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A HIGH DOSE 2-CB TRIP
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...a note from underground by "Gracie and Zarkov"
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Copyright December 1984 by Gracie and Zarkov Productions. We believe
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that in a truly free society the price of packaged information would
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be driven down to the cost of reproduction and transmission. We,
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therefore, give blanket permission and encourage photocopy, quotation,
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reprint or entry into a database of all or part of our articles
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provided that the copier or quoter does not take credit for our
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statements.
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Number 2.
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Introduction
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We had planned to take approximately 30 mg of 2CB orally to experience
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full effects. However, unknown to us at the time, a systematic error
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in the scale raised the dose to almost 40 mg each. The 2CB was taken
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orally, encapsulated, on an empty stomach. First effects were
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noticeable in 15-20 minutes, with a steep climb to a peak at about one
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hour. The peak lasts about an hour, there is a plateau until hour 3,
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then a very precipitous return to nearly straight. There is a long,
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low-level tail to the trip; we were fully down after 6-8 hours total.
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Lonqer-term effects (mood changes) last 5-6 days.
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Setting
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Earlier that day, before the 2CB trip (which started about midnight),
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we had smoked some DMT. Zarkov did approximately 10-15 mg around 10
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AM; Gracie smoked about 30 mg at that time and the same amount again
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at noon. For Gracie, the DMT experience was somewhat frustrating and
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not very intense, it seemed blocked by neurotic or distracting modes
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of thought during the trip. Gracie had lingering gastrointestinal
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upset (psychosomatic?).
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2CB Effects
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Initial effects began 20 minutes after ingestion. They included
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general arousal: piloerection, muscular hypertonus, the characteristic
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hallucinogenic amphetamine local "pump" of the pelvic area, nipple
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erection and facial flushing. While the "pumping-up" effects are less
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localized and less perceptually sexual then on MDA, they were similar
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in essence. The flush was much more pronounced than on MDA or MDMA,
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including itching of mucus membranes. This was followed by
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generalized chills and tremors similar to, but much more intense than,
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methamphetamine shakes.
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About 45 minutes into the trip, we drew a hot bath to warm up in,
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(very effective, but not recommended if you feel like you are about to
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pass out) using visual positioning of the water valves to set the
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temperature. From past experience, we knew the water must have been
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quite hot, yet in our shivering states the water felt only warm. Both
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of us were hallucinating and were becoming increasingly agitated.
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The peak effects could be roughly categorized under visual, emotional
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and somatic modes. However, these three modes were out of synch: the
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visual disturbances did not correlate to the emotional feelings, nor
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either of the former to somatic sensations. By concentrating
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attention on one of the modes, all three would moderate. This was
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especially noted by Zarkov, who was able to deal with the peak effect
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without losing it by focusing attention on a particular effect. For
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example, the overwhelming feeling of terror at the peak was unlike a
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DMT, LSD or Psilocybian mushroom trip where there is an apparent
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causal or precipitating incident, vision, encounter or meaningful
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train of thought (e.g. something is threatening one, or one encounters
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personal demons, etc.) 2CB terror had no discernible "cause". Upon
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self-reflection, no cause could be found. "Why am I terrorized?" was
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a question with no answer. This self-reflection produced a
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significant decrease in the feeling of terror. Zarkov remarked, "It
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was as if 2CB was a specific chemical agent exciting a 'terror
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circuit' in your brain to overload with no object, no insight and no
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cause." (This comment relates to the "lizard hypothesis" below).
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Visual Effects
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With open eyes, the hallucinations were very unpleasant (both
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aesthetically and emotionally ugly). Multiple outline images formed
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around objects or people and were made up of small angular geometric
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components. Colors were ugly blue-greens and oranges, not very
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bright, rather grey-toned. Unlike LSD "time-slicing" (our term) or
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"trails" (Stafford's term), the multiple images were incoherent;
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"trails" tend to leave a track like a meteor, 2CB multiimages were
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scattered around the object like dozens of TV ghosts. At points in
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the bathroom tile, edges of walls or window frames, ugly little
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geometric forms appeared to crawl out. Visuals became more intense
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and more ugly during the peak hour--they squirmed in an icky,
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disjointed fashion.
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With eyes closed, a myriad of jiggling forms with the same polyhedral
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geometric components bounced or squirmed around. The overall pattern
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was horizontal (wider than they were tall) and very disturbing to look
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at.
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The hallucinations obscured reality to a greater extent than anything
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but smoked DMT or high-dose mescaline (400+ mg). Facial distortions
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were subtle but noticeable by both of us - the facial changes were
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unpleasant.
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Somatic Effects
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For 30 minutes to 1 hour, 30 minutes we felt increasing nausea, GI
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cramps, the kind of symptoms Gracie associates with extreme anxiety,
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fear or anger. Chills and shakes appeared physiological rather then
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psychosomatic, since they went away with the hot bath. The somatic
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sensations were quite overwhelming, and like the terror described
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above, had no discernible cause except (speculating) limbic
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hyperarousal. Animal arousal continued throughout the trip,
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accompanied by tactile sensitivity, skin flushing and erectile tissue
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engorgement. However, neither of us found those effects erotic. Any
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level of activity -- bathing, removing contact lenses, crawling around
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-- reduced somatic effects. There was no appetite suppression, unlike
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methoxylated amphetamines.
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Emotional Effects
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The most unpleasant aspect of the trip: overwhelming feelings of fear,
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anger, pain, rage, demand; but lacking the usual human social or even
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mammalian associations or meanings. The emotions were strong and
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clearly felt, but are not well described in words. They were very raw
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and undirected, thrashing around in one's bodymind.
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Our present model for understanding this is based on the Leary-Wilson
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8 circuits model, which seems to place such raging neurosomatic surges
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into the lowest (biosurvival) circuit. Metaphorically and
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phylogenetically speaking, it represents the lizard component of your
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bodymind -- the limbic system which controls and produces "fight,
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flight, feed or fuck" behavior (the 4 Fs). Think of an aroused
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alligator, thrashing snake or cranked-up dinosaur: powerful and
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active, but with a surging chemical or emotional drive more primitive
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and older than our monkey ways of behaving. Interestingly, the
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emotional effects were clearly related to some of the somatic effects
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in that concentrating on emotions relieved the body reactions. For
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example, Gracie found that the gastrointestinal cramps, nausea and
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unpleasant (to put it mildly!) feelings melted away when she focused
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on the emotional pain, rage, fear or desire -- crying, sobbing,
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wailing, howling or clinging all helped to alleviate the discomfort.
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As described above, focusing on one component of the trip made the
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others fade away. Physical activity would also relieve the physical
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and emotional distress, e.g. dancing, thrashing, crawling around.
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After the Peak
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Gracie remarked that the trip was like a Puccini opera -- lots of
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emotional manipulation but lacking in depth. We returned to our trip
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room and payed heavy metal rock (Blue Cheer) which helped greatly to
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restore our equilibrium. Gracie danced, growled, crawled around and
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raved about "barbarian hordes from the Id" (not a rock band). From
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then on, we both improved markedly, became euphoric and stayed
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aroused. The unpleasant body symptoms slowly faded.
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At about hour 3, Zarkov came down very quickly (over about 3 minutes)
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and Gracie followed shortly thereafter. We were left tired, but not
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particularly "strung out". At this time the hallucinations simply
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switched off.
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Lingering Effects
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We noted lingering effects for about 5 days: disturbed visual field
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with flashes and discontinuities; our mental states were excellent,
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bordering on low level euphoria. Zarkov noted, "I was cheerful,
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unflappable even though it was a difficult week at work. It felt
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great to be alive and embodied as a monkey." Vivid but confused
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dreams laden with emotional affect in realistic, even mundane settings
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occured for 2-3 nights after the trip.
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A final image - the Jurassic must have been quite a time! If our own
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experience reflects lizard-like programs, the dinosaurs become more
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comprehensible and more horrifying.
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Conclusion
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It is reported in the literature that 2CB can produce a very different
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trip (milder and more pleasant). We believe the quality of our trip
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to be highly dosage-related phenomenon -- the recommended
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"therapeutic" dose is 15-18 mg. 2CB might prove useful for those
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neurotic individuals so alienated from themselves that they cannot
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experience their own embodiment. Nevertheless, our experience, while
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short, was one of the most terrifying trips we have had. Therefore,
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we recommend caution in using 2CB, in fact, we do not particularly
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recommend it at all, especially for inexperienced users of
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hallucinagens who may find it effects too much, too soon.
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Stay high and stay free!
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Gracie and Zarkov
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Afterword
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To round out the information in our article above we have attached a
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2CB "Fact Sheet" that has been prepared and is being distributed by
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advocates of the drug. While we would not violently disagree with the
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information, even though the "new age" therapist tone is cloying, we
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would suggest that this piece is more of an advertisement for the
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substance, rather then a dispassionate analysis. As such, it reminds
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us very much of the "fact sheets" that the salesmen for so called
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"ethical pharmaceutical" companies distribute to M.D.'s along with
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free samples of their products. Some of the euphemisms are quite
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striking. "Energy tremor" was in our more degenerate youth referred
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to as "speed shakes". "Physical Body-Load" is usually referred to in
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the pharmacological literature as either "physical side effects" or
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"onset of toxic side effects", etc.
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In a more general sense we find it unfortunate that fact sheets such
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as this one and the touting of substances by professional colleagues
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are often the only sources of information that a health professional
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uses in deciding whether or not to administer a psychoactive drug to a
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patient.
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Patients put their trust in the health professional as an "expert" --
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a person with both a breadth and depth of specialized knowledge.
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Before health professionals undertake to use psychoactive substances
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in their practice we would hope that four conditions hold:
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1. The health professional has conducted extensive and intensive
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literature search on all areas of psychoactive drugs.
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2. The health professional has personal direct experiences with a
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range of psychoactive substances: from low dose experiences through
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high dose to overdose levels (within physical safety). The substances
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should include LSD, Psilocybian Mushrooms, DMT, mescaline,
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Methamphetamine, MDA, MDM, and hopefully an Ayahuasca-like mixture.
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3. Based on direct repeated experience with a range of substances and
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based on the knowledge of that patient, pick the right substance for
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that patient firmly believing that the particular substance is well
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matched to that particular patient's needs.
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4. The health professional should not use a particular substance just
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because it is conveniently available or "in" that year.
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Unfortunately, it is rare to find a therapist where any of the above
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four conditions have been met and given the current legal situation
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and therapeutic practice, we doubt that these condition will be met.
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At the very least, we would hope that every ethical health
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professional experiences 2CB or any other psychoactive substance that
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they use in their practice at extreme high dosage levels before they
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subject their considerably more naive patients to the experience.
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We base these recammendations on 20 and 5 years experience
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(respectively) of usually weekly psychedelic experimentation. We are
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personally experienced with low to extremely high doses of all the
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substances cited above (as well as others) both alone and in
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combination. It has always been our practice to personally experience
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a psychoactive substance in the range of at least up to 2 to 3 times
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effective dose (limited only by toxicity) in order to fully judge the
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substance before recommending it to others.
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One Final Note
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Recreational use of 2CB has taken a peculiar twist. The method of
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administration is often to ingest a dose and then to immediately
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"snort" an equal second dose. Each dose has been in the range of
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15-25 mg. This combination has acquired a certain cachet for "slam
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dancing" among Marin County punks. To say the the results are very
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intense and bizarre is an understatement!
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Stay high and stay free,
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Gracie and Zarkov
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=============================================================================
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General Information: 2C-B
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(Chemical Name: 4-Bromo-2,5-dimethoxyphenethylamine)
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2C-B should be considcred for use in psychotherapy only under the
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following circumstances: (1) When the therapist has personally
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explored the use of the material, at the different levels described
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below, and has become familiar with its complexities, both physical
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and psychological; (2) When the patient or client has had considerable
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experience with MDMA or with other psychoactive chemicals previously.
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We can conceive of no circumstances under which the use of 2C-B might
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be justified without prior experience of at least MDMA. This applies
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to both therapist and patient.
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The information in this paper is addressed to the therapist who is
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considering possible use of 2C-B in his practice, and wishes to become
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familiar with the character of the 2C-B experience.
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The initial experiment should be at a dosage level of no more than 16
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mgs. If there is no apparent difficulty at this level, the next
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experiment can be 18 mgs. (There should be a minimum of one week
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between experiments.) Following this, one can take 20 mgs., and
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finally, 25 mgs. Please note: some people are found to be very
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sensitive to low levels of psychoactive materials. If there is any
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reason to suspect such sensitivity, start 2C-B at 12 mgs. instead of
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16. For such people, 18 mgs. may be the eventual maximum level.
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At 16 mgs., the intensity of the experience should not be above what
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we call "museum level," which means that, at this dosage, one should
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find it possible to walk around a museum and enjoy the enhancement of
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color and an increased ability to interpret and become involved with
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the paintings and other forms of art. (It is not, however, advisable
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to visit a museum or any other place outside the home until you have a
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great deal of familiarity with the effects of 2C-B.) At 16 mgs. there
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will probably be an awareness of the so-called <20>energy tremor,<2C>
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which can be very disturbing to a person unfamiliar with other
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psychoactive materials, but should not produce anxiety in an
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experienced person. This energy surge may be felt most intensely
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during the onset (usually within 20 to30 minutes after ingestion) and
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may become less obvious by the time the plateau of the experience is
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reached (one to two hours after ingestion) and walking around may be
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quite comfortable. There are many people, however, who continue to be
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keenly aware of the energy tremor during the entire experience (usual
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duration, to baseline, about 5 hours minimum) and who may prefer to
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move around as little as possible. No one can anticipate the response
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of another person; each has to discover his or her own.
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At 18 mgs., the visual effects are stronger and the energy surge is
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also felt more strongly. The duration of the experiment may be a total
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of 6 hours or more. The variations in the length of time before return
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to baseline will be discussed later.
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20 mgs. is yet again more intense. This is the maximum level at which
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2C-B should be taken, even by experienced people, when it follows
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MDMA, which will be expanded upon later in this paper. Of course,
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there are exceptions to this rule, also. One therapist has found that
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he has no response to 2C-B at a level lower than 25 mgs., even after
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an earlier MDMA session, but this is exceptional. Another therapist
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has found that dosage over 12 mgs. is far more intense than desired,
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for himself; this, too, is exceptional.
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25 mgs. might be considered, in general, the maximum level for patient
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use. Seasoned experimenters have used 2C-B at 30 mgs. without
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difficulty, but there seerns to be general agreement that, above this
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level, there tends to be an increase in the physical body-load -- such
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as energy tremor or perspiring -- without any corresponding increase
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in mental or psychological reward. (During early research with 2C-B,
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several years ago, one veteran researcher accidentally ingested 45
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mgs. and experienced considerable difficulty, both physically and
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psychologically, but without lasting ill-effects of any kind. The
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most lasting positive effect was a determination to avoid accidents in
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the future. Another person, experienced with psychoactive materials,
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obtained 2C-B and -- for reasons unknown -- took 60 mgs. The result
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was an experience remarkable for its dark and threatening aspects,
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unrelieved by either light or insight.)
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When using 2C-B for the first time, the duration of the experiment
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will probably be about 6 hours, but the time set aside for the
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experience should be considerably longer, for the following reasons.
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The chemical allows the opening of emotional and psychic doors which
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-- depending on the nature of the psychological contents released --
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might well choose to stay open longer than anticipated. Although
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there has been reference to a physical energy surge, there is, of
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course, a corresponding energy surge in the psyche and it has been the
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finding of several researchers that this aspect of the interior
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experience -- eyes-closed imagery, emotional disinhibition, insight
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into problems, among others -- tended to continue past the time when
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the chemical effects in the physical body could reasonably be expected
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to have ended. (This is more likely to happen at levels higher than
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the initial 16 mgs., but it has been known to happen at this level,
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and one cannot expect to predict such an event; it is better to allow
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the additional time, in advance.)
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The reverse has often happened, and is equally unpredictable. There
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are sessions during which an effort at problem-solving and emotional
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release has been apparently successful, usually involving considerable
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intensity of emotion and imagery, often touching on what might be
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called the archetypal level, and this has been followed by an earlier
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than usual descent to baseline on the part of the patient -- to the
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surprise of both patient and therapist. It is as if the psyche has
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recognized a completion of its project, and finds no reason to
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maintain the state further.
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In the ideal situation, as with MDMA, the therapist has taken the 2C-B
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along with his patient. In this case, an early descent to baseline
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might well be avoided, due to the patient's contact with the
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therapist<EFBFBD>s continued consciousness-alteration. However, this is
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also impossible to pretict. The desirability of such an extension, in
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this kind of situation, is open to question.
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A "good" 2C-B experience involves, for most people, some or all of the
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following. Eyes-open vlsual effects; objects moving, a rippling effect
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in walls or ceilings; intensification of color; familiar faces
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appearing in unfamiliar guises -- pleasant or unpleasant, depending
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perhaps upon the relationship between experimenter and the people
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perceived; familiar scenery assuming strange aspects (a large rock
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suddenly becomes a huge face, or a field of grass is a moving spread
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of green velvet, etc.). The intensity of such visual effects appears
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to diminish with repeated use of 2C-B, as if the psyche learns to
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screen out distractions. Eyes-closed fantasy and imagery are, to the
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best of our knowledge, common to all experiments, and do not
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particularly diminish with experience. As with MDMA, there is a
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general sense of being in control of one's actions, although at the
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higher levels one tends to avoid telephone conversations or other
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forms of interaction with people outside the experience.
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Under no circumstances, short of life-or-death emergencies, should
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anyone taking 2C-B attempt to drive a car or any other vehicle. The
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alteration in time-sense and space-perception makes any such
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undertaking extremely dangerous and irresponsible. No driving should
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be attempted after an experiment until baseline has been achieved and
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carefully tested. At night, the experimenter should be taken outside
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in the dark, and a flashlight beam directed at his face for a second.
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If after-images persist against the dark, driving should be postponed.
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He should be alerted to the impression of light-flashes at the
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periphery ot his vision, another indication that the eyes have not
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returned to normal. The pupil of the eye, which is usually enlarged
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during the experiment, should resume its usual size before he drives
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home. (In daytime, a dark room serves for eye tests.)
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If there is the slightest doubt as to the validity of baseline, or any
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hint of hesitation or unease on the part of the experimenter, as he
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prepares to return home, departure should be delayed, or a friend
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should be asked to drive for him. To avoid any such problems, it is
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best to do the experiment either in the patient's own home, or in a
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place where he may conveniently spend the night.
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Among the experiences associated with 2C-B are those involving what
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have been called cosmic and oceanic feelings and images. Often, there
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is some form of transformation, with emotions and imagery working
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together to present a new aspect of the patient's life and problems, a
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new way of understanding meanings, possible new ways of approaching
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old difficulties and habits of thought.
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Another aspect of the 2C-B experience, apparently common to all
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experimentcrs, is an intensification of the senses of touch, smell,
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taste; an increased response to color and sound. As with many
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psychoactive materials, there is a degree of anaesthesia which affects
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the pain-receptors in the skin, particularly. Pinching the inside of
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the knee, for instance, produces little discomfort, and care must be
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taken to warn a patient not to touch a heated object which would
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ordinarily cause him to withdraw his hand reflexively; under 2C-B,
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especially at highcr levels, he might not perceive the heat
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immediately and a burn coult result. Paradoxically, the perception of
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the faintest touch on the skin is heightened considerably, and
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physical discomfort or pain resulting from a broken bone or any kind
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of strain or imbalance in the body tends to be increased. Some people
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have reported the use of 2C-B as a diagnostic aid or ally, since it
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enables an increased perception of problems present in the body, when
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attention is turned in that direction. There is insufficient data, at
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present, on this potentially useful aspcct of 2C-B, and we hope that
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more will be available in time.
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Perceptions of imbalance -- either physical or emotional in kind --
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tend to take the forms of images often intense, colorful and in some
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cases, overwhelming to the patient. If the therapist is not taking
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the 2C-B with his patient, he will need well-educated antennae and a
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reservoir of emotional warmth to help his patient structure and
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assimilate and understand the experience.
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A note of caution. 2C-B does not encourage escape of any kind from
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either the body or the emotions. Among those energies intensified
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during the experience are the sexual drives and responses. A patient
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who has sexual blocks, fears of sexuality, or a tendency to act out
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sexually, may be severely threatened by the 2C-B experience. The
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therapist should be aware of the possibility that he may have to deal
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with acute anxiety and/or unexpected transference problems. Serious
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thought should be taken before giving 2C-B (or MDMA, for that matter)
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to a patient suspected of repressing homosexuality. Some of the
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tragically negative experiences of the 1960s, when indiscriminate and
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uneducated use of psychoactive materials occasionally resulted in
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psychotic episodes, might have been due to unexpected confrontations
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with previously unacknowledged homosexuality.
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Shoult the therapist wish to use 2C-B with his mate, however, it can
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indeed be one of life's richest experiences. While MDMA allows
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lovingness and warmth, but -- for most people -- tends to make orgasm
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difficult, 2C-B allows the fullest possible range of both emotional
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and physical expressions of love.
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Music played during a 2C-B session tends to be felt deeply, and may
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often help a patient to structure his experience and thus better
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manage the images and emotions which arise.
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An experienced therapist will, of course, avoid the use of any
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psychoactive chemical with a patient whose sense of Self (or "core"
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or"center") is weak and undeveloped. In certain unusual cases, the
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careful use of MDMA might be argued for, but 2C-B should be considered
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out of the question. This applies also in the case of chiltren and
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young people under 16. However, even in a strongly centered patient,
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there might be a tendency to go very deeply into a state similar to
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deep meditation, or out-of -body experience. The therapist should
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have experience in dealing with such a state, and if it occurs during
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a 2C-B session, care should be taken to keep the patient in contact by
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means of quiet, persistent questions and other appropriate ways of
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maintaining communication.
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2C-B is most effective when taken on an empty stomach. There should
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be no solid food eaten within four hours before an experiment. During
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the session, liquids should be available to help in avoiding
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dehydration. Coffee very often becomes distasteful during the session,
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so fruit juices and mineral water should be on hand. There is no
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anorexia with 2C-B, for most patients, and food will be appreciated
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toward the end of the experiment. Soup and bread and fruit are
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usually welcome. Cheese -- all kinds including yellow cheese -- will
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give no problems. A glass of wine is appreciated by some people, when
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baseline is near.
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We strongly advise that 2C-B not be used if the patient has had any
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kind of psychoactive chemical within 4 to 5 days earlier. For reasons
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not well understood, psychoactive chemicals taken within a few days
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prior to a 2C-B session have sometimes resulted in a totally inactive
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2C-B. Occasionally, without any apparent reason, 2C-B can be ingested
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with absolutely no resulting experience. In such an event, one can
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only search for psychological blocking, and renew the attempt at a
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later date.
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The single exception that we know of, at this time, to the above is
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MDMA. MDMA can be taken by the client immediately before 2C-B (that
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is, within the same day) without diluting the 2C-B effect.
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Some psychiatric pioneers are using MDMA followed by 2C-B in cases
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where breakthroughs in both insight and emotional release are sought.
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||
The conditions listed in the first paragraph of this paper should be
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noted.
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MDMA tends to allow a flow of insight, perhaps by removing the fear
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and defensiveness which blocks insight and self-acceptance.
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||
Generally, it is thought of as a"mind and heart" opener, which allows
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||
the patient to be in complete control and to make fully conscious
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||
decisions. The MDMA-assisted ability to accept and trust, together
|
||
with the depth of peacefulness often experienced, sometimes leaves
|
||
untouched the deeply buried negative emotions which the therapist
|
||
might wish to see explored. With the later ingestion of 2C-B, such
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||
emotional blocks can be loosened, and valuable work done in the area
|
||
of the patient's problems. Needless to say, this combination will
|
||
result in a long and busy day for both patient and therapist, and the
|
||
patient can be expected to experience some degree of tiredness the
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||
following day. If carefully managed, however, the results can be
|
||
extremely significant for the patient.
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||
|
||
The procedure should be as follows: MDMA at the usual dosage level
|
||
(generally 120 mgs. for an experienced patient), followed by 2C-B
|
||
three hours or 3.5 hours later, at a dosage level of no higher than 20
|
||
mgs. maximum. The combination produces an increase in the
|
||
effectiveness and intensity of the 2C-B.
|
||
|
||
NOTE: If a supplement of MDMA is taken (usually 40 mgs. at the 1.5
|
||
hour point), the2C-B should not be ingested until 1.5 to 2 hours
|
||
minimum after the supplement was given. The 2C-B can be taken as long
|
||
as 5 hours after the intial dose of MDMA without losing any of its
|
||
increased effectiveness.
|
||
|
||
The therapist might consider asking the patient to spend time
|
||
following a 2C-B experiment writing notes on his experience. It has
|
||
been found that additional insights tend to result from this practice
|
||
which may be of considerable value.
|
||
|
||
An informal note -- a reminder -- to the therapist considering an
|
||
experience of his own with this (or any other) psychoactive material.
|
||
The earlier reference to"museum levels" of 2C-B shoult not encourage
|
||
anyone to be casual in leaving the safety and familiarity of his own
|
||
home or office while under the influence of such materials. Most
|
||
people are fully aware of the usual problems which may confront them
|
||
in the outside world, but often neglect a very serious concern. It is
|
||
usually called "hitch-hiking,<2C> and refers to a very real phenomenon
|
||
known as a contact-high. When you are under the influence of a strong
|
||
psychoactive material, or any chemical which allows the release of
|
||
energy which is not usually that much consciously experienced, your
|
||
presence in a room (museum) or a store (let's get something at
|
||
Safeway) or a gathering of people who are not (and should not be)
|
||
aware of your altered state, your energy-field (or whatever you wish
|
||
to call it) can affect others around you in ways that they are not
|
||
prepared for and cannot understand. Unconsciously, they will (some
|
||
people, that is, who are more sensitive or open) feel themselves
|
||
stimulated, perhaps uncomfortably. Some may react with hostility,
|
||
some with anxiety, some with a great deal of attention to you. for
|
||
reasons unknown to them. We know of one young man who did visit a
|
||
muscum under the influence of 2C-B and was followed from room to room
|
||
by a museum guard who had apparently translated his awareness of the
|
||
exceptional energy field into suspicion of criminal intent on the part
|
||
of our friend. It made the museum visit somewhat less than relaxing.
|
||
In summary, it is not just out of caution that you should avoid visits
|
||
to well-populated outside places -- caution for yourself, that is --
|
||
but out of consideration for the peace of mind of strangers whose
|
||
attention you might not need.
|
||
|
||
June, 1984
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||
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=============================================================================
|
||
|
||
From: Alexander T. Shulgin
|
||
Subject: 2C-B
|
||
|
||
As to the 2C-B fact sheet, I contacted the person I suspected of
|
||
of being the anonymous author and she has no objection to its
|
||
going out on the net, but had this amendment: "There is a mention
|
||
of the desirability of the therapist taking the 2C-B with the
|
||
patient. This was common practice among psychedelic therapists
|
||
in the early 80's, but at this time, I would say that it is
|
||
not good practice, for two reasons: the therapist should be
|
||
familiar enough with the altered state to be able to enter it
|
||
along with the patient without the aid of the drug, but simply
|
||
using the `contact high.' The second and major argument against
|
||
the therapist's taking the drug is that, no matter how
|
||
experienced and focused he is, inevitably some of his own private
|
||
psychic and emotional stuff is going to leak through and demand
|
||
his attention, which should be devoted entirely to the psyche of
|
||
his patient."
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