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Q'riosity by Patricia Ann La Ferrara
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Amanda watched Q's behavior with growing disdain. She had grown
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close to Doctor Beverly Crusher and Q's condescending attitude towards
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her friend irritated Amanda. After leaving the Enterprise, she decided
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to show Q the extraordinary woman Beverly Crusher was. Amanda dutifully
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endured all of Q's lessons in learning her abilities. After a time, she
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felt confident enough to question him.
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"Q, why do you treat Doctor Crusher so condescendingly?" Amanda
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floated serenely amongst the clouds. This was her favorite time of
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day...when her lessons were finished and she could relax.
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"What brought her to mind?"
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"She's my friend. I miss her." Q scoffed at the comments.
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"You are a Q. You have no friends!"
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"Doctor Crusher is a kind, caring person who gave me understanding
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and support," replied Amanda harshly. "Even though she knew I could turn
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into YOU!" Q simply smiled as she continued. "Why don't you like her?"
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"She is human. She is irritating. She is so-o-o goody-goody....so
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conventional."
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"You don't know anything about her!" argued Amanda. Then a thought
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occurred to her. "It's because she stands up to you, isn't it? She knows
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you have the power to do whatever you want to her and she still stands
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up to you. You admire that."
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"Really....let's not get carried away."
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"All right, I'll make you a deal. Let me show you Doctor Crusher's
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life. You can see for yourself why I think she is remarkable. If, after
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seeing what she has experienced, you still don't agree with me, then I
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won't bring it up again. Deal?"
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"All right! All right! If it will shut you up." In a flash, a much
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younger Beverly Crusher appeared before them. Smiling and laughing, she
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reached up to a man who shared her laugh.
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"Who is that?" asked Q, quickly adding, "Not that I care."
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"Of course not," grinned Amanda. "That is her father."
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Images began to appear before them. Images that revealed a little
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girl's harsh introduction to death and despair. Q watched with growing
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interest.
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"Where is this place?" he asked as he watched a young Beverly deal
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with the death of her brother.
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"Arveda III," whispered Amanda in deference to the little girl's
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obvious pain. "The colony was devastated by a quake and a dealt virus.
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Doctor Crusher herself contracted it."
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"But she obviously survived."
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"No, she died. Somehow, her grandmother brought her back."
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"How? She wasn't Q!"
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"Through love and faith," smiled Amanda. "Two things more powerful
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than even a Q."
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"Oh come now," he scoffed, "let's not get carried away." He was
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about to admonish her more when an image caught his eye. He watched as
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Beverly sat at her father's bedside, her hand in his. Beverly was
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talking softly to the man as he died. Q saw the little girl's anguish.
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But even more he felt her pain.
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The images jumped to a different period and a much different
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Beverly. 16 years old, confident, strong and beautiful, she exuded
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sensuality. Beverly's love for the young man with her was apparent. As
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was her sexual desire for him. Despite himself, Q found this Beverly to
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be intriguing....and arousing. Even a Q has some needs!
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"Enough!" he shouted after a particularly erotic episode between
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Beverly and her lover.
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"But there is so much more!" protested Amanda.
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"I have seen enough!"
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"And?"
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"And..." he admitted grudgingly, "You are correct." Amanda leapt
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up and hugged him. "Stop that!" he ordered. "Now, I have to go.
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"Where are you going?" she asked suspiciously.
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"Where do you think?" he grinned. With a flash, he was gone.
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"Q!" shouted Amanda. She had seen Q's reaction to the teen-aged
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Beverly but she also felt his arousal. Amanda surmised where he was
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going and quickly followed.
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The senior staff of the Enterprise gathered in the conference
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room. They were tired but relieved their last mission was over. It had
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been one of their most frustrating to date.
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The inhabitants of Kerian V were suffering from a mysterious
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ailment that affected only part of the population. For generations, no
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one had been able to determine the problem. Beverly Crusher and Geordi
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La Forge worked diligently to track down a common denominator...any link
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as to why only those in the cities were affected. It was Crusher who
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realized the problems lie in the way their water was purified.
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The water flowed into the city's reservoir from the neighboring
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mountain streams. However, the water remained stagnant until it was
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filtered through the distillery. During the stagnancy, a bacterium
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developed. Not even the filtering systems were able to affect its
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potency. The residents of the cities had been drinking the contaminated
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water for decades. As time passed, there were fewer deaths. Beverly
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attributed the decrease in fatalities to each new generation building an
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immunity to the bacteria. But the death toll still affected half the
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population as more and more inhabitants moved to the cities. Crusher
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knew about contaminated water all too well. She devised a treatment for
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the ill while Geordi helped develop a better water purification system.
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Now the crew of the Enterprise was looking forward to some well-
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deserved shore leave. Their destination was Epcot 7, a well-known resort
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in the galaxy.
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"Governor Taiman once again expresses his heartfelt gratitude for
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your assistance." Picard was speaking to the entire staff but they knew
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it was meant, deservedly so, for Crusher and LaForge. "You'll be happy
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to hear, doctor, that the ill are responding to your treatment at a
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remarkable recovery rate."
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"I'm glad," replied Beverly softly. The mission had stirred
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memories long buried deep into her soul. Picard and Troi had tried to
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comfort her but Crusher merely brushed their concerns aside.
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"I hear Epcot 7 is known for it's night life," added Geordi. Data
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was about to regale them with more specific details when Q appeared.
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Loud groans were heard from around the table.
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"And it is a pleasure to see all of you also," grinned Q.
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"What do you want now, Q?" asked the captain, his irritation
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apparent in the tone of his voice. Q ignored Picard and moved to
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Beverly's side.
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"I have come to give you what you want most in this world." Q
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smiled at the amused look on the doctor's face. Beverly, for her part,
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refrains from laughing.
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"And what might that be?" she asked.
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"Come with me and find out." Crusher had dealt enough with Q to
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know he could not be trusted.
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"What game are you playing now, Q?" demanded Picard. Q's attention
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to Beverly annoyed the captain.
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"No game. I will give Doctor Crusher the one thing she desires
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most if..." Q's grin broadened as he turned back to Beverly.
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"There's always a condition, isn't there?" she mused.
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"Q! Enough of this!" ordered the captain. Q glared at Picard.
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"I am not talking to you, Jean-Luc. This is between the good
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doctor and myself."
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"If what?" prompted Crusher.
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"Beverly!" cried Troi, "You're not serious?" Beverly simply
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shrugged. She hated to admit it but Q had piqued her curiosity. 'The one
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thing I want most in this world?' she thought.
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Q dramatically dropped to one knee in front of her. He took her
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hand and said, "If you will give yourself to me." He smiled as Beverly's
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expression changed to surprise. The fact that the others in the room
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gasped at his suggestion, and that Picard was turning deep red, added to
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his fun. Crusher stared at Q then burst out laughing. He looked at her
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curiously.
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"Now, I know you're joking!" she breathed.
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"You wound me, madam," moaned Q. Just then, Amanda joined the
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group.
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"Doctor Crusher, Q is quite serious," she stated softly. Leaning
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closer to Beverly, Amanda revealed what had led up to this moment. Q
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waited patiently...well, as patiently as Q could be. Beverly looked from
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Amanda to Q. 'Her and Q...together?' It was unthinkable. 'Still,' she
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thought, 'the idea of being with an omnipotent being intrigued her.' She
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brushed the thought from her mind.
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Picard watched Beverly closely. He saw her expression change from
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amusement to shock to one he knew well...curiosity. It was a look he had
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never felt uncomfortable with...until now.
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"Doctor, may I speak to you?" He stood and waited for Crusher to
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follow.
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"Really, Jean-Luc, this is none of your concern!" chastised Q.
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"You've had your chance with the good doctor and have obviously blown
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it...as they say. It is my turn."
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"Excuse me, but I have something to say about this!" injected
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Beverly indignantly. Amanda placed a gentle hand on the doctor's
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shoulder before leading Q to a corner of the room.
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"If this is to happen," started Amanda, "Beverly has to agree.
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It's her decision, Q. Not the captain's and not yours." Q started to
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protest but she waved him silent. "She must agree or it doesn't mean
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anything...to either of you." Q reluctantly nodded his agreement.
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Suddenly, everyone disappears leaving Beverly and Jean-Luc alone. The
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silence between them is awkward.
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"Beverly, you can't seriously be considering his offer?" asked
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Picard a bit more harshly than he intended. Lately their relationship
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had become strained. The reason neither of them would admit to. Crusher
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turned towards him, her intense blue eyes flashing.
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"Why not? It's the only offer I've had in a long time!" Crusher
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waited, hoping Picard would suggest a different proposition.
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"You have to do what is best for you," was all he offered. Angry
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and frustrated, Beverly pushed past him and onto the bridge. Picard
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followed closely. He wanted to stop her from doing anything foolish but
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did know how.
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"One question Q!" demanded Beverly. "Did you ever have sex with
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Vash?"
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"No, I..." Beverly cut him off.
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"Then you have a deal!" No one was more surprised by her decision
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than Beverly. With a smile, Q bowed and took her hand. Picard paled as
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he watched them disappear.
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Beverly suspected she made a mistake when they reappeared in a
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large room occupied by a single piece of furniture...a bed.
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"Shall we start?" grinned Q as he moved towards her. She quickly
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sidestepped him.
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"Just like that?" she mused. "Wham! Bam! Thank you ma'm? I don't
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think so!"
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"Really, Doctor, this is no time for games. We have an
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agreement..."
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"That's right, we do," challenged Beverly. "You said you would
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give me what I wanted most in this world. You haven't delivered your
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part of the bargain, then neither will I!" She folded her arms and stood
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defiantly in front of him. Her face mere inches from his.
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He had underestimated this woman. Q was tempted to use his powers
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to make her subject to him. But Amanda's words played through his mind.
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She was right. It would not mean anything if Beverly did not give
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herself freely. For some reason, he wanted it to mean something.
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"All right, Doctor, you win," grumbled Q, "for now." Crusher
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simply smiled. She hated to admit it but she was enjoying herself. "Are
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you ready to fulfill your most inner desire?" Once again they
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disappeared. Beverly could not imagine what Q was referring to. Suddenly
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they appeared on the colony of Arveda III. Before the tragedy.
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She started to question Q but he simply smiles and points to the
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scene before them. Beverly watches silently as a much younger version of
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herself ran into the arms of the one person she loved more than any one
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else in her life...her father. Crusher struggled to calm the emotions
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churning inside her. Her father looked so young, so vibrant...so alive.
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"Q, if this is some kind of a joke," swore Beverly, "it's a cruel
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one!"
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"I assure you, Doctor, this is no joke." Suddenly, they were no
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longer on Arveda but in her quarters on the Enterprise.
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"Q, what is going on?" demanded Crusher. "Why tease me with a
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glimpse of my past, then return me to the ship?"
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"Ah, good Doctor, but we are not on the Enterprise. I simply
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thought you would be more comfortable here to speak with him."
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"Him? Who?" The color drained from Beverly's face as a familiar
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voice came from behind her.
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"Pups? Is that you?" Crusher turned slowly and searched the face
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she had only been able to see in her dreams.
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"Daddy?" Paul Howard smiled and held his arms open. She hesitated
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a moment before rushing into his embrace. Beverly clung to her father,
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afraid he'd disappear if she loosened her grip. After a while, she
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turned to Q.
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"Why?" she whispered.
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"Because, Beverly," he responded softly, "you never had the chance
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to say good-bye." Then Q was gone.
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"Who was that, Pups?" asked Paul still staring at the space Q had
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just vanished from.
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"That's Q, Daddy. He's an omnipotent being." Paul turned back to
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the woman before him. He gazed lovingly at the face that was so
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different, yet so familiar.
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"You are beautiful," he whispered as he brushed strands of red
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from her face. "You always were. You look like your mother." Beverly
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winced at his comment. "But you also favor me." Paul laughed as the
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smile returned to his daughter's face.
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"I gather your relationship with your mother did not improve with
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time?"
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"If anything, it got worse after you..." Beverly caught herself.
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"Before I died?" She nodded slowly. "It's all right, Pups, I know
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I'm not suppose to be here. I gather your friend Q had something to do
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with it?" Beverly chuckled. It was the first time anyone had called Q
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her friend.
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"Yes, he said he was going to fulfill my most secret desire. I had
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no idea what he meant but..." she took her father's hand and led him to
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the sofa. "I guess he knew what was in my heart better than I did."
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"I don't know how much time we have, Pups, but I want to hear
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everything. What you've done. Obviously, you did join Starfleet." He
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motioned to her uniform. "Are you happy?"
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"I'm happy with my life...for the most part. I'm a doctor, Daddy.
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Chief Medical Officer of the Federation Starship Enterprise." She waved
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her hand around the room. "These are my quarters. Well, at least a
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replica of them."
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"Chief Medical Officer," smiled Paul proudly. "A doctor. I guess
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your grandmother won out after all. How is she?"
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"Gram died a few months ago, Daddy," whispered Beverly. The pain
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in his eyes reflected her own.
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"Was she all right? She didn't blame herself for what happened on
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Arveda, did she?" Beverly nodded.
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"Yes, she did...we all did."
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"It was no one's fault, Pups. Not mine. Not your grandmother's and
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certainly not yours." He wrapped his arms around Beverly and pulled her
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close. She snuggled in his embrace like she use to when she was little.
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"Will you tell me what happened after I, well, you know."
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Beverly rarely, if ever, talked about what happened on Arveda but
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she found herself revealing every detail to her father. Paul listened
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quietly, comforting his daughter when he felt her body tremble at the
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memories. When she finished, they sat silently, each lost in their own
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thoughts.
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"I'm sorry you had to experience that, Pups. But I am not
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surprised at your strength or your determination. You always were
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independent and strong." Beverly raised her head and returned her
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father's smile.
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"Who taught me to be?" Paul kissed her forehead lightly.
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"You didn't have to learn so well, did you?" he laughed. Beverly
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sighed and laid her head back onto his shoulder. She had missed him more
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than she could say. It felt good to talk to him again. To hold him.
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"So, tell me what happened after Arveda." Beverly told him about
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Starfleet Medical and how she became a research project. Then she told
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him about Damien and her wild teenage years.
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"Damien Medina? Lawrence's son? Didn't he run away?"
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"Lawrence used to abuse him, Daddy. That's why he left. Damien is
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gentle and caring and he loved me, Daddy. He protected me from Mother!"
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Paul lifted her head.
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"What is it, Pups?"
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"Everyone always assumed the worst of Damien. But they were wrong!
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Gram understood that I needed to have to people I loved close to me.
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That's why she allowed Damien to live with me."
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"You and Damien..." gulped Paul. "Shared a bed?"
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"Yes," she replied softly. "I loved him, Daddy." Paul knew his
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little girl would eventually learn about sex but he didn't expect her to
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learn so young.
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"What happened to Damien?" he asked softly.
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"We were together for four years. But when I was accepted in the
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academy, he believed he would be a hindrance to my career. so he walked
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away. We are still friends and occasionally lovers. I know he will
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always be there for me as I will be for him."
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"If you love him, Pups, he must be special. Tell me more."
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Beverly told him about her academy days and her dearest friend
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Katie. She told him about marrying Jack Crusher, giving birth to their
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son and becoming a widow all within five years. She told him about Paul
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and his family. She told him of her Starfleet career, her medical
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accomplishments and her brief tenure as captain of the Enterprise.
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"That's quite a life, Pups," he whispered.
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"Not quite what we mapped out though."
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"No, but then life doesn't always cater to our plans. I had
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planned to watch you grow up. Go on your first date. Smile proudly at
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your academy graduation. Give you away at your wedding. Hold my grand-
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children..." His voice, filled with sadness, trailed off.
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"So was I," she whispered.
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"Tell me, Pups, tell me what's in your heart." Beverly smiled. He
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always knew when something was wrong. She realized she needed to say
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what had been in her heart since he died. With a sigh, she began.
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"You promised you would take care of everything and then you went
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away. I was angry with you, Daddy. Angry you died and left me alone.
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Angry you weren't there to protect me. Weren't there to love me. I used
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to imagine what life would have been like if you hadn't died. We were
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happy and together...all of us...except Mother of course. But that was
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only a fantasy. And I had to live with the reality of you're not being
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there. For a long time, I didn't talk about you. It hurt too much. I
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know you didn't want to die. I know you didn't want to leave us. but I
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was eleven years old and you were the most important person in my life!
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It just hurt too much." Beverly clung to Paul as she finished. She had
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been angry with her father. It seemed wrong. But she had come to
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realize, over the years, that it was normal. And that she wasn't a bad
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person to feel that way.
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"I'm sorry, Pups," whispered Paul, his voice heavy with emotion.
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"You have nothing to be sorry for, Daddy." She placed her hands on
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his face and turned him towards her. "Remember Gram's creed? You deal
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with what comes. That's all any of us can do. You gave me a foundation
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of love and security and strength. It was up to me to follow through."
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"And that you have, my baby. You have grown into an extraordinary
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woman. He was smiling again. "But then, you were an extraordinary
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child."
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"Not that you are at all biased?"
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"Of course not." They laughed easily now.
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"So, tell me about him."
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"Who?"
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"The man you're in love with." Beverly was surprised. "Come on,
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Pups. I could always tell when you had a crush!" teased her father. "Who
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is he?"
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"His name is Jean-Luc Picard and he's my captain."
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"I suspect he's more than that." Beverly nodded and told her
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father about her relationship with Jean-Luc.
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"It sounds complicated," observed Paul when she finished.
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"It is. I get so tired of it all."
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"Don't give up, baby. It sounds like you both are afraid of a
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commitment."
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"Maybe but it's frustrating."
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"Love usually is." Paul thought a moment then offered some advice.
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"Time is precious, Pups. You better than anyone knows that. If you love
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this man, tell him. If he doesn't give you what you need, move on. You
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deserve to be happy, baby. Go after it." He kissed her cheek softly.
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"Promise me."
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"I promise, Daddy," she whispered. "I promise." She leaned back
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into his embrace as they talked long into the night. What seemed like a
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few hours to Beverly were in reality several days. Father and daughter
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were sharing a laugh when Q returned.
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"It is time." Paul nodded and started to rise. Beverly did not
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want to let him go. Her father took her hands and gently pulled her to
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her feet. He took her face lovingly in his hands.
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"I have always been proud of you, my baby. And I am proud of the
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woman you have become. Always remember how much I love you. I will be
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with you forever...in your heart and in your mind."
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"I love you, Daddy," she breathed. A hug, a kiss and then he was
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gone.
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Her tears flowed easily for the first time in thirty-five years.
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Saying good-bye to her father this time was much more difficult. As the
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emotions she had buried deep within her soul flowed through her, Beverly
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collapsed on the bed.
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Q was taken aback by her vulnerability. Cautiously he approached
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her and offered his support. Beverly welcomed his comfort and held onto
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him as she slowly regained her control.
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"Thank you, Q," she whispered. "It was the greatest gift anyone
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has ever given me."
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"You are welcome," was all he could say. His growing feelings for
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this woman surprised him. He knew he could not hold her to their
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bargain. "If you are ready, I will take you back now." Beverly looked up
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at him confused. Her eyes glistened with tears.
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"I haven't fulfilled my end of the bargain."
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"You don't need to." Crusher straightened to look him in the eye.
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She saw a tender side to Q that she never imagined existed. It was a
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gentleness that aroused. Silently, she placed her hand on his cheek and
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turned his face towards her.
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"I want to." With a smile, she leaned in and kissed him. Gently at
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first, then more passionately. Q hesitated. "What's wrong?" she
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breathed, her face pressed next to his.
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"I don't want you just because you feel obligated." He couldn't
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believe those words came out of his mouth.
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"There is something you have to learn about me, Q," she smiled. "I
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never do anything I don't want to." She kissed him again and this time Q
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did not resist. He pulled her to him, his hands caressing her back.
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Their need outweighed their senses as they clumsily removed each
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other's clothing. Q nearly gasped at the sight of her naked body.
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Feelings were new to him and he was struggling to maintain some
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semblance of Q. Beverly, for her part, was enjoying the feeling of
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spontaneity.
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She ran her hands along his chest and smiled when he jumped as she
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went lower. Taking his growing hardness in her hand, she gently massaged
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him. Q was overcome by the sensations her touch triggered.
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"Q, have you ever had sex before?" she asked softly, her hand
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stroking him gently.
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"Of course!" he replied indignantly. "I..." He faltered when he
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saw the amusement in her eyes. Then he shook his head slowly.
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"Men! Omnipotent, human...it doesn't matter. You all have such
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egos!" teased Beverly. Pressing him down on the bed, she straddled his
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thighs. "Let me introduce you to the pleasure."
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Q moaned as Beverly expertly massaged his thighs, his abdomen, his
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chest. She followed her hands with light kisses that shot electricity
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through his body. His need for her was growing and she tenderly
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encouraged him to his peak. With a smile, she lowered herself onto him.
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Q never imagined the shock waves that went through his body as she took
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him inside her.
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Beverly slowly drew herself up, then back down on top of him. The
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motion was maddening to both of them. Q matched her movement and soon
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they were near their climax. Q came first, the power of his orgasm
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overrode his senses. In the distance he heard Beverly's voice and
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realized she also had climaxed. She collapsed on top of him and he
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cradled her in his arms. Q decided he liked sex.
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They laid together for a long while. Neither one knew what to say.
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Their joining had been passionate and exciting but they both knew
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Crusher's heart belonged to another. At that moment, Q envied that man
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more than he ever had.
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"It's time to go back," he said softly, his hand playing with the
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strands of red on his pillow.
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"Why?" sighed Beverly, her eyes still closed. "Why should I go
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back?"
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"Because it's where you belong." Q regretted saying those words no
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matter how true he knew them to be. "You belong with him." Crusher
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looked at him, an amused grin on her face.
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"Who do you mean?" Q's grin mirrored her own.
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"That bald fellow...the irritating one."
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"Oh him!" laughed Beverly. Her smile faded as she thought about
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Picard. She used to think they belonged together but lately there had
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been such tension...such anger.
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"Beverly?" She glanced at Q. "You love him." It wasn't a question.
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It was a statement of fact.
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"Yes," she replied, her voice low. "But it doesn't matter. Not to
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him." Q laughed heartily. Beverly glared at him, her anger reflecting in
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her cheeks. "What is so damn funny?"
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"You are alike, you and Jean-Luc. He tries so desperately to hide
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his desire for you and yet you are the only one who doesn't see it." He
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deflected a well-aimed fist. "The man paled when you agreed to go with
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me. Not to mention he tried, rather unsuccessfully, to draw my attention
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from you."
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"He is very protective..."
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"Of the people he cares about. Yes, I know. He cares about all the
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|
galaxies but he loves you." Crusher sighed. She was tired of arguing.
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"And I will prove it."
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"How?" In a flash, Picard was unceremoniously dumped alongside the
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bed. Beverly looked from Q to Picard and back. She didn't know whether
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to laugh or slide under the covers.
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"What is the meaning of this, Q?" growled a very irate captain.
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The sight of Beverly Crusher in bed with Q inflamed Picard. Q appeared,
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|
fully clothed, standing over Jean-Luc.
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|
"Ah, mon ami, you will have to discover that for yourself."
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Turning to Beverly, he bowed. "Good Doctor, the next time you make a
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|
deal, it would be wise to hold up your end of the bargain. Another might
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|
not be so lenient." He smiled at the look of surprise on her face. Then
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|
he leaned towards her so the captain could not hear. "I leave the truth
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|
up to you." With a smile, Q disappeared,
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|
Beverly was touched by his gesture. She turned to Picard who
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|
looked relieved by Q's "revelation." She suddenly remembered she was
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|
naked but, on a hunch, checked under the covers. She found herself
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|
dressed in Starfleet's finest.
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|
"Are you all right?" Picard sat beside her on the bed. "He didn't
|
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|
hurt you?"
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|
"No, Jean-Luc, Q did not hurt me. I'm fine."
|
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|
"Beverly, there's something..."
|
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|
"No, there's something I have to tell you." With a sigh, she
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|
revealed the events of her adventure with Q...including their night of
|
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|
passion. Picard listened quietly. His hope that Q had not known Beverly
|
||
|
in the way he wanted to most were dashed. He did not notice when she
|
||
|
stopped talking until he felt her hand on his arm. He turned slowly to
|
||
|
look at her. She was shocked by the sadness in his eyes.
|
||
|
"Jean-Luc, I'm sorry if you are disappointed with me but I don't
|
||
|
regret what's happened."
|
||
|
"Are you saying you're in love with Q?" The words sounded
|
||
|
ridiculous...to both of them.
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||
|
"No, I am not in love with Q."
|
||
|
"But you slept with him!?" His tone was angry and accusing.
|
||
|
Beverly struggled not to let her own anger flare.
|
||
|
"And you have never had sex with someone you were simply attracted
|
||
|
to? Or need I remind you of Vash?" She forced him to look at her and saw
|
||
|
the understanding in his eyes. He smiled then and his face softened.
|
||
|
Without a word, he leaned down and kissed her. Softly. Tenderly.
|
||
|
Lovingly.
|
||
|
"You said you had sex," he breathed into her hair, his hands
|
||
|
pulling her to him. "You didn't say you made love."
|
||
|
"You can only make love with someone you're in love with,"
|
||
|
whispered Beverly as she savored his touch. "The rest is just sex." He
|
||
|
lifted her chin and gazed into the rich blueness of her eyes.
|
||
|
"And with me?"
|
||
|
"It could never be just sex with you." She smiled as he pulled her
|
||
|
closer and claimed her mouth. She reached to pull his uniform shirt from
|
||
|
his pants, her hands eagerly caressing the warm skin beneath. Jean-Luc
|
||
|
unfastened her uniform and slowly trailed it down her body. Soft kisses
|
||
|
followed the uniform's trail. Beverly shivered at the feel of his lips
|
||
|
on her breasts. With a light touch, he traced the outline of her nipples
|
||
|
and casually moved down her stomach. His hand found its way between her
|
||
|
legs and his fingers delighted in her wetness. Gently he played with her
|
||
|
sensitive point as Beverly moaned with pleasure. His mouth replaced his
|
||
|
hand and he let his tongue dance playfully inside her.
|
||
|
"Jean-Luc," she gasped, one hand clutching the sheet, the other
|
||
|
caressing the back of his head. His own arousal was growing with each
|
||
|
moment. He brought her close to her climax before he entered her.
|
||
|
"I love you, Beverly," he whispered. "I always have."
|
||
|
"I love you, Jean-Luc," she breathed. "With all my heart."
|
||
|
Their passions mounted as they were swept away by desires long
|
||
|
denied. Neither noticed the figure watching from the darkness of the
|
||
|
other room. Q watched a moment and considered sending the captain to
|
||
|
another galaxy. He sensed Amanda's presence and turned to face her.
|
||
|
"It was a thought," he whispered just before he vanished. "Just a
|
||
|
thought!"
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THE END
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