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Part 2 -- The slave girl's message
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Dear Master,
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It seems odd to call you that but you are. I knew it when you
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first talked to me but I could not admit it until today when you
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showed me what and who I am. Oops, perhaps i should not use a
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capital i when referring to me.
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I am sitting at the typewriter, still nude and handcuffed,
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you're right (of course) the handcuffs do not interfere with my
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activities very much.
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When i heard the door close after you i was still reeling from
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the orgasm you forced me to give myself. i have never felt so
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much so strongly before. Thank you. i lay there for a long
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time, catching my breath and thinking of what you did. i
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realized that i hardly spoke a word while you were here, i just
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answered your questions and did not speak anything extra. That
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is strange and unusual behavior for me. Perhaps my life will
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became strange and unusual now. Perhaps my life will be more
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natural now. i want to explore with you. Please have me.
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Once i got up i went exploring, retracing a lot of the steps you
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took me through. Wandering about imagining being chained and
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tied to all sorts of things. Handcuffs make me horny. No
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matter what i did or what position i took or imagined it all
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seemed natural except sitting at the kitchen table. It didn't
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seem right to be sitting there, i think it was the effect of the
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table partially covering me and a feeling that sitting is not
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proper for a slave. i'm very confused. Do i sound it? Please
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teach me.
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The handcuff key was easy to use but i was reluctant, i was
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enjoying myself. i unlocked one hand and locked my hands behind
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me. i walked around and felt exquisitely helpless but also
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challenged as if i should be able to do most things anyway. i
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poured a glass of water, drank through a straw, made a sandwich,
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watched television, started the dishwasher, made a phone call.
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The phone call was a challenge as i was kneeling on the floor
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with my head down on the chair seat holding down the receiver.
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i called my mother and had a nice chat, wondering all the while
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what she would think if she saw my position. I gave her no clue
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and gloried in my mischief.
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i stayed with my hands behind my back until 8 pm when i decided
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i had to get a few work things done, reading and comments for a
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meeting tomorrow morning. The handcuffs didn't get in the way
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then either. i love you.
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When i was done, i played. i cuffed my ankles together, they
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fit but it is uncomfortable to stand and hurts to walk; i locked
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a wrist to an opposite ankle and found it difficult to move from
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the bedroom to the kitchen; i locked a wrist to the same side
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ankle, wished i could do the other side and imagined you making
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love to me; i cuffed an ankle to a desk leg and typed up the
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notes i had written earlier; i locked the closet door and cuffed
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a wrist to the doorknob and thought of you leaving me there for
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hours; then i did the same thing lying on the floor with an
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ankle held high and cuffed. Please bring me chains, cuffs,
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collars, harnesses, gags, helmets, locks, leather, steel,
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anything, anything but keys. Please, i'm realizing this is my
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last chance to freely play and secure myself at my option for as
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long as i want, however i want.
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The choices are too much, i no longer want to decide these
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things, i have enjoyed this playing but i am frustrated. Not
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frustrated in being chained, frustrated in not being helpless.
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My imagination can take me to many situations but having access
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to the key having to make sure i can get to it takes something
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away. I should not have freedom, i don't want it. Please do
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not let me have it. Please deny me freedom.
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Sir, this slave girl would be most appreciative if you should
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accept her as your very own, to do with as you like, to do yur
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bidding, to follow your every command and accept any guidance,
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training, or punishment you choose to give her.
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Yes, you have said there is a weekend test to go through before
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i can decide. i cannot imagine changing my mind. You have
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helped to find me. Please show me more.
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i have heard of some of the classics and "near classics" you
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mentioned earlier. i have not read many, it is difficult for a
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woman to obtain them openly. Those that i have read vary in
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quality and effect. The dominance i ask of you is a loving,
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caring lifestyle. i trust you and you will not betray my
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trust. i don't think you will reduce me to the status of a
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piece of meat or a prize head of cattle as had been done to the
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women in some of the books i've read. i have pictured myself in
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some of the situations described, the bondage scenes and those
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that have some subtle exhibitionism or humiliation possible
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because of the otherwise innocent or unsuspecting surroundings.
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Please help me learn.
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i will close now, i'll mail this letter at the post office in
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the morning, early enough for it to be included in the local
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delivery tomorrow. For now, i'll go to a dream filled sleep,
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hands cuffed behind me. I'll leave the key in the kitchen.
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Good night, Master.
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