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THE SCARLET LETTER
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THIS ELECTRONIC EDITION WAS
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FROM THE EVERYMAN'S LIBRARY EDITION, 1906
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EDITOR'S NOTE
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NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE was already a man of forty-six, and a tale
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writer of some twenty-four years' standing, when "The Scarlet
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Letter" appeared. He was born at Salem, Mass., on July 4th, 1804,
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son of a sea-captain. He led there a shy and rather sombre life;
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of few artistic encouragements, yet not wholly uncongenial, his
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moody, intensely meditative temperament being considered. Its
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colours and shadows are marvelously reflected in his "Twice-Told
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Tales" and other short stories, the product of his first literary
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period. Even his college days at Bowdoin did not quite break
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through his acquired and inherited reserve; but beneath it all,
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his faculty of divining men and women was exercised with almost
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uncanny prescience and subtlety. "The Scarlet Letter," which
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explains as much of this unique imaginative art, as is to be
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gathered from reading his highest single achievement, yet needs
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to be ranged with his other writings, early and late, to have its
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last effect. In the year that saw it published, he began "The
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House of the Seven Gables," a later romance or prose-tragedy of
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the Puritan-American community as he had himself known it -
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defrauded of art and the joy of life, "starving for symbols" as
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Emerson has it. Nathaniel Hawthorne died at Plymouth, New
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Hampshire, on May 18th, 1864.
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The following is the table of his romances,
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stories, and other works:
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Fanshawe, published anonymously, 1826; Twice-Told Tales, 1st
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Series, 1837; 2nd Series, 1842; Grandfather's Chair, a history
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for youth, 1845: Famous Old People (Grandfather's Chair), 1841
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Liberty Tree: with the last words of Grandfather's Chair, 1842;
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Biographical Stories for Children, 1842; Mosses from an Old
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Manse, 1846; The Scarlet Letter, 1850; The House of the Seven
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Gables, 1851: True Stories from History and Biography (the whole
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History of Grandfather's Chair), 1851 A Wonder Book for Girls and
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Boys, 1851; The Snow Image and other Tales, 1851: The Blithedale
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Romance, 1852; Life of Franklin Pierce, 1852; Tanglewood Tales
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(2nd Series of the Wonder Book), 1853; A Rill from the Town-Pump,
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with remarks, by Telba, 1857; The Marble Faun; or, The Romance of
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Monte Beni (4 EDITOR'S NOTE) (published in England under the
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title of "Transformation"), 1860, Our Old Home, 1863; Dolliver
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Romance (1st Part in "Atlantic Monthly"), 1864; in 3 Parts, 1876;
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Pansie, a fragment, Hawthorne' last literary effort, 1864;
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American Note-Books, 1868; English Note Books, edited by Sophia
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Hawthorne, 1870; French and Italian Note Books, 1871; Septimius
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Felton; or, the Elixir of Life (from the "Atlantic Monthly"),
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1872; Doctor Grimshawe's Secret, with Preface and Notes by
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Julian Hawthorne, 1882.
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Tales of the White Hills, Legends of New England, Legends of the
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Province House, 1877, contain tales which had already been
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printed in book form in "Twice-Told Tales" and the "Mosses"
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"Sketched and Studies," 1883.
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Hawthorne's contributions to magazines were numerous, and most of
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his tales appeared first in periodicals, chiefly in "The Token,"
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1831-1838, "New England Magazine," 1834,1835; "Knickerbocker,"
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1837-1839; "Democratic Review," 1838-1846; "Atlantic Monthly,"
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1860-1872 (scenes from the Dolliver Romance, Septimius Felton,
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and passages from Hawthorne's Note-Books).
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Works: in 24 volumes, 1879; in 12 volumes, with introductory
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notes by Lathrop, Riverside Edition, 1883.
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Biography, etc. ; A. H. Japp (pseud. H. A. Page), Memoir of N.
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Hawthorne, 1872; J. T. Field's "Yesterdays with Authors," 1873 G.
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P. Lathrop, "A Study of Hawthorne," 1876; Henry James English Men
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of Letters, 1879; Julian Hawthorne, "Nathaniel Hawthorne and his
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wife," 1885; Moncure D. Conway, Life of Nathaniel Hawthorne,
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1891; Analytical Index of Hawthorne's Works, by E. M. O'Connor
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1882.
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CONTENTS
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INTRODUCTORY page
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THE CUSTOM-HOUSE * * * * * 7
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CHAPTER l.
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THE PRISON-DOOR * * * * * 59
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CHAPTER II.
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THE MARKET-PLACE * * * * * 62
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CHAPTER III.
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THE RECOGNITION * * * * * * 75
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CHAPTER IV.
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THE INTERVIEW * * * * * * 87
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CHAPTER V.
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HESTER AT HER NEEDLE * * * * * 96
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CHAPTER VI.
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PEARL * * * * * * * * 109
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CHAPTER VII.
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THE GOVERNOR'S HALL * * * * * 122
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CHAPTER VIII.
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THE ELF-CHILD AND THE MINISTER * * 131
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CHAPTER IX
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THE LEECH * * * * * * * 143
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CHAPTER X
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THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT * * * 156
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CHAPTER XI.
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THE INTERIOR OF A HEART * * * * 168
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CHAPTER XII.
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THE MINISTER'S VIGIL * * * * 177
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CHAPTER XIII.
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ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER * * * * 191
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CHAPTER XIV.
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HESTER AND THE PHYSICIAN * * * 203
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CHAPTER XV.
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HESTER AND PEARL * * * * * 250
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CHAPTER XVI.
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A FOREST WALK * * * * * * 219
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CHAPTER XVII.
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THE PASTOR AND HIS PARISHIONER * * 228
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CHAPTER XVIII.
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A FLOOD OF SUNSHINE * * * * * 240
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CHAPTER XIX
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THE CHILD AT THE BROOK-SIDE * * * 248
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CHAPTER XX
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THE MINISTER IN A MAZE * * * * 258
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CHAPTER XXI.
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THE NEW ENGLAND HOLIDAY * * * * 273
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CHAPTER XXII.
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THE PROCESSION * * * * * * 285
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CHAPTER XXIII.
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THE REVELATION OF THE SCARLET LETTER * 299
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CHAPTER XXIV.
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CONCLUSION * * * * * * * 315
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THE CUSTOM -- HOUSE
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INTRODUCTORY TO "THE SCARLET LETTER"
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It is a little remarkable, that -- though disinclined to talk
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overmuch of myself and my affairs at the fireside, and to my
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personal friends -- an autobiographical impulse should twice in
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my life have taken possession of me, in addressing the public.
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The first time was three or four years since, when I favoured the
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reader -- inexcusably, and for no earthly reason that either the
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indulgent reader or the intrusive author could imagin -- with a
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description of my way of life in the deep quietude of an Old
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Manse. And now -- because, beyond my deserts, I was happy enough
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to find a listener or two on the former occasion -- I again seize
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the public by the button, and talk of my three years' experience
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in a Custom-House. The example of the famous "P. P. , Clerk of
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this Parish," was never more faithfully followed. The truth
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seems to be, however, that when he casts his leaves forth upon
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the wind, the author addresses, not the many who will fling aside
|
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his volume, or never take it up, but the few who will understand
|
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him better than most of his schoolmates or lifemates. Some
|
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authors, indeed, do far more than this, and indulge themselves in
|
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such confidential depths of revelation as could fittingly be
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addressed only and exclusively to the one heart and
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mind of perfect sympathy; as if the printed book, thrown at large
|
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on the wide world, were certain to find out the divided segment
|
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of the writer's own nature, and complete his circle of existence
|
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by bringing him into communion with it. It is scarcely decorous,
|
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however, to speak all, even where we speak impersonally. But, as
|
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thoughts are frozen and utterance benumbed, unless the speaker
|
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stand in some true relation with his audience, it may be
|
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pardonable to imagine that a friend, a kind and apprehensive,
|
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though not the closest friend, is listening to our talk; and
|
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then, a native reserve being thawed by this genial consciousness,
|
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we may prate of the circumstances that lie around us, and even of
|
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ourself, but still keep the inmost Me behind its veil. To this
|
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extent, and within these limits, an author, methinks, may be
|
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autobiographical, without violating either the reader's rights or
|
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his own.
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It will be seen, likewise, that this Custom-House sketch has a
|
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certain propriety, of a kind always recognised in literature, as
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explaining how a large portion of the following pages came into
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my possession, and as offering proofs of the authenticity of a
|
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narrative therein contained. This, in fact -- a desire to put
|
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myself in my true position as editor, or very little more, of the
|
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most prolix among the tales that make up my volume -- this, and
|
||
no other, is my true reason for assuming a personal relation with
|
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the public. In accomplishing the main purpose, it has appeared
|
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allowable, by a few extra touches, to give a faint representation
|
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of a mode of life not heretofore described, together with some of
|
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the characters that move in it, among whom the author happened to
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make one.
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THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 9
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In my native town of Salem, at the head of what, half a century
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ago, in the days of old King Derby, was a bustling wharf -- but
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which is now burdened with decayed wooden warehouses, and
|
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exhibits few or no symptoms of commercial life; except, perhaps,
|
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a bark or brig, half-way down its melancholy length, discharging
|
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hides; or, nearer at hand, a Nova Scotia schooner, pitching out
|
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her cargo of firewood -- at the head, I say, of this dilapidated
|
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wharf, which the tide often overflows, and along which, at the
|
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base and in the rear of the row of buildings, the track of many
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languid years is seen in a border of unthrifty grass -- here,
|
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with a view from its front windows adown this not very enlivening
|
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prospect, and thence across the harbour, stands a spacious
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edifice of brick. From the loftiest point of its roof, during
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precisely three and a half hours of each forenoon, floats or
|
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droops, in breeze or calm, the banner of the republic; but with
|
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the thirteen stripes turned vertically, instead of horizontally,
|
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and thus indicating that a civil, and not a military, post of
|
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Uncle Sam's goverment is here established. Its front is
|
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ornamented with a portico of half-a-dozen wooden pillars,
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supporting a balcony, beneath which a flight of wide granite
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steps descends towards the street Over the entrance hovers an
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enormous specimen of the American eagle, with outspread wings, a
|
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shield before her breast, and, if I recollect aright, a bunch of
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intermingled thunder- bolts and barbed arrows in each claw. With
|
||
the customary infirmity of temper that characterizes this unhappy
|
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fowl, she appears by the fierceness of her beak and eye, and the
|
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general truculency of her attitude, to threaten mischief to the
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inoffensive com-
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munity; and especially to warn all citizens careful of their
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safety against intruding on the premises which she overshadows
|
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with her wings. Nevertheless, vixenly as she looks, many people
|
||
are seeking at this very moment to shelter themselves under the
|
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wing of the federal eagle; imagining, I presume, that her bosom
|
||
has all the softness and snugness of an eiderdown pillow. But
|
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she has no great tenderness even in her best of moods, and,
|
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sooner or later -- oftener soon than late -- is apt to fling off
|
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her nestlings with a scratch of her claw, a dab of her beak, or a
|
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rankling wound from her barbed arrows.
|
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|
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The pavement round about the above-described edifice -- which we
|
||
may as well name at once as the Custom-House of the port -- has
|
||
grass enough growing in its chinks to show that it has not, of
|
||
late days, been worn by any multitudinous resort of business. In
|
||
some months of the year, however, there often chances a forenoon
|
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when affairs move onward with a livelier tread. Such occasions
|
||
might remind the elderly citizen of that period, before the last
|
||
war with England, when Salem was a port by itself; not scorned,
|
||
as she is now, by her own merchants and ship-owners, who permit
|
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her wharves to crumble to ruin while their ventures go to swell,
|
||
needlessly and imperceptibly, the mighty flood of commerce at New
|
||
York or Boston. On some such morning, when three or four vessels
|
||
happen to have arrived at once usually from Africa or South
|
||
America -- or to be on the verge of their departure thitherward,
|
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there is a sound of frequent feet passing briskly up and down the
|
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granite steps. Here, before his own wife has greeted him, you
|
||
may greet the sea-flushed ship-
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|
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|
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|
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THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 11
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|
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|
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|
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master, just in port, with his vessel's papers under his arm in a
|
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tarnished tin box. Here, too, comes his owner, cheerful, sombre,
|
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gracious or in the sulks, accordingly as his scheme of the now
|
||
accomplished voyage has been realized in merchandise that will
|
||
readily be turned to gold, or has buried him under a bulk of
|
||
incommodities such as nobody will care to rid him of. Here,
|
||
likewise -- the germ of the wrinkle-browed, grizzly-bearded,
|
||
careworn merchant -- we have the smart young clerk, who gets the
|
||
taste of traffic as a wolf-cub does of blood, and already sends
|
||
adventures in his master's ships, when he had better be sailing
|
||
mimic boats upon a mill-pond. Another figure in the scene is the
|
||
outward-bound sailor, in quest of a protection; or the recently
|
||
arrived one, pale and feeble, seeking a passport to the hospital.
|
||
Nor must we forget the captains of the rusty little schooners
|
||
that bring firewood from the British provinces; a rough-looking
|
||
set of tarpaulins, without the alertness of the Yankee aspect,
|
||
but contributing an item of no slight importance to our decaying
|
||
trade.
|
||
|
||
Cluster all these individuals together, as they sometimes were,
|
||
with other miscellaneous ones to diversify the group, and, for
|
||
the time being, it made the Custom-House a stirring scene. More
|
||
frequently, however, on ascending the steps, you would discern --
|
||
in the entry if it were summer time, or in their appropriate
|
||
rooms if wintry or inclement weathers row of venerable figures,
|
||
sitting in old-fashioned chairs, which were tipped on their hind
|
||
legs back against the wall. Oftentimes they were asleep, but
|
||
occasionally might be heard talking together, ill
|
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|
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|
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12 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
voices between a speech and a snore, and with that lack of energy
|
||
that distinguishes the occupants of alms-houses, and all other
|
||
human beings who depend for subsistence on charity, on
|
||
monopolized labour, or anything else but their own independent
|
||
exertions. These old gentlemen -- seated, like Matthew at the
|
||
receipt of custom, but not very liable to be summoned thence,
|
||
like him, for apostolic errands -- were Custom-House officers.
|
||
|
||
Furthermore, on the left hand as you enter the front door, is a
|
||
certain room or office, about fifteen feet square, and of a lofty
|
||
height, with two of its arched windows commanding a view of the
|
||
aforesaid dilapidated wharf, and the third looking across a
|
||
narrow lane, and along a portion of Derby Street. All three give
|
||
glimpses of the shops of grocers, block-makers, slop-sellers, and
|
||
ship-chandlers, around the doors of which are generally to be
|
||
seen, laughing and gossiping, clusters of old salts, and such
|
||
other wharf-rats as haunt the Wapping of a seaport. The room
|
||
itself is cobwebbed, and dingy with old paint; its floor is
|
||
strewn with grey sand, in a fashion that has elsewhere fallen
|
||
into long disuse; and it is easy to conclude, from the general
|
||
slovenliness of the place, that this is a sanctuary into which
|
||
womankind, with her tools of magic, the broom and mop, has very
|
||
infrequent access. In the way of furniture, there is a stove
|
||
with a voluminous funnel; an old pine desk with a three-legged
|
||
stool beside it; two or three wooden-bottom chairs, exceedingly
|
||
decrepit and infirm; and -- not to forget the library -- on some
|
||
shelves, a score or two of volumes of the Acts of Congress, and a
|
||
bulky Digest of the Revenue laws. A
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 13
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
tin pipe ascends through the ceiling, and forms a medium of vocal
|
||
communication with other parts of be edifice. And here, some six
|
||
months ago -- pacing from corner to corner, or lounging on the
|
||
long-legged tool, with his elbow on the desk, and his eyes
|
||
wandering up and down the columns of the morning newspaper -- you
|
||
might have recognised, honoured reader, the same individual who
|
||
welcomed you into his cheery little study, where the sunshine
|
||
glimmered so pleasantly through the willow branches on the
|
||
western side of the Old Manse. But now, should you go thither to
|
||
seek him, you would inquire in vain for the Locofoco Surveyor.
|
||
The besom of reform hath swept him out of office, and a worthier
|
||
successor wears his dignity and pockets his emoluments.
|
||
|
||
This old town of Salem -- my native place, though I have dwelt
|
||
much away from it both in boyhood and maturer years -- possesses,
|
||
or did possess, a hold on my affection, the force of which I have
|
||
never realized during my seasons of actual residence here.
|
||
Indeed, so far as its physical aspect is concerned, with its
|
||
flat, unvaried surface, covered chiefly with wooden houses, few
|
||
or none of which pretend to architectural beauty -- its
|
||
irregularity, which is neither picturesque nor quaint, but only
|
||
tame -- its long and lazy street, lounging wearisomely through
|
||
the whole extent of be peninsula, with Gallows Hill and New
|
||
Guinea at one end, and a view of the alms-house at the other --
|
||
such being the features of my native town, it would be quite as
|
||
reasonable to form a sentimental attachment to a disarranged
|
||
checker-board. And yet, though invariably happiest elsewhere,
|
||
there is within me a feeling for Old Salem, which, in lack of a
|
||
better
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
14 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
phrase, I must be content to call affection. The sentiment is
|
||
probably assignable to the deep and aged roots which my family
|
||
has stuck into the soil. It is now nearly two centuries and a
|
||
quarter since the original Briton, the earliest emigrant of my
|
||
name, made his appearance in the wild and forest -- bordered
|
||
settlement which has since become a city. And here his
|
||
descendants have been born and died, and have mingled their
|
||
earthly substance with the soil, until no small portion of it
|
||
must necessarily be akin to the mortal frame wherewith, for a
|
||
little while, I walk the streets. In part, therefore, the
|
||
attachment which I speak of is the mere sensuous sympathy of dust
|
||
for dust. Few of my countrymen can know what it is; nor, as
|
||
frequent transplantation is perhaps better for the stock, need
|
||
they consider it desirable to know.
|
||
|
||
But the sentiment has likewise its moral quality. The figure of
|
||
that first ancestor, invested by family tradition with a dim and
|
||
dusky grandeur, was present to my boyish imagination as far back
|
||
as I can remember. It still haunts me, and induces a sort of
|
||
home-feeling with the past, which I scarcely claim in reference
|
||
to the present phase of the town. I seem to have a stronger
|
||
claim to a residence here on account of this grave, bearded,
|
||
sable-cloaked, and steeple-crowned progenitor-who came so early,
|
||
with his Bible and his sword, and trode the unworn street with
|
||
such a stately port, and made so large a figure, as a man of war
|
||
and peace -- a stronger claim than for myself, whose name is
|
||
seldom heard and my face hardly known. He was a soldier,
|
||
legislator, judge; he was a ruler in the Church; he had all the
|
||
Puritanic traits, both good and evil. He was
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 15
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
likewise a bitter persecutor; as witness the Quakers, who have
|
||
remembered him in their histories, and relate an incident of his
|
||
hard severity towards a woman of their sect, which will last
|
||
longer, it is to be feared, than any record of his better deeds,
|
||
although these were many. His son, too, inherited the
|
||
persecuting spirit, and made himself so conspicuous in the
|
||
martyrdom of the witches, that their blood may fairly be said to
|
||
have left a stain upon him. So deep a stain, indeed, that his
|
||
dry old bones, in the Charter-street burial-ground, must still
|
||
retain it, if they have not crumbled utterly to dust I know not
|
||
whether these ancestors of mine bethought themselves to repent,
|
||
and ask pardon of Heaven for their cruelties; or whether they are
|
||
now groaning under the heavy consequences of them in another
|
||
state of being. At all events, I, the present writer, as their
|
||
representative, hereby take shame upon myself for their sakes,
|
||
and pray that any curse incurred by them -- as I have heard, and
|
||
as the dreary and unprosperous condition of the race, for many a
|
||
long year back, would argue to exist -- may be now and henceforth
|
||
removed.
|
||
|
||
Doubtless, however, either of these stern and black-browed
|
||
Puritans would have thought it quite a sufficient retribution for
|
||
his sins that, after so long a lapse of years, the old trunk of
|
||
the family tree, with so much venerable moss upon it, should have
|
||
borne, as its topmost bough, an idler like myself. No aim that I
|
||
have ever cherished would they recognise as laudable; no success
|
||
of mine -- if my life, beyond its domestic scope, had ever been
|
||
brightened by success -- would they deem otherwise
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
16 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
than worthless, if not positively disgraceful. "What is he?"
|
||
murmurs one grey shadow of my forefathers to the other. "A
|
||
writer of story books What kind of business in life -- what mode
|
||
of glorifying God, or being serviceable to mankind in his day and
|
||
generation -- may that be? Why, the degenerate fellow might as
|
||
well have been a fiddler" Such are the compliments bandied
|
||
between my great grandsires and myself, across the gulf of time
|
||
And yet, let them scorn me as they will, strong traits of their
|
||
nature have intertwined themselves with mine
|
||
|
||
Planted deep, in the town's earliest infancy and childhood, by
|
||
these two earnest and energetic men, the race has ever since
|
||
subsisted here; always, too, in respectability; never, so far as
|
||
I have known, disgraced by a single unworthy member; but seldom
|
||
or never, on the other hand, after the first two generations,
|
||
performing any memorable deed, or so much as putting forward a
|
||
claim to public notice. Gradually, they have sunk almost out of
|
||
sight; as old houses, here and there about the streets, get
|
||
covered half-way to the eaves by the accumulation of new soil.
|
||
From father to son, for above a hundred years, they followed the
|
||
sea; a grey-headed shipmaster, in each generation, retiring from
|
||
the quarter-deck to the homestead, while a boy of fourteen took
|
||
the hereditary place before the mast, confronting the salt spray
|
||
and the gale which had blustered against his sire and grandsire.
|
||
The boy, also in due time, passed from the forecastle to the
|
||
cabin, spent a tempestuous manhood, and returned from his
|
||
world-wanderings, to grow old, and die, and mingle his dust with
|
||
the natal earth. This long connexion of a
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 17
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
family with one spot, as its place of birth and burial, creates a
|
||
kindred between the human being and the locality, quite
|
||
independent of any charm in the scenery or moral circumstances
|
||
that surround him. It is not love but instinct. The new
|
||
inhabitant -- who came himself from a foreign land, or whose
|
||
father or grandfather came -- has little claim to be called a
|
||
Salemite; he has no conception of the oyster -- like tenacity
|
||
with which an old settler, over whom his third century is
|
||
creeping, clings to the spot where his successive generations
|
||
have been embedded. It is no matter that the place is joyless
|
||
for him; that he is weary of the old wooden houses, the mud and
|
||
dust, the dead level of site and sentiment, the chill east wind,
|
||
and the chillest of social atmospheres; -- all these, and
|
||
whatever faults besides he may see or imagine, are nothing to the
|
||
purpose. The spell survives, and just as powerfully as if the
|
||
natal spot were an earthly paradise. So has it been in my case.
|
||
I felt it almost as a destiny to make Salem my home; so that the
|
||
mould of features and cast of character which had all along been
|
||
familiar here -- ever, as one representative of the race lay down
|
||
in the grave, another assuming, as it were, his sentry-march
|
||
along the main street -- might still in my little day be seen and
|
||
recognised in the old town. Nevertheless, this very sentiment is
|
||
an evidence that the connexion, which has become an unhealthy
|
||
one, should at least be severed. Human nature will not flourish,
|
||
any more than a potato, if it be planted and re-planted, for too
|
||
long a series of generations, in the same worn-out soil. My
|
||
children have had other birth-places, and, so far as their
|
||
fortunes may be
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
18 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
within my control, shall strike their roots into accustomed
|
||
earth.
|
||
|
||
On emerging from the Old Manse, it was chiefly this strange,
|
||
indolent, unjoyous attachment for my native town that brought me
|
||
to fill a place in Uncle Sam's brick edifice, when I might as
|
||
well, or better, have gone somewhere else. My doom was on me, It
|
||
was not the first time, nor the second, that I had gone away --
|
||
as it seemed, permanently -- but yet returned, like the bad
|
||
halfpenny, or as if Salem were for me the inevitable centre of
|
||
the universe. So, one fine morning I ascended the flight of
|
||
granite steps, with the President's commission in my pocket, and
|
||
was introduced to the corps of gentlemen who were to aid me in my
|
||
weighty responsibility as chief executive officer of the
|
||
Custom-House.
|
||
|
||
I doubt greatly -- or, rather, I do not doubt at all -- whether
|
||
any public functionary of the United States, either in the civil
|
||
or military line, has ever had such a patriarchal body of
|
||
veterans under his orders as myself. The whereabouts of the
|
||
Oldest Inhabitant was at once settled when I looked at them. For
|
||
upwards of twenty years before this epoch, the independent
|
||
position of the Collector had kept the Salem Custom-House out of
|
||
the whirlpool of political vicissitude, which makes the tenure of
|
||
office generally so fragile. A soldier -- New England's most
|
||
distinguished soldier -- he stood firmly on the pedestal of his
|
||
gallant services; and, himself secure in the wise liberality of
|
||
the successive administrations through which he had held office,
|
||
he had been the safety of his subordinates in many an hour of
|
||
danger and heart-quake General Miller was radically con-
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 19
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
servative; a man over whose kindly nature habit had no slight
|
||
influence; attaching himself strongly to familiar faces, and with
|
||
difficulty moved to change, even when change might have brought
|
||
unquestionable improvement. Thus, on taking charge off my
|
||
department, I found few but aged men. They were ancient sea --
|
||
captains, for the most part, who, after being tossed on every
|
||
sea, and standing up sturdily against life's tempestuous blast,
|
||
had finally drifted into this quiet nook, where, with little to
|
||
disturb them, except the periodical terrors of a Presidential
|
||
election, they one and all acquired a new lease of existence.
|
||
Though by no means less liable than their fellow-men to age and
|
||
infirmity, they had evidently some talisman or other that kept
|
||
death at bay. Two or three of their number, as I was assured,
|
||
being gouty and rheumatic, or perhaps bed-ridden, never dreamed
|
||
of making their appearance at the Custom-House during a large
|
||
part of the year; but, after a torpid winter, would creep out
|
||
into the warm sunshine of May or June, go lazily about what they
|
||
termed duty, and, at their own leisure and convenience, betake
|
||
themselves to bed again. I must plead guilty to the charge of
|
||
abbreviating the official breath of more than one of these
|
||
venerable servants of the republic. They were allowed, on my
|
||
representation, to rest from their arduous labours, and soon
|
||
afterwards -- as if their sole principle of life had been zeal
|
||
for their country's service -- as I verily believe it was --
|
||
withdrew to a better world. It is a pious consolation to me
|
||
that, through my interference, a sufficient space was allowed
|
||
them for repentance of the evil and corrupt practices into
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
20 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
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|
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which, as a matter of course, every Custom-House officer must be
|
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supposed to fall. Neither the front nor the back entrance of the
|
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Custom-House opens on the road to Paradise.
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|
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The greater part of my officers were Whigs. It was well for
|
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their venerable brotherhood that the new Surveyor was not a
|
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politician, and though a faithful Democrat in principle, neither
|
||
received nor held his office with any reference to political
|
||
services. Had it been otherwise -- had an active politician been
|
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put into this influential post, to assume the easy task of making
|
||
head against a Whig Collector, whose infirmities withheld him
|
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from the personal administration of his office -- hardly a man of
|
||
the old corps would have drawn the breath of official life within
|
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a month after the exterminating angel had come up the
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Custom-House steps. According to the received code in such
|
||
matters, it would have been nothing short of duty, in a
|
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politician, to bring every one of those white heads under the axe
|
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of the guillotine. It was plain enough to discern that the old
|
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fellows dreaded some such discourtesy at my hands. It pained,
|
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and at the same time amused me, to behold the terrors that
|
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attended my advent, to see a furrowed cheek, weather-beaten by
|
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half a century of storm, turn ashy pale at the glance of so
|
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harmless an individual as myself; to detect, as one or another
|
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addressed me, the tremor of a voice which, in long-past days, had
|
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been wont to bellow through a speaking-trumpet, hoarsely enough
|
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to frighten Boreas himself to silence. They knew, these
|
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excellent old persons, that, by all established rule -- and, as
|
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regarded some of them, weighed by their own lack of
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THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 11
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efficiency for business -- they ought to have given place to
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younger men, more orthodox in politics, and altogether fitter
|
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than themselves to serve our common Uncle. I knew it, too, but
|
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could never quite find in my heart to act upon the knowledge.
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Much and deservedly to my own discredit, therefore, and
|
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considerably to the detriment of my official conscience, they
|
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continued, during my incumbency, to creep about the wharves, and
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loiter up and down the Custom-House steps. They spent a good
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deal of time, also, asleep in their accustomed corners, with
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their chairs tilted back against the walls; awaking, however,
|
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once or twice in the forenoon, to bore one another with the
|
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several thousandth repetition of old sea-stories and mouldy
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jokes, that had grown to be passwords and countersigns among
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them.
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The discovery was soon made, I imagine, that the new Surveyor had
|
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no great harm in him. So, with lightsome hearts and the happy
|
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consciousness of being usefully employed -- in their own behalf
|
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at least, if not for our beloved country -- these good old
|
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gentlemen went through the various formalities of office.
|
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Sagaciously under their spectacles, did they peep into the holds
|
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of vessels Mighty was their fuss about little matters, and
|
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marvellous, sometimes, the obtuseness that allowed greater ones
|
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to slip between their fingers Whenever such a mischance occurred
|
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-- when a waggon-load of valuable merchandise had been smuggled
|
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ashore, at noonday, perhaps, and directly beneath their
|
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unsuspicious noses -- nothing could exceed the vigilance and
|
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alacrity with which they proceeded to lock, and double-lock, and
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secure with tape and sealing -- wax, all the avenues of
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22 THE SCARLET LETTER
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the delinquent vessel. Instead of a reprimand for their previous
|
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negligence, the case seemed rather to require an eulogium on
|
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their praiseworthy caution after the mischief had happened; a
|
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grateful recognition of the promptitude of their zeal the moment
|
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that there was no longer any remedy.
|
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|
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Unless people are more than commonly disagreeable, it is my
|
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foolish habit to contract a kindness for them. The better part
|
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of my companion's character, if it have a better part, is that
|
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which usually comes uppermost in my regard, and forms the type
|
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whereby I recognise the man. As most of these old Custom-House
|
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officers had good traits, and as my position in reference to
|
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them, being paternal and protective, was favourable to the growth
|
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of friendly sentiments, I soon grew to like them all. It was
|
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pleasant in the summer forenoons -- when the fervent heat, that
|
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almost liquefied the rest of the human family, merely
|
||
communicated a genial warmth to their half torpid systems -- it
|
||
was pleasant to hear them chatting in the back entry, a row of
|
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them all tipped against the wall, as usual; while the frozen
|
||
witticisms of past generations were thawed out, and came bubbling
|
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with laughter from their lips. Externally, the jollity of aged
|
||
men has much in common with the mirth of children; the intellect,
|
||
any more than a deep sense of humour, has little to do with the
|
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matter; it is, with both, a gleam that plays upon the surface,
|
||
and imparts a sunny and cheery aspect alike to the green branch
|
||
and grey, mouldering trunk. In one case, however, it is real
|
||
sunshine; in the other, it more resembles the phosphorescent glow
|
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of decaying wood.
|
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|
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|
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|
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THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 23
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|
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It would be sad injustice, the reader must understand, to
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represent all my excellent old friends as in their dotage. In
|
||
the first place, my coadjutors were not invariably old; there
|
||
were men among them in their strength and prime, of marked
|
||
ability and energy, and altogether superior to the sluggish and
|
||
dependent mode of life on which their evil stars had cast them.
|
||
Then, moreover, the white locks of age were sometimes found to be
|
||
the thatch of an intellectual tenement in good repair. But, as
|
||
respects the majority of my corps of veterans, there will be no
|
||
wrong done if I characterize them generally as a set of wearisome
|
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old souls, who had gathered nothing worth preservation from their
|
||
varied experience of life. They seemed to have flung away all
|
||
the golden grain of practical wisdom, which they had enjoyed so
|
||
many opportunities of harvesting, and most carefully to have
|
||
stored their memory with the husks. They spoke with far more
|
||
interest and unction of their morning's breakfast, or
|
||
yesterday's, to-day's, or tomorrow's dinner, than of the
|
||
shipwreck of forty or fifty years ago, and all the world's
|
||
wonders which they had witnessed with their youthful eyes.
|
||
|
||
The father of the Custom-House -- the patriarch, not only of this
|
||
little squad of officials, but, I am bold to say, of the
|
||
respectable body of tide-waiters all over the United States --
|
||
was a certain permanent Inspector. He might truly be termed a
|
||
legitimate son of the revenue system, dyed in the wool, or rather
|
||
born in the purple; since his sire, a Revolutionary colonel, and
|
||
formerly collector of the port, had created an office for him,
|
||
and appointed him to fill it, at a period of the early ages which
|
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few living men
|
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|
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|
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|
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24 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
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|
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can now remember. This Inspector, when I first knew him, was a
|
||
man of fourscore years, or thereabouts, and certainly one of the
|
||
most wonderful specimens of winter-green that you would be likely
|
||
to discover in a lifetime's search. With his florid cheek, his
|
||
compact figure smartly arrayed in a bright-buttoned blue coat,
|
||
his brisk and vigorous step, and his hale and hearty aspect,
|
||
altogether he seemed -- not young, indeed -- but a kind of new
|
||
contrivance of Mother Nature in the shape of man, whom age and
|
||
infirmity had no business to touch. His voice and laugh, which
|
||
perpetually re-echoed through the Custom-House, had nothing of
|
||
the tremulous quaver and cackle of an old man's utterance; they
|
||
came strutting out of his lungs, like the crow of a cock, or the
|
||
blast of a clarion. Looking at him merely as an animal -- and
|
||
there was very little else to look at -- he was a most
|
||
satisfactory object, from the thorough healthfulness and
|
||
wholesomeness of his system, and his capacity, at that extreme
|
||
age, to enjoy all, or nearly all, the delights which he had ever
|
||
aimed at or conceived of. The careless security of his life in
|
||
the Custom-House, on a regular income, and with but slight and
|
||
infrequent apprehensions of removal, had no doubt contributed to
|
||
make time pass lightly over him. The original and more potent
|
||
causes, however, lay in the rare perfection of his animal nature,
|
||
the moderate proportion of intellect, and the very trifling
|
||
admixture of moral and spiritual ingredients; these latter
|
||
qualities, indeed, being in barely enough measure to keep the old
|
||
gentleman from walking on all-fours. He possessed no power of
|
||
thought no depth of feeling, no troublesome sensi-
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 25
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
bilities: nothing, in short, but a few commonplace instincts,
|
||
which, aided by the cheerful temper which grew inevitably out of
|
||
his physical well-being, did duty very respectably, and to
|
||
general acceptance, in lieu of a heart. He had been the husband
|
||
of three wives, all long since dead; the father of twenty
|
||
children, most of whom, at every age of childhood or maturity,
|
||
had likewise returned to dust. Here, one would suppose, might
|
||
have been sorrow enough to imbue the sunniest disposition through
|
||
and through with a sable tinge. Not so with our old Inspector
|
||
One brief sigh sufficed to carry off the entire burden of these
|
||
dismal reminiscences. The next moment he was as ready for sport
|
||
as any unbreeched infant: far readier than the Collector's junior
|
||
clerk, who at nineteen years was much the elder and graver man of
|
||
the two.
|
||
|
||
I used to watch and study this patriarchal personage with, I
|
||
think, livelier curiosity than any other form of humanity there
|
||
presented to my notice. He was, in truth, a rare phenomenon; so
|
||
perfect, in one point of view; so shallow, so delusive, so
|
||
impalpable such an absolute nonentity, in every other. My
|
||
conclusion was that he had no soul, no heart, no mind; nothing,
|
||
as I have already said, but instincts; and yet, withal, so
|
||
cunningly had the few materials of his character been put
|
||
together that there was no painful perception of deficiency, but,
|
||
on my part, an entire contentment with what I found in him. It
|
||
might be difficult -- and it was so -- to conceive how he should
|
||
exist hereafter, so earthly and sensuous did he seem; but surely
|
||
his existence here, admitting that it was to terminate with his
|
||
last breath, had been not unkindly
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
26 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
given; with no higher moral responsibilities than the beasts of
|
||
the field, but with a larger scope of enjoyment than theirs, and
|
||
with all their blessed immunity from the dreariness and duskiness
|
||
of age.
|
||
|
||
One point in which he had vastly the advantage over his
|
||
four-footed brethren was his ability to recollect the good
|
||
dinners which it had made no small portion of the happiness of
|
||
his life to eat. His gourmandism was a highly agreeable trait;
|
||
and to hear him talk of roast meat was as appetizing as a pickle
|
||
or an oyster. As he possessed no higher attribute, and neither
|
||
sacrificed nor vitiated any spiritual endowment by devoting all
|
||
his energies and ingenuities to subserve the delight and profit
|
||
of his maw, it always pleased and satisfied me to hear him
|
||
expatiate on fish, poultry, and butcher's meat, and the most
|
||
eligible methods of preparing them for the table. His
|
||
reminiscences of good cheer, however ancient the date of the
|
||
actual banquet, seemed to bring the savour of pig or turkey under
|
||
one's very nostrils. There were flavours on his palate that had
|
||
lingered there not less than sixty or seventy years, and were
|
||
still apparently as fresh as that of the mutton chop which he had
|
||
just devoured for his breakfast. I have heard him smack his lips
|
||
over dinners, every guest at which, except himself, had long been
|
||
food for worms. It was marvellous to observe how the ghosts of
|
||
bygone meals were continually rising up before him -- not in
|
||
anger or retribution, but as if grateful for his former
|
||
appreciation, and seeking to repudiate an endless series of
|
||
enjoyment. at once shadowy and sensual, A tender loin of beef, a
|
||
hind-quarter of veal, a spare-rib of pork, a particular chicken,
|
||
or a remarkably
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 27
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
praiseworthy turkey, which had perhaps adorned his board in the
|
||
days of the elder Adams, would be remembered; while all the
|
||
subsequent experience of our race, and all the events that
|
||
brightened or darkened his individual career, had gone over him
|
||
with as little permanent effect as the passing breeze. The chief
|
||
tragic event of the old man's life, so far as I could judge, was
|
||
his mishap with a certain goose, which lived and died some twenty
|
||
or forty years ago: a goose of most promising figure, but which,
|
||
at table, proved so inveterately tough, that the carving-knife
|
||
would make no impression on its carcase, and it could only be
|
||
divided with an axe and handsaw.
|
||
|
||
But it is time to quit this sketch; on which, however, I should
|
||
be glad to dwell at considerably more length, because of all men
|
||
whom I have ever known, this individual was fittest to be a
|
||
Custom-House officer. Most persons, owing to causes which I may
|
||
not have space to hint at, suffer moral detriment from this
|
||
peculiar mode of life. The old Inspector was incapable of it;
|
||
and, were he to continue in office to tile end of time, would be
|
||
just as good as he was then, and sit down to dinner with just as
|
||
good an appetite.
|
||
|
||
There is one likeness, without which my gallery of Custom-House
|
||
portraits would be strangely incomplete, but which my
|
||
comparatively few opportunities for observation enable me to
|
||
sketch only in the merest outline. It is that of the Collector,
|
||
our gallant old General, who, after his brilliant military
|
||
service, subsequently to which he had ruled over a wild Western
|
||
territory, had come hither, twenty years before, to spend the
|
||
decline of his varied and honourable life.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
28 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
The brave soldier had already numbered, nearly or quite, his
|
||
three-score years and ten, and was pursuing the remainder of his
|
||
earthly march, burdened with infirmities which even the martial
|
||
music of his own spirit-stirring recollections could do little
|
||
towards lightening. The step was palsied now, that had been
|
||
foremost in the charge. It was only with the assistance of a
|
||
servant, and by leaning his hand heavily on the iron balustrade,
|
||
that he could slowly and painfully ascend the Custom-House steps,
|
||
and, with a toilsome progress across the floor, attain his
|
||
customary chair beside the fireplace. There he used to sit,
|
||
gazing with a somewhat dim serenity of aspect at the figures that
|
||
came and went, amid the rustle of papers, the administering of
|
||
oaths, the discussion of business, and the casual talk of the
|
||
office; all which sounds and circumstances seemed but
|
||
indistinctly to impress his senses, and hardly to make their way
|
||
into his inner sphere of contemplation. His countenance, in this
|
||
repose, was mild and kindly. If his notice was sought, an
|
||
expression of courtesy and interest gleamed out upon his
|
||
features, proving that there was light within him, and that it
|
||
was only the outward medium of the intellectual lamp that
|
||
obstructed the rays in their passage. The closer you penetrated
|
||
to the substance of his mind, the sounder it appeared. When no
|
||
longer called upon to speak or listen -- either of which
|
||
operations cost him an evident effort -- his face would briefly
|
||
subside into its former not uncheerful quietude. It was not
|
||
painful to behold this look; for, though dim, it had not the
|
||
imbecility of decaying age. The framework of his nature,
|
||
originally strong and massive, was not yet crumpled into ruin.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 29
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
To observe and define his character, however, under such
|
||
disadvantages, was as difficult a task as to trace out and build
|
||
up anew, in imagination, an old fortress, like Ticonderoga, from
|
||
a view of its grey and broken ruins. Here and there, perchance,
|
||
the walls may remain almost complete; but elsewhere may be only a
|
||
shapeless mound, cumbrous with its very strength, and overgrown,
|
||
through long years of peace and neglect, with grass and alien
|
||
weeds.
|
||
|
||
Nevertheless, looking at the old warrior with affection -- for,
|
||
slight as was the communication between us, my feeling towards
|
||
him, like that of all bipeds and quadrupeds who knew him, might
|
||
not improperly be termed so, -- I could discern the main points
|
||
of his portrait. It was marked with the noble and heroic
|
||
qualities which showed it to be not a mere accident, but of good
|
||
right, that he had won a distinguished name. His spirit could
|
||
never, I conceive, have been characterized by an uneasy activity;
|
||
it must, at any period of his life, have required an impulse to
|
||
set him in motion; but once stirred up, with obstacles to
|
||
overcome, and an adequate object to be attained, it was not in
|
||
the man to give out or fail. The heat that had formerly pervaded
|
||
his nature, and which was not yet extinct, was never of the kind
|
||
that flashes and flickers in a blaze; but rather a deep red glow,
|
||
as of iron in a furnace. Weight, solidity, firmness -- this was
|
||
the expression of his repose, even in such decay as had crept
|
||
untimely over him at the period of which I speak. But I could
|
||
imagine, even then, that, under some excitement which should go
|
||
deeply into his consciousness -- roused by a trumpets real, loud
|
||
enough to awaken all of his energies that
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
30 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
were not dead, but only slumbering -- he was yet capable of
|
||
flinging off his infirmities like a sick man's gown, dropping the
|
||
staff of age to seize a battle-sword, and starting up once more a
|
||
warrior. And, in so intense a moment his demeanour would have
|
||
still been calm. Such an exhibition, however, was but to be
|
||
pictured in fancy; not to be anticipated, nor desired. What I
|
||
saw in him -- as evidently as the indestructible ramparts of Old
|
||
Ticonderoga, already cited as the most appropriate simile -- was
|
||
the features of stubborn and ponderous endurance, which might
|
||
well have amounted to obstinacy in his earlier days; of
|
||
integrity, that, like most of his other endowments, lay in a
|
||
somewhat heavy mass, and was just as unmalleable or unmanageable
|
||
as a ton of iron ore; and of benevolence which, fiercely as he
|
||
led the bayonets on at Chippewa or Fort Erie, I take to be of
|
||
quite as genuine a stamp as what actuates any or all the
|
||
polemical philanthropists of the age. He had slain men with his
|
||
own hand, for aught I know -- certainly, they had fallen like
|
||
blades of grass at the sweep of the scythe before the charge to
|
||
which his spirit imparted its triumphant energy -- but, be that
|
||
as it might, there was never in his heart so much cruelty as
|
||
would have brushed the down off a butterfly's wing. I have not
|
||
known the man to whose innate kindliness I would more confidently
|
||
make an appeal.
|
||
|
||
Many characteristics -- and those, too, which contribute not the
|
||
least forcibly to impart resemblance in a sketch -- must have
|
||
vanished, or been obscured, before I met the General. All merely
|
||
graceful attributes are usually the most evanescent; nor does
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 31
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
nature adorn the human ruin with blossoms of new beauty, that
|
||
have their roots and proper nutriment only in the chinks and
|
||
crevices of decay, as she sows wall-flowers over the ruined
|
||
fortress of Ticonderoga. Still, even in respect of grace and
|
||
beauty, there were points well worth noting. A ray of humour,
|
||
now and then, would make its way through the veil of dim
|
||
obstruction, and glimmer pleasantly upon our faces. A trait of
|
||
native elegance, seldom seen in the masculine character after
|
||
childhood or early youth, was shown in the General's fondness for
|
||
the sight and fragrance of flowers. An old soldier might be
|
||
supposed to prize only the bloody laurel on his brow; but here
|
||
was one who seemed to have a young girl's appreciation of the
|
||
floral tribe.
|
||
|
||
There, beside the fireplace, the brave old General used to sit;
|
||
while the Surveyor -- though seldom, when it could be avoided,
|
||
taking upon himself the difficult task of engaging him in
|
||
conversation -- was fond of standing at a distance, and watching
|
||
his quiet and almost slumberous countenance. He seemed away from
|
||
us, although we saw him but a few yards off; remote, though we
|
||
passed close beside his chair; unattainable, though we might have
|
||
stretched forth our hands and touched his own. It might be that
|
||
he lived a more real life within his thoughts than amid the
|
||
unappropriate environment of the Collector's office. The
|
||
evolutions of the parade; the tumult of the battle; the flourish
|
||
of old heroic music, heard thirty years before -- such scenes and
|
||
sounds, perhaps, were all alive before his intellectual sense.
|
||
Meanwhile, the merchants and ship-masters, the spruce clerks and
|
||
uncouth sailors, entered and departed; the bustle of
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
32 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
his commercial and Custom-House life kept up its little murmur
|
||
round about him; and neither with the men nor their affairs did
|
||
the General appear to sustain the most distant relation. He was
|
||
as much out of place as an old sword -- now rusty, but which had
|
||
flashed once in the battle's front, and showed still a bright
|
||
gleam along its blade -- would have been among the inkstands,
|
||
paper-folders, and mahogany rulers on the Deputy Collector's
|
||
desk.
|
||
|
||
There was one thing that much aided me in renewing and
|
||
re-creating the stalwart soldier of the Niagara frontier -- the
|
||
man of true and simple energy. It was the recollection of those
|
||
memorable words of his -- "I'll try, Sir" -- spoken on the very
|
||
verge of a desperate and heroic enterprise, and breathing the
|
||
soul and spirit of New England hardihood, comprehending all
|
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perils, and encountering all. If, in our country, valour were
|
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rewarded by heraldic honour, this phrase -- which it seems so
|
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easy to speak, but which only he, with such a task of danger and
|
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glory before him, has ever spoken -- would be the best and
|
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fittest of all mottoes for the General's shield of arms.
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It contributes greatly towards a man's moral and intellectual
|
||
health to be brought into habits of companionship with
|
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individuals unlike himself, who care little for his pursuits, and
|
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whose sphere and abilities he must go out of himself to
|
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appreciate. The accidents of my life have often afforded me this
|
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advantage, but never with more fulness and variety than during my
|
||
continuance in office. There was one man, especially, the
|
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observation of whose character gave me a new idea of talent. His
|
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gifts were emphatically those of a man of business;
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33 THE CUSTOM-HOUSE
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prompt, acute, clear-minded; with an eye that saw through all
|
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perplexities, and a faculty of arrangement that made them vanish
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as by the waving of an enchanter's wand. Bred up from boyhood in
|
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the Custom-House, it was his proper field of activity; and the
|
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many intricacies of business, so harassing to the interloper,
|
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presented themselves before him with the regularity of a
|
||
perfectly comprehended system. In my contemplation, he stood as
|
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the ideal of his class. He was, indeed, the Custom-House in
|
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himself; or, at all events, the mainspring that kept its
|
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variously revolving wheels in motion; for, in an institution
|
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like this, where its officers are appointed to subserve their own
|
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profit and convenience, and seldom with a leading reference to
|
||
their fitness for the duty to be performed, they must perforce
|
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seek elsewhere the dexterity which is not in them. Thus, by an
|
||
inevitable necessity, as a magnet attracts steel-filings, so did
|
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our man of business draw to himself the difficulties which
|
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everybody met with. With an easy condescension, and kind
|
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forbearance towards our stupidity -- which, to his order of mind,
|
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must have seemed little short of crime -- would he forth-with, by
|
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the merest touch of his finger, make the incomprehensible as
|
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clear as daylight. The merchants valued him not less than we,
|
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his esoteric friends. His integrity was perfect; it was a law of
|
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nature with him, rather than a choice or a principle; nor can it
|
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be otherwise than the main condition of an intellect so
|
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remarkably clear and accurate as his to be honest and regular in
|
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the administration of affairs. A stain on his conscience, as to
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anything that came within the range of his vocation, would
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trouble such
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34 THE SCARLET LETTER
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a man very much in the same way, though to a far greater degree,
|
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than an error in the balance of an account, or an ink-blot on the
|
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fair page of a book of record. Here, in a word -- and it is a
|
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rare instance in my life -- I had met with a person thoroughly
|
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adapted to the situation which he held.
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|
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Such were some of the people with whom I now found myself
|
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connected. I took it in good part, at the hands of Providence,
|
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that I was thrown into a position so little akin to my past
|
||
habits; and set myself seriously to gather from it whatever
|
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profit was to be had. After my fellowship of toil and
|
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impracticable schemes with the dreamy brethren of Brook Farm;
|
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after living for three years within the subtle influence of an
|
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intellect like Emerson's; after those wild, free days on the
|
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Assabeth, indulging fantastic speculations, beside our fire of
|
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fallen boughs, with Ellery Channing; after talking with Thoreau
|
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about pine-trees and Indian relics in his hermitage at Walden;
|
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after growing fastidious by sympathy with the classic refinement
|
||
of Hillard's culture; after becoming imbued with poetic sentiment
|
||
at Longfellow's hearthstone -- it was time, at length, that I
|
||
should exercise other faculties of my nature, and nourish myself
|
||
with food for which I had hitherto had little appetite. Even the
|
||
old Inspector was desirable, as a change of diet, to a man who
|
||
had known Alcott. I looked upon it as an evidence, in some
|
||
measure, of a system naturally well balanced, and lacking no
|
||
essential part of a thorough organization, that, with such
|
||
associates to remember, I could mingle at once with men of
|
||
altogether different qualities, and lever murmur at the change.
|
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|
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|
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THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 35
|
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|
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|
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|
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Literature, its exertions and objects, were now of little moment
|
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in my regard. I cared not at this period for books; they were
|
||
apart from me. Nature -- except it were human nature -- the
|
||
nature that is developed in earth and sky, was, in one sense,
|
||
hidden from me; and all the imaginative delight wherewith it had
|
||
been spiritualized passed away out of my mind. A gift, a
|
||
faculty, if it had not been departed, was suspended and inanimate
|
||
within me. There would have been something sad, unutterably
|
||
dreary, in all this, had I not been conscious that it lay at my
|
||
own option to recall whatever was valuable in the past. It might
|
||
be true, indeed, that this was a life which could not, with
|
||
impunity, be lived too long; else, it might make me permanently
|
||
other than I had been, without transforming me into any shape
|
||
which it would be worth my while to take. But I never considered
|
||
it as other than a transitory life. There was always a prophetic
|
||
instinct, a low whisper in my ear, that within no long period,
|
||
and whenever a new change of custom should be essential to my
|
||
good, change would come.
|
||
|
||
Meanwhile, there I was, a Surveyor of the Revenue and, so far as
|
||
I have been able to understand, as good a Surveyor as need be. A
|
||
man of thought, fancy, and sensibility (had he ten times the
|
||
Surveyor's proportion of those qualities), may, at any time, be a
|
||
man of affairs, if he will only choose to give himself the
|
||
trouble. My fellow-officers, and the merchants and sea-captains
|
||
with whom my official duties brought me into any manner of
|
||
connection, viewed me in no other light, and probably knew me in
|
||
no other character. None of them, I presume, had
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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36 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
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|
||
ever read a page of my inditing, or would have cared a fig the
|
||
more for me if they had read them all; nor would it have mended
|
||
the matter, in the least, had those same unprofitable pages been
|
||
written with a pen like that of Burns or of Chaucer, each of whom
|
||
was a Custom-House officer in his day, as well as I. It is a
|
||
good lesson -- though it may often be a hard one -- for a man who
|
||
has dreamed of literary fame, and of making for himself a rank
|
||
among the world's dignitaries by such means, to step aside out of
|
||
the narrow circle in which his claims are recognized and to find
|
||
how utterly devoid of significance, beyond that circle, is all
|
||
that he achieves, and all he aims at. I know not that l
|
||
especially needed the lesson, either in the way of warning or
|
||
rebuke; but at any rate, I learned it thoroughly: nor, it gives
|
||
me pleasure to reflect, did the truth, as it came home to my
|
||
perception, ever cost me a pang, or require to be thrown off in a
|
||
sigh. In the way of literary talk, it is true, the Naval Officer
|
||
-- an excellent fellow, who came into the office with me, and
|
||
went out only a little later -- would often engage me in a
|
||
discussion about one or the other of his favourite topics,
|
||
Napoleon or Shakespeare. The Collector's junior clerk, too a
|
||
young gentleman who, it was whispered occasionally covered a
|
||
sheet of Uncle Sam's letter paper with what (at the distance of a
|
||
few yards) looked very much like poetry -- used now and then to
|
||
speak to me of books, as matters with which I might possibly be
|
||
conversant. This was my all of lettered intercourse; and it was
|
||
quite sufficient for my necessities.
|
||
|
||
No longer seeking or caring that my name should
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 37
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
be blasoned abroad on title-pages, I smiled to think that it had
|
||
now another kind of vogue. The Custom-House marker imprinted it,
|
||
with a stencil and black paint, on pepper-bags, and baskets of
|
||
anatto, and cigar-boxes, and bales of all kinds of dutiable
|
||
merchandise, in testimony that these commodities had paid the
|
||
impost, and gone regularly through the office. Borne on such
|
||
queer vehicle of fame, a knowledge of my existence, so far as a
|
||
name conveys it, was carried where it had never been before, and,
|
||
I hope, will never go again.
|
||
|
||
But the past was not dead. Once in a great while, the thoughts
|
||
that had seemed so vital and so active, yet had been put to rest
|
||
so quietly, revived again. One of the most remarkable occasions,
|
||
when the habit of bygone days awoke in me, was that which brings
|
||
it within the law of literary propriety to offer the public the
|
||
sketch which I am now writing.
|
||
|
||
In the second storey of the Custom-House there is a large room,
|
||
in which the brick-work and naked rafters have never been covered
|
||
with panelling and plaster. The edifice -- originally projected
|
||
on a scale adapted to the old commercial enterprise of the port,
|
||
and with an idea of subsequent prosperity destined never to be
|
||
realized -- contains far more space than its occupants know what
|
||
to do with. This airy hall, therefore, over the Collector's
|
||
apartments, remains unfinished to this day, and, in spite of the
|
||
aged cobwebs that festoon its dusky beams, appears still to await
|
||
the labour of the carpenter and mason. At one end of the room,
|
||
in a recess, were a number of barrels piled one upon another,
|
||
containing bundles of official documents. Large quantities of
|
||
similar
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
38 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
rubbish lay lumbering the floor. It was sorrowful to think how
|
||
many days, and weeks, and months, and years of toil had been
|
||
wasted on these musty papers, which were now only an encumbrance
|
||
on earth, and were hidden away in this forgotten corner, never
|
||
more to be glanced at by human eyes. But then, what reams of
|
||
other manuscripts -- filled, not with the dulness of official
|
||
formalities, but with the thought of inventive brains and the
|
||
rich effusion of deep hearts -- had gone equally to oblivion; and
|
||
that, moreover, without serving a purpose in their day, as these
|
||
heaped-up papers had, and -- saddest of all -- without
|
||
purchasing for their writers the comfortable livelihood which the
|
||
clerks of the Custom-House had gained by these worthless
|
||
scratchings of the pen. Yet not altogether worthless, perhaps,
|
||
as materials of local history. Here, no doubt, statistics of the
|
||
former commerce of Salem might be discovered, and memorials of
|
||
her princely merchants -- old King Derby -- old Billy Gray -- old
|
||
Simon Forrester -- and many another magnate in his day, whose
|
||
powdered head, however, was scarcely in the tomb before his
|
||
mountain pile of wealth began to dwindle. The founders of the
|
||
greater part of the families which now compose the aristocracy of
|
||
Salem might here be traced, from the petty and obscure beginnings
|
||
of their traffic, at periods generally much posterior to the
|
||
Revolution, upward to what their children look upon as
|
||
long-established rank,
|
||
|
||
Prior to the Revolution there is a dearth of records; the earlier
|
||
documents and archives of the Custom-House having, probably, been
|
||
carried off to Halifax, when all the king's officials accompanied
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 39
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
the British army in its flight from Boston. It has often been a
|
||
matter of regret with me; for, going back, perhaps, to the days
|
||
of the Protectorate, those papers must have contained many
|
||
references to forgotten or remembered men, and to antique
|
||
customs, which would have affected me with the same pleasure as
|
||
when I used to pick up Indian arrow-heads in the field near the
|
||
Old Manse.
|
||
|
||
But, one idle and rainy day, it was my fortune to make a
|
||
discovery of some little interest. Poking and burrowing into the
|
||
heaped-up rubbish in the corner, unfolding one and another
|
||
document, and reading the names of vessels that had long ago
|
||
foundered at sea or rotted at the wharves, and those of merchants
|
||
never heard of now on 'Change, nor very readily decipherable on
|
||
their mossy tombstones; glancing at such matters with the
|
||
saddened, weary, half-reluctant interest which we bestow on the
|
||
corpse of dead activity -- and exerting my fancy, sluggish with
|
||
little use, to raise up from these dry bones an image of the old
|
||
towns brighter aspect, when India was a new region, and only
|
||
Salem knew the way thither -- I chanced to lay my hand on a
|
||
small package, carefully done up in a piece of ancient yellow
|
||
parchment. This envelope had the air of an official record of
|
||
some period long past, when clerks engrossed their stiff and
|
||
formal chirography on more substantial materials than at present.
|
||
There was something about it that quickened an instinctive
|
||
curiosity, and made me undo the faded red tape that tied up the
|
||
package, with the sense that a treasure would here be brought to
|
||
light. Unbending the rigid folds of the parchment cover, I found
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
40 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
it to be a commission, under the hand and seal of Governor
|
||
Shirley, in favour of one Jonathan Pine, as Surveyor of His
|
||
Majesty's Customs for the Port of Salem, in the Province of
|
||
Massachusetts Bay. I remembered to have read (probably in Felt's
|
||
"Annals") a notice of the decease of Mr. Surveyor Pue, about
|
||
fourscore years ago; and likewise, in a newspaper of recent
|
||
times, an account of the digging up of his remains in the little
|
||
graveyard of St. Peter's Church, during the renewal of that
|
||
edifice. Nothing, if I rightly call to mind, was left of my
|
||
respected predecessor, save an imperfect skeleton, and some
|
||
fragments of apparel, and a wig of majestic frizzle, which,
|
||
unlike the head that it once adorned, was in very satisfactory
|
||
preservation. But, on examining the papers which the parchment
|
||
commission served to envelop, I found more traces of Mr. Pue's
|
||
mental part, and the internal operations of his head, than the
|
||
frizzled wig had contained of the venerable skull itself.
|
||
|
||
They were documents, in short, not official, but of a private
|
||
nature, or, at least, written in his private capacity, and
|
||
apparently with his own hand. I could account for their being
|
||
included in the heap of Custom-House lumber only by the fact that
|
||
Mr. Pine's death had happened suddenly, and that these papers,
|
||
which he probably kept in his official desk, had never come to
|
||
the knowledge of his heirs, or were supposed to relate to the
|
||
business of the revenue. On the transfer of the archives to
|
||
Halifax, this package, proving to be of no public concern, was
|
||
left behind, and had remained ever since unopened.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 41
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
The ancient Surveyor -- being little molested, suppose, at that
|
||
early day with business pertaining to his office -- seems to have
|
||
devoted some of his many leisure hours to researches as a local
|
||
antiquarian, and other inquisitions of a similar nature. These
|
||
supplied material for petty activity to a mind that would
|
||
otherwise have been eaten up with rust.
|
||
|
||
A portion of his facts, by-the-by, did me good service in the
|
||
preparation of the article entitled "MAIN STREET," included in
|
||
the present volume. The remainder may perhaps be applied to
|
||
purposes equally valuable hereafter, or not impossibly may be
|
||
worked up, so far as they go, into a regular history of Salem,
|
||
should my veneration for the natal soil ever impel me to so pious
|
||
a task. Meanwhile, they shall be at the command of any
|
||
gentleman, inclined and competent, to take the unprofitable
|
||
labour off my hands. As a final disposition I contemplate
|
||
depositing them with the Essex Historical Society. But the
|
||
object that most drew my attention to the mysterious package was
|
||
a certain affair of fine red cloth, much worn and faded, There
|
||
were traces about it of gold embroidery, which, however, was
|
||
greatly frayed and defaced, so that none, or very little, of the
|
||
glitter was left. It had been wrought, as was easy to perceive,
|
||
with wonderful skill of needlework; and the stitch (as I am
|
||
assured by ladies conversant with such mysteries) gives evidence
|
||
of a now forgotten art, not to be discovered even by the process
|
||
of picking out the threads. This rag of scarlet cloth -- for
|
||
time, and wear, and a sacrilegious moth had reduced it to little
|
||
other than a rag -- on careful examination, assumed the shape of
|
||
a letter.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
42 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
It was the capital letter A. By an accurate measurement, each
|
||
limb proved to be precisely three inches and a quarter in length.
|
||
It had been intended, there could be no doubt, as an ornamental
|
||
article of dress; but how it was to be worn, or what rank,
|
||
honour, and dignity, in by-past times, were signified by it, was
|
||
a riddle which (so evanescent are the fashions of the world in
|
||
these particulars) I saw little hope of solving. And yet it
|
||
strangely interested me. My eyes fastened themselves upon the
|
||
old scarlet letter, and would not be turned aside. Certainly
|
||
there was some deep meaning in it most worthy of interpretation,
|
||
and which, as it were, streamed forth from the mystic symbol,
|
||
subtly communicating itself to my sensibilities, but evading the
|
||
analysis of my mind.
|
||
|
||
When thus perplexed -- and cogitating, among other hypotheses,
|
||
whether the letter might not have been one of those decorations
|
||
which the white men used to contrive in order to take the eyes of
|
||
Indians -- I happened to place it on my breast. It seemed to me
|
||
-- the reader may smile, but must not doubt my word -- it seemed
|
||
to me, then, that I experienced a sensation not altogether
|
||
physical, yet almost so, as of burning heat, and as if the letter
|
||
were not of red cloth, but red-hot iron. I shuddered, and
|
||
involuntarily let it fall upon the floor.
|
||
|
||
In the absorbing contemplation of the scarlet letter, I had
|
||
hitherto neglected to examine a small roll of dingy paper, around
|
||
which it had been twisted. This I now opened, and had the
|
||
satisfaction to find recorded by the old Surveyor's pen, a
|
||
reasonably complete explanation of the whole
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 43
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
affair. There were several foolscap sheets, containing many
|
||
particulars respecting the life and conversation of one Hester
|
||
Prynne, who appeared to have been rather a noteworthy personage
|
||
in the view of our ancestors. She had flourished during the
|
||
period between the early days of Massachusetts and the close of
|
||
the seventeenth century. Aged persons, alive in the time of Mr.
|
||
Surveyor Pine, and from whose oral testimony he had made up his
|
||
narrative, remembered her, in their youth, as a very old, but not
|
||
decrepit woman, of a stately and solemn aspect. It had been her
|
||
habit, from an almost immemorial date, to go about the country as
|
||
a kind of voluntary nurse, and doing whatever miscellaneous good
|
||
she might; taking upon herself, likewise, to give advice in all
|
||
matters, especially those of the heart, by which means -- as a
|
||
person of such propensities inevitably must -- she gained from
|
||
many people the reverence due to an angel, but, I should imagine,
|
||
was looked upon by others as an intruder and a nuisance. Prying
|
||
further into the manuscript, I found the record of other doings
|
||
and sufferings of this singular woman, for most of which the
|
||
reader is referred to the story entitled "THE SCARLET LETTER";
|
||
and it should be borne carefully in mind that the main facts of
|
||
that story are authorized and authenticated by the document of
|
||
Mr. Surveyor Pine. The original papers, together with the
|
||
scarlet letter itself -- a most curious relic -- are still in my
|
||
possession, and shall be freely exhibited to whomsoever, induced
|
||
by the great interest of the narrative, may desire a sight of
|
||
them I must not be understood affirming that, in the dressing up
|
||
of the tale, and imagining the motives
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
44 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
and modes of passion that influenced the characters who figure in
|
||
it, I have invariably confined myself within the limits of the
|
||
old Surveyor's half-a-dozen sheets of foolscap. On the contrary,
|
||
I have allowed myself, as to such points, nearly, or altogether,
|
||
as much license as if the facts had been entirely of my own
|
||
invention. What I contend for is the authenticity of the
|
||
outline.
|
||
|
||
This incident recalled my mind, in some degree, to its old track.
|
||
There seemed to be here the groundwork of a tale. It impressed
|
||
me as if the ancient Surveyor, in his garb of a hundred years
|
||
gone by, and wearing his immortal wig -- which was buried with
|
||
him, but did not perish in the grave -- had bet me in the
|
||
deserted chamber of the Custom-House. In his port was the
|
||
dignity of one who had borne His Majesty's commission, and who
|
||
was therefore illuminated by a ray of the splendour that shone so
|
||
dazzlingly about the throne. How unlike alas the hangdog look
|
||
of a republican official, who, as the servant of the people,
|
||
feels himself less than the least, and below the lowest of his
|
||
masters. With his own ghostly hand, the obscurely seen, but
|
||
majestic, figure had imparted to me the scarlet symbol and the
|
||
little roll of explanatory manuscript. With his own ghostly
|
||
voice he had exhorted me, on the sacred consideration of my
|
||
filial duty and reverence towards him -- who might reasonably
|
||
regard himself as my official ancestor -- to bring his mouldy and
|
||
moth-eaten lucubrations before the public. "Do this," said the
|
||
ghost of Mr. Surveyor Pue, emphatically nodding the head that
|
||
looked so imposing within its memorable wig; "do this, and the
|
||
profit shall be all
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 45
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
your own You will shortly need it; for it is not in your days as
|
||
it was in mine, when a man's office was a life-lease, and
|
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oftentimes an heirloom. But I charge you, in this matter of old
|
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Mistress Prynne, give to your predecessor's memory the credit
|
||
which will be rightfully due" And I said to the ghost of Mr.
|
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Surveyor Pue -- "I will"
|
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|
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On Hester Prynne's story, therefore, I bestowed much thought. It
|
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was the subject of my meditations for many an hour, while pacing
|
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to and fro across my room, or traversing, with a hundredfold
|
||
repetition, the long extent from the front door of the
|
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Custom-House to the side entrance, and back again. Great were
|
||
the weariness and annoyance of the old Inspector and the Weighers
|
||
and Gaugers, whose slumbers were disturbed by the unmercifully
|
||
lengthened tramp of my passing and returning footsteps.
|
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Remembering their own former habits, they used to say that the
|
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Surveyor was walking the quarter-deck. They probably fancied
|
||
that my sole object -- and, indeed, the sole object for which a
|
||
sane man could ever put himself into voluntary motion -- was to
|
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get an appetite for dinner. And, to say the truth, an appetite,
|
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sharpened by the east wind that generally blew along the passage,
|
||
was the only valuable result of so much indefatigable exercise.
|
||
So little adapted is the atmosphere of a Custom-house to the
|
||
delicate harvest of fancy and sensibility, that, had I remained
|
||
there through ten Presidencies yet to come, I doubt whether the
|
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tale of "The Scarlet Letter" would ever have been brought before
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the public eye. My imagination was a tarnished mirror. It would
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not reflect, or only with miserable
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46 THE SCARLET LETTER
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dimness, the figures with which I did my best to people it. The
|
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characters of the narrative would not be warmed and rendered
|
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malleable by any heat that I could kindle at my intellectual
|
||
forge. They would take neither the glow of passion nor the
|
||
tenderness of sentiment, but retained all the rigidity of dead
|
||
corpses, and stared me in the face with a fixed and ghastly grin
|
||
of contemptuous defiance. "What have you to do with us?" that
|
||
expression seemed to say. "The little power you might have once
|
||
possessed over the tribe of unrealities is gone You have
|
||
bartered it for a pittance of the public gold. Go then, and earn
|
||
your wages" In short, the almost torpid creatures of my own
|
||
fancy twitted me with imbecility, and not without fair occasion.
|
||
|
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It was not merely during the three hours and a half which Uncle
|
||
Sam claimed as his share of my daily life that this wretched
|
||
numbness held possession of me. It went with me on my sea-shore
|
||
walks and rambles into the country, whenever -- which was seldom
|
||
and reluctantly -- I bestirred myself to seek that invigorating
|
||
charm of Nature which used to give me such freshness and activity
|
||
of thought, the moment that I stepped across the threshold of the
|
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Old Manse. The same torpor, as regarded the capacity for
|
||
intellectual effort, accompanied me home, and weighed upon me in
|
||
the chamber which I most absurdly termed my study. Nor did it
|
||
quit me when, late at night, I sat in the deserted parlour,
|
||
lighted only by the glimmering coal-fire and the moon, striving
|
||
to picture forth imaginary scenes, which, the next day, might
|
||
flow out on the brightening page in many-hued description.
|
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|
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|
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|
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THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 47
|
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|
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|
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|
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If the imaginative faculty refused to act at such an hour, it
|
||
might well be deemed a hopeless case. Moonlight, in a familiar
|
||
room, falling so white upon the carpet, and showing all its
|
||
figures so distinctly -- making every object so minutely visible,
|
||
yet so unlike a morning or noontide visibility -- is a medium the
|
||
most suitable for a romance-writer to get acquainted with his
|
||
illusive guests. There is the little domestic scenery of the
|
||
well-known apartment; the chairs, with each its separate
|
||
individuality; the centre-table, sustaining a work-basket, a
|
||
volume or two, and an extinguished lamp; the sofa; the book-case;
|
||
the picture on the wall -- all these details, so completely seen,
|
||
are so spiritualised by the unusual light, that they seem to lose
|
||
their actual substance, and become things of intellect. Nothing
|
||
is too small or too trifling to undergo this change, and acquire
|
||
dignity thereby. A child's shoe; the doll, seated in her little
|
||
wicker carriage; the hobby-horse -- whatever, in a word, has been
|
||
used or played with during the day is now invested with a quality
|
||
of strangeness and remoteness, though still almost as vividly
|
||
present as by daylight. Thus, therefore, the floor of our
|
||
familiar room has become a neutral territory, somewhere between
|
||
the real world and fairy-land, where the Actual and the Imaginary
|
||
may meet, and each imbue itself with the nature of the other.
|
||
Ghosts might enter here without affrighting us. It would be too
|
||
much in keeping with the scene to excite surprise, were we to
|
||
look about us and discover a form, beloved, but gone hence, now
|
||
sitting quietly in a streak of this magic moonshine, with an
|
||
aspect that would make us doubt whether it had returned
|
||
|
||
|
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|
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48 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
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|
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|
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from afar, or had never once stirred from our fireside.
|
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|
||
The somewhat dim coal fire has an essential Influence in
|
||
producing the effect which I would describe. It throws its
|
||
unobtrusive tinge throughout the room, with a faint ruddiness
|
||
upon the walls and ceiling, and a reflected gleam upon the polish
|
||
of the furniture. This warmer light mingles itself with the cold
|
||
spirituality of the moon-beams, and communicates, as it were, a
|
||
heart and sensibilities of human tenderness to the forms which
|
||
fancy summons tip. It converts them from snow-images into men
|
||
and women. Glancing at the looking-glass, we behold -- deep
|
||
within its haunted verge -- the smouldering glow of the
|
||
half-extinguished anthracite, the white moon-beams on the floor,
|
||
and a repetition of all the gleam and shadow of the picture, with
|
||
one remove further from the actual, and nearer to the
|
||
imaginative. Then, at such an hour, and with this scene before
|
||
him, if a man, sitting all alone, cannot dream strange things,
|
||
and make them look like truth, he need never try to write
|
||
romances.
|
||
|
||
But, for myself, during the whole of my Custom-House experience,
|
||
moonlight and sunshine, and the glow of firelight, were just
|
||
alike in my regard; and neither of them was of one whit more
|
||
avail than the twinkle of a tallow-candle. An entire class of
|
||
susceptibilities, and a gift connected with them -- of no great
|
||
richness or value, but the best I had -- was gone from me.
|
||
|
||
It is my belief, however, that had I attempted a different order
|
||
of composition, my faculties would not have been found so
|
||
pointless and inefficacious. I
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 49
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
might, for instance, have contented myself with writing out the
|
||
narratives of a veteran shipmaster, one of the Inspectors, whom I
|
||
should be most ungrateful not to mention, since scarcely a day
|
||
passed that he did not stir me to laughter and admiration by his
|
||
marvel loins gifts as a story-teller. Could I have preserved the
|
||
picturesque force of his style, and the humourous colouring which
|
||
nature taught him how to throw over his descriptions, the result,
|
||
I honestly believe, would have been something new in literature.
|
||
Or I might readily have found a more serious task. It was a
|
||
folly, with the materiality of this daily life pressing so
|
||
intrusively upon me, to attempt to fling myself back into another
|
||
age, or to insist on creating the semblance of a world out of
|
||
airy matter, when, at every moment, the impalpable beauty of my
|
||
soap-bubble was broken by the rude contact of some actual
|
||
circumstance. The wiser effort would have been to diffuse
|
||
thought and imagination through the opaque substance of to-day,
|
||
and thus to make it a bright transparency; to spiritualise the
|
||
burden that began to weigh so heavily; to seek, resolutely, the
|
||
true and indestructible value that lay hidden in the petty and
|
||
wearisome incidents, and ordinary characters with which I was now
|
||
conversant. The fault was mine. The page of life that was
|
||
spread out before me seemed dull and commonplace only because I
|
||
had not fathomed its deeper import. A better book than I shall
|
||
ever write was there; leaf after leaf presenting itself to me,
|
||
just as it was written out by the reality of the flitting hour,
|
||
and vanishing as fast as written, only because my brain wanted
|
||
the insight, and my
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
50 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
hand the cunning, to transcribe it. At some future day, it may
|
||
be, I shall remember a few scattered fragments and broken
|
||
paragraphs, and write them down, and find the letters turn to
|
||
gold upon the page.
|
||
|
||
These perceptions had come too late. At the Instant, I was only
|
||
conscious that what would have been a pleasure once was now a
|
||
hopeless toil. There was no occasion to make much moan about
|
||
this state of affairs. I had ceased to be a writer of tolerably
|
||
poor tales and essays, and had become a tolerably good Surveyor
|
||
of the Customs. That was all. But, nevertheless, it is anything
|
||
but agreeable to be haunted by a suspicion that one's intellect
|
||
is dwindling away, or exhaling, without your consciousness, like
|
||
ether out of a phial; so that, at every glance, you find a
|
||
smaller and less volatile residuum. Of the fact there could be
|
||
no doubt and, examining myself and others, I was led to
|
||
conclusions, in reference to the effect of public office on the
|
||
character, not very favourable to the mode of life in question.
|
||
In some other form, perhaps, I may hereafter develop these
|
||
effects. Suffice it here to say that a Custom-House officer of
|
||
long continuance can hardly be a very praiseworthy or respectable
|
||
personage, for many reasons; one of them, the tenure by which he
|
||
holds his situation, and another, the very nature of his
|
||
business, which -- though, I trust, an honest one -- is of such a
|
||
sort that he does not share in the united effort of mankind.
|
||
|
||
An effect -- which I believe to be observable, more or less, in
|
||
every individual who has occupied the position -- is, that while
|
||
he leans on the mighty arm of the Republic, his own proper
|
||
strength, departs from
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 51
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
him. He loses, in an extent proportioned to the weakness or
|
||
force of his original nature, the capability of self-support. If
|
||
he possesses an unusual share of native energy, or the enervating
|
||
magic of place do not operate too long upon him, his forfeited
|
||
powers may be redeemable. The ejected officer -- fortunate in
|
||
the unkindly shove that sends him forth betimes, to struggle amid
|
||
a struggling world -- may return to himself, and become all that
|
||
he has ever been. But this seldom happens. He usually keeps his
|
||
ground just long enough for his own ruin, and is then thrust out,
|
||
with sinews all unstrung, to totter along the difficult footpath
|
||
of life as he best may. Conscious of his own infirmity -- that
|
||
his tempered steel and elasticity are lost -- he for ever
|
||
afterwards looks wistfully about him in quest of support external
|
||
to himself. His pervading and continual hope -- a hallucination,
|
||
which, in the face of all discouragement, and making light of
|
||
impossibilities, haunts him while he lives, and, I fancy, like
|
||
the convulsive throes of the cholera, torments him for a brief
|
||
space after death -- is, that finally, and in no long time, by
|
||
some happy coincidence of circumstances, he shall be restored to
|
||
office. This faith, more than anything else, steals the pith and
|
||
availability out of whatever enterprise he may dream of
|
||
undertaking. Why should he toil and moil, and be at so much
|
||
trouble to pick himself up out of the mud, when, in a little
|
||
while hence, the strong arm of his Uncle will raise and support
|
||
him? Why should he work for his living here, or go to dig gold
|
||
in California, when he is so soon to be made happy, at monthly
|
||
intervals, with a little pile of glittering coin out of his
|
||
Uncle's pocket? It is sadly
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
52 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
curious to observe how slight a taste of office suffices to
|
||
infect a poor fellow with this singular disease. Uncle Sam's
|
||
gold -- meaning no disrespect to the worthy old gentleman -- has,
|
||
in this respect, a quality of enchantment like that of the
|
||
devil's wages. Whoever touches it should look well to himself,
|
||
or he may find the bargain to go hard against him, involving, if
|
||
not his soul, yet many of its better attributes; its sturdy
|
||
force, its courage and constancy, its truth, its self-reliance,
|
||
and all that gives the emphasis to manly character.
|
||
|
||
Here was a fine prospect in the distance Not that the Surveyor
|
||
brought the lesson home to himself, or admitted that he could be
|
||
so utterly undone, either by continuance in office or ejectment.
|
||
Yet my reflections were not the most comfortable. I began to
|
||
grow melancholy and restless; continually prying into my mind, to
|
||
discover which of its poor properties were gone, and what degree
|
||
of detriment had already accrued to the remainder. I endeavoured
|
||
to calculate how much longer I could stay in the Custom-House,
|
||
and yet go forth a man. To confess the truth, it was my greatest
|
||
apprehension -- as it would never be a measure of policy to turn
|
||
out so quiet an individual as myself; and it being hardly in the
|
||
nature of a public officer to resign -- it was my chief trouble,
|
||
therefore, that I was likely to grow grey and decrepit in the
|
||
Surveyorship, and become much such another animal as the old
|
||
Inspector. Might it not, in the tedious lapse of official life
|
||
that lay before me, finally be with me as it was with this
|
||
venerable friend -- to make the dinner-hour the nucleus of the
|
||
day, and to spend the rest of it, as an old dog spends it, asleep
|
||
in
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 53
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
the sunshine or in the shade? A dreary look-forward, this, for a
|
||
man who felt it to be the best definition of happiness to live
|
||
throughout the whole range of his faculties and sensibilities
|
||
But, all this while, I was giving myself very unnecessary alarm.
|
||
Providence had meditated better things for me than I could
|
||
possibly imagine for myself.
|
||
|
||
A remarkable event of the third year of my Surveyorship -- to
|
||
adopt the tone of "P. P. " -- was the election of General Taylor
|
||
to the Presidency. It is essential, in order to a complete
|
||
estimate of the advantages of official life, to view the
|
||
incumbent at the in-coming of a hostile administration. His
|
||
position is then one of the most singularly irksome, and, in
|
||
every contingency, disagreeable, that a wretched mortal can
|
||
possibly occupy; with seldom an alternative of good on either
|
||
hand, although what presents itself to him as the worst event may
|
||
very probably be the best. But it is a strange experience, to a
|
||
man of pride and sensibility, to know that his interests are
|
||
within the control of individuals who neither love nor understand
|
||
him, and by whom, since one or the other must needs happen, lie
|
||
would rather be injured than obliged. Strange, too, for one who
|
||
has kept his calmness throughout the contest, to observe the
|
||
bloodthirstiness that is developed in the hour of triumph, and to
|
||
be conscious that he is himself among its objects There are few
|
||
uglier traits of human nature than this tendency -- which I now
|
||
witnessed in men no worse than their neighbours -- to grow cruel,
|
||
merely because they possessed the power of inflicting harm. If
|
||
the guillotine, as applied to office-holders, were a literal
|
||
fact, instead of one of the most apt of
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
54 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
metaphors, it is my sincere belief that the active members of the
|
||
victorious party were sufficiently excited to have chopped off
|
||
all our heads, and have thanked Heaven for the opportunity It
|
||
appears to me -- who have been a calm and curious observer, as
|
||
well in victory as defeat -- that this fierce and bitter spirit
|
||
of malice and revenge has never distinguished the many triumphs
|
||
of my own party as it now did that of the Whigs. The Democrats
|
||
take the offices, as a general rule, because they need them, and
|
||
because the practice of many years has made it the law of
|
||
political warfare, which unless a different system be proclaimed,
|
||
it was weakness and cowardice to murmur at. But the long habit
|
||
of victory has made them generous. They know how to spare when
|
||
they see occasion; and when they strike, the axe may be sharp
|
||
indeed, but its edge is seldom poisoned with ill-will; nor is it
|
||
their custom ignominiously to kick the head which they have just
|
||
struck off.
|
||
|
||
In short, unpleasant as was my predicament, at best, I saw much
|
||
reason to congratulate myself that I was on the losing side
|
||
rather than the triumphant one. If, heretofore, l had been none
|
||
of the warmest of partisans I began now, at this season of peril
|
||
and adversity, to be pretty acutely sensible with which party my
|
||
predilections lay; nor was it without something like regret and
|
||
shame that, according to a reasonable calculation of chances, I
|
||
saw my own prospect of retaining office to be better than those
|
||
of my democratic brethren. But who can see an inch into futurity
|
||
beyond his nose? My own head was the first that fell
|
||
|
||
The moment when a man's head drops off is
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 55
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
seldom or never, I am inclined to think, precisely the most
|
||
agreeable of his life. Nevertheless, like the greater part of
|
||
our misfortunes, even so serious a contingency brings its remedy
|
||
and consolation with it, if the sufferer will but make the best
|
||
rather than the worst, of the accident which has befallen him.
|
||
In my particular case the consolatory topics were close at hand,
|
||
and, indeed, had suggested themselves to my meditations a
|
||
considerable time before it was requisite to use them. In view
|
||
of my previous weariness of office, and vague thoughts of
|
||
resignation, my fortune somewhat resembled that of a person who
|
||
should entertain an idea of committing suicide, and although
|
||
beyond his hopes, meet with the good hap to be murdered. In the
|
||
Custom-House, as before in the Old Manse, I had spent three years
|
||
-- a term long enough to rest a weary brain: long enough to break
|
||
off old intellectual habits, and make room for new ones: long
|
||
enough, and too long, to have lived in an unnatural state, doing
|
||
what was really of no advantage nor delight to any human being,
|
||
and withholding myself from toil that would, at least, have
|
||
stilled an unquiet impulse in me. Then, moreover, as regarded
|
||
his unceremonious ejectment, the late Surveyor was not altogether
|
||
ill-pleased to be recognised by the Whigs as an enemy; since his
|
||
inactivity in political affairs -- his tendency to roam, at will,
|
||
in that broad and quiet field where all mankind may meet, rather
|
||
than confine himself to those narrow paths where brethren of the
|
||
same household must diverge from one another -- had sometimes
|
||
made it questionable with his brother Democrats whether he was a
|
||
friend. Now, after he had won the
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
56 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
crown of martyrdom (though with no longer a head to wear it on),
|
||
the point might be looked upon as settled. Finally, little
|
||
heroic as he was, it seemed more decorous to be overthrown in the
|
||
downfall of the party with which he had been content to stand
|
||
than to remain a forlorn survivor, when so many worthier men were
|
||
falling: and at last, after subsisting for four years on the
|
||
mercy of a hostile administration, to be compelled then to define
|
||
his position anew, and claim the yet more humiliating mercy of a
|
||
friendly one.
|
||
|
||
Meanwhile, the press had taken up my affair, and kept me for a
|
||
week or two careering through the public prints, in my
|
||
decapitated state, like Irving's Headless Horseman, ghastly and
|
||
grim, and longing to be buried, as a political dead man ought.
|
||
So much for my figurative self. The real human being all this
|
||
time, with his head safely on his shoulders, had brought himself
|
||
to the comfortable conclusion that everything was for the best;
|
||
and making an investment in ink, paper, and steel pens, had
|
||
opened his long-disused writing desk, and was again a literary
|
||
man.
|
||
|
||
Now it was that the lucubrations of my ancient predecessor, Mr.
|
||
Surveyor Pue, came into play. Rusty through long idleness, some
|
||
little space was requisite before my intellectual machinery could
|
||
be brought to work upon the tale with an effect in any degree
|
||
satisfactory. Even yet, though my thoughts were ultimately much
|
||
absorbed in the task, it wears, to my eye, a stern and sombre
|
||
aspect: too much ungladdened by genial sunshine; too little
|
||
relieved by the tender and familiar influences which soften
|
||
almost every scene of nature and real life, and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CUSTOM-HOUSE 57
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
undoubtedly should soften every picture of them. This
|
||
uncaptivating effect is perhaps due to the period of hardly
|
||
accomplished revolution, and still seething turmoil, in which the
|
||
story shaped itself. It is no indication, however, of a lack of
|
||
cheerfulness in the writer's mind: for he was happier while
|
||
straying through the gloom of these sunless fantasies than at any
|
||
time since he had quitted the Old Manse. Some of the briefer
|
||
articles, which contribute to make up the volume, have likewise
|
||
been written since my involuntary withdrawal from the toils and
|
||
honours of public life, and the remainder are gleaned from
|
||
annuals and magazines, of such antique date, that they have gone
|
||
round the circle, and come back to novelty again. Keeping up the
|
||
metaphor of the political guillotine, the whole may be considered
|
||
as the POSTHUMOUS PAPERS OF A DECAPITATED SURVEYOR: and the
|
||
sketch which I am now bringing to a close, if too
|
||
autobiographical for a modest person to publish in his lifetime,
|
||
will readily be excused in a gentleman who writes from beyond the
|
||
grave. Peace be with all the world My blessing on my friends My
|
||
forgiveness to my enemies For I am in the realm of quiet
|
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The life of the Custom -- House lies like a dream behind me. The
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old Inspector -- who, by-the-bye, l regret to say, was overthrown
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and killed by a horse some time ago, else he would certainly have
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lived for ever -- he, and all those other venerable personages
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who sat with him at the receipt of custom, are but shadows in my
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view: white-headed and wrinkled images, which my fancy used to
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sport with, and has now flung aside for ever. The merchants --
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Pingree,
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Phillips, Shepard, Upton, Kimball, Bertram, Hunt -- these and
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many other names, which had such classic familiarity for my ear
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six months ago, -- these men of traffic, who seemed to occupy so
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important a position in the world -- how little time has it
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required to disconnect me from them all, not merely in act, but
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recollection It is with an effort that
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I recall the figures and appellations of these few. Soon,
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likewise, my old native town will loom upon me through the haze
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of memory, a mist brooding over and around it; as if it were no
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portion of the real earth, but an overgrown village in
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cloud-land, with only imaginary inhabitants to people its wooden
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houses and walk its homely lanes, and the unpicturesque prolixity
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of its main street. Henceforth it ceases to be a reality of my
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life; I am a citizen of somewhere else. My good townspeople will
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not much regret me, for -- though it has been as dear an object
|
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as any, in my literary efforts, to be of some importance in their
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||
eyes, and to win myself a pleasant memory in this abode and
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burial-place of so many of my forefathers -- there has never
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been, for me, the genial atmosphere which a literary man requires
|
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in order to ripen the best harvest of his mind. I shall do
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better amongst other faces; and these familiar ones, it need
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hardly be said, will do just as well without me.
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It may be, however -- oh, transporting and triumphant thought I
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-- that the great-grandchildren of the present race may
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sometimes think kindly of the scribbler of bygone days, when the
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antiquary of days to come, among the sites memorable in the
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town's history, shall point out the locality of THE TOWN PUMP.
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THE SCARLET LETTER
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I
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THE PRISON DOOR
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A throng of bearded men, in sad-coloured garments and grey
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steeple-crowned hats, inter-mixed with women, some wearing hoods,
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and others bareheaded, was assembled in front of a wooden
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edifice, the door of which was heavily timbered with oak, and
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studded with iron spikes.
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The founders of a new colony, whatever Utopia of human virtue
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and happiness they might originally project, have invariably
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recognised it among their earliest practical necessities to allot
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a portion of the virgin soil as a cemetery, and another portion
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as the site of a prison. In accordance with this rule it may
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safely be assumed that the forefathers of Boston had built the
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first prison-house somewhere in the Vicinity of Cornhill, almost
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as seasonably as they marked out the first burial-ground, on
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Isaac Johnson's lot, and round about his grave, which
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subsequently became the nucleus of all the congregated sepulchres
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in the old churchyard of King's Chapel. Certain it is that, some
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fifteen or twenty
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years after the settlement of the town, the wooden jail was
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already marked with weather-stains and other indications of age,
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which gave a yet darker aspect to its beetle-browed and gloomy
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front. The rust on the ponderous iron-work of its oaken door
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looked more antique than anything else in the New World. Like
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all that pertains to crime, it seemed never to have known a
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youthful era. Before this ugly edifice, and between it and the
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wheel-track of the street, was a grass-plot, much overgrown with
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burdock, pig-weed, apple-pern, and such unsightly vegetation,
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which evidently found something congenial in the soil that had so
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early borne the black flower of civilised society, a prison. But
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on one side of the portal, and rooted almost at the threshold,
|
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was a wild rose-hush, covered, in this month of June, with its
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delicate gems, which might be imagined to offer their fragrance
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and fragile beauty to the prisoner as he went in, and to the
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condemned criminal as he came forth to his doom, in token that
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the deep heart of Nature could pity and be kind to him.
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|
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This rose-bush, by a strange chance, has been kept alive in
|
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history; but whether it had merely survived out of the stern old
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wilderness, so long after the fall of the gigantic pines and oaks
|
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that originally overshadowed it, or whether, as there is far
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||
authority for believing, it had sprung up under the footsteps of
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the sainted Ann Hutchinson as she entered the prison-door, we
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shall not take upon us to determine. Finding it so directly on
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the threshold of our narrative, which is now about to issue from
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that inauspicious portal, we could hardly do otherwise
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than pluck one of its flowers, and present it to the reader. It
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may serve, let us hope, to symbolise some sweet moral blossom
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that may be found along the track, or relieve the darkening close
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of a tale of human frailty and sorrow
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II.
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THE MARKET-PLACE
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THE grass-plot before the jail, in Prison Lane, on a certain
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summer morning, not less than two centuries ago, was occupied by
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a pretty large number of the inhabitants of Boston, all with
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their eyes intently fastened on the iron-clamped oaken door.
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Amongst any other population, or at a later period in the history
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of New England, the grim rigidity that petrified the bearded
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physiognomies of these good people would have augured some awful
|
||
business in hand. It could have betokened nothing short of the
|
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anticipated execution of some rioted culprit, on whom the
|
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sentence of a legal tribunal had but confirmed the verdict of
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public sentiment. But, in that early severity of the Puritan
|
||
character, an inference of this kind could not so indubitably be
|
||
drawn. It might be that a sluggish bond-servant, or an undutiful
|
||
child, whom his parents had given over to the civil authority,
|
||
was to be corrected at the whipping-post. It might be that an
|
||
Antinomian, a Quaker, or other heterodox religionist, was to be
|
||
scourged out of the town, or an idle or vagrant Indian, whom the
|
||
white man's firewater had made riotous about the streets, was to
|
||
be driven with stripes into the shadow of the forest. It might
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be,
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THE MARKET-PLACE 63
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too, that a witch, like old Mistress Hibbins, the bitter-tempered
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widow of the magistrate, was to die upon the gallows. In either
|
||
case, there was very much the same solemnity of demeanour on the
|
||
part of the spectators, as befitted a people among whom religion
|
||
and law were almost identical, and in whose character both were
|
||
so thoroughly interfused, that the mildest and severest acts of
|
||
public discipline were alike made venerable and awful. Meagre,
|
||
indeed, and cold, was the sympathy that a transgressor might look
|
||
for, from such bystanders, at the scaffold. On the other hand, a
|
||
penalty which, in our days, would infer a degree of mocking
|
||
infamy and ridicule, might then be invested with almost as stern
|
||
a dignity as the punishment of death itself.
|
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|
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It was a circumstance to he noted on the summer morning when our
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story begins its course, that the women, of whom there were
|
||
several in the crowd, appeared to take a peculiar interest in
|
||
whatever penal infliction might be expected to ensue. The age
|
||
had not so much refinement, that any sense of impropriety
|
||
restrained the wearers of petticoat and farthingale from stepping
|
||
forth into the public ways, and wedging their not unsubstantial
|
||
persons, if occasion were, into the throng nearest to the
|
||
scaffold at an execution. Morally, as well as materially, there
|
||
was a coarser fibre in those wives and maidens of old English
|
||
birth and breeding than in their fair descendants, separated from
|
||
them by a series of six or seven generations; for, throughout
|
||
that chain of ancestry, every successive mother had transmitted
|
||
to her child a fainter bloom, a more delicate and briefer beauty,
|
||
and a slighter physical frame, if not
|
||
|
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|
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|
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64 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
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|
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|
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character of less force and solidity than her own. The women who
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||
were now standing about the prison-door stood within less than
|
||
half a century of the period when the man-like Elizabeth had been
|
||
the not altogether unsuitable representative of the sex. They
|
||
were her countrywomen: and the beef and ale of their native land,
|
||
with a moral diet not a whit more refined, entered largely into
|
||
their composition. The bright morning sun, therefore, shone on
|
||
broad shoulders and well-developed busts, and on round and ruddy
|
||
cheeks, that had ripened in the far-off island, and had hardly
|
||
yet grown paler or thinner in the atmosphere of New England.
|
||
There was, moreover, a boldness and rotundity of speech among
|
||
these matrons, as most of them seemed to be, that would startle
|
||
us at the present day, whether in respect to its purport or its
|
||
volume of tone.
|
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|
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"Goodwives," said a hard-featured dame of fifty, "I'll tell ye a
|
||
piece of my mind. It would be greatly for the public behoof if
|
||
we women, being of mature age and church-members in good repute,
|
||
should have the handling of such malefactresses as this Hester
|
||
Prynne. What think ye, gossips? If the hussy stood up for
|
||
judgment before us five, that are now here in a knot together,
|
||
would she come off with such a sentence as the worshipful
|
||
magistrates have awarded? Marry, I trow not"
|
||
|
||
"People say," said another, "that the Reverend Master
|
||
Dimmesdale, her godly pastor, takes it very grievously to heart
|
||
that such a scandal should have come upon his congregation. "
|
||
|
||
"The magistrates are God-fearing gentlemen, but
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|
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THE MARKET-PLACE 65
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merciful overmuch -- that is a truth," added a third autumnal
|
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matron. "At the very least, they should have put the brand of a
|
||
hot iron on Hester Prynne's forehead. Madame Hester would have
|
||
winced at that, I warrant me. But she -- the naughty baggage --
|
||
little will she care what they put upon the bodice of her gown
|
||
Why, look you, she may cover it with a brooch, or such like.
|
||
heathenish adornment, and so walk the streets as brave as ever"
|
||
|
||
"Ah, but," interposed, more softly, a young wife, holding a
|
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child by the hand, "let her cover the mark as she will, the pang
|
||
of it will be always in her heart. "
|
||
|
||
"What do we talk of marks and brands, whether on the bodice of
|
||
her gown or the flesh of her forehead?" cried another female, the
|
||
ugliest as well as the most pitiless of these self-constituted
|
||
judges. "This woman has brought shame upon us all, and ought to
|
||
die; Is there not law for it? Truly there is, both in the
|
||
Scripture and the statute-book. Then let the magistrates, who
|
||
have made it of no effect, thank themselves if their own wives
|
||
and daughters go astray"
|
||
|
||
"Mercy on us, goodwife" exclaimed a man in the crowd, "is there
|
||
no virtue in woman, save what springs from a wholesome fear of
|
||
the gallows? That is the hardest word yet Hush now, gossips for
|
||
the lock is turning in the prison-door, and here comes Mistress
|
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Prynne herself. "
|
||
|
||
The door of the jail being flung open from within there
|
||
appeared, in the first place, like a black shadow emerging into
|
||
sunshine, the grim and gristly presence of the town-beadle, with
|
||
a sword by his side, and his
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|
||
|
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|
||
66 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
staff of office in his hand. This personage prefigured and
|
||
represented in his aspect the whole dismal severity of the
|
||
Puritanic code of law, which it was his business to administer in
|
||
its final and closest application to the offender. Stretching
|
||
forth the official staff in his left hand, he laid his right upon
|
||
the shoulder of a young woman, whom he thus drew forward, until,
|
||
on the threshold of the prison-door, she repelled him, by an
|
||
action marked with natural dignity and force of character, and
|
||
stepped into the open air as if by her own free will. She bore
|
||
in her arms a child, a baby of some three months old, who winked
|
||
and turned aside its little face from the too vivid light of day;
|
||
because its existence, heretofore, had brought it acquaintance
|
||
only with the grey twilight of a dungeon, or other darksome
|
||
apartment of the prison.
|
||
|
||
When the young woman -- the mother of this child -- stood fully
|
||
revealed before the crowd, it seemed to be her first impulse to
|
||
clasp the infant closely to her bosom; not so much by an impulse
|
||
of motherly affection, as that she might thereby conceal a
|
||
certain token, which was wrought or fastened into her dress. In
|
||
a moment, however, wisely judging that one token of her shame
|
||
would but poorly serve to hide another, she took the baby on her
|
||
arm, and with a burning blush, and yet a haughty smile, and a
|
||
glance that would not be abashed, looked around at her
|
||
townspeople and neighbours. On the breast of her gown, in fine
|
||
red cloth, surrounded with an elaborate embroidery and fantastic
|
||
flourishes of gold thread, appeared the letter A. It was so
|
||
artistically done, and with so much fertility and gorgeous
|
||
luxuriance
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE MARKET-PLACE 67
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
of fancy, that it had all the effect of a last and fitting
|
||
decoration to the apparel which she wore, and which was of a
|
||
splendour in accordance with the taste of the age, but greatly
|
||
beyond what was allowed by the sumptuary regulations of the
|
||
colony.
|
||
|
||
The young woman was tall, with a figure of perfect elegance on a
|
||
large scale. She had dark and abundant hair, so glossy that it
|
||
threw off the sunshine with a gleam; and a face which, besides
|
||
being beautiful from regularity of feature and richness of
|
||
complexion, had the impressiveness belonging to a marked brow and
|
||
deep black eyes. She was ladylike, too, after the manner of the
|
||
feminine gentility of those days; characterised by a certain
|
||
state and dignity, rather than by the delicate, evanescent, and
|
||
indescribable grace which is now recognised as its indication.
|
||
And never had Hester Prynne appeared more ladylike, in the
|
||
antique interpretation of the term, than as she issued from the
|
||
prison. Those who had before known her, and had expected to
|
||
behold her dimmed and obscured by a disastrous cloud, were
|
||
astonished, and even startled, to perceive how her beauty shone
|
||
out, and made a halo of the misfortune and ignominy in which she
|
||
was enveloped. It may be true that, to a sensitive observer,
|
||
there was some thing exquisitely painful in it. Her attire,
|
||
which indeed, she had wrought for the occasion in prison, and had
|
||
modelled much after her own fancy, seemed to express the attitude
|
||
of her spirit, the desperate recklessness of her mood, by its
|
||
wild and picturesque peculiarity. But the point which drew all
|
||
eyes, and, as it were, transfigured the wearer -- so that both
|
||
men and women who had been familiarly acquainted with
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
68 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Hester Prynne were now impressed as if they beheld her for the
|
||
first time -- was that SCARLET LETTER, so fantastically
|
||
embroidered and illuminated upon her bosom. It had the effect of
|
||
a spell, taking her out of the ordinary relations with humanity,
|
||
and enclosing her in a sphere by herself.
|
||
|
||
"She hath good skill at her needle, that's certain," remarked
|
||
one of her female spectators; "but did ever a woman, before this
|
||
brazen hussy, contrive such a way of showing it? Why, gossips,
|
||
what is it but to laugh in the faces of our godly magistrates,
|
||
and make a pride out of what they, worthy gentlemen, meant for a
|
||
punishment?"
|
||
|
||
"It were well," muttered the most iron-visaged of the old dames,
|
||
"if we stripped Madame Hester's rich gown off her dainty
|
||
shoulders; and as for the red letter which she hath stitched so
|
||
curiously, I'll bestow a rag of mine own rheumatic flannel to
|
||
make a fitter one!"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, peace, neighbours -- peace!" whispered their youngest
|
||
companion; "do not let her hear you! Not a stitch in that
|
||
embroidered letter but she has felt it in her heart. "
|
||
|
||
The grim beadle now made a gesture with his staff. "Make way,
|
||
good people -- make way, in the King's name!" cried he. "Open a
|
||
passage; and I promise ye, Mistress Prynne shall be set where
|
||
man, woman, and child may have a fair sight of her brave apparel
|
||
from this time till an hour past meridian. A blessing on the
|
||
righteous colony of the Massachusetts, where iniquity is dragged
|
||
out into the sunshine! Come along, Madame Hester, and show your
|
||
scarlet letter in the market-place!"
|
||
|
||
|
||
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THE MARKET-PLACE 69
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|
||
|
||
|
||
A lane was forthwith opened through the crowd of spectators.
|
||
Preceded by the beadle, and attended by an irregular procession
|
||
of stern-browed men and unkindly visaged women, Hester Prynne set
|
||
forth towards the place appointed for her punishment. A crowd
|
||
of eager and curious schoolboys, understanding little of the
|
||
matter in hand, except that it gave them a half-holiday, ran
|
||
before her progress, turning their heads continually to stare
|
||
into her face and at the winking baby in her arms, and at the
|
||
ignominious letter on her breast. It was no great distance, in
|
||
those days, from the prison door to the market-place. Measured
|
||
by the prisoner's experience, however, it might be reckoned a
|
||
journey of some length; for haughty as her demeanour was, she
|
||
perchance underwent an agony from every footstep of those that
|
||
thronged to see her, as if her heart had been flung into the
|
||
street for them all to spurn and trample upon. In our nature,
|
||
however, there is a provision, alike marvellous and merciful,
|
||
that the sufferer should never know the intensity of what he
|
||
endures by its present torture, but chiefly by the pang that
|
||
rankles after it. With almost a serene deportment, therefore,
|
||
Hester Prynne passed through this portion of her ordeal, and came
|
||
to a sort of scaffold, at the western extremity of the
|
||
market-place. It stood nearly beneath the eaves of Boston's
|
||
earliest church, and appeared to be a fixture there.
|
||
|
||
In fact, this scaffold constituted a portion of a penal machine,
|
||
which now, for two or three generations past, has been merely
|
||
historical and traditionary among us, but was held, in the old
|
||
time, to be as effectual an agent, in the promotion of good
|
||
citizen-
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|
||
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|
||
|
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|
||
ship, as ever was the guillotine among the terrorists of France.
|
||
It was, in short, the platform of the pillory; and above it rose
|
||
the framework of that instrument of discipline, so fashioned as
|
||
to confine the human head in its tight grasp, and thus hold it up
|
||
to the public gaze. The very ideal of ignominy was embodied and
|
||
made manifest in this contrivance of wood and iron. There can be
|
||
no outrage, methinks, against our common nature -- whatever be
|
||
the delinquencies of the individual -- no outrage more flagrant
|
||
than to forbid the culprit to hide his face for shame; as it was
|
||
the essence of this punishment to do. In Hester Prynne's
|
||
instance, however, as not unfrequently in other cases, her
|
||
sentence bore that she should stand a certain time upon the
|
||
platform, but without undergoing that gripe about the neck and
|
||
confinement of the head, the proneness to which was the most
|
||
devilish characteristic of this ugly engine. Knowing well her
|
||
part, she ascended a flight of wooden steps, and was thus
|
||
displayed to the surrounding multitude, at about the height of a
|
||
man's shoulders above the street.
|
||
|
||
Had there been a Papist among the crowd of Puritans, he might
|
||
have seen in this beautiful woman, so picturesque in her attire
|
||
and mien, and with the infant at her bosom, an object to remind
|
||
him of the image of Divine Maternity, which so many illustrious
|
||
painters have vied with one another to represent; something which
|
||
should remind him, indeed, but only by contrast, of that sacred
|
||
image of sinless motherhood, whose infant was to redeem the
|
||
world. Here, there was the taint of deepest sin in the most
|
||
sacred quality of human life, working such effect, that the world
|
||
was only the darker for this woman's beauty,
|
||
|
||
|
||
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THE MARKET-PLACE 7I
|
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|
||
|
||
|
||
and the more lost for the infant that she had borne.
|
||
|
||
The scene was not without a mixture of awe, such as must always
|
||
invest the spectacle of guilt and shame in a fellow-creature,
|
||
before society shall have grown corrupt enough to smile, instead
|
||
of shuddering at it. The witnesses of Hester Prynne's disgrace
|
||
had not yet passed beyond their simplicity. They were stern
|
||
enough to look upon her death, had that been the sentence,
|
||
without a murmur at its severity, but had none of the
|
||
heartlessness of another social state, which would find only a
|
||
theme for jest in an exhibition like the present. Even had there
|
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been a disposition to turn the matter into ridicule, it must have
|
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been repressed and overpowered by the solemn presence of men no
|
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less dignified than the governor, and several of his counsellors,
|
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a judge, a general, and the ministers of the town, all of whom
|
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sat or stood in a balcony of the meeting-house, looking down upon
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the platform. When such personages could constitute a part of
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the spectacle, without risking the majesty, or reverence of rank
|
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and office, it was safely to be inferred that the infliction of a
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legal sentence would have an earnest and effectual meaning.
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Accordingly, the crowd was sombre and grave. The unhappy culprit
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sustained herself as best a woman might, under the heavy weight
|
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of a thousand unrelenting eyes, all fastened upon her, and
|
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concentrated at her bosom. It was almost intolerable to be
|
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borne. Of an impulsive and passionate nature, she had fortified
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herself to encounter the stings and venomous stabs of public
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contumely, wreaking itself in every variety of insult; but there
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was a quality so much more terrible in the solemn
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mood of the popular mind, that she longed rather to behold all
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those rigid countenances contorted with scornful merriment, and
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herself the object. Had a roar of laughter burst from the
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multitude -- each man, each woman, each little shrill-voiced
|
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child, contributing their individual parts -- Hester Prynne might
|
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have repaid them all with a bitter and disdainful smile. But,
|
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under the leaden infliction which it was her doom to endure, she
|
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felt, at moments, as if she must needs shriek out with the full
|
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power of her lungs, and cast herself from the scaffold down upon
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the ground, or else go mad at once.
|
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|
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Yet there were intervals when the whole scene, in which she was
|
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the most conspicuous object, seemed to vanish from her eyes, or,
|
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at least, glimmered indistinctly before them, like a mass of
|
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imperfectly shaped and spectral images. Her mind, and especially
|
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her memory, was preternaturally active, and kept bringing up
|
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other scenes than this roughly hewn street of a little town, on
|
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the edge of the western wilderness: other faces than were louring
|
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upon her from beneath the brims of those steeple-crowned hats.
|
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Reminiscences, the most trifling and immaterial, passages of
|
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infancy and school-days, sports, childish quarrels, and the
|
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little domestic traits of her maiden years, came swarming back
|
||
upon her, intermingled with recollections of whatever was gravest
|
||
in her subsequent life; one picture precisely as vivid as
|
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another; as if all were of similar importance, or all alike a
|
||
play. Possibly, it was an instinctive device of her spirit to
|
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relieve itself by the exhibition of these phantasmagoric forms,
|
||
from the cruel weight and hardness of the reality.
|
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|
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Be that as it might, the scaffold of the pillory was
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|
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THE MARKET-PLACE 73
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|
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a point of view that revealed to Hester Prynne the entire track
|
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along which she had been treading, since her happy infancy.
|
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Standing on that miserable eminence, she saw again her native
|
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village, in Old England, and her paternal home: a decayed house
|
||
of grey stone, with a poverty-stricken aspect, but retaining a
|
||
half obliterated shield of arms over the portal, in token of
|
||
antique gentility. She saw her father's face, with its bold
|
||
brow, and reverend white beard that flowed over the old-fashioned
|
||
Elizabethan ruff; her mother's, too, with the look of heedful and
|
||
anxious love which it always wore in her remembrance, and which,
|
||
even since her death, had so often laid the impediment of a
|
||
gentle remonstrance in her daughter's pathway. She saw her own
|
||
face, glowing with girlish beauty, and illuminating all the
|
||
interior of the dusky mirror in which she had been wont to gaze
|
||
at it. There she beheld another countenance, of a man well
|
||
stricken in years, a pale, thin, scholar-like visage, with eyes
|
||
dim and bleared by the lamp-light that had served them to pore
|
||
over many ponderous books. Yet those same bleared optics had a
|
||
strange, penetrating power, when it was their owner's purpose to
|
||
read the human soul. This figure of tile study and the cloister,
|
||
as Hester Prynne's womanly fancy failed not to recall, was
|
||
slightly deformed, with the left shoulder a trifle higher than
|
||
the right. Next rose before her in memory's picture-gallery, the
|
||
intricate and narrow thoroughfares, the tall, grey houses, the
|
||
huge cathedrals, and the public edifices, ancient in date and
|
||
quaint in architecture, of a continental city; where new life had
|
||
awaited her, still in connexion with the mis-shapen scholar: a
|
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new life, but feeding itself on
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|
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|
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|
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74 THE SCARLET LETTER
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|
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|
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|
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time-worn materials, like a tuft of green moss on a crumbling
|
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wall. Lastly, in lieu of these shifting scenes, came back the
|
||
rude market-place of the Puritan, settlement, with all the
|
||
townspeople assembled, and levelling their stern regards at
|
||
Hester Prynne -- yes, at herself -- who stood on the scaffold of
|
||
the pillory, an infant on her arm, and the letter A, in scarlet,
|
||
fantastically embroidered with gold thread, upon her bosom
|
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|
||
Could it be true? She clutched the child so fiercely to her
|
||
breast that it sent forth a cry; she turned her eyes downward at
|
||
the scarlet letter, and even touched it with her finger, to
|
||
assure herself that the infant and the shame were real. Yes
|
||
these were her realities -- all else had vanished!
|
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|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
III.
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||
|
||
|
||
|
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THE RECOGNITION
|
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|
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|
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|
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FROM this intense consciousness of being the object of severe and
|
||
universal observation, the wearer of the scarlet letter was at
|
||
length relieved, by discerning, on the outskirts of the crowd, a
|
||
figure which irresistibly took possession of her thoughts. An
|
||
Indian in his native garb was standing there; but the red men
|
||
were not so infrequent visitors of the English settlements that
|
||
one of them would have attracted any notice from Hester Prynne at
|
||
such a time; much less would he have excluded all other objects
|
||
and ideas from her mind. By the Indian's side, and evidently
|
||
sustaining a companionship with him, stood a white man, clad in a
|
||
strange disarray of civilized and savage costume.
|
||
|
||
He was small in stature, with a furrowed visage, which as yet
|
||
could hardly be termed aged. There was a remarkable intelligence
|
||
in his features, as of a person who had so cultivated his mental
|
||
part that it could not fail to mould the physical to itself and
|
||
become manifest by unmistakable tokens. Although, by a seemingly
|
||
careless arrangement of his heterogeneous garb, he had
|
||
endeavoured to conceal or abate the peculiarity, it was
|
||
sufficiently evident to Hester Prynne that one of this man's
|
||
shoulders rose
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
76 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
higher than the other. Again, at the first instant of perceiving
|
||
that thin visage, and the slight deformity of the figure, she
|
||
pressed her infant to her bosom with so convulsive a force that
|
||
the poor babe uttered another cry of pain. But the mother did
|
||
not seem to hear it,
|
||
|
||
At his arrival in the market-place, and some time before she saw
|
||
him, the stranger had bent his eyes on Hester Prynne. It was
|
||
carelessly at first, like a man chiefly accustomed to look
|
||
inward, and to whom external matters are of little value and
|
||
import, unless they bear relation to something within his mind.
|
||
Very soon, however, his look became keen and penetrative. A
|
||
writhing horror twisted itself across his features, like a snake
|
||
gliding swiftly over them, and making one little pause, with all
|
||
its wreathed intervolutions in open sight. His face darkened
|
||
with some powerful emotion, which, nevertheless, he so
|
||
instantaneously controlled by an effort of his will, that, save
|
||
at a single moment, its expression might have passed for
|
||
calmness. After a brief space, the convulsion grew almost
|
||
imperceptible, and finally subsided into the depths of his
|
||
nature. When he found the eyes of Hester Prynne fastened on his
|
||
own, and saw that she appeared to recognize him, he slowly and
|
||
calmly raised his finger, made a gesture with it in the air, and
|
||
laid it on his lips.
|
||
|
||
Then touching the shoulder of a townsman who stood near to him,
|
||
he addressed him in a formal and courteous manner:
|
||
|
||
"I pray you, good Sir," said he, "who is this woman? -- and
|
||
wherefore is she here set up to public shame?"
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE RECOGNITION 77
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"You must needs be a stranger in this region, friend," answered
|
||
the townsman, looking curiously at the questioner and his savage
|
||
companion, "else you would surely have heard of Mistress Hester
|
||
Prynne and her evil doings. She hath raised a great scandal, I
|
||
promise you, in godly Master Dimmesdale's church. "
|
||
|
||
"You say truly," replied the other; "I am a stranger, and have
|
||
been a wanderer, sorely against my will. I have met with
|
||
grievous mishaps by sea and land, and have been long held in
|
||
bonds among the heathen-folk to the southward; and am now brought
|
||
hither by this Indian to be redeemed out of my captivity. Will
|
||
it please you, therefore, to tell me of Hester Prynne's -- have I
|
||
her name rightly? -- of this woman's offences, and what has
|
||
brought her to yonder scaffold?"
|
||
|
||
"Truly, friend; and methinks it must gladden your heart, after
|
||
your troubles and sojourn in the wilderness," said the townsman,
|
||
"to find yourself at length in a land where iniquity is searched
|
||
out and punished in the sight of rulers and people, as here in
|
||
our godly New England. Yonder woman, Sir, you must know, was the
|
||
wife of a certain learned man, English by birth, but who had long
|
||
ago dwelt in Amsterdam, whence some good time agone he was minded
|
||
to cross over and cast in his lot with us of the Massachusetts.
|
||
To this purpose he sent his wife before him, remaining himself to
|
||
look after some necessary affairs. Marry, good Sir, in some two
|
||
years, or less, that the woman has been a dweller here in Boston,
|
||
no tidings have come of this learned gentleman, Master Prynne;
|
||
and his young wife, look you, being left to her own misguidance
|
||
-- "
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
78 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"Ah! -- aha! -- I conceive you," said the stranger with a
|
||
bitter smile. "So learned a man as you speak of should have
|
||
learned this too in his books. And who, by your favour, Sir, may
|
||
be the father of yonder babe -- it is some three or four months
|
||
old, I should judge -- which Mistress Prynne is holding in her
|
||
arms?"
|
||
|
||
"Of a truth, friend, that matter remaineth a riddle; and the
|
||
Daniel who shall expound it is yet a-wanting," answered the
|
||
townsman. "Madame Hester absolutely refuseth to speak, and the
|
||
magistrates have laid their heads together in vain. Peradventure
|
||
the guilty one stands looking on at this sad spectacle, unknown
|
||
of man, and forgetting that God sees him. "
|
||
|
||
"The learned man," observed the stranger with another smile,
|
||
"should come himself to look into the mystery. "
|
||
|
||
"It behoves him well if he be still in life," responded the
|
||
townsman. "Now, good Sir, our Massachusetts magistracy,
|
||
bethinking themselves that this woman is youthful and fair, and
|
||
doubtless was strongly tempted to her fall, and that, moreover,
|
||
as is most likely, her husband may be at the bottom of the sea,
|
||
they have not been bold to put in force the extremity of our
|
||
righteous law against her. The penalty thereof is death. But in
|
||
their great mercy and tenderness of heart they have doomed
|
||
Mistress Prynne to stand only a space of three hours on the
|
||
platform of the pillory, and then and thereafter, for the
|
||
remainder of her natural life to wear a mark of shame upon her
|
||
bosom. "
|
||
|
||
"A wise sentence," remarked the stranger, gravely.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE RECOGNITION 79
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
bowing his head. "Thus she will be a living sermon against sin,
|
||
until the ignominious letter be engraved upon her tombstone. It
|
||
irks me, nevertheless, that the partner of her iniquity should
|
||
not at least, stand on the scaffold by her side. But he will be
|
||
known -- he will be known! -- he will be known!"
|
||
|
||
He bowed courteously to the communicative townsman, and
|
||
whispering a few words to his Indian attendant, they both made
|
||
their way through the crowd.
|
||
|
||
While this passed, Hester Prynne had been standing on her
|
||
pedestal, still with a fixed gaze towards the stranger -- so
|
||
fixed a gaze that, at moments of intense absorption, all other
|
||
objects in the visible world seemed to vanish, leaving only him
|
||
and her. Such an interview, perhaps, would have been more
|
||
terrible than even to meet him as she now did, with the hot
|
||
mid-day sun burning down upon her face, and lighting up its
|
||
shame; with the scarlet token of infamy on her breast; with the
|
||
sin-born infant in her arms; with a whole people, drawn forth as
|
||
to a festival, staring at the features that should have been seen
|
||
only in the quiet gleam of the fireside, in the happy shadow of a
|
||
home, or beneath a matronly veil at church. Dreadful as it was,
|
||
she was conscious of a shelter in the presence of these thousand
|
||
witnesses. It was better to stand thus, with so many betwixt him
|
||
and her, than to greet him face to face -- they two alone. She
|
||
fled for refuge, as it were, to the public exposure, and dreaded
|
||
the moment when its protection should be withdrawn from her.
|
||
Involved in these thoughts, she scarcely heard a voice behind her
|
||
until it had repeated her name more than once, in
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
80 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
a loud and solemn tone, audible to the whole multitude.
|
||
|
||
"Hearken unto me, Hester Prynne!" said the voice.
|
||
|
||
It has already been noticed that directly over the platform on
|
||
which Hester Prynne stood was a kind of balcony, or open gallery,
|
||
appended to the meeting-house. It was the place whence
|
||
proclamations were wont to be made, amidst an assemblage of the
|
||
magistracy, with all the ceremonial that attended such public
|
||
observances in those days. Here, to witness the scene which we
|
||
are describing, sat Governor Bellingham himself with four
|
||
sergeants about his chair, bearing halberds, as a guard of
|
||
honour. He wore a dark feather in his hat, a border of
|
||
embroidery on his cloak, and a black velvet tunic beneath -- a
|
||
gentleman advanced in years, with a hard experience written in
|
||
his wrinkles. He was not ill-fitted to be the head and
|
||
representative of a community which owed its origin and progress,
|
||
and its present state of development, not to the impulses of
|
||
youth, but to the stern and tempered energies of manhood and the
|
||
sombre sagacity of age; accomplishing so much, precisely because
|
||
it imagined and hoped so little. The other eminent characters by
|
||
whom the chief ruler was surrounded were distinguished by a
|
||
dignity of mien, belonging to a period when the forms of
|
||
authority were felt to possess the sacredness of Divine
|
||
institutions. They were, doubtless, good men, just and sage.
|
||
But, out of the whole human family, it would not have been easy
|
||
to select the same number of wise and virtuous persons, who
|
||
should he less capable of sitting in judgment on an erring
|
||
woman's heart, and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE RECOGNITION 81
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
disentangling its mesh of good and evil, than the sages of rigid
|
||
aspect towards whom Hester Prynne now turned her face. She
|
||
seemed conscious, indeed, that whatever sympathy she might expect
|
||
lay in the larger and warmer heart of the multitude; for, as she
|
||
lifted her eyes towards the balcony, the unhappy woman grew pale,
|
||
and trembled.
|
||
|
||
The voice which had called her attention was that of the
|
||
reverend and famous John Wilson, the eldest clergyman of Boston,
|
||
a great scholar, like most of his contemporaries in the
|
||
profession, and withal a man of kind and genial spirit. This
|
||
last attribute, however, had been less carefully developed than
|
||
his intellectual gifts, and was, in truth, rather a matter of
|
||
shame than self-congratulation with him. There he stood, with a
|
||
border of grizzled locks beneath his skull-cap, while his grey
|
||
eyes, accustomed to the shaded light of his study, were winking,
|
||
like those of Hester's infant, in the unadulterated sunshine. He
|
||
looked like the darkly engraved portraits which we see prefixed
|
||
to old volumes of sermons, and had no more right than one of
|
||
those portraits would have to step forth, as he now did, and
|
||
meddle with a question of human guilt, passion, and anguish
|
||
|
||
"Hester Prynne," said the clergyman, "I have striven with my
|
||
young brother here, under whose preaching of the Word you have
|
||
been privileged to sit" -- here Mr. Wilson laid his hand on the
|
||
shoulder of a pale young man beside him -- "I have sought, I say,
|
||
to persuade this godly youth, that he should deal with you, here
|
||
in the face of Heaven, and before these wise and upright rulers,
|
||
and in hearing of all the people, as touching the vileness and
|
||
blackness of
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
82 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
your sin. Knowing your natural temper better than l, he could
|
||
the better judge what arguments to use, whether of tenderness or
|
||
terror, such as might prevail over your hardness and obstinacy,
|
||
insomuch that you should no longer hide the name of him who
|
||
tempted you to this grievous fall. But he opposes to me -- with
|
||
a young man's over-softness, albeit wise beyond his years -- that
|
||
it were wronging the very nature of woman to force her to lay
|
||
open her heart's secrets in such broad daylight, and in presence
|
||
of so great a multitude. Truly, as I sought to convince him, the
|
||
shame lay in the commission of the sin, and not in the showing of
|
||
it forth. What say you to it, once again, brother Dimmesdale?
|
||
Must it be thou, or I, that shall deal with this poor sinner's
|
||
soul?"
|
||
|
||
There was a murmur among the dignified and reverend occupants of
|
||
the balcony; and Governor Bellingham gave expression to its
|
||
purport, speaking in an authoritative voice, although tempered
|
||
with respect towards the youthful clergyman whom he addressed:
|
||
|
||
"Good Master Dimmesdale," said he, "the responsibility of this
|
||
woman's soul lies greatly with you. It behoves you; therefore,
|
||
to exhort her to repentance and to confession, as a proof and
|
||
consequence thereof. "
|
||
|
||
The directness of this appeal drew the eyes of the whole crowd
|
||
upon the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale -- young clergyman, who had
|
||
come from one of the great English universities, bringing all the
|
||
learning of the age into our wild forest land. His eloquence and
|
||
religious fervour had already given the earnest of high eminence
|
||
in his profession. He was a person of
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE RECOGNITION 83
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
very striking aspect, with a white, lofty, and impending brow;
|
||
large, brown, melancholy eyes, and a mouth which, unless when he
|
||
forcibly compressed it, was apt to be tremulous, expressing both
|
||
nervous sensibility and a vast power of self restraint.
|
||
Notwithstanding his high native gifts and scholar-like
|
||
attainments, there was an air about this young minister -- an
|
||
apprehensive, a startled, a half-frightened look -- as of a being
|
||
who felt himself quite astray, and at a loss in the pathway of
|
||
human existence, and could only be at ease in some seclusion of
|
||
his own. Therefore, so far as his duties would permit, he trod
|
||
in the shadowy by-paths, and thus kept himself simple and
|
||
childlike, coming forth, when occasion was, with a freshness, and
|
||
fragrance, and dewy purity of thought, which, as many people
|
||
said, affected them like tile speech of an angel.
|
||
|
||
Such was the young man whom the Reverend Mr. Wilson and the
|
||
Governor had introduced so openly to the public notice, bidding
|
||
him speak, in the hearing of all men, to that mystery of a
|
||
woman's soul, so sacred even in its pollution. The trying nature
|
||
of his position drove the blood from his cheek, and made his lips
|
||
tremulous.
|
||
|
||
"Speak to the woman, my brother," said Mr. Wilson. "It is of
|
||
moment to her soul, and, therefore, as the worshipful Governor
|
||
says, momentous to thine own, ill whose charge hers is. Exhort
|
||
her to confess the truth!"
|
||
|
||
The Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale bent his head, silent prayer, as it
|
||
seemed, and then came forward.
|
||
|
||
"Hester Prynne," said he, leaning over the balcony and looking
|
||
down steadfastly into her eyes, "thou
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
84 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
hearest what this good man says, and seest the accountability
|
||
under which I labour. If thou feelest it to be for thy soul's
|
||
peace, and that thy earthly punishment will thereby be made more
|
||
effectual to salvation, I charge thee to speak out the name of
|
||
thy fellow-sinner and fellow-sufferer! Be not silent from any
|
||
mistaken pity and tenderness for him; for, believe me, Hester,
|
||
though he were to step down from a high place, and stand there
|
||
beside thee, on thy pedestal of shame, yet better were it so than
|
||
to hide a guilty heart through life. What can thy silence do for
|
||
him, except it tempt him -- yea, compel him, as it were -- to add
|
||
hypocrisy to sin? Heaven hath granted thee an open ignominy,
|
||
that thereby thou mayest work out an open triumph over the evil
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||
within thee and the sorrow without. Take heed how thou deniest
|
||
to him -- who, perchance, hath not the courage to grasp it for
|
||
himself -- the bitter, but wholesome, cup that is now presented
|
||
to thy lips!"
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||
|
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The young pastor's voice was tremulously sweet, rich, deep, and
|
||
broken. The feeling that it so evidently manifested, rather
|
||
than the direct purport of the words, caused it to vibrate within
|
||
all hearts, and brought the listeners into one accord of
|
||
sympathy. Even the poor baby at Hester's bosom was affected by
|
||
the same influence, for it directed its hitherto vacant gaze
|
||
towards Mr. Dimmesdale, and held up its little arms with a
|
||
half-pleased, half-plaintive murmur. So powerful seemed the
|
||
minister's appeal that the people could not believe but that
|
||
Hester Prynne would speak out the guilty name, or else that the
|
||
guilty one himself in whatever high or lowly place he stood,
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would be drawn forth by an inward and
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THE RECOGNITION 85
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|
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inevitable necessity, and compelled to ascend the scaffold.
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|
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Hester shook her head.
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|
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"Woman, transgress not beyond the limits of Heaven's mercy!"
|
||
cried the Reverend Mr. Wilson, more harshly than before. "That
|
||
little babe hath been gifted with a voice, to second and confirm
|
||
the counsel which thou hast heard. Speak out the name! That,
|
||
and thy repentance, may avail to take the scarlet letter off thy
|
||
breast. "
|
||
|
||
"Never," replied Hester Prynne, looking, not at Mr. Wilson, but
|
||
into the deep and troubled eyes of the younger clergyman. "It is
|
||
too deeply branded. Ye cannot take it off. And would that I
|
||
might endure his agony as well as mine!"
|
||
|
||
"Speak, woman!" said another voice, coldly and sternly,
|
||
proceeding from the crowd about the scaffold, "Speak; and give
|
||
your child a father!"
|
||
|
||
"I will not speak!" answered Hester, turning pale as death, but
|
||
responding to this voice, which she too surely recognised. "And
|
||
my child must seek a heavenly father; she shall never know an
|
||
earthly one!"
|
||
|
||
"She will not speak!" murmured Mr. Dimmesdale, who, leaning over
|
||
the balcony, with his hand upon his heart, had awaited the
|
||
result of his appeal. He now drew back with a long respiration.
|
||
"Wondrous strength arid generosity of a woman's heart! She will
|
||
not speak!"
|
||
|
||
Discerning the impracticable state of the poor culprit's mind,
|
||
the elder clergyman, who had carefully prepared himself for the
|
||
occasion, addressed to the multitude a discourse on sin, in all
|
||
its branches, but
|
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|
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|
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|
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86 THE SCARLET LETTER
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|
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|
||
|
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with continual reference to the ignominious letter. So forcibly
|
||
did he dwell upon this symbol, for the hour or more during which
|
||
his periods were rolling over the people's heads, that it assumed
|
||
new terrors in their imagination, and seemed to derive its
|
||
scarlet hue from the flames of the infernal pit. Hester Prynne,
|
||
meanwhile, kept her place upon the pedestal of shame, with glazed
|
||
eyes, and an air of weary indifference. She had borne that
|
||
morning all that nature could endure; and as her temperament was
|
||
not of the order that escapes from too intense suffering by a
|
||
swoon, her spirit could only shelter itself beneath a stony crust
|
||
of insensibility, while the faculties of animal life remained
|
||
entire. In this state, the voice of the preacher thundered
|
||
remorselessly, but unavailingly, upon her ears. The infant,
|
||
during the latter portion of her ordeal, pierced the air with its
|
||
wailings and screams; she strove to hush it mechanically, but
|
||
seemed scarcely to sympathise with its trouble. With the same
|
||
hard demeanour, she was led back to prison, and vanished from the
|
||
public gaze within its iron-clamped portal. It was whispered by
|
||
those who peered after her that the scarlet letter threw a lurid
|
||
gleam along the dark passage-way of the interior.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
IV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE INTERVIEW
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
After her return to the prison, Hester Prynne was found to be in
|
||
a state of nervous excitement, that demanded constant
|
||
watchfulness, lest she should perpetrate violence on herself, or
|
||
do some half-frenzied mischief to the poor babe. As night
|
||
approached, it proving impossible to quell her insubordination by
|
||
rebuke or threats of punishment, Master Brackett, the jailer,
|
||
thought fit to introduce a physician. He described him as a man
|
||
of skill in all Christian modes of physical science, and likewise
|
||
familiar with whatever the savage people could teach in respect
|
||
to medicinal herbs and roots that grew in the forest. To say the
|
||
truth, there was much need of professional assistance, not merely
|
||
for Hester herself, but still more urgently for the child -- who,
|
||
drawing its sustenance from the maternal bosom, seemed to have
|
||
drank in with it all the turmoil, the anguish and despair, which
|
||
pervaded the mother's system. It now writhed in convulsions of
|
||
pain, and was a forcible type, in its little frame, of the moral
|
||
agony which Hester Prynne had borne throughout the day.
|
||
|
||
Closely following the jailer into the dismal apartment, appeared
|
||
that individual, of singular aspect
|
||
|
||
|
||
88 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
whose presence in the crowd had been of such deep interest to the
|
||
wearer of the scarlet letter. He was lodged in the prison, not
|
||
as suspected of any offence, but as the most convenient and
|
||
suitable mode of disposing of him, until the magistrates should
|
||
have conferred with the Indian sagamores respecting his ransom.
|
||
His name was announced as Roger Chillingworth. The jailer, after
|
||
ushering him into the room, remained a moment, marvelling at the
|
||
comparative quiet that followed his entrance; for Hester Prynne
|
||
had immediately become as still as death, although the child
|
||
continued to moan.
|
||
|
||
"Prithee, friend, leave me alone with my patient," said the
|
||
practitioner. "Trust me, good jailer, you shall briefly have
|
||
peace in your house; and, I promise you, Mistress Prynne shall
|
||
hereafter be more amenable to just authority than you may have
|
||
found her heretofore. "
|
||
|
||
"Nay, if your worship can accomplish that," answered Master
|
||
Brackett, "I shall own you for a man of skill, indeed! Verily,
|
||
the woman hath been like a possessed one; and there lacks little
|
||
that I should take in hand, to drive Satan out of her with
|
||
stripes. "
|
||
|
||
The stranger had entered the room with the characteristic
|
||
quietude of the profession to which he announced himself as
|
||
belonging. Nor did his demeanour change when the withdrawal of
|
||
the prison keeper left him face to face with the woman, whose
|
||
absorbed notice of him, in the crowd, had intimated so close a
|
||
relation between himself and her. His first care was given to
|
||
the child, whose cries, indeed, as she lay writhing on the
|
||
trundle-bed, made it of peremptory necessity to postpone all
|
||
other business
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE INTERVIEW 89
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
to the task of soothing her. He examined the infant carefully,
|
||
and then proceeded to unclasp a leathern case, which he took from
|
||
beneath his dress. It appeared to contain medical preparations,
|
||
one of which he mingled with a cup of water.
|
||
|
||
"My old studies in alchemy," observed he, "and my sojourn, for
|
||
above a year past, among a people well versed in the kindly
|
||
properties of simples, have made a better physician of me than
|
||
many that claim the medical degree. Here, woman! The child is
|
||
yours -- she is none of mine -- neither will she recognise my
|
||
voice or aspect as a father's. Administer this draught,
|
||
therefore, with thine own hand. "
|
||
Hester repelled the offered medicine, at the same time gazing
|
||
with strongly marked apprehension into his face.
|
||
|
||
"Wouldst thou avenge thyself on the innocent babe?" whispered
|
||
she.
|
||
|
||
"Foolish woman!" responded the physician, half coldly, half
|
||
soothingly. "What should ail me to harm this misbegotten and
|
||
miserable babe? The medicine is potent for good, and were it my
|
||
child -- yea, mine own, as well as thine! I could do no better
|
||
for it. "
|
||
|
||
As she still hesitated, being, in fact, in no reasonable state
|
||
of mind, he took the infant in his arms, and himself administered
|
||
the draught. It soon proved its efficacy, and redeemed the
|
||
leech's pledge. The moans of the little patient subsided; its
|
||
convulsive tossings gradually ceased; and in a few moments, as is
|
||
the custom of young children after relief from pain, it sank into
|
||
a profound and dewy slumber. The physician, as he had a fair
|
||
right to be termed,
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
90 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
next bestowed his attention on the mother. With calm and intent
|
||
scrutiny, he felt her pulse, looked into her eyes -- a gaze that
|
||
made her heart shrink and shudder, because so familiar, and yet
|
||
so strange and cold -- and, finally, satisfied with his
|
||
investigation, proceeded to mingle another draught
|
||
|
||
"I know not Lethe nor Nepenthe," remarked he; "but I have
|
||
learned many new secrets in the wilderness, and here is one of
|
||
them -- a recipe that an Indian taught me, in requital of some
|
||
lessons of my own, that were as old as Paracelsus. Drink it! It
|
||
may be less soothing than a sinless conscience. That I cannot
|
||
give thee. But it will calm the swell and heaving of thy
|
||
passion, like oil thrown on the waves of a tempestuous sea. "
|
||
|
||
He presented the cup to Hester, who received it with a slow,
|
||
earnest look into his face; not precisely a look of fear, yet
|
||
full of doubt and questioning as to what his purposes might be.
|
||
She looked also at her slumbering child.
|
||
|
||
"I have thought of death," said she -- " have wished for it --
|
||
would even have prayed for it, were it fit that such as I should
|
||
pray for anything. Yet, if death be in this cup, I bid thee
|
||
think again, ere thou beholdest me quaff it. See! it is even
|
||
now at my lips. "
|
||
|
||
"Drink, then," replied he, still with the same cold composure.
|
||
"Dost thou know me so little, Hester Prynne? Are my purposes
|
||
wont to be so shallow? Even if I imagine a scheme of vengeance,
|
||
what could I do better for my object than to let thee live --
|
||
than to give thee medicines against all harm and peril of life --
|
||
so that this burning shame may still blaze upon thy bosom?" As
|
||
he spoke, he laid his long fore-
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE INTERVIEW 91
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
finger on the scarlet letter, which forthwith seemed to scorch
|
||
into Hester's breast, as if it had been red hot. He noticed her
|
||
involuntary gesture, and smiled "Live, therefore, and bear about
|
||
thy doom with thee, in the eyes of men and women -- in the eyes
|
||
of him whom thou didst call thy husband -- in the eyes of yonder
|
||
child! And, that thou mayest live, take off this draught. "
|
||
|
||
Without further expostulation or delay, Hester Prynne drained
|
||
the cup, and, at the motion of the man of skill, seated herself
|
||
on the bed, where the child was sleeping; while he drew the only
|
||
chair which the room afforded, and took his own seat beside her.
|
||
She could not but tremble at these preparations; for she felt
|
||
that -- having now done all that humanity, or principle, or, if
|
||
so it were, a refined cruelty, impelled him to do for the relief
|
||
of physical suffering -- he was next to treat with her as the man
|
||
whom she had most deeply and irreparably injured.
|
||
|
||
"Hester," said he, "I ask not wherefore, nor how thou hast
|
||
fallen into the pit, or say, rather, thou hast ascended to the
|
||
pedestal of infamy on which I found thee. The reason is not far
|
||
to seek. It was my folly, and thy weakness. I -- a man of
|
||
thought -- the book-worm of great libraries -- a man already in
|
||
decay, having given my best years to feed the hungry dream of
|
||
knowledge -- what had I to do with youth and beauty like thine
|
||
own? Misshapen from my birth-hour, how could I delude myself
|
||
with the idea that intellectual gifts might veil physical
|
||
deformity in a young girl's fantasy? Men call me wise. If sages
|
||
were ever wise in their own behoof, I might
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
92 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
have foreseen all this. I might have known that, as I came out
|
||
of the vast and dismal forest, and entered this settlement of
|
||
Christian men, the very first object to meet my eyes would be
|
||
thyself, Hester Prynne, standing up, a statue of ignominy, before
|
||
the people. Nay, from the moment when we came down the old
|
||
church-steps together, a married pair, I might have beheld the
|
||
bale-fire of that scarlet letter blazing at the end of our path!"
|
||
|
||
"Thou knowest," said Hester -- for, depressed as she was, she
|
||
could not endure this last quiet stab at the token of her shame
|
||
-- "thou knowest that I was frank with thee. I felt no love, nor
|
||
feigned any. "
|
||
|
||
"True," replied he. "It was my folly! I have said it. But, up
|
||
to that epoch of my life, I had lived in vain. The world had
|
||
been so cheerless! My heart was a habitation large enough for
|
||
many guests, but lonely and chill, and without a household fire.
|
||
I longed to kindle one! It seemed not so wild a dream -- old as
|
||
I was, and sombre as I was, and misshapen as I was -- that the
|
||
simple bliss, which is scattered far and wide, for all mankind to
|
||
gather up, might yet be mine. And so, Hester, I drew thee into
|
||
my heart, into its innermost chamber, and sought to warm thee by
|
||
the warmth which thy presence made there!"
|
||
|
||
"I have greatly wronged thee," murmured Hester.
|
||
|
||
"We have wronged each other," answered he. "Mine was the first
|
||
wrong, when I betrayed thy budding youth into a false and
|
||
unnatural relation with my decay. Therefore, as a man who has
|
||
not thought and philosophised in vain, I seek no vengeance, plot
|
||
no evil against thee. Between thee and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE INTERVIEW 93
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
me, the scale hangs fairly balanced. But, Hester, the man lives
|
||
who has wronged us both! Who is he?"
|
||
|
||
"Ask me not?" replied Hester Prynne, looking firmly into his
|
||
face. "That thou shalt never know!"
|
||
|
||
"Never, sayest thou?" rejoined he, with a smile of dark and
|
||
self-relying intelligence. "Never know him! Believe me, Hester,
|
||
there are few things whether in the outward world, or, to a
|
||
certain depth, in the invisible sphere of thought -- few things
|
||
hidden from the man who devotes himself earnestly and
|
||
unreservedly to the solution of a mystery. Thou mayest cover up
|
||
thy secret from the prying multitude. Thou mayest conceal it,
|
||
too, from the ministers and magistrates, even as thou didst this
|
||
day, when they sought to wrench the name out of thy heart, and
|
||
give thee a partner on thy pedestal. But, as for me, I come to
|
||
the inquest with other senses than they possess. I shall seek
|
||
this man, as I have sought truth in books: as I have sought gold
|
||
in alchemy. There is a sympathy that will make me conscious of
|
||
him. I shall see him tremble. I shall feel myself shudder,
|
||
suddenly and unawares. Sooner or later, he must needs be mine. "
|
||
|
||
The eyes of the wrinkled scholar glowed so intensely upon her,
|
||
that Hester Prynne clasped her hand over her heart, dreading lest
|
||
he should read the secret there at once.
|
||
|
||
"Thou wilt not reveal his name? Not the less he is mine,"
|
||
resumed he, with a look of confidence, as if destiny were at one
|
||
with him. "He bears no letter of infamy wrought into his
|
||
garment, as thou dost, but I shall read it on his heart . Yet
|
||
fear not for him! Think not that I shall interfere with Heaven's
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
94 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
own method of retribution, or, to my own loss, betray him to the
|
||
gripe of human law. Neither do thou imagine that I shall
|
||
contrive aught against his life; no, nor against his fame, if as
|
||
I judge, he be a man of fair repute. Let him live! Let him hide
|
||
himself in outward honour, if he may! Not the less he shall be
|
||
mine!"
|
||
|
||
"Thy acts are like mercy," said Hester, bewildered and appalled;
|
||
"but thy words interpret thee as a terror!"
|
||
|
||
"One thing, thou that wast my wife, l would enjoin upon thee,"
|
||
continued the scholar. "Thou hast kept the secret of thy
|
||
paramour. Keep, likewise, mine! There are none in this land
|
||
that know me. Breathe not to any human soul that thou didst ever
|
||
call me husband! Here, on this wild outskirt of the earth, I
|
||
shall pitch my tent; for, elsewhere a wanderer, and isolated
|
||
from human interests, I find here a woman, a man, a child,
|
||
amongst whom and myself there exist the closest ligaments. No
|
||
matter whether of love or hate: no matter whether of right or
|
||
wrong! Thou and thine, Hester Prynne, belong to me. My home is
|
||
where thou art and where he is. But betray me not!"
|
||
|
||
"Wherefore dost thou desire it?" inquired Hester, shrinking, she
|
||
hardly knew why, from this secret bond. "Why not announce
|
||
thyself openly, and cast me off at once?"
|
||
|
||
"It may be," he replied, "because I will not encounter the
|
||
dishonour that besmirches the husband of a faithless woman. It
|
||
may be for other reasons. Enough, it is my purpose to live and
|
||
die unknown. Let, therefore, thy husband be to the world as one
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE INTERVIEW 95
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
already dead, and of whom no tidings shall ever come. Recognise
|
||
me not, by word, by sign, by look! Breathe not the secret, above
|
||
all, to the man thou wottest of. Shouldst thou fail me in this,
|
||
beware! His fame, his position, his life will be in my hands.
|
||
Beware!"
|
||
|
||
"I will keep thy secret, as I have his," said Hester.
|
||
|
||
"Swear it!" rejoined he.
|
||
And she took the oath.
|
||
|
||
"And now, Mistress Prynne," said old Roger Chillingworth, as he
|
||
was hereafter to be named, "I leave thee alone: alone with thy
|
||
infant and the scarlet letter! How is it, Hester? Doth thy
|
||
sentence bind thee to wear the token in thy sleep? Art thou not
|
||
afraid of nightmares and hideous dreams?"
|
||
|
||
"Why dost thou smile so at me?" inquired Hester, troubled at the
|
||
expression of his eyes. "Art thou like the Black Man that
|
||
haunts the forest round about us? Hast thou enticed me into a
|
||
bond that will prove the ruin of my soul?"
|
||
|
||
"Not thy soul," he answered, with another smile. No, not
|
||
thine!"
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
V.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AT HER NEEDLE
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Hester Prynne's term of confinement was now at an end. Her
|
||
prison-door was thrown open, and she came forth into the
|
||
sunshine, which, falling on all alike, seemed, to her sick and
|
||
morbid heart, as if meant for no other purpose than to reveal the
|
||
scarlet letter on her breast. Perhaps there was a more real
|
||
torture in her first unattended footsteps from the threshold of
|
||
the prison than even in the procession and spectacle that have
|
||
been described, where she was made the common infamy, at which
|
||
all mankind was summoned to point its finger. Then, she was
|
||
supported by an unnatural tension of the nerves, and by all the
|
||
combative energy of her character, which enabled her to convert
|
||
the scene into a kind of lurid triumph. It was, moreover, a
|
||
separate and insulated event, to occur but once in her lifetime,
|
||
and to meet which, therefore, reckless of economy, she might call
|
||
up the vital strength that would have sufficed for many quiet
|
||
years. The very law that condemned her -- a giant of stem
|
||
featured but with vigour to support, as well as to annihilate, in
|
||
his iron arm -- had held her up through the terrible ordeal of
|
||
her ignominy. But now, with this unattended walk from her prison
|
||
door, began the daily
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AT HER NEEDLE 97
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
custom; and she must either sustain and carry it forward by the
|
||
ordinary resources of her nature, or sink beneath it. She could
|
||
no longer borrow from the future to help her through the present
|
||
grief. Tomorrow would bring its own trial with it; so would the
|
||
next day, and so would the next: each its own trial, and yet the
|
||
very same that was now so unutterably grievous to be borne. The
|
||
days of the far-off future would toil onward, still with the same
|
||
burden for her to take up, and bear along with her, but never to
|
||
fling down; for the accumulating days and added years would pile
|
||
up their misery upon the heap of shame. Throughout them all,
|
||
giving up her individuality, she would become the general symbol
|
||
at which the preacher and moralist might point, and in which they
|
||
might vivify and embody their images of woman's frailty and
|
||
sinful passion. Thus the young and pure would be taught to look
|
||
at her, with the scarlet letter flaming on her breast -- at her,
|
||
the child of honourable parents -- at her, the mother of a babe
|
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that would hereafter be a woman -- at her, who had once been
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innocent -- as the figure, the body, the reality of sin. And
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over her grave, the infamy that she must carry thither would be
|
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her only monument.
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It may seem marvellous that, with the world before her -- kept
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by no restrictive clause of her condemnation within the limits of
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the Puritan settlement, so remote and so obscure -- free to
|
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return to her birth-place, or to any other European land, and
|
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there hide her character and identity under a new exterior, as
|
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completely as if emerging into another state of being -- and
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having also the passes of the dark, inscrutable forest open to
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her, where the
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98 THE SCARLET LETTER
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wildness of her nature might assimilate itself with a people
|
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whose customs and life were alien from the law that had condemned
|
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her -- it may seem marvellous that this woman should still call
|
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that place her home, where, and where only, she must needs be the
|
||
type of shame. But there is a fatality, a feeling so
|
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irresistible and inevitable that it has the force of doom, which
|
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almost invariably compels human beings to linger around and
|
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haunt, ghost-like, the spot where some great and marked event has
|
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given the colour to their lifetime; and, still the more
|
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irresistibly, the darker the tinge that saddens it. Her sin, her
|
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ignominy, were the roots which she had struck into the soil. It
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was as if a new birth, with stronger assimilations than the
|
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first, had converted the forest-land, still so uncongenial to
|
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every other pilgrim and wanderer, into Hester Prynne's wild and
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dreary, but life-long home. All other scenes of earth -- even
|
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that village of rural England, where happy infancy and stainless
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maidenhood seemed yet to be in her mother's keeping, like
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garments put off long ago -- were foreign to her, in comparison.
|
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The chain that bound her here was of iron links, and galling to
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her inmost soul, but could never be broken.
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It might be, too -- doubtless it was so, although she hid the
|
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secret from herself, and grew pale whenever it struggled out of
|
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her heart, like a serpent from its hole -- it might be that
|
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another feeling kept her within the scene and pathway that had
|
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been so fatal. There dwelt, there trode, the feet of one with
|
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whom she deemed herself connected in a union that, unrecognised
|
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on earth, would bring them together before the bar of final
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judgment, and make that their
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HESTER AT HER NEEDLE 99
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marriage-altar, for a joint futurity of endless retribution.
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Over and over again, the tempter of souls had thrust this idea
|
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upon Hester's contemplation, and laughed at the passionate and
|
||
desperate joy with which she seized, and then strove to cast it
|
||
from her. She barely looked the idea in the face, and hastened
|
||
to bar it in its dungeon. What she compelled herself to believe
|
||
-- what, finally, she reasoned upon as her motive for continuing
|
||
a resident of New England -- was half a truth, and half a
|
||
self-delusion. Here, she said to herself had been the scene of
|
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her guilt, and here should be the scene of her earthly
|
||
punishment; and so, perchance, the torture of her daily shame
|
||
would at length purge her soul, and work out another purity than
|
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that which she had lost: more saint-like, because the result of
|
||
martyrdom.
|
||
|
||
Hester Prynne, therefore, did not flee. On the outskirts of the
|
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town, within the verge of the peninsula, but not in close
|
||
vicinity to any other habitation, there was a small thatched
|
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cottage. It had been built by an earlier settler, and abandoned,
|
||
because the soil about it was too sterile for cultivation, while
|
||
its comparative remoteness put it out of the sphere of that
|
||
social activity which already marked the habits of the emigrants.
|
||
It stood on the shore, looking across a basin of the sea at the
|
||
forest-covered hills, towards the west. A clump of scrubby
|
||
trees, such as alone grew on the peninsula, did not so much
|
||
conceal the cottage from view, as seem to denote that here was
|
||
some object which would fain have been, or at least ought to be,
|
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concealed. In this little lonesome dwelling, with some slender
|
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means that she possessed, and by the licence of the
|
||
|
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|
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100 THE SCARLET LETTER
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|
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|
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|
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magistrates, who still kept an inquisitorial watch over her,
|
||
Hester established herself, with her infant child. A mystic
|
||
shadow of suspicion immediately attached itself to the spot.
|
||
Children, too young to comprehend wherefore this woman should be
|
||
shut out from the sphere of human charities, would creep nigh
|
||
enough to behold her plying her needle at the cottage-window, or
|
||
standing in the doorway, or labouring in her little garden, or
|
||
coming forth along the pathway that led townward, and, discerning
|
||
the scarlet letter on her breast, would scamper off with a
|
||
strange contagious fear.
|
||
|
||
Lonely as was Hester's situation, and without a friend on earth
|
||
who dared to show himself, she, however, incurred no risk of
|
||
want. She possessed an art that sufficed, even in a land that
|
||
afforded comparatively little scope for its exercise, to supply
|
||
food for her thriving infant and herself. It was the art, then,
|
||
as now, almost the only one within a woman's grasp -- of
|
||
needle-work. She bore on her breast, in the curiously
|
||
embroidered letter, a specimen of her delicate and imaginative
|
||
skill, of which the dames of a court might gladly have availed
|
||
themselves, to add the richer and more spiritual adornment of
|
||
human ingenuity to their fabrics of silk and gold. Here, indeed,
|
||
in the sable simplicity that generally characterised the
|
||
Puritanic modes of dress, there might be an infrequent call for
|
||
the finer productions of her handiwork. Yet the taste of the
|
||
age, demanding whatever was elaborate in compositions of this
|
||
kind, did not fail to extend its influence over our stern
|
||
progenitors, who had cast behind them so many fashions which it
|
||
might seem harder to dispense with.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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HESTER AT HER NEEDLE 101
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Public ceremonies, such as ordinations, the installation of
|
||
magistrates, and all that could give majesty to the forms in
|
||
which a new government manifested itself to the people, were, as
|
||
a matter of policy, marked by a stately and well-conducted
|
||
ceremonial, and a sombre, but yet a studied magnificence. Deep
|
||
ruffs, painfully wrought bands, and gorgeously embroidered
|
||
gloves, were all deemed necessary to the official state of men
|
||
assuming the reins of power, and were readily allowed to
|
||
individuals dignified by rank or wealth, even while sumptuary
|
||
laws forbade these and similar extravagances to the plebeian
|
||
order. In the array of funerals, too -- whether for the apparel
|
||
of the dead body, or to typify, by manifold emblematic devices of
|
||
sable cloth and snowy lawn, the sorrow of the survivors -- there
|
||
was a frequent and characteristic demand for such labour as
|
||
Hester Prynne could supply. Baby-linen -- for babies then wore
|
||
robes of state -- afforded still another possibility of toil and
|
||
emolument.
|
||
|
||
By degrees, not very slowly, her handiwork became what would now
|
||
be termed the fashion. Whether from commiseration for a woman of
|
||
so miserable a destiny; or from the morbid curiosity that gives a
|
||
fictitious value even to common or worthless things; or by
|
||
whatever other intangible circumstance was then, as now,
|
||
sufficient to bestow, on some persons, what others might seek in
|
||
vain; or because Hester really filled a gap which must otherwise
|
||
have remained vacant; it is certain that she had ready and fairly
|
||
equited employment for as many hours as she saw fit to occupy
|
||
with her needle. Vanity, it may be, chose to mortify itself, by
|
||
putting
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
102 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
on, for ceremonials of pomp and state, the garments that had been
|
||
wrought by her sinful hands. Her needle-work was seen on the
|
||
ruff of the Governor; military men wore it on their scarfs, and
|
||
the minister on his band; it decked the baby's little cap; it was
|
||
shut up, to be mildewed and moulder away, in the coffins of the
|
||
dead. But it is not recorded that, in a single instance, her
|
||
skill was called in to embroider the white veil which was to
|
||
cover the pure blushes of a bride. The exception indicated the
|
||
ever relentless vigour with which society frowned upon her sin.
|
||
|
||
Hester sought not to acquire anything beyond a subsistence, of
|
||
the plainest and most ascetic description, for herself, and a
|
||
simple abundance for her child. Her own dress was of the
|
||
coarsest materials and the most sombre hue, with only that one
|
||
ornament -- the scarlet letter -- which it was her doom to wear.
|
||
The child's attire, on the other hand, was distinguished by a
|
||
fanciful, or, we may rather say, a fantastic ingenuity, which
|
||
served, indeed, to heighten the airy charm that early began to
|
||
develop itself in the little girl, but which appeared to have
|
||
also a deeper meaning. We may speak further of it hereafter.
|
||
Except for that small expenditure in the decoration of her
|
||
infant, Hester bestowed all her superfluous means in charity, on
|
||
wretches less miserable than herself, and who not unfrequently
|
||
insulted the hand that fed them. Much of the time, which she
|
||
might readily have applied to the better efforts of her art, she
|
||
employed in making coarse garments for the poor. It is probable
|
||
that there was an idea of penance in this mode of occupation, and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AT HER NEEDLE 103
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
that she offered up a real sacrifice of enjoyment in devoting so
|
||
many hours to such rude handiwork. She had in her nature a rich,
|
||
voluptuous, Oriental characteristic -- a taste for the gorgeously
|
||
beautiful, which, save in the exquisite productions of her
|
||
needle, found nothing else, in all the possibilities of her life,
|
||
to exercise itself upon. Women derive a pleasure,
|
||
incomprehensible to the other sex, from the delicate toil of the
|
||
needle. To Hester Prynne it might have been a mode of
|
||
expressing, and therefore soothing, the passion of her life.
|
||
Like all other joys, she rejected it as sin. This morbid
|
||
meddling of conscience with an immaterial matter betokened, it is
|
||
to be feared, no genuine and steadfast penitence, but something
|
||
doubtful, something that might be deeply wrong beneath.
|
||
|
||
In this matter, Hester Prynne came to have a part to perform in
|
||
the world. With her native energy of character and rare
|
||
capacity, it could not entirely cast her off, although it had set
|
||
a mark upon her, more intolerable to a woman's heart than that
|
||
which branded the brow of Cain. In all her intercourse with
|
||
society, however, there was nothing that made her feel as if she
|
||
belonged to it. Every gesture, every word, and even the silence
|
||
of those with whom she came in contact, implied, and often
|
||
expressed, that she was banished, and as much alone as if she
|
||
inhabited another sphere, or communicated with the common nature
|
||
by other organs and senses than the rest of human kind. She
|
||
stood apart from moral interests, yet close beside them, like a
|
||
ghost that revisits the familiar fireside, and can no longer make
|
||
itself seen or felt; no more smile with the
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
104 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
household joy, nor mourn with the kindred sorrow; or, should it
|
||
succeed in manifesting its forbidden sympathy, awakening only
|
||
terror and horrible repugnance. These emotions, in fact, and its
|
||
bitterest scorn besides, seemed to be the sole portion that she
|
||
retained in the universal heart. It was not an age of delicacy;
|
||
and her position, although she understood it well, and was in
|
||
little danger of forgetting it, was often brought before her
|
||
vivid self-perception, like a new anguish, by the rudest touch
|
||
upon the tenderest spot. The poor, as we have already said, whom
|
||
she sought out to be the objects of her bounty, often reviled the
|
||
hand that was stretched forth to succour them. Dames of elevated
|
||
rank, likewise, whose doors she entered in the way of her
|
||
occupation, were accustomed to distil drops of bitterness into
|
||
her heart; sometimes through that alchemy of quiet malice, by
|
||
which women can concoct a subtle poison from ordinary trifles;
|
||
and sometimes, also, by a coarser expression, that fell upon the
|
||
sufferer's defenceless breast like a rough blow upon an ulcerated
|
||
wound. Hester had schooled herself long and well; and she never
|
||
responded to these attacks, save by a flush of crimson that rose
|
||
irrepressibly over her pale cheek, and again subsided into the
|
||
depths of her bosom. She was patient -- a martyr, indeed but she
|
||
forebore to pray for enemies, lest, in spite of her forgiving
|
||
aspirations, the words of the blessing should stubbornly twist
|
||
themselves into a curse.
|
||
|
||
Continually, and in a thousand other ways, did she feel the
|
||
innumerable throbs of anguish that had been so cunningly
|
||
contrived for her by the undying,
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AT HER NEEDLE 105
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
the ever-active sentence of the Puritan tribunal. Clergymen
|
||
paused in the streets, to address words of exhortation, that
|
||
brought a crowd, with its mingled grin and frown, around the
|
||
poor, sinful woman. If she entered a church, trusting to share
|
||
the Sabbath smile of the Universal Father, it was often her
|
||
mishap to find herself the text of the discourse. She grew to
|
||
have a dread of children; for they had imbibed from their parents
|
||
a vague idea of something horrible in this dreary woman gliding
|
||
silently through the town, with never any companion but one only
|
||
child. Therefore, first allowing her to pass, they pursued her
|
||
at a distance with shrill cries, and the utterances of a word
|
||
that had no distinct purport to their own minds, but was none the
|
||
less terrible to her, as proceeding from lips that babbled it
|
||
unconsciously. It seemed to argue so wide a diffusion of her
|
||
shame, that all nature knew of it; it could have caused her no
|
||
deeper pang had the leaves of the trees whispered the dark story
|
||
among themselves -- had the summer breeze murmured about it --
|
||
had the wintry blast shrieked it aloud! Another peculiar torture
|
||
was felt in the gaze of a new eye. When strangers looked
|
||
curiously at the scarlet letter and none ever failed to do so --
|
||
they branded it afresh in Hester's soul; so that, oftentimes, she
|
||
could scarcely refrain, yet always did refrain, from covering the
|
||
symbol with her hand. But then, again, an accustomed eye had
|
||
likewise its own anguish to inflict. Its cool stare of
|
||
familiarity was intolerable. From first to last, in short,
|
||
Hester Prynne had always this dreadful agony in feeling a human
|
||
eye upon the token; the spot never grew callous; it
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
106 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
seemed, on the contrary, to grow more sensitive with daily
|
||
torture.
|
||
|
||
But sometimes, once in many days, or perchance in many months,
|
||
she felt an eye -- a human eye -- upon the ignominious brand,
|
||
that seemed to give a momentary relief, as if half of her agony
|
||
were shared. The next instant, back it all rushed again, with
|
||
still a deeper throb of pain; for, in that brief interval, she
|
||
had sinned anew. (Had Hester sinned alone?)
|
||
|
||
Her imagination was somewhat affected, and, had she been of a
|
||
softer moral and intellectual fibre would have been still more
|
||
so, by the strange and solitary anguish of her life. Walking to
|
||
and fro, with those lonely footsteps, in the little world with
|
||
which she was outwardly connected, it now and then appeared to
|
||
Hester -- if altogether fancy, it was nevertheless too potent to
|
||
be resisted -- she felt or fancied, then, that the scarlet letter
|
||
had endowed her with a new sense. She shuddered to believe, yet
|
||
could not help believing, that it gave her a sympathetic
|
||
knowledge of the hidden sin in other hearts. She was terror-
|
||
stricken by the revelations that were thus made. What were they?
|
||
Could they be other than the insidious whispers of the bad
|
||
angel, who would fain have persuaded the struggling woman, as yet
|
||
only half his victim, that the outward guise of purity was but a
|
||
lie, and that, if truth were everywhere to be shown, a scarlet
|
||
letter would blaze forth on many a bosom besides Hester Prynne's?
|
||
Or, must she receive those intimations -- so obscure, yet so
|
||
distinct -- as truth? In all her miserable experience, there was
|
||
nothing else so awful and so loathsome as this sense. It
|
||
perplexed, as well as shocked her, by the irreverent
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AT HER NEEDLE 107
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
inopportuneness of the occasions that brought it into vivid
|
||
action. Sometimes the red infamy upon her breast would give a
|
||
sympathetic throb, as she passed near a venerable minister or
|
||
magistrate, the model of piety and justice, to whom that age of
|
||
antique reverence looked up, as to a mortal man in fellowship
|
||
with angels. "What evil thing is at hand?" would Hester say to
|
||
herself. Lifting her reluctant eyes, there would be nothing
|
||
human within the scope of view, save the form of this earthly
|
||
saint! Again a mystic sisterhood would contumaciously assert
|
||
itself, as she met the sanctified frown of some matron, who,
|
||
according to the rumour of all tongues, had kept cold snow within
|
||
her bosom throughout life. That unsunned snow in the matron's
|
||
bosom, and the burning shame on Hester Prynne's -- what had the
|
||
two in common? Or, once more, the electric thrill would give her
|
||
warning -- "Behold Hester, here is a companion!" and, looking
|
||
up, she would detect the eyes of a young maiden glancing at the
|
||
scarlet letter, shyly and aside, and quickly averted, with a
|
||
faint, chill crimson in her cheeks as if her purity were somewhat
|
||
sullied by that momentary glance. O Fiend, whose talisman was
|
||
that fatal symbol, wouldst thou leave nothing, whether in youth
|
||
or age, for this poor sinner to revere? -- such loss of faith is
|
||
ever one of the saddest results of sin. Be it accepted as a
|
||
proof that all was not corrupt in this poor victim of her own
|
||
frailty, and man's hard law, that Hester Prynne yet struggled to
|
||
believe that no fellow-mortal was guilty like herself.
|
||
|
||
The vulgar, who, in those dreary old times, were always
|
||
contributing a grotesque horror to what
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
108 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
interested their imaginations, had a story about the scarlet
|
||
letter which we might readily work up into a terrific legend.
|
||
They averred that the symbol was not mere scarlet cloth, tinged
|
||
in an earthly dye-pot, but was red-hot with infernal fire, and
|
||
could be seen glowing all alight whenever Hester Prynne walked
|
||
abroad in the night-time. And we must needs say it seared
|
||
Hester's bosom so deeply, that perhaps there was more truth in
|
||
the rumour than our modern incredulity may be inclined to admit.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
VI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
PEARL
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
We have as yet hardly spoken of the infant that little creature,
|
||
whose innocent life had sprung, by the inscrutable decree of
|
||
Providence, a lovely and immortal flower, out of the rank
|
||
luxuriance of a guilty passion. How strange it seemed to the sad
|
||
woman, as she watched the growth, and the beauty that became
|
||
every day more brilliant, and the intelligence that threw its
|
||
quivering sunshine over the tiny features of this child! Her
|
||
Pearl -- for so had Hester called her; not as a name expressive
|
||
of her aspect, which had nothing of the calm, white,
|
||
unimpassioned lustre that would be indicated by the comparison.
|
||
But she named the infant "Pearl," as being of great price --
|
||
purchased with all she had -- her mother's only treasure! How
|
||
strange, indeed! Man had marked this woman's sin by a scarlet
|
||
letter, which had such potent and disastrous efficacy that no
|
||
human sympathy could reach her, save it were sinful like herself.
|
||
God, as a direct consequence of the sin which man thus punished,
|
||
had given her a lovely child, whose place was on that same
|
||
dishonoured bosom, to connect her parent for ever with the race
|
||
and descent of mortals, and to be finally a blessed soul in
|
||
heaven! Yet these thoughts affected Hester
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
110 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Prynne less with hope than apprehension. She knew that her deed
|
||
had been evil; she could have no faith, therefore, that its
|
||
result would be good. Day after day she looked fearfully into
|
||
the child's expanding nature, ever dreading to detect some dark
|
||
and wild peculiarity that should correspond with the guiltiness
|
||
to which she owed her being.
|
||
|
||
Certainly there was no physical defect. By its perfect shape,
|
||
its vigour, and its natural dexterity in the use of all its
|
||
untried limbs, the infant was worthy to have been brought forth
|
||
in Eden: worthy to have been left there to be the plaything of
|
||
the angels after the world's first parents were driven out. The
|
||
child had a native grace which does not invariably co-exist with
|
||
faultless beauty; its attire, however simple, always impressed
|
||
the beholder as if it were the very garb that precisely became it
|
||
best. But little Pearl was not clad in rustic weeds. Her
|
||
mother, with a morbid purpose that may be better understood
|
||
hereafter, had bought the richest tissues that could be procured,
|
||
and allowed her imaginative faculty its full play in the
|
||
arrangement and decoration of the dresses which the child wore
|
||
before the public eye. So magnificent was the small figure when
|
||
thus arrayed, and such was the splendour of Pearl's own proper
|
||
beauty, shining through the gorgeous robes which might have
|
||
extinguished a paler loveliness, that there was an absolute
|
||
circle of radiance around her on the darksome cottage floor. And
|
||
yet a russet gown, torn and soiled with the child's rude play,
|
||
made a picture of her just as perfect. Pearl's aspect was imbued
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with a spell of infinite variety; in this one child there were
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many children, comprehending the full scope
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PEARL 111
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between the wild-flower prettiness of a peasant-baby, and the
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pomp, in little, of an infant princess. Throughout all, however,
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there was a trait of passion, a certain depth of hue, which she
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never lost; and if in any of her changes, she had grown fainter
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or paler, she would have ceased to be herself -- it would have
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been no longer Pearl!
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This outward mutability indicated, and did not more than fairly
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||
express, the various properties of her inner life. Her nature
|
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appeared to possess depth, too, as well as variety; but -- or
|
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else Hester's fears deceived her -- it lacked reference and
|
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adaptation to the world into which she was born. The child could
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not be made amenable to rules. In giving her existence a great
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law had been broken; and the result was a being whose elements
|
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were perhaps beautiful and brilliant, but all in disorder, or
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with an order peculiar to themselves, amidst which the point of
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variety and arrangement was difficult or impossible to be
|
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discovered. Hester could only account for the child's character
|
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-- and even then most vaguely and imperfectly -- by recalling
|
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what she herself had been during that momentous period while
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Pearl was imbibing her soul from the spiritual world, and her
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bodily frame from its material of earth. The mother's
|
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impassioned state had been the medium through which were
|
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transmitted to the unborn infant the rays of its moral life; and,
|
||
however white and clear originally, they had taken the deep
|
||
stains of crimson and gold, the fiery lustre, the black shadow,
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and the untempered light of the intervening substance. Above
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all, the warfare of Hester's spirit at that epoch was perpetuated
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in Pearl. She could
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112 THE SCARLET LETTER
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recognize her wild, desperate, defiant mood, the flightiness of
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her temper, and even some of the very cloud-shapes of gloom and
|
||
despondency that had brooded in her heart. They were now
|
||
illuminated by the morning radiance of a young child's
|
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disposition, but, later in the day of earthly existence, might be
|
||
prolific of the storm and whirlwind.
|
||
|
||
The discipline of the family in those days was of a far more
|
||
rigid kind than now. The frown, the harsh rebuke, the frequent
|
||
application of the rod, enjoined by Scriptural authority, were
|
||
used, not merely in the way of punishment for actual offences,
|
||
but as a wholesome regimen for the growth and promotion of all
|
||
childish virtues. Hester Prynne, nevertheless, the loving mother
|
||
of this one child, ran little risk of erring on the side of undue
|
||
severity. Mindful, however, of her own errors and misfortunes,
|
||
she early sought to impose a tender but strict control over the
|
||
infant immortality that was committed to her charge. But the
|
||
task was beyond her skill. after testing both smiles and frowns,
|
||
and proving that neither mode of treatment possessed any
|
||
calculable influence, Hester was ultimately compelled to stand
|
||
aside and permit the child to be swayed by her own impulses.
|
||
Physical compulsion or restraint was effectual, of course, while
|
||
it lasted. As to any other kind of discipline, whether addressed
|
||
to her mind or heart, little Pearl might or might not be within
|
||
its reach, in accordance with the caprice that ruled the moment.
|
||
Her mother, while Pearl was yet an infant, grew acquainted with a
|
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certain peculiar look, that warned her when it would be labour
|
||
thrown away to insist, persuade or plead.
|
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|
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|
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PEARL 113
|
||
|
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|
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It was a look so intelligent, yet inexplicable, perverse,
|
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sometimes so malicious, but generally accompanied by a wild flow
|
||
of spirits, that Hester could not help questioning at such
|
||
moments whether Pearl was a human child. She seemed rather an
|
||
airy sprite, which, after playing its fantastic sports for a
|
||
little while upon the cottage floor, would flit away with a
|
||
mocking smile. Whenever that look appeared in her wild, bright,
|
||
deeply black eyes, it invested her with a strange remoteness and
|
||
intangibility: it was as if she were hovering in the air, and
|
||
might vanish, like a glimmering light that comes we know not
|
||
whence and goes we know not whither. Beholding it, Hester was
|
||
constrained to rush towards the child -- to pursue the little elf
|
||
in the flight which she invariably began -- to snatch her to her
|
||
bosom with a close pressure and earnest kisses -- not so much
|
||
from overflowing love as to assure herself that Pearl was flesh
|
||
and blood, and not utterly delusive. But Pearl's laugh, when she
|
||
was caught, though full of merriment and music, made her mother
|
||
more doubtful than before.
|
||
|
||
Heart-smitten at this bewildering and baffling spell, that so
|
||
often came between herself and her sole treasure, whom she had
|
||
bought so dear, and who was all her world, Hester sometimes burst
|
||
into passionate tears. Then, perhaps -- for there was no
|
||
foreseeing how it might affect her -- Pearl would frown, and
|
||
clench her little fist, and harden her small features into a
|
||
stern, unsympathising look of discontent. Not seldom she would
|
||
laugh anew, and louder than before, like a thing incapable and
|
||
unintelligent of human sorrow. Or -- but this more
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
114 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
rarely happened -- she would be convulsed with rage of grief and
|
||
sob out her love for her mother in broken words, and seem intent
|
||
on proving that she had a heart by breaking it. Yet Hester was
|
||
hardly safe in confiding herself to that gusty tenderness: it
|
||
passed as suddenly as it came. Brooding over all these matters,
|
||
the mother felt like one who has evoked a spirit, but, by some
|
||
irregularity in the process of conjuration, has failed to win the
|
||
master-word that should control this new and incomprehensible
|
||
intelligence. Her only real comfort was when the child lay in
|
||
the placidity of sleep. Then she was sure of her, and tasted
|
||
hours of quiet, sad, delicious happiness; until -- perhaps with
|
||
that perverse expression glimmering from beneath her opening lids
|
||
-- little Pearl awoke!
|
||
|
||
How soon -- with what strange rapidity, indeed did Pearl arrive
|
||
at an age that was capable of social intercourse beyond the
|
||
mother's ever-ready smile and nonsense-words! And then what a
|
||
happiness would it have been could Hester Prynne have heard her
|
||
clear, bird-like voice mingling with the uproar of other childish
|
||
voices, and have distinguished and unravelled her own darling's
|
||
tones, amid all the entangled outcry of a group of sportive
|
||
children. But this could never be. Pearl was a born outcast of
|
||
the infantile world. An imp of evil, emblem and product of sin,
|
||
she had no right among christened infants. Nothing was more
|
||
remarkable than the instinct, as it seemed, with which the child
|
||
comprehended her loneliness: the destiny that had drawn an
|
||
inviolable circle round about her: the whole peculiarity, in
|
||
short, of her position in respect to
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
PEARL 115
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
other children. Never since her release from prison had Hester
|
||
met the public gaze without her. In all her walks about the
|
||
town, Pearl, too, was there: first as the babe in arms, and
|
||
afterwards as the little girl, small companion of her mother,
|
||
holding a forefinger with her whole grasp, and tripping along at
|
||
the rate of three or four footsteps to one of Hester's. She saw
|
||
the children of the settlement on the grassy margin of the
|
||
street, or at the domestic thresholds, disporting themselves in
|
||
such grim fashions as the Puritanic nurture would permit!
|
||
playing at going to church, perchance, or at scourging Quakers,
|
||
or taking scalps in a sham fight with the Indians, or scaring one
|
||
another with freaks of imitative witchcraft. Pearl saw, and
|
||
gazed intently, but never sought to make acquaintance. If spoken
|
||
to, she would not speak again. If the children gathered about
|
||
her, as they sometimes did, Pearl would grow positively terrible
|
||
in her puny wrath, snatching up stones to fling at them, with
|
||
shrill, incoherent exclamations, that made her mother tremble,
|
||
because they had so much the sound of a witch's anathemas in some
|
||
unknown tongue.
|
||
|
||
The truth was, that the little Puritans, being of the most
|
||
intolerant brood that ever lived, had got a vague idea of
|
||
something outlandish, unearthly, or at variance with ordinary
|
||
fashions, in the mother and child, and therefore scorned them in
|
||
their hearts, and not unfrequently reviled them with their
|
||
tongues. Pearl felt the sentiment, and requited it with the
|
||
bitterest hatred that can be supposed to rankle in a childish
|
||
bosom. These outbreaks of a fierce temper had a kind of value,
|
||
and even comfort for the mother;
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
116 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
because there was at least an intelligible earnestness in the
|
||
mood, instead of the fitful caprice that so often thwarted her in
|
||
the child's manifestations. It appalled her, nevertheless, to
|
||
discern here, again, a shadowy reflection of the evil that had
|
||
existed in herself. All this enmity and passion had Pearl
|
||
inherited, by inalienable right, out of Hester's heart. Mother
|
||
and daughter stood together in the same circle of seclusion from
|
||
human society; and in the nature of the child seemed to be
|
||
perpetuated those unquiet elements that had distracted Hester
|
||
Prynne before Pearl's birth, but had since begun to be soothed
|
||
away by the softening influences of maternity.
|
||
|
||
At home, within and around her mother's cottage, Pearl wanted not
|
||
a wide and various circle of acquaintance. The spell of life
|
||
went forth from her ever-creative spirit, and communicated itself
|
||
to a thousand objects, as a torch kindles a flame wherever it may
|
||
be applied. The unlikeliest materials -- a stick, a bunch of
|
||
rags, a flower -- were the puppets of Pearl's witchcraft, and,
|
||
without undergoing any outward change, became spiritually adapted
|
||
to whatever drama occupied the stage of her inner world. Her one
|
||
baby-voice served a multitude of imaginary personages, old and
|
||
young, to talk withal. The pine-trees, aged, black, and solemn,
|
||
and flinging groans and other melancholy utterances on the
|
||
breeze, needed little transformation to figure as Puritan elders
|
||
the ugliest weeds of the garden were their children, whom Pearl
|
||
smote down and uprooted most unmercifully. It was wonderful, the
|
||
vast variety of forms into which she threw her intellect, with no
|
||
continuity, indeed, but darting' up and dancing, always in a
|
||
state of preter-
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
PEARL 117
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
natural activity -- soon sinking down, as if exhausted by so
|
||
rapid and feverish a tide of life -- and succeeded by other
|
||
shapes of a similar wild energy. It was like nothing so much as
|
||
the phantasmagoric play of the northern lights. In the mere
|
||
exercise of the fancy, however, and the sportiveness of a growing
|
||
mind, there might be a little more than was observable in other
|
||
children of bright faculties; except as Pearl, in the dearth of
|
||
human playmates, was thrown more upon the visionary throng which
|
||
she created. The singularity lay in the hostile feelings with
|
||
which the child regarded all these offsprings of her own heart
|
||
and mind. She never created a friend, but seemed always to be
|
||
sowing broadcast the dragon's teeth, whence sprung a harvest of
|
||
armed enemies, against whom she rushed to battle. It was
|
||
inexpressibly sad -- then what depth of sorrow to a mother, who
|
||
felt in her own heart the cause -- to observe, in one so young,
|
||
this constant recognition of an adverse world, and so fierce a
|
||
training of the energies that were to make good her cause in the
|
||
contest that must ensue.
|
||
|
||
Gazing at Pearl, Hester Prynne often dropped her work upon her
|
||
knees, and cried out with an agony which she would fain have
|
||
hidden, but which made utterance for itself betwixt speech and a
|
||
groan -- "O Father in Heaven -- if Thou art still my Father --
|
||
what is this being which I have brought into the world?" And
|
||
Pearl, overhearing the ejaculation, or aware through some more
|
||
subtile channel, of those throbs of anguish, would turn her vivid
|
||
and beautiful little face upon her mother, smile with sprite-like
|
||
intelligence, and resume her play.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
118 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
One peculiarity of the child's deportment remains yet to be told.
|
||
The very first thing which she had noticed in her life, was --
|
||
what? -- not the mother's smile, responding to it, as other
|
||
babies do, by that faint, embryo smile of the little mouth,
|
||
remembered so doubtfully afterwards, and with such fond
|
||
discussion whether it were indeed a smile. By no means! But
|
||
that first object of which Pearl seemed to become aware was --
|
||
shall we say it? -- the scarlet letter on Hester's bosom! One
|
||
day, as her mother stooped over the cradle, the infant's eyes had
|
||
been caught by the glimmering of the gold embroidery about the
|
||
letter; and putting up her little hand she grasped at it,
|
||
smiling, not doubtfully, but with a decided gleam, that gave her
|
||
face the look of a much older child. Then, gasping for breath,
|
||
did Hester Prynne clutch the fatal token, instinctively
|
||
endeavouring to tear it away, so infinite was the torture
|
||
inflicted by the intelligent touch of Pearl's baby-hand. Again,
|
||
as if her mother's agonised gesture were meant only to make sport
|
||
for her, did little Pearl look into her eyes, and smile. From
|
||
that epoch, except when the child was asleep, Hester had never
|
||
felt a moment's safety: not a moment's calm enjoyment of her.
|
||
Weeks, it is true, would sometimes elapse, during which Pearl's
|
||
gaze might never once be fixed upon the scarlet letter; but then,
|
||
again, it would come at unawares, like the stroke of sudden
|
||
death, and always with that peculiar smile and odd expression of
|
||
the eyes.
|
||
|
||
Once this freakish, elvish cast came into the child's eyes while
|
||
Hester was looking at her own image in them, as mothers are food
|
||
of doing; and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
PEARL 119
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
suddenly for women in solitude, and with troubled hearts, are
|
||
pestered with unaccountable delusions she fancied that she
|
||
beheld, not her own miniature portrait, but another face in the
|
||
small black mirror of Pearl's eye. It was a face, fiend-like,
|
||
full of smiling malice, yet bearing the semblance of features
|
||
that she had known full well, though seldom with a smile, and
|
||
never with malice in them. It was as if an evil spirit possessed
|
||
the child, and had just then peeped forth in mockery. Many a
|
||
time afterwards had Hester been tortured, though less vividly, by
|
||
the same illusion.
|
||
|
||
In the afternoon of a certain summer's day, after Pearl grew big
|
||
enough to run about, she amused herself with gathering handfuls
|
||
of wild flowers, and flinging them, one by one, at her mother's
|
||
bosom; dancing up and down like a little elf whenever she hit the
|
||
scarlet letter. Hester's first motion had been to cover her
|
||
bosom with her clasped hands. But whether from pride or
|
||
resignation, or a feeling that her penance might best be wrought
|
||
out by this unutterable pain, she resisted the impulse, and sat
|
||
erect, pale as death, looking sadly into little Pearl's wild
|
||
eyes. Still came the battery of flowers, almost invariably
|
||
hitting the mark, and covering the mother's breast with hurts for
|
||
which she could find no balm in this world, nor knew how to seek
|
||
it in another. At last, her shot being all expended, the child
|
||
stood still and gazed at Hester, with that little laughing image
|
||
of a fiend peeping out -- or, whether it peeped or no, her mother
|
||
so imagined it -- from the unsearchable abyss of her black eyes.
|
||
|
||
"Child, what art thou?" cried the mother.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
120 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"Oh, I am your little Pearl!" answered the child.
|
||
|
||
But while she said it, Pearl laughed, and began to dance up and
|
||
down with the humoursome gesticulation of a little imp, whose
|
||
next freak might be to fly up the chimney.
|
||
|
||
"Art thou my child, in very truth?" asked Hester.
|
||
|
||
Nor did she put the question altogether idly, but, for the
|
||
moment, with a portion of genuine earnestness; for, such was
|
||
Pearl's wonderful intelligence, that her mother half doubted
|
||
whether she were not acquainted with the secret spell of her
|
||
existence, and might not now reveal herself.
|
||
|
||
"Yes; I am little Pearl!" repeated the child, continuing her
|
||
antics.
|
||
|
||
"Thou art not my child! Thou art no Pearl of mine!" said the
|
||
mother half playfully; for it was often the case that a sportive
|
||
impulse came over her in the midst of her deepest suffering.
|
||
"Tell me, then, what thou art, and who sent thee hither?"
|
||
|
||
"Tell me, mother!" said the child, seriously, coming up to
|
||
Hester, and pressing herself close to her knees. "Do thou tell
|
||
me!"
|
||
|
||
"Thy Heavenly Father sent thee!" answered Hester Prynne.
|
||
|
||
But she said it with a hesitation that did not escape the
|
||
acuteness of the child. Whether moved only by her ordinary
|
||
freakishness, or because an evil spirit prompted her, she put up
|
||
her small forefinger and touched the scarlet letter.
|
||
|
||
"He did not send me!" cried she, positively. "I have no Heavenly
|
||
Father!"
|
||
|
||
"Hush, Pearl, hush! Thou must not talk so!" answered the mother.
|
||
suppressing a groan. "He sent
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
PEARL 121
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
us all into the world. He sent even me, thy mother. Then, much
|
||
more thee! Or, if not, thou strange and elfish child, whence
|
||
didst thou come?"
|
||
|
||
"Tell me! Tell me!" repeated Pearl, no longer seriously, but
|
||
laughing and capering about the floor. "It is thou that must
|
||
tell me!"
|
||
|
||
But Hester could not resolve the query, using herself in a dismal
|
||
labyrinth of doubt. She remembered -- betwixt a smile and a
|
||
shudder -- the talk of the neighbouring townspeople, who, seeking
|
||
vainly elsewhere for the child's paternity, and observing some of
|
||
her odd attributes, had given out that poor little Pearl was a
|
||
demon offspring: such as, ever since old Catholic times, had
|
||
occasionally been seen on earth, through the agency of their
|
||
mother's sin, and to promote some foul and wicked purpose.
|
||
Luther, according to the scandal of his monkish enemies, was a
|
||
brat of that hellish breed; nor was Pearl the only child to whom
|
||
this inauspicious origin was assigned among the New England
|
||
Puritans.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
VII
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE GOVERNOR'S HALL
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Hester Prynne went one day to the mansion of Governor Bellingham,
|
||
with a pair of gloves which she had fringed and embroidered to
|
||
his order, and which were to be worn on some great occasion of
|
||
state; for, though the chances of a popular election had caused
|
||
this former ruler to descend a step or two from the highest rank,
|
||
he still held an honourable and influential place among the
|
||
colonial magistracy.
|
||
|
||
Another and far more important reason than the delivery of a pair
|
||
of embroidered gloves, impelled Hester, at this time, to seek an
|
||
interview with a personage of so much power and activity in the
|
||
affairs of the settlement. It had reached her ears that there
|
||
was a design on the part of some of the leading inhabitants,
|
||
cherishing the more rigid order of principles in religion and
|
||
government, to deprive her of her child. On the supposition that
|
||
Pearl, as already hinted, was of demon origin, these good people
|
||
not unreasonably argued that a Christian interest in the mother's
|
||
soul required them to remove such a stumbling-block from her
|
||
path. If the child, on the other hand, were really capable of
|
||
moral and religious growth, and possessed the elements of
|
||
ultimate salvation, then, surely, it would enjoy all the
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE GOVERNOR'S HALL 123
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
fairer prospect of these advantages by being transferred to wiser
|
||
and better guardianship than Hester Prynne's. Among those who
|
||
promoted the design, Governor Bellingham was said to be one of
|
||
the most busy. It may appear singular, and, indeed, not a little
|
||
ludicrous, that an affair of this kind, which in later days would
|
||
have been referred to no higher jurisdiction than that of the
|
||
select men of the town, should then have been a question publicly
|
||
discussed, and on which statesmen of eminence took sides. At
|
||
that epoch of pristine simplicity, however, matters of even
|
||
slighter public interest, and of far less intrinsic weight than
|
||
the welfare of Hester and her child, were strangely mixed up with
|
||
the deliberations of legislators and acts of state. The period
|
||
was hardly, if at all, earlier than that of our story, when a
|
||
dispute concerning the right of property in a pig not only caused
|
||
a fierce and bitter contest in the legislative body of the
|
||
colony, but resulted in an important modification of the
|
||
framework itself of the legislature.
|
||
|
||
Full of concern, therefore -- but so conscious of her own right
|
||
that it seemed scarcely an unequal match between the public on
|
||
the one side, and a lonely woman, backed by the sympathies of
|
||
nature, on the other -- Hester Prynne set forth from her solitary
|
||
cottage. Little Pearl, of course, was her companion. She was
|
||
now of an age to run lightly along by her mother's side, and,
|
||
constantly in motion from morn till sunset, could have
|
||
accomplished a much longer journey than that before her. Often,
|
||
nevertheless, more from caprice than necessity, she demanded to
|
||
be taken up in arms; but was soon as imperious to he let down
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again, and frisked onward before Hester
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124 THE SCARLET LETTER
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the grassy pathway, with many a harmless trip and tumble. We
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||
have spoken of Pearl's rich and luxuriant beauty -- a beauty that
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shone with deep and vivid tints, a bright complexion, eyes
|
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possessing intensity both of depth and glow, and hair already of
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||
a deep, glossy brown, and which, in after years, would be nearly
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akin to black. There was fire in her and throughout her: she
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seemed the unpremeditated offshoot of a passionate moment. Her
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mother, in contriving the child's garb, had allowed the gorgeous
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tendencies of her imagination their full play, arraying her in a
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crimson velvet tunic of a peculiar cut, abundantly embroidered in
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fantasies and flourishes of gold thread. So much strength of
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colouring, which must have given a wan and pallid aspect to
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cheeks of a fainter bloom, was admirably adapted to Pearl's
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beauty, and made her the very brightest little jet of flame that
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ever danced upon the earth.
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But it was a remarkable attribute of this garb, and indeed, of
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the child's whole appearance, that it irresistibly and inevitably
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reminded the beholder of the token which Hester Prynne was doomed
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to wear upon her bosom. It was the scarlet letter in another
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form: the scarlet letter endowed with life! The mother herself
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-- as if the red ignominy were so deeply scorched into her brain
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that all her conceptions assumed its form -- had carefully
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wrought out the similitude, lavishing many hours of morbid
|
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ingenuity to create an analogy between the object of her
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affection and the emblem of her guilt and torture. But, in
|
||
truth, Pearl was the one as well as the other; and only in
|
||
consequence of that identity had Hester contrived so perfectly to
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represent the scarlet letter in her appearance.
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THE GOVERNOR'S HALL 125
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As the two wayfarers came within the precincts of the town, the
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children of the Puritans looked up from their player what passed
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for play with those sombre little urchins -- and spoke gravely
|
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one to another
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"Behold, verily, there is the woman of the scarlet letter: and of
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a truth, moreover, there is the likeness of the scarlet letter
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running along by her side! Come, therefore, and let us fling mud
|
||
at them!"
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|
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But Pearl, who was a dauntless child, after frowning, stamping
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her foot, and shaking her little hand with a variety of
|
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threatening gestures, suddenly made a rush at the knot of her
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enemies, and put them all to flight. She resembled, in her
|
||
fierce pursuit of them, an infant pestilence -- the scarlet
|
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fever, or some such half-fledged angel of judgment -- whose
|
||
mission was to punish the sins of the rising generation. She
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screamed and shouted, too, with a terrific volume of sound,
|
||
which, doubtless, caused the hearts of the fugitives to quake
|
||
within them. The victory accomplished, Pearl returned quietly to
|
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her mother, and looked up, smiling, into her face.
|
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|
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Without further adventure, they reached the dwelling of Governor
|
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Bellingham. This was a large wooden house, built in a fashion of
|
||
which there are specimens still extant in the streets of our
|
||
older towns now moss -- grown, crumbling to decay, and melancholy
|
||
at heart with the many sorrowful or joyful occurrences,
|
||
remembered or forgotten, that have happened and passed away
|
||
within their dusky chambers. Then, however, there was the
|
||
freshness of the passing year on its exterior, and the
|
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cheerfulness, gleaming forth from the sunny windows, of a human
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habitation, into which death had never
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|
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126 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
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|
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entered. It had, indeed, a very cheery aspect, the walls being
|
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overspread with a kind of stucco, in which fragments of broken
|
||
glass were plentifully intermixed; so that, when the sunshine
|
||
fell aslant-wise over the front of the edifice, it glittered and
|
||
sparkled as if diamonds had been flung against it by the double
|
||
handful. The brilliancy might have be fitted Aladdin's palace
|
||
rather than the mansion of a grave old Puritan ruler. It was
|
||
further decorated with strange and seemingly cabalistic figures
|
||
and diagrams, suitable to the quaint taste of the age which had
|
||
been drawn in the stucco, when newly laid on, and had now grown
|
||
hard and durable, for the admiration of after times.
|
||
|
||
Pearl, looking at this bright wonder of a house began to caper
|
||
and dance, and imperatively required that the whole breadth of
|
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sunshine should be stripped off its front, and given her to play
|
||
with.
|
||
|
||
"No, my little Pearl!" said her mother; "thou must gather thine
|
||
own sunshine. I have none to give thee!"
|
||
|
||
They approached the door, which was of an arched form, and
|
||
flanked on each side by a narrow tower or projection of the
|
||
edifice, in both of which were lattice-windows, the wooden
|
||
shutters to close over them at need. Lifting the iron hammer
|
||
that hung at the portal, Hester Prynne gave a summons, which was
|
||
answered by one of the Governor's bond servant -- a free-born
|
||
Englishman, but now a seven years' slave. During that term he
|
||
was to be the property of his master, and as much a commodity of
|
||
bargain and sale as an ox, or a joint-stool. The serf wore the
|
||
customary garb of serving-men at that period, and long before, in
|
||
the old hereditary halls of England,
|
||
|
||
|
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|
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THE GOVERNOR'S HALL 137
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||
|
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|
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|
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"Is the worshipful Governor Bellingham within?" Inquired Hester.
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|
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"Yea, forsooth," replied the bond-servant, staring with wide-open
|
||
eyes at the scarlet letter, which, being a new-comer in the
|
||
country, he had never before seen. "Yea, his honourable worship
|
||
is within. But he hath a godly minister or two with him, and
|
||
likewise a leech. Ye may not see his worship now. "
|
||
|
||
"Nevertheless, I will enter," answered Hester Prynne; and the
|
||
bond-servant, perhaps judging from the decision of her air, and
|
||
the glittering symbol in her bosom, that she was a great lady in
|
||
the land, offered no opposition.
|
||
|
||
So the mother and little Pearl were admitted into the hall of
|
||
entrance. With many variations, suggested by the nature of his
|
||
building materials, diversity of climate, and a different mode of
|
||
social life, Governor Bellingham had planned his new habitation
|
||
after the residences of gentlemen of fair estate in his native
|
||
land. Here, then, was a wide and reasonably lofty hall,
|
||
extending through the whole depth of the house, and forming a
|
||
medium of general communication, more or less directly, with all
|
||
the other apartments. At one extremity, this spacious room was
|
||
lighted by the windows of the two towers, which formed a small
|
||
recess on either side of the portal. At the other end, though
|
||
partly muffled by a curtain, it was more powerfully illuminated
|
||
by one of those embowed hall windows which we read of in old
|
||
books, and which was provided with a deep and cushion seat.
|
||
Here, on the cushion, lay a folio tome, probably of the
|
||
Chronicles of England, or other such substantial literature; even
|
||
as, in our own days, we scatter gilded volumes on the centre
|
||
table, to be
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
128 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
turned over by the casual guest. The furniture of the hall
|
||
consisted of some ponderous chairs, the backs of which were
|
||
elaborately carved with wreaths of oaken flowers; and likewise a
|
||
table in the same taste, the whole being of the Elizabethan age,
|
||
or perhaps earlier, and heirlooms, transferred hither from the
|
||
Governor's paternal home. On the table -- in token that the
|
||
sentiment of old English hospitality had not been left behind --
|
||
stood a large pewter tankard, at the bottom of which, had Hester
|
||
or Pearl peeped into it, they might have seen the frothy remnant
|
||
of a recent draught of ale.
|
||
|
||
On the wall hung a row of portraits, representing the forefathers
|
||
of the Bellingham lineage, some with armour on their breasts, and
|
||
others with stately ruffs and robes of peace. All were
|
||
characterised by the sternness and severity which old portraits
|
||
so invariably put on, as if they were the ghosts, rather than the
|
||
pictures, of departed worthies, and were gazing with harsh and
|
||
intolerant criticism at the pursuits and enjoyments of living
|
||
men.
|
||
|
||
At about the centre of the oaken panels that lined the hall was
|
||
suspended a suit of mail, not, like the pictures, an ancestral
|
||
relic, but of the most modern date; for it had been manufactured
|
||
by a skilful armourer in London, the same year in which Governor
|
||
Bellingham came over to New England. There was a steel
|
||
head-piece, a cuirass, a gorget and greaves, with a pair of
|
||
gauntlets and a sword hanging beneath; all, and especially the
|
||
helmet and breastplate, so highly burnished as to glow with white
|
||
radiance, and scatter an illumination everywhere about upon the
|
||
floor. This bright panoply was not meant for mere idle show, but
|
||
had been
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE GOVERNOR'S HALL 129
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
worn by the Governor on many a solemn muster and draining field,
|
||
and had glittered, moreover, at the head of a regiment in the
|
||
Pequod war. For, though bred a lawyer, and accustomed to speak
|
||
of Bacon, Coke, Noye, and Finch, as his professional associates,
|
||
the exigenties of this new country had transformed Governor
|
||
Bellingham into a soldier, as well as a statesman and ruler.
|
||
|
||
Little Pearl, who was as greatly pleased with the gleaming armour
|
||
as she had been with the glittering frontispiece of the house,
|
||
spent some time looking into the polished mirror of the
|
||
breastplate.
|
||
|
||
"Mother," cried she, "I see you here. Look! look!"
|
||
|
||
Hester looked by way of humouring the child; and she saw that,
|
||
owing to the peculiar effect of this convex mirror, the scarlet
|
||
letter was represented in exaggerated and gigantic proportions,
|
||
so as to be greatly the most prominent feature of her appearance.
|
||
In truth, she seemed absolutely hidden behind it. Pearl pointed
|
||
upwards also, at a similar picture in the head-piece; smiling at
|
||
her mother, with the elfish intelligence that was so familiar an
|
||
expression on her small physiognomy. That look of naughty
|
||
merriment was likewise reflected in the mirror, with so much
|
||
breadth and intensity of effect, that it made Hester Prynne feel
|
||
as if it could not be the image of her own child, but of an imp
|
||
who was seeking to mould itself into Pearl's shape.
|
||
|
||
"Come along, Pearl," said she, drawing her away, "Come and look
|
||
into this fair garden. It may be we shall see flowers there;
|
||
more beautiful ones than we find in the woods. "
|
||
|
||
Pearl accordingly ran to the bow-window, at the further end of
|
||
the hall, and looked along the vista of
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
130 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
a garden walk, carpeted with closely-shaven grass, and bordered
|
||
with some rude and immature attempt at shrubbery. But the
|
||
proprietor appeared already to have relinquished as hopeless, the
|
||
effort to perpetuate on this side of the Atlantic, in a hard
|
||
soil, and amid the close struggle for subsistence, the native
|
||
English taste for ornamental gardening. Cabbages grew in plain
|
||
sight; and a pumpkin-vine, rooted at some distance, had run
|
||
across the intervening space, and deposited one of its gigantic
|
||
products directly beneath the hall window, as if to warn the
|
||
Governor that this great lump of vegetable gold was as rich an
|
||
ornament as New England earth would offer him. There were a few
|
||
rose-bushes, however, and a number of apple-trees, probably the
|
||
descendants of those planted by the Reverend Mr. Blackstone, the
|
||
first settler of the peninsula; that half mythological personage
|
||
who rides through our early annals, seated on the back of a bull.
|
||
|
||
|
||
Pearl, seeing the rose-bushes, began to cry for a red rose, and
|
||
would not be pacified.
|
||
|
||
"Hush, child -- hush!" said her mother, earnestly. "Do not cry,
|
||
dear little Pearl! I hear voices in the garden. The Governor is
|
||
coming, and gentlemen along with him. "
|
||
|
||
In fact, adown the vista of the garden avenue, a number of
|
||
persons were seen approaching towards the house. Pearl, in utter
|
||
scorn of her mother's attempt to quiet her, gave an eldritch
|
||
scream, and then became silent, not from any motion of obedience,
|
||
but because the quick and mobile curiosity of her disposition was
|
||
excited by the appearance of those new personages.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
VIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE ELF-CHILD AND THE MINISTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Governor Bellingham, in a loose gown and easy cap -- such as
|
||
elderly gentlemen loved to endue themselves with, in their
|
||
domestic privacy -- walked foremost, and appeared to be showing
|
||
off his estate, and expatiating on his projected improvements.
|
||
The wide circumference of an elaborate ruff, beneath his grey
|
||
beard, in the antiquated fashion of King James's reign, caused
|
||
his head to look not a little like that of John the Baptist in a
|
||
charger. The impression made by his aspect, so rigid and severe,
|
||
and frost-bitten with more than autumnal age, was hardly in
|
||
keeping with the appliances of worldly enjoyment wherewith he had
|
||
evidently done his utmost to surround himself. But it is an
|
||
error to suppose that our great forefathers -- though accustomed
|
||
to speak and think of human existence as a state merely of trial
|
||
and warfare, and though unfeignedly prepared to sacrifice goods
|
||
and life at the behest of duty -- made it a matter of conscience
|
||
to reject such means of comfort, or even luxury, as lay fairly
|
||
within their grasp. This creed was never taught, for instance,
|
||
by the venerable pastor, John Wilson, whose beard, white as a
|
||
snow-drift, was seen over Governor Bellingham's shoulders, while
|
||
its
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
132 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
wearer suggested that pears and peaches might yet be naturalised
|
||
in the New England climate, and that purple grapes might possibly
|
||
be compelled to flourish against the sunny garden-wall. The old
|
||
clergyman, nurtured at the rich bosom of the English Church, had
|
||
a long established and legitimate taste for all good and
|
||
comfortable things, and however stern he might show himself in
|
||
the pulpit, or in his public reproof of such transgressions as
|
||
that of Hester Prynne, still, the genial benevolence of his
|
||
private life had won him warmer affection than was accorded to
|
||
any of his professional contemporaries.
|
||
|
||
Behind the Governor and Mr. Wilson came two other guests -- one,
|
||
the Reverend Arthur Dimmesdale, whom the reader may remember as
|
||
having taken a brief and reluctant part in the scene of Hester
|
||
Prynne's disgrace; and, in close companionship with him, old
|
||
Roger Chillingworth, a person of great skill in physic, who for
|
||
two or three years past had been settled in the town. It was
|
||
understood that this learned man was the physician as well as
|
||
friend of the young minister, whose health had severely suffered
|
||
of late by his too unreserved self-sacrifice to the labours and
|
||
duties of the pastoral relation.
|
||
|
||
The Governor, in advance of his visitors, ascended one or two
|
||
steps, and, throwing open the leaves of the great hall window,
|
||
found himself close to little Pearl. The shadow of the curtain
|
||
fell on Hester Prynne, and partially concealed her.
|
||
|
||
"What have we here?" said Governor Bellingham, looking with
|
||
surprise at the scarlet little figure before him. "MI profess I
|
||
have never seen the like since my days of vanity, in old King
|
||
James's time, when I was
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE ELF-CHILD AND THE MINISTER 133
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
wont to esteem it a high favour to be admitted to a court mask!
|
||
There used to be a swarm of these small apparitions in holiday
|
||
time, and we called them children of the Lord of Misrule. But
|
||
how gat such a guest into my hall?"
|
||
|
||
"Ay, indeed!" cried good old Mr. Wilson. "What little bird of
|
||
scarlet plumage may this be? Methinks I have seen just such
|
||
figures when the sun has been shining through a richly painted
|
||
window, and tracing out the golden and crimson images across the
|
||
floor. But that was in the old land. Prithee, young one, who
|
||
art thou, and what has ailed thy mother to bedizen thee in this
|
||
strange fashion? Art thou a Christian child -- ha? Dost know
|
||
thy catechism? Or art thou one of those naughty elfs or fairies
|
||
whom we thought to have left behind us, with other relics of
|
||
Papistry, in merry old England?"
|
||
|
||
"I am mother's child," answered the scarlet vision, "and my name
|
||
is Pearl!"
|
||
|
||
"Pearl? -- Ruby, rather -- or Coral! -- or Red Rose, at the
|
||
very least, judging from thy hue!" responded the old minister,
|
||
putting forth his hand in a vain attempt to pat little Pearl on
|
||
the cheek. "But where is this mother of thine? Ah! I see," he
|
||
added; and, turning to Governor Bellingham, whispered, "This is
|
||
the selfsame child of whom we have held speech together; and
|
||
behold here the unhappy woman, Hester Prynne, her mother!"
|
||
|
||
"Sayest thou so?" cried the Governor. "Nay, we might have judged
|
||
that such a child's mother must needs be a scarlet woman, and a
|
||
worthy type of her of Babylon! But she comes at a good time, and
|
||
we will look into this matter forthwith. "
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
134 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Governor Bellingham stepped through the window into the hall,
|
||
followed by his three guests.
|
||
|
||
"Hester Prynne," said he, fixing his naturally stern regard on
|
||
the wearer of the scarlet letter, "there hath been much question
|
||
concerning thee of late. The point hath been weightily
|
||
discussed, whether we, that are of authority and influence, do
|
||
well discharge our consciences by trusting an immortal soul, such
|
||
as there is in yonder child, to the guidance of one who hath
|
||
stumbled and fallen amid the pitfalls of this world. Speak thou,
|
||
the child's own mother! Were it not, thinkest thou, for thy
|
||
little one's temporal and eternal welfare that she be taken out
|
||
of thy charge, and clad soberly, and disciplined strictly, and
|
||
instructed in the truths of heaven and earth? What canst thou do
|
||
for the child in this kind?"
|
||
|
||
"I can teach my little Pearl what I have learned from this!"
|
||
answered Hester Prynne, laying her finger on the red token.
|
||
|
||
"Woman, it is thy badge of shame!" replied the stern magistrate.
|
||
"It is because of the stain which that letter indicates that we
|
||
would transfer thy child to other hands. "
|
||
|
||
"Nevertheless," said the mother, calmly, though growing more
|
||
pale, "this badge hath taught me -- it daily teaches me -- it is
|
||
teaching me at this moment -- lessons whereof my child may be
|
||
the wiser and better, albeit they can profit nothing to myself. "
|
||
|
||
"We will judge warily," said Bellingham, "and look well what we
|
||
are about to do. Good Master Wilson, I pray you, examine this
|
||
Pearl -- since that is her name -- and see whether she hath had
|
||
such Christian nurture as befits a child of her age. "
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE ELF-CHILD AND THE MINISTER 135
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
The old minister seated himself in an arm-chair and made an
|
||
effort to draw Pearl betwixt his knees. But the child,
|
||
unaccustomed to the touch or familiarity of any but her mother,
|
||
escaped through the open window, and stood on the upper step,
|
||
looking like a wild tropical bird of rich plumage, ready to take
|
||
flight into the upper air. Mr. Wilson, not a little astonished
|
||
at this outbreak -- for he was a grandfatherly sort of personage,
|
||
and usually a vast favourite with children -- essayed, however,
|
||
to proceed with the examination.
|
||
|
||
"Pearl," said he, with great solemnity, "thou must take heed to
|
||
instruction, that so, in due season, thou mayest wear in thy
|
||
bosom the pearl of great price. Canst thou tell me, my child,
|
||
who made thee?"
|
||
|
||
Now Pearl knew well enough who made her, for Hester Prynne, the
|
||
daughter of a pious home, very soon after her talk with the child
|
||
about her Heavenly Father, had begun to inform her of those
|
||
truths which the human spirit, at whatever stage of immaturity,
|
||
imbibes with such eager interest. Pearl, therefore -- so large
|
||
were the attainments of her three years' lifetime -- could have
|
||
borne a fair examination in the New England Primer, or the first
|
||
column of the Westminster Catechisms, although unacquainted with
|
||
the outward form of either of those celebrated works. But that
|
||
perversity, which all children have more or less of, and of which
|
||
little Pearl had a tenfold portion, now, at the most inopportune
|
||
moment, took thorough possession of her, and closed her lips, or
|
||
impelled her to speak words amiss. After putting her finger in
|
||
her mouth, with many ungracious refusals to answer good Mr.
|
||
Wilson's
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
136 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
question, the child finally announced that she had not been made
|
||
at all, but had been plucked by her mother off the bush of wild
|
||
roses that grew by the prison-door.
|
||
|
||
This phantasy was probably suggested by the near proximity of the
|
||
Governor's red roses, as Pearl stood outside of the window,
|
||
together with her recollection of the prison rose-bush, which she
|
||
had passed in coming hither.
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Old Roger Chillingworth, with a smile on his face, whispered
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something in the young clergyman's ear. Hester Prynne looked at
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the man of skill, and even then, with her fate hanging in the
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balance, was startled to perceive what a change had come over his
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features -- how much uglier they were, how his dark complexion
|
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seemed to have grown duskier, and his figure more misshapen --
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since the days when she had familiarly known him. She met his
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eyes for an instant, but was immediately constrained to give all
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her attention to the scene now going forward.
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"This is awful!" cried the Governor, slowly recovering from the
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astonishment into which Pearl's response had thrown him. "Here
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is a child of three years old, and she cannot tell who made her!
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Without question, she is equally in the dark as to her soul, its
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present depravity, and future destiny! Methinks, gentlemen, we
|
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need inquire no further. "
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Hester caught hold of Pearl, and drew her forcibly into her arms,
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confronting the old Puritan magistrate with almost a fierce
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expression. Alone in the world, cast off by it, and with this
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sole treasure to keep her heart alive, she felt that she
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possessed in-
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THE ELF-CHILD AND THE MINISTER 137
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defeasible rights against the world, and was ready to defend them
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to the death.
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"God gave me the child!" cried she. "He gave her in requital of
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all things else which ye had taken from me. She is my happiness
|
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-- she is my torture, none the less! Pearl keeps me here in
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life! Pearl punishes me, too! See ye not, she is the scarlet
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letter, only capable of being loved, and so endowed with a
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millionfold the power of retribution for my sin? Ye shall not
|
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take her! I will die first!"
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"My poor woman," said the not unkind old minister, "the child
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shall be well cared for -- far better than thou canst do for it.
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"
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"God gave her into my keeping!" repeated Hester Prynne, raising
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her voice almost to a shriek. "I will not give her up!" And here
|
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by a sudden impulse, she turned to the young clergyman, Mr.
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Dimmesdale, at whom, up to this moment, she had seemed hardly so
|
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much as once to direct her eyes. "Speak thou for me!" cried she.
|
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"Thou wast my pastor, and hadst charge of my soul, and knowest me
|
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better than these men can. I will not lose the child! Speak for
|
||
me! Thou knowest -- for thou hast sympathies which these men
|
||
lack -- thou knowest what is in my heart, and what are a mother's
|
||
rights, and how much the stronger they are when that mother has
|
||
but her child and the scarlet letter! Look thou to it! I will
|
||
not lose the child! Look to it!"
|
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|
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At this wild and singular appeal, which indicated that Hester
|
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Prynne's situation had provoked her to little less than madness,
|
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the young minister at once came forward, pale, and holding his
|
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hand over his heart, as was his custom whenever his peculiarly
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138 THE SCARLET LETTER
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nervous temperament was thrown into agitation. He looked now
|
||
more careworn and emaciated than as we described him at the scene
|
||
of Hester's public ignominy; and whether it were his failing
|
||
health, or whatever the cause might be, his large dark eyes had a
|
||
world of pain in their troubled and melancholy depth.
|
||
|
||
"There is truth in what she says," began the minister, with a
|
||
voice sweet, tremulous, but powerful, insomuch that the hall
|
||
re-echoed and the hollow armour rang with it -- "truth in what
|
||
Hester says, and in the feeling which inspires her! God gave her
|
||
the child, and gave her, too, an instinctive knowledge of its
|
||
nature and requirements -- both seemingly so peculiar -- which no
|
||
other mortal being can possess. And, moreover, is there not a
|
||
quality of awful sacredness in the relation between this mother
|
||
and this child?"
|
||
|
||
"Ay -- how is that, good Master Dimmesdale?" interrupted the
|
||
Governor. "Make that plain, I pray you!"
|
||
|
||
"It must be even so," resumed the minister. "For, if we deem it
|
||
otherwise, do we not hereby say that the Heavenly Father, the
|
||
creator of all flesh, hath lightly recognised a deed of sin, and
|
||
made of no account the distinction between unhallowed lust and
|
||
holy love? This child of its father's guilt and its mother's
|
||
shame has come from the hand of God, to work in many ways upon
|
||
her heart, who pleads so earnestly and with such bitterness of
|
||
spirit the right to keep her. It was meant for a blessing -- for
|
||
the one blessing of her life! It was meant, doubtless, the
|
||
mother herself hath told us, for a retribution, too;
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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THE ELF-CHILD AND THE MINISTER 139
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
a torture to be felt at many an unthought-of moment; a pang, a
|
||
sting, an ever-recurring agony, in the midst of a troubled joy!
|
||
Hath she not expressed this thought in the garb of the poor
|
||
child, so forcibly reminding us of that red symbol which sears
|
||
her bosom?"
|
||
|
||
"Well said again!" cried good Mr. Wilson. "l feared the woman
|
||
had no better thought than to make a mountebank of her child!"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, not so! -- not so!" continued Mr. Dimmesdale. "She
|
||
recognises, believe me, the solemn miracle which God hath wrought
|
||
in the existence of that child. And may she feel, too -- what,
|
||
methinks, is the very truth -- that this boon was meant, above
|
||
all things else, to keep the mother's soul alive, and to preserve
|
||
her from blacker depths of sin into which Satan might else have
|
||
sought to plunge her! Therefore it is good for this poor, sinful
|
||
woman, that she hath an infant immortality, a being capable of
|
||
eternal joy or sorrow, confided to her care -- to be trained up
|
||
by her to righteousness, to remind her, at every moment, of her
|
||
fall, but yet to teach her, as if it were by the Creator's sacred
|
||
pledge, that, if she bring the child to heaven, the child also
|
||
will bring its parents thither! Herein is the sinful mother
|
||
happier than the sinful father. For Hester Prynne's sake, then,
|
||
and no less for the poor child's sake, let us leave them as
|
||
Providence hath seen fit to place them!"
|
||
|
||
"You speak, my friend, with a strange earnestness," said old
|
||
Roger Chillingworth, smiling at him.
|
||
|
||
"And there is a weighty import in what my young brother hath
|
||
spoken," added the Rev. Mr. Wilson.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
140 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"What say you, worshipful Master Bellingham? Hath he not pleaded
|
||
well for the poor woman?"
|
||
|
||
"Indeed hath he," answered the magistrate; "and hath adduced such
|
||
arguments, that we will even leave the matter as it now stands;
|
||
so long, at least, as there shall be no further scandal in the
|
||
woman. Care must be had nevertheless, to put the child to due
|
||
and stated examination in the catechism, at thy hands or Master
|
||
Dimmesdale's. Moreover, at a proper season, the tithing-men must
|
||
take heed that she go both to school and to meeting. "
|
||
|
||
The young minister, on ceasing to speak had withdrawn a few steps
|
||
from the group, and stood with his face partially concealed in
|
||
the heavy folds of the window-curtain; while the shadow of his
|
||
figure, which the sunlight cast upon the floor, was tremulous
|
||
with the vehemence of his appeal. Pearl, that wild and flighty
|
||
little elf stole softly towards him, and taking his hand in the
|
||
grasp of both her own, laid her cheek against it; a caress so
|
||
tender, and withal so unobtrusive, that her mother, who was
|
||
looking on, asked herself -- "Is that my Pearl?" Yet she knew
|
||
that there was love in the child's heart, although it mostly
|
||
revealed itself in passion, and hardly twice in her lifetime had
|
||
been softened by such gentleness as now. The minister -- for,
|
||
save the long-sought regards of woman, nothing is sweeter than
|
||
these marks of childish preference, accorded spontaneously by a
|
||
spiritual instinct, and therefore seeming to imply in us
|
||
something truly worthy to be loved -- the minister looked round,
|
||
laid his hand on the child's head, hesitated an instant, and then
|
||
kissed her brow. Little Pearl's unwonted mood of sentiment
|
||
lasted no longer;
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE ELF-CHILD AND THE MINISTER 141
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
she laughed, and went capering down the hall so airily, that old
|
||
Mr. Wilson raised a question whether even her tiptoes touched
|
||
the floor.
|
||
|
||
"The little baggage hath witchcraft in her, I profess," said he
|
||
to Mr. Dimmesdale. "She needs no old woman's broomstick to fly
|
||
withal!"
|
||
|
||
"A strange child!" remarked old Roger Chillingworth. "It is easy
|
||
to see the mother's part in her. Would it be beyond a
|
||
philosopher's research, think ye, gentlemen, to analyse that
|
||
child's nature, and, from it make a mould, to give a shrewd guess
|
||
at the father?"
|
||
|
||
"Nay; it would be sinful, in such a question, to follow the clue
|
||
of profane philosophy," said Mr. Wilson. "Better to fast and
|
||
pray upon it; and still better, it may be, to leave the mystery
|
||
as we find it, unless Providence reveal it of its own accord
|
||
Thereby, every good Christian man hath a title to show a father's
|
||
kindness towards the poor, deserted babe. "
|
||
|
||
The affair being so satisfactorily concluded, Hester Prynne, with
|
||
Pearl, departed from the house. As they descended the steps, it
|
||
is averred that the lattice of a chamber-window was thrown open,
|
||
and forth into the sunny day was thrust the face of Mistress
|
||
Hibbins, Governor Bellingham's bitter-tempered sister, and the
|
||
same who, a few years later, was executed as a witch.
|
||
|
||
"Hist, hist!" said she, while her ill-omened physiognomy seemed
|
||
to cast a shadow over the cheerful newness of the house. "Wilt
|
||
thou go with us to-night? There will be a merry company in the
|
||
forest; and I well-nigh promised the Black Man that comely Hester
|
||
Prynne should make one. "
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
141 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"Make my excuse to him, so please you!" answered Hester, with a
|
||
triumphant smile. "I must tarry at home, and keep watch over my
|
||
little Pearl. Had they taken her from me, I would willingly have
|
||
gone with thee into the forest, and signed my name in the Black
|
||
Man's book too, and that with mine own blood!"
|
||
|
||
"We shall have thee there anon!" said the witch-lady, frowning,
|
||
as she drew back her head.
|
||
|
||
But here -- if we suppose this interview betwixt Mistress Hibbins
|
||
and Hester Prynne to be authentic, and not a parable -- was
|
||
already an illustration of the young minister's argument against
|
||
sundering the relation of a fallen mother to the offspring of her
|
||
frailty. Even thus early had the child saved her from Satan's
|
||
snare.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
IX
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE LEECH
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Under the appellation of Roger Chillingworth, the reader will
|
||
remember, was hidden another name, which its former wearer had
|
||
resolved should never more be spoken. It has been related, how,
|
||
in the crowd that witnessed Hester Prynne's ignominious exposure,
|
||
stood a man, elderly, travel-worn, who, just emerging from the
|
||
perilous wilderness, beheld the woman, in whom he hoped to find
|
||
embodied the warmth and cheerfulness of home, set up as a type of
|
||
sin before the people. Her matronly fame was trodden under all
|
||
men's feet. Infamy was babbling around her in the public
|
||
market-place. For her kindred, should the tidings ever reach
|
||
them, and for the companions of her unspotted life, there
|
||
remained nothing but the contagion of her dishonour; which would
|
||
not fail to be distributed in strict accordance arid proportion
|
||
with the intimacy and sacredness of their previous relationship.
|
||
Then why -- since the choice was with himself -- should the
|
||
individual, whose connexion with the fallen woman had been the
|
||
most intimate and sacred of them all, come forward to vindicate
|
||
his claim to an inheritance so little desirable? He resolved not
|
||
to be pilloried beside her on her pedestal of shame. Unknown to
|
||
all but Hester
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
144 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Prynne, and possessing the lock and key of her silence, he chose
|
||
to withdraw his name from the roll of mankind, and, as regarded
|
||
his former ties and interest, to vanish out of life as completely
|
||
as if he indeed lay at the bottom of the ocean, whither rumour
|
||
had long ago consigned him. This purpose once effected, new
|
||
interests would immediately spring up, and likewise a new
|
||
purpose; dark, it is true, if not guilty, but of force enough to
|
||
engage the full strength of his faculties.
|
||
|
||
In pursuance of this resolve, he took up his residence in the
|
||
Puritan town as Roger Chillingworth, without other introduction
|
||
than the learning and intelligence of which he possessed more
|
||
than a common measure. As his studies, at a previous period of
|
||
his life, had made him extensively acquainted with the medical
|
||
science of the day, it was as a physician that he presented
|
||
himself and as such was cordially received. Skilful men, of the
|
||
medical and chirurgical profession, were of rare occurrence in
|
||
the colony. They seldom, it would appear, partook of the
|
||
religious zeal that brought other emigrants across the Atlantic.
|
||
In their researches into the human frame, it may be that the
|
||
higher and more subtle faculties of such men were materialised,
|
||
and that they lost the spiritual view of existence amid the
|
||
intricacies of that wondrous mechanism, which seemed to involve
|
||
art enough to comprise all of life within itself. At all events,
|
||
the health of the good town of Boston, so far as medicine had
|
||
aught to do with it, had hitherto lain in the guardianship of an
|
||
aged deacon and apothecary, whose piety and godly deportment were
|
||
stronger testimonials in his favour
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE LEECH 145
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
than any that he could have produced in the shape of a diploma.
|
||
The only surgeon was one who combined the occasional exercise of
|
||
that noble art with the daily and habitual flourish of a razor.
|
||
To such a professional body Roger Chillingworth was a brilliant
|
||
acquisition. He soon manifested his familiarity with the
|
||
ponderous and imposing machinery of antique physic; in which
|
||
every remedy contained a multitude of far-fetched and
|
||
heterogeneous ingredients, as elaborately compounded as if the
|
||
proposed result had been the Elixir of Life. In his Indian
|
||
captivity, moreover, he had gained much knowledge of the
|
||
properties of native herbs and roots; nor did he conceal from his
|
||
patients that these simple medicines, Nature's boon to the
|
||
untutored savage, had quite as large a share of his own
|
||
confidence as the European Pharmacopoeia, which so many learned
|
||
doctors had spent centuries in elaborating.
|
||
|
||
This learned stranger was exemplary as regarded at least the
|
||
outward forms of a religious life; and early after his arrival,
|
||
had chosen for his spiritual guide the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale.
|
||
The young divine, whose scholar-like renown still lived in
|
||
Oxford, was considered by his more fervent admirers as little
|
||
less than a heavenly ordained apostle, destined, should he live
|
||
and labour for the ordinary term of life, to do as great deeds,
|
||
for the now feeble New England Church, as the early Fathers had
|
||
achieved for the infancy of the Christian faith. About this
|
||
period, however, the health of Mr. Dimmesdale had evidently
|
||
begun to fail. By those best acquainted with his habits, the
|
||
paleness of the young minister's cheek was accounted for by his
|
||
too
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
146 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
earnest devotion to study, his scrupulous fulfilment of parochial
|
||
duty, and more than all, to the fasts and vigils of which he made
|
||
a frequent practice, in order to keep the grossness of this
|
||
earthly state from clogging and obscuring his spiritual lamp.
|
||
Some declared, that if Mr. Dimmesdale were really going to die,
|
||
it was cause enough that the world was not worthy to be any
|
||
longer trodden by his feet. He himself, on the other hand, with
|
||
characteristic humility, avowed his belief that if Providence
|
||
should see fit to remove him, it would be because of his own
|
||
unworthiness to perform its humblest mission here on earth. With
|
||
all this difference of opinion as to the cause of his decline,
|
||
there could be no question of the fact. His form grew emaciated;
|
||
his voice, though still rich and sweet, had a certain melancholy
|
||
prophecy of decay in it; he was often observed, on any slight
|
||
alarm or other sudden accident, to put his hand over his heart
|
||
with first a flush and then a paleness, indicative of pain.
|
||
|
||
Such was the young clergyman's condition, and so imminent the
|
||
prospect that his dawning light would be extinguished, all
|
||
untimely, when Roger Chillingworth made his advent to the town.
|
||
His first entry on the scene, few people could tell whence,
|
||
dropping down as it were out of the sky or starting from the
|
||
nether earth, had an aspect of mystery, which was easily
|
||
heightened to the miraculous. He was now known to be a man of
|
||
skill; it was observed that he gathered herbs and the blossoms of
|
||
wild-flowers, and dug up roots and plucked off twigs from the
|
||
forest-trees like one acquainted with hidden virtues in what was
|
||
valueless to common eyes. He was heard to
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE LEECH 147
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
speak of Sir Kenelm Digby and other famous men -- whose
|
||
scientific attainments were esteemed hardly less than
|
||
supernatural -- as having been his correspondents or associates.
|
||
Why, with such rank in the learned world, had he come hither?
|
||
What, could he, whose sphere was in great cities, be seeking in
|
||
the wilderness? In answer to this query, a rumour gained ground
|
||
-- and however absurd, was entertained by some very sensible
|
||
people -- that Heaven had wrought an absolute miracle, by
|
||
transporting an eminent Doctor of Physic from a German university
|
||
bodily through the air and setting him down at the door of Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale's study! Individuals of wiser faith, indeed, who knew
|
||
that Heaven promotes its purposes without aiming at the
|
||
stage-effect of what is called miraculous interposition, were
|
||
inclined to see a providential hand in Roger Chillingworth's so
|
||
opportune arrival.
|
||
|
||
This idea was countenanced by the strong interest which the
|
||
physician ever manifested in the young clergyman; he attached
|
||
himself to him as a parishioner, and sought to win a friendly
|
||
regard and confidence from his naturally reserved sensibility.
|
||
He expressed great alarm at his pastor's state of health, but was
|
||
anxious to attempt the cure, and, if early undertaken, seemed not
|
||
despondent of a favourable result. The elders, the deacons, the
|
||
motherly dames, and the young and fair maidens of Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale's flock, were alike importunate that he should make
|
||
trial of the physician's frankly offered skill. Mr. Dimmesdale
|
||
gently repelled their entreaties.
|
||
|
||
"I need no medicine," said he.
|
||
|
||
But how could the young minister say so, when,
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
148 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
with every successive Sabbath, his cheek was paler and thinner,
|
||
and his voice more tremulous than before -- when it had now
|
||
become a constant habit, rather than a casual gesture, to press
|
||
his hand over his heart? Was he weary of his labours? Did he
|
||
wish to die? These questions were solemnly propounded to Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale by the elder ministers of Boston, and the deacons of
|
||
his church, who, to use their own phrase, "dealt with him," on
|
||
the sin of rejecting the aid which Providence so manifestly held
|
||
out. He listened in silence, and finally promised to confer with
|
||
the physician.
|
||
|
||
"Were it God's will," said the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, when, in
|
||
fulfilment of this pledge, he requested old Roger Chillingworth's
|
||
professional advice, "I could be well content that my labours,
|
||
and my sorrows, and my sins, and my pains, should shortly end
|
||
with me, and what is earthly of them be buried in my grave, and
|
||
the spiritual go with me to my eternal state, rather than that
|
||
you should put your skill to the proof in my behalf. "
|
||
|
||
"Ah," replied Roger Chillingworth, with that quietness, which,
|
||
whether imposed or natural, marked all his deportment, "it is
|
||
thus that a young clergyman is apt to speak. Youthful men, not
|
||
having taken a deep root, give up their hold of life so easily!
|
||
And saintly men, who walk with God on earth, would fain be away,
|
||
to walk with him on the golden pavements of the New Jerusalem. "
|
||
|
||
"Nay," rejoined the young minister, putting his hand to his
|
||
heart, with a flush of pain flitting over his brow, "were I
|
||
worthier to walk there, I could be better content to toil here. "
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE LEECH 149
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"Good men ever interpret themselves too meanly," said the
|
||
physician.
|
||
|
||
In this manner, the mysterious old Roger Chillingworth became the
|
||
medical adviser of the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale. As not only the
|
||
disease interested the physician, but he was strongly moved to
|
||
look into the character and qualities of the patient, these two
|
||
men, so different in age, came gradually to spend much time
|
||
together. For the sake of the minister's health, and to enable
|
||
the leech to gather plants with healing balm in them, they took
|
||
long walks on the sea-shore, or in the forest; mingling various
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||
walks with the splash and murmur of the waves, and the solemn
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wind-anthem among the tree-tops. Often, likewise, one was the
|
||
guest of the other in his place of study and retirement There was
|
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a fascination for the minister in the company of the man of
|
||
science, in whom he recognised an intellectual cultivation of no
|
||
moderate depth or scope; together with a range and freedom of
|
||
ideas, that he would have vainly looked for among the members of
|
||
his own profession. In truth, he was startled, if not shocked,
|
||
to find this attribute in the physician. Mr. Dimmesdale was a
|
||
true priest, a true religionist, with the reverential sentiment
|
||
largely developed, and an order of mind that impelled itself
|
||
powerfully along the track of a creed, and wore its passage
|
||
continually deeper with the lapse of time. In no state of
|
||
society would he have been what is called a man of liberal views;
|
||
it would always be essential to his peace to feel the pressure of
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||
a faith about him, supporting, while it confined him within its
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iron framework. Not the less, however, though with a tremulous
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enjoyment,
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150 THE SCARLET LETTER
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did he feel the occasional relief of looking at the universe
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through the medium of another kind of intellect than those with
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||
which he habitually held converse. It was as if a window were
|
||
thrown open, admitting a freer atmosphere into the close and
|
||
stifled study, where his life was wasting itself away, amid
|
||
lamp-light, or obstructed day-beams, and the musty fragrance, be
|
||
it sensual or moral, that exhales from books. But the air was
|
||
too fresh and chill to be long breathed with comfort. So the
|
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minister, and the physician with him, withdrew again within the
|
||
limits of what their Church defined as orthodox.
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Thus Roger Chillingworth scrutinised his patient carefully, both
|
||
as he saw him in his ordinary life, keeping an accustomed pathway
|
||
in the range of thoughts familiar to him, and as he appeared when
|
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thrown amidst other moral scenery, the novelty of which might
|
||
call out something new to the surface of his character. He
|
||
deemed it essential, it would seem, to know the man, before
|
||
attempting to do him good. Wherever there is a heart and an
|
||
intellect, the diseases of the physical frame are tinged with the
|
||
peculiarities of these. In Arthur Dimmesdale, thought and
|
||
imagination were so active, and sensibility so intense, that the
|
||
bodily infirmity would be likely to have its groundwork there.
|
||
So Roger Chillingworth -- the man of skill, the kind and friendly
|
||
physician -- strove to go deep into his patient's bosom, delving
|
||
among his principles, prying into his recollections, and probing
|
||
everything with a cautious touch, like a treasure-seeker in a
|
||
dark cavern. Few secrets can escape an investigator, who has
|
||
opportunity and licence to undertake such a
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THE LEECH 151
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||
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quest, and skill to follow it up. A man burdened with a secret
|
||
should especially avoid the intimacy of his physician. If the
|
||
latter possess native sagacity, and a nameless something more let
|
||
us call it intuition; if he show no intrusive egotism, nor
|
||
disagreeable prominent characteristics of his own; if he have the
|
||
power, which must be born with him, to bring his mind into such
|
||
affinity with his patient's, that this last shall unawares have
|
||
spoken what he imagines himself only to have thought if such
|
||
revelations be received without tumult, and acknowledged not so
|
||
often by an uttered sympathy as by silence, an inarticulate
|
||
breath, and here and there a word to indicate that all is
|
||
understood; if to these qualifications of a confidant be joined
|
||
the advantages afforded by his recognised character as a
|
||
physician; -- then, at some inevitable moment, will the soul of
|
||
the sufferer be dissolved, and flow forth in a dark but
|
||
transparent stream, bringing all its mysteries into the daylight.
|
||
|
||
|
||
Roger Chillingworth possessed all, or most, of the attributes
|
||
above enumerated. Nevertheless, time went on; a kind of
|
||
intimacy, as we have said, grew up between these two cultivated
|
||
minds, which had as wide a field as the whole sphere of human
|
||
thought and study to meet upon; they discussed every topic of
|
||
ethics and religion, of public affairs, and private character;
|
||
they talked much, on both sides, of matters that seemed personal
|
||
to themselves; and yet no secret, such as the physician fancied
|
||
must exist there, ever stole out of the minister's consciousness
|
||
into his companion's ear. The latter had his suspicions, indeed,
|
||
that even the nature of Mr.
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|
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152 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Dimmesdale's bodily disease had never fairly been revealed to
|
||
him. It was a strange reserve!
|
||
|
||
After a time, at a hint from Roger Chillingworth, the friends of
|
||
Mr. Dimmesdale effected an arrangement by which the two were
|
||
lodged in the same house; so that every ebb and flow of the
|
||
minister's life-tide might pass under the eye of his anxious and
|
||
attached physician. There was much joy throughout the town when
|
||
this greatly desirable object was attained. It was held to be
|
||
the best possible measure for the young clergyman's welfare;
|
||
unless, indeed, as often urged by such as felt authorised to do
|
||
so, he had selected some one of the many blooming damsels,
|
||
spiritually devoted to him, to become his devoted wife. This
|
||
latter step, however, there was no present prospect that Arthur
|
||
Dimmesdale would be prevailed upon to take; he rejected all
|
||
suggestions of the kind, as if priestly celibacy were one of his
|
||
articles of Church discipline. Doomed by his own choice,
|
||
therefore, as Mr. Dimmesdale so evidently was, to eat his
|
||
unsavoury morsel always at another's board, and endure the
|
||
life-long chill which must be his lot who seeks to warm himself
|
||
only at another's fireside, it truly seemed that this sagacious,
|
||
experienced, benevolent old physician, with his concord of
|
||
paternal and reverential love for the young pastor, was the very
|
||
man, of all mankind, to be constantly within reach of his voice.
|
||
|
||
The new abode of the two friends was with a pious widow, of good
|
||
social rank, who dwelt in a house covering pretty nearly the site
|
||
on which the venerable structure of King's Chapel has since been
|
||
built. It the graveyard, originally Isaac Johnson's home-
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE LEECH 153
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
field, on one side, and so was well adapted to call up serious
|
||
reflections, suited to their respective employments, in both
|
||
minister and man of physic. The motherly care of the good widow
|
||
assigned to Mr. Dimmesdale a front apartment, with a sunny
|
||
exposure, and heavy window-curtains, to create a noontide shadow
|
||
when desirable. The walls were hung round with tapestry, said to
|
||
be from the Gobelin looms, and, at all events, representing the
|
||
Scriptural story of David and Bathsheba, and Nathan the Prophet,
|
||
in colours still unfaded, but which made the fair woman of the
|
||
scene almost as grimly picturesque as the woe-denouncing seer.
|
||
Here the pale clergyman piled up his library, rich with
|
||
parchment-bound folios of the Fathers, and the lore of Rabbis,
|
||
and monkish erudition, of which the Protestant divines, even
|
||
while they vilified and decried that class of writers, were yet
|
||
constrained often to avail themselves. On the other side of the
|
||
house, old Roger Chillingworth arranged his study and laboratory:
|
||
not such as a modern man of science would reckon even tolerably
|
||
complete, but provided with a distilling apparatus and the means
|
||
of compounding drugs and chemicals, which the practised alchemist
|
||
knew well how to turn to purpose. With such commodiousness of
|
||
situation, these two learned persons sat themselves down, each in
|
||
his own domain, yet familiarly passing from one apartment to the
|
||
other, and bestowing a mutual and not incurious inspection into
|
||
one another's business.
|
||
|
||
And the Reverend Arthur Dimmesdale's best discerning friends, as
|
||
we have intimated, very
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
154 THE SCARLET LEVER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
reasonably imagined that the hand of Providence had done all this
|
||
for the purpose -- besought in so many public and domestic and
|
||
secret prayers -- of restoring the young minister to health.
|
||
But, it must now be said, another portion of the community had
|
||
latterly begun to take its own view of the relation betwixt Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale and the mysterious old physician. When an
|
||
uninstructed multitude attempts to see with its eyes, it is
|
||
exceedingly apt to be deceived. When, however, it forms its
|
||
judgment, as it usually does, on the intuitions of its great and
|
||
warm heart, the conclusions thus attained are often so profound
|
||
and so unerring as to possess the character of truth
|
||
supernaturally revealed. The people, in the case of which we
|
||
speak, could justify its prejudice against Roger Chillingworth by
|
||
no fact or argument worthy of serious refutation. There was an
|
||
aged handicraftsman, it is true, who had been a citizen of London
|
||
at the period of Sir Thomas Overbury's murder, now some thirty
|
||
years agone; he testified to having seen the physician, under
|
||
some other name, which the narrator of the story had now
|
||
forgotten, in company with Dr. Forman, the famous old conjurer,
|
||
who was implicated in the affair of Overbury. Two or three
|
||
individuals hinted that the man of skill, during his Indian
|
||
captivity, had enlarged his medical attainments by joining in the
|
||
incantations of the savage priests, who were universally
|
||
acknowledged to be powerful enchanters, often performing
|
||
seemingly miraculous cures by their skill in the black art. A
|
||
large number -- and many of these were persons of such sober
|
||
sense and practical observation that their opinions would have
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE LEECH 155
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
been valuable in other matters -- affirmed that Roger
|
||
Chillingworth's aspect had undergone a remarkable change while he
|
||
had dwelt in town, and especially since his abode with Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale. At first, his expression had been calm, meditative,
|
||
scholar-like. Now there was something ugly and evil in his face,
|
||
which they had not previously noticed, and which grew still the
|
||
more obvious to sight the oftener they looked upon him.
|
||
According to the vulgar idea, the fire in his laboratory had been
|
||
brought from the lower regions, and was fed with infernal fuel;
|
||
and so, as might be expected, his visage was getting sooty with
|
||
the smoke.
|
||
|
||
To sum up the matter, it grew to be a widely diffused opinion
|
||
that the Rev. Arthur Dimmesdale, like many other personages of
|
||
special sanctity, in all ages of the Christian world, was haunted
|
||
either by Satan himself or Satan's emissary, in the guise of old
|
||
Roger Chillingworth. This diabolical agent had the Divine
|
||
permission, for a season, to burrow into the clergyman's
|
||
intimacy, and plot against his soul. No sensible man, it was
|
||
confessed, could doubt on which side the victory would turn. The
|
||
people looked, with an unshaken hope, to see the minister come
|
||
forth out of the conflict transfigured with the glory which he
|
||
would unquestionably win. Meanwhile, nevertheless, it was sad to
|
||
think of the perchance mortal agony through which he must
|
||
struggle towards his triumph.
|
||
|
||
Alas! to judge from the gloom and terror in the depth of the
|
||
poor minister's eyes, the battle was a sore one, and the victory
|
||
anything but secure.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
X.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Old Roger Chillingworth, throughout life, had been calm in
|
||
temperament, kindly, though not of warm affections, but ever, and
|
||
in all his relations with the world, a pure and upright man. He
|
||
had begun an investigation, as he imagined, with the severe and
|
||
equal integrity of a judge, desirous only of truth, even as if
|
||
the question involved no more than the air-drawn lines and
|
||
figures of a geometrical problem, instead of human passions, and
|
||
wrongs inflicted on himself. But, as he proceeded, a terrible
|
||
fascination, a kind of fierce, though still calm, necessity,
|
||
seized the old man within its gripe, and never set him free again
|
||
until he had done all its bidding. He now dug into the poor
|
||
clergyman's heart, like a miner searching for gold; or, rather,
|
||
like a sexton delving into a grave, possibly in quest of a jewel
|
||
that had been buried on the dead man's bosom, but likely to find
|
||
nothing save mortality and corruption. Alas, for his own soul,
|
||
if these were what he sought!
|
||
|
||
Sometimes a light glimmered out of the physician's eyes, burning
|
||
blue and ominous, like the reflection of a furnace, or, let us
|
||
say, like one of those gleams of ghastly fire that darted from
|
||
Bunyan's awful doorway in the hillside, and quivered on the
|
||
pilgrim's
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT 157
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
face. The soil where this dark miner was working bad perchance
|
||
shown indications that encouraged him.
|
||
|
||
"This man," said he, at one such moment, to himself, "pure as
|
||
they deem him -- all spiritual as he seems -- hath inherited a
|
||
strong animal nature from his father or his mother. Let us dig a
|
||
little further in the direction of this vein!"
|
||
|
||
Then after long search into the minister's dim interior, and
|
||
turning over many precious materials, in the shape of high
|
||
aspirations for the welfare of his race, warm love of souls, pure
|
||
sentiments, natural piety, strengthened by thought and study, and
|
||
illuminated by revelation -- all of which invaluable gold was
|
||
perhaps no better than rubbish to the seeker -- he would turn
|
||
back, discouraged, and begin his quest towards another point. He
|
||
groped along as stealthily, with as cautious a tread, and as wary
|
||
an outlook, as a thief entering a chamber where a man lies only
|
||
half asleep -- or, it may be, broad awake -- with purpose to
|
||
steal the very treasure which this man guards as the apple of his
|
||
eye. In spite of his premeditated carefulness, the floor would
|
||
now and then creak; his garments would rustle; the shadow of his
|
||
presence, in a forbidden proximity, would be thrown across his
|
||
victim. In other words, Mr. Dimmesdale, whose sensibility of
|
||
nerve often produced the effect of spiritual intuition, would
|
||
become vaguely aware that something inimical to his peace had
|
||
thrust itself into relation with him. But Old Roger
|
||
Chillingworth, too, had perceptions that were almost intuitive;
|
||
and when the minister threw his startled eyes towards him, there
|
||
the physician sat; his kind, watchful, sympathising,
|
||
|
||
but never intrusive friend.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
158 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Yet Mr. Dimmesdale would perhaps have seen this individual's
|
||
character more perfectly, if a certain morbidness, to which sick
|
||
hearts are liable, had not rendered him suspicious of all
|
||
mankind. Trusting no man as his friend, he could not recognize
|
||
his enemy when the latter actually appeared. He therefore still
|
||
kept up a familiar intercourse with him, daily receiving he old
|
||
physician in his study, or visiting the laboratory, and, for
|
||
recreation's sake, watching the processes by which weeds were
|
||
converted into drugs of potency.
|
||
|
||
One day, leaning his forehead on his hand, and his elbow on the
|
||
sill of the open window, that looked towards the grave-yard, he
|
||
talked with Roger Chillingworth, while the old man was examining
|
||
a bundle of unsightly plants.
|
||
|
||
"Where," asked he, with a look askance at them -- for it was the
|
||
clergyman's peculiarity that he seldom, now-a-days, looked
|
||
straight forth at any object, whether human or inanimate" where,
|
||
my kind doctor, did you gather those herbs, with such a dark,
|
||
flabby leaf?"
|
||
|
||
"Even in the graveyard here at hand," answered the physician,
|
||
continuing his employment. "They are new to me. I found them
|
||
growing on a grave, which bore no tombstone, no other memorial of
|
||
the dead man, save these ugly weeds, that have taken upon
|
||
themselves to keep him in remembrance. They grew out of his
|
||
heart, and typify, it may be, some hideous secret that was buried
|
||
with him, and which he had done better to confess during his
|
||
lifetime. "
|
||
|
||
"Perchance," said Mr. Dimmesdale, "he earnestly desired it, but
|
||
could not. "
|
||
|
||
"And wherefore?" rejoined the physician.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT 159
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"Wherefore not; since all the powers of nature call so earnestly
|
||
for the confession of sin, that these black weeds have sprung up
|
||
out of a buried heart, to make manifest, an outspoken crime?"
|
||
|
||
"That, good sir, is but a phantasy of yours," replied the
|
||
minister. "There can be, if I forbode aright, no power, short of
|
||
the Divine mercy, to disclose, whether by uttered words, or by
|
||
type or emblem, the secrets that may be buried in the human
|
||
heart. The heart, making itself guilty of such secrets, must
|
||
perforce hold them, until the day when all hidden things shall be
|
||
revealed. Nor have I so read or interpreted Holy Writ, as to
|
||
understand that the disclosure of human thoughts and deeds, then
|
||
to be made, is intended as a part of the retribution. That,
|
||
surely, were a shallow view of it. No; these revelations, unless
|
||
I greatly err, are meant merely to promote the intellectual
|
||
satisfaction of all intelligent beings, who will stand waiting,
|
||
on that day, to see the dark problem of this life made plain. A
|
||
knowledge of men's hearts will be needful to the completest
|
||
solution of that problem. And, I conceive moreover, that the
|
||
hearts holding such miserable secrets as you speak of, will yield
|
||
them up, at that last day, not with reluctance, but with a joy
|
||
unutterable. "
|
||
|
||
"Then why not reveal it here?" asked Roger Chillingworth,
|
||
glancing quietly aside at the minister. "Why should not the
|
||
guilty ones sooner avail themselves of this unutterable solace?"
|
||
|
||
"They mostly do," said the clergyman, griping hard at his breast,
|
||
as if afflicted with an importunate throb of pain. "Many, many a
|
||
poor soul hath given its confidence to me, not only on the
|
||
death-bed, but while strong in life, and fair in reputation. And
|
||
ever,
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
160 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
after such an outpouring, oh, what a relief have I witnessed in
|
||
those sinful brethren! even as in one who at last draws free
|
||
air, after a long stifling with his own polluted breath. How can
|
||
it be otherwise? Why should a wretched man -- guilty, we will
|
||
say, of murder -- prefer to keep the dead corpse buried in his
|
||
own heart, rather than fling it forth at once, and let the
|
||
universe take care of it!"
|
||
|
||
"Yet some men bury their secrets thus," observed the calm
|
||
physician.
|
||
|
||
"True; there are such men," answered Mr. Dimmesdale. "But not
|
||
to suggest more obvious reasons, it may be that they are kept
|
||
silent by the very constitution of their nature. Or -- can we
|
||
not suppose it? -- guilty as they may be, retaining,
|
||
nevertheless, a zeal for God's glory and man's welfare, they
|
||
shrink from displaying themselves black and filthy in the view of
|
||
men; because, thenceforward, no good can be achieved by them; no
|
||
evil of the past be redeemed by better service. So, to their own
|
||
unutterable torment, they go about among their fellow-creatures,
|
||
looking pure as new-fallen snow, while their hearts are all
|
||
speckled and spotted with iniquity of which they cannot rid
|
||
themselves. "
|
||
|
||
"These men deceive themselves," said Roger Chillingworth, with
|
||
somewhat more emphasis than usual, and making a slight gesture
|
||
with his forefinger. "They fear to take up the shame that
|
||
rightfully belongs to them. Their love for man, their zeal for
|
||
God's service -- these holy impulses may or may not coexist in
|
||
their hearts with the evil inmates to which their guilt has
|
||
unbarred the door, and which must needs propagate a hellish breed
|
||
within them. But, if
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT 161
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
they seek to glorify God, let them not lift heavenward their
|
||
unclean hands! If they would serve their fellowmen, let them do
|
||
it by making manifest the power and reality of conscience, in
|
||
constraining them to penitential self-abasement! Would thou have
|
||
me to believe, O wise and pious friend, that a false show can be
|
||
better -- can be more for God's glory, or man' welfare -- than
|
||
God's own truth? Trust me, such men deceive themselves!"
|
||
|
||
"It may be so," said the young clergyman, indifferently, as
|
||
waiving a discussion that he considered irrelevant or
|
||
unseasonable. He had a ready faculty, indeed, of escaping from
|
||
any topic that agitated his too sensitive and nervous
|
||
temperament. -- "But, now, I would ask of my well-skilled
|
||
physician, whether, in good sooth, he deems me to have profited
|
||
by his kindly care of this weak frame of mine?"
|
||
|
||
Before Roger Chillingworth could answer, they heard the clear,
|
||
wild laughter of a young child's voice, proceeding from the
|
||
adjacent burial-ground. Looking instinctively from the open
|
||
window -- for it was summer-time -- the minister beheld Hester
|
||
Prynne and little Pearl passing along the footpath that traversed
|
||
the enclosure. Pearl looked as beautiful as the day, but was in
|
||
one of those moods of perverse merriment which, whenever they
|
||
occurred, seemed to remove her entirely out of the sphere of
|
||
sympathy or human contact. She now skipped irreverently from one
|
||
grave to another; until coming to the broad, flat, armorial
|
||
tombstone of a departed worthy -- perhaps of Isaac Johnson
|
||
himself -- she began to dance upon it. In reply to her mother's
|
||
command and entreaty that she would behave more decorously,
|
||
little Pearl paused
|
||
|
||
|
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gather the prickly burrs from a tall burdock which grew beside
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the tomb. Taking a handful of these, she arranged them along the
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lines of the scarlet letter that decorated the maternal bosom, to
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which the burrs, as their nature was, tenaciously adhered.
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Hester did not pluck them off.
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Roger Chillingworth had by this time approached the window and
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smiled grimly down.
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"There is no law, nor reverence for authority, no regard for
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human ordinances or opinions, right or wrong, mixed up with that
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child's composition," remarked he, as much to himself as to his
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companion. "I saw her, the other day, bespatter the Governor
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himself with water at the cattle-trough in Spring Lane. What, in
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heaven's name, is she? Is the imp altogether evil? Hath she
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affections? Hath she any discoverable principle of being?"
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"None, save the freedom of a broken law," answered Mr.
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Dimmesdale, in a quiet way, as if he had been discussing the
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point within himself, "Whether capable of good, I know not. "
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The child probably overheard their voices, for, looking up to the
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window with a bright, but naughty smile of mirth and
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intelligence, she threw one of the prickly burrs at the Rev. Mr.
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Dimmesdale. The sensitive clergyman shrank, with nervous dread,
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from the light missile. Detecting his emotion, Pearl clapped her
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little hands in the most extravagant ecstacy. Hester Prynne,
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likewise, had involuntarily looked up, and all these four
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persons, old and young, regarded one another in silence, till the
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child laughed aloud, and shouted -- "Come away, mother! Come
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away, or yonder old black man will catch you! He hath got
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THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT 163
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hold of the minister already. Come away, mother or he will catch
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you! But he cannot catch little Pearl!"
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So she drew her mother away, skipping, dancing, and frisking
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fantastically among the hillocks of the dead people, like a
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creature that had nothing in common with a bygone and buried
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generation, nor owned herself akin to it. It was as if she had
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been made afresh out of new elements, and must perforce be
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permitted to live her own life, and be a law unto herself without
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her eccentricities being reckoned to her for a crime.
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"There goes a woman," resumed Roger Chillingworth, after a pause,
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"who, be her demerits what they may, hath none of that mystery of
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hidden sinfulness which you deem so grievous to be borne. Is
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Hester Prynne the less miserable, think you, for that scarlet
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letter on her breast?"
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"I do verily believe it," answered the clergyman. "Nevertheless,
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I cannot answer for her. There was a look of pain in her face
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which I would gladly have been spared the sight of. But still,
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methinks, it must needs be better for the sufferer to be free to
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show his pain, as this poor woman Hester is, than to cover it up
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in his heart. "
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There was another pause, and the physician began anew to examine
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and arrange the plants which he had gathered.
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"You inquired of me, a little time agone," said he, at length,
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"my judgment as touching your health. "
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"I did," answered the clergyman, "and would gladly learn it.
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Speak frankly, I pray you, be it for life or death. "
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164 THE SCARLET LETTER
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"Freely then, and plainly," said the physician, still busy with
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his plants, but keeping a wary eye on Mr. Dimmesdale, "the
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disorder is a strange one; not so much in itself nor as outwardly
|
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manifested, -- in so far, at least as the symptoms have been laid
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open to my observation. Looking daily at you, my good sir, and
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||
watching the tokens of your aspect now for months gone by, I
|
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should deem you a man sore sick, it may be, yet not so sick but
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that an instructed and watchful physician might well hope to cure
|
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you. But I know not what to say, the disease is what I seem to
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know, yet know it not. "
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"You speak in riddles, learned sir," said the pale minister,
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glancing aside out of the window.
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"Then, to speak more plainly," continued the physician, "and I
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||
crave pardon, sir, should it seem to require pardon, for this
|
||
needful plainness of my speech. Let me ask as your friend, as
|
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one having charge, under Providence, of your life and physical
|
||
well being, hath all the operations of this disorder been fairly
|
||
laid open and recounted to me?"
|
||
|
||
"How can you question it?" asked the minister. "Surely it were
|
||
child's play to call in a physician and then hide the sore!"
|
||
|
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"You would tell me, then, that I know all?" said Roger
|
||
Chillingworth, deliberately, and fixing an eye, bright with
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intense and concentrated intelligence, on the minister's face.
|
||
"Be it so! But again! He to whom only the outward and physical
|
||
evil is laid open, knoweth, oftentimes, but half the evil which
|
||
he is called upon to cure. A bodily disease, which we look upon
|
||
as whole and entire within itself, may, after all, be but a
|
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symptom of some ailment in the spiritual
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THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT 165
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part. Your pardon once again, good sir, if my speech give the
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shadow of offence. You, sir, of all men whom I have known, are
|
||
he whose body is the closest conjoined, and imbued, and
|
||
identified, so to speak, with the spirit whereof it is the
|
||
instrument. "
|
||
|
||
"Then I need ask no further," said the clergyman, somewhat
|
||
hastily rising from his chair. "You deal not, I take it, in
|
||
medicine for the soul!"
|
||
|
||
"Thus, a sickness," continued Roger Chillingworth, going on, in
|
||
an unaltered tone, without heeding the interruption, but standing
|
||
up and confronting the emaciated and white-cheeked minister, with
|
||
his low, dark, and misshapen figure, -- "a sickness, a sore
|
||
place, if we may so call it, in your spirit hath immediately its
|
||
appropriate manifestation in your bodily frame. Would you,
|
||
therefore, that your physician heal the bodily evil? How may
|
||
this be unless you first lay open to him the wound or trouble in
|
||
your soul?"
|
||
|
||
"No, not to thee! not to an earthly physician!" cried Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale, passionately, and turning his eyes, full and bright,
|
||
and with a kind of fierceness, on old Roger Chillingworth. "Not
|
||
to thee! But, if it be the soul's disease, then do I commit
|
||
myself to the one Physician of the soul! He, if it stand with
|
||
His good pleasure, can cure, or he can kill. Let Him do with me
|
||
as, in His justice and wisdom, He shall see good. But who art
|
||
thou, that meddlest in this matter? that dares thrust himself
|
||
between the sufferer and his God?"
|
||
|
||
With a frantic gesture he rushed out of the room.
|
||
|
||
"It is as well to have made this step," said Roger Chillingworth
|
||
to himself, looking after the minister, with a grave smile.
|
||
"There is nothing lost. We shall be friends again anon. But
|
||
see, now, how passion
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||
|
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166 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
takes hold upon this man, and hurrieth him out of himself! As
|
||
with one passion so with another. He hath done a wild thing ere
|
||
now, this pious Master Dimmesdale, in the hot passion of his
|
||
heart. "
|
||
|
||
It proved not difficult to re-establish the intimacy of the two
|
||
companions, on the same footing and in the same degree as
|
||
heretofore. The young clergyman, after a few hours of privacy,
|
||
was sensible that the disorder of his nerves had hurried him into
|
||
an unseemly outbreak of temper, which there had been nothing in
|
||
the physician's words to excuse or palliate. He marvelled,
|
||
indeed, at the violence with which he had thrust back the kind
|
||
old man, when merely proffering the advice which it was his duty
|
||
to bestow, and which the minister himself had expressly sought.
|
||
With these remorseful feelings, he lost no time in making the
|
||
amplest apologies, and besought his friend still to continue the
|
||
care which, if not successful in restoring him to health, had, in
|
||
all probability, been the means of prolonging his feeble
|
||
existence to that hour. Roger Chillingworth readily assented,
|
||
and went on with his medical supervision of the minister; doing
|
||
his best for him, in all good faith, but always quitting the
|
||
patient's apartment, at the close of the professional interview,
|
||
with a mysterious and puzzled smile upon his lips. This
|
||
expression was invisible in Mr. Dimmesdale's presence, but grew
|
||
strongly evident as the physician crossed the threshold.
|
||
|
||
"A rare case," he muttered. "I must needs look deeper into it.
|
||
A strange sympathy betwixt soul and body! Were it only for the
|
||
art's sake, I must search this matter to the bottom. "
|
||
|
||
It came to pass, not long after the scene above
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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THE LEECH AND HIS PATIENT 167
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||
|
||
|
||
|
||
recorded, that the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, noon-day, and
|
||
entirely unawares, fell into a deep, deep slumber, sitting in his
|
||
chair, with a large black-letter volume open before him on the
|
||
table. It must have been a work of vast ability in the
|
||
somniferous school of literature. The profound depth of the
|
||
minister's repose was the more remarkable, inasmuch as he was one
|
||
of those persons whose sleep ordinarily is as light as fitful,
|
||
and as easily scared away, as a small bird hopping on a twig. To
|
||
such an unwonted remoteness, however, had his spirit now
|
||
withdrawn into itself that he stirred not in his chair when old
|
||
Roger Chillingworth, without any extraordinary precaution, came
|
||
into the room. The physician advanced directly in front of his
|
||
patient, laid his hand upon his bosom, and thrust aside the
|
||
vestment, that hitherto had always covered it even from the
|
||
professional eye.
|
||
|
||
Then, indeed, Mr. Dimmesdale shuddered, and slightly stirred.
|
||
|
||
After a brief pause, the physician turned away.
|
||
|
||
But with what a wild look of wonder, joy, and honor! With what a
|
||
ghastly rapture, as it were, too mighty to be expressed only by
|
||
the eye and features, and therefore bursting forth through the
|
||
whole ugliness of his figure, and making itself even riotously
|
||
manifest by the extravagant gestures with which he threw up his
|
||
arms towards the ceiling, and stamped his foot upon the floor!
|
||
Had a man seen old Roger Chillingworth, at that moment of his
|
||
ecstasy, he would have had no need to ask how Satan comports
|
||
himself when a precious human soul is lost to heaven, and won
|
||
into his kingdom.
|
||
|
||
But what distinguished the physician's ecstasy from Satan's was
|
||
the trait of wonder in it!
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
XI
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE INTERIOR OF A HEART
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
After the incident last described, the intercourse between the
|
||
clergyman and the physician, though externally the same, was
|
||
really of another character than it had previously been. The
|
||
intellect of Roger Chillingworth had now a sufficiently plain
|
||
path before it. It was not, indeed, precisely that which he had
|
||
laid out for himself to tread. Calm, gentle, passionless, as he
|
||
appeared, there was yet, we fear, a quiet depth of malice,
|
||
hitherto latent, but active now, in this unfortunate old man,
|
||
which led him to imagine a more intimate revenge than any mortal
|
||
had ever wreaked upon an enemy. To make himself the one trusted
|
||
friend, to whom should be confided all the fear, the remorse, the
|
||
agony, the ineffectual repentance, the backward rush of sinful
|
||
thoughts, expelled in vain! All that guilty sorrow, hidden from
|
||
the world, whose great heart would have pitied and forgiven, to
|
||
be revealed to him, the Pitiless -- to him, the Unforgiving! All
|
||
that dark treasure to be lavished on the very man, to whom
|
||
nothing else could so adequately pay the debt of vengeance!
|
||
|
||
The clergyman's shy and sensitive reserve had balked this scheme
|
||
Roger Chillingworth, however,
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE INTERIOR OF A HEART 169
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
was inclined to be hardly, if at all, less satisfied with the
|
||
aspect of affairs, which Providence -- using the avenger and his
|
||
victim for its own purposes, and, perchance, pardoning, where it
|
||
seemed most to punish -- had substituted for his black devices A
|
||
revelation, he could almost say, had been granted to him. It
|
||
mattered little for his object, whether celestial or from what
|
||
other region. By its aid, in all the subsequent relations
|
||
betwixt him and Mr. Dimmesdale, not merely the external
|
||
presence, but the very inmost soul of the latter, seemed to be
|
||
brought out before his eyes, so that he could see and comprehend
|
||
its every movement. He became, thenceforth, not a spectator
|
||
only, but a chief actor in the poor minister's interior world.
|
||
He could play upon him as he chose. Would he arouse him with a
|
||
throb of agony? The victim was for ever on the rack; it needed
|
||
only to know the spring that controlled the engine: and the
|
||
physician knew it well. Would he startle him with sudden fear?
|
||
As at the waving of a magician's wand, up rose a grisly phantom
|
||
-- up rose a thousand phantoms -- in many shapes, of death, or
|
||
more awful shame, all flocking round about the clergyman, and
|
||
pointing with their fingers at his breast!
|
||
|
||
All this was accomplished with a subtlety so perfect, that the
|
||
minister, though he had constantly a dim perception of some evil
|
||
influence watching over him, could never gain a knowledge of its
|
||
actual nature. True, he looked doubtfully, fearfully -- even, at
|
||
times, with horror and the bitterness of hatred -- at the
|
||
deformed figure of the old physician. His gestures, his gait,
|
||
his grizzled beard, his slightest and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
170 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
most indifferent acts, the very fashion of his garments, were
|
||
odious in the clergyman's sight; a token implicitly to be relied
|
||
on of a deeper antipathy in the breast of the latter than he was
|
||
willing to acknowledge to himself. For, as it was impossible to
|
||
assign a reason for such distrust and abhorrence, so Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale, conscious that the poison of one morbid spot was
|
||
infecting his heart's entire substance, attributed all his
|
||
presentiments to no other cause. He took himself to task for his
|
||
bad sympathies in reference to Roger Chillingworth, disregarded
|
||
the lesson that he should have drawn from them, and did his best
|
||
to root them out. Unable to accomplish this, he nevertheless, as
|
||
a matter of principle, continued his habits of social familiarity
|
||
with the old man, and thus gave him constant opportunities for
|
||
perfecting the purpose to which -- poor forlorn creature that he
|
||
was, and more wretched than his victim -- the avenger had devoted
|
||
himself.
|
||
|
||
While thus suffering under bodily disease, and gnawed and
|
||
tortured by some black trouble of the soul, and given over to the
|
||
machinations of his deadliest enemy, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale
|
||
had achieved a brilliant popularity in his sacred office. He won
|
||
it indeed, in great part, by his sorrows. His intellectual
|
||
gifts, his moral perceptions, his power of experiencing and
|
||
communicating emotion, were kept in a state of preternatural
|
||
activity by the prick and anguish of his daily life. His fame,
|
||
though still on its upward slope, already overshadowed the
|
||
soberer reputations of his fellow-clergymen, eminent as several
|
||
of them were. There are scholars among them, who had spent more
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE INTERIOR OF A HEART 171
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
years in acquiring abstruse lore, connected with the divine
|
||
profession, than Mr. Dimmesdale had lived; and who might well,
|
||
therefore, be more profoundly versed in such solid and valuable
|
||
attainments than their youthful brother. There were men, too, of
|
||
a sturdier texture of mind than his, and endowed with a far
|
||
greater share of shrewd, hard iron, or granite understanding;
|
||
which, duly mingled with a fair proportion of doctrinal
|
||
ingredient, constitutes a highly respectable, efficacious, and
|
||
unamiable variety of the clerical species. There were others
|
||
again, true saintly fathers, whose faculties had been elaborated
|
||
by weary toil among their books, and by patient thought, and
|
||
etherealised, moreover, by spiritual communications with the
|
||
better world, into which their purity of life had almost
|
||
introduced these holy personages, with their garments of
|
||
mortality still clinging to them. All that they lacked was, the
|
||
gift that descended upon the chosen disciples at Pentecost, in
|
||
tongues of flame; symbolising, it would seem, not the power of
|
||
speech in foreign and unknown languages, but that of addressing
|
||
the whole human brotherhood in the heart's native language.
|
||
These fathers, otherwise so apostolic, lacked Heaven's last and
|
||
rarest attestation of their office, the Tongue of Flame. They
|
||
would have vainly sought -- had they ever dreamed of seeking --
|
||
to express the highest truths through the humblest medium of
|
||
familiar words and images. Their voices came down, afar and
|
||
indistinctly, from the upper heights where they habitually dwelt.
|
||
|
||
|
||
Not improbably, it was to this latter class of ms that Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale, by many of his traits of
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
172 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
character, naturally belonged. To the high mountain peaks of
|
||
faith and sanctity he would have climbed, had not the tendency
|
||
been thwarted by the burden, whatever it might be, of crime or
|
||
anguish, beneath which it was his doom to totter. It kept him
|
||
down on a level with the lowest; him, the man of ethereal
|
||
attributes, whose voice the angels might else have listened to
|
||
and answered! But this very burden it was that gave him
|
||
sympathies so intimate with the sinful brotherhood of mankind; so
|
||
that his heart vibrated in unison with theirs, and received their
|
||
pain into itself and sent its own throb of pain through a
|
||
thousand other hearts, in gushes of sad, persuasive eloquence.
|
||
Oftenest persuasive, but sometimes terrible! The people knew not
|
||
the power that moved them thus. They deemed the young clergyman
|
||
a miracle of holiness. They fancied him the mouth-piece of
|
||
Heaven's messages of wisdom, and rebuke, and love. In their
|
||
eyes, the very ground on which he trod was sanctified. The
|
||
virgins of his church grew pale around him, victims of a passion
|
||
so imbued with religious sentiment, that they imagined it to be
|
||
all religion, and brought it openly, in their white bosoms, as
|
||
their most acceptable sacrifice before the altar. The aged
|
||
members of his flock, beholding Mr. Dimmesdale's frame so
|
||
feeble, while they were themselves so rugged in their infirmity,
|
||
believed that he would go heavenward before them, and enjoined it
|
||
upon their children that their old bones should be buried close
|
||
to their young pastor's holy grave. And all this time,
|
||
perchance, when poor Mr. Dimmesdale was thinking of his grave,
|
||
he questioned with himself whether the grass
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE INTERIOR OF A HEART 173
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
would ever grow on it, because an accursed thing must there be
|
||
buried!
|
||
|
||
It is inconceivable, the agony with which this public veneration
|
||
tortured him. It was his genuine impulse to adore the truth, and
|
||
to reckon all things shadow-like, and utterly devoid of weight or
|
||
value, that had not its divine essence as the life within their
|
||
life. Then what was he? -- a substance? -- or the dimmest of
|
||
all shadows? He longed to speak out from his own pulpit at the
|
||
full height of his voice, and tell the people what he was. "I,
|
||
whom you behold in these black garments of the priesthood -- I,
|
||
who ascend the sacred desk, and turn my pale face heavenward,
|
||
taking upon myself to hold communion in your behalf with the Most
|
||
High Omniscience -- I, in whose daily life you discern the
|
||
sanctity of Enoch -- I, whose footsteps, as you suppose, leave a
|
||
gleam along my earthly track, whereby the Pilgrims that shall
|
||
come after me may be guided to the regions of the blest -- I, who
|
||
have laid the hand of baptism upon your children -- I, who have
|
||
breathed the parting prayer over your dying friends, to whom the
|
||
Amen sounded faintly from a world which they had quitted -- I,
|
||
your pastor, whom you so reverence and trust, am utterly a
|
||
pollution and a lie!"
|
||
|
||
More than once, Mr. Dimmesdale had gone into the pulpit, with a
|
||
purpose never to come down its steps until he should have spoken
|
||
words like the above. More than once he had cleared his throat,
|
||
and drawn in the long, deep, and tremulous breath, which, when
|
||
sent forth again, would come burdened with the black secret of
|
||
his soul. More than once -- nay, more than a hundred times -- he
|
||
had actually
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
174 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
spoken! Spoken! But how? He had told his hearers that he was
|
||
altogether vile, a viler companion of the vilest, the worst of
|
||
sinners, an abomination, a thing of unimaginable iniquity, and
|
||
that the only wonder was that they did not see his wretched body
|
||
shrivelled up before their eyes by the burning wrath of the
|
||
Almighty! Could there be plainer speech than this? Would not
|
||
the people start up in their seats, by a simultaneous impulse,
|
||
and tear him down out of the pulpit which he defiled? Not so,
|
||
indeed! They heard it all, and did but reverence him the more.
|
||
They little guessed what deadly purport lurked in those
|
||
self-condemning words. "The godly youth!" said they among
|
||
themselves. "The saint on earth! Alas! if he discern such
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sinfulness in his own white soul, what horrid spectacle would he
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behold in thine or mine!" The minister well knew -- subtle, but
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remorseful hypocrite that he was! -- the light in which his
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vague confession would be viewed. He had striven to put a cheat
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upon himself by making the avowal of a guilty conscience, but had
|
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gained only one other sin, and a self-acknowledged shame, without
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the momentary relief of being self-deceived. He had spoken the
|
||
very truth, and transformed it into the veriest falsehood. And
|
||
yet, by the constitution of his nature, he loved the truth, and
|
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loathed the lie, as few men ever did. Therefore, above all
|
||
things else, he loathed his miserable self!
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His inward trouble drove him to practices more in accordance with
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the old, corrupted faith of Rome than with the better light of
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the church in which he had been born and bred. In Mr.
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Dimmesdale's secret closet, under lock and key, there was a
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bloody
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THE INTERIOR OF A HEART 175
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scourge. Oftentimes, this Protestant and Puritan divine had
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plied it on his own shoulders, laughing bitterly at himself the
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while, and smiting so much the more pitilessly because of that
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bitter laugh. It was his custom, too, as it has been that of
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many other pious Puritans, to fast -- not however, like them, in
|
||
order to purify the body, and render it the fitter medium of
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celestial illumination -- but rigorously, and until his knees
|
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trembled beneath him, as an act of penance. He kept vigils,
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likewise, night after night, sometimes in utter darkness,
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sometimes with a glimmering lamp, and sometimes, viewing his own
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face in a looking-glass, by the most powerful light which he
|
||
could throw upon it. He thus typified the constant introspection
|
||
wherewith he tortured, but could not purify himself. In these
|
||
lengthened vigils, his brain often reeled, and visions seemed to
|
||
flit before him; perhaps seen doubtfully, and by a faint light of
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their own, in the remote dimness of the chamber, or more vividly
|
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and close beside him, within the looking-glass. Now it was a
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herd of diabolic shapes, that grinned and mocked at the pale
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minister, and beckoned him away with them; now a group of shining
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angels, who flew upward heavily, as sorrow-laden, but grew more
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ethereal as they rose. Now came the dead friends of his youth,
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and his white-bearded father, with a saint-like frown, and his
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mother turning her face away as she passed by Ghost of a mother
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-- thinnest fantasy of a mother -- methinks she might yet have
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thrown a pitying glance towards her son! And now, through the
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chamber which these spectral thoughts had made so ghastly, glided
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Hester Prynne leading along little
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176 THE SCARLET LETTER
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Pearl, in her scarlet garb, and pointing her forefinger, first at
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the scarlet letter on her bosom, and then at the clergyman's own
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breast.
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None of these visions ever quite deluded him. At any moment, by
|
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an effort of his will, he could discern substances through their
|
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misty lack of substance, and convince himself that they were not
|
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solid in their nature, like yonder table of carved oak, or that
|
||
big, square, leather-bound and brazen-clasped volume of divinity.
|
||
But, for all that, they were, in one sense, the truest and most
|
||
substantial things which the poor minister now dealt with. It is
|
||
the unspeakable misery of a life so false as his, that it steals
|
||
the pith and substance out of whatever realities there are around
|
||
us, and which were meant by Heaven to be the spirit's joy and
|
||
nutriment. To the untrue man, the whole universe is false -- it
|
||
is impalpable -- it shrinks to nothing within his grasp. And he
|
||
himself in so far as he shows himself in a false light, becomes a
|
||
shadow, or, indeed, ceases to exist. The only truth that
|
||
continued to give Mr. Dimmesdale a real existence on this earth
|
||
was the anguish in his inmost soul, and the undissembled
|
||
expression of it in his aspect. Had he once found power to
|
||
smile, and wear a face of gaiety, there would have been no such
|
||
man!
|
||
|
||
On one of those ugly nights, which we have faintly hinted at, but
|
||
forborne to picture forth, the minister started from his chair.
|
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A new thought had struck him. There might be a moment's peace in
|
||
it. Attiring himself with as much care as if it had been for
|
||
public worship, and precisely in the same manner, he stole softly
|
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down the staircase, undid the door, and issued forth.
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|
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|
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|
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XII.
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|
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|
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|
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THE MINISTER'S VIGIL
|
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|
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|
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|
||
|
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|
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Walking in the shadow of a dream, as it were, and perhaps
|
||
actually under the influence of a species of somnambulism, Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale reached the spot where, now so long since, Hester
|
||
Prynne had lived through her first hours of public ignominy. The
|
||
same platform or scaffold, black and weather-stained with the
|
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storm or sunshine of seven long years, and foot-worn, too, with
|
||
the tread of many culprits who had since ascended it, remained
|
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standing beneath the balcony of the meeting-house. The minister
|
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went up the steps.
|
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|
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It was an obscure night in early May. An unwearied pall of cloud
|
||
muffled the whole expanse of sky from zenith to horizon. If the
|
||
same multitude which had stood as eye-witnesses while Hester
|
||
Prynne sustained her punishment could now have been summoned
|
||
forth, they would have discerned no face above the platform nor
|
||
hardly the outline of a human shape, in the dark grey of the
|
||
midnight. But the town was all asleep. There was no peril of
|
||
discovery. The minister might stand there, if it so pleased him,
|
||
until morning should redden in the east, without other risk than
|
||
that the dank and chill night air would creep into his frame, and
|
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stiffen his joints
|
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|
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178 THE SCARLET LETTER
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|
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|
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with rheumatism, and clog his throat with catarrh and cough;
|
||
thereby defrauding the expectant audience of to-morrow's prayer
|
||
and sermon. No eye could see him, save that ever-wakeful one
|
||
which had seen him in his closet, wielding the bloody scourge.
|
||
Why, then, had he come hither? Was it but the mockery of
|
||
penitence? A mockery, indeed, but in which his soul trifled with
|
||
itself! A mockery at which angels blushed and wept, while fiends
|
||
rejoiced with jeering laughter! He had been driven hither by the
|
||
impulse of that Remorse which dogged him everywhere, and whose
|
||
own sister and closely linked companion was that Cowardice which
|
||
invariably drew him back, with her tremulous gripe, just when the
|
||
other impulse had hurried him to the verge of a disclosure.
|
||
Poor, miserable man! what right had infirmity like his to burden
|
||
itself with crime? Crime is for the iron-nerved, who have their
|
||
choice either to endure it, or, if it press too hard, to exert
|
||
their fierce and savage strength for a good purpose, and fling it
|
||
off at once! This feeble and most sensitive of spirits could do
|
||
neither, yet continually did one thing or another, which
|
||
intertwined, in the same inextricable knot, the agony of
|
||
heaven-defying guilt and vain repentance.
|
||
|
||
And thus, while standing on the scaffold, in this vain show of
|
||
expiation, Mr. Dimmesdale was overcome with a great horror of
|
||
mind, as if the universe were gazing at a scarlet token on his
|
||
naked breast, right over his heart. On that spot, in very truth,
|
||
there was, and there had long been, the gnawing and poisonous
|
||
tooth of bodily pain. Without any effort of his will, or power
|
||
to restrain himself, he shrieked
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE MINISTER'S VIGIL I79
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
aloud: an outcry that went pealing through the night, and was
|
||
beaten back from one house to another, and reverberated from the
|
||
hills in the background; as if a company of devils, detecting so
|
||
much misery and terror in it, had made a plaything of the sound,
|
||
and were bandying it to and fro.
|
||
|
||
"It is done!" muttered the minister, covering his face with his
|
||
hands. "The whole town will awake and hurry forth, and find me
|
||
here!"
|
||
|
||
But it was not so. The shriek had perhaps sounded with a far
|
||
greater power, to his own startled ears, than it actually
|
||
possessed. The town did not awake; or, if it did, the drowsy
|
||
slumberers mistook the cry either for something frightful in a
|
||
dream, or for the noise of witches, whose voices, at that period,
|
||
were often heard to pass over the settlements or lonely cottages,
|
||
as they rode with Satan through the air. The clergyman,
|
||
therefore, hearing no symptoms of disturbance, uncovered his eyes
|
||
and looked about him. At one of the chamber-windows of Governor
|
||
Bellingham's mansion, which stood at some distance, on the line
|
||
of another street, he beheld the appearance of the old magistrate
|
||
himself with a lamp in his hand a white night-cap on his head,
|
||
and a long white gown enveloping his figure. He looked like a
|
||
ghost evoked unseasonably from the grave. The cry had evidently
|
||
startled him. At another window of the same house, moreover
|
||
appeared old Mistress Hibbins, the Governor's sister, also with a
|
||
lamp, which even thus far off revealed the expression of her sour
|
||
and discontented face. She thrust forth her head from the
|
||
lattice, and looked anxiously upward Beyond the shadow of a
|
||
doubt, this venerable
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
180 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
witch-lady had heard Mr. Dimmesdale's outcry, and interpreted
|
||
it, with its multitudinous echoes and reverberations, as the
|
||
clamour of the fiends and night-hags, with whom she was well
|
||
known to make excursions in the forest.
|
||
|
||
Detecting the gleam of Governor Bellingham's lamp, the old lady
|
||
quickly extinguished her own, and vanished. Possibly, she went
|
||
up among the clouds. The minister saw nothing further of her
|
||
motions. The magistrate, after a wary observation of the
|
||
darkness -- into which, nevertheless, he could see but little
|
||
further than he might into a mill-stone -- retired from the
|
||
window.
|
||
|
||
The minister grew comparatively calm. His eyes, however, were
|
||
soon greeted by a little glimmering light, which, at first a long
|
||
way off was approaching up the street. It threw a gleam of
|
||
recognition, on here a post, and there a garden fence, and here a
|
||
latticed window-pane, and there a pump, with its full trough of
|
||
water, and here again an arched door of oak, with an iron
|
||
knocker, and a rough log for the door-step. The Reverend Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale noted all these minute particulars, even while firmly
|
||
convinced that the doom of his existence was stealing onward, in
|
||
the footsteps which he now heard; and that the gleam of the
|
||
lantern would fall upon him in a few moments more, and reveal his
|
||
long-hidden secret. As the light drew nearer, be beheld, within
|
||
its illuminated circle, his brother clergyman -- or, to speak
|
||
more accurately, his professional father, as well as highly
|
||
valued friend -- the Reverend Mr. Wilson, who, as Mr. Dimmesdale
|
||
now conjectured, had been praying at the bedside of
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE MINISTER'S VIGIL 181
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
some dying man. And so he had. The good old minister came
|
||
freshly from the death-chamber of Governor Winthrop, who had
|
||
passed from earth to heaven within that very hour. And now
|
||
surrounded, like the saint-like personage of olden times, with a
|
||
radiant halo, that glorified him amid this gloomy night of sin --
|
||
as if the departed Governor had left him an inheritance of his
|
||
glory, or as if he had caught upon himself the distant shine of
|
||
the celestial city, while looking thitherward to see the
|
||
triumphant pilgrim pass within its gates -- now, in short, good
|
||
Father Wilson was moving homeward, aiding his footsteps with a
|
||
lighted lantern! The glimmer of this luminary suggested the
|
||
above conceits to Mr. Dimmesdale, who smiled -- nay, almost
|
||
laughed at them -- and then wondered if he was gag mad.
|
||
|
||
As the Reverend Mr. Wilson passed beside the scaffold, closely
|
||
muffling his Geneva cloak about him with one arm, and holding the
|
||
lantern before his breast with the other, the minister could
|
||
hardly restrain himself from speaking --
|
||
|
||
"A good evening to you, venerable Father Wilson. Come up hither,
|
||
I pray you, and pass a pleasant hour with me!"
|
||
|
||
Good Heavens! Had Mr. Dimmesdale actually spoken? For one
|
||
instant he believed that these words had passed his lips. But
|
||
they were uttered only within his imagination. The venerable
|
||
Father Wilson continued to step slowly onward, looking carefully
|
||
at the muddy pathway before his feet, and never once turning his
|
||
head towards the guilty platform. When the light of the
|
||
glimmering lantern had faded quite away, the minister discovered,
|
||
by the
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
182 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
faintness which came over him, that the last few moments had been
|
||
a crisis of terrible anxiety, although his mind had made an
|
||
involuntary effort to relieve itself by a kind of lurid
|
||
playfulness.
|
||
|
||
Shortly afterwards, the like grisly sense of the humorous again
|
||
stole in among the solemn phantoms of his thought. He felt his
|
||
limbs growing stiff with the unaccustomed chilliness of the
|
||
night, and doubted whether he should be able to descend the steps
|
||
of the scaffold. Morning would break and find him there The
|
||
neighbourhood would begin to rouse itself. The earliest riser,
|
||
coming forth in the dim twilight, would perceive a
|
||
vaguely-defined figure aloft on the place of shame; and
|
||
half-crazed betwixt alarm and curiosity, would go knocking from
|
||
door to door, summoning all the people to behold the ghost -- as
|
||
he needs must think it -- of some defunct transgressor. A dusky
|
||
tumult would flap its wings from one house to another. Then --
|
||
the morning light still waxing stronger -- old patriarchs would
|
||
rise up in great haste, each in his flannel gown, and matronly
|
||
dames, without pausing to put off their night-gear. The whole
|
||
tribe of decorous personages, who had never heretofore been seen
|
||
with a single hair of their heads awry, would start into public
|
||
view with the disorder of a nightmare in their aspects. Old
|
||
Governor Bellingham would come grimly forth, with his King James'
|
||
ruff fastened askew, and Mistress Hibbins, with some twigs of the
|
||
forest clinging to her skirts, and looking sourer than ever, as
|
||
having hardly got a wink of sleep after her night ride; and good
|
||
Father Wilson too, after spending half the night at a death-bed,
|
||
and liking ill to be disturbed, thus early,
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE MINISTER'S VIGIL 183
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
out of his dreams about the glorified saints. Hither, likewise,
|
||
would come the elders and deacons of Mr. Dimmesdale's church,
|
||
and the young virgins who so idolized their minister, and had
|
||
made a shrine for him in their white bosoms, which now,
|
||
by-the-bye, in their hurry and confusion, they would scantly have
|
||
given themselves time to cover with their kerchiefs. All people,
|
||
in a word, would come stumbling over their thresholds, and
|
||
turning up their amazed and horror-stricken visages around the
|
||
scaffold. Whom would they discern there, with the red eastern
|
||
light upon his brow? Whom, but the Reverend Arthur Dimmesdale,
|
||
half-frozen to death, overwhelmed with shame, and standing where
|
||
Hester Prynne had stood
|
||
|
||
Carried away by the grotesque horror of this picture, the
|
||
minister, unawares, and to his own infinite alarm, burst into a
|
||
great peal of laughter. It was immediately responded to by a
|
||
light, airy, childish laugh, in which, with a thrill of the heart
|
||
-- but lie knew not whether of exquisite pain, or pleasure as
|
||
acute -- he recognised the tones of little Pearl.
|
||
|
||
"Pearl! Little Pearl!" cried he, after a moment's pause; then,
|
||
suppressing his voice -- "Hester! Hester Prynne! Are you
|
||
there?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; it is Hester Prynne!" she replied, in a tone of surprise;
|
||
and the minister heard her footsteps approaching from the
|
||
side-walk, along which she had been passing. "It is I, and my
|
||
little Pearl. "
|
||
|
||
"Whence come you, Hester?" asked the minister. "What sent you
|
||
hither?"
|
||
|
||
"I have been watching at a death-bed," answered Hester Prynne "at
|
||
Governor Winthrop's death-bed,
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
184 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
and have taken his measure for a robe, and am now going homeward
|
||
to my dwelling. "
|
||
|
||
"Come up hither, Hester, thou and Little Pearl," said the
|
||
Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale. "Ye have both been here before, but I
|
||
was not with you. Come up hither once again, and we will stand
|
||
all three together. "
|
||
|
||
She silently ascended the steps, and stood on the platform,
|
||
holding little Pearl by the hand. The minister felt for the
|
||
child's other hand, and took it. The moment that he did so,
|
||
there came what seemed a tumultuous rush of new life, other life
|
||
than his own pouring like a torrent into his heart, and hurrying
|
||
through all his veins, as if the mother and the child were
|
||
communicating their vital warmth to his half-torpid system. The
|
||
three formed an electric chain.
|
||
|
||
"Minister!" whispered little Pearl.
|
||
|
||
"What wouldst thou say, child?" asked Mr. Dimmesdale.
|
||
|
||
"`Wilt thou stand here with mother and me, to-morrow noontide?"
|
||
inquired Pearl.
|
||
|
||
"Nay; not so, my little Pearl," answered the minister; for, with
|
||
the new energy of the moment, all the dread of public exposure,
|
||
that had so long been the anguish of his life, had returned upon
|
||
him; and he was already trembling at the conjunction in which --
|
||
with a strange joy, nevertheless -- he now found himself -- " not
|
||
so, my child. I shall, indeed, stand with thy mother and thee
|
||
one other day, but not to-morrow. "
|
||
|
||
Pearl laughed, and attempted to pull away her hand. But the
|
||
minister held it fast.
|
||
|
||
A moment longer, my child!" said he.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE MINISTER'S VIGIL 185
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"But wilt thou promise," asked Pearl, "to take my hand, and
|
||
mother's hand, to-morrow noontide?
|
||
|
||
"Not then, Pearl," said the minister; "but another time. "
|
||
|
||
"And what other time?" persisted the child.
|
||
|
||
"At the great judgment day," whispered the minister; and,
|
||
strangely enough, the sense that he was a professional teacher of
|
||
the truth impelled him to answer the child so. "Then, and there,
|
||
before the judgment-seat, thy mother, and thou, and I must stand
|
||
together. But the daylight of this world shall not see our
|
||
meeting!''
|
||
|
||
Pearl laughed again.
|
||
|
||
But before Mr. Dimmesdale had done speaking, a light gleamed far
|
||
and wide over all the muffled sky. It was doubtless caused by
|
||
one of those meteors, which the night-watcher may so often
|
||
observe burning out to waste, in the vacant regions of the
|
||
atmosphere So powerful was its radiance, that it thoroughly
|
||
illuminated the dense medium of cloud betwixt the sky and earth.
|
||
The great vault brightened, like the dome of an immense lamp. It
|
||
showed the familiar scene of the street with the distinctness of
|
||
mid-day, but also with the awfulness that is always imparted to
|
||
familiar objects by an unaccustomed light The wooden houses, with
|
||
their jutting storeys and quaint gable-peaks; the doorsteps and
|
||
thresholds with the early grass springing up about them; the
|
||
garden-plots, black with freshly-turned earth; the wheel-track,
|
||
little worn, and even in the market-place margined with green on
|
||
either side -- all were visible, but with a singularity of aspect
|
||
that seemed to give another moral interpretation to the things of
|
||
this world
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
186 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
they had ever borne before. And there stood the minister, with
|
||
his hand over his heart; and Hester Prynne, with the embroidered
|
||
letter glimmering on her bosom; and little Pearl, herself a
|
||
symbol, and the connecting link between those two. They stood in
|
||
the noon of that strange and solemn splendour, as if it were the
|
||
light that is to reveal all secrets, and the daybreak that shall
|
||
unite all who belong to one another.
|
||
|
||
There was witchcraft in little Pearl's eyes; and her face, as she
|
||
glanced upward at the minister, wore that naughty smile which
|
||
made its expression frequently so elvish. She withdrew her hand
|
||
from Mr. Dimmesdale's, and pointed across the street. But he
|
||
clasped both his hands over his breast, and cast his eyes towards
|
||
the zenith.
|
||
|
||
Nothing was more common, in those days, than to interpret all
|
||
meteoric appearances, and other natural phenomena that occured
|
||
with less regularity than the rise and set of sun and moon, as so
|
||
many revelations from a supernatural source. Thus, a blazing
|
||
spear, a sword of flame, a bow, or a sheaf of arrows seen in the
|
||
midnight sky, prefigured Indian warfare. Pestilence was known to
|
||
have been foreboded by a shower of crimson light. We doubt
|
||
whether any marked event, for good or evil, ever befell New
|
||
England, from its settlement down to revolutionary times, of
|
||
which the inhabitants had not been previously warned by some
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||
spectacle of its nature. Not seldom, it had been seen by
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||
multitudes. Oftener, however, its credibility rested on the
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faith of some lonely eye-witness, who beheld the wonder through
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the coloured, magnifying, and distorted medium of his
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imagination, and shaped it more distinctly in his after-thought.
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It
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THE MINISTER'S VIGIL 187
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||
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was, indeed, a majestic idea that the destiny of nations should
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be revealed, in these awful hieroglyphics, on the cope of heaven.
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A scroll so wide might not be deemed too expensive for Providence
|
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to write a people's doom upon. The belief was a favourite one
|
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with our forefathers, as betokening that their infant
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||
commonwealth was under a celestial guardianship of peculiar
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||
intimacy and strictness. But what shall we say, when an
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individual discovers a revelation addressed to himself alone, on
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the same vast sheet of record. In such a case, it could only be
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the symptom of a highly disordered mental state, when a man,
|
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rendered morbidly self-contemplative by long, intense, and secret
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pain, had extended his egotism over the whole expanse of nature,
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until the firmament itself should appear no more than a fitting
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page for his soul's history and fate.
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We impute it, therefore, solely to the disease in his own eye and
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heart that the minister, looking upward to the zenith, beheld
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there the appearance of an immense letter -- the letter A --
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marked out in lines of dull red light. Not but the meteor may
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have shown itself at that point, burning duskily through a veil
|
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of cloud, but with no such shape as his guilty imagination gave
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it, or, at least, with so little definiteness, that another's
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guilt might have seen another symbol in it.
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There was a singular circumstance that characterised Mr.
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Dimmesdale's psychological state at this moment. All the time
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that he gazed upward to the zenith, he was, nevertheless,
|
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perfectly aware that little Pearl was hinting her finger towards
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old Roger Chillingworth, who stood at no great distance from the
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scaffold. The minister appeared to see him, with the same glance
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188 THE SCARLET LETTER
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that discerned the miraculous letter. To his feature as to all
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other objects, the meteoric light imparted a new expression; or
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it might well be that the physician was not careful then, as at
|
||
all other times, to hide the malevolence with which he looked
|
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upon his victim. Certainly, if the meteor kindled up the sky,
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and disclosed the earth, with an awfulness that admonished Hester
|
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Prynne and the clergyman of the day of judgment, then might Roger
|
||
Chillingworth have passed with them for the arch-fiend, standing
|
||
there with a smile and scowl, to claim his own. So vivid was the
|
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expression, or so intense the minister's perception of it, that
|
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it seemed still to remain painted on the darkness after the
|
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meteor had vanished, with an effect as if the street and all
|
||
things else were at once annihilated.
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|
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"Who is that man, Hester?" gasped Mr. Dimmesdale, overcome with
|
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terror. "I shiver at him! Dost thou know the man? I hate him,
|
||
Hester!"
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She remembered her oath, and was silent.
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|
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"I tell thee, my soul shivers at him!" muttered the minister
|
||
again. "Who is he? Who is he? Canst thou do nothing for me? I
|
||
have a nameless horror of the man!"
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|
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"Minister," said little Pearl, "I can tell thee who he is!"
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|
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"Quickly, then, child!" said the minister, bending his ear close
|
||
to her lips. "Quickly, and as low as thou canst whisper. "
|
||
|
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Pearl mumbled something into his ear that sounded, indeed, like
|
||
human language, but was only such gibberish as children may be
|
||
heard amusing themselves with by the hour together. At all
|
||
events, if it involved any secret information in regard to old
|
||
Roger
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||
|
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THE MINISTER'S VIGIL 189
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||
|
||
|
||
|
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Chillingworth, it was in a tongue unknown to the erudite
|
||
clergyman, and did but increase the bewilderment of his mind.
|
||
The elvish child then laughed aloud.
|
||
|
||
"Dost thou mock me now?" said the minister.
|
||
|
||
"Thou wast not bold! -- thou wast not true!" answered the child.
|
||
"Thou wouldst not promise to take my hand, and mother's hand,
|
||
to-morrow noon-tide!"
|
||
|
||
"Worthy sir," answered the physician, who had now advanced to the
|
||
foot of the platform -- "pious Master Dimmesdale! can this be
|
||
you? Well, well, indeed! We men of study, whose heads are in
|
||
our books, have need to be straitly looked after! We dream in
|
||
our waking moments, and walk in our sleep. Come, good sir, and
|
||
my dear friend, I pray you let me lead you home!"
|
||
|
||
"How knewest thou that I was here?" asked the minister,
|
||
fearfully.
|
||
|
||
"Verily, and in good faith," answered Roger Chillingworth, "I
|
||
knew nothing of the matter. I had spent the better part of the
|
||
night at the bedside of the worshipful Governor Winthrop, doing
|
||
what my poor skill might to give him ease. He, going home to a
|
||
better world, I, likewise, was on my way homeward, when this
|
||
light shone out. Come with me, I beseech you, Reverend sir, else
|
||
you will be poorly able to do Sabbath duty to-morrow. Aha! see
|
||
now how they trouble the brain -- these books! -- these books!
|
||
You should study less, good sir, and take a little pastime, or
|
||
these night whimsies will grow upon you. "
|
||
|
||
"I will go home with you," said Mr. Dimmesdale.
|
||
|
||
With a chill despondency, like one awakening, all nerveless, from
|
||
an ugly dream, he yielded himself to the physician, and was led
|
||
away.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
I90 THE SCARLET LETTER
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||
|
||
|
||
|
||
The next day, however, being the Sabbath, he preached a discourse
|
||
which was held to be the richest and most powerful, and the most
|
||
replete with heavenly influences, that had ever proceeded from
|
||
his lips. Souls, it is said, more souls than one, were brought
|
||
to the truth by the efficacy of that sermon, and vowed within
|
||
themselves to cherish a holy gratitude towards Mr. Dimmesdale
|
||
throughout the long hereafter. But as he came down the pulpit
|
||
steps, the grey-bearded sexton met him, holding up a black glove,
|
||
which the minister recognised as his own.
|
||
|
||
"It was found," said the Sexton, "this morning on the scaffold
|
||
where evil-doers are set up to public shame. Satan dropped it
|
||
there, I take it, intending a scurrilous jest against your
|
||
reverence. But, indeed, he was blind and foolish, as he ever and
|
||
always is. A pure hand needs no glove to cover it!"
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, my good friend," said the minister, gravely, but
|
||
startled at heart; for so confused was his remembrance, that he
|
||
had almost brought himself to look at the events of the past
|
||
night as visionary.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, it seems to be my glove, indeed!"
|
||
|
||
"And, since Satan saw fit to steal it, your reverence must needs
|
||
handle him without gloves henceforward," remarked the old sexton,
|
||
grimly smiling. "But did your reverence hear of the portent that
|
||
was seen last night? a great red letter in the sky -- the letter
|
||
A, which we interpret to stand for Angel. For, as our good
|
||
Governor Winthrop was made an angel this past night, it was
|
||
doubtless held fit that there should be some notice thereof!"
|
||
|
||
"No," answered the minister; "I had not heard of it. "
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
XIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
In her late singular interview with Mr. Dimmesdale, Hester
|
||
Prynne was shocked at the condition to which she found the
|
||
clergyman reduced. His nerve seemed absolutely destroyed. His
|
||
moral force was abased into more than childish weakness. It
|
||
grovelled helpless on the ground, even while his intellectual
|
||
faculties retained their pristine strength, or had perhaps
|
||
acquired a morbid energy, which disease only could have given
|
||
them. With her knowledge of a train of circumstances hidden from
|
||
all others, she could readily infer that, besides the legitimate
|
||
action of his own conscience, a terrible machinery had been
|
||
brought to bear, and was still operating, on Mr. Dimmesdale's
|
||
well-being and repose. Knowing what this poor fallen man had
|
||
once been, her whole soul was moved by the shuddering terror with
|
||
which he had appealed to her -- the outcast woman -- for support
|
||
against his instinctively discovered enemy. She decided,
|
||
moreover, that he had a right to her utmost aid. Little
|
||
accustomed, in her long seclusion from society, to measure her
|
||
ideas of right and wrong by any standard external to herself,
|
||
Hester saw -- or seemed to see -- that there lay a responsibility
|
||
upon her in
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
192 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
reference to the clergyman, which she owned to no other, nor to
|
||
the whole world besides. The links that united her to the rest
|
||
of humankind -- links of flowers, or silk, or gold, or whatever
|
||
the material -- had all been broken. Here was the iron link of
|
||
mutual crime, which neither he nor she could break. Like all
|
||
other ties, it brought along with it its obligations.
|
||
|
||
Hester Prynne did not now occupy precisely the same position in
|
||
which we beheld her during the earlier periods of her ignominy.
|
||
Years had come and gone. Pearl was now seven years old. Her
|
||
mother, with the scarlet letter on her breast, glittering in its
|
||
fantastic embroidery, had long been a familiar object to the
|
||
townspeople. As is apt to be the case when a person stands out
|
||
in any prominence before the community, and, at the same time,
|
||
interferes neither with public nor individual interests and
|
||
convenience, a species of general regard had ultimately grown up
|
||
in reference to Hester Prynne. It is to the credit of human
|
||
nature that, except where its selfishness is brought into play,
|
||
it loves more readily than it hates. Hatred, by a gradual and
|
||
quiet process, will even be transformed to love, unless the
|
||
change be impeded by a continually new irritation of the original
|
||
feeling of hostility. In this matter of Hester Prynne there was
|
||
neither irritation nor irksomeness. She never battled with the
|
||
public, but submitted uncomplainingly to its worst usage; she
|
||
made no claim upon it in requital for what she suffered; she did
|
||
not weigh upon its sympathies. Then, also, the blameless purity
|
||
of her life during all these years in which she had been set
|
||
apart to infamy was reckoned
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER 193
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
largely in her favour. With nothing now to lose, in the sight of
|
||
mankind, and with no hope, and seemingly no wish, of gaining
|
||
anything, it could only be a genuine regard for virtue that had
|
||
brought back the poor wanderer to its paths.
|
||
|
||
It was perceived, too, that while Hester never put forward even
|
||
the humblest title to share in the world's privileges --
|
||
further than to breathe the common air and earn daily bread for
|
||
little Pearl and herself by the faithful labour of her hands --
|
||
she was quick to acknowledge her sisterhood with the race of man
|
||
whenever benefits were to be conferred. None so ready as she to
|
||
give of her little substance to every demand of poverty, even
|
||
though the bitter-hearted pauper threw back a gibe in requital of
|
||
the food brought regularly to his door, or the garments wrought
|
||
for him by the fingers that could have embroidered a monarch's
|
||
robe. None so self-devoted as Hester when pestilence stalked
|
||
through the town. In all seasons of calamity, indeed, whether
|
||
general or of individuals, the outcast of society at once found
|
||
her place. She came, not as a guest, but as a rightful inmate,
|
||
into the household that was darkened by trouble, as if its gloomy
|
||
twilight were a medium in which she was entitled to hold
|
||
intercourse with her fellow-creature There glimmered the
|
||
embroidered letter, with comfort in its unearthly ray. Elsewhere
|
||
the token of sin, it was the taper of the sick chamber. It had
|
||
even thrown its gleam, in the sufferer's bard extremity, across
|
||
the verge of time. It had shown him where to set his foot, while
|
||
the light of earth was fast becoming dim, and ere the light of
|
||
futurity could reach him. In such emergencies Hester's nature
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
194 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
showed itself warm and rich -- a well-spring of human tenderness,
|
||
unfailing to every real demand, and inexhaustible by the largest.
|
||
Her breast, with its badge of shame, was but the softer pillow
|
||
for the head that needed one. She was self-ordained a Sister of
|
||
Mercy, or, we may rather say, the world's heavy hand had so
|
||
ordained her, when neither the world nor she looked forward to
|
||
this result. The letter was the symbol of her calling. Such
|
||
helpfulness was found in her -- so much power to do, and power to
|
||
sympathise -- that many people refused to interpret the scarlet A
|
||
by its original signification. They said that it meant Abel, so
|
||
strong was Hester Prynne, with a woman's strength.
|
||
|
||
It was only the darkened house that could contain her. When
|
||
sunshine came again, she was not there. Her shadow had faded
|
||
across the threshold. The helpful inmate had departed, without
|
||
one backward glance to gather up the meed of gratitude, if any
|
||
were in the hearts of those whom she had served so zealously.
|
||
Meeting them in the street, she never raised her head to receive
|
||
their greeting. If they were resolute to accost her, she laid
|
||
her finger on the scarlet letter, and passed on. This might be
|
||
pride, but was so like humility, that it produced all the
|
||
softening influence of the latter quality on the public mind.
|
||
The public is despotic in its temper; it is capable of denying
|
||
common justice when too strenuously demanded as a right; but
|
||
quite as frequently it awards more than justice, when the appeal
|
||
is made, as despots love to have it made, entirely to its
|
||
generosity. Interpreting Hester Prynne's deportment as an appeal
|
||
of this nature,
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER 195
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
society was inclined to show its former victim a more benign
|
||
countenance than she cared to be favoured with, or, perchance,
|
||
than she deserved.
|
||
|
||
The rulers, and the wise and learned men of the community, were
|
||
longer in acknowledging the influence of Hester's good qualities
|
||
than the people. The prejudices which they shared in common with
|
||
the latter were fortified in themselves by an iron frame-work of
|
||
reasoning, that made it a far tougher labour to expel them. Day
|
||
by day, nevertheless, their sour and rigid wrinkles were relaxing
|
||
into something which, in the due course of years, might grow to
|
||
be an expression of almost benevolence. Thus it was with the men
|
||
of rank, on whom their eminent position imposed the guardianship
|
||
of the public morals. Individuals in private life, meanwhile,
|
||
had quite forgiven Hester Prynne for her frailty; nay, more, they
|
||
had begun to look upon the scarlet letter as the token, not of
|
||
that one sin for which she had borne so long and dreary a
|
||
penance, but of her many good deeds since. "Do you see that
|
||
woman with the embroidered badge?" they would say to strangers.
|
||
"It is our Hester -- the town's own Hester -- who is so kind to
|
||
the poor, so helpful to the sick, so comfortable to the
|
||
afflicted!" Then, it is true, the propensity of human nature to
|
||
tell the very worst of itself, when embodied in the person of
|
||
another, would constrain them to whisper the black scandal of
|
||
bygone years. It was none the less a fact, however, that in the
|
||
eyes of the very men who spoke thus, the scarlet letter had the
|
||
effect of the cross on a nun's bosom It imparted to the wearer a
|
||
kind of sacredness, which enabled her to walk securely amid all
|
||
peril. Had
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
196 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
she fallen among thieves, it would have kept her sale. It was
|
||
reported, and believed by many, that an Indian had drawn his
|
||
arrow against the badge, and that the missile struck it, and fell
|
||
harmless to the ground.
|
||
|
||
The effect of the symbol -- or rather, of the position in respect
|
||
to society that was indicated by it -- on the mind of Hester
|
||
Prynne herself was powerful and peculiar. All the light and
|
||
graceful foliage of her character had been withered up by this
|
||
red-hot brand, and had long ago fallen away, leaving a bare and
|
||
harsh outline, which might have been repulsive had she possessed
|
||
friends or companions to be repelled by it Even the
|
||
attractiveness of her person had undergone a similar change. It
|
||
might be partly owing to the studied austerity of her dress, and
|
||
partly to the lack of demonstration in her manners. It was a sad
|
||
transformation, too, that her rich and luxuriant hair had either
|
||
been cut off, or was so completely hidden by a cap, that not a
|
||
shining lock of it ever once gushed into the sunshine. It was
|
||
due in part to all these causes, but still more to something
|
||
else, that there seemed to be no longer anything in Hester's face
|
||
for Love to dwell upon; nothing in Hester's form, though majestic
|
||
and statue like, that Passion would ever dream of clasping in its
|
||
embrace; nothing in Hester's bosom to make it ever again the
|
||
pillow of Affection. Some attribute had departed from her, the
|
||
permanence of which had been essential to keep her a woman. Such
|
||
is frequently the fate, and such the stern development, of the
|
||
feminine character and person, when the woman has encountered,
|
||
and lived through, an experience of peculiar severity. If she be
|
||
all tenderness, she will die. If she survive, the tender-
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER 197
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
ness will either be crushed out of her, or -- and the outward
|
||
semblance is the same -- crushed so deeply into her heart that it
|
||
can never show itself more. The latter is perhaps the truest
|
||
theory. She who has once been a woman, and ceased to be so,
|
||
might at any moment become a woman again, if there were only the
|
||
magic touch to effect the transformation. We shall see whether
|
||
Hester Prynne were ever afterwards so touched and so
|
||
transfigured.
|
||
|
||
Much of the marble coldness of Hester's impression was to be
|
||
attributed to the circumstance that her life had turned, in a
|
||
great measure, from passion and feeling to thought. Standing
|
||
alone in the world -- alone, as to any dependence on society, and
|
||
with little Pearl to be guided and protected -- alone, and
|
||
hopeless of retrieving her position, even had she not scorned to
|
||
consider it desirable -- she cast away the fragment a broken
|
||
chain. The world's law was no law for her mind. It was an age
|
||
in which the human intellect, newly emancipated, had taken a more
|
||
active and a wider range than for many centuries before. Men of
|
||
the sword had overthrown nobles and kings. Men bolder than these
|
||
had overthrown and rearranged -- not actually, but within the
|
||
sphere of theory, which was their most real abode -- the whole
|
||
system of ancient prejudice, wherewith was linked much of ancient
|
||
principle. Hester Prynne imbibed this spirit. She assumed a
|
||
freedom of speculation, then common enough on the other side of
|
||
the Atlantic, but which our forefathers, had they known it, would
|
||
have held to be a deadlier crime than that stigmatised by the
|
||
scarlet letter. In her lonesome cottage, by the seashore,
|
||
thoughts visited her such as dared to enter no
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
198 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
other dwelling in New England; shadowy guests, that would have
|
||
been as perilous as demons to their entertainer, could they have
|
||
been seen so much as knocking at her door.
|
||
|
||
It is remarkable that persons who speculate the most boldly often
|
||
conform with the most perfect quietude to the external
|
||
regulations of society. The thought suffices them, without
|
||
investing itself in the flesh and blood of action. So it seemed
|
||
to be with Hester. Yet, had little Pearl never come to her from
|
||
the spiritual world, it might have been far otherwise. Then she
|
||
might have come down to us in history, hand in hand with Ann
|
||
Hutchinson, as the foundress of a religious sect. She might, in
|
||
one of her phases, have been a prophetess. She might, and not
|
||
improbably would, have suffered death from the stern tribunals of
|
||
the period, for attempting to undermine the foundations of the
|
||
Puritan establishment. But, in the education of her child, the
|
||
mother's enthusiasm thought had something to wreak itself upon.
|
||
Providence, in the person of this little girl, had assigned to
|
||
Hester's charge, the germ and blossom of womanhood, to be
|
||
cherished and developed amid a host of difficulties. Everything
|
||
was against her. The world was hostile. The child's own nature
|
||
had something wrong in it which continually betokened that she
|
||
had been born amiss -- the effluence of her mother's lawless
|
||
passion -- and often impelled Hester to ask, in bitterness of
|
||
heart, whether it were for ill or good that the poor little
|
||
creature had been born at all.
|
||
|
||
Indeed, the same dark question often rose into her mind with
|
||
reference to the whole race of womanhood. Was existence worth
|
||
accepting even to the
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER 199
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
happiest among them? As concerned her own individual existence,
|
||
she had long ago decided in the negative, and dismissed the point
|
||
as settled. A tendency to speculation, though it may keep women
|
||
quiet, as it does man, yet makes her sad. She discerns, it may
|
||
be, such a hopeless task before her. As a first step, the whole
|
||
system of society is to be torn down and built up anew. Then the
|
||
very nature of the opposite sex, or its long hereditary habit,
|
||
which has become like nature, is to be essentially modified
|
||
before woman can be allowed to assume what seems a fair and
|
||
suitable position. Finally, all other difficulties being
|
||
obviated, woman cannot take advantage of these preliminary
|
||
reforms until she herself shall have undergone a still mightier
|
||
change, in which, perhaps, the ethereal essence, wherein she has
|
||
her truest life, will be found to have evaporated. A woman never
|
||
overcomes these problems by any exercise of thought. They are
|
||
not to be solved, or only in one way. If her heart chance to
|
||
come uppermost, they vanish. Thus Hester Prynne, whose heart had
|
||
lost its regular and healthy throb, wandered without a clue in
|
||
the dark labyrinth of mind; now turned aside by an insurmountable
|
||
precipice; now starting back from a deep chasm. There was wild
|
||
and ghastly scenery all around her, and a home and comfort
|
||
nowhere. At times a fearful doubt strove to possess her soul,
|
||
whether it were not better to send Pearl at once to Heaven, and
|
||
go herself to such futurity as Eternal Justice should provide.
|
||
|
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The scarlet letter had not done its office.
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||
|
||
Now, however, her interview with the Reverend
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||
|
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200 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Mr. Dimmesdale, on the night of his vigil, had given her a new
|
||
theme of reflection, and held up to her an object that appeared
|
||
worthy of any exertion and sacrifice for its attainment. She had
|
||
witnessed the intense misery beneath which the minister
|
||
struggled, or, to speak more accurately, had ceased to struggle.
|
||
She saw that he stood on the verge of lunacy, if he had not
|
||
already stepped across it. It was impossible to doubt that,
|
||
whatever painful efficacy there might be in the secret sting of
|
||
remorse, a deadlier venom had been infused into it by the hand
|
||
that proffered relief. A secret enemy had been continually by
|
||
his side, under the semblance of a friend and helper, and had
|
||
availed himself of the opportunities thus afforded for tampering
|
||
with the delicate springs of Mr. Dimmesdale's nature. Hester
|
||
could not but ask herself whether there had not originally been a
|
||
defect of truth, courage, and loyalty on her own part, in
|
||
allowing the minister to be thrown into position where so much
|
||
evil was to be foreboded and nothing auspicious to be hoped. Her
|
||
only justification lay in the fact that she had been able to
|
||
discern no method of rescuing him from a blacker ruin than had
|
||
overwhelmed herself except by acquiescing in Roger
|
||
Chillingworth's scheme of disguise. Under that impulse she had
|
||
made her choice, and had chosen, as it now appeared, the more
|
||
wretched alternative of the two. She determined to redeem her
|
||
error so far as it might yet be possible. Strengthened by years
|
||
of hard and solemn trial, she felt herself no longer so
|
||
inadequate to cope with Roger Chillingworth as on that night,
|
||
abased by sin and half-maddened by the ignominy
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
ANOTHER VIEW OF HESTER 201
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
that was still new, when they had talked together in the
|
||
prison-chamber. She had climbed her way since then to a higher
|
||
point. The old man, on the other hand, had brought himself
|
||
nearer to her level, or, perhaps, below it, by the revenge which
|
||
he had stooped for.
|
||
|
||
In fine, Hester Prynne resolved to meet her former husband, and
|
||
do what might be in her power for the rescue of the victim on
|
||
whom he had so evidently set his gripe. The occasion was not
|
||
long to seek. One afternoon, walking with Pearl in a retired
|
||
part of the peninsula, she beheld the old physician with a basket
|
||
on one arm and a staff in the other hand, stooping along the
|
||
ground in quest of roots and herbs to concoct his medicine
|
||
withal.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
XIV
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AND THE PHYSICIAN
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Hester bade little Pearl run down to the margin of the water, and
|
||
play with the shells and tangled sea-weed, until she should have
|
||
talked awhile with yonder gatherer of herbs. So the child flew
|
||
away like a bird, and, making bare her small white feet went
|
||
pattering along the moist margin of the sea. Here and there she
|
||
came to a full stop, ad peeped curiously into a pool, left by the
|
||
retiring tide as a mirror for Pearl to see her face in. Forth
|
||
peeped at her, out of the pool, with dark, glistening curls
|
||
around her head, and an elf-smile in her eyes, the image of a
|
||
little maid whom Pearl, having no other playmate, invited to take
|
||
her hand and run a race with her. But the visionary little maid
|
||
on her part, beckoned likewise, as if to say -- "This is a
|
||
better place; come thou into the pool. " And Pearl, stepping in
|
||
mid-leg deep, beheld her own white feet at the bottom; while, out
|
||
of a still lower depth, came the gleam of a kind of fragmentary
|
||
smile, floating to and fro in the agitated water.
|
||
|
||
Meanwhile her mother had accosted the physician. "I would speak
|
||
a word with you," said she -- "a word that concerns us much. "
|
||
|
||
"Aha! and is it Mistress Hester that has a word
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AND THE PHYSICIAN 203
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
for old Roger Chillingworth?" answered he, raising himself from
|
||
his stooping posture. "With all my heart Why, mistress, I hear
|
||
good tidings of you on all hands! No longer ago than yester-eve,
|
||
a magistrate, a wise and godly man, was discoursing of your
|
||
affairs, Mistress Hester, and whispered me that there had been
|
||
question concerning you in the council. It was debated whether
|
||
or no, with safety to the commonweal, yonder scarlet letter might
|
||
be taken off your bosom. On my life, Hester, I made my intreaty
|
||
to the worshipful magistrate that it might be done forthwith. "
|
||
|
||
"It lies not in the pleasure of the magistrates to take off the
|
||
badge," calmly replied Hester. "Were I worthy to be quit of it,
|
||
it would fall away of its own nature, or be transformed into
|
||
something that should speak a different purport. "
|
||
|
||
"Nay, then, wear it, if it suit you better," rejoined he, "A
|
||
woman must needs follow her own fancy touching the adornment of
|
||
her person. The letter is gaily embroidered, and shows right
|
||
bravely on your bosom!"
|
||
|
||
All this while Hester had been looking steadily at the old man,
|
||
and was shocked, as well as wonder-smitten, to discern what a
|
||
change had been wrought upon him within the past seven years. It
|
||
was not so much that he had grown older; for though the traces of
|
||
advancing life were visible he bore his age well, and seemed to
|
||
retain a wiry vigour and alertness. But the former aspect of an
|
||
intellectual and studious man, calm and quiet, which was what she
|
||
best remembered in him, had altogether vanished, and been
|
||
succeeded by a eager, searching, almost fierce, yet
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
204 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
carefully guarded look. It seemed to be his wish and purpose to
|
||
mask this expression with a smile, but the latter played him
|
||
false, and flickered over his visage so derisively that the
|
||
spectator could see his blackness all the better for it. Ever
|
||
and anon, too, there came a glare of red light out of his eyes,
|
||
as if the old man's soul were on fire and kept on smouldering
|
||
duskily within his breast, until by some casual puff of passion
|
||
it was blown into a momentary flame. This he repressed as
|
||
speedily as possible, and strove to look as if nothing of the
|
||
kind had happened.
|
||
|
||
In a word, old Roger Chillingworth was a striking evidence of
|
||
man's faculty of transforming himself into a devil, if he will
|
||
only, for a reasonable space of time, undertake a devil's office.
|
||
This unhappy person had effected such a transformation by
|
||
devoting himself for seven years to the constant analysis of a
|
||
heart full of torture, and deriving his enjoyment thence, and
|
||
adding fuel to those fiery tortures which he analysed and gloated
|
||
over.
|
||
|
||
The scarlet letter burned on Hester Prynne's bosom. Here was
|
||
another ruin, the responsibility of which came partly home to
|
||
her.
|
||
|
||
"What see you in my face," asked the physician, "that you look at
|
||
it so earnestly?"
|
||
|
||
"Something that would make me weep, if there were any tears
|
||
bitter enough for it," answered she. "But let it pass! It is of
|
||
yonder miserable man that I would speak. "
|
||
|
||
"And what of him?" cried Roger Chillingworth, eagerly, as if he
|
||
loved the topic, and were glad of an opportunity to discuss it
|
||
with the only person of whom he could make a confidant. "Not to
|
||
hide the
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AND THE PHYSICIAN 205
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
truth, Mistress Hester, my thoughts happen just now to be busy
|
||
with the gentleman. So speak freely and I will make answer. "
|
||
|
||
"When we last spake together," said Hester, "now seven years ago,
|
||
it was your pleasure to extort a promise of secrecy as touching
|
||
the former relation betwixt yourself and me. As the life and
|
||
good fame of yonder man were in your hands there seemed no choice
|
||
to me, save to be silent in accordance with your behest. Yet it
|
||
was not without heavy misgivings that I thus bound myself, for,
|
||
having cast off all duty towards other human beings, there
|
||
remained a duty towards him, and something whispered me that I
|
||
was betraying it in pledging myself to keep your counsel. Since
|
||
that day no man is so near to him as you. You tread behind his
|
||
every footstep. You are beside him, sleeping and waking. You
|
||
search his thoughts. You burrow and rankle in his heart! Your
|
||
clutch is on his life, and you cause him to die daily a living
|
||
death, and still he knows you not. In permitting this I have
|
||
surely acted a false part by the only man to whom the power was
|
||
left me to be true!"
|
||
|
||
"What choice had you?" asked Roger Chillingworth. "My finger,
|
||
pointed at this man, would have hurled him from his pulpit into a
|
||
dungeon, thence, peradventure, to the gallows!"
|
||
|
||
"It had been better so!" said Hester Prynne.
|
||
|
||
"What evil have I done the man?" asked Roger Chillingworth again.
|
||
"I tell thee, Hester Prynne, the richest fee that ever physician
|
||
earned from monarch could not have bought such care as I have
|
||
wasted on this miserable priest! But for my aid his
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
206 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
life would have burned away in torments within the first two
|
||
years after the perpetration of his crime and thine. For,
|
||
Hester, his spirit lacked the strength that could have borne up,
|
||
as thine has, beneath a burden like thy scarlet letter. Oh, I
|
||
could reveal a goodly secret! But enough. What art can do, I
|
||
have exhausted on him. That he now breathes and creeps about on
|
||
earth is owing all to me!"
|
||
|
||
"Better he had died at once!" said Hester Prynne. "Yea, woman,
|
||
thou sayest truly!" cried old Roger Chillingworth, letting the
|
||
lurid fire of his heart blaze out before her eyes. "Better had
|
||
he died at once! Never did mortal suffer what this man has
|
||
suffered. And all, all, in the sight of his worst enemy! He has
|
||
been conscious of me. He has felt an influence dwelling always
|
||
upon him like a curse. He knew, by some spiritual sense -- for
|
||
the Creator never made another being so sensitive as this -- he
|
||
knew that no friendly hand was pulling at his heartstrings, and
|
||
that an eye was looking curiously into him, which sought only
|
||
evil, and found it. But he knew not that the eye and hand were
|
||
mine! With the superstition common to his brotherhood, he
|
||
fancied himself given over to a fiend, to be tortured with
|
||
frightful dreams and desperate thoughts, the sting of remorse and
|
||
despair of pardon, as a foretaste of what awaits him beyond the
|
||
grave. But it was the constant shadow of my presence, the
|
||
closest propinquity of the man whom he had most vilely wronged,
|
||
and who had grown to exist only by this perpetual poison of the
|
||
direst revenge! Yea, indeed, he did not err, there was a fiend
|
||
at his elbow! A mortal man, with
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AND THE PHYSICIAN 207
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
once a human heart, has become a fiend for his especial torment.
|
||
"
|
||
|
||
The unfortunate physician, while uttering these words, lifted his
|
||
hands with a look of horror, as if he had beheld some frightful
|
||
shape, which he could not recognise, usurping the place of his
|
||
own image in a glass. It was one of those moments -- which
|
||
sometimes occur only at the interval of years -- when a man's
|
||
moral aspect is faithfully revealed to his mind's eye. Not
|
||
improbably he had never before viewed himself as he did now.
|
||
|
||
"Hast thou not tortured him enough?" said Hester, noticing the
|
||
old man's look. "Has he not paid thee all?"
|
||
|
||
"No, no! He has but increased the debt!" answered the physician,
|
||
and as he proceeded, his manner lost its fiercer characteristics,
|
||
and subsided into gloom. "Dost thou remember me, Hester, as I
|
||
was nine years agone? Even then I was in the autumn of my days,
|
||
nor was it the early autumn. But all my life had been made up of
|
||
earnest, studious, thoughtful, quiet years, bestowed faithfully
|
||
for the increase of mine own knowledge, and faithfully, too,
|
||
though this latter object was but casual to the other --
|
||
faithfully for the advancement of human welfare. No life had
|
||
been more peaceful and innocent than mine; few lives so rich with
|
||
benefits conferred. Dost thou remember me? Was I not, though
|
||
you might deem me cold, nevertheless a man thoughtful for others,
|
||
craving little for himself -- kind, true, just and of constant,
|
||
if not warm affections? Was I not all this?"
|
||
|
||
"All this, and more," said Hester.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
203 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"And what am I now?" demanded he, looking into her face, and
|
||
permitting the whole evil within him to be written on his
|
||
features. "I have already told thee what I am -- a fiend! Who
|
||
made me so?"
|
||
|
||
"It was myself," cried Hester, shuddering. "It was I, not less
|
||
than he. Why hast thou not avenged thyself on me?"
|
||
|
||
"I have left thee to the scarlet letter," replied Roger
|
||
Chillingworth. "If that has not avenged me, I can do no more!"
|
||
|
||
He laid his finger on it with a smile.
|
||
|
||
"It has avenged thee," answered Hester Prynne.
|
||
|
||
"I judged no less," said the physician. "And now what wouldst
|
||
thou with me touching this man?"
|
||
|
||
"I must reveal the secret," answered Hester, firmly. "He must
|
||
discern thee in thy true character. What may be the result I
|
||
know not. But this long debt of confidence, due from me to him,
|
||
whose bane and ruin I have been, shall at length be paid. So far
|
||
as concerns the overthrow or preservation of his fair fame and
|
||
his earthly state, and perchance his life, he is in my hands.
|
||
Nor do I -- whom the scarlet letter has disciplined to truth,
|
||
though it be the truth of red-hot iron entering into the soul --
|
||
nor do I perceive such advantage in his living any longer a life
|
||
of ghastly emptiness, that I shall stoop to implore thy mercy.
|
||
Do with him as thou wilt! There is no good for him, no good for
|
||
me, no good for thee. There is no good for little Pearl. There
|
||
is no path to guide us out of this dismal maze. "
|
||
|
||
"Woman, I could well-nigh pity thee," said Roger Chillingworth,
|
||
unable to restrain a thrill of admiration too, for there was a
|
||
quality almost majestic in
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AND THE PHYSICIAN 209
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
the despair which she expressed. "Thou hadst great elements.
|
||
Peradventure, hadst thou met earlier with a better love than
|
||
mine, this evil had not been. I pity thee, for the good that has
|
||
been wasted in thy nature. "
|
||
|
||
"And I thee," answered Hester Prynne, "for the hatred that has
|
||
transformed a wise and just man to a fiend! Wilt thou yet purge
|
||
it out of thee, and be once more human? If not for his sake,
|
||
then doubly for thine own! Forgive, and leave his further
|
||
retribution to the Power that claims it! I said, but now, that
|
||
there could be no good event for him, or thee, or me, who are
|
||
here wandering together in this gloomy maze of evil, and
|
||
stumbling at every step over the guilt wherewith we have strewn
|
||
our path. It is not so! There might be good for thee, and thee
|
||
alone, since thou hast been deeply wronged and hast it at thy
|
||
will to pardon. Wilt thou give up that only privilege? Wilt
|
||
thou reject that priceless benefit?"
|
||
|
||
"Peace, Hester--peace!" replied the old man, with gloomy
|
||
sternness -- "it is not granted me to pardon. I have no such
|
||
power as thou tellest me of. My old faith, long forgotten, comes
|
||
back to me, and explains all that we do, and all we suffer. By
|
||
thy first step awry, thou didst plant the germ of evil; but since
|
||
that moment it has all been a dark necessity. Ye that have
|
||
wronged me are not sinful, save in a kind of typical illusion;
|
||
neither am I fiend-like, who have snatched a fiend's office from
|
||
his hands. It is our fate. Let the black flower blossom as it
|
||
may! Now, go thy ways, and deal as thou wilt with yonder man. "
|
||
|
||
He waved his hand, and betook himself again to his employment of
|
||
gathering herbs.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
XV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AND PEARL
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
So Roger Chillingworth -- a deformed old figure with a face that
|
||
haunted men's memories longer than they liked -- took leave of
|
||
Hester Prynne, and went stooping away along the earth. He
|
||
gathered here and there a herb, or grubbed up a root and put it
|
||
into the basket on his arm. His gray beard almost touched the
|
||
ground as he crept onward. Hester gazed after him a little
|
||
while, looking with a half fantastic curiosity to see whether the
|
||
tender grass of early spring would not be blighted beneath him
|
||
and show the wavering track of his footsteps, sere and brown,
|
||
across its cheerful verdure. She wondered what sort of herbs
|
||
they were which the old man was so sedulous to gather. Would not
|
||
the earth, quickened to an evil purpose by the sympathy of his
|
||
eye, greet him with poisonous shrubs of species hitherto unknown,
|
||
that would start up under his fingers? Or might it suffice him
|
||
that every wholesome growth should be converted into something
|
||
deleterious and malignant at his touch? Did the sun, which shone
|
||
so brightly everywhere else, really fall upon him? Or was there,
|
||
as it rather seemed, a circle of ominous shadow moving along with
|
||
his deformity whichever way he turned him-
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AND PEARL 211
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
self? And whither was he now going? Would he not suddenly sink
|
||
into the earth, leaving a barren and blasted spot, where, in due
|
||
course of time, would be seen deadly nightshade, dogwood,
|
||
henbane, and whatever else of vegetable wickedness the climate
|
||
could produce, all flourishing with hideous luxuriance? Or would
|
||
he spread bat's wings and flee away, looking so much the uglier
|
||
the higher he rose towards heaven?
|
||
|
||
"Be it sin or no," said Hester Prynne, bitterly, as still she
|
||
gazed after him, "I hate the man?"
|
||
|
||
She upbraided herself for the sentiment, but could not overcome
|
||
or lessen it. Attempting to do so, she thought of those
|
||
long-past days in a distant land, when he used to emerge at
|
||
eventide from the seclusion of his study and sit down in the
|
||
firelight of their home, and in the light of her nuptial smile.
|
||
He needed to bask himself in that smile, he said, in order that
|
||
the chill of so many lonely hours among his books might be taken
|
||
off the scholar's heart. Such scenes had once appeared not
|
||
otherwise than happy, but now, as viewed through the dismal
|
||
medium of her subsequent life, they classed themselves among her
|
||
ugliest remembrances. She marvelled how such scenes could have
|
||
been! She marvelled how she could ever have been wrought upon to
|
||
marry him! She deemed in her crime most to be repented of, that
|
||
she had ever endured and reciprocated the lukewarm grasp of his
|
||
hand, and had suffered the smile of her lips and eyes to mingle
|
||
and melt into his own. And it seemed a fouler offence committed
|
||
by Roger Chillingworth than any which had since been done him,
|
||
that, in
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
212 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
the time when her heart knew no better, he had persuaded her to
|
||
fancy herself happy by his side.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I hate him!" repeated Hester more bitterly than before.
|
||
"He betrayed me! He has done me worse wrong than I did him!"
|
||
|
||
Let men tremble to win the hand of woman, unless they win along
|
||
with it the utmost passion of her heart! Else it may be their
|
||
miserable fortune, as it was Roger Chillingworth's, when some
|
||
mightier touch than their own may have awakened all her
|
||
sensibilities, to be reproached even for the calm content, the
|
||
marble image of happiness, which they will have imposed upon her
|
||
as the warm reality. But Hester ought long ago to have done with
|
||
this injustice. What did it betoken? Had seven long years,
|
||
under the torture of the scarlet letter, inflicted so much of
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misery and wrought out no repentance?
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The emotion of that brief space, while she stood gazing after the
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crooked figure of old Roger Chillingworth, threw a dark light on
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Hester's state of mind, revealing much that she might not
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otherwise have acknowledged to herself.
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He being gone, she summoned back her child.
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"Pearl! Little Pearl! Where are you?"
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Pearl, whose activity of spirit never flagged, had been at no
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||
loss for amusement while her mother talked with the old gatherer
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of herbs. At first, as already told, she had flirted fancifully
|
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with her own image in a pool of water, beckoning the phantom
|
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forth, and -- as it declined to venture -- seeking a passage for
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herself into its sphere of impalpable earth and unattainable sky.
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Soon finding, however,
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HESTER AND PEARL 213
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that either she or the image was unreal, she turned elsewhere for
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better pastime. She made little boats out of birch-bark, and
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freighted them with snailshells, and sent out more ventures on
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the mighty deep than any merchant in New England; but the larger
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||
part of them foundered near the shore. She seized a live
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horse-shoe by the tail, and made prize of several five-fingers,
|
||
and laid out a jelly-fish to melt in the warm sun. Then she took
|
||
up the white foam that streaked the line of the advancing tide,
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and threw it upon the breeze, scampering after it with winged
|
||
footsteps to catch the great snowflakes ere they fell.
|
||
Perceiving a flock of beach-birds that fed and fluttered along
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the shore, the naughty child picked up her apron full of pebbles,
|
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and, creeping from rock to rock after these small sea-fowl,
|
||
displayed remarkable dexterity in pelting them. One little gray
|
||
bird, with a white breast, Pearl was almost sure had been hit by
|
||
a pebble, and fluttered away with a broken wing. But then the
|
||
elf-child sighed, and gave up her sport, because it grieved her
|
||
to have done harm to a little being that was as wild as the
|
||
sea-breeze, or as wild as Pearl herself.
|
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|
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Her final employment was to gather seaweed of various kinds, and
|
||
make herself a scarf or mantle, and a head-dress, and thus assume
|
||
the aspect of a little mermaid. She inherited her mother's gift
|
||
for devising drapery and costume. As the last touch to her
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||
mermaid's garb, Pearl took some eel-grass and imitated, as best
|
||
she could, on her own bosom the decoration with which she was so
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familiar on her mother's. A letter -- the letter A -- but
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freshly
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214 THE SCARLET LETTER
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|
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|
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green instead of scarlet. The child bent her chin upon her
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breast, and contemplated this device with strange interest, even
|
||
as if the one only thing for which she had been sent into the
|
||
world was to make out its hidden import.
|
||
|
||
"I wonder if mother will ask me what it means?" thought Pearl.
|
||
|
||
Just then she heard her mother's voice, and, flitting along as
|
||
lightly as one of the little sea-birds, appeared before Hester
|
||
Prynne dancing, laughing, and pointing her finger to the ornament
|
||
upon her bosom.
|
||
|
||
"My little Pearl," said Hester, after a moment's silence, "the
|
||
green letter, and on thy childish bosom, has no purport. But
|
||
dost thou know, my child, what this letter means which thy mother
|
||
is doomed to wear?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, mother," said the child. "It is the great letter A. Thou
|
||
hast taught me in the horn-book. "
|
||
|
||
Hester looked steadily into her little face; but though there was
|
||
that singular expression which she had so often remarked in her
|
||
black eyes, she could not satisfy herself whether Pearl really
|
||
attached any meaning to the symbol. She felt a morbid desire to
|
||
ascertain the point.
|
||
|
||
"Dost thou know, child, wherefore thy mother wears this letter?"
|
||
|
||
"Truly do I!" answered Pearl, looking brightly into her mother's
|
||
face. "It is for the same reason that the minister keeps his
|
||
hand over his heart!"
|
||
|
||
"And what reason is that?" asked Hester, half smiling at the
|
||
absurd incongruity of the child's observation; but on second
|
||
thoughts turning pale.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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HESTER AND PEARL 215
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"What has the letter to do with any heart save mine?"
|
||
|
||
"Nay, mother, I have told all I know," said Pearl, more seriously
|
||
than she was wont to speak. "Ask yonder old man whom thou hast
|
||
been talking with, -- it may be he can tell. But in good earnest
|
||
now, mother dear, what does this scarlet letter mean? -- and why
|
||
dost thou wear it on thy bosom? -- and why does the minister
|
||
keep his hand over his heart?"
|
||
|
||
She took her mother's hand in both her own, and gazed into her
|
||
eyes with an earnestness that was seldom seen in her wild and
|
||
capricious character. The thought occurred to Hester, that the
|
||
child might really be seeking to approach her with childlike
|
||
confidence, and doing what she could, and as intelligently as she
|
||
knew how, to establish a meeting-point of sympathy. It showed
|
||
Pearl in an unwonted aspect Heretofore, the mother, while loving
|
||
her child with the intensity of a sole affection, had schooled
|
||
herself to hope for little other return than the waywardness of
|
||
an April breeze, which spends its time in airy sport, and has its
|
||
gusts of inexplicable passion, and is petulant in its best of
|
||
moods, and chills oftener than caresses you, when you take it to
|
||
your bosom; in requital of which misdemeanours it will sometimes,
|
||
of its own vague purpose, kiss your cheek with a kind of doubtful
|
||
tenderness, and play gently with your hair, and then be gone
|
||
about its other idle business, leaving a dreamy pleasure at your
|
||
heart. And this, moreover, was a mother's estimate of the
|
||
child's disposition. Any other observer might have seen few but
|
||
unamiable traits, and have given them a far darker colouring.
|
||
But now the idea came
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
216 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
strongly into Hester's mind, that Pearl, with her remarkable
|
||
precocity and acuteness, might already have approached the age
|
||
when she could have been made a friend, and intrusted with as
|
||
much of her mother's sorrows as could be imparted, without
|
||
irreverence either to the parent or the child. In the little
|
||
chaos of Pearl's character there might be seen emerging and could
|
||
have been from the very first -- the steadfast principles of an
|
||
unflinching courage -- an uncontrollable will -- sturdy pride,
|
||
which might be disciplined into self-respect -- and a bitter
|
||
scorn of many things which, when examined, might be found to have
|
||
the taint of falsehood in them. She possessed affections, too,
|
||
though hitherto acrid and disagreeable, as are the richest
|
||
flavours of unripe fruit. With all these sterling attributes,
|
||
thought Hester, the evil which she inherited from her mother must
|
||
be great indeed, if a noble woman do not grow out of this elfish
|
||
child.
|
||
|
||
Pearl's inevitable tendency to hover about the enigma of the
|
||
scarlet letter seemed an innate quality of her being. From the
|
||
earliest epoch of her conscious life, she had entered upon this
|
||
as her appointed mission. Hester had often fancied that
|
||
Providence had a design of justice and retribution, in endowing
|
||
the child with this marked propensity; but never, until now, had
|
||
she bethought herself to ask, whether, linked with that design,
|
||
there might not likewise be a purpose of mercy and beneficence.
|
||
If little Pearl were entertained with faith and trust, as a
|
||
spirit messenger no less than an earthly child, might it not be
|
||
her errand to soothe away the sorrow that lay cold in her
|
||
mother's heart, and converted it
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
HESTER AND PEARL 217
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
into a tomb? -- and to help her to overcome the passion, once so
|
||
wild, and even yet neither dead nor asleep, but only imprisoned
|
||
within the same tomb-like heart?
|
||
|
||
Such were some of the thoughts that now stirred in Hester's mind,
|
||
with as much vivacity of impression as if they had actually been
|
||
whispered into her ear. And there was little Pearl, all this
|
||
while, holding her mother's hand in both her own, and turning her
|
||
face upward, while she put these searching questions, once and
|
||
again, and still a third time.
|
||
|
||
"What does the letter mean, mother? and why dost thou wear it?
|
||
and why does the minister keep his hand over his heart?"
|
||
|
||
"What shall I say?" thought Hester to herself. "No! if this be
|
||
the price of the child's sympathy, I cannot pay it. "
|
||
|
||
Then she spoke aloud --
|
||
|
||
"Silly Pearl," said she, "what questions are these? There are
|
||
many things in this world that a child must not ask about. What
|
||
know I of the minister's heart? And as for the scarlet letter, I
|
||
wear it for the sake of its gold thread. "
|
||
|
||
In all the seven bygone years, Hester Prynne had never before
|
||
been false to the symbol on her bosom. It may be that it was the
|
||
talisman of a stern and severe, but yet a guardian spirit, who
|
||
now forsook her; as recognising that, in spite of his strict
|
||
watch over her heart, some new evil had crept into it, or some
|
||
old one had never been expelled. As for little Pearl, the
|
||
earnestness soon passed out of her face.
|
||
|
||
But the child did not see fit to let the matter drop. Two or
|
||
three times, as her mother and she went
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
218 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
homeward, and as often at supper-time, and while Hester was
|
||
putting her to bed, and once after she seemed to be fairly
|
||
asleep, Pearl looked up, with mischief gleaming in her black
|
||
eyes.
|
||
|
||
"Mother," said she, "what does the scarlet letter mean?"
|
||
|
||
And the next morning, the first indication the child gave of
|
||
being awake was by popping up her head from the pillow, and
|
||
making that other enquiry, which she had so unaccountably
|
||
connected with her investigations about the scarlet letter --
|
||
|
||
"Mother! Mother Why does the minister keep his hand over his
|
||
heart?"
|
||
|
||
"Hold thy tongue, naughty child!" answered her mother, with an
|
||
asperity that she had never permitted to herself before. "Do not
|
||
tease me; else I shall put thee into the dark closet!"
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
XVI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
A FOREST WALK
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Hester Prynne remained constant in her resolve to make known to
|
||
Mr. Dimmesdale, at whatever risk of present pain or ulterior
|
||
consequences, the true character of the man who had crept into
|
||
his intimacy. For several days, however, she vainly sought an
|
||
opportunity of addressing him in some of the meditative walks
|
||
which she knew him to be in the habit of taking along the shores
|
||
of the Peninsula, or on the wooded hills of the neighbouring
|
||
country. There would have been no scandal, indeed, nor peril to
|
||
the holy whiteness of the clergyman's good fame, had she visited
|
||
him in his own study, where many a penitent, ere now, had
|
||
confessed sins of perhaps as deep a dye as the one betokened by
|
||
the scarlet letter. But, partly that she dreaded the secret or
|
||
undisguised interference of old Roger Chillingworth, and partly
|
||
that her conscious heart imparted suspicion where none could have
|
||
been felt, and partly that both the minister and she would need
|
||
the whole wide world to breathe in, while they talked together --
|
||
for all these reasons Hester never thought of meeting him in any
|
||
narrower privacy than beneath the open sky.
|
||
|
||
At last, while attending a sick chamber, whither the Rev. Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale had been summoned
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
220 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
to make a prayer, she learnt that he had gone, the day before, to
|
||
visit the Apostle Eliot, among his Indian converts. He would
|
||
probably return by a certain hour in the afternoon of the morrow.
|
||
Betimes, therefore, the next day, Hester took little Pearl -- who
|
||
was necessarily the companion of all her mother's expeditions,
|
||
however inconvenient her presence -- and set forth.
|
||
|
||
The road, after the two wayfarers had crossed from the Peninsula
|
||
to the mainland, was no other than a foot-path. It straggled
|
||
onward into the mystery of the primeval forest. This hemmed it
|
||
in so narrowly, and stood so black and dense on either side, and
|
||
disclosed such imperfect glimpses of the sky above, that, to
|
||
Hester's mind, it imaged not amiss the moral wilderness in which
|
||
she had so long been wandering. The day was chill and sombre.
|
||
Overhead was a gray expanse of cloud, slightly stirred, however,
|
||
by a breeze; so that a gleam of flickering sunshine might now and
|
||
then be seen at its solitary play along the path. This flitting
|
||
cheerfulness was always at the further extremity of some long
|
||
vista through the forest. The sportive sunlight -- feebly
|
||
sportive, at best, in the predominant pensiveness of the day and
|
||
scene -- withdrew itself as they came nigh, and left the spots
|
||
where it had danced the drearier, because they had hoped to find
|
||
them bright.
|
||
|
||
"Mother," said little Pearl, the sunshine does not love you. It
|
||
runs away and hides itself, because it is afraid of something on
|
||
your bosom. Now, see! There it is, playing a good way off.
|
||
Stand you here, and let me run and catch it. I am but a child.
|
||
It will not flee from me -- for I wear nothing on my bosom yet!"
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
A FOREST WALK 221
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"Nor ever will, my child, I hope," said Hester.
|
||
|
||
"And why not, mother?" asked Pearl, stopping short, just at the
|
||
beginning of her race. "Will not it come of its own accord when
|
||
I am a woman grown?"
|
||
|
||
"Run away, child," answered her mother, "and catch the sunshine.
|
||
It will soon be gone. "
|
||
|
||
Pearl set forth at a great pace, and as Hester smiled to
|
||
perceive, did actually catch the sunshine, and stood laughing in
|
||
the midst of it, all brightened by its splendour, and
|
||
scintillating with the vivacity excited by rapid motion. The
|
||
light lingered about the lonely child, as if glad of such a
|
||
playmate, until her mother had drawn almost nigh enough to step
|
||
into the magic circle too.
|
||
|
||
"It will go now," said Pearl, shaking her head.
|
||
|
||
"See!" answered Hester, smiling; now I can stretch out my hand
|
||
and grasp some of it. "
|
||
|
||
As she attempted to do so, the sunshine vanished; or, to judge
|
||
from the bright expression that was dancing on Pearl's features,
|
||
her mother could have fancied that the child had absorbed it into
|
||
herself, and would give it forth again, with a gleam about her
|
||
path, as they should plunge into some gloomier shade. There was
|
||
no other attribute that so much impressed her with a sense of new
|
||
and untransmitted vigour in Pearl's nature, as this never failing
|
||
vivacity of spirits: she had not the disease of sadness, which
|
||
almost all children, in these latter days, inherit, with the
|
||
scrofula, from the troubles of their ancestors. Perhaps this,
|
||
too, was a disease, and but the reflex of the wild energy with
|
||
which Hester had fought against her sorrows before Pearl's birth.
|
||
It was certainly a
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
222 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
doubtful charm, imparting a hard, metallic lustre to the child's
|
||
character. She wanted -- what some people want throughout life
|
||
-- a grief that should deeply touch her, and thus humanise and
|
||
make her capable of sympathy. But there was time enough yet for
|
||
little Pearl.
|
||
|
||
"Come, my child!" said Hester, looking about her from the spot
|
||
where Pearl had stood still in the sunshine -- "we will sit down
|
||
a little way within the wood, and rest ourselves. "
|
||
|
||
"I am not aweary, mother," replied the little girl. "But you may
|
||
sit down, if you will tell me a story meanwhile. "
|
||
|
||
"A story, child!" said Hester. "And about what?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, a story about the Black Man," answered Pearl, taking hold of
|
||
her mother's gown, and looking up, half earnestly, half
|
||
mischievously, into her face.
|
||
|
||
"How he haunts this forest, and carries a book with him a big,
|
||
heavy book, with iron clasps; and how this ugly Black Man offers
|
||
his book and an iron pen to everybody that meets him here among
|
||
the trees; and they are to write their names with their own
|
||
blood; and then he sets his mark on their bosoms. Didst thou
|
||
ever meet the Black Man, mother?"
|
||
|
||
"And who told you this story, Pearl," asked her mother,
|
||
recognising a common superstition of the period.
|
||
|
||
"It was the old dame in the chimney corner, at the house where
|
||
you watched last night," said the child. "But she fancied me
|
||
asleep while she was talking of it. She said that a thousand and
|
||
a thousand people had met him here, and had written in his
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
A FOREST WALK 223
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
book, and have his mark on them. And that ugly tempered lady,
|
||
old Mistress Hibbins, was one. And, mother, the old dame said
|
||
that this scarlet letter was the Black Man's mark on thee, and
|
||
that it glows like a red flame when thou meetest him at midnight,
|
||
here in the dark wood. Is it true, mother? And dost thou go to
|
||
meet him in the nighttime?"
|
||
|
||
"Didst thou ever awake and find thy mother gone?" asked Hester.
|
||
|
||
"Not that I remember," said the child. "If thou fearest to leave
|
||
me in our cottage, thou mightest take me along with thee. I
|
||
would very gladly go! But, mother, tell me now! Is there such a
|
||
Black Man? And didst thou ever meet him? And is this his mark?"
|
||
|
||
"Wilt thou let me be at peace, if I once tell thee?" asked her
|
||
mother.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, if thou tellest me all," answered Pearl.
|
||
|
||
"Once in my life I met the Black Man!" said her mother. This
|
||
scarlet letter is his mark!"
|
||
|
||
Thus conversing, they entered sufficiently deep into the wood to
|
||
secure themselves from the observation of any casual passenger
|
||
along the forest track. Here they sat down on a luxuriant heap
|
||
of moss; which at some epoch of the preceding century, had been a
|
||
gigantic pine, with its roots and trunk in the darksome shade,
|
||
and its head aloft in the upper atmosphere It was a little dell
|
||
where they had seated themselves, with a leaf-strewn bank rising
|
||
gently on either side, and a brook flowing through the midst,
|
||
over a bed of fallen and drowned leaves. The trees impending
|
||
over it had flung down great branches from time to time, which
|
||
choked up the current, and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
224 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
compelled it to form eddies and black depths at some points;
|
||
while, in its swifter and livelier passages there appeared a
|
||
channel-way of pebbles, and brown, sparkling sand. Letting the
|
||
eyes follow along the course of the stream, they could catch the
|
||
reflected light from its water, at some short distance within the
|
||
forest, but soon lost all traces of it amid the bewilderment of
|
||
tree-trunks and underbush, and here and there a huge rock covered
|
||
over with gray lichens. All these giant trees and boulders of
|
||
granite seemed intent on making a mystery of the course of this
|
||
small brook; fearing, perhaps, that, with its never-ceasing
|
||
loquacity, it should whisper tales out of the heart of the old
|
||
forest whence it flowed, or mirror its revelations on the smooth
|
||
surface of a pool. Continually, indeed, as it stole onward, the
|
||
streamlet kept up a babble, kind, quiet, soothing, but
|
||
melancholy, like the voice of a young child that was spending its
|
||
infancy without playfulness, and knew not how to be merry among
|
||
sad acquaintance and events of sombre hue.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, brook! Oh, foolish and tiresome little brook!" cried Pearl,
|
||
after listening awhile to its talk, "Why art thou so sad? Pluck
|
||
up a spirit, and do not be all the time sighing and murmuring!"
|
||
|
||
But the brook, in the course of its little lifetime among the
|
||
forest trees, had gone through so solemn an experience that it
|
||
could not help talking about it, and seemed to have nothing else
|
||
to say. Pearl resembled the brook, inasmuch as the current of
|
||
her life gushed from a well-spring as mysterious, and had flowed
|
||
through scenes shadowed as heavily with gloom. But, unlike the
|
||
little stream, she
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
A FOREST WALK 225
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
danced and sparkled, and prattled airily along her course.
|
||
|
||
"What does this sad little brook say, mother? inquired she.
|
||
|
||
"If thou hadst a sorrow of thine own, the brook might tell thee
|
||
of it," answered her mother, "even as it is telling me of mine.
|
||
But now, Pearl, I hear a footstep along the path, and the noise
|
||
of one putting aside the branches. I would have thee betake
|
||
thyself to play, and leave me to speak with him that comes
|
||
yonder,"
|
||
|
||
"Is it the Black Man?" asked Pearl.
|
||
|
||
"Wilt thou go and play, child?" repeated her mother, "But do not
|
||
stray far into the wood. And take heed that thou come at my
|
||
first call. "
|
||
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"Yes, mother," answered Pearl, "But if it be the Black Man, wilt
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thou not let me stay a moment, and look at him, with his big book
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under his arm?"
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"Go, silly child!" said her mother impatiently. "It is no Black
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Man! Thou canst see him now, through the trees. It is the
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minister!"
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"And so it is!" said the child. "And, mother, he has his hand
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over his heart! Is it because, when the minister wrote his name
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in the book, the Black Man set his mark in that place? But why
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does he not wear it outside his bosom, as thou dost, mother?"
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"Go now, child, and thou shalt tease me as thou wilt another
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time," cried Hester Prynne. "But do not stray far. Keep where
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thou canst hear the babble of the brook. "
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The child went singing away, following up the current of the
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brook, and striving to mingle a more
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226 THE SCARLET LETTER
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lightsome cadence with its melancholy voice. But the little
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stream would not be comforted, and still kept telling its
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unintelligible secret of some very mournful mystery that had
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happened -- or making a prophetic lamentation about something
|
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that was yet to happen -- within the verge of the dismal forest.
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So Pearl, who had enough of shadow in her own little life, chose
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to break off all acquaintance with this repining brook. She set
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herself, therefore, to gathering violets and wood-anemones, and
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some scarlet columbines that she found growing in the crevice of
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a high rock.
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When her elf-child had departed, Hester Prynne made a step or two
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towards the track that led through the forest, but still remained
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under the deep shadow of the trees. She beheld the minister
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advancing along the path entirely alone, and leaning on a staff
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which he had cut by the wayside. He looked haggard and feeble,
|
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and betrayed a nerveless despondency in his air, which had never
|
||
so remarkably characterised him in his walks about the
|
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settlement, nor in any other situation where he deemed himself
|
||
liable to notice. Here it was wofully visible, in this intense
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seclusion of the forest, which of itself would have been a heavy
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trial to the spirits. There was a listlessness in his gait, as
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if he saw no reason for taking one step further, nor felt any
|
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desire to do so, but would have been glad, could he be glad of
|
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anything, to fling himself down at the root of the nearest tree,
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and lie there passive for evermore. The leaves might bestrew
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him, and the soil gradually accumulate and form a little hillock
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over his frame, no matter
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A FOREST WALK 227
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whether there were life in it or no. Death was too definite an
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object to be wished for or avoided.
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|
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To Hester's eye, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale exhibited no
|
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symptom of positive and vivacious suffering, except that, as
|
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little Pearl had remarked, he kept his hand over his heart.
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XVII.
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THE PASTOR AND HIS PARISHIONER
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|
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|
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|
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|
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|
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Slowly as the minister walked, he had almost gone by before
|
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Hester Prynne could gather voice enough to attract his
|
||
observation. At length she succeeded.
|
||
|
||
"Arthur Dimmesdale!" she said, faintly at first, then louder,
|
||
but hoarsely -- "Arthur Dimmesdale!"
|
||
|
||
"Who speaks?" answered the minister. Gathering himself quickly
|
||
up, he stood more erect, like a man taken by surprise in a mood
|
||
to which he was reluctant to have witnesses. Throwing his eyes
|
||
anxiously in the direction of the voice, he indistinctly beheld a
|
||
form under the trees, clad in garments so sombre, and so little
|
||
relieved from the gray twilight into which the clouded sky and
|
||
the heavy foliage had darkened the noontide, that he knew not
|
||
whether it were a woman or a shadow. It may be that his pathway
|
||
through life was haunted thus by a spectre that had stolen out
|
||
from among his thoughts.
|
||
|
||
He made a step nigher, and discovered the scarlet letter.
|
||
|
||
"Hester! Hester Prynne!', said he; "is it thou? Art thou in
|
||
life?"
|
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|
||
"Even so. " she answered. "In such life as has
|
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|
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THE PASTOR AND HIS PARISHIONER 229
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||
|
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been mine these seven years past! And thou, Arthur Dimmesdale,
|
||
dost thou yet live?"
|
||
|
||
It was no wonder that they thus questioned one another's actual
|
||
and bodily existence, and even doubted of their own. So
|
||
strangely did they meet in the dim wood that it was like the
|
||
first encounter in the world beyond the grave of two spirits who
|
||
had been intimately connected in their former life, but now stood
|
||
coldly shuddering in mutual dread, as not yet familiar with their
|
||
state, nor wonted to the companionship of disembodied beings.
|
||
Each a ghost, and awe-stricken at the other ghost. They were
|
||
awe-stricken likewise at themselves, because the crisis flung
|
||
back to them their consciousness, and revealed to each heart its
|
||
history and experience, as life never does, except at such
|
||
breathless epochs. The soul beheld its features in the mirror of
|
||
the passing moment. It was with fear, and tremulously, and, as
|
||
it were, by a slow, reluctant necessity, that Arthur Dimmesdale
|
||
put forth his hand, chill as death, and touched the chill hand of
|
||
Hester Prynne. The grasp, cold as it was, took away what was
|
||
dreariest in the interview. They now felt themselves, at least,
|
||
inhabitants of the same sphere.
|
||
|
||
Without a word more spoken -- neither he nor she assuming the
|
||
guidance, but with an unexpressed consent -- they glided back
|
||
into the shadow of the woods whence Hester had emerged, and sat
|
||
down on the heap of moss where she and Pearl had before been
|
||
sitting. When they found voice to speak, it was at first only to
|
||
utter remarks and inquiries such as any two acquaintances might
|
||
have made, about the gloomy sky, the threatening storm, and,
|
||
next,
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
230 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
the health of each. Thus they went onward, not boldly, but step
|
||
by step, into the themes that were brooding deepest in their
|
||
hearts. So long estranged by fate and circumstances, they needed
|
||
something slight and casual to run before and throw open the
|
||
doors of intercourse, so that their real thoughts might be led
|
||
across the threshold.
|
||
|
||
After awhile, the minister fixed his eyes on Hester Prynne's.
|
||
|
||
"Hester," said he, "hast thou found peace?"
|
||
|
||
She smiled drearily, looking down upon her bosom.
|
||
|
||
"Hast thou?" she asked.
|
||
|
||
"None -- nothing but despair!" he answered. "What else could I
|
||
look for, being what I am, and leading such a life as mine? Were
|
||
I an atheist -- a man devoid of conscience -- a wretch with
|
||
coarse and brutal instincts -- I might have found peace long ere
|
||
now. Nay, I never should have lost it. But, as matters stand
|
||
with my soul, whatever of good capacity there originally was in
|
||
me, all of God's gifts that were the choicest have become the
|
||
ministers of spiritual torment. Hester, I am most miserable!"
|
||
|
||
"The people reverence thee," said Hester. "And surely thou
|
||
workest good among them! Doth this bring thee no comfort?"
|
||
|
||
"More misery, Hester! -- Only the more misery!" answered the
|
||
clergyman with a bitter smile. "As concerns the good which I may
|
||
appear to do, I have no faith in it. It must needs be a
|
||
delusion. What can a ruined soul like mine effect towards the
|
||
redemption of other souls? -- or a polluted soul
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE PASTOR AND HIS PARISHIONER 231
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
towards their purification? And as for the people's reverence,
|
||
would that it were turned to scorn and hatred! Canst thou deem
|
||
it, Hester, a consolation that I must stand up in my pulpit, and
|
||
meet so many eyes turned upward to my face, as if the light of
|
||
heaven were beaming from it! -- must see my flock hungry for the
|
||
truth, and listening to my words as if a tongue of Pentecost were
|
||
speaking! -- and then look inward, and discern the black reality
|
||
of what they idolise? I have laughed, in bitterness and agony of
|
||
heart, at the contrast between what I seem and what I am! And
|
||
Satan laughs at it!"
|
||
|
||
"You wrong yourself in this," said Hester gently.
|
||
|
||
"You have deeply and sorely repented. Your sin is left behind
|
||
you in the days long past. Your present life is not less holy,
|
||
in very truth, than it seems in people's eyes. Is there no
|
||
reality in the penitence thus sealed and witnessed by good works?
|
||
And wherefore should it not bring you peace?"
|
||
|
||
"No, Hester -- no!" replied the clergyman. "There is no
|
||
substance in it] It is cold and dead, and can do nothing for me!
|
||
Of penance, I have had enough! Of penitence, there has been
|
||
none! Else, I should long ago have thrown off these garments of
|
||
mock holiness, and have shown myself to mankind as they will see
|
||
me at the judgment-seat. Happy are you, Hester, that wear the
|
||
scarlet letter openly upon your bosom! Mine burns in secret!
|
||
Thou little knowest what a relief it is, after the torment of a
|
||
seven years' cheat, to look into an eye that recognises me for
|
||
what I am! Had I one friend -- or were it my worst enemy! -- to
|
||
whom, when sickened with the praises of all other men, I could
|
||
daily betake myself, and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
232 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
known as the vilest of all sinners, methinks my soul might keep
|
||
itself alive thereby. Even thus much of truth would save me!
|
||
But now, it is all falsehood! -- all emptiness! -- all death!"
|
||
|
||
Hester Prynne looked into his face, but hesitated to speak. Yet,
|
||
uttering his long-restrained emotions so vehemently as he did,
|
||
his words here offered her the very point of circumstances in
|
||
which to interpose what she came to say. She conquered her
|
||
fears, and spoke:
|
||
|
||
"Such a friend as thou hast even now wished for," said she, "with
|
||
whom to weep over thy sin, thou hast in me, the partner of it!"
|
||
Again she hesitated, but brought out the words with an effort
|
||
"Thou hast long had such an enemy, and dwellest with him, under
|
||
the same roof!"
|
||
|
||
The minister started to his feet, gasping for breath, and
|
||
clutching at his heart, as if he would have torn it out of his
|
||
bosom.
|
||
|
||
"Ha! What sayest thou?" cried he. "An enemy! And under mine
|
||
own roof! What mean you?"
|
||
|
||
Hester Prynne was now fully sensible of the deep injury for which
|
||
she was responsible to this unhappy man, in permitting him to lie
|
||
for so many years, or, indeed, for a single moment, at the mercy
|
||
of one whose purposes could not be other than malevolent. The
|
||
very contiguity of his enemy, beneath whatever mask the latter
|
||
might conceal himself, was enough to disturb the magnetic sphere
|
||
of a being so sensitive as Arthur Dimmesdale. There had been a
|
||
period when Hester was less alive to this consideration; or,
|
||
perhaps, in the misanthropy of her own trouble, she left the
|
||
minister to bear what she might picture to
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE PASTOR AND HIS PARISHIONER 233
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
herself as a more tolerable doom. But of late, since the night
|
||
of his vigil, all her sympathies towards him had been both
|
||
softened and invigorated. She now read his heart more
|
||
accurately. She doubted not that the continual presence of Roger
|
||
Chillingworth -- the secret poison of his malignity, infecting
|
||
all the air about him -- and his authorised interference, as a
|
||
physician, with the minister's physical and spiritual infirmities
|
||
-- that these bad opportunities had been turned to a cruel
|
||
purpose. By means of them, the sufferer's conscience had been
|
||
kept in an irritated state, the tendency of which was, not to
|
||
cure by wholesome pain, but to disorganize and corrupt his
|
||
spiritual being. Its result, on earth, could hardly fail to be
|
||
insanity, and hereafter, that eternal alienation from the Good
|
||
and True, of which madness is perhaps the earthly type.
|
||
|
||
Such was the ruin to which she had brought the man, once -- nay,
|
||
why should we not speak it? -- still so passionately loved!
|
||
Hester felt that the sacrifice of the clergyman's good name, and
|
||
death itself, as she had already told Roger Chillingworth, would
|
||
have been infinitely preferable to the alternative which she had
|
||
taken upon herself to choose. And now, rather than have had this
|
||
grievous wrong to confess, she would gladly have laid down on the
|
||
forest leaves, and died there, at Arthur Dimmesdale's feet
|
||
|
||
"Oh, Arthur!" cried she, "forgive me! In all things else, I have
|
||
striven to be true! Truth was the one virtue which I might have
|
||
held fast, and did hold fast, through all extremity; save when
|
||
thy good -- thy life -- thy fame -- were put in question!
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
234 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Then I consented to a deception. But a lie is never good, even
|
||
though death threaten on the other side! Dost thou not see what
|
||
I would say? That old man! -- the physician! -- he whom they
|
||
call Roger Chillingworth! -- he was my husband!"
|
||
|
||
The minister looked at her for an instant, with all that violence
|
||
of passion, which -- intermixed in more shapes than one with his
|
||
higher, purer, softer qualities -- was, in fact, the portion of
|
||
him which the devil claimed, and through which he sought to win
|
||
the rest. Never was there a blacker or a fiercer frown than
|
||
Hester now encountered. For the brief space that it lasted, it
|
||
was a dark transfiguration. But his character had been so much
|
||
enfeebled by suffering, that even its lower energies were
|
||
incapable of more than a temporary struggle. He sank down on the
|
||
ground, and buried his face in his hands.
|
||
|
||
"I might have known it," murmured he -- "I did know it! Was not
|
||
the secret told me, in the natural recoil of my heart at the
|
||
first sight of him, and as often as I have seen him since? Why
|
||
did I not understand? Oh, Hester Prynne, thou little, little
|
||
knowest all the horror of this thing! And the shame! -- the
|
||
indelicacy! -- the horrible ugliness of this exposure of a sick
|
||
and guilty heart to the very eye that would gloat over it!
|
||
Woman, woman, thou art accountable for this! -I cannot forgive
|
||
thee!"
|
||
|
||
"Thou shalt forgive me!" cried Hester, Singing herself on the
|
||
fallen leaves beside him. "Let God punish! Thou shalt forgive!"
|
||
|
||
With sudden and desperate tenderness she threw her arms around
|
||
him, and pressed his head against her bosom, little caring though
|
||
his cheek rested on
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE PASTOR AND HIS PARISHIONER 235
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
the scarlet letter. He would have released himself, but strove
|
||
in vain to do so. Hester would not set him free, lest he should
|
||
look her sternly in the face. All the world had frowned on her
|
||
-- for seven long years had it frowned upon this lonely woman --
|
||
and still she bore it all, nor ever once turned away her firm,
|
||
sad eyes. Heaven, likewise, had frowned upon her, and she had
|
||
not died. But the frown of this pale, weak, sinful, and
|
||
sorrow-stricken man was what Hester could not bear, and live!
|
||
|
||
"Wilt thou yet forgive me?" she repeated, over and over again.
|
||
"Wilt thou not frown? Wilt thou forgive?"
|
||
|
||
"I do forgive you, Hester," replied the minister at length, with
|
||
a deep utterance, out of an abyss of sadness, but no anger. "I
|
||
freely forgive you now. May God forgive us both. We are not,
|
||
Hester, the worst sinners in the world. There is one worse than
|
||
even the polluted priest! That old man's revenge has been
|
||
blacker than my sin. He has violated, in cold blood, the
|
||
sanctity of a human heart. Thou and I, Hester, never did so!"
|
||
|
||
"Never, never!" whispered she. "What we did had a consecration
|
||
of its own. We felt it so! We said so to each other. Hast thou
|
||
forgotten it?"
|
||
|
||
"Hush, Hester!" said Arthur Dimmesdale, rising from the ground.
|
||
"No; I have not forgotten!"
|
||
|
||
They sat down again, side by side, and hand clasped in hand, on
|
||
the mossy trunk of the fallen tree. Life had never brought them
|
||
a gloomier hour; it was the point whither their pathway had so
|
||
long been tending, and darkening ever, as it stole along -- and
|
||
yet it unclosed a charm that made them linger
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
236 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
upon it, and claim another, and another, and, after all, another
|
||
moment. The forest was obscure around them, and creaked with a
|
||
blast that was passing through it. The boughs were tossing
|
||
heavily above their heads; while one solemn old tree groaned
|
||
dolefully to another, as if telling the sad story of the pair
|
||
that sat beneath, or constrained to forbode evil to come.
|
||
|
||
And yet they lingered. How dreary looked the forest-track that
|
||
led backward to the settlement, where Hester Prynne must take up
|
||
again the burden of her ignominy and the minister the hollow
|
||
mockery of his good name! So they lingered an instant longer.
|
||
No golden light had ever been so precious as the gloom of this
|
||
dark forest. Here seen only by his eyes, the scarlet letter need
|
||
not burn into the bosom of the fallen woman! Here seen only by
|
||
her eyes, Arthur Dimmesdale, false to God and man, might be, for
|
||
one moment true!
|
||
|
||
He started at a thought that suddenly occurred to him.
|
||
|
||
"Hester!" cried he, "here is a new horror! Roger Chillingworth
|
||
knows your purpose to reveal his true character. Will he
|
||
continue, then, to keep our secret? What will now be the course
|
||
of his revenge?"
|
||
|
||
"There is a strange secrecy in his nature," replied Hester,
|
||
thoughtfully; "and it has grown upon him by the hidden practices
|
||
of his revenge. I deem it not likely that he will betray the
|
||
secret. He will doubtless seek other means of satiating his dark
|
||
passion. "
|
||
|
||
"And I! -- how am I to live longer, breathing the same air with
|
||
this deadly enemy?" exclaimed Arthur
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE PASTOR AND HIS PARISHIONER 237
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Dimmesdale, shrinking within himself, and pressing his hand
|
||
nervously against his heart -- a gesture that had grown
|
||
involuntary with him. "Think for me, Hester! Thou art strong.
|
||
Resolve for me!"
|
||
|
||
"Thou must dwell no longer with this man," said Hester, slowly
|
||
and firmly. "Thy heart must be no longer under his evil eye!"
|
||
|
||
"It were far worse than death!" replied the minister. "But how
|
||
to avoid it? What choice remains to me? Shall I lie down again
|
||
on these withered leaves, where I cast myself when thou didst
|
||
tell me what he was? Must I sink down there, and die at once?"
|
||
|
||
"Alas! what a ruin has befallen thee!" said Hester, with the
|
||
tears gushing into her eyes. "Wilt thou die for very weakness?
|
||
There is no other cause!"
|
||
|
||
"The judgment of God is on me," answered the conscience-stricken
|
||
priest. "It is too mighty for me to struggle with!"
|
||
|
||
"Heaven would show mercy," rejoined Hester, "hadst thou but the
|
||
strength to take advantage of it. "
|
||
|
||
"Be thou strong for me!" answered he. "Advise me what to do. "
|
||
|
||
"Is the world, then, so narrow?" exclaimed Hester Prynne, fixing
|
||
her deep eyes on the minister's, and instinctively exercising a
|
||
magnetic power over a spirit so shattered and subdued that it
|
||
could hardly hold itself erect. "Doth the universe lie within
|
||
the compass of yonder town, which only a little time ago was but
|
||
a leaf-strewn desert, as lonely as this around us? Whither leads
|
||
yonder forest-track? Backward to the settlement, thou sayest!
|
||
Yes; but, onward, too! Deeper it goes, and deeper into the
|
||
wilderness, less plainly to be seen at every step; until some few
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
238 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
miles hence the yellow leaves will show no vestige of the white
|
||
man's tread. There thou art free! So brief a journey would
|
||
bring thee from a world where thou hast been most wretched, to
|
||
one where thou mayest still be happy! Is there not shade enough
|
||
in all this boundless forest to hide thy heart from the gaze of
|
||
Roger Chillingworth?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, Hester; but only under the fallen leaves!" replied the
|
||
minister, with a sad smile.
|
||
|
||
"Then there is the broad pathway of the sea!" continued Hester.
|
||
"It brought thee hither. If thou so choose, it will bear thee
|
||
back again. In our native land, whether in some remote rural
|
||
village, or in vast London -- or, surely, in Germany, in France,
|
||
in pleasant Italy -- thou wouldst be beyond his power and
|
||
knowledge! And what hast thou to do with all these iron men, and
|
||
their opinions? They have kept thy better part in bondage too
|
||
long already!"
|
||
|
||
"It cannot be!" answered the minister, listening as if he were
|
||
called upon to realise a dream. "I am powerless to go. Wretched
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and sinful as I am, I have had no other thought than to drag on
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my earthly existence in the sphere where Providence hath placed
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me. Lost as my own soul is, I would still do what I may for
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other human souls! I dare not quit my post, though an unfaithful
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sentinel, whose sure reward is death and dishonour, when his
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dreary watch shall come to an end!"
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"Thou art crushed under this seven years' weight of misery,"
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replied Hester, fervently resolved to buoy him up with her own
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energy. "But thou shalt leave it all behind thee! It shall not
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cumber thy steps, as thou treadest along the forest-path: neither
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shalt
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THE PASTOR AND HIS PARISSIONER 239
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thou freight the ship with it, if thou prefer to cross the sea.
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Leave this wreck and ruin here where it hath happened. Meddle no
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more with it! Begin all anew! Hast thou exhausted possibility
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in the failure of this one trial? Not so! The future is yet
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full of trial and success. There is happiness to be enjoyed!
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There is good to be done! Exchange this false life of thine for
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a true one. Be, if thy spirit summon thee to such a mission, the
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teacher and apostle of the red men. Or, as is more thy nature,
|
||
be a scholar and a sage among the wisest and the most renowned of
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||
the cultivated world. Preach! Write! Act! Do anything, save
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to lie down and die! Give up this name of Arthur Dimmesdale, and
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make thyself another, and a high one, such as thou canst wear
|
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without fear or shame. Why shouldst thou tarry so much as one
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||
other day in the torments that have so gnawed into thy life?
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that have made thee feeble to will and to do? that will leave
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thee powerless even to repent? Up, and away!"
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"Oh, Hester!" cried Arthur Dimmesdale, in whose eyes a fitful
|
||
light, kindled by her enthusiasm, flashed up and died away, "thou
|
||
tellest of running a race to a man whose knees are tottering
|
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beneath him! I must die here! There is not the strength or
|
||
courage left me to venture into the wide, strange, difficult
|
||
world alone!"
|
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|
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It was the last expression of the despondency of a broken spirit.
|
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He lacked energy to grasp the better fortune that seemed within
|
||
his reach.
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|
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He repeated the word -- "Alone, Hester!"
|
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"Thou shall not go alone!" answered she, in a deep whisper.
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Then, all was spoken!
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XVIII
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A FLOOD OF SUNSHINE
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Arthur Dimmesdale gazed into Hester's face with a look in which
|
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hope and joy shone out, indeed, but with fear betwixt them, and a
|
||
kind of horror at her boldness, who had spoken what he vaguely
|
||
hinted at, but dared not speak.
|
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|
||
But Hester Prynne, with a mind of native courage and activity,
|
||
and for so long a period not merely estranged, but outlawed from
|
||
society, had habituated herself to such latitude of speculation
|
||
as was altogether foreign to the clergyman. She had wandered,
|
||
without rule or guidance, in a moral wilderness, as vast, as
|
||
intricate, and shadowy as the untamed forest, amid the gloom of
|
||
which they were now holding a colloquy that was to decide their
|
||
fate. Her intellect and heart had their home, as it were, in
|
||
desert places, where she roamed as freely as the wild Indian in
|
||
his woods. For years past she had looked from this estranged
|
||
point of view at human institutions, and whatever priests or
|
||
legislators had established; criticising all with hardly more
|
||
reverence than the Indian would feel for the clerical band, the
|
||
judicial robe, the pillory, the gallows, the fireside, or the
|
||
church. The tendency of her fate and fortunes had been to set
|
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her flee. The scarlet letter was her passport into regions
|
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|
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A FLOOD OF SUNSHINE 141
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where other women dared not tread. Shame, Despair, Solitude!
|
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These had been her teachers -- stern and wild ones -- and they
|
||
had made her strong, but taught her much amiss.
|
||
|
||
The minister, on the other hand, had never gone through an
|
||
experience calculated to lead him beyond the scope of generally
|
||
received laws; although, in a single instance, he had so
|
||
fearfully transgressed one of the most sacred of them. But this
|
||
had been a sin of passion, not of principle, nor even purpose.
|
||
Since that wretched epoch, he had watched with morbid zeal and
|
||
minuteness, not his acts -- for those it was easy to arrange --
|
||
but each breath of emotion, and his every thought. At the head
|
||
of the social system, as the clergymen of that day stood, he was
|
||
only the more trammelled by its regulations, its principles, and
|
||
even its prejudices. As a priest, the framework of his order
|
||
inevitably hemmed him in. As a man who had once sinned, but who
|
||
kept his conscience all alive and painfully sensitive by the
|
||
fretting of an unhealed wound, he might have been supposed safer
|
||
within the line of virtue than if he had never sinned at all.
|
||
|
||
Thus we seem to see that, as regarded Hester Prynne, the whole
|
||
seven years of outlaw and ignominy had been little other than a
|
||
preparation for this very hour. But Arthur Dimmesdale! Were
|
||
such a man once more to fall, what plea could be urged in
|
||
extenuation of his crime? None; unless it avail him somewhat
|
||
that he was broker, down by long and exquisite suffering; that
|
||
his mind was darkened and confused by the very remorse which
|
||
harrowed it; that, between fleeing as an avowed criminal, and
|
||
remaining
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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242 THE SCARLET LETTER
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|
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as a hypocrite, conscience might find it hard to strike the
|
||
balance; that it was human to avoid the peril of death and
|
||
infamy, and the inscrutable machinations of an enemy; that,
|
||
finally, to this poor pilgrim, on his dreary and desert path,
|
||
faint, sick, miserable, there appeared a glimpse of human
|
||
affection and sympathy, a new life, and a true one, in exchange
|
||
for the heavy doom which he was now expiating. And be the stern
|
||
and sad truth spoken, that the breach which guilt has once made
|
||
into the human soul is never, in this mortal state, repaired. It
|
||
may be watched and guarded, so that the enemy shall not force his
|
||
way again into the citadel, and might even in his subsequent
|
||
assaults, select some other avenue, in preference to that where
|
||
he had formerly succeeded. But there is still the ruined wall,
|
||
and near it the stealthy tread of the foe that would win over
|
||
again his unforgotten triumph.
|
||
|
||
The struggle, if there were one, need not be described. Let it
|
||
suffice that the clergyman resolved to flee, and not alone.
|
||
|
||
"If in all these past seven years," thought he, "I could recall
|
||
one instant of peace or hope, 1 would yet endure, for the sake of
|
||
that earnest of Heaven's mercy. But now -- since I am
|
||
irrevocably doomed -- wherefore should I not snatch the solace
|
||
allowed to the condemned culprit before his execution? Or, if
|
||
this be the path to a better life, as Hester would persuade me, I
|
||
surely give up no fairer prospect by pursuing it! Neither can I
|
||
any longer live without her companionship; so powerful is she to
|
||
sustain -- so tender to soothe! O Thou to whom I dare not lift
|
||
mine eyes, wilt Thou yet pardon me?"
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
A FLOOD OF SUNSHINE 243
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"Thou wilt go!" said Hester calmly, as he met her glance.
|
||
|
||
The decision once made, a glow of strange enjoyment threw its
|
||
flickering brightness over the trouble of his breast. It was the
|
||
exhilarating effect -- upon a prisoner just escaped from the
|
||
dungeon of his own heart -- of breathing the wild, free
|
||
atmosphere of an unredeemed, unchristianised, lawless region His
|
||
spirit rose, as it were, with a bound, and attained a nearer
|
||
prospect of the sky, than throughout all the misery which had
|
||
kept him grovelling on the earth. Of a deeply religious
|
||
temperament, there was inevitably a tinge of the devotional in
|
||
his mood.
|
||
|
||
"Do I feel joy again?" cried he, wondering at himself.
|
||
"Methought the germ of it was dead in me! Oh, Hester, thou art
|
||
my better angel! I seem to have flung myself -- sick,
|
||
sin-stained, and sorrow-blackened -- down upon these forest
|
||
leaves, and to have risen up all made anew, and with new powers
|
||
to glorify Him that hath been merciful! This is already the
|
||
better life! Why did we not find it sooner?"
|
||
|
||
"Let us not lock back," answered Hester Prynne. "The past is
|
||
gone! Wherefore should we linger upon it now? See! With this
|
||
symbol I undo it all, and make it as if it had never been!"
|
||
|
||
So speaking, she undid the clasp that fastened the scarlet
|
||
letter, and, taking it from her bosom, threw it to a distance
|
||
among the withered leaves. The mystic token alighted on the
|
||
hither verge of the stream. With a hand's-breadth further
|
||
flight, it would have fallen into the water, and have give, the
|
||
little brook another woe to carry onward, besides
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
244 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
the unintelligible tale which it still kept murmuring about. But
|
||
there lay the embroidered letter, glittering like a lost jewel,
|
||
which some ill-fated wanderer might pick up, and thenceforth be
|
||
haunted by strange phantoms of guilt, sinkings of the heart, and
|
||
unaccountable misfortune.
|
||
|
||
The stigma gone, Hester heaved a long, deep sigh, in which the
|
||
burden of shame and anguish departed from her spirit. O
|
||
exquisite relief! She had not known the weight until she felt
|
||
the freedom! By another impulse, she took off the formal cap
|
||
that confined her hair, and down it fell upon her shoulders, dark
|
||
and rich, with at once a shadow and a light in its abundance, and
|
||
imparting the charm of softness to her features. There played
|
||
around her mouth, and beamed out of her eyes, a radiant and
|
||
tender smile, that seemed gushing from the very heart of
|
||
womanhood. A crimson flush was glowing on her cheek, that had
|
||
been long so pale. Her sex, her youth, and the whole richness of
|
||
her beauty, came back from what men call the irrevocable past,
|
||
and clustered themselves with her maiden hope, and a happiness
|
||
before unknown, within the magic circle of this hour. And, as if
|
||
the gloom of the earth and sky had been but the effluence of
|
||
these two mortal hearts, it vanished with their sorrow. All at
|
||
once, as with a sudden smile of heaven, forth burst the sunshine,
|
||
pouring a very flood into the obscure forest, gladdening each
|
||
green leaf, transmuting the yellow fallen ones to gold, and
|
||
gleaming adown the gray trunks of the solemn trees. The objects
|
||
that had made a shadow hitherto, embodied the brightness now.
|
||
The course of the little brook might be traced
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
A FLOOD OF SUNSHINE 245
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
by its merry gleam afar into the wood's heart of mystery, which
|
||
had become a mystery of joy.
|
||
|
||
Such was the sympathy of Nature -- that wild, heathen Nature of
|
||
the forest, never subjugated by human law, nor illumined by
|
||
higher truth -- with the bliss of these two spirits! Love,
|
||
whether newly-born, or aroused from a death-like slumber, must
|
||
always create a sunshine, filling the heart so full of radiance,
|
||
that it overflows upon the outward world. Had the forest still
|
||
kept its gloom, it would have been bright in Hester's eyes, and
|
||
bright in Arthur Dimmesdale's!
|
||
|
||
Hester looked at him with a thrill of another joy.
|
||
|
||
"Thou must know Pearl!" said she. "Our little Pearl! Thou hast
|
||
seen her -- yes, I know it! -- but thou wilt see her now with
|
||
other eyes. She is a strange child! I hardly comprehend her!
|
||
But thou wilt love her dearly, as I do, and wilt advise me how to
|
||
deal with her!"
|
||
|
||
"Dost thou think the child will be glad to know me?" asked the
|
||
minister, somewhat uneasily. "I have long shrunk from children,
|
||
because they often show a distrust -- a backwardness to be
|
||
familiar with me. I have even been afraid of little Pearl!"
|
||
|
||
"Ah, that was sad!" answered the mother. "But she will love thee
|
||
dearly, and thou her. She is not far off. I will call her.
|
||
Pearl! Pearl!"
|
||
|
||
"I see the child," observed the minister. "Yonder she is,
|
||
standing in a streak of sunshine, a good way off, on the other
|
||
side of the brook. So thou thinkest the child will love me?"
|
||
|
||
Hester smiled, and again called to Pearl, who was visible at some
|
||
distance, as the minister had described
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
246 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
her, like a bright-apparelled vision in a sunbeam, which fell
|
||
down upon her through an arch of boughs. The ray quivered to and
|
||
fro, making her figure dim or distinct -- now like a real child,
|
||
now like a child's spirit -- as the splendour went and came
|
||
again. She heard her mother's voice, and approached slowly
|
||
through the forest.
|
||
|
||
Pearl had not found the hour pass wearisomely while her mother
|
||
sat talking with the clergyman. The great black forest -- stern
|
||
as it showed itself to those who brought the guilt and troubles
|
||
of the world into its bosom -- became the playmate of the lonely
|
||
infant, as well as it knew how. Sombre as it was, it put on the
|
||
kindest of its moods to welcome her. It offered her the
|
||
partridge-berries, the growth of the preceding autumn, but
|
||
ripening only in the spring, and now red as drops of blood upon
|
||
the withered leaves These Pearl gathered, and was pleased with
|
||
their wild flavour. The small denizens of the wilderness hardly
|
||
took pains to move out of her path. A partridge, indeed, with a
|
||
brood of ten behind her, ran forward threateningly, but soon
|
||
repented of her fierceness, and clucked to her young ones not to
|
||
be afraid. A pigeon, alone on a low branch, allowed Pearl to
|
||
come beneath, and uttered a sound as much of greeting as alarm.
|
||
A squirrel, from the lofty depths of his domestic tree, chattered
|
||
either in anger or merriment -- for the squirrel is such a
|
||
choleric and humorous little personage, that it is hard to
|
||
distinguish between his moods -- so he chattered at the child,
|
||
and flung down a nut upon her bead. It was a last year's nut,
|
||
and already gnawed by his sharp tooth. A fox, startled from his
|
||
sleep
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
A FLOOD OF SUNSHINE 247
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
by her light footstep on the leaves, looked inquisitively at
|
||
Pearl, as doubting whether it were better to steal off, or renew
|
||
his nap on the same spot. A wolf, it is said -- but here the
|
||
tale has surely lapsed into the improbable -- came up and smelt
|
||
of Pearl's robe, and offered his savage head to be patted by her
|
||
hand. The truth seems to be, however, that the mother-forest,
|
||
and these wild things which it nourished, all recognised a
|
||
kindred wilderness in the human child.
|
||
|
||
And she was gentler here than in the grassy-margined streets of
|
||
the settlement, or in her mother's cottage. The Bowers appeared
|
||
to know it, and one and another whispered as she passed, "Adorn
|
||
thyself with me, thou beautiful child, adorn thyself with me!"
|
||
-- and, to please them, Pearl gathered the violets, and
|
||
anemones, and columbines, and some twigs of the freshest green,
|
||
which the old trees held down before her eyes. With these she
|
||
decorated her hair and her young waist, and became a nymph child,
|
||
or an infant dryad, or whatever else was in closest sympathy with
|
||
the antique wood. In such guise had Pearl adorned herself, when
|
||
she heard her mother's voice, and came slowly back
|
||
|
||
Slowly -- for she saw the clergyman.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
XIX.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CHILD AT THE BROOKSIDE
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"Thou will love her dearly," repeated Hester Prynne, as she and
|
||
the minister sat watching little Pearl. "Dost thou not think her
|
||
beautiful? And see with what natural skill she has made those
|
||
simple flowers adorn her! Had she gathered pearls, and diamonds,
|
||
and rubies in the wood, they could not have become her better!
|
||
She is a splendid child! But I know whose brow she has!"
|
||
|
||
"Dost thou know, Hester," said Arthur Dimmesdale, with an unquiet
|
||
smile, "that this dear child, tripping about always at thy side,
|
||
hath caused me many an alarm? Methought -- oh, Hester, what a
|
||
thought is that, and how terrible to dread it! -- that my own
|
||
features were partly repeated in her face, and so strikingly that
|
||
the world might see them! But she is mostly thine!"
|
||
|
||
"No, no! Not mostly!" answered the mother, with a tender smile.
|
||
"A little longer, and thou needest not to be afraid to trace
|
||
whose child she is. But how strangely beautiful she looks with
|
||
those wild flowers in her hair! It is as if one of the fairies,
|
||
whom we left in dear old England, had decked her out to meet us.
|
||
"
|
||
|
||
It was with a feeling which neither of them had
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CHILD AT THE BROOKSIDE 249
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
ever before experienced, that they sat and watched Pearl's slow
|
||
advance. In her was visible the tie that united them. She had
|
||
been offered to the world, these seven past years, as the living
|
||
hieroglyphic, in which was revealed the secret they so darkly
|
||
sought to hide -- all written in this symbol -- all plainly
|
||
manifest -- had there been a prophet or magician skilled to read
|
||
the character of flame! And Pearl was the oneness of their
|
||
being. Be the foregone evil what it might, how could they doubt
|
||
that their earthly lives and future destinies were conjoined when
|
||
they beheld at once the material union, and the spiritual idea,
|
||
in whom they met, and were to dwell immortally together; thoughts
|
||
like these -- and perhaps other thoughts, which they did not
|
||
acknowledge or define -- threw an awe about the child as she came
|
||
onward.
|
||
|
||
"Let her see nothing strange -- no passion or eagerness -- in thy
|
||
way of accosting her," whispered Hester. "Our Pearl is a fitful
|
||
and fantastic little elf sometimes. Especially she is generally
|
||
intolerant of emotion, when she does not fully comprehend the why
|
||
and wherefore. But the child hath strong affections! She loves
|
||
me, and will love thee!"
|
||
|
||
"Thou canst not think," said the minister, glancing aside at
|
||
Hester Prynne, "how my heart dreads this interview, and yearns
|
||
for it! But, in truth, as I already told thee, children are not
|
||
readily won to be familiar with me. They will not climb my knee,
|
||
nor prattle in my ear, nor answer to my smile, but stand apart,
|
||
and eye me strangely. Even little babes, when I take them in my
|
||
arms, weep bitterly. Yet Pearl, twice in her little lifetime,
|
||
hath been kind to me!
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
250 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
The first time -- thou knowest it well! The last was when thou
|
||
ledst her with thee to the house of yonder stern old Governor. "
|
||
|
||
"And thou didst plead so bravely in her behalf and mine!"
|
||
answered the mother. "I remember it; and so shall little Pearl.
|
||
Fear nothing. She may be strange and shy at first, but will soon
|
||
learn to love thee!"
|
||
|
||
By this time Pearl had reached the margin of the brook, and stood
|
||
on the further side, gazing silently at Hester and the clergyman,
|
||
who still sat together on the mossy tree-trunk waiting to receive
|
||
her. Just where she had paused, the brook chanced to form a pool
|
||
so smooth and quiet that it reflected a perfect image of her
|
||
little figure, with all the brilliant picturesqueness of her
|
||
beauty, in its adornment of flowers and wreathed foliage, but
|
||
more refined and spiritualized than the reality. This image, so
|
||
nearly identical with the living Pearl, seemed to communicate
|
||
somewhat of its own shadowy and intangible quality to the child
|
||
herself. It was strange, the way in which Pearl stood, looking
|
||
so steadfastly at them through the dim medium of the forest
|
||
gloom, herself, meanwhile, all glorified with a ray of sunshine,
|
||
that was attracted thitherward as by a certain sympathy. In the
|
||
brook beneath stood another child -- another and the same -- with
|
||
likewise its ray of golden light. Hester felt herself, in some
|
||
indistinct and tantalizing manner, estranged from Pearl, as if
|
||
the child, in her lonely ramble through the forest, had strayed
|
||
out of the sphere in which she and her mother dwelt together, and
|
||
was now vainly seeking to return to it.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE CHILD AT THE BROOK-SIDE 351
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
There were both truth and error in the impression; the child and
|
||
mother were estranged, but through Hester's fault, not Pearl's.
|
||
Since the latter rambled from her side, another inmate had been
|
||
admitted within the circle of the mother's feelings, and so
|
||
modified the aspect of them all, that Pearl, the returning
|
||
wanderer, could not find her wonted place, and hardly knew where
|
||
she was.
|
||
|
||
"I have a strange fancy," observed the sensitive minister, "that
|
||
this brook is the boundary between two worlds, and that thou
|
||
canst never meet thy Pearl again. Or is she an elfish spirit,
|
||
who, as the legends of our childhood taught us, is forbidden to
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cross a running stream? Pray hasten her, for this delay has
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already imparted a tremor to my nerves. "
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"Come, dearest child!" said Hester encouragingly, and stretching
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out both her arms. "How slow thou art! When hast thou been so
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sluggish before now? Here is a friend of mine, who must be thy
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friend also. Thou wilt have twice as much love henceforward as
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thy mother alone could give thee! Leap across the brook and come
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to us. Thou canst leap like a young deer!"
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Pearl, without responding in any manner to these honey-sweet
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expressions, remained on the other side of the brook. Now she
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fixed her bright wild eyes on her mother, now on the minister,
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and now included them both in the same glance, as if to detect
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and explain to herself the relation which they bore to one
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another. For some unaccountable reason, as Arthur Dimmesdale
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felt the child's eyes upon himself, his hand -- with that gesture
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so habitual as to have
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653 THE SCARLET LETTER
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become involuntary -- stole over his heart. At length, assuming
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a singular air of authority, Pearl stretched out her hand, with
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the small forefinger extended, and pointing evidently towards her
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mother's breast. And beneath, in the mirror of the brook, there
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was the flower-girdled and sunny image of little Pearl, pointing
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her small forefinger too.
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"Thou strange child! why dost thou not come to me?" exclaimed
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Hester.
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Pearl still pointed with her forefinger, and a frown gathered on
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her brow -- the more impressive from the childish, the almost
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baby-like aspect of the features that conveyed it. As her mother
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still kept beckoning to her, and arraying her face in a holiday
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suit of unaccustomed smiles, the child stamped her foot with a
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yet more imperious look and gesture. In the brook, again, was
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the fantastic beauty of the image, with its reflected frown, its
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pointed finger, and imperious gesture, giving emphasis to the
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aspect of little Pearl.
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"Hasten, Pearl, or I shall be angry with thee!" cried Hester
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Prynne, who, however, inured to such behaviour on the elf-child's
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part at other seasons, was naturally anxious for a more seemly
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deportment now. "Leap across the brook, naughty child, and run
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hither! Else I must come to thee!"
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But Pearl, not a whit startled at her mother's threats any more
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than mollified by her entreaties, now suddenly burst into a fit
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of passion, gesticulating violently, and throwing her small
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figure into the most extravagant contortions She accompanied this
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wild outbreak with piercing shrieks, which the woods reverberated
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on all sides, so that, alone as she was
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THE CHILD AT THE BROOK-SIDE 253
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in her childish and unreasonable wrath, it seemed as if a hidden
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multitude were lending her their sympathy and encouragement.
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Seen in the brook once more was the shadowy wrath of Pearl's
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image, crowned and girdled with flowers, but stamping its foot,
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wildly gesticulating, and, in the midst of all, still pointing
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its small forefinger at Hester's bosom.
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"I see what ails the child," whispered Hester to the clergyman,
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and turning pale in spite of a strong effort to conceal her
|
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trouble and annoyance, "Children will not abide any, the
|
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slightest, change in the accustomed aspect of things that are
|
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daily before their eyes. Pearl misses something that she has
|
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always seen me wear!"
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|
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"I pray you," answered the minister, "if thou hast any means of
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pacifying the child, do it forthwith! Save it were the cankered
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wrath of an old witch like Mistress Hibbins," added he,
|
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attempting to smile, "I know nothing that I would not sooner
|
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encounter than this passion in a child. In Pearl's young beauty,
|
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as in the wrinkled witch, it has a preternatural effect. Pacify
|
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her if thou lovest me!"
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|
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Hester turned again towards Pearl with a crimson blush upon her
|
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cheek, a conscious glance aside clergyman, and then a heavy sigh,
|
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while, even before she had time to speak, the blush yielded to a
|
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deadly pallor.
|
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|
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"Pearl," said she sadly, "look down at thy feet! There! --
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before thee! -- on the hither side of the brook!"
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|
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The child turned her eyes to the point indicated, and there lay
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the scarlet letter so close upon the
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254 THE SCARLET LETTER
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margin of the stream that the gold embroidery was reflected in
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it.
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|
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"Bring it hither!" said Hester.
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|
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"Come thou and take it up!" answered Pearl.
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|
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"Was ever such a child!" observed Hester aside to the minister.
|
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"Oh, I have much to tell thee about her! But, in very truth, she
|
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is right as regards this hateful token. I must bear its torture
|
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yet a little longer -- only a few days longer -- until we shall
|
||
have left this region, and look back hither as to a land which we
|
||
have dreamed of. The forest cannot hide it! The mid-ocean shall
|
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take it from my hand, and swallow it up for ever!"
|
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|
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With these words she advanced to the margin of the brook, took up
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the scarlet letter, and fastened it again into her bosom.
|
||
Hopefully, but a moment ago, as Hester had spoken of drowning it
|
||
in the deep sea, there was a sense of inevitable doom upon her as
|
||
she thus received back this deadly symbol from the hand of fate.
|
||
She had flung it into infinite space! she had drawn an hour's
|
||
free breath! and here again was the scarlet misery glittering on
|
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the old spot! So it ever is, whether thus typified or no, that
|
||
an evil deed invests itself with the character of doom. Hester
|
||
next gathered up the heavy tresses of her hair and confined them
|
||
beneath her cap. As if there were a withering spell in the sad
|
||
letter, her beauty, the warmth and richness of her womanhood,
|
||
departed like fading sunshine, and a gray shadow seemed to fall
|
||
across her.
|
||
|
||
When the dreary change was wrought, she extended her hand to
|
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Pearl
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THE CHILD AT THE BROOK-SIDE 255
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|
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"Dost thou know thy mother now, child?", asked she,
|
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reproachfully, but with a subdued tone. "Wilt thou come across
|
||
the brook, and own thy mother, now that she has her shame upon
|
||
her -- now that she is sad?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; now I will!" answered the child, bounding across the
|
||
brook, and clasping Hester in her arms "Now thou art my mother
|
||
indeed! and I am thy little Pearl!"
|
||
|
||
In a mood of tenderness that was not usual with her, she drew
|
||
down her mother's head, and kissed her brow and both her cheeks.
|
||
But then -- by a kind of necessity that always impelled this
|
||
child to alloy whatever comfort she might chance to give with a
|
||
throb of anguish -- Pearl put up her mouth and kissed the scarlet
|
||
letter, too
|
||
|
||
"That was not kind!" said Hester. "When thou hast shown me a
|
||
little love, thou mockest me!"
|
||
|
||
"Why doth the minister sit yonder?" asked Pearl.
|
||
|
||
"He waits to welcome thee," replied her mother. "Come thou, and
|
||
entreat his blessing! He loves thee, my little Pearl, and loves
|
||
thy mother, too. Wilt thou not love him? Come he longs to greet
|
||
thee!"
|
||
|
||
"Doth he love us?" said Pearl, looking up with acute intelligence
|
||
into her mother's face. "Will he go back with us, hand in hand,
|
||
we three together, into the town?"
|
||
|
||
"Not now, my child," answered Hester. "But in days to come he
|
||
will walk hand in hand with us. We will have a home and fireside
|
||
of our own; and thou shalt sit upon his knee; and he will teach
|
||
thee many
|
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|
||
|
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256 THE SCARLET LETTER
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||
|
||
|
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|
||
things, and love thee dearly. Thou wilt love him -- wilt thou
|
||
not?"
|
||
|
||
"And will he always keep his hand over his heart?" inquired
|
||
Pearl.
|
||
|
||
"Foolish child, what a question is that!" exclaimed her mother.
|
||
"Come, and ask his blessing!"
|
||
|
||
But, whether influenced by the jealousy that seems instinctive
|
||
with every petted child towards a dangerous rival, or from
|
||
whatever caprice of her freakish nature, Pearl would show no
|
||
favour to the clergyman. It was only by an exertion of force
|
||
that her mother brought her up to him, hanging back, and
|
||
manifesting her reluctance by odd grimaces; of which, ever since
|
||
her babyhood, she had possessed a singular variety, and could
|
||
transform her mobile physiognomy into a series of different
|
||
aspects, with a new mischief in them, each and all. The minister
|
||
-- painfully embarrassed, but hoping that a kiss might prove a
|
||
talisman to admit him into the child's kindlier regards -- bent
|
||
forward, and impressed one on her brow. Hereupon, Pearl broke
|
||
away from her mother, and, running to the brook, stooped over it,
|
||
and bathed her forehead, until the unwelcome kiss was quite
|
||
washed off and diffused through a long lapse of the gliding
|
||
water. She then remained apart, silently watching Hester and the
|
||
clergyman; while they talked together and made such arrangements
|
||
as were suggested by their new position and the purposes soon to
|
||
be fulfilled.
|
||
|
||
And now this fateful interview had come to a close. The dell was
|
||
to be left in solitude among its dark, old trees, which, with
|
||
their multitudinous tongues, would whisper long of what had
|
||
passed there, and no
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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THE CHILD AT THE BROOK-SIDE 257
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
mortal be the wiser. And the melancholy brook would add this
|
||
other tale to the mystery with which its little heart was already
|
||
overburdened, and whereof it still kept up a murmuring babble,
|
||
with not a whit more cheerfulness of tone than for ages
|
||
heretofore.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE MINISTER IN A MAZE
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
As the minister departed, in advance of Hester Prynne and little
|
||
Pearl, he threw a backward glance, half expecting that he should
|
||
discover only some faintly traced features or outline of the
|
||
mother and the child, slowly fading into the twilight of the
|
||
woods. So great a vicissitude in his life could not at once be
|
||
received as real. But there was Hester, clad in her gray robe,
|
||
still standing beside the tree-trunk, which some blast had
|
||
overthrown a long antiquity ago, and which time had ever since
|
||
been covering with moss, so that these two fated ones, with
|
||
earth's heaviest burden on them, might there sit down together,
|
||
and find a single hour's rest and solace. And there was Pearl,
|
||
too, lightly dancing from the margin of the brook -- now that the
|
||
intrusive third person was gone -- and taking her old place by
|
||
her mother's side. So the minister had not fallen asleep and
|
||
dreamed!
|
||
|
||
In order to free his mind from this indistinctness and duplicity
|
||
of impression, which vexed it with a strange disquietude, he
|
||
recalled and more thoroughly defined the plans which Hester and
|
||
himself had sketched for their departure. It had been determined
|
||
between them that the Old World, with its crowds
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE MINISTER IN A MAZE 259
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
and cities, offered them a more eligible shelter and concealment
|
||
than the wilds of New England or all America, with its
|
||
alternatives of an Indian wigwam, or the few settlements of
|
||
Europeans scattered thinly along the sea-board. Not to speak of
|
||
the clergyman's health, so inadequate to sustain the hardships of
|
||
a forest life, his native gifts, his culture, and his entire
|
||
development would secure him a home only in the midst of
|
||
civilization and refinement; the higher the state the more
|
||
delicately adapted to it the man. In futherance of this choice,
|
||
it so happened that a ship lay in the harbour; one of those
|
||
unquestionable cruisers, frequent at that day, which, without
|
||
being absolutely outlaws of the deep, yet roamed over its surface
|
||
with a remarkable irresponsibility of character. This vessel had
|
||
recently arrived from the Spanish Main, and within three days'
|
||
time would sail for Bristol. Hester Prynne -- whose vocation, as
|
||
a self-enlisted Sister of Charity, had brought her acquainted
|
||
with the captain and crew -- could take upon herself to secure
|
||
the passage of two individuals and a child with all the secrecy
|
||
which circumstances rendered more than desirable.
|
||
|
||
The minister had inquired of Hester, with no little interest, the
|
||
precise time at which the vessel might be expected to depart. It
|
||
would probably be on the fourth day from the present. "This is
|
||
most fortunate!" he had then said to himself. Now, why the
|
||
Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale considered it so very fortunate we
|
||
hesitate to reveal. Nevertheless -- to hold nothing back from
|
||
the reader -- it was because, on the third day from the present,
|
||
he was to preach the Election Sermon; and, as such an occasion
|
||
formed
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
260 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
an honourable epoch in the life of a New England Clergyman, he
|
||
could not have chanced upon a more suitable mode and time of
|
||
terminating his professional career. "At least, they shall say
|
||
of me," thought this exemplary man, "that I leave no public duty
|
||
unperformed or ill-performed!" Sad, indeed, that an introspection
|
||
so profound and acute as this poor minister's should be so
|
||
miserably deceived! We have had, and may still have, worse
|
||
things to tell of him; but none, we apprehend, so pitiably weak;
|
||
no evidence, at once so slight and irrefragable, of a subtle
|
||
disease that had long since begun to eat into the real substance
|
||
of his character. No man, for any considerable period, can wear
|
||
one face to himself and another to the multitude, without finally
|
||
getting bewildered as to which may be the true.
|
||
|
||
The excitement of Mr. Dimmesdale's feelings as he returned from
|
||
his interview with Hester, lent him unaccustomed physical energy,
|
||
and hurried him townward at a rapid pace. The pathway among the
|
||
woods seemed wilder, more uncouth with its rude natural
|
||
obstacles, and less trodden by the foot of man, than he
|
||
remembered it on his outward journey. But he leaped across the
|
||
plashy places, thrust himself through the clinging underbush,
|
||
climbed the ascent, plunged into the hollow, and overcame, in
|
||
short, all the difficulties of the track, with an unweariable
|
||
activity that astonished him. He could not but recall how
|
||
feebly, and with what frequent pauses for breath he had toiled
|
||
over the same ground, only two days before. As he drew near the
|
||
town, he took an impression of change from the series of familiar
|
||
objects that presented themselves. It seemed not yesterday,
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE MINISTER IN A MAZE 261
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
not one, not two, but many days, or even years ago, since he had
|
||
quitted them. There, indeed, was each former trace of the
|
||
street, as he remembered it, and all the peculiarities of the
|
||
houses, with the due multitude of gable-peaks, and a weather-cock
|
||
at every point where his memory suggested one. Not the less,
|
||
however, came this importunately obtrusive sense of change. The
|
||
same was true as regarded the acquaintances whom he met, and all
|
||
the well-known shapes of human life, about the little town. They
|
||
looked neither older nor younger now; the beards of the aged were
|
||
no whiter, nor could the creeping babe of yesterday walk on his
|
||
feet to-day; it was impossible to describe in what respect they
|
||
differed from the individuals on whom he had so recently bestowed
|
||
a parting glance; and yet the minister's deepest sense seemed to
|
||
inform him of their mutability. A similar impression struck him
|
||
most remarkably a he passed under the walls of his own church.
|
||
The edifice had so very strange, and yet so familiar an aspect,
|
||
that Mr. Dimmesdale's mind vibrated between two ideas; either
|
||
that he had seen it only in a dream hitherto, or that he was
|
||
merely dreaming about it now.
|
||
|
||
This phenomenon, in the various shapes which it assumed,
|
||
indicated no external change, but so sudden and important a
|
||
change in the spectator of the familiar scene, that the
|
||
intervening space of a single day had operated on his
|
||
consciousness like the lapse of years. The minister's own will,
|
||
and Hester's will, and the fate that grew between them, had
|
||
wrought this transformation. It was the same town as heretofore,
|
||
but the same minister returned not from the
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
262 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
forest. He might have said to the friends who greeted him -- "I
|
||
am not the man for whom you take me! I left him yonder in the
|
||
forest, withdrawn into a secret dell, by a mossy tree trunk, and
|
||
near a melancholy brook! Go, seek your minister, and see if his
|
||
emaciated figure, his thin cheek, his white, heavy, pain-wrinkled
|
||
brow, be not flung down there, like a cast-off garment!" His
|
||
friends, no doubt, would still have insisted with him -- "Thou
|
||
art thyself the man!" but the error would have been their own,
|
||
not his.
|
||
|
||
Before Mr. Dimmesdale reached home, his inner man gave him other
|
||
evidences of a revolution in the sphere of thought and feeling.
|
||
In truth, nothing short of a total change of dynasty and moral
|
||
code, in that interior kingdom, was adequate to account for the
|
||
impulses now communicated to the unfortunate and startled
|
||
minister. At every step he was incited to do some strange, wild,
|
||
wicked thing or other, with a sense that it would be at once
|
||
involuntary and intentional, in spite of himself, yet growing out
|
||
of a profounder self than that which opposed the impulse. For
|
||
instance, he met one of his own deacons. The good old man
|
||
addressed him with the paternal affection and patriarchal
|
||
privilege which his venerable age, his upright and holy
|
||
character, and his station in the church, entitled him to use
|
||
and, conjoined with this, the deep, almost worshipping respect,
|
||
which the minister's professional and private claims alike
|
||
demanded. Never was there a more beautiful example of how the
|
||
majesty of age and wisdom may comport with the obeisance and
|
||
respect enjoined upon it, as from a lower social rank, and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE MINISTER IN A MAZE 263
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
inferior order of endowment, towards a higher. Now, during a
|
||
conversation of some two or three moments between the Reverend
|
||
Mr. Dimmesdale and this excellent and hoary-bearded deacon, it
|
||
was only by the most careful self-control that the former could
|
||
refrain from uttering certain blasphemous suggestions that rose
|
||
into his mind, respecting the communion-supper. He absolutely
|
||
trembled and turned pale as ashes, lest his tongue should wag
|
||
itself in utterance of these horrible matters, and plead his own
|
||
consent for so doing, without his having fairly given it. And,
|
||
even with this terror in his heart, he could hardly avoid
|
||
laughing, to imagine how the sanctified old patriarchal deacon
|
||
would have been petrified by his minister's impiety.
|
||
|
||
Again, another incident of the same nature. Hurrying along the
|
||
street, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale encountered the eldest
|
||
female member of his church, a most pious and exemplary old dame,
|
||
poor, widowed, lonely, and with a heart as full of reminiscences
|
||
about her dead husband and children, and her dead friends of long
|
||
ago, as a burial-ground is full of storied gravestones. Yet all
|
||
this, which would else have been such heavy sorrow, was made
|
||
almost a solemn joy to her devout old soul, by religious
|
||
consolations and the truths of Scripture, wherewith she had fed
|
||
herself continually for more than thirty years. And since Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale had taken her in charge, the good grandam's chief
|
||
earthly comfort -- which, unless it had been likewise a heavenly
|
||
comfort, could have been none at all -- was to meet her pastor,
|
||
whether casually, or of set purpose, and be refreshed with a word
|
||
of warm, fragrant, heaven-
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
264 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
breathing Gospel truth, from his beloved lips, into her dulled,
|
||
but rapturously attentive ear. But, on this occasion, up to the
|
||
moment of putting his lips to the old woman's ear, Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale, as the great enemy of souls would have it, could
|
||
recall no text of Scripture, nor aught else, except a brief,
|
||
pithy, and, as it then appeared to him, unanswerable argument
|
||
against the immortality of the human soul. The instilment
|
||
thereof into her mind would probably have caused this aged sister
|
||
to drop down dead, at once, as by the effect of an intensely
|
||
poisonous infusion. What he really did whisper, the minister
|
||
could never afterwards recollect. There was, perhaps, a
|
||
fortunate disorder in his utterance, which failed to impart any
|
||
distinct idea to the good widows comprehension, or which
|
||
Providence interpreted after a method of its own. Assuredly, as
|
||
the minister looked back, he beheld an expression of divine
|
||
gratitude and ecstasy that seemed like the shine of the celestial
|
||
city on her face, so wrinkled and ashy pale.
|
||
|
||
Again, a third instance. After parting from the old church
|
||
member, he met the youngest sister of them all. It was a maiden
|
||
newly-won -- and won by the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale's own
|
||
sermon, on the Sabbath after his vigil -- to barter the
|
||
transitory pleasures of the world for the heavenly hope that was
|
||
to assume brighter substance as life grew dark around her, and
|
||
which would gild the utter gloom with final glory. She was fair
|
||
and pure as a lily that had bloomed in Paradise. The minister
|
||
knew well that he was himself enshrined within the stainless
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sanctity of her heart, which hung its snowy
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THE MINISTER IN A MAZE 265
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curtains about his image, imparting to religion the warmth of
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love, and to love a religious purity. Satan, that afternoon, had
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surely led the poor young girl away from her mother's side, and
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thrown her into the pathway of this sorely tempted, or -- shall
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we not rather say? -- this lost and desperate man. As she drew
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nigh, the arch-fiend whispered him to condense into small
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compass, and drop into her tender bosom a germ of evil that would
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be sure to blossom darkly soon, and bear black fruit betimes.
|
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Such was his sense of power over this virgin soul, trusting him
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as she did, that the minister felt potent to blight all the field
|
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of innocence with but one wicked look, and develop all its
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opposite with but a word. So -- with a mightier struggle than he
|
||
had yet sustained -- he held his Geneva cloak before his face,
|
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and hurried onward, making no sign of recognition, and leaving
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the young sister to digest his rudeness as she might. She
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ransacked her conscience -- which was full of harmless little
|
||
matters, like her pocket or her work-bag -- and took herself to
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task, poor thing! for a thousand imaginary faults, and went
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about her household duties with swollen eyelids the next morning.
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Before the minister had time to celebrate his victory over this
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last temptation, he was conscious of another impulse, more
|
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ludicrous, and almost as horrible. It was -- we blush to tell it
|
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-- it was to stop short in the road, and teach some very wicked
|
||
words to a knot of little Puritan children who were playing
|
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there, and had but just begun to talk. Denying himself this
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freak, as unworthy of his cloth, he met a drunken seaman, one of
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the ship's crew from the
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266 THE SCARLET LETTER
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Spanish Main. And here, since he had so valiantly forborne all
|
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other wickedness, poor Mr. Dimmesdale longed at least to shake
|
||
hands with the tarry black-guard, and recreate himself with a few
|
||
improper jests, such as dissolute sailors so abound with, and a
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volley of good, round, solid, satisfactory, and heaven-defying
|
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oaths! It was not so much a better principle, as partly his
|
||
natural good taste, and still more his buckramed habit of
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clerical decorum, that carried him safely through the latter
|
||
crisis.
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"What is it that haunts and tempts me thus?" cried the minister
|
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to himself, at length, pausing in the street, and striking his
|
||
hand against his forehead.
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|
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"Am I mad? or am I given over utterly to the fiend? Did I make
|
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a contract with him in the forest, and sign it with my blood?
|
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And does he now summon me to its fulfilment, by suggesting the
|
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performance of every wickedness which his most foul imagination
|
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can conceive?"
|
||
|
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At the moment when the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale thus communed
|
||
with himself, and struck his forehead with his hand, old Mistress
|
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Hibbins, the reputed witch-lady, is said to have been passing by.
|
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She made a very grand appearance, having on a high head-dress, a
|
||
rich gown of velvet, and a ruff done up with the famous yellow
|
||
starch, of which Anne Turner, her especial friend, had taught her
|
||
the secret, before this last good lady had been hanged for Sir
|
||
Thomas Overbury's murder. Whether the witch had read the
|
||
minister's thoughts or no, she came to a full stop, looked
|
||
shrewdly into his face, smiled craftily, and -- though little
|
||
given to converse with clergymen -- began a conversation.
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THE MINISTER IN A MAZE 267
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"So, reverend sir, you have made a visit into the forest,"
|
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observed the witch-lady, nodding her high head-dress at him.
|
||
"The next time I pray you to allow me only a fair warning, and I
|
||
shall be proud to bear you company. Without taking overmuch upon
|
||
myself my good word will go far towards gaining any strange
|
||
gentleman a fair reception from yonder potentate you wot of. "
|
||
|
||
"I profess, madam," answered the clergyman, with a grave
|
||
obeisance, such as the lady's rank demanded, and his own good
|
||
breeding made imperative -- " I profess, on my conscience and
|
||
character, that I am utterly bewildered as touching the purport
|
||
of your words! I went not into the forest to seek a potentate,
|
||
neither do I, at any future time, design a visit thither, with a
|
||
view to gaining the favour of such personage. My one sufficient
|
||
object was to greet that pious friend of mine, the Apostle Eliot,
|
||
and rejoice with him over the many precious souls he hath won
|
||
from heathendom!"
|
||
|
||
"Ha, ha, ha!" cackled the old witch-lady, still nodding her high
|
||
head-dress at the minister. "Well, well! we must needs talk
|
||
thus in the daytime! You carry it off like an old hand! But at
|
||
midnight, and in the forest, we shall have other talk together!"
|
||
|
||
She passed on with her aged stateliness, but often turning back
|
||
her head and smiling at him, like one willing to recognise a
|
||
secret intimacy of connexion.
|
||
|
||
"Have I then sold myself," thought the minister, "to the fiend
|
||
whom, if men say true, this yellow-starched and velveted old hag
|
||
has chosen for her prince and master?"
|
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|
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|
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268 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
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|
||
|
||
The wretched minister! He had made a bargain very like it!
|
||
Tempted by a dream of happiness, he had yielded himself with
|
||
deliberate choice, as he had never done before, to what he knew
|
||
was deadly sin. And the infectious poison of that sin had been
|
||
thus rapidly diffused throughout his moral system. It bad
|
||
stupefied all blessed impulses, and awakened into vivid life the
|
||
whole brotherhood of bad ones. Scorn, bitterness, unprovoked
|
||
malignity, gratuitous desire of ill, ridicule of whatever was
|
||
good and holy, all awoke to tempt, even while they frightened
|
||
him. And his encounter with old Mistress Hibbins, if it were a
|
||
real incident, did but show its sympathy and fellowship with
|
||
wicked mortals, and the world of perverted spirits.
|
||
|
||
He had by this time reached his dwelling on the edge of the
|
||
burial ground, and, hastening up the stairs, took refuge in his
|
||
study. The minister was glad to have reached this shelter,
|
||
without first betraying himself to the world by any of those
|
||
strange and wicked eccentricities to which he had been
|
||
continually impelled while passing through the streets. He
|
||
entered the accustomed room, and looked around him on its books,
|
||
its windows, its fireplace, and the tapestried comfort of the
|
||
walls, with the same perception of strangeness that had haunted
|
||
him throughout his walk from the forest dell into the town and
|
||
thitherward. Here he had studied and written; here gone through
|
||
fast and vigil, and come forth half alive; here striven to pray;
|
||
here borne a hundred thousand agonies! There was the Bible, in
|
||
its rich old Hebrew, with Moses and the Prophets speaking to him,
|
||
and God's voice through all
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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THE MINISTER IN A MAZE 269
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
There on the table, with the inky pen beside it, was an
|
||
unfinished sermon, with a sentence broken in the midst, where his
|
||
thoughts had ceased to gush out upon the page two days before.
|
||
He knew that it was himself, the thin and white-cheeked minister,
|
||
who had done and suffered these things, and written thus far into
|
||
the Election Sermon! But he seemed to stand apart, and eye this
|
||
former self with scornful pitying, but half-envious curiosity.
|
||
That self was gone. Another man had returned out of the forest
|
||
-- a wiser one -- with a knowledge of hidden mysteries which the
|
||
simplicity of the former never could have reached. A bitter kind
|
||
of knowledge that!
|
||
|
||
While occupied with these reflections, a knock came at the door
|
||
of the study, and the minister said, "Come in!" -- not wholly
|
||
devoid of an idea that he might behold an evil spirit. And so he
|
||
did! It was old Roger Chillingworth that entered. The minister
|
||
stood white and speechless, with one hand on the Hebrew
|
||
Scriptures, and the other spread upon his breast.
|
||
|
||
"Welcome home, reverend sir," said the physician "And how found
|
||
you that godly man, the Apostle Eliot? But methinks, dear sir,
|
||
you look pale, as if the travel through the wilderness had been
|
||
too sore for you. Will not my aid be requisite to put you in
|
||
heart and strength to preach your Election Sermon?"
|
||
|
||
"Nay, I think not so," rejoined the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale.
|
||
"My journey, and the sight of the holy Apostle yonder, and the
|
||
free air which I have breathed have done me good, after so long
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
270 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
confinement in my study. I think to need no more of your drugs,
|
||
my kind physician, good though they be, and administered by a
|
||
friendly hand. "
|
||
|
||
All this time Roger Chillingworth was looking at the minister
|
||
with the grave and intent regard of a physician towards his
|
||
patient. But, in spite of this outward show, the latter was
|
||
almost convinced of the old man's knowledge, or, at least, his
|
||
confident suspicion, with respect to his own interview with
|
||
Hester Prynne. The physician knew then that in the minister's
|
||
regard he was no longer a trusted friend, but his bitterest
|
||
enemy. So much being known, it would appear natural that a part
|
||
of it should he expressed. It is singular, however, how long a
|
||
time often passes before words embody things; and with what
|
||
security two persons, who choose to avoid a certain subject, may
|
||
approach its very verge, and retire without disturbing it. Thus
|
||
the minister felt no apprehension that Roger Chillingworth would
|
||
touch, in express words, upon the real position which they
|
||
sustained towards one another. Yet did the physician, in his
|
||
dark way, creep frightfully near the secret.
|
||
|
||
"Were it not better," said he, "that you use my poor skill
|
||
tonight? Verily, dear sir, we must take pains to make you strong
|
||
and vigorous for this occasion of the Election discourse. The
|
||
people look for great things from you, apprehending that another
|
||
year may come about and find their pastor gone. "
|
||
|
||
"Yes, to another world," replied the minister with pious
|
||
resignation. "Heaven grant it be a better one; for, in good
|
||
sooth, I hardly think to tarry with my
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE MINISTER IN A MAZE 271
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
flock through the flitting seasons of another year! But touching
|
||
your medicine, kind sir, in my present frame of body I need it
|
||
not. "
|
||
|
||
"I joy to hear it," answered the physician. "It may be that my
|
||
remedies, so long administered in vain, begin now to take due
|
||
effect. Happy man were I, and well deserving of New England's
|
||
gratitude, could I achieve this cure!"
|
||
|
||
"I thank you from my heart, most watchful friend," said the
|
||
Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale with a solemn smile. "I thank you, and
|
||
can but requite your good deeds with my prayers. "
|
||
|
||
"A good man's prayers are golden recompense!" rejoined old Roger
|
||
Chillingworth, as he took his leave. "Yea, they are the current
|
||
gold coin of the New Jerusalem, with the King's own mint mark on
|
||
them!"
|
||
|
||
Left alone, the minister summoned a servant of the house, and
|
||
requested food, which, being set before him, he ate with ravenous
|
||
appetite. Then flinging the already written pages of the
|
||
Election Sermon into the fire, he forthwith began another, which
|
||
he wrote with such an impulsive flow of thought and emotion, that
|
||
he fancied himself inspired; and only wondered that Heaven should
|
||
see fit to transmit the grand and solemn music of its oracles
|
||
through so foul an organ pipe as he. However, leaving that
|
||
mystery to solve itself, or go unsolved for ever, he drove his
|
||
task onward with earnest haste and ecstasy.
|
||
|
||
Thus the night fled away, as if it were a winged steed, and he
|
||
careering on it; morning came, and peeped, blushing, through the
|
||
curtains; and at
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
272 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
last sunrise threw a golden beam into the study, and laid it
|
||
right across the minister's bedazzled eyes. There he was, with
|
||
the pen still between his fingers, and a vast, immeasurable tract
|
||
of written space behind him!
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
XXI
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE NEW ENGLAND HOLIDAY
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Betimes in the morning of the day on which the new Governor was
|
||
to receive his office at the hands of the people, Hester Prynne
|
||
and little Pearl came into the market-place. It was already
|
||
thronged with the craftsmen and other plebeian inhabitants of the
|
||
town, in considerable numbers, among whom, likewise, were many
|
||
rough figures, whose attire of deer-skins marked them as
|
||
belonging to some of the forest settlements, which surrounded the
|
||
little metropolis of the colony.
|
||
|
||
On this public holiday, as on all other occasions for seven years
|
||
past, Hester was clad in a garment of coarse gray cloth. Not
|
||
more by its hue than by some indescribable peculiarity in its
|
||
fashion, it had the effect of making her fade personally out of
|
||
sight and outline; while again the scarlet letter brought her
|
||
back from this twilight indistinctness, and revealed her under
|
||
the moral aspect of its own illumination. Her face, so long
|
||
familiar to the townspeople, showed the marble quietude which
|
||
they were accustomed to behold there. It was like a mask; or,
|
||
rather like the frozen calmness of a dead woman's features; owing
|
||
this dreary resemblance to the fact that Hester was actually
|
||
dead, in respect to any
|
||
|
||
273
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
274 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
claim of sympathy, and had departed out of the world with which
|
||
she still seemed to mingle.
|
||
|
||
It might be, on this one day, that there was an expression unseen
|
||
before, nor, indeed, vivid enough to be detected now; unless some
|
||
preternaturally gifted observer should have first read the heart,
|
||
and have afterwards sought a corresponding development in the
|
||
countenance and mien. Such a spiritual sneer might have
|
||
conceived, that, after sustaining the gaze of the multitude
|
||
through several miserable years as a necessity, a penance, and
|
||
something which it was a stern religion to endure, she now, for
|
||
one last time more, encountered it freely and voluntarily, in
|
||
order to convert what had so long been agony into a kind of
|
||
triumph. "Look your last on the scarlet letter and its wearer!"
|
||
-- the people's victim and lifelong bond-slave, as they fancied
|
||
her, might say to them. "Yet a little while, and she will be
|
||
beyond your reach! A few hours longer and the deep, mysterious
|
||
ocean will quench and hide for ever the symbol which ye have
|
||
caused to burn on her bosom!" Nor were it an inconsistency too
|
||
improbable to be assigned to human nature, should we suppose a
|
||
feeling of regret in Hester's mind, at the moment when she was
|
||
about to win her freedom from the pain which had been thus deeply
|
||
incorporated with her being. Might there not be an irresistible
|
||
desire to quaff a last, long, breathless draught of the cup of
|
||
wormwood and aloes, with which nearly all her years of womanhood
|
||
had been perpetually flavoured. The wine of life, henceforth to
|
||
be presented to her lips, must be indeed rich, delicious, and
|
||
exhilarating, in its chased and golden beaker, or else leave an
|
||
inevitable and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE NEW ENGLAND HOLIDAY 275
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
weary languor, after the lees of bitterness wherewith she had
|
||
been drugged, as with a cordial of intensest potency.
|
||
|
||
Pearl was decked out with airy gaiety. It would have been
|
||
impossible to guess that this bright and sunny apparition owed
|
||
its existence to the shape of gloomy gray; or that a fancy, at
|
||
once so gorgeous and so delicate as must have been requisite to
|
||
contrive the child's apparel, was the same that had achieved a
|
||
task perhaps more difficult, in imparting so distinct a
|
||
peculiarity to Hester's simple robe. The dress, so proper was it
|
||
to little Pearl, seemed an effluence, or inevitable development
|
||
and outward manifestation of her character, no more to be
|
||
separated from her than the many-hued brilliancy from a
|
||
butterfly's wing, or the painted glory from the leaf of a bright
|
||
flower. As with these, so with the child; her garb was all of
|
||
one idea with her nature. On this eventful day, moreover, there
|
||
was a certain singular inquietude and excitement in her mood,
|
||
resembling nothing so much as the shimmer of a diamond, that
|
||
sparkles and flashes with the varied throbbings of the breast on
|
||
which it is displayed. Children have always a sympathy in the
|
||
agitations of those connected with them: always, especially, a
|
||
sense of any trouble or impending revolution, of whatever kind,
|
||
in domestic circumstances; and therefore Pearl, who was the gem
|
||
on her mother's unquiet bosom, betrayed, by the very dance of her
|
||
spirits, the emotions which none could detect in the marble
|
||
passiveness of Hester's brow.
|
||
|
||
This effervescence made her flit with a bird-like movement,
|
||
rather than walk by her mother's side.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
276 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
She broke continually into shouts of a wild, inarticulate, and
|
||
sometimes piercing music. When they reached the market-place,
|
||
she became still more restless, on perceiving the stir and bustle
|
||
that enlivened the spot; for it was usually more like the broad
|
||
and lonesome green before a village meeting-house, than the
|
||
centre of a town's business
|
||
|
||
"Why, what is this, mother?" cried she. "Wherefore have all the
|
||
people left their work to-day? Is it a play-day for the whole
|
||
world? See, there is the blacksmith! He has washed his sooty
|
||
face, and put on his Sabbath-day clothes, and looks as if he
|
||
would gladly be merry, if any kind body would only teach him how!
|
||
And there is Master Brackett, the old jailer, nodding and
|
||
smiling at me. Why does he do so, mother?"
|
||
|
||
"He remembers thee a little babe, my child," answered Hester.
|
||
|
||
"He should not nod and smile at me, for all that -- the black,
|
||
grim, ugly-eyed old man!" said Pearl.
|
||
|
||
"He may nod at thee, if he will; for thou art clad in gray, and
|
||
wearest the scarlet letter. But see, mother, how many faces of
|
||
strange people, and Indians among them, and sailors! What have
|
||
they all come to do, here in the market-place?"
|
||
|
||
"They wait to see the procession pass," said Hester. "For the
|
||
Governor and the magistrates are to go by, and the ministers, and
|
||
all the great people and good people, with the music and the
|
||
soldiers marching before them. "
|
||
|
||
"And will the minister be there?" asked Pearl. "And will he hold
|
||
out both his hands to me, as when thou led'st me to him from the
|
||
brook-side?"
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE NEW ENGLAND HOLIDAY 277
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
"He will be there, child," answered her mother, "but he will not
|
||
greet thee to-day, nor must thou greet him. "
|
||
|
||
"What a strange, sad man is he!" said the child, as if speaking
|
||
partly to herself. "In the dark nighttime he calls us to him,
|
||
and holds thy hand and mine, as when we stood with him on the
|
||
scaffold yonder! And in the deep forest, where only the old
|
||
trees can hear, and the strip of sky see it, he talks with thee,
|
||
sitting on a heap of moss! And he kisses my forehead, too, so
|
||
that the little brook would hardly wash it off! But, here, in
|
||
the sunny day, and among all the people, he knows us not; nor
|
||
must we know him! A strange, sad man is he, with his hand always
|
||
over his heart!"
|
||
|
||
"Be quiet, Pearl -- thou understandest not these things," said
|
||
her mother. "Think not now of the minister, but look about thee,
|
||
and see how cheery is everybody's face to-day. The children have
|
||
come from their schools, and the grown people from their
|
||
workshops and their fields, on purpose to be happy, for, to-day,
|
||
a new man is beginning to rule over them; and so -- as has been
|
||
the custom of mankind ever since a nation was first gathered --
|
||
they make merry and rejoice: as if a good and golden year were at
|
||
length to pass over the poor old world!"
|
||
|
||
It was as Hester said, in regard to the unwonted jollity that
|
||
brightened the faces of the people. Into this festal season of
|
||
the year -- as it already was, and continued to be during the
|
||
greater part of two centuries -- the Puritans compressed whatever
|
||
mirth and public joy they deemed allowable to human
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
278 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
infirmity; thereby so far dispelling the customary cloud, that,
|
||
for the space of a single holiday, they appeared scarcely more
|
||
grave than most other communities at a period of general
|
||
affliction.
|
||
|
||
But we perhaps exaggerate the gray or sable tinge, which
|
||
undoubtedly characterized the mood and manners of the age. The
|
||
persons now in the market-place of Boston had not been born to an
|
||
inheritance of Puritanic gloom. They were native Englishmen,
|
||
whose fathers had lived in the sunny richness of the Elizabethan
|
||
epoch; a time when the life of England, viewed as one great mass,
|
||
would appear to have been as stately, magnificent, and joyous, as
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the world has ever witnessed. Had they followed their hereditary
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||
taste, the New England settlers would have illustrated all events
|
||
of public importance by bonfires, banquets, pageantries, and
|
||
processions. Nor would it have been impracticable, in the
|
||
observance of majestic ceremonies, to combine mirthful recreation
|
||
with solemnity, and give, as it were, a grotesque and brilliant
|
||
embroidery to the great robe of state, which a nation, at such
|
||
festivals, puts on. There was some shadow of an attempt of this
|
||
kind in the mode of celebrating the day on which the political
|
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year of the colony commenced. The dim reflection of a remembered
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splendour, a colourless and manifold diluted repetition of what
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they had beheld in proud old London -- we will not say at a royal
|
||
coronation, but at a Lord Mayor's show -- might be traced in the
|
||
customs which our forefathers instituted, with reference to the
|
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annual installation of magistrates. The fathers and founders of
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the commonwealth -- the statesman, the priest, and the soldier --
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seemed it a duty then to assume the
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THE NEW ENGLAND HOLIDAY 279
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outward state and majesty, which, in accordance with antique
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||
style, was looked upon as the proper garb of public and social
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eminence. All came forth to move in procession before the
|
||
people's eye, and thus impart a needed dignity to the simple
|
||
framework of a government so newly constructed.
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|
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Then, too, the people were countenanced, if not encouraged, in
|
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relaxing the severe and close application to their various modes
|
||
of rugged industry, which at all other times, seemed of the same
|
||
piece and material with their religion. Here, it is true, were
|
||
none of the appliances which popular merriment would so readily
|
||
have found in the England of Elizabeth's time, or that of James
|
||
-- no rude shows of a theatrical kind; no minstrel, with his harp
|
||
and legendary ballad, nor gleeman with an ape dancing to his
|
||
music; no juggler, with his tricks of mimic witchcraft; no Merry
|
||
Andrew, to stir up the multitude with jests, perhaps a hundred
|
||
years old, but still effective, by their appeals to the very
|
||
broadest sources of mirthful sympathy. All such professors of
|
||
the several branches of jocularity would have been sternly
|
||
repressed, not only by the rigid discipline of law, but by the
|
||
general sentiment which give law its vitality. Not the less,
|
||
however, the great, honest face of the people smiled -- grimly,
|
||
perhaps, but widely too. Nor were sports wanting, such as the
|
||
colonists had witnessed, and shared in, long ago, at the country
|
||
fairs and on the village-greens of England; and which it was
|
||
thought well to keep alive on this new soil, for the sake of the
|
||
courage and manliness that were essential in them. Wrestling
|
||
matches, in the different fashions of Cornwall and Devonshire,
|
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were seen here
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280 THE SCARLET LETTER
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and there about the market-place; in one corner, there was a
|
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friendly bout at quarterstaff; and -- what attracted most
|
||
interest of all -- on the platform of the pillory, already so
|
||
noted in our pages, two masters of defence were commencing an
|
||
exhibition with the buckler and broadsword. But, much to the
|
||
disappointment of the crowd, this latter business was broken off
|
||
by the interposition of the town beadle, who had no idea of
|
||
permitting the majesty of the law to be violated by such an abuse
|
||
of one of its consecrated places.
|
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|
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It may not be too much to affirm, on the whole, (the people being
|
||
then in the first stages of joyless deportment, and the offspring
|
||
of sires who had known how to be merry, in their day), that they
|
||
would compare favourably, in point of holiday keeping, with their
|
||
descendants, even at so long an interval as ourselves. Their
|
||
immediate posterity, the generation next to the early emigrants,
|
||
wore the blackest shade of Puritanism, and so darkened the
|
||
national visage with it, that all the subsequent years have not
|
||
sufficed to clear it up. We have yet to learn again the
|
||
forgotten art of gaiety.
|
||
|
||
The picture of human life in the market-place, though its general
|
||
tint was the sad gray, brown, or black of the English emigrants,
|
||
was yet enlivened by some diversity of hue. A party of Indians
|
||
-- in their savage finery of curiously embroidered deerskin
|
||
robes, wampum-belts, red and yellow ochre, and feathers, and
|
||
armed with the bow and arrow and stone-headed spear -- stood
|
||
apart with countenances of inflexible gravity, beyond what even
|
||
the Puritan aspect could attain. Nor, wild as were these painted
|
||
|
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THE NEW ENGLAND HOLIDAY 281
|
||
|
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|
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|
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barbarians, were they the wildest feature of the scene. This
|
||
distinction could more justly be claimed by some mariners -- a
|
||
part of the crew of the vessel from the Spanish Main -- who had
|
||
come ashore to see the humours of Election Day. They were
|
||
rough-looking desperadoes, with sun-blackened faces, and an
|
||
immensity of beard; their wide short trousers were confined about
|
||
the waist by belts, often clasped with a rough plate of gold, and
|
||
sustaining always a long knife, and in some instances, a sword.
|
||
From beneath their broad-brimmed hats of palm-leaf, gleamed eyes
|
||
which, even in good-nature and merriment, had a kind of animal
|
||
ferocity. They transgressed without fear or scruple, the rules
|
||
of behaviour that were binding on all others: smoking tobacco
|
||
under the beadle's very nose, although each whiff would have cost
|
||
a townsman a shilling; and quaffing at their pleasure, draughts
|
||
of wine or aqua-vitae from pocket flasks, which they freely
|
||
tendered to the gaping crowd around them. It remarkably
|
||
characterised the incomplete morality of the age, rigid as we
|
||
call it, that a licence was allowed the seafaring class, not
|
||
merely for their freaks on shore, but for far more desperate
|
||
deeds on their proper element. The sailor of that day would go
|
||
near to be arraigned as a pirate in our own. There could be
|
||
little doubt, for instance, that this very ship's crew, though no
|
||
unfavourable specimens of the nautical brotherhood, had been
|
||
guilty, as we should phrase it, of depredations on the Spanish
|
||
commerce, such as would have perilled all their necks in a modern
|
||
court of justice.
|
||
|
||
But the sea in those old times heaved, swelled, and foamed very
|
||
much at its own will, or subject only
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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282 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
to the tempestuous wind, with hardly any attempts at regulation
|
||
by human law. The buccaneer on the wave might relinquish his
|
||
calling and become at once if he chose, a man of probity and
|
||
piety on land; nor, even in the full career of his reckless life,
|
||
was he regarded as a personage with whom it was disreputable to
|
||
traffic or casually associate. Thus the Puritan elders in their
|
||
black cloaks, starched bands, and steeple-crowned hats, smiled
|
||
not unbenignantly at the clamour and rude deportment of these
|
||
jolly seafaring men; and it excited neither surprise nor
|
||
animadversion when so reputable a citizen as old Roger
|
||
Chillingworth, the physician, was seen to enter the market-place
|
||
in close and familiar talk with the commander of the questionable
|
||
vessel.
|
||
|
||
The latter was by far the most showy and gallant figure, so far
|
||
as apparel went, anywhere to be seen among the multitude. He
|
||
wore a profusion of ribbons on his garment, and gold lace on his
|
||
hat, which was also encircled by a gold chain, and surmounted
|
||
with a feather. There was a sword at his side and a sword-cut on
|
||
his forehead, which, by the arrangement of his hair, he seemed
|
||
anxious rather to display than hide. A landsman could hardly
|
||
have worn this garb and shown this face, and worn and shown them
|
||
both with such a galliard air, without undergoing stern question
|
||
before a magistrate, and probably incurring a fine or
|
||
imprisonment, or perhaps an exhibition in the stocks. As
|
||
regarded the shipmaster, however, all was looked upon as
|
||
pertaining to the character, as to a fish his glistening scales.
|
||
|
||
After parting from the physician, the commander of the Bristol
|
||
ship strolled idly through the market-
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE NEW ENGLAND HOLIDAY 283
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
place; until happening to approach the spot where Hester Prynne
|
||
was standing, he appeared to recognise, and did not hesitate to
|
||
address her. As was usually the case wherever Hester stood, a
|
||
small vacant area -- a sort of magic circle -- had formed itself
|
||
about her, into which, though the people were elbowing one
|
||
another at a little distance, none ventured or felt disposed to
|
||
intrude. It was a forcible type of the moral solitude in which
|
||
the scarlet letter enveloped its fated wearer; partly by her own
|
||
reserve, and partly by the instinctive, though no longer so
|
||
unkindly, withdrawal of her fellow-creatures. Now, if never
|
||
before, it answered a good purpose by enabling Hester and the
|
||
seaman to speak together without risk of being overheard; and so
|
||
changed was Hester Prynne's repute before the public, that the
|
||
matron in town, most eminent for rigid morality, could not have
|
||
held such intercourse with less result of scandal than herself.
|
||
|
||
"So, mistress," said the mariner, "I must bid the steward make
|
||
ready one more berth than you bargained for! No fear of scurvy
|
||
or ship fever this voyage. What with the ship's surgeon and this
|
||
other doctor, our only danger will be from drug or pill; more by
|
||
token, as there is a lot of apothecary's stuff aboard, which I
|
||
traded for with a Spanish vessel. "
|
||
|
||
"What mean you?" inquired Hester, startled more than she
|
||
permitted to appear. "Have you another passenger?
|
||
|
||
"Why, know you not," cried the shipmaster, "that this physician
|
||
here -- Chillingworth he calls himself -- is minded to try my
|
||
cabin-fare with you? Ay, ay, you must have known it; for he
|
||
tells me he
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
284 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
is of your party, and a close friend to the gentleman you spoke
|
||
of -- he that is in peril from these sour old Puritan rulers. "
|
||
|
||
"They know each other well, indeed," replied Hester, with a mien
|
||
of calmness, though in the utmost consternation. "They have long
|
||
dwelt together. "
|
||
|
||
Nothing further passed between the mariner and Hester Prynne.
|
||
But at that instant she beheld old Roger Chillingworth himself,
|
||
standing in the remotest comer of the market-place and smiling on
|
||
her; a smile which -- across the wide and bustling square, and
|
||
through all the talk and laughter, and various thoughts, moods,
|
||
and interests of the crowd -- conveyed secret and fearful
|
||
meaning.
|
||
|
||
XXII
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE PROCESSION
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Before Hester Prynne could call together her thoughts, and
|
||
consider what was practicable to be done in this new and
|
||
startling aspect of affairs, the sound of military music was
|
||
heard approaching along a contiguous street. It denoted the
|
||
advance of the procession of magistrates and citizens on its way
|
||
towards the meeting-house: where, in compliance with a custom
|
||
thus early established, and ever since observed, the Reverend Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale was to deliver an Election Sermon.
|
||
|
||
Soon the head of the procession showed itself, with a slow and
|
||
stately march, turning a corner, and making its way across the
|
||
market-place. First came the music. It comprised a variety of
|
||
instruments, perhaps imperfectly adapted to one another, and
|
||
played with no great skill; but yet attaining the great object
|
||
for which the harmony of drum and clarion addresses itself to the
|
||
multitude -- that of imparting a higher and more heroic air to
|
||
the scene of life that passes before the eye. Little Pearl at
|
||
first clapped her hands, but then lost for an instant the
|
||
restless agitation that had kept her in a continual effervescence
|
||
throughout the morning; she gazed silently, and seemed to be
|
||
borne upward like a
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
286 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
floating sea-bird on the long heaves and swells of sound. But
|
||
she was brought back to her former mood by the shimmer of the
|
||
sunshine on the weapons and bright armour of the military
|
||
company, which followed after the music, and formed the honorary
|
||
escort of the procession. This body of soldiery -- which still
|
||
sustains a corporate existence, and marches down from past ages
|
||
with an ancient and honourable fame -- was composed of no
|
||
mercenary materials. Its ranks were filled with gentlemen who
|
||
felt the stirrings of martial impulse, and sought to establish a
|
||
kind of College of Arms, where, as in an association of Knights
|
||
Templars, they might learn the science, and, so far as peaceful
|
||
exercise would teach them, the practices of war. The high
|
||
estimation then placed upon the military character might be seen
|
||
in the lofty port of each individual member of the company. Some
|
||
of them, indeed, by their services in the Low Countries and on
|
||
other fields of European warfare, had fairly won their title to
|
||
assume the name and pomp of soldiership. The entire array,
|
||
moreover, clad in burnished steel, and with plumage nodding over
|
||
their bright morions, had a brilliancy of effect which no modern
|
||
display can aspire to equal.
|
||
|
||
And yet the men of civil eminence, who came immediately behind
|
||
the military escort, were better worth a thoughtful observer's
|
||
eye. Even in outward demeanour they showed a stamp of majesty
|
||
that made the warrior's haughty stride look vulgar, if not
|
||
absurd. It was an age when what we call talent had far less
|
||
consideration than now, but the massive materials which produce
|
||
stability and dignity of character a great deal more. The people
|
||
possessed
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE PROCESSION 287
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
by hereditary right the quality of reverence, which, in their
|
||
descendants, if it survive at all, exists in smaller proportion,
|
||
and with a vastly diminished force in the selection and estimate
|
||
of public men. The change may be for good or ill, and is partly,
|
||
perhaps, for both. In that old day the English settler on these
|
||
rude shores -- having left king, nobles, and all degrees of awful
|
||
rank behind, while still the faculty and necessity of reverence
|
||
was strong in him -- bestowed it on the white hair and venerable
|
||
brow of age -- on long-tried integrity -- on solid wisdom and
|
||
sad-coloured experience -- on endowments of that grave and
|
||
weighty order which gave the idea of permanence, and comes under
|
||
the general definition of respectability. These primitive
|
||
statesmen, therefore -- Bradstreet, Endicott, Dudley, Bellingham,
|
||
and their compeers -- who were elevated to power by the early
|
||
choice of the people, seem to have been not often brilliant, but
|
||
distinguished by a ponderous sobriety, rather than activity of
|
||
intellect. They had fortitude and self-reliance, and in time of
|
||
difficulty or peril stood up for the welfare of the state like a
|
||
line of cliffs against a tempestuous tide. The traits of
|
||
character here indicated were well represented in the square cast
|
||
of countenance and large physical development of the new colonial
|
||
magistrates. So far as a demeanour of natural authority was
|
||
concerned, the mother country need not have been ashamed to see
|
||
these foremost men of an actual democracy adopted into the House
|
||
of Peers, or make the Privy Council of the Sovereign.
|
||
|
||
Next in order to the magistrates came the young and eminently
|
||
distinguished divine, from whose lips
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
188 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
the religious discourse of the anniversary was expected. His was
|
||
the profession at that era in which intellectual ability
|
||
displayed itself far more than in political life; for -- leaving
|
||
a higher motive out of the question it offered inducements
|
||
powerful enough in the almost worshipping respect of the
|
||
community, to win the most aspiring ambition into its service.
|
||
Even political power -- as in the case of Increase Mather -- was
|
||
within the grasp of a successful priest.
|
||
|
||
It was the observation of those who beheld him now, that never,
|
||
since Mr. Dimmesdale first set his foot on the New England
|
||
shore, had he exhibited such energy as was seen in the gait and
|
||
air with which he kept his pace in the procession. There was no
|
||
feebleness of step as at other times; his frame was not bent, nor
|
||
did his hand rest ominously upon his heart. Yet, if the
|
||
clergyman were rightly viewed, his strength seemed not of the
|
||
body. It might be spiritual and imparted to him by angelical
|
||
ministrations. It might be the exhilaration of that potent
|
||
cordial which is distilled only in the furnace-glow of earnest
|
||
and long-continued thought. Or perchance his sensitive
|
||
temperament was invigorated by the loud and piercing music that
|
||
swelled heaven-ward, and uplifted him on its ascending wave.
|
||
Nevertheless, so abstracted was his look, it might be questioned
|
||
whether Mr. Dimmesdale ever heard the music. There was his
|
||
body, moving onward, and with an unaccustomed force. But where
|
||
was his mind? Far and deep in its own region, busying itself,
|
||
with preternatural activity, to marshal a procession of stately
|
||
thoughts that were soon to
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE PROCESSION 289
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
issue thence; and so he saw nothing, heard nothing, knew nothing
|
||
of what was around him; but the spiritual element took up the
|
||
feeble frame and carried it along, unconscious of the burden, and
|
||
converting it to spirit like itself. Men of uncommon intellect,
|
||
who have grown morbid, possess this occasional power of mighty
|
||
effort, into which they throw the life of many days and then are
|
||
lifeless for as many more.
|
||
|
||
Hester Prynne, gazing steadfastly at the clergyman, felt a dreary
|
||
influence come over her, but wherefore or whence she knew not,
|
||
unless that he seemed so remote from her own sphere, and utterly
|
||
beyond her reach. One glance of recognition she had imagined
|
||
must needs pass between them. She thought of the dim forest,
|
||
with its little dell of solitude, and love, and anguish, and the
|
||
mossy tree-trunk, where, sitting hand-in-hand, they had mingled
|
||
their sad and passionate talk with the melancholy murmur of the
|
||
brook. How deeply had they known each other then! And was this
|
||
the man? She hardly knew him now! He, moving proudly past,
|
||
enveloped as it were, in the rich music, with the procession of
|
||
majestic and venerable fathers; he, so unattainable in his
|
||
worldly position, and still more so in that far vista of his
|
||
unsympathizing thoughts, through which she now beheld him! Her
|
||
spirit sank with the idea that all must have been a delusion, and
|
||
that, vividly as she had dreamed it, there could be no real bond
|
||
betwixt the clergyman and herself. And thus much of woman was
|
||
there in Hester, that she could scarcely forgive him -- least of
|
||
all now, when the heavy footstep of their
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
290 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
approaching Fate might be heard, nearer, nearer, nearer! -- for
|
||
being able so completely to withdraw himself from their mutual
|
||
world -- while she groped darkly, and stretched forth her cold
|
||
hands, and found him not.
|
||
|
||
Pearl either saw and responded to her mother's feelings, or
|
||
herself felt the remoteness and intangibility that had fallen
|
||
around the minister. While the procession passed, the child was
|
||
uneasy, fluttering up and down, like a bird on the point of
|
||
taking flight. When the whole had gone by, she looked up into
|
||
Hester's face --
|
||
|
||
"Mother," said she, "was that the same minister that kissed me by
|
||
the brook?"
|
||
|
||
"Hold thy peace, dear little Pearl!" whispered her mother. "We
|
||
must not always talk in the marketplace of what happens to us in
|
||
the forest. "
|
||
|
||
"I could not be sure that it was he -- so strange he looked,"
|
||
continued the child. "Else I would have run to him, and bid him
|
||
kiss me now, before all the people, even as he did yonder among
|
||
the dark old trees. What would the minister have said, mother?
|
||
Would he have clapped his hand over his heart, and scowled on me,
|
||
and bid me begone?"
|
||
|
||
"What should he say, Pearl," answered Hester, "save that it was
|
||
no time to kiss, and that kisses are not to be given in the
|
||
market-place? Well for thee, foolish child, that thou didst not
|
||
speak to him!"
|
||
|
||
Another shade of the same sentiment, in reference to Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale, was expressed by a person whose eccentricities --
|
||
insanity, as we should term
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE PROCESSION 291
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
it -- led her to do what few of the townspeople would have
|
||
ventured on -- to begin a conversation with the wearer of the
|
||
scarlet letter in public. It was Mistress Hibbins, who, arrayed
|
||
in great magnificence, with a triple ruff, a broidered stomacher,
|
||
a gown of rich velvet, and a gold-headed cane, had come forth to
|
||
see the procession. As this ancient lady had the renown (which
|
||
subsequently cost her no less a price than her life) of being a
|
||
principal actor in all the works of necromancy that were
|
||
continually going forward, the crowd gave way before her, and
|
||
seemed to fear the touch of her garment, as if it carried the
|
||
plague among its gorgeous folds. Seen in conjunction with Hester
|
||
Prynne -- kindly as so many now felt towards the latter -- the
|
||
dread inspired by Mistress Hibbins had doubled, and caused a
|
||
general movement from that part of the market-place in which the
|
||
two women stood.
|
||
|
||
"Now, what mortal imagination could conceive it?" whispered the
|
||
old lady confidentially to Hester. "Yonder divine man! That
|
||
saint on earth, as the people uphold him to be, and as -- I must
|
||
needs say -- he really looks! Who, now, that saw him pass in the
|
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procession, would think how little while it is since he went
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forth out of his study -- chewing a Hebrew text of Scripture in
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his mouth, I warrant -- to take an airing in the forest! Aha!
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we know what that means, Hester Prynne! But truly, forsooth, I
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find it hard to believe him the same man. Many a church member
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saw I, walking behind the music, that has danced in the same
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measure with me, when Somebody was fiddler, and, it might be, an
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Indian powwow or a Lapland wizard changing hands with
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us! That is but a trifle, when a woman knows the world. But
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this minister. Couldst thou surely tell, Hester, whether he was
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the same man that encountered thee on the forest path?"
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"Madam, I know not of what you speak," answered Hester Prynne,
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feeling Mistress Hibbins to be of infirm mind; yet strangely
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startled and awe-stricken by the confidence with which she
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affirmed a personal connexion between so many persons (herself
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among them) and the Evil One. "It is not for me to talk lightly
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of a learned and pious minister of the Word, like the Reverend
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Mr. Dimmesdale. "
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"Fie, woman -- fie!" cried the old lady, shaking her finger at
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Hester. "Dost thou think I have been to the forest so many
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times, and have yet no skill to judge who else has been there?
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Yea, though no leaf of the wild garlands which they wore while
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they danced be left in their hair! I know thee, Hester, for I
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behold the token. We may all see it in the sunshine! and it
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glows like a red flame in the dark. Thou wearest it openly, so
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there need be no question about that. But this minister! Let me
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tell thee in thine ear! When the Black Man sees one of his own
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servants, signed and sealed, so shy of owning to the bond as is
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the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, he hath a way of ordering matters
|
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so that the mark shall be disclosed, in open daylight, to the
|
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eyes of all the world! What is that the minister seeks to hide,
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with his hand always over his heart? Ha, Hester Prynne?"
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"What is it, good Mistress Hibbins?" eagerly asked little Pearl.
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"Hast thou seen it?"
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THE PROCESSION 293
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"No matter, darling!" responded Mistress Hibbins, making Pearl a
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profound reverence. "Thou thyself wilt see it, one time or
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another. They say, child, thou art of the lineage of the Prince
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of Air! Wilt thou ride with me some fine night to see thy
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father? Then thou shalt know wherefore the minister keeps his
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hand over his heart!"
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Laughing so shrilly that all the market-place could hear her, the
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weird old gentlewoman took her departure.
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By this time the preliminary prayer had been offered in the
|
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meeting-house, and the accents of the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale
|
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were heard commencing his discourse. An irresistible feeling
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kept Hester near the spot. As the sacred edifice was too much
|
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thronged to admit another auditor, she took up her position close
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beside the scaffold of the pillory. It was in sufficient
|
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proximity to bring the whole sermon to her ears, in the shape of
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an indistinct but varied murmur and flow of the minister's very
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peculiar voice.
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This vocal organ was in itself a rich endowment, insomuch that a
|
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listener, comprehending nothing of the language in which the
|
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preacher spoke, might still have been swayed to and fro by the
|
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mere tone and cadence. Like all other music, it breathed passion
|
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and pathos, and emotions high or tender, in a tongue native to
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the human heart, wherever educated. Muffled as the sound was by
|
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its passage through the church walls, Hester Prynne listened with
|
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such intenseness, and sympathized so intimately, that the sermon
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had throughout a meaning for her, entirely apart from its
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indistinguishable
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294 THE SCARLET LETTER
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words. These, perhaps, if more distinctly heard, might have been
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only a grosser medium, and have clogged the spiritual sense. Now
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she caught the low undertone, as of the wind sinking down to
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repose itself; then ascended with it, as it rose through
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progressive gradations of sweetness and power, until its volume
|
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seemed to envelop her with an atmosphere of awe and solemn
|
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grandeur. And yet, majestic as the voice sometimes became, there
|
||
was for ever in it an essential character of plaintiveness. A
|
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loud or low expression of anguish -- the whisper, or the shriek,
|
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as it might be conceived, of suffering humanity, that touched a
|
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sensibility in every bosom! At times this deep strain of pathos
|
||
was all that could be heard, and scarcely heard sighing amid a
|
||
desolate silence. But even when the minister's voice grew high
|
||
and commanding -- when it gushed irrepressibly upward -- when it
|
||
assumed its utmost breadth and power, so overfilling the church
|
||
as to burst its way through the solid walls, and diffuse itself
|
||
in the open air -- still, if the auditor listened intently, and
|
||
for the purpose, he could detect the same cry of pain. What was
|
||
it? The complaint of a human heart, sorrow-laden, perchance
|
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guilty, telling its secret, whether of guilt or sorrow, to the
|
||
great heart of mankind; beseeching its sympathy or forgiveness,
|
||
-- at every moment, -- in each accent, -- and never in vain! It
|
||
was this profound and continual undertone that gave the clergyman
|
||
his most appropriate power.
|
||
|
||
During all this time, Hester stood, statue-like, at the foot of
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the scaffold. If the minister's voice had not kept her there,
|
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there would, nevertheless, have
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THE PROCESSION 295
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been an inevitable magnetism in that spot, whence she dated the
|
||
first hour of her life of ignominy. There was a sense within her
|
||
-- too ill-defined to be made a thought, but weighing heavily on
|
||
her mind -- that her whole orb of life, both before and after,
|
||
was connected with this spot, as with the one point that gave it
|
||
unity.
|
||
|
||
Little Pearl, meanwhile, had quitted her mother's side, and was
|
||
playing at her own will about the market-place. She made the
|
||
sombre crowd cheerful by her erratic and glistening ray, even as
|
||
a bird of bright plumage illuminates a whole tree of dusky
|
||
foliage by darting to and fro, half seen and half concealed amid
|
||
the twilight of the clustering leaves. She had an undulating,
|
||
but oftentimes a sharp and irregular movement. It indicated the
|
||
restless vivacity of her spirit, which to-day was doubly
|
||
indefatigable in its tip-toe dance, because it was played upon
|
||
and vibrated with her mother's disquietude. Whenever Pearl saw
|
||
anything to excite her ever active and wandering curiosity, she
|
||
flew thitherward, and, as we might say, seized upon that man or
|
||
thing as her own property, so far as she desired it, but without
|
||
yielding the minutest degree of control over her motions in
|
||
requital. The Puritans looked on, and, if they smiled, were none
|
||
the less inclined to pronounce the child a demon offspring, from
|
||
the indescribable charm of beauty and eccentricity that shone
|
||
through her little figure, and sparkled with its activity. She
|
||
ran and looked the wild Indian in the face, and he grew conscious
|
||
of a nature wilder than his own. Thence, with native audacity,
|
||
but still with a reserve as characteristic, she flew into the
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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296 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
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|
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|
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|
||
midst of a group of mariners, the swarthy-cheeked wild men of the
|
||
ocean, as the Indians were of the land; and they gazed
|
||
wonderingly and admiringly at Pearl, as if a flake of the
|
||
sea-foam had taken the shape of a little maid, and were gifted
|
||
with a soul of the sea-fire, that flashes beneath the prow in the
|
||
night-time.
|
||
|
||
One of these seafaring men the shipmaster, indeed, who had spoken
|
||
to Hester Prynne was so smitten with Pearl's aspect, that he
|
||
attempted to lay hands upon her, with purpose to snatch a kiss.
|
||
Finding it as impossible to touch her as to catch a humming-bird
|
||
in the air, he took from his hat the gold chain that was twisted
|
||
about it, and threw it to the child. Pearl immediately twined it
|
||
around her neck and waist with such happy skill, that, once seen
|
||
there, it became a part of her, and it was difficult to imagine
|
||
her without it.
|
||
|
||
"Thy mother is yonder woman with the scarlet letter," said the
|
||
seaman, "Wilt thou carry her a message from me?"
|
||
|
||
"If the message pleases me, I will," answered Pearl.
|
||
|
||
"Then tell her," rejoined he, "that I spake again with the
|
||
black-a-visaged, hump shouldered old doctor, and he engages to
|
||
bring his friend, the gentleman she wots of, aboard with him. So
|
||
let thy mother take no thought, save for herself and thee. Wilt
|
||
thou tell her this, thou witch-baby?"
|
||
|
||
"Mistress Hibbins says my father is the Prince of the Air!" cried
|
||
Pearl, with a naughty smile. "If thou callest me that ill-name,
|
||
I shall tell him of thee, and he will chase thy ship with a
|
||
tempest!"
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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THE PROCESSION 297
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Pursuing a zigzag course across the marketplace, the child
|
||
returned to her mother, and communicated what the mariner had
|
||
said. Hester's strong, calm steadfastly-enduring spirit almost
|
||
sank, at last, on beholding this dark and grim countenance of an
|
||
inevitable doom, which at the moment when a passage seemed to
|
||
open for the minister and herself out of their labyrinth of
|
||
misery -- showed itself with an unrelenting smile, right in the
|
||
midst of their path.
|
||
|
||
With her mind harassed by the terrible perplexity in which the
|
||
shipmaster's intelligence involved her, she was also subjected to
|
||
another trial. There were many people present from the country
|
||
round about, who had often heard of the scarlet letter, and to
|
||
whom it had been made terrific by a hundred false or exaggerated
|
||
rumours, but who had never beheld it with their own bodily eyes.
|
||
These, after exhausting other modes of amusement, now thronged
|
||
about Hester Prynne with rude and boorish intrusiveness.
|
||
Unscrupulous as it was, however, it could not bring them nearer
|
||
than a circuit of several yards. At that distance they
|
||
accordingly stood, fixed there by the centrifugal force of the
|
||
repugnance which the mystic symbol inspired. The whole gang of
|
||
sailors, likewise, observing the press of spectators, and
|
||
learning the purport of the scarlet letter, came and thrust their
|
||
sunburnt and desperado-looking faces into the ring. Even the
|
||
Indians were affected by a sort of cold shadow of the white man's
|
||
curiosity and, gliding through the crowd, fastened their
|
||
snake-like black eyes on Hester's bosom, conceiving, perhaps,
|
||
that the wearer of this brilliantly embroidered badge must
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
298 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
needs be a personage of high dignity among her people Lastly, the
|
||
inhabitants of the town (their own interest in this worn-out
|
||
subject languidly reviving itself, by sympathy with what they saw
|
||
others feel) lounged idly to the same quarter, and tormented
|
||
Hester Prynne, perhaps more than all the rest, with their cool,
|
||
well-acquainted gaze at her familiar shame. Hester saw and
|
||
recognized the selfsame faces of that group of matrons, who had
|
||
awaited her forthcoming from the prison-door seven years ago; all
|
||
save one, the youngest and only compassionate among them, whose
|
||
burial-robe she had since made. At the final hour, when she was
|
||
so soon to fling aside the burning letter, it had strangely
|
||
become the centre of more remark and excitement, and was thus
|
||
made to sear her breast more painfully, than at any time since
|
||
the first day she put it on.
|
||
|
||
While Hester stood in that magic circle of ignominy, where the
|
||
cunning cruelty of her sentence seemed to have fixed her for
|
||
ever, the admirable preacher was looking down from the sacred
|
||
pulpit upon an audience whose very inmost spirits had yielded to
|
||
his control. The sainted minister in the church! The woman of
|
||
the scarlet letter in the marketplace! What imagination would
|
||
have been irreverent enough to surmise that the same scorching
|
||
stigma was on them both!
|
||
|
||
XXIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE REVELATION OF THE SCARLET
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
The eloquent voice, on which the souls of the listening audience
|
||
had been borne aloft as on the swelling waves of the sea, at
|
||
length came to a pause. There was a momentary silence, profound
|
||
as what should follow the utterance of oracles. Then ensued a
|
||
murmur and half-hushed tumult, as if the auditors, released from
|
||
the high spell that had transported them into the region of
|
||
another's mind, were returning into themselves, with all their
|
||
awe and wonder still heavy on them. In a moment more the crowd
|
||
began to gush forth from the doors of the church. Now that there
|
||
was an end, they needed more breath, more fit to support the
|
||
gross and earthly life into which they relapsed, than that
|
||
atmosphere which the preacher had converted into words of flame,
|
||
and had burdened with the rich fragrance of his thought.
|
||
|
||
In the open air their rapture broke into speech. The street and
|
||
the market-place absolutely babbled, from side to side, with
|
||
applauses of the minister. His hearers could not rest until they
|
||
had told one another of what each knew better than he could tell
|
||
or hear.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
300 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
According to their united testimony, never had man spoken in so
|
||
wise, so high, and so holy a spirit, as he that spake this day;
|
||
nor had inspiration ever breathed through mortal lips more
|
||
evidently than it did through his. Its influence could be seen,
|
||
as it were, descending upon him, and possessing him, and
|
||
continually lifting him out of the written discourse that lay
|
||
before him, and filling him with ideas that must have been as
|
||
marvellous to himself as to his audience, His subject, it
|
||
appeared, had been the relation between the Deity and the
|
||
communities of mankind, with a special reference to the New
|
||
England which they were here planting in the wilderness. And, as
|
||
he drew towards the close, a spirit as of prophecy had come upon
|
||
him, constraining him to its purpose as mightily as the old
|
||
prophets of Israel were constrained, only with this difference,
|
||
that, whereas the Jewish seers had denounced judgments and ruin
|
||
on their country, it was his mission to foretell a high and
|
||
glorious destiny for the newly gathered people of the Lord. But,
|
||
throughout it all, and through the whole discourse, there had
|
||
been a certain deep, sad undertone of pathos, which could not be
|
||
interpreted otherwise than as the natural regret of one soon to
|
||
pass away. Yes; their minister whom they so loved -- and who so
|
||
loved them all, that he could not depart heavenward without a
|
||
sigh -- had the foreboding of untimely death upon him, and would
|
||
soon leave them in their tears. This idea of his transitory stay
|
||
on earth gave the last emphasis to the effect which the preacher
|
||
had produced; it was if an angel, in his passage to the skies,
|
||
had shaken his bright wings over the people for an instant -- at
|
||
once a shadow and a
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE REVELATION 301
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
splendour -- and had shed down a shower of golden truths upon
|
||
them.
|
||
|
||
Thus, there had come to the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale -- as to
|
||
most men, in their various spheres, though seldom recognised
|
||
until they see it far behind them -- an epoch of life more
|
||
brilliant and full of triumph than any previous one, or than any
|
||
which could hereafter be. He stood, at this moment, on the very
|
||
proudest eminence of superiority, to which the gifts or
|
||
intellect, rich lore, prevailing eloquence, and a reputation of
|
||
whitest sanctity, could exalt a clergyman in New England's
|
||
earliest days, when the professional character was of itself a
|
||
lofty pedestal. Such was the position which the minister
|
||
occupied, as he bowed his head forward on the cushions of the
|
||
pulpit at the close of his Election Sermon. Meanwhile Hester
|
||
Prynne was standing beside the scaffold of the pillory, with the
|
||
scarlet letter still burning on her breast!
|
||
|
||
Now was heard again the clamour of the music, and the measured
|
||
tramp of the military escort issuing from the church door. The
|
||
procession was to be marshalled thence to the town hall, where a
|
||
solemn banquet would complete the ceremonies of the day.
|
||
|
||
Once more, therefore, the train of venerable and majestic fathers
|
||
were seen moving through a broad pathway of the people, who drew
|
||
back reverently, on either side, as the Governor and magistrates,
|
||
the old and wise men, the holy ministers, and all that were
|
||
eminent and renowned, advanced into the midst of them. When they
|
||
were fairly in the marketplace, their presence was greeted by a
|
||
shout. This -- though doubtless it might acquire additional
|
||
force and
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
302 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
volume from the child-like loyalty which the age awarded to its
|
||
rulers -- was felt to be an irrepressible outburst of enthusiasm
|
||
kindled in the auditors by that high strain of eloquence which
|
||
was yet reverberating in their ears. Each felt the impulse in
|
||
himself, and in the same breath, caught it from his neighbour.
|
||
Within the church, it had hardly been kept down; beneath the sky
|
||
it pealed upward to the zenith. There were human beings enough,
|
||
and enough of highly wrought and symphonious feeling to produce
|
||
that more impressive sound than the organ tones of the blast, or
|
||
the thunder, or the roar of the sea; even that mighty swell of
|
||
many voices, blended into one great voice by the universal
|
||
impulse which makes likewise one vast heart out of the many.
|
||
Never, from the soil of New England had gone up such a shout!
|
||
Never, on New England soil had stood the man so honoured by his
|
||
mortal brethren as the preacher!
|
||
|
||
How fared it with him, then? Were there not the brilliant
|
||
particles of a halo in the air about his head? So etherealised
|
||
by spirit as he was, and so apotheosised by worshipping admirers,
|
||
did his footsteps, in the procession, really tread upon the dust
|
||
of earth?
|
||
|
||
As the ranks of military men and civil fathers moved onward, all
|
||
eyes were turned towards the point where the minister was seen to
|
||
approach among them. The shout died into a murmur, as one
|
||
portion of the crowd after another obtained a glimpse of him.
|
||
How feeble and pale he looked, amid all his triumph! The energy
|
||
-- or say, rather, the inspiration which had held him up, until
|
||
he should have
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE REVELATION 303
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
delivered the sacred message that had brought its own strength
|
||
along with it from heaven -- was withdrawn, now that it had so
|
||
faithfully performed its office. The glow, which they had just
|
||
before beheld burning on his cheek, was extinguished, like a
|
||
flame that sinks down hopelessly among the late decaying embers.
|
||
It seemed hardly the face of a man alive, with such a death-like
|
||
hue: it was hardly a man with life in him, that tottered on his
|
||
path so nervously, yet tottered, and did not fall!
|
||
|
||
One of his clerical brethren -- it was the venerable John Wilson
|
||
-- observing the state in which Mr. Dimmesdale was left by the
|
||
retiring wave of intellect and sensibility, stepped forward
|
||
hastily to offer his support. The minister tremulously, but
|
||
decidedly, repelled the old man's arm. He still walked onward,
|
||
if that movement could be so described, which rather resembled
|
||
the wavering effort of an infant, with its mother's arms in view,
|
||
outstretched to tempt him forward. And now, almost imperceptible
|
||
as were the latter steps of his progress, he had come opposite
|
||
the well-remembered and weather-darkened scaffold, where, long
|
||
since, with all that dreary lapse of time between, Hester Prynne
|
||
had encountered the world's ignominious stare. There stood
|
||
Hester, holding little Pearl by the hand! And there was the
|
||
scarlet letter on her breast! The minister here made a pause;
|
||
although the music still played the stately and rejoicing march
|
||
to which the procession moved. It summoned him onward -- inward
|
||
to the festival! -- but here he made a pause.
|
||
|
||
Bellingham, for the last few moments, had kept an anxious eye
|
||
upon him. He now left his own place in
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
304 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
the procession, and advanced to give assistance judging, from Mr.
|
||
Dimmesdale's aspect that he must otherwise inevitably fall. But
|
||
there was something in the latter's expression that warned back
|
||
the magistrate, although a man not readily obeying the vague
|
||
intimations that pass from one spirit to another. The crowd,
|
||
meanwhile, looked on with awe and wonder. This earthly
|
||
faintness, was, in their view, only another phase of the
|
||
minister's celestial strength; nor would it have seemed a miracle
|
||
too high to be wrought for one so holy, had he ascended before
|
||
their eyes, waxing dimmer and brighter, and fading at last into
|
||
the light of heaven!
|
||
|
||
He turned towards the scaffold, and stretched forth his arms.
|
||
|
||
"Hester," said he, "come hither! Come, my little Pearl!"
|
||
|
||
It was a ghastly look with which he regarded them; but there was
|
||
something at once tender and strangely triumphant in it. The
|
||
child, with the bird-like motion, which was one of her
|
||
characteristics, flew to him, and clasped her arms about his
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||
knees. Hester Prynne -- slowly, as if impelled by inevitable
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fate, and against her strongest will -- likewise drew near, but
|
||
paused before she reached him. At this instant old Roger
|
||
Chillingworth thrust himself through the crowd -- or, perhaps, so
|
||
dark, disturbed, and evil was his look, he rose up out of some
|
||
nether region -- to snatch back his victim from what he sought to
|
||
do! Be that as it might, the old man rushed forward, and caught
|
||
the minister by the arm.
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"Madman, hold! what is your purpose?" whispered
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THE REVELATION 305
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he. "Wave back that woman! Cast off this child All shall be
|
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well! Do not blacken your fame, and perish in dishonour! I can
|
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yet save you! Would you bring infamy on your sacred profession?"
|
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"Ha, tempter! Methinks thou art too late!" answered the
|
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minister, encountering his eye, fearfully, but firmly. "Thy
|
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power is not what it was! With God's help, I shall escape thee
|
||
now!"
|
||
|
||
He again extended his hand to the woman of the scarlet letter.
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|
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"Hester Prynne," cried he, with a piercing earnestness, "in the
|
||
name of Him, so terrible and so merciful, who gives me grace, at
|
||
this last moment, to do what -- for my own heavy sin and
|
||
miserable agony -- I withheld myself from doing seven years ago,
|
||
come hither now, and twine thy strength about me! Thy strength,
|
||
Hester; but let it be guided by the will which God hath granted
|
||
me! This wretched and wronged old man is opposing it with all
|
||
his might! -- with all his own might, and the fiend's! Come,
|
||
Hester -- come! Support me up yonder scaffold. "
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|
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The crowd was in a tumult. The men of rank and dignity, who
|
||
stood more immediately around the clergyman, were so taken by
|
||
surprise, and so perplexed as to the purport of what they saw --
|
||
unable to receive the explanation which most readily presented
|
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itself, or to imagine any other -- that they remained silent and
|
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inactive spectators of the judgement which Providence seemed
|
||
about to work. They beheld the minister, leaning on Hester's
|
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shoulder, and supported by her arm around him, approach the
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scaffold, and ascend its steps; while still the little
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306 THE SCARLET LETTER
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|
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hand of the sin-born child was clasped in his. Old Roger
|
||
Chillingworth followed, as one intimately connected with the
|
||
drama of guilt and sorrow in which they had all been actors, and
|
||
well entitled, therefore to be present at its closing scene.
|
||
|
||
"Hadst thou sought the whole earth over," said he looking darkly
|
||
at the clergyman, "there was no one place so secret -- no high
|
||
place nor lowly place, where thou couldst have escaped me -- save
|
||
on this very scaffold!"
|
||
|
||
"Thanks be to Him who hath led me hither!" answered the minister.
|
||
|
||
|
||
Yet he trembled, and turned to Hester, with an expression of
|
||
doubt and anxiety in his eyes, not the less evidently betrayed,
|
||
that there was a feeble smile upon his lips.
|
||
|
||
"Is not this better," murmured he, "than what we dreamed of in
|
||
the forest?"
|
||
|
||
I know not! I know not!" she hurriedly replied "Better? Yea; so
|
||
we may both die, and little Pearl die with us!"
|
||
|
||
"For thee and Pearl, be it as God shall order," said the
|
||
minister; "and God is merciful! Let me now do the will which He
|
||
hath made plain before my sight. For, Hester, I am a dying man.
|
||
So let me make haste to take my shame upon me!"
|
||
|
||
Partly supported by Hester Prynne, and holding one hand of little
|
||
Pearl's, the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale turned to the dignified and
|
||
venerable rulers; to the holy ministers, who were his brethren;
|
||
to the people, whose great heart was thoroughly appalled yet
|
||
overflowing with tearful sympathy, as knowing that some deep
|
||
life-matter -- which, if full of sin, was
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE REVELATION 307
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
full of anguish and repentance likewise -- was now to be laid
|
||
open to them. The sun, but little past its meridian, shone down
|
||
upon the clergyman, and gave a distinctness to his figure, as he
|
||
stood out from all the earth, to put in his plea of guilty at the
|
||
bar of Eternal Justice.
|
||
|
||
"People of New England!" cried he, with a voice that rose over
|
||
them, high, solemn, and majestic -- yet had always a tremor
|
||
through it, and sometimes a shriek, struggling up out of a
|
||
fathomless depth of remorse and woe -- "ye, that have loved me!
|
||
-- ye, that have deemed me holy! -- behold me here, the one
|
||
sinner of the world! At last -- at last! -- I stand upon the
|
||
spot where, seven years since, I should have stood, here, with
|
||
this woman, whose arm, more than the little strength wherewith I
|
||
have crept hitherward, sustains me at this dreadful moment, from
|
||
grovelling down upon my face! Lo, the scarlet letter which
|
||
Hester wears! Ye have all shuddered at it! Wherever her walk
|
||
hath been -- wherever, so miserably burdened, she may have hoped
|
||
to find repose -- it hath cast a lurid gleam of awe and horrible
|
||
repugnance round about her. But there stood one in the midst of
|
||
you, at whose brand of sin and infamy ye have not shuddered!"
|
||
|
||
It seemed, at this point, as if the minister must leave the
|
||
remainder of his secret undisclosed. But he fought back the
|
||
bodily weakness -- and, still more, the faintness of heart --
|
||
that was striving for the mastery with him. He threw off all
|
||
assistance, and stepped passionately forward a pace before the
|
||
woman and the children.
|
||
|
||
"It was on him!" he continued, with a kind of
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
308 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
fierceness; so determined was he to speak out tile whole. "God's
|
||
eye beheld it! The angels were for ever pointing at it! (The
|
||
Devil knew it well, and fretted it continually with the touch of
|
||
his burning finger!) But he hid it cunningly from men, and walked
|
||
among you with the mien of a spirit, mournful, because so pure in
|
||
a sinful world! -- and sad, because he missed his heavenly
|
||
kindred! Now, at the death-hour, he stands up before you! He
|
||
bids you look again at Hester's scarlet letter! He tells you,
|
||
that, with all its mysterious horror, it is but the shadow of
|
||
what he bears on his own breast, and that even this, his own red
|
||
stigma, is no more than the type of what has seared his inmost
|
||
heart! Stand any here that question God's judgment on a sinner!
|
||
Behold! Behold, a dreadful witness of it!"
|
||
|
||
With a convulsive motion, he tore away the ministerial band from
|
||
before his breast. It was revealed! But it were irreverent to
|
||
describe that revelation. For an instant, the gaze of the
|
||
horror-stricken multitude was concentrated on the ghastly
|
||
miracle; while the minister stood, with a flush of triumph in his
|
||
face, as one who, in the crisis of acutest pain, had won a
|
||
victory. Then, down he sank upon the scaffold! Hester partly
|
||
raised him, and supported his head against her bosom. Old Roger
|
||
Chillingworth knelt down beside him, with a blank, dull
|
||
countenance, out of which the life seemed to have departed,
|
||
|
||
"Thou hast escaped me!" he repeated more than once. "Thou hast
|
||
escaped me!"
|
||
|
||
"May God forgive thee!" said the minister. "Thou, too, hast
|
||
deeply sinned!"
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
THE REVELATION 309
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
He withdrew his dying eyes from the old man, and fixed them on
|
||
the woman and the child.
|
||
|
||
"My little Pearl," said he, feebly and there was a sweet and
|
||
gentle smile over his face, as of a spirit sinking into deep
|
||
repose; nay, now that the burden was removed, it seemed almost as
|
||
if he would be sportive with the child -- "dear little Pearl,
|
||
wilt thou kiss me now? Thou wouldst not, yonder, in the forest!
|
||
But now thou wilt?"
|
||
|
||
Pearl kissed his lips. A spell was broken. The great scene of
|
||
grief, in which the wild infant bore a part had developed all her
|
||
sympathies; and as her tears fell upon her father's cheek, they
|
||
were the pledge that she would grow up amid human joy and sorrow,
|
||
nor forever do battle with the world, but be a woman in it.
|
||
Towards her mother, too, Pearl's errand as a messenger of anguish
|
||
was fulfilled.
|
||
|
||
"Hester," said the clergyman, "farewell!"
|
||
|
||
"Shall we not meet again?" whispered she, bending her face down
|
||
close to his. "Shall we not spend our immortal life together?
|
||
Surely, surely, we have ransomed one another, with all this woe!
|
||
Thou lookest far into eternity, with those bright dying eyes!
|
||
Then tell me what thou seest!"
|
||
|
||
"Hush, Hester -- hush!" said he, with tremulous solemnity. "The
|
||
law we broke I -- the sin here awfully revealed! -- let these
|
||
alone be in thy thoughts! I fear! I fear! It may be, that,
|
||
when we forgot our God -- when we violated our reverence each for
|
||
the other's soul -- it was thenceforth vain to hope that we could
|
||
meet hereafter, in an everlasting and pure reunion. God knows;
|
||
and He is merciful! He hath proved his mercy, most of all, in my
|
||
afflictions. By
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
310 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
giving me this burning torture to bear upon my breast! By
|
||
sending yonder dark and terrible old man, to keep the torture
|
||
always at red-heat! By bringing me hither, to die this death of
|
||
triumphant ignominy before the people! Had either of these
|
||
agonies been wanting, I had been lost for ever! Praised be His
|
||
name! His will be done! Farewell!"
|
||
|
||
That final word came forth with the minister's expiring breath.
|
||
The multitude, silent till then, broke out in a strange, deep
|
||
voice of awe and wonder, which could not as yet find utterance,
|
||
save in this murmur that rolled so heavily after the departed
|
||
spirit.
|
||
|
||
XXIV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CONCLUSION
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
After many days, when time sufficed for the people to arrange
|
||
their thoughts in reference to the foregoing scene, there was
|
||
more than one account of what had been witnessed on the scaffold.
|
||
|
||
|
||
Most of the spectators testified to having seen, on the breast of
|
||
the unhappy minister, a SCARLET LETTER -- the very semblance of
|
||
that worn by Hester Prynne -- imprinted in the flesh. As
|
||
regarded its origin there were various explanations, all of which
|
||
must necessarily have been conjectural. Some affirmed that the
|
||
Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, on the very day when Hester Prynne
|
||
first wore her ignominious badge, had begun a course of penance
|
||
-- which he afterwards, in so many futile methods, followed out
|
||
-- by inflicting a hideous torture on himself. Others contended
|
||
that the stigma had not been produced until a long time
|
||
subsequent, when old Roger Chillingworth, being a potent
|
||
necromancer, had caused it to appear, through the agency of magic
|
||
and poisonous drugs. Others, again and those best able to
|
||
appreciate the minister's peculiar sensibility, and the wonderful
|
||
operation of his spirit upon the body -- whispered their belief,
|
||
that the awful symbol was the effect of the ever-active
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
312 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
tooth of remorse, gnawing from the inmost heart outwardly, and at
|
||
last manifesting Heaven's dreadful judgment by the visible
|
||
presence of the letter. The reader may choose among these
|
||
theories. We have thrown all the light we could acquire upon the
|
||
portent, and would gladly, now that it has done its office, erase
|
||
its deep print out of our own brain, where long meditation has
|
||
fixed it in very undesirable distinctness.
|
||
|
||
It is singular, nevertheless, that certain persons, who were
|
||
spectators of the whole scene, and professed never once to have
|
||
removed their eyes from the Reverend Mr. Dimmesdale, denied that
|
||
there was any mark whatever on his breast, more than on a
|
||
new-born infant's. Neither, by their report, had his dying words
|
||
acknowledged, nor even remotely implied, any -- the slightest --
|
||
connexion on his part, with the guilt for which Hester Prynne had
|
||
so long worn the scarlet letter. According to these
|
||
highly-respectable witnesses, the minister, conscious that he was
|
||
dying -- conscious, also, that the reverence of the multitude
|
||
placed him already among saints and angels -- had desired, by
|
||
yielding up his breath in the arms of that fallen woman, to
|
||
express to the world how utterly nugatory is the choicest of
|
||
man's own righteousness. After exhausting life in his efforts
|
||
for mankind's spiritual good, he had made the manner of his death
|
||
a parable, in order to impress on his admirers the mighty and
|
||
mournful lesson, that, in the view of Infinite Purity, we are
|
||
sinners all alike. It was to teach them, that the holiest
|
||
amongst us has but attained so far above his fellows as to
|
||
discern more clearly the Mercy which
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CONCLUSION 313
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
looks down, and repudiate more utterly the phantom of human
|
||
merit, which would look aspiringly upward. Without disputing a
|
||
truth so momentous, we must be allowed to consider this version
|
||
of Mr. Dimmesdale's story as only an instance of that stubborn
|
||
fidelity with which a man's friends -- and especially a
|
||
clergyman's -- will sometimes uphold his character, when proofs,
|
||
clear as the mid-day sunshine on the scarlet letter, establish
|
||
him a false and sin-stained creature of the dust.
|
||
|
||
The authority which we have chiefly followed -- a manuscript of
|
||
old date, drawn up from the verbal testimony of individuals, some
|
||
of whom had known Hester Prynne, while others had heard the tale
|
||
from contemporary witnesses fully confirms the view taken in the
|
||
foregoing pages. Among many morals which press upon us from the
|
||
poor minister's miserable experience, we put only this into a
|
||
sentence: -- "Be true! Be true! Be true! Show freely to the
|
||
world, if not your worst, yet some trait whereby the worst may be
|
||
inferred!"
|
||
|
||
Nothing was more remarkable than the change which took place,
|
||
almost immediately after Mr. Dimmesdale's death, in the
|
||
appearance and demeanour of the old man known as Roger
|
||
Chillingworth. All his strength and energy -- all his vital and
|
||
intellectual force -- seemed at once to desert him, insomuch that
|
||
he positively withered up, shrivelled away and almost vanished
|
||
from mortal sight, like an uprooted weed that lies wilting in the
|
||
sun. This unhappy man had made the very principle of his life to
|
||
consist in the pursuit and systematic exercise revenge; and when,
|
||
by its completest triumph
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
314 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
consummation that evil principle was left with no further
|
||
material to support it -- when, in short, there was no more
|
||
Devil's work on earth for him to do, it only remained for the
|
||
unhumanised mortal to betake himself whither his master would
|
||
find him tasks enough, and pay him his wages duly. But, to all
|
||
these shadowy beings, so long our near acquaintances -- as well
|
||
Roger Chillingworth as his companions we would fain be merciful.
|
||
It is a curious subject of observation and inquiry, whether
|
||
hatred and love be not the same thing at bottom. Each, in its
|
||
utmost development, supposes a high degree of intimacy and
|
||
heart-knowledge; each renders one individual dependent for the
|
||
food of his affections and spiritual fife upon another: each
|
||
leaves the passionate lover, or the no less passionate hater,
|
||
forlorn and desolate by the withdrawal of his subject.
|
||
Philosophically considered, therefore, the two passions seem
|
||
essentially the same, except that one happens to be seen in a
|
||
celestial radiance, and the other in a dusky and lurid glow. In
|
||
the spiritual world, the old physician and the minister -- mutual
|
||
victims as they have been -- may, unawares, have found their
|
||
earthly stock of hatred and antipathy transmuted into golden
|
||
love.
|
||
|
||
Leaving this discussion apart, we have a matter of business to
|
||
communicate to the reader. At old Roger Chillingworth's decease,
|
||
(which took place within the year), and by his last will and
|
||
testament, of which Governor Bellingham and the Reverend Mr.
|
||
Wilson were executors, he bequeathed a very considerable amount
|
||
of property, both here and in England to little Pearl, the
|
||
daughter of Hester Prynne.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CONCLUSION 315
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
So Pearl -- the elf child -- the demon offspring, as some people
|
||
up to that epoch persisted in considering her -- became the
|
||
richest heiress of her day in the New World. Not improbably this
|
||
circumstance wrought a very material change in the public
|
||
estimation; and had the mother and child remained here, little
|
||
Pearl at a marriageable period of life might have mingled her
|
||
wild blood with the lineage of the devoutest Puritan among them
|
||
all. But, in no long time after the physician's death, the
|
||
wearer of the scarlet letter disappeared, and Pearl along with
|
||
her. For many years, though a vague report would now and then
|
||
find its way across the sea -- like a shapeless piece of
|
||
driftwood tossed ashore with the initials of a name upon it --
|
||
yet no tidings of them unquestionably authentic were received.
|
||
The story of the scarlet letter grew into a legend. Its spell,
|
||
however, was still potent, and kept the scaffold awful where the
|
||
poor minister had died, and likewise the cottage by the sea-shore
|
||
where Hester Prynne had dwelt. Near this latter spot, one
|
||
afternoon some children were at play, when they beheld a tall
|
||
woman in a gray robe approach the cottage-door. In all those
|
||
years it had never once been opened; but either she unlocked it
|
||
or the decaying wood and iron yielded to her hand, or she glided
|
||
shadow-like through these impediments -- and, at all events, went
|
||
in.
|
||
|
||
On the threshold she paused -- turned partly round -- for
|
||
perchance the idea of entering alone and all so changed, the home
|
||
of so intense a former life, was more dreary and desolate than
|
||
even she could bear. But her hesitation was only for an instant,
|
||
though long enough to display a scarlet letter on her breast.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
316 THE SCARLET LETTER
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
And Hester Prynne had returned, and taken up her long-forsaken
|
||
shame! But where was little Pearl? If still alive she must now
|
||
have been in the flush and bloom of early womanhood. None knew
|
||
-- nor ever learned with the fulness of perfect certainty --
|
||
whether the elf-child had gone thus untimely to a maiden grave;
|
||
or whether her wild, rich nature had been softened and subdued
|
||
and made capable of a woman's gentle happiness. But through the
|
||
remainder of Hester's life there were indications that the
|
||
recluse of the scarlet letter was the object of love and interest
|
||
with some inhabitant of another land. Letters came, with
|
||
armorial seals upon them, though of bearings unknown to English
|
||
heraldry. In the cottage there were articles of comfort and
|
||
luxury such as Hester never cared to use, but which only wealth
|
||
could have purchased and affection have imagined for her. There
|
||
were trifles too, little ornaments, beautiful tokens of a
|
||
continual remembrance, that must have been wrought by delicate
|
||
fingers at the impulse of a fond heart And once Hester was seen
|
||
embroidering a baby-garment with such a lavish richness of golden
|
||
fancy as would have raised a public tumult had any infant thus
|
||
apparelled, been shown to our sober-hued community.
|
||
|
||
In fine, the gossips of that day believed -- and Mr. Surveyor
|
||
Pue, who made investigations a century later, believed -- and one
|
||
of his recent successors in office, moreover, faithfully believes
|
||
-- that Pearl was not only alive, but married, and happy, and
|
||
mindful of her mother; and that she would most joyfully have
|
||
entertained that sad and lonely mother at her fireside.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CONCLUSION 317
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
But there was a more real life for Hester Prynne, here, in New
|
||
England, that in that unknown region where Pearl had found a
|
||
home. Here had been her sin; here, her sorrow; and here was yet
|
||
to be her penitence. She had returned, therefore, and resumed of
|
||
her own free will, for not the sternest magistrate of that iron
|
||
period would have imposed it -- resumed the symbol of which we
|
||
have related so dark a tale. Never afterwards did it quit her
|
||
bosom. But, in the lapse of the toilsome, thoughtful, and
|
||
self-devoted years that made up Hester's life, the scarlet letter
|
||
ceased to be a stigma which attracted the world's scorn and
|
||
bitterness, and became a type of something to be sorrowed over,
|
||
and looked upon with awe, yet with reverence too. And, as Hester
|
||
Prynne had no selfish ends, nor lived in any measure for her own
|
||
profit and enjoyment, people brought all their sorrows and
|
||
perplexities, and besought her counsel, as one who had herself
|
||
gone through a mighty trouble. Women, more especially -- in the
|
||
continually recurring trials of wounded, wasted, wronged,
|
||
misplaced, or erring and sinful passion -- or with the dreary
|
||
burden of a heart unyielded, because unvalued and unsought came
|
||
to Hester's cottage, demanding why they were so wretched, and
|
||
what the remedy! Hester comforted and counselled them, as best
|
||
she might. She assured them, too, of her firm belief that, at
|
||
some brighter period, when the world should have grown ripe for
|
||
it, in Heaven's own time, a new truth would be revealed, in order
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to establish the whole relation between man and woman on a surer
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ground of mutual happiness. Earlier in life, Hester had vainly
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imagined that she herself might be the destined
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318 THE SCARLET LETTER
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prophetess, but had long since recognised the impossibility that
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any mission of divine and mysterious truth should be confided to
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a woman stained with sin, bowed down with shame, or even burdened
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with a life-long sorrow. The angel and apostle of the coming
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revelation must be a woman, indeed, but lofty, pure, and
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beautiful, and wise; moreover, not through dusky grief, but the
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ethereal medium of joy; and showing how sacred love should make
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us happy, by the truest test of a life successful to such an end.
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So said Hester Prynne, and glanced her sad eyes downward at the
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scarlet letter. And, after many, many years, a new grave was
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delved, near an old and sunken one, in that burial-ground beside
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which King's Chapel has since been built. It was near that old
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and sunken grave, yet with a space between, as if the dust of the
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two sleepers had no right to mingle. Yet one tomb-stone served
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for both. All around, there were monuments carved with armorial
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bearings; and on this simple slab of slate -- as the curious
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investigator may still discern, and perplex himself with the
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purport -- there appeared the semblance of an engraved
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escutcheon. It bore a device, a herald's wording of which may
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serve for a motto and brief description of our now concluded
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legend; so sombre is it, and relieved only by one ever-glowing
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point of light gloomier than the shadow: --
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"ON A FIELD, SABLE, THE LETTER A, GULES"
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