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Underground eXperts United
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[ Cry ] [ By Knyttet ]
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CRY
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by Knyttet
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For me, crying is a way of getting rid of all the bad feelings you build up
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inside. To cry is a way of getting me through bad times in life. There was a
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period when I cried a couple of hours every day but I think that was my only
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rescue from getting mad or killing myself. Life wasn't treating me too nicely
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then.
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I don't like crying in front of people I don't know. Maybe because most
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people think you are drunk or something like that when you cry in public. Or
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they think you are mad. But I am neither.
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Mostly I try to avoid crying when others are around, because I don't want
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people to feel sorry for me. Or to think that they are the reason for all the
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tears. Cause even if they are, I still prefer to cry in private. To just let
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all the tears come so I can feel "cleaned" after. I mean, if people can
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cleanse their colon with water enemas and think they will live happily after
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that, why can't I clean my soul by crying.
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I think I'm a person that cries more than the average. Why, I don't know, I
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just do it. I think this bothers some people in my surroundings. They don't
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really know what to do when I cry. My best friend knows. It's nice if someone
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just holds you and let the tears come, or if they just sit quiet and wait. I
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like to talk afterwards but not when I'm crying. I guess it's not like this
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for all people, but for me, it does the trick.
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I wonder if I cry this much because I'm a woman. If I had been made a man,
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maybe I wouldn't have been this way at all. Let's hope so. Because most men
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don't like crying, maybe that is from the times when it was wrong of a man to
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cry. Nowadays, I know some women who think it's the only _real_ proof of love
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when a man cries because of them. I think they are wrong.
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Some people cry easily and some don't. And some are good actors. Even though
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I think it can be sort of beautiful when a man cries, it shows that he is
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human after all. Or do beings from outer space cry too? Who knows?
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uXu #389 Underground eXperts United 1997 uXu #389
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Call SOCIETY HQ -> +1-518-465-6721
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