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Yavar 23, 0525
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With a sigh of soft pleasure I sank into the comfortable water
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of the roofpool. The day had been rough; it was unusual of me to get
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involved in politics, especially Terran politics, and this recent
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development with their engineering Norvegicus for sentience was
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starting to eat at me. I needed a break.
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One thing about the roofpool that I keep forgetting about is the
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SDisk on the floor, the one for Dolphins. I was lying along the
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rocks by the shallow end on my belly, my legs in the water, my head
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up, and I failed to notice the Dolphin swimming up behind me. He
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slipped a fin along my thighs and up the crack of my ass before I
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even had chance to squeal.
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"What the- !?" I shouted, turning over. "Shirmin! Dammit!"
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He rolled over in the water and said, in Anglic,
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But you like it, you know,
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You've told me so,
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Several times.
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I grinned at him. It's not true that Dolphins speak in haiku,
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or whatever it is Terran writers dictated they should speak in. But
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the idea of doing so is something of a fad among Dolphins, and there
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are those who do it well. Shirmin is one of them. I paused for the
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thought and replied in kind,
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That's true, my love,
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You've fit like a glove,
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Several times.
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He laughed and lazed over to me. "Like a glove?" he chided.
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"That's not a concept the Purist Dolphins would approve of."
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"Really?" I asked. "And are you becoming a Purist in your old
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age?"
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He wagged his tail in the water. "Not in a million years. No
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way."
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"No?"
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"Purism has got to be the stupidest thing I've heard of in the
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past three centuries. There's no point. We aren't Tursiops
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Truncatis, and no amount of fantasizing is going to get us there."
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"Still, I don't think you should get upset with a group of
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Dolphins who insist on trying to survive without biocybe. Just
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because we live with wires in our heads doesn't mean we should
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criticize those who don't."
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"But the ones who get it all taken out?" he asked. "Taken OUT?"
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He shivered. In the water I felt it run through his body, and what
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little empathy people tell me I have told me about pain. "Do you
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have any idea how much trauma that entails? And then, those who come
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back out of the Purists have to have it re-installed? They'll never
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function the same way again."
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I sighed. "I don't like it. There's nothing I can do about it.
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Besides, you're there for that. To try and educate them." My hand
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slid along his flank, gently. We had been lovers for a few years,
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and I hoped I was still allowed this small privilege. He didn't
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protest; quite the opposite, his shivering subsided. "Anything else
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new?"
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"I've got a new pup," he said proudly.
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"You do?"
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"Uh-huh. We've named him Rivert. Toma was the mother."
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"Toma? I don't know her."
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He smiled. "I don't expect you to keep up, not with a
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population climbing for sixty thousand now. She's a nice person.
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You should meet her."
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I grinned, embarassed. "I guess I should. By the way, I owe
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you a thanks."
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"For what?" he asked. Was it my imagination, or did he roll his
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belly closer to me?
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"You know how Aaden and I are getting along?"
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He nodded. "It's been the only thing on the gossip circuit for
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the past six months."
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"I couldn't have gotten there without you."
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He looked up at me, the expression on his face unmistakable.
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"Me? How so?"
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I sighed and stroked his belly. He had offered it to me. "When
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I built the 'phins, I was still, well... erolie'. Straight. I had
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slept with Jahn, a few times in fact, but I didn't think I was
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comfortable with males."
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"So why am I responsible for you and Aaden?"
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"I needed you. Does that make any sense? I needed a Dolphin
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compatriot, and you were it. The fact that you were male didn't make
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much of a difference... somehow, despite the fact that I knew how
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legendarily horny Tursiops was, I didn't make the connection, and
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when you and I started getting along and it became kind of obvious
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that you were the Dolphin who would end up with the family name,
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it... Do you remember the first time we had sex?"
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He laughed. "I wouldn't call it sex!"
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"You wouldn't?"
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"Would you?" he asked.
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"It was certainly voyeuristic. Turning on the lights at 10 in
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the night to find you rubbing yourself up against the glass like
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that."
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"I was... lonely."
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"Uh huh," I replied, smiling. I slid my hand further down his
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belly. "You were masturbating like there was no tomorrow. I think I
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saw you come four times before you bothered to look and see if the
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lights were on downstairs."
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He grinned. "The glass was the smoothest part of the pool." He
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swished his tail gently, angling closer to me again. My hands passed
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over the opening where his sheath lay hidden, and then further down
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his tail.
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"Anyway," I said, "You remember how... intimate we became."
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"Mm-hmm," he replied. He was deliberately sliding back in the
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water so my reach could extend only as far as his penile slit.
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"It was more important to me that you were a Dolphin than that
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you were male. When we started to get... along, I only did what I
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felt was natural and gave what I had to offer. I didn't feel I was
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engaging in erolie' sex, like I did with Jahn. But when it came down
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to me and Aaden, the fact that I'd been intimate with you was as
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important as the fact that I'd been physical with Jahn... both
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allowed me to get closer to a male without much qualmery in the way.
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Does that make sense?"
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He answered in his favorite way:
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You make life so hard!
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We know what we are,
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In the end.
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I'm a symbol,
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Of a chosen role,
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I'm your friend.
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My body's stock,
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Shaped like a cock,
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As you intend.
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Did you really need,
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A symbol like me,
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To love Aaden?
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And one last time,
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This won't rhyme,
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You're exciting me!
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"What?" I asked. I suddenly realized that his cock had come to
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full erection and that I had been sliding my hand along it for
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possibly a full minute already. I blushed hot, and apologized.
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"Sorry."
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"That's okay," he said quietly. He had long ago had the
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highest-quality vocoder installed in his blowhole, and if I closed my
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eyes only the touch told me I was fondling a Dolphin. His cock is
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pretty impressive, as far as I, a Human, was concerned. "You know I
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don't mind."
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I sidled up next to him, rubbing my body against his. "How do I
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feel to you?" I asked with sudden curiosity. "All angles and edges,
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huh?"
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"Not really," he whispered. "It's more... enveloping. Dolphins
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don't have reach. Even with the 'hands, it's better to have you
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touch me." To demonstrate, his four hands came floating through the
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water. Each is a four-fingered robotic hand, with not much for
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support; just fingers, really, with a base. They use gravitics to
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move.
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As the 'hands moved over my body, I found myself tickled, but I
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had to agree with him. It wasn't as good as being touched by flesh,
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even by his flukes. "You're right, it's not the same. Send them
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away," I whispered. They seemed to droop in the water as they sank
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to the floor of the pool.
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"One more time, for past time's sake?" he asked quietly.
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"If you'd like," I whispered.
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"I would," he said gently. He took a deep breath and rolled
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over onto his back, his huge cock bobbing gently out of the water. I
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slid on top of him; slowly his tail sank into the water, pulling him
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into a vertical position, and he began stroking back and forth with
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it, mostly to keep his blowhole out of the water; I had always found
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the motion suggestive. As I held on, his erection slid beween my
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thighs and against my buttocks. I wiggled into position, using my
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hand to guide him in; the first time I did this, it hurt like hell.
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I came to treasure the slight burning sensation of salt water as he
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slid into me.
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I heard my Dolphin lover gasp. "Good as you remember?" I asked.
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"Better," he sighed. "Hold on." We held together, my hands
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gripping his pectoral fins up close to the shoulder. He began
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stroking in and out of me; I wrapped my legs around him, holding him
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close as he fucked me. It felt good to be with him, feeling his
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incredibly powerful body against mine. The sheer unending strength a
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Dolphin has to keep swimming continuously was applied to my ravaged
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asshole; the water swished between us with great force. His cock
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slid deep into me; I could feel that wonderful rearrangement going on
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within me as we made love. He lost control of his voice, and
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descended into a Delphinic chirping; I pressed my cheek against his
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broad chest and held on, gripping his pectorals harder. He was
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thrashing so hard our bodies were halfway out of the water; I
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couldn't see it, but the speed of his penis within was so fast the
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signals weren't getting to my brain fast enough for me to sort. It
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was all I could do to just hold him and whimper.
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Which I did, griping his fins tighter. His huge body slapped
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against mine, the slick surface of his skin loud against my belly as
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we hit in rhythm with his tail. "Gods," I whispered, "I'd almost
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forgotten..." He didn't say anything; I held on for my life and his
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pleasure.
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"I'm coming!" he screamed. I grabbed hold; our bellies slapped
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together as he jammed his semen into me. I held on tighter, hoping I
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didn't hurt him as he collapsed back into the pool; I felt his cock
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literally pull from me as we separated, the burning of salt against
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my tender flesh painful and rewarding.
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"You certainly were," I smiled, gasping. I managed to haul
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myself up against the rocks on the shallow end of the pool.
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He lolled up against me and said, "Did I hurt you?"
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I stared down at him. "Did you hurt me?" I exclaimed. "No, you
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didn't hurt me. I was afraid of hurting you, the way I was grabbing
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your fins like that."
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"They're okay. I was just a little worried, Ken. I was being a
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little rough."
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I climbed out of the pool, leaned over and kissed him on the
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dome of his skull. "Just a little. But that's okay. I've gotten
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used to it."
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"You're still used to it?"
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"No, Aaden 're-educates' me from time to time."
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"Almost daily, if the rumors are true."
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"Almost," I smiled. "So, what's up?"
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"I have this... problem, I was wondering if you could help me
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with." He paused. "It's a little your fault, too."
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"My fault?" I asked. I could feel repair mechanisms at work
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within me. I asked Dave silently for a nanochine drink. It slid out
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quietly on gravitics.
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"Well, not so much your fault as ours. A lot of 'phins treat me
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as the Delphin Shardik, and come to me for advice. Let's be honest,
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you and I, Ken, and admit that we're too nice guys."
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"Two nice guys?"
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"No, too nice. As in for our own good."
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I nodded, understanding the words if not the meaning. But I
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think I was getting it. I downed about a quart of the nanochine
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drink, which is functionally equivalent to any real sports juice-
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lots of glucose, salt, and water. "Go on," I said, putting aside the
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bottle and slipping into the water. No burning. I smiled.
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"Do you have enough time for everybody who comes to you?" he
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asked.
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I scowled. "I wish I did."
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"There aren't enough nice guys, are there?" he asked. I shook
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my head. "Do you have to stop being nice?"
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I slid up next to him in the water, fishing an oxytab out and
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holding it. "No, I just have to decide who's really priority to
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being nice to."
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"I don't copy," he said. I smiled. I hadn't used that phrase
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myself in decades.
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"I... had to decide who was really important to me. The family,
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if you will. You. I'm a nice guy, but it's up to me to seek you
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out, if I care."
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"Like your friend, Nance."
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I nodded. "Do I sound harsh when I say I can't care about
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everybody?"
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He waved his tail in the water slowly. "No," he admitted,
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sighing as only Dolphins can. "No, you don't. Even I know that's
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impossible."
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I scratched my hair gently, feeling the salt itch slightly
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against my scalp. "I went after Nance full speed because I wanted
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him in my house. I didn't want him to get killed, and if he had a
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family he wouldn't be as reckless as he was at first."
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"He still got hurt."
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"Yes, but he came back. That's the important part. He fought
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for me. And I fought for him. I don't have the resources to do it
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for everybody, not the time, not the will, but I when I pick those I
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care for, there's a good reason for it. Am I making ANY sense?"
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He nodded, a single, quick jerk. "You're saying I have to
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realize I'm just one 'phin."
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"Sadly enough, yeah." I kissed him, feeling my lips slide along
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slick, Dolphin hide. "Everybody told me not to bother with Nance, he
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wasn't worth the effort, or the pain, because he was just going to
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die, probably sometime soon."
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"Do you do that often?"
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"What, have self-destructive tendencies that sometimes pay off?"
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He gave a laugh, which sounded not unlike a kazoo being tortured
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by cats. "Yeah."
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"Sometimes. Not... not often, I would hope."
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"How often are they worth it?"
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"Always."
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"Always?" he asked. "How can self-destruction be always worth
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it?"
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"Because I always learn something. I never learn not to do that
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again, but I learn something. Because always the situation is
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different."
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He didn't seem happy with the answer. "Is that what I have to
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do?"
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"No, you don't have to."
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"But you do. I can't picture it."
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I shrugged, kissing him again, this time closer to his dorsal.
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"That's the way I am."
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He sighed. "I guess I'm not built that way."
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"Guess not. Hey, Shirm?"
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"Eh?"
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"Wanna do an open water?"
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"What, now?" he asked as I scratched him gently. He began to
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chitter softly; he's always liked the way I scratch him.
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"Yeah?"
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"Keep doing that and you'll have me convinced. Got that
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breathing thing you need?"
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"Better," I said. "New nanochine. Oxygen reprocessor." I
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buckled
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a belt-pouch about my waist. Other than that, I went naked.
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"Let's go," he said. We dove for the SDisk and the lagoon,
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following it out as fast we could manage, me holding him close. We
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stopped about a hundred meters offshore and I closed my eyes, sinking
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into the sea. About a meter down, I got ready for stage one.
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I put the oxytab in my mouth and held it there; the feeling of
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its activation is always creepy, but I'd been getting used to the
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sensation of millions of tiny spiders crawling along my brachiation.
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It settled for a second, and I opened my eyes. The focus was off,
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but adjusted quickly; Shirmin was watching me with concern. It was
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time for stage two.
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I inhaled. Water flooded my lungs, burning and chilling at the
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same time. Like the last occasion I tried this stunt, my entire body
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shuddered, screaming in defiance, fearful of drowning. I cursed and
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wished for self control. It came back slowly. I was not going to
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die.
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"Are you okay?" I heard him say. Like I said, he had good taste
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in voders; this one let him talk equally proficiently underwater.
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I tapped my throat; I couldn't talk this way. It was a major
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differnce from the old mask, where I could. At least this way I felt
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less encumbered. I pointed to my head, then fished out a little
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Brace radio center from my belt pouch, turned it on. *Can you hear
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me?*
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"Better," he said. "That's weird."
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*Sorry,* I replied. *Water won't move past the vocal chords
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fast enough.*
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"How long does that thing last?" he asked.
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*About six hours or so,* I replied. *And there are other
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limitations. It's a warm day, though, so we shouldn't have other
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problems.*
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"That's interesting," he said. "You're more fish than I am."
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*You were never meant to be a fish.*
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He smiled. "You know what I mean."
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*I hate when people mistake Dolphins and fish. That's so
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stupid. You're not even close.*
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"We're sexier, for one thing."
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*Uh-huh!* I replied, reaching out to stroke him as he swam by.
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I let myself drop to the ocean floor, checking for marine life before
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letting my toes sink into the white sand. The last time I'd played
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with the oxytabs I had nearly been sliced in two by a sleeping
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leopard ray.
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He swam by casually. "You have to stay down, don't you?"
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*Well, I can't breathe air until I undo this thing.*
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He nudged up against me. "We'll manage," he said, rubbing by
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me, deliberately dragging a pectoral fin over my crotch lazily.
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*Is that a hint?*
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"This was your idea," he said. He swum around me in circles; it
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is true that Dolphins are huge phallic symbols, and I wanted the one
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in front of me.
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*I remember the first time we tried this.* I smiled.
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"At least there wasn't as much screaming and yelling as the
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first time I tried you."
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*I knew I could handle the size,* I replied, *I forgot about the
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salt water, however.*
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He nodded, shooting up to the surface for a breath before coming
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back down. "Meet me halfway?" he asked.
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I pushed off the bottom and ascended. Halfway up he met me and
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shouted, "Grab on!" I took hold of his dorsal and we were off, full
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speed through the ocean. The warm water parted before us, he and I,
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as we shot down into the bright sea. He took a turn; I wrapped my
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legs around his midriff, wanting to turn around, get underneath him.
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My erection was pressed against his spine, which massaged me with
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every stroke as we exploded out into the sunlight and were tossed
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apart by his violence. I fell back into my newfound element, and he
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was suddenly beside me again. I rubbed him and kissed him. *I
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remember.*
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"Get in," he smiled. "I want to, too." I clambered underneath
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him, the phrase 'sea monkey' running through my head as I did so. As
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I pressed my erection against his anus and slid in, I remembered
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about him, and all Dolphins, especially males. His anus is actually
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slightly elongated, so my cock felt like it was wedged between two
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tight but very soft and wonderful plates. I reached up and grabbed
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his dorsals, pulling myself up and wrapping my legs around his tail.
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He decided to provide the motion, swimming carefully, in that slow
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and gentle action. I held on underneath, my legs gripping his sides;
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there was just enough motion for me to feel the pleasure of his anus
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again.
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"Feels neat," he sighed as we slid down into the water.
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*You do, too. Thanks for coming by,* I replied. I began to
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flex my knees gently, providing my own motion.
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"That's it... you never did know when to stop." He own cock
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swelled out of its sheathslit, pressing up between us. I bent down,
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putting a terrible amount of drag on our already less then
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hydrodynamic shape, and reached for it. I took the head into my
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mouth and sucked down, gently.
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"Ohfah!" he gasped. "You don't have to stop this time, do you?"
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*Nope,* I replied. *It's great to be able to talk with my mouth
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full!*
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He laughed into the water. I felt it more than heard it. I let
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loose his cock and began stroking his asshole harder, fucking him.
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*It's my turn.*
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"Yes," he sighed, arcing his body to break the surface and get a
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breath of air. "I want to feel you lose it, Ken." I smiled; my arms
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and thighs burned with the force of our lovemaking, and I began to
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shove my cock deeper into his slick, sexy body, gripping tightly.
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*I'm getting there...*
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"Yeah.. come on."
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*Oh, Shirm...* I said, losing the ability to even think clearly,
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and then exploding into him, control following thought into sweet
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oblivion. I could feel each jet of semen squeeze out of me and I
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held on. I felt dizzy.
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He stopped moving then, floating in the water at a stop. "Are
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you okay, Ken?"
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*I don't know...* I paused, then realized what had happened.
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The oxytabs aren't meant for real serious exertion; I had apparently
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pushed this one past it's limits.
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"Should I get you back?"
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*That would probably be a good idea.* I held onto his dorsal
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and he made his way back into the lagoon. *Hold it,* I said.
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"What?"
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*I need to take this thing out.* I fished into the beltpouch
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and found the detab. I waited until I felt I was ready and climbed
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up onto shore. I was now literally a fish out of water, and would
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die if I didn't deactivate the nanochine I had incorporated. *Dave,
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shut down my autonomics.*
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*Ken,* the AI replied, *That's not a good idea.*
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*Do it, dammit.*
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There was a pause, and my whole body seemed to go completely
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numb. I put the deact-tab into my mouth and watched, but did not
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feel, as I went into convulsions, coughing up water onto the beach,
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plus significant portions of my lunch. I was quite sure that the
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other orifices of my body were equally abused. When it was over, I
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swept the entire mess into the stream leading down and out of the
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lagoon, sure that either the tide or Dave would make sure it was
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cleaned up before anyone else came along. I watched the entire
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process with a sense of clinical detachment. *Okay, Dave, let me
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have it.*
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My senses came back on line, suddenly and painfully. I groaned,
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suffering with the return of sensation, feeling every last centimeter
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of my throat and GI-tract twist and knot.
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"I hate to repeat myself, but are you okay?"
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"I..." My voice sounded terrible. "I will be."
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"Why didn't you take the mask?" Shirmin asked, concerned.
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"Because I like those tabs."
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"But look what they do to you!"
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"So?" I asked. "It was worth it, to be with you, Shirm." I
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leaned out over the water and kissed him between his eyes again.
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"Will you be okay?"
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"I think so. I'm just worried about you!"
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"Don't be. I'll recover. By tonight I'll be my usual healthy
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self."
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"I hope so."
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"I know so."
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"Then..." He paused. "I guess I'll get going. Toma's going to
|
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|
wonder where I am."
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"Take care, lover," I said.
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He turned over in the water, waving one fin in my direction. He
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dove down into the water, then suddenly vaulted skyward. "Goodbye!"
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|
he shouted, then careened down the stream as if with rocket-assist.
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I waved goodbye to him as he disappeared once more into the wide
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Vinyare' ocean.
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--
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"Object Lesson"
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are copyright (c) 1989-1994 Elf Mathieu Sternberg. Distribute freely
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