|
state of wonder which allows no room for active thought. Mina's
|
|
determination not to take any part in the discussion set me
|
|
thinking; and as I could not argue the matter with her, I could only
|
|
guess. I am as far as ever from a solution now. The way the others
|
|
received it, too, puzzled me; the last time we talked of the subject
|
|
we agreed that there was to be no more concealment of anything amongst
|
|
us. Mina is sleeping now, calmly and sweetly like a little child.
|
|
Her lips are curved and her face beams with happiness. Thank God there
|
|
are such moments still for her.
|
|
|
|
Later.- How strange it all is. I sat watching Mina's happy sleep,
|
|
and came as near to being happy myself as I suppose I shall ever be.
|
|
As the evening drew on, and the earth took its shadows from the sun
|
|
sinking lower, the silence of the room grew more and more solemn to
|
|
me. All at once Mina opened her eyes, and looking at me tenderly,
|
|
said:-
|
|
|
|
"Jonathan, I want you to promise me something on your word of
|
|
honour. A promise made to me, but made holily in God's hearing, and
|
|
not to be broken though I should go down on my knees and implore you
|
|
with bitter tears. Quick, you must make it to me at once."
|
|
|
|
"Mina," I said, "a promise like that, I cannot make at once. I may
|
|
have no right to make it."
|
|
|
|
"But, dear one," she said, with such spiritual intensity that her
|
|
eyes were like pole stars, "It is I who wish it; and it is not for
|
|
myself. You can ask Dr. Van Helsing if I am not right; if he disagrees
|
|
you may do as you will. Nay more, if you all agree, later, you are
|
|
absolved from the promise."
|
|
|
|
"I promise!" I said, and for a moment she looked supremely happy;
|
|
though to me all happiness for her was denied by the red scar on her
|
|
forehead. She said:-
|
|
|
|
"Promise me that you will not tell me anything of the plans formed
|
|
for the campaign against the Count. Not by word, or inference, or
|
|
implication; not at any time whilst this remains to me!" and she
|
|
solemnly pointed to the scar. I saw that she was in earnest, and
|
|
said solemnly:-
|
|
|
|
"I promise!" and as I said it I felt that from that instant a door
|
|
had been shut between us.
|
|
|
|
Later, midnight- Mina has been bright and cheerful all the
|
|
evening. So much so that all the rest seemed to take courage, as if
|
|
infected somewhat with her gaiety; as a result even I myself felt as
|
|
if the pall of gloom which weighs us down were somewhat lifted. We all
|
|
retired early. Mina is now sleeping like a little child; it is a
|
|
wonderful thing that her faculty of sleep remains to her in the
|
|
midst of her terrible trouble. Thank God for it, for then at least she
|
|
can forget her care. Perhaps her example may affect me as her gaiety
|
|
did to-night. I shall try it. Oh! for a dreamless sleep.
|
|
|
|
6 October, morning.- Another surprise. Mina woke me early, about the
|
|
same time as yesterday, and asked me to bring Dr. Van Helsing. I
|
|
thought that it was another occasion for hypnotism, and without
|
|
question went for the Professor. He had evidently expected some such
|
|
call, for I found him dressed in his room. His door was ajar, so
|
|
that he could hear the opening of the door of our room. He came at
|
|
once; as he passed into the room, he asked Mina if the others might
|
|
come too.
|
|
|
|
"No," she said quite simply, "It will not be necessary. You can tell
|
|
them just as well. I must go with you on your journey."
|
|
|
|
Dr. Van Helsing was startled as I was. After a moment's pause he
|
|
asked:-
|
|
|
|
"But why?"
|
|
|
|
"You must take me with you. I am safer with you, and you shall be
|
|
safer too."
|
|
|
|
"But why, dear Madam Mina? You know that your safety is our
|
|
solemnest duty. We go into danger, to which you are, or may be, more
|
|
liable than any of us from- from circumstances- things that have
|
|
been." He paused embarrassed.
|
|
|
|
As she replied, she raised her finger and pointed to her forehead:-
|
|
|
|
"I know. That is why I must go. I can tell you now, whilst the sun
|
|
is coming up; I may not be able again. I know that when the Count
|
|
wills me I must go. I know that if he tells me to come in secret, I
|
|
must come by wile; by any device to hoodwink- even Jonathan." God
|
|
saw the look that she turned on me as she spoke, and if there be
|
|
indeed a Recording Angel that look is noted to her everlasting honour.
|
|
I could only clasp her hand. I could not speak; my emotion was too
|
|
great for even the relief of tears. She went on:-
|
|
|
|
"You men are brave and strong. You are strong in your numbers, for
|
|
you can defy that which would break down the human endurance of one
|
|
who had to guard alone. Besides, I may be of service, since you can
|
|
hypnotise me and so learn that which even I myself do not know." Dr.
|
|
Van Helsing said very gravely:-
|
|
|
|
"Madam Mina you are, as always, most wise. You shall with us come;
|
|
and together we shall do that which we go forth to achieve." When he
|
|
had spoken, Mina's long spell of silence made me look at her. She
|
|
had fallen back on her pillow asleep; she did not even wake when I had
|
|
pulled up the blind and let in the sunlight which flooded the room.
|
|
Van Helsing motioned to me to come with him quietly. We went to his
|
|
room, and within a minute Lord Godalming, Dr. Seward, and Mr. Morris
|
|
were with us also. He told them what Mina had said, and went on:-
|
|
|
|
"In the morning we shall leave for Varna. We have now to deal with a
|
|
new factor: Madam Mina. Oh, but her soul is true. It is to her an
|
|
agony to tell us so much as she has done; but it is most right, and we
|
|
are warned in time. There must be no chance lost, and in Varna we must
|
|
be ready to act the instant when that ship arrives."
|
|
|
|
"What shall we do exactly?" asked Mr. Morris laconically. The
|
|
Professor paused before replying:-
|
|
|
|
"We shall at the first board that ship; then, when we have
|
|
identified the box, we shall place a branch of the wild rose on it.
|
|
This we shall fasten, for when it is there none can emerge; so at
|
|
least says the superstition. And to superstition must we trust at
|
|
the first; it was man's faith in the early, and it have its root in
|
|
faith still. Then, when we get the opportunity that we seek, when none
|
|
are near to see, we shall open the box, and- and all will be well."
|
|
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"I shall not wait for any opportunity," said Morris. "When I see the
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box I shall open it and destroy the monster, though there were a
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thousand men looking on, and if I am to be wiped out for it the next
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moment!" I grasped his hand instinctively and found it as firm as a
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piece of steel. I think he understood my look; I hope he did.
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"Good boy," said Dr. Van Helsing. "Brave boy. Quincey is all man,
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God bless him for it. My child, believe me none of us shall lag behind
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or pause from any fear. I do but say what we may do- what we must
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do. But, indeed, indeed we cannot say what we shall do. There are so
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many things which may happen, and their ways and their ends are so
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various that until the moment we may not say. We shall all be armed,
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in all ways; and when the time for the end has come, our effort
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shall not be lack. Now let us to-day put all our affairs in order. Let
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all things which touch on others dear to us, and who on us depend,
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be complete; for none of us can tell what, or when, or how, the end
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may be. As for me, my own affairs are regulate; and as I have
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nothing else to do, I shall go make arrangement for the travel. I
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shall have all tickets and so forth for our journey."
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"There was nothing further to be said, and we parted. I shall now
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settle up all my affairs of earth, and be ready for whatever may
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come...
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Later.- It is all done; my will is made, and all complete. Mina if
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she survive is my sole heir. If it should not be so, then the others
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who have been so good to us shall have remainder.
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It is now drawing towards the sunset; Mina's uneasiness calls my
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attention to it. I am sure that there is something on her mind which
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the time of exact sunset will reveal. These occasions are becoming
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harrowing times for us all, for each sunrise and sunset opens up
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some new danger- some new pain, which, however, may in God's will be
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means to a good end. I write all these things in the diary since my
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darling must not hear them now, but if it may be that she can see them
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again, they shall be ready."
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She is calling to me.
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CHAPTER XXV.
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DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.
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11 October, Evening.- Jonathan Harker has asked me to note this,
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as he says he is hardly equal to the task, and he wants an exact
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record kept.
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I think that none of us were surprised when we were asked to see
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Mrs. Harker a little before the time of sunset. We have of late come
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to understand that sunrise and sunset are to her times of peculiar
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freedom; when her old self can be manifest without any controlling
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force subduing or restraining her, or inciting her to action. This
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mood or condition begins some half hour or more before actual
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sunrise or sunset, and lasts till either the sun is high, or whilst
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the clouds are still aglow with the rays streaming above the
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horizon. At first there is a sort of negative condition, as if some
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tie were loosened, and then the absolute freedom quickly follows;
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when, however, the freedom ceases the change-back or relapse comes
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quickly, preceded only by a spell of warning silence.
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To-night, when we met she was somewhat constrained, and bore all the
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signs of an internal struggle. I put it down myself to her making a
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violent effort at the earliest instant she could do so. A very few
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minutes, however, gave her complete control of herself, then,
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motioning her husband to sit beside her on the sofa where she was half
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reclining, she made the rest of us bring chairs up close. Taking her
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husband's hand in hers began:-
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"We are all here together in freedom, for perhaps the last time! I
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know, dear; I know that you will always be with me to the end." This
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was to her husband whose hand had, as we could see, tightened upon
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hers. "In the morning we go out upon our task, and God alone knows
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what may be in store for any of us. You are going to be so good to
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me as to take me with you. I know that all that brave earnest men
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can do for a poor weak woman, whose soul perhaps is lost- no, no,
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not yet, but is at any rate at stake- you will do. But you must
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remember that I am not as you are. There is a poison in my blood, in
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my soul, which may destroy me; which must destroy me, unless some
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relief comes to us. Oh, my friends, you know as well as I do, that
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my soul is at stake; and though I know there is one way out for me,
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you must not and I must not take it!" She looked appealingly to us all
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in turn, beginning and ending with her husband.
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"What is that way?" asked Van Helsing in a hoarse voice. "What is
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that way, which we must not- may not- take?"
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"That I may die now, either by my own hand or that of another,
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before the greater evil is entirely wrought. I know, and you know,
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that were I once dead you could and would set free my immortal spirit,
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even as you did my poor Lucy's. Were death, or the fear of death,
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the only thing that stood in the way I would not shrink to die here,
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now, amidst the friends who love me. But death is not all. I cannot
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believe that to die in such a case, when there is hope before us and a
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bitter task to be done, is God's will. Therefore, I on my part, give
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up here the certainty of eternal rest, and go out into the dark
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where may be the blackest things that the world or the nether world
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holds!" We were all silent, for we knew instinctively that this was
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only a prelude. The faces of the others were set, and Harker's grew
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ashen grey; perhaps he guessed better than any of us what was
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coming. She continued:-
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"This is what I can give into the hotch-pot." I could not but note
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the quaint legal phrase which she used in such a place, and with all
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seriousness. "What will each of you give? Your lives I know," she went
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on quickly, "that is easy for brave men. Your lives are God's, and you
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can give them back to Him; but what will you give to me?" She looked
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again questioningly, but this time avoided her husband's face. Quincey
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seemed to understand; he nodded, and her face lit up. "Then I shall
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tell you plainly what I want, for there must be no doubtful matter
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in this connection between us now. You must promise me, one and all-
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even you my beloved husband- that, should the time come, you will kill
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me."
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"What is that time?" The voice was Quincey's, but was low and
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strained.
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"When you shall be convinced that I am so changed that it is
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better that I die that I may live. When I am thus dead in the flesh,
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then you will, without a moment's delay, drive a stake through me
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and cut off my head; or do whatever else may be wanting to give me
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rest!"
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Quincey was the first to rise after the pause. He knelt down
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before her and taking her hand in his said solemnly:-
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"I'm only a rough fellow, who hasn't, perhaps, lived as a man should
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to win such a distinction, but I swear to you by all that I hold
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sacred and dear that, should the time ever come, I shall not flinch
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from the duty that you have set us. And I promise you, too, that I
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shall make all certain, for if I am only doubtful I shall take it that
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the time has come!"
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"My true friend!" was all she could say amid her fast falling tears,
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as, bending over, she kissed his hand.
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"I swear the same, my dear Madam Mina!" said Van Helsing.
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"And I!" said Lord Godalming, each of them in turn kneeling to her
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to take the oath. I followed, myself. Then her husband turned to her
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wan-eyed and with a greenish pallor which subdued the snowy
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whiteness of his hair, and asked:-
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"And must I, too, make such a promise, oh my wife?"
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"You too, my dearest," she said, with infinite yearning of pity in
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her voice and eyes. "You must not shrink. You are nearest and
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dearest and all the world to me; our souls are knit into one, for
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all life and all time. Think dear, that there have been times when
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brave men have killed their wives and their womenkind, to keep them
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from failing into the hands of the enemy. Their hands did not falter
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any the more because those that they loved implored them to slay them.
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It is men's duty towards those whom they love, in such times of sore
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trial! And oh, my dear, if it is to be that I must meet death at any
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hand, let it be at the hand of him that loves me best. Dr. Van
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Helsing, I have not forgotten your mercy in poor Lucy's case to him
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who loved"- she stopped with a flying blush, and changed her phrase-
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"to him who had best right to give her peace. If that time shall
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come again, I look to you to make it a happy memory of my husband's
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life that it was his loving hand which set me free from the awful
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thrall upon me."
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"Again I swear!" came the Professor's resonant voice. Mrs. Harker
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smiled, positively smiled, as with a sigh of relief she leaned back
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and said:-
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"And now one word of warning, a warning which you must never forget:
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this time, if it ever come, may come quickly and unexpectedly, and
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in such case you must lose no time in using your opportunity. At
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such a time I myself might be- nay! If the time ever comes, shall
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be- leagued with your enemy against you."
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"One more request;" she became very solemn as she said this, "it
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is not vital and necessary like the other, but I want you to do one
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thing for me, if you will." We all acquiesced, but no one spoke; there
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was no need to speak:-
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"I want you to read the Burial Service." She was interrupted by a
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deep groan from her husband; taking his hand in hers, she held it over
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her heart, and continued. "You must read it over me some day. Whatever
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may be the issue of all this fearful state of things, it will be a
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sweet thought to all or some of us. You, my dearest, will I hope
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read it, for then it will be in your voice in my memory for ever- come
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|
what may!"
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"But oh, my dear one," he pleaded, "death afar off from you."
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"Nay," she said, holding up a warning hand. "I am deeper in death at
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this moment than if the weight of an earthly grave lay heavy upon me!"
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"Oh my wife, must I read it?" he said, before he began.
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"It would comfort me, my husband!" was all she said; and he began to
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read when she had got the book ready.
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"How can I- how could any one- tell of that strange scene, its
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|
solemnity, its gloom, its sadness, its horror; and withal, its
|
|
sweetness. Even a sceptic, who can see nothing but travesty of
|
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bitter truth in anything holy or emotional, would have been melted
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|
to the heart had he seen that little group of loving and devoted
|
|
friends kneeling round that stricken and sorrowing lady; or heard
|
|
the tender passion of her husband's voice, as in tones so broken
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|
with emotion that often he had to pause, he read the simple and
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|
beautiful service from the Burial of the Dead. I- I cannot go on-
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words- and- v-voice- f-fail m-me!"...
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She was right in her instinct. Strange as it all was, bizarre as
|
|
it may hereafter seem even to us who felt its potent influence at
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|
the time, it comforted us much; and the silence, which showed Mrs.
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|
Harker's coming relapse from her freedom of soul, did not seem so full
|
|
of despair to any of us as we had dreaded.
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Jonathan Harker's Journal.
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|
15 October, Varna.- We left Charing Cross on the morning of the
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|
12th, got to Paris the same night, and took the places secured for
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|
us in the Orient Express. We travelled night and day, arriving here at
|
|
about five o'clock. Lord Godalming went to the Consulate to see if any
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|
telegram had arrived for him, whilst the rest of us came on to this
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|
hotel- "the Odessus." The journey may have had incidents; I was,
|
|
however, too eager to get on, to care for them. Until the Czarina
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|
Catherine comes into port there will be no interest for me in anything
|
|
in the wide world. Thank God! Mina is well, and looks to be getting
|
|
stronger; her colour is coming back. She sleeps a great deal;
|
|
throughout the journey she slept nearly all the time. Before sunrise
|
|
and sunset, however, she is very wakeful and alert; and it has
|
|
become a habit for Van Helsing to hypnotise her at such times. At
|
|
first, some effort was needed, and he had to make many passes; but
|
|
now, she seems to yeild at once, as if by habit, and scarcely any
|
|
action is needed. He seems to have power at these particular moments
|
|
to simply will, and her thoughts obey him. He always asks her what she
|
|
can see and hear. She answers to the first:-
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"Nothing; all is dark." And to the second:-
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"I can hear the waves lapping against the ship, and the water
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|
rushing by. Canvas and cordage strain and masts and yards creak. The
|
|
wind is high- I can hear it in the shrouds, and the bow throws back
|
|
the foam." It is evident that the Czarina Catherine is still a sea,
|
|
hastening on her way to Varna. Lord Godalming has just returned. He
|
|
had four telegrams, one each day since we started, and all to the same
|
|
effect: that the Czarina Catherine had not been reported to Lloyd's
|
|
from anywhere. He had arranged before leaving London that his agent
|
|
should send him every day a telegram saying if the ship had been
|
|
reported. He was to have a message even if she were not reported, so
|
|
that he might be sure that there was a watch being kept at the other
|
|
end of the wire.
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|
We had dinner and went to bed early. To-morrow we are to see the
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|
Vice-Counsul, and to arrange, if we can, about getting on board the
|
|
ship as soon as she arrives. Van Helsing says that our chance will
|
|
be to get on the boat between sunrise and sunset. The Count, even if
|
|
he takes the form of a bat, cannot cross the running water of his
|
|
own volition, and so cannot leave the ship. As he dare not change to
|
|
man's form without suspicion- which he evidently washes to avoid- he
|
|
must remain in the box. If, then, we can come on board after
|
|
sunrise, he is at our mercy; for we can open the box and make sure
|
|
of him, as we did of poor Lucy, before he wakes. What mercy he shall
|
|
get from us will not count for much. We think that we shall not have
|
|
much trouble with officials or the seamen. Thank God! this is the
|
|
country where bibery can do anything, and we are well supplied with
|
|
money. We have only to make sure that the ship cannot come into port
|
|
between sunset and sunrise without our being warned, and we shall be
|
|
safe. Judge Moneybag will settle this case, I think!
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|
16 October.- Mina's report still the same: lapping waves and rushing
|
|
water, darkness and favouring winds. We are evidently in good time,
|
|
and when we hear of the Czarina Catherine we shall be ready. As she
|
|
must pass the Dardanelles we are sure to have some report.
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|
17 October.- Everything is pretty well fixed now, I think, to
|
|
welcome the Count on his return from his tour. Godalming told the
|
|
shippers that he fancied that the box sent aboard might contain
|
|
something stolen from a friend of his, and got a half consent that
|
|
he might open it at his own risk. The owner gave him a paper telling
|
|
the Captain to give him every facility in doing whatever he chose on
|
|
board the ship, and also a similar authorisation to his agent at
|
|
Varna. We have seen the agent, who was much impressed with Godalming's
|
|
kindly manner to him, and we are all satisfied that whatever he can do
|
|
to aid our wishes will be done. We have already arranged what to do in
|
|
case we get the box open. If the Count is there, Van Helsing and
|
|
Seward will cut off his head at once and drive a stake through his
|
|
heart. Morris and Godalming and I shall prevent interference, even
|
|
if we have to use the arms which we shall have ready. The Professor
|
|
says that if we can so treat the Count's body, it will soon after fall
|
|
into dust. In such case there would be no evidence against us, in case
|
|
any suspicion of murder were aroused. But even if it were not, we
|
|
should stand or fall by our act, and perhaps some day this very script
|
|
may be evidence to come between some of us and a rope. For myself, I
|
|
should take the chance only too thankfully if it were to come. We mean
|
|
to leave no stone unturned to carry out our intent. We have arranged
|
|
with certain officials that the instant the Czarina Catherine is seen,
|
|
we are to be informed by a special messenger.
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|
24 October.- A whole week of waiting. Dally telegrams to
|
|
Godalming, but only the same story: "Not yet reported." Mina's morning
|
|
and evening hypnotic answer is unvaried: lapping waves, rushing water,
|
|
and creaking masts.
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Telegram, October 24th.
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Rufus Smith, Lloyd's London, to Lord Godalming, care of
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H.B.M. Vice-Consul, Varna.
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"Czarina Catherine reported this morning from Dardanelles."
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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|
25 October.- How I miss my phonograph! To write diary with a pen
|
|
is irksome to me; but Van Helsing says I must. We were all wild with
|
|
excitement yesterday when Godalming got his telegram from Lloyd's. I
|
|
know now what men feel in battle when the call to action is heard.
|
|
Mrs. Harker, alone of our party, did not show any signs of emotion.
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|
After all, it is not strange that she did not; for we took special
|
|
care not to let her know anything about it, and we all tried not to
|
|
show any excitement when we were in her presence. In old days she
|
|
would, I am sure, have noticed, no matter how we might have tried to
|
|
conceal it; but in this way she is greatly changed during the past
|
|
three weeks. The lethargy grows upon her, and though she seems
|
|
strong and well, and is getting back some of her colour, Van Helsing
|
|
and I are not satisfied. We talk of her often; we have not, however,
|
|
said a word to the others. It would break poor Harker's heart-
|
|
certainly his nerve- if he knew that we had even a suspicion on the
|
|
subject. Van Helsing examines, he tells me, her teeth very
|
|
carefully, whilst she is in the hypnotic condition, for he says that
|
|
so long as they do not begin to sharpen there is no active danger of a
|
|
change in her. If this change should come, it would be necessary to
|
|
take steps!... We both know what those steps would have to be,
|
|
though we do not mention our thoughts to each other. We should neither
|
|
of us shrink from the task- awful though it be to contemplate.
|
|
"Euthanasia" is an excellent and a comforting word! I am grateful to
|
|
whoever invented it.
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|
|
|
It is only about 24 hours' sail from the Dardanelles to here, at the
|
|
rate the Czarina Catherine has come from London. She should
|
|
therefore arrive some time in the morning; but as she cannot
|
|
possibly get in before then, we are all about to retire early. We
|
|
shall get up at one o'clock, so as to be ready.
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|
25 October, Noon.- No news yet of the ship's arrival. Mrs.
|
|
Harker's hypnotic report this morning was the same as usual, so it
|
|
is possible that we may get news at any moment. We men are all in a
|
|
fever of excitement, except Harker, who is calm; his hands are as cold
|
|
as ice, and an hour ago I found him whetting the edge of the great
|
|
Ghoorka knife which he now always carries with him. It will be a bad
|
|
look out for the Count if the edge of that "Kukri" ever touches his
|
|
throat, driven by that stern, ice-cold hand!
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|
|
|
Van Helsing and I were a little alarmed about Mrs. Harker to-day.
|
|
About noon she got into a sort of lethargy which we did not like;
|
|
although we kept silence to the others, we were neither of us happy
|
|
about it. She had been restless all the morning, so that we were at
|
|
first glad to know that she was sleeping. When, however, her husband
|
|
mentioned casually that she was sleeping so soundly that he could
|
|
not wake her, we went to her room to see for ourselves. She was
|
|
breathing naturally and looked so well and peaceful that we agreed
|
|
that the sleep was better for her than anything else. Poor girl, she
|
|
has so much to forget that it is no wonder that sleep, if it brings
|
|
oblivion to her, does her good.
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|
|
|
Later.- Our opinion was justified, for when after a refreshing sleep
|
|
of some hours she woke up, she seemed brighter and better than she had
|
|
been for days. At sunset she made the usual hypnotic report.
|
|
Wherever he may be in the Black Sea, the Count is hurrying to his
|
|
destination. To his doom, I trust!
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|
|
|
26 October.- Another day and no tidings of the Czarina Catherine.
|
|
She ought to be here by now. That she is still journeying somewhere is
|
|
apparent, for Mrs. Harker's hypnotic report at sunrise was still the
|
|
same. It is possible that the vessel may be lying by, at times, for
|
|
fog; some of the steamers which came in last evening reported
|
|
patches of fog both to north and south of the port. We must continue
|
|
our watching, as the ship may now be signalled any moment.
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|
|
|
27 October, Noon.- Most strange; no news yet of the ship we wait
|
|
for. Mrs. Harker reported last night and this morning as usual:
|
|
"lapping waves and rushing water," though she added that "the waves
|
|
were very faint." The telegrams from London have been the same: "no
|
|
further report." Van Helsing is terribly anxious, and told me just now
|
|
that he fears the Count is escaping us. He added significantly:-
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|
|
|
"I did not like that lethargy of Madam Mina's. Souls and memories
|
|
can do strange things during trance." I was about to ask him more, but
|
|
Harker just then came in, and he held up a warning hand. We must try
|
|
to-night at sunset to make her speak more fully when in her hypnotic
|
|
state.
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|
28 October.- Telegram. Rufus Smith, London, to Lord
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|
|
Godalming, care H.B.M. Vice Consul, Varna.
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|
"Czarina Catherine reported entering Galatz at one o'clock to-day."
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|
Dr. Seward's Diary.
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|
|
|
28 October.- When the telegram came announcing the arrival in Galatz
|
|
I do not think it was such a shock to any of us as might have been
|
|
expected. True, we did not know whence, or how, or when, the bolt
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would come; but I think we all expected that something strange would
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happen. The delay of arrival at Varna made us individually satisfied
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that things would not be just as we had expected; we only waited to
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learn where the change would occur. None the less, however, was it a
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surprise. I suppose that nature works on such a hopeful basis that
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we believe against ourselves that things will be as they ought to
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be, not as we should know that they will be. Transcendentalism is a
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beacon to the angels, even if it be a will-o'-the-wisp to man. It
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was an odd experience and we all took it differently. Van Helsing
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raised his hand over his head for a moment, as though in
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remonstrance with the Almighty; but he said not a word, and in a few
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second stood up with his face sternly set. Lord Godalming grew very
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pale, and sat breathing heavily. I was myself half stunned and
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looked in wonder at one after another. Quincey Morris tightened his
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belt with that quick movement which I knew so well; in our old
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wandering days it meant "action." Mrs. Harker grew ghastly white, so
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that the scar on her forehead seemed to burn, but she folded her hands
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meekly and looked up in prayer. Harker smiled- actually smiled- the
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dark, bitter smile of one who is without hope; but at the same time
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his action belied his words, for his hands instinctively sought the
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hilt of the great Kukri knife and rested there. "When does the next
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train start for Galatz?" said Van Helsing to us generally.
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"At 6:30 to-morrow morning!" We all stared, for the answer came from
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Mrs. Harker.
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"How on earth do you know?" said Art.
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"You forget- or perhaps you do not know, though Jonathan does and so
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does Dr. Van Helsing- that I am the train fiend. At home in Exeter I
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always used to make up the time-tables, so as to be helpful to my
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husband. I found it so useful sometimes, that I always make a study of
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the timetables now. I knew that if anything were to take us to
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Castle Dracula we should go by Galatz, or at any rate through
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Bucharest, so I learned the times very carefully. Unhappily there
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are not many to learn, as the only train tomorrow leaves as I say."
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"Wonderful woman!" murmured the Professor.
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"Can't we get a special?" asked Lord Godalming. Van Helsing shook
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his head: "I fear not. This land is very different from your's or
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mine; even if we did have a special, it would probably not arrive as
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soon as our regular train. Moreover, we have something to prepare.
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We must think. Now let us organize. You, friend Arthur, go to the
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train and get the tickets and arrange that all be ready for us to go
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in the morning. Do you, friend Jonathan, go to the agent of the ship
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and get from him letters to the agent in Galatz, with authority to
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make search the ship just as it was here. Morris Quincey, you see
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the Vice-Consul, and get his aid with his fellow in Galatz and all
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he can do to make our way smooth, so that no times be lost when over
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the Danube. John will stay with Madam Mina and me, and we shall
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consult. For so if time be long you may be delayed; and it will not
|
|
matter when the sun set, since I am here with Madam to make report."
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"And I," said Mrs. Harker brightly, and more like her old self
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|
than she had been for many a long day, "shall try to be of use in
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all ways, and shall think and write for you as I used to do. Something
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is shifting from me in some strange way, and I feel freer than I
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|
have been of late!" The three younger men looked happier at the moment
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|
as they seemed to realise the significance of her words; but Van
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|
Helsing and I, turning to each other, met each a grave and troubled
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|
glance. We said nothing at the time, however.
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When the three men had gone out to their tasks Van Helsing asked
|
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Mrs. Harker to look up the copy of the diaries and find him the part
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|
of Harker's journal at the Castle. She went away to get it; when the
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|
door was shut upon her he said to me:-
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"We mean the same! speak out!"
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"There is some change. It is a hope that makes me sick, for it may
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|
deceive us."
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"Quite so. Do you know why I asked her to get the manuscript?"
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"No!" said I, "unless it was to get an opportunity of seeing me
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alone."
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"You are in part right, friend John, but only in part. I want to
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|
tell you something. And oh, my friend, I am taking a great- a
|
|
terrible- risk; but I believe it is right. In the moment when Madam
|
|
Mina said those words that arrest both our understanding, an
|
|
inspiration came to me. In the trance of three days ago the Count sent
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|
her his spirit to read her mind; or more like he took her to see him
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|
in his earth-box in the ship with water rushing, just as it go free at
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|
rise and set of sun. He learn then that we are here; for she have more
|
|
to tell in her open life with eyes to see and ears to hear than he,
|
|
shut, as he is, in his coffin-box. Now he make his most effort to
|
|
escape us. At present he want her not.
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"He is sure with his so great knowledge that she will come at his
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|
call; but he cut her off- take her, as he can do, out of his own
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power, that so she come not to him. Ah! there I have hope that our
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man-brains that have been of man so long and that have not lost the
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|
grace of God, will come, higher than his child-brain that lie in his
|
|
tomb for centuries, that grow not yet to our stature, and that do only
|
|
work selfish and therefore small. Here comes Madam Mina; not a word to
|
|
her of her trance! She know it not; and it would overwhelm her and
|
|
make despair just when we want all her hope all her courage; when most
|
|
we want all her great brain which is trained like man's brain, but
|
|
is of sweet woman and have a special power which the Count give her,
|
|
and which he may not take away altogether- though he think not so.
|
|
Hush! let me speak, and you shall learn. Oh, John, my friend, we are
|
|
in awful straits. I fear, as I never feared before. We can only
|
|
trust the good God. Silence! here she comes!"
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I thought that the Professor was going to break down and have
|
|
hysterics, just as he had when Lucy died, but with a great effort he
|
|
controlled himself and was at perfect nervous poise when Mrs. Harker
|
|
tripped into the room, bright and happy-looking and, in the doing of
|
|
work, seemingly forgetful of her misery. As she came in, she handed
|
|
a number of sheets of typewriting to Van Helsing. He looked over
|
|
them gravely, his face brightening up as he read. Then holding the
|
|
pages between his finger and thumb he said:-
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|
|
"Friend John, to you with so much of experience already- and you,
|
|
too, dear Madam Mina, that are young,- here is a lesson: do not fear
|
|
ever to think. A half-thought has been buzzing often in my brain,
|
|
but I fear to let him loose his wings. Here now, with more
|
|
knowledge, I go back to where that half-thought come from, and I
|
|
find that he be no half-thought at all; that be a whole thought,
|
|
though so young that he is not yet strong to use his little wings.
|
|
Nay, like the "Ugly Duck" of my friend Hans Andersen, he be no
|
|
duck-thought at all, but a big swan-thought that sail nobly on big
|
|
wings, when the time come for him to try them. See I read here what
|
|
Jonathan have written:-
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|
|
"That other of his race who, in a later age, again and again,
|
|
brought his forces over The Great River into Turkey Land; who, when he
|
|
was beaten back, came again, and again, and again, though he had to
|
|
come alone from the bloody field where his troops were being
|
|
slaughtered, since he knew that he alone could ultimately triumph."
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|
|
|
"What does this tell us? Not much? no! The Count's child-thought see
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|
nothing; therefore he speak so free. Your man-thought see nothing;
|
|
my man-thought see nothing, till just now. No! But there comes another
|
|
word from some one who speak without thought because she, too, know
|
|
not what it mean- what it might mean. Just as there are elements which
|
|
rest, yet when in nature's course they move on their way and they
|
|
touch- then pouf! and there comes a flash of light, heaven wide,
|
|
that blind and kill and destroy some: but that show up all earth below
|
|
for leagues and leagues. Is it not so? Well, I shall explain. To
|
|
begin, have you ever study the philosophy of crime. 'Yes' and 'No.'
|
|
You, John, yes; for it is a study of insanity. You, no, Madam Mina;
|
|
for crime touch you not- not but once. Still, your mind works true,
|
|
and argues not a particulari and universale. There is this
|
|
pecularity in criminals. It is so constant, in all countries and at
|
|
all times, that even police, who know not much from philosophy, come
|
|
to know it empirically, that it Is. That is to be empiric. The
|
|
criminal always work at one crime- that is the true criminal who seems
|
|
predestinate to crime, and who will of none other. This criminal has
|
|
not full man-brain. He is clever and cunning and resourceful; but he
|
|
be not of man-stature as to brain. He be of child-brain in much. Now
|
|
this criminal of ours is predestinate to crime also; he, too, have
|
|
child-brain, and it is of the child to do what he have done. The
|
|
little bird, the little fish, the little animal learn not by
|
|
principle, but empirically; and when he learn to do, then there is
|
|
to him the ground to start from to do more. 'Dos pou sto,' said
|
|
Archimedes. 'Give me a fulcrum, and I shall move the world!' To do
|
|
once, is the fulcrum whereby child-brain become man-brain; and until
|
|
he have the purpose to do more, he continue to do the same again every
|
|
time, just as he have done before! Oh, my dear, I see that your eyes
|
|
are opened, and that to you the lightning flash show all the leagues,"
|
|
for Mrs. Harker began to clap her hands and her eyes sparkled. He went
|
|
on:-
|
|
|
|
"Now you shall speak. Tell us two dry men of science what you see
|
|
with those so bright eyes." He took her hand and held it whilst she
|
|
spoke. His finger and thumb closed on her pulse, as I thought
|
|
instinctively and unconsciously, as she spoke:-
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|
|
|
"The Count is a criminal and of criminal type. Nordau and Lombroso
|
|
would so classify him, and qua criminal he is of imperfectly formed
|
|
mind. Thus, in a difficulty he has to seek resource in habit. His past
|
|
is a clue, and the one page of it that we know- and that from his
|
|
own lips- tells that once before, when in what Mr. Morris would call a
|
|
'tight place,' he went back to his own country from the land he had
|
|
tried to invade, and thence, without losing purpose, prepared
|
|
himself for a new effort. He came again better equipped for his
|
|
work; and won. So he came to London to invade a new land. He was
|
|
beaten, and when all hope of success was lost, and his existence in
|
|
danger, he fled back over the sea to his home; just as formerly he had
|
|
fled back over the Danube from Turkey Land."
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|
|
|
"Good, good! oh, you so clever lady?" said Van Helsing,
|
|
enthusiastically, as he stooped and kissed her hand. A moment later he
|
|
said to me, as calmly as though we had been having a sickroom
|
|
consultation:-
|
|
|
|
"Seventy-two only; and in all this excitement. I have hope." Turning
|
|
to her again, he said with keen expectation:-
|
|
|
|
"But go on. Go on! there is more to tell if you will. Be not afraid;
|
|
John and I know. I do in any case, and shall tell you if you are
|
|
right. Speak, without fear!"
|
|
|
|
"I will try to; but you will forgive me if I seem egotistical."
|
|
|
|
"Nay! fear not, you must be egotist, for it is of you that we
|
|
think."
|
|
|
|
"Then, as he is criminal he is selfish; and as his intellect is
|
|
small and his action is based on selfishness, he confines himself to
|
|
one purpose. That purpose is remorseless. As he fled back over the
|
|
Danube, leaving his forces to be cut to pieces, so now he is intent on
|
|
being safe, careless of all. So, his own selfishness frees my soul
|
|
somewhat from the terrible power which he acquired over me on that
|
|
dreadful night. I felt it! Oh, I felt it! Thank God, for His great
|
|
mercy! My soul is freer than it has been since that awful hour; and
|
|
all that haunts me is a fear lest in some trance or dream he may
|
|
have used my knowledge for his ends." The Professor stood up:-
|
|
|
|
"He has so used your mind; and by it he has left us here in Varna,
|
|
whilst the ship that carried him rushed through enveloping fog up to
|
|
Galatz, where, doubtless, he had made preparation for escaping from
|
|
us. But his child-mind only saw so far, and it may be that, as ever is
|
|
in God's Providence, the very thing that the evil-doer most reckoned
|
|
on for his selfish good, turns out to be his chiefest harm. The hunter
|
|
is taken in his own snare, as the great Psalmist says, For now that he
|
|
think he is free from every trace of us all, and that he has escaped
|
|
us with so many hours to him, then his selfish child-brain will
|
|
whisper him to sleep. He think, too, that as he cut himself off from
|
|
knowing your mind, there can be no knowledge of him to you; there is
|
|
where he fall! That terrible baptism of blood which he give you
|
|
makes you free to go to him in spirit, as you have as yet done in your
|
|
times of freedom, when the sun rise and set. At such times you go by
|
|
my volition and not by his; and this power to good of you and
|
|
others, you have won from your suffering at his hands. This is now all
|
|
more precious that he know it not, and to guard himself have even
|
|
cut himself off from his knowledge of our where. We, however, are
|
|
not selfish, and we believe that God is with us through all this
|
|
blackness, and these many dark hours. We shall follow him; and we
|
|
shall not flinch; even if we peril ourselves that we become like
|
|
him. Friend John, this has been a great hour, and it have done much to
|
|
advance us on our way. You must be scribe and write him all down, so
|
|
that when the others return from their work you can give it to them;
|
|
then they shall know as we do.'
|
|
|
|
And so I have written it whilst we wait their return, and Mrs.
|
|
Harker has written with her typewriter all since she brought the MS.
|
|
to us.
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER XXVI.
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|
|
|
DR. SEWARD'S DIARY.
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|
|
|
29 October.- This is written in the train from Varna to Galatz. Last
|
|
night we all assembled a little before the time of sunset. Each of
|
|
us had done his work as well as he could; so far as thought, and
|
|
endeavour, and opportunity go, we are prepared for the whole of our
|
|
journey, and for our work when we get to Galatz. When the usual time
|
|
came round Mrs. Harker prepared herself for her hypnotic effort; and
|
|
after a longer and more serious effort on the part of Van Helsing than
|
|
has been usually necessary, she sank into the trance. Usually she
|
|
speaks on a hint; but this time the Professor had to ask her
|
|
questions, and to ask them pretty resolutely, before we could learn
|
|
anything; at last her answer came:-
|
|
|
|
"I can see nothing; we are still; there are no waves lapping, but
|
|
only a steady swirl of water softly running against the hawser. I
|
|
can hear men's voices calling, near and far, and the roll and creak of
|
|
oars in the rowlocks. A gun is fired somewhere; the echo of it seems
|
|
far away. There is tramping of feet overhead, and ropes and chains are
|
|
dragged along. What is this? There is a gleam of light; I can feel the
|
|
air blowing upon me."
|
|
|
|
Here she stopped. She had risen, as if impulsively, from where she
|
|
lay on the sofa, and raised both her hands, palms upwards, as if
|
|
lifting a weight. Van Helsing and I looked at each other with
|
|
understanding. Quincey raised her eyebrows slightly and looked at
|
|
her intently, whilst Harker's hand instinctively closed round the hilt
|
|
of his Kukri. There was a long pause. We all knew that the time when
|
|
she could speak was passing; but we felt that it was useless to say
|
|
anything. Suddenly she sat up, and, as she opened her eyes, said
|
|
sweetly:-
|
|
|
|
"Would none of you like a cup of tea? You must all be so tired!"
|
|
We could only make her happy, and so acquiesced. She bustled off to
|
|
get tea; when she had gone Van Helsing said:-
|
|
|
|
"You see, my friends. He is close to land: he has left his
|
|
earth-chest. But he has yet to get on shore. In the night he may lie
|
|
hidden somewhere; but if he be not carried on shore, or if the ship do
|
|
not touch it, he cannot achieve the land. In such case he can, if it
|
|
be in the night, change his form and can jump or fly on shore, as he
|
|
did at Whitby. But if the day come before he get on shore, then,
|
|
unless he be carried he cannot escape. And if he be carried, then
|
|
the customs men may discover what the box contains. Thus, in fine,
|
|
if he escape not on shore to-night, or before dawn, there will be
|
|
the whole day lost to him. We may then arrive in time; for if he
|
|
escape not at night we shall come on him in daytime, boxed up and at
|
|
our mercy; for he dare not be his true self, awake and visible, lest
|
|
he be discovered."
|
|
|
|
There was no more to be said, so we waited in patience until the
|
|
dawn; at which time we might learn more from Mrs. Harker.
|
|
|
|
Early this morning we listened, with breathless anxiety, for her
|
|
response in her trance. The hypnotic stage was even longer in coming
|
|
than before; and when it came the time remaining until full sunrise
|
|
was so short that we began to despair. Van Helsing seemed to throw his
|
|
whole soul into the effort; at last, in obedience to his will she made
|
|
reply:-
|
|
|
|
"All is dark. I hear lapping water, level with me, and some creaking
|
|
as of wood on wood." She paused, and the red sun shot up. We must wait
|
|
till to-night.
|
|
|
|
And so it is that we are travelling towards Galatz in an agony of
|
|
expectation. We are due to arrive between two and three in the
|
|
morning; but already, at Bucharest, we are three hours late, so we
|
|
cannot possibly get in till well after sunup. Thus we shall have two
|
|
more hypnotic messages from Mrs. Harker, either or both may possibly
|
|
throw more light on what is happening.
|
|
|
|
Later.- Sunset has come and gone. Fortunately it came at a time when
|
|
there was no distraction; for had it occurred whilst we were at a
|
|
station, we might not have secured the necessary calm and isolation.
|
|
Mrs. Harker yielded to the hypnotic influence even less readily than
|
|
this morning. I am in fear that her power of reading the Count's
|
|
sensations may die away just when we want it most. It seems to me that
|
|
her imagination is beginning to work. Whilst she has been in the
|
|
trance hitherto she has confined herself to the simplest of facts.
|
|
If this goes on it may ultimately mislead us. If I thought that the
|
|
Count's power over her would die away equally with her power of
|
|
knowledge it would be a happy thought; but I am afraid that it may not
|
|
be so. When she did speak, her words were enigmatical:-
|
|
|
|
"Something is going out; I can feel it pass me like a cold wind. I
|
|
can hear, far off, confused sounds- as of men talking in strange
|
|
tongues, fierce- falling water, and the howling of wolves." She
|
|
stopped and a shudder ran through her, increasing in intensity for a
|
|
few seconds, till, at the end, she shook as though in a palsy. She
|
|
said no more, even in answer to the Professor's imperative
|
|
questioning. When she woke from the trance, she was cold, and
|
|
exhausted, and languid; but her mind was all alert. She could not
|
|
remember anything, but asked what she had said; when she was told, she
|
|
pondered over it deeply, for a long time and in silence.
|
|
|
|
30 October, 7 a.m.- We are near Galatz now, and I may not have
|
|
time to write later. Sunrise this morning was anxiously looked for
|
|
by us all. Knowing of the increasing difficulty of procuring the
|
|
hypnotic trance, Van Helsing began his passes earlier than usual. They
|
|
produced no effect, however, until the regular time, when she
|
|
yielded with a still greater difficulty, only a minute before the
|
|
sun rose. The Professor lost no time in his questioning; her answer
|
|
came with equal quickness:-
|
|
|
|
"All is dark. I hear water swirling by, level with my ears, and
|
|
the creaking of wood on wood. Cattle low far off. There is another
|
|
sound, a queer one like-" she stopped and grew white, and whiter
|
|
still.
|
|
|
|
"Go on; go on! Speak, I command you!" said Van Helsing in an
|
|
agonised voice. At the same time there was despair in his eyes, for
|
|
the risen sun was reddening even Mrs. Harker's pale face. She opened
|
|
her eyes, and we all started as she said, sweetly and seemingly with
|
|
the utmost unconcern:-
|
|
|
|
"Oh, Professor, why ask me to do what you know I can't? I don't
|
|
remember anything." Then, seeing the look of amazement on our faces,
|
|
she said, turning from one to the other with a troubled look:-
|
|
|
|
"What have I said? What have I done? I know nothing, only that I was
|
|
lying here, half asleep, and heard you say 'go on! speak, I command
|
|
you!' it seemed so funny to hear you order me about, as if I were a
|
|
bad child!"
|
|
|
|
"Oh, Madam Mina," he said, sadly, "it is proof, if proof be needed,
|
|
of how I love and honour you, when a word for your good, spoken more
|
|
earnest than ever, can seem so strange because it is to order her whom
|
|
I am proud to obey!"
|
|
|
|
The whistles are sounding; we are nearing Galatz. We are on fire
|
|
with anxiety and eagerness.
|
|
|
|
Mina Harker's Journal.
|
|
|
|
30 October.- Mr. Morris took me to the hotel where our rooms had
|
|
been ordered by telegraph, he being the one who could best be
|
|
spared, since he does not speak any foreign language. The forces
|
|
were distributed much as they had been at Varna, except that Lord
|
|
Godalming went to the Vice-Consul, as his rank might serve as an
|
|
immediate guarantee of some sort to the official, we being in
|
|
extreme hurry. Jonathan and the two doctors went to the shipping agent
|
|
to learn particulars of the arrival of the Czarina Catherine.
|
|
|
|
Later.- Lord Godalming has returned. The Consul is away, and the
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Vice-Consul sick; so the routine work has been attended to by a clerk.
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He was very obliging, and offered to do anything in his power.
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Jonathan Harker's Journal.
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30 October.- At nine o'clock Dr. Van Helsing, Dr. Seward, and I
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called on Messrs. Mackenzie & Steinkoff, the agents of the London firm
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of Hapgood. They had received a wire from London, in answer to Lord
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Godalming's telegraphed request, asking us to show them any civility
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in their power. They were more than kind and courteous, and took us at
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once on board the Czarina Catherine, which lay at anchor out in the
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river harbour. There we saw the Captain, Donelson by name, who told us
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of his voyage. He said that in all his life he had never had so
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favourable a run.
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"Man!" he said, "but it made us afeard, for we expeckit that we
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should have to pay for it wi' some rare piece o' ill luck, so as to
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keep up the average. It's no canny to run frae London to the Black Sea
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wi' a wind ahint ye, as though the Deil himself were blawin' on yer
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sail for his ain purpose An' a' the time we could no speer a thing.
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Gin we were nigh a ship, or a port, or a headland, a fog fell on us
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and travelled wi' us, till when after it had lifted and we looked out,
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the deil a thing could we see. We ran by Gibraltar wi'oot bein' able
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to signal; an'till we came to the Dardanelles and had to wait to get
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our permit to pass, we never were within hail o' aught. At first I
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inclined to slack off sail and beat about till the fog was lifted; but
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whiles, I thocht that if the Deil was minded to get us into the
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Black Sea quick, he was like to do it whether we would or no. If we
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had a quick voyage it would be no to our miscredit wi' the owners,
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or no hurt to our traffic; an' the Old Mon who had served his ain
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purpose wad be decently grateful to us for no hinderin' him." This
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mixture of simplicity and cunning, of superstition and commercial
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reasoning, aroused Van Helsing, who said:-
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"Mine friend, that Devil is more clever than he is thought by
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some; and he know when he meet his match!" The skipper was not
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displeased with the compliment, and went on:-
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"When we got past the Bosphorus the men began to grumble; some o'
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them, the Roumanians, came and asked me to heave overboard a big box
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which had been put on board by a queer lookin' old man just before
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we had started frae London. I had seen them speer at the fellow, and
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put out their twa fingers when they saw him, to guard against the evil
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eye. Man! but the supersteetion of foreigners is pairfectly
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rideeculous! I sent them aboot their business pretty quick; but as
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just after a fog closed in on us, I felt a wee bit as they did anent
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something, though I wouldn't say it was agin the bit box. Well, on
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we went, and as the fog didn't let up for five days I joost let the
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wind carry us; for if the Deil wanted to get somewheres- well, he
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would fetch it up a'reet. An' if he didn't, well, we'd keep a sharp
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look out anyhow. Sure eneuch, we had a fair way and deep water all the
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time; and two days ago, when the mornin' sun came through the fog,
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we found ourselves just in the river opposite Galatz. The Roumanians
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were wild, and wanted me right or wrong to take out the box and
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fling it in the river. I had to argy wi' them aboot it wi' a
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handspike; an' when the last o' them rose off the deck, wi' his head
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in his hand, I had convinced them that, evil eye or no evil eye, the
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property and the trust of my owners were better in my hands than in
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the river Danube. They had, mind ye, taken the box on the deck ready
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to fling in, and as it was marked Galatz via Varna, I thocht I'd let
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it lie till we discharged in the port an' get rid o't athegither. We
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didn't do much clearin' that day, an' had to remain the nicht at
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anchor, but in the mornin', braw an' airly, an hour before sun-up, a
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man came aboard wi' an order, written to him from England, to
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receive a box marked for one Count Dracula. Sure eneuch the matter was
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one ready to his hand. He had his papers a' reet, an' glad I was to be
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rid o' the dam thing, for I was beginnin' masel' to feel uneasy at it.
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If the Deil did have any luggage aboord the ship, I'm thinkin' it
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was nane ither than that same!"
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"What was the name of the man who took it?" asked Dr. Van Helsing
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with restrained eagerness.
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"I'll be tellin' ye quick!" he answered, and, stepping down to his
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cabin, produced a receipt signed "Immanuel Hildesheim." Burgen-strasse
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16 was the address. We found out that this was all the Captain knew;
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so with thanks we came away.
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We found Hildesheim in his office, a Hebrew of rather the Adelphi
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Theatre type, with a nose like a sheep, and a fez. His arguments
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were pointed with specie- we doing the punctuation- and with a
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|
little bargaining he told us what he knew. This turned out to be
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simple but important. He had received a letter from Mr. de Ville of
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London, telling him to receive, if possible before sunrise so as to
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avoid customs, a box which would arrive at Galatz in the Czarina
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Catherine. This he was to give in charge to a certain Petrof
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Skinsky, who dealth with the Slovaks who traded down the river to
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the port. He had been paid for his work by an English bank note, which
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had been duly cashed for gold at the Danube international Bank. When
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Skinsky had come to him, he had taken him to the ship and handed
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over the box, so as to save porterage. That was all he knew.
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We then sought for Skinsky, but were unable to find him. One of
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his neighbours, who did not seem to bear him any affection, said
|
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that he had gone away two days before, no one knew whither. This was
|
|
corroborated by his landlord, who had received by messenger the key of
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the house together with the rent due, in English money. This had
|
|
been between ten and eleven o'clock last night. We were at a
|
|
standstill again.
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Whilst we were talking one came running and breathlessly gasped
|
|
out that the body of Skinsky had been found inside the wall of the
|
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churchyard of St. Peter, and that the throat had been torn open as
|
|
if by some wild animal. Those we had been speaking with ran off to see
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|
the horror, the women crying out "This is the work of a Slovak!" We
|
|
hurried away lest we should have been in some way drawn into the
|
|
affair, and so detained.
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As we came home we could arrive at no definite conclusion. We were
|
|
all convinced that the box was on its way, by water, to somewhere; but
|
|
where that might be we would have to discover. With heavy hearts we
|
|
came home to the hotel to Mina.
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|
|
|
When we met together, the first thing was to consult as to taking
|
|
Mina again into our confidence. Things are getting desperate, and it
|
|
is at least a chance, though a hazardous one. As a preliminary step, I
|
|
was released from my promise to her.
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Mina Harker's Journal.
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|
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30 October, evening.- They were so tired and worn out and dispirited
|
|
that there was nothing to be done till they had some rest; so I
|
|
asked them all to lie down for half an hour whilst I should enter
|
|
everything up to the moment. I feel so grateful to the man who
|
|
invented the "Traveller's" typewriter, and to Mr. Morris for getting
|
|
this one for me. I should have felt quite astray doing the work if I
|
|
had to write with a pen...
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|
|
|
It is all done; poor dear, dear Jonathan, what he must have
|
|
suffered, what must he be suffering now. He lies on the sofa hardly
|
|
seeming to breathe, and his whole body appears in collapse. His
|
|
brows are knit; his face is drawn with pain. Poor fellow, maybe he
|
|
is thinking, and I can see his face all wrinkled up with the
|
|
concentration of his thoughts. Oh! if I could only help at all... I
|
|
shall do what I can.
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|
|
|
I have asked Dr. Van Helsing, and he has got me all the papers
|
|
that I have not yet seen... Whilst they are resting, I shall go over
|
|
all carefully, and perhaps I may arrive at some conclusion. I shall
|
|
try to follow the Professor's example, and think without prejudice
|
|
on the facts before me...
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|
|
|
I do believe that under God's providence I have made a discovery.
|
|
I shall get the maps and look over them...
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|
|
|
I am more than ever sure that I am right. My new conclusion is
|
|
ready, so I shall get our party together and read it. They can judge
|
|
it; it is well to be accurate, and every minute is precious.
|
|
|
|
Mina Harker's Memorandum.
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|
|
|
(Entered in her Journal.)
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|
|
Ground of inquiry.- Count Dracula's problem is to get back to his
|
|
own place.
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|
|
|
(a) He must be brought back by some one. This is evident; for had he
|
|
power to move himself as he wished he could go either as man, or wolf,
|
|
or bat, or in some other way. He evidently fears discovery or
|
|
interference, in the state of helplessness in which he must be
|
|
confined as he is between dawn and sunset in his wooden box.
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|
|
|
(b) How is he to be taken?- Here a process of exclusions may help
|
|
us. By road, by rail, by water?
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|
|
|
1. By Road.- There are endless difficulties, especially in leaving
|
|
the city.
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|
|
|
(x) There are people; and people are curious, and investigate. A
|
|
hint, a surmise, a doubt as to what might be in the box, would destroy
|
|
him.
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|
|
|
(y) There are, or there may be, customs and octroi officers to pass.
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|
|
|
(z) His pursuers might follow. This is his highest fear; and in
|
|
order to prevent his being betrayed he has repelled, so far as he can,
|
|
even his victim- me!
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|
|
|
2. By Rail.- There is no one in charge of the box. It would have
|
|
to take its chance of being delayed; and delay would be fatal, with
|
|
enemies on the track. True, he might escape at night, but what would
|
|
he be, if left in a strange place with no refuge that he could fly to.
|
|
This is not what he intends; and he does not mean to risk it.
|
|
|
|
3. By Water.- Here is the safest way, in one respect, but with
|
|
most danger in another. On the water he is powerless except at
|
|
night; even then he can only summon fog and storm and snow and his
|
|
wolves. But were he wrecked, the living water would engulf him,
|
|
helpless; and he would indeed be lost. He could have the vessel
|
|
drive to land; but if it were unfriendly land, wherein he was not free
|
|
to move, his position would still be desperate.
|
|
|
|
We know from the record that he was on the water, so what we have to
|
|
do is to ascertain what water.
|
|
|
|
The first thing is to realise exactly what he has done as yet; we
|
|
may, then, get a light on what his later task is to be.
|
|
|
|
Firstly.- We must differentiate between what he did in London as
|
|
part of his general plan of action, when he was pressed for moments
|
|
and had to arrange as best he could.
|
|
|
|
Secondly.- we must see, as well as we can surmise it from the
|
|
facts we know of, what he has done here.
|
|
|
|
As to the first, he evidently intended to arrive at Galatz, and sent
|
|
invoice to Varna to deceive us lest we should ascertain his means of
|
|
exit from England; his immediate and sole purpose then was to
|
|
escape. The proof of this, is the letter of instructions sent to
|
|
immanuel Hildesheim to clear and take away the box before sunrise.
|
|
There is also the instruction to Petrof Skinsky. These we must only
|
|
guess at; but there must have been some letter or message, since
|
|
Skinsky came to Hildesheim.
|
|
|
|
That, so far, his plans were successful we know. The Czarina
|
|
Catherine made a phenomenally quick journey- so much so that Captain
|
|
Donelson's suspicions were aroused; but his superstition united with
|
|
his canniness played the Count's game for him, and he ran with his
|
|
favouring wind through fogs and all till he brought up blindfold at
|
|
Galatz. That the Count's arrangements were well made, has been proved.
|
|
Hildesheim cleared the box, took it off, and gave it to Skinsky.
|
|
Skinsky took it- and here we lose the trail. We only know that the box
|
|
is somewhere on the water, moving along. The customs and the octroi;
|
|
if there be any, have been avoided.
|
|
|
|
Now we come to what the Count must have done after his arrival- on
|
|
land, at Galatz.
|
|
|
|
The box was given to Skinsky before sunrise. At sunrise the Count
|
|
could appear in his own form. Here, we ask why Skinsky was chosen at
|
|
all to aid in the work? In my husband's diary, Skinsky is mentioned as
|
|
dealing with the Slovaks who trade down the river to the port; and the
|
|
man's remark, that the murder was the work of a Slovak, showed the
|
|
general feeling against his class. The Count wanted isolation.
|
|
|
|
My surmise is, this: that in London the Count decided to get back to
|
|
his castle by water, as the most safe and secret way. He was brought
|
|
from the castle by Szgany, and probably they delivered their cargo
|
|
to Slovaks who took the boxes to Varna, for there they were shipped
|
|
for London. Thus the Count had knowledge of the persons who could
|
|
arrange this service. When the box was on land, before sunrise or
|
|
after sunset, he came out from his box, met Skinsky and instructed him
|
|
what to do as to arranging the carriage of the box up some river. When
|
|
this was done, and he knew that all was in train, he blotted out his
|
|
traces, as he thought, by murdering his agent.
|
|
|
|
I have examined the map and find that the river most suitable for
|
|
the Slovaks to have ascended is either the Pruth or the Sereth. I read
|
|
in the typescript that in my trance I heard cows low and water
|
|
swirling level with my ears and the creaking of wood. The Count in his
|
|
box, then, was on a river in an open boat- propelled probably either
|
|
by oars or poles, for the banks are near and it is working against
|
|
stream. There would be no such sound if floating down stream.
|
|
|
|
Of course it may not be either the Sereth or the Pruth, but we may
|
|
possibly investigate further. Now of these two, the Pruth is the
|
|
more easily navigated, but the Sereth is, at Fundu, joined by the
|
|
Bistritza which runs up round the Borgo pass. The loop it makes is
|
|
manifestly as close to Dracula's castle as can be got by water.
|
|
|
|
Mina Harker's Journal- continued.
|
|
|
|
When I had done reading, Jonathan took me in his arms and kissed me.
|
|
The others kept shaking me by both hands, and Dr. Van Helsing said:-
|
|
|
|
"Our dear Madam Mina is once more our teacher. Her eyes have been
|
|
where we were blinded. Now we are on the track once again, and this
|
|
time we may succeed. Our enemy is at his most helpless; and if we
|
|
can come on him by day, on the water, our task will be over. He has
|
|
a start, but he is powerless to hasten, as he may not leave his box
|
|
lest those who carry him may suspect; for them to suspect would be
|
|
to prompt them to throw him in the stream where he perish. This he
|
|
knows, and will not. Now men, to our Council of War, for, here and
|
|
now, we must plan what each and all shall do."
|
|
|
|
"I shall get a steam launch and follow him," said Lord Godalming.
|
|
|
|
"And I, horses to follow on the bank lest by chance he land," said
|
|
Mr. Morris.
|
|
|
|
"Good!" said the Professor, "both good. But neither must go alone.
|
|
There must be force to overcome force if need be; the Slovak is strong
|
|
and rough, and he carries rude arms." All the men smiled, for
|
|
amongst them they carried a small arsenal. Said Mr. Morris:-
|
|
|
|
"I have brought some Winchesters; they are pretty handy in a
|
|
crowd, and there may be wolves. The Count, if you remember, took
|
|
some other precautions; he made some requisitions on others that
|
|
Mrs. Harker could not quite hear or understand. We must be ready at
|
|
all points." Dr. Seward said:-
|
|
|
|
"I think I had better go with Quincey. We have been accustomed to
|
|
hunt together, and we two, well armed, will be a match for whatever
|
|
may come along. You must not be alone Art. It may be necessary to
|
|
fight the Slovaks, and a chance thrust- for I don't suppose these
|
|
fellows carry guns- would undo all our plans. There must be no
|
|
chances, this time; we shall not rest until the Count's head and
|
|
body have been separated, and we are sure that he cannot
|
|
re-incarnate." He looked at Jonathan as he spoke, and Jonathan
|
|
looked at me. I could see that the poor dear was torn about in his
|
|
mind. Of course he wanted to be with me; but then the boat service
|
|
would, most likely, be the one which would destroy the... the...
|
|
the... Vampire. (Why did I hesitate to write the word?) He was
|
|
silent awhile, and during his silence Dr. Van Helsing spoke:-
|
|
|
|
"Friend Jonathan, this is to you for twice reasons. First, because
|
|
you are young and brave and can fight, and all energies may be
|
|
needed at the last; and again that it is your right to destroy him-
|
|
that- which has wrought such woe to you and yours. Be not afraid for
|
|
Madam Mina; she will be my care, if I may. I am old. My legs are not
|
|
so quick to run as once; and I am not used to ride so long or to
|
|
pursue as need be, or to fight with lethal weapons. But I can be of
|
|
other service; I can fight in other way. And I can die, if need be, as
|
|
well as younger men. Now let me say that what I would is this: while
|
|
you, my Lord Godalming, and friend Jonathan go in your so swift little
|
|
steamboat up the river, and whilst John and Quincey guard the bank
|
|
where perchance he might be landed, I will take Madam Mina right
|
|
into the heart of the enemy's country. Whilst the old fox is tied in
|
|
his box, floating on the running stream whence he cannot escape to
|
|
land-where he dares not raise the lid of his coffin-box lest his
|
|
Slovak carriers should in fear leave him to perish- we shall go in the
|
|
track where Jonathan went,- from Bistritz over the Borgo, and find our
|
|
way to the Castle of Dracula. Here, Madam Mina's hypnotic power will
|
|
surely help, and we shall And our way- all dark and unknown otherwise-
|
|
after the first sunrise when we are near that fateful place. There
|
|
is much to be done, and other places to be made sanctify, so that that
|
|
nest of vipers be obliterated." Here Jonathan interrupted him hotly:-
|
|
|
|
"Do you mean to say, Professor Van Helsing, that you would bring
|
|
Mina, in her sad case and tainted as she is with that devil's illness,
|
|
right into the jaws of his death-trap? Not for the world! Not for
|
|
Heaven or Hell!" He became almost speechless for a minute, and then
|
|
went on:-
|
|
|
|
"Do you know what the place is? Have you seen that awful den of
|
|
hellish infamy- with the very moonlight alive with grisly shapes,
|
|
and every speck of dust that whirls in the wind a devouring monster in
|
|
embryo? Have you felt the Vampire's lips upon your throat?" Here he
|
|
turned to me, and as his eyes lit on my forehead, he threw up his arms
|
|
with a cry: "Oh, my God, what have we done to have this terror upon
|
|
us!" and he sank down on the sofa in a collapse of misery. The
|
|
Professor's voice, as he spoke in clear, sweet tones, which seemed
|
|
to vibrate in the air, calmed us all:-
|
|
|
|
"Oh my friend, it is because I would save Madam Mina from that awful
|
|
place that I would go. God forbid that I should take her into that
|
|
place. There is work- wild work- to be done there, that her eyes may
|
|
not see. We men here, all save Jonathan, have seen with their own eyes
|
|
what is to be done before that place can be purify. Remember that we
|
|
are in terrible straits. If the Count escape us this time- and he is
|
|
strong and subtle and cunning- he may choose to sleep him for a
|
|
century, and then in time our dear one"- he took my hand- "would
|
|
come to him to keep him company, and would be as those others that
|
|
you, Jonathan, saw. You have told us of their gloating lips; you heard
|
|
their ribald laugh as they clutched the moving bag that the Count
|
|
threw to them, You shudder, and well may it be. Forgive me that I make
|
|
you so much pain, but it is necessary. My friend, is it not a dire
|
|
need for the which I am giving, possibly my life? If it were that
|
|
anyone went into that place to stay, it is I who would have to go,
|
|
to keep them company."
|
|
|
|
"Do as you will;" said Jonathan with a sob that shook him all
|
|
over, "we are in the hands of God!"
|
|
|
|
Later.- "Oh, it did me good to see the way that these brave men
|
|
worked. How can women help loving men when they are so earnest, and so
|
|
true, and so brave! And, too, it made me think of the wonderful
|
|
power of money What can it not do when it is properly applied; and
|
|
what might it do when basely used. I felt so thankful that Lord
|
|
Godalming is rich, and that both he and Mr. Morris, who also has
|
|
plenty of money, are willing to spend it so freely. For if they did
|
|
not, our little expedition could not start, either so promptly or so
|
|
well equipped, as it will within another hour. It is not three hours
|
|
since it was arranged what part each of us was to do; and now Lord
|
|
Godalming and Jonathan have a lovely steam launch, with steam up ready
|
|
to start at a moment's notice. Dr. Seward and Mr. Morris have half a
|
|
dozen good horses, well appointed. We have all the maps and appliances
|
|
of various kinds that can be had. Professor Van Helsing and I are to
|
|
leave by the 11:40 train to-night for Veresti, where we are to get a
|
|
carriage to drive to the Borgo Pass. We are bringing a good deal of
|
|
ready money, as we are to buy a carriage and horses. We shall drive
|
|
ourselves, for we have no one whom we can trust in the matter. The
|
|
Professor knows something of a great many languages, so we shall get
|
|
on all right. We have all got arms, even for me a large-bore revolver,
|
|
Jonathan would not be happy unless I was armed like the rest. Alas!
|
|
I cannot carry one arm that the rest do; the scar on my forehead
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forbids that. Dear Dr. Van Helsing comforts me by telling me that I am
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fully armed as there may be wolves; the weather is getting colder
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every hour, and there are snow-flurries which come and go as warnings.
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Later.- It took all my courage to say good-bye to my darling. We may
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never meet again. Courage, Mina! the Professor is looking at you
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keenly; his look is a warning. There must be no tears now- unless it
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may be that God will let them fall in gladness.
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Jonathan Harker's Journal.
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October 30. Night.- I am writing this in the light from the
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furnace door of the steam launch; Lord Godalming is firing up. He is
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an experienced hand at the work, as he has had for years a launch of
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his own on the Thames, and an other on the Norfolk Broads. Regarding
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our plans, we finally decided that Mina's guess was correct, and
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that if any waterway was chosen for the Count's escape back to his
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Castle, the Sereth and then the Bistritza at its junction, would be
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the one. We took it, that somewhere about the 47th degree, north
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latitude, would be the place chosen for the crossing the country
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between the river and the Carpathians. We have no fear in running at
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good speed up the river at night; there is plenty of water, and the
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banks are wide enough apart to make steaming, even in the dark, easy
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enough. Lord Godalming tells me to sleep for a while, as it is
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enough for the present for one to be on watch. But I cannot sleep- how
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can I with the terrible danger hanging over my darling, and her
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going out into that awful place... My only comfort is that we are in
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the hands of God. Only for that faith it would be easier to die than
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to live, and so be quit of all the trouble. Mr. Morris and Dr.
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Seward were off on their long ride before we started; they are to keep
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up the right bank, far enough off to get on higher lands where they
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can see a good stretch of river and avoid the following of its curves.
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They have, for the first stages, two men to ride and lead their
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spare horses- four in all, so as not to excite curiosity. When they
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dismiss the men, which shall be shortly, they shall themselves look
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after the horses. It may be necessary for us to join forces; if so
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they can mount our whole party. One of the saddles has a movable horn,
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and can be easily adapted for Mina, if required.
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It is a wild adventure we are on. Here, as we are rushing along
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through the darkness, with the cold from the river seeming to rise
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up and strike us; with all the mysterious voices of the night around
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us, it all comes home. We seem to be drifting into unknown places
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and unknown ways; into a whole world of dark and dreadful things.
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Godalming is shutting the furnace door...
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31 October.- Still hurrying along. The day has come, and Godalming
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is sleeping. I am on watch. The morning is bitterly cold; the
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furnace heat is grateful, though we have heavy fur coats. As yet we
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have passed only a few open boats, but none of them had on board any
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box or package of anything like the size of the one we seek. The men
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were scared every time we turned our electric lamp on them, and fell
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on their knees and prayed.
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1 November, evening.- No news all day; we have found nothing of
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the kind we seek. We have now passed into the Bistritza; and if we are
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wrong in our surmise our chance is gone. We have overhauled every
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boat, big and little. Early this morning, one crew took us for a
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Government boat, and treated us accordingly. We saw in this a way of
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smoothing matters, so at Fundu, where the Bistritza runs into the
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Sereth, we got a Roumanian flag which we now fly conspicuously. With
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every boat which we have overhauled since then this trick has
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succeeded; we have had every deference shown to us, and not once any
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objection to whatever we chose to ask or do. Some of the Slovaks
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tell us that a big boat passed them, going at more than usual speed as
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she had a double crew on board. This was before they came to Fundu, so
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they could not tell us whether the boat turned into the Bistritza or
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continued on up the Sereth. At Fundu we could not hear of any such
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boat, so she must have passed there in the night. I am feeling very
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sleepy; the cold is perhaps beginning to tell upon me, and nature must
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have rest some time. Godalming insists that he shall keep the first
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watch. God bless him for all his goodness to poor dear Mina and me.
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2 November, morning.- It is broad daylight. That good fellow would
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not wake me. He says it would have been a sin to, for I slept so
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peacefully and was forgetting my trouble. It seems brutally selfish to
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me to have slept so long, and let him watch all night; but he was
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quite right. I am a new man this morning; and, as I sit here and watch
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him sleeping, I can do all that is necessary both as to minding the
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engine, steering, and keeping watch. I can feel that my strength and
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|
energy are coming back to me. I wonder where Mina is now, and Van
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|
Helsing. They should have got to Veresti about noon on Wednesday. It
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|
would take them some time to get the carriage and horses; so if they
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|
had started and travelled hard, they would be about now at the Borgo
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Pass. God guide and help them! I am afraid to think what may happen.
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If we could only go faster! but we cannot; the engines are throbbing
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|
and doing their utmost. I wonder how Dr. Seward and Mr. Morris are
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|
getting on. There seem to be endless streams running down from the
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|
mountains into this river, but as none of them are very large- at
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|
present, at all events, though they are terrible doubtless in winter
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|
and when the snow melts- the horsemen may not have met much
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|
obstruction. I hope that before we get to Strasba we may see them; for
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if by that time we have not overtaken the Count, it may be necessary
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|
to take counsel together what to do next.
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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2 November.- Three days on the road. No news, and no time to write
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|
it if there had been, for every moment is precious. We have had only
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the rest needful for the horses; but we are both bearing it
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|
wonderfully. Those adventurous days of ours are turning up useful.
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|
We must push on; we shall never feel happy till we get the launch in
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|
sight again.
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3 November.- We heard at Fundu that the launch had gone up the
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|
Bistritza. I wish it wasn't so cold. There are signs of snow coming;
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|
and if it falls heavy it will stop us. In such case we must get a
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|
sledge and go on, Russian fashion.
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4 November.- To-day we heard of the launch having been detained by
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|
an accident when trying to force a way up the rapid. The Slovak
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|
boats get up all right, by aid of a rope, and steering with knowledge.
|
|
Some went up only a few hours before. Godalming is an amateur fitter
|
|
himself, and evidently it was he who put the launch in trim again.
|
|
Finally, they got up the Rapids all right, with local help, and are
|
|
off on the chase afresh. I fear that the boat is not any better for
|
|
the accident; the peasantry tell us that after she got upon the smooth
|
|
water again, she kept stopping every now and again so long as she
|
|
was in sight. We must push on harder than ever; our help may be wanted
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|
soon.
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Mina Harker's Journal.
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31 October.- Arrived at Veresti at noon. The Professor tells me that
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|
this morning at dawn he could hardly hypnotise me at all, and that all
|
|
I could say was: "dark and quiet." He is off now buying a carriage and
|
|
horses. He says that he will later on try to buy additional horses, so
|
|
that we may be able to change them on the way. We have something
|
|
more than 70 miles before us. The country is lovely, and most
|
|
interesting; if only we were under different conditions, how
|
|
delightful it would be to see it all. If Jonathan and I were driving
|
|
through it alone what a pleasure it would be. To stop and see
|
|
people, and learn something of their life, and to fill our minds and
|
|
memories with all the colour and picturesqueness of the whole wild,
|
|
beautiful country and the quaint people! But, alas!
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|
Later.- Dr. Van Helsing has returned. He has got the carriage and
|
|
horses; we are to have some dinner, and to start in an hour. The
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|
landlady is putting us up a huge basket of provisions; it seems enough
|
|
for a company of soldiers. The Professor encourages her, and
|
|
whispers to me that it may be a week before we can get any good food
|
|
again. He has been shopping too, and has sent home such a wonderful
|
|
lot of fur coats and wraps, and all sorts of warm things. There will
|
|
not be any chance of our being cold.
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|
We shall soon be off. I am afraid to think what may happen to us. We
|
|
are truly in the hands of God. He alone knows what may be, and I
|
|
pray Him, with all the strength of my sad and humble soul, that He
|
|
will watch over my beloved husband; that whatever may happen, Jonathan
|
|
may know that I loved him and honoured him more than I can say, and
|
|
that my latest and truest thought will be always for him.
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CHAPTER XXVII.
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MINA HARKER'S JOURNAL.
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1 November.- All day long we have travelled, and at a good speed.
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|
The horses seem to know that they are being kindly treated, for they
|
|
go willingly their full stage at best speed. We have now had so many
|
|
changes and find the same thing so constantly that we are encouraged
|
|
to think that the journey will be an easy one. Dr. Van Helsing is
|
|
laconic; he tells the farmers that he is hurrying to Bistritz, and
|
|
pays them well to make the exchange of horses. We get hot soup, or
|
|
coffee, or tea; and off we go. It is a lovely country; full of
|
|
beauties of all imaginable kinds, and the people are brave, and
|
|
strong, and simple, and seem full of nice qualities. They are very,
|
|
very superstitious. In the first house where we stopped, when the
|
|
woman who served us saw the scar on my forehead, she crossed herself
|
|
and put out two fingers towards me, to keep off the evil eye. I
|
|
believe they went to the trouble of putting an extra amount of
|
|
garlic into our food; and I can't abide garlic. Ever since then I have
|
|
taken care not to take off my hat or veil, and so have escaped their
|
|
suspicions. We are travelling fast, and as we have no driver with us
|
|
to carry tales, we go ahead of scandal; but I daresay that fear of the
|
|
evil eye will follow hard behind us all the way. The Professor seems
|
|
tireless; all day he would not take any rest, though he made me
|
|
sleep for a long spell. At sunset time he hypnotised me, and he says
|
|
that I answered as usual "darkness, lapping water and creaking
|
|
wood;" so our enemy is still on the river. I am afraid to think of
|
|
Jonathan, but somehow I have now no fear for him, or for myself I
|
|
write this whilst we wait in a farmhouse for the horses to be got
|
|
ready. Dr. Van Helsing is sleeping. Poor dear, he looks very tired and
|
|
old and grey, but his mouth is set as firmly as a conqueror's; even in
|
|
his sleep he is instinct with resolution. When we have well started
|
|
I must make him rest whilst I drive. I shall tell him that we have
|
|
days before us, and he must not break down when most of all his
|
|
strength will be needed... All is ready; we are off shortly.
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|
|
|
2 November, morning.- I was successful, and we took turns driving
|
|
all night; now the day is on us, bright though cold. There is a
|
|
strange heaviness in the air- I say heaviness for want of a better
|
|
word; I mean that it oppresses us both. It is very cold, and only
|
|
our warm furs keep us comfortable. At dawn Van Helsing hypnotised
|
|
me; he says I answered "darkness, creaking wood and roaring water," so
|
|
the river is changing as they ascend. I do hope that my darling will
|
|
not run any chance of danger- more than need be; but we are in God's
|
|
hands.
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|
|
|
2 November, night.- All day long driving. The country gets wilder as
|
|
we go, and the great spurs of the Carpathians, which at Veresti seemed
|
|
so far from us and so low on the horizon, now seem to gather round
|
|
us and tower in front. We both seem in good spirits; I think we make
|
|
an effort each to cheer the other; in the doing so we cheer ourselves.
|
|
Dr. Van Helsing says that by morning we shall reach the Borgo Pass.
|
|
The houses are very few here now, and the Professor says that the last
|
|
horses we got will have to go on with us, as we may not be able to
|
|
change. He got two in addition to the two we changed, so that now we
|
|
have a rude four-in-hand. The dear horses are patient and good, and
|
|
they give us no trouble. We are not worried with other travellers, and
|
|
so even I can drive. We shall get to the Pass in daylight; we do not
|
|
want to arrive before. So we take it easy, and have each a long rest
|
|
in turn. Oh, what will to-morrow bring to us? We go to seek the
|
|
place where my poor darling suffered so much. God grant that we may be
|
|
guided aright, and that He will deign to watch over my husband and
|
|
those dear to us both, and who are in such deadly peril. As for me,
|
|
I am not worthy in His sight. Alas! I am unclean to His eyes, and
|
|
shall be until He may deign to let me stand forth in His sight as
|
|
one of those who have not incurred His wrath.
|
|
|
|
Memorandum by Abraham Van Helsing.
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|
|
|
4 November.- This to my old and true friend John Seward, M.D., of
|
|
Purfleet, London, in case I may not see him. It may explain. It is
|
|
morning, and I write by a fire which all the night I have kept
|
|
alive- Madam Mina aiding me. It is cold, cold; so cold that the grey
|
|
heavy sky is full of snow, which when it falls will settle for all
|
|
winter as the ground is hardening to receive it. It seems to have
|
|
affected Madam Mina; she has been so heavy of head all day that she
|
|
was not like herself. She sleeps, and sleeps, and sleeps! She, who
|
|
is usual so alert, have done literally nothing all the day; she even
|
|
have lost her appetite. She make no entry into her little diary, she
|
|
who write so faithful at every pause. Something whisper to me that all
|
|
is not well. However to-night she is more vif. Her long sleep all
|
|
day have refresh and restore her, for now she is all sweet and
|
|
bright as ever. At sunset I try to hypnotise her, but alas! with no
|
|
effect; the power has grown less and less with each day, and
|
|
to-night it fail me altogether. Well, God's will be done- whatever
|
|
it may be, and whithersoever it may lead!
|
|
|
|
Now to the historical, for as Madam Mina write not in her
|
|
stenography, I must, in my cumbrous old fashion, that so each day of
|
|
us may not go unrecorded.
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|
|
|
We got to the Borgo Pass just after sunrise yesterday morning.
|
|
When I saw the signs of the dawn I got ready for the hypnotism. We
|
|
stopped our carriage, and got down so that there might be no
|
|
disturbance. I made a couch with furs, and Madam Mina, lying down,
|
|
yield herself as usual, but more slow and more short time than ever,
|
|
to the hypnotic sleep. As before, came the answer: "darkness and the
|
|
swirling of water." Then she woke, bright and radiant, and we go on
|
|
our way and soon reach the Pass. At this time and place she become all
|
|
on fire with zeal; some new guiding power be in her manifested, for
|
|
she point to a road and say:-
|
|
|
|
"This is the way."
|
|
|
|
"How know you it?" I ask.
|
|
|
|
"Of course I know it," she answer, and with a pause, add: "Have
|
|
not my Jonathan travelled it and wrote of his travel?"
|
|
|
|
At first I think somewhat strange, but soon I see that there be only
|
|
one such by-road. It is used but little, and very different from the
|
|
coach road from the Bukovina to Bistritz, which is more wide and hard,
|
|
and more of use.
|
|
|
|
So we came down this road; when we meet other ways- not always
|
|
were we sure that they were roads at all, for they be neglect and
|
|
light snow have fallen- the horses know and they only. I give rein
|
|
to them, and they go on so patient. By-and-by we find all the things
|
|
which Jonathan have note in that wonderful diary of him. Then we go on
|
|
for long, long hours and hours. At the first, I tell Madam Mina to
|
|
sleep; she try, and she succeed. She sleep all the time; till at the
|
|
last, I feel myself to suspicious grow, and attempt to wake her. But
|
|
she sleep on, and I may not wake her though I try. I do not wish to
|
|
try too hard lest I harm her; for I know that she have suffer much,
|
|
and sleep at times be all-in-all to her. I think I drowse myself,
|
|
for all of sudden I feel guilt, as though I have done something; I
|
|
find myself bolt up, with the reins in my hand, and the good horses go
|
|
along jog, jog, just as ever. I look down and find Madam Mina still
|
|
sleep. It is now not far off sunset time, and over the snow the
|
|
light of the sun flow in big yellow flood, so that we throw great long
|
|
shadow on where the mountain rise so steep. For we are going up, and
|
|
up; and all is oh so wild and rocky, as though it were the end of
|
|
the world.
|
|
|
|
Then I arouse Madam Mina. This time she wake with not much
|
|
trouble, and then I try to put her to hypnotic sleep. But she sleep
|
|
not, being as though I were not. Still I try and try, till all at once
|
|
I find her and myself in dark; so I look round, and find that the
|
|
sun have gone down. Madam Mina laugh, and I turn and look at her.
|
|
She is now quite awake, and look so well as I never saw her since that
|
|
night at Carfax when we first enter the Count's house. I am amaze, and
|
|
not at ease then; but she is so bright and tender and thoughtful for
|
|
me that I forget all fear. I light a fire, for we have brought
|
|
supply of wood with us, and she prepare food while I undo the horses
|
|
and set them, tethered in shelter, to feed. Then when I return to
|
|
the fire she have my supper ready. I go to help her, but she smile,
|
|
and tell me that she have eat already- that she was so hungry that she
|
|
would not wait. I like it not, and I have grave doubts; but I fear
|
|
to affright her, and so I am silent of it. She help me and I eat
|
|
alone; and then we wrap in fur and lie beside the fire, and I tell her
|
|
to sleep while I watch. But presently I forget all of watching; and
|
|
when I sudden remember that I watch, I find her lying quiet, but
|
|
awake, and looking at me with so bright eyes. Once, twice more the
|
|
same occur, and I get much sleep till before morning. When I wake I
|
|
try to hypnotise her; but alas! though she shut her eyes obedient, she
|
|
may not sleep. The sun rise up, and up, and up; and then sleep come to
|
|
her too late, but so heavy that she will not wake. I have to lift
|
|
her up, and place her sleeping in the carriage when I have harnessed
|
|
the horses and made all ready. Madam still sleep, and sleep; and she
|
|
look in her sleep more healthy and more redder than before. And I like
|
|
it not. And I am afraid, afraid, afraid!- I am afraid of all things-
|
|
even to think; but I must go on my way. The stake we play for is
|
|
life and death, or more than these, and we must not flinch.
|
|
|
|
5 November, morning.- Let me be accurate in everything, for though
|
|
you and I have seen some strange things together, you may at the first
|
|
think that I, Van Helsing, am mad- that the many horrors and the so
|
|
long strain on nerves has at the last turn my brain.
|
|
|
|
All yesterday we travel, ever getting closer to the mountains, and
|
|
moving into a more and more wild and desert land. There are great,
|
|
frowning precipices and much falling water, and Nature seem to have
|
|
held sometime her carnival. Madam Mina still sleep and sleep; and
|
|
though I did have hunger and appeased it, I could not waken her-
|
|
even for food. I began to fear that the fatal spell of the place was
|
|
upon her, tainted as she is with that Vampire baptism. "Well," said
|
|
I to myself, "if it be that she sleep all the day, it shall also be
|
|
that I do not sleep at night." As we travel on the rough road, for a
|
|
road of an ancient and imperfect kind there was, I held down my head
|
|
and slept. Again I waked with a sense of guilt and of time passed, and
|
|
found Madam Mina still sleeping, and the sun low down. But all was
|
|
indeed changed; the frowning mountains seemed further away, and we
|
|
were near the top of a steep-rising hill, on summit of which was
|
|
such a castle as Jonathan tell of in his diary. At once I exulted
|
|
and feared; for now, for good or ill, the end was near.
|
|
|
|
I woke Madam Mina, and again tried to hypnotise her, but alas!
|
|
unavailing till too late. Then, ere the great dark came upon us- for
|
|
even after down-sun the heavens reflected the gone sun on the snow,
|
|
and all was for a time in a great twilight- I took out the horses
|
|
and fed them in what shelter I could. Then I make a fire; and near
|
|
it I make Madam Mina, now awake and more charming than ever, sit
|
|
comfortable amid her rugs. I got ready food: but she would not eat,
|
|
simply saying that she had not hunger. I did not press her, knowing
|
|
her unavailingness. But I myself eat, for I must needs now be strong
|
|
for all. Then, with the fear on me of what might be, I drew a ring
|
|
so big for her comfort, round where Madam Mina sat; and over the
|
|
ring I passed some of the wafer, and I broke it fine so that all was
|
|
well guarded. She sat still all the time- so still as one dead; and
|
|
she grew whiter and ever whiter till the snow was not more pale; and
|
|
no word she said. But when I drew near, she clung to me, and I could
|
|
know that the poor soul shook her from head to feet with a tremor that
|
|
was pain to feel. I said to her presently, when she had grown more
|
|
quiet:-
|
|
|
|
"Will you not come over to the fire?" for I wished to make a test of
|
|
what she could. She rose obedient, but when she have made a step she
|
|
stopped, and stood as one stricken.
|
|
|
|
"Why not go on?" I asked. She shook her head, and, coming back,
|
|
sat down in her place. Then, looking at me with open eyes, as of one
|
|
waked from sleep, she said simply:-
|
|
|
|
"I cannot!" and remained silent. I rejoiced, for I knew that what
|
|
she could not, none of those that we dreaded could. Though there might
|
|
be danger to her body, yet her soul was safe!
|
|
|
|
Presently the horses began to scream, and tore at their tethers till
|
|
I came to them and quieted them. When they did feel my hands on
|
|
them, they whinnied low as in joy, and licked at my hands and were
|
|
quiet for a time. Many times through the night did I come to them,
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till it arrive to the cold hour when all nature is at lowest; and
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every time my coming was with quiet of them. In the cold hour the fire
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began to die, and I was about stepping forth to replenish it, for
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now the snow came in flying sweeps and with it a chill mist. Even in
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the dark there was a light of some kind, as there ever is over snow;
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and it seemed as though the snow-flurries and the wreaths of mist took
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shape as of women with trailing garments. All was in dead, grim
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silence only that the horses whinnied and cowered, as if in terror
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of the worst. I began to fear- horrible fears; but then came to me the
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sense of safety in that ring wherein I stood. I began, too, to think
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that my imaginings were of the night, and the gloom, and the unrest
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that I have gone through, and all the terrible anxiety. It was as
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though my memories of all Jonathan's horrid experience were
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befooling me; for the snow flakes and the mist began to wheel and
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circle round, till I could get as though a shadowy glimpse of those
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women that would have kissed him. And then the horses cowered lower
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and lower, and moaned in terror as men do in pain. Even the madness of
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fright was not to them, so that they could break away. I feared for my
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dear Madam Mina when these weird figures drew near and circled
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round. I looked at her, but she sat calm, and smiled at me; when I
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would have stepped to the fire to replenish it, she caught me and held
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me back, and whispered, like a voice that one hears in a dream, so low
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it was:-
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"No! No! Do not go without. Here you are safe!" I turned to her, and
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looking in her eyes, said:-
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"But you? It is for you that I fear!" whereat she laughed- a
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laugh, low and unreal, and said:-
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"Fear for me! Why fear for me? None safer in all the world from them
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than I am," and as I wondered at the meaning of her words, a puff of
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wind made the flame leap up, and I see the red scar on her forehead.
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Then, alas! I knew. Did I not, I would soon have learned, for the
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wheeling figures of mist and snow came closer, but keeping ever
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without the Holy circle. Then they began to materialise, till- if
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God have not take away my reason, for I saw it through my eyes-
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there were before me in actual flesh the same three women that
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Jonathan saw in the room, when they would have kissed his throat. I
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knew the swaying round forms, the bright hard eyes, the white teeth,
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the ruddy colour, the voluptuous lips. They smiled ever at poor dear
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Madam Mina; and as their laugh came through the silence of the
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night, they twined their arms and pointed to her, and said in those so
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sweet tingling tones that Jonathan said were of the intolerable
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sweetness of the water-glasses:-
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"Come, sister. Come to us. Come! Come!" in fear I turned to my
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poor Madam Mina, and my heart with gladness leapt like flame; for
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oh! the terror in her sweet eyes, the repulsion, the horror, told a
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story to my heart that was all of hope. God be thanked she was not,
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yet, of them. I seized some of the firewood which was by me, and
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holding out some of the Wafer, advanced on them towards the fire. They
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drew back before me, and laughed their low horrid laugh. I fed the
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fire, and feared them not; for I knew that we were safe within our
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protections. They could not approach me, whilst so armed, nor Madam
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Mina whilst she remained within the ring, which she could not leave no
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more than they could enter. The horses had ceased to moan, and lay
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still on the ground; the snow fell on them softly, and they grew
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whiter. I knew that there was for the poor beasts no more of terror.
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And so we remained till the red of the dawn began to fall through
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the snow-gloom. I was desolate and afraid, and full of woe and terror,
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|
but when that beautiful sun began to climb the horizon life was to
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|
me again. At the first coming of the dawn the horrid figures melted in
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the whirling mist and snow; the wreaths of transparent gloom moved
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away towards the castle, and were lost.
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Instinctively, with the dawn coming, I turned to Madam Mina,
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|
intending to hypnotise her, but she lay in a deep and sudden sleep,
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|
from which I could not wake her. I tried to hypnotise through her
|
|
sleep, but she made no response, none at all; and the day broke. I
|
|
fear yet to stir. I have made my fire and have seen the horses, they
|
|
are all dead. To-day I have much to do here, and I keep waiting till
|
|
the sun is up high; for there may be places where I must go, where
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|
that sunlight, though snow and mist obscure it, will be to me a
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|
safety.
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I will strengthen me with breakfast, and then I will to my
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terrible work. Madam Mina still sleeps; and, God be thanked she is
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calm in her sleep...
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Jonathan Harker's Journal.
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|
4 November, evening.- The accident to the launch has been a terrible
|
|
thing for us. Only for it we should have overtaken the boat long
|
|
ago; and by now my dear Mina would have been free. I fear to think
|
|
of her, off on the wolds near that horrid place. We have got horses,
|
|
and we follow on the track. I note this whilst Godalming is getting
|
|
ready. We have our arms. The Szgany must look out if they mean
|
|
fight. Oh, if only Morris and Seward were with us. We must only
|
|
hope! if I write no more Good-bye Mina! God bless and keep you.
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Dr. Seward's Diary.
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5 November.- With the dawn we saw the body of Szgany before us
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|
dashing away from the river with their leiter-wagon. They surrounded
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it in a cluster, and hurried along as though beset. The snow is
|
|
falling lightly and there is a strange excitement in the air. It may
|
|
be our own feelings, but the depression is strange. Far off I hear the
|
|
howling of wolves; the snow brings them down from the mountains, and
|
|
there are dangers to all of us, and from all sides. The horses are
|
|
nearly ready, and we are soon off. We ride to death of some one. God
|
|
alone knows who, or where, or what, or when, or how it may be...
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Dr. Van Helsing's Memorandum.
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|
5 November, afternoon.- I am at least sane. Thank God for that mercy
|
|
at all events, though the proving it has been dreadful. When I left
|
|
Madam Mina sleeping within the Holy circle, I took my way to the
|
|
castle. The blacksmith hammer which I took in the carriage from
|
|
Veresti was useful; though the doors were all open I broke them off
|
|
the rusty hinges, lest some ill-intent or ill-chance should close
|
|
them, so that being entered I might not get out. Jonathan's bitter
|
|
experience served me here. By memory of his diary I found my way to
|
|
the old chapel, for I knew that here my work lay. The air was
|
|
oppressive; it seemed as if there was some sulphurous fume, which at
|
|
times made me dizzy. Either there was a roaring in my ears or I
|
|
heard afar off the howl of wolves. Then I bethought me of my dear
|
|
Madam Mina, and I was in terrible plight. The dilemma had me between
|
|
his horns. Her, I had not dare to take into this place, but left
|
|
safe from the Vampire in that Holy circle; and yet even there would be
|
|
the wolf! I resolve me that my work lay here, and that as to the
|
|
wolves we must submit, if it were God's will. At any rate it was
|
|
only death and freedom beyond. So did I choose for her. Had it but
|
|
been for myself the choice had been easy, the maw of the wolf were
|
|
better to rest in than the grave of the Vampire! So I make my choice
|
|
to go on with my work.
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|
|
|
I knew that there were at least three graves to find- graves that
|
|
are inhabit; so I search, and search, and I find one of them. She
|
|
lay in her vampire sleep, so full of life and voluptuous beauty that I
|
|
shudder as though I have come to do murder. Ah, I doubt not that in
|
|
old time, when such things were, many a man who set forth to do such a
|
|
task as mine, found at the last his heart fail him, and then his
|
|
nerve. So he delay, and delay, and delay, till the mere beauty and the
|
|
fascination of the wanton Un-Dead have hypnotise him; and he remain
|
|
on, and on, till sunset come, and the Vampire sleep be over. Then
|
|
the beautiful eyes of the fair woman open and look love, and the
|
|
voluptuous mouth present to a kiss- and man is weak. And there
|
|
remain one more victim in the Vampire fold; one more to swell the grim
|
|
and grisly ranks of the Un-dead!...
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|
|
|
There is some fascination, surely, when I am moved by the mere
|
|
presence of such an one, even lying as she lay in a tomb fretted
|
|
with age and heavy with the dust of centuries, though there be that
|
|
horrid odour such as the lairs of the Count have had. Yes, I was
|
|
moved- I, Van Helsing, with all my purpose and with my motive for
|
|
hate- I was moved to a yearning for delay which seemed to paralyse
|
|
my faculties and to clog my very soul. It may have been that the
|
|
need of natural sleep, and the strange oppression of the air were
|
|
beginning to overcome me. Certain it was that I was lapsing into
|
|
sleep, the open-eyed sleep of one who yields to a sweet fascination,
|
|
when there came through the snow-stilled air a long, low wail, so full
|
|
of woe and pity that it woke me like the sound of a clarion. For it
|
|
was the voice of my dear Madam Mina that I heard.
|
|
|
|
Then I braced myself again to my horrid task, and found by wrenching
|
|
away tomb-tops one other of the sisters, the other dark one. I dared
|
|
not pause to look on her as I had on her sister, lest once more I
|
|
should begin to be enthrall; but I go on searching until, presently, I
|
|
find in a high great tomb as if made to one much beloved that other
|
|
fair sister which, like Jonathan I had seen to gather herself out of
|
|
the atoms of the mist. She was so fair to look on, so radiantly
|
|
beautiful, so exquisitely voluptuous, that the very instinct of man in
|
|
me, which calls some of my sex to love and to protect one of hers,
|
|
made my head whirl with new emotion. But God be thanked, that
|
|
soul-wall of my dear Madam Mina had not died out of my ears; and,
|
|
before the spell could be wrought further upon me, I had nerved myself
|
|
to my wild work. By this time I had searched all the tombs in the
|
|
chapel, so far as I could tell; and as there had been only three of
|
|
these Un-Dead phantoms around us in the night, I took it that there
|
|
were no more of active Un-Dead existent. There was one great tomb more
|
|
lordly than all the rest; huge it was, and nobly proportioned. On it
|
|
was but one word
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|
|
|
DRACULA.
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|
|
|
This then was the Un-Dead home of the King-Vampire, to whom so
|
|
many more were due. Its emptiness spoke eloquent to make certain
|
|
what I knew. Before I began to restore these women to their dead
|
|
selves through my awful work, I laid in Dracula's tomb some of the
|
|
Wafer, and so banished him from it, Un-Dead, for ever.
|
|
|
|
Then began my terrible task, and, I dreaded it. Had it been but one,
|
|
it had been easy, comparative. But three! To begin twice more after
|
|
I had been through a deed of horror, for if it was terrible with the
|
|
sweet Miss Lucy, what would it not be with these strange ones who
|
|
had survived through centuries, and who had been strengthened by the
|
|
passing of the years; who would, if they could, have fought for
|
|
their foul lives...
|
|
|
|
Oh, my friend John, but it was butcher work; had I not been nerved
|
|
by thoughts of other dead, and of the living over whom hung such a
|
|
pall of fear, I could not have gone on. I tremble and tremble even
|
|
yet, though till all was over, God be thanked, my nerve did stand. Had
|
|
I not seen the repose in the first place, and the gladness that
|
|
stole over it just ere the final dissolution came, as realisation that
|
|
the soul had been won, I could not have gone further with my butchery.
|
|
I could not have endured the horrid screeching as the stake drove
|
|
home; the plunging of writhing form, and lips of bloody foam. I should
|
|
have fled in terror and left my work undone. But it is over! And the
|
|
poor souls, I can pity them now and weep, as I think of them placid
|
|
each in her full sleep of death, for a short moment ere fading. For,
|
|
friend John, hardly had my knife severed the head of each, before
|
|
the whole body began to melt away and crumble into its native dust, as
|
|
though the death that should have come centuries agone had at last
|
|
assert himself and say at once and loud "I am here!"
|
|
|
|
Before I left the castle I so fixed its entrances that never more
|
|
can the Count enter there Un-dead.
|
|
|
|
When I stepped into the circle where Madam Mina slept, she woke from
|
|
her sleep, and, seeing me, cried out in pain that I had endured too
|
|
much.
|
|
|
|
"Come!" she said, "come away from this awful place! Let us go to
|
|
meet my husband who is, I know, coming towards us." She was looking
|
|
thin and pale and weak; but her eyes were pure and glowed with
|
|
fervour. I was glad to see her paleness and her illness, for my mind
|
|
was full of the fresh horror of that ruddy vampire sleep.
|
|
|
|
And so with trust and hope, and yet full of fear, we go eastward
|
|
to meet our friends- and him- whom Madam Mina tell me that she know
|
|
are coming to meet us.
|
|
|
|
Mina Harker's Journal.
|
|
|
|
6 November.- it was late in the afternoon when the Professor and I
|
|
took our way towards the east whence I knew Jonathan was coming. We
|
|
did not go fast, though the way was steeply downhill, for we had to
|
|
take heavy rugs and wraps with us; we dared not face the possibility
|
|
of being left without warmth in the cold and the snow. We had to
|
|
take some of our provisions too, for we were in a perfect
|
|
desolation, and, so far as we could see through the snowfall, there
|
|
was not even the sign of habitation. When we had gone about a mile,
|
|
I was tired with the heavy walking and sat down to rest. Then we
|
|
looked back and saw where the clear line of Dracula's castle cut the
|
|
sky; for we were so deep under the hill whereon it was set that the
|
|
angle of perspective of the Carpathian mountains was far below it.
|
|
We saw it in all its grandeur, perched a thousand feet on the summit
|
|
of a sheer precipice, and with seemingly a great gap between it and
|
|
the steep of the adjacent mountain on any side. There was something
|
|
wild and uncanny about the place. We could hear the distant howling of
|
|
wolves. They were far off, but the sound, even though coming muffled
|
|
through the deadening snowfall, was full of terror. I knew from the
|
|
way Dr. Van Helsing was searching about that he was trying to seek
|
|
some strategic point, where we would be less exposed in case of
|
|
attack. The rough roadway still led downwards; we could trace it
|
|
through the drifted snow.
|
|
|
|
In a little while the Professor signalled to me, so I got up and
|
|
joined him. He had found a wonderful spot, a sort of natural hollow in
|
|
a rock, with an entrance like a doorway between two boulders. He
|
|
took me by the hand and drew me in. "See!" he said, "here you will
|
|
be in shelter, and if the wolves do come I can meet them one by
|
|
one." He brought in our furs, and made a snug nest for me, and got out
|
|
some provisions and forced them upon me. But I could not eat; to
|
|
even try to do so was repulsive to me, and, much as I would have liked
|
|
to please him, I could not bring myself to the attempt. He looked very
|
|
sad, but did not reproach me. Taking his field-glasses from the
|
|
case, he stood on the top of the rock, and began to search the
|
|
horizon. Suddenly he called out:-
|
|
|
|
"Look! Madam Mina, look! look!" I sprang up and stood beside him
|
|
on the rock; he handed me his glasses and pointed. The snow was now
|
|
falling more heavily, and swirled about fiercely, for a high wind
|
|
was beginning to blow. However there were times when there were pauses
|
|
between the snow flurries and I could see a long way round. From the
|
|
height where we were it was possible to see a great distance; and
|
|
far off, beyond the white waste of snow, I could see the river lying
|
|
like a black ribbon in kinks and curls as it wound its way. Straight
|
|
in front of us and not far off- in fact so near that I wondered we had
|
|
not noticed before- came a group of mounted men hurrying along. In the
|
|
midst of them was a cart, a long leiter-wagon which swept from side to
|
|
side, like a dog's tail wagging, with each stern inequality of the
|
|
road. Outlined against the snow as they were, I could see from the
|
|
men's clothes that they were peasants or gypsies of some kind.
|
|
|
|
On the cart was a great square chest. My heart leaped as I saw it,
|
|
for I felt that the end was coming. The evening was now drawing close,
|
|
and well I knew that at sunset the Thing, which was till then
|
|
imprisoned there, would take new freedom and could in any of many
|
|
forms elude all pursuit. In fear I turned to the Professor, to my
|
|
consternation, however, he was not there. An instant later, I saw
|
|
him below me. Round the rock he had drawn a circle, such as we had
|
|
found shelter in last night. When he had completed it he stood
|
|
beside me again, saying:-
|
|
|
|
"At least you shall be safe here from him!" He took the glasses from
|
|
me, and at the next lull of the snow swept the whole space below us.
|
|
"See," he said, "they come quickly; they are flogging the horses,
|
|
and galloping as hard as they can." He paused and went on in a
|
|
hollow voice:-
|
|
|
|
"They are racing for the sunset. We may be too late. God's will be
|
|
done!" Down came another blinding rush of driving snow, and the
|
|
whole landscape was blotted out. It soon passed, however, and once
|
|
more his glasses were fixed on the plain. Then came a sudden cry:-
|
|
|
|
"Look! Look! Look! See, two horsemen follow fast, coming up from the
|
|
south. It must be Quincey and John. Take the glass. Look, before the
|
|
snow blots it all out!" I took it and looked. The two men might be Dr.
|
|
Seward and Mr. Morris. I knew at all events that neither of them was
|
|
Jonathan. At the same time I knew that Jonathan was not far off,
|
|
looking around I saw on the north side of the coming party two other
|
|
men, riding at break-neck speed. One of them I knew was Jonathan,
|
|
and the other I took, of course, to be Lord Godalming. They, too, were
|
|
pursuing the party with the cart. When I told the Professor he shouted
|
|
in glee like a schoolboy, and, after looking intently till a snow fall
|
|
made sight impossible, he laid his Winchester rifle ready for use
|
|
against the boulder at the opening of our shelter. "They are all
|
|
converging," he said. "When the time comes we shall have the gypsies
|
|
on all sides." I got out my revolver ready to hand, for whilst we were
|
|
speaking the howling of wolves came louder and closer. When the snow
|
|
storm abated a moment we looked again. It was strange to see the
|
|
snow falling in such heavy flakes close to us, and beyond, the sun
|
|
shining more and more brightly as it sank down towards the far
|
|
mountain tops. Sweeping the glass all around us I could see here and
|
|
there dots moving singly and in twos and threes and larger numbers-
|
|
the wolves were gathering for their prey.
|
|
|
|
Every instant seemed an age whilst we waited. The wind came now in
|
|
fierce bursts, and the snow was driven with fury as it swept upon us
|
|
in circling eddies. At times we could not see an arm's length before
|
|
us; but at others as the hollow-sounding wind swept by us, it seemed
|
|
to clear the air-space around us so that we could see afar off. We had
|
|
of late been so accustomed to watch for sunrise and sunset, that we
|
|
knew with fair accuracy when it would be; and we knew that before long
|
|
the sun would set.
|
|
|
|
It was hard to believe that by our watches it was less than an
|
|
hour that we waited in that rocky shelter before the various bodies
|
|
began to converge close upon us. The wind came now with fiercer and
|
|
more bitter sweeps, and more steadily from the north. It seemingly had
|
|
driven the snow clouds from us, for, with only occasional bursts,
|
|
the snow fell. We could distinguish clearly the individuals of each
|
|
party, the pursued and the pursuers. Strangely enough those pursued
|
|
did not seem to realise, or at least to care, that they were
|
|
pursued; they seemed, however, to hasten with redoubled speed as the
|
|
sun dropped lower and lower on the mountain tops.
|
|
|
|
Closer and closer they drew. The Professor and I crouched down
|
|
behind our rock, and held our weapons ready; I could see that he was
|
|
determined that they should not pass. One and all were quite unaware
|
|
of our presence.
|
|
|
|
All at once two voices shouted out to: "Halt!" One was my
|
|
Jonathan's, raised in a high key of passion; the other Mr. Morris'
|
|
strong resolute tone of quiet command. The gypsies may not have
|
|
known the language, but there was no mistaking the tone, in whatever
|
|
tongue the words were spoken. Instinctively they reined in, and at the
|
|
instant Lord Godalming and Jonathan dashed up at one side and Dr.
|
|
Seward and Mr. Morris on the other. The leader of the gypsies, a
|
|
splendid looking fellow who sat his horse like a centaur, waved them
|
|
back, and in a fierce voice gave to his companions some word to
|
|
proceed. They lashed the horses which sprang forward; but the four men
|
|
raised their Winchester rifles, and in an unmistakable way commanded
|
|
them to stop. At the same moment Dr. Van Helsing and I rose behind the
|
|
rock and pointed our weapons at them. Seeing that they were surrounded
|
|
the men tightened their reins and drew up. The leader turned to them
|
|
and gave a word at which every man of the gypsy party drew what weapon
|
|
he carried, knife or pistol, and held himself in readiness to
|
|
attack. Issue was joined in an instant.
|
|
|
|
The leader, with a quick movement of his rein, threw his horse out
|
|
in front, and pointing first to the sun- now close down on the hill
|
|
tops- and then to the castle, said something which I did not
|
|
understand. For answer, all four men of our party threw themselves
|
|
from their horses and dashed towards the cart. I should have felt
|
|
terrible fear at seeing Jonathan in such danger, but that the ardour
|
|
of battle must have been upon me as well as the rest of them; I felt
|
|
no fear, but only a wild, surging desire to do something. Seeing the
|
|
quick movement of our parties, the leader of the gypsies gave a
|
|
command; his men instantly formed round the cart in a sort of
|
|
undisciplined endeavour, each one shouldering and pushing the other in
|
|
his eagerness to carry out the order.
|
|
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In the midst of this I could see that Jonathan on one side of the
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ring of men, and Quincey on the other, were forcing a way to the cart;
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it was evident that they were bent on finishing their task before
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the sun should set. Nothing seemed to stop or even to hinder them.
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Neither the levelled weapons or the flashing knives of the gypsies
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in front, or the howling of the wolves behind, appeared to even
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attract their attention. Jonathan's impetuosity, and the manifest
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singleness of his purpose, seemed to overawe those in front of him;
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instinctively they cowered aside and let him pass. In an instant he
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had jumped upon the cart, and, with a strength which seemed
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incredible, raised the great box, and flung it over the wheel to the
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ground. In the meantime, Mr. Morris had had to use force to pass
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through his side of the ring of Szgany. All the time I had been
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breathlessly watching Jonathan I had, with the tail of my eye, seen
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him pressing desperately forward, and had seen the knives of the
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gypsies flash as he won a way through them, and they cut at him. He
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had parried with his great bowie knife, and at first I thought that he
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too had come through in safety; but as he sprang beside Jonathan,
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who had by now jumped from the cart, I could see that with his left
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hand he was clutching at his side, and that the blood was spurting
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through his fingers. He did not delay notwithstanding this, for as
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Jonathan with desperate energy, attacked one end of the chest,
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attempting to prize off the lid with his great Kukri knife, he
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attacked the other frantically with his bowie. Under the efforts of
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both men the lid began to yield; the nails drew with a quick
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screeching sound, and the top of the box was thrown back.
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By this time the gypsies, seeing themselves covered by the
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Winchesters, and at the mercy of Lord Godalming and Dr. Seward, had
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given in and made no further resistance. The sun was almost down on
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the mountain tops, and the shadows of the whole group fell long upon
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the snow. I saw the Count lying within the box upon the earth, some of
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which the rude falling from the cart had scattered over him. He was
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deathly pale, just like a waxen image, and the red eyes glared with
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the horrible vindictive look which I knew too well.
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As I looked, the eyes saw the sinking sun, and the look of hate in
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them turned to triumph.
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But, on the instant, came the sweep and flash of Jonathan's great
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knife. I shrieked as I saw it shear through the throat, whilst at
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the same moment Mr. Morris's bowie knife plunged into the heart.
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It was like a miracle; but before our very eyes, and almost in the
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drawing of a breath, the whole body crumbled into dust and passed from
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our sight.
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I shall be glad as long as I live that even in that moment of
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final dissolution, there was in the face a look of peace, such as I
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never could have imagined might have rested there.
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The Castle of Dracula now stood out against the red sky, and every
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stone of its broken battlements was articulated against the light of
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the setting sun.
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The gypsies, taking us as in some way the cause of the extraordinary
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disappearance of the dead man, turned, without a word, and rode away
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as if for their lives. Those who were unmounted jumped upon the
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leiter-wagon and shouted to the horsemen not to desert them. The
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wolves, which had withdrawn to a safe distance, followed in their
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wake, leaving us alone.
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Mr. Morris, who had sunk to the ground, leaned on his elbow, holding
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his hand pressed to his side; the blood still gushed through his
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fingers. I flew to him, for the Holy circle did not now keep me
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back; so did the two doctors. Jonathan knelt behind him and the
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wounded man laid back his head on his shoulder. With a sigh he took,
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with a feeble effort, my hand in that of his own which was
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unstained. He must have seen the anguish of my heart in my face, for
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he smiled at me and said:-
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"I am only too happy to have been of any service! Oh, God!" he cried
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suddenly, struggling up to a sitting posture and pointing to me, "It
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was worth for this to die! Look! look!"
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The sun was now right down upon the mountain top, and the red gleams
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fell upon my face, so that it was bathed in rosy light. With one
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impulse the men sank on their knees and a deep and earnest "Amen"
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broke from all as their eyes followed the pointing of his finger.
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The dying man spoke:-
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"Now God be thanked that all has not been in vain! See! the snow
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is not more stainless than her forehead The curse has passed away!"
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And, to our bitter grief, with a smile and in silence, he died, a
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gallant gentleman.
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NOTE.
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Seven years ago we all went through the flames; and the happiness of
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some of us since then is, we think, well worth the pain we endured. It
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is an added joy to Mina and to me that our boy's birthday is the
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same day as that on which Quincey Morris died. His mother holds, I
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know, the secret belief that some of our brave friend's spirit has
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passed into him. His bundle of names links all our little band of
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men together, but we call him Quincey.
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In the summer of this year we made a journey to Transylvania, and
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went over the old ground which was, and is, to us so full of vivid and
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terrible memories. It was almost impossible to believe that the things
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which we had seen with our own eyes and heard with our own ears were
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living truths. Every trace of all that had been was blotted out. The
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castle stood as before, reared high above a waste of desolation.
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When we got home we were talking of the old time- which we could all
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look back on without despair, for Godalming and Seward are both
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happily married. I took the papers from the safe where they had been
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ever since our return so long ago. We were struck with the fact,
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that in all the mass of material of which the record is composed,
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there is hardly one authentic document; nothing but a mass of
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type-writing, except the later note-books of Mina and Seward and
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myself, and Van Helsing's memorandum. We could hardly ask any one,
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even did we wish to, to accept these as proofs of so wild a story. Van
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Helsing summed it all up as he said, with our boy on his knee:-
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"We want no proofs; we ask none to believe us! This boy will some
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day know what a brave and gallant woman his mother is. Already he
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knows her sweetness and loving care; later on he will understand how
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some men so loved her, that they did dare much for her sake."
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Jonathan Harker.
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THE END
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