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Catriona is a Sequel to Kidnapped
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Catriona
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by Robert Louis Stevenson
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July, 1996 [Etext #589]
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Catriona (A Sequel to "Kidnapped") by Robert Louis Stevenson
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Scanned and proofed by David Price
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Catriona
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DEDICATION.
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TO CHARLES BAXTER, WRITER TO THE SIGNET.
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MY DEAR CHARLES,
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It is the fate of sequels to disappoint those who have waited for them;
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and my David, having been left to kick his heels for more than a lustre
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in the British Linen Company's office, must expect his late re-
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appearance to be greeted with hoots, if not with missiles. Yet, when I
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remember the days of our explorations, I am not without hope. There
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should be left in our native city some seed of the elect; some long-
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legged, hot-headed youth must repeat to-day our dreams and wanderings
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of so many years ago; he will relish the pleasure, which should have
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been ours, to follow among named streets and numbered houses the
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country walks of David Balfour, to identify Dean, and Silvermills, and
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Broughton, and Hope Park, and Pilrig, and poor old Lochend - if it
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still be standing, and the Figgate Whins - if there be any of them
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left; or to push (on a long holiday) so far afield as Gillane or the
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Bass. So, perhaps, his eye shall be opened to behold the series of the
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generations, and he shall weigh with surprise his momentous and
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nugatory gift of life.
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You are still - as when first I saw, as when I last addressed you - in
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the venerable city which I must always think of as my home. And I have
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come so far; and the sights and thoughts of my youth pursue me; and I
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see like a vision the youth of my father, and of his father, and the
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whole stream of lives flowing down there far in the north, with the
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sound of laughter and tears, to cast me out in the end, as by a sudden
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freshet, on these ultimate islands. And I admire and bow my head
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before the romance of destiny.
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R. L. S.
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Vailima, Upolu,
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Samoa, 1892.
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CATRIONA - Part I - THE LORD ADVOCATE
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CHAPTER I - A BEGGAR ON HORSEBACK
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THE 25th day of August, 1751, about two in the afternoon, I, David
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Balfour, came forth of the British Linen Company, a porter attending me
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with a bag of money, and some of the chief of these merchants bowing me
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from their doors. Two days before, and even so late as yestermorning,
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I was like a beggar-man by the wayside, clad in rags, brought down to
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my last shillings, my companion a condemned traitor, a price set on my
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own head for a crime with the news of which the country rang. To-day I
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was served heir to my position in life, a landed laird, a bank porter
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by me carrying my gold, recommendations in my pocket, and (in the words
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of the saying) the ball directly at my foot.
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There were two circumstances that served me as ballast to so much sail.
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The first was the very difficult and deadly business I had still to
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handle; the second, the place that I was in. The tall, black city, and
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the numbers and movement and noise of so many folk, made a new world
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for me, after the moorland braes, the sea-sands and the still country-
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sides that I had frequented up to then. The throng of the citizens in
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particular abashed me. Rankeillor's son was short and small in the
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girth; his clothes scarce held on me; and it was plain I was ill
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qualified to strut in the front of a bank-porter. It was plain, if I
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did so, I should but set folk laughing, and (what was worse in my case)
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set them asking questions. So that I behooved to come by some clothes
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of my own, and in the meanwhile to walk by the porter's side, and put
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my hand on his arm as though we were a pair of friends.
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At a merchant's in the Luckenbooths I had myself fitted out: none too
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fine, for I had no idea to appear like a beggar on horseback; but
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comely and responsible, so that servants should respect me. Thence to
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an armourer's, where I got a plain sword, to suit with my degree in
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life. I felt safer with the weapon, though (for one so ignorant of
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defence) it might be called an added danger. The porter, who was
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naturally a man of some experience, judged my accoutrement to be well
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chosen.
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"Naething kenspeckle," said he; "plain, dacent claes. As for the
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rapier, nae doubt it sits wi' your degree; but an I had been you, I
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would has waired my siller better-gates than that." And he proposed I
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should buy winter-hosen from a wife in the Cowgate-back, that was a
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cousin of his own, and made them "extraordinar endurable."
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But I had other matters on my hand more pressing. Here I was in this
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old, black city, which was for all the world like a rabbit-warren, not
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only by the number of its indwellers, but the complication of its
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passages and holes. It was, indeed, a place where no stranger had a
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chance to find a friend, let be another stranger. Suppose him even to
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hit on the right close, people dwelt so thronged in these tall houses,
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he might very well seek a day before he chanced on the right door. The
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ordinary course was to hire a lad they called a CADDIE, who was like a
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guide or pilot, led you where you had occasion, and (your errands being
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done) brought you again where you were lodging. But these caddies,
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being always employed in the same sort of services, and having it for
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obligation to be well informed of every house and person in the city,
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had grown to form a brotherhood of spies; and I knew from tales of Mr.
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Campbell's how they communicated one with another, what a rage of
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curiosity they conceived as to their employer's business, and how they
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were like eyes and fingers to the police. It would be a piece of
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little wisdom, the way I was now placed, to take such a ferret to my
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tails. I had three visits to make, all immediately needful: to my
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kinsman Mr. Balfour of Pilrig, to Stewart the Writer that was Appin's
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agent, and to William Grant Esquire of Prestongrange, Lord Advocate of
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Scotland. Mr. Balfour's was a non-committal visit; and besides (Pilrig
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being in the country) I made bold to find the way to it myself, with
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the help of my two legs and a Scots tongue. But the rest were in a
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different case. Not only was the visit to Appin's agent, in the midst
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of the cry about the Appin murder, dangerous in itself, but it was
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highly inconsistent with the other. I was like to have a bad enough
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time of it with my Lord Advocate Grant, the best of ways; but to go to
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him hot-foot from Appin's agent, was little likely to mend my own
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affairs, and might prove the mere ruin of friend Alan's. The whole
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thing, besides, gave me a look of running with the hare and hunting
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with the hounds that was little to my fancy. I determined, therefore,
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to be done at once with Mr. Stewart and the whole Jacobitical side of
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my business, and to profit for that purpose by the guidance of the
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porter at my side. But it chanced I had scarce given him the address,
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when there came a sprinkle of rain - nothing to hurt, only for my new
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clothes - and we took shelter under a pend at the head of a close or
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alley.
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Being strange to what I saw, I stepped a little farther in. The narrow
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paved way descended swiftly. Prodigious tall houses sprang upon each
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side and bulged out, one storey beyond another, as they rose. At the
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top only a ribbon of sky showed in. By what I could spy in the
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windows, and by the respectable persons that passed out and in, I saw
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the houses to be very well occupied; and the whole appearance of the
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place interested me like a tale.
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I was still gazing, when there came a sudden brisk tramp of feet in
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time and clash of steel behind me. Turning quickly, I was aware of a
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party of armed soldiers, and, in their midst, a tall man in a great
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coat. He walked with a stoop that was like a piece of courtesy,
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genteel and insinuating: he waved his hands plausibly as he went, and
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his face was sly and handsome. I thought his eye took me in, but could
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not meet it. This procession went by to a door in the close, which a
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serving-man in a fine livery set open; and two of the soldier-lads
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carried the prisoner within, the rest lingering with their firelocks by
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the door.
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There can nothing pass in the streets of a city without some following
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of idle folk and children. It was so now; but the more part melted
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away incontinent until but three were left. One was a girl; she was
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dressed like a lady, and had a screen of the Drummond colours on her
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head; but her comrades or (I should say) followers were ragged gillies,
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such as I had seen the matches of by the dozen in my Highland journey.
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They all spoke together earnestly in Gaelic, the sound of which was
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pleasant in my ears for the sake of Alan; and, though the rain was by
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again, and my porter plucked at me to be going, I even drew nearer
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where they were, to listen. The lady scolded sharply, the others
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making apologies and cringeing before her, so that I made sure she was
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come of a chief's house. All the while the three of them sought in
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their pockets, and by what I could make out, they had the matter of
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half a farthing among the party; which made me smile a little to see
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all Highland folk alike for fine obeisances and empty sporrans.
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It chanced the girl turned suddenly about, so that I saw her face for
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the first time. There is no greater wonder than the way the face of a
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young woman fits in a man's mind, and stays there, and he could never
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tell you why; it just seems it was the thing he wanted. She had
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wonderful bright eyes like stars, and I daresay the eyes had a part in
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it; but what I remember the most clearly was the way her lips were a
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trifle open as she turned. And, whatever was the cause, I stood there
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staring like a fool. On her side, as she had not known there was
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anyone so near, she looked at me a little longer, and perhaps with more
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surprise, than was entirely civil.
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It went through my country head she might be wondering at my new
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clothes; with that, I blushed to my hair, and at the sight of my
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colouring it is to be supposed she drew her own conclusions, for she
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moved her gillies farther down the close, and they fell again to this
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dispute, where I could hear no more of it.
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I had often admired a lassie before then, if scarce so sudden and
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strong; and it was rather my disposition to withdraw than to come
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forward, for I was much in fear of mockery from the womenkind. You
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would have thought I had now all the more reason to pursue my common
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practice, since I had met this young lady in the city street, seemingly
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following a prisoner, and accompanied with two very ragged indecent-
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like Highlandmen. But there was here a different ingredient; it was
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plain the girl thought I had been prying in her secrets; and with my
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new clothes and sword, and at the top of my new fortunes, this was more
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than I could swallow. The beggar on horseback could not bear to be
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thrust down so low, or, at least of it, not by this young lady.
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I followed, accordingly, and took off my new hat to her the best that I
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was able.
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"Madam," said I, "I think it only fair to myself to let you understand
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I have no Gaelic. It is true I was listening, for I have friends of my
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own across the Highland line, and the sound of that tongue comes
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friendly; but for your private affairs, if you had spoken Greek, I
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might have had more guess at them."
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She made me a little, distant curtsey. "There is no harm done," said
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she, with a pretty accent, most like the English (but more agreeable).
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"A cat may look at a king."
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"I do not mean to offend," said I. "I have no skill of city manners; I
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never before this day set foot inside the doors of Edinburgh. Take me
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for a country lad - it's what I am; and I would rather I told you than
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you found it out."
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"Indeed, it will be a very unusual thing for strangers to be speaking
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to each other on the causeway," she replied. "But if you are landward
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bred it will be different. I am as landward as yourself; I am
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Highland, as you see, and think myself the farther from my home."
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"It is not yet a week since I passed the line," said I. "Less than a
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week ago I was on the braes of Balwhidder."
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"Balwhither?" she cries. "Come ye from Balwhither! The name of it
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makes all there is of me rejoice. You will not have been long there,
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and not known some of our friends or family?"
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"I lived with a very honest, kind man called Duncan Dhu Maclaren," I
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replied.
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"Well, I know Duncan, and you give him the true name!" she said; "and
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if he is an honest man, his wife is honest indeed."
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"Ay," said I, "they are fine people, and the place is a bonny place."
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"Where in the great world is such another!" she cries; "I am loving the
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smell of that place and the roots that grow there."
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I was infinitely taken with the spirit of the maid. "I could be
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wishing I had brought you a spray of that heather," says I. "And,
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though I did ill to speak with you at the first, now it seems we have
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common acquaintance, I make it my petition you will not forget me.
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David Balfour is the name I am known by. This is my lucky day, when I
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have just come into a landed estate, and am not very long out of a
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deadly peril. I wish you would keep my name in mind for the sake of
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Balwhidder," said I, "and I will yours for the sake of my lucky day."
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"My name is not spoken," she replied, with a great deal of haughtiness.
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"More than a hundred years it has not gone upon men's tongues, save for
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a blink. I am nameless, like the Folk of Peace. Catriona Drummond is
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the one I use."
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Now indeed I knew where I was standing. In all broad Scotland there
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was but the one name proscribed, and that was the name of the
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Macgregors. Yet so far from fleeing this undesirable acquaintancy, I
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plunged the deeper in.
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"I have been sitting with one who was in the same case with yourself,"
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said I, "and I think he will be one of your friends. They called him
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Robin Oig."
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"Did ye so?" cries she. "Ye met Rob?"
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"I passed the night with him," said I.
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"He is a fowl of the night," said she.
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"There was a set of pipes there," I went on, "so you may judge if the
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time passed."
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"You should be no enemy, at all events," said she. "That was his
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brother there a moment since, with the red soldiers round him. It is
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him that I call father."
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"Is it so?" cried I. "Are you a daughter of James More's?"
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"All the daughter that he has," says she: "the daughter of a prisoner;
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that I should forget it so, even for one hour, to talk with strangers!"
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Here one of the gillies addressed her in what he had of English, to
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know what "she" (meaning by that himself) was to do about "ta
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sneeshin." I took some note of him for a short, bandy-legged, red-
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haired, big-headed man, that I was to know more of to my cost.
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"There can be none the day, Neil," she replied. "How will you get
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'sneeshin,' wanting siller! It will teach you another time to be more
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careful; and I think James More will not be very well pleased with Neil
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of the Tom."
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"Miss Drummond," I said, "I told you I was in my lucky day. Here I am,
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and a bank-porter at my tail. And remember I have had the hospitality
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of your own country of Balwhidder."
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"It was not one of my people gave it," said she.
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"Ah, well." said I, "but I am owing your uncle at least for some
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springs upon the pipes. Besides which, I have offered myself to be
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your friend, and you have been so forgetful that you did not refuse me
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in the proper time."
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"If it had been a great sum, it might have done you honour," said she;
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"but I will tell you what this is. James More lies shackled in prison;
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but this time past they will be bringing him down here daily to the
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Advocate's. . . ."
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"The Advocate's!" I cried. "Is that . . . ?"
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"It is the house of the Lord Advocate Grant of Prestongrange," said
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she. "There they bring my father one time and another, for what
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purpose I have no thought in my mind; but it seems there is some hope
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dawned for him. All this same time they will not let me be seeing him,
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nor yet him write; and we wait upon the King's street to catch him; and
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now we give him his snuff as he goes by, and now something else. And
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here is this son of trouble, Neil, son of Duncan, has lost my four-
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penny piece that was to buy that snuff, and James More must go wanting,
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and will think his daughter has forgotten him."
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I took sixpence from my pocket, gave it to Neil, and bade him go about
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his errand. Then to her, "That sixpence came with me by Balwhidder,"
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said I.
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"Ah!" she said, "you are a friend to the Gregara!"
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"I would not like to deceive you, either," said I. "I know very little
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of the Gregara and less of James More and his doings, but since the
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while I have been standing in this close, I seem to know something of
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yourself; and if you will just say 'a friend to Miss Catriona' I will
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see you are the less cheated."
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"The one cannot be without the other," said she.
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"I will even try," said I.
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"And what will you be thinking of myself!" she cried, "to be holding my
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hand to the first stranger!"
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"I am thinking nothing but that you are a good daughter," said I.
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"I must not be without repaying it," she said; "where is it you stop!"
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"To tell the truth, I am stopping nowhere yet," said I, "being not full
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three hours in the city; but if you will give me your direction, I will
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he no bold as come seeking my sixpence for myself."
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"Will I can trust you for that?" she asked.
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"You need have little fear," said I.
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"James More could not bear it else," said she. "I stop beyond the
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village of Dean, on the north side of the water, with Mrs. Drummond-
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Ogilvy of Allardyce, who is my near friend and will be glad to thank
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you."
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"You are to see me, then, so soon as what I have to do permits," said
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I; and, the remembrance of Alan rolling in again upon my mind, I made
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haste to say farewell.
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I could not but think, even as I did so, that we had made extraordinary
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free upon short acquaintance, and that a really wise young lady would
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have shown herself more backward. I think it was the bank-porter that
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put me from this ungallant train of thought.
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"I thoucht ye had been a lad of some kind o' sense," he began, shooting
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out his lips. "Ye're no likely to gang far this gate. A fule and his
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siller's shune parted. Eh, but ye're a green callant!" he cried, "an'
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a veecious, tae! Cleikin' up wi' baubeejoes!"
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"If you dare to speak of the young lady. . . " I began.
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"Leddy!" he cried. "Haud us and safe us, whatten leddy? Ca' THON a
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leddy? The toun's fu' o' them. Leddies! Man, its weel seen ye're no
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very acquant in Embro!"
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A clap of anger took me.
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"Here," said I, "lead me where I told you, and keep your foul mouth
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shut!"
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He did not wholly obey me, for, though he no more addressed me
|
|
directly, he very impudent sang at me as he went in a manner of
|
|
innuendo, and with an exceedingly ill voice and ear -
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"As Mally Lee cam doun the street, her capuchin did flee,
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She cuist a look ahint her to see her negligee.
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And we're a' gaun east and wast, we're a' gann ajee,
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We're a' gaun east and wast courtin' Mally Lee."
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CHAPTER II - THE HIGHLAND WRITER
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MR. CHARLES STEWART the Writer dwelt at the top of the longest stair
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ever mason set a hand to; fifteen flights of it, no less; and when I
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had come to his door, and a clerk had opened it, and told me his master
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|
was within, I had scarce breath enough to send my porter packing.
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"Awa' east and west wi' ye!" said I, took the money bag out of his
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hands, and followed the clerk in.
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The outer room was an office with the clerk's chair at a table spread
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|
with law papers. In the inner chamber, which opened from it, a little
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|
brisk man sat poring on a deed, from which he scarce raised his eyes on
|
|
my entrance; indeed, he still kept his finger in the place, as though
|
|
prepared to show me out and fall again to his studies. This pleased me
|
|
little enough; and what pleased me less, I thought the clerk was in a
|
|
good posture to overhear what should pass between us.
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I asked if he was Mr. Charles Stewart the Writer.
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"The same," says he; "and, if the question is equally fair, who may you
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be yourself?"
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"You never heard tell of my name nor of me either," said I, "but I
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bring you a token from a friend that you know well. That you know
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well," I repeated, lowering my voice, "but maybe are not just so keen
|
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to hear from at this present being. And the bits of business that I
|
|
have to propone to you are rather in the nature of being confidential.
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In short, I would like to think we were quite private."
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He rose without more words, casting down his paper like a man ill-
|
|
pleased, sent forth his clerk of an errand, and shut to the house-door
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|
behind him.
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"Now, sir," said he, returning, "speak out your mind and fear nothing;
|
|
though before you begin," he cries out, "I tell you mine misgives me!
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|
I tell you beforehand, ye're either a Stewart or a Stewart sent ye. A
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|
good name it is, and one it would ill-become my father's son to
|
|
lightly. But I begin to grue at the sound of it."
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"My name is called Balfour," said I, "David Balfour of Shaws. As for
|
|
him that sent me, I will let his token speak." And I showed the silver
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|
button.
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"Put it in your pocket, sir!" cries he. "Ye need name no names. The
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deevil's buckie, I ken the button of him! And de'il hae't! Where is
|
|
he now!"
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|
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I told him I knew not where Alan was, but he had some sure place (or
|
|
thought he had) about the north side, where he was to lie until a ship
|
|
was found for him; and how and where he had appointed to be spoken
|
|
with.
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|
|
"It's been always my opinion that I would hang in a tow for this family
|
|
of mine," he cried, "and, dod! I believe the day's come now! Get a
|
|
ship for him, quot' he! And who's to pay for it? The man's daft!"
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|
"That is my part of the affair, Mr. Stewart," said I. "Here is a bag
|
|
of good money, and if more be wanted, more is to be had where it came
|
|
from."
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|
"I needn't ask your politics," said he.
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|
"Ye need not," said I, smiling, "for I'm as big a Whig as grows."
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|
"Stop a bit, stop a bit," says Mr. Stewart. "What's all this? A Whig?
|
|
Then why are you here with Alan's button? and what kind of a black-foot
|
|
traffic is this that I find ye out in, Mr. Whig? Here is a forfeited
|
|
rebel and an accused murderer, with two hundred pounds on his life, and
|
|
ye ask me to meddle in his business, and then tell me ye're a Whig! I
|
|
have no mind of any such Whigs before, though I've kent plenty of
|
|
them."
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|
"He's a forfeited rebel, the more's the pity," said I, "for the man's
|
|
my friend. I can only wish he had been better guided. And an accused
|
|
murderer, that he is too, for his misfortune; but wrongfully accused."
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|
"I hear you say so," said Stewart.
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"More than you are to hear me say so, before long," said I. "Alan
|
|
Breck is innocent, and so is James."
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"Oh!" says he, "the two cases hang together. If Alan is out, James can
|
|
never be in."
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|
Hereupon I told him briefly of my acquaintance with Alan, of the
|
|
accident that brought me present at the Appin murder, and the various
|
|
passages of our escape among the heather, and my recovery of my estate.
|
|
"So, sir, you have now the whole train of these events," I went on,
|
|
"and can see for yourself how I come to be so much mingled up with the
|
|
affairs of your family and friends, which (for all of our sakes) I wish
|
|
had been plainer and less bloody. You can see for yourself, too, that
|
|
I have certain pieces of business depending, which were scarcely fit to
|
|
lay before a lawyer chosen at random. No more remains, but to ask if
|
|
you will undertake my service?"
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|
|
"I have no great mind to it; but coming as you do with Alan's button,
|
|
the choice is scarcely left me," said he. "What are your
|
|
instructions?" he added, and took up his pen.
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"The first point is to smuggle Alan forth of this country," said I,
|
|
"but I need not be repeating that."
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"I am little likely to forget it," said Stewart.
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"The next thing is the bit money I am owing to Cluny," I went on. "It
|
|
would be ill for me to find a conveyance, but that should be no stick
|
|
to you. It was two pounds five shillings and three-halfpence farthing
|
|
sterling."
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He noted it.
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"Then," said I, "there's a Mr. Henderland, a licensed preacher and
|
|
missionary in Ardgour, that I would like well to get some snuff into
|
|
the hands of; and, as I daresay you keep touch with your friends in
|
|
Appin (so near by), it's a job you could doubtless overtake with the
|
|
other."
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|
"How much snuff are we to say?" he asked.
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"I was thinking of two pounds," said I.
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"Two," said he.
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"Then there's the lass Alison Hastie, in Lime Kilns," said I. "Her
|
|
that helped Alan and me across the Forth. I was thinking if I could
|
|
get her a good Sunday gown, such as she could wear with decency in her
|
|
degree, it would be an ease to my conscience; for the mere truth is, we
|
|
owe her our two lives."
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|
"I am glad so see you are thrifty, Mr. Balfour," says he, making his
|
|
notes.
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|
"I would think shame to be otherwise the first day of my fortune," said
|
|
I. "And now, if you will compute the outlay and your own proper
|
|
charges, I would be glad to know if I could get some spending-money
|
|
back. It's not that I grudge the whole of it to get Alan safe; it's
|
|
not that I lack more; but having drawn so much the one day, I think it
|
|
would have a very ill appearance if I was back again seeking, the next.
|
|
Only be sure you have enough," I added, "for I am very undesirous to
|
|
meet with you again."
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|
|
|
"Well, and I'm pleased to see you're cautious, too," said the Writer.
|
|
"But I think ye take a risk to lay so considerable a sum at my
|
|
discretion."
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|
|
He said this with a plain sneer.
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|
|
"I'll have to run the hazard," I replied. "O, and there's another
|
|
service I would ask, and that's to direct me to a lodging, for I have
|
|
no roof to my head. But it must be a lodging I may seem to have hit
|
|
upon by accident, for it would never do if the Lord Advocate were to
|
|
get any jealousy of our acquaintance."
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|
|
|
"Ye may set your weary spirit at rest," said he. "I will never name
|
|
your name, sir; and it's my belief the Advocate is still so much to be
|
|
sympathised with that he doesnae ken of your existence."
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|
|
I saw I had got to the wrong side of the man.
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|
|
"There's a braw day coming for him, then," said I, "for he'll have to
|
|
learn of it on the deaf side of his head no later than to-morrow, when
|
|
I call on him."
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|
|
|
"When ye CALL on him!" repeated Mr. Stewart. "Am I daft, or are you!
|
|
What takes ye near the Advocate!"
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|
|
"O, just to give myself up," said I.
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|
|
"Mr. Balfour," he cried, "are ye making a mock of me?"
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|
|
"No, sir," said I, "though I think you have allowed yourself some such
|
|
freedom with myself. But I give you to understand once and for all
|
|
that I am in no jesting spirit."
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|
|
|
"Nor yet me," says Stewart. "And I give yon to understand (if that's
|
|
to be the word) that I like the looks of your behaviour less and less.
|
|
You come here to me with all sorts of propositions, which will put me
|
|
in a train of very doubtful acts and bring me among very undesirable
|
|
persons this many a day to come. And then you tell me you're going
|
|
straight out of my office to make your peace with the Advocate! Alan's
|
|
button here or Alan's button there, the four quarters of Alan wouldnae
|
|
bribe me further in."
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|
|
|
"I would take it with a little more temper," said I, "and perhaps we
|
|
can avoid what you object to. I can see no way for it but to give
|
|
myself up, but perhaps you can see another; and if you could, I could
|
|
never deny but what I would be rather relieved. For I think my traffic
|
|
with his lordship is little likely to agree with my health. There's
|
|
just the one thing clear, that I have to give my evidence; for I hope
|
|
it'll save Alan's character (what's left of it), and James's neck,
|
|
which is the more immediate."
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|
|
|
He was silent for a breathing-space, and then, "My man," said he,
|
|
"you'll never be allowed to give such evidence."
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|
|
|
"We'll have to see about that," said I; "I'm stiff-necked when I like."
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|
|
|
"Ye muckle ass!" cried Stewart, "it's James they want; James has got to
|
|
hang - Alan, too, if they could catch him - but James whatever! Go
|
|
near the Advocate with any such business, and you'll see! he'll find a
|
|
way to muzzle, ye."
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|
|
"I think better of the Advocate than that," said I.
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|
|
"The Advocate be dammed!" cries he. "It's the Campbells, man! You'll
|
|
have the whole clanjamfry of them on your back; and so will the
|
|
Advocate too, poor body! It's extraordinar ye cannot see where ye
|
|
stand! If there's no fair way to stop your gab, there's a foul one
|
|
gaping. They can put ye in the dock, do ye no see that?" he cried, and
|
|
stabbed me with one finger in the leg.
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|
|
|
"Ay," said I, "I was told that same no further back than this morning
|
|
by another lawyer."
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|
|
|
"And who was he?" asked Stewart, "He spoke sense at least."
|
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|
|
I told I must be excused from naming him, for he was a decent stout old
|
|
Whig, and had little mind to be mixed up in such affairs.
|
|
|
|
"I think all the world seems to be mixed up in it!" cries Stewart.
|
|
"But what said you?"
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|
|
"I told him what had passed between Rankeillor and myself before the
|
|
house of Shaws.
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|
|
"Well, and so ye will hang!" said he. "Ye'll hang beside James
|
|
Stewart. There's your fortune told."
|
|
|
|
"I hope better of it yet than that," said I; "but I could never deny
|
|
there was a risk."
|
|
|
|
"Risk!" says he, and then sat silent again. "I ought to thank you for
|
|
you staunchness to my friends, to whom you show a very good spirit," he
|
|
says, "if you have the strength to stand by it. But I warn you that
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you're wading deep. I wouldn't put myself in your place (me that's a
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Stewart born!) for all the Stewarts that ever there were since Noah.
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Risk? ay, I take over-many; but to be tried in court before a Campbell
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jury and a Campbell judge, and that in a Campbell country and upon a
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Campbell quarrel - think what you like of me, Balfour, it's beyond me."
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"It's a different way of thinking, I suppose," said I; "I was brought
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up to this one by my father before me."
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"Glory to his bones! he has left a decent son to his name," says he.
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"Yet I would not have you judge me over-sorely. My case is dooms hard.
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See, sir, ye tell me ye're a Whig: I wonder what I am. No Whig to be
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sure; I couldnae be just that. But - laigh in your ear, man - I'm
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maybe no very keen on the other side."
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"Is that a fact?" cried I. "It's what I would think of a man of your
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intelligence."
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"Hut! none of your whillywhas!" cries he. "There's intelligence upon
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both sides. But for my private part I have no particular desire to
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harm King George; and as for King James, God bless him! he does very
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well for me across the water. I'm a lawyer, ye see: fond of my books
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and my bottle, a good plea, a well-drawn deed, a crack in the
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Parliament House with other lawyer bodies, and perhaps a turn at the
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golf on a Saturday at e'en. Where do ye come in with your Hieland
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plaids and claymores?"
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"Well," said I, "it's a fact ye have little of the wild Highlandman."
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"Little?" quoth he. "Nothing, man! And yet I'm Hieland born, and when
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the clan pipes, who but me has to dance! The clan and the name, that
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goes by all. It's just what you said yourself; my father learned it to
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me, and a bonny trade I have of it. Treason and traitors, and the
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smuggling of them out and in; and the French recruiting, weary fall it!
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and the smuggling through of the recruits; and their pleas - a sorrow
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of their pleas! Here have I been moving one for young Ardsheil, my
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cousin; claimed the estate under the marriage contract - a forfeited
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estate! I told them it was nonsense: muckle they cared! And there
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was I cocking behind a yadvocate that liked the business as little as
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myself, for it was fair ruin to the pair of us - a black mark,
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DISAFFECTED, branded on our hurdies, like folk's names upon their kye!
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And what can I do? I'm a Stewart, ye see, and must fend for my clan
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and family. Then no later by than yesterday there was one of our
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Stewart lads carried to the Castle. What for? I ken fine: Act of
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1736: recruiting for King Lewie. And you'll see, he'll whistle me in
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to be his lawyer, and there'll be another black mark on my chara'ter!
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I tell you fair: if I but kent the heid of a Hebrew word from the
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hurdies of it, be dammed but I would fling the whole thing up and turn
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minister!"
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"It's rather a hard position," said I.
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"Dooms hard!" cries he. "And that's what makes me think so much of ye
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- you that's no Stewart - to stick your head so deep in Stewart
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business. And for what, I do not know: unless it was the sense of
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duty."
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"I hope it will be that," said I.
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"Well," says he, "it's a grand quality. But here is my clerk back;
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and, by your leave, we'll pick a bit of dinner, all the three of us.
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When that's done, I'll give you the direction of a very decent man,
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that'll be very fain to have you for a lodger. And I'll fill your
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pockets to ye, forbye, out of your ain bag. For this business'll not
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be near as dear as ye suppose - not even the ship part of it."
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I made him a sign that his clerk was within hearing.
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"Hoot, ye neednae mind for Robbie," cries he. "A Stewart, too, puir
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deevil! and has smuggled out more French recruits and trafficking
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Papists than what he has hairs upon his face. Why, it's Robin that
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manages that branch of my affairs. Who will we have now, Rob, for
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across the water!"
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"There'll be Andie Scougal, in the THRISTLE," replied Rob. "I saw
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Hoseason the other day, but it seems he's wanting the ship. Then
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there'll be Tam Stobo; but I'm none so sure of Tam. I've seen him
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colloguing with some gey queer acquaintances; and if was anybody
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important, I would give Tam the go-by."
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"The head's worth two hundred pounds, Robin," said Stewart.
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"Gosh, that'll no be Alan Breck!" cried the clerk.
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"Just Alan," said his master.
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"Weary winds! that's sayrious," cried Robin. "I'll try Andie, then;
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Andie'll be the best."
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"It seems it's quite a big business," I observed.
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"Mr. Balfour, there's no end to it," said Stewart.
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"There was a name your clerk mentioned," I went on: "Hoseason. That
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must be my man, I think: Hoseason, of the brig COVENANT. Would you
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set your trust on him?"
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"He didnae behave very well to you and Alan," said Mr. Stewart; "but my
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mind of the man in general is rather otherwise. If he had taken Alan
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on board his ship on an agreement, it's my notion he would have proved
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a just dealer. How say ye, Rob?"
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"No more honest skipper in the trade than Eli," said the clerk. "I
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would lippen to Eli's word - ay, if it was the Chevalier, or Appin
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himsel'," he added.
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"And it was him that brought the doctor, wasnae't?" asked the master.
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"He was the very man," said the clerk.
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"And I think he took the doctor back?" says Stewart.
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"Ay, with his sporran full!" cried Robin. "And Eli kent of that!"
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"Well, it seems it's hard to ken folk rightly," said I.
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"That was just what I forgot when ye came in, Mr. Balfour!" says the
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Writer.
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CHAPTER III - I GO TO PILRIG
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THE next morning, I was no sooner awake in my new lodging than I was up
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and into my new clothes; and no sooner the breakfast swallowed, than I
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was forth on my adventurers. Alan, I could hope, was fended for; James
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|
was like to be a more difficult affair, and I could not but think that
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enterprise might cost me dear, even as everybody said to whom I had
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|
opened my opinion. It seemed I was come to the top of the mountain
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only to cast myself down; that I had clambered up, through so many and
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|
hard trials, to be rich, to be recognised, to wear city clothes and a
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sword to my side, all to commit mere suicide at the last end of it, and
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the worst kind of suicide, besides, which is to get hanged at the
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King's charges.
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What was I doing it for? I asked, as I went down the high Street and
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out north by Leith Wynd. First I said it was to save James Stewart;
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and no doubt the memory of his distress, and his wife's cries, and a
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word or so I had let drop on that occasion worked upon me strongly. At
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the same time I reflected that it was (or ought to be) the most
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indifferent matter to my father's son, whether James died in his bed or
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from a scaffold. He was Alan's cousin, to be sure; but so far as
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|
regarded Alan, the best thing would be to lie low, and let the King,
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and his Grace of Argyll, and the corbie crows, pick the bones of his
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kinsman their own way. Nor could I forget that, while we were all in
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the pot together, James had shown no such particular anxiety whether
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for Alan or me.
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Next it came upon me I was acting for the sake of justice: and I
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thought that a fine word, and reasoned it out that (since we dwelt in
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polities, at some discomfort to each one of us) the main thing of all
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must still be justice, and the death of any innocent man a wound upon
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the whole community. Next, again, it was the Accuser of the Brethren
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that gave me a turn of his argument; bade me think shame for pretending
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myself concerned in these high matters, and told me I was but a prating
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vain child, who had spoken big words to Rankeillor and to Stewart, and
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|
held myself bound upon my vanity to make good that boastfulness. Nay,
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|
and he hit me with the other end of the stick; for he accused me of a
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|
kind of artful cowardice, going about at the expense of a little risk
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|
to purchase greater safety. No doubt, until I had declared and cleared
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|
myself, I might any day encounter Mungo Campbell or the sheriff's
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|
officer, and be recognised, and dragged into the Appin murder by the
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|
heels; and, no doubt, in case I could manage my declaration with
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|
success, I should breathe more free for ever after. But when I looked
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this argument full in the face I could see nothing to be ashamed of.
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As for the rest, "Here are the two roads," I thought, "and both go to
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the same place. It's unjust that James should hang if I can save him;
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|
and it would be ridiculous in me to have talked so much and then do
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|
nothing. It's lucky for James of the Glens that I have boasted
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|
beforehand; and none so unlucky for myself, because now I'm committed
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|
to do right. I have the name of a gentleman and the means of one; it
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|
would be a poor duty that I was wanting in the essence." And then I
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|
thought this was a Pagan spirit, and said a prayer in to myself, asking
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|
for what courage I might lack, and that I might go straight to my duty
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|
like a soldier to battle, and come off again scatheless, as so many do.
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This train of reasoning brought me to a more resolved complexion;
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|
though it was far from closing up my sense of the dangers that
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|
surrounded me, nor of how very apt I was (if I went on) to stumble on
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|
the ladder of the gallows. It was a plain, fair morning, but the wind
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|
in the east. The little chill of it sang in my blood, and gave me a
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|
feeling of the autumn, and the dead leaves, and dead folks' bodies in
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|
their graves. It seemed the devil was in it, if I was to die in that
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|
tide of my fortunes and for other folks' affairs. On the top of the
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|
Calton Hill, though it was not the customary time of year for that
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|
diversion, some children were crying and running with their kites.
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|
These toys appeared very plain against the sky; I remarked a great one
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|
soar on the wind to a high altitude and then plump among the whins; and
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I thought to myself at sight of it, "There goes Davie."
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My way lay over Mouter's Hill, and through an end of a clachan on the
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braeside among fields. There was a whirr of looms in it went from
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|
house to house; bees bummed in the gardens; the neighbours that I saw
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|
at the doorsteps talked in a strange tongue; and I found out later that
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|
this was Picardy, a village where the French weavers wrought for the
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|
Linen Company. Here I got a fresh direction for Pilrig, my
|
|
destination; and a little beyond, on the wayside, came by a gibbet and
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two men hanged in chains. They were dipped in tar, as the manner is;
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|
the wind span them, the chains clattered, and the birds hung about the
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uncanny jumping-jacks and cried. The sight coming on me suddenly, like
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|
an illustration of my fears, I could scarce be done with examining it
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|
and drinking in discomfort. And, as I thus turned and turned about the
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|
gibbet, what should I strike on, but a weird old wife, that sat behind
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|
a leg of it, and nodded, and talked aloud to herself with becks and
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|
courtesies.
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"Who are these two, mother?" I asked, and pointed to the corpses.
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"A blessing on your precious face!" she cried. "Twa joes o'mine: just
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|
two o' my old joes, my hinny dear."
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"What did they suffer for?" I asked.
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"Ou, just for the guid cause," said she. "Aften I spaed to them the
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|
way that it would end. Twa shillin' Scots: no pickle mair; and there
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|
are twa bonny callants hingin' for 't! They took it frae a wean
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|
belanged to Brouchton."
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"Ay!" said I to myself, and not to the daft limmer, "and did they come
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|
to such a figure for so poor a business? This is to lose all indeed."
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"Gie's your loof, hinny," says she, "and let me spae your weird to ye."
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"No, mother," said I, "I see far enough the way I am. It's an unco
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|
thing to see too far in front."
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"I read it in your bree," she said. "There's a bonnie lassie that has
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|
bricht een, and there's a wee man in a braw coat, and a big man in a
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|
pouthered wig, and there's the shadow of the wuddy, joe, that lies
|
|
braid across your path. Gie's your loof, hinny, and let Auld Merren
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|
spae it to ye bonny."
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|
|
The two chance shots that seemed to point at Alan and the daughter of
|
|
James More struck me hard; and I fled from the eldritch creature,
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|
casting her a baubee, which she continued to sit and play with under
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|
the moving shadows of the hanged.
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|
My way down the causeway of Leith Walk would have been more pleasant to
|
|
me but for this encounter. The old rampart ran among fields, the like
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|
of them I had never seen for artfulness of agriculture; I was pleased,
|
|
besides, to be so far in the still countryside; but the shackles of the
|
|
gibbet clattered in my head; and the mope and mows of the old witch,
|
|
and the thought of the dead men, hag-rode my spirits. To hang on a
|
|
gallows, that seemed a hard case; and whether a man came to hang there
|
|
for two shillings Scots, or (as Mr. Stewart had it) from the sense of
|
|
duty, once he was tarred and shackled and hung up, the difference
|
|
seemed small. There might David Balfour hang, and other lads pass on
|
|
their errands and think light of him; and old daft limmers sit at a
|
|
leg-foot and spae their fortunes; and the clean genty maids go by, and
|
|
look to the other aide, and hold a nose. I saw them plain, and they
|
|
had grey eyes, and their screens upon their heads were of the Drummed
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|
colours.
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|
|
I was thus in the poorest of spirits, though still pretty resolved,
|
|
when I came in view of Pilrig, a pleasant gabled house set by the
|
|
walkside among some brave young woods. The laird's horse was standing
|
|
saddled at the door as I came up, but himself was in the study, where
|
|
he received me in the midst of learned works and musical instruments,
|
|
for he was not only a deep philosopher but much of a musician. He
|
|
greeted me at first pretty well, and when he had read Rankeillor's
|
|
letter, placed himself obligingly at my disposal.
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|
|
"And what is it, cousin David!" said he - "since it appears that we are
|
|
cousins - what is this that I can do for you! A word to Prestongrange!
|
|
Doubtless that is easily given. But what should be the word?"
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|
|
"Mr. Balfour," said I, "if I were to tell you my whole story the way it
|
|
fell out, it's my opinion (and it was Rankeillor's before me) that you
|
|
would be very little made up with it."
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|
"I am sorry to hear this of you, kinsman," says he.
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|
|
"I must not take that at your hands, Mr. Balfour," said I; "I have
|
|
nothing to my charge to make me sorry, or you for me, but just the
|
|
common infirmities of mankind. 'The guilt of Adam's first sin, the
|
|
want of original righteousness, and the corruption of my whole nature,'
|
|
so much I must answer for, and I hope I have been taught where to look
|
|
for help," I said; for I judged from the look of the man he would think
|
|
the better of me if I knew my questions. "But in the way of worldly
|
|
honour I have no great stumble to reproach myself with; and my
|
|
difficulties have befallen me very much against my will and (by all
|
|
that I can see) without my fault. My trouble is to have become dipped
|
|
in a political complication, which it is judged you would be blythe to
|
|
avoid a knowledge of."
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|
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|
"Why, very well, Mr. David," he replied, "I am pleased to see you are
|
|
all that Rankeillor represented. And for what you say of political
|
|
complications, you do me no more than justice. It is my study to be
|
|
beyond suspicion, and indeed outside the field of it. The question
|
|
is," says he, "how, if I am to know nothing of the matter, I can very
|
|
well assist you?"
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|
"Why sir," said I, "I propose you should write to his lordship, that I
|
|
am a young man of reasonable good family and of good means: both of
|
|
which I believe to be the case."
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|
"I have Rankeillor's word for it," said Mr. Balfour, "and I count that
|
|
a warran-dice against all deadly."
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|
"To which you might add (if you will take my word for so much) that I
|
|
am a good churchman, loyal to King George, and so brought up," I went
|
|
on.
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|
|
"None of which will do you any harm," said Mr. Balfour.
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|
"Then you might go on to say that I sought his lordship on a matter of
|
|
great moment, connected with His Majesty's service and the
|
|
administration of justice," I suggested.
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|
|
"As I am not to hear the matter," says the laird, "I will not take upon
|
|
myself to qualify its weight. 'Great moment' therefore falls, and
|
|
'moment' along with it. For the rest I might express myself much as
|
|
you propose."
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|
"And then, sir," said I, and rubbed my neck a little with my thumb,
|
|
"then I would be very desirous if you could slip in a word that might
|
|
perhaps tell for my protection."
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|
"Protection?" says he, "for your protection! Here is a phrase that
|
|
somewhat dampens me. If the matter be so dangerous, I own I would be a
|
|
little loath to move in it blindfold."
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|
"I believe I could indicate in two words where the thing sticks," said
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|
I.
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"Perhaps that would be the best," said he.
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"Well, it's the Appin murder," said I.
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|
|
He held up both his hands. "Sirs! sirs!" cried he.
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|
|
I thought by the expression of his face and voice that I had lost my
|
|
helper.
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|
|
"Let me explain. . ." I began.
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|
"I thank you kindly, I will hear no more of it," says he. "I decline
|
|
IN TOTO to hear more of it. For your name's sake and Rankeillor's, and
|
|
perhaps a little for your own, I will do what I can to help you; but I
|
|
will hear no more upon the facts. And it is my first clear duty to
|
|
warn you. These are deep waters, Mr. David, and you are a young man.
|
|
Be cautious and think twice."
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|
|
"It is to be supposed I will have thought oftener than that, Mr.
|
|
Balfour," said I, "and I will direct your attention again to
|
|
Rankeillor's letter, where (I hope and believe) he has registered his
|
|
approval of that which I design."
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|
|
"Well, well," said he; and then again, "Well, well! I will do what I
|
|
can for you." There with he took a pen and paper, sat a while in
|
|
thought, and began to write with much consideration. "I understand
|
|
that Rankeillor approved of what you have in mind?" he asked presently.
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|
"After some discussion, sir, he bade me to go forward in God's name,"
|
|
said I.
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|
"That is the name to go in," said Mr. Balfour, and resumed his writing.
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|
Presently, he signed, re-read what he had written, and addressed me
|
|
again. "Now here, Mr. David," said he, "is a letter of introduction,
|
|
which I will seal without closing, and give into your hands open, as
|
|
the form requires. But, since I am acting in the dark, I will just
|
|
read it to you, so that you may see if it will secure your end -
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"PILRIG, AUGUST 26th, 1751.
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"MY LORD, - This is to bring to your notice my namesake and cousin,
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|
David Balfour Esquire of Shaws, a young gentleman of unblemished
|
|
descent and good estate. He has enjoyed, besides, the more valuable
|
|
advantages of a godly training, and his political principles are all
|
|
that your lordship can desire. I am not in Mr. Balfour's confidence,
|
|
but I understand him to have a matter to declare, touching His
|
|
Majesty's service and the administration of justice; purposes for which
|
|
your Lordship's zeal is known. I should add that the young gentleman's
|
|
intention is known to and approved by some of his friends, who will
|
|
watch with hopeful anxiety the event of his success or failure.
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|
|
|
"Whereupon," continued Mr. Balfour, "I have subscribed myself with the
|
|
usual compliments. You observe I have said 'some of your friends'; I
|
|
hope you can justify my plural?"
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|
"Perfectly, sir; my purpose is known and approved by more than one,"
|
|
said I. "And your letter, which I take a pleasure to thank you for, is
|
|
all I could have hoped."
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|
|
"It was all I could squeeze out," said he; "and from what I know of the
|
|
matter you design to meddle in, I can only pray God that it may prove
|
|
sufficient."
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|
CHAPTER IV - LORD ADVOCATE PRESTONGRANGE
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|
|
MY kinsman kept me to a meal, "for the honour of the roof," he said;
|
|
and I believe I made the better speed on my return. I had no thought
|
|
but to be done with the next stage, and have myself fully committed; to
|
|
a person circumstanced as I was, the appearance of closing a door on
|
|
hesitation and temptation was itself extremely tempting; and I was the
|
|
more disappointed, when I came to Prestongrange's house, to be informed
|
|
he was abroad. I believe it was true at the moment, and for some hours
|
|
after; and then I have no doubt the Advocate came home again, and
|
|
enjoyed himself in a neighbouring chamber among friends, while perhaps
|
|
the very fact of my arrival was forgotten. I would have gone away a
|
|
dozen times, only for this strong drawing to have done with my
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declaration out of hand and be able to lay me down to sleep with a free
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conscience. At first I read, for the little cabinet where I was left
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contained a variety of books. But I fear I read with little profit;
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and the weather falling cloudy, the dusk coming up earlier than usual,
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and my cabinet being lighted with but a loophole of a window, I was at
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last obliged to desist from this diversion (such as it was), and pass
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the rest of my time of waiting in a very burthensome vacuity. The
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sound of people talking in a near chamber, the pleasant note of a
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harpsichord, and once the voice of a lady singing, bore me a kind of
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company.
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I do not know the hour, but the darkness was long come, when the door
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of the cabinet opened, and I was aware, by the light behind him, of a
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tall figure of a man upon the threshold. I rose at once.
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"Is anybody there?" he asked. "Who in that?"
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"I am bearer of a letter from the laird of Pilrig to the Lord
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Advocate," said I.
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"Have you been here long?" he asked.
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"I would not like to hazard an estimate of how many hours," said I.
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"It is the first I hear of it," he replied, with a chuckle. "The lads
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must have forgotten you. But you are in the bit at last, for I am
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Prestongrange."
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So saying, he passed before me into the next room, whither (upon his
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sign) I followed him, and where he lit a candle and took his place
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before a business-table. It was a long room, of a good proportion,
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wholly lined with books. That small spark of light in a corner struck
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out the man's handsome person and strong face. He was flushed, his eye
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watered and sparkled, and before he sat down I observed him to sway
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back and forth. No doubt, he had been supping liberally; but his mind
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and tongue were under full control.
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"Well, sir, sit ye down," said he, "and let us see Pilrig's letter."
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He glanced it through in the beginning carelessly, looking up and
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bowing when he came to my name; but at the last words I thought I
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observed his attention to redouble, and I made sure he read them twice.
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All this while you are to suppose my heart was beating, for I had now
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crossed my Rubicon and was come fairly on the field of battle.
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"I am pleased to make your acquaintance, Mr. Balfour," he said, when he
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had done. "Let me offer you a glass of claret."
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"Under your favour, my lord, I think it would scarce be fair on me,"
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said I. "I have come here, as the letter will have mentioned, on a
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business of some gravity to myself; and, as I am little used with wine,
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I might be the sooner affected."
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"You shall be the judge," said he. "But if you will permit, I believe
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I will even have the bottle in myself."
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He touched a bell, and a footman came, as at a signal, bringing wine
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and glasses.
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"You are sure you will not join me?" asked the Advocate. "Well, here
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is to our better acquaintance! In what way can I serve you?"
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"I should, perhaps, begin by telling you, my lord, that I am here at
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your own pressing invitation," said I.
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"You have the advantage of me somewhere," said he, "for I profess I
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think I never heard of you before this evening."
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"Right, my lord; the name is, indeed, new to you," said I. "And yet
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you have been for some time extremely wishful to make my acquaintance,
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and have declared the same in public."
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"I wish you would afford me a clue," says he. "I am no Daniel."
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"It will perhaps serve for such," said I, "that if I was in a jesting
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humour - which is far from the case - I believe I might lay a claim on
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your lordship for two hundred pounds."
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"In what sense?" he inquired.
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"In the sense of rewards offered for my person," said I.
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He thrust away his glass once and for all, and sat straight up in the
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chair where he had been previously lolling. "What am I to understand?"
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said he.
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"A TALL STRONG LAD OF ABOUT EIGHTEEN," I quoted, "SPEAKS LIKE a
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LOWLANDER AND HAS NO BEARD."
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"I recognise those words," said he, "which, if you have come here with
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any ill-judged intention of amusing yourself, are like to prove
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extremely prejudicial to your safety."
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"My purpose in this," I replied, "is just entirely as serious as life
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and death, and you have understood me perfectly. I am the boy who was
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speaking with Glenure when he was shot."
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"I can only suppose (seeing you here) that you claim to be innocent,"
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said he.
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"The inference is clear," I said. "I am a very loyal subject to King
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George, but if I had anything to reproach myself with, I would have had
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more discretion than to walk into your den."
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"I am glad of that," said he. "This horrid crime, Mr. Balfour, is of a
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dye which cannot permit any clemency. Blood has been barbarously shed.
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It has been shed in direct opposition to his Majesty and our whole
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frame of laws, by those who are their known and public oppugnants. I
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take a very high sense of this. I will not deny that I consider the
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crime as directly personal to his Majesty."
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"And unfortunately, my lord," I added, a little drily, "directly
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personal to another great personage who may be nameless."
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"If you mean anything by those words, I must tell you I consider them
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unfit for a good subject; and were they spoke publicly I should make it
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my business to take note of them," said he. "You do not appear to me
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to recognise the gravity of your situation, or you would be more
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|
careful not to pejorate the same by words which glance upon the purity
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of justice. Justice, in this country, and in my poor hands, is no
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respecter of persons."
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"You give me too great a share in my own speech, my lord," said I. "I
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did but repeat the common talk of the country, which I have heard
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everywhere, and from men of all opinions as I came along."
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"When you are come to more discretion you will understand such talk in
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not to be listened to, how much less repeated," says the Advocate.
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"But I acquit you of an ill intention. That nobleman, whom we all
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honour, and who has indeed been wounded in a near place by the late
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barbarity, sits too high to be reached by these aspersions. The Duke
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of Argyle - you see that I deal plainly with you - takes it to heart as
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I do, and as we are both bound to do by our judicial functions and the
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service of his Majesty; and I could wish that all hands, in this ill
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|
age, were equally clean of family rancour. But from the accident that
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this is a Campbell who has fallen martyr to his duty - as who else but
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the Campbells have ever put themselves foremost on that path? - I may
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say it, who am no Campbell - and that the chief of that great house
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happens (for all our advantages) to be the present head of the College
|
|
of Justice, small minds and disaffected tongues are set agog in every
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changehouse in the country; and I find a young gentleman like Mr.
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Balfour so ill-advised as to make himself their echo." So much he
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spoke with a very oratorical delivery, as if in court, and then
|
|
declined again upon the manner of a gentleman. "All this apart," said
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he. "It now remains that I should learn what I am to do with you."
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"I had thought it was rather I that should learn the same from your
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lordship," said I.
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"Ay, true," says the Advocate. "But, you see, you come to me well
|
|
recommended. There is a good honest Whig name to this letter," says
|
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he, picking it up a moment from the table. "And - extra-judicially,
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Mr, Balfour - there is always the possibility of some arrangement, I
|
|
tell you, and I tell you beforehand that you may be the more upon your
|
|
guard, your fate lies with me singly. In such a matter (be it said
|
|
with reverence) I am more powerful than the King's Majesty; and should
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you please me - and of course satisfy my conscience - in what remains
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|
to be held of our interview, I tell you it may remain between
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ourselves."
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"Meaning how?" I asked.
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"Why, I mean it thus, Mr. Balfour," said he, "that if you give
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satisfaction, no soul need know so much as that you visited my house;
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|
and you may observe that I do not even call my clerk."
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I saw what way he was driving. "I suppose it is needless anyone should
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be informed upon my visit," said I, "though the precise nature of my
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|
gains by that I cannot see. I am not at all ashamed of coming here."
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"And have no cause to be," says he, encouragingly. "Nor yet (if you
|
|
are careful) to fear the consequences."
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"My lord," said I, "speaking under your correction, I am not very easy
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|
to be frightened."
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"And I am sure I do not seek to frighten you," says he. "But to the
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|
interrogation; and let me warn you to volunteer nothing beyond the
|
|
questions I shall ask you. It may consist very immediately with your
|
|
safety. I have a great discretion, it is true, but there are bounds to
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|
it."
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"I shall try to follow your lordship's advice," said I.
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He spread a sheet of paper on the table and wrote a heading. "It
|
|
appears you were present, by the way, in the wood of Lettermore at the
|
|
moment of the fatal shot," he began. "Was this by accident?"
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"By accident," said I.
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|
"How came you in speech with Colin Campbell?" he asked.
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"I was inquiring my way of him to Aucharn," I replied.
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I observed he did not write this answer down.
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|
"H'm, true," said he, "I had forgotten that. And do you know, Mr.
|
|
Balfour, I would dwell, if I were you, as little as might be on your
|
|
relations with these Stewarts. It might be found to complicate our
|
|
business. I am not yet inclined to regard these matters as essential."
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|
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|
"I had thought, my lord, that all points of fact were equally material
|
|
in such a case," said I.
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|
"You forget we are now trying these Stewarts," he replied, with great
|
|
significance. "If we should ever come to be trying you, it will be
|
|
very different; and I shall press these very questions that I am now
|
|
willing to glide upon. But to resume: I have it here in Mr. Mungo
|
|
Campbell's precognition that you ran immediately up the brae. How came
|
|
that?"
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|
"Not immediately, my lord, and the cause was my seeing of the
|
|
murderer."
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|
"You saw him, then?"
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|
"As plain as I see your lordship, though not so near hand."
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|
"You know him?"
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"I should know him again."
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|
"In your pursuit you were not so fortunate, then, as to overtake him?"
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"I was not."
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"Was he alone?"
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"He was alone."
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"There was no one else in that neighbourhood?"
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"Alan Breck Stewart was not far off, in a piece of a wood."
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|
|
The Advocate laid his pen down. "I think we are playing at cross
|
|
purposes," said he, "which you will find to prove a very ill amusement
|
|
for yourself."
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|
"I content myself with following your lordship's advice, and answering
|
|
what I am asked," said I.
|
|
|
|
"Be so wise as to bethink yourself in time," said he, "I use you with
|
|
the most anxious tenderness, which you scarce seem to appreciate, and
|
|
which (unless you be more careful) may prove to be in vain."
|
|
|
|
"I do appreciate your tenderness, but conceive it to be mistaken," I
|
|
replied, with something of a falter, for I saw we were come to grips at
|
|
last. "I am here to lay before you certain information, by which I
|
|
shall convince you Alan had no hand whatever in the killing of
|
|
Glenure."
|
|
|
|
The Advocate appeared for a moment at a stick, sitting with pursed
|
|
lips, and blinking his eyes upon me like an angry cat. "Mr. Balfour,"
|
|
he said at last, "I tell you pointedly you go an ill way for your own
|
|
interests."
|
|
|
|
"My lord," I said, "I am as free of the charge of considering my own
|
|
interests in this matter as your lordship. As God judges me, I have
|
|
but the one design, and that is to see justice executed and the
|
|
innocent go clear. If in pursuit of that I come to fall under your
|
|
lordship's displeasure, I must bear it as I may."
|
|
|
|
At this he rose from his chair, lit a second candle, and for a while
|
|
gazed upon me steadily. I was surprised to see a great change of
|
|
gravity fallen upon his face, and I could have almost thought he was a
|
|
little pale.
|
|
|
|
"You are either very simple, or extremely the reverse, and I see that I
|
|
must deal with you more confidentially," says he. "This is a political
|
|
case - ah, yes, Mr. Balfour! whether we like it or no, the case is
|
|
political - and I tremble when I think what issues may depend from it.
|
|
To a political case, I need scarce tell a young man of your education,
|
|
we approach with very different thoughts from one which is criminal
|
|
only. SALUS POPULI SUPREMA LEX is a maxim susceptible of great abuse,
|
|
but it has that force which we find elsewhere only in the laws of
|
|
nature: I mean it has the force of necessity. I will open this out to
|
|
you, if you will allow me, at more length. You would have me believe -
|
|
"
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|
|
|
"Under your pardon, my lord, I would have you to believe nothing but
|
|
that which I can prove," said I.
|
|
|
|
"Tut! tut; young gentleman," says he, "be not so pragmatical, and
|
|
suffer a man who might be your father (if it was nothing more) to
|
|
employ his own imperfect language, and express his own poor thoughts,
|
|
even when they have the misfortune not to coincide with Mr. Balfour's.
|
|
You would have me to believe Breck innocent. I would think this of
|
|
little account, the more so as we cannot catch our man. But the matter
|
|
of Breck's innocence shoots beyond itself. Once admitted, it would
|
|
destroy the whole presumptions of our case against another and a very
|
|
different criminal; a man grown old in treason, already twice in arms
|
|
against his king and already twice forgiven; a fomentor of discontent,
|
|
and (whoever may have fired the shot) the unmistakable original of the
|
|
deed in question. I need not tell you that I mean James Stewart."
|
|
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|
"And I can just say plainly that the innocence of Alan and of James is
|
|
what I am here to declare in private to your lordship, and what I am
|
|
prepared to establish at the trial by my testimony," said I.
|
|
|
|
"To which I can only answer by an equal plainness, Mr. Balfour," said
|
|
he, "that (in that case) your testimony will not be called by me, and I
|
|
desire you to withhold it altogether."
|
|
|
|
"You are at the head of Justice in this country," I cried, "and you
|
|
propose to me a crime!"
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|
|
|
"I am a man nursing with both hands the interests of this country," he
|
|
replied, "and I press on you a political necessity. Patriotism is not
|
|
always moral in the formal sense. You might be glad of it, I think:
|
|
it is your own protection; the facts are heavy against you; and if I am
|
|
still trying to except you from a very dangerous place, it is in part
|
|
of course because I am not insensible to your honesty in coming here;
|
|
in part because of Pilrig's letter; but in part, and in chief part,
|
|
because I regard in this matter my political duty first and my judicial
|
|
duty only second. For the same reason - I repeat it to you in the same
|
|
frank words - I do not want your testimony."
|
|
|
|
"I desire not to be thought to make a repartee, when I express only the
|
|
plain sense of our position," said I. "But if your lordship has no
|
|
need of my testimony, I believe the other side would be extremely
|
|
blythe to get it."
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|
|
|
Prestongrange arose and began to pace to and fro in the room. "You are
|
|
not so young," he said, "but what you must remember very clearly the
|
|
year '45 and the shock that went about the country. I read in Pilrig's
|
|
letter that you are sound in Kirk and State. Who saved them in that
|
|
fatal year? I do not refer to His Royal Highness and his ramrods,
|
|
which were extremely useful in their day; but the country had been
|
|
saved and the field won before ever Cumberland came upon Drummossie.
|
|
Who saved it? I repeat; who saved the Protestant religion and the
|
|
whole frame of our civil institutions? The late Lord President
|
|
Culloden, for one; he played a man's part, and small thanks he got for
|
|
it - even as I, whom you see before you, straining every nerve in the
|
|
same service, look for no reward beyond the conscience of my duties
|
|
done. After the President, who else? You know the answer as well as I
|
|
do; 'tis partly a scandal, and you glanced at it yourself, and I
|
|
reproved you for it, when you first came in. It was the Duke and the
|
|
great clan of Campbell. Now here is a Campbell foully murdered, and
|
|
that in the King's service. The Duke and I are Highlanders. But we
|
|
are Highlanders civilised, and it is not so with the great mass of our
|
|
clans and families. They have still savage virtues and defects. They
|
|
are still barbarians, like these Stewarts; only the Campbells were
|
|
barbarians on the right side, and the Stewarts were barbarians on the
|
|
wrong. Now be you the judge. The Campbells expect vengeance. If they
|
|
do not get it - if this man James escape - there will be trouble with
|
|
the Campbells. That means disturbance in the Highlands, which are
|
|
uneasy and very far from being disarmed: the disarming is a farce. .
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|
."
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|
"I can bear you out in that," said I.
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|
"Disturbance in the Highlands makes the hour of our old watchful
|
|
enemy," pursued his lordship, holding out a finger as he paced; "and I
|
|
give you my word we may have a '45 again with the Campbells on the
|
|
other side. To protect the life of this man Stewart - which is forfeit
|
|
already on half-a-dozen different counts if not on this - do you
|
|
propose to plunge your country in war, to jeopardise the faith of your
|
|
fathers, and to expose the lives and fortunes of how many thousand
|
|
innocent persons? . . . These are considerations that weigh with me,
|
|
and that I hope will weigh no less with yourself, Mr. Balfour, as a
|
|
lover of your country, good government, and religious truth."
|
|
|
|
"You deal with me very frankly, and I thank you for it," said I. "I
|
|
will try on my side to be no less honest. I believe your policy to be
|
|
sound. I believe these deep duties may lie upon your lordship; I
|
|
believe you may have laid them on your conscience when you took the
|
|
oath of the high office which you hold. But for me, who am just a
|
|
plain man - or scarce a man yet - the plain duties must suffice. I can
|
|
think but of two things, of a poor soul in the immediate and unjust
|
|
danger of a shameful death, and of the cries and tears of his wife that
|
|
still tingle in my head. I cannot see beyond, my lord. It's the way
|
|
that I am made. If the country has to fall, it has to fall. And I
|
|
pray God, if this be wilful blindness, that He may enlighten me before
|
|
too late."
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|
|
|
He had heard me motionless, and stood so a while longer.
|
|
|
|
"This is an unexpected obstacle," says he, aloud, but to himself.
|
|
|
|
"And how is your lordship to dispose of me?" I asked.
|
|
|
|
"If I wished," said he, "you know that you might sleep in gaol?"
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|
"My lord," said I, "I have slept in worse places."
|
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|
|
"Well, my boy," said he, "there is one thing appears very plainly from
|
|
our interview, that I may rely on your pledged word. Give me your
|
|
honour that you will be wholly secret, not only on what has passed to-
|
|
night, but in the matter of the Appin case, and I let you go free."
|
|
|
|
"I will give it till to-morrow or any other near day that you may
|
|
please to set," said I. "I would not be thought too wily; but if I
|
|
gave the promise without qualification your lordship would have
|
|
attained his end."
|
|
|
|
"I had no thought to entrap you," said he.
|
|
|
|
"I am sure of that," said I.
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|
|
|
"Let me see," he continued. "To-morrow is the Sabbath. Come to me on
|
|
Monday by eight in the morning, and give me our promise until then."
|
|
|
|
"Freely given, my lord," said I. "And with regard to what has fallen
|
|
from yourself, I will give it for an long as it shall please God to
|
|
spare your days."
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|
|
|
"You will observe," he said next, "that I have made no employment of
|
|
menaces."
|
|
|
|
"It was like your lordship's nobility," said I. "Yet I am not
|
|
altogether so dull but what I can perceive the nature of those you have
|
|
not uttered."
|
|
|
|
"Well," said he, "good-night to you. May you sleep well, for I think
|
|
it is more than I am like to do."
|
|
|
|
With that he sighed, took up a candle, and gave me his conveyance as
|
|
far as the street door.
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|
CHAPTER V - IN THE ADVOCATE'S HOUSE
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|
|
THE next day, Sabbath, August 27th, I had the occasion I had long
|
|
looked forward to, to hear some of the famous Edinburgh preachers, all
|
|
well known to me already by the report of Mr Campbell. Alas! and I
|
|
might just as well have been at Essendean, and sitting under Mr.
|
|
Campbell's worthy self! the turmoil of my thoughts, which dwelt
|
|
continually on the interview with Prestongrange, inhibiting me from all
|
|
attention. I was indeed much less impressed by the reasoning of the
|
|
divines than by the spectacle of the thronged congregation in the
|
|
churches, like what I imagined of a theatre or (in my then disposition)
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of an assize of trial; above all at the West Kirk, with its three tiers
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of galleries, where I went in the vain hope that I might see Miss
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Drummond.
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On the Monday I betook me for the first time to a barber's, and was
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very well pleased with the result. Thence to the Advocate's, where the
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red coats of the soldiers showed again about his door, making a bright
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place in the close. I looked about for the young lady and her gillies:
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there was never a sign of them. But I was no sooner shown into the
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cabinet or antechamber where I had spent so wearyful a time upon the
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Saturday, than I was aware of the tall figure of James More in a
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corner. He seemed a prey to a painful uneasiness, reaching forth his
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feet and hands, and his eyes speeding here and there without rest about
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the walls of the small chamber, which recalled to me with a sense of
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pity the man's wretched situation. I suppose it was partly this, and
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partly my strong continuing interest in his daughter, that moved me to
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accost him.
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"Give you a good-morning, sir," said I.
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"And a good-morning to you, sir," said he.
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"You bide tryst with Prestongrange?" I asked.
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"I do, sir, and I pray your business with that gentleman be more
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agreeable than mine," was his reply.
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"I hope at least that yours will be brief, for I suppose you pass
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before me," said I.
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"All pass before me," he said, with a shrug and a gesture upward of the
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open hands. "It was not always so, sir, but times change. It was not
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so when the sword was in the scale, young gentleman, and the virtues of
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the soldier might sustain themselves."
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There came a kind of Highland snuffle out of the man that raised my
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dander strangely.
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"Well, Mr. Macgregor," said I, "I understand the main thing for a
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soldier is to be silent, and the first of his virtues never to
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complain."
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"You have my name, I perceive" - he bowed to me with his arms crossed -
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"though it's one I must not use myself. Well, there is a publicity - I
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have shown my face and told my name too often in the beards of my
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enemies. I must not wonder if both should be known to many that I know
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not."
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"That you know not in the least, sir," said I, "nor yet anybody else;
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but the name I am called, if you care to hear it, is Balfour."
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"It is a good name," he replied, civilly; "there are many decent folk
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that use it. And now that I call to mind, there was a young gentleman,
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your namesake, that marched surgeon in the year '45 with my battalion."
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"I believe that would be a brother to Balfour of Baith," said I, for I
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was ready for the surgeon now.
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"The same, sir," said James More. "And since I have been fellow-
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soldier with your kinsman, you must suffer me to grasp your hand."
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He shook hands with me long and tenderly, beaming on me the while as
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though he had found a brother.
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"Ah!" says he, "these are changed days since your cousin and I heard
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the balls whistle in our lugs."
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"I think he was a very far-away cousin," said I, drily, "and I ought to
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tell you that I never clapped eyes upon the man."
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"Well, well," said he, "it makes no change. And you - I do not think
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you were out yourself, sir - I have no clear mind of your face, which
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is one not probable to be forgotten."
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"In the year you refer to, Mr. Macgregor, I was getting skelped in the
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parish school," said I.
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"So young!" cries he. "Ah, then, you will never be able to think what
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this meeting is to me. In the hour of my adversity, and here in the
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house of my enemy, to meet in with the blood of an old brother-in-arms
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- it heartens me, Mr. Balfour, like the skirting of the highland pipes!
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Sir, this is a sad look back that many of us have to make: some with
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falling tears. I have lived in my own country like a king; my sword,
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my mountains, and the faith of my friends and kinsmen sufficed for me.
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Now I lie in a stinking dungeon; and do you know, Mr. Balfour," he went
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on, taking my arm and beginning to lead me about, "do you know, sir,
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that I lack mere neCESSaries? The malice of my foes has quite
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sequestered my resources. I lie, as you know, sir, on a trumped-up
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charge, of which I am as innocent as yourself. They dare not bring me
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to my trial, and in the meanwhile I am held naked in my prison. I
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could have wished it was your cousin I had met, or his brother Baith
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himself. Either would, I know, have been rejoiced to help me; while a
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comparative stranger like yourself - "
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I would be ashamed to set down all he poured out to me in this beggarly
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vein, or the very short and grudging answers that I made to him. There
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were times when I was tempted to stop his mouth with some small change;
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but whether it was from shame or pride - whether it was for my own sake
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or Catriona's - whether it was because I thought him no fit father for
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his daughter, or because I resented that grossness of immediate falsity
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that clung about the man himself - the thing was clean beyond me. And
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I was still being wheedled and preached to, and still being marched to
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and fro, three steps and a turn, in that small chamber, and had
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already, by some very short replies, highly incensed, although not
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finally discouraged, my beggar, when Prestongrange appeared in the
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doorway and bade me eagerly into his big chamber.
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"I have a moment's engagements," said he; "and that you may not sit
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empty-handed I am going to present you to my three braw daughters, of
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whom perhaps you may have heard, for I think they are more famous than
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papa. This way."
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He led me into another long room above, where a dry old lady sat at a
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frame of embroidery, and the three handsomest young women (I suppose)
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in Scotland stood together by a window.
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"This is my new friend, Mr Balfour," said he, presenting me by the arm,
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"David, here is my sister, Miss Grant, who is so good as keep my house
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for me, and will be very pleased if she can help you. And here," says
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he, turning to the three younger ladies, "here are my THREE BRAW
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DAUCHTERS. A fair question to ye, Mr. Davie: which of the three is
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the best favoured? And I wager he will never have the impudence to
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propound honest Alan Ramsay's answer!"
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Hereupon all three, and the old Miss Grant as well, cried out against
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this sally, which (as I was acquainted with the verses he referred to)
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brought shame into my own check. It seemed to me a citation
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unpardonable in a father, and I was amazed that these ladies could
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laugh even while they reproved, or made believe to.
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Under cover of this mirth, Prestongrange got forth of the chamber, and
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I was left, like a fish upon dry land, in that very unsuitable society.
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I could never deny, in looking back upon what followed, that I was
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eminently stockish; and I must say the ladies were well drilled to have
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so long a patience with me. The aunt indeed sat close at her
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embroidery, only looking now and again and smiling; but the misses, and
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|
especially the eldest, who was besides the most handsome, paid me a
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score of attentions which I was very ill able to repay. It was all in
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|
vain to tell myself I was a young follow of some worth as well as a
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|
good estate, and had no call to feel abashed before these lasses, the
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eldest not so much older than myself, and no one of them by any
|
|
probability half as learned. Reasoning would not change the fact; and
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|
there were times when the colour came into my face to think I was
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shaved that day for the first time.
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The talk going, with all their endeavours, very heavily, the eldest
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|
took pity on my awkwardness, sat down to her instrument, of which she
|
|
was a passed mistress, and entertained me for a while with playing and
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|
singing, both in the Scots and in the Italian manners; this put me more
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|
at my ease, and being reminded of Alan's air that he had taught me in
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the hole near Carriden, I made so bold as to whistle a bar or two, and
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|
ask if she knew that.
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She shook her head. "I never heard a note of it," said she. "Whistle
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|
it all through. And now once again," she added, after I had done so.
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Then she picked it out upon the keyboard, and (to my surprise)
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|
instantly enriched the same with well-sounding chords, and sang, as she
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|
played, with a very droll expression and broad accent -
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"Haenae I got just the lilt of it?
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Isnae this the tune that ye whustled?"
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"You see," she says, "I can do the poetry too, only it won't rhyme.
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And then again:
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"I am Miss Grant, sib to the Advocate:
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|
You, I believe, are Dauvit Balfour."
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I told her how much astonished I was by her genius.
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"And what do you call the name of it?" she asked.
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"I do not know the real name," said I. "I just call it ALAN'S AIR."
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She looked at me directly in the face. "I shall call it DAVID'S AIR,"
|
|
said she; "though if it's the least like what your namesake of Israel
|
|
played to Saul I would never wonder that the king got little good by
|
|
it, for it's but melancholy music. Your other name I do not like; so
|
|
if you was ever wishing to hear your tune again you are to ask for it
|
|
by mine."
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|
This was said with a significance that gave my heart a jog. "Why that,
|
|
Miss Grant?" I asked.
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"Why," says she, "if ever you should come to get hanged, I will set
|
|
your last dying speech and confession to that tune and sing it."
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|
This put it beyond a doubt that she was partly informed of my story and
|
|
peril. How, or just how much, it was more difficult to guess. It was
|
|
plain she knew there was something of danger in the name of Alan, and
|
|
thus warned me to leave it out of reference; and plain she knew that I
|
|
stood under some criminal suspicion. I judged besides that the
|
|
harshness of her last speech (which besides she had followed up
|
|
immediately with a very noisy piece of music) was to put an end to the
|
|
present conversation. I stood beside her, affecting to listen and
|
|
admire, but truly whirled away by my own thoughts. I have always found
|
|
this young lady to be a lover of the mysterious; and certainly this
|
|
first interview made a mystery that was beyond my plummet. One thing I
|
|
learned long after, the hours of the Sunday had been well employed, the
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|
bank porter had been found and examined, my visit to Charles Stewart
|
|
was discovered, and the deduction made that I was pretty deep with
|
|
James and Alan, and most likely in a continued correspondence with the
|
|
last. Hence this broad hint that was given me across the harpsichord.
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|
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|
In the midst of the piece of music, one of the younger misses, who was
|
|
at a window over the close, cried on her sisters to come quick, for
|
|
there was "GREY EYES again." The whole family trooped there at once,
|
|
and crowded one another for a look. The window whither they ran was in
|
|
an odd corner of that room, gave above the entrance door, and flanked
|
|
up the close.
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|
"Come, Mr. Balfour," they cried, "come and see. She is the most
|
|
beautiful creature! She hangs round the close-head these last days,
|
|
always with some wretched-like gillies, and yet seems quite a lady."
|
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|
|
I had no need to look; neither did I look twice, or long. I was afraid
|
|
she might have seen me there, looking down upon her from that chamber
|
|
of music, and she without, and her father in the same house, perhaps
|
|
begging for his life with tears, and myself come but newly from
|
|
rejecting his petitions. But even that glance set me in a better
|
|
conceit of myself and much less awe of the young ladies. They were
|
|
beautiful, that was beyond question, but Catriona was beautiful too,
|
|
and had a kind of brightness in her like a coal of fire. As much as
|
|
the others cast me down, she lifted me up. I remembered I had talked
|
|
easily with her. If I could make no hand of it with these fine maids,
|
|
it was perhaps something their own fault. My embarrassment began to be
|
|
a little mingled and lightened with a sense of fun; and when the aunt
|
|
smiled at me from her embroidery, and the three daughters unbent to me
|
|
like a baby, all with "papa's orders" written on their faces, there
|
|
were times when I could have found it in my heart to smile myself.
|
|
|
|
Presently papa returned, the same kind, happy-like, pleasant-spoken
|
|
man.
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|
|
|
"Now, girls," said he, "I must take Mr. Balfour away again; but I hope
|
|
you have been able to persuade him to return where I shall be always
|
|
gratified to find him."
|
|
|
|
So they each made me a little farthing compliment, and I was led away.
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|
|
|
If this visit to the family had been meant to soften my resistance, it
|
|
was the worst of failures. I was no such ass but what I understood how
|
|
poor a figure I had made, and that the girls would be yawning their
|
|
jaws off as soon as my stiff back was turned. I felt I had shown how
|
|
little I had in me of what was soft and graceful; and I longed for a
|
|
chance to prove that I had something of the other stuff, the stern and
|
|
dangerous.
|
|
|
|
Well, I was to be served to my desire, for the scene to which he was
|
|
conducting me was of a different character.
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|
CHAPTER VI - UMQUILE THE MASTER OF LOVAT
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|
|
THERE was a man waiting us in Prestongrange's study, whom I distasted
|
|
at the first look, as we distaste a ferret or an earwig. He was bitter
|
|
ugly, but seemed very much of a gentleman; had still manners, but
|
|
capable of sudden leaps and violences; and a small voice, which could
|
|
ring out shrill and dangerous when he so desired.
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|
|
|
The Advocate presented us in a familiar, friendly way.
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|
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|
"Here, Fraser," said he, "here is Mr. Balfour whom we talked about.
|
|
Mr. David, this is Mr. Simon Fraser, whom we used to call by another
|
|
title, but that is an old song. Mr. Fraser has an errand to you."
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|
|
With that he stepped aside to his book-shelves, and made believe to
|
|
consult a quarto volume in the far end.
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|
|
|
I was thus left (in a sense) alone with perhaps the last person in the
|
|
world I had expected. There was no doubt upon the terms of
|
|
introduction; this could be no other than the forfeited Master of Lovat
|
|
and chief of the great clan Fraser. I knew he had led his men in the
|
|
Rebellion; I knew his father's head - my old lord's, that grey fox of
|
|
the mountains - to have fallen on the block for that offence, the lands
|
|
of the family to have been seized, and their nobility attainted. I
|
|
could not conceive what he should be doing in Grant's house; I could
|
|
not conceive that he had been called to the bar, had eaten all his
|
|
principles, and was now currying favour with the Government even to the
|
|
extent of acting Advocate-Depute in the Appin murder.
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|
"Well, Mr. Balfour," said he, "what is all this I hear of ye?"
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|
"It would not become me to prejudge," said I, "but if the Advocate was
|
|
your authority he is fully possessed of my opinions."
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|
"I may tell you I am engaged in the Appin case," he went on; "I am to
|
|
appear under Prestongrange; and from my study of the precognitions I
|
|
can assure you your opinions are erroneous. The guilt of Breck is
|
|
manifest; and your testimony, in which you admit you saw him on the
|
|
hill at the very moment, will certify his hanging."
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|
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|
"It will be rather ill to hang him till you catch him," I observed.
|
|
"And for other matters I very willingly leave you to your own
|
|
impressions."
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|
"The Duke has been informed," he went on. "I have just come from his
|
|
Grace, and he expressed himself before me with an honest freedom like
|
|
the great nobleman he is. He spoke of you by name, Mr. Balfour, and
|
|
declared his gratitude beforehand in case you would be led by those who
|
|
understand your own interests and those of the country so much better
|
|
than yourself. Gratitude is no empty expression in that mouth:
|
|
EXPERTO-CREDE. I daresay you know something of my name and clan, and
|
|
the damnable example and lamented end of my late father, to say nothing
|
|
of my own errata. Well, I have made my peace with that good Duke; he
|
|
has intervened for me with our friend Prestongrange; and here I am with
|
|
my foot in the stirrup again and some of the responsibility shared into
|
|
my hand of prosecuting King George's enemies and avenging the late
|
|
daring and barefaced insult to his Majesty."
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|
"Doubtless a proud position for your father's son," says I.
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|
He wagged his bald eyebrows at me. "You are pleased to make
|
|
experiments in the ironical, I think," said he. "But I am here upon
|
|
duty, I am here to discharge my errand in good faith, it is in vain you
|
|
think to divert me. And let me tell you, for a young fellow of spirit
|
|
and ambition like yourself, a good shove in the beginning will do more
|
|
than ten years' drudgery. The shove is now at your command; choose
|
|
what you will to be advanced in, the Duke will watch upon you with the
|
|
affectionate disposition of a father."
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|
"I am thinking that I lack the docility of the son," says I.
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|
"And do you really suppose, sir, that the whole policy of this country
|
|
is to be suffered to trip up and tumble down for an ill-mannered colt
|
|
of a boy?" he cried. "This has been made a test case, all who would
|
|
prosper in the future must put a shoulder to the wheel. Look at me!
|
|
Do you suppose it is for my pleasure that I put myself in the highly
|
|
invidious position of persecuting a man that I have drawn the sword
|
|
alongside of? The choice is not left me."
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|
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|
"But I think, sir, that you forfeited your choice when you mixed in
|
|
with that unnatural rebellion," I remarked. "My case is happily
|
|
otherwise; I am a true man, and can look either the Duke or King George
|
|
in the face without concern."
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|
|
|
"Is it so the wind sits?" says he. "I protest you are fallen in the
|
|
worst sort of error. Prestongrange has been hitherto so civil (he
|
|
tells me) as not to combat your allegations; but you must not think
|
|
they are not looked upon with strong suspicion. You say you are
|
|
innocent. My dear sir, the facts declare you guilty."
|
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|
|
"I was waiting for you there," said I.
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|
|
"The evidence of Mungo Campbell; your flight after the completion of
|
|
the murder; your long course of secresy - my good young man!" said Mr.
|
|
Simon, "here is enough evidence to hang a bullock, let be a David
|
|
Balfour! I shall be upon that trial; my voice shall be raised; I shall
|
|
then speak much otherwise from what I do to-day, and far less to your
|
|
gratification, little as you like it now! Ah, you look white!" cries
|
|
he. "I have found the key of your impudent heart. You look pale, your
|
|
eyes waver, Mr. David! You see the grave and the gallows nearer by
|
|
than you had fancied."
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|
|
|
"I own to a natural weakness," said I. "I think no shame for that.
|
|
Shame. . ." I was going on.
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|
|
|
"Shame waits for you on the gibbet," he broke in.
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|
|
"Where I shall but be even'd with my lord your father," said I.
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|
|
"Aha, but not so!" he cried, "and you do not yet see to the bottom of
|
|
this business. My father suffered in a great cause, and for dealing in
|
|
the affairs of kings. You are to hang for a dirty murder about boddle-
|
|
pieces. Your personal part in it, the treacherous one of holding the
|
|
poor wretch in talk, your accomplices a pack of ragged Highland
|
|
gillies. And it can be shown, my great Mr. Balfour - it can be shown,
|
|
and it WILL be shown, trust ME that has a finger in the pie - it can be
|
|
shown, and shall be shown, that you were paid to do it. I think I can
|
|
see the looks go round the court when I adduce my evidence, and it
|
|
shall appear that you, a young man of education, let yourself be
|
|
corrupted to this shocking act for a suit of cast clothes, a bottle of
|
|
Highland spirits, and three-and-fivepence-halfpenny in copper money."
|
|
|
|
There was a touch of the truth in these words that knocked me like a
|
|
blow: clothes, a bottle of USQUEBAUGH, and three-and-fivepence-
|
|
halfpenny in change made up, indeed, the most of what Alan and I had
|
|
carried from Auchurn; and I saw that some of James's people had been
|
|
blabbing in their dungeons.
|
|
|
|
"You see I know more than you fancied," he resumed in triumph. "And as
|
|
for giving it this turn, great Mr. David, you must not suppose the
|
|
Government of Great Britain and Ireland will ever be stuck for want of
|
|
evidence. We have men here in prison who will swear out their lives as
|
|
we direct them; as I direct, if you prefer the phrase. So now you are
|
|
to guess your part of glory if you choose to die. On the one hand,
|
|
life, wine, women, and a duke to be your handgun: on the other, a rope
|
|
to your craig, and a gibbet to clatter your bones on, and the lousiest,
|
|
lowest story to hand down to your namesakes in the future that was ever
|
|
told about a hired assassin. And see here!" he cried, with a
|
|
formidable shrill voice, "see this paper that I pull out of my pocket.
|
|
Look at the name there: it is the name of the great David, I believe,
|
|
the ink scarce dry yet. Can you guess its nature? It is the warrant
|
|
for your arrest, which I have but to touch this bell beside me to have
|
|
executed on the spot. Once in the Tolbooth upon this paper, may God
|
|
help you, for the die is cast!"
|
|
|
|
I must never deny that I was greatly horrified by so much baseness, and
|
|
much unmanned by the immediacy and ugliness of my danger. Mr. Simon
|
|
had already gloried in the changes of my hue; I make no doubt I was now
|
|
no ruddier than my shirt; my speech besides trembled.
|
|
|
|
"There is a gentleman in this room," cried I. "I appeal to him. I put
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my life and credit in his hands."
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Prestongrange shut his book with a snap. "I told you so, Simon," said
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he; "you have played your hand for all it was worth, and you have lost.
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Mr. David," he went on, "I wish you to believe it was by no choice of
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mine you were subjected to this proof. I wish you could understand how
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glad I am you should come forth from it with so much credit. You may
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not quite see how, but it is a little of a service to myself. For had
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our friend here been more successful than I was last night, it might
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have appeared that he was a better judge of men than I; it might have
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appeared we were altogether in the wrong situations, Mr. Simon and
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myself. And I know our friend Simon to be ambitious," says he,
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striking lightly on Fraser's shoulder. "As for this stage play, it is
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over; my sentiments are very much engaged in your behalf; and whatever
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issue we can find to this unfortunate affair, I shall make it my
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business to see it is adopted with tenderness to you."
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These were very good words, and I could see besides that there was
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little love, and perhaps a spice of genuine ill-will, between these two
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who were opposed to me. For all that, it was unmistakable this
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interview had been designed, perhaps rehearsed, with the consent of
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both; it was plain my adversaries were in earnest to try me by all
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methods; and now (persuasion, flattery, and menaces having been tried
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in vain) I could not but wonder what would be their next expedient. My
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eyes besides were still troubled, and my knees loose under me, with the
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distress of the late ordeal; and I could do no more than stammer the
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same form of words: "I put my life and credit in your hands."
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"Well, well," said he, "we must try to save them. And in the meanwhile
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let us return to gentler methods. You must not bear any grudge upon my
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friend, Mr. Simon, who did but speak by his brief. And even if you did
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conceive some malice against myself, who stood by and seemed rather to
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hold a candle, I must not let that extend to innocent members of my
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family. These are greatly engaged to see more of you, and I cannot
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consent to have my young womenfolk disappointed. To-morrow they will
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be going to Hope Park, where I think it very proper you should make
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your bow. Call for me first, when I may possibly have something for
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your private hearing; then you shall be turned abroad again under the
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conduct of my misses; and until that time repeat to me your promise of
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secrecy."
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I had done better to have instantly refused, but in truth I was beside
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the power of reasoning; did as I was bid; took my leave I know not how;
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and when I was forth again in the close, and the door had shut behind
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me, was glad to lean on a house wall and wipe my face. That horrid
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apparition (as I may call it) of Mr. Simon rang in my memory, as a
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sudden noise rings after it is over in the ear. Tales of the man's
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father, of his falseness, of his manifold perpetual treacheries, rose
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before me from all that I had heard and read, and joined on with what I
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had just experienced of himself. Each time it occurred to me, the
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ingenious foulness of that calumny he had proposed to nail upon my
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character startled me afresh. The case of the man upon the gibbet by
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Leith Walk appeared scarce distinguishable from that I was now to
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consider as my own. To rob a child of so little more than nothing was
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certainly a paltry enterprise for two grown men; but my own tale, as it
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was to be represented in a court by Simon Fraser, appeared a fair
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second in every possible point of view of sordidness and cowardice.
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The voices of two of Prestongrange's liveried men upon his doorstep
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recalled me to myself.
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"Ha'e," said the one, "this billet as fast as ye can link to the
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captain."
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"Is that for the cateran back again?" asked the other.
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"It would seem sae," returned the first. "Him and Simon are seeking
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him."
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"I think Prestongrange is gane gyte," says the second. "He'll have
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James More in bed with him next."
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"Weel, it's neither your affair nor mine's," said the first.
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And they parted, the one upon his errand, and the other back into the
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house.
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This looked as ill as possible. I was scarce gone and they were
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sending already for James More, to whom I thought Mr. Simon must have
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pointed when he spoke of men in prison and ready to redeem their lives
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by all extremities. My scalp curdled among my hair, and the next
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moment the blood leaped in me to remember Catriona. Poor lass! her
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father stood to be hanged for pretty indefensible misconduct. What was
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yet more unpalatable, it now seemed he was prepared to save his four
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quarters by the worst of shame and the most foul of cowardly murders -
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murder by the false oath; and to complete our misfortunes, it seemed
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myself was picked out to be the victim.
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I began to walk swiftly and at random, conscious only of a desire for
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movement, air, and the open country.
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CHAPTER VII - I MAKE A FAULT IN HONOUR
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I CAME forth, I vow I know not how, on the LANG DYKES. This is a rural
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road which runs on the north side over against the city. Thence I
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could see the whole black length of it tail down, from where the castle
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stands upon its crags above the loch in a long line of spires and gable
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ends, and smoking chimneys, and at the sight my heart swelled in my
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bosom. My youth, as I have told, was already inured to dangers; but
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such danger as I had seen the face of but that morning, in the midst of
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what they call the safety of a town, shook me beyond experience. Peril
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of slavery, peril of shipwreck, peril of sword and shot, I had stood
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all of these without discredit; but the peril there was in the sharp
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voice and the fat face of Simon, property Lord Lovat, daunted me
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wholly.
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I sat by the lake side in a place where the rushes went down into the
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water, and there steeped my wrists and laved my temples. If I could
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have done so with any remains of self-esteem, I would now have fled
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from my foolhardy enterprise. But (call it courage or cowardice, and I
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believe it was both the one and the other) I decided I was ventured out
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beyond the possibility of a retreat. I had out-faced these men, I
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would continue to out-face them; come what might, I would stand by the
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word spoken.
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The sense of my own constancy somewhat uplifted my spirits, but not
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much. At the best of it there was an icy place about my heart, and
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life seemed a black business to be at all engaged in. For two souls in
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particular my pity flowed. The one was myself, to be so friendless and
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lost among dangers. The other was the girl, the daughter of James
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More. I had seen but little of her; yet my view was taken and my
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judgment made. I thought her a lass of a clean honour, like a man's; I
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thought her one to die of a disgrace; and now I believed her father to
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be at that moment bargaining his vile life for mine. It made a bond in
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my thoughts betwixt the girl and me. I had seen her before only as a
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wayside appearance, though one that pleased me strangely; I saw her now
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in a sudden nearness of relation, as the daughter of my blood foe, and
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I might say, my murderer. I reflected it was hard I should be so
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plagued and persecuted all my days for other folks' affairs, and have
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no manner of pleasure myself. I got meals and a bed to sleep in when
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my concerns would suffer it; beyond that my wealth was of no help to
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me. If I was to hang, my days were like to be short; if I was not to
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hang but to escape out of this trouble, they might yet seem long to me
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ere I was done with them. Of a sudden her face appeared in my memory,
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the way I had first seen it, with the parted lips; at that, weakness
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came in my bosom and strength into my legs; and I set resolutely
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forward on the way to Dean. If I was to hang to-morrow, and it was
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sure enough I might very likely sleep that night in a dungeon, I
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determined I should hear and speak once more with Catriona.
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The exercise of walking and the thought of my destination braced me yet
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more, so that I began to pluck up a kind of spirit. In the village of
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Dean, where it sits in the bottom of a glen beside the river, I
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inquired my way of a miller's man, who sent me up the hill upon the
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farther side by a plain path, and so to a decent-like small house in a
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garden of lawns and apple-trees. My heart beat high as I stepped
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inside the garden hedge, but it fell low indeed when I came face to
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face with a grim and fierce old lady, walking there in a white mutch
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with a man's hat strapped upon the top of it.
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"What do ye come seeking here?" she asked.
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I told her I was after Miss Drummond.
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"And what may be your business with Miss Drummond?" says she.
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I told her I had met her on Saturday last, had been so fortunate as to
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render her a trifling service, and was come now on the young lady's
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invitation.
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"O, so you're Saxpence!" she cried, with a very sneering manner. "A
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braw gift, a bonny gentleman. And hae ye ony ither name and
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designation, or were ye bapteesed Saxpence?" she asked.
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I told my name.
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"Preserve me!" she cried. "Has Ebenezer gotten a son?"
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"No, ma'am," said I. "I am a son of Alexander's. It's I that am the
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Laird of Shaws."
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"Ye'll find your work cut out for ye to establish that," quoth she.
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"I perceive you know my uncle," said I; "and I daresay you may be the
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better pleased to hear that business is arranged."
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"And what brings ye here after Miss Drummond?" she pursued.
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"I'm come after my saxpence, mem," said I. "It's to be thought, being
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my uncle's nephew, I would be found a careful lad."
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"So ye have a spark of sleeness in ye?" observed the old lady, with
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some approval. "I thought ye had just been a cuif - you and your
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saxpence, and your LUCKY DAY and your SAKE OF BALWHIDDER" - from which
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I was gratified to learn that Catriona had not forgotten some of our
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talk. "But all this is by the purpose," she resumed. "Am I to
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understand that ye come here keeping company?"
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"This is surely rather an early question," said I. "The maid is young,
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so am I, worse fortune. I have but seen her the once. I'll not deny,"
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I added, making up my mind to try her with some frankness, "I'll not
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deny but she has run in my head a good deal since I met in with her.
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That is one thing; but it would be quite another, and I think I would
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look very like a fool, to commit myself."
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"You can speak out of your mouth, I see," said the old lady. "Praise
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God, and so can I! I was fool enough to take charge of this rogue's
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daughter: a fine charge I have gotten; but it's mine, and I'll carry
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it the way I want to. Do ye mean to tell me, Mr. Balfour of Shaws,
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that you would marry James More's daughter, and him hanged! Well,
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then, where there's no possible marriage there shall be no manner of
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carryings on, and take that for said. Lasses are bruckle things," she
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added, with a nod; "and though ye would never think it by my wrunkled
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chafts, I was a lassie mysel', and a bonny one."
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"Lady Allardyce," said I, "for that I suppose to be your name, you seem
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to do the two sides of the talking, which is a very poor manner to come
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to an agreement. You give me rather a home thrust when you ask if I
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would marry, at the gallow's foot, a young lady whom I have seen but
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once. I have told you already I would never be so untenty as to commit
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myself. And yet I'll go some way with you. If I continue to like the
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lass as well as I have reason to expect, it will be something more than
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her father, or the gallows either, that keeps the two of us apart. As
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for my family, I found it by the wayside like a lost bawbee! I owe
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less than nothing to my uncle and if ever I marry, it will be to please
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one person: that's myself."
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"I have heard this kind of talk before ye were born," said Mrs. Ogilvy,
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"which is perhaps the reason that I think of it so little. There's
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much to be considered. This James More is a kinsman of mine, to my
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shame be it spoken. But the better the family, the mair men hanged or
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headed, that's always been poor Scotland's story. And if it was just
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the hanging! For my part I think I would be best pleased with James
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upon the gallows, which would be at least an end to him. Catrine's a
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good lass enough, and a good-hearted, and lets herself be deaved all
|
|
day with a runt of an auld wife like me. But, ye see, there's the weak
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|
bit. She's daft about that long, false, fleeching beggar of a father
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of hers, and red-mad about the Gregara, and proscribed names, and King
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|
James, and a wheen blethers. And you might think ye could guide her,
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ye would find yourself sore mista'en. Ye say ye've seen her but the
|
|
once. . ."
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"Spoke with her but the once, I should have said," I interrupted. "I
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saw her again this morning from a window at Prestongrange's."
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This I daresay I put in because it sounded well; but I was properly
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paid for my ostentation on the return.
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"What's this of it?" cries the old lady, with a sudden pucker of her
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face. "I think it was at the Advocate's door-cheek that ye met her
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|
first."
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I told her that was so.
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"H'm," she said; and then suddenly, upon rather a scolding tone, "I
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have your bare word for it," she cries, "as to who and what you are.
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By your way of it, you're Balfour of the Shaws; but for what I ken you
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may be Balfour of the Deevil's oxter. It's possible ye may come here
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|
for what ye say, and it's equally possible ye may come here for deil
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|
care what! I'm good enough Whig to sit quiet, and to have keepit all
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|
my men-folk's heads upon their shoulders. But I'm not just a good
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|
enough Whig to be made a fool of neither. And I tell you fairly,
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|
there's too much Advocate's door and Advocate's window here for a man
|
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that comes taigling after a Macgregor's daughter. Ye can tell that to
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the Advocate that sent ye, with my fond love. And I kiss my loof to
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ye, Mr. Balfour," says she, suiting the action to the word; "and a braw
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journey to ye back to where ye cam frae."
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"If you think me a spy," I broke out, and speech stuck in my throat. I
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stood and looked murder at the old lady for a space, then bowed and
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turned away.
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"Here! Hoots! The callant's in a creel!" she cried. "Think ye a spy?
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|
what else would I think ye - me that kens naething by ye? But I see
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|
that I was wrong; and as I cannot fight, I'll have to apologise. A
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|
bonny figure I would be with a broadsword. Ay! ay!" she went on,
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|
"you're none such a bad lad in your way; I think ye'll have some
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redeeming vices. But, O! Davit Balfour, ye're damned countryfeed.
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Ye'll have to win over that, lad; ye'll have to soople your back-bone,
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|
and think a wee pickle less of your dainty self; and ye'll have to try
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|
to find out that women-folk are nae grenadiers. But that can never be.
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To your last day you'll ken no more of women-folk than what I do of
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sow-gelding."
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I had never been used with such expressions from a lady's tongue, the
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|
only two ladies I had known, Mrs. Campbell and my mother, being most
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devout and most particular women; and I suppose my amazement must have
|
|
been depicted in my countenance, for Mrs. Ogilvy burst forth suddenly
|
|
in a fit of laughter.
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"Keep me!" she cried, struggling with her mirth, "you have the finest
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timber face - and you to marry the daughter of a Hieland cateran!
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Davie, my dear, I think we'll have to make a match of it - if it was
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just to see the weans. And now," she went on, "there's no manner of
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|
service in your daidling here, for the young woman is from home, and
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it's my fear that the old woman is no suitable companion for your
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father's son. Forbye that I have nobody but myself to look after my
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reputation, and have been long enough alone with a sedooctive youth.
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And come back another day for your saxpence!" she cried after me as I
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left.
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My skirmish with this disconcerting lady gave my thoughts a boldness
|
|
they had otherwise wanted. For two days the image of Catriona had
|
|
mixed in all my meditations; she made their background, so that I
|
|
scarce enjoyed my own company without a glint of her in a corner of my
|
|
mind. But now she came immediately near; I seemed to touch her, whom I
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|
had never touched but the once; I let myself flow out to her in a happy
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|
weakness, and looking all about, and before and behind, saw the world
|
|
like an undesirable desert, where men go as soldiers on a march,
|
|
following their duty with what constancy they have, and Catriona alone
|
|
there to offer me some pleasure of my days. I wondered at myself that
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|
I could dwell on such considerations in that time of my peril and
|
|
disgrace; and when I remembered my youth I was ashamed. I had my
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|
studies to complete: I had to be called into some useful business; I
|
|
had yet to take my part of service in a place where all must serve; I
|
|
had yet to learn, and know, and prove myself a man; and I had so much
|
|
sense as blush that I should be already tempted with these further-on
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|
and holier delights and duties. My education spoke home to me sharply;
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|
I was never brought up on sugar biscuits but on the hard food of the
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|
truth. I knew that he was quite unfit to be a husband who was not
|
|
prepared to be a father also; and for a boy like me to play the father
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|
was a mere derision.
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When I was in the midst of these thoughts and about half-way back to
|
|
town I saw a figure coming to meet me, and the trouble of my heart was
|
|
heightened. It seemed I had everything in the world to say to her, but
|
|
nothing to say first; and remembering how tongue-tied I had been that
|
|
morning at the Advocate's I made sure that I would find myself struck
|
|
dumb. But when she came up my fears fled away; not even the
|
|
consciousness of what I had been privately thinking disconcerted me the
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|
least; and I found I could talk with her as easily and rationally as I
|
|
might with Alan.
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"O!" she cried, "you have been seeking your sixpence; did you get it?"
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I told her no; but now I had met with her my walk was not in vain.
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|
"Though I have seen you to-day already," said I, and told her where and
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when.
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"I did not see you," she said. "My eyes are big, but there are better
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than mine at seeing far. Only I heard singing in the house."
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"That was Miss Grant," said I, "the eldest and the bonniest."
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"They say they are all beautiful," said she.
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"They think the same of you, Miss Drummond," I replied, "and were all
|
|
crowding to the window to observe you."
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"It is a pity about my being so blind," said she, "or I might have seen
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|
them too. And you were in the house? You must have been having the
|
|
fine time with the fine music and the pretty ladies."
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"There is just where you are wrong," said I; "for I was as uncouth as a
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|
sea-fish upon the brae of a mountain. The truth is that I am better
|
|
fitted to go about with rudas men than pretty ladies."
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"Well, I would think so too, at all events!" said she, at which we both
|
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of us laughed.
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|
"It is a strange thing, now," said I. "I am not the least afraid with
|
|
you, yet I could have run from the Miss Grants. And I was afraid of
|
|
your cousin too."
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"O, I think any man will be afraid of her," she cried. "My father is
|
|
afraid of her himself."
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The name of her father brought me to a stop. I looked at her as she
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|
walked by my side; I recalled the man, and the little I knew and the
|
|
much I guessed of him; and comparing the one with the other, felt like
|
|
a traitor to be silent.
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"Speaking of which," said I, "I met your father no later than this
|
|
morning."
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"Did you?" she cried, with a voice of joy that seemed to mock at me.
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|
"You saw James More? You will have spoken with him then?"
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"I did even that," said I.
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Then I think things went the worst way for me that was humanly
|
|
possible. She gave me a look of mere gratitude. "Ah, thank you for
|
|
that!" says she.
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|
"You thank me for very little," said I, and then stopped. But it
|
|
seemed when I was holding back so much, something at least had to come
|
|
out. "I spoke rather ill to him," said I; "I did no like him very
|
|
much; I spoke him rather ill, and he was angry."
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|
"I think you had little to do then, and less to tell it to his
|
|
daughter!" she cried out. "But those that do not love and cherish him
|
|
I will not know."
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|
|
"I will take the freedom of a word yet," said I, beginning to tremble.
|
|
"Perhaps neither your father nor I are in the best of spirits at
|
|
Prestongrange's. I daresay we both have anxious business there, for
|
|
it's a dangerous house. I was sorry for him too, and spoke to him the
|
|
first, if I could but have spoken the wiser. And for one thing, in my
|
|
opinion, you will soon find that his affairs are mending."
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|
"It will not be through your friendship, I am thinking," said she; "and
|
|
he is much made up to you for your sorrow."
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"Miss Drummond," cried I, "I am alone in this world."
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"And I am not wondering at that," said she.
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"O, let me speak!" said I. "I will speak but the once, and then leave
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you, if you will, for ever. I came this day in the hopes of a kind
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word that I am sore in want of. I know that what I said must hurt you,
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and I knew it then. It would have been easy to have spoken smooth,
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easy to lie to you; can you not think how I was tempted to the same?
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Cannot you see the truth of my heart shine out?"
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"I think here is a great deal of work, Mr. Balfour," said she. "I
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think we will have met but the once, and will can part like gentle
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folk."
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"O, let me have one to believe in me!" I pleaded, "I cannae bear it
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else. The whole world is clanned against me. How am I to go through
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with my dreadful fate? If there's to be none to believe in me I cannot
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do it. The man must just die, for I cannot do it."
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She had still looked straight in front of her, head in air; but at my
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words or the tone of my voice she came to a stop. "What is this you
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say?" she asked. "What are you talking of?"
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"It is my testimony which may save an innocent life," said I, "and they
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will not suffer me to bear it. What would you do yourself? You know
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what this is, whose father lies in danger. Would you desert the poor
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soul? They have tried all ways with me. They have sought to bribe me;
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they offered me hills and valleys. And to-day that sleuth-hound told
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me how I stood, and to what a length he would go to butcher and
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disgrace me. I am to be brought in a party to the murder; I am to have
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held Glenure in talk for money and old clothes; I am to be killed and
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shamed. If this is the way I am to fall, and me scarce a man - if this
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is the story to be told of me in all Scotland - if you are to believe
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it too, and my name is to be nothing but a by-word - Catriona, how can
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I go through with it? The thing's not possible; it's more than a man
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has in his heart."
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I poured my words out in a whirl, one upon the other; and when I
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stopped I found her gazing on me with a startled face.
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"Glenure! It is the Appin murder," she said softly, but with a very
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deep surprise.
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I had turned back to bear her company, and we were now come near the
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head of the brae above Dean village. At this word I stepped in front
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of her like one suddenly distracted.
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"For God's sake!" I cried, "for God's sake, what is this that I have
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done?" and carried my fists to my temples. "What made me do it? Sure,
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I am bewitched to say these things!"
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"In the name of heaven, what ails you now!" she cried.
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"I gave my honour," I groaned, "I gave my honour and now I have broke
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it. O, Catriona!"
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"I am asking you what it is," she said; "was it these things you should
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not have spoken? And do you think I have no honour, then? or that I am
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one that would betray a friend? I hold up my right hand to you and
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swear."
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"O, I knew you would be true!" said I. "It's me - it's here. I that
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stood but this morning and out-faced them, that risked rather to die
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disgraced upon the gallows than do wrong - and a few hours after I
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throw my honour away by the roadside in common talk! 'There is one
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thing clear upon our interview,' says he, 'that I can rely on your
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pledged word.' Where is my word now? Who could believe me now? You
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could not believe me. I am clean fallen down; I had best die!" All
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this I said with a weeping voice, but I had no tears in my body.
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"My heart is sore for you," said she, "but be sure you are too nice. I
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would not believe you, do you say? I would trust you with anything.
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And these men? I would not be thinking of them! Men who go about to
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entrap and to destroy you! Fy! this is no time to crouch. Look up!
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Do you not think I will be admiring you like a great hero of the good -
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and you a boy not much older than myself? And because you said a word
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too much in a friend's ear, that would die ere she betrayed you - to
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make such a matter! It is one thing that we must both forget."
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"Catriona," said I, looking at her, hang-dog, "is this true of it?
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Would ye trust me yet?"
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"Will you not believe the tears upon my face?" she cried. "It is the
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world I am thinking of you, Mr. David Balfour. Let them hang you; I
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will never forget, I will grow old and still remember you. I think it
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is great to die so: I will envy you that gallows."
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"And maybe all this while I am but a child frighted with bogles," said
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I. "Maybe they but make a mock of me."
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"It is what I must know," she said. "I must hear the whole. The harm
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is done at all events, and I must hear the whole."
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I had sat down on the wayside, where she took a place beside me, and I
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told her all that matter much as I have written it, my thoughts about
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her father's dealings being alone omitted.
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"Well," she said, when I had finished, "you are a hero, surely, and I
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never would have thought that same! And I think you are in peril, too.
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O, Simon Fraser! to think upon that man! For his life and the dirty
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money, to be dealing in such traffic!" And just then she called out
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aloud with a queer word that was common with her, and belongs, I
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believe, to her own language. "My torture!" says she, "look at the
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sun!"
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Indeed, it was already dipping towards the mountains.
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She bid me come again soon, gave me her hand, and left me in a turmoil
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of glad spirits. I delayed to go home to my lodging, for I had a
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terror of immediate arrest; but got some supper at a change house, and
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the better part of that night walked by myself in the barley-fields,
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and had such a sense of Catriona's presence that I seemed to bear her
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in my arms.
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CHAPTER VIII - THE BRAVO
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THE next day, August 29th, I kept my appointment at the Advocate's in a
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coat that I had made to my own measure, and was but newly ready,
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"Aha," says Prestongrange, "you are very fine to-day; my misses are to
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have a fine cavalier. Come, I take that kind of you. I take that kind
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of you, Mr. David. O, we shall do very well yet, and I believe your
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troubles are nearly at an end."
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"You have news for me?" cried I.
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"Beyond anticipation," he replied. "Your testimony is after all to be
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received; and you may go, if you will, in my company to the trial,
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which in to be held at Inverary, Thursday, 21st PROXIMO."
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I was too much amazed to find words.
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"In the meanwhile," he continued, "though I will not ask you to renew
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your pledge, I must caution you strictly to be reticent. To-morrow
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your precognition must be taken; and outside of that, do you know, I
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think least said will be soonest mended."
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"I shall try to go discreetly,' said I. "I believe it is yourself that
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I must thank for this crowning mercy, and I do thank you gratefully.
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After yesterday, my lord, this is like the doors of Heaven. I cannot
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find it in my heart to get the thing believed."
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"Ah, but you must try and manage, you must try and manage to believe
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it," says he, soothing-like, "and I am very glad to hear your
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acknowledgment of obligation, for I think you may be able to repay me
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very shortly" - he coughed - "or even now. The matter is much changed.
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Your testimony, which I shall not trouble you for to-day, will
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doubtless alter the complexion of the case for all concerned, and this
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makes it less delicate for me to enter with you on a side issue."
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"My Lord," I interrupted, "excuse me for interrupting you, but how has
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this been brought about? The obstacles you told me of on Saturday
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appeared even to me to be quite insurmountable; how has it been
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contrived?"
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"My dear Mr. David," said he, "it would never do for me to divulge
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(even to you, as you say) the councils of the Government; and you must
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content yourself, if you please, with the gross fact."
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He smiled upon me like a father as he spoke, playing the while with a
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new pen; methought it was impossible there could be any shadow of
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deception in the man: yet when he drew to him a sheet of paper, dipped
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his pen among the ink, and began again to address me, I was somehow not
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so certain, and fell instinctively into an attitude of guard.
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"There is a point I wish to touch upon," he began. "I purposely left
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it before upon one side, which need be now no longer necessary. This
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is not, of course, a part of your examination, which is to follow by
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another hand; this is a private interest of my own. You say you
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encountered Alan Breck upon the hill?"
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"I did, my lord," said I
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"This was immediately after the murder?"
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"It was."
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"Did you speak to him?"
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"I did."
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"You had known him before, I think?" says my lord, carelessly.
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"I cannot guess your reason for so thinking, my lord," I replied, "but
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such in the fact."
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"And when did you part with him again?" said he.
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"I reserve my answer," said I. "The question will be put to me at the
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assize."
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"Mr. Balfour," said he, "will you not understand that all this is
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without prejudice to yourself? I have promised you life and honour;
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and, believe me, I can keep my word. You are therefore clear of all
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anxiety. Alan, it appears, you suppose you can protect; and you talk
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to me of your gratitude, which I think (if you push me) is not ill-
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deserved. There are a great many different considerations all pointing
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the same way; and I will never be persuaded that you could not help us
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(if you chose) to put salt on Alan's tail."
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"My lord," said I, "I give you my word I do not so much as guess where
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Alan is."
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He paused a breath. "Nor how he might be found?" he asked.
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I sat before him like a log of wood.
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"And so much for your gratitude, Mr. David!" he observed. Again there
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|
was a piece of silence. "Well," said he, rising, "I am not fortunate,
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and we are a couple at cross purposes. Let us speak of it no more; you
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|
will receive notice when, where, and by whom, we are to take your
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|
precognition. And in the meantime, my misses must be waiting you.
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They will never forgive me if I detain their cavalier."
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Into the hands of these Graces I was accordingly offered up, and found
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them dressed beyond what I had thought possible, and looking fair as a
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posy.
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As we went forth from the doors a small circumstance occurred which
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came afterwards to look extremely big. I heard a whistle sound loud
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and brief like a signal, and looking all about, spied for one moment
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the red head of Neil of the Tom, the son of Duncan. The next moment he
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|
was gone again, nor could I see so much as the skirt-tail of Catriona,
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upon whom I naturally supposed him to be then attending.
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My three keepers led me out by Bristo and the Bruntsfield Links; whence
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a path carried us to Hope Park, a beautiful pleasance, laid with
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gravel-walks, furnished with seats and summer-sheds, and warded by a
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|
keeper. The way there was a little longsome; the two younger misses
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|
affected an air of genteel weariness that damped me cruelly, the eldest
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considered me with something that at times appeared like mirth; and
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though I thought I did myself more justice than the day before, it was
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|
not without some effort. Upon our reaching the park I was launched on
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|
a bevy of eight or ten young gentlemen (some of them cockaded officers,
|
|
the rest chiefly advocates) who crowded to attend upon these beauties;
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|
and though I was presented to all of them in very good words, it seemed
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|
I was by all immediately forgotten. Young folk in a company are like
|
|
to savage animals: they fall upon or scorn a stranger without
|
|
civility, or I may say, humanity; and I am sure, if I had been among
|
|
baboons, they would have shown me quite as much of both. Some of the
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|
advocates set up to be wits, and some of the soldiers to be rattles;
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|
and I could not tell which of these extremes annoyed me most. All had
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|
a manner of handling their swords and coat-skirts, for the which (in
|
|
mere black envy) I could have kicked them from the park. I daresay,
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|
upon their side, they grudged me extremely the fine company in which I
|
|
had arrived; and altogether I had soon fallen behind, and stepped
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|
stiffly in the rear of all that merriment with my own thoughts.
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|
From these I was recalled by one of the officers, Lieutenant Hector
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Duncansby, a gawky, leering Highland boy, asking if my name was not
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|
"Palfour."
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I told him it was, not very kindly, for his manner was scant civil.
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"Ha, Palfour," says he, and then, repeating it, "Palfour, Palfour!"
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"I am afraid you do not like my name, sir," says I, annoyed with myself
|
|
to be annoyed with such a rustical fellow.
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"No," says he, "but I wass thinking."
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"I would not advise you to make a practice of that, sir," says I. "I
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feel sure you would not find it to agree with you."
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"Tit you effer hear where Alan Grigor fand the tangs?" said he.
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I asked him what he could possibly mean, and he answered, with a
|
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heckling laugh, that he thought I must have found the poker in the same
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|
place and swallowed it.
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There could be no mistake about this, and my cheek burned.
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"Before I went about to put affronts on gentlemen," said I, "I think I
|
|
would learn the English language first."
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He took me by the sleeve with a nod and a wink and led me quietly
|
|
outside Hope Park. But no sooner were we beyond the view of the
|
|
promenaders, than the fashion of his countenance changed. "You tam
|
|
lowland scoon'rel!" cries he, and hit me a buffet on the jaw with his
|
|
closed fist.
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I paid him as good or better on the return; whereupon he stepped a
|
|
little back and took off his hat to me decorously.
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"Enough plows I think," says he. "I will be the offended shentleman,
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|
for who effer heard of such suffeeciency as tell a shentlemans that is
|
|
the king's officer he cannae speak Cot's English? We have swords at
|
|
our hurdles, and here is the King's Park at hand. Will ye walk first,
|
|
or let me show ye the way?"
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|
|
I returned his bow, told him to go first, and followed him. As he went
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|
I heard him grumble to himself about COT'S ENGLISH and the KING'S COAT,
|
|
so that I might have supposed him to be seriously offended. But his
|
|
manner at the beginning of our interview was there to belie him. It
|
|
was manifest he had come prepared to fasten a quarrel on me, right or
|
|
wrong; manifest that I was taken in a fresh contrivance of my enemies;
|
|
and to me (conscious as I was of my deficiencies) manifest enough that
|
|
I should be the one to fall in our encounter.
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|
As we came into that rough rocky desert of the King's Park I was
|
|
tempted half-a-dozen times to take to my heels and run for it, so loath
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|
was I to show my ignorance in fencing, and so much averse to die or
|
|
even to be wounded. But I considered if their malice went as far as
|
|
this, it would likely stick at nothing; and that to fall by the sword,
|
|
however ungracefully, was still an improvement on the gallows. I
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|
considered besides that by the unguarded pertness of my words and the
|
|
quickness of my blow I had put myself quite out of court; and that even
|
|
if I ran, my adversary would probably pursue and catch me, which would
|
|
add disgrace to my misfortune. So that, taking all in all, I continued
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|
marching behind him, much as a man follows the hangman, and certainly
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|
with no more hope.
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We went about the end of the long craigs, and came into the Hunter's
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|
Bog. Here, on a piece of fair turf, my adversary drew. There was
|
|
nobody there to see us but some birds; and no resource for me but to
|
|
follow his example, and stand on guard with the best face I could
|
|
display. It seems it was not good enough for Mr. Dancansby, who spied
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|
some flaw in my manoeuvres, paused, looked upon me sharply, and came
|
|
off and on, and menaced me with his blade in the air. As I had seen no
|
|
such proceedings from Alan, and was besides a good deal affected with
|
|
the proximity of death, I grew quite bewildered, stood helpless, and
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|
could have longed to run away.
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"Fat deil ails her?" cries the lieutenant.
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|
|
And suddenly engaging, he twitched the sword out of my grasp and sent
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it flying far among the rushes.
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|
|
Twice was this manoeuvre repeated; and the third time when I brought
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|
back my humiliated weapon, I found he had returned his own to the
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|
scabbard, and stood awaiting me with a face of some anger, and his
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|
hands clasped under his skirt.
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"Pe tamned if I touch you!" he cried, and asked me bitterly what right
|
|
I had to stand up before "shentlemans" when I did not know the back of
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|
a sword from the front of it.
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I answered that was the fault of my upbringing; and would he do me the
|
|
justice to say I had given him all the satisfaction it was
|
|
unfortunately in my power to offer, and had stood up like a man?
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|
"And that is the truth," said he. "I am fery prave myself, and pold as
|
|
a lions. But to stand up there - and you ken naething of fence! - the
|
|
way that you did, I declare it was peyond me. And I am sorry for the
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|
plow; though I declare I pelief your own was the elder brother, and my
|
|
heid still sings with it. And I declare if I had kent what way it
|
|
wass, I would not put a hand to such a piece of pusiness."
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|
|
"That is handsomely said," I replied, "and I am sure you will not stand
|
|
up a second time to be the actor for my private enemies."
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|
"Indeed, no, Palfour," said he; "and I think I was used extremely
|
|
suffeeciently myself to be set up to fecht with an auld wife, or all
|
|
the same as a bairn whateffer! And I will tell the Master so, and
|
|
fecht him, by Cot, himself!"
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|
|
"And if you knew the nature of Mr. Simon's quarrel with me," said I,
|
|
"you would be yet the more affronted to be mingled up with such
|
|
affairs."
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|
|
|
He swore he could well believe it; that all the Lovats were made of the
|
|
same meal and the devil was the miller that ground that; then suddenly
|
|
shaking me by the hand, he vowed I was a pretty enough fellow after
|
|
all, that it was a thousand pities I had been neglected, and that if he
|
|
could find the time, he would give an eye himself to have me educated.
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|
|
"You can do me a better service than even what you propose," said I;
|
|
and when he had asked its nature - "Come with me to the house of one of
|
|
my enemies, and testify how I have carried myself this day," I told
|
|
him. "That will be the true service. For though he has sent me a
|
|
gallant adversary for the first, the thought in Mr. Simon's mind is
|
|
merely murder. There will be a second and then a third; and by what
|
|
you have seen of my cleverness with the cold steel, you can judge for
|
|
yourself what is like to be the upshot."
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|
"And I would not like it myself, if I was no more of a man than what
|
|
you wass!" he cried. "But I will do you right, Palfour. Lead on!"
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|
If I had walked slowly on the way into that accursed park my heels were
|
|
light enough on the way out. They kept time to a very good old air,
|
|
that is as ancient as the Bible, and the words of it are: "SURELY THE
|
|
BITTERNESS OF DEATH IS PASSED." I mind that I was extremely thirsty,
|
|
and had a drink at Saint Margaret's well on the road down, and the
|
|
sweetness of that water passed belief. We went through the sanctuary,
|
|
up the Canongate, in by the Netherbow, and straight to Prestongrange's
|
|
door, talking as we came and arranging the details of our affair. The
|
|
footman owned his master was at home, but declared him engaged with
|
|
other gentlemen on very private business, and his door forbidden.
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|
|
"My business is but for three minutes, and it cannot wait," said I.
|
|
"You may say it is by no means private, and I shall be even glad to
|
|
have some witnesses."
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|
|
|
As the man departed unwillingly enough upon this errand, we made so
|
|
bold as to follow him to the ante-chamber, whence I could hear for a
|
|
while the murmuring of several voices in the room within. The truth
|
|
is, they were three at the one table - Prestongrange, Simon Fraser, and
|
|
Mr. Erskine, Sheriff of Perth; and as they were met in consultation on
|
|
the very business of the Appin murder, they were a little disturbed at
|
|
my appearance, but decided to receive me.
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|
|
|
"Well, well, Mr. Balfour, and what brings you here again? and who is
|
|
this you bring with you?" says Prestongrange.
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|
|
|
As for Fraser, he looked before him on the table.
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|
|
|
"He is here to bear a little testimony in my favour, my lord, which I
|
|
think it very needful you should hear," said I, and turned to
|
|
Duncansby.
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|
|
|
"I have only to say this," said the lieutenant, "that I stood up this
|
|
day with Palfour in the Hunter's Pog, which I am now fery sorry for,
|
|
and he behaved himself as pretty as a shentlemans could ask it. And I
|
|
have creat respects for Palfour," he added.
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|
|
|
"I thank you for your honest expressions," said I.
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Whereupon Duncansby made his bow to the company, and left the chamber,
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as we had agreed upon before.
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"What have I to do with this?" says Prestongrange.
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"I will tell your lordship in two words," said I. "I have brought this
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gentleman, a King's officer, to do me so much justice. Now I think my
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character in covered, and until a certain date, which your lordship can
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very well supply, it will be quite in vain to despatch against me any
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more officers. I will not consent to fight my way through the garrison
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of the castle."
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The veins swelled on Prestongrange's brow, and he regarded me with
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fury.
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"I think the devil uncoupled this dog of a lad between my legs!" he
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cried; and then, turning fiercely on his neighbour, "This is some of
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your work, Simon," he said. "I spy your hand in the business, and, let
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me tell you, I resent it. It is disloyal, when we are agreed upon one
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expedient, to follow another in the dark. You are disloyal to me.
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What! you let me send this lad to the place with my very daughters!
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And because I let drop a word to you..... Fy, sir, keep your dishonours
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to yourself!"
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Simon was deadly pale. "I will be a kick-ball between you and the Duke
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no longer," he exclaimed. "Either come to an agreement, or come to a
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differ, and have it out among yourselves. But I will no longer fetch
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and carry, and get your contrary instructions, and be blamed by both.
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For if I were to tell you what I think of all your Hanover business it
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would make your head sing."
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But Sheriff Erskine had preserved his temper, and now intervened
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smoothly. "And in the meantime," says he, "I think we should tell Mr.
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Balfour that his character for valour is quite established. He may
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sleep in peace. Until the date he was so good as to refer to it shall
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be put to the proof no more."
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His coolness brought the others to their prudence; and they made haste,
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with a somewhat distracted civility, to pack me from the house.
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CHAPTER IX - THE HEATHER ON FIRE
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WHEN I left Prestongrange that afternoon I was for the first time
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angry. The Advocate had made a mock of me. He had pretended my
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testimony was to be received and myself respected; and in that very
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hour, not only was Simon practising against my life by the hands of the
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Highland soldier, but (as appeared from his own language) Prestongrange
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himself had some design in operation. I counted my enemies;
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Prestongrange with all the King's authority behind him; and the Duke
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with the power of the West Highlands; and the Lovat interest by their
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side to help them with so great a force in the north, and the whole
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clan of old Jacobite spies and traffickers. And when I remembered
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James More, and the red head of Neil the son of Duncan, I thought there
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was perhaps a fourth in the confederacy, and what remained of Rob Roy's
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old desperate sept of caterans would be banded against me with the
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others. One thing was requisite - some strong friend or wise adviser.
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The country must be full of such, both able and eager to support me, or
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Lovat and the Duke and Prestongrange had not been nosing for
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expedients; and it made me rage to think that I might brush against my
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champions in the street and be no wiser.
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And just then (like an answer) a gentleman brushed against me going by,
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gave me a meaning look, and turned into a close. I knew him with the
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tail of my eye - it was Stewart the Writer; and, blessing my good
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fortune, turned in to follow him. As soon as I had entered the close I
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saw him standing in the mouth of a stair, where he made me a signal and
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immediately vanished. Seven storeys up, there he was again in a house
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door, the which he looked behind us after we had entered. The house
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was quite dismantled, with not a stick of furniture; indeed, it was one
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of which Stewart had the letting in his hands.
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"We'll have to sit upon the floor," said he; "but we're safe here for
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the time being, and I've been wearying to see ye, Mr. Balfour."
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"How's it with Alan?" I asked.
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"Brawly," said he. "Andie picks him up at Gillane sands to-morrow,
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Wednesday. He was keen to say good-bye to ye, but the way that things
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were going, I was feared the pair of ye was maybe best apart. And that
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brings me to the essential: how does your business speed?"
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"Why," said I, "I was told only this morning that my testimony was
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accepted, and I was to travel to Inverary with the Advocate, no less."
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"Hout awa!" cried Stewart. "I'll never believe that."
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"I have maybe a suspicion of my own," says I, "but I would like fine to
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hear your reasons."
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"Well, I tell ye fairly, I'm horn-mad," cries Stewart. "If my one hand
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could pull their Government down I would pluck it like a rotten apple.
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I'm doer for Appin and for James of the Glens; and, of course, it's my
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duty to defend my kinsman for his life. Hear how it goes with me, and
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I'll leave the judgment of it to yourself. The first thing they have
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to do is to get rid of Alan. They cannae bring in James as art and
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part until they've brought in Alan first as principal; that's sound
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law: they could never put the cart before the horse."
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"And how are they to bring in Alan till they can catch him?" says I.
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"Ah, but there is a way to evite that arrestment," said he. "Sound
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law, too. It would be a bonny thing if, by the escape of one ill-doer
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another was to go scatheless, and the remeid is to summon the principal
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and put him to outlawry for the non-compearance. Now there's four
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places where a person can be summoned: at his dwelling-house; at a
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place where he has resided forty days; at the head burgh of the shire
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|
where he ordinarily resorts; or lastly (if there be ground to think him
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forth of Scotland) AT THE CROSS OF EDINBURGH, AND THE PIER AND SHORE OF
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LEITH, FOR SIXTY DAYS. The purpose of which last provision is evident
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upon its face: being that outgoing ships may have time to carry news
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of the transaction, and the summonsing be something other than a form.
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Now take the case of Alan. He has no dwelling-house that ever I could
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hear of; I would be obliged if anyone would show me where he has lived
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forty days together since the '45; there is no shire where he resorts
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whether ordinarily or extraordinarily; if he has a domicile at all,
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which I misdoubt, it must be with his regiment in France; and if he is
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not yet forth of Scotland (as we happen to know and they happen to
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guess) it must be evident to the most dull it's what he's aiming for.
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Where, then, and what way should he be summoned? I ask it at yourself,
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a layman."
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"You have given the very words," said I. "Here at the cross, and at
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the pier and shore of Leith, for sixty days."
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"Ye're a sounder Scots lawyer than Prestongrange, then!" cries the
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Writer. "He has had Alan summoned once; that was on the twenty-fifth,
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the day that we first met. Once, and done with it. And where? Where,
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but at the cross of Inverary, the head burgh of the Campbells? A word
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in your ear, Mr. Balfour - they're not seeking Alan."
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"What do you mean?" I cried. "Not seeking him?"
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"By the best that I can make of it," said he. "Not wanting to find
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him, in my poor thought. They think perhaps he might set up a fair
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defence, upon the back of which James, the man they're really after,
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might climb out. This is not a case, ye see, it's a conspiracy."
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"Yet I can tell you Prestongrange asked after Alan keenly," said I;
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"though, when I come to think of it, he was something of the easiest
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put by."
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"See that!" says he. "But there! I may be right or wrong, that's
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guesswork at the best, and let me get to my facts again. It comes to
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my ears that James and the witnesses - the witnesses, Mr. Balfour! -
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|
lay in close dungeons, and shackled forbye, in the military prison at
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|
Fort William; none allowed in to them, nor they to write. The
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|
witnesses, Mr. Balfour; heard ye ever the match of that? I assure ye,
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|
no old, crooked Stewart of the gang ever out-faced the law more
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|
impudently. It's clean in the two eyes of the Act of Parliament of
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|
1700, anent wrongous imprisonment. No sooner did I get the news than I
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|
petitioned the Lord Justice Clerk. I have his word to-day. There's
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|
law for ye! here's justice!"
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He put a paper in my hand, that same mealy-mouthed, false-faced paper
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|
that was printed since in the pamphlet "by a bystander," for behoof (as
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|
the title says) of James's "poor widow and five children."
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"See," said Stewart, "he couldn't dare to refuse me access to my
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client, so he RECOMMENDS THE COMMANDING OFFICER TO LET ME IN.
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|
Recommends! - the Lord Justice Clerk of Scotland recommends. Is not
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|
the purpose of such language plain? They hope the officer may be so
|
|
dull, or so very much the reverse, as to refuse the recommendation. I
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|
would have to make the journey back again betwixt here and Fort
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|
William. Then would follow a fresh delay till I got fresh authority,
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|
and they had disavowed the officer - military man, notoriously ignorant
|
|
of the law, and that - I ken the cant of it. Then the journey a third
|
|
time; and there we should be on the immediate heels of the trial before
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|
I had received my first instruction. Am I not right to call this a
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|
conspiracy?"
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"It will bear that colour," said I.
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"And I'll go on to prove it you outright," said he. "They have the
|
|
right to hold James in prison, yet they cannot deny me to visit him.
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|
They have no right to hold the witnesses; but am I to get a sight of
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|
them, that should be as free as the Lord Justice Clerk himself! See -
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|
read: FOR THE REST, REFUSES TO GIVE ANY ORDERS TO KEEPERS OF PRISONS
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|
WHO ARE NOT ACCUSED AS HAVING DONE ANYTHING CONTRARY TO THE DUTIES OF
|
|
THEIR OFFICE. Anything contrary! Sirs! And the Act of seventeen
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|
hunner? Mr. Balfour, this makes my heart to burst; the heather is on
|
|
fire inside my wame."
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"And the plain English of that phrase," said I, "is that the witnesses
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|
are still to lie in prison and you are not to see them?"
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"And I am not to see them until Inverary, when the court is set!" cries
|
|
he, "and then to hear Prestongrange upon THE ANXIOUS RESPONSIBILITIES
|
|
OF HIS OFFICE AND THE GREAT FACILITIES AFFORDED THE DEFENCE! But I'll
|
|
begowk them there, Mr. David. I have a plan to waylay the witnesses
|
|
upon the road, and see if I cannae get I a little harle of justice out
|
|
of the MILITARY MAN NOTORIOUSLY IGNORANT OF THE LAW that shall command
|
|
the party."
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It was actually so - it was actually on the wayside near Tynedrum, and
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|
by the connivance of a soldier officer, that Mr. Stewart first saw the
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|
witnesses upon the case.
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|
"There is nothing that would surprise me in this business," I remarked.
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|
"I'll surprise you ere I'm done!" cries he. "Do ye see this?" -
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|
producing a print still wet from the press. "This is the libel: see,
|
|
there's Prestongrange's name to the list of witnesses, and I find no
|
|
word of any Balfour. But here is not the question. Who do ye think
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|
paid for the printing of this paper?"
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|
"I suppose it would likely be King George," said I.
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"But it happens it was me!" he cried. "Not but it was printed by and
|
|
for themselves, for the Grants and the Erskines, and yon thief of the
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|
black midnight, Simon Fraser. But could I win to get a copy! No! I
|
|
was to go blindfold to my defence; I was to hear the charges for the
|
|
first time in court alongst the jury."
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|
|
|
"Is not this against the law?" I asked
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|
|
|
"I cannot say so much," he replied. "It was a favour so natural and so
|
|
constantly rendered (till this nonesuch business) that the law has
|
|
never looked to it. And now admire the hand of Providence! A stranger
|
|
is in Fleming's printing house, spies a proof on the floor, picks it
|
|
up, and carries it to me. Of all things, it was just this libel.
|
|
Whereupon I had it set again - printed at the expense of the defence:
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|
SUMPTIBUS MOESTI REI; heard ever man the like of it? - and here it is
|
|
for anybody, the muckle secret out - all may see it now. But how do
|
|
you think I would enjoy this, that has the life of my kinsman on my
|
|
conscience?"
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|
"Troth, I think you would enjoy it ill," said I.
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|
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|
"And now you see how it is," he concluded, "and why, when you tell me
|
|
your evidence is to be let in, I laugh aloud in your face."
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|
|
|
It was now my turn. I laid before him in brief Mr. Simon's threats and
|
|
offers, and the whole incident of the bravo, with the subsequent scene
|
|
at Prestongrange's. Of my first talk, according to promise, I said
|
|
nothing, nor indeed was it necessary. All the time I was talking
|
|
Stewart nodded his head like a mechanical figure; and no sooner had my
|
|
voice ceased, than he opened his mouth and gave me his opinion in two
|
|
words, dwelling strong on both of them.
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|
"Disappear yourself," said he.
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|
"I do not take you," said I.
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|
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|
"Then I'll carry you there," said he. "By my view of it you're to
|
|
disappear whatever. O, that's outside debate. The Advocate, who is
|
|
not without some spunks of a remainder decency, has wrung your life-
|
|
safe out of Simon and the Duke. He has refused to put you on your
|
|
trial, and refused to have you killed; and there is the clue to their
|
|
ill words together, for Simon and the Duke can keep faith with neither
|
|
friend nor enemy. Ye're not to be tried then, and ye're not to be
|
|
murdered; but I'm in bitter error if ye're not to be kidnapped and
|
|
carried away like the Lady Grange. Bet me what ye please - there was
|
|
their EXPEDIENT!"
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|
|
"You make me think," said I, and told him of the whistle and the red-
|
|
headed retainer, Neil.
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|
|
|
"Wherever James More is there's one big rogue, never be deceived on
|
|
that," said he. "His father was none so ill a man, though a kenning on
|
|
the wrong side of the law, and no friend to my family, that I should
|
|
waste my breath to be defending him! But as for James he's a brock and
|
|
a blagyard. I like the appearance of this red-headed Neil as little as
|
|
yourself. It looks uncanny: fiegh! it smells bad. It was old Lovat
|
|
that managed the Lady Grange affair; if young Lovat is to handle yours,
|
|
it'll be all in the family. What's James More in prison for? The same
|
|
offence: abduction. His men have had practice in the business. He'll
|
|
be to lend them to be Simon's instruments; and the next thing we'll be
|
|
hearing, James will have made his peace, or else he'll have escaped;
|
|
and you'll be in Benbecula or Applecross."
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|
|
"Ye make a strong case," I admitted.
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|
|
"And what I want," he resumed, "is that you should disappear yourself
|
|
ere they can get their hands upon ye. Lie quiet until just before the
|
|
trial, and spring upon them at the last of it when they'll be looking
|
|
for you least. This is always supposing Mr. Balfour, that your
|
|
evidence is worth so very great a measure of both risk and fash."
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|
|
"I will tell you one thing," said I. "I saw the murderer and it was
|
|
not Alan."
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|
|
"Then, by God, my cousin's saved!" cried Stewart. "You have his life
|
|
upon your tongue; and there's neither time, risk, nor money to be
|
|
spared to bring you to the trial." He emptied his pockets on the
|
|
floor. "Here is all that I have by me," he went on, "Take it, ye'll
|
|
want it ere ye're through. Go straight down this close, there's a way
|
|
out by there to the Lang Dykes, and by my will of it! see no more of
|
|
Edinburgh till the clash is over."
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|
|
|
"Where am I to go, then?" I inquired.
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|
|
|
"And I wish that I could tell ye!" says he, "but all the places that I
|
|
could send ye to, would be just the places they would seek. No, ye
|
|
must fend for yourself, and God be your guiding! Five days before the
|
|
trial, September the sixteen, get word to me at the KING ARMS in
|
|
Stirling; and if ye've managed for yourself as long as that, I'll see
|
|
that ye reach Inverary."
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|
|
|
"One thing more," said I. "Can I no see Alan?"
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|
|
|
He seemed boggled. "Hech, I would rather you wouldnae," said he. "But
|
|
I can never deny that Alan is extremely keen of it, and is to lie this
|
|
night by Silvermills on purpose. If you're sure that you're not
|
|
followed, Mr. Balfour - but make sure of that - lie in a good place and
|
|
watch your road for a clear hour before ye risk it. It would be a
|
|
dreadful business if both you and him was to miscarry!"
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|
CHAPTER X - THE RED-HEADED MAN
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|
|
IT was about half-past three when I came forth on the Lang Dykes. Dean
|
|
was where I wanted to go. Since Catriona dwelled there, and her
|
|
kinsfolk the Glengyle Macgregors appeared almost certainly to be
|
|
employed against me, it was just one of the few places I should have
|
|
kept away from; and being a very young man, and beginning to be very
|
|
much in love, I turned my face in that direction without pause. As a
|
|
slave to my conscience and common sense, however, I took a measure of
|
|
precaution. Coming over the crown of a bit of a rise in the road, I
|
|
clapped down suddenly among the barley and lay waiting. After a while,
|
|
a man went by that looked to be a Highlandman, but I had never seen him
|
|
till that hour. Presently after came Neil of the red head. The next
|
|
to go past was a miller's cart, and after that nothing but manifest
|
|
country people. Here was enough to have turned the most foolhardy from
|
|
his purpose, but my inclination ran too strong the other way. I argued
|
|
it out that if Neil was on that road, it was the right road to find him
|
|
in, leading direct to his chief's daughter; as for the other
|
|
Highlandman, if I was to be startled off by every Highlandman I saw, I
|
|
would scarce reach anywhere. And having quite satisfied myself with
|
|
this disingenuous debate, I made the better speed of it, and came a
|
|
little after four to Mrs. Drumond-Ogilvy's.
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|
|
|
Both ladies were within the house; and upon my perceiving them together
|
|
by the open door, I plucked off my hat and said, "Here was a lad come
|
|
seeking saxpence," which I thought might please the dowager.
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|
|
|
Catriona ran out to greet me heartily, and, to my surprise, the old
|
|
lady seemed scarce less forward than herself. I learned long
|
|
afterwards that she had despatched a horseman by daylight to Rankeillor
|
|
at the Queensferry, whom she knew to be the doer for Shaws, and had
|
|
then in her pocket a letter from that good friend of mine, presenting,
|
|
in the most favourable view, my character and prospects. But had I
|
|
read it I could scarce have seen more clear in her designs. Maybe I
|
|
was COUNTRYFEED; at least, I was not so much so as she thought; and it
|
|
was even to my homespun wits, that she was bent to hammer up a match
|
|
between her cousin and a beardless boy that was something of a laird in
|
|
Lothian.
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|
|
|
"Saxpence had better take his broth with us, Catrine," says she. "Run
|
|
and tell the lasses."
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|
|
|
And for the little while we were alone was at a good deal of pains to
|
|
flatter me; always cleverly, always with the appearance of a banter,
|
|
still calling me Saxpence, but with such a turn that should rather
|
|
uplift me in my own opinion. When Catriona returned, the design became
|
|
if possible more obvious; and she showed off the girl's advantages like
|
|
a horse-couper with a horse. My face flamed that she should think me
|
|
so obtuse. Now I would fancy the girl was being innocently made a show
|
|
of, and then I could have beaten the old carline wife with a cudgel;
|
|
and now, that perhaps these two had set their heads together to entrap
|
|
me, and at that I sat and gloomed betwixt them like the very image of
|
|
ill-will. At last the matchmaker had a better device, which was to
|
|
leave the pair of us alone. When my suspicions are anyway roused it is
|
|
sometimes a little the wrong side of easy to allay them. But though I
|
|
knew what breed she was of, and that was a breed of thieves, I could
|
|
never look in Catriona's face and disbelieve her.
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|
|
|
"I must not ask?" says she, eagerly, the same moment we were left
|
|
alone.
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|
|
|
"Ah, but to-day I can talk with a free conscience," I replied. "I am
|
|
lightened of my pledge, and indeed (after what has come and gone since
|
|
morning) I would not have renewed it were it asked."
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|
|
|
"Tell me," she said. "My cousin will not be so long."
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|
|
|
So I told her the tale of the lieutenant from the first step to the
|
|
last of it, making it as mirthful as I could, and, indeed, there was
|
|
matter of mirth in that absurdity.
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|
|
|
"And I think you will be as little fitted for the rudas men as for the
|
|
pretty ladies, after all!" says she, when I had done. "But what was
|
|
your father that he could not learn you to draw the sword! It is most
|
|
ungentle; I have not heard the match of that in anyone."
|
|
|
|
"It is most misconvenient at least," said I; "and I think my father
|
|
(honest man!) must have been wool-gathering to learn me Latin in the
|
|
place of it. But you see I do the best I can, and just stand up like
|
|
Lot's wife and let them hammer at me."
|
|
|
|
"Do you know what makes me smile?" said she. "Well, it is this. I am
|
|
made this way, that I should have been a man child. In my own thoughts
|
|
it is so I am always; and I go on telling myself about this thing that
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is to befall and that. Then it comes to the place of the fighting, and
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it comes over me that I am only a girl at all events, and cannot hold a
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sword or give one good blow; and then I have to twist my story round
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about, so that the fighting is to stop, and yet me have the best of it,
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just like you and the lieutenant; and I am the boy that makes the fine
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speeches all through, like Mr. David Balfour."
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"You are a bloodthirsty maid," said I.
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"Well, I know it is good to sew and spin, and to make samplers," she
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said, "but if you were to do nothing else in the great world, I think
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you will say yourself it is a driech business; and it is not that I
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want to kill, I think. Did ever you kill anyone?"
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"That I have, as it chances. Two, no less, and me still a lad that
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should be at the college," said I. "But yet, in the look-back, I take
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no shame for it."
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"But how did you feel, then - after it?" she asked.
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'"Deed, I sat down and grat like a bairn," said I.
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"I know that, too," she cried. "I feel where these tears should come
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from. And at any rate, I would not wish to kill, only to be Catherine
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Douglas that put her arm through the staples of the bolt, where it was
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broken. That is my chief hero. Would you not love to die so - for
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your king?" she asked.
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"Troth," said I, "my affection for my king, God bless the puggy face of
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him, is under more control; and I thought I saw death so near to me
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this day already, that I am rather taken up with the notion of living."
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"Right," she said, "the right mind of a man! Only you must learn arms;
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I would not like to have a friend that cannot strike. But it will not
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have been with the sword that you killed these two?"
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"Indeed, no," said I, "but with a pair of pistols. And a fortunate
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thing it was the men were so near-hand to me, for I am about as clever
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with the pistols as I am with the sword."
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So then she drew from me the story of our battle in the brig, which I
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had omitted in my first account of my affairs.
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"Yes," said she, "you are brave. And your friend, I admire and love
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him."
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"Well, and I think anyone would!" said I. "He has his faults like
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other folk; but he is brave and staunch and kind, God bless him! That
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will be a strange day when I forget Alan." And the thought of him, and
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that it was within my choice to speak with him that night, had almost
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overcome me.
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"And where will my head be gone that I have not told my news!" she
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cried, and spoke of a letter from her father, bearing that she might
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visit him to-morrow in the castle whither he was now transferred, and
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that his affairs were mending. "You do not like to hear it," said she.
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"Will you judge my father and not know him?"
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"I am a thousand miles from judging," I replied. "And I give you my
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word I do rejoice to know your heart is lightened. If my face fell at
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all, as I suppose it must, you will allow this is rather an ill day for
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compositions, and the people in power extremely ill persons to be
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compounding with. I have Simon Fraser extremely heavy on my stomach
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still."
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"Ah!" she cried, "you will not be evening these two; and you should
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bear in mind that Prestongrange and James More, my father, are of the
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one blood."
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"I never heard tell of that," said I.
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"It is rather singular how little you are acquainted with," said she.
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"One part may call themselves Grant, and one Macgregor, but they are
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still of the same clan. They are all the sons of Alpin, from whom, I
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think, our country has its name."
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"What country is that?" I asked.
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"My country and yours," said she
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"This is my day for discovering I think," said I, "for I always thought
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the name of it was Scotland."
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"Scotland is the name of what you call Ireland," she replied. "But the
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old ancient true name of this place that we have our foot-soles on, and
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that our bones are made of, will be Alban. It was Alban they called it
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when our forefathers will be fighting for it against Rome and
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Alexander; and it is called so still in your own tongue that you
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forget."
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"Troth," said I, "and that I never learned!" For I lacked heart to
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take her up about the Macedonian.
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"But your fathers and mothers talked it, one generation with another,"
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said she. "And it was sung about the cradles before you or me were
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ever dreamed of; and your name remembers it still. Ah, if you could
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talk that language you would find me another girl. The heart speaks in
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that tongue."
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I had a meal with the two ladies, all very good, served in fine old
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plate, and the wine excellent, for it seems that Mrs. Ogilvy was rich.
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Our talk, too, was pleasant enough; but as soon as I saw the sun
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decline sharply and the shadows to run out long, I rose to take my
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leave. For my mind was now made up to say farewell to Alan; and it was
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needful I should see the trysting wood, and reconnoitre it, by
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daylight. Catriona came with me as far as to the garden gate.
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"It is long till I see you now?" she asked.
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"It is beyond my judging," I replied. "It will be long, it may be
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never."
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"It may be so," said she. "And you are sorry?"
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I bowed my head, looking upon her.
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"So am I, at all events," said she. "I have seen you but a small time,
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but I put you very high. You are true, you are brave; in time I think
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you will be more of a man yet. I will be proud to hear of that. If
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you should speed worse, if it will come to fall as we are afraid - O
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well! think you have the one friend. Long after you are dead and me an
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old wife, I will be telling the bairns about David Balfour, and my
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tears running. I will be telling how we parted, and what I said to
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you, and did to you. GOD GO WITH YOU AND GUIDE YOU, PRAYS YOUR LITTLE
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FRIEND: so I said - I will be telling them - and here is what I did."
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She took up my hand and kissed it. This so surprised my spirits that I
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cried out like one hurt. The colour came strong in her face, and she
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looked at me and nodded.
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"O yes, Mr. David," said she, "that is what I think of you. The head
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goes with the lips."
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I could read in her face high spirit, and a chivalry like a brave
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child's; not anything besides. She kissed my hand, as she had kissed
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Prince Charlie's, with a higher passion than the common kind of clay
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has any sense of. Nothing before had taught me how deep I was her
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lover, nor how far I had yet to climb to make her think of me in such a
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character. Yet I could tell myself I had advanced some way, and that
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her heart had beat and her blood flowed at thoughts of me.
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After that honour she had done me I could offer no more trivial
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civility. It was even hard for me to speak; a certain lifting in her
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voice had knocked directly at the door of my own tears.
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"I praise God for your kindness, dear," said I. "Farewell, my little
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friend!" giving her that name which she had given to herself; with
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which I bowed and left her.
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My way was down the glen of the Leith River, towards Stockbridge and
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Silvermills. A path led in the foot of it, the water bickered and sang
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in the midst; the sunbeams overhead struck out of the west among long
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shadows and (as the valley turned) made like a new scene and a new
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world of it at every corner. With Catriona behind and Alan before me,
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I was like one lifted up. The place besides, and the hour, and the
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talking of the water, infinitely pleased me; and I lingered in my steps
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and looked before and behind me as I went. This was the cause, under
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|
Providence, that I spied a little in my rear a red head among some
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bushes.
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Anger sprang in my heart, and I turned straight about and walked at a
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stiff pace to where I came from. The path lay close by the bushes
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where I had remarked the head. The cover came to the wayside, and as I
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passed I was all strung up to meet and to resist an onfall. No such
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|
thing befell, I went by unmeddled with; and at that fear increased upon
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|
me. It was still day indeed, but the place exceeding solitary. If my
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|
haunters had let slip that fair occasion I could but judge they aimed
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|
at something more than David Balfour. The lives of Alan and James
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|
weighed upon my spirit with the weight of two grown bullocks.
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Catriona was yet in the garden walking by herself.
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"Catriona," said I, "you see me back again."
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"With a changed face," said she.
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"I carry two men's lives besides my own," said I. "It would be a sin
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|
and shame not to walk carefully. I was doubtful whether I did right to
|
|
come here. I would like it ill, if it was by that means we were
|
|
brought to harm."
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"I could tell you one that would be liking it less, and will like
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|
little enough to hear you talking at this very same time," she cried.
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|
"What have I done, at all events?"
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"O, you I you are not alone," I replied. "But since I went off I have
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|
been dogged again, and I can give you the name of him that follows me.
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It is Neil, son of Duncan, your man or your father's."
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"To be sure you are mistaken there," she said, with a white face.
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|
"Neil is in Edinburgh on errands from my father."
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"It is what I fear," said I, "the last of it. But for his being in
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|
Edinburgh I think I can show you another of that. For sure you have
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|
some signal, a signal of need, such as would bring him to your help, if
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|
he was anywhere within the reach of ears and legs?"
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"Why, how will you know that?" says she.
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"By means of a magical talisman God gave to me when I was born, and the
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|
name they call it by is Common-sense," said I. "Oblige me so far as
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|
make your signal, and I will show you the red head of Neil."
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No doubt but I spoke bitter and sharp. My heart was bitter. I blamed
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|
myself and the girl and hated both of us: her for the vile crew that
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|
she was come of, myself for my wanton folly to have stuck my head in
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|
such a byke of wasps.
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Catriona set her fingers to her lips and whistled once, with an
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exceeding clear, strong, mounting note, as full as a ploughman's. A
|
|
while we stood silent; and I was about to ask her to repeat the same,
|
|
when I heard the sound of some one bursting through the bushes below on
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the braeside. I pointed in that direction with a smile, and presently
|
|
Neil leaped into the garden. His eyes burned, and he had a black knife
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|
(as they call it on the Highland side) naked in his hand; but, seeing
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|
me beside his mistress, stood like a man struck.
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"He has come to your call," said I; "judge how near he was to
|
|
Edinburgh, or what was the nature of your father's errands. Ask
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|
himself. If I am to lose my life, or the lives of those that hang by
|
|
me, through the means of your clan, let me go where I have to go with
|
|
my eyes open."
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She addressed him tremulously in the Gaelic. Remembering Alan's
|
|
anxious civility in that particular, I could have laughed out loud for
|
|
bitterness; here, sure, in the midst of these suspicions, was the hour
|
|
she should have stuck by English.
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|
Twice or thrice they spoke together, and I could make out that Neil
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|
(for all his obsequiousness) was an angry man.
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Then she turned to me. "He swears it is not," she said.
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"Catriona," said I, "do you believe the man yourself?"
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She made a gesture like wringing the hands.
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"How will I can know?" she cried.
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|
But I must find some means to know," said I. "I cannot continue to go
|
|
dovering round in the black night with two men's lives at my girdle!
|
|
Catriona, try to put yourself in my place, as I vow to God I try hard
|
|
to put myself in yours. This is no kind of talk that should ever have
|
|
fallen between me and you; no kind of talk; my heart is sick with it.
|
|
See, keep him here till two of the morning, and I care not. Try him
|
|
with that."
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|
|
They spoke together once more in the Gaelic.
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|
"He says he has James More my father's errand," said she. She was
|
|
whiter than ever, and her voice faltered as she said it.
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"It is pretty plain now," said I, "and may God forgive the wicked!"
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|
She said never anything to that, but continued gazing at me with the
|
|
same white face.
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|
"This is a fine business," said I again. "Am I to fall, then, and
|
|
those two along with me?"
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|
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|
"O, what am I to do?" she cried. "Could I go against my father's
|
|
orders, him in prison, in the danger of his life!"
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|
"But perhaps we go too fast," said I. "This may be a lie too. He may
|
|
have no right orders; all may be contrived by Simon, and your father
|
|
knowing nothing."
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|
|
She burst out weeping between the pair of us; and my heart smote me
|
|
hard, for I thought this girl was in a dreadful situation.
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|
"Here," said I, "keep him but the one hour; and I'll chance it, and may
|
|
God bless you."
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|
She put out her hand to me, "I will he needing one good word," she
|
|
sobbed.
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|
"The full hour, then?" said I, keeping her hand in mine. "Three lives
|
|
of it, my lass!"
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|
|
"The full hour!" she said, and cried aloud on her Redeemer to forgive
|
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her.
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|
I thought it no fit place for me, and fled.
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|
CHAPTER XI - THE WOOD BY SILVERMILLS
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I LOST no time, but down through the valley and by Stockbridge and
|
|
Silvermills as hard as I could stave. It was Alan's tryst to be every
|
|
night between twelve and two "in a bit scrog of wood by east of
|
|
Silvermills and by south the south mill-lade." This I found easy
|
|
enough, where it grew on a steep brae, with the mill-lade flowing swift
|
|
and deep along the foot of it; and here I began to walk slower and to
|
|
reflect more reasonably on my employment. I saw I had made but a
|
|
fool's bargain with Catriona. It was not to be supposed that Neil was
|
|
sent alone upon his errand, but perhaps he was the only man belonging
|
|
to James More; in which case I should have done all I could to hang
|
|
Catriona's father, and nothing the least material to help myself. To
|
|
tell the truth, I fancied neither one of these ideas. Suppose by
|
|
holding back Neil, the girl should have helped to hang her father, I
|
|
thought she would never forgive herself this side of time. And suppose
|
|
there were others pursuing me that moment, what kind of a gift was I
|
|
come bringing to Alan? and how would I like that?
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|
|
|
I was up with the west end of that wood when these two considerations
|
|
struck me like a cudgel. My feet stopped of themselves and my heart
|
|
along with them. "What wild game is this that I have been playing?"
|
|
thought I; and turned instantly upon my heels to go elsewhere.
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|
|
|
This brought my face to Silvermills; the path came past the village
|
|
with a crook, but all plainly visible; and, Highland or Lowland, there
|
|
was nobody stirring. Here was my advantage, here was just such a
|
|
conjuncture as Stewart had counselled me to profit by, and I ran by the
|
|
side of the mill-lade, fetched about beyond the east corner of the
|
|
wood, threaded through the midst of it, and returned to the west
|
|
selvage, whence I could again command the path, and yet be myself
|
|
unseen. Again it was all empty, and my heart began to rise.
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|
|
|
For more than an hour I sat close in the border of the trees, and no
|
|
hare or eagle could have kept a more particular watch. When that hour
|
|
began the sun was already set, but the sky still all golden and the
|
|
daylight clear; before the hour was done it had fallen to be half mirk,
|
|
the images and distances of things were mingled, and observation began
|
|
to be difficult. All that time not a foot of man had come east from
|
|
Silvermills, and the few that had gone west were honest countryfolk and
|
|
their wives upon the road to bed. If I were tracked by the most
|
|
cunning spies in Europe, I judged it was beyond the course of nature
|
|
they could have any jealousy of where I was: and going a little
|
|
further home into the wood I lay down to wait for Alan.
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|
|
|
The strain of my attention had been great, for I had watched not the
|
|
path only, but every bush and field within my vision. That was now at
|
|
an end. The moon, which was in her first quarter, glinted a little in
|
|
the wood; all round there was a stillness of the country; and as I lay
|
|
there on my back, the next three or four hours, I had a fine occasion
|
|
to review my conduct.
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|
|
|
Two things became plain to me first: that I had no right to go that
|
|
day to Dean, and (having gone there) had now no right to be lying where
|
|
I was. This (where Alan was to come) was just the one wood in all
|
|
broad Scotland that was, by every proper feeling, closed against me; I
|
|
admitted that, and yet stayed on, wondering at myself. I thought of
|
|
the measure with which I had meted to Catriona that same night; how I
|
|
had prated of the two lives I carried, and had thus forced her to
|
|
enjeopardy her father's; and how I was here exposing them again, it
|
|
seemed in wantonness. A good conscience is eight parts of courage. No
|
|
sooner had I lost conceit of my behaviour, than I seemed to stand
|
|
disarmed amidst a throng of terrors. Of a sudden I sat up. How if I
|
|
went now to Prestongrange, caught him (as I still easily might) before
|
|
he slept, and made a full submission? Who could blame me? Not Stewart
|
|
the Writer; I had but to say that I was followed, despaired of getting
|
|
clear, and so gave in. Not Catriona: here, too, I had my answer
|
|
ready; that I could not bear she should expose her father. So, in a
|
|
moment, I could lay all these troubles by, which were after all and
|
|
truly none of mine; swim clear of the Appin Murder; get forth out of
|
|
hand-stroke of all the Stewarts and Campbells, all the Whigs and
|
|
Tories, in the land; and live henceforth to my own mind, and be able to
|
|
enjoy and to improve my fortunes, and devote some hours of my youth to
|
|
courting Catriona, which would be surely a more suitable occupation
|
|
than to hide and run and be followed like a hunted thief, and begin
|
|
over again the dreadful miseries of my escape with Alan.
|
|
|
|
At first I thought no shame of this capitulation; I was only amazed I
|
|
had not thought upon the thing and done it earlier; and began to
|
|
inquire into the causes of the change. These I traced to my lowness of
|
|
spirits, that back to my late recklessness, and that again to the
|
|
common, old, public, disconsidered sin of self-indulgence. Instantly
|
|
the text came in my head, "HOW CAN SATAN CAST OUT SATAN?" What? (I
|
|
thought) I had, by self-indulgence; and the following of pleasant
|
|
paths, and the lure of a young maid, cast myself wholly out of conceit
|
|
with my own character, and jeopardised the lives of James and Alan?
|
|
And I was to seek the way out by the same road as I had entered in?
|
|
No; the hurt that had been caused by self-indulgence must be cured by
|
|
self-denial; the flesh I had pampered must be crucified. I looked
|
|
about me for that course which I least liked to follow: this was to
|
|
leave the wood without waiting to see Alan, and go forth again alone,
|
|
in the dark and in the midst of my perplexed and dangerous fortunes.
|
|
|
|
I have been the more careful to narrate this passage of my reflections,
|
|
because I think it is of some utility, and may serve as an example to
|
|
young men. But there is reason (they say) in planting kale, and even
|
|
in ethic and religion, room for common sense. It was already close on
|
|
Alan's hour, and the moon was down. If I left (as I could not very
|
|
decently whistle to my spies to follow me) they might miss me in the
|
|
dark and tack themselves to Alan by mistake. If I stayed, I could at
|
|
the least of it set my friend upon his guard which might prove his mere
|
|
salvation. I had adventured other peoples' safety in a course of self-
|
|
indulgence; to have endangered them again, and now on a mere design of
|
|
penance, would have been scarce rational. Accordingly, I had scarce
|
|
risen from my place ere I sat down again, but already in a different
|
|
frame of spirits, and equally marvelling at my past weakness and
|
|
rejoicing in my present composure.
|
|
|
|
Presently after came a crackling in the thicket. Putting my mouth near
|
|
down to the ground, I whistled a note or two, of Alan's air; an answer
|
|
came in the like guarded tone, and soon we had knocked together in the
|
|
dark.
|
|
|
|
"Is this you at last, Davie?" he whispered.
|
|
|
|
"Just myself," said I.
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|
|
|
"God, man, but I've been wearying to see ye!" says he. "I've had the
|
|
longest kind of a time. A' day, I've had my dwelling into the inside
|
|
of a stack of hay, where I couldnae see the nebs of my ten fingers; and
|
|
then two hours of it waiting here for you, and you never coming! Dod,
|
|
and ye're none too soon the way it is, with me to sail the morn! The
|
|
morn? what am I saying? - the day, I mean."
|
|
|
|
"Ay, Alan, man, the day, sure enough," said I. "It's past twelve now,
|
|
surely, and ye sail the day. This'll be a long road you have before
|
|
you."
|
|
|
|
"We'll have a long crack of it first," said he.
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"Well, indeed, and I have a good deal it will be telling you to hear,"
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said I.
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And I told him what behooved, making rather a jumble of it, but clear
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enough when done. He heard me out with very few questions, laughing
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here and there like a man delighted: and the sound of his laughing
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(above all there, in the dark, where neither one of us could see the
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other) was extraordinary friendly to my heart.
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"Ay, Davie, ye're a queer character," says he, when I had done: "a
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queer bitch after a', and I have no mind of meeting with the like of
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ye. As for your story, Prestongrange is a Whig like yoursel', so I'll
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say the less of him; and, dod! I believe he was the best friend ye had,
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if ye could only trust him. But Simon Fraser and James More are my ain
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kind of cattle, and I'll give them the name that they deserve. The
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muckle black deil was father to the Frasers, a'body kens that; and as
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for the Gregara, I never could abye the reek of them since I could
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stotter on two feet. I bloodied the nose of one, I mind, when I was
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still so wambly on my legs that I cowped upon the top of him. A proud
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man was my father that day, God rest him! and I think he had the cause.
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I'll never can deny but what Robin was something of a piper," he added;
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"but as for James More, the deil guide him for me!"
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"One thing we have to consider," said I. "Was Charles Stewart right or
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wrong? Is it only me they're after, or the pair of us?"
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"And what's your ain opinion, you that's a man of so much experience?"
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said he.
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"It passes me," said I.
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"And me too," says Alan. "Do ye think this lass would keep her word to
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ye?" he asked.
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"I do that," said I.
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"Well, there's nae telling," said he. "And anyway, that's over and
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done: he'll be joined to the rest of them lang syne."
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"How many would ye think there would be of them?" I asked.
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"That depends," said Alan. "If it was only you, they would likely send
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two-three lively, brisk young birkies, and if they thought that I was
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to appear in the employ, I daresay ten or twelve," said he.
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It was no use, I gave a little crack of laughter.
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"And I think your own two eyes will have seen me drive that number, or
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the double of it, nearer hand!" cries he.
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"It matters the less," said I, "because I am well rid of them for this
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time."
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"Nae doubt that's your opinion," said he; "but I wouldnae be the least
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surprised if they were hunkering this wood. Ye see, David man; they'll
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be Hieland folk. There'll be some Frasers, I'm thinking, and some of
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the Gregara; and I would never deny but what the both of them, and the
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Gregara in especial, were clever experienced persons. A man kens
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little till he's driven a spreagh of neat cattle (say) ten miles
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through a throng lowland country and the black soldiers maybe at his
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tail. It's there that I learned a great part of my penetration. And
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ye need nae tell me: it's better than war; which is the next best,
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however, though generally rather a bauchle of a business. Now the
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Gregara have had grand practice."
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"No doubt that's a branch of education that was left out with me," said
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I.
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"And I can see the marks of it upon ye constantly," said Alan. "But
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that's the strange thing about you folk of the college learning: ye're
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ignorat, and ye cannae see 't. Wae's me for my Greek and Hebrew; but,
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man, I ken that I dinnae ken them - there's the differ of it. Now,
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here's you. Ye lie on your wame a bittie in the bield of this wood,
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and ye tell me that ye've cuist off these Frasers and Macgregors. Why?
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BECAUSE I COULDNAE SEE THEM, says you. Ye blockhead, that's their
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livelihood."
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"Take the worst of it," said I, "and what are we to do?"
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"I am thinking of that same," said he. "We might twine. It wouldnae
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be greatly to my taste; and forbye that, I see reasons against it.
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First, it's now unco dark, and it's just humanly possible we might give
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them the clean slip. If we keep together, we make but the ae line of
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it; if we gang separate, we make twae of them: the more likelihood to
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stave in upon some of these gentry of yours. And then, second, if they
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keep the track of us, it may come to a fecht for it yet, Davie; and
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then, I'll confess I would be blythe to have you at my oxter, and I
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think you would be none the worse of having me at yours. So, by my way
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of it, we should creep out of this wood no further gone than just the
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inside of next minute, and hold away east for Gillane, where I'm to
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find my ship. It'll be like old days while it lasts, Davie; and (come
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the time) we'll have to think what you should be doing. I'm wae to
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leave ye here, wanting me."
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"Have with ye, then!" says I. "Do ye gang back where you were
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stopping?"
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"Deil a fear!" said Alan. "They were good folks to me, but I think
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they would be a good deal disappointed if they saw my bonny face again.
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For (the way times go) I amnae just what ye could call a Walcome Guest.
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Which makes me the keener for your company, Mr. David Balfour of the
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Shaws, and set ye up! For, leave aside twa cracks here in the wood
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with Charlie Stewart, I have scarce said black or white since the day
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we parted at Corstorphine."
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With which he rose from his place, and we began to move quietly
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eastward through the wood.
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CHAPTER XII - ON THE MARCH AGAIN WITH ALAN
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IT was likely between one and two; the moon (as I have said) was down;
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a strongish wind, carrying a heavy wrack of cloud, had set in suddenly
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from the west; and we began our movement in as black a night as ever a
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fugitive or a murderer wanted. The whiteness of the path guided us
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into the sleeping town of Broughton, thence through Picardy, and beside
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my old acquaintance the gibbet of the two thieves. A little beyond we
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made a useful beacon, which was a light in an upper window of Lochend.
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Steering by this, but a good deal at random, and with some trampling of
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the harvest, and stumbling and falling down upon the banks, we made our
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way across country, and won forth at last upon the linky, boggy
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muirland that they call the Figgate Whins. Here, under a bush of whin,
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we lay down the remainder of that night and slumbered.
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The day called us about five. A beautiful morning it was, the high
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westerly wind still blowing strong, but the clouds all blown away to
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Europe. Alan was already sitting up and smiling to himself. It was my
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first sight of my friend since we were parted, and I looked upon him
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with enjoyment. He had still the same big great-coat on his back; but
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(what was new) he had now a pair of knitted boot-hose drawn above the
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knee. Doubtless these were intended for disguise; but, as the day
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promised to be warm, he made a most unseasonable figure.
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"Well, Davie," said he, "is this no a bonny morning? Here is a day
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that looks the way that a day ought to. This is a great change of it
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from the belly of my haystack; and while you were there sottering and
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sleeping I have done a thing that maybe I do very seldom."
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"And what was that?" said I.
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"O, just said my prayers," said he.
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"And where are my gentry, as ye call them?" I asked.
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"Gude kens," says he; "and the short and the long of it is that we must
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take our chance of them. Up with your foot-soles, Davie! Forth,
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Fortune, once again of it! And a bonny walk we are like to have."
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So we went east by the beach of the sea, towards where the salt-pans
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were smoking in by the Esk mouth. No doubt there was a by-ordinary
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bonny blink of morning sun on Arthur's Seat and the green Pentlands;
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and the pleasantness of the day appeared to set Alan among nettles.
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"I feel like a gomeral," says he, "to be leaving Scotland on a day like
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this. It sticks in my head; I would maybe like it better to stay here
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and hing."
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"Ay, but ye wouldnae, Alan," said I.
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"No, but what France is a good place too," he explained; "but it's some
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way no the same. It's brawer I believe, but it's no Scotland. I like
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it fine when I'm there, man; yet I kind of weary for Scots divots and
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the Scots peat-reek."
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"If that's all you have to complain of, Alan, it's no such great
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affair," said I.
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"And it sets me ill to be complaining, whatever," said he, "and me but
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new out of yon deil's haystack."
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"And so you were unco weary of your haystack?" I asked.
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"Weary's nae word for it," said he. "I'm not just precisely a man
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that's easily cast down; but I do better with caller air and the lift
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above my head. I'm like the auld Black Douglas (wasnae't?) that likit
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|
better to hear the laverock sing than the mouse cheep. And yon place,
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ye see, Davie - whilk was a very suitable place to hide in, as I'm free
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to own - was pit mirk from dawn to gloaming. There were days (or
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nights, for how would I tell one from other?) that seemed to me as long
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|
as a long winter."
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"How did you know the hour to bide your tryst?" I asked.
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"The goodman brought me my meat and a drop brandy, and a candle-dowp to
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eat it by, about eleeven," said he. "So, when I had swallowed a bit,
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it would he time to be getting to the wood. There I lay and wearied
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for ye sore, Davie," says he, laying his hand on my shoulder "and
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|
guessed when the two hours would be about by - unless Charlie Stewart
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|
would come and tell me on his watch - and then back to the dooms
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|
haystack. Na, it was a driech employ, and praise the Lord that I have
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|
warstled through with it!"
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"What did you do with yourself?" I asked.
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"Faith," said he, "the best I could! Whiles I played at the
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knucklebones. I'm an extraordinar good hand at the knucklebones, but
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it's a poor piece of business playing with naebody to admire ye. And
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whiles I would make songs."
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"What were they about?" says I.
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"O, about the deer and the heather," says he, "and about the ancient
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old chiefs that are all by with it lang syne, and just about what songs
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|
are about in general. And then whiles I would make believe I had a set
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of pipes and I was playing. I played some grand springs, and I thought
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I played them awful bonny; I vow whiles that I could hear the squeal of
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them! But the great affair is that it's done with."
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With that he carried me again to my adventures, which he heard all over
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|
again with more particularity, and extraordinary approval, swearing at
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|
intervals that I was "a queer character of a callant."
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"So ye were frich'ened of Sim Fraser?" he asked once.
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"In troth was I!" cried I.
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"So would I have been, Davie," said he. "And that is indeed a driedful
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|
man. But it is only proper to give the deil his due: and I can tell
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|
you he is a most respectable person on the field of war."
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"Is he so brave?" I asked.
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"Brave!" said he. "He is as brave as my steel sword."
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The story of my duel set him beside himself.
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"To think of that!" he cried. "I showed ye the trick in Corrynakiegh
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too. And three times - three times disarmed! It's a disgrace upon my
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|
character that learned ye! Here, stand up, out with your airn; ye
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|
shall walk no step beyond this place upon the road till ye can do
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yoursel' and me mair credit."
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"Alan," said I, "this is midsummer madness. Here is no time for
|
|
fencing lessons."
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"I cannae well say no to that," he admitted. "But three times, man!
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|
And you standing there like a straw bogle and rinning to fetch your ain
|
|
sword like a doggie with a pocket-napkin! David, this man Duncansby
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|
must be something altogether by-ordinar! He maun be extraordinar
|
|
skilly. If I had the time, I would gang straight back and try a turn
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|
at him mysel'. The man must be a provost."
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"You silly fellow," said I, "you forget it was just me."
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"Na," said he, "but three times!"
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"When ye ken yourself that I am fair incompetent," I cried.
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"Well, I never heard tell the equal of it," said he.
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"I promise you the one thing, Alan," said I. "The next time that we
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|
forgather, I'll be better learned. You shall not continue to bear the
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disgrace of a friend that cannot strike."
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"Ay, the next time!" says he. "And when will that be, I would like to
|
|
ken?"
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"Well, Alan, I have had some thoughts of that, too," said I; "and my
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|
plan is this. It's my opinion to be called an advocate."
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"That's but a weary trade, Davie," says Alan, "and rather a blagyard
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|
one forby. Ye would be better in a king's coat than that."
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"And no doubt that would be the way to have us meet," cried I. "But as
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you'll be in King Lewie's coat, and I'll be in King Geordie's, we'll
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|
have a dainty meeting of it."
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"There's some sense in that," he admitted
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"An advocate, then, it'll have to be," I continued, "and I think it a
|
|
more suitable trade for a gentleman that was THREE TIMES disarmed. But
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|
the beauty of the thing is this: that one of the best colleges for
|
|
that kind of learning - and the one where my kinsman, Pilrig, made his
|
|
studies - is the college of Leyden in Holland. Now, what say you,
|
|
Alan? Could not a cadet of ROYAL ECOSSAIS get a furlough, slip over
|
|
the marches, and call in upon a Leyden student?"
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"Well, and I would think he could!" cried he. "Ye see, I stand well in
|
|
with my colonel, Count Drummond-Melfort; and, what's mair to the
|
|
purpose I have a cousin of mine lieutenant-colonel in a regiment of the
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|
Scots-Dutch. Naething could be mair proper than what I would get a
|
|
leave to see Lieutenant-Colonel Stewart of Halkett's. And Lord
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|
Melfort, who is a very scienteefic kind of a man, and writes books like
|
|
Caesar, would be doubtless very pleased to have the advantage of my
|
|
observes."
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"Is Lord Meloort an author, then?" I asked, for much as Alan thought of
|
|
soldiers, I thought more of the gentry that write books.
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"The very same, Davie," said he. "One would think a colonel would have
|
|
something better to attend to. But what can I say that make songs?"
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"Well, then," said I, "it only remains you should give me an address to
|
|
write you at in France; and as soon as I am got to Leyden I will send
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you mine."
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"The best will be to write me in the care of my chieftain," said he,
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|
"Charles Stewart, of Ardsheil, Esquire, at the town of Melons, in the
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Isle of France. It might take long, or it might take short, but it
|
|
would aye get to my hands at the last of it."
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|
We had a haddock to our breakfast in Musselburgh, where it amused me
|
|
vastly to hear Alan. His great-coat and boot-hose were extremely
|
|
remarkable this warm morning, and perhaps some hint of an explanation
|
|
had been wise; but Alan went into that matter like a business, or I
|
|
should rather say, like a diversion. He engaged the goodwife of the
|
|
house with some compliments upon the rizzoring of our haddocks; and the
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|
whole of the rest of our stay held her in talk about a cold he had
|
|
taken on his stomach, gravely relating all manner of symptoms and
|
|
sufferings, and hearing with a vast show of interest all the old wives'
|
|
remedies she could supply him with in return.
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We left Musselburgh before the first ninepenny coach was due from
|
|
Edinburgh for (as Alan said) that was a rencounter we might very well
|
|
avoid. The wind although still high, was very mild, the sun shone
|
|
strong, and Alan began to suffer in proportion. From Prestonpans he
|
|
had me aside to the field of Gladsmuir, where he exerted himself a
|
|
great deal more than needful to describe the stages of the battle.
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Thence, at his old round pace, we travelled to Cockenzie. Though they
|
|
were building herring-busses there at Mrs. Cadell's, it seemed a
|
|
desert-like, back-going town, about half full of ruined houses; but the
|
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ale-house was clean, and Alan, who was now in a glowing heat, must
|
|
indulge himself with a bottle of ale, and carry on to the new luckie
|
|
with the old story of the cold upon his stomach, only now the symptoms
|
|
were all different.
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I sat listening; and it came in my mind that I had scarce ever heard
|
|
him address three serious words to any woman, but he was always
|
|
drolling and fleering and making a private mock of them, and yet
|
|
brought to that business a remarkable degree of energy and interest.
|
|
Something to this effect I remarked to him, when the good-wife (as
|
|
chanced) was called away.
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"What do ye want?" says he. "A man should aye put his best foot forrit
|
|
with the womankind; he should aye give them a bit of a story to divert
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|
them, the poor lambs! It's what ye should learn to attend to, David;
|
|
ye should get the principles, it's like a trade. Now, if this had been
|
|
a young lassie, or onyways bonnie, she would never have heard tell of
|
|
my stomach, Davie. But aince they're too old to be seeking joes, they
|
|
a' set up to be apotecaries. Why? What do I ken? They'll be just the
|
|
way God made them, I suppose. But I think a man would be a gomeral
|
|
that didnae give his attention to the same."
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And here, the luckie coming back, he turned from me as if with
|
|
impatience to renew their former conversation. The lady had branched
|
|
some while before from Alan's stomach to the case of a goodbrother of
|
|
her own in Aberlady, whose last sickness and demise she was describing
|
|
at extraordinary length. Sometimes it was merely dull, sometimes both
|
|
dull and awful, for she talked with unction. The upshot was that I
|
|
fell in a deep muse, looking forth of the window on the road, and
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|
scarce marking what I saw. Presently had any been looking they might
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have seen me to start.
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"We pit a fomentation to his feet," the good-wife was saying, "and a
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het stane to his wame, and we gied him hyssop and water of pennyroyal,
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and fine, clean balsam of sulphur for the hoast. . . "
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"Sir," says I, cutting very quietly in, "there's a friend of mine gone
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by the house."
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"Is that e'en sae?" replies Alan, as though it were a thing of small
|
|
account. And then, "Ye were saying, mem?" says he; and the wearyful
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wife went on.
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Presently, however, he paid her with a half-crown piece, and she must
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go forth after the change.
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"Was it him with the red head?" asked Alan.
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"Ye have it," said I.
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"What did I tell you in the wood?" he cried. "And yet it's strange he
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should be here too! Was he his lane?"
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"His lee-lane for what I could see," said I.
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"Did he gang by?" he asked.
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"Straight by," said I, "and looked neither to the right nor left."
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"And that's queerer yet," said Alan. "It sticks in my mind, Davie,
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|
that we should be stirring. But where to? - deil hae't! This is like
|
|
old days fairly," cries he.
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|
"There is one big differ, though," said I, "that now we have money in
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our pockets."
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"And another big differ, Mr. Balfour," says he, "that now we have dogs
|
|
at our tail. They're on the scent; they're in full cry, David. It's a
|
|
bad business and be damned to it." And he sat thinking hard with a
|
|
look of his that I knew well.
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"I'm saying, Luckie," says he, when the goodwife returned, "have ye a
|
|
back road out of this change house?"
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She told him there was and where it led to.
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"Then, sir," says he to me, "I think that will be the shortest road for
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|
us. And here's good-bye to ye, my braw woman; and I'll no forget thon
|
|
of the cinnamon water."
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|
We went out by way of the woman's kale yard, and up a lane among
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fields. Alan looked sharply to all sides, and seeing we were in a
|
|
little hollow place of the country, out of view of men, sat down.
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"Now for a council of war, Davie," said he. "But first of all, a bit
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|
lesson to ye. Suppose that I had been like you, what would yon old
|
|
wife have minded of the pair of us! Just that we had gone out by the
|
|
back gate. And what does she mind now? A fine, canty, friendly,
|
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cracky man, that suffered with the stomach, poor body! and was real
|
|
ta'en up about the goodbrother. O man, David, try and learn to have
|
|
some kind of intelligence!"
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|
"I'll try, Alan," said I.
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"And now for him of the red head," says he; "was he gaun fast or slow?"
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"Betwixt and between," said I.
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"No kind of a hurry about the man?" he asked.
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"Never a sign of it," said I.
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"Nhm!" said Alan, "it looks queer. We saw nothing of them this morning
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on the Whins; he's passed us by, he doesnae seem to be looking, and yet
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here he is on our road! Dod, Davie, I begin to take a notion. I think
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it's no you they're seeking, I think it's me; and I think they ken fine
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where they're gaun."
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"They ken?" I asked.
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"I think Andie Scougal's sold me - him or his mate wha kent some part
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of the affair - or else Charlie's clerk callant, which would be a pity
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too," says Alan; "and if you askit me for just my inward private
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conviction, I think there'll be heads cracked on Gillane sands."
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"Alan," I cried, "if you're at all right there'll be folk there and to
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spare. It'll be small service to crack heads."
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"It would aye be a satisfaction though," says Alan. But bide a bit;
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bide a bit; I'm thinking - and thanks to this bonny westland wind, I
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believe I've still a chance of it. It's this way, Davie. I'm no
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trysted with this man Scougal till the gloaming comes. BUT," says he,
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"IF I CAN GET A BIT OF A WIND OUT OF THE WEST I'LL BE THERE LONG OR
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THAT," he says, "AND LIE-TO FOR YE BEHIND THE ISLE OF FIDRA. Now if
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your gentry kens the place, they ken the time forbye. Do ye see me
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coming, Davie? Thanks to Johnnie Cope and other red-coat gomerals, I
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should ken this country like the back of my hand; and if ye're ready
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for another bit run with Alan Breck, we'll can cast back inshore, and
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come to the seaside again by Dirleton. If the ship's there, we'll try
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and get on board of her. If she's no there, I'll just have to get back
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to my weary haystack. But either way of it, I think we will leave your
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gentry whistling on their thumbs."
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"I believe there's some chance in it," said I. "Have on with ye,
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Alan!"
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CHAPTER XIII - GILLANE SANDS
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I DID not profit by Alan's pilotage as he had done by his marchings
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under General Cope; for I can scarce tell what way we went. It is my
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excuse that we travelled exceeding fast. Some part we ran, some
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trotted, and the rest walked at a vengeance of a pace. Twice, while we
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were at top speed, we ran against country-folk; but though we plumped
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into the first from round a corner, Alan was as ready as a loaded
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musket.
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"Has ye seen my horse?" he gasped.
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"Na, man, I haenae seen nae horse the day," replied the countryman.
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And Alan spared the time to explain to him that we were travelling
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"ride and tie"; that our charger had escaped, and it was feared he had
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gone home to Linton. Not only that, but he expended some breath (of
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which he had not very much left) to curse his own misfortune and my
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stupidity which was said to be its cause.
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"Them that cannae tell the truth," he observed to myself as we went on
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again, "should be aye mindful to leave an honest, handy lee behind
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them. If folk dinnae ken what ye're doing, Davie, they're terrible
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taken up with it; but if they think they ken, they care nae mair for it
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than what I do for pease porridge."
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As we had first made inland, so our road came in the end to lie very
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near due north; the old Kirk of Aberlady for a landmark on the left; on
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the right, the top of the Berwick Law; and it was thus we struck the
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shore again, not far from Dirleton. From north Berwick west to Gillane
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Ness there runs a string of four small islets, Craiglieth, the Lamb,
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Fidra, and Eyebrough, notable by their diversity of size and shape.
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Fidra is the most particular, being a strange grey islet of two humps,
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made the more conspicuous by a piece of ruin; and I mind that (as we
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drew closer to it) by some door or window of these ruins the sea peeped
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through like a man's eye. Under the lee of Fidra there is a good
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anchorage in westerly winds, and there, from a far way off, we could
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see the THISTLE riding.
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The shore in face of these islets is altogether waste. Here is no
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dwelling of man, and scarce any passage, or at most of vagabond
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children running at their play. Gillane is a small place on the far
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side of the Ness, the folk of Dirleton go to their business in the
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inland fields, and those of North Berwick straight to the sea-fishing
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from their haven; so that few parts of the coast are lonelier. But I
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mind, as we crawled upon our bellies into that multiplicity of heights
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and hollows, keeping a bright eye upon all sides, and our hearts
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hammering at our ribs, there was such a shining of the sun and the sea,
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such a stir of the wind in the bent grass, and such a bustle of down-
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popping rabbits and up-flying gulls, that the desert seemed to me, like
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a place alive. No doubt it was in all ways well chosen for a secret
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embarcation, if the secret had been kept; and even now that it was out,
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and the place watched, we were able to creep unperceived to the front
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of the sandhills, where they look down immediately on the beach and
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sea.
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But here Alan came to a full stop.
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"Davie," said he, "this is a kittle passage! As long as we lie here
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we're safe; but I'm nane sae muckle nearer to my ship or the coast of
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France. And as soon as we stand up and signal the brig, it's another
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matter. For where will your gentry be, think ye?"
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"Maybe they're no come yet," said I. "And even if they are, there's
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one clear matter in our favour. They'll be all arranged to take us,
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that's true. But they'll have arranged for our coming from the east
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and here we are upon their west."
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"Ay," says Alan, "I wish we were in some force, and this was a battle,
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we would have bonnily out-manoeuvred them! But it isnae, Davit; and
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the way it is, is a wee thing less inspiring to Alan Breck. I swither,
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Davie."
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"Time flies, Alan," said I.
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"I ken that," said Alan. "I ken naething else, as the French folk say.
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But this is a dreidful case of heids or tails. O! if I could but ken
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where your gentry were!"
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"Alan," said I, "this is no like you. It's got to be now or never."
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"This is no me, quo' he,"
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sang Alan, with a queer face betwixt shame and drollery.
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"Neither you nor me, quo' he, neither you nor me.
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Wow, na, Johnnie man! neither you nor me."
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And then of a sudden he stood straight up where he was, and with a
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handkerchief flying in his right hand, marched down upon the beach. I
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stood up myself, but lingered behind him, scanning the sand-hills to
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the east. His appearance was at first unremarked: Scougal not
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expecting him so early, and MY GENTRY watching on the other side. Then
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they awoke on board the THISTLE, and it seemed they had all in
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readiness, for there was scarce a second's bustle on the deck before we
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saw a skiff put round her stern and begin to pull lively for the coast.
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Almost at the same moment of time, and perhaps half a mile away towards
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Gillane Ness, the figure of a man appeared for a blink upon a sandhill,
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waving with his arms; and though he was gone again in the same flash,
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the gulls in that part continued a little longer to fly wild.
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Alan had not seen this, looking straight to seaward at the ship and
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skiff.
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"It maun be as it will!" said he, when I had told him, "Weel may yon
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boatie row, or my craig'll have to thole a raxing."
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That part of the beach was long and flat, and excellent walking when
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the tide was down; a little cressy burn flowed over it in one place to
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the sea; and the sandhills ran along the head of it like the rampart of
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a town. No eye of ours could spy what was passing behind there in the
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bents, no hurry of ours could mend the speed of the boat's coming:
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time stood still with us through that uncanny period of waiting.
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"There is one thing I would like to ken," say Alan. "I would like to
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ken these gentry's orders. We're worth four hunner pound the pair of
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us: how if they took the guns to us, Davie! They would get a bonny
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shot from the top of that lang sandy bank."
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"Morally impossible," said I. "The point is that they can have no
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guns. This thing has been gone about too secret; pistols they may
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have, but never guns."
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"I believe ye'll be in the right," says Alan. "For all which I am
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wearing a good deal for yon boat."
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And he snapped his fingers and whistled to it like a dog.
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It was now perhaps a third of the way in, and we ourselves already hard
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on the margin of the sea, so that the soft sand rose over my shoes.
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There was no more to do whatever but to wait, to look as much as we
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were able at the creeping nearer of the boat, and as little as we could
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manage at the long impenetrable front of the sandhills, over which the
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gulls twinkled and behind which our enemies were doubtless marshalling.
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"This is a fine, bright, caller place to get shot in," says Alan
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suddenly; "and, man, I wish that I had your courage!"
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"Alan!" I cried, "what kind of talk is this of it! You're just made of
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courage; it's the character of the man, as I could prove myself if
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there was nobody else."
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"And you would be the more mistaken," said he. "What makes the differ
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with me is just my great penetration and knowledge of affairs. But for
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|
auld, cauld, dour, deadly courage, I am not fit to hold a candle to
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|
yourself. Look at us two here upon the sands. Here am I, fair
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|
hotching to be off; here's you (for all that I ken) in two minds of it
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|
whether you'll no stop. Do you think that I could do that, or would?
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No me! Firstly, because I havenae got the courage and wouldnae daur;
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and secondly, because I am a man of so much penetration and would see
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ye damned first."
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"It's there ye're coming, is it?" I cried. "Ah, man Alan, you can wile
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|
your old wives, but you never can wile me."
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Remembrance of my temptation in the wood made me strong as iron.
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"I have a tryst to keep," I continued. "I am trysted with your cousin
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Charlie; I have passed my word."
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"Braw trysts that you'll can keep," said Alan. "Ye'll just mistryst
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|
aince and for a' with the gentry in the bents. And what for?" he went
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|
on with an extreme threatening gravity. "Just tell me that, my mannie!
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|
Are ye to be speerited away like Lady Grange? Are they to drive a dirk
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|
in your inside and bury ye in the bents? Or is it to be the other way,
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|
and are they to bring ye in with James? Are they folk to be trustit?
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|
Would ye stick your head in the mouth of Sim Fraser and the ither
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|
Whigs?" he added with extraordinary bitterness.
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"Alan," cried I, "they're all rogues and liars, and I'm with ye there.
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|
The more reason there should be one decent man in such a land of
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|
thieves! My word in passed, and I'll stick to it. I said long syne to
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|
your kinswoman that I would stumble at no risk. Do ye mind of that? -
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|
the night Red Colin fell, it was. No more I will, then. Here I stop.
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|
Prestongrange promised me my life: if he's to be mansworn, here I'll
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|
have to die."
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"Aweel aweel," said Alan.
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All this time we had seen or heard no more of our pursuers. In truth
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|
we had caught them unawares; their whole party (as I was to learn
|
|
afterwards) had not yet reached the scene; what there was of them was
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|
spread among the bents towards Gillane. It was quite an affair to call
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|
them in and bring them over, and the boat was making speed. They were
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|
besides but cowardly fellows: a mere leash of Highland cattle-thieves,
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|
of several clans, no gentleman there to be the captain and the more
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they looked at Alan and me upon the beach, the less (I must suppose)
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they liked the look of us.
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Whoever had betrayed Alan it was not the captain: he was in the skiff
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|
himself, steering and stirring up his oarsmen, like a man with his
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|
heart in his employ. Already he was near in, and the boat securing -
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|
already Alan's face had flamed crimson with the excitement of his
|
|
deliverance, when our friends in the bents, either in their despair to
|
|
see their prey escape them or with some hope of scaring Andie, raised
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|
suddenly a shrill cry of several voices.
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|
This sound, arising from what appeared to be a quite deserted coast,
|
|
was really very daunting, and the men in the boat held water instantly.
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"What's this of it?" sings out the captain, for he was come within an
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|
easy hail.
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"Freens o'mine," says Alan, and began immediately to wade forth in the
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|
shallow water towards the boat. "Davie," he said, pausing, "Davie, are
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|
ye no coming? I am swier to leave ye."
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"Not a hair of me," said I.
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"He stood part of a second where he was to his knees in the salt water,
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|
hesitating.
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"He that will to Cupar, maun to Cupar," said he, and swashing in deeper
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|
than his waist, was hauled into the skiff, which was immediately
|
|
directed for the ship.
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|
I stood where he had left me, with my hands behind my back; Alan sat
|
|
with his head turned watching me; and the boat drew smoothly away. Of
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|
a sudden I came the nearest hand to shedding tears, and seemed to
|
|
myself the most deserted solitary lad in Scotland. With that I turned
|
|
my back upon the sea and faced the sandhills. There was no sight or
|
|
sound of man; the sun shone on the wet sand and the dry, the wind blew
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|
in the bents, the gulls made a dreary piping. As I passed higher up
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|
the beach, the sand-lice were hopping nimbly about the stranded
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|
tangles. The devil any other sight or sound in that unchancy place.
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|
And yet I knew there were folk there, observing me, upon some secret
|
|
purpose. They were no soldiers, or they would have fallen on and taken
|
|
us ere now; doubtless they were some common rogues hired for my
|
|
undoing, perhaps to kidnap, perhaps to murder me outright. From the
|
|
position of those engaged, the first was the more likely; from what I
|
|
knew of their character and ardency in this business, I thought the
|
|
second very possible; and the blood ran cold about my heart.
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|
I had a mad idea to loosen my sword in the scabbard; for though I was
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|
very unfit to stand up like a gentleman blade to blade, I thought I
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|
could do some scathe in a random combat. But I perceived in time the
|
|
folly of resistance. This was no doubt the joint "expedient" on which
|
|
Prestongrange and Fraser were agreed. The first, I was very sure, had
|
|
done something to secure my life; the second was pretty likely to have
|
|
slipped in some contrary hints into the ears of Neil and his
|
|
companions; and it I were to show bare steel I might play straight into
|
|
the hands of my worst enemy and seal my own doom.
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These thoughts brought me to the head of the beach. I cast a look
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|
behind, the boat was nearing the brig, and Alan flew his handkerchief
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|
for a farewell, which I replied to with the waving of my hand. But
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|
Alan himself was shrunk to a small thing in my view, alongside of this
|
|
pass that lay in front of me. I set my hat hard on my head, clenched
|
|
my teeth, and went right before me up the face of the sand-wreath. It
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|
made a hard climb, being steep, and the sand like water underfoot. But
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|
I caught hold at last by the long bent-grass on the brae-top, and
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|
pulled myself to a good footing. The same moment men stirred and stood
|
|
up here and there, six or seven of them, ragged-like knaves, each with
|
|
a dagger in his hand. The fair truth is, I shut my eyes and prayed.
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|
When I opened them again, the rogues were crept the least thing nearer
|
|
without speech or hurry. Every eye was upon mine, which struck me with
|
|
a strange sensation of their brightness, and of the fear with which
|
|
they continued to approach me. I held out my hands empty; whereupon
|
|
one asked, with a strong Highland brogue, if I surrendered.
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"Under protest," said I, "if ye ken what that means, which I misdoubt."
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At that word, they came all in upon me like a flight of birds upon a
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|
carrion, seized me, took my sword, and all the money from my pockets,
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|
bound me hand and foot with some strong line, and cast me on a tussock
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|
of bent. There they sat about their captive in a part of a circle and
|
|
gazed upon him silently like something dangerous, perhaps a lion or a
|
|
tiger on the spring. Presently this attention was relaxed. They drew
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|
nearer together, fell to speech in the Gaelic, and very cynically
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|
divided my property before my eyes. It was my diversion in this time
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|
that I could watch from my place the progress of my friend's escape. I
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|
saw the boat come to the brig and be hoisted in, the sails fill, and
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|
the ship pass out seaward behind the isles and by North Berwick.
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In the course of two hours or so, more and more ragged Highlandmen kept
|
|
collecting. Neil among the first, until the party must have numbered
|
|
near a score. With each new arrival there was a fresh bout of talk,
|
|
that sounded like complaints and explanations; but I observed one
|
|
thing, none of those who came late had any share in the division of my
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|
spoils. The last discussion was very violent and eager, so that once I
|
|
thought they would have quarrelled; on the heels of which their company
|
|
parted, the bulk of them returning westward in a troop, and only three,
|
|
Neil and two others, remaining sentries on the prisoner.
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|
"I could name one who would be very ill pleased with your day's work,
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|
Neil Duncanson," said I, when the rest had moved away.
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|
He assured me in answer I should be tenderly used, for he knew he was
|
|
"acquent wi' the leddy."
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|
|
This was all our talk, nor did any other son of man appear upon that
|
|
portion of the coast until the sun had gone down among the Highland
|
|
mountains, and the gloaming was beginning to grow dark. At which hour
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|
I was aware of a long, lean, bony-like Lothian man of a very swarthy
|
|
countenance, that came towards us among the bents on a farm horse.
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|
"Lads," cried he, "has ye a paper like this?" and held up one in his
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|
hand. Neil produced a second, which the newcomer studied through a
|
|
pair of horn spectacles, and saying all was right and we were the folk
|
|
he was seeking, immediately dismounted. I was then set in his place,
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|
my feet tied under the horse's belly, and we set forth under the
|
|
guidance of the Lowlander. His path must have been very well chosen,
|
|
for we met but one pair - a pair of lovers - the whole way, and these,
|
|
perhaps taking us to be free-traders, fled on our approach. We were at
|
|
one time close at the foot of Berwick Law on the south side; at
|
|
another, as we passed over some open hills, I spied the lights of a
|
|
clachan and the old tower of a church among some trees not far off, but
|
|
too far to cry for help, if I had dreamed of it. At last we came again
|
|
within sound of the sea. There was moonlight, though not much; and by
|
|
this I could see the three huge towers and broken battlements of
|
|
Tantallon, that old chief place of the Red Douglases. The horse was
|
|
picketed in the bottom of the ditch to graze, and I was led within, and
|
|
forth into the court, and thence into the tumble-down stone hall. Here
|
|
my conductors built a brisk fire in the midst of the pavement, for
|
|
there was a chill in the night. My hands were loosed, I was set by the
|
|
wall in the inner end, and (the Lowlander having produced provisions) I
|
|
was given oatmeal bread and a pitcher of French brandy. This done, I
|
|
was left once more alone with my three Highlandmen. They sat close by
|
|
the fire drinking and talking; the wind blew in by the breaches, cast
|
|
about the smoke and flames, and sang in the tops of the towers; I could
|
|
hear the sea under the cliffs, and, my mind being reassured as to my
|
|
life, and my body and spirits wearied with the day's employment, I
|
|
turned upon one side and slumbered.
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|
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|
I had no means of guessing at what hour I was wakened, only the moon
|
|
was down and the fire was low. My feet were now loosed, and I was
|
|
carried through the ruins and down the cliff-side by a precipitous path
|
|
to where I found a fisher's boat in a haven of the rocks. This I was
|
|
had on board of, and we began to put forth from the shore in a fine
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|
starlight
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CHAPTER XIV - THE BASS
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|
|
I HAD no thought where they were taking me; only looked here and there
|
|
for the appearance of a ship; and there ran the while in my head a word
|
|
of Ransome's - the TWENTY-POUNDERS. If I were to be exposed a second
|
|
time to that same former danger of the plantations, I judged it must
|
|
turn ill with me; there was no second Alan; and no second shipwreck and
|
|
spare yard to be expected now; and I saw myself hoe tobacco under the
|
|
whip's lash. The thought chilled me; the air was sharp upon the water,
|
|
the stretchers of the boat drenched with a cold dew: and I shivered in
|
|
my place beside the steersman. This was the dark man whom I have
|
|
called hitherto the Lowlander; his name was Dale, ordinarily called
|
|
Black Andie. Feeling the thrill of my shiver, he very kindly handed me
|
|
a rough jacket full of fish-scales, with which I was glad to cover
|
|
myself.
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|
|
|
"I thank you for this kindness," said I, "and will make so free as to
|
|
repay it with a warning. You take a high responsibility in this
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affair. You are not like these ignorant, barbarous Highlanders, but
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know what the law is and the risks of those that break it."
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"I am no just exactly what ye would ca' an extremist for the law," says
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he, "at the best of times; but in this business I act with a good
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warranty."
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"What are you going to do with me?" I asked.
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"Nae harm," said he, "nae harm ava'. Ye'll have strong freens, I'm
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thinking. Ye'll be richt eneuch yet."
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There began to fall a greyness on the face of the sea; little dabs of
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pink and red, like coals of slow fire, came in the east; and at the
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same time the geese awakened, and began crying about the top of the
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Bass. It is just the one crag of rock, as everybody knows, but great
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enough to carve a city from. The sea was extremely little, but there
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went a hollow plowter round the base of it. With the growing of the
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dawn I could see it clearer and clearer; the straight crags painted
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with sea-birds' droppings like a morning frost, the sloping top of it
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green with grass, the clan of white geese that cried about the sides,
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and the black, broken buildings of the prison sitting close on the
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sea's edge.
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At the sight the truth came in upon me in a clap.
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"It's there you're taking me!" I cried.
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"Just to the Bass, mannie," said he: "Whaur the auld saints were afore
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ye, and I misdoubt if ye have come so fairly by your preeson."
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"But none dwells there now," I cried; "the place is long a ruin."
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"It'll be the mair pleisand a change for the solan geese, then," quoth
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Andie dryly.
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The day coming slowly brighter I observed on the bilge, among the big
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stones with which fisherfolk ballast their boats, several kegs and
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baskets, and a provision of fuel. All these were discharged upon the
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crag. Andie, myself, and my three Highlanders (I call them mine,
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although it was the other way about), landed along with them. The sun
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was not yet up when the boat moved away again, the noise of the oars on
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the thole-pins echoing from the cliffs, and left us in our singular
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reclusion:
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Andie Dale was the Prefect (as I would jocularly call him) of the Bass,
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being at once the shepherd and the gamekeeper of that small and rich
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estate. He had to mind the dozen or so of sheep that fed and fattened
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on the grass of the sloping part of it, like beasts grazing the roof of
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a cathedral. He had charge besides of the solan geese that roosted in
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the crags; and from these an extraordinary income is derived. The
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young are dainty eating, as much as two shillings a-piece being a
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common price, and paid willingly by epicures; even the grown birds are
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valuable for their oil and feathers; and a part of the minister's
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stipend of North Berwick is paid to this day in solan geese, which
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makes it (in some folks' eyes) a parish to be coveted. To perform
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these several businesses, as well as to protect the geese from
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poachers, Andie had frequent occasion to sleep and pass days together
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on the crag; and we found the man at home there like a farmer in his
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steading. Bidding us all shoulder some of the packages, a matter in
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which I made haste to bear a hand, he led us in by a looked gate, which
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was the only admission to the island, and through the ruins of the
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fortress, to the governor's house. There we saw by the ashes in the
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chimney and a standing bed-place in one corner, that he made his usual
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occupation.
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This bed he now offered me to use, saying he supposed I would set up to
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be gentry.
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"My gentrice has nothing to do with where I lie," said I. "I bless God
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I have lain hard ere now, and can do the same again with thankfulness.
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While I am here, Mr. Andie, if that be your name, I will do my part and
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take my place beside the rest of you; and I ask you on the other hand
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to spare me your mockery, which I own I like ill."
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He grumbled a little at this speech, but seemed upon reflection to
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approve it. Indeed, he was a long-headed, sensible man, and a good
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Whig and Presbyterian; read daily in a pocket Bible, and was both able
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and eager to converse seriously on religion, leaning more than a little
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towards the Cameronian extremes. His morals were of a more doubtful
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colour. I found he was deep in the free trade, and used the rains of
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Tantallon for a magazine of smuggled merchandise. As for a gauger, I
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do not believe he valued the life of one at half-a-farthing. But that
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part of the coast of Lothian is to this day as wild a place, and the
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commons there as rough a crew, as any in Scotland.
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One incident of my imprisonment is made memorable by a consequence it
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had long after. There was a warship at this time stationed in the
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Firth, the SEAHORSE, Captain Palliser. It chanced she was cruising in
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the month of September, plying between Fife and Lothian, and sounding
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for sunk dangers. Early one fine morning she was seen about two miles
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to east of us, where she lowered a boat, and seemed to examine the
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Wildfire Rocks and Satan's Bush, famous dangers of that coast. And
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presently after having got her boat again, she came before the wind and
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was headed directly for the Base. This was very troublesome to Andie
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and the Highlanders; the whole business of my sequestration was
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designed for privacy, and here, with a navy captain perhaps blundering
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ashore, it looked to become public enough, if it were nothing worse. I
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was in a minority of one, I am no Alan to fall upon so many, and I was
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far from sure that a warship was the least likely to improve my
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condition. All which considered, I gave Andie my parole of good
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behaviour and obedience, and was had briskly to the summit of the rock,
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where we all lay down, at the cliff's edge, in different places of
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observation and concealment. The SEAHORSE came straight on till I
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thought she would have struck, and we (looking giddily down) could see
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the ship's company at their quarters and hear the leadsman singing at
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the lead. Then she suddenly wore and let fly a volley of I know not
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how many great guns. The rock was shaken with the thunder of the
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sound, the smoke flowed over our heads, and the geese rose in number
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beyond computation or belief. To hear their screaming and to see the
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twinkling of their wings, made a most inimitable curiosity; and I
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suppose it was after this somewhat childish pleasure that Captain
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Palliser had come so near the Bass. He was to pay dear for it in time.
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During his approach I had the opportunity to make a remark upon the
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rigging of that ship by which I ever after knew it miles away; and this
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was a means (under Providence) of my averting from a friend a great
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calamity, and inflicting on Captain Palliser himself a sensible
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disappointment.
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All the time of my stay on the rock we lived well. We had small ale
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and brandy, and oatmeal, of which we made our porridge night and
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morning. At times a boat came from the Castleton and brought us a
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quarter of mutton, for the sheep upon the rock we must not touch, these
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being specially fed to market. The geese were unfortunately out of
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season, and we let them be. We fished ourselves, and yet more often
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made the geese to fish for us: observing one when he had made a
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capture and searing him from his prey ere he had swallowed it.
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The strange nature of this place, and the curiosities with which it
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abounded, held me busy and amused. Escape being impossible, I was
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allowed my entire liberty, and continually explored the surface of the
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isle wherever it might support the foot of man. The old garden of the
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prison was still to be observed, with flowers and pot-herbs running
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wild, and some ripe cherries on a bush. A little lower stood a chapel
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or a hermit's cell; who built or dwelt in it, none may know, and the
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thought of its age made a ground of many meditations. The prison, too,
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where I now bivouacked with Highland cattle-thieves, was a place full
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of history, both human and divine. I thought it strange so many saints
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and martyrs should have gone by there so recently, and left not so much
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|
as a leaf out of their Bibles, or a name carved upon the wall, while
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the rough soldier lads that mounted guard upon the battlements had
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|
filled the neighbourhood with their mementoes - broken tobacco-pipes
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for the most part, and that in a surprising plenty, but also metal
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buttons from their coats. There were times when I thought I could have
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heard the pious sound of psalms out of the martyr's dungeons, and seen
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the soldiers tramp the ramparts with their glinting pipes, and the dawn
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rising behind them out of the North Sea.
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No doubt it was a good deal Andie and his tales that put these fancies
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|
in my head. He was extraordinarily well acquainted with the story of
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|
the rock in all particulars, down to the names of private soldiers, his
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|
father having served there in that same capacity. He was gifted
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besides with a natural genius for narration, so that the people seemed
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|
to speak and the things to be done before your face. This gift of his
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and my assiduity to listen brought us the more close together. I could
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not honestly deny but what I liked him; I soon saw that he liked me;
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|
and indeed, from the first I had set myself out to capture his good-
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|
will. An odd circumstance (to be told presently) effected this beyond
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my expectation; but even in early days we made a friendly pair to be a
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prisoner and his gaoler.
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I should trifle with my conscience if I pretended my stay upon the Bass
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was wholly disagreeable. It seemed to me a safe place, as though I was
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escaped there out of my troubles. No harm was to be offered me; a
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|
material impossibility, rock and the deep sea, prevented me from fresh
|
|
attempts; I felt I had my life safe and my honour safe, and there were
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|
times when I allowed myself to gloat on them like stolen waters. At
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|
other times my thoughts were very different, I recalled how strong I
|
|
had expressed myself both to Rankeillor and to Stewart; I reflected
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|
that my captivity upon the Bass, in view of a great part of the coasts
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|
of Fife and Lothian, was a thing I should be thought more likely to
|
|
have invented than endured; and in the eyes of these two gentlemen, at
|
|
least, I must pass for a boaster and a coward. Now I would take this
|
|
lightly enough; tell myself that so long as I stood well with Catriona
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|
Drummond, the opinion of the rest of man was but moonshine and spilled
|
|
water; and thence pass off into those meditations of a lover which are
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|
so delightful to himself and must always appear so surprisingly idle to
|
|
a reader. But anon the fear would take me otherwise; I would be shaken
|
|
with a perfect panic of self-esteem, and these supposed hard judgments
|
|
appear an injustice impossible to be supported. With that another
|
|
train of thought would he presented, and I had scarce begun to be
|
|
concerned about men's judgments of myself, than I was haunted with the
|
|
remembrance of James Stewart in his dungeon and the lamentations of his
|
|
wife. Then, indeed, passion began to work in me; I could not forgive
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|
myself to sit there idle: it seemed (if I were a man at all) that I
|
|
could fly or swim out of my place of safety; and it was in such humours
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|
and to amuse my self-reproaches that I would set the more particularly
|
|
to win the good side of Andie Dale.
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At last, when we two were alone on the summit of the rock on a bright
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|
morning, I put in some hint about a bribe. He looked at me, cast back
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|
his head, and laughed out loud.
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"Ay, you're funny, Mr. Dale," said I, "but perhaps if you'll glance an
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|
eye upon that paper you may change your note."
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The stupid Highlanders had taken from me at the time of my seizure
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|
nothing but hard money, and the paper I now showed Andie was an
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|
acknowledgment from the British Linen Company for a considerable sum.
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He read it. "Troth, and ye're nane sae ill aff," said he.
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"I thought that would maybe vary your opinions," said I.
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"Hout!" said he. "It shows me ye can bribe; but I'm no to be bribit."
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"We'll see about that yet a while," says I. "And first, I'll show you
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|
that I know what I am talking. You have orders to detain me here till
|
|
after Thursday, 21st September."
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"Ye're no a'thegether wrong either," says Andie. "I'm to let you gang,
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|
bar orders contrair, on Saturday, the 23rd."
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I could not but feel there was something extremely insidious in this
|
|
arrangement. That I was to re-appear precisely in time to be too late
|
|
would cast the more discredit on my tale, if I were minded to tell one;
|
|
and this screwed me to fighting point.
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|
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"Now then, Andie, you that kens the world, listen to me, and think
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|
while ye listen," said I. "I know there are great folks in the
|
|
business, and I make no doubt you have their names to go upon. I have
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|
seen some of them myself since this affair began, and said my say into
|
|
their faces too. But what kind of a crime would this be that I had
|
|
committed? or what kind of a process is this that I am fallen under?
|
|
To be apprehended by some ragged John-Hielandman on August 30th,
|
|
carried to a rickle of old stones that is now neither fort nor gaol
|
|
(whatever it once was) but just the gamekeeper's lodge of the Bass
|
|
Rock, and set free again, September 23rd, as secretly as I was first
|
|
arrested - does that sound like law to you? or does it sound like
|
|
justice? or does it not sound honestly like a piece of some low dirty
|
|
intrigue, of which the very folk that meddle with it are ashamed?"
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"I canna gainsay ye, Shaws. It looks unco underhand," says Andie.
|
|
"And werenae the folk guid sound Whigs and true-blue Presbyterians I
|
|
would has seen them ayont Jordan and Jeroozlem or I would have set hand
|
|
to it."
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"The Master of Lovat'll be a braw Whig," says I, "and a grand
|
|
Presbyterian."
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"I ken naething by him," said he. "I hae nae trokings wi' Lovats."
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"No, it'll be Prestongrange that you'll be dealing with," said I.
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"Ah, but I'll no tell ye that," said Andie.
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"Little need when I ken," was my retort.
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"There's just the ae thing ye can be fairly sure of, Shaws," says
|
|
Andie. "And that is that (try as ye please) I'm no dealing wi'
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|
yoursel'; nor yet I amnae goin' to," he added.
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"Well, Andie, I see I'll have to be speak out plain with you," I
|
|
replied. And told him so much as I thought needful of the facts.
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|
He heard me out with some serious interest, and when I had done, seemed
|
|
to consider a little with himself.
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"Shaws," said he at last, "I'll deal with the naked hand. It's a queer
|
|
tale, and no very creditable, the way you tell it; and I'm far frae
|
|
minting that is other than the way that ye believe it. As for
|
|
yoursel', ye seem to me rather a dacent-like young man. But me, that's
|
|
aulder and mair judeecious, see perhaps a wee bit further forrit in the
|
|
job than what ye can dae. And here the maitter clear and plain to ye.
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|
There'll be nae skaith to yoursel' if I keep ye here; far free that, I
|
|
think ye'll be a hantle better by it. There'll be nae skaith to the
|
|
kintry - just ae mair Hielantman hangit - Gude kens, a guid riddance!
|
|
On the ither hand, it would be considerable skaith to me if I would let
|
|
you free. Sae, speakin' as a guid Whig, an honest freen' to you, and
|
|
an anxious freen' to my ainsel', the plain fact is that I think ye'll
|
|
just have to bide here wi' Andie an' the solans."
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"Andie," said I, laying my hand upon his knee, "this Hielantman's
|
|
innocent."
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"Ay, it's a peety about that," said he. "But ye see, in this warld,
|
|
the way God made it, we cannae just get a'thing that we want."
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CHAPTER XV - BLACK ANDIE'S TALE OF TOD LAPRAIK
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I HAVE yet said little of the Highlanders. They were all three of the
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|
followers of James More, which bound the accusation very tight about
|
|
their master's neck. All understood a word or two of English, but Neil
|
|
was the only one who judged he had enough of it for general converse,
|
|
in which (when once he got embarked) his company was often tempted to
|
|
the contrary opinion. They were tractable, simple creatures; showed
|
|
much more courtesy than might have been expected from their raggedness
|
|
and their uncouth appearance, and fell spontaneously to be like three
|
|
servants for Andie and myself.
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|
Dwelling in that isolated place, in the old falling ruins of a prison,
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|
and among endless strange sounds of the sea and the sea-birds, I
|
|
thought I perceived in them early the effects of superstitious fear.
|
|
When there was nothing doing they would either lie and sleep, for which
|
|
their appetite appeared insatiable, or Neil would entertain the others
|
|
with stories which seemed always of a terrifying strain. If neither of
|
|
these delights were within reach - if perhaps two were sleeping and the
|
|
third could find no means to follow their example - I would see him sit
|
|
and listen and look about him in a progression of uneasiness, starting,
|
|
his face blenching, his hands clutched, a man strung like a bow. The
|
|
nature of these fears I had never an occasion to find out, but the
|
|
sight of them was catching, and the nature of the place that we were in
|
|
favourable to alarms. I can find no word for it in the English, but
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|
Andie had an expression for it in the Scots from which he never varied.
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"Ay," he would say, "ITS AN UNCO PLACE, THE BASS."
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It is so I always think of it. It was an unco place by night, unco by
|
|
day; and these were unco sounds, of the calling of the solans, and the
|
|
plash of the sea and the rock echoes, that hung continually in our
|
|
ears. It was chiefly so in moderate weather. When the waves were
|
|
anyway great they roared about the rock like thunder and the drums of
|
|
armies, dreadful but merry to hear; and it was in the calm days that a
|
|
man could daunt himself with listening - not a Highlandman only, as I
|
|
several times experimented on myself, so many still, hollow noises
|
|
haunted and reverberated in the porches of the rock.
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|
This brings me to a story I heard, and a scene I took part in, which
|
|
quite changed our terms of living, and had a great effect on my
|
|
departure. It chanced one night I fell in a muse beside the fire and
|
|
(that little air of Alan's coming back to my memory) began to whistle.
|
|
A hand was laid upon my arm, and the voice of Neil bade me to stop, for
|
|
it was not "canny musics."
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"Not canny?" I asked. "How can that be?"
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"Na," said he; "it will be made by a bogle and her wanting ta heid upon
|
|
his body."
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"Well," said I, "there can be no bogles here, Neil; for it's not likely
|
|
they would fash themselves to frighten geese."
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"Ay?" says Andie, "is that what ye think of it! But I'll can tell ye
|
|
there's been waur nor bogles here."
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"What's waur than bogles, Andie?" said I.
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"Warlocks," said he. "Or a warlock at the least of it. And that's a
|
|
queer tale, too," he added. "And if ye would like, I'll tell it ye."
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To be sure we were all of the one mind, and even the Highlander that
|
|
had the least English of the three set himself to listen with all his
|
|
might.
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THE TALE OF TOD LAPRAIK
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MY faither, Tam Dale, peace to his banes, was a wild, sploring lad in
|
|
his young days, wi' little wisdom and little grace. He was fond of a
|
|
lass and fond of a glass, and fond of a ran-dan; but I could never hear
|
|
tell that he was muckle use for honest employment. Frae ae thing to
|
|
anither, he listed at last for a sodger and was in the garrison of this
|
|
fort, which was the first way that ony of the Dales cam to set foot
|
|
upon the Bass. Sorrow upon that service! The governor brewed his ain
|
|
ale; it seems it was the warst conceivable. The rock was proveesioned
|
|
free the shore with vivers, the thing was ill-guided, and there were
|
|
whiles when they but to fish and shoot solans for their diet. To crown
|
|
a', thir was the Days of the Persecution. The perishin' cauld chalmers
|
|
were all occupeed wi' sants and martyrs, the saut of the yearth, of
|
|
which it wasnae worthy. And though Tam Dale carried a firelock there,
|
|
a single sodger, and liked a lass and a glass, as I was sayin,' the
|
|
mind of the man was mair just than set with his position. He had
|
|
glints of the glory of the kirk; there were whiles when his dander rase
|
|
to see the Lord's sants misguided, and shame covered him that he should
|
|
be haulding a can'le (or carrying a firelock) in so black a business.
|
|
There were nights of it when he was here on sentry, the place a'
|
|
wheesht, the frosts o' winter maybe riving in the wa's, and he would
|
|
hear ane o' the prisoners strike up a psalm, and the rest join in, and
|
|
the blessed sounds rising from the different chalmers - or dungeons, I
|
|
would raither say - so that this auld craig in the sea was like a pairt
|
|
of Heev'n. Black shame was on his saul; his sins hove up before him
|
|
muckle as the Bass, and above a', that chief sin, that he should have a
|
|
hand in hagging and hashing at Christ's Kirk. But the truth is that he
|
|
resisted the spirit. Day cam, there were the rousing compainions, and
|
|
his guid resolves depairtit.
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|
In thir days, dwalled upon the Bass a man of God, Peden the Prophet was
|
|
his name. Ye'll have heard tell of Prophet Peden. There was never the
|
|
wale of him sinsyne, and it's a question wi' mony if there ever was his
|
|
like afore. He was wild's a peat-hag, fearsome to look at, fearsome to
|
|
hear, his face like the day of judgment. The voice of him was like a
|
|
solan's and dinnle'd in folks' lugs, and the words of him like coals of
|
|
fire.
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Now there was a lass on the rock, and I think she had little to do, for
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it was nae place far decent weemen; but it seems she was bonny, and her
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and Tam Dale were very well agreed. It befell that Peden was in the
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gairden his lane at the praying when Tam and the lass cam by; and what
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should the lassie do but mock with laughter at the sant's devotions?
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He rose and lookit at the twa o' them, and Tam's knees knoitered
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thegether at the look of him. But whan he spak, it was mair in sorrow
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than in anger. 'Poor thing, poor thing!" says he, and it was the lass
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he lookit at, "I hear you skirl and laugh," he says, "but the Lord has
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a deid shot prepared for you, and at that surprising judgment ye shall
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skirl but the ae time!" Shortly thereafter she was daundering on the
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craigs wi' twa-three sodgers, and it was a blawy day. There cam a
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gowst of wind, claught her by the coats, and awa' wi' her bag and
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baggage. And it was remarked by the sodgers that she gied but the ae
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skirl.
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Nae doubt this judgment had some weicht upon Tam Dale; but it passed
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again and him none the better. Ae day he was flyting wi' anither
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sodger-lad. "Deil hae me!" quo' Tam, for he was a profane swearer.
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And there was Peden glowering at him, gash an' waefu'; Peden wi' his
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lang chafts an' luntin' een, the maud happed about his kist, and the
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hand of him held out wi' the black nails upon the finger-nebs - for he
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had nae care of the body. "Fy, fy, poor man!" cries he, "the poor fool
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man! DEIL HAE ME, quo' he; an' I see the deil at his oxter." The
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conviction of guilt and grace cam in on Tam like the deep sea; he flang
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doun the pike that was in his hands - "I will nae mair lift arms
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against the cause o' Christ!" says he, and was as gude's word. There
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was a sair fyke in the beginning, but the governor, seeing him
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resolved, gied him his discharge, and he went and dwallt and merried in
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North Berwick, and had aye a gude name with honest folk free that day
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on.
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It was in the year seeventeen hunner and sax that the Bass cam in the
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hands o' the Da'rymples, and there was twa men soucht the chairge of
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it. Baith were weel qualified, for they had baith been sodgers in the
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garrison, and kent the gate to handle solans, and the seasons and
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values of them. Forby that they were baith - or they baith seemed -
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earnest professors and men of comely conversation. The first of them
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was just Tam Dale, my faither. The second was ane Lapraik, whom the
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folk ca'd Tod Lapraik maistly, but whether for his name or his nature I
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could never hear tell. Weel, Tam gaed to see Lapraik upon this
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business, and took me, that was a toddlin' laddie, by the hand. Tod
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had his dwallin' in the lang loan benorth the kirkyaird. It's a dark
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uncanny loan, forby that the kirk has aye had an ill name since the
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days o' James the Saxt and the deevil's cantrips played therein when
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the Queen was on the seas; and as for Tod's house, it was in the
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mirkest end, and was little liked by some that kenned the best. The
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door was on the sneck that day, and me and my faither gaed straucht in.
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Tod was a wabster to his trade; his loom stood in the but. There he
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sat, a muckle fat, white hash of a man like creish, wi' a kind of a
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holy smile that gart me scunner. The hand of him aye cawed the
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shuttle, but his een was steeked. We cried to him by his name, we
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skirted in the deid lug of him, we shook him by the shou'ther. Nae
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mainner o' service! There he sat on his dowp, an' cawed the shuttle
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and smiled like creish.
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"God be guid to us," says Tam Dale, "this is no canny?"
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He had jimp said the word, when Tod Lapraik cam to himsel'.
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"Is this you, Tam?" says he. "Haith, man! I'm blythe to see ye. I
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whiles fa' into a bit dwam like this," he says; "its frae the stamach."
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Weel, they began to crack about the Bass and which of them twa was to
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get the warding o't, and little by little cam to very ill words, and
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twined in anger. I mind weel that as my faither and me gaed hame
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again, he cam ower and ower the same expression, how little he likit
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Tod Lapraik and his dwams.
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"Dwam!" says he. "I think folk hae brunt for dwams like yon."
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Aweel, my faither got the Bass and Tod had to go wantin'. It was
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remembered sinsyne what way he had ta'en the thing. "Tam," says he,
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"ye hae gotten the better o' me aince mair, and I hope," says he,
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"ye'll find at least a' that ye expeckit at the Bass." Which have
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since been thought remarkable expressions. At last the time came for
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Tam Dale to take young solans. This was a business he was weel used
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wi', he had been a craigsman frae a laddie, and trustit nane but
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himsel'. So there was he hingin' by a line an' speldering on the craig
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face, whaur its hieest and steighest. Fower tenty lads were on the
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tap, hauldin' the line and mindin' for his signals. But whaur Tam hung
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there was naething but the craig, and the sea belaw, and the solans
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skirlin and flying. It was a braw spring morn, and Tam whustled as he
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claught in the young geese. Mony's the time I've heard him tell of
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this experience, and aye the swat ran upon the man.
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It chanced, ye see, that Tam keeked up, and he was awaur of a muckle
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solan, and the solan pyking at the line. He thocht this by-ordinar and
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outside the creature's habits. He minded that ropes was unco saft
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things, and the solan's neb and the Bass Rock unco hard, and that twa
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hunner feet were raither mair than he would care to fa'.
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"Shoo!" says Tam. "Awa', bird! Shoo, awa' wi' ye!" says he.
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The solan keekit doon into Tam's face, and there was something unco in
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the creature's ee. Just the ae keek it gied, and back to the rope.
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But now it wroucht and warstl't like a thing dementit. There never was
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the solan made that wroucht as that solan wroucht; and it seemed to
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understand its employ brawly, birzing the saft rope between the neb of
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it and a crunkled jag o' stane.
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There gaed a cauld stend o' fear into Tam's heart. "This thing is nae
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bird," thinks he. His een turnt backward in his heid and the day gaed
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black aboot him. "If I get a dwam here," he toucht, "it's by wi' Tam
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Dale." And he signalled for the lads to pu' him up.
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And it seemed the solan understood about signals. For nae sooner was
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the signal made than he let be the rope, spried his wings, squawked out
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loud, took a turn flying, and dashed straucht at Tam Dale's een. Tam
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had a knife, he gart the cauld steel glitter. And it seemed the solan
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understood about knives, for nae suner did the steel glint in the sun
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than he gied the ae squawk, but laighter, like a body disappointit, and
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flegged aff about the roundness of the craig, and Tam saw him nae mair.
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And as sune as that thing was gane, Tam's heid drapt upon his shouther,
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and they pu'd him up like a deid corp, dadding on the craig.
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A dram of brandy (which he went never without) broucht him to his mind,
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or what was left of it. Up he sat.
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"Rin, Geordie, rin to the boat, mak' sure of the boat, man - rin!" he
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cries, "or yon solan'll have it awa'," says he.
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The fower lads stared at ither, an' tried to whilly-wha him to be
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quiet. But naething would satisfy Tam Dale, till ane o' them had
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startit on aheid to stand sentry on the boat. The ithers askit if he
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was for down again.
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"Na," says he, "and niether you nor me," says he, "and as sune as I can
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win to stand on my twa feet we'll be aff frae this craig o' Sawtan."
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Sure eneuch, nae time was lost, and that was ower muckle; for before
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they won to North Berwick Tam was in a crying fever. He lay a' the
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simmer; and wha was sae kind as come speiring for him, but Tod Lapraik!
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Folk thocht afterwards that ilka time Tod cam near the house the fever
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had worsened. I kenna for that; but what I ken the best, that was the
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end of it.
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It was about this time o' the year; my grandfaither was out at the
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white fishing; and like a bairn, I but to gang wi' him. We had a grand
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take, I mind, and the way that the fish lay broucht us near in by the
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Bass, whaur we foregaithered wi' anither boat that belanged to a man
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Sandie Fletcher in Castleton. He's no lang deid neither, or ye could
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speir at himsel'. Weel, Sandie hailed.
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"What's yon on the Bass?" says he.
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"On the Bass?" says grandfaither.
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"Ay," says Sandie, "on the green side o't."
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"Whatten kind of a thing?" says grandfaither. "There cannae be
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naething on the Bass but just the sheep."
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"It looks unco like a body," quo' Sandie, who was nearer in.
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"A body!" says we, and we none of us likit that. For there was nae
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boat that could have brought a man, and the key o' the prison yett hung
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ower my faither's at hame in the press bed.
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We keept the twa boats close for company, and crap in nearer hand.
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Grandfaither had a gless, for he had been a sailor, and the captain of
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a smack, and had lost her on the sands of Tay. And when we took the
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glass to it, sure eneuch there was a man. He was in a crunkle o' green
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brae, a wee below the chaipel, a' by his lee lane, and lowped and flang
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and danced like a daft quean at a waddin'.
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"It's Tod," says grandfather, and passed the gless to Sandie.
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"Ay, it's him," says Sandie.
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"Or ane in the likeness o' him," says grandfaither.
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"Sma' is the differ," quo' Sandie. "De'il or warlock, I'll try the gun
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at him," quo' he, and broucht up a fowling-piece that he aye carried,
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for Sandie was a notable famous shot in all that country.
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"Haud your hand, Sandie," says grandfaither; "we maun see clearer
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first," says he, "or this may be a dear day's wark to the baith of us."
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"Hout!" says Sandie, "this is the Lord's judgment surely, and be damned
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to it," says he.
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"Maybe ay, and maybe no," says my grandfaither, worthy man! "But have
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you a mind of the Procurator Fiscal, that I think ye'll have
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foregaithered wi' before," says he.
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This was ower true, and Sandie was a wee thing set ajee. "Aweel,
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Edie," says he, "and what would be your way of it?"
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"Ou, just this," says grandfaither. "Let me that has the fastest boat
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|
gang back to North Berwick, and let you bide here and keep an eye on
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Thon. If I cannae find Lapraik, I'll join ye and the twa of us'll have
|
|
a crack wi' him. But if Lapraik's at hame, I'll rin up the flag at the
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|
harbour, and ye can try Thon Thing wi' the gun."
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Aweel, so it was agreed between them twa. I was just a bairn, an' clum
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in Sandie's boat, whaur I thoucht I would see the best of the employ.
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My grandsire gied Sandie a siller tester to pit in his gun wi' the leid
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|
draps, bein mair deidly again bogles. And then the as boat set aff for
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North Berwick, an' the tither lay whaur it was and watched the
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wanchancy thing on the brae-side.
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A' the time we lay there it lowped and flang and capered and span like
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a teetotum, and whiles we could hear it skelloch as it span. I hae
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seen lassies, the daft queans, that would lowp and dance a winter's
|
|
nicht, and still be lowping and dancing when the winter's day cam in.
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But there would be fowk there to hauld them company, and the lads to
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egg them on; and this thing was its lee-lane. And there would be a
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fiddler diddling his elbock in the chimney-side; and this thing had nae
|
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music but the skirling of the solans. And the lassies were bits o'
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|
young things wi' the reid life dinnling and stending in their members;
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and this was a muckle, fat, creishy man, and him fa'n in the vale o'
|
|
years. Say what ye like, I maun say what I believe. It was joy was in
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the creature's heart, the joy o' hell, I daursay: joy whatever. Mony
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|
a time I have askit mysel' why witches and warlocks should sell their
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sauls (whilk are their maist dear possessions) and be auld, duddy,
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wrunkl't wives or auld, feckless, doddered men; and then I mind upon
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Tod Lapraik dancing a' the hours by his lane in the black glory of his
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|
heart. Nae doubt they burn for it muckle in hell, but they have a
|
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grand time here of it, whatever! - and the Lord forgie us!
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Weel, at the hinder end, we saw the wee flag yirk up to the mast-heid
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upon the harbour rocks. That was a' Sandie waited for. He up wi' the
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gun, took a deleeberate aim, an' pu'd the trigger. There cam' a bang
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|
and then ae waefu' skirl frae the Bass. And there were we rubbin' our
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een and lookin' at ither like daft folk. For wi' the bang and the
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|
skirl the thing had clean disappeared. The sun glintit, the wund blew,
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|
and there was the bare yaird whaur the Wonder had been lowping and
|
|
flinging but ae second syne.
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The hale way hame I roared and grat wi' the terror o' that
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|
dispensation. The grawn folk were nane sae muckle better; there was
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|
little said in Sandie's boat but just the name of God; and when we won
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|
in by the pier, the harbour rocks were fair black wi' the folk waitin'
|
|
us. It seems they had fund Lapraik in ane of his dwams, cawing the
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|
shuttle and smiling. Ae lad they sent to hoist the flag, and the rest
|
|
abode there in the wabster's house. You may be sure they liked it
|
|
little; but it was a means of grace to severals that stood there
|
|
praying in to themsel's (for nane cared to pray out loud) and looking
|
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on thon awesome thing as it cawed the shuttle. Syne, upon a suddenty,
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|
and wi' the ae dreidfu' skelloch, Tod sprang up frae his hinderlands
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and fell forrit on the wab, a bluidy corp.
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When the corp was examined the leid draps hadnae played buff upon the
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|
warlock's body; sorrow a leid drap was to be fund! but there was
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grandfaither's siller tester in the puddock's heart of him.
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Andie had scarce done when there befell a mighty silly affair that had
|
|
its consequence. Neil, as I have said, was himself a great narrator.
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|
I have heard since that he knew all the stories in the Highlands; and
|
|
thought much of himself, and was thought much of by others on the
|
|
strength of it. Now Andie's tale reminded him of one he had already
|
|
heard.
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"She would ken that story afore," he said. "She was the story of
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|
Uistean More M'Gillie Phadrig and the Gavar Vore."
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"It is no sic a thing," cried Andie. "It is the story of my faither
|
|
(now wi' God) and Tod Lapraik. And the same in your beard," says he;
|
|
"and keep the tongue of ye inside your Hielant chafts!"
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|
In dealing with Highlanders it will be found, and has been shown in
|
|
history, how well it goes with Lowland gentlefolk; but the thing
|
|
appears scarce feasible for Lowland commons. I had already remarked
|
|
that Andie was continually on the point of quarrelling with our three
|
|
MacGregors, and now, sure enough, it was to come.
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"Thir will be no words to use to shentlemans," says Neil.
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"Shentlemans!" cries Andie. "Shentlemans, ye hielant stot! If God
|
|
would give ye the grace to see yoursel' the way that ithers see ye, ye
|
|
would throw your denner up."
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There came some kind of a Gaelic oath from Neil, and the black knife
|
|
was in his hand that moment.
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There was no time to think; and I caught the Highlander by the leg, and
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|
had him down, and his armed hand pinned out, before I knew what I was
|
|
doing. His comrades sprang to rescue him, Andie and I were without
|
|
weapons, the Gregara three to two. It seemed we were beyond salvation,
|
|
when Neil screamed in his own tongue, ordering the others back, and
|
|
made his submission to myself in a manner the most abject, even giving
|
|
me up his knife which (upon a repetition of his promises) I returned to
|
|
him on the morrow.
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|
Two things I saw plain: the first, that I must not build too high on
|
|
Andie, who had shrunk against the wall and stood there, as pale as
|
|
death, till the affair was over; the second, the strength of my own
|
|
position with the Highlanders, who must have received extraordinary
|
|
charges to be tender of my safety. But if I thought Andie came not
|
|
very well out in courage, I had no fault to find with him upon the
|
|
account of gratitude. It was not so much that he troubled me with
|
|
thanks, as that his whole mind and manner appeared changed; and as he
|
|
preserved ever after a great timidity of our companions, he and I were
|
|
yet more constantly together.
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CHAPTER XVI - THE MISSING WITNESS
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|
ON the seventeenth, the day I was trysted with the Writer, I had much
|
|
rebellion against fate. The thought of him waiting in the KING'S ARMS,
|
|
and of what he would think, and what he would say when next we met,
|
|
tormented and oppressed me. The truth was unbelievable, so much I had
|
|
to grant, and it seemed cruel hard I should be posted as a liar and a
|
|
coward, and have never consciously omitted what it was possible that I
|
|
should do. I repeated this form of words with a kind of bitter relish,
|
|
and re-examined in that light the steps of my behaviour. It seemed I
|
|
had behaved to James Stewart as a brother might; all the past was a
|
|
picture that I could be proud of, and there was only the present to
|
|
consider. I could not swim the sea, nor yet fly in the air, but there
|
|
was always Andie. I had done him a service, he liked me; I had a lever
|
|
there to work on; if it were just for decency, I must try once more
|
|
with Andie.
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It was late afternoon; there was no sound in all the Bass but the lap
|
|
and bubble of a very quiet sea; and my four companions were all crept
|
|
apart, the three Macgregors higher on the rock, and Andie with his
|
|
Bible to a sunny place among the ruins; there I found him in deep
|
|
sleep, and, as soon as he was awake, appealed to him with some fervour
|
|
of manner and a good show of argument.
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"If I thoucht it was to do guid to ye, Shaws!" said he, staring at me
|
|
over his spectacles.
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"It's to save another," said I, "and to redeem my word. What would be
|
|
more good than that? Do ye no mind the scripture, Andie? And you with
|
|
the Book upon your lap! WHAT SHALL IT PROFIT A MAN IF HE GAIN THE
|
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WHOLE WORLD?"
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"Ay," said he, "that's grand for you. But where do I come in! I have
|
|
my word to redeem the same's yoursel'. And what are ye asking me to
|
|
do, but just to sell it ye for siller?"
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"Andie! have I named the name of siller?" cried I.
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"Ou, the name's naething", said he; "the thing is there, whatever. It
|
|
just comes to this; if I am to service ye the way that you propose,
|
|
I'll lose my lifelihood. Then it's clear ye'll have to make it up to
|
|
me, and a pickle mair, for your ain credit like. And what's that but
|
|
just a bribe? And if even I was certain of the bribe! But by a' that
|
|
I can learn, it's far frae that; and if YOU were to hang, where would I
|
|
be? Na: the thing's no possible. And just awa' wi' ye like a bonny
|
|
lad! and let Andie read his chapter."
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|
I remember I was at bottom a good deal gratified with this result; and
|
|
the next humour I fell into was one (I had near said) of gratitude to
|
|
Prestongrange, who had saved me, in this violent, illegal manner, out
|
|
of the midst of my dangers, temptations, and perplexities. But this
|
|
was both too flimsy and too cowardly to last me long, and the
|
|
remembrance of James began to succeed to the possession of my spirits.
|
|
The 21st, the day set for the trial, I passed in such misery of mind as
|
|
I can scarce recall to have endured, save perhaps upon Isle Earraid
|
|
only. Much of the time I lay on a brae-side betwixt sleep and waking,
|
|
my body motionless, my mind full of violent thoughts. Sometimes I
|
|
slept indeed; but the court-house of Inverary and the prisoner glancing
|
|
on all sides to find his missing witness, followed me in slumber; and I
|
|
would wake again with a start to darkness of spirit and distress of
|
|
body. I thought Andie seemed to observe me, but I paid him little
|
|
heed. Verily, my bread was bitter to me, and my days a burthen.
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|
Early the next morning (Friday, 22nd) a boat came with provisions, and
|
|
Andie placed a packet in my hand. The cover was without address but
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sealed with a Government seal. It enclosed two notes. "Mr. Balfour
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can now see for himself it is too late to meddle. His conduct will be
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observed and his discretion rewarded." So ran the first, which seemed
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to be laboriously writ with the left hand. There was certainly nothing
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in these expressions to compromise the writer, even if that person
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could be found; the seal, which formidably served instead of signature,
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was affixed to a separate sheet on which there was no scratch of
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writing; and I had to confess that (so far) my adversaries knew what
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they were doing, and to digest as well as I was able the threat that
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peeped under the promise.
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But the second enclosure was by far the more surprising. It was in a
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lady's hand of writ. "MAISTER DAUVIT BALFOUR IS INFORMED A FRIEND WAS
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SPEIRING FOR HIM AND HER EYES WERE OF THE GREY," it ran - and seemed so
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extraordinary a piece to come to my hands at such a moment and under
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cover of a Government seal, that I stood stupid. Catriona's grey eyes
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shone in my remembrance. I thought, with a bound of pleasure, she must
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be the friend. But who should the writer be, to have her billet thus
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enclosed with Prestongrange's? And of all wonders, why was it thought
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needful to give me this pleasing but most inconsequent intelligence
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upon the Bass? For the writer, I could hit upon none possible except
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Miss Grant. Her family, I remembered, had remarked on Catriona's eyes
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and even named her for their colour; and she herself had been much in
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the habit to address me with a broad pronunciation, by way of a sniff,
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I supposed, at my rusticity. No doubt, besides, but she lived in the
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same house as this letter came from. So there remained but one step to
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be accounted for; and that was how Prestongrange should have permitted
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her at all in an affair so secret, or let her daft-like billet go in
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the same cover with his own. But even here I had a glimmering. For,
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first of all, there was something rather alarming about the young lady,
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and papa might be more under her domination than I knew. And, second,
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there was the man's continual policy to be remembered, how his conduct
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had been continually mingled with caresses, and he had scarce ever, in
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the midst of so much contention, laid aside a mask of friendship. He
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must conceive that my imprisonment had incensed me. Perhaps this
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little jesting, friendly message was intended to disarm my rancour?
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I will be honest - and I think it did. I felt a sudden warmth towards
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that beautiful Miss Grant, that she should stoop to so much interest in
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my affairs. The summoning up of Catriona moved me of itself to milder
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and more cowardly counsels. If the Advocate knew of her and our
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acquaintance - if I should please him by some of that "discretion" at
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which his letter pointed - to what might not this lead! IN VAIN IS THE
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NET PREPARED IN THE SIGHT OF ANY FOWL, the Scripture says. Well, fowls
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must be wiser than folk! For I thought I perceived the policy, and yet
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fell in with it.
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I was in this frame, my heart beating, the grey eyes plain before me
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like two stars, when Andie broke in upon my musing.
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"I see ye has gotten guid news," said he.
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I found him looking curiously in my face; with that there came before
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me like a vision of James Stewart and the court of Inverary; and my
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mind turned at once like a door upon its hinges. Trials, I reflected,
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sometimes draw out longer than is looked for. Even if I came to
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Inverary just too late, something might yet be attempted in the
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interests of James - and in those of my own character, the best would
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be accomplished. In a moment, it seemed without thought, I had a plan
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devised.
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"Andie," said I, "is it still to be to-morrow?"
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He told me nothing was changed.
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"Was anything said about the hour?" I asked.
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He told me it was to be two o'clock afternoon.
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"And about the place?" I pursued.
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"Whatten place?" says Andie.
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"The place I am to be landed at?" said I.
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He owned there was nothing as to that.
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"Very well, then," I said, "this shall be mine to arrange. The wind is
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in the east, my road lies westward: keep your boat, I hire it; let us
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work up the Forth all day; and land me at two o'clock to-morrow at the
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westmost we'll can have reached."
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"Ye daft callant!" he cried; "ye would try for Inverary after a'!"
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"Just that, Andie," says I.
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"Weel, ye're ill to beat!" says he. "And I was a kind o' sorry for ye
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a' day yesterday," he added. "Ye see, I was never entirely sure till
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then, which way of it ye really wantit."
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Here was a spur to a lame horse!
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"A word in your ear, Andie," said I. "This plan of mine has another
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advantage yet. We can leave these Hielandman behind us on the rock,
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and one of your boats from the Castleton can bring them off to-morrow.
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Yon Neil has a queer eye when he regards you; maybe, if I was once out
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of the gate there might be knives again; these red-shanks are unco
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grudgeful. And if there should come to be any question, here is your
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excuse. Our lives were in danger by these savages; being answerable
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for my safety, you chose the part to bring me from their neighbourhood
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and detain me the rest of the time on board your boat: and do you
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know, Andie?" says I, with a smile, "I think it was very wisely
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chosen,"
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"The truth is I have nae goo for Neil," says Andie, "nor he for me, I'm
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thinking; and I would like ill to come to my hands wi' the man. Tam
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Anster will make a better hand of it with the cattle onyway." (For
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this man, Anster, came from Fife, where the Gaelic is still spoken.)
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"Ay, ay!" says Andie, "Tam'll can deal with them the best. And troth!
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the mair I think of it, the less I see we would be required. The place
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- ay, feggs! they had forgot the place. Eh, Shaws, ye're a lang-heided
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chield when ye like! Forby that I'm awing ye my life," he added, with
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more solemnity, and offered me his hand upon the bargain.
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Whereupon, with scarce more words, we stepped suddenly on board the
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boat, cast off, and set the lug. The Gregara were then busy upon
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breakfast, for the cookery was their usual part; but, one of them
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stepping to the battlements, our flight was observed before we were
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twenty fathoms from the rock; and the three of them ran about the ruins
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and the landing-shelf, for all the world like ants about a broken nest,
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hailing and crying on us to return. We were still in both the lee and
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the shadow of the rock, which last lay broad upon the waters, but
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presently came forth in almost the same moment into the wind and
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sunshine; the sail filled, the boat heeled to the gunwale, and we swept
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immediately beyond sound of the men's voices. To what terrors they
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endured upon the rock, where they were now deserted without the
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countenance of any civilised person or so much as the protection of a
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Bible, no limit can be set; nor had they any brandy left to be their
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consolation, for even in the haste and secrecy of our departure Andie
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had managed to remove it.
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It was our first care to set Anster ashore in a cove by the Glenteithy
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Rocks, so that the deliverance of our maroons might be duly seen to the
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next day. Thence we kept away up Firth. The breeze, which was then so
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spirited, swiftly declined, but never wholly failed us. All day we
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kept moving, though often not much more; and it was after dark ere we
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were up with the Queensferry. To keep the letter of Andie's engagement
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(or what was left of it) I must remain on board, but I thought no harm
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to communicate with the shore in writing. On Prestongrange's cover,
|
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where the Government seal must have a good deal surprised my
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correspondent, I writ, by the boat's lantern, a few necessary words,
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aboard and Andie carried them to Rankeillor. In about an hour he came
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again, with a purse of money and the assurance that a good horse should
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be standing saddled for me by two to-morrow at Clackmannan Pool. This
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done, and the boat riding by her stone anchor, we lay down to sleep
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under the sail.
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We were in the Pool the next day long ere two; and there was nothing
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left for me but to sit and wait. I felt little alacrity upon my
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errand. I would have been glad of any passable excuse to lay it down;
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|
but none being to be found, my uneasiness was no less great than if I
|
|
had been running to some desired pleasure. By shortly after one the
|
|
horse was at the waterside, and I could see a man walking it to and fro
|
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till I should land, which vastly swelled my impatience. Andie ran the
|
|
moment of my liberation very fine, showing himself a man of his bare
|
|
word, but scarce serving his employers with a heaped measure; and by
|
|
about fifty seconds after two I was in the saddle and on the full
|
|
stretch for Stirling. In a little more than an hour I had passed that
|
|
town, and was already mounting Alan Water side, when the weather broke
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|
in a small tempest. The rain blinded me, the wind had nearly beat me
|
|
from the saddle, and the first darkness of the night surprised me in a
|
|
wilderness still some way east of Balwhidder, not very sure of my
|
|
direction and mounted on a horse that began already to be weary.
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In the press of my hurry, and to be spared the delay and annoyance of a
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|
guide, I had followed (so far as it was possible for any horseman) the
|
|
line of my journey with Alan. This I did with open eyes, foreseeing a
|
|
great risk in it, which the tempest had now brought to a reality. The
|
|
last that I knew of where I was, I think it must have been about Uam
|
|
Var; the hour perhaps six at night. I must still think it great good
|
|
fortune that I got about eleven to my destination, the house of Duncan
|
|
Dhu. Where I had wandered in the interval perhaps the horse could
|
|
tell. I know we were twice down, and once over the saddle and for a
|
|
moment carried away in a roaring burn. Steed and rider were bemired up
|
|
to the eyes.
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|
|
|
From Duncan I had news of the trial. It was followed in all these
|
|
Highland regions with religious interest; news of it spread from
|
|
Inverary as swift as men could travel; and I was rejoiced to learn
|
|
that, up to a late hour that Saturday it was not yet concluded; and all
|
|
men began to suppose it must spread over the Monday. Under the spur of
|
|
this intelligence I would not sit to eat; but, Duncan having agreed to
|
|
be my guide, took the road again on foot, with the piece in my hand and
|
|
munching as I went. Duncan brought with him a flask of usquebaugh and
|
|
a hand-lantern; which last enlightened us just so long as we could find
|
|
houses where to rekindle it, for the thing leaked outrageously and blew
|
|
out with every gust. The more part of the night we walked blindfold
|
|
among sheets of rain, and day found us aimless on the mountains. Hard
|
|
by we struck a hut on a burn-side, where we got bite and a direction;
|
|
and, a little before the end of the sermon, came to the kirk doors of
|
|
Inverary.
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|
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|
The rain had somewhat washed the upper parts of me, but I was still
|
|
bogged as high as to the knees; I streamed water; I was so weary I
|
|
could hardly limp, and my face was like a ghost's. I stood certainly
|
|
more in need of a change of raiment and a bed to lie on, than of all
|
|
the benefits in Christianity. For all which (being persuaded the chief
|
|
point for me was to make myself immediately public) I set the door of
|
|
the church with the dirty Duncan at my tails, and finding a vacant
|
|
place sat down.
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|
|
|
"Thirteently, my brethren, and in parenthesis, the law itself must be
|
|
regarded as a means of grace," the minister was saying, in the voice of
|
|
one delighting to pursue an argument.
|
|
|
|
The sermon was in English on account of the assize. The judges were
|
|
present with their armed attendants, the halberts glittered in a corner
|
|
by the door, and the seats were thronged beyond custom with the array
|
|
of lawyers. The text was in Romans 5th and 13th - the minister a
|
|
skilled hand; and the whole of that able churchful - from Argyle, and
|
|
my Lords Elchies and Kilkerran, down to the halbertmen that came in
|
|
their attendance - was sunk with gathered brows in a profound critical
|
|
attention. The minister himself and a sprinkling of those about the
|
|
door observed our entrance at the moment and immediately forgot the
|
|
same; the rest either did not hear or would not hear or would not be
|
|
heard; and I sat amongst my friends and enemies unremarked.
|
|
|
|
The first that I singled out was Prestongrange. He sat well forward,
|
|
like an eager horseman in the saddle, his lips moving with relish, his
|
|
eyes glued on the minister; the doctrine was clearly to his mind.
|
|
Charles Stewart, on the other hand, was half asleep, and looked
|
|
harassed and pale. As for Simon Fraser, he appeared like a blot, and
|
|
almost a scandal, in the midst of that attentive congregation, digging
|
|
his hands in his pockets, shifting his legs, clearing his throat, and
|
|
rolling up his bald eyebrows and shooting out his eyes to right and
|
|
left, now with a yawn, now with a secret smile. At times, too, he
|
|
would take the Bible in front of him, run it through, seem to read a
|
|
bit, run it through again, and stop and yawn prodigiously: the whole
|
|
as if for exercise.
|
|
|
|
In the course of this restlessness his eye alighted on myself. He sat
|
|
a second stupefied, then tore a half-leaf out of the Bible, scrawled
|
|
upon it with a pencil, and passed it with a whispered word to his next
|
|
neighbour. The note came to Prestongrange, who gave me but the one
|
|
look; thence it voyaged to the hands of Mr. Erskine; thence again to
|
|
Argyle, where he sat between the other two lords of session, and his
|
|
Grace turned and fixed me with an arrogant eye. The last of those
|
|
interested in my presence was Charlie Stewart, and he too began to
|
|
pencil and hand about dispatches, none of which I was able to trace to
|
|
their destination in the crowd.
|
|
|
|
But the passage of these notes had aroused notice; all who were in the
|
|
secret (or supposed themselves to be so) were whispering information -
|
|
the rest questions; and the minister himself seemed quite
|
|
discountenanced by the flutter in the church and sudden stir and
|
|
whispering. His voice changed, he plainly faltered, nor did he again
|
|
recover the easy conviction and full tones of his delivery. It would
|
|
be a puzzle to him till his dying day, why a sermon that had gone with
|
|
triumph through four parts, should this miscarry in the fifth.
|
|
|
|
As for me, I continued to sit there, very wet and weary, and a good
|
|
deal anxious as to what should happen next, but greatly exulting in my
|
|
success.
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER XVII - THE MEMORIAL
|
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|
|
THE last word of the blessing was scarce out of the minister's mouth
|
|
before Stewart had me by the arm. We were the first to be forth of the
|
|
church, and he made such extraordinary expedition that we were safe
|
|
within the four walls of a house before the street had begun to be
|
|
thronged with the home-going congregation.
|
|
|
|
"Am I yet in time?" I asked.
|
|
|
|
"Ay and no," said he. "The case is over; the jury is enclosed, and
|
|
will so kind as let us ken their view of it to-morrow in the morning,
|
|
the same as I could have told it my own self three days ago before the
|
|
play began. The thing has been public from the start. The panel kent
|
|
it, 'YE MAY DO WHAT YE WILL FOR ME,' whispers he two days ago. 'YE KEN
|
|
MY FATE BY WHAT THE DUKE OF ARGYLE HAS JUST SAID TO MR. MACINTOSH.' O,
|
|
it's been a scandal!
|
|
|
|
"The great Agyle he gaed before,
|
|
He gart the cannons and guns to roar,"
|
|
|
|
and the very macer cried 'Cruachan!' But now that I have got you again
|
|
I'll never despair. The oak shall go over the myrtle yet; we'll ding
|
|
the Campbells yet in their own town. Praise God that I should see the
|
|
day!"
|
|
|
|
He was leaping with excitement, emptied out his mails upon the floor
|
|
that I might have a change of clothes, and incommoded me with his
|
|
assistance as I changed. What remained to be done, or how I was to do
|
|
it, was what he never told me nor, I believe, so much as thought of.
|
|
"We'll ding the Campbells yet!" that was still his overcome. And it
|
|
was forced home upon my mind how this, that had the externals of a
|
|
sober process of law, was in its essence a clan battle between savage
|
|
clans. I thought my friend the Writer none of the least savage. Who
|
|
that had only seen him at a counsel's back before the Lord Ordinary or
|
|
following a golf ball and laying down his clubs on Bruntsfield links,
|
|
could have recognised for the same person this voluble and violent
|
|
clansman?
|
|
|
|
James Stewart's counsel were four in number - Sheriffs Brown of
|
|
Colstoun and Miller, Mr. Robert Macintosh, and Mr. Stewart younger of
|
|
Stewart Hall. These were covenanted to dine with the Writer after
|
|
sermon, and I was very obligingly included of the party. No sooner the
|
|
cloth lifted, and the first bowl very artfully compounded by Sheriff
|
|
Miller, than we fell to the subject in hand. I made a short narration
|
|
of my seizure and captivity, and was then examined and re-examined upon
|
|
the circumstances of the murder. It will be remembered this was the
|
|
first time I had had my say out, or the matter at all handled, among
|
|
lawyers; and the consequence was very dispiriting to the others and (I
|
|
must own) disappointing to myself.
|
|
|
|
"To sum up," said Colstoun, "you prove that Alan was on the spot; you
|
|
have heard him proffer menaces against Glenure; and though you assure
|
|
us he was not the man who fired, you leave a strong impression that he
|
|
was in league with him, and consenting, perhaps immediately assisting,
|
|
in the act. You show him besides, at the risk of his own liberty,
|
|
actively furthering the criminal's escape. And the rest of your
|
|
testimony (so far as the least material) depends on the bare word of
|
|
Alan or of James, the two accused. In short, you do not at all break,
|
|
but only lengthen by one personage, the chain that binds our client to
|
|
the murderer; and I need scarcely say that the introduction of a third
|
|
accomplice rather aggravates that appearance of a conspiracy which has
|
|
been our stumbling block from the beginning."
|
|
|
|
"I am of the same opinion," said Sheriff Miller. "I think we may all
|
|
be very much obliged to Prestongrange for taking a most uncomfortable
|
|
witness out of our way. And chiefly, I think, Mr. Balfour himself
|
|
might be obliged. For you talk of a third accomplice, but Mr. Balfour
|
|
(in my view) has very much the appearance of a fourth."
|
|
|
|
"Allow me, sirs!" interposed Stewart the Writer. "There is another
|
|
view. Here we have a witness - never fash whether material or not - a
|
|
witness in this cause, kidnapped by that old, lawless, bandit crew of
|
|
the Glengyle Macgregors, and sequestered for near upon a month in a
|
|
bourock of old ruins on the Bass. Move that and see what dirt you
|
|
fling on the proceedings! Sirs, this is a tale to make the world ring
|
|
with! It would be strange, with such a grip as this, if we couldnae
|
|
squeeze out a pardon for my client."
|
|
|
|
"And suppose we took up Mr. Balfour's cause to-morrow?" said Stewart
|
|
Hall. "I am much deceived or we should find so many impediments thrown
|
|
in our path, as that James should have been hanged before we had found
|
|
a court to hear us. This is a great scandal, but I suppose we have
|
|
none of us forgot a greater still, I mean the matter of the Lady
|
|
Grange. The woman was still in durance; my friend Mr. Hope of
|
|
Rankeillor did what was humanly possible; and how did he speed? He
|
|
never got a warrant! Well, it'll be the same now; the same weapons
|
|
will be used. This is a scene, gentleman, of clan animosity. The
|
|
hatred of the name which I have the honour to bear, rages in high
|
|
quarters. There is nothing here to be viewed but naked Campbell spite
|
|
and scurvy Campbell intrigue."
|
|
|
|
You may be sure this was to touch a welcome topic, and I sat for some
|
|
time in the midst of my learned counsel, almost deaved with their talk
|
|
but extremely little the wiser for its purport. The Writer was led
|
|
into some hot expressions; Colstoun must take him up and set him right;
|
|
the rest joined in on different sides, but all pretty noisy; the Duke
|
|
of Argyle was beaten like a blanket; King George came in for a few digs
|
|
in the by-going and a great deal of rather elaborate defence; and there
|
|
was only one person that seemed to be forgotten, and that was James of
|
|
the Glens.
|
|
|
|
Through all this Mr. Miller sat quiet. He was a slip of an oldish
|
|
gentleman, ruddy and twinkling; he spoke in a smooth rich voice, with
|
|
an infinite effect of pawkiness, dealing out each word the way an actor
|
|
does, to give the most expression possible; and even now, when he was
|
|
silent, and sat there with his wig laid aside, his glass in both hands,
|
|
his mouth funnily pursed, and his chin out, he seemed the mere picture
|
|
of a merry slyness. It was plain he had a word to say, and waited for
|
|
the fit occasion.
|
|
|
|
It came presently. Colstoun had wound up one of his speeches with some
|
|
expression of their duty to their client. His brother sheriff was
|
|
pleased, I suppose, with the transition. He took the table in his
|
|
confidence with a gesture and a look.
|
|
|
|
"That suggests to me a consideration which seems overlooked," said he.
|
|
"The interest of our client goes certainly before all, but the world
|
|
does not come to an end with James Stewart." Whereat he cocked his eye.
|
|
"I might condescend, EXEMPLI GRATIA, upon a Mr. George Brown, a Mr.
|
|
Thomas Miller, and a Mr. David Balfour. Mr. David Balfour has a very
|
|
good ground of complaint, and I think, gentlemen - if his story was
|
|
properly redd out - I think there would be a number of wigs on the
|
|
green."
|
|
|
|
The whole table turned to him with a common movement.
|
|
|
|
"Properly handled and carefully redd out, his is a story that could
|
|
scarcely fail to have some consequence," he continued. "The whole
|
|
administration of justice, from its highest officer downward, would be
|
|
totally discredited; and it looks to me as if they would need to be
|
|
replaced." He seemed to shine with cunning as he said it. "And I need
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not point out to ye that this of Mr. Balfour's would be a remarkable
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bonny cause to appear in," he added.
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Well, there they all were started on another hare; Mr. Balfour's cause,
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and what kind of speeches could be there delivered, and what officials
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could be thus turned out, and who would succeed to their positions. I
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shall give but the two specimens. It was proposed to approach Simon
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Fraser, whose testimony, if it could be obtained, would prove certainly
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fatal to Argyle and to Prestongrange. Miller highly approved of the
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attempt. "We have here before us a dreeping roast," said he, "here is
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cut-and-come-again for all." And methought all licked their lips. The
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other was already near the end. Stewart the Writer was out of the body
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with delight, smelling vengeance on his chief enemy, the Duke.
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"Gentlemen," cried he, charging his glass, "here is to Sheriff Miller.
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His legal abilities are known to all. His culinary, this bowl in front
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of us is here to speak for. But when it comes to the poleetical!" -
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cries he, and drains the glass.
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"Ay, but it will hardly prove politics in your meaning, my friend,"
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said the gratified Miller. "A revolution, if you like, and I think I
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can promise you that historical writers shall date from Mr. Balfour's
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cause. But properly guided, Mr. Stewart, tenderly guided, it shall
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prove a peaceful revolution."
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"And if the damned Campbells get their ears rubbed, what care I?" cries
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Stewart, smiting down his fist.
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It will be thought I was not very well pleased with all this, though I
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could scarce forbear smiling at a kind of innocency in these old
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intriguers. But it was not my view to have undergone so many sorrows
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for the advancement of Sheriff Miller or to make a revolution in the
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Parliament House: and I interposed accordingly with as much simplicity
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of manner as I could assume.
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"I have to thank you, gentlemen, for your advice," said I. "And now I
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would like, by your leave, to set you two or three questions. There is
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one thing that has fallen rather on one aide, for instance: Will this
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cause do any good to our friend James of the Glens?"
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They seemed all a hair set back, and gave various answers, but
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concurring practically in one point, that James had now no hope but in
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the King's mercy.
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"To proceed, then," said I, "will it do any good to Scotland? We have
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a saying that it is an ill bird that fouls his own nest. I remember
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hearing we had a riot in Edinburgh when I was an infant child, which
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gave occasion to the late Queen to call this country barbarous; and I
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always understood that we had rather lost than gained by that. Then
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came the year 'Forty-five, which made Scotland to be talked of
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everywhere; but I never heard it said we had anyway gained by the
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'Forty-five. And now we come to this cause of Mr. Balfour's, as you
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call it. Sheriff Miller tells us historical writers are to date from
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it, and I would not wonder. It is only my fear they would date from it
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as a period of calamity and public reproach."
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The nimble-witted Miller had already smelt where I was travelling to,
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and made haste to get on the same road. "Forcibly put, Mr. Balfour,"
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says he. "A weighty observe, sir."
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"We have next to ask ourselves if it will be good for King George," I
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pursued. "Sheriff Miller appears pretty easy upon this; but I doubt
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you will scarce be able to pull down the house from under him, without
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his Majesty coming by a knock or two, one of which might easily prove
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fatal."
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I have them a chance to answer, but none volunteered.
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"Of those for whom the case was to be profitable," I went on, "Sheriff
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Miller gave us the names of several, among the which he was good enough
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to mention mine. I hope he will pardon me if I think otherwise. I
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believe I hung not the least back in this affair while there was life
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to be saved; but I own I thought myself extremely hazarded, and I own I
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think it would be a pity for a young man, with some idea of coming to
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the Bar, to ingrain upon himself the character of a turbulent, factious
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fellow before he was yet twenty. As for James, it seems - at this date
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of the proceedings, with the sentence as good as pronounced - he has no
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hope but in the King's mercy. May not his Majesty, then, be more
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pointedly addressed, the characters of these high officers sheltered
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from the public, and myself kept out of a position which I think spells
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ruin for me?"
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They all sat and gazed into their glasses, and I could see they found
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my attitude on the affair unpalatable. But Miller was ready at all
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events.
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"If I may be allowed to put my young friend's notion in more formal
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shape," says he, "I understand him to propose that we should embody the
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fact of his sequestration, and perhaps some heads of the testimony he
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was prepared to offer, in a memorial to the Crown. This plan has
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elements of success. It is as likely as any other (and perhaps
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likelier) to help our client. Perhaps his Majesty would have the
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goodness to feel a certain gratitude to all concerned in such a
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memorial, which might be construed into an expression of a very
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delicate loyalty; and I think, in the drafting of the same, this view
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might be brought forward."
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They all nodded to each other, not without sighs, for the former
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alternative was doubtless more after their inclination.
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"Paper, then, Mr. Stewart, if you please," pursued Miller; "and I think
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it might very fittingly be signed by the five of us here present, as
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procurators for the condemned man."'
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"It can do none of us any harm, at least," says Colstoun, heaving
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another sigh, for he had seen himself Lord Advocate the last ten
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minutes.
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Thereupon they set themselves, not very enthusiastically, to draft the
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memorial - a process in the course of which they soon caught fire; and
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I had no more ado but to sit looking on and answer an occasional
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question. The paper was very well expressed; beginning with a
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recitation of the facts about myself, the reward offered for my
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apprehension, my surrender, the pressure brought to bear upon me; my
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sequestration; and my arrival at Inverary in time to be too late; going
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on to explain the reasons of loyalty and public interest for which it
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was agreed to waive any right of action; and winding up with a forcible
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appeal to the King's mercy on behalf of James.
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Methought I was a good deal sacrificed, and rather represented in the
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light of a firebrand of a fellow whom my cloud of lawyers had
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restrained with difficulty from extremes. But I let it pass, and made
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but the one suggestion, that I should be described as ready to deliver
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my own evidence and adduce that of others before any commission of
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inquiry - and the one demand, that I should be immediately furnished
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with a copy.
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Colstoun hummed and hawed. "This is a very confidential document,"
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said he.
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"And my position towards Prestongrange is highly peculiar," I replied.
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"No question but I must have touched his heart at our first interview,
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so that he has since stood my friend consistently. But for him,
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gentlemen, I must now be lying dead or awaiting my sentence alongside
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poor James. For which reason I choose to communicate to him the fact
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of this memorial as soon as it is copied. You are to consider also
|
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that this step will make for my protection. I have enemies here
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accustomed to drive hard; his Grace is in his own country, Lovat by his
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side; and if there should hang any ambiguity over our proceedings I
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think I might very well awake in gaol."
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Not finding any very ready answer to these considerations, my company
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of advisers were at the last persuaded to consent, and made only this
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condition that I was to lay the paper before Prestongrange with the
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express compliments of all concerned.
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The Advocate was at the castle dining with his Grace. By the hand of
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one of Colstoun's servants I sent him a billet asking for an interview,
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and received a summons to meet him at once in a private house of the
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town. Here I found him alone in a chamber; from his face there was
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nothing to be gleaned; yet I was not so unobservant but what I spied
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some halberts in the hall, and not so stupid but what I could gather he
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|
was prepared to arrest me there and then, should it appear advisable.
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"So, Mr. David, this is you?" said he.
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"Where I fear I am not overly welcome, my lord," said I. "And I would
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like before I go further to express my sense of your lordship's good
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offices, even should they now cease."
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"I have heard of your gratitude before," he replied drily, "and I think
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this can scarce be the matter you called me from my wine to listen to.
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I would remember also, if I were you, that you still stand on a very
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boggy foundation."
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"Not now, my lord, I think," said I; "and if your lordship will but
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|
glance an eye along this, you will perhaps think as I do."
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He read it sedulously through, frowning heavily; then turned back to
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one part and another which he seemed to weigh and compare the effect
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of. His face a little lightened.
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"This is not so bad but what it might be worse," said he; "though I am
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|
still likely to pay dear for my acquaintance with Mr. David Balfour."
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"Rather for your indulgence to that unlucky young man, my lord," said
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I.
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He still skimmed the paper, and all the while his spirits seemed to
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|
mend.
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"And to whom am I indebted for this?" he asked presently. "Other
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|
counsels must have been discussed, I think. Who was it proposed this
|
|
private method? Was it Miller?"
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"My lord, it was myself," said I. "These gentlemen have shown me no
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|
such consideration, as that I should deny myself any credit I can
|
|
fairly claim, or spare them any responsibility they should properly
|
|
bear. And the mere truth is, that they were all in favour of a process
|
|
which should have remarkable consequences in the Parliament House, and
|
|
prove for them (in one of their own expressions) a dripping roast.
|
|
Before I intervened, I think they were on the point of sharing out the
|
|
different law appointments. Our friend Mr. Simon was to be taken in
|
|
upon some composition."
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|
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Prestongrange smiled. "These are our friends," said he. "And what
|
|
were your reasons for dissenting, Mr. David?"
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|
|
I told them without concealment, expressing, however, with more force
|
|
and volume those which regarded Prestongrange himself.
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|
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|
"You do me no more than justice," said he. "I have fought as hard in
|
|
your interest as you have fought against mine. And how came you here
|
|
to-day?" he asked. "As the case drew out, I began to grow uneasy that
|
|
I had clipped the period so fine, and I was even expecting you to-
|
|
morrow. But to-day - I never dreamed of it."
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|
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I was not of course, going to betray Andie.
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"I suspect there is some very weary cattle by the road," said I
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"If I had known you were such a mosstrooper you should have tasted
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|
longer of the Bass," says he.
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|
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"Speaking of which, my lord, I return your letter." And I gave him the
|
|
enclosure in the counterfeit hand.
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"There was the cover also with the seal," said he.
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"I have it not," said I. "It bore not even an address, and could not
|
|
compromise a cat. The second enclosure I have, and with your
|
|
permission, I desire to keep it."
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|
|
|
I thought he winced a little, but he said nothing to the point. "To-
|
|
morrow," he resumed, "our business here is to be finished, and I
|
|
proceed by Glasgow. I would be very glad to have you of my party, Mr
|
|
David."
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|
|
|
"My lord . . ." I began.
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|
|
"I do not deny it will be of service to me," he interrupted. "I desire
|
|
even that, when we shall come to Edinburgh, you should alight at my
|
|
house. You have very warm friends in the Miss Grants, who will be
|
|
overjoyed to have you to themselves. If you think I have been of use
|
|
to you, you can thus easily repay me, and so far from losing, may reap
|
|
some advantage by the way. It is not every strange young man who is
|
|
presented in society by the King's Advocate."
|
|
|
|
Often enough already (in our brief relations) this gentleman had caused
|
|
my head to spin; no doubt but what for a moment he did so again now.
|
|
Here was the old fiction still maintained of my particular favour with
|
|
his daughters, one of whom had been so good as to laugh at me, while
|
|
the other two had scarce deigned to remark the fact of my existence.
|
|
And now I was to ride with my lord to Glasgow; I was to dwell with him
|
|
in Edinburgh; I was to be brought into society under his protection!
|
|
That he should have so much good-nature as to forgive me was surprising
|
|
enough; that he could wish to take me up and serve me seemed
|
|
impossible; and I began to seek some ulterior meaning. One was plain.
|
|
If I became his guest, repentance was excluded; I could never think
|
|
better of my present design and bring any action. And besides, would
|
|
not my presence in his house draw out the whole pungency of the
|
|
memorial? For that complaint could not be very seriously regarded, if
|
|
the person chiefly injured was the guest of the official most
|
|
incriminated. As I thought upon this I could not quite refrain from
|
|
smiling.
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|
|
|
"This is in the nature of a countercheck to the memorial?" said I.
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|
|
|
"You are cunning, Mr. David," said he, "and you do not wholly guess
|
|
wrong the fact will be of use to me in my defence. Perhaps, however,
|
|
you underrate friendly sentiments, which are perfectly genuine. I have
|
|
a respect for you, David, mingled with awe," says he, smiling.
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|
"I am more than willing, I am earnestly desirous to meet your wishes,"
|
|
said I. "It is my design to be called to the Bar, where your
|
|
lordship's countenance would be invaluable; and I am besides sincerely
|
|
grateful to yourself and family for different marks of interest and of
|
|
indulgence. The difficulty is here. There is one point in which we
|
|
pull two ways. You are trying to hang James Stewart, I am trying to
|
|
save him. In so far as my riding with you would better your lordship's
|
|
defence, I am at your lordships orders; but in so far as it would help
|
|
to hang James Stewart, you see me at a stick."
|
|
|
|
I thought he swore to himself. "You should certainly be called; the
|
|
Bar is the true scene for your talents," says he, bitterly, and then
|
|
fell a while silent. "I will tell you," he presently resumed, "there
|
|
is no question of James Stewart, for or against, James is a dead man;
|
|
his life is given and taken - bought (if you like it better) and sold;
|
|
no memorial can help - no defalcation of a faithful Mr. David hurt him.
|
|
Blow high, blow low, there will be no pardon for James Stewart: and
|
|
take that for said! The question is now of myself: am I to stand or
|
|
fall? and I do not deny to you that I am in some danger. But will Mr.
|
|
David Balfour consider why? It is not because I pushed the case unduly
|
|
against James; for that, I am sure of condonation. And it is not
|
|
because I have sequestered Mr. David on a rock, though it will pass
|
|
under that colour; but because I did not take the ready and plain path,
|
|
to which I was pressed repeatedly, and send Mr. David to his grave or
|
|
to the gallows. Hence the scandal - hence this damned memorial,"
|
|
striking the paper on his leg. "My tenderness for you has brought me
|
|
in this difficulty. I wish to know if your tenderness to your own
|
|
conscience is too great to let you help me out of it."
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|
|
|
No doubt but there was much of the truth in what he said; if James was
|
|
past helping, whom was it more natural that I should turn to help than
|
|
just the man before me, who had helped myself so often, and was even
|
|
now setting me a pattern of patience? I was besides not only weary,
|
|
but beginning to be ashamed, of my perpetual attitude of suspicion and
|
|
refusal
|
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|
|
"If you will name the time and place, I will be punctually ready to
|
|
attend your lordship," said I.
|
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|
|
He shook hands with me. "And I think my misses have some news for
|
|
you," says he, dismissing me.
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|
|
|
I came away, vastly pleased to have my peace made, yet a little
|
|
concerned in conscience; nor could I help wondering, as I went back,
|
|
whether, perhaps, I had not been a scruple too good-natured. But there
|
|
was the fact, that this was a man that might have been my father, an
|
|
able man, a great dignitary, and one that, in the hour of my need, had
|
|
reached a hand to my assistance. I was in the better humour to enjoy
|
|
the remainder of that evening, which I passed with the advocates, in
|
|
excellent company no doubt, but perhaps with rather more than a
|
|
sufficiency of punch: for though I went early to bed I have no clear
|
|
mind of how I got there.
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|
|
CHAPTER XVIII - THE TEE'D BALL
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|
|
ON the morrow, from the justices' private room, where none could see
|
|
me, I heard the verdict given in and judgment rendered upon James. The
|
|
Duke's words I am quite sure I have correctly; and since that famous
|
|
passage has been made a subject of dispute, I may as well commemorate
|
|
my version. Having referred to the year '45, the chief of the
|
|
Campbells, sitting as Justice-General upon the bench, thus addressed
|
|
the unfortunate Stewart before him: "If you had been successful in
|
|
that rebellion, you might have been giving the law where you have now
|
|
received the judgment of it; we, who are this day your judges, might
|
|
have been tried before one of your mock courts of judicature; and then
|
|
you might have been satiated with the blood of any name or clan to
|
|
which you had an aversion."
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|
|
|
"This is to let the cat out of the bag, indeed," thought I. And that
|
|
was the general impression. It was extraordinary how the young
|
|
advocate lads took hold and made a mock of this speech, and how scarce
|
|
a meal passed but what someone would get in the words: "And then you
|
|
might have been satiated." Many songs were made in time for the hour's
|
|
diversion, and are near all forgot. I remember one began:
|
|
|
|
"What do ye want the bluid of, bluid of?
|
|
Is it a name, or is it a clan,
|
|
Or is it an aefauld Hielandman,
|
|
That ye want the bluid of, bluid of?"
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|
|
Another went to my old favourite air, THE HOUSE OF AIRLIE, and began
|
|
thus:
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|
|
"It fell on a day when Argyle was on the bench,
|
|
That they served him a Stewart for his denner."
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|
|
|
And one of the verses ran:
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|
|
"Then up and spak' the Duke, and flyted on his cook,
|
|
I regard it as a sensible aspersion,
|
|
That I would sup ava', an' satiate my maw,
|
|
With the bluid of ony clan of my aversion."
|
|
|
|
James was as fairly murdered as though the Duke had got a fowling-piece
|
|
and stalked him. So much of course I knew: but others knew not so
|
|
much, and were more affected by the items of scandal that came to light
|
|
in the progress of the cause. One of the chief was certainly this
|
|
sally of the justice's. It was run hard by another of a juryman, who
|
|
had struck into the midst of Coulston's speech for the defence with a
|
|
"Pray, sir, cut it short, we are quite weary," which seemed the very
|
|
excess of impudence and simplicity. But some of my new lawyer friends
|
|
were still more staggered with an innovation that had disgraced and
|
|
even vitiated the proceedings. One witness was never called. His
|
|
name, indeed, was printed, where it may still be seen on the fourth
|
|
page of the list: "James Drummond, ALIAS Macgregor, ALIAS James More,
|
|
late tenant in Inveronachile"; and his precognition had been taken, as
|
|
the manner is, in writing. He had remembered or invented (God help
|
|
him) matter which was lead in James Stewart's shoes, and I saw was like
|
|
to prove wings to his own. This testimony it was highly desirable to
|
|
bring to the notice of the jury, without exposing the man himself to
|
|
the perils of cross-examination; and the way it was brought about was a
|
|
matter of surprise to all. For the paper was handed round (like a
|
|
curiosity) in court; passed through the jury-box, where it did its
|
|
work; and disappeared again (as though by accident) before it reached
|
|
the counsel for the prisoner. This was counted a most insidious
|
|
device; and that the name of James More should be mingled up with it
|
|
filled me with shame for Catriona and concern for myself.
|
|
|
|
The following day, Prestongrange and I, with a considerable company,
|
|
set out for Glasgow, where (to my impatience) we continued to linger
|
|
some time in a mixture of pleasure and affairs. I lodged with my lord,
|
|
with whom I was encouraged to familiarity; had my place at
|
|
entertainments; was presented to the chief guests; and altogether made
|
|
more of than I thought accorded either with my parts or station; so
|
|
that, on strangers being present, I would often blush for
|
|
Prestongrange. It must be owned the view I had taken of the world in
|
|
these last months was fit to cast a gloom upon my character. I had met
|
|
many men, some of them leaders in Israel whether by their birth or
|
|
talents; and who among them all had shown clean hands? As for the
|
|
Browns and Millers, I had seen their self-seeking, I could never again
|
|
respect them. Prestongrange was the best yet; he had saved me, spared
|
|
me rather, when others had it in their minds to murder me outright; but
|
|
the blood of James lay at his door; and I thought his present
|
|
dissimulation with myself a thing below pardon. That he should affect
|
|
to find pleasure in my discourse almost surprised me out of my
|
|
patience. I would sit and watch him with a kind of a slow fire of
|
|
anger in my bowels. "Ah, friend, friend," I would think to myself, "if
|
|
you were but through with this affair of the memorial, would you not
|
|
kick me in the streets?" Here I did him, as events have proved, the
|
|
most grave injustice; and I think he was at once far more sincere, and
|
|
a far more artful performer, than I supposed.
|
|
|
|
But I had some warrant for my incredulity in the behaviour of that
|
|
court of young advocates that hung about in the hope of patronage. The
|
|
sudden favour of a lad not previously heard of troubled them at first
|
|
out of measure; but two days were not gone by before I found myself
|
|
surrounded with flattery and attention. I was the same young man, and
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neither better nor bonnier, that they had rejected a month before; and
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now there was no civility too fine for me! The same, do I say? It was
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not so; and the by-name by which I went behind my back confirmed it.
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Seeing me so firm with the Advocate, and persuaded that I was to fly
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high and far, they had taken a word from the golfing green, and called
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me THE TEE'D BALL. I was told I was now "one of themselves"; I was to
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taste of their soft lining, who had already made my own experience of
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the roughness of the outer husk; and one, to whom I had been presented
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in Hope Park, was so aspired as even to remind me of that meeting. I
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told him I had not the pleasure of remembering it.
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"Why" says he, "it was Miss Grant herself presented me! My name is so-
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and-so."
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"It may very well be, sir," said I; "but I have kept no mind of it."
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At which he desisted; and in the midst of the disgust that commonly
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overflowed my spirits I had a glisk of pleasure.
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But I have not patience to dwell upon that time at length. When I was
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in company with these young politics I was borne down with shame for
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myself and my own plain ways, and scorn for them and their duplicity.
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Of the two evils, I thought Prestongrange to be the least; and while I
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was always as stiff as buckram to the young bloods, I made rather a
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dissimulation of my hard feelings towards the Advocate, and was (in old
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Mr. Campbell's word) "soople to the laird." Himself commented on the
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difference, and bid me be more of my age, and make friends with my
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young comrades.
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I told him I was slow of making friends.
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"I will take the word back," said he. "But there is such a thing as
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FAIR GUDE S'EN AND FAIR GUDE DAY, Mr. David. These are the same young
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men with whom you are to pass your days and get through life: your
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backwardness has a look of arrogance; and unless you can assume a
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little more lightness of manner, I fear you will meet difficulties in
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the path."
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"It will be an ill job to make a silk purse of a sow's ear," said I.
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On the morning of October 1st I was awakened by the clattering in of an
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express; and getting to my window almost before he had dismounted, I
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saw the messenger had ridden hard. Somewhile after I was called to
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Prestongrange, where he was sitting in his bedgown and nightcap, with
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his letters round him.
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"Mr. David," add he, "I have a piece of news for you. It concerns some
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friends of yours, of whom I sometimes think you are a little ashamed,
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for you have never referred to their existence."
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I suppose I blushed.
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"See you understand, since you make the answering signal," said he.
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"And I must compliment you on your excellent taste in beauty. But do
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you know, Mr. David? this seems to me a very enterprising lass. She
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crops up from every side. The Government of Scotland appears unable to
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proceed for Mistress Katrine Drummond, which was somewhat the case (no
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great while back) with a certain Mr. David Balfour. Should not these
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make a good match? Her first intromission in politics - but I must not
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tell you that story, the authorities have decided you are to hear it
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otherwise and from a livelier narrator. This new example is more
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serious, however; and I am afraid I must alarm you with the
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intelligence that she is now in prison."
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I cried out.
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"Yes," said he, "the little lady is in prison. But I would not have
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you to despair. Unless you (with your friends and memorials) shall
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procure my downfall, she is to suffer nothing."
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"But what has she done? What is her offence?" I cried.
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"It might be almost construed a high treason," he returned, "for she
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has broke the king's Castle of Edinburgh."
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"The lady is much my friend," I said. "I know you would not mock me if
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the thing were serious."
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"And yet it is serious in a sense," said he; "for this rogue of a
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Katrine - or Cateran, as we may call her - has set adrift again upon
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the world that very doubtful character, her papa."
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Here was one of my previsions justified: James More was once again at
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liberty. He had lent his men to keep me a prisoner; he had volunteered
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his testimony in the Appin case, and the same (no matter by what
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subterfuge) had been employed to influence the jury. Now came his
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reward, and he was free. It might please the authorities to give to it
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the colour of an escape; but I knew better - I knew it must be the
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fulfilment of a bargain. The same course of thought relieved me of the
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least alarm for Catriona. She might be thought to have broke prison
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for her father; she might have believed so herself. But the chief hand
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in the whole business was that of Prestongrange; and I was sure, so far
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from letting her come to punishment, he would not suffer her to be even
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tried. Whereupon thus came out of me the not very politic ejaculation:
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"Ah! I was expecting that!"
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"You have at times a great deal of discretion, too!" says
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Prestongrange.
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"And what is my lord pleased to mean by that?" I asked.
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"I was just marvelling", he replied, "that being so clever as to draw
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these inferences, you should not be clever enough to keep them to
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yourself. But I think you would like to hear the details of the
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affair. I have received two versions: and the least official is the
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more full and far the more entertaining, being from the lively pen of
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my eldest daughter. 'Here is all the town bizzing with a fine piece of
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work,' she writes, 'and what would make the thing more noted (if it
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were only known) the malefactor is a PROTEGEE of his lordship my papa.
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I am sure your heart is too much in your duty (if it were nothing else)
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to have forgotten Grey Eyes. What does she do, but get a broad hat
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with the flaps open, a long hairy-like man's greatcoat, and a big
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gravatt; kilt her coats up to GUDE KENS WHAUR, clap two pair of boot-
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hose upon her legs, take a pair of CLOUTED BROGUES in her hand, and off
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to the Castle! Here she gives herself out to be a soutar in the employ
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of James More, and gets admitted to his cell, the lieutenant (who seems
|
|
to have been full of pleasantry) making sport among his soldiers of the
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soutar's greatcoat. Presently they hear disputation and the sound of
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blows inside. Out flies the cobbler, his coat flying, the flaps of his
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hat beat about his face, and the lieutenant and his soldiers mock at
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him as he runs off. They laughed no so hearty the next time they had
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occasion to visit the cell and found nobody but a tall, pretty, grey-
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eyed lass in the female habit! As for the cobbler, he was 'over the
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hills ayout Dumblane,' and it's thought that poor Scotland will have to
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console herself without him. I drank Catriona's health this night in
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public.
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Indeed, the whole town admires her; and I think the beaux would wear
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bits of her garters in their button-holes if they could only get them.
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I would have gone to visit her in prison too, only I remembered in time
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I was papa's daughter; so I wrote her a billet instead, which I
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entrusted to the faithful Doig, and I hope you will admit I can be
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political when I please. The same faithful gomeral is to despatch this
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|
letter by the express along with those of the wiseacres, so that you
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may hear Tom Fool in company with Solomon. Talking of GOMERALS, do
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tell DAUVIT BALFOUR. I would I could see the face of him at the
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thought of a long-legged lass in such a predicament; to say nothing of
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the levities of your affectionate daughter, and his respectful friend.'
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So my rascal signs herself!" continued Prestongrange. "And you see,
|
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Mr. David, it is quite true what I tell you, that my daughters regard
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you with the most affectionate playfulness."
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"The gomeral is much obliged," said I.
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"And was not this prettily done!" he went on. "Is not this Highland
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maid a piece of a heroine?"
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"I was always sure she had a great heart," said I. "And I wager she
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|
guessed nothing . . . But I beg your pardon, this is to tread upon
|
|
forbidden subjects."
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"I will go bail she did not," he returned, quite openly. "I will go
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|
bail she thought she was flying straight into King George's face."
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Remembrance of Catriona and the thought of her lying in captivity,
|
|
moved me strangely. I could see that even Prestongrange admired, and
|
|
could not withhold his lips from smiling when he considered her
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|
behaviour. As for Miss Grant, for all her ill habit of mockery, her
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|
admiration shone out plain. A kind of a heat came on me.
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"I am not your lordship's daughter. . . " I began.
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"That I know of!" he put in, smiling.
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"I speak like a fool," said I; "or rather I began wrong. It would
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|
doubtless be unwise in Mistress Grant to go to her in prison; but for
|
|
me, I think I would look like a half-hearted friend if I did not fly
|
|
there instantly."
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"So-ho, Mr. David," says he; "I thought that you and I were in a
|
|
bargain?"
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"My lord," I said, "when I made that bargain I was a good deal affected
|
|
by your goodness, but I'll never can deny that I was moved besides by
|
|
my own interest. There was self-seeking in my heart, and I think shame
|
|
of it now. It may be for your lordship's safety to say this fashious
|
|
Davie Balfour is your friend and housemate. Say it then; I'll never
|
|
contradict you. But as for your patronage, I give it all back. I ask
|
|
but the one thing - let me go, and give me a pass to see her in her
|
|
prison."
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|
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|
He looked at me with a hard eye. "You put the cart before the horse, I
|
|
think," says he. "That which I had given was a portion of my liking,
|
|
which your thankless nature does not seem to have remarked. But for my
|
|
patronage, it is not given, nor (to be exact) is it yet offered." He
|
|
paused a bit. "And I warn you, you do not know yourself," he added.
|
|
"Youth is a hasty season; you will think better of all this before a
|
|
year."
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|
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|
"Well, and I would like to be that kind of youth!" I cried. "I have
|
|
seen too much of the other party in these young advocates that fawn
|
|
upon your lordship and are even at the pains to fawn on me. And I have
|
|
seen it in the old ones also. They are all for by-ends, the whole clan
|
|
of them! It's this that makes me seem to misdoubt your lordship's
|
|
liking. Why would I think that you would like me? But ye told me
|
|
yourself ye had an interest!"
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|
|
|
I stopped at this, confounded that I had run so far; he was observing
|
|
me with an unfathomable face.
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|
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|
"My lord, I ask your pardon," I resumed. "I have nothing in my chafts
|
|
but a rough country tongue. I think it would be only decent-like if I
|
|
would go to see my friend in her captivity; but I'm owing you my life -
|
|
I'll never forget that; and if it's for your lordship's good, here I'll
|
|
stay. That's barely gratitude."
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|
"This might have been reached in fewer words," says Prestongrange
|
|
grimly. "It is easy, and it is at times gracious, to say a plain Scots
|
|
'ay'."
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|
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|
"Ah, but, my lord, I think ye take me not yet entirely!" cried I. "For
|
|
YOUR sake, for my life-safe, and the kindness that ye say ye bear to me
|
|
- for these, I'll consent; but not for any good that might be coming to
|
|
myself. If I stand aside when this young maid is in her trial, it's a
|
|
thing I will be noways advantaged by; I will lose by it, I will never
|
|
gain. I would rather make a shipwreck wholly than to build on that
|
|
foundation."
|
|
|
|
He was a minute serious, then smiled. "You mind me of the man with the
|
|
long nose," said he; "was you to see the moon by a telescope you would
|
|
see David Balfour there! But you shall have your way of it. I will
|
|
ask at you one service, and then set you free: My clerks are
|
|
overdriven; be so good as copy me these few pages, and when that is
|
|
done, I shall bid you God speed! I would never charge myself with Mr.
|
|
David's conscience; and if you could cast some part of it (as you went
|
|
by) in a moss hag, you would find yourself to ride much easier without
|
|
it."
|
|
|
|
"Perhaps not just entirely in the same direction though, my lord!" says
|
|
I.
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|
|
|
"And you shall have the last word, too!" cries he gaily.
|
|
|
|
Indeed, he had some cause for gaiety, having now found the means to
|
|
gain his purpose. To lessen the weight of the memorial, or to have a
|
|
readier answer at his hand, he desired I should appear publicly in the
|
|
character of his intimate. But if I were to appear with the same
|
|
publicity as a visitor to Catriona in her prison the world would scarce
|
|
stint to draw conclusions, and the true nature of James More's escape
|
|
must become evident to all. This was the little problem I had to set
|
|
him of a sudden, and to which he had so briskly found an answer. I was
|
|
to be tethered in Glasgow by that job of copying, which in mere outward
|
|
decency I could not well refuse; and during these hours of employment
|
|
Catriona was privately got rid of. I think shame to write of this man
|
|
that loaded me with so many goodnesses. He was kind to me as any
|
|
father, yet I ever thought him as false as a cracked bell.
|
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|
CHAPTER XIX - I AM MUCH IN THE HANDS OF THE LADIES
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|
|
THE copying was a weary business, the more so as I perceived very early
|
|
there was no sort of urgency in the matters treated, and began very
|
|
early to consider my employment a pretext. I had no sooner finished
|
|
than I got to horse, used what remained of daylight to the best
|
|
purpose, and being at last fairly benighted, slept in a house by
|
|
Almond-Water side. I was in the saddle again before the day, and the
|
|
Edinburgh booths were just opening when I clattered in by the West Bow
|
|
and drew up a smoking horse at my lord Advocate's door. I had a
|
|
written word for Doig, my lord's private hand that was thought to be in
|
|
all his secrets - a worthy little plain man, all fat and snuff and
|
|
self-sufficiency. Him I found already at his desk and already
|
|
bedabbled with maccabaw, in the same anteroom where I rencountered with
|
|
James More. He read the note scrupulously through like a chapter in
|
|
his Bible.
|
|
|
|
"H'm," says he; "ye come a wee thing ahint-hand, Mr. Balfour. The
|
|
bird's flaen - we hae letten her out."
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|
|
"Miss Drummond is set free?" I cried.
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|
"Achy!" said he. "What would we keep her for, ye ken? To hae made a
|
|
steer about the bairn would has pleased naebody."
|
|
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|
"And where'll she be now?" says I.
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|
"Gude kens!" says Doig, with a shrug.
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|
|
"She'll have gone home to Lady Allardyce, I'm thinking," said I.
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|
"That'll be it," said he.
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|
|
"Then I'll gang there straight," says I.
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|
"But ye'll be for a bite or ye go?" said he.
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|
"Neither bite nor sup," said I. "I had a good wauch of milk in by
|
|
Ratho."
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|
"Aweel, aweel," says Doig. "But ye'll can leave your horse here and
|
|
your bags, for it seems we're to have your up-put."
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|
|
"Na, na", said I. "Tamson's mear would never be the thing for me this
|
|
day of all days."
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|
|
|
Doig speaking somewhat broad, I had been led by imitation into an
|
|
accent much more countrified than I was usually careful to affect a
|
|
good deal broader, indeed, than I have written it down; and I was the
|
|
more ashamed when another voice joined in behind me with a scrap of a
|
|
ballad:
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|
|
"Gae saddle me the bonny black,
|
|
Gae saddle sune and mak' him ready
|
|
For I will down the Gatehope-slack,
|
|
And a' to see my bonny leddy."
|
|
|
|
The young lady, when I turned to her, stood in a morning gown, and her
|
|
hands muffled in the same, as if to hold me at a distance. Yet I could
|
|
not but think there was kindness in the eye with which she saw me.
|
|
|
|
"My best respects to you, Mistress Grant," said I, bowing.
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|
|
|
"The like to yourself, Mr. David," she replied with a deep courtesy.
|
|
"And I beg to remind you of an old musty saw, that meat and mass never
|
|
hindered man. The mass I cannot afford you, for we are all good
|
|
Protestants. But the meat I press on your attention. And I would not
|
|
wonder but I could find something for your private ear that would be
|
|
worth the stopping for."
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|
|
|
"Mistress Grant," said I, "I believe I am already your debtor for some
|
|
merry words - and I think they were kind too - on a piece of unsigned
|
|
paper."
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|
|
|
"Unsigned paper?" says she, and made a droll face, which was likewise
|
|
wondrous beautiful, as of one trying to remember.
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|
|
|
"Or else I am the more deceived," I went on. "But to be sure, we shall
|
|
have the time to speak of these, since your father is so good as to
|
|
make me for a while your inmate; and the GOMERAL begs you at this time
|
|
only for the favour of his liberty,"
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|
|
|
"You give yourself hard names," said she.
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|
|
"Mr. Doig and I would be blythe to take harder at your clever pen,"
|
|
says I.
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|
"Once more I have to admire the discretion of all men-folk," she
|
|
replied. "But if you will not eat, off with you at once; you will be
|
|
back the sooner, for you go on a fool's errand. Off with you, Mr.
|
|
David," she continued, opening the door.
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|
|
"He has lowpen on his bonny grey,
|
|
He rade the richt gate and the ready
|
|
I trow he would neither stint nor stay,
|
|
For he was seeking his bonny leddy."
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|
|
I did not wait to be twice bidden, and did justice to Miss Grant's
|
|
citation on the way to Dean.
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|
|
Old Lady Allardyce walked there alone in the garden, in her hat and
|
|
mutch, and having a silver-mounted staff of some black wood to lean
|
|
upon. As I alighted from my horse, and drew near to her with CONGEES,
|
|
I could see the blood come in her face, and her head fling into the air
|
|
like what I had conceived of empresses.
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|
|
"What brings you to my poor door?" she cried, speaking high through her
|
|
nose. "I cannot bar it. The males of my house are dead and buried; I
|
|
have neither son nor husband to stand in the gate for me; any beggar
|
|
can pluck me by the baird - and a baird there is, and that's the worst
|
|
of it yet?" she added partly to herself.
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|
|
|
I was extremely put out at this reception, and the last remark, which
|
|
seemed like a daft wife's, left me near hand speechless.
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|
|
|
"I see I have fallen under your displeasure, ma'am," said I. "Yet I
|
|
will still be so bold as ask after Mistress Drummond."
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|
|
|
She considered me with a burning eye, her lips pressed close together
|
|
into twenty creases, her hand shaking on her staff. "This cows all!"
|
|
she cried. "Ye come to me to speir for her? Would God I knew!"
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|
|
"She is not here?" I cried.
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|
|
She threw up her chin and made a step and a cry at me, so that I fell
|
|
back incontinent.
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|
|
|
"Out upon your leeing throat!" she cried. "What! ye come and speir at
|
|
me! She's in jyle, whaur ye took her to - that's all there is to it.
|
|
And of a' the beings ever I beheld in breeks, to think it should be to
|
|
you! Ye timmer scoun'rel, if I had a male left to my name I would have
|
|
your jaicket dustit till ye raired."
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|
|
|
I thought it not good to delay longer in that place, because I remarked
|
|
her passion to be rising. As I turned to the horse-post she even
|
|
followed me; and I make no shame to confess that I rode away with the
|
|
one stirrup on and scrambling for the other.
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|
|
|
As I knew no other quarter where I could push my inquiries, there was
|
|
nothing left me but to return to the Advocate's. I was well received
|
|
by the four ladies, who were now in company together, and must give the
|
|
news of Prestongrange and what word went in the west country, at the
|
|
most inordinate length and with great weariness to myself; while all
|
|
the time that young lady, with whom I so much desired to be alone
|
|
again, observed me quizzically and seemed to find pleasure in the sight
|
|
of my impatience. At last, after I had endured a meal with them, and
|
|
was come very near the point of appealing for an interview before her
|
|
aunt, she went and stood by the music-case, and picking out a tune,
|
|
sang to it on a high key - "He that will not when he may, When he will
|
|
he shall have nay." But this was the end of her rigours, and
|
|
presently, after making some excuse of which I have no mind, she
|
|
carried me away in private to her father's library. I should not fail
|
|
to say she was dressed to the nines, and appeared extraordinary
|
|
handsome.
|
|
|
|
"Now, Mr. David, sit ye down here and let us have a two-handed crack,"
|
|
said she. "For I have much to tell you, and it appears besides that I
|
|
have been grossly unjust to your good taste."
|
|
|
|
"In what manner, Mistress Grant?" I asked. "I trust I have never
|
|
seemed to fail in due respect."
|
|
|
|
"I will be your surety, Mr, David," said she. "Your respect, whether
|
|
to yourself or your poor neighbours, has been always and most
|
|
fortunately beyond imitation. But that is by the question. You got a
|
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note from me?" she asked.
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"I was so bold as to suppose so upon inference," said I, "and it was
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kindly thought upon."
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"It must have prodigiously surprised you," said she. "But let us begin
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with the beginning. You have not perhaps forgot a day when you were so
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kind as to escort three very tedious misses to Hope Park? I have the
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less cause to forget it myself, because you was so particular obliging
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as to introduce me to some of the principles of the Latin grammar, a
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thing which wrote itself profoundly on my gratitude."
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"I fear I was sadly pedantical," said I, overcome with confusion at the
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memory. "You are only to consider I am quite unused with the society
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of ladies."
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"I will say the less about the grammar then," she replied. "But how
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came you to desert your charge? 'He has thrown her out, overboard, his
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ain dear Annie!'" she hummed; "and his ain dear Annie and her two
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sisters had to taigle home by theirselves like a string of green geese!
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It seems you returned to my papa's, where you showed yourself
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excessively martial, and then on to realms unknown, with an eye (it
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appears) to the Bass Rock; solan geese being perhaps more to your mind
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than bonny lasses."
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Through all this raillery there was something indulgent in the lady's
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eye which made me suppose there might be better coming.
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"You take a pleasure to torment me," said I, "and I make a very
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feckless plaything; but let me ask you to be more merciful. At this
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time there is but the one thing that I care to hear of, and that will
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be news of Catriona."
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"Do you call her by that name to her face, Mr. Balfour?" she asked.
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"In troth, and I am not very sure," I stammered.
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"I would not do so in any case to strangers," said Miss Grant. "And
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why are you so much immersed in the affairs of this young lady?"
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"I heard she was in prison," said I.
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"Well, and now you hear that she is out of it," she replied, "and what
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more would you have? She has no need of any further champion."
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"I may have the greater need of her, ma'am," said I.
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"Come, this is better!" says Miss Grant. "But look me fairly in the
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face; am I not bonnier than she?"
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"I would be the last to be denying it," said I. "There is not your
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marrow in all Scotland."
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"Well, here you have the pick of the two at your hand, and must needs
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speak of the other," said she. "This is never the way to please the
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ladies, Mr. Balfour."
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"But, mistress," said I, "there are surely other things besides mere
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beauty."
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"By which I am to understand that I am no better than I should be,
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perhaps?" she asked.
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"By which you will please understand that I am like the cock in the
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midden in the fable book," said I. "I see the braw jewel - and I like
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fine to see it too - but I have more need of the pickle corn."
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"Bravissimo!" she cried. "There is a word well said at last, and I
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will reward you for it with my story. That same night of your
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desertion I came late from a friend's house - where I was excessively
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admired, whatever you may think of it - and what should I hear but that
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a lass in a tartan screen desired to speak with me? She had been there
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an hour or better, said the servant-lass, and she grat in to herself as
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she sat waiting. I went to her direct; she rose as I came in, and I
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knew her at a look. 'GREY EYES!' says I to myself, but was more wise
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than to let on. YOU WILL BE MISS GRANT AT LAST? she says, rising and
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looking at me hard and pitiful. AY, IT WAS TRUE HE SAID, YOU ARE BONNY
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AT ALL EVENTS. - THE WAY GOD MADE ME, MY DEAR, I said, BUT I WOULD BE
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GEY AND OBLIGED IF YOU COULD TELL ME WHAT BROUGHT YOU HERE AT SUCH A
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TIME OF THE NIGHT. - LADY, she said, WE ARE KINSFOLK, WE ARE BOTH COME
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OF THE BLOOD OF THE SONS OF ALPIN. - MY DEAR, I replied, I THINK NO
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MORE OF ALPIN OR HIS SONS THAN WHAT I DO OF A KALESTOCK. YOU HAVE A
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BETTER ARGUMENT IN THESE TEARS UPON YOUR BONNY FACE. And at that I was
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so weak-minded as to kiss her, which is what you would like to do
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dearly, and I wager will never find the courage of. I say it was weak-
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minded of me, for I knew no more of her than the outside; but it was
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the wisest stroke I could have hit upon. She is a very staunch, brave
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nature, but I think she has been little used with tenderness; and at
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that caress (though to say the truth, it was but lightly given) her
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heart went out to me. I will never betray the secrets of my sex, Mr.
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Davie; I will never tell you the way she turned me round her thumb,
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because it is the same she will use to twist yourself. Ay, it is a
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fine lass! She is as clean as hill well water."
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"She is e'en't!" I cried.
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"Well, then, she told me her concerns," pursued Miss Grant, "and in
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what a swither she was in about her papa, and what a taking about
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yourself, with very little cause, and in what a perplexity she had
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found herself after you was gone away. AND THEN I MINDED AT LONG LAST,
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says she, THAT WE WERE KINSWOMEN, AND THAT MR. DAVID SHOULD HAVE GIVEN
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YOU THE NAME OF THE BONNIEST OF THE BONNY, AND I WAS THINKING TO MYSELF
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'IF SHE IS SO BONNY SHE WILL BE GOOD AT ALL EVENTS'; AND I TOOK UP MY
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FOOT SOLES OUT OF THAT. That was when I forgave yourself, Mr. Davie.
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When you was in my society, you seemed upon hot iron: by all marks, if
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ever I saw a young man that wanted to be gone, it was yourself, and I
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and my two sisters were the ladies you were so desirous to be gone
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from; and now it appeared you had given me some notice in the by-going,
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and was so kind as to comment on my attractions! From that hour you
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may date our friendship, and I began to think with tenderness upon the
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Latin grammar."
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"You will have many hours to rally me in," said I; "and I think besides
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you do yourself injustice. I think it was Catriona turned your heart
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in my direction. She is too simple to perceive as you do the stiffness
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of her friend."
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"I would not like to wager upon that, Mr. David," said she. "The
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lasses have clear eyes. But at least she is your friend entirely, as I
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was to see. I carried her in to his lordship my papa; and his Advocacy
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being in a favourable stage of claret, was so good as to receive the
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pair of us. HERE IS GREY EYES THAT YOU HAVE BEEN DEAVED WITH THESE
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DAYS PAST, said I, SHE IS COME TO PROVE THAT WE SPOKE TRUE, AND I LAY
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THE PRETTIEST LASS IN THE THREE LOTHIANS AT YOUR FEET - making a
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papistical reservation of myself. She suited her action to my words:
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down she went upon her knees to him - I would not like to swear but he
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saw two of her, which doubtless made her appeal the more irresistible,
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for you are all a pack of Mahomedans - told him what had passed that
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night, and how she had withheld her father's man from following of you,
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and what a case she was in about her father, and what a flutter for
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yourself; and begged with weeping for the lives of both of you (neither
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of which was in the slightest danger), till I vow I was proud of my sex
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because it was done so pretty, and ashamed for it because of the
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smallness of the occasion. She had not gone far, I assure you, before
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the Advocate was wholly sober, to see his inmost politics ravelled out
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by a young lass and discovered to the most unruly of his daughters.
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But we took him in hand, the pair of us, and brought that matter
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straight. Properly managed - and that means managed by me - there is
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no one to compare with my papa."
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"He has been a good man to me," said I.
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"Well, he was a good man to Katrine, and I was there to see to it,"
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said she.
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"And she pled for me?" say I.
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"She did that, and very movingly," said Miss Grant. "I would not like
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to tell you what she said - I find you vain enough already."
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"God reward her for it!" cried I.
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"With Mr. David Balfour, I suppose?" says she.
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"You do me too much injustice at the last!" I cried. "I would tremble
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to think of her in such hard hands. Do you think I would presume,
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because she begged my life? She would do that for a new whelped puppy!
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I have had more than that to set me up, if you but ken'd. She kissed
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that hand of mine. Ay, but she did. And why? because she thought I
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was playing a brave part and might be going to my death. It was not
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|
for my sake - but I need not be telling that to you, that cannot look
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at me without laughter. It was for the love of what she thought was
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bravery. I believe there is none but me and poor Prince Charlie had
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that honour done them. Was this not to make a god of me? and do you
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not think my heart would quake when I remember it?"
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"I do laugh at you a good deal, and a good deal more than is quite
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civil," said she; "but I will tell you one thing: if you speak to her
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like that, you have some glimmerings of a chance."
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"Me?" I cried, "I would never dare. I can speak to you, Miss Grant,
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because it's a matter of indifference what ye think of me. But her? no
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fear!" said I.
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"I think you have the largest feet in all broad Scotland," says she.
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"Troth they are no very small," said I, looking down.
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"Ah, poor Catriona!" cries Miss Grant.
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And I could but stare upon her; for though I now see very well what she
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|
was driving at (and perhaps some justification for the same), I was
|
|
never swift at the uptake in such flimsy talk.
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"Ah well, Mr. David," she said, "it goes sore against my conscience,
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|
but I see I shall have to be your speaking board. She shall know you
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|
came to her straight upon the news of her imprisonment; she shall know
|
|
you would not pause to eat; and of our conversation she shall hear just
|
|
so much as I think convenient for a maid of her age and inexperience.
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Believe me, you will be in that way much better served than you could
|
|
serve yourself, for I will keep the big feet out of the platter."
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"You know where she is, then?" I exclaimed.
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"That I do, Mr. David, and will never tell," said she.
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"Why that?" I asked.
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"Well," she said, "I am a good friend, as you will soon discover; and
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|
the chief of those that I am friend to is my papa. I assure you, you
|
|
will never heat nor melt me out of that, so you may spare me your
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|
sheep's eyes; and adieu to your David-Balfourship for the now."
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"But there is yet one thing more," I cried. "There is one thing that
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|
must be stopped, being mere ruin to herself, and to me too."
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"Well," she said, "be brief; I have spent half the day on you already."
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"My Lady Allardyce believes," I began - "she supposes - she thinks that
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I abducted her."
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The colour came into Miss Grant's face, so that at first I was quite
|
|
abashed to find her ear so delicate, till I bethought me she was
|
|
struggling rather with mirth, a notion in which I was altogether
|
|
confirmed by the shaking of her voice as she replied -
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"I will take up the defence of your reputation," she said. "You may
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|
leave it in my hands."
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And with that she withdrew out of the library.
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CHAPTER XX - I CONTINUE TO MOVE IN GOOD SOCIETY
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FOR about exactly two months I remained a guest in Prestongrange's
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|
family, where I bettered my acquaintance with the bench, the bar, and
|
|
the flower of Edinburgh company. You are not to suppose my education
|
|
was neglected; on the contrary, I was kept extremely busy. I studied
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|
the French, so as to be more prepared to go to Leyden; I set myself to
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|
the fencing, and wrought hard, sometimes three hours in the day, with
|
|
notable advancement; at the suggestion of my cousin, Pilrig, who was an
|
|
apt musician, I was put to a singing class; and by the orders of my
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|
Miss Grant, to one for the dancing, at which I must say I proved far
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|
from ornamental. However, all were good enough to say it gave me an
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|
address a little more genteel; and there is no question but I learned
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|
to manage my coat skirts and sword with more dexterity, and to stand in
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|
a room as though the same belonged to me. My clothes themselves were
|
|
all earnestly re-ordered; and the most trifling circumstance, such as
|
|
where I should tie my hair, or the colour of my ribbon, debated among
|
|
the three misses like a thing of weight. One way with another, no
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|
doubt I was a good deal improved to look at, and acquired a bit of
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|
modest air that would have surprised the good folks at Essendean.
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The two younger misses were very willing to discuss a point of my
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|
habiliment, because that was in the line of their chief thoughts. I
|
|
cannot say that they appeared any other way conscious of my presence;
|
|
and though always more than civil, with a kind of heartless cordiality,
|
|
could not hide how much I wearied them. As for the aunt, she was a
|
|
wonderful still woman; and I think she gave me much the same attention
|
|
as she gave the rest of the family, which was little enough. The
|
|
eldest daughter and the Advocate himself were thus my principal
|
|
friends, and our familiarity was much increased by a pleasure that we
|
|
took in common. Before the court met we spent a day or two at the
|
|
house of Grange, living very nobly with an open table, and here it was
|
|
that we three began to ride out together in the fields, a practice
|
|
afterwards maintained in Edinburgh, so far as the Advocate's continual
|
|
affairs permitted. When we were put in a good frame by the briskness
|
|
of the exercise, the difficulties of the way, or the accidents of bad
|
|
weather, my shyness wore entirely off; we forgot that we were
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|
strangers, and speech not being required, it flowed the more naturally
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|
on. Then it was that they had my story from me, bit by bit, from the
|
|
time that I left Essendean, with my voyage and battle in the COVENANT,
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|
wanderings in the heather, etc.; and from the interest they found in my
|
|
adventures sprung the circumstance of a jaunt we made a little later
|
|
on, on a day when the courts were not sitting, and of which I will tell
|
|
a trifle more at length.
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We took horse early, and passed first by the house of Shaws, where it
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|
stood smokeless in a great field of white frost, for it was yet early
|
|
in the day. Here Prestongrange alighted down, gave me his horse, an
|
|
proceeded alone to visit my uncle. My heart, I remember, swelled up
|
|
bitter within me at the sight of that bare house and the thought of the
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|
old miser sitting chittering within in the cold kitchen!
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"There is my home," said I; "and my family."
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"Poor David Balfour!" said Miss Grant.
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What passed during the visit I have never heard; but it would doubtless
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|
not be very agreeable to Ebenezer, for when the Advocate came forth
|
|
again his face was dark.
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"I think you will soon be the laird indeed, Mr. Davie," says he,
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|
turning half about with the one foot in the stirrup.
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"I will never pretend sorrow," said I; and, to say the truth, during
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|
his absence Miss Grant and I had been embellishing the place in fancy
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|
with plantations, parterres, and a terrace - much as I have since
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|
carried out in fact.
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Thence we pushed to the Queensferry, where Rankeillor gave us a good
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|
welcome, being indeed out of the body to receive so great a visitor.
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|
Here the Advocate was so unaffectedly good as to go quite fully over my
|
|
affairs, sitting perhaps two hours with the Writer in his study, and
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|
expressing (I was told) a great esteem for myself and concern for my
|
|
fortunes. To while this time, Miss Grant and I and young Rankeillor
|
|
took boat and passed the Hope to Limekilns. Rankeillor made himself
|
|
very ridiculous (and, I thought, offensive) with his admiration for the
|
|
young lady, and to my wonder (only it is so common a weakness of her
|
|
sex) she seemed, if anything, to be a little gratified. One use it
|
|
had: for when we were come to the other side, she laid her commands on
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|
him to mind the boat, while she and I passed a little further to the
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|
alehouse. This was her own thought, for she had been taken with my
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|
account of Alison Hastie, and desired to see the lass herself. We
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|
found her once more alone - indeed, I believe her father wrought all
|
|
day in the fields - and she curtsied dutifully to the gentry-folk and
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|
the beautiful young lady in the riding-coat.
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"Is this all the welcome I am to get?" said I, holding out my hand.
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"And have you no more memory of old friends?"
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"Keep me! wha's this of it?" she cried, and then, "God's truth, it's
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the tautit laddie!"
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"The very same," says
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"Mony's the time I've thocht upon you and your freen, and blythe am I
|
|
to see in your braws," she cried. "Though I kent ye were come to your
|
|
ain folk by the grand present that ye sent me and that I thank ye for
|
|
with a' my heart."
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"There," said Miss Grant to me, "run out by with ye, like a guid bairn.
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|
I didnae come here to stand and haud a candle; it's her and me that are
|
|
to crack."
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|
I suppose she stayed ten minutes in the house, but when she came forth
|
|
I observed two things - that her eyes were reddened, and a silver
|
|
brooch was gone out of her bosom. This very much affected me.
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|
"I never saw you so well adorned," said I.
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"O Davie man, dinna be a pompous gowk!" said she, and was more than
|
|
usually sharp to me the remainder of the day.
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About candlelight we came home from this excursion.
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|
For a good while I heard nothing further of Catriona - my Miss Grant
|
|
remaining quite impenetrable, and stopping my mouth with pleasantries.
|
|
At last, one day that she returned from walking and found me alone in
|
|
the parlour over my French, I thought there was something unusual in
|
|
her looks; the colour heightened, the eyes sparkling high, and a bit of
|
|
a smile continually bitten in as she regarded me. She seemed indeed
|
|
like the very spirit of mischief, and, walking briskly in the room, had
|
|
soon involved me in a kind of quarrel over nothing and (at the least)
|
|
with nothing intended on my side. I was like Christian in the slough -
|
|
the more I tried to clamber out upon the side, the deeper I became
|
|
involved; until at last I heard her declare, with a great deal of
|
|
passion, that she would take that answer from the hands of none, and I
|
|
must down upon my knees for pardon.
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|
The causelessness of all this fuff stirred my own bile. "I have said
|
|
nothing you can properly object to," said I, "and as for my knees, that
|
|
is an attitude I keep for God."
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|
"And as a goddess I am to be served!" she cried, shaking her brown
|
|
locks at me and with a bright colour. "Every man that comes within
|
|
waft of my petticoats shall use me so!"
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|
|
"I will go so far as ask your pardon for the fashion's sake, although I
|
|
vow I know not why," I replied. "But for these play-acting postures,
|
|
you can go to others."
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|
"O Davie!" she said. "Not if I was to beg you?"
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|
|
I bethought me I was fighting with a woman, which is the same as to say
|
|
a child, and that upon a point entirely formal.
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|
|
|
"I think it a bairnly thing," I said, "not worthy in you to ask, or me
|
|
to render. Yet I will not refuse you, neither," said I; "and the
|
|
stain, if there be any, rests with yourself." And at that I kneeled
|
|
fairly down.
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|
|
"There!" she cried. "There is the proper station, there is where I
|
|
have been manoeuvring to bring you." And then, suddenly, "Kep," said
|
|
she, flung me a folded billet, and ran from the apartment laughing.
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|
|
The billet had neither place nor date. "Dear Mr. David," it began, "I
|
|
get your news continually by my cousin, Miss Grant, and it is a
|
|
pleisand hearing. I am very well, in a good place, among good folk,
|
|
but necessitated to be quite private, though I am hoping that at long
|
|
last we may meet again. All your friendships have been told me by my
|
|
loving cousin, who loves us both. She bids me to send you this
|
|
writing, and oversees the same. I will be asking you to do all her
|
|
commands, and rest your affectionate friend, Catriona Macgregor-
|
|
Drummond. P.S. - Will you not see my cousin, Allardyce?"
|
|
|
|
I think it not the least brave of my campaigns (as the soldiers say)
|
|
that I should have done as I was here bidden and gone forthright to the
|
|
house by Dean. But the old lady was now entirely changed and supple as
|
|
a glove. By what means Miss Grant had brought this round I could never
|
|
guess; I am sure, at least, she dared not to appear openly in the
|
|
affair, for her papa was compromised in it pretty deep. It was he,
|
|
indeed, who had persuaded Catriona to leave, or rather, not to return,
|
|
to her cousin's, placing her instead with a family of Gregorys - decent
|
|
people, quite at the Advocate's disposition, and in whom she might have
|
|
the more confidence because they were of his own clan and family.
|
|
These kept her private till all was ripe, heated and helped her to
|
|
attempt her father's rescue, and after she was discharged from prison
|
|
received her again into the same secrecy. Thus Prestongrange obtained
|
|
and used his instrument; nor did there leak out the smallest word of
|
|
his acquaintance with the daughter of James More. There was some
|
|
whispering, of course, upon the escape of that discredited person; but
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the Government replied by a show of rigour, one of the cell porters was
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flogged, the lieutenant of the guard (my poor friend, Duncansby) was
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broken of his rank, and as for Catriona, all men were well enough
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pleased that her fault should be passed by in silence.
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I could never induce Miss Grant to carry back an answer. "No," she
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would say, when I persisted, "I am going to keep the big feet out of
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the platter." This was the more hard to bear, as I was aware she saw
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my little friend many times in the week, and carried her my news
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whenever (as she said) I "had behaved myself." At last she treated me
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to what she called an indulgence, and I thought rather more of a
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banter. She was certainly a strong, almost a violent, friend to all
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she liked, chief among whom was a certain frail old gentlewoman, very
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blind and very witty, who dwelt on the top of a tall land on a strait
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close, with a nest of linnets in a cage, and thronged all day with
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visitors. Miss Grant was very fond to carry me there and put me to
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entertain her friend with the narrative of my misfortunes: and Miss
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Tibbie Ramsay (that was her name) was particular kind, and told me a
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great deal that was worth knowledge of old folks and past affairs in
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Scotland. I should say that from her chamber window, and not three
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feet away, such is the straitness of that close, it was possible to
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look into a barred loophole lighting the stairway of the opposite
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house.
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Here, upon some pretext, Miss Grant left me one day alone with Miss
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Ramsay. I mind I thought that lady inattentive and like one
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preoccupied. I was besides very uncomfortable, for the window,
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contrary to custom, was left open and the day was cold. All at once
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the voice of Miss Grant sounded in my ears as from a distance.
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"Here, Shaws!" she cried, "keek out of the window and see what I have
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broughten you."
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I think it was the prettiest sight that ever I beheld. The well of the
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close was all in clear shadow where a man could see distinctly, the
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walls very black and dingy; and there from the barred loophole I saw
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two faces smiling across at me - Miss Grant's and Catriona's.
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"There!" says Miss Grant, "I wanted her to see you in your braws like
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the lass of Limekilns. I wanted her to see what I could make of you,
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when I buckled to the job in earnest!"
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It came in my mind that she had been more than common particular that
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day upon my dress; and I think that some of the same care had been
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bestowed upon Catriona. For so merry and sensible a lady, Miss Grant
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was certainly wonderful taken up with duds.
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"Catriona!" was all I could get out.
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As for her, she said nothing in the world, but only waved her hand and
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smiled to me, and was suddenly carried away again from before the
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loophole.
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That vision was no sooner lost than I ran to the house door, where I
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found I was locked in; thence back to Miss Ramsay, crying for the key,
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but might as well have cried upon the castle rock. She had passed her
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word, she said, and I must be a good lad. It was impossible to burst
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the door, even if it had been mannerly; it was impossible I should leap
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from the window, being seven storeys above ground. All I could do was
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to crane over the close and watch for their reappearance from the
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stair. It was little to see, being no more than the tops of their two
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heads each on a ridiculous bobbin of skirts, like to a pair of
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pincushions. Nor did Catriona so much as look up for a farewell; being
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prevented (as I heard afterwards) by Miss Grant, who told her folk were
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never seen to less advantage than from above downward.
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On the way home, as soon as I was set free, I upbraided Miss Grant with
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her cruelty.
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"I am sorry you was disappointed," says she demurely. "For my part I
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was very pleased. You looked better than I dreaded; you looked - if it
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will not make you vain - a mighty pretty young man when you appeared in
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the window. You are to remember that she could not see your feet,"
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says she, with the manner of one reassuring me.
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"O!" cried I, "leave my feet be - they are no bigger than my
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neighbours'."
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"They are even smaller than some," said she, "but I speak in parables
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like a Hebrew prophet."
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"I marvel little they were sometimes stoned!" says I. "But, you
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miserable girl, how could you do it? Why should you care to tantalise
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me with a moment?"
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"Love is like folk," says she; "it needs some kind of vivers."
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"Oh, Barbara, let me see her properly!" I pleaded. "YOU can - you see
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her when you please; let me have half an hour."
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"Who is it that is managing this love affair! You! Or me?" she asked,
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and as I continued to press her with my instances, fell back upon a
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deadly expedient: that of imitating the tones of my voice when I
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called on Catriona by name; with which, indeed, she held me in
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subjection for some days to follow.
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There was never the least word heard of the memorial, or none by me.
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Prestongrange and his grace the Lord President may have heard of it
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(for what I know) on the deafest sides of their heads; they kept it to
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|
themselves, at least - the public was none the wiser; and in course of
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time, on November 8th, and in the midst of a prodigious storm of wind
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and rain, poor James of the Glens was duly hanged at Lettermore by
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Ballachulish.
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So there was the final upshot of my politics! Innocent men have
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perished before James, and are like to keep on perishing (in spite of
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|
all our wisdom) till the end of time. And till the end of time young
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folk (who are not yet used with the duplicity of life and men) will
|
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struggle as I did, and make heroical resolves, and take long risks; and
|
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the course of events will push them upon the one side and go on like a
|
|
marching army. James was hanged; and here was I dwelling in the house
|
|
of Prestongrange, and grateful to him for his fatherly attention. He
|
|
was hanged; and behold! when I met Mr. Simon in the causeway, I was
|
|
fain to pull off my beaver to him like a good little boy before his
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|
dominie. He had been hanged by fraud and violence, and the world
|
|
wagged along, and there was not a pennyweight of difference; and the
|
|
villains of that horrid plot were decent, kind, respectable fathers of
|
|
families, who went to kirk and took the sacrament!
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But I had had my view of that detestable business they call politics -
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I had seen it from behind, when it is all bones and blackness; and I
|
|
was cured for life of any temptations to take part in it again. A
|
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plain, quiet, private path was that which I was ambitious to walk in,
|
|
when I might keep my head out of the way of dangers and my conscience
|
|
out of the road of temptation. For, upon a retrospect, it appeared I
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|
had not done so grandly, after all; but with the greatest possible
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|
amount of big speech and preparation, had accomplished nothing.
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The 25th of the same month a ship was advertised to sail from Leith;
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and I was suddenly recommended to make up my mails for Leyden. To
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Prestongrange I could, of course, say nothing; for I had already been a
|
|
long while sorning on his house and table. But with his daughter I was
|
|
more open, bewailing my fate that I should be sent out of the country,
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|
and assuring her, unless she should bring me to farewell with Catriona,
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|
I would refuse at the last hour.
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"Have I not given you my advice?" she asked.
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"I know you have," said I, "and I know how much I am beholden to you
|
|
already, and that I am bidden to obey your orders. But you must
|
|
confess you are something too merry a lass at times to lippen to
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|
entirely."
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"I will tell you, then," said she. "Be you on board by nine o'clock
|
|
forenoon; the ship does not sail before one; keep your boat alongside;
|
|
and if you are not pleased with my farewells when I shall send them,
|
|
you can come ashore again and seek Katrine for yourself."
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Since I could make no more of her, I was fain to be content with this.
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The day came round at last when she and I were to separate. We had
|
|
been extremely intimate and familiar; I was much in her debt; and what
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|
way we were to part was a thing that put me from my sleep, like the
|
|
vails I was to give to the domestic servants. I knew she considered me
|
|
too backward, and rather desired to rise in her opinion on that head.
|
|
Besides which, after so much affection shown and (I believe) felt upon
|
|
both sides, it would have looked cold-like to be anyways stiff.
|
|
Accordingly, I got my courage up and my words ready, and the last
|
|
chance we were like to be alone, asked pretty boldly to be allowed to
|
|
salute her in farewell.
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"You forget yourself strangely, Mr. Balfour," said she. "I cannot call
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|
to mind that I have given you any right to presume on our
|
|
acquaintancy."
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I stood before her like a stopped clock, and knew not what to think,
|
|
far less to say, when of a sudden she cast her arms about my neck and
|
|
kissed me with the best will in the world.
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|
|
"You inimitable bairn?" she cried. "Did you think that I would let us
|
|
part like strangers? Because I can never keep my gravity at you five
|
|
minutes on end, you must not dream I do not love you very well: I am
|
|
all love and laughter, every time I cast an eye on you! And now I will
|
|
give you an advice to conclude your education, which you will have need
|
|
of before it's very long.
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|
|
|
Never ASK womenfolk. They're bound to answer 'No'; God never made the
|
|
lass that could resist the temptation. It's supposed by divines to be
|
|
the curse of Eve: because she did not say it when the devil offered
|
|
her the apple, her daughters can say nothing else."
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|
|
|
"Since I am so soon to lose my bonny professor," I began.
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|
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|
"This is gallant, indeed," says she curtseying.
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|
|
|
"I would put the one question," I went on. "May I ask a lass to marry
|
|
to me?"
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|
|
|
"You think you could not marry her without!" she asked. "Or else get
|
|
her to offer?"
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|
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|
"You see you cannot be serious," said I.
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|
|
"I shall be very serious in one thing, David," said she: "I shall
|
|
always be your friend."
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|
|
|
As I got to my horse the next morning, the four ladies were all at that
|
|
same window whence we had once looked down on Catriona, and all cried
|
|
farewell and waved their pocket napkins as I rode away. One out of the
|
|
four I knew was truly sorry; and at the thought of that, and how I had
|
|
come to the door three months ago for the first time, sorrow and
|
|
gratitude made a confusion in my mind.
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|
PART II - FATHER AND DAUGHTER
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|
CHAPTER XXI - THE VOYAGE INTO HOLLAND
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|
|
THE ship lay at a single anchor, well outside the pier of Leith, so
|
|
that all we passengers must come to it by the means of skiffs. This
|
|
was very little trouble-some, for the reason that the day was a flat
|
|
calm, very frosty and cloudy, and with a low shifting fog upon the
|
|
water. The body of the vessel was thus quite hid as I drew near, but
|
|
the tall spars of her stood high and bright in a sunshine like the
|
|
flickering of a fire. She proved to be a very roomy, commodious
|
|
merchant, but somewhat blunt in the bows, and loaden extraordinary deep
|
|
with salt, salted salmon, and fine white linen stockings for the Dutch.
|
|
Upon my coming on board, the captain welcomed me - one Sang (out of
|
|
Lesmahago, I believe), a very hearty, friendly tarpaulin of a man, but
|
|
at the moment in rather of a bustle. There had no other of the
|
|
passengers yet appeared, so that I was left to walk about upon the
|
|
deck, viewing the prospect and wondering a good deal what these
|
|
farewells should be which I was promised.
|
|
|
|
All Edinburgh and the Pentland Hills glinted above me in a kind of
|
|
smuisty brightness, now and again overcome with blots of cloud; of
|
|
Leith there was no more than the tops of chimneys visible, and on the
|
|
face of the water, where the haar lay, nothing at all. Out of this I
|
|
was presently aware of a sound of oars pulling, and a little after (as
|
|
if out of the smoke of a fire) a boat issued. There sat a grave man in
|
|
the stern sheets, well muffled from the cold, and by his side a tall,
|
|
pretty, tender figure of a maid that brought my heart to a stand. I
|
|
had scarce the time to catch my breath in, and be ready to meet her, as
|
|
she stepped upon the deck, smiling, and making my best bow, which was
|
|
now vastly finer than some months before, when first I made it to her
|
|
ladyship. No doubt we were both a good deal changed: she seemed to
|
|
have shot up like a young, comely tree. She had now a kind of pretty
|
|
backwardness that became her well as of one that regarded herself more
|
|
highly and was fairly woman; and for another thing, the hand of the
|
|
same magician had been at work upon the pair of us, and Miss Grant had
|
|
made us both BRAW, if she could make but the one BONNY.
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|
|
|
The same cry, in words not very different, came from both of us, that
|
|
the other was come in compliment to say farewell, and then we perceived
|
|
in a flash we were to ship together.
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|
|
|
"O, why will not Baby have been telling me!" she cried; and then
|
|
remembered a letter she had been given, on the condition of not opening
|
|
it till she was well on board. Within was an enclosure for myself, and
|
|
ran thus:
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|
|
"DEAR DAVIE, - What do you think of my farewell? and what do you say to
|
|
your fellow passenger? Did you kiss, or did you ask? I was about to
|
|
have signed here, but that would leave the purport of my question
|
|
doubtful, and in my own case I KEN THE ANSWER. So fill up here with
|
|
good advice. Do not be too blate, and for God's sake do not try to be
|
|
too forward; nothing acts you worse. I am
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|
|
"Your affectionate friend and governess,
|
|
"BARBARA GRANT."
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|
|
I wrote a word of answer and compliment on a leaf out of my pocketbook,
|
|
put it in with another scratch from Catriona, sealed the whole with my
|
|
new signet of the Balfour arms, and despatched it by the hand of
|
|
Prestongrange's servant that still waited in my boat.
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|
|
|
Then we had time to look upon each other more at leisure, which we had
|
|
not done for a piece of a minute before (upon a common impulse) we
|
|
shook hands again.
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|
|
|
"Catriona?" said I. It seemed that was the first and last word of my
|
|
eloquence.
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|
|
|
"You will be glad to see me again?" says she.
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|
|
|
"And I think that is an idle word," said I. "We are too deep friends
|
|
to make speech upon such trifles."
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|
|
|
"Is she not the girl of all the world?" she cried again. "I was never
|
|
knowing such a girl so honest and so beautiful."
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|
|
|
"And yet she cared no more for Alpin than what she did for a kale-
|
|
stock," said I.
|
|
|
|
"Ah, she will say so indeed!" cries Catriona. "Yet it was for the name
|
|
and the gentle kind blood that she took me up and was so good to me."
|
|
|
|
"Well, I will tell you why it was," said I. "There are all sorts of
|
|
people's faces in this world. There is Barbara's face, that everyone
|
|
must look at and admire, and think her a fine, brave, merry girl. And
|
|
then there is your face, which is quite different - I never knew how
|
|
different till to-day. You cannot see yourself, and that is why you do
|
|
not understand; but it was for the love of your face that she took you
|
|
up and was so good to you. And everybody in the world would do the
|
|
same."
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|
|
|
"Everybody?" says she.
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|
|
|
"Every living soul?" said I.
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|
|
"Ah, then, that will be why the soldiers at the castle took me up!" she
|
|
cried,
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|
|
|
"Barbara has been teaching you to catch me," said I.
|
|
|
|
"She will have taught me more than that at all events. She will have
|
|
taught me a great deal about Mr. David - all the ill of him, and a
|
|
little that was not so ill either, now and then," she said, smiling.
|
|
"She will have told me all there was of Mr. David, only just that he
|
|
would sail upon this very same ship. And why it is you go?"
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|
|
|
I told her.
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|
|
|
"Ah, well," said she, "we will be some days in company and then (I
|
|
suppose) good-bye for altogether! I go to meet my father at a place of
|
|
the name of Helvoetsluys, and from there to France, to be exiles by the
|
|
side of our chieftain."
|
|
|
|
I could say no more than just "O!" the name of James More always drying
|
|
up my very voice.
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|
|
|
She was quick to perceive it, and to guess some portion of my thought.
|
|
|
|
"There is one thing I must be saying first of all, Mr. David," said
|
|
she. "I think two of my kinsfolk have not behaved to you altogether
|
|
very well. And the one of them two is James More, my father, and the
|
|
other is the Laird of Prestongrange. Prestongrange will have spoken by
|
|
himself, or his daughter in the place of him. But for James More, my
|
|
father, I have this much to say: he lay shackled in a prison; he is a
|
|
plain honest soldier and a plain Highland gentleman; what they would be
|
|
after he would never be guessing; but if he had understood it was to be
|
|
some prejudice to a young gentleman like yourself, he would have died
|
|
first. And for the sake of all your friendships, I will be asking you
|
|
to pardon my father and family for that same mistake."
|
|
|
|
"Catriona," said I, "what that mistake was I do not care to know. I
|
|
know but the one thing - that you went to Prestongrange and begged my
|
|
life upon your knees. O, I ken well enough it was for your father that
|
|
you went, but when you were there you pleaded for me also. It is a
|
|
thing I cannot speak of. There are two things I cannot think of into
|
|
myself: and the one is your good words when you called yourself my
|
|
little friend, and the other that you pleaded for my life. Let us
|
|
never speak more, we two, of pardon or offence."
|
|
|
|
We stood after that silent, Catriona looking on the deck and I on her;
|
|
and before there was more speech, a little wind having sprung up in the
|
|
nor'-west, they began to shake out the sails and heave in upon the
|
|
anchor.
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|
|
|
There were six passengers besides our two selves, which made of it a
|
|
full cabin. Three were solid merchants out of Leith, Kirkcaldy, and
|
|
Dundee, all engaged in the same adventure into High Germany. One was a
|
|
Hollander returning; the rest worthy merchants' wives, to the charge of
|
|
one of whom Catriona was recommended. Mrs. Gebbie (for that was her
|
|
name) was by great good fortune heavily incommoded by the sea, and lay
|
|
day and night on the broad of her back. We were besides the only
|
|
creatures at all young on board the ROSE, except a white-faced boy that
|
|
did my old duty to attend upon the table; and it came about that
|
|
Catriona and I were left almost entirely to ourselves. We had the next
|
|
seats together at the table, where I waited on her with extraordinary
|
|
pleasure. On deck, I made her a soft place with my cloak; and the
|
|
weather being singularly fine for that season, with bright frosty days
|
|
and nights, a steady, gentle wind, and scarce a sheet started all the
|
|
way through the North Sea, we sat there (only now and again walking to
|
|
and fro for warmth) from the first blink of the sun till eight or nine
|
|
at night under the clear stars. The merchants or Captain Sang would
|
|
sometimes glance and smile upon us, or pass a merry word or two and
|
|
give us the go-by again; but the most part of the time they were deep
|
|
in herring and chintzes and linen, or in computations of the slowness
|
|
of the passage, and left us to our own concerns, which were very little
|
|
important to any but ourselves.
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|
|
|
At the first, we had a great deal to say, and thought ourselves pretty
|
|
witty; and I was at a little pains to be the BEAU, and she (I believe)
|
|
to play the young lady of experience. But soon we grew plainer with
|
|
each other. I laid aside my high, clipped English (what little there
|
|
was left of it) and forgot to make my Edinburgh bows and scrapes; she,
|
|
upon her side, fell into a sort of kind familiarity; and we dwelt
|
|
together like those of the same household, only (upon my side) with a
|
|
more deep emotion. About the same time the bottom seemed to fall out
|
|
of our conversation, and neither one of us the less pleased. Whiles
|
|
she would tell me old wives' tales, of which she had a wonderful
|
|
variety, many of them from my friend red-headed Niel. She told them
|
|
very pretty, and they were pretty enough childish tales; but the
|
|
pleasure to myself was in the sound of her voice, and the thought that
|
|
she was telling and I listening. Whiles, again, we would sit entirely
|
|
silent, not communicating even with a look, and tasting pleasure enough
|
|
in the sweetness of that neighbourhood. I speak here only for myself.
|
|
Of what was in the maid's mind, I am not very sure that ever I asked
|
|
myself; and what was in my own, I was afraid to consider. I need make
|
|
no secret of it now, either to myself or to the reader; I was fallen
|
|
totally in love. She came between me and the sun. She had grown
|
|
suddenly taller, as I say, but with a wholesome growth; she seemed all
|
|
health, and lightness, and brave spirits; and I thought she walked like
|
|
a young deer, and stood like a birch upon the mountains. It was enough
|
|
for me to sit near by her on the deck; and I declare I scarce spent two
|
|
thoughts upon the future, and was so well content with what I then
|
|
enjoyed that I was never at the pains to imagine any further step;
|
|
unless perhaps that I would be sometimes tempted to take her hand in
|
|
mine and hold it there. But I was too like a miser of what joys I had,
|
|
and would venture nothing on a hazard.
|
|
|
|
What we spoke was usually of ourselves or of each other, so that if
|
|
anyone had been at so much pains as overhear us, he must have supposed
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us the most egotistical persons in the world. It befell one day when
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we were at this practice, that we came on a discourse of friends and
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friendship, and I think now that we were sailing near the wind. We
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said what a fine thing friendship was, and how little we had guessed of
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it, and how it made life a new thing, and a thousand covered things of
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the same kind that will have been said, since the foundation of the
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world, by young folk in the same predicament. Then we remarked upon
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the strangeness of that circumstance, that friends came together in the
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beginning as if they were there for the first time, and yet each had
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been alive a good while, losing time with other people.
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"It is not much that I have done," said she, "and I could be telling
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you the five-fifths of it in two-three words. It is only a girl I am,
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and what can befall a girl, at all events? But I went with the clan in
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the year '45. The men marched with swords and fire-locks, and some of
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them in brigades in the same set of tartan; they were not backward at
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the marching, I can tell you. And there were gentlemen from the Low
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Country, with their tenants mounted and trumpets to sound, and there
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was a grant skirling of war-pipes. I rode on a little Highland horse
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on the right hand of my father, James More, and of Glengyle himself.
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And here is one fine thing that I remember, that Glengyle kissed me in
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the face, because (says he) 'my kinswoman, you are the only lady of the
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clan that has come out,' and me a little maid of maybe twelve years
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old! I saw Prince Charlie too, and the blue eyes of him; he was pretty
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indeed! I had his hand to kiss in front of the army. O, well, these
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were the good days, but it is all like a dream that I have seen and
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then awakened. It went what way you very well know; and these were the
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worst days of all, when the red-coat soldiers were out, and my father
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and uncles lay in the hill, and I was to be carrying them their meat in
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the middle night, or at the short sight of day when the cocks crow.
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Yes, I have walked in the night, many's the time, and my heart great in
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me for terror of the darkness. It is a strange thing I will never have
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been meddled with by a bogle; but they say a maid goes safe. Next
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there was my uncle's marriage, and that was a dreadful affair beyond
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all. Jean Kay was that woman's name; and she had me in the room with
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her that night at Inversnaid, the night we took her from her friends in
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the old, ancient manner. She would and she wouldn't; she was for
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marrying Rob the one minute, and the next she would be for none of him.
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I will never have seen such a feckless creature of a woman; surely all
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there was of her would tell her ay or no. Well, she was a widow; and I
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can never be thinking a widow a good woman."
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"Catriona!" says I, "how do you make out that?"
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"I do not know," said she; "I am only telling you the seeming in my
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heart. And then to marry a new man! Fy! But that was her; and she
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was married again upon my Uncle Robin, and went with him awhile to kirk
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and market; and then wearied, or else her friends got claught of her
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and talked her round, or maybe she turned ashamed; at the least of it,
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she ran away, and went back to her own folk, and said we had held her
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in the lake, and I will never tell you all what. I have never thought
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much of any females since that day. And so in the end my father, James
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More, came to be cast in prison, and you know the rest of it an well as
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me."
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"And through all you had no friends?" said I.
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"No," said she; "I have been pretty chief with two-three lasses on the
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braes, but not to call it friends."
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"Well, mine is a plain tale," said I. "I never had a friend to my name
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till I met in with you."
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"And that brave Mr. Stewart?" she asked.
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"O, yes, I was forgetting him," I said. "But he in a man, and that in
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very different."
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"I would think so," said she. "O, yes, it is quite different."
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"And then there was one other," said I. "I once thought I had a
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friend, but it proved a disappointment."
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She asked me who she was?
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"It was a he, then," said I. "We were the two best lads at my father's
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school, and we thought we loved each other dearly. Well, the time came
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when he went to Glasgow to a merchant's house, that was his second
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cousin once removed; and wrote me two-three times by the carrier; and
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then he found new friends, and I might write till I was tired, he took
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no notice. Eh, Catriona, it took me a long while to forgive the world.
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There is not anything more bitter than to lose a fancied friend."
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Then she began to question me close upon his looks and character, for
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we were each a great deal concerned in all that touched the other; till
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at last, in a very evil hour, I minded of his letters and went and
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fetched the bundle from the cabin.
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"Here are his letters," said I, "and all the letters that ever I got.
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That will be the last I'll can tell of myself; ye know the lave as well
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as I do."
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"Will you let me read them, then?" says she.
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I told her, IF SHE WOULD BE AT THE PAINS; and she bade me go away and
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she would read them from the one end to the other. Now, in this bundle
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that I gave her, there were packed together not only all the letters of
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my false friend, but one or two of Mr. Campbell's when he was in town
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at the Assembly, and to make a complete roll of all that ever was
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written to me, Catriona's little word, and the two I had received from
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Miss Grant, one when I was on the Bass and one on board that ship. But
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of these last I had no particular mind at the moment.
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I was in that state of subjection to the thought of my friend that it
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mattered not what I did, nor scarce whether I was in her presence or
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|
out of it; I had caught her like some kind of a noble fever that lived
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|
continually in my bosom, by night and by day, and whether I was waking
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or asleep. So it befell that after I was come into the fore-part of
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the ship where the broad bows splashed into the billows, I was in no
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such hurry to return as you might fancy; rather prolonged my absence
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like a variety in pleasure. I do not think I am by nature much of an
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|
Epicurean: and there had come till then so small a share of pleasure
|
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in my way that I might be excused perhaps to dwell on it unduly.
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When I returned to her again, I had a faint, painful impression as of a
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buckle slipped, so coldly she returned the packet.
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"You have read them?" said I; and I thought my voice sounded not wholly
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natural, for I was turning in my mind for what could ail her.
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"Did you mean me to read all?" she asked.
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I told her "Yes," with a drooping voice.
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"The last of them as well?" said she.
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I knew where we were now; yet I would not lie to her either. "I gave
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them all without afterthought," I said, "as I supposed that you would
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read them. I see no harm in any."
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"I will be differently made," said she. "I thank God I am differently
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|
made. It was not a fit letter to be shown me. It was not fit to be
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written."
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"I think you are speaking of your own friend, Barbara Grant?" said I.
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"There will not be anything as bitter as to lose a fancied friend,"
|
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said she, quoting my own expression.
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"I think it is sometimes the friendship that was fancied!" I cried.
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|
"What kind of justice do you call this, to blame me for some words that
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a tomfool of a madcap lass has written down upon a piece of paper? You
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|
know yourself with what respect I have behaved - and would do always."
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"Yet you would show me that same letter!" says she. "I want no such
|
|
friends. I can be doing very well, Mr. Balfour, without her - or you."
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"This is your fine gratitude!" says I.
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"I am very much obliged to you," said she. "I will be asking you to
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|
take away your - letters." She seemed to choke upon the word, so that
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it sounded like an oath.
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"You shall never ask twice," said I; picked up that bundle, walked a
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|
little way forward and cast them as far as possible into the sea. For
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|
a very little more I could have cast myself after them.
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|
The rest of the day I walked up and down raging. There were few names
|
|
so ill but what I gave her them in my own mind before the sun went
|
|
down. All that I had ever heard of Highland pride seemed quite
|
|
outdone; that a girl (scarce grown) should resent so trifling an
|
|
allusion, and that from her next friend, that she had near wearied me
|
|
with praising of! I had bitter, sharp, hard thoughts of her, like an
|
|
angry boy's. If I had kissed her indeed (I thought), perhaps she would
|
|
have taken it pretty well; and only because it had been written down,
|
|
and with a spice of jocularity, up she must fuff in this ridiculous
|
|
passion. It seemed to me there was a want of penetration in the female
|
|
sex, to make angels weep over the case of the poor men.
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|
|
|
We were side by side again at supper, and what a change was there! She
|
|
was like curdled milk to me; her face was like a wooden doll's; I could
|
|
have indifferently smitten her or grovelled at her feet, but she gave
|
|
me not the least occasion to do either. No sooner the meal done than
|
|
she betook herself to attend on Mrs. Gebbie, which I think she had a
|
|
little neglected heretofore. But she was to make up for lost time, and
|
|
in what remained of the passage was extraordinary assiduous with the
|
|
old lady, and on deck began to make a great deal more than I thought
|
|
wise of Captain Sang. Not but what the Captain seemed a worthy,
|
|
fatherly man; but I hated to behold her in the least familiarity with
|
|
anyone except myself.
|
|
|
|
Altogether, she was so quick to avoid me, and so constant to keep
|
|
herself surrounded with others, that I must watch a long while before I
|
|
could find my opportunity; and after it was found, I made not much of
|
|
it, as you are now to hear.
|
|
|
|
"I have no guess how I have offended," said I; "it should scarce be
|
|
beyond pardon, then. O, try if you can pardon me."
|
|
|
|
"I have no pardon to give," said she; and the words seemed to come out
|
|
of her throat like marbles. "I will be very much obliged for all your
|
|
friendships." And she made me an eighth part of a curtsey.
|
|
|
|
But I had schooled myself beforehand to say more, and I was going to
|
|
say it too.
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|
|
|
"There is one thing," said I. "If I have shocked your particularity by
|
|
the showing of that letter, it cannot touch Miss Grant. She wrote not
|
|
to you, but to a poor, common, ordinary lad, who might have had more
|
|
sense than show it. If you are to blame me - "
|
|
|
|
"I will advise you to say no more about that girl, at all events!" said
|
|
Catriona. "It is her I will never look the road of, not if she lay
|
|
dying." She turned away from me, and suddenly back. "Will you swear
|
|
you will have no more to deal with her?" she cried.
|
|
|
|
"Indeed, and I will never be so unjust then," said I; "nor yet so
|
|
ungrateful."
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|
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|
And now it was I that turned away.
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|
CHAPTER XXII - HELVOETSLUYS
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|
|
THE weather in the end considerably worsened; the wind sang in the
|
|
shrouds, the sea swelled higher, and the ship began to labour and cry
|
|
out among the billows. The song of the leadsman in the chains was now
|
|
scarce ceasing, for we thrid all the way among shoals. About nine in
|
|
the morning, in a burst of wintry sun between two squalls of hail, I
|
|
had my first look of Holland - a line of windmills birling in the
|
|
breeze. It was besides my first knowledge of these daft-like
|
|
contrivances, which gave me a near sense of foreign travel and a new
|
|
world and life. We came to an anchor about half-past eleven, outside
|
|
the harbour of Helvoetsluys, in a place where the sea sometimes broke
|
|
and the ship pitched outrageously. You may be sure we were all on deck
|
|
save Mrs. Gebbie, some of us in cloaks, others mantled in the ship's
|
|
tarpaulins, all clinging on by ropes, and jesting the most like old
|
|
sailor-folk that we could imitate.
|
|
|
|
Presently a boat, that was backed like a partancrab, came gingerly
|
|
alongside, and the skipper of it hailed our master in the Dutch.
|
|
Thence Captain Sang turned, very troubled-like, to Catriona; and the
|
|
rest of us crowding about, the nature of the difficulty was made plain
|
|
to all. The ROSE was bound to the port of Rotterdam, whither the other
|
|
passengers were in a great impatience to arrive, in view of a
|
|
conveyance due to leave that very evening in the direction of the Upper
|
|
Germany. This, with the present half-gale of wind, the captain (if no
|
|
time were lost) declared himself still capable to save. Now James More
|
|
had trysted in Helvoet with his daughter, and the captain had engaged
|
|
to call before the port and place her (according to the custom) in a
|
|
shore boat. There was the boat, to be sure, and here was Catriona
|
|
ready: but both our master and the patroon of the boat scrupled at the
|
|
risk, and the first was in no humour to delay.
|
|
|
|
"Your father," said he, "would be gey an little pleased if we was to
|
|
break a leg to ye, Miss Drummond, let-a-be drowning of you. Take my
|
|
way of it," says he, "and come on-by with the rest of us here to
|
|
Rotterdam. Ye can get a passage down the Maes in a sailing scoot as
|
|
far as to the Brill, and thence on again, by a place in a rattel-
|
|
waggon, back to Helvoet."
|
|
|
|
But Catriona would hear of no change. She looked white-like as she
|
|
beheld the bursting of the sprays, the green seas that sometimes poured
|
|
upon the fore-castle, and the perpetual bounding and swooping of the
|
|
boat among the billows; but she stood firmly by her father's orders.
|
|
"My father, James More, will have arranged it so," was her first word
|
|
and her last. I thought it very idle and indeed wanton in the girl to
|
|
be so literal and stand opposite to so much kind advice; but the fact
|
|
is she had a very good reason, if she would have told us. Sailing
|
|
scoots and rattel-waggons are excellent things; only the use of them
|
|
must first be paid for, and all she was possessed of in the world was
|
|
just two shillings and a penny halfpenny sterling. So it fell out that
|
|
captain and passengers, not knowing of her destitution - and she being
|
|
too proud to tell them - spoke in vain.
|
|
|
|
"But you ken nae French and nae Dutch neither," said one.
|
|
|
|
"It is very true," says she, "but since the year '46 there are so many
|
|
of the honest Scotch abroad that I will be doing very well. I thank
|
|
you."
|
|
|
|
There was a pretty country simplicity in this that made some laugh,
|
|
others looked the more sorry, and Mr. Gebbie fall outright in a
|
|
passion. I believe he knew it was his duty (his wife having accepted
|
|
charge of the girl) to have gone ashore with her and seen her safe:
|
|
nothing would have induced him to have done so, since it must have
|
|
involved the lose of his conveyance; and I think he made it up to his
|
|
conscience by the loudness of his voice. At least he broke out upon
|
|
Captain Sang, raging and saying the thing was a disgrace; that it was
|
|
mere death to try to leave the ship, and at any event we could not cast
|
|
down an innocent maid in a boatful of nasty Holland fishers, and leave
|
|
her to her fate. I was thinking something of the same; took the mate
|
|
upon one side, arranged with him to send on my chests by track-scoot to
|
|
an address I had in Leyden, and stood up and signalled to the fishers.
|
|
|
|
"I will go ashore with the young lady, Captain Sang," said I. "It is
|
|
all one what way I go to Leyden;" and leaped at the same time into the
|
|
boat, which I managed not so elegantly but what I fell with two of the
|
|
fishers in the bilge.
|
|
|
|
From the boat the business appeared yet more precarious than from the
|
|
ship, she stood so high over us, swung down so swift, and menaced us so
|
|
perpetually with her plunging and passaging upon the anchor cable. I
|
|
began to think I had made a fool's bargain, that it was merely
|
|
impossible Catriona should be got on board to me, and that I stood to
|
|
be set ashore at Helvoet all by myself and with no hope of any reward
|
|
but the pleasure of embracing James More, if I should want to. But
|
|
this was to reckon without the lass's courage. She had seen me leap
|
|
with very little appearance (however much reality) of hesitation; to be
|
|
sure, she was not to be beat by her discarded friend. Up she stood on
|
|
the bulwarks and held by a stay, the wind blowing in her petticoats,
|
|
which made the enterprise more dangerous, and gave us rather more of a
|
|
view of her stockings than would be thought genteel in cities. There
|
|
was no minute lost, and scarce time given for any to interfere if they
|
|
had wished the same. I stood up on the other side and spread my arms;
|
|
the ship swung down on us, the patroon humoured his boat nearer in than
|
|
was perhaps wholly safe, and Catriona leaped into the air. I was so
|
|
happy as to catch her, and the fishers readily supporting us, escaped a
|
|
fall. She held to me a moment very tight, breathing quick and deep;
|
|
thence (she still clinging to me with both hands) we were passed aft to
|
|
our places by the steersman; and Captain Sang and all the crew and
|
|
passengers cheering and crying farewell, the boat was put about for
|
|
shore.
|
|
|
|
As soon as Catriona came a little to herself she unhanded me suddenly,
|
|
but said no word. No more did I; and indeed the whistling of the wind
|
|
and the breaching of the sprays made it no time for speech; and our
|
|
crew not only toiled excessively but made extremely little way, so that
|
|
the ROSE had got her anchor and was off again before we had approached
|
|
the harbour mouth.
|
|
|
|
We were no sooner in smooth water than the patroon, according to their
|
|
beastly Hollands custom, stopped his boat and required of us our fares.
|
|
Two guilders was the man's demand - between three and four shillings
|
|
English money - for each passenger. But at this Catriona began to cry
|
|
out with a vast deal of agitation. She had asked of Captain Sang, she
|
|
said, and the fare was but an English shilling. "Do you think I will
|
|
have come on board and not ask first?" cries she. The patroon scolded
|
|
back upon her in a lingo where the oaths were English and the rest
|
|
right Hollands; till at last (seeing her near tears) I privately
|
|
slipped in the rogue's hand six shillings, whereupon he was obliging
|
|
enough to receive from her the other shilling without more complaint.
|
|
No doubt I was a good deal nettled and ashamed. I like to see folk
|
|
thrifty, but not with so much passion; and I daresay it would be rather
|
|
coldly that I asked her, as the boat moved on again for shore, where it
|
|
was that she was trysted with her father.
|
|
|
|
"He is to be inquired of at the house of one Sprott, an honest Scotch
|
|
merchant," says she; and then with the same breath, "I am wishing to
|
|
thank you very much - you are a brave friend to me."
|
|
|
|
"It will be time enough when I get you to your father," said I, little
|
|
thinking that I spoke so true. "I can tell him a fine tale of a loyal
|
|
daughter."
|
|
|
|
"O, I do not think I will be a loyal girl, at all events," she cried,
|
|
with a great deal of painfulness in the expression. "I do not think my
|
|
heart is true."
|
|
|
|
"Yet there are very few that would have made that leap, and all to obey
|
|
a father's orders," I observed.
|
|
|
|
"I cannot have you to be thinking of me so," she cried again. "When
|
|
you had done that same, how would I stop behind? And at all events
|
|
that was not all the reasons." Whereupon, with a burning face, she
|
|
told me the plain truth upon her poverty.
|
|
|
|
"Good guide us!" cried I, "what kind of daft-like proceeding is this,
|
|
to let yourself be launched on the continent of Europe with an empty
|
|
purse - I count it hardly decent - scant decent!" I cried.
|
|
|
|
"You forget James More, my father, is a poor gentleman," said she. "He
|
|
is a hunted exile."
|
|
|
|
"But I think not all your friends are hunted exiles," I exclaimed.
|
|
"And was this fair to them that care for you? Was it fair to me? was
|
|
it fair to Miss Grant that counselled you to go, and would be driven
|
|
fair horn-mad if she could hear of it? Was it even fair to these
|
|
Gregory folk that you were living with, and used you lovingly? It's a
|
|
blessing you have fallen in my hands! Suppose your father hindered by
|
|
an accident, what would become of you here, and you your lee-lone in a
|
|
strange place? The thought of the thing frightens me," I said.
|
|
|
|
"I will have lied to all of them," she replied. "I will have told them
|
|
all that I had plenty. I told HER too. I could not be lowering James
|
|
More to them."
|
|
|
|
I found out later on that she must have lowered him in the very dust,
|
|
for the lie was originally the father's, not the daughter's, and she
|
|
thus obliged to persevere in it for the man's reputation. But at the
|
|
time I was ignorant of this, and the mere thought of her destitution
|
|
and the perils in which see must have fallen, had ruffled me almost
|
|
beyond reason.
|
|
|
|
"Well, well, well," said I, "you will have to learn more sense."
|
|
|
|
I left her mails for the moment in an inn upon the shore, where I got a
|
|
direction for Sprott's house in my new French, and we walked there - it
|
|
was some little way - beholding the place with wonder as we went.
|
|
Indeed, there was much for Scots folk to admire: canals and trees
|
|
being intermingled with the houses; the houses, each within itself, of
|
|
a brave red brick, the colour of a rose, with steps and benches of blue
|
|
marble at the cheek of every door, and the whole town so clean you
|
|
might have dined upon the causeway. Sprott was within, upon his
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ledgers, in a low parlour, very neat and clean, and set out with china
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and pictures, and a globe of the earth in a brass frame. He was a big-
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chafted, ruddy, lusty man, with a crooked hard look to him; and he made
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us not that much civility as offer us a seat.
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"Is James More Macgregor now in Helvoet, sir?" says I.
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"I ken nobody by such a name," says he, impatient-like.
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"Since you are so particular," says I, "I will amend my question, and
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ask you where we are to find in Helvoet one James Drummond, ALIAS
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Macgregor, ALIAS James More, late tenant in Inveronachile?"
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"Sir," says he, "he may be in Hell for what I ken, and for my part I
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wish he was."
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"The young lady is that gentleman's daughter, sir," said I, "before
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whom, I think you will agree with me, it is not very becoming to
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discuss his character."
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"I have nothing to make either with him, or her, or you!" cries he in
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his gross voice.
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"Under your favour, Mr. Sprott," said I, "this young lady is come from
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Scotland seeking him, and by whatever mistake, was given the name of
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your house for a direction. An error it seems to have been, but I
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think this places both you and me - who am but her fellow-traveller by
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accident - under a strong obligation to help our countrywoman."
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"Will you ding me daft?" he cries. "I tell ye I ken naething and care
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less either for him or his breed. I tell ye the man owes me money."
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"That may very well be, sir," said I, who was now rather more angry
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than himself. "At least, I owe you nothing; the young lady is under my
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protection; and I am neither at all used with these manners, nor in the
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least content with them."
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As I said this, and without particularly thinking what I did, I drew a
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step or two nearer to his table; thus striking, by mere good fortune,
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on the only argument that could at all affect the man. The blood left
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his lusty countenance.
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"For the Lord's sake dinna be hasty, sir!" he cried. "I am truly
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wishfu' no to be offensive. But ye ken, sir, I'm like a wheen guid-
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natured, honest, canty auld fellows - my bark is waur nor my bite. To
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hear me, ye micht whiles fancy I was a wee thing dour; but na, na! it's
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a kind auld fallow at heart, Sandie Sprott! And ye could never imagine
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the fyke and fash this man has been to me."
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"Very good, sir," said I. "Then I will make that much freedom with
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your kindness as trouble you for your last news of Mr. Drummond."
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"You're welcome, sir!" said he. "As for the young leddy (my respects
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to her!), he'll just have clean forgotten her. I ken the man, ye see;
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I have lost siller by him ere now. He thinks of naebody but just
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himsel'; clan, king, or dauchter, if he can get his wameful, he would
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give them a' the go-by! ay, or his correspondent either. For there is
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a sense in whilk I may be nearly almost said to be his correspondent.
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The fact is, we are employed thegether in a business affair, and I
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think it's like to turn out a dear affair for Sandie Sprott. The man's
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as guid's my pairtner, and I give ye my mere word I ken naething by
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where he is. He micht be coming here to Helvoet; he micht come here
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the morn, he michtnae come for a twalmouth; I would wonder at naething
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- or just at the ae thing, and that's if he was to pay me my siller.
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Ye see what way I stand with it; and it's clear I'm no very likely to
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meddle up with the young leddy, as ye ca' her. She cannae stop here,
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that's ae thing certain sure. Dod, sir, I'm a lone man! If I was to
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tak her in, its highly possible the hellicat would try and gar me marry
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her when he turned up."
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"Enough of this talk," said I. "I will take the young leddy among
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better friends. Give me, pen, ink, and paper, and I will leave here
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for James More the address of my correspondent in Leyden. He can
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inquire from me where he is to seek his daughter."
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This word I wrote and sealed; which while I was doing, Sprott of his
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own motion made a welcome offer, to charge himself with Miss Drummond's
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mails, and even send a porter for them to the inn. I advanced him to
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that effect a dollar or two to be a cover, and he gave me an
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acknowledgment in writing of the sum.
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Whereupon (I giving my arm to Catriona) we left the house of this
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unpalatable rascal. She had said no word throughout, leaving me to
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judge and speak in her place; I, upon my side, had been careful not to
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embarrass her by a glance; and even now, although my heart still glowed
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inside of me with shame and anger, I made it my affair to seem quite
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easy.
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"Now," said I, "let us get back to yon same inn where they can speak
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the French, have a piece of dinner, and inquire for conveyances to
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Rotterdam. I will never be easy till I have you safe again in the
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hands of Mrs. Gebbie."
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"I suppose it will have to be," said Catriona, "though whoever will be
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pleased, I do not think it will be her. And I will remind you this
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once again that I have but one shilling, and three baubees."
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"And just this once again," said I, "I will remind you it was a
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blessing that I came alongst with you."
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"What else would I be thinking all this time?" says she, and I thought
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weighed a little on my arm. "It is you that are the good friend to
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me."
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CHAPTER XXIII - TRAVELS IN HOLLAND
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THE rattel-waggon, which is a kind of a long waggon set with benches,
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carried us in four hours of travel to the great city of Rotterdam. It
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was long past dark by then, but the streets were pretty brightly
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lighted and thronged with wild-like, outlandish characters - bearded
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Hebrews, black men, and the hordes of courtesans, most indecently
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adorned with finery and stopping seamen by their very sleeves; the
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clash of talk about us made our heads to whirl; and what was the most
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unexpected of all, we appeared to be no more struck with all these
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foreigners than they with us. I made the best face I could, for the
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lass's sake and my own credit; but the truth is I felt like a lost
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sheep, and my heart beat in my bosom with anxiety. Once or twice I
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inquired after the harbour or the berth of the ship ROSE: but either
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fell on some who spoke only Hollands, or my own French failed me.
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Trying a street at a venture, I came upon a lane of lighted houses, the
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doors and windows thronged with wauf-like painted women; these jostled
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and mocked upon us as we passed, and I was thankful we had nothing of
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their language. A little after we issued forth upon an open place
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along the harbour.
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"We shall be doing now," cries I, as soon as I spied masts. "Let us
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walk here by the harbour. We are sure to meet some that has the
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English, and at the best of it we may light upon that very ship."
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We did the next best, as happened; for, about nine of the evening, whom
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should we walk into the arms of but Captain Sang? He told us they had
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made their run in the most incredible brief time, the wind holding
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strong till they reached port; by which means his passengers were all
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gone already on their further travels. It was impossible to chase
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after the Gebbies into the High Germany, and we had no other
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acquaintance to fall back upon but Captain Sang himself. It was the
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more gratifying to find the man friendly and wishful to assist. He
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made it a small affair to find some good plain family of merchants,
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where Catriona might harbour till the ROSE was loaden; declared he
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would then blithely carry her back to Leith for nothing and see her
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safe in the hands of Mr. Gregory; and in the meanwhile carried us to a
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late ordinary for the meal we stood in need of. He seemed extremely
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friendly, as I say, but what surprised me a good deal, rather
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boisterous in the bargain; and the cause of this was soon to appear.
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For at the ordinary, calling for Rhenish wine and drinking of it deep,
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he soon became unutterably tipsy. In this case, as too common with all
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men, but especially with those of his rough trade, what little sense or
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manners he possessed deserted him; and he behaved himself so scandalous
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to the young lady, jesting most ill-favouredly at the figure she had
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made on the ship's rail, that I had no resource but carry her suddenly
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away.
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She came out of the ordinary clinging to me close. "Take me away,
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David," she said. "YOU keep me. I am not afraid with you."
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"And have no cause, my little friend!" cried I, and could have found it
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in my heart to weep.
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"Where will you be taking me?" she said again. "Don't leave me at all
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|
events - never leave me."
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"Where am I taking you to?" says I stopping, for I had been staving on
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ahead in mere blindness. "I must stop and think. But I'll not leave
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you, Catriona; the Lord do so to me, and more also, if I should fail or
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fash you."
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She crept close into me by way of a reply.
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"Here," I said, "is the stillest place we have hit on yet in this busy
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byke of a city. Let us sit down here under yon tree and consider of
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our course."
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That tree (which I am little like to forget) stood hard by the harbour
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|
side. It was like a black night, but lights were in the houses, and
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nearer hand in the quiet ships; there was a shining of the city on the
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one hand, and a buzz hung over it of many thousands walking and
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talking; on the other, it was dark and the water bubbled on the sides.
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I spread my cloak upon a builder's stone, and made her sit there; she
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would have kept her hold upon me, for she still shook with the late
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affronts; but I wanted to think clear, disengaged myself, and paced to
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and fro before her, in the manner of what we call a smuggler's walk,
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belabouring my brains for any remedy. By the course of these
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|
scattering thoughts I was brought suddenly face to face with a
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remembrance that, in the heat and haste of our departure, I had left
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Captain Sang to pay the ordinary. At this I began to laugh out loud,
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|
for I thought the man well served; and at the same time, by an
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|
instinctive movement, carried my hand to the pocket where my money was.
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I suppose it was in the lane where the women jostled us; but there is
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|
only the one thing certain, that my purse was gone.
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"You will have thought of something good," said she, observing me to
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pause.
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At the pinch we were in, my mind became suddenly clear as a perspective
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glass, and I saw there was no choice of methods. I had not one doit of
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coin, but in my pocket-book I had still my letter on the Leyden
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merchant; and there was now but the one way to get to Leyden, and that
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was to walk on our two feet.
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"Catriona," said I, "I know you're brave and I believe you're strong -
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|
do you think you could walk thirty miles on a plain road?" We found
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it, I believe, scarce the two-thirds of that, but such was my notion of
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|
the distance.
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"David," she said, "if you will just keep near, I will go anywhere and
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do anything. The courage of my heart, it is all broken. Do not be
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leaving me in this horrible country by myself, and I will do all else."
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"Can you start now and march all night?" said I.
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"I will do all that you can ask of me," she said, "and never ask you
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why. I have been a bad ungrateful girl to you; and do what you please
|
|
with me now! And I think Miss Barbara Grant is the best lady in the
|
|
world," she added, "and I do not see what she would deny you for at all
|
|
events."
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This was Greek and Hebrew to me; but I had other matters to consider,
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|
and the first of these was to get clear of that city on the Leyden
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|
road. It proved a cruel problem; and it may have been one or two at
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|
night ere we had solved it. Once beyond the houses, there was neither
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|
moon nor stars to guide us; only the whiteness of the way in the midst
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|
and a blackness of an alley on both hands. The walking was besides
|
|
made most extraordinary difficult by a plain black frost that fell
|
|
suddenly in the small hours and turned that highway into one long
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|
slide.
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"Well, Catriona," said I, "here we are like the king's sons and the old
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|
wives' daughters in your daft-like Highland tales. Soon we'll be going
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|
over the 'SEVEN BENS, THE SEVEN GLENS AND THE SEVEN MOUNTAIN MOORS'."
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|
Which was a common byword or overcome in those tales of hers that had
|
|
stuck in my memory.
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"Ah," says she, "but here are no glens or mountains! Though I will
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|
never be denying but what the trees and some of the plain places
|
|
hereabouts are very pretty. But our country is the best yet."
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"I wish we could say as much for our own folk," says I, recalling
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|
Sprott and Sang, and perhaps James More himself.
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"I will never complain of the country of my friend," said she, and
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|
spoke it out with an accent so particular that I seemed to see the look
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|
upon her face.
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|
I caught in my breath sharp and came near falling (for my pains) on the
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|
black ice.
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|
"I do not know what YOU think, Catriona," said I, when I was a little
|
|
recovered, "but this has been the best day yet! I think shame to say
|
|
it, when you have met in with such misfortunes and disfavours; but for
|
|
me, it has been the best day yet."
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"It was a good day when you showed me so much love," said she.
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"And yet I think shame to be happy too," I went on, "and you here on
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|
the road in the black night."
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"Where in the great world would I be else?" she cried. "I am thinking
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|
I am safest where I am with you."
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|
"I am quite forgiven, then?" I asked.
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"Will you not forgive me that time so much as not to take it in your
|
|
mouth again?" she cried. "There is nothing in this heart to you but
|
|
thanks. But I will be honest too," she added, with a kind of
|
|
suddenness, "and I'll never can forgive that girl."
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|
|
"Is this Miss Grant again?" said I. "You said yourself she was the
|
|
best lady in the world."
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|
"So she will be, indeed!" says Catriona. "But I will never forgive her
|
|
for all that. I will never, never forgive her, and let me hear tell of
|
|
her no more."
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"Well," said I, "this beats all that ever came to my knowledge; and I
|
|
wonder that you can indulge yourself in such bairnly whims. Here is a
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|
young lady that was the best friend in the world to the both of us,
|
|
that learned us how to dress ourselves, and in a great manner how to
|
|
behave, as anyone can see that knew us both before and after."
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|
But Catriona stopped square in the midst of the highway.
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|
"It is this way of it," said she. "Either you will go on to speak of
|
|
her, and I will go back to yon town, and let come of it what God
|
|
pleases! Or else you will do me that politeness to talk of other
|
|
things."
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I was the most nonplussed person in this world; but I bethought me that
|
|
she depended altogether on my help, that she was of the frail sex and
|
|
not so much beyond a child, and it was for me to be wise for the pair
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|
of us.
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"My dear girl," said I, "I can make neither head nor tails of this; but
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|
God forbid that I should do anything to set you on the jee. As for
|
|
talking of Miss Grant, I have no such a mind to it, and I believe it
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|
was yourself began it. My only design (if I took you up at all) was
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|
for your own improvement, for I hate the very look of injustice. Not
|
|
that I do not wish you to have a good pride and a nice female delicacy;
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|
they become you well; but here you show them to excess."
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"Well, then, have you done?" said she.
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"I have done," said I.
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"A very good thing," said she, and we went on again, but now in
|
|
silence.
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It was an eerie employment to walk in the gross night, beholding only
|
|
shadows and hearing nought but our own steps. At first, I believe our
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|
hearts burned against each other with a deal of enmity; but the
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|
darkness and the cold, and the silence, which only the cocks sometimes
|
|
interrupted, or sometimes the farmyard dogs, had pretty soon brought
|
|
down our pride to the dust; and for my own particular, I would have
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|
jumped at any decent opening for speech.
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Before the day peeped, came on a warmish rain, and the frost was all
|
|
wiped away from among our feet. I took my cloak to her and sought to
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|
hap her in the same; she bade me, rather impatiently, to keep it.
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"Indeed and I will do no such thing," said I. "Here am I, a great,
|
|
ugly lad that has seen all kinds of weather, and here are you a tender,
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|
pretty maid! My dear, you would not put me to a shame?"
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|
Without more words she let me cover her; which as I was doing in the
|
|
darkness, I let my hand rest a moment on her shoulder, almost like an
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|
embrace.
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|
"You must try to be more patient of your friend," said I.
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|
I thought she seemed to lean the least thing in the world against my
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|
bosom, or perhaps it was but fancy.
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"There will be no end to your goodness," said she.
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|
And we went on again in silence; but now all was changed; and the
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|
happiness that was in my heart was like a fire in a great chimney.
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|
The rain passed ere day; it was but a sloppy morning as we came into
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|
the town of Delft. The red gabled houses made a handsome show on
|
|
either hand of a canal; the servant lassies were out slestering and
|
|
scrubbing at the very stones upon the public highway; smoke rose from a
|
|
hundred kitchens; and it came in upon me strongly it was time to break
|
|
our fasts.
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|
"Catriona," said I, "I believe you have yet a shilling and three
|
|
baubees?"
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|
"Are you wanting it?" said she, and passed me her purse. "I am wishing
|
|
it was five pounds! What will you want it for?"
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|
"And what have we been walking for all night, like a pair of waif
|
|
Egyptians!" says I. "Just because I was robbed of my purse and all I
|
|
possessed in that unchancy town of Rotterdam. I will tell you of it
|
|
now, because I think the worst is over, but we have still a good tramp
|
|
before us till we get to where my money is, and if you would not buy me
|
|
a piece of bread, I were like to go fasting."
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|
She looked at me with open eyes. By the light of the new day she was
|
|
all black and pale for weariness, so that my heart smote me for her.
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|
But as for her, she broke out laughing.
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|
"My torture! are we beggars then!" she cried. "You too? O, I could
|
|
have wished for this same thing! And I am glad to buy your breakfast
|
|
to you. But it would be pleisand if I would have had to dance to get a
|
|
meal to you! For I believe they are not very well acquainted with our
|
|
manner of dancing over here, and might be paying for the curiosity of
|
|
that sight."
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|
|
I could have kissed her for that word, not with a lover's mind, but in
|
|
a heat of admiration. For it always warms a man to see a woman brave.
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|
We got a drink of milk from a country wife but new come to the town,
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|
and in a baker's, a piece of excellent, hot, sweet-smelling bread,
|
|
which we ate upon the road as we went on. That road from Delft to the
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|
Hague is just five miles of a fine avenue shaded with trees, a canal on
|
|
the one hand, on the other excellent pastures of cattle. It was
|
|
pleasant here indeed.
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|
"And now, Davie," said she, "what will you do with me at all events?"
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|
|
"It is what we have to speak of," said I, "and the sooner yet the
|
|
better. I can come by money in Leyden; that will be all well. But the
|
|
trouble is how to dispose of you until your father come. I thought
|
|
last night you seemed a little sweir to part from me?"
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|
"It will be more than seeming then," said she.
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|
"You are a very young maid," said I, "and I am but a very young
|
|
callant. This is a great piece of difficulty. What way are we to
|
|
manage? Unless indeed, you could pass to be my sister?"
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|
"And what for no?" said she, "if you would let me!"
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|
"I wish you were so, indeed," I cried. "I would be a fine man if I had
|
|
such a sister. But the rub is that you are Catriona Drummond."
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|
"And now I will be Catriona Balfour," she said. "And who is to ken?
|
|
They are all strange folk here."
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|
|
"If you think that it would do," says I. "I own it troubles me. I
|
|
would like it very ill, if I advised you at all wrong."
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|
"David, I have no friend here but you," she said.
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|
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|
"The mere truth is, I am too young to be your friend," said I. "I am
|
|
too young to advise you, or you to be advised. I see not what else we
|
|
are to do, and yet I ought to warn you."
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|
|
|
"I will have no choice left," said she. "My father James More has not
|
|
used me very well, and it is not the first time, I am cast upon your
|
|
hands like a sack of barley meal, and have nothing else to think of but
|
|
your pleasure. If you will have me, good and well. If you will not" -
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she turned and touched her hand upon my arm - "David, I am afraid,"
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said she.
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"No, but I ought to warn you," I began; and then bethought me I was the
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bearer of the purse, and it would never do to seem too churlish.
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"Catriona," said I, "don't misunderstand me: I am just trying to do my
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duty by you, girl! Here am I going alone to this strange city, to be a
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solitary student there; and here is this chance arisen that you might
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dwell with me a bit, and be like my sister; you can surely understand
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this much, my dear, that I would just love to have you?"
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"Well, and here I am," said she. "So that's soon settled."
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I know I was in duty bounden to have spoke more plain. I know this was
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a great blot on my character, for which I was lucky that I did not pay
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more dear. But I minded how easy her delicacy had been startled with a
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word of kissing her in Barbara's letter; now that she depended on me,
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how was I to be more bold? Besides, the truth is, I could see no other
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feasible method to dispose of her. And I daresay inclination pulled me
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very strong.
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A little beyond the Hague she fell very lame and made the rest of the
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distance heavily enough. Twice she must rest by the wayside, which she
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did with pretty apologies, calling herself a shame to the Highlands and
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the race she came of, and nothing but a hindrance to myself. It was
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her excuse, she said, that she was not much used with walking shod. I
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would have had her strip off her shoes and stockings and go barefoot.
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But she pointed out to me that the women of that country, even in the
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landward roads, appeared to be all shod.
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"I must not be disgracing my brother," said she, and was very merry
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with it all, although her face told tales of her.
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There is a garden in that city we were bound to, sanded below with
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clean sand, the trees meeting overhead, some of them trimmed, some
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preached, and the whole place beautified with alleys and arbours. Here
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I left Catriona, and went forward by myself to find my correspondent.
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There I drew on my credit, and asked to be recommended to some decent,
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retired lodging. My baggage being not yet arrived, I told him I
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supposed I should require his caution with the people of the house; and
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explained that, my sister being come for a while to keep house with me,
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I should be wanting two chambers. This was all very well; but the
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trouble was that Mr. Balfour in his letter of recommendation had
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condescended on a great deal of particulars, and never a word of any
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sister in the case. I could see my Dutchman was extremely suspicious;
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and viewing me over the rims of a great pair of spectacles - he was a
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poor, frail body, and reminded me of an infirm rabbit - he began to
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question me close.
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Here I fell in a panic. Suppose he accept my tale (thinks I), suppose
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he invite my sister to his house, and that I bring her. I shall have a
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fine ravelled pirn to unwind, and may end by disgracing both the lassie
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and myself. Thereupon I began hastily to expound to him my sister's
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character. She was of a bashful disposition, it appeared, and be
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extremely fearful of meeting strangers that I had left her at that
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moment sitting in a public place alone. And then, being launched upon
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the stream of falsehood, I must do like all the rest of the world in
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the same circumstance, and plunge in deeper than was any service;
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adding some altogether needless particulars of Miss Balfour's ill-
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health and retirement during childhood. In the midst of which I awoke
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to a sense of my behaviour, and was turned to one blush.
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The old gentleman was not so much deceived but what he discovered a
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willingness to be quit of me. But he was first of all a man of
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business; and knowing that my money was good enough, however it might
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be with my conduct, he was so far obliging as to send his son to be my
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guide and caution in the matter of a lodging. This implied my
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presenting of the young man to Catriona. The poor, pretty child was
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much recovered with resting, looked and behaved to perfection, and took
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my arm and gave me the name of brother more easily than I could answer
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her. But there was one misfortune: thinking to help, she was rather
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towardly than otherwise to my Dutchman. And I could not but reflect
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that Miss Balfour had rather suddenly outgrown her bashfulness. And
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there was another thing, the difference of our speech. I had the Low
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Country tongue and dwelled upon my words; she had a hill voice, spoke
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with something of an English accent, only far more delightful, and was
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scarce quite fit to be called a deacon in the craft of talking English
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grammar; so that, for a brother and sister, we made a most uneven pair.
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But the young Hollander was a heavy dog, without so much spirit in his
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belly as to remark her prettiness, for which I scorned him. And as
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soon as he had found a cover to our heads, he left us alone, which was
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the greater service of the two.
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CHAPTER XXIV - FULL STORY OF A COPY OF HEINECCIUS
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THE place found was in the upper part of a house backed on a canal. We
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had two rooms, the second entering from the first; each had a chimney
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built out into the floor in the Dutch manner; and being alongside, each
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had the same prospect from the window of the top of a tree below us in
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a little court, of a piece of the canal, and of houses in the Hollands
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architecture and a church spire upon the further side. A full set of
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bells hung in that spire and made delightful music; and when there was
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any sun at all, it shone direct in our two chambers. From a tavern
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hard by we had good meals sent in.
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The first night we were both pretty weary, and she extremely so. There
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was little talk between us, and I packed her off to her bed as soon as
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she had eaten. The first thing in the morning I wrote word to Sprott
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to have her mails sent on, together with a line to Alan at his chief's;
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and had the same despatched, and her breakfast ready, ere I waked her.
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I was a little abashed when she came forth in her one habit, and the
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mud of the way upon her stockings. By what inquiries I had made, it
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seemed a good few days must pass before her mails could come to hand in
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Leyden, and it was plainly needful she must have a shift of things.
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She was unwilling at first that I should go to that expense; but I
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reminded her she was now a rich man's sister and must appear suitably
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in the part, and we had not got to the second merchant's before she was
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entirely charmed into the spirit of the thing, and her eyes shining.
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It pleased me to see her so innocent and thorough in this pleasure.
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What was more extraordinary was the passion into which I fell on it
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myself; being never satisfied that I had bought her enough or fine
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enough, and never weary of beholding her in different attires. Indeed,
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I began to understand some little of Miss Grant's immersion in the
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interest of clothes; for the truth is, when you have the ground of a
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beautiful person to adorn, the whole business becomes beautiful. The
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Dutch chintzes I should say were extraordinary cheap and fine; but I
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would be ashamed to set down what I paid for stockings to her.
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Altogether I spent so great a sum upon this pleasuring (as I may call
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it) that I was ashamed for a great while to spend more; and by way of a
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set-off, I left our chambers pretty bare. If we had beds, if Catriona
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was a little braw, and I had light to see her by, we were richly enough
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lodged for me.
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By the end of this merchandising I was glad to leave her at the door
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with all our purchases, and go for a long walk alone in which to read
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myself a lecture. Here had I taken under my roof, and as good as to my
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bosom, a young lass extremely beautiful, and whose innocence was her
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peril. My talk with the old Dutchman, and the lies to which I was
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constrained, had already given me a sense of how my conduct must appear
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to others; and now, after the strong admiration I had just experienced
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and the immoderacy with which I had continued my vain purchases, I
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began to think of it myself as very hazarded. I bethought me, if I had
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a sister indeed, whether I would so expose her; then, judging the case
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too problematical, I varied my question into this, whether I would so
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trust Catriona in the hands of any other Christian being; the answer to
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which made my face to burn. The more cause, since I had been entrapped
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and had entrapped the girl into an undue situation, that I should
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behave in it with scrupulous nicety. She depended on me wholly for her
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bread and shelter; in case I should alarm her delicacy, she had no
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retreat. Besides I was her host and her protector; and the more
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irregularly I had fallen in these positions, the less excuse for me if
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I should profit by the same to forward even the most honest suit; for
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with the opportunities that I enjoyed, and which no wise parent would
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have suffered for a moment, even the most honest suit would be unfair.
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I saw I must be extremely hold-off in my relations; and yet not too
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much so neither; for if I had no right to appear at all in the
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character of a suitor, I must yet appear continually, and if possible
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agreeably, in that of host. It was plain I should require a great deal
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of tact and conduct, perhaps more than my years afforded. But I had
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rushed in where angels might have feared to tread, and there was no way
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out of that position save by behaving right while I was in it. I made
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a set of rules for my guidance; prayed for strength to be enabled to
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observe them, and as a more human aid to the same end purchased a
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study-book in law. This being all that I could think of, I relaxed
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from these grave considerations; whereupon my mind bubbled at once into
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an effervescency of pleasing spirits, and it was like one treading on
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air that I turned homeward. As I thought that name of home, and
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recalled the image of that figure awaiting me between four walls, my
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heart beat upon my bosom.
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My troubles began with my return. She ran to greet me with an obvious
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and affecting pleasure. She was clad, besides, entirely in the new
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clothes that I had bought for her; looked in them beyond expression
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well; and must walk about and drop me curtseys to display them and to
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be admired. I am sure I did it with an ill grace, for I thought to
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have choked upon the words.
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"Well," she said, "if you will not be caring for my pretty clothes, see
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what I have done with our two chambers." And she showed me the place
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all very finely swept, and the fires glowing in the two chimneys.
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I was glad of a chance to seem a little more severe than I quite felt.
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"Catriona," said I, "I am very much displeased with you, and you must
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never again lay a hand upon my room. One of us two must have the rule
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while we are here together; it is most fit it should be I who am both
|
|
the man and the elder; and I give you that for my command."
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She dropped me one of her curtseys; which were extraordinary taking.
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"If you will be cross," said she, "I must be making pretty manners at
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|
you, Davie. I will be very obedient, as I should be when every stitch
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|
upon all there is of me belongs to you. But you will not be very cross
|
|
either, because now I have not anyone else."
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This struck me hard, and I made haste, in a kind of penitence, to blot
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out all the good effect of my last speech. In this direction progress
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|
was more easy, being down hill; she led me forward, smiling; at the
|
|
sight of her, in the brightness of the fire and with her pretty becks
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|
and looks, my heart was altogether melted. We made our meal with
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|
infinite mirth and tenderness; and the two seemed to be commingled into
|
|
one, so that our very laughter sounded like a kindness.
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In the midst of which I awoke to better recollections, made a lame word
|
|
of excuse, and set myself boorishly to my studies. It was a
|
|
substantial, instructive book that I had bought, by the late Dr.
|
|
Heineccius, in which I was to do a great deal reading these next few
|
|
days, and often very glad that I had no one to question me of what I
|
|
read. Methought she bit her lip at me a little, and that cut me.
|
|
Indeed it left her wholly solitary, the more as she was very little of
|
|
a reader, and had never a book. But what was I to do?
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So the rest of the evening flowed by almost without speech.
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I could have beat myself. I could not lie in my bed that night for
|
|
rage and repentance, but walked to and fro on my bare feet till I was
|
|
nearly perished, for the chimney was gone out and the frost keen. The
|
|
thought of her in the next room, the thought that she might even hear
|
|
me as I walked, the remembrance of my churlishness and that I must
|
|
continue to practise the same ungrateful course or be dishonoured, put
|
|
me beside my reason. I stood like a man between Scylla and Charybdis:
|
|
WHAT MUST SHE THINK OF ME? was my one thought that softened me
|
|
continually into weakness. WHAT IS TO BECOME OF US? the other which
|
|
steeled me again to resolution. This was my first night of wakefulness
|
|
and divided counsels, of which I was now to pass many, pacing like a
|
|
madman, sometimes weeping like a childish boy, sometimes praying (I
|
|
fain would hope) like a Christian.
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|
But prayer is not very difficult, and the hitch comes in practice. In
|
|
her presence, and above all if I allowed any beginning of familiarity,
|
|
I found I had very little command of what should follow. But to sit
|
|
all day in the same room with her, and feign to be engaged upon
|
|
Heineccius, surpassed my strength. So that I fell instead upon the
|
|
expedient of absenting myself so much as I was able; taking out classes
|
|
and sitting there regularly, often with small attention, the test of
|
|
which I found the other day in a note-book of that period, where I had
|
|
left off to follow an edifying lecture and actually scribbled in my
|
|
book some very ill verses, though the Latinity is rather better than I
|
|
thought that I could ever have compassed. The evil of this course was
|
|
unhappily near as great as its advantage. I had the less time of
|
|
trial, but I believe, while the time lasted, I was tried the more
|
|
extremely. For she being so much left to solitude, she came to greet
|
|
my return with an increasing fervour that came nigh to overmaster me.
|
|
These friendly offers I must barbarously cast back; and my rejection
|
|
sometimes wounded her so cruelly that I must unbend and seek to make it
|
|
up to her in kindness. So that our time passed in ups and downs, tiffs
|
|
and disappointments, upon the which I could almost say (if it may be
|
|
said with reverence) that I was crucified.
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|
|
The base of my trouble was Catriona's extraordinary innocence, at which
|
|
I was not so much surprised as filled with pity and admiration. She
|
|
seemed to have no thought of our position, no sense of my struggles;
|
|
welcomed any mark of my weakness with responsive joy; and when I was
|
|
drove again to my retrenchments, did not always dissemble her chagrin.
|
|
There were times when I have thought to myself, "If she were over head
|
|
in love, and set her cap to catch me, she would scarce behave much
|
|
otherwise;" and then I would fall again into wonder at the simplicity
|
|
of woman, from whom I felt (in these moments) that I was not worthy to
|
|
be descended.
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|
|
There was one point in particular on which our warfare turned, and of
|
|
all things, this was the question of her clothes. My baggage had soon
|
|
followed me from Rotterdam, and hers from Helvoet. She had now, as it
|
|
were, two wardrobes; and it grew to be understood between us (I could
|
|
never tell how) that when she was friendly she would wear my clothes,
|
|
and when otherwise her own. It was meant for a buffet, and (as it
|
|
were) the renunciation of her gratitude; and I felt it so in my bosom,
|
|
but was generally more wise than to appear to have observed the
|
|
circumstance.
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|
Once, indeed, I was betrayed into a childishness greater than her own;
|
|
it fell in this way. On my return from classes, thinking upon her
|
|
devoutly with a great deal of love and a good deal of annoyance in the
|
|
bargain, the annoyance began to fade away out of my mind; and spying in
|
|
a window one of those forced flowers, of which the Hollanders are so
|
|
skilled in the artifice, I gave way to an impulse and bought it for
|
|
Catriona. I do not know the name of that flower, but it was of the
|
|
pink colour, and I thought she would admire the same, and carried it
|
|
home to her with a wonderful soft heart. I had left her in my clothes,
|
|
and when I returned to find her all changed and a face to match, I cast
|
|
but the one look at her from head to foot, ground my teeth together,
|
|
flung the window open, and my flower into the court, and then (between
|
|
rage and prudence) myself out of that room again, of which I slammed
|
|
she door as I went out.
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|
On the steep stair I came near falling, and this brought me to myself,
|
|
so that I began at once to see the folly of my conduct. I went, not
|
|
into the street as I had purposed, but to the house court, which was
|
|
always a solitary place, and where I saw my flower (that had cost me
|
|
vastly more than it was worth) hanging in the leafless tree. I stood
|
|
by the side of the canal, and looked upon the ice. Country people went
|
|
by on their skates, and I envied them. I could see no way out of the
|
|
pickle I was in no way so much as to return to the room I had just
|
|
left. No doubt was in my mind but I had now betrayed the secret of my
|
|
feelings; and to make things worse, I had shown at the same time (and
|
|
that with wretched boyishness) incivility to my helpless guest.
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|
|
I suppose she must have seen me from the open window. It did not seem
|
|
to me that I had stood there very long before I heard the crunching of
|
|
footsteps on the frozen snow, and turning somewhat angrily (for I was
|
|
in no spirit to be interrupted) saw Catriona drawing near. She was all
|
|
changed again, to the clocked stockings.
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|
"Are we not to have our walk to-day?" said she.
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|
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I was looking at her in a maze. "Where is your brooch?" says I.
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|
|
She carried her hand to her bosom and coloured high. "I will have
|
|
forgotten it," said she. "I will run upstairs for it quick, and then
|
|
surely we'll can have our walk?"
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|
|
There was a note of pleading in that last that staggered me; I had
|
|
neither words nor voice to utter them; I could do no more than nod by
|
|
way of answer; and the moment she had left me, climbed into the tree
|
|
and recovered my flower, which on her return I offered her.
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|
|
"I bought it for you, Catriona," said I.
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|
|
She fixed it in the midst of her bosom with the brooch, I could have
|
|
thought tenderly.
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|
|
"It is none the better of my handling," said I again, and blushed.
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|
|
"I will be liking it none the worse, you may be sure of that," said
|
|
she.
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|
|
We did not speak so much that day; she seemed a thought on the reserve,
|
|
though not unkindly. As for me, all the time of our walking, and after
|
|
we came home, and I had seen her put my flower into a pot of water, I
|
|
was thinking to myself what puzzles women were. I was thinking, the
|
|
one moment, it was the most stupid thing on earth she should not have
|
|
perceived my love; and the next, that she had certainly perceived it
|
|
long ago, and (being a wise girl with the fine female instinct of
|
|
propriety) concealed her knowledge.
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|
|
We had our walk daily. Out in the streets I felt more safe; I relaxed
|
|
a little in my guardedness; and for one thing, there was no Heineccius.
|
|
This made these periods not only a relief to myself, but a particular
|
|
pleasure to my poor child. When I came back about the hour appointed,
|
|
I would generally find her ready dressed, and glowing with
|
|
anticipation. She would prolong their duration to the extreme, seeming
|
|
to dread (as I did myself) the hour of the return; and there is scarce
|
|
a field or waterside near Leyden, scarce a street or lane there, where
|
|
we have not lingered. Outside of these, I bade her confine herself
|
|
entirely to our lodgings; this in the fear of her encountering any
|
|
acquaintance, which would have rendered our position very difficult.
|
|
From the same apprehension I would never suffer her to attend church,
|
|
nor even go myself; but made some kind of shift to hold worship
|
|
privately in our own chamber - I hope with an honest, but I am quite
|
|
sure with a very much divided mind. Indeed, there was scarce anything
|
|
that more affected me, than thus to kneel down alone with her before
|
|
God like man and wife.
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|
|
One day it was snowing downright hard. I had thought it not possible
|
|
that we should venture forth, and was surprised to find her waiting for
|
|
me ready dressed.
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|
|
"I will not be doing without my walk," she cried. "You are never a
|
|
good boy, Davie, in the house; I will never be caring for you only in
|
|
the open air. I think we two will better turn Egyptian and dwell by
|
|
the roadside."
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|
|
That was the best walk yet of all of them; she clung near to me in the
|
|
falling snow; it beat about and melted on us, and the drops stood upon
|
|
her bright cheeks like tears and ran into her smiling mouth. Strength
|
|
seemed to come upon me with the sight like a giant's; I thought I could
|
|
have caught her up and run with her into the uttermost places in the
|
|
earth; and we spoke together all that time beyond belief for freedom
|
|
and sweetness.
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|
|
It was the dark night when we came to the house door. She pressed my
|
|
arm upon her bosom. "Thank you kindly for these same good hours," said
|
|
she, on a deep note of her voice.
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|
|
The concern in which I fell instantly on this address, put me with the
|
|
same swiftness on my guard; and we were no sooner in the chamber, and
|
|
the light made, than she beheld the old, dour, stubborn countenance of
|
|
the student of Heineccius. Doubtless she was more than usually hurt;
|
|
and I know for myself, I found it more than usually difficult to
|
|
maintain any strangeness. Even at the meal, I durst scarce unbuckle
|
|
and scarce lift my eyes to her; and it was no sooner over than I fell
|
|
again to my civilian, with more seeming abstraction and less
|
|
understanding than before. Methought, as I read, I could hear my heart
|
|
strike like an eight-day clock. Hard as I feigned to study, there was
|
|
still some of my eyesight that spilled beyond the book upon Catriona.
|
|
She sat on the floor by the side of my great mail, and the chimney
|
|
lighted her up, and shone and blinked upon her, and made her glow and
|
|
darken through a wonder of fine hues. Now she would be gazing in the
|
|
fire, and then again at me; and at that I would be plunged in a terror
|
|
of myself, and turn the pages of Heineccius like a man looking for the
|
|
text in church.
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Suddenly she called out aloud. "O, why does not my father come?" she
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cried, and fell at once into a storm of tears.
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I leaped up, flung Heineccius fairly in the fire, ran to her side, and
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cast an arm around her sobbing body.
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She put me from her sharply, "You do not love your friend," says she.
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"I could be so happy too, if you would let me!" And then, "O, what
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will I have done that you should hate me so?"
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"Hate you!" cries I, and held her firm. "You blind less, can you not
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see a little in my wretched heart? Do you not think when I sit there,
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reading in that fool-book that I have just burned and be damned to it,
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I take ever the least thought of any stricken thing but just yourself?
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Night after night I could have grat to see you sitting there your lone.
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And what was I to do? You are here under my honour; would you punish
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me for that? Is it for that that you would spurn a loving servant?"
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At the word, with a small, sudden motion, she clung near to me. I
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raised her face to mine, I kissed it, and she bowed her brow upon my
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bosom, clasping me tight. I saw in a mere whirl like a man drunken.
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Then I heard her voice sound very small and muffled in my clothes.
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"Did you kiss her truly?" she asked.
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There went through me so great a heave of surprise that I was all shook
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with it.
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"Miss Grant?" I cried, all in a disorder. "Yes, I asked her to kiss me
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good-bye, the which she did."
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"Ah, well!" said she, "you have kissed me too, at all events."
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At the strangeness and sweetness of that word, I saw where we had
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fallen; rose, and set her on her feet.
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"This will never do," said I. "This will never, never do. O Catrine,
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Catrine!" Then there came a pause in which I was debarred from any
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speaking. And then, "Go away to your bed," said I. "Go away to your
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bed and leave me."
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She turned to obey me like a child, and the next I knew of it, had
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stopped in the very doorway.
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"Good night, Davie!" said she.
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"And O, good night, my love!" I cried, with a great outbreak of my
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soul, and caught her to me again, so that it seemed I must have broken
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her. The next moment I had thrust her from the room, shut to the door
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even with violence, and stood alone.
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The milk was spilt now, the word was out and the truth told. I had
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crept like an untrusty man into the poor maid's affections; she was in
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my hand like any frail, innocent thing to make or mar; and what weapon
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of defence was left me? It seemed like a symbol that Heineccius, my
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old protection, was now burned. I repented, yet could not find it in
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my heart to blame myself for that great failure. It seemed not
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possible to have resisted the boldness of her innocence or that last
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temptation of her weeping. And all that I had to excuse me did but
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make my sin appear the greater - it was upon a nature so defenceless,
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and with such advantages of the position, that I seemed to have
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practised.
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What was to become of us now? It seemed we could no longer dwell in
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the one place. But where was I to go? or where she? Without either
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choice or fault of ours, life had conspired to wall us together in that
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narrow place. I had a wild thought of marrying out of hand; and the
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next moment put it from me with revolt. She was a child, she could not
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tell her own heart; I had surprised her weakness, I must never go on to
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build on that surprisal; I must keep her not only clear of reproach,
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but free as she had come to me.
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Down I sat before the fire, and reflected, and repented, and beat my
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brains in vain for any means of escape. About two of the morning,
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there were three red embers left and the house and all the city was
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asleep, when I was aware of a small sound of weeping in the next room.
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She thought that I slept, the poor soul; she regretted her weakness -
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and what perhaps (God help her!) she called her forwardness - and in
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the dead of the night solaced herself with tears. Tender and bitter
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feelings, love and penitence and pity, struggled in my soul; it seemed
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I was under bond to heal that weeping.
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"O, try to forgive me!" I cried out, "try, try to forgive me. Let us
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forget it all, let us try if we'll no can forget it!"
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There came no answer, but the sobbing ceased. I stood a long while
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with my hands still clasped as I had spoken; then the cold of the night
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laid hold upon me with a shudder, and I think my reason reawakened.
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"You can make no hand of this, Davie," thinks I. "To bed with you like
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a wise lad, and try if you can sleep. To-morrow you may see your way."
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CHAPTER XXV - THE RETURN OF JAMES MORE
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I WAS called on the morrow out of a late and troubled slumber by a
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knocking on my door, ran to open it, and had almost swooned with the
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contrariety of my feelings, mostly painful; for on the threshold, in a
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rough wraprascal and an extraordinary big laced hat, there stood James
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More.
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I ought to have been glad perhaps without admixture, for there was a
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sense in which the man came like an answer to prayer. I had been
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saying till my head was weary that Catriona and I must separate, and
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looking till my head ached for any possible means of separation. Here
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were the means come to me upon two legs, and joy was the hindmost of my
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thoughts. It is to be considered, however, that even if the weight of
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the future were lifted off me by the man's arrival, the present heaved
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up the more black and menacing; so that, as I first stood before him in
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my shirt and breeches, I believe I took a leaping step backward like a
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person shot.
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"Ah," said he, "I have found you, Mr, Balfour." And offered me his
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large, fine hand, the which (recovering at the same time my post in the
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doorway, as if with some thought of resistance) I took him by
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doubtfully. "It is a remarkable circumstance how our affairs appear to
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intermingle," he continued. "I am owing you an apology for an
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unfortunate intrusion upon yours, which I suffered myself to be
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entrapped into by my confidence in that false-face, Prestongrange; I
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think shame to own to you that I was ever trusting to a lawyer." He
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shrugged his shoulders with a very French air. "But indeed the man is
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very plausible," says he. "And now it seems that you have busied
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yourself handsomely in the matter of my daughter, for whose direction I
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was remitted to yourself."
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"I think, sir," said I, with a very painful air, "that it will be
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necessary we two should have an explanation."
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"There is nothing amiss?" he asked. "My agent, Mr. Sprott - "
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"For God's sake moderate your voice!" I cried. "She must not hear till
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we have had an explanation."
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"She is in this place?" cries he.
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"That is her chamber door," said I.
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"You are here with her alone?" he asked.
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"And who else would I have got to stay with us?" cries I.
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I will do him the justice to admit that he turned pale.
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"This is very unusual," said he. "This is a very unusual circumstance.
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You are right, we must hold an explanation."
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So saying he passed me by, and I must own the tall old rogue appeared
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at that moment extraordinary dignified. He had now, for the first
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time, the view of my chamber, which I scanned (I may say) with his
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eyes. A bit of morning sun glinted in by the window pane, and showed
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it off; my bed, my mails, and washing dish, with some disorder of my
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clothes, and the unlighted chimney, made the only plenishing; no
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mistake but it looked bare and cold, and the most unsuitable, beggarly
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place conceivable to harbour a young lady. At the same time came in on
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my mind the recollection of the clothes that I had bought for her; and
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I thought this contrast of poverty and prodigality bore an ill
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appearance.
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He looked all about the chamber for a seat, and finding nothing else to
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his purpose except my bed, took a place upon the side of it; where,
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after I had closed the door, I could not very well avoid joining him.
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For however this extraordinary interview might end, it must pass if
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possible without waking Catriona; and the one thing needful was that we
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should sit close and talk low. But I can scarce picture what a pair we
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|
made; he in his great coat which the coldness of my chamber made
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extremely suitable; I shivering in my shirt and breeks; he with very
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much the air of a judge; and I (whatever I looked) with very much the
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|
feelings of a man who has heard the last trumpet.
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"Well?" says he.
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And "Well," I began, but found myself unable to go further.
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"You tell me she is here?" said he again, but now with a spice of
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impatience that seemed to brace me up.
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"She is in this house," said I, "and I knew the circumstance would be
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called unusual. But you are to consider how very unusual the whole
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|
business was from the beginning. Here is a young lady landed on the
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coast of Europe with two shillings and a penny halfpenny. She is
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directed to yon man Sprott in Helvoet. I hear you call him your agent.
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All I can say is he could do nothing but damn and swear at the mere
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mention of your name, and I must fee him out of my own pocket even to
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receive the custody of her effects. You speak of unusual
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circumstances, Mr. Drummond, if that be the name you prefer. Here was
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a circumstance, if you like, to which it was barbarity to have exposed
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her."
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"But this is what I cannot understand the least," said James. "My
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daughter was placed into the charge of some responsible persons, whose
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names I have forgot." "Gebbie was the name," said I; "and there is no
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doubt that Mr. Gebbie should have gone ashore with her at Helvoet. But
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he did not, Mr. Drummond; and I think you might praise God that I was
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there to offer in his place."
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"I shall have a word to say to Mr. Gebbie before long," said he. "As
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for yourself, I think it might have occurred that you were somewhat
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young for such a post."
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"But the choice was not between me and somebody else, it was between me
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and nobody," cried I. "Nobody offered in my place, and I must say I
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|
think you show a very small degree of gratitude to me that did."
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"I shall wait until I understand my obligation a little more in the
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particular," says he.
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"Indeed, and I think it stares you in the face, then," said I. "Your
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child was deserted, she was clean flung away in the midst of Europe,
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with scarce two shillings, and not two words of any language spoken
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there: I must say, a bonny business! I brought her to this place. I
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gave her the name and the tenderness due to a sister. All this has not
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|
gone without expense, but that I scarce need to hint at. They were
|
|
services due to the young lady's character which I respect; and I think
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it would be a bonny business too, if I was to be singing her praises to
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her father."
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"You are a young man," he began.
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"So I hear you tell me," said I, with a good deal of heat.
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"You are a very young man," he repeated, "or you would have understood
|
|
the significancy of the step."
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"I think you speak very much at your ease," cried I. "What else was I
|
|
to do? It is a fact I might have hired some decent, poor woman to be a
|
|
third to us, and I declare I never thought of it until this moment!
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|
But where was I to find her, that am a foreigner myself? And let me
|
|
point out to your observation, Mr. Drummond, that it would have cost me
|
|
money out of my pocket. For here is just what it comes to, that I had
|
|
to pay through the nose for your neglect; and there is only the one
|
|
story to it, just that you were so unloving and so careless as to have
|
|
lost your daughter."
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"He that lives in a glass house should not be casting stones," says he;
|
|
"and we will finish inquiring into the behaviour of Miss Drummond
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|
before we go on to sit in judgment on her father."
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"But I will be entrapped into no such attitude," said I. "The
|
|
character of Miss Drummond is far above inquiry, as her father ought to
|
|
know. So is mine, and I am telling you that. There are but the two
|
|
ways of it open. The one is to express your thanks to me as one
|
|
gentleman to another, and to say no more. The other (if you are so
|
|
difficult as to be still dissatisfied) is to pay me, that which I have
|
|
expended and be done."
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|
|
He seemed to soothe me with a hand in the air. "There, there," said
|
|
he. "You go too fast, you go too fast, Mr. Balfour. It is a good
|
|
thing that I have learned to be more patient. And I believe you forget
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|
that I have yet to see my daughter."
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|
|
I began to be a little relieved upon this speech and a change in the
|
|
man's manner that I spied in him as soon as the name of money fell
|
|
between us.
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"I was thinking it would be more fit - if you will excuse the plainness
|
|
of my dressing in your presence - that I should go forth and leave you
|
|
to encounter her alone?" said I.
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|
|
"What I would have looked for at your hands!" says he; and there was no
|
|
mistake but what he said it civilly.
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|
|
I thought this better and better still, and as I began to pull on my
|
|
hose, recalling the man's impudent mendicancy at Prestongrange's, I
|
|
determined to pursue what seemed to be my victory.
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|
"If you have any mind to stay some while in Leyden," said I, "this room
|
|
is very much at your disposal, and I can easy find another for myself:
|
|
in which way we shall have the least amount of flitting possible, there
|
|
being only one to change."
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"Why, sir," said he, making his bosom big, "I think no shame of a
|
|
poverty I have come by in the service of my king; I make no secret that
|
|
my affairs are quite involved; and for the moment, it would be even
|
|
impossible for me to undertake a journey."
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|
"Until you have occasion to communicate with your friends," said I,
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|
"perhaps it might be convenient for you (as of course it would be
|
|
honourable to myself) if you were to regard yourself in the light of my
|
|
guest?"
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"Sir," said he, "when an offer is frankly made, I think I honour myself
|
|
most to imitate that frankness. Your hand, Mr. David; you have the
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|
character that I respect the most; you are one of those from whom a
|
|
gentleman can take a favour and no more words about it. I am an old
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|
soldier," he went on, looking rather disgusted-like around my chamber,
|
|
"and you need not fear I shall prove burthensome. I have ate too often
|
|
at a dyke-side, drank of the ditch, and had no roof but the rain."
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"I should be telling you," said I, "that our breakfasts are sent
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|
customarily in about this time of morning. I propose I should go now
|
|
to the tavern, and bid them add a cover for yourself and delay the meal
|
|
the matter of an hour, which will give you an interval to meet your
|
|
daughter in."
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Methought his nostrils wagged at this. "O, an hour" says he. "That is
|
|
perhaps superfluous. Half an hour, Mr. David, or say twenty minutes; I
|
|
shall do very well in that. And by the way," he adds, detaining me by
|
|
the coat, "what is it you drink in the morning, whether ale or wine?"
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|
|
"To be frank with you, sir," says I, "I drink nothing else but spare,
|
|
cold water."
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"Tut-tut," says he, "that is fair destruction to the stomach, take an
|
|
old campaigner's word for it. Our country spirit at home is perhaps
|
|
the most entirely wholesome; but as that is not come-at-able, Rhenish
|
|
or a white wine of Burgundy will be next best."
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"I shall make it my business to see you are supplied," said I.
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"Why, very good," said he, "and we shall make a man of you yet, Mr.
|
|
David."
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|
|
By this time, I can hardly say that I was minding him at all, beyond an
|
|
odd thought of the kind of father-in-law that he was like to prove; and
|
|
all my cares centred about the lass his daughter, to whom I determined
|
|
to convey some warning of her visitor. I stepped to the door
|
|
accordingly, and cried through the panels, knocking thereon at the same
|
|
time: "Miss Drummond, here is your father come at last."
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With that I went forth upon my errand, having (by two words)
|
|
extraordinarily damaged my affairs.
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CHAPTER XXVI - THE THREESOME
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|
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WHETHER or not I was to be so much blamed, or rather perhaps pitied, I
|
|
must leave others to judge. My shrewdness (of which I have a good
|
|
deal, too) seems not so great with the ladies. No doubt, at the moment
|
|
when I awaked her, I was thinking a good deal of the effect upon James
|
|
More; and similarly when I returned and we were all sat down to
|
|
breakfast, I continued to behave to the young lady with deference and
|
|
distance; as I still think to have been most wise. Her father had cast
|
|
doubts upon the innocence of my friendship; and these, it was my first
|
|
business to allay. But there is a kind of an excuse for Catriona also.
|
|
We had shared in a scene of some tenderness and passion, and given and
|
|
received caresses: I had thrust her from me with violence; I had
|
|
called aloud upon her in the night from the one room to the other; she
|
|
had passed hours of wakefulness and weeping; and it is not to be
|
|
supposed I had been absent from her pillow thoughts. Upon the back of
|
|
this, to be awaked, with unaccustomed formality, under the name of Miss
|
|
Drummond, and to be thenceforth used with a great deal of distance and
|
|
respect, led her entirely in error on my private sentiments; and she
|
|
was indeed so incredibly abused as to imagine me repentant and trying
|
|
to draw off!
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|
|
The trouble betwixt us seems to have been this: that whereas I (since
|
|
I had first set eyes on his great hat) thought singly of James More,
|
|
his return and suspicions, she made so little of these that I may say
|
|
she scarce remarked them, and all her troubles and doings regarded what
|
|
had passed between us in the night before. This is partly to be
|
|
explained by the innocence and boldness of her character; and partly
|
|
because James More, having sped so ill in his interview with me, or had
|
|
his mouth closed by my invitation, said no word to her upon the
|
|
subject. At the breakfast, accordingly, it soon appeared we were at
|
|
cross purposes. I had looked to find her in clothes of her own: I
|
|
found her (as if her father were forgotten) wearing some of the best
|
|
that I had bought for her, and which she knew (or thought) that I
|
|
admired her in. I had looked to find her imitate my affectation of
|
|
distance, and be most precise and formal; instead I found her flushed
|
|
and wild-like, with eyes extraordinary bright, and a painful and
|
|
varying expression, calling me by name with a sort of appeal of
|
|
tenderness, and referring and deferring to my thoughts and wishes like
|
|
an anxious or a suspected wife.
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|
|
But this was not for long. As I behold her so regardless of her own
|
|
interests, which I had jeopardised and was now endeavouring to recover,
|
|
I redoubled my own coldness in the manner of a lesson to the girl. The
|
|
more she came forward, the farther I drew back; the more she betrayed
|
|
the closeness of our intimacy, the more pointedly civil I became, until
|
|
even her father (if he had not been so engrossed with eating) might
|
|
have observed the opposition. In the midst of which, of a sudden, she
|
|
became wholly changed, and I told myself, with a good deal of relief,
|
|
that she had took the hint at last.
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|
|
All day I was at my classes or in quest of my new lodging; and though
|
|
the hour of our customary walk hung miserably on my hands, I cannot say
|
|
but I was happy on the whole to find my way cleared, the girl again in
|
|
proper keeping, the father satisfied or at least acquiescent, and
|
|
myself free to prosecute my love with honour. At supper, as at all our
|
|
meals, it was James More that did the talking. No doubt but he talked
|
|
well if anyone could have believed him. But I will speak of him
|
|
presently more at large. The meal at an end, he rose, got his great
|
|
coat, and looking (as I thought) at me, observed he had affairs abroad.
|
|
I took this for a hint that I was to be going also, and got up;
|
|
whereupon the girl, who had scarce given me greeting at my entrance,
|
|
turned her eyes upon me wide open with a look that bade me stay. I
|
|
stood between them like a fish out of water, turning from one to the
|
|
other; neither seemed to observe me, she gazing on the floor, he
|
|
buttoning his coat: which vastly swelled my embarrassment. This
|
|
appearance of indifference argued, upon her side, a good deal of anger
|
|
very near to burst out. Upon his, I thought it horribly alarming; I
|
|
made sure there was a tempest brewing there; and considering that to be
|
|
the chief peril, turned towards him and put myself (so to speak) in the
|
|
man's hands.
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|
|
"Can I do anything for YOU, Mr. Drummond?" says I.
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|
|
He stifled a yawn, which again I thought to be duplicity. "Why, Mr.
|
|
David," said he, "since you are so obliging as to propose it, you might
|
|
show me the way to a certain tavern" (of which he gave the name) "where
|
|
I hope to fall in with some old companions in arms."
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|
|
There was no more to say, and I got my hat and cloak to bear him
|
|
company.
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|
|
"And as for you," say he to his daughter, "you had best go to your bed.
|
|
I shall be late home, and EARLY TO BED AND EARLY TO RISE, GARS BONNY
|
|
LASSES HAVE BRIGHT EYES."
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|
|
|
Whereupon he kissed her with a good deal of tenderness, and ushered me
|
|
before him from the door. This was so done (I thought on purpose) that
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it was scarce possible there should be any parting salutation; but I
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observed she did not look at me, and set it down to terror of James
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More.
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It was some distance to that tavern. He talked all the way of matters
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which did not interest me the smallest, and at the door dismissed me
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with empty manners. Thence I walked to my new lodging, where I had not
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so much as a chimney to hold me warm, and no society but my own
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thoughts. These were still bright enough; I did not so much as dream
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that Catriona was turned against me; I thought we were like folk
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pledged; I thought we had been too near and spoke too warmly to be
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severed, least of all by what were only steps in a most needful policy.
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And the chief of my concern was only the kind of father-in-law that I
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was getting, which was not at all the kind I would have chosen: and
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the matter of how soon I ought to speak to him, which was a delicate
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point on several sides. In the first place, when I thought how young I
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was I blushed all over, and could almost have found it in my heart to
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have desisted; only that if once I let them go from Leyden without
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explanation, I might lose her altogether. And in the second place,
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there was our very irregular situation to be kept in view, and the
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rather scant measure of satisfaction I had given James More that
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morning. I concluded, on the whole, that delay would not hurt
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anything, yet I would not delay too long neither; and got to my cold
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bed with a full heart.
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The next day, as James More seemed a little on the complaining hand in
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the matter of my chamber, I offered to have in more furniture; and
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coming in the afternoon, with porters bringing chairs and tables, found
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the girl once more left to herself. She greeted me on my admission
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civilly, but withdrew at once to her own room, of which she shut the
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door. I made my disposition, and paid and dismissed the men so that
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she might hear them go, when I supposed she would at once come forth
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again to speak to me. I waited yet awhile, then knocked upon her door.
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"Catriona!" said I.
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The door was opened so quickly, even before I had the word out, that I
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thought she must have stood behind it listening. She remained there in
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the interval quite still; but she had a look that I cannot put a name
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on, as of one in a bitter trouble.
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"Are we not to have our walk to-day either?" so I faltered.
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"I am thanking you," said she. "I will not be caring much to walk, now
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that my father is come home."
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"But I think he has gone out himself and left you here alone," said I.
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"And do you think that was very kindly said?" she asked.
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"It was not unkindly meant," I replied. "What ails you, Catriona?
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What have I done to you that you should turn from me like this?"
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"I do not turn from you at all," she said, speaking very carefully. "I
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will ever be grateful to my friend that was good to me; I will ever be
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his friend in all that I am able. But now that my father James More is
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come again, there is a difference to be made, and I think there are
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some things said and done that would be better to be forgotten. But I
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will ever be your friend in all that I am able, and if that is not all
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that . . . . if it is not so much . . . . Not that you will be caring!
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But I would not have you think of me too hard. It was true what you
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said to me, that I was too young to be advised, and I am hoping you
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will remember I was just a child. I would not like to lose your
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friendship, at all events."
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She began this very pale; but before she was done, the blood was in her
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face like scarlet, so that not her words only, but her face and the
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trembling of her very hands, besought me to be gentle. I saw, for the
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first time, how very wrong I had done to place the child in that
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position, where she had been entrapped into a moment's weakness, and
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now stood before me like a person shamed.
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"Miss Drummond," I said, and stuck, and made the same beginning once
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again, "I wish you could see into my heart," I cried. "You would read
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there that my respect is undiminished. If that were possible, I should
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say it was increased. This is but the result of the mistake we made;
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and had to come; and the less said of it now the better. Of all of our
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life here, I promise you it shall never pass my lips; I would like to
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promise you too that I would never think of it, but it's a memory that
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will be always dear to me. And as for a friend, you have one here that
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would die for you."
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"I am thanking you," said she.
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We stood awhile silent, and my sorrow for myself began to get the upper
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hand; for here were all my dreams come to a sad tumble, and my love
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lost, and myself alone again in the world as at the beginning.
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"Well," said I, "we shall be friends always, that's a certain thing.
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But this is a kind of farewell, too: it's a kind of a farewell after
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all; I shall always ken Miss Drummond, but this is a farewell to my
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Catriona."
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I looked at her; I could hardly say I saw her, but she seemed to grow
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great and brighten in my eyes; and with that I suppose I must have lost
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my head, for I called out her name again and made a step at her with my
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hands reached forth.
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She shrank back like a person struck, her face flamed; but the blood
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sprang no faster up into her cheeks, than what it flowed back upon my
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own heart, at sight of it, with penitence and concern. I found no
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words to excuse myself, but bowed before her very deep, and went my
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ways out of the house with death in my bosom.
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I think it was about five days that followed without any change. I saw
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her scarce ever but at meals, and then of course in the company of
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James More. If we were alone even for a moment, I made it my devoir to
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behave the more distantly and to multiply respectful attentions, having
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always in my mind's eye that picture of the girl shrinking and flaming
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in a blush, and in my heart more pity for her than I could depict in
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words. I was sorry enough for myself, I need not dwell on that, having
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fallen all my length and more than all my height in a few seconds; but,
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|
indeed, I was near as sorry for the girl, and sorry enough to be scarce
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angry with her save by fits and starts. Her plea was good; she had
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been placed in an unfair position; if she had deceived herself and me,
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it was no more than was to have been looked for.
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And for another thing she was now very much alone. Her father, when he
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|
was by, was rather a caressing parent; but he was very easy led away by
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|
his affairs and pleasures, neglected her without compunction or remark,
|
|
spent his nights in taverns when he had the money, which was more often
|
|
than I could at all account for; and even in the course of these few
|
|
days, failed once to come to a meal, which Catriona and I were at last
|
|
compelled to partake of without him. It was the evening meal, and I
|
|
left immediately that I had eaten, observing I supposed she would
|
|
prefer to be alone; to which she agreed and (strange as it may seem) I
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quite believed her. Indeed, I thought myself but an eyesore to the
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|
girl, and a reminder of a moment's weakness that she now abhorred to
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|
think of. So she must sit alone in that room where she and I had been
|
|
so merry, and in the blink of that chimney whose light had shone upon
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our many difficult and tender moments. There she must sit alone, and
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|
think of herself as of a maid who had most unmaidenly proffered her
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|
affections and had the same rejected. And in the meanwhile I would be
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|
alone some other place, and reading myself (whenever I was tempted to
|
|
be angry) lessons upon human frailty and female delicacy. And
|
|
altogether I suppose there were never two poor fools made themselves
|
|
more unhappy in a greater misconception.
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As for James, he paid not so much heed to us, or to anything in nature
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|
but his pocket, and his belly, and his own prating talk. Before twelve
|
|
hours were gone he had raised a small loan of me; before thirty, he had
|
|
asked for a second and been refused. Money and refusal he took with
|
|
the same kind of high good nature. Indeed, he had an outside air of
|
|
magnanimity that was very well fitted to impose upon a daughter; and
|
|
the light in which he was constantly presented in his talk, and the
|
|
man's fine presence and great ways went together pretty harmoniously.
|
|
So that a man that had no business with him, and either very little
|
|
penetration or a furious deal of prejudice, might almost have been
|
|
taken in. To me, after my first two interviews, he was as plain as
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|
print; I saw him to be perfectly selfish, with a perfect innocency in
|
|
the same; and I would hearken to his swaggering talk (of arms, and "an
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|
old soldier," and "a poor Highland gentleman," and "the strength of my
|
|
country and my friends") as I might to the babbling of a parrot.
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|
The odd thing was that I fancy he believed some part of it himself, or
|
|
did at times; I think he was so false all through that he scarce knew
|
|
when he was lying; and for one thing, his moments of dejection must
|
|
have been wholly genuine. There were times when he would be the most
|
|
silent, affectionate, clinging creature possible, holding Catriona's
|
|
hand like a big baby, and begging of me not to leave if I had any love
|
|
to him; of which, indeed, I had none, but all the more to his daughter.
|
|
He would press and indeed beseech us to entertain him with our talk, a
|
|
thing very difficult in the state of our relations; and again break
|
|
forth in pitiable regrets for his own land and friends, or into Gaelic
|
|
singing.
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|
|
|
"This is one of the melancholy airs of my native land," he would say.
|
|
"You may think it strange to see a soldier weep, and indeed it is to
|
|
make a near friend of you," says he. "But the notes of this singing
|
|
are in my blood, and the words come out of my heart. And when I mind
|
|
upon my red mountains and the wild birds calling there, and the brave
|
|
streams of water running down, I would scarce think shame to weep
|
|
before my enemies." Then he would sing again, and translate to me
|
|
pieces of the song, with a great deal of boggling and much expressed
|
|
contempt against the English language. "It says here," he would say,
|
|
"that the sun is gone down, and the battle is at an end, and the brave
|
|
chiefs are defeated. And it tells here how the stars see them fleeing
|
|
into strange countries or lying dead on the red mountain; and they will
|
|
never more shout the call of battle or wash their feet in the streams
|
|
of the valley. But if you had only some of this language, you would
|
|
weep also because the words of it are beyond all expression, and it is
|
|
mere mockery to tell you it in English."
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|
|
|
Well, I thought there was a good deal of mockery in the business, one
|
|
way and another; and yet, there was some feeling too, for which I hated
|
|
him, I think, the worst of all. And it used to cut me to the quick to
|
|
see Catriona so much concerned for the old rogue, and weeping herself
|
|
to see him weep, when I was sure one half of his distress flowed from
|
|
his last night's drinking in some tavern. There were times when I was
|
|
tempted to lend him a round sum, and see the last of him for good; but
|
|
this would have been to see the last of Catriona as well, for which I
|
|
was scarcely so prepared; and besides, it went against my conscience to
|
|
squander my good money on one who was so little of a husband.
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|
CHAPTER XXVII - A TWOSOME
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I BELIEVE it was about the fifth day, and I know at least that James
|
|
was in one of his fits of gloom, when I received three letters. The
|
|
first was from Alan, offering to visit me in Leyden; the other two were
|
|
out of Scotland and prompted by the same affair, which was the death of
|
|
my uncle and my own complete accession to my rights. Rankeillor's was,
|
|
of course, wholly in the business view; Miss Grant's was like herself,
|
|
a little more witty than wise, full of blame to me for not having
|
|
written (though how was I to write with such intelligence?) and of
|
|
rallying talk about Catriona, which it cut me to the quick to read in
|
|
her very presence.
|
|
|
|
For it was of course in my own rooms that I found them, when I came to
|
|
dinner, so that I was surprised out of my news in the very first moment
|
|
of reading it. This made a welcome diversion for all three of us, nor
|
|
could any have foreseen the ill consequences that ensued. It was
|
|
accident that brought the three letters the same day, and that gave
|
|
them into my hand in the same room with James More; and of all the
|
|
events that flowed from that accident, and which I might have prevented
|
|
if I had held my tongue, the truth is that they were preordained before
|
|
Agricola came into Scotland or Abraham set out upon his travels.
|
|
|
|
The first that I opened was naturally Alan's; and what more natural
|
|
than that I should comment on his design to visit me? but I observed
|
|
James to sit up with an air of immediate attention.
|
|
|
|
"Is that not Alan Breck that was suspected of the Appin accident?" he
|
|
inquired.
|
|
|
|
I told him, "Ay," it was the same; and he withheld me some time from my
|
|
other letters, asking of our acquaintance, of Alan's manner of life in
|
|
France, of which I knew very little, and further of his visit as now
|
|
proposed.
|
|
|
|
"All we forfeited folk hang a little together," he explained, "and
|
|
besides I know the gentleman: and though his descent is not the thing,
|
|
and indeed he has no true right to use the name of Stewart, he was very
|
|
much admired in the day of Drummossie. He did there like a soldier; if
|
|
some that need not be named had done as well, the upshot need not have
|
|
been so melancholy to remember. There were two that did their best
|
|
that day, and it makes a bond between the pair of us," says he.
|
|
|
|
I could scarce refrain from shooting out my tongue at him, and could
|
|
almost have wished that Alan had been there to have inquired a little
|
|
further into that mention of his birth. Though, they tell me, the same
|
|
was indeed not wholly regular.
|
|
|
|
Meanwhile, I had opened Miss Grant's, and could not withhold an
|
|
exclamation.
|
|
|
|
"Catriona," I cried, forgetting, the first time since her father was
|
|
arrived, to address her by a handle, "I am come into my kingdom fairly,
|
|
I am the laird of Shaws indeed - my uncle is dead at last."
|
|
|
|
She clapped her hands together leaping from her seat. The next moment
|
|
it must have come over both of us at once what little cause of joy was
|
|
left to either, and we stood opposite, staring on each other sadly.
|
|
|
|
But James showed himself a ready hypocrite. "My daughter," says he,
|
|
"is this how my cousin learned you to behave? Mr. David has lost a new
|
|
friend, and we should first condole with him on his bereavement."
|
|
|
|
"Troth, sir," said I, turning to him in a kind of anger, "I can make no
|
|
such great faces. His death is as blithe news as ever I got."
|
|
|
|
"It's a good soldier's philosophy," says James. "'Tis the way of
|
|
flesh, we must all go, all go. And if the gentleman was so far from
|
|
your favour, why, very well! But we may at least congratulate you on
|
|
your accession to your estates."
|
|
|
|
"Nor can I say that either," I replied, with the same heat. "It is a
|
|
good estate; what matters that to a lone man that has enough already?
|
|
I had a good revenue before in my frugality; and but for the man's
|
|
death - which gratifies me, shame to me that must confess it! - I see
|
|
not how anyone is to be bettered by this change."
|
|
|
|
"Come, come," said he, "you are more affected than you let on, or you
|
|
would never make yourself out so lonely. Here are three letters; that
|
|
means three that wish you well; and I could name two more, here in this
|
|
very chamber. I have known you not so very long, but Catriona, when we
|
|
are alone, is never done with the singing of your praises."
|
|
|
|
She looked up at him, a little wild at that; and he slid off at once
|
|
into another matter, the extent of my estate, which (during the most of
|
|
the dinner time) he continued to dwell upon with interest. But it was
|
|
to no purpose he dissembled; he had touched the matter with too gross a
|
|
hand: and I knew what to expect. Dinner was scarce ate when he
|
|
plainly discovered his designs. He reminded Catriona of an errand, and
|
|
bid her attend to it. "I do not see you should be one beyond the
|
|
hour," he added, "and friend David will be good enough to bear me
|
|
company till you return." She made haste to obey him without words. I
|
|
do not know if she understood, I believe not; but I was completely
|
|
satisfied, and sat strengthening my mind for what should follow.
|
|
|
|
The door had scarce closed behind her departure, when the man leaned
|
|
back in his chair and addressed me with a good affectation of easiness.
|
|
Only the one thing betrayed him, and that was his face; which suddenly
|
|
shone all over with fine points of sweat.
|
|
|
|
"I am rather glad to have a word alone with you," says he, "because in
|
|
our first interview there were some expressions you misapprehended and
|
|
I have long meant to set you right upon. My daughter stands beyond
|
|
doubt. So do you, and I would make that good with my sword against all
|
|
gainsayers. But, my dear David, this world is a censorious place - as
|
|
who should know it better than myself, who have lived ever since the
|
|
days of my late departed father, God sain him! in a perfect spate of
|
|
calumnies? We have to face to that; you and me have to consider of
|
|
that; we have to consider of that." And he wagged his head like a
|
|
minister in a pulpit.
|
|
|
|
"To what effect, Mr. Drummond?" said I. "I would be obliged to you if
|
|
you would approach your point."
|
|
|
|
"Ay, ay," said he, laughing, "like your character, indeed! and what I
|
|
most admire in it. But the point, my worthy fellow, is sometimes in a
|
|
kittle bit." He filled a glass of wine. "Though between you and me,
|
|
that are such fast friends, it need not bother us long. The point, I
|
|
need scarcely tell you, is my daughter. And the first thing is that I
|
|
have no thought in my mind of blaming you. In the unfortunate
|
|
circumstances, what could you do else? 'Deed, and I cannot tell."
|
|
|
|
"I thank you for that," said I, pretty close upon my guard.
|
|
|
|
"I have besides studied your character," he went on; "your talents are
|
|
fair; you seem to have a moderate competence, which does no harm; and
|
|
one thing with another, I am very happy to have to announce to you that
|
|
I have decided on the latter of the two ways open."
|
|
|
|
"I am afraid I am dull," said I. "What ways are these?"
|
|
|
|
He bent his brows upon me formidably and uncrossed his legs. "Why,
|
|
sir," says he, "I think I need scarce describe them to a gentleman of
|
|
your condition; either that I should cut your throat or that you should
|
|
marry my daughter."
|
|
|
|
"You are pleased to be quite plain at last," said I.
|
|
|
|
"And I believe I have been plain from the beginning!" cries he
|
|
robustiously. "I am a careful parent, Mr. Balfour; but I thank God, a
|
|
patient and deleeborate man. There is many a father, sir, that would
|
|
have hirsled you at once either to the altar or the field. My esteem
|
|
for your character - "
|
|
|
|
"Mr. Drummond," I interrupted, "if you have any esteem for me at all, I
|
|
will beg of you to moderate your voice. It is quite needless to rowt
|
|
at a gentleman in the same chamber with yourself and lending you his
|
|
best attention."
|
|
|
|
"Why, very true," says he, with an immediate change. "And you must
|
|
excuse the agitations of a parent."
|
|
|
|
"I understand you then," I continued - "for I will take no note of your
|
|
other alternative, which perhaps it was a pity you let fall - I
|
|
understand you rather to offer me encouragement in case I should desire
|
|
to apply for your daughter's hand?"
|
|
|
|
"It is not possible to express my meaning better," said he, "and I see
|
|
we shall do well together."
|
|
|
|
"That remains to be yet seen," said I. "But so much I need make no
|
|
secret of, that I bear the lady you refer to the most tender affection,
|
|
and I could not fancy, even in a dream, a better fortune than to get
|
|
her."
|
|
|
|
"I was sure of it, I felt certain of you, David," he cried, and reached
|
|
out his hand to me.
|
|
|
|
I put it by. "You go too fast, Mr. Drummond," said I. "There are
|
|
conditions to be made; and there is a difficulty in the path, which I
|
|
see not entirely how we shall come over. I have told you that, upon my
|
|
side, there is no objection to the marriage, but I have good reason to
|
|
believe there will be much on the young lady's."
|
|
|
|
"This is all beside the mark," says he. "I will engage for her
|
|
acceptance."
|
|
|
|
"I think you forget, Mr. Drummond," said I, "that, even in dealing with
|
|
myself, you have been betrayed into two-three unpalatable expressions.
|
|
I will have none such employed to the young lady. I am here to speak
|
|
and think for the two of us; and I give you to understand that I would
|
|
no more let a wife be forced upon myself, than what I would let a
|
|
husband be forced on the young lady."
|
|
|
|
He sat and glowered at me like one in doubt and a good deal of temper.
|
|
|
|
"So that is to be the way of it," I concluded. "I will marry Miss
|
|
Drummond, and that blithely, if she is entirely willing. But if there
|
|
be the least unwillingness, as I have reason to fear - marry her will I
|
|
never."
|
|
|
|
"Well well," said he, "this is a small affair. As soon as she returns
|
|
I will sound her a bit, and hope to reassure you - "
|
|
|
|
But I cut in again. "Not a finger of you, Mr. Drummond, or I cry off,
|
|
and you can seek a husband to your daughter somewhere else," said I.
|
|
"It is I that am to be the only dealer and the only judge. I shall
|
|
satisfy myself exactly; and none else shall anyways meddle - you the
|
|
least of all."
|
|
|
|
"Upon my word, sir!" he exclaimed, "and who are you to be the judge?"
|
|
|
|
"The bridegroom, I believe," said I.
|
|
|
|
"This is to quibble," he cried. "You turn your back upon the fact.
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The girl, my daughter, has no choice left to exercise. Her character
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is gone."
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"And I ask your pardon," said I, "but while this matter lies between
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her and you and me, that is not so."
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"What security have I!" he cried. "Am I to let my daughter's
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reputation depend upon a chance?"
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"You should have thought of all this long ago," said I, "before you
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were so misguided as to lose her; and not afterwards when it is quite
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too late. I refuse to regard myself as any way accountable for your
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neglect, and I will be browbeat by no man living. My mind is quite
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made up, and come what may, I will not depart from it a hair's breadth.
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You and me are to sit here in company till her return: upon which,
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without either word or look from you, she and I are to go forth again
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to hold our talk. If she can satisfy me that she is willing to this
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step, I will then make it; and if she cannot, I will not."
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He leaped out of his chair like a man stung. "I can spy your
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manoeuvre," he cried; "you would work upon her to refuse!"
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"Maybe ay, and maybe no," said I. "That is the way it is to be,
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whatever."
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"And if I refuse?" cries he.
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"Then, Mr. Drummond, it will have to come to the throat-cutting," said
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I.
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What with the size of the man, his great length of arm in which he came
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near rivalling his father, and his reputed skill at weapons, I did not
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use this word without trepidation, to say nothing at all of the
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circumstance that he was Catriona's father. But I might have spared
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myself alarms. From the poorness of my lodging - he does not seem to
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have remarked his daughter's dresses, which were indeed all equally new
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to him - and from the fact that I had shown myself averse to lend, he
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had embraced a strong idea of my poverty. The sudden news of my estate
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convinced him of his error, and he had made but the one bound of it on
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this fresh venture, to which he was now so wedded, that I believe he
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would have suffered anything rather than fall to the alternative of
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fighting.
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A little while longer he continued to dispute with me, until I hit upon
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a word that silenced him.
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"If I find you so averse to let me see the lady by herself," said I, "I
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must suppose you have very good grounds to think me in the right about
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her unwillingness."
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He gabbled some kind of an excuse.
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"But all this is very exhausting to both of our tempers," I added, "and
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I think we would do better to preserve a judicious silence."
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The which we did until the girl returned, and I must suppose would have
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cut a very ridiculous figure had there been any there to view us.
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CHAPTER XXVIII - IN WHICH I AM LEFT ALONE
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I OPENED the door to Catriona and stopped her on the threshold.
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"Your father wishes us to take our walk," said I.
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She looked to James More, who nodded, and at that, like a trained
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soldier, she turned to go with me.
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We took one of our old ways, where we had gone often together, and been
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more happy than I can tell of in the past. I came a half a step
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behind, so that I could watch her unobserved. The knocking of her
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little shoes upon the way sounded extraordinary pretty and sad; and I
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thought it a strange moment that I should be so near both ends of it at
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once, and walk in the midst between two destinies, and could not tell
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whether I was hearing these steps for the last time, or whether the
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sound of them was to go in and out with me till death should part us.
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She avoided even to look at me, only walked before her, like one who
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had a guess of what was coming. I saw I must speak soon before my
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courage was run out, but where to begin I knew not. In this painful
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situation, when the girl was as good as forced into my arms and had
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already besought my forbearance, any excess of pressure must have
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seemed indecent; yet to avoid it wholly would have a very cold-like
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appearance. Between these extremes I stood helpless, and could have
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bit my fingers; so that, when at last I managed to speak at all, it may
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be said I spoke at random.
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"Catriona," said I, "I am in a very painful situation; or rather, so we
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are both; and I would be a good deal obliged to you if you would
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promise to let me speak through first of all, and not to interrupt me
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till I have done."
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She promised me that simply.
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"Well," said I, "this that I have got to say is very difficult, and I
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know very well I have no right to be saying it. After what passed
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between the two of us last Friday, I have no manner of right. We have
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got so ravelled up (and all by my fault) that I know very well the
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least I could do is just to hold my tongue, which was what I intended
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fully, and there was nothing further from my thoughts than to have
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troubled you again. But, my dear, it has become merely necessary, and
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no way by it. You see, this estate of mine has fallen in, which makes
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of me rather a better match; and the - the business would not have
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quite the same ridiculous-like appearance that it would before.
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Besides which, it's supposed that our affairs have got so much ravelled
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up (as I was saying) that it would be better to let them be the way
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they are. In my view, this part of the thing is vastly exagerate, and
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if I were you I would not wear two thoughts on it. Only it's right I
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should mention the same, because there's no doubt it has some influence
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on James More. Then I think we were none so unhappy when we dwelt
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together in this town before. I think we did pretty well together. If
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you would look back, my dear - "
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"I will look neither back nor forward," she interrupted. "Tell me the
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one thing: this is my father's doing?"
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"He approves of it," said I. "He approved I that I should ask your
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hand in marriage," and was going on again with somewhat more of an
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appeal upon her feelings; but she marked me not, and struck into the
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midst.
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"He told you to!" she cried. "It is no sense denying it, you said
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yourself that there was nothing farther from your thoughts. He told
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you to."
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"He spoke of it the first, if that is what you mean," I began.
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She was walking ever the faster, and looking fain in front of her; but
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at this she made a little noise in her head, and I thought she would
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have run.
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"Without which," I went on, "after what you said last Friday, I would
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|
never have been so troublesome as make the offer. But when he as good
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as asked me, what was I to do?"
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She stopped and turned round upon me.
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"Well, it is refused at all events," she cried, "and there will be an
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end of that."
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And she began again to walk forward.
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"I suppose I could expect no better," said I, "but I think you might
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try to be a little kind to me for the last end of it. I see not why
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you should be harsh. I have loved you very well, Catriona - no harm
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|
that I should call you so for the last time. I have done the best that
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|
I could manage, I am trying the same still, and only vexed that I can
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|
do no better. It is a strange thing to me that you can take any
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|
pleasure to be hard to me."
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"I am not thinking of you," she said, "I am thinking of that man, my
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father."
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"Well, and that way, too!" said I. "I can be of use to you that way,
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|
too; I will have to be. It is very needful, my dear, that we should
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|
consult about your father; for the way this talk has gone, an angry man
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|
will be James More."
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She stopped again. "It is because I am disgraced?" she asked.
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"That is what he is thinking," I replied, "but I have told you already
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to make nought of it."
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"It will be all one to me," she cried. "I prefer to be disgraced!"
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I did not know very well what to answer, and stood silent.
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There seemed to be something working in her bosom after that last cry;
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|
presently she broke out, "And what is the meaning of all this? Why is
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|
all this shame loundered on my head? How could you dare it, David
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|
Balfour?"
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"My dear," said I, "what else was I to do?"
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"I am not your dear," she said, "and I defy you to be calling me these
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|
words."
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"I am not thinking of my words," said I. "My heart bleeds for you,
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|
Miss Drummond. Whatever I may say, be sure you have my pity in your
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|
difficult position. But there is just the one thing that I wish you
|
|
would bear in view, if it was only long enough to discuss it quietly;
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|
for there is going to be a collieshangie when we two get home. Take my
|
|
word for it, it will need the two of us to make this matter end in
|
|
peace."
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"Ay," said she. There sprang a patch of red in either of her cheeks.
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|
"Was he for fighting you?" said she.
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"Well, he was that," said I.
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|
She gave a dreadful kind of laugh. "At all events, it is complete!"
|
|
she cried. And then turning on me. "My father and I are a fine pair,"
|
|
said she, "but I am thanking the good God there will be somebody worse
|
|
than what we are. I am thanking the good God that he has let me see
|
|
you so. There will never be the girl made that will not scorn you."
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|
|
|
I had borne a good deal pretty patiently, but this was over the mark.
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|
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|
"You have no right to speak to me like that," said I. "What have I
|
|
done but to be good to you, or try to be? And here is my repayment!
|
|
O, it is too much."
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|
|
|
She kept looking at me with a hateful smile. "Coward!" said she.
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|
|
"The word in your throat and in your father's!" I cried. "I have dared
|
|
him this day already in your interest. I will dare him again, the
|
|
nasty pole-cat; little I care which of us should fall! Come," said I,
|
|
"back to the house with us; let us be done with it, let me be done with
|
|
the whole Hieland crew of you! You will see what you think when I am
|
|
dead."
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|
|
|
She shook her head at me with that same smile I could have struck her
|
|
for.
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|
|
|
"O, smile away!" I cried. "I have seen your bonny father smile on the
|
|
wrong side this day. Not that I mean he was afraid, of course," I
|
|
added hastily, "but he preferred the other way of it."
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|
|
|
"What is this?" she asked.
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|
|
|
"When I offered to draw with him," said I.
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|
|
|
"You offered to draw upon James More!" she cried.
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|
|
|
"And I did so," said I, "and found him backward enough, or how would we
|
|
be here?"
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|
|
|
"There is a meaning upon this," said she. "What is it you are
|
|
meaning?"
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|
|
|
"He was to make you take me," I replied, "and I would not have it. I
|
|
said you should be free, and I must speak with you alone; little I
|
|
supposed it would be such a speaking! 'AND WHAT IF I REFUSE?' said he.
|
|
- 'THEN IT MUST COME TO THE THROAT-CUTTING,' says I, 'FOR I WILL NO
|
|
MORE HAVE A HUSBAND FORCED ON THAT YOUNG LADY, THAN WHAT I WOULD HAVE A
|
|
WIFE FORCED UPON MYSELF.' These were my words, they were a friend's
|
|
words; bonnily have I paid for them! Now you have refused me of your
|
|
own clear free will, and there lives no father in the Highlands, or out
|
|
of them, that can force on this marriage. I will see that your wishes
|
|
are respected; I will make the same my business, as I have all through.
|
|
But I think you might have that decency as to affect some gratitude.
|
|
'Deed, and I thought you knew me better! I have not behaved quite well
|
|
to you, but that was weakness. And to think me a coward, and such a
|
|
coward as that - O, my lass, there was a stab for the last of it!"
|
|
|
|
"Davie, how would I guess?" she cried. "O, this is a dreadful
|
|
business! Me and mine," - she gave a kind of a wretched cry at the
|
|
word - "me and mine are not fit to speak to you. O, I could be
|
|
kneeling down to you in the street, I could be kissing your hands for
|
|
forgiveness!"
|
|
|
|
"I will keep the kisses I have got from you already," cried I. "I will
|
|
keep the ones I wanted and that were something worth; I will not be
|
|
kissed in penitence."
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|
|
|
"What can you be thinking of this miserable girl?" says she.
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|
|
|
"What I am trying to tell you all this while!" said I, "that you had
|
|
best leave me alone, whom you can make no more unhappy if you tried,
|
|
and turn your attention to James More, your father, with whom you are
|
|
like to have a queer pirn to wind."
|
|
|
|
"O, that I must be going out into the world alone with such a man!" she
|
|
cried, and seemed to catch herself in with a great effort. "But
|
|
trouble yourself no more for that," said she. "He does not know what
|
|
kind of nature is in my heart. He will pay me dear for this day of it;
|
|
dear, dear, will he pay."
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|
|
|
She turned, and began to go home and I to accompany her. At which she
|
|
stopped.
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|
|
|
"I will be going alone," she said. "It is alone I must be seeing him."
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|
|
|
Some little time I raged about the streets, and told myself I was the
|
|
worst used lad in Christendom. Anger choked me; it was all very well
|
|
for me to breathe deep; it seemed there was not air enough about Leyden
|
|
to supply me, and I thought I would have burst like a man at the bottom
|
|
of the sea. I stopped and laughed at myself at a street corner a
|
|
minute together, laughing out loud, so that a passenger looked at me,
|
|
which brought me to myself.
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|
|
|
"Well," I thought, "I have been a gull and a ninny and a soft Tommy
|
|
long enough. Time it was done. Here is a good lesson to have nothing
|
|
to do with that accursed sex, that was the ruin of the man in the
|
|
beginning and will be so to the end. God knows I was happy enough
|
|
before ever I saw her; God knows I can be happy enough again when I
|
|
have seen the last of her."
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|
|
|
That seemed to me the chief affair: to see them go. I dwelled upon
|
|
the idea fiercely; and presently slipped on, in a kind of malevolence,
|
|
to consider how very poorly they were likely to fare when Davie Balfour
|
|
was no longer by to be their milk-cow; at which, to my very own great
|
|
surprise, the disposition of my mind turned bottom up. I was still
|
|
angry; I still hated her; and yet I thought I owed it to myself that
|
|
she should suffer nothing.
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|
|
|
This carried me home again at once, where I found the mails drawn out
|
|
and ready fastened by the door, and the father and daughter with every
|
|
mark upon them of a recent disagreement. Catriona was like a wooden
|
|
doll; James More breathed hard, his face was dotted with white spots,
|
|
and his nose upon one side. As soon as I came in, the girl looked at
|
|
him with a steady, clear, dark look that might have been followed by a
|
|
blow. It was a hint that was more contemptuous than a command, and I
|
|
was surprised to see James More accept it. It was plain he had had a
|
|
master talking-to; and I could see there must be more of the devil in
|
|
the girl than I had guessed, and more good humour about the man than I
|
|
had given him the credit of.
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|
|
|
He began, at least, calling me Mr. Balfour, and plainly speaking from a
|
|
lesson; but he got not very far, for at the first pompous swell of his
|
|
voice, Catriona cut in.
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|
|
|
"I will tell you what James More is meaning," said she. "He means we
|
|
have come to you, beggar-folk, and have not behaved to you very well,
|
|
and we are ashamed of our ingratitude and ill-behaviour. Now we are
|
|
wanting to go away and be forgotten; and my father will have guided his
|
|
gear so ill, that we cannot even do that unless you will give us some
|
|
more alms. For that is what we are, at an events, beggar-folk and
|
|
sorners."
|
|
|
|
"By your leave, Miss Drummond," said I, "I must speak to your father by
|
|
myself."
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|
|
|
She went into her own room and shut the door, without a word or a look.
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|
|
|
"You must excuse her, Mr. Balfour," says James More. "She has no
|
|
delicacy."
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|
|
|
"I am not here to discuss that with you," said I, "but to be quit of
|
|
you. And to that end I must talk of your position. Now, Mr. Drummond,
|
|
I have kept the run of your affairs more closely than you bargained
|
|
for. I know you had money of your own when you were borrowing mine. I
|
|
know you have had more since you were here in Leyden, though you
|
|
concealed it even from your daughter."
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|
|
|
"I bid you beware. I will stand no more baiting," he broke out. "I am
|
|
sick of her and you. What kind of a damned trade is this to be a
|
|
parent! I have had expressions used to me - " There he broke off.
|
|
"Sir, this is the heart of a soldier and a parent," he went on again,
|
|
laying his hand on his bosom, "outraged in both characters - and I bid
|
|
you beware."
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|
|
|
"If you would have let me finish," says I, "you would have found I
|
|
spoke for your advantage."
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|
|
|
"My dear friend," he cried, "I know I might have relied upon the
|
|
generosity of your character."
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|
|
|
"Man! will you let me speak?" said I. "The fact is that I cannot win
|
|
to find out if you are rich or poor. But it is my idea that your
|
|
means, as they are mysterious in their source, so they are something
|
|
insufficient in amount; and I do not choose your daughter to be
|
|
lacking. If I durst speak to herself, you may be certain I would never
|
|
dream of trusting it to you; because I know you like the back of my
|
|
hand, and all your blustering talk is that much wind to me. However, I
|
|
believe in your way you do still care something for your daughter after
|
|
all; and I must just be doing with that ground of confidence, such as
|
|
it is."
|
|
|
|
Whereupon, I arranged with him that he was to communicate with me, as
|
|
to his whereabouts and Catriona's welfare, in consideration of which I
|
|
was to serve him a small stipend.
|
|
|
|
He heard the business out with a great deal of eagerness; and when it
|
|
was done, "My dear fellow, my dear son," he cried out, "this is more
|
|
like yourself than any of it yet! I will serve you with a soldier's
|
|
faithfulness - "
|
|
|
|
"Let me hear no more of it!" says I. "You have got me to that pitch
|
|
that the bare name of soldier rises on my stomach. Our traffic is
|
|
settled; I am now going forth and will return in one half-hour, when I
|
|
expect to find my chambers purged of you."
|
|
|
|
I gave them good measure of time; it was my one fear that I might see
|
|
Catriona again, because tears and weakness were ready in my heart, and
|
|
I cherished my anger like a piece of dignity. Perhaps an hour went by;
|
|
the sun had gone down, a little wisp of a new moon was following it
|
|
across a scarlet sunset; already there were stars in the east, and in
|
|
my chambers, when at last I entered them, the night lay blue. I lit a
|
|
taper and reviewed the rooms; in the first there remained nothing so
|
|
much as to awake a memory of those who were gone; but in the second, in
|
|
a corner of the floor, I spied a little heap that brought my heart into
|
|
my mouth. She had left behind at her departure all that she had ever
|
|
had of me. It was the blow that I felt sorest, perhaps because it was
|
|
the last; and I fell upon that pile of clothing and behaved myself more
|
|
foolish than I care to tell of.
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|
|
|
Late in the night, in a strict frost, and my teeth chattering, I came
|
|
again by some portion of my manhood and considered with myself. The
|
|
sight of these poor frocks and ribbons, and her shifts, and the clocked
|
|
stockings, was not to be endured; and if I were to recover any
|
|
constancy of mind, I saw I must be rid of them ere the morning. It was
|
|
my first thought to have made a fire and burned them; but my
|
|
disposition has always been opposed to wastery, for one thing; and for
|
|
another, to have burned these things that she had worn so close upon
|
|
her body seemed in the nature of a cruelty. There was a corner
|
|
cupboard in that chamber; there I determined to bestow them. The which
|
|
I did and made it a long business, folding them with very little skill
|
|
indeed but the more care; and sometimes dropping them with my tears.
|
|
All the heart was gone out of me, I was weary as though I had run
|
|
miles, and sore like one beaten; when, as I was folding a kerchief that
|
|
she wore often at her neck, I observed there was a corner neatly cut
|
|
from it. It was a kerchief of a very pretty hue, on which I had
|
|
frequently remarked; and once that she had it on, I remembered telling
|
|
her (by way of a banter) that she wore my colours. There came a glow
|
|
of hope and like a tide of sweetness in my bosom; and the next moment I
|
|
was plunged back in a fresh despair. For there was the corner crumpled
|
|
in a knot and cast down by itself in another part of the floor.
|
|
|
|
But when I argued with myself, I grew more hopeful. She had cut that
|
|
corner off in some childish freak that was manifestly tender; that she
|
|
had cast it away again was little to he wondered at; and I was inclined
|
|
to dwell more upon the first than upon the second, and to be more
|
|
pleased that she had ever conceived the idea of that keepsake, than
|
|
concerned because she had flung it from her in an hour of natural
|
|
resentment.
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER XXIX - WE MEET IN DUNKIRK.
|
|
|
|
ALTOGETHER, then, I was scare so miserable the next days but what I had
|
|
many hopeful and happy snatches; threw myself with a good deal of
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constancy upon my studies; and made out to endure the time till Alan
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should arrive, or I might hear word of Catriona by the means of James
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More. I had altogether three letters in the time of our separation.
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One was to announce their arrival in the town of Dunkirk in France,
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from which place James shortly after started alone upon a private
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mission. This was to England and to see Lord Holderness; and it has
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always been a bitter thought that my good money helped to pay the
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charges of the same. But he has need of a long spoon who soups with
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the de'il, or James More either. During this absence, the time was to
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fall due for another letter; and as the letter was the condition of his
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stipend, he had been so careful as to prepare it beforehand and leave
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it with Catriona to be despatched. The fact of our correspondence
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aroused her suspicions, and he was no sooner gone than she had burst
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the seal. What I received began accordingly in the writing of James
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More:
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"My dear Sir, - Your esteemed favour came to hand duly, and I have to
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acknowledge the inclosure according to agreement. It shall be all
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faithfully expended on my daughter, who is well, and desires to be
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remembered to her dear friend. I find her in rather a melancholy
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disposition, but trust in the mercy of God to see her re-established.
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Our manner of life is very much alone, but we solace ourselves with the
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melancholy tunes of our native mountains, and by walking up the margin
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of the sea that lies next to Scotland. It was better days with me when
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I lay with five wounds upon my body on the field of Gladsmuir. I have
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found employment here in the HARAS of a French nobleman, where my
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experience is valued. But, my dear Sir, the wages are so exceedingly
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unsuitable that I would be ashamed to mention them, which makes your
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remittances the more necessary to my daughter's comfort, though I
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daresay the sight of old friends would be still better.
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"My dear Sir,
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"Your affectionate, obedient servant,
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"JAMES MACGREGOR DRUMMOND."
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Below it began again in the hand of Catriona:-
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"Do not be believing him, it is all lies together, - C. M. D."
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Not only did she add this postscript, but I think she must have come
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near suppressing the letter; for it came long after date, and was
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closely followed by the third. In the time betwixt them, Alan had
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arrived, and made another life to me with his merry conversation; I had
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been presented to his cousin of the Scots-Dutch, a man that drank more
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than I could have thought possible and was not otherwise of interest; I
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had been entertained to many jovial dinners and given some myself, all
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with no great change upon my sorrow; and we two (by which I mean Alan
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and myself, and not at all the cousin) had discussed a good deal the
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nature of my relations with James More and his daughter. I was
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naturally diffident to give particulars; and this disposition was not
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anyway lessened by the nature of Alan's commentary upon those I gave.
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"I cannae make heed nor tail of it," he would say, "but it sticks in my
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mind ye've made a gowk of yourself. There's few people that has had
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more experience than Alan Breck: and I can never call to mind to have
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heard tell of a lassie like this one of yours. The way that you tell
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it, the thing's fair impossible. Ye must have made a terrible hash of
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the business, David."
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"There are whiles that I am of the same mind," said I.
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"The strange thing is that ye seem to have a kind of fancy for her
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too!" said Alan.
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"The biggest kind, Alan," said I, "and I think I'll take it to my grave
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with me."
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"Well, ye beat me, whatever!" he would conclude.
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I showed him the letter with Catriona's postscript. "And here again!"
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he cried. "Impossible to deny a kind of decency to this Catriona, and
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sense forby! As for James More, the man's as boss as a drum; he's just
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a wame and a wheen words; though I'll can never deny that he fought
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reasonably well at Gladsmuir, and it's true what he says here about the
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five wounds. But the loss of him is that the man's boss."
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"Ye see, Alan," said I, "it goes against the grain with me to leave the
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maid in such poor hands."
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"Ye couldnae weel find poorer," he admitted. "But what are ye to do
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with it? It's this way about a man and a woman, ye see, Davie: The
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weemenfolk have got no kind of reason to them. Either they like the
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man, and then a' goes fine; or else they just detest him, and ye may
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spare your breath - ye can do naething. There's just the two sets of
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them - them that would sell their coats for ye, and them that never
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look the road ye're on. That's a' that there is to women; and you seem
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to be such a gomeral that ye cannae tell the tane frae the tither."
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"Well, and I'm afraid that's true for me," said I.
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"And yet there's naething easier!" cried Alan. "I could easy learn ye
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the science of the thing; but ye seem to me to be born blind, and
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there's where the deefficulty comes in."
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"And can YOU no help me?" I asked, "you that are so clever at the
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trade?"
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"Ye see, David, I wasnae here," said he. "I'm like a field officer
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that has naebody but blind men for scouts and ECLAIREURS; and what
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would he ken? But it sticks in my mind that ye'll have made some kind
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of bauchle; and if I was you I would have a try at her again."
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"Would ye so, man Alan?" said I.
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"I would e'en't," says he.
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The third letter came to my hand while we were deep in some such talk:
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and it will be seen how pat it fell to the occasion. James professed
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to be in some concern upon his daughter's health, which I believe was
|
|
never better; abounded in kind expressions to myself; and finally
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|
proposed that I should visit them at Dunkirk.
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"You will now be enjoying the society of my old comrade Mr. Stewart,"
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he wrote. "Why not accompany him so far in his return to France? I
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have something very particular for Mr. Stewart's ear; and, at any rate,
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I would be pleased to meet in with an old fellow-soldier and one so
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|
mettle as himself. As for you, my dear sir, my daughter and I would be
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|
proud to receive our benefactor, whom we regard as a brother and a son.
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|
The French nobleman has proved a person of the most filthy avarice of
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|
character, and I have been necessitate to leave the HARAS. You will
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|
find us in consequence a little poorly lodged in the AUBERGE of a man
|
|
Bazin on the dunes; but the situation is caller, and I make no doubt
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|
but we might spend some very pleasant days, when Mr. Stewart and I
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|
could recall our services, and you and my daughter divert yourselves in
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a manner more befitting your age. I beg at least that Mr. Stewart
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|
would come here; my business with him opens a very wide door."
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"What does the man want with me?" cried Alan, when he had read. "What
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he wants with you in clear enough - it's siller. But what can he want
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|
with Alan Breck?"
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"O, it'll be just an excuse," said I. "He is still after this
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marriage, which I wish from my heart that we could bring about. And he
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asks you because he thinks I would be less likely to come wanting you."
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"Well, I wish that I kent," says Alan. "Him and me were never onyways
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pack; we used to girn at ither like a pair of pipers. 'Something for
|
|
my ear,' quo' he! I'll maybe have something for his hinder-end, before
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we're through with it. Dod, I'm thinking it would be a kind of
|
|
divertisement to gang and see what he'll be after! Forby that I could
|
|
see your lassie then. What say ye, Davie? Will ye ride with Alan?"
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You may be sure I was not backward, and Alan's furlough running towards
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|
an end, we set forth presently upon this joint adventure.
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It was near dark of a January day when we rode at last into the town of
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Dunkirk. We left our horses at the post, and found a guide to Bazin's
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Inn, which lay beyond the walls. Night was quite fallen, so that we
|
|
were the last to leave that fortress, and heard the doors of it close
|
|
behind us as we passed the bridge. On the other side there lay a
|
|
lighted suburb, which we thridded for a while, then turned into a dark
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|
lane, and presently found ourselves wading in the night among deep sand
|
|
where we could hear a bullering of the sea. We travelled in this
|
|
fashion for some while, following our conductor mostly by the sound of
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|
his voice; and I had begun to think he was perhaps misleading us, when
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|
we came to the top of a small brae, and there appeared out of the
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|
darkness a dim light in a window.
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"VOILA L'AUBERGE A BAZIN," says the guide.
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Alan smacked his lips. "An unco lonely bit," said he, and I thought by
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|
his tone he was not wholly pleased.
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|
A little after, and we stood in the lower storey of that house, which
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|
was all in the one apartment, with a stairs leading to the chambers at
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|
the side, benches and tables by the wall, the cooking fire at the one
|
|
end of it, and shelves of bottles and the cellar-trap at the other.
|
|
Here Bazin, who was an ill-looking, big man, told us the Scottish
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|
gentleman was gone abroad he knew not where, but the young lady was
|
|
above, and he would call her down to us.
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|
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|
I took from my breast that kerchief wanting the corner, and knotted it
|
|
about my throat. I could hear my heart go; and Alan patting me on the
|
|
shoulder with some of his laughable expressions, I could scarce refrain
|
|
from a sharp word. But the time was not long to wait. I heard her
|
|
step pass overhead, and saw her on the stair. This she descended very
|
|
quietly, and greeted me with a pale face and a certain seeming of
|
|
earnestness, or uneasiness, in her manner that extremely dashed me.
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|
|
|
"My father, James More, will be here soon. He will be very pleased to
|
|
see you," she said. And then of a sudden her face flamed, her eyes
|
|
lightened, the speech stopped upon her lips; and I made sure she had
|
|
observed the kerchief. It was only for a breath that she was
|
|
discomposed; but methought it was with a new animation that she turned
|
|
to welcome Alan. "And you will be his friend, Alan Breck?" she cried.
|
|
"Many is the dozen times I will have heard him tell of you; and I love
|
|
you already for all your bravery and goodness."
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|
|
|
"Well, well," says Alan, holding her hand in his and viewing her, "and
|
|
so this is the young lady at the last of it! David, ye're an awful
|
|
poor hand of a description."
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|
|
|
I do not know that ever I heard him speak so straight to people's
|
|
hearts; the sound of his voice was like song.
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|
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|
"What? will he have been describing me?" she cried.
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|
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|
"Little else of it since I ever came out of France!" says he, "forby a
|
|
bit of a speciment one night in Scotland in a shaw of wood by
|
|
Silvermills. But cheer up, my dear! ye're bonnier than what he said.
|
|
And now there's one thing sure; you and me are to be a pair of friends.
|
|
I'm a kind of a henchman to Davie here; I'm like a tyke at his heels;
|
|
and whatever he cares for, I've got to care for too - and by the holy
|
|
airn! they've got to care for me! So now you can see what way you
|
|
stand with Alan Breck, and ye'll find ye'll hardly lose on the
|
|
transaction. He's no very bonnie, my dear, but he's leal to them he
|
|
loves."
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|
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|
"I thank you from my heart for your good words," said she. "I have
|
|
that honour for a brave, honest man that I cannot find any to be
|
|
answering with."
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|
|
|
Using travellers' freedom, we spared to wait for James More, and sat
|
|
down to meat, we threesome. Alan had Catriona sit by him and wait upon
|
|
his wants: he made her drink first out of his glass, he surrounded her
|
|
with continual kind gallantries, and yet never gave me the most small
|
|
occasion to be jealous; and he kept the talk so much in his own hand,
|
|
and that in so merry a note, that neither she nor I remembered to be
|
|
embarrassed. If any had seen us there, it must have been supposed that
|
|
Alan was the old friend and I the stranger. Indeed, I had often cause
|
|
to love and to admire the man, but I never loved or admired him better
|
|
than that night; and I could not help remarking to myself (what I was
|
|
sometimes rather in danger of forgetting) that he had not only much
|
|
experience of life, but in his own way a great deal of natural ability
|
|
besides. As for Catriona, she seemed quite carried away; her laugh was
|
|
like a peal of bells, her face gay as a May morning; and I own,
|
|
although I was well pleased, yet I was a little sad also, and thought
|
|
myself a dull, stockish character in comparison of my friend, and very
|
|
unfit to come into a young maid's life, and perhaps ding down her
|
|
gaiety.
|
|
|
|
But if that was like to be my part, I found that at least I was not
|
|
alone in it; for, James More returning suddenly, the girl was changed
|
|
into a piece of stone. Through the rest of that evening, until she
|
|
made an excuse and slipped to bed, I kept an eye upon her without
|
|
cease; and I can bear testimony that she never smiled, scarce spoke,
|
|
and looked mostly on the board in front of her. So that I really
|
|
marvelled to see so much devotion (as it used to be) changed into the
|
|
very sickness of hate.
|
|
|
|
Of James More it is unnecessary to say much; you know the man already,
|
|
what there was to know of him; and I am weary of writing out his lies.
|
|
Enough that he drank a great deal, and told us very little that was to
|
|
any possible purpose. As for the business with Alan, that was to be
|
|
reserved for the morrow and his private hearing.
|
|
|
|
It was the more easy to be put off, because Alan and I were pretty
|
|
weary with four day's ride, and sat not very late after Catriona.
|
|
|
|
We were soon alone in a chamber where we were to make-shift with a
|
|
single bed. Alan looked on me with a queer smile.
|
|
|
|
"Ye muckle ass!" said he.
|
|
|
|
"What do ye mean by that?" I cried.
|
|
|
|
"Mean? What do I mean! It's extraordinar, David man," say he, "that
|
|
you should be so mortal stupit."
|
|
|
|
Again I begged him to speak out.
|
|
|
|
"Well, it's this of it," said he. "I told ye there were the two kinds
|
|
of women - them that would sell their shifts for ye, and the others.
|
|
Just you try for yoursel, my bonny man! But what's that neepkin at
|
|
your craig?"
|
|
|
|
I told him.
|
|
|
|
"I thocht it was something thereabout" said he.
|
|
|
|
Nor would he say another word though I besieged him long with
|
|
importunities.
|
|
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|
CHAPTER XXX - THE LETTER FROM THE SHIP
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|
DAYLIGHT showed us how solitary the inn stood. It was plainly hard
|
|
upon the sea, yet out of all view of it, and beset on every side with
|
|
scabbit hills of sand. There was, indeed, only one thing in the nature
|
|
of a prospect, where there stood out over a brae the two sails of a
|
|
windmill, like an ass's ears, but with the ass quite hidden. It was
|
|
strange (after the wind rose, for at first it was dead calm) to see the
|
|
turning and following of each other of these great sails behind the
|
|
hillock. Scarce any road came by there; but a number of footways
|
|
travelled among the bents in all directions up to Mr. Bazin's door.
|
|
The truth is, he was a man of many trades, not any one of them honest,
|
|
and the position of his inn was the best of his livelihood. Smugglers
|
|
frequented it; political agents and forfeited persons bound across the
|
|
water came there to await their passages; and I daresay there was worse
|
|
behind, for a whole family might have been butchered in that house and
|
|
nobody the wiser.
|
|
|
|
I slept little and ill. Long ere it was day, I had slipped from beside
|
|
my bedfellow, and was warming myself at the fire or walking to and fro
|
|
before the door. Dawn broke mighty sullen; but a little after, sprang
|
|
up a wind out of the west, which burst the clouds, let through the sun,
|
|
and set the mill to the turning. There was something of spring in the
|
|
sunshine, or else it was in my heart; and the appearing of the great
|
|
sails one after another from behind the hill, diverted me extremely.
|
|
At times I could hear a creak of the machinery; and by half-past eight
|
|
of the day, and I thought this dreary, desert place was like a
|
|
paradise.
|
|
|
|
For all which, as the day drew on and nobody came near, I began to be
|
|
aware of an uneasiness that I could scarce explain. It seemed there
|
|
was trouble afoot; the sails of the windmill, as they came up and went
|
|
down over the hill, were like persons spying; and outside of all fancy,
|
|
it was surely a strange neighbourhood and house for a young lady to be
|
|
brought to dwell in.
|
|
|
|
At breakfast, which we took late, it was manifest that James More was
|
|
in some danger or perplexity; manifest that Alan was alive to the same,
|
|
and watched him close; and this appearance of duplicity upon the one
|
|
side, and vigilance upon the other, held me on live coals. The meal
|
|
was no sooner over than James seemed to come began to make apologies.
|
|
He had an appointment of a private nature in the town (it was with the
|
|
French nobleman, he told me), and we would please excuse him till about
|
|
noon. Meanwhile he carried his daughter aside to the far end of the
|
|
room, where he seemed to speak rather earnestly and she to listen with
|
|
much inclination.
|
|
|
|
"I am caring less and less about this man James," said Alan. "There's
|
|
something no right with the man James, and I shouldnae wonder but what
|
|
Alan Breck would give an eye to him this day. I would like fine to see
|
|
yon French nobleman, Davie; and I daresay you could find an employ to
|
|
yoursel, and that would be to speir at the lassie for some news o' your
|
|
affair. Just tell it to her plainly - tell her ye're a muckle ass at
|
|
the off-set; and then, if I were you, and ye could do it naitural, I
|
|
would just mint to her I was in some kind of a danger; a' weemenfolk
|
|
likes that."
|
|
|
|
"I cannae lee, Alan, I cannae do it naitural," says I, mocking him.
|
|
|
|
"The more fool you!" says he. "Then ye'll can tell her that I
|
|
recommended it; that'll set her to the laughing; and I wouldnae wonder
|
|
but what that was the next best. But see to the pair of them! If I
|
|
didnae feel just sure of the lassie, and that she was awful pleased and
|
|
chief with Alan, I would think there was some kind of hocus-pocus about
|
|
you."
|
|
|
|
"And is she so pleased with ye, then, Alan?" I asked.
|
|
|
|
"She thinks a heap of me," says he. "And I'm no like you: I'm one
|
|
that can tell. That she does - she thinks a heap of Alan. And troth!
|
|
I'm thinking a good deal of him mysel; and with your permission, Shaws,
|
|
I'll be getting a wee yont amang the bents, so that I can see what way
|
|
James goes."
|
|
|
|
One after another went, till I was left alone beside the breakfast
|
|
table; James to Dunkirk, Alan dogging him, Catriona up the stairs to
|
|
her own chamber. I could very well understand how she should avoid to
|
|
be alone with me; yet was none the better pleased with it for that, and
|
|
bent my mind to entrap her to an interview before the men returned.
|
|
Upon the whole, the best appeared to me to do like Alan. If I was out
|
|
of view among the sandhills, the fine morning would decoy her forth;
|
|
and once I had her in the open, I could please myself.
|
|
|
|
No sooner said than done; nor was I long under the bield of a hillock
|
|
before she appeared at the inn door, looked here and there, and (seeing
|
|
nobody) set out by a path that led directly seaward, and by which I
|
|
followed her. I was in no haste to make my presence known; the further
|
|
she went I made sure of the longer hearing to my suit; and the ground
|
|
being all sandy it was easy to follow her unheard. The path rose and
|
|
came at last to the head of a knowe. Thence I had a picture for the
|
|
first time of what a desolate wilderness that inn stood hidden in;
|
|
where was no man to be seen, nor any house of man, except just Bazin's
|
|
and the windmill. Only a little further on, the sea appeared and two
|
|
or three ships upon it, pretty as a drawing. One of these was
|
|
extremely close in to be so great a vessel; and I was aware of a shock
|
|
of new suspicion, when I recognised the trim of the SEAHORSE. What
|
|
should an English ship be doing so near in to France? Why was Alan
|
|
brought into her neighbourhood, and that in a place so far from any
|
|
hope of rescue? and was it by accident, or by design, that the daughter
|
|
of James More should walk that day to the seaside?
|
|
|
|
Presently I came forth behind her in the front of the sandhills and
|
|
above the beach. It was here long and solitary; with a man-o'-war's
|
|
boat drawn up about the middle of the prospect, and an officer in
|
|
charge and pacing the sands like one who waited. I sat down where the
|
|
rough grass a good deal covered me, and looked for what should follow.
|
|
Catriona went straight to the boat; the officer met her with
|
|
civilities; they had ten words together; I saw a letter changing hands;
|
|
and there was Catriona returning. At the same time, as if this were
|
|
all her business on the Continent, the boat shoved off and was headed
|
|
for the SEAHORSE. But I observed the officer to remain behind and
|
|
disappear among the bents.
|
|
|
|
I liked the business little; and the more I considered of it, liked it
|
|
less. Was it Alan the officer was seeking? or Catriona? She drew near
|
|
with her head down, looking constantly on the sand, and made so tender
|
|
a picture that I could not bear to doubt her innocence. The next, she
|
|
raised her face and recognised me; seemed to hesitate, and then came on
|
|
again, but more slowly, and I thought with a changed colour. And at
|
|
that thought, all else that was upon my bosom - fears, suspicions, the
|
|
care of my friend's life - was clean swallowed up; and I rose to my
|
|
feet and stood waiting her in a drunkenness of hope.
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I gave her "good morning" as she came up, which she returned with a
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good deal of composure.
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"Will you forgive my having followed you?" said I.
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"I know you are always meaning kindly," she replied; and then, with a
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little outburst, "but why will you be sending money to that man! It
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must not be."
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"I never sent it for him," said I, "but for you, as you know well."
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"And you have no right to be sending it to either one of us," she said.
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"David, it is not right."
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"It is not, it is all wrong," said I, "and I pray God he will help this
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dull fellow (if it be at all possible) to make it better. Catriona,
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this is no kind of life for you to lead; and I ask your pardon for the
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word, but yon man is no fit father to take care of you."
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"Do not be speaking of him, even!" was her cry.
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"And I need speak of him no more; it is not of him that I am thinking,
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O, be sure of that!" says I. "I think of the one thing. I have been
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alone now this long time in Leyden; and when I was by way of at my
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studies, still I was thinking of that. Next Alan came, and I went
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among soldier-men to their big dinners; and still I had the same
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thought. And it was the same before, when I had her there beside me.
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Catriona, do you see this napkin at my throat! You cut a corner from
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it once and then cast it from you. They're YOUR colours now; I wear
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them in my heart. My dear, I cannot be wanting you. O, try to put up
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with me!"
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I stepped before her so as to intercept her walking on.
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"Try to put up with me," I was saying, "try and bear me with a little."
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Still she had never the word, and a fear began to rise in me like a
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fear of death.
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"Catriona," I cried, gazing on her hard, "is it a mistake again? Am I
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quite lost?"
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She raised her face to me, breathless.
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"Do you want me, Davie, truly?" said she, and I scarce could hear her
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say it.
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"I do that," said I. "O, sure you know it - I do that."
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"I have nothing left to give or to keep back," said she. "I was all
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yours from the first day, if you would have had a gift of me!" she
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said,
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This was on the summit of a brae; the place was windy and conspicuous,
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we were to be seen there even from the English ship; but I kneeled down
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before her in the sand, and embraced her knees, and burst into that
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storm of weeping that I thought it must have broken me. All thought
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was wholly beaten from my mind by the vehemency of my discomposure. I
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knew not where I was. I had forgot why I was happy; only I knew she
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stooped, and I felt her cherish me to her face and bosom, and heard her
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words out of a whirl.
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"Davie," she was saying, "O, Davie, is this what you think of me! Is
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it so that you were caring for poor me! O, Davie, Davie!"
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With that she wept also, and our tears were commingled in a perfect
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gladness.
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It might have been ten in the day before I came to a clear sense of
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what a mercy had befallen me; and sitting over against her, with her
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hands in mine, gazed in her face, and laughed out loud for pleasure
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like a child, and called her foolish and kind names. I have never seen
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the place that looked so pretty as those bents by Dunkirk; and the
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windmill sails, as they bobbed over the knowe, were like a tune of
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music.
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I know not how much longer we might have continued to forget all else
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besides ourselves, had I not chanced upon a reference to her father,
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which brought us to reality.
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"My little friend," I was calling her again and again, rejoicing to
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summon up the past by the sound of it, and to gaze across on her, and
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to be a little distant - "My little friend, now you are mine
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altogether; mine for good, my little friend and that man's no longer at
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all."
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There came a sudden whiteness in her face, she plucked her hands from
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mine.
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"Davie, take me away from him!" she cried. "There's something wrong;
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he's not true. There will be something wrong; I have a dreadful terror
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here at my heart. What will he be wanting at all events with that
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King's ship? What will this word be saying?" And she held the letter
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forth. "My mind misgives me, it will be some ill to Alan. Open it,
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Davie - open it and see."
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I took it, and looked at it, and shook my head.
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"No," said I, "it goes against me, I cannot open a man's letter."
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"Not to save your friend?" she cried.
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"I cannae tell," said I. "I think not. If I was only sure!"
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"And you have but to break the seal!" said she.
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"I know it," said I, "but the thing goes against me."
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"Give it here," said she, "and I will open it myself."
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"Nor you neither," said I. "You least of all. It concerns your
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father, and his honour, dear, which we are both misdoubting. No
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question but the place is dangerous-like, and the English ship being
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here, and your father having word from it, and yon officer that stayed
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ashore. He would not be alone either; there must be more along with
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him; I daresay we are spied upon this minute. Ay, no doubt, the letter
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should be opened; but somehow, not by you nor me."
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I was about thus far with it, and my spirit very much overcome with a
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sense of danger and hidden enemies, when I spied Alan, come back again
|
|
from following James and walking by himself among the sand-hills. He
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was in his soldier's coat, of course, and mighty fine; but I could not
|
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avoid to shudder when I thought how little that jacket would avail him,
|
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if he were once caught and flung in a skiff, and carried on board of
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the SEAHORSE, a deserter, a rebel, and now a condemned murderer.
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"There," said I, "there is the man that has the best right to open it:
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or not, as he thinks fit."
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With which I called upon his name, and we both stood up to be a mark
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for him.
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"If it is so - if it be more disgrace - will you can bear it?" she
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asked, looking upon me with a burning eye.
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"I was asked something of the same question when I had seen you but the
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once," said I. "What do you think I answered? That if I liked you as I
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thought I did - and O, but I like you better! - I would marry you at
|
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his gallows' foot."
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The blood rose in her face; she came close up and pressed upon me,
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holding my hand: and it was so that we awaited Alan.
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He came with one of his queer smiles. "What was I telling ye, David?"
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says he.
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"There is a time for all things, Alan," said I, "and this time is
|
|
serious. How have you sped? You can speak out plain before this
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friend of ours."
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"I have been upon a fool's errand," said he.
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"I doubt we have done better than you, then," said I; "and, at least,
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|
here is a great deal of matter that you must judge of. Do you see
|
|
that?" I went on, pointing to the ship. "That is the SEAHORSE, Captain
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|
Palliser."
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"I should ken her, too," says Alan. "I had fyke enough with her when
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|
she was stationed in the Forth. But what ails the man to come so
|
|
close?"
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"I will tell you why he came there first," said I. "It was to bring
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this letter to James More. Why he stops here now that it's delivered,
|
|
what it's likely to be about, why there's an officer hiding in the
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|
bents, and whether or not it's probable that he's alone - I would
|
|
rather you considered for yourself."
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|
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"A letter to James More?" said he.
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"The same," said I.
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"Well, and I can tell ye more than that," said Alan. "For the last
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|
night, when you were fast asleep, I heard the man colloguing with some
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|
one in the French, and then the door of that inn to be opened and
|
|
shut."
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|
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"Alan!" cried I, "you slept all night, and I am here to prove it."
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|
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|
"Ay, but I would never trust Alan whether he was asleep or waking!"
|
|
says he. "But the business looks bad. Let's see the letter."
|
|
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I gave it him.
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|
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|
"Catriona," said he, "you have to excuse me, my dear; but there's
|
|
nothing less than my fine bones upon the cast of it, and I'll have to
|
|
break this seal."
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|
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"It is my wish," said Catriona.
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|
|
|
He opened it, glanced it through, and flung his hand in the air.
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|
|
|
"The stinking brock!" says he, and crammed the paper in his pocket.
|
|
"Here, let's get our things together. This place is fair death to me."
|
|
And he began to walk towards the inn.
|
|
|
|
It was Catriona that spoke the first. "He has sold you?" she asked.
|
|
|
|
"Sold me, my dear," said Alan. "But thanks to you and Davie, I'll can
|
|
jink him yet. Just let me win upon my horse," he added.
|
|
|
|
"Catriona must come with us," said I. "She can have no more traffic
|
|
with that man. She and I are to be married." At which she pressed my
|
|
hand to her side.
|
|
|
|
"Are ye there with it?" says Alan, looking back. "The best day's work
|
|
that ever either of you did yet! And I'm bound to say, my dawtie, ye
|
|
make a real, bonny couple."
|
|
|
|
The way that he was following brought us close in by the windmill,
|
|
where I was aware of a man in seaman's trousers, who seemed to be
|
|
spying from behind it. Only, of course, we took him in the rear.
|
|
|
|
"See, Alan!"
|
|
|
|
"Wheesht!" said, he, "this is my affairs."
|
|
|
|
The man was, no doubt, a little deafened by the clattering of the mill,
|
|
and we got up close before he noticed. Then he turned, and we saw he
|
|
was a big fellow with a mahogany face.
|
|
|
|
"I think, sir," says Alan, "that you speak the English?"
|
|
|
|
"NON, MONSIEUR," says he, with an incredible bad accent.
|
|
|
|
"NON, MONSIEUR," cries Alan, mocking him. "Is that how they learn you
|
|
French on the SEAHORSE? Ye muckle, gutsey hash, here's a Scots boot to
|
|
your English hurdies!"
|
|
|
|
And bounding on him before he could escape, he dealt the man a kick
|
|
that laid him on his nose. Then he stood, with a savage smile, and
|
|
watched him scramble to his feet and scamper off into the sand-hills.
|
|
|
|
"But it's high time I was clear of these empty bents!" said Alan; and
|
|
continued his way at top speed, and we still following, to the backdoor
|
|
of Bazin's inn.
|
|
|
|
It chanced that as we entered by the one door we came face to face with
|
|
James More entering by the other.
|
|
|
|
"Here!" said I to Catriona, "quick! upstairs with you and make your
|
|
packets; this is no fit scene for you."
|
|
|
|
In the meanwhile James and Alan had met in the midst of the long room.
|
|
She passed them close by to reach the stairs; and after she was some
|
|
way up I saw her turn and glance at them again, though without pausing.
|
|
Indeed, they were worth looking at. Alan wore as they met one of his
|
|
best appearances of courtesy and friendliness, yet with something
|
|
eminently warlike, so that James smelled danger off the man, as folk
|
|
smell fire in a house, and stood prepared for accidents.
|
|
|
|
Time pressed. Alan's situation in that solitary place, and his enemies
|
|
about him, might have daunted Caesar. It made no change in him; and it
|
|
was in his old spirit of mockery and daffing that he began the
|
|
interview.
|
|
|
|
"A braw good day to ye again, Mr. Drummond," said he. "What'll yon
|
|
business of yours be just about?"
|
|
|
|
"Why, the thing being private, and rather of a long story," says James,
|
|
"I think it will keep very well till we have eaten."
|
|
|
|
"I'm none so sure of that," said Alan. "It sticks in my mind it's
|
|
either now or never; for the fact is me and Mr. Balfour here have
|
|
gotten a line, and we're thinking of the road."
|
|
|
|
I saw a little surprise in James's eye; but he held himself stoutly.
|
|
|
|
"I have but the one word to say to cure you of that," said he, "and
|
|
that is the name of my business."
|
|
|
|
"Say it then," says Alan. "Hout! wha minds for Davie?"
|
|
|
|
"It is a matter that would make us both rich men," said James.
|
|
|
|
"Do you tell me that?" cries Alan.
|
|
|
|
"I do, sir," said James. "The plain fact is that it is Cluny's
|
|
Treasure."
|
|
|
|
"No!" cried Alan. "Have ye got word of it?"
|
|
|
|
"I ken the place, Mr. Stewart, and can take you there," said James.
|
|
|
|
"This crowns all!" says Alan. "Well, and I'm glad I came to Dunkirk.
|
|
And so this was your business, was it? Halvers, I'm thinking?"
|
|
|
|
"That is the business, sir," said James.
|
|
|
|
"Well, well," said Alan; and then in the same tone of childlike
|
|
interest, "it has naething to do with the SEAHORSE, then?" he asked,
|
|
|
|
"With what?" says James.
|
|
|
|
"Or the lad that I have just kicked the bottom of behind yon windmill?"
|
|
pursued Alan. "Hut, man! have done with your lees! I have Palliser's
|
|
letter here in my pouch. You're by with it, James More. You can never
|
|
show your face again with dacent folk."
|
|
|
|
James was taken all aback with it. He stood a second, motionless and
|
|
white, then swelled with the living anger.
|
|
|
|
"Do you talk to me, you bastard?" he roared out.
|
|
|
|
"Ye glee'd swine!" cried Alan, and hit him a sounding buffet on the
|
|
mouth, and the next wink of time their blades clashed together.
|
|
|
|
At the first sound of the bare steel I instinctively leaped back from
|
|
the collision. The next I saw, James parried a thrust so nearly that I
|
|
thought him killed; and it lowed up in my mind that this was the girl's
|
|
father, and in a manner almost my own, and I drew and ran in to sever
|
|
them.
|
|
|
|
"Keep back, Davie! Are ye daft! Damn ye, keep back!" roared Alan.
|
|
"Your blood be on your ain heid then!"
|
|
|
|
I beat their blades down twice. I was knocked reeling against the
|
|
wall; I was back again betwixt them. They took no heed of me,
|
|
thrusting at each other like two furies. I can never think how I
|
|
avoided being stabbed myself or stabbing one of these two Rodomonts,
|
|
and the whole business turned about me like a piece of a dream; in the
|
|
midst of which I heard a great cry from the stair, and Catriona sprang
|
|
before her father. In the same moment the point of my sword
|
|
encountered some thing yielding. It came back to me reddened. I saw
|
|
the blood flow on the girl's kerchief, and stood sick.
|
|
|
|
"Will you be killing him before my eyes, and me his daughter after
|
|
all!" she cried.
|
|
|
|
"My dear, I have done with him," said Alan, and went, and sat on a
|
|
table, with his arms crossed and the sword naked in his hand.
|
|
|
|
Awhile she stood before the man, panting, with big eyes, then swung
|
|
suddenly about and faced him.
|
|
|
|
"Begone!" was her word, "take your shame out of my sight; leave me with
|
|
clean folk. I am a daughter of Alpin! Shame of the sons of Alpin,
|
|
begone!"
|
|
|
|
It was said with so much passion as awoke me from the horror of my own
|
|
bloodied sword. The two stood facing, she with the red stain on her
|
|
kerchief, he white as a rag. I knew him well enough - I knew it must
|
|
have pierced him in the quick place of his soul; but he betook himself
|
|
to a bravado air.
|
|
|
|
"Why," says he, sheathing his sword, though still with a bright eye on
|
|
Alan, "if this brawl is over I will but get my portmanteau - "
|
|
|
|
"There goes no pockmantie out of this place except with me," says Alan.
|
|
|
|
"Sir!" cries James.
|
|
|
|
"James More," says Alan, "this lady daughter of yours is to marry my
|
|
friend Davie, upon the which account I let you pack with a hale
|
|
carcase. But take you my advice of it and get that carcase out of
|
|
harm's way or ower late. Little as you suppose it, there are leemits
|
|
to my temper."
|
|
|
|
"Be damned, sir, but my money's there!" said James.
|
|
|
|
"I'm vexed about that, too," says Alan, with his funny face, "but now,
|
|
ye see, it's mines." And then with more gravity, "Be you advised,
|
|
James More, you leave this house."
|
|
|
|
James seemed to cast about for a moment in his mind; but it's to be
|
|
thought he had enough of Alan's swordsmanship, for he suddenly put off
|
|
his hat to us and (with a face like one of the damned) bade us farewell
|
|
in a series. With which he was gone.
|
|
|
|
At the same time a spell was lifted from me.
|
|
|
|
"Catriona," I cried, "it was me - it was my sword. O, are you much
|
|
hurt?"
|
|
|
|
"I know it, Davie, I am loving you for the pain of it; it was done
|
|
defending that bad man, my father. See!" she said, and showed me a
|
|
bleeding scratch, "see, you have made a man of me now. I will carry a
|
|
wound like an old soldier."
|
|
|
|
Joy that she should be so little hurt, and the love of her brave
|
|
nature, supported me. I embraced her, I kissed the wound.
|
|
|
|
"And am I to be out of the kissing, me that never lost a chance?" says
|
|
Alan; and putting me aside and taking Catriona by either shoulder, "My
|
|
dear," he said, "you're a true daughter of Alpin. By all accounts, he
|
|
was a very fine man, and he may weel be proud of you. If ever I was to
|
|
get married, it's the marrow of you I would be seeking for a mother to
|
|
my sons. And I bear's a king's name and speak the truth."
|
|
|
|
He said it with a serious heat of admiration that was honey to the
|
|
girl, and through her, to me. It seemed to wipe us clean of all James
|
|
More's disgraces. And the next moment he was just himself again.
|
|
|
|
"And now by your leave, my dawties," said he, "this is a' very bonny;
|
|
but Alan Breck'll be a wee thing nearer to the gallows than he's caring
|
|
for; and Dod! I think this is a grand place to be leaving."
|
|
|
|
The word recalled us to some wisdom. Alan ran upstairs and returned
|
|
with our saddle-bags and James More's portmanteau; I picked up
|
|
Catriona's bundle where she had dropped it on the stair; and we were
|
|
setting forth out of that dangerous house, when Bazin stopped the way
|
|
with cries and gesticulations. He had whipped under a table when the
|
|
swords were drawn, but now he was as bold as a lion. There was his
|
|
bill to be settled, there was a chair broken, Alan had sat among his
|
|
dinner things, James More had fled.
|
|
|
|
"Here," I cried, "pay yourself," and flung him down some Lewie d'ors;
|
|
for I thought it was no time to be accounting.
|
|
|
|
He sprang upon that money, and we passed him by, and ran forth into the
|
|
open. Upon three sides of the house were seamen hasting and closing
|
|
in; a little nearer to us James More waved his hat as if to hurry them;
|
|
and right behind him, like some foolish person holding up his hands,
|
|
were the sails of the windmill turning.
|
|
|
|
Alan gave but one glance, and laid himself down to run. He carried a
|
|
great weight in James More's portmanteau; but I think he would as soon
|
|
have lost his life as cast away that booty which was his revenge; and
|
|
he ran so that I was distressed to follow him, and marvelled and
|
|
exulted to see the girl bounding at my side.
|
|
|
|
As soon as we appeared, they cast off all disguise upon the other side;
|
|
and the seamen pursued us with shouts and view-hullohs. We had a start
|
|
of some two hundred yards, and they were but bandy-legged tarpaulins
|
|
after all, that could not hope to better us at such an exercise. I
|
|
suppose they were armed, but did not care to use their pistols on
|
|
French ground. And as soon as I perceived that we not only held our
|
|
advantage but drew a little away, I began to feel quite easy of the
|
|
issue. For all which, it was a hot, brisk bit of work, so long as it
|
|
lasted; Dunkirk was still far off; and when we popped over a knowe, and
|
|
found a company of the garrison marching on the other side on some
|
|
manoeuvre, I could very well understand the word that Alan had.
|
|
|
|
He stopped running at once; and mopping at his brow, "They're a real
|
|
bonny folk, the French nation," says he.
|
|
|
|
CONCLUSION
|
|
|
|
NO sooner were we safe within the walls of Dunkirk than we held a very
|
|
necessary council-of-war on our position. We had taken a daughter from
|
|
her father at the sword's point; any judge would give her back to him
|
|
at once, and by all likelihood clap me and Alan into jail; and though
|
|
we had an argument upon our side in Captain Palliser's letter, neither
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Catriona nor I were very keen to be using it in public. Upon all
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accounts it seemed the most prudent to carry the girl to Paris to the
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hands of her own chieftain, Macgregor of Bohaldie, who would be very
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willing to help his kinswoman, on the one hand, and not at all anxious
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to dishonour James upon other.
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We made but a slow journey of it up, for Catriona was not so good at
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the riding as the running, and had scarce sat in the saddle since the
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'Forty-five. But we made it out at last, reached Paris early of a
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Sabbath morning, and made all speed, under Alan's guidance, to find
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Bohaldie. He was finely lodged, and lived in a good style, having a
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pension on the Scots Fund, as well as private means; greeted Catriona
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like one of his own house, and seemed altogether very civil and
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discreet, but not particularly open. We asked of the news of James
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More. "Poor James!" said he, and shook his head and smiled, so that I
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thought he knew further than he meant to tell. Then we showed him
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Palliser's letter, and he drew a long face at that.
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"Poor James!" said he again. "Well, there are worse folk than James
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More, too. But this is dreadful bad. Tut, tut, he must have forgot
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himself entirely! This is a most undesirable letter. But, for all
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that, gentlemen, I cannot see what we would want to make it public for.
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It's an ill bird that fouls his own nest, and we are all Scots folk and
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all Hieland."
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Upon this we all agreed, save perhaps Alan; and still more upon the
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question of our marriage, which Bohaldie took in his own hands, as
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though there had been no such person as James More, and gave Catriona
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away with very pretty manners and agreeable compliments in French. It
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was not till all was over, and our healths drunk, that he told us James
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was in that city, whither he had preceded us some days, and where he
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now lay sick, and like to die. I thought I saw by my wife's face what
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way her inclination pointed.
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"And let us go see him, then," said I.
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"If it is your pleasure," said Catriona. These were early days.
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He was lodged in the same quarter of the city with his chief, in a
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great house upon a corner; and we were guided up to the garret where he
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lay by the sound of Highland piping. It seemed he had just borrowed a
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set of them from Bohaldie to amuse his sickness; though he was no such
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hand as was his brother Rob, he made good music of the kind; and it was
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strange to observe the French folk crowding on the stairs, and some of
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them laughing. He lay propped in a pallet. The first look of him I
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saw he was upon his last business; and, doubtless, this was a strange
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place for him to die in. But even now I find I can scarce dwell upon
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his end with patience. Doubtless, Bohaldie had prepared him; he seemed
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to know we were married, complimented us on the event, and gave us a
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benediction like a patriarch.
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"I have been never understood," said he. "I forgive you both without
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an after-thought;" after which he spoke for all the world in his old
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manner, was so obliging as to play us a tune or two upon his pipes, and
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borrowed a small sum before I left.
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I could not trace even a hint of shame in any part of his behaviour;
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but he was great upon forgiveness; it seemed always fresh to him. I
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think he forgave me every time we met; and when after some four days he
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passed away in a kind of odour of affectionate sanctity, I could have
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torn my hair out for exasperation. I had him buried; but what to put
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upon his tomb was quite beyond me, till at last I considered the date
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would look best alone.
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I thought it wiser to resign all thoughts of Leyden, where we had
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appeared once as brother and sister, and it would certainly look
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strange to return in a new character. Scotland would be doing for us;
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and thither, after I had recovered that which I had left behind, we
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sailed in a Low Country ship.
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And now, Miss Barbara Balfour (to set the ladies first), and Mr. Alan
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Balfour younger of Shaws, here is the story brought fairly to an end.
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A great many of the folk that took a part in it, you will find (if you
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think well) that you have seen and spoken with. Alison Hastie in
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Limekilns was the lass that rocked your cradle when you were too small
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to know of it, and walked abroad with you in the policy when you were
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bigger. That very fine great lady that is Miss Barbara's name-mamma is
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no other than the same Miss Grant that made so much a fool of David
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Balfour in the house of the Lord Advocate. And I wonder whether you
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remember a little, lean, lively gentleman in a scratch-wig and a
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wraprascal, that came to Shaws very late of a dark night, and whom you
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were awakened out of your beds and brought down to the dining-hall to
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be presented to, by the name of Mr. Jamieson? Or has Alan forgotten
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what he did at Mr. Jamieson's request - a most disloyal act - for
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which, by the letter of the law, he might be hanged - no less than
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drinking the king's health ACROSS THE WATER? These were strange doings
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in a good Whig house! But Mr. Jamieson is a man privileged, and might
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set fire to my corn-barn; and the name they know him by now in France
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is the Chevalier Stewart.
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As for Davie and Catriona, I shall watch you pretty close in the next
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days, and see if you are so bold as to be laughing at papa and mamma.
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It is true we were not so wise as we might have been, and made a great
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deal of sorrow out of nothing; but you will find as you grow up that
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even the artful Miss Barbara, and even the valiant Mr. Alan, will be
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not so very much wiser than their parents. For the life of man upon
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this world of ours is a funny business. They talk of the angels
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weeping; but I think they must more often be holding their sides as
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they look on; and there was one thing I determined to do when I began
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this long story, and that was to tell out everything as it befell.
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