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The slippery slope (1/2)
Jennifer was going through a rebellious phase both at
school and home. She was thirteen years old - a typical
age for trouble to start. Perhaps most significantly,
she had her first serious boyfriend, and he was a real
tearaway who was quickly leading her into activities that
she would never have dreamed of.
She started cutting an odd class at school to meet with
him and then played truant for whole days. Her father
found out and grounded her. That didn't work so he
stopped her allowance. For a few days that seemed to
have given her a bit of a shock, but then despite the
fact hat he'd even resorted to threatening her with his
thick leather belt if she was reported truanting again,
she agreed to meet up with David in town rather than go
to school.
They went and had a coffee first and then she told him
about getting her allowance stopped and he told her how
to get 'round that one. Apparently he had done it before
and it was easy. Although she tried not to show it, she
was initially horrified at the idea of shoplifting; it
took him a while to convince her that it would be okay.
He knew a second hand shop where they could get cash for
the right sorts of good and which didn't ask questions.
They wouldn't need to take any risks; they had as much
time as they needed to find an opportunity to take
something when they were sure that they weren't being
watched. It would be exciting
With butterflies in her stomach, Jennifer agreed, and
they set off to find a suitable 'soft' target. The first
actual 'hit' was a small record shop. There was only one
person working in the shop and a couple of customers, so
David decided it was ideal. He instructed Jennifer to
fasten her anorak around her to make it less obvious that
she wore a school uniform. He explained that this was
for two reasons, firstly that they would look like
obvious potential shoplifters if they flaunted the fact
that they should have been in school, and second because,
in the unlikely event of having to do a runner, it
wouldn't be a good idea to have anyone recognise the
uniform and 'phone their schools to report that someone
from the school had been in town shoplifting.
They browsed casually around the shop for several
minutes, never getting very far in from the door. Then
there came a moment when there were no customer nearby,
and the assistant had to go to the shelving behind the
counter to find a record for somebody. In a second,
David grabbed half a dozen tapes, stuffed them in his
pockets, and they walked calmly out of the shop. Even up
to the time they were several shop lengths away, Jennifer
expected to hear a shout, but nothing happened. She felt
quite exhilarated by the adrenaline high that the
escapade had brought about.
David was quite please - half a dozen new tapes from
popular groups that would be really easy to get some cash
for. Before then 'though he wanted to get a few more
items, so they looked for another shop to target. This
time it was going to be Jennifer's turn to make the grab
and she felt quite excited at the thought. They selected
an electrical goods store in the end and began browsing
to see what would be worth pinching. Jennifer felt
herself blushing all over and her legs felt hot under her
tights. She felt sure that others must have noticed her,
but gradually she realised that nobody else was in the
least interested.
Near to the door there was a dump-bin with a cheap
quality of personal hi-fi piled up inside it - in quiet
conversation they agreed that a couple of those would be
very suitable. David moved nearer to the door, ready to
leave, and Jennifer moved in to the immediate proximity
of the dump-bin. There were two assistants but the one
was dealing with a customer complaint and was totally
preoccupied, so when the other had to go off the shop
floor to get something for a customer, Jennifer decided
that this was the right moment to move. There was a
middle aged women looking at hair dryers but she was busy
reading the box, and there was nobody else around at all.
Jennifer tried to move as calmly and casually as
possible, to avoid attracting attention.. She picked up
one of the personal hi-fis apparently to examine the box,
and then with one final glance she pushed it up under her
jacket. Nobody reacted at all, so she moved to put her
back to the counter, picked up two more of the boxes and
pushed them under her anorak and headed for the door.
She saw David starting to move off, and she had one hand
on the door when she felt a sudden grip on her shoulder.
She turned in panic, and as she did so one of the
personal hi-fis fell to the floor. It was the middle
aged women who had been apparently buying a hair drier.
She panicked, and made the decision to drop the goods and
run, but she hesitated a moment too long and the women
now had a very firm, painfully firm, grip on her arm and
she was being led back into the shop.
The older man, who turned out to be the shop manager, had
just finished dealing with he complaint and looked
surprised as Jennifer was led up to him.
"My name's Carol Winters - I'm a store detective at
Hardcastle's Department store and I was in here to do
some shopping during my break. I saw this girl take
three personal hi-fis from the bin at the front and
conceal them under her coat as she made to leave the
shop. One fell out, but you'll find the other two are
still there."
"Is this true?"
Jennifer desperately wanted to cry, but she also wanted
to put on a show of bravado in case David could see her -
she didn't dare look back to the door for fear of
implicating him. She shrugged and used her free hand to
remove the remaining stolen goods from under her coat and
deposit them on the counter.
"Well, thank you very much Mrs Winters - we don't have
any security staff here so we're very grateful for your
help."
"Well, it's up to you how you want to play it now. I'll
have to get back to work, but if you want to call the
police, they know me and they can come and get a
statement from me at work - I'll give you my card.
Personally, I think it's best to always get the police in
and ask them to prosecute but I'll leave the decision to
you."
She handed over the card and in doing so released her
grip on Jennifer. Jennifer was paralysed with fear at
the thought of the police being called, and as a result
missed her one chance to try and make a run for it. By
the time she saw the opportunity, the manager had come
around the counter and cut off her escape path. The
bitch of a store detective - fancy doing something like
that in a place she wasn't even working! - left the shop
and the manager, whose name badge identified him as Mr
Collis, propelled her towards the back of the shop and
through a door marked Staff Only.
Once there, he released her and flicked a light switch on
the wall, although to no obvious effect. Then he began
fiddling with a doorway low down on one wall - the door
was only about three feet high and was padlocked and so
it took him a minute to open it.
"Right, well I haven't got time to bother myself with
little thieves now. You can get in there and think over
your crimes, and I'll come and get you when I've got time
to decide what to do with you. Go on, get in there."
Hoping desperately that if she co-operated he might be
lenient, she crouched low and struggled through the small
door. There was a short flight of stone stairs and she
almost fell down them into the gloomy cellar. It smelled
terrible, and the one bare light bulb cast eerie shadows.
It was also very cold and there were pools of water on
the floor. It was a horribly dirty place and she felt
badly scared as she heard the door swing shut behind her
and the padlock being replaced. It was quite a large
area as she discovered as she looked for somewhere to
sit, which seemed to extend for most of the area under
the shop. Overhead she could hear footsteps but nothing
more. Everything was dusty and grimy and she wandered a
long way trying to find somewhere that she could sit and
await her fate.
It was when she was practically at the far end that the
light sent out and she was plunged into total darkness.
She stifled a scream, but she was now totally blinded.
After a while, standing motionless, she started to think
she could make out some shapes, and she carefully tried
to edge forward. Almost inevitably she hit her leg
painfully on something sharp and stopped abruptly. She
tried to feel her way more carefully, but she couldn't
really move safely at all, and in the end, she conceded
and just sat down on the dirty concrete floor.
Now, faced with a spell of isolation with nobody to
observe her, she finally gave in and began crying - she
had never imagined things turning out like this when the
adventure had started. The floor was hard and cold
through her skirt and the stench of the place was
nauseating.
Time passed by. Nobody came for her. She eventually
stopped crying although she still felt sick to her
stomach. What would happen if they called the police?
She knew from hearing stories at school that the
probability for a first offence was that you normally got
a caution, but that wasn't guaranteed so she might have
to go to court. Aside from the disgrace and humiliation
of that, the school would find out and would almost
certainly punish her because she was truanting at the
time, and was wearing the uniform - she knew of other
cases where the school had expelled pupils for just such
an offence. Last, but by no means least, her father
would kill her. Well, not literally, but she had little
doubt that she'd get a thrashing she'd never forget and
further sanctions as well.
Still time dragged on and she began to feel forgotten.
She had no idea of the time because she couldn't read her
watch - trying to work out how long she'd been there gave
her something to do which took her mind off the
predicament she was in. It had been around 11 o'clock
when they'd entered the shop. Eventually she reckoned
that it must be at least half past two.
She felt very hungry and thirsty, but then the thought of
wanting a drink made her start thinking of other needs as
well. She began to desperately want to use a toilet.
She thought about trying to make her way back to the
stairs and knock on the door to attract attention, but
wasn't sure that she could make it, and not sure that
they would come to her aid if she did. She fund she
could now make out shapes a little more safely and in a
half crouched position, she slowly made her way to a
corner of the dirty cellar. Praying that nobody would
come back at that moment, she reached under her skirt and
pulled down her tights and knickers then crouched
uncomfortably to pee on the floor.
To her disgust some of the pee ran down her leg and she
began to cry again. However, her bladder relieved, she
used a hanky to dry herself off and then discarded it
before pulling her pants and tights back up again. The
odour of her urine mingled with the generally distasteful
smells and she wondered how many previous shoplifters had
relieved themselves on this floor. How many of the
puddles that she'd trodden in...
She very slowly and carefully felt her way along the wall
and so eventually she found the steps again. So she sat
herself down on the hard bottom step and waited.... and
waited ... and waited...
She tried to imagine what David would have done now -
probably, if he'd got any sense, he'd have headed
straight for school, to try to make it look as if he'd
been there all along. Secretly she rather hoped he
hadn't and was waiting outside somewhere to see if the
police came for her or she was released. She started
wondering about what her father would do - she had
visions of him having to come to collect her from the
police station. It wasn't just the thrashing that she
feared, although she imagined he would be livid and that
she was going to face a serious belting, but it was also
the lecture and the blame that she would be faced with
for a long time to come.
There seemed to be less noise from upstairs and she fund
herself straining to hear anything that could convince
her that she wasn't forgotten and deserted. However,
when the naked light bulb came back on, she was taken by
surprise and also dazzled by the puny light after so long
a period of darkness. She struggled to her feet,
noticing as she did so that her skirt and legs were grimy
from the filth of the cellar, as she heard the door being
unlocked. Then, Mr Collis was descending the stone steps
to wards her.
"Well, had some time to think about your crime have you?"
Stupidly, she hadn't planned what to say to him when this
moment came, but she had to try to avoid him calling the
police.
"Please, I'm really sorry. I've never done anything like
this before and I'm so scared now that I can assure you
that I'll never do anything like it again. Please don't
call the police."
He snorted derisively.
"Yeah, I'm sure you're sorry now you've been caught.
Unfortunately, if you get away with this, I don't believe
you when you say you'll never do it again. I think I
have little choice but to let the police handle this."
She felt sick - he really was going to do it!
"Please, I'm not like that really...."
"Sure - let me tell you something. Personally, I can
think of better ways of spending my time than having to
go with you to the police station, and then appearing in
court to give evidence. Especially since they're so soft
on young offenders now that you'll probably be back here
the next day trying it on again. Personally, I would
like to see you get a damn good hiding and that just
might do you some good. Given that the present way of
thinking is more inclined to give you a warning not to be
naughty in the future, I can't imagine that you won't re-
offend."
Jennifer wondered whether she ought to tell him that she
was in for one hell of a hiding when her father found out
- given that this seemed a foregone conclusion anyway,
she might just impress on Mr Collis that she did come
from a family that believed in strong discipline, and the
fear of what might have happened this time just might
have done the trick. Stupidly, she told him.
She saw his expression change but he wasn't sure what to
make of it, and having once started she was afraid to
stop talking. Perhaps, instead of being impressed with
her background, she had just made sure that he told her
father so that he could make sure she got the thrashing
he felt she deserved. She pleaded and begged and he was
almost grinning.
"So, if I call the police you get thrashed, a police
record, and expelled from school. If I call your school
you get thrashed and expelled from school. If I call
your old man you get thrashed. Doesn't look like a very
happy set of choices for you does it?"
She whimpered.
"Suppose I save us both some time and you some
embarrassment."
She was puzzled - what was he getting at. He explained -
basically, he'd give her the choice of him calling the
police, which had to be the worst imaginable scenario to
hr, or else she gave him permission to thrash her
himself. She was shocked beyond belief. It was awful,
perverted without a doubt.
On the other hand, she wondered whether she had much to
lose. There was little doubt in her mind that he was
making the suggestion partly because he would get a
sexual thrill out of thrashing her, and that she should
allow someone to get that sort of sexual gratification at
her expense was pretty humiliating and frightening.
On the other hand, this way nobody else ever needed to
know. The only person to know would never be able to
tell anybody else anyway. There would be no long term
implications. She would never need to see him ever
again. Okay, so he would probably give her a damn good
thrashing, but it wouldn't necessarily be any worse than
what her father would do to her if he knew. She knew she
should tell him to go to hell, but she heard herself
agreeing. He went back up the stairs and she started
crying, wondering what she had done, but she stayed where
she was and waited.
It was a short wait. He came back down with a piece of
thick PVC covered mains cable in his hand, doubled over.
God, but that was going to hurt some, and probably a damn
sight more than her father's belt, but she still
preferred the anonymity of this to having people know.
He told her to remover her coat and skirt. Choking back
the tears she did as he instructed. Standing in her
blouse, tights and knickers she felt really stupid and
vulnerable, but he led her across to an old bench at the
side of the cellar and told her to bend right across it
and grip the far side. It was a tight stretch that left
her no room to move and she only reached at all by
standing on tip-toe, acutely conscious of her bottom
sticking out for him.
In a split second of action, before she realised it, he
had hooked his hands into the waistband of her panties
and tights, and they were around her knees.
She cried out, but didn't move. He was going to get his
pound of flesh, and no mistaking it. She was mortified
with shame, even 'though rationally she should have
realised that in the half light, he could see very
little.
He could, it transpired, see quite enough to get his aim
right. The first stroke from the makeshift whip felt as
if it had cut her bottom in two. By the second she was
sure that she must be cut and bleeding and was sobbing
her heart out. After six, it hurt so much that it was
almost becoming numb to further hurt. However, by taking
his time, he managed to prolong her agony - each time,
just as the worst of the flaming pain was fading, he re-
ignited the scorching lines of pain in her poor
defenceless bottom.
After twelve, he waited a while and then told her to get
dressed. Oblivious now to her partial nudity she stood
slowly and clutched her hands to her bottom cheeks ,
feeling the deep welts left by the flex across her
buttocks. Slowly, she rolled back up the knickers and
tights, almost wishing she could leave her bottom bare
rather than having it painfully encased in the clinging
fabric, and then tearfully replaced the skirt.
By then he had returned to the shop floor. She stiffly
climbed the stairs and slowly followed him. She was
astonished to realise that the shop was now closed, and
the time on the clock above the sales desk told her it
was almost six o'clock. She spent a moment wiping the
tears from her face.
"Right, get out, and I suggest you don't come back in
here again unless you want more of the same."
In some ways she wanted to run from him. She certainly
needed to hurry up home, because her father was going to
wonder where she was. On the other hand, she could
barely walk with the pain in her bottom, and it was a
very stiff legged girl that walked from the shop and back
home.
On the way she started wondering what she was going to
say. In the end she decided that it was best to say
she'd gone shopping with some friends after school and
hadn't noticed the time. That would get her a strong
telling off, and maybe get her grounded again or
something, but at least by admitting to a minor offence,
it might save him speculating about something more
serious.
The slippery slope (2/2)
"Where the hell have you been." She was very vulnerable
right now and flinched from the verbal onslaught. She
took a deep breath and made ready to try and lie
convincingly, hoping that he would take her hesitation as
being a normal sign of being forced to admit guilt.
"I suppose you're late because you've been kept in again?
What for this time?"
She was thrown - of course, it was Thursday, which was
the ordinary night for after school detentions. It was a
logical conclusion for him to reach. If she stuck to her
story about shopping after school, he might not believe
her and he could ring the school to check, and in doing
so discover that she'd played truant. Thinking fast, she
admitted she'd been kept in.
He demanded to know why, so she said something about not
paying attention class and talking to her friend. He
wasn't convinced - after all, she'd obviously been kept
in for about an hour and half, which sounded like
something more serious than talking in class - perhaps
she'd been kept in for missing lessons again? She
panicked - anxious to divert him from that line of
thought - and said , in a shamefaced way, that she'd
sworn at one of the teachers as well.
To her relief, he seemed to accept that, although he was
obviously livid.
"Right, Jennifer, get up to your room and stay there.
I'll be up to deal with you later."
She fled upstairs, almost crying again, with a mixture of
fear of what was to come, so unjustly, and relief at
having convinced him without needing to admit the awful
truth. However, once in her room, the dreadful situation
began to sink in.
She hung up her coat and immediately saw the filthy state
of her skirt and tights. She spent several minutes
cleaning those up and then paid some attention to her
face and hair, she looked a bit less dishevelled - it was
a wonder he hadn't noticed already. Straining her ears
she could hear that dinner was being served downstairs.
That was at once an opportunity and a threat. In terms
of the threat, she had missed lunch already, and now
seemed likely to miss dinner. She was hungry but the
heady and traumatic events of the day meant that food was
not her highest priority right now. More importantly,
perhaps, if everyone was occupied with dinner, she had a
few minutes of guaranteed uninterruption. She gladly
seized the chance to inspect the damage, and immediately
wished she hadn't. Her backside was bruised with a mass
of welts that looked like they would last for weeks. It
was not actually hurting right now, but it was very hot
to touch, the ridges were still very distinct, and it was
more than a little tender.
It was then that she began to wonder whether the offences
she had just made up and admitted to would be enough to
make her father think of thrashing her as well. If he
did, and he never had doe anything like this for years,
what would it involve. The last time he'd given her any
sort of physical punishment, he had turned her skirt back
and spanked her pants with his hand. However, that was
almost four years ago and he had recently been
threatening to get tough. She checked carefully in the
mirror to see if any marks were visible when her knickers
were pulled up. The answer was that, knowing to look for
something, there were a few traces of the whipping
visible, but not much and there was a chance that he
wouldn't notice in the heat of the moment. On the other
hand, if he pulled them up tighter, or worst still pulled
them down altogether, then she'd have some very difficult
explaining to do - there really could be no more lying
then.
Of course, the other issue was how well her tender
buttocks could cope with another thrashing if the worst
happened, and her feeling was that she just about
couldn't stand it. She'd have to do anything, agree to
anything, beg anything, offer anything....
Once she had tidied herself up as much as possible there
was nothing to do but sit and wait. It gave her plenty
of time to think back on what had already happened. The
more she thought, in the harsh reality of hindsight, the
more she decided that Mr Collis was a real perv. She
couldn't believe that she'd been willing to drop her
knickers and tights for him to see her bare bum, let
alone to co-operate with him whipping it.
Jennifer was, despite her apparently loutish behaviour of
late, a very reserved and modest girl. Although she
fitted in with the current trend at school of wearing a
skirt well above knee length, she wore one longer than
most of her friends because she worried abut somebody
glimpsing her knickers when she leaned forwards, or sat
on a bus. The realisation that she had, almost
willingly, agreed to expose her bare bottom to a male who
she had never met before and who was probably 30 years
older than herself filled her with a feeling of self-
disgust and loathing.
At least these thoughts kept her mind from the awful
question of what was to come, but it couldn't delay the
inevitable. At 8.30pm she heard her father coming up the
stairs.
It wasn't a pleasant encounter - the already emotionally
fragile teenager grovelled apologetically and begged to
be let off any further punishment arguing that she'd
already been punished by the school. He told her that
she had been given plenty of chances already and this
time he was determined to teach her a lesson she'd really
remember. With that he unbuckled his belt and drew it
out, pleased to see the look of abject horror on his
errant daughter's face as she realised that he really
meant to carry out his previous threat. She started
crying and pleading but he was past being inveigled by
feminine histrionics. He grabbed her arm and twisted her
around until she fell forward across the bed - her skirt
had already ridden some way up her thighs but that wasn't
enough to satisfy him and he easily flipped it over on to
her back.
She was almost wetting herself in case he pulled her
knickers down, or noticed the few welts now showing
through her tights at the edge of her knickers. He was,
however, more inclined to preserve his daughter's dignity
than Mr Collis had been, and he left the knickers and
tights in place.
Nevertheless, he was determined to do his level best to
get the message through to Jennifer before she really
went off the rails. He coiled the thick leather belt
around his right fist and then brought if down hard
across the centre of her bottom cheeks. She yelped as
the belt loudly cracked down on her bottom, as much from
shock as front he renewed stinging, but he wasn't moved
to pity. Instead he brought it down time and time again,
setting her bottom ablaze, and she squealed and sobbed
and begged and writhed to no avail. Her contortions did
have one effect - they caused her skirt to slip back down
to at least partially cover her bottom, but rather than
pause the strapping to remedy the situation, simply aimed
a little lower so that a number of strokes landed on her
insubstantially protected thighs. When he stopped,
breathing heavily from the exertion, Jennifer just lay
there crying, her bottom and the backs of her legs
burning terribly.
"Next time you feel like being cheeky to a teacher, I
hope you'll remember this. Now, get yourself undressed
and go to bed - I'll be back in ten minutes to check that
you're in."
She lay there crying for a few minutes more - paralysed
by the ordeal as much as the pain. But then the worst of
the stinging began to fade and the sudden realisation
that he might come back when she was undressing and see
that there were some other marks on her bottom that could
not be accounted for by the strap, motivated her to move
quickly.
Her bottom was red hot to touch and she was more than
horrified by the sight of the unmistakable red marks on
the backs of her thighs that clearly showed through the
natural coloured tights that she normally wore. She
undressed fast, slipped on her long night-shirt, and
climbed into bed before he returned
***
She slept badly, her hands massaging her hot bottom
cheeks and the memories of the days events going through
her mind time and time again like a movie. She was
watching herself, half naked, being whipped in that dirty
cellar by Mr Collis. She was watching herself lying
across the bed while the noise of her father's belt
landing on her legs echoed around.
When she finally fell asleep, she dreamed that she was
back in the cellar and that Mr Collis was whipping her
and blood was flowing and then he came behind her and
suddenly she was totally naked, and he had his hands on
her chest and was forcing himself into her... And she
woke up perspiring.
The belting from her father had, undoubtedly, been far
less severe than the earlier whipping, but in some ways
it had caused her more distress. For one thing, she
would never see Mr Collis again, and therefore there was
no threat of a repeat punishment. On the other hand, she
knew that if she stepped out of line, her father would
have no hesitation in giving her another licking. There
was also the element of shame - she felt embarrassed
enough at a stranger seeing her half naked, but, in some
ways it was amore embarrassing to think that somebody who
obviously loved her dearly had seen her behaviour as
being so bad that he had no choice but to thrash her.
Getting ready to go to school had never been such an
ordeal. She managed to get a look in the mirror and
confirmed that the welts from the whipping in the
afternoon were going to last for some while. There were
three of four blood blisters at the sorts places, but the
rest of the welts would also last some time. There were
a few places on her bottom where she could make out a
faint image from the end of the belt, but these were much
more apparent on the backs of her thighs, and there was
no way anybody could think they had been caused in any
way other than they way they had been created.
She found out a pair of opaque black tights. They were
not really allowed at school, but loads of girls wore
them and nobody ever said anything. To her great relief,
they masked the marks effectively. Nevertheless, when
she reached the school she felt as if everyone must know
what had happened, and as if they could see the weals for
themselves. She told a couple of friends, on enquiry,
that she'd just taken the day before off, because she
didn't feel like it, but didn't mention the shoplifting
to anyone. David went to a different school, so she
didn't have to face him just yet.
However, there was another worry to face - she had to
explain her absence to the form teacher. In the past she
had faked notes from her parents, but there had been no
opportunity this time to get hold of a sheet of
notepaper. If she insisted that she'd been unwell, they
might let her bring a note the next day, but on the other
hand they might ring her home, and then she'd really be
in big trouble again.
In the end she made a real mess of answering when asked,
in front of the class, where she had been yesterday.
"Have you got a note?" her form teacher, Miss Webb,
asked her in growing annoyance at her evasive answers.
"Er... no, miss." This was getting nowhere, so Miss Webb
told her to come to the front of the class. The
intention was to have a quiet and discreet conversation
to get to the truth, but as Jennifer hesitantly walked
out, the general hub-hub of conversation died down so
that people nearby at least could her what was being
said. Once again, Jennifer was aware that she was
blushing all over, and her tights were tingling with the
light perspiration that the fear was causing.
"Am I to understand that you have no valid excuse for
your absence yesterday?"
"Er, no miss."
"And would you like to explain that to the headmaster?"
"No miss, I'm sorry. It won't happen again, I promise."
The form teacher couldn't know how earnestly she meant
it.
"It certainly will not - if it does, I'll take you to the
headmaster myself, is that clear?"
"Yes miss."
"Well, you know the school rules and the attitude we take
to truancy. It's a very serious matter. I have to
decide whether to give you a two hour detention next
Thursday or give you the strap on your hand right now."
It wasn't much of a choice as far as Jennifer was
concerned. Detention was boring as hell but if it would
have saved her from another dose of corporal punishment
she would have gladly begged for a detention. On the
other hand, after what had happened last night, her
father would be livid if his daughter was in detention
again so soon, and she'd get a far worse thrashing from
him than she faced from Miss Webb.
"I'd rather just get it over with Miss." She mumbled,
very embarrassed about the whole discussion going on in
front of her classmates. She just hoped that Miss Webb
would have to take her away somewhere - perhaps to get
the strap from the staff room and give it to her
somewhere like that where her classmates couldn't watch.
"Very well."
To Jennifer's dismay, Miss Webb unlocked a cupboard
behind her and seemed pleased to find that there was a
suitable strap there. The whole class was silent now and
they watched in rapt attention. It was a fairly rare
occurrence for someone to get strapped in front of others
and it was especially rare for it to be one of the girls.
The boys especially were going to enjoy watching this
display although they might have preferred to it to be
applied to another part of her anatomy. She was told to
hold out her left hand and to keep it very still.
It was the second time in her life she'd been strapped on
the hand so although she was scared and knew it would
hurt like blazes, she knew what to expect and if it
hadn't been for the public shame it wouldn't have been
too bad.
It was a long tawse split into two and Mrs Webb was very
good with it. The first blow sounded like a pistol shot
and landed with the end of the leather tails right in the
middle of Jennifer's palm. It was excruciating but she
bit her lip and kept her hand reasonably steady. The
second one was across her fingers and hurt enough to
almost numb them. The third landed in a identical place
redoubling the pain. The fourth and final stroke was
back across the full palm again. Jennifer fought back
the tears and forced her self not to clutch at her
burning throbbing hand as she walked back to her seat.
However, she also walked back with her head lowered
because she didn't want t meet anybody's gaze right now.
She didn't speak to anyone all morning. It took about an
hour for the throbbing pain to finally fade and her palm
was still very red after that. A few people tried to
speak to her at morning break - one or two to sympathise,
rather more to ask curious questions about how it had
felt, and one or two (boys!) to tease her about it. She
managed to ignore them all and then went and hid for the
rest of the break.
Sitting on a toilet she finally allowed herself to cry.
It was strange - three beatings in two days - and she
wasn't normally in trouble on anything like that scale.
But what struck her as strangest of all was that each
beating had actually, in terms of physical pain, been
less than the one before. In every way logically, the
whipping she'd received in the basement of the shop
should have been the worst experience of her life. Yet
in one sense, she had found the thrashing from her father
worse because, even though he hadn't exposed her in the
same way, or even given her such a severe beating, the
fact that he knew her and would always be there, having
seen her in that humiliating position made it worse.
Yet, even more than that, the strapping this morning had
been terrible, because she had been shamed in front of
her peers - the very people she worried most about trying
to impress had seen her being strapped for truancy, and
would have seen however hard she had tried to hide it,
that she had been very close to tears. She could calm
herself down now, and by lunchtime she could try and put
on a show of bravado, but deep down they would know and
she would know. The system had won - not her. She'd
been naughty and she'd paid heavily for it. And it
wasn't worth it.