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The Battle of Life
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by Charles Dickens
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The Battle of Life by Charles Dickens
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The Battle of Life
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CHAPTER I - Part The First
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Once upon a time, it matters little when, and in stalwart England,
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it matters little where, a fierce battle was fought. It was fought
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upon a long summer day when the waving grass was green. Many a
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wild flower formed by the Almighty Hand to be a perfumed goblet for
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the dew, felt its enamelled cup filled high with blood that day,
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and shrinking dropped. Many an insect deriving its delicate colour
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from harmless leaves and herbs, was stained anew that day by dying
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men, and marked its frightened way with an unnatural track. The
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painted butterfly took blood into the air upon the edges of its
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wings. The stream ran red. The trodden ground became a quagmire,
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whence, from sullen pools collected in the prints of human feet and
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horses' hoofs, the one prevailing hue still lowered and glimmered
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at the sun.
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Heaven keep us from a knowledge of the sights the moon beheld upon
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that field, when, coming up above the black line of distant rising-
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ground, softened and blurred at the edge by trees, she rose into
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the sky and looked upon the plain, strewn with upturned faces that
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had once at mothers' breasts sought mothers' eyes, or slumbered
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happily. Heaven keep us from a knowledge of the secrets whispered
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afterwards upon the tainted wind that blew across the scene of that
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day's work and that night's death and suffering! Many a lonely
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moon was bright upon the battle-ground, and many a star kept
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mournful watch upon it, and many a wind from every quarter of the
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earth blew over it, before the traces of the fight were worn away.
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They lurked and lingered for a long time, but survived in little
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things; for, Nature, far above the evil passions of men, soon
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recovered Her serenity, and smiled upon the guilty battle-ground as
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she had done before, when it was innocent. The larks sang high
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above it; the swallows skimmed and dipped and flitted to and fro;
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the shadows of the flying clouds pursued each other swiftly, over
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grass and corn and turnip-field and wood, and over roof and church-
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spire in the nestling town among the trees, away into the bright
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distance on the borders of the sky and earth, where the red sunsets
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faded. Crops were sown, and grew up, and were gathered in; the
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stream that had been crimsoned, turned a watermill; men whistled at
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the plough; gleaners and haymakers were seen in quiet groups at
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work; sheep and oxen pastured; boys whooped and called, in fields,
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to scare away the birds; smoke rose from cottage chimneys; sabbath
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bells rang peacefully; old people lived and died; the timid
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creatures of the field, the simple flowers of the bush and garden,
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grew and withered in their destined terms: and all upon the fierce
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and bloody battle-ground, where thousands upon thousands had been
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killed in the great fight. But, there were deep green patches in
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the growing corn at first, that people looked at awfully. Year
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after year they re-appeared; and it was known that underneath those
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fertile spots, heaps of men and horses lay buried,
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indiscriminately, enriching the ground. The husbandmen who
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ploughed those places, shrunk from the great worms abounding there;
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and the sheaves they yielded, were, for many a long year, called
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the Battle Sheaves, and set apart; and no one ever knew a Battle
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Sheaf to be among the last load at a Harvest Home. For a long
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time, every furrow that was turned, revealed some fragments of the
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fight. For a long time, there were wounded trees upon the battle-
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ground; and scraps of hacked and broken fence and wall, where
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deadly struggles had been made; and trampled parts where not a leaf
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or blade would grow. For a long time, no village girl would dress
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her hair or bosom with the sweetest flower from that field of
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death: and after many a year had come and gone, the berries
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growing there, were still believed to leave too deep a stain upon
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the hand that plucked them.
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The Seasons in their course, however, though they passed as lightly
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as the summer clouds themselves, obliterated, in the lapse of time,
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even these remains of the old conflict; and wore away such
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legendary traces of it as the neighbouring people carried in their
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minds, until they dwindled into old wives' tales, dimly remembered
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round the winter fire, and waning every year. Where the wild
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flowers and berries had so long remained upon the stem untouched,
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gardens arose, and houses were built, and children played at
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battles on the turf. The wounded trees had long ago made Christmas
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logs, and blazed and roared away. The deep green patches were no
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greener now than the memory of those who lay in dust below. The
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ploughshare still turned up from time to time some rusty bits of
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metal, but it was hard to say what use they had ever served, and
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those who found them wondered and disputed. An old dinted
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corselet, and a helmet, had been hanging in the church so long,
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that the same weak half-blind old man who tried in vain to make
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them out above the whitewashed arch, had marvelled at them as a
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baby. If the host slain upon the field, could have been for a
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moment reanimated in the forms in which they fell, each upon the
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spot that was the bed of his untimely death, gashed and ghastly
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soldiers would have stared in, hundreds deep, at household door and
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window; and would have risen on the hearths of quiet homes; and
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would have been the garnered store of barns and granaries; and
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would have started up between the cradled infant and its nurse; and
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would have floated with the stream, and whirled round on the mill,
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and crowded the orchard, and burdened the meadow, and piled the
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rickyard high with dying men. So altered was the battle-ground,
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where thousands upon thousands had been killed in the great fight.
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Nowhere more altered, perhaps, about a hundred years ago, than in
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one little orchard attached to an old stone house with a
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honeysuckle porch; where, on a bright autumn morning, there were
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sounds of music and laughter, and where two girls danced merrily
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together on the grass, while some half-dozen peasant women standing
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on ladders, gathering the apples from the trees, stopped in their
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work to look down, and share their enjoyment. It was a pleasant,
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lively, natural scene; a beautiful day, a retired spot; and the two
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girls, quite unconstrained and careless, danced in the freedom and
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gaiety of their hearts.
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If there were no such thing as display in the world, my private
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opinion is, and I hope you agree with me, that we might get on a
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great deal better than we do, and might be infinitely more
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agreeable company than we are. It was charming to see how these
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girls danced. They had no spectators but the apple-pickers on the
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ladders. They were very glad to please them, but they danced to
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please themselves (or at least you would have supposed so); and you
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could no more help admiring, than they could help dancing. How
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they did dance!
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Not like opera-dancers. Not at all. And not like Madame Anybody's
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finished pupils. Not the least. It was not quadrille dancing, nor
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minuet dancing, nor even country-dance dancing. It was neither in
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the old style, nor the new style, nor the French style, nor the
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English style: though it may have been, by accident, a trifle in
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the Spanish style, which is a free and joyous one, I am told,
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deriving a delightful air of off-hand inspiration, from the
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chirping little castanets. As they danced among the orchard trees,
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and down the groves of stems and back again, and twirled each other
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lightly round and round, the influence of their airy motion seemed
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to spread and spread, in the sun-lighted scene, like an expanding
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circle in the water. Their streaming hair and fluttering skirts,
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the elastic grass beneath their feet, the boughs that rustled in
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the morning air - the flashing leaves, the speckled shadows on the
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soft green ground - the balmy wind that swept along the landscape,
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glad to turn the distant windmill, cheerily - everything between
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the two girls, and the man and team at plough upon the ridge of
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land, where they showed against the sky as if they were the last
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things in the world - seemed dancing too.
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At last, the younger of the dancing sisters, out of breath, and
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laughing gaily, threw herself upon a bench to rest. The other
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leaned against a tree hard by. The music, a wandering harp and
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fiddle, left off with a flourish, as if it boasted of its
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freshness; though the truth is, it had gone at such a pace, and
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worked itself to such a pitch of competition with the dancing, that
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it never could have held on, half a minute longer. The apple-
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pickers on the ladders raised a hum and murmur of applause, and
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then, in keeping with the sound, bestirred themselves to work again
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like bees.
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The more actively, perhaps, because an elderly gentleman, who was
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no other than Doctor Jeddler himself - it was Doctor Jeddler's
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house and orchard, you should know, and these were Doctor Jeddler's
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daughters - came bustling out to see what was the matter, and who
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the deuce played music on his property, before breakfast. For he
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was a great philosopher, Doctor Jeddler, and not very musical.
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'Music and dancing TO-DAY!' said the Doctor, stopping short, and
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speaking to himself. 'I thought they dreaded to-day. But it's a
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world of contradictions. Why, Grace, why, Marion!' he added,
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aloud, 'is the world more mad than usual this morning?'
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'Make some allowance for it, father, if it be,' replied his younger
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daughter, Marion, going close to him, and looking into his face,
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'for it's somebody's birth-day.'
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'Somebody's birth-day, Puss!' replied the Doctor. 'Don't you know
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it's always somebody's birth-day? Did you never hear how many new
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performers enter on this - ha! ha! ha! - it's impossible to speak
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gravely of it - on this preposterous and ridiculous business called
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Life, every minute?'
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'No, father!'
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'No, not you, of course; you're a woman - almost,' said the Doctor.
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'By-the-by,' and he looked into the pretty face, still close to
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his, 'I suppose it's YOUR birth-day.'
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'No! Do you really, father?' cried his pet daughter, pursing up
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her red lips to be kissed.
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'There! Take my love with it,' said the Doctor, imprinting his
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upon them; 'and many happy returns of the - the idea! - of the day.
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The notion of wishing happy returns in such a farce as this,' said
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the Doctor to himself, 'is good! Ha! ha! ha!'
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Doctor Jeddler was, as I have said, a great philosopher, and the
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heart and mystery of his philosophy was, to look upon the world as
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a gigantic practical joke; as something too absurd to be considered
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seriously, by any rational man. His system of belief had been, in
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the beginning, part and parcel of the battle-ground on which he
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lived, as you shall presently understand.
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'Well! But how did you get the music?' asked the Doctor.
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'Poultry-stealers, of course! Where did the minstrels come from?'
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'Alfred sent the music,' said his daughter Grace, adjusting a few
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simple flowers in her sister's hair, with which, in her admiration
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of that youthful beauty, she had herself adorned it half-an-hour
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before, and which the dancing had disarranged.
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'Oh! Alfred sent the music, did he?' returned the Doctor.
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'Yes. He met it coming out of the town as he was entering early.
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The men are travelling on foot, and rested there last night; and as
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it was Marion's birth-day, and he thought it would please her, he
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sent them on, with a pencilled note to me, saying that if I thought
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so too, they had come to serenade her.'
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'Ay, ay,' said the Doctor, carelessly, 'he always takes your
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opinion.'
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'And my opinion being favourable,' said Grace, good-humouredly; and
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pausing for a moment to admire the pretty head she decorated, with
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her own thrown back; 'and Marion being in high spirits, and
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beginning to dance, I joined her. And so we danced to Alfred's
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music till we were out of breath. And we thought the music all the
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gayer for being sent by Alfred. Didn't we, dear Marion?'
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'Oh, I don't know, Grace. How you tease me about Alfred.'
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'Tease you by mentioning your lover?' said her sister.
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'I am sure I don't much care to have him mentioned,' said the
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wilful beauty, stripping the petals from some flowers she held, and
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scattering them on the ground. 'I am almost tired of hearing of
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him; and as to his being my lover - '
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'Hush! Don't speak lightly of a true heart, which is all your own,
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Marion,' cried her sister, 'even in jest. There is not a truer
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heart than Alfred's in the world!'
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'No-no,' said Marion, raising her eyebrows with a pleasant air of
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careless consideration, 'perhaps not. But I don't know that
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there's any great merit in that. I - I don't want him to be so
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very true. I never asked him. If he expects that I - But, dear
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Grace, why need we talk of him at all, just now!'
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It was agreeable to see the graceful figures of the blooming
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sisters, twined together, lingering among the trees, conversing
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thus, with earnestness opposed to lightness, yet, with love
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responding tenderly to love. And it was very curious indeed to see
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the younger sister's eyes suffused with tears, and something
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fervently and deeply felt, breaking through the wilfulness of what
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she said, and striving with it painfully.
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The difference between them, in respect of age, could not exceed
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four years at most; but Grace, as often happens in such cases, when
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no mother watches over both (the Doctor's wife was dead), seemed,
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in her gentle care of her young sister, and in the steadiness of
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her devotion to her, older than she was; and more removed, in
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course of nature, from all competition with her, or participation,
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otherwise than through her sympathy and true affection, in her
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wayward fancies, than their ages seemed to warrant. Great
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character of mother, that, even in this shadow and faint reflection
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of it, purifies the heart, and raises the exalted nature nearer to
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the angels!
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The Doctor's reflections, as he looked after them, and heard the
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purport of their discourse, were limited at first to certain merry
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meditations on the folly of all loves and likings, and the idle
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imposition practised on themselves by young people, who believed
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for a moment, that there could be anything serious in such bubbles,
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and were always undeceived - always!
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But, the home-adorning, self-denying qualities of Grace, and her
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sweet temper, so gentle and retiring, yet including so much
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constancy and bravery of spirit, seemed all expressed to him in the
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|
contrast between her quiet household figure and that of his younger
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and more beautiful child; and he was sorry for her sake - sorry for
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them both - that life should be such a very ridiculous business as
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it was.
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The Doctor never dreamed of inquiring whether his children, or
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|
either of them, helped in any way to make the scheme a serious one.
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|
But then he was a Philosopher.
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A kind and generous man by nature, he had stumbled, by chance, over
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that common Philosopher's stone (much more easily discovered than
|
|
the object of the alchemist's researches), which sometimes trips up
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|
kind and generous men, and has the fatal property of turning gold
|
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to dross and every precious thing to poor account.
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'Britain!' cried the Doctor. 'Britain! Holloa!'
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|
A small man, with an uncommonly sour and discontented face, emerged
|
|
from the house, and returned to this call the unceremonious
|
|
acknowledgment of 'Now then!'
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|
'Where's the breakfast table?' said the Doctor.
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'In the house,' returned Britain.
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'Are you going to spread it out here, as you were told last night?'
|
|
said the Doctor. 'Don't you know that there are gentlemen coming?
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|
That there's business to be done this morning, before the coach
|
|
comes by? That this is a very particular occasion?'
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'I couldn't do anything, Dr. Jeddler, till the women had done
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|
getting in the apples, could I?' said Britain, his voice rising
|
|
with his reasoning, so that it was very loud at last.
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|
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|
'Well, have they done now?' replied the Doctor, looking at his
|
|
watch, and clapping his hands. 'Come! make haste! where's
|
|
Clemency?'
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|
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|
'Here am I, Mister,' said a voice from one of the ladders, which a
|
|
pair of clumsy feet descended briskly. 'It's all done now. Clear
|
|
away, gals. Everything shall be ready for you in half a minute,
|
|
Mister.'
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|
With that she began to bustle about most vigorously; presenting, as
|
|
she did so, an appearance sufficiently peculiar to justify a word
|
|
of introduction.
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|
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|
She was about thirty years old, and had a sufficiently plump and
|
|
cheerful face, though it was twisted up into an odd expression of
|
|
tightness that made it comical. But, the extraordinary homeliness
|
|
of her gait and manner, would have superseded any face in the
|
|
world. To say that she had two left legs, and somebody else's
|
|
arms, and that all four limbs seemed to be out of joint, and to
|
|
start from perfectly wrong places when they were set in motion, is
|
|
to offer the mildest outline of the reality. To say that she was
|
|
perfectly content and satisfied with these arrangements, and
|
|
regarded them as being no business of hers, and that she took her
|
|
arms and legs as they came, and allowed them to dispose of
|
|
themselves just as it happened, is to render faint justice to her
|
|
equanimity. Her dress was a prodigious pair of self-willed shoes,
|
|
that never wanted to go where her feet went; blue stockings; a
|
|
printed gown of many colours, and the most hideous pattern
|
|
procurable for money; and a white apron. She always wore short
|
|
sleeves, and always had, by some accident, grazed elbows, in which
|
|
she took so lively an interest, that she was continually trying to
|
|
turn them round and get impossible views of them. In general, a
|
|
little cap placed somewhere on her head; though it was rarely to be
|
|
met with in the place usually occupied in other subjects, by that
|
|
article of dress; but, from head to foot she was scrupulously
|
|
clean, and maintained a kind of dislocated tidiness. Indeed, her
|
|
laudable anxiety to be tidy and compact in her own conscience as
|
|
well as in the public eye, gave rise to one of her most startling
|
|
evolutions, which was to grasp herself sometimes by a sort of
|
|
wooden handle (part of her clothing, and familiarly called a busk),
|
|
and wrestle as it were with her garments, until they fell into a
|
|
symmetrical arrangement.
|
|
|
|
Such, in outward form and garb, was Clemency Newcome; who was
|
|
supposed to have unconsciously originated a corruption of her own
|
|
Christian name, from Clementina (but nobody knew, for the deaf old
|
|
mother, a very phenomenon of age, whom she had supported almost
|
|
from a child, was dead, and she had no other relation); who now
|
|
busied herself in preparing the table, and who stood, at intervals,
|
|
with her bare red arms crossed, rubbing her grazed elbows with
|
|
opposite hands, and staring at it very composedly, until she
|
|
suddenly remembered something else she wanted, and jogged off to
|
|
fetch it.
|
|
|
|
'Here are them two lawyers a-coming, Mister!' said Clemency, in a
|
|
tone of no very great good-will.
|
|
|
|
'Ah!' cried the Doctor, advancing to the gate to meet them. 'Good
|
|
morning, good morning! Grace, my dear! Marion! Here are Messrs.
|
|
Snitchey and Craggs. Where's Alfred!'
|
|
|
|
'He'll be back directly, father, no doubt,' said Grace. 'He had so
|
|
much to do this morning in his preparations for departure, that he
|
|
was up and out by daybreak. Good morning, gentlemen.'
|
|
|
|
'Ladies!' said Mr. Snitchey, 'for Self and Craggs,' who bowed,
|
|
'good morning! Miss,' to Marion, 'I kiss your hand.' Which he
|
|
did. 'And I wish you' - which he might or might not, for he didn't
|
|
look, at first sight, like a gentleman troubled with many warm
|
|
outpourings of soul, in behalf of other people, 'a hundred happy
|
|
returns of this auspicious day.'
|
|
|
|
'Ha ha ha!' laughed the Doctor thoughtfully, with his hands in his
|
|
pockets. 'The great farce in a hundred acts!'
|
|
|
|
'You wouldn't, I am sure,' said Mr. Snitchey, standing a small
|
|
professional blue bag against one leg of the table, 'cut the great
|
|
farce short for this actress, at all events, Doctor Jeddler.'
|
|
|
|
'No,' returned the Doctor. 'God forbid! May she live to laugh at
|
|
it, as long as she CAN laugh, and then say, with the French wit,
|
|
"The farce is ended; draw the curtain."'
|
|
|
|
'The French wit,' said Mr. Snitchey, peeping sharply into his blue
|
|
bag, 'was wrong, Doctor Jeddler, and your philosophy is altogether
|
|
wrong, depend upon it, as I have often told you. Nothing serious
|
|
in life! What do you call law?'
|
|
|
|
'A joke,' replied the Doctor.
|
|
|
|
'Did you ever go to law?' asked Mr. Snitchey, looking out of the
|
|
blue bag.
|
|
|
|
'Never,' returned the Doctor.
|
|
|
|
'If you ever do,' said Mr. Snitchey, 'perhaps you'll alter that
|
|
opinion.'
|
|
|
|
Craggs, who seemed to be represented by Snitchey, and to be
|
|
conscious of little or no separate existence or personal
|
|
individuality, offered a remark of his own in this place. It
|
|
involved the only idea of which he did not stand seized and
|
|
possessed in equal moieties with Snitchey; but, he had some
|
|
partners in it among the wise men of the world.
|
|
|
|
'It's made a great deal too easy,' said Mr. Craggs.
|
|
|
|
'Law is?' asked the Doctor.
|
|
|
|
'Yes,' said Mr. Craggs, 'everything is. Everything appears to me
|
|
to be made too easy, now-a-days. It's the vice of these times. If
|
|
the world is a joke (I am not prepared to say it isn't), it ought
|
|
to be made a very difficult joke to crack. It ought to be as hard
|
|
a struggle, sir, as possible. That's the intention. But, it's
|
|
being made far too easy. We are oiling the gates of life. They
|
|
ought to be rusty. We shall have them beginning to turn, soon,
|
|
with a smooth sound. Whereas they ought to grate upon their
|
|
hinges, sir.'
|
|
|
|
Mr. Craggs seemed positively to grate upon his own hinges, as he
|
|
delivered this opinion; to which he communicated immense effect -
|
|
being a cold, hard, dry, man, dressed in grey and white, like a
|
|
flint; with small twinkles in his eyes, as if something struck
|
|
sparks out of them. The three natural kingdoms, indeed, had each a
|
|
fanciful representative among this brotherhood of disputants; for
|
|
Snitchey was like a magpie or raven (only not so sleek), and the
|
|
Doctor had a streaked face like a winter-pippin, with here and
|
|
there a dimple to express the peckings of the birds, and a very
|
|
little bit of pigtail behind that stood for the stalk.
|
|
|
|
As the active figure of a handsome young man, dressed for a
|
|
journey, and followed by a porter bearing several packages and
|
|
baskets, entered the orchard at a brisk pace, and with an air of
|
|
gaiety and hope that accorded well with the morning, these three
|
|
drew together, like the brothers of the sister Fates, or like the
|
|
Graces most effectually disguised, or like the three weird prophets
|
|
on the heath, and greeted him.
|
|
|
|
'Happy returns, Alf!' said the Doctor, lightly.
|
|
|
|
'A hundred happy returns of this auspicious day, Mr. Heathfield!'
|
|
said Snitchey, bowing low.
|
|
|
|
'Returns!' Craggs murmured in a deep voice, all alone.
|
|
|
|
'Why, what a battery!' exclaimed Alfred, stopping short, 'and one -
|
|
two - three - all foreboders of no good, in the great sea before
|
|
me. I am glad you are not the first I have met this morning: I
|
|
should have taken it for a bad omen. But, Grace was the first -
|
|
sweet, pleasant Grace - so I defy you all!'
|
|
|
|
'If you please, Mister, I was the first you know,' said Clemency
|
|
Newcome. 'She was walking out here, before sunrise, you remember.
|
|
I was in the house.'
|
|
|
|
'That's true! Clemency was the first,' said Alfred. 'So I defy
|
|
you with Clemency.'
|
|
|
|
'Ha, ha, ha, - for Self and Craggs,' said Snitchey. 'What a
|
|
defiance!'
|
|
|
|
'Not so bad a one as it appears, may be,' said Alfred, shaking
|
|
hands heartily with the Doctor, and also with Snitchey and Craggs,
|
|
and then looking round. 'Where are the - Good Heavens!'
|
|
|
|
With a start, productive for the moment of a closer partnership
|
|
between Jonathan Snitchey and Thomas Craggs than the subsisting
|
|
articles of agreement in that wise contemplated, he hastily betook
|
|
himself to where the sisters stood together, and - however, I
|
|
needn't more particularly explain his manner of saluting Marion
|
|
first, and Grace afterwards, than by hinting that Mr. Craggs may
|
|
possibly have considered it 'too easy.'
|
|
|
|
Perhaps to change the subject, Dr. Jeddler made a hasty move
|
|
towards the breakfast, and they all sat down at table. Grace
|
|
presided; but so discreetly stationed herself, as to cut off her
|
|
sister and Alfred from the rest of the company. Snitchey and
|
|
Craggs sat at opposite corners, with the blue bag between them for
|
|
safety; the Doctor took his usual position, opposite to Grace.
|
|
Clemency hovered galvanically about the table, as waitress; and the
|
|
melancholy Britain, at another and a smaller board, acted as Grand
|
|
Carver of a round of beef and a ham.
|
|
|
|
'Meat?' said Britain, approaching Mr. Snitchey, with the carving
|
|
knife and fork in his hands, and throwing the question at him like
|
|
a missile.
|
|
|
|
'Certainly,' returned the lawyer.
|
|
|
|
'Do YOU want any?' to Craggs.
|
|
|
|
'Lean and well done,' replied that gentleman.
|
|
|
|
Having executed these orders, and moderately supplied the Doctor
|
|
(he seemed to know that nobody else wanted anything to eat), he
|
|
lingered as near the Firm as he decently could, watching with an
|
|
austere eye their disposition of the viands, and but once relaxing
|
|
the severe expression of his face. This was on the occasion of Mr.
|
|
Craggs, whose teeth were not of the best, partially choking, when
|
|
he cried out with great animation, 'I thought he was gone!'
|
|
|
|
'Now, Alfred,' said the Doctor, 'for a word or two of business,
|
|
while we are yet at breakfast.'
|
|
|
|
'While we are yet at breakfast,' said Snitchey and Craggs, who
|
|
seemed to have no present idea of leaving off.
|
|
|
|
Although Alfred had not been breakfasting, and seemed to have quite
|
|
enough business on his hands as it was, he respectfully answered:
|
|
|
|
'If you please, sir.'
|
|
|
|
'If anything could be serious,' the Doctor began, 'in such a - '
|
|
|
|
'Farce as this, sir,' hinted Alfred.
|
|
|
|
'In such a farce as this,' observed the Doctor, 'it might be this
|
|
recurrence, on the eve of separation, of a double birthday, which
|
|
is connected with many associations pleasant to us four, and with
|
|
the recollection of a long and amicable intercourse. That's not to
|
|
the purpose.'
|
|
|
|
'Ah! yes, yes, Dr. Jeddler,' said the young man. 'It is to the
|
|
purpose. Much to the purpose, as my heart bears witness this
|
|
morning; and as yours does too, I know, if you would let it speak.
|
|
I leave your house to-day; I cease to be your ward to-day; we part
|
|
with tender relations stretching far behind us, that never can be
|
|
exactly renewed, and with others dawning - yet before us,' he
|
|
looked down at Marion beside him, 'fraught with such considerations
|
|
as I must not trust myself to speak of now. Come, come!' he added,
|
|
rallying his spirits and the Doctor at once, 'there's a serious
|
|
grain in this large foolish dust-heap, Doctor. Let us allow to-
|
|
day, that there is One.'
|
|
|
|
'To-day!' cried the Doctor. 'Hear him! Ha, ha, ha! Of all days
|
|
in the foolish year. Why, on this day, the great battle was fought
|
|
on this ground. On this ground where we now sit, where I saw my
|
|
two girls dance this morning, where the fruit has just been
|
|
gathered for our eating from these trees, the roots of which are
|
|
struck in Men, not earth, - so many lives were lost, that within my
|
|
recollection, generations afterwards, a churchyard full of bones,
|
|
and dust of bones, and chips of cloven skulls, has been dug up from
|
|
underneath our feet here. Yet not a hundred people in that battle
|
|
knew for what they fought, or why; not a hundred of the
|
|
inconsiderate rejoicers in the victory, why they rejoiced. Not
|
|
half a hundred people were the better for the gain or loss. Not
|
|
half-a-dozen men agree to this hour on the cause or merits; and
|
|
nobody, in short, ever knew anything distinct about it, but the
|
|
mourners of the slain. Serious, too!' said the Doctor, laughing.
|
|
'Such a system!'
|
|
|
|
'But, all this seems to me,' said Alfred, 'to be very serious.'
|
|
|
|
'Serious!' cried the Doctor. 'If you allowed such things to be
|
|
serious, you must go mad, or die, or climb up to the top of a
|
|
mountain, and turn hermit.'
|
|
|
|
'Besides - so long ago,' said Alfred.
|
|
|
|
'Long ago!' returned the Doctor. 'Do you know what the world has
|
|
been doing, ever since? Do you know what else it has been doing?
|
|
I don't!'
|
|
|
|
'It has gone to law a little,' observed Mr. Snitchey, stirring his
|
|
tea.
|
|
|
|
'Although the way out has been always made too easy,' said his
|
|
partner.
|
|
|
|
'And you'll excuse my saying, Doctor,' pursued Mr. Snitchey,
|
|
'having been already put a thousand times in possession of my
|
|
opinion, in the course of our discussions, that, in its having gone
|
|
to law, and in its legal system altogether, I do observe a serious
|
|
side - now, really, a something tangible, and with a purpose and
|
|
intention in it - '
|
|
|
|
Clemency Newcome made an angular tumble against the table,
|
|
occasioning a sounding clatter among the cups and saucers.
|
|
|
|
'Heyday! what's the matter there?' exclaimed the Doctor.
|
|
|
|
'It's this evil-inclined blue bag,' said Clemency, 'always tripping
|
|
up somebody!'
|
|
|
|
'With a purpose and intention in it, I was saying,' resumed
|
|
Snitchey, 'that commands respect. Life a farce, Dr. Jeddler? With
|
|
law in it?'
|
|
|
|
The Doctor laughed, and looked at Alfred.
|
|
|
|
'Granted, if you please, that war is foolish,' said Snitchey.
|
|
'There we agree. For example. Here's a smiling country,' pointing
|
|
it out with his fork, 'once overrun by soldiers - trespassers every
|
|
man of 'em - and laid waste by fire and sword. He, he, he! The
|
|
idea of any man exposing himself, voluntarily, to fire and sword!
|
|
Stupid, wasteful, positively ridiculous; you laugh at your fellow-
|
|
creatures, you know, when you think of it! But take this smiling
|
|
country as it stands. Think of the laws appertaining to real
|
|
property; to the bequest and devise of real property; to the
|
|
mortgage and redemption of real property; to leasehold, freehold,
|
|
and copyhold estate; think,' said Mr. Snitchey, with such great
|
|
emotion that he actually smacked his lips, 'of the complicated laws
|
|
relating to title and proof of title, with all the contradictory
|
|
precedents and numerous acts of parliament connected with them;
|
|
think of the infinite number of ingenious and interminable chancery
|
|
suits, to which this pleasant prospect may give rise; and
|
|
acknowledge, Dr. Jeddler, that there is a green spot in the scheme
|
|
about us! I believe,' said Mr. Snitchey, looking at his partner,
|
|
'that I speak for Self and Craggs?'
|
|
|
|
Mr. Craggs having signified assent, Mr. Snitchey, somewhat
|
|
freshened by his recent eloquence, observed that he would take a
|
|
little more beef and another cup of tea.
|
|
|
|
'I don't stand up for life in general,' he added, rubbing his hands
|
|
and chuckling, 'it's full of folly; full of something worse.
|
|
Professions of trust, and confidence, and unselfishness, and all
|
|
that! Bah, bah, bah! We see what they're worth. But, you mustn't
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laugh at life; you've got a game to play; a very serious game
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indeed! Everybody's playing against you, you know, and you're
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playing against them. Oh! it's a very interesting thing. There
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are deep moves upon the board. You must only laugh, Dr. Jeddler,
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when you win - and then not much. He, he, he! And then not much,'
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repeated Snitchey, rolling his head and winking his eye, as if he
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would have added, 'you may do this instead!'
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'Well, Alfred!' cried the Doctor, 'what do you say now?'
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'I say, sir,' replied Alfred, 'that the greatest favour you could
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do me, and yourself too, I am inclined to think, would be to try
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sometimes to forget this battle-field and others like it in that
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broader battle-field of Life, on which the sun looks every day.'
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'Really, I'm afraid that wouldn't soften his opinions, Mr. Alfred,'
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said Snitchey. 'The combatants are very eager and very bitter in
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that same battle of Life. There's a great deal of cutting and
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slashing, and firing into people's heads from behind. There is
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terrible treading down, and trampling on. It is rather a bad
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business.'
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'I believe, Mr. Snitchey,' said Alfred, 'there are quiet victories
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and struggles, great sacrifices of self, and noble acts of heroism,
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in it - even in many of its apparent lightnesses and contradictions
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- not the less difficult to achieve, because they have no earthly
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chronicle or audience - done every day in nooks and corners, and in
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little households, and in men's and women's hearts - any one of
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which might reconcile the sternest man to such a world, and fill
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him with belief and hope in it, though two-fourths of its people
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were at war, and another fourth at law; and that's a bold word.'
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Both the sisters listened keenly.
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'Well, well!' said the Doctor, 'I am too old to be converted, even
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by my friend Snitchey here, or my good spinster sister, Martha
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Jeddler; who had what she calls her domestic trials ages ago, and
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has led a sympathising life with all sorts of people ever since;
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and who is so much of your opinion (only she's less reasonable and
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more obstinate, being a woman), that we can't agree, and seldom
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meet. I was born upon this battle-field. I began, as a boy, to
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have my thoughts directed to the real history of a battle-field.
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Sixty years have gone over my head, and I have never seen the
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Christian world, including Heaven knows how many loving mothers and
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good enough girls like mine here, anything but mad for a battle-
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field. The same contradictions prevail in everything. One must
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either laugh or cry at such stupendous inconsistencies; and I
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prefer to laugh.'
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Britain, who had been paying the profoundest and most melancholy
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attention to each speaker in his turn, seemed suddenly to decide in
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favour of the same preference, if a deep sepulchral sound that
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escaped him might be construed into a demonstration of risibility.
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His face, however, was so perfectly unaffected by it, both before
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and afterwards, that although one or two of the breakfast party
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looked round as being startled by a mysterious noise, nobody
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connected the offender with it.
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Except his partner in attendance, Clemency Newcome; who rousing him
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with one of those favourite joints, her elbows, inquired, in a
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reproachful whisper, what he laughed at.
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'Not you!' said Britain.
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'Who then?'
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'Humanity,' said Britain. 'That's the joke!'
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'What between master and them lawyers, he's getting more and more
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addle-headed every day!' cried Clemency, giving him a lunge with
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the other elbow, as a mental stimulant. 'Do you know where you
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are? Do you want to get warning?'
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'I don't know anything,' said Britain, with a leaden eye and an
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immovable visage. 'I don't care for anything. I don't make out
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anything. I don't believe anything. And I don't want anything.'
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Although this forlorn summary of his general condition may have
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been overcharged in an access of despondency, Benjamin Britain -
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sometimes called Little Britain, to distinguish him from Great; as
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we might say Young England, to express Old England with a decided
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difference - had defined his real state more accurately than might
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be supposed. For, serving as a sort of man Miles to the Doctor's
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Friar Bacon, and listening day after day to innumerable orations
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addressed by the Doctor to various people, all tending to show that
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his very existence was at best a mistake and an absurdity, this
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unfortunate servitor had fallen, by degrees, into such an abyss of
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confused and contradictory suggestions from within and without,
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that Truth at the bottom of her well, was on the level surface as
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compared with Britain in the depths of his mystification. The only
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|
point he clearly comprehended, was, that the new element usually
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brought into these discussions by Snitchey and Craggs, never served
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to make them clearer, and always seemed to give the Doctor a
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species of advantage and confirmation. Therefore, he looked upon
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the Firm as one of the proximate causes of his state of mind, and
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held them in abhorrence accordingly.
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'But, this is not our business, Alfred,' said the Doctor. 'Ceasing
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to be my ward (as you have said) to-day; and leaving us full to the
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brim of such learning as the Grammar School down here was able to
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give you, and your studies in London could add to that, and such
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practical knowledge as a dull old country Doctor like myself could
|
|
graft upon both; you are away, now, into the world. The first term
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of probation appointed by your poor father, being over, away you go
|
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now, your own master, to fulfil his second desire. And long before
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your three years' tour among the foreign schools of medicine is
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|
finished, you'll have forgotten us. Lord, you'll forget us easily
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|
in six months!'
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'If I do - But you know better; why should I speak to you!' said
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Alfred, laughing.
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'I don't know anything of the sort,' returned the Doctor. 'What do
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you say, Marion?'
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Marion, trifling with her teacup, seemed to say - but she didn't
|
|
say it - that he was welcome to forget, if he could. Grace pressed
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the blooming face against her cheek, and smiled.
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'I haven't been, I hope, a very unjust steward in the execution of
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my trust,' pursued the Doctor; 'but I am to be, at any rate,
|
|
formally discharged, and released, and what not this morning; and
|
|
here are our good friends Snitchey and Craggs, with a bagful of
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|
papers, and accounts, and documents, for the transfer of the
|
|
balance of the trust fund to you (I wish it was a more difficult
|
|
one to dispose of, Alfred, but you must get to be a great man and
|
|
make it so), and other drolleries of that sort, which are to be
|
|
signed, sealed, and delivered.'
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|
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'And duly witnessed as by law required,' said Snitchey, pushing
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|
away his plate, and taking out the papers, which his partner
|
|
proceeded to spread upon the table; 'and Self and Crags having been
|
|
co-trustees with you, Doctor, in so far as the fund was concerned,
|
|
we shall want your two servants to attest the signatures - can you
|
|
read, Mrs. Newcome?'
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'I an't married, Mister,' said Clemency.
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'Oh! I beg your pardon. I should think not,' chuckled Snitchey,
|
|
casting his eyes over her extraordinary figure. 'You CAN read?'
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'A little,' answered Clemency.
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'The marriage service, night and morning, eh?' observed the lawyer,
|
|
jocosely.
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'No,' said Clemency. 'Too hard. I only reads a thimble.'
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'Read a thimble!' echoed Snitchey. 'What are you talking about,
|
|
young woman?'
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Clemency nodded. 'And a nutmeg-grater.'
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|
'Why, this is a lunatic! a subject for the Lord High Chancellor!'
|
|
said Snitchey, staring at her.
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- 'If possessed of any property,' stipulated Craggs.
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|
|
Grace, however, interposing, explained that each of the articles in
|
|
question bore an engraved motto, and so formed the pocket library
|
|
of Clemency Newcome, who was not much given to the study of books.
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|
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|
'Oh, that's it, is it, Miss Grace!' said Snitchey.
|
|
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|
'Yes, yes. Ha, ha, ha! I thought our friend was an idiot. She
|
|
looks uncommonly like it,' he muttered, with a supercilious glance.
|
|
'And what does the thimble say, Mrs. Newcome?'
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|
'I an't married, Mister,' observed Clemency.
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|
|
|
'Well, Newcome. Will that do?' said the lawyer. 'What does the
|
|
thimble say, Newcome?'
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|
|
How Clemency, before replying to this question, held one pocket
|
|
open, and looked down into its yawning depths for the thimble which
|
|
wasn't there, - and how she then held an opposite pocket open, and
|
|
seeming to descry it, like a pearl of great price, at the bottom,
|
|
cleared away such intervening obstacles as a handkerchief, an end
|
|
of wax candle, a flushed apple, an orange, a lucky penny, a cramp
|
|
bone, a padlock, a pair of scissors in a sheath more expressively
|
|
describable as promising young shears, a handful or so of loose
|
|
beads, several balls of cotton, a needle-case, a cabinet collection
|
|
of curl-papers, and a biscuit, all of which articles she entrusted
|
|
individually and separately to Britain to hold, - is of no
|
|
consequence.
|
|
|
|
Nor how, in her determination to grasp this pocket by the throat
|
|
and keep it prisoner (for it had a tendency to swing, and twist
|
|
itself round the nearest corner), she assumed and calmly
|
|
maintained, an attitude apparently inconsistent with the human
|
|
anatomy and the laws of gravity. It is enough that at last she
|
|
triumphantly produced the thimble on her finger, and rattled the
|
|
nutmeg-grater: the literature of both those trinkets being
|
|
obviously in course of wearing out and wasting away, through
|
|
excessive friction.
|
|
|
|
'That's the thimble, is it, young woman?' said Mr. Snitchey,
|
|
diverting himself at her expense. 'And what does the thimble say?'
|
|
|
|
'It says,' replied Clemency, reading slowly round as if it were a
|
|
tower, 'For-get and For-give.'
|
|
|
|
Snitchey and Craggs laughed heartily. 'So new!' said Snitchey.
|
|
'So easy!' said Craggs. 'Such a knowledge of human nature in it!'
|
|
said Snitchey. 'So applicable to the affairs of life!' said
|
|
Craggs.
|
|
|
|
'And the nutmeg-grater?' inquired the head of the Firm.
|
|
|
|
'The grater says,' returned Clemency, 'Do as you - wold - be - done
|
|
by.'
|
|
|
|
'Do, or you'll be done brown, you mean,' said Mr. Snitchey.
|
|
|
|
'I don't understand,' retorted Clemency, shaking her head vaguely.
|
|
'I an't no lawyer.'
|
|
|
|
'I am afraid that if she was, Doctor,' said Mr. Snitchey, turning
|
|
to him suddenly, as if to anticipate any effect that might
|
|
otherwise be consequent on this retort, 'she'd find it to be the
|
|
golden rule of half her clients. They are serious enough in that -
|
|
whimsical as your world is - and lay the blame on us afterwards.
|
|
We, in our profession, are little else than mirrors after all, Mr.
|
|
Alfred; but, we are generally consulted by angry and quarrelsome
|
|
people who are not in their best looks, and it's rather hard to
|
|
quarrel with us if we reflect unpleasant aspects. I think,' said
|
|
Mr. Snitchey, 'that I speak for Self and Craggs?'
|
|
|
|
'Decidedly,' said Craggs.
|
|
|
|
'And so, if Mr. Britain will oblige us with a mouthful of ink,'
|
|
said Mr. Snitchey, returning to the papers, 'we'll sign, seal, and
|
|
deliver as soon as possible, or the coach will be coming past
|
|
before we know where we are.'
|
|
|
|
If one might judge from his appearance, there was every probability
|
|
of the coach coming past before Mr. Britain knew where HE was; for
|
|
he stood in a state of abstraction, mentally balancing the Doctor
|
|
against the lawyers, and the lawyers against the Doctor, and their
|
|
clients against both, and engaged in feeble attempts to make the
|
|
thimble and nutmeg-grater (a new idea to him) square with anybody's
|
|
system of philosophy; and, in short, bewildering himself as much as
|
|
ever his great namesake has done with theories and schools. But,
|
|
Clemency, who was his good Genius - though he had the meanest
|
|
possible opinion of her understanding, by reason of her seldom
|
|
troubling herself with abstract speculations, and being always at
|
|
hand to do the right thing at the right time - having produced the
|
|
ink in a twinkling, tendered him the further service of recalling
|
|
him to himself by the application of her elbows; with which gentle
|
|
flappers she so jogged his memory, in a more literal construction
|
|
of that phrase than usual, that he soon became quite fresh and
|
|
brisk.
|
|
|
|
How he laboured under an apprehension not uncommon to persons in
|
|
his degree, to whom the use of pen and ink is an event, that he
|
|
couldn't append his name to a document, not of his own writing,
|
|
without committing himself in some shadowy manner, or somehow
|
|
signing away vague and enormous sums of money; and how he
|
|
approached the deeds under protest, and by dint of the Doctor's
|
|
coercion, and insisted on pausing to look at them before writing
|
|
(the cramped hand, to say nothing of the phraseology, being so much
|
|
Chinese to him), and also on turning them round to see whether
|
|
there was anything fraudulent underneath; and how, having signed
|
|
his name, he became desolate as one who had parted with his
|
|
property and rights; I want the time to tell. Also, how the blue
|
|
bag containing his signature, afterwards had a mysterious interest
|
|
for him, and he couldn't leave it; also, how Clemency Newcome, in
|
|
an ecstasy of laughter at the idea of her own importance and
|
|
dignity, brooded over the whole table with her two elbows, like a
|
|
spread eagle, and reposed her head upon her left arm as a
|
|
preliminary to the formation of certain cabalistic characters,
|
|
which required a deal of ink, and imaginary counterparts whereof
|
|
she executed at the same time with her tongue. Also, how, having
|
|
once tasted ink, she became thirsty in that regard, as tame tigers
|
|
are said to be after tasting another sort of fluid, and wanted to
|
|
sign everything, and put her name in all kinds of places. In
|
|
brief, the Doctor was discharged of his trust and all its
|
|
responsibilities; and Alfred, taking it on himself, was fairly
|
|
started on the journey of life.
|
|
|
|
'Britain!' said the Doctor. 'Run to the gate, and watch for the
|
|
coach. Time flies, Alfred.'
|
|
|
|
'Yes, sir, yes,' returned the young man, hurriedly. 'Dear Grace! a
|
|
moment! Marion - so young and beautiful, so winning and so much
|
|
admired, dear to my heart as nothing else in life is - remember! I
|
|
leave Marion to you!'
|
|
|
|
'She has always been a sacred charge to me, Alfred. She is doubly
|
|
so, now. I will be faithful to my trust, believe me.'
|
|
|
|
'I do believe it, Grace. I know it well. Who could look upon your
|
|
face, and hear your voice, and not know it! Ah, Grace! If I had
|
|
your well-governed heart, and tranquil mind, how bravely I would
|
|
leave this place to-day!'
|
|
|
|
'Would you?' she answered with a quiet smile.
|
|
|
|
'And yet, Grace - Sister, seems the natural word.'
|
|
|
|
'Use it!' she said quickly. 'I am glad to hear it. Call me
|
|
nothing else.'
|
|
|
|
'And yet, sister, then,' said Alfred, 'Marion and I had better have
|
|
your true and steadfast qualities serving us here, and making us
|
|
both happier and better. I wouldn't carry them away, to sustain
|
|
myself, if I could!'
|
|
|
|
'Coach upon the hill-top!' exclaimed Britain.
|
|
|
|
'Time flies, Alfred,' said the Doctor.
|
|
|
|
Marion had stood apart, with her eyes fixed upon the ground; but,
|
|
this warning being given, her young lover brought her tenderly to
|
|
where her sister stood, and gave her into her embrace.
|
|
|
|
'I have been telling Grace, dear Marion,' he said, 'that you are
|
|
her charge; my precious trust at parting. And when I come back and
|
|
reclaim you, dearest, and the bright prospect of our married life
|
|
lies stretched before us, it shall be one of our chief pleasures to
|
|
consult how we can make Grace happy; how we can anticipate her
|
|
wishes; how we can show our gratitude and love to her; how we can
|
|
return her something of the debt she will have heaped upon us.'
|
|
|
|
The younger sister had one hand in his; the other rested on her
|
|
sister's neck. She looked into that sister's eyes, so calm,
|
|
serene, and cheerful, with a gaze in which affection, admiration,
|
|
sorrow, wonder, almost veneration, were blended. She looked into
|
|
that sister's face, as if it were the face of some bright angel.
|
|
Calm, serene, and cheerful, the face looked back on her and on her
|
|
lover.
|
|
|
|
'And when the time comes, as it must one day,' said Alfred, - 'I
|
|
wonder it has never come yet, but Grace knows best, for Grace is
|
|
always right - when SHE will want a friend to open her whole heart
|
|
to, and to be to her something of what she has been to us - then,
|
|
Marion, how faithful we will prove, and what delight to us to know
|
|
that she, our dear good sister, loves and is loved again, as we
|
|
would have her!'
|
|
|
|
Still the younger sister looked into her eyes, and turned not -
|
|
even towards him. And still those honest eyes looked back, so
|
|
calm, serene, and cheerful, on herself and on her lover.
|
|
|
|
'And when all that is past, and we are old, and living (as we
|
|
must!) together - close together - talking often of old times,'
|
|
said Alfred - 'these shall be our favourite times among them - this
|
|
day most of all; and, telling each other what we thought and felt,
|
|
and hoped and feared at parting; and how we couldn't bear to say
|
|
good bye - '
|
|
|
|
'Coach coming through the wood!' cried Britain.
|
|
|
|
'Yes! I am ready - and how we met again, so happily in spite of
|
|
all; we'll make this day the happiest in all the year, and keep it
|
|
as a treble birth-day. Shall we, dear?'
|
|
|
|
'Yes!' interposed the elder sister, eagerly, and with a radiant
|
|
smile. 'Yes! Alfred, don't linger. There's no time. Say good
|
|
bye to Marion. And Heaven be with you!'
|
|
|
|
He pressed the younger sister to his heart. Released from his
|
|
embrace, she again clung to her sister; and her eyes, with the same
|
|
blended look, again sought those so calm, serene, and cheerful.
|
|
|
|
'Farewell, my boy!' said the Doctor. 'To talk about any serious
|
|
correspondence or serious affections, and engagements and so forth,
|
|
in such a - ha ha ha! - you know what I mean - why that, of course,
|
|
would be sheer nonsense. All I can say is, that if you and Marion
|
|
should continue in the same foolish minds, I shall not object to
|
|
have you for a son-in-law one of these days.'
|
|
|
|
'Over the bridge!' cried Britain.
|
|
|
|
'Let it come!' said Alfred, wringing the Doctor's hand stoutly.
|
|
'Think of me sometimes, my old friend and guardian, as seriously as
|
|
you can! Adieu, Mr. Snitchey! Farewell, Mr. Craggs!'
|
|
|
|
'Coming down the road!' cried Britain.
|
|
|
|
'A kiss of Clemency Newcome for long acquaintance' sake! Shake
|
|
hands, Britain! Marion, dearest heart, good bye! Sister Grace!
|
|
remember!'
|
|
|
|
The quiet household figure, and the face so beautiful in its
|
|
serenity, were turned towards him in reply; but Marion's look and
|
|
attitude remained unchanged.
|
|
|
|
The coach was at the gate. There was a bustle with the luggage.
|
|
The coach drove away. Marion never moved.
|
|
|
|
'He waves his hat to you, my love,' said Grace. 'Your chosen
|
|
husband, darling. Look!'
|
|
|
|
The younger sister raised her head, and, for a moment, turned it.
|
|
Then, turning back again, and fully meeting, for the first time,
|
|
those calm eyes, fell sobbing on her neck.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, Grace. God bless you! But I cannot bear to see it, Grace!
|
|
It breaks my heart.'
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER II - Part The Second
|
|
|
|
SNITCHEY AND CRAGGS had a snug little office on the old Battle
|
|
Ground, where they drove a snug little business, and fought a great
|
|
many small pitched battles for a great many contending parties.
|
|
Though it could hardly be said of these conflicts that they were
|
|
running fights - for in truth they generally proceeded at a snail's
|
|
pace - the part the Firm had in them came so far within the general
|
|
denomination, that now they took a shot at this Plaintiff, and now
|
|
aimed a chop at that Defendant, now made a heavy charge at an
|
|
estate in Chancery, and now had some light skirmishing among an
|
|
irregular body of small debtors, just as the occasion served, and
|
|
the enemy happened to present himself. The Gazette was an
|
|
important and profitable feature in some of their fields, as in
|
|
fields of greater renown; and in most of the Actions wherein they
|
|
showed their generalship, it was afterwards observed by the
|
|
combatants that they had had great difficulty in making each other
|
|
out, or in knowing with any degree of distinctness what they were
|
|
about, in consequence of the vast amount of smoke by which they
|
|
were surrounded.
|
|
|
|
The offices of Messrs. Snitchey and Craggs stood convenient, with
|
|
an open door down two smooth steps, in the market-place; so that
|
|
any angry farmer inclining towards hot water, might tumble into it
|
|
at once. Their special council-chamber and hall of conference was
|
|
an old back-room up-stairs, with a low dark ceiling, which seemed
|
|
to be knitting its brows gloomily in the consideration of tangled
|
|
points of law. It was furnished with some high-backed leathern
|
|
chairs, garnished with great goggle-eyed brass nails, of which,
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every here and there, two or three had fallen out - or had been
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picked out, perhaps, by the wandering thumbs and forefingers of
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bewildered clients. There was a framed print of a great judge in
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it, every curl in whose dreadful wig had made a man's hair stand on
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end. Bales of papers filled the dusty closets, shelves, and
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tables; and round the wainscot there were tiers of boxes, padlocked
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and fireproof, with people's names painted outside, which anxious
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visitors felt themselves, by a cruel enchantment, obliged to spell
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backwards and forwards, and to make anagrams of, while they sat,
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seeming to listen to Snitchey and Craggs, without comprehending one
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word of what they said.
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Snitchey and Craggs had each, in private life as in professional
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existence, a partner of his own. Snitchey and Craggs were the best
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friends in the world, and had a real confidence in one another; but
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Mrs. Snitchey, by a dispensation not uncommon in the affairs of
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life, was on principle suspicious of Mr. Craggs; and Mrs. Craggs
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was on principle suspicious of Mr. Snitchey. 'Your Snitcheys
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indeed,' the latter lady would observe, sometimes, to Mr. Craggs;
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using that imaginative plural as if in disparagement of an
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objectionable pair of pantaloons, or other articles not possessed
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of a singular number; 'I don't see what you want with your
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Snitcheys, for my part. You trust a great deal too much to your
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Snitcheys, I think, and I hope you may never find my words come
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true.' While Mrs. Snitchey would observe to Mr. Snitchey, of
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Craggs, 'that if ever he was led away by man he was led away by
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that man, and that if ever she read a double purpose in a mortal
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eye, she read that purpose in Craggs's eye.' Notwithstanding this,
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however, they were all very good friends in general: and Mrs.
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Snitchey and Mrs. Craggs maintained a close bond of alliance
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against 'the office,' which they both considered the Blue chamber,
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and common enemy, full of dangerous (because unknown) machinations.
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In this office, nevertheless, Snitchey and Craggs made honey for
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their several hives. Here, sometimes, they would linger, of a fine
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evening, at the window of their council-chamber overlooking the old
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battle-ground, and wonder (but that was generally at assize time,
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when much business had made them sentimental) at the folly of
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mankind, who couldn't always be at peace with one another and go to
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law comfortably. Here, days, and weeks, and months, and years,
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passed over them: their calendar, the gradually diminishing number
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of brass nails in the leathern chairs, and the increasing bulk of
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papers on the tables. Here, nearly three years' flight had thinned
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the one and swelled the other, since the breakfast in the orchard;
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when they sat together in consultation at night.
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Not alone; but, with a man of about thirty, or that time of life,
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negligently dressed, and somewhat haggard in the face, but well-
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made, well-attired, and well-looking, who sat in the armchair of
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state, with one hand in his breast, and the other in his
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dishevelled hair, pondering moodily. Messrs. Snitchey and Craggs
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sat opposite each other at a neighbouring desk. One of the
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fireproof boxes, unpadlocked and opened, was upon it; a part of its
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contents lay strewn upon the table, and the rest was then in course
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of passing through the hands of Mr. Snitchey; who brought it to the
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candle, document by document; looked at every paper singly, as he
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produced it; shook his head, and handed it to Mr. Craggs; who
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looked it over also, shook his head, and laid it down. Sometimes,
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they would stop, and shaking their heads in concert, look towards
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the abstracted client. And the name on the box being Michael
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Warden, Esquire, we may conclude from these premises that the name
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and the box were both his, and that the affairs of Michael Warden,
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Esquire, were in a bad way.
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'That's all,' said Mr. Snitchey, turning up the last paper.
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'Really there's no other resource. No other resource.'
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'All lost, spent, wasted, pawned, borrowed, and sold, eh?' said the
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client, looking up.
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'All,' returned Mr. Snitchey.
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'Nothing else to be done, you say?'
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'Nothing at all.'
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The client bit his nails, and pondered again.
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'And I am not even personally safe in England? You hold to that,
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do you?'
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'In no part of the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Ireland,'
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replied Mr. Snitchey.
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'A mere prodigal son with no father to go back to, no swine to
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keep, and no husks to share with them? Eh?' pursued the client,
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rocking one leg over the other, and searching the ground with his
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eyes.
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Mr. Snitchey coughed, as if to deprecate the being supposed to
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participate in any figurative illustration of a legal position.
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Mr. Craggs, as if to express that it was a partnership view of the
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subject, also coughed.
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'Ruined at thirty!' said the client. 'Humph!'
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'Not ruined, Mr. Warden,' returned Snitchey. 'Not so bad as that.
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You have done a good deal towards it, I must say, but you are not
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ruined. A little nursing - '
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'A little Devil,' said the client.
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'Mr. Craggs,' said Snitchey, 'will you oblige me with a pinch of
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snuff? Thank you, sir.'
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As the imperturbable lawyer applied it to his nose with great
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apparent relish and a perfect absorption of his attention in the
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proceeding, the client gradually broke into a smile, and, looking
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up, said:
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'You talk of nursing. How long nursing?'
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'How long nursing?' repeated Snitchey, dusting the snuff from his
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fingers, and making a slow calculation in his mind. 'For your
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involved estate, sir? In good hands? S. and C.'s, say? Six or
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seven years.'
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'To starve for six or seven years!' said the client with a fretful
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laugh, and an impatient change of his position.
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'To starve for six or seven years, Mr. Warden,' said Snitchey,
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'would be very uncommon indeed. You might get another estate by
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showing yourself, the while. But, we don't think you could do it -
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speaking for Self and Craggs - and consequently don't advise it.'
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'What DO you advise?'
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'Nursing, I say,' repeated Snitchey. 'Some few years of nursing by
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Self and Craggs would bring it round. But to enable us to make
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terms, and hold terms, and you to keep terms, you must go away; you
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must live abroad. As to starvation, we could ensure you some
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|
hundreds a-year to starve upon, even in the beginning - I dare say,
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Mr. Warden.'
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'Hundreds,' said the client. 'And I have spent thousands!'
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'That,' retorted Mr. Snitchey, putting the papers slowly back into
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the cast-iron box, 'there is no doubt about. No doubt about,' he
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repeated to himself, as he thoughtfully pursued his occupation.
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The lawyer very likely knew HIS man; at any rate his dry, shrewd,
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whimsical manner, had a favourable influence on the client's moody
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state, and disposed him to be more free and unreserved. Or,
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|
perhaps the client knew HIS man, and had elicited such
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encouragement as he had received, to render some purpose he was
|
|
about to disclose the more defensible in appearance. Gradually
|
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raising his head, he sat looking at his immovable adviser with a
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smile, which presently broke into a laugh.
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'After all,' he said, 'my iron-headed friend - '
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Mr. Snitchey pointed out his partner. 'Self and - excuse me -
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Craggs.'
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'I beg Mr. Craggs's pardon,' said the client. 'After all, my iron-
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headed friends,' he leaned forward in his chair, and dropped his
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voice a little, 'you don't know half my ruin yet.'
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Mr. Snitchey stopped and stared at him. Mr. Craggs also stared.
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'I am not only deep in debt,' said the client, 'but I am deep in -
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'
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'Not in love!' cried Snitchey.
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'Yes!' said the client, falling back in his chair, and surveying
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the Firm with his hands in his pockets. 'Deep in love.'
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'And not with an heiress, sir?' said Snitchey.
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'Not with an heiress.'
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'Nor a rich lady?'
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'Nor a rich lady that I know of - except in beauty and merit.'
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'A single lady, I trust?' said Mr. Snitchey, with great expression.
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'Certainly.'
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'It's not one of Dr. Jeddler's daughters?' said Snitchey, suddenly
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squaring his elbows on his knees, and advancing his face at least a
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yard.
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'Yes!' returned the client.
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'Not his younger daughter?' said Snitchey.
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'Yes!' returned the client.
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'Mr. Craggs,' said Snitchey, much relieved, 'will you oblige me
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|
with another pinch of snuff? Thank you! I am happy to say it
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|
don't signify, Mr. Warden; she's engaged, sir, she's bespoke. My
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partner can corroborate me. We know the fact.'
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'We know the fact,' repeated Craggs.
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'Why, so do I perhaps,' returned the client quietly. 'What of
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|
that! Are you men of the world, and did you never hear of a woman
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changing her mind?'
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'There certainly have been actions for breach,' said Mr. Snitchey,
|
|
'brought against both spinsters and widows, but, in the majority of
|
|
cases - '
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'Cases!' interposed the client, impatiently. 'Don't talk to me of
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|
cases. The general precedent is in a much larger volume than any
|
|
of your law books. Besides, do you think I have lived six weeks in
|
|
the Doctor's house for nothing?'
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'I think, sir,' observed Mr. Snitchey, gravely addressing himself
|
|
to his partner, 'that of all the scrapes Mr. Warden's horses have
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|
brought him into at one time and another - and they have been
|
|
pretty numerous, and pretty expensive, as none know better than
|
|
himself, and you, and I - the worst scrape may turn out to be, if
|
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he talks in this way, this having ever been left by one of them at
|
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the Doctor's garden wall, with three broken ribs, a snapped collar-
|
|
bone, and the Lord knows how many bruises. We didn't think so much
|
|
of it, at the time when we knew he was going on well under the
|
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Doctor's hands and roof; but it looks bad now, sir. Bad? It looks
|
|
very bad. Doctor Jeddler too - our client, Mr. Craggs.'
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'Mr. Alfred Heathfield too - a sort of client, Mr. Snitchey,' said
|
|
Craggs.
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'Mr. Michael Warden too, a kind of client,' said the careless
|
|
visitor, 'and no bad one either: having played the fool for ten or
|
|
twelve years. However, Mr. Michael Warden has sown his wild oats
|
|
now - there's their crop, in that box; and he means to repent and
|
|
be wise. And in proof of it, Mr. Michael Warden means, if he can,
|
|
to marry Marion, the Doctor's lovely daughter, and to carry her
|
|
away with him.'
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'Really, Mr. Craggs,' Snitchey began.
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|
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'Really, Mr. Snitchey, and Mr. Craggs, partners both,' said the
|
|
client, interrupting him; 'you know your duty to your clients, and
|
|
you know well enough, I am sure, that it is no part of it to
|
|
interfere in a mere love affair, which I am obliged to confide to
|
|
you. I am not going to carry the young lady off, without her own
|
|
consent. There's nothing illegal in it. I never was Mr.
|
|
Heathfield's bosom friend. I violate no confidence of his. I love
|
|
where he loves, and I mean to win where he would win, if I can.'
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'He can't, Mr. Craggs,' said Snitchey, evidently anxious and
|
|
discomfited. 'He can't do it, sir. She dotes on Mr. Alfred.'
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'Does she?' returned the client.
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'Mr. Craggs, she dotes on him, sir,' persisted Snitchey.
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|
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'I didn't live six weeks, some few months ago, in the Doctor's
|
|
house for nothing; and I doubted that soon,' observed the client.
|
|
'She would have doted on him, if her sister could have brought it
|
|
about; but I watched them. Marion avoided his name, avoided the
|
|
subject: shrunk from the least allusion to it, with evident
|
|
distress.'
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|
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'Why should she, Mr. Craggs, you know? Why should she, sir?'
|
|
inquired Snitchey.
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|
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|
'I don't know why she should, though there are many likely
|
|
reasons,' said the client, smiling at the attention and perplexity
|
|
expressed in Mr. Snitchey's shining eye, and at his cautious way of
|
|
carrying on the conversation, and making himself informed upon the
|
|
subject; 'but I know she does. She was very young when she made
|
|
the engagement - if it may be called one, I am not even sure of
|
|
that - and has repented of it, perhaps. Perhaps - it seems a
|
|
foppish thing to say, but upon my soul I don't mean it in that
|
|
light - she may have fallen in love with me, as I have fallen in
|
|
love with her.'
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|
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'He, he! Mr. Alfred, her old playfellow too, you remember, Mr.
|
|
Craggs,' said Snitchey, with a disconcerted laugh; 'knew her almost
|
|
from a baby!'
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|
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|
'Which makes it the more probable that she may be tired of his
|
|
idea,' calmly pursued the client, 'and not indisposed to exchange
|
|
it for the newer one of another lover, who presents himself (or is
|
|
presented by his horse) under romantic circumstances; has the not
|
|
unfavourable reputation - with a country girl - of having lived
|
|
thoughtlessly and gaily, without doing much harm to anybody; and
|
|
who, for his youth and figure, and so forth - this may seem foppish
|
|
again, but upon my soul I don't mean it in that light - might
|
|
perhaps pass muster in a crowd with Mr. Alfred himself.'
|
|
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|
There was no gainsaying the last clause, certainly; and Mr.
|
|
Snitchey, glancing at him, thought so. There was something
|
|
naturally graceful and pleasant in the very carelessness of his
|
|
air. It seemed to suggest, of his comely face and well-knit
|
|
figure, that they might be greatly better if he chose: and that,
|
|
once roused and made earnest (but he never had been earnest yet),
|
|
he could be full of fire and purpose. 'A dangerous sort of
|
|
libertine,' thought the shrewd lawyer, 'to seem to catch the spark
|
|
he wants, from a young lady's eyes.'
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|
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|
'Now, observe, Snitchey,' he continued, rising and taking him by
|
|
the button, 'and Craggs,' taking him by the button also, and
|
|
placing one partner on either side of him, so that neither might
|
|
evade him. 'I don't ask you for any advice. You are right to keep
|
|
quite aloof from all parties in such a matter, which is not one in
|
|
which grave men like you could interfere, on any side. I am
|
|
briefly going to review in half-a-dozen words, my position and
|
|
intention, and then I shall leave it to you to do the best for me,
|
|
in money matters, that you can: seeing, that, if I run away with
|
|
the Doctor's beautiful daughter (as I hope to do, and to become
|
|
another man under her bright influence), it will be, for the
|
|
moment, more chargeable than running away alone. But I shall soon
|
|
make all that up in an altered life.'
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|
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|
'I think it will be better not to hear this, Mr. Craggs?' said
|
|
Snitchey, looking at him across the client.
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'I think not,' said Craggs. - Both listened attentively.
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'Well! You needn't hear it,' replied their client. 'I'll mention
|
|
it, however. I don't mean to ask the Doctor's consent, because he
|
|
wouldn't give it me. But I mean to do the Doctor no wrong or harm,
|
|
because (besides there being nothing serious in such trifles, as he
|
|
says) I hope to rescue his child, my Marion, from what I see - I
|
|
KNOW - she dreads, and contemplates with misery: that is, the
|
|
return of this old lover. If anything in the world is true, it is
|
|
true that she dreads his return. Nobody is injured so far. I am
|
|
so harried and worried here just now, that I lead the life of a
|
|
flying-fish. I skulk about in the dark, I am shut out of my own
|
|
house, and warned off my own grounds; but, that house, and those
|
|
grounds, and many an acre besides, will come back to me one day, as
|
|
you know and say; and Marion will probably be richer - on your
|
|
showing, who are never sanguine - ten years hence as my wife, than
|
|
as the wife of Alfred Heathfield, whose return she dreads (remember
|
|
that), and in whom or in any man, my passion is not surpassed. Who
|
|
is injured yet? It is a fair case throughout. My right is as good
|
|
as his, if she decide in my favour; and I will try my right by her
|
|
alone. You will like to know no more after this, and I will tell
|
|
you no more. Now you know my purpose, and wants. When must I
|
|
leave here?'
|
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|
'In a week,' said Snitchey. 'Mr. Craggs?'
|
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|
'In something less, I should say,' responded Craggs.
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|
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|
'In a month,' said the client, after attentively watching the two
|
|
faces. 'This day month. To-day is Thursday. Succeed or fail, on
|
|
this day month I go.'
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|
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|
'It's too long a delay,' said Snitchey; 'much too long. But let it
|
|
be so. I thought he'd have stipulated for three,' he murmured to
|
|
himself. 'Are you going? Good night, sir!'
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|
'Good night!' returned the client, shaking hands with the Firm.
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|
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|
'You'll live to see me making a good use of riches yet. Henceforth
|
|
the star of my destiny is, Marion!'
|
|
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|
'Take care of the stairs, sir,' replied Snitchey; 'for she don't
|
|
shine there. Good night!'
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|
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'Good night!'
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|
So they both stood at the stair-head with a pair of office-candles,
|
|
watching him down. When he had gone away, they stood looking at
|
|
each other.
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|
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|
'What do you think of all this, Mr. Craggs?' said Snitchey.
|
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|
Mr. Craggs shook his head.
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|
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|
'It was our opinion, on the day when that release was executed,
|
|
that there was something curious in the parting of that pair; I
|
|
recollect,' said Snitchey.
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|
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|
'It was,' said Mr. Craggs.
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|
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|
'Perhaps he deceives himself altogether,' pursued Mr. Snitchey,
|
|
locking up the fireproof box, and putting it away; 'or, if he
|
|
don't, a little bit of fickleness and perfidy is not a miracle, Mr.
|
|
Craggs. And yet I thought that pretty face was very true. I
|
|
thought,' said Mr. Snitchey, putting on his great-coat (for the
|
|
weather was very cold), drawing on his gloves, and snuffing out one
|
|
candle, 'that I had even seen her character becoming stronger and
|
|
more resolved of late. More like her sister's.'
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|
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|
'Mrs. Craggs was of the same opinion,' returned Craggs.
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|
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|
'I'd really give a trifle to-night,' observed Mr. Snitchey, who was
|
|
a good-natured man, 'if I could believe that Mr. Warden was
|
|
reckoning without his host; but, light-headed, capricious, and
|
|
unballasted as he is, he knows something of the world and its
|
|
people (he ought to, for he has bought what he does know, dear
|
|
enough); and I can't quite think that. We had better not
|
|
interfere: we can do nothing, Mr. Craggs, but keep quiet.'
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'Nothing,' returned Craggs.
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|
'Our friend the Doctor makes light of such things,' said Mr.
|
|
Snitchey, shaking his head. 'I hope he mayn't stand in need of his
|
|
philosophy. Our friend Alfred talks of the battle of life,' he
|
|
shook his head again, 'I hope he mayn't be cut down early in the
|
|
day. Have you got your hat, Mr. Craggs? I am going to put the
|
|
other candle out.' Mr. Craggs replying in the affirmative, Mr.
|
|
Snitchey suited the action to the word, and they groped their way
|
|
out of the council-chamber, now dark as the subject, or the law in
|
|
general.
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|
My story passes to a quiet little study, where, on that same night,
|
|
the sisters and the hale old Doctor sat by a cheerful fireside.
|
|
Grace was working at her needle. Marion read aloud from a book
|
|
before her. The Doctor, in his dressing-gown and slippers, with
|
|
his feet spread out upon the warm rug, leaned back in his easy-
|
|
chair, and listened to the book, and looked upon his daughters.
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|
They were very beautiful to look upon. Two better faces for a
|
|
fireside, never made a fireside bright and sacred. Something of
|
|
the difference between them had been softened down in three years'
|
|
time; and enthroned upon the clear brow of the younger sister,
|
|
looking through her eyes, and thrilling in her voice, was the same
|
|
earnest nature that her own motherless youth had ripened in the
|
|
elder sister long ago. But she still appeared at once the lovelier
|
|
and weaker of the two; still seemed to rest her head upon her
|
|
sister's breast, and put her trust in her, and look into her eyes
|
|
for counsel and reliance. Those loving eyes, so calm, serene, and
|
|
cheerful, as of old.
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|
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|
'"And being in her own home,"' read Marion, from the book; '"her
|
|
home made exquisitely dear by these remembrances, she now began to
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know that the great trial of her heart must soon come on, and could
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not be delayed. O Home, our comforter and friend when others fall
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away, to part with whom, at any step between the cradle and the
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grave"'-
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'Marion, my love!' said Grace.
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'Why, Puss!' exclaimed her father, 'what's the matter?'
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She put her hand upon the hand her sister stretched towards her,
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and read on; her voice still faltering and trembling, though she
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made an effort to command it when thus interrupted.
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'"To part with whom, at any step between the cradle and the grave,
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is always sorrowful. O Home, so true to us, so often slighted in
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return, be lenient to them that turn away from thee, and do not
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haunt their erring footsteps too reproachfully! Let no kind looks,
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no well-remembered smiles, be seen upon thy phantom face. Let no
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ray of affection, welcome, gentleness, forbearance, cordiality,
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shine from thy white head. Let no old loving word, or tone, rise
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up in judgment against thy deserter; but if thou canst look harshly
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and severely, do, in mercy to the Penitent!"'
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'Dear Marion, read no more to-night,' said Grace for she was
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weeping.
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'I cannot,' she replied, and closed the book. 'The words seem all
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on fire!'
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The Doctor was amused at this; and laughed as he patted her on the
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head.
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'What! overcome by a story-book!' said Doctor Jeddler. 'Print and
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paper! Well, well, it's all one. It's as rational to make a
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serious matter of print and paper as of anything else. But, dry
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your eyes, love, dry your eyes. I dare say the heroine has got
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home again long ago, and made it up all round - and if she hasn't,
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a real home is only four walls; and a fictitious one, mere rags and
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ink. What's the matter now?'
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'It's only me, Mister,' said Clemency, putting in her head at the
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door.
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'And what's the matter with YOU?' said the Doctor.
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'Oh, bless you, nothing an't the matter with me,' returned Clemency
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- and truly too, to judge from her well-soaped face, in which there
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gleamed as usual the very soul of good-humour, which, ungainly as
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she was, made her quite engaging. Abrasions on the elbows are not
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generally understood, it is true, to range within that class of
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personal charms called beauty-spots. But, it is better, going
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through the world, to have the arms chafed in that narrow passage,
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than the temper: and Clemency's was sound and whole as any
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beauty's in the land.
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'Nothing an't the matter with me,' said Clemency, entering, 'but -
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come a little closer, Mister.'
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The Doctor, in some astonishment, complied with this invitation.
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'You said I wasn't to give you one before them, you know,' said
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Clemency.
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A novice in the family might have supposed, from her extraordinary
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ogling as she said it, as well as from a singular rapture or
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ecstasy which pervaded her elbows, as if she were embracing
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herself, that 'one,' in its most favourable interpretation, meant a
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chaste salute. Indeed the Doctor himself seemed alarmed, for the
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moment; but quickly regained his composure, as Clemency, having had
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recourse to both her pockets - beginning with the right one, going
|
|
away to the wrong one, and afterwards coming back to the right one
|
|
again - produced a letter from the Post-office.
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'Britain was riding by on a errand,' she chuckled, handing it to
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the Doctor, 'and see the mail come in, and waited for it. There's
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A. H. in the corner. Mr. Alfred's on his journey home, I bet. We
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shall have a wedding in the house - there was two spoons in my
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saucer this morning. Oh Luck, how slow he opens it!'
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All this she delivered, by way of soliloquy, gradually rising
|
|
higher and higher on tiptoe, in her impatience to hear the news,
|
|
and making a corkscrew of her apron, and a bottle of her mouth. At
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|
last, arriving at a climax of suspense, and seeing the Doctor still
|
|
engaged in the perusal of the letter, she came down flat upon the
|
|
soles of her feet again, and cast her apron, as a veil, over her
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head, in a mute despair, and inability to bear it any longer.
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'Here! Girls!' cried the Doctor. 'I can't help it: I never could
|
|
keep a secret in my life. There are not many secrets, indeed,
|
|
worth being kept in such a - well! never mind that. Alfred's
|
|
coming home, my dears, directly.'
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'Directly!' exclaimed Marion.
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|
'What! The story-book is soon forgotten!' said the Doctor,
|
|
pinching her cheek. 'I thought the news would dry those tears.
|
|
Yes. "Let it be a surprise," he says, here. But I can't let it be
|
|
a surprise. He must have a welcome.'
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'Directly!' repeated Marion.
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|
'Why, perhaps not what your impatience calls "directly,"' returned
|
|
the doctor; 'but pretty soon too. Let us see. Let us see. To-day
|
|
is Thursday, is it not? Then he promises to be here, this day
|
|
month.'
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'This day month!' repeated Marion, softly.
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'A gay day and a holiday for us,' said the cheerful voice of her
|
|
sister Grace, kissing her in congratulation. 'Long looked forward
|
|
to, dearest, and come at last.'
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She answered with a smile; a mournful smile, but full of sisterly
|
|
affection. As she looked in her sister's face, and listened to the
|
|
quiet music of her voice, picturing the happiness of this return,
|
|
her own face glowed with hope and joy.
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|
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|
And with a something else; a something shining more and more
|
|
through all the rest of its expression; for which I have no name.
|
|
It was not exultation, triumph, proud enthusiasm. They are not so
|
|
calmly shown. It was not love and gratitude alone, though love and
|
|
gratitude were part of it. It emanated from no sordid thought, for
|
|
sordid thoughts do not light up the brow, and hover on the lips,
|
|
and move the spirit like a fluttered light, until the sympathetic
|
|
figure trembles.
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|
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|
Dr. Jeddler, in spite of his system of philosophy - which he was
|
|
continually contradicting and denying in practice, but more famous
|
|
philosophers have done that - could not help having as much
|
|
interest in the return of his old ward and pupil as if it had been
|
|
a serious event. So he sat himself down in his easy-chair again,
|
|
stretched out his slippered feet once more upon the rug, read the
|
|
letter over and over a great many times, and talked it over more
|
|
times still.
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|
|
|
'Ah! The day was,' said the Doctor, looking at the fire, 'when you
|
|
and he, Grace, used to trot about arm-in-arm, in his holiday time,
|
|
like a couple of walking dolls. You remember?'
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|
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|
'I remember,' she answered, with her pleasant laugh, and plying her
|
|
needle busily.
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|
|
|
'This day month, indeed!' mused the Doctor. 'That hardly seems a
|
|
twelve month ago. And where was my little Marion then!'
|
|
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|
'Never far from her sister,' said Marion, cheerily, 'however
|
|
little. Grace was everything to me, even when she was a young
|
|
child herself.'
|
|
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|
'True, Puss, true,' returned the Doctor. 'She was a staid little
|
|
woman, was Grace, and a wise housekeeper, and a busy, quiet,
|
|
pleasant body; bearing with our humours and anticipating our
|
|
wishes, and always ready to forget her own, even in those times. I
|
|
never knew you positive or obstinate, Grace, my darling, even then,
|
|
on any subject but one.'
|
|
|
|
'I am afraid I have changed sadly for the worse, since,' laughed
|
|
Grace, still busy at her work. 'What was that one, father?'
|
|
|
|
'Alfred, of course,' said the Doctor. 'Nothing would serve you but
|
|
you must be called Alfred's wife; so we called you Alfred's wife;
|
|
and you liked it better, I believe (odd as it seems now), than
|
|
being called a Duchess, if we could have made you one.'
|
|
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|
'Indeed?' said Grace, placidly.
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|
|
|
'Why, don't you remember?' inquired the Doctor.
|
|
|
|
'I think I remember something of it,' she returned, 'but not much.
|
|
It's so long ago.' And as she sat at work, she hummed the burden
|
|
of an old song, which the Doctor liked.
|
|
|
|
'Alfred will find a real wife soon,' she said, breaking off; 'and
|
|
that will be a happy time indeed for all of us. My three years'
|
|
trust is nearly at an end, Marion. It has been a very easy one. I
|
|
shall tell Alfred, when I give you back to him, that you have loved
|
|
him dearly all the time, and that he has never once needed my good
|
|
services. May I tell him so, love?'
|
|
|
|
'Tell him, dear Grace,' replied Marion, 'that there never was a
|
|
trust so generously, nobly, steadfastly discharged; and that I have
|
|
loved YOU, all the time, dearer and dearer every day; and O! how
|
|
dearly now!'
|
|
|
|
'Nay,' said her cheerful sister, returning her embrace, 'I can
|
|
scarcely tell him that; we will leave my deserts to Alfred's
|
|
imagination. It will be liberal enough, dear Marion; like your
|
|
own.'
|
|
|
|
With that, she resumed the work she had for a moment laid down,
|
|
when her sister spoke so fervently: and with it the old song the
|
|
Doctor liked to hear. And the Doctor, still reposing in his easy-
|
|
chair, with his slippered feet stretched out before him on the rug,
|
|
listened to the tune, and beat time on his knee with Alfred's
|
|
letter, and looked at his two daughters, and thought that among the
|
|
many trifles of the trifling world, these trifles were agreeable
|
|
enough.
|
|
|
|
Clemency Newcome, in the meantime, having accomplished her mission
|
|
and lingered in the room until she had made herself a party to the
|
|
news, descended to the kitchen, where her coadjutor, Mr. Britain,
|
|
was regaling after supper, surrounded by such a plentiful
|
|
collection of bright pot-lids, well-scoured saucepans, burnished
|
|
dinner-covers, gleaming kettles, and other tokens of her
|
|
industrious habits, arranged upon the walls and shelves, that he
|
|
sat as in the centre of a hall of mirrors. The majority did not
|
|
give forth very flattering portraits of him, certainly; nor were
|
|
they by any means unanimous in their reflections; as some made him
|
|
very long-faced, others very broad-faced, some tolerably well-
|
|
looking, others vastly ill-looking, according to their several
|
|
manners of reflecting: which were as various, in respect of one
|
|
fact, as those of so many kinds of men. But they all agreed that
|
|
in the midst of them sat, quite at his ease, an individual with a
|
|
pipe in his mouth, and a jug of beer at his elbow, who nodded
|
|
condescendingly to Clemency, when she stationed herself at the same
|
|
table.
|
|
|
|
'Well, Clemmy,' said Britain, 'how are you by this time, and what's
|
|
the news?'
|
|
|
|
Clemency told him the news, which he received very graciously. A
|
|
gracious change had come over Benjamin from head to foot. He was
|
|
much broader, much redder, much more cheerful, and much jollier in
|
|
all respects. It seemed as if his face had been tied up in a knot
|
|
before, and was now untwisted and smoothed out.
|
|
|
|
'There'll be another job for Snitchey and Craggs, I suppose,' he
|
|
observed, puffing slowly at his pipe. 'More witnessing for you and
|
|
me, perhaps, Clemmy!'
|
|
|
|
'Lor!' replied his fair companion, with her favourite twist of her
|
|
favourite joints. 'I wish it was me, Britain!'
|
|
|
|
'Wish what was you?'
|
|
|
|
'A-going to be married,' said Clemency.
|
|
|
|
Benjamin took his pipe out of his mouth and laughed heartily.
|
|
'Yes! you're a likely subject for that!' he said. 'Poor Clem!'
|
|
Clemency for her part laughed as heartily as he, and seemed as much
|
|
amused by the idea. 'Yes,' she assented, 'I'm a likely subject for
|
|
that; an't I?'
|
|
|
|
'YOU'LL never be married, you know,' said Mr. Britain, resuming his
|
|
pipe.
|
|
|
|
'Don't you think I ever shall though?' said Clemency, in perfect
|
|
good faith.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Britain shook his head. 'Not a chance of it!'
|
|
|
|
'Only think!' said Clemency. 'Well! - I suppose you mean to,
|
|
Britain, one of these days; don't you?'
|
|
|
|
A question so abrupt, upon a subject so momentous, required
|
|
consideration. After blowing out a great cloud of smoke, and
|
|
looking at it with his head now on this side and now on that, as if
|
|
it were actually the question, and he were surveying it in various
|
|
aspects, Mr. Britain replied that he wasn't altogether clear about
|
|
it, but - ye-es - he thought he might come to that at last.
|
|
|
|
'I wish her joy, whoever she may be!' cried Clemency.
|
|
|
|
'Oh she'll have that,' said Benjamin, 'safe enough.'
|
|
|
|
'But she wouldn't have led quite such a joyful life as she will
|
|
lead, and wouldn't have had quite such a sociable sort of husband
|
|
as she will have,' said Clemency, spreading herself half over the
|
|
table, and staring retrospectively at the candle, 'if it hadn't
|
|
been for - not that I went to do it, for it was accidental, I am
|
|
sure - if it hadn't been for me; now would she, Britain?'
|
|
|
|
'Certainly not,' returned Mr. Britain, by this time in that high
|
|
state of appreciation of his pipe, when a man can open his mouth
|
|
but a very little way for speaking purposes; and sitting
|
|
luxuriously immovable in his chair, can afford to turn only his
|
|
eyes towards a companion, and that very passively and gravely.
|
|
'Oh! I'm greatly beholden to you, you know, Clem.'
|
|
|
|
'Lor, how nice that is to think of!' said Clemency.
|
|
|
|
At the same time, bringing her thoughts as well as her sight to
|
|
bear upon the candle-grease, and becoming abruptly reminiscent of
|
|
its healing qualities as a balsam, she anointed her left elbow with
|
|
a plentiful application of that remedy.
|
|
|
|
'You see I've made a good many investigations of one sort and
|
|
another in my time,' pursued Mr. Britain, with the profundity of a
|
|
sage, 'having been always of an inquiring turn of mind; and I've
|
|
read a good many books about the general Rights of things and
|
|
Wrongs of things, for I went into the literary line myself, when I
|
|
began life.'
|
|
|
|
'Did you though!' cried the admiring Clemency.
|
|
|
|
'Yes,' said Mr. Britain: 'I was hid for the best part of two years
|
|
behind a bookstall, ready to fly out if anybody pocketed a volume;
|
|
and after that, I was light porter to a stay and mantua maker, in
|
|
which capacity I was employed to carry about, in oilskin baskets,
|
|
nothing but deceptions - which soured my spirits and disturbed my
|
|
confidence in human nature; and after that, I heard a world of
|
|
discussions in this house, which soured my spirits fresh; and my
|
|
opinion after all is, that, as a safe and comfortable sweetener of
|
|
the same, and as a pleasant guide through life, there's nothing
|
|
like a nutmeg-grater.'
|
|
|
|
Clemency was about to offer a suggestion, but he stopped her by
|
|
anticipating it.
|
|
|
|
'Com-bined,' he added gravely, 'with a thimble.'
|
|
|
|
'Do as you wold, you know, and cetrer, eh!' observed Clemency,
|
|
folding her arms comfortably in her delight at this avowal, and
|
|
patting her elbows. 'Such a short cut, an't it?'
|
|
|
|
'I'm not sure,' said Mr. Britain, 'that it's what would be
|
|
considered good philosophy. I've my doubts about that; but it
|
|
wears well, and saves a quantity of snarling, which the genuine
|
|
article don't always.'
|
|
|
|
'See how you used to go on once, yourself, you know!' said
|
|
Clemency.
|
|
|
|
'Ah!' said Mr. Britain. 'But the most extraordinary thing, Clemmy,
|
|
is that I should live to be brought round, through you. That's the
|
|
strange part of it. Through you! Why, I suppose you haven't so
|
|
much as half an idea in your head.'
|
|
|
|
Clemency, without taking the least offence, shook it, and laughed
|
|
and hugged herself, and said, 'No, she didn't suppose she had.'
|
|
|
|
'I'm pretty sure of it,' said Mr. Britain.
|
|
|
|
'Oh! I dare say you're right,' said Clemency. 'I don't pretend to
|
|
none. I don't want any.'
|
|
|
|
Benjamin took his pipe from his lips, and laughed till the tears
|
|
ran down his face. 'What a natural you are, Clemmy!' he said,
|
|
shaking his head, with an infinite relish of the joke, and wiping
|
|
his eyes. Clemency, without the smallest inclination to dispute
|
|
it, did the like, and laughed as heartily as he.
|
|
|
|
'I can't help liking you,' said Mr. Britain; 'you're a regular good
|
|
creature in your way, so shake hands, Clem. Whatever happens, I'll
|
|
always take notice of you, and be a friend to you.'
|
|
|
|
'Will you?' returned Clemency. 'Well! that's very good of you.'
|
|
|
|
'Yes, yes,' said Mr. Britain, giving her his pipe to knock the
|
|
ashes out of it; 'I'll stand by you. Hark! That's a curious
|
|
noise!'
|
|
|
|
'Noise!' repeated Clemency.
|
|
|
|
'A footstep outside. Somebody dropping from the wall, it sounded
|
|
like,' said Britain. 'Are they all abed up-stairs?'
|
|
|
|
'Yes, all abed by this time,' she replied.
|
|
|
|
'Didn't you hear anything?'
|
|
|
|
'No.'
|
|
|
|
They both listened, but heard nothing.
|
|
|
|
'I tell you what,' said Benjamin, taking down a lantern. 'I'll
|
|
have a look round, before I go to bed myself, for satisfaction's
|
|
sake. Undo the door while I light this, Clemmy.'
|
|
|
|
Clemency complied briskly; but observed as she did so, that he
|
|
would only have his walk for his pains, that it was all his fancy,
|
|
and so forth. Mr. Britain said 'very likely;' but sallied out,
|
|
nevertheless, armed with the poker, and casting the light of the
|
|
lantern far and near in all directions.
|
|
|
|
'It's as quiet as a churchyard,' said Clemency, looking after him;
|
|
'and almost as ghostly too!'
|
|
|
|
Glancing back into the kitchen, she cried fearfully, as a light
|
|
figure stole into her view, 'What's that!'
|
|
|
|
'Hush!' said Marion in an agitated whisper. 'You have always loved
|
|
me, have you not!'
|
|
|
|
'Loved you, child! You may be sure I have.'
|
|
|
|
'I am sure. And I may trust you, may I not? There is no one else
|
|
just now, in whom I CAN trust.'
|
|
|
|
'Yes,' said Clemency, with all her heart.
|
|
|
|
'There is some one out there,' pointing to the door, 'whom I must
|
|
see, and speak with, to-night. Michael Warden, for God's sake
|
|
retire! Not now!'
|
|
|
|
Clemency started with surprise and trouble as, following the
|
|
direction of the speaker's eyes, she saw a dark figure standing in
|
|
the doorway.
|
|
|
|
'In another moment you may be discovered,' said Marion. 'Not now!
|
|
Wait, if you can, in some concealment. I will come presently.'
|
|
|
|
He waved his hand to her, and was gone. 'Don't go to bed. Wait
|
|
here for me!' said Marion, hurriedly. 'I have been seeking to
|
|
speak to you for an hour past. Oh, be true to me!'
|
|
|
|
Eagerly seizing her bewildered hand, and pressing it with both her
|
|
own to her breast - an action more expressive, in its passion of
|
|
entreaty, than the most eloquent appeal in words, - Marion
|
|
withdrew; as the light of the returning lantern flashed into the
|
|
room.
|
|
|
|
'All still and peaceable. Nobody there. Fancy, I suppose,' said
|
|
Mr. Britain, as he locked and barred the door. 'One of the effects
|
|
of having a lively imagination. Halloa! Why, what's the matter?'
|
|
|
|
Clemency, who could not conceal the effects of her surprise and
|
|
concern, was sitting in a chair: pale, and trembling from head to
|
|
foot.
|
|
|
|
'Matter!' she repeated, chafing her hands and elbows, nervously,
|
|
and looking anywhere but at him. 'That's good in you, Britain,
|
|
that is! After going and frightening one out of one's life with
|
|
noises and lanterns, and I don't know what all. Matter! Oh, yes!'
|
|
|
|
'If you're frightened out of your life by a lantern, Clemmy,' said
|
|
Mr. Britain, composedly blowing it out and hanging it up again,
|
|
'that apparition's very soon got rid of. But you're as bold as
|
|
brass in general,' he said, stopping to observe her; 'and were,
|
|
after the noise and the lantern too. What have you taken into your
|
|
head? Not an idea, eh?'
|
|
|
|
But, as Clemency bade him good night very much after her usual
|
|
fashion, and began to bustle about with a show of going to bed
|
|
herself immediately, Little Britain, after giving utterance to the
|
|
original remark that it was impossible to account for a woman's
|
|
whims, bade her good night in return, and taking up his candle
|
|
strolled drowsily away to bed.
|
|
|
|
When all was quiet, Marion returned.
|
|
|
|
'Open the door,' she said; 'and stand there close beside me, while
|
|
I speak to him, outside.'
|
|
|
|
Timid as her manner was, it still evinced a resolute and settled
|
|
purpose, such as Clemency could not resist. She softly unbarred
|
|
the door: but before turning the key, looked round on the young
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creature waiting to issue forth when she should open it.
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The face was not averted or cast down, but looking full upon her,
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in its pride of youth and beauty. Some simple sense of the
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slightness of the barrier that interposed itself between the happy
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home and honoured love of the fair girl, and what might be the
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desolation of that home, and shipwreck of its dearest treasure,
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smote so keenly on the tender heart of Clemency, and so filled it
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to overflowing with sorrow and compassion, that, bursting into
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tears, she threw her arms round Marion's neck.
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'It's little that I know, my dear,' cried Clemency, 'very little;
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but I know that this should not be. Think of what you do!'
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'I have thought of it many times,' said Marion, gently.
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'Once more,' urged Clemency. 'Till to-morrow.' Marion shook her
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head.
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'For Mr. Alfred's sake,' said Clemency, with homely earnestness.
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'Him that you used to love so dearly, once!'
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She hid her face, upon the instant, in her hands, repeating 'Once!'
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as if it rent her heart.
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'Let me go out,' said Clemency, soothing her. 'I'll tell him what
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you like. Don't cross the door-step to-night. I'm sure no good
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will come of it. Oh, it was an unhappy day when Mr. Warden was
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ever brought here! Think of your good father, darling - of your
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sister.'
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'I have,' said Marion, hastily raising her head. 'You don't know
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what I do. I MUST speak to him. You are the best and truest
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friend in all the world for what you have said to me, but I must
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take this step. Will you go with me, Clemency,' she kissed her on
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her friendly face, 'or shall I go alone?'
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Sorrowing and wondering, Clemency turned the key, and opened the
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door. Into the dark and doubtful night that lay beyond the
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threshold, Marion passed quickly, holding by her hand.
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In the dark night he joined her, and they spoke together earnestly
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and long; and the hand that held so fast by Clemeney's, now
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trembled, now turned deadly cold, now clasped and closed on hers,
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in the strong feeling of the speech it emphasised unconsciously.
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When they returned, he followed to the door, and pausing there a
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moment, seized the other hand, and pressed it to his lips. Then,
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stealthily withdrew.
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The door was barred and locked again, and once again she stood
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beneath her father's roof. Not bowed down by the secret that she
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brought there, though so young; but, with that same expression on
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her face for which I had no name before, and shining through her
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tears.
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Again she thanked and thanked her humble friend, and trusted to
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her, as she said, with confidence, implicitly. Her chamber safely
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reached, she fell upon her knees; and with her secret weighing on
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her heart, could pray!
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Could rise up from her prayers, so tranquil and serene, and bending
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over her fond sister in her slumber, look upon her face and smile -
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though sadly: murmuring as she kissed her forehead, how that Grace
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had been a mother to her, ever, and she loved her as a child!
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Could draw the passive arm about her neck when lying down to rest -
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it seemed to cling there, of its own will, protectingly and
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tenderly even in sleep - and breathe upon the parted lips, God
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bless her!
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Could sink into a peaceful sleep, herself; but for one dream, in
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which she cried out, in her innocent and touching voice, that she
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was quite alone, and they had all forgotten her.
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A month soon passes, even at its tardiest pace. The month
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appointed to elapse between that night and the return, was quick of
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foot, and went by, like a vapour.
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The day arrived. A raging winter day, that shook the old house,
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sometimes, as if it shivered in the blast. A day to make home
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doubly home. To give the chimney-corner new delights. To shed a
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ruddier glow upon the faces gathered round the hearth, and draw
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each fireside group into a closer and more social league, against
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the roaring elements without. Such a wild winter day as best
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|
prepares the way for shut-out night; for curtained rooms, and
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cheerful looks; for music, laughter, dancing, light, and jovial
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entertainment!
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All these the Doctor had in store to welcome Alfred back. They
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knew that he could not arrive till night; and they would make the
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night air ring, he said, as he approached. All his old friends
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should congregate about him. He should not miss a face that he had
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known and liked. No! They should every one be there!
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So, guests were bidden, and musicians were engaged, and tables
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spread, and floors prepared for active feet, and bountiful
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provision made, of every hospitable kind. Because it was the
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Christmas season, and his eyes were all unused to English holly and
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its sturdy green, the dancing-room was garlanded and hung with it;
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and the red berries gleamed an English welcome to him, peeping from
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among the leaves.
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It was a busy day for all of them: a busier day for none of them
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than Grace, who noiselessly presided everywhere, and was the
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cheerful mind of all the preparations. Many a time that day (as
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well as many a time within the fleeting month preceding it), did
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Clemency glance anxiously, and almost fearfully, at Marion. She
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saw her paler, perhaps, than usual; but there was a sweet composure
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on her face that made it lovelier than ever.
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At night when she was dressed, and wore upon her head a wreath that
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Grace had proudly twined about it - its mimic flowers were Alfred's
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favourites, as Grace remembered when she chose them - that old
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expression, pensive, almost sorrowful, and yet so spiritual, high,
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and stirring, sat again upon her brow, enhanced a hundred-fold.
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'The next wreath I adjust on this fair head, will be a marriage
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wreath,' said Grace; 'or I am no true prophet, dear.'
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Her sister smiled, and held her in her arms.
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'A moment, Grace. Don't leave me yet. Are you sure that I want
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nothing more?'
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Her care was not for that. It was her sister's face she thought
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of, and her eyes were fixed upon it, tenderly.
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'My art,' said Grace, 'can go no farther, dear girl; nor your
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beauty. I never saw you look so beautiful as now.'
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'I never was so happy,' she returned.
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'Ay, but there is a greater happiness in store. In such another
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|
home, as cheerful and as bright as this looks now,' said Grace,
|
|
'Alfred and his young wife will soon be living.'
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She smiled again. 'It is a happy home, Grace, in your fancy. I
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can see it in your eyes. I know it WILL be happy, dear. How glad
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I am to know it.'
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'Well,' cried the Doctor, bustling in. 'Here we are, all ready for
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Alfred, eh? He can't be here until pretty late - an hour or so
|
|
before midnight - so there'll be plenty of time for making merry
|
|
before he comes. He'll not find us with the ice unbroken. Pile up
|
|
the fire here, Britain! Let it shine upon the holly till it winks
|
|
again. It's a world of nonsense, Puss; true lovers and all the
|
|
rest of it - all nonsense; but we'll be nonsensical with the rest
|
|
of 'em, and give our true lover a mad welcome. Upon my word!' said
|
|
the old Doctor, looking at his daughters proudly, 'I'm not clear
|
|
to-night, among other absurdities, but that I'm the father of two
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handsome girls.'
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'All that one of them has ever done, or may do - may do, dearest
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|
father - to cause you pain or grief, forgive her,' said Marion,
|
|
'forgive her now, when her heart is full. Say that you forgive
|
|
her. That you will forgive her. That she shall always share your
|
|
love, and -,' and the rest was not said, for her face was hidden on
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|
the old man's shoulder.
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'Tut, tut, tut,' said the Doctor gently. 'Forgive! What have I to
|
|
forgive? Heyday, if our true lovers come back to flurry us like
|
|
this, we must hold 'em at a distance; we must send expresses out to
|
|
stop 'em short upon the road, and bring 'em on a mile or two a day,
|
|
until we're properly prepared to meet 'em. Kiss me, Puss.
|
|
Forgive! Why, what a silly child you are! If you had vexed and
|
|
crossed me fifty times a day, instead of not at all, I'd forgive
|
|
you everything, but such a supplication. Kiss me again, Puss.
|
|
There! Prospective and retrospective - a clear score between us.
|
|
Pile up the fire here! Would you freeze the people on this bleak
|
|
December night! Let us be light, and warm, and merry, or I'll not
|
|
forgive some of you!'
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|
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|
So gaily the old Doctor carried it! And the fire was piled up, and
|
|
the lights were bright, and company arrived, and a murmuring of
|
|
lively tongues began, and already there was a pleasant air of
|
|
cheerful excitement stirring through all the house.
|
|
|
|
More and more company came flocking in. Bright eyes sparkled upon
|
|
Marion; smiling lips gave her joy of his return; sage mothers
|
|
fanned themselves, and hoped she mightn't be too youthful and
|
|
inconstant for the quiet round of home; impetuous fathers fell into
|
|
disgrace for too much exaltation of her beauty; daughters envied
|
|
her; sons envied him; innumerable pairs of lovers profited by the
|
|
occasion; all were interested, animated, and expectant.
|
|
|
|
Mr. and Mrs. Craggs came arm in arm, but Mrs. Snitchey came alone.
|
|
'Why, what's become of HIM?' inquired the Doctor.
|
|
|
|
The feather of a Bird of Paradise in Mrs. Snitchey's turban,
|
|
trembled as if the Bird of Paradise were alive again, when she said
|
|
that doubtless Mr. Craggs knew. SHE was never told.
|
|
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|
'That nasty office,' said Mrs. Craggs.
|
|
|
|
'I wish it was burnt down,' said Mrs. Snitchey.
|
|
|
|
'He's - he's - there's a little matter of business that keeps my
|
|
partner rather late,' said Mr. Craggs, looking uneasily about him.
|
|
|
|
'Oh-h! Business. Don't tell me!' said Mrs. Snitchey.
|
|
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|
'WE know what business means,' said Mrs. Craggs.
|
|
|
|
But their not knowing what it meant, was perhaps the reason why
|
|
Mrs. Snitchey's Bird of Paradise feather quivered so portentously,
|
|
and why all the pendant bits on Mrs. Craggs's ear-rings shook like
|
|
little bells.
|
|
|
|
'I wonder YOU could come away, Mr. Craggs,' said his wife.
|
|
|
|
'Mr. Craggs is fortunate, I'm sure!' said Mrs. Snitchey.
|
|
|
|
'That office so engrosses 'em,' said Mrs. Craggs.
|
|
|
|
'A person with an office has no business to be married at all,'
|
|
said Mrs. Snitchey.
|
|
|
|
Then, Mrs. Snitchey said, within herself, that that look of hers
|
|
had pierced to Craggs's soul, and he knew it; and Mrs. Craggs
|
|
observed to Craggs, that 'his Snitcheys' were deceiving him behind
|
|
his back, and he would find it out when it was too late.
|
|
|
|
Still, Mr. Craggs, without much heeding these remarks, looked
|
|
uneasily about until his eye rested on Grace, to whom he
|
|
immediately presented himself.
|
|
|
|
'Good evening, ma'am,' said Craggs. 'You look charmingly. Your -
|
|
Miss - your sister, Miss Marion, is she - '
|
|
|
|
'Oh, she's quite well, Mr. Craggs.'
|
|
|
|
'Yes - I - is she here?' asked Craggs.
|
|
|
|
'Here! Don't you see her yonder? Going to dance?' said Grace.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Craggs put on his spectacles to see the better; looked at her
|
|
through them, for some time; coughed; and put them, with an air of
|
|
satisfaction, in their sheath again, and in his pocket.
|
|
|
|
Now the music struck up, and the dance commenced. The bright fire
|
|
crackled and sparkled, rose and fell, as though it joined the dance
|
|
itself, in right good fellowship. Sometimes, it roared as if it
|
|
would make music too. Sometimes, it flashed and beamed as if it
|
|
were the eye of the old room: it winked too, sometimes, like a
|
|
knowing patriarch, upon the youthful whisperers in corners.
|
|
Sometimes, it sported with the holly-boughs; and, shining on the
|
|
leaves by fits and starts, made them look as if they were in the
|
|
cold winter night again, and fluttering in the wind. Sometimes its
|
|
genial humour grew obstreperous, and passed all bounds; and then it
|
|
cast into the room, among the twinkling feet, with a loud burst, a
|
|
shower of harmless little sparks, and in its exultation leaped and
|
|
bounded, like a mad thing, up the broad old chimney.
|
|
|
|
Another dance was near its close, when Mr. Snitchey touched his
|
|
partner, who was looking on, upon the arm.
|
|
|
|
Mr. Craggs started, as if his familiar had been a spectre.
|
|
|
|
'Is he gone?' he asked.
|
|
|
|
'Hush! He has been with me,' said Snitchey, 'for three hours and
|
|
more. He went over everything. He looked into all our
|
|
arrangements for him, and was very particular indeed. He - Humph!'
|
|
|
|
The dance was finished. Marion passed close before him, as he
|
|
spoke. She did not observe him, or his partner; but, looked over
|
|
her shoulder towards her sister in the distance, as she slowly made
|
|
her way into the crowd, and passed out of their view.
|
|
|
|
'You see! All safe and well,' said Mr. Craggs. 'He didn't recur
|
|
to that subject, I suppose?'
|
|
|
|
'Not a word.'
|
|
|
|
'And is he really gone? Is he safe away?'
|
|
|
|
'He keeps to his word. He drops down the river with the tide in
|
|
that shell of a boat of his, and so goes out to sea on this dark
|
|
night! - a dare-devil he is - before the wind. There's no such
|
|
lonely road anywhere else. That's one thing. The tide flows, he
|
|
says, an hour before midnight - about this time. I'm glad it's
|
|
over.' Mr. Snitchey wiped his forehead, which looked hot and
|
|
anxious.
|
|
|
|
'What do you think,' said Mr. Craggs, 'about - '
|
|
|
|
'Hush!' replied his cautious partner, looking straight before him.
|
|
'I understand you. Don't mention names, and don't let us, seem to
|
|
be talking secrets. I don't know what to think; and to tell you
|
|
the truth, I don't care now. It's a great relief. His self-love
|
|
deceived him, I suppose. Perhaps the young lady coquetted a
|
|
little. The evidence would seem to point that way. Alfred not
|
|
arrived?'
|
|
|
|
'Not yet,' said Mr. Craggs. 'Expected every minute.'
|
|
|
|
'Good.' Mr. Snitchey wiped his forehead again. 'It's a great
|
|
relief. I haven't been so nervous since we've been in partnership.
|
|
I intend to spend the evening now, Mr. Craggs.'
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Craggs and Mrs. Snitchey joined them as he announced this
|
|
intention. The Bird of Paradise was in a state of extreme
|
|
vibration, and the little bells were ringing quite audibly.
|
|
|
|
'It has been the theme of general comment, Mr. Snitchey,' said Mrs.
|
|
Snitchey. 'I hope the office is satisfied.'
|
|
|
|
'Satisfied with what, my dear?' asked Mr. Snitchey.
|
|
|
|
'With the exposure of a defenceless woman to ridicule and remark,'
|
|
returned his wife. 'That is quite in the way of the office, THAT
|
|
is.'
|
|
|
|
'I really, myself,' said Mrs. Craggs, 'have been so long accustomed
|
|
to connect the office with everything opposed to domesticity, that
|
|
I am glad to know it as the avowed enemy of my peace. There is
|
|
something honest in that, at all events.'
|
|
|
|
'My dear,' urged Mr. Craggs, 'your good opinion is invaluable, but
|
|
I never avowed that the office was the enemy of your peace.'
|
|
|
|
'No,' said Mrs. Craggs, ringing a perfect peal upon the little
|
|
bells. 'Not you, indeed. You wouldn't be worthy of the office, if
|
|
you had the candour to.'
|
|
|
|
'As to my having been away to-night, my dear,' said Mr. Snitchey,
|
|
giving her his arm, 'the deprivation has been mine, I'm sure; but,
|
|
as Mr. Craggs knows - '
|
|
|
|
Mrs. Snitchey cut this reference very short by hitching her husband
|
|
to a distance, and asking him to look at that man. To do her the
|
|
favour to look at him!
|
|
|
|
'At which man, my dear?' said Mr. Snitchey.
|
|
|
|
'Your chosen companion; I'M no companion to you, Mr. Snitchey.'
|
|
|
|
'Yes, yes, you are, my dear,' he interposed.
|
|
|
|
'No, no, I'm not,' said Mrs. Snitchey with a majestic smile. 'I
|
|
know my station. Will you look at your chosen companion, Mr.
|
|
Snitchey; at your referee, at the keeper of your secrets, at the
|
|
man you trust; at your other self, in short?'
|
|
|
|
The habitual association of Self with Craggs, occasioned Mr.
|
|
Snitchey to look in that direction.
|
|
|
|
'If you can look that man in the eye this night,' said Mrs.
|
|
Snitchey, 'and not know that you are deluded, practised upon, made
|
|
the victim of his arts, and bent down prostrate to his will by some
|
|
unaccountable fascination which it is impossible to explain and
|
|
against which no warning of mine is of the least avail, all I can
|
|
say is - I pity you!'
|
|
|
|
At the very same moment Mrs. Craggs was oracular on the cross
|
|
subject. Was it possible, she said, that Craggs could so blind
|
|
himself to his Snitcheys, as not to feel his true position? Did he
|
|
mean to say that he had seen his Snitcheys come into that room, and
|
|
didn't plainly see that there was reservation, cunning, treachery,
|
|
in the man? Would he tell her that his very action, when he wiped
|
|
his forehead and looked so stealthily about him, didn't show that
|
|
there was something weighing on the conscience of his precious
|
|
Snitcheys (if he had a conscience), that wouldn't bear the light?
|
|
Did anybody but his Snitcheys come to festive entertainments like a
|
|
burglar? - which, by the way, was hardly a clear illustration of
|
|
the case, as he had walked in very mildly at the door. And would
|
|
he still assert to her at noon-day (it being nearly midnight), that
|
|
his Snitcheys were to be justified through thick and thin, against
|
|
all facts, and reason, and experience?
|
|
|
|
Neither Snitchey nor Craggs openly attempted to stem the current
|
|
which had thus set in, but, both were content to be carried gently
|
|
along it, until its force abated. This happened at about the same
|
|
time as a general movement for a country dance; when Mr. Snitchey
|
|
proposed himself as a partner to Mrs. Craggs, and Mr. Craggs
|
|
gallantly offered himself to Mrs. Snitchey; and after some such
|
|
slight evasions as 'why don't you ask somebody else?' and 'you'll
|
|
be glad, I know, if I decline,' and 'I wonder you can dance out of
|
|
the office' (but this jocosely now), each lady graciously accepted,
|
|
and took her place.
|
|
|
|
It was an old custom among them, indeed, to do so, and to pair off,
|
|
in like manner, at dinners and suppers; for they were excellent
|
|
friends, and on a footing of easy familiarity. Perhaps the false
|
|
Craggs and the wicked Snitchey were a recognised fiction with the
|
|
two wives, as Doe and Roe, incessantly running up and down
|
|
bailiwicks, were with the two husbands: or, perhaps the ladies had
|
|
instituted, and taken upon themselves, these two shares in the
|
|
business, rather than be left out of it altogether. But, certain
|
|
it is, that each wife went as gravely and steadily to work in her
|
|
vocation as her husband did in his, and would have considered it
|
|
almost impossible for the Firm to maintain a successful and
|
|
respectable existence, without her laudable exertions.
|
|
|
|
But, now, the Bird of Paradise was seen to flutter down the middle;
|
|
and the little bells began to bounce and jingle in poussette; and
|
|
the Doctor's rosy face spun round and round, like an expressive
|
|
pegtop highly varnished; and breathless Mr. Craggs began to doubt
|
|
already, whether country dancing had been made 'too easy,' like the
|
|
rest of life; and Mr. Snitchey, with his nimble cuts and capers,
|
|
footed it for Self and Craggs, and half-a-dozen more.
|
|
|
|
Now, too, the fire took fresh courage, favoured by the lively wind
|
|
the dance awakened, and burnt clear and high. It was the Genius of
|
|
the room, and present everywhere. It shone in people's eyes, it
|
|
sparkled in the jewels on the snowy necks of girls, it twinkled at
|
|
their ears as if it whispered to them slyly, it flashed about their
|
|
waists, it flickered on the ground and made it rosy for their feet,
|
|
it bloomed upon the ceiling that its glow might set off their
|
|
bright faces, and it kindled up a general illumination in Mrs.
|
|
Craggs's little belfry.
|
|
|
|
Now, too, the lively air that fanned it, grew less gentle as the
|
|
music quickened and the dance proceeded with new spirit; and a
|
|
breeze arose that made the leaves and berries dance upon the wall,
|
|
as they had often done upon the trees; and the breeze rustled in
|
|
the room as if an invisible company of fairies, treading in the
|
|
foot-steps of the good substantial revellers, were whirling after
|
|
them. Now, too, no feature of the Doctor's face could be
|
|
distinguished as he spun and spun; and now there seemed a dozen
|
|
Birds of Paradise in fitful flight; and now there were a thousand
|
|
little bells at work; and now a fleet of flying skirts was ruffled
|
|
by a little tempest, when the music gave in, and the dance was
|
|
over.
|
|
|
|
Hot and breathless as the Doctor was, it only made him the more
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impatient for Alfred's coming.
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'Anything been seen, Britain? Anything been heard?'
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'Too dark to see far, sir. Too much noise inside the house to
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hear.'
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'That's right! The gayer welcome for him. How goes the time?'
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'Just twelve, sir. He can't be long, sir.'
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'Stir up the fire, and throw another log upon it,' said the Doctor.
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'Let him see his welcome blazing out upon the night - good boy! -
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as he comes along!'
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He saw it - Yes! From the chaise he caught the light, as he turned
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the corner by the old church. He knew the room from which it
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shone. He saw the wintry branches of the old trees between the
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light and him. He knew that one of those trees rustled musically
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in the summer time at the window of Marion's chamber.
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The tears were in his eyes. His heart throbbed so violently that
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he could hardly bear his happiness. How often he had thought of
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this time - pictured it under all circumstances - feared that it
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might never come - yearned, and wearied for it - far away!
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Again the light! Distinct and ruddy; kindled, he knew, to give him
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welcome, and to speed him home. He beckoned with his hand, and
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waved his hat, and cheered out, loud, as if the light were they,
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and they could see and hear him, as he dashed towards them through
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the mud and mire, triumphantly.
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Stop! He knew the Doctor, and understood what he had done. He
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would not let it be a surprise to them. But he could make it one,
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yet, by going forward on foot. If the orchard-gate were open, he
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could enter there; if not, the wall was easily climbed, as he knew
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of old; and he would be among them in an instant.
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He dismounted from the chaise, and telling the driver - even that
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was not easy in his agitation - to remain behind for a few minutes,
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and then to follow slowly, ran on with exceeding swiftness, tried
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the gate, scaled the wall, jumped down on the other side, and stood
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panting in the old orchard.
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There was a frosty rime upon the trees, which, in the faint light
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of the clouded moon, hung upon the smaller branches like dead
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garlands. Withered leaves crackled and snapped beneath his feet,
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as he crept softly on towards the house. The desolation of a
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winter night sat brooding on the earth, and in the sky. But, the
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red light came cheerily towards him from the windows; figures
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passed and repassed there; and the hum and murmur of voices greeted
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his ear sweetly.
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Listening for hers: attempting, as he crept on, to detach it from
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the rest, and half believing that he heard it: he had nearly
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reached the door, when it was abruptly opened, and a figure coming
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out encountered his. It instantly recoiled with a half-suppressed
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cry.
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'Clemency,' he said, 'don't you know me?'
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'Don't come in!' she answered, pushing him back. 'Go away. Don't
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ask me why. Don't come in.'
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'What is the matter?' he exclaimed.
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'I don't know. I - I am afraid to think. Go back. Hark!'
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There was a sudden tumult in the house. She put her hands upon her
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ears. A wild scream, such as no hands could shut out, was heard;
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and Grace - distraction in her looks and manner - rushed out at the
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door.
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'Grace!' He caught her in his arms. 'What is it! Is she dead!'
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She disengaged herself, as if to recognise his face, and fell down
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at his feet.
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A crowd of figures came about them from the house. Among them was
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her father, with a paper in his hand.
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'What is it!' cried Alfred, grasping his hair with his hands, and
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looking in an agony from face to face, as he bent upon his knee
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beside the insensible girl. 'Will no one look at me? Will no one
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speak to me? Does no one know me? Is there no voice among you
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all, to tell me what it is!'
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There was a murmur among them. 'She is gone.'
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'Gone!' he echoed.
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'Fled, my dear Alfred!' said the Doctor, in a broken voice, and
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with his hands before his face. 'Gone from her home and us. To-
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night! She writes that she has made her innocent and blameless
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choice - entreats that we will forgive her - prays that we will not
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forget her - and is gone.'
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'With whom? Where?'
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He started up, as if to follow in pursuit; but, when they gave way
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to let him pass, looked wildly round upon them, staggered back, and
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sunk down in his former attitude, clasping one of Grace's cold
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hands in his own.
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There was a hurried running to and fro, confusion, noise, disorder,
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|
and no purpose. Some proceeded to disperse themselves about the
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|
roads, and some took horse, and some got lights, and some conversed
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|
together, urging that there was no trace or track to follow. Some
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approached him kindly, with the view of offering consolation; some
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|
admonished him that Grace must be removed into the house, and that
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he prevented it. He never heard them, and he never moved.
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The snow fell fast and thick. He looked up for a moment in the
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air, and thought that those white ashes strewn upon his hopes and
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misery, were suited to them well. He looked round on the whitening
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ground, and thought how Marion's foot-prints would be hushed and
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covered up, as soon as made, and even that remembrance of her
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blotted out. But he never felt the weather and he never stirred.
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CHAPTER III - Part The Third
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THE world had grown six years older since that night of the return.
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It was a warm autumn afternoon, and there had been heavy rain. The
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sun burst suddenly from among the clouds; and the old battle-
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|
ground, sparkling brilliantly and cheerfully at sight of it in one
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|
green place, flashed a responsive welcome there, which spread along
|
|
the country side as if a joyful beacon had been lighted up, and
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|
answered from a thousand stations.
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How beautiful the landscape kindling in the light, and that
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|
luxuriant influence passing on like a celestial presence,
|
|
brightening everything! The wood, a sombre mass before, revealed
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|
its varied tints of yellow, green, brown, red: its different forms
|
|
of trees, with raindrops glittering on their leaves and twinkling
|
|
as they fell. The verdant meadow-land, bright and glowing, seemed
|
|
as if it had been blind, a minute since, and now had found a sense
|
|
of sight where-with to look up at the shining sky. Corn-fields,
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|
hedge-rows, fences, homesteads, and clustered roofs, the steeple of
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|
the church, the stream, the water-mill, all sprang out of the
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|
gloomy darkness smiling. Birds sang sweetly, flowers raised their
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|
drooping heads, fresh scents arose from the invigorated ground; the
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|
blue expanse above extended and diffused itself; already the sun's
|
|
slanting rays pierced mortally the sullen bank of cloud that
|
|
lingered in its flight; and a rainbow, spirit of all the colours
|
|
that adorned the earth and sky, spanned the whole arch with its
|
|
triumphant glory.
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At such a time, one little roadside Inn, snugly sheltered behind a
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|
great elm-tree with a rare seat for idlers encircling its capacious
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|
bole, addressed a cheerful front towards the traveller, as a house
|
|
of entertainment ought, and tempted him with many mute but
|
|
significant assurances of a comfortable welcome. The ruddy sign-
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|
board perched up in the tree, with its golden letters winking in
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|
the sun, ogled the passer-by, from among the green leaves, like a
|
|
jolly face, and promised good cheer. The horse-trough, full of
|
|
clear fresh water, and the ground below it sprinkled with droppings
|
|
of fragrant hay, made every horse that passed, prick up his ears.
|
|
The crimson curtains in the lower rooms, and the pure white
|
|
hangings in the little bed-chambers above, beckoned, Come in! with
|
|
every breath of air. Upon the bright green shutters, there were
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|
golden legends about beer and ale, and neat wines, and good beds;
|
|
and an affecting picture of a brown jug frothing over at the top.
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|
Upon the window-sills were flowering plants in bright red pots,
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|
which made a lively show against the white front of the house; and
|
|
in the darkness of the doorway there were streaks of light, which
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|
glanced off from the surfaces of bottles and tankards.
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|
On the door-step, appeared a proper figure of a landlord, too; for,
|
|
though he was a short man, he was round and broad, and stood with
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|
his hands in his pockets, and his legs just wide enough apart to
|
|
express a mind at rest upon the subject of the cellar, and an easy
|
|
confidence - too calm and virtuous to become a swagger - in the
|
|
general resources of the Inn. The superabundant moisture,
|
|
trickling from everything after the late rain, set him off well.
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|
Nothing near him was thirsty. Certain top-heavy dahlias, looking
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|
over the palings of his neat well-ordered garden, had swilled as
|
|
much as they could carry - perhaps a trifle more - and may have
|
|
been the worse for liquor; but the sweet-briar, roses, wall-
|
|
flowers, the plants at the windows, and the leaves on the old tree,
|
|
were in the beaming state of moderate company that had taken no
|
|
more than was wholesome for them, and had served to develop their
|
|
best qualities. Sprinkling dewy drops about them on the ground,
|
|
they seemed profuse of innocent and sparkling mirth, that did good
|
|
where it lighted, softening neglected corners which the steady rain
|
|
could seldom reach, and hurting nothing.
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|
|
This village Inn had assumed, on being established, an uncommon
|
|
sign. It was called The Nutmeg-Grater. And underneath that
|
|
household word, was inscribed, up in the tree, on the same flaming
|
|
board, and in the like golden characters, By Benjamin Britain.
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|
|
At a second glance, and on a more minute examination of his face,
|
|
you might have known that it was no other than Benjamin Britain
|
|
himself who stood in the doorway - reasonably changed by time, but
|
|
for the better; a very comfortable host indeed.
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|
|
|
'Mrs. B.,' said Mr. Britain, looking down the road, 'is rather
|
|
late. It's tea-time.'
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|
|
|
As there was no Mrs. Britain coming, he strolled leisurely out into
|
|
the road and looked up at the house, very much to his satisfaction.
|
|
'It's just the sort of house,' said Benjamin, 'I should wish to
|
|
stop at, if I didn't keep it.'
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|
|
|
Then, he strolled towards the garden-paling, and took a look at the
|
|
dahlias. They looked over at him, with a helpless drowsy hanging
|
|
of their heads: which bobbed again, as the heavy drops of wet
|
|
dripped off them.
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|
|
|
'You must be looked after,' said Benjamin. 'Memorandum, not to
|
|
forget to tell her so. She's a long time coming!'
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|
|
|
Mr. Britain's better half seemed to be by so very much his better
|
|
half, that his own moiety of himself was utterly cast away and
|
|
helpless without her.
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|
|
|
'She hadn't much to do, I think,' said Ben. 'There were a few
|
|
little matters of business after market, but not many. Oh! here we
|
|
are at last!'
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|
|
|
A chaise-cart, driven by a boy, came clattering along the road:
|
|
and seated in it, in a chair, with a large well-saturated umbrella
|
|
spread out to dry behind her, was the plump figure of a matronly
|
|
woman, with her bare arms folded across a basket which she carried
|
|
on her knee, several other baskets and parcels lying crowded around
|
|
her, and a certain bright good nature in her face and contented
|
|
awkwardness in her manner, as she jogged to and fro with the motion
|
|
of her carriage, which smacked of old times, even in the distance.
|
|
Upon her nearer approach, this relish of by-gone days was not
|
|
diminished; and when the cart stopped at the Nutmeg-Grater door, a
|
|
pair of shoes, alighting from it, slipped nimbly through Mr.
|
|
Britain's open arms, and came down with a substantial weight upon
|
|
the pathway, which shoes could hardly have belonged to any one but
|
|
Clemency Newcome.
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|
|
|
In fact they did belong to her, and she stood in them, and a rosy
|
|
comfortable-looking soul she was: with as much soap on her glossy
|
|
face as in times of yore, but with whole elbows now, that had grown
|
|
quite dimpled in her improved condition.
|
|
|
|
'You're late, Clemmy!' said Mr. Britain.
|
|
|
|
'Why, you see, Ben, I've had a deal to do!' she replied, looking
|
|
busily after the safe removal into the house of all the packages
|
|
and baskets: 'eight, nine, ten - where's eleven? Oh! my basket's
|
|
eleven! It's all right. Put the horse up, Harry, and if he coughs
|
|
again give him a warm mash to-night. Eight, nine, ten. Why,
|
|
where's eleven? Oh! forgot, it's all right. How's the children,
|
|
Ben?'
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|
|
|
'Hearty, Clemmy, hearty.'
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|
|
|
'Bless their precious faces!' said Mrs. Britain, unbonneting her
|
|
own round countenance (for she and her husband were by this time in
|
|
the bar), and smoothing her hair with her open hands. 'Give us a
|
|
kiss, old man!'
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|
|
|
Mr. Britain promptly complied.
|
|
|
|
'I think,' said Mrs. Britain, applying herself to her pockets and
|
|
drawing forth an immense bulk of thin books and crumpled papers: a
|
|
very kennel of dogs'-ears: 'I've done everything. Bills all
|
|
settled - turnips sold - brewer's account looked into and paid -
|
|
'bacco pipes ordered - seventeen pound four, paid into the Bank -
|
|
Doctor Heathfield's charge for little Clem - you'll guess what that
|
|
is - Doctor Heathfield won't take nothing again, Ben.'
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|
|
|
'I thought he wouldn't,' returned Ben.
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|
|
|
'No. He says whatever family you was to have, Ben, he'd never put
|
|
you to the cost of a halfpenny. Not if you was to have twenty.'
|
|
|
|
Mr. Britain's face assumed a serious expression, and he looked hard
|
|
at the wall.
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|
|
|
'An't it kind of him?' said Clemency.
|
|
|
|
'Very,' returned Mr. Britain. 'It's the sort of kindness that I
|
|
wouldn't presume upon, on any account.'
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|
|
|
'No,' retorted Clemency. 'Of course not. Then there's the pony -
|
|
he fetched eight pound two; and that an't bad, is it?'
|
|
|
|
'It's very good,' said Ben.
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|
|
|
'I'm glad you're pleased!' exclaimed his wife. 'I thought you
|
|
would be; and I think that's all, and so no more at present from
|
|
yours and cetrer, C. Britain. Ha ha ha! There! Take all the
|
|
papers, and lock 'em up. Oh! Wait a minute. Here's a printed
|
|
bill to stick on the wall. Wet from the printer's. How nice it
|
|
smells!'
|
|
|
|
'What's this?' said Ben, looking over the document.
|
|
|
|
'I don't know,' replied his wife. 'I haven't read a word of it.'
|
|
|
|
'"To be sold by Auction,"' read the host of the Nutmeg-Grater,
|
|
'"unless previously disposed of by private contract."'
|
|
|
|
'They always put that,' said Clemency.
|
|
|
|
'Yes, but they don't always put this,' he returned. 'Look here,
|
|
"Mansion," &c. - "offices," &c., "shrubberies," &c., "ring fence,"
|
|
&c. "Messrs. Snitchey and Craggs," &c., "ornamental portion of the
|
|
unencumbered freehold property of Michael Warden, Esquire,
|
|
intending to continue to reside abroad"!'
|
|
|
|
'Intending to continue to reside abroad!' repeated Clemency.
|
|
|
|
'Here it is,' said Britain. 'Look!'
|
|
|
|
'And it was only this very day that I heard it whispered at the old
|
|
house, that better and plainer news had been half promised of her,
|
|
soon!' said Clemency, shaking her head sorrowfully, and patting her
|
|
elbows as if the recollection of old times unconsciously awakened
|
|
her old habits. 'Dear, dear, dear! There'll be heavy hearts, Ben,
|
|
yonder.'
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|
|
|
Mr. Britain heaved a sigh, and shook his head, and said he couldn't
|
|
make it out: he had left off trying long ago. With that remark,
|
|
he applied himself to putting up the bill just inside the bar
|
|
window. Clemency, after meditating in silence for a few moments,
|
|
roused herself, cleared her thoughtful brow, and bustled off to
|
|
look after the children.
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|
|
|
Though the host of the Nutmeg-Grater had a lively regard for his
|
|
good-wife, it was of the old patronising kind, and she amused him
|
|
mightily. Nothing would have astonished him so much, as to have
|
|
known for certain from any third party, that it was she who managed
|
|
the whole house, and made him, by her plain straightforward thrift,
|
|
good-humour, honesty, and industry, a thriving man. So easy it is,
|
|
in any degree of life (as the world very often finds it), to take
|
|
those cheerful natures that never assert their merit, at their own
|
|
modest valuation; and to conceive a flippant liking of people for
|
|
their outward oddities and eccentricities, whose innate worth, if
|
|
we would look so far, might make us blush in the comparison!
|
|
|
|
It was comfortable to Mr. Britain, to think of his own
|
|
condescension in having married Clemency. She was a perpetual
|
|
testimony to him of the goodness of his heart, and the kindness of
|
|
his disposition; and he felt that her being an excellent wife was
|
|
an illustration of the old precept that virtue is its own reward.
|
|
|
|
He had finished wafering up the bill, and had locked the vouchers
|
|
for her day's proceedings in the cupboard - chuckling all the time,
|
|
over her capacity for business - when, returning with the news that
|
|
the two Master Britains were playing in the coach-house under the
|
|
superintendence of one Betsey, and that little Clem was sleeping
|
|
'like a picture,' she sat down to tea, which had awaited her
|
|
arrival, on a little table. It was a very neat little bar, with
|
|
the usual display of bottles and glasses; a sedate clock, right to
|
|
the minute (it was half-past five); everything in its place, and
|
|
everything furbished and polished up to the very utmost.
|
|
|
|
'It's the first time I've sat down quietly to-day, I declare,' said
|
|
Mrs. Britain, taking a long breath, as if she had sat down for the
|
|
night; but getting up again immediately to hand her husband his
|
|
tea, and cut him his bread-and-butter; 'how that bill does set me
|
|
thinking of old times!'
|
|
|
|
'Ah!' said Mr. Britain, handling his saucer like an oyster, and
|
|
disposing of its contents on the same principle.
|
|
|
|
'That same Mr. Michael Warden,' said Clemency, shaking her head at
|
|
the notice of sale, 'lost me my old place.'
|
|
|
|
'And got you your husband,' said Mr. Britain.
|
|
|
|
'Well! So he did,' retorted Clemency, 'and many thanks to him.'
|
|
|
|
'Man's the creature of habit,' said Mr. Britain, surveying her,
|
|
over his saucer. 'I had somehow got used to you, Clem; and I found
|
|
I shouldn't be able to get on without you. So we went and got made
|
|
man and wife. Ha! ha! We! Who'd have thought it!'
|
|
|
|
'Who indeed!' cried Clemency. 'It was very good of you, Ben.'
|
|
|
|
'No, no, no,' replied Mr. Britain, with an air of self-denial.
|
|
'Nothing worth mentioning.'
|
|
|
|
'Oh yes it was, Ben,' said his wife, with great simplicity; 'I'm
|
|
sure I think so, and am very much obliged to you. Ah!' looking
|
|
again at the bill; 'when she was known to be gone, and out of
|
|
reach, dear girl, I couldn't help telling - for her sake quite as
|
|
much as theirs - what I knew, could I?'
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|
|
|
'You told it, anyhow,' observed her husband.
|
|
|
|
'And Dr. Jeddler,' pursued Clemency, putting down her tea-cup, and
|
|
looking thoughtfully at the bill, 'in his grief and passion turned
|
|
me out of house and home! I never have been so glad of anything in
|
|
all my life, as that I didn't say an angry word to him, and hadn't
|
|
any angry feeling towards him, even then; for he repented that
|
|
truly, afterwards. How often he has sat in this room, and told me
|
|
over and over again he was sorry for it! - the last time, only
|
|
yesterday, when you were out. How often he has sat in this room,
|
|
and talked to me, hour after hour, about one thing and another, in
|
|
which he made believe to be interested! - but only for the sake of
|
|
the days that are gone by, and because he knows she used to like
|
|
me, Ben!'
|
|
|
|
'Why, how did you ever come to catch a glimpse of that, Clem?'
|
|
asked her husband: astonished that she should have a distinct
|
|
perception of a truth which had only dimly suggested itself to his
|
|
inquiring mind.
|
|
|
|
'I don't know, I'm sure,' said Clemency, blowing her tea, to cool
|
|
it. 'Bless you, I couldn't tell you, if you was to offer me a
|
|
reward of a hundred pound.'
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|
|
|
He might have pursued this metaphysical subject but for her
|
|
catching a glimpse of a substantial fact behind him, in the shape
|
|
of a gentleman attired in mourning, and cloaked and booted like a
|
|
rider on horseback, who stood at the bar-door. He seemed attentive
|
|
to their conversation, and not at all impatient to interrupt it.
|
|
|
|
Clemency hastily rose at this sight. Mr. Britain also rose and
|
|
saluted the guest. 'Will you please to walk up-stairs, sir?
|
|
There's a very nice room up-stairs, sir.'
|
|
|
|
'Thank you,' said the stranger, looking earnestly at Mr. Britain's
|
|
wife. 'May I come in here?'
|
|
|
|
'Oh, surely, if you like, sir,' returned Clemency, admitting him.
|
|
|
|
'What would you please to want, sir?'
|
|
|
|
The bill had caught his eye, and he was reading it.
|
|
|
|
'Excellent property that, sir,' observed Mr. Britain.
|
|
|
|
He made no answer; but, turning round, when he had finished
|
|
reading, looked at Clemency with the same observant curiosity as
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before. 'You were asking me,' - he said, still looking at her, -
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'What you would please to take, sir,' answered Clemency, stealing a
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glance at him in return.
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'If you will let me have a draught of ale,' he said, moving to a
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table by the window, 'and will let me have it here, without being
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any interruption to your meal, I shall be much obliged to you.' He
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sat down as he spoke, without any further parley, and looked out at
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the prospect. He was an easy, well-knit figure of a man in the
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prime of life. His face, much browned by the sun, was shaded by a
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quantity of dark hair; and he wore a moustache. His beer being set
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before him, he filled out a glass, and drank, good-humouredly, to
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the house; adding, as he put the tumbler down again:
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'It's a new house, is it not?'
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'Not particularly new, sir,' replied Mr. Britain.
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'Between five and six years old,' said Clemency; speaking very
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distinctly.
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'I think I heard you mention Dr. Jeddler's name, as I came in,'
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inquired the stranger. 'That bill reminds me of him; for I happen
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to know something of that story, by hearsay, and through certain
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connexions of mine. - Is the old man living?'
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'Yes, he's living, sir,' said Clemency.
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'Much changed?'
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'Since when, sir?' returned Clemency, with remarkable emphasis and
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expression.
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'Since his daughter - went away.'
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'Yes! he's greatly changed since then,' said Clemency. 'He's grey
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and old, and hasn't the same way with him at all; but, I think he's
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happy now. He has taken on with his sister since then, and goes to
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see her very often. That did him good, directly. At first, he was
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sadly broken down; and it was enough to make one's heart bleed, to
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see him wandering about, railing at the world; but a great change
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for the better came over him after a year or two, and then he began
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to like to talk about his lost daughter, and to praise her, ay and
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the world too! and was never tired of saying, with the tears in his
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poor eyes, how beautiful and good she was. He had forgiven her
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then. That was about the same time as Miss Grace's marriage.
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Britain, you remember?'
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Mr. Britain remembered very well.
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'The sister is married then,' returned the stranger. He paused for
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some time before he asked, 'To whom?'
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Clemency narrowly escaped oversetting the tea-board, in her emotion
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at this question.
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'Did YOU never hear?' she said.
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'I should like to hear,' he replied, as he filled his glass again,
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and raised it to his lips.
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'Ah! It would be a long story, if it was properly told,' said
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Clemency, resting her chin on the palm of her left hand, and
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supporting that elbow on her right hand, as she shook her head, and
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looked back through the intervening years, as if she were looking
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at a fire. 'It would be a long story, I am sure.'
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'But told as a short one,' suggested the stranger.
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Told as a short one,' repeated Clemency in the same thoughtful
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tone, and without any apparent reference to him, or consciousness
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of having auditors, 'what would there be to tell? That they
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grieved together, and remembered her together, like a person dead;
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that they were so tender of her, never would reproach her, called
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her back to one another as she used to be, and found excuses for
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her! Every one knows that. I'm sure I do. No one better,' added
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Clemency, wiping her eyes with her hand.
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'And so,' suggested the stranger.
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'And so,' said Clemency, taking him up mechanically, and without
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any change in her attitude or manner, 'they at last were married.
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They were married on her birth-day - it comes round again to-morrow
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- very quiet, very humble like, but very happy. Mr. Alfred said,
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one night when they were walking in the orchard, "Grace, shall our
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wedding-day be Marion's birth-day?" And it was.'
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'And they have lived happily together?' said the stranger.
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'Ay,' said Clemency. 'No two people ever more so. They have had
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no sorrow but this.'
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She raised her head as with a sudden attention to the circumstances
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|
under which she was recalling these events, and looked quickly at
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the stranger. Seeing that his face was turned toward the window,
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and that he seemed intent upon the prospect, she made some eager
|
|
signs to her husband, and pointed to the bill, and moved her mouth
|
|
as if she were repeating with great energy, one word or phrase to
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|
him over and over again. As she uttered no sound, and as her dumb
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|
motions like most of her gestures were of a very extraordinary
|
|
kind, this unintelligible conduct reduced Mr. Britain to the
|
|
confines of despair. He stared at the table, at the stranger, at
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the spoons, at his wife - followed her pantomime with looks of deep
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amazement and perplexity - asked in the same language, was it
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property in danger, was it he in danger, was it she - answered her
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|
signals with other signals expressive of the deepest distress and
|
|
confusion - followed the motions of her lips - guessed half aloud
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'milk and water,' 'monthly warning,' 'mice and walnuts' - and
|
|
couldn't approach her meaning.
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Clemency gave it up at last, as a hopeless attempt; and moving her
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chair by very slow degrees a little nearer to the stranger, sat
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|
with her eyes apparently cast down but glancing sharply at him now
|
|
and then, waiting until he should ask some other question. She had
|
|
not to wait long; for he said, presently:
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'And what is the after history of the young lady who went away?
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They know it, I suppose?'
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Clemency shook her head. 'I've heard,' she said, 'that Doctor
|
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Jeddler is thought to know more of it than he tells. Miss Grace
|
|
has had letters from her sister, saying that she was well and
|
|
happy, and made much happier by her being married to Mr. Alfred:
|
|
and has written letters back. But there's a mystery about her life
|
|
and fortunes, altogether, which nothing has cleared up to this
|
|
hour, and which - '
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|
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|
She faltered here, and stopped.
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|
'And which' - repeated the stranger.
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'Which only one other person, I believe, could explain,' said
|
|
Clemency, drawing her breath quickly.
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|
'Who may that be?' asked the stranger.
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'Mr. Michael Warden!' answered Clemency, almost in a shriek: at
|
|
once conveying to her husband what she would have had him
|
|
understand before, and letting Michael Warden know that he was
|
|
recognised.
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|
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|
'You remember me, sir?' said Clemency, trembling with emotion; 'I
|
|
saw just now you did! You remember me, that night in the garden.
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|
I was with her!'
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|
'Yes. You were,' he said.
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'Yes, sir,' returned Clemency. 'Yes, to be sure. This is my
|
|
husband, if you please. Ben, my dear Ben, run to Miss Grace - run
|
|
to Mr. Alfred - run somewhere, Ben! Bring somebody here,
|
|
directly!'
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|
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|
'Stay!' said Michael Warden, quietly interposing himself between
|
|
the door and Britain. 'What would you do?'
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|
'Let them know that you are here, sir,' answered Clemency, clapping
|
|
her hands in sheer agitation. 'Let them know that they may hear of
|
|
her, from your own lips; let them know that she is not quite lost
|
|
to them, but that she will come home again yet, to bless her father
|
|
and her loving sister - even her old servant, even me,' she struck
|
|
herself upon the breast with both hands, 'with a sight of her sweet
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|
face. Run, Ben, run!' And still she pressed him on towards the
|
|
door, and still Mr. Warden stood before it, with his hand stretched
|
|
out, not angrily, but sorrowfully.
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|
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|
'Or perhaps,' said Clemency, running past her husband, and catching
|
|
in her emotion at Mr. Warden's cloak, 'perhaps she's here now;
|
|
perhaps she's close by. I think from your manner she is. Let me
|
|
see her, sir, if you please. I waited on her when she was a little
|
|
child. I saw her grow to be the pride of all this place. I knew
|
|
her when she was Mr. Alfred's promised wife. I tried to warn her
|
|
when you tempted her away. I know what her old home was when she
|
|
was like the soul of it, and how it changed when she was gone and
|
|
lost. Let me speak to her, if you please!'
|
|
|
|
He gazed at her with compassion, not unmixed with wonder: but, he
|
|
made no gesture of assent.
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|
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|
'I don't think she CAN know,' pursued Clemency, 'how truly they
|
|
forgive her; how they love her; what joy it would be to them, to
|
|
see her once more. She may be timorous of going home. Perhaps if
|
|
she sees me, it may give her new heart. Only tell me truly, Mr.
|
|
Warden, is she with you?'
|
|
|
|
'She is not,' he answered, shaking his head.
|
|
|
|
This answer, and his manner, and his black dress, and his coming
|
|
back so quietly, and his announced intention of continuing to live
|
|
abroad, explained it all. Marion was dead.
|
|
|
|
He didn't contradict her; yes, she was dead! Clemency sat down,
|
|
hid her face upon the table, and cried.
|
|
|
|
At that moment, a grey-headed old gentleman came running in: quite
|
|
out of breath, and panting so much that his voice was scarcely to
|
|
be recognised as the voice of Mr. Snitchey.
|
|
|
|
'Good Heaven, Mr. Warden!' said the lawyer, taking him aside, 'what
|
|
wind has blown - ' He was so blown himself, that he couldn't get
|
|
on any further until after a pause, when he added, feebly, 'you
|
|
here?'
|
|
|
|
'An ill-wind, I am afraid,' he answered. 'If you could have heard
|
|
what has just passed - how I have been besought and entreated to
|
|
perform impossibilities - what confusion and affliction I carry
|
|
with me!'
|
|
|
|
'I can guess it all. But why did you ever come here, my good sir?'
|
|
retorted Snitchey.
|
|
|
|
'Come! How should I know who kept the house? When I sent my
|
|
servant on to you, I strolled in here because the place was new to
|
|
me; and I had a natural curiosity in everything new and old, in
|
|
these old scenes; and it was outside the town. I wanted to
|
|
communicate with you, first, before appearing there. I wanted to
|
|
know what people would say to me. I see by your manner that you
|
|
can tell me. If it were not for your confounded caution, I should
|
|
have been possessed of everything long ago.'
|
|
|
|
'Our caution!' returned the lawyer, 'speaking for Self and Craggs -
|
|
deceased,' here Mr. Snitchey, glancing at his hat-band, shook his
|
|
head, 'how can you reasonably blame us, Mr. Warden? It was
|
|
understood between us that the subject was never to be renewed, and
|
|
that it wasn't a subject on which grave and sober men like us (I
|
|
made a note of your observations at the time) could interfere. Our
|
|
caution too! When Mr. Craggs, sir, went down to his respected
|
|
grave in the full belief - '
|
|
|
|
'I had given a solemn promise of silence until I should return,
|
|
whenever that might be,' interrupted Mr. Warden; 'and I have kept
|
|
it.'
|
|
|
|
'Well, sir, and I repeat it,' returned Mr. Snitchey, 'we were bound
|
|
to silence too. We were bound to silence in our duty towards
|
|
ourselves, and in our duty towards a variety of clients, you among
|
|
them, who were as close as wax. It was not our place to make
|
|
inquiries of you on such a delicate subject. I had my suspicions,
|
|
sir; but, it is not six months since I have known the truth, and
|
|
been assured that you lost her.'
|
|
|
|
'By whom?' inquired his client.
|
|
|
|
'By Doctor Jeddler himself, sir, who at last reposed that
|
|
confidence in me voluntarily. He, and only he, has known the whole
|
|
truth, years and years.'
|
|
|
|
'And you know it?' said his client.
|
|
|
|
'I do, sir!' replied Snitchey; 'and I have also reason to know that
|
|
it will be broken to her sister to-morrow evening. They have given
|
|
her that promise. In the meantime, perhaps you'll give me the
|
|
honour of your company at my house; being unexpected at your own.
|
|
But, not to run the chance of any more such difficulties as you
|
|
have had here, in case you should be recognised - though you're a
|
|
good deal changed; I think I might have passed you myself, Mr.
|
|
Warden - we had better dine here, and walk on in the evening. It's
|
|
a very good place to dine at, Mr. Warden: your own property, by-
|
|
the-bye. Self and Craggs (deceased) took a chop here sometimes,
|
|
and had it very comfortably served. Mr. Craggs, sir,' said
|
|
Snitchey, shutting his eyes tight for an instant, and opening them
|
|
again, 'was struck off the roll of life too soon.'
|
|
|
|
'Heaven forgive me for not condoling with you,' returned Michael
|
|
Warden, passing his hand across his forehead, 'but I'm like a man
|
|
in a dream at present. I seem to want my wits. Mr. Craggs - yes -
|
|
I am very sorry we have lost Mr. Craggs.' But he looked at
|
|
Clemency as he said it, and seemed to sympathise with Ben,
|
|
consoling her.
|
|
|
|
'Mr. Craggs, sir,' observed Snitchey, 'didn't find life, I regret
|
|
to say, as easy to have and to hold as his theory made it out, or
|
|
he would have been among us now. It's a great loss to me. He was
|
|
my right arm, my right leg, my right ear, my right eye, was Mr.
|
|
Craggs. I am paralytic without him. He bequeathed his share of
|
|
the business to Mrs. Craggs, her executors, administrators, and
|
|
assigns. His name remains in the Firm to this hour. I try, in a
|
|
childish sort of a way, to make believe, sometimes, he's alive.
|
|
You may observe that I speak for Self and Craggs - deceased, sir -
|
|
deceased,' said the tender-hearted attorney, waving his pocket-
|
|
handkerchief.
|
|
|
|
Michael Warden, who had still been observant of Clemency, turned to
|
|
Mr. Snitchey when he ceased to speak, and whispered in his ear.
|
|
|
|
'Ah, poor thing!' said Snitchey, shaking his head. 'Yes. She was
|
|
always very faithful to Marion. She was always very fond of her.
|
|
Pretty Marion! Poor Marion! Cheer up, Mistress - you are married
|
|
now, you know, Clemency.'
|
|
|
|
Clemency only sighed, and shook her head.
|
|
|
|
'Well, well! Wait till to-morrow,' said the lawyer, kindly.
|
|
|
|
'To-morrow can't bring back' the dead to life, Mister,' said
|
|
Clemency, sobbing.
|
|
|
|
'No. It can't do that, or it would bring back Mr. Craggs,
|
|
deceased,' returned the lawyer. 'But it may bring some soothing
|
|
circumstances; it may bring some comfort. Wait till to-morrow!'
|
|
|
|
So Clemency, shaking his proffered hand, said she would; and
|
|
Britain, who had been terribly cast down at sight of his despondent
|
|
wife (which was like the business hanging its head), said that was
|
|
right; and Mr. Snitchey and Michael Warden went up-stairs; and
|
|
there they were soon engaged in a conversation so cautiously
|
|
conducted, that no murmur of it was audible above the clatter of
|
|
plates and dishes, the hissing of the frying-pan, the bubbling of
|
|
saucepans, the low monotonous waltzing of the jack - with a
|
|
dreadful click every now and then as if it had met with some mortal
|
|
accident to its head, in a fit of giddiness - and all the other
|
|
preparations in the kitchen for their dinner.
|
|
|
|
To-morrow was a bright and peaceful day; and nowhere were the
|
|
autumn tints more beautifully seen, than from the quiet orchard of
|
|
the Doctor's house. The snows of many winter nights had melted
|
|
from that ground, the withered leaves of many summer times had
|
|
rustled there, since she had fled. The honey-suckle porch was
|
|
green again, the trees cast bountiful and changing shadows on the
|
|
grass, the landscape was as tranquil and serene as it had ever
|
|
been; but where was she!
|
|
|
|
Not there. Not there. She would have been a stranger sight in her
|
|
old home now, even than that home had been at first, without her.
|
|
But, a lady sat in the familiar place, from whose heart she had
|
|
never passed away; in whose true memory she lived, unchanging,
|
|
youthful, radiant with all promise and all hope; in whose affection
|
|
- and it was a mother's now, there was a cherished little daughter
|
|
playing by her side - she had no rival, no successor; upon whose
|
|
gentle lips her name was trembling then.
|
|
|
|
The spirit of the lost girl looked out of those eyes. Those eyes
|
|
of Grace, her sister, sitting with her husband in the orchard, on
|
|
their wedding-day, and his and Marion's birth-day.
|
|
|
|
He had not become a great man; he had not grown rich; he had not
|
|
forgotten the scenes and friends of his youth; he had not fulfilled
|
|
any one of the Doctor's old predictions. But, in his useful,
|
|
patient, unknown visiting of poor men's homes; and in his watching
|
|
of sick beds; and in his daily knowledge of the gentleness and
|
|
goodness flowering the by-paths of this world, not to be trodden
|
|
down beneath the heavy foot of poverty, but springing up, elastic,
|
|
in its track, and making its way beautiful; he had better learned
|
|
and proved, in each succeeding year, the truth of his old faith.
|
|
The manner of his life, though quiet and remote, had shown him how
|
|
often men still entertained angels, unawares, as in the olden time;
|
|
and how the most unlikely forms - even some that were mean and ugly
|
|
to the view, and poorly clad - became irradiated by the couch of
|
|
sorrow, want, and pain, and changed to ministering spirits with a
|
|
glory round their heads.
|
|
|
|
He lived to better purpose on the altered battle-ground, perhaps,
|
|
than if he had contended restlessly in more ambitious lists; and he
|
|
was happy with his wife, dear Grace.
|
|
|
|
And Marion. Had HE forgotten her?
|
|
|
|
'The time has flown, dear Grace,' he said, 'since then;' they had
|
|
been talking of that night; 'and yet it seems a long long while
|
|
ago. We count by changes and events within us. Not by years.'
|
|
|
|
'Yet we have years to count by, too, since Marion was with us,'
|
|
returned Grace. 'Six times, dear husband, counting to-night as
|
|
one, we have sat here on her birth-day, and spoken together of that
|
|
happy return, so eagerly expected and so long deferred. Ah when
|
|
will it be! When will it be!'
|
|
|
|
Her husband attentively observed her, as the tears collected in her
|
|
eyes; and drawing nearer, said:
|
|
|
|
'But, Marion told you, in that farewell letter which she left for
|
|
you upon your table, love, and which you read so often, that years
|
|
must pass away before it COULD be. Did she not?'
|
|
|
|
She took a letter from her breast, and kissed it, and said 'Yes.'
|
|
|
|
'That through these intervening years, however happy she might be,
|
|
she would look forward to the time when you would meet again, and
|
|
all would be made clear; and that she prayed you, trustfully and
|
|
hopefully to do the same. The letter runs so, does it not, my
|
|
dear?'
|
|
|
|
'Yes, Alfred.'
|
|
|
|
'And every other letter she has written since?'
|
|
|
|
'Except the last - some months ago - in which she spoke of you, and
|
|
what you then knew, and what I was to learn to-night.'
|
|
|
|
He looked towards the sun, then fast declining, and said that the
|
|
appointed time was sunset.
|
|
|
|
'Alfred!' said Grace, laying her hand upon his shoulder earnestly,
|
|
'there is something in this letter - this old letter, which you say
|
|
I read so often - that I have never told you. But, to-night, dear
|
|
husband, with that sunset drawing near, and all our life seeming to
|
|
soften and become hushed with the departing day, I cannot keep it
|
|
secret.'
|
|
|
|
'What is it, love?'
|
|
|
|
'When Marion went away, she wrote me, here, that you had once left
|
|
her a sacred trust to me, and that now she left you, Alfred, such a
|
|
trust in my hands: praying and beseeching me, as I loved her, and
|
|
as I loved you, not to reject the affection she believed (she knew,
|
|
she said) you would transfer to me when the new wound was healed,
|
|
but to encourage and return it.'
|
|
|
|
' - And make me a proud, and happy man again, Grace. Did she say
|
|
so?'
|
|
|
|
'She meant, to make myself so blest and honoured in your love,' was
|
|
his wife's answer, as he held her in his arms.
|
|
|
|
'Hear me, my dear!' he said. - 'No. Hear me so!' - and as he
|
|
spoke, he gently laid the head she had raised, again upon his
|
|
shoulder. 'I know why I have never heard this passage in the
|
|
letter, until now. I know why no trace of it ever showed itself in
|
|
any word or look of yours at that time. I know why Grace, although
|
|
so true a friend to me, was hard to win to be my wife. And knowing
|
|
it, my own! I know the priceless value of the heart I gird within
|
|
my arms, and thank GOD for the rich possession!'
|
|
|
|
She wept, but not for sorrow, as he pressed her to his heart.
|
|
After a brief space, he looked down at the child, who was sitting
|
|
at their feet playing with a little basket of flowers, and bade her
|
|
look how golden and how red the sun was.
|
|
|
|
'Alfred,' said Grace, raising her head quickly at these words.
|
|
'The sun is going down. You have not forgotten what I am to know
|
|
before it sets.'
|
|
|
|
'You are to know the truth of Marion's history, my love,' he
|
|
answered.
|
|
|
|
'All the truth,' she said, imploringly. 'Nothing veiled from me,
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any more. That was the promise. Was it not?'
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'It was,' he answered.
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'Before the sun went down on Marion's birth-day. And you see it,
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Alfred? It is sinking fast.'
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He put his arm about her waist, and, looking steadily into her
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eyes, rejoined:
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'That truth is not reserved so long for me to tell, dear Grace. It
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is to come from other lips.'
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'From other lips!' she faintly echoed.
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'Yes. I know your constant heart, I know how brave you are, I know
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that to you a word of preparation is enough. You have said, truly,
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that the time is come. It is. Tell me that you have present
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fortitude to bear a trial - a surprise - a shock: and the
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messenger is waiting at the gate.'
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'What messenger?' she said. 'And what intelligence does he bring?'
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'I am pledged,' he answered her, preserving his steady look, 'to
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say no more. Do you think you understand me?'
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'I am afraid to think,' she said.
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There was that emotion in his face, despite its steady gaze, which
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frightened her. Again she hid her own face on his shoulder,
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trembling, and entreated him to pause - a moment.
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'Courage, my wife! When you have firmness to receive the
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messenger, the messenger is waiting at the gate. The sun is
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setting on Marion's birth-day. Courage, courage, Grace!'
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She raised her head, and, looking at him, told him she was ready.
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As she stood, and looked upon him going away, her face was so like
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Marion's as it had been in her later days at home, that it was
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wonderful to see. He took the child with him. She called her back
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- she bore the lost girl's name - and pressed her to her bosom.
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The little creature, being released again, sped after him, and
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Grace was left alone.
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She knew not what she dreaded, or what hoped; but remained there,
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motionless, looking at the porch by which they had disappeared.
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Ah! what was that, emerging from its shadow; standing on its
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threshold! That figure, with its white garments rustling in the
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evening air; its head laid down upon her father's breast, and
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pressed against it to his loving heart! O God! was it a vision
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that came bursting from the old man's arms, and with a cry, and
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with a waving of its hands, and with a wild precipitation of itself
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upon her in its boundless love, sank down in her embrace!
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'Oh, Marion, Marion! Oh, my sister! Oh, my heart's dear love!
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Oh, joy and happiness unutterable, so to meet again!'
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It was no dream, no phantom conjured up by hope and fear, but
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Marion, sweet Marion! So beautiful, so happy, so unalloyed by care
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and trial, so elevated and exalted in her loveliness, that as the
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setting sun shone brightly on her upturned face, she might have
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been a spirit visiting the earth upon some healing mission.
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Clinging to her sister, who had dropped upon a seat and bent down
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over her - and smiling through her tears - and kneeling, close
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before her, with both arms twining round her, and never turning for
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an instant from her face - and with the glory of the setting sun
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upon her brow, and with the soft tranquillity of evening gathering
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around them - Marion at length broke silence; her voice, so calm,
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low, clear, and pleasant, well-tuned to the time.
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'When this was my dear home, Grace, as it will be now again - '
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'Stay, my sweet love! A moment! O Marion, to hear you speak
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again.'
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She could not bear the voice she loved so well, at first.
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'When this was my dear home, Grace, as it will be now again, I
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loved him from my soul. I loved him most devotedly. I would have
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died for him, though I was so young. I never slighted his
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affection in my secret breast for one brief instant. It was far
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beyond all price to me. Although it is so long ago, and past, and
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gone, and everything is wholly changed, I could not bear to think
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that you, who love so well, should think I did not truly love him
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once. I never loved him better, Grace, than when he left this very
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scene upon this very day. I never loved him better, dear one, than
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I did that night when I left here.'
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Her sister, bending over her, could look into her face, and hold
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her fast.
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'But he had gained, unconsciously,' said Marion, with a gentle
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smile, 'another heart, before I knew that I had one to give him.
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That heart - yours, my sister! - was so yielded up, in all its
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other tenderness, to me; was so devoted, and so noble; that it
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plucked its love away, and kept its secret from all eyes but mine -
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Ah! what other eyes were quickened by such tenderness and
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gratitude! - and was content to sacrifice itself to me. But, I
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knew something of its depths. I knew the struggle it had made. I
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knew its high, inestimable worth to him, and his appreciation of
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it, let him love me as he would. I knew the debt I owed it. I had
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its great example every day before me. What you had done for me, I
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knew that I could do, Grace, if I would, for you. I never laid my
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head down on my pillow, but I prayed with tears to do it. I never
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laid my head down on my pillow, but I thought of Alfred's own words
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on the day of his departure, and how truly he had said (for I knew
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that, knowing you) that there were victories gained every day, in
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struggling hearts, to which these fields of battle were nothing.
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Thinking more and more upon the great endurance cheerfully
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sustained, and never known or cared for, that there must be, every
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day and hour, in that great strife of which he spoke, my trial
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seemed to grow light and easy. And He who knows our hearts, my
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dearest, at this moment, and who knows there is no drop of
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bitterness or grief - of anything but unmixed happiness - in mine,
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enabled me to make the resolution that I never would be Alfred's
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wife. That he should be my brother, and your husband, if the
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course I took could bring that happy end to pass; but that I never
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would (Grace, I then loved him dearly, dearly!) be his wife!'
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'O Marion! O Marion!'
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'I had tried to seem indifferent to him;' and she pressed her
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sister's face against her own; 'but that was hard, and you were
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always his true advocate. I had tried to tell you of my
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resolution, but you would never hear me; you would never understand
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me. The time was drawing near for his return. I felt that I must
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act, before the daily intercourse between us was renewed. I knew
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that one great pang, undergone at that time, would save a
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lengthened agony to all of us. I knew that if I went away then,
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that end must follow which HAS followed, and which has made us both
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so happy, Grace! I wrote to good Aunt Martha, for a refuge in her
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house: I did not then tell her all, but something of my story, and
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she freely promised it. While I was contesting that step with
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myself, and with my love of you, and home, Mr. Warden, brought here
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by an accident, became, for some time, our companion.'
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'I have sometimes feared of late years, that this might have been,'
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exclaimed her sister; and her countenance was ashy-pale. 'You
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never loved him - and you married him in your self-sacrifice to
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me!'
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'He was then,' said Marion, drawing her sister closer to her, 'on
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the eve of going secretly away for a long time. He wrote to me,
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after leaving here; told me what his condition and prospects really
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were; and offered me his hand. He told me he had seen I was not
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happy in the prospect of Alfred's return. I believe he thought my
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heart had no part in that contract; perhaps thought I might have
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loved him once, and did not then; perhaps thought that when I tried
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to seem indifferent, I tried to hide indifference - I cannot tell.
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But I wished that you should feel me wholly lost to Alfred -
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hopeless to him - dead. Do you understand me, love?'
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Her sister looked into her face, attentively. She seemed in doubt.
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'I saw Mr. Warden, and confided in his honour; charged him with my
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secret, on the eve of his and my departure. He kept it. Do you
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understand me, dear?'
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Grace looked confusedly upon her. She scarcely seemed to hear.
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'My love, my sister!' said Marion, 'recall your thoughts a moment;
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listen to me. Do not look so strangely on me. There are
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countries, dearest, where those who would abjure a misplaced
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passion, or would strive, against some cherished feeling of their
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hearts and conquer it, retire into a hopeless solitude, and close
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the world against themselves and worldly loves and hopes for ever.
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When women do so, they assume that name which is so dear to you and
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me, and call each other Sisters. But, there may be sisters, Grace,
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who, in the broad world out of doors, and underneath its free sky,
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and in its crowded places, and among its busy life, and trying to
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assist and cheer it and to do some good, - learn the same lesson;
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and who, with hearts still fresh and young, and open to all
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happiness and means of happiness, can say the battle is long past,
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the victory long won. And such a one am I! You understand me
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now?'
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Still she looked fixedly upon her, and made no reply.
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'Oh Grace, dear Grace,' said Marion, clinging yet more tenderly and
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fondly to that breast from which she had been so long exiled, 'if
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you were not a happy wife and mother - if I had no little namesake
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here - if Alfred, my kind brother, were not your own fond husband -
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from whence could I derive the ecstasy I feel to-night! But, as I
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left here, so I have returned. My heart has known no other love,
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my hand has never been bestowed apart from it. I am still your
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maiden sister, unmarried, unbetrothed: your own loving old Marion,
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in whose affection you exist alone and have no partner, Grace!'
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She understood her now. Her face relaxed: sobs came to her
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relief; and falling on her neck, she wept and wept, and fondled her
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as if she were a child again.
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When they were more composed, they found that the Doctor, and his
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sister good Aunt Martha, were standing near at hand, with Alfred.
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'This is a weary day for me,' said good Aunt Martha, smiling
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through her tears, as she embraced her nieces; 'for I lose my dear
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companion in making you all happy; and what can you give me, in
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return for my Marion?'
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'A converted brother,' said the Doctor.
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'That's something, to be sure,' retorted Aunt Martha, 'in such a
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farce as - '
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'No, pray don't,' said the doctor penitently.
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'Well, I won't,' replied Aunt Martha. 'But, I consider myself ill
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used. I don't know what's to become of me without my Marion, after
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we have lived together half-a-dozen years.'
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'You must come and live here, I suppose,' replied the Doctor. 'We
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shan't quarrel now, Martha.'
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'Or you must get married, Aunt,' said Alfred.
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'Indeed,' returned the old lady, 'I think it might be a good
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speculation if I were to set my cap at Michael Warden, who, I hear,
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is come home much the better for his absence in all respects. But
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as I knew him when he was a boy, and I was not a very young woman
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then, perhaps he mightn't respond. So I'll make up my mind to go
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and live with Marion, when she marries, and until then (it will not
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be very long, I dare say) to live alone. What do YOU say,
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Brother?'
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'I've a great mind to say it's a ridiculous world altogether, and
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there's nothing serious in it,' observed the poor old Doctor.
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'You might take twenty affidavits of it if you chose, Anthony,'
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said his sister; 'but nobody would believe you with such eyes as
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those.'
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'It's a world full of hearts,' said the Doctor, hugging his
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youngest daughter, and bending across her to hug Grace - for he
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couldn't separate the sisters; 'and a serious world, with all its
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folly - even with mine, which was enough to have swamped the whole
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globe; and it is a world on which the sun never rises, but it looks
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upon a thousand bloodless battles that are some set-off against the
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miseries and wickedness of Battle-Fields; and it is a world we need
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be careful how we libel, Heaven forgive us, for it is a world of
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sacred mysteries, and its Creator only knows what lies beneath the
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surface of His lightest image!'
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You would not be the better pleased with my rude pen, if it
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dissected and laid open to your view the transports of this family,
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long severed and now reunited. Therefore, I will not follow the
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poor Doctor through his humbled recollection of the sorrow he had
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had, when Marion was lost to him; nor, will I tell how serious he
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had found that world to be, in which some love, deep-anchored, is
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the portion of all human creatures; nor, how such a trifle as the
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absence of one little unit in the great absurd account, had
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stricken him to the ground. Nor, how, in compassion for his
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distress, his sister had, long ago, revealed the truth to him by
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slow degrees, and brought him to the knowledge of the heart of his
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self-banished daughter, and to that daughter's side.
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Nor, how Alfred Heathfield had been told the truth, too, in the
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course of that then current year; and Marion had seen him, and had
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promised him, as her brother, that on her birth-day, in the
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evening, Grace should know it from her lips at last.
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'I beg your pardon, Doctor,' said Mr. Snitchey, looking into the
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orchard, 'but have I liberty to come in?'
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Without waiting for permission, he came straight to Marion, and
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kissed her hand, quite joyfully.
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'If Mr. Craggs had been alive, my dear Miss Marion,' said Mr.
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Snitchey, 'he would have had great interest in this occasion. It
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might have suggested to him, Mr. Alfred, that our life is not too
|
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easy perhaps: that, taken altogether, it will bear any little
|
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smoothing we can give it; but Mr. Craggs was a man who could endure
|
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to be convinced, sir. He was always open to conviction. If he
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were open to conviction, now, I - this is weakness. Mrs. Snitchey,
|
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my dear,' - at his summons that lady appeared from behind the door,
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'you are among old friends.'
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Mrs. Snitchey having delivered her congratulations, took her
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husband aside.
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'One moment, Mr. Snitchey,' said that lady. 'It is not in my
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nature to rake up the ashes of the departed.'
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'No, my dear,' returned her husband.
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'Mr. Craggs is - '
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'Yes, my dear, he is deceased,' said Snitchey.
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'But I ask you if you recollect,' pursued his wife, 'that evening
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of the ball? I only ask you that. If you do; and if your memory
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has not entirely failed you, Mr. Snitchey; and if you are not
|
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absolutely in your dotage; I ask you to connect this time with that
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- to remember how I begged and prayed you, on my knees - '
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'Upon your knees, my dear?' said Mr. Snitchey.
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'Yes,' said Mrs. Snitchey, confidently, 'and you know it - to
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beware of that man - to observe his eye - and now to tell me
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whether I was right, and whether at that moment he knew secrets
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which he didn't choose to tell.'
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'Mrs. Snitchey,' returned her husband, in her ear, 'Madam. Did you
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ever observe anything in MY eye?'
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'No,' said Mrs. Snitchey, sharply. 'Don't flatter yourself.'
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'Because, Madam, that night,' he continued, twitching her by the
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sleeve, 'it happens that we both knew secrets which we didn't
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choose to tell, and both knew just the same professionally. And so
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the less you say about such things the better, Mrs. Snitchey; and
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take this as a warning to have wiser and more charitable eyes
|
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another time. Miss Marion, I brought a friend of yours along with
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me. Here! Mistress!'
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Poor Clemency, with her apron to her eyes, came slowly in, escorted
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by her husband; the latter doleful with the presentiment, that if
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she abandoned herself to grief, the Nutmeg-Grater was done for.
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'Now, Mistress,' said the lawyer, checking Marion as she ran
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towards her, and interposing himself between them, 'what's the
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matter with YOU?'
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'The matter!' cried poor Clemency. - When, looking up in wonder,
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and in indignant remonstrance, and in the added emotion of a great
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roar from Mr. Britain, and seeing that sweet face so well
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remembered close before her, she stared, sobbed, laughed, cried,
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screamed, embraced her, held her fast, released her, fell on Mr.
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Snitchey and embraced him (much to Mrs. Snitchey's indignation),
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fell on the Doctor and embraced him, fell on Mr. Britain and
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embraced him, and concluded by embracing herself, throwing her
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apron over her head, and going into hysterics behind it.
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A stranger had come into the orchard, after Mr. Snitchey, and had
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remained apart, near the gate, without being observed by any of the
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group; for they had little spare attention to bestow, and that had
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been monopolised by the ecstasies of Clemency. He did not appear
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to wish to be observed, but stood alone, with downcast eyes; and
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there was an air of dejection about him (though he was a gentleman
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of a gallant appearance) which the general happiness rendered more
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remarkable.
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None but the quick eyes of Aunt Martha, however, remarked him at
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all; but, almost as soon as she espied him, she was in conversation
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with him. Presently, going to where Marion stood with Grace and
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her little namesake, she whispered something in Marion's ear, at
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which she started, and appeared surprised; but soon recovering from
|
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her confusion, she timidly approached the stranger, in Aunt
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Martha's company, and engaged in conversation with him too.
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'Mr. Britain,' said the lawyer, putting his hand in his pocket, and
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bringing out a legal-looking document, while this was going on, 'I
|
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congratulate you. You are now the whole and sole proprietor of
|
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that freehold tenement, at present occupied and held by yourself as
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a licensed tavern, or house of public entertainment, and commonly
|
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called or known by the sign of the Nutmeg-Grater. Your wife lost
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one house, through my client Mr. Michael Warden; and now gains
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another. I shall have the pleasure of canvassing you for the
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county, one of these fine mornings.'
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'Would it make any difference in the vote if the sign was altered,
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sir?' asked Britain.
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'Not in the least,' replied the lawyer.
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'Then,' said Mr. Britain, handing him back the conveyance, 'just
|
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clap in the words, "and Thimble," will you be so good; and I'll
|
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have the two mottoes painted up in the parlour instead of my wife's
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portrait.'
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'And let me,' said a voice behind them; it was the stranger's -
|
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Michael Warden's; 'let me claim the benefit of those inscriptions.
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Mr. Heathfield and Dr. Jeddler, I might have deeply wronged you
|
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both. That I did not, is no virtue of my own. I will not say that
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I am six years wiser than I was, or better. But I have known, at
|
|
any rate, that term of self-reproach. I can urge no reason why you
|
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should deal gently with me. I abused the hospitality of this
|
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house; and learnt by my own demerits, with a shame I never have
|
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forgotten, yet with some profit too, I would fain hope, from one,'
|
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he glanced at Marion, 'to whom I made my humble supplication for
|
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forgiveness, when I knew her merit and my deep unworthiness. In a
|
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few days I shall quit this place for ever. I entreat your pardon.
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Do as you would be done by! Forget and Forgive!'
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TIME - from whom I had the latter portion of this story, and with
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|
whom I have the pleasure of a personal acquaintance of some five-
|
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and-thirty years' duration - informed me, leaning easily upon his
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scythe, that Michael Warden never went away again, and never sold
|
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his house, but opened it afresh, maintained a golden means of
|
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hospitality, and had a wife, the pride and honour of that
|
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countryside, whose name was Marion. But, as I have observed that
|
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Time confuses facts occasionally, I hardly know what weight to give
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to his authority.
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