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THE STRANGE CASE OF DR. JEKYLL AND MR. HYDE
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THE STRANGE CASE OF DR. JEKYLL AND MR. HYDE
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Story of the Door
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Mr. Utterson the lawyer was a man of a rugged countenance that was
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never lighted by a smile; cold, scanty and embarrassed in
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discourse; backward in sentiment; lean, long, dusty, dreary and
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yet somehow lovable. At friendly meetings, and when the wine was
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to his taste, something eminently human beaconed from his eye;
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something indeed which never found its way into his talk, but
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which spoke not only in these silent symbols of the after-dinner
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face, but more often and loudly in the acts of his life. He was
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austere with himself; drank gin when he was alone, to mortify a
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taste for vintages; and though he enjoyed the theater, had not
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crossed the doors of one for twenty years. But he had an approved
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tolerance for others; sometimes wondering, almost with envy, at
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the high pressure of spirits involved in their misdeeds; and in
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any extremity inclined to help rather than to reprove. "I incline
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to Cain's heresy," he used to say quaintly: "I let my brother go
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to the devil in his own way." In this character, it was
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frequently his fortune to be the last reputable acquaintance and
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the last good influence in the lives of downgoing men. And to
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such as these, so long as they came about his chambers, he never
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marked a shade of change in his demeanour.
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No doubt the feat was easy to Mr. Utterson; for he was
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undemonstrative at the best, and even his friendship seemed to be
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founded in a similar catholicity of good-nature. It is the mark
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of a modest man to accept his friendly circle ready-made from the
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hands of opportunity; and that was the lawyer's way. His friends
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were those of his own blood or those whom he had known the
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longest; his affections, like ivy, were the growth of time, they
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implied no aptness in the object. Hence, no doubt the bond that
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united him to Mr. Richard Enfield, his distant kinsman, the
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well-known man about town. It was a nut to crack for many, what
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these two could see in each other, or what subject they could find
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in common. It was reported by those who encountered them in their
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Sunday walks, that they said nothing, looked singularly dull and
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would hail with obvious relief the appearance of a friend. For
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all that, the two men put the greatest store by these excursions,
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counted them the chief jewel of each week, and not only set aside
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occasions of pleasure, but even resisted the calls of business,
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that they might enjoy them uninterrupted.
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It chanced on one of these rambles that their way led them
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down a by-street in a busy quarter of London. The street was
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small and what is called quiet, but it drove a thriving trade on
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the weekdays. The inhabitants were all doing well, it seemed and
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all emulously hoping to do better still, and laying out the
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surplus of their grains in coquetry; so that the shop fronts stood
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along that thoroughfare with an air of invitation, like rows of
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smiling saleswomen. Even on Sunday, when it veiled its more
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florid charms and lay comparatively empty of passage, the street
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shone out in contrast to its dingy neighbourhood, like a fire in a
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forest; and with its freshly painted shutters, well-polished
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brasses, and general cleanliness and gaiety of note, instantly
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caught and pleased the eye of the passenger.
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Two doors from one corner, on the left hand going east the
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line was broken by the entry of a court; and just at that point a
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certain sinister block of building thrust forward its gable on the
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street. It was two storeys high; showed no window, nothing but a
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door on the lower storey and a blind forehead of discoloured wall
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on the upper; and bore in every feature, the marks of prolonged
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and sordid negligence. The door, which was equipped with neither
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bell nor knocker, was blistered and distained. Tramps slouched
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into the recess and struck matches on the panels; children kept
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shop upon the steps; the schoolboy had tried his knife on the
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mouldings; and for close on a generation, no one had appeared to
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drive away these random visitors or to repair their ravages.
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Mr. Enfield and the lawyer were on the other side of the
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by-street; but when they came abreast of the entry, the former
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lifted up his cane and pointed.
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"Did you ever remark that door?" he asked; and when his
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companion had replied in the affirmative. "It is connected in my
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mind," added he, "with a very odd story."
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"Indeed?" said Mr. Utterson, with a slight change of voice,
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"and what was that?"
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"Well, it was this way," returned Mr. Enfield: "I was coming
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home from some place at the end of the world, about three o'clock
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of a black winter morning, and my way lay through a part of town
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where there was literally nothing to be seen but lamps. Street
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after street and all the folks asleep--street after street, all
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lighted up as if for a procession and all as empty as a church--
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till at last I got into that state of mind when a man listens and
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listens and begins to long for the sight of a policeman. All at
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once, I saw two figures: one a little man who was stumping along
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eastward at a good walk, and the other a girl of maybe eight or
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ten who was running as hard as she was able down a cross street.
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Well, sir, the two ran into one another naturally enough at the
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corner; and then came the horrible part of the thing; for the man
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trampled calmly over the child's body and left her screaming on
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the ground. It sounds nothing to hear, but it was hellish to see.
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It wasn't like a man; it was like some damned Juggernaut. I gave
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a few halloa, took to my heels, collared my gentleman, and brought
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him back to where there was already quite a group about the
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screaming child. He was perfectly cool and made no resistance,
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but gave me one look, so ugly that it brought out the sweat on me
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||
like running. The people who had turned out were the girl's own
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family; and pretty soon, the doctor, for whom she had been sent
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put in his appearance. Well, the child was not much the worse,
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more frightened, according to the Sawbones; and there you might
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have supposed would be an end to it. But there was one curious
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circumstance. I had taken a loathing to my gentleman at first
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sight. So had the child's family, which was only natural. But
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the doctor's case was what struck me. He was the usual cut and
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dry apothecary, of no particular age and colour, with a strong
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Edinburgh accent and about as emotional as a bagpipe. Well, sir,
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he was like the rest of us; every time he looked at my prisoner, I
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saw that Sawbones turn sick and white with desire to kill him. I
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knew what was in his mind, just as he knew what was in mine; and
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killing being out of the question, we did the next best. We told
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the man we could and would make such a scandal out of this as
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should make his name stink from one end of London to the other.
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If he had any friends or any credit, we undertook that he should
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lose them. And all the time, as we were pitching it in red hot,
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we were keeping the women off him as best we could for they were
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as wild as harpies. I never saw a circle of such hateful faces;
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and there was the man in the middle, with a kind of black sneering
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coolness--frightened to, I could see that--but carrying it
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off, sir, really like Satan. `If you choose to make capital out
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of this accident,' said he, `I am naturally helpless. No
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gentleman but wishes to avoid a scene,' says he. `Name your
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figure.' Well, we screwed him up to a hundred pounds for the
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child's family; he would have clearly liked to stick out; but
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there was something about the lot of us that meant mischief, and
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at last he struck. The next thing was to get the money; and where
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do you think he carried us but to that place with the
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door?--whipped out a key, went in, and presently came back with
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the matter of ten pounds in gold and a cheque for the balance on
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Coutts's, drawn payable to bearer and signed with a name that I
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can't mention, though it's one of the points of my story, but it
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was a name at least very well known and often printed. The figure
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was stiff; but the signature was good for more than that if it was
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only genuine. I took the liberty of pointing out to my gentleman
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that the whole business looked apocryphal, and that a man does
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not, in real life, walk into a cellar door at four in the morning
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and come out with another man's cheque for close upon a hundred
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pounds. But he was quite easy and sneering. `Set your mind at
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rest,' says he, `I will stay with you till the banks open and cash
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the cheque myself.' So we all set of, the doctor, and the child's
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father, and our friend and myself, and passed the rest of the
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night in my chambers; and next day, when we had breakfasted, went
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in a body to the bank. I gave in the cheque myself, and said I
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had every reason to believe it was a forgery. Not a bit of it.
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The cheque was genuine."
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"Tut-tut," said Mr. Utterson.
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"I see you feel as I do," said Mr. Enfield. "Yes, it's a bad
|
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story. For my man was a fellow that nobody could have to do with,
|
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a really damnable man; and the person that drew the cheque is the
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very pink of the proprieties, celebrated too, and (what makes it
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||
worse) one of your fellows who do what they call good. Black mail
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I suppose; an honest man paying through the nose for some of the
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capers of his youth. Black Mail House is what I call the place
|
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with the door, in consequence. Though even that, you know, is far
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from explaining all," he added, and with the words fell into a
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vein of musing.
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From this he was recalled by Mr. Utterson asking rather
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suddenly: "And you don't know if the drawer of the cheque lives
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there?"
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"A likely place, isn't it?" returned Mr. Enfield. "But I
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happen to have noticed his address; he lives in some square or
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other."
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||
|
||
"And you never asked about the--place with the door?" said
|
||
Mr. Utterson.
|
||
|
||
"No, sir: I had a delicacy," was the reply. "I feel very
|
||
strongly about putting questions; it partakes too much of the style
|
||
of the day of judgment. You start a question, and it's like
|
||
starting a stone. You sit quietly on the top of a hill; and away
|
||
the stone goes, starting others; and presently some bland old bird
|
||
(the last you would have thought of) is knocked on the head in his
|
||
own back garden and the family have to change their name. No sir,
|
||
I make it a rule of mine: the more it looks like Queer Street, the
|
||
less I ask."
|
||
|
||
"A very good rule, too," said the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
"But I have studied the place for myself," continued Mr.
|
||
Enfield. "It seems scarcely a house. There is no other door, and
|
||
nobody goes in or out of that one but, once in a great while, the
|
||
gentleman of my adventure. There are three windows looking on the
|
||
court on the first floor; none below; the windows are always shut
|
||
but they're clean. And then there is a chimney which is generally
|
||
smoking; so somebody must live there. And yet it's not so sure;
|
||
for the buildings are so packed together about the court, that
|
||
it's hard to say where one ends and another begins."
|
||
|
||
The pair walked on again for a while in silence; and then
|
||
"Enfield," said Mr. Utterson, "that's a good rule of yours."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I think it is," returned Enfield.
|
||
|
||
"But for all that," continued the lawyer, "there's one point I
|
||
want to ask: I want to ask the name of that man who walked over
|
||
the child."
|
||
|
||
"Well," said Mr. Enfield, "I can't see what harm it would do.
|
||
It was a man of the name of Hyde."
|
||
|
||
"Hm," said Mr. Utterson. "What sort of a man is he to see?"
|
||
|
||
"He is not easy to describe. There is something wrong with his
|
||
appearance; something displeasing, something down-right
|
||
detestable. I never saw a man I so disliked, and yet I scarce
|
||
know why. He must be deformed somewhere; he gives a strong
|
||
feeling of deformity, although I couldn't specify the point. He's
|
||
an extraordinary looking man, and yet I really can name nothing
|
||
out of the way. No, sir; I can make no hand of it; I can't
|
||
describe him. And it's not want of memory; for I declare I can
|
||
see him this moment."
|
||
|
||
Mr. Utterson again walked some way in silence and obviously
|
||
under a weight of consideration. "You are sure he used a key?" he
|
||
inquired at last.
|
||
|
||
"My dear sir ..." began Enfield, surprised out of himself.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I know," said Utterson; "I know it must seem strange.
|
||
The fact is, if I do not ask you the name of the other party, it
|
||
is because I know it already. You see, Richard, your tale has
|
||
gone home. If you have been inexact in any point you had better
|
||
correct it."
|
||
|
||
"I think you might have warned me," returned the other with a
|
||
touch of sullenness. "But I have been pedantically exact, as you
|
||
call it. The fellow had a key; and what's more, he has it still.
|
||
I saw him use it not a week ago."
|
||
|
||
Mr. Utterson sighed deeply but said never a word; and the
|
||
young man presently resumed. "Here is another lesson to say
|
||
nothing," said he. "I am ashamed of my long tongue. Let us make
|
||
a bargain never to refer to this again."
|
||
|
||
"With all my heart," said the lawyer. I shake hands on that,
|
||
Richard."
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Search for Mr. Hyde
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
That evening Mr. Utterson came home to his bachelor house in
|
||
sombre spirits and sat down to dinner without relish. It was his
|
||
custom of a Sunday, when this meal was over, to sit close by the
|
||
fire, a volume of some dry divinity on his reading desk, until the
|
||
clock of the neighbouring church rang out the hour of twelve, when
|
||
he would go soberly and gratefully to bed. On this night however,
|
||
as soon as the cloth was taken away, he took up a candle and went
|
||
into his business room. There he opened his safe, took from the
|
||
most private part of it a document endorsed on the envelope as Dr.
|
||
Jekyll's Will and sat down with a clouded brow to study its
|
||
contents. The will was holograph, for Mr. Utterson though he took
|
||
charge of it now that it was made, had refused to lend the least
|
||
assistance in the making of it; it provided not only that, in case
|
||
of the decease of Henry Jekyll, M.D., D.C.L., L.L.D., F.R.S.,
|
||
etc., all his possessions were to pass into the hands of his
|
||
"friend and benefactor Edward Hyde," but that in case of Dr.
|
||
Jekyll's "disappearance or unexplained absence for any period
|
||
exceeding three calendar months," the said Edward Hyde should step
|
||
into the said Henry Jekyll's shoes without further delay and free
|
||
from any burthen or obligation beyond the payment of a few small
|
||
sums to the members of the doctor's household. This document had
|
||
long been the lawyer's eyesore. It offended him both as a lawyer
|
||
and as a lover of the sane and customary sides of life, to whom
|
||
the fanciful was the immodest. And hitherto it was his ignorance
|
||
of Mr. Hyde that had swelled his indignation; now, by a sudden
|
||
turn, it was his knowledge. It was already bad enough when the
|
||
name was but a name of which he could learn no more. It was worse
|
||
when it began to be clothed upon with detestable attributes; and
|
||
out of the shifting, insubstantial mists that had so long baffled
|
||
his eye, there leaped up the sudden, definite presentment of a
|
||
fiend.
|
||
|
||
"I thought it was madness," he said, as he replaced the
|
||
obnoxious paper in the safe, "and now I begin to fear it is
|
||
disgrace."
|
||
|
||
With that he blew out his candle, put on a greatcoat, and set
|
||
forth in the direction of Cavendish Square, that citadel of
|
||
medicine, where his friend, the great Dr. Lanyon, had his house
|
||
and received his crowding patients. "If anyone knows, it will be
|
||
Lanyon," he had thought.
|
||
|
||
The solemn butler knew and welcomed him; he was subjected to
|
||
no stage of delay, but ushered direct from the door to the
|
||
dining-room where Dr. Lanyon sat alone over his wine. This was a
|
||
hearty, healthy, dapper, red-faced gentleman, with a shock of hair
|
||
prematurely white, and a boisterous and decided manner. At sight
|
||
of Mr. Utterson, he sprang up from his chair and welcomed him with
|
||
both hands. The geniality, as was the way of the man, was
|
||
somewhat theatrical to the eye; but it reposed on genuine feeling.
|
||
For these two were old friends, old mates both at school and
|
||
college, both thorough respectors of themselves and of each other,
|
||
and what does not always follow, men who thoroughly enjoyed each
|
||
other's company.
|
||
|
||
After a little rambling talk, the lawyer led up to the subject
|
||
which so disagreeably preoccupied his mind.
|
||
|
||
"I suppose, Lanyon," said he, "you and I must be the two
|
||
oldest friends that Henry Jekyll has?"
|
||
|
||
"I wish the friends were younger," chuckled Dr. Lanyon. "But
|
||
I suppose we are. And what of that? I see little of him now."
|
||
|
||
"Indeed?" said Utterson. "I thought you had a bond of common
|
||
interest."
|
||
|
||
"We had," was the reply. "But it is more than ten years since
|
||
Henry Jekyll became too fanciful for me. He began to go wrong,
|
||
wrong in mind; and though of course I continue to take an interest
|
||
in him for old sake's sake, as they say, I see and I have seen
|
||
devilish little of the man. Such unscientific balderdash," added
|
||
the doctor, flushing suddenly purple, "would have estranged Damon
|
||
and Pythias."
|
||
|
||
This little spirit of temper was somewhat of a relief to
|
||
Mr. Utterson. "They have only differed on some point of science,"
|
||
he thought; and being a man of no scientific passions (except in
|
||
the matter of conveyancing), he even added: "It is nothing worse
|
||
than that!" He gave his friend a few seconds to recover his
|
||
composure, and then approached the question he had come to put.
|
||
Did you ever come across a protege of his--one Hyde?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"Hyde?" repeated Lanyon. "No. Never heard of him. Since my
|
||
time."***
|
||
|
||
That was the amount of information that the lawyer carried
|
||
back with him to the great, dark bed on which he tossed to and
|
||
fro, until the small hours of the morning began to grow large. It
|
||
was a night of little ease to his toiling mind, toiling in mere
|
||
darkness and beseiged by questions.
|
||
|
||
Six o'clock stuck on the bells of the church that was so
|
||
conveniently near to Mr. Utterson's dwelling, and still he was
|
||
digging at the problem. Hitherto it had touched him on the
|
||
intellectual side alone; but now his imagination also was engaged,
|
||
or rather enslaved; and as he lay and tossed in the gross darkness
|
||
of the night and the curtained room, Mr. Enfield's tale went by
|
||
before his mind in a scroll of lighted pictures. He would be
|
||
aware of the great field of lamps of a nocturnal city; then of the
|
||
figure of a man walking swiftly; then of a child running from the
|
||
doctor's; and then these met, and that human Juggernaut trod the
|
||
child down and passed on regardless of her screams. Or else he
|
||
would see a room in a rich house, where his friend lay asleep,
|
||
dreaming and smiling at his dreams; and then the door of that room
|
||
would be opened, the curtains of the bed plucked apart, the
|
||
sleeper recalled, and lo! there would stand by his side a figure
|
||
to whom power was given, and even at that dead hour, he must rise
|
||
and do its bidding. The figure in these two phases haunted the
|
||
lawyer all night; and if at any time he dozed over, it was but to
|
||
see it glide more stealthily through sleeping houses, or move the
|
||
more swiftly and still the more swiftly, even to dizziness,
|
||
through wider labyrinths of lamplighted city, and at every street
|
||
corner crush a child and leave her screaming. And still the
|
||
figure had no face by which he might know it; even in his dreams,
|
||
it had no face, or one that baffled him and melted before his
|
||
eyes; and thus it was that there sprang up and grew apace in the
|
||
lawyer's mind a singularly strong, almost an inordinate, curiosity
|
||
to behold the features of the real Mr. Hyde. If he could but once
|
||
set eyes on him, he thought the mystery would lighten and perhaps
|
||
roll altogether away, as was the habit of mysterious things when
|
||
well examined. He might see a reason for his friend's strange
|
||
preference or bondage (call it which you please) and even for the
|
||
startling clause of the will. At least it would be a face worth
|
||
seeing: the face of a man who was without bowels of mercy: a face
|
||
which had but to show itself to raise up, in the mind of the
|
||
unimpressionable Enfield, a spirit of enduring hatred.
|
||
|
||
From that time forward, Mr. Utterson began to haunt the door
|
||
in the by-street of shops. In the morning before office hours, at
|
||
noon when business was plenty, and time scarce, at night under the
|
||
face of the fogged city moon, by all lights and at all hours of
|
||
solitude or concourse, the lawyer was to be found on his chosen
|
||
post.
|
||
|
||
"If he be Mr. Hyde," he had thought, "I shall be Mr. Seek."
|
||
|
||
And at last his patience was rewarded. It was a fine dry
|
||
night; frost in the air; the streets as clean as a ballroom floor;
|
||
the lamps, unshaken by any wind, drawing a regular pattern of
|
||
light and shadow. By ten o'clock, when the shops were closed the
|
||
by-street was very solitary and, in spite of the low growl of
|
||
London from all round, very silent. Small sounds carried far;
|
||
domestic sounds out of the houses were clearly audible on either
|
||
side of the roadway; and the rumour of the approach of any
|
||
passenger preceded him by a long time. Mr. Utterson had been some
|
||
minutes at his post, when he was aware of an odd light footstep
|
||
drawing near. In the course of his nightly patrols, he had long
|
||
grown accustomed to the quaint effect with which the footfalls
|
||
of a single person, while he is still a great way off, suddenly
|
||
spring out distinct from the vast hum and clatter of the city.
|
||
Yet his attention had never before been so sharply and decisively
|
||
arrested; and it was with a strong, superstitious prevision of
|
||
success that he withdrew into the entry of the court.
|
||
|
||
The steps drew swiftly nearer, and swelled out suddenly louder
|
||
as they turned the end of the street. The lawyer, looking forth
|
||
from the entry, could soon see what manner of man he had to deal
|
||
with. He was small and very plainly dressed and the look of him,
|
||
even at that distance, went somehow strongly against the watcher's
|
||
inclination. But he made straight for the door, crossing the
|
||
roadway to save time; and as he came, he drew a key from his
|
||
pocket like one approaching home.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Utterson stepped out and touched him on the shoulder as he
|
||
passed. "Mr. Hyde, I think?"
|
||
|
||
Mr. Hyde shrank back with a hissing intake of the breath. But
|
||
his fear was only momentary; and though he did not look the lawyer
|
||
in the face, he answered coolly enough: "That is my name. What do
|
||
you want?"
|
||
|
||
"I see you are going in," returned the lawyer. "I am an old
|
||
friend of Dr. Jekyll's--Mr. Utterson of Gaunt Street--you must
|
||
have heard of my name; and meeting you so conveniently, I thought
|
||
you might admit me."
|
||
|
||
"You will not find Dr. Jekyll; he is from home," replied Mr.
|
||
Hyde, blowing in the key. And then suddenly, but still without
|
||
looking up, "How did you know me?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"On your side," said Mr. Utterson "will you do me a favour?"
|
||
|
||
"With pleasure," replied the other. "What shall it be?"
|
||
|
||
"Will you let me see your face?" asked the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Hyde appeared to hesitate, and then, as if upon some
|
||
sudden reflection, fronted about with an air of defiance; and the
|
||
pair stared at each other pretty fixedly for a few seconds. "Now
|
||
I shall know you again," said Mr. Utterson. "It may be useful."
|
||
|
||
"Yes," returned Mr. Hyde, "lt is as well we have met; and
|
||
apropos, you should have my address." And he gave a number of a
|
||
street in Soho.
|
||
|
||
"Good God!" thought Mr. Utterson, "can he, too, have been
|
||
thinking of the will?" But he kept his feelings to himself and
|
||
only grunted in acknowledgment of the address.
|
||
|
||
"And now," said the other, "how did you know me?"
|
||
|
||
"By description," was the reply.
|
||
|
||
"Whose description?"
|
||
|
||
"We have common friends," said Mr. Utterson.
|
||
|
||
"Common friends," echoed Mr. Hyde, a little hoarsely. "Who
|
||
are they?"
|
||
|
||
"Jekyll, for instance," said the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
"He never told you," cried Mr. Hyde, with a flush of anger.
|
||
"I did not think you would have lied."
|
||
|
||
"Come," said Mr. Utterson, "that is not fitting language."
|
||
|
||
The other snarled aloud into a savage laugh; and the next
|
||
moment, with extraordinary quickness, he had unlocked the door and
|
||
disappeared into the house.
|
||
|
||
The lawyer stood awhile when Mr. Hyde had left him, the
|
||
picture of disquietude. Then he began slowly to mount the street,
|
||
pausing every step or two and putting his hand to his brow like a
|
||
man in mental perplexity. The problem he was thus debating as he
|
||
walked, was one of a class that is rarely solved. Mr. Hyde was
|
||
pale and dwarfish, he gave an impression of deformity without any
|
||
nameable malformation, he had a displeasing smile, he had borne
|
||
himself to the lawyer with a sort of murderous mixture of timidity
|
||
and boldness, and he spoke with a husky, whispering and somewhat
|
||
broken voice; all these were points against him, but not all of
|
||
these together could explain the hitherto unknown disgust,
|
||
loathing and fear with which Mr. Utterson regarded him. "There
|
||
must be something else," said the perplexed gentleman. "There
|
||
is something more, if I could find a name for it. God bless me,
|
||
the man seems hardly human! Something troglodytic, shall we say?
|
||
or can it be the old story of Dr. Fell? or is it the mere radience
|
||
of a foul soul that thus transpires through, and transfigures, its
|
||
clay continent? The last,I think; for, O my poor old Harry
|
||
Jekyll, if ever I read Satan's signature upon a face, it is on
|
||
that of your new friend."
|
||
|
||
Round the corner from the by-street, there was a square of
|
||
ancient, handsome houses, now for the most part decayed from their
|
||
high estate and let in flats and chambers to all sorts and
|
||
conditions of men; map-engravers, architects, shady lawyers and
|
||
the agents of obscure enterprises. One house, however, second
|
||
from the corner, was still occupied entire; and at the door of
|
||
this, which wore a great air of wealth and comfort, though it was
|
||
now plunged in darkness except for the fanlight, Mr. Utterson
|
||
stopped and knocked. A well-dressed, elderly servant opened the
|
||
door.
|
||
|
||
"Is Dr. Jekyll at home, Poole?" asked the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
"I will see, Mr. Utterson," said Poole, admitting the visitor,
|
||
as he spoke, into a large, low-roofed, comfortable hall paved with
|
||
flags, warmed (after the fashion of a country house) by a bright,
|
||
open fire, and furnished with costly cabinets of oak. "Will you
|
||
wait here by the fire, sir? or shall I give you a light in the
|
||
dining-room?"
|
||
|
||
"Here, thank you," said the lawyer, and he drew near and
|
||
leaned on the tall fender. This hall, in which he was now left
|
||
alone, was a pet fancy of his friend the doctor's; and Utterson
|
||
himself was wont to speak of it as the pleasantest room in London.
|
||
But tonight there was a shudder in his blood; the face of Hyde sat
|
||
heavy on his memory; he felt (what was rare with him) a nausea
|
||
and distaste of life; and in the gloom of his spirits, he seemed
|
||
to read a menace in the flickering of the firelight on the
|
||
polished cabinets and the uneasy starting of the shadow on the
|
||
roof. He was ashamed of his relief, when Poole presently
|
||
returned to announce that Dr. Jekyll was gone out.
|
||
|
||
"I saw Mr. Hyde go in by the old dissecting room, Poole," he
|
||
said. "Is that right, when Dr. Jekyll is from home?"
|
||
|
||
"Quite right, Mr. Utterson, sir," replied the servant. "Mr.
|
||
Hyde has a key."
|
||
|
||
"Your master seems to repose a great deal of trust in that
|
||
young man, Poole," resumed the other musingly.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, sir, he does indeed," said Poole. "We have all orders
|
||
to obey him."
|
||
|
||
"I do not think I ever met Mr. Hyde?" asked Utterson.
|
||
|
||
"O, dear no, sir. He never dines here," replied the butler.
|
||
Indeed we see very little of him on this side of the house; he
|
||
mostly comes and goes by the laboratory."
|
||
|
||
"Well, good-night, Poole."
|
||
|
||
"Good-night, Mr. Utterson."
|
||
|
||
And the lawyer set out homeward with a very heavy heart.
|
||
"Poor Harry Jekyll," he thought, "my mind misgives me he is in
|
||
deep waters! He was wild when he was young; a long while ago to
|
||
be sure; but in the law of God, there is no statute of
|
||
limitations. Ay, it must be that; the ghost of some old sin, the
|
||
cancer of some concealed disgrace: punishment coming, PEDE CLAUDO,
|
||
years after memory has forgotten and self-love condoned the
|
||
fault." And the lawyer, scared by the thought, brooded awhile on
|
||
his own past, groping in all the corners of memory, least by
|
||
chance some Jack-in-the-Box of an old iniquity should leap to
|
||
light there. His past was fairly blameless; few men could read
|
||
the rolls of their life with less apprehension; yet he was humbled
|
||
to the dust by the many ill things he had done, and raised up
|
||
again into a sober and fearful gratitude by the many he had come
|
||
so near to doing yet avoided. And then by a return on his former
|
||
subject, he conceived a spark of hope. "This Master Hyde, if he
|
||
were studied," thought he, "must have secrets of his own; black
|
||
secrets, by the look of him; secrets compared to which poor
|
||
Jekyll's worst would be like sunshine. Things cannot continue as
|
||
they are. It turns me cold to think of this creature stealing
|
||
like a thief to Harry's bedside; poor Harry, what a wakening! And
|
||
the danger of it; for if this Hyde suspects the existence of the
|
||
will, he may grow impatient to inherit. Ay, I must put my
|
||
shoulders to the wheel--if Jekyll will but let me," he added,
|
||
"if Jekyll will only let me." For once more he saw before his
|
||
mind's eye, as clear as transparency, the strange clauses of the
|
||
will.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Dr. Jekyll Was Quite at Ease
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
A fortnight later, by excellent good fortune, the doctor gave
|
||
one of his pleasant dinners to some five or six old cronies, all
|
||
intelligent, reputable men and all judges of good wine; and Mr.
|
||
Utterson so contrived that he remained behind after the others had
|
||
departed. This was no new arrangement, but a thing that had
|
||
befallen many scores of times. Where Utterson was liked, he was
|
||
liked well. Hosts loved to detain the dry lawyer, when the
|
||
light-hearted and loose-tongued had already their foot on the
|
||
threshold; they liked to sit a while in his unobtrusive company,
|
||
practising for solitude, sobering their minds in the man's rich
|
||
silence after the expense and strain of gaiety. To this rule, Dr.
|
||
Jekyll was no exception; and as he now sat on the opposite side of
|
||
the fire--a large, well-made, smooth-faced man of fifty, with
|
||
something of a stylish cast perhaps, but every mark of capacity
|
||
and kindness--you could see by his looks that he cherished for
|
||
Mr. Utterson a sincere and warm affection.
|
||
|
||
"I have been wanting to speak to you, Jekyll," began the
|
||
latter. "You know that will of yours?"
|
||
|
||
A close observer might have gathered that the topic was
|
||
distasteful; but the doctor carried it off gaily. "My poor
|
||
Utterson," said he, "you are unfortunate in such a client. I
|
||
never saw a man so distressed as you were by my will; unless it
|
||
were that hide-bound pedant, Lanyon, at what he called my
|
||
scientific heresies. O, I know he's a good fellow--you needn't
|
||
frown--an excellent fellow, and I always mean to see more of
|
||
him; but a hide-bound pedant for all that; an ignorant, blatant
|
||
pedant. I was never more disappointed in any man than Lanyon."
|
||
|
||
"You know I never approved of it," pursued Utterson,
|
||
ruthlessly disregarding the fresh topic.
|
||
|
||
"My will? Yes, certainly, I know that," said the doctor, a
|
||
trifle sharply. "You have told me so."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I tell you so again," continued the lawyer. "I have
|
||
been learning something of young Hyde."
|
||
|
||
The large handsome face of Dr. Jekyll grew pale to the very
|
||
lips, and there came a blackness about his eyes. "I do not care
|
||
to hear more," said he. "This is a matter I thought we had agreed
|
||
to drop."
|
||
|
||
"What I heard was abominable," said Utterson.
|
||
|
||
"It can make no change. You do not understand my position,"
|
||
returned the doctor, with a certain incoherency of manner. "I am
|
||
painfully situated, Utterson; my position is a very strange--a
|
||
very strange one. It is one of those affairs that cannot be
|
||
mended by talking."
|
||
|
||
"Jekyll," said Utterson, "you know me: I am a man to be
|
||
trusted. Make a clean breast of this in confidence; and I make no
|
||
doubt I can get you out of it."
|
||
|
||
"My good Utterson," said the doctor, "this is very good of
|
||
you, this is downright good of you, and I cannot find words to
|
||
thank you in. I believe you fully; I would trust you before any
|
||
man alive, ay, before myself, if I could make the choice; but
|
||
indeed it isn't what you fancy; it is not as bad as that; and just
|
||
to put your good heart at rest, I will tell you one thing: the
|
||
moment I choose, I can be rid of Mr. Hyde. I give you my hand
|
||
upon that; and I thank you again and again; and I will just add
|
||
one little word, Utterson, that I'm sure you'll take in good part:
|
||
this is a private matter, and I beg of you to let it sleep."
|
||
|
||
Utterson reflected a little, looking in the fire.
|
||
|
||
"I have no doubt you are perfectly right," he said at last,
|
||
getting to his feet.
|
||
|
||
"Well, but since we have touched upon this business, and for
|
||
the last time I hope," continued the doctor, "there is one point I
|
||
should like you to understand. I have really a very great
|
||
interest in poor Hyde. I know you have seen him; he told me so;
|
||
and I fear he was rude. But I do sincerely take a great, a very
|
||
great interest in that young man; and if I am taken away,
|
||
Utterson, I wish you to promise me that you will bear with him and
|
||
get his rights for him. I think you would, if you knew all; and
|
||
it would be a weight off my mind if you would promise."
|
||
|
||
"I can't pretend that I shall ever like him," said the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
"I don't ask that," pleaded Jekyll, laying his hand upon the
|
||
other's arm; "I only ask for justice; I only ask you to help him
|
||
for my sake, when I am no longer here."
|
||
|
||
Utterson heaved an irrepressible sigh. "Well," said he,
|
||
"I promise."
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
The Carew Murder Case
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Nearly a year later, in the month of October, 18--, London was
|
||
startled by a crime of singular ferocity and rendered all the more
|
||
notable by the high position of the victim. The details were few
|
||
and startling. A maid servant living alone in a house not far
|
||
from the river, had gone upstairs to bed about eleven. Although a
|
||
fog rolled over the city in the small hours, the early part of the
|
||
night was cloudless, and the lane, which the maid's window
|
||
overlooked, was brilliantly lit by the full moon. It seems she
|
||
was romantically given, for she sat down upon her box, which stood
|
||
immediately under the window, and fell into a dream of musing.
|
||
Never (she used to say, with streaming tears, when she narrated
|
||
that experience), never had she felt more at peace with all men
|
||
or thought more kindly of the world. And as she so sat she became
|
||
aware of an aged beautiful gentleman with white hair, drawing near
|
||
along the lane; and advancing to meet him, another and very small
|
||
gentleman, to whom at first she paid less attention. When they
|
||
had come within speech (which was just under the maid's eyes) the
|
||
older man bowed and accosted the other with a very pretty manner
|
||
of politeness. It did not seem as if the subject of his address
|
||
were of great importance; indeed, from his pointing, it some times
|
||
appeared as if he were only inquiring his way; but the moon shone
|
||
on his face as he spoke, and the girl was pleased to watch it, it
|
||
seemed to breathe such an innocent and old-world kindness of
|
||
disposition, yet with something high too, as of a well-founded
|
||
self-content. Presently her eye wandered to the other, and she
|
||
was surprised to recognise in him a certain Mr. Hyde, who had once
|
||
visited her master and for whom she had conceived a dislike. He
|
||
had in his hand a heavy cane, with which he was trifling; but he
|
||
answered never a word, and seemed to listen with an ill-contained
|
||
impatience. And then all of a sudden he broke out in a great
|
||
flame of anger, stamping with his foot, brandishing the cane, and
|
||
carrying on (as the maid described it) like a madman. The old
|
||
gentleman took a step back, with the air of one very much
|
||
surprised and a trifle hurt; and at that Mr. Hyde broke out of all
|
||
bounds and clubbed him to the earth. And next moment, with
|
||
ape-like fury, he was trampling his victim under foot and hailing
|
||
down a storm of blows, under which the bones were audibly
|
||
shattered and the body jumped upon the roadway. At the horror of
|
||
these sights and sounds, the maid fainted.
|
||
|
||
It was two o'clock when she came to herself and called for the
|
||
police. The murderer was gone long ago; but there lay his victim
|
||
in the middle of the lane, incredibly mangled. The stick with
|
||
which the deed had been done, although it was of some rare and
|
||
very tough and heavy wood, had broken in the middle under the
|
||
stress of this insensate cruelty; and one splintered half had
|
||
rolled in the neighbouring gutter--the other, without doubt, had
|
||
been carried away by the murderer. A purse and gold watch were
|
||
found upon the victim: but no cards or papers, except a sealed and
|
||
stamped envelope, which he had been probably carrying to the post,
|
||
and which bore the name and address of Mr. Utterson.
|
||
|
||
This was brought to the lawyer the next morning, before he was
|
||
out of bed; and he had no sooner seen it and been told the
|
||
circumstances, than he shot out a solemn lip. "I shall say
|
||
nothing till I have seen the body," said he; "this may be very
|
||
serious. Have the kindness to wait while I dress." And with the
|
||
same grave countenance he hurried through his breakfast and drove
|
||
to the police station, whither the body had been carried. As soon
|
||
as he came into the cell, he nodded.
|
||
|
||
"Yes," said he, "I recognise him. I am sorry to say that this
|
||
is Sir Danvers Carew."
|
||
|
||
"Good God, sir," exclaimed the officer, "is it possible?" And
|
||
the next moment his eye lighted up with professional ambition.
|
||
"This will make a deal of noise," he said. "And perhaps you can
|
||
help us to the man." And he briefly narrated what the maid had
|
||
seen, and showed the broken stick.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Utterson had already quailed at the name of Hyde; but when
|
||
the stick was laid before him, he could doubt no longer; broken
|
||
and battered as it was, he recognized it for one that he had
|
||
himself presented many years before to Henry Jekyll.
|
||
|
||
"Is this Mr. Hyde a person of small stature?" he inquired.
|
||
|
||
"Particularly small and particularly wicked-looking, is what
|
||
the maid calls him," said the officer.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Utterson reflected; and then, raising his head, "If you
|
||
will come with me in my cab," he said, "I think I can take you to
|
||
his house."
|
||
|
||
It was by this time about nine in the morning, and the first
|
||
fog of the season. A great chocolate-coloured pall lowered over
|
||
heaven, but the wind was continually charging and routing these
|
||
embattled vapours; so that as the cab crawled from street to
|
||
street, Mr. Utterson beheld a marvelous number of degrees and hues
|
||
of twilight; for here it would be dark like the back-end of
|
||
evening; and there would be a glow of a rich, lurid brown, like
|
||
the light of some strange conflagration; and here, for a moment,
|
||
the fog would be quite broken up, and a haggard shaft of daylight
|
||
would glance in between the swirling wreaths. The dismal quarter
|
||
of Soho seen under these changing glimpses, with its muddy ways,
|
||
and slatternly passengers, and its lamps, which had never been
|
||
extinguished or had been kindled afresh to combat this mournful
|
||
reinvasion of darkness, seemed, in the lawyer's eyes, like a
|
||
district of some city in a nightmare. The thoughts of his mind,
|
||
besides, were of the gloomiest dye; and when he glanced at the
|
||
companion of his drive, he was conscious of some touch of that
|
||
terror of the law and the law's officers, which may at times
|
||
assail the most honest.
|
||
|
||
As the cab drew up before the address indicated, the fog
|
||
lifted a little and showed him a dingy street, a gin palace, a low
|
||
French eating house, a shop for the retail of penny numbers and
|
||
twopenny salads, many ragged children huddled in the doorways, and
|
||
many women of many different nationalities passing out, key in
|
||
hand, to have a morning glass; and the next moment the fog settled
|
||
down again upon that part, as brown as umber, and cut him off from
|
||
his blackguardly surroundings. This was the home of Henry
|
||
Jekyll's favourite; of a man who was heir to a quarter of a
|
||
million sterling.
|
||
|
||
An ivory-faced and silvery-haired old woman opened the door.
|
||
She had an evil face, smoothed by hypocrisy: but her manners were
|
||
excellent. Yes, she said, this was Mr. Hyde's, but he was not at
|
||
home; he had been in that night very late, but he had gone away
|
||
again in less than an hour; there was nothing strange in that; his
|
||
habits were very irregular, and he was often absent; for instance,
|
||
it was nearly two months since she had seen him till yesterday.
|
||
|
||
"Very well, then, we wish to see his rooms," said the lawyer;
|
||
and when the woman began to declare it was impossible, "I had
|
||
better tell you who this person is," he added. "This is Inspector
|
||
Newcomen of Scotland Yard."
|
||
|
||
A flash of odious joy appeared upon the woman's face. "Ah!"
|
||
said she, "he is in trouble! What has he done?"
|
||
|
||
Mr. Utterson and the inspector exchanged glances. "He don't
|
||
seem a very popular character," observed the latter. "And now, my
|
||
good woman, just let me and this gentleman have a look about us."
|
||
|
||
In the whole extent of the house, which but for the old woman
|
||
remained otherwise empty, Mr. Hyde had only used a couple of
|
||
rooms; but these were furnished with luxury and good taste. A
|
||
closet was filled with wine; the plate was of silver, the napery
|
||
elegant; a good picture hung upon the walls, a gift (as Utterson
|
||
supposed) from Henry Jekyll, who was much of a connoisseur; and
|
||
the carpets were of many plies and agreeable in colour. At this
|
||
moment, however, the rooms bore every mark of having been recently
|
||
and hurriedly ransacked; clothes lay about the floor, with their
|
||
pockets inside out; lock-fast drawers stood open; and on the
|
||
hearth there lay a pile of grey ashes, as though many papers had
|
||
been burned. From these embers the inspector disinterred the butt
|
||
end of a green cheque book, which had resisted the action of the
|
||
fire; the other half of the stick was found behind the door; and
|
||
as this clinched his suspicions, the officer declared himself
|
||
delighted. A visit to the bank, where several thousand pounds
|
||
were found to be lying to the murderer's credit, completed his
|
||
gratification.
|
||
|
||
"You may depend upon it, sir," he told Mr. Utterson: "I have
|
||
him in my hand. He must have lost his head, or he never would
|
||
have left the stick or, above all, burned the cheque book. Why,
|
||
money's life to the man. We have nothing to do but wait for him
|
||
at the bank, and get out the handbills."
|
||
|
||
This last, however, was not so easy of accomplishment; for Mr.
|
||
Hyde had numbered few familiars--even the master of the servant
|
||
maid had only seen him twice; his family could nowhere be traced;
|
||
he had never been photographed; and the few who could describe him
|
||
differed widely, as common observers will. Only on one point were
|
||
they agreed; and that was the haunting sense of unexpressed
|
||
deformity with which the fugitive impressed his beholders.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Incident of the Letter
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
It was late in the afternoon, when Mr. Utterson found his way to
|
||
Dr. Jekyll's door, where he was at once admitted by Poole, and
|
||
carried down by the kitchen offices and across a yard which had
|
||
once been a garden, to the building which was indifferently known
|
||
as the laboratory or dissecting rooms. The doctor had bought the
|
||
house from the heirs of a celebrated surgeon; and his own tastes
|
||
being rather chemical than anatomical, had changed the destination
|
||
of the block at the bottom of the garden. It was the first time
|
||
that the lawyer had been received in that part of his friend's
|
||
quarters; and he eyed the dingy, windowless structure with
|
||
curiosity, and gazed round with a distasteful sense of strangeness
|
||
as he crossed the theatre, once crowded with eager students and
|
||
now lying gaunt and silent, the tables laden with chemical
|
||
apparatus, the floor strewn with crates and littered with packing
|
||
straw, and the light falling dimly through the foggy cupola. At
|
||
the further end, a flight of stairs mounted to a door covered with
|
||
red baize; and through this, Mr. Utterson was at last received
|
||
into the doctor's cabinet. It was a large room fitted round with
|
||
glass presses, furnished, among other things, with a cheval-glass
|
||
and a business table, and looking out upon the court by three
|
||
dusty windows barred with iron. The fire burned in the grate; a
|
||
lamp was set lighted on the chimney shelf, for even in the houses
|
||
the fog began to lie thickly; and there, close up to the warmth,
|
||
sat Dr. Jekyll, looking deathly sick. He did not rise to meet his
|
||
visitor, but held out a cold hand and bade him welcome in a
|
||
changed voice.
|
||
|
||
"And now," said Mr. Utterson, as soon as Poole had left them,
|
||
"you have heard the news?"
|
||
|
||
The doctor shuddered. "They were crying it in the square," he
|
||
said. "I heard them in my dining-room."
|
||
|
||
"One word," said the lawyer. "Carew was my client, but so are
|
||
you, and I want to know what I am doing. You have not been mad
|
||
enough to hide this fellow?"
|
||
|
||
"Utterson, I swear to God," cried the doctor, "I swear to God
|
||
I will never set eyes on him again. I bind my honour to you that
|
||
I am done with him in this world. It is all at an end. And
|
||
indeed he does not want my help; you do not know him as I do; he
|
||
is safe, he is quite safe; mark my words, he will never more be
|
||
heard of."
|
||
|
||
The lawyer listened gloomily; he did not like his friend's
|
||
feverish manner. "You seem pretty sure of him," said he; "and for
|
||
your sake, I hope you may be right. If it came to a trial, your
|
||
name might appear."
|
||
|
||
"I am quite sure of him," replied Jekyll; "I have grounds
|
||
for certainty that I cannot share with any one. But there is one
|
||
thing on which you may advise me. I have--I have received a
|
||
letter; and I am at a loss whether I should show it to the police.
|
||
I should like to leave it in your hands, Utterson; you would judge
|
||
wisely, I am sure; I have so great a trust in you."
|
||
|
||
"You fear, I suppose, that it might lead to his detection?"
|
||
asked the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
"No," said the other. "I cannot say that I care what becomes
|
||
of Hyde; I am quite done with him. I was thinking of my own
|
||
character, which this hateful business has rather exposed."
|
||
|
||
Utterson ruminated awhile; he was surprised at his friend's
|
||
selfishness, and yet relieved by it. "Well," said he, at last,
|
||
let me see the letter."
|
||
|
||
The letter was written in an odd, upright hand and signed
|
||
"Edward Hyde": and it signified, briefly enough, that the writer's
|
||
benefactor, Dr. Jekyll, whom he had long so unworthily repaid for
|
||
a thousand generosities, need labour under no alarm for his
|
||
safety, as he had means of escape on which he placed a sure
|
||
dependence. The lawyer liked this letter well enough; it put a
|
||
better colour on the intimacy than he had looked for; and he
|
||
blamed himself for some of his past suspicions.
|
||
|
||
"Have you the envelope?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"I burned it," replied Jekyll, "before I thought what I was
|
||
about. But it bore no postmark. The note was handed in."
|
||
|
||
"Shall I keep this and sleep upon it?" asked Utterson.
|
||
|
||
"I wish you to judge for me entirely," was the reply. "I have
|
||
lost confidence in myself."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I shall consider," returned the lawyer. "And now one
|
||
word more: it was Hyde who dictated the terms in your will about
|
||
that disappearance?"
|
||
|
||
The doctor seemed seized with a qualm of faintness; he shut
|
||
his mouth tight and nodded.
|
||
|
||
"I knew it," said Utterson. "He meant to murder you. You had
|
||
a fine escape."
|
||
|
||
"I have had what is far more to the purpose," returned the
|
||
doctor solemnly: "I have had a lesson--O God, Utterson, what a
|
||
lesson I have had!" And he covered his face for a moment with his
|
||
hands.
|
||
|
||
On his way out, the lawyer stopped and had a word or two with
|
||
Poole. "By the bye," said he, "there was a letter handed in
|
||
to-day: what was the messenger like?" But Poole was positive
|
||
nothing had come except by post; "and only circulars by that," he
|
||
added.
|
||
|
||
This news sent off the visitor with his fears renewed.
|
||
Plainly the letter had come by the laboratory door; possibly,
|
||
indeed, it had been written in the cabinet; and if that were so,
|
||
it must be differently judged, and handled with the more caution.
|
||
The newsboys, as he went, were crying themselves hoarse along the
|
||
footways: "Special edition. Shocking murder of an M.P." That was
|
||
the funeral oration of one friend and client; and he could not
|
||
help a certain apprehension lest the good name of another should
|
||
be sucked down in the eddy of the scandal. It was, at least, a
|
||
ticklish decision that he had to make; and self-reliant as he was
|
||
by habit, he began to cherish a longing for advice. It was not to
|
||
be had directly; but perhaps, he thought, it might be fished for.
|
||
|
||
Presently after, he sat on one side of his own hearth, with
|
||
Mr. Guest, his head clerk, upon the other, and midway between, at
|
||
a nicely calculated distance from the fire, a bottle of a
|
||
particular old wine that had long dwelt unsunned in the
|
||
foundations of his house. The fog still slept on the wing above
|
||
the drowned city, where the lamps glimmered like carbuncles; and
|
||
through the muffle and smother of these fallen clouds, the
|
||
procession of the town's life was still rolling in through the
|
||
great arteries with a sound as of a mighty wind. But the room was
|
||
gay with firelight. In the bottle the acids were long ago
|
||
resolved; the imperial dye had softened with time, as the colour
|
||
grows richer in stained windows; and the glow of hot autumn
|
||
afternoons on hillside vineyards, was ready to be set free and to
|
||
disperse the fogs of London. Insensibly the lawyer melted. There
|
||
was no man from whom he kept fewer secrets than Mr. Guest; and he
|
||
was not always sure that he kept as many as he meant. Guest had
|
||
often been on business to the doctor's; he knew Poole; he could
|
||
scarce have failed to hear of Mr. Hyde's familiarity about the
|
||
house; he might draw conclusions: was it not as well, then, that
|
||
he should see a letter which put that mystery to right? and above
|
||
all since Guest, being a great student and critic of handwriting,
|
||
would consider the step natural and obliging? The clerk, besides,
|
||
was a man of counsel; he could scarce read so strange a document
|
||
without dropping a remark; and by that remark Mr. Utterson might
|
||
shape his future course.
|
||
|
||
"This is a sad business about Sir Danvers," he said.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, sir, indeed. It has elicited a great deal of public
|
||
feeling," returned Guest. "The man, of course, was mad."
|
||
|
||
"I should like to hear your views on that," replied Utterson.
|
||
"I have a document here in his handwriting; it is between
|
||
ourselves, for I scarce know what to do about it; it is an ugly
|
||
business at the best. But there it is; quite in your way: a
|
||
murderer's autograph."
|
||
|
||
Guest's eyes brightened, and he sat down at once and studied
|
||
it with passion. "No sir," he said: "not mad; but it is an odd
|
||
hand."
|
||
|
||
"And by all accounts a very odd writer," added the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
Just then the servant entered with a note.
|
||
|
||
"Is that from Dr. Jekyll, sir?" inquired the clerk. "I
|
||
thought I knew the writing. Anything private, Mr. Utterson?
|
||
|
||
"Only an invitation to dinner. Why? Do you want to see it?"
|
||
|
||
"One moment. I thank you, sir;" and the clerk laid the two
|
||
sheets of paper alongside and sedulously compared their contents.
|
||
"Thank you, sir," he said at last, returning both; "it's a very
|
||
interesting autograph."
|
||
|
||
There was a pause, during which Mr. Utterson struggled with
|
||
himself. "Why did you compare them, Guest?" he inquired suddenly.
|
||
|
||
"Well, sir," returned the clerk, "there's a rather singular
|
||
resemblance; the two hands are in many points identical: only
|
||
differently sloped."
|
||
|
||
"Rather quaint," said Utterson.
|
||
|
||
"It is, as you say, rather quaint," returned Guest.
|
||
|
||
"I wouldn't speak of this note, you know," said the master.
|
||
|
||
"No, sir," said the clerk. "I understand."
|
||
|
||
But no sooner was Mr. Utterson alone that night, than he
|
||
locked the note into his safe, where it reposed from that time
|
||
forward. "What!" he thought. "Henry Jekyll forge for a
|
||
murderer!" And his blood ran cold in his veins.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Incident of Dr. Lanyon
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Time ran on; thousands of pounds were offered in reward, for the
|
||
death of Sir Danvers was resented as a public injury; but Mr.
|
||
Hyde had disappeared out of the ken of the police as though he had
|
||
never existed. Much of his past was unearthed, indeed, and all
|
||
disreputable: tales came out of the man's cruelty, at once so
|
||
callous and violent; of his vile life, of his strange associates,
|
||
of the hatred that seemed to have surrounded his career; but of
|
||
his present whereabouts, not a whisper. From the time he had left
|
||
the house in Soho on the morning of the murder, he was simply
|
||
blotted out; and gradually, as time drew on, Mr. Utterson began to
|
||
recover from the hotness of his alarm, and to grow more at quiet
|
||
with himself. The death of Sir Danvers was, to his way of
|
||
thinking, more than paid for by the disappearance of Mr. Hyde.
|
||
Now that that evil influence had been withdrawn, a new life began
|
||
for Dr. Jekyll. He came out of his seclusion, renewed relations
|
||
with his friends, became once more their familiar guest and
|
||
entertainer; and whilst he had always been known for charities, he
|
||
was now no less distinguished for religion. He was busy, he was
|
||
much in the open air, he did good; his face seemed to open and
|
||
brighten, as if with an inward consciousness of service; and for
|
||
more than two months, the doctor was at peace.
|
||
|
||
On the 8th of January Utterson had dined at the doctor's with
|
||
a small party; Lanyon had been there; and the face of the host had
|
||
looked from one to the other as in the old days when the trio were
|
||
inseparable friends. On the 12th, and again on the 14th, the door
|
||
was shut against the lawyer. "The doctor was confined to the
|
||
house," Poole said, "and saw no one." On the 15th, he tried again,
|
||
and was again refused; and having now been used for the last two
|
||
months to see his friend almost daily, he found this return of
|
||
solitude to weigh upon his spirits. The fifth night he had in
|
||
Guest to dine with him; and the sixth he betook himself to Dr.
|
||
Lanyon's.
|
||
|
||
There at least he was not denied admittance; but when he came
|
||
in, he was shocked at the change which had taken place in the
|
||
doctor's appearance. He had his death-warrant written legibly
|
||
upon his face. The rosy man had grown pale; his flesh had fallen
|
||
away; he was visibly balder and older; and yet it was not so much
|
||
these tokens of a swift physical decay that arrested the lawyer's
|
||
notice, as a look in the eye and quality of manner that seemed to
|
||
testify to some deep-seated terror of the mind. It was unlikely
|
||
that the doctor should fear death; and yet that was what Utterson
|
||
was tempted to suspect. "Yes," he thought; he is a doctor, he
|
||
must know his own state and that his days are counted; and the
|
||
knowledge is more than he can bear." And yet when Utterson
|
||
remarked on his ill-looks, it was with an air of great firmness
|
||
that Lanyon declared himself a doomed man.
|
||
|
||
"I have had a shock," he said, "and I shall never recover. It
|
||
is a question of weeks. Well, life has been pleasant; I liked it;
|
||
yes, sir, I used to like it. I sometimes think if we knew all, we
|
||
should be more glad to get away."
|
||
|
||
"Jekyll is ill, too," observed Utterson. "Have you seen him?"
|
||
|
||
But Lanyon's face changed, and he held up a trembling hand.
|
||
"I wish to see or hear no more of Dr. Jekyll," he said in a loud,
|
||
unsteady voice. "I am quite done with that person; and I beg that
|
||
you will spare me any allusion to one whom I regard as dead."
|
||
|
||
"Tut-tut," said Mr. Utterson; and then after a considerable
|
||
pause, "Can't I do anything?" he inquired. "We are three very old
|
||
friends, Lanyon; we shall not live to make others."
|
||
|
||
"Nothing can be done," returned Lanyon; "ask himself."
|
||
|
||
"He will not see me," said the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
"I am not surprised at that," was the reply. "Some day,
|
||
Utterson, after I am dead, you may perhaps come to learn the right
|
||
and wrong of this. I cannot tell you. And in the meantime, if
|
||
you can sit and talk with me of other things, for God's sake, stay
|
||
and do so; but if you cannot keep clear of this accursed topic,
|
||
then in God's name, go, for I cannot bear it."
|
||
|
||
As soon as he got home, Utterson sat down and wrote to Jekyll,
|
||
complaining of his exclusion from the house, and asking the cause
|
||
of this unhappy break with Lanyon; and the next day brought him a
|
||
long answer, often very pathetically worded, and sometimes darkly
|
||
mysterious in drift. The quarrel with Lanyon was incurable. "I
|
||
do not blame our old friend," Jekyll wrote, but I share his view
|
||
that we must never meet. I mean from henceforth to lead a life of
|
||
extreme seclusion; you must not be surprised, nor must you doubt
|
||
my friendship, if my door is often shut even to you. You must
|
||
suffer me to go my own dark way. I have brought on myself a
|
||
punishment and a danger that I cannot name. If I am the chief of
|
||
sinners, I am the chief of sufferers also. I could not think that
|
||
this earth contained a place for sufferings and terrors so
|
||
unmanning; and you can do but one thing, Utterson, to lighten this
|
||
destiny, and that is to respect my silence." Utterson was amazed;
|
||
the dark influence of Hyde had been withdrawn, the doctor had
|
||
returned to his old tasks and amities; a week ago, the prospect
|
||
had smiled with every promise of a cheerful and an honoured age;
|
||
and now in a moment, friendship, and peace of mind, and the whole
|
||
tenor of his life were wrecked. So great and unprepared a change
|
||
pointed to madness; but in view of Lanyon's manner and words,
|
||
there must lie for it some deeper ground.
|
||
|
||
A week afterwards Dr. Lanyon took to his bed, and in something
|
||
less than a fortnight he was dead. The night after the funeral,
|
||
at which he had been sadly affected, Utterson locked the door of
|
||
his business room, and sitting there by the light of a melancholy
|
||
candle, drew out and set before him an envelope addressed by the
|
||
hand and sealed with the seal of his dead friend. "PRIVATE: for
|
||
the hands of G. J. Utterson ALONE, and in case of his predecease
|
||
to be destroyed unread," so it was emphatically superscribed; and
|
||
the lawyer dreaded to behold the contents. "I have buried one
|
||
friend to-day," he thought: "what if this should cost me another?"
|
||
And then he condemned the fear as a disloyalty, and broke the
|
||
seal. Within there was another enclosure, likewise sealed, and
|
||
marked upon the cover as "not to be opened till the death or
|
||
disappearance of Dr. Henry Jekyll." Utterson could not trust his
|
||
eyes. Yes, it was disappearance; here again, as in the mad will
|
||
which he had long ago restored to its author, here again were the
|
||
idea of a disappearance and the name of Henry Jekyll bracketted.
|
||
But in the will, that idea had sprung from the sinister suggestion
|
||
of the man Hyde; it was set there with a purpose all too plain and
|
||
horrible. Written by the hand of Lanyon, what should it mean? A
|
||
great curiosity came on the trustee, to disregard the prohibition
|
||
and dive at once to the bottom of these mysteries; but
|
||
professional honour and faith to his dead friend were stringent
|
||
obligations; and the packet slept in the inmost corner of his
|
||
private safe.
|
||
|
||
It is one thing to mortify curiosity, another to conquer it;
|
||
and it may be doubted if, from that day forth, Utterson desired
|
||
the society of his surviving friend with the same eagerness. He
|
||
thought of him kindly; but his thoughts were disquieted and
|
||
fearful. He went to call indeed; but he was perhaps relieved to
|
||
be denied admittance; perhaps, in his heart, he preferred to speak
|
||
with Poole upon the doorstep and surrounded by the air and sounds
|
||
of the open city, rather than to be admitted into that house of
|
||
voluntary bondage, and to sit and speak with its inscrutable
|
||
recluse. Poole had, indeed, no very pleasant news to communicate.
|
||
The doctor, it appeared, now more than ever confined himself to
|
||
the cabinet over the laboratory, where he would sometimes even
|
||
sleep; he was out of spirits, he had grown very silent, he did not
|
||
read; it seemed as if he had something on his mind. Utterson
|
||
became so used to the unvarying character of these reports, that
|
||
he fell off little by little in the frequency of his visits.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Incident at the Window
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
It chanced on Sunday, when Mr. Utterson was on his usual walk with
|
||
Mr. Enfield, that their way lay once again through the by-street;
|
||
and that when they came in front of the door, both stopped to gaze
|
||
on it.
|
||
|
||
"Well," said Enfield, "that story's at an end at least. We
|
||
shall never see more of Mr. Hyde."
|
||
|
||
"I hope not," said Utterson. "Did I ever tell you that I once
|
||
saw him, and shared your feeling of repulsion?"
|
||
|
||
"It was impossible to do the one without the other," returned
|
||
Enfield. "And by the way, what an ass you must have thought me,
|
||
not to know that this was a back way to Dr. Jekyll's! It was
|
||
partly your own fault that I found it out, even when I did."
|
||
|
||
"So you found it out, did you?" said Utterson. "But if that
|
||
be so, we may step into the court and take a look at the windows.
|
||
To tell you the truth, I am uneasy about poor Jekyll; and even
|
||
outside, I feel as if the presence of a friend might do him good."
|
||
|
||
The court was very cool and a little damp, and full of
|
||
premature twilight, although the sky, high up overhead, was still
|
||
bright with sunset. The middle one of the three windows was
|
||
half-way open; and sitting close beside it, taking the air with an
|
||
infinite sadness of mien, like some disconsolate prisoner,
|
||
Utterson saw Dr. Jekyll.
|
||
|
||
"What! Jekyll!" he cried. "I trust you are better."
|
||
|
||
"I am very low, Utterson," replied the doctor drearily, "very
|
||
low. It will not last long, thank God."
|
||
|
||
"You stay too much indoors," said the lawyer. "You should be
|
||
out, whipping up the circulation like Mr. Enfield and me. (This
|
||
is my cousin--Mr. Enfield--Dr. Jekyll.) Come now; get your
|
||
hat and take a quick turn with us."
|
||
|
||
"You are very good," sighed the other. "I should like to very
|
||
much; but no, no, no, it is quite impossible; I dare not. But
|
||
indeed, Utterson, I am very glad to see you; this is really a
|
||
great pleasure; I would ask you and Mr. Enfield up, but the place
|
||
is really not fit."
|
||
|
||
"Why, then," said the lawyer, good-naturedly, "the best thing
|
||
we can do is to stay down here and speak with you from where we
|
||
are."
|
||
|
||
"That is just what I was about to venture to propose,"
|
||
returned the doctor with a smile. But the words were hardly
|
||
uttered, before the smile was struck out of his face and succeeded
|
||
by an expression of such abject terror and despair, as froze the
|
||
very blood of the two gentlemen below. They saw it but for a
|
||
glimpse for the window was instantly thrust down; but that glimpse
|
||
had been sufficient, and they turned and left the court without a
|
||
word. In silence, too, they traversed the by-street; and it was
|
||
not until they had come into a neighbouring thoroughfare, where
|
||
even upon a Sunday there were still some stirrings of life, that
|
||
Mr. Utterson at last turned and looked at his companion. They
|
||
were both pale; and there was an answering horror in their eyes.
|
||
|
||
"God forgive us, God forgive us," said Mr. Utterson.
|
||
|
||
But Mr. Enfield only nodded his head very seriously, and
|
||
walked on once more in silence.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
The Last Night
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Mr. Utterson was sitting by his fireside one evening after dinner,
|
||
when he was surprised to receive a visit from Poole.
|
||
|
||
"Bless me, Poole, what brings you here?" he cried; and then
|
||
taking a second look at him, "What ails you?" he added; is the
|
||
doctor ill?"
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Utterson," said the man, "there is something wrong."
|
||
|
||
"Take a seat, and here is a glass of wine for you," said the
|
||
lawyer. "Now, take your time, and tell me plainly what you want."
|
||
|
||
"You know the doctor's ways, sir," replied Poole, "and how he
|
||
shuts himself up. Well, he's shut up again in the cabinet; and I
|
||
don't like it, sir--I wish I may die if I like it. Mr.
|
||
Utterson, sir, I'm afraid."
|
||
|
||
"Now, my good man," said the lawyer, "be explicit. What are
|
||
you afraid of?"
|
||
|
||
"I've been afraid for about a week," returned Poole, doggedly
|
||
disregarding the question, "and I can bear it no more."
|
||
|
||
The man's appearance amply bore out his words; his manner was
|
||
altered for the worse; and except for the moment when he had first
|
||
announced his terror, he had not once looked the lawyer in the
|
||
face. Even now, he sat with the glass of wine untasted on his
|
||
knee, and his eyes directed to a corner of the floor. "I can bear
|
||
it no more,"he repeated.
|
||
|
||
"Come," said the lawyer, "I see you have some good reason,
|
||
Poole; I see there is something seriously amiss. Try to tell me
|
||
what it is."
|
||
|
||
"I think there's been foul play," said Poole, hoarsely.
|
||
|
||
"Foul play!" cried the lawyer, a good deal frightened and
|
||
rather inclined to be irritated in consequence. "What foul play!
|
||
What does the man mean?"
|
||
|
||
"I daren't say, sir," was the answer; but will you come along
|
||
with me and see for yourself?"
|
||
|
||
Mr. Utterson's only answer was to rise and get his hat and
|
||
greatcoat; but he observed with wonder the greatness of the relief
|
||
that appeared upon the butler's face, and perhaps with no less,
|
||
that the wine was still untasted when he set it down to follow.
|
||
|
||
It was a wild, cold, seasonable night of March, with a pale
|
||
moon, lying on her back as though the wind had tilted her, and
|
||
flying wrack of the most diaphanous and lawny texture. The wind
|
||
made talking difficult, and flecked the blood into the face. It
|
||
seemed to have swept the streets unusually bare of passengers,
|
||
besides; for Mr. Utterson thought he had never seen that part of
|
||
London so deserted. He could have wished it otherwise; never in
|
||
his life had he been conscious of so sharp a wish to see and touch
|
||
his fellow-creatures; for struggle as he might, there was borne in
|
||
upon his mind a crushing anticipation of calamity. The square,
|
||
when they got there, was full of wind and dust, and the thin trees
|
||
in the garden were lashing themselves along the railing. Poole,
|
||
who had kept all the way a pace or two ahead, now pulled up in the
|
||
middle of the pavement, and in spite of the biting weather, took
|
||
off his hat and mopped his brow with a red pocket-handkerchief.
|
||
But for all the hurry of his coming, these were not the dews of
|
||
exertion that he wiped away, but the moisture of some strangling
|
||
anguish; for his face was white and his voice, when he spoke,
|
||
harsh and broken.
|
||
|
||
"Well, sir," he said, "here we are, and God grant there be
|
||
nothing wrong."
|
||
|
||
"Amen, Poole," said the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
Thereupon the servant knocked in a very guarded manner; the
|
||
door was opened on the chain; and a voice asked from within, "Is
|
||
that you, Poole?"
|
||
|
||
"It's all right," said Poole. "Open the door."
|
||
|
||
The hall, when they entered it, was brightly lighted up; the
|
||
fire was built high; and about the hearth the whole of the
|
||
servants, men and women, stood huddled together like a flock of
|
||
sheep. At the sight of Mr. Utterson, the housemaid broke into
|
||
hysterical whimpering; and the cook, crying out "Bless God! it's
|
||
Mr. Utterson," ran forward as if to take him in her arms.
|
||
|
||
"What, what? Are you all here?" said the lawyer peevishly.
|
||
"Very irregular, very unseemly; your master would be far from
|
||
pleased."
|
||
|
||
"They're all afraid," said Poole.
|
||
|
||
Blank silence followed, no one protesting; only the maid
|
||
lifted her voice and now wept loudly.
|
||
|
||
"Hold your tongue!" Poole said to her, with a ferocity of
|
||
accent that testified to his own jangled nerves; and indeed, when
|
||
the girl had so suddenly raised the note of her lamentation, they
|
||
had all started and turned towards the inner door with faces of
|
||
dreadful expectation. "And now," continued the butler, addressing
|
||
the knife-boy, "reach me a candle, and we'll get this through
|
||
hands at once." And then he begged Mr. Utterson to follow him,
|
||
and led the way to the back garden.
|
||
|
||
"Now, sir," said he, "you come as gently as you can. I want
|
||
you to hear, and I don't want you to be heard. And see here, sir,
|
||
if by any chance he was to ask you in, don't go."
|
||
|
||
Mr. Utterson's nerves, at this unlooked-for termination, gave
|
||
a jerk that nearly threw him from his balance; but he recollected
|
||
his courage and followed the butler into the laboratory building
|
||
through the surgical theatre, with its lumber of crates and
|
||
bottles, to the foot of the stair. Here Poole motioned him to
|
||
stand on one side and listen; while he himself, setting down the
|
||
candle and making a great and obvious call on his resolution,
|
||
mounted the steps and knocked with a somewhat uncertain hand on
|
||
the red baize of the cabinet door.
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Utterson, sir, asking to see you," he called; and even as
|
||
he did so, once more violently signed to the lawyer to give ear.
|
||
|
||
A voice answered from within: "Tell him I cannot see anyone,"
|
||
it said complainingly.
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, sir," said Poole, with a note of something like
|
||
triumph in his voice; and taking up his candle, he led Mr.
|
||
Utterson back across the yard and into the great kitchen, where
|
||
the fire was out and the beetles were leaping on the floor.
|
||
|
||
"Sir," he said, looking Mr. Utterson in the eyes, "Was that my
|
||
master's voice?"
|
||
|
||
"It seems much changed," replied the lawyer, very pale, but
|
||
giving look for look.
|
||
|
||
"Changed? Well, yes, I think so," said the butler. "Have I
|
||
been twenty years in this man's house, to be deceived about his
|
||
voice? No, sir; master's made away with; he was made away with
|
||
eight days ago, when we heard him cry out upon the name of God;
|
||
and who's in there instead of him, and why it stays there, is a
|
||
thing that cries to Heaven, Mr. Utterson!"
|
||
|
||
"This is a very strange tale, Poole; this is rather a wild
|
||
tale my man," said Mr. Utterson, biting his finger. "Suppose it
|
||
were as you suppose, supposing Dr. Jekyll to have been--well,
|
||
murdered what could induce the murderer to stay? That won't hold
|
||
water; it doesn't commend itself to reason."
|
||
|
||
"Well, Mr. Utterson, you are a hard man to satisfy, but I'll
|
||
do it yet," said Poole. "All this last week (you must know) him,
|
||
or it, whatever it is that lives in that cabinet, has been crying
|
||
night and day for some sort of medicine and cannot get it to his
|
||
mind. It was sometimes his way--the master's, that is--to
|
||
write his orders on a sheet of paper and throw it on the stair.
|
||
We've had nothing else this week back; nothing but papers, and a
|
||
closed door, and the very meals left there to be smuggled in when
|
||
nobody was looking. Well, sir, every day, ay, and twice and
|
||
thrice in the same day, there have been orders and complaints, and
|
||
I have been sent flying to all the wholesale chemists in town.
|
||
Every time I brought the stuff back, there would be another paper
|
||
telling me to return it, because it was not pure, and another
|
||
order to a different firm. This drug is wanted bitter bad, sir,
|
||
whatever for."
|
||
|
||
"Have you any of these papers?" asked Mr. Utterson.
|
||
|
||
Poole felt in his pocket and handed out a crumpled note, which
|
||
the lawyer, bending nearer to the candle, carefully examined. Its
|
||
contents ran thus: "Dr. Jekyll presents his compliments to Messrs.
|
||
Maw. He assures them that their last sample is impure and quite
|
||
useless for his present purpose. In the year 18--, Dr. J.
|
||
purchased a somewhat large quantity from Messrs. M. He now begs
|
||
them to search with most sedulous care,and should any of the same
|
||
quality be left, forward it to him at once. Expense is no
|
||
consideration. The importance of this to Dr. J. can hardly be
|
||
exaggerated." So far the letter had run composedly enough, but
|
||
here with a sudden splutter of the pen, the writer's emotion had
|
||
broken loose. "For God's sake," he added, "find me some of the
|
||
old."
|
||
|
||
"This is a strange note," said Mr. Utterson; and then sharply,
|
||
"How do you come to have it open?"
|
||
|
||
"The man at Maw's was main angry, sir, and he threw it back to
|
||
me like so much dirt," returned Poole.
|
||
|
||
"This is unquestionably the doctor's hand, do you know?"
|
||
resumed the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
"I thought it looked like it," said the servant rather
|
||
sulkily; and then, with another voice, "But what matters hand of
|
||
write?" he said. "I've seen him!"
|
||
|
||
"Seen him?" repeated Mr. Utterson. "Well?"
|
||
|
||
"That's it!" said Poole. "It was this way. I came suddenly
|
||
into the theater from the garden. It seems he had slipped out to
|
||
look for this drug or whatever it is; for the cabinet door was
|
||
open, and there he was at the far end of the room digging among
|
||
the crates. He looked up when I came in, gave a kind of cry, and
|
||
whipped upstairs into the cabinet. It was but for one minute that
|
||
I saw him, but the hair stood upon my head like quills. Sir, if
|
||
that was my master, why had he a mask upon his face? If it was my
|
||
master, why did he cry out like a rat, and run from me? I have
|
||
served him long enough. And then..." The man paused and passed
|
||
his hand over his face.
|
||
|
||
"These are all very strange circumstances," said Mr.
|
||
Utterson, "but I think I begin to see daylight. Your master,
|
||
Poole, is plainly seized with one of those maladies that both
|
||
torture and deform the sufferer; hence, for aught I know, the
|
||
alteration of his voice; hence the mask and the avoidance of his
|
||
friends; hence his eagerness to find this drug, by means of which
|
||
the poor soul retains some hope of ultimate recovery--God grant
|
||
that he be not deceived! There is my explanation; it is sad
|
||
enough, Poole, ay, and appalling to consider; but it is plain and
|
||
natural, hangs well together, and delivers us from all exorbitant
|
||
alarms."
|
||
|
||
"Sir," said the butler, turning to a sort of mottled pallor,
|
||
"that thing was not my master, and there's the truth. My
|
||
master"--here he looked round him and began to whisper--"is a
|
||
tall, fine build of a man, and this was more of a dwarf."
|
||
Utterson attempted to protest. "O, sir," cried Poole, "do you
|
||
think I do not know my master after twenty years? Do you think I
|
||
do not know where his head comes to in the cabinet door, where I
|
||
saw him every morning of my life? No, sir, that thing in the mask
|
||
was never Dr. Jekyll--God knows what it was, but it was never
|
||
Dr. Jekyll; and it is the belief of my heart that there was murder
|
||
done."
|
||
|
||
"Poole," replied the lawyer, "if you say that, it will become
|
||
my duty to make certain. Much as I desire to spare your master's
|
||
feelings, much as I am puzzled by this note which seems to prove
|
||
him to be still alive, I shall consider it my duty to break in
|
||
that door."
|
||
|
||
"Ah, Mr. Utterson, that's talking!" cried the butler.
|
||
|
||
"And now comes the second question," resumed Utterson: "Who
|
||
is going to do it?"
|
||
|
||
"Why, you and me, sir," was the undaunted reply.
|
||
|
||
"That's very well said," returned the lawyer; "and whatever
|
||
comes of it, I shall make it my business to see you are no loser."
|
||
|
||
"There is an axe in the theatre," continued Poole; "and you
|
||
might take the kitchen poker for yourself."
|
||
|
||
The lawyer took that rude but weighty instrument into his
|
||
hand, and balanced it. "Do you know, Poole," he said, looking up,
|
||
"that you and I are about to place ourselves in a position of
|
||
some peril?"
|
||
|
||
"You may say so, sir, indeed," returned the butler.
|
||
|
||
"It is well, then that we should be frank," said the other.
|
||
"We both think more than we have said; let us make a clean breast.
|
||
This masked figure that you saw, did you recognise it?"
|
||
|
||
"Well, sir, it went so quick, and the creature was so doubled
|
||
up, that I could hardly swear to that," was the answer. "But if
|
||
you mean, was it Mr. Hyde?--why, yes, I think it was!" You see,
|
||
it was much of the same bigness; and it had the same quick, light
|
||
way with it; and then who else could have got in by the laboratory
|
||
door? You have not forgot, sir, that at the time of the murder he
|
||
had still the key with him? But that's not all. I don't know,
|
||
Mr. Utterson, if you ever met this Mr. Hyde?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes," said the lawyer, "I once spoke with him."
|
||
|
||
"Then you must know as well as the rest of us that there was
|
||
something queer about that gentleman--something that gave a man
|
||
a turn--I don't know rightly how to say it, sir, beyond this:
|
||
that you felt in your marrow kind of cold and thin."
|
||
|
||
"I own I felt something of what you describe," said Mr.
|
||
Utterson.
|
||
|
||
"Quite so, sir," returned Poole. "Well, when that masked
|
||
thing like a monkey jumped from among the chemicals and whipped
|
||
into the cabinet, it went down my spine like ice. O, I know it's
|
||
not evidence, Mr. Utterson; I'm book-learned enough for that; but
|
||
a man has his feelings, and I give you my bible-word it was Mr.
|
||
Hyde!"
|
||
|
||
"Ay, ay," said the lawyer. "My fears incline to the same
|
||
point. Evil, I fear, founded--evil was sure to come--of that
|
||
connection. Ay truly, I believe you; I believe poor Harry is
|
||
killed; and I believe his murderer (for what purpose, God alone
|
||
can tell) is still lurking in his victim's room. Well, let our
|
||
name be vengeance. Call Bradshaw."
|
||
|
||
The footman came at the summons, very white and nervous.
|
||
|
||
"Put yourself together, Bradshaw," said the lawyer. "This
|
||
suspense, I know, is telling upon all of you; but it is now our
|
||
intention to make an end of it. Poole, here, and I are going to
|
||
force our way into the cabinet. If all is well, my shoulders are
|
||
broad enough to bear the blame. Meanwhile, lest anything should
|
||
really be amiss, or any malefactor seek to escape by the back, you
|
||
and the boy must go round the corner with a pair of good sticks
|
||
and take your post at the laboratory door. We give you ten
|
||
minutes, to get to your stations."
|
||
|
||
As Bradshaw left, the lawyer looked at his watch. "And now,
|
||
Poole, let us get to ours," he said; and taking the poker under
|
||
his arm, led the way into the yard. The scud had banked over the
|
||
moon, and it was now quite dark. The wind, which only broke in
|
||
puffs and draughts into that deep well of building, tossed the
|
||
light of the candle to and fro about their steps, until they came
|
||
into the shelter of the theatre, where they sat down silently to
|
||
wait. London hummed solemnly all around; but nearer at hand, the
|
||
stillness was only broken by the sounds of a footfall moving to
|
||
and fro along the cabinet floor.
|
||
|
||
"So it will walk all day, sir," whispered Poole; "ay, and the
|
||
better part of the night. Only when a new sample comes from the
|
||
chemist, there's a bit of a break. Ah, it's an ill conscience
|
||
that's such an enemy to rest! Ah, sir, there's blood foully shed
|
||
in every step of it! But hark again, a little closer--put your
|
||
heart in your ears, Mr. Utterson, and tell me, is that the
|
||
doctor's foot?"
|
||
|
||
The steps fell lightly and oddly, with a certain swing, for
|
||
all they went so slowly; it was different indeed from the heavy
|
||
creaking tread of Henry Jekyll. Utterson sighed. "Is there never
|
||
anything else?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
Poole nodded. "Once," he said. "Once I heard it weeping!"
|
||
|
||
"Weeping? how that?" said the lawyer, conscious of a sudden
|
||
chill of horror.
|
||
|
||
"Weeping like a woman or a lost soul," said the butler. "I
|
||
came away with that upon my heart, that I could have wept too."
|
||
|
||
But now the ten minutes drew to an end. Poole disinterred the
|
||
axe from under a stack of packing straw; the candle was set upon
|
||
the nearest table to light them to the attack; and they drew near
|
||
with bated breath to where that patient foot was still going up
|
||
and down, up and down, in the quiet of the night. "Jekyll," cried
|
||
Utterson, with a loud voice, "I demand to see you." He paused a
|
||
moment, but there came no reply. "I give you fair warning, our
|
||
suspicions are aroused, and I must and shall see you," he resumed;
|
||
"if not by fair means, then by foul--if not of your consent,
|
||
then by brute force!"
|
||
|
||
"Utterson," said the voice, "for God's sake, have mercy!"
|
||
|
||
"Ah, that's not Jekyll's voice--it's Hyde's!" cried
|
||
Utterson. "Down with the door, Poole!"
|
||
|
||
Poole swung the axe over his shoulder; the blow shook the
|
||
building, and the red baize door leaped against the lock and
|
||
hinges. A dismal screech, as of mere animal terror, rang from the
|
||
cabinet. Up went the axe again, and again the panels crashed and
|
||
the frame bounded; four times the blow fell; but the wood was
|
||
tough and the fittings were of excellent workmanship; and it was
|
||
not until the fifth, that the lock burst and the wreck of the door
|
||
fell inwards on the carpet.
|
||
|
||
The besiegers, appalled by their own riot and the stillness
|
||
that had succeeded, stood back a little and peered in. There lay
|
||
the cabinet before their eyes in the quiet lamplight, a good fire
|
||
glowing and chattering on the hearth, the kettle singing its thin
|
||
strain, a drawer or two open, papers neatly set forth on the
|
||
business table, and nearer the fire, the things laid out for tea;
|
||
the quietest room, you would have said, and, but for the glazed
|
||
presses full of chemicals, the most commonplace that night in
|
||
London.
|
||
|
||
Right in the middle there lay the body of a man sorely
|
||
contorted and still twitching. They drew near on tiptoe, turned
|
||
it on its back and beheld the face of Edward Hyde. He was dressed
|
||
in clothes far to large for him, clothes of the doctor's bigness;
|
||
the cords of his face still moved with a semblance of life, but
|
||
life was quite gone: and by the crushed phial in the hand and the
|
||
strong smell of kernels that hung upon the air, Utterson knew that
|
||
he was looking on the body of a self-destroyer.
|
||
|
||
"We have come too late," he said sternly, "whether to save or
|
||
punish. Hyde is gone to his account; and it only remains for us
|
||
to find the body of your master."
|
||
|
||
The far greater proportion of the building was occupied by
|
||
the theatre, which filled almost the whole ground storey and was
|
||
lighted from above, and by the cabinet, which formed an upper
|
||
story at one end and looked upon the court. A corridor joined the
|
||
theatre to the door on the by-street; and with this the cabinet
|
||
communicated separately by a second flight of stairs. There were
|
||
besides a few dark closets and a spacious cellar. All these they
|
||
now thorougly examined. Each closet needed but a glance, for all
|
||
were empty, and all, by the dust that fell from their doors, had
|
||
stood long unopened. The cellar, indeed, was filled with crazy
|
||
lumber, mostly dating from the times of the surgeon who was
|
||
Jekyll's predecessor; but even as they opened the door they were
|
||
advertised of the uselessness of further search, by the fall of a
|
||
perfect mat of cobweb which had for years sealed up the entrance.
|
||
No where was there any trace of Henry Jekyll dead or alive.
|
||
|
||
Poole stamped on the flags of the corridor. "He must be
|
||
buried here," he said, hearkening to the sound.
|
||
|
||
"Or he may have fled," said Utterson, and he turned to examine
|
||
the door in the by-street. It was locked; and lying near by on
|
||
the flags, they found the key, already stained with rust.
|
||
|
||
"This does not look like use," observed the lawyer.
|
||
|
||
"Use!" echoed Poole. "Do you not see, sir, it is broken?
|
||
much as if a man had stamped on it."
|
||
|
||
"Ay," continued Utterson, "and the fractures, too, are rusty."
|
||
The two men looked at each other with a scare. "This is beyond
|
||
me, Poole," said the lawyer. "Let us go back to the cabinet."
|
||
|
||
They mounted the stair in silence, and still with an
|
||
occasional awestruck glance at the dead body, proceeded more
|
||
thoroughly to examine the contents of the cabinet. At one table,
|
||
there were traces of chemical work, various measured heaps of some
|
||
white salt being laid on glass saucers, as though for an
|
||
experiment in which the unhappy man had been prevented.
|
||
|
||
"That is the same drug that I was always bringing him," said
|
||
Poole; and even as he spoke, the kettle with a startling noise
|
||
boiled over.
|
||
|
||
This brought them to the fireside, where the easy-chair was
|
||
drawn cosily up, and the tea things stood ready to the sitter's
|
||
elbow, the very sugar in the cup. There were several books on a
|
||
shelf; one lay beside the tea things open, and Utterson was amazed
|
||
to find it a copy of a pious work, for which Jekyll had several
|
||
times expressed a great esteem, annotated, in his own hand with
|
||
startling blasphemies.
|
||
|
||
Next, in the course of their review of the chamber, the
|
||
searchers came to the cheval-glass, into whose depths they looked
|
||
with an involuntary horror. But it was so turned as to show them
|
||
nothing but the rosy glow playing on the roof, the fire sparkling
|
||
in a hundred repetitions along the glazed front of the presses,
|
||
and their own pale and fearful countenances stooping to look in.
|
||
|
||
"This glass has seen some strange things, sir," whispered
|
||
Poole.
|
||
|
||
"And surely none stranger than itself," echoed the lawyer in
|
||
the same tones. "For what did Jekyll"--he caught himself up at
|
||
the word with a start, and then conquering the weakness--"what
|
||
could Jekyll want with it?" he said.
|
||
|
||
"You may say that!" said Poole.
|
||
|
||
Next they turned to the business table. On the desk, among
|
||
the neat array of papers, a large envelope was uppermost, and
|
||
bore, in the doctor's hand, the name of Mr. Utterson. The lawyer
|
||
unsealed it, and several enclosures fell to the floor. The first
|
||
was a will, drawn in the same eccentric terms as the one which he
|
||
had returned six months before, to serve as a testament in case of
|
||
death and as a deed of gift in case of disappearance; but in place
|
||
of the name of Edward Hyde, the lawyer, with indescribable
|
||
amazement read the name of Gabriel John Utterson. He looked at
|
||
Poole, and then back at the paper, and last of all at the dead
|
||
malefactor stretched upon the carpet.
|
||
|
||
"My head goes round," he said. "He has been all these days in
|
||
possession; he had no cause to like me; he must have raged to see
|
||
himself displaced; and he has not destroyed this document."
|
||
|
||
He caught up the next paper; it was a brief note in the
|
||
doctor's hand and dated at the top. "O Poole!" the lawyer cried,
|
||
"he was alive and here this day. He cannot have been disposed of
|
||
in so short a space; he must be still alive, he must have fled!
|
||
And then, why fled? and how? and in that case, can we venture to
|
||
declare this suicide? O, we must be careful. I foresee that we
|
||
may yet involve your master in some dire catastrophe."
|
||
|
||
"Why don't you read it, sir?" asked Poole.
|
||
|
||
"Because I fear," replied the lawyer solemnly. "God grant I
|
||
have no cause for it!" And with that he brought the paper to his
|
||
eyes and read as follows:
|
||
|
||
"My dear Utterson,--When this shall fall into your hands, I
|
||
shall have disappeared, under what circumstances I have not the
|
||
penetration to foresee, but my instinct and all the circumstances
|
||
of my nameless situation tell me that the end is sure and must be
|
||
early. Go then, and first read the narrative which Lanyon warned
|
||
me he was to place in your hands; and if you care to hear more,
|
||
turn to the confession of
|
||
|
||
"Your unworthy and unhappy friend,
|
||
|
||
"HENRY JEKYLL."
|
||
|
||
"There was a third enclosure?" asked Utterson.
|
||
|
||
"Here, sir," said Poole, and gave into his hands a
|
||
considerable packet sealed in several places.
|
||
|
||
The lawyer put it in his pocket. "I would say nothing of this
|
||
paper. If your master has fled or is dead, we may at least save
|
||
his credit. It is now ten; I must go home and read these
|
||
documents in quiet; but I shall be back before midnight, when we
|
||
shall send for the police."
|
||
|
||
They went out, locking the door of the theatre behind them;
|
||
and Utterson, once more leaving the servants gathered about the
|
||
fire in the hall, trudged back to his office to read the two
|
||
narratives in which this mystery was now to be explained.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Dr. Lanyon's Narrative
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
On the ninth of January, now four days ago, I received by the
|
||
evening delivery a registered envelope, addressed in the hand of
|
||
my colleague and old school companion, Henry Jekyll. I was a good
|
||
deal surprised by this; for we were by no means in the habit of
|
||
correspondence; I had seen the man, dined with him, indeed, the
|
||
night before; and I could imagine nothing in our intercourse
|
||
that should justify formality of registration. The contents
|
||
increased my wonder; for this is how the letter ran:
|
||
|
||
"10th December, 18--.
|
||
|
||
"Dear Lanyon,--You are one of my oldest friends; and
|
||
although we may have differed at times on scientific questions, I
|
||
cannot remember, at least on my side, any break in our affection.
|
||
There was never a day when, if you had said to me, `Jekyll, my
|
||
life, my honour, my reason, depend upon you,' I would not have
|
||
sacrificed my left hand to help you. Lanyon my life, my honour,
|
||
my reason, are all at your mercy; if you fail me to-night, I am
|
||
lost. You might suppose, after this preface, that I am going to
|
||
ask you for something dishonourable to grant. Judge for yourself.
|
||
|
||
"I want you to postpone all other engagements for to-night--
|
||
ay, even if you were summoned to the bedside of an emperor; to
|
||
take a cab, unless your carriage should be actually at the door;
|
||
and with this letter in your hand for consultation, to drive
|
||
straight to my house. Poole, my butler, has his orders; you will
|
||
find him waiting your arrival with a locksmith. The door of my
|
||
cabinet is then to be forced: and you are to go in alone; to open
|
||
the glazed press (letter E) on the left hand, breaking the lock if
|
||
it be shut; and to draw out, with all its contents as they stand,
|
||
the fourth drawer from the top or (which is the same thing) the
|
||
third from the bottom. In my extreme distress of mind, I have a
|
||
morbid fear of misdirecting you; but even if I am in error, you
|
||
may know the right drawer by its contents: some powders, a phial
|
||
and a paper book. This drawer I beg of you to carry back with you
|
||
to Cavendish Square exactly as it stands.
|
||
|
||
"That is the first part of the service: now for the second.
|
||
You should be back, if you set out at once on the receipt of this,
|
||
long before midnight; but I will leave you that amount of margin,
|
||
not only in the fear of one of those obstacles that can neither be
|
||
prevented nor foreseen, but because an hour when your servants are
|
||
in bed is to be preferred for what will then remain to do. At
|
||
midnight, then, I have to ask you to be alone in your consulting
|
||
room, to admit with your own hand into the house a man who will
|
||
present himself in my name, and to place in his hands the drawer
|
||
that you will have brought with you from my cabinet. Then you
|
||
will have played your part and earned my gratitude completely.
|
||
Five minutes afterwards, if you insist upon an explanation, you
|
||
will have understood that these arrangements are of capital
|
||
importance; and that by the neglect of one of them, fantastic as
|
||
they must appear, you might have charged your conscience with my
|
||
death or the shipwreck of my reason.
|
||
|
||
"Confident as I am that you will not trifle with this appeal,
|
||
my heart sinks and my hand trembles at the bare thought of such a
|
||
possibility. Think of me at this hour, in a strange place,
|
||
labouring under a blackness of distress that no fancy can
|
||
exaggerate, and yet well aware that, if you will but punctually
|
||
serve me, my troubles will roll away like a story that is told.
|
||
Serve me, my dear Lanyon and save
|
||
|
||
"Your friend,
|
||
"H.J.
|
||
|
||
"P.S.--I had already sealed this up when a fresh terror
|
||
struck upon my soul. It is possible that the post-office may fail
|
||
me, and this letter not come into your hands until to-morrow
|
||
morning. In that case, dear Lanyon, do my errand when it shall be
|
||
most convenient for you in the course of the day; and once more
|
||
expect my messenger at midnight. It may then already be too late;
|
||
and if that night passes without event, you will know that you
|
||
have seen the last of Henry Jekyll."
|
||
|
||
Upon the reading of this letter, I made sure my colleague was
|
||
insane; but till that was proved beyond the possibility of doubt,
|
||
I felt bound to do as he requested. The less I understood of this
|
||
farrago, the less I was in a position to judge of its importance;
|
||
and an appeal so worded could not be set aside without a grave
|
||
responsibility. I rose accordingly from table, got into a hansom,
|
||
and drove straight to Jekyll's house. The butler was awaiting my
|
||
arrival; he had received by the same post as mine a registered
|
||
letter of instruction, and had sent at once for a locksmith and a
|
||
carpenter. The tradesmen came while we were yet speaking; and we
|
||
moved in a body to old Dr. Denman's surgical theatre, from which
|
||
(as you are doubtless aware) Jekyll's private cabinet is most
|
||
conveniently entered. The door was very strong, the lock
|
||
excellent; the carpenter avowed he would have great trouble and
|
||
have to do much damage, if force were to be used; and the
|
||
locksmith was near despair. But this last was a handy fellow, and
|
||
after two hour's work, the door stood open. The press marked E
|
||
was unlocked; and I took out the drawer, had it filled up with
|
||
straw and tied in a sheet, and returned with it to Cavendish
|
||
Square.
|
||
|
||
Here I proceeded to examine its contents. The powders were
|
||
neatly enough made up, but not with the nicety of the dispensing
|
||
chemist; so that it was plain they were of Jekyll's private
|
||
manufacture: and when I opened one of the wrappers I found what
|
||
seemed to me a simple crystalline salt of a white colour. The
|
||
phial, to which I next turned my attention, might have been about
|
||
half full of a blood-red liquor, which was highly pungent to the
|
||
sense of smell and seemed to me to contain phosphorus and some
|
||
volatile ether. At the other ingredients I could make no guess.
|
||
The book was an ordinary version book and contained little but a
|
||
series of dates. These covered a period of many years, but I
|
||
observed that the entries ceased nearly a year ago and quite
|
||
abruptly. Here and there a brief remark was appended to a date,
|
||
usually no more than a single word: "double" occurring perhaps six
|
||
times in a total of several hundred entries; and once very early
|
||
in the list and followed by several marks of exclamation, "total
|
||
failure!!!" All this, though it whetted my curiosity, told me
|
||
little that was definite. Here were a phial of some salt, and the
|
||
record of a series of experiments that had led (like too many of
|
||
Jekyll's investigations) to no end of practical usefulness. How
|
||
could the presence of these articles in my house affect either the
|
||
honour, the sanity, or the life of my flighty colleague? If his
|
||
messenger could go to one place, why could he not go to another?
|
||
And even granting some impediment, why was this gentleman to be
|
||
received by me in secret? The more I reflected the more convinced
|
||
I grew that I was dealing with a case of cerebral disease; and
|
||
though I dismissed my servants to bed, I loaded an old revolver,
|
||
that I might be found in some posture of self-defence.
|
||
|
||
Twelve o'clock had scarce rung out over London, ere the
|
||
knocker sounded very gently on the door. I went myself at the
|
||
summons, and found a small man crouching against the pillars of
|
||
the portico.
|
||
|
||
"Are you come from Dr. Jekyll?" I asked.
|
||
|
||
He told me "yes" by a constrained gesture; and when I had
|
||
bidden him enter, he did not obey me without a searching backward
|
||
glance into the darkness of the square. There was a policeman not
|
||
far off, advancing with his bull's eye open; and at the sight, I
|
||
thought my visitor started and made greater haste.
|
||
|
||
These particulars struck me, I confess, disagreeably; and as I
|
||
followed him into the bright light of the consulting room, I kept
|
||
my hand ready on my weapon. Here, at last, I had a chance of
|
||
clearly seeing him. I had never set eyes on him before, so much
|
||
was certain. He was small, as I have said; I was struck besides
|
||
with the shocking expression of his face, with his remarkable
|
||
combination of great muscular activity and great apparent debility
|
||
of constitution, and--last but not least--with the odd,
|
||
subjective disturbance caused by his neighbourhood. This bore
|
||
some resemblance to incipient rigour, and was accompanied by a
|
||
marked sinking of the pulse. At the time, I set it down to some
|
||
idiosyncratic, personal distaste, and merely wondered at the
|
||
acuteness of the symptoms; but I have since had reason to believe
|
||
the cause to lie much deeper in the nature of man, and to turn on
|
||
some nobler hinge than the principle of hatred.
|
||
|
||
This person (who had thus, from the first moment of his
|
||
entrance, struck in me what I can only, describe as a disgustful
|
||
curiosity) was dressed in a fashion that would have made an
|
||
ordinary person laughable; his clothes, that is to say, although
|
||
they were of rich and sober fabric, were enormously too large for
|
||
him in every measurement--the trousers hanging on his legs and
|
||
rolled up to keep them from the ground, the waist of the coat
|
||
below his haunches, and the collar sprawling wide upon his
|
||
shoulders. Strange to relate, this ludicrous accoutrement was far
|
||
from moving me to laughter. Rather, as there was something
|
||
abnormal and misbegotten in the very essence of the creature that
|
||
now faced me--something seizing, surprising and revolting--
|
||
this fresh disparity seemed but to fit in with and to reinforce
|
||
it; so that to my interest in the man's nature and character,
|
||
there was added a curiosity as to his origin, his life, his
|
||
fortune and status in the world.
|
||
|
||
These observations, though they have taken so great a space to
|
||
be set down in, were yet the work of a few seconds. My visitor
|
||
was, indeed, on fire with sombre excitement.
|
||
|
||
"Have you got it?" he cried. "Have you got it?" And so
|
||
lively was his impatience that he even laid his hand upon my arm
|
||
and sought to shake me.
|
||
|
||
I put him back, conscious at his touch of a certain icy pang
|
||
along my blood. "Come, sir," said I. "You forget that I have not
|
||
yet the pleasure of your acquaintance. Be seated, if you please."
|
||
And I showed him an example, and sat down myself in my customary
|
||
seat and with as fair an imitation of my ordinary manner to a
|
||
patient, as the lateness of the hour, the nature of my
|
||
preoccupations, and the horror I had of my visitor, would suffer
|
||
me to muster.
|
||
|
||
"I beg your pardon, Dr. Lanyon," he replied civilly enough.
|
||
"What you say is very well founded; and my impatience has shown
|
||
its heels to my politeness. I come here at the instance of your
|
||
colleague, Dr. Henry Jekyll, on a piece of business of some
|
||
moment; and I understood ..." He paused and put his hand to his
|
||
throat, and I could see, in spite of his collected manner, that he
|
||
was wrestling against the approaches of the hysteria--"I
|
||
understood, a drawer ..."
|
||
|
||
But here I took pity on my visitor's suspense, and some
|
||
perhaps on my own growing curiosity.
|
||
|
||
"There it is, sir," said I, pointing to the drawer, where it
|
||
lay on the floor behind a table and still covered with the sheet.
|
||
|
||
He sprang to it, and then paused, and laid his hand upon his
|
||
heart: I could hear his teeth grate with the convulsive action of
|
||
his jaws; and his face was so ghastly to see that I grew alarmed
|
||
both for his life and reason.
|
||
|
||
"Compose yourself," said I.
|
||
|
||
He turned a dreadful smile to me, and as if with the decision
|
||
of despair, plucked away the sheet. At sight of the contents, he
|
||
uttered one loud sob of such immense relief that I sat petrified.
|
||
And the next moment, in a voice that was already fairly well under
|
||
control, "Have you a graduated glass?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
I rose from my place with something of an effort and gave him
|
||
what he asked.
|
||
|
||
He thanked me with a smiling nod, measured out a few minims of
|
||
the red tincture and added one of the powders. The mixture, which
|
||
was at first of a reddish hue, began, in proportion as the
|
||
crystals melted, to brighten in colour, to effervesce audibly, and
|
||
to throw off small fumes of vapour. Suddenly and at the same
|
||
moment, the ebullition ceased and the compound changed to a dark
|
||
purple, which faded again more slowly to a watery green. My
|
||
visitor, who had watched these metamorphoses with a keen eye,
|
||
smiled, set down the glass upon the table, and then turned and
|
||
looked upon me with an air of scrutiny.
|
||
|
||
"And now," said he, "to settle what remains. Will you be
|
||
wise? will you be guided? will you suffer me to take this glass in
|
||
my hand and to go forth from your house without further parley? or
|
||
has the greed of curiosity too much command of you? Think before
|
||
you answer, for it shall be done as you decide. As you decide,
|
||
you shall be left as you were before, and neither richer nor
|
||
wiser, unless the sense of service rendered to a man in mortal
|
||
distress may be counted as a kind of riches of the soul. Or, if
|
||
you shall so prefer to choose, a new province of knowledge and new
|
||
avenues to fame and power shall be laid open to you, here, in this
|
||
room, upon the instant; and your sight shall be blasted by a
|
||
prodigy to stagger the unbelief of Satan."
|
||
|
||
"Sir," said I, affecting a coolness that I was far from truly
|
||
possessing, "you speak enigmas, and you will perhaps not wonder
|
||
that I hear you with no very strong impression of belief. But I
|
||
have gone too far in the way of inexplicable services to pause
|
||
before I see the end."
|
||
|
||
"It is well," replied my visitor. "Lanyon, you remember your
|
||
vows: what follows is under the seal of our profession. And now,
|
||
you who have so long been bound to the most narrow and material
|
||
views, you who have denied the virtue of transcendental medicine,
|
||
you who have derided your superiors--behold!"
|
||
|
||
He put the glass to his lips and drank at one gulp. A cry
|
||
followed; he reeled, staggered, clutched at the table and held on,
|
||
staring with injected eyes, gasping with open mouth; and as I
|
||
looked there came, I thought, a change--he seemed to swell--
|
||
his face became suddenly black and the features seemed to melt and
|
||
alter--and the next moment, I had sprung to my feet and leaped
|
||
back against the wall, my arms raised to shield me from that
|
||
prodigy, my mind submerged in terror.
|
||
|
||
"O God!" I screamed, and "O God!" again and again; for there
|
||
before my eyes--pale and shaken, and half fainting, and groping
|
||
before him with his hands, like a man restored from death--there
|
||
stood Henry Jekyll!
|
||
|
||
What he told me in the next hour, I cannot bring my mind to
|
||
set on paper. I saw what I saw, I heard what I heard, and my soul
|
||
sickened at it; and yet now when that sight has faded from my
|
||
eyes, I ask myself if I believe it, and I cannot answer. My life
|
||
is shaken to its roots; sleep has left me; the deadliest terror
|
||
sits by me at all hours of the day and night; and I feel that my
|
||
days are numbered, and that I must die; and yet I shall die
|
||
incredulous. As for the moral turpitude that man unveiled to me,
|
||
even with tears of penitence, I can not, even in memory, dwell on
|
||
it without a start of horror. I will say but one thing, Utterson,
|
||
and that (if you can bring your mind to credit it) will be more
|
||
than enough. The creature who crept into my house that night was,
|
||
on Jekyll's own confession, known by the name of Hyde and hunted
|
||
for in every corner of the land as the murderer of Carew.
|
||
|
||
HASTIE LANYON
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Henry Jekyll's Full Statement of the Case
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
I was born in the year 18-- to a large fortune, endowed besides
|
||
with excellent parts, inclined by nature to industry, fond of the
|
||
respect of the wise and good among my fellowmen, and thus, as
|
||
might have been supposed, with every guarantee of an honorurable
|
||
and distinguished future. And indeed the worst of my faults was a
|
||
certain impatient gaiety of disposition, such as has made the
|
||
happiness of many, but such as I found it hard to reconcile with
|
||
my imperious desire to carry my head high, and wear a more than
|
||
commonly grave countenance before the public. Hence it came about
|
||
that I concealed my pleasures; and that when I reached years of
|
||
reflection, and began to look round me and take stock of my
|
||
progress and position in the world, I stood already committed to a
|
||
profound duplicity of me. Many a man would have even blazoned
|
||
such irregularities as I was guilty of; but from the high views
|
||
that I had set before me, I regarded and hid them with an almost
|
||
morbid sense of shame. It was thus rather the exacting nature of
|
||
my aspirations than any particular degradation in my faults, that
|
||
made me what I was, and, with even a deeper trench than in the
|
||
majority of men, severed in me those provinces of good and ill
|
||
which divide and compound man's dual nature. In this case, I was
|
||
driven to reflect deeply and inveterately on that hard law of
|
||
life, which lies at the root of religion and is one of the most
|
||
plentiful springs of distress. Though so profound a
|
||
double-dealer, I was in no sense a hypocrite; both sides of me
|
||
were in dead earnest; I was no more myself when I laid aside
|
||
restraint and plunged in shame, than when I laboured, in the eye
|
||
of day, at the futherance of knowledge or the relief of sorrow and
|
||
suffering. And it chanced that the direction of my scientific
|
||
studies, which led wholly towards the mystic and the
|
||
transcendental, reacted and shed a strong light on this
|
||
consciousness of the perennial war among my members. With every
|
||
day, and from both sides of my intelligence, the moral and the
|
||
intellectual, I thus drew steadily nearer to that truth, by whose
|
||
partial discovery I have been doomed to such a dreadful shipwreck:
|
||
that man is not truly one, but truly two. I say two, because the
|
||
state of my own knowledge does not pass beyond that point. Others
|
||
will follow, others will outstrip me on the same lines; and I
|
||
hazard the guess that man will be ultimately known for a mere
|
||
polity of multifarious, incongruous and independent denizens. I,
|
||
for my part, from the nature of my life, advanced infallibly in
|
||
one direction and in one direction only. It was on the moral
|
||
side, and in my own person, that I learned to recognise the
|
||
thorough and primitive duality of man; I saw that, of the two
|
||
natures that contended in the field of my consciousness, even if I
|
||
could rightly be said to be either, it was only because I was
|
||
radically both; and from an early date, even before the course of
|
||
my scientific discoveries had begun to suggest the most naked
|
||
possibility of such a miracle, I had learned to dwell with
|
||
pleasure, as a beloved daydream, on the thought of the separation
|
||
of these elements. If each, I told myself, could be housed in
|
||
separate identities, life would be relieved of all that was
|
||
unbearable; the unjust might go his way, delivered from the
|
||
aspirations and remorse of his more upright twin; and the just
|
||
could walk steadfastly and securely on his upward path, doing the
|
||
good things in which he found his pleasure, and no longer exposed
|
||
to disgrace and penitence by the hands of this extraneous evil.
|
||
It was the curse of mankind that these incongruous faggots were
|
||
thus bound together--that in the agonised womb of consciousness,
|
||
these polar twins should be continuously struggling. How, then
|
||
were they dissociated?
|
||
|
||
I was so far in my reflections when, as I have said, a side
|
||
light began to shine upon the subject from the laboratory table.
|
||
I began to perceive more deeply than it has ever yet been stated,
|
||
the trembling immateriality, the mistlike transience, of this
|
||
seemingly so solid body in which we walk attired. Certain agents
|
||
I found to have the power to shake and pluck back that fleshly
|
||
vestment, even as a wind might toss the curtains of a pavilion.
|
||
For two good reasons, I will not enter deeply into this scientific
|
||
branch of my confession. First, because I have been made to learn
|
||
that the doom and burthen of our life is bound for ever on man's
|
||
shoulders, and when the attempt is made to cast it off, it but
|
||
returns upon us with more unfamiliar and more awful pressure.
|
||
Second, because, as my narrative will make, alas! too evident, my
|
||
discoveries were incomplete. Enough then, that I not only
|
||
recognised my natural body from the mere aura and effulgence of
|
||
certain of the powers that made up my spirit, but managed to
|
||
compound a drug by which these powers should be dethroned from
|
||
their supremacy, and a second form and countenance substituted,
|
||
none the less natural to me because they were the expression, and
|
||
bore the stamp of lower elements in my soul.
|
||
|
||
I hesitated long before I put this theory to the test of
|
||
practice. I knew well that I risked death; for any drug that so
|
||
potently controlled and shook the very fortress of identity,
|
||
might, by the least scruple of an overdose or at the least
|
||
inopportunity in the moment of exhibition, utterly blot out that
|
||
immaterial tabernacle which I looked to it to change. But the
|
||
temptation of a discovery so singular and profound at last
|
||
overcame the suggestions of alarm. I had long since prepared my
|
||
tincture; I purchased at once, from a firm of wholesale chemists,
|
||
a large quantity of a particular salt which I knew, from my
|
||
experiments, to be the last ingredient required; and late one
|
||
accursed night, I compounded the elements, watched them boil and
|
||
smoke together in the glass, and when the ebullition had subsided,
|
||
with a strong glow of courage, drank off the potion.
|
||
|
||
The most racking pangs succeeded: a grinding in the bones,
|
||
deadly nausea, and a horror of the spirit that cannot be exceeded
|
||
at the hour of birth or death. Then these agonies began swiftly
|
||
to subside, and I came to myself as if out of a great sickness.
|
||
There was something strange in my sensations, something
|
||
indescribably new and, from its very novelty, incredibly sweet. I
|
||
felt younger, lighter, happier in body; within I was conscious of
|
||
a heady recklessness, a current of disordered sensual images
|
||
running like a millrace in my fancy, a solution of the bonds of
|
||
obligation, an unknown but not an innocent freedom of the soul. I
|
||
knew myself, at the first breath of this new life, to be more
|
||
wicked, tenfold more wicked, sold a slave to my original evil; and
|
||
the thought, in that moment, braced and delighted me like wine. I
|
||
stretched out my hands, exulting in the freshness of these
|
||
sensations; and in the act, I was suddenly aware that I had lost
|
||
in stature.
|
||
|
||
There was no mirror, at that date, in my room; that which
|
||
stands beside me as I write, was brought there later on and for
|
||
the very purpose of these transformations. The night however, was
|
||
far gone into the morning--the morning, black as it was, was
|
||
nearly ripe for the conception of the day--the inmates of my
|
||
house were locked in the most rigorous hours of slumber; and I
|
||
determined, flushed as I was with hope and triumph, to venture in
|
||
my new shape as far as to my bedroom. I crossed the yard, wherein
|
||
the constellations looked down upon me, I could have thought, with
|
||
wonder, the first creature of that sort that their unsleeping
|
||
vigilance had yet disclosed to them; I stole through the
|
||
corridors, a stranger in my own house; and coming to my room, I
|
||
saw for the first time the appearance of Edward Hyde.
|
||
|
||
I must here speak by theory alone, saying not that which I
|
||
know, but that which I suppose to be most probable. The evil side
|
||
of my nature, to which I had now transferred the stamping
|
||
efficacy, was less robust and less developed than the good which I
|
||
had just deposed. Again, in the course of my life, which had
|
||
been, after all, nine tenths a life of effort, virtue and control,
|
||
it had been much less exercised and much less exhausted. And
|
||
hence, as I think, it came about that Edward Hyde was so much
|
||
smaller, slighter and younger than Henry Jekyll. Even as good
|
||
shone upon the countenance of the one, evil was written broadly
|
||
and plainly on the face of the other. Evil besides (which I must
|
||
still believe to be the lethal side of man) had left on that body
|
||
an imprint of deformity and decay. And yet when I looked upon
|
||
that ugly idol in the glass, I was conscious of no repugnance,
|
||
rather of a leap of welcome. This, too, was myself. It seemed
|
||
natural and human. In my eyes it bore a livelier image of the
|
||
spirit, it seemed more express and single, than the imperfect and
|
||
divided countenance I had been hitherto accustomed to call mine.
|
||
And in so far I was doubtless right. I have observed that when I
|
||
wore the semblance of Edward Hyde, none could come near to me at
|
||
first without a visible misgiving of the flesh. This, as I take
|
||
it, was because all human beings, as we meet them, are commingled
|
||
out of good and evil: and Edward Hyde, alone in the ranks of
|
||
mankind, was pure evil.
|
||
|
||
I lingered but a moment at the mirror: the second and
|
||
conclusive experiment had yet to be attempted; it yet remained to
|
||
be seen if I had lost my identity beyond redemption and must flee
|
||
before daylight from a house that was no longer mine; and hurrying
|
||
back to my cabinet, I once more prepared and drank the cup, once
|
||
more suffered the pangs of dissolution, and came to myself once
|
||
more with the character, the stature and the face of Henry Jekyll.
|
||
|
||
That night I had come to the fatal cross-roads. Had I
|
||
approached my discovery in a more noble spirit, had I risked the
|
||
experiment while under the empire of generous or pious
|
||
aspirations, all must have been otherwise, and from these agonies
|
||
of death and birth, I had come forth an angel instead of a fiend.
|
||
The drug had no discriminating action; it was neither diabolical
|
||
nor divine; it but shook the doors of the prisonhouse of my
|
||
disposition; and like the captives of Philippi, that which stood
|
||
within ran forth. At that time my virtue slumbered; my evil, kept
|
||
awake by ambition, was alert and swift to seize the occasion; and
|
||
the thing that was projected was Edward Hyde. Hence, although I
|
||
had now two characters as well as two appearances, one was wholly
|
||
evil, and the other was still the old Henry Jekyll, that
|
||
incongruous compound of whose reformation and improvement I had
|
||
already learned to despair. The movement was thus wholly toward
|
||
the worse.
|
||
|
||
Even at that time, I had not conquered my aversions to the
|
||
dryness of a life of study. I would still be merrily disposed at
|
||
times; and as my pleasures were (to say the least) undignified,
|
||
and I was not only well known and highly considered, but growing
|
||
towards the elderly man, this incoherency of my life was daily
|
||
growing more unwelcome. It was on this side that my new power
|
||
tempted me until I fell in slavery. I had but to drink the cup,
|
||
to doff at once the body of the noted professor, and to assume,
|
||
like a thick cloak, that of Edward Hyde. I smiled at the notion;
|
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it seemed to me at the time to be humourous; and I made my
|
||
preparations with the most studious care. I took and furnished
|
||
that house in Soho, to which Hyde was tracked by the police; and
|
||
engaged as a housekeeper a creature whom I knew well to be silent
|
||
and unscrupulous. On the other side, I announced to my servants
|
||
that a Mr. Hyde (whom I described) was to have full liberty and
|
||
power about my house in the square; and to parry mishaps, I even
|
||
called and made myself a familiar object, in my second character.
|
||
I next drew up that will to which you so much objected; so that if
|
||
anything befell me in the person of Dr. Jekyll, I could enter on
|
||
that of Edward Hyde without pecuniary loss. And thus fortified,
|
||
as I supposed, on every side, I began to profit by the strange
|
||
immunities of my position.
|
||
|
||
Men have before hired bravos to transact their crimes, while
|
||
their own person and reputation sat under shelter. I was the
|
||
first that ever did so for his pleasures. I was the first that
|
||
could plod in the public eye with a load of genial respectability,
|
||
and in a moment, like a schoolboy, strip off these lendings and
|
||
spring headlong into the sea of liberty. But for me, in my
|
||
impenetrable mantle, the safely was complete. Think of it--I
|
||
did not even exist! Let me but escape into my laboratory door,
|
||
give me but a second or two to mix and swallow the draught that I
|
||
had always standing ready; and whatever he had done, Edward Hyde
|
||
would pass away like the stain of breath upon a mirror; and there
|
||
in his stead, quietly at home, trimming the midnight lamp in his
|
||
study, a man who could afford to laugh at suspicion, would be
|
||
Henry Jekyll.
|
||
|
||
The pleasures which I made haste to seek in my disguise were,
|
||
as I have said, undignified; I would scarce use a harder term.
|
||
But in the hands of Edward Hyde, they soon began to turn toward
|
||
the monstrous. When I would come back from these excursions, I
|
||
was often plunged into a kind of wonder at my vicarious depravity.
|
||
This familiar that I called out of my own soul, and sent forth
|
||
alone to do his good pleasure, was a being inherently malign and
|
||
villainous; his every act and thought centered on self; drinking
|
||
pleasure with bestial avidity from any degree of torture to
|
||
another; relentless like a man of stone. Henry Jekyll stood at
|
||
times aghast before the acts of Edward Hyde; but the situation was
|
||
apart from ordinary laws, and insidiously relaxed the grasp of
|
||
conscience. It was Hyde, after all, and Hyde alone, that was
|
||
guilty. Jekyll was no worse; he woke again to his good qualities
|
||
seemingly unimpaired; he would even make haste, where it was
|
||
possible, to undo the evil done by Hyde. And thus his conscience
|
||
slumbered.
|
||
|
||
Into the details of the infamy at which I thus connived (for
|
||
even now I can scarce grant that I committed it) I have no design
|
||
of entering; I mean but to point out the warnings and the
|
||
successive steps with which my chastisement approached. I met
|
||
with one accident which, as it brought on no consequence, I shall
|
||
no more than mention. An act of cruelty to a child aroused
|
||
against me the anger of a passer-by, whom I recognised the other
|
||
day in the person of your kinsman; the doctor and the child's
|
||
family joined him; there were moments when I feared for my life;
|
||
and at last, in order to pacify their too just resentment, Edward
|
||
Hyde had to bring them to the door, and pay them in a cheque drawn
|
||
in the name of Henry Jekyll. But this danger was easily
|
||
eliminated from the future, by opening an account at another bank
|
||
in the name of Edward Hyde himself; and when, by sloping my own
|
||
hand backward, I had supplied my double with a signature, I
|
||
thought I sat beyond the reach of fate.
|
||
|
||
Some two months before the, murder of Sir Danvers, I had been
|
||
out for one of my adventures, had returned at a late hour, and
|
||
woke the next day in bed with somewhat odd sensations. It was in
|
||
vain I looked about me; in vain I saw the decent furniture and
|
||
tall proportions of my room in the square; in vain that I
|
||
recognised the pattern of the bed curtains and the design of the
|
||
mahogany frame; something still kept insisting that I was not
|
||
where I was, that I had not wakened where I seemed to be, but in
|
||
the little room in Soho where I was accustomed to sleep in the
|
||
body of Edward Hyde. I smiled to myself, and in my psychological
|
||
way, began lazily to inquire into the elements of this illusion,
|
||
occasionally, even as I did so, dropping back into a comfortable
|
||
morning doze. I was still so engaged when, in one of my more
|
||
wakeful moments, my eyes fell upon my hand. Now the hand of Henry
|
||
Jekyll (as you have often remarked) was professional in shape and
|
||
size: it was large, firm, white and comely. But the hand which I
|
||
now saw, clearly enough, in the yellow light of a mid-London
|
||
morning, lying half shut on the bedclothes, was lean, corder,
|
||
knuckly, of a dusky pallor and thickly shaded with a swart growth
|
||
of hair. It was the hand of Edward Hyde.
|
||
|
||
I must have stared upon it for near half a minute, sunk as I
|
||
was in the mere stupidity of wonder, before terror woke up in my
|
||
breast as sudden and startling as the crash of cymbals; and
|
||
bounding from my bed I rushed to the mirror. At the sight that
|
||
met my eyes, my blood was changed into something exquisitely thin
|
||
and icy. Yes, I had gone to bed Henry Jekyll, I had awakened
|
||
Edward Hyde. How was this to be explained? I asked myself; and
|
||
then, with another bound of terror--how was it to be remedied?
|
||
It was well on in the morning; the servants were up; all my drugs
|
||
were in the cabinet--a long journey down two pairs of stairs,
|
||
through the back passage, across the open court and through the
|
||
anatomical theatre, from where I was then standing horror-struck.
|
||
It might indeed be possible to cover my face; but of what use was
|
||
that, when I was unable to conceal the alteration in my stature?
|
||
And then with an overpowering sweetness of relief, it came back
|
||
upon my mind that the servants were already used to the coming and
|
||
going of my second self. I had soon dressed, as well as I was
|
||
able, in clothes of my own size: had soon passed through the
|
||
house, where Bradshaw stared and drew back at seeing Mr. Hyde at
|
||
such an hour and in such a strange array; and ten minutes later,
|
||
Dr. Jekyll had returned to his own shape and was sitting down,
|
||
with a darkened brow, to make a feint of breakfasting.
|
||
|
||
Small indeed was my appetite. This inexplicable incident,
|
||
this reversal of my previous experience, seemed, like the
|
||
Babylonian finger on the wall, to be spelling out the letters of
|
||
my judgment; and I began to reflect more seriously than ever
|
||
before on the issues and possibilities of my double existence.
|
||
That part of me which I had the power of projecting, had lately
|
||
been much exercised and nourished; it had seemed to me of late as
|
||
though the body of Edward Hyde had grown in stature, as though
|
||
(when I wore that form) I were conscious of a more generous tide
|
||
of blood; and I began to spy a danger that, if this were much
|
||
prolonged, the balance of my nature might be permanently
|
||
overthrown, the power of voluntary change be forfeited, and the
|
||
character of Edward Hyde become irrevocably mine. The power of
|
||
the drug had not been always equally displayed. Once, very early
|
||
in my career, it had totally failed me; since then I had been
|
||
obliged on more than one occasion to double, and once, with
|
||
infinite risk of death, to treble the amount; and these rare
|
||
uncertainties had cast hitherto the sole shadow on my contentment.
|
||
Now, however, and in the light of that morning's accident, I was
|
||
led to remark that whereas, in the beginning, the difficulty had
|
||
been to throw off the body of Jekyll, it had of late gradually but
|
||
decidedly transferred itself to the other side. All things
|
||
therefore seemed to point to this; that I was slowly losing hold
|
||
of my original and better self, and becoming slowly incorporated
|
||
with my second and worse.
|
||
|
||
Between these two, I now felt I had to choose. My two natures
|
||
had memory in common, but all other faculties were most unequally
|
||
shared between them. Jekyll (who was composite) now with the most
|
||
sensitive apprehensions, now with a greedy gusto, projected and
|
||
shared in the pleasures and adventures of Hyde; but Hyde was
|
||
indifferent to Jekyll, or but remembered him as the mountain
|
||
bandit remembers the cavern in which he conceals himself from
|
||
pursuit. Jekyll had more than a father's interest; Hyde had more
|
||
than a son's indifference. To cast in my lot with Jekyll, was to
|
||
die to those appetites which I had long secretly indulged and had
|
||
of late begun to pamper. To cast it in with Hyde, was to die to a
|
||
thousand interests and aspirations, and to become, at a blow and
|
||
forever, despised and friendless. The bargain might appear
|
||
unequal; but there was still another consideration in the scales;
|
||
for while Jekyll would suffer smartingly in the fires of
|
||
abstinence, Hyde would be not even conscious of all that he had
|
||
lost. Strange as my circumstances were, the terms of this debate
|
||
are as old and commonplace as man; much the same inducements and
|
||
alarms cast the die for any tempted and trembling sinner; and it
|
||
fell out with me, as it falls with so vast a majority of my
|
||
fellows, that I chose the better part and was found wanting in the
|
||
strength to keep to it.
|
||
|
||
Yes, I preferred the elderly and discontented doctor,
|
||
surrounded by friends and cherishing honest hopes; and bade a
|
||
resolute farewell to the liberty, the comparative youth, the light
|
||
step, leaping impulses and secret pleasures, that I had enjoyed in
|
||
the disguise of Hyde. I made this choice perhaps with some
|
||
unconscious reservation, for I neither gave up the house in Soho,
|
||
nor destroyed the clothes of Edward Hyde, which still lay ready in
|
||
my cabinet. For two months, however, I was true to my
|
||
determination; for two months, I led a life of such severity as I
|
||
had never before attained to, and enjoyed the compensations of an
|
||
approving conscience. But time began at last to obliterate the
|
||
freshness of my alarm; the praises of conscience began to grow
|
||
into a thing of course; I began to be tortured with throes and
|
||
longings, as of Hyde struggling after freedom; and at last, in an
|
||
hour of moral weakness, I once again compounded and swallowed the
|
||
transforming draught.
|
||
|
||
I do not suppose that, when a drunkard reasons with himself
|
||
upon his vice, he is once out of five hundred times affected by
|
||
the dangers that he runs through his brutish, physical
|
||
insensibility; neither had I, long as I had considered my
|
||
position, made enough allowance for the complete moral
|
||
insensibility and insensate readiness to evil, which were the
|
||
leading characters of Edward Hyde. Yet it was by these that I was
|
||
punished. My devil had been long caged, he came out roaring. I
|
||
was conscious, even when I took the draught, of a more unbridled,
|
||
a more furious propensity to ill. It must have been this, I
|
||
suppose, that stirred in my soul that tempest of impatience with
|
||
which I listened to the civilities of my unhappy victim; I
|
||
declare, at least, before God, no man morally sane could have been
|
||
guilty of that crime upon so pitiful a provocation; and that I
|
||
struck in no more reasonable spirit than that in which a sick
|
||
child may break a plaything. But I had voluntarily stripped
|
||
myself of all those balancing instincts by which even the worst of
|
||
us continues to walk with some degree of steadiness among
|
||
temptations; and in my case, to be tempted, however slightly, was
|
||
to fall.
|
||
|
||
Instantly the spirit of hell awoke in me and raged. With a
|
||
transport of glee, I mauled the unresisting body, tasting delight
|
||
from every blow; and it was not till weariness had begun to
|
||
succeed, that I was suddenly, in the top fit of my delirium,
|
||
struck through the heart by a cold thrill of terror. A mist
|
||
dispersed; I saw my life to be forfeit; and fled from the scene
|
||
of these excesses, at once glorying and trembling, my lust of
|
||
evil gratified and stimulated, my love of life screwed to the
|
||
topmost peg. I ran to the house in Soho, and (to make assurance
|
||
doubly sure) destroyed my papers; thence I set out through the
|
||
lamplit streets, in the same divided ecstasy of mind, gloating on
|
||
my crime, light-headedly devising others in the future, and yet
|
||
still hastening and still hearkening in my wake for the steps of
|
||
the avenger. Hyde had a song upon his lips as he compounded the
|
||
draught, and as he drank it, pledged the dead man. The pangs of
|
||
transformation had not done tearing him, before Henry Jekyll,
|
||
with streaming tears of gratitude and remorse, had fallen upon
|
||
his knees and lifted his clasped hands to God. The veil of
|
||
self-indulgence was rent from head to foot. I saw my life as a
|
||
whole: I followed it up from the days of childhood, when I had
|
||
walked with my father's hand, and through the self-denying toils
|
||
of my professional life, to arrive again and again, with the same
|
||
sense of unreality, at the damned horrors of the evening. I
|
||
could have screamed aloud; I sought with tears and prayers to
|
||
smother down the crowd of hideous images and sounds with which my
|
||
memory swarmed against me; and still, between the petitions, the
|
||
ugly face of my iniquity stared into my soul. As the acuteness
|
||
of this remorse began to die away, it was succeeded by a sense of
|
||
joy. The problem of my conduct was solved. Hyde was thenceforth
|
||
impossible; whether I would or not, I was now confined to the
|
||
better part of my existence; and O, how I rejoiced to think of
|
||
it! with what willing humility I embraced anew the restrictions
|
||
of natural life! with what sincere renunciation I locked the door
|
||
by which I had so often gone and come, and ground the key under
|
||
my heel!
|
||
|
||
The next day, came the news that the murder had been
|
||
overlooked, that the guilt of Hyde was patent to the world, and
|
||
that the victim was a man high in public estimation. It was not
|
||
only a crime, it had been a tragic folly. I think I was glad to
|
||
know it; I think I was glad to have my better impulses thus
|
||
buttressed and guarded by the terrors of the scaffold. Jekyll was
|
||
now my city of refuge; let but Hyde peep out an instant, and the
|
||
hands of all men would be raised to take and slay him.
|
||
|
||
I resolved in my future conduct to redeem the past; and I can
|
||
say with honesty that my resolve was fruitful of some good. You
|
||
know yourself how earnestly, in the last months of the last year,
|
||
I laboured to relieve suffering; you know that much was done for
|
||
others, and that the days passed quietly, almost happily for
|
||
myself. Nor can I truly say that I wearied of this beneficent and
|
||
innocent life; I think instead that I daily enjoyed it more
|
||
completely; but I was still cursed with my duality of purpose; and
|
||
as the first edge of my penitence wore off, the lower side of me,
|
||
so long indulged, so recently chained down, began to growl for
|
||
licence. Not that I dreamed of resuscitating Hyde; the bare idea
|
||
of that would startle me to frenzy: no, it was in my own person
|
||
that I was once more tempted to trifle with my conscience; and it
|
||
was as an ordinary secret sinner that I at last fell before the
|
||
assaults of temptation.
|
||
|
||
There comes an end to all things; the most capacious measure
|
||
is filled at last; and this brief condescension to my evil finally
|
||
destroyed the balance of my soul. And yet I was not alarmed; the
|
||
fall seemed natural, like a return to the old days before I had
|
||
made my discovery. It was a fine, clear, January day, wet under
|
||
foot where the frost had melted, but cloudless overhead; and the
|
||
Regent's Park was full of winter chirrupings and sweet with spring
|
||
odours. I sat in the sun on a bench; the animal within me licking
|
||
the chops of memory; the spiritual side a little drowsed,
|
||
promising subsequent penitence, but not yet moved to begin. After
|
||
all, I reflected, I was like my neighbours; and then I smiled,
|
||
comparing myself with other men, comparing my active good-will
|
||
with the lazy cruelty of their neglect. And at the very moment
|
||
of that vainglorious thought, a qualm came over me, a horrid
|
||
nausea and the most deadly shuddering. These passed away, and
|
||
left me faint; and then as in its turn faintness subsided, I began
|
||
to be aware of a change in the temper of my thoughts, a greater
|
||
boldness, a contempt of danger, a solution of the bonds of
|
||
obligation. I looked down; my clothes hung formlessly on my
|
||
shrunken limbs; the hand that lay on my knee was corded and hairy.
|
||
I was once more Edward Hyde. A moment before I had been safe of
|
||
all men's respect, wealthy, beloved--the cloth laying for me in
|
||
the dining-room at home; and now I was the common quarry of
|
||
mankind, hunted, houseless, a known murderer, thrall to the
|
||
gallows.
|
||
|
||
My reason wavered, but it did not fail me utterly. I have
|
||
more than once observed that in my second character, my faculties
|
||
seemed sharpened to a point and my spirits more tensely elastic;
|
||
thus it came about that, where Jekyll perhaps might have
|
||
succumbed, Hyde rose to the importance of the moment. My drugs
|
||
were in one of the presses of my cabinet; how was I to reach them?
|
||
That was the problem that (crushing my temples in my hands) I set
|
||
myself to solve. The laboratory door I had closed. If I sought
|
||
to enter by the house, my own servants would consign me to the
|
||
gallows. I saw I must employ another hand, and thought of Lanyon.
|
||
How was he to be reached? how persuaded? Supposing that I escaped
|
||
capture in the streets, how was I to make my way into his
|
||
presence? and how should I, an unknown and displeasing visitor,
|
||
prevail on the famous physician to rifle the study of his
|
||
colleague, Dr. Jekyll? Then I remembered that of my original
|
||
character, one part remained to me: I could write my own hand; and
|
||
once I had conceived that kindling spark, the way that I must
|
||
follow became lighted up from end to end.
|
||
|
||
Thereupon, I arranged my clothes as best I could, and
|
||
summoning a passing hansom, drove to an hotel in Portland Street,
|
||
the name of which I chanced to remember. At my appearance (which
|
||
was indeed comical enough, however tragic a fate these garments
|
||
covered) the driver could not conceal his mirth. I gnashed my
|
||
teeth upon him with a gust of devilish fury; and the smile
|
||
withered from his face--happily for him--yet more happily for
|
||
myself, for in another instant I had certainly dragged him from
|
||
his perch. At the inn, as I entered, I looked about me with so
|
||
black a countenance as made the attendants tremble; not a look did
|
||
they exchange in my presence; but obsequiously took my orders, led
|
||
me to a private room, and brought me wherewithal to write. Hyde
|
||
in danger of his life was a creature new to me; shaken with
|
||
inordinate anger, strung to the pitch of murder, lusting to
|
||
inflict pain. Yet the creature was astute; mastered his fury with
|
||
a great effort of the will; composed his two important letters,
|
||
one to Lanyon and one to Poole; and that he might receive actual
|
||
evidence of their being posted, sent them out with directions that
|
||
they should be registered. Thenceforward, he sat all day over the
|
||
fire in the private room, gnawing his nails; there he dined,
|
||
sitting alone with his fears, the waiter visibly quailing before
|
||
his eye; and thence, when the night was fully come, he set forth
|
||
in the corner of a closed cab, and was driven to and fro about the
|
||
streets of the city. He, I say--I cannot say, I. That child of
|
||
Hell had nothing human; nothing lived in him but fear and hatred.
|
||
And when at last, thinking the driver had begun to grow
|
||
suspicious, he discharged the cab and ventured on foot, attired in
|
||
his misfitting clothes, an object marked out for observation, into
|
||
the midst of the nocturnal passengers, these two base passions
|
||
raged within him like a tempest. He walked fast, hunted by his
|
||
fears, chattering to himself, skulking through the less frequented
|
||
thoroughfares, counting the minutes that still divided him from
|
||
midnight. Once a woman spoke to him, offering, I think, a box of
|
||
lights. He smote her in the face, and she fled.
|
||
|
||
When I came to myself at Lanyon's, the horror of my old friend
|
||
perhaps affected me somewhat: I do not know; it was at least but a
|
||
drop in the sea to the abhorrence with which I looked back upon
|
||
these hours. A change had come over me. It was no longer the
|
||
fear of the gallows, it was the horror of being Hyde that racked
|
||
me. I received Lanyon's condemnation partly in a dream; it was
|
||
partly in a dream that I came home to my own house and got into
|
||
bed. I slept after the prostration of the day, with a stringent
|
||
and profound slumber which not even the nightmares that wrung me
|
||
could avail to break. I awoke in the morning shaken, weakened,
|
||
but refreshed. I still hated and feared the thought of the brute
|
||
that slept within me, and I had not of course forgotten the
|
||
appalling dangers of the day before; but I was once more at home,
|
||
in my own house and close to my drugs; and gratitude for my escape
|
||
shone so strong in my soul that it almost rivalled the brightness
|
||
of hope.
|
||
|
||
I was stepping leisurely across the court after breakfast,
|
||
drinking the chill of the air with pleasure, when I was seized
|
||
again with those indescribable sensations that heralded the
|
||
change; and I had but the time to gain the shelter of my cabinet,
|
||
before I was once again raging and freezing with the passions of
|
||
Hyde. It took on this occasion a double dose to recall me to
|
||
myself; and alas! six hours after, as I sat looking sadly in the
|
||
fire, the pangs returned, and the drug had to be re-administered.
|
||
In short, from that day forth it seemed only by a great effort as
|
||
of gymnastics, and only under the immediate stimulation of the
|
||
drug, that I was able to wear the countenance of Jekyll. At all
|
||
hours of the day and night, I would be taken with the premonitory
|
||
shudder; above all, if I slept, or even dozed for a moment in my
|
||
chair, it was always as Hyde that I awakened. Under the strain of
|
||
this continually impending doom and by the sleeplessness to which
|
||
I now condemned myself, ay, even beyond what I had thought
|
||
possible to man, I became, in my own person, a creature eaten up
|
||
and emptied by fever, languidly weak both in body and mind, and
|
||
solely occupied by one thought: the horror of my other self. But
|
||
when I slept, or when the virtue of the medicine wore off, I would
|
||
leap almost without transition (for the pangs of transformation
|
||
grew daily less marked) into the possession of a fancy brimming
|
||
with images of terror, a soul boiling with causeless hatreds, and
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||
a body that seemed not strong enough to contain the raging
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energies of life. The powers of Hyde seemed to have grown with
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the sickliness of Jekyll. And certainly the hate that now divided
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them was equal on each side. With Jekyll, it was a thing of vital
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instinct. He had now seen the full deformity of that creature
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that shared with him some of the phenomena of consciousness, and
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was co-heir with him to death: and beyond these links of
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community, which in themselves made the most poignant part of his
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distress, he thought of Hyde, for all his energy of life, as of
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something not only hellish but inorganic. This was the shocking
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thing; that the slime of the pit seemed to utter cries and voices;
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that the amorphous dust gesticulated and sinned; that what was
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dead, and had no shape, should usurp the offices of life. And
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this again, that that insurgent horror was knit to him closer than
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a wife, closer than an eye; lay caged in his flesh, where he heard
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it mutter and felt it struggle to be born; and at every hour of
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weakness, and in the confidence of slumber, prevailed against him,
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and deposed him out of life. The hatred of Hyde for Jekyll was of
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a different order. His terror of the gallows drove him
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continually to commit temporary suicide, and return to his
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subordinate station of a part instead of a person; but he loathed
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the necessity, he loathed the despondency into which Jekyll was
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now fallen, and he resented the dislike with which he was himself
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regarded. Hence the ape-like tricks that he would play me,
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scrawling in my own hand blasphemies on the pages of my books,
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burning the letters and destroying the portrait of my father; and
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indeed, had it not been for his fear of death, he would long ago
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have ruined himself in order to involve me in the ruin. But his
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love of me is wonderful; I go further: I, who sicken and freeze at
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the mere thought of him, when I recall the abjection and passion
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of this attachment, and when I know how he fears my power to cut
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him off by suicide, I find it in my heart to pity him.
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It is useless, and the time awfully fails me, to prolong this
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description; no one has ever suffered such torments, let that
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suffice; and yet even to these, habit brought--no, not
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alleviation--but a certain callousness of soul, a certain
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acquiescence of despair; and my punishment might have gone on for
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years, but for the last calamity which has now fallen, and which
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has finally severed me from my own face and nature. My provision
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of the salt, which had never been renewed since the date of the
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first experiment, began to run low. I sent out for a fresh supply
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and mixed the draught; the ebullition followed, and the first
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change of colour, not the second; I drank it and it was without
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efficiency. You will learn from Poole how I have had London
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ransacked; it was in vain; and I am now persuaded that my first
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supply was impure, and that it was that unknown impurity which
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lent efficacy to the draught.
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About a week has passed, and I am now finishing this statement
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under the influence of the last of the old powders. This, then,
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is the last time, short of a miracle, that Henry Jekyll can think
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his own thoughts or see his own face (now how sadly altered!) in
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the glass. Nor must I delay too long to bring my writing to an
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end; for if my narrative has hitherto escaped destruction, it has
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been by a combination of great prudence and great good luck.
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Should the throes of change take me in the act of writing it, Hyde
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will tear it in pieces; but if some time shall have elapsed after
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I have laid it by, his wonderful selfishness and circumscription
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to the moment will probably save it once again from the action of
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his ape-like spite. And indeed the doom that is closing on us
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both has already changed and crushed him. Half an hour from now,
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when I shall again and forever reindue that hated personality, I
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know how I shall sit shuddering and weeping in my chair, or
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continue, with the most strained and fearstruck ecstasy of
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listening, to pace up and down this room (my last earthly refuge)
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and give ear to every sound of menace. Will Hyde die upon the
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scaffold? or will he find courage to release himself at the last
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||
moment? God knows; I am careless; this is my true hour of death,
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and what is to follow concerns another than myself. Here then, as
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I lay down the pen and proceed to seal up my confession, I bring
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the life of that unhappy Henry Jekyll to an end.
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***End***
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