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This is a wussy essay
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that I wrote for English
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Class. If you want to
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use this as a clever and
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naughty ploy to get on
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your teacher's good side
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and put yer name on it, go
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ahead. But if yer about to
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distribute it, leave my fraggin
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name on it.
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-=* Mother 69 *=-
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Things that are important to me are so numerous, but some are much more
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important when compared to others. One of the most important things to me is
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love. I need it, I thrive on love, life without love is not life, but a limbo
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where time has no meaning, death is but a chore, and you have no one to call a
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friend.
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Love is an elemental; Earth, Wind, Fire, Water and Love. It has a symbolic
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association with these Elements, like the Earth it will be under you for as
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long as you live, it can also be raging and hot like the Fire, but you have to
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keep under control otherwise it can get out of control as fires too often do.
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Love is immaterial like the wind, but it can make its presence known, and
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devistatingly so. Finally love is most like the Water because it is a part of
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all living things, It can keep you afloat, yet it can suck you under, when
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this happens you have 2 options, sink or swim. Personally, I like to swim in
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it, it may be infinate in it's depths, infinite in its scope, but you can draw
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energy from that infinitness, energy that can keep you treading forever. Love
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can also be like a turbulent river, fast flowing and hard to safely tread,
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overflowing its boundries but once in a while, but it is also beautiful to
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behold from afar.
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Wow, I really got carried away for a little bit there, eh? As for my
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self-image, I view myself as a loner basically because not too many people
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give much of a chance. Will you give me a chance? I may come off as a
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little strange, weird even. Deep down inside I'm a great guy, really I am.
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You can even ask my mom <g>.
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What angers me and things that I dislike are too numerous to tell, so I will
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tell you what I like. By the way, this will be in the form of a stream of
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consiousness.
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I like evenings on the beach, driving, biking, long walks, swing sets,
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swimming in March, parades, hugs, beer J, friends, making friends, writing,
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reading, telling jokes, women (he he he), the color green, The Dead Milkmen,
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my brother, my mother, computers, sunsets, kissing, long talks, sleeping,
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sorting out others' problems (when I actually have my life in order), art,
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museums, English III, holding hands, cats, hamsters, little kids, amusement
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parks, movies, Shakespear, painting, long showers, and finally gazing into
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(secret woman)'s eyes.
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I lied, there is one thing, NO!, two things that I will tell you that I
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dislike. The first one is shaving, now who is the comeplete idiot who
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ivnented this evil of all evils? I mean, what is the use of facial hair to
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the modern man, other than an inconvienience? The other thing that I cannot
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stand that I will tell you of is hangnails, who can't hate those denziens of
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hell? They are small, yet painful and hard to get rid of at the same time,
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truely a pleasure when you are typing or something else that you would happen
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to be doing with your fingers.
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Now for friends, oh boy, joy of all joys, you picked my favorite thing
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(sarcasm). I feel that I can trust my friends until the end of the world, but
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then there are some who really make me want to retch. (Ahhhhhh, teenage
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woe's, don't you love them? I sure do.) I am not going to mention any names
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here, but I will say that people tend to (male organ) you over when it is to
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their advantage, say... I dunno... if they like your ex-girlfriend. Now maybe
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this guy who is doing this is your best friend, and he knows that you want to
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get back togeather with this girl, but since you two are no longer going
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steady, he goes in for the kill. He he he he he, that is what I look for in a
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friend. Seriously tho, what I look for in a friend is definitely a sense of
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humor and intelligence. What is a friend if you cannot freely converse about
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things that are on your mind? One sided conversations are so very boring, I
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need feedback. I need to be able to talk about a wide range of things, not
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just what group released their new album, or who is on the Letterman show
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tonite, or Bioelectromagneticology (say that three times fast.) I need to
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talk about all three, and more, much more, I get so bored just talking about
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one thing that I want to scream bloody murder until the other person get the
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hint or bleeds out of the ears.
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What makes me different from most people is the way I dress I guess, that
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and my attitude to the rest of society. By the way I dress I guess is most
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different from everyone is that I have yet to see someone wear the same types
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of clothing on the same day. I like to mix and match clothing from the
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different clicks from our society in general, the teen groups if you will. As
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for my attitude towards the world, it is quite a carefree way of carrying
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myself. I feel that there is not much that I can do as a teenager, other
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than complain and protest, but until I reach the tender old age of 18 can I
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have any say in the government. "What does the 17 and younger section of the
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country think? Who cares, they cannot vote me in, so they can go to (nasty
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place) for all I care."
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As for my future, I don't know what to expect exactly, but I know that it
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will be interesting to say the least. I seem to attract other interesting
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people that are looking for facinating people, I guess I qualify. Other than
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that, I guess that it's OCC for 2 years, Rutgers for as long as I can keep up
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with it, and from there on, I don't know. I tend to play things by ear too
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often, I guess that's the reason that I am so bored all of the time. The
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future is shakey, but I for some reason see great things coming from me,
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basically because my good friend and confidant Mark White told me so, and
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that is nothing to scoff at. You gotta meet this guy, funny and cool, great
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combo.
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Don't worry about me, because I don't.
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-=* Mother 69 *=-
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