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The Analyst
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by - Hal
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Chapter 5
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Dr. Stevens listened intently as Jan described her first visit to
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the club. "Did you join?", she asked. "Yes, I really liked most of
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the people I met there, and somehow, I felt like I belonged." Dr.
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Stevens moved to sit beside Jan on the couch and took her hand.
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"Jan, I've been starting to feel that you may be moving too fast
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into this second life and not exercising enough caution. When you
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mentioned the cameras and video tape, I got a chill down my spine
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because I've heard of people being blackmailed with something like
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that. And, you really don't know that much about Dan. How can you
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be so sure you won't get hurt?" Jan placed her other hand on top of
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the doctor's and looked into her eyes. "Have you ever had the
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feeling that there is a part of you that has always been there, but
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never come to the surface?" Dr. Stevens nodded and Jan continued,
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"Well, I've had that feeling for a long time and when I got
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involved with Dan, I began to realize what that hidden part was. I
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am a very sexual creature. I'm finding that I love everything about
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my body and the bodies of other people and I've never been as happy
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or free as when I'm having sex. My parents were very strict and I
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went to a catholic school, so when I went to college, and later in
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the business world, I accepted that sex was for procreation and
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should only be pleasurable with a husband. Unfortunately, most of
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my experiences with men tended to reinforce that belief and I
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always felt guilty when sex felt good. Besides, the men I made love
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with seemed more interested in relieving an itch than making me
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feel good. I think if I had had a more "normal" sex life when I was
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younger, I might not have this tremendous need that has built up
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inside me for a long time with no relief, but it's there and I have
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to find a way to deal with it."
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"The club made me afraid in the same way that Dan does, sometimes,
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but I found that I liked the fear. It's partly a fear of being hurt
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or discovered, but mostly, it's a fear of the unknown. I really
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believe Dan has everything under control and won't let me get hurt.
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I don't know why I feel that way, but I do and getting the video
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tape seemed to make me believe it even more. When I first suspected
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that they were taping me with Kevin, I made up my mind that I will
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NOT be coerced or blackmailed. They can show it on 'Sixty
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Minutes', if they want, and I'll find a way to deal with it in my
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real world. I really do believe it is the only copy, and I'm toying
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with the idea of giving a copy to Dan and, maybe, Denise with the
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understanding that it will be for their enjoyment only." Dr.
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Stevens looked concerned and suggested that Jan not do that until
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she had thought it through completely and they had discussed it
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together. Jan agreed, and went on, "You know, I've watched that
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tape at least a dozen times since I got back from that trip and I'm
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just beginning to be able to relate to that incredibly sexy woman
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on the screen being me. The first few times, it was like watching
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someone else in a porno movie even though I could clearly remember
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it happening."
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Dr. Stevens was quiet for a few moments, then said, "Would you be
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willing to let me see the tape?" She wasn't certain that her
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curiosity was entirely professional in nature, but she found
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herself wanting desperately to see what Jan had described and,
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perhaps it would help her to provide better guidance to her
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patient. Jan nodded and said, "I have it in my purse. Would it be
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O.K. if I watch it with you?" The doctor took the cassette and
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inserted it in the VCR that was built in to the bookshelves that
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made up one entire wall of her office. She pressed the play button
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and took a seat in a large, soft chair where she could see both the
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TV screen and Jan, sitting on the couch. She wanted to take note of
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Jan's reactions to what she was watching.
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The tape began with Jan being helped to the stage by Kathy. ("My
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God,", she thought, "she really is small. She almost looks like a
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miniature woman beside Jan." As the video progressed, it became
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obvious that the club had at least four different cameras to cover
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the low platform from several different angles. From Jan's
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description of the club and what she could see on the screen, they
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were most likely remotely controlled for pan, tilt and zoom and
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whoever was doing the controlling appeared to be an expert at
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covering live action. All in all, the tape was very professionally
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done. As Kevin was placing the head of his huge cock against Jan's
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lips, Dr. Stevens shifted her eyes to watch her patient. Jan's
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eyes were glued to the screen and her hand was resting lightly in
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her lap. Her legs were pressed tightly together and squeezing very
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slightly. It was clear that Jan was aroused by what she was
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watching and the doctor encouraged her to describe her feelings as
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the tape progressed. Jan talked very openly about how Kevin had
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felt and tasted in her mouth and later, the sensations she felt as
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his giant member was entering her body. Despite all her efforts at
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maintaining a professional aloofness, Dr. Stevens felt the sexual
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stirings within her vagina and knew that her own fluids were
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starting to flow as she listened to her patient and alternately
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watched her patient and the highly charged action on the screen.
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As Jan talked and watched, she stole quick glances at the doctor
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and began to sense that she was also becoming very aroused. She
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started making her descriptions and comments more vivid and new
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that she was intentionally trying to turn Dr. Stevens on. She
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wanted her therapist to understand exactly how she felt as she
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performed sexually before all those strangers and she slid her hand
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under the waistband of her skirt and into the bikini panties she
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wore underneath. She knew that the doctor could see what she was
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doing, even in the low light of the office, but didn't care. Yes,
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she did care. She wanted to be watched as she masturbated.
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Dr. Stevens knew that she should stop the tape and get both Jan and
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herself back under control. Her patient was masturbating feverishly
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in her office and, worse still, the doctor wanted desperately to do
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the same thing. Dr. Stevens had only been in practice for five
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years and had never had a situation like this arise before. She
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had, of course, been warned many times during her training that it
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was her responsibility to maintain control of the session at all
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times, but what could it really hurt if Jan brought herself to
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orgasm while watching herself on the screen? "If only I weren't so
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damned turned on myself.." she thought.
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When the video Kevin pulled out and moved up to position himself
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over the waiting mouth of the video Jan, the live Jan cried out,
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"Oh, Yes! He's going to come in my mouth!", and her real mouth
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opened wide in imitation of the one she was watching, as her
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fingers dug deeply between her sopping lips and her thumb pressed
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hard against her clit. Jan's orgasm began for real just as Kevin's
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did on the tape.
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The semen falling like big, white raindrops onto Jan's beautiful
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face and parted lips was more than the doctor could take. She
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turned to see Jan's mouth wide open as if wanting to feel and taste
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it yet again and Jan's hand was working feverishly under her skirt
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as she reached her climax. Dr. Stevens needed an orgasm as badly as
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she ever had in her life, but she also needed to keep that fact
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hidden from her patient. Somehow, she managed to keep her
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composure and suggested that Jan might want to go to the ladie's
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room in the outer office and "freshen up". When Jan had left the
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room, the doctor went to the small private bathroom beside her
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office and locked the door. She quickly lowered her panty hose and
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panties and sat on the chair at the make up table. She raised her
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skirt to her waist and drove two fingers into herself. She was
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coming almost immediately and her fluids were running down the
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crack of her bottom to pool on the velvet below her. She fingered
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her clit harder than she could ever remember and found herself
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enjoying the slight pain she was causing from such rough handling
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of her most sensitive spot.
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When Dr. Stevens came back into the room, Jan was standing quietly,
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looking out the window. The doctor walked up behind her and put her
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arms around Jan's small waist. She leaned forward and placed a
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light kiss on the back of Jan's neck, pushing the soft, shiny hair
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aside with her face. "Jan,", she said quietly, "I'm going to refer
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you to Dr. Kelly. I think you'll really like him." Jan didn't move.
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The arms around her waist felt very good, and she had half expected
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Dr. Stevens to drop her case after what had just happened. The
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doctor continued, "I'm afraid I can't maintain my objectivity where
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you're concerned and I think it would be better if you see another
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therapist for awhile. Besides, the next time you go to Boston...
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I'm going with you. If you and Dan will have me."
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