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Myself and two others went round to a friends house last summer
to trip as his mother was away for a few weeks, there was also
another person there, Andy who wasn't tripping. We each dropped
half a mocrdot but within 10 mins I had popped the other half( I
do this every time I take half, I'm far too impatient) and within
an hour we were all of our little nuts. We sat around for a
couple of hours then started to wander the house doing the
typical sort of naff trip stuff. At some point we all ended up
back in the fgront room, at which point my mates lodger, who
lives ther only at the weekends walked in.We all suddenly
realised it was Friday and that we should have known he'd be
coming. The place was a tip with sleeping bags, bongs and spliff
ends all over the place. The lodgwer went fucking ballistic,
yelling at us to tidy the place up. We started to tidy and as I
was clearing up, not sure if I was doing it right or not my mum
phoned, I spent about 5 mins trying to get rid of her as I could
barely string together a sentence inn english( she didn't figure
it out luckily) and then we all left apart from the bloke whose
house it was. Myself and the other innerspace-man, Peter went
toward the park, telling Andy we'd see him at Peter's house in
about 10 mins. We walked down the road and into the park, by this
point the trip had turned really bad and everything that happened
was terrifying. We were both feeling and thinking exactly the
same thing, I can't explain this I just know it. We sat down
under a tree to gather our thoughts. THe conversation went
something like this.:
"What time is it?"
"I don't know, it's Friday."
"We dropped them about midday, how long has it been?"
"Er.."
We were completely incapable of any thing except shitting our
pants, everything I looked at splintered in to a million pieces
so we decided we had to get to Peter's house, even if his mum was
in, before one of us killed the other. It was only about a 1
minute walk but on the way there I was as close as it is possible
to be to going to the police station ( about another minute away,
conveniently) and turnng myself in so they could put me in a room
till I came down. I was afraid I'd gone mad and that the trip
wouldn't wear off
We got to Peter's house and it was empty luckily, we went to his
room and sat ther shitting ourselves. The main problem was that
Peter thought his mum would be back any minute so he wanted to
get rid of me.He suggested I cycle hom(about3 miles) which I
ruled out instantly. We put a Bob Marley CD on in the hope it
would take our minds off the very Bad Trip but after about
10seconds we had to take it off, it was too scary. We sat there
for about 20 minutes doin gthe same things, me trying to go to
sleep so it would wear off and Peter trying to keep me awake, he
didn't want to explain to his mum why I was asleep on the sofa in
the middle of the afternoon. We were also terrified for the bloke
we'd left with his lodger, we figured if we were scared he must
have killed himself with Gerald yelling at him.
Eventually Andy turned up and sat in the room reading a book,
having no idea that we were in absolute hell. I have no idea what
we would have done if the 3rd bloke hadn't phoned us and said to
come back over. He wasn't having a bad trip at all and couldn't
understand why we were. As soon as I knew he was still alive my
Bad trip ended and I was enjoying it again. We got back to his
house to find he had flooded the kitchen playing with water in
the sink(?!) but was ok.While I was having a bad trip it was the
most intense experience of my life, pure terror for no reason
that didn't seem like it would ever end. To me this is what
tripping is all about now, intense emotion and fear. I enjoy bad
trips.